BOUND BY BLOOD

The Faustin Bros Series, Book 2

Evie Byrne

To J.C.

Author’s Note

Those of you who have already read Called by Blood should not be alarmed to find Alex single in this book. The events of this book take place before those of that book.

Chapter 1

Gregor Faustin knew his mother was up to something. Her expression was suspiciously complacent—cream fed, even. His father was in on it, whatever it was, because whenever he peeked over his newspaper he looked entirely too amused.

“My boys,” she said, surveying Gregor and his two brothers, gathered for the occasion and stuffed in the tiny living room like three lions in a birdcage. “Last night I dreamed of a bride for one of you, your perfect mate.”

With a flourish, she produced a small slip of paper from her bra and held it upraised between her white fingers. “I have her name.”

Gregor’s younger brother, Alex, blew a low whistle and elbowed him in the ribs. “Misha’s freaking.”

He and Gregor both looked over at Mikhail, who was in fact turning green at the prospect of being mated off.

“Dead man walking,” Gregor intoned between cupped hands. Alex laughed and Mikhail shot them both a poisonous glance.

Their father folded his newspaper and put it aside, a sure signal that it was time to be serious. When all eyes were upon her, Gregor’s mother crossed her legs and lit a cigarette. “Why do you assume I dreamed of a bride for Mikhail Ivanovich?” she said in her thick accent. “I did not. I saw a bride for our Gregor Ivanovich. Grisha will soon marry.”

“What?” Gregor jumped to his feet, fight or flight instincts kicking in like nobody’s business, but he was hemmed in by too much worn furniture, too many knickknacks, and his formidable brothers on either side.

“That’s crazy.” He turned back to his mother. “Why would you go and do something like that? First of all, no one does the dream thing anymore. And even if you had to, Mikhail is Eldest. Marry him off first.”

Mikhail sighed and leaned back in his chair. Gregor noted the color returning to his face. Yeah, you dodged that bullet, Misha.

“Or why not Alex?” Gregor gestured to his younger brother. “He wants to get married.” Alex was a complete sap, always had been.

His mother tapped her ashes, crossed her long legs and pointed at him with the end of her cigarette. Ma Faustin sang cabaret in Berlin in the 30’s, and still had the smoky voice and the mannerisms to match. “My son, it is not possible for you to argue with destiny. I have seen your mate.”

Mikhail rose and kissed his mother’s hand. “Congratulations on your first seeing, Mat'. I pray you will have a grandchild soon.”

Gregor considered kicking him.

Their father got up and pulled out his best scotch. “We will make a toast for your brother and his bride.” He started to hand the glasses around.

“Oh no, no.” Gregor waved his hands in front of him. “That kind of talk is way premature.”

“Is never premature to marry,” his mother said. “It is time you give up your fancy women and disco sluts—”

Alex burst out laughing, and Gregor did kick him. Alex howled.

“After all,” his mother continued, ignoring the violence, “what is a vampyr without a family?”

In ye olde tymes, Gregor would have taken the slip of paper with his intended’s name on it, sought her out that night, carried her to his castle, fucked her senseless and drained her half dry. The next night he and his new bride would have celebrated by eating their own serfs or something.

Thankfully the dark ages were over. Marriage and breeding were fine for some, but he had better things to do. Gregor ignored the paper and all the imperative that came along with it. If this woman his mother had dreamed about, this Madelena López de Victoria, was his perfect mate, then he figured she’d wait for him.

His second nightclub, Elixir, was about to open and all of his attention was focused on that. It would be the first nightclub in the U.S. created to facilitate the mixing of vampyr and humans—very expensive, and very, very exclusive. The buzz was enormous, because instead of trying to keep Elixir’s nature a secret, he’d decided to be open about it. The press knew that New York’s leading nightclub impresario was about to open a nightclub for vampires, and of course everyone thought it was a publicity stunt. That is, except the vampyr.

Costs had run to double what he had estimated, construction was behind schedule, and not surprisingly, his investors were spooky. Once Elixir was off the ground, maybe—maybe—he’d take a look at this woman, and decide what to do next.

But his family would not leave him alone.

“Grisha? It’s me.”

A week after the announcement, Alex left a message on his cell phone, knowing full well that Gregor was screening his family’s calls.

“Ma asked me to hunt down your girl since you won’t do it, you shameful bastard, and the good news is she’s local. She works for the New York Public Library, the Mid-Manhattan Branch on Fifth. Don’t you think it’s kind of interesting that Ma chose a human mate for you? Aren’t you even curious? Anyway, they have night hours. You should go to the library and check her out. Pun totally intended.”

Gregor groaned and dropped his head back on the padded leather booth that served as his office at Tangiers, his first club. Lights spun on the ceiling above, although no one was on the dance floor. It was too early. It figured Alex would be intrigued by the idea of a human mate. Alex had a soft spot for humans. Gregor didn’t care if this woman was a human or vampyr or Lady Bigfoot. He just wanted to be free.

Yet he couldn’t stop thinking about her. She was a librarian, for crap’s sake. A local librarian, too. Why couldn’t she at least be a Bulgarian librarian? Then there’d be travel delays, language difficulties, goats to trade…

A light hand trailed from his chin up to his brow. He opened his eyes and found Betsy, one of his cocktail waitresses, leaning over the booth, smiling down on him. “Why the face, Gregor?”

“My family is killing me.”

“Poor Gregor.” She stroked his chin while he enjoyed a vertiginous view of her cleavage. “You’re all worn out. Have you fed tonight?”

He pulled her into an upside down kiss and murmured, “You volunteering?”

Three weeks after the announcement of his doom, Gregor was driving out of the city to meet up with a business associate of his on Long Island, when his phone rang. Expecting a call from his assistant, Honey, he answered his phone without thinking.

“Why do you break my heart?”

Gregor banged his head against the seat back. Trapped. Just like he was trapped in the gridlock traffic. He edged the car through an intersection and accepted his fate.

“Hi, Ma.”

“Do you think I will have another dream for you sometime in the future when you think you are ready? Do you think I am a…a gum machine?”

Gregor needed to change lanes, but the asshole in the lane next to him had no intention of letting him in. He shot his hand out the window and pointed straight at the driver, giving him the look of death. That worked, because it really was the look of death. Asswipe.

All the while his mother rattled on, the soundtrack to his stress. If he did not get out of the city within the next five minutes, he’d make history by being the first vamp to ever have a coronary.

“The dream is one time only. Your future is now, Gregor Ivanovich Faustin.”

“Ma, I told you, I have no time for this—”

His mother cut him off. It was just as well, because he was maneuvering to make a left and had to pay attention to the road. “This woman is not bound to you. If you ignore her, if she is lost, you give up your best chance of happiness.”

“Look, I’m in a hurry…” He saw a break in traffic ahead, opening the way for his left turn. He might escape after all.

“Gregor, your skull is like a rock. Always it has been this way. By the time you are in the mood, she will marry someone else, or be hit by a bus—”

Gregor gunned the left turn, and a woman appeared out of nowhere, right in his path. He had not seen her crossing the street, despite his excellent night vision. And despite his preternatural reflexes and all the expensive German engineering in his car, he hit her.

Each moment of the accident flashed in front of him like a series of stills, images he would never forget. The woman was wearing a huge puffy red parka that went down to her knees. It made her look like a beach ball in his headlights. When the BMW’s bumper hit her legs, she did not fall, she flew.

Fuck, shit, fuck. Gregor said something to his mother as he hung up, he didn’t even know what, leapt out of his car and threw his arms wide to stop oncoming traffic. A chorus of angry car horns and shouts followed him as he ran over to her body, praying she was alive.

A little crowd had already gathered around her. He pushed the bystanders aside. The woman was lying in a tattered heap in the gutter, which was running with water from God knew where. He smelled blood, but she was moaning and stirring. He almost wept with relief.

“Ma’am, are you all right?” He felt like an idiot the moment he said it. Well, no Gregor, I’m feeling a little unwell, a little like I’ve been run over.

The woman groaned again and raised her head. A tangle of wet hair fell over her face.

“Maybe you should hold still.”

“I’m…I’m okay I think.” She hoisted herself onto her elbows and looked around blearily.

“Are these yours?” He fished a pair of bobbing glasses out of the gutter and shook them dry. She took them from him and put them on. They sat on her face at a comic angle, but the lenses were whole. She blinked twice, focused on him, and her eyes widened in recognition.

“You’re the son of bitch who ran me down!”

He got the feeling she would have yelled if he had not just knocked all the breath out of her. Instead it came out a hoarse whisper.

“Well, yes…”

“You motherfucker! You could have killed me!” She cringed away from him, dragging herself backward through the flowing gutter.

“Uh huh.” A woman standing nearby folded her arms and stared down at Gregor. “I saw it all. It’s the Lord’s own mercy that she’s alive. You’d better get on your knees and thank Jesus.”

Gregor shot the woman a look, and then turned back to his victim, who was snarling up at him from the gutter.

“Look, lady, it’s not like I came over here to finish the job. I want to help you. I’m going to call an ambulance.”

“No!” She put her hand on her chest for a few short breaths. “No ambulance.”

“One’s on the way,” said a man on the sidewalk. He was not speaking to Gregor or the woman in the gutter, but the other approving bystanders. Apparently he was running for Good Citizen of the Year. “I called the moment I saw her hit.”

“So did I,” said another woman.

“Shit.” The woman in the gutter—his victim—turned to Gregor. “They can’t force me to go to the hospital, can they?”

“I don’t think so.” He’d never been to a doctor or in a hospital himself, and none of the drunken, OD’d or bleeding club patrons he’d loaded into ambulances over the years had ever objected. “But maybe you should go and get checked out.”

“No.” She began to struggle to her feet. Gregor helped her up, not sure if he should be pleased she was so spunky after being mowed down by a BMW, or if he should be worried she was in shock.

“Ah!” Midway up she stopped, and would have fallen if he hadn’t kept hold of her. “My foot. Oh Jesus, it really, really hurts. I think it’s fucked up. Oh shit.”

Gregor knelt down in front of her. While she leaned on his shoulder, he ran his hand down her leg, skimming over her muddy, wet pants (a polyester blend, he noted with distaste) and down over her tennis shoes, searching for signs of weakness and damage in her limb. These were things he could sense as a predator, not as a healer, but it worked all the same. The leg felt strong enough to him, and she didn’t scream when he flexed the joints.

“Nothing’s broken,” he said with fair confidence.

“You’re right.” Her voice shook. “I think my ankle is twisted. That’s all.”

The sound of an approaching ambulance made her stiffen under his hands. “Get me out of here. Now.”

Gregor glanced up at her from his place at her feet. “What?”

“Put me in that fancy car of yours and take me goddamn home.”

“Fine. Whatever you want.” Action. Excellent. Action he understood. He scooped her up in his arms. Water streamed out of her parka and soaked the front of his pants as he carried her to his car.

“Hey, you can’t leave the scene!” cried Mr. Good Citizen.

“Pardon me,” Gregor said as he settled her in the passenger seat, “but is this any of your fucking business?”

“Where are you going with her?” said the Lady Who Knew the Lord.

“We’ve got your license number!” said yet another Samaritan.

Gregor strode back over to the smallish mob and pulled out his wallet and threw cards at them. “This is my name. Give it to anyone who cares. I’m taking the lady home.”

He liked her idea of escaping. He liked getting away from the street noise and the mob and the cold. He especially liked having as little interaction with the law as possible. With a last shake of his head at the crowd, he climbed in the car and slammed the door. For the first time since he’d seen her body in his headlights, he drew a real breath and let it out again.

“Where do you live?”

“Queens,” she said. “Jackson Heights.”

He gunned it out of there.

Chapter 2

“Speeding like this is why you hit me in the first place.”

The man snorted and ignored her. He pulled a phone out of his pocket and made a call, rattling off orders to someone in a clipped tone—no doubt his assistant. He called her “honey” like it was 1950.

By the sound of it, running her over had really messed up his schedule.

Well, fuck him. At least she had a ride home. Maddy had to admit that riding in a luxury vehicle, was…well, luxurious. It ran smooth and quiet, like a shark in the water. She didn’t feel the road under her at all, and inside it was silent as a tomb. The world outside rolled past the windows, all sparkling lights and city vistas—just like in the car commercials. Maddy found the controls and reclined her seat, settling in for the duration. Her foot throbbed, but more than anything else she just felt tired.

The seats were buttery smooth under her fingers—real leather, she suspected. Pale beige leather, currently being soaked with the gutter water seeping off her ass.

Served him right. Most likely she’d dented his front end as well.

Still talking on the phone, now to someone else, her assailant? — rescuer? — driver? — turned up the heat, his long fingers flicking over the dashboard.

He was gorgeous, in a rough way. Dark, but of European stock. Kind of exotic looking for a white boy, though, with his broad cheekbones and deep set, hooded eyes. She’d guess he was Eastern European, but his accent was local. Probably Brooklyn.

The man had money, but he didn’t look like a suit. He looked more like mafia. Maybe the Russian mob? It made sense: the expensive suit, the car, the nose that had been broken more than once. All her instincts told her he was not entirely legit.

“So what exit am I going to take once I’m out of the tunnel?” he asked when he put away his phone.

“Queen’s Boulevard. Are you going to tell me your name?”

“Faustin,” he said. “Gregor Faustin.”

He sounded very Russian when he said his name. Another point in the Russian mafia column. But he was not as skeezy as those guys. No gold chains. No fancy watch. And judging by the smell of his car, he didn’t smoke. That was two points off the Russian mafia column.

“I’m Maddy.”

“So glad to have run into you, Maddy.”

He said it so deadpan, his eyes fixed on the road, his mouth fixed into a scowl, that she almost missed it. Mr. Grim had made a joke.

“Wish I could say the same,” she said, looking at him sidewise. She caught a hint of a smile, and in that instant he became very sexy. It amazed her that she could even think sexy thoughts, because she felt like a sewer rat that had been flattened by the bus and picked over by pigeons. But there it was. Sexy.

His hand caressed the stick shift lovingly as he threw the car into a higher gear and they picked up speed. Her knee, so close to his hand, tingled with jealousy. Pathetic knee.

Soon they were in the Queens-Midtown tunnel and flying toward home. They drove in silence, leaving Maddy to contemplate his essential sexiness for far too long. Don’t even think it, Maddy girl, not even for pretend. Men like him had an asshole streak a mile wide. He wasn’t her type, and she was one hundred percent positive she was not his type.

He waited until they reached her exit before he spoke again. “I really am sorry that I hit you. I thought I was watching the road, but there you were. I’ve never…” He raised his hand off the gearshift in a helpless gesture. “Are you sure you don’t want to go to the hospital?”

“Go left here.”

“Do you know how to take care of your ankle?”

“I’ll figure it out. Right at the next light.”

“What do you have against hospitals?”

“None of your business.”

“Fair enough.” Faustin deigned to look at her out of the corner of his eye. “But do you know you’re bleeding?”

“I’m not—”

“There’s blood on you. Do you have bandages and whatever at your place, or should I stop somewhere?”

“I’m all right,” Maddy said, now preoccupied by looking for blood. For the first time, she dared to roll up her pant leg and look at her injured leg. The ankle was swelling and covered in street dirt, but she saw no blood. But the other leg was coated in blood, more than she would have ever expected. It soaked the top of her socks. An involuntary gasp escaped her, and Faustin matched it with a strange hiss of his own.

“It’s okay,” he said. “It’s not arterial blood.”

Maddy could not take her eyes off her oozing red leg, illuminated only by the glow of the dash and the passing streetlights. “How would you know whether it’s arterial or not?”

“It’s just not.”

“Left here, Dr. Know-It-All. It’s the third building on the left. With the awning. Pull over by the fire plug.”

Before she could figure out how the door handle worked, Faustin came around to her side and opened the door for her. She began to pull herself out.

He put a heavy hand on her shoulder and pushed her back into her seat. “What in the hell are you doing?”

Maddy glared up at him. Did he really just push her? “What in the hell do you think I’m doing, Faustin? I’m getting out of your car.”

“You can’t walk.”

“I can hop.”

He turned toward the building and back again. “It’s a walk up, isn’t it?” That was a rhetorical question. “I’m carrying you.”

“You can’t carry me up three whole flights of stairs. I’ll manage.”

His face went all twitchy, and she realized she’d just injured his male pride.

“You’ll manage? Are you nuts? Do you have a brain injury? You can’t walk.”

“Yeah, and what happens when you throw your back out and drop me down the stairs?”

With a roll of his eyes he said, “As if that’s going to happen.”

“Faustin, you’ve already run over me today. What don’t I think you capable of?”

“Shut the fuck up, Maddy.”

In one fast motion he lifted her in his arms and kicked the car door shut.

Maddy put her arms around his neck because she had no choice and hung there, wet and stupid and heavy. Meanwhile he was dry and strong and smelled good. Really good. Woodsy. Some subtle, hellishly expensive cologne. Another point off the Russian mafia column.

Sliding from annoyance into plain embarrassment, she closed her eyes and hoped he really could make it up all those stairs. The sooner this was over, the better.

Gregor was careful not to smack her injured foot into the wall or stair rail on the way up. The stairwell smelled of bug spray, but it wasn’t a bad building judging by the carpet and paint. Her ridiculous parka was slick and squishy under his fingers, and it still dribbled gutter water with every step.

Maddy was short, but by the heft of her she had some meat on her bones somewhere beneath all that parka fluff. Once in his arms, she went strangely quiet for someone as mouthy as she was and kept her head down. Her black hair hung around her face like a tangled mass of snakes.

Gregor wanted to see her inside safely, and wanted to be sure she was okay before he left her alone, but the smell of her blood was affecting him more than it should have.

He wasn’t hungry, and more than that, general decency should have kept him from lusting after the wounds he had inflicted on her himself. True, he inflicted wounds on humans whenever he ate, but those were clean, intentional wounds. He’d messed this woman up bad, and he felt terrible, and he did not need to complicate these feelings by feeding on her on top of everything else. The problem was that less decent parts of him—and they nearly outweighed the good parts—really wanted to bite her.

The scent of her skin, tinged as it was with the scents of asphalt and oil and fear, was intriguing. Something about it made him want to run his tongue over her naked body very, very slowly. And it did not help to know that if he just turned his head he could put his mouth to her throat. It took every ounce of will not to do just that on the way up the stairs, so by the time they reached her door, he was shaking with tension.

“You’re tired, I’m sorry,” she said as she searched through some bottomless sack of a handbag for her key. “I mean…I’m really impressed you could carry me so far.”

“I’m not tired,” he said through clenched teeth.

She opened her mouth, then shut it. Twisting at an awkward angle, she unlocked the door from his arms and pushed it open.

“Where do you want to go?” he asked.

By this time he was struggling against a bloodlust he had not felt since he was a teenager. Hunger and desire combined. Indistinguishable. It pissed him off. It didn’t even make sense. So he clamped down on the wanting with an iron fist. Everything was going to be just fine.

Fine until she announced, “I need to take my clothes off.”

He stumbled over her throw rug.

“I mean, I’m wet.” As soon as she said it she let out a little squeak of dismay.

Gregor bit his lip and cast his eyes to the ceiling. Why did he want this woman? He didn’t even know what she looked like, not really, not with the glasses, not with the hair in her face.

“I mean, my clothes are wet and cold. I want to change.”

He wanted to strip her down to her skin and find out what she really looked like. He could feel her lush curves under his hands, her round ass, and the very feminine contour of her thigh.

“You wanna call a friend or something to help you out with that?” With luck she wouldn’t notice the squeak in his voice.

“Yes, I will.” She spoke clearly and slowly, as if trying to gain control of the situation herself. “All I need is for you to help me with my coat, and then get me to the sofa. After that, I’m good.”

Done and done. Underneath the beach ball coat she wore an equally awful cardigan sweater. The kind grandfathers wore. The smell of damp, musty wool put him off more effectively than a string of garlic.

Common sense restored, he settled her onto the sofa in a few efficient moves, propping up her leg and covering her with an itchy throw knit in all the colors of the 70s. Escape was on the horizon. Just a few formalities and he’d be free.

“You know, if you can’t afford to go to the doctor, I’ll pay for it.”

She shook her head. The snake hair bounced. “I’m insured.”

He took a deep breath. This was the dangerous question. “Do you need help cleaning up your leg?”

“Nope. I’ll call my sister.”

Thank God. Still, this was fucked up—hitting her and then just dumping her off. He took a couple of turns around the room, thinking. “What about work? Will you lose work on account of this?”

She sank into the cushions with a sigh, a damp, damaged bundle in an ugly cardigan, covered by an even worse throw. “Don’t worry. I’ve got sick days.”

Now he was getting annoyed. She had to let him help somehow. If she didn’t, the guilt would drive him crazy. “Well, what about your coat? It’s ruined.”

“I hate that coat.” She said this with surprising vehemence, like it had done her injury.

Gregor laughed. “Good, so do I.”

For the first time, Maddy smiled at him, revealing a dimple in each round cheek. She had great lips.

Don’t even look. Just leave. He moved a little away from her, so her scent did not go straight up his nose.

“You’ve really got the guilts, don’t you?” she said.

“I ran you down, Maddy. You should sue my ass.” He gave her his card. “This is how to find me if you change your mind. Call me if you need anything at all.” Did that sound like a come on? “Doctor bills, lawyers, whatever.”

She straightened her glasses with one hand and studied the card. “Tangiers? You work there?”

“I own it. You know it?”

Again she smiled, and peeked up at him over the heavy rims of her glasses. For the first time he got a look at her eyes. They were black, and they twinkled a little. “Everyone knows about Tangiers—even reclusive librarians.”

Gregor shivered with a cold premonition.

No. There were lots of librarians in New York. Millions of them. He took a long breath through his nose and fought back his paranoia.

“You’re a librarian, huh? You work in the city?”

She nodded, and he chickened out on asking more. Instead he flailed around for something else to do. Something which would get him out of there. “Let me get the phone for you, so you can call your sister.”

He went to the kitchen for the phone, steadfastly ignoring the fascinating scent of her that permeated every inch of the air in her apartment. An army of plastic toys seemed to have invaded her kitchen counter. Magnets crusted her fridge. A life-sized cardboard cutout of a virile-looking bald guy in a cheesy uniform leaned in one corner. How could she get anything done with all this junk everywhere? He finally found the phone hunkering among the plastic figurines in deep camouflage. It had stickers all over it. Sparkly stickers. Cute space aliens and valentine hearts. He wanted to pick it up with tongs.

