Frank Downey

Dance of a lifetime

Book one

MEETINGS(Chapter one)

Sophia Daniels woke up for school hung over.

This was not an uncommon occurrence lately. Still, on a Monday morning, it certainly was a bitch. Sophia stumbled out of her bed, rubbing her eyes, wishing for a beer. Of course, there wasn’t any. She certainly didn’t drink at home. That would have been just asking for trouble.

Attending school with a hangover was never one of Sophia’s favorite things to do. Attending school at all wasn’t high on the list, either. "Ah well," she sighed to herself as she gathered her books together, "maybe someone will have some pot or something. Good ol’ Oceanview High always looks better when I’m stoned, anyhow."

She ran out of the house with a cheery "See ya!" to her mom and younger brother and sister-careful not to let her mother get too close. Bags under the eyes were a warning sign. She had thought she had done a good job with her makeup, but best to be careful. Oceanview High was a fairly short walk from her house, but it didn’t seem all that short when the street was spinning. Plus, it was cold, being as this was Massachusetts and it was January eleventh. Sophia managed to make it to school in one piece, and, as she had hoped, found a bunch of friends passing around a joint. "Better," she thought, "that’s much better." She’d sleepwalk through her classes, but she did that anyway. School was such a bore. She couldn’t wait to be done with it. The problem was, she had a ways to go. She was a freshman. Sophia Daniels was 14 years old.

There were very few things important to Sophia. Beer and pot, sure. Her friends. Her boyfriend Scott, a senior, and an expert in all forms of partying. She’d be content to go through life stoned or drunk, hanging out with her friends, or "riding the ol’ hobby horse" with Scott, as Scott put it. That was all that she really cared about.

Except for one thing-her job. Sophia worked the counter at Dunkin’ Donuts in downtown Oceanview. She loved her job. She was good at it, she had regular customers that loved her, and she got along well with her co-workers. She even made sure that she didn’t drink or do any drugs in the afternoon on days when she had to work. If any of her school friends or teachers had seen her at the donut shop, they would have witnessed quite an anomaly. It even seemed strange to Sophia, but she never dwelled upon it. She genuinely did like the job-even if she had no idea why-and she certainly enjoyed the money. And the store manager, Antonio, was a peach of a guy.

Sophia ran into the shop, waved a quick "hi" to Dora, the middle-aged Portuguese lady that worked the counter with her in the afternoon. She went out back to hang up her coat, giving quick greetings to Billy, the afternoon baker, and her boss Antonio. That was the usual crew on the days that she worked, so she was surprised to see another person there, out back by the sink. She only could see his back, as he was evidently washing something.

The place was empty when she went out front to begin her shift. Dora was making some coffee, so Sophia joined in. She really liked Dora. Dora was the only person at the shop who knew what Sophia was really like. She listened, and scolded like the mother she was, but she also couldn’t help liking Sophia right back.

And she worried about her.

"Hey, Dora," Sophia asked. "Who’s the guy washing the dishes back there?"

"Oh!" Dora exclaimed. "That the new boy! Tony finally hire maintenance boy! No more wash floor for you and me!"

"Really! Well that is good news. You meet him yet? What’s his name?"

"Warren. He about your age I think. Nice boy." Sophia was always amused that Dora had lived here for many years but still spoke broken English. "I think Tony say he go to St Michael’s."

"Oh boy, a preppy. All I need." St. Michael’s was a private prep school in the area. Sophia generally didn’t have much use for preppies. "Ah well, I’d best introduce myself." She went out back and found Warren talking with Billy about what pans were ready to be washed. She walked up to him.

"Hi. I’m Sophia Daniels. I work the counter."

"Hi. Warren Kelleher. I’m the new clean up guy."

Sophia looked at him with a practiced eye. Definitely a preppy. Glasses and everything. She almost was surprised he wasn’t wearing a slide rule. Still, he wasn’t bad looking.

"Dora said you go to St. Michael's?"

"Yeah. I’m a freshman. I live here in Oceanview, though, not too far from here."

"I didn’t figure on a St Michael’s boy stooping to wash floors and scrub dishes. I thought all you guys were too proud for that sort of stuff."

Warren just laughed. "Nope, I am not proud. I needed a job, I saw the sign, and it’s convenient. Most St Michael's guys have money, true, but not me. If it weren’t for scholarships, I’d be at Oceanside High. I just turned 14, so this was the first job I applied for."

"Just turned 14? I’m going to be fifteen in April. Aren’t you kind of young for a freshman?"

"Yeah. Started school a year early."

Sophia snickered to herself. Started school early, going to St. Mike’s on a scholarship. We didn’t just have a preppy here, we had a brainy preppy.

"What about you?" Warren asked.

"Hmmm?"

"You’re a freshman too, I take it? You go to Oceanside?"

"Yup. Good ol’ Oceanside School for the High, member in good standing. Oops, I’ve got customers.

Nice meeting you."

"Nice meeting you, too."

A couple hours later, Sophia took a break to go outside and smoke a cigarette. Warren was out there picking up trash and changing the barrels.

"Nasty habit, you know."

Sophia glared at him. "What are you, my mother?"

"Not the last time that I checked, no. Doesn’t change the fact that it’s a nasty habit."

"Oh, rest assured, Prep Boy, that smoking is the least of my nasty habits."

Warren looked up, bemused. "Do you have a list?"

"OK, are you my mother, or the cops? What is this, twenty questions about Sophia’s wild and wooly life?"

"Oh, you know, being Prep Boy and all, I wouldn’t know from nasty habits. I figure your list of depravities might be educational."

"Oh really", Sophia said with a raised eyebrow. "And what do you do for fun?"

"Oh, the usual. Burn, rape, pillage. Accost little old ladies trying to cross the street. Call my mother nasty names in Russian. Read Shakespeare."

"Read Shakespeare."

"That’s right."

"That’s the one off your list I can believe."

"Well, I call my little sister nasty names in Russian."

Sophia had to laugh at that one. "Oh, you’ve got one of those, too? A little sister, I mean? I’ve got one of each."

"Yup, me too. Matched set."

"What’s a good nasty name in Russian?"

"Glupaya suka."

Sophia waited. "All right, Prep Boy, what’s it mean???"

"Stupid bitch."

"That’s not a very nice thing for a Prep Boy to be calling his little sister, now is it?"

"Yeah, but I told her it means darling sweet sister."

Sophia blinked. And then laughed. "No way. You’re too goody too-shoes for that kind of stuff. I bet you wouldn’t say shit if you had a mouthful. No way you do that to your sister."

Warren looked up, deadpan. "Obviously, you’ve never met my sister." And went back to changing the trash bag.

Sophia put out her cig, went back into the shop, and stopped in the doorway, shaking her head. He certainly was…er…interesting, in a preppy sort of way. For sure, she had just been successfully teased, and skillfully. So skillfully she wasn’t quite sure how.

A couple hours later, Sophia was gathering her stuff up to go home, and ran into Warren doing the same thing.

"Where do you live?" Sophia asked.

"Up off Tremont."

"You get picked up?"

"Naah, I’m gonna walk it."

"That’s a pretty long walk. I walk home, too, but I only live halfway up Washington."

"You mind company from a Prep Boy?"

Sophia grinned. "I guess I can stomach it." They left the shop and headed out up the street.

"I’m surprised you walk," Warren began. "I know it’s not far, but still. It’s dark."

"You don’t think I can take care of myself?"

"No doubt in my mind. But, let’s face it-Oceanview isn’t Mayberry, and you’re a gorgeous girl."

Sophia blinked. Gorgeous? Her? But she kept her face blank. "Anyone who tries anything with me has to contend with my boyfriend. I’m not worried."

"Boyfriend, huh?"

"Yeah. Scott. He’s a senior. He’s a lot of fun to party with. And he loves the hell out of me. He’s insanely jealous. I’m only letting you walk with me because I know he’s not around."

"He’d be upset?"

"Sure he would. Wouldn’t you, seeing your girlfriend walk around with some other guy?"

"Depends."

"Depends on what?"

"Circumstances. If I saw my girlfriend walking with a guy, and then she told me that the guy was a co-worker that was headed the same way and was just keeping her company-no, I wouldn’t be upset."

"But if you love her, wouldn’t you be jealous?"

"Jealousy is not my idea of love."

Sophia stopped walking. "What is your idea of love?"

"Well, I would think trust would figure into it somewhere. I figure if I loved someone, and she loved me, I could trust her to walk down the street with a guy friend and not go on a bender about it."

"You’ve got some strange ideas about love."

Warren grinned lopsidedly. "That, no doubt, is why I don’t have a girlfriend."

Sophia grinned back at him. "Well, that, plus you’re an unredeemable Preppy." They both laughed.

"This is my house. Working tomorrow?"

"Yup"

"See you then".

"See ya."

SECRETS REVEALED (Chapter Two)

Two weeks later, Sophia made the normal trek from school to Dunkin Donuts. It had been another wild weekend, lots of partying and lots of Scott. Probably too much of Scott. She walked in the back and put her stuff away.

"Hey, Wild Woman." It was Warren.

"Hi, Prep Boy," she waved-but instead of their normal teasing session, Sophia quickly rushed out front.

Warren was perplexed. They’d worked together for two weeks, and he was still trying to figure this girl out.

She made a point to take her cig breaks when he was out in the lot. They had walked home from work every day. She obviously enjoyed their teasing repartee, as he did. And now she was rushing past him like he had the plague.

He went about his work, and found his way to the lot. Sure enough, Sophia followed him out and lit a cig.

Warren noticed, however, that she was carefully avoiding looking at him.

"Yo, Sophia, so how was the weekend? One of your traditional chemically-infused bacchanalias, I take it?" He had gotten a good idea of Sophia’s lifestyle on their walks home.

"Yo, Prep Boy, could you speak English, please?"

"That was English."

"Coulda fooled me. My weekend was fine. I think I drank two six-packs Saturday night. Great sex with Scott, too." Warren blushed. Sophia thought that was cute. "Just my typical Wild Woman weekend."

"Uh huh. Soph, why are you hiding the left side of your face?"

"What are you talking about?"

"You avoided me in the back room earlier. You came outside, but you’ve been giving me your right profile the whole time. I walked towards you to change this barrel, and you tucked the left side of your face into the building."

"You don’t know what you’re talking about."

"Don’t I. Then let me see your face, Sophia."

Sophia turned towards him. The makeup was skillfully applied, but the black eye and the bruise on the cheek was plainly apparent.

Warren gaped at her bruises. He looked down and noticed another one, on her arm. He looked at her for a minute and thought. Her mother? He knew she didn’t have a father. He had met Sophia’s mother a couple of times after walking her home. Was her mother doing this to her? Somehow, he just doubted that. So, he took a stab in the dark.

He looked in her eyes, and said, "Great sex, huh?" and saw the moment of startled recognition in her eyes, and knew that he had hit paydirt.

Sophia attempted to cover it: "Oh, look, it’s my mother again! For your information, Prep Boy, I got hit in the head by a door."

"OK."

"Happened at school. One of those swinging doors, you know? Wasn’t watching where I was going."

"OK."

"I’m clumsy that way."

"OK."

Sophia glared at him. "Look, that’s what really happened!"

"I’m agreeing with you."

"But you don’t believe me!"

"Not for a second."

"This is none of your business, Warren!"

"Probably not."

"This is my problem!"

"Yeah, walking into doors can be a problem," Warren said with a snort.

"I’m fully capable of taking care of myself!"

"Oh, yes, you’re doing such a damn fine job of it, Sophia. You’ve even got the bruises to show for it. If taking care of yourself includes getting beat up by your boyfriend, you’ve certainly got it covered."

Sophia stopped, and blinked. Damn he was perceptive. Shit, what was she going to do now? She gathered up her fury and shame, and blasted him with it, desperately hoping to just end the conversation. "Dammit, Warren, it’s none of your business! Who the fuck are you to make judgements about me?"

Warren gathered up his cleaning supplies, walked towards the door, and looked at this bruised, furious, ashamed girl glaring at him. "I’m your friend, Soph. That’s who I am." And walked into the shop.

Sophia stood outside the shop for five minutes, desperately trying to blink back the tears.

Warren gathered his stuff together, getting ready to go home. Sophia hadn’t said one word to him for the rest of their shift. It was probably just as well, Warren thought. He was in way over his head. He turned to head out the door when Sophia grabbed him by the arm.

"Walk me home?"

"I wasn’t sure you’d want me to."

Sophia smiled. It was a genuine smile-she hadn’t had many of those, lately. "What are friends for, right?"

Warren smiled back.

"You want to talk about it, now that you’ve calmed down?"

"I don’t know. I don’t think so. What’s there to talk about?"

"Was I right?"

Sophia paused. And practically whispered, "Yes."

"What are you going to do about it?"

"What can I do?"

"Dump him. Now. Vamoose, scram, do svidanya. Get lost, asshole."

"I can’t do that."

"Why not?"

"Because he loves me. He’s all I have."

Warren stopped, grabbed Sophia’s arm, and spun her around so that he was looking into her eyes.

"Sophia, someone who loves you does not give you a black eye! This isn’t love!"

Sophia forced a grin. "Oh, yes, I forgot. You’re the great expert on love, aren’t you, Prep Boy? Come back and talk to me once you find yourself a girlfriend, OK?"

Warren knew she was teasing him to lighten the mood, but he wasn’t buying it this time. He touched her face with his finger and said, "You can rest assured that if I did get myself a girlfriend I would never do this to her."

"No. No you wouldn’t." She started walking again. "Then again, any girlfriend you got wouldn’t be anyone like me, either."

"What’s that mean?"

"It means I’m not much of a person. You’d do better than me."

"I beg to differ. I like to think I choose my friends pretty carefully, you know."

She laughed at that. "You don’t know me. You look at me and see…well, I don’t know what you see.

But you don’t see me. Warren, I’m a burnout. I’m stupid. I’ll never be anything. The only things I’m good for are parties and sex. And getting beat up, I suppose. You don’t see that."

"You’re right. I don’t. I know it’s there, but that’s not what I see."

"Well, then you’re not looking close enough."

"No, you’re wrong. I’m looking very closely. In fact, I’m looking past the burnout, past the party girl, past the appalling lack of self-esteem, past the bruises. And you know what I see?"

Sophia was almost afraid to ask. "What?"

"I see a beautiful person. Inside and out. I see one of the most breathtakingly beautiful girls I’ve ever had the good fortune to look at. I see a beautiful spirit. I see a very bright girl, funny, quick-witted-hell, you can keep up in a battle of wits with me, and I’m a genius." They both laughed-it was true, he was.

"I see all of those things. That is the Sophia Daniels I see. And she’s wonderful. The problem is…that she’s locked up. She’s locked in a cage. And she can’t get out."

They were in front of Sophia’s house. Sophia leaned against the chain-link face and stared off into space.

What had he said? Beautiful person, inside and out? Her? Why did he think this? What did he see? She couldn’t see it. She just couldn’t. He was nuts. Crazy. Deluded.

But, even if he was nuts, Sophia made a decision. She reached into her bookbag, grabbed a piece of paper and a pen, and scribbled her phone number on it. "Would you call me tonight, please?"

"Scott’s not gonna be around?"

"No. And I don’t care. I just think I need to talk to…to talk to a friend tonight. Would you do that for me?"

"Of course. Couple of hours OK? I need to study."

Sophia laughed-it felt good. "Of course you need to study, Prep Boy. A couple of hours is fine."

GOOD FRIENDS? (Chapter Three)

The phone calls started slowly. They quickly built up to where Sophia and Warren were spending a couple hours on the phone almost every weeknight. Even if they had worked together, Warren would get some studying done and give Sophia a call. At one point, Sophia realized that she talked to Warren more than she talked to her own boyfriend. She had never seen Scott much during the week-only on weekends-but she was talking to Warren every night, walking home with him three days a week, even occasionally sitting on her front porch and talking. It was strange. Sophia never thought of herself as much of a talker-except with Jessie, her best friend-but she could talk with Warren for hours. Truth to tell, she listened more than she talked. Warren was a first-class conversationalist.

The problem of her disastrous lifestyle and Warren’s "girl in a cage" observation had been left alone. Sophia would occasionally make a joke, which Warren just let go, but they hadn’t had many serious conversations. Just two friends, chatting. Until one Tuesday night in late February.

"So, did you have another Sophia weekend?" asked Warren.

"Actually, no. I stayed in this weekend. I had a little flu or something. Missed a big party."

"Awwwwww. Poor baby."

"This from a man who reads Shakespeare for kicks, right?"

"Actually, I was out all Saturday night. My friends up the street had one of their periodic get-togethers. We have them more often in the summer, because it’s better outside, but we all gathered in the house this time."

"And you got a keg and everyone got sloppy, right?"

"Surrrrre. No, my friends don’t have quite the same type of parties that yours do."

"No doubt."

"We played some music. Watched a movie. There’s a small group of us that play poker, so we did that. I made my world famous chip dip. Very mellow by your standards."

Sophia laughed. "Actually, it sounds cozy. Different from my usual, but cozy."

"Tuck the sarcasm back in, Wild Woman."

"Actually, I wasn’t being sarcastic. This was at your house?"

"Naah. Up the street. The Kenney’s house, that’s our usual neighborhood hangout. You know Mo Kenney?"

"Mo Kenney. Hmmm. No, I don’t think I know him."

"Her. Maureen Kenney."

"Oh! Yeah, I think I know who she is."

"Her house. That’s the neighborhood hangout. The whole gang was there, friends of the gang, Crash came down from Northwoods-I told you about Crash, he’s my best friend-about 20 of us."

"Crash Kowalski, right? Lives in Northwoods, goes to school with you?"

"That’s the one. We’ve hung out there for years, I’ve known Mo Kenney since we were four. She’s like my sister. Her sister and brother, Tina and Rick, are, too-and her mother is my second mother."

"Oh. Well it does sound nice, for a Prep Boy like you, anyhow." They both laughed. "Me, the one I missed was-what did you call it? Chemically-drenched bacchanalia?"

"You’re catching on."

"That’s what that one was. Scott was furious with me."

"For getting sick?"

Sophia didn’t say anything.

"He didn’t believe you, did he?"

Silence.

"He went into a jealousy fit and accused you of seeing someone else, right? Wouldn’t believe you had the flu? Got all pissed off because he wanted you under his thumb and you weren’t around, right?"

Sophia finally spoke up. "Fuck. Do you know everything?"

"No, I don’t. I do know what a contemptible abusive asshole is, however."

"That is my boyfriend you’re talking about."

"Don’t remind me."

"What is that supposed to mean?"

"Why, Soph?"

"Why what?"

"Why him? Why do you stay with him? What is the attraction? He’s abusive. He’s got no respect for you, treats you like dirt. He wants to control you completely. Remember when I talked about the girl in the cage that can’t get out? Well, Scott is the one that locked the fucking door and threw away the key. I don’t get it. Why do you let this happen? Is the sex that good?"

"Actually, no. It’s not all that good. It’s pretty shitty. And, you’re right, you don’t get it. You can’t get it."

"Help me out here, then."

"Look, it all fits together. Shitty sex, shitty boyfriend, shitty home life, shitty school life, shitty habits, shitty friends…shitty Sophia. It all fits."

"Shitty friends? I think I’m offended."

Sophia giggled. "Well, maybe one non-shitty friend."

"Actually, you’ve spoken highly of Jessie, and some of your other friends. Are all your friends that bad?"

"I dunno. Maybe not."

"Then what…"

Sophia snapped, "But if I’ve got such wonderful Goddamn friends, than why doesn’t someone get me the fuck out of this? Shit. I’m drowning, here, someone throw me a fucking life jacket!"

Warren listened for a minute to the quiet sobs at the other end of the phone. And then he said, softly, "I am trying. I really am."

Sophia sat up on her bed-as she realized, he was trying. Maybe other people weren’t-and maybe they were and she just wasn’t seeing straight-but Warren without a doubt was trying. And that she could see.

"You’re right. You are."

Warren let out a sigh. "I gotta tell you, Sophia, sometimes it seems like I’m throwing the life jacket out, and you’re throwing the thing right back."

"It’s not that. It’s that you're throwing the life jacket, and because of some strange instinct I’m ducking.

Or I’m not ducking and it’s hitting me in the head. Or going right through my legs so I look like Jose freakin’ Offerman and his bad knee trying to scoop a grounder at second."

"Didn’t know you were a baseball fan."

"Big time. I bleed Red Sox red. Any guy I marry has to agree to name our first son Nomar."

Warren laughed out loud. "You can marry me, then, Soph. I’ll go right along with that one."

Sophie couldn’t help but giggle. "You’re on. Paint that life jacket red, would you?"

Warren sat for a minute. "OK, Soph. I’m trying to help. This is the first time I ever remember you asking for help. What do I do?"

Sophia thought about that one for a bit. "Warren, that’s a good question. I don’t know. You’re right, I’m not accustomed to asking for help. I really don’t know. Just be there, would you?"

"Already am."

"I know. It does help. Good friends are hard to come by."

"Listen, Soph. I’ve said it before and I’m saying it again: you need to dump Scott."

Sophia giggled. "What, and leave the field free for you, right? Scott doesn’t like Nomar, so I suppose I should."

"Sophia, I’m being serious."

"I know, I know. I’m scared. I’m scared to end it, I’m scared not to end it." She paused, and said in a small voice, "I don’t want to be alone."

"You’re not. You got me, remember?"

"Don’t get me wrong, Warren, because I’ve come to appreciate your friendship more than I can say, but I wasn’t talking about friendship. Scott loves me."

"Whatever you say."

"He does. He has trouble expressing it sometimes, and it comes out as anger, but he does."

"He tells you he loves you?"

"He’s not verbal in that way."

"He treats you like he loves you?"

"When he wants to."

"Oh."

"Listen, Warren, the problem is not Scott."

"You’re right. But he’s part of the problem. And when you figure out the main problem, you’ll realize that he’s useless."

"OK, Doctor Freud, what’s my main problem?"

"You said it yourself, earlier."

"What did I say?"

"You said-shitty boyfriend, shitty this, shitty that…shitty Sophia. Except you had it the other way around. Everything else is shitty because Sophia is shitty. The problem is, Sophia is not shitty. She just thinks she is."

Sophia thought about that for a couple of minutes. Then she spoke again: "Warren, can I ask you a question?"

"Sure."

"You ever been in love?"

"Are we including unrequited worship of girls who wouldn’t go out with me if their lives depended on it because I’m Prep Boy, or are we sticking to actual relationships?"

Sophia giggled. "The actual relationships one."

"No."

"Does that bother you?"

"To a point. But not a lot."

"To what point, and why not a lot?"

"Well, to the point that I get lonely too, you know? I also get tired of rejection. The not a lot part is because I figure it’ll happen sooner or later. No sense rushing it."

Sophia paused for a moment. "If you were in love, how would you treat her?"

"Well, Soph, how do I treat you?"

"Pretty much like a princess."

"Well, there’s your answer, then."

"But we’re just friends. You’re not in love with me or anything, are you?"

"Soph, if I’m in love with someone, wouldn’t you think I’d treat them at least as well as I treat my friends?"

"Not from my experience, no. Most guys I know always treat their friends better than their girlfriends.

You’re way too sweet."

Warren sighed in mock exasperation, "And I’m the one who can’t get a date! There’s no justice in this world, I tell ya."

Sophie laughed softly. "Sooner or later someone will appreciate you."

"Yeah. Hopefully before I’m dead."

"Trust me. Listen, I have to go. Talk to you tomorrow?"

"Sure. Oh, and your task for tonight is to repeat to yourself ‘Sophia is not shitty’ until you fall asleep, or start believing it, whichever comes first."

"Aye aye, sir. I’ll give it the ol’ college try."

"You do that."

THE FINAL STRAW (chapter 4)

That was the conversation Sophia kept replaying in her mind. They had more, over the next week and a half-their newly discovered mutual adoration of the Red Sox led to lots of free-agent-signing wishes and an entire evening waxing rhapsodic over the majesty that is Pedro Martinez-but that conversation was the one she kept thinking about.

He had held her up as an example of how he would treat someone he was in love with. She asked him point-blank if he was in love with her, and he avoided the question. He jokingly asked her to marry him-yeah, it was a joke, but with the rest of the conversation…and he told her that she wasn’t alone, because she had him.

It was inescapable. Coupled with the attention he showered on her, how he treated her, some of the things he said to her-it was inescapable. Warren Kelleher was in love with her, she realized one day.

The first question she asked herself was why? Why her? This was Warren, the Prep Boy scholarship genius, why the hell would he want to have any kind of anything with a lost cause like her?

Because he doesn’t think you’re a lost cause, she said to herself.

And as that one hung in her brain, the next question popped up-OK, Sophia, what do you do about it?

It almost didn’t seem fair. It didn’t seem fair that they had become such close friends-if Warren had fallen for her, he must be in a "so near but yet so far" loop all the time.

But he didn’t seem to mind.

Sophia sighed. This all could wait. It was the weekend, and there were parties to go to, and Scott.

And why did she not feel like going this weekend?

Monday arrived, and with it another afternoon shift at Dunkin’ Donuts. Warren had come to look forward to Mondays, because he got to see Sophia.

He walked into the back room, saw her standing there with her back to him, and walked up to her and touched her on the shoulder. And felt her flinch, hard.

"OH! Warren."

"What was that all about?"

"I’ll tell you later", and she turned around. And Warren looked into her face and saw someone who looked like they had just emerged from hell.

"Soph, you do not look good."

"Later, Warren. I promise. This is not the time or place."

"Whatever you say."

The shift passed with barely a word between them. At quitting time, Sophia walked up to Warren, and said, "Walk me home, please?"

They started walking. Warren was uncomfortable, because they were walking in silence, which never happened.

"What’s up, Sophia?"

"When we get to my house."

"Oh-kaaaay."

They got to her house. "Come on in. Nobody’s home. Mom is at work, and the kids are with their father."

Sophia had explained that her brother and sister had a different father-her Mom’s second husband-and that they often spent time with him. Sophia’s father had disappeared when she was three.

Warren had never actually been in Sophia’s house. She showed him in and led him to the living room, shedding her coat as she walked. She looked like she wanted to scream, and was holding it in. Something was seriously wrong, and Warren had no idea what.

"I need to show you something," Sophia said. And proceeded to take off her shirt. Warren was completely dumbstruck-until he saw the bandages. She peeled those off, and stood in front of him naked from the waist up.

If he hadn’t been in shock, Warren might have thought that he was seeing something he had dreamed about for two months. But this was no dream, this was a nightmare. Sophia’s entire left side was one big bruise. Her shoulder got the least of it-the side of her ribs and the left part of her back and her left breast were purple. It was horrific.

"Oh my God."

"Three of my ribs are broken. My shoulder and back are badly bruised. And there might be some kind of permanent damage to my left breast, they’re not sure yet."

"How did this happen?"

Sophia snorted. "I fell down the stairs, didn’t you know? Or, at least, that’s what we told the hospital. Scott said if I told them the truth, I’d get it worse. The last time he was upset because he had messed up my face, you see. This time he wanted to keep it less visible, but still make sure I could feel it. He did a wonderful fucking job, wouldn’t you say?"

"Soph, I don’t know what to say."

"I was kind of expecting ‘I told you so’".

"I’d never do that. What set him off?"

"I don’t know. It was a jealous rage from somewhere."

"What are you going to do?"

"I’m not sure. But you are right. This has to end. I do not deserve this. It took me a long time to realize that, but I don’t. The problem is, I’m scared shitless."

Warren left Sophia’s house to head home. He was shaken. He was right, he was way over his head. This had gotten worse, and he was at a loss how to help her. He was lost in thought as he trudged along and didn’t notice the car pulling up inside him. He didn’t see the three older teenagers get out, until one of them was blocking his path.

"Are you the faggot that’s been messing around with my girlfriend?"

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me, faggot. I’m Scott Patterson. Sophia is mine, and I’m telling you to stay away from her."

"You don’t tell me what to do."

"I’m telling you now. I don’t want you as much as looking at my girlfriend."

"Sophia is my friend. If she doesn’t want to talk to me, she will tell me, not you."

Scott snorted, "What the fuck you think this is, pussy-boy? Sophia does what I tell her. And so will you."

"Yeah, Sophia does what you tell her, all right. Because you beat it into her."

"Now you’re getting it, pussy. You do what I tell you or you’re next."

Warren though for a second. The asshole had two of his buddies standing behind Warren, and he was in front. Warren figured there was absolutely no way he was getting out of this one without getting whacked around. Even so, he had absolutely no intention of knuckling under to this maggot. He looked Scott right in the eye and said, "Go. Fuck. Yourself."

The rest was predictable. The two goons grabbed Warren’s arms, and Scott took his couple shots. Warren ended up on the ground, gasping for breath, with the beginnings of what surely would be one hell of a black eye. The ribs were bruised, as was his knee where the maggot had kicked him on the way to the car, with the added threat that he’d "better quit that fucking job at the donut shop, too, as I don’t want you seeing her, ever." That Warren had no intention of doing, but he didn’t really want to get beat up too many more times either. He dragged his bruised body home, managed to avoid his parents, and attempted to get some studying done. He didn’t call Sophia.

Warren made it through Tuesday at school, dealing with the stares and fending off the inquisitive questions. He told the truth to the vice-principal, Mr. Gordon, because he trusted Mr. Gordon, and he didn’t want anyone suspecting his parents of abusing him or anything like that.

He walked into Dunkin’ Donuts, knowing Sophia was going to be there. And wondering what he was going to say. He knew-he knew-that there was no way that Sophia had spilled the beans to Scott about their friendship. He just wouldn’t believe that. Anyway, he’d find out soon enough.

"Hi, Warren. Why didn’t you call last night?" He turned toward her. "Oh my God. What happened to you?"

"The same thing that happened to you."

Sophia gasped. "Scott?" Warren nodded. Sophia stared at him. "Scott…did this to you?" she said in a strangled voice.

Warren nodded. "Him and two of his buddies. Grabbed me on the way home last night. The two goons held my arms while Scott took his shots at me. I’m forbidden to talk with you, don’t you know. I’m ordered to quit my job, too." Warren snickered. "I told him to go fuck himself."

"You WHAT?" Sophia looked like she was close to tears. "Oh, Warren…I never meant to get you involved in this. Look at you!" She took a breath. "I swear to God, Warren, I never said one word about you to Scott. Never."

"Sophia, I believe you. In fact, I never thought for a minute that you did. He must have found out some other way."

"I’ll bet Alexandra, my neighbor, saw us. She lives down the street. She used to be my friend, but she’s a real bitch, and she wants Scott."

"God knows why."

Sophia snorted. "Too true. But she must have seen you and done some snooping. Warren, I’m so sorry."

"You didn’t do this to me, Soph."

Sophia started to sob. "Yes I did."

"Sophia, look at me. Listen to me. NO YOU DID NOT. You didn’t hit me. You have no control over what Scott does."

"Yeah, but if I hadn’t pulled you into my life…"

"You mean if we hadn’t become friends."

"Yeah"

"That was our choice. Scott didn’t have anything to do with it. Soph, do you value my friendship?"

"You know I do. But what about you?"

"You know I value your friendship, too."

"But how can you, if it gets you beat up by my boyfriend!"

"Some things are more important than other things. And what you want, Sophia, is infinitely more important to me than what that asshole boyfriend of yours wants. Even if it gets me beat up."

Warren walked out of the store to pick up the lot. Sophia didn’t know what to say to that.

It was close to the end of their shift. Sophia wanted Warren to walk her home, but was terrified to ask him to. What if Scott showed up? What a mess. She stepped into the back room to sip a cup of coffee. Warren was mopping the floor, chatting with Dora. Sophia heard someone come in, but figured Dora could handle it. Then she heard a voice-Scott’s voice.

"Hey, pussy. I thought I told you to quit this job. I thought I told you to stay the fuck away from Sophia."

"And I thought I told you to go fuck yourself."

Sophia stayed in the back room, out of sight. She couldn’t believe her ears. Was Warren trying to get himself KILLED?

"Listen, pussy, you want more like you got yesterday? I’m telling you to stay away from Sophia."

"Sophia’s my friend."

"Sophia doesn’t have any friends if I say she doesn’t have any friends."

Sophia blinked. Warren was right. Scott just wanted to control everything about her.

"Well, nobody chooses my friends for me. Sophia’s my friend. If Sophia doesn’t want that, she can tell me. Since she just told me the opposite, then friends we stay."

Scott moved closer to Warren and growled in a low voice, "You don’t seem to understand, faggot. Yesterday was just a preview. If you don’t stay the fuck away from Sophia, I’ll give you a beating that will make the one yesterday feel like a tickle."

Sophia tried to blink back the tears. What the hell should she do? How could she get Warren out of this?

"You are pathetic," Warren said. Sophia couldn’t believe her ears. And Warren continued, "You just have to keep control over her. You have to keep her pinned under your thumb. You refuse to let her think for herself. And you keep doing this because you are terrified that if you let her think for herself, if you let her get out from under your thumb, she’s going to wake up and realize that she is WAY too fucking GOOD for the likes of YOU!"

Warren, of course, ended up on his back, bleeding from his mouth. He expected that. Scott was just laughing at him, while Sophia stood in the back room, sobbing, terrified.

Warren pulled himself up, in horrific pain, but determined not to give in. Not to this scumbag. Not concerning Sophia. "And you know what, asshole? You can hit me over and over again and it still won’t change the fact that Sophia is too good for you."

The next shot went to Warren’s already bruised ribs. Dora went running back to tell Antonio to call the cops. Warren tried to catch his breath, kneeling on the floor, gasping. And Scott taunted him: "Want another one, pussy?"

"Better me than Sophia."

And Sophia, who had been hunched over, crying, stood up, with a start. She had always thought of Warren as a bit of a wimp-but here he was, standing there, taking a beating. For her. She was ashamed of herself for ever thinking that he was wimpy. If she ever had any doubts about whether or not he loved her, they were gone. And she knew something else as well.

She knew she had to end this.

She walked out onto the floor. "Scott, that’s enough."

"Oh, Sophia! Come to watch me beat the shit out of your little friend here?"

"No, I’ve come to tell you to get out. Get out of the store, get out of my life. Now."

"Yeah, right, Sophia. What have I told you? You are mine. Get used to it."

Scott had turned his back to Warren to face Sophia, and Warren made a little cheering motion with his hands. Sophia caught it, drew strength from it, and marched right up to Scott.

"I am not your anything. We are through. I am done being a punching bag. Antonio is back there calling the cops. They are on their way. Warren is underage, you are not. Assault and battery of a minor will get you a little stint behind bars. And it will be two, because I’ve got some bruises I can show them, too. And, for a kicker, I can tell them you’ve slept with me, a fourteen year old, and you’ll get statutory rape on top of it.

I am taking out a restraining order against you as soon as I can do it. I want you gone, I want you out of my life, forever. Do you understand me?"

Warren had managed to stand up, and was smiling and giving Sophia the thumbs-up. Scott walked towards Sophia, an angry grimace on his face, and swung at her. Warren was about to jump him, to do anything to help Sophia, but he didn’t have to.

Just as Scott’s hand connected with Sophia’s mouth, the cops walked in.

A TURNING POINT (Chapter 5)

They ended up in the hospital. That punch to Sophia’s mouth was accompanied by another to Sophia’s already broken ribs, before the cops got in and grabbed Scott. Sophia and Warren had gone down to the police station to give their statements, but the cops did it quickly because it was clear that Sophia was in agony, and Warren wanted to make sure his jaw wasn’t broken. The cops took them to the hospital.

They could come in later in the week and finish up their statements-the cops had gotten the basics.

Scott was behind bars, at least for now. They went to the emergency room, where the nurses called their parents. Sophia was badly hurt and extremely shook up, but felt strangely liberated. Even so, she refused to leave Warren’s side. She even made the nurses put them in the same examining room. The nurses told her that she would have to take her shirt off in front of him, and she said, "I don’t care. He stays." So he stayed.

It would make it easier on the doctors, anyhow-they could check them both out at once.

Sophia’s mother was the first to show up. She was alternately hysterical and scolding. Warren was dumbfounded. Yeah, she was shook up at seeing her oldest daughter in the condition she was in, but a little support might have been nice. She screamed, and then cried, and then screamed, completely ignored Warren, and had Sophia on the verge of tears herself. They closed the curtain so the doctors could check Sophia out, and she shot Warren a look of utter despair. She would have insisted the curtain stay open if her mother hadn’t been there, but she didn’t need to give her mother another excuse to go off.

Warren was very glad to see his own parents. They were, of course, concerned-his mother Peg was, after all, a mother, and his father Jim was concerned in his own way-but they didn’t get hysterical.

"Oh God, Warren. That doesn’t look too good," Peg said.

"Mom, I’m fine. They don’t even think it’s broken. I’m just going to be talking a little softer for a few days.

That should be a welcome relief. You can just make me coffee milkshakes." They all laughed.

"What did the police say?" Jim asked.

"Oh, they think the asshole’s going to be out of commission for a while."

"How do you get yourself involved in these messes?" Peg asked.

"Come on, Mom. How many messes, exactly, do I get myself involved in?"

"OK. Not many", Peg smiled. "But this one appears to be a doozy."

"No argument there."

Jim looked at his son and said, "I hope this girl is worth it."

Warren put his finger over his lips and pointed towards the curtain.

"Yes she is. You’ll see," he whispered.

"She’s in here?" Peg whispered.

"Yeah."

"Why’d they do that"?

"Soph insisted. She didn’t want to leave me."

"What’s all that yelling"? Jim whispered.

"Her mother. Wonderful, isn’t it? Thank you guys for not doing that."

Sophia’s mother emerged from behind the curtain and walked out of the room, not saying a word to anyone. Then the curtain opened.

"How you doing, Soph?"

"She’ll be fine," the Doctor interjected. "Now, let’s check you out."

Sophia elaborated while the Doctor checked out Warren’s jaw. "My ribs are definitely broken.

I have to stay out of school and work for the rest of the week and pretty much stay in bed, and I’m going to be taped up for a while-but they think that’s the extent of it. My shoulder is slightly separated, but will be OK, and my back is bruised-and they think that my left breast is just bruised and not permanently damaged, like they thought before."

"Oh, good, that’s a relief. That’s an important part of the body not to be damaged."

"Pig." Sophia said, grinning.

"You know it."

"Will you shut up so I can finish this?" the Doctor interjected.

"Sorry."

"Besides, Warren," Jim said dryly, "You shouldn’t talk that way in front of your mother."

Even Peg laughed at that. She wasn’t a prude by any means.

"These are your parents, War?" Sophia asked. Warren gave her a thumbs-up. "Hi. I’m Sophia."

She shook hands with both of them.

Jim looked at the girl sitting in front of him-the young lady that had completely complicated his oldest son’s well-ordered life-and said, "You’re right, Warren. She’s definitely worth it." And winked at her.

Warren burst out laughing-much to the consternation of the doctor-and Peg rolled her eyes at her husband. Sophia just stared, dumbfounded.

"That’s my Dad." Warren said, dryly. "Translated, Soph, he thinks you’re a babe. Of course, I already knew that." Sophia just sputtered. Warren’s parents certainly were…different.

"Honey, you’ve embarrassed her," Peg said.

"I was just pleased that Warren has inherited his old man’s good taste in women, that’s all."

"Nice save, Dad."

"Thanks, Warren."

"Yeah, thanks Warren," Peg said sarcastically. "C’mon, Jim. Let’s let the doctor finish up. We’ll see you in the waiting room."

"OK." They left, with Sophia staring blankly at the door. "Those were your parents?"

"Uh-huh. Never a dull moment with those two."

Warren did not have a broken jaw. Sophia got some painkillers and a week of bedrest, and got to go home with her mother still carping in her ear. Warren went home and did some studying.

Sophia spent the rest of the week in bed; half the time hopped up on painkillers, and the other half of the time thinking. She had quite a bit to think about.

Friday afternoon, her phone rang. "Soph, it’s Warren. You up to some company tonight?"

"I’d love it."

"Well, then, you have a choice. It can just be lil’ ol’ me, or, my buddy Crash was supposed to come down tonight with his girlfriend Alison, so we could make it a party. We’ll even teach you how to play poker."

Soph giggled. "Actually that sounds like fun."

"Great. Let me call the Crashmeister, and we’ll be there."

They got dropped off by Warren’s mother at about 7:00, and greeted Sophia laden with sodas, Warren’s "world famous chip dip" and other goodies, and a couple decks of cards. "We even brought some videos, if we get tired of poker." Warren said.

"Yeah," said Alison, bemused, "but Crash picked them out, so we got Caddyshack, or Animal House."

"Classic American filmmaking, I tell you, " replied Crash.

It got to be about 10:00, and Sophia realized something amazing. She was at home, not drinking, not on drugs-she hadn’t even taken a painkiller-not having sex, with two preppies and one of the preppy’s equally preppy girlfriend-and she was having a blast. Alison was sweet, and Crash was an experience.

She had always seen Warren’s keen wit and humor, but Crash magnified it tenfold. Between Warren’s superbly timed sarcasm and Crash’s constant stream of one-liners, she laughed so much it made her ribs hurt more. She didn’t mind. After Alison whipped them all at poker-"Cause she cheats", kidded Crash-they moved to the TV room and popped in Caddyshack. Sophia had never seen the film, and had to admit that it was funny-the humor being enhanced by Warren and Crash, who apparently knew every word and recited such right along with the movie.

Halfway through, the guys declared an emergency-"We’re out of soda!"-and headed off to the nearby store to restock. They paused the movie, and Alison stayed to keep Sophia company. They were still goofing as they walked out the door, and Sophia was still laughing as the door closed behind them.

"Whew", Sophia caught her breath, "are they always like that?"

"Mostly." Alison smiled.

"Oh boy. The next time I have them both in my house at the same time, remind me not to have broken ribs. I’ve laughed so much it hurts."

"I keep telling them they should take their act on the road."

"I take it you’re exposed to the act frequently."

"Yeah. I’ve been going out with Jay for almost a year, so I’ve gotten to know Warren pretty well. Of course, Jay and I are going out so Warren’s not with us all the time"-they both giggled-"but he is

Jay’s best friend."

"I take it Jay is Crash’s real name. I never knew that."

Alison giggled. "Actually it’s Jason, but only his mother calls him that. Most people call him Jay. Only Warren calls him Crash. He drove his bicycle into the side of his house a while ago. Made a big joke about it, as usual-said Just call me Crash-so Warren does. That’s the way they are."

Sophia giggled. Alison went on, "So, yeah, if we don’t want to be alone, we hang out with Warren. We’ve been known to show up at his neighborhood parties, because they are always a blast. I have to say, though, that I used to get worried about Warren feeling like a fifth wheel. He worries about that. It’s nice to see him have a girlfriend, finally-he deserves it."

Sophia blinked at that one. "Actually, I’m not his girlfriend. We’re just friends. Did he say I was his girlfriend?"

Alison thought. "Actually, come to think of it, he never did. I just assumed."

"No, we’re just very good friends. You know what happened to us, with my ex?" Alison nodded. "OK. Well, we have a strong bond, as friends, because we’ve been through a lot together. But we’re not going out."

Alison thought for a minute. She was a smart girl, and was usually very good at seeing things, figuring things out. She had learned to trust her instincts. And her instincts right now said that somebody needed a push. So, she said, with a raised eyebrow, "Just friends, huh? Well you could have fooled me."

"What’s that supposed to mean?"

"What it means is this-I assumed you were going out. Warren didn’t tell me that, I just assumed. Why? Because I’ve been watching you two all night. I have to tell you that anyone who didn’t know you two and walked into this room and watched you would immediately conclude that they were watching two people who were madly in love with each other."

"Huh?"

"You heard what I said. Look, I figured out a while ago that Warren was in love with you, just by the way he talks about you. What I didn’t know is if you were in love with him. Now I know." Alison smiled. "You are, in a big way. You got it bad for my little buddy, girl," she smirked.

"You don’t know what you’re talking about." Sophia snorted.

"Don’t I. You think about it. I’ll bet my right arm on this one."

"I’m not-I can’t-be in love with Warren Kelleher!"

"Why not?"

"We’re too different."

"Not really, you’re not."

"Come on! He’s a preppy! He doesn’t party. He actually likes to study! He’s a virgin. He doesn’t drink, doesn’t smoke, doesn’t do drugs. We have nothing in common!"

"That’s all surface junk. And you do have some surface stuff in common-he’s told me that. You’re both baseball nuts. You both like figure skating. You’re both card-carrying Beatlemaniacs. You both like to read."

"True."

"And like I said, that’s all surface stuff. Crash and I have less surface stuff in common than you do, except we both like poker. What counts is what’s inside, Sophia. Look, none of that other stuff matters. Are drinking and drugs that important to who you are? Is preppy a dirty word?"

"No, I suppose not, on both counts."

"And as for him being a virgin, all that means is that you get to teach him!"

Sophia laughed.

"All I’m saying is, look into your heart. What’s your heart telling you? I’m willing to bet that, if you listen, you’ll discover that I’m right. And, I wish I had a camera, because if I took a picture of you looking at him, and you saw the way you look at him, you’d know I’m right."

Sophia sat for a minute, and then said, "How do I look at him?"

"Like he’s the center of the universe."

The guys walked in. They started the movie, and Crash and Warren went back into their routine, but Sophia was barely paying attention. She looked a Warren-looked hard at him-and let her heart speak. And she realized, right then, without a doubt, that Alison was right.

She was in love with Warren.

As the guys were cleaning up to get ready to go, Sophia called Alison over. "Would you mind if I got your phone number? I’d like to call you tomorrow sometime."

"Sure. What’s up?"

"I need to talk. I need help with something."

"OK." She wrote down the number. "I should be home all day."

Back at Warren’s house, waiting for Jay’s father to pick them up, Alison had a brief talk with Warren.

"She’s some girl, Warren."

"Yup"

"You guys going out?"

Warren snorted. "Be real, Ally. She’s completely out of my league."

"I beg to differ."

"Yeah, right."

"Warren. She’s in love with you."

"Naah. That’s friendship, and gratitude. Why would she be in love with me, for goodness’ sake?"

"Oh, I dunno. Some of us think you’re all right, you know." Alison smirked at him.

"Yeah. For friendship. Not for dating."

"In my case, you’re right. Of course, I am taken." They both chuckled. "But any girl that gets you is getting one hell of a catch, and even a friend like me can figure that out. Trust me. She’s just about to figure it out, too. Because she’s in love with you."

"Alison, you are nuts."

"Let me ask you a question, War. Are you in love with her?"

"Yeah. I have been for some time."

"Well, TELL HER, you goof!!!"

Warren sighed. "Ally, I know you mean well, but rejection gets real old, real fast."

"You will not get rejected."

"Easy for you to say."

THE MAN OF MY DREAMS (Chapter 6)

"Alison, it’s Sophia Daniels."

"Oh, boy, am I glad you called. I had an interesting conversation with Warren while Jay and I were waiting for our ride last night."

"Really?"

"The boy has got it bad for you. And doesn’t think you’ll go out with him in a million years."

Sophia stopped. And said, firmly, "He’s wrong about that."

"He is?"

"Yup. No need to surrender your right arm in a bet, Alison-you were right. I realized it last night. That’s why I want to talk to you. I’m in love with him. Great. Now what do I do?"

"I told him you were. And I told him to tell you he was. And he didn’t believe me."

Sophia sighed. "Oh boy. So, I fall in love with the most unlikely guy I could have ever picked. And now I can’t get him to do anything about it."

"You know Warren. He’s got about as much experience with girls as I do with nuclear physics." They both laughed. "If I know Warren-and I do-he’s keeping himself up nights trying to figure out a way to tell you how he feels. And, if I still know Warren-he’s not going to be able to do it. Sophia, he is terrified."

"Oy veh. So, where does this leave me?"

"With the ball in your court."

"Um…meaning…"

"Meaning you are going to have to take the first step, here."

"Me? Ask him out?"

"You got it."

"Oh boy. I’ve never done that before."

"That’s fitting, because I’m sure he’s never been asked out before, either."

Sophia chuckled, and then got serious: "I don’t know if I can do it. I know I’ve had more experience than he has, but I’ve never been aggressive. I was never allowed to. I’ve always been passive."

"Didn’t Warren tell me that was one of the things that you were working on-making your own decisions, going after things, being more aggressive?"

"Yeah."

"So, show the boy what you’ve learned!"

Sophia laughed.

"Look," Alison continued. "I know he’s shown some serious courage on your behalf recently."

"Standing up for me with Scott."

"Exactly. And, not to be blunt, but it is your turn. You know how he feels. He hasn’t said it, but he’s shown you. But he does not know how you feel. And somebody’s got to say it, dammit!!"

Sophia laughed. Alison was right. Sophia said so.

"I always am," Alison replied cheerfully.

It took until Tuesday. Sophia spent the whole day at work with Warren on Monday paralyzed with fright, and spent the whole day-including their customary walk home-without saying a word about it.

And then spent Monday night kicking herself for not saying anything.

They walked home Tuesday. Warren insisted on carrying Sophia’s bookbag-like he did Monday-to save her injured torso. He prattled on the whole way home, while Sophia muttered "hmmm" and "yeah".

They got to her house, and she grabbed his hand and led him to the seat on the porch.

"Sophia. Hello, Earth to Sophia! Are you in there?"

"Hmmm? Oh!…Warren, I’m sorry."

"You haven’t heard a word I’ve said, have you?"

"Not really. I’m sorry. I’ve got something on my mind."

"AAA. I thought I saw the smoke coming out of your ears." Sophia giggled. "Anything I can help you out with?"

"Nah, War, I’m alright. Just something I have to work out in my mind. I made a decision about something, and now I have to figure out how to put it into action."

"Hmm. Sounds weighty. Maybe Warren the Magnificent can lend a hand?"

"I don’t think so, Warren. This is something I have to do. And I have to do it myself."

"Another self-improvement mission?"

Sophia giggled. "You might say that."

"Well, then, Sophia. Just do it. You gonna let me in on it, at least?"

Sophia thought about that for a moment. Just do it. What the fuck, right? He was right. Just do it. She laughed to herself-little did he know what he was talking about.

"Yeah, Warren, I think I will let you in on it. I’ve made up my mind. I have to do something. And what I have to do, is this…" and she put her arms around him, reached in, and gave him a long, slow, beautiful kiss.

And Warren couldn’t have been more shocked if Paul McCartney had strolled down the street strumming a guitar and singing "Hey Jude".

Sophia broke the kiss-and wished for a camera, because the look on Warren’s face was priceless. And then she said it: "Warren Kelleher, will you go out with me?"

Warren blinked. Then he shook his head, because Paul McCartney was still walking down the street, but now Ringo was playing tambourine along side. He looked at Sophia, and said the only thing that came to mind: "Are you SERIOUS?"

Sophia laughed. "Let’s see…I just gave you the greatest kiss of your entire life…"

"True. Not that there was much competition, mind you."

"…forget that part. Like I said, greatest kiss of your life, then I ask you to be my boyfriend, and you have to ask if I’m serious??"

"Well, it was unexpected."

"Only because you’re horrible at picking up subtle hints. And because I’m perpetually confused. I should’ve done this a while ago."

"You should’ve?"

"Yes, I should have. Is it so inconceivable? Me asking you out?"

"YES!"

"Why?"

"It just is. We have completely different lifestyles. We have different friends. Shit, Soph, your friends are going to hound you mercilessly for going out with someone like me. Plus, you’re beautiful-and I’m just plain ol’ Warren."

"I happen to think plain ol’ Warren is pretty hot. You might be Prep Boy, but you’re still good looking. Besides which, inside, you are the most beautiful person I know. We can integrate our lifestyles, because mine is changing with or without you anyway. As for my friends-the ones I really care about will get over it, and as for the rest, fuck ‘em. Warren…I love you. More than I ever thought I could love another person."

Warren looked down at her. She had the most incredible smile, and was looking at him with complete adoration. He realized he had seen that look before, but didn’t know it for what it was. Maybe she hadn’t known it for what it was, either, but she had figured it out. She’d figured it out, and taken an enormous leap of faith. He knew being aggressive wasn’t one of her strengths-but she had taken the initiative. And he was so thankful that she had.

"Sophia, I love you, too. Yes, I will go out with you."

FULL METAL JESSICA (Chapter 7)

They spent a few minutes sitting on Sophia’s porch, cuddling and kissing a bit, not saying much of anything. Sophia couldn’t believe how happy and relieved she felt, and Warren was plainly looking like the cat who had eaten the canary. She was reclining on the seat, the back of her head against his chest, his arms around her waist, both of their legs spread out on the bench. She could hear his heart beating. It was a very comfortable place to be.

Then Sophia saw movement coming up the street. "Uh Oh."

"Uh oh, what?"

"Remember how you were talking about my friends, and how I said they’d just have to get used to it? Well, here comes the first test. That’s Jessie walking up the street."

"Your best friend, Jessie?"

"The same."

"You wanna get up and sit next to me, so she doesn’t see us all cozy like this?"

"Not on your life."

"Wow. Did somebody give you a chutzpah infusion today?" They both laughed, as Jessie walked up the stairs to the porch, a very quizzical look on her face.

"Yo, Soph," she said.

"Hiya, Jessie. Jess, this is Warren."

"So this is the famous Prep Boy, eh? Right. So what the fuck is going on here??"

Warren and Sophia both laughed. "OK, Jess," Sophia said, "I fucked up that introduction. Jess, this is my boyfriend Warren."

"BOYFRIEND????"

"That’s right."

"When did this happen?"

Warren laughed, as Sophia replied, "Oh, about five or so minutes ago!"

Jessie moved to the chair across from the bench where Warren and Sophia were. She looked completely dumbfounded. Then she looked at Warren and said, "You mean to tell me that the Preppie actually had the balls to ask you out?"

Sophia laughed out loud, as Warren looked embarrassed. "Actually, I asked him out."

"Where did you get the balls to ask him out?"

"Dunno. I just did."

Jessie was completely amazed. Then, she got a wry little smile on her face, and said to Warren, "Very nice. Can’t even ask the girl out yourself, haveta wait until she does it. Typical Preppie."

"I am never going to live that one down, I can see it now."

"Got that right." She looked back at Sophia. "So, the Party Woman Extraordinaire is going out with the Ultimate Preppie, have I got this right?"

"Right."

Jessica snorted. "You know, this is gonna go over real well with the gang at the next beer and bong bash."

"I don’t care, Jess."

"No, I don’t suppose that you do. Probably a good thing. You’ve spent too much time worrying about what other people think, Soph, I’ve told you that before. Not caring what anyone else thinks is a big step."

"I know."

Jessica thought for a minute. Then she looked at Warren with a practiced eye. "He’s not bad-looking, is he? For a preppy, I mean."

"I feel like a piece of meat," Warren mock-complained.

"You just learn your place, honey, and we’ll get along just fine," Jess spat out. Sophia cracked up laughing.

"Course, I can’t see his ass in that position, so I can’t give him a number grade, but he seems to look presentable and all."

"Is she always like this?" Warren asked.

Sophia giggled. "Oh, this is mild, man-of-mine. You haven’t gotten even a hint of Full Metal Jessica just yet."

Jessica snorted, "Damn straight. Hey, I’m trying to be open and welcoming, here."

Warren laughed at that. "And the effort has not gone unappreciated. Unnoticed until you mentioned it, maybe, but not unappreciated."

Jessie looked at Sophia, in amazement. "Prep Boy actually gives as good as he gets?"

"Frequently."

"Wow. The mind boggles. You’ll have to excuse me, but I have seen my entire worldview turned upside down in an instant, here."

Sophia said, "Your worldview? Imagine the flips mine has taken in the past couple of months! Actually, Jess, you’re taking this quite well. I expected a whole ‘Are you crazy, what the hell do you think you’re doing???’ rant by now."

Jessie looked serious. "And, a month ago you might have gotten one. Sophia, you love him?"

"Yes"

"Preppy, you love her?"

"Completely."

"Good. Considering what’s gone on in Sophia’s life recently, I only have one rant to make." She stood up. "Preppy, listen to me and listen good. You had better make damn sure you are very fucking good to my one and only best friend. Do you read me?"

"Loud and clear, ma’am."

"Good. You hurt her like those other assholes and I will rip your balls off and feed them to my hamster."

Jess softened, and sat back down. "But you’re not the type to hurt his girlfriend, are you? No, not at all, I’d wager," she said almost to herself. Then she recovered herself: "Besides, look at the two of you, cuddling up all cozy-like. It’s enough to make a body sick." They all laughed.

"Jess," Sophia said, "thanks for making this easy. I really appreciate it."

Jessie snorted, "What? Me stand in the course of true love? Heaven forbid."

Warren chuckled. "Honey, I have to get going. I have a pile of studying, plus I’m hungry."

"Can you call me later?"

"Sure." They got up, and shared a good-bye kiss, as Jessica made mock-gagging noises. They just looked at her and grinned, and Warren headed off down the street.

From behind him, he heard Jessica yell, so he could hear. "Alright, Sophia, I give the ass an eight!"

JUST LIKE ROMEO AND JULIET (Chapter 8)

Sophia sat at her kitchen table, doling out the happy meals to Eric and Tara, her younger brother and sister. Eric was 8, Tara 6, and they really were cute kids. She had to baby-sit tonight after work, because her mother had gotten an extra shift at the hotel where she worked the front desk. Luckily, she had company-Warren had come home with her. He had gone with her to McDonalds to get some food, and was now making googoo eyes at Tara while he ate his Big Mac. Sophia smiled to herself, as Warren engaged Eric on the finer points of the Boston Bruins’ power play. Then he made more funny faces at Tara. Tara was utterly charmed, Eric thought Warren was "neat", and Sophia couldn’t stop smiling. She’d never had another boyfriend who even acknowledged Eric and Tara’s existence. What a guy, she thought for about the millionth time in the two weeks that they had been going out.

"You’re really good with little kids."

"I like ‘em. Always have. And Eric and Tara are cool."

"You’ve got these at home, didn’t you say?"

"Yeah, but a little bit older. Ryan is eleven, and Kristin is nine."

"Well, you’ve got Eric and Tara eating out of the palm of your hand."

Warren laughed. "It’s practice."

"Practice?"

"I told you I want to be a doctor, right? Well, what I want to be is a pediatrician."

"Judging from my siblings here, you’ve certainly got the bedside manner thing down already."

"It was easy with them. They’re good kids."

"I gotta get ‘em ready for bed. Wanna help?"

"Actually, if you don’t mind, I’m gonna crack these books. I did tell you if I came over with you, you’d have to put up with me studying for a bit."

"Right. OK, come on guys, let’s get those PJ’s on!"

Sophia got her brother and sister ready for bed, and Tara insisted on coming down to "kiss Warren goodnight." Eric settled for a high five. Sophia shooed them up to bed, then came back down to find Warren with his nose buried in a book.

"Watcha readin’?"

"Hamlet."

"Isn’t that Shakespeare?"

"Uh-huh. I wasn’t lying when I told you I read him for fun, but this is an assignment. I’ve read it before, but it’s been a while, so I’m refreshing my memory. I got my biology done so I figured I’d delve into Hamlet for a while."

"Why do you do this?"

"Do what?"

"Study so hard."

"So I can get good grades, which will allow me to get into a good college, which if I continue to get good grades will allow me to get into medical school."

"Got it all figured out, eh?"

"Well, I am only fourteen. Things could change. But you still need the grades to get into college, that part doesn’t change."

"I’m just in awe that you even have a clue of what to do with your life. I don’t."

"What do you like?"

"Academically? Nothing."

"Soph, if you paid attention in class every once in a while, you might find something."

"Thanks, Prep Boy,"

"Don’t mention it. Besides which, I do know something you like. I doubt you could take it yet, but you could build towards it."

"What?"

"When we’re watching TV, what channel do you keep flipping to?"

"Well, the Weather Channel. I like weather."

"Right. Meteorology is a career, you know." Warren teased.

"Hmmm. I never thought about it. Ah, it doesn’t matter. I’ll never get into college, not with my grades."

"Sophia, you’re a freshman. You have plenty of time to change."

"Yeah, but I’ve got a horrible hole to dig myself out of."

"That’s the easy part. Colleges will ignore your freshman year, if the other years are good. In fact, they love that stuff. Big improvement in high school grades? That overshadows the crummy beginning."

"Really?"

"Absolutely."

"Hmmm. Of course, I’d have to start to care about school. That’s the real tough part. It’s so boring."

"It can’t be all boring. You have to keep your mind open. I have discovered interesting things in school that I wouldn’t have otherwise."

"You go to a better school than I do."

"True. But you’ll find something. And, sometimes, you just have to fake it for the sake of the grade." They both laughed. "I hate math, with a passion. But I’ve got an A in geometry so far."

"I’ll have to give this some thought. Now, tell me about this Shakespeare guy."

"I’ll do better than tell you." He dug around in his bookbag. "I like Hamlet, but you don’t want to start with that one." He withdrew a book and looked at it. "Comedy is good to start, and Taming of the Shrew is one of his best, but I think I’ve got something that your tortured romantic soul will like even better." Sophia giggled. Warren withdrew another book. "Aha! Here we go. Romeo and Juliet. Here, read this."

"I don’t know if I can actually read Shakespeare."

"Sure you can. Listen, the language can be a bit daunting, but most of it you can get from context. This is also my study copy, so you’ll see some notes on words in the margins. Any you don’t get, you can ask me. The most important thing in reading Shakespeare is to not let the language hold you up. Go with the flow. Don’t get frustrated. A word here or there escapes, fine, as long as you get the gist of it. It’s the ideas, and the poetry of the language, that you want to get. As the man himself said, ‘The play’s the thing.’"

"You really think I can get through this?"

"I know you can, Sophia. And, if you get it, you will love that one. Make sure you have a box of tissues handy. Weep, cry, sob." Sophia laughed.

"OK, Warren, if you think I can do this. I’ll give it a try."

Sophia fell asleep reading. She called Warren after school the next day, asking about a passage. He clarified it for her, and she surprised herself at how quick she got off the phone to continue reading.

He was right, if you didn’t let the language bog you down, it was not really difficult reading. And, wow what a story. Now she knew why Warren was hooked.

She finished Romeo and Juliet before she went to sleep that night. And she used half a box of tissues.

They worked after school the next day. Sophia walked in, and Warren was already there, starting in on the dishes.

"Hi, Prep Boy." She held out the copy of Romeo and Juliet. "What a great, great book."

"You liked it?"

"Loved it. Couldn’t put it down. Amazing, isn’t it?" They both laughed. "Now I know why you picked that one to give me first, though. It’s kind of…well, it’s kind of us, isn’t it?"

"In a way. Hopefully, without that whole messy double-suicide thing, however." They both laughed.

"True," Sophia agreed. "But the whole lovers-from-different-worlds thing, that’s what reminded me of us."

"I had noticed that, yes."

"More?"

"What, more Shakespeare?" Sophia nodded sheepishly. " Dammit, Soph, we’ll make an intellectual out of you yet!!"

"Not very damn likely, Prep Boy."

"I’ve got Taming of the Shrew in my bookbag. I’ll get that for you before we leave. This one is different. It’s a comedy."

"After Romeo and Juliet, I think a comedy will be a good thing!"

They walked home, and Sophia took her bookbag up to her room, intending to dive into Taming of the Shrew. When she went to get it out, she saw her history textbook. She had a history quiz tomorrow. She knew what chapters it was on. She could read ‘em, at least.

What the hell, she thought.

She withdrew the history text and opened it.

LET'S (ICE) DANCE (Chapter 9)

It was Friday night. Sophia always had the house to herself on Friday nights. That’s usually when she brought her boyfriends home to have sex. Well, she sighed to herself, that hasn’t happened yet with Warren. But he was here, with her, watching a movie.

"Had a history quiz today," Sophia said.

"Yeah?"

"I actually studied for it last night."

"Wow."

"And I think I did pretty good."

"Double wow."

"Warren Kelleher, what the fuck have you done to me? Studying. No parties. Sitting in an empty house on a Friday night watching a movie. I’m becoming boring!"

"Not even a little bit are you boring. Don’t ever worry about that. You pack more living into one day than most people do in a year. Besides which, I didn’t do this to you. You did it to yourself."

"I know, I know. It’s just weird. I like Shakespeare, for chrissakes! I’m not supposed to like Shakespeare, I’m supposed to like beer!"

"Which do you truly like better?"

"Shakespeare." Sophia sighed. " I suppose I shouldn’t be surprised. Before I turned into Wild Woman, I loved to read. I still do, but I never do it as much as I used to. Reading Romeo and Juliet-and I started Taming of the Shrew after I studied last night-reminded me how much I used to like reading. It all came back to me. It was actually pretty cool."

"I want you to know something, Sophia. I think I need to say this. I love you, whatever you do. If you didn’t like Shakespeare, I’d still love you. If you told me you didn’t want to be together tonight because you were going to a beer and bong bash, I’d still love you. I’d worry more, but I’d still love you."

Sophia laughed. "I think I knew that. But it was nice to hear, anyway. I really do like reading more than partying. I suppose I always did-I just forgot. But I worry about my image, more than I should. Reading Shakespeare and getting good grades just is not done in my crowd."

"Actually, Soph, you do other things that I’d bet aren’t done much in your crowd. And that’s not even including having a preppie boyfriend."

"OK, what else?" Sophia chuckled.

"I’d bet not many of your friends are Beatlemaniacs. And then there’s that whole thing where you know more about baseball than most guys I know."

"True. Those things are, however, easier to hide than good grades."

Warren thought for a minute. "What else did you like to do before you became Party Woman Extraordinaire?"

"This, actually. I loved movies. I like that we watch movies, I’ve missed it. I actually-you’re not going to believe this-played chess. "

"We’ll have to play sometime, if you remember. I’m pretty good."

"A preppie? Good at chess? I’m soooooooo surprised."

"You just keep quiet, you."

"I’ll have to brush up, so I can kick your butt. What else? I spent more time on the computer than I do now. Oh, and figure skating, of course."

"Figure skating?"

"I never mentioned that? Oh, yeah. Made it to Sectionals as a novice, what, three years ago? Yeah, three years ago."

"What happened?"

"My partner quit, and I never found another one, and then I started the downward slide into the depraved Wild Woman you see before you today." Warren stuck his tongue out at her. "If you’re gonna stick that thing out, come over here and put it to good use. Anyway, I was a pretty good skater."

"You said partner. Pairs?"

"Dance."

"Ah. I competed in singles as a novice two years ago. Didn’t make it out of regionals, though."

"You did? Wow. Another thing we have in common. I didn’t know you skated."

"Still do. I’m at the rink every Saturday morning. I stopped trying to compete, but I still take lessons and skate for fun."

"Why’d you quit competing?"

"I wasn’t much good." They both laughed. "Actually, I’m a superb basic skater. Great edges, good footwork, fast, the whole bit. However, I wasn’t much of a jumper."

"You should’ve switched to dance."

"Hmmmm. Never thought of that."

Sophia thought for a minute. "You going to the rink tomorrow?" Warren nodded. "Think I could tag along?"

"Sure. It’d be fun."

They showed up at the rink the next morning. Carol, the lady Warren took lessons from, let Sophia join in for the morning, as a guest. Sophia thought she’d start with the beginners, but she realized she really hadn’t forgotten all that much. Quickly, she was flying across the ice like she had never left it. She had to admit, it felt really, really good.

She looked over at Warren, trying some jumps. He had a double salchow that was solid, and a double loop that was respectable, but couldn’t get past a single of any other jump. And the axel, even the single was an adventure. Sophia realized why he had stopped competing, at least as a singles skater.

But, boy, could he move on the ice. His edges were solid as a rock; he had quick feet, good carriage, everything you could want in a young skater-except jumps.

Sophia skated up to him as he took a slight break next to the coach. "Warren, I’ve been watching you."

"What did you think?"

"Warren, we should dance together."

"Ah, I don’t know."

"Warren, you’ve got strong, strong basic skating skills. Your edges, your turns, everything. Screw the jumps. You need to dance, and you need to dance with me."

"You’re pretty vehement about this."

Sophia smiled a little. "Yeah, I suppose I am. I watched you do that piece of footwork a minute ago, and I said to myself, damn, I want him to do that with me. With me in your arms."

Carol, the coach, overheard. "Do you have a dance background, Sophia?"

"Sixth in novice sectionals three years ago."

"Great! You didn’t skate out of here?"

"No, down in Wennington."

"Ah. Well, if you want to dance again, I’m sure we could find you a partner."

"I’m trying to convince my partner," Sophia said with a smile.

"Actually, Warren, she’s got a point. You’ve certainly got the basics to do ice dance. The jumps are not coming. And, I don’t know if you guys can learn to dance together, but you are certainly physically well-matched."

Warren thought for a minute, and then said, "Hmmm. What the heck? I can try it, right? And I get to skate with the love of my life, that’s a cool bonus."

Sophia laughed. Carol said, "Listen. After the free session, the next lesson is run by June Riegert. She’s a dance coach. You guys were going to stick around for the free session, right? Afterwards, I’ll introduce you."

They tried skating together a bit during the free session, and found that they had a decent natural rhythm. They met June, and she agreed to let them join her dance class. They danced for a while, mostly just trying to teach Warren the most basic of steps, but Sophia loved it. By the end of the class, Warren realized that he liked it better than singles, already.

PLANS AND SCHEMES (Chapter 10)

"So, we’re going to take ice dance lessons and see how it goes."

Sophia was sitting at a party that Saturday night, talking to Jessie. Warren had had plans with Crash, so Sophia had decided to go to the party. She had wondered whether or not to tell Warren, finally decided to, and was happily surprised that he told her to go. She knew he’d worry, but he was good enough to understand that she couldn’t drop out of the party scene altogether. That’s where her friends were. She really was lucky to have him. She made a mental vow to take it easy on the nasty stuff at the party.

"So, the Famous Couple is now a couple on the ice, too," Jesse snorted. "Jesus, do you guys do everything together?"

Sophia sighed. "Well, Jess, aside from the fact that he’s not here-no, we don’t do everything together. I wish."

"Hmmm. Methinks my friend sounds just a touch frustrated."

"Just a touch."

"What, that he’s not here?"

"Oh, no. I’m fine with that. I’ll get him to come to one, when we’re ready for that. It’s fine that he’s not here, he had plans anyhow."

"Oh. OK. But there is a problem."

"Jess, it’s such a minor one, I don’t want to make a big deal about it. I’m so in love with him, I can’t stand it. It’s everything I could have ever dreamed about in a relationship. He’s damn near the perfect boyfriend."

"Except…"

"Except we’ve been going out for three weeks and he hasn’t made even something resembling the slightest hint of a move on me!"

"Aaah. Sophie’s horny."

"And how. And he hasn’t done anything more than kiss me. Oh, and just to ratchet up my hormones a few degrees, he’s an exceptionally good kisser."

"Really? Prep Boy?"

"Yeah. Surprised me how good he is."

"Hmmm. Well, as for your little problem, you’ve gotta understand-three weeks for you might be an eternity, but for Mister Inexperienced? If you guys are making out, that’s fast for him."

"I know, I know" Sophia groaned. "I just wish I could somehow let him know that I’m not going to bite."

"You don’t bite? That’s a pity."

"JESS!"

"Aaron used to like it when I bit."

"JESSIE! You’re horrible! Besides which, I thought you and Aaron never did it?"

"We didn’t, but we did everything but. No, unlike you, I kept my virginity. Unfortunately. If I hadn’t, I might have kept Aaron."

"You did the right thing, Jess, you know that."

"You’re probably right. I wasn’t ready."

"Jess, I wish I had held out. I might not be driving myself crazy right now. Damn, I am just not used to this-I’m used to guys that want to jump my bones on the first date."

"Hey, I didn’t tell you to go out with a preppy, now, did I?"

Sophia giggled. "Ah, I wouldn’t trade him for the world."

"So jump his bones."

"Huh?"

"Make the first move, Soph. Grab his crotch or something. Answer the door wearing a baby-doll. Write a lascivious note and put it in his bookbag. Be creative."

"That’s a damn good idea."

"Of course it is. I thought of it."

"Jess, you’re a genius. Hmmm. This beer is almost empty."

"How many?"

"First."

Jessie gaped. "Soph, you’ve been here two hours. One beer?"

"I’m taking it easy."

"You’re turning into me, is what you’re doing."

"Huh?"

"Soph, haven’t you noticed? I hardly ever get drunk. I take a beer and nurse it forever. I take one toke off a joint and pass it around. All the parties I go to, and the times I’ve been truly wasted or stoned I can count on about two fingers. Everybody thinks I’m cool, but I keep in control. And I even manage to get decent grades without everyone thinking I’m a wimp. I’m serious-you’re turning into me. Keep your rep but take care of business."

"Yeah, except you don’t have to worry about venturing into this den of jackals with a preppy on your arm."

Jessie laughed. "True. Of course, if I could get me a preppy that treats me like Warren treats you, I might consider it. But, what you said reminds me…"

"Of what?"

"Three weeks from now, the ‘rents are out of town. Which coincides with your fifteenth birthday. Which means…"

"Jessie’s Annual Sophia’s Birthday Bash?"

"You got it. And this is a perfect opportunity to parade the preppy into the den."

"You think?"

"Sure. First, you know my parties tend to be tame by comparison."

"That’s because if anyone gets out of hand, you kick their ass."

"Exactly. Second, it’s my party. My party, my guest list, my best friend’s boyfriend is firmly on the guest list, and if anyone has a problem with that…"

"You kick their ass."

"Exactly."

"We’ll be there. Might as well get it over with."

"Cool. It’s going to go better than you think, you know. Just make sure Prep Boy brings that rapier-sharp sarcastic wit that I’ve seen with him."

"I’ll do that. But first, I need to launch The Plan to Get Sophia Laid."

Jessie just laughed.

Sophia wrote the note on Wednesday. They had made plans to get together on Friday night, as usual, and her mother was working late, and the kids would be with their father. She planned to drop the note in his bookbag at work on Thursday. So she thought for a while on Wednesday night, and ended up writing this:

My dearest Romeo,

I don’t have a balcony for you to sing up to, so my bedroom will have to do. Up the stairs, to the right, first door on the left. I will be waiting for you there Friday night. Just let yourself in and come right up. I will be ready for you, and I will be wearing something very special for the occasion.

I want you, Romeo, so bad I can taste it.

See you Friday,

Your devoted Juliet.

Thursday Sophia walked in to work. Warren was already there, squeezing some studying in before his shift started.

"Whatcha studying, Preppy?"

"Biology. Respiratory system. Got a quiz tomorrow. I figured I’d get a bit in, but I’ll have to do more tonight."

Sophia looked over his shoulder. "So this is what you’ll be having fun with tonight?"

Warren laughed. "Yup. I do like bio, but I don’t know if studying is fun."

This is perfect, thought Sophia, as she made note of the page number. 226. "Oh, you love studying, and you know it."

"Ah, it’s alright." He closed the book. "Ready to go to work?"

"Yes sir, sir."

Sophia went to work, and waited until Warren went out to clean the lot. She planned to follow him out-she had almost completely quit smoking, but she still had one or two a day, usually at work-but, before she followed him, she went to his bookbag, withdrew the biology text, and slipped the note in right before page 226.

It was close to 11 PM, and Warren was still grinding out his studying. He had already told Sophia he probably wouldn’t be able to call her tonight-she was fine with that, they were getting together tomorrow night. He had already ground through some Geometry and had conjugated a bunch of Russian verbs-now to nail down that respiratory system stuff for his biology quiz.

He opened up the text to the page he had left off at-and found an envelope. A pink envelope, with "ROMEO" in big letters on the front and a bunch of little hearts scattered about. He smiled, and opened up the envelope and read the letter.

And read it again.

And turned a lovely shade of purple. "Oh my goodness," he said to himself. This was an unexpected development so early in their relationship. He read the note again. "I think I’m hooked," he said to himself.

"As if I wasn’t, already."

He didn’t get much studying done after that.

FEELS LIKE THE FIRST TIME (Chapter 11)

Warren approached Sophia’s house and took a deep breath. He had spent a completely unsettled day at school. He couldn’t stop thinking about that note. His only saving grace was that Biology was last period, and he had calmed down a bit, knowing that the day was almost over, and aced the quiz. Then he went home, and ate. Now he was here.

He opened the door. Except for one light in the entranceway, the downstairs was dark. The steps, which led up from the entrance, were lit. Ah well, he thought, here goes nothing.

"Soph?" he called, just to make sure.

"Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou, Romeo?" he heard from the top of the stairs. He couldn’t help but smile at that, and bounced up the stairs. To the right, first door on the left. There it was. He went in.

…and stopped dead in his tracks.

Sophia was sitting on her bed, propped up on a pillow. Her hair was down, loose around her shoulders-she didn’t often wear it that way, but knew Warren liked it. She was wearing a pink babydoll teddie that was just about see-through, and barely reached her hips-and nothing else except for a pair of pink panties.

Her breasts were clearly visible through the slight fabric. She was slightly flushed, had an endearing twinkle in her eye, and a slight smile on her face.He could see her nearly porcelain skin on her legs and arms, framed on her arms by her jet-black hair. She wasn’t wearing any makeup, which to Warren enhanced the whole effect. Warren felt a little out of breath.

"WOW," was all he could get out.

"You like?"

"That’s an understatement."

Well come on over here and show me how much you like!"

"Waitaminnit. I’m in shock. Let me catch my breath." He took a deep breath and looked around. "I’ve never been in your room before." He looked at the posters on her walls. "Hmm. Paul McCartney, Nomar Garciaparra, and Bourne and Kraatz. Good taste."

Sophia smiled at him. "Who’s on yours?"

He smiled back. "John Lennon, Pedro Martinez, and Nicole Bobek." They both laughed.

"Well," Sophia said, "We’ve firmly established we both like Beatles, baseball, and figure skating. So. Got your breath back, yet?"

"I think so."

"Then GET OVER HERE!" He did, and sat next to her on the bed.

"Sophia Daniels, you have got to be the most beautiful creature I have ever seen."

"So, Warren Kelleher, tell me. Do I turn you on?"

"Most of me is very turned on."

"Only most? What about the rest?"

"The rest…is terrified."

"Terrified?" Sophia laughed softly. "Why?"

"Because I’m completely inexperienced at this. I knew this day was coming, and part of me has been dreading it. I don’t have a clue what I’m doing. I…I’m worried that I won’t know what to do, how to do it, that I won’t be able to make you happy. And saying this is very embarrassing."

Sophia laughed again. "Silly boy. Just the fact that you are even worried about making me happy proves to me that I have nothing to worry about. Most guys couldn’t give a shit. Warren, with or without this, I love you. I love you soooo much. That’s why I knew I wanted to do this."

Warren smirked at her. "That, plus you’re horny."

Sophia laughed. "There is that. Don’t for a minute tell me you’re not."

"Well, if I wasn’t before-which I was-I most certainly am now."

"Look, Warren, you want to be a doctor, right?"

"Yeah."

"I’m sure you have a firm grasp on the anatomy."

"Well, yeah, but…"

"And, knowing you, you probably have a good idea on which specific parts of the anatomy that I might like you to explore a little bit, right?"

"Yeah. But that’s all abstract."

"Time to practice in real life, then. Warren, I’m all yours. That’s the bottom line. I’m yours, to do what you want with. And I know it’ll be wonderful." She grabbed his head and pulled him in close, and kissed him. Then he whispered in his ear, "Romeo, my dear heart…just go on instinct." And kissed him again.

They held the kiss, and Warren made a decision. He snaked his hand underneath the teddie, and let his fingers run all along Sophia’s left breast. As the kiss got longer and deeper, Warren’s hand was touching and prodding Sophia’s breast and nipple. Warren moved his lips from Sophia and lightly kissed her neck, while he continued his ministrations on her breast.

His free hand reached down and pulled the teddie up, and Sophia helped him get it over her head and off. He kissed down from her neck, down her chest, and started gently nibbling on her right breast while his hand continued on her left.

Sophia’s breathing got more and more labored. The blush on her face-readily apparent because she had a very pale complexion-spread down to her chest. And Warren kept gently sucking, nibbling, and touching.

Her breasts had never, ever, gotten this much attention.

"My God," she said softly in a low voice, "I could get really, really used to this."

"I’m doing OK, then?"

"Look at me. You have to ask? Shit, you’ve been at this for twenty minutes. I’m used to being done in twenty minutes. Wham, bam, thank-you-ma’am. No, dear heart, this is heavenly."

"I’m not going too slow, am I?"

"I am not complaining. Oh God am I not complaining. My boobs are on fire right now. You just keep doing what you’re doing. I told you-go on instinct."

He did. He continued his magic with his lips on her breast-but she noticed his hand gently slipping down her stomach and over her hip. And then under her panties. She quickly reached down and threw them off, provoking a giggle from Warren. He slipped his hand in between her legs.

Slow. Oh, he was deliciously slow, thought Sophia. He was still paying attention to her breasts, but his other hand was gently tracing and slipping around her pussy lips. Sophia could not believe how good this was. She was sopping wet. Then he slipped two fingers in-still slowly, still gently-and snaked them into her dripping pussy. And then he curled them, and hit her g-spot dead on.

Sophia gasped, sharply. Warren chuckled and said, "Got it right, I’d take it?" All Sophia could muster for a reply was a long "Ooooooooooohhhhhh". Warren continued massaging her pussy, and then took his thumb and started rubbing her clit.

Sophia jumped. "Ayeeeeeeeeeee!" Warren started his fingers in and out, slowly, gently, making sure to keep her clit underneath his thumb. Sophia’s breathing grew more and more labored. The labored breaths turned to groans, which in turn changed to strangled little yelps. And they gave way to a low, keening wail:

"OhGoddon’tstopdon’tstoppleasepleasepleasedon’tstopdon’tstopohGodohGoddon’tstopdon’tstop…"

Warren didn’t stop.

Sophia’s wails became sharper, and higher, and then-she threw her head back into the pillow, arched her back, ground her pussy into Warren’s hand…and SCREAMED.

And kept screaming, for a good twenty seconds, while her pussy spasmed violently around Warren’s fingers. She finally stopped screaming, and fell back on the bed, desperately gasping for breath. Warren withdrew his hand, and lied down beside her. He had nicknamed her Wild Woman some time ago, before they fell in love, in reference to her crazy lifestyle. As he looked at his flushed, gasping, glowing girlfriend, he found a whole new meaning for the name.

"Oh my God in heaven," Sophia finally gasped. "What did you do to me?"

"You like?" he teased.

"Warren. Oh my God, Warren. I came."

"Yeah, I figured that, considering you shattered three windows and damn nearly broke my two fingers."

"Warren. You don’t understand." A pause, and then more softly, "That was the first time."

"Excuse me?"

"The first time I ever came. Well, with another person in the bed, anyway"

"You’re joking."

"Nope. You just gave your vastly more experienced girlfriend her very first non-self-induced orgasm. And this one beat any of *those* all to hell."

"Wow."

"Wow, my dear Romeo, is the understatement of the century. How…what…I mean, how did you do that? How did you learn to do that? You sure you’ve never done that before?"

"No, I’ve never done that before. And you guessed right, before-anatomy textbooks."

"That’s the where, not the how."

"Actually, there’s something you don’t know about me."

"What?" Sophia asked warily.

"I’m a musician. I sing."

"OK." Sophia said, confused.

"I also play guitar, and a little piano."

"OK."

"I’m a good guitar player. Good dexterity, nice touch-just all around good hands."

"Ah," Sophia said with a smile, getting it now.

"So, I figured-G string, G spot, what’s the difference?"

Sophia laughed. "Whatever, it worked. Oh BOY did it work."

"That was really the first one?"

"Yeah," Sophia smiled sweetly. "If you had stopped, I would have strangled you."

"How could I stop? You were wailing ‘don’tstopdon’tstopdon’tstop’ at me."

"My goodness, was I saying that out loud?"

"You sure were."

"I’m very glad you listen to your girlfriend."

"Well you threw in a bit of ‘pleasepleaseplease’ in there, too. So you were polite about it."

They both laughed, and then Sophia sat up and looked at Warren in mock exasperation. "And look at you, now! I’m all ready to pay you back, and you’ve got entirely too many clothes on!" Warren laughed and reached for his pants. "No, darling, you get the shirt. I will take care of what’s in here." She unhooked the button, unzipped his pants, and pulled them down. Then she quickly discarded his boxers-and Warren sprung to attention.

"Wow. Warren, you’re big."

"Am I?"

"Oh, yeah. I definitely like this. Payback time," she said.

Whereupon Sophia proceeded to give Warren his first blowjob.

After the blowjob, Warren’s member needed a little rest, so he went down on Sophia. "First time for that, too," Sophia commented. "Lots of guys think it’s gross."

"I’m not lots of guys," Warren replied, and proceeded to lick, suck, and nibble the dumbstruck girl to her second orgasm.

Warren climbed up beside her and held her against his chest while she caught her breath. "Oh my. You are magical. I can’t believe this, I just can’t believe this." Sophia closed her eyes, and then looked into his, with a little smirk on her face. "And you-you were worried about satisfying me. Little did you know."

"I didn’t know. It’s all instinct."

"Your instincts, dear heart, are gold plated." She inched her face up to his, looked into his eyes, and said, "Warren Kelleher, I want you in me, and I want you in me right now."

"Ah. This is the worrisome part."

"Why? I’m on the pill, you know."

"You mentioned that at one point. But that’s not what I meant."

"Hey. Follow your instincts. They’ve been just fine so far."

"My instincts fail me."

Sophia chuckled. "OK. You’ve done all the work so far, anyway. So I’m going to follow my instincts. OK?"

"OK."

"You aren’t the type that always has to be in control in bed?"

"Since this is my first time in bed, how would I know?" They both laughed. "Try me."

"OK." Sophia swung her leg around and climbed on top of him so she was straddling him. "I’ve always wanted to try this." She lifted up, and lined the tip up with her opening. "I’ve never done it this way." She started to ease him in her, and then sank part way down. "Oh my. You are bigger than I’m used to. I’m going to have to get used to this." She stopped for a minute.

Warren groaned softly. "You like?" Sophia asked. Warren nodded. "You don’t mind, me taking over like this?"

"No. Not at all."

"Good" She sank all the way down, and groaned. "Oooooooh. Oh my,"

Warren reached up, put his arms around her neck, and pulled her in. "Congratulations, dear heart of mine," Sophia whispered, "you’re not a virgin anymore." Then she lifted up off of him, and brought herself back down.

Fifteen minutes later, desperately close to another orgasm, Sophia realized something. In a breathy moan, she said to Warren, "Not…supposed…to last so long…on first time!"

Warren, who was equally close, blurted out, "Blowjob took the edge off…"

Sophia giggled, then plopped down hard on him. Her legs were almost completely gone, but it didn’t matter-she came, magnificently, with another careening scream. Her spasming, buckling pussy was enough to bring Warren to his own orgasm.

A long few minutes later, Sophia was curled up in Warren’s arms, sprawled out on top of him. Warren had finally got his breath back, and he had quietly slipped out of Sophia. He was just holding her tight, lost in the moment.

And then he realized something.

She was crying.

"Soph?"

She just snuggled into him tighter.

"Soph, are you OK?"

"Oh, I’m more than OK," she sniffled.

"Are you crying?"

"Yeah. A little. This night has been a bit…overwhelming…and I suppose I lost it a little bit."

"I thought I might have hurt you."

"Oh, God, no. Just the opposite, dear heart. You should be very proud of yourself. Not many guys get to make their girlfriends scream and cry during sex. And in the same night, even."

Warren laughed. "There’s a song I like, by Dire Straits, very beautiful song. And one of the lines in it is, ‘When we made love, you used to cry.’"

Sophia giggled. "You’ll have to play it for me sometime. What’s it called?"

Warren grinned broadly. "Romeo and Juliet."

Sophia looked at him. "Really? Well that seems to be the theme of the day, doesn’t it?"

She fell silent for a second.

Then she said, "Warren, do you regret this?"

"What? No. Not even a little bit. Why?"

"Well…now that it’s over…I’m kind of feeling that I rushed you."

"You did, a little. I would never have made this move, this early. But understand one thing-if I didn’t want to be rushed, if I didn’t agree with being rushed-you never would have been able to rush me."

"OK. But…well…did you enjoy it?"

"Oh you betcha. Are you kidding? I just don’t scream as loudly as you do."

They both laughed. Sophia said, "I must say, that I felt a little guilty. Never had an orgasm before, and then I end up having more than the guy I’m with!"

"Don’t sweat that. Wee Willie down there wouldn’t be up for another go-round even if the rest of me were. Actually, I thoroughly enjoyed watching you get off. Good to know that I’m good at it."

"Oh, dear heart, you are way more than merely ‘good at it’. I feel thoroughly shattered." She paused. "You know what? It’s a really, really good thing that I was madly in love with you before we ever did this."

"Why?"

"Because I might otherwise be tempted to convince myself I was in love with you, even if I weren’t, just to get more of this!"

"You know what? I might be a hopelessly inexperienced Prep Boy naif, but I know this-it wouldn’t have been anywhere near this good if we weren’t truly in love."

Sophia thought about that one. "You don’t think sex and love are different things?"

"Yeah, they’re different things. But if you keep them separate, neither is as good. That’s what I think. Look, I didn’t have sex tonight. I had sex with you. You’ve had other lovers. Tell me that didn’t make a difference."

"You might be right. Look, I know I love you. Sex doesn’t change that, unless it makes it better. But I don’t know if what happened to me was more because I love you, or more because you’re just good."

"You want to know a secret? The first time, with my fingers? Towards the end, my hand was just about to fall off. It still hurts. I have guitar muscles in my fingers-they’re in a different position with what I was doing tonight. Different muscles. They were screaming at me."

Sophia looked at him, wide eyed. "Why didn’t you stop?"

Warren smiled. "Because you were moaning, ‘don’tstopdon’tstopdon’tstop’!" Sophia looked a little sheepish. Warren continued, "Heck, I might be inexperienced, but I’m not hopelessly clueless. I knew why that was coming out of your mouth. I knew you were close. And I was going to stop? Because of a little pain in my hand? No fucking way. But that wasn’t just sex, or just good technique on my part, that was love. I didn’t know, at the time, that it was your first-but I knew you were at the edge, and I wanted to see you go over it. Because I love you."

"Oh."

"And it was worth it. I will keep a picture in my mind, for as long as I live, of the look on your face when you came. I will treasure that for a long, long time. And that’s love, too. And, I don’t care how good I am-I don’t think just good sex would have made you cry."

And Sophia sank into Warren’s arms and started crying again. Warren went on, "And you know what? Before we made love, when you offered to take over for me because I was apprehensive? That was love, too."

Sophia looked up at him through her tears, and smiled. "You’re right. Yes, I wanted you because I wanted you-but all I could think of was making this easier on this dear, sweet love of my life.And the crying, too. And now I can’t stop crying."

"Y’see? Sophia, I love you so much. I have never loved you more than I do right now."

"I love you too, Warren."

"Thank you for an absolutely perfect first time."

Sophia looked at him, smiling. "Thank you for my first time. Sort of!"

They stayed there, kissing and cuddling, for quite a long time.

DOES YOUR MOTHER KNOW? (Chapter 12)

Sophia bounded down the stairs early the next morning. Her mother sat in the kitchen, sipping a cup of coffee.

"Hi Mom!" Sophia said cheerfully.

"Why good morning, Soph. What are you doing up so early?"

"Oh, yeah, that’s right, I forgot to tell you. I’m skating again."

"You are?"

"Yeah," Sophia smiled broadly. "With Warren. I found out he used to be a competitive skater, too. In singles. He stopped competing because he never mastered the jumps, but still took lessons. He took me with him last week, and I suggested he try dance. So, we’re going to take lessons and skate on Saturdays and see what happens. Just casual for now, but I missed skating, and skating with him is lots of fun. And he might not be much of a jumper, but his basic skating is very strong. We’re well matched physically, not to mention emotionally"-her Mom smiled at that-"so we’re going to give it a shot.

Ellen Kovach was amazed. This was the longest speech she had heard out of her oldest daughter in a long time. "Well, you seem to be happy with the decision. I think it’s great."

"I think it’s great, too. And I’m just generally happy, lately. Anyhow, Warren will be here, soon. I’m going to go meet him. See you!" and she bounded out the door.

Ellen Kovach watched her daughter bounce out the door. My oh my, she thought, Sophia was positively glowing this morning. And Ellen had an idea why.

Sophia breezed back into the house shortly after one. "Hi, Mom! You had lunch yet? I’m gonna make grilled ham and cheese. You want one?"

"Sure, honey, that would be nice." Ellen Kovach was amazed. "You want me to cook it?"

"Nah, I got it."

"How was skating?"

"Great. It was only our second time together, so we’re still trying to get basic steps down, but he’s a very quick study," Sophia said. Ellen noticed a little gleam in her daughter’s eye.

There was a knock on the door. "Soph? You home?"

"Come on in, Jess!" Jessie entered and took off her jacked. "You’re just in time," Sophia continued. "Want some lunch? I’m doing grilled ham and cheese."

"Sure. Hi, Mrs. Kovach."

"Hi, Jessie."

"What, Soph, you cookin’ for everybody? When the hell did you become so freakin’ domestic?"

"Ah, ‘snothin’. I was making for myself, so why not make for everyone?" Sophia hummed a snatch of some song or other. "It’s no big deal."

Jessie looked at Ellen. "What has gotten into her? My best friend is positively bubbly!"

"I dunno, Jess. She’s been like this all morning. She woke up like this, if you can believe that!"

Jessie snorted, "It’s this whole ‘she’s in luuuuuuuv’ thing. It’s positively disgusting, I tell ya."

Ellen laughed. "Oh, I think it’s more than that. She’s been in luuuuuuv, as you put it, for a month now. Nope, this is different. In fact, I’d be willing to put money down that we are looking at a girl who had her first orgasm last night." And she winked at Jessie.

Jessie’s jaw hit the table.

And Sophia’s eyes widened, and she dropped the plate she had been carrying, shattering it into multiple pieces on the floor. "MOTHER!!!!!"

"Oh, come on, Sophie, do you think I’m stupid? I know you’re not a virgin. Do you think I bought that story you handed me last year-here, sign this, so I can go on the pill for "medical reasons"? Yeah, right. In fact, I’d be willing to wager that you’ve been having sex since…what was his name, Dork?"

Sophie just stared in disbelief. Jessie cracked up. "Dirk, but Dork is close enough, believe me."

"Right," Ellen continued. "I also know that your previous boyfriends were assholes. Assholes out of bed tend to be assholes in bed. It takes a special guy to help a girl reach orgasm. Believe me, I know. Warren’s a special guy. So, I put two and two together-added by the fact that you are glowing like a small sun-and made a guess."

Sophia still couldn’t believe it. "Since when did you get so open minded?"

Ellen laughed, "I always have been to some degree. Listen, the drugs and booze worry me, and your inability to use the brains that God gave you in school frustrates me more than you could possibly know. But I know what hormones are. I have them too, you know. I wasn’t much older than you are now when I lost my virginity." Sophia stared. She never knew that. "No, I wasn’t really upset you were having sex-although I would have preferred you had waited. No, I was upset with who you were having sex with. I knew Scott was bad news from day one. Not that you listened to me."

Sophia looked down. "I should have. Boy, should I have."

"Ah, well, no use crying over spilled milk-or broken plates." They all laughed. "Trust me, dear, I have no such premonitions about Warren. He treats you like gold."

"That he does. Mom, you’re amazing. Thanks for being understanding."

"Well, you should try me more. I’m more understanding than you think. You just never communicate. That’s why I brought it up. At least I got a rise out of you."

Sophia laughed. "That you did. I think I’m purple right now." She sighed. "I have to clean this up, I suppose. Where’s the broom and dustpan?"

"Hall closet."

Sophia turned towards the door. "Hey, Soph?" Jessie called. "Was your mother right? Did Prep Boy actually give you your first orgasm last night?"

Sophia stopped at the door, looked back at them, smiled, and said. " My first…and my second…and my third!" and then walked down the hall.

Jess and Ellen looked at each other in amazement. "Oh, Soph," Jess said. "You don’t suppose that Prep Boy might perhaps have a friend, do you?"

It was a few hours later. Jessie had gone home, and Sophia had spent some time in her room reading. She came out to the kitchen, fixed a pot of tea, poured herself a cup, and wandered out to the living room, where her mother was watching TV.

"Made a pot of tea if you want some."

"Actually, that sounds lovely." Ellen went to the kitchen, grabbed a cup, filled it, and went back to the living room. "Mmmm," she sipped. "Earl Grey?"

"My favorite."

"Some things never change." Sophia chuckled. "What are you reading?" Sophia showed her the book. "A Comedy Of Errors? Shakespeare? I’m impressed, Sophie."

"Blame Prep Boy and his evil influence on me. He’s got me hooked on Shakespeare, of all things."

Ellen smiled. "He’s got you reading again, he’s got you skating. Jesus, what else of your virtuous past has he managed to dredge up?"

Sophia laughed. "Well, after we did…you know…last night, we came down here and he thoroughly whipped my behind at chess. Boy, am I rusty at that. But it was fun to play."

"Well, I’d bet your mind wasn’t completely on the chess game."

"That’s no excuse, because neither was his. It might have been my first orgasm last night, but it was his first anything."

Ellen stared. "Warren was a virgin?"

"Oh, he was more than a virgin. He’d never had his hand up a girl’s shirt before last night. He went from your basic kissing to boinking me all in one night."

"And he made you come three times???????"

"I’m telling you, Mom, the boy is good."

"How did he last so long, if he was a virgin? That’s unheard of!"

"Oh, only the last orgasm was that way. First two were foreplay."

"Ay yi yi."

"Don’t I know it." She took a sip of her tea, and sighed. "I guess I can’t quite believe that I’m not even fifteen years old yet and I’m discussing graphic details of my sex life with my Mother."

Ellen looked at Sophia wryly. "Sophia, any time that I can get you talking to your mother about anything is a good thing.:"

Sophia thought about that for a minute. She sipped her tea, and put her book down. She stared into space for a minute, and then said, softly, "I guess I’ve been pretty rough on you the past couple of years."

Ellen looked at her daughter. "It’s been mutual. Neither of us have been communicating. There have been so many things I should have told you, long before this-things about myself. It might have helped, but I didn’t know how to go about it."

"What are you talking about, Mom?"

"I remember the first guy that made me orgasm. I was seventeen. Like I said, I lost my virginity shortly after my fifteenth birthday, but it took one special guy to make me orgasm."

"And you fell head over heels."

"You got it."

"What happened?"

"He got me pregnant before I even graduated high school, so I married him."

"My father?"

"Your father. I was eighteen. When we were in bed, he made the earth move. I thought I was in love with him."

"What ever happened with him? You’ve never told me."

Ellen stared into her teacup. "This is what I should have told you long ago." She took a deep breath. "I think I did love him, at least for a while. But sometimes pressure brings out the worst in people. The pressure of a wife and child, at his age-he wasn’t even 21 yet when you were born-brought out his main weakness. Booze."

Sophia paled. "Oh."

"It gets worse. The worst part wasn’t that Brian was turning into a drunk-it was that he was a violent drunk. I was eighteen years old, had a little baby, and it was becoming part of my routine to wait for my husband to come home so he could beat the shit out of me."

"Oh my God."

"And I know you were too young to remember this, but you weren’t spared, either. He threw you around more than once." Sophia stared, wide-eyed. "I was finally-*finally*-getting the gumption up to try to get away from him, when he saved me the trouble by leaving."

"Oh, God, Mom."

"Now you know." Ellen stared into her teacup. "And now you know why I was such a nut when I found out you were drinking, and why I got hysterical when I found out that Scott was beating you. All I could think of was that you had inherited the worst from both your parents-the tendency to drink, and the tendency to allow yourself to get beat up. And I got hysterical. I didn’t know what to do."

"I understand why you found it difficult to tell me all this. I wish you had, though. It might have helped me figure out why my self-esteem was plummeting into my shoes. That was the whole problem, you know. It started as a chip, and turned into a chasm. And I kept chasing these guys that made me at least feel wanted, in some small way, because I felt so unwanted."

"Oh, Jesus, Sophia. And there I was calling you every name in the book, instead of trying to explain myself to you."

"Mom, I wasn’t exactly receptive. Let’s face it, it was a vicious circle."

"It was hard, for both of us, I think. Hey, I never said I was a perfect mother. I could have been better than I was, though. I never really knew how not having a father affected you, and since I hated your father at that point, I didn’t handle it well at all."

"Actually, I think your divorce from Charlie affected me more than losing Dad, because I was too young when that happened. I knew Charlie wasn’t my father, but I liked him-still do. But, since he’s not my father, I never see him. He gets Tara and Eric, because they are his kids, and I understand that. But he always seemed to be a stabilizing influence. I guess I don’t understand that one, because it always seemed that Charlie treated you well."

"He did. Unfortunately, there were a lot of other women he was treating just as well."

"Oh."

"I forgave the first one. I even forgave the second one, against my better judgement. The third one was the last straw."

"Oh, Mom, I’m sorry. I had no idea."

"How could you? You were ten years old."

"I wish I had known. I wouldn’t have held it against you, like I did. I thought he left because you were a shrew."

Ellen had to laugh at that one. "Yeah I figured that’s what you thought. And that was just another chip in your self esteem, wasn’t it?"

"I guess it was."

Ellen took a sip of tea, and thought. "Sophia, how can I help? How can I help you see how wonderful you could be?"

Sophia smiled, "Just keep telling me. I’m more receptive to stuff like that, now." They both laughed. "I’d like to talk like this more, too."

"Anytime."

"And if you really want to bolster my self esteem, just be very, very nice to Warren."

Ellen cracked up laughing. "Now, honey, it’s called self esteem, not Warren esteem. It’s got to come from within. You can’t get it from someone else."

"I know. He doesn’t give it to me. He just makes it easier to find it within myself."

"Listen, I have noticed a growing self-confidence in you, ever since the whole Scott thing. I take it you’ve been going out with Warren since then?"

"About a week after."

"Right. So I’ve noticed the difference in you. I guess I’m just hoping and praying that it’s not superficial. I hope it’s not just Warren, you know what I mean?"

"Yeah. It’s within me. It really is. But I don’t think I would have found it within myself without help, does that make any sense? Warren isn’t inventing anything that isn’t there. He’s just shining a light on what is there. That light is crucial, however."

"How’s Warren’s self-esteem?"

"If we’re not talking about romantic entanglements, it’s just where it should be. Romance is another story." She smiled. "Although that might have taken a bit of a jump last night."

"Unsure of himself?"

"Very."

"How did he get the gumption to take you to bed last night, then?"

Sophia laughed. "He didn’t. That was all me." She told her mother about the note and the baby-doll nightie.

Ellen cracked up. "Oh, that was priceless. And that sounds like a Jessica Reidel idea."

"Doesn’t it, though?"

"So, you built up his self-esteem last night."

Sophia thought about it. "Yeah, but it wasn’t me. It was him. His self-confidence was boosted by my reactions, but I was reacting to what he was doing. It was all him. Trust me, I wasn’t faking a thing. I was just reacting. Believe me, I didn’t almost shatter all the windows in my bedroom because I wanted to boost his self confidence, it was because he made me scream."

"He made you scream?"

"Oh, yeah. I’m surprised the neighbors didn’t call." Sophia paused. "And then, at the end, he made me cry."

"Wow."

"If he got a self esteem boost from that, he earned it. And, you know what? I think I have, too. Because he’s just reacting. I’m doing this. He’s just there, being supportive, loving me, telling me that I’m all right."

"I don’t say this enough, Sophia, but you are more than all right."

"Thanks, Mom." She thought about it. "You know, not only did I set last night in motion-I’m the one that asked him to go out with me. I don’t think he would have ever done it."

Ellen laughed. "I think you’re right. You are doing all this. If you had the gumption to ask him out, and then take him to bed, I think you’ll be just fine."

"It’s strength. If he’s giving me anything, that’s what it is. He’s very strong. The whole Prep Boy Nerd facade obscures that, but he’s the strongest person I know."

Sophia took a sip from her tea. "Thanks, Mom."

"For what?"

"For listening. For being understanding. I know that finding out your little baby is a raging sex kitten must be a little difficult."

Ellen laughed loudly. "I can think of worse things to be than a raging sex kitten. And I think I’m figuring out that you’re a lot more than that, too. You’re a pretty strong person yourself, you know."

"I’m learning."

"You’re doing just fine." Ellen smiled. "Warren coming over tonight while I’m in work?"

Sophia smiled, blushing. "Uh-huh."

"Have fun."

"I don’t think I’m going to get used to this."

"What? Your mother knowing that you’re a raging sex kitten? You’ll get over it." They both laughed.

Warren came over after supper. He was sitting next to Sophia on the couch, as Ellen was getting ready to leave for work. "You guys all set?"

"Sure thing, Mom."

"OK. I’m working until 2AM or so again, so the house is all yours. Try not to shatter any windows, and clean your own sheets this time, OK?" She walked out, as Sophia burst into laughter.

Warren looked at Sophia. "What was that all about?"

Sophia grinned at him. "She knows, Warren."

"WHAT? How?"

Sophia related the whole story, and her two conversations with her mother.

"Wow," said Warren when they were done. "And she doesn’t mind?"

"No. Surprised me, I can tell you that. She really likes you, you know."

"I know. I’m glad."

"I must admit I feel a little funny, doing it when my mother knows I’m going to be doing it and all."

Warren looked at her. "You want to take it easy tonight?"

"Not on your fucking life." She got up off the sofa, and grabbed Warren’s hand. "Come on, Romeo. Let’s go make some walls shake."

Laughing, they headed up the stairs.

BRAVING THE ELEMENTS (Chapter 13)

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Sophie, happy birthday to yoooooou!"

Sophia blew out the candles on her cake. Her mother had had a small gathering in the house, prior to Jessie’s big bash. Her brother and sister were there, of course, plus her stepfather. And Warren.

As they all devoured the cake, Sophia opened her presents. Her mother got her some nice clothes and her stepfather a gift certificate to the local CD store. Then Warren handed her a package.

" It’s kind of humorous, but you’ll love it. And this one there is no way I’d have you open at the party!"

Sophia tore open the paper. It was a very large, leather-bound book, very nice. She read: "The collected works of William Shakespeare. Oh, Warren, this is great! What a wonderful present. Thank you so much!"

Warren chuckled. "Hey, if I’m going to turn you into a Shakespeare addict, least I can do is finance it, right?"

"You got that right. Warren, this is the perfect present. Especially from you."

"No, that was the second most perfect present." He handed her a small box.

"Another?" She opened the package. It was a jewelry box, which she opened. And gasped.

Inside, was a gold pendant. On the pendant, hung a small gold heart. All around the outside of the heart were a series of small, perfect diamonds. Inscribed on the heart, in very small letters, it said "Love, Warren." It was gorgeous.

"Oh, Warren, this is beautiful."

"No more beautiful than you."

"I think I’m going to cry."

"’sokay. It’s real gold, it won’t rust."

Sophia laughed and cried at the same time. "You goof! Put it on me?"

"Gladly". Warren undid the clasp and placed it around her neck from the behind, and redid the clasp. "It looks perfect on you."

Tara, her sister, had to come check it out, as did her mother. "Sophia, this is beautiful. Nice job, Warren."

"Thanks, Mrs. Kovach."

They walked out of the house, and headed to Jessie’s house for the party.

"So, you’re fifteen now. I’m officially dating an older woman," Warren teased.

"And don’t you forget it."

"Sweet Fifteen and never been…no, you’ve been kissed. And never been…no, you’ve been that, too."

"Warren!"

"Sweet Fifteen and never been…Soph, is there anything you haven’t done?"

Sophia’s eyes twinkled. "Anal."

"Really."

"Yeah." She looked at him. "Hmmmmmm. I’ve always been curious, though."

Warren laughed. "That, ruler of my heart, is a project for another evening. Now we have to go face the jackals."

"Hmmmm. I’d rather go back home and have sex."

"Sophie!"

"OK. Some other time." She stopped. "What did you just call me?"

"When?"

"A minute ago, when you said it was a project for another evening."

"Hmmm. Oh. Ruler of my heart, of course."

"I like that."

"Soph, you are. You are the ruler of my heart. You’ve got it hanging around your neck, don’t you?"

"Dammit, you’re going to make me cry again."

"You’ll ruin your makeup."

"You goof! Well, this is Jessie’s house. Ready?"

"As I’ll ever be, I suppose."

They walked in the back door, into the kitchen.

"Well if it isn’t the birthday girl and her escort, Studley!"

Sophia laughed. "Hi, Jess."

"Hi, Jess", Warren chimed in. "Where can I put this?" He held out a bag.

"What’s in it?"

"My world famous chip dip."

Jessie laughed. "Warren, you’re such a nerd." She paused. "Is it good dip?"

Sophia interjected, "I can answer that. It’s fabulous. Be nice to him, I told him to make a batch."

Jessie laughed, "Alrighty then. Put it on the table around the corner, there, Prep Boy." She looked at Sophia. "What’s this?" She reached out and lifted the necklace. "Nice. B-day gift from Studley, there?" Sophia nodded. "How sickeningly sweet of him. "

Sophia laughed. "We the first ones here?"

"Pretty much. Oh, I have bad news. I think Alexandra is coming. I tried to make sure she didn’t hear about it, but I think she did. Oh, and John and Annie will definitely be here."

"Oh that ought to be fun."

"What ought to be fun?" asked Warren as he re-entered the kitchen.

"Nothing, dear heart. Just discussing some of the jackals I’ll have to fend off tonight."

Warren smirked. "Did you grow your claws to slash ‘em, or did we leave that to Jess?"

"You watch your tongue, Prep Boy. I’ve been known to bite them off." Jess interjected.

"Well, Jess, I’m taken, but I think I’ve got a friend that would enjoy that."

"Really."

"Yeah. He’d like your claws, too."

"Oh, really. So, Warren, do you like claws?"

"I wouldn’t know. Sophie bites her fingernails."

Jessie laughed. "You’re alright, for a preppy, Warren."

"And you’re not bad for a she-devil, Jess."

"You just remember that."

"Ahem," interjected Sophia. "Is the mutual admiration society for the Preppy and the She-Devil over yet?"

"Yeah, he’s all yours, chickie-babe."

"Thanks." Sophia said dryly.

"Beer’s over there. Coke is also over there, Warren, I know that’s what you drink. You need help with any…problems…just holler. This is your birthday, Soph-anyone gives you serious shit, they are so out of here, got it?"

"Got it."

They went out and grabbed the loveseat where Sophia usually held court during Jessie’s parties.

"So", Warren asked, "What am I going to be up against?"

"Don’t worry, dear heart," smiled Sophia. "There will be some people that give us shit. Now, there are some people who I don’t care if they give us shit or not. Some people I do. You’ll be able to tell the difference. Just go with the flow."

"OK."

Sophia popped open a beer. "It might go a bit easier if you grabbed one of these."

"I am not particularly fond of the taste of beer. And, yes, I have had it. I’m not a goody-two-shoes completely. In fact, if Jess has any rum, I could be persuaded to pop some in my Coke."

Sophia laughed. "Rum? Really? Next time Jess breezes by, I’ll ask her."

"There she is."

"Jess! You got any hard stuff?"

"A little. Right over there. You steppin’ up from beer?"

"Nah. Warren likes rum."

"Prep Boy likes the hard stuff? Wonders never cease…"

Sophia giggled. Warren just smirked and dumped some rum in his coke.

The party filled up quickly. A few people wandered over to Sophia, and wished her happy birthday. Nobody had yet taken too much notice of Warren.

"Hi, Sophia, Happy birthday."

"Why, hello, Lisa."

Lisa looked at Sophia, and then at Warren. "And what…is this?"

"This is my boyfriend, Warren. Warren, this is Lisa." Sophia shot Warren a "trouble coming, watch out" look.

"Boyfriend? That?"

"That’s right."

"I don’t know him. He doesn’t look like your type. Does he go to Oceanside?"

"St. Michael's."

"You are dating a preppy?" Lisa giggled. "Oh, wait till everyone gets a load of this. This is the funniest thing I’ve ever seen. Sophia Daniels is going out with a geek! And you used to think you were so cool, too. What a pity," Lisa smirked.

"Ah, well, Lisa, you know how it is. There are more important things than being cool."

"Like what?"

"Earth-shattering, mind-blowing sex, for one."

Lisa looked at Warren with amazement. Warren just got a little grin on his face. "You’ve got to be joking," Lisa said.

"No joke. He’s a stud."

Lisa just walked away, shaking her head. Sophia and Warren looked at each other and cracked up.

"You are shameless!" Warren exclaimed.

"Yup. Hi, Karen."

"Hey, Soph. Happy birthday."

"Thanks. This is…" Karen interrupted her.

"Warren Kelleher? How you doin?"

"Karen Laskovich? Long time no see!"

"You two know each other?" Sophia asked.

"Went to grammar school together," Karen smiled. "Warren got me through fifth-grade math almost singlehandedly. You’re about the last person I expected to see here, though. Did you switch from nerdiness to partying?"

"Nope, still a nerd." Warren laughed. "Just a nerd that happens to be going out with Juliet, here."

Karen blinked. "You’re going out with Sophia?"

"Yeah. For about a month now."

Karen grabbed a chair across from them. "This is just about the last two people I ever expected to see hook up. No offense-Sophia, you know that I love you, and, Warren, you know I think you’re the salt of the earth. But, together? Wow."

"You weren’t the only one surprised," interjected Jessie, who was walking behind them.

"You just shut up or I’ll bite those fingernails off," called Warren.

"Promises, promises," Jess shouted back.

"Let’s face it, Soph, he’s not your typical guy. Heck, I’ve always liked Warren, but he’s not my typical guy, either," Karen was saying.

"Yeah, well, my ‘typical guy’ has been treating me like shit for too long."

"I heard about what happened with Scott. Was Warren the knight in shining armor that I heard about?"

"Yeah. We were just good friends, then. And then we were more than friends."

"Good for you. It’s working?"

"So far so good."

"Good for both of you, then. Nice to see you again, Warren. I’ll see you later."

Sophia looked at Warren. "That one was better."

"Yeah, well, Karen always was good people. Even when I knew her, she was a bit of a hell-raiser, but very non-judgmental. She’d talk to me when lots of people wouldn’t."

"I like Karen, always have. But here comes a crucial one." Warren looked up to see a guy approaching them.

"Sophie-dophie!" Sophia stood up and gave the guy a big hug. "Happy birthday, little one. Having a good one?"

"So far, so good. How are you, Nickie?"

"Super and duper, all at once." Sophia sat down back on the loveseat. Nick grabbed the chair. "How you doin'? Is the asshole still locked up?"

"Last I heard."

"Good. He ever gets out, I kill him. I wish I had been there when he pulled this shit. Thank God for the guy who was there, I heard you had someone who took some punches for you."

"Yeah. Speaking of which, this is Warren. Warren, this is Nick, one of my best friends in the world."

"Nice to meet you," Nick said. "Hey, I know this guy. Didn’t you go to East Elementary?"

"Yeah."

"I was a year ahead of you, I think."

"Yeah, you were." Warren had a disturbed look on his face.

"Warren, something wrong?" Sophia asked.

"No, everything's fine. I’m going to grab another coke. Want a beer?"

"Yeah, thanks." Warren got up. Sophia watched him go. "I wonder what got into him?"

"I think I know," Nick said. "Soph, I’m not always a nice guy, you know that. I can be brutal to people."

"Only those that deserve it."

"No, not always. Sometimes to people who are weak, or who are easy to bully. I’ve gotten better-and I’ve never done that to a girl or anything-but in grammar school, I hung around with a couple of bullies, and got carried away a few times." Nick took a deep breath. "And your friend there was one of the victims, I’m pretty sure. Warren, you said?"

"Yeah. Warren Kelleher."

"Yup. It was him. He recognized me right off, I could tell."

"Oh, shit. And I introduced you as one of my best friends. After what he did for me concerning Scott, he must be furious that I’m calling someone who beat him up one of my best friends."

"Sophia, I’m sorry. Wait a minute. He’s the one who took the punches from Scott?"

"Yeah."

"I find that hard to believe."

"Believe it, Nick. He’s got a lot more guts than you realize."

"Anyone who takes a bullet for a woman is all right in my book. I have to see what I can do to fix this when he comes back. Any friend of yours is a friend of mine-shit, I never even knew the guy, he was just an easy target."

"We do need to fix this. Nick, you are one of my best friends, despite your faults"-she smiled at him-and Warren is my boyfriend."

"BOYFRIEND? Shit, I thought you guys were just friends. You’re dating HIM?"

Sophia giggled. "For about a month now. You jealous?" she teased.

"Of course not. We’ve never had that type of relationship, and, besides, I have Missy. But you, and him? I mean, what’s the attraction, besides gratitude?"

"If it were just gratitude, we’d still be only just friends."

"OK, so why are you going out with him? I just don’t see it. He’s so different than the guys you used to be attracted to."

"Yeah, he doesn’t fucking beat me up, for one."

"OK, I suppose I deserved that."

"Nick, he’s brilliant. He’s funny-keeps me in stitches most of the time we are together-he’s fun to be with. Believe it or not, we like a lot of the same things. He’s a skater, too-in fact he got me back on the ice, and we’re going to try dancing together. He likes the Beatles. He’s got me reading again. He’s delightfully endearing. He’s sweet, caring, and treats me like an absolute princess. He’s got me believing in myself again, I didn’t think that was even possible."

"Wow." Nick looked at her and saw the necklace. "Birthday present, from him?"

"Yeah." She showed it to him. "He gave this to me because he says I am the ruler of his heart."

"Sophia, you are glowing. You’re really in love with this guy, aren’t you? I know it can’t be the sex, not with him," Nick added dryly.

Sophia punched him playfully on the arm. "First of all, yes I am completely in love with him. I love him more than I ever thought I could love another person. He loves me just as much. And, for your information, the sex is mind-blowing."

"You are kidding."

"I would never kid about something like that, not with you. I’ve shared my sexual encounters with you since I began having them. You always told me that the guys I was going to bed with were creeps, that a real man would make me…you know…feel it. Well, Nick, you were right. Warren is a real man, a thousandfold."

"Wow. I think I’ve got some serious reassessing to do. And some serious fence mending. Where is he?"

"Over there. Don’t look. He’s lurking, kind of watching us. I think he’s waiting for you to leave."

"Damn. I don’t want this hanging over your head, Soph. I care about you too much for that."

"Let me take care of it." She raised her voice. "Hey, PREP BOY, where the hell is my BEER?????"

The whole room cracked up. Even Warren forgot his trepidation about Nick, and hurried back to the love seat. "Sorry, ma’am, here you go, ma’am" he said in mock submission as he sat back next to her and handed her the beer.

"There’s a good boy. You can bow and scrape later, in bed." Warren blushed. "Oh, you are too damn yummy when you do that!" Warren blushed harder. "I may have to attack you right here."

"Oh, baby," Warren giggled. He put his arm around her and gave her a big kiss.

Nick just laughed. Warren abruptly realized that Nick was still there, and dropped his hand, and got a blank look on his face. Sophia grabbed his hand and put it in hers, and squeezed.

"Nick was telling me about your…history."

"Oh."

"Listen, Warren." Nick began. "I’ve done some things I’m not proud of. Bullying people in elementary school is one of them."

"Really."

"Yeah, really. I had some problems back then. Hopefully I’ve worked them out. I’m not proud of my part in what was done to you back then." Nick took a deep breath. "I suppose I’ve been quick to categorize people. And now it’s coming back to haunt me. Because I see a guy that, a few years ago, I wrote off as a loser-a wimp-a pussy-I see this guy here, and he’s making my surrogate little sister light up like a Christmas tree. And I know that this same so-called wimp took a beating on behalf of the same little sister not too long ago. I like to think I’ve gotten better at judging people, and I certainly hope so, because I so obviously misjudged you back at East. Anyone who can make Sophia glow like that is someone that I’d like to get to know better. Sophia’s very important to me. I haven’t seen her smile like this in a long time." He took another deep breath. "So, Warren, whatever went on back then, whatever I did-I am truly sorry."

Nick held out his hand.

Warren thought for a second. And then took it, and they shook.

BRAVING THE ELEMENTS 2 (Chapter 14)

Things got a little better after that. Nick pulled up a chair, and was quickly joined by his girlfriend Missy, who Warren remembered from East like he remembered Karen, a nice girl who was always friendly to him.

Karen joined them, as did Jessie when she wasn’t being, as she put it, "the Royal Hostess." Nick realized Warren was a nice guy, and actually knew as much as Nick did about baseball, something Nick would have never believed. A joint came passed around, and nobody gave Warren a hard time when he refused it. Sophia smiled, and refused it, too. Some people were surprised to see Sophia there with Warren-she was lying with her head on his lap, so there was no mistaking it-but didn’t give them any shit. Not with Nick-not to mention Jessie-glaring at them to make sure they didn’t.

But the night wasn’t over yet. Alexandra walked in.

Ignoring the glares from Nick and Jessie, she marched right up to Sophia and looked down at her. "Happy birthday, Sophia. Here’s a birthday present I know you’ll enjoy. Scott’s out of jail."

Sophia shot Jessie and Nick an "I’ll handle this" look, then said to Alexandra, "Oh, is he, really?"

"Yeah. A bunch of us raised his bail money. I picked him up earlier today. Then we went to my house and had great sex."

"That would be a first."

"Oh, really? I never heard you complain when you were with him."

"That’s because I was stupid."

Alexandra just laughed. "Sure you were. No, Sophia, you blew it with him. And now you’re trying to cover with this…" she pointed at Warren…"this ridiculous wimp here."

"Yup, I’m so upset."

"You should be. Scott is the best lover ever."

"Sure he is. If you prefer bruises over orgasms, that is." Sophia said. Jessie sniggered.

"Oh, he would never do such a thing like that to me."

Sophia laughed. "Alexandra, you might be a conniving, contemptible bitch, but, still, I hope you never find out the hard way what Scott is really like."

"He’s not like that, at all-now that he’s going out with someone who really appreciates him. I wish you could see how he treats me. I wanted him to come here-to show you how happy we are-but he didn’t want to rub your face in it that badly." That made Sophia sit up straight in the seat, trying to reel in her mounting fury.

"Oh, fuck that, Alexandra. He didn’t come because I have a fucking restraining order on him. He can’t come within a hundred feet of me, and, since everyone here knew this was a birthday party for me, if he got within shouting distance of the driveway he’d be back in jail."

Alexandra looked surprised at that. Sophia went on, "Let’s not forget, dear Alexandra, that he’s only out on bail. He’s still got a trial. He’s still accused of a whole laundry list of stuff. So, hopefully, he will be back behind bars some day very soon. So, if I were you, I’d go enjoy as much of that ‘fantastic loving’ of his as you can get before the trial. Shit, Alex, maybe, if you’re really lucky, that asshole will give you a separated shoulder and four broken ribs like he did me!" Warren rubbed her back, and she relaxed a little bit.

Alexandra looked confused. "He told me that he was in jail for breaking Wimpy’s ribs! I thought all he did to you was hit you in the face once."

"Oh, look! He’s lying to you already! No, Alex, he gave Warren a black eye. The broken ribs, the separated shoulder, the enormous cut in my mouth-before that, the black eye and the almost-broken cheekbone-that was all me. Oh, yes, I am so regretful that Scott is out of my life. I really miss being a fucking punching bag."

Alexandra was dumbstruck. Warren said, quietly, "Sophia’s upset. This is her birthday. I think you should leave now." She did.

The group got quiet for a minute, as Sophia breathed heavy, on the verge of tears. Warren pulled her in close, rubbing her back. "Relax. It’s over. She’s gone."

"Shit, he’s out of jail."

"He comes near you, I swear to God, I’ll kill him."

"I’ve got a really sharp pocketknife," Nick added helpfully, which broke the tension somewhat.

"Cool." Warren smiled. "Of course, I’d probably be too much of a Preppy to use the thing, so you can play backup, Nick."

"Gladly."

Sophia stood up. "I need to go out. I need a cig. Jessie, come too?"

"Sure."

"Me, too," added Karen.

"You want my muscle out there covering your back?" Warren asked.

Sophia laughed, "No, dear heart. If anything happens, I’ll scream, and you and Nickie can race to see who can come to my rescue first." Nick and Warren both laughed. "Meanwhile, Nick, Missy, keep an eye on Romeo, here, would you?"

"Surrrre."

The next hour or so was quiet. Nick and the rest had wandered off to socialize, and Sophia and Warren were cuddling on the loveseat.

"Hold my place, Romeo, got to go pee."

"OK."

Warren sat alone, and looked up to see a girl and two guys approaching him. Oh shit, he thought to himself, I didn’t know they were part of this crowd. He hated Anne and John Vassar. They had spent most of grammar school torturing him, especially John, who was two years older. Anne was his age.

"Oh, Jesus Christ. Warren Kelleher? What the fuck are you doing here?" Anne said. "Hey, John, look! It’s Warren Kelleher!"

"Warren Kelleher? John turned around. With him was his best friend Rob James, another real nice guy. "Wimp-man Kelleher! Who let you in here?"

"Jessie did, seeing as it's her party."

"Oh, Goody! The entertainment! Jessie let you in so the rest of us could play with you, eh?" John sat next to Warren. "This is gonna be fun."

"Umm…that seat is taken."

"Yeah. By me. Now. You got a problem with that?"

"Yes." Warren refused to be intimidated. "And the regular occupant of the seat will definitely have a problem with it."

Karen was watching out of the corner of her eye. She went and found Jessie. "Jess, we’ve got trouble. Where’s Sophie?"

"On the loveseat, with lover-boy." Jessie sniggered.

"No, she’s not. And Lover Boy is currently being accosted by the ever-charming John Vassal, his equally charming sister, and that slug he calls a best friend."

"Shit. Where’s Nickie? Fuck that, he went to the store. Damn. You’re right, we need Soph. You check the bathroom, I’ll see if she’s outside smoking a butt."

"Got it."

"Now, who would have a problem with me taking this seat for myself? Heck, I just want to spend some time with my good friend Wimp-man." John was saying. "Who would want to sit next to you so badly anyway?" Anne and Rob laughed.

"My girlfriend," Warren said.

"Girlfriend?" All three lasted uproariously. "Don’t you mean blow up rubber doll? Yeah, like a wimp-man like you actually has a girlfriend."

Karen was knocking on the bathroom door. "Soph, you in there?"

"Yeah, Karen. I’ll be out in a minute."

"Shake a tail feather. We got a problem."

"Alexandra again?"

"No. Worse. Mister and Miss Wonderful, John and Anne Vassar. And they have found Warren."

"Shit." Sophia finished in record time, flew out of the bathroom with a "Thanks, Karen" and ran down the stairs.

"Blow up rubber doll, that was a good one," Anne said.

"Wasn’t it." John said. "Now, Warren, ol’ pal, ol’ buddy, I don’t think that a piece of plastic will fight too hard over this seat, do you?"

Warren smirked. "I don’t know if she’ll appreciate being called a piece of plastic, that’s for sure."

"Oh, come on, Warren." John said. "Nice try, but you and I both know that you’ve got no girlfriend, you just want me to get out of the seat. No Kewpie Doll. Nope, you’re here, and I’m going to keep you company all night."

"Hey, Sophia!" Anne saw her approaching from behind. "Happy Birthday!"

"Soph!" John saw her come around the front of the loveseat. "Happy B-day, kid. Having a good one?"

"Yes I am, John. Anne, Rob. I’m having a great birthday. Now, John, you wanna get out of my seat?"

"Huh? What?"

"My seat. You’re in my seat, John." John stood up, unsure what was going on. Sophia sat down, then spread out, her feet hanging off the edge, her head in Warren’s lap. "Aah, that’s much better."

John looked at Anne. "What the fuck is going on here?"

Warren just grinned. "Rubber inflatable doll," he said, pointing at Sophia.

"What?" Sophia asked.

"I’ll explain later." Warren said. Then he looked up, "I told you my girlfriend was in this seat."

"Wait just a minute," John sputtered. "Sophia Daniels, I’ve known you since you were born."

Warren looked at her. "Our mothers are best friends," Sophia explained.

John continued, "You can not expect me to believe that you are actually going out with Wimp-man Kelleher!"

"Believe it. And his name is Warren. Or Romeo, whichever." Warren laughed. Sophia went on. "So you can stop calling the love of my life nasty names right now, you hear me, John Vassar?"

John just stared. Anne took a shot. "Sophia, have you taken leave of your senses?"

"No. Why?"

"How can you possibly go out with him? I mean, of all people. Consider your rep, for Chrissakes! What’s gonna happen when the whole gang finds out you’re going out with a nerd?"

"Well, the whole gang pretty much knows, now, since you guys got here late. And, it’s funny, you all didn’t seem too fucking concerned when I was going out with a guy who everyone thought was cool and a good partier and not a nerd-all the while he was fucking beating me up!"

Anne looked down, and then looked guiltily at John. John looked at Sophia and said, "Soph, we didn’t know about that. None of us did."

"I know. I didn’t at first. My point is, I’m done with judging people by how good of a partier they are, or how cool the gang thinks they are, or how macho they seem. I’m done with it. You guys are supposed to be my friends. You didn’t know about Scott, true, but if you had known I’d have expected you to act like my friends."

"We would have." Anne said. John and Rob nodded agreement.

"Right. So act like my friends now. This guy whose lap I am lying on is the most wonderful guy in the world. Don’t judge a book by its cover. He treats me like gold, and I am in love. Respect that, or leave me-and him-alone."

John thought for a minute. Then he looked down at Sophia.

"You happy, Soph?"

"Immensely."

"Really?"

Sophia looked John in the eye. "Happier than I have been in a long time. Really, John. This is one special guy. "

John took a deep breath. He looked at Sophia, then looked at Warren. Then he shrugged his shoulders.

"Who the fuck am I to argue with that?" He gave Sophia a lopsided grin, which she returned, and said "Happy Birthday, Sophia." Then he turned to Anne and Rob. "Let’s go find the damn beer!"

"It’s over there," Warren pointed helpfully.

John just looked at him. Sophia cracked up, "He’s been fetching mine for me all night."

Even Anne had to laugh at that. "Well, at the very least, you’ve got him well trained."

"You betcha," Sophia agreed happily. The threesome walked away, heading for the beer, and Sophia exhaled. "I’m sorry, Warren."

"Shit, I think half of your old friends used to torture me at one point."

"Oh, John and Anne are complete assholes-to most people. I’m almost family, though. And when I talk, John Vassar listens-because he knows if he doesn’t I tell his mother." They both laughed.

The rest of the party proceeded nicely.

WHISPERS (Chapter 15)

Sophia sat at a table in the cafeteria at Oceanview High, tearing into a salad. She usually ate with Jessie, but Jess had something to do today and was going to be late, so Soph was alone. That was OK.

Behind her Maureen Kenney was sitting. She was quickly joined by two of her best friends, Cheryl Wheeler and Christine Vlora.

"Hey, look," said Cheryl. "That slut Sophia Daniels is sitting behind us."

"Yeah, and she’s all alone," interjected Christine. "She must be in between boyfriends." Christine and Cheryl sniggered.

"Shh! Keep your damn voice down," demanded Mo.

"What’s gotten into you, Maureen?" asked Cheryl.

"Because I have to be nice to Sophia Daniels, now, or I’ll hurt someone that I care about a lot."

"What is going on, Mo?" asked Christine.

"The slut behind you is now, God help me, my best friend’s fucking girlfriend."

"Huh?" Chris and Cheryl looked at each other. Then Cheryl realized" "WARREN?"

"Yup."

"Warren Kelleher is going out with SOPHIA DANIELS?"

"Believe it or not, it’s true."

"What has gotten into him?" asked Christine.

"He’s getting laid, no doubt," smirked Cheryl. "What I can’t figure out is what’s in it for her? I mean, Warren’s a wimp. He’s not the usual type of burnout asshole she goes out with."

"Ah, she probably just wanted to bag a virgin," said Christine.

"Which Warren most definitely is, or was-I don’t know for sure that he’s slept with her," admitted Mo.

"I have to say, I’m just worried that that little viper is going to chew Warren up and spit him out. " Mo sighed. "Y’know, I’ve never felt that way about Warren, but if I knew he was going to hook up with someone like her, I would have asked him out myself, just to save him from it."

"Ah, nothing you can do about it now," pointed out Cheryl

"True," agreed Mo. "I just hope that little slut doesn’t leave my best friend in too many pieces when she’s done with him. Warren’s experience with girls is just about nil. If she just fucks him and moves on to the next victim, he’s going to be devastated. He thinks he’s in love."

"With her?" laughed Christine. "Poor boy, he’s in deep. Girls like her aren’t there to fall in love with, they are there to sleep with. Warren needs a slap!"

They left the table, still laughing over Christine’s joke. They didn’t look back at Sophia.

If they had, they would have seen her crying. She had heard every word.

Sophia talked with Warren that night, but didn’t say a word about what she had overheard. She thought about it-knowing Warren would be furious, but Mo was his friend. Sophia didn’t want to come between that. Warren had acted like a true friend in allowing things with Nickie to be sorted out-the least she could do is do the same with him where Mo was concerned. No, she would try to handle this one herself.

She made sure she got to the cafeteria early, got her lunch, chose an outdoor table, out of the way, and then went to try to intercept Mo before she could be joined by her friends.

She grabbed her coming out of the lunch line. "Maureen?" Mo looked up, and frowned. "I’m Sophia Daniels."

"I know who you are."

"I’d like to have a talk with you, if you’re willing."

Mo laughed. "What, on earth, could we possibly have to talk about?"

"Warren."

"I do not need you to talk with me about my best friend."

"I know. But I need to talk to you about him."

Mo sighed. "All right, if I must." Sophia led Mo to the table she had picked. Mo sat down, looked at Sophia, and said, impatiently, "Well?"

Sophia took a deep breath. "Firstly, I heard you talking about me with your two friends yesterday. I heard every word." Mo looked up, startled. "Don’t worry, I haven’t said a word to Warren. And I won’t."

Mo regained her composure. "You weren’t meant to hear that, but I really don’t care what you do or don’t tell Warren about it."

"I care. Look, Warren thinks the world of you. He’s told me that. He calls you his surrogate sister."

"True. We’re very close, you know."

Sophia took another breath. "Have you told him what you think of me?"

Mo blinked. "Not quite in the words I used yesterday, no. But I have voiced my displeasure. He knows I think he’s absolutely nuts."

"OK."

"Of course, he won’t listen to a fucking word I say." Mo was starting to get worked up. "You’ve got him so hoodwinked he thinks he’s in love with you."

"He is."

"Oh really."

"Yeah, he really is in love with me." Sophia got a little lopsided smile. "Almost as much as I’m in love with him."

Mo couldn’t believe her ears. "Oh, don’t give me that shit! You? In love with Warren? Get real!"

"What, you think it’s impossible for someone to fall in love with Warren?"

"No, Godammit, and you know that’s not what I meant. I mean you. You? Fall in love with someone? No fucking way. You’re incapable of truly loving somebody, especially somebody as sweet and kind and generous as Warren. So go back to sleeping with every roughhouse burnout loser you can find, and leave my best friend alone!"

Sophia looked down. She didn’t want to cry, dammit. She did not want to cry. Finally, she said softly, without looking up: "I know I have a reputation. I know what it is. And at least part of it is probably deserved. I’m not going to deny that. But I’m done with it. I can’t live like that anymore. I have had enough of roughhouse burnout losers. And if we were having this conversation six months ago, you’d most likely be correct-that I was incapable of truly loving someone." She looked up, her eyes moist. "Until Warren showed me how."

Mo blinked. Sophia went on. "I really do love him, you know. I fell for him so hard it still hurts." Even Mo had to grin a little at that. "I’m not using him. I’m not going to chew him up and spit him out. I’d rather slit my wrists than ever hurt him." Now the tears were readily apparent. Sophia paused and sniffled, trying to control herself. Mo didn’t know what to say.

"Look," Sophia went on, calmed down a bit. "I’m not asking you to open your arms and start hanging around with me." Mo smirked. "All I’m asking is that you give me a chance. Give us-Warren and me-a chance. The absolute last thing I want is to come between Warren and someone who is as important to him as you are. I can’t change my past, and there’s no point in apologizing for it or trying to explain it. But Warren knows, and understands. Please, please believe me-he knew what he was getting into. He knows what I’m like now, and he knows that we really do love each other."

Sophia stood up and gathered up the remnants of her lunch. "For Warren’s sake. If it were just me, I wouldn’t care. But I don’t want Warren hurt. Any more than you do."

Sophia walked away. Mo had a lot to think about.

"So, you’re having the first oustide bash this Saturday?" Warren was on the phone with Mo

"Yup. And they’re calling for good weather."

"The whole crew gonna be there?"

"Looks like it. Crash and Ally coming?"

"I think so. I’ll have to make sure, though."

"Good. Oh, and Warren? Bring Sophia."

Warren paused. "Are you sure?"

"Yeah," Mo smiled. "After all, she is your girlfriend, isn’t she?"

"Thanks, Mo."

CONFESSION (Chapter 16)

"Warren, heads up!"

Warren took the pass, looked up, and went over his opponent to put the ball in the hoop.

"Nice pass, Rick."

"Of course."

The party at the Kenney’s was just getting started, and a group of them had taken over the basketball court for a little three-on-three. Warren was teamed up with Rick Kenney and their neighbor Jack Houle, while the opposing threesome were the brothers Kittredge, Matt and Kevin, and Rick Kenney’s best friend, Darren Volauskas.

Mo was holding court at the picnic table with Cheryl and Christine. Mo and Rick’s sister, Tina, was there with her best friend Kate Rinelli. Lisa Nevin, who lived next door to Warren, was sitting in a lounge chatting with Len Gallagher, who lived next door to the Kenney’s. More people were on their way.

Matt lobbed a pass to Darren. He went up for a shot, and Warren swatted it away. Rick corralled it.

"Damn," said Darren. "Since when did you become a shot blocker?"

"Just lucky, I guess," grinned Warren.

Rick brought the ball back in-they were playing half-court-and passed it into Warren. Warren was covered by Darren, so he made a nifty bounce-pass to Jack, who laid the ball in.

Just then, the gate to the yard opened, and in entered…"CRASH!" as everyone yelled it at once.

He was accompanied by Alison.

"Damn, I feel like Norm on Cheers," Crash grinned. "Oh, look, HOOPS!"

"Go in for me," Warren offered. "I need a breather."

Warren went over to the picnic table, where Alison was saying hello to everyone. "Yo, Ally, what’s up?" greeted Warren as he sat next to her.

"Hiya, Studley." Alison teased. "How’s the love life?"

"Couldn’t be better."

"Yeah, if you like sluts," Cheryl whispered. Warren heard her but ignored it.

"I heard," Alison continued. "I’m glad. You happy?"

"Delirious."

"Good. She coming here tonight?"

"Yup. Should be here any minute."

"WHAT?" Cheryl was incredulous. "Sophia Daniels is coming here?"

"I told Warren to invite her," Mo said quietly.

"WHAT? Mo, you are nuts." Cheryl was beside herself. "You’re letting her in your yard?"

"Yeah, well, she lets you in, so obviously the standards aren’t all that high," quipped Warren.

"Shut up. Mo, what were you thinking?"

"She’s Warren’s girlfriend. Warren is my friend. Everybody is always welcome to bring friends, and especially boyfriends or girlfriends to my parties. You know that."

"Oh, yeah?" Christine interjected. "You weren’t all that open-minded about the little slut when we were talking about her at lunch the other day."

"What?" asked Warren.

Mo looked embarrassed. "Yes, Warren, I confess. We were discussing your girlfriend at lunch the other day, and I said some things that weren’t very nice. We all did." Mo looked at Cheryl and Christine. "I found out later that she heard every word."

"Dammit, Mo!" exclaimed Warren.

"I know, I know. Sorry, Warren, but she does have a reputation, and it’s not a good one."

"I would think that a friend of mine, which you are supposed to be, would cut my girlfriend a bit of slack, reputation be damned."

"That’s what she said. Although she was nicer about it." Mo smiled. "She grabbed me at lunch the next day. Told me that she really loved you, that I shouldn’t be worried, and that she’s not using you."

"She’s not."

"OK. And she was right-she’s your girlfriend, you are one of my best friends, I should cut you guys some slack. That’s why I told you to invite her. It was a nice conversation. I may have misjudged her-I’m willing to find out."

"Thanks, Mo," Warren said.

"Oh, yeah, thanks a whole hell of a fucking lot, Mo." Christine interjected.

"My party. My invites," said Mo quietly.

Meanwhile, a car had pulled up out front. Sophia got out and looked around hesitantly. A woman who was out getting something out of the car saw her.

"Can I help you, dear?"

"Is this the Kenney residence."

"Yes it is. I’m Sharon Kenney. Can I help you?"

"Hi. I’m Sophia Daniels. I was looking for Warren Kelleher."

Mrs. Kenney smiled. "Sure, dear, follow me. I’ll show you where they are. Are you a friend of Warren’s?"

Sophia smiled. "His girlfriend, actually."

Mrs. Kenney smiled in surprise. "Really? I didn’t know Warren had a girlfriend. That’s wonderful, he’s such a nice guy."

"He certainly is."

Mrs. Kenney led Sophia into the yard, and over to the picnic table.

"Hey, look, Juliet found the place!" Warren exclaimed.

"I sure did, Romeo," Sophia laughed. They shared a kiss. "Hi, Maureen." Sophia said.

"Romeo? Juliet? I think I’m gonna be sick," Cheryl whispered to Chris.

"Hi, Sophia," smiled Mo. "I’m glad you came."

"Hey, Ally!" Sophia exclaimed. "Where’s Crash?" Ally laughed and pointed towards the basketball court.

"Hiya, Crash!" Sophia shouted.

"Hey, gorgeous, where you been all my life?" shouted Crash. Sophia just giggled, while both Ally and Warren mock-glared at Crash, who faked an innocent look.

"Whozzat?" asked Rick." I thought Ally was your girlfriend?"

Crash laughed. "I’m just kidding. Ally is my girlfriend. That stunning creature is Sophia-Warren’s girlfriend."

"You’re kidding," said Jack.

"Nope."

The basketball game came to a halt, as the guys looked at Sophia. "Hey, Warren!" Matt shouted. "You didn’t tell us your girlfriend was a complete, total, knockout!"

Warren laughed, as Sophia blushed. "Now you know."

"You’re a lucky guy," shouted Jack. Sophia just blushed even deeper, as Chris whispered to Cheryl, "Just wait, Jack, you could get lucky with her, too."

"Why aren’t you playing?" Sophia asked Warren.

"I was. Then Crash came in, and I needed to take a breather. Now if I go in, the sides will be unequal."

"Let’s both go in."

"You play?"

"Used to. I was always pretty good."

"Let’s go." They joined in, Warren with Rick’s team like he was before and Sophia with the other team, over the protests of those guys. "How could can she be? She’s a girl!" They quickly found out that she wasn’t too bad at all. She could shoot, and at one point she picked Crash’s pocket, turned around, and fired in a three-pointer.

"Jesus Christ, getting my pocket picked by a girl."

"Serves you guys right. How good can she be, she's a girl, my ass." Sophia teased

"Just tickle her next time." Warren advised.

"Yeah, right. You’d kill me. Ally would really kill me."

Warren laughed. "Too true."

Sophia had the ball, and tried to go up for a lay-up, but Warren was guarding the basket. He tried to hold his ground as Sophia slammed into him, but he went down in a heap, with Sophia on top of him. Sophia looked at him, and, instead of getting off of him, snuggled into his chest.

Crash cracked up. "You guys all right?"

"Yeah," Warren said, while Sophia laughed.

"OK!" said Rick, as he stood over them, making some sort of mock-referee motions with his hands. "That’ll be a technical foul for MOLESTATION! Two shots for the lucky guy on the bottom of the pile." Everybody cracked up at that.

The girls at the picnic table were watching this. "Jesus, how disgusting," Cheryl was saying. Christine nodded agreement. "Why doesn’t the little slut just boink him right there on the court?"

Ally overheard this one. "Y’know what?" she said. "I don’t usually say anything out of respect to Mo, but, Cheryl, you’ve always been a nasty little shrew."

"Who cares what you think?"

"You don’t care what anybody thinks, except your robotic little buddy over there," Ally spat out disgustedly, pointing at Christine. "You don’t care about Warren. You don’t care that Mo and Warren are friends, and that Warren and Sophia truly love each other, and that Mo-since she’s Warren’s friend-is trying to make this whole thing easier for them. You don’t care about any of that. All you care about is how many nasty digs you can get in. And you’re supposed to be friends with Mo, and you don’t care about what an uncomfortable position you’re putting Mo in-Mo’s too damn nice to say anything, but it’s certainly plain to me that you’ve put her between a rock and a hard place."

"Yeah, well, Mo knew how we felt about that slut when she invited her here."

"Maybe," Mo finally spoke up, "but I mistakenly thought you’d have a little class about it."

Cheryl sputtered, and started to say something, but the basketball game was breaking up, and the players, including Warren and Sophia, were making their way back to the picnic table.

"Whew!" Sophia exclaimed. Warren handed her a Coke. "Thanks, dear heart. I needed this." She took a sip. "Oy. I can’t remember the last time I worked up such a sweat."

Warren got a gleam in his eye. "This morning, with me."

"Oh yeah!"

"That’s disgusting! Do we have to hear the details of your little sex life?" Cheryl spat out.

Sophia cracked up. Warren just looked at her blankly, and said, "Actually, I was talking about ice skating."

Cheryl stared blankly. "What?"

"Ice skating. We’re skating together, and we did so this morning. Sophia used to be an ice dancer, and since I was always a singles skater with crummy jumps, she persuaded me to take up ice dance, and to take it up with her. And we were working hard today, and worked up a sweat."

"Yeah," Sophia agreed, "but it’s a lot easier to make that sweat go away when you’re working in a cold ice rink."

Mo smiled at them. "So you guys are skating together? That’s really cool."

Sophia smiled back. "Yeah, I really missed it. I hadn’t skated in a couple years. Luckily, I didn’t forget much. We’re going to use the next year to train and stuff, and, a year from September, we’re planning on competing, see how we do."

"Excellent!" added Ally.

"We gonna see you in the Olympics some day?" asked Crash.

Warren laughed. "Well, anything’s possible, but most skaters that get that far train a hell of a lot more than we have the time to do. Considering we just started skating together, however, it’s gone swimmingly well."

"How cozy," spat out Cheryl. "How positively cozy. So Sophia has limited getting her body all sweaty to the confines of ice rinks?"

Sophia just laughed at her. "Not hardly. There’s basketball courts, too." She smiled at Warren. "And a few other places I can think of."

"I thought I said we didn’t need to hear details about your sex life, slut." Cheryl said.

Sophia stopped laughing, and looked down. Ally looked like she was going to slap Cheryl, but Warren took over: "Geez, Cheryl, I think we should give you all the details. You could take notes. And then you’d have a reference, just for the odd chance that someday you might find a guy stupid and or desperate enough to give you a sex life that doesn’t involve your right hand and a cucumber!"

Mo got all wide-eyed, and said, "Warren!" but there was a slight smile on her lips. Crash and Ally fell on the floor laughing, as Sophia looked at Warren with a huge smile. Cheryl was, of course, indignant. "I don’t have to sit here and take this from you!"

"Good," Warren said. "Don’t sit there. Scram. Good bye. Do Svidanya. Don’t let the fucking door hit you in the ass on the way out. On second thought, do let the fucking door hit you in the ass on the way out."

Cheryl sat up straight. "You cannot tell me to leave. I am Mo’s friend. I was invited here."

"Yup. I was, too. And so was Sophia, who has sat there and taken your abuse-and we’ve heard every word of it-and not said a thing. And she wouldn’t, out of respect for Mo. Something you apparently have none of. Come on, Soph, let’s leave these two hyenas to their cages." They got up off the picnic table and wandered over to the chairs on the grass, finding Lisa, Len, Tina, and Kate holding court. There were a few chairs left, but Sophia and Warren grabbed a seat on the grass. Crash, Ally, and most of the crew from the basketball game joined them. Cheryl and Chris were left alone at the picnic table, along with Mo, who really was caught between a rock and a hard place.

"Do you believe the nerve of him?" Cheryl said.

"Yeah, I believe it," interjected Mo. "You certainly deserved it."

"What?"

"Come on, Cheryl. You know you did."

"Some friend you are!"

"After that little display, Cheryl, I could say the same for you." Mo made a decision. She got off the picnic table and started heading towards the chairs. "And, by the way, the cucumber line was dead-on." And off she went, leaving Cheryl and Christine alone and indignant.

The gate opened. "OK, Dah-lings, I’m here-the party can now begin." It was Siobhan Bates, the one of Maureen’s school friends that Warren actually liked. She made her way over to the knot of people on the grass.

She was exchanging greetings, blowing kisses in her flamboyant way, when she got to Sophia.

"Sophia Daniels? Oceanview High’s favorite party favor? What on earth are you doing here?"

Sophia’s heart sank. Not again, she thought. But Warren spoke up, "Be nice, Siobhan, that’s my girlfriend you’re talking about."

"Huh? WHAT?"

"Yup," interjected Mo. "I told Warren to invite her. They’ve been going out for a couple months now."

"Oh," said Siobhan. "Well, that’s different. I’m sorry, dear, I shouldn’t have said that. I know Warren well enough to trust that he’s made an honest woman out of you?"

Sophia just smiled and nodded.

"Good. Any girlfriend of Warren’s is a friend of mine." She looked over at the picnic table. "What’s with those two?"

"Ah, well," Warren said, "they weren’t as accepting of my choice of girlfriends as you are."

"Figures. Well, War, they don’t love you like I love you." She blew kisses at him. "You happy, me happy."

Everyone laughed at that. "Besides which, Cheryl is just a complete bitch anyway, and, as for Chris, she’s still kicking herself for turning you down. More so now, I’d surmise."

"Turned you down?" Sophia asked.

"Warren asked her out, about six months ago." Siobhan supplied. "Turned him down flat."

Sophia just looked at Warren. Warren grinned sheepishly and said, "Desperation."

"True," grinned Siobhan. "As some of us told you at the time, War. Anyhow, she shot him down, wasn’t nice about it at all-which got him over her in a damn hurry, thank God-and I have it on good authority that she regrets it. And now she sees you getting all cuddly-like with a girl who is forty times better looking than she is. She must be having a conniption."

Warren laughed. "Here’s a question-if she’s been kicking herself, why’d she turn me down in the first place?"

Siobhan looked at Warren like he had three heads. "For the same reason we told you not to ask her out in the first place, dummy. Because if she went out with you, she’d never hear the end of it from Cheryl. And Christine doesn’t take a dump without Cheryl’s permission."

"Ah."

"I’ll have to go over there and thank her for saying no." quipped Sophia. "Now I get Romeo here all to myself." Everyone laughed at that.

"Nope, you still have to share him with me," said Siobhan. She blew more kisses. "However, I am generous with my men."

"All zero of them," joked Warren.

"Ah, my dear," said Siobhan, "that is only because I am very discriminating."

"Oh, really?" said Warren. "Is that why you went out with The Fabulous Mike Kelly for six months?" Siobhan shot him a glare.

Sophia was amazed: "You went out with Mike Kelly?"

"You know him?"

"Unfortunately."

"Ah well," said Siobhan, "we all make mistakes, don’t we? Hopefully we learn from them."

"Yes, we do," said Sophia happily, "and, I can tell you that I sure learned from mine," as she snuggled into Warren, getting a chuckle out of everyone.

"Who’s Mike Kelly?" asked Alison.

Siobhan just rolled her eyes. Sophia giggled, and responded, "Mike Kelly is the most gorgeous, most fantastic, most desirable guy at Oceanview High. And if you don’t believe me, just ask him, and he’ll tell you all about it."

"Aah," said Ally knowingly. "One of those."

"Yup. A legend in his own mind," quipped Sophia.

"I’ll tell you, it was an interesting experience," related Siobhan. "I spent the whole relationship feeling like a fifth wheel, intruding on the fabulous romance between him and him."

Sophia laughed, "Well, the closest I’ve ever come to that is my current relationship with The Genius, here." Everyone laughed at that, except for Warren, who was busy trying to look intellectual. "He only crosses the line into insufferably smug once in a great while, luckily." Warren gave her a "who, me?" look. "Yes, you, Romeo."

"Uh, huh. Is that why you gave me a boatload of shit because I had trouble with that sequence on the ice today?"

"Of course. Payback’s a bitch, darling." Even Warren laughed. "I am a better skater than you are. That is the one and only thing I am better than you at, and don’t you forget it."

"I agree-with the you being a better skater part, of course."

"Good boy. He’s easily trained, at least."

"Oh, come on, Sophia." It was Cheryl. She and Christine had snuck up on the group unnoticed. "You mean to tell me that the only thing you’re better at than Warren is skating? Jesus, you’d think you’d have enough experience in other areas to lord it over poor, inexperienced Warren."

Mo shot her a look, about to say something, but Sophia spoke up first. "Well, Cheryl, experience is fine, but mere experience is nothing compared to sheer, unadulterated, overwhelming talent."

"Yeah, right. Surrrre," piped up Christine.

"Yup," said Sophia. "I won’t go any further, because y’all said you didn’t want to be bored with the sordid details of our sex life, but, I’ll just tell you, Christine, that you made one heck of a big mistake when you turned him down. A big mistake. You should’ve taken him up on it. He’s so good he might have even made a sourpuss like you smile once in a while." Sophia looked at Warren. "Oh, look, he’s blushing. He is so damn cute when he blushes." Whereupon she launched herself at his lap and tackled him into the grass, kissing him, provoking laughter from most of the gang, cheers from Siobhan and Ally, and sputters of indignation from Cheryl and Chris.

"Y’see?" said Cheryl. "The little hussy would probably do him right here."

"Not a bad idea," agreed Sophia. "Anyone got a camera?" she said with a grin. Then she climbed off Warren, who sat up, blushing but bemused. "Ah, well, why tempt ourselves, dear heart?"

Most of the gang couldn’t conceal their laughter. Cheryl, however, was still trying to get digs in. "So, Sophia, did you have cozy little scenes like this with the rest of your boyfriends?"

Sophia stopped smiling. She got a hard look on her face, and made a decision. "No. No I did not. In fact, I wouldn’t have dared. I wasn’t allowed to do things like that."

"Allowed?" snorted Cheryl. "What the fuck are you talking about?"

"Sophie, you don’t have to do this. Not for those two," Warren interjected.

"Yeah, I do. Maybe not for those two, but for myself. And maybe for people like Mo and Siobhan, who have been so nice to me, but I know still have their doubts." Mo and Siobhan started to say something, but Sophia cut them off. "You do, and it’s natural. You care about Warren. It’s all right, I understand, having a little bit of experience in caring about Warren." She grinned lopsidedly at Warren, and then got serious again.

She took a deep breath. "My reputation precedes me. It’s not a particularly nice one, but it’s not entirely right, either." She looked at Cheryl and Christine. "You call me a slut. Now, that implies that I sleep around, something I’ve never, ever done. I’ve been to bed with more than one guy, but it was always one at a time. Slut also implies that I enjoy sex, something that also isn’t true"-she blushed, and smiled a little-"well, it wasn’t true before Warren. Slut also implies that I had some choice in the matter, which was only half-true."

She reached her hand in her pocketbook, and withdrew a photo. Warren saw her, and tried to stop her. "Sophie, you really don’t have to do this."

"Yeah, I do. Warren, trust me. There are parts of my past that I have to answer to-but there are parts that I do not, and I’m tired of trying to answer to them. But I also have to face up to this. It’s over, and now I have you"-she smiled at him-"but it happened. I’ve avoided talking about it, a lot. Maybe that was a mistake. These are your friends. They care about you. They worry about you. They deserve to know the truth about your girlfriend."

She took a deep breath, and looked at Cheryl and Chris. "You asked me if I had this kind of fun, the kind I have with Warren, with my previous boyfriends. No, I didn’t. I have a picture here of the kind of ‘fun’ that my previous boyfriends, especially my last one, provided for me. I keep this picture with me all the time, as a reminder of where I was, and as a reminder to make damn sure I never get there again. I got lucky. I got myself out of this, with the help of the most wonderful guy in the world. But this is what my life was like when you all were calling me a slut."

She handed the picture over to Mo, as Siobhan, Cheryl, and Chris looked on. It was a picture taken in that week after she had dumped Scott, in the aftermath of the beating. She had had Jesse take the photo, as a reminder, and also to give copies to the police. She was naked from the waist up, except for a bra, but the vicious bruises on her shoulder, chest, and back were plainly apparent-as was the black eye, bruised cheek, and bloody lip.

"Oh Jesus," commented Mo. Siobhan just gasped. Chris and Cheryl had the good sense not to say anything, but even their eyes got wide. Mo handed the photo back to Sophia.

"So. There it is. Do I party too much, not do well enough in school, hang around with some less than savory friends? Yeah, I do. But I was never a slut. And the guys who were spreading around rumors that I was a slut were also doing this to me." She pointed at the photo. "I wasn’t a slut. I was a victim of boyfriend abuse." She took a deep breath, and looked at the four girls. "If you pray for anything, please pray really, really hard that you never let your self-esteem plummet to the point where you allow anyone to do this to you. Because it ain’t pretty." She forced a smile. "Luckily, Romeo over here forced a self-esteem elixir down my throat before things got any worse. Not to mention that he treats me like a princess-for the first time in my life; I’m happy-for the first time in my life; and he’s almost as good in bed as he is at making chip dip." Even Warren laughed at that. "And I’m going to get up now, and go over and grab some of that faaaabulous chip dip, because, if I stay here, I’m going to break down." Warren started to get up. "No, dear heart. Stay with your friends. I’ll be back in a minute." She walked away, unsteadily, sobbing a bit, to the table where the snacks were set up.

The group was silent for a minute. Then Tina, who hadn’t seen the picture, said, "What was in that photo?"

Mo replied, "Sophia looking like she just went five rounds with Muhammed Ali, in his prime. It was brutal. Man, that took a lot of guts to do that."

"Yes, it did," agreed Ally, looking pointedly at Cheryl and Christine.

"You’re right. It did," agreed Cheryl.

"I love her so much," said Warren. "I want to kill the guys that did that to her. Ah, well-all I can do is pray that she continues to heal."

"Is she?" asked Mo.

"Yeah, she is," smiled Warren. "Slowly, surely, but she is."

"I think you’re a big part of that, Warren," said Siobhan.

"A small part, maybe. This is mostly her."

"Hey. That’s enough morbidity. Let’s play some POKER!" said Crash.

GIRL TALK (Chapter 17)

They played poker for a while, then the party broke up into little knots. Crash and Warren commandeered the boombox, programming an old-school party mix of Beatles and Motown. Some of the other guys joined them as they discussed sports. Sophia joined Mo, Ally, Tina, Kate, Cheryl, Siobhan, and Christine around the picnic table.

"All right, Sophia, spill the beans," Mo demanded. "Have you and Warren really slept together?"

"Yes."

"I could never see Warren taking a girl to bed," commented Siobhan. "He’s historically been very shy around girls. In fact, I can’t see him asking you out."

Sophia smiled. "He didn’t. Both times."

"You scamp!" said Mo. Sophia just grinned.

"I’m trying not to be judgemental, I really am, but I can’t see losing my virginity this young." Cheryl said.

"I was twelve," Sophia said.

"TWELVE?" Cheryl asked.

Sophia sighed. "Seeing as I’ve shared some of my past with you, you can understand that saying ‘no’ was not one of my strong suits. Especially with a guy declaring undying love in my ears, if only I would do it with him, at a time in my life where I was very vulnerable to that sort of thing."

Cheryl looked at Sophia. "Do you regret it?"

"Oh, yeah." Sophia replied. "I regret a lot of things. I commend you for not giving that up until you’re damn good and ready, I really do. Wish I had. Are most of you still virigns?"

Most of the table nodded assent. "Good for you. No sin to wait. Wish I had."

"So do I," commented Siobhan.

Mo looked at her in disbelief. "You’re not a virgin?"

"No."

"You never told me this," said Mo. "WHO?"

"Mike Kelly," Mo and Sophia laughed at that one, and tried to stifle it. "Go ahead, laugh, I deserve it. However, since it lasted about seven seconds"-everyone cracked up-"I have forgotten about it and have chosen to reclaim my virginity." General laugher all around, as Siobhan got a wry smile. She looked at Sophia and said, "So, are we the only fallen women at the table?"

Nobody spoke up. Sophia asked, "Ally?"

"Nope, still not deflowered." Everyone laughed. "Crash and I have come awfully damn close, mind you, but I’m not quite ready."

"Good."

Mo asked, "So how do you know that you’re ready?"

"Oh, that’s easy," said Sophia. "Make sure you want, really want to do it. That you’re not doing it to make him happy, or because he begs you to, or because you figure what the hell, or because you think all your friends are doing it and you’re falling behind. When you say to yourself, ‘I want this, it feels right’ with no hesitation, no reservations, then you’re ready."

"Have you ever felt that way?" asked Cheryl.

"Yes," Sophia smiled. "With Warren, every time. That’s how I know the difference."

"How long were you guys going out the first time?" Cheryl asked.

Sophia looked sheepish. "Three and a half weeks."

"That’s ALL?" exclaimed Christine.

Sophia blushed. "Like I said, when you really want it, when it feels right…"

"Does it still feel right?" winked Mo.

Sophia blushed deeper. "Uh-huh," she managed to squeak out.

"All right, Soph, time to spill the beans," demanded Siobhan. "Look, we’ve all known Warren Kelleher a long time. He’s the sweetest guy I know, but let’s face it-he’s a nerd, a preppy, a geek. And you’ve been hinting all night that he’s some sort of fantastic lover!"

Sophia’s blush was purple. "He is."

Mo looked dumbstruck. "You’re not kidding, are you? You’re not saying this just to get a rise out of someone, are you?"

"No," Sophia said. "Look, you ASKED."

"Yeah, I did," said Siobhan. "I just can’t square this with the image I have of Warren. Warren Kelleher, good in bed? Who woulda thunk it?"

"Look," Sophia tried another tack. "Despite that, you’re obviously very fond of Warren. You consider him a good friend."

"Yes."

"So, what do you like about Warren? What do you consider some of Warren’s better qualities?"

"Let’s see," said Siobhan. "He’s smart. Imaginative. Very funny, great sense of humor. He’s warm, kind and generous to a fault. He’s unbearably sweet at times." They all laughed. "And, as an added bonus, he’s a good singer."

"Right. That’s a pretty good list of some of his finer qualities," Sophia agreed. "And here’s a romance lesson for you all from someone who knows both sides of the fence. If you decide to start looking for a lover, Siobhan’s list contains the most important qualities. Not good looks-although Warren has a great ass"-they all laughed-"not muscles, not machismo, not the right car or how he dresses or how good a partier he is or how cool he is, or how cool your friends think he is. Kind, warm, generous, sweet, imaginative, funny-they are all far more important. Trust me. And the ability to croon a decent love song after we’re done should never be underestimated." They all laughed at that.

"Look, good technique is nice-and Warren’s got that, especially with those magical hands of his, and now I am no doubt blushing." Laughter all around. "Oh, there’s another good quality. Go to bed with a guitar player. They know how to use them fingers." More laughter. "And I’m purple now, I’m sure. Anyhow, the most important thing for a girl to enjoy sex is to go to bed with a guy who wants his partner to enjoy herself. That’s the most important thing. Look, those of you who are virgins will find out quickly enough that a guy can get himself off pretty easily. Most girls can not. It takes some patience. Warren’s patience and loving attention amazes me sometimes. It certainly amazed me the first night."

"How so?" asked Cheryl, who was now paying rapt attention.

"Well, with my previous boyfriends, if it took twenty minutes, it was a long time." They all laughed, and Siobhan interjected, "I can relate," to more laughter. "Right. Anyhow, the first time Warren and I went to bed, we were there for over three hours. And I’m not counting the hour of kissing and cuddling and love-song crooning after we were done. He spun my head around so hard that night I still haven’t recovered. And he still does."

"Yeah," Siobhan asked, "but did you spin his head around?"

"What? You kidding me? Watch this." She called, "Hey ROMEO!"

"Yes Juliet?" she heard from the darkness.

"Could you please get me another Coke?"

"Sure." They heard scrambling from across the yard, heard Warren reaching in to the cooler, and then he appeared with a Coke. "There you go." Then he noticed the uproarious laughter coming from the table. "What’s so funny?"

Sophia turned to the table and said, "Well, girls? Whipped?"

Mo laughed, "Oh, you betcha."

"Completely whipped," agreed Siobhan.

Warren got a wry smile, "Hey, I resemble that remark."

Sophia smiled at him, "The girls wanted to know if I spun your head around in bed like you spun mine around. I figured a visual demonstration would be most effective."

"Oh, REALLY. Then you wouldn’t mind me doing my own visual demonstration."

"Oh, No."

"Oh, YES." Warren sat next to her, put his arm around her, and brought his other hand to her face, and startred touching it.

The girls looked on in rapt amazement. "What is he doing?" demanded Cheryl.

"Making me completely weak in the knees, mostly," Sophia sighed. Warren danced his fingers on her face for a minute, lingered a minute on her lips, and then withdrew, standing up and saying, "And don’t you forget it!" as he walked away from the table.

"What did we just see?" Mo asked.

"You just saw my boyfriend make me completely turned on, that’s what you just saw," Sophia sighed, blushing. "He discovered early on that my face is an erogenous zone. I told you, great fingers."

"Wow," was all Siobhan could say.

Most of the girls were still at the table some time later, but Sophia and Warren had gone to sit on the grass together, cuddling and kissing a bit. Every so often, the girls heard laughter from one or both of them.

"Wow," said Siobhan. "They really do seem happy together."

"Yeah, they do," agreed Mo. "I think she’s really good for him. And, with what she told us earlier, and what I know about Warren, I have no doubt that he’s really good for her. Boy, did I misjudge her."

"We all did," said Christine.

"She’s actually very sweet," added Mo. "More damaged than I hope to ever be, but sweet all the same. And you watch her and Warren, would you ever think that they’re only 14 and 15 and have only been dating a couple of months?"

"Good sex," commented Siobhan.

"No, it’s not just that. My bestest buddy really is truly in love. And she loves him right back. Good for them."

THE UNSUSPECTING STUDENT AND PEDRO MARTINEZ (Chapter 18)

Sophia got up for school on Monday morning, actually looking forward to it. She was amazed. She was looking forward to her second period of the day, which was English. Today was the day they took a quiz and started discussion on their latest assignment-Taming of the Shrew by William Shakespeare.

This was the first time Sophia could ever remember that she had actually already read an English assignment. She had even seen a production of the play-Warren had gotten a copy of a video from his English teacher, who had shown it in class. Warren’s teacher had shown it because he had said you didn’t get a lot of the subtleties of the humor from just reading it-especially the bawdy stuff. Warren had agreed, and after he had shown the video to Sophia, she had also agreed. She re-read the play last night, and was actually going into a class feeling well prepared. Amazing.

She walked into class and sat down next to Jessie. Jessie was the only person from her usual crowd in this class, and that was a good thing, because she was afraid her rep was about to take a severe beating. Ah, well, fuck it.

Keith Waters walked in to face his Freshman English class. He was kind of dreading it, because he was teaching Shakespeare. Lots of high school freshman had trouble with Shakespeare, and this was not any kind of advanced-placement class.

He gave a quick ten-minute quiz, just to see who had read the play. He took five minutes to correct all the quizzes, so he could see what was what, and saw that a few kids had gotten all the questions right. He was, however, completely dumbfounded that one of those people was Sophia Daniels.

He started a discussion on Taming of the Shrew. Lots of kids hadn’t read it, not to his surprise, and some kids had tried and had not gotten it, also not to his surprise. But some kids had read it, and had gotten it-and to his sheer amazement, one of the kids that seemed to have gotten it the clearest was the heretofore completely unteachable Sophia Daniels.

Insightful comment after good question after insightful comment. He couldn’t believe it. After one particularly good insight, Mr. Waters couldn’t resist himself.

"OK, Sophia, tell me. Is that really you, or were you somehow replaced by a pod person?"

The whole class laughed at that. Sophia looked a bit sheepish, "It’s really me."

"You read one of my assignments?"

"Oh, I read Taming of the Shrew over a month ago. I just had to re-read it."

"You. Read. Shakespeare. For fun."

"Yeah. I love him. I even got the Collected Works as a birthday present."

"There goes your rep, Sophia. Destroyed. For ever," interjected Jessica Reidel from behind Sophia. Even Mr. Waters laughed at that.

"I’m still trying to figure out what got into you."

"Her preppy boyfriend, that’s what," said Jessie.

"Thanks, Jess," said Sophia dryly.

"You have a boyfriend who introduced you to Shakespeare?" asked Mr. Waters.

"Yeah," Sophia smiled. "He loves him, and got me completely hooked on him."

"Older guy?"

"No, a freshman."

"He goes here?"

"No." Sophia was smiling, but her voice got very soft. "St. Mike’s."

The whole class started whooping and hollering at that. Sophia Daniels going out with a guy from St. Michael's? Unbelievable.

Even to Mr. Waters. "You…are going out with a Prep guy?"

"Yeah," Sophia said, blushing a bit and somewhat sheepish, but proud. "Ranked third in his class, even."

"Wow," said Mr. Waters. "I do believe I need a drink." The whole class hooted at that one. "Later, perhaps. Now, back to Miss Daniels’s favorite author…" He shot her a smile, which she returned.

At the end of the class, Mr Waters called Sophia over. He handed her the quiz with 100% written on the top. "Great job, Sophia. If there are any other great authors that your boyfriend wants to introduce you to, tell him he’s got my permission."

Sophia laughed. "I’ll do that."

"Seriously, Sophia, I think it’s great. I love Shakespeare myself. Anyone who converts is OK by me. Of course, I would prefer that it would be my fabulous teaching technique that would convert them, but who can compete with a boyfriend?" They both laughed. "Seriously, since you learned to appreciate Shakespeare on the fly, if you have any ideas to get it through to some of the kids who aren’t getting it, I’d appreciate hearing about them."

Sophia thought about that. "Well, the main thing Warren-that’s my boyfriend-emphasized to me when I first started reading Shakespeare, was not to get bogged down with the language. He says lots of people get frustrated by this word or that, and miss the poetry and meaning of the play."

"Good point. Was Taming of the Shrew the first one he gave you? I always find it a good one to start with."

"No, Taming of the Shrew was the second. This is my boyfriend, remember, we’re in love and all that-what do you think he gave me first?"

"Aah. Romeo and Juliet," Mr. Waters smiled.

"You got it. Remember, this is me we’re talking about, and I’m dating a complete, total Preppie. The whole lovers-from-different-worlds thing sucked me right in, like Warren knew it would. Although we are, as Warren says, trying to avoid that whole double-suicide thing."

Mr. Waters laughed. "So, he sucked you in with Romeo, and then gave you Shrew. Good approach. And you had no problem with Shrew when you read it?"

"No, but that reminds me. I didn’t get it all until I saw it."

"Saw it?"

"Yeah. Warren’s teacher over at St. Mike’s showed them a video of a theatrical production of Taming of the Shrew. Warren borrowed a copy from him to show to me. You really don’t get how risque and funny that play is until you see it done."

"You’re right. You’re absolutely right. Think Warren could get me a copy of that video?"

"I’ll ask him."

Sophia walked into work positively bubbly. She had actually had a good day at school. A really good day. Not only English, but she had gotten an 85 on an Algebra test. She couldn’t wait to tell Warren.

Warren was thrilled. Sophia, happy about school? He was so happy. A few more days like this, he thought to himself, and that self-confidence of hers would be at an all-time high. He agreed to ask Mr. Rogolli about the video, and didn’t think it would be a problem.

Walking home that night, Sophia was still on a high. Warren loved it.

"Well, Soph," said Warren, "a day like that deserves a reward. I didn’t plan it to be a reward, but what the heck. It’ll just make your day better."

"What are you talking about?"

"We have to cut practice short this Saturday."

"This is a good thing?" Soph asked.

"Yeah, because of the reason we have to cut practice short." He grabbed his wallet, and withdrew two tickets, and held them up to her. "First base side, above the dugout, not too far up, and Pedro is going to be on the mound. And it’s the Yankees, even."

Sophia squealed, and wrapped him in a bear hug, right in the middle of Washington street. "You dear, sweet, boy, you!"

"I can’t remember the last time I was at Fenway," Sophia said as they found their seats. "It was before Mom divorced Charlie,and that was four or five years ago."

"Really? Nick’s a big baseball fan, I thought he might have taken you once or twice."

"Nickie and I don’t usually socialize outside of parties. That would have pissed some people off."

"Aaah."

"No such worries with you, though," smiled Sophia.

"True. If Nick took you to a game, the only reason I’d be jealous is that he didn’t get a ticket for me."

They both laughed. They settled into their seats, juggling the food and sodas they had gotten.

Warren looked around. These were good seats, he expected to be surrounded by businessmen-types, but they weren’t. Must be because it was a weekend. In fact, the rows around them seemed to be full with college guys. And Warren heard their mumbling-they had definitely noticed Sophia.

"Hey, check out the babe!"

"Best-looking girl I’ve seen at a baseball game, I’ll say that."

"Look at her, she’s too young for you!"

"They’re never too young."

"Boyfriend must have dragged her to the game."

"I did that once. Brought a good-looking girl to a ball game. Never again."

"Why not?"

"The scenery might have been nice, but she spent all game asking stupid questions. Nope, no more pretty girls at baseball games-I prefer to go with people who actually know something about baseball!"

"Ah, who cares? Look at her! Who cares if she asks stupid questions? All she has to do is look pretty, and I’d be in heaven."

Warren leaned into Sophia’s ear and whispered, "You seem to be the center of attention."

Sophia blushed. "I noticed. Boy are they in for a surprise."

"How so?"

"Watch me."

Warren wondered what she was up to. Then they posted the starting lineups.

"Jesus Christ, what is Jimy thinking?" Sophia asked, loud enough for the previous commenters to hear her. "He’s batting Lewis leadoff again? Why not just start the game with one out and nobody on?"

"Well, Offy’s knee is acting up again," said Warren.

"I know," said Sophia, "which means you have to play Lansing because he’s your only other second baseman. So what’s Jimy do? Put Lewis in the lineup, so we get a second automatic out. I don’t care if a lefty is pitching, leave Nixon out there, and let him lead off. His OBP is 100 points higher than D-Lew.

Of course, what do I expect from a manager who bat Dead Sprague cleanup last year? Hey, Jimy! Even Pedro needs a run or two!"

Warren took a furtive glance at some of the college guys, and they were looking at Sophia in absolute shock. He stifled a laugh. Sophia was grinning from ear to ear.

And she kept it up all game. "C’mon, Pedro. Throw a changeup. O’Neill can’t hit your changeups, he never has." Pedro threw a changeup. "Strike three! Thataway, Petey, baby!"

"Pettite throws that pitch again, Nomar is taking him deep." CRACK! Over the wall. "Attaway, NO-MAAAAAHHHH!!!!"

"First and third, one out, and Torre is bringing in the right-hander. We’ve only got a one run lead, and Lewis is up. Daubach is on the bench, he’s a lefty, and he’s one of the better clutch hitters on this team. If Jimy doesn’t pinch hit, I’m going to go down into the dugout myself and strangle him." Daubach came out to pinch hit. "First good move Jimy’s made all game besides being lucky enough to have Pedro to start." Daubach lined the first pitch into right field for a two-run single. "Attaway, Dauber!!"

Warren had just sat back all game, thoroughly enjoying Sophia’s commentary and unbridled enthusiasm. After the Daubach hit, the guy behind him leaned over.

"Hey, buddy."

"Yeah?"

"That gorgeous babe next to you who knows so much about baseball-that’s your girlfriend?"

"Yeah."

"Wow. You are the luckiest guy in the universe."

Warren just smiled. "Yup. I am."

They left their seats to file out after a fine 3-0 Sox victory.

"I definitely need to take you to more baseball games," Warren said.

"Enjoy yourself?"

"Immensely."

"I sure showed those guys. Pretty girls don’t know anything about baseball, my ass."

Warren chuckled. "After Daubach got that hit, the guy behind me told me I was the luckiest guy in the universe."

"Really?"

"Yeah." Warren smiled. Sophia was beaming. "Hey," Warren said, "Let’s check out the souvenir shop."

"OK."

They looked around for a while. Sophia was hovering around the Red Sox jackets "I’ve always wanted one of these." She looked at the price tag. "Next time you take me to a game. I’ll remember to bring more money." They wandered off to look at other things. They separated again, and Warren doubled back to the jackets. He checked the price tag. He had enough money on him. What the heck.

They met up again outside the shop. Warren had a bag with him. Sophia was empty handed.

"Couldn’t find anything you liked?"

"Not really, except for those jackets. Next time. What did you buy?"

"Just a little something."

"Let me see." He opened the bag and withdrew a Sox jacket. Sophia was surprised. He had one-in fact, he was wearing it. "Outgrowing your old one?"

"No, silly, does it look it? No, it fits just fine."

"So why’d you buy another one?"

"You really are dense sometimes, aren’t you?"

"Huh?"

"This isn’t for me." He walked up behind her. "Hold out your arms." She did so, and he slipped the jacket over her arms and onto her shoulders.

"Warren Kelleher, you are the sweetest guy in the universe."

"No, no-remember? I’m the luckiest guy in the universe!" They both laughed.

"I must be the luckiest girl then," Sophia said, admiring the jacket. "Warren, I can’t believe you did this!"

"Just a little token of my esteem, dear Juliet."

She just smiled at him, and they walked, hand-in-hand, to the subway station.

MOTHERS AND SONS, BOYS AND GIRLS (Chapter 19)

Peg Kelleher was amazed.

It was 9:30 AM, and Warren was out of bed. He’d been out of school for two weeks, and, unless he had to work-he had picked up some early shifts at the donut shop-he was sleeping until noon. She knew he had today off, and here he was, up and at ‘em.

"Hi, Honey," she said. "You’re up early."

"Yup," he said, slathering cream cheese on a bagel. "Got plans."

"What kind of plans?"

"It’s Sophia’s last day at school."

"Oh really? Oh yeah, that’s right-the public schools get out later." Peg was a teacher, but she taught at Wilkins Academy, another private school in the area.

"That’s right. Anyway, she gets out at 11:30, so I’m going to surprise her by showing up at her house."

Peg looked concerned. "Warren, do you have a minute to talk?"

"Sure. Let me just get finished cheeseifying this here bagel and get myself a cup of tea and I’ll meet you in the kitchen."

Peg waited, and Warren quickly planted himself in a chair with his bagel and tea. "What’s on your mind, Mom?"

"Sophia."

Warren grinned. "No, no, Mom, you’ve got it all wrong. Sophia is supposed to be on my mind. Dad is supposed to be on yours."

Peg couldn’t help but laugh. "Warren, I’m trying to be serious!"

"Ah, c’mom, Mom, have you ever known me to be serious?"

"Yeah, actually, I have. Way too much, in fact. About Sophia."

"Aah. I should’ve seen this coming."

"Warren, I’m worried," Peg sighed. "You’re fourteen years old. You just finished your freshman year in high school. And you are in a relationship that seems to me to be way too serious for your ages."

Warren sighed. "You know what, Mom? You’re right. You’re absolutely right."

Peg was surprised. "Well, I’m glad you agree with me. I didn’t think you would. I think it might benefit you to cool it off with her, see her less, maybe see other people."

"Can’t do that, Mom."

"Why not? I thought you just agreed with me that you were getting too serious?"

"Not getting, gotten. I agree. We’re way too serious. I never expected to be in a relationship this intense when I was fourteen, I can guarantee you that."

"So, make it less intense-that’s all I’m saying."

"Mom, you don’t get it. We crossed that line a long time ago. This isn’t a lightswitch that you can turn on and off. I’m in a serious, intense relationship. The relationship is that way because of the way we feel about each other. You’re right-if this happened when I was eighteen and not fourteen I’d probably be better off. But it happened. That’s the way it is. I can’t make it not happen."

"You think you’re in love with each other."

"Mom, if this ain’t real, true love-I don’t think I’d be able to handle the real thing," Warren replied with a lopsided smile.

Even Peg had to grin at that. Warren continued, "You don’t spend a lot of time with Soph and me. We’re at her house more often, because it’s more convenient. It’s love. Yeah, it might be fourteen-year-old love, but it doesn’t seem it. And the only way I’m going to know for sure is to not be fourteen anymore and see where we’re at then."

Peg smiled and sighed at the same time. "Warren, you’re one of the most levelheaded teenagers I know-and I teach teenagers, remember-but you’re also an incurable romantic." They both smiled. "I worry about you getting hurt."

"I know. But if this isn’t true love, I’m gonna get hurt sooner or later in any case."

"I know. I just worry about the hurt if you let this relationship go too far, and then it ends, at your age."

"What do you mean, too far?"

"Well, you know."

"I have a guess, but I don’t really know what you’re talking about."

"Well, I mean sex."

Warren blushed, and thought for a minute. "Mom, you always said I could tell you anything, and I can’t lie to you. That particular genie has been out of the bottle for some time now."

Peg’s jaw dropped. "You’re kidding." She paused. "Are you sure we’re talking about the same thing?"

"Are you asking me if Sophia and I are sleeping together? Yes. Sophia and I are sleeping together."

"Oh, Jesus, Warren. You are too young for this! What if something happens?"

"Mom, you know me better than that."

"Well, I thought I did."

"Come on. We are responsible about this. There are not going to be any grandchildren in the near future, I guarantee it. We are very well protected. Sophia’s on the pill, and we usually use something else, too, as a failsafe."

"Well, that’s a relief. You’re right, I shouldn’t have doubted you about that. But you are still too young."

"Mom-I’m too young to be ending my freshman year in high school, I should be ending eighth grade. I was too young to read when I started, too young to do algebra when I started. I was too young to play the guitar when I started. Too young to read Shakespeare when I started. Heck, I was too young when you started leaving me to baby-sit Ryan and Kristin. I’ve been too young for almost everything I’ve ever done in my life. Why should this be any different?"

"That’s academics. Love and sex aren’t an academic exercise."

"No, but neither is babysitting your younger brother and sister when you’re only ten."

"Well, we did that because you were reliable and trustworthy and responsible."

"I still am."

"I know, Warren, but, before Sophia, you were at a complete loss when it came to girls. Going from a complete position of naivete to this seems like too much, too fast."

"I don’t necessarily disagree, Mom. But I trust my instincts. I trust my feelings. I’d trust Sophie with my life at this point. I guess I’m just asking you to trust me."

"I do, Warren."

Warren smiled. "You always have. In fact, you’ve always given me a remarkable degree of freedom to make my own choices; freedom that most kids my age didn’t get. And have I disappointed you much?"

Peg smiled. "Pretty much never. And, trust me, I am not disappointed with you, now. Concerned, but not disappointed."

Warren smiled back, "I know. Listen, I know all too well that this might all blow up in my face, and I’ll end up a quivering pile of romantic goo pining over my lost love six months from now." Peg had to laugh at that. Warren continued, "But what the hell is the point of even getting out of bed if you don’t give it a shot? I’m so happy right now, that it’s worth it."

Peg stared at her son. "I’ve got to say, Warren, that I’m amazed. I’ve never known you to be so--well, so carefree. Since I know that you’re responsible on top of it, it makes me feel a little better. She’s actually loosened you up-it’s good to see."

"Y’know what? Sophia always gives me credit for something valuable-she says that she learned from me that tomorrow’s important. But I learned something equally valuable from her-that today’s important, too."

Warren stood up, and kissed his mother on the cheek. "And what’s important today is to go welcome my girlfriend home from school like the quivering pile of romantic goo that I so truly am." He reached around the corner into the foyer and pulled a large case out. "Heck, I’m even bringing my guitar so I can serenade her with romantic-gooey love songs. See ya!"

The last thing Warren heard as he left the house was his mother’s laughter.

Sophia walked home from school in a heck of a mood. School was out for the summer, and she was actually walking home with a good report card. Wasn’t that a kicker. She couldn’t wait to show her Mom. And Warren!

She turned onto her street, and heard music coming from somewhere. She thought she recognized it-and then she realized she did. It was "Romeo and Juliet," the Dire Straits song that Warren had played for her. But it didn’t sound like Dire Straits. As she got closer to her house, she realized that it wasn’t-it was Warren, on her porch, playing a guitar and singing it.

She was so happy to see him, she almost ran to the porch and tackled him. But she didn’t. She walked up and sat next to him, while he played the song. She realized something-while he had sung to her, many times, she had never heard him play. As he went through the song, she realized something else-he was good. Really good.

"That was fantastic. I’ve never heard you play before."

"Magic fingers, I’m telling you." They both laughed.

"C’mon inside," she said, kissing him. "I’ve got something I want to show you, but I want Mom to see it, too."

"Hi, Mom!"

"Hi, Sophie! Glad to be out? Oh, Hi Warren!"

"Hi, Mrs. Kovach"

"OK. Mom, Warren, you need to see this." She withdrew a piece of paper from her bookbag, and handed it to her Mom.

"Oh, my God! Sophia! All B’s except for one C? That’s fantastic!"

"Really?" Mrs. Kovach handed the report card over to Warren. "Look at this! Sophia, I’m so proud of you!"

"Me, too, Honey," Mrs. Kovach agreed.

Sophia was beaming. "And that means I passed all my classes for the year."

Warren was still reading the report card. "Look at these comments! ‘Most drastic improvement I have ever seen in a student.’ ‘One of the most gratifying B’s it has ever been my pleasure to give out.’ ‘I don’t know what happened with this student, but I’d like to find out if it can be bottled.’ Sophia, you should be so damn proud of yourself."

Sophia blushed, but admitted. "I am." She looked at Warren. "If I keep this up, you won’t be the only brain in this relationship any more."

Warren smiled, and said, "I never was."

Mrs. Kovach looked at Warren. "What did your report card look like, Warren?"

Sophia sighed in mock-exasperation. "Must we bring that up? I was enjoying this!"

Mrs. Kovach looked at the two of them. "Did I say something wrong?" They both laughed. "I was just curious. I have no idea what kinds of grades Warren gets."

Sophia sighed, "Mom, let’s just say that if he brought home this report card that I’m so proud of, he’d be devastated."

"Sophia, I wasn’t trying to make up for over two years of school neglect, either. Your achievement is every bit as good as mine. You can’t compare our marks…yet."

"Yet?"

"Sophie, I promise you, if you keep this up, next year, your report cards will start to look like mine."

"Really? You think?"

"Yeah, I do."

"OK," Mrs. Kovach interjected, "Now that we’ve all done our bit to prop up Sophia’s self confidence"-they all laughed-"I still am wondering what Warren’s grades are."

Warren took a deep breath. "One A-minus, the rest all A’s, and I was deeply cheesed off by the A-minus."

"Wow." Mrs. Kovach said.

"See what I mean?" Sophia smirked. "Deeply cheesed off by the A-minus, my ass."

Warren smiled. "I do not study for three hours a night to get A-minuses."

Sophia grinned. "My boyfriend, the studyaholic genius scholar Prep Boy. If I didn’t love him, I’d have to kill him."

Sophia and Warren were on the living room couch, half-watching TV and talking. Mrs. Kovach had fixed them some lunch, and was now cleaning up.

"Got read the riot act by my Mom today a bit," Warren said.

"You? The perfect son?" Sophia sniggered. "What about?"

"Us, what else? I’m too young to be in such a serious relationship, you know."

Sophia laughed. "Well, at least she doesn’t know quite how serious."

Warren grimaced. "She does now."

"You told her?"

"Yeah. She said something about worrying about us going too far, and I asked her what exactly she was talking about. She said she was talking about sex, and I said, in effect, ‘Oops. Too late.’ I never could lie to my mother, not about stuff like that."

"Ouch. How did she take it?"

"Actually, not all that badly. I got the ‘you’re too young!’ bit, and she definitely now knows that her son is not perfect, but, all in all, it really wasn’t all that bad."

"But I’ll bet she’d be happier if we cooled things off," Sophia said, depressedly.

"Sophie, she’s worried. I’m fourteen. You’re my first girlfriend. The relationship is rather intense. She’s worried that this is just teenage infatuation, and that we’re going to outgrow each other-or, rather, that you are going to outgrow me, dump me, and leave me a pathetic shell of my former self mourning my lost love and writing bad poetry."

Sophia burst out laughing. "What did you tell her?"

"I reassured her that I never write bad poetry." Sophia laughed and playfully swatted him on the shoulder.."Anyhow, I do think I reassured her, to some degree. I told her the truth-that I love you, and you love me. That we are very young, I know that, and I have no idea what the future will hold, but right now I’m deliriously happy."

Sophia looked at him for a minute. "Warren, do you ever think about it?"

"What?"

"The future."

"Our future?"

"No, you ninny, the Red Sox’ future!"

"That’s way too depressing a subject to think about."

"Goof! Yes, I meant our future."

Warren paused for a minute. "Yeah, I think about it. Much as I try not too."

"Why do you try not to?"

"Because it’s a long way away. Lots of things can happen. One day at a time."

"Warren, you plan everything."

"Yeah, but that’s different. Planning my grades, planning school, planning a future career-all of these things depend almost entirely on me. I work hard enough, I’ll get there. Planning a future with you involves you. It’s an added variable. How do I know you won’t outgrow me? How do I know you don’t want different things in life? And it’s so far away. We’ve never talked about this-how can I plan a future with you before we even talk about it?"

"So let’s start now."

"This will really worry my mother."

Sophia laughed. "No, I mean the basics. The things we want in life. Do you see yourself getting married some day?"

"Absolutely."

"Me, too. Kids?"

"For sure. Love ‘em. I’d love to have a whole houseful."

"Me, too. Are you a dog person or a cat person?"

"I like both, but I’m a dog person."

"OK, we can have one of each." They both laughed. "I don’t mind dogs, but I’m a cat person. City or suburbs?"

"Suburbs, but close to a city. No boonies."

"OK. Cold weather or hot weather climate?"

"Cold. Definitely cold. No Florida for me."

"Cool. That was the one I thought we’d disagree on. I didn’t know you were a fellow snow-bunny."

"Absolutely."

"Minivan or BMW?"

"Minivan. They’re cheaper. Cars are functional. Extraneous luxury spending goes for musical instruments, not vehicles."

Sophia laughed. Then she got serious. "War, do you ever dream about this stuff?"

"Sure."

"I do too. Always have. And, of course, since I dream about the whole family thing, there’s always a husband in the dreams. But it’s funny-the husband-like creature has always been indistinct, kind of a blur. Even when I had a boyfriend, the husband in my dreams was always unknown. It wasn’t whoever I was going out with at the time." She blushed, and said softly, "Until now. Now it’s you."

Warren said, "You’ve been in mine since three days after I first met you."

"Really?" Sophia giggled. Then she got serious. "Look. I know we’re too young. I know we have a lot ahead of us, I know anything could happen, I know we could outgrow each other, I know all of these things. Dammit, I know." She took a deep breath. "But, if I were a betting woman, and I was forced to make a bet on this…the bet I’d make is that someday you will be putting a ring on my finger."

"I’d make the same bet, Soph." They looked at each other, and smiled. "I do not think that I will be telling my mother about this conversation." They cracked up laughing.

Then Sophie got serious. "So, now we’ve confessed our innermost dreams to each other. So where do we go from here?"

"Same way we’ve been going."

"How do we do that? Maybe it’s me-I think something’s been irrevocably changed here."

"Ah, Soph, we’ve just put into words what we’ve both been thinking."

"Yeah. But putting it into words makes it more…I don’t know, it makes it more real, somehow."

"Maybe you’re right" Warren sighed. "Look, I told my mother tonight that, although I thought what we had was a real, lasting love, that it was at least possible that it was just fourteen-year-old love. I told her I had no way to be sure, seeing as I am fourteen, and the only way to tell is to wait until I’m not fourteen and see where we’re at."

"Yeah, but I’m fifteen," Sophia smiled.

"Yes, older woman, but you know what I meant."

"Yeah. Wait and see, is that what you’re saying?"

"No, I’m saying-today is today. Tomorrow is tomorrow. If we take care of things, today, and it turns out that it’s right, than tomorrow will take care of itself. Right now, today, I love you more than words can say. I don’t want to plan anything-I’ve planned too much of my life as it is. I just want to love you, right now, today, as much as I’m able."

Sophia wrapped her arms around him. "I love you, too. I guess I just get caught up in my dreams."

"Not planning is not the same as not dreaming, o ruler of my heart. Feel free to share your dreams with me anytime."

Sophia sighed happily. "OK, Husband-of-my-dreams, what do you think for kids’ names?"

"I’ve always been partial to Jessica." Warren smiled. Sophia giggled.

And Ellen, who had overheard the whole conversation, had to hide a smile of her own.

FOURTH OF JULY (Chapter 20)

"What a glorious day we have for the Forth of July," Peg Kelleher said happily.

"Yup," agreed Jim. "It’s a scorcher." He was firing up the grill to barbecue. His oldest son emerged from the house. "Hey, Warren!"

"Hey Dad. Mom."

"You going to walk over Sophia’s to get her?"

"Nope, her Mom offered to drop her off."

"Great," said Jim. "So, what are the plans today?"

"Well, first we appreciate your great grill technique," Warren said. Jim laughed. "Then we’re going to hang out, probably watch the Sox. Later, we head up to the Kenney’s for their Big Barbecue Bash. Lots of people coming to that one."

"Sounds cool." A car pulled up in front of the house. "Sounds like that’s your lady, Warren." Warren went out in front of the house.

Sophia and Warren were still exchanging kisses, but Ellen Kovach went around the back of the house. "Hello, you’re Warren’s parents?"

"Yes, we are," said Peg. "I’m Peg Kelleher, and this is Jim."

"I’m Ellen Kovach, Sophia’s mother." They exchanged handshakes. "Listen, I was wondering if I could talk to you two sometime, preferably when the kids aren’t around."

"Actually, I think that would be a great idea, Mrs. Kovach," Peg said.

"Please call me Ellen."

"OK, Ellen, we’re Peg and Jim."

"Whenever you’d like to arrange this, just let me know."

"Actually," smiled Peg, "I think we could do it now. Are you free for a few?"

"Yes, I am. My other two kids are with their father. But what about Warren and Sophie?"

"I’ve got a plan for them. HEY, WARREN!"

Warren and Sophia came around the back of the house. "You bellowed?" Warren said amusedly.

"Yes, I did. I need more Coke. You and Sophia mind taking a little walk?"

Warren looked at Sophia, who smiled and nodded. "Sure. I need some cash, though."

Jim reached in his back pocket and took out his wallet. "Bank of Jim, at your service," he quipped. Warren took the fiver and saluted. "Back in about twenty-don’t burn the chicken wings before I come back, OK, Dad?"

"Wouldn’t hear of it."

They walked out the driveway, headed towards the store. Peg and Ellen took a seat at the picnic table, while Jim kept his eye on the grill.

Peg took a deep breath. "Let me start. There’s one thing you need to know. I found out that Warren and Sophia are sleeping together."

Ellen just smiled. "I know."

"You KNOW?"

"I’ve known for a while."

"I must say, you seem remarkably not upset about it."

"I’m not, not all that much. But I’ll get back to that, because this all ties in together."

"OK," Peg said warily.

"First off, I overheard a conversation between those two kids. They do not know I overheard them, and it’s probably best to keep it that way. But I wanted to discuss it with you. The gist of the conversation was that you all seem concerned about their relationship, and how serious it is."

"I am. We are. It seems dangerous. They’re so young. I can’t help but worry that they are setting themselves up for quite a fall."

"And if I were in your shoes-if Warren were my child-I’d probably share those feelings."

"But you don’t."

"No." Ellen took a deep breath. "What do you know about Sophia before she met Warren?"

"Not much,"admitted Peg. "I’ve surmised that her previous relationship was a violent one, but that’s all I know."

"OK," Ellen took another breath. "I am probably betraying Sophia horribly with what I’m about to tell you, but it is important that you know. It’s also important that you realize what kind of a young man-and I used the word ‘man’ deliberately-your son is."

"Go on."

"First of all, I’m not overly worried about Sophia sleeping with Warren for a lot of reasons, but one of them is that Warren is not her first. I’m not sure how many, but there’s at least three that I’m almost positive about. I’m not sure exactly when, but I’m pretty sure she lost her virginity before her thirteenth birthday."

"She was TWELVE?"

"I think so. And I am pretty sure that none of her sexual encounters were entirely voluntary. I don’t know where the line between coercion and rape is-especially with a twelve or thirteen year old-but the scum she had for boyfriends back then were certainly skirting that line, if not crossing it. Especially considering that I’m pretty sure that all of them, not just the last one, were hitting her."

"By the way, you must know-but I’ll tell you anyway-that the non-voluntary thing does not, in any way shape or form, include Warren. I know for an absolute fact that he did not coerce or force her. In fact, I also know that their first time was arranged, completely, by Sophia-and how she pulled that off is a delightfully romantic story that makes me wish I was fifteen again-but I’ll let her tell that one if she’s so inclined." Even Peg smiled a bit at that.

"If you had asked me, six months ago, to predict my daughter’s future, I would have bet money that I would have been attending her funeral before I attended her high school graduation." Peg and Jim gasped, and looked at each other. "Not only was she having less-than-voluntary sex with guys who hit her, she was on drugs. She was drinking. She was flunking out of school. She was a miserable wreck when she was in the house. She had the self-esteem of a slug. And, when I looked into her eyes, I didn’t see a fourteen-year-old girl. I saw a thirty-year-old woman-and it was a thirty-year-old woman who had been beaten down, hard. I was watching my oldest daughter slip over the abyss. And I was powerless and clueless to help her."

Peg and Jim were listening raptly now. Ellen took another deep breath. "I had Sophia when I was eighteen. I thought I was in love. Unfortunately, the man I thought I was in love with turned out to be more in love with the bottle. And when he drank, he got violent-towards me, and sometimes towards Sophia. He left when Sophia was three. Thank God, because I couldn’t gather up the courage to leave him. And I saw Sophia, drinking, getting beat up by men-and I collapsed. I was powerless. I didn’t know what to do. I thought I had lost her. For good."

Ellen had been looking down as she said this-now she looked up, a slight smile on her face. "Now, look at her. She quit drugs. I think she might still have the odd beer at a party, but I haven’t seen her drunk in months. She actually brought me home a report card with all B’s and one C-I though I’d faint." They all chuckled at that. "She believes in herself. She has a boyfriend that truly loves her and treats her like a princess. If she’s having sex, it’s because she wants to. Best of all, despite the fact that she’s in an advanced relationship for her age, I look into her eyes and I see a fifteen-year-old girl. A happy, healthy, fifteen year old girl. If the price I have to pay for this miraculous transformation is that she’s got a boyfriend who, in her words, pushes every button she’s got and has turned her into a raging sex kitten, well, I think I can live with that." Peg and Jim couldn’t help but laugh.

Peg looked at Ellen. "I teach high school, at Wilkins academy. I’ve seen some kids slide down into the abyss. It’s very rare for them to come back as far as Sophia evidently has. How did this happen?"

Ellen just shook her head. "You don’t get it, do you? No, evidently you don’t. It’s Warren. Don’t you see? Now, Sophia did this herself. She worked hard at it. But Warren was her lifeline, her anchor, through the whole thing. Those two kids-even though they’re just kids-have a connection that I can’t fathom, much less attempt to interfere with." She got a wry look on her face. "I’ve been married twice and I don’t think I’ve ever been that much in love." They all laughed.

"Sophia has been glowing, and I mean glowing, for three months now. I don’t care how good the sex is, you don’t get that from just sex. She’s lit up like a Christmas tree. You must have noticed the same with Warren."

Peg smiled, "Yeah, I have."

"Good. Listen, you need to know this-I give thanks to God, every night, that your son wandered into my daughter’s life when he did. And I thank God that you two raised him to be the caring, kind, considerate, fine young man that he so obviously is. He helped give me my daughter back."

Peg looked concerned. "Thank you. Warren’s a great kid. We are proud of him. But…Don’t you worry about what might happen to her if they were to break up? That she might slide backwards?"

"Sure I do. I’m hoping if that ever happens, that her self-confidence will be strong enough that she realizes that she did do this herself-even if Warren’s help was invaluable. That’s all I can do. But, I have to tell you-I spend more time with them than you do. They’re over my house more than they are here."

"True."

"Well, you watch them. Make them come over here more often, now that it’s summer, and watch them. And after you watch them, you tell me if there is any logical, rational reason why you’d think that they’d break up any time soon. I can’t see it. Yeah, they’re young. Yeah, things change. But, remember what I said-a connection between them that leaves me awestruck. Heck, even their skating coach sees it."

Peg laughed. "She does?"

"Yeah. I went to watch them practice last week, and introduced myself to June. She said to me, ‘I love those two. I never know if I should be preparing them for ice dance competitions in a year, or mailing out the invitation to the wedding shower. You think they’ll make it through high school before they get hitched?’ She was kidding-your studyaholic diligent son is too focused for that-but I do know a bit how she feels."

"And it’s selfish of me, and I’d never say this to them-they have to let themselves take their own path-but I hope they never break up. I hope I’m sitting with you two about ten years from now at a wedding. Because I love Warren, like he was my own, and I love what he’s helped Sophie become."

"So now you know."

Before anyone could say another word, they heard Warren and Sophia approaching up the driveway, laughing and giggling. They emerged into the backyard, with Sophia on Warren’s back, getting a piggyback while holding the bag with the Cokes. The parents looked on, bemused, as Warren dipped Sophia low enough to place the cokes on the table with a jaunty "Voila!" and then Warren straightened up again. They cavorted around the yard, piggyback, until Warren tripped on something and fell forward, and went sprawling.

With Sophia on top of him.

The parents looked concerned, and were about to ask if they were all right, when the bellowing laughter told them they were in fact all right. Warren extricated himself from under Sophia, sat up, and exclaimed,

"That’s IT!"

"That’s what?" Sophia asked.

"The ending pose to our free dance! It’s perfect! The Daniels-Kelleher Sprawl!" Everyone laughed at that.

"You goof!" said Sophia, as she crawled over to where he was sitting, and tackled him, and then kissed him.

The parents tried, unsuccessfully, to stifle giggles.

"Uh…er…Soph?"

"Yes, Warren?"

"We are currently being watched while we make out by every parent we’ve collectively got."

"Oh." Sophie sat up, and looked over at the bemused parents. "Hi, y’all!" Then she looked back down at Warren. "Oh, you’re blushing!" She looked at the parents. "He’s the cutest thing in the world when he blushes." And then she tackled Warren and started nuzzling his neck.

The parents couldn’t hold in the giggles by now.

"Uh…Soph? We’re still being watched."

"Yeah, so, what if I’m an exhibitionist at heart?"

"Well, that’s all well and good, but the problem is my DAD is watching and he’s NOT paying attention to the GRILL and he’s gonna BURN the CHICKEN WINGS!"

"Oh, that’s different," Sophia said, climbing off Warren, and standing up. "Where are my priorities?" She hopped up on the picnic table, sitting on top of it, and said, "Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo?"

Warren stood up, and in his best bad-junior-high-acting impression, recited," Hark! What light…through-yonder-window BREAKS? It-is-the-east…and Juliet…is the sunnnnn." Whereupon Sophia started clapping and yelling "Author! Author!" while Warren mock-bowed to all four corners of the backyard.

By this time, the parents were in stitches.

Sophia hopped down from the table, and turned to Warren, and said, "C’mon, goofball, didn’t you say you needed my help in finishing the potato salad?"

"Oh yeah," Warren said. He walked towards the house, just behind Sophia, and as he walked by the table, he leaned towards the parents and said, "I want to see the emotional mushball over there chop some onions."

"Oh, you’ll be surprised at what I can do with a sharp object in my hand."

"Promises, promises," Warren quipped as they headed into the house.

Peg was wiping the tears of laughter from her eyes. "OK, Ellen, you’ve been around them more than I have, like you said. Is this typical?"

Ellen was laughing, too. "Yeah. Now, they do have serious talks. And they cuddle a lot. But, believe me, I get a lot of this. They mock-quote Romeo and Juliet at each other all the time. Did you know that that’s one of their sets of nicknames for one another? Romeo and Juliet?"

Peg smiled, "No I didn’t. There are others?"

"Yeah. Pookie for her and Snugglebear for him. She also calls him Dear Heart. He occasionally calls her the aforementioned Sex Kitten."

They all laughed. Peg said, "I’m a bit relieved. I was under the impression that there was a lot more overly-romantic super-serious mooning at each other."

"Oh, don’t get me wrong, they do that, too." Ellen laughed.

Peg looked at Ellen. "I’m glad you came. I think it helped." She smiled. "We’ve got an absolute boatload of food. If you don’t have any other plans, we’d love for you to stay for eats."

Ellen smiled. "I’d love to. But let me ask permission."

"Permission?"

"Hey, Sophie, come to the window." Sophie did. "Warren’s parents asked me to stay for lunch. That okay with you? I wouldn’t want to cramp your style or anything."

"Ah, you don’t do that…much…for a Mother." They both laughed. "I think it’s great. You can tell us what you thought of our awe-inspiring potato salad!"

THE SKATE BABE CHAT HAREM (Chapter 21)

"Ah, Jesus, Warren, he’s starting D-Lew again!"

"Hmm. Must be a lefty on the mound for the Blue Jays."

"Yeah. Wells."

"Who we got?"

"Arrojo. At least Offy is playing. Lewis is batting ninth."

They were sitting in the Kelleher’s living room-Peg, Jim, and Ellen, with Warren and Sophia. Warren’s younger brother and sister had stayed outside. Sophia and Warren had turned on the Red Sox.

"You’re a Sox fan, Sophia?" asked Jim.

"Big time," confirmed Sophia with a smile.

"She’s the Fabulous Baseball Babe," quipped Warren, drawing laughter from the room.

"Yeah, they went to a game about a month ago," Peg smiled. "All I know is Warren spent all his money and was begging me for lunch money by Wednesday," she said with a wry smile.

"War," asked Sophia, "does your Mom know what you spent all your money on?"

"Ah, well-no."

"Oops."

"OK, now you’ve got me curious," said Peg. "What, exactly, did you spend all your money on?"

"Red Sox jacket."

"I’m confused. You have one. It’s hanging up, it’s the same one you had since last year."

Sophia grinned a little. "Actually, he bought me a Red Sox jacket. I was admiring it-I was not hinting, I really wasn’t."

Peg laughed. "Suuuure you weren’t."

"Actually, Mom, she wasn’t," interjected Warren. "She just said that she would make sure she brought enough money to get one the next time. I had the cash, so I bought it."

"Ah, yes, young love, I remember it well," mused Jim. "How sweet, how precious, how…expensive!" Everyone laughed at that.

"Actually, I thought you had bought that yourself," said Ellen. "That’s kind of an extravagant gift, Warren. Those things aren’t cheap."

"Ah, heck," said Warren. "Sometimes, you’ve just got to say, what the heck. That’s the only extravagant gift I’ve ever gotten her. I don’t have the money to do that every day." They all laughed at that. "Well, except for the pendant. But that was different-it was a birthday gift."

"Pendant?" Peg asked.

Sophia smiled. "The one I’m wearing. I never take it off." She got up and walked over to Peg, so she could see.

"Sophia, that’s lovely!" Peg smiled. "Warren, you’ve got good taste."

"In women and jewelry." Warren quipped.

"Yeah, but not in baseball teams," Sophia grumbled. "Delgado just took Arrojo deep, with a man on."

Peg just laughed. "Well, it’s a lovely pendant, in any case."

"Yeah, I got all misty when he gave it to me," Sophia laughed. "He said I was the ruler of his heart, so I had to wear it around my neck."

"Remember that mushy romantic stuff that I said they only do sometimes?" asked Ellen. "Well, here it comes."

"Warren, I just realized-I’ve never bought you anything like this." Sophia said.

"Yeah, well my birthday isn’t until January."

"I know, but you didn’t get me the jacket for your birthday."

"Sophia, it doesn’t matter. I did the jacket on the spur of the moment. This isn’t a competition." Sophia relaxed. "However," Warren added with a gleam in his eye, "there is a twelve-string Rickenbacker down at Guitar Center I’ve had my eye on."

"That’s a type of guitar, I take it?" Sophia asked. Warren nodded assent. "How much they cost?"

"Oh, thirteen hundred dollars."

"Well, then, dear heart, you just keep your eye on it. Because that’s all you’re gonna have on it."

Warren made mock pain noises. "Fine. If you’ll excuse me, I’m going to repair to my recording studio-otherwise known as my bedroom-and write myself a new Country Western hit song entitled, ‘I Gave My Love my Heart to Wear Around Her Neck, and She Won’t Even Buy Me a New Gee-tar."

Sophia hit him with a couch pillow, and then mock-intoned, "So, thus endeth the gooey romantic mush portion of our program."

The parents were in stitches by now. Sophia sat up, and said, "That reminds me. I’ve never seen your bedroom."

"Thought you wanted to watch the Sox."

"Ah, they suck if Pedro ain’t pitching."

"OK. Let’s go." They got up off the couch.

"Uh, Warren," Peg said seriously. "You’re taking her up to your room?"

"C’mon, Mom. She just wants to see it."

"Uh-huh."

"Really," Sophia smiled, as the disappeared around the corner and up the stairs.

"C’mon, Peg," Ellen smiled. "They’re not going to do anything with all of us down here. Don’t you trust them?"

Peg smiled at that. "Yeah, you’re right. However, I do find it hard to trust anything involving a fourteen year old boy’s hormones, a bed, and a girl as pretty as Sophia."

The three parents chatted for a while, getting to know one another. Time passed, and Peg looked at her watch.

"Uh, I’m trying to be trusting, I really am-but they’ve been up there for over an hour. I’m trying to accept that they’re--uh, doing it-but not here, not with Ryan and Kristin around."

"I’d agree-Sophia knows not to risk Eric and Tara seeing any of that-and I do trust them. But maybe we’d better go check…"

They got up, and went up the stairs. The door to Warren’s bedroom was closed-not a good sign, although they didn’t hear anything coming out of the room. Peg knocked.

"’sopen. Come on in," they heard Warren say.