When Gregor returned from his kitchen odyssey, he found her probing her temple with her fingertips, frowning. Seeing him, she lifted a heavy shock of hair up and out of the way. Underneath, her skin was scraped up, scabbing, yes, but still glistening with tiny, ruby beads of blood. “Is this bad?”

The wound called him. He dropped to his knees by her side. He could not stop what happened next, no more than he could hold back the ocean. Moving slowly, aware that as much as he fought it, every gesture he made in that moment was inevitable and pre-ordained, he kissed her temple. His lips lingered on the roughened skin, his nostrils flaring to take in every nuance of her scent. Lapping her skin, he captured those ruby beads. What they told him made him fall backward.

“It’s not bad at all,” he gasped as he struggled to his feet and reeled toward the door, clutching his chest like a movie villain who’d just been shot and intended to drag out his death scene.

No one—no one—tasted like that. He could eat her down to the bone. He could roll in her scent like a dog. Like a sophisticated drug, those few blood cells on the tip of his tongue were rushing through his bloodstream and altering his chemistry.

Maddy gaped at him, open mouthed.

The cool doorknob was his lifeline to reality. To sanity. It would lead him out of this place. “So—you’re good now?”

It amazed him that he could still talk, but his voice was not his own.

She nodded, mouth still open.

“Okay, then. Uh, goodbye.”

Gregor did not walk down the stairs, he leapt them, one flight at a time. At the entry he paused at the line of mailboxes and forced himself to look at the names. And there it was, the cold proof that you could not escape fate: “Apt. F: M. López de Victoria”.

He’d always suspected his mother was a witch.

“What the…?”

Maddy stared at the closed door for a while, trying to figure out what had just happened, then gave up.

Why had he kissed her? His hands had cradled her head, and he held her head to his mouth for a moment that seemed to stretch on and on. It felt like a blessing. And then, as abruptly as it had started, it ended, and Faustin was running for the door. She’d never seen a man look more horrified.

It wasn’t as if she had kissed him. She hadn’t done anything at all.

What a wacko. He’d been twitchy ever since they got out of the car.

What a night.

Maddy realized she was still clutching the phone. She’d lied to Faustin; she wouldn’t call her sister. Lena would want her to go to the hospital, and if the doctors heard her heart they’d have kittens.

It was not so easy getting off the sofa, but once up, she clawed and hopped her way to the coat rack by the door. Her big umbrella made a fine walking stick. With its help she headed to the bathroom, cursing all the way. Once there she took two Tylenol and a long, hot shower. Only afterward did she sit down on the closed toilet and investigate the damage.

Because she did not like doctors, Maddy was pretty well versed in first aid, and not at all squeamish. The blood on her left leg came from a long cut, no doubt from dragging across broken glass. The shower had made it bleed again, but she didn’t think it needed stitches. Well, maybe a couple. She’d wait and see. Worse in its way was the road burn along her calf. With a washcloth and tweezers she removed all the imbedded gravel, and then doused it all with hydrogen peroxide, which fizzled and foamed. Die, germs, die.

Her upper arm and shoulder were sore and bruised, but not cut up—her coat had protected her upper body. Her injuries told the story of how she had fallen and skidded along on her left side. The scrape on her left temple was part of that same skid. She dabbed it with hydrogen peroxide too. It would probably bruise under the scrape, but it didn’t hurt at all. It hadn’t since he kissed it.

For the ankle—which now looked like her Aunt Tiny’s ankle, minus the coffee-colored support hose—there was RICE: rest, ice, compression and what was E? Elevation. She was sure she had an ace bandage somewhere.

Mustering up what was left of her energy, Maddy got into her nightgown, hobbled with her umbrella into the kitchen to make an ice bag, and then hobbled back to her bedroom. Too tired to deal with looking for the ace bandage, she opted for bed and television. RIE was enough for tonight.

Aiming for maximum brain soothing, she chose to watch her well-worn DVD of the original Star Trek series, Season One. With her foot up on pillows, the covers up around her chin, and the sonorous tones of Leonard Nimoy in her ears, she was feeling no pain. If only someone would bring her a vodka tonic, she’d be perfect.

It didn’t take long for her to doze off. She fought it, meaning to watch the episode to the end, but her eyes kept closing. Her half-dreams and the Star Trek episode started to meld in strange ways. Dr. McCoy gave her a sympathetic look and one of those cure-all shots to the neck. Her bed was on the transporter platform and she knew she really needed to get off it, but she was too tired to move. Gregor Faustin was on the transporter platform, too, barefoot. He turned off the TV and made a strange gesture with his hand, as if drawing something in the air.

“This is a dream, Madelena.”

“Well, duh.”

He came to sit on the side of her bed, down by her feet, a heavy, brooding presence. His shirt sleeves were rolled to his elbows, his hands were clasped together. A shock of hair hung over his eyes. “Why aren’t you more angry at me for hitting you?”

Maddy shrugged. “What good would that do? Nothing can change what happened. All I can control is how I feel about it.” She never intended to be the Dalai Lama of Queens, but this was a pragmatic philosophy. If she got upset about every little thing she’d be pushing up daisies.

Faustin shook his head. “That’s very Zen of you, but it’s not enough for me.”

With clinical precision, he lifted the blanket that covered her legs, folding it back to her knee and putting aside the ice bag. His fingers gently traced over the bandage on her scraped-up calf. His touch was so soothing, so inherently pleasurable, that Maddy sank backward, falling deep, deep into her pillows.

His voice came to her through a thickening fog. “I’m going to heal your wounds.”

“Okay.” She watched him under heavy eyelids. How strange that he could be there and not be there at the same time.

Like a big, dark cat he curled himself over her left calf. His back blocked her view, but she felt a sharp sting as he ripped off her bandage, followed by soothing warmth and wetness of his tongue lapping the wound. Verrrrrry unsanitary. Oh, but it was nice.

It felt real.

It had to be a dream. Gregor Faustin would not be licking her wounds otherwise.

She did not remember wondering this aloud, but Faustin stopped his licking.

“Of course it’s a dream. How would I get in here? I locked the door on the way out.”

Maddy relaxed again. “Makes sense.”

His tongue traced its way up her calf, and she knew he was following the line of the big cut. This one he worked on a long time, licking it longways first, probing its edges with an agile tongue, then lashing it crossways with a thousand tiny flicks. The surface of his tongue was scratchy, like a cat’s, and every lick came with a kick of pleasure.

Maddy realized this might be one of those kinds of dreams. Why not? Testing the waters, she said, “If you want to take that tongue of yours northwards, that’s a-okay with me.”

He laughed—sort of. Or maybe he was choking. So it was not one of those dreams.

Changing position so that he lay stretched on his belly, he shifted his attention to her twisted ankle. With cool fingers he probed the swelling, and then lapped the skin of her ankle in an exploratory way, like a lizard testing the air.

“This swelling is fluid gathering around the joint,” he said as he smoothed his hand up her calf, around her knee. Wanting that touch all over her body, she bent her knee, and his hand slid up her thigh. Way, way up.

“Jesus,” she whispered as a flood of erotic images passed through her mind. She and Faustin assuming every position ever invented, then going on to make up some more of their own.

“Maddy!” The sharpness of his voice cut through the fog. She opened her eyes. His cheek rested against her calf. When he saw he had her attention he turned his head and kissed her knee. “Stay with me. Does this leg hurt anywhere else?”

She shook her head no.

Cupping her heel in one palm, he raised her foot and began to cover it with slow kisses. Not just on the swollen ankle, but along the arch of her foot.

“You have stars on your toes…” he murmured, his voice throaty and rich. He referred to her creative pedicure, which she rather liked herself: one yellow cartoon star on each nail.

His tongue swirled around her big toe, and found its way into the space between her toes. She cried out. The sensation was not ticklish, as she’d expect, but deep and warm and unbearably pleasurable. No one had ever kissed her feet before.

His mouth traveled back up her foot to her ankle. There he started to lick in a slow circle around the anklebone, or where the anklebone would be if it were not hidden by the swelling. A deep humming came from him as he did this, and his licks built in intensity, his rough tongue waking her skin, waking her whole body.

Like a white hot arrow, the sensation building in her foot flew upward and pierced her between the legs. She wanted him there, eating her out. She wanted him inside, thrusting.

Suddenly she was open with longing, flooding wet. His fingers danced along the sole of her foot, his tongue flicked and probed, his kisses were deep and sucking.

Forget the damn foot, she wanted to say, but she couldn’t speak—she was coming. Her back arched, her mouth opened, and at the peak something pierced her ankle, giving her release.

Her legs jerked as the convulsion rocked through her, but Faustin held her foot tight. He was sucking on it, and the sucking felt like heaven, felt like nothing in this world.

The orgasm passed into quietness, and his sucking subsided. Then he nuzzled her foot, flicking his tongue here and there. She smiled with contentment…and bit by bit her mind cleared.

This was real.

Maddy straightened her glasses and puzzled at the man lounging at her feet with one hand wrapped possessively around her ankle.

She just had…foot sex?

With Gregor Faustin?

Who ran her over?

“This is not a dream.”

Faustin raised his head and said sternly, “Yes, it is.”

“Bullshit.” A little slither of panic passed through her. “This is too weird to be a dream.”

Scowling, he crawled over her, straddling her hips and planting his hands on either side of her head. His lips were red and swollen, his expression fierce as he stared down at her. “It is what I say it is, Madelena.”

“But—”

“Shh.” He grabbed her jaw and turned her face to one side. His tongue ran up her temple.

Maddy shouted into the pillow, “Stop goddamn licking me!”

Fingers hard, he turned her face back toward him. “Look in my eyes.”

She slapped his hand away. “Why, are you trying to hypnotize me or something?”

His jaw dropped open, in offense, or amazement, she didn’t know. Then he snapped it shut and his eyes narrowed.

“You are the most impossible—” He cut himself off and drew a deep breath. “All I am trying to do is right a wrong.”

“By exercising your foot fetish?”

“You’re the one who came. Who has the fetish?”

A hot blush raced from her cheeks to her hairline as she remembered her cry, her convulsion, her need. She wanted him still, angry as she was. Then she saw what he was doing.

“Oh, that’s right, blame the victim. Nice, Faustin.”

With great satisfaction she saw an answering flush creep over his cheeks. So he did know the meaning of shame.

Unwilling to continue this conversation on her back, she hoisted herself up and ended nose to nose with him. Their eyes locked and held. His eyes were blue, she could see that even in the dimness of her room, but up close they did not look quite…right.

“Tell me what’s going on,” she whispered, her heart beating a mile a minute.

He held her gaze, and the longer he did, the faster she breathed. Then he dropped his lids, his eyelashes black half circles on his cheeks. When he raised them again, a decision had been made.

“You’re dreaming.”

He vanished.

Chapter 3

Gregor crouched on the fire escape, panting, doubled over with desire. With grim determination he gathered together the scraps of his sanity. He would not go back in there. He would not free his throbbing cock and fuck her until the headboard slammed against the wall and her screams woke the neighbors. He would not sink his fangs into her jugular and taste her true heart’s blood. He would make do with the gamey, bruised blood he’d drawn from her ankle. He would get the hell out of Queens and go back to Tangiers, where everything made sense.

He’d erased her wounds. Mission accomplished. Guilt alleviated. Now he could get on with his life. If he decided later that he really wanted to settle down with a mouthy librarian…a mouthy librarian who tasted like heaven on earth and purred while he sucked on her. No. A mouthy librarian who slept in Hello Kitty sheets and dressed like she lived in a nursing home. In other words, if he ever lost his mind, he’d know exactly where to find her.

Maddy knelt on the bed, hyperventilating.

That was a dream.

That was not a dream.

His touch lingered all over her, a sticky honey stain on her skin. Her nipples tented her nightgown. Her panties were wet. If that had been a dream, it was one hell of a dream.

But what else could it be?

She took off her glasses and rubbed her face.

Here was the scenario: Gregor Faustin, owner of the most decadent club in New York, had become bored with the scores of beautiful, coked-up women gyrating around him all night every night. So he decided he’d get off instead by licking the feet of the poor schlep he’d run down earlier that day. Therefore he broke into her apartment, made her orgasm by sucking on her ankle, and vanished into thin air.

That, or it was dream.

Ockham’s Razor said all things being equal, the simplest solution is the best one.

She let out a big breath.

Some dreams made no sense at all in the light of day. This would be one of those.

Feeling much better, Maddy climbed out of bed and padded to the bathroom. Halfway there she realized she was walking, not hobbling. Her ankle was a little tender, but she was walking on it. In the bathroom she put her foot up on the edge of the tub. It looked normal.

Her heart started to beat fast again. She closed her eyes and tried to slow the racing with slow breaths. When it calmed, she propped her left leg up. The long cut was gone, along with the road rash.

She wheeled around to look in the mirror over the sink. The sight of her own wild eyes scared her. She lifted her hair. The temple scrape was gone. The skin was pink, nothing more.

For a crazy moment she wondered if she’d even been in an accident at all. Maybe it was all part of the same dream.

But no. There were her ruined pants, crumpled on the bathroom floor. She ran out into her sitting room and found the red parka, still wet and torn all along the left side.

Maddy ran back to the bathroom and turned her left shoulder to the mirror. It was blooming with bruises.

“You missed them, you bastard,” she said aloud. “Dream, my ass.”

Tangiers had never looked so welcoming to Gregor, and that was saying something, because for five years it had been the love of his life. He handed the car over the valets, instructing them to do something about the swamp in the passenger seat. The bouncers at the door stepped aside, and he passed into his sanctum.

Honey fell into step with him as he made a quick tour of the floor—a habit of his whenever he was nervous. The club was just stirring and stretching itself awake. The DJ was laying down a sultry, steady groove. He walked among the tables in the back, acknowledging his guests, scanning for details, sending servers flying with brief hand gestures and significant glances.

“Doesn’t some of your skin have to breathe?” he asked Honey as they wove their way past the bar. “Or is that a myth?”

Tonight she graced Tangiers in white latex—from her hood to her white gauntlets down to her wicked white boots with Lucite heels. She looked like a dominatrix from the planet Xenon. Whatever Honey wore, a fire crew had to trail behind her, beating out the flames that erupted in her wake. What most people didn’t understand was that she hid a sharp business acumen under all that flash. One day she’d leave him, start her own club, and then he’d have to kill her.

Not really.

Honey ignored his question. “Sol says you can call him until midnight, but he won’t stay up later, even for you.”

“We don’t need Sol. She won’t sue.”

“What, is she insane?”

“Pretty much.” Gregor shrugged. “She says she doesn’t want anything from me.”

The thought irked him still—that she wouldn’t accept anything from him. That frustration drove him into her room, drove him to close her wounds. Now she could bullshit all she liked, but he knew she did want something. Him. Not that he’d ever see her again, he reminded himself.

But even that little triumph over her damned self-sufficiency was satisfying.

“At least I can pay for her ruined clothes.” Gregor took a little notebook from his breast pocket and jotted down her name and address. “Send her a gift certificate that will cover a coat and a pair of pants.”

Honey nodded. “A grand, say?” Honey did not shop at the Bargain Barn. “What store do you want it from?”

Distracted, Gregor scented the air and frowned, raising his fingers to test the currents. The circulation system was supposed to have been fixed that afternoon, but it was still fucked up. “What? Oh. Wherever old men and lunatics shop.”

“Gotcha. Bloomies.”

Once all immediate business was covered Honey left him, and Gregor retired to his private back room for a little quiet before the night began to roll. As absorbed as he was in his own thoughts, he was well into the room before he realized it was not empty.

In the moment he had only a fleeting impression of a pair of pale, naked breasts and his brother silhouetted against them. Alex was feeding. Gregor turned on his heel and headed for the door.

“Gregor, don’t go.”

He recognized the languid voice rising from deep in his sofa. It belonged to Sara, a feeder. Alex and Gregor shared a fondness for willing blood donors (unlike their brother, Mikhail, who only hunted), and Tangiers provided them in quantity. Equally languid, Alex lay alongside her, lapping at her small, pointed breasts. He had opened a small vein on each of them, and the blood was pooling in the valley between.

Gregor returned to take her extended hand, crouching down at her side. “Yes, darling?” He dipped his finger in the little pool and brought it to his tongue, hoping it would block out the taste of Madelena. It didn’t.

“You don’t have to go,” she said. “Are you hungry?”

What a question after his night. His stomach churned with bruise blood. No way could he eat right now, but he was on fire. And as horny as he was, he was just as confused, because he could not place exactly what had turned him on so much about that lunatic, or why she was supposed to be his mate. All in all it was frightening.

So it was good to be on his home turf, to see familiar sights. This was his life.

Alex glanced up, giving his tacit consent for whatever Gregor wanted to do.

“I’ve just fed, Sara,” Gregor said. “But I’ll watch, because you’re beautiful.”

Sara’s lips curled into a smile. Her grip on his hand tightened, then gave way as Alex increased his attentions, so Gregor sat down in his armchair.

Gregor might be the boss of Tangiers, but Alex was its darling. His big brown eyes and puppy smile got him whatever he wanted. That, and his reputation as a lover, which was entirely deserved.

Sara’s eyes were open, but they glazed over as Alex congealed the wounds on her breasts, stopping the blood flow for the moment. Sara already had tiny wounds running down the inside of her wrist and just behind her earlobe. Alex could drag this on forever, keeping the woman in a slow crawl of ecstasy until she begged him for mercy. And that was before he fucked her.

Unlike Alex, Gregor did not have the time or inclination to make every meal a three hour orgy. There was pleasure for the donor in even the most straightforward transaction, but Alex always reveled in the process. Alex loved humans, loved pleasing them, and passed as one easily—so different from their brother, Mikhail, keeper of the old ways. Gregor went to neither extreme. He was the practical one, the middle child.

Alex lowered his face between her breasts to clean up the blood there. He swiped his face in the thickening blood, and came up with his cheek stained. That was a gesture of dominance, and an instinctive, marking behavior. Gregor’s incisors sharpened in response. A fleeting desire to challenge Alex for the girl passed through him, and was quickly repressed. It was not true desire, it was instinct. Alex claimed one of Sara’s breasts, sucking it deep in his mouth. She arched her back, rising with the suction, moaning loud.

Gregor thought of Maddy’s flannel nightgown, of how it could not hide the fullness of her breasts. He imagined unbuttoning the front, and taking one heavy breast in each hand. She’d have dusky nipples.

No.

He forced his mind back to the scene in front of him.

Alex hiked Sara’s short skirt up around her hips, exposing the tops of her stockings. Swift and sure, he punctured the soft flesh of her inner thigh, making what Gregor suspected was his final, and so deepest, bite. Sara’s body stiffened as she cried out with the pain, and then she jerked under his bite as the sucking began. This mimicking of the death throes swept all rational thought from Gregor’s mind. Now he wanted her in his mouth, full belly or no. With parted lips he sucked in the air, picking up the flavor of Sara’s blood and the rising musk of her desire. Her head rolled his direction and her eyes, glazed as they were, sought and found his. Soft feeding sounds came from Alex.

Keeping her eyes on Gregor, Sara teased her own breasts, smearing bloody fingerprints across her white skin, staining her nipples red. Some action of Alex’s made her eyelids flutter and her lips part, and it was all that Gregor could do not to jump on her.

All the way back to the city he had struggled to master his desire and now he was fanning the flames. Was it masochism, or was he just an idiot? If he had any sense, he would sit down and look over his freshly audited books and pretend he didn’t have a dick at all, and continue pretending it until Elixir opened. But there was only so much deprivation he could stand in a night. He unzipped his pants and began to stroke his cock through his boxers. Crooking her mouth into a half smile, Sara imitated him: she reached down to rub her clit with her bloody hand. Alex lifted his head, nostrils flaring.

Gregor knew what was in Alex’s mouth, the salty taste of blood and pussy combined, and the memory of it made his saliva run. His cock hardened and he pushed the boxers back so he could have full play. For an instant Sara’s dark, wide eyes fixed on his cock, and then Alex buried his face between her legs. Her eyes closed, and she was gone.

Gregor leaned back in his chair, jerking and stroking alternately, his eyes narrowing, until all there was for him in the world was the strength of his hand and the sound of Sara’s gasps and pleas in his ears. Sara’s cries became Maddy’s cries, and he was under that flannel gown, feeding off her round inner thigh, and her hands were in his hair, pleading with him to…how’d she phrased it? Move north. With pleasure he’d move north. Anything to stop that mouth of hers.

That mouth of hers.

Closing over his cock and sucking deep.

He came, each spurt reluctant and agonized.

“Fuck me,” he muttered, drawing his free hand over his face, while the other still cradled his wilting cock.

Sara’s rhythmic cries told him she was about to come, too. He took that moment to disappear. Alex could have her in private.

An empty cab appeared in Maddy’s line of vision just as she was about to bite down on a steaming hot frank smothered in relish. “Damn.”

Quickly she wrapped the foil back around it and ran forward with her arm upraised. If she got it she may not be late to her herbalist after all, and that would almost make up for the sin of eating a nitrate-and-preservative-packed hot dog on the way there.

The cab slowed down and pulled over about twenty feet away. She ran for it, juggling her bag and her dinner, dodging bodies. Even a short run was proving too much for her any more. She put one hand to her chest, feeling the disturbing, lurching rhythm of her heart. Nitrates are the least of your problems, Maddy girl.

As distracted as she was, she ran straight into someone—someone trying to steal her cab.

“Oh no, buddy. This one is mine.” He was so close, and so tall, that his chest blocked her whole field of vision. Black tie, black shirt, black suit, black overcoat. Color me morbid.

“Madelena?” the wall gasped.

She craned her neck upward to see Gregor Faustin gaping at her like he’d seen his own death.

“What is your problem?” She meant it all sorts of ways. “Let go of my cab.”

Faustin recovered enough to return to his usual unpleasant self. “It’s not ‘your cab’. I hailed it.”

“You lie like a rug.” Her mind boggled trying to figure out how he could be there. How they could possibly meet again. It had to mean he was stalking her.

“What—you think I’m stalking you?” His incredulous expression, she realized, was less than flattering to her as would-be stalkee. And did he just read her mind?

“You’re right,” she snapped. “Why would you go through the trouble of stalking me when you can just break into my apartment and suck my toes whenever you like?”