They walked in, and found Warren sitting on his computer chair, typing into the keyboard. Sophia had pulled up a chair and was gazing at something on the screen. Beatles music was playing on Warren’s stereo. And, much to the relief of Peg and Ellen, they were fully clothed.

"Yo," Warren said without looking up. "And this is the official Bourne and Kraatz website," he said to Sophia. "You can get to all of this stuff from the SkateWeb page."

"Cool," said Sophia. "And that mailing list?"

"Yeah, see, you can subscribe from right here. What’s your e-mail address?"

"SexKitten23 at aol." They both laughed. "What’s yours, by the way?"

"I have two. Preppy99 at hotmail, and BeatleMusic at prodigy."

"That figures," Sophia said. "Both of them."

Warren laughed. "Anyhow, there you go. You are now subscribed to the skatefans list, and the participant skaters list. Check your computer every day, you will be bombarded by emails. Especially when skating season starts."

"Great."

Peg and Ellen had gathered around behind them. Sophia looked up, and smiled. "Warren is showing me some of the neat stuff on the web."

"Porn, mostly," Warren quipped.

Sophia laughed. "He’s joking. Really." Peg and Ellen laughed. "No, he showed me lots of music stuff, and now he’s showing me some skating stuff."

"Oh," Peg looked chagrined. "You guys were up here so long…and we were worried…"

Warren looked up, bemused. "You were afraid we were up here rutting like rabbits." Peg and Ellen looked at each other, embarrassed. "Don’t worry, Mom. There ain’t no lock on that door, and all I’d need is to get walked in on by Kristin and I’d have to explain sex to my nine year old sister. I’d rather have a piano fall on my head."

They all laughed. "I’m sorry, Warren," Peg said. "We should have trusted you."

"As long as the house ain’t empty, you can trust us," Warren quipped.

"Although," Sophia smiled, "if you had walked in about 45 minutes ago, you would have found us making out a little bit. But all articles of clothing were in their proper place."

"Yeah," smiled Warren, "all except for her bra, because she’s not wearing one."

Sophia blushed. "It’s too hot to wear a bra."

"Surrrrre…"

"Sex maniac."

"Oh, really? Which one of us, again, is the one with Sex Kitten in their email address?"

"Touche."

Peg and Ellen looked at each other, bemused. "Uh, huh.,"said Peg. "Well, please keep the rest of your clothes on, OK?"

"Sure thing, Mom," Warren chuckled. Peg and Ellen left.

The speaker on Warren’s computer made a noise. "What’s that?" Sophia asked…

"IM. Instant message." Warren looked at the screen. "Christine!" He typed, the words displaying on the screen where Sophia could see them. "Christine Sixteen! Wassup, Skate Babe?"

"Not much, Hunk. Spending the Fourth cooped up on the computer?"

Warren turned to Sophia. "Christine’s a singles skater, lives in Colorado. She really is sixteen. We chat all the time."

"No," he typed, "just a little bit. Figured I’d come up here to the computer and gaze at that gorgeous ass of yours for a while."

"LOL," she typed back. "And I’ve got your finest qualities right here in front of me, too."

Warren clicked another window. A picture came up. "That’s Christine," he said. The picture was of a very pretty blonde girl, on the ice, doing a spiral.

Warren clicked the IM window up again, and typed, "You just keep squeezing that monitor and pretend it’s my ass, and you’ll feel a whole lot better."

"Ooh baby ooh baby," came the reply.

Unbeknownst to Warren, Sophia was taken aback a bit; in fact, she was worried. Warren was not a flirt, not that she’d ever seen. And now he was flirting, shamelessly. They had even exchanged pictures! She wanted to say something, but wasn’t sure she should. After all, she trusted Warren. Didn’t she?

Warren, for his part, had almost forgotten he had an audience. He was typing again, "So, Skate Babe, how is that triple flutz of yours coming?"

"For your information, I do not flutz! And it’s coming along fine. At least I can jump, and didn’t have to go into Ice Dance, thank God!"

"Ah, yes, but since I get to Ice Dance, I don’t have to worry about those silly little jumps, and can concentrate on just shaking my booty, so you can admire such."

"LOL! Well, you certainly are shaking something in this picture you sent me, but I think it’s your partner, not your booty, there, Hunk."

Sophia blinked. Warren hadn’t sent this girl a picture of him, he had sent her a picture of them. Skating.

And she was typing again, "Speaking of that partner of yours, how is the Faaaaabulous Sophia?"

"The Faaaaaabulous Sophia is just faaaaaaaabulous, as always."

"She didn’t dump your ice dancing ass yet so you can move to Colorado and make me happy?"

"LOL. You just keep dreaming of my ice dancing ass, and Sophia will just keep grabbing it."

Even Sophia had to laugh at that one.

"You tell her to keep doing that, or I’m gonna take over, you hear me?"

"Oh baby oh baby."

"Hey, Ice Hunk, I gotta run. Kiss kiss. Now that I got you all worked up, go find Sophia, eh?"

"LOL. Keep working on that flutz, Skate Babe, I wanna check out that ass on TV at Nationals next year, you hear me?"

"I’ll flip my skirt up in the air just for you, Yummy. Ciao." And Christine broke the connection.

Warren smiled at Sophia. "That’s Christine." The computer went PING again. "Oh, look, all my SkateWomen are on the net tonight." He typed, "Andrea, sweetie! How’s my favorite pairs skater today?"

"Hi, there, dreamboat. How’s my favorite ice dancer?"

Warren clicked another time, and a picture of a small brunette being lifted by a guy came up. "That’s Andrea, and her partner, Brett. They train out with John Nicks in California," he said to Sophia.

Sophia was watching in increasing amazement.

Warren went back to typing: "I’m just dancing on the ice, as usual. What’s your beautiful self up to today?"

"Well, Warren, you can give me a wet one, today. We landed the throw triple sal. Four times!"

"Big Wet Sloppy Kiss! Andrea, that’s fantastic! Brett must’ve been thrilled that he didn’t throw you into the boards like last week."

"LOL! And how."

"So how is that partner of yours, anyhow?"

"Aaah. The usual. You know Brett. You are very lucky to be in love with your partner, instead of wanting to throttle her half the time."

"Don’t I know it, beautiful."

"And how is the love of your life today?"

"Sitting right beside me." That made Sophia smile.

"Really? HI SOPHIA!!!!!!! I’m Andrea Wallach, I skate pairs. You taking good care of that gorgeous boyfriend of yours?"

"She says Hi, and Yes."

"Good for her. Gotta run, o love of my life, Ice Dance Division. Check your sweet self later on, ‘K?"

"Right-o, beautiful."

"GO HAVE SEX! Sophia is, no doubt, horny. If I had your sweet self in your bedroom, I wouldn’t be on no computer! ‹G›"

"LOL! Good advice, as always. Big Kiss, Andrea."

"Kiss you right back, War. Bye." And she signed off.

Warren looked over at Sophia, smiling. And noticed something a little amiss in her own smile back.

"Everything alright?"

Sophia sighed in response. "Everything’s fine, dear heart. I’m just a bit surprised, is all. I do believe I’ve just seen a side of you I’ve never seen before. I suppose it took me aback some."

"Really?"

"Warren, I have never known you to be a flirt. And here you are, practically having cybersex. I was really worried until Christine mentioned that I was also in the picture you sent her."

"Oh. I suppose I should have warned you. I’m much more of an enthusiastic flirter on-line, especially with my Skate Girlfriends. Although I do flirt in person, some."

"I don’t remember ever seeing it. It just seemed a bit out of character."

"Sophie, I flirt with Jessie all the time."

Sophia had to smile at that. "You’re right, you do. It just never bothered me, because it’s Jessie."

"I also flirt with Siobhan Bates, every time I see her."

"Yeah, but that doesn’t bother me because you’ve known Siobhan for years and you’re good friends."

Warren smiled, but then turned serious. "If this bothers you, then I’ll stop doing it."

Sophia smiled at him. "No, dear heart, I should know by now that I can trust you. In fact, when Christine started talking about ‘the faaaaaabulous Sophia’, I felt so guilty for doubting you, even for a second."

"Aah, ‘sokay, Soph. I should have warned you about Christine, we can get pretty down and dirty when we’re chatting. But, trust me, ruler of my heart, they all know about you." He clicked another button. "In fact, the ones that I’ve exchanged pictures with, this is the picture that I’ve sent."

Sophia looked. It was a picture of them practicing, in a close dance hold, smiling, and looking in one another’s eyes with undisguised adoration as they glided along the ice. It was a positively charming picture, and one that made no mistake about how the two people in it felt about each other. Sophia felt a little sheepish.

"In fact, when I sent it to Christine, she said, and I quote, ‘Jesus! How the hell did the ice survive all that heat? They must have called for an emergency Zamboni!’"

"Warren, I’m sorry. My insecurity bugs the shit out of me, sometimes."

"Ehh. I love you, that’s all that matters." Sophia reached over and gave him a big hug. "You want me to shut this thing down?"

"No. Not at all. I’m actually having fun, now that I’ve beaten my insecurities back into the dark hole where they belong." They both laughed. "You need to show me how to set this up on my machine when you’re over my house, though."

"Deal," Warren said. The computer went PING again. "Oh, look, it’s Melanie! She skates singles, too. She’s my age, fourteen, and she skates in Detroit." Sophia just put her arm around Warren, smiling, and watched him as he typed.

DECISIONS, DECISIONS (Chapter 22)

Ellen was getting ready to go, and went upstairs to say goodbye to Sophia.

"We’ve been up here three hours?" Sophia asked incredulously?

"Yes, you have, dear," said Ellen with a smile. "I will see you later, at home, OK?"

"Bye, Mom."

They came down shortly after Ellen had left. "Were you guys on the computer the whole time?" asked Peg.

"Yeah," Sophia admitted with a smile. "I think he’s got me hooked. I was chatting with figure skaters from all over the country."

"Oh, yeah," Peg smiled, "Warren’s SkateGirl Harem."

"Well, one guy," Sophia laughed. "Jack, a singles skater from Washington."

"Yeah, he’s one of the few guys I chat with regularly. He knows about my flirtsessions with a lot of the girls-I think he was glad to find out that you were there with me so he could flirt with you."

"It was fun, after watching you flirt with every female figure skater in the country, seemingly," laughed Sophia. "The only thing I didn’t like is that you didn’t have a picture of him. You have one of all the girls," she teased. "Although it seemed like he had ours."

"He does. I have his, too."

"Why didn’t you show me? And why did you type to him at the beginning that I hadn’t seen his face yet?"

"That was code. I wanted you to enjoy yourself. I don’t think you would have been able to flirt so easily if you had seen his picture."

"Why? Is he ugly or something?"

"Not at all."

"And, waitaminnit…what do you mean, what you typed to him was code? What kind of code?"

"It was code for ‘She doesn’t know who you are.’"

"Well, of course I don’t. He’s just an anonymous skater."

"And that’s what I let you think. If I had shown you his picture, you would have realized he was Jack…or John, Garrison."

"Jack is JOHN GARRISON?"

"Uh-huh."

"You mean to tell me I just spent thirty minutes cyber-flirting with the US NATIONAL SILVER MEDALIST?"

"Uh-huh."

"Wow."

"Not everybody knows who he is. He’s a really nice guy. As is Liz."

"Liz."

"The girl I was flirting with before Jack came on?"

"Yeah, what about her?"

"That’s Elizabeth Cushman."

"World Champion Elizabeth Cushman????"

"The same."

"Wow."

"Almost nobody knows who she is. I figured it out, last year, because all the times that Liz disappeared from the computer coincided with the times that Elizabeth Cushman was away competing somewhere. And, after Cup of Russia last year, I caught her. ‘Liz’ popped back up, IM-ing me as always, and I said, ‘So, how was St. Petersburg?’ And she blathered about it for a couple minutes before she caught herself, and said, ‘Waitaminnit. How did you know I was in St. Petersburg?’ And I said, ‘Because I’m very good at putting two and two together, and I do believe I just watched you win Cup of Russia on my TV set, Miss Cushman.’"

"Oh, that’s priceless. She must have peed her pants."

"Well, she spent the first couple of minutes trying to deny it. Finally, I said, ‘Liz, I am convinced that you are Elizabeth Cushman, but your secret is perfectly safe with me. I just enjoy the fact that I spend all kinds of time flirting with a World Champion.’ She laughed and typed back at me, ‘OK. I admit it. I’m Elizabeth Cushman.’ I think she enjoys the fact that she has one computer buddy who she doesn’t have to hide it with. She IM-ed me right after she got back from Worlds in April. What a great chat that was. I think that World Championship surprised her, because Katya Yurcheskova had been skating so well."

"Wow. You rubbing shoulders with the Skating Elite. How come you never told me this?"

"I dunno. Well, I did want to show you what this was all about before I told you, because it’s easier to explain with a visual demonstration. As for Jack and Liz, well, I’ve been taken into a confidence, here, and I guard their privacy very carefully. They’re my friends. Liz was especially helpful when I was going through all that with you before we hooked up."

"Really?"

"Yeah. She was sending me e-mails from a laptop at Worlds, for heaven’s sake, making sure I was all right. She landed in Germany the week of the whole Scott blowup, and she’s sending me emails asking me ‘Are you OK? How’s your face?’ and I’m emailing her back telling her to forget about me and go PRACTICE!" Sophia laughed. "And then, I get an email from her that said ‘Guess what? I won my qualifying round’ and I got to email back to her, ‘Guess what? Sophia asked me out!’ I think she was more excited by that. Then, she got back from Worlds, and we got to celebrate World Championships and True Love, all at once."

"Wow."

"She’s a peach, is Liz. Great skater, better person. You are the single, only person that I have revealed her identity to. Jack already knew, but, as far as I know, nobody else on the skating lists and chats around the internet knows that Liz is Elizabeth Cushman. I will tell her that I told you, she won’t mind you knowing."

"Her secret is safe with me!"

The Fourth was always a big bash up at the Kenney’s. Sophia and Warren were one of the first ones there, and grabbed a couple chairs in the corner to hold court. There were a bunch of people on the picnic table, and Warren was telling all about the baseball game.

"…and she was there making like Peter Gammons. It was great. The guy behind me leaned over to me and said that I was the luckiest guy in the world."

Rick Kenney smiled and said, "I think knowing a lot about baseball would be high on my list of qualities I’d want in a girlfriend."

"That, pal," said Warren, "is because you eat, sleep, and breathe baseball. Don’t get your hopes up, there, Rich-Sophie’s a rare bird when it comes to that."

"So, Warren," Cheryl began. Cheryl had been a lot nicer to Sophia since her revelations, but was still as catty as ever. "Does it intimidate you?"

"What?"

"Going out with a girl who’s so beautiful, when you’re… you."

Sophia was butting in with "Oh, of course it doesn’t," but Warren was saying, "Cheryl, don’t go there."

"What," Sophie asked, "it does intimidate you?"

"Well, not usually."

"But…"

"The other day at the beach."

"Oh."

Warren turned to his friends and explained. "I didn’t mind the guys checking her out, or anything-it was kind of inevitable, you should’ve seen the bikini she was wearing."

Sophie blushed. "I just wanted to tan as much of myself as I could."

"Uh-huh. Anyway, I would have been checking her out, too. It was the two guys that tried to pick her up when I had gone to the bathroom."

Sophie sighed. "It was awful. I kept telling them that I had a boyfriend. Then Warren showed up, and they wouldn’t believe me when I said that he was my boyfriend."

Warren was frowning. "Yeah, they were real charming. Him? He’s your boyfriend? NO way. And all that kind of shit."

"I know it upset you, but they were just assholes."

"It wasn’t just them, Soph. I heard other comments along the same lines."

"Oh."

Warren turned back to his friends. "It really isn’t the fact that she’s better looking than I am, not entirely. It’s something different. It’s somewhat apparent when we’re in street clothes, but it’s really apparent when we’re in bathing suits."

"What are you talking about?" Sophia asked.

"When we strip down to bathing suits, I look like what I am-fourteen. You, however, look eighteen or nineteen."

"Ah."

"Those guys that tried to scoop you had to be at least twenty. And I heard lots of comments along the lines of ‘He must be her little brother, he can’t be her boyfriend.’ I can live with a girlfriend who’s a babe. Having a girlfriend who looks like my older sister is a bit tough."

"Oh, Warren, I’m sorry."

"Not your fault."

"I’m sorry I brought it up, Warren." Cheryl said.

"’salright, Cheryl. I’ll live."

Sophia looked at Warren. "Snugglebear, I have a suggestion."

"OK, Pookie, shoot."

"I’ve been wanting to talk with you about this for a while. Not because of your looks-you know I love you just the way you are-but for another reason. Your looks would be a side benefit."

"Go on."

"Look, you don’t look fourteen in the face. Your legs are fine. We all know how much I value that delicious ass of yours." Warren laughed. Sophia took a deep breath. "Warren, I think you should start lifting weights to develop your upper body. It’s your torso. And I wasn’t thinking about this in terms of your looks, I was thinking about lifts. You’ve got to get stronger in the upper body or we’re going to have trouble with lifts forever."

"You’ve got a point."

"Lifts?" asked Mo.

"Ice dancers have to lift," Sophia said. "He has to lift me a prescribed number of times in both the original dance and the free dance. It’s not like pairs, where the guy hoists the girl over the head and skates around the rink, but he does have to get me off the ground, and he’s having trouble."

"She’s fat," Warren said. Everyone except Sophia glared at him. "No, guys, that’s a little joke we have."

Sophia smiled. "The preferred body type for female ice dancers makes Christine"-who was quite thin-"look like Pregnant Amazon Woman." Everyone laughed at that. "Anorexia is rampant in ice dance. I will be damned if I get an eating disorder from something we consider a fun hobby, but we do want to compete, and we have to compete with me being about 45 pounds overweight."

"45 pounds overweight???" Mo asked incredulously, looking at the perfectly proportioned Sophia.

"For an ice dancer? You betcha. I know an ice dancer who is 5’8" and weights 100 pounds. I’m 5’8" myself. I do not weigh 100 pounds, I can guarantee you. And it’s made worse by the fact of where a lot of my weight is."

Everyone stared at her. "She’s top heavy," Warren explained helpfully. "When we do start competing, I can pretty much guarantee that, whatever competition we enter, Sophia has a hands-down lock on the prize for the Biggest Tits. Ice dancers all have smaller chests that I do." Everyone howled at that, even Sophia.

"Believe me, the only time he ever complains about the size of my chest is when we’re on the ice," Sophia said mischievously.

"Anyhow, I can see where me lifting weights might help me get you off the ground. And maybe I could fill my scrawny chest out enough to pass for your boyfriend on the beach." Sophie just smiled at him. "I wouldn’t know how to get started, though."

"I have the answer to that," Sophia smiled. "Nickie."

"Nickie?" asked Cheryl.

"Nick Panapopoulos. A year ahead of Soph at Oceanview, and one of her dearest friends. I used to hate him back at East, but it turns out he’s a really good guy."

"Yeah," Sophia said, "and he’s a really good guy who used to be scrawny until he started lifting."

"Really?"

"Yeah. I know he could help you. He belongs to a gym. He’s got a regular program and everything."

"He’s going to be at Karen’s party Saturday night?"

"As far as I know."

"Great. I’ll talk to him, then."

"You took it rather well, Snugglebear."

"Well, I am scrawny in the chest and arms. We do need to get better at lifts. And I really don’t mind you trying to make me more of a Sophie-Toy Hunk for you, Pookie."

Sophia grinned at him. "Just don’t do a thing to that tight ass of yours!"

"Yes. Ma'am."

"Hey," asked Sophie suddenly, "where’s Crash?"

"Didn’t feel like coming."

"Really?" Mo said. "He always seemed to have a blast at my parties."

"Well," Warren said, "I haven’t had a chance to tell you guys this-not even Sophia-but he and Ally broke up."

"Oh, damn," said Mo. "Well, he should have come anyway, we would have cheered him up!"

"Wait a minute," interjected Sophia. "I thought I saw Ally, earlier, over by the basketball court."

"You’re right!" said Mo. "I did see her. I just kind of assumed Crash was around somewhere, until Sophia asked about him and you said he wasn’t coming."

"You’re right," said Warren. "Ally is here. With Matt Kittredge."

"Oh, shit," said Sophia.

"Oh, shit, indeed," agreed Warren. "And now you know why Crash didn’t feel like coming."

"I’ll bet."

Book Two

BEACH BLANKET CRASH (Chapter 23)

The first summer of their relationship was, for Sophia and Warren, all in all, idyllic.

They worked. They went to the beach. They went to parties. Warren, under Nick’s tutelage, started lifting weights-and Sophia even started a bit, also. Warren had a noticeable improvement in two months-on and off the ice. They skated. They hung out together, at the mall, at one of their houses, wherever. They made love as much as possible. Warren got Sophie hooked on the computer, and she met a lot of his internet friends. Even Peg Kelleher came to better grips with their relationship-she worried about them having sex, but she had to agree that their relationship was much, much more than that-and that it appeared incredibly solid, especially for their ages. Watching them spend hours at a time at her house-watching TV, playing on the computer, playing chess, just talking, sometimes they'd even be cuddled together reading separate books-all of this had convinced Peg that the relationship was by no means just hormonal. That came as a great relief.

It was all coming to an end, however, as Labor Day weekend was fast dawning. It was the Thursday before Labor Day, and Warren called Sophie on the phone. Caller ID let her know who it was.

"Well, good evening, Snugglebear. You read my mind-I was just about to call you."

"Great minds think alike, Pookie. Listen, I’ve got a question. Do you mind some company at the beach tomorrow?"

"Great minds do think alike, dear heart, because I was going to call to ask you the exact same question. Who did you have in mind?"

"Crash. You?"

"I’d love to have Crash come with. Might get him out of his funk. I was thinking of Jessie."

"Jessie does the beach?"

"Occasionally."

"Great! Bring her along. Your mom is dropping off and mine is picking up, right? Crash will meet us there, he actually lives closer."

"Then it’s all settled. Jessie and Crash, eh? This might be combustible!"

"You ain’t fixing me up with no Preppy, guys!" Jessie said accusingly in the car the next morning.

Warren laughed. "Nobody was fixing anyone up with anybody, She-Devil. This is purely a coincidence. Crash called me, I mentioned we were going to the beach, and he asked to come along. He got dumped two months ago and is in a funk. It’ll do him some good to gaze at beach bunnies for a day. When I called Sophia to clear it with her, she told me that you had asked to come, also. Pure coincidence."

"Well. All right."

"Besides which," Sophia said with a giggle, "at least you two can commiserate about having best friends who are in this sickeningly sweet lovey-dovey relationship."

"Why, does he give you guys the same kind of shit I do?" asked Jessie.

"Very similar," smiled Warren.

"Hmmm. I like him already."

"Where to, guys?" Ellen Kovach interjected, driving.

"Right up ahead, Mom," said Sophia. "In front of the ice cream stand, there."

"Yup, there’s Crash."

They got out of the car, grabbing their towels and stuff. Warren said hi to Crash and handled quick introductions: "Jessica Reidel, aka Jessie; Jason Kowalski, aka Crash."

"Nice to meet you," Crash said, shaking Jessie’s hand. "Another set up, Warren?" Crash asked with a smile.

"I’ve been assured, no. Mere coincidence." Jess told him.

"OK, if you say so. I got dumped a couple months ago, and Romeo and Juliet here have been trying to fix me up with every female they can drag out of the mall or something."

Jessie laughed. "You got it easy. I’ve been without boyfriend for almost a year. I think Sophia’s tried to fix me up with the entire St. Michael's Prep football team."

"I can relate. They keep trying to spread those True Love Vibes they got all around. It’s disgusting, I tell you."

"Uh huh. Well, at least I’ll have someone to roll my eyes at when they start kissing."

"I will be happy to oblige. We’ll even have sand to throw at them."

"And water to dump on them if they get too disgustingly cozy."

Warren and Sophia had to stifle smiles at all this.

They grabbed a good spot, and outerclothes started to come off. Sophia was down to her swimsuit as Warren took his shirt off.

"My God, Prep Boy," Jessie gasped. "What the hell happened to you? You’ve actually got pecs!"

"That’s my Studmuffin," quipped Sophia. "All summer in the weight room."

"WOW." Jessie was amazed. "I may have to change your nickname from Prep Boy to Prep Stud. Two months, and you did this?"

"Well, I had help," Warren smiled. "Nickie set me a hell of a program. It’s really worked out. I raved about him so much to some of the staff that they hired him as a part-time trainer."

"Great! Nickie loves that stuff," Jessie commented.

"Yeah, he’s great," said Warren. "He immediately grasped what I was going for, and set up a great routine. And he’s always there with me, encouraging and stuff."

"Well, it has worked," said Jessie. "Help out on the ice, too?"

"Immensely," smiled Sophia.

"Great." Meanwhile, Crash was taking off his shirt. Jess glanced over, and turned an appreciative eye at him. "Hmmmmm. What have we here?"

Crash just laughed. "I’ve been lifting weights a lot longer than Warren has."

"Well I certainly like the view."

"The view from my end is pretty damn good, too," Crash said. Jessie was wearing her black one-piece, which accentuated her long, lean frame and seemingly endless legs. Jessie was tall, 5’10", and slim without being skinny-not as buxom as Sophia, but all the curves in all the right places.

"Well then, big boy, would you mind spreading some of this suntan lotion on the view?"

"Surrrrre."

"Watch out, Crash," Warren teased. "She bites."

"I claw, too," put in Jessie. "So, I’d be real careful with the application of that lotion."

"If I miss, you’ll bite and claw me?" Jessie nodded. "Oh, look at that! I missed!" Crash said with a wink. Jessie just stared up at him in disbelief-then broke out laughing.

Sophia was lying on her stomach, tanning her back. Jess and Crash were spread out on a towel, sunning. Warren was reading a book.

"Hey, War."

"Soph?"

"You’re being checked out."

"Huh?"

"Those two blondes over there."

Warren looked around casually, and let his eyes wander to where Sophia was looking. There were, indeed, two lovely blond girls seemingly checking out Warren. That was confirmed when one of them winked at him. Sophie laughed, while Warren blushed.

"See? You’re even hotter than before, Studmuffin. She even winked at you!"

"Jesus Christ, Sophia," Jessie interjected. "Why don’t you just send him over there to fuck her? We can take pictures so you’ll have proof of what a stud he is."

Crash cracked up. It was the first of many times. They spent all day swapping one-liners.

"There’s a bathing suit in distress," Crash quipped about a woman wearing a too-small suit.

"Gravity’s such a powerful force, innit?" Jessie agreed.

"Look," Crash pointed. "Hi, I’ve got four kids under the age of six, and I’m going to bring them for a nice, relaxing day at the beach! And if I’m lucky, my blood pressure will only quadruple!"

"She’s probably dearly hoping for at least one accidental drowning." Jessie offered.

"Look at them," Jessie pointed to a guy and girl in a clinch. "He’s actually got his hand down her bikini top… They make War and Soph look positively discreet."

"Well, Warren doesn’t have to go looking that hard. He reaches up, and there they are. Look at her-I think I have bigger tits." He realized what he had just said, and thought that Jessie might be offended, but she just cracked up.

"Speaking of guys with their hands all over a girl’s body, put some more lotion on this one?"

"Sure. You want I should let my hand slip in your front? I certainly wouldn’t have to go on a search mission."

"You just remember the claws, buddy."

"Haven’t forgotten them for a second," Crash grinned.

Sophia and Warren decided to get up and go for a swim. Crash and Jessie declined, so Sophie and Warren head off, hand-in-hand.

"Oooh, look," quipped Crash, "they’re holding hands. Pass me the Pepto."

"Pass me a blindfold. Or a shotgun, whichever," agreed Jess. Then she sighed. "I really shouldn’t be so bad. I love both of them, I think they know that, and I think what they have is great. But I can never let a sarcastic comment pass, especially when I feel like a fifth wheel around them."

"I’m never much at letting a good one-liner go by myself, so I can relate. And I’m particularly vulnerable to the fifth wheel thing, myself-but Warren’s been through that, with me and Ally before he met Sophia, so I owe him."

"It can be tough, when your best friend is in such a serious relationship, and you’re not. I don’t see her enough, and I definitely don’t have her to myself enough. Now, Warren’s really good with that kind of stuff-you need a night out with Jessie, then you go have one-and that helps. But they want to spend time together, and I certainly can’t blame them. Don’t get me wrong-I love Warren absolutely to death. He’s been so good to Sophia. But the whole fifth wheel thing is there."

"Don’t I know it. Especially since I did not expect to spend this summer alone."

"What happened?"

"A new guy."

"Ouch."

"Ouch is right. I’m the jokester, the quipster. So I got dumped by my girlfriend of a year for another guy. Like water off the back of a duck, right? Just keep joking, Crash. NOT."

"Crash-what did Warren say your real name is?"

"Jason. Jay for short."

"Well, at least I’ve had longer to adjust to this. I was sans romance since before Warren and Soph hooked up. Last November, in fact. Of course, Aaron and I had been together two years."

"What happened there?"

"I wasn’t ready to surrender my virginity. "

"Aaah."

"Mind you, we did everything but. I thought I satisfied him enough. Sorry, wrong answer."

"Ally and I did everything but, also. And she wasn’t ready, either. So I didn’t put any pressure on her. Took her two weeks to give it up to the new guy, I understand."

"Double ouch. Do you still keep tabs on her, or anything?"

"Well, no, but shit gets around. Warren actually said something about it to Sophia when he didn’t know I was listening."

"How would Warren know that Ally boffed her new guy?"

"Her new guy is one of Warren’s neighbors, one of the crowd he runs with."

"Triple ouch."

"And how. I haven’t been to one of his neighborhood bashes all summer-and I always enjoyed them. It’s mostly a good group of people he hangs out with. I even liked Matt before he snagged my girlfriend. But now I don’t go, because I know they will be there."

"Sophie keeps trying to get me to go. It’s not really my type of party, and I don’t really know anyone ‘cept for Soph and War. And then they’ll go get all cozy…" Jessie sighed. "One of the reasons I held out on Aaron was that I knew what Sophia’s sex life was like. Damn, I did not want that to happen to me. So, then, I lose Aaron because of it-and Sophia ends up with a sex life that’s apparently faaaaaabulous. I try not to get rankled by that. I try. I don’t always succeed."

"Well, if you had ever told me that Warren would lose his virginity before I did, I’d have laughed at you. But, fuck it. If Ally was going to dump me that fast and jump in bed with someone else, than she wasn’t the one I’d have wanted to lose it to. And, Jess, if he dumped you over it, he wasn’t the one for you, either."

"I know, I know." Jess paused, and took a breath. Then she looked out in the water. "Hey, look. There’s a swimming technique I hope to master someday. Look out, iceberg, here comes the Titanic."

Crash laughed. "Hey, check that one out. The one on her back."

"The one with the big jugs?"

"Yeah. Looks like she’s playing with them. ‘Tee-hee, do these things float? Tee-hee.’"

"Oh, look, and there’s our two favorite lovebirds. All wet and happy."

"Sophie’s got perky nips."

Jessie laughed. "Do you always look at your best friend’s girlfriend’s tits?"

"First, I’ll look at anybody’s tits. Secondly, Sophia has a perfectly admirable set of them."

"Does Warren know about this?"

"The first time I ever met her, we took off, Warren and I, to go to the store. This was after she had that vicious beating, but just before she asked Warren out. When we were alone, Warren asked me what I thought of her." He paused for a minute. "You watch Star Trek Next Generation?"

"Love it. It’s my one and only concession to nerdiness."

Crash laughed. "OK. You remember the episode with the house that’s the only thing left on the planet, and the guy and his wife who turns out not to be his wife?"

"The one where the guy actually was an alien who had killed the whole race that had attacked the planet?"

"That’s the one. In that episode, Worf is down on the planet, sitting in a couch, and the ‘wife’ gives him tea, and then asks him what he thinks. And Worf said, completely deadpan, ‘Good tea…nice house.’"

Jessie cracked up, both at memory of the moment and at Crash’s dead-on Worf impression. "I remember it."

"OK. So, when Warren asked me what I thought of Sophia, I went into Worf mode, and intoned, "Nice girl…Great tits."

Jessie exploded. "What did Warren do?"

"Warren can keep up, you know. He just said, ‘That will be all, Lieutenant,’ in his best Picard voice."

"Priceless."

"We haven’t really gotten going today, but when we get going, it’s something to watch."

"What, you and Warren?"

"Oh, yeah. One-liners, sarcasm, impressions, the whole bit. Sophie said that on that first night she met me, she laughed so hard she rebroke her ribs."

"I’d like to see that."

"I haven’t felt in the mood. But now I suddenly do, moreso."

"Is Warren trying to drag you to the party on his street tomorrow night?"

"Yeah. Sophie getting on you?"

"Yeah. Listen, I know it’ll be tough for you, if Ally is there, but…I’ll go if you go."

"You got yourself a deal."

"Really? Great." Jessie realized something. She really liked this guy. She could tease him, and he gave as good as he got. But he wasn’t just a jokemeister-their conversation about the problems with Warren and Sophia proved that. She wondered how far she could take the teasing.

"So," Jessie asked. "What do you think of mine?"

"What?"

"These," she pointed to her chest. "Since you notice everybody’s tits, I thought you might have formed an opinion about mine."

Crash put on a face, pretending to contemplate the issue. He had realized the same thing Jessie had-he liked her, a lot. It hadn’t taken long, had it, he thought. So he looked at her, and said, "Well, purely from a visual inspection, I’d say your tits were perfectly acceptable. But, for a true reading, I’d need a more hands-on approach, y’see."

"But can you handle the claws?"

They just looked at each other and cracked up.

Sophia and Warren came back up the beach from the water, laughing. They looked up, and didn’t see Jessie or Crash, and looked at each other. But the umbrella was up. They looked closer, under the umbrella, and found Jessie and Crash

He was sitting with his legs spread out, and so was she, in between his legs. She was resting her back slightly against his chest. He had a hand around her waist, and was pointing with the other one. And they were laughing.

Crash was saying, "No, no, the other one. Grey swim trunks. I meant the moustache."

"Oh," Jesse said, "the one that looks like Hitler with that moustache."

"Yeah. ‘I am Adolf Hitler and der Nazi Party is taking offa der beach. Ve vill launch der Third Reichhhhhh right here on der beach. Der Shtormtroopers vill round up all den pretty girls vit den large Volksvagens on der chest. Zince I am der impotent shtrudeldink, ve vill giff all den pretty girls to Herr Crash." Jessie was convulsed with laughter. "Den ve vill march vit der panzers and invade New Hampshire."

Jessie played along. "Oh, Mein Fuhrer, noone can argue vit your military cheenyuss, but vy vould ve vant New Hampshire?"

"Becaussss, dey have den cheap booze, und I can haff much Jaegermeister, zo I can get der shtinking drunk, zo I can forget that Russia kicked my ass!" They were laughing so hard that Jessie fell back into Crash, practically knocking him over. He steadied, and she ended up with her head on his shoulder, both of his arms around her waist, and both of them still laughing.

Sophia and Warren had been standing beside them, unseen, when Sophia finally spoke up. "What is going on?" she asked with a smile.

Jessie just looked up, and, with a gleam in her eye, pointing at Sophia, said, "Mein fuhrer, vhat do you tink about den fine egzample of den Deutschen Fraulien vich ve haff profided for you?"

Crash looked up, and, changing into Worf mode, said, "Nice girl…great tits." Leading to more convulsive laughter. Even Sophia and Warren laughed at that.

Crash scrambled out from behind Jesse, and, still in Worf mode, turned to Warren and said, "Permission to leave the bridge to go take a piss, sir."

"Permission granted, lieutenant," Warren-as-Picard said with a smile. "Save my spot, meine weinerschnitzel," Crash called back to Jessie.

Sophia and Warren shook their heads in amazement, and sat down on the blanket. Jessie, who was still trying to stop laughing, shimmied up and out from under the umbrella, so she could see Warren and Sophia. She sputtered, still giggling.

"What, on earth, has gotten into you, She-Devil?" asked Warren.

"Oh my God. I’m laughing so hard my chest hurts."

"You certainly seem to have hit it off."

"My God, he’s fantastic!" Jessie surprised herself with the vehemence of that. "We even had a very nice serious talk, and then he just went off again."

"You two seemed awfully cozy underneath that umbrella," Warren commented.

"Oh, yeah," Jessie regained her usual bite, "and this wasn’t a set-up, Prep Boy. Yeah, surrrrre it wasn’t."

"Jess, it wasn’t. Really."

"Well, then, dammit, it should have been!" They all laughed at that one. "My oh my, where have you been hiding this guy?"

"Jess, I’m just glad you got the old Crash to come out. He’s been in such a funk over this whole Alison thing. It’s nice to see my best friend back."

"Yeah, he told me all about that. Dumping him for a neighbor of yours? That’s rough."

"Yeah, it has been. I see them all the time, and I try to be nice, but it’s hard. Matt and Ally are my friends, but Crash is my best friend. The whole thing sucked. And, since Matt is a neighborhood cat, they’re at all the neighborhood parties, which means Crash won’t come, which sucks. I miss him at them."

Jessie smiled slightly, and said, quietly, "He’s going tomorrow night."

"WHAT? He is?"

Jessie’s smile got a little wider. "And so am I."

"WHAT? You are?" That was Sophia.

"Yeah. We made a deal. I’ll go if you go. So, we’re going."

"Unbelieveable," said Warren.

THE GRAPE FETISH (Chapter 24)

"Jessica Reidel? What are you doing here?"

"Claws in, Cheryl," Warren said. "She’s a friend of mine, and Sophie’s best friend."

"Come on in, Jess," Mo smiled. "Glad you finally came, Sophia told me she’s been trying for a while."

"Yeah. I decided this one was a good one to come to."

"Oh, great," said Cheryl. "Sophie got any other burnout friends she can bring?"

Jessie looked Cheryl in the eye and said, "Hey, Wheeler, the sun’s still up. How did you get out of your coffin?"

"Now what is that supposed to mean?"

"Jesus, if you need insults explained to you, you’re beyond any kind of hope."

"Oh, I knew what you meant."

Jessie sighed dramatically. "So you asked what I meant just so you could hear the sound of your own voice wafting melodiously through the yard, is that it? "

"What are you talking about?"

Jessie just snorted, and turned to Warren. "Does she always need a fucking road map to keep up?" Warren just laughed.

Cheryl said, "Hey, Warren, why is it that all of these lowlife friends of yours feel compelled to insult me?"

"Maybe because you insult them first?"

"Or," added Jess, "maybe it’s because Warren tends to have friends with half a brain, and, for anyone with half a brain, insulting you is like shooting fish in a barrel."

"Did you just call me stupid?"

"If I have to explain everything I say, you just answered your own question, didn’t you?"

"I’d rather be stupid than a burnout!"

"That’s because you’re stupid. Listen, I could kill three million brain cells and still be about a gazillion up on you, sweetie."

Cheryl just sputtered indignantly.

"Y’know, I just can not stand all these witty comebacks, Wheeler."

"I don’t need to give you any witty comebacks."

"Oh, yes you do. I know you; I know what you’re like. You come here and take great satisfaction in being the Queen of All Insults, because you’re used to dealing with folks like Warren and Mo who are too nice to get into it with you."

"You don’t know what you’re talking about."

"How wrong am I?" Jessie asked. "Not even a little bit," Warren said, and Sophia and even Mo concurred.

"I still can’t believe Mo let Sophia bring you," Cheryl said, changing the subject.

"Well, somebody has to supply the witty repartee. It sure as hell ain’t gonna be you."

Cheryl sputtered, and Jessie added, "Oh, look! More witty repartee!"

"She’s such a loser!" Cheryl said to the air.

"Wow. I’m a loser. What an original insult! How long did it take you to come up with that bon mot, Wheeler-three months?"

Cheryl just sputtered again.

"Yeah, that’s what I figured."

Warren just laughed. "Cheryl, silence might be the best option. You are so out of your league, here, you have no idea."

"Fine," Cheryl said with forced haughtiness. "Christine and I are going to sit over on the grass, where it’s more hospitable."

"Yeah, there are no actual other humans over there. When Wheeler looks for hospitable, she looks for a wide, empty space." Jessica sniggered. Cheryl just turned on her heel and stomped off, Christine in tow.

They settled down after that. Nobody noticed Crash slip in, grab some dip and a coke from the table, and slip in next to Jessie.

"Nice party…good dip," Crash Worfed.

"Crash!" Mo yelled. "You came!"

Jessie looked at Crash and smiled, and then turned to Warren, and, in her best Deanna Troi, said, "Captain…I sense a great turbulence of emotion from Lieutenant Worf. It’s very powerful. He is either in the grips of an incredible, overpowering, animalistic lust…or, he really likes that dip."

"I see, Counselor," Warren-as-Picard said. "What do you suggest we do about it?"

"Well, Captain," Jessie said, "I should either jump Mr. Worf’s bones right here on the bridge, or…I really need to try that dip!"

Crash scooped some dip on a chip, wiggled his finger at Jessie, and she smiled and opened her mouth. Crash popped the chip in. Jessie swallowed, and then went, "ooooooh…mmmmmm…ohhhhhh…wow…that is really good dip!"

Warren and Sophia cracked up. Mo just looked bemused and a little questioning. Crash put his arm around Jessie and said, "Madam, you can dip my chip any time."

"Is that a promise, you sexy hunk of a Klingon, you?"

"Only if you keep those claws out."

"I need a coke," Sophia interjected. "You want one, War?"

"Yeah."

"Me too, Soph?" Jessie asked.

"I’ll grab yours, Jess," said Mo. "I’ll go with you, Soph."

When they got out of earshot of the picnic table, Mo asked Sophia, "What is going on there?"

Sophia smiled. "We’re not sure. This just started yesterday, when we all went to the beach together. It’s the first time they ever met. By the time the day was over, something was sure happening."

"Wow. Good for Crash."

"Yeah. It would be great for both of them. Jessie’s had one boyfriend, it lasted two years, and the ending was not pretty."

They made it back to the table. Suddenly, they heard loud yelling from another part of the yard.

"What is that?" asked Warren.

Mo didn’t say anything, but Tina had no compunction. "Alison and Matt. They’ve been going at it for a couple weeks now. Money bet says they break up real soon." Tina hadn’t quite caught what was going on between Crash and Jessie. "Hey, Crash, maybe it’s a second chance opportunity for you. I do know that one of the things she screamed at him the other day was ‘I never should have broken up with Jay!’"

Jessie froze, and caught her breath. She couldn’t believe how hard that hit her. Shit, she had known this guy for a day! They obviously had a rapport, but still…she couldn’t believe that the thought of Jay going back with Ally had made her practically paralyzed. Oh my, she thought to herself, my feelings are much stronger than I realized. I wanted to ease into this. No chance of that, if there’s competition from an old flame. A competition that I’d most likely lose, anyway.

And then Crash spoke up. "Naah, Tina. Been there, done that, don’t wanna do it again."

Tina, oblivious to all the looks she was getting, pushed the issue: "You mean, if she asked you to go out with her again, you’d turn her down?"

"In a shot," said Crash. "She made her bed, she can lie in it. I,"-and he shot a little look at Jessie-"am moving on in my life."

Jessie relaxed. Tina finally caught a clue, said, "Ohhhhh," and shut up.

Most everyone had drifted to the lawn or the basketball court, but Crash and Jessie were still over by the picnic table, settled in a lounge chair, joking and laughing and feeding each other chip dip, and grapes.

"Who brought the grapes?" Crash asked.

" I brought the grapes. I always bring grapes. Y’see, I have had this lifelong search to find a man who let me lie in his lap and feed me grapes. And, lookie here, you’re feeding me grapes, and I didn’t even have to ask!"

Crash was sitting in the lounge chair properly, with Jessie perched on the end. "Yeah, Jess, but you’re not in my lap."

Jess rectified that quickly enough, settling in between his legs, and leaning back on him. One of his arms snaked around her waist. The other one dangled a bunch of grapes in front of her mouth. "I don’t have to be told twice," Jess said, as she bit off a grape.

They sat in silence for a few minutes, Jessie occasionally biting off a grape. Then she spoke, "This is very, very strange."

"What is?"

" This. I’m sitting a guy’s lap, cuddling, being fed grapes-a guy I met yesterday! Crash, I don’t do stuff like this. I’m notoriously wary around guys."

"Well, if it helps any, this isn’t my normal MO, either."

Jessica sighed. "I’m surprising the fuck out of myself, I’ll tell you. Jason, I like you. A lot. The second day I know you. And I don’t quite believe it myself."

Crash just laughed. "Jessie, I like you a lot, too. We had an instant rapport, there’s no denying it. And I don’t believe it any more than you do."

"And, Jesus Christ, you’re a Preppie! After the unmerciful ribbing I’ve given Sophia about Warren, I will never hear the end of this."

Crash put on his best dumb-tough-guy voice and said, "You want I should get a tattoo to hide my essential Preppiness?"

Jessie laughed, "Only if you tattoo something sentimental on your chest."

"Y’mean, like, ‘Jessica’?"

"I was thinking more on the line of ‘Phasers Set On Stun’." Crash laughed. "Or, maybe, ‘Mother’"

"Oh, boy," said Crash. "You obviously haven’t met my mother yet."

"Oh really? Does that imply that someday I will?"

"Well, when the time is right. Like five years after we’re married, if I can’t hold out longer than that."

Jessie laughed. "Don’t want her to get Full Metal Jessica too soon?"

"Oh, no, the other way around. My mother is not for the faint of heart."

"I’m never faint of heart, and how bad can your mother be?"

"I can’t do her justice, since I have to live with her. Ask Warren. Trust me."

"OK, I will. Hey, buster, you’re neglecting the grapes!"

He fed her another, but said, "Hey, I think I’ve been pretty diligent with the grapes, O Mistress. So what does I get out of this?"

"A pretty girl in your lap? The leftover grapes? Phasers set on stun? The rewards are limitless."

"Ah."

They heard talking from the grass area, where the rest of the crew was. It became obvious that Matt and Ally were making the rounds, putting on a happy face and pretending that everything was just ducky. As far as Crash knew, she still didn’t know he was here. He was kind of at a loss what to do if she came this way. He was very comfortable sitting with Jess this way, but this was very new. Ally would be insanely jealous to see this, which he found very satisfying, but he was not going to use Jessie for that. Then again, they weren’t sitting like this to make Ally jealous or anything. They just were.

Jessie picked up on what Crash was thinking about. "You think they’re coming this way?"

"Dunno."

"She know you’re here tonight?"

"I don’t think so."

"If what Tina said is true, she’s going to get jealous seeing us here like this."

"I don’t much care."

"You don’t?"

"Well, I’ll admit to a small bit of satisfaction, considering it took her less than a week to rub my nose in it. But, really, I don’t care. If you want to get up, Jess, that’s fine with me-I certainly do not want to use you to make her jealous."

"I sat here, and I’m comfortable."

"So am I."

"Then, to hell with her."

"My sentiments exactly. Now shut up and eat your grapes."

Jessica ate a few more, but Crash spoke again. "So, I know we’ve known each other not at all, but you want to give this a try?"

"What do you mean."

"You want to go out with me?"

Jessie thought for a minute. "Damn, I finally get asked out by a guy I think I really like, and he turns out to be a damn Preppie."

"Yeah, but a preppie that’s handy with the grapes."

Jessie laughed, then sat silent for a minute. "Yeah, Jason, I think I’d like to go out with you." She thought for a minute. "Now what do we do?"

Crash slipped back into Worf mode, and intoned, "I will recite Klingon love poetry, while you hurl heavy objects."

"Rrrrooowwwwrrrrr!!!" Jessie purred.

"Should we go tell ‘em?"

"Who?"

"I was thinking of Warren and Sophia in particular."

"I’ll take care of it." She sat up in the lounge chair. "HEY EVERYBODY, SHUT UP AND LISTEN UP FOR A MINUTE!" She bellowed. Then she waited for the murmuring to die down. "HE ASKED ME OUT. I SAID YES. YOU MAY ALL CHEER NOW." And then she settled back into Crash’s lap, laughing, as the gang across the yard laughed and cheered at the same time. Then she heard Sophie’s sing-song, "Jessie’s got a Preppie, Jessie’s got a Preppie!"

"Oh Shit," laughed Jessie. "Now I’ve gone and done it."

Crash laughed, "Well, Ally knows now."

"Oh, shit, Jason, I forgot."

"Who cares? You didn’t use any names so, unless someone else told them, she still doesn’t know it’s me."

"She’s about to find out. Here she comes."

"So, who’s over here that I have to congratulate?" Ally walked over, and then she stopped with a start. "Jason?"

"Hi, Ally. This is Jessie."

"Nice to meet you. Nice to see you, Jay. Congratulations," and she beat a hasty retreat.

Sophia had grabbed a private corner with Jess, while Crash hung out with Warren and some of the other guys. Matt and Ally had disappeared shortly after Ally had seen Crash.

"So, Jessie," asked Sophia, "What has gotten in to you?"

"Whaddaya mean?" Jess asked innocently.

"We’ve been friends for a long time. You never let guys get close. Heck, the boyfriend you did have, he followed you around for six months before you deigned to give him the time of day. Now you’re going out with a guy you met yesterday?"

"I’m fairly amazed myself. Crash says that he was amazed he asked me so quickly."

"Yeah, that’s what Warren said-he said that Crash is usually as cautious around girls as you are around guys."

"I don’t know how to explain it, Soph. It just felt right, is all. I was with him two hours yesterday, and I realized, I really like this guy. Shit, I have been myself for two days, and he still asked me out."

Sophia looked flabbergasted. "You turned it down, considerably, around Aaron."

"I know. And after that whole thing collapsed, and all my painstaking reinvention of my self for the sake of my boyfriend blew up in my face, I vowed to never do that for the sake of a guy again. And I haven’t. I was Full Metal Jessica yesterday on the beach."

"And how did Crash react?"

"He laughed a lot. And threw out a bunch of his own."

"Wow."

"Between the two of us, I think we insulted every person on the beach, including you and Warren-but you guys are used to that."

Sophia just smiled. Jessica went on, "And then we had a serious talk about broken relationships and feeling like fifth wheels, and then we went back to insulting and joking again. It was so…comfortable."

"Jessie’s in love with a preppie!"

Jessie hit her on the arm. "You just shut up. Listen, we’re not in love. It’s too soon for that. I don’t need to be goo-goo gaa-gaa starry eyed to go out with someone, and neither does Jason. Let’s just say we’re in very serious like with each other, and are willing to give it a shot and see what develops."

"Cool. I’m still amazed it happened this fast, but it’s very cool."

"Well, I can’t speak for Jason, but I know, for myself, that I started with a level of trust that I usually have to build up to."

"How so?"

"Because he’s Warren’s best friend. I figure Warren knows what he’s like, right? And I know Warren well enough to know that, if he thought his best friend was going to hurt me, he wouldn’t let him get within a mile of me, much less introduce us at a beach. I know yesterday wasn’t a setup, but, confess, Sophie-you guys are thrilled, aren’t you?"

"Yeah," Sophia admitted. "And you’re right about Warren-he adores you, you know."

"I know. I think pretty highly of him, too. Now, I’d never go out with him, mind you. But I always thought if I found a guy who had Warren’s basic decency, intelligence, and attitude on how to treat girls-plus a personality that was a little closer to mine-then I figured I’d really have something."

"You just described Crash, you know."

"Now how did I know you were going to say that? Now I just gotta find out if he’s as good a kisser as you say Warren is."

"Sorry, I wouldn’t know personally, my lips are taken." Sophia quipped, to Jessie’s giggles. "You haven’t kissed him, yet, to seal the deal?"

"No, he was too busy feeding me grapes! What’s mere kissing when you’re lying in a guy’s arms being fed grapes? A girl must have her priorities, right?"

"You found a man to feed you grapes."

"Yeah. That’s what we were doing over here. He asked me out while he was feeding me grapes. And it was his idea-all I had to do was say ‘Grapes! I love grapes!’ and the next thing I know I’m in his arms having them dangled in front of me."

"Now I know why you agreed to go out with him so fast. You actually found a guy to pass The Grape Test."

"The grape test, and the Full Metal Jessica test. How could I say no?"

They ended up in the lounge chair again, finishing off the grapes. There was a small knot of people at the picnic table-Warren, Sophia, Tina, Kate, Mo, and Len. Jessie and Crash liked the arrangement-they were off in a corner a bit, but still were able to contribute to the conversation.

"Hey, Soph," Jessie asked, "Warren ever feed you grapes?"

"I’m not all that partial to grapes. Warren feeds me ice cream."

"Really?" Jessie smiled.

"Yeah. I sit on his lap and he feeds me ice cream."

"Then there was the night she fed me whipped cream without using any utensils, but we won’t get into that," Warren quipped, while Sophie blushed.

"You guys are disgusting," said Tina. Tina was a bit younger, only 13. Kate, her best friend, was the curious one. "What do you mean, without utensils?" Kate asked.

They all cracked up laughing. "I’m not sure I want to be the one to corrupt you, Kate," Warren quipped.

Tina whispered something in Kate’s ear, which made Kate say, "ohhhh" and blush, to everyone’s amusement.

"You’d better lay off feeding her the ice cream, anyway, War," Jessie joked. "You’ll never lift her."

"Ah, shaddap," Sophie said.

"Grapes are healthier," Jessie maintained, biting another one off the outstretched bunch.

"So, have you missed the grapes yet and bitten his hand?" an amused Warren asked.

"I never bite and tell."

"Oh baby oh baby oh baby," Crash put in.

"You just start reading that Klingon love poetry, honey, I’ve got the heavy objects all ready to hurl."

"Oh baby oh baby oh baby."

The table drifted off to other conversation, and Jessie and Crash drifted into a quiet conversation of their own. Jessie was sitting on his lap, lying sideways against his chest, their arms around each other.

And then, suddenly, Crash leaned down and kissed her.

Which Jessie thoroughly enjoyed.

They broke the kiss, and smiled at each other, and then kissed again. It turned into a bit of making out.

Which Sophie couldn’t let pass up, when she noticed it. She let them enjoy it for a bit, and then shouted something that Jessica shouted at her and Warren all the time: "Hey, get a room!!!"

Jessie threw a grape at her, and went back to kissing Crash.

DEALING WITH SOPHIA'S PAST (Chapter 25)

Three weeks into the school year, Sophia couldn’t believe how well things were going. She had all new teachers, except one, and they didn’t know Sophia Daniels, Troublemaker, so she got a fresh start-and she was taking advantage of it. She was studying, trying to do well, because dating Warren for 6 months had made her realize something-she wanted a future. Now that it looked like she could have one, she wanted one. She had read up on meteorology, and found that she had to do well in math and certain types of science. That made her concentrate on math, and she found out that she really liked it. She was doing well in Chemistry, too. And Warren had truly re-awakened her love of reading, so English was coming along fine.

The big problem was history. It was never her favorite subject to begin with-that had been her one C on her fourth quarter report card last year-and that was also the class where she had the same teacher as last year, Mr. Doherty. She imagined in her mind Mr. Doherty looking at his class lists, seeing the name Sophia Daniels, and banging his head against his desk crying "Not again! Not again!" Since her class last year had been chock-full of her buddies, that was where she had caused the most trouble. But this was a new year, and she was trying to make amends.

It wasn’t working. She raised her hand, and Mr. Doherty would just smirk at her. Someone caused trouble, and she got lumped in with the blame. He made sarcastic comments all the time. Sophia understood why, she really did-he must have spent all last year seeing her face in front of him and wanting to kill her. But she was trying to change. And he wasn’t getting it.

She’d discussed it with Warren, who advised her to talk to the man. Good advice, and she was considering it, but it was difficult.

She hoped today Mr. Doherty might notice, because they had had a quiz the day before, and she felt she had done well on it. If she had, maybe then he might notice that, this year, she was trying.

Mr. Doherty waited until close to the end of the class to pass out the quizzes. He went from desk to desk, making a comment on each. Then he came to her. "And, now we have Miss Daniels. I corrected this paper twelve times, because I kept looking for my enormous math error, but it wasn’t there. Miss Daniels, you got a 93 on this quiz. Congratulations."

Sophia was thrilled. She was so proud of herself. That didn’t last long.

"So, Miss Daniels, which of your neighbors were you copying from? Both of them? Or did you smuggle crib sheets into the quiz? C’mon, Sophia, confess." He stopped then, walking away with a smirk on his face, but the damage was done.

Sophia sat there as he passed out the rest of the quizzes, staring down at her desk, saying to herself, "I will not cry. I will not cry." She cried far too often lately, she thought. She used to be able to shrug this stuff off. She felt everything much more than she used to. It was sometimes annoying-this was one of those times.

The bell rang, and the class flew out-it was the last period of the day-but Sophia didn’t trust herself to stand, yet. She sat there, trying to control herself, hoping her continued presence in the classroom would somehow manage to go unnoticed. It didn’t.

"Is there a problem, Miss Daniels?" Mr. Doherty asked.

Maybe Warren was right. Maybe this would never be solved until she said something. She was still looking down at her desk, but she controlled herself, and said, "Mr. Doherty, I would like to ask you a favor. I would like you to try to forget that you had me in your class last year."

"But, Miss Daniels, how could I ever do that?" he said with the smirk in his voice that Sophia had come to expect. "I mean, your presence in my classroom last year was so unforgettable."

"Forget it, anyway. Please."

He heard something in that plea he did not expect. "Miss Daniels, are you crying?"

She nodded no, but squeezed her eyes tighter.

"Why on earth are you crying?"

Sophia just pointed at the quiz, still on her desk.

"Oh, I get it," said Mr. Doherty. "All upset that I called you out on your cheating, eh?"

Then, Sophia did something that she didn’t often do. She got mad.

"I did not CHEAT! I studied for this! I worked for this! I sit in this class every day, I do your assignments, I pay attention, I try to contribute, I do everything I can think of to try to show you that I am not the lost little girl that was in your class last year, and you refuse to notice! Then we have a quiz. I knew I did well on it. I figured, now you’ll notice. And you give it back to me, with that grade, and I get to feel proud of myself for a whole THREE SECONDS before you accuse me of cheating!" Sophia crushed the quiz into a little ball, threw it in the general direction of the wastebasket, and started storming out of the room.

"Sophia, wait." She stopped. Mr. Doherty retrieved the quiz from the floor, smoothed it out, and looked at it. "You did this? All on your own?"

Her back still to him, she nodded.

"Oh, shit. Jesus Christ," he said. Sophia turned back towards him, surprised. "Sophia, I am sorry."

"Thank you for saying that."

"I told myself when I first started teaching, that I’d never give up on a student completely, that kids can change. I’ve gotten jaded because I’ve seen so few of them change."

Sophia grinned slightly. "Well, you’ve got one."

"It seems so. I really am sorry, Sophia. And, considering where you were last year, you have every right to feel extremely proud of this." He handed over the crumpled quiz. Sophia laughed and tried to smooth it out more. "What happened?"

"Let’s just say that a lot of very, very bad things that were happening to me stopped. And a lot of very, very good things started."

"They must have been very bad."

"Yeah, they were." Sophia said. And, since she had told herself she was going to try to speak out about what happened to her, she told him. "I spent two years being a victim of boyfriend abuse. It was particularly bad from last October until March."

"Oh, Sophia, now I really am sorry. I should have been able to tell,"

"How?"

"I’ll tell you that in a minute. Let’s just say I’m around abused teenagers a lot, especially those that are being abused by a friend or boyfriend. Anyhow, what I wanted to ask was, how did you get out of it?"

"I met someone who said the right things at the right time, and ended up taking a few punches for me from the asshole."

"Boyfriend?"

"Now he is. Back then he was just a good friend. He kept telling me things, and somehow they got through. And, when I knew I needed to get out of this, and was having trouble finding the courage, he showed me his, which made it easier to find mine."

"And he helped you build your self confidence back up."

"Bingo."

"Which made you want to fix parts of your life you had neglected, including do well in school."

"Well, that, plus the fact that I somehow happened to fall in love with a studyaholic genius preppy nerd who’s ranked third in his class-at St. Michael's, no less. A girl has got to keep up, you know."

Mr. Doherty laughed at that. "Now that is something I never would have put even a penny on."

"You are not the only one."

"So, let me ask you, Sophia-how are you dealing with the ramifications of your abuse? Are you in any therapy?"

"I was, over the summer. There were still some things I needed to work out, and I needed to find out if I was too dependent for my self-confidence on Warren-that’s my boyfriend. I also went with my mother a few times, because we needed help in repairing our relationship."

"How’d the therapy work for you?"

"It was helpful, although a lot of what the guy told me I had figured out on my own. "

"You and your mother?"

"Better than ever."

"What did he say about Warren?"

"He said I probably am a little over-dependent on him, but Warren came with me a couple of times, and the therapist also said that it was the healthiest relationship he had ever seen between two high school sophomores."

"That’s fantastic." Mr. Doherty smiled. "Now, I come to why I asked you all this, and why I am kicking myself for not spotting this last year."

"Don’t kick yourself, Mr. D. I was extremely good at erecting walls. You didn’t notice, because you didn’t give a shit about me last year, and that’s because I made damn good and sure that you didn’t give a shit. You weren’t the only one I did that to. How Warren got through my walls is something I will never completely understand."

"Did Warren have any walls you had to get through?"

"Some. He was a social misfit. He was also terrified of girls." Mr. Doherty laughed at that. "I was completely the aggressor in the beginning. I asked him out. I told him I loved him first. I kissed him first. Heck, I even got physical first." Mr. Doherty laughed louder. "Listen, socially inept boy genius preppy is a wall, too. Not as bad as mine, for sure, but it was definitely there."

"And you got through it."

"Yeah."

"Sophia, I’m going to ask you if you feel like breaking down some more walls, walls you know a lot about." He had been sitting on his desk, and now he hopped down and walked over to where he was standing. "I am the faculty advisor for a group here at the school. It is the Peer Counseling group. It’s students, like you, advising other students about problems. We take all comers to volunteer-anyone with some empathy and willingness to listen and try to help-but volunteers who have been through something-and have gotten through it-are especially welcome. We would love to have someone like you helping, because I can’t tell you how many girls we see that are suffering from abuse at the hands of a boyfriend or friend."

"Really?"

"Yeah. Now, you have to be willing to talk about what happened to you. You have to be open to sharing that. That’s the tough part, for a survivor of abuse. And if you don’t think you can handle that, I completely understand. I’m asking you to volunteer to do something that you may find difficult. Now, I know you work after school-that’s fine, we have plenty of volunteers that only come in one or two days. But you will be known to the faculty as a peer counselor, and you might be called out of class in a crisis. You don’t get paid for this. All you get is the undying appreciation of your honored Faculty Advisor"-Sophia laughed at that-"and the satisfaction that you did your best to help some of your peers out of a horrible situation."

"Does peer counseling work?"

"I’d be lying if I told you it worked all the time. It might not even work most of the time. But, yes, we have had enough success stories for me to be proud of the group."

"Y’know what? If I can get one girl out of the kind of hell I was in, that’s enough. I’ll do it."

BACKSLIDE (Chapter 26)

"I can not believe I am here at the library on a Friday afternoon," said Jessie.

"I know. Pretty depressing, isn’t it?" said Karen Laskovich

"I feel like that preppie boyfriend of mine," grumbled Jessie.

"So, how is Crash?"

"Crash is great. It’s just too bad I won’t get to see him this weekend. He’s got some sort of family thing tomorrow, won’t make it to Nickie’s party."

"So," Karen smiled, "after all the shit you’ve given Sophia, how’s it feel to have bagged a preppie of your own?"

"Don’t remind me," Jessie grimaced. "Luckily, my preppie and Sophia’s preppie are two very different people."

"How so? They’re best friends."

"Yes, they are. And there are a lot of similarities on a basic values and attitudes level, but their personalities are very, very different."

"How are they such good friends, then?"

"I dunno, but they are a howl when they get together, I can tell you that. Crash and I double with Warren and Soph, and Crash and Warren keep us in stitches. But, good friends don’t have to have identical personalities. Look and me and Sophia. Despite all the shit she’s been through, she is far more open and vulnerable than I am. She’s sweeter. She’s more emotional. The differences between me and Soph are a lot like the differences between Warren and Crash."

"Ah. I always wanted to ask you, how did you react when Warren and Sophia hooked up?"

"I put on a happy face, not trying to make Soph defensive or anything, but I worried. Boy did I worry. Now, remember what had just happened-I was thrilled Sophie had found a guy that wasn’t going to hurt her-and I knew instinctively that Warren wasn’t going to hurt her. But I worried. I worried about how the gang was going to react, I worried that it would blow up in Sophia’s face. I just worried, because I couldn’t see them ever working. I mean, my first impression of Warren was that he was a complete dork."

"You never said anything to Sophia?"

"No. Look, I knew this wasn’t Scott Revisited. I warned her about Scott, because I just got vibes from him that he was bad news right from the beginning. My worries about Warren were different. She was very vulnerable. Going out with someone like Warren was a complete 180-degree turn for her. I didn’t worry that she was going to get killed, like with Scott, but I worried that he was going to get hurt, emotionally, moreso than she ever had. She really opened herself up emotionally when she started going out with Warren. It was almost a bit scary."

"Is that why you gave them shit all the time?"

Jessie smirked, "No, I gave them shit because I give everybody shit." Karen giggled. "If I hadn’t given them shit, Sophie would’ve suspected something. Heck, I still give them shit. And I do not worry about them anymore."

"You don’t?"

"Naaah," Jessie smiled. "The more time I spend with them, the more I realize I’ve got nothing to worry about. That relationship works, in every possible way. I never woulda thunk it, but it really, really works. And I realized something else-Warren is one of the most admirable people I have ever had the pleasure to know. And if you repeat that, I’ll kill you-it’ll ruin my rep."

Karen laughed. "Maybe you at least ought to tell Sophie."

"Oh, Sophie knows. So does Warren. I don’t have to tell them how I feel about him, and them together. They know."

"What about you and Crash?"

Jessie sighed. "Now I’ve got a whole new one to worry about."

"How so? Things not going well?"

"Just the opposite. Except for the fact that he lives too damn far away and I don’t get to see him enough, things are going remarkably well. Too well."

"Too well?"

"I keep waiting for the inevitable explosion. We hardly ever even argue-once in a while, but nothing serious. He laughs at all my jokes, I laugh at all his. When we get together, it’s like we never left one another’s side. It’s so comfortable, it amazes me. This has got to blow up in my face, sooner or later, doesn’t it?"

"Maybe it doesn’t, Jess. Maybe Crash is the guy."

"I’ve thought of that. Now that is really scary. I don’t know if I’m in love yet, but it’s getting there in an awful hurry."

"Wow."

"I keep waiting for a fight. I keep waiting for a big blow out, to see how we react to it."

"You don’t necessarily need that. Sophia and Warren never fight."

"Yeah, I know. And that’s the one thing left that does worry me about them. What’s gonna happen if they have a big fight?"

"What do you mean, you can’t go to Nick’s party??" Sophia yelled.

They were in her house, up in her bedroom. "Well, I have this horrible Chemistry exam on Monday. I’m going to be studying most of the weekend. It was either give up the party, or not come here tonight, and I figured you’d rather have me here for our Friday night tryst," Warren grinned.

Sophia was not happy, "Yeah, right. You just wanted to have sex. That was more important than going to a party that’s important to me. As long as you get your roll in the hay, right?"

That one hurt. "I’m sorry you feel that way, Sophia. I’ll go now, if you’d like."

"Fine. GO! Who needs you?"

Warren left, leaving Sophia in tears.

The next night, Sophia walked into Nick’s party, grabbed a beer, and plopped down next to Jessie.

"Yo, Soph? Where’s loverboy?"

"He had to study. He told me last night. He had enough time to come over my house to have sex last night, but not to come to the party. We had a huge fight. I kicked him out."

"What?"

"Yeah. Fuck ‘em. If he didn’t know how important Nick’s parties are to me, than fuck him."

"Soph, did you tell him how important Nick’s parties are to you?"

"He should know."

"Soph, this is not like you, and blowing off something that’s important to you, if he knows about it, is not like Warren."

"Ah, fuck it." She downed the beer, and reached for another.

"You’re pounding that beer pretty hard," Jess commented.

"What are you, my mother? Or Warren?"

"Forget I said anything." Jess snorted, and got up off the seat.

Three hours later, Jessie was watching with increasing dismay. She was talking to Karen about it.

"It’s like it’s the old Sophia, only worse."

"Have you tried to get her to stop?"

"I’ve tried, Nick’s tried, Missy’s tried. She’s completely trashed, and, the way she’s acting around the guys at this party, she’s going to end up getting laid and not even remember it."

"I know."

"There’s only one person who can get her to stop." Jessie stood up and went over to the phone. "And I don’t know his number, but I know where to get it." She dialed a number, and it rang. "Oh, I hope his family thing is over. Please, Crash, be home, pleasepleasplease…"

"Hello."

"CRASH! Thank God you’re home."

Crash just laughed. "Well, she-devil, it’s nice to hear your voice, too."

Jessie smiled. "Normally, yes, I’d just be happy to hear that sexy voice of yours. But not today. Jason, I’ve got a huge emergency on my hands. I need Warren’s phone number."

"Sure. 274-9806."

"Thanks, Jason. I’ll call you tomorrow and tell you what went on. And you can recite more love poetry."

"You got yourself a date, she-devil. Ciao."

She hung up and dialed. "Hello."

"Warren?"

"Yeah, who’s this?"

"Jessie. I need your help. You know where Nick lives, where the party is, right? I need you go get down here."

Warren sighed. "Jess, Sophie and I had a huge fight last night. I’m not quite sure I want to come down there. She was not particularly nice to me last night, I didn’t deserve it, and I was going to let the weekend go by before I tried to talk to her."

"Warren, she’s backsliding.’

"What?"

"She’s drunk off her ass, won’t stop drinking, and won’t stop flirting with every guy at the party-including a few that will not take no for an answer if she pushes it too far. She’s completely out of her mind. I can’t get her to stop, Nickie can’t get her to stop, Karen can’t…"

"I’m on my way."

Jessie hung up the phone. "He’s coming."

He burst in a few minutes later. Jessie and Karen were waiting for him. They pointed him to a seat, where Sophia was all over Greg, one of the less-savory members of the gang.

Warren picked her up, and spun her around on the couch. "Sophie. Time to go home."

"Warren? What are you doing here? I thought you had to study! I donwanna go home I’m having funnnnn."

"Hey, what the fuck?" Greg interjected. "Who the fuck are you?"

"Her boyfriend."

"Yeah, she didn’t seem to care about no boyfriend a minute ago."

"That’s cause she’s drunk. C’mon, Soph, up and at ‘em."

"But I don’t wanna!"

"You heard the lady," Greg said with a smirk. "She’d rather stay here with me."

Jessie and Karen were watching this. "Uh-oh.Greg’s an asshole. This could be a problem."

"C’mon, baby," Greg was saying, "You can stay here and have fun with me."

Warren pulled Sophie away from Greg, and said, "She is drunk. She is out of her mind. She doesn’t know what she’s doing. She’s in no position to consent to anything, which means, if you try anything, it will be called rape.. And if you put your hands on her one more time, I will break every bone in your fucking body, do you understand me?"

Greg snarled, and started to get up to approach Warren, but Nick emerged from the crowd just in time.

"Greg. That’s enough."

"Fuck that! This little pussy threatened me."

"Good. Now I’m threatening you. Sophia is drunk off her ass. She wouldn’t approach you if she knew what she was doing, because she hates your guts."

Warren had Sophia standing up, barely. "Oh, Shit. Jessie, Karen? I need help with her. Get her out to the kitchen, away from this crowd." They did, with great difficulty, because Sophia could barely walk.

When they had her sitting, Warren looked at her and said, "There is no way I’m going to be able to walk her home, and I’m not sure I want to be putting a drunk 15 year old in a cab. Anyone here with a car who isn't drunk?"

Jessie thought for a minute. "John. John Vassar. He’s got a car, and he just got here, so I doubt he’s drunk. He’s not a huge drinker, anyway."

"Know where he is?"

"Over there, putting the moves on someone," Karen smirked.

"I hate to interrupt him," Warren smiled, "but I’m going to have to."

He approached John, who was deep in conversation with some girl. "John."

John looked up. "Hey, Wimp-Man!" He still called him that, but it was just a joke, now. "I’d love to chat with you a bit, but I’m a little busy right now, pal."

"John, I’ve got an emergency. Sophia is trashed off her ass, is about to get herself in trouble, and there is no way I’m going to be able to walk her home, and I have got to get her out of here."

"Damn. How did this happen?"

"I wasn’t here, I was home studying, and she decided to go nuts, or something."

"Shit. You need a ride?"

"Yeah. I hate to break you away from this lovely lady here…"

John’s friend just laughed, as did John. "Go, John. Go help your friends. I think it’s positively admirable. I’ll still be here."

"Thanks, babe." John stood up. "Lead the way, Wimp-man."

"Thanks, John. I appreciate this."

They got to Sophia’s house, and John helped Warren get her up to her bedroom. She was passed out by this point.

"You all set, Wimp-man?"

"Yeah, John. I’ll take care of her. Thanks for the assist."

"What are friends for?" John smirked, and left.

Warren looked down at his passed out girlfriend, and sighed. He went into her dresser, and found a pair of pajamas he knew she liked, took her clothes off, and put the pajamas on her. It was like trying to dress a rock, he thought to himself. He checked her breathing and pulse, to make sure this was just drunkenness. Everything seemed OK. He went in her closet, found a blanket, and put it on the big chair. He went to her bookcase, pulled out a book-"Torvill and Dean’s autobiography, I’ve never read that"-and planted himself in the chair, curled up in the blanket. He made a quick call to his mother, explaining the situation, and curled up in the chair, one eye on the book, one eye on Sophia.

Mrs. Kovach arrived home from work shortly after 2am. She was surprised to see Sophie’s door open. She peeked in and saw Sophia, sleeping-and then saw Warren in the chair, reading.

"Warren?"

"Hi, Mrs. K."

"What’s going on?"

Warren explained the night’s events to Ellen. "Oh, Jesus," Ellen said. "She really got out of hand?"

"And how."

"I thought this was over?"

"Aaah, it’s alright if she cuts loose every once in a while. I just wish she had done it with me around."

"I hope she doesn’t go on a bender like this every time she gets mad at you."

"Aaah, we’ll work it out. I’m going to stay here, keep an eye on her. I told my mother not to expect me, she knows what’s up."

"Warren, get in the bed. It’s a double. Plenty of room for you."

Warren laughed. "I was trying to preserve a bit of decorum."

"Why bother?" They both laughed. "No, the kids aren’t here. Go get comfortable. I’ll see you in the morning."

Mrs. Kovach closed the door, and Warren stripped down to his underwear and climbed into bed with Sophia.

"Hrmvwrhsrsf," Sophia said, as she woke up. "I feel like a truck ran over me." She suddenly realized that there was someone in the bed with her. She didn’t remember much from last night. She was afraid to look over to see who was in her bed. She flipped over, and looked up to see her boyfriend, a book in his hand, sitting up, smiling at her.

"WARREN? What are you doing here?"

"Good morning sleepyhead. How do you feel?"

"Like landfill."

Warren chuckled. "Well, I already went downstairs and brewed the pot of tea. That’s good for a hangover."

"What happened?"

"How much do you remember from last night?"

"Not much," Sophia admitted.

"I got an emergency call from Jessie about 10:30. You were drunk beyond all belief, completely incoherent, and throwing yourself all over Greg Cunningham."

"GREG CUNNINGHAM? Oh, God. I hate him. What the hell was I doing throwing myself at him?"

"Oh, I don’t think you knew who he was, at that point."

"Oh, Jesus. And you showed up and preserved my honor?" she smirked at him.

"Yes, ma’am," he saluted. "I told him if he didn’t get his hands off you, I was going to break every bone in his body." She stared at him, wide-eyed. "Luckily, before he got a chance to call me on it, Nickie grabbed him and spelled out the facts of life to him. I grabbed John Vassar, and he graciously gave us a ride back here, since you were in no condition to walk. I put you to bed, settled into the chair until your Mom got home. She gave me permission to make myself comfortable in the bed, here."

Sophia laughed. "You changed my clothes?"

"Yeah, it’s not like I haven’t seen everything you’ve got. Besides, that shirt you were wearing was covered in beer."

Sophia laughed, then got very serious. "Oh my God. If you hadn’t shown up…"

"I did, so don’t worry about it, and give thanks to Jessie for quick thinking."

"Oh, Warren, I’m so ashamed. Yeah, I was mad at you, but that’s no excuse for how I behaved."

"I’m sorry, Soph. If I had realized how important that party was to you, I would have made a way to be there."

"Yeah, it was important, but not that important. Not important enough to react the way I did."

"Next time you want to go on a bender, make sure I’m there, OK?"

"Oh, I think this is going to be the last bender I go on for a long time. Damn, all this interrupted you’re studying, didn’t it?"

"Aah, don’t worry about it. I got a lot in before Jess called. And it turned out to be worth it, interrupting myself."

"How so?"

"You must have known, in your sleep somehow, that I was here. Because I woke up with your arms around me."

"Really?" Sophia smiled. "Actually, I had a dream that we were in bed together. I guess it wasn’t entirely a dream. I just wish I had woken up that way."

"Shit, I’m just glad you woke up. I’ve been up for two hours!" They laughed.

"It is very nice, waking up with you here, in any case. Warren, I’m so sorry."

"I know. So am I."

"I love you."

"I love you, too. How ‘bout a good morning kiss?" Sophie giggled, and they shared a long kiss. "Now, get your butt out of that bed. I don’t brew pots of tea for nothing, you know!"

WARREN TO THE RESCUE (Chapter 27)

Well, it seemed like a good idea to Sophia, getting out of bed and going downstairs for some tea.

Until she stood up. And the room started spinning. "Uh-oh" she said, as she wobbled in place. And then her stomach made itself known. "Shit, the room is spinning, I can’t stand up, and I am gonna be sick."

Warren was instantly at her side. He threw her arm around his neck, and put his around her back, underneath her shoulders, trying to hold her weight and guide her to the bathroom. "C’mon, Soph, you can make it. I’ll help you. C’mon."

"Auuugggghhhh" Sophia moaned pitifully. Warren went as fast as he could, as Sophia turned green and clutched her stomach. Into the bathroom they went, and almost made it to the toilet. Almost. The first expulsion of the contents of Sophia’s stomach ended up mostly on Sophia. The rest did make it into the toilet.

When Sophia finally got finished, she slumped onto the floor. "Oh God. I can’t move. I can’t stand up. I can’t even lift my arms. And the room is spinning." She looked down and saw the vomit on her pajama tops, down her pajama tops, in her hair, on her face. "Oh yuck. This is gonna make me hurl again."

"I don’t think you have anything left in there to hurl," Warren said. He was leaning over the bathtub, running the water. "’salright, Soph, I’ll fix you up." He started taking off her soiled PJs.

"Is there a problem up there?" Sophia’s mother called.

"Yeah, actually, there is, Mrs. K. Can you come up to the bathroom for a minute, please? I need a hand."

She appeared at the bathroom door. "Oh, Yuck! Sophia!" Sophia looked up, pitifully. Warren had her PJs off by now.

"Uh, could you take care of these messy things, please, Mrs. K?"

"Oh, great, Warren, I’m watching you strip my daughter naked and you want me to wash the clothes for you?" Warren cracked up-even Sophia grinned and said, "Not like I’m in any condition to enjoy him stripping me."

"OK," Mrs. Kovach took the clothes. "Eew, disgusting. These will go in the wash-immediately, in fact. Anything else you need?"

"I think a cup of that tea I brewed will be helpful."

"Right." She looked at Sophia. "Oh, God, Warren, it’s all over her."

"Got that part covered." He reached over and shut the water off-Mrs. K hadn’t really noticed that the tub was filling. Warren stripped Sophia’s panties off. "OK, into the tub, Pookie." Mrs. K shook her head, and went downstairs to wash the PJs and get the tea. Warren maneuvered Sophia into the tub very carefully.

"Oh, Warren, I don’t even think I have the strength to wash myself."

"Then don’t." Warren grabbed a washcloth and some soap, and started washing Sophia’s face and chest, to get the worst of the stuff off. "Where’s your shampoo?"

"That one," she pointed.

"Right. Have to dunk your hair, Pookie." She did so, and Warren took the shampoo and lathered her hair up.

Mrs. Kovach walked back up the stairs with the tea, and appeared at the bathroom door. She watched Warren lovingly wash Sophie’s hair, and then clean up her face and torso.

"Feelin’ any better?" Warren asked.

"A bit. Warren, you’re too good to me."

"You are too good to her," Mrs. Kovach smiled, handing over the tea.

"Horsehockey. She’s the ruler of my heart, right?"

That made Sophia remember something. She reached up to her neck. "Shit, Warren, my pendant!"

"Relax. It’s on your nightstand. I took it off last night, I was afraid you’d strangle yourself with it in your condition." He held the teacup up to her lips. "Here, try some of this."

"You guys need anything else?" Mrs. Kovach asked

"Actually, I think she needs some clothes," Warren smiled.

"My blue sweatsuit is clean. Bras and panties in my dresser."

"Got it."

Warren helped her dry off and then get dressed. He steered her gingerly down the stairs. She was still unsteady, but feeling a lot better. He got her into a kitchen chair.

"Warren, I’m such an asshole," she said.

"No, you’re not. You got carried away, that’s all. Now, you need to eat something."

"I don’t know if I could hold anything down."

"You have to try. Something light-toast, english muffins, something like that."

"We’ve got English Muffins. I’ve got them, Warren, you sit down." Mrs. Kovach said.

Warren called his mother. She was worried, but understanding.

Sophia sipped her tea. "Warren, I can’t believe you did this for me."

"Why wouldn’t I?"

"Why would you? I screwed up. I went on a bender, and you take care of me, and clean me up? You didn’t have to do this."

"Sophia, I love you. And I feel a touch responsible-this fight was partially my fault. I walked out on you Friday night-don’t you think I realize you have abandonment issues? I should have been more sensitive."

"Yeah, but I yelled at you. I know you don’t react well to that."

"It’s alright."

"It’s not alright. You don’t know what I’m feeling right now. It’s not particularly good."

"Not going to throw up again, are you?" Warren grinned.

"No," Sophie grinned back.

"Then what are you talking about, Soph?" Mrs. Kovach interjected, putting the English muffins down in front of Sophia.

Sophia looked up. "I will never forget that my boyfriend had to wash my own vomit out of my hair. I will never forget that as long as I live. If he wasn’t so tender and loving about it, it would have been humiliating. First he had to save me from possibly being raped, then he had to tuck me in, then he had to give me a bath because I was unable to do it."

"I love him for it. I can’t put into words how much I love him for it. It was one of the most generous, unselfish, caring things anyone has ever done for me. And I hope to God he never, ever has to do it again."

Sophia smiled. "At least not because I’ve gone on a bender. If it’s ten years from now and he’s cleaning up morning sickness, that’s a different story." Everyone laughed. Sophia sobered again. "But this? I get so fucking drunk I get sick and my boyfriend has to clean me up? He did it once, and I will never forget it, because it’s nice to know he will do it, but I’m going to make sure that’s the last time he has to do it."

"I didn’t mind, Pookie, really."

"You didn’t mind cleaning up vomit?"

"Might as well get used to it, I do want to be a pediatrician, right?" Everyone laughed. "And, no, I could have done without the vomit. But I will give you a bath anytime you want."

"Ah, that’s just because you like to see me naked."

"I can do that without the bath, Sex Kitten." Even Ellen laughed at that. "Nah, washing your hair and cleaning your body for you was very romantic, in a weird co-dependent kind of way."

Sophia cracked up. "I must admit, when I wasn’t feeling overly needy, I did enjoy it. I was alternating between ‘I can’t believe I got so fucked up that I need him to do this for me’ and ‘hey, this is kind of nice, isn’t it?’"

Warren cracked up. "Well, next time there will be no vomit involved."

"And it will be mutual."

"That sounds nice."

"Just as long as you don’t involve me this time," Mrs. Kovach interjected wryly.

"Well, Mrs. K, we only involve you if there’s vomit involved." Warren quipped. Sophie cracked up.

"Oh, thanks, Warren." Mrs. Kovach hit him in the arm.

There was a knock at the door. "Got it," Ellen said. She walked back in with Peg Kelleher.

"Hi, Mom." She handed him his bookbag. "Thanks."

"What’s this?" Sophia asked.

"Oh, I was going out anyway, so Warren asked me to bring his bookbag over." Peg said.

"Why?" Sophia asked Warren.

"Gotta study, right?"

"Well, yeah, but I thought you’d go home."

"You want me to?"

"NO!" Ellen and Peg laughed at her-even Sophie got a sheepish grin. "What I mean, is, well…"

"Listen," Warren said, "I do need to study, but I’ve studied here before, and I’m staying with you today. OK?"

"OK."

"How are you feeling, Sophia?" asked Peg.

"Like someone who did something very, very stupid," she said, grimacing. Everyone laughed at that. "But, I feel better."

"Good. Have to go, Warren, see you at home later."

"Thanks, Mom."

They were up in Sophia’s room that afternoon. Warren was studying. Sophia had done some of that, but had finished, so now she was reading a book… She was sitting in the easy chair, Warren having commandeered her desk.

"Soph, Warren, going to pick up the kids," Ellen called up. "Be back in a couple hours."

"Bye, Mom," Soph called down. She heard the door click, and her mom’s car drive away.

She got out of the chair, and walked over to Warren, who was buried in his chemistry text. She hopped up on the desk, getting his attention. "Does my Snugglebear think he can afford a bit of a study break?"

Warren put the book down. "Yeah, I think my GPA can afford your presence."

"Good." She hopped off the desk, pushed the chair back, and kneeled down in front of him. "Snugglebear took very good care of me this morning. Now, I get to take very good care of him." She unzipped his pants.

"A wonderful idea, but, do you think you’re up to it."

"I’m fine. More than fine. Did I ever tell you you were the most wonderful guy in the universe?"

"Frequently. But I never get tired of hearing it."

Sophia laughed. "Uh-huh. I know a few other things you never get tired of, either," she said with a wicked grin, as she withdrew his member and slipped it into her mouth.

"I must confess, I missed this Friday," Warren said with a groan.

"Me, too, Studmuffin. You just enjoy yourself, then it will be your turn to take care of me, again."

"Gladly, Sex Kitten."

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN (Chapter 28)

It was December 17th. A light snow was falling. Warren had just gotten off the phone with Sophia, and went down to talk to his Mom.

"Hey. Mom? Got a question."

"Shoot, honey."

"Would you mind if Sophia came over for Christmas?"

"Not at all, honey, but does her mother mind? Wouldn’t she be more at home with her family?"

"Nah. There isn’t anything with her family. Her brother and sister are going to be with their father, so her mother is going over her aunts and uncles house. She’s invited both places, but Charlie is not her father, so she feels uncomfortable going there; and her aunt and uncle have no kids or anything so it would just be her, her mother, and them. Neither place sounds too Christmas-y. In fact, when I asked her if she wanted to come here if I could get approval, she got all excited. They’re actually doing Christmas at her house on Christmas Eve, so she’d love to come here on Christmas day."

"Great, then. We’d love to have her. Now, I’m driving you guys to a party tomorrow night, right?"

"Yeah. Jessie and Crash, too-Crash is going to get dropped off here, and he’s staying overnight here after the party."

"Oh, yeah, that’s right."

"Mrs. K is going to get us on the way home from work, so it will be a very late night."

"Where’s the party?"

"Over on Wickner Street. John Vassar’s house."

"Didn’t you used to hate John Vassar? Wasn’t he one of the bullies at East?"

"I have encountered a lot of my old tormentors in Sophia’s social circle," Warren said with a grimace. Peg laughed. "He’s actually OK, and he’s known Sophie since she was practically born, so he’s accepted me because of her. He’s not a bad guy. He’s the one that helped me get her home that night she was plastered, and he willingly stopped hitting on a fabulous looking girl to help me out, so I got to give him some bonus points for that."

Peg laughed. "You hang around with people who used to bully you?" she said a bit more seriously.

"A few. John. Nick Papadopoulos. Hey, people change. Nick has really changed. But, then again, so have I."

"Nick was the one that helped you with your weightlifting, right?" Warren nodded. "How do you think you’ve changed, Warren?"

"I’m a lot more at ease in social situations. I’m more at ease with people than I ever have been."

"Well, you’re dating a social butterfly." They both laughed.

"Yes, I am. And she has helped me with this immensely. Everybody thinks that I help her out with some of her shit-she helps me out just as much. I’m more at ease in social situations, more comfortable in my own skin, more confident. Thanks to Sophia. Long ago, John Vassar, in a fit of pseudo-cleverness, nicknamed me Wimp-Man. Y’know-Warren, Wimp-Man? Back at East, it used to bug me to the point of ridiculousness. He still calls me Wimp-Man. But now it’s just a joke. And it’s not just a joke because he’s eased up on me, it’s a joke because I take it as a joke. I just stopped being upset by that crap."

Peg smiled. "Listen, honey. I know, all in all, Sophia is good for you. I really do. As long as you don’t have to give her any more post-hangover baths, eh?" They both laughed at that.

Jessie and Sophia were waiting for Peg to pick them up at Sophia’s house.

"My parents were out last night." Jessie offered.

"Really?"

"Yeah. Crash came down." Jessie looked down. "I gave him an early Christmas present."

"What?"

Jessie blushed, but didn’t say anything.

"Jessie, you’re blushing! I’ve never seen you blush." Then light dawned on Sophia. "JESSIE! You didn’t. Did you?"

Jessie just nodded, grinning from ear to ear. "He got me for Christmas. All of me."

"Wow. He didn’t put any pressure or anything on you, did he?"

"Crash? Come on. Nope, this was mutual. We’ve fooled around, some, you know, but never did it. We were fooling around, and had gotten each other off with our hands, but then it just hit me-I want him. So, I told him-I want you. He actually almost tried to talk me out of it."

"Really?"

"Well, more like just making sure that I really wanted it. Boy, did I really want it. He worried about protection-you know my parents put me on the pill when I was with Aaron, not that that was necessary-so I reassured him about that. So we did it."

"How was it?"

"Well, Soph, you know the first time hurts. And it did, at first. He was as gentle as could be, but it hurt when he first went in. Then it stopped hurting. Oh boy did it stop hurting. It was great."

"You came?"

"Uh-huh. Like I said, I had gotten him off with my hand, so he lasted long enough. It was fantastic."

"But, today’s the big test, you know. How do you feel about it today? Any morning-after regrets?"

"Y’know, I was almost expecting them. And they weren’t there. It was fantastic and I feel great about it and I’m glad I did it, and I am especially glad I waited for him. He said the same thing, that he was glad Ally had never said yes."

"Jess…are you in love?"

Jess got a contemplative look, moreso than she usually did. "I think I am. If you ever tell anyone I said that, I will deny it and then I will kill you." Sophia just laughed. "But he told me last night. He said that he was falling in love with me. And I told him I was falling in love with him, too."

"Afterwards?"

"Actually, before."

"WOW. Then it means more."

"Uh-huh. Afterwards he fed me grapes, naked in bed, while he read love poetry."

Sophia cracked up laughing. "You’re not kidding, are you?"

"Nope. I’m telling you, Soph, this is my kind of guy."

Just then Peg beeped her horn, and the girls went out and climbed into the car.

The Vassar's large house was decorated all up in Christmas lights. It was noisy and festive inside. John and Anne threw a Christmas party every year, and made sure it was a bash. There was even a live band, some of John’s friends, playing, and they were quite good.

John opened the door. "Sophia!" He kissed her on the cheek. "Wimp-Man! Merry Christmas." He shook Warren’s hand. "Glad you could make it. Hi, Jess!" He kissed her on the cheek.

"Playing the royal host, eh, John?" Jessie said with a smirk. "Oh, John, this is my boyfriend Jason. Jay, this is John."

"Nice to meet you," John shook his hand. "Where’d you find him, Jess?"

Jessie laughed. "Through Prep Boy, here," she pointed at Warren.

"Jason, aka Crash, here, is my best friend. We introduced them over the summer, and sparks flew." Jessie hit him on the arm.

"Your best friend, Wimp-Man? Goes to school with you?" Warren nodded. John tried to force a grimace, but it was plainly forced. "I’m so terribly sorry, but we have already reached our quota of Preppies at this here party."

Crash looked at Jess. "Damn, I knew I shoulda got that tattoo."

John cracked up laughing. "I’m just kidding. Come on in. Hang your coats over there, eats and drinks are in that room, and you can hear where the band is, no doubt. "

They walked in, hung up their coats, and started walking into one of the rooms. Sophia looked up at the doorway. "Oooooh! Mistletoe!" She stopped, and Warren gave her a big kiss.

They walked through, and Jessie approached the doorway. "Ooooh, mistletoe!" She stopped, and Crash squeezed her ass. "*That* is how you do mistletoe," Jessie joked. Then she kissed Crash, to general amusement from her friends.

The party was in full swing, and the foursome had gathered in a little knot with some of their friends. They had just come off the dance floor, and Karen was commenting on Sophia and Warren’s dance prowess.

"Well, we are dancers," Sophia smiled. "This isn’t our usual dance surface, mind you, but we do know how to move together."

"Next time we’ll have to ask John to lay down a patch of ice, so we can really show off," Warren quipped.

"I’d love to see you guys ice dance," Karen smiled.

"You will. Sooner or later, if you want," Sophie told her.

Warren looked over to the band. They were playing a mixture of classic rock and a generous dose of Christmas Rock and Roll tunes. "They’re good. I’ve never played with a band. I wish I had time for it."

That gave Sophia an idea. "Hold my place, Romeo, be right back." She went and found John.

"Well, hello, beautiful. You guys having a good time? I saw you and Wimp-Man cutting quite a rug earlier."

"We’re having a blast, John, it’s a great party. Listen. I know the band lets people sit in with them at some of these parties."

"Sure. People like to get up, have a little fun, they don’t mind. Why, you thinking about getting up and warbling a tune?"

Sophia laughed. "No, it’s Warren. He plays guitar, and sings really well. He’s been gazing at the band all night. I think he’d be thrilled to sit in."

"Wimp-man, a rock and roller? Wonders never cease. Let me go talk to the band." He walked over, and caught them between songs. Sophia watched him, and he looked up, and pointed at Warren, and waved in a "come here" motion.

Sophia went over and grabbed Warren. "Come with me, dear heart, I’ve got a surprise for you." She pulled him over to the bandstand. John greeted him. "Hey, Warren, Sophie tells me you’re a musician?"

"Yeah. Lead guitar, and I sing."

"Great." One of the band members said. "I’m Joe. We let people sit in from time to time. You know any Christmas rockers?"

Warren smiled. "Lots of ‘em."

"Great." Joe took off his Stratocaster and handed it to Warren. "C’mon up. Take very good care of my baby."

"You betcha."

"Guys, we’re gonna let a guest sit in with us for a tune or two, which will allow me to go get a beer." Laughter. "Please welcome, Warren Kelleher!"

Dave, the bass player, turned to him and said, "You gonna play a bit? What do you want to play?"

Warren thought for a second, and looked at the rest of the band, and said, "Run Run Rudolph?"

"Yeah! Great choice!" said Ed, the second guitarist/second keyboardist.

"In A?" Warren said. They all nodded agreement. "Start it off, Warren," Andrea, the keyboardist, said.

Warren hit the opening chords to the Chuck Berry classic with polished aplomb. Then, he stepped to the mic and started bellowing out the words as the band roared behind him.

The room turned towards the bandstand. They pretty much knew Warren, and most of them liked him and accepted him as Sophia’s boyfriend. But they didn’t know this Warren. Nobody did. Not even Sophia.

And she was amazed. He had played and sang for her many times, but just the two of them and mostly love songs with an acoustic guitar. She had never seen him rock out, ever. Warren was a reserved guy. Sophia knew he was a guy of deep passions, but nobody ever saw those passions. She did, more than others, but he rarely let it all hang out, except in bed, or occasionally on the ice.

He certainly was letting it all hang out now. His face was flushed and split by a huge grin as he spat out the words to the Chuck Berry classic with a huge, soulful bellow that Sophia didn’t even know he possessed. His fingers flew over the fretboard, as he took the standard Berry solo and made it his own. Sophia couldn’t stop smiling. She was so proud of herself for thinking to arrange this.

The song came to a crashing halt, to the sound of raucous applause from the partygoers. Sophia looked at Warren, and he was beaming. He gave her a little wink, which made her blush.

"Damn, what a voice!" Mike, the drummer, was saying. "And he can play, too."

"Thanks."

"You got a lot of Springsteen in that voice," Dave said.

Warren smiled. "I love Springsteen."

"You do?" Andrea smiled. "Hey, maybe we can do this song right for once, with Warren playing guitar and singing. Joe, get up here!" He ran up. "Grab your sax. Ed, you’re on organ and glock."

Warren looked around questioning. Andrea looked at him. "Warren, if you like Christmas songs, and you like Springsteen, you’ve got to know this one." And she hit a series of chords on her piano.

Warren immediately grinned in recognition, nodded at Andrea in affirmation, and stepped up to the mic. In his best Springsteen, he bellowed, "You better not shout, you better not cry…"

This, if anything, was better than Run Run Rudolph. Bruce Springsteen’s version of Santa Claus Is Coming To Town is guaranteed to bring any house down, and Warren was doing a note-perfect job of singing it, while the band did the E Street Band proud. Joe took a marvelous sax solo, and Warren sang and played like a man possessed. By the time Warren had bellowed the final "Santa Claus is coming…toooo town," and Andrea hit the final piano chords, the party was absolutely raucous. Warren stepped off stage to hearty congratulations from the band, thanking them for the gig, and was surrounded by well-wishers as he made his way to Sophia.

"Oh. My. God."was all Sophia could say.

"Wow, that felt good."

"Damn," Crash interjected, "if it felt half as good as it sounded, it must have felt pretty damn good indeed."

"I am impressed, Warren." Jessie agreed.

"Thanks, guys. And thank you"-he kissed Sophia on the nose-"for setting that up. I never would have had the chutzpah to ask myself."

"I know," Sophia smiled. "But I don’t think you’ll have to worry about that again-next time, they’ll be asking you." Warren just laughed.

"Hey, Warren," hollered Joe from the bandstand, "since you entertained all of us so well, you got a request we could play for you?"

"You guys don’t happen to know Romeo and Juliet by Dire Straits, do you?"

Joe smiled, "As a matter of fact…" and he hit the opening guitar riff.

"Your dance, m’lady?" Warren said, holding his hand out to Sophia. She took it, and they danced to their song.

FIRST CHRISTMAS (Chapter 29)

"I’m dreaming of a White Christmas…" Warren was crooning.

"Well quit dreaming, because you got one." Peg laughed, as she pointed out the window at the lightly falling snow. It was Christmas morning, and the Kelleher family was gathered around the tree, opening presents. There were a couple of inches of snow on the ground, and it was still falling. It was a perfect New England Christmas morning.

A car pulled up in front of the house, as Peg was looking out the window. "Here comes your favorite Christmas Present, Warren," she joked. Warren looked out to see Sophia and her mother getting out of the car. Mrs. Kovach grabbed a bag full of presents, and brought it up to the door. Warren greeted her there.

"Hi, Mrs. K. Merry Christmas."

"Merry Christmas to you, too, Warren. Merry Christmas, folks!" she shouted into the room at the rest of the family. "Here." She handed the presents over, and Warren put them under the tree. "I’ve got to go, with all this snow it’s going to take forever to get to my sister’s. The nutcase is all yours," she said with a smile, pointing to the sidewalk, where Sophia was twirling around under the snow like a 4-year-old.

"Soph, what are you doing?" Warren asked, bemused.

"I love snow!" she yelled, giggling. "I especially like it on Christmas."

"Yeah, well, I’m still in my PJs and I’m freezing."

She ran up on the porch. "Spoilsport," she grinned at him. "Later you’ll have to get dressed so we can have a snowball fight." She raced past him into the house, tickling him as she went by. He followed her in.

She had snow in her hair and on her face. She was wearing white earmuffs, and a big poofy white jacket. Her face was flushed from the cold, and she was smiling broadly. "You are gorgeous when you’re cold and snow-covered, you know that?" Warren said.

"Awww. Does that mean you won’t warm me up, Snugglebear?"

"Uh-huh, that’s what the tea and hot chocolate are for," Jim interjected as he walked past them. "Merry Christmas, Sophia."

"Merry Christmas, Mr. Kelleher."

She went in to greet the rest of Warren’s family, as he hung her coat up for her.

Sophia had sat for an hour, cuddled up against Warren, watching the Kellehers open all their presents. She was sipping tea and eating some of Peg’s wonderful Christmas cookies. She was very happy, but a bit envious. She couldn’t ever remember having a family Christmas like this-of course, she had never had a whole family, either.

Suddenly, Peg was handing her a gift. "Merry Christmas, Sophia."

Sophia was surprised. "Oh, Mrs. Kelleher, you didn’t have to get me anything."

Peg just smiled. "I know. But I wanted to. I know you and Warren have gifts for each other, but Jim and I wanted to get you a little something, so you didn’t feel left out."

Sophia tore open the wrapping. Inside the box was a pink angora sweater. "Oh, I love it! Thank you so much, Mr. and Mrs. Kelleher. It’s beautiful."

"I wasn’t sure you’d like it."

"It’s perfect. I don’t own enough sweaters." She looked down at the short-sleeve blouse she was wearing. "And I should have one today. I’m cold! I’m going to go try it on. Hold my place, Snugglebear." She went upstairs to the bathroom, and emerged a couple minutes later, wearing the sweater. She was wearing blue jeans today, and the blue jeans with the pink sweater were a perfect match.

"Fits?" Peg asked

"Perfectly," Sophia confirmed.

"That looks real good on you, Sophie," Warren said admiringly. "Nice pick, Mom."

"Thanks, Warren." Peg said bemusedly. Sophia sighed happily and settled back in next to Warren, and thoroughly enjoyed the rest of the present-opening.

"OK, Snugglebear, my turn." Sophia said, as she went into the bag she had brought. "First, I’ve got a couple things for Ryan and Kristin."

"Really?" Warren’s brother and sister said. "Wow, Sophia, thanks," Ryan said as he opened up the video game. "Yeah, this is really cool," Kristin agreed, as she opened up the latest Harry Potter book.

"And this one, Warren, is for your parents." Warren took the envelope and handed it to his mom.

"Sophia, you really didn’t have to do this," Peg said.

"Didn’t I just say the same thing to you?" Sophia giggled. "I really wanted to give you something, for how wonderfully you’ve treated me this year."

"We treat you wonderfully because you’re a delightfully wonderful person, Sophia, don’t forget that." Sophia blushed. Peg opened the envelope. It was a gift certificate to Peg and Jim’s favorite restaurant. "Sophia, this is wonderful. Thank you so much."

"OK, and now for my Snugglebear." She handed over a box. "Warren, I thought about this one for a long time, because this present is not your normal thing. But it just screamed ‘Warren!’ at me, so I took a shot. I hope you like it."

Warren tore off the paper and opened up the large box. He withdrew from inside a leather coat. This wasn’t a biker jacket or anything like that; it was a very sharp black leather coat, a bit longer than a leather jacket. It was very classy looking, but it was still leather.

Warren drew his breath in, sharply. It was perfect. It’s something he never would have thought to buy himself, but he loved it, and coming from Sophia it was perfect.

Warren took it out of the box, and put it on.

"Do you like it?" Sophia asked expectantly.

"I love it! It’s fantastic!"

"I can’t believe how good it looks on you, Warren," Peg said. "It’s very sharp."

"Oh, I’m so relieved. I wasn’t sure you’d like it." Sophia grinned wryly. "Heck, I think it’s the only thing in your whole wardrobe that didn’t come from L. L. Bean." Everyone laughed at that.

"That’s what you’re here for, dear, to broaden my horizons," Warren quipped. Sophie playfully swatted him. "No, my love, it’s perfect." He took the coat off and went into the foyer to hang it up.

"Now, Pookie, your turn." He placed a small pile of presents in front of Sophia. "This one last, though," he said, taking one off the pile.

"All for me?"

"Yeah, but trust me, there’s nothing there as extravagant as that leather coat," Warren smirked.

Sophia opened up the gifts, to find a couple of books she had been wanting, and the two Beatles Anthology CD’s she didn’t yet have. The large box on the bottom contained a beautiful purple miniskirt and matching blouse. "Warren, I’m surprised. You have good taste in girls' clothes. I love this! In fact, I love everything. Thank you so much."

"One more. Sorry, guys, I have to give this one in private." Peg knew what it was, so she just laughed. Warren took Sophia’s hand and led him upstairs to his bedroom. Sophia just looked at him, questioningly. "I couldn’t give you this in front of the family. You’ll know why when you open it."

"Revealing lingerie?" Sophia joked.

"No, but why didn’t I think of that?" Warren laughed. "Here."

Warren handed over the box he had withdrawn in the beginning. Sophia opened it up, to find another box inside. She opened that up to find another box. "Oh, you tricky devil, you," she said, laughing.

Finally, the fourth box opened to reveal a small jewelry box. Sophia withdrew it, opened it up, and gasped.

Inside was a Claddagh ring. Sophia had always wanted a Claddagh ring. This one, however, had an emerald in the middle. "Look on the inside of the band," Warren said. Sophia did, and inscribed on it was "To my Pookie, love, Snugglebear."

Sophia couldn’t speak. She just looked down at the ring, speechless. Warren sat next to her and said quietly, "I was trying to find a way to give you something to show you how I felt. This was perfect." Sophia started crying. "Want me to put it on?" Warren said. Sophia, unable to speak, just nodded, and held out her hand. Warren slipped the ring on her hand, and she looked at it. Then, crying, she wrapped Warren in such a ferocious bear hug she almost knocked the wind out of him. "I love you, Warren Kelleher, forever and always," she said through her tears.

"I love you too, Sophia Daniels, forever and always." He paused and looked at her. "I knew you were going to get all weepy, that’s why I had to do this one in private." Sophia laughed and cried all at once, and then hugged him again.

They stayed in Warren’s room, kissing and cuddling for a bit, until Ryan and Kristin burst in on them. Laughing, they let themselves be led back downstairs.

"I am stuffed," Sophia said to Warren, after dinner, as they sat up in his room on the computer. "Your mother can cook, Snugglebear."

"That she can."

"I’m so happy, Warren. This is the best Christmas ever." She looked at the ring again. "I still can’t believe you got me this."

"Ah, well, Pookie, I just wanted you to know how I felt."

"I already did," she smiled. "This just makes it a bit more tangible." She looked down at it. "Didn’t you put it on me backwards, though?"

"No. Claddagh rings are love/friendship rings. They can also be used as engagement rings, though I wasn’t thinking of that when I bought it." Sophia grinned at him. "Now, I fully intend on marrying you someday, but it’s a little early to make it official, don’t you think?"

Sophia laughed, but then realized what he said. "You do?"

"Yes, I do. Do you have a problem with that?"

"Not even a little bit, husband-of-my-dreams." She snuggled closer to him.

"Good," he laughed. "Back to the ring. When claddagh rings are used as love rings, they are worn the way I put it on your finger. See, the point faces up-because it’s pointing to your heart."

"That’s so romantic."

"Isn’t it. And since we’re both Irish, this was a fitting ring to get."

"I always wanted one. It’s just perfect. Warren, this has been the best Christmas ever."

"First of many, if I have any say in it." They just smiled at each other, enjoying each other’s company.

PING!…went the computer. "So much for that moment," Sophia quipped. "Which one of your SkateHarem managed to find you, dear?"

Warren just laughed. "The very lovely and talented Elizabeth Cushman, that’s who." He typed, "Merry Christmas, Liz!"

"Merry Christmas, Warren. How you doin’? Sophia with you? Merry Christmas to her, too, if she’s there."

"Yeah, she is. She says Hi and Merry Christmas back. How’s the stress fracture?"

"Frustrating as all get-out, but I’ve actually started jumping, finally. I did my first couple triple toes today."

"Well, that’s good."

"It’d be better if nationals wasn’t less than a month away. And if Ashley Ferris hadn’t won the damn Grand Prix final in my absence."

"I can’t stand her."

"Ashley? She’s a nice kid, actually. I like her. It’s her mother that has the fangs and claws. I get the distinct impression that Ashley would sometimes like to muzzle her."

"Well, that’s good to know, but actually I was talking about her skating."

"Yeah, well, those triple-triple combinations certainly get the judges’ attention."

"Yeah, cheated triple-triples that get four inches off the ground."

"No comment."

"LOL!"

"Well, I have to be a gracious competitor, don’t I? You got to admit, those tiny jumps sure are consistent and secure. And I’m nowhere near any kind of triple triple at this point."

"It’s OK Liz. You’ll get ‘em."

"Thanks, Warren. You’ll be rooting for me at Nationals, and I’ll feel it through the TV screen ‹G›."

"Now, now, Liz. We’ve discussed this before. I will be rooting for Stephie Eberhardt, as always."

"Oh, yeah, that’s right. Stephie is your favorite skater-you and every other hormonal heterosexual male in the country."

"LOL. No, I will be rooting for you, dear, to win Nationals. I just want Stephie to shake her booty and land enough shaky triples to eke her way onto the Olympic team."

"I have every confidence in her. She’s been skating great in practice."

"Oh, yeah, that’s right, she trains in the same rink as you do."

"Yes, she does. And it’s always an experience. Don’t get me wrong-since Stephie came here to train, we’ve actually become good friends. I love her. She’s warm, funny, has a great attitude about life. I love hanging out with her. But I could never get away with the goofing off she does in practice."

"She’s not coached by Frank, is she?"

"No. And if I tried to keep up with her ever-rotating roster of boyfriends, I’d give myself a headache."

"LOL!"

"But I do hope she makes the Olympic team. Sincerely. The Olympics won’t be half as fun if Crazy Stephie isn’t along for the ride."

"Hee hee. You just make sure you get yourself healthy and make the team yourself, OK? I want to be able to say that I chat on the internet every day with an Olympian."

"Aye, aye, captain. Got to go. Kisses to you and Sophie."

"Kisses back, Liz. See ya."

TV SURPRISES (Chapter 30)

"Good, good," June, their ice dance coach, was saying. "Excellent." Sophia and Warren skated over to her. "You’re really getting that sequence down. I think you guys will be ready to test for juniors this spring. Then you can compete as Juniors next fall."

"You think we’re ready to test?" Sophia asked.

"Just about," June smiled. "You’ve made amazing progress in five hours a week."

"Oh, here we go again," Warren quipped, "The you-should-train-more lecture."

"Oh, I know you guys have other priorities. It’s just a shame to let such natural talent go to waste."

"Well, if it helps, June," Sophia told her, "we’ve been discussing it. We don’t know if we can do anything right now, but we intend to up our schedule significantly over the summer."

"That is," Warren added, "if we can afford it."

"Guys, if you guys pass the junior dance test, I can guarantee that I can get you some help from the USFSA for that."

"Great!" Warren exclaimed. "We’ll just have to pass that test, then. But, now, we have to go home and watch some real skaters on the TV."

"Oh, yeah, Nationals is on! Have fun, I’m gonna go catch it myself."

They were showing ice dance and men in the afternoon, ladies in the evening. Pairs had been on the day before. They never showed juniors on TV, but Warren had found out that his friends Andrea and Brett had won the junior pairs’ national championship.

In dance, Michelle Marino and Stefan Thomas had won their fourth straight national champion. Warren and Sophia loved them-they were a romantic, classic pair, which was Warren and Sophie’s style, as opposed to the overly-theatrical style that had become prevalent in ice dance. Youngsters Sharon Nicholas and Steve Coleman had won the silver, buying into the theatrical side of ice dance.

Next came the men. Ed Voorhees had been the US Champion forever, and was fully expected to defend his national title in an Olympic year, but Warren and Sophia were hoping that their friend, John Garrison, could finish second and make the Olympic team.

"Jack looks good in warm-ups," Sophia commented.

"Yeah, he just nailed a quad."

First up after the warm-ups was Dennis Kurlow, a whimsical and humorous skater who was always a crowd favorite. He fell on his first triple axel attempt, but was fine on everything else, and had Warren and Sophia smiling with his funny facial expressions and hand movements. Plus he had fantabulous footwork.

A couple skaters later, Dennis was still in first place, and it was Ed Voorhees’ turn.

He was perfect. Eight triples, a quad, and his usual stylish, flawless presentation.

"He’s such a good skater," Sophia commented. "And he always seems like such a good guy in interviews."

"Jack says that’s genuine," Warren told her. "I quote, ‘Ed Voorhees is the nicest guy in figure skating, and that’s a fact.’ Everybody in the US figure skating community loves him, because, besides being a great skater, he’s so classy."

Jack was last up. Skating to Mozart, he exhibited a style and flair all his own. He landed a beautiful quad-better than Ed’s-but two-footed his second triple axel. Still, Jack was known as an inconsistent skater, and he was plainly thrilled with his performance. As were Sophia and Warren.

"Oh, I am so happy for him!" Sophia exclaimed. "I think that’s the best I’ve ever seen him skate."

"I agree. I doubt he’ll beat Ed, not the way Ed skated, but that’s got to get him on the podium."

It did. Jack successfully defended his silver medal, Dennis Kurlow was third, with Ed first. All three would represent the USA at the Olympics.

After a trip to the local seafood restaurant for some supper, Warren and Sophia settled in back at Sophia’s house for the ladies’ long program.

The first skater up was Christine Arsenault, Warren’s chat buddy, who was fifth after the short program. She was thrilled to just be in the final group at her first senior nationals, and she skated very very well. Warren was shouting and cheering in the living room the whole time, prompting laughter from Sophia. She popped a triple salchow into a single, and her presentation wasn’t quite as good as the top skaters, but overall it was superb. She was thrilled as she left the ice, and thrilled with her marks. And, as she stood up to leave the kiss and cry area, she turned her back to the camera, flipped her skirt in the air for two seconds, turned back around, and shouted, "That was for you, Warren!!!"

Sophia just about died laughing. Warren turned purple. "I can not believe she just did that on national TV!"

After the next skater, who Zamboni’ed, they showed a backstage interview with Christine. After happily discussing her skate, the interviewer asked, "So, who’s Warren? Your boyfriend?"

Christine turned red, but laughed. "No, he’s not. And I’d better not say he is, because I know he’s watching this with Sophia, his girlfriend. Warren is a very good friend who I chat with regularly on the internet. Last year, when I was trying to learn the lutz, Warren, as encouragement which I very much appreciated, would tell me to get the lutz down because he expected to see my derriere on TV at Nationals."

The interviewer was bemused. "He certainly did."

"I know," said Christine, "and now I’m embarrassed. I apologize, America, it was an impulse. However, it was worth it, because I know it made my buddy turn bright purple. Love ya, Warren!" She walked off, leaving the interviewer in stitches.

"She’s shameless," Warren said, still blushing.

"Reminds me of Jessie," Sophia commented astutely.

Next up was Warren’s favorite, Stephie Eberhardt. She shaked her booty and landed enough jumps to pass Christine in the standings.

"Stop drooling, Romeo," Sophia commented dryly.

"Hey, did I give you crap about drooling over Jack Garrison?"

"You got me." Sophia smiled.

Next up was Ashley Ferris, the 14-year-old pint size jumping wonder. And she hit everything. Two triple-triple combinations, seven triples in all, and she skated with speed and attack.

"But there is nothing in between the jumps, and she’s about as musical as a pork chop," Sophie said.

"I agree," said Warren, as he watched the marks come up. "I can see the high technical marks, but 5.8s for presentation ? That’s insane."

"Well, they’ve left room for Liz, but not a whole lot of it."

Elizabeth Cushman was the final skater of the evening. She skated well, but did not have a triple-triple combination, and touched down with her free leg on her triple flip.

"They’ve gotta give it to her," Warren said. "Her presentation mark should be 5 tenths higher than Ashley’s-of course they didn’t leave room for that."

They didn’t give it to her. By a 6-3 split, Ashley Ferris was the new US Champion. Liz finished second, with Stephie Eberhardt third. Christine finished fourth, a placement Warren knew would thrill her.

"Damn," Sophia said.

"Damn is right. Sometimes this sport drives me up a wall."

Warren spent much of the next couple of weeks chatting with Liz online, trying to pump her spirits up before the Olympics. It didn’t work. Ashley Ferris became the Olympic champion, with Liz getting the silver. Liz told Warren she was going to stay in for another four years. Ashley grabbed the money and ran for the pros.

It was a more successful Olympics for the American Men, as Ed Voorhees won the silver medal, and Jack Garrison finished an impressive and encouraging sixth. He, too, planned to stay in for the next Olympics.

Dance was completely infuriating. Marino and Thomas were completely breathtaking-and finished sixth. Some typically over-theatrical super-frenetic Russian couple won.

"That ain’t ice dance," Sophia commented disgustedly.

"Do we really want to compete?" Warren joked.

"Sure, but here is reason one to not put all of our eggs in the Ice Dance basket. If Ice Dance is becoming doing pompous ridiculous theatrical movements to music that noone with any sense of rhythm can actually dance to, we won’t ever win anything!"

A GHOST FROM HER PAST (Chapter 31)

It was report card day. Sophia sat in her homeroom, waiting for her second quarter report card. The first quarter had been fantastic, mostly B’s with even a couple of A’s, the first she had seen in some time. She hoped the second quarter would be even better-she thought she had done well.

Mrs. Curtis finished handing out the report cards, but Sophia still hadn’t gotten one. "That’s strange," Mrs. Curtis said. "I don’t know what happened to yours, Sophia. I’ll see if I can find out." Just then, the phone connected to the main office ran. "Yup. OK. I’ll send her right down." She hung up the phone. "Sophia, you’re wanted in the main office."

Sophia got up to go, her classmates hooting and hollering about "big trouble." Sophia herself didn’t know what to think. She didn’t remember doing anything that would get her into trouble.

"Hi, I’m Sophia Daniels. I was called down here." She said to the secretary.

"Yes, dear. Mr. Carvalho is waiting for you, go right in." Mr. Carvalho, the principal? This did not sound good at all. Why did the principal want to see her?

She opened his door. "Mr. Carvalho? I’m Sophia Daniels. You wanted to see me?"

"Yes, Sophia, I did. Come right in. Have a seat." He pointed to the chair in front of his desk. She sat. "Sophia, I have something that I want to show you." He withdrew a piece of paper from his desk.

She recognized it-it was her report card from second quarter last year. It was mostly D’s with a couple of F’s thrown in for good measure. All the comments spoke about what a disruptive, unteachable student she was.

"I remember this, unfortunately. Why did you want to show me this, Mr. Carvalho?"

"So you would remember. I wanted to make sure you remembered."

"I can scarcely forget."

"Good. There’s a reason for this, Sophia. I’ve talked to your teachers, so I could make sure there was no monkey business going on. I’ve also talked to Mr. Doherty, and he talked to me about some of your work with the Peer Counseling group, and he gave me a bit of an idea of what was going on when you were getting these kinds of marks. I take it that things in your personal life are better this year?"

"Much," smiled Sophia, although she was a bit confused.

"Good. Now, I took this little pleasure away from Mrs. Curtis, because, as Principal, I tend to deal with mostly bad stuff, so I hoard the good stuff whenever I can." He smiled at Sophia, who smiled back, but still was confused. "Don’t worry, dear, I’m getting to the point." She laughed. "I wanted you to see this"-he pointed at the old report card-"this, from just one short year ago, so you could remember. Because I wanted you to truly appreciate the magnitude"-he withdrew another piece of paper-" of this."

He handed her the paper. It was this year’s report card. She looked at it

A…A…A…A…A…A…A…A

"Oh my God," she gasped. She had gotten straight A’s.

"Congratulations, Sophia. This is a turnaround the likes I have rarely seen in 25 years of teaching. You should be immensely proud of yourself."

"Oh my God," Sophia said. And then she started to cry. "I can’t believe it, I just can’t believe it. Straight A’s? Me? Oh my God," she said, sniffling. Mr. Carvalho just laughed, and handed over a box of tissues, which Sophia gratefully accepted. She blew her nose, and sniffled, and wiped her eyes.

"You recovered?" Mr. Carvalho asked.

"Yeah," Sophia smiled at him. Then her smile got wider. "I can not wait to show this to my boyfriend!"

"Boyfriend?" Mr. Carvalho asked.

"Yeah. My boyfriend, Warren, is a genius studyaholic Preppie who’s ranked in the top ten in his class at St. Michael’s, no less."

"Really? Did he inspire you to this turnaround?"

"Yeah, he did, at least partially. He made me care just by caring himself."

"Then, I would say he’s going to be enormously proud of you, also."

"Yeah, he will be…but that’s not the only reason I can’t wait to show him this report card."

"Really?"

"Yeah. We’ve been going out for a year, now. He always, as you might imagine, gets astounding grades."

"If he’s ranked top ten at St. Mike’s, of course."

"Right. They got their second quarter report cards last week. Warren got his typical, all A’s…but there was one A minus," Sophia grinned.

Mr. Carvalho smiled. "Oh, you mean…"

"I got better grades than my genius preppy boyfriend!" Sophia burst out exitedly. "We’ve been going out for a year, and I’ve never even gotten close!"

Mr. Carvalho cracked up laughing. "And he’ll never live it down, right?"

"Oh, not really-I know well enough that if I was taking the courses he is, I wouldn’t be looking at all A’s. No offense to the school you run, Mr. Carvalho, but St Mike’s is St Mike’s. And he’s in all of the top honors classes you can take over there." She smiled. "But he is my boyfriend, and he does love me, and he will let me get away with gloating, at least for a little while."

Mr Carvalho laughed again. "Good for him. Enjoy this, Sophia. You deserve it. Congratulations, again. And keep it up!"

"I plan to," she said, leaving the office beaming.

Sophia walked up to her house, still grinning from ear to ear. She looked up, and saw Warren sitting on her porch, waiting for her.

"WARREN!!" She screamed, running up the street and practically tackling him with a bear hug. "Warren, you’ll never believe it!"

Warren giggled. "Boy are you in a good mood today!"

"Uh-huh." She reached into the backpack and withdrew the card. "Look at this!" she exclaimed proudly.

Warren looked. "Wha…Straight A’s? Sophie, you got straight A’s?"

She nodded her head, beaming.

"Sophie, this is FANTASTIC!" He wrapped her in a bear hug of his own. "I am so proud of you!"

She giggled. "I hope you noted the absence of any A-minuses," she said with an evil grin.

"Yes, I did," Warren said with a smile of his own. "You, Sophia Daniels, officially got better grades than your preppie boyfriend." She giggled again. "Enjoy it. You deserve it."

"Oh, Warren, you are the best. C’mon, I wanna show this to my Mom."

They ran into the house, still giggling, and saw Ellen Kovach standing in the kitchen.

"MOM! MOM! You gotta look at this!"

"Alright, Sophia, what’s the big excitement? Hi, Warren." She took the report card from Sophia’s hand. "Sophia, these are all A’s!"

"Uh-huh."

Ellen looked like she was going to cry. She enveloped her daughter in a hug. "Sophia, I am so proud of you I can’t put it into words. This is one of the most fantastic things I have ever seen."

"Thanks, Mom."

Ellen took a deep breath, and the smile disappeared from her face. "Come on in the kitchen. There’s someone I want you to meet."

"OK," Sophia said, puzzled. She walked into the kitchen and saw a man, about her Mom’s age, sitting at the kitchen table. "Mom, you bringing strange men home?" Sophia giggled.

"Not hardly," Ellen said with a weak attempt at a smile. Sophia looked at the man, questioning, but Warren didn’t. Sophia hadn’t figured it out yet, but Warren took one look at this man and knew exactly who he was. The resemblance was unmistakable. "Oh, shit," he muttered under his breath.

Ellen confirmed his suspicions. "Sophia…" she took a deep breath…"this is your father."

"My…father?" Sophia managed to squeak out. Brian Daniels looked up at his daughter.

"Hello, Sophia. You certainly have grown into a beautiful young woman."

"You…are my…father?"

"Yes, I am." Brian replied.

Warren had had his hand on Sophia’s shoulder, as reassurance. Suddenly, he felt that shoulder go to steel. He almost withdrew his hand, but Sophia grabbed it and put it back.

"How can you be my father? I don’t have a father!"

"Ellen, what did you tell her?" Brian asked.

"She knows she has a father. Sophia, I never told you you didn’t have a father."

"You didn’t have to tell me. I never had a father. I had a sperm donor, and an abusive one at that. You don’t get the right to be called father when you disappear for twelve fucking years!!!"

"Sophia, I…" Brian started.

"Sophia, calm down," Ellen said at the same time.

"CALM DOWN???? Mother, how could you let this maggot into our house, and let him call himself my father? So, tell me, "father", where have you been for twelve years?"

"The time wasn’t right," Brian offered weakly.

"Oh, no, the time was right, ‘father’. You should have been here, oh, about a year and a half ago. You would have seen the results of your wonderful fatherhood. But you weren’t. So where were you, ‘father’? Where were you when I was a complete drunk, just like you? Where were you when I was letting myself get beat up by guys, because of the subconscious memories of you beating me, ‘father’? Where were you when I had one foot in the fucking grave? WHERE WERE YOU, WHEN ALL THE DAMAGE YOU CAUSED ALMOST DESTROYED MY LIFE, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE! WHERE WERE YOU?????????"

And with that horrific outburst, Sophia tore up the stairs to her room, crying so badly she was almost screaming.

Warren was standing with his head in his hands, leaning against the wall. "Oh, lovely."

Ellen was moving towards the stairs. "I’d better go up there."

"NO!" Warren shouted. "You stay right here, Mrs. K. I will go up. I love you dearly, but bringing him in here was so colosally stupid I can’t believe it. And she’s going to take your head off if you go up there."

"HEY!" Brian yelled at Warren. "Who are you to talk to Ellen that way?"

"No, he’s right." Ellen offered.

"I’m sorry, Mrs. K. I know you thought it was going to go better than this. I don’t mean to be a jerk." He sighed. "I just don’t know if I can handle this, if she backslides because of it." Ellen nodded agreement. "As for you," he said to Brian. "Who I am, is Sophia’s boyfriend. Who I also am is the guy who helped her stitch herself back together because of the lingering damage that you caused. Who I am is the guy who lived through that horror that she just told you about when you weren’t here. Who I am is the person that loves her more than anything else in the world, who loves her more than life itself, and who proves it by being here every day, which is more than I can say for you." And with that he stormed out of the room and up the stairs.

Brian watched him go. "Ellen, how much of this is true?"

"Every word."

"She was that bad?"

"If not worse."

"Oh Jesus."

Warren entered Sophia’s room. "Soph?"

She was on the bed, sobbing convulsively, clutching a pillow, shaking violently. Warren came up behind her on the bed. "Soph?" He touched her shoulder, and she flinched, violently. Oh, Shit, Warren thought, but then Sophia realized who had touched her.

"Warren? Oh, God, Warren! Why did she bring him in here? Why? Why? Why?" she cried pitifully.

Warren turned her towards him, lied down nest to her, and wrapped her in his arms. "It’s OK, Soph. Let it out. It’s all right."

It took quite a long time for her to calm down. Warren stayed with her the whole time, holding her, whispering encouragement in her ear. Finally, the sobbing stopped, her shaking subsided, and she took a deep breath.

"Warren, whatsoever would I do without you?"

"Cuddle one of your teddy bears?" He cracked. Sophia managed to grin at that. "There’s my Pookie."

"Thank God I’m somebody’s Pookie. Since you’re all I’ve got."

"I’m not all you got. Sophia, your mother loves you."

"She does not love me if she brought him in here!"

"Yes she does. It was a huge error in judgement, but she thought she was doing the right thing."

Sophia sniffled. "I suppose you’re right. Just don’t tell me the sperm donor down there loves me."

"I won’t. I have no idea what his motives are."

"Trying to ease his conscience, no doubt."

"Oh, that won’t be easy, after your outburst. And I had a little one of my own."

"You did?"

"Got to take care of my Pookie, don’t I?" Warren grinned.

"And I’m always grateful." Sophia said. "But, don’t worry, Snugglebear. There won’t be any jagged edges this time. I had my outburst, I had my cry, and I had my Romeo comfort me. I am not going to let his sudden reappearance awaken all the old demons. I refuse to."

"Good for you, Juliet."

"I don’t intend to lose my head over this."

"Well, you shouldn’t. You are a Straight A student, right?" He grinned at her. She grinned right back.

"Warren, you are the light of my life, you know that?"

"Sophia?" A voice came from the door. "Honey, I am so sorry. If I had known you were going to react like that…and, dammit, I should have known. It was stupid. Can you ever forgive me?"

"Yeah, Mom." Sophia grinned at her.

"I was hoping letting him in here would close some old wounds, not reopen them. It was a stupid hope."

"Why would you think that?"

"Because he’s not the same man that left us 12 years ago."

"He convinced you of this?"

"I’ve known it for a while. He’s always written. He does support you, he has since you were seven or so and he got back on his feet. He encloses notes with the checks. I’ve never written back, but he’s not the same man. He asked to see you, and I thought you might be able to talk some things out."

"Why hadn’t he wanted to see me before this?"

"Because he knows what he did to you, to us. He is horrified that you were still living the effects from it twelve years later. He figured if he stayed away, that would go away." She smirked. "He was never the best at understanding psychology."

"So why come back now?"

"He’s wanted to come back for some time. He figured you’d be old enough, now, to not be affected by what he did."

"He’s wrong."

"I know. He knows now, too."

"Is he still here?"

"Yes."

"Is he waiting for me to come back down?"

"I told him I would try. I also told him there was a snowball’s chance in hell, but I told him I would try. If I couldn’t get you to come back down, he will leave."

Sophia thought. "Warren, what do you think?"

"Oh, don’t get me involved in this!" Sophia and Ellen both laughed.

"Warren, I just want your opinion." Sophia asked.

Warren sighed. "OK. Yeah, he’s done some serious damage. But, you had your outburst. You told him everything you’ve been wanting to tell him for some time, no doubt. Now, if, and only if, you think you can go back down there without breaking down again, you might want to at least think about it. You screamed at him twelve years of abandonment and frustration. Like I said, if you can handle it, it might not hurt to listen."

Sophia thought, and took a big breath, "OK. I’ll do it. Warren, you need to be there with me."

They went downstairs. Sophia sat down at the table across from him. "Hi."

"Hi." Brian looked up at Warren leaning against the wall. "No offense to your boyfriend, but is there anyway we can do this alone?"

"No," Sophia said with finality. "I’m willing to listen, but Warren stays."

"OK." Brian took a deep breath. "Telling you I’m sorry is woefully inadequate. Saying that I wish I could make it up to you is pathetic. But I have no other words. I wish I could have come back sooner. I wish I could have never left in the first place. I wish I hadn’t been an abusive drunk. But I can’t take any of that back."

"Why did you come back, now?" Sophia asked him.

"I just wanted to see you. I wanted to see how you turned out. Even if I had no part in that, you are still my daughter. Heck, I wanted to see what you looked like."

"You just had to look in a mirror for that. Except for the gender, of course," Warren interjected from the corner.

"Excuse me?" Brian asked.

"When I walked into this room, I knew immediately who you were, without being told." Warren told him.

"Soph, you might have other issues with the man, but you can certainly thank his genetics for those faaaaabulous good looks of yours." Even Sophia chuckled at that. "The resemblance is unmistakable."

"He’s right. Except you got your mom’s complexion." Brian got serious again. "I wanted to just see you. It was probably selfish of me, I know. If I had realized you were still dealing with the damage I caused, I never would have come back."

"I’ve been in AA for a very long time. I don’t drink, and I do not hit people, especially women and children, anymore. I’ve been through lots of therapy, besides the AA. I’ve managed to straighten my life out. I just wish you didn’t have to pay for it."

"I’m OK. Really," Sophia smiled.

"Good. No thanks to me, but good all the same." Brian took another breath. "When your mother and I got married, and you were born, I was not ready for it. Not even a little bit. I tried. I did try. And I failed, spectacularly, in every way possible. I am sorry. I wish I could offer you more, I really do. But I can’t. It’s too late for that."

He slid a piece of paper over to her. "That is my address and phone number. I live on the South Shore, now, down towards Cape Cod. If you want to call, write, or come visit, great. If you don’t want to call, write, or come visit, that is your choice. Unless you want to, you will never hear from me again. If you need or want anything from me, all you have to do is ask. I would love to try to get reacquainted with you, but that is your decision, and, if you never want to see me again, I will understand, completely." He took another breath. "One other thing. You have a stepmother. You also have two sisters. Briana is almost three. Katrina is just a couple of months."

Sophia looked up, surprised. "I do?"

"Yeah. And, before you ask, my wife knows all about my past, including the abuse and the alcohol. She understands, as I do, that this is my past. I’m still paying for it, but I’m trying to not let it eat me up inside. Sophia, don’t let it eat you up inside, either. Please."

"I won’t."

"Good. If you would like to meet your stepmother and sisters, without dealing with me, call that number and ask for Michelle. That’s your stepmother’s name. She knows all about you, would love to meet you, and will keep me out of it if that is what you wish." He took out a picture and handed it to her. "That’s Briana. She’d love to meet you, too."

"My God, she looks just like me!"

"Yeah, she does. And this is Katrina." He handed over another picture, of an infant. "I’ve got a second chance. I don’t plan to blow this one. I wish I hadn’t blown the first one."

He stood up. "Goodbye, Sophia. You know where to find me. I do love you. I never stopped. And it’s OK if you don’t believe that." With that, he walked out of the house.

Sophia started crying. She looked through the door, sobbing.

"He’s still out there, Soph. He’s sitting in his car. I think he’s trying to compose himself, too."

"Oh damn," cried Sophia. "Do I really want to do this?"

"Only you can answer that, Pookie."

"Can people really change that much?"

Warren pointed to her report card, still sitting on the counter. "Do you really have to ask that question?"

Sophia thought for a second, then jumped out of the chair, sprinted towards the door, flung it open, and called, "Dad! Wait!"

When Warren looked out the window, he saw Sophia giving her father a hug.

GETTING CLOSER (Chapter 32)

The rest of their sophomore years passed in a flash. They went to parties, hung out together, Sophia kept her grades up in spectacular fashion. They hung out with Crash and Jessie, who were getting closer and closer, much to Sophia and Warren’s (inward) delight and (outward) amusement. Sophia turned Sweet Sixteen, and eagerly began driver’s ed, causing much affectionate grumbling from Warren, who wouldn’t be sixteen for a while. They passed their test to compete in Junior Dance, and were working on a free dance to start competing with in the fall.

Sophia talked to her father on the phone, trying to establish some sort of relationship. Then, one Saturday in early July, Sophia accepted an invitation to his house. She insisted Warren come, also, and her father agreed. He offered to come pick them up, but they decided to take the train. They had taken the train into Boston before and loved it, so continuing past Boston and to the South Shore was no problem. Brian picked them up at the train station.

They drove a bit, until they came to a house. It wasn’t huge, but it was nice and well kept.

"This is it," smiled Brian. He went to the door, Sophia and Warren following.

Sophia’s stepmother, Michelle, was waiting for her. Sophia had talked to her on the phone and had found her to be very nice. "Sophia! I’m so glad I finally get to meet you!" she said, giving Sophia a big hug. "Nice to meet you, too, Warren," she said, shaking his hand, "I’ve heard a lot about you."

Sophia walked in the house, and looked around. In an adjoining room, she saw half a face and one eye peeking at her-then, when noticed, it disappeared around the corner.

Sophia laughed. "I think somebody is hiding."

Michelle laughed. "Briana? Come on out, honey."

She did-and Sophia gasped. The little three-year-old girl stood in front of her, and, it was almost like looking in a time-warp mirror. She didn’t have Sophia’s pale complexion-that came from Ellen-but the long, straight black hair; the deep brown eyes, and the button nose-that she had.

"Hi." Briana said shyly. "I’m Briana. I’m your sister." And she politely held out her hand.

Sophia laughed delightedly, approached the child, knelt down, and took the hand. "Hi, Briana. I’m Sophia. I’m your sister, too."

"And there’s no mistaking that, is there?" Warren chuckled from behind them.

"You ain’t kidding," Michelle agreed.

Warren approached the child. "Hi, Briana. I’m Warren." He kneeled down and extended his hand. She looked at it hesitantly.

"She’s a little wary around strange men," Michelle told him.

"Oh, he’s only strange some of the time," Sophia quipped. Warren stuck his tongue out at her, which made Briana giggle. She decided to take the outstretched hand.

"Hi, Warren. Are you my sister, too?"

Everyone cracked up laughing at that. "No, Briana, I’m a boy. Only girls are sisters. Boys are brothers. But, no, I’m not your brother."

"Not yet," quipped Sophia, earning a wide-eyed stare from Brian.

Warren just laughed. "Let’s see if she can grasp brother and sister before we throw future-brother-in-law at her, shall we? No, Briana, I’m not your brother. I’m Sophia’s boyfriend."

"Boyfriend?" Briana asked.

"Future-brother-in-law might have been easier to explain than boyfriend, dear heart," Sophia teased.

"You just keep quiet over there." Warren smirked. He turned back to Briana. "I’m Sophia’s very special friend, and when a girl has a very special friend that’s a boy, it’s called a boyfriend."

"Oh." Briana chewed on that one for a minute. "Does that mean that Sophia is your girlfriend?"

"You got it. You’re a very smart girl." Briana beamed at him.

Warren had sat on the couch next to Sophia by this time. Briana insisted on sitting in between them. Neither of them minded. "I have a boyfriend," the little girl proclaimed.

"Oh, you do?" Warren asked.

"Yeah. Alan. He’s in my school."

"She goes to preschool in the mornings," Michelle supplied.

"Alan’s my boyfriend." Briana thought for a minute. "What do you do with a boyfriend?"

Sophia burst out laughing, turning red, almost choking. "Oh, boy," she managed to blurt out.

Warren smiled bemusedly at her. "Keep your mind out of b-e-d, dear." Brian and Michelle just looked at each other. Warren turned back towards Briana. "Well, there’s lots of things you can do with a boyfriend. Sophia and I watch TV together. We go to the movies. We ice skate. We go to parties. We hang out with two of our friends, who are also boyfriend and girlfriend. We play on the computer together. We love to dance together. Lots of things."

"Oh." Briana thought about that one for a minute. "Do you kiss?"

Sophia lost it again. Warren just looked at Briana and said, "Sometimes."

"She watches way too much TV, I think" Michelle said, bemused.

"I don’t kiss my boyfriend. Kissing’s gross," Briana offered.

"That’s good. You don’t have to kiss, you know."

"Good." She got off the couch. "I have to go potty now. Be right back." And she was off.

Warren just looked at Sophia, and they burst out laughing. As did Michelle and Brian.

"Wow, she’s a trip," smiled Warren

"Warren, I cannot believe how quickly she took to you," Brian commented. "You are really good with kids."

"I’ve noticed that, too," said Sophia. She looked at her father. "Fits right in with his career goals."

"What are your career goals, Warren?" Brian asked.

Warren just smiled. "Pediatrician." Brian and Michelle laughed at that.

"Good choice, from what I just saw," Michelle agreed.

Sophia was still sputtering. "Have you recovered from the question about what to do with a boyfriend, Pookie?"

Sophia burst out laughing again. "I’m horrible. She asked that, and the first thing that popped into my mind was a very vivid picture of last night. What can you do with a boyfriend, indeed. Well, she’ll find out, in 15 years or so."

Warren noticed Brian staring at them. "Pookie, I think you just told your father something he didn’t know. And probably didn’t want to know."

Sophia blushed, but smiled. "Oops."

Brian eased up a bit, and smiled slightly. "Hey. Remember, this is the second time I’ve seen you since you were three years old. It’s bad enough that you’re all grown up. Now I have to deal with you being…uh…"

Sophia blushed. "I think ‘sexually active’ is the phrase you’re looking for, Dad."

Brian grimaced. "Just please, please, please tell me you are using every form of protection known to man."

"Pretty much," Sophia grinned. "I want seven just like Briana, but not now." Everyone laughed at that.

"For my part, I need to get through med school and learn how to treat babies before I start making them," Warren added.

"Does your mother know?" Brian asked.

"Oh, she’s known for a while. I don’t keep it a secret." Sophia took a deep breath. "You wanted to get to know me, Dad. Well, here comes some things about me you’d probably rather not know, but you need to. Warren was not my first. I spent two years having unpleasant sex that was not completely voluntary with guys that beat me." Michelle gasped, and looked at Brian, who appeared to be close to tears. Sophia smiled. "Now I’m having fantastic sex that is completely voluntary with the most wonderful guy in the world. I can’t hide it. It’s part of who I am. Considering what I went through before Warren, it’s a glorious part of who I am."

"Sophia, I’m so sorry," Brian said.

"Dad, don’t. It’s over, I’m recovered, and I blamed you for it for far too long and I’m not going to do that anymore."

"I’m partially to blame, though."

"Maybe. Maybe not. The important part is that I no longer blame you. It’s not important. It’s really not." She got a lopsided grin. "If you can forgive your little baby for having an active sex life, than I certainly can forgive you for having me too young."

Brian smiled. "Deal."

Michelle quipped, "Just don’t let Briana in on the joys of sex for a few years, OK?"

"You got it," Sophia cracked up laughing.

Suddenly, they heard a cry from upstairs. Michelle got up, smiling. "Well, Sophia, I think that’s your other sister, wanting to be introduced. I need to change her, so I’ll be down in a minute."

"Do you have any career goals, Sophia?" Brian asked.

"Yeah. I’m going to study meteorology."

"Really? That’s fantastic!"

"Yeah, we figure she’ll step out of school and have four hundred job offers," Warren said. "Lately, everyone wants to hire some gorgeous girl to be their Weather Babe and look sexy while pointing at radar screens, right? Well, they can hire Sophie and get a gorgeous Weather Babe who actually knows something about the weather." Brian burst out laughing.

Michelle came back, a five-month-old in her arms. "I fed her and changed her, so she should be OK." She handed the infant over to Sophia. "Sophia, meet Katrina."

Sophia just melted. "Ooooh, look at her! Hi, Katrina." She reached out her finger, and the baby grabbed it in a little fist. "Oh, aren’t you precious!" She made goo-goo eyes and little noises at the baby.

"Well, honey," Michelle said to Brian, "if we ever want a night out, I think I know where we can find a babysitter."

"You betcha!" Sophia agreed happily. "Two, actually, because I’ll bring Warren to entertain Briana."

Michelle had made them lunch, and they had regathered in the living room. Warren had Briana on his lap, and was telling her silly knock knock jokes, making her giggle. Sophia was cuddling Katrina. Brian and Michelle were watching this, bemused.

"So, I know you guys are very young, but you seem to have an extremely good relationship," Michelle offered.

"We do," Sophia smiled.

"You guys think this is permanent?" Michelle asked.

"Honey, they’re sixteen!" Brian said, laughing.

"Actually, I’m only fifteen," Warren offered.

"Younger man, huh, Soph?" Michelle winked. Sophia just blushed.

"OK, fifteen and sixteen," Brian amended. "How do they know that it’s going to be permanent?"

"Oh, I was just wondering if they had talked about it."

"Yeah, we’ve talked about it." Sophia looked at Warren, and smiled. "Yeah, we’re kind of planning on it being permanent."

"Yeah, Sophia, and, when I was your age, I thought your mother and I were permanent, too."

"Yeah, well, we certainly are going to do our damndest to not force it into being permanent before its time."

"Touche."

"Aw, Dad, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it like that."

"Yeah, you did. But it’s OK," Brian smiled. "I’m just worried. Look, Sophia, the only thing I’ve left you is a long line of mistakes. So please learn from them."

"I will," Sophia smiled. "Don’t worry. We know what we’re doing."

"I remember the relationship I thought I was permanent when I was sixteen," Michelle said. "And it is only by sheer luck that it didn’t turn out to be permanent, because we weren’t careful, either." Michelle looked at Sophia. "But, I’ve got to say, that he and I never looked at one another the way you two do." Warren and Sophia smiled at each other. "There you go again!"

"I must admit, Ellen and I never looked at each other like that, either."

Mindful of Briana sitting on Warren’s lap, Sophia said, "Mom says that that was s-e-x disguised as love." She blushed. "Oh, I probably shouldn’t have said that."

Brian just laughed. "No, that’s exactly what it was." He looked intently at his daughter and her boyfriend. "You guys don’t have that, do you?"

They gave each other that look again. "No," said Sophia. "We have love, with a little s-e-x thrown in for fun." Everyone cracked up at that, except Briana, who pouted and yelled, "Will you all stop spelling, please?" to more laughter.

"Michelle, why were you wondering if we had discussed future plans?" Warren asked.

Michelle smiled widely, "Because I was sitting here, watching you two with Briana and Katrina, and I couldn’t help think, ‘If these two kids stay together, they are going to be the greatest parents in the world.’"

"I can see that, myself," Brian agreed.

"Well," Sophia began, "one thing we have done is have the ‘what do you want out of life’ talk, to make sure we’re on the same page on the basics. And one thing we discovered is that we both love kids and both want a housefull of them." She looked at Warren. "Seeing him around kids only reinforces that."

"Same goes for you, Pookie."

They looked at each other again. Brian and Michelle also looked at each other, bemused. "HEY! The tape!" Sophia burst out suddenly.

"Right!" agreed Warren.

"What are you guys talking about?" Brian asked.

"There’s a videotape in my bag, Dad. Should be right on top. Since I’m currently pinned down by a sleeping infant, could you grab it and pop it in the VCR?"

"Sure. What’s on it?"

"Oh, just a little something I do with my boyfriend that you don’t know about."

"Are you sure this tape is appropriate for Briana?" Brian asked.

Sophia burst out laughing. "Of course. We don’t videotape that." She blushed. "Although, I must admit, that sounds like fun." Even Brian burst out laughing. "Anyway, no, this tape is rated G. What you are about to see will not be officially unveiled until New England Junior Regionals in Marlborough in October, but we taped a sneak preview for you. This is not completely finished-there’s a couple of holes in the middle part-but it’s close."

"I still don’t know what you’re talking about."

"All will be revealed, Dad," Sophia giggled. "Hit play."

The tape was of an ice rink. Sophia and Warren were skating around, holding hands, and approached the center of the rink. They took their starting poses, and the music started.

Seeing themselves as Fred-and-Ginger style ice dancers, they had chosen a collection of big band music for their first competitive ice dance. It started out with Pennsylvania 6-5000, into Moonlight Serenade for the slow section, and ending with Opus One. They were definitely junior-level dancers, but the dance was snappy and entertaining, and this had been a particularly good run-through. They were young and inexperienced, but the tape left no doubt that they had talent and skill. And that they had a complete ball dancing with one another.

Brian and Michelle looked on with an increasing mixture of amazement and delight. The Opus One ending section was chock full of quick, difficult footwork, most of it in closed position, and Sophia and Warren handled it with aplomb.

They hit their ending pose, and Warren, cracking up, said into the camera, "Well, there it is, the next great ice dance team. Move over, Bourne and Kraatz!" Sophia playfully punched him in the ribs, and then the tape switched off.

Briana started clapping. "Yay!"

Brian laughed. "I totally agree. You guys are good!"

"Well, we’ll see how good when we start competing," Sophia demurred.

"It looked damn good to me, I’ll tell you that." Brian asserted.

"If only you were a judge," Warren quipped, to general laughter. "It really doesn’t matter. We do this for fun. We don’t train enough to be serious about it. We just want to compete because we think that will be fun, too, win or lose."

"You can tell you guys are having fun." Michelle said.

"New England Regionals, in Marlborough, in October, you said?" Brian asked.

"Yeah. Third weekend in October, I have the dates at home."

Brian smiled at his daughter. "I’ll be there."

Sophia smiled back. "I’d like that."

CHANGES FOR MOM (Chapter 33)

It was an afternoon in early September. Sophia was home, not in work this day, and was chatting with her mother.

"So, you’re a junior, now," Ellen said. "How’s school going?’

"Great. Great classes this year."

"Skating going good? Getting ready for Regionals?"

"Yeah. Oh, that reminds me. Dad wants to come."

"Do you want him to?"

"Yeah." Sophia looked at her mother. "But only if you don’t mind."

"If you want him there, honey, than I don’t mind. You are the one competing, not me."

Sophia thought for a minute. "Does it bother you, Mom? That he’s back in my life?"

"A little. But not that much, or I wouldn’t have brought him in the house in the first place. Listen, Sophia, I have horrific memories of our years together. Those just won’t go away. However, I give him all the credit in the world for turning his life around. Some men like him never do that. At least he realized what he had become, and got help."

"He told me that’s why he left."

"Yeah, and I do understand that. Leaving was the right thing to do, for all of us. I do wish he had come back, to you, sooner than he did."

"I do, too. But he’s here, now. And he’s trying, he really is."

"I know. Which is why I am determined to not let it bother me. He is your father. Anything he and I ever had between us is dead and buried, except that he gave me you and I am eternally grateful for that." Sophia smiled. "But other than that, he’s nothing to me. But he is your father, and always will be. And if you want a relationship with him, then you should have one."

"Thanks, Mom." She looked at her mother with a critical eye. "Are you working tonight?"

"No."

"Why you dressed up, then?"

"I have a date. Don’t worry, the kids are with their father."

"Mom, you have a DATE?"

"Uh-huh," Ellen grinned. "His name is Dan. I met him at the hotel, last week. His brother and sister in law were staying there, and he was taking them around and stuff, so he’d show up every day. We started talking one day, and he ended up waiting for them down in the lobby, chatting with me, every morning. The last day he was there, he asked me out."

"That’s great, Mom."

The first date between Ellen and Dan was a smashing success; it turned into a lot more of them. They were going out most nights that Ellen didn’t have to work-which put babysitting duties on Sophia more than she would have liked, but she really didn’t mind. They had had a lovely date on a rare Friday night off for Ellen, and were heading back to Ellen’s house. Ellen wanted to introduce him to Sophia.

At this particular moment, Sophia had forgotten that:

In fact, she was in bed, on her back, her legs up resting on Warren’s shoulders, while Warren slipped in and out of her.

"Ohhhhh…OOOOOO…Ah…ah…ayiiiiiiiii…oooooh…OhWarrenWarrendon’tstopdon’tstopdont’stopharderharderharder…OOOOOOOO…OhmygodAYIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!…AH!AH!AH!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!"

She spasmed, her legs pounding Warren’s shoulders, which brought Warren off.

He quietly slipped out of her, and cuddled up to her while they both recovered. Sophia was panting and flushed, and altogether ravishing, like she always was after sex.

"I always think the same thing after we’re done." Warren laughed.

"What’s that?"

"That it is a pity that this is the last thing I see, after I’m done, because the way you look after you’ve been made love to is the biggest turn on I’ve ever seen."

Sophia just laughed. "So you sustain yourself because you know you’re going to see this when you’re done?"

"Yup. I file it in my memory for later viewing."

"Hmm. Maybe we should do that whole videotape thing." She got a glance at the clock, and sat upright in a hurry. "SHIT! We have to get dressed!"

"Why, Sex Kitten?"

"My Mom’s not working tonight, and she’s planning on bringing her new boyfriend home to meet me, and they’re expected at 10:30."

"What’s it now?"

"10:15."

"Shit." Warren reached around and found his clothes. Sophia was standing in front of him, bent over, grabbing her panties.

Warren laughed. "Soph, you’d better go in the bathroom and clean up. It’s running down your legs.":

She looked down. "SHIT!" she said, but laughed.

"Damn, he has to show up now? Watching you naked and flushed with cum running down your legs is even more of a turn on."

"Get dressed, you goof." Sophia said, and ran into the bathroom.

They actually still hadn’t shown up at 11:00. "Damn, we would have had time for another," Warren said playfully. Sophia just hit him. They were curled up on the couch, had made some popcorn, and were watching a movie.

Her mother finally walked in. "Soph? You here?"

"In the living room, Mom." Ellen walked in to see Sophia and Warren curled up on the couch together. Sophia looked up and saw her mom and the guy with her, and sat up, smiling.

"Dan, this is my daughter Sophia. Sophie, this is Dan."

"Nice to meet you, Sophia. I’ve heard a lot about you."

"Me, too," said Sophia, shaking his hand. "This is my boyfriend, Warren." They shook hands, also.

"Movie?" Ellen asked.

"Yup," Sophia said. "Another selection from Warren’s collection."

"Which one?"

"Bull Durham."

"Oh, that is a classic. One of my favorites," Dan said.

"Mine, too," said Warren. "Both of ours, actually."

"Yup. I love it," Sophia concurred.

"It’s got two of her favorite things in the world in it," Warren quipped.

"Kevin Costner and Tim Robbins?" Dan asked, smiling.

"Well, there is that," Sophia giggled. "But, no, I was thinking of sex and baseball. How can you go wrong with a flick that’s about sex and baseball?"

Dan looked at her, shocked. "I warned you about her," Ellen commented bemusedly. "She is not your garden variety sixteen year old girl."

"You weren’t kidding," Dan agreed. "I mean, I was shocked. Meeting me for the first time, and she tells me she likes sex and baseball. Heck, I don’t think I’ve ever met a sixteen year old girl that was into baseball," he finished with a wide grin.

Sophia cracked up laughing. "Mom, I like him already."

"It’s also got a guy named ‘Crash’ in it. Gotta love a movie with a guy named Crash." Warren offered.

Sophia giggled, and turned to Dan, "Crash is his best friend’s nickname."

"Dan, you want a drink?" Ellen called from the kitchen.

"Something soft would be fine."

Ellen came out with a couple cokes. "Mind if we join you?"

"If you guys wanna be alone, I’m sure we can go play on the computer, or something," Sophia offered.

"No," Ellen laughed. "That’s fine. We wanted to spend some time with my favorite daughter and her favorite boyfriend." They all laughed. "Besides, I like this movie, too."

They watched the movie and chatted a while afterwards. As it had gotten quite late, Dan offered Warren a ride home, which he accepted.

Ellen and Sophia shared a cup of hot chocolate. "So, what did you think?"

"I like him, Mom. He seems really nice."

"He is. He has a 13 year old daughter who he has custody of-apparently his ex-wife is unstable."

"Aah. Have you met her."

"Once. She seems sweet and nice. Nothing like you." Ellen laughed.

"Oh, thanks, Mom. I can be sweet and nice…sometimes."

"Yeah, the first thing you say to my new boyfriend is that you like sex and baseball." Ellen smirked.

"Oh, yeah, I know-he’s all scandalized that I like baseball."

"You stop it. No, Sophie, I’m just teasing you. You were fine. I think he likes you, too."

"So, Mom, how serious is this?"

"I don’t know. We like each other, we have a good time together, and we’ll see what happens."

"Cool. I figured something was going on, what with you entering the Daughter Approval Stage so quickly," Sophia smirked.

"Well, at least you liked him, unlike the last boyfriend I brought home."

"Well, aside from the fact that I was in the I Hate Everything About My Mother mood at that point, that last guy was a slimeball."

"I must admit, you were right about him."

"I like Dan, though."

"Good."

SECTIONALS AND REGIONALS (Chapter 34)

They were a little nervous. They didn’t expect to be, but they were.

It was, after all, their very first competition. For all their blather about not taking it seriously, they did want to skate well. Placements really weren’t all that important. They though they’d like to make it to sectionals, which would take a top 4 finish out of the 7 teams competing. Outside of that, though, they skated for fun. Even so, they wanted to skate clean and skate well.

All of their family members would attend the free dance, but they couldn’t make it to all the stages. Sophia’s mom made it out to compulsories, and Warren’s dad was able to attend the Original Dance. They were very happy with second place finishes in both stages.

"I told you guys you were good," June, their coach, was telling them.

"Yeah, but good isn’t always enough in ice dance," Warren replied.

"True, but that’s less so in juniors. Most of these couples are new, or new to juniors, so there isn’t quite the same pecking order."

"Yeah, but we’re totally new. I’m really surprised we are where we are," Sophia said.

"Well, be proud of yourselves. You’ve earned it. And the free dance is your strength, so anything can happen."

The free dance was on a Saturday morning. Brian and Michelle Daniels walked into the rink and found a good seat-Michelle wasn’t sure she would be able to come, but her parents were watching Briana and Katrina. She was glad, she wanted to come. She had grown very fond of Sophia, and was glad that Brian had reunited with her. It was kind of weird to have a 16-year-old stepdaughter-Michelle herself was only 29, seven years younger than Brian-but she also found that kind of neat, too. They had had some very nice talks when Sophia called, and she had been to visit a few times, now…

Brian, for his part, was nervous. Very nervous. He was sweating, and felt like he wanted to pace, but there really wasn’t any room for that.

"You OK?" Michelle asked him.

" I can not believe how nervous I am!"

The couple behind them laughed. Brian turned around. The woman said, "You must have a child skating."

Brian couldn’t help but smile. "My daughter."

The woman looked at him very closely, but wasn’t sure. "Your daughter?"

"Yeah. And we’ve just reunited after a very long estrangement. I know this is very important to her, and I’m very glad she asked me to come, after the problems we’ve had. But, boy, am I nervous."

"Long estrangement?" Then the woman smiled. "I thought I saw a family resemblance. You’ve got to be Sophia Daniels’ father."

Brian blinked, startled. "Yes, I am. You know Sophia?"

The woman cracked up laughing, and her husband said, "Oh, yes, we know Sophia, very well. I’m Jim Kelleher, and this is Peg."

Brian smiled broadly. "Warren’s parents!"

"Nice to meet you," Jim shook his hand, as did Peg. Brian introduced them both to Michelle.

"I’ve got to tell you both, I’ve very rarely met a young man who’s impressed me more than your son," Brian told them.

"Thank you very much," Peg said.

"I agree, He’s a wonderful kid," Michelle added. "I’ve got a three year old who is terrified of any male not named Daddy-she’s even a little scared of her grandfather-and Warren had her eating out of his hand within twenty seconds."

"Our son, the future pediatrician. He adores kids," Jim agreed.

The final group, the top four teams after the OD, were about ready to come out for the warm-up. Ellen had arrived, with Dan, and had sat with them. Brian had even offered to move, but Ellen laughed and told him to stay. They had a nice, pleasant chat about how nervous they were.

Warren and Sophia found skating and competing fun, and didn’t try to hide it. There were three dance teams on the ice putting their "game faces" on, and one team just plain having a ball. They were all smiles. They waved at their parents. The tried the footwork sequence they were having the most trouble with, did it perfectly, and were all grins.

They were third in the order. The team that was first after the OD skated first in the order, and skated well, but they weren’t unbeatable. The team in third fell. Then came Warren and Sophia.

The curse of theatricality in ice dance had spread to the Junior ranks. Most of the couples that had skated before them were over-theatrical-in music choices, costuming, movements, facial expressions, all of it. June had joked that the girl in the first place team had spent the entire free dance looking constipated and waving her arms about like she was signaling with flags.

So, when Warren and Sophia came out-to anyone in the crowd without a rooting interest, they were a definite breath of fresh air. Warren was actually wearing a tux, and Sophia had a long blue dress on, her hair up in a bun. Their music was the classic Big Band mix that they had played for Brian and Michelle, their dance holds and steps were plainly ballroom-derived, and-best of all-they danced the whole dance with huge grins on their faces. They made solid, loving eye contact with each other, something almost unheard of in ice dance, but it was affectionate and charming. They looked like what they were-two people madly in love with each other, dancing, not a care in the world. It was sweet and romantic. The middle section-the part to Moonlight Serenade-especially, and then they danced up a storm to the Opus One ending, handling the tricky footwork with no problem.

The crowd ate it up with a spoon. When they hit their closing pose, the small crowd made enough noise to fill a huge arena. Warren and Sophia took their bows, grinning at the applause like little kids on Christmas morning, and scooped up all the flowers-and the teddy bear from Brian-that were thrown on the ice.

Junior competitions at Regionals were closed judging. There were no scores or standings read or displayed in the arena. Nobody would know the placements until shortly after the end of the competition, when they would be posted. Warren and Sophia-and June-knew they had won the crowd, big time, but they also knew that winning the crowd was not the same as winning the judges. And their dance was so different from the prevailing theatrical style that all bets were off.

It took almost a half hour for the results to be posted. The wait was interminable, as Warren and Sophia, with all their parents, hung around the area where the results were posted. Finally, they saw a competition official appear with a piece of paper, which she hung up. A knot of people quickly grew around her, and Sophia dove into the crowd-Warren was further away, so Sophia pushed her way through the crowd and got to the posted results first.

"Oh my God, Warren, we WON!!!!!!!!!"

The top four finishers from Regionals went on to compete at Eastern Sectionals, along with the similar finishers from two other regions. This year, the Eastern Sectionals were in New Jersey.

The top four finishers from Sectionals would make it to the National Championships. Sophia and Warren didn’t expect to make it there, not in their first try. Sectionals was their goal, and, having met that goal, Sectionals was just a vacation. They skated, they had a blast. They figured this was it. They didn’t think they had a chance at top four-and certainly didn’t think they had any chance to win Sectionals.

In fact, they still didn’t believe it, as they stood on the top step of the podium with the Junior Sectionals Gold Medals in Ice Dance around their neck.

When Warren got home the next day, he quickly ran to his computer. He opened his-email program, and entered in the addresses for Elizabeth Cushman, Jack Garrison, Christine Arsenault, and Andrea Wallach, his four best internet skating friends. They were all competing internationally this fall so had byes to Nationals. He sent this note to all of them:

"Hello, guys. It looks like that Sophia and I will finally be able to meet all of you in person, after all this time of emails, IM’s, and phone calls. We will be able to meet, in Chicago, IL, during the week of January 8th-because this E-mail is coming to you from one half of the Eastern Sectionals Junior Ice Dance GOLD MEDALISTS. SEE YOU AT NATIONALS, BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

His screen lit up with 4 excited IM’s within ten minutes.

Sophia handled the mailing list. One of the stalwarts on the mailing list was Penny Loring, a knowledgeable Skatefan from Texas known for being a die-hard Liz Cushman fan. She was also one of Warren and Sophia's favorite people on the list. Penny had sent out a post.

"Hey, I was just thinking, as I read the results from New Jersey. Is the Warren and Sophia that post here the same Warren and Sophia that just won Junior Dance at Easterns?"

Sophia quoted Penny’s post, and replied.

"Well, Penny, don’t jump to conclusions. There’s got to be tons of ice dance teams with people named Warren and Sophia, right?

So…who’s going to CHICAGO?

Sophia Daniels,

Champion, Eastern Sectionals Junior Ice Dance ‹G›"

Both of their e-mail boxes were very full, very quickly

SITTING IN THE BACK SEAT OF MY CAR (Chapter 35)

Warren was sitting in his first-period class, listening to the announcements over the loudspeaker

"Mr. O’Brien will be having his annual Christmas Carol excursion on December 18th."

"I think I’ll go," Warren said to Crash. "I went as a freshman, but didn’t go last year. I think you can bring guests, I’ll check with Mr. O. I’ll drag Sophia with me."

Crash grinned. "I’m not quite sure Christmas Caroling is Jessie’s thing."

Warren grinned back. "I’m quite sure it’s not."

The loudspeaker was still going. "Oh, and I have one more announcement. The administration would like to congratulate Junior class member Warren Kelleher." The class turned and looked at him. "Warren, along with his partner Sophia Daniels, competed at the Eastern Sectionals Figure Skating Championship this past week, and Warren and Sophia won first place in the Junior Ice Dance division. This will allow them to complete in the national championships in January. Congratulations to Warren."

Everyone just stared at him. "Warren," his English teacher, Mr. Garelli, said," I didn’t know you were an ice skater."

"Very few people did," Warren said, chagrined. "Until now."

"That confirms it," Peter Dennis, one of the nastier kids in the class said, "You’re gay. I knew it. If you’re a figure skater, you must be gay."

"Well, considering the lovely lady that I skate with is my girlfriend, and has been for almost two years-not hardly!"

"Oh, yeah, like you have a girlfriend," Peter smirked. A couple other kids echoed the sentiment.

Warren just smiled, and didn’t say anything. But Crash did. "Oh, yeah, guys, he’s got a girlfriend, all right. In fact, he and Sophia introduced me to my girlfriend. He and Soph had been going out for a long time."

"I’ll believe that when I see it," Peter declared.

"Oh, believe me, Pete, you don’t wanna see it. If you do, you’ll eat your shorts." Pete just looked at him. Crash continued, "I’m telling you, as an impartial observer, Sophia is a first-class grade A babe."

"Yeah, riiiiiiigggghhht."

"OK, I think that’s enough about Warren’s lovelife," Mr. Garelli interjected, to general laughter. "Can we get back to Hawthorne now?"

A bunch of kids were outside at the end of the day, waiting for busses and rides and such. Warren and Crash were among them, as was Peter Dennis.

"Oh, wow-look at that!" Dave Ingalls, another classmate, exclaimed. "What a gorgeous babe."

"You got that right," Sean McHugh agreed. "How did a beauty like that get here at our wonderful all-male school?"

"Looks like she’s looking for someone," Dave said.

"Well, of course she is. She’s looking for me." Peter smirked. "Watch, boys, and learn-the well-known Dennis charm is about to work its magic."

Just then, Warren looked at the girl who had caused all the commotion. "Hey, it’s Sophia. HEY, SOPHIE! OVER HERE!"

Peter Dennis stopped dead in his tracks.

"Warren? There you are!" Sophia ran up and gave Warren a big kiss, to the dumbstruck awe of the knot of guys gathered around. "Hi, Crash!" Crash waved to her.

"Well, hello, Pookie," Warren said, surprised. "What on earth are you doing here?"

Sophia smiled, and withdrew a small piece of plastic from her pocket book. "Surprise!"

"You got your license? I didn’t even know you had the test scheduled!"

"That’s cause I wanted to surprise you. I am officially a licensed driving babe. C’mon, the car’s down in the lot." They walked off hand in hand. "See ya, Crash," they both said.

Peter Dennis had to pick his jaw up off the ground. "That… gorgeous specimen is Warren Kelleher’s GIRLFRIEND?"

"And his ice skating partner." Crash confirmed. "Told you."

"Oh my fucking head."

Sophia and Warren drove around for a while, and then got some supper. They both called their parents, and then did some more driving. It was wonderful, to be able to drive around, have freedom to go wherever.

Suddenly, Sophia turned down a dirt road.

"Where we going, Pookie?" Warren asked.

"Trust me, Snugglebear. I know a spot."

They drove down the road for a while, and then it came to an end in a knot of woods. Sophia pulled into a spot, hidden from the road. It was completely secluded.

Sophia turned the car off. "Into the back seat, Studmuffin."

Warren just laughed. "You turned the car off. Won’t it get cold in here in a while? It’s pretty cold out."

"That’s half the fun. See if we can heat each other up before the temperature drops." Sophia giggled She climbed into the backseat. "I’ve been wanting to do this for a long time. Beds might be more comfortable, but back seats of cars are more exciting."

Warren giggled, and, not thinking he could jump over, got out of the door and came in into the back seat. "Are you excited, Sex Kitten?"

She just nodded.

Warren unzipped her coat, and slipped his hand up under her sweater. "How excited are you, Sex Kitten?"

"ooooooooh, very" she moaned, as he undid her bra and grasped her breasts firmly.

"I wonder how more excited you can get," Warren teased, as he undid the button on her pants, and pulled them down. His fingers made contact with her pussy. She was soaking wet. "My God, Pookie, you are excited."

"I’ve been thinking about this the whole time we’ve been driving around. OOOOOOoooooOOOOOHHHH!" she moaned as Warren’s fingers entered her. He lifted her shirt up with his free hand, and started sucking on a breast. "OohhhhhhhhWARREN!" she gasped, as she grabbed his head and held it against her breast while he nibbled and tongued her. "Oh, baby, I think you’re excited too, you’re aggressive tonight."

"You ain’t seen nothing yet."

An hour later, Sophia was completely out of her mind. He had fingered, and then tongued, her to more orgasms than she could count. At one point she had steered him into a 69, and she blew him an orgasm so strong that cum had leaked out onto her chin, neck, and tits… She knew that they were in a very secluded place, but just the thought that they might get caught had apparently pushed them both over the edge. Restrained, gentle Warren was more aggressive than she had ever seen him, and, tonight, it was just what she wanted. For her part, she was on fire. They had been in a car with no heat in 30 degree weather for an hour, and neither of them had even noticed.

As Warren’s magnificent tongue brought her to yet another orgasm, Sophia exploded. "WarrenWarrenWarren I want you. I want you in me now. Warren, fuck me! Fuck me now! I need your big cock in me and I need it now! WARREN, FUCK ME! PLEASE! FUCK ME!"

Warren was, himself, on fire, and hearing Sophia talk like this-she usually moaned and screamed, but not these words-turned him on more than ever. He climbed up and got himself into position, as Sophia kept up begging.

"Warren, oh, please, put it in me. Fuck me, I want you to fuck me, pound it in me, please Warren, your Pookie needs a good fucking, oh God, fuck me now…"…and Warren, who usually was slow and deliberate, rammed into Sophia with one brutal stroke.

"Warren fuckmefuckme now now fuckmeAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!"

Sophia was so turned on that on his first, brutal, pounding stroke, she came so hard she almost fell off the car seat. Warren stopped as he bottomed out, trying not to get thrown off his bouncing, spasming girlfriend.

She came down a bit, but she was still on fire. Her voice was a low growl. "Oh Warren, fuck me now, fuck me, POUND ME. POUND IT INTO ME! Oh, God, Don’t STOP. Oh, Pookie needs a fucking, Warren, HARDER! HARDER! oOooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh FUCK ME! Ah! Ah! Ah! AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

Oh God Im’ CUMMMMIINNNNNGGGGGGG!!!!!!" She came down off of that orgasm, but she still wasn’t done. And neither was Warren. "OhGodOhGodOhGodMORE! FUCK ME, WARREN. HARDER! FASTER! Ooo ooo ooo oooo MORE! POUND THAT BIG FUCKER OF YOURS INTO ME, WARREN! HARDER! FUCK ME TILL IT HURTS! OH IT HURTS! HARDER! HARDER! FUCK ME HARD, WARREN, FUCK ME TILL I SCREAM!!!!!"

Warren was pounding into her more viciously than he ever had before, at her coaxing, but the ceaseless pounding plus her dirty talk combined meant he wasn’t going to be able to hold out forever. He knew she was close again. He wanted to get here there before he went. Hmmm. Maybe if she was working on him, he should work on her.

"Cum for me, Sophia," he growled into her ear. "I want to see you cum again, Pookie. I want you to cum all over my cock. I want that gorgeous pussy of yours to feel it, Pookie, feel my cock pounding into you. Cum for me. I want it to hurt so good, I want you to cum all over me, I want to fuck you so deep that you cum so hard you pass out. Do you like this, Pookie? Do you like Warren’s big cock pounding into you like this? Cum for me, now, Sophia, I want to see you cum."

And that’s all it took. They both came. And it was explosive.

A few minutes later, Sophia realized where she was. They were in a tangle, half on the seat, half on the floor, arms and legs and body parts everywhere.

"Oh my God I think I passed out," Sophia said in amazement.

"And I don’t think you were the only one," Warren concurred.

"Oh, Warren. When you started whispering that you wanted to see me cum, I totally lost it. You never talk like that."

"ME? I’m not the one that said ‘Fuck me till it hurts’."

"Did I say that?"

"Oh, and a lot of other things. I have never seen you like this."

"And I’ve never see you like this." She got a wry grin on her face. "Oh, dear heart, I am going to feel this tomorrow."

Warren blushed a little. "I couldn’t control myself. You were egging me on, to a degree that I couldn’t believe."

"That was certainly as intense as it’s ever been. Hey, if I told you to fuck me till it hurts, I can’t blame you for following my instructions, can I?"

"I never knew you liked it rough."

"I never did. And, you are always so gentle-and I loved it that way-it never occurred to me to try it rougher, with you. I suppose I had to lose control like this for that to happen. But, believe me, dear heart, it was worth it. I have never cum like that in my life. I’m still not recovered."

Warren looked concerned. "But it hurts?"

"A little," Sophia smiled at him. "You were brutal. No, dear heart, don’t look like that-I begged for it, remember. I wanted you to pound the shit out of me, I needed you to. Like I said, it was worth it. But, yeah, I think I'm going to feel this one for a few days."

Warren slid down until his face was just about between her legs. "Kiss it better?" he joked.

Sophia just smiled at him, "Oh, Warren, I don’t think I could take that right now."

"Trust me, Pookie," he said, and put his face down between her legs.

"Warren, you just came in there!"

"I don’t mind," he said, and dove right in.

All the white-hot intensity was gone. Gentle Warren was back, and even more gentle than usual. There was no speed, no force-just his tongue gently massaging her overworked pussy. Instead of the white-hot passion she had felt earlier, his ministrations just made her feel tingly all over. And, when she came again, after a half hour, it wasn’t an explosion-it was a gentle thing, like being washed over by warm water.

"Oh, dear heart, that was magnificent," she said, sobbing a little.

"Still hurt?"

"No. No, you kissed it all better, my love. It’s still gonna hurt tomorrow, mind you,"-they both laughed-"but, tonight, I am in heaven."

"You’re right, Pookie. Back seats are fun, aren’t they?"

"Uh, huh." Sophia sat for a minute. "Warren, I want you again."

"I’m not sure that’s a good idea. I don’t think you could take it."

"So, we’ll do something different, then."

"What are you talking about?"

Sophia took a deep breath. "Warren, I want you to backdoor me."

Warren just looked at her. "Are you serious?"

"Yeah," she was blushing a little bit. "I’ve always wanted to try it." She smiled at him. "Haven’t you?"

"With an ass like yours? Of course I have. But it supposedly hurts."

"Only at first. Now I will allow you to be gentle." They both laughed. Sophia reached into her pocketbook, and pulled out a tube of Vaseline. "Here. I usually don’t need this, since you make me so wet"-they both giggled-"but this time, I think you will." She hunched down on the seat, face down, and raised her ass in the air. "Warren, I couldn’t give you my virginity, but I dearly want to give you my anal virginity."

Warren lubed his member, and stuck his finger a bit way in her ass and lubed that up, prompting her to moan softly. Then he lined up the tip of his cock with her asshole, and pushed.

"AaaaaarrrrrRROOWWW!"

"Hurts? Soph, I don’t want to hurt you."

"It’s gonna hurt at first. Get it over with. Go slow, but PUSH."

Warren pushed, got a few inches in, and heard Sophia cry out.

"Sophie…"

"This is the night to play rough, isn’t it? Warren, just keep going," Sophia cried out through her tears.

He kept going, and gave thanks that he had already came twice, because, if he hadn’t, he knew he wouldn’t last in her tight hole very long. Sophia, for her part, was moaning in pain.

"That’s it, Sex Kitten. All the way in. You took it all."

"Oh boy DID I. OK, just rest there for a minute and let me get used to it."

"Still hurts?"

"Some, but it’s going away. Boy I feel FULL though, it’s very strange."

Warren sat there for a minute, fully buried in her ass, hands on her hips. He looked at her, all hunched over in front of him, face buried in the seat, and got an idea. "You know, this just won’t do."

"What?"

"Trust me, Pookie. Put your left leg down, off the seat, let your foot hit the floor."

"OK," she said quizzically, but did so. It made him slip a bit deeper. Then he slipped his hands around her waist and cupped her breasts.

"Sophia, I’m going to raise you up." He lifted, and her face and chest came off the seat, and Warren raised her in a vertical position. Her back was against his chest, his cock still buried to the hilt in her ass. He started massaging her breasts, and then started kissing and licking her neck.

"Ooooooohhhhhhhh," she moaned. "Warren, you’re a genius. Will this work?"

"Still hurt?"

"No, not really. In fact it feels good, you up in there like this."

"Good, then let’s find out if it works." He nibbled on her neck while his hands worked her breasts over, and he slowly slid almost all the way out of her ass, and then slipped back in.

"Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh. Oh yeah. Ohhhhhhhhhhh. Oh my God. OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH" she started moaning, as Warren gently started to plow in and out of her ass, all the while keeping his attention on her neck, face, and tits. They got into a steady rhythm, her ass thrusting back to meet his cock.

"Oh my God. I think I’m going to cum again, and nothing’s even touching my pussy!"

"Really?"

"Oh, man, this feels fantastic. Ooooh. Ooooooooohhhh. OhmygodOhmygodOhmyGodOOOOOOHHHH. OOOOOOOHHHHHHH. AAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" And with that, Sophia came, for the first time in her life without vaginal stimulation. It was incredible. And the spasms shooting from her pussy into her asshole clamped down on Warren’s dick, and made him explode into her bowels.

She didn’t collapse, much to her surprise. She didn’t want to. Warren, having gone completely soft after the exertions of the evening, slipped out of her rear end, but they stayed in the same position-kneeling, with Sophia’s back to Warren’s front, his hands on her breasts, her hands on top of his hands, his face in her neck. They stayed that way for many minutes, as they both caught their breath.

"Oh my heavens," Sophia said, finally. "That is the best sex we have ever had, and that is saying a lot."

"So, how’d you like getting backdoored, Pookie?" Warren said with a grin.

"I heard it would hurt quite a bit, but then be good. I didn’t think it would be that good. That ain’t the last time you’ll be sticking my ass, I can promise you that."

"I hold you to that promise." They both laughed. Warren looked around. "Boy, what a mess."

Sophia just laughed and reached under the seat. "I came prepared," she said as she withdrew a few towels from the seat. She took one and tried to clean up the seat, and Warren took another one to clean up Sophia, much to her delight. She took the third one and threw it over into the front seat. "I think I’ll need to put that one under me, because my ass is leaking," she laughed. Warren grabbed his clothes and started getting dressed. Sophia put her bra on, and her shirt. She looked at her panties, which were soaked, and looked at herself, still leaking out of her pussy and ass, and said, smiling, "Why bother?" She threw the panties at Warren, who, much to her bemusement, slipped them into his pants pocket, and slipped her skirt over her bare ass.

"I hope my mother isn’t waiting up for me," Sophia said after they had driven for a few minutes.

"Think she’d notice something?" Warren teased her.

"Oh, NO, dear heart. Why would she notice anything? I’m sure I’ll be walking bowlegged, cum is dripping down my leg, and I’m most likely going to walk in the house bareassed covered by a short skirt, because somehow I doubt I’m getting those panties back."

"You’re right. I’m keeping those as a memento."

"That’s very romantic, in a lusty animalistic kind of way." They both laughed. "Of course, my mother knows we’re doing it, and probably figured that we’re doing it now, but I can do without her little comments sometimes."

Warren just laughed. "Do you know how much I love you?"

"Easy to say, after great sex." Sophie teased

"True. Which is why I try to say it more often than that."

Sophia got a serious look on her face. "I always love you. I know you always love me. But I worry about how you feel about sex."

"What do you mean?"

"Look, I would be deliriously happy if I never had sex for the rest of my life with anyone other than Warren Kelleher. But I don’t think you could feel the same way, no matter how much you love me."

"WHAT? What are you talking about?"

Sophia got serious. "Look, Warren. I know how good the sex is, because I have some basis of comparison. But how do you know? I’m the only one you’ve ever had. How do you know that there isn’t someone you’d enjoy it more with?"

"That’s crazy. Have I complained?"

"No, but…Warren, I think you should find someone else to have sex with. I can wait, I can allow you to find out for sure. I can do that. If you don’t explore, you’ll never find out for sure. I want you to find out."

Warren got silent for a minute. Then he said, in a very tight voice, "Sophie, pull the car over at the first opportunity." She did so, finding a deserted parking lot in front of a closed store.

"Sophia," Warren started, "I must have done something very, very wrong."

"WHAT? No, of course not."

"Yes, I have. Look, I’m not as vocal during sex as you are. I’m just not. It’s not my nature to be so. I’m restrained by nature. I keep my passions under wraps to a degree. I thought I had showed them to you well enough, but it is clear to me now that I was wrong."

"Warren, no, I didn’t mean…"

"Sophia, shut up and listen to me." She looked at him, startled. "I want you to listen to what I’m saying. I want you to remember it for all time. If I could find someone better in bed than you, it would not matter. Because, I would be dead of the largest heart attack in recorded medical history." Sophia giggled a bit at that. "Shit, you made me pass out tonight. I don’t think I could take more than that."

"I haven’t made this clear enough. You are fantastic in bed. I don’t need any basis of comparison. You’re inventive, you’re passionate, you’re willing to try new things. And I love you. What else do I need?"

"Look, I’m probably telling you something I probably shouldn’t, but guess what-guys compare notes." Sophia just looked at him. "I might not have any direct basis for comparison, but I’ve got some notes from the field. Look, I know you’re probably not thrilled that I sometimes talk about what we do with my friends. But, you know what? My friends have girlfriends, that they have sex with, and they tell me about that."

"Do you know what I hear? Oh, all she wants is the old missionary position, she won’t try anything new. Oh, she won’t go down on me, or she doesn’t let me go down on her. Oh, she’s a cold fish, no reaction at all, I don’t know if she even enjoys it. Oh, I suggested this and she said I was a pervert. And on and on and on."

"And they ask about you. And I might tell them a little. And I tell them the truth, I’m not exaggerating, and they look at me in undisguised awe. If I told them about tonight-which I don’t think I’ll do, because I’m not quite sure I could put it into words-they would beat me up with baseball bats trying to extract your phone number." Sophia laughed.

"I have absolutely no complaints about our sex life. None, none, none. And I only have one other friend that I’ve talked to that can say that."

"And his name, as you might have guessed, is Crash. Apparently Jess is something special, too." Sophia cracked up laughing at that.

Sophia looked at him, and asked, "So, what’s so special about me, then? Girls trade notes about guys, not other girls. Think of tonight. What would you tell them about tonight that would make them so envious?"

Warren thought. "Let’s see. In one night-you told me to fuck you till it hurts and you had multiple orgasms doing it, we had mutual oral sex, anal sex at your instigation and said you want to do it again, I lost track of how many times you came overall, you had one orgasm while I was backdooring you with no hands or other objects on your pussy, you screamed a couple of times loud enough to wake the dead, and we both passed out. Any one of these occurrences is rare enough to make my friends’ jaws drop. All of them? In one night? If I told this tale, and you walked the halls of St. Mike’s, you would be worshipped as the sex goddess of all time." Sophia giggled a little.

"We have the most passionate, most exciting, most stimulating, most joyous sex life that I could ever, in my wildest dreams, imagine. I don’t need anyone else. I don’t want anyone else, forever and ever, amen, thank you very much. You are my heart, my soul, my life, and you completely spin my head around in every possible way every time we have sex. You are it, Sophia Daniels, and, if I have my way, you will be it until the day I die. End of discussion."

Sophia leaned over in the seat, grabbed his face, and lovingly kissed him. She broke the kiss after a few long minutes, and said, "I love you so much. Thank you for saying what you did. I worry about it."

"Don’t worry about it. I am completely fulfilled." They smiled at each other. "And you have cum on your chin." Sophia exploded in laughter.

CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX

They did, in fact, go Christmas Caroling, and had a ball. They also took a nice long drive in Sophia’s car to look at all the Christmas lights. Sophia’s Dad had invited her down for Christmas, but she wanted to go to Warren’s again, so they went to her Dad’s house for Christmas Eve.

Warren’s parents and Sophia’s mom got together to buy them each cell phones, with the first year all paid up as long as they stayed within their plan, and under a special "family plan" offer that allowed Warren and Sophia to talk to each other (and Peg, Jim, and Ellen, who got cell phones for themselves at the same time) with unlimited minutes. It was a great present. Warren got Sophia a pair of diamond and emerald earrings, among a few other things, and Sophia got Warren a couple of sharp outfits, along with books and CDs. She promised him something else, but said it would have to wait for his birthday, which was in January.

And, suddenly, it was January, a couple days before Warren’s sixteenth birthday, and they found themselves on a plane to Chicago. Jim, unfortunately, couldn’t come, nor could Brian or any of the kids-their making it to Nationals had been so unexpected-but Ellen and Peg got the requisite time off from work, and flew out with them. Peg and Warren had gotten a hotel room, and Ellen and Sophia an adjoining one. Bowing to the inevitable, those arrangements were quickly changed. Peg offered to switch rooms with Sophia. Sophia and Warren happily agreed. "This is their thing, they’re in a hotel, we both know they’re sleeping together, they are both nervous and would be more comfortable with each other. Let them," Peg said to Ellen, who agreed.

On January 8th, Warren and Sophia were preparing to step onto the practice ice at Nationals for the first time. Their compulsories and Original Dance were to be held in a smaller satellite rink, but the free dance-and this practice, which was a free dance practice-were held in the big main rink. Sophia and Warren were in the second group to practice, and were a bit intimidated while waiting.

They took the ice, trying to shake off the nerves. Unbeknownst to them, a bit of commotion had arisen with the other couples on the ice. They had noticed, unlike Sophia and Warren, some distinguished guests in the audience.

"What the heck are Elizabeth Cushman and Jack Garrison doing watching a junior ice dance practice?" Kim Burlington asked her partner, George Lahey.

"Yeah, and that’s Christine Arsenault with them," added Shawna Vickers. Her partner, Evan Podgar said, "Hey, their obviously here to check out the Future of American Ice Dance-you and I or Kim and George over there." All four broke up laughing.

"It’s just kind of strange to see them here." Kim said. "By the way, who are those two, she in the black dress and he in the sweatsuit?"

"That’s Sophia Daniels and Warren Kelleher. They won Eastern Sectionals, and it’s their first year ever competing," Evan said.

"Impressive," said Shawna, "Any good?"

"From what I’ve heard, they’re very good," said Evan. "Very much crowd pleasers. But they’re different. Classical ballroom dance influence-their free is all Big Band music-good technique, and a very different style of presentation."

"How so?" asked George.

"They focus on each other. They try to draw the audience in, rather than go out and get them. From what I heard, from a buddy of mine who was at Easterns, is that it’s very different but very effective."

Suddenly, the three singles skaters stood up and yelled, "GO SOPHIA AND WARREN!!!" Sophia and Warren looked up, and saw Liz, Jack, and Christine waving at them.

"Hey, look, Soph!" Warren pointed up. Sophia and Warren skated over to the boards, and the threesome came down to greet them.

"Finally get to meet you, Dance Hunk," Christine said, giving Warren a big hug and kiss over the boards. Even Sophia laughed.

"Nice of you guys to come out for some support. We’re terrified," Sophia confided, laughing.

"Don’t be," Liz counseled. "This is just a practice. Just loosen up."

"And we’re glad to be here," added Jack. "Can’t wait to see you guys practice that free dance."

The four ice dancers across the ice saw all this, and were amazed. These two nobodies, brushing shoulders with some of the greats of American figure skating? How did this happen?

After making plans to meet the threesome after the practice, Sophia and Warren skated by, and Shawna made sure to eavesdrop.

"It’s finally great to meet them in person, after so many internet chats," Warren said.

"Yeah, I think Christine enjoyed it, too," Sophia said with a gleam in her eye.

"You just shut up, Pookie." Then they skated out of Shawna’s hearing. She reported what she heard to her partner and the other team.

"Pookie?" Kim exclaimed. "She called him Pookie?? How so terribly precious."

"Look at them," Shawna commented at Sophia and Warren working on some steps. "They skate really close together."

"Bah. Let’s see how close they skate together after this", Kim said.

Kim was a consummate game player, and she did a bit of footwork, heading right towards Sophia and Warren. She timed it to end in a near-collision. And it did, sort of, but Sophia and Warren, used to skating during group lessons and public skating, neatly sidestepped the (seemingly) oblivious Kim. Sophia looked back, concerned, and said "Sorry!" thinking the near-accident had been their fault.

Kim just grumbled, and skated over to Shawna. "Shit. Didn’t even dent their composure."

"Look at them. Have you ever seen anyone at a practice session at a major competition so happy?"

"Happy to be here, no doubt." George interjected.

One couple was already running through their free, as all the other couples stayed on the ice, as was traditional. Sophia and Warren huddled into a corner, though, not wanting to disrupt the skaters’ that were practicing. Kim and George ran through their free, followed by Shawna and Evan. Both were good, Soph and Warren agreed, but had gone for the overly theatrical type program.

Sophia and Warren were next. The other four decided not to intimidate this time-even Kim-but huddled near the boards, because they wanted to watch these couple of unknowns.

As Soph and Warren took their opening positions, Christine yelled out, "Shake that butt, Warren!" Warren just barely managed to stop laughing as the music started.

"They are good," Evan said appreciatively. "Great edges, great knees. Their unison is superb. They skate close together. They’ve got talent, no denying it."

"Yeah, but their program is so ancient feeling. Look, they’re just dancing around," Shawna said.

"Yeah, but look at the program itself. It’s very well put together. Look at the speed, and the footwork. It’s very well constructed. God, they can get speed from almost nothing."

"I still don’t like it. Besides which, she’s fat."

"You don’t have to like it. I think the judges will, though. And she is by no means fat. She’s just not anorexic. Unlike some people," Evan said, looking over at Kim Burlington. Even Shawna giggled a bit at that.

Back in the locker room, Sophia was changing out of her practice dress. Kim decided to play the kill her with kindness game, to pump her for information-and to play with her a little bit.

"Hello, I’m Kim Burlington."

"Hi, Sophia Daniels."

"You and your partner are very good. That free dance is very well done."

"Thank you very much."

"Who’s your choreographer?" Kim asked.

"Don’t have one," Sophia laughed. "This is a budget operation. We choreograph ourselves. Warren does most of the ‘big picture’ stuff-Warren is my partner, Warren Kelleher-I fill in most of the blanks, and June, our coach, smoothes out the rough edges."

Kim was trying not to show that her jaw was hitting the floor. "I’m impressed. That’s a hell of a program."

"Thanks."

"Of course," Kim twisted the knife in, "you’d probably be better off with a choreographer. They’d be able to construct a program that was more cutting-edge for you."

Sophia just laughed. "No, this is our style."

"The judges frown on such an anachronistic style."

"Well, then, fuck the judges," Sophia laughed. She had by now figured out that Kim was trying to play games, and Sophia wasn’t going to fall for it. "We skate to what we like to skate to, and fuck the judges. We dance, that’s what we’re trying to do. Old swing music hits the bill perfectly."

Kim tried another tack. "That partner of yours, Warren you said?"

"Yeah, Warren Kelleher."

"He’s a hottie, isn’t he?"

Sophia saw that one coming, but played along. "Yes, he certainly is."

"Is he gay?"

"Not even a little bit."

"Hmmmm. Maybe I should come up to his room tonight, think he’d like that, Sophia?"

"Well, you can come up and ask him. Sure, why not?"

"Wow, Sophia," Kim said mock-innocently. "You certainly have a cavalier attitude about one of the *competition* bagging your partner right before Nationals."

Sophia just laughed. "Oh, you misunderstand me. I said you could try. I didn’t say you’d get anywhere."

"Oh, you seem so sure I won’t. I haven’t had a guy complain yet."

"Good for you. Neither have I. And the list of non-complainers includes my current boyfriend. Who also happens to be my ice dance partner." Sophia twisted the knife further. "You see, if you come up to Warren’s room, you will also be coming up to my room. We've been sleeping together for two years. So, come on up, Kim. If you time your visit just right, you might be able to watch Warren fuck me until I scream. Just so you can see what you won’t be getting any of." Kim just gaped at her, open-mouthed.

Sophia walked away with a jaunty, "You have yourself a nice day now." Once she got out of the locker room, it took her quite a while to stop laughing.

They had a wonderful lunch with Liz, Christine, and Jack. They also met some of the internet skatefans they had chatted with for so long. Liz and Christine would go on to finish one-two in senior ladies, and Jack won his first senior national championship in Mens.

They finished third in the compulsories, and were thrilled. The morning of the OD, Sophia woke up and gave Warren his birthday present. It was a gold chain with a gold pendant on it, sort of like the one Warren had given Sophia on her fifteenth birthday. This one, however, was round, and had carved into the gold a silhouette of a couple, dancing. Sophia had had carved into the back, "Dance with me forever, Love Pookie." Warren put it right on, and prepared to go dance with Sophia, on the ice. They finished third again in the OD, and were again thrilled. Vickers and Podgar were leading, with Burlington and Lacey second.

To their stunned disbelief, they won the free dance. They were too far behind to win the whole competition-Vickers and Podgar did-but a silver medal at your first Junior Nationals was a coup. And standing on the podium getting that silver medal was a complete trip-especially while watching a sour Kim Burlington get a bronze.

A few days after they got home, they were watching the Senior free dance on television. "Good ol’ week and a half tape delay," quipped Warren.

The usual figure skating play-by-play man, Tom Garret, was on the screen with ice dance analyst (and former US Dance champ) Sandra Willis. "Before we get to the senior free dance," Tom was saying, "we want to show you one of the highlights of the junior free dance."

"This couple did not win the junior national championship," Sandra said, "but won the free dance, ending up with the silver medal. However, this free dance was one of the most delightful I have seen in a long time. They are superb dancers, with great technique and near-perfect presentation, and they also skate with an unbridled joy that makes me remember why I love this sport. They clearly love skating, and they clearly love skating with one another. They may be the future of American Ice Dance, and their names are Sophia Daniels and Warren Kelleher."

Sophia and Warren just looked at each other. "They’re showing us? On TV?" Warren gaped in disbelief.

"Thank God you’ve got a videotape in," Sophia pointed out. "But, you’re right. The future of American Ice Dance? Two part-time scrubs like us?" They both laughed.

They watched themselves skate. They had taped practices and all, for critical viewing, but had never seen themselves skate in a competition. It was kind of a revelation.

When it was over, Warren was still amazed. "You know, it felt good, while we were skating it, but I didn’t realize how good it was until I saw it."

"Did you see our faces?" Sophia asked him. "I didn’t realize I smiled that much." Sophia thought for a minute. "Warren, I know we’re only part time skaters, and I realize why, and I agree with it. But I hope we never give it up entirely. I always felt it to be exhilarating. Now I know why. We look like the two happiest people in the world when we ice dance together."

"Yeah. I’m so glad they showed this. Glad I got it on tape, too. Something to show our kids someday, that’s for sure. "

NOVEL THIRTY-SEVEN

Warren and Sophia were at Sophia’s house. They had been babysitting, so they weren’t fooling around-just sitting on the sofa, watching TV, chatting.

"Pookie, I think there’s something we should start thinking about," Warren started.

"What?"

"College."

"I’ve already started, a little. Just trying to find out schools with a good meteorology program that I think I could get into."

"Yeah, I’ve done that for pre-med. But that’s not the big question."

"What is?"

"Are we going to try to go together?"

Sophia thought for a minute. "Well, I always assumed we’d go close, if not to the same school. To tell you the truth, I figured we’d both go in Boston someplace. But now, I’m not so sure I want to do that."

"I’ve been thinking about maybe going out of state myself. I guess the question is, do we want to do this together? Decide where we’re going to go and if we’re going to stay local or not together, as a unit? Or do we want to keep it completely separate, and if we end up a thousand miles away from each other, so be it?"

Sophia smiled at him. "I’ll be honest, Warren-when I hear about a school with a good meteorology program, I make sure I check out their pre-med, too." Warren just laughed. "I would like to stay together, yes. I think our relationship would survive a separation, but I’m not sure my mental health would."

Warren laughed again. "Neither would mine. And our ice dance career would surely be toast. I’d much rather go together, myself."

"Well, now I’m glad you brought this up, because you need to think about this, Dear Heart. If you decide you want to go to the same school, you are restricting your choices for my sake. A lot more schools have good pre-med than meteorology. Plus, there are schools that you can get into that I won’t. I know you’ve talked about Princeton-I could never get into Princeton, and I’m not even sure if they have a meteorology department."

"You might not be able to get in Ivy League, Sophia, but with your grades you’ll be able to get into a very good school. I don’t need to go to Princeton"

"But if that’s your first choice…"

"Not if you’re not going to be there, it’s not. Look. Let’s do it this way. Let’s try to look together. Let’s investigate it with the idea that we’re looking for a school for both of us. If we don’t find one, then we readjust our plans. "

"OK. That sounds fair."

"You have three things going for you. First, you have a drastic grade improvement. Second, you have a very attractive extra cirricular activity. Third, you have a boyfriend that’s being actively recruited."

"You are?"

"Oh, yeah. With my grades, and where I go to school? You betcha. Letters, promises of scholarships, the whole deal."

"How does that help me?"

"I tell them we’re a package deal. You can’t get me unless you take my ice dance partner."

Sophia giggled, but then got sober. "I appreciate the thought, but I’d hate to get into a school on your back, if you know what I mean."

"I can see your point, but admissions to College are so arbitrary anyhow. I know a kid who’s planning on going to Harvard. And he will get in. And, he’s nowhere near the student that I am, and I’m not sure I could get into Harvard. He will, however, because his father’s an alumnus who gives boatloads of money to the place. So, if he can use the ‘son of rich Almunus’ loophole, you can use the ‘girlfriend/skating partner of favored recruit’ loophole."

Sophia cracked up. "OK, I see your point. However, we use that as a last resort. I try to get in on my own, first."

"Deal."

"Quite honestly, I’m not sure I’d want to go to an Ivy League school. I’d rather deal with a more diverse student body, actually."

"That’s a good point."

Sophia was walking into the Peer Counseling office. She stopped in to say hi to Mr. Doherty, and then to Mrs. Kincaid, the Biology teacher who was the other faculty advisor for the group. Mrs. Kincaid was talking to Doctor Gwen Sorensen, the psychiatrist who helped them out with some of the thornier problems.

"Hiya, Mrs. Kincaid, Gwen. How you all doin’ today?"

"Hello, Sophia," Mrs. Kincaid smiled. "Gwen was just telling me of a problem she had."

"Shrinks have problems?" Sophia teased. Gwen laughed. Gwen and Sophia were very fond of one another, but that didn’t mean that Sophia would ever stop teasing her about her profession.

"This, actually, is a shrink problem." Gwen smiled at her. "One of the things that I like to do with my abuse groups-like the one you run, Soph-is to have a guy talk to them. A guy who has had to, shall we say, pick up the pieces that an abuser has left. Someone who’s helped an abused girl get better. Brother, boyfriend, good friend, anyone who has been close to a girl who has been abused."

"I have had a couple guys that have helped me the past couple of years, but they are both away at college, neither is close by, and they won’t be able to help us out. That group that you work with, Sophia, the one with Meggan and Caroline and them-they could really use this. They need to hear from a guy like this. And I haven’t been able to find one."

Sophia smiled at the doctor. "Gwen, that is a problem easily solved. This sounds like a job for SuperWarren."

"Huh?" Gwen asked.

"Warren. My boyfriend."

"He has this kind of experience?"

Sophia looked down. "OK. Gwen, I’ve never told you this, because I haven’t wanted you to pull the whole shrink thing on me." Sophia took a deep breath. "Gwen, you’ve always said that I was one of the best boyfriend abuse peer counselors you’ve ever seen. Why do you think that is?"

Gwen looked at Sophia-and then her eyes widened. "You are kidding. How long ago?"

"Ended about two years ago. Started about two years before that, more than one guy, but the last one was the worst."

"How bad?"

Sophia reached into her pocketbook, and withdrew that picture. She handed it to Gwen. "Oh, about that bad."

Gwen gasped. "Oh my sweet Jesus." She blinked, and handed the picture back to Sophia. "Sophia, you are one of the most put-together young ladies I have ever met. Recovery to the degree that you seem to have is very, very rare. I hate to do the shrink thing"-Sophia just giggled-"but did you have therapy?"

"A little, but a few months after it ended, and I was well on the road to recovery by then."

"What happened?"

Sophia smiled. "What happened? Warren Kelleher, champion piece-picker-upper, that’s what happened. And the pieces I was in were so jagged that he sliced his hands up more than once. And the dear heart never flinched. "

"Did he see this? Was he there?"

"He was there at the end of it. This-the really bad stuff, with this particular guy-started in October of my freshman year. I met Warren in January, at work-he’s a Junior too, but goes to St. Mike’s-and we became friends pretty quickly. Things deteriorated to the degree that you saw in the picture shortly after that. Warren lived through it all. Not only that, the asshole beat Warren up."

"Because he was your friend."

"Right. Anyhow, that’s what made me realize a lot of things. Because I knew that Warren did not deserve to be beaten up. And if he didn’t, why did I? Anyhow, I dumped Scott, we got the police involved, he’s in jail right now, and a week later I asked Warren to go out with me. And he’s been there ever since."

"Call him. ASAP."

"Right." Sophia whipped out her cell phone, and hit a speed dial. "He ain’t picking up. There’s a dead spot or two at St Mike’s." She waited for the beep. "Snugglebear, it’s Pookie. Call me when you get this. Love you."

Gwen was amused. "Snugglebear? Pookie?" Sophia just laughed.

Then her phone rang. "Hi, Snugglebear, that was quick."

"I was in the can, taking a piss. What’s up?"

"I got a proposition for you…"

Gwen Sorensen stood in front of seven young ladies-the six members of the abuse support group, and their peer counselor, Sophia.

"Ladies, I want to introduce you to a friend of mine. He’s going to talk to you today, to tell you about the other side of abuse-the side of the people who care about girls like you. He’s been through it, and he’s going to talk to you about it. Please welcome Warren Kelleher."

Warren stepped to the front of the group and took a seat. He was nervous-public speaking was not his favorite activity by any means-but he knew what he wanted to say.

"Good afternoon ladies. I want to talk to you about what I know about abuse. I know a lot about it, even though I’ve never been abused, nor have I ever been an abuser. You do not have to be abused to live through it. You have friends and loved ones who are living through it. Trust me on that one."

"Two years ago this January, I got a job. It was at the Dunkin’ Donuts downtown, you all know where that is. Since half of Oceanview High sneaks out of school to grab a coffee there, you’ve probably all been there." They all giggled at that. "I was fourteen, it was my first job, they hired me to do maintenance."

"My first day there, I met this girl. I was immediately fascinated by her. For one thing, she was gorgeous, and I was your typical hormonal teenaged male, right? But, there was more to it than that."

"Now, we came from different worlds. She was a party girl, drank a lot, did drugs, had an older boyfriend, and was flunking out of school. In short, her life was a mess-at the time, I didn’t know why. I figured she just liked to party and all. We all know kids like that. Now, myself, I am the quintessential St Michael’s Preppy, OK?" All the girls giggled. "Straight A student. Virgin with a capital V. Didn’t smoke, didn’t drink, got along with his parents, even. The word ‘Nerd’ has been thrown my way more than once, and I can’t disagree with it."

"Despite that, we became friends rather quickly. This girl-let’s give her a name. We’ll call her Kitten, which is short for Sex Kitten, which is one of the things she calls herself"-the room erupted in laughter, Sophia trying not to be too obvious-"anyhow, we’ll call her Kitten. Despite Kitten’s far different lifestyle from my own, we became good friends. Despite her horrible grades, she was smart, sharp as a tack. We had very similar senses of humor. We had some interests in common. She lived on my way home, so I used to walk with her to her house. We were just friends, mind you-she had a boyfriend, and I figured she was way out of the league of a Prep Nerd like myself, anyhow."

"One day, she came into work and avoided me a bit. I finally discovered why-she was sporting a shiner like you wouldn’t believe. I guessed-rightly, as it turns out-that her boyfriend had done it. She finally admitted that to me. We talked on the way home that night."

"Now, you have to understand, that I have no experience with abuse, or didn’t up until that day. It was always something kind of beyond my ken. I never understood why it happened. If someone is hitting you, you leave, right? Now, I didn’t say anything like this to Kitten, not that way, anyway. She gave me her phone number, and we started adding phone conversations to our walks home and work talks."

"What I found out-that you all probably know-is that Kitten’s self esteem was practically non-existent. Now, I found out later on why this happened-and in Kitten it was a lot of reasons piled one on top of another-so, now, I can see how it happened. But, at the time, I just didn’t get it. I don’t make friends easily. I’m fairly reticent. However, I also consider myself a good judge of character. I looked at Kitten, and did not see what she saw when she looked in the mirror. She was knocking herself, constantly. And the abuse she was taking, besides doing bodily damage, was tearing apart what little self-esteem she had left. And I felt so helpless."

"She thought she was nothing. Less than nothing. She hated herself. Meanwhile, I was hopelessly in love with her, by that point." The group laughed at that, and Warren smiled. But then he got serious. "I was hopelessly in love with a girl that hated herself, and I couldn’t convince her to not hate herself. And I’d want to take her by the shoulders and yell at her, 'Goddammit, I don’t fall in love with worthless people!' But I didn’t. What I did do was cry myself to sleep more nights than I care to talk about."

"I tried, as gently but persistently as I could, to let her know that she wasn’t worthless, to let her know that people did care about her. I just tried to be there, as much as I could, without being too overbearing. It eventually worked, but I’m getting ahead of myself. But, you have to know, it was tearing me up inside."

"Somehow, I got through to her. Now, I didn’t completely get through until she had taken a severe beating bad enough to put her in the hospital, and the asshole found out about her friendship with me and took it out on me twice. That’s what finally made Kitten snap, seeing the asshole beating the living shit out of me so he wouldn’t go after her again. That’s what finally made her realize this. He beat me up on the way home one day, and came into the store the next day and did it again. Between those two things, Kitten saw the damage he had done to me, got all upset, said, ‘Warren, you didn’t deserve this. This whole mess isn’t your fault.’ She was right, I told her, but I also told her that I had been telling her the same thing for two months. That, combined with seeing him tearing into me a couple hours later, finally made her believe it."

"She gives me credit for saving her life, which is bullshit. However, I did try to convince her that her life was worth saving, and I also showed her the alternatives. She has admitted now that there were other people trying to do the same things, but I was the one that got through. Which might be luck, or it might be just that I’m good"-everyone laughed at that-"or it might be other things. But it worked."

"However, the moral to this story is this-there is someone in your life that is trying to show you that your life is worth saving. There is someone that is trying to show you the alternatives. And that someone sees the bruises, he sees the cuts, he sees the lack of self esteem, he sees the dead look in your eyes that I saw on most of you when I walked in and that I saw on Kitten for two months-and it is tearing him up inside. I don’t know who it is-might be a friend, might be a family member. But there is someone, I almost guarantee it. And you need to figure out who it is, and you need to listen. How many of you have had someone close to you say something like ‘I don’t know why you keep putting yourself down?’ or ‘I can’t understand why you don’t think your smart, or beautiful, or worthy, or whatever?’ Any of you have that happen?" Every hand shot up. "Here’s my advice. Listen. And encourage that person to keep talking. And, if you have to-ask for help. Because that person who is telling you those things wants to help far, far more than you know. And he or she doesn’t know how, and it’s killing him. Trust me."

Warren let that one sink in for a while. Then Caroline, one of the girls in the group, asked him, "Warren, can I ask you a question?"

"Sure."

"What happened to Kitten?"

"Looking for a happy ending, are we?" Warren smiled. Caroline smiled and nodded agreement, as did the rest of the girls. Warren smiled bigger. "Well, lucky for you, I’ve got one."

"After Kitten finally decided that she didn’t want to be abused anymore, and dumped the asshole-who is now in jail, may he rot there-after that, Kitten decided something else. She decided that she had had it with guys who beat her down instead of lifting her up. And she found the guy who had been lifting her up. Of course, he had been there for a while, but she finally noticed."

"She asked me out a week later." All the girls joined Warren’s big grin. "And it’s a good thing, because Preppy Nerd Boy me would have agonized about it for a year and then lost her. Luckily, she saved me from my preppiedom by making the first move. When you consider that she was beaten down and abused, it was an incredibly courageous thing to do. Although, I think by then she had figured out that she wasn’t taking any kind of risk, that there was no way I was going to turn her down. I was completely gone by that time." Everyone laughed at that.

"I still am. We celebrated our two-year anniversary a couple of weeks ago. She’s also drug free, hardly drinks, quit smoking, and is a straight-A student. We’re discussing what colleges to attend, because we plan on going together. And, sometime after that, I’m going to marry her." The girls were grinning widely at this point.

"Happy endings are possible, ladies, but you have to work at them. Kitten did this herself, I was just there for her. You need to find someone willing to be there for you, too. And you have to open your ears, and your mind, and, most importantly, your heart."

Another girl in the group, Meggan, asked, "Does Kitten go to school here?"

"Yup."

"I wonder if I know her."

Warren grinned. "Oh, you know her, all right. I called her Kitten in my little story, but more often than not, I call her Pookie. She calls me Snugglebear." Everyone laughed. Warren got out of his chair, and walked over to where Sophia was sitting. "That’s all for me, ladies. I hope it helped." Then he looked down at Sophia. "See you later, Pookie," and bent over and kissed her. The girls grinned in amazement as Warren walked out of the room.

Meggan just looked at Sophia. "Warren is your boyfriend? You’re Kitten?"

"Yeah. And that’s the moral of the story, isn’t it? I finally listened to someone who was trying to tell me he truly, truly loved me, for all the right reasons. And it worked."

"Wow," was all Meggan could say, and the other girls nodded agreement.

CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT

"Can I talk to you?" Sophia was eating lunch with Jessie; and Meggan, from her peer-counseling group, had approached her at their table.

"Sure. Jess, this is Meggan. She’s from my group."

"Hiya, Meggan, nice to meet you. You want I should leave?" Meggan looked at Sophia.

"Jess will leave if you want, Meg, but she knows what I do down in Peer Counseling, lived through my nightmare with me, and knows how to keep a secret."

"OK. Then I don’t want her to leave. I feel bad enough interrupting your lunch anyhow." Sophia and Jessie just waved that off. "I need your help, Soph. I think I’ve got a Warren." Meggan smiled a little bit.

Sophie smiled back. "Tell me more."

"His name is Josh. We take the bus every day. He’s a junior." Meggan herself was a sophomore. "We usually sit with each other. He just moved to Oceanview this year, so I was like the first person he got to know, because we’re the first two stops on the bus route in the morning, and the last two off in the evening. It was natural that we started talking. So now we talk every day on the bus."

"Do you mind telling me his last name? If you want to keep that a secret, I don’t mind. I was wondering if I knew him."

"Blumberg. Josh Blumberg."

"Really?" Sophia exclaimed. "I actually know Josh well. One of my best friends, Karen Laskovich, is Josh’s cousin. When Josh first moved into town, Karen got him in with our crowd. I see him at parties all the time. He’s a good kid, I like him a lot. One of the things I really like about him is the way he handles himself at parties. He’s not much of a drinker and I’ve never seen him take a drug, but he can go to a party and have a good time-and he’s nice but firm about turning down chemicals, so everyone respects his choice. In that way, he’s exactly like Warren."