Faustin folded his arms and glared at her down his crooked nose. “I have no idea what you are talking about.”

Nothing was more hateful than a bald-faced lie, with the possible exception of an arrogant bald-faced lie. “Look, I don’t know what you intended that night, but if you meant to do some kind of memory wipe, you failed. At the very least you could have taken away my coat and pants. The damning evidence, you know? Sloppy work, Faustin, very sloppy.”

He arched a brow. “Tell me, did you ever get checked for head injuries, Madelena?”

“Bite me.” She smacked his hand off the door handle and claimed the cab.

As quick as a blink, Faustin jumped in on the other side. “Oh no,” he said, “You’re not stealing my cab.”

Maddy met him halfway across the seat and gave him a hard shove toward the door. “Get bent, Faustin. It’s mine.”

Faustin’s eyes narrowed at her in the most evil way, and she suspected he wanted to kill her. With a growl he forced his way in and closed the door with a decisive slam.

“I do as I please.” His tone was soft and even, but chilly, and she knew what he said was the truth. But it didn’t scare her. Maddy wasn’t afraid of him. She wasn’t afraid of anything much—except suffering more at the hands of doctors. Twice she’d died on the operating table, and twice she’d seen the tunnel and the light. Death was no bad thing. Her will was written and she didn’t have pets.

Not that she expected this cab ride to go that wrong—though who knew with Faustin? — but it was a perspective thing. Nothing was worth getting worked up about. So all she said to his icy threat was, “Nice grumpy face you got, Faustin.”

As soon as she said that the driver, who seemed pretty pissed off himself by this time, chimed in. “Tell me please if maybe somebody is going somewhere tonight? Or do you use my cab as a social club?”

“Chelsea” said Maddy, while at the same time Faustin said, “Columbus Circle.”

“I’m late,” she hissed at him.

He shot her another black look, and then said to the driver, “Go to Chelsea first.”

Maddy resigned herself to sharing; he was too big to bludgeon. The cab began to roll. Maddy took off her beret and unwound her scarf, glancing at him out of the corner of her eye. She admired how well Faustin played the injured party when she was the one who had been run over and sucked on. He was without doubt the reigning Dark Lord of Sulk. What else he was, she was not sure.

With nothing more to fight over, they both sat back against the seat, arms folded, facing forward.

Maddy entertained herself thinking about what she could say that would annoy him most, because no way was he going to enjoy this cab ride in peace. It took her an embarrassingly long time to remember she had the solution in hand.

“Like my lunchbox?” She balanced it on her knees for him to see. Buffy the Vampire Slayer the logo said in bloody red letters. It was the rare one with David Boreanaz on it, her prize of prizes, evidence that she was the reigning queen of eBay.

Faustin turned his head incrementally to glance at it, then resumed staring out the front window. “I don’t know how a guy named Buffy is going to kill a vampire.”

Maddy sighed. “I take it you never watched the show. This is Angel. Angel is a vampire.”

All Faustin did was snort at the idea.

All week she’d played with the possibility that Faustin was an honest to God vampire. It was unlikely, admittedly. Well, actually, it was impossible if she wanted to keep her speculation within the bounds of reality, but when did she ever do that? And besides, the idea was so much more appealing than him being a foot fetishist with a skeleton key.

“You got opinions on vampires, Faustin?” Nettling him so directly made her a little breathless. “Theories, maybe?”

Faustin wheeled in his seat and leaned into her space, his big hand spread on the seat, way too close to her thigh. There were rules about personal space, and he was breaking them all to breathe down her neck. “You seem to have all the theories, Madelena. Why don’t you tell me what they are?”

Goddamn he was a sexy jerk. His voice reminded her of suede. Maddy met his eyes square on. Something dangerous lurked there, and her poor heart fluttered at the sight of it. She shrugged and put aside the lunchbox. “Just making conversation. Excuse me for trying.”

Faustin went back to his corner without a word, and she remembered that her dinner was going cold.

The driver had to have ears like a fox to hear the soft rustle of the foil. Or maybe it was the relish smell. At any rate, he caught on just as she was about to take her long-delayed first bite. “No food in my cab! No garbage in my cab! Thank you!”

“Relax Mr…Mr. Patel,” she said, reading his ID. She gave him her best smile in the rear view. “I promise I won’t leave a trace of evidence.”

To whit, a dangerous blob of ketchup and relish was sliding off the dog. She caught the blob with her tongue, and then sucked the end clean. As she did, she happened to catch Faustin’s expression. His face was shining with naked hunger.

“What the—?” For a second she thought he wanted the dog. Then his mouth was over hers.

“Hey, I was…” Even in protest, her lips moved against his, and he turned that protest into a kiss.

Oh. My. God.

Who in the world kissed like this? His mouth was sweet and hard at the same time, his hands coiling around her, drawing her in, drawing her under. All of the frustrated desire of that strange night came flooding back and she found herself kissing him back, even if she hated him, because…damn.

There was no sparring in the kiss, despite all their bickering. That didn’t feel right. What felt right was softening under him, opening to him. Her lips yielded, her neck wilted, her whole body relaxed in his arms, and strange as it was, she felt safe.

Very yin and yang, she thought. Whatever she had, he could take. Whatever he gave, she wanted, though it made her heart slam as sure as running.

The force of his kiss drove her back against the door, and as his weight bore down on her, she slid lower and lower onto the seat, one hand on the back of his neck, the other just managing to hold her hot dog aloft.

As they neared horizontal, their legs tangled. Like a complete slut, Maddy hooked one leg around his hips and pinned him to her. Now there wasn’t a bit of air between them. She needed the full body contact. She needed to feel his hard-on. And he obliged, grinding slowly in the saddle of her hips as his tongue swept her mouth.

Maddy answered him by circling her own hips, finding her rhythm and holding strong. Slow and steady. Hot as lava. Heat flashed and gathered in her toes, and ran up the insides of her thighs like summer lightning. She held him tighter. Miércoles! I am dry humping Gregor Faustin in the back of a cab.

His mouth left her bruised lips, and fastened ruthlessly on her neck instead, delivering a line of deep, sucking kisses under her jaw. Maddy arched under him, her nipples stiff and sore against his chest. “Jesus!”

“You drive me fucking crazy,” he whispered against her skin.

Maddy sought and found his mouth. Their tongues twirled hot and desperate, and they moaned in unison. Just like that night he visited her room, she was sopping wet, open and ready. She wanted to take him deep inside and ride him until they both dropped with exhaustion, and she begged for it now, mewling and writhing, far past coherent speech.

“What do you want, Madelena?” he asked. “This?”

His teeth, sharp as razors, scraped her throat.

“Or this?” His hand slid between her legs, his strong fingers rubbing her engorged clit through her pants.

“That!” The moment he touched her, she started to come, fiercely and quietly, twitching beneath him while he stroked it all out of her.

She needed more.

“Fuck me. Please. Fuck me.” She begged in a raspy whisper, completely lost, unaware of anything but the solid feel of this man beneath her hands, the need in her beyond anything she’d known.

Mr. Patel’s voice sliced through her dream. “Get out! Get out, you filthy perverts, before you ruin my cab with your love juice and beef franks.”

Maddy hadn’t even realized he’d pulled the cab over until he yanked open the passenger door, and she and Gregor tumbled out onto the sidewalk. The curb was upside down. Rather, she was, and her hair was in the gutter.

Faustin clambered over her and started shouting at the cabbie. Less graceful, Maddy crawled out on her hands and knees, and stood swaying in the freezing night air, trying to remember her name, her social security number, the basics. The world became a little clearer when she found her glasses tangled in her hair and returned them to her face.

Passersby took in the argument, and no doubt thought she, and probably Faustin too, was drunk. Particularly because he had the remains of her hot dog—ketchup, relish, bits of grease and bun—smashed all over his left shoulder.

Maddy twitched and ached between her legs, but the magic moment was over. It was just as well. Fucking Gregor Faustin would have been a bad idea on so many levels. She ought to send Mr. Patel flowers for saving her from her own hormones. Distracted by these thoughts, she did not see the argument end. All of the sudden there was no cab, just Faustin standing alone on the sidewalk.

He scratched his head like a confused kid, and in that moment she wanted him all over again, good idea or not. Pivoting on his heel, he paced a short distance away and paused, his hands on his hips, his expression grim. He thought they’d made a mistake too, and that hurt her more than she should have let it.

“Look, Madelena—”

“Don’t say it, Faustin. I’m disgusted enough with myself.”

As she walked away she hoped he wouldn’t discover the hot dog on his shoulder for a long time.

Chapter 4

Gregor watched her march off. She walked with the idiotic lunch box tucked under her arm like a football. An oversized tweed sports coat belonging to some long dead, fashion-challenged old man covered her to her knees, hiding her fantastically curvy body. A body he was getting better acquainted with each time they met.

What would happen if he ran after her? Would she tell him to get lost, or would she accompany him to the nearest hotel? His eyes closed as he imagined the two of them naked in the cool anonymity of a hotel room, a place with no meaning, no promises, and most of all, no rules. She’d beg, and he’d deliver—but bit by bit and in good time—until she was soaked in sweat and screaming and dizzy with blood loss. He’d put her through her paces, and when it was over she’d never want to fuck anyone else. Ever.

Gregor’s eyes flipped open. Damn good thing he wore a knee-length coat too, or he’d be arrested for public indecency. Madelena had vanished into the crowd on the avenue, but he was downwind of her, and her scent still played in his nostrils. If he wanted to, he could find her easily. But he didn’t.

If he went after her, he’d be lost, and he had no intention of bowing to this insanity. The chemistry between them was powerful, sure, but what about the rest of it? What about the slight problem that they couldn’t stand one another? That she was an annoying geek? Buffy the Goddamn Vampire Slayer could kiss his ass. And so could all the powers of vampyr prophecy. He liked his life exactly as it was.

Gregor sniffed the air one last time, and caught a fading thin thread of her scent. That was it. He’d never see her again. The desire for her would fade, and he’d be back to himself soon enough. In the meanwhile, Mikhail was waiting for him. He began to search for another cab, contemplating the unfamiliar taste of ketchup in his mouth.

Mikhail met Gregor at his office door with a slap on the back. “You’re late. What happened to you?”

He withdrew his hand with a grimace and sniffed it. Gregor twisted, trying to see what was on his back.

“Let me guess,” Mikhail said, wiping his greasy hand down the front of Gregor’s coat. “You got in a brawl with a hot dog vendor?”

Gregor cursed and slipped his coat off to see the damage. “Something like that.”

Always fond of mysteries, Mikhail stepped closer, his fine-cut nostrils flaring as he circled Gregor, probing for clues. Mikhail was disgustingly attractive, so much so that he didn’t pass for human. His skin was eerily flawless, his fair hair too bright, his eyes too predatory. Among humans he had to dull down his appearance or keep to the shadows. Whenever he walked into Tangiers he caused a stir, so he didn’t do it much. It was pretty clear who in the Faustin family got the vampyr lord genes, and who got the Russian peasant dregs.

“Who’s this woman I smell on you, what was she doing with a hot dog, and why are you so frustrated?”

“We’re here to talk about security issues, not my sex life.”

Mikhail was designing the security system for Elixir. That was his job, contrary to appearances: security consultant, not therapist, not bloodhound.

“But this is so much more interesting.” His cold eyes sharpened with interest. “You look drawn. When did you last feed?”

Gregor brushed Mikhail’s hand off his arm and threw himself in a chair to put an end to the hovering and sniffing. “I don’t know. I think I grabbed a bite yesterday.”

The truth was that somehow the bitter, stale blood in Madelena’s ankle had tainted the taste of all blood for him. He was starving, but couldn’t eat much. This queasiness crossed over into the realm of sex. Something about her had managed to put him off sex with other women, but that sure as hell wasn’t going to be a permanent state of affairs.

Mikhail lifted one exquisite eyebrow at him, questioning, amused.

“You got something to show me or not?”

“Testy, testy.” Mikhail pulled out the floor plan of Elixir, rolled it out on a worktable and secured the corners with polished onyx weights. “Is this woman I smell on you your intended?”

“Goddamn it, Misha.” Gregor ran his fingers through his hair and gave up. Mikhail had the patience to badger him until the end of time if he didn’t submit. “Yes.”

Mikhail’s lips stretched in a slow smile. “She’s human. Does she please?”

“No. She does not please. Not at all. This prophesying bullshit—it doesn’t work.”

“I’d say it is working quite well, by the looks of you. Let me guess, you’ve tasted her but not consummated?” When Gregor would not answer, he continued. “Why are you fighting it? You’re bound to her already. No other woman will ever please you again.”

“Fuck!” Gregor leapt out of his chair. “Don’t say that. What, just because I tasted her?”

Mikhail inclined his head in acknowledgement (the bastard never said “uh-huh” like a normal person) and produced a bottle of scotch and two glasses from a drawer. The Faustin cure-all for every disaster.

“Goddamn it!” Gregor brought both hands down on the desktop, toppling a pencil cup. “Fucking nice of one of you to warn me about that little rule.”

Mikhail held out a glass of scotch, which Gregor ignored, so he put it on the desk in front of him. “I would think you’d know. It’s common knowledge. Remember the tale of Roland and Illysia?”

“No, I do not fucking remember Roland and fucking Illysia!” Gregor put his hands to his head as a sharp pain pierced him from temple to temple. He hadn’t even known her name when he first tasted her, when she lifted her hair up and showed him the scrape on her brow. He remembered how that taste shot through him. It had been an impulse to kiss her clean, nothing more. Would that impulse dictate the course of his life?

It would not.

He took a deep breath and let it out. Then he pounded back the scotch in one swallow, slammed the glass back on the desk, pointed an accusing finger at Mikhail and let fly.

“I might have skipped a lot of reading growing up, but I remember one thing for certain. We are free creatures. Pop taught us that. My free will is sacred, and it will not be bound by anything. If I marry, it will be the person of my choosing. I will not be forced by fate and I damn well won’t be tricked into it by my family.”

Mikhail narrowed his eyes at Gregor’s index finger, recognizing it as the challenge it was, but only said, “As you will.”

“Don’t fucking humor me. Say what you’re thinking.”

Mikhail sat down and contemplated the bottom of his glass for a moment. “I will not be pulled into a fight with you. You’re hungry and foul tempered. But I will answer your question. I think you have been given a gift, and that you should accept it.”

Gregor hated him as he had when they were children, hated him for being so goddamn smug and serene, hated him for being right most of the time.

“Someday soon Ma will hand you a little slip of paper with a name on it, Misha, and then you will tell me how much you appreciate the ‘gift’ of losing your free will.”

Mikhail smiled a cold smile, showing a bit of tooth to warn him off. “Are you prophesying now, or was that a curse?”

“Take it as a curse.”

Gregor threw his shoulder against the door and walked out into the free night air.

Maddy decided to quit her job. It was too tiring. The commute was killing her. Literally. She had savings that she had no use for, and leave time coming to her, so she decided to live quietly at home for as long as the ticker would hold out. She’d read, play with the kids next door, feed the ducks.

Her heart, patched, battered and worn, was just not going to last without medical intervention. How long she had, she really wasn’t sure, and didn’t want to know. Weeks? Months? A year? What she did know was that she did not want her chest cracked open yet again.

All her life she’d been in and out of hospitals and she was tired of it. All her valves had been replaced, some more than once. Her heart muscle was atrophied and limping, ravaged by infections and prematurely aged. By luck of the draw she’d been born with damaged goods, and despite that, they’d kept her alive thirty years, which was more than anyone expected. Her greatest fear was not death. She’d been on death’s doorstep her entire life. What she feared was useless pain, the loss of dignity, and most of all, ending up sustained by machines.

Of course she didn’t share this decision with anyone at work, or even her family. No one would support this selfish, private decision, and the last thing she wanted to do was end her life arguing with everyone she loved. What she told them all was that she was taking a leave of absence to research and write a book on the role of the monster in science fiction.

On her last day at work someone brought donuts, knowing her love for anything in a pink box. In the staff room everyone teased her that her “research” was going to be done on a beach in Bali. Maddy looked out the window at the falling sleet and thought maybe that wasn’t such a bad idea.

She worked the late shift, manning the reference desk on level three (health and education) until they closed at nine. It was a quiet night, and Maddy wished it wasn’t, wished it was crazy busy so she didn’t have time to think about how much she’d miss her job. All of her work had already been turned over to her replacement. She pried her prized figure of Giles, the librarian from Buffy from his place on top of her monitor and tucked him in her lunchbox. When she looked back up, Gregor Faustin was standing at her desk.

It had been three weeks since their interesting cab ride, and she never expected to see him again. A rush of adrenaline made her lightheaded, and her thoughts broke into a thousand little pieces. She grabbed a pencil to steady her hand.

“You look like shit, Faustin.” She said it in her quietest library voice.

It was all she could think of to say, and it was true. The man was haggard. He’d lost weight, and he had circles under his eyes, eyes which were an amazing blue. She realized then she’d never seen him in good light, or she would have remembered that he had eyes the color of tractor beams.

He didn’t bridle at that comment as she expected, he just nodded, and said in a tone as quiet as hers, “You look a little pale, too. Do you suffer from the same thing I do?”

What does he mean by that? Maddy tilted back in her desk chair and studied his uncharacteristically sincere expression. “I doubt it.”

Again he nodded, looking pained. He glanced over his shoulder—looking for the exit? The last thing in the world she expected him to say was, “Would you like to go out with me?”

She brought both feet down with a thud. Surprises like this were hard on the ticker. “Are you asking me out on a date?”

A brief scowl darkened his features, and she was glad to see it, because otherwise she’d think he was possessed. But he repressed it and said, “I thought maybe we could go for a drink after you get off work.”

That made no sense. What did the man want with her? Maddy didn’t believe in mincing words anymore. Well, she never had, really. But she was much worse lately. “Why in the hell would we want to do that?”

“Because we find each other so damned fascinating, that’s why.”

Ah, full-on Faustin, snarl and all. She’d missed that snarl, she realized, more than she’d imagined.

“I think you’ve confused obnoxious with fascinating, Faustin. Don’t worry, it’s a common mistake. But let me assure you, we don’t get along. That annoyance you feel right now? It’s real.”

He leaned onto her desk, eyes hooding suggestively. Suddenly he didn’t look so haggard. “But you admit we do get along very well in some ways.”

That they did. It had taken days for her to recover from that last encounter, to stop dreaming about him at night, to stop hoping that he’d show up in her room again, even though he was an asshole who’d jumped her in the cab and spurned her on the curb. She’d worn out a set of batteries in her vibrator fantasizing about that cab ride. Maybe they should have finished what they started that day. Now it was too late.

“Sorry, I’m not interested.”

“You’re lying.” He said it with complete confidence.

“You son of a bitch, you—” All of a sudden she understood. “You’ve never been turned down before, have you?”

“No.” The corners of his mouth began to twitch into a reluctant smile, and he dipped his head, almost shy. “Actually, I’ve never had to ask before.”

Maddy had to smile back. “Well, this is quite an honor, then. But the answer is still no.”

Another patron came to the desk to leaf through a binder next to them. Faustin tossed him an evil look and leaned forward even further, dropping his voice to just above audible.

“I know I’ve been an asshole, I have to apologize—”

Maddy waved her hand, “It’s not that.”

“Is it because of what you think I am?”

He put all sorts of suggestion into that question, and her ticker started to flip out. But she managed to say calmly enough, “And what exactly do you mean by that?”

“Come out with me and I’ll tell you.”

Now he was leaning way too far over her desk. People were going to notice. Maddy snapped her pencil against his knuckles and he drew back, nursing his hand.

“I guess I’ll have to live with the mystery.” Bantering was tiring. She heaved a sigh. “Look Faustin, I can’t date anyone just now. Period. No exceptions. Nothing personal.”

“Can’t?” he began, but whatever he was going to say was interrupted by Linda, one of her co-workers, coming behind the desk.

“I’m going miss you so much, sweetie,” Linda said as she gave Maddy a big squeeze.

Maddy clung to her. She’d hugged so many people that day, drawing strength from each one of them and banking it up. There would not be so many hugs around her apartment in the coming weeks.

When the woman left, Faustin was still there, squinting at her. “You’re quitting?”

“No, it’s just a long leave of absence. Research.”

“Are you going out to celebrate tonight?”

“No, I’m too tired.” That is what she had told everyone who’d offered, and it was pretty much true. Jammies and TV, that was her plan.

“Let me take you out to celebrate, just as a friend.”

Maddy laughed at the word friend.

“I’m serious.” When he wanted to, he could do sincere very well. “It won’t be a date. You don’t want to date. I got that. But I don’t think you should be alone tonight, because you’re sad.”

“I’m not sad.” She shifted her eyes toward a pile of papers on her desk.

“It’s written all over you. You’re tired and sad. Come on. It’s nothing.”

Was she that transparent? How depressing. Pretending to be busy, she bent over a pad, wrote why me?!??!? tore it off and filed it under W for a future librarian to find.

“One drink of your choice, anywhere you want, and a chauffeured ride home.”

Faustin mustered an encouraging smile, and she knew she should not even consider it, but curiosity won her over. She was wrapping things up and Gregor Faustin was a bundle of loose ends.

Still, spending any time with the man was just asking for trouble, and she mused aloud, “Strange things happen when you and me and cars mix, Faustin.”

“Not tonight.” He raised his hand and gave her the Girl Scout salute. “Scout’s honor.”

She laughed. “You were never a Boy Scout, Gregor Faustin.”

Madelena met him on the sidewalk in front of the darkened library at 9:05. Gregor got a little rush just seeing her silhouette at the door, waiting for the guard to let her out. Three weeks of creeping insanity and slow starvation had broken his resolve. Perhaps free will was not so important in the big scheme of things. Perhaps the entire concept was an illusion. Hunger made him philosophical, so he decided to compromise with fate, and find out a little more about this woman. If she really was his destiny, then they must have something in common.

A civilized drink was a start. Already she’d surprised him by being more thoughtful and sober than he remembered, and he had to admit he liked seeing that side of her.

But this “no dating” thing of hers was bullshit, unless she was taking vows. She was single, he was single, and fluids had been exchanged between them already. This was a date.

When she came out she shook her head at him, bemused, like she didn’t expect he’d be there. In her beret and heavy-rimmed glasses she looked like a beatnik, except the beret was purple. And had a big, glittering butterfly pinned to it. He repressed a shudder. Her woolen peacoat, though, was not bad. Not sexy, but not offensive.

“New coat?” he asked.

“Yeah,” she turned away from him and adjusted her scarf. “Thanks for the gift certificate. It was way too much.”

Gregor shrugged. “Good coats are expensive, and I ruined yours.”

That made her laugh. He was growing to like the laugh that lived in her voice. “I’m glad you did. My mom bought me that awful red down thing, you know, because it’s so damn important that I stay warm…” She stopped mid-thought and shrugged, “You know, mothers.”

Did he ever know mothers. “Where do you want to go?”

“There’s an Irish pub not far from here. One pint, and then it’s jammies for me, got it?”

Gregor went a little lightheaded thinking of her jammies. He was developing a flannel fetish. He’d played with the notion of hiring dancers to work the club in flannel nightgowns. Wet flannel nightgowns, maybe. Short, wet flannel nightgowns. “Got it. Pint. Jammies.”

The walk there was a little awkward. What were they supposed to talk about? It was easier to fight with her. Fortunately the bar was only a couple of blocks away, and as it turned out, he liked her choice. It was a friendly place, with a quiet back room fitted with a fireplace. There was even a table open near the fire. Gregor loved heat sources: fires, radiators, human women. They settled down by the fire with pints.

Madelena sucked the head off her pint of stout, and then licked the creamy foam off her upper lip with a sheepish grin.

“Stout’s my favorite,” she said. “It’s like dinner in a glass.”

Gregor was trying to figure out her looks. Such a great mouth, nice to look at, better to kiss, but then there was all that thick black hair hiding the shape of her face, and those glasses were like a mask. Her scent was always pleasing, but tonight it was not quite as he remembered it. He wondered if she’d been sick recently, or maybe she was coming down with something…

“Faustin? Don’t go all glassy like that, it’s creepy.”

Gregor shrugged off his stupor, his fascination, whatever it was that afflicted him whenever he came near her. “Why don’t you call me Gregor?”

“I don’t know, I kinda like Faustin. Does anyone ever call you Greg?”

Greg? The thought made him bristle all over. “Absolutely not.”

Madelena smirked, then laughed aloud. He scowled, and she laughed harder, clutching her sides. Gregor folded his arms and leaned back in his chair.

“So glad to amuse you.” He was not used to be laughed at, but he liked to see her skin flush with color.

“Greg!” she wheezed. She hid her face in her hands.

Gregor sipped his pint, waiting for the hilarity to end. It wasn’t that funny. But just watching her laugh made him want to smile. By some miracle the beer tasted decent, not like chalk as everything else had tasted to him lately. Probably because she was near.

When she finally stopped laughing, she took off her glasses and began to rub them with her shirttail, still grinning. “Okay Greg-or Faustin. Tell me about yourself.”

“Look at me.” He put a little spin of command on the words.

Startled, she lifted her head, her eyes naked, her pupils flaring wide. Her eyes were beautiful, almond shaped and wide set. They were dark, like he already knew, almost black, but now he could see the warmth in the iris, like coffee held to light. Thin brows framed her eyes in high, intelligent arcs. A few tiny black freckles or moles dotted the tops of her cheekbones and the corners of her eyes. Without her glasses her gaze was a little unfocused, but that softness reminded him of the blood languor, so was twice as sexy. These were eyes he could learn to love. Maybe, just maybe, this would work.

This inspection took just an instant, and in that instant she recovered from the command, plopped the glasses back on her face and opened her mouth to say some smartass thing. To stop that, he said, “López de Victoria, I’m guessing that’s a Puerto Rican name.”

That brought a smile to her face, slightly exasperated and also a little proud. “It is, but I’m a complete mutt. Puerto Rican, African-American, Irish—you name it, I’ve got it in me.”

“You have family around here?”

“Tons. They’re all in Queens. My mom, my sister, Lenora. My sister has three great kids.” The smile slipped from her face and that sadness he had seen at the library returned, like a cloud passing over the moon. She bent over her pint.

“What’s bothering you tonight, Madelena?” He did not use any compulsion this time, because it was bad form with a potential spouse, though it was hard to resist the temptation to pull the truth from her in one quick tug.

One of her hands fluttered up in an “it’s nothing” gesture, but she turned her face to the fire. Her glasses caught the flame and hid her eyes. He thought she might not answer at all, but then she said, quietly, “Big change is hard, you know? Tonight marks the start of a big change for me. Everything is going to be okay, I know that. It’s just that it’s real now, and there’s no going back, and I’m missing some things already. Which is stupid.” She took a deep pull on her beer and turned to face him again. “Really, I’m okay.”

Gregor had a hard time believing she was talking about a leave of absence.

She hardened up again, and lifted a brow. “Don’t glower at me like that, Faustin. You’ll get wrinkles.”

Crispy shell, candy center. He should have known all along, he would have if she wasn’t so good at annoying him.

Like now.

“So, Lord of Sulk, tell me something,” she said. It wasn’t a request. It was a command, calculated to set him off balance. But he was on to her now, and he gave her his most accommodating smile.

“What do you want to know?”

At that, her face lit up with mischief. She wanted to know if he was a vamp, but he doubted she had the balls to ask directly. As he expected, she went fishing.

“Well, why don’t you tell me about your family?”

Because vampyr don’t have families? “I’ve got two brothers, both live in the city. My folks live in Brooklyn. They’ve been there forever. In Kensington, by the park. That’s where I grew up.”

He watched her process this. Nope, he was not born in 1725, the son of a minor Scottish laird. Sorry.

“And you’re…close with your family?”

Nope, he wasn’t created by some ancient Nosferatu and doomed to wander the sewers in tortured isolation. Ma and Pop Faustin made him the old fashioned way, but he really didn’t want to think about that too much.

“Yes, we’re all very close. My folks are great, both of them are very…Old World. My brothers and I are tight. Sure, we fight sometimes, but they know I’d do anything for them.”

The expression on her face made him want to crack up. She thought she had him all figured out, and now she was trying to regroup. God he loved teasing her. But there was a point to it. It was a good thing that she was open-minded about the existence of his world—that was one hurdle he didn’t have to face—but she would also be full of misinformation about vamps too, and that had to be corrected.

She gave him a long look, chewing on the inside of her left cheek. Somehow she reminded him of a gunslinger. “What’s your favorite food, Faustin?”

He threw his head back and laughed. Half a pint of lager had made him drunk.

Madelena grinned triumphantly. “Come on, Faustin. You have to answer.”

The answer was you. Her life’s blood was all he wanted, all he needed. If they mated, for the first few weeks he’d feed lightly off her every day, and need no more than that. By feeding on her, he’d learn the contents of her soul, and her blood would possess his body and bind them for life.

But that’s not what he said. That was a little heavy for a first date. He frowned, as if he was pondering the question. “It’s a tossup between the blood of virgins and blood of infants.”

Her mouth dropped open. It was a glorious thing to see. She had what she wanted and didn’t know what to do with it. When she spoke, each word was far apart. “You—are—shitting—me.”

“You’re right, I am.” Mistrust on her face now. Lovely. “Babies aren’t worth the effort and virgins are boring.”

Now she laughed, and even clapped her hands together with delight. “I’ve always wondered—always wanted—this is fantastic! You’re not shitting me? Really? Tell me, are there werewolves too? Demons? Can you turn into anything you want? Are you dead?”

Gregor grabbed onto the last question like the last car on a passing train. “Dead? How could I run a nightclub if I were dead?”

“Undead, I mean.”

“Undead. I fucking hate that term. You’re either dead or you’re alive, and the difference is pretty obvious. Being undead is like being a little pregnant. Impossible.”

“I’d like to think there are all sorts of in-between states, places we don’t know, or understand.”

“Maybe there are such places, Madelena, but I don’t know them.” As he spoke, he watched the sadness take hold of her again. He would do anything to bring back her smile, but he didn’t know what to say.

Fortunately, the sadness did not linger long before her curiosity got the best of her. “And your brothers are…too?”

“Yep, the whole family.”

“So you were born the way you are? It’s an…inherited thing?”

“That’s right. We’re all natural. Organic, even.”

The smile was back. Thank God. “Wow. Just think, bratty little vampire kids. What a nightmare that would be.”

Gregor rolled his eyes at a few choice memories. Alex projectile vomiting an entire bucket of popcorn on their Aunt Sophie. Or Mikhail dragging a Mormon missionary into their house, the plan being to hide him in their room and use him as a convenient snack dispenser. Gregor had made his own misguided attempts to fly. But that had been Mikhail’s fault. “Talk to my mother about it. She’s a little nuts, and that’s probably why.”

“When—”

“Hey, I think I get to ask a question now.” This vamp stuff was turning out to be great Madelena bait, and he wasn’t going to blow his wad all at once.

“Just one more.” A blush spread up her cheeks. “When we are together, do you want to…I don’t know how to put it.”

“Taste you.” His voice was so hoarse it was embarrassing, and he knew there was no hiding the truth from her. “Yes. But I’d only do it if you asked for it. And it’s not like I’d kill you or anything. None of that movie crap. It would just be…nice.”

“I see.” Her blush turned deeper. He ought to have been pleased to see her so shaken up, but he was just as confused, or embarrassed, or whatever it was. It was not pleasant. He felt like a lecher for wanting her as much as he did.

“Now can I ask my question?” he asked and she made a faint gesture of agreement, keeping her eyes on her beer. “Would you ever consider dating a vampyr?”

She burst into tears.

Chapter 5

“Madelena?”

Vampire or no, Faustin was like any man, which meant that tears horrified him. She glanced at his face, stricken and helpless at the sight of a crying woman, and knew that in a way he was worse off than her.

“I’m sorry.” She tried to put a lid on the tears. “It’s just been a long day, and I’m tired. I’d like to go home now.”

“Of course.” He pulled out his phone. “Honey? Will you have my car sent to a bar called O’Sullivan’s on Madison and East Forty-first? All’s well? Later.”

When he hung up, a terrible silence fell between them. Why did he have to be so great? Even if he weren’t a friggin’ vampire—subject of many of her erotic fantasies—Gregor Faustin would fascinate her. And the good Lord knew she was attracted to him. The sound of his voice, the grace of his fingers, this new, strange kindness in his face-all these things were devastating. So she cried, like an idiot, over what she could never have.

“Can we wait outside? I need some air.” More like she needed to move away from those deep-set, questioning eyes of his.

Outside, the awkwardness continued. They shuffled their feet on the sidewalk, white puffs of breath hanging between them. The tears kept leaking out. She wiped her eyes and nose on her scarf and considered taking the train home. A nasty, cold wind was whipping up the avenue.

“I’m sorry.” He shoved his hands in his pockets. “I know it’s a lot to take in.”

“It’s not you!” she cried, frustrated, knowing that’s what everyone said when they meant exactly the opposite.

“Come on, stand here.” Taking her by the shoulders, he positioned her against the wall of the pub and put his body between her and the wind. It was too sweet. She wished she’d just keel over there and then and get it over with. He brushed the hair out of her eyes and tried to tuck it behind her ears. “Tell me what this is all about.”

“I told you, I’m not dating. I can’t be in a relationship right now.”

Faustin cleared his throat. “Uh, maybe you should know that vamps are disease proof. We can’t carry or transmit.”

Maddy blinked through her tears, thinking that was an odd thing for him to say. Then it hit her. “Jesus, Faustin! I don’t have herpes—or worse.”

He spread his arms. “Well, what am I supposed to think when I know how much you want me? Why the static?”

“Oh, you know I want you?”

It was a stupid thing to say, of course, and she should have known what would happen. She recognized that hungry expression—the same one he had just before he jumped her in the cab—and threw out her hand, bracing it against his chest. It seemed a very little thing to stand in his way.

“No,” she whispered. “Please.” She just couldn’t take it.

Very gently, very deliberately, he reached over her blocking arm, removed her glasses and tucked them away in his breast pocket.

“Don’t.” A fresh tear ran down her cheek, hot against her skin.

“I need to see all of you, Madelena.”

A fine, answering tremor spread through her whole body. He tugged off her beret and stuffed it in another pocket. With continuing, infinite gentleness he traced his fingers over her face and down her neck. Then he cupped his hands around her neck and drew them upward, gathering her hair up as he went, piling it on top of her head.

Between the no glasses and the stinging tears she could barely see at all, but his gaze warmed her skin. He turned her face one way and then the other. Her teeth chattered, her insides wound so tight she thought she might be sick all over his shoes. That would serve him right.

“You look like a queen,” he whispered. Still holding her hair up, he bent down and gave her a kiss. Just one. A prince’s magic kiss.

Oh God, her poor heart, now it was broken in every way possible. Her entire body ached from shaking. “Gregor, I want to. But I can’t.”

He kissed her eyelids. He caught her tears on his tongue. But when he returned to her lips, he was not so gentle anymore. Each kiss was like a lapping flame. An answering hunger broke free in her and the trembling stopped. She slid her hands up his chest and looped them around his neck. His cat’s tongue swept into her mouth and she sucked the salt off it. She wasn’t so addled that she didn’t know that she was making a mistake. This would be a disaster, no doubt about it. But it didn’t matter. Nothing mattered when she was kissing Gregor Faustin.

She had no idea how long they kissed, but gradually she became aware of the polite hum of an engine and the slow blink of hazards.

Gregor broke from her lips to trail kisses along her jaw to her ear. At her ear he murmured, “The car is here. What do you want to do?”

While she thought about it, his tongue curled around her earlobe, ensuring that the only sensible answer, which was to have a cold shower and a stiff drink, never made it out of the suggestion box.

“Hmm?” Now he was nibbling at her throat. “Jammies?” The bastard knew she couldn’t say no to him. She sank her fingers into his hair, which was surprisingly silky, and stroked the back of his neck, so broad and strong, wanting him naked in her arms. Didn’t she deserve one last fling?

“What I said holds.” How she mustered the brain cells to speak, she had no idea. “I can’t be in any kind of relationship.”

Oh, he did not like that at all. She reached up and smoothed his brow with her hand. “But I would like to spend this night with you. Just this night.”

That was terrible. She sounded like a bitch, but it was all she had to offer. Gregor’s eyes darted back and forth over her face. God knew what he saw in her. Why did he even bother? Maybe this would piss him off, and they’d both be saved. Come on, Faustin, tell me to fuck off.

“I’ll take it,” he said, and she almost laughed aloud. It was hopeless. “Your place or mine?”

This wasn’t really happening, was it?. “Where’s your place?”

“I live at Tangiers.”

Intriguing. “Take me there.”

It was easy not to think about the future. Easy to drown in Gregor Faustin. The valet drove them to the club while they made out in the back seat. Maddy didn’t care that this stranger heard her panting, and could see them pawing each other in his rearview mirror.

The trip seemed to take no time at all, but when they pulled up in front of the club, and someone opened the door for her, she found her legs had turned to jelly. Gregor came around and picked her up, just like their first night together.

A steady throbbing pulse of music leaked out of the club. She fished in his breast pocket and found her glasses. A line of fashionable kids materialized on the sidewalk, smoking, posing—and staring at her.

“You don’t have to carry me, really, I can walk.” But she liked being in his arms, and didn’t really give a damn what the undernourished brats thought.

“I want to,” he said. “It’s traditional anyway.”

“Traditional how?”

Two gigantoid bouncers parted for them, nodding to Gregor. He deftly swung her to one side and stepped through the door. The volume of the music increased tenfold, and he shouted, “This is my castle.”

Inside, her first impression was stars—thick stars above in velvet blackness. These weren’t your tin foil prom stars, these were gorgeous nets of tiny lights, billions of them twinkling and blinking. In the distance she saw a series of graceful Moorish arches, and beyond them an immense, sunken space rolling with fog and heaving with bodies. Through one arch she could see a gilded birdcage swinging above the fog, a girl writhing inside it.

In her imagination, Tangiers had been a dungeon full of whips and chains, but instead it was a Moroccan fairy tale. Gregor didn’t seem to be inclined to give her a tour, though. He was weaving through the crowd with a purposeful stride, heading for a dark corner behind the bar. As they neared the corner, she saw his destination was an unmarked door, black against black.

Someone fell into step beside them, just behind Maddy’s shoulder.

“Honey,” Gregor said. “This is Madelena López de Victoria. Madelena, this is my assistant, Honey Walker.”

Ah, so her name was Honey. That was a relief. Maddy twisted around to say hi. Honey was skinny as a rail, probably six feet tall, and wore what Maddy could only describe as a short poncho made of peacock feathers, and very little else except thigh high boots.

“I’m pleased to meet you,” Honey said, her English accent crisp over the music and hubbub. Her face gave nothing away at all. Maybe Gregor made a habit of carrying women through his club.

“Gregor,” she said, “Martinez is satisfied with your offer. I’ve got the papers when you’re ready. Lily is out sick, Mike is subbing. The men’s loo is backed up and overflowing.”

“Very good,” said Gregor, throwing his back against the black door. “I’m not to be disturbed.”

They slipped through the door and it swung shut behind them, muffling the music outside. They were in a smallish room with low lights and a few pieces of leather furniture. Not much in the way of décor. He carried her through another door into another small room, this one containing nothing but a Spartan bed. It didn’t even have a window.

“This is where you live?” Maddy searched for socks, photos, books, any sign of habitation. “Where’s your stuff?”

Gregor set her on her feet and answered as he threw off his suit jacket, “I don’t need stuff.”

Clearly not in the mood for conversation, he began to unbutton her coat. Okay, so maybe she shouldn’t expect to see photos of Gregor’s trip to Disneyland, but still, the place had a heavy, silent, dead quality to it. Distinctly tomblike.

“What’s with this room?”

“It used to be a meat locker.”

He threw her coat on the floor with his and took her glasses away again, leaving her vulnerable. This was really happening. Fresh nerves made her run at the mouth.

“Oh, that’s nice. Real homey, Faustin. Here I thought you were standing against the crusty old stereotypes, a new kind of vam—”

He stopped her mouth with a kiss. How long since their last kiss? Five minutes? Far too long. And now that they were alone, he held nothing back. She’d thought his cab kisses intense—she knew nothing. This was nothing less than a decisive claiming, thorough as a fuck.

Everything in her opened up to him, welcomed him in as liquid lust coursed through her veins. She swayed. Her legs were going soft, conspiring to get her on her back as quickly as possible.

Gregor tugged her sweater up, stripping her down to the men’s sleeveless T-shirt she wore as an extra layer against the library chill. As Maddy liked to say of her underwear collection, she did not know Victoria’s secret.

A brush of wool over her face, a breath of cool air up her belly, and all of a sudden she was on her back, on the bed, and he was over her. His mouth was on her throat. Between deep sucking kisses he was testing her skin with his teeth, equal parts brutal and tender.

“Oh!” Maddy realized he was going to “taste” her, and every part of her wanted him to—except that part that wanted to live long enough to have sex with him.

“Gregor, stop.” Not a twinge of reaction from him. She wriggled, pushing against his weight, but all he did was hook an arm under her and hold her tighter, his teeth sharp against her throat.

“Shit! Gregor, wait!”

Her blood pressure was too low and her O2 levels were crap. She couldn’t afford to lose a drop of blood to him. Not knowing what else to do, she made a fist and boxed his ear.

He didn’t flinch, but he let go of her neck and raised his head. His eyes had gone flat and his mouth was cruel around the corners.

“You said I had to want it.” She was scared now, and tried not to show it. “I don’t. You can’t take my blood.”

For a few horrible seconds she wasn’t even sure if he could understand what she said, because his expression remained the same. Pressed beneath him, she was very aware of her own quick, panicked breaths and the heavy rise and fall of his chest. At long last, he closed his eyes. When he opened them again he looked a little more like himself. Then he spoke, and it sounded like his voice had been dragged through a gravel.

“I—need you.”

Maddy stroked his cheeks, trying to revive the more human parts of him. “Any way but that, Gregor. You can have me any other way.”

His cheek twitched, his entire body quivered, and he rasped out, “Scared?”

“No, sick. I have a heart condition.”

That made him sit up and rub his face with his palms. He was straddling her hips, so his erection was right there in front of her face, pressing against his flat-front trousers. She turned her head aside.

He got off her and started to pace around the room, angry, disappointed, something she couldn’t quite read. “What’s wrong with your heart?”

Without his touch she was cold, and she was frightened that she’d just lost him. A day ago it wouldn’t have mattered. Now it did. It mattered what he thought, it mattered that he wanted her, because she had never wanted anyone so much in her life.

Maddy stood up and held her hands out to him. He pulled her close and buried his face in her hair.

Chapter 6

He loved the way she folded into him, trusting, even though she’d seen the monster in him. Perfectly sized, and sexy as hell with that wifebeater T stretched tight over her tits. Both fear and desire scented her skin—a heady combination for any vamp.

“Tell me.”

“It’s not such a big deal.” Madelena’s voice was muffled against his chest. “But my blood oxygen levels are low. I need to keep all my red blood cells for myself.”

Gregor almost laughed aloud. Scorn Fate and she’ll bitch-slap you back. She’d given him a mate he couldn’t feed on.

“Is this a permanent condition?”

“All my life.” She lifted her head and gave him a crooked little smile.

Something was wrong. Something wasn’t adding up, but it was hard to think, what with half his brain gone to blood lust, and the other half entranced by the way she was looking at him. So much need in her eyes, honest need. Her fingers traced patterns over his chest, played with his shirt buttons.

“So, should I go?”

Gregor touched her chin and noticed the slight tremor in it. Her eyes flashed, as if she expected him to toss her out.

“Stay.” He answered the next question before she asked it. “I’ll behave.”

Somehow.

She nodded, solemn, accepting, and began to unfasten his shirt. He held still and let her undress him, because he needed the time to muster his self-control. After she dropped his shirt to the floor she knelt down in front of him. His heart stopped and his cock leapt for joy, but she only removed his shoes and socks, her touch sure and steady. Then she stood again, unfastened his belt with a tug and slid his pants and boxers down his hips, deftly freeing his hard cock from the elastic waistband as she did, her touch tantalizing, but all too brief.