"That’s good information, Sophia, I forget that you know everybody." Sophia giggled. Meggan went on, "Anyhow, there have been some days that I’ve gone to school after-you know-had happened the previous night. He knows something’s wrong. He tries to get me to tell him. He’s not mean or anything about it, and he’s only persistent to a point, but he’s figured out that something’s wrong with me."

Jessie was listening to the conversation, but wasn’t sure what, exactly, Meggan was talking about.

"He’s done the old self-esteem-boost thing that Warren told us about-in fact, it hit me while Warren was talking about that that Josh does exactly the same thing."

"I want to tell him. I want to tell him what’s happening to me. But I don’t think I can get the words out, and I don’t know if I want to lay this on him."

Sophia took a deep breath. "First of all, don’t drop it on him on the bus. Do what I did-give him your phone number and ask him to call. Tell him you need a friend to talk to. He’ll call, I can almost guarantee it. Secondly, you need to lay this on someone. He’s almost begging you to. Third, if you don’t think you can get the words out, practice."

"What do you mean?"

"Tell Jessie, here. I can tell by her eyes darting back and forth that she’s trying to figure out what’s going on. Jessie knows I do peer counseling but I don’t discuss specifics, because it is your choice who to tell. However, she’s a great listener, her word is worth its weight in gold, and her confidence is solid."

"All true, and I’m cute, too." Jessie quipped, getting a laugh out of Meggan. "Listen, Meggan, do not feel compelled to tell me. But if you want to practice, I’m willing."

Meggan took a deep breath, and looked at Jessie. "My boyfriend rapes me at knifepoint." Jessie visibly paled. "And then tells me if I leave him or tell anyone he will cut me into little pieces."

"You got the words out. That’s a start. I remember when it took you 45 minutes to say those words to me." Sophia glanced at Jessie. "Jessie, are you alright?"

Jessie said, in a tone of barely restrained murderous fury, "If I ever find out who your boyfriend is, Meggan, I will bring a bigger knife, cut his balls and dick off, and stuff them down his fucking throat until he chokes to death on them." Meggan’s eyes just got wide. "You say the word, Meg, and I’ll have a posse on this guy’s ass so quick he won’t know what hit him. Soph, you think Crash, Warren, and Nicky would have a good time bouncing this scumbag off of a few walls? I do." Jessie took a deep breath.

Meggan’s eyes just got even wider. "You can’t do that. He’ll find out it came from me, and he’ll kill me."

Jessie exhaled. "I know, Meg, I know. I don’t know who he is, anyway. And I know if I were to act too rashly, you could be in danger. I’ve been through this, with Sophie." She shook her head. "But, I can’t help but want to do to him exactly what I said."

Meggan calmed down. "I know. I do, too. I’m just afraid I’m going to end up dead at his hands. I worry about it all the time. I don’t know how long I can live with that worry." She sighed. "I think of suicide more and more lately."

Jessie looked at her. "Maybe you need to be suicidal." Meggan just stared at her. Sophia gasped. Jessie just went on. "Get to the point where you’re going to do it. Get right to that point where you don’t care if you live or die. And, right when you get to that point-go after him. You’d have nothing to lose, right?"

Meggan looked at her. "She makes good points in a very roundabout kind of way, doesn’t she?"

"Always" Sophia agreed.

It happened again that night. The next morning, Josh noticed, but Meggan parried his queries as usual. She sat in class all day, barely aware of where she was. This one was brutal-he decided, after he was done with her pussy, he was going to rape her ass. She could barely sit down.

She was in agony all day. She had almost become numb to it, but having her anal virginity raped brought home again how brutal, degrading, and painful this all was.

She decided, it was either take a chance, or kill herself. She took a chance. When she saw Josh on the bus heading home, she waited until they were the only two people left on the bus. She slipped a piece of paper in his hands as she got off the bus. It said, "349-8712. Josh, that’s my phone number. I need to talk to a friend tonight. Please call. Love, Meggan."

He called, shortly after eight o’ clock. After they said hi, Meggan told him, "You know there’s something wrong with me, right?"

"Yeah, Meg, but I don’t know what. Some days you walk onto that bus and it’s like the night of the living dead. Today was particularly bad. But you won’t tell me what it is."

"I decided I want to tell you. I need to tell you. I need help. I’m in counseling, but that’s not the same." She hesitated a minute. "Josh, how do you feel about me?"

"I like you, a whole lot. I mean a lot. I care about you more than you know. If you hadn’t told me you had a boyfriend, I would have asked you out long ago."

"My suspicions are confirmed," Meggan said. Josh just laughed. Meggan got serious. "I want to tell you about me. I want to tell you. However, I don’t know if I can dump this one on you. It’s bad."

"If you need to tell me, than you need to tell me."

"OK" She took a deep breath. "My boyfriend has been raping me at knifepoint for six months. Last night, he added a new twist-he raped my ass. And he told me he would kill me if I ever left, or if I ever told anyone."

Dead silence at the other end of the phone.

"Josh?"

Another moment of silence. "Meggan, what’s your address?"

"45 Curran St. Why?"

"Will your parents get upset if you have a visitor at this time of night?"

"My parents don’t give a fuck what happens to me, Josh. That’s another long story, but, let’s just say that they had me because ‘everybody has kids’, and they just go on their merry way. They’re actually not here, they’re shopping or something…"

"Good. I’m coming over." And he abruptly hung up the phone.

Meggan didn’t know what to think. She had, at least, gotten the courage to tell him. And now he’s coming over? She’ll have to look him in the face? After what she told him? Oh, boy…

Before she knew it, there was a knock on the door, and she opened it to find him. And before she knew it, she was in his arms, crying.

He steered her to the couch. After she had calmed down, Josh asked her, "Who knows?"

"I have a peer counselor at school, and I talk to the psychiatrist there. Other than them, just you. You don’t know how long I’ve wanted to tell you, because I knew you were a real friend."

Josh took a deep breath. "I have a car, Meg. You need to go to the police."

"NO!"

"You need to."

"Josh, he’ll kill me!"

"He’s going to, anyway, if this keeps up." Meggan looked at him, startled. "You know I’m right. Either that, or you’ll kill yourself."

Meggan looked at him. "You’re right."

"This can’t go on forever. He’s killing you, as it is, bit by bit. I can’t watch that happen, Meg. I care too much about you. I need to take you to the police."

Meggan sat, and thought about it. Just then, her parents walked in the door.

"Hi, Meg," her father said.

Her mother just looked at Josh. "So, who’s this? I thought your boyfriend was that reprobate from Salem? Sleeping around, Meg?"

Josh was shocked. He had his arm around Meg, and he felt her shoulder tighten. He squeezed it, for reassurance. Meg was saying, "This is Josh. He’s a friend, from school." She took a deep breath. "And Curtis isn’t my boyfriend, not the way any normal person would define it."

"Oh, yeah?" Her mother asked. "You certainly spend enough time with him. If he isn’t your boyfriend, what is he?"

Josh rubbed Meggan’s back, and took her hand in his and squeezed. He said to her, softly, "You have to start here, Meg."

"I know." She turned to her parents. "Curtis isn’t my boyfriend. I thought he was at first, but he’s not. He’s my abuser. And my own personal serial rapist. He’s been raping me at knifepoint for six months."

Her parents went ghost-white. "What?" her father managed to get out.

"Yup. And he threatens to kill me regularly." She shifted in her seat, and groaned, pain radiating out from her battered rear end. "Last night, he decided to add anal rape to the festivities. I’m in a considerable amount of pain right now." Her parents were in shock.

"Meg, why didn’t you tell us?" her father asked.

"I’ve had a hard time telling anyone. Because I feel dirty, and because he threatens to kill me if I tell. The only people I ever told were my Peer Counselor and the psychiatrist at school. Josh has been a good friend to me all year, and I finally decided to tell him, tonight. As for you guys, you don’t give a shit about me anyhow, so why should I tell you?"

"MEGGAN!" her father spat out.

"Oh, you don’t say it, but Mom does. Why did I ever have a kid, you’re more trouble than you’re worth, blah blah blah. I’ve always thought I was an accident, that you guys regretted not aborting."

Meg’s mother was looking at the floor, not saying anything. Her father looked at his wife, and then at Meggan. "You were an accident, Meg, I’m not going to lie to you about that. And we hadn’t ever planned on having children. But I, for one, never regretting having you."

"I have," her mother said. "But I tried to hide it from you, Meg. Obviously I wasn’t successful."

"No, you weren’t. I’ve felt resented and unwanted since I was seven. And I have been in my own private little hell for six months, and nobody notices, because nobody pays attention to Meggan. Well, Josh did. He didn’t know what was wrong, but he knew something was wrong."

Meggan’s mother was crying by now. "Meggan, I’m so sorry. I tried to be a good mother, I really did. I’m sorry I failed." She looked up at Meggan. "I do love you, you know. I just hate being your mother-*anybody’s* mother. I thought I could do it, that’s why we ended up having you instead of aborting you. I was wrong."

"I never knew any of this," her father said.

"That’s because all you care about is your work," her mother said.

"Hey, my work is important. My work pays for all these lovely things we have."

Meggan spoke up. "I, for one, would have traded all of these lovely things for a little attention. A hug once in a while, you know?" She took a deep breath. "Anyhow, that’s neither here nor there. Although I blame you for not making me feel loved enough to tell you what was happening to me, I do not blame you for what’s happening. That’s not your fault, and it’s not my fault. It’s Curtis’s fault. He sweet-talked me for two months, then, when I wasn’t ready to surrender my virginity to him, his true self surfaced. And he took it. I was being raped before I even knew what was happening. And the threats started from day one, so I was immediately terrified."

"Josh has convinced me to go to the police. It might not work. They might say they don’t have enough to prosecute. They might end up letting him go. And he may end up killing me." Her father gasped. "But, you know what? I can’t live like this anymore, no matter what happens. And instead of killing myself, which I have seriously been considering, I'm going to at least try to go after the cause of all this, which is him."

Her parents wanted to take her to the police, but she refused. Josh took her. After hearing her story, the police called in a doctor to examine her. Afterwards, the cops gathered with the doctor. Meggan, and Josh (who Meggan insisted stay with her), wanted to hear what the doctor had to say.

"OK," he started. "Meggan, you have vaginal bruises. Bad ones. Some old, some newer." He turned to the cops. "What I will say on the stand about them is this: yes, you can get those if you happen to like rough sex. However, very rarely that bad, and that kind of bruising usually only comes from systematic rape." The doctor took a deep breath. "Her rectum is ripped to shreds. She shows every sign of being anally raped within the last 48 hours. No doubt in my mind about it. Meggan, you need to go to the hospital. You’re bleeding out of your rectum, still."

"No doubt about the anal rape?"

"None."

"Call Salem police, get their cooperation, and nail the scumbag," he said to another officer.

Meggan insisted on waiting to see what happened, assuring the doctor she would go to the hospital later. The cops needed her to identify him, anyway.

They brought him in an hour later. "Meg?" one of the officers asked.

She looked up. "That’s him," was all she said.

Curtis looked up, and saw her there, and exploded. "YOU BITCH! I TOLD YOU! YOU FUCKING BITCH!" The officer at the desk hit the record button on his tape recorder almost immediately. Curtis was still bellowing. "When I get out of here, I will KILL YOU, you BITCH! I will take that knife that you know so well, and cut you into a million fucking PIECES! You think you got it bad now I will shove a hot poker up your cunt, you SLUT! I WILL KILL YOU FOR THIS!"

The sergeant asked the arresting officers, "Was he Mirandized?"

"Of course."

He looked at the desk officer. "You get that on tape?"

"Hit record right after he started."

"And everyone heard it, right?" They all nodded.

Meggan was crying, while Josh tried to calm her down by massaging her shoulders. "Oh, God, I’m dead, he’s going to kill me, I’m dead, I’m dead…"

"Meggan." The officer got her attention. "Meggan, we taped that."

"Huh?"

"Got it on tape. And he had been read his rights, so it’s useable. He just did a very very stupid thing. He gave us a glorious piece of evidence. We’re going to need you to testify when we get to court, but that tape, and the doctor, will help a lot. I’m going to call the prosecutor, and recommend that the scumbag get denied bail. And when the judge hears that tape, I think he’ll go along with it."

"OK. Let me know when the bail hearing is."

"You’d go?"

"Yeah."

"That would help. Judge sees you sitting there, that can only help. But now, go to the hospital."

A cop took her and Josh to the hospital, and made sure she got taken care of. Afterwards, Josh drove her home from the police station. She had a long talk with her parents, which helped a lot.

The bail hearing was two days later. Meggan sat and watched Curtis’s lawyer do all the lawyer doublespeak, trying to get bail set at a reasonable amount. The Sergeant brought the tape, and Curtis’s lawyer tried to object. The judge told him, "If he had been Mirandized, than this is useable. What do you think ‘anything you say can and will be held against you’ means, counselor?"

The tape was played. Even the judge paled. After it was played, he turned to the prosecutor. "Mr. Billings, is the alleged victim in the courtroom?’

"Yes, she is." He turned. "Stand up, Meggan."

The judge gasped. This little, tiny girl was the victim? "What’s your name, sweetheart?" he asked.

"Meggan Carruthers."

"How old are you?"

"Fifteen."

Oh my God, the judge thought to himself. What he said was, "What do you think will happen if I let Mr. Mickens out on bail?"

Meggan said, so matter-of-factly that it made the judge’s heart break, "I’ll be dead, sir."

"You’re convinced of that?"

"That’s why it took me six months to tell anyone about it. If he finds me, he’ll kill me. I’ve known that since the first time he did it."

"Why did you change your mind, and come forward?"

"Because I can’t live like this anymore. I’d rather be dead. If this had gone on much longer, I would have killed myself, anyway." The judge was shocked-Meggan’s tone of voice sounded like she had been discussing a TV show. "I don’t want to die, but I don’t want to be raped anymore. Before I killed myself, I decided, with the help of a friend, that I had to at least try this. If he gets out, I’m dead. But if he doesn’t get out, maybe I can have a real life."

The judge looked at Curtis, and his lawyer. "Bail denied. Lock him up."

Meggan arrived home from school the next day. Her mother smiled at her, and said, "Perfect timing. Phone’s for you."

She took it. "Hello?"

"Meggan? This is John Billings, from the prosecutor’s office."

"Hello, Mr. Billings. What can I do for you?"

"No, it’s what I can do for you. Did you see the coverage of your case in the TV and the newspapers?"

"Yeah, it was kind of embarrassing. It was a topic of conversation at school."

"I can understand why that would be uncomfortable. But it worked.":

"Worked?"

"Two more girls stepped forward, Meggan. You weren’t the only one. We’ve got this guy nailed."

"Oh my God."

DANCING AND DATING (Chapter 39)

"Hey, Sophia, I forgot to tell you," Warren began.

"What, honey?"

They were curled up in bed. They had finished their lovemaking, and were just cuddling. Jessie and Crash, desperate for an empty house, were downstairs on the couch, so Warren and Sophia were still upstairs, giving them privacy.

"Murray Stevens called me."

"Murray Stevens?"

"He’s with the USFSA. He’s a judge; in fact, he was on the panel at Nationals. He also does work with the ISU, specifically with the Grand Prix series."

"Oh. Why did he call?"

"He wants us to do the Junior Grand Prix series next year. I have to call him back tomorrow, I told him I’d talk to you. We’d be entered in two competitions, between September and November. If we get enough points, the Series Final is in December, in Toronto. And there’s prize money."

"Did you tell him we plan to test up to seniors?"

"Doesn’t make a difference. ISU Junior is different that USFSA Junior. Internationally, you can compete as a junior if you’ve never medaled at Senior Worlds, and if you’re under a certain age-nineteen, I think. We can do the Junior Grand Prix and still compete as Seniors at Nationals."

Sophie smiled at him. "Let’s do it!"

"Now, we need to be sure. We’ll have to travel, and it could be as far away as China or Ukraine, at the beginning of our senior year."

"We can do it. We’re good, remember?"

Warren cracked up. "OK. We’ll do it!"

They lay silent for a minute, then heard loud moaning coming from downstairs. They both cracked up laughing.

"Poor Jess-and Crash-it’s been over a month. They can never get a place to do it. All that pent-up horniness." Sophia giggled.

"They should have asked us to use the downstairs before this," Warren said.

"That’s what I told Jess. She felt she was imposing. I told her if she wouldn’t be too embarrassed by the screams coming from upstairs, they weren’t imposing at all." They both laughed.

"Crash has the test for his license next week. He can’t wait. I told him about our first experience in the back seat of a car." Sophia laughed, and hit him with a pillow.

Meggan was sitting on her couch, watching TV. Josh was behind her on the couch, his arms around her waist. They had gotten closer and closer over the past couple months, since she had finally gone to the police. Josh took it slow, but he got more and more fond of her every day. They spent time at each other’s houses, they went on dates, but there wasn’t anything formal. Josh wanted to fix that.

"Meggan, I was wondering…" he said softly into her ear.

"Yeeeeeesssss?" She drawled, and giggled.

"Well, I was wondering…well…if you would go out with me."

Meggan stiffened in Josh’s arms. She didn’t say anything. And Josh held his breath.

He looked at her. She was a small girl, with dainty little hands and feet. She was built fairly small, too, but definitely had all the curves in all the right places. She was blonde, with green eyes, and a small splatter of freckles across the bridge of her nose. She had her long hair in a ponytail. Her hands had been on top of his, around her waist, but she dropped them to her side. And she sighed.

"Josh, I don’t think that’s a good idea."

Josh was a little stunned. He had been nervous about asking her, but, they had gotten so close, he really didn’t think she’d say no. Waitaminnit, the voice in his head said, remember what this girl has been through. Be patient.

"Funny, I think it’s a very good idea. Best one I’ve had in a long time." Josh quipped. Meggan giggled softly, which was the desired response. "So, why don’t you think so?" he asked her.

"Because I don’t know how much of a girlfriend I can be right now."

"Do you like me?"

"WHAT? Of course. Josh, I love you--" she stopped short, realizing what she just said. "Oops," she giggled, blushing. "I think I just let a very big cat out of the bag."

"Good. You said it first. I love you, too, Meggan." Meggan giggled, and snuggled deeper into Josh’s arms. "So, if we love each other, what is the problem?"

Meggan let out a long sigh. "If I were selfish, I’d say yes, Josh. I do love you. But I don’t know if I can drag you into this mess I call a life."

"You aren’t. I’m dragging myself. I asked you, remember? And, don’t you think I know what I’m getting into?"

She thought for a moment. "Can I ask you a personal question?"

"Of course."

"Are you a virgin?"

"No. I had a girlfriend at my old school last year. We took each other’s virginity. Repeatedly." Even Meggan laughed at that.

"What happened?"

"Well, we liked having sex together, but it became increasingly apparent that that was the only thing we liked doing together. If we weren’t having sex, we were fighting. I finally broke it off at the beginning of the summer. Good thing, actually, because it was shortly after that that I found out we were moving. I would have hated pining over a lost love 60 miles away."

"So, you’ve had a relationship that included sex."

"Yes."

"Josh, I don’t know whether or not I can do that."

"Did I ask you to go to bed with me? I asked you to go out with me, Meg."

"Yeah, but can you have a relationship without…"

"Meg. Look at me." She twisted herself around on the couch. "I want to go out with you because I love you. Now, if I told you that I didn’t think you were as sexy as all get-out, I’d be lying." Meggan giggled. "But I can wait, and I don’t mind, and I will never ever force you to do something you don’t want to do."

"I know that."

"Meg, have you ever had a real boyfriend?"

"No."

"OK. Remember what Doctor Sorensen keeps telling you. You’ve never had sex-you’ve been raped. It’s not the same thing. Remember when you told me what she said about it?"

"Yeah. We talked about being turned on, and I told her that I don’t think I ever have been. And she said I would, eventually."

"Right."

"And she said that when I figured out that I was getting turned on, that a lot of my fears about sex would take care of themselves."

"Right. Meg, when you figure out that you’re getting turned on, I want to be there, OK?" She laughed. "And if it takes until I’m 45, it takes until I’m 45." She just stared at him.

"I guess, one of the things that bothers me, is why I’m not turned on now. I mean, I love you, right? I’m lying in your arms, right?"

"Well, how do you feel?"

"Safe. Secure. Warm. I don’t think that’s the equivalent of turned on, though." They both laughed.

"Meg, you ever been kissed? Really, properly, kissed?"

"No," she said, weakly. He leaned over, and kissed her, long but soft. She hesitated at first, then threw herself into the kiss, wrapping her arms around his neck.

He broke the kiss. "So, now how do you feel?"

She giggled. "All tingly, and slightly lightheaded."

"There you go. I do turn you on, see? At least a little bit."

"OK, so I think it’s more than a little bit." Meggan giggled.

"I’m willing to go slow. I could really turn you on right now, if I wanted to, but I’m willing to go slow. Meg, take a chance. I’m willing to."

Meggan thought, and smiled. "OK, Josh, I will go out with you. You’re right, if you can take a chance, so can I." She looked up at him. "Just as long as you keep kissing me!"

"Happy to oblige," Josh said, and leaned in again.

He broke the kiss, and Meggan looked up at him. "Oh, that reminds me," he said.

"Yeah?"

"Since we’re now going out, will you go to the junior prom with me?"

"Wouldn’t miss it for the world!"

"Josh asked me to go out with him last night," Meggan told Sophia. They were sitting in the peer counseling office, eating lunch.

Sophia smiled at her. "What did you say?"

"After much coaxing, I said yes. I said no, at first. He talked me into it."

"Talked you into it? You didn’t want to?" Sophia asked suspiciously.

"Oh, yeah, did I want to. I worry about him. I said no at first for his sake. He’s gotten himself involved with one fucked up life. He convinced me it was worth a shot, though. It was kind of hard to deny, after I told him I loved him."

"What?" Sophia cracked up.

"Well, when I first turned him down, he said ‘Don’t you like me?’ and I kind of blurted out, ‘Are you kidding, I love you!’’

"Oops."

Meggan blushed a little. "It was OK. He told me he loved me, too."

"Great."

"Yeah. He loves me, I love him, and we’re going out. Now I just get to be terrified."

"Oh, no you don’t, Meg. He knows about you, remember? He’ll go slow. I know he will."

"I do, too. I’m not scared of him, Sophia, I’m scared of me. What if slow means nonexistent? What if I can’t respond at all? What if I end up a quivering pile of terror at anything? I just don’t know."

"Well, what have you done so far?"

"Nothing."

"Nothing? Held hands? Kissed? Cuddled?"

"Oh, that, yeah. We cuddle. We hold hands, but if he holds my hand or puts his arm around me if anyone else is in the room, I get a bit panicked."

"Because the asshole raped you in front of an audience?"

"Yeah."

"Does Josh know about that?" Meg nodded yes. "Does he know you panic a bit at contact in public?" Meg nodded again. "What does he do?"

Meg giggled. "He just squeezes my hand tighter. Every time he does it, it gets easier."

"You see? Now, how about kissing, have you kissed?"

"First time last night."

"How’d you react to that?"

"That was interesting. We were talking about getting turned on, and how I don’t think I ever have been, and how I don’t know if I can. So he asked me if I had ever been properly kissed. I said no, so he did it."

"What happened?"

Meg smiled. "I do believe I got turned on. It was very, very nice." She sighed a little.

Sophia laughed. "Remember what Gwen tells you. You’re an innocent. That was your first real kiss, and you reacted exactly how someone getting their first real kiss from their first real boyfriend should react. "

"Really?"

"Yeah, really. Meg, we’re more normal than we sometimes give ourselves credit for. We both went through hell-you more than me-and we both have the scars to prove it, but you’re reactions to Josh’s kiss were normal."

"What does it feel like to you when Warren kisses you?"

"Well, that’s different."

"Why is it different?"

"Because we’ve been going out a while, now, and he was not my first."

"I thought you said Warren was the only guy who made you feel that way."

Sophia smiled, "He is. Well, the first time we kissed, I kissed him." Meggan giggled. "Now, when we kiss, it’s warm and safe-and it is a bit of a turn on-but it’s more of an appetizer, a promise of things to come."

Sophia looked at her friend and smiled. "You have to understand something, Meg-I’m a complete nymphomaniac." Meggan cracked up laughing. "Kissing is nice in itself, but when Warren kisses me, it mainly serves to wake up my ‘Fuck me, Warren!’ voice." Meggan was laughing so hard she almost started choking.

Meggan and Josh decided a nice way to pass a Saturday afternoon would be to do some ice skating. They arrived at the rink, but found they were early for the group skating. They rented skates, and went into the rink just to see what was going on in there.

They saw a couple, on the ice, dancing. They were doing the same bit of steps over and over again, obviously working on something.

"What’s that?’ the guy asked.

"This here?" the girl demonstrated something. As she turned towards Meggan, she recognized them.

"That’s Warren and Sophia!"

"So it is," agreed Josh.

Sophia was saying, "No, when I do this, you reach around across my body. We change the hold here," she demonstrated. They did a couple more steps.

"Ah. OK. Got it."

"Music?" Sophia asked, and, on Warren’s nod of consent, skated over to the boombox and hit play.

The sounds of Frank Sinatra filled the rink. Warren and Sophia danced around the ice to "How Little It Matters" and "I’ve Got You Under My Skin," the two Sinatra songs that were their new free dance. The dance wasn’t completely done-there were still some holes in the choreography-but it was getting there. They ran through it once, doing what they had and skating through the rest.

"Wow, they’re really good," Meggan commented.

"They were second in the country in the Junior division of Ice Dance back in January." Josh told her.

"Really? Wow,"

The dance finished, and Josh and Meggan started applauding. Sophia and Warren looked up in surprise.

"Josh! Meggan! What are you guys doing here?" Sophia called. They skated over to where Josh and Meggan were.

"We came to skate a little. Nice Saturday afternoon date. Now I don’t want to get my clumsy self on the ice!" Meg said.

"Ah, we’re competitive ice dancers. Don’t be intimidated by us." Warren grinned.

"Yeah, Josh told me."

"Can you guys do that on the floor, too?" Josh asked.

"To a point," Sophia smiled. "We take ballroom, to help with this. So, we can cut a pretty impressive rug. However, ice is our preferred dance surface." They all laughed at that.

"Still, you all will be pretty impressive at the prom, no doubt." Meg opined.

"The problem with that is the prom will probably be chock-a-block of all that whacka-whacka-whacka boom boom boom stuff that passes for music nowadays. I doubt a junior prom nowadays will have a whole lot of Sinatra in it," Warren observed wryly. "Shit, I might be deprived of even the Beatles."

"One of the weird things about both of us-and there are many weird things about both of us-is that our CD collection contains lots of stuff that is older than we are. Heck, lots of mine are older than my mother." Sophia offered, to laughter.

"Speaking of the prom," Sophia remembered, "You guys got a table? We’ve got an opening at ours."

"No, we don’t. I’m gonna get the tickets on Monday. Who’s at yours?" Josh asked.

"Your cousin Karen, for one, and her boyfriend," Josh laughed. "Me and Snugglebear, here, of course, and my best friend Jessie and her boyfriend Jason, who also happens to be Warren’s best friend."

Meggan and Josh smiled at each other. "Sounds great."

"Table ten, then," Sophia told them. "We’d love to have you. Oh! And we’re also having a post-prom party in the hotel afterwards. We’re all renting rooms, and we’re going to have a party in one central room-probably ours-and then you’ll have a room to go sleep it off in."

"I don’t know about that," Meggan said nervously.

"Oh, shit, I forgot who I was talking to. I’m sorry, Meg, didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable."

"That’s OK." Meg smiled. "We’ll think about it."

"The rooms are doubles." Warren pointed out.

"OK," said Josh. "We’ll let you know."

After they got done skating, Josh was driving Meg home.

"Josh?"

"Hmm?"

"Did you want to?"

"Did I want to what?"

"Go to the party after the prom. Get a room together."

"Only if you want to."

"We could be sharing a room. And I might not want to do anything."

"That’s OK."

"You sure?"

"Willing to wait, remember?"

She smiled at him. "Let’s do it, then."

MORE DANCING, AND OTHER THINGS (Chapter 40)

Meg and Josh, and Karen and her boyfriend Bill, were already at the prom when the foursome showed up.

"Two weeks, two proms," Crash quipped as he sat down.

"Our Junior prom at St. Mike’s was last week," Warren filled in.

Introductions were made for those that didn’t know each other, and they all started chatting happily. The dinner started being served, just as the DJ said he was going to play some "dinner music."

The sounds of Benny Goodman filled the ballroom.

"Dinner music?" Warren exclaimed. "That ain’t no dinner music, that’s dancing music!"

Sophia looked at him. "Eat fast, dear, before they start playing the techno." Sophia and Warren started wolfing down their food.

"What are you doing?" Jessie asked.

"Eating fast," Sophia said between mouthfuls. "We need to dance. This is our music."

"This old stuff?" Jessie laughed.

"If you were an ice dancer that took ballroom on the side, you’d understand," Warren supplied. Just then, the strains of "Moonlight Serenade" started up. Sophia and Warren looked at their half-finished plates, then at each other, and said, simultaneously, "Fuck it!" and got up, to the amusement of their friends.

"We can always grab a burger," Sophia said into Warren’s ear as they started dancing.

They were, of course, the only people on the dance floor-and they were stunning. Warren, of course, had a tux on, and Sophia was wearing a stunning lavender spaghetti-strap dress, her long black hair piled high on her head. The most stunning part, however, was watching them dance. They glided effortlessly on the dance floor, moving as one, as they always did while dancing on or off the ice. And when they danced, they danced with passion. Sophia once told Jessie that she considered dancing "the most erotic thing you can do with your clothes on, and the best foreplay ever invented," and every time she and Warren danced, they proved it. They were alone on the dance floor, under the amazed gaze of 400 of Sophia’s classmates and dates, and they might have well been alone. Their dancing was not vulgar, or overtly suggestive. It was sensuous, passionate, and totally hot. It was the way they moved, the way they looked at each other, the way a hand touched a shoulder. Meggan, watching them, dropped her fork to the plate with a loud "clank" and muttered, "Oh my God. That’s one of the most fantastic things I’ve ever seen."

The music changed to Tommy Dorsey’s "Opus One." "Wow," laughed Warren, "they gonna play all our free dance music?" Sophia just laughed, and they proved that dancing fast and uptempo did not have to mean it was any less passionate.

They danced, while everyone ate. They asked the DJ if he had any Sinatra, and he played a few for them. They danced to all the big band music the DJ played during dinner. They bounced all around the dance floor to one of their favorites, Glenn Miller’s "Little Brown Jug." And when they sensed that the music was about to change, and they left the floor after one last rousing dance to "In The Mood," they were stunned-they were being applauded.

Their six friends at their table, in fact, were standing and whooping. They got back to the table with embarrassed smiles on their faces. As they had expected, the waiters had taken their plates, but that was all right. Food you could get any time. Dancing like that was a rare opportunity.

"That was a treat. A real treat. Thank you for letting us all see that," Josh said.

"I’ve known for a long time how into each other you guys are, but I never really knew, until just now," Karen commented.

"Ah, we’re dancers. That’s what we do," Sophia demurred.

"Yeah, fantastic dancers who are so much in love with each other that they need a fire extinguisher for the dance floor right about now," Meggan quipped.

"I see now what you mean about dancing being erotic," Jess added. Crash, beside her, said, "Shit, I know from erotic, but I don’t think I could ever dance that well, Jessie."

The rest of the prom was perfect. The other six took their turn at dancing, and Warren and Sophia snuggled and held court at the table, but danced to every reasonably acceptable slow song.

The king and queen and all that were named. Nobody at their table won, but nobody cared, except for Warren who grumbled, "that queen can’t hold a candle to Sophia," resulting in amusement all around the table. And not winning a silly prom queen was way offset by what Mr. Carvalho said after he had handed out the awards.

"And I’d like to offer special thanks and appreciation to Sophia Daniels and her date, Warren Kelleher, for giving up most of their mealtime to treat us to an absolute ballroom dancing clinic the likes I’ve never seen. It was amazing. Thank you guys, for sharing it with us." The room erupted in applause.

The prom wound down, and the party moved upstairs, to Warren and Sophia’s room.

There was a fairly large crowd at first, but it quickly dwindled to the eight at the table. They were all cuddled in various spots around the room, but still engaging in conversation with one another.

Meggan was sitting on Josh’s lap, flopped in a big easy chair. They had been chatting with everyone, but, after a while, the conversations got more private, and they were mostly cuddling and whispering with one another.

Meggan was wearing a peach dress, all frilly, and had her hair in a French braid. Josh couldn’t believe this gorgeous creature was there with him, sitting in his lap, flopped back against him, his arms around her waist. They cuddled and kissed a bit. Getting in a mood, Josh took a chance. He let his right hand slowly work its way up, until it settled lightly on Meg’s left breast.

And Meg gasped. And jumped.

Knowing her past, and assuming that her reaction was out of fear, Josh quickly dropped his hand. But Meg was not reacting out of fear. Even though she was in a room with other people, she didn’t care. She wasn’t scared. She jumped because it felt like Josh’s hand was plugged into an electrical socket. And, when he dropped his hand, Meggan reacted out of pure instinct, and pure desire to feel it again-she grabbed his hand and lifted it back onto her breast. And, to make her reaction completely clear, squeezed his hand against her breast and sighed contentedly.

Josh, unbeknownst to Meg-his head was behind hers-opened his eyes very wide when she re-attached the hand. "Wow," he thought to himself. For quite a few minutes, he gently massaged her breast, occasionally rubbing the nipple through her dress and bra, and watched in amazement as her breathing got more and more ragged.

And then something he never expected happened. Meggan turned to him, a big smile on her face, and said, "Let’s go back to our room."

When they got there, before they barely got in the door, Meggan wrapped her arms around Josh and gave him the longest, hottest kiss they had ever shared. She broke the kiss, looked up at her boyfriend, and said, "I know what being turned on is, now. Oh boy do I." Josh just laughed. Meggan broke their embrace, and went and sat down on one of the beds.

"Josh, I’m going to ask you something that I have no right to ask you, because it might end up being very unfair to you."

"What, darling?"

"I want you to try." She blushed furiously. "And I don’t know what I want you to try. But I want you to try something. And I’m asking this knowing-and you need to know-that I might start screaming ‘stop! Stop! Stop!" at any time. I don’t know if I will. But I can’t guarantee that I won’t. And that’s a lot to ask of you. But I’m so turned on right now that I’m less scared than I’ve ever been. I just don’t know if it will come back."

"Little one, you need but ask. Anything. What do you want me to do?"

"Well, what would you do, right about now? Just pretend I’m normal." They both giggled.

"Oh, you are way more than merely normal, love," Josh said. He sat down next to her, and started unbuttoning her dress. When he had it undone, he helped her wiggle out of it. She was sitting in the bed in bra and panties, and she was amazed, but not scared. And quickly she was without a bra, too.

His hands went to her breasts. Then his mouth went to her breasts, and how that felt was previously beyond her comprehension. She felt her face flush as he nibbled on her right breast, his hands still working on her left. Her breath came out in ragged gasps, and she closed her eyes.

Suddenly, she realized Josh was trying to get her panties off. She raised her hips to allow them to slip off, and as they pulled away from her pussy with a slurp, she realized how wet she was. Amazing, she thought to herself. He’s playing with my tits and making me wet. I almost do feel normal.

Well, almost. Josh had started running a finger up and down her pussy lips, bringing shuddering gasps from Meggan. But, when he delicately probed with a finger at her entrance, she flinched.

He noticed. "Want me to stop here?" he asked.

"I dunno," she said, full of conflicting emotions, very turned on but very scared. "It feels so good, and you’ve been so gentle but…y’know…going in…" she blushed and gulped.

"You’re afraid of penetration." She nodded. "You were doing fine until I started to do that." She nodded again. "But you are turned on beyond belief, aren’t you?" She nodded again, blushing with a crooked smile.

"Fine," he said. "There are other ways to go about this." She looked at him quizzically, as he put her breast back in her mouth, nibbling on the nipple, producing another satisfied groan from her. Then he started moving down, licking the underside of her breast, kissing down her stomach, tickling her bellybutton with his tongue (which produced a giggle), and then moving beyond that. Abruptly, Meggan realized where he was headed.

"Josh? Uh, what are you doing?"

"Just trust me, Meg." He moved a centimeter closer.

"Uh, Josh? Do people actually do that? I thought that was just in nasty books. Y’know, dirty. Perverted."

Josh stopped his descent momentarily, realizing he had a bit of a problem here. "No, Meg, people actually do it. It’s not dirty or perverted. A lot of people even like it."

She blushed furiously, and said "I mean…can you…you like doing…have you done this before?"

"Yes, I have done this before, and yes I like doing it. Very much so. And I would dearly love to do it to you."

Meg blushed. "Did she…will I…" She trailed off.

"Like it? Oh yes she did. Will you? Wait and see," he said with a grin.

He went back down and buried his face between her legs. She flushed, and clenched up a little bit, but decided to trust him. He licked the inside of her thigh with a long stroke, causing her to laugh, which also made her relax. Then, he moved up, and gently nudged her pussy lips with his tongue.

"Hmmmmmmmmmm…" she let out, with a little smile, as his tongue worked its way up and down. She moaned softly, as he gently probed her pussy with his tongue. Dirty? Perverted? Who cares, if it made her feel like this?

He sensed her relax, and heard her soft moans-and on the next upstroke, made sure his tongue made direct contact with her clit.

"AAAH!" she squealed, with a gasp, and tensed up, her eyes flying wide open. He slid his tongue down her lips again, and then came back up, right onto her waiting clit.

"OOOOOHHHH!!!!" She gripped the sheets, practically tearing them. Josh shortened his strokes, so contact with her clit was more and more frequent. As he sensed that she was getting used to the contact, he zeroed in on it, and licked and nibbled on her clit.

She had raised her back up off the bed, being jerked up by the sensations. Her arms were behind her, holding her up, and her head was tilted back. Her breasts were pointed upward, heaving, and flushed as her breath came out it strangled little wails.

"YIII! OOOH! UNNGGGG! AAAYII! OOOH! NNNGGGG!! Oh Fuck, what are you doing to me??"

Josh stopped for a minute and looked up at her. "You want I should stop?"

"ONLY IF YOU WANT TO FUCKING DIE!" He just laughed and went back to his ministrations.

It didn’t take much longer. She flopped back onto the bed, and brought her legs around behind his head, grinding her pussy into his face. "UUUUUUNNNNNGGGGGG! AAAAAHHHHH! UNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! UNNNNNNGGGGGGWWWOOOOOAYIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!"

It was explosive. Her whole body clenched and spasmed. Josh got a very satisfying tongue-bath from her juices. She lie on the bed, gasping and panting, her whole body still spasming. Josh stopped and let her come down from it.

Oh my, she thought to herself in wonder. So that’s what an orgasm feels like. That’s what real sex feels like. She thought she could never could feel that good. And, all she could think about was that she wanted more.

Josh seemed to read her mind. After her breathing returned to semi-normal, he started again. "Oh Fuuuuuuuuucccccccccckkkkkkk" she groaned, as his tongue started working its magic. She started to build up again. All her thoughts were concentrated on her pussy, which was on fire. And, she felt Josh’s fingers probe at her entrance again. He stopped, giving her the chance to stop him again. She felt it, but was so turned on that she didn’t stop him. So, he took a chance, while she was on a high, to slip through one of her mental barriers. She let him. In fact, she welcomed it, without completely realizing it.

"Meg?"

"Hmmmmmmm?"

"Meg, do you know what’s happening?"

"Yeah, I feel goooooooood." She giggled.

"Meg, I have two fingers in you."

Her eyes flew open, and she raised herself up to look down. He had momentarily taken his face away, and she could see his hand moving back and forth, his two fingers penetrating into her drenched pussy. She gasped, and stared for a minute, and then flopped back down on the bed. "I was right. It feels gooooooood." Josh just laughed, and lowered his tongue back down onto her waiting clit. The second one was just as explosive, and Josh felt the satisfying clamping of her spasming pussy on his fingers.

He waited until she came down, but didn’t withdraw his fingers. His shirt had come off earlier, but now he reached with his free hand, and slid his pants off. He was now as naked as she was. He climbed up next to her, watching her afterglow, all the while with his fingers buried in her pussy. She hummed, very satisfied, and ran her fingers through his hair. He started moving his hand in and out again, and the little moans started up again.

"You’re going to ruin me, you know," she whispered. "For the rest of my life, I’m going to compare every night to this."

"Good. That was my intention." She giggled back at him. "You want to keep going?"

"What?"

"Finish what we started."

"I think you did that. Twice already." She giggled.

"No, that’s not what I meant." He was sitting up, still working his fingers in and out, and he pulled her with his free hand into a sitting position, also. "Meg, I want to make love to you," he whispered in her ear.

"Thasnot fair, asking me that while your fingers are driving me wild."

"If you say no, then we won’t."

"Part of me wants to so bad I can taste it. And part of me is terrified."

"What is the scary part, Meg? Protection? I have condoms."

"No, that's not it. I'm on the pill." She looked at him. His fingers were still in her, but he had stopped moving them. "I’m afraid it will hurt. It always has."

"That was rape."

"I know, but…I just think of pain, I can’t help it." She looked like she was going to cry.

"I know you can’t. Listen, though. Do my fingers hurt?" He started moving them in and out again.

"Oh, no they don’t."

"My dick isn’t all that much bigger than two fingers. If it hurts, you tell me, and I stop. But I don’t think it will, because I love you and I plan to be gentle, and you’re sopping wet."

She laughed at that and, just then, she realized he was naked. She reached down, and took it in her hands. He jumped a little. She giggled. "Well, you’ve been touching me for an hour, now. It feels nice in my hand."

"Oh, it definitely feels nice in your hand." They both giggled. "Come here." He withdrew his hand momentarily, and she dropped his cock, but kept staring at it. She thought she’d be repulsed or terrified. She wasn’t, much to her delight. She wanted it, because she wanted him.

He maneuvered them around on the bed so that they were facing each other. He definitely did not want to do this missionary. He wanted to be more gentle, and more equal. He lifted her legs, and slipped his legs underneath them. He spread her legs, and bent them at the knee, his legs under her knees. Then, he moved a little closer, but started by putting his fingers back in.

"Hmmmmmmm," she groaned contentedly. He moved them in and out a bit and then moved right up to her, there was barely enough room for his hand. "Slip my fingers out, slip the other thing in. That’s all there is to it."

"Like this? I don’t have to lie down?" She gasped.

"Like this. You don’t have to lie down. This way is gentle, and I don’t want to dominate you. But, I’m not forcing you to do anything. You can still say no."

She clenched her eyes shut, and whispered, "yes." He withdrew his fingers, and grabbed his cock, and aimed the head at her slit. She was tight, even with all the abuse she had suffered, but she was sopping wet, so he slid in rather easily. Three pushes, and he was buried to the hilt.

Meg had tensed up, closing her eyes, waiting for the flash of pain. "Meg." Josh said, grabbing her shoulders. "Meg. I’m in. All the way." She looked down, and gasped. He was in. And it didn’t hurt.

He put his hands on her hips, and she wrapped her arms around his shoulders. In that position, there wasn’t a whole lot of room to maneuver, but it was enough. He started sliding in and out, gently, using his hands on her hips to assist him.

Her head was on his shoulder, and she gasped and moaned, as she lightly kissed his neck. It was so gentle, so loving, so beautiful, so right. And, inside, she felt a wall come crumbling down.

"Oh my God we’re doing it and it feels so good and I love you so much and it doesn’t hurt and oh my god oh my god it’s so beautiful oh my god…" and then there were just sobs.

He kept gently moving in and out. Then, as her sobs subsided and her groans got deeper, he asked, "Want to cum again?" She smiled and nodded. "I need to pick up the pace, and I can’t do it like this, OK?"

"OK."

"Lie back." She did, and he went with her, stroking gently the whole time. She was on her back, him buried in her, and she instinctively lifted her legs around his hips.

"Meg, thank you," he whispered in her ear.

"Shouldn’t that be the other way around?" she giggled.

"No."

"Why are you thanking me?"

"For trusting me this much. It’s the greatest compliment I will ever receive. Ready?" She nodded, smiling and weeping, and Josh picked up the pace. And it still didn’t hurt. The orgasm was mutual, and earth-shattering.

They were naked, cuddling, a half hour after they had finished.

"How do you feel?" Josh asked quietly.

"Fantastic. Completely fantastic. I feel normal. I had sex with my boyfriend, and it was great. I don’t hurt. I don’t feel dirty. I feel completely satisfied, and completely in love, and it’s the best I’ve ever felt."

"Good." He kissed her.

"How do you feel?" she asked.

"Better than fantastic," he teased. "Completely alive. Very much in love. And a little overwhelmed."

"Overwhelmed?" She questioned.

"A little. I wasn’t kidding when I thanked you. The amount of trust you showed in me tonight is astounding. And a little overwhelming."

"You earned it. Don’t think for a second that you didn’t. And it wasn’t easy, either. I don’t trust hardly anybody, and I don’t trust easily. I trust you so completely that even I can’t believe it."

"Then, my love, I will have to make good and damn sure I never betray that trust."

"You won’t," she smiled at him. "I have every confidence in you."

He looked around, at the other, untouched bed-the one that was supposed to be his. "I take it we’re not going to use that other bed, now?" he teased.

"Are you kidding me? I want you right here, all night."

"Did you bring bedclothes?"

"Yeah, but who needs ‘em? You?"

"Yeah, but only for decorum’s sake, because I usually sleep in the nude anyhow."

"Oh Goody," she teased "I’m thinking I might want to put my panties on, however." She retrieved them from the floor. "Or, maybe not." They were sopping wet. She started to toss them back on the floor. Josh grabbed her arm, and slipped the panties out of her hand.

"Oh, no you don’t. Those are now mine."

She giggled. "What?"

"A souvenir, of the greatest night of my life." She giggled, and reached around him to the floor on the other side of the bed. "Fine. Turnabout is fair play." She grabbed his jockey shorts. "OK, so why are these wet?"

He blushed a little. "I came, in my pants, while I was eating you out." She looked at him, amazed. "Without even touching myself. I was so turned on just watching you. First time that ever happened, I can guarantee you that."

"Just from watching me? Wow." She grabbed the jockey shorts, and spread the wetness around in them, like a child playing with a new toy. Then she looked up at him, beaming. "You have another pair?"

"Yes."

"Good. These are mine, then. And I do have another pair of panties, so you can keep those."

"What are you going to do if your witch of a mother finds those?"

"I’ll just tell her I’ve taken up cross-dressing." She laughed, as Josh looked on, amazed. Then he cracked up laughing.

"I need to take my braid out." Meg said. "It’s hard to sleep in."

"Let me," Josh said. She sat up on the bed, and told him how to take it out. He did so and brushed out her hair gently with his fingers. "Ooooh, this is so romantic," she said. When he was done, they lied back on the bed.

He reached up, and turned off the light. They kissed, and then snuggled into the covers, in spoon position, his arms wrapped around her. They were asleep in minutes.

Josh woke up, the next morning, slightly disoriented. This wasn’t his room. Oh, OK, I’m a hotel room. Prom night. Meggan. OK, I know where I am now, he was thinking. Then he realized that there was something very good happening to his dick.

He looked down, and, to his amazement, saw the top of Meggan’s head. Her blond hair was askew all over his leg and stomach, as she bobbed up and down with slow strokes and long licks. He was shocked.

"MEG?"

She disengaged and looked up at him. "Hi there, gorgeous. Like your wake-up call?" she teased.

"It was totally unexpected, I can tell you that!"

"Well, when I woke up, this thing was prodding me in the ass. I hadn’t gotten a good look at it last night, so I pulled down the covers and examined it up close. And my mouth started watering. So…" she giggled.

"What happened to the girl I took to the prom? You know, the most inhibited girl in the universe?"

"She’s dead. You killed her last night. Believe me, it was a mercy killing."

"OK, so what do I have in her place?" Josh teased.

"Same girl. Just less inhibited. And a whole hell of a lot hornier. Now, you lie back and enjoy this, because I plan to."

So he did. He knew this was her first time, but it was wonderful. In fact, it was his first time-his previous girlfriend never wanted to do this.

He felt it building. "Meg, you’d better stop. I’m almost there."

She just flicked her eyes at him, and kept on going. "Meg, you’re gonna get a mouthful in seconds." She kept going. And she got a mouthful. She tried to swallow it all, but it started running down her chin and onto Josh. She sat up, and it ran down her neck onto her breasts.

"Not bad. Salty," she proclaimed. Josh was amazed. She climbed up beside him on the bed, cum dripping on her lips, and teased, "Dare you to kiss me!" And he did, passionately, and it was her turn to be amazed.

"My turn," Josh said, and proceeded to start kissing her breasts, and then move down.

"Oh, Goody!" she exclaimed.

He brought her to a rousing orgasm with his tongue, and then he introduced her to the female superior position, which she thoroughly enjoyed. And he looked at her, in the throes of orgasm, sitting on top of him, straddling him, eyes closed, face flushed, mouth opened and gasping-and realized, that he wanted to look at this for a very long time.

When they finally made it down to breakfast, their friends had just got there. Everybody noticed a difference in Meg and Josh. They were glowing, Meg couldn’t stop giggling, and it looked like they couldn’t keep their hands or eyes off one another. When Meg got up to refill her coffee, Sophia decided to refill her own.

"All right, spill the beans, Meg." Sophia demanded. "What happened."

"Well, it happened."

"Really? Are you OK?"

"Oh, Soph, I am a whole lot better than OK. It was fantastic."

"You enjoyed it? Really?"

"Enjoyed it? I died and went to heaven. As my peer counselor, you will be glad to know that my fears of sex are gone, gone, gone. Flushed away in the rush of more orgasms than I care to count. Last night, and this morning. "

Sophia cracked up laughing. "Nothing like waking up to that, is there?"

"Nope!"

A LITTLE EXPERIMENT (Chapter 41)

School was out, it was the fourth of July weekend, and Warren, Sophia, Jessie, and Crash were headed up to Maine. Crash’s uncle had a place up there, and, since he was not going to be using it for these two weeks, the foursome rented it. It was a cabin, on a lake, and they were looking forward to it. Convincing Jessie’s parents and Crash’s mother took some doing, but they managed.

It was big, for a cabin. There was a large room occupying the whole front half, which was a combination living room/dining room. Behind that, to the right, there was the kitchen. To the left, the one large bedroom. The bathroom was tucked in off the kitchen.

"One bedroom?’ Sophia asked.

"Hmm. Uncle Dave said it slept four, which it does, but I didn’t realize there was only one bedroom."

"There’s a divider screen, though," Jessie pointed out.

"Hope it’s soundproof," Warren quipped, earning a shove from Sophia.

"Aaah, fuck it," Sophia said. "We’re all friends here, right?" She smiled.

They settled in, and then went out and bought some groceries and filled the fridge and cupboard. Warren and Jessie were the most enthusiastic about cooking, so they picked out a lot of the groceries. "Guess we get clean-up duty after the gourmands here wreck the kitchen with their culinary delights," Crash said to Sophia.

They had arrived on a Saturday, and were staying until a week from Sunday-over two weeks. Saturday night, the first night, the bedroom arrangements were a bit awkward-Warren and Sophia stayed on the couch until the sounds from the bedroom died down, and then went in. Sunday night, Jessie and Crash walked in on them in mid-boink, but Warren just waved them in and they went to sleep as Warren and Sophia finished up. Monday night, they all just ended up in there, in their separate beds, doing whatever.

Tuesday was a beautiful day, and Crash and Warren decided to take Crash’s uncle’s small boat out into the lake and do some fishing. Sophia and Jessie slept late, padded around the house a bit, and ended up on one of the two couches in the living room, sipping coffee, and chatting.

"I love this. I’m so relaxed." Sophia said.

"Yeah, you weren’t relaxed last night," Jessie quipped. "You gave me such a headache I had to reach for the Advil, for chrissake. Are you always that loud?"

"Usually," she smiled. "Gets Warren going, you know."

"I’ll bet. You guys really do seem to have a great sex life. Almost as good as Jason and I."

Sophia laughed. Then she got a little somber. "I hope it’s good enough."

"What are you talking about?"

Sophia sighed. "I’ve told Warren to take some time and sleep around. He won’t do it."

"WHAT?"

"Listen, I have previous experience. He doesn’t. How can he know I’m the one if he hasn’t tried anyone else?"

"Shit, Crash and I were both virgins before each other, and we don’t worry."

"Yeah, but you had some experience. Maybe not fucking, but everything else. Warren had none."

"True. But I know what Warren means, though. I don’t know if I could ever do it."

"Do you ever fantasize about it? With someone you know, or something?" Sophia asked.

"I can’t think of hardly anyone that I’d want to do it with."

"Aha, Jess, you said hardly anyone."

"Well, I meant no one."

"You said hardly," Sophia grinned. "C’mon, Jess, confess."

"OK. There’s one guy. Jason and I have actually talked about this. We asked each other, if you were going to have a fling with someone you know, who would it be? And I did have one name."

"OK, Jess, spill the beans."

"No way," she said firmly. "That is Jason’s and my secret. I can’t tell you."

"Jess, I’m your best friend. You can tell me."

"Oh, no, not this, especially not you."

Sophia looked at her friend, and then realization dawned on her. "It’s Warren, isn’t it?" She said with a smile.

Jesse looked at her in disbelief. Sophia continued, "Come on, why would you be afraid to tell me if it was anyone other than Warren?" Jessie stared at her friend, expecting her to be pissed, but she was plainly amused. "Admit it, Jess, you got the hots for my boyfriend!"

"OK, I admit it. It’s Warren," Jessie said, blushing. Sophia just giggled. "If it makes you feel any better, Jason picked you."

"Really?"

"Yeah. And he was serious."

Sophia thought about that for a moment. "Since it’s true confessions time, I’ll tell you that I’d pick Jason, too."

"Warren?"

Sophia laughed. "We’ve never actually discussed it, but every time I tell him he should find someone else to experiment with, he makes a joke about you. I’ll tell him to go find someone, and he’ll say, ‘But Jess isn’t available’ or ‘Fine, what’s Jessie’s phone number’ or something like that. Based on the evidence, I do believe he’d pick you."

Jessie thought for a moment. "Assuming you’re right about that…We’ve got two weeks here. It’s only the four of us. Only we will know what goes on between these walls." She took a deep breath, amazed at what she was about to say. "Maybe we should pick a night while we’re here…and swap."

"JESSICA REIDEL! Are you SERIOUS?"

"Yeah, I do believe I am."

"Are you telling me that you want to sleep with my boyfriend?"

Jessie smiled at Sophia and said, "Only if you sleep with mine."

Sophia sighed. "Jess, this is not the type of thing that you drop on me at eleven o’clock in the morning."

"Soph, tell me the whole idea doesn’t turn you on, and I’ll drop it."

Sophia sighed. "OK. So it does. But what will it do to us? To our friendships? To our relationships?"

"If it’s consensual and agreed on by everyone, why should it do anything? Look, I’m secure enough in my relationship with Jason. I know you and Warren are just as secure. I am not going to go to bed with Warren and then get all swoony over him. Listen, I love Warren. He’s my second favorite guy in the universe. And based on your descriptions I would fully expect spending the night with him to be utterly fantastic. But I’m not in love with him. I’m in love with Jason."

"Look," she continued, "you know how I would look at it? I am giving my very best friend and my boyfriend a gift-each other, for a little while. And you would be doing the same. Just for fun. It would be fun, I do believe, for all of us."

Sophia smiled. "OK, I have to admit, it does sound like it would be fun. And deliciously wicked, to boot. All right, I’m in. IF…"

"If what?"

"If we can convince our guys. I don’t know if Warren will go along with it."

"We’ll just have to ask them."

Jason and Warren traipsed in in mid-afternoon, all happy with a bucket of fish. "DINNER!" Warren announced proudly. Jason chimed in, "Are we good, or what?"

Jason was the best at cleaning and de-boning fish, so he handled that, while Jess and Warren drummed up a recipe. It turned out to be wonderful.

The girls waited until the meal was done and they were all lingering at the table to bring up the topic at hand. Warren led them into it, actually.

"So, what did you ladies do all day while we he-men were out capturing the supper?"

Sophia giggled. "Oh, girl talk."

"What about?’ Crash asked

"Sex, what else?" Jess quipped. "If you must know, we were discussing fantasies."

"Sophia tell you about hers, me ravaging her while she’s tied up on top of the third base dugout at Fenway Park?"

"WARREN!"

Jessie laughed. "Nope, she didn’t mention that particular one."

Sophia smirked at Warren. "Well, his is to do it in the middle of the ice at the Olympics. With a full crowd. And a panel of judges."

"Doling out the 5.9’s and the 6.0’s, of course," Warren quipped.

"Of course," Jess agreed. "No, actually, we weren’t talking about where. We were talking about who. Jason and I have had a discussion-if I released you for a day, who would you want to sleep with? That’s what we were talking about."

"JESSICA!" Crash was mortified. "You TOLD her?"

Jess just nodded. "Did you tell her WHO?" Jess nodded again. Jason glanced sheepishly at Sophia, and then buried his face in his hands. "I think I am very embarrassed."

"And I think I missed something," Warren interjected.

"Well, War, Jason told me who he’d want to sleep with if I released him for a day. And the answer was Sophia." Jason buried his head further in his hands, groaning.

"Oh," Warren said. "Is that all? Doesn’t surprise me in the least."

Everyone glared at him. "It doesn’t?" Sophia asked.

"Naaaah. He’s had the hots for you since the day he met you. What am I, blind?" They all chuckled, and Crash looked at Warren in obvious relief. Then he grinned at his girlfriend. "Tell him yours, Jess."

"Oh, mine was also Sophia." Warren looked at her in stunned disbelief, then caught the gleam in her eye and started laughing. "No, seriously, Warren. Mine was you."

"I think I’m flattered. Mine would be you, too."

"And mine would be Jason," Sophia added.

"What an interesting conversation," Warren said. "We’ve all now established that we wouldn’t mind jumping in the sack with each other’s significant other." Everyone laughed.

"Right," smiled Jess. "So, what Sophie and I were talking about was-let’s do it."

"What?" Warren asked.

"Let’s swap. One night while we’re here. Tonight would be fun."

Jason and Warren stared at the girls, then at each other, and then back at the girls. They still didn’t quite believe what they had heard.

Warren looked at Sophia and said, "So, what you’re telling me is this…that you want to sleep with my best friend?"

Sophia smiled at him and said, "Warren, only if you also want to sleep with mine."

Crash looked at Jessie. "You guys are serious about this."

"Jason, only if all of us want to do it. If one of you says no, then we don’t. If anyone feels uncomfortable with this, then we don’t."

"Jess, let’s go start in on the dishes. Let the boys discuss this for a bit." The girls walked into the kitchen.

Warren and Crash just looked at each other a bit. Then they broke into broad grins. "You gotta admit, it sounds intriguing." Crash said.

"Intriguing? It sounds like something you’d read at www dot sexxxxxxxstories dot com." Crash cracked up laughing. Warren continued, "I guess I just wonder how it will affect our relationships if we do go through with it."

"Yeah. I think Sophia and you wouldn’t have a problem, nor would Jess and I. I think we’re all secure enough to have a little fun and not get our feathers ruffled."

"OK, but you agreed with me."

"Actually, I was thinking about us. Are you going to be looking at me in twenty years when you and Soph are old and fat and have twelve kids and be thinking ‘that asshole slept with my wife’"?

"Naaaah. Not if we all agree to this. I’d only be thinking that if you snuck behind my back, if Sophia was cheating, know what I mean?"

"You wouldn’t consider this cheating."

"If I agree, how can she be cheating?"

"Good point."

Warren sighed. "The biggest problem I have with the whole thing is my basic insecurity."

"Aaaah. Well, from what I’ve heard from Jess, Sophia says you’re in the Lovemaking Hall Of Fame, so I wouldn’t worry about it. I know I’m good, so I won’t worry about it either." Warren cracked up at that. "Listen, if we do this, we’re going to have fun, and then Sophia is going to go back to her true love, the one that satisfies her in every way-which is you. And Jess is going to do the same."

"Yeah. What the hell. The relationships here are strong, right?"

"And I got to say that Sophia has the best set of tits I have ever seen."

"Right. And Jess has legs that won’t quit."

"Right. You grab mine and I’ll grab yours?"

"Right." They got up from the table and marched into the kitchen. Jason marched up to Sophia, spun her around, and planted a kiss on her lips. Warren approached Jessie from the rear, wrapped his arms around her waist, and started nibbling on her neck.

"Hmmmmm," Jessie purred. "Soph, I do believe the boys have come around."

Sophia broke the kiss with Jason. "Oh, they sure have." She grabbed Jason’s hand, looked back at Jess and Warren, and said, "Last one in the bedroom has to sleep in the wet spot!"

"Ground rules," Jess said as they walked. "Nobody but me gets fed grapes by Jay."

"Fine, I hate grapes. Nobody dances with Warren except me."

"Fine, I don’t dance."

"And, Jessica Reidel, you’d better return him undamaged!"

"Ah, you spoil all my fun."

They entered the bedroom. Jason and Warren looked at the dividing screen, looked at each other, and folded it up. "I don’t think this is necessary," Warren quipped. Then he led Jessie to his bed, while Crash and Sophie went to the other one.

Jessie plopped on the bed, and Warren grabbed her in his arms, and kissed her, deeply. She clung to his shoulders. He broke the kiss, and quickly reached for the bottom of Jessie’s shirt, and lifted it off. She wasn’t wearing a bra. Warren zeroed right in on her breasts, nibbling and sucking on them.

"Waitaminnit, Prep Stud," Jessie said. She undid her jeans and they, and her panties, were quickly off. Then she tugged at Warren’s belt, and he helped her get his pants and then his shirt off.

"Now, sir, you are free to go back to what you were doing before. In fact, I insist."

"Gladly". He went back to her tits with his tounge, and reached down and slipped one finger, then two, into her sopping wet pussy.

"Hello, my dear," he quipped to her, "Is that Lake Erie in your pocket, or are you glad to see me?" Jessie cracked up laughing. Jessie wasn’t as vocally demonstrative as Sophia, but she was vocal, letting Warren know with a series of rumbles and purrs and low moans that she was enjoying herself. "Oh FUCK!" she finally let out, before she started spasming on the bed as she gently bit Warren on the shoulder.

"You weren’t kidding about the fangs, she-devil," Warren said.

"Damn right. And the claws come later. Right now, I got another use for these fangs." And she slipped down and took his dick in her mouth.

Warren supposed comparisons were inevitable, because this was unlike any blow job he had ever had. Not better, not worse, just different, and very good. Jess was, as he had always suspected, an animal. She put his dick in her mouth and just devoured it. He came, very fast, and very hard.

Jess crawled up beside him as he caught his breath. "Jesus Christ, Jess, is it still attached?"

She giggled and looked down. "Yup. I think he needs a bit of a rest, however."

"That’s fine, because it’s my turn." But before Warren could move, they heard Sophia in the other bed, with her customary siren wailing. Warren froze for a minute.

Jess looked at him with concern. "You all right? I forgot how loud she is."

Warren smiled at her. "I’m fine. It was just a little weird. I’m used to that scream being close enough to perforate my eardrum."

Jess laughed. "You want I should ratchet up the volume some so they’ll know we’re having as much fun as they are?"

Warren laughed back. "Only if you feel the need, Jess." And he crawled down between her legs.

And it was Jess’s turn to make a little comparison. Cunnilingus was not Jason’s favorite thing to do in bed. He’d do it if he was in the mood, and was good at it, but not like this.

"Warren, this is…mmmmmmm…fantastic."

He continued, while Jess lied back and enjoyed it. "nnnnnngggg…aaaaaaaahhhh…oh my fucking head, Warren, you are fucking good at this." She wrapped her legs around his head, and pulled him in closer. "FUCK…FUCK…FUCK…OH MY FUCKING HEAD!" she screamed, as she came.

Warren looked up at her and laughed. "Well, I’d say that was plenty loud enough." And went back to what he was doing. Jessie looked down at him, incredulously, and said, "You’re not done?"

"One is never enough, that’s my motto. You have any objections?"

"Not on your fucking life," she sighed happily, and Warren went back between her legs. One became two, then three, then four, before Warren was finally done. He crawled up next to Jess, who was still gasping and shaking.

"Jesus fucking Christ, Warren, if pussy-lapping were an Olympic sport, you’d have the damn gold medal all sewn up. Fuck. Sophie said you were good, but I had no fucking idea."

Warren just laughed. "Glad you enjoyed yourself."

She eyed him speculatively. "C’mere, Prep Stud," and she pulled him on top of her. "Fuck me." So he did.

And, a few minutes later, as she started cumming, he found out something. No, she wasn’t screaming-she was growling-but she showed her pleasure another way. She bit down on his neck, while her fingernails dug into his back. After he had cum-accompanied by another from her-he collapsed next to her.

"Fangs and claws, for sure."

"Huh?"

"When you came the first time, you gouged my back. And bit my neck."

"I guess I did." She looked at his neck. "Oh shit, Warren, I think I gave you a hickey."

Warren just laughed. Jess snuggled up to him and said, "Warren, I am so glad we did this."

"Yeah, I have to admit I am, too. You are a She-Devil, Jess, no doubt about it." They heard more screams from the other bed. "There goes Mount Sophia, erupting again." The both cracked up laughing.

Jess looked at Warren. "Since we don’t know if we’re ever going to do this again, you up for more?"

"Well, at the moment, I am not up, as should be plainly apparent"-Jess laughed-"but if you let me rest a bit, I’ll see what I can do."

They actually kept it up for a couple more hours. They all knew that this was probably a one-time thing, and wanted to get as much in as they could.

At one point, Warren was kneeling on the bed, doing Jess from behind, and Sophia was on top of Jason, straddling him from the top, and Warren and Sophia’s eyes caught one another from across the room. And, when they looked at each other, there was no resentment, no jealousy-just love, gratitude, and a not inconsiderable amount of lust. Sophia winked at Warren, and he responded by licking his lips. They both giggled, then went back to what they were doing.

"Whatcha laughin’ at, Prep Stud?" Jess asked.

"Sophie’s on top of Jay, and she just winked at me." Jess herself laughed at that.

When they were finally done, collapsed on the bed exhausted, Sophia’s voice came wafting across the room.

"Jess?"

"Hmmmmmm?"

"You want we should switch beds back before we go to sleep?"

"I am currently incapable of moving my legs, so that idea is not feasible."

Sophia just laughed. "Come to think of it, you’re right. Good enough. ‘Night, guys."

"Good night."

Warren and Jessie curled up around each other, and went to sleep.

THE EXPERIMENT BITES BACK (Chapter 42)

Warren woke up. The first, barely coherent, thought he had was that he was clutching a breast. The second, slightly more coherent thought was "Did Sophie lose a cup size somewhere?" The third, now completely coherent, thought was-this isn’t Sophie’s tit I’m squeezing. It’s Jessie’s.

I’m in bed with Jessie. We slept together last night. I slept with my girlfriend’s best friend. And she slept with my best friend.

And I still can’t believe we did it.

Warren got out of bed, since he had to pee. He managed to disengage himself from Jess, despite her still-asleep moans of protest, and headed to the bathroom. He checked the clock-5:30. He didn’t think they had wound it down the previous night until, like, 2:00. Three and a half hours was not enough sleep. He really should go back to bed.

He looked at Jess, lying on the bed. Then looked at Sophia, all curled up with Crash. He looked at Jess again, looked at the bed, looked at the space he had just been lying in. And turned toward the dufflebag he had brought with him. He pulled out a teeshirt and a pair of sweatpants and the Dostoevsky book he was in the middle of. He pulled on the clothes, glanced back at the three people still in bed, and walked out of the bedroom. He went into the kitchen, brewed some coffee, poured himself a cup, and headed out to the front porch outside the cabin.

He looked out at the gorgeous sunrise over the lake, and sighed. Then he picked up his Dostoevsky and pretended to read it.

It was close to three hours later when the next person woke up. It was Jessie. She rousted herself, and wondered where Warren was. Ah, she thought, the culinary marvel is probably out in the kitchen preparing the breakfast of all time. Shoulda waited for me. I’ll catch up with him in a bit.

She crept over to the other bed, leaned over Sophia, and gave Crash a big wet kiss. As his eyes fluttered open, she grinned and said, "Hi, Big Boy, was it good for you, too?" Crash woke up and burst out laughing, which woke Sophia. She looked up at Jess leering at her, and laughed herself.

"Morning, Jess. Morning, Jason." Jason kissed her on the cheek.

Jessie looked at Sophia and asked, "Is he still functional? All the parts still work and everything?"

"Last time I checked, everything was in working order, but I’ll let you do the final inspection." She sat up, and peered around Jessie. "So, where’s mine?"

"Dunno. I just woke up, and he was gone. I figure he’s out in the kitchen inventing Eggs a la Warren, or something."

Sophia giggled, and reached in her bag and pulled out a bra and a set of panties, and her long robe. She put on the bra and panties, and got off the bed. Jessica zoomed past her and replaced her in the bed with Jason, giggling. Sophie smiled, put on her robe, and went out into the kitchen.

"Warren?" He wasn’t in the kitchen, and he wasn’t in the bathroom. She looked in the living room-no Warren. She went back in the bedroom.

"Guys, Warren’s gone."

"Did you check the porch?" Jessie asked.

She went out to the porch, and then came back in. "Guys, he was there-his book and an empty coffee cup are out there-but there’s no Warren. I’m worried."

"The car’s not gone, is it?" Crash asked.

"No. I hope not, since he doesn’t have his license yet."

Crash had a brainstorm. "Soph, go check down by the lake, on the dock or something. Warren’s told me before that being around water helps him think."

"You’re right." She hustled out of the bedroom and then out the front door. She walked down the little path through the trees that led to the lakefront. And there, sitting on the dock, staring out into the lake, was Warren.

"Snugglebear?"

Warren looked up, and gave her a half-smile. "Morning, Pookie."

"I was worried. I didn’t know where you were."

"Sorry. I couldn’t sleep. I was out on the porch, attempting to muddle through Dostoevsky, but I’m too incoherent in the morning to handle him. So I decided to come down and watch the sun rise over the lake."

"Too bad I missed it. Sounds romantic."

"Very beautiful. I like sunrises, I’m just not enough of a morning person to see them often."

Sophia smiled, and sat on the dock next to him. She put her arms around him and gave him a hug-and he stiffened-just slightly, but she felt it.

"Warren, is anything wrong?"

"No, Pookie, everything’s fine." But he was still stiff, and his arms were making no effort to return her embrace, as they normally would have.

"Sure?"

"Sure."

She stood up, "Well, then, why don’t you come on up? I can help you make breakfast. Besides which, I think Jess wants to thank you for last night-she was very impressed." And the minute she said it, she realized she had said the wrong thing, because she saw the muscles in his back clench, and heard him take a deep breath.

But he turned to her with a half-smile and said, "No, Pookie, you go on up. I’m not hungry. I’ll be up in a little while."

"You sure?"

"Yeah. I’ll be there in a bit."

"OK." Sophia turned away from Warren, and climbed the path to the cabin, and practically ran through the front door. She found Jess and Crash on the couch.

"Didja find the Prep Stud?" Jessie cracked.

"Yeah, I found him."

"Is he coming in?"

"No. Not right now anyway."

Jess and Crash looked at each other. "Where is he?" Jess asked.

"Down on the dock, by the lake. Looking like he wants to throw himself in." Sophia was close to tears by this point. "I couldn’t get him to come back here. I gave him a hug and he stiffened. I made a joke about coming up here so Jess could thank him for last night and he really stiffened. I asked him if anything was wrong, and he said no, but there is."

"Oh, shit," Jessie said. "Regrets?"

"Yeah, I think so," Sophia asked.

"Want I should go talk to him?"

"I don’t know if that would help, or hurt."

"Let me give it a try." She ran in the bedroom, threw on some clothes, and headed down to the dock.

"Hey, Prep Stud!"

"Hiya, Jess."

She sat down next to him. "So, did you have fun last night?"

"Yeah," he admitted. "It certainly was different. I gotta admit, Jess, you’re something else."

"And you are very, very good." She kissed him on the cheek. "Now, tell me, what happened this morning."

"Huh?"

"You woke up, saw the rearranged sleeping arrangements, and got out of the bedroom like a rocket, didn’t you?"

Warren sighed. "Please don’t take offense to this, Jess, but I woke up snuggling the wrong girl this morning. I got up to go pee, and it was only 5:30, and I should have gone back to bed. I went back in the bedroom, and saw you where Sophie should be, and I got out of there."

"Well, we all just kind of passed out where we were," Jess said.

"I know, I know…it was just…" he faltered. "Look, Jess, don’t get me wrong. I had a blast last night. It was great; you were great. But the only thing that’s been running through my mind all morning is, ‘Oh my God, I slept with my girlfriend’s best friend. How could I do that?’ over and over again."

"Hey, she slept with your best friend, too. And she gave you permission."

"The first part does not help, and the second part doesn’t seem to matter so much anymore. I thought it would be OK. I was wrong."

"Oh, shit, Warren, now I feel horrible, since this was all my idea."

"I agreed to it, Jess."

"Yeah, but I can’t help but think that we pushed you."

"I agreed."

Jessie sighed. "Warren, I don’t know what to do or say right now. Look, I love Jason with all my heart and soul. I wouldn’t trade him for anything." She took a deep breath. "But the reason I came up with this idea is that I wanted a night with you, just one night, and I wanted it in the worst way, and I was willing to share Jason with Sophia to get it." Warren looked at her, startled. "Now, I also knew that Jason wanted a night with Sophia, in the worst way, and would be willing to share me with you to get it. But it was selfish, and I’m sorry. I’m sorry you regret it. I never meant to hurt you."

"Jess, do you regret it?"

"If you’re this upset by it, of course I regret it."

"Forget that. Outside of that, do you regret it?"

She looked him dead in the eye. "Not for a fucking second. Now, I say that knowing that Jason doesn’t have a problem with it. I’d never jeopardize what we have together, and I never would have wanted to jeopardize what you and Soph have, either. But if you weren’t out here having second thoughts, I’d be jumping for joy. You, my dear Prep Stud, are a legend, especially with that tongue of yours. Shit, Sophie should rent you out-you guys would make a mint."

Warren cracked a smile at that. Then got serious again. "Jess, why am I the only one having regrets?"

"I can’t answer that, because I don’t know what’s going through your mind."

"Fair enough, so tell me what’s going through your mind. Tell me what you thought of last night."

"OK. I had fantastic sex with one of my dearest friends. Twenty feet away, my boyfriend had great sex with one of his dearest friends. And, when we were done, we all still knew who we were in love with."

"Damn, Jess, you’re just too sensible."

"Well, what’s going through your mind?"

"I cheated on my girlfriend with her best friend."

"How can it be cheating when she gave you permission?"

"You’re sensible, I’m emotional."

Jess cracked up laughing. "You’re right, Warren, you are emotional."

"Jess, I have a serious emotional investment in my relationship with Sophia."

"Of course you do. You think she doesn’t? You think Crash and I don’t?" Jessie thought for a minute. "Going to bed with me hasn’t thrown you into emotional confusion over Sophia, has it?"

Warren laughed. "No, of course not. That is not the problem. Don’t get me wrong, Jess, I love you, but I’m not in love with you, and I never will be. The sex was fantastic, but it was what it was."

"Right, Warren, that’s exactly my point. It was what it was. It was great. I’d do it again, if everyone else agreed and if it didn’t put you in such a damn funk. But it was what it was. Great sex with a dear friend, no emotional entanglements, no commitments. And don’t forget one thing-Sophie wanted you to have this."

"Hmmmm," was all Warren said.

"No, really. She’s told me that she’s badgered you about going to find someone else. Look. Instead of going out and finding some unknown girl who’d figure out how wonderful you are and try to dig her hooks in you, Sophie gave you to me. Her best friend, who would have lots of fun with you and return you to her, safe and unharmed." She touched the hickey on his cheek, and giggled. "Well, relatively unharmed."

Warren had to laugh at that. "Jess, maybe you have a point."

"One thing puzzles me, Warren. You seem much more upset about what you did than what Sophia did."

"Actually, I am. If I can come to terms with the first, the second will be easy. I’m not the jealous type; I’m really not. I gave her permission."

"Yup. And so did she. If you can go easy on her, why can’t you go easy on yourself?" She stood up. "Crash and I are taking off for a while. There was a little country store about an hour down the road that we wanted to go check out. So, go back to the cabin, and spend some time with your girlfriend. You know, the woman you love?"

"Good advise as always, She-Devil."

"You know it." She reached down and gave him a kiss. "Thanks for last night, Warren. It really was a whole hell of a lot of fun." She walked back to the cabin.

He waited a couple of minutes, until he heard the car pull out of the road. Then he walked back up to the cabin.

Sophie was sitting on a couch, wearing only a bra and panties, reading a book. She looked up as he came in. "Hi," she smiled.

"Hi yourself."

He closed the door behind him, and she patted the couch next to her. He sat, and she put her book down and snuggled up next to him. This time, he didn’t stiffen, as he wrapped his arm around her.

"Are you OK?" she asked.

"Yeah, I think so. Jessie talk to you?"

"Yeah, I got the gist of it. I’m so sorry, Warren. If I had known…"

"Ah, Sophia, I didn’t know. I went along with this, willingly. And last night, I was fine with it. But this morning…"

"Yeah, Jessie told me." Sophia looked up at him with a wicked grin. "So, how was she?"

"What?"

"How was Jessie? Good? Bad? Indifferent?"

"Sophie, this is not helping."

"Yes it is, you just don’t know it yet. How was she?"

"You’re not gonna let me get out of this one, are you?"

"No. I’m working up to something, here. How was she?"

"Fine. Great. Very different."

"Different? How so?"

"Quieter, for one." Sophia cracked up at that. "Where you scream, she purrs and growls a lot." Sophia was still laughing. "She’s more aggressive."

"Yeah, I can tell," Sophia said, fingering the hickey. "Damn her, I told her to return you undamaged," she said, but with a smile.

"Oh, you haven’t seen my back yet."

"Huh?" Warren took his shirt off, and leaned forward. "Scratch marks! That hussy!"

"Yeah, and she gave me the fastest blowjob of my life and I swear she took some skin off." Sophia cracked up laughing. "Wait a minute, why am I telling you this?"

"Because, dear heart, I asked."

"Oh."

"Like I said, I’m building up to something. So, it was different, but fun."

"I’d say that’s accurate."

"Do you prefer the differences?"

"Are you asking me if she was better than you are?!?!?"

"No, I phrased it the way I did deliberately. Take actual people out of it. Do you prefer the way you did it last night? Abstractly."

"It was fun, once in a while would be fine. Heck, we’ve gotten overly aggressive a couple of times. Once in a while, it’s an interesting and fun diversion. But all of the time? No. I prefer a more gentle approach most of the time."

"Fine. One more question. Are you in love with Jessie?"

"WHAT? No! Of course not."

"But you consider her a friend."

"One of my best. After you and Crash, probably the best."

"And you are in love with me."

"You have to ask? Yes, I am completely, hopelessly, head over heels in love with you."

"Thank you, Snugglebear, I never get tired of hearing that. So, what you’re telling me is that you had a fun, interesting diversion with one of your best friends, with my permission-but you wouldn’t want to have her all the time sexually, and it didn’t change your feelings about either me or her one whit. Does that just about cover it?"

"Yeah, that just about covers it."

"OK, you think about it that way, and then tell me what the problem is."

Warren couldn’t help but grin. "Well, when you put it that way…"

"Y’see, I told you I was building up to a point." The both smiled at each other.

Then Warren asked, "So, how was it?"

"Do you really want me to answer that?"

"I’m not quite sure." They both laughed.

"Well, the basics are almost the same answer. He’s also more aggressive than you are, and it was a fun interesting diversion, but I prefer it our way 95 percent of the time."

"OK, I’ll buy that."

"I can’t imagine the two of them both being more aggressive. I’m surprised there aren’t more flesh wounds." Warren cracked up laughing. "I love you, Warren."

"I love you too, Pookie."

"I’m gonna go make some tea."

"Good idea. This place could use some music." Sophie went into the kitchen, and Warren rummaged through his CD case. He chose a selection of swing music, and put it into the player. He was grooving to Opus One when Sophia emerged from the kitchen, with the tea-and without her bra and panties.

"Coffee, Tea, or ME?" she giggled.

"I’ll take the tea," he teased.

"FINE,’ she replied, and in one move yanked his sweatpants and underwear down to his ankles. "And I know just where to put it," she said as she hovered the teapot above him.

"I’ve heard of Chinese Water Torture, but not Chinese Tea Torture."

"You goof!" She put the teapot down and snuggled into him. He kicked his sweatpants off of his ankles. They snuggled for a minute, naked, not doing much of anything, and then Warren heard the song on the CD about to end, and he knew what song was next.

He stood up, and held his hand out to Sophia. She looked at him quizzically, but stood up and took his hand. He drew her close, without a word, and then the song changed, and Moonlight Serenade started. Wordlessly, they started dancing naked around the living room. There had always been an erotic overtone to their dancing, but nude, slow dancing to a beautiful, romantic song, the eroticism was overpowering. They held each other tight, his erection hard against her stomach, her nipples hard against his torso, eyes locked on each other, as they glided as one around the living/dining room. Their breathing got shallower as they danced, and Sophia got more and more flushed. They never said a word, and their eyes never wavered from the other’s.

When the music ended, they were in the dining room. They stopped moving, but didn’t break their hold on each other, nor did they break their gaze into each other’s eyes. The CD changed to the uptempo beat of In The Mood, but they didn’t even notice. The music was gone, the cabin was gone, the world was gone, and all that was left was each other. And this wasn’t just sex. It was sex, and passion, and romance, and love, all wrapped up into one.

Without breaking his gaze, he suddenly grabbed her by the hips and lifted her onto the dining room table. Still, no words were spoken-none needed to be. She spread her legs, and he aimed and entered her.

He kept his hands on her hips, and she put hers on his shoulders. She was quieter than usual, panting roughly, flushed from her head to her breasts. They kept their eyes locked on each other, as they moved back and forth, she moving on the table to meet his thrusts. They both usually had the tendency to close their eyes during sex, but not this time-they kept them open, and locked, gazing deep into the other’s. Their orgasms were not long coming, and they were powerful and glorious. Sophie let out a wail, but, even in the midst of their orgasms, their hold on each other’s eyes never faltered.

And, it didn’t falter afterwards. And Warren, unusually for him, didn’t go soft. They stayed there, still looking at each other, for a minute while they came down from their orgasms. Then Warren drew Sophie in close, wrapping her arms around his neck. Again, no words were needed, as she wrapped her legs tight around his waist. He reached under her, supporting her under her ass, and lifted. And he carried her, still buried in her, to the bedroom.

Quite a long time later, when they were done, they were snuggling in the bed.

"Right girl, right bed?" Sophia teased.

"Right girl, right bed, right dining room table, right dance floor, right teapot, whatever." They both laughed.

"Better about last night?"

"Yeah. It was a fun diversion, but you are it, you know that."

"I know."

"And, if it ever happens again-which, knowing you and Jessie, it probably will"-Sophia giggled at that-"just promise me one thing."

"What’s that?"

"I don’t mind fun, interesting diversions, but the only person I ever want to wake up next to, is you. Call it the ‘switch beds before actual sleeping so your sweetie wakes up clutching the correct breast’ rule."

Sophia giggled. "Deal. Since I’ve reserved you for dancing, you can reserve me for sleeping."

"Oh, you bet your bippy that you’ve reserved me for dancing. After that? If we ever have a daughter, my father will have to teach her to dance, because I’m taken on the dance floor for ever."

They quieted for a minute. Then Warren laughed.

"What’s so funny, Snugglebear?"

"I was just thinking. We’re using last year’s free dance for the Junior Grand Prix because of the length difference, right?"

"Right."

"Moonlight Serenade is part of that music." Sophia widened her eyes in realization, and cracked up laughing. "I am never going to look on that particular piece of music the same way again, and now I’m going to spend all fall ice dancing to it with you in front of an audience."

"Dear heart, when you perform in front of an audience, the mental trick is to imagine the audience naked, not your partner."

"Too late. That music is going to come on, and all I’m going to be able to think of is today."

"Well, that might be a good thing, because today I give you a 6.0, 6.0."

"Yeah, but will we get an increase in the base mark if I boff you on the judges’ table?"

They snuggled into each other, still laughing.

OH WHAT A BEAUTIFUL MORNING (Chapter 43)

Warren and Sophia got out of bed and threw some clothes on. The pot of tea they had neglected on the table was ice cold right now, so Sophia dumped it and brewed another one. They curled up on the couch, he with his Dostoevsky, and she with the latest Danielle Steele.

However, the exertions of the morning combined with Warren’s lack of sleep to being with, quickly caught up to them, and they fell asleep. For July, it was fairly cold, and they had a thin blanket covering their legs, as Sophia was wearing a skirt and Warren shorts. Warren was half on his back and half on his side, as was Sophia, her back to his front, her head nuzzled right under his chin, his arms around her waist.

Which is how they were when Jessie and Jason arrived back. Jess entered first, with Jay behind her, prattling about something, but Jess saw them sleeping and turned to Jay and shushed him. Jay looked around Jessie and saw Warren and Sophia.

"Oh, look at the cuddlebirds," Jason teased.

"They look so peaceful," Jessie pointed out.

"This is a shot that should not go to waste." Jason reached into the bag he had brought with him and took out his camera, and took a photo of the romantic scene.

"I hope Warren’s OK." Jason said.

"Well, it at least looks like the two of them are OK, which is a good sign." Jesse said. She walked over to the dining room table to put something down on it, and stifled her laugh as not to wake them up. "Yeah, they’re fine. Come here." Jason did. Jessie pointed to a telltale puddle on the dining room table.

Jason stifled his own laughter. "I guess they’re OK if they were so turned on they couldn’t make it to the bedroom."

"Come on, help me with this stuff, and I’ll grab a washcloth." Jason helped her put their groceries away, and Jessie wiped down the table. Jason had gone back to where Warren and Sophia were sleeping.

"Jess, come here." She did. Jay pointed at Sophia and Warren. "Notice a little movement in the hand area?"

Jessie looked, and had to bite down on her hand to keep from laughing. Warren’s right hand had slipped up from Sophia’s waist and had firmly attached itself to her left breast.

"Are they still asleep?" Jessie asked.

"Definitely". Jason said. He grabbed his camera and snapped another shot, to Jessie’s delight. He put the camera down, as Jessie sat in the other couch, across from Warren and Sophia.

"Jay, look at this." Jessie whispered. "She’s definitely breathing heavy."

"Yeah, she is, isn’t she."

"He’s making her horny in her sleep."

Just then Sophia’s mouth opened, in a little ‘O’, as her breath got just a little ragged and gasping. She was still sound asleep.

"This is perfect," Crash said, as he snapped one last picture of them. "Hmmm. End of the roll. I can’t wait to get these developed, and show them."

"That Walgreen's we saw in town has 1 hour developing."

Crash looked at Jess, then at his watch, then at Jess. Then he grabbed the car keys, and said, "Be back about four!" and ran out with the roll of film in his hand.

Jessie laughed, turned on the TV at low volume, grabbed a cup of tea from the pot, and sat down in the other couch.

An hour later, Sophia stirred. She didn’t quite open her eyes, but she was half awake, and her first sensation was a delicious pressure on her breast. "MMMMmmmmmmmmmmmm" she hummed, as she put her own hand on top of Warren’s as he kneaded her breast in his sleep.

Then she heard soft giggling across from her. Her eyes fluttered open. "Hi, Jess," she said with a smile.

"Hi, yourself. Enjoying yourself?"

"Hmmmmmmmm…yup."

"He’s been doing that for an hour, in his sleep. It’s been fascinating to watch."

"Ah, that explains the river running down my legs."

"I think it’s leaking onto my legs," she heard from above her.

"Hiya, handsome," she looked up and said to Warren.

"Hi, beautiful," He looked over. "Hiya, She-Devil. Where’s the Crashmeister?"

"Had to run an errand so he went back into town."

"Aah." Sophia flipped herself over so that she was facing him, and wrapped him up in a long kiss.

"Gag, gag, gag," Jessie joked. "Can’t you guys wait until you get into the bedroom? Shit, I already had to clean up the dining room table after you guys."

"Oops," Sophia blushed.

"The dining room table? Cheez," Jess said. "Crash surmised that you guys somehow were so hot you couldn’t make it to the bedroom."

"That’s actually true." Sophia recounted the events of the day.

"That is so totally you two I can’t believe it," Jessie stated. "Sounds very hot, in a Warren-and-Sophia kind of way."

Sophia cracked up. "It was memorable."

Jessie looked at Warren. "Warren, you OK?"

"Fine, Jess. Really."

"You seem a little withdrawn. Towards me."

Warren smiled at her. "No, Jess. I am fine. Better than fine. I’m just not totally awake yet."

Jess laughed. "Good. I was afraid you were still feeling awkward, and towards me. I thought I was going to have to beat it out of you. I have the deep seated need to mercilessly ride your Prep Boy ass with my witty repartee, and if you were going to start getting all pissy on me, I was going to have to deck you."

"What, the claws weren’t enough? I think one or both of you ladies is going to have to put salve on my back." Jess and Sophie both cracked up. "No, Jess, I am fine. Really. First I got your Miss Sensible routine outside this morning, then Pookie and I had a talk about it."

"Plus she danced nude with you and let herself be put up wet and rode hard on the table, just to seal the deal."

Warren laughed. "There is that."

Just then Crash came crashing in. "Evening, ladies and Warren."

"Get em?" asked Jess.

"Yup." He withdrew an envelope.

"Whatcha got?" Sophie asked?

"Pictures." Jess smiled. "Jay finished a roll, so he took ‘em to be developed. Here." Jessie started handing the pictures one by one to Sophia and Warren. "Those are your copies, Jay got two sets."

The first bunch of pictures were leafed through. There were some mundane vacation-type ones, and some funny ones, like one of Warren holding a fish, a hilarious one of Warren and Jessie making dinner, and one that Warren took of Jason and Jessie dancing-well, attempting to dance-that had them all in stitches.

And, of course, there was the obligatory Jay-feeds-Jess-grapes picture.

And then they came to the last three in the roll.

"These were taken this afternoon. This is what you guys looked like when we walked in the door," Jessie said.

"Aw, how sweet," said Sophia.

"And this is a little while later," Jess said with the second picture, "after Warren let his fingers do the walking." Sophia burst out laughing, as Warren blushed.

"And here, a few minutes after that," Jessie handed over the last one, "Sophia either felt those fingers or was having a really good dream." Now it was Warren’s turn to crack up, and Sophie’s to blush.

"I tell ya, sometimes a good photographer just has to walk in the room at the right time," Crash quipped.

"These are fantastic," Sophia said. "Do you have the negatives, Jay?"

"Sure."

"I want them blown up. I want to hang them on my wall." Sophia said.

"Yeah," said Jess, "and maybe Jay can blow ‘em up for his first exhibition. I can see it now: The Photographs of Jason Kowalski: Warren Catches A Fish, Sunset Over The Lake, over here we have Dinner At Eight, we can call this one Grapes Before Bedtime, and, then, the piece de resistance, Sophie Gets Felt Up."

Warren made dinner, which everyone enjoyed. Afterwards, he and Sophia decided to play a game of chess, while Jess and Jay curled up on the couch.

"Hey, look," Sophie said at one point. "Jay and Jess are actually cuddling. I think I just saw her kiss his neck without biting it! I’m shocked and stunned. Where’s that damn camera?"

Whereupon Jess looked up over the couch and shot Sophia her "death" look, one she rarely used and just about never with Sophia. Sophia was a bit taken aback. Jess, getting upset at teasing? JESS? She looked at Warren, who shrugged his shoulders. They went back to the game.

After they finished-Sophia was all excited, because she won, a rare enough occurrence-Sophia and Warren headed off to the bedroom.

"You guys staying out here?" Sophia asked.

"Yeah. What, are you and Warren the only ones allowed to cuddle around here?" Jess said, with real venom.

"No, of course not," Sophia said, taken aback again. "Well, good night," she said, walking with Warren into the bedroom.

"What’s gotten into her?" Sophia said after they had closed the door.

"That’s a good question."

"Well, I’m not going to push it now, she’s clearly not in the mood. I’ll ask her tomorrow what’s up. Meantime, come here, Snugglebear." She grabbed him-by the crotch-and pulled him towards the bed.

"What, didn’t you get enough this morning and afternoon?" Warren joked.

"There is no such thing as ‘enough’, not with you." She pulled his pants down, and kneeled in front of him. "Enough of this beautiful thing? Perish the thought," she giggled.

They actually were tired from the day’s exertions, and passed out fairly early. When Warren woke up he glanced at the clock, and noticed it was only about 5:00. That didn’t surprise him, they had passed out about 9:00. And, as he became more awake, he realized something. Sophia was on top of him, sprawled out, her head on his shoulder, her arms and legs wrapped around him-and his dick was still buried in her pussy. Shit, he thought to himself, we really were tired. I’m amazed I was actually able to sleep with her wrapped around me-all of me-like this.

He looked at Sophia. She was the most gorgeous thing ever. She was flushed and panting a bit-big surprise, she’d probably been doing that all night-but she was definitely asleep.

Hmmmm. Well, here’s a wake up call for you, Pookie, he thought, as he gently rolled them over so he was on top of her, and then slowly withdrew his dick and slowly slid it back in.

He did it very slowly and very deliberately, trying to gently fuck her awake. It worked.

"Hmmmmmm…oooooooooh…oooooooohhhh…HUH?" Sophie said, now fully awake.

"Good morning, Pookie."

"Warren?" She realized that he was fucking her. "Oh WOW what a way to wake up!"

"Well, we actually fell asleep with me in you, you were on top of me. Slept all night like that." She looked at him, amazed. "I woke up and I was all the way in and hard as a rock. I’m gonna pass up an opportunity like that?"

She giggled, panting, as he, still slowly, moved in and out of her. "Well, that explains some of the dreams I was having last night."

"Oh, really?"

"Oh, yeah. Baseball bats, telephone poles, a crosstown bus, the Empire State Building, all attached to you and inside me…" Warren laughed and buried his head into Sophia’s neck, so he wouldn’t laugh too loud. "Good boy. Mustn't wake the neighbors," as she pointed to the other bed.

"Oh, yeah? And what will the neighbors do if I bring you to orgasm, and you try to reach Quebec with your wailing?"

"Well, you’ll just have to prevent that, then, Studmuffin." She reached her hands up to the back of his head. "Kiss me, you fool."

He did, long and deep, and then nibbled on her lips and kept kissing her, as his cock plunged deep into her pussy. She was groaning and gasping, and even let off a couple of little wails into Warren’s mouth. "Oh, God, Warren, I’m gonna make my mother let you move into my room with me-I wanna wake up like this every morning."

Warren just laughed. "Close?"

"Oh, yeah."

"Hold on. And if you feel the need to scream, kiss me first." He picked up the pace, as she wrapped her legs tightly around his hips. "Oh, Jesus, Warren," Sophie moaned. "I guess you’re awake now, huh?"

He just smiled, and kissed her, as she moaned into his mouth. Then, he felt her body stiffen, her back arched, and her pussy spasmed around his dick. He watched her cum, still pumping, and then finished himself off with a little assistance from Sophia’s very well controlled muscles.

"Shit, Soph," he said after they had finished, "I think you bit my tongue."

She giggled, "But I didn’t wake the neighbors." Warren looked over at Jay and Jess, still sound asleep. "And believe me, you really made me want to scream."

Warren smiled at her, and then quickly withdrew and went to disentangle.

"In a rush, Snugglebear?"

"When guys wake up, shortly thereafter, they usually have to pee. When guys wake up and right away fuck their girlfriends silly, they really have to pee."

Sophia giggled, and watched him run to the bathroom.

He actually had to do number two, also, so he was in the bathroom for a bit. When he came out, he saw Sophia on the couch, wearing a tee-shirt and a pair of panties, and clutching her long robe. She had next to her his underwear, pair of shorts, and shirt. "Here, Snugglebear, put these on."

"What’s up, Pookie?"

"I’m in love, I’ve been well-fucked, and I want to take my man down to the lake and watch the sunrise."

"Yes, ma’am." He grinned.

While he got dressed, she went into the kitchen and poured tea from the pot she had brewed into the two travel cups that they had brought with them. Then she walked out to the living room.

"Ready to show a pretty girl a pretty sunrise, mister?"

They walked, hand in hand, down to the dock.

CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR

They sat there, cuddling close to one another, occasionally kissing, and chatting as the sun rose over the lake.

"You know, it feels like it might end up being hot enough to go swimming in this lake," Warren said.

"Yeah, finally. 65 degree days when you’re on vacation in July can be a bit of a drag." Sophie picked up her travel mug. "I’m just about out of tea. You?"

"Pretty much. You want I should get a refill?"

"I’ll take care of it, Romeo, you just make sure the sun don’t set without me."

Warren laughed. "I think we’ve got some leeway with that, since it’s only 6:30 AM." Sophia gave him a kiss on the cheek, and stood up, heading up the path to the cabin with the two teacups.

"Morning, Jess," Sophia said upon seeing her friend on the couch. "What’s up?"

"Not much." Jess had a strange look on her face. "Hey, Soph, where’s Warren?"

"Down on the dock. I just came up to refill our tea." She giggled. "I woke up this morning with him gently fucking me. Apparently we fell asleep with him still in me, if you can believe that, and when he woke up he decided to wake me up with a little nookie. Then, after we were done, we went down to the dock to see the sun rise."

Jessie got a little faraway look in her eyes. "That sounds positively lovely." Sophie blinked. There was no sarcasm in that comment, and Jessie had never been a romantic-interlude type of person. That’s why she fit so well with Crash-they were both aggressive, sarcastic, biting, non-romantic people.

"Look, Soph, I need to ask you a favor," Jessie said, very seriously. "Can I take Warren’s tea down to him? I need to talk to him. As long as I’m not interrupting anything, of course."

"Nah, the sun’s up and the lovey-dovey stuff had petered out, anyway." Jessie laughed. "We were just going to discuss what we might like to do today, is all. We can do that later." Sophia looked at Jessie quizzically, because Jess had an obvious look of relief on her face. "Jess, is something going on?"

"All will be revealed, Sophia, I promise. But I need to talk to Warren first, especially with him on the dock down there, because I need to talk to him privately. Trust me, Sophia, I’m done with him, I talk to you."

"OK." She went and filled Warren’s travel mug and handed it to Jess. "Just don’t give him any more hickeys, OK?" she laughed.

Jessie got a very strange look on her face. "I think I’ve sworn off hickeys for a while. Thanks, Soph," and out the door she went, leaving a very confused Sophia in her wake.

"Hey, Prep Stud." Warren looked around, and saw Jess coming down the path. She got to the dock and handed Warren the travel mug. "Compliments of Sophia’s Kitchen-or teapot, at the very least-and Jessica Express Delivery."

Warren laughed. "Morning, She-Devil. No offense, but what happened to Sophia?"

Jessie sat next to Warren. "I asked her if I could borrow you for a bit. I need to talk to you."

"Sure thing, Jess. What’s on your mind?"

Jessica took a deep breath. "Remember the little conversation that we had on this very dock about 24 hours ago?" Warren nodded. "Well, I have a confession to make. I lied to you. Now, the reason I lied to you is because I couldn’t tell you the truth yesterday. Jason and I had a long talk-a series of them, actually-yesterday, so now I can tell you why and how I lied to you."

She took another deep breath, and stared out at the lake, not looking at Warren. "I told you, yesterday, that you were the only one affected by what happened the other night. That was a lie. I was affected. I was profoundly affected, and I found out later yesterday that Jay was, also."

"The first thing you need to know is that I love Jay with all my heart and soul. But something’s been missing. I knew it, and he knew it, but neither of us knew what the problem was. So we just did our thing. It was very comfortable-the way we related to each other, the way we acted, the way we made love. It was comfortable-our relationship has always been comfortable."

"And then I went to bed with you. Fun, right? A harmless diversion? That’s what I told you yesterday, right?" Warren nodded. "No," Jessie said, staring down at her hands. "It wasn’t. What that little ‘harmless diversion’ turned out to be was the greatest night of my life-sexually speaking at least, and possibly of all time." Warren’s jaw hit the ground. Jessie was staring down at her hands, and wringing them. "You spun my head around. You touched me in a place that I didn’t even know existed. It was awesome, and devastating."

Warren didn’t know what to say. Jess didn’t give him a chance to think of something. "Look, I meant it when I said I love Jason. And I don’t love you, not in that way, I’m not in love with you, and I never could be. But making love to you was earth-shattering."

"So, I’m out with Jason yesterday. And we both know something’s not quite right, OK? So, we decided we needed to have a big talk, and put everything on the table, everything we were feeling and thinking, with no resentment or recriminations allowed. So I told him."

Warren gasped. "Y’know, that’s the reaction I thought I’d get from him," Jessie said with a small smile, looking at Warren for the first time. "But he didn’t He said he knew what I meant, because his night with Sophia was the best he’s ever had."

"Oh my sweet Jesus," Warren muttered.

"Yeah, what you said. Anyhow, so there we are, me telling him his best friend is better in bed than he is, and him telling me that my best friend is better than I am. We kicked that around for a while, and we discovered that ‘better’ wasn’t necessarily the right word. Different was."

"It was the little things. You’re a gentle and tender soul, Warren, and so is that girlfriend of yours. There was one point where you were eating me out, and I saw you look up at me to see if I was enjoying myself-which I was-and you looked up at me with this little grin on your face and a twinkle in your eye. And there was one point where we were doing it, and you reached down and just caressed my tit for a bit. You brushed the hair back out of my eyes at one point. Jason told me that, at one point, he was doing Sophia and she looked up at him and smiled at him, and kind of touched and rubbed his arm. Little things. Even the thing you told me about, when you and Sophia caught each other’s eye, and she winked at you."

"You let your guard down completely during sex, Warren. Apparently so does Sophia. Not only do Jay and I not, we’re not sure we even know how. You know the joke about the biting and clawing? Now, it is true that I occasionally lose control and do that involuntarily-that night is an example, I really didn’t mean to give you a hickey-but somehow that got to be how I am. Jess is an animal in bed, and Jay is a piledriver. That’s what we do. One thing Jay has on you, Warren, is that he has more stamina. He can go upwards of 45 minutes and that’s before he’s had a cum."

Warren gaped at her. "Wow."

"Yeah. So, that’s what we do. Minimal foreplay, he mounts me, and rams into me for three quarters of an hour while I bite and claw. The Crashmeister and the She-Devil. It was always good. Don’t get me wrong for a second, he’s good, and he’d say the same about me. But I found out the other night that it’s not enough."

"And, when we were talking, we realized that it’s not just sex. The other day, we walked into the living room, and you and Sophia were curled up on the couch, she was snuggled into you, and you had your arm around her, and you were both reading. This, of course, is the opportunity for me to crack wise about the lovebirds, right? Well, I don’t remember if I did, but my heart wasn’t in it."

"When we were talking, I reminded Jay of this little scene, and I wondered why we never did that, or anything like it, and he said because that wasn’t us. And I asked him why it wasn’t us, and he said that he didn’t know."

"Ah," said Warren, "now I know why you were so defensive when Sophie cracked wise about you guys cuddling last night."

"Yeah," Jessie admitted, "and I am going to apologize to her for that. Anyway, this is what we figured out. Somehow, we got locked into roles. Jay and I are both ‘on’ a lot of the time; we’re natural performers. It’s almost like playing a part. You and Soph aren’t like that."

Warren laughed. "I’m not quite so sure about that. Whose the couple that goes out and ice dances in front of a few thousand people? Not to mention swing dance clinics at the prom."

Jessie laughed. "You guys aren’t performers, you’re exhibitionists. Really. You do your thing, and allow other people to watch. Hey, look, I know a little bit about ice dancing, thanks to Sophie. I see the difference between your ice dancing and a lot of your competition. How was it that your friend Christine described you guys?"

"An oasis of romantic true-love dancing in a desert of overly-theatrical bad mock-acting."

"Right. Do you guys ever act? Do you ever play a role, on or off the ice? You don’t have to answer, because we both know it’s no. Jay and I are locked into roles-Crash and the She-Devil-that really are only part of who we are. But somehow they became almost all of who we are."

"I’ve seen the real Jason enough to know that that is who I’m in love with. And Jay has seen the real me enough to know the same thing. The funny thing is that I got all of you, in one night, no hesitation, no reservations. You gave me everything you had. And I still haven’t recovered. And Sophie did the same to Jay."

"So, Jay and I were talking, and I found out something that I never knew, after sleeping with the guy for a year and a half-his stamina is forced. He holds back. I just thought it took a lot for him to cum. He was in Sophie for fifteen minutes and came. Because she told him to. She said to him, ‘Don’t kill yourself, go ahead and cum, we have plenty of time.’ And I never even noticed he was holding back."