He stepped out of his pants and stood naked in front of his rather problematic wife-to-be. No woman had ever studied him as boldly as she did now, her gaze raking him from his feet up, disconcerting him. When her inspection reached his cock, she lingered there, her gaze enthralling him like a touch. His cock ached, strained for her. A single drop of pre-come formed at the tip. He imagined he could come for her if she would just keep looking. At the threshold of his hearing he picked up a little noise from the back of her throat. A choked cry. Pure desire.

In that moment he knew he was enslaved. He may as well be in cuffs and leg irons.

She continued her inspection, sweeping over his chest, ending at his face.

“You are so beautiful,” she whispered, her dark eyes glittering. “You’re like a gift.” With one hand she reached out and touched his skin just below his navel. His skin jumped at the naked shock of her hand and he forgot how to breathe.

She dropped to her knees and put her hands on his hips. With flat palms she caressed his hip bones, the muscles around his groin, his thighs, his ass. All the while her warm exhale, and nothing more, washed over his erection. He trembled with anticipation, he could not hide it. All he could do was bite his lip so he wouldn’t beg.

With a sigh she closed her eyes and rubbed her cheek along his cock, up and down, feeling it with the side of her nose, with her parted lips, soft as velvet. Her tongue snaked out and licked him up the underside of his shaft, from balls to head, once, twice, three times… He staggered forward, almost losing it.

Suddenly fierce, she clamped her hands around his cock and wrapped her mouth around the head, enveloping him in slippery, wet heat. Her saliva poured down his cock and over her hands, so hot and slick. She made a little noise of satisfaction and pulled him deep into her mouth, stroking the rest of him with slippery fingers. Slowly she drew back, lingering at the head to torment him with her circling tongue.

All the blood in his body rushed to his cock. Gregor knew he’d never been so hard in his life. She opened her mouth wide and took him in again. This time he was sure he’d choke her, but her eyes closed peacefully, her throat opened and he slipped in even deeper.

Holy mother. He buried his hands in her thick hair and groaned, desperate to let go and hoping she would never stop. A lunch-box toting, deep-throating librarian from Queens. Of course she was his perfect mate.

She took him by his hips and showed him how far he could thrust. In and out, slow and deep, he fucked her mouth while she applied steady suction and firm tongue.

“Hmmmmmm,” she said, stroking his balls.

“Maddy!” Control slipping, he began to pump faster. It didn’t faze her. The suction went wicked. His eyes rolled toward the back of his head.

She bared her teeth and let them scrape along his shaft. That pushed him over the edge. He grabbed her hair by the handful, his body going rigid—then he exploded. Her mouth and throat muscles pulsed around him, working to swallow what he gave her, forcing him to spend everything he had. His knees gave out and she went down with him, sucking out every last drop. He didn’t think he would live through the sweet agony.

When he came back to himself he heard his own panting and the muffled sounds of the club. Madelena lay between his knees, her curls pouring over one of his thighs. She cradled his wasted cock, licking it to sleep. For a while he just watched, stunned, amazed, and in love.

She could not do that to anyone else ever again. Only him. Whoever she had honed her technique on, he hated.

If only she’d tell him she was trained on a high-tech fellatio simulator—one developed as part of an unusually useful government program—and she’d been saving all her skill for him.

She rolled on her back and looked up at him, her lips so pink and full he wanted to fuck her mouth all over again. Eyes glinting with mischief, she said, “You’ve got one hell of a tasty cock, Faustin. What’s your come made of?”

So much for the simulator theory.

“Come here,” he said, but in fact he went to her and kissed her long and slow. By design or instinct, she’d washed away the blood lust, the urgency. They had hours of pleasure ahead of them. He tasted his own musk on her lips, the salty notes of his come on her tongue. Under his hands she was pliant and warm, as if she was the one who just had the orgasm.

He palmed her breasts, so full and soft. Her nipples stood up under her T-shirt. Making pleased noises, she went limp in his arms and she offered him her neck unconsciously. It was an instinctive gesture of submission, a mating signal that excited him all over again. If there was any doubt left that she was the one, now it was gone. She was born knowing how to be his bride, even if she couldn’t feed him at the moment. The thought of possessing her, claiming her as his own, blood or no blood, stirred his cock to new life.

He lifted her onto the bed and took off her shoes. Sensible, crepe-soled walking shoes. They bounced off the wall. She shimmied out of her pants. Only then did she notice his cock. Finally. He didn’t sport wood like this for everyone. Her eyes went round.

“Jesú Cristo, Faustin. Impressive recovery. You’re really not human, are you?”

He loved the way she looked on his bed, lush and tawny in her white cotton panties and T-shirt, but he suspected he’d like her naked even more.

“No,” she said when he tugged on her shirt. “I want to leave it on.”

“You’re cracked.”

Did she think he’d be satisfied with a theoretical knowledge of her tits?

“I’m cold.”

“Bullshit.” He reached for it again and she tried to flip onto her stomach. In the struggle he ripped the shirt down the center. They both froze. Slowly he looked up at her face. Her expression was hard, ready for a fight. He looked down again. A huge scar ran down her chest from sternum to navel. More than one scar, he realized, overlapping scars, the skin white and pink and purple in places, stretched shiny tight. There were more, too, smaller ones on her hips, and down on her legs. An awful desecration of a beautiful body.

“I’ve had heart surgery,” she said, her voice tight.

Understatement of the year. There was a lot here, a lot she was not telling him, a lot to worry about. But explanations could wait. For her sake he could not freak out.

“I see.” He drew his fingers up the scar tissue to the clasp on her plain white bra. One click set her gorgeous breasts free. Heavy bottomed breasts, creamy soft with dusky nipples, just as he expected. He did not have to playact, he forgot the scars within seconds.

There was something to be said for being enslaved. He could spend the rest of his life just like this. There was not an inch of her that did not taste like heaven. He explored the soft, round curve of her hips, the depth of her navel, and returned to her breasts again and again until they were flushed and swollen. She held them high for him, gasping in pain but begging for more as he abraded her nipples with flicks of his rough tongue. He made his way back down her belly to her panties. They were soaked and reeking with her tang. He licked her through the fabric, savoring the hint of yielding flesh and the low moans that came from her.

He pulled the fabric away from her body and made a slit through the crotch with his sharp nail. The next time he swiped her with his tongue, he passed his tongue through the hole to lick raw, hot flesh. She screamed in surprise, and screamed again when he found her clit and began to suck.

“Stop it.” She grabbed him by the ears. “I can’t take it. Fuck me.”

Not a problem.

“Con-condom,” she panted.

“Don’t need one.” No disease transference, and he couldn’t impregnate a human. But that was more than he could explain at the moment.

No argument from her. A miracle. She just spread her legs and gave him a look that said, “Hold back and die.”

Again, not a problem. Gregor lifted her hips and rammed home, claiming her in fine old vampyr style.

Inside, her cunt throbbed around him, hotter than her mouth, and so tight he thought he’d entered paradise. He caught her around the waist—a surprisingly small waist compared to her generous ass—drew back and claimed her again, just as hard. She sank her nails into his shoulders and raised her lip at him in a snarl. Though she shook like a leaf, she said, “Again.”

Keeping his eyes locked on hers, he slammed into her and held, pressing up. She yowled but did not try to squirm away.

“This cock is yours, Madelena, understand? But your ass is mine.”

In response she gushed, slick and hot, and took all of him. Dizzy, overwhelmed, he dropped his head to her shoulder, she held him tight, and they began to slide together.

“Gregor,” she groaned, “it’s so good. Why’s it so good?”

His thoughts exactly, even with the line of her jugular throbbing by his cheek.

They rolled, and she came out on top. Gorgeous, self-satisfied, she extracted her pleasure from him in rolling, circular thrusts, leaning low so that her nipples scraped his chest. He slipped his hand between their bellies and found her clit.

“God, yes!” she cried. “Don’t stop!”

He watched the orgasm take her, saw her eyes glaze over, saw her flush from the breasts up. She tensed, hands braced on his chest, her lips parted in anticipation. The contractions began. A strong, pulsing beat grabbed his cock, and her hips jerked over and over. Even when she fell forward on his chest, so limp and warm, she still fluttered inside.

She might have been done with him, but he was nowhere near done with her, and that was no one’s fault but hers.

He said, “On your knees, darling.”

All she did was moan, so he hoisted her into position.

She muttered something into the mattress. It sounded suspiciously like “such a bastard”.

It took only a tug to tear off what was left of her panties. Her ass looked lovely hoisted in the air: round, fat and creamy smooth. His caress left a faint pink mark on her sensitive skin. She made a lazy, contented noise and fell over on one side.

“Oh, no you don’t.” He lifted her up again, and this time gave her a warning slap on the ass. It made a cracking noise, which was followed immediately by her gasp of indignation. A bright pink handprint glowed on one cheek.

“Son of a bitch!”

He slapped her other cheek, and this time, she did not complain—she moaned. She dropped her head low and raised her ass high, asking for more.

And here he thought he could not possibly be more turned on. They’d have to explore spanking later, some day when she was particularly mouthy and deserving. He kissed one flaming handprint, and tested his teeth on her tender flesh.

“We’ve got a long way to go, Madelena. A long way until I’m done with you.”

He teased her with the head of his cock, running it between her cheeks and up her wet cleft.

“It’s yours,” he reminded her, just before he slid home. She accepted him with a low grunt of pleasure.

The part of him which was always in tune with Tangiers heard the change in the beat thumping through the walls. The DJ was transitioning the music to fill the floor, and he would keep the floor ecstatic and sweating until dawn. The volume rose too, and the thrumming bass resonated in the bed frame.

As if waking with the club, Madelena came up to her hands and knees. He covered her, cupping her body under his, so he was inside, over her, around her. He pressed his mouth to her ear, and felt the rounding of her cheek as she smiled. Once again she tilted her head to one side and offered him her throat. Unable to resist this time, he nipped her. She hadn’t forbidden biting, after all, just drinking.

She cried out in surprise and fear, but at the same time her pussy clenched and spasmed, exciting him more.

“Gregor! Shit!”

He released her, she relaxed, and he nipped her again, this time punctuating it with a thrust. For a long moment they hung suspended, her flesh in his teeth, her breath harsh in the air, his need washing over him like a red wave.

When he let her go, all hell broke loose. She went wild under him, bucking and twisting. She was so wet that he could hear it when they slapped together, so wet that her juice coated his balls and ran down his thighs. He fought to keep her under him, and he used his teeth and arms do it. Never had he been so rough with a woman, but then again he had never had a woman like this in bed. With other lovers he was always careful, with her, all he wanted to do was fuck her inside out, devour her alive, and lay around in the afterglow gnawing on her bones.

And that seemed okay with her.

“Yes!” she screamed, pumping as hard as he was, her skin slippery with sweat sliding against his. “Oh God, yes!”

Choking and cursing, she came again, shuddering until she fell flat on her face in exhaustion. He fell with her, sparing her none of his weight. He slithered in her sweat, a mindless rutting animal, lost in the soft heat of her body.

As he passed the point of no return he reached for her hands. His last clear memory was that she was holding on to him.

Thank you, oh Lord, for granting me one last glorious fuck.

When lightening did not strike her down, Maddy grinned into the mattress. God wanted her happy, that she knew, and he must have preserved her through that last encounter, otherwise she was sure her heart would have seized in the middle of it. At times she’d been dangerously dizzy, but she ignored the warnings and held nothing back. That sex had been worth dying for.

Gregor amazed her more every moment. He was not just intriguing, he was sexy; he wasn’t just sexy, he delivered; he didn’t just deliver a good fuck, he fucked her like he had a hard line to her brain.

What was even more amazing was how comfortable he seemed to be now, draped over her, completely relaxed. After sex, after intense sex, particularly, some men couldn’t wait to get out of bed and get on their way. Of course she was in his bed—there was that—but clearly he wanted her to stay. He was on top of her, and showed no signs of moving. Her left hand was still intertwined with his.

And best of all, he hadn’t noticed her swollen ankles.

As she was thinking these things, Gregor returned to the land of the living. He turned her over for a kiss. Though Maddy would have sworn she didn’t even have the strength to pucker, she found herself molding her body to his, smoothing her palms up his strong back, egging him on, and falling far, far down into a kiss without bottom.

When they came up for air, she gasped, “Damn! I love doing that. Who taught you to kiss, Faustin?”

“You did.” He ran a finger over her lips, his blue eyes soft and searching. “I can’t remember kissing anyone else.”

Shit. Now her heart really was going to fail. Three million alarm bells went off in her head. Sweet talk was dangerous. Feelings were dangerous. Time to back up—back up very slowly and change direction.

“So, you box?” Oh, that’s smooth, Maddy.

Gregor blinked at her in surprise. “Why do you ask?”

“You’re built like a fighter.” She ran her hand over his muscular shoulder. He had a lot of power in his upper body, and she didn’t think it came from hanging around a nightclub. “I see it in your stance too. And then there’s your nose.”

He caught her hand before she touched his nose. “I’ll have you know only one break happened in the ring. What do you know about boxing?”

“What don’t I know? I come from a family of boxers. My dad and his brother boxed in their day, and my cousin is Angel Escobar.

Gregor lit up like a Christmas tree. “The Avenger? I saw him take down Miguel Santos. Best fight I’ve ever seen. You’re his cousin?”

“Yep.” Vague, peripheral fame—always such a rush. “All us cousins used to spar on my grandma’s bed.”

“You know, this explains a lot about your temperament.”

Maddy tried to jerk her hand out of his, but Gregor held it firm. He settled onto his back to examine her fingers one by one. “So the violence doesn’t bother you?”

“I love being ringside, close enough to taste the sweat,” she said, then bit her tongue. The correct answer had been Oh, it’s disgusting. I much prefer the ballet.

Gregor heaved a big sigh. “A boxing fan. And I thought I was in love after the blowjob.”

Maddy blushed. “Fuck you, Faustin.”

He was joking, wasn’t he?

Gregor just laughed. “Are you thirsty?”

It was an unnecessary question, Maddy thought, seeing as they’d both just dropped ten pounds of water weight in sweat, drool and come.

“What would you like?”

“Just water.”

He slipped into his pants—a crying shame, a loss to all womankind. “I’ve got to go to the bar no matter what—I don’t even have a glass in here. Sure you don’t want something else?”

Maddy shook her head. “Just a lot of water.”

“Be right back, then. There’s a bathroom over there.” He nodded at a discreet gray door between the two rooms and walked away, pulling on his shirt.

Gregor looked a little dazed to her. Of course, she was dazed herself, so was not the best judge, maybe, but he wasn’t stamping around in that impatient way of his. She crawled to the end of the bed and watched him sort of weave his way to the outer door. When he opened it, a wave of noise and light hit her for an instant, and then he was gone.

Curious as to how the club looked now that it was in full swing, she put on her coat (it just barely covered her important parts) and went to peek out the door.

Even though she expected it, the change was still surprising. Now the club was packed, body to body, and the air was hot and moist and full of the smell of alcohol and fog and perfume. The music was deafening, relentless, and, she had to admit, decidedly sensual. The bass vibrated straight up her thighs, and she clutched the doorjamb, remembering how Gregor had thrust into her with the same rhythm.

From her hiding place she could make out the far edges of the dance floor. It lay in a deep pit, packed with writhing bodies like one of the seven circles of hell. The crowded bar was just to her left. The people waiting there either used gestures to speak, or shouted directly into one another’s ears. Gregor was behind the bar, bending over to speak to the bartender. She wished the bartender was an old guy named Micky, but instead the bartender was a gorgeous Asian girl barely old enough to drink herself. She was also obviously crushing on Gregor. But Maddy couldn’t blame her, especially that moment. His smile was easy, his hair tousled and he had only managed to button one of his shirt buttons and it was the wrong one at that. No man could possibly be sexier.

To his credit he did not seem to notice his bartender’s admiring eyes or svelte hips, he just looked loopy.

Ha.

Maddy let the door close. He walked in a minute later with a tray balanced on one hand. The first thing he did was shake his head at her pea coat.

“Well, what do you want me to wear?”

“Nothing,” he said. “Failing that, leather.”

“Leather.” She snorted. She’d look like an ottoman.

He studied her appraisingly. “A leather waist cincher and a collar. Nothing more. Except heels, of course.”

“You are depraved, Faustin, but we already knew that, didn’t we? Is that my water?”

They settled down on the leather sofa. A collar? Did he mean a decorator collar, or a functioning collar? Or did he just say that to get her riled up? His face gave nothing away.

The tray held a tall glass of ice water, a mug of hot water, a salt shaker and a strange assortment of bar garnishes: one highball glass holding skewered olives, another glass full of maraschino cherries, a third containing orange slices and the last full of bar nuts.

“Do you eat any of these things?” He gestured at the selection.

Maddy cocked her head at the question. Was this a test? “Well, yes.”

“Good.” He gave her a relieved grin. “I thought you might be hungry.”

Oh my God, he was trying to feed her. Faustin was adorable! How had this happened? Did anyone else know how cute he was?

“Thank you.” She worked to keep a straight face. To prove her sincerity, she ate an orange slice. “Do you ever eat any of these things?”

His eyes widened, as if she’d asked if he ate roaches. “No. Nothing solid.”

“Do you drink anything beside blood?”

“There’s nothing else I need, but I like coffee in the morning, and there’s booze, of course. Nothing else sits well. But Alex—he’s my little brother—he eats much more of your food.” Gregor dropped his voice as if letting her in on a big secret. “He owns a blender.”

Dark secrets of the Lords of Night. “And so…?”

“He makes fruit smoothies.”

Gregor’s lips went thin as he considered this blow against the dignity of vampires everywhere. Maddy clapped her hands together. She liked this Alex character. “Why does he do that?”

“Because he’s a nut.” For all his disapproval, Gregor sounded pretty fond of his brother. “I think he’s going native. You’ll see what I mean when you meet him.”

And when might that be? Maddy squirmed a little in her seat, but then got distracted when Gregor began to shake salt into his hot water.

“What’s that?”

“This is what you call bare maintenance.” With a rueful smile he added half a packet of sugar to his salt water.

“A blood substitute?”

Gregor made a noise that sounded like “Phhhttt” and buried his face in the mug. Okay, she understood. She spoke a little grumpy vampire now. It was a pathetic substitute for blood, and if he’d had his way, his belly would be full of her blood this moment.

She wasn’t sure how she felt about that. In the heat of things, she wanted to give everything to him, anything he wanted. But considered in cold light, the thought of him dining on her was kind of gross. He would be, in effect, a two-hundred-pound mosquito. On the bright side, though, he was not a walking corpse.

Considering his disgruntlement, she shouldn’t have been surprised by his next words.

“Tell me about your heart.”

But she was, because she was in such denial about it that night. The organ in question lub-dubbed in its sloppy, half-assed way against her ribs. It was hard to lie to Gregor, particularly now, when he was so sweetly rumpled and concerned. All his attention was riveted on her. He would hear it if she lied.

“I was born with a heart defect.” Without thinking she reached up to stroke the sunken scar. “Four of them, actually. It’s called the Tetrology of Fallot—a funny name, I know. I had to have corrective surgery when I was born, and several more times, well, ten times all together. There were complications, you see…”

Skipping this, skipping that, skipping over scary details, massive infections, long hospital stays, one malpractice suit, the simple fact that her heart was a lemon, and going in for the big lie. “I’m fine now. It’s just that my circulation is bad.”

Gregor dropped his eyes low, to his mug, maybe, or the rising steam. “Your pulse is odd. I’ve never heard anything like it.”

Yeah, ’cause most folks with hearts like hers were dead.

“Is this why you won’t date anyone?” he asked.

“No, and why is my business, so don’t go there.”

Still he was finding his mug fascinating.

“I’d rather you share the truth with me by your free will, Madelena.” His voice was so soft that the threat almost didn’t register with her.

“You know Faustin, just because I had sex with you doesn’t—”

Quick as a snake, he grabbed her wrist. “That was more than sex. You know it.”

“Let go.” She strained against his grip. When he didn’t let go, she said, “I have to pee.”

That worked. Invoking bodily functions always worked. She fled to the bathroom.

Chapter 7

Like the rest of his place, the bath was mostly empty and scrupulously clean. She sat on the toilet, face buried in her hands, thinking. Thinking for a long time, even though the options were few. In the end she decided that running like hell was her best option. There was nothing else to do, no way to make this thing better.

If she’d only listened to her common sense, she’d be safe in her jammies. Instead here she was hiding in a vampire’s bathroom, a vampire that was getting serious on her. If any male creature in the world could be counted on to be content with a one night stand, she’d think the inventors of the Dine and Dash would be right at the top of that list.

Goddamn Gregor Faustin. Whatever she did next, she was going to hurt him, and that was the last thing she wanted to do.

She put off talking to him a few minutes more by cleaning herself up. As she did, she noticed a purplish spot on her shoulder. Squinting, she leaned in close to the mirror to see it. It was in fact a spectacular bite mark on her shoulder. And there was another on her neck. And another. And another. A necklace of bruised teeth marks. It looked like she’d been mauled by a pit bull. She remembered him nipping her, but this was out of control.

“Faustin!”

Looking none too happy himself, he came to loom in the bathroom door.

She pointed to her neck. “I want you to fix these right now.”

“No.” He was so curt she wanted to slap him.

“What do you mean, ‘no’? I’m not your chew toy. This is disgusting.”

He strong-armed her in front of the mirror and stood behind her, holding her there. “The bites are clean, but I promise you, they won’t fade fast.”

With gentle fingers he massaged the bruised flesh in circles. As he did, she flashed back on the moment of the biting, the pain sharpening the pleasure, him inside her, possessing her.

“When you’re alone, you are going to touch these bites and think of me. You’re going to come when you think of me possessing you.”

“No. I won’t.”

In the mirror she saw his big hands over her breasts, the purple of the scars dark between them.

His lips were on her hair, on her brow, at her ear. “I’ve marked you as mine.”

No, no, no.

“Madelena, I can’t control this thing—neither can you.”

As he spoke, his hands became rough and his kisses urgent rather than coaxing. All her resolutions cracked. She couldn’t think straight. Her breasts ached, she wanted him inside, she wanted to bend over the sink that moment and take him.

“You feel it.”

Maddy shook her head, denying it even as she softened against him. “No,” she whispered. That word was all she had to hold on to, the only right answer. Whatever was happening between them, it was just too late. “Gregor, please, don’t.”

Their eyes met in the mirror. His hands ran down her belly, over her hips. His voice snaked its way down her spine. “Tell me what’s going on.”

Instead she reached back to caress his face and lifted her mouth to his. If he knew how to read it, her answer was in her kiss—her regrets, her apologies. Their tongues slid together briefly, then he left her mouth to kiss down her throat, to nurse at her faulty pulse. Her eyes drifted shut.

This had to stop.

Maddy opened her eyes. What she saw in the mirror shocked her. She didn’t even recognize herself. Embarrassed, she looked at the floor, but she had to look again, just to understand what she’d seen.

Gregor’s head was a shadow against her neck. Fascinated, she lifted a hand and sank her fingers into his dark hair. The heavy-lidded woman in the mirror matched her gesture—a woman who looked like she could fuck an army and ask for more, a woman with a vampire’s brand circling her throat.

Gregor lifted his head and nodded his approval, meeting her eyes in the mirror. “Now you see who you are. Is it any wonder I want you?”

His hand skimmed straight down her belly. Eager for his touch, she widened her stance, and his fingers slipped into her cleft. Of course she was wet, wet like Niagara Falls was wet. That first sliding stroke almost made her come. His other hand clapped over her breast, teased a nipple. Helpless, she trembled in his arms while he played her like he knew her every secret.

“You’re so damn hot. I want to suck you dry,” he growled into her ear. “I want all of you, Madelena, and sooner or later, I will get what I want.”

“You can’t.”

Her heart was going nuts, her head was spinning. She didn’t know if she was going to come or die or both.

Snarling, he pushed her head down so she was bent over the sink. “Spread your legs.”

But he didn’t do what she expected. Instead, Gregor dropped to his knees and repaid her for her blow job.

He spread her cheeks wide and lapped his cat tongue around her asshole. He sucked and bit her ass until his saliva ran hot down her crack and swamped her pussy. Maddy clawed at the sink, trying to keep her feet, knowing he was going to bring her to her knees.

It was torture.

“Fuck me,” she begged. “Please.”

Instead he forced her legs even wider and probed her with his tongue. His tongue, which should be illegal. Slurping and sucking her tender flesh while his long finger caressed her G-spot. She gripped the sink tight. His tongue zeroed in on her clit.

“Gregor…”

She was so wet it was flowing down her legs. He was drinking her.

The room spun, she couldn’t feel her limbs, but at her center she went supernova.

“Ah!” Blackness was on her, a black convulsive wave. She fell through it, and came down hard.

Next thing she knew she was on her back, staring up at the bathroom ceiling. Gregor was holding a wet cloth to her forehead, his face ashen. “You hit your head on the sink.”

Actually she was pretty sure she fainted from lack of oxygen, then hit her head. Standing up and orgasming was just too much to ask of the poor ticker. “I’m okay.”

Gregor frowned.

Their short future flashed before her.

It was hard to be the one by the bedside, to be helpless, to be forced to watch the spook show. Being the sick one was the easy half of the deal, really. She would not let him be torn apart by this. She’d rather have him hate her than go through it.

“Come here,” she said, smiling, wanting him to smile back at her. “Make me forget my head hurts.”

Make me forget what comes next.

They made love, a little circle of carpet the only thing between them and cold tile. Gregor handled her with great gentleness, like she was a blown egg.

They took their time. When she was ready she guided him in and they rocked together in a quiet pool of pleasure, dragging it out as long as they could. It was impossible to say who went first. They climaxed together, the shock waves passing through his frame direct echoes of her own, their kisses in the aftermath more tender than she would have ever thought possible.

In that moment she understood she could love Gregor Faustin. A man who could kiss her like that was a man who could have her heart. Too bad her heart wasn’t worth keeping.

It was more than she could deal with that night. So tired she was sick from it, she begged for sleep. He carried her to bed, where she returned to the blackness in his arms.

Gregor woke because he was cold. She was missing from his side, but the sheets were still warm. He leapt out of bed, found the bathroom empty, caught her scent and strode out into the sleeping club, his feet sticking to gunk that coated the floor at the end of every night. It was pitch dark, but he saw her right away, his night vision outlining her in tones of gray and silver. She was all bundled up, had her lunch pail in her hand, and was making her way haltingly across the floor.

“Madelena,” he shouted. That was a mistake. He should have snuck up on her.

She sprinted for an emergency exit, which was probably only visible to her as a glowing red sign. He ran after her, but she was too close to the door. Being a smart human, she threw herself against the latch bar, and the door swung open, spilling a long rectangle of sunlight across the floor. Gregor had to leap back to keep his toes from getting burned.

He put one hand up to protect his eyes from the brightness. “Don’t go.”

“I have to.” All of the strength and laughter that he loved in her voice was gone. Her breath came in heavy gasps.

“Tell me why you’re doing this.”

Madelena did not answer for a few heartbeats, then she said, “One night is all I ever wanted, Gregor. I said that from the start.”

Her shadow passed into the bright world and the door swung shut.

“You are lying!” he screamed after her.

It would be okay once she was home. All she needed to do was get home.

One thing at a time.

Maddy stood in the street outside Tangiers, squinting in the weak morning sun, trying to orient herself but seeing nothing but brick walls and steel doors. She didn’t know the meatpacking district at all, didn’t know where the nearest subway stop might be. The street was all locked down and devoid of life. She was lost.

Gregor’s scream still echoed in her ears. She thought about turning around, pounding on the doors, crawling into his arms, begging his forgiveness.

So he can drive you to the hospital? See you hooked up to a respirator? Watch—

Clammy with sweat and sick to her stomach, she headed roughly northeast and hoped for the best. How she found a station, she did not understand. She just stumbled on a stairway down and followed it. Like a drunk, she trusted the universe to take care of her sorry ass, and it worked.

At her transfer station she had to climb stairs to get to her next train. Fucking Mayan temple stairs. Endless. Halfway up she had to stop to rest, her lungs burning, each breath painful. Commuters swarmed around her, buffeting her as they squeezed past, some of them bitching at her. I am an obstruction to progress, she laughed to herself, plaque in the subway’s arteries.

Once at the top she learned she had to turn around and go down a new flight of stairs. Sadists designed the system. She’d often thought so, but now she was convinced. Halfway down to her platform she heard a train coming in, saw it was her beloved number seven train. The thought of waiting for the next one was more than she could stand. Desperation gave her a burst of energy and she stumbled down the stairs and across the platform, shoving herself through the doors just as they began to close.

Maddy grabbed a pole and pressed her cheek against the cool, smooth metal. It was so hard to breathe. Home, Jeeves, she thought to herself. The train heaved and she went dizzy. Instead of passing, the spell turned into pure vertigo. She fell into an open seat and dropped her head between her legs. Her stomach twisted and heaved, but it was empty.

“You okay, ma’am?” A hand touched her shoulder. She turned her head to see a kind, black face, a clean-cut young kid in a natty suit and a skinny retro tie. Nation of Islam? Or was this some new fashion statement she didn’t know about? Every detail about him mattered a lot, somehow, from the crack in his lower lip to the starched points of his collar. He was a very beautiful, a unique soul. And so kind. She smiled at him, wanting to reassure him, because she loved him. She loved everyone.

And funny enough, she could not breathe.

It’s happening.

The floor rose up to embrace her. It felt good. Almost as good as snuggling in bed with Gregor.

At the dark, fringy edges of her consciousness she heard a woman’s voice. It sliced through the warm static filling her brain.

“Don’t worry, I’m a doctor.”

Fuck.

Chapter 8

Gregor slammed his fist against the steel door, furious that he could not follow her. Furious at the sun.

“Liar!”

His scream bounced off the walls and echoed like a ghost in the empty club. A white rectangle of light danced across his retinas. He dug his palms into his eye sockets, trying to make the burning image go away, but that only made it worse.

“Fuck!”

He was going to lose her.

“Goddamn motherfucking shit!”

He gave her a half hour to get home, then called her. When she didn’t pick up, he pled with her answering machine, feeling like an idiot. “Madelena, talk to me. Call me.”

An hour later he did it again. Then he swore he’d hit himself over the head with a hammer before he did it a third time.

A vampyr needed to sleep by day, more than a human needs to sleep by night. His body knew when the sun was out and shut down in response. As Gregor turned cold, his thoughts became increasingly sluggish and depressed. Maybe she wasn’t lying. He had to admit that she’d never shown any interest in him beyond sex. In fact, she’d warned him off repeatedly.

Maybe she didn’t like him at all.

Maybe he’d convinced himself that he wanted her because he believed it was inevitable. Under normal circumstances he’d never put up with her bullshit, that was sure as hell. The whole thing felt like a curse, a spell gone wrong.

Everything was wrong.

And he was so fucking hungry he could suck on a rat. He had to sleep. Then he could hunt. Then he could think. So he anesthetized himself with several shots of vodka and sealed himself in his bedroom behind a triple-walled sliding steel door. The bed sheets reeked of their sex. He fell into a light, troubled sleep.

When he woke he dressed and stalked grimly into the street. It was just dark. He took the first person he saw, some hipster kid plugged into his iPod. Gregor hauled him into an alley and drained him as far as he dared. Well, maybe a little further than that. No one was getting off easy that night.

The sour blood made him wretch, but he swallowed because he had to. He wiped the kid’s memory of the bite and shoved him out of the alley.

The first feeding did nothing more than give Gregor the strength for a second feeding. For this one he went all the way to Central Park, because he needed to run in the woods, to hunt, to be wild.

He climbed a tree and squatted on a branch, scanning for a likely prospect among the evening runners and dog walkers. Maybe Mikhail was right. Maybe this was the best way to feed. Maybe this was the best way to interact with humans, period.

A female runner jogged past his perch, her breath labored in the cold night air. The fact that her ass looked a little like Madelena’s might have had something to do with his choice. He dropped from the branch, silent as a dream. In three long strides he caught up with her and spun her off the path into the bushes. Instead of stunning her right away, he let her fight. She kicked and struggled and screamed against his palm. He only held her closer.

The struggling stopped when he bit her. It always did. Her panicked blood spurted down his throat in pulsing hot bursts, but her fear did nothing to improve the flavor.

She was not Madelena.

Though Gregor tried not to listen to the stories that lived in human blood, he caught images of people she loved, places she’d been. He didn’t want to know. He shoved her away and she fell to the ground. Dragging her to her feet, he whispered, “Forget me. Run.”

Convinced that he could find someone who tasted decent if he kept trying, he began to grab and sample anyone who came in his reach, hardly bothering to conceal his actions. Each one tasted worse than the last, but their blood mingled in his veins and gave him a powerful rush.

He spotted a sleek young suit walking along with his attaché in one hand and his phone in the other. Gregor spread his arms and smiled like an old friend. Surprised, the man flipped his phone shut, and Gregor embraced him. Observers would mistake them for lovers. They would not see the struggle. He bit high, sinking his teeth into the cologne-scented flesh just beneath the jaw. This one tasted worse than all the others, so bad he had to draw back and spit the blood onto the ground, where it mingled with standing water and dead leaves.

A shadow stepped between them. Mikhail. No one else would dare.

“Go.” Gregor and Mikhail said it at the same time. The man ran.

Mikhail stood close, so close his breath warmed Gregor’s cheek. “I wondered who was hunting on my grounds, leaving a trail of fear.” When Mikhail was this quiet it meant he was angry. “I’d mistake you for new-turned trash, Grisha.”

Gregor spat again, trying to clear his mouth of the taste of cat piss and ashes. “Just walk on, Mikhail. I need this.”

“You’re blood drunk.” Mikhail’s hand closed on his shoulder. “Go home.”

Gregor knocked his hand away. “I will feed when I want, where I want, as much as I want.”

“Listen to yourself,” Mikhail said, his lip curling with disgust. “You are a Faustin!”

“I’d rather be trash.” Gregor walked away, heading deeper into the park, not out of it.

He expected Mikhail to come after him. What he did not expect was that he’d hit him from behind.

Whump! The blow knocked Gregor face down in the dead winter grass. He flipped over just in time to catch Mikhail’s leg and pull it from under him. They grappled on the ground, silent, their blows powerful. They fought rarely, but when they did, it was real. And they knew one another too well not to know exactly how to best harm the other.

Mikhail pinned him down and hammered on his kidneys. Gregor twisted free just enough to jam his elbow in Mikhail’s face. A spray of blood flavored the air, and Mikhail reeled back. Then they were both on their feet, throwing punches. This was where Gregor was strongest, where he wanted to stay.

Blood drunk or not, the violence cleared Gregor’s mind. He lined up his blows carefully. A jab, a feint, and a sharp uppercut to Mikhail’s jaw. Beautiful. It snapped his head back. That punch would have knocked anyone else out, but Gregor was fighting the strongest vampyr in New York, maybe in America. Soon he’d take over leadership of the family.

In the next second he hit Mikhail twice in the solar plexus, doubling him over. Gregor felt happy for the first time that night. He lifted his leg to kick him in the head, but Mikhail recovered fast and caught his foot. Gregor tumbled.

Mikhail caught him by the collar and heaved him into the air, roaring with the effort. For a moment Gregor was flying, weightless—until his spine wrapped around a tree trunk.

The tree knocked the wind from him and he hit the ground hard, smacking his head on a tree root. He had a moment then to consider that the good thing about fighting Mikhail was that you never got the feeling he was holding back on you.

Instinct alone saved him from Mikhail’s next blow, because all he could see was stars. Blind, he threw out a fist, met flesh, got in a couple of random strikes before Mikhail was on top of him, his knee on his chest, his forearm a steel bar against his windpipe.

“Give!”

Gregor tried to unbalance him, but Mikhail was immovable. He weighed a thousand pounds.

“Give!” He put his weight on his forearm, crushing Gregor’s throat. Instead of panicking, Gregor relaxed. When everything was fucked up, it was good to know a few things for certain. One was pain. He understood pain, how he felt now, how he’d feel tomorrow. He also understood precedence. Fighting Mikhail was a grand gesture, but always futile, because he was Eldest. But he had to test him once in a while, and test himself, because Gregor was Second.

He was in no hurry to surrender, though his lungs screamed for air. But when the will to live finally overcame his stubbornness, he raised his arms above his head and opened his palms. His vision was closing around the edges, but he could see Mikhail’s blood-caked face clear enough. Seeing his gesture, Mikhail smiled like an angel and kissed Gregor on the lips.

“Now tell me why you’re being such an asshole.”

Only then did he lift his arm, and Gregor choked his way back to life and breath.

“I don’t see why you gave her any choice.” Mikhail said after Gregor told him his story. They still sat underneath the same tree, both of them too sore and tired to go anywhere else.

“What, was I supposed to tie her to the bed?”

“Yes.” Mikhail was perfectly serious.

“You’re saying I should drive to Queens, tie her up and stuff her in the trunk?”

Mikhail shrugged. “She’s human. You don’t even need rope. Just tell her to get in the trunk.”

The idea of trying that was funny enough to make him laugh—almost. “You haven’t met her. I can push her a little, but no more.”

“No fascination?” Now Mikhail looked mildly curious. “She’s that resistant? It must be part of the package—why she’s a fit mate for you.”

“Yeah, and is a messed-up heart part of the package? Is it part of the package that I can’t feed on her? Is it part of the package that she won’t have anything to do with me? I’m telling you, this is fucked up.”

“She’s not lying about the heart, is she?”

“No, her pulse is whacked.”

“But I don’t understand. You tasted her when you bonded to her. She was okay then?”

Gregor had not considered that. He thought back. It was hard to say. “I didn’t taste her heart’s blood, just bruise blood.”

Mikhail grimaced. “Why would you do that?”

“I thought I owed her something after I ran over her.” That was his mistake. He should have just let the ambulance take her away. If he had, he’d still be sane. “I wasn’t hungry, I just wanted to clean up her wounds.”

“You ran her over—with your car?” Mikhail laughed. He didn’t do that very often. He sounded like a coughing seal. Gregor scowled. It really wasn’t funny.

Well, maybe it was a little funny.

“Look,” Mikhail said, wiping his eyes. “I’m sure this can be worked out. If she’s your intended, of course you can feed from her. How are you going to breed with her if you can’t convert her? Go get her, and I’ll find someone to consult on this.”

Chapter 9

“I cannot believe what a fucking idiot you are.”

The trick to hospital life was to sleep as much as possible. To hover just below the threshold of consciousness where you were not hurting, or worried or bored, just numb. She’d done a pretty good job of it, too, coming out of it only to argue with her family and doctors. Late night was the best time, when the ICU was quiet, or as quiet as it gets, and no one visited. Which is why she was very surprised to wake up to these words late on her second night there.

Gregor? Cracking open her eyes, she saw his massive black silhouette in the greenish fluorescent light. The memory of their night together had kept her company in these quite hours alone. She held the memory close, and knew that even though he hated her for leaving him, he would also remember their night together, how good they were together, long after she was gone.

She never wanted him to see her like this.

“Get lost, Faustin,” she said, her voice a croak. “You don’t belong here.”

“I’m not leaving.”

Maddy groped for the call button at her side.

“That won’t work.”

“Please tell me you didn’t do anything to the nurses.”

“Don’t worry about it. I’ve just arranged it so that we can talk.”

Maddy rolled her head toward at the curtain to her left. “Mr. Zimmerman?”

“Isn’t listening.”

Vampires. The low, electric hum of her machinery became loud in the silence as she considered what to do with him, the wheels of her mind turning slow. All the little computers attached to her pinged and chirped their slow chorus. Her oxygen tube itched her nose.

“So, talk.”

Taken off the offensive, he seemed at a loss. His eyes flicked nervously over the tangle of wires emerging from the collar of her gown, the tubes at her wrists, the machines behind her. “Well, first…uh, I have to give you this.”

Gregor fished a big gold crucifix out of his pocket. He dangled it in front of her like a hypnotist. It was an Eastern Orthodox cross, the kind with the extra bars. “My mother wanted me to give this to you, and to tell you she’s praying for you. See, the writing on the back says, Save and Protect in Russian.

“Your mother?” Maddy was wondering if she was having one of those strange hospital dreams. “What in the hell does your mother know about me?”

Gregor picked up her hand, carefully, because it had an IV in it, and pressed the cross into her palm. “My mother hopes you will marry me.” Then he knelt down on one knee and kissed her knuckles. “Madelena, I hope you will marry me.”

Oh shit. It was like being hit with his car all over again. She struggled for breath, her eyes on the ceiling tiles, the ceiling tiles a blur from tears. “I’m dying, Gregor. You know that, don’t you?”

“I’ve come to offer you a chance at life.”

“Oh my God.” It was just like Lestat and Claudia. “You’ve come to make me into a vampire.”

“Well, yes, that’s part of the plan.”

“Forget it.” She pulled her hand from his. “I won’t do it.”

Gregor stood up and put his hands on his hips. “Now what’s your problem?”

Tender moment officially over.

“Because I don’t want to be immortal. It’s not right. We all have to move on.”

He threw his arms out. “Why are you so goddamn death obsessed? Look, it’s not an issue. None of us are immortal. I’m not offering you immortality. I don’t even know if I can offer you a full life.”

“Just what are you offering me, then?”

“A heart transplant.”

“Christ, Gregor.” Maddy sighed. “You think I haven’t been through all this with my own doctors?”

“I want you to meet someone. Can I bring him in?”

Maddy lifted a hand. “Bring him in. Bring anyone you want in. Why the hell not?”

Gregor stepped through the curtains, and returned a few moments later with a sleek, handsome man wearing jeans and a sweater, and carrying an attaché. He gave her the “don’t worry, I’m a professional” bedside smile that she’d seen so many times, so she knew he was a doctor right away.

“Madelena, this is Dr. Felix El Khouri.”

“Hello, Madelena. You can call me Felix. I’m pleased to meet you.” He spoke in an intriguing French accent. “I’ve been reading your charts. You’ve quite the history.”

“You’re telling me.”

“You’ve refused further interventions, I see.”

“If you’ve read the chart then you know they would just be gestures at this point. I’d rather not go through it. What kind of doctor are you, anyway?”

“I’m a cardiac surgeon—or I was, until recently—Harvard Medical, Johns Hopkins, New York University. But then I met my wife and became a vampire, and now hospital work is not practical for me anymore.”

Ah, a vamp doc. That’s why he gave off a sexy vibe. She wondered if there were any dorky vampires, or fat vampires, or loser vampires. Felix continued, “But don’t worry, I’m not much out of practice yet. And I have a plan for you.”

“There’s nothing left to do. I’m not a candidate for transplant.”

“Ah, but with vampire blood in your veins, you will be.” Excited by the idea, he waved his hands like a magician. “Madelena, vampire blood is amazing stuff. It’s infection proof, it just assimilates everything, even transplants.”

“You know this for certain?”

“Not for certain. We haven’t done this before, as far as I can discover, but theoretically, it should work.”

“You have a donor heart for me?”

“No, and to be honest, it might take a while to find one through unofficial channels. A clean one, you know. I don’t think you’d want a heart taken…ah…unscrupulously? In the best case scenario we will find you a vampire heart, but that would be even more difficult. Anyway, that is all talk for the future. Right now, I want to implant a Jarvik 2000.”

Maddy groaned.

“You know it? I don’t mean the full mechanical replacement, the Jarvik-7. I’m speaking of a heart assist. The Jarvik 2000 is an axial blood pump. Unlike the 7, we’ve had some success with extended use of the 2000. I think you will do well with it until we can find you a heart.”

Maddy gestured for him to continue. “I’ve read about it.”

“Now, your case is a bit of a…what is the term? Catch-22? It will be hard on your heart to be turned so quickly, but you will need vampire blood to accept the Jarvis. We’re going to have to do it all at the same time. We’re going to drain you, transfuse you, take your heart off line and install the pump.”

Maddy sniffed at the idea. That was crazy. Felix nodded in agreement. “It’s not certain to succeed. If I had the choice, I would separate the two procedures by weeks, but you don’t have the time.”

“Odds?”

“There’s no precedent by which to set odds.” Felix chewed on his pen. A bad sign.

“Come on. I know how you guys think.”

He shrugged. “You are weak, but the will counts for much. I’ll give you 4 in 10 that you will survive the transfusion, and then raise your odds to even for the installation. But if you survive, I think you’ll do well with the pump. How you’ll do with the donor heart will depend on your health later. That I can’t predict.”

Maddy fingered the cross, its warm weight reassuring in her hand. She thought she was done with these decisions, and there had been peace in that. Could she put herself through it? Split open yet again, and maintained by machines, nagged by. The perpetual doubt and worry. She looked over at Gregor. She bet he didn’t have a clue what this artificial heart meant for her—or for them.