"Ah, that’s because she’s used to me," Warren said. "I do not have Jay’s stamina, so I try to hold back if I can, and she’s always telling me to ‘let myself enjoy it, she’s fine’ and the like." They both laughed.

"The difference being," Jess quipped, "that by that point she’s already cum seventeen times from your tongue." Warren burst out laughing.

"Anyhow, since we decided to not hold anything back, I asked Jay-why do you hold back? Why don’t we ever have much foreplay? Why are you so aggressive when we fuck? And he asked me-why do you bite and claw me all the time? Why are you always growling, why do you never smile? Why don’t you touch me? Why don’t we ever kiss in the middle of sex?"

"And we kicked that one around a while, and the answer we came up with was that we thought the other person expected us to act the way we were. And we were too afraid to break the pattern, and too afraid to ask the other person to break the pattern."

"Until you, with me, and Sophie, with Jay, broke the pattern."

Jessie stared out into the lake for a minute. "Why did you give yourself so much to me that night?"

"I suppose it’s just because that’s the way I am. Look, Jess, I might not be 'in love' with you, and you’re not my girlfriend, but I do love you. I also trust you. "

"Yeah, but I love and trust Jay."

"Yes, but I’m naturally open with people I love and trust. I don’t think you’re naturally open with yourself. I know Jay isn’t."

"I know. I’m still a little amazed that you would give me so much of yourself, in what was supposed to be a meaningless fling."

"It wasn’t meaningless. Harmless, maybe-in theory, anyhow-but never meaningless. Why did you want to sleep with me, Jess?"

"Because I thought it would be good."

"Why’d you think that?"

"Sophia’s descriptions."

"Is that all?" Jessie just looked at him. "If Sophie was describing all her fantastic sex, but you hated me, would you still have wanted to?"

"No. No I wouldn’t."

"Right. Jess, I’m the second person you’ve ever slept with. You don’t sleep around. You held Aaron off for two years."

"True."

He looked at her. "Jess, it’s called making love, remember? Now, you didn’t get all I have to give. There’s no way you could’ve; your name is not Sophie. There’s a huge part of me that is reserved for her. But you got as much as I could give to anyone not named Sophie. And you have to understand one thing, that there is not a single other person in the universe that I would have trusted enough to do that with."

"I think I’ve just been complimented."

Warren just laughed. "Y’know what, Jess? I can see behind the She-Devil exterior. I always have been able to, from the first day we met. Remember that day?"

"Yeah."

"One of my first impressions of you was that this girl is a whole lot sweeter than she lets on."

"Prep Boy, there you go, ruining my rep again," she said with a smile.

"Uh-huh. But I have to confess that sometimes seeing behind the She-Devil is hard work."

"Yeah."

"So, what are you and Jay going to do?"

"It really turned out to be a nice talk, after all the bad stuff was out on the table. We’ve made a commitment to open up to one another. Now I have to get over my extreme hatred of appearing vulnerable, that’s all."

"Vulnerable to the outside world and vulnerable to your boyfriend are two different things, Jess."

"I know. That’s why we ended up on the couch last night. We never made love. The last person I made love with was you, and that’s an obstacle right now, because I do believe we’re both scared. However, we ended up on the couch. We cuddled, we talked. I even gave him a foot massage, because his feet were cramping. We even eschewed the only romantic thing we ever do-the grapes-because it would fall back into the old pattern. He rubbed my back. We kissed more than we usually do."

"How was it?"

"Soft and warm and very nice and absolutely terrifying." Warren laughed. "At first. Then it got better."

"I think you’ll be OK, Jess."

"I do too." She thought for a minute. "If we can make this work, I would say that you gave me a wonderful gift the other night."

"The biggest problem is this-most of me believes that Jay and I can work this out, and then it will be better than ever, and that’s a worthy goal to be working on. But the evil part of me just wants you again."

Warren laughed. "Work out things with Jay, will you please? Then we can talk. I’m not going anywhere."

"You’d do it again?"

"Maybe. We’ll see. Not before some of this crap gets cleared up, though."

Jessie leaned in conspiratorially towards Warren. "Did you know that Sophie’s deepest, darkest, sexual fantasy is a threesome?" Warren stared at her, and then cracked up laughing. "Mine is, too." Jess added.

"That sounds intriguing." Warren said with a grin.

"PIG!" She laughed. Then she stood up. "Now I have to go drop this load on Sophie." She leaned over and kissed Warren. "Thanks, Warren. You’re the second-best."

Warren cracked up laughing, "Same goes for you."

She smiled at him, and then headed up the path.

He sat out there for quite a long time, just thinking and enjoying the morning. A couple birds kept him company from a tree branch above. He thought about going up for his fishing pole, but just didn’t feel like getting up. He knew Jess-and probably Crash-were talking to Sophia now, and he didn’t want to interrupt.

After a while, he heard footsteps coming down the path, and he looked up.

"Hi Pookie."

"Hi Snugglebear." She sat down next to him, and wrapped her arm around his. "You OK?"

"Yeah. A little stunned, but OK."

"I know. Who knew we were that good?" They both laughed. Then Sophie got serious. "I just hope we didn’t ruin things for them forever."

"I don’t think we did. Was Crash there when you guys were talking?"

"Yeah. I think he’s a little afraid to face you."

"Ah, fuck that. I’ll have to fix that, pronto."

"Listen, here’s the deal. We’re going to go up there and get properly dressed, then you and I are taking the car and getting lost for the day."

"Sounds like a plan. We’ve barely left the cabin since we got up here."

"Right. Let’s go exploring. And let’s leave the cuddling to them."

Warren laughed. "Interesting twist after interesting twist."

Sophia and Warren had a very nice day out, exploring that part of Maine, and just generally being two kids in love enjoying the day. And, when they came back, something was definitely different.

"Warren," Sophia said when the other two were out of earshot, "I don’t think I’ve ever seen Jess grin that much."

"I know. And Jay looks pretty satisfied with himself. Y’think those two old dogs taught themselves a couple of new tricks, or what?"

Things loosened up considerably after that. Sophia and Warren ended up naked-dancing again, but this time to fast music, and this time with an audience. "After all that’s happened, I still think that my enduring memory of this cabin is going to be Sophie shaking her groove thang bare-assed to Little Brown Jug," Jessie quipped. "Just like I told you, Warren-exhibitionists."

And they did experiment a little more. They kind of made an agreement that as long as it happened there, in the cabin, it was all right. There was one night when they all ended up in the same bed-"Crowded, but cozy" was Sophie’s verdict-doing the opposite partner, until after about two hours when they were right in the middle and Jason yelled "Switch!" and he and Warren did. "Shit, and I don’t think they even missed a stroke," Jess observed. And there was a second night, shortly before they left, that they did experiment with three-way, with the fourth person close at hand to be groped. " Now I think I’ve had every fantasy fulfilled," Sophia observed.

"Except for that whole Fenway park thing, of course," Warren quipped.

By the time they left, the four of them were closer than ever.

"Y’know," Crash observed, "I’m pretty sure I can get this place for these two weeks just about any year I want it, as long as I tell my Uncle early enough."

"Make that reservation for next year now!" Jess exclaimed.

CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE

Right after they got back, Sophia was waiting for Warren to come to her house so they could go to the ice rink. He had gotten his license right after they had gotten back. "Finally, I’m not the only child around here," he quipped.

They got to the rink and they were putting their skates on. June was there, waiting for them.

"Guys, I’ve got an idea. I want to scrap the Sinatra program." Warren said.

"Huh?" Sophia asked. "It’s half way choreographed!"

"Yeah, I know, and if you don’t want to, we won’t. But I really like the big band free we’re doing for the Junior series, and I thought I wanted to do something similar for the Senior Free we’re doing at nationals. So, I made a couple cuts, all Glenn Miller, and I really like it. No slow stuff, just mid-tempo and fast."

"What cuts?"

"String of Pearls and Little Brown Jug."

"Got it?" Warren nodded at her. "Put it in."

They got on the ice, and Warren popped the CD of the cuts he had made into the CD player. As was their habit, they played it a couple of times, just skating around together on the ice, and playing with a few basic ideas.

"You’re right," Sophia agreed, "I like this better. June?"

"I agree. That’s a killer cut, Warren."

"And just think," Sophia said mischievously, "I’ll be shaking my grove thang to the end of Little Brown Jug. Jess oughtta like that."

Warren laughed. "You just keep your costume on, Pookie."

"Whassamatter, lover boy, you don’t want to naked ice dance in front of 15 thousand paying customers and a nationwide TV audience at Nationals?"

"Actually, I’d love to, but we’d lose a couple tenths on the presentation mark when the judges find out that you can’t properly point your tits like you do your toes."

"Lessee-ice dancing nude in front of thousands with my sweetie in a cold ice rink. I guarantee my tits would be pointed."

"Yeah, but can you make them bounce and jiggle in unison?" She just hit him that time.

They walked into Sophia’s house, and found Dan, her mother's boyfriend, there, along with a girl a couple years younger than Sophia.

"I’m glad you’re home," Ellen said. "Hi Warren. Sophia, we figured it was time you two finally met. This is Dan’s daughter, Katherine."

"Hi, Sophia, I’ve heard so much about you."

"Me, too," Sophia smiled warmly. "This is Warren, my sweetie."

"Hi, Warren. I’ve heard a lot about you, too."

"My reputation precedes me," Warren grinned.

"How was skating?" Ellen asked.

"Great, considering I had to put up with yet another brainstorm from Christopher Dean over here. Scrap the partially choreographed free dance, I’ve got a better idea. And, since it was him, it was a better idea, because he’s always right, infuriating as that is." Sophia was grinning the whole time.

"Hey, what can I say. I’ve got Glenn Miller on the brain. And that music will lend itself to a killer ending."

"Let’s go out into the living room," Ellen suggested.

"This seems like a family thing. You want I should get lost?" Warren whispered in Ellen’s ear.

"Of course not, Warren, you are family," she smiled at him.

"I saw you guys on TV this winter at Nationals. I’m a figure skating freak, you know," Katherine confessed. "I was watching it with a couple of friends and got all goofy ‘Hey, that’s my Dad’s girlfriend’s daughter! Wow!’"

Everyone laughed. "The funny thing is," Warren told her, "they almost never show juniors on TV, and nobody told us they were showing us. We’re watching what we thought was going to be the Senior free dance, and there we were. We got as goofy as you did."

"It’s a good thing my sweetie here has a compulsion about videotaping all televised figure skating, or we might have missed getting it on tape," Sophie said.

Katherine giggled. "I’ve been looking forward to meeting you guys. I’ve met Eric and Tara, but kept missing you."

"My impossible schedule," Sophia laughed. "Our coach keeps begging us to train more, and we keep telling her, not until they come up with the thirty hour day. So, Katherine, how old are you again?"

"I turned fourteen in January. Oh, and call me Kate, everyone else does."

"January? What date?" Sophia asked.

"The fourteenth."

"Cool. Exactly three days after Warren’s."

"We Capricorns have to stick together," Warren grinned.

"How old are you?" Kate asked. "I don’t remember if Dad ever told me that."

"I turned seventeen in May. Baby-face, here, turned sixteen in January. I’m a cradle-robber, you see," she said to Kate’s laughter.

"I’m going to be a freshman this fall-I take it you’re going to be a senior?" Sophia nodded. "And Warren’s going to be a junior?"

"No, Warren’s going to be a senior."

"So, he’s almost exactly two years older than I am but he’s three grades ahead of me?"

"I started school a year early," Warren told her.

"Y’see, Kate," Sophia told her, "if you stick around long enough, you will find out, that when God was passing out brains, Warren kept sneaking back into line and got seconds. And thirds. And fourths." Kate giggled, while Warren hit Sophia with a pillow.

"You guys go to Oceanview, too?"

"I do. Warren goes to St. Mike’s."

"Aaah. A preppy."

"Yup."

"Well," Ellen interjected, "there was a reason we wanted to make sure you guys met as soon as possible, because you’re going to be seeing a lot more of each other." She smiled at Dan. "We’re getting married."

"WHAT?" Sophie jumped up and wrapped her mother in a bear hug. "Mom, that’s fantastic!" She walked over to Dan, and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "Welcome to the crazy family, Dan."

"Congratulations, you guys," Warren echoed.

Then everyone noticed that Kate was not sharing in the enthusiasm. "Married?" she said hesitantly.

"Are you all right, honey?" Dan asked.

"I don’t know."

"I thought you liked Ellen."

"I love Ellen, I really do. But married? I mean…I’m happy for you guys…I do want you to be happy, Dad…but…I…" she faltered.

Sophie looked at Kate. "Your mom left when you were five, and you don’t see her much, right?"

"Yeah. She’s whacko. I prefer to avoid her if at all possible."

"So," Sophia continued, "For nine years, it’s been You and Dad Against The World, right?"

Kate relaxed and smiled. "Yeah. Yeah, that’s it. I am happy for you guys, but this is a huge change."

"Sophia, you’re an insightful young lady," Dan supplied.

"I keep telling her she should go into psychology instead of meteorology," Warren said.

"Ah, I’m gonna combine the two and become The Weather Shrink. I’ll have my own radio show. ‘You need to explore your inner child, so I suggest you go run barefoot through the park tomorrow, when it will be 75 degrees and sunny with a light breeze from the northwest.’" Everyone cracked up at that.

Kate smiled. "I’ll be fine. Congratulations, guys. I just need to adjust." She thought for a minute. "When?"

"ASAP. Before the summer is out. Small ceremony, just you kids," Ellen offered.

"That’s fast. Where are we going to live?" Kate asked.

"Here," Ellen smiled. "Plenty of room."

"Can I ask a selfish question?" Kate asked.

"Sure," Dan said.

"Is there a room for me? I’m used to having my own room."

"We don’t, at the moment, have an extra room. We thought about putting you in with Tara, but she’s eight and that wouldn’t be fair to you. We also thought about putting you in with Sophia-her room is huge-but that probably wouldn’t work, either, because Sophia needs her privacy."

"Uh-huh," Kate said with a huge grin, looking back and forth at Sophia and Warren.

"So, this is what we came up with. We have a basement, that we started finishing part of, and never finished."

"Yeah," interjected Sophia, "there’s a room down there, and it’s huge, but there’s nothing in it."

"It needs a finished ceiling, and a few other touches. We were going to make it into a playroom, but we never did. But it’s heated, there’s electricity in there, we just have to touch it up. It even has its own entrance from the outside. It would make a terrific bachelorette pad."

"I’ve got some guys that are going to come help," Dan said. "We’re going to fix it all up."

"However," Ellen looked at Kate, "Sophia gets first dibs on that room."

"That’s fair. She’s got a boyfriend, she needs a bachelorette pad more than I do," Kate smiled.

"I was hoping you’d say that." Sophia smiled.

"You’re old enough," Ellen said, "and I know what’s going on. The house is going to be a lot more crowded now. You need your privacy. Nobody will bother you down there. I expect Warren will practically move in, now." Everyone cracked up at that.

"And, you, Kate, will get Sophie’s room," Ellen said.

"You’ll love it," Sophia said.

"Can I see?"

"Sure. C’mon, Warren, let’s show the kid the make-out pad we’re bequeathing to her."

Kate loved the room-"it’s huge!"-and seemed to be a lot more at ease, now that the living arrangements were coming together.

"It will be weird, though. From two people in a house to six will be a big adjustment."

"Luckily, it’s a big house," Sophia laughed. "And it’s six-and-a-half, because Warren’s here a lot."

Warren was reading a book. "I even have half my book collection here, because I read more here than I do in my own house. This one’s Sophie’s, though."

"I must admit, I do enjoy the thought of having a big sister. I don’t have a sister, I don’t have a mother, I just have Dad. And there’s certain things a girl can’t ask her Dad."

"About what?" Sophia asked.

"About…well…you know." She blushed and glanced at Warren.

Warren picked up on it. "You ladies want me to make myself scarce?" he grinned.

"No," Kate smiled. "I don’t want to intrude."

"First of all," Sophia said, "it is not intruding, and Warren is never upset if I send him away to have girl talk, and he will leave now if we want him to. Second, though, you have to understand that you don’t have to send Warren away. He’s not like most guys, he has more female friends than male friends, and he gets involved in more girl talk than most girls. Plus, he’s a great listener, offers great advice, and will never make fun of you or say that a question you ask is silly."

"OK. I suppose I have to get used to him." Kate smiled at Warren, then turned back to Sophia. "You guys…you know…do it?"

Sophia smiled. "Every chance we get."

"What does your mother say."

"’Change your own sheets, dear,’" Warren cracked up, as Kate looked at Sophia in amazement. "She’s known all along."

"And she doesn’t mind?"

"Nope."

"Wow," Kate said. "I think if I was having sex, my Dad would kill me."

"I am not you, trust me. I have a little bit of a past." She outlined most of it for Kate.

"Wow. And you’re so healthy now, or so it seems."

"It’s real. I have changed a whole hell of a lot since I was your age."

"And I take it, after all that, your Mom figured that having sex with a guy that really loved you was no big deal?"

"Exactly. Plus, she loves Warren to death, that makes a difference."

"So you guys weren’t virgins when you hooked up?"

" I was not a virgin," Sophia offered.

Kate looked at Warren. "You were?"

"Guilty as charged," Warren quipped. "Pookie over there was my first. And, oh, what a first it was."

"I seduced him," Sophia said with a gleam in her eye. "He didn’t know what hit him."

"True, all true." Warren agreed.

Kate looked back and forth between them, wide-eyed. Sophia added, "There’s a lesson for you, Kate. When you really figure out what you want, grab it. And don’t let it go. Even if it squirms."

"I never squirmed."

"OK, so you flinched."

"That was because you made me deaf." Kate’s eyes just got bigger, as she looked at Warren. He just laughed. "Kate, let’s just say we’d probably better make sure they soundproof that bachelorette pad downstairs because, if it’s not, you’re going to have yourself some high-decibel entertainment."

Kate looked at them blankly. Sophie smiled at her. "I scream during sex."

"Really, really loud," Warren embellished.

Kate just shook her head. "I am way too sweet and innocent for this."

Sophia laughed. "Are you really?"

"Well…" Kate smiled. "I am a virgin, if that’s what you mean. But call me intensely curious."

"Just wait until it feels right, Kate. Don’t rush in out of curiosity. Trust me on this one."

"OK. Actually, I don’t know if I’m actually curious to do it. Knowing what it’s all about would be nice. I know next to nothing. I know what sex is, that’s about it."

"What do you think sex is?" Sophia asked her.

Kate blushed furiously. "Well, you know. The guy takes his thing and sticks it in…"

"Ok, that’s intercourse. What about other kinds of sex?"

"What do you mean?" Kate was confused.

"Well, like oral sex. Fellatio. Cunnilingus."

Kate looked up. "That last word, I asked my Dad once what it meant, and he went off on me. He said it was dirty, and never to say it again."

"Did you ask any friends what it was?" Sophia asked her.

"I actually don’t have a lot of friends. I keep to myself."

"Well, cunnilingus is oral sex with the female being the recipient," Sophia told her.

"I don’t get it."

"He uses his tongue…down there."

"HUH?"

"Yup."

Kate blushed furiously. "Does Warren do that to you?"

"Frequently, and with great skill and enthusiasm, as a matter of fact."

"Do you like it?"

"It’s fantastic. One of the best feelings a girl can have, if the guy knows what he’s doing, and Warren does, believe me."

"Wow." Kate thought for a minute. "Dad said that only dirty people did stuff like that."

Sophie got a look in her eyes that Warren recognized-barely restrained fury, restrained because Kate was not the object of it.

"Well, Kate, your father’s wrong. What else did he tell you? Anything about masturbation?"

"Huh?"

"Playing with yourself."

"Oooh, my Dad caught me doing that. I was alone in my room, and he walked in on me with my hand down my pants. I wasn’t even doing much of anything… And he took my head off. Said good girls don’t do that."

Warren looked at Sophia. She was really steaming.

"He’s wrong." She looked at her glass of soda. "I’m empty. Anyone else need a refill?" Kate and Warren demurred.

Sophia got downstairs. Dan and Ellen were in the living room. Sophia filled her glass, and walked into the living room, visibly trying to control herself.

She walked up to Dan, and hugged him from behind. "Look, I want to make sure you know, Dan, that I’ve always liked you a lot, and I think you’re great for my Mom, and I’m thrilled you guys are getting married."

Dan looked at her, bemused. "Why, thanks, Sophia."

"Good. I wanted to make sure you knew that before I took your head off. WHAT the FUCK are you doing to your daughter?"

"What?"

"We’re up there and she’s asking me about sex. She’s fourteen years old, and she doesn’t know jack! She’s got no close friends she can confide in, she’s got no mother, and she asks her Dad, the only person she can talk to, the simple definition of a word like cunnilingus, and he jumps down her throat and says ‘Don’t talk about that, that’s dirty’? You walk in on her masturbating-and if Mom ever walked in my room without knocking I’d kill her-you walk in on her, and tell her that good girls don’t do that? WHAT are you thinking??"

"Look, Sophia, I don’t need a seventeen year old girl who’s too big for her britches to tell me how to raise my fourteen year old daughter! If you’re going to be my stepdaughter, you’re going to learn some manners."

"Not hardly."

"WHO are YOU to talk to me this way?" Dan’s fury was almost matching Sophia’s.

"Who am I, Dan? I’ll tell you who I am. I’m a peer counselor. That’s a program we have at school, where kids can come in and talk to other kids about their problems. We’re trained in some of this, so we can handle some of these problems, and we have advisors and a good Psychologist available. But I’m a Peer Counselor, so the kids come to me first. You know what I see, there, Dan? Rape victims. Victims of abuse, like I was. Pregnant girls who have no clue. Lots of other things."

"Now, I was a special case when I was in trouble, because Mom was never closed about stuff like this-my problems had other causes. But 90% of the kids that I see with problems that relate to relationships or sex are repressed. They make bad decisions because they never got the information needed to make good decisions."

"I’m just trying to protect her," Dan said, his anger cooled.

"That’s my point. You can’t. You can only give her the support to protect herself. You aren’t doing that, Dan. And what you’re doing is only ‘protecting’ her from the feelings she’s getting from her own body. And that is wrong, wrong, wrong."

"Sophia, she’s only fourteen."

"Yeah, Dan, and when I was her age my virginity was two years gone and I was getting beat up and forced to have sex regularly. You know that. Look at your daughter, Dan. She’s not a little girl any more. Hormones are hormones, whether you’re 14 or 44. You can deal with yours. I’ve learned how to deal with mine, after much pain. Kate doesn’t have a clue."

"Listen. Every kid knows about intercourse. I’m sure you had the birds and bees talk with her. And I’m sure you said something about ‘that’s for older, married people’ or something like that.":

"Something like that."

"Right. So, now intercourse is The Forbidden Fruit. Anything short of intercourse, like oral sex or masturbation, has been defined as ‘dirty’. And her hormones are going full tilt. This is a fucking recipe for disaster. Trust me. And I’m sure that you’ve never said a word about birth control."

"Abstinence is birth control," Dan said peevishly.

"Bullshit. You rely on that-especially if she thinks anything else that might get her off is dirty-and you’re gonna be a grandfather before your time." She took a deep breath. "Or something a whole hell of a lot worse.

She looked down at her hands. "I lost one, you know. One of the girls I counsel. About a month before school got out. I haven’t talked about this with anyone except Warren, because it’s extremely painful to talk about. But I lost one, a freshman, not much older than Kate did. She was pregnant. She wasn’t completely sure just quite how this had happened. And, since she was either in denial or ignorant-I’m not sure which-the pregnancy was not confirmed until it was too late to abort it. And, faced with telling her father that she was four months pregnant, she took the easier way out. She slit her wrists. And now she’s dead."

Ellen and Dan gasped.

"And the stories she told me of her father, Dan, I’m sorry to say, sound a lot like Kate describing you."

The room got quiet then. Sophie stood up.

"Dan, before you and mom walk down the aisle-and I hope you do" she smiled, "but, before you do, you need to know something. Any question Kate ever asks me about sex is going to get a straight and honest answer, to the best of my ability. You need to know that, and you will not be able to stop me, and nothing you do to me will stop me; and if you try to stop me here then when she gets to Oceanview she can march right into the peer counseling office and ask me there. I will be damned if I have to go to another funeral for a pregnant teenaged suicide and it’s my stepsister."

"Oh, and one other thing-when Kate asked me what cunnilingus was, I told her."

"Did she ask you anything else about it?"

"Yeah, she asked me if I had ever had it done to me, and if I liked it. And I answered her."

With that, she marched up the stairs.

"Damn, I knew she saw some bad shit in that peer counseling office, but not like this," Ellen said.

"Be that as it may, Ellen, I could have used some support there. She’s your daughter."

"Dan, she's right." Dan just stared at her. "Look, I almost lost Sophia, because of my mistakes. Now, I didn’t make the same mistakes you are, but I certainly recognize them-because my father made them. Sex is wrong, this is dirty, etc etc. And I ended up pregnant and married at 18 to a violent drunk."

Dan just stared at her.

"I never knew you treated Kate this way. I would have said something myself. I know you don’t want to hear it, but Sophia is right. And she’s right about something else-if you marry me, and Kate moves into this house, she will be living in the house with a sexually active seventeen year old. Sophia sleeps with Warren, in this house, that’s the way it is, and that’s the way it’s gonna be. I came too damn close to losing her to worry about a little sex with a guy she loves. You need to figure out if you can deal with that."

"Part of it is fear," Dan said. "Sometimes I don’t know what to tell her, so I try to push off her questions. Not the right way, either, apparently. Shit, Ellen, it can be tough being the single dad of a teenage girl. Sometimes I just get tongue tied, and then I say the wrong thing. "

Ellen smiled. "That’s easy. Now you can say, ‘that’s a girl thing. Talk to Ellen.’ Or Sophia, for that matter."

"I guess her talking to Sophia makes me nervous."

"I can see why, but, really, it shouldn’t. Because Sophia lost her virginity way too young and for the wrong reasons, and she knows it. She won’t be advising Kate to jump in the sack with some guy too hastily. She’s told me many times she wishes she had saved it for Warren."

"Yeah, but even she and Warren started too young, as far as I’m concerned."

"Yeah, but would they have if she was still a virgin? I doubt it. Besides which, she and Warren together are special, and Kate will figure that out quick. Look, Sophia’s a bit…unrestrained…I know, but she’s sensible. She’s been through too much, and seen too much at peer counseling, not to be."

The kids were on their way downstairs.

"I love the room," Kate enthused. "Dad, are you all right?"

"Yeah, Katey, I’m fine. Did Sophia tell you she read me the riot act?"

"No. What?"

Sophia looked chagrined. "When I came downstairs, I took your father’s head off for making you ignorant and repressed about sex."

"WHAT?" Kate screamed. "Oh, Sophia, why did you do that?"

"It’s OK, Kate. I needed to hear it. But I need to ask Sophia a question."

"Shoot, Dan."

"If Katey comes to you in, say, six months, and says ‘Billy wants me, should I go to bed with him’ what would you tell her?"

"If you have to ask me, then you should wait. If there’s enough question in your mind to ask me, then you should wait. When you are so sure you have no doubts, then that’s a different story." Sophia smiled. "And I’d remind her about all those non-dirty things you can do with a guy without actually going all the way."

Dan had to smile. "OK, Ellen you were right. Very sensible." He turned to his daughter. "Kate, it’s been very tough to talk to you about sex and stuff. I’m sorry about that."

Kate smiled. "It’s OK."

"Well, I’m going to try. And, if I can’t give you an answer, since we’ll be living here, you’ll have Ellen and, God help me, Sophia, to ask." Dan smiled at his soon-to-be-stepdaughter, who smiled back at him.

CHAPTER FORTY-SIX

"Right here. Pookie, you need to swing your leg right here, on that beat."

"Right."

Their blades cut into the ice, as they tried a move.

"That right?"

"Yeah, but my turn was too slow. I came out of it a half-beat behind."

"’sokay, Snugglebear, let’s try it again."

It was the middle of August. Sophia and Warren were trying to nail down their new free dance, before they pulled their old junior-length free from last year out of mothballs for the Junior Grand Prix.

It had been a busy summer. Dan and his buddies quickly renovated the basement, because Dan and Kate wanted to move in as quickly as possible. Sophia was thrilled with her new bachelorette pad-Ellen had even had Dan install an intercom, which anyone had to buzz before going down there-and Sophia had the pleasure of waking up next to Warren a couple of times already. Warren’s parents were a little wary about that, as was Dan, but it didn’t happen every night. And, since everyone knew what was going on anyway…Warren just had to call Peg and tell her, because she worried.

Peg and Dan were getting married next weekend. The weekend after that, Sophia and Warren were travelling to Washington, DC, to attend the wedding of John Garrison and his dance teacher, Amanda Glover. They were thrilled to have been invited, and were really looking forward to it. The creme de la creme of the figure skating world promised to be there-and John was a dear friend. After that, the school year would start, senior year for Warren and Sophia, interspersed with trips to Europe for the Grand Prix. Plus they had to do their college applications.

So, finishing this free dance now would be nice. They wanted it done-or almost done-today. Plus, some of their family members were going to stop by for a grand preview.

Family members-Sophia had more of them now. She smiled at that. After that big blowout, Dan and she had gotten along much better. Somehow, Dan stopped seeing her as a kid after that encounter. Now, we just had to get him to stop seeing Kate as a kid, Sophia thought. That was coming along a bit, but it was harder. As for herself, Sophia loved Dan. She thought he was a great guy. Kate had confided that meeting Ellen had been the best thing that ever happened to him, because Ellen had loosened him up.

Kate, herself, Sophia found delightful. There were over 8 years difference between Sophia and her next oldest sister, Tara, so having a stepsister close to her own age was fun. And Kate was a wonderful young lady. She was almost as tall as Sophia, slender, with a cascade of sandy-blond ringlets hanging past her shoulders and bright green eyes. She affected a funky bohemian style, wearing long wraparound skirts and cotton tee shirts, often accompanied by beads and bracelets and something unusual in her hair, or a unique hat. Different from Sophia, whose wardrobe contained, in Warren's words, "either 'My boyfriend is a preppie and he bought me this', or basic sexbomb" but it looked good on Kate.

And Sophia realized that Kate had a passion. It became apparent quickly after Kate moved into Sophia’s room-Sophia went up there to retrieve a few things she had left, and found one corner completely given over to easels, canvas, paints, cleaning equipment, palettes, and the like. Kate was an artist-specifically, a painter. And she was good, too.

"That’s my stress relief. Anytime I’m bothered by something, I paint." Kate had said to Sophia.

"It’s always good to have an outlet."

"Are you creative?" Kate had asked her.

Sophia just laughed. "Who do you think choreographs Warren’s and my dances? Well, both of us, actually, but, yeah, we are our own choreographers. Believe me, that’s creative."

"Yeah, it is," Kate smiled.

Now Kate was sitting in the stands, along with Ellen and Dan, and her best friend Tanya. Tanya was also a figure skating fan, and a photographer, and Kate had asked if she could come along and take some pictures.

"Only if we get a copy," Warren had smiled.

Peg and Jim Kelleher joined them, and the skaters skated over to them.

"Now, remember, this isn’t 100% done. Close, but not quite," Warren told them. "We’ll tweak some, I’m sure."

"And we’re not in costume," Sophia added. "He’s gonna wear a tux, and I’m gonna wear some slinky queen-of-the-dance-floor dress." Everyone laughed. "And my hair will be up, proper, not just a ponytail."

"Anyway," Warren concluded, "here’s the rough cut. Fred and Ginger Revisited."

They took their opening positions, and June hit play on the CD player. The slinky, sassy strains of Glenn Miller’s String Of Pearls filled the rink. Sophia and Warren glided around the ice, playing off of one another, sure-footed and confident. Their innate musicality shone through, as every step, every glide, every nuance was keyed perfectly to the walking bass and the gently swaying horns of the swing classic. The dance was technically difficult, with changes of handholds and difficult intertwining steps. They did very little side-by-side dancing, and stuck close to one another, which was more difficult. The ability to work their feet while skating extremely close together was a skill they had mastered early, and it was impressive. As the music gained in intensity, so did they, doing a fabulous diagonal step sequence in closed position, with perfectly timed turns and swaying hips. And, when they ice danced, they smiled. Always. They loved doing this.

Then the music changed, to the more uptempo, harder swinging Little Brown Jug. They started that portion with their side-by-side step sequence. As the song really got going, they went back to skating close together, changing positions and holds, turning and swinging with abandon. When they got going, they were fast, and this part of the dance showed their speed, without sacrificing an iota of difficulty in footwork.

Their cut of Little Brown Jug proceeded through a number of bars of various horn solos, with the band gently but relentlessly swinging behind the soloist. Sophia and Warren sped around the ice, swinging each other around and digging their skates into the ice in time with the swinging rhythm.

Little Brown Jug has a Big Finish, and Sophia and Warren had choreographed for it. About thirty seconds before the end, the last soloist finishes up. At that point, the drummer switches from rim shots to a relentlessly pounding snare, and the horns swing with a vengeance. Sophia and Warren went into this section with Warren behind Sophia, his hands on her hips, her hands on his, right close together, and they swung, shaking their hips perfectly to the beat, all the while keeping their skates moving with difficult footwork and deep edges. Then Sophie turned, and they went into classic closed position, not losing their rhythm for a second. For the last series of bars, he pulled her in close, and they skated, arms around each other. There was seemingly no room for their feet to continue moving, but they did. They ended with a spin, and a big flourish.

The small group of their supporters erupted with applause. Kate and Tanya were especially impressed, because they had never seen them skate live. Dan was really impressed-he had never seen them skate at all.

"My God, you guys are good!" he enthused. "That was really something."

"I can’t believe two kids your age can swing that hard," Jim added.

"Thanks. We’re glad you like it. We love it," Warren said.

"I keep telling them that if they skate it clean, it’s going to get them on the podium at Nationals," June said.

"Well, it’s very us," Sophia said. "Well, one side of us."

"Yeah, and for the other side of us, you guys wanna see the exhibition?"

"Exhibition?" Dan asked.

"If we finish high enough-it’s usually top 3 or top 4-in any of our events, we get invited to skate in the post-competition gala," Sophia told him. "You can skate to anything you want to, no rules, so most people choreograph a special exhibition number. I don’t know if I agree with June about Nationals, but we fully expect to finish high enough at the Grand Prix events, so we choreographed an exhibition."

"In fact, that’s our main motivation for making it to the podium at Nationals. They don’t televise the Junior Grand Prix, but they do televise the exhibitions at Nationals, and we want to do this dance on TV." Warren said.

Sophia added, "It’s not as technically complex as our competitive programs, but it’s got other things going for it. Don’t need the ponytail for this one," she said as she took it out.

"Love to see it," Dan said. Everyone else agreed. "I’m glad I brought extra film," Tanya added, to general laughter.

"So, what type of dance is this?" Jim asked as they skated to their starting positions. "Tango? Rumba? Classical? Techno?"

Sophia giggled, and smiled at him. "Call it a love letter." June started the CD player, and "You’ll Be In My Heart," by Phil Collins started playing.

The song is a passionate, intense, love song, and Sophia and Warren’s dance was passionate, intense, and loving. The footwork was scaled back a bit from the Glenn Miller dance, as fits an exhibition, but the rest of the dance compensated for it. Their dance was all about deep edges, close holds, constant eye contact, a touch of a cheek, a caress of an arm, a loving smile. They sang snippets of the lyrics at each other as they glided around the ice, lost in their own world. Sophia smiled gently at Warren, who smiled gently back, as they held each other, dancing to the beautiful love song. The love and passion they had for each other was unmistakable.

When they were done, they were slightly out of breath from the intensity of it. And their audience was thunderstruck.

"I thought I knew what you guys felt about each other. I was wrong. Now I know," Kate pointed out succinctly.

"Love letter is an apt description," Jim added.

"I keep telling them that if that dance gets any more intense, they’re going to end up skating on bare concrete because the ice will have completely melted," June said.

"No doubt," Dan agreed.

"I hope you do get to do that at Nationals," Kate said. "It would be a little calling card for your career. ‘Hi, America-we’re here, we’re really good, and you just wish you were this much in love.’" Everyone cracked up laughing at that, Sophia and Warren most of all.

"We’re glad you guys liked it," Sophia offered.

"And I’m so glad you guys let me come and take pictures of it!" Tanya enthused.

Kate and Tanya went right down to the Walgreen's downtown to get the pictures developed. They got two sets, and went back to Kate’s house and gave a set to Warren and Sophia. The skaters loved them, and Tanya was very pleased with how they had turned out.

Kate was thumbing through Tanya’s copies. "Hey, Tanya, can I borrow this one?" she said of one that had really caught her eye. "Just for a couple days. I’ll give it back."

"Sure. Make sure you give it back, though, that’s one of my favorites.

After Tanya had left, Kate made a beeline to her room.

Sophia came upstairs at about 9:00 that night, to fetch sodas and make popcorn. Ellen and Dan were sitting in the living room.

"Hi guys. Where’s Kate? Warren and I were just watching movies, I thought Kate might like to join us."

"She’s in her room," Ellen said.

"Ah, I’ll go see if she wants to come down."

"Uh-uh," Dan said. "I went up there a little while ago. She’s painting. I learned long ago that you do not disturb Kate when she’s painting." Ellen and Sophia laughed. "Especially since she told me, when I went up there, that she’s in one of her legendary painting grooves."

"Painting grooves?" Ellen asked.

Dan smiled. "That’s what she calls it. ‘I’m in a groove, Dad.’ That means she’s working on something really good and she can’t stop and she’ll be there pounding away at the thing until it’s done even if it takes until four in the morning, so don’t bug her."

Sophia laughed. "Aah. I can relate, I’m the same way when I’m reading, and my Snugglebear is even worse. Anyhow, if she gets a cramp in her brush hand or something, tell her she’s welcome to buzz the intercom. Warren and I already had our ‘private time’ tonight."

Dan grinned at her. "I’ll tell her."

Sophia got up for breakfast-Warren had spent the night, but had left, because he got an extra shift at the donut shop-and was surprised to see just Ellen and Dan there.

"She still painting?" Sophia asked.

"Yup," Dan confirmed. "She actually went to bed last night, but got up at the crack of dawn and went right back to the easel."

Warren came back over in the afternoon, after his shift. Both he and Sophia were planning on quitting the donut shop when school started, because they just had too much going on this year, and were trying to squirrel away as much money as they could.

He came in through the front door, saying hi to Dan, Ellen, and Tara and Eric who were home from their fathers by that point. "Hiya, folks. Beautiful be downstairs?" Ellen laughed and confirmed it.

A few minutes later, Kate came running downstairs, paint on her hands, and even some on her face. "Well, if it isn’t Michaelangelo emerging from the Sistine Chapel for a breath of fresh air," Dan joked.

"Thanks, Dad. Was that Warren coming back in?"

"Yeah."

"Good." She walked over to the intercom. "Hey guys can I come down?"

"Sure," Sophia’s voice came over.

"Great. I’ll be down in about ten minutes."

"OK."

She ran back upstairs and was up there for a few minutes. She emerged with a large object-clearly, a framed canvas wrapped in white paper.

"That what you’ve been working on, Pumpkin?" Dan asked.

"Yeah. But it’s for Warren and Sophie, so they get to see it first." She hustled down to the basement.

She knocked on the door to Sophia’s room, leaving the canvas outside. Sophia opened the door, and Kate walked in. She made a little show of looking around the room.

"Y’know, I was thinking. These walls are awfully bare. You need something on them, Sophie, besides your prom picture, and that Feeling Sophie Up series."

Sophia giggled. "Actually we were thinking about asking Tanya to blow up some of those pictures she took."

"I’ve got a better idea." She opened the door and grabbed the canvas. "This is for you guys."

Sophia looked at Kate in amazement. "This what you’ve been working on for two days?"

"Yup. When inspiration hits…" She giggled. "Open it."

Sophia did, with Warren helping. When they got the paper off, Sophia gasped.

Kate had taken the photo she had borrowed from Tanya, and used it as a reference. She didn’t copy it, but had made a painting that was all her own. Sophia and Warren were dancing, in closed position, gazing into each other’s eyes. Kate had captured, perfectly, the flush in Sophia’s cheeks, the twinkle in her eyes, the sure, steady, loving gaze in Warren’s. Sophia’s long black hair was flowing gently behind her, to help create the sense of movement on the ice.

"I can’t believe you did this!" Sophia exclaimed.

"That is really, really good," Warren agreed. "Kate, you’re a talented girl." Kate just blushed.

"What a wonderful gift." She gave Kate a big hug. "Thank you so much."

"Thanks, Kate", Warren said as he kissed her on the cheek. "This is fantastic."

Sophia was still looking at it in wonder. "You captured the joy," she said incredulously. "The joy we feel when we skate with each other. It’s all here. You got it."

"You’re absolutely right," Warren agreed.

Kate had the world’s biggest grin. "You ever get done with a dance, and say to yourself, ‘that was exactly right, that’s every step exactly the way it should be.’?"

"Sometimes," Warren said. "It’s what you shoot for. Doesn’t happen all the time."

"Right. Painting’s like that. And you telling me that I succeeded in capturing the joy-well, it’s like straight sixes for you guys. Thank you for noticing. That’s what I was trying so hard to do."

"You did it. We’ll cherish this forever," Warren said.

"Damn straight," Sophia agreed. "And I’ve got a hook right here." She hung the painting up, right above the bed.

Just then, Dan and Ellen rapped at the door. "We were wondering if we could see this painting that Kate worked so hard on."

Sophia opened the door, and pointed.

"Wow," Dan said after a minute. "Wow, wow, wow."

"Double Wow," Ellen agreed.

Kate was feeling giddy and embarrassed, all at once. "I’m so glad you like it. I need to go soak in a tub to wash this paint off." She giggled, and bounded out of the room and up the stairs.

"What a gift. She’s such a great kid." Sophia said.

"I think she got inspired yesterday," Ellen commented. "She was all dreamy while you guys were doing that dance."

"Yeah, and look at this painting-she captured the joy, and the passion. And that was second hand. Dan, if that daughter of yours ever falls in love you are in big trouble, because she is going to do so with the white-hot passion of a thousand suns." Sophia grinned at him.

Dan got a rueful look in his face. "Don’t you think I figured that out long ago?"

CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN

Ellen and Dan’s wedding was a small affair, but Sophia and Warren had a good time. They really did make each other happy, and Sophia was just plain crazy about Kate.

A week after that, Sophia and Warren found themselves en route to Washington DC for Jack Garrison’s wedding. They were booked at a hotel, and made mad love before crashing. It was an afternoon/evening wedding, outside, on a large estate.

They wandered in, found what table they had been assigned to, and went to find it. As they approached it, they heard the bellow of Christine Arsenault: "Well, if it isn’t Daniels and Kelleher, the future of American Ice Dance!"

"Shut up, you," Warren said, as he walked up to her and gave her a kiss. He did the same to Elizabeth Cushman, who was with her. Sophie hugged them in turn.

"You guys at table ten, I hope?" Liz asked.

"Yup. You?"

"Yeah. Christine and I don’t have dates, so they put us together, which was nice."

"Hope the press doesn’t get a hold of that," Warren quipped. "There would go all those Arsenault Cushman vicious rivalry stories."

"Yeah, well, to be in a rivalry, one skater has to actually beat the other skater occasionally," Liz quipped.

"HEY! I beat you at Nation’s Cup last fall!" Christine said indignantly.

"Oops, you’re right."

They found their table. Already seated were former National pairs champion Renee Miller and Ted Sorrell. Sophia and Warren had met them a couple of times, and had liked them. They exchanged greetings.

"Check it out, Liz, two swinging single gals like us, and they stuck us with all the old married couples."

Renee and Ted just laughed, but Warren said, "Not only are we not married, but old? I’m two years younger than you are, Arsenault."

"OK, so you’re not old. Married is accurate, if not yet legally, and you know it."

Warren and Sophia just smiled at one another. "So who’s the other married couple at the table?"

"Oh, I don’t know, I was talking about you two and Renee and Ted."

They were chatting about not much, Warren always enjoyed the dynamic between Christine and Liz. They were fierce competitors, but they were also close friends. It was interesting.

They also both liked to tease. Each other, and other people. They had, along with Jack, set up an elaborate joke at Warren and Sophie’s expense, and, as Liz caught a glimpse of two people walking across the yard, it was time to set into action.

"Hey, guys, I don’t know if I know this. We’ve been talking about skaters we like and stuff, but I’m not sure if I know who you guys’ favorite dance team of all time is."

"Malekova and Boranachenko," Sophia and Warren said simultaneously. "Great technique and passion to burn," Warren said. "We worship them," Sophia added.

"Ah, what a wonderful thing to hear from a young talented ice dance team," Warren heard said behind his back in a Russian accent. He and Sophia turned-and saw Anya Malekova and Gennadi Boranachenko. Sitting into their seats. At their table-Anya was right next to Warren, as a matter of fact.

And Sophia and Warren both had their eyes bug out of their head.

Anya smiled at them. "I know you two. Sophia Daniels and Warren Kelleher. Second at US Nationals in juniors last year, first in the free dance. We were there. You’re very talented."

"Thank you," Sophia managed to squeak out.

"Yes, thank you very much. Oh my God, I’m sitting next to Anya Malekova," he said to the air. Anya and Gennadi just laughed.

"Hey, guys?" Liz interjected. "You know, I lied. Warren told me six months ago that Anya and Gennadi were your idols. And I know them, because they work out of my rink and choreographed some stuff for me."

Warren stared at her. "This was a set-up!"

"Uh-huh." Liz grinned. "Chris, Jack, and Anya and Gennadi were all in on it."

"We’re just innocent bystanders," Renee Miller smiled.

"Right!"

Warren looked at Liz, and then at Anya. "You know, we promised each other we were not going to hero-worship today. And, we were doing a good job of it. Heck, I met Shae-Lynn Bourne and Nicole Bobek today and didn’t gush once." Everyone laughed at that. "And then you two showed up. Ah, well, so much for keeping our composure."

"You have to understand," Sophia told them, "your Bach free dance that won you the Olympics in France is *why* I'm an ice dancer."

"Thank you, that’s quite a compliment." Gennadi said. "Although, having seen you skate, I’m a little surprised. That's one of our most romantic dances.

"Aah," Warren said, "Well, our love of Big Band has kind of taken over. In fact our free this year is another big band mix. We like to swing on the ice."

"However," Sophia smiled, "wait until you see our exhibition. Not classical-it’s to a pop song-but very M amp;B, or at least that’s the goal."

"Aah, but you see," Anya said, "to have the passion on the ice, you must have the passion off the ice."

Christine cracked up laughing. Warren and Sophia just looked at each other and smiled.

"Did I miss something?" Anya asked.

Christine sputtered. "I have a picture of them, skating together, that Warren emailed me. I think the ice melted."

"My stepfather saw our exhibition and said he thought he was going to have to hose us down," Sophia added. She looked at Anya and Gennadi. "We’ve been a couple off the ice longer than we’ve been a couple on it. We started dating when we were fourteen."

"Ah, but you’re so young, even now," Gennadi said.

"True love don’t know age, guys," Liz interjected.

"True," Anya agreed with a smile.

The rest of the wedding was great. Jack and Amanda made a great couple. Sophia and Warren got to dance a lot-although, in a crowd of ice skaters and Amanda’s dancer friends, they blended more into the crowd than they usually do, which was a nice change, actually. They met lots of people, and even got to talk to some of them. Anya and Gennadi turned out to be sweet and charming. And Warren even got an unexpected surprise when a slightly inebriated Stephie Eberhardt, his favorite skater, fell into his lap-literally. She even chatted amiably and gave him a kiss on the cheek-making him blush bright red-before she got off his lap. "Oh, Snugglebear, you must have thought it was Christmas," said a plainly amused Sophia.

"Oh, and you don’t think I didn’t notice you drooling over Mr. Boranachenko all night?" Sophia blushed as Gennadi just grinned at her.

The next morning, Jack had planned a little party, since he and Amanda were not going on their honeymoon for a couple days. Since lots of his guests had flown in, they made a weekend out of it. Jack had called his skating friends, and told them of his idea-Saturday, the day after the wedding, they’d have a brunch in the hotel, then they’d rent a rink. Everyone could show up, around their skating friends and the other wedding guests, and show what they had been working on. If enough people were comfortable with that, that is. The response was enthusiastic, so it was done.

Warren and Sophia were, at first, all for it. Until they saw the array of skating talent that they would be sharing the ice with. What was worse, Jack had drawn up a little order, and had them skating directly after Malekova and Boranachenko. They were terrified.

"Come on," Liz said during brunch. "I really want to see your new stuff."

"Me, too," said Christine. "He’s going to let everyone speak, so you’ll be able to tell everyone who you are."

"Yeah, and we want to see that exhibition," Anya said.

"OK, we’ll do it. God help us," said Sophia.

They were instantly glad they did it. Hanging out with all the skaters, seeing what they were up to. Warren loved Liz’s new program. Jack went first, and showed his fine new long program. Christine did her long, and a new exhibition to some Beatles music. "Nice music, Skate Babe!" Warren yelled, as she shook her butt at him in response. Malekova and Boranachenko were Malekova and Boranachenko-that is to say, romantic, passionate, and beautiful. Then it was Sophia and Warren’s turn.

"Hi, all," Warren took the mic. "I’m Warren Kelleher and this is Sophia Daniels. Amongst this crowd of World Medallists, we’re the scrubs. I’ve known Jack for years, over the internet, when he was still a junior, and I was still a singles skater who didn’t compete because he couldn’t jump. We became good friends, though, which is why he asked Sophia and I to share this ice. And made us follow our idols, Anya and Gennadi, for which we will never forgive him." Jack cracked up laughing. "We were the silver medallists in Juniors this past year in Ice Dance. We’ll be competing in the junior Grand Prix this fall, but, this year at Nationals, we’ll be competing in seniors. Today, we’ve got our new senior free dance, and our exhibition. We are one of the few classic ballroom holdouts left in ice dancing today, and we swing dance as a hobby, so our free dance is to Glenn Miller. Our exhibition is something else entirely. We hope you like them."

Sophia grabbed the mic. "Oh, and some people who don’t know us well asked us last night if we were a couple off the ice as well as on. Well, if the exhibition leaves any doubt in anyone’s mind, then we’re not doing it right." She smiled at the laughter around the rink, then handed the mic back to Jack, as she and Warren took their starting position.

They realized something right off. They needed an audience. Although they didn’t consciously reach out to an audience-they focused on each other-the audience gave them strength. They had only done the Glenn Miller free in front of their small family group. There were a few hundred people watching them do it now, and it was damn near perfect. They flew around the ice, swinging and grooving. It was a crowd-pleasing program, they knew that, and even their competition-jaded skating friends responded to their unbridled enthusiasm and obvious skill. When they hit that final thirty seconds, they could sense their friends getting into it. Christine even let out a war whoop as Warren swung Sophia’s hips back and forth.

They hit their ending pose, and their friends erupted. It was very satisfying. "Hey, who choreographed that?" Gennadi yelled from beside the boards.

"We did," Warren yelled back. "We do all our own choreography."

"WHAT?" someone yelled from the stands. Gennadi looked stunned. "I think they like our choreography," a beaming Sophia whispered to an equally beaming Warren.

As the skaters chattered about these two kids doing their own-great-choreography, Sophia and Warren worked themselves back to their starting positions for "You’ll Be In My Heart."

The music started, and so did they. On an occasion to celebrate love-their friend’s wedding-they took their love for one another, and, in front of their friends, put it on vivid display. They wrapped themselves up in their love, in this music, in dancing with one another, and showed it to all that cared to watch. And it was magic.

And, as they left the ice, they got two compliments that they would treasure forever, more than any medal they would ever win. The first was the sight, up in the stands, of their dear friend Liz Cushman having been moved to tears by their skating. The second, as they stepped off the ice, was Gennadi Boranachenko's words of quiet admiration: "Just like us. Exactly like us."

CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT

School had started. The good thing was that Warren was now with license and with car-his mom’s old minivan, to be precise-so he didn’t have to take the bus anymore. He drove in. With him was a friend, David Linnet.

Warren had met David on the bus last year, and they had occasionally chatted on the phone or done something together. David was only a sophomore-and Warren a senior, now-but Warren never worried about stuff like that. He liked Dave. When he mentioned to Dave that he was going to be driving in, Dave asked if he could join him, offering to split the gas money. Dave hated the bus. Warren readily agreed.

It was the second week of school. During the first week, Warren and Dave had started a little ritual-they made sure Warren picked Dave up early enough to swing to the Dunkin Donuts for some coffee. That’s where they were headed now, when they saw two girls walking out of a side street.

"Hey, it’s my Pookie! I forgot, her car is in the shop this week. It’s not a long walk, but let’s pick them up anyway."

"That’s Sophia, I take it?" Dave asked.

"Yeah, the one with the straight black hair." He pulled over, and leaned over Dave and yelled out the passenger side window-"Hey Gorgeous, need a ride?"

Sophia looked up. "SNUGGLEBEAR!" she exclaimed happily, and ran over to the van. She pulled the sliding door open and climbed into the back seat, accompanied by Kate. "What a wonderful surprise, sweetie," Sophia said, kissing Warren on the cheek. "Hi Warren," added Kate.

"Ladies, this is my co-pilot, Dave. Dave, this is my girlfriend Sophia, and her sister Kate."

Dave shook both their hands. "Nice to meet you." Then he looked at them again. "Sisters?"

Sophia laughed. They did not look like sisters. "Stepsisters, actually. Kate’s Dad married my Mom this summer. But she’s my sister, as far as we’re concerned."

"Cool," Dave said. "You guys go to Oceanview?"

"Yeah. I’m a senior, and Kate’s a freshman. And I know you go to St Mike’s with Snugglebear over there."

"Yeah, I’m a sophomore."

"Hey, we were gonna get coffee," Warren interjected. "You ladies up for it?"

"Sure." Sophia said.

"Yeah", agreed Kate.

They pulled into the parking lot, and all got out. They had enough time to go in and sit for a few minutes, so they did. Warren and Sophia got into a discussion about their first Grand Prix event, in Kiev in a couple weeks. David and Kate were both shy, so they spent a lot of time just kind of sitting there, stealing glances from one another.

"Is Kate short for something?" David asked.

"Katherine. With a K."

"I always liked that name." Dave sipped his coffee. "Did you live in Oceanview before you moved into Sophia’s house?"

"Yeah. You?"

"Yeah. I live up off of Lawrence Street, near Kingston Park."

"That’s not too far."

Dave looked at the girl in front of her, and, he realized she was really cute. She had great eyes and a wonderful smile, and he liked her style. She was wearing a light blue long skirt and a dark blue shirt, had about thirteen bracelets on, and some sort of floral-design wire headband in her hair.

Unbeknownst to him, Kate was looking at him with just as much interest.

They repeated the same thing on Tuesday, except that Kate and Dave talked a little bit more. Dave found out that Kate liked basketball-and Kate found out that Dave not only liked it, he played it.

"Really?"

"Yeah. I was on the freshman team last year. I’m a guard."

"Cool!"

Kate noticed that Dave was always holding doors for her and stuff. She also noticed his warm smile. Dave, for his part, noticed her offbeat style and unique way of looking at things.

Wednesday, they did the same thing. Kate was dressed in an ankle-length purple floral print dress, with a matching floppy purple knit hat with a pink flower on the front. Plus her customary bracelets. They were talking about basketball, and then started telling each other about school-he cracking her up with his imitations of some of his teachers, and her cracking him up with her witty observations about hers. Both shy, they both realized the other was really easy to talk to.

At one point, Kate leaned over on the table, resting her chin on her hands, smiling. The image burned itself into his mind. When he got to school, he was still 20 minutes early, and went to find a corner where he would not be disturbed.

Warren was in Sophia’s room, that night, when Kate asked if she could come down.

She plopped in a chair, and looked at the floor, kind of twirling her hair. Then she looked up at Warren and said, "Warren…tell me about Dave."

Warren cracked up laughing. "Now, where have I heard that song before?"

"What do you mean?"

"’Hey, Warren, tell me about Kate.’"

"Really?" Kate lit up in a big smile.

"Really. What, you haven’t noticed that he can’t keep his eyes off you?" Warren smiled at her. Kate blushed.

"No, I don’t think I noticed, because I was too busy not being able to keep my eyes off him."

Sophia interjected, "I certainly noticed that!"

"Well," Warren said, "This I’ll tell you. He’s a good kid. He’s a bit of a loner, has his own attitude about things, doesn’t make friends very easily. He got teased a lot on the bus last year, because he was always in a corner, lost in whatever he was doing."

"Boy, does that sound familiar," Kate smiled.

"I know. He’s very gallant. We’ve talked about girls and stuff, and he’s never had anything even remotely resembling a girlfriend. And he’s got some definite ideas about how a guy should treat a lady, and knows that it would take a special girl to appreciate it. He’s into chivalry."

"Chivalry?"

"Notice how he always opens the door for you? That kind of thing. He’s also a sensitive soul. He’s very gentle."

"It almost sounds like your describing my dream date, Warren. I hate macho guys. I hate guys that have to show off. I hate guys that aren’t sensitive. Now you’ve got me even more intrigued than I was previously."

Warren just laughed. "I also happen to know that you guys have something very important in common, but you will just have to figure that one out yourselves. I didn’t spill those particular beans to him, either."

"Aw, come on!" Kate begged. But Warren wouldn’t budge.

Dave got in the van the next day and jumped into the back seat. "We’re picking up the girls, right? I just thought you might appreciate having Sophia up front with you."

Yeah, riiiiiiiiigggght, Warren thought to himself with a smile. All he said was, "Why thanks, Dave."

They pulled up in front of Sophia’s house, and the girls came running out. Sophia looked quizzically at the seating arrangements. "Dave just thought you should have your customary seat back, Pookie." Sophia just gave Warren a smile.

Dave got out and opened the door for Kate. "Thank you, kind sir," she said with a giggle. The long wraparound skirt was red today, with a floral arrangement, as was the cotton shirt. The beret was black. Beret? Dave thought to himself. This girl has got style.

They rode mostly in silence to the coffee shop, Dave and Kate sitting right close together. Dave was trying to work up his courage for something. They pulled into the coffee shop and decided to do the drive through today.

On the way to Oceanview High, Dave finally screwed his courage on and reached into his bookbag. Kate, curious, watched him. He withdrew a piece of heavy paper and handed to her. "Here," he said, his voice a bit shaky. "This is for you. I did this yesterday morning."

Kate looked at it. It was a pencil drawing. Of her. It was a very, very good pencil drawing of her, wearing the hat she had had on yesterday, resting her chin on her hands and smiling, bracelets running down her arm. She remembered sitting like that at one point yesterday. He did this from memory, she thought to herself, amazed. "KATHERINE" was written on the top. She couldn’t take her eyes off of it. It was beautiful. She was beautiful. He made her look beautiful.

"Wow," was all she trusted herself to say.

"So, do you like it?" Dave asked hesitantly.

"Like it? I love it! It’s wonderful. I can’t believe how good it is." She reached over and wrapped him in a hug, startling him. He recovered quickly enough and returned the hug. It felt very nice. "Thank you so much, this was unbelievably sweet," she whispered in his ear. They broke the hug and settled back in their seats, a little afraid to look at one another.

"Well," Kate said after a minute, "now I know what Warren was talking about."

"Huh?" said Dave.

"He told me last night that you and I had something important in common, but he wouldn’t tell me what it was. He said that we would have to discover what it was ourselves. Now I know." She pointed at the drawing, and then looked at Dave and smiled. "Mine’s not drawing, so much, though-it’s painting."

"You paint?" Dave asked, delighted.

"Oh boy does she paint," Warren interjected from the front seat.

"Yeah, we have a Katherine Thompson original on my wall in my room, of us ice dancing," Sophia added. "It’s stunning."

Kate just blushed.

"Wow," Dave said. "Another obsessed artist?"

"Yup.

" Do you know how many kids-especially girls-think I’m some sort of freak because I’m apt to go in a corner and ignore the world when I have an idea for a drawing?"

Kate smiled. "Believe me, I completely understand. I locked myself in my room for a day and a half doing that painting for them." They both laughed.

By that time, they had arrived at Oceanview High. Dave got out of the door and held it open for her. She looked at the drawing one more time, and tucked it into her bookbag. She smiled at Dave, leaned into his ear, and whispered, "Thank you again. I’ll treasure it," and kissed him on the cheek.

Dave got into the front seat, looking rather stunned, to Warren’s great amusement.

"Nice opening gambit, you romantic," Warren teased him.

"Ah, shut up," Dave said, but he was smiling. "That wasn’t really what it was. I saw her sitting there like that yesterday and I had to draw her. And when I was done with it, I had to give it to her."

"Yeah, and tell me you weren’t secretly hoping she’d react exactly the way she did."

"There is that," Dave agreed. "And I didn’t know she was a fellow artist, even. If she’s an artist, she understood what that drawing meant to me, and what it meant to me to give it to her. Which is a little overwhelming, when I think about it."

"Well, here’s more overwhelming for you. Sophia’s car gets fixed this weekend. Tomorrow is the last day for our little coffee klatch, unless we arrange to meet or something, but they won’t be in the car with us."

"So?"

"So, if you want to ask Kate out on a date-which you do-tomorrow’s the day to do it."

"Oh God," Dave moaned.

"Come on, Dave-you think she’s going to say no?"

"I don’t know. You can never know. Dating is not my strong suit, Warren. I don’t think I’ve ever had a real date."

"Neither has she, Dave. She’s as nervous as you are, trust me. Ask her. She’s gonna say yes."

"Hmmmmm."

Dave didn’t sleep much that night, thinking about it. When he got in the car, he jumped into the back seat. Sophia and Kate came into the car, and Dave got out and held the door for her. "Good morning, kind sir," she said to him with a warm smile. "Good morning, my lady Katherine," he said, surprising himself. Kate just giggled.

They got to the coffee shop and pulled into a space. "I’ll go fetch it. Hey, Soph, come with?" Warren shot her a look, which she caught, and said, "Sure, sweetie, you can borrow me."

Thanks, Warren, Dave thought to himself. Thanks a whole hell of a lot. Oh, well, if I’m gonna do it, now’s the time.

"Katherine?"

She giggled. "Nobody calls me that. I like it when you call me that."

Dave smiled. "You look more like a Katherine to me. Listen, I was wondering. Next Friday night, would you like to go out with me? We can grab supper, and then walk down to the movie theatre and see what’s playing." There. He said it. And was afraid to look at her.

She was smiling. "I’d like that. I’d like that a lot." She reached into her bookbag and tore out a small piece of paper, and grabbed a pen. "Here. Here’s my phone number. Call me?"

"I’d like that myself." He smiled.

Warren and Sophia got back in, and noticed Kate and Dave looking at each other and grinning. The guys dropped the girls off, and Dave opened the door, as always, and Kate gave him another kiss on the cheek.

"Will you be home tonight?" he asked her.

"Yes."

"Can I call you."

"Yes." Smiling, she walked off with Sophia.

At the same time that Dave was telling Warren "SHE SAID YES!", Kate was telling Sophia, "HE ASKED ME ON A DATE!!!!"

They talked on the phone almost every night for the next week, just getting to know one another, and they found it easier and easier to talk, much to their delight. And Kate realized he was something special when they talked on the phone-or, rather, didn’t talk on the phone-on Tuesday. The phone had rung, and she had picked it up, and heard his voice on the other end. And she said, more exasperated than she meant, "Hi, Dave, I’m right in the middle of a canvas."

"Understood," he said, and she could hear the warmth in his voice. "I’ll talk to you later, then. Good night, my lady Katherine."

"Good Night, sir David," she giggled. And hung up the phone. And looked at it, amazed. He understood.

He really understood. She shook her head in wonder.

And went back to her canvas.

Friday came, and Dave went to pick Kate up. One of the good things about Oceanview’s downtown area is that lots of stuff to do was in walking distance-perfect for a date between two young kids that didn’t have driver’s licenses. Dan gave Dave a bit of the third degree, but it was relatively painless-Warren having already told Dan that Dave was a good kid. They discovered they both loved Chinese, so they went to the Chinese place downtown for supper. They found that the week of phone conversations had burned off a lot of their shyness-at least with each other-and they talked happily and easily. They talked about art, painting, what it was like to be a bit of a misfit, basketball, lots of things. Kate told him about Warren and Sophia, who were in Kiev, Ukraine competing and were in first place after the original dance. They talked about their families. Kate even told him about her mother. It was so easy to talk to him. He felt the same way.

They walked to the movie theater, hand-in-hand, and found a sweet romantic comedy to watch. They both enjoyed it-Dave bought her popcorn-and had a good time. He opened every door all night, and he took her hand in his again for the walk home.

"Thank you, David, I had a really nice time," Kate said when they reached the front porch.

"I did, too, Katherine. I’d like to do it again."

"I’d really like that, too." She looked at him, smiling, expectantly. She really wanted him to kiss her.

He did not disappoint. It was warm, and soft, and she felt it down to her toes. She threw her arms around him, and whispered in his ear. "That was my first kiss, you know."

"That makes two of us." He whispered back. She pulled back from him and their lips met again, longer this time. That one she felt everywhere.

They broke the kiss and smiled at each other. "Good night, my lady Katherine."

"Good night, Sir David. Call me?"

"Just try and stop me. Unless you’re painting, then I’ll let you stop me."

Her delighted giggle followed him as he walked down the street.

IT TAKES TWO TO TANGO (Chapter 49)

Author's note

Pertaining to music alluded to in this chapter: a Piazzola tango is a tango written by Argentinean "Nuevo Tango" master Astor Piazzola, who wrote tango music that combined "Classic tango" with elements of classical and jazz. It's very sensual stuff. It has been successfully skated to over the years, one of my favorites being American ice dancers Liz Punsalan and Jerod Swallow, who did a *very* passionate and sensual dance (they are married, and you could *tell* ‹G›) to a Piazzola tango at the 1998 Olympics in Japan.)

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The last weekend in September found Warren and Sophia in Kiev, Ukraine, competing in their first event in the Junior Grand Prix series. They won it, handily, much to their delight. But, when they skated in the exhibition, they did not skate to "You’ll Be In My Heart." They had choreographed something else. The reaction "You’ll Be In My Heart" got at Jack Garrison’s wedding convinced them that it was special, and they wanted to save it. They used it as their carrot-the top four finishers at Nationals got to skate in the exhibition, so that was their goal. Top four, so we can skate that program again. They wanted to unveil that program to the wider world at Nationals, not in Kiev, Ukraine. As an added bonus, Nationals were in Providence, Rhode Island, close enough to their home that lots of family and friends would be attending.

Three weeks later, they were in Ostrava, Czech Republic, for their second event. They won that, also, and guaranteed themselves a place in the Junior Grand Prix final, in Hamilton, Ontario, in December.

Back in Oceanview at the end of November, they were exhausted but pleased. Senior year in high school-plus getting their college applications done-combined with the travel schedule had tested them, but they had handled it well. They were sitting in Sophia's room talking.

"So, what do you think our chances are at the Final?" Sophia asked.

"I think we have a hell of a chance to medal. Winning is a different story, we haven't faced Kratsulina and Zhargov yet. They're the defending junior world champions. They also won both of their events."

"I was talking on the internet to Shawna Vickers."

"Really?" Warren was surprised.

"Yeah. She's actually a good kid. It's Kim Burlington that's the bitch. Shawna and Evan are good people. They're moving up to seniors for Nationals, too. Anyway, she was telling me that she and Evan finished second to Kratsulina and Zhargov in Mexico City, but that Evan had a bad fall. They had been leading through the OD, and probably would have won the free if Evan hadn't gone splat. Disrupted the whole flow of the program. Anyway, Shawna told me she is distinctly unimpressed by Kratsulina and Zhargov."

"Hmmmm. Very interesting."

"Shawna thinks they won the Junior Worlds last year by default. Shawna and Evan weren't ready. There weren't a lot of good teams there. And, they're Russian."

"Which automatically gives them a leg up in the presentation mark."

"Right. Shawna thinks we should be much more worried about her and Evan than them."

Warren laughed. "OK. Well, we'll see them in Hamilton, too, since they won their other event."

"Right. Next thing. Colleges."

"Yup. We're decided on Wisconsin, right?"

"Right," Sophia confirmed. "And, I'm going to do BU and you're doing BC."

"Right. Are we doing Princeton?"

"What the hell, right? The worst they can do is reject me. Oh, and we're doing Vanderbilt, right?"

"Right. And Ohio State."

"I think that covers it. And I'm doing Umass as a safe school."

"Right."

"You know what? I think Kate's up to something."

"How so?"

"She told Mom and Dan that she didn't want to go to Hamilton. Said she's got a big paper due right before Christmas and needs to work on it."

"Yeah, so?"

"Well, I think that's true-but I also think that she wants the house to herself. So she can have Dave over."

"Aaah. Have they done anything yet?"

"Not that I know of."

"Not that I know of, either. But he certainly is ga-ga over her."

"Yeah, and that is mutual."

"Did anyone see through her little ruse, except for you?"

"I think Mom did, but you know Mom. Dan is dense, which is good for Kate." Warren laughed. "Oh, I got more gossip," Sophia continued. "Nick is going out with Karen."

"What happened to Karen and Bill?"

"Oh, they broke up a couple months ago. I think Nick has been mooning over her since he broke up with Missy, but she was with Bill. Now she's not, and they are together."

"Cool."

They arrived in Hamilton, Ontario, about two weeks before Christmas. Both sets of parents would be joining them as the competition got closer. They were currently on the ice for their first practice, where they almost ran into Shawna Vickers and Evan Pogdar.

"Whoops!" yelled Warren, screeching to a stop.

"Will you two amateurs watch where you're going?" Shawna asked with a smile. They greeted each other, hugs and handshakes all around.

"All the predictions on the internet say you guys are shoo-ins to win," Warren said slyly.

"You read that stuff?" asked Evan.

"Oh, we post, too," Sophia informed him. "Everybody knows who we are. One of our best friends has been ragging on us for two weeks, saying 'Vickers and Pogdar are gonna kill you guys!'"

"This is a *friend?" Shawna asked, incredulously.

"Yeah," Warren told her. "Dennis Frobeck. He's knowledgeable, opinionated, and sticks to his guns. But he's a good guy. The good thing about him is, if we *do* win, he will happily allow us to rub his nose in it for a month."

They all laughed. "Well, we can't have *that*," Evan said. "We'll just have to kick your ass. Seriously, good luck. May you skate wonderfully to a silver medal."

Warren and Sophia cracked up. "Same goes for you," Warren said.

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Kratsulina and Zhargov won the compulsories, with Shawna and Evan second, Sophia and Warren third. The results for the original dance were exactly reversed, with Sophia and Warren winning, followed by Shawna and Evan, and then the Russians, who fell. What that meant was that whoever won the free dance among the top three couples would win the event.

After the original dance, Warren and Sophia went to supper with their parents. Then they retired to their room. No sooner had they gotten in the door, and Warren wrapped Sophia up in a hug and gave her a long kiss.

"Oh, dancing the tango makes me sooooooo horny," Sophia giggled.

"Oh you betcha," Warren agreed. "We need to have our good luck fuck, tonight, anyhow." It had become a bit of an amusing tradition. They always seemed to make love the night of the OD, which was always the night before the free dance. And, as Sophia had pointed out, this was especially true this year, with the OD being a Tango. They were skating to a sensuous Piazzola tango. There were some days when it took all their will power not to attack each other on the ice when they were done.

Tonight, they had had to wait until after dinner with their parents-the whole time playing footsie-and they were very needy by the time they got back to their hotel room. Clothes started flying everywhere, and before they knew it, they were in bed, Warren with his face buried in Sophia's breasts.

"Wait a minute," Sophia said. She scrambled out from under Warren. He flipped over, lying face-up on the bed, and watched her, curiously. She went across the room, to her CD boombox she had brought with her. Reaching into her CD case, she withdrew a CD, and put it in. It was an entire CD of Piazzola tangos. Warren laughed, as Sophia sashayed back to the bed, in time with the music.

"You need to be carrying a rose in your teeth, my love," Warren said.

"How 'bout something else in my teeth?" She reached down and gently grazed Warren's nipple.

"Oooooooooh." They had recently discovered, quite by accident, that Warren's nipples were almost as responsive as Sophia's. She nibbled on one of his nipples, while she reached down and grabbed his cock.

"You like?" she teased?

"Mmmmmmmmmmm…"

She giggled at him. "It's kind of nice to be the bearer of foreplay, rather than the recipient."

"I'm not complaining. Not that you mind being the recipient."

"Of course not. I just like finding a way of getting you going, besides a blow job." She went back to sucking on his nipples.

"Mmmmmmmm…oh, you are definitely getting me going…"

"I noticed." She gave his nipple one last nibble, then slipped down, kissing his stomach down to his cock, which she quickly enveloped in her mouth. She was lying along side him, her feet up near his head, so he grabbed her legs and pulled them towards him. Picking up on the hint, she took her leg and swung it over him, then settled her pussy down on his face.

She groaned into his cock, as she felt his tongue lap up and down her pussy lips. He took it easy, just gently tonguing her, but enough to get her going, as she devoured his cock. He didn't take long, exploding into her mouth after just a few minutes. Satisfied, he went to work in earnest on her pussy with his tongue.

"Oh…oooh…aaaanggghh…ayiiiiii…" Sophia moaned as Warren lapped her drenched pussy. She had been sprawled out on top of him, but gradually rose up so that she was almost sitting, her pussy grinding into his face. "Oh God, Oh God, Oh God," she moaned, bouncing up on top of him almost unconsciously. He reached up to grab her hips to steady her, as she pressed her overheated pussy into his face. When she came, she made sure not to yell as loud as she usually did-they *were* in a hotel-but she completely lost control of her legs, and came right down on Warren's face as she orgasmed.

She came down from her orgasm, gasping, thrilled. That had been a particularly good one. It almost felt like he had gotten his whole face in her pussy. Then she heard a "MMMMM!!! MMMMM!!" from underneath her, and realized he *had* gotten his whole face in her pussy-because she had sat on it. She got off in a hurry. Warren gasped for air.

"Oh, Jesus, Warren, are you all right??"

He sputtered, and then laughed. "Yeah, I'm fine. I can just see the teaser on SportsCenter: 'Ice dancer suffocates in partner's crotch.'"

Sophia laughed. "I must say, Snugglebear, that was one hell of a cum. I'll have to almost-suffocate you with my pussy more often."

"I really didn't mind, right up until the very end, when I *really* had to *breathe*. After you came, because, when you came, you plopped right down."

Sophia looked down, and smiled. "Well, the momentary lack of oxygen didn't hurt your biggest asset any." He was hard as a rock. "You get off on asphyxiation, sweetie?"

"I don't think so. A close-up view of your gorgeous, orgasming pussy is another story. I just need an airhole next time." They both laughed.

"Well, my legs are back in working order, so I can take care of this while you breathe." She swung herself around so that she was straddling his crotch instead of his face. She pulled herself up, and sank down on his cock with one plunge.

"Oooooooooohhhhhh…I forgot how much I liked it this way."

Warren grinned up at her, as he reached up to fondle her breasts. "Every time we do it this way, I remember the first time."

"Oh, you mean the night the wise, experienced woman introduced the naive, inexperienced boy to the joys of carnal knowledge?"

"Actually, I thought it was the night that the naive, inexperienced boy showed the wise, experienced woman that she was mulitorgasmic."

"There *is* that." She slid up and down on his cock. "Oooh…ugggghhhh…ohhhhh…"

"Did you know that Evan's room is right above ours?"

"Unnggggh…ooooohhhh…want me to get louder, Snugglebear? Might break his concentration…"

Warren just laughed, as he started matching his upthrusts to her downstrokes. "I love you, Sophia."

"I…unngggh…love you too, Warren."

They came together. Then they cuddled up and went to sleep.

They were the first to skate in the final group of the free dance. They were very pleased-they didn't think they could skate that program any better.

The Russians skated next. Sophia and Warren weren't impressed. Neither were the judges.

Shawna and Evan were the last to skate. They were very good, Sophia and Warren agreed, much better than last year. They really had tightened up their line. They skated the program well. Sophia and Warren knew it would be close.

It was, but when the numbers were all crunched, Sophia and Warren had won the Junior Grand Prix championship. It was their first major international title.

A DIFFERENT KIND OF ARTISTRY (Chapter 50)

It was that Saturday, a week and a half before Christmas, the same day that Warren and Sophia would be skating their free dance.

Kate had invited Dave over, as Sophia suspected. He was supposed to arrive at three, they were going to order some Chinese for delivery and just hang out for the afternoon and evening. Dave knocked on the door precisely at three o'clock. After a moment, Kate answered it.

Her long curly hair was roughly tied in a bunch behind her head. She was wearing an old, paint-splattered set of coveralls, a paint-splattered shirt underneath the coveralls, and no socks or shoes. She had little blotches of paint on her face, and all over her hands. Dave couldn't help but grin at her. Kate, on the other hand, was mortified.

"Dave! OHMYGOD! It's not three already, is it?"

"Yes it is, my beautiful paint princess."

"Oh, jeez, I look *horrible*. I meant to shower, I'm covered in *paint*! I'm not presentable…"

"Katherine, calm down." They were still standing at the door. "First of all, can I come in?"

She giggled, and moved out of the way.

"Second of all, you look absolutely beautiful. Third of all, get back to your easel! We're not in any rush."

"You sure?"

"Yeah. I'll find something to do, I'm sure."

"OK, but you have to stay away from the painting. You can't see it until I'm done. I was trying to finish it before you got here."

"OK."

They went up to her bedroom, and he took a seat across the room. He could see her just fine, but not what she was painting. He had brought his backpack with him-he always did-and withdrew his sketchpad. She was so intent on finishing the painting, that she didn't even notice, and didn't notice the "skritch skritch skritch" of pencil on paper.

About twenty minutes later, she finally stepped back from the easel, took a deep breath, and said, "Done!"

"Good. So am I," Dave replied.

"Huh?"

He smiled, and held up his drawing. It was of her, at her easel, painting.

"Wow. You just did that?"

"Uh huh."

"Is that what I look like when I paint?"

"Yeah. You get all lost in your own little world, and your eyes sparkle, and you bite your lip. I've never seen it before. It was fantastic."

She giggled. "That's one thing I envy about you. You can whip one of these things off in twenty minutes, and it looks fantastic. I've been slaving over the painting for two days. Is this for me?" she said, pointing at the drawing. He nodded. She quickly put it up on her wall, next to the one he had done when they had first met. "OK, your turn." She led him over to the easel.

He gasped. She had painted him. He was wearing all black, with a black cape wrapped around his shoulders, and a black hat with a red feather in it. And, he was riding an all-white horse, through the forest. It was Dave as Prince Charming out of a fairy tale.

"Wow."

She beamed. "You like it?"

"Like it? I love it."

"I didn't know if you would. It's a bit fanciful."

"That's one of the things I love about you-you're not afraid to let your head drift into the clouds. Katherine, I love this. I can't tell you how much I love this."

"I'm so glad you like it. I did this for you." They smiled at each other. Then Kate looked down. "My God, I need a shower." She looked at Dave, who had gotten charcoal pencil all over his hands and face. "You do too, for that matter. You want to go first, or shall I?"

Dave blurted out what he was thinking. "We could always take one together." He paused. "Oh my God, did I really *say* that?" He looked up at Kate, laughing, trying to pass it off as a joke. They hadn't done anything more than kiss at this point. He thought she would be offended, so he tried to laugh it off.

She wasn't offended, nor did she laugh. She just stared at him, hard. "Katherine?" he asked, his laughter dying out. "Are you all right?"

"Yes." She grabbed his hand, and led him out of the bedroom. "Let's go." She led him into the bathroom across the hall. She closed the bathroom door behind them, even though they were the only ones in the house. She looked at him, smiled, and said, "You weren't just kidding, were you?"

"Deep down inside, no. But are you sure?"

"Yes." She started unsnapping her overalls. He quickly kicked his shoes and socks off, and lifted his shirt over his head. She pulled the overalls down, and stepped out of them. He stared at her, as he unsnapped his jeans. She stared back, as she pulled her shirt over her head. She wasn't wearing a bra. They stood, looking, as they each pulled their underwear off. Kate gasped at the sight of his hard cock. Dave couldn't believe how beautiful she was, how perfect her breasts were. They stared at each other, frozen for a moment, until Kate finally had the wherewithal to turn the shower on. She adjusted the temperature, pulled the curtain back, and they both stepped in.

The shower was decent sized, but they were still standing close together, almost touching one another, still frozen. She looked down at his erection. He looked down at her red-haired bush and her pert breasts. They looked into one another's eyes, afraid to say anything, almost afraid to move.

Finally, Dave broke the silence. "You are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life."

Kate giggled. "And you, sir, are as handsome naked as you are wearing a cape and riding a stallion." Dave couldn't help but laugh. Kate turned, so that she was facing away from him. "Wash my back?" she asked, shyly.

"Gladly." Dave picked up a washcloth and soap, lathered up the washcloth, and started washing her back, starting at the shoulders. Kate was enjoying his touch, as he worked his way down her shoulder blades. Suddenly, he stopped.

"Something wrong?" Kate asked.

"Well, I'm just trying to figure out how you got a big blotch of green paint halfway down your *back*!"

Kate cracked up laughing. "I have no idea."

"You must have scratched your back with your brush or something. Hold still." She did, and he used the washcloth to get the paint off. Then he continued washing her back. He washed it thoroughly, but was obviously shy about proceeding past it. Kate picked up on his hesitation. "You can go lower," she whispered. He did, washing her trim, firm ass. She let out a little sigh. He continued down, and washed her legs. She turned around to face him as he stood up, her eyes shining, a slight smile on her lips, a blush on her cheek. "You're half done," she said, very softly. He reached up and put the washcloth to her face, scrubbing slightly to get the paint off of her cheeks and chin. Next, he went to her hands and arms, removing the paint from them. After he finished her arms, he washed her shoulders, and her neck, and then moved down. She closed her eyes, and nodded, as he brought his soapy hand down to her breast. He spread the soap over her breast, and watched her nipples get hard, as her breathing became a bit more labored. He dropped the washcloth, and just used his hands, one on each breast, working the soap on them. Kate gasped, and backed into the wall, using it to help hold her up, as his hands washed her breasts. "Oh God," Kate whispered, as he cupped water into his hands and rinsed her breasts off, still touching them.

He dropped his hands from her breasts, and retrieved the washcloth, proceeding down to her stomach. He washed that, then down her hips, and down the length of her legs. Her breathing was a little unsteady, as he finished her legs, not having yet come near the junction between them. He stood up, and got very close to her. He wasn't going to touch her there unless he was sure.

"Did I miss a spot?" he asked, very softly.

She knew why he asked. "Yes," she whispered. She looked into his eyes, as he dropped his hand in between them, a drop of soap on his finger. He drew the finger the length of her pussy, as her eyes widened and she gasped. She spread her legs slightly, and felt a finger slip into her opening. "Oh, God," she gasped, her eyes closing. She threw her arms around his shoulders to help hold her up. He worked his finger in and out, slowly, and then withdrew it, bringing it up the length of her pussy. He knew what he was looking for, but, never having done this before, wasn't quite sure where it was. He knew he found it, when he felt her legs jerk.

"Yes! Right there," she whispered at him. He moved his other hand down, and massaged her clit with a finger on that hand, while snaking a finger on the other hand back into her opening. It was a bit awkward, but he managed. It helped that they were almost the same height-Kate was actually an inch or so taller. She still held on to him around the neck, which didn't give him much room, but he didn't need much. She spread her legs as much as she could.

"Oh Dave, oh yes…" escaped her lips, as she became enveloped by the sensations between her legs. She had done this to herself before, but to have *him* here, doing it to her, in the shower, her nipples up against his chest, her arms around his neck-it was nothing like she had ever experienced. Dave watched her as she mumbled incoherently, her eyes squeezed shut, the blush deepening on her cheeks.

He felt her grip on his neck tighten. "Oh…my…I'm going to cum…" and so she did, grabbing him tightly to support herself, as her lower body spasmed around his hand. He withdrew his hands when she was done, and grabbed her hips, to help hold her up, as she came down from her orgasm. Her breathing returned to normal, and she rested her head on his shoulder, his erection hard against her thigh.

"Oh, wow," was all she could say. Then she opened her eyes, and giggled. "Your turn! Turn around, back first." Dave smiled at her, and complied. She washed his back, giggling when she got to his ass. She turned him around and did the same as he did to her, washing the charcoal pencil off of his face and hands, then moving to his chest, idly playing with his sparse covering of chest hair, and washing his chest. She was amazed to see his nipples get hard. "I didn't know guys got perky nips."

"Yup. Not quite as big."

Kate giggled, and, on some weird impulse, bent down and sucked on his nipple a bit. Dave groaned a little bit. Kate stood back up and smiled at him. "That's one you owe me," and bent back down to wash his stomach and legs. She did the same as he did, washing his legs, avoiding his crotch.

"So, did I miss a spot?"

"Yes, I think you did."

She looked down at his erection. "A very *big* spot," she giggled. She soaped up her hands, and grabbed his cock, and started running her hand up and down it. Dave gripped the sides of her shoulders for support, and leaned against the wall a little bit.

"Is this right?" Kate whispered.

"Ummm…yeah…"

"Tell me what you like," she implored.

Dave groaned, low and deep. "This is perfect." She looked intently at his face as she worked her hand up and down his erection. His mouth parted, as his groans got louder. He opened his eyes and she looked into them and smiled.

"A little faster," he managed to get out. She complied.

She moved in closer to him. "Are you going to cum?"

"Uh-huh." She felt it jerk in her hands, and then he came, ropes of semen spurting out of it, all over her stomach and breasts. She couldn't help but giggle. He caught his breath, and opened his eyes, to see her standing there, smiling at him, her torso covered with his cum.

"Wow," he said.

"Wow, is right," she looked down and giggled again. "Is there always this much?"

"No. I've never cum that hard doing it to myself."

"It's good we're in the shower. Easy clean-up." She was going to turn into the water to wash it away, but first, she scooped some up with her fingers and looked at it. Then she stuck her fingers in her mouth and swallowed it. Dave looked at her in amazement. She just laughed, and turned and washed herself off.

She turned back towards him, and they just looked at each other, not wanting to break the spell. Suddenly, Dave turned behind him and grabbed the shampoo. "I forgot to wash your hair. And there's paint in it." Kate giggled, and ran her hair under the water. She turned her back to Dave, and he lathered up her hair with the shampoo. She loved the feeling of his hands in her long curls, washing them. When he finished, she rinsed off, and then did his hair.

"I think we're clean. If we stay in any longer we're going to be prunes," Kate said, turning off the water. They stepped outside the shower, and clumsily tried to help each other towel off. They were both trying to dry the other at the same time, which wasn't quite working, causing them to collapse against each other in howling laughter. Finally, they managed. Dave picked up his clothes, and followed Kate into the bedroom, where she rustled through her drawers to find clothes for herself. They both got dressed, and ended up on Kate's bed, snuggling.

"Damn. Why did we bother to get dressed?' Kate said, laughing.

Dave just looked at her. "What has gotten into you?"

"Lust. Or love, one of the two." Dave just stared at her. "At this point, I'm not quite sure I can tell the difference."

"I can," he told her.

"Which one are you feeling?"

"Both."

"I'll buy that." She snuggled closer into him. "You made me feel alive, in a way I've never felt before, Sir David."

"I've felt alive since the first time I kissed you, Lady Katherine."

"OK. So have I. OK, so today I felt especially alive." She giggled.

"Yeah, I think I can relate. But, to answer your previous question: why did we get dressed? In my case, it was because I was *cold*."

"Ah. So after you warm up, we can get undressed again?"

"Try and stop me."

"Good. But, it will have to also be after we *eat*, because I am starving."

"Chinese delivery?"

"Sounds heavenly."

Dave made the call, and they went downstairs to wait for the food to arrive. They ate downstairs, spread out on the living room floor, watching a college basketball game.

The game ended, they put the leftover food in the fridge, and Kate lead Dave back up to the bedroom.

She closed the door, and reached for his shirt, pulling it over his head. He did the same. Quickly, they were nude again, on the bed, snuggling.

"Kate," Dave asked, "How far do you want to take this?"

"Well…I hadn't thought about it…I think I got a little carried away." She giggled. "I'm not quite sure I want to…you know…well, part of me does, but…" she trailed off.

"I think that can wait."

"You don't mind?" She breathed a sigh of relief. "I thought you'd be disappointed. I feel a bit like a tease."

"Lots we can do without doing *that*. Some of which that can be completely satisfying. As you so wonderfully proved in the shower." He grinned at her blush. "Anyhow, if you want to hold on to your virginity, that's fine with me. Honestly, I don't think either of us is ready. This is the first time we've ever done anything more than kiss, after all."

"Dave, I love you." She blurted out, surprised she had said it.

He was just as surprised to hear it, but he knew that it was true. "I love you, too, my lady Katherine." He kissed her, long and deep, then broke the kiss. He nibbled on her neck, and then moved his lips lower. "I do believe I have a debt to repay," he said, then engulfed a nipple into his mouth.

"Ooooohhhh…" she moaned, as he used his mouth on her nipples. Then she felt him pull away, and move down lower. She opened her eyes, and his head was between her legs. She smiled slightly to herself, remembering that first conversation with Sophia about cunnilingus. As Dave dove in and started lapping up and down her wet pussy, slipping his tongue into her hole, lapping onto her clit, she moaned.

"Oh…wow…now I know why Sophie told me she liked this so much…"

Dave pulled off, because he was laughing. "You guys talk about this stuff?"

"All the time. My Dad was always afraid to tell me *anything* about sex. I get all my info from Sophie."

"I got a lot from my older brother." He dove back into her pussy.

"Unnnnggggghhhh…I do believe he gave you the correct information…oh Jesus…"

She wrapped her legs around his head, and started gently thrusting her pussy into his face. He nibbled on her clit, and moved his hand up, slipping a finger into her pussy.

"AAAYYYYEEEE!!" She screamed. She humped against his finger in her, and his tongue on her clit, and quickly came.

He lied down with his head on her thigh, looking up at her, as she came down off of her orgasm. Her eyes flew open as her breathing settled down, and she smiled broadly at him. "Dave, that was *fantastic*! Wow, wow, wow."

"I'm very glad you liked it."

He scrambled up from her legs, lying next to her on the bed. She was on her side, propping up her head with an arm, smiling broadly at him. "I'm so glad I decided to be less naive."

"You're glad? Not that I was any less naive, mind you."

"True," she giggled. She looked at him shyly. "You want I should return the favor?"

Something clicked in his brain. "No. Not right now." He reached for his boxer shorts.

"Something wrong?" She asked, starting to sit up.

"No. And DON"T MOVE!"

"Huh?"

"I only put the underwear on because I didn't want Mr. Woody getting in my way. I said don't move!"

She settled back into the same position, on her side, hand propping up her head. She looked at him curiously, and then got the picture when he reached down and found his backpack, withdrawing his sketchpad and a pencil.

She giggled. "You are really lucky that you're dealing with another obsessed artist. Most girls would think you are very strange for turning down oral sex in favor of drawing."

"I am very strange, but there is no *way* I could pass up this pose."

She burst out laughing. She was actually thrilled, and flattered, that he wanted to draw her nude. She smiled widely at him, as he furrowed his brow in concentration, looking back and forth from her to his sketchpad. After a few minutes, he flipped the page.

"Mistake?"

"No," he said, still drawing. "Two copies. One for me, one for you. I've given you both drawings I've made of you. This one, I want one for myself."

"I think I'm flattered."

He scritched away at the paper for a few more minutes. Then he looked up. "OK. I'm not done, but I've got the basics, so you can move, before your arm falls asleep."

"Good, because I have to go pee." She got up and headed for the door. "You just keep drawing, sweetie."

"I plan on it."

Kate was thinking while she was in the bathroom. As first sexual experiences go, this one was certainly unique. But, so far, it was wonderful, and so *them*. She finished up, and returned to the bedroom. Dave was still scritching away at his sketchpad.

"Hi. Yours is done." He handed it to her. She gasped.

"My word. Do I really *look* like that?"

"All over," he smiled.

"I thought the other pictures you did of me made me look beautiful. This one makes me look radiant. It's stunning."

"The picture is only as good as the subject. *You* are stunning. That's why the picture is." He continued to work on the second one.

"I know better than to interrupt you, but, when you get done, I owe you one hell of a kiss, you wonderful guy, you."

He looked up and smiled at her, then went to finish the drawing. She looked at hers. "I have a problem."

"What's that, sweetie?"

"I don't think I can get away with hanging this on the wall." They both laughed. Then she looked down at the drawing again. "To hell with it." She hung it on the wall.

"Katherine, your father will freak."

"Let him. This is too good not to be seen."

"OK." He made a couple last pencil marks. "Great, mine is done."

She looked. "It's almost an exact copy. That really is incredible."

"I'm just glad it came out as good as yours." He stood up. "Got to go wash my hands, be right back."

He went back into the room, and Kate made good on her promise, giving him his first blowjob. She was apprehensive, but ended up enjoying herself, even if she spit out most of it. Then they lay there for a while, half-watching a college hoops game, as they cuddled and fondled each other until it was time for Dave to leave.

Before her father got home, Kate chickened out. She took the picture off of her wall. But she wasn't going to stick in a drawer somewhere. She hung it inside her closet door, so when she opened her closet, she could see it, but it wasn't completely out in the open.

She knew Ellen had seen it, and she had showed it to Sophia, who thought it was fantastic.

If her father ever saw it, he never said anything to her.

MAKING A NAME FOR THEMSELVES (Chapter 51)

The weekend after Sophia and Warren got back from the Junior Grand Prix, John Vassar had his annual Christmas party. Four days later, it was Christmas Day. Even though she had more of a family this year, Sophia still went over to Warren's for Christmas. It had become "what she did" for Christmas, and she enjoyed it.

They had won money with their skating. Although they were saving most of it for college and the like, they did spend a little more on this Christmas than they usually did. Sophia got Warren a twelve-string acoustic guitar, among some other stuff. Warren bought her some great outfits, the usual pile of books and CDs, and a pearl necklace.

"Oh my God, Honey, you didn't have to do this!" Sophia exclaimed when she opened it.

"Yes, I did. One of the reasons I got this was very specific. Your Free Dance costume for Nationals *needs* this. It will look fantastic."

"You're right. And, after all, we are skating to String of Pearls, right?"

Nationals were in the middle of January, in Providence, RI. Sophia and Warren arrived on a Saturday evening, and quickly settled into their hotel room. Practices would start on Sunday.

Sophia and Warren had always approached their ice dancing with no illusions. Their win at the Junior Grand Prix had come as a complete shock, and they expected the good fortune to end at Nationals. They were practicing about 15 hours a week now, and that was a considerable increase over the past-and they were still on the ice half the time as their competition. They referred to themselves as the "part-time scrubs" of ice dancing. When people asked them what their hopes for their first senior Nationals were, they joked "Top Ten." Which sounded reasonable, until the questioner was told that there were only ten teams entered. The US never had a lot of senior dancers-that's why Warren and Sophia hadn't had to go through regionals and sectionals this year.

Seriously they thought, maybe, they could get into the top six. Sharon Nicholas and Steve Coleman were the defending National champions. Marie Beauchamps and Victor Anders were the defending silver medallists, and Linda Bowers and Kurt Mullins the bronze. Then there were Allison Kingsley and Ed Forberg, bronze medallists two years ago, who had missed last year with an injury. Last, but not least, were their friends, the defending junior national champions, Vickers and Pogdar. Although they had beaten Shawna and Evan at the Grand Prix final, they *did* consider that a fluke.

The ten teams were split into two practice groups. Sophia and Warren had Nicholas/Coleman, Beauchamps/Anders, and Kingsley/Forberg in their group. Sophia and Warren had the second practice group, but showed up for the first, sitting in the stands, watching the other couples. They shouted greetings at Evan and Shawna.

One of the things that was best about Nationals was seeing all their friends. Jack Garrison hadn't arrived yet, but Liz Cushman and Christine Arsenault quickly joined them in the stands.

"You two dragged your asses out of bed at 7 am to watch dance practice?" Warren teased them.

"What, and pass up the opportunity to see the First Couple of Ice Dance perform a tango? Perish the thought," Christine replied.

This was an original dance practice, so Warren and Sophia would be practicing their Piazzola tango. They watched the first group, applauding their encouragement to Evan and Shawna, and then went below and put on their skates.

They hadn't realized it yet, but their win at the Junior Grand Prix had created a bit of a buzz about them. Most of the judging panel plus a lot of the TV people were in the stands, and Sophia and Warren were one of the reasons why. The first thing these observers noticed was what they were wearing.

This was *not* a good thing. The tradition of practices at major competitions held that, even though it was only a practice, you dressed almost as well as you did for the competition. You were being watched. However, as Warren and Sophia always joked, theirs was "a budget operation." Sophia had exactly one decent practice dress-and she was saving that for some of the later practices. She took the ice in her usual practice attire-a black leotard with black tights. Warren, for his part, was wearing blue sweatpants with a grey "St. Michael's' Prep Athletics" tee shirt. They knew this was going to happen, but they didn't much care, nor did they have the money to throw around on practice dresses. Leotards and tights were cheap. Their practice clothing etiquette faux pas did not go unnoticed by the people in the arena-especially their competition.

Sharon Nicholas was pointing it out to her partner, Steve Coleman. "How wonderful. They must think that they're still taking a little cruise around the Oceanview Ice Rink."

Steve agreed, as did Marie Beauchamps, but, Marie's partner, Victor Anders, protested. "I think it's great. I think they've got guts. It's practice, wear what's comfortable."

"But what about how you *look*?" Marie asked him.

"They look fine," Victor insisted. "She, especially, looks better than fine. Assets like those don't need accoutrements."

"Oh, really?" Marie asked.

"Really. That girl could show up in a burlap bag and still stop traffic. You ladies are jealous, face it." Victor was laughing. Marie skated away from him in a huff. Victor grinned at Steve, and then skated away to catch up to his partner.

Sophia and Warren were the last in their group to run through their program. They watched all the rest, and agreed that Nicholas and Coleman were the class of the group, but as for the rest…

"We can compete with that," Warren whispered to Sophia.

"You're right."

When they took their starting positions, there was still a bit of a buzz about what they were wearing. That stopped pretty quickly when they started skating.

Victor turned to Marie halfway through Sophia and Warren's skate, and said to her, "We're in trouble."

"Huh?" she replied.

"You watching this? We're in trouble."

"They're not *that* good."

"What, exactly, are you watching? They are definitely that good. Look at the speed. And where in hell did two seventeen year olds that practice part time learn how to tango like that? We're in trouble, Marie, I'm telling you."

Victor's foreboding only increased that night, after he had seen Sophia and Warren practice their Glenn Miller free dance.

***

The compulsory dances were the first part of the competition, held on Tuesday night. There were two different dances, but every couple did the same steps to the same music for each of the two dances. This was the hardest part to judge, because the differences between couples were often miniscule. Because of that, reputation counted for a lot. Sophia and Warren ended up the compulsories in fifth place, with Nicholas and Coleman first, Kingsley and Forberg second, Beauchamp and Anders third, and Vickers and Pogdar fourth.

The next night was the original dance, the tango. They knew they skated it well, but were absolutely shocked when they ended up in third. They were third overall, too, behind Nicholas/Coleman and Kingsley/Forberg. Victor Anders' foreboding were being justified, he and Marie were fifth. But both they and Shawna and Evan, who were in fourth, were in shouting distance of the bronze medal.

The free dance was the next night, Thursday. Sophia and Warren would be the last team in the final five to skate. They knew the free dance was their strength, but they still didn't think they could hold on to a medal. They expected Shawna and Evan to overtake them.

Shawna and Evan were the first team to take the ice for the free dance. Sophia and Warren watched their friends skate on a monitor backstage, and were impressed.

"They just keep getting better," Warren said.

"Yup. Hey, fourth isn't bad," Sophia quipped. "Not for our first senior nationals."

"You never know," Warren replied.

Beauchamps and Anders were rather lackluster, placing well behind Shawna and Evan. Nicholas and Coleman skated like what you'd expect from a team that was eighth in the world last year, and easily moved into the lead. Kingsley and Forberg, however, had lots of problems. They had a couple of untimely stumbles and were generally ragged. They placed behind Shawna and Evan in the free dance, although they were still ahead of them overall.

Then, it was Sophia and Warren's turn. They took the ice in front of the almost-packed house. Their skating friends like Jack, Christine and Liz were there, but a lot of their internet friends were also there. Plus, since Providence was fairly close to Oceanview, a whole contingent had come down-all of their families, and a lot of friends, like Crash, Jessie, Nick, Meggan, Josh, and lots of others. Even John Vassar had come down, sporting a sign that said, "Go Sophia and Wimp-Man!"

They took their starting positions, surprisingly relaxed and comfortable, waiting for their music to start. Warren was wearing a white tux, while Sophia had donned a deep burgundy dress, low-cut and slinky, her hair up in a bun, wearing the pearl necklace that had been her Christmas gift from Warren. Then the music started, and they took off.

It was magic from the start. Every step was perfect, every movement precise, and the crowd realized it from the start. The applause grew, as they moved through their dance better than they ever had. Their smiles grew wider and wider as the program went on. By the time they hit the up-tempo Little Brown Jug section, the crowd was clapping along with the beat. They flew through the tricky circular footwork, and headed for the Big Finish. They banged their hips back and forth, as the crowd went nuts. After the final spin, as they did a few final movements headed into the final pose, Warren gave Sophia an unscripted kiss, causing her to hold the final pose eyes-wide with surprised laughter. Then, as the crowd erupted, they pumped their fists in triumph.

They took their bows, and then skated off to the Kiss and Cry area, where they found June, their coach, almost delirious. "MY GOD! That was PERFECT! Jesus, I can not believe how good that was!"

"I can't believe it either," an out of breath Warren agreed.

Sophia and Warren sat down next to one another, smiling broadly. Then, the marks came up. The first marks, the technical marks, were mostly 5.8, with a couple of 5.7s and even one 5.9.

"OH MY GOD!" screamed Sophia.

"Look at that! Look at that!" said Warren, in wonder, pointing at the scoreboard. The second set of marks, for presentation, was similar.

"That's got to keep you on the podium," June said, waiting for the ordinals to be posted.

They were, and Warren screamed. Underneath the slots on the scoreboard for the nine judges, Warren and Sophia saw the number 2 seven times.

"Oh my God, we won the silver medal," Sophia almost whispered. Seven of the nine judges had placed them in second place in the free dance. Because Kingsley and Forberg had finished fourth in the free, that was enough to give Warren and Sophia the silver medal.

They wrapped their arms around each other. Then they stepped out so that the crowd could see them, to acknowledge the cheers that were still going on. The crowd was delirious.

They were quickly cornered by TV commentator Sandra Willis, the ice dance analyst. It was their very first TV interview.

"That might have been the greatest upset in American Ice Dance. How does it feel?" Sandra asked.

"We still can't believe it," Warren said.

"That is the absolute best we've ever skated that program. We couldn't have done it any better," Sophia said.

"You’re young," Sandra said, "but you have a wonderful ability to communicate on the ice. You have a fantastic awareness of your own body, and your partner's. Your unison, and your ability to skate close together, is remarkable. How have you managed to achieve that at such a young age?"

"Part of it is musical awareness," Sophia said. "Letting the music take you, instead of the other way around, tends to produce a program that's unified."

"Yeah, and we do our own choreography, so there is just the two of us, figuring all that out," Warren added.

"Also, being as close as we are definitely helps," Sophia smiled. "We've been a couple *off* the ice for almost three years-that's longer than we've been skating together. We can almost read each other's minds at this point. I think that shows up on the ice."

"Right," agreed Warren. "It's not mandatory to be completely in love with your ice dance partner, but it doesn't hurt," he grinned.

Sandra grinned back. "That it doesn't. Congratulations to both of you, that was truly a special performance."

***

Dance was the first discipline to finish, so Warren and Sophia got to watch the rest. Jack Garrison repeated as Men's champion. Liz Cushman did as ladies, but it was a very close thing, as both she and Christine Arsenault skated at their best, and Liz won on a 6-3 split.

The competitor's party after the end of the competition was great, but the after-party party in Liz and Christine's room was even better. Christine and Warren conspired to get a couple of bottles with the help of Jack Garrison-who was old enough to buy them-and they proceeded to get sweet, innocent Liz rather drunk. It turned out that Liz was absolutely hilarious when she had one too many, going on and on about how "If Christine Arsenault ever beats me, I'll kill her"-with Christine in the room-and confessing unrequited love for men's competitor Mike Pallas, who-unfortunately for Liz-was gay.

Finishing second got them their main goal. They got to take part in the exhibitions, doing "You'll Be In My Heart" in front of a packed house and a nationwide television audience. It was fantastic.

Since they had finished second, and the US had earned two slots for ice dance at the World Championships, they were invited to go. However, they were also invited to go to the Junior world championships.

"Let's see," Warren said to Sophia, "Junior Worlds are in Norway in February, and Senior Worlds are in Paris in March."

"I'd like the exposure of going to senior words, but at Junior worlds we could win a medal, and some prize money," Sophia pointed out.

"Let's do both."

"Sure. It's a good thing we're seniors-senior slide has set in anyway," Sophia joked.

"For *you* maybe. I still have a chance to be salutatorian. I'll be studying on the plane to Norway."

ODDS AND ENDS (Chapter 52)

Warren and Sophia were clearly on a roll. They went to Junior Worlds, and won, with Evan and Shawna winning the silver medal again.

After returning to Oceanview, Warren got a phone call.

"Warren? This is Jim Golick, from the University of Wisconsin admissions office."

"Good afternoon, Mr. Golick, what can I do for you?"

"Actually, it's what I can do for you. I have been authorized to offer you a full academic scholarship, covering all tuition, fees, and room and board, to attend the University of Wisconsin."

"Wow! Mr. Golick, this is great news!"

"Is Wisconsin your first choice, Warren, or are you waiting to hear from someone else?"

"Both, actually. Wisconsin is my first choice, but I need to see what other schools are offering."

"If Wisconsin is your first choice, Warren, you're not going to do better than a full ride."

Warren laughed. "True, but I'm only half of the equation."

"I don't understand."

"Mr. Golick, is there anyone in your office who is a figure skating fan?"

"Yeah, Linda Allard."

"Is she there? Call her over."

"OK." There was a brief pause. "She's here. I'm putting you on speakerphone."

"Hi, Ms. Allard," Warren said. "Mr. Golick tells me you're a figure skating fan. Do you know who Warren Kelleher is?"

"Sure!" Linda said. "He's an ice dancer. Won the silver medal at nationals, and just won junior worlds."

"That's me."

"Really?" Linda said. "Wow! I'm a big fan!"

"Thank you," Warren said.

"OK, there's a point here, but I'm missing it," Mr. Golick said, bemused.

"Ice dancers have partners," Warren said. "Mine's name is Sophia Daniels. As an added bonus, she's also my girlfriend. You'll find her application on your desk, somewhere. We know she got in to Wisconsin, but we haven't heard about her financial aid deal yet. Wherever we go, we go together."

"Got it. Let me find Miss Daniels' file and see where we're at."

"Great!"

Warren called Sophia and told her about the phone call. Thirty minutes later, Warren got called back.

"Full scholarship!" Sophia crowed into the phone. "And, it had nothing to do with you, I was getting it anyway, I was just further down on the phone call list."

"Great! I told you they'd ignore freshman year." Warren enthused. "Are we going to Wisconsin?"

"We're going to Wisconsin."

But first, they had to go to Paris, for the Senior World Championships. They were on the same practice ice as the defending world champions, Olga Bradochkina and Nikolai Zhargov of Russia, and the defending world bronze medallists, Renee Damphier and Christian Gaudler of Canada. This was, at least at first, very intimidating.

It turns out that Renee and Christian were great. They were ballroom-oriented in their dancing, also, and immediately took a liking to Sophia and Warren's style. After their first practice of their free dance, Christian skated by them, and said, "Glenn Miller? I like you guys already."

As they stood by the boards, they saw Bradochkina and Zhargov approach. Olga Bradochkina had the reputation of being the Diva of Ice Dance, but Sophia and Warren's teammate Sharon Nicholas had told them, "Don't worry about her. Her bark is much worse than her bite."

"So…" Olga began, "you are new American dancers. Varren and Sophia?"

"That's us," Sophia smiled. They shook Olga and Nikolai's hands. "We know who you are," Sophia smiled at them.

"Of course you do," Olga said in her thick Russian accent. "We are the best. But, you, you dance different. You smile and smile."

"We do smile a lot," Sophia admitted. "We love this."

"Ah. Is good. You dance like old times, but is very good dance. I like it."

Sophia and Warren looked at each other, amazed. "Thank you very much. From Olga Bradochkina, that's high praise." Warren said.

"Ah. Nothing. We see you next practice," and with that, Olga and Nikolai were gone.

"Wow," said Sophia

"I'm wondering if Nikolai is allowed to speak," Warren said with a giggle. Christian Gaudler, skating by, overheard him and said, "Generally, no!" Warren and Sophia collapsed in laughter.

The competition was a hoot. Sophia and Warren finished tenth, far beyond their expectations, as their teammates Nicholas and Coleman finished sixth, their highest Worlds placement ever. Jack Garrison, after winning the bronze last year, won the silver this year. Their friends Andrea and Brett, in their first world championship in pairs, finished seventh. And Liz Cushman had a few problems, and gave up her World Championship-to a stunned Christine Arsenault. "If I had to lose, at least it was to Christine," Liz said to Warren after it was all over.

Most of the skaters left Worlds to immediately join the Tour of Champions, but Warren and Sophia had to get to school. They did join the tour for a few weeks later on, picking up some money for their troubles, and leaving audiences enraptured with "You'll Be In My Heart."

Warren missed out on being salutatorian, but was OK with that. Both of their proms were great, and graduation was fine. Jessie threw a massive graduation party.

They spent the summer working, back at the donut shop, and getting ready for the move to Wisconsin, and reworking their Frank Sinatra free dance for next year. They had already declined an invitation to participate in the Grand Prix series, wanting to leave the autumn for adjusting to college, but planned to go to Nationals again.

IDLE TALK (Chapter 53)

Sophia was sitting in her bedroom at the beginning of August. With her were Jessie and Kate.

"Last month, I asked Ellen to put me on the pill," Kate revealed. "She arranged it. I've been on it a little longer than a month, now."

Sophia looked at her, surprised. "Have you and Dave done it, yet?"

"No, but I am ready, ready, ready," Kate giggled. "You know that Dave and I have done everything but. Well, it's getting more and more frustrating to stop without finishing, you know? I'm sooo ready."

"As long as you're sure," Sophia smiled at her.

"Sure as the sun coming up in the morning. They say you have to wait two months after starting the pill before you're safe, right? Two months is Labor Day weekend. Dad and Ellen are going away. I have a big surprise for my boyfriend," she giggled. "He doesn't even know I'm on the pill."

"He's gonna be a happy boy. Send him back to the Prep with a smile on his face," quipped Jessie.

"Oh, he won't be the only one smiling," admitted Kate.

"So, what's up with Crash?" Sophia asked Jessie.

Jessie looked at the floor. "We've decided to break up."

"WHAT?"

"Yeah. We've talked about it. Look, I'm going to Umass, and he's going to Northwestern. We'll be a thousand miles apart. I don't want to spend college cooped up in my room. So, we're going to see other people, and see what happens. If Jason is the one, then it will keep. Meantime, we do a little exploring, and figure out if each other really is "it". You're lucky, Soph, you're bringing yours with you. That was not possible for us, for lots of reasons."

"True", Sophia smiled. "I know who I want. Of course, your idea sounds a touch intriguing, but I know that Warren is the guy for me."

"Of course you do," quipped Jessie. "But what do you mean by intriguing?"

"Well, before Warren and I knew we were going to be able to go to the same school, we discussed this, what would we do if we were separated. And we decided that we'd do exactly the same thing that you and Jason are doing. In our case, however, I think we knew it would just be a series of flings, and then we'd come back to each other. Warren is the guy for me, in the long run, and I know that completely. However, four years of variety has a certain…appeal." She giggled.

"Well, ask Warren! Shit, if you want to open up your relationship, I don't think he'd have a problem with that," Jessie said. "Shit, he didn't have a problem with Jason."

"Yeah, that's because he got you in return!"

"I'm telling you, Sophia, if you opened up your relationship, Warren would not be staying home at night. All it would take was for one girl to experience that tongue, and it would be all over the University of Wisconsin and he'd be fending them off with a stick."

Sophia giggled. "Yeah, that's what worries me. No, really, I don't really need anyone else, and I wouldn't want to do that with him there at the same school."

"I don't see why you'd want it anyway. All you'll find out is that most guys can't hold a candle to that boyfriend of yours."

"Yeah, and I know that, too."

"Good."

Warren was talking to Jason about the breakup, also.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah," Jason said. "We just don't want to box ourselves in. We're young, we've got plenty of time to decide if this is permanent or not."

"Hmmmm. I'd be afraid of one thing."

"What's that?"

"That I would realize I want it to be permanent and she would not."

"Yeah, but that's the chance we've decided to take." Jason looked at Warren. "You're afraid of that anyway, aren't you?"

"Yeah."

"What, are you kidding? Sophie adores you, absolutely adores you."

"Sometimes I wonder."

"Well, this is new."

"Not really." Warren sighed. "We're connected in so many ways, I'm wondering if those connections are what keep us together. She depends on me. She relies on me. There's the ice skating. I wonder if that's all we have, dependence and a career together. Not from my end, mind you, I love her more than life itself. But I wonder if she truly loves me. I wonder if she knows the answer to that question."

"Jesus, Warren, you've been together for three years!"

"Yeah, as have you and Jessie. And you're ending it."

"First of all, we're not looking at it as an end, just a postponement. A hiatus. And, second of all, though I love Jessie, I have never seen our relationship like I've seen yours. You guys were made for each other."

"I hope you're right. I've been thinking about this anyway, but moreso since you told me you and Jessie were calling it quits. Sophie and I did not have a good start to our relationship. She asked me out too soon after Scott, and she took me to bed too soon after that, and I went along with it. I still wonder if gratitude and dependence aren't all she has for me.

"You're nuts."

"Could be. I hope so. Because I don't know what I'd do without her."

Book Three

COLLEGE (Chapter 54)

Warren and Sophia drove Warren's van to Wisconsin, packed with all their stuff. They had a great time, driving halfway across the country, seeing the sights. They got to school at the beginning of the last week in August, as they had a week of Freshman orientation before school actually started.

They lived in a high-rise dorm, which had sixteen floors in the high-rise part, with the dining hall on the first floor and the lobby on the second. There were two wings attached to the high-rise, with five floors each. The wings were, respectively, all male or all female. The tower alternated male and female by floors. Sophia was on the 9th floor of the tower, Warren on the second floor of the male wing.

Sophia met her roommate, Elise Davenport, a pre-med from a suburb of Milwaukee. Warren's roommate was Tim Delfino, a business major from Philadelphia. He also met Paul Hurlihy, a fellow pre-med from Cleveland, who lived across the hall. Known by the nickname Papa Bear, due to his large size and his boisterous personality, he and Warren became fast friends.

Warren and Sophia got through orientation, meeting new people and enjoying themselves. They even managed to get one of their rooms alone for a couple of hours a few times, so they could make love. They went over one of the University's ice rinks, took some of the money they had saved from their skating, and reserved a couple of blocks of time, two hours Sunday mornings and two hours Wednesday nights, for the whole year. The Sinatra free dance and their Original dance, which this year was a polka, had been well worked out over the summer, but they needed to skate this fall. The people that ran the rink were thrilled to have the National silver medallists working out there, and gave them a good rate.

Sophia was sitting with her floormates at dinner, a couple of days before classes were due to start. Most of the girls at the table were checking out the guys. Sophia just smiled and didn't say anything.

Courtney Bjornsen, one of the girls on Sophia's floor, noticed. "Whattsamatter, Sophia, don't like guys? I haven't seen you check out any of these specimens."

"No," Sophia said with a smile, "I love guys. But there's one guy I love more than any others, so I don't have to look."

"Oh, no, you're not one of those that's going to be loyal to Mister Wonderful back home, are you?" Courtney said snidely. "Mine thought I was going to. Yeah, riiiiiggggghhhhtttt. Like I wanna spend my college years pining for a guy at Penn State."

"No, actually, mine is here."

"What?" Courtney asked.

"He's here. Lives on the second floor. We came here together."

"WHAT?" Courtney was incredulous. "You went to the same college as your high school sweetheart? Why would you want to do that?"

"Because we wanted to be together," Sophia said.

"That's stupid," Jane, another girl from the floor, added. "College is a time for discovery. You're supposed to explore yourself. Not get stuck with the same old thing."

"She's right," said Courtney.

"Courtney, how long did you go out with that guy that went to Penn St.?" Sophia asked.

"Started the first of this year. What's that, about eight months?"

"I went out with mine for a year," Jane added.

"Well, maybe it was easier for you guys, then." Sophia pointed out. "I've been going out with Warren for three and a half years."

"WHAT?" Courtney sputtered. "Since freshman year in high school?" Sophia nodded. "All the more reason you should have cut him loose. You are trapped, girl."

"Well, I don't think of it that way," Sophia said. "Plus, we have a little…oh, creative and business venture that we're partners in."

"Waitaminnit!" Melanie, one of the other girls, said. "I know who you are! You're Sophia Daniels!"

"Of course she is, dummy, she already told us her name," Courtney said.

"No, no," said Melanie, "she's the Sophia Daniels. Of Daniels and Kelleher."

"What, are you famous or something?" Courtney asked skeptically.

"If you are a figure skating fan, you'd know who I am, let's put it that way."

"Sophia and that hunky boyfriend of hers finished second at the US National Championships in Ice Dance this year. And they won the Junior World Championship. And where did you finish at the Senior World Championships?" Melanie asked

"Tenth. Which we were thrilled with, since it was our first try."

"Oh, so you skate with your boyfriend," Courtney said. "So that's why you stay with him."

"No, I stay with him because I love him."

"Uh-huh. Well, I still think you're nuts."

Sophia was back in her room with Elise. She was thinking about the conversation with Courtney.

"Hey," Elise said, "Courtney's a bitch. Don't let her get you down."

"I won't," Sophia smiled.

"I'm just glad she didn't ask me why I wasn't checking out the guys," Elise muttered.

"What?"

Elise sighed. "Since you're my roommate, you should probably know this, but please don't spread it around. I'm a lesbian."

"Oh," was all Sophia could think to say.

"Is that it?"

"Well, I'm not quite sure what to say. I don't have a problem with it, if that's what you're wondering."

"Good." She looked at Sophia with a big smile. "I must say it's a damn shame that you are straight."

Sophia cracked up. "Straight and taken, and don't you forget it!"

"You really love him?"

"Yeah, I really do. He's wonderful."

Elise looked pensive. "Technically, I'm bi. I am attracted to guys, but I've never had a relationship with a guy that wasn't a disaster, and every relationship I've had with a girl has been good."

Sophia paused for a moment. "Well, what do you prefer…I mean…you know…"

"Sexually?" Elise cracked up laughing, as Sophia nodded, blushing. "Well, so far, women. Most of the guys I've been with have been hopeless. I…well…I like to have oral sex performed on me. Girls are just better at that. And I like reciprocating, too, but the receiving…I've never met a guy that can satisfy me orally."

Sophia cracked up laughing. "I should rent Warren to you for a day, you'd change your tune in a hurry."

"Really?"

"Oh, yeah." Sophia stopped for a minute. "He's very, very good in bed. Which makes things easier."

"What kind of things, Soph?"

"Well, I sort of understand what Courtney was talking about. I love Warren to death, but we've been together for quite a while. I find myself looking at other guys a lot…you know, wondering. Then I remind myself, I've got the best, who needs the rest?"

"Hmmmm. Maybe Warren would be up for some experimentation?"

"He probably would. I just don't know if I would. I'd feel guilty."

Shortly after that, classes started. And Warren found himself under an avalanche.

Sophia found herself alone, far too often. Warren was almost constantly studying. Taking a full load of honors pre-med classes was proving to be tough, and Warren was still trying to organize his time properly. They went the first couple of weeks of school not seeing each other except for their twice-weekly skating sessions, and a couple of meals. Sophia was lonely, and horny.

"Warren, please, just a couple of hours?" she said to him one Saturday afternoon in his room. "Elise went home for the weekend. I need you, Snugglebear."

"Oh, Pookie, I wish I could. I have two tests on Monday, and they are both going to be tough. Let me see what I can get accomplished, and maybe I can take tonight off."

"I have plans tonight. Can't you take the afternoon off?"

"No, because that boxes me in, time-wise."

"Forget it," Sophia said, and stormed off in a huff. Warren thought about following her, but decided against it. He really did have to study. He hoped she understood.

She didn't. She studied, too-was doing very well, so far-and he was smarter than she was. She knew his courseload was particularly brutal, but still…

After another week or so of this, Sophia was more frustrated, and hornier. It wouldn't take much for a complication to wreak havoc on her well-ordered life.

And it did.

THE COMPLICATION (Chapter 55)

The complication's name was Eduardo Gonzalez.

Sophia met him in her calculus class-he was a math major. A native of the Dominican Republic, he had lived in New York City since he was thirteen. He was dark, and oh so gorgeous. Every girl in the class had been trying to catch his attention for a month. Sophia was bemused by it all-especially since Eduardo seemingly had eyes only for Sophia. He had made some sort of suggestive comment to her, a week into school, and she had just giggled and said, "Sorry, I have a boyfriend." This was the wrong thing to say to Eduardo, because he took it as a challenge. He muttered under his breath, out of her hearing, "Not for long."

The little gifts came first. A pair of earrings. A box of chocolates. All with the same type of inscription on the card: "I am not your boyfriend…yet" said one. "Would your boyfriend be so thoughtful?" said another. When the CD of tunes from the Dominican Republic showed up, she figured out who the secret admirer was.

She confronted him after class the next day. "Eduardo, all the stuff you’ve been sending me is sweet and thoughtful, but you’ve got to stop. I’m very, very taken."

"Sure" he smiled, but thought to himself-let’s see how taken she really is.

Two tickets to the ballet arrived next, with this note: "These are yours to do with as you wish. If you have someone to accompany you, wonderful. If not, here is my number."

She looked at the tickets, and called Warren.

"Hiya Pookie."

"Hi, Warren. Listen, I have the opportunity to get two free tickets for the ballet tomorrow night. You up for it?"

He sighed. "Sorry, Soph, got a huge test on Friday."

"Ah, can’t you take a few hours out? Study more tonight, or something?"

"I am studying tonight. I’m also studying tomorrow night. This one’s gonna be a ballbuster, sweetie."

"Dammit, Warren, this is important to me."

"And passing biology is important to me. C’mon, Soph, gimme a break, huh?"

"FINE!" She slammed down the phone. And picked it up, and called Eduardo.

The ballet was wonderful. Eduardo was a perfect gentleman, holding doors open and stuff. She thoroughly enjoyed herself. And, when they got back to her dorm, he went to kiss her-and she didn’t stop him. His lips bore down hard on hers, insistent, demanding, his hands massaging the small of her back. When he finally broke the kiss, she felt a little lightheaded. He smiled his rakish smile, and said, "There’s more where that came from-after you become free."

Free? Of Warren? He was promising her that if she broke up with Warren?

The next day, in class, he sat behind her, his eyes boring a hole in her back. He brought his foot under her chair and rubbed her leg. He put his strong hand on her back. After class, he grabbed her, and kissed her again, in the open, with a strong, sure hand snaking up to grab her breast. He was dominating her, and she was on fire. And he said it again, "Remember, the whole ball of wax-after you become free."

When she got back to the room, the flowers were there, with a similar card.

She broke her date with Warren that evening, feigning sickness, and managed to avoid him all weekend with the same excuse.

Monday, in calculus, he did the same thing. Surreptitious touches with a firm, strong hand. Footsie under the desk. And, after class, he grabbed her and kissed her again, one hand on her breast, the other one snaking its way between her legs, rubbing her drenched pussy through her jeans. She felt powerless to stop him, and it turned her on. Finally, he whispered, "Are you free Friday night?"

"Yes."

"Really, truly free?"

"I will be." She was in a trance.

"Good. Friday I will take you, and make you mine, and you will no longer be free again."

Sophia ran back to the dorm, wrote the letter, and dropped it in Warren’s box…

Warren bounded back from class, and checked his mail. Not much, except a letter from Sophia. A letter? She’s not usually much of a letter writer. He walked into his room, and opened the letter.

He read,

My dearest Warren,

I am sorry, but I think we have reached the end. There is someone else. I will always treasure what we had together, but it seems to have run its course. I have been worried about us for some time. I feel trapped. I need to experience more than what we have. I know this will hurt you, and I am truly sorry for that, but this is the way it has to be.

Love,

Sophia

Enclosed with the letter were the pendant and the claddagh ring.

Warren sat down hard on his bed, feeling like he had just been run over by a locomotive.

Elise picked up the phone in the room. "Hello? Hiya, kid! Hold on. Sophia, it’s Warren."

"Hang up the phone."

"What?"

"Hang up the damn phone!"

Elise didn’t, but she said to Warren, "Warren, she’s telling me to hang up the phone. No, I can’t get her to talk to you. Sophia, he really wants to talk to you!"

"HANG UP THE PHONE!" Sophia bellowed. Even Warren heard that one, so, when Elise went back to the receiver, Warren himself had already hung up.

"Sophia, what the hell’s going on?"

"I broke up with Warren today. I left a note in his box."

"You WHAT?"

"Yeah, remember that guy Eduardo I told you about? The Latino hunk?"

"Yeah…"

"We’ve kind of been…well…fooling around. Not that far yet, because he promised me that only after I was free. Well, now I’m free." She giggled. "Oh, you should feel his lips, his hands, oh wow. He dominates me. He grabs me in the middle of class and in the hallway and I can’t even begin to resist him. I want the whole thing, I want all of him."

"So you broke up with Warren?" Elise was incredulous. "You guys were talking marriage!"

"I’m too young to get married, and I’m too young to be a single girl in college with a studyaholic boyfriend who I never see. Warren and I want different things out of life."

"It never seemed like you did before."

"Well, things change. I changed."

Elise just shook her head. "It’s your life, but I think you’re nuts."

Warren, for his part, was devastated. She wouldn’t talk to him on the phone. She wouldn’t answer her door for him. She blocked his number on her cell phone. She wrote the note, and that was that, and she was done with him.

And he would never understand it. How could she walk away from what they had together? How could she just cut him off that way-and for another guy? How the hell can you fall out of a love like the one they had for another guy overnight?

Warren would probably never know. All he did know was that he was alone, some other guy was holding Sophia in his arms, and it felt like half his heart had been ripped out.

Sophia couldn’t wait to see Eduardo in class on Wednesday. However, he didn’t sit near her. He also didn’t wait for her after class. She saw him up ahead, walking with Kelly Watson, who lived on the same floor as Sophia. She wondered what was going on. Just then, Warren popped into her head. And she felt an overwhelming pang of guilt. She willed it away.

Thursday, she was sitting in her room, and idly punched "play" on her CD player without checking the disc that was in it. The first thing she heard was "Romeo and Juliet". After that, it was "Moonlight Serenade." It was a CD that Warren had made for her, of all the love songs that meant something to them. Crying, she stopped the CD player. She picked up her cell phone and stared at it for a while. Ten times, she almost dialed the speed-dial number that was Warren's cell phone. Then, Eduardo popped into her head. She put the cell phone down, but she didn't stop crying for a while.

Friday came, and he, again, didn’t sit next to her. He did however grab her after class, run his strong hand down her breast, and say, "Are you ready for tonight?" All she could do was nod.

Walking from her class to the dining hall in her dorm afterwards, she saw Warren. He didn’t see her, but she got a full look at his profile. He was chatting with Papa Bear from his floor. Sophia hid behind a tree, and heard his animated description of getting Elizabeth Cushman drunk after the competitor’s party at Nationals. She remembered that. She listened to Warren telling Paul about it, and it all became flooding back. She slipped into the building without Warren seeing her, and forgot all about lunch. She went up to her room, crying. She contemplated breaking the date with Eduardo, but thought of him and got all weak in the knees. Ah well, she thought to herself, I already let Warren go, might as well go through with it. She started to get dressed.

She was waiting for him when he arrived, dressed to the nines. He showed up, gorgeous as ever, and took her into his arms and kissed her deep, closing the door behind him. He led her to the bed.

"Now? I thought you were going to wine me and dine me first," she giggled.

"Plenty of time for that. But we both know what we want now, don’t we?"

She let him lead her to the bed, as he caressed her breasts. She felt herself just starting to get wet, and moaned, "Oh, Eduardo." He reached up under her skirt, and pulled off her panties. He undid his belt buckle, pulled his pants around his ankles, threw her onto the bed, and climbed on top of her.

"Um, Eduardo? We have all night, you know. You can slow down so we can both enjoy this."

He ignored her. She tried to close her legs. "Eduardo, can we take our time, please? This is just too fast."

He slapped her, hard, across the face. Her eyes widened in horror and pain. He pried her legs open and lunged for her again. She was too stunned to resist.

She felt his cock up against the entrance of her pussy. He hadn’t even taken her clothes off, really-just the panties, and lifted the skirt. She really wasn't all that wet yet, and her surprise at his haste didn't help, but he didn't much care. He aimed, and rammed his cock into her fairly dry pussy with brutal, sudden force.

"OW. Eduardo, that hurt!"

He ignored her, and started slamming his cock in and out of her pussy.

"Eduardo, slow DOWN! This HURTS! Come on! OW! Eduardo, you’re HURTING me!" He still ignored her, as he pumped his cock in and out of her pussy.

"Eduardo, stop this. Please? Oh, it’s too HARD Eduardo you are REALLY hurting meeeeeeee."

If anything, he increased the pace. Sophia started crying. "Stop this, please stop this, Eduardo, it hurts, oh it hurts…"

He finally stopped-only because he had reached his climax, and he poured his cum into her battered pussy. He quickly pulled out, pulled up his pants, and zipped them. Then he turned to Sophia and said, "Well, my dear, now you’re really free. Because I got what I wanted from you, and I’ll bet your lover-boy isn’t into sloppy seconds. Adios," and with a cackle he left the room, leaving Sophia on the bed, crying.

Elise walked in a few hours later.

"Sophia! Oh my God! What happened?" She was still lying on the bed, exactly how he had left her. She hadn’t even bothered to put her panties back on or pull her skirt down. She had just finally stopped crying.

"You know the saying, you can't rape the willing? It’s a lie. I was willing, and he raped me anyway." She described the whole encounter.

"Oh my God." She looked down between Sophia’s legs. "Sophie, you’re bleeding!"

"I deserve it."

"We need to get you to a hospital. This might be something serious."

"I don’t care. Maybe it’s something serious. Maybe I’ll die. Or maybe I’ll live but never be able to have sex again-wouldn’t that be a fitting punishment?"

"Come on, Sophie."

"I want to die, Elise." She started sobbing again. "I really want to die. Look at me. Look at what I let happen to myself. And why? Because my hormones were in overdrive, and I was vulnerable to his ‘charms’, because my boyfriend studies too much? Oh, God. I want to die. I deserve to die."

"Stop it," Elise said. Then she sighed. "Look, if you won’t go to the hospital, let me take a look. I am pre-med, I know a little bit."

"All right."

Elise went down, and pulled Sophia’s lips apart. "OW!"

"Sorry, Soph. He really hurt you."

"It feels like someone’s been whacking my pussy with a baseball bat for three hours."

"Well, I found the source of the bleeding. It’s a cut, not too far in, and it looks like it’s going to be all right. But you might be bruised."

"Of that, I have no doubt."

"We really should get you to the hospital."

"No. If it’s really bad tomorrow, then I’ll go."

"All right."

"I want to get out of these clothes, though, and into some PJs. And I can’t get up, I don’t think."

"I’ll help." Elise got her some PJs and helped her change, since she was shaky and unsteady.

"I appreciate this. Your TLC isn’t quite on Warren’s level, but it’s appreciated nonetheless."

Elise giggled. "Did Warren ever have to dress you or something?"

Sophia smiled. "Oh, worse than that." She told Elise about the famous hangover bath.

"Wow," Elise said. She looked hard at Sophia. "Y’know, if I ever had a guy who loved me so much he was willing to wash vomit out of my hair, I don’t think I’d ever let him go."

"That, roomie, is because you’re a hell of a lot smarter than I am."

Elise looked at her. "Sophie, what happened?"

Sophia sighed. "The first thing you have to understand is that I’m kind of a nymphomaniac." Elise laughed. "Really. Now, I’m not a slut-not before tonight, anyhow-but my hormones are in perpetual overdrive. And they have not been getting satisfied since we’ve been out here, because Warren’s got his nose buried in a textbook too often. And, to be fair, I’ve blown him off when I had to study once or twice."

"The second thing you have to understand is what my sex life was like before Warren." She described her previous boyfriends, and her abuse. Elise looked shocked. "The third thing you have to understand is that I’ve been to bed with one guy since Warren and I have been together."

"You cheated on him, and with who?"

"We don’t consider it cheating, because I had his permission-and it was with his best friend."

"You slept with his best friend, and he KNEW ABOUT IT?"

Sophia giggled. "Knew about it? He was there. In the same room, in another bed twenty feet away with my best friend."

Elise’s eyes bugged out of her head. "I should also mention that his best friend and my best friend have been dating almost as long as we have. Oh, and us being in the same room was only the first time."

"THIS HAPPENED MORE THAN ONCE?"

"Uh-huh. In a special place." She explained about the cabin. "We were always in the same room, but, after the first time we often ended up in the same bed. In fact, there’s been a few times that Warren and Jason were in the same girl." She giggled. "And boy is that fun."

"I do not believe what I’m hearing."

"I told you I was a nympho. Anyway, the point I was getting at is that Jason is a much more aggressive lover than Warren is. Warren is the epitome of kind, gentle, and patient in bed. Jason’s more aggressive in bed-and Jessie’s more aggressive than I am, which Warren found fun. I told Warren once that 95% of the time I preferred it his way, but there was that 5% there."

"What I think I’ve figured out is that there is a small part of me that needs to occasionally be dominated in bed. Warren’s done that maybe twice in all the time we’ve been going out together, and he has to really be in the mood to do it. He can’t turn it on and off. It’s not really in his nature. Which is why Jason was a fun diversion, because he’s dominating. Not rough, not at all, but dominating."

"Ah," Elise said, "And Eduardo was dominating you from the moment you met him."

"You got it. His eyes, his hands, his words, were all so incredibly demanding. And I got turned on like you wouldn’t believe. I wanted someone to throw me on the bed and ravage me." She looked down at herself. "Not like this, though. You’d think I would have learned my lesson from the other guys that have dominated me-Jason being a notable exception, because he’s not a dominator, just a sweet guy with an aggressive streak in bed. But the other ones,…I really should have known," she sighed.

Elise thought for a moment. "Sophia, do you still love Warren?"

"Yeah, I do, with all my heart. Y'see, Eduardo wasn't all of it. It had gotten very routine, you know? We've been together for a long time. I think I was thinking about 'the relationship' instead of the guy with whom I *had* the relationship. We could have fixed things, but I never said a word to him. He's all I've ever wanted, for three and a half years."

"So, what you’re telling me is this-you had a guy for over three years, he satisfied you 100% emotionally and 95% sexually, and you dumped him because you had an itch that you wanted scratched?"

"That about sums it up. Stamp ‘fucking idiot’ on my forehead and parade me around the campus. Or maybe I should tattoo ‘slut’ right across my pussy." She started to cry again.

Elise sat next to her, cradling her head on her lap and stroking her hair until the sobs subsided. "Sophia, do you think he’d take you back?"

"Oh, yeah. In a heartbeat. Don’t make that sound like bragging, because that’s not how I mean it. Because I know he will love me until the day he dies. I also know I’d take him back, in a heartbeat, if he had done the same thing."

"Sophie. CALL HIM!!!!!"

"I can’t." She sniffled. "He’s better off. He’ll figure that out, sooner or later. Because I don’t deserve him."

"I doubt he’d see it that way."

"He will, eventually. He’s the sweetest, nicest guy on this campus. He’ll find someone. He deserves better than an idiotic slut."

"Sophia…"

"I appreciate what you’re trying to do, Elise, but I made this bed and I have to lie in it. I need to face this. I ruined everything."

Elise didn’t know what to say to that. Sophia rolled off her lap and attempted to go to sleep.

The next Thursday, Warren was sitting after class with his friend Alexa.

"Hey, what you doing tomorrow night?" Alexa asked.

"Nothing."

"You want to go out? Maybe see a movie and then to Paolo’s for a pizza?"

Warren looked down. "Oh, Alexa, I’m not sure."

She smiled at him. "What, you intimidated by a girl asking you out?"

Warren smiled, thinking of Sophia and just who had asked who out then. "No, of course not. It’s happened before. It’s just that…listen, Alex, if you just want to go out as friends, two people having a good time together, than I’m up for that. But, I don’t know what your intentions were, and you have to know up front that I am absolutely, positively not ready for anything more than friendship. And it might be a long time before I am ready." His voice got softer. "If I ever am."

Alexa looked at him. Then she smiled. "What’s her name?"

Warren smiled back. "Sophia."

"How long ago?"

"Last Monday."

"Unexpected?"

"A landing party from the planet Klingon touching down on the quad saying ‘take me to your leader’ would have been less shocking."

"Any explanation?"

"As John Lennon once sang, Some Other Guy."

"Shit. How long you with her?"

"Three and a half years."

"Oh, God. Serious?"

"I heard wedding bells ringing. Had no doubt of it. Thought she did, too, right up until I got the ‘Dear Warren’ letter in my box. Plus, she not only ended the best relationship anyone could ever be in, she also put the kibosh on a promising career." He explained about the ice dancing. "I tell you, Alex, sometimes it’s a struggle to get the will to get out of fucking bed in the morning."

Alexa looked at him. "All the more reason you need a night out." She put her hand on his. "With a friend. That’s all I really had in mind, anyway."

Warren smiled at her. He did like her, at least as a friend. "You convinced me."

That night, at the cafe, he caught a glimpse of Sophia. She was 20 feet away, and for a moment, their eyes locked. And he felt it-the same passion, the same connection, that he had always felt when looking in her eyes. But it was concealed, this time, underneath a bottomless well of sadness. He quickly turned away and disappeared into the crowd.

Tim was with him, and kept his eyes on Sophia after Warren turned away. She watched Warren’s back disappear into the crowd, and seemed to take a step towards him, then stopped. She was plainly trying to not cry, wringing her hands and gnawing on her bottom lip.

She looks absolutely pitiful, Tim thought to himself. And I know my roomie is half-suicidal right now. Something’s gotta be done.

On the way back to the room, he stopped in to talk to Papa Bear.

"Listen, Lobster-breath, you got do to something." Papa Bear was talking to Warren, with Warren’s roommate Tim nodding on in agreement. "You’re tearing yourself up inside."

"Look, she dumped you after three years, but you just left," Tim added. "Two weeks have passed… You need to fight, Warren. You surrendered. You surrendered too easily."

"Right," Papa Bear picked up the train of thought. "Look, what’s worse? Wallowing in self-pity, or taking a chance? Three and a half years, and you tell us you were practically married? I’d fight back. I’d fight to get that back with all I’ve got. If I loved her as much as you say you do."

"Time to make a stand, Warren," Tim concurred.

Warren sat, and thought. " I'm sorry, guys. I just can't do it. But, you're right. I can't wallow in self pity any more. I have to face the fact. It's over."

"Warren, it doesn't have to be," Tim said. He described what he saw in the cafe. "I think she still loves you."

"Uh-huh. So, then, why doesn't she tell me? She knows where I live. She's the one that broke this off. I tried to call her, to talk to her, for a week. I'm not going to do it again. It's over."

Tim and Paul just looked at each other, resigned.

MOVING ON (Chapter 56)

Warren went out on that date with Alexa, and enjoyed himself. The next Friday night, they did it again. Afterwards, they ended up in Alexa's room-she had a single-just talking, and listening to music, sitting next to each other on Alexa's couch.

Until Alexa asked him a question.

"Warren, do you believe in casual sex?"

He sputtered on his coke. "Excuse me???"

"Have you ever had sex with a friend, just as friends?"

"Once." He explained about Jessie. To his surprise, Alexa didn't seem shocked. "Other than that, no. Just Sophia."

"Nothing before her?"

Warren laughed. "Sophia took my virginity."

"Ah. I've never been in love with anyone, not like that, but I've had lots of sex. It was very casual in the crowd I ran around with."

"Ah. Nope, never done that. Of course, since I've sworn off emotional entanglements to people not named Sophia, at least for now, casual encounters are the only way I'm gonna get any."

Alexa laughed, "Warren, are you horny?"

Warren got a rueful expression on his face. "Let's see. I went from, on average, three times a week, to not getting any for about a month. What do you think?"

Alexa was still grinning at him. "I think you're horny. Good." She got up off the couch, and sat down on his lap. "Warren, I want you to fuck me."

"You're serious."

"You bet your ass. No big romance, no emotional entanglements, just two good friends rutting like rabbits. I'm on the pill, and I know I'm clean, so no worries. Warren, don't I turn you on?"

He thought about that one. Alexa was damn good looking. More in a "cute" way, but great nonetheless. She was fairly petite, about 5'4", had light brown curly hair, and brown eyes with a devious little twinkle in them that reminded Warren of Jessie. She wasn't buxom, but her B-cup breasts were pert and firm.

"Yeah, Alexa, you do turn me on."

"Good." With that, she kissed him, long and deep. He responded to the kiss, and she broke it. Getting off of his lap and the couch, she walked over to the bed. He didn't follow. He sat on the couch, looking at her, obviously deep in thought.

"Warren," she said, "It's not disloyalty if she dumped you, you know."

"I know," Warren smiled at her. He got up and joined her on the bed. "You'll have to forgive me for being…I don't know…"

Alexa smiled back. "I do. It's OK." She reached up and kissed him, lightly and first, and then deeper and harder. He leaned back, and toppled over on the bed, her in his arms, not breaking the kiss.

"Aggressive, Alex?" Warren asked with a smile.

"I've been known to be," she said as she hovered over him. He reached up and started unbuttoning her blouse. "Oh, and I am aggressive?"

"Well…" He had her blouse completely unbuttoned, and she shrugged out of it. He reached towards her bra.

"Clasps on the front, Warren." He undid it, and gently touched her breasts with either hand.

"Oooooh, Warren," Alexa groaned, as he rubbed her breasts with his hands. She was sitting up, straddling his lap. "Oh, nice hands…"

"You haven't seen nuthin' yet."

"Oh, goody." He massaged her breasts, tweaking a nipple with a thumb every so often. Then he withdrew his hands and slipped them behind her back.

"Come here," he said, pulling her forward and down. She ended up sitting on his stomach, but leaning over. He took one of her breasts in his mouth.

"Oooooh…" she moaned, as he teased her nipples with his tongue. This went on for a bit, with her breathing getting more ragged.

"W…Warren…are you always…mmmmm…this much into foreplay?"

"Yes," he said, and then reattached to her breast.

"Wow." She enjoyed his attention, and then realized his hands were going for the snaps on her jeans. She lifted off of him long enough to slip her jeans and panties off. She sat back down, expecting him to continue on her breasts, but he had other ideas.

"Lift up," he said. She did, questioningly, and he scooted down, so that his mouth was underneath her pussy. He then pulled her back down on top of him.

"What? Warren? Oh!" she cried, as his tongue made contact with her pussy. "Oh my God!" He worked his tongue up and down her labia, and then worked in deeper, making contact with her opening.

"My GOD Warren!" He traced around her lips, and then made contact with her clit. "WOW!" was all she said, as he teased and poked her clit with his tongue. It didn't take long before she stiffened on top of him in her orgasm.

"Jesus Christ, Warren, if I had known you were that handy with your tongue, I would have jumped your bones after our date last week!"

"Enjoy yourself?"

"You betcha." She climbed off of him, and went to undo his jeans. He took his own shirt off, and helped her scoot his pants down. "Niiiice," she breathed, and then bent over and engulfed him in her mouth.

"Hmmmmm…" Warren said. "That's not a bad tongue you got, either." She slid up and down the length of his cock with her lips, and then engulfed him, deep-throating him. She started sliding up and down the length, taking him all the way deep with each stroke, and holding him there deep in her throat. As he started gasping, and she could tell he was close, on the next stroke, she got him deep in her throat-and started humming.

He yelped, and then said, "OH FUCK! CUMMMMINNNNGGG!" to give her a chance to disengage, but she didn't. He came prodigiously, as she swallowed every drop. After he was done, she cleaned him off, and then scooted herself up so that her face was near his. She waited for him to open his eyes. When he did, still panting, he saw her grinning at him.

"Holy Shit! Where did you learn that little trick?"

"Practice, practice, practice." She giggled. She looked down at his softening dick. "How are your recuperative powers?"

"Not bad, usually, although after that I'm not going to make any promises." She giggled at him. "They are, however, usually better if I find something to occupy myself."

"Like what?"

"Like this." He gently pushed her over, so she was lying flat, and reached his hand down between her legs. He ran his fingers up and down her lips for a bit. Satisfied she was wet enough, he gently slipped two fingers in. "OOOF!" she said, as he slowly slid his two fingers in and out. He repositioned himself a bit, so he could get his other hand down there. He used the other hand to tease around her clit, while the first hand steadily moved the two fingers in and out. She bucked toward him a bit, trying to get him to make contact with her clit, but he wanted to tease her a bit. Her face flushed, and her breasts heaved as her breathing increased. Then, he made direct contact with her clit, while the fingers in her curved upward and hit her g-spot.

"AAAHHHH!" she gasped, as her hips rose off the bed. He kept it up, massaging her clit, while the other hand alternated between long strokes deep into her and contact with her g-spot. "AAAHHH! AAAHH!! AAAHHHH!! AAAAHHH!!" Her hips were undulating wildly, making his job a bit more difficult, but he managed. It wasn't long before she went over the edge. "AAAAHHHHHCCCCCUUUUUMMMIIINGGG!"

He stopped his hand movements in her pussy as she came down from her orgasm. He looked at her, flushed and wheezing, until she opened her eyes, and smiled up at him. Then he started moving his fingers again. She groaned, as he leaned down and replaced the hand that was on her clit with his tongue.

"OH MY GOD WARREN! AAAHHH! AAAAHHH! AAAAHHH!!" she yelled, as she quickly built back up to another one, her pussy spasming on his fingers and grinding into his face. After she came down from this one, he withdrew, and climbed up to watch her face.

"Warren, you are unbelievable," she finally said. "My God. You know how to touch a girl, that's for sure."

"Glad you're enjoying yourself."

"Oh fuck, am I. How are those recuperative powers of yours?" In response, he leaned closer, so she could feel his rock-hard cock on her thigh. She just giggled. "Just fine, it seems. Warren, fuck me!"

"Gladly." He positioned himself, and easily slid into her. He started slow, alternating long and short strokes. She went nuts. "Oh, God, Warren, that's so good, so good, ooof! Ooof! Oooof!" He fucked her short and quick, then long and deep, trying to make sure he made contact with her clit on the long strokes. It wasn't long before she felt herself build up again. As she got close, she reached up and pulled his face down, enveloping her mouth with his. When she came, he felt it in her pussy wrapped around his cock, in her legs wrapped around his hips, and in her mouth, wrapped around his, as she moaned into it.

He wasn't done yet, not by a long shot, so he kept going. She broke the kiss, and whispered in his ear, "Warren, it has never been this good. Never, ever, ever. You are a stud."

Warren giggled. "I went to a prep school for high school, and, ever since that time with Jessie, her nickname for me has been Prep Stud."

"It fits," she giggled back. "Ooooooohhhh…Warren, Jesus Christ, I'm going to go again."

"Almost there myself, Alex," he said. She went first, which was all he needed.

He disengaged, and fell on the bed next to her. She cuddled into him.

"Warren," she said after she caught her breath. "I swear, what I am going to say to you is the absolute truth. I've been with upwards of twenty guys, some of which I thought were pretty damn good. But that is the best sex I have ever had, and it's not even close. You know how to treat a woman in bed. Wow. I'm still in the clouds."

"Thanks. You're pretty damn impressive yourself, especially that blowjob. But do you want to make my ego even more unmanageable than it already is?" They both laughed.

"Well, actually, I thought it might need a little boost, after…you know…but I was not lying for your sake. You're that good." She looked over to him, and realized she had said the wrong thing. "Oh, shit, Warren, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bring that up."

"It's OK, I suppose it was in the back of my mind anyway. Now that it's over, and my extreme horniness has been satiated, I'm thinking that it was a little quick, you know? But I'll get over it."

Alex sat up in the bed. "We can talk about this, you know. We're friends. Despite what just happened, we're still friends. I know you don't want anything romantic, and neither do I. So, if you need to talk…you still love her, don't you?"

"Always will," he said, matter of factly.

"What are you going to do?"

"Get over it. Eventually. I hope."

"Have you tried to talk to her?"

"For a week afterwards. I got tired of having phones hung up in my ear and doors slammed in my face."

"Well, maybe now that more time has passed, she'd be better able to realize what she did, and regret it."

"I can't think of that, Alex. I just can't. If I obsess about her, if I allow myself to think 'maybe, now, she might', well, I'll end up jumping out your window." Alexa lived on the fifteenth floor. "And I am not kidding. I need to get over her, and I need to get over her in a hurry. It hurts too much not to." He thought for a minute. "Alex, I just realized something, and I'm sorry. I used you today."

She smiled at him. "You think I hadn't figured that out? And you think I wasn't using you? Warren, if you make me cum like that, you can use me any time you want."

He laughed. "Well, OK, but I'm a little uncomfortable with it."

"I know. It's OK. We'll loosen you up eventually. Since we're not romantically involved, there's no need to be exclusive. I don't want to, and I don't want you to. And, after today, all I have to do is spread the word, and you'll be fending them off with a stick. We'll get you used to casual sex in a hurry."

He stared at her. "You're serious."

"Damn straight. I know you don't want romance right now, that you feel you're incapable of falling in love. Fine. Have fun. If a girl throws herself at you-like I just did, you know-enjoy yourself. Fuck your way through the University of Wisconsin. Go for it."

Warren couldn't help but crack up. "Alex, I'm a nerd. A geek. You like nerds, you told me so yourself, but other people…"

"Like I said, Warren, let me spread the word."

"Hmmmmm."

About a week later, on a Monday morning, Sophia was eating breakfast with Elise.

"SOPHIA!!!!"

"Elise?"

"You were out in space."

"Yeah, I suppose I was."

"And you're not eating."

"Not that hungry, I guess."

"You're losing weight, you know. I can see it in your face."

"A little, maybe. Not much of an appetite, I suppose. So, how was your weekend at home?"

"The usual. How was your weekend? Your date Saturday night?"

"OK. He was nice. I slept with him, you know."

"On the first date???"

"I was horny. He was nice. He was nice in bed, sweet, gentle. It was good." Sophia's voice was very soft, and very matter-of-fact.

"So, that's a good thing, right? You had sex, and enjoyed yourself?"

"I guess."

"You had sex with someone that wasn't violent."

"Yeah. That I did need, I'll admit. I needed to get that out of my system. But…"

Elise finished the unspoken thought. "But he's not Warren."

"No."

"You need to talk to him, you know."

"I can't. I just can't."

"You're making yourself miserable."

Sophia didn't say anything to that, just stared into space some more.

HAPPY? (Chapter 57)

It was a month after Warren's first encounter with Alexa, just before Halloween, and she had kept her word.

It had been a whirlwind. Four different girls, besides Alexa, and all had left raving. Warren had thought about that. He supposed he should be getting a big head by now. He wasn't. He was glad about that. He enjoyed it. He liked to see the lady he was in bed with satisfied. It wasn't any big gift, it wasn't any secret. It was just caring that his partner enjoyed herself. Apparently, from some of the stories that he was hearing, he was in the minority. But, it really was important to him. He knew why, too. Alexa had asked him that.

"Warren, you know I've told you that most guys don't put so much emphasis on a girl's pleasure. Why do you?"

"Different reasons. It's a combination. First, I'm that kind of guy, anyway, I suppose. Second, I had a good teacher." He smiled at that.

"Sophia?"

"Sophia. Third, when you spend the first three-plus years of your sexual life making love, exclusively with one brief exception, to someone you are totally in love with, it becomes important."

"You were so in love with her, her pleasure was important to you."

"Right. And, the fourth reason, is that I got lucky the first time."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, Sophia had had five different partners, over two years, before me. And, on our first night together, I gave her her very first non-self-induced orgasm. In fact, I gave her her first three that night. And it was completely out of instinct, I had little idea what I was doing, I just guessed right. But the look on her face, after the first one? I will never forget that. It's stayed with me."

Alexa sat for a minute, looking at Warren. "I understand, now. I think it's a wonderful thing. She gave you a great gift, you know." She sighed. "But, whenever you talk about her, your eyes get grey. Did you know that?"

Warren laughed. "My eyes are hazel. They change color according to my mood."

"I figured that. My little sister has hazel eyes. They don't get grey much, though. Only when she's in a lot of pain." She took a deep breath. "Warren, I suppose I thought that, if I got you a lot of girls, you'd forget about Sophia. But that's not going to happen, is it?"

"No."

"I guess I was also hoping that one of them would sweep you off your feet."

"Sorry. Hey, if you didn't do it…" They both laughed. "But, you need to know this. It has made things better. I'm not over Sophia, no, but at least I'm not sitting in my room every night staring at the walls. I go out. I have fun. I go to bed and have fun. Alexa, it is fun, especially with you, and it's been a great help. Getting me over Sophia is out of the question. Keeping me from feeling sorry for myself has been accomplishment enough, believe me. Thank you."

"You're welcome, and I'm glad of that."

"I need to get to the rink."

"I'll come watch." She often did.

When they got to the rink, and Warren had changed into his practice clothes and skates, and was warming up on the ice, Alexa stood by the boards.

"Warren?"

"Hm?"

"Why do you still come and practice, twice a week, by yourself?"

"It's good exercise. The ice time is paid for."

"Would you ever skate with anyone else?"

"No."

"So, you're still hoping, aren't you?"

"I suppose. This is her ice time, too. I guess I always hope she'll show up. Meantime, it is good exercise. And I like to skate, as long as it's by myself. Too bad there's not a singles ice dance."

"What about regular singles skating?"

Warren laughed. "You obviously have never seen my feeble attempts at jumping!"

Alexa grinned at that. "How long has it been since you skated with Sophia?"

"A while. We did both times during orientation week, and during the first week of class. The next couple of weeks, we didn't, because I was so busy. Then she dumped me."

"You hardly saw her at all those first three weeks of class before she dumped you, right?"

"Right. I was rather unprepared for my workload. I thought I went to a tough high school. In fact, I did go to a tough high school. I think I overreached, though, when I planned my classes for this semester. And it hit me like a ton of bricks."

"And Sophia didn't handle it well."

"What do you think? She's not here, right?"

"Did you explain it to her?"

"I tried."

Alexa thought for a minute. She knew she was about to push the envelope, here, but she felt she needed to. "Warren, did you study a lot in high school?"

"Oh, yeah."

"How did Sophia handle it then?"

"A lot better. Of course, I studied at her house more than I studied anywhere else."

"Warren, why couldn't you do that here?"

"Huh?"

"Study together. It might have helped."

"Well, we both had roommates. She had her own room at home. Senior year, after her stepfather and stepsister moved in, she moved into the basement. We had all the privacy in the world. I practically moved in."

"You could have found a way around that. We're talking about studying, not sex. There are other places. Besides which, Tim is hardly ever in your room."

"True. I don't know, I guess. I just got overwhelmed with the workload, and didn't handle it well. I needed a while to ramp up my time management. It's better now."

"Warren," she took a deep breath. "I need to say this. Your breakup with Sophia was not all her fault."

"I suppose you're right. Although breaking up, after all the time we were together, was an extreme overreaction"

"Maybe so, but if you can take some responsibility, what that means is this-if you go to her, it wouldn't be the complete act of surrender you seem to think it is."

"Alexa, you're too fucking logical for my own good."

She laughed at that. Warren continued, "Are you trying to get rid of me?"

"You're my friend. I care about you. I want you to be happy. You're not going to be truly happy until you get back together with Sophia. And don't tell me 'it's over' or 'I have to forget her' because you haven't forgotten her, and it's not over, not in your mind, and the proof of that is you being here, on this ice."

"YOU TELL HIM!" came a bellow from behind him. He turned. It was his floormate, Papa Bear.

"Hi, Paul." Alexa greeted him.

"Hiya, beautiful. You too, Lobster-Breath."

"Why do you call him that?" Alexa asked.

"He's from Boston. They eat lobster there, don't they?"

"I love lobster," Warren interjected. "Papa Bear, what the hell are you doing here?"

"Looking for you. Tim told me where you were. I forgot it was your 'glide around the ice aimlessly and hope Sophia shows up' day."

Warren couldn't help but laugh. "You saw through me, too?"

"Of course. Papa Bear is all-knowing, all-seeing." He had worked his way to the stands, and planted himself next to Alexa. "Like I said, I was looking for you. I wanted to hang out, see if you wanted to go find something other than dorm slop for supper."

"That sounds appealing."

"You too, Lex, if you want."

"Naaah. After I watch Twinkletoes twirl the ice a few times, I have stuff to do."

"Too bad. You brighten the scenery." Alexa giggled at him. She had gotten to know Paul pretty well through Warren, and was used to him. "Anyhow, Warren, are you going to take this pretty girl's advice, or what?"

"Oh, I don't know. Look, remember, she dumped me for another guy. And I have no idea if she is still with him, or what."

"She's not, I know that for a fact. I also have information that he was gone five days after she dumped you, and that it was very unpleasant. But I don't know any more specifics." Papa Bear informed him.

"I didn't know you knew this much. Where did you get this? Why didn't you tell me?"

"I have my sources, and you never asked. I thought you knew. Shit, Warren, you've seen her. I was with you, the last time, in the student union last week. Did she look happy to you?"

"No. I think I need the whole story."

"Can you ask her roommate?" Alexa wondered.

"I don't know. I don't know Elise very well." Just then, he clapped his hands together. "But I know who I can ask! I don't know her number at school, but I can get it."

"Who?" Alexa asked.

"Jessie, that's who! And I happen to be going away this weekend. To Chicago. To Northwestern, as a matter of fact, to see Crash."

"Aaaah," Paul said. Both Paul and Alexa knew all about Crash and Jessie. "And Crash still talks to her."

"Regularly. They broke up, but that was just a convenience thing. They've dated in college, but I know for a fact that they are looking very forward to the Christmas reunion. And they talk all the time."

"So, while you're there, you'll have Crash call her and you'll pump her for info."

"You got it, Papa Bear."

Sophia had barely thought of ice dancing since the breakup with Warren. She only thought of it when someone goaded her about it-usually her mother. She had begun to dread the phone calls from home. She was just picking up the phone for another one.

"Hi, Mom."

"Hello, sweetheart. Have you talked to Warren yet?"

Sophia sighed. "Do you have to start every conversation with the same question?"

"Until you give me the answer I want, yes."

"It's not going to happen, Mother. It's over."

"Are you happy with that?"

Sophia didn't say anything.

"That's what I thought."

"Mom, it's complicated."

"How complicated can it be? You broke up with him. It was a mistake. So you tell him that."

"It's not that easy."

"I have his cel phone number, you know."

"MOTHER! You would not DARE!"

"I'm tempted." Sophia heard Ellen's sigh on the other end of the phone. "Sophia, you haven't done something this self-destructive since…well, since Scott."

"Breaking up with my boyfriend is self-destructive?"

"Breaking up with your boyfriend on an impulse, and then regretting it later and not doing anything about it, that is what is self destructive. Plus, I know you're not taking care of yourself."

"What?"

"Last time I tried to call you, you weren't there. So, I had a little chat with Elise. You know, Elise, your roommate? She says you're not eating, you're not sleeping, you mope around all day, and you look like something out of the night of the living dead. "

"She's exaggerating."

"Is she. Honey, please go talk to Warren. Fix this."

"Mom, it's unfixable. He deserves better than me."

Ellen took a deep breath. "Honey, do you really think that a guy who put so much hard work into helping you build up your self-esteem would agree with that?"

Sophia inhaled sharply at that.

"That's what I thought," Ellen said. "Think about it, Sophie. You thought you weren't good enough for him once before, remember? He disagreed with you then."

"That's different. I hadn't hurt him then."

"You're right about one thing. You did hurt him. But staying away from him won't fix that hurt. For either of you."

OLD FRIENDS (Chapter 58)

Author's note.

The game for chapter 58: spot the Monty Python reference. Caller number ten with the correct answer wins The Spanish Inquisition. Nobody expects The Spanish Inquisition. And, no, that wasn't it.

***

"Here." Crash was handing Warren a sandwich. "Got these at a deli in downtown Evanston. Keep 'em in the fridge.

"Damn, Crash, you rule. I love Ruebens."

"I know you do. And this place makes great sandwiches."

Warren took a bite. "Shit, you ain't kidding." Crash handed him a small foil package, which he unrolled. "A kosher pickle, too? You know how to treat a guest, pal o' mine."

It was Saturday, early afternoon. Warren had arrived on Friday night, and Crash had shown him around. They had hit a few campus hotspots and a party or two. Warren had stayed in Jason's room-his roomie was out of town, that's why they had planned this weekend.

"Crash, this is a helluva sandwich."

"Glad you like it. Got it for you, since I know Ruebens are your thing, and a buddy of mine, who likes Ruebens, said that these guys made a great one. I'm partial to their roast beef, here. That's one of the nice things about going to school in a big city like Evanston. Lots of stuff around."

"True. Rather unlike beautiful bucolic Madison, Wisconsin."

"Yeah, but I bet that has its advantages."

"Well, yeah. The campus is gorgeous. The town is very focused towards the college. And, this is Wisconsin, and you know how much I love cheese. And they even have cheese shops."

Crash looked at Warren. "Cheese shops? Shut that bloody bouzouki UP!"

Warren doubled over with laughter, and then said, "I don't care how fucking runny it is!"

They calmed down and Crash took a bite of his sandwich. Then he looked at Warren. "We've talked on the phone a lot, but I was waiting until I saw you in person to ask you this."

"Wassat?" Warren asked through a mouthful of Rueben.

"When the fuck are you going to do something about Sophia?"

Warren sighed. "That seems to be a running theme, lately. You aren't the only person to ask that."

"Well?"

"What's to do, Jason? She dumped me."

"Yeah. And regrets it to such a degree that she cries herself to sleep more nights than not. I know that for a fact. And you know my source of information is rock-solid."

"Jessie."

"You got it."

"I don't know any of this, you see? She dumped me. For another guy."

"Oh, yeah, and that other guy turned out to be Scott The Second."

"WHAT?"

"He hit her. And practically raped her-she was, technically, willing, but he did it with such brutality that it felt like a rape."

"Oh Jesus Christ. And she still doesn't come to me and tell me any of this."

"Warren, she's ashamed."

"Yeah, she would be. I know Sophia well enough to believe that."

"You have got to make the first move. She's tearing herself apart. And you don't need to hear this from me, by the way. My Saturday Afternoon Date is about fifteen minutes away."

"Huh?"

"Jessie calls me every Saturday afternoon. I call her on Wednesday nights. The phone should ring shortly. And she can tell you."

Warren took a deep breath. "I don't know if I can do this."

"Sure you can. You must miss her. I know you still love her." Crash grinned. "And you're probably hornier than hell."

"The first two are true. The last one is not. I've been with five different girls since Sophie dumped me."

Crash almost choked on his roast beef. "WHAT????"

"It's true. I can get it anytime I want." He explained about Alexa and her friends.

"Wow. Jessie's gonna love this-you really are the Prep Stud," Jason said incredulously.

"I told Alexa about Jessie giving me that nickname, now Alexa calls me that," Warren smiled.

"So, you've forgotten about Sophia in a hurry, is what you're telling me?"

Warren snorted in derision. "Yeah. Fat fucking chance of that. I'm just using sex to fill a hole that ain't gonna be filled no matter how hard I try, but at least it keeps me from slitting my wrists. And it is fun." He took another bite of his sandwich. "It's ironic. I'm probably living most guys' College freshman fantasies. Unfortunately, it's not mine."

"Yeah."

"Hey, where's the bathroom?"

"Go out the door, turn left, third door on your right."

"Got it."

Warren did his duty, and went back into Jason's room. He found him on the phone.

"He just walked back in," Crash was saying. "Here," he handed Warren the phone.

"PREP STUD!!!!!!!"

"SHE-DEVIL!!!! How are you doing, Jessie?"

"Wonderful. How you doin'?"

"Hangin' in there."

"You put up a good front, Warren. How miserable are you, is what I should have asked?"

"Well, you know, Jess. Doing the best I can."

"Yeah. Crash just told me about your extra-cirricular activities. Five different girls in a month? You're trying to live up to that nickname, aren't you?"

Warren laughed. "It's something to do, you know?"

"And you're making lotsa girls real happy, I know, I speak from delicious experience." Warren cracked up laughing. "OK, all these girls-is it just sex?"

"Yeah. Well, this one girl, the one who got me into this-Alexa-we are good friends. But that's all we are."

"Good. So, what about Sophia?"

"You tell me, Jess. I haven't talked to her in over a month. She dumped me for another guy. I just found out today-from Crash-that the other guy turned out to be an asshole."

"Oh, Jesus, did he. Look, Warren, Sophia made a mistake. A big, huge, what-the-hell-have-I-done mistake. I do not know what gets into that girl, but her self-destructive streak is a wonder to behold. She's miserable. Her roommate told me she's losing weight, doesn't sleep, cries all the time, and mopes around all day. She's apparently keeping her grades up, but that's it. I talk to her, and she cries 'I want Warren back!' and when I tell her to go get you back, she says that you're too good for her, and she's unworthy, and you can do better, yadda yadda yadda. Warren, she's my best friend. FUCKING DO SOMETHING! Would you please?"

Warren sighed. The pressure and upset was finally starting to get to him. "Dammit, Jessie, why is it up to me? She dumped me, remember! Why is this up to me?"

"Because you've always been the strong one in that relationship, you know that."

"Yeah. And, Jessie, there are times that it sucks. She fucked up, and I've got to fix it. She single-handedly made my life a living hell because SHE got a Goddamned ITCH and I've got to fix it?" He took a breath. "I'm sorry, Jess, this isn't directed at you. I've been bottling this up for a month."

"I know. Warren, do you still love her?"

"Yes."

"Would you be happier if you guys were still together?"

"Yes."

"Swallow your pride, Warren."

"I see your point, Jess, but it's not just pride. I would be happier if we were still together, yes, but by that I mean if we never had split up. Getting back together, now-I don't know if that would be the right thing to do. Especially if I'm the one that has to carry the ball, when I'm not the one that ended it."

"Why does that make a difference?"

"Because, for us to get back together, she has to convince me that she really wants to! I'm not going to get back together and look over my shoulder waiting for this to happen again. I can't do it. My feelings have never been in question, here, at least they shouldn't be."

"You weren't faultless in this, Warren. You know you could have pulled your nose out of those textbooks of yours more often."

"I know that, Jessie," Warren sighed. "But it was still no reason to destroy everything. I never, ever, ever, for a millisecond even contemplated breaking up with her, or losing her. I did not want this. She did."

"I understand, Warren, I do. Think of this, though. Do you want to go through the rest of your life wondering what if?"

"I don't know if that's as bad as going through the rest of my life wondering when she's going to leave again." Warren sighed. "Jess, I'll think about it. OK?"

"OK. Please do. I care about both of you. You belong together. Can I talk to that hunk of a Crash, again?"

"Sure, Jessie. Hey, take care of yourself, OK?"

"You too."

Warren took a walk around campus for a while, to think but also to give Crash some private time on the phone with Jessie.

"You done?" he asked when he got back to Crash's room.

"Just hung up. You missed some good phone sex."

Warren cracked up laughing. "So, what's up with you two, anyway?"

"I just told you. Phone sex. Long distance relationships suck."

"Waitaminnit. I thought you guys didn't have a long distance relationship."

"Yeah. That's what we keep telling ourselves. This came up when I talked to her on Wednesday, actually. We had originally decided that, if I was dating or sleeping with someone, she didn't want to know, and vice versa. We were gonna do whatever while we were away, talk on the phone and write to one another, and see where we were every time we got back home. Well, on Wednesday, she asked me if I was dating. I told her the truth-a little, nothing serious, mostly just friends. She told me she had the same thing. We're both free to date. We're both free to do whatever. Neither of us wants to, and we're both crossing days off on a calendar before we're both back home. I compare every woman I meet to Jessie. They all fail. It was a good idea, cutting each other loose. It was even logical. It was also useless." Crash gave Warren a rueful smile.

"Wow. How are you guys handling this?"

"Not bad, all things considered. Hey, we're still free to go out, have a good time, even try to find someone else. I just don't think that's ever going to happen."

"Yeah, but this is just the first semester. Are you going to be able to keep this up for four years?"

"Well, there's a possibility we might not have to. She hates Umass, you know. There's no need for her to come to Northwestern-you don't wanna pay this tuition to go into nursing. But there are other schools she's looking into."

"Really."

"Yeah. Us being apart just makes no sense, to either of us. I love it here, and there aren't too many schools that are better than Northwestern if you want to go into law. She hates it there, and you can study nursing lots of places. The big thing is the money. Most places are going to be more expensive than Umass. But, she's talked to her parents about it. They have a budget, of course, but there are some options."

"That's awesome. I hope it works out all right."

"Yeah. I miss her. Of course, I'm talking to a man whose soulmate lives seven floors above him and they're not fucking speaking."

"Crash, lay off, would you please?"

"All right. I'll say it once more, then I'll shut up. You two belong together. Fix it."

"Someone should tell her that."

"Leave that to the She-Devil. Now, let's go to the student union so I can kick your ass at pool."

"That would be a first, pal."

Sophia was in her room, studying, when her phone rang.

"Hello."

"Greetings from Amherst, Massachusetts. Whassap, girl?"

"Hiya, Jess? How you doin'? How's Crash?"

"Great, and great. I just got off the phone with him, actually. Had a nice talk with his weekend visitor."

"He's got a weekend visitor? Who?"

"Well, Evanston, Illinois is not all that far from Madison, Wisconsin, you know."

Sophia took a breath. "Warren."

"Yup. Prep Stud, in all his glory, cavorting around Evanston with the Crashmeister. We had a long talk."

"How's he doing?"

"You could go down seven floors and ask him that yourself, you know. How's he doing? He's fucking his way through the University, apparently. Five different girls since you gave him the heave-ho. He let a friend take him to bed, she found out what I already knew-that he is, indeed, the Prep Stud-and now he's got a line forming, because his friend spread the word about his…er…talents."

Sophia paled. Why are you telling me this, Jess, she thought. What she said was, "Good. As long as he's happy."

"Not even a little bit."

"Huh?"

"He's miserable. He just hides it better than you do."

"What?"

"Yeah. It's ironic, if you think about it. He can have his pick of girls to take to bed. He just can't have the only one he wants, the one he's still in love with, because she's sequestered in her room feeling sorry for herself."

"He told you this?"

"Yeah. He's also furious at you, you have to understand that. He just found out today-from Crash, and then me, what happened with that asshole you dumped him for. He's upset you never talked to him, never told him, never told him that you made a mistake."

"Shit."

"Shit is right. Now he's fucking his way through med school-or pre-med-and what's going to happen is one of those girls is going to get her hooks in him. She's going to wear down his resistance, and get him to fall in pseudo-love with her, and then when you finally come to your senses and try to get him back, it may be too late, because we both know that Warren is as loyal as a puppy. So, what are you going to do about it?"

"What can I do? I just hope he finds someone worthy of him."

"Jesus. Do I need to spell this out? The only person he wants is YOU. What can you do about it? He's driving back to Madison tomorrow afternoon. So, tomorrow night, you knock on his door, and you tell him, 'I'm sorry, I made a mistake, I want you back.'"

"I can't. I just can't."

"You can, and you'd better. Before it's too late."

DOWNBOUND TRAIN (Chapter 59)

After she got off the phone with Jessie, Sophia decided to call Kate.

"What do you mean, you and Dave still haven't done it?"

"We still haven't done it. It's driving me nuts. We can never get alone."

"It's too bad Labor Day weekend didn't work out, that was perfect."

"Yeah, it would have been, if poor Dave hadn't been deathly ill. But, now, we're never alone. We don't even mess around much anymore, because someone's always here. Usually Dad. I think he suspects something, and is doing everything he can to head it off at the pass."

"What about my room?"

"Dad declared that off-limits."

"And he won't let you shut the door to your room if Dave is there."

"You got it."

"Kate, if you can hold out until Christmas, we'll work out something. I promise."

"That would be nice. I want him so bad I can taste it."

"How's he handling this?"

"Much better than I am, believe it or not. "

"Really. That's different," Sophia giggled. "How's your relationship holding up under the strain?"

"Perfect, actually. Is yours fixed yet?"

"Don't go there, Kate, OK? I just heard about it from Jessie."

"All right. You know how I feel."

Sophia read for a while, then went down to get supper. After supper, she went back to her room, but she was bored, and upset after the phone call from Jess. Elise had gone home for the weekend, so she was alone. She decided to find a party.

Elise got back to her room about 2pm on Sunday. She walked in, and found Sophia still asleep. Completely naked.

She went over to shake her. "Soph? Sophie? It's two o'clock in the afternoon."

Sophie stirred. "Urp. Ohhhhhhhhh. Elise?"

"Yeah, it's me. Are you OK?"

"I'm not sure."

"What happened?"

"Jack Daniels. Lots of it. Oh God I feel horrible."

"I'll bet. "

"Went to a party last night, intent on drowning my sorrows. Uggh. I think I drank enough to drown twenty peoples' sorrows."

"Uh-huh. Do you know why you don't have a stitch of clothing on?"

Sophia looked down. "Oh shit," She blushed bright red.

Elise laughed. "Don't worry. I won't attack you."

"Thanks," Sophia said dryly. She reached between her legs. "Oh shit. I do believe I got laid last night."

"Who?"

"I have no idea. I don't remember much from last night."

"Jesus Christ, Sophia!"

"Hey, the way my life is, the less I remember, the better off I am. Wonder if I enjoyed myself."

"Sophia, you are a complete mess, you know that?"

"Yup. Get me some clothes, willya? And stop ogling."

"Can't help but ogle, kid. It's a damn shame you're straight."

Sophia giggled. "Sorry." Elise handed her some clothes. "Thanks."

"Sophia, what are you going to do?'

"What?"

"About Warren."

Sophia glared at Elise. "What I'm going to do is murder the next person that asks me what I'm going to do about Warren, OK?"

"Sorry."

"One of the reasons I went out and got shitfaced last night is the tongue-lashing I got over the phone from Jessie."

"What, about Warren?"

"Yeah. She talked to him over the phone, he's visiting Crash. She's trying to get us back together."

"She's a smart girl."

"Ah, who needs Warren when I can go get sloppy drunk and have sex that I don't even remember?"

Elise just shook her head.

Sophia sleepwalked through her classes the next few days. Suddenly, on Wednesday, she was seized with an impulse. She wanted to skate. What the hell, they had ice time on Wednesdays, right? Nobody was using it, or so she thought. She dug her skates out from the bottom of her closet, found one of her practice outfits, and headed to the rink.

She went through the lobby, and headed to the doors leading to the rink itself, when she heard voices.

She peered in. She saw Papa Bear, and a girl that she didn't know, sitting in the stands. On the ice, she saw Warren. She leaned against the door, staying out of sight. Where she was, she could hear what they were saying.

"Here we are, another chapter of Waiting For Sophia." Papa Bear quipped.

"Ah, come on. From what Jessie told me, she's never going to come," Warren pointed out.

"Yeah, cause she's scared. When are you going to take Jessie's advice, and go to her?" Alexa asked him.

"I'm still mulling that one over."

"So, what would you do if she came through that door?" Papa Bear asked him.

"I think about that all the time. I'd probably pull her on the ice, have Alexa cue up 'You'll Be In My Heart', and have her put it on repeat. And skate to it until we both collapsed. Preferably on top of one another." Warren sighed. "It just ain't gonna happen. I heard it through the grapevine that she got extremely shitfaced last Saturday night. It's like, here we go again-you both know of her past. I don't know if I have the energy for this again. If she came to me, it would help, because at least I'd know she wants this."

"Jessie told you she wants it, from what you told me," Papa Bear pointed out.

"I know. I just don't know what to do. I just wish she'd walk through that door."

Sophia heard all this, plain as day. She almost walked through the door, into the rink, ten times. She didn't. Once they stopped talking, and she heard the music from the Sinatra program that they were supposed to skate this year, she turned and ran from the rink.

When she got back to her room, she was crying. Elise was there.

"What happened? I thought you were going to skate."

"Warren was there."

"So? I'm sure he would have liked to have a partner back."

"He would have. He dreams about me walking through the door. He said so, I heard him."

"SOPHIE! God DAMN! Why didn't you?"

"I don't know. I couldn't. Why couldn't I? Jesus, why couldn't I?"

"Sophia, sit down. You are shaking!"

"I'm so scared. I'm scared to get up in the morning. I'm scared to go to bed at night. I'm scared of him. I'm scared of myself. And I don't know why."

TRUE LOVE (Chapter 60)

Warren was eating supper with Papa Bear on Friday night when Alexa came over.

"Got another one for you, Prep Stud. This one's a special case, though."

"OK, I'll bite," Warren said.

"She wants you to take her virginity."

"Huh?"

"Yeah. She used to prattle on about waiting for Mr. Right. Finally, I found out what she really meant. She just wants her first time to be with a nice, gentle guy who will make it good for her. I, of course, immediately thought of you."

"Hmmm. Who is it?"

"Caitlin McDermott, my next door neighbor."

Papa Bear looked up with a start. Alexa didn't catch it, but Warren did.

"The gorgeous red-head?" Warren asked.

"That's her. She wants to do it tomorrow night, but wants to meet you a bit tonight, you know, talk some."

"OK. I'll be up in an hour or so."

"Great." Alexa took off.

When she left, Warren looked at Paul, and said, "OK, Papa Bear. What was that look for?"

"What look?"

"When Alexa said Caitlin's name, you looked like someone had kicked you in the balls."

Papa Bear stared at his food for a couple minutes. Then he said, "I know Caitlin. She's in my English comp class, and she usually goes with the group of us that hits the Student Union on Fridays after class."

"How well you know her?"

"A little. She's a little shy, but we've talked some. She has an unusual sense of humor."

"Not unlike a certain floormate of mine. You got a thing for her, don't you?"

"Yeah. You know that, despite my bluster, I'm shy around girls. I'm as much of a virgin as she is, I've told you that. I've been trying to get the gumption up to ask her out for a month."

"And here I am, being offered a night with her, easy as you please. You must hate me right about now."

Papa Bear looked up, surprised. "NO! I don't hate you, of course not. I just…" he trailed off.

"Don't worry about it."

"What do you mean?"

"Just what I said. Don't worry about it." He got up and tossed his trash in the barrel, leaving Papa Bear wondering exactly what he was going to do.

Warren got back to his room, and thought about what had just happened. He had pretended he was enjoying what he was doing, and on one level he was. He pretended it was harmless, and it probably had been.

This wouldn't be.

He remembered his first time. Would it have been that special if it had been a one-night stand? He didn't think so. Now, he knew he could give Caitlin a better first time than, say, Sophia had had. But, she had been right the first time. She should wait for someone special, no matter what Alexa said.

Plus, no fucking way could he do that to Papa Bear.

He thought for a while, and went up to Alexa's room. She was there, as was Caitlin.

After the introductions were made, Warren sat next to Caitlin on the couch.

"Caitlin, I've been thinking…I can't do this."

"Huh?" Caitlin said.

"HUH?" Alexa said.

"Alexa, you stay out of this. Caitlin, I'm flattered. I also think you're gorgeous. But I can't do this. You're first instincts were right, you know. Your first time should be more special than a one night stand with a guy who's trying to run away from what he really wants."

"Conscience attack?" Alexa asked. "I thought I had freed you from those."

"Not entirely, Lex. Caitlin, do you see what I'm saying?"

"Yeah, Warren, I do. And, honestly, I'm touched. But I don't want to wait forever, either. And I'm very shy around guys, so the prospects are not good."

"You're not shy around me, it doesn't seem."

She smiled. "Well, that's why a one night stand would be easier. No emotional baggage."

"Let me tell you something. Sex with emotional baggage is better than sex without it."

"Sex without emotional baggage is better than no sex at all," Alexa interjected.

"No, Lex, maybe he's right," Caitlin admitted. "It's difficult though. The guy I have a thing for has had plenty of opportunities to ask me out, and just hasn't."

"Maybe he's as shy as you are."

"I doubt it," Caitlin contended. "He's very outgoing and boisterous. There are a bunch of us that go out after class on Fridays, and he's one of them. He's the life of the party, wickedly funny. We talk quite a bit, but he's never given me the slightest indication that he's interested in me."

Warren smiled inwardly to himself.

"Look, Caitlin," Warren told her, "my best friend at this school is loud and boisterous and funny-and very, very shy about approaching girls he likes. In fact, he was just telling me that he's been mooning over some girl for a month, one that he goes out with in a group every Friday after class, and he hasn't been able to get up the nerve to ask her out. He's crazy about her." He grinned, hoping she'd make the connection.

"Warren," she asked after a minute, "who's your best friend."

"Paul Herlihy. Affectionately known as Papa Bear," Warren said with a broad smile.

Caitlin looked down, almost afraid to ask this question. "Did he tell you who he wants to ask out?"

"Yes." Warren's grin grew larger. "And that's the other reason I wouldn't feel right going to bed with you. It would kill Papa Bear, the girl he's gaga over in bed with his best friend."

Caitlin's eyes grew wide. "You're kidding."

"Nope." Warren was still grinning. "He has got it bad."

"Damn," Alexa interjected, "I knew you had a thing for someone, but never knew it was Papa Bear."

"Yeah. He's so funny, and sweet. Why is he so shy around girls?"

"I surmise that part of it is self-consciousness about his size," Warren said.

"That just makes him more cuddly." Caitlin giggled. "Listen to me. I'm getting delirious. Now, how do I get him to ask me out?"

"Do it yourself," Warren said.

"Oh, I don't think I can do that."

"Sure you can."

"The only time I ever see him, is with lots of other people around. That would be tough."

"So, go to his room."

"I don't know where he lives."

Warren smiled again. "Across the hall and one door down from me. And I happen to know he's there right now, and I also happen to know his roommate is not. Let's go."

"NOW?"

"The more you think about it, the longer time you have to chicken out. It's real easy. 'Paul, will you go out with me tomorrow night?' Or tonight, even, he has no plans that I know of. He says yes-which he will-and you take it from there."

"Oh God. Can I really do this?"

"Yeah, you can. Come on."

"He'll be out in a minute," Alexa said. Caitlin smiled, and went out in the hall. "You're the sweetest guy I know, you know that?" Alexa asked Warren. "That was a good thing you did, for her and for Papa Bear."

"Thanks, Lex."

He went out in the hall, and he and Caitlin went to the elevators. They went down, and Warren led Caitlin to Papa Bear's door. "Ready?" he asked her.

"No, but do it anyway." She giggled. "Warren? Thanks."

"You're welcome." He knocked on Papa Bear's door, as Caitlin stood off to the side.

"Lobster breath! Whasssaaap?"

"Hiya, Papa Bear. Got someone here looking for you." He stepped away from the door, and Caitlin stepped towards it

"Caitlin?"

"Hi, Paul." Warren crept away from the door, towards his own room.

"What can I do for you?" Paul asked.

She took a deep breath. "I was wondering…do you have plans tonight?"

"No."

"Would you like to go out with me? Maybe see a movie, get something to eat afterwards?"

Paul was incredulous, but kept his cool. "I'd love to," he managed to squeak out.

"Great! I need to go upstairs and get my coat. Meet you in the lobby in five?"

"Great."

"See you then." She walked off, breathing a giddy sigh of relief.

Papa Bear watched her go, barely believing what had happened. Then he ducked back in his room, and grabbed his own coat and keys and such. Before he headed to the lobby to wait for her, he went to Warren's room.

"Enter."

Paul opened the door. "You are the best. Absolutely the best. How did you pull that off?"

"Easy. She's got it as bad for you as you do for her. So I gave her a little push."

"I owe you for this, pal. Big time."

"Just have a good time."

"I plan on it." With that he left.

Warren sat back in his chair, a satisfied smile on his face. He hadn't felt this good about himself in a while. Good for Papa Bear-he deserved it, and Caitlin seemed like a real sweetie.

Now it was time to do something about his own love life.

He walked out of his room, got on the elevator, and went to the ninth floor. He knocked on Sophia's door.

There was no answer. Fine, he thought to himself, she's out. I'll talk to her tomorrow. He went back to his room, studied for a while, and then hit the sack.

He woke up the next morning, planning on breakfast and then another try at Sophia's room. But first, he decided to check out the skating newsgroup on the internet. He still read it even though he hadn't posted anything since the breakup.

He scrolled through the subject headers, until he stopped at one. "Oh no."

It read: "Daniels/Kelleher breakup confirmed!"

He clicked on the message. It read;

"I have a good source at the University of Wisconsin. Daniels and Kelleher broke up almost two months ago! Not just on the ice, but off the ice, too. She dumped him for some other guy, then dumped the other guy, and has been sleeping her way through Wisconsin every since. Warren is apparently inconsolable. Let's hope he finds another partner-and another girlfriend-that isn't such a slut!"

The signature was a poster that was known for spreading gossip.

Warren took a deep breath. He was worried about this happening. Nothing stays a secret among the internet skating community for long, and some of them, like this poster, could be downright nasty. He remembered some nasty false rumors about Liz Cushman a year or two ago.

He checked his e-mail, and saw lots of emails from Liz, Christine, Jack, and other friends. He couldn’t deal with that now. He threw on his clothes and bounded out the door, headed for Sophia's room.

Elise answered the door. "Warren?"

"Hi Elise. Is Sophia here? I need to talk to her."

"No, she's not." Elise took a deep breath. "Warren, she's in the hospital, in a coma."

"What?"

"She had to be rushed there last night. Alcohol poisoning."

BABY STEPS (Chapter 61)

Warren and Elise were in Elise's car, on the way to the hospital.

"Why she does these things to herself…" Warren said.

"I know." Elise sighed. "I should have seen this coming. She's been a mess all week." Elise told him about the previous drunken episode, and about Sophia seeing him at the rink.

"She was there? She heard me? And she still didn't come in?" Warren took a deep breath. "She had the opening of all time. She knew how I was going to react. And she still didn't come in. Why am I even bothering?"

"Warren, you have to understand. When she came back to the room, she was as shook up as I've ever seen a person. She wanted to go into that rink, but couldn't. She was scared out of her mind."

"Of what?"

"I don't know. I'm not sure she knows. Anyhow, we were in our room after supper last night, and she was reading the internet, and she read something that disturbed her."

"I know what it was. That's why I was at your door this morning. Well, one of the reasons. I was going to come up anyway-I tried to come up last night, but you guys weren't there. But I came up so early because I read the thing on the internet. The skating world found out about our breakup, and the person who posted the information only got part of it right, and the message was very unkind to Sophia."

"Aaah. Well, after she read that, she said 'I'm going out'. I had to go to the library. When I came back in a few hours and she still wasn't there, I went looking for her, because I had an idea of where she went-a frat party a friend of ours told us about. Sure enough, she was there, and drunk off her ass. Shortly after I got there, she passed out, I called 911."

"Good fucking thing you went looking for her, Elise."

They pulled up in front of the hospital, and went to the intensive care unit. "They are only going to let one of us in at a time. They usually only let family in, but Sophia named both of us as stand-ins for family, since her family is so far away."

"I know. I named her and Papa Bear."

"Let me go in, and then I'll come get you."

"OK."

Elise walked into the room. Sophia was still tied to all the machines-but she was awake. Her eyes fluttered open, and she gave Elise a weak smile. "Hiya, roomie."

"You're awake!"

"Yeah. I'm going to be fine, they tell me. I managed not to pickle any of my brain. God, I'm so glad you came and found me last night."

"You're right-the guys at that frat house didn't even want me to call 911, they were so worried about being found out."

"They should be thanking you, now, it would have been worse if I had been dead. Which they tell me was a possibility. Oh God, Elise, what am I going to do with myself?"

"Not do this again, for one thing. Please. I don't think my heart can take it."

"Deal."

"I got someone that wants to see you."

"Who?"

"Wait right here, I'll send them in."

Sophia waited expectantly, looking at the door. It was a couple of minutes.

"Warren?"

He walked over to the bed. "Hiya, Pookie. I'm glad you're awake."

"Warren? What are you doing here?"

"I went looking for you this morning. After I read that stuff on the newsgroup."

"Oh." She looked up at him. "You went looking for me because of that?"

"Well, actually, I went looking for you last night, too. Just to talk. And I was going to try again this morning. I went to your room earlier than I had planned, though, because of the newsgroup."

"You went looking for me last night?"

"Yeah."

"Shit. And I was out trying to slowly kill myself."

"Sophie, Sophie, Sophie. What are we going to do with you?"

She sighed. "I read the newsgroup, and I just lost it. What horrible things to read about yourself in a public forum. Especially when every word of it is true."

"Bullshit, Sophia, you're not a slut. Have you been sleeping your way through Wisconsin?"

"No." She managed to smile at him. "From what Jessie tells me, you have been, though."

"Oops. She told you that?"

"Yeah. She was trying to whip my behind into trying to get you back, by warning me that you had other options."

"Only for sex, not for anything else."

"Warren, you don't need to explain yourself. I set you free, not the other way around."

"I turned one down last night." He told her about Caitlin and Papa Bear.

"Ah, so me dumping you didn't completely obliterate your conscience. Good for Papa Bear. I hope true love works out."

"I always tend to hope that myself." She looked up, startled, right into his eyes. He looked back. "Sophie? Why did you run away from the ice rink on Wednesday, when you heard what I was saying?"

"Elise told you about that?" Warren nodded. Sophia thought for a minute. "I don't know. I just don't know. It was like blind, irrational terror, or something."

"Why did you break up with me in the first place?"

"I don't know that, either. Warren, I'm so, so sorry. I'm so sorry for what I did. Can you ever forgive me?"

"Of course, Pookie, all you had to do was ask." Sophia smiled. Warren took a deep breath. "Sophia, I love you. I never stopped. I want to see if we can fix this, and get back together."

Sophia smiled wider. "I want that, too."

"But I don't think we can just pick up where we left off. Too much has happened."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, that I just asked you two questions. You answered both of them with 'I don't know'. I think you need to figure out the answers to those two questions. "

"You're right." She thought for a minute. Her voice got softer. "I just don't know if I can do this alone."

"You have to."

"Where does this leave us, then? Are you going to walk back out that door and leave me to sort through my addled mind by myself?"

"No," he smiled at her. "I'll be here. I just don't want to rush back into anything." He took a deep breath. "Look, Sophia, if we get back together, I don't want to be looking over my shoulder."

"You won't, I can promise you that. The past six weeks will be a painful reminder of what happens when I do stupid things."

"I believe you. You still need to figure out why you did it in the first place."

"Part of it was you, you know. You blew me off for three weeks," she said angrily.

"I know. And I'm sorry."

"You should be!" She took a deep breath. "Shit, why the hell am I getting mad at you?"

"Because you have a good reason to. Sophia, I never claimed to be perfect. I know damn well that I could have handled those first three weeks, and my schoolwork, better than I did."

Sophia gave him a little grin. "Glad to know I'm not the only one that's been feeling guilty."

"No, you aren't."

"But, you're right. That wasn't the only reason. If it was, I overreacted to an extreme. I just don't know."

Just then, a nurse came in. "Sophia?"

"Yes?"

"Two things. We're transferring you to a regular room in a bit. We're going to keep you overnight, and, if everything looks OK, you'll be able to leave tomorrow."

"OK."

"Second thing is this: we have a psychiatrist that we bring in, if we think she's needed. Her name is Mary Derocher. She's seen your file, and would like to talk to you."

Sophia thought for a minute, then made a decision. "Yes. Yes, I think that would be a very good idea. I need help."

"Wow, that was easy," the nurse smiled.

"We've been talking about that before you came in."

"Good. I'll tell Mary."

Warren volunteered to go pick Sophia up at the hospital Sunday at noon. Elise was glad to let him-she had had plans, and thought she was going to have to cancel them.

She was still weak, so the doctor had told her to try to stay in bed for the rest of Sunday. She was allowed to go to class on Monday.

"You need anything?" Warren asked her after she had gotten into bed.

"I need my books. I have to study."

Warren grabbed them and brought them over to her. "Anything else?"

"Actually, if you don't mind, a pot of tea would be nice."

"I don't mind at all," Warren smiled at her. He found the Mrs. Tea maker she had with her, and her tin of Earl Grey, and started the tea.

"So, did you talk to that psychiatrist?" he asked her.

"Yeah. I'm going to see her three times a week, Monday, Wednesday and Friday, at quarter to three, for an hour each time."

"Good. Did you call your mother?"

Sophia sighed. "Yeah. Called her from the hospital yesterday. She freaked, but then calmed down a little bit. Called Jessie, too. Mom was going to call Dad for me."

The tea was done, so Warren poured her a cup, adding cream and sugar the way she liked it.

"Your tea, Madame. Listen, I have a pile of studying to do."

"That's fine, I'll be OK."

"No, no. I'm not leaving. I'm just going to get my books. You need someone here with you today, and Elise is gone until tonight, so I'll be right back."

She smiled at him. "Thanks, Warren."

He smiled back, and went downstairs to fetch his books.

They studied all afternoon, occasionally chatting a bit about not much, listening to the Beatles. It got to be about 5:30, and Warren looked up from his textbook. "Hey, I'm starving. Have you gotten any appetite back yet?"

"Yeah," Sophia said. "A little. They told me to stick to soup and stuff, though."

"Soup, a little toast, that kind of thing?

"Yeah."

"Give me your meal card. I should be able to swing this. I'll bring it back up."

"OK…" She handed the meal card over. He left, and came back up about fifteen minutes later, with chicken soup and toast for her, and a burger for himself.

"Here you go, Pookie."

"Thanks, Snugglebear." She beamed at him, then got serious. "I was thinking while you were gone. I just keep putting you in situations where you need to take care of me, don't I?"

"I suppose." He took a bite out of the burger. Then he grinned. "At least this time I didn't have to clean up any vomit."

Sophia giggled, and then said "I am trying to be serious. I can't help but think that I cause you more problems than I'm worth."

"Yeah, and that's your biggest problem, Sophia. That you think that. That's why you let me stew in my own misery for six weeks instead of telling me you had made a mistake. Don't you understand that?"

"I'm not sure."

"Stop doing my thinking for me. If you caused me more problems than you were worth, I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't do this. OK?"

"OK," she smiled at him.

They finished their meal in silence, and Warren stayed with her late into the night.

Sophia went to class Monday, and felt OK. She met with Mary Monday afternoon. Warren's schedule that week was tough-he had exams in almost every class, and a paper due in English Comp, as it was the week before Thanksgiving-but he made sure he saw her every day. Wednesday, after their classes and before her session with Mary, they ate lunch.

"So how are you feeling?" Warren asked her.

"Physically? Perfectly fine. All recovered."

"Good."

She went to her session with Mary that afternoon. They were still talking about her early years, what happened with Scott and some of the others. Sophia had mentioned Warren, but Mary and she were leading up to that.

When her session ended, she walked out of Mary's office, and was surprised to see Warren standing there.

"Hi, Warren. What are you doing here?"

"The second part of your therapy."

"Huh? Oh, this is Mary. Mary, this is Warren." They shook. "Now, what do you mean, second part of my therapy?"

"The physical part. Sophia, you look like hell. You've lost weight. Your muscle tone is gone."

"Gee, thanks."

"Don't mention it. You need to get your ass in gear. Nationals is in less than two months, you know."

"Nationals?"

"Nationals." He held up the bag that contained her skates. "Remember, ice dancing? Our ice time starts in fifteen minutes. I'm sick of not having a partner. Let's go."

Sophia beamed. "You still want to skate with me? Even though our relationship is still, kind of, you know…"

"Yes, I still want to skate with you. Like I said, therapy. Maybe not just physical therapy, either." He held up another bag. "I even brought that sexy black practice dress of yours."

"You rascal. Let's go."

They practiced. It was ragged, and Sophia was clearly out of shape, but it felt good, to both of them.

SOMETHING OLD, SOMETHING NEW (Chapter 62)

"So, we're up to the point where you met Warren." Mary was saying. It was the beginning of their Friday session.

"Yeah. We were just friends." Sophia told her a bit about how their friendship developed.

"You seem to have let him in pretty quickly."

"I don't know if I let him in or he burrowed his way in," Sophia laughed. "For some reason, though, I trusted him almost immediately. You have to know him. There's something about him. Everybody that knows him trusts him, I found out later. "

"OK. When did you know you were starting to think of him as more than a friend?"

"I'm not sure. I was so fucked up then, I wasn't sure what I was thinking. I think I started to feel that way long before I admitted it to myself."

"Do you know why your feelings for him developed?"

"It started because of the way he treated me. I had never been treated like that, not even from people that claimed to love me. Now, with some people-like my Mother-it was because I didn't give them the chance to treat me well. But, comparing Warren to every boyfriend I had ever had at that point, he treated me miles better. I think that was the beginning. He just made me feel…loved. I hadn't felt loved in a long time."

"I think that was the first inkling, but I wasn't admitting it to myself yet. What happened after that was that I got to know him better and better. Everything I saw, I liked, you know?"

They talked a little about how their relationship had developed, and what the first three-plus years were like.

"It sounds almost idyllic, Sophia," Mary commented.

"Yeah, it was."

"OK, so you have this wonderful relationship with this wonderful guy. You come out here, and in three weeks, you end it."

"Yeah."

"Why?"

"I don't know."

"What was going through your mind?"

"Lots of things. First of all, there was another guy." She explained about Eduardo.

"But that wasn't enough to break you guys up, was it? It shouldn't have been."

"No. Although I think I tried to convince myself that it was. I hadn't seen Warren almost at all in three weeks. We got here, and his nose got buried in a textbook. He had a hard time adjusting to his workload."

"And you didn't take that well."

"No I didn't."

"Did you believe him, that he had that much work?"

"That's a good question. You have to understand, Warren is incredibly gifted academically. He graduated third in his high school class, from a very tough school, and still made time for me, and for our ice dancing, and he worked every year except Senior, because that's when our ice dancing really took off. He juggled everything masterfully, for the three and a half school years I knew him. To see him overwhelmed by schoolwork was a very new experience."

"And you got suspicious that there was more to it."

"Maybe I did. Subconsciously, I think I did. My brain knew that Warren is as honest as the day is long, and wouldn't hurt me if his life depended on it. I don't know. Something inside me just…panicked."

"And Eduardo was coming on strong."

"Real strong. Sending me love notes, romancing me, grabbing me in the hall outside class. Plus I had girls on my floor telling me I was nuts for staying with a high school boyfriend in college, that I should be living it up. It was too much."

"So you broke up with him. Did that ever feel right?"

Sophia thought. "No. It never did. It felt necessary." She turned her head, and gazed out the window. "But I still don't know why it felt necessary."

Warren called Sophia up on Saturday afternoon and asked her on a real, honest-to-goodness date. She eagerly accepted. They went to a movie and for some Chinese food afterwards, and had a great time. He even kissed her goodnight. She told him that Mary had asked him to come to their next session on Monday, and he agreed.

Sunday, Warren went to her door early in the morning. "You ready to skate?"

"You betcha!"

"Hey, can I come watch?" Elise asked.

"Sure!' Sophia said. "As long as you realize I'm way out of shape and we're not very good at the moment."

Elsie laughed. "I'll cut you some slack."

"You won't be the only spectator there. I wanted a chance to talk to you about this, Soph. Papa Bear and Caitlin wanted to come."

"Cool."

Warren took a deep breath. "And Alexa. I actually asked her to come. She's going to help us out with something."

"Alexa's the main one you've been sleeping with, right?" Sophia asked him.

"Yeah. But, first and foremost, she's a friend. She's known about you all along, you know. And she comes watch me skate a lot-she likes to watch. And she's really looking forward to watching us skate together."

"OK. Fine. I can handle this."

When the three of them got to the rink, Papa Bear, Caitlin, and Alexa were already there.

"Hi Kids!" Warren yelled as he and Sophia stepped onto the ice. Sophia looked at them-Alexa, really-a bit warily. Elise went around and sat with them, introducing herself.

Warren skated over to the boards, and put the boombox they used for their music in front of Alexa. "Got the camera, Lex?"

"Sure do."

"Camera?" Sophia asked.

"Alexa's got a digital camera."

Alexa smiled at her. "Warren and I talked about this. We've got a plan, and I'm going to use this digital camera to get the internet vultures off of your back."

"All will be revealed, I promise," Warren told her.

"OK."

"Now. Sinatra?" Warren asked her.

"Sure. Let's see how much we remember."

Alexa cued up the music for them, and they went through it a couple of times, isolating certain parts, and working on moves. It wasn't going particularly well.

"No!" Sophia yelled. "Not like that. Closer here, and then the turn. You're too far away."

A few minutes later: "No, Warren, get in here! This is a tight hold, don't you remember?"

"I guess not."

They did a few more moves. "Warren, your arm is supposed to be around my waist from the back. Close into me."

A few more moves. Sophia abruptly skated away from Warren. "Dammit, Warren, this is not going to work!"

"What isn't going to work?"

"You're afraid to get close to me! You keep messing up the choreography by pulling away from me!"

"Sophia, we haven't done this choreography in three months. I'm just forgetting."

"Since when do I have a better memory than you do?"

"Better memory for dance steps? Since forever!" He turned to their four spectators, who were watching with increasing dismay. "I remember everything else in life better than she does, except choreography. Apparently, I have a better memory about her having a better memory for choreography." He grinned at his friends, and then grinned at Sophia. He succeeded in breaking the tension.

"You're right," Sophia admitted with a smile. Then she dropped the smile, and looked down at her hands. "It just seemed like you were pulling away from me. I don't mind taking our time with our relationship, but we can't do that on the ice."

"I'm not. And I'll prove it to you. Alexa? Cue up track two, if you please." He led Sophia to the middle of the ice. "Oh, and Lex? Get that camera ready. You get to take pictures of a command performance of a program that won a National silver medal."

Sophia smiled. Then Alexa started the music. Glenn Miller filled the rink.

They flew through their old free dance like they had done it yesterday, instead of months ago. They were a bit ragged, but that was to be expected. It wasn't perfect. It was a lot better at Nationals, or Worlds. But, for both of them, it felt fantastic. They both skated the whole program with wide smiles on their faces. And, when they got to the final bit, where they moved in close and tight, Warren proved what he had said.

The audience of four clapped as loud as they were able. Sophia and Warren took mock bows, smiling and laughing.

"Oh my God, I can't tell you how much I missed that," Sophia said to him.

"Me too," Warren admitted.

"Warren, you know what?" Alexa said. "You dance like you make love."

Sophia glared at her. Warren said, "How so?"

Alexa smiled. "The world revolves around your partner. I kept trying to watch both of you, but my eyes were glued to Sophia, and you made sure of that. God, you guys are good."

Sophia's expression softened into a smile. "Yeah, it's actually called partnering. And he's the best in the world at it."

Alexa grinned at her. "That's two things he's the best in the world at." Sophia gaped at her. She just laughed.

They all ended up going to brunch together. Sophia and Warren went up to drop off their skates.

"Alexa makes you a bit uncomfortable." Warren said.

"Well…maybe a little. She has more recent memories of sleeping with you than I do. I know why we're not jumping back into a physical relationship, and I agree with it. But…you know…"

"I'd tell her to cool off the comments, but she won't listen to me, so why bother? That's just the way she is. She has a very unique attitude towards sex."

"How so?"

"She's not possessive about it at all, and can be very uncomprehending that other people are. And she talks about it like she was talking about how good the omelet is."

"In other words, if she talks about sleeping with you, and I get all bent out of shape about it, she won't understand why."

"Right. Listen, we can blow them off and go elsewhere, if this makes you uncomfortable."

"No. I just won't get all bent out of shape about it. Do you love her?"

"No."

"If you never have sex with her again, will it bug you?"

"No."

"Will it bug her?"

"If it's because you and I are trying to work through our problems, no. Not even a little bit. She said to me once, 'You and I are friends. I want my friends to be happy. You won't be happy with anyone other than Sophia. End of story.'"

"That's a very generous attitude to have, actually."

They got down to the dining hall. Their friends were already there, talking as they approached with their food.

"Well, that's why Alexa wanted me to sleep with him," Caitlin was saying to Elise. "Not that I'm at all upset by the way things turned out," she said, cuddling into Papa Bear's side.

"He's the best lover I've ever had. At least, the best male one. And I've had quite a few," Alexa was saying. Sophia and Warren sat down. "Ain't that right, Sophia? Now that you guys are back in the saddle, you must be very satisfied."

Sophia looked down, not saying anything. Warren said, "Actually, we've postponed having a physical relationship again until we can repair our emotional one."

Alexa looked down, dismayed. "Oh. Well, then, I'll just shut my big fat fucking mouth."

"It's OK," Sophia smiled at her. "Really. Anticipation, and all that. Besides, I have a good memory."

Alexa laughed, relieved.

"Waitaminnit," Warren said. "Did you say, a minute ago, best male lover?"

Alexa gave him an impish grin. "Did I never tell you that I was bi?"

"No!" Warren cracked up.

"Oops. Must have slipped my mind. But, yeah, I am."

"Hmmmmmmm" Elise said from next to her, giving her an appraising look.

"Watch out, Alexa," Sophia laughed. "I think my roomie sees something she likes."

Alexa looked at Elise. "You're…?"

"Yes, I am," Elise said with a big grin.

"I think I'm in trouble." Alexa was smiling.

Warren and Sophia were studying in Sophia's room later that day.

"Do you know where my roommate is right now?" Sophia asked him.

"No. Where?"

"With Alexa." She giggled.

"You're kidding."

"Nope. I know Elise's type, and, believe me, Alexa is it. I was seeing that gleam in Elise's eye before Alexa said she was bi."

"This is very funny, you know that?"

"What, that you passed on your old sex buddy to your past-and-future girlfriend's roommate?"

"Exactly!"

Sophia smiled to herself, for more reasons than one.

Sophia's phone rang. "Hey, it's Elise. Is Warren there?"

"Yeah."

"I'm in Alexa's room. She wants both of you to come down."

"OK."

They went down, and found Alexa on the computer.

"All right, this is the deal. I have a website, and I set up a special page for these." She showed Warren and Alexa the pictures she had taken. They looked great.

"OK. Warren told me how to subscribe to the newsgroup and the mailing list. Here's the post I'm going to send out, with a pointer to the URL that I have those pictures on."

SUBJECT: Daniels and Kelleher not split up!

MESSAGE: I'm a good friend of Warren and Sophia. I go to Wisconsin with them. They have been working on some problems in their off-ice relationship, but they have not split up as a dance team. In fact, I have some photos of them practicing that I took today. They are fine on the ice, and their off-ice problems are being resolved. They plan to be at Nationals.

"Well, is that good?" Alexa asked.

"Perfect," Warren said.

"Yeah, what he said. Thanks, Alexa." Sophia smiled at her.

"Anytime."

WARREN EXPLODES (Chapter 63)

Sophia had just gotten to Mary's office on Monday, and had settled in a chair. "I wonder where Warren is?" she asked, just as her cell phone rang.

"Hiya, Sophie, it's Warren…"

"Where are you?"

"That's why I'm calling. I'm going to be a few minutes late."

"WHAT? Why? Warren, we're sitting here waiting for you! I only have an hour per session, and I expected you to be here! This is important! What is so damn important that you would be late? I can't believe…"

"Sophia!" Mary interjected.

Sophia caught herself. "Warren?" she said into her cel phone. "Oh shit, he hung up."

"I would have, too! Why were you yelling at him?" Mary said.

"He's late."

"Did he say why he's late?"

Sophia looked down at her hands. "I never gave him a chance to say." She looked at the cell phone, and dialed Warren's number. To her surprise, he answered.

"What?" he barked.

"I'm sorry. I had no right to do that."

"Fine."

"Are you still coming?"

"Yes. I'll be there in a few minutes." He hung up.

"Sophia, what just happened?" Mary asked her.

"I don't know. He said he was going to be late, and I just…I don't know. I panicked. I got an image of him in bed with Alexa or some other girl, or with his nose in a textbook, ignoring me, and I just…lost it."

Just then the door opened, and Warren stumbled in. On a crutch, with one of his ankles taped up.

"Oh Jesus, Warren! What happened?" Sophia asked.

Mary had set up two chairs in front of her, for the two of them, and Sophia was sitting in one, but Warren did not take the other, instead plopping on the couch against the wall.

"I sprained my ankle, walking across the quad. Slipped on some ice. And the campus police brought me up here, so I didn't have a car, so I had to hobble a block from the emergency room to this building. And, on top of that, I get yelled at."

"Warren, I really am sorry. I just expected…"

"That's right. You expected. You and every other fucking person in my life. Do you know the first thing my mother says to me when she calls? 'Are you keeping your grades up?' Then, it's 'Have you fixed things with Sophia yet?' Everybody asks me that! Like it's my fucking responsibility to fix what you broke! And, when I do-and end up taking care of you after another drunken binge in the bargain-I get yelled at because I'm a few minutes late. And I don't say a Goddamned thing because you are such a china doll that if I say anything, you'll break. Between you, and my schoolwork, and everybody's expectations of me-even to the point of all my friends asking me for advice-I am holding up the weight of the fucking world. And I can not do it anymore."

Sophia looked stunned. Warren took a breath, and turned to her. "I am here for you. This is your problem, not mine. I do not deserve to be yelled at. I came very close to turning around and going back to the dorm. I've had it."

"I really am sorry," Sophia said in a very small voice.

"Warren, how long have you been holding that in?" Mary asked him.

"Quite a while. My mother got it over the phone last night," he managed to smile a little at that.

"Do you think I expect too much of you?" Sophia asked.

"Sometimes."

"You're probably right," Sophia agreed.

"Do you ask anything from her?" Mary asked.

Sophia interjected. "No, he doesn't. Very little. Maybe that's the problem, maybe you should ask more from me."

Warren let out an exasperated sigh. "The last time I…forget that, I've said enough."

"No, Warren. Say it," Sophia implored.

"Warren, this is the time and place to get it all out," Mary agreed.

"OK. The last time I asked something of you was at the beginning of the semester, when I asked you to cut me some slack while I got used to the workload. And we all know where that got me. And, I know you well enough, Sophia, to know that that had something to do with your expectations of me, because you didn't expect me to have problems with schoolwork. The Prep Genius, having problems with schoolwork? Never. He must be hiding something."

"You're right," Sophia agreed. "That's exactly what I was thinking."

"Warren," Mary asked, "are you bitter or resentful about Sophia breaking up with you?"

"Oh, you betcha."

Sophia looked at him, stunned.

"Still?" Mary asked.

"It was getting better. Screaming at me over the phone did not help."

"Then, why are you here?" Mary asked. "Why are you still willing to work things out?"

"Because I still love her. That never changed, not for a second. And because I still think it's worth it."

Sophia relaxed. "Thanks, Warren. I needed to hear that."

Warren smiled at her, and got up and hobbled to the chair next to her.

"All right," Mary said. "Warren, you still think you can work things out?"

"Yes."

"Good. Now, we need to talk about the breakup. Sophia, over our past three sessions, has told me a lot about her history, both with you, and before you, Warren. There's a pattern here., and what Warren just went off about has a lot to do with it. Sophia, why did you go out with Scott?"

"Because he asked me, and I had been without for a while."

"Did you ever think he was any good for you?"

"Deep down inside, probably not."

"So, you panicked, and did something self-destructive."

"That makes sense."

"And who pulled your ass out of the fire?"

Sophia smiled at Warren. "Mister Wonderful over here."

"Right. Now, you told me about your first fight. This time, Warren didn’t perform to your expectations. You panicked, and did something self-destructive-you got sloppy drunk. And who pulled your ass out of the fire again?"

"Now, this breakup. Again, Warren was not meeting your expectations. And you panicked. And did something self-destructive-Eduardo-and waited for Warren to bail you out again. Even when he gave you a golden opportunity to help yourself, at the ice rink, you panicked even worse-and then went and did something more self-destructive, which finally got Warren's attention. Your relationship hums merrily along as long as things are OK. When you hit a rough spot, Sophia, you panic. When you panic you do something self-destructive. Now, this behavior predates Warren. You are still trying to get the attention you never got from your Dad, that you didn't get enough of from your Mom, and that you didn't get from your first boyfriends."

Sophia looked stunned. "Oh my God." She took a deep breath. Warren grabbed her hand, and she looked at him with a grateful smile.

"You did it today. Warren didn't meet your expectations, and you lashed out, because you panicked."

"Why do I do it to Warren, though? That's what I don't understand."

"Because you know, deep down in your heart, that I'll keep coming back for more," Warren said softly.

"Huh?" Sophia asked.

"Did you ever have any doubt that I'd try to fix things?"

"Yeah, of course I did. I thought I wrecked things forever."

"Maybe consciously, and maybe afterwards. But not while you were doing it, I don't think, especially subconsciously," Warren said.

"I don't know," Sophia said. "Did you always know you'd try to fix things?"

"I don't know, because I believed up until fairly recently that you had truly left me for another guy, and were probably still with him. I always hoped, I know that. And, yeah, I was playing the 'She's got to fix it' game for a while but, after I realized that you weren't with anyone else and regretted the breakup-yeah, after that I knew it was just a matter of time."

"After I hurt you that much? You just said you were bitter and resentful."

"Yeah, I was." Warren took a deep breath. "I can't think of much that you could do to me to truly make me give up, or to ever make me leave. That's probably what hurt the most."

Sophia was stunned. She just looked at Warren, unable to say anything.

Mary picked up the conversation. "Why do you say that, Warren? What hurt the most?"

"When she broke up with me…" Warren stumbled a little bit. "I couldn't do that. I don't think I could ever do that. So, when she did it…I guess I realized that she doesn't love me as much as I love her."

"That's not true," Sophia half-whispered.

"Warren, I don't think it is necessarily true. Because of what we've talked about here. Sophia's got a problem. She's got a problem because of a past that has nothing to do with you. Unfortunately, you are the recipient of the worst of it."

"Warren," Sophia asked him, "had you ever doubted how I feel before this happened?"

"No," he smiled.

"Good. Because you shouldn't. What's in question here is how I deal with problems in my life, not the depth of my feelings for you. They are not in question. They never were, even when I broke up with you. I beg you to believe me."

"I'll try, that's all I can promise."

She smiled at him. "That's good enough."

"Well, let's end on a good note," Mary smiled. "Are you guys going back home for Thanksgiving?"

"No."

"OK. Sophia, I will see you Wednesday. Warren, could you come again on Friday with her?"

"Sure."

Sophia got up, and Warren struggled to get out of the chair on his injured ankle. "Damn, that hurts!"

"Did they give you anything for the pain?" Mary asked.

"Yeah, but I haven't taken it yet. I didn't want to get all loopy in the middle of this." Warren smiled.

"They only gave you one crutch?" Mary asked.

"They said that was easier, since one of my legs is fine. I'm not so sure, though."

"Come on, Snugglebear." Sophia grabbed the arm that wasn't holding the crutch. They made their way through the lobby and into the elevator.

"Shit!" Warren said as they got out of the elevator on the ground floor. "My car's at the dorm."

"We'll have to take the shuttlebus, then." Sophia grabbed his arm again. "Come on, I'll help."

They got out to the shuttlebus stop, and Sophia helped Warren get up the stairs, and into a seat. They rode to their dorm in silence, holding hands. Sophia helped him get out of the bus, and then helped him up the long flight of stairs to the dorm lobby.

"Come on, Warren. Lean on my arm. I'm not a china doll physically, you know."

He smiled at her. "I do know that."

They made it up the steps, and through the lobby, down Warren's hall.

"Jesus! What the hell did you do?" asked the approaching Papa Bear.

"Slipped on ice and sprained my ankle."

"You clumsy oaf," Papa Bear teased.

"Yeah, this from a man who can knock over a shelf just by breathing on it."

"Yeah, but I never ended up on crutches and all taped up because of it. Take care of the oaf, would you please, Sophia?"

"Absolutely."

She helped him into his room. "Where's Tim?"

"Went home for Thanksgiving already, blew off today and tomorrow's classes."

"OK." She settled him on his bed. "You sit tight, I'll be right back."

She returned a few minutes later, with a duffel bag. "OK. You hungry?"

"Yeah. What's in the duffel bag?"

"My stuff. You want supper?"

"Yeah." He started to get up.

"Sit down. Off that ankle, mister. Give me your food card."

He handed it over, but said, "I don't know what the menu is tonight."

"Relax, I know what you like. Back in a jiffy," and she was off again.

She returned soon with the food. She gave Warren his-she was right, it was all stuff he liked-and sat at his desk to eat hers.

"Done?" she said after a while.

"Yeah. Thanks, Sophia."

"Here. Take one." She handed over the pain pills. He took one, while she went rummaging through his drawers. She grabbed a tee-shirt and sweatpants, his usual sleeping attire. "Put these on, before you get groggy." He looked up at her, bemused, but took the clothes. He managed to get his clothes off without getting out of bed.

"Man, I forgot what a hunk you are," Sophia said.

Warren laughed, and put the tee-shirt and sweatpants on. Sophia went to her duffel bag and took out a flannel nightgown.

"Your nightgown?"

"Yeah. I'm staying here tonight. I figured I'd get you doped up on pain pills and take advantage of you."

Warren laughed. "Honey, once that pain pill hits, there ain't gonna be nothing there to take advantage of."

"I know," she giggled. "So you don't have to worry about me breaking your 'no physical stuff for now' rule. You need someone here with you, is all." She stripped out of her clothes.

"Speaking of forgetting what a beautiful specimen you are…"

She smiled at him, and slipped the nightgown on. Then she went to his stereo and turned on some music. "Book?" she asked him.

"Yeah, give me that Vonnegut on my desk, please." She did, and pulled one of her own out of the duffel bag. She sat in the chair at his desk, and they read silently for a while.

"Warren?" she said suddenly.

"Hmmph?" The pain pills had started to kick in.

"I love you."

"Love you too, Pookie. Whassat for?"

"No reason." She looked down. "Maybe if I say it enough, you'll start to believe it again."

"Ah, fuckit. 'Sokay, Sophie. You don't have to prove it. I was just hurt, is all."

"I know. I do love you, though. And I like saying it."

"I like hearing it." He thought for a minute. "I got a problem."

"What's that?"

"I really really gotta pee."

Sophie giggled, and got up out of the chair. She grabbed Warren's crutch and handed it to him. "Sit up in the bed. Now, one hand on the crutch, one hand on my shoulder, and up." He managed.

With his ankle and with the grogginess of the pain pills, getting to the bathroom was an adventure. They were halfway there, and Sophia was already in stitches at their halting efforts.

"Shit, I should just carry you," she laughed.

"You carry me, huh? Who the hell do you think you are, Marina Anissina?"

She laughed louder. "I don't think so. You'd have to grow your hair a hell of a lot to be Gwendal Peizerat, there, Snugglebear."

"Too true." They reached the bathroom. Sophia opened the door. "This is a men's bathroom, sweetie."

"I know. Is there anyone else in here? Then shut up." She helped him over to the urinals and waited until he was done, then helped him back in the room.

After she got him back in bed, she went and fetched herself a coke from his fridge. "You know what, Warren?"

"What?"

"It feels very, very good to be able to help you out for a change."

"You want I should vomit so you can clean me up?"

She cracked up. "Thanks, but I think I'll pass."

"C'mere," he waggled his finger at her. Smiling, she sat down next to him on the bed. He reached around her shoulders, leaned in, and kissed her.

"Oh, I needed that," she whispered after they broke the kiss.

"I could tell," he teased. "I did, too." He brought his arms from around her shoulders, and grabbed his head. "I am definitely loopy. I need to lie down."

"Fine, get me all hot and bothered with that kiss, then pass out on me. Fine."

"Consider it an IOU."

"I'll hold you to that." She climbed over him, and lie down behind him, getting under the covers.

"These beds are too small for two people, you know that?" Sophia said.

"Snuggle in closer, Pookie, I don't bite."

She laughed, and wrapped her arms around his chest, snuggling into his back.

"I love you, Warren."

"You just keep saying that. I love you, too."

They were asleep in no time.

MULTIPLE EXPLOSIONS (Chapter 64)

Sophia stayed with Warren all day Tuesday, and spent the night again. It wasn't easy. Warren alternated between being zonked out on the painkillers, and being cranky and insufferable. Sophia grinned and beared it, knowing that being stuck in bed and in pain was no picnic.

By the time Wednesday rolled around Warren was a bit more mobile, but not very. He was still a complete bear, and Sophia still stayed with him and took care of him. She went to her appointment with Mary in the late afternoon, and then went to the pizza place and got one for them for supper.

When she got back to Warren's floor, she saw him hobbling down the hall, back from the bathroom, without his crutch.

"Jesus, Warren, what are you doing? You should at least be using your crutch."

"Yes, Mother."

"Oh, cut it out. C'mere, let me take your hand."

"I'm FINE, dammit, Sophia! Get out of my way!" She just sighed and opened the door for him.

He settled back on the bed, and she doled out the pizza. They ate in silence.

After they were done, she sat next to him on the bed. "So, what do you want to do tonight?"

"Nothing. Nothing at all," he barked.

"Jesus Christ, Warren, do you know you're a bitch when you're hurt?" Sophia said.

"Of course I am! I'm cooped up, and I've been in pain for two days."

"Oh, is that why you took my head off at Mary's office on Monday?"

"'Oh, you richly deserved that, Sophia. You took my head off, too, remember?"

They were really going at it now.

"Warren, I'm a girl, remember? You're supposed to cut me a little slack when I have PMS."

"PMS?" Warren snorted. "Come on, Sophia, I've known you for almost four years, and I have never heard you complain about PMS! What, did you just get it now all of a sudden?"

"NO, you asshole! It didn't used to bother me, because the pressure was off because I was GETTING LAID regularly!"

"IS THAT YOUR BIG FUCKING PROBLEM?"

"YES, IT IS, GODDAMMIT!!!"

"FINE! I CAN FIX THAT!" And with that, Warren grabbed her, pulled her on top of him, and kissed her, hard.

At first, she was surprised, then she relaxed and responded to his urgent, demanding kiss with an urgency of her own. Her sweater and bra were off in a flash, and his hands went to her breasts, as they continued their kiss. Then she felt his hands at the snap to her jeans. She lifted up to help him, and the jeans and her panties were in a heap besides the bed in no time. She reached for Warren's jeans. As she slipped them off of him, she felt his finger slide into her pussy. She couldn't believe how wet she was. She let out a low moan into his lips as he fingered her, still engaged in a hot, demanding kiss. Sophia reached down and grabbed his cock, as his fingers continued plowing into her pussy. Suddenly, he rolled her off of him, and climbed on top of her. She spread her legs, and he was at her entrance, and then suddenly, he was in, all the way, in one stroke.

"AAAAAHHGGGGGG!!!! OH GOD FUCK ME, WARREN! FUCK ME!" He rammed in and out of her with a wild urgency. He was over her, holding himself up with his arms, but she was having none of that. She reached up around his back and pulled him down, so that he ended up on his elbows practically on top of her, his shirt grinding into her tits. She wrapped her arms tightly around his back, and wrapped her legs around his hips, hanging on for dear life as he pumped in and out of her, hard and fast.

"FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! OH GOD WARREN, HARDER! HARDER! FUCK! FUCK! OH FUCK I’M CUMMING!!!" Sophia was out of her mind, screaming at the top of her lungs, as she came, hard, all over his cock. A few more hard strokes and he was there, filling her pussy with his cum as he let out a roar.

He barely had the presence of mind to slip off of her so he didn't crush her when he collapsed.

It was quite a few minutes before Sophia spoke. "Oh. My. God. What got into you?"

"Blind lust, I do think," Warren laughed. "I don't think I have ever wanted it that bad in my life."

"I could tell," she smiled. "I think you almost wanted it as much as I did. Snugglebear, we need to fight more often." Warren cracked up at that. "So, what happened to holding off on the physical stuff until we sorted everything else out?"

"Oops. I did say that, didn't I? Ah well."

"Fuck it. I feel so much better, I can't tell you." She smiled at him. "Everything's going to work out, you know."

"I know. Listen, I know I'm a bear when I'm sick. I'm sorry."

"It's OK. You needed me, and you needed to let it out."

"I have my own problems, you know. Chief among them is a very, very bad case of claustrophobia."

"I never knew that. That's why you've been so bitchy. You've been stuck in this room for three days, you must feel like the walls are closing in."

"You got it. And I took it out on you. I am sorry."

"Hey. How many times have I taken my shit out on you? Come on. It's nice to be needed, instead of being needy. I learned a lot about myself the past couple of days, because you've been a right bastard, and I stayed, and I took it, because I knew you were hurt and needed me. It feels nice."

"It feels nice to be yelled at?"

"It feels nice that you felt you could. It feels nice that I understood, instead of getting wrapped up in my own anxieties. It even felt nice to have it out with you instead of going into a shell and panicking. And, I must say, fucking and making up felt very, very nice."

Warren cracked up. "That did feel nice, didn't it?"

"And how."

"Now that we have satiated our wild animal lust, I would dearly like to make love to you properly."

"I would like that very much myself."

They were lying on his bed, on their sides, facing one another. He reached up and started tracing her jawline with his finger, then moved up to her lips, and then down to her neck.

"Hmmmmm…oh, that feels good…still turns me on when you do that…" she smiled.

His other hand moved down and started lightly touching the outside of her breast. He worked his hands all over her face, neck, and breasts until she was softly sighing contentedly.

"I am complete putty in your hands, you know," she said.

"You just remember that." He brought both hands to her breasts, and started kissing her face and neck, little tiny kisses planted all over. Then he kissed down her neck, down her shoulders, until he got to her breasts.

He planted kisses all over her breasts, around the whole area of them, until he got to her nipples. He zeroed in on them, massaging them with his tongue, slowly and gently.

Suddenly, he pulled away. He sat up, and pulled off his shirt, which had never come off. She looked up at him, and realized something. She had seen it the past couple of nights, while he was dressing for bed, but hadn't really noticed it.

"Your pendant," she whispered, "You never took it off."

Warren didn't say anything in response, just smiled. "Flip over, Sophie. On your stomach."

She did so, but said, "What?"

"Trust me." He got up out of bed and walked over to his desk, withdrawing a bottle from it plus a few other things. He put the other things on the bed, out of Sophia's sight, but showed her the bottle.

"Massage oil. I told you I was going to make love to you properly." He poured a bit of the oil on her back, capped the bottle, and started rubbing it in.

"Oh, this feels delicious. Where'd you get this idea?"

"Reading, where else?" He kneaded her back and shoulders, as she sighed happily beneath him. "Warren, this is great. I feel so relaxed."

"Good." He finished with her back.

"Keep going."

"I plan to," he laughed. He reached and grabbed one of the other things he had brought. "Sophie, lift your head a bit off the pillow." She did so, and felt something brush against her neck. Then she felt his hands at the back of her neck. She felt her breath catch in her throat. It was her pendant, the one she had returned to him.

"Now your left hand, Pookie." She held it up to him, and felt the claddagh ring slip back on.

"Feel better?"

"More than you could possibly know," she told him. "I've spent six weeks reaching up for that pendant. Every time I didn't find it, it was another reminder…"

"It's over," he interrupted her. "Tomorrow, when you wake up, it will be there, right where it's supposed to be. Now, back to that massage." He put a drop of the oil on her ass, making her giggle, and started massaging it in. He worked the oil into her ass, and right down her legs.

"The only problem with this massage is that I might fall asleep."

"I doubt it. Flip over, you're only half done."

"Oh Goody!" She flipped over, and he took some of the oil and dribbled it onto her breasts. She giggled, and then sighed as he began massaging it in. "Oh, Warren, this is so great."

"Thought you'd like it."

He lingered on her breasts for a while, then continued on down, rubbing the oil into her stomach. He then continued down, massaging her hips and the outsides of her legs. He dripped a little more oil, and came back up the insides of her legs, slowly working his way up as he massaged her inner things. When he got to the top, he suddenly slipped one oil-coated finger gently into her pussy.

"OHHHH!" Sophia yelped, arching her back at this unexpected stimulation. She was so relaxed because of the massage, that his intrusion into her pussy was even more explosive than usual. She yelped again as he brought his other hand down and went straight for her clit.

"We can't let these wonderful body parts not get massaged, can we?"

"OH GODDDDD!!!!" She had been so relaxed and content that it did not take long for her to go into orgasm.

After she came back down, Warren asked her, "Like the massage?"

"It was wonderful. Especially that last bit," she giggled. "Wow, that was quick."

"You were relaxed."

"Relaxed and very turned on, all at once." She reached for the massage oil. "I want to do you now."

"I was kind of hoping you might."

She did it the same way he did-back first, all the way down, and then flipped him over, doing his torso and down his legs. As she approached his cock, he was very relaxed, with his eyes closed. She rubbed a bit of the oil on his cock, getting him completely hard-then she abruptly straddled him, lowering herself onto his cock.

His eyes flew open. "Surprise!" she squealed from on top of him.

"Oooh, I always did like surprises."

"Hey, I had to pay you back for that stealth finger attack when you were doing me." She moved deliberately up and down on his cock.

"If this is payback, you'll get more stealth attacks."

"Oh, goody!" She continued up and down on his cock. "Oh…God…" she moaned.

"Come here," he said, and reached up and pulled her down on top of him. He held her tight as her pelvis bounced up and down on his cock.

"Oh…this is so fucking good…" She moved up and down on top of him a few more times, then stiffened, as she let out a squeal, her orgasm overtaking her. She stopped moving and collapsed into him, breathing heavy, but still impaled on him.

"You still haven't cum," she said after a couple of minutes.

"I already had one, remember? You know number two always takes longer."

"Yeah, and I love it," she giggled. "Far be it for me to leave you hanging," she said, as she started moving on top of him again, alternating her up and down movements with circular grinding movements.

"Unnnggggg…oh Jesus Sophia…" It didn't take much of that, and he came into her.

She climbed off of him, lying next to him, and, the next thing she knew, he had crawled down and put his head between her legs.

"My God. You just can't get enough tonight, can you?" She giggled.

He stopped and looked up at her. "Are you complaining?"

"Not even a tiny little bit. MMMMmmmmmm…" She relished his tongue working up and down her pussy. It had been too long. He brought her to a couple more orgasms.

"Oh my, oh my, oh my…," she whispered, as he climbed up next to her. He pulled her close to him, so that they were lying on their sides, he behind her, in spoon position. Next thing she knew, he picked up her top leg, put it on top of his, and entered her.

"You are insatiable! Hmmmm, this is new…Oooooohhhhhhh…"

"Tell me if your leg gets tired."

"All of me is tired, and I don’t care. We have not had a night like this in a very long time." She pressed back to him on every stroke, as he gently and slowly fucked her.

"I love you to pieces, Warren. You know every inch of me. Even after all this time. It's just perfect."

"It always was, you know."

"I know that now. Believe me, I know that now. And not just because of this, either."

Warren chuckled. "Not that this hurts, mind you."

"It sure doesn't!"

They continued fucking for quite a long time, until they both reached orgasm. He quietly slipped out of her, finally spent, and moved his legs so she could drop hers, but didn't move otherwise, still cuddling her from behind.

"Warren?"

"Hmmm?"

"Thanks."

"For what?"

"For this. I know you wanted to wait. And I really was not trying to goad you into this with that PMS comment, you know."

"Sure you were, but only in a moment of frustration."

She laughed. "OK. Yeah, that was a moment of frustration. But I wasn't consciously trying to goad you into this."

"I know. I needed it as much as you did." He sighed. His voice dropped almost to a whisper. "It just wasn't nearly the same with anyone else."

"I know the feeling."

"We've still got work to do, though," he pointed out.

"I know."

"Notice I said we. We're in this together. Remember that."

"Keep reminding me when I need it, Snugglebear."

"What, you want me to sprain my ankle again?"

"Not on your fucking life! Boy are you a miserable SOB when you're not feeling well."

"You're a wonderful nurse, though."

They both fell asleep quickly.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING (Chapter 65)

Sophia awoke in the morning, realizing quickly she was alone.

She stretched, and looked at the foot of the bed and saw Warren at his desk, headphones on his head, typing away at his computer. Sophia crawled to the end of the bed, so he could see her. He took the headphones off.

"Good morning, Pookie. Sleep well?"

"Best I've slept in months. What time is it?"

"8:30."

"Whatcha doin'?"

"Sending some emails. Jack, Christine, Liz, Evan and Shawna, a few others. Basically, I'm telling them we hit a rough spot but we're OK, and we'll see them at Nationals."

"Good." She got out of bed and stretched. She had slept nude. Warren looked at her with an appreciative eye.

"What a great view."

"You like?" She smiled coquettishly at him.

"I definitely like. Unfortunately, I have to finish these e-mails and then we need to think about getting ready." They had been invited to Elise's for Thanksgiving dinner.

"I know," she sighed. "Ah well. Oh, I didn't tell you this. I talked to Elise on the phone yesterday. Alexa is going to be there."

"Wow. Sounds like they're an item."

"Yup. Her parents, luckily, know about her and they're cool with it."

"That's good. Not to mention rare."

"Yup." She was slipping back into the clothes she wore yesterday. "I don't want to spoil my appetite, but I'm going to the cafe to get a cup of coffee. You want?"

"Love one. Can you get me a bagel or somesuch, too?"

"Sure." She kissed him and left. She returned a bit later, with the coffee and bagel, and they chatted a bit. Then, they both went to shower and change. At about 11:00, they were ready to go.

"Hand me that spoon, would you?" Elise was in the kitchen helping her mother fix the dinner. Alexa was there.

"Here you go." Alexa handed the spoon over. "So, Warren and Sophia are coming?"

Elise sighed. "If they haven't killed each other by now. They had a huge fight in the psychiatrist's office on Monday. And, I talked to Sophia yesterday and Warren is driving her up a wall. You know he sprained his ankle? Well, Sophia has been taking care of him, and apparently he is not a model patient. She practically wanted to kill him. Considering the place they are in their relationship, this is not a good thing."

"Oh, goody," Alexa sighed. "So we might have fireworks?"

"Not here, both of them are too classy to do that here. However, I'm anticipating a lot of forced smiles and tense glares. Jesus Christ, I hope they don't fall apart again. I don't need Morose Sophia back.

"Tell me about it. Those two belong together. Maybe someday they will realize that."

They worked a while on the meal, and then the doorbell rang. "I got it, Mom!" Elise yelled. She opened the door to find Warren and Sophia, smiling and holding hands.

"Happy Thanksgiving!" Greetings were exchanged all around. Elise took their coats and hung them up.

"Any trouble finding the place?" Elise asked.

"None at all," Warren told her. "Your directions were top-notch, and I'm blessed with the world's best navigator." He gave Sophia's arm a squeeze.

"We love driving," Sophia told them. "I've been the navigator since he got his license, which was months after I got mine, but he likes to drive, I like to navigate. Of course, I had to yell directions so I could be heard over the stereo. He always turns it up too loud."

"Yeah, riiiigggghhhhhtttt. Who cranked 'Born to Run' and screamed along?"

"You were the one that started it, with 'Caddilac Ranch'."

"Hey, it's that line. 'Driving alone through the Wisconsin night'."

"It's daytime, and you weren't alone."

"Yeah, but we're in Wisconsin, aren't we?"

She kissed him on the nose. "You're so cute when you're being pedantic." She turned to Elise and Alexa. "He blasted that song when we first entered Wisconsin on the way here at the beginning of the year, too."

"Wait until we ever drive through Jersey, it'll be 'Fourth Of July, Asbury Park'."

Alexa and Elise looked at each other. This wasn't fighting, this was banter, and they still were locked arm-in-arm. And Sophia was glowing. What happened?

Elise just shrugged, and turned back to Warren and Sophia. "Come on in the living room, meet the folks."

They went in and met Elise's parents. They had just exchanged pleasantries when a girl of about 13 came bounding down the stairs into the living room.

"Hey, squirt. This is my roomie Sophia, and her boyfriend Warren. Guys, this is Sonya, my little sister."

Sonya bounded into the room, looked up at Warren and Sophia, and stopped dead in her tracks.

"OhmyGod. You're Sophia Daniels and Warren Kelleher!!!!!!"

Sophia couldn't help but smile. "Yes, we are." She took the dumbstruck girl's hand, and Warren followed suit.

"I don't believe it! Daniels and Kelleher, in my living room! Elise, you didn't tell me who your roommate was!!!!" Elise just shrugged.

"Are you two famous, or something?" Mrs. Davenport asked.

Warren grinned. "Sonya here must be a serious figure skating fan."

"We're skaters," Sophia added. "Ice dancers, to be precise."

"They're fantastic ice dancers who won the silver medal at Nationals last year and me and a bunch of my skating friends thought they should have won the gold," Sonya gushed. "I have it all on tape."

"You skate?" Warren asked her.

"Yeah, singles, but I'm not all that good."

"As long as you have fun, that's all that counts," Sophia told her. "We started this just to have fun. Even if we had never won anything, it would still be fun."

Elise had ducked into the kitchen, and ducked back out. "Hey, Mom, come check this bird. I think it's done."

It was, and they all piled into the dining room.

"This is superb, Mrs. Davenport, Elise. You guys are in my Mom's league. And that, believe me, is a compliment," Warren said.

"It is. His Mom can cook," Sophie agreed. "And he's right, this is delicious."

"So," Mr. Davenport began, "We got a chance to meet Alexa, because she was here early helping, but not you two. You're from Massachusetts, Elise tells me?"

"Right," Sophia said. "Oceanview. It's about a half hour north of Boston."

"Right next to Salem, as in Witch Trials," Warren added.

"What made you guys come out to Wisconsin?" Mrs. Davenport asked.

"Well, we wanted to get away." Warren said.

"Yeah, and it's a good school, and has good programs in both our majors." Sophia added.

"Plus, we both got scholarships," Warren said.

"What are you majoring in?" Mr. Davenport asked.

"He's a pre-med like Elise. I'm majoring in meteorology."

"And you guys are dating?" Mrs. Davenport asked.

"Yeah," Sophia smiled. "It'll be four years in March."

"Wow." Mrs. Davenport said.

"Not without its rough spots, mind you, but we do love each other," Warren said.

"The internet said you guys had broken up," Sonya interjected.

"We had a bit of a rough spot this fall. And we were off the ice. But everything's fine now," Sophia told her.

"So, do you guys know lots of skaters?" Sonya asked.

"Sure," Warren told her. "Jack Garrison, Liz Cushman, Christine Arsenault…"

"He flirts shamelessly with Christine Arsenault on line all the time, and in person every time we see her," Sophia laughed. "Evan Pogdar and Shawna Vickers, Andrea Wallach and Brett Tomlinson. We know lots of skaters, but those are our best skating friends."

"We went to Jack Garrison's wedding the summer before last. That was a trip."

"You're friends with Elizabeth Cushman and Christine Arsenault?" Sophia asked. "Don't they hate each other?"

"All a media concoction," Warren told her. "They're actually good friends. In fact, both of them were at our table at Jack's wedding."

"What are they like?"

"Now, now, Sonya, I'm sure Sophia and Warren don't want to talk about skating all day," Mrs. Davenport said.

"We don't mind. Really," Sophia said. "It's kind of fun. Most of our friends are either in the skating community or, like Elise and Alexa, don't care one whit."

"That's not really true," Elise protested. "I knew you before I knew you were a skater, that's all. You were 'Sophie, my roomie,' before you were 'Sophia Daniels, skater.' Because of that, I never felt comfortable asking you anything."

"Oh. You can ask, you know." Sophia smiled. "To answer your question, Sonya, let me see…Jack Garrison is just a hunk."

"I knew that," Sonya giggled.

"Yeah, but that's his personality, too. Strong, silent type. Shawna Vickers is a nutcase, always has a sarcastic remark or a good joke to tell. Evan, her partner, is logical and analytical. He's the guy who always has the standings figured out before all the marks are even posted."

Warren picked up from there. "Liz Cushman is just a sweetheart, I don't know how else to describe her. Her skating reflects her personality. She's a beautiful person. Never heard her say a bad word about anyone. Chrissy Arsenault is a boisterous, loud, shameless flirt. I've known Christine forever, we became friends online long before either of us got anywhere in skating. The fact that we've gotten some success at the same time is just wonderful. I consider her one of my closest friends. She's great."

"So, you guys finished second in the country?" Mrs. Davenport asked.

"In their first try at senior Nationals," Sonya supplied.

"How did that feel?" Mrs. Davenport continued.

Sophia and Warren both cracked up laughing. "Watch the tape," Warren said. "You'll see. 'Flabbergasted' would be far too mild a word."

"I've never seen that tape," Elise said. Alexa nodded her agreement. "We've both seen them practice, but I've never seen that Nationals tape."

"I know where it is," said Sonya.

"I'd like to see that myself," Mrs. Davenport said. "As long as Warren and Sophia don't mind."

"Not at all," Sophia said.

Elise cleared off the dishes, and Sophia helped her.

"So, what's going on?" Elise asked her. "You and Warren? You seem like you're, you know, back to normal, almost. I didn't expect that."

"We settled a lot of things last night."

"I notice you have your pendant and ring back on."

"Yeah," Sophia smiled. "We also had one of the great nights of sex a girl could ever hope for."

"Sophia! I thought you guys were going to wait!"

"So did I," she giggled. She described the basics of the previous night to Elise.

"Well, it seems to have helped."

"Yeah."

They went back in the living room, where Sonya was setting up the tape.

"Ah. This is our original dance, the Tango," Warren supplied.

They watched for a while. "Wow, is that hot," Elise said after a while.

"Elise!" her mother mock-scolded her.

"Well, it's a tango. If it's not hot, we're not doing it right," laughed Sophia.

"That was really good," Mr. Davenport said when it was over. "I don't know much about ice dancing, but it certainly was entertaining."

"That's nothing," Sonya said. "Wait until you see their free dance," She changed the tapes, and then found the right spot.

"We've never watched this with other people," Warren commented. "It's kind of weird."

Sophia laughed. "Not to mention slightly embarrassing."

"Why?" Alexa asked.

"I'm not quite sure. It just is," Sophia smiled.

Sonya had found the right spot on the tape. "This is probably our favorite program we've ever done. It's all Glenn Miller big band stuff," Warren told them.

"What's the free dance this year?" Sonya asked him.

"Sinatra."

The familiar music started playing from the TV set. Warren and Sophia watched themselves swing around the ice.

"Look how quick your feet move!" Alexa enthused at one point.

"I like the way you guys look like you're having so much fun," Mrs. Davenport said. "I watch skating with Sonya sometimes, and so many of the skaters look like their constipated." Everyone laughed at that.

"Especially the other ice dancers," Sonya agreed. "That's one of the reasons they are so popular. Plus, they really dance, they don't act, and they're so romantic."

"Funny, I thought we had some popularity because my partner is gorgeous," Warren quipped, to general laughter.

"Actually, I've seen a lot of posts like that. 'I never liked ice dance until I saw Sophia Daniels. Va va voom.' Always signed by a guy." Sonya smiled at Sophia, who was at this point turning bright red.

"She's the photogenic one," Warren agreed. "I'm just the slug that presents her."

"Will you guys cut it out!" Sophia complained. "You're gonna give me a complex!"

It was the end of the program. "Look at Sophia swing her hips," Elise quipped.

"Hey, it's swing music, right? Anyhow, now Warren gets to be embarrassed, in the kiss and cry."

"Why?" Elise asked.

"Just wait." They watched their ecstatic reactions in the kiss and cry, until the ordinals were posted and Warren let out that blood-curdling scream.

"That is why!" Sophia grinned at Warren, who was trying to crawl under the couch.

"That was great," Mrs. Davenport said. "Is that it, Sonya?"

"One more-their exhibition. It's on the same tape." She fast-forwarded to the spot.

"Warning. Watching this may make one of us disgustingly emotional," Sophia said.

"Make that both of us," Warren said, as he gripped Sophia's hand. She looked at him gratefully.

"Why so?" Mrs. Davenport asked.

"Well, most people who fall in love don't make a public declaration of it in front of 18,000 fans and a TV audience. And they certainly don't have to watch it again months later," Warren told them. "We've actually never watched this."

"Public declaration of love?" Elise asked.

"You'll see," Sophia said. "You'll Be In My Heart" started up on the TV.

The people in the room watched the program unfold on TV in stunned silence. When it was over, a few sniffles could be heard in the room.

"My God, we almost lost that," Sophia whispered so only Warren could hear. He just squeezed her hand tighter.

"So, what are you going to do for an exhibition this year to top that?" Sonya finally asked.

"We don't know yet," Warren smiled at her.

They had a wonderful rest of the day, watching football, chatting, and eating pie. When Sophia and Warren got back into Warren's van to drive back to campus in the early evening, their mood got somber again.

"I didn't realize watching the exhibition would be so…hard," Sophia said to him.

"Do you still feel the same way about me as you did when we skated that?"

"Yes, of course."

"Then what's so hard about watching it?"

"Well, lots of things. Let's face it, our skating sucks. Part of it was all three programs, seeing how well we skated then."

"I know, Pookie, but we'll get it back."

"Yeah. But it wasn't just that." Sophia sighed. "I think I'm going to be dealing with what I did to us for longer than either of us would like. I felt like I had a pile of bricks on my chest watching that program."

"Maybe we should skate it again this year."

"I thought of that. However, I don't think I want to do that. I think we need to purge what happened to us. And we need to do it on the ice. We need an exhibition that helps us-helps me-deal with what happened."

"What did you have in mind?"

"I'm not sure. Think about it?"

"Of course. I'll play some music, see what I can come up with." He took a deep breath. "Sophie? I understand why you want a catharsis, and a program that helps with that. But, outside of that…" He took another deep breath. "Stop feeling guilty."

"Easier said than done, Snugglebear."

"I forgave you, the minute you asked. Please forgive yourself, OK?"

Sophia thought for a minute. "Forgive myself. I never thought of it that way." She took a breath. "Listen, I think I need to see Mary alone tomorrow. We'll reschedule the two of us."

"That's fine. Whatever you need, Pookie, you know that."

She reached over for his hand, and smiled. "I do know that."

KISS ME BABY (Chapter 66)

Author's note:

The song "Kiss Me Baby" is written by Brian Wilson and Mike Love and is copyright 1965 Sea of Tunes.

All the music I allude to in this novel is stuff I like. If I make you go find it, good. For this particular tune, I emphasize it. If you have never heard "Kiss Me Baby," either by the Beach Boys on the Today album or in the live version talked about in this chapter, STOP READING AND GO BUY IT RIGHT NOW!!!!!!

***

"Forgive myself. I hadn't thought of it in those terms before," Sophia was saying to Mary.

"What do you mean?"

"I think I was trying to purge it, get rid of it, get to a point where I could pretend it never happened." Sophia sighed. "Which is, of course, impossible. After we watched the tape, I was really beating myself up. I guess I was waiting for a miracle, that, if we got back together, everything would just be…I don't know. Back to normal. Bad stuff gone, stupid mistakes gone, poof. And I almost believed it, until I watched that tape, and thought, 'look what I almost destroyed'. And it all came back."

"And, so what happened then?"

"Actually, it slipped away for a while, there with all those people. I had fun. Back in the car, with Warren, driving back, it all resurfaced. And, that's when he said what he said. That he forgave me, and I should forgive myself."

"Does that make sense to you?"

"Yeah, it does." She paused. "I haven't told you yet what else happened."

"Well?"

"Wednesday. Before this. We made love."

"I thought you guys were going to wait?"

Sophia giggled. "You know what they say about the best laid plans…well, the only thing that got laid, was me." Mary burst out in laughter. Sophia described what had happened.

"You guys made love in anger?" Mary asked, a bit worried.

"No. I wasn't really angry, and I'm pretty sure he wasn't either. We were needy and desperate, both of us. Sometimes I forget that I'm not the only one in this relationship that can get needy. Trying to wait for a while was as much of a strain on Warren as it was on me, even though he proposed it. The dam just broke, is all. Look, sex was an important part of our relationship from the beginning. And it had been three months, almost."

"Do you think the prominence of sex in your relationship, starting at such a young age, has been a problem?"

"To a point. I see where you're coming from. But it's also a good thing. I mean, after that first desperate one the other night, we went back at it, but took our time. He touched me all over. Gave me a full body massage, and I gave him one. And we fondled, and made love, and it was just delicious. There are times when getting in bed and doing whatever is the best way to show someone you love them. I felt so completely loved the other night, and it wasn't because of any hangups, it was because of what he was doing."

"Well, how do you feel about everything?"

"Confused," Sophia laughed. "I feel like we're back together, considering we had sex and that he put my pendant and ring back on." She explained to Mary the significance of them. "But I also feel…I don't know, apprehensive."

"Why?"

"I don't know. Because I'm still unsure of myself."

"After the first few days this week, you shouldn't be. When I had you in this office Wednesday, you were so mad at Warren, and so frustrated, that I thought you would be in here today crying that you panicked again. But you didn't. You stayed, you had it out with him, and then you guys made love to make up."

"Hmmm."

"The only reason you're apprehensive is because of what happened yesterday-seeing your skating, and having a flashback. You are getting better, Sophia. It is time you realized that. And, Warren's right, it's time you forgave yourself."

They had picked up extra ice time, since most of the campus was empty for Thanksgiving weekend, and the Wisconsin hockey team was on a road trip.

"I was thinking about what you said for an exhibition." Warren said.

"Actually, I had an idea. 'Crucify', by Tori Amos."

"I know the tune. I like the tune." He thought for a minute. "I don't know. Too bleak, not danceable enough, and too much Sophia taking all the blame again."

She grinned despite herself. "You have a better idea?"

"As a matter of fact, I do." He skated over to the boombox on the boards. "This is a Beach Boys song, but this version is actually from Brian Wilson's Live At The Roxy solo album." He pressed play.

Please don't let me argue anymore

I won't make you worry like before

Can't remember what we fought about

Late late last night we said it was over

But I remember when we thought it out

We both had a broken heart

Kiss me baby

Love to hold you

Kiss me baby

Love to hold you

As I drove away I felt a tear

It hit me I was losing someone dear

Told my folks I would be all right

Tossed and I turned my head was so heavy

Then I wondered as it got light

Were you still awake like me?

Kiss me baby

Love to hold you

Kiss me baby

Love to hold you tight

Kiss me baby

Love to hold you

Kiss me baby

Love to hold you

Kiss me baby

Love to hold you

Kiss me baby

Love to hold you tight

When the song was done playing, Sophia silently reached over and repeated the song. She listened again, her eyes closed, her hands folded, leaning her head on them as she sat in a seat by the boards. She let the stunningly gorgeous music wash over her, let the words envelop her. Then, she got up, played the song again, and took Warren's hand. They started to move, bit by bit, finding their steps together, speaking through gesture and touch more than words. The played the song three more times, and in just those three passes, they had about 75% of a program.

After the third pass, Sophia looked up and Warren, smiled, and said one word. "Yes."

They went out to eat afterwards, to a Chinese place on campus. "You're limping," Sophia said as they walked there.

"A little. That was the first time on skates since I sprained my ankle, so it's still sore."

"You need help?"

"No." She gave him a look. "Really. I'm all right, I'm not being obstinate. I need to walk it out, anyway."

"OK."

They got to the restaurant and ordered.

"That song," Sophia said. "'Kiss Me Baby.' Is it what I think it is?"

"What do you think it is?"

"Sounds like the verses are the break up, but the chorus is the reconciliation."

"Yup."

"It's perfect." She looked at him. "I had an interesting session with Mary today."

"Really?"

"Yeah. She agrees with you. I have to say it. I think I'm ready to say it."

"Say what?"

She looked at him, smiled, and then took a deep breath. "I forgive myself."

"Good. How do you feel?"

"Great. The past three days have fixed a lot of things in my mind." She looked intently at him. "Are we fixed?"

"Yeah, we're fixed. I love you, Sophia, forever and always."

"And I love you, Warren, forever and always. And I am so relieved!"

"I don't want to say 'forget it, it's over', because I don't know how possible that is, but I do think we can put it where it belongs, in the past."

"I agree. I feel like now I can enjoy college-like I planned, with you."

"And mend the tattered remnants of our ice dancing career while we're at it."

"One of us should call June, and book as much ice time as we can while we're home for Christmas break. We're gonna need it."

"Good idea. I'll call her."

"Cool."

An hour or so later, they were in Sophia's room, listening to music and doing a little studying.

The phone rang. "Hello? Hi, Mom! Happy thanksgiving!"

"Happy thanksgiving, honey. How are you?"

"Great. Couldn't be better."

Ellen wondered if she was putting up a front. "Good. Did you have fun at Elise's?"

"Yeah. Turns out Elise's little sister is a huge figure skating fan, so it was like having a fan club."

"That's funny. So, how's Warren?"

"MOTHER!" She said, giving Warren a wink. "You ask me about Warren every time you call here! It really gets annoying!"

"I'm sorry honey…"

"Anyway, Warren is fine. He sends his love." She and Warren were grinning at each other. "In fact, we were just about to start making out when we were so rudely interrupted by the phone."

Dead silence at the other end of the phone. "Sophia, are you telling me that Warren is…"

"Here? Sure he is. Say hi, Warren." She held up the phone "HI. MOM!" Warren yelled from across the room. Sophia went back to the phone. "I mean, come on, Mom. Where else would my boyfriend be?"

"Boyfriend???? SOPHIA! You're back together?"

Sophia cracked up laughing. "Yup! Now you can stop grilling me about him every damn time you call!"

Sunday morning, Elise was coming back to campus. Alexa had driven them to Elise's house, but had had to come back Saturday, and Elise's car was still on campus, so her parents drove her back. Sophia called her on Saturday, and said, "Bring Sonya with you. Warren and I will give her a real treat."

Sonya was thrilled when Elise led her and their parents into the ice rink, and she saw Warren and Sophia on the ice already.

"Thought you might like a little preview of our programs," Sophia smiled at her.

"OH BOY WOULD I!!!"

They did the Sinatra first-Sonya loved it-and then Warren said, "We came up with an exhibition. We had a rough fall-we did, actually, break up for a while-so we wanted to do an exhibition about that. This is an old Beach Boys song that has been one of my favorites forever, anyway."

With that, they launched into "Kiss Me Baby," which had had the finishing touches put on the previous night. After debating it, they decided that, yes, it was only fitting that it should end with a kiss.

When they were done, Sonya said, "Wow. I can not wait to see that at Nationals!"

THE WAITING IS THE HARDEST PART (Chapter 67)

It was the Thursday after Thanksgiving. Dave was in his room, doing some studying. He was waiting to call Kate. She had been in the middle of a canvas, but told him to call about eight.

He had just found something out. He knew his parents were going away for the weekend, and he knew his older brother was staying at college at BC instead of coming home like he did most weekends. However, his parents had just told him today that they were indeed giving him a break and sending his younger sister to stay with their grandparents instead of leaving her with Dave.

In other words, the house was his for the weekend. And Kate's and his desperate search for a time and place where they could finally be together was over. Since he had been sick during their golden opportunity back during Labor Day, they hadn't had another chance. He was getting his license in a couple months, but didn't want his-and especially Kate's-first time to be in the back of a car. Sophia had promised help when she came home for Christmas, but who knew if that was going to work out. But now was their chance. They already had a date planned for tomorrow night-all they had to do was skip the movie and come here instead. It would work. It was perfect. He had to call Kate and tell her.

He looked at the clock. Three past eight. He picked up the phone and dialed it.

"Good evening, my lady Katherine."

"Good evening, sir David. How's my love tonight?"

"Wonderful. Guess what? I have an empty house starting tomorrow at five o'clock."

"What? You're kidding!!"

"Nope." He explained the details. They decided he would come pick her up at 5:30 as planned, they'd get food, as planned, but they weren't going to any movie.

Kate was waiting for him at 5:15. She had had an absolutely endless day at school. She couldn't wait for it to be over-and she usually liked school.

She had to be honest with herself. She had wanted this for quite a long time-but she was scared. Scared it would hurt. Scared she wouldn't enjoy it or know what to do. Scared that this was all he wanted from her-and wasn't that a bit of an irrational fear? He stuck around for over a year when this was all he wanted? It made no sense, but she couldn't stop it creeping into her head.

They hadn't talked about it much, what it would mean. They had just decided that they wanted to do it, and since then it had been all about an until-now-fruitless search for a time and a place to do it.

While this part of her reverie hung in her mind, the doorbell rang.

It was a big night. The menu had to be Chinese-it was both of their favorite. They had been to this particular restaurant so many times, he didn't even have to ask her what she wanted. He already knew. This time, they took take-out.

He grabbed some plates and utensils, and they took the food up to his room. Kate had been here often. It was the one place where they could, occasionally, grab a little privacy, though not enough or for a long enough time to do that. Until tonight.

They ate, sitting on the floor. They found their favorite thing to watch on TV-college basketball. They kept the conversation light.

"Look who's playing-Wisconsin," Dave said with a chuckle.

Kate laughed. "Wonder if Sophie is there. Oh, I forgot to tell you-she and Warren got back together."

"That is damn good news," Dave said. "I had been hoping."

"I think we all had." They got silent after that, eating and watching the game.

When they were both done, Dave went downstairs to through the plates and stuff in the dishwasher, and put the leftover food in the fridge. He came back up. Kate was still on the floor, watching the game. He sat next to her. She was staring straight ahead, at the TV. He reached out and put a hand on her arm. He pulled the hand away, abruptly. She was shaking.

"Kate? Are you all right?"

"I don't know."

He took a deep breath. "Do you still want to do this?"

"I don't know."

He was a little confused. It had been her, even more than he, who had been relentless the past three months about her desire to find a place to do it. Now they had one, and she was…backing out? Unsure?

That's not what he said. He said, "It's all right, you know."

She looked at him. "What's all right?"

"That you don't know."

"I feel like an ass. I've been dying for this for months. Now, we've got the opportunity…"

"It's OK. Really."

"I want it. I've wanted it." She looked away from him. "I thought I wanted it. Now, I'm so scared."

He laughed. She whipped her head toward him, about to angrily question what he was laughing at, when he said, "You're scared? Thank God. I thought I was the only terrified virgin in the room."

"You are?" she asked, amazed. "Guys get scared? I figured all guys just cared about…"

"Katherine, how long have we been going out? Come on. You know me better than that. I'm not your typical guy. I never have been. And you would have never gone out with me if I had been."

She sighed. "You're right, and it was unfair of me to say that." She took a breath. "What are you scared of?"

"Lots of things, some of which are embarrassing to talk to you about," he said with a half-smile.

She smiled. "If we're going to have sex, I think we should be able to talk about embarrassing things."

"Fine," he sighed. "I'm scared that I'll hurt you. I'm scared that I won't be good enough. I'm scared that something will happen to our relationship because of it. I'm scared that this is a big step that we can't take back."

She looked into his eyes. "We're scared of exactly the same things, you know."

"Kate, do you love me?"

"Of course, you know that."

"And I love you. Do you want me to be your first?"

"Yes. Absolutely. No doubt in my mind." She paused. "Now or later is the only question."

"OK."

She suddenly stood up. She reached out her hand to him, and he stood up with her. She wrapped her arms around him and kissed him, long and deep. They broke the kiss, and sort of led each other to the bed. They sat down on the edge next to each other.

"Half the problem is we're calmly discussing this instead of making each other horny," Kate giggled.

"You mean, we should go with the flow, that kind of thing?"

"Exactly," she laughed. "Look, we've fooled around before. We've gotten right to that point and stopped. We can still stop, if either one of us decides to."

"Right."

"And if we don't decide to stop…" she grinned impishly. Knowing he was as scared as she was had actually come as a great relief.

"Good plan," he agreed, and reached in to kiss her again.

It was very quickly that they weren't wearing many clothes between them, and Dave had his lips on one of her breasts and his hand between her legs, stroking her pussy. They had done this many times, and greatly enjoyed pleasuring one another. Suddenly, however, Kate sat up and pushed his mouth and hand away.

"Something wrong, Katherine?"

"Not at all. I just want to do this first tonight," she said, as she reached down and took his cock into her mouth.

She devoured him. She was as eager as he had ever seen her. "Oh, God, Katherine…" he moaned as she bobbed up and down on his cock, taking him deep in her throat. He ran his fingers through her hair as she sucked on him. She was relentless, and it didn't take long.

"Oh…fuck…Kate…CUMMING!" She didn't pull off, which was fairly unusual. He came right into her throat. She swallowed every drop.

"Wow…," was all he could say. He looked down at his member, which was rapidly softening. She looked at it, too, and looked up into his face, and giggled.

"Don't worry about it. You haven't barely touched me yet, so you've got lots of recovery time." He laughed, and pushed her back down on the bed, and went back at her breasts with his mouth, and her pussy with his fingers. A little while of this, and her breath was ragged, and he moved down to her pussy with his mouth.

"Oh God do I love this," she said. "Oh, yeahhhh…getting the empty house was worth it just for this…ungggggghhhhh…"

He stuck his finger in her while his mouth attacked her clit. "Ahyeaaaahhhhh…," she bellowed. Something came to him that he knew, but had never taken note of before-he never got much of his finger in. She still had her hymen. He was most likely going to hurt her, no matter what he did, if they did it. Luckily, that thought slipped away as she arched her back and exploded in orgasm, her pussy grinding against his face.

He paused, and then started in again, but she sat up and grabbed his shoulders, pulling him up. "Dave, I'm ready. I'm turned on, and I'm wet, and I want you to do it."

Oh Jesus, he thought. The moment of truth. His brain agonized about it. His cock, however, had a mind of its own, and was completely recovered and very ready.

The good thing, he thought, was that he had thought to have a talk with his brother, Joe. Joe was cool, smooth with the ladies, and had plenty of experience. He was also very close to Dave, despite their different personalities. He had taken a couple of girls' virginity, and had given Dave some good advice.

One of those was, "Lube. Even if she's wet, better safe than sorry. Makes it easier." Dave grabbed the tube, and spread a little on his dick. Then he crawled up on top of Kate.

"You sure?" he asked.

"Yes. Oh God yes. Put it in me, David, please." Seeing his girlfriend like this, ready, spread out beneath him, eyes shining, stiffened his resolve. Something else had been stiffened for some time, now-and that something else was there, at her opening, being guided by his hand.

"Ooooffff!!!" She let out as the tip pushed ever-so-slightly through her lips. "Nnnnggghhh!!!" as he slowly moved forward. And then the whole tip slipped through, and her mouth opened into an O and she let out a little squeak. He felt the tip bump against her barrier.

"You OK?"

"So far," she gasped. "I feel so stretched."

"This is the hard part."

"I know that's the hard part. If you weren't hard, this wouldn't work," she joked with a gleam in her eye. He just looked at her.

"That was a funny, sweetheart," she said. "I know what you meant. Do it."

Still shaking his head at her joke, he pulled back a little, and pushed, feeling her membrane give way underneath his thrust.

"AAAYYYIIIIIEEEEEE!" she screamed. "Oh SHIT that HURT!!!!"

Damn, he thought. He looked at her with concern as she grimaced.

"It's OK, love," she said. "To be expected…owww…just stop a minute, OK?"

He stopped, worried, as he saw the tears rolling down her cheeks. Was it supposed to hurt that much?

Her breathing settled down, and the tears stopped. "That's better," she said. "Go slow, OK?"

He did, moving into her millimeter by millimeter. "Oh!" she let out, followed by a "Nnngggggghhhhh."

"OK?" he asked.

"Yes," she smiled up at him. "Keep going." He did, slowly. She let out little moans and squeaks as he filled her up. Suddenly, she felt his pubic bone bump hers, and she let out a huge puff of air.

"All…the way…in?" she asked.

"Yes. How do you feel?"

"I'm not quite sure," she managed to giggle. "Full and stretched. Beyond that…give me a minute…"

"Pain?"

"Very little. There was just that one big sharp one. How do you feel?"

"Umm…desperately trying not to go off too soon. Besides that, just fine."

She laughed. "Hey, if you go off too soon…you know, it's OK."

"I think I can hold it."

She smiled at him. "This is really starting to feel very good, you know."

"Ready?"

She nodded, and whispered, "Easy at first, OK?" He nodded, and slowly pulled himself almost all the way out, then just as slowly slid back in. "Ooooohhh!!" she said. He did it again, building up a slow but steady pace, concentrating on what he was doing and on her in an effort to hold back his orgasm-another tip from Joe. So far, so good. And Kate was grunting and squeaking with every stroke.

"Oh…GAAWWDDDD…oh I think I like this!" she squealed.

He kept going, even longer than he thought he'd be able, and she felt that familiar tightening in her stomach.

"Darling," she gasped, "you can go faster now."

"If I do that…it won't take long…"

"I'll go right with you, love," she smiled at him. He picked up the pace.

"OH FUCK! OH FUCK! OH FUCK!" she screamed as he plummeted in and out of her. She felt it building up, and so did he. He held off as long as he could, but went first. Luckily, the last couple of grinding strokes as he drained himself into her were enough to send her to her own climax, which she reached with a hearty scream.

He slipped out of her as he softened, and flopped next to her, exhausted. She leaned over to him and kissed him gently on the cheek. "Oh, David, that was wonderful."

"For me, too, Katherine. I love you."

"I love you too." She sighed. "I can't believe we finally did it!"

He took a glance down between her legs, and then looked up at her, concerned. "Are you sure you're OK?"

"Wonderful. Fantastic."

"No pain?"

"Oh, a little. I'm a bit sore. That's to be expected. I couldn't care less. It wasn't bad at all, really, just a minute when you took my hymen."

"You sure? Positive?"

"Yes, really, David. It really wasn't bad."

"Hmmm. Because there is a whole lot of blood on my sheet, between your legs." She looked down.

"Wow. There is a lot, isn't there? Wow. It really didn't hurt that bad."

"I do believe I will be doing some serious laundry this weekend." They both giggled.

"Let me go clean up, and I'll help you get this sheet off." She ran to the bathroom, and was back quickly. Dave watched her come back in. God, she was so beautiful-never more so than she was right now.

"C'mon, sexy, let's get this sheet off," she said. "You want to throw it in before the blood dries, or it will stain, and your mother will freak." They got it off, and both took it down to the laundry room. They came back up and replaced it, and settled down, cuddling and half-watching the TV.

After about an hour, Kate reached down between Dave's legs. "Oh, Sir David, it seems your gallant steed is ready for round two," she giggled.

He cracked up laughing. "Yes, but is my Lady Katherine?"

"Oh you BETCHA!" She pulled him on top of her.

It was even better the second time.

Sunday evening, Kate was glad to get a phone call from Sophia.

"So, what did you do this weekend?" Sophia asked her.

"Oh, let's see. Got Chinese with Dave on Friday, got Italian with Dave on Saturday, went to brunch with the folks this morning, worked on a canvas, read some, lost my virginity, did some homework, went shopp…"

"WAITAMINNIT!" Sophia interrupted. "Did you say 'lost your virginity'??"

"Oh, you caught that, huh?" Kate giggled. "Dave got the house all to himself this weekend, so we took advantage."

"When did it happen?"

"Friday night. Then again Friday night, then Saturday night, then again Saturday night…"

Sophia cracked up laughing. "Wow, you don't hold back, do you? It was all right, then?"

"Oh, Sophia, it was more than all right. It was fantastic. I'm still in the clouds."

"No regrets?"

"None. Except for the fact that now I'm hooked and we still have the same no-place-to-do-it problem."

"Did you tell my Mom?"

"No. I don't know about her lately, Sophia, without you here she takes my Dad's side a lot. I don't think I can tell her."

"I'll be home soon, Kate, we'll work something out."

"It's OK. He gets his license in a couple months. I've had my 'special first time', so I don't mind doing it in a car, as long as I get to do it."

"Cars can be fun."

"You would know, Big Sis."

"Yes I would, Little Sis. How's David?"

"The most wonderful guy in the world, that's how he is!"

"I'd argue on behalf of Warren, but I'll leave you to your delusions."

Kate giggled. "Fine, be that way. Seriously, I really love the guy. He was so tender and gentle. It really was special."

"He loves you, you know."

"I know. He tells me enough!" They both broke up laughing.

TRUTH OR DARE (Chapter 68)

The second floor had one of their parties the first Saturday in December.

They did this about once of month. There was alcohol around, but their parties were casual. At the beginning of the party, most of the guys on the floor would leave their doors open, and everyone would roam around, chatting and mingling. There was food around, munchies and stuff. Later in the night, some groups of friends would gather in a particular room.

This is what had happened, in Warren and Tim's room. Besides Warren and Sophia, and Tim and his girlfriend Heidi, also present were Papa Bear and Caitlin, and Alexa and Elise. They were chatting and drinking a bit. Caitlin had just come back from the coop store with some sodas.

"Jesus, the Watson squad was out again. Two of them accosted me on the way out of the coop."

"The Watson squad?" Sophia asked.

"That preacher, Adam Watson. Some of his acolytes," Caitlin spat out.

"Oh, isn't that the guy who preaches hatred against just about everything, gays and non-white people at the top of the list?" Sophia asked.

"Yeah," said Alexa. "Charming fellow. He's got a following on campus, disgusting as that sounds. I just love hate-mongers disguised as religious people. And I should know, considering I've got two for parents."

"Your parents buy into that crap?" Warren asked.

"Yeah. They would wish me a painful death and an eternity in hell if they knew I was bisexual," Alexa sighed. "And probably if they knew I had slept my way through Colorado Springs High School. Now you know why I went to school a thousand miles away. I don't even want to go home for Christmas."

"Sophia, remind me to call my parents tomorrow and tell them I love them, would you?" Elise asked.

"Your parents are a dream." Alexa said. "They know she's bisexual," she told the rest of the room, "and they don't care. 'We love you, dear, whatever makes you happy.' She brought me home for Thanksgiving, and her parents knew that we have been sleeping together, and they were just 'Nice to meet you, welcome, make yourself at home.' I'd give my left tit for parents like hers. Instead, I got the Holy Roller Kooks. It has left me pretty predisposed for despising 'Preacher' Watson and others of his misbegotten ilk."

The conversation lagged a bit after that, until Papa Bear lightened the mood by quoting from Monty Python skits. Warren, a PythonManiac himself, joined in until everyone was laughing again.

"Hey, I got an idea," said Heidi. "Let's play Truth or Dare!"

"Interesting," Warren said.

"Very," agreed Alexa.

"I'm game," said Tim. Everyone agreed.

"How down and dirty are we going to get this?" asked Caitlin.

"Very," grinned Heidi, "if I have anything to say about it. No holds barred. Well, not too many holds barred."

"Well, just kind of respect who you're giving the truth or dare to," said Warren. "We must protect Caitlin's virgin sensibilities, mustn't we?" he grinned at her.

"Ummm…well…" Caitlin blushed. "Let's just call them 'sensibilities'."

"I think we have a truth waiting to be told!" Warren said.

"Fine, War, you start." Heidi smiled at him.

"Great! Caitlin, truth or dare?"

"It's going to come out anyway. Go for the truth, Warren."

"When did you lose your virginity?"

She blushed crimson. "Thanksgiving night."

"YOU DIDN'T TELL ME!" Alexa yelled.

"You're right, I didn't," Caitlin grinned at her. "So now you know."

"And look at ol' Papa Bear, grinning like the cat that ate the canary," teased Warren.

"Who, me?"

"Go around the room," Heidi said. "Your turn, Sophia."

"OK. Alexa, truth or dare?"

"Truth."

"How many people have you had sex with?"

"Hmmm. About twenty-five guys, about half that many girls."

"JESUS!" said Heidi.

"What can I say, I like sex." Alexa grinned.

"My turn," said Papa Bear." Warren, ol' pal, truth or dare?"

"Dare."

"Adventurous, eh? OK, we'll start slow. I need you to sing something, and it has to be a song where your voice gets really high. I'll judge if it's high enough."

"Oh, that's easy." Warren belted out a rendition of "Big Girls Don't Cry" by the Four Seasons that had the room laughing and applauding before he was done. "High enough, big guy?"

"Damn straight! Tighten that underwear!" Papa Bear replied.

Caitlin giggled. "My turn. Tim, truth or dare?"

"I'll go with the truth."

"OK. Is there anyone in this room you would like to sleep with that you haven't?"

"Oooh, nasty. All right-Alexa." Heidi hit him. "Hey, I'm just answering the question!"

"My turn," Elise said. "Warren, truth or dare?"

"I did dare last time, I'll do truth this time."

"What was your most outrageous sexual experience?"

Warren grinned at her. "Clever, Elise. I know you know the answer to that question."

"Right. Now you get to tell everyone else," Elise grinned.

Warren sighed. "Fine. Fucking Sophia's best friend, while she was getting fucked by my best friend, in the same bed. Oh, and my best friend and her best friend are dating each other. And the partner-swap also evolved into the odd threesome. I suppose the single most outrageous thing was getting a blowjob from Sophia while my best friend was boinking her. Unless it was getting straddled by her best friend while she was sitting on my face."

"You are kidding," Caitlin said, open-mouthed.

"No he is not," grinned Sophia. "And you can all forget asking me that question, because the answer is the same."

"When I proposed this game, I didn't realize that some people in this room had such…interesting sex lives," quipped Heidi.

"All that and a bag of chips," agreed Sophia.

"My turn," Alexa said. "Tim, truth or dare?"

"Dare."

"Give a kiss, of at least twenty seconds, to someone in this room besides Heidi."

"You trying to get me in trouble?" Tim grinned at her.

"This game was your girlfriend's idea," Alexa pointed out.

"True," agreed Heidi. "Hey, it was."

"Fine," Tim grinned at her. He went over to Alexa and kissed her, long and deep. Warren kept time to twenty seconds. Tim broke away with a grin.

"Wow," Alexa gasped. "Heidi, do not let a kisser that good get loose!"

"Don't plan to!"

"Hey, it's my turn," said Tim. "Papa Bear?"

"Truth."

"When did you lose your virginity?"

Paul looked at him. "Do you know the answer to this question?"

"No."

Paul sighed. "That's right, I think only Warren knows. Caitlin doesn't even know." He took a deep breath. "I lost my virginity on Thanksgiving night."

Caitlin looked at him wide-eyed. "You did?"

"Yeah."

"Don't blame me," Alexa quipped. "Before he met you, Cait, I propositioned the big lug more than once." Everyone broke up at that.

"Was waiting for the right girl, is all," admitted Paul. Caitlin beamed at him.

"My turn," Heidi said. "Caitlin, truth or dare?"

"Oh, what the hell. Dare."

"You have to let someone in this room feel you up for twenty seconds. Under your shirt."

"Anyone?"

"Anyone."

"Fine, I pick Paul then." He grinned at her, and then did it. She blushed deeply again, and panted a little bit.

"Twenty seconds!' yelled Warren.

"Damn! That was too quick!" said Caitlin with a giggle.

"My turn," Warren said. "Alexa?"

"Truth."

"How many people in this room have you had sex with?"

"Three," she said with an impish grin.

"Three?" Warren said. "Who's the third?"

"Who's the second?" asked Heidi.

" I am the second," Warren told her. "I still don't know who the third is."

"I'll never tell," grinned Alexa.

"You'd better be picking dare every time you get called then," Warren teased her.

"My turn. Snugglebear?" said Sophia.

"Dare, Pookie."

She giggled. "You will hate me forever. You have to get on your knees and recite Romeo's lines from the balcony scene, with as much passion and conviction as you can muster…to Papa Bear."

Warren broke up laughing, and walked over and got off the bed and knelt in front of Papa Bear. "Hark, what light through yonder window breaks! It is the east, and Papa Bear is the sun." By the time he finished, the whole room was in stitches.

"Very creative, Soph," Papa Bear said.

"I like to think so. We've had sex dares, we needed a humor dare."

"You should be on stage with that, Warren," giggled Caitlin.

"My turn," said Paul. "OK. Alexa, truth or dare?"

"Truth."

"Who's the third person?"

"Oh, shit, I shouldn't have said truth. Oh damn. Paul, I can't answer that."

"Come on, Alexa!"

"I can't. I don't think the person wants it known."

"It's OK," said Caitlin quietly from behind Paul. "It was me." She was really blushing.

"HUH?" said Paul.

"Before I met you. It was an…experiment…" Her face was beet red and she was looking at her hands. "Just once…you know…"

"Oh. It's OK, you know," Papa Bear said. Caitlin smiled at him. "It's just that I thought she was going to say Tim!"

"Moi? I'm a monogamous kind of guy," said Tim.

"And don't you forget it, buster," quipped Heidi.

"My turn," said Caitlin. "Elise, truth or dare?"

"Dare."

"Fine. You must let a guy in this room feel you up under your shirt for twenty seconds."

"A guy, huh? You really know how to hurt a girl. All right, Warren, get your ass over here." He did, and slipped his hands under her shirt. She was quite flushed when he was done.

"OK, Sophia, I admit it. You weren't kidding about his talented hands," Elise said with a little smile.

"Told ya!"

"All right, Heidi. Truth or dare?" Elise asked.

"Truth."

"How many sex partners have you had?"

"Hmmmm…three if you count going all the way, four if you count everything but."

"Caitlin?" asked Alexa.

"Dare."

"OK," grinned Alexa, "How nasty should I be? OK, I've got one. Cait, you must walk up and down the hall…wearing only your bra and panties."

"ALEXA! You wouldn't!" said Cait.

"Hey, that's pretty mild compared to some things that crossed my mind."

Caitlin was in full blush again. "Oh, I don't know if I can do this."

"This one might be a bit extreme, Lex," said Warren.

"OK. You want another one?" Alexa asked.

"No. I'll do it," Caitlin said. She kicked her shoes off, and pulled off her shirt. Then, she slipped out of her jeans. Warren hooted and whistled when he saw that her panties and bra were both black.

"Looking good, Cait," Warren teased. Paul was looking at her in undisguised awe.

"All right, if I'm going to do this, I want you guys out in the hall."

"Wouldn't miss it for the world," teased Alexa. She opened the door and stepped out in the hall, followed by Elise, and then Caitlin. The rest of the room followed behind.

Caitlin turned and walked down the hall. The party was still going on, and plenty of people were in the hall. They all parted to let Caitlin walk by. "Truth or Dare game, guys, be kind," Warren hollered, and the people in the hall gave her a wide berth, but hooted and whistled good-naturedly. Caitlin was blushing from head to toe, but had a huge smile as she walked to the end of the hall and pirouetted, coming back towards the room. Warren and Papa Bear started chanting "I'm too sexy for my clothes, too sexy for my clothes…" as she walked back towards them, which made her giggle but also blush harder. She got back to the room and practically ran back in the door with a giggle. Everyone else followed her back in.

"You enjoyed that!" Papa Bear said to her.

"I guess I did, a little bit," she grinned, as she put her clothes back on.

"I'm dating an exhibitionist," Paul joked.

"Fine, next dare I'll make her boink you in the middle of the quad," Warren said.

"WARREN!"

"Just kidding, Cait."

"My turn," said Tim. "Sophia, truth or dare?

"Truth."

"How many sex partners have you had?"

"Hmm…" she thought. "Five, then Warren, then Jason, and four…eleven."

"All guys, unfortunately," Elise quipped.

"Paul?" Heidi asked.

"Dare."

"You have to put your hand down Cait's pants for twenty seconds."

"What is this, embarrass Cait night?" Caitlin asked.

"Fine, I'll change it," said Heidi. "You can do it to any girl in the room, then, Papa Bear."

"OH NO HE DOESN'T!" Caitlin yelled, to laughter in the room. "The first option is just fine."

"I would have picked you, anyway," Paul said. "Let's preserve a little decorum, however." He and Cait were on Warren's bed, next to Warren and Sophia, and he grabbed a blanket and covered Cait's lap with it. Then, he reached under the blanket, undid her jeans, and slipped his hand it.

"MMMmmmmmm…" Caitlin hummed. "Could we make this sixty seconds?"

"No, just twenty," Heidi laughed. Caitlin let out a little gasp, just as Warren said, "Time's up!"

"Damn," said Caitlin.

"I think somebody's getting very turned on by all this exhibitionism and fondling," Papa Bear grinned.

"Who, me?" said Cait.

"Little miss demure and innocent? Perish the thought," cracked Alexa.

"My turn," said Warren. "Sophie, truth or dare?"

"I dare you, Snugglebear."

"Fine. Same dare as Cait had earlier, walking the hall-however: you can keep your pants on, but you have to go completely topless."

"You're a beast, you know that? OK." She quickly shed her sweater and bra…

"Oh my God in heaven," stared Tim. Heidi hit him.

Sophia just giggled at him, and opened the door to the room. The rest of the gang followed her out.

"More truth or dare?" yelled Ed, one of their floormates.

"That's right, and this one's mine, so HANDS OFF!" laughed Warren. Sophia giggled, and walked up the hall, her tits bouncing as she walked.

"This is your girlfriend?" asked Ed. "You lucky guy, you!" Sophia just giggled again, and turned and made it back down the hall in record time, her blush increasing with each step.

"That was fun!" she said as she got back in the room. "And now it's my turn. Heidi, truth or dare?"

"Dare."

"Your hand down Tim's pants, for the obligatory twenty seconds."

"I like that one," Tim quipped.

"Fine," Heidi said, a twinkle in her eye. "I'll use the blanket cover, however." They were on Tim's bed. She covered him with a blanket, and put her hand down his sweatpants. Just as his breathing deepened, Warren called "Time!"

"Damn," Tim said, "We really need to adjust this twenty second thing."

"All right. Alexa, truth or dare?" Paul asked.

"Dare."

"The male hand down your pants trick. Any male in the room. We'll go thirty seconds this time."

"Oh, Waaaaah-rennnnnn!!" she called, laughing. She was sitting at Warren's desk, but Sophia got off the bed so she could crawl up and be covered by the blanket. She was actually wearing a skirt, so Warren went up that way.

"Oh God," she gasped. It was way too soon when Paul yelled, "Time's up!"

"Oh shit," Alexa gasped., as she shakily got off the bed.

"Sophia, truth or dare?" Caitlin said.

"It seems to be the dare round. I'll take one."

"Same thing, male hand up your skirt, but it can't be Warren."

"Fine. Paul?"

"Hey, waitaminnit!" complained Caitlin.

"Your dare," Sophia grinned at her. She covered herself with the blanket, and Papa Bear slipped his hand up her skirt. When the thirty seconds were up, Sophia, flushed and panting, looked at Cait and said, "Oh, Cait, he's good,"

"I know," she blushed.

"Alexa, truth or dare?" Elise said.

"Dare."

"How about this one. Your hand down a girl's pants, and it can't be me."

"Oh, you're evil." She got up and walked over to the bed, waving Papa Bear off of it. She sat next to Sophia. "Ready, Soph?"

"YOU? ME?"

"Uh-huh." Alexa grinned at her. Sophia still had the blanket over her. Alexa reached up under it. She was already quite wet with what had already gone one, and Alexa went right to work. "Oh my…" Sophia gasped, as Alexa worked on her clit with her hands. "Oh…oh…oh…oh…" Sophia said, surprised at how much she enjoyed Alexa's touches. When Warren yelled, "Thirty seconds!" Sophia was beet red and had her eyes closed and her mouth parted.

Alexa said, "OK, Warren, truth or dare."

"Dare."

"Fine, let's finish the poor girl off, shall we?" she said with a mischievous gleam in her eye. "I dare you to make Sophia orgasm in five minutes or less."

Warren looked at Sophia, who just grinned at him, still flushed. "Come on, Snugglebear, you think you can't do it in five minutes with those hands of yours? Especially since my engine's already been started."

"You know better, and I am not going to just use my hands. Papa Bear, Cait, off the bed." They got off. Warren made Sophia lie down, grabbed a blanket, covered Sophia with it from the neck down, and then crawled under it. He raised her skirt, pulled down her panties, and buried his head in her crotch.

"He's going to…wow…I thought he'd use his hands!" Cait said in shock.

"This is the quickest way to get me off, and he knows it," said Sophia. "Oh, God, Warren!" Even with six other people in the room, Sophia found herself building up to orgasm quickly. "Oh SHIT he is so fucking good at this!" The rest of the room looked on, amazed, as Sophia's breathing quickened and deepened, and she started wheezing. Warren, under the blanket, was going after her clit full-bore with his tongue as he slipped two fingers into her. "AYEEEE!" she yelped. "UNGGHH! UNGGGH! UNNGGGH!" she moaned, her wide-eyed audience completely forgotten. "FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! OH GOD YEEESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!" She stiffened and spasmed on the bed. After she recovered, and opened her eyes, she saw six stunned people looking at her. She just grinned.

"Well?" said Warren as he emerged from under the blanket.

"Three minutes forty-seven seconds. Unbelievable," said Papa Bear.

"When I've played this at home, we always go until we get a dare that can't be topped." Heidi said. "I think we've reached that point," she grinned. Everyone laughed in agreement, except for Sophia, who said, "What? I was waiting for one of you to dare me to straddle him!"

"Glad to know I'm not the only sex maniac in the room," grinned Alexa.

The sexual tension having hit everyone in the room, it was mere minutes before the room had emptied out, all the couples looking for a place to be alone. The door had barely closed before Sophia pulled her panties all the way down, pulled Warren's pants down, and went to straddle him.

"Fine. Nobody's going to dare me, I'll do it anyway!" Sophia said as she hit bottom.

"That's got to be the most interesting foreplay I've ever had," Warren quipped.

HOMECOMING (Chapter 69)

Warren and Sophia pulled out of the campus at 8am on a Saturday morning, heading home for Christmas break.

"Springsteen, again?" Sophia asked as he started the CD player.

"It's good driving music, Pookie. Besides, you like Springsteen."

"Yeah, but you always put him on when we're in the car. It's so…predictable." She giggled.

"We're going to be on the road for two days, we'll have time to listen to a whole bunch of stuff. I need Bruce to help me wake up."

"Well, OK then."

They found some coffee, and hit the highway.

It was midmorning, and they were well on their way.

"Warren," Sophia began, "There's something I've been meaning to talk to you about. Mary says I should. But it's difficult."

"What, Pookie?"

"Well…it's about our sex life."

"Uh-oh. The last thing a guy wants to hear from his girlfriend."

"Don't worry," she laughed. "I love it with you, you know that. However, we were talking about the whole Eduardo thing, and why I was attracted to him in the first place."

"I know. You like it rough sometimes."

"It's not so much rough. It's just that…I don't know…" Her voice got quieter. "I guess I have a submissive streak."

"OK. And I'm not satisfying it."

"Warren, don't put it that way. Most of the time I love your gentle touch. It's just every once in a while…" She took a deep breath. "It's not that I want you to be rough. The couple times that has happened, it's been natural. I wouldn't want you to force it-that's not in your nature. Oh shit, I don't know what I want."

"You want to be dominated."

"Yeah. Just once in a while. I don't know if you can do that, though. If you can't, it's all right. But I wanted to talk about it."

"You're right, I really have to be in the mood to be rough. Hmmmm. Being rough is not the same as being dominating, though."

"Not necessarily, true."

Suddenly, Warren grinned. "You know what? I have an idea."

"What?"

"I'm not going to tell you. I'm going to surprise you."

"Aww, that's no fair! Tell me!"

"Nope. You'll just have to wait until we get home."

"Fine." She paused. "Will I like it?"

"We'll find out, won't we?"

The homecoming was happy. Everyone was glad to see them, and everyone was especially glad to see them together. They got home late Sunday night, and spent most of Monday going around and saying 'hi' to people. Crash had flown home on Saturday, so they saw he and Jess for lunch on Monday.

Tuesday they spent in the rink, most of it. And June recognized that they had a problem, one they had started to realize the past month.

"You know what? That original dance sucks." June told them.

"We know," said Sophia.

"So change it!"

"We need an idea first."

"Listen. You're using boring, traditional, march music. Open it up. You guys are musically aware, Warren in particular. Read the music requirements, but be creative."

"Hmmmmm."

"We have time to choreograph a new OD, but we have to do it right away," June said.

That night, Warren listened to some music. He got a great idea, read the music requirements for the March OD and found it would just make it. He made a cut to the proper length, and burned it onto a CD.

He walked into practice the next day. "I think I've got it. It qualifies as a march, although just barely."

"Play it," Sophia said.

He did. It was an early-nineties girlpop confection by Sam Phillips, called "I Don't Know How To Say Goodbye To You." It was perfect. By that afternoon, they had most of it choreographed.

They decided to do something different on Christmas eve-they had a little party, with the two of them, Jessie and Crash, Dave and Kate, Nick and Karen, and Mo Kenney and her boyfriend Larry. They ordered out Chinese and spread out in Sophia's room. Ellen had bought them a couple bottles of wine.

"So you still thinking of transferring?" Warren asked Jessie.

"Um-hm," she said through a mouthful off Moo Shi shrimp. "Northern Illinois or Wisconsin-Milwaukee are the current frontrunners. Cheap enough, good nursing programs, and closer to a certain guy."

"At least you guys are the same age," Kate said. "If Dave goes away year after next, I'll still be in high school."

"Don't worry, Lady Katherine. I won't be going far, I don't think."

"You going to study art?" Sophia asked him.

"Actually, I want to study computers. I want to be an animator. I can do the art half on my own."

"Cool!" said Warren.

"I'm leaning towards Northeastern or BU. Plenty close enough."

"Whew, that's a relief," Kate said, to general laughter.

"But what about you?" Sophia asked her. "What if you decide to go away the year after that?"

"Naah," Kate said. "I want to be an art teacher, actually. I can do that around here."

"Art teacher? That's very cool," Mo said. "My major is in English, with an education minor. I want to be an English teacher."

"We can't all be weathergirls, or doctors," quipped Jessie.

"Or ice dancers," added Crash.

"Or lawyers, either, Attorney Kowalski," Warren countered. "And as for you, Jess, be nice to me or I won't hire you to be my ace nurse when I start my practice."

"Promises, promises."

"If the two of them think about working together, I'd best concentrate on malpractice law," Jason quipped, earning a swat on the arm from Jessie.

"All you college pukes. You're making ol' Sophomore-in-high-school me feel like the baby of the group," grumbled Kate.

"You are the baby of the group," Warren pointed out.

"Thanks, Warren. You're all heart."

"Don't mention it," he grinned.

Warren and Sophia spent Christmas together, as usual, and had a wonderful time. After dinner, they went back over to Sophia's house to spend some time there.

"I was thinking something," Warren said to Sophia when they were alone.

"What's that, sweetie?"

"I haven't punished you yet."

"Huh?"

"You need to be punished for thinking you could leave me."

"What are you talking about?"

He grinned at her. "You just do as I say. I will be here at seven PM tomorrow. Kate is going out with David, your parents are going out, and your brother and sister are with their dad. So, I will be here. You will be wearing a skirt, a blouse that buttons down the front, and a pair of panties you don't care about. No bra."

"Warren, what are you talking about?"

"You just do as I say. You'll see. Tomorrow is my night, you'll do exactly as I say."

Realization dawned on her. This must be his big idea. "OK, sweetie, I will."

MASTER AND SERVANT (Chapter 70)

He walked into her room. He had a bag with him. He put it next to him as he sat on the bed.

"Hi, Snugglebear. What’s in the bag?"

"All in good time, Pookie. Sit." He pointed to the bed, right in front of him. She sat.

"So, Pookie," he began, "You’ve been a bad girl. Should you be punished?"

"Yes," she said very very softly.

"OK. Do you love me?"

"With all my heart."

"Do you trust me?"

"With my life."

"Do you believe that I would never hurt you physically?"

"Of course."

"Good. You remember that. Face forward, now, do not look back at me."

She sat, apprehensive, as she heard him rustling in the bag. He gently pulled her right hand back, then her left hand, holding them both with his right hand. Then she felt the bindings.

"Warren?" she asked, as she tried to pull her hand away.

"Trust me, remember?" She relaxed, and he tied her hands together behind her back, tight enough to create a firm bind, but loose enough so that her arms would not pull out of the sockets.

"Hurt?"

"No," she replied. "It’s a little uncomfortable."

"It’s supposed to be a little uncomfortable," he chuckled. The next thing Sophia knew, she couldn’t see. He was tying the blindfold behind her head.

"Warren, you’re starting to worry me."

"Don’t be." Suddenly, there was a ball in her mouth. She gasped, as he tightened the ball gag around in back.

"Can you breathe?" She nodded yes. "Are you scared?" She nodded yes, vigorously. "Why?" She shrugged her shoulders. "Nothing to be scared about, Pookie. Never hurt you, remember? Trust me, remember?" She nodded. "That gag may make your jaw sore, so I won’t keep it in all the time. I just want you to know I have it. Besides, it’ll come in handy…later…when you do your air raid siren imitation." She even chuckled a bit through the gag at that one. "OK, up on the bed, now." He helped her lift her legs up on the bed, then dragged them down so that he could reach the bedposts with the last piece of rope. She felt the rope wrapping around her ankles, and felt it tighten-not too much, but she was surely immobile, her legs spread, her feet tied to the bedposts.

"One more thing. I brought a long pillow. We want to adjust this under you, in case you want to lie down, so that it supports you with your hands being tied behind your back. I don’t want your hands or your back to hurt, Pookie." He adjusted the pillow and lowered her onto it. "Is that semi-comfortable?" She nodded. Actually, it was quite comfortable, considering she was tied up. "Good."

He lied down next to her, and started speaking, softly, right into her ear. "I’m not going to hurt you. There are no whips or nipple clips in that bag." She giggled through the gag. "However, you have been a very bad girl, and you need to be punished. This is your punishment. By the time we are done here, I am going to make sure that you never stray again. Because I’m going to make sure you never want to."

"You know I’m not into pain, or aggression, or rough sex. I’m still not. That’s not what’s going to happen here. But I’ve actually had a fantasy of doing this to you for a long long time. I’ve never approached you with it, but today, I decided to."

"Let me tell you what’s going to happen here today, Pookie. You are at my mercy. You are at my mercy for as long as I decide. You are tied up here spread-eagled on my bed, you can’t see, you can’t talk, you can’t move. And I am going to have my way with you in as many ways as I can think up."

He heard her gasp softly through the gag. "No pain, like I said. But you will be tortured. I am going to bring you within an inch of cumming and then stop. And I’m going to do it over and over again. And if you’re a very good girl, I may end your punishment and let you cum. When-and if-you have an orgasm today will be decided by me. And I know you well enough to know that once you start, you can’t stop, you can be sure that the first one will last a good…long…time."

She listened to his words, getting tingly all over. He continued. "Before we end this today, you are going to understand one thing. You are mine. You are mine, for all time. And, today, you are really mine. You are my own personal plaything. I can do anything to you I want. You’re helpless. You’re completely helpless. You have to just like there and take it." He leaned in closer. "Does that turn you on, Pookie? Does it turn you on knowing that I can do anything I want to you?" She nodded, panting slightly. "Does it turn you on knowing that you can only cum if I say so?" She nodded vigorously. Now he was reaching down and teasing her breast. She tried to arch her back to push it into his hand, but couldn’t. "Does it turn you on to be teased like this?" She groaned, but nodded. "Does it turn you on, being my own personal plaything?" She groaned and nodded. He grinned. "Looks like I’ve got you in a pretty submissive position, wouldn’t you say?" She gasped. And realized that Niagara Falls was seemingly gushing out of her pussy.

She was very turned on.

He unbuttoned her shirt. "No bra. Good choice." He undid all the buttons, and separated the halves of the shirt to leave her breasts exposed.

He dove right in. She moaned through the gag as his lips covered her nipple, his tongue probing it. Her nipples were as erect as he had ever seen them. He moved onto the other breast, kneading the first one with his hand. She was moaning, and squirming on the bed as much as her binds would allow. Then he stopped, ignoring her moans of protest. She heard him in the bag, and suddenly she felt this extremely light and fluffy touch on her nipple. She jumped at it.

"Oh, look, it’s a feather!" He said. "Won’t we have fun with this!" He flicked the feather onto her nipples, alternating between the two, as she groaned and tried to raise her tits to get more contact with the wispy object. It was delicious. It was torture.

He lowered his hands under her skirt, and rubbed a finger into her panties. She groaned and bucked, as he lightly pushed her pussy through her panties. "Oh, good, you’re running like a river. We want to get these adorable purple panties of yours drenched." She tried to increase the contact with his finger, but he was having none of it.

"These things are a little in the way," he said. He reached into the bag. "Don't move, sweetie, I have a scissors in my hand." She felt the metal up against her leg, as Warren cut her panties. Then, on the other leg. He pulled her ruined panties out from in between her legs. "Even cut open, I have to keep these." Warren said. "They'll smell like Sophia for months." He was idling rubbing his finger all around her pussy, slipping it out and withdrawing, teasing her clit then withdrawing, driving her nuts. He was still using the feather on her nipples. This went on for some time. She was moaning and writhing.

"Frustrated?" She nodded. "Want to cum?" She nodded vigorously. "Not yet." She groaned. He leaned down into her ear and said, "Imagine what it will feel like when I do let you come."

Suddenly, she felt the feather lightly brush her clit. She squealed. He took the feather and traced it up and down her pussy lips. The light touches all around her sex made her squeeze out little "mew! mew! mew!" sounds through her gag. Then he pushed his finger into her sex, as he drummed her clit with his thumb. She gasped, and tried to arch her back towards his hand. He got her to where she was gasping and whining, and then he withdrew his fingers.

"That’s enough cunny play for a while, I think." She moaned deeply. "Let’s see what else we got in this bag." She heard it rustle, and then she heard some sort of shaking sound. The next thing she knew, something very cold and very wet was on her left nipple. She gasped and mewled. She felt the cold wetness cover her left breast. Then, on her right nipple, and then covering her right breast. And a little trail, down her breasts and onto her stomach.

"Whipped cream," Warren said finally. "With two cherries on top, one for each tit. It's been forever since I've had a Sophie Sundae." He started with the trail down her stomach, and worked his way up to a breast. He lapped the whipped cream off of her breast, lingering on the nipple, making sure to clean it thoroughly. It drove her crazy.

When he had cleaned up every last drop, his tongue went to her pussy. He went right for her clit, nibbling and suckling on it, until he sensed she was close. Then he stopped. She groaned and gasped and wheezed, flushed and straining against her bonds. He checked the clock. He had been doing this for over an hour.

"Your jaw hurt?" She nodded yes. He reached behind and took off the gag, and pulled her blindfold off as well.

Free from the gag, she groaned. "Arrrrgggghhhhhhh. Ohrrhghdihrhhf. Warren I am going insane. Please. Please. It’s torture."

"But Sophie, you’ve been a very bad girl. Do you think you deserve an orgasm?"

"Please."

"You need to be a good girl." He started flicking his finger onto her clit every couple of seconds as he talked. "Do you think you can be a good girl?"

"HRRMMM…please…yes…I can be a…OOFFF…good girl…please…"

"Maybe you can. What are you?"

"YIII…I…don’t understand…"

"I’m playing with you, right? What do people play with? What are you?"

"I’m…NGGGGGHH…a toy…"

"Right. What kind of toy."

"NYIIIIEEE…a…a…sex toy…OHHH…please…"

"Right again. And who do you belong to?"

"YUFFFF…Warren…I’m…NGGGG…Warren’s sex toy…NYIIIIIIEEE…"

"Right. And how long will you be Warren’s sex toy?"

She actually smiled, even through her grunting. "RRRGGGHH…Forever…and always…"

"And how do you feel about being Warren’s sex toy forever and always."

"NGGGhhhh…I love it…I love you…GGRRNNN…so good…please…"

"Very good. You’re a very good girl. Now tell me what you want."

"NGGGHHHHH…I want…YRRR…I want to cum…please…OYYIIEEEE…please let me cum…YAARRRGGG…Oh please…please let me cum…NYOOOORRRR…please…"

"OK. I’ll let you cum, because you’ve been such a good girl. Got to put this gag back on, though, we wouldn’t want you to wake up Vermont…"

She giggled as he reattached the gag. Then he lowered his head and aimed his tongue straight at her pussy, and relentlessly massaged her clit.

It didn’t take long. And he gave thanks for the gag because she was completely over the edge. An hour and a half’s worth of slow torture was released in one keening, wailing orgasm that seemed to last fifteen minutes. And he kept up his pressure on her clit, and she came a second time…and then a third. He finally stopped, and removed the gag, to allow her to catch her breath.

She was flushed from head to toe. Her nipples were very erect, her pussy was gushing, and she was squirming on the bed as much as her bonds would allow. With the gag now off, she was taking wheezing, raspy, moaning breaths.

Warren lie down next to her. "So, how’d you like that?"

"I can’t speak. I can’t think. I can’t breathe."

"Good." He waited for her to finish catching her breath. "Are you enjoying yourself?"

"Oh MAN. What an orgasm. Or three."

"Good. My turn." He crawled up and straddled her face, and plunged his cock into her mouth.

She devoured him. She couldn’t control his movements, or use her hands, all she could do was suck as he plunged in and out of her mouth. And suck she did, vigorously. He was being as gentle as he could, but, hey, he was fucking her mouth. He occasionally bottomed out in her throat. His pubic bone occasionally bounced off her nose. Her jaw was straining at him. She loved it. He came in a torrent. She swallowed every drop.

He climbed off of her. She still couldn't see, being blindfolded. "Warren, where are you?"

"Over here. Putting my clothes on."

"Huh?"

"I need something to drink. Gonna go upstairs, get us some Cokes, maybe chat with your Mom a bit."

"You're going to leave me like this?!?"

"Hmmm…" He looked at her. "Maybe I should leave you with something to keep you occupied." He went back in the bag. She couldn't see, but she felt something hard and rubber brush up against her pussy-and then she felt it sliding up in her. "Ohhhhhnnnggggggg…" she moaned, as she was filled with the toy.

Then, Warren flicked a switch, and she felt it vibrating in her. "OH GOD!" He watched her writhe on the bed, and then the vibe shut off.

"Time setting. Goes off for thirty seconds, then shuts off for about a minute. That ought to keep you occupied." And he left.

He was upstairs for about fifteen minutes. When he came down, Sophia was out of her mind.

"Oh God Oh God Oh God Oh God…" then it turned back on "…oooOOOOOOOOOHHHYEEEEEEEEIIIIII!! AAAAAAH!! AAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!" and then it turned off again "…Oh God Warren! Is that you? Oh God no more! Oh God! Oh please!"

Warren climbed up in between her legs, withdrew the vibrator, and replaced it with his hard cock.

"AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!" Sophia screamed. Warren started plunging in and out of her. "WARREN! OH GOD! OH FUCK ME OH GOD FUCK ME!!!" He did, and she screamed in orgasm very quickly. Warren kept pumping her, and she never came completely down, riding one wave after the other. By the time he came into her, she was almost delirious.

As she tried to get control of herself, still panting and moaning, she felt something on the top of her breasts. "What are you doing?" she asked.

"You'll find out." It felt like he was writing on her. Then, she felt the same thing on her stomach.

"Time to untie you." He undid her feet, and then sat her up to undo her hands. She stretched them, trying to wake up her muscles, as he took her blindfold off.

"Oh Warren," she looked at him. "Oh, dear heart, that was unbelievable."

"I'm glad you liked it. You need to look in the mirror. That's body ink I used, it will wash off in three showers or so."

She looked. Across the top of her tits, he had written "WARREN'S". Underneath her tits, on her stomach, he had written "SEX TOY."

She giggled. He said, "Just a little reminder."

"Makes me want to walk around the streets of Oceanview topless," she laughed. "Just to proclaim it to the world."

"You just remember it."

"After tonight, there's no way I forget." She looked at him a little hesitantly. "Could we…would you…I mean, you know…do that again sometime?"

"You like being tied up and tortured!"

"Um, yeah, I think I do," she blushed. "I do believe that you scratched my submissive itch just fine, darling."

BACK AT NATIONALS (Chapter 71)

"Ah, Seattle. Never been here," said Warren.

"Yeah, it's going to be a west coast kind of year, what with Worlds being in San Jose," said Sophia.

They were at Nationals. Their friends in the skating world were very glad to see them, together, and seemingly as happy as ever.

"Hey, Dance King!" Christine Arsenault greeted Warren in the lobby of the hotel. Sophia was off chatting with Jack Garrison and his wife. "How's it hanging, Warren?"

"Fine as always, Chris. You ready to renew the battle with your arch-nemesis Liz Cushman again?"

"Of course. And you and Sophia are ready to go after Nicholas and Coleman?"

"You betcha."

"So, Warren. What happened? Really."

"Sophia and I broke up, in late September. She broke up with me, actually. It was a huge mistake, it's been resolved, but we were apart for almost two months."

"Damn. Well, I'm glad everything worked out."

"So am I."

"Your training must have suffered."

"Yeah, but we're coming along. Thank God we had decided not to do the Grand Prix this year."

"Hey, waitaminnit. You were apart from her for two months and you didn't come out to Colorado and give me what I've been waiting for for five years? You creep!"

"Sorry, Chris."

"Ah, I bet you were celibate, pining away for her, anyway."

"I was pining, but I was not celibate. If you had been in Wisconsin, you would have gotten your wish. Sorry." He walked away with a grin.

"I HATE YOU!" She shouted after him, laughing.

The practices were fine. A little ragged, but Warren and Sophia felt that they could pull it together for competition.

The compulsory dances were held on Tuesday. Warren and Sophia had spent a lot of time on their original dance, redoing it, and on fine-tuning the Sinatra free dance. The compulsories had been a bit neglected. Nevertheless, the first compulsory was the Tango Romantica, and they handled it fine. They finished third, behind Nicholas/Coleman and Vickers/Pogdar, which was fine.

The compulsory dances are a group of twenty-odd dances, the steps strictly prescribed. Every team does the same steps to the same music. Every year, four of the dances are picked, and two of those four are skated at each competition. A small error can be disastrous. A large error can be fatal-and that's what happened to Warren and Sophia. In the second dance-which was the fairly difficult Golden Waltz-their skates clicked, and the undertrained duo went down, in a heap, completely obliterating the rhythm. They frantically caught up, but had missed a whole lot of steps by the time they did. Compulsories never draw much of a crowd, but the small audience let out an audible gasp at Warren and Sophia's error.

Amazingly, they left the ice laughing. "When we fuck up, we do it right," said Warren. When the marks were posted, they had finished a disastrous eighth. It left them tied for fifth overall.

When they got backstage, Evan and Shawna were offering condolences.

"Ah, thanks, but fuck it," said Sophia. "We knew we weren't in peak form."

"And you know that's the one damn compulsory that they're going to play on the TV broadcast," Warren laughed.

"I can't believe you guys," Shawna told them. "We'd be devastated."

"What the hell. Ice is slippery," said Warren.

"Besides which, we'll just have to kick your butt in the OD!" added Sophia, as she and Warren walked away, hand-in-hand.

Laughing off a bad skate was very much keeping with their philosophy-that they did this for fun-and they knew that they hadn't trained enough. That didn't mean they planned to give up, as they discussed in their hotel room that night.

"I still wanna go to Worlds," Sophia said.

"We have to win the OD. Not second, not third, we have to win the thing," Warren opined.

"We can do that. I'm so glad we changed OD's. This one can win."

"Yup. Attack, Sophia, we need to skate the thing full-bore."

"Risk disaster by going for it? I agree. We've already had our disaster, right?" They both laughed. "Law of averages, and all that!"

The OD was Wednesday night. Sophia and Warren went after Evan and Shawna, but before Coleman and Nicholas. They had seen most of the OD's in practice. Most of them were traditional marches. They hoped to stand out by skating a march to an up-tempo pop song. But, first of all, they had to skate it. Perfectly.

They did. They attacked the program from the start, digging into the ice, executing their steps flawlessly to the pounding beat and soaring wash of vocals. When they were done, Warren pumped his fist and yelled, loud enough for the crowd to hear, "Tied for fifth place my ASS!" provoking laughter from Sophia and half the crowd.

The marks came up. They had beaten Evan and Shawna. After Coleman and Nicholas had skated, they discovered that they had beaten them, also. They had won the original dance. It left them right back in contention, in third overall and very close to second.

Thursday was the free dance. It was time to break out Sinatra: "How Little It Matters (How Little We Know)" and "I've Got You Under My Skin." It was a classy, elegant, steadily-building program. They really had sharpened it up.

They skated first in the final group, and skated near-flawlessly. The crowd ate it up, going nuts when they were done. They were pleased with the way they had skated, and thought the marks were decent, but all the other contenders were yet to go. Nicholas and Coleman went first, and they only defeated Sophia and Warren in the free dance by one judge. That made Sophia and Warren feel more confident. Evan and Shawna couldn't beat them. They finished second in the free and second overall, going home with their second-and very special, considering what had preceded it-silver medal.

Sunday was the day for exhibitions. Sophia and Warren loved this. All their friends were there, showing off their own exhibitions, and the backstage scene was fun.

The TV network had taped comments from each skater about their exhibitions to play on the broadcast, but they also played those comments on the big screen in the arena before each skater took the ice. Warren and Sophia's was playing as they stepped out by the ice entrance.

Warren: "We hit a rough spot this fall."

Sophia: "Yeah, we actually broke up, on and especially off the ice, for almost two months."

Warren: "We're back together now, and very happy about it, and we kissed and made up a while ago."

Sophia: "But now we need to kiss and make up on the ice!"

They took the ice, to wild applause, both dressed in black flowing costumes with a big red heart on one sleeve. "Kiss Me Baby" began, and they gilded around the ice, renewing and repledging their love for one another, on the ice. Warren steered Sophia around the ice, in a program build on long flowing edges, elegant turns, and close embraces. At the end, they kissed, as the crowd went nuts. The First Couple of American Ice Dance were back.

They flew home to Boston, then piled back into Warren's van almost immediately for the haul back to Wisconsin. When they arrived there, they were surprised to get recognized a lot around campus.

Their friends had spread the word. They got what was almost a hero's welcome back to campus. They found themselves being recognized more than ever. It was great.

Fame, however, has a dark side.

DARKNESS ON THE EDGE OF TOWN (Chapter 72)

The semester started wonderfully. They planned to take as much of their free time as they could nailing down those compulsories. Warren had turned 18 during Nationals, which led to lots of jokes from Sophia about "being relieved that she wasn't committing statutory rape on poor innocent Warren anymore." They were together, and were happy. School was going to be tough again, but they had better learned how to deal with that. They had their friends, and all the recognition they were getting was a kick.

One night, just a few days after school had started, Warren was walking across campus late at night. Sophia had a pile of work to do, so Warren had gone to get some food. He was headed back to the dorm, walking through a part of campus usually mostly deserted at night.

Four kids were walking in the other direction.

"Hey, you're that figure skater!"

"Yeah, I am," Warren smiled.

"Aren't all figure skaters fags?"

"No. Some are, but not all." Warren said.

"I've heard all figure skaters are fags," another one said. "And all of them with girlfriends and shit, that's just a smokescreen."

"Nah. Believe me, my girlfriend is not a smokescreen."

"Yeah, right. You're all fags. You are a fag."

"Believe what you want," Warren said, not wanting to get into it. "Can I get by, please?"

"I don't think so." They moved in closer to him. "Y'see, we've decided you're a fag. And you know what we do to fags?"

"Yeah, what Reverend Watson says we should do to fags?"

Oh shit, Warren thought, they're followers of that gay-bashing scumbag. I think I'm in a heap of trouble.

He never saw the first punch until it was connecting with his eye.

The four kids weakened him up with a couple of punches, then dragged him out of sight, behind one of the buildings. Then they started punching and kicking in earnest. One of them twisted his left wrist until he heard the bones crack. He took a couple kicks in the knee. His face and torso were battered. Waves of pain washed over him. He screamed until he didn't have the energy to scream. He tasted blood, and saw it in his eyes.

Then, one of them said. "You know what we ought to do to this fag? Treat him like a fag!" The next thing Warren knew, his pants were being pulled down. Then, he felt himself being held up by two of the kids, while a third stood behind him. He felt pressure, and then a searing pain, in his anus.

At that moment, he mercifully passed out.

Somehow, he managed to come to some time later, just barely. He was alone, on the grass. His legs weren't working properly. His left wrist was useless. He was having trouble breathing. He couldn't see past his swollen eyes very well. And there was blood everywhere.

He was in big trouble. He managed to remain coherent enough to dig into his pocket for his cell phone. It was cracked, but still worked. He took his good hand and hit Sophia's speed dial number.

"Hello," she said.

"Behind Thompson hall. Send help. Ambulance. Hurry!" he managed to squeak out. Then the line went dead.

Sophia, sick with fear, dialed 911. Then she threw on a coat, and with Elise in tow, headed to Thompson Hall. She arrived first, and ran behind the building to find Warren unconscious, badly beaten, in a pool of blood.

"WARREN!!!" she howled, and ran down to hug him. Elise came alongside. "Sophie, move. I'm pre-med, I know first aid." She grabbed his hand. "He's got a pulse. His breathing sucks, though. Damn, where is that ambulance? He's lost a ton of blood." Just then the paramedics ran up and took over.

It was the next morning before they let Sophia in to see him.

"Are you family?" asked the doctor.

"I'm his girlfriend, I'm the closest thing. Our families are in Massachusetts. How is he?"

"Concussion, broken cheek, multiple facial bruises, broken ribs, broken left wrist, one of his lungs collapsed, and his rectum is a mess. Plus both of his knees are bruised and sprained."

"Oh my God."

"He took a vicious beating."

"Yeah, and from who?" said a voice from behind her. "Hi, I'm Officer Gorman, Madison PD."

"I'm Sophia Daniels, I'm his girlfriend. And his ice skating partner."

"Oh, yeah, you guys are those ice dancers, right?"

"Yeah," she said sadly.

"Sophia," the cop asked, "do you know anyone who would want to do this to Warren?"

"No. Warren's well liked, he really is. If he has any enemies, I don't know about them."

"Pookie?" a voice croaked from behind them.

Sophia turned. "Oh, Snugglebear, you're awake!"

"Barely. God, do I hurt."

"Warren? Can you talk? Officer Gorman, Madison PD. Who did this to you?"

"Four guys. Don't know if they were students, but they were that age. Said they were followers of that asshole preacher, Watson."

"Did you know them? Do you know why they did this to you?"

Warren tried to snort, which was hard with a respirator tube in his nose. "Oh, it was your routine gay-bashing, leaving aside for a moment the little detail that I'm not gay. They said that I must be, because I was a figure skater. I tried to get out of there, after the verbal abuse, but they blocked me, then started punching." He took a breath. "Dragged me behind the building and went to town."

"Lovely. Could you identify them?"

"I think so."

"Good. This ought to be a lovely set of charges. Assault, hate crime, this might even be severe enough for attempted murder."

"No doubt in my mind," said the Doctor. "Warren, if you didn't carry a cel phone, you would have bled to death. Oh, and, Officer, don't forget rape."

"What?" said