“Felix, remind me, where would the cable exit my body?”

“Just above the navel.”

Gregor’s brows rose in surprise. Yeah, she thought that would be a shocker. Baby’s got a plug.

“And it ties into a battery pack, right?” She looked straight at Gregor as she said that. “One I wear around my waist 24/7?”

“Yes, this diagram shows how it works.” Happy as a boy with a toy, Felix pulled a brochure out of his attaché. Maddy waved it away, but Gregor took it and studied it, his face grave. “You see, there is the battery pack on one side of the belt, which powers the impeller, and this box on the other side is the system controller. It regulates the pump speed.”

“And I would have to avoid all strenuous activities, I assume.” Maddy met Gregor’s eyes again. “So how’s that for sexy, Faustin? A puffy, couch-bound wife with a crusty plug in her belly and a belt full of batteries that never comes off. Still hot on the marriage idea?”

Gregor sat down on the edge of the bed. Suddenly he looked as tired as her. “Maddy, turning you is marrying you. Turning is a binding process, it links us all the way down to the cellular level. And of course I want to turn you, because I want you to live.”

“I’ll be outside if you have any questions,” Felix said as he slipped away.

“Linked to the cellular level?” Maddy said. “That’s nuts! If that’s true, what happens to you if I die in this process?”

Gregor lowered his head, didn’t answer. It came together for her, all too clearly. This was as dangerous for him as it was for her.

“Oh no, Faustin. What happens to you if you’re tied to an invalid for the rest of your life? Or what if I die in surgery? No way. I’m not going to let you.”

Lifting his head, he met her eyes. His expression was resolved, his eyes, breathtaking blue. “That’s not how I see it.”

Maddy dug in her heels. Save and Protect. It worked both ways. She could save him. “Offer declined. I want you to leave now.”

“Maddy—”

“Go!”

Gregor glanced over at her heart monitor, which was beeping fast and no doubt looked like the Pyrenees. “I’m going to let you think about this,” he said in a placate-the-crazy-person tone. “I’ll come back tomorrow.”

“Don’t.” She softened her voice. “Gregor, I appreciate what you are trying to do. No one has ever done anything so nice for me. But the dice have already been thrown, you know? I’m okay with this.”

Gregor scowled. “You’d better not die before I come back tomorrow.”

Alex met him at the nurse’s station. He and Felix had been busy fascinating the nurses. “How’d it go?”

Gregor slammed through the exit without answering. As he did, he heard Alex saying goodbye to all his new friends, then he and Felix were falling in behind him as he walked down the hall.

“That good, huh?”

Felix said, “I should not have told her the odds.”

“No, it’s fair for her to know. We all have to know what we’re getting into.”

“Well, I should vanish before one of my old colleagues sees me.”

“Yes, go, Felix. Thank you. The plan for tomorrow is still in effect as far as I’m concerned.”

Felix bowed. “We’ll be ready.”

After he left, Alex said, “So?”

“She won’t do it. She’s trying to protect me, to keep me from being hurt if she dies in the process.”

“Great. That means she likes you. But doesn’t she know that you’re screwed either way?”

“I didn’t explain to her that I’m already bound to her.”

“Why not?”

“Think, Alex. I don’t want to guilt trip her into this. She has to want it herself. She has to want an artificial heart. She has to want to be like us. She has to want to be bound to me.”

They stopped at the elevators. Gregor felt a lot like driving his head through the wall, because even as he said these things, he knew it was hopeless that she would want any of it. “If she went through it just because she felt sorry for me, I don’t think she’d have the will to survive.”

“So you’re helping all this along by fighting with her?”

The elevator doors opened. “It’s what we do best.”

“Have you told her you love her?”

“I asked her to marry me.”

Alex sighed. “Yeah…good…but did you tell her you loved her?”

“Well, no, but she knows.” The elevator doors opened, Gregor glowered at the people waiting outside, none stepped forward, and the doors closed again. “Of course she knows. Why else would I be doing all this?”

“You know, you and Mikhail make fun of me for watching Oprah, but Misha is a monk, and you’re a Neanderthal.” Alex folded his arms and leaned against the railing. “You make me proud to be a metrosexual.”

“What?” He couldn’t understand a thing Alex was saying. “What the fuck are you talking about? Just tell me what I’m supposed to do!”

“Grisha, you’ve got to make with the nice.”

Chapter 10

The next night, just after sundown, Maddy had an unexpected visitor. All day she’d dreaded seeing Gregor again, fighting with him again. Her own family had moved into resignation mode. It was hard to watch, but they were troopers. They’d been at her deathbed more than once. When they left, she just wanted to sleep and sleep, but a strange woman slipped through her curtains, hardly stirring them. She had the build and posture of a dancer. Her dark hair was pulled back into a chignon and streaked with a single blaze of white. She wore a simple black dress and a little crocheted cardigan sweater that looked like they dated from the 1930s.

“Madelena López de Victoria,” she said in a thick Russian accent, her hands folded in front of her as if she were at a recital. “My name is Natalia Grigorevna Faustin.”

Oh no. The Mom. Gregor guessed she wouldn’t kick his mom out.

What else was there to say but, “Thank you for the cross”? She gestured to her IV stand, where the cross dangled like a Christmas ornament. Mrs. Faustin smiled. Maddy could see Gregor in her coloring, her broad cheekbones, and especially her wide mouth.

“You are most welcome. I do not wish to tire you, my daughter, but I wanted to tell you of the dream.”

“The dream?”

“The dream I had of you and my Gregor Ivanovich.”

“Oh, okay.”

“I cannot describe the dream in many details, you see. It was much about knowing.” She lifted her hands, waggling her fingers dramatically. “But I saw your name, written in fire, one single letter at a time. It burned my brain, so when I woke, I could find paper and write it down. Madelena Victoria de López. Such a pretty name.”

Maddy gave her a little smile, thinking okay dokey, lady.

“And I saw my Gregor’s name too, the names they were…tied?” She laced her fingers together in illustration. “And then I knew it was a true dream. Or is it a truth dream?” She frowned. “I’m sorry, I don’t know the English for this, but I knew you were for Gregor, his only one. My first son to marry! I gave him your name and told him to find you, my darling Madelena.”

“You told him to find me? When?”

“Almost three months ago now.” She perched on the edge of the bed and put her hand over Maddy’s. It was very cool. “If he had listened, if he were not such a stubborn bear, we would not be where we are now, would we?”

“Mrs. Faustin, I’m sorry, it might be the drugs, but I’m really not following you.”

“All that is important for you to know is that I would not have dreamed of you if you are going to die. You and Gregor are meant to be. You must have faith.” She reached out, took the cross in her fist, and gave it a shake. “Faith, huh?”

Then Mrs. Faustin leaned over and kissed her brow. “Sleep now, Madelena. Have no more worries.”

When Maddy woke again, she felt more rested than she had in days. She was not surprised to find Gregor sitting next to her bed, waiting for round two. She played possum for a few minutes, thinking about what Mrs. Faustin had told her, then she said, “Your mom was here.”

“I know. I can smell her, her cigarettes. What did she say?”

“Did you know who I was when you ran me over?”

“Of course not!”

“So it wasn’t an assassination attempt?”

“Maddy.” He sighed and massaged the bridge of his nose.

“When did you figure out I was me?”

“After I left your apartment, I saw your mailbox.”

“Then you came back to suck on my feet. Was that a test drive?”

“I felt guilty. I wanted to help you somehow, clean the slate.” He leapt out of the chair, and made a sad attempt to pace in the two square feet available to him, cracking his knuckles and shaking out his hands, like a fighter in his corner. “At least, that’s what I told myself. Now I think I was curious, looking for an excuse…but anyway, I told myself I didn’t want to get married. Not to anyone.” He turned back to her. “I was wrong.”

“Maybe you weren’t wrong at all. What is our history? A cab ride, a beer, one great night of sex? Or is it because of your mother’s dream? Are you doing this because you think you are supposed to marry me?”

“I goddamn love you, Madelena.” He shouted it, pointing at her. Then he seemed to think better of shouting, so he grimaced and shoved his hands in his pockets. “I love your smart mouth. I–I love that you carry a lunchbox and play with toys, and wear awful shoes. I love that you make me laugh.”

The ice around her heart began to give way. It hurt like hell. She fought it. The plan was to keep Gregor safe and die gracefully. She had to stick to it. Finding her voice, she said, “You never laugh.”

“I’m laughing inside. Teach me how to laugh aloud.”

The bastard knew how to hit hard. If she could run, or turn away, she would, but all she could do was close her eyes and feel the tears run down her cheeks.

Knowing he’d struck home, he crouched by her bed so their faces were level. “I love that you aren’t afraid of me. Most people are—but you never were. Remember how you ordered me to drive you home that first night? I love that you can look straight at death. You might be the bravest person I know.”

“Stop, please.”

“And I love your ass. It’s the biggest, roundest, most perfect… I’d really miss your ass if you died, Maddy.”

Maddy rubbed her eyes with the heel of her hand, brushing away the tears. She was going to snot up her oxygen if she wasn’t careful. “I told you yesterday why we can’t risk this.”

“Is that your only worry? If the operation were guaranteed to be successful, would you do it?”

“That’s a hypothetical question. What does it matter?”

“What about the rest of it? Do you want to be a vampyr?”

The way he said vampire made her smile. It sounded like vham-peer, all sexy and Russian. She’d been thinking about it, of course, all day long. “I’m enough of a geek to admit I’m curious. It seems like a big adventure. A whole second life, you know? I don’t think I’d mind, really, except I worry about my family. What would I tell them?”

“That’s always tricky, but you wouldn’t be the first to go through it.” He began to say something else, stopped, found something interesting in his fingernails. “Tell me something, and be honest. We can’t afford to be polite here.”

“Gregor, we’ve never been polite with one another.”

“There’s that.” Still he studied his hands. “So, I know you’ll tell the truth. Are you hesitating to do this because you don’t want to be with me?”

“Don’t be an idiot. I just wish we met years ago, when I had the time.” She reached out for him. “My biggest regret is leaving you behind.”

He took her hand, his fingers cool like his mother’s. “Maddy, this is the deal. I started bonding with you the night we met, the first moment I tasted your blood. I’m already in too deep for you to protect me. If you die…” The rest he left unsaid, but she knew it was not good.

“You need me.” The idea took a while to sink in.

With his free hand he reached up to stroke her hair. “So much,” he said, his voice cracking.

It’s okay to love him, it’s really okay. The realization burst on her like sunshine through clouds, like rain in the summer. “Okay.”

“Okay what?” Gregor’s expression looked neutral, carefully composed.

“Okay…I’ll live for you. If you can put up with me.” Now she really was snotting up her oxygen, but she laughed though her tears. “See, I’m going to save you, Gregor Faustin.”

Gregor smiled like she’d never seen him smile before. First it was a smile of relief, but it grew and grew until it became incandescent. He pulled out his phone. “Felix. We’re a go.”

“What are you doing?”

“We’re kidnapping you.” He leaned down and brushed his lips over hers. “I can hardly wait to get all this shit off you.”

Who knew vampires had their own hospitals? Of course they couldn’t go to regular ones, but Maddy just didn’t think they would need them, because in books they were always regenerating in dark, stinky tombs, fueled only by their own diabolical will.

“We don’t need doctors as much as you do,” Gregor said. “But sometimes something gets chopped off, and then we have to get someone to sew it back on.”

“That’s a real sophisticated take on medicine.” Her voice was muffled under her oxygen mask.

“Don’t worry. You have Felix.”

“I know, and you guys have a fiendish plan.”

They were in the back of their own vamp ambulance, which, much to Maddy’s disappointment, did not have bats emblazoned on the side. The only difference between it and any other ambulance was that it had no back windows. They’d left the hospital without the slightest fuss. Felix and some helpers loaded her onto a gurney, and Gregor walked beside them, making drawing gestures in the air, like he had that night in her room. Nobody even looked their direction.

Maddy smiled up at him. “You’re so cool.”

It was easy to get caught in the excitement of the moment, to enjoy just being alive and having hope. She didn’t want to think about how much heart transplantation frightened her, or the pain and the weakness that would follow, or the foreign thing which would live in her body afterward, prodding her heart along. What she thought about was Gregor. He needed her. And Mrs. Faustin said they were supposed to be together. Watching Gregor’s face turn from fierce to tender whenever he looked at her, she wanted to believe this was true.

While Felix fussed with her on-board monitors, Gregor explained a little bit about what was to come. Ordinarily, he said, they’d bind by drinking one another’s blood over many weeks, until she assimilated the vamp blood, or maybe more accurately, the vampire blood assimilated her, and she became what they called a “convert”. Gregor seemed to think conversion was a very romantic, a honeymoon experience they’d miss out on. Things being as they were, though, they were going to speed up the process. Gregor was going to drain her as much as he could without quite managing to kill her, and then he and his whole family would donate blood to her to make her some kind of insta-vamp.

“And of course you’re not worried about blood typing?”

Felix shook his head. “There’s only one type, V, and it will trump yours.”

“Of course it will.” Even their blood was pushy. Maddy closed her eyes and tried to rest, but she was too wound up. Then she remembered: “Mom! I have to call my mother.”

Gregor dialed the number for her and handed her his phone. Maddy tugged off the mask. Appalled, Felix held it near her nose and mouth for the duration of the call. The phone rang on the other end, and Maddy tried to swallow, tried to figure out how to say what she had to say. But the machine picked up. Maddy grabbed Gregor’s wrist and looked at his watch. 10:00 p.m. Maybe she was at late Mass?

When the beep sounded, she said, “Mamá, it’s Maddy. Are you there? Look, I’ve left the hospital. Don’t freak. I’m in good hands, I might be getting better. I’ll call you tomorrow night?” She raised her brows at Gregor. With any luck she would. “Or if I can’t, someone will call you and tell you what’s going on. His name is Gregor. You can trust him, okay? Te amo, Mamá. Siempre.”

Maddy handed the phone back to Gregor, and Felix slapped the mask back on her face. She pulled a couple of deep huffs of O2 into her starved lungs, enough so that she could say, “Man, she’s going to be so mad. If I’m not dead the next time I see her, she’ll kill me. I better come out of this with full vampire powers.” The ambulance slowed and stopped. The driver spoke to someone, and Maddy heard the rattle of gates.

“Where are we?”

“Red Hook,” said Felix. “Welcome to Vamp General.”

The ambulance drove into the delivery bay of the warehouse, and the steel doors rolled shut behind them. Gregor jumped out and helped unload Maddy.

Alex, Mikhail and his parents came out of the waiting area to meet them. They surrounded the gurney, each of them laying a hand on Maddy first thing. Gregor bristled a little—laying hands on her was rude, but expedient. They each needed to know a little about the woman they were going to give themselves to, and this was the fastest way to do it.

Maddy’s eyes went wide and liquid over the top of her oxygen mask. It could not be easy to be touched by four such powerful vamps at once. She sought him for reassurance, and he laid his hands on her shoulders, hoping his touch would override them all. “This is my family, Maddy.”

Her eyes remained wide, darting around, taking in their faces, the high, beamed ceiling of the loading bay, everything. They started to move, and his family fell in beside the gurney like an honor guard. This is my wife. The thought was new, unfamiliar, but absolutely compelling. She was almost a stranger, small and sick under her blanket, but he’d jump into fire for her.

He caught his folks exchanging a look. His father was always the pragmatist, and now his expression said, “this is never going to work”, because he, like all of them, knew the scent of impending death. But his mother said aloud, “The will is everything.”

Vamp General was indeed a retrofitted warehouse. It had only ten rooms for patients, more than were ever needed, but it had a well-equipped surgery, one which had received an influx of special equipment over the last two nights.

The staff gathered along the hall to surgery to greet them.

Maddy whispered, “Why are they bowing?” He just heard her question beneath the squeak of the gurney’s wheels and the clicking of his mother’s heels.

Gregor hadn’t even registered the bows. He bent close to say, “They’re acknowledging my father.”

Well, maybe all of the family, really. It wasn’t too often that they were all out in public together, for security reasons. Mikhail had been working on locking down the hospital for this occasion, because they were all going to be vulnerable during the transfusion.

A snuffling noise came from her mask, then she said, “Don’t tell me you’re royalty.”

That made him laugh. “Royalty? No, we’re more like mafia.”

“Better and better,” Maddy said, her eyes drifting shut.

At the doors of the OR, Felix took command. Maddy went one way for prep, Gregor and his family another way to change into scrubs, and to wash up. Ordinarily, Felix was a pretty mellow guy, but in surgeon mode he was an imperious prick, and Gregor was glad to see it.

“That is not sterile. That is not even close to sterile,” he berated the nurses, who were scrubbing to their elbows. Sterility was not something they had to worry about much under normal circumstances, since vamps didn’t get infections. Maddy would be full of vamp blood soon, but they were not sure exactly how long it would be until the blood granted her immunity, so they erred on the side of caution.

When all the Faustins were in baby blue clown suits, funny hats and purple nitrate gloves, and all the OR team sufficiently clean and harangued, Felix let Gregor go to Maddy. He’d worried about her the whole time they were separated; he didn’t like her being alone with strangers.

They had her laid out on the table, tubes and wires encrusting her like coral. A whole array of very serious looking machines was gathered in a semi-circle to one side of her. Two empty gurneys stood nearby, ready to accommodate the blood donors. Three technicians stood by one of the bigger machines, fiddling with buttons and arguing about something.

This was exactly how he’d always imagined he would take a bride.

Maddy rolled her head toward him, like she knew he was coming. She looked terrified. He’d never seen her scared.

“Hey, babe,” he said, fingering the edge of the sheet that covered her chest. For now. “You naked under this?”

She couldn’t see his wolfish smile under his mask, and that ruined the joke. Worse, tears started welling in her eyes.

“Gregor, I hate this.” Her voice was high and thin under her mask. “They treat you like meat, like a problem, like you don’t know what’s going on. I hate going under. I don’t want to be cracked open again. I hate the drugs. I hate the dreams. I hate the pain—”

“Shh.” He stroked the little bit of cheek that was available outside her mask. “It’s going to be okay. I’m with you now.”

“What if I don’t wake up?”

“You will wake up.” He threw compulsion into this statement, all he had, without guilt. “There is no doubt about that.”

Felix and Alex came up to them. Alex had volunteered to donate first.

“The first blood you taste should be Gregor’s.” Alex told Maddy, resting his hand on her shoulder. Gregor watched Maddy forget her own fears as she listened to his brother. All that inherent charm of his found its highest use in that moment. “But I hope mine will help. For what it’s worth, I’ve never given my blood to anyone else. This is an honor for me.”

“Blood brother.” Maddy’s voice was barely audible.

“Forever,” Alex said, and then Felix told him to go get on the donor table. A nurse started to fit him with an IV.

“Okay, you two.” Felix clapped his hands together. “It’s time to do this. Madelena, Gregor is going to draw your blood, taking as much as he can. He can sense where to stop, but we’ll be watching your vitals, and will be advising him. Your job is to hold firm. You might want to just let go, but what you need to do is fight him when you hit bottom. When you are as low as we can take you, we’ll start a live transfusion of Alex’s blood, then Mikhail’s, and then Gregor’s. If you need more blood, Mr. and Mrs. Faustin are standing by for you. Or they will give blood to you during surgery. We are trying to keep your transfusions in the family as much as possible.”

“So you’ll be a Faustin,” Gregor said.

“That’s right. You could not have better donors, Madelena. The blood you’re getting, it’s the real stuff. A-1 quality, you know? It will make you strong.”

Maddy nodded, a furrow between her brows.

“After we’ve got as much vamp blood in you as we can, we’ll start the anesthesia, and you’ll go to sleep for a while. You’ll go on the bypass machine, we’ll chill your heart with cold saline to keep it fresh, I’ll pop in the Jarvik, and next thing you know, you’ll be in the recovery room.”

Maddy said nothing, only cast an imploring look toward Gregor. Let’s get it over with.

“I think we’re ready to start, Felix. Can I lift her?”

“Yes, just be careful. No biting below the neck. I want to keep her as clean as possible. And don’t take off her mask, not even for a second. She’s going to need all the O2 she can get.”

Then Felix stepped away, and his team circled around him. Alex was on his back a few feet away, ready to bleed. The rest of the family was watching through the observation window. Mikhail would come out soon, and take his place on the second table. He and Maddy had no privacy whatsoever. Gregor lowered his mask and kissed her brow.

“Madelena López de Victoria, you are the bride of my flesh, sanctified by dream. Our union is blessed under the Old Ways.” If there was ever a time to invoke the Old Ways, this was it. He was speaking the parts of the union oaths that he remembered. It steadied him, and he hoped it would reassure her. “Do you accept me as your Only One?”

She was all eyes now, and he could see the whole universe in their bottomless black depths, stars in the glittering reflections of the bank of lights over them. Never had she been so beautiful to him. A slow blink from her said Yes.

“Then walk with me into a new life.” He slid one arm under her back and lifted her up. With the other hand he cradled the back of her head. She was trembling. With a few slow kisses he mapped her jugular, choosing the best point of entry. They’d wiped her skin down with something bitter. Feeling more like a monster than he ever had in his life, he broke her flesh.

It hurt her. She cried out, voice sharp with pain, and went rigid in his arms. If they’d been in a frenzy of passion, that pain would have enflamed her, but now she had to take it straight, and know what it was like to hang in a predator’s mouth. He caressed the back of her head with his fingers as he sucked, but knew it would be of little comfort. Her blood should have leapt into his mouth, but he had to pull at it hard from the beginning. This made the taking all the more brutal.

Ah, but she was still Madelena, and her blood was sweet beyond imagining, each swallow quenching a thirst he’d carried for weeks. And this time, instead of stale bruise blood, he was drinking her heart’s blood, and it was singing him the story of her life. When he fed on other people, he blocked these stories, but for her, he opened up, and let her memories, her thoughts, her dreams flow into him on the long tide of her blood.

In the background he was aware of Felix and his team reading off numbers, Maddy’s blood pressure, heart rate, oxygen levels, temperature. These numbers were absurd, weak abstractions compared to what was running through him. Her life, all that made her unique, all that added up to Maddy. He heard her sister practicing violin, an awful noise. He tasted her first swig of beer. He saw her abuelita carrying a pink birthday cake. Thirsty, bottomless, he drank it all in. Through it all ran the story of her heart. Her first memories were of being in the hospital. Her earliest sensations were of pain.

These will not be your last memories, Madelena.

Maddy expected it would be primal, physical, a blood sacrifice, and it was, but it was more. He was eating her memories, sucking up everything she was, and reflecting it back to her with love. He loved her memories, he loved her. He was in her, speaking to her, mind to mind, even as he inscribed his words on her flesh. You are mine, I am yours.

After a while, it didn’t even hurt. She hung like a rag doll in his arms, unable to so much as lift a hand, but her mind—her mind was on fire, roiling with images, memories long forgotten.

Gregor shifted her weight in his arms, and made a fresh bite. By that time she was too far gone to feel it as anything other than pressure. She was deflating, getting smaller and smaller, until there wasn’t much left to give him—of anything.

“Stay with me, Maddy.”

But the memories stopped flowing because something else was tugging at her. The bright light was back, pulsing and spinning, not white, but all colors. God’s kaleidoscope. She stood in its glare, her hand up to her eyes. It invited her in. It was tempting, so tempting that she began to drift toward it, but she didn’t go far, because Gregor, her ball and chain, tethered her. She remembered what she was supposed to do.

“Later is good for me,” she told the light.

And then there was a commotion on the outside, lots of noise. People getting all worked up over her body, as if it mattered.

Then there was silence, and she was floating in a black void. No, not floating, being carried. A golden crucifix spun and flashed in front of her eyes.

Save and Protect.

And then she met Alex. His blood ran through her like springtime, waking her up and calling her out to play. Then came Mikhail, stalking into her slowly, strong and purposeful. His blood began to rebuild her from the ground up. And then there was Gregor, a line of fire coursing her veins, igniting her.

Gregor! She was thirsty for him, thirsty like she’d never been, she could not get enough. He opened to her, his memories started to flood in, and she embraced them, but it didn’t last long, not nearly long enough.

They cut him off, took him away, and she met his father. She remembered him from when they all had crowded around her, an angular, white haired man with icy blue eyes. Ivan Mikhailovich Faustin. She had the strangest sensation that he was too big to be inside her. Instead she sank into him, and it was like swimming in the ocean on a moonless night. The last thing she remembered was a whisper of Mrs. Faustin. A cool touch and a prayer.

Chapter 11

One month later

Opening night of Elixir

Gregor was doing his best to ditch the interviewer from Vanity Fair, but having little success. The guy was a human lamprey, hanging on him as Gregor worked the crowd, shaking hands and spreading euro-kisses around. They’d wanted to write a home lifestyle piece, until Gregor made it clear he had no home lifestyle. One glance at the two rooms in the back of Tangiers settled that question, and they decided to do a fashion shoot instead, which meant stuffing him in an Alexander McQueen suit and piling models slathered in white makeup at his feet. The piece was going to be called “The Vampire King of New York”. It was so easy to hide in plain sight. Some critics complained that vampire motif was passé, but Gregor knew that he’d laugh his way to the bank.

That shoot was appalling, but a small price to pay to keep them out of his personal life and away from Maddy.

It was true he had no home of his own yet, but he and Maddy had a temporary one at Alex’s place in Tribeca. Alex put great stock in amenities like throw pillows and area rugs, so it was the perfect place for Maddy to convalesce—safe, comfortable, and respectable enough for her family to visit. Which they invariably did first thing in the evening, before he’d even managed to make coffee. In the meantime, Alex lived at Tangiers, which he enjoyed all too much.

Gregor had a hard time hiding the smile that crept across his face whenever he thought about Maddy. He pictured her curled up on Alex’s couch in her pink velour sweat suit and fuzzy slippers, wan and brave. The last month had not been easy. The first week of her transition was terrifying for him and painful for her, but she never complained. Lately she was well enough to be restless, and of course she wanted to come tonight, so she was going to make a brief appearance. He hoped she wouldn’t overexert herself. Honey had volunteered to “style” her for the evening, which he supposed meant she would help her find something to wear to hide the battery belt.

“Gregor!” A Very Famous Personage, drunk as usual, flailed her way up to him and grabbed his arm. “You have to tell me the truth, the absolute truth. Are vampires real?”

“Of course, darling. Why would I create a club for them if they didn’t exist?”

“But where are they? I don’t see them.” She gestured at the crowd around them, dismissing five vamps without knowing it. “Introduce me!”

Inspired, he leaned forward and whispered a confidence in her ear. She turned to the Vanity Fair guy, amazed, and shocked into silence at the sight of her first vampire. The Vanity Fair guy, knowing only that he had her attention, turned on the charm. It was a match made in heaven.

Gregor made his getaway, and just in time, because moments later all the hair stood up on the back of his neck. The blood bond told him his mate was in the building.

He began to weave his way toward the entrance, hampered at every step by congratulations and introductions. Like an automaton, he smiled and shook hands and kept moving. He had to get to her. She was looking for him.

His brothers found her first. From the top of the grand staircase, meant for seeing and being seen, Gregor saw Mikhail bending over her hand.

Madelena. The sight of her took the knees out from under him. It always did, to some extent, but tonight—what had Honey done to her?

Maddy did not come incognito, she came in black leather. He took one step down the stairs and stopped again. Was that a corset she was wearing?

While he gaped, unable to believe what he was seeing, Alex ran up and kissed her, then picked her up by the waist and spun her in a circle. Maddy was laughing. Maddy was gorgeous. And it was about time Alex friggin’ let go of her waist.

The next thing he knew he was in front of her. Her black eyes, bright with gold dust and eyeliner, snapped at him—greeting him, but warning him, too. “Don’t you dare laugh at me, Faustin.”

“How can I laugh when I can’t breathe?”

Her hair was piled up high on her head, exposing her delectable neck, which Honey had wrapped with a suggestive choker of raw garnets. Honey was an evil genius. Now every vampyr in the place would want her, he was sure of it. He began to pick them out in his peripheral vision, marking them for death if they moved on her.

Maddy was, in fact, wearing a corset—a long, leather one that molded her tits into two perfect half globes, almost as tempting as her neck. The intersecting lines of several white scars rose out of her cleavage. He wondered if she had noticed that the scars were fading by the day. His eyes wandered downward, admiring how the corset enhanced her hourglass shape, and then he saw the plug. It emerged from a shining steel grommet built into the corset and snaked its short way from her belly to the battery pack and controller. Ordinarily these things were housed in an ugly blue nylon and Velcro fanny pack, but it had all been transferred into a black leather belt that she wore low on her hips, like an ammo belt. It was insanely sexy. Below the belt, she was dipped in leather. When he realized she was wearing high-heeled boots, he went lightheaded.

“Gregor?” she said, her voice hesitant, but unmistakably husky. “Do you like it? Honey’s friend designed this just for me.” She slid two fingers along her power cable. The gesture was provocative, almost obscene. He lunged for her.

And she met him, her mouth as hungry as his, her rough little tongue darting and teasing. He ran his hands over the soft, yielding flesh of her back and shoulders, and then down, over the cool architecture of the corset, down to cup her divine, leather-clad ass.

Thank God.

Maddy had begun to fear that Gregor would never touch her like this again. In the last week or so she’d felt good, better than good, but he still saw her as an invalid. In their bed she would initiate a caress, but he would find some way to turn it into a hug. Gregor Faustin converted to a snuggle bunny. It was just wrong.

But she didn’t blame him. Sure, he said they couldn’t fool around yet because of doctor’s orders, but was that the whole truth? Having a gouge as deep as the Grand Canyon down the middle of her chest didn’t boost a girl’s self-esteem. So she decided it was time to take off her sweat suit and get her mojo on. She’d put in a call to Honey for help. Tonight, Gregor Faustin was going down.

Gregor broke the kiss abruptly and touched her cheek in concern. “Sorry,” he said, shaking his head as if to clear it. “That was… Are you okay? This thing isn’t restricting your breathing, is it?”

“I’m fine.” If anyone needed coddling, it was him. He was too thin and jangled with nervous energy. “Did you feed tonight?”

“No time. It’s okay.”

Yet he’d fed her before he left home. Without thinking she raised her hand to caress the spot under his jaw where she’d drawn his blood. How strange it was still to want him that way. But she did. Every evening she woke curled up in the curve of his arm, sleepy but ravenous, and every night he gave himself to her without hesitation. With each warm swallow she took he offered her his power, his memories, and his dreams. This is me, his blood said every time, see how I love you?

Just remembering that powerful intimacy made her throat tighten, but Gregor’s mind was not in the same place. He could not even look at her for long without his eyes darting around. He was as wound up as he was closed down, and would not let her in his head.

“What are you looking for?”

“Lots of things. Where’d my brothers go?”

“You scared them off, coming down the stairs with that scowl on your face.” She sighed as he continued to scan the room. “Don’t worry. Mikhail will keep everything safe and Alex will keep everyone happy. Why don’t you show me your club?”

She’d only been inside Elixir once before that night, though she’d seen many pictures of progress on his laptop. It was an amazing place. She was so proud of him for making it a reality. Elixir wasn’t like any club she’d ever seen. He’d built a grand Belle Époque mansion inside a warehouse, or the framework of that mansion, at least. The club was made up of many lavish, interconnecting rooms decorated with mirrors, period furniture and tall potted palms. It was smaller than Tangiers, made for intimate encounters, not big scenes. There was no bar, just patrolling staff dressed as servants. But if you wanted something close to a big scene, you went up the grand staircase and into the crystal ballroom.

It was a fantasy of an age past, the last great age of vampires. “I wanted to make a space where even Mikhail would feel at home,” he had explained to her. “It’s not a kid’s club.”

Gregor held her hand hard as he led her away. All of his tension was in that grip. Elixir was already a success, and he knew it. She didn’t think he was worried about Elixir. It was worry for her that made up half his tension, and sexual deprivation and hunger accounted for the rest. It was time to beat some sense into his thick skull.

“Show me the train cars,” she said. “I want to see them finished.”

He stopped and gave her a serious look. The train cars were designed as a trysting place for vamps and their partners.

“There’s nowhere more private than that, is there?” Maddy gave him her best innocent smile. “We can have a toast, just us. A moment of quiet.”

He changed direction. She couldn’t believe he fell for it. The train cars were her favorite part of the club. Inspired by the Orient Express, a string of faux private train cars circled the mezzanine about the ballroom. They were VIP booths, essentially, private rooms for blood play. Each car had a curtained window from which you could look into other car windows, or down over the dance floor. “Riders” could share their activities with the wide world, or pull the tasseled curtains shut.

They were already in use. Maddy could hear voices and moans through the walls as Gregor led her down the narrow, gas-lit corridor that connected the cars. Through a door left ajar she saw a glimpse of a couple intertwined, and her desire flared. One thing she’d realized of late was that feeding without fucking was like eating an Oreo and skipping the cream filling.

When she fed from Gregor, all she wanted to do was straddle him, and take him deep inside. There was something irresistibly compelling about the idea of taking him both ways at once, about being linked at two points. She sighed with frustration, and her breasts swelled up, rising frighteningly close to her chin.

The corset was weird, but definitely a turn on—for both of them, judging by Gregor’s greeting. Already her nipples were hard and tender, tight against the leather cups. As an added benefit, it functioned to secure all her hardware, and that freed her mind.

Oh, please Gregor. Let loose.

The best car was reserved for the house. Gregor pulled a big gold key out of his pocket and showed it to Maddy with a smile. Once inside he locked the door and shut the drapes. The sconces gave off low, golden light. Maddy leaned against the flocked wall-paper, breathing fast and shallow, her knees wobbly with need for him.

“It’s perfect,” she said. “And very…cushiony.” Most of the narrow room consisted of a womb-like day bed covered with tufted red velvet.

He took a crystal decanter off a shelf above a tiny marble sink and poured them two glasses of wine. As he did, she noticed a knot of chain above her head. It was attached to a small winch on the wall. “What’s that?”

Glasses in hand, he followed the direction of her gaze, and swallowed. “It’s a restraining device.”

“For?”

“Some people prefer to feed standing up.”

Maddy raised her arms over her head and crossed her wrists. “Like this?” She batted her lashes at him.

“Here.” He shoved a glass at her. St. Gregor.

“To Elixir,” she said, clinking his glass. The wine warmed her throat, made her lick her lips. Her diet might be limited these days, but somehow everything was extra tasty. “I’m so proud of you.”

“To us,” he said. “And our future.”

She sidled close and slid her hand around the back of his neck. He went stiff, and not in the good way.

“Gregor—”

“Maddy,” he said, warning in his voice.

“Don’t you have first rights to this fine, puffy couch?”

“It’s too soon. Felix said—”

“I don’t give a good goddamn about what Felix said. I’m ready.”

Gregor put down his glass and took her by the shoulders. “Lover, only four weeks ago you died in my arms.”

That surge of real emotion softened him, and he opened his mind to her. It wasn’t that she heard his every thought, it was more like a subtle joining of hands, or an invisible embrace. They were together, and because of it, everything was better. He kissed her on the forehead.

Maddy reached up and loosened his tie. He didn’t stop her, so she began to unbutton his shirt as well. That he made a token gesture against, but she pushed his hand aside. “You asked me to walk into a new life with you.”

She stripped off his shirt and jacket at the same time, and yanked his undershirt over his head, ignoring his grumbling. What she paid more attention to was how fast he breathed and how he swayed on his feet. The man wanted to be seduced. It was not hard to push him down onto the deep, tufted velvet.

He groaned, and she knew it was a groan of resignation. He pulled her on top of him, and she got the kiss she wanted, long and deep.

“You’re so gorgeous,” he murmured as he left her lips to work her throat. With a single click the heavy garnet choker slid off her skin and into the cushions. He nuzzled her bare neck.

Yes. She sunk her hands into his hair and held him tight. Yes, baby, you want to feed. She’d be damned if she didn’t feed him before they left this car.

Gregor skimmed his fingers inside the cups of her corset, found her nipples and teased them up until they poked over the tops. He ran his hands down her cinched waist and over her hips “I didn’t know they made librarians so hot.”

“It’s all for you.” She slid her hands under her breasts and lifted them out of the cups, offering them to his rough tongue and hungry, sucking kisses. Between her legs his erection was growing more insistent, and she circled her hips against it, imagining it inside.

Running his hands up the shiny leather on her thighs, he said, “Just how do I get into these pants of yours?”

Maddy smiled the smile of Eve. No way was he holding back on her once he saw this.

“Zipper,” she said, nipping his lower lip. Turning away from him on her hands and knees, she presented him with her rear. “There’s a tab at the small of my back.”

That was when Gregor realized the zipper that ran all the way from back to front. His throat went bone dry.

Holy Mother of God.

He found the tab and pulled. The black leather slowly parted, revealing her bare, sumptuous ass. That view was enough to last him a lifetime, but he kept pulling, and made another discovery. She’d been waxed.

“So how do you want me, Faustin,” she said over her shoulder. “Like this?” She waggled her ass. “Or like this?” She turned over, leaned back against the padded wall and spread her legs.

A barrage of images—him defiling her in every way possible—broke over his mind. They were her fantasies. All the different ways his filthy-minded wife wanted him.

Gregor couldn’t see straight after that. A fine sweat broke out all over his body. Okay. All right. His original plan of giving her a quiet orgasm wasn’t going to cut it for either of them. Maybe it would be safe enough to do a little more. Just a little more.

He kicked off his trousers and leaned back naked against his own section of upholstery. With one hand he stroked his pulsing cock. Maddy stared at him—stared at it—and licked her lips. She parted her pink flesh for him and stroked herself until her fingers were shining wet.

“Why don’t you come over here?” Gregor said, his heart slamming against his ribs. Somehow he had to control both of them enough for them to have some nice, easy sex.

Obedient, she slithered back over, ran her tongue up his belly, his chest, along his throat, coming at last to his mouth.

“I want you to claim me in the Old Way,” she whispered against his lips.

Uh uh. That was way out of bounds. He growled his disapproval, but could not stop kissing her. Her skin tasted so damn good, the scent of her arousal made him crazy. Gold dust glittered on her cheeks. She was a goddess, and she was his—and her damn leather pants were crotchless. How strong did a man have to be?

“We need to complete the bonding,” she said, her voice low and smoky. “There’s no need to wait any longer.”

“No. Absolutely not.” Felix had said to wait six weeks before he could feed from her or engage in strenuous activities. They had two more weeks to go. And claiming her was different from feeding on her by several orders of magnitude.

“The correct answer is yes, Faustin.”

To shut her up he kissed her, and his mouth ran over with blood. Her blood. Gregor’s eyes flew open in surprise. He tried to draw away, but she held his head tight, ruthlessly sealing her mouth against his, forcing her blood on him.

It was a trap. She’d cut her lip open with her pearly little incisors. In that moment he realized that she really had become a Faustin.

Nearly choking, he swallowed convulsively. Madelena’s new blood was as smooth and powerful as the finest aged scotch. It was as he remembered her, but so much more. There was no weakness in this woman at all. She could probably wipe the floor with him.

What had their combined blood made her into?

My mate.

The sound of a hammering pulse filled his ears, and everything went red.

He sank his teeth into the high curve of her breast, and let them break the skin. The pain made her cry out, but also gasp in pleasure. A little spurt of blood filled his mouth. He moved to the opposite breast, and made an identical wound, and drank again. And again. Each swallow intoxicated him more. Each bite made her gasp and writhe. He threw her on her back and pinned her down, taking her as he pleased. Again and again he bit and drank, covering her arms with small wounds from wrists to shoulder. Maddy whimpered beneath him, her mouth open, her eyes blind. Need poured off her, raw and hot, fueling his own.

It should have been enough to see her this way, begging beneath him, but his deep instincts demanded more, wanted to see proof that she could not escape. He reached between the cushions of the banquette, drew out one of the coils of satin rope that were stowed there, and lapped it around her joined wrists. Maddy’s eyes widened, but she did not protest. Both of them were playing out an ancient drama.

He tied the end of the rope off at the wall of the booth, stretching her arms over her head.

The words came out of him without thought. They’d been waiting to be spoken all his life. “You belong to me now, body, blood and soul.”

Eyes heavy, she mouthed, “Yes.”

Gregor hooked his arms into the crooks of her knees and thrust into her, sinking himself in a single stroke. Maddy moaned, her body taut, the whites of her eyes visible beneath her lids. There was no quarter here. This was not lovemaking.

He wrapped his arms beneath her and held her throat to his mouth. Staying deep inside her, moving slow, he worked up and down the length of her throat, nipping and sucking, taking more of her heady, powerful blood with each puncture. Madelena was the true elixir, the substance which would sustain him for the rest of his life.

Wrapped around her, buried inside her, his bloodstream suffused with her, even the physical boundaries between them blurred. He thrust faster and faster, bruising his hipbones against the battery belt. Her legs came up around his hips, and her high heels dug into his back. She was straining against the rope, she was crying his name—their thoughts were one, their bodies were one, they were so very close to the edge, bound together, agonized, ecstatic.

Madelena’s breath caught on a high cry, and she went still. He latched onto her throat, closing the circuit, and her orgasm began to flow. Drinking deep, Gregor rode it with her for a few seconds before his own began. Caught in a feedback loop, their climaxes amplified and echoed one another, trapping them in a firestorm of pain, love and pleasure combined.

Gregor held on to sanity by his fingernails, ripped apart by an ejaculation that went on and on like nothing he’d ever experienced. Was it her orgasm?

Shuddering and shaking, Maddy sank her teeth into his neck, jacking into his blood supply. She swept through him. The claiming was mutual. Her cunt contracted over and over, milking him as he gave and gave, gave her everything he had. And all the while, her blood was in his mouth, singing to him about love even while it was killing him.

He lost track of time, of place, there was just this connection, this exquisite, dragging torture, slowly becoming less and less, until there was only them, and they were quiet.

For a long time, neither of them could move. Eventually Gregor untied her wrists. Neither said anything because words seemed intrusive. They just shifted positions so that they were spooning, and Gregor held her close. Maddy’s cheeks were still wet with tears, she didn’t know up or down yet, and she was dizzy with blood loss, but it felt amazing. She was reborn.

They intertwined fingers and she kissed his hand. Or was he kissing her hand? The division between them was very thin. She floated high, flushed with happy chemicals, her consciousness twining and twirling with Gregor’s in a slow, eddying dance.

Bit by bit, the music from the dance floor asserted itself—she hadn’t even noticed it the whole time they’d been together—and they settled back down to earth, and reality, a small room strewn with his clothes and a club that needed tending. They were no longer joined, but they could be again, with just a wish.

Gregor kissed the back of her neck, as he always did when they woke up in the evening. He started to say something, then had to stop to clear his throat. “Is your plug still tight? You okay?”

Maddy slapped his hand off her cord. “Gregor, I swear to God I will beat you—”

“Alright, alright.” He laughed.

Maddy rolled to face him. Despite fucking themselves within an inch of their lives—or rather, because of it—he appeared ten years younger than he had when they came into this room. His eyes were brilliant, his cheeks pink.

“You’re ready to conquer the world.” She brushed his hair out of his face. There was no way she could love him more.

“Done that.” His grin was all too satisfied.

“Now what, then?”

“Enjoying the spoils, I guess.” He kissed her. As gentle as it was, it stung. Her lips were thrashed.

“Settling into domestic bliss, you mean?”

“Mmm, domestic.” He circled his finger around her tender nipple, which was ringed with bite marks, demonstrating his notions of domesticity: bed, snacks, bed, snacks in bed, bed then snacks.

“Does that include wedding plans?”

Gregor scowled. “What do you mean? We’re as married as we’re going to get. That was it, sweetheart. We just did it right.”

“Not according to our moms.”

“Ah, Jesus.” He rolled over and covered his face with his hands.

“Exactly. Jesus wants us married—in a church. Which one is up for debate. To that end, my mother wants to invite your folks over for dinner.”

“You’ve got to be kidding me.”

Maddy shook her head. “She wants to know what kind of broth your parents like best.”

“Tell her she doesn’t have to cook at all.” Gregor grinned, showing all of his gleaming teeth. “If she’ll just sit still, my parents will serve themselves.”

He deserved the punch—he really did.

Content

BOUND BY BLOOD
The Faustin Bros Series, Book 2
Evie Byrne

Author’s Note

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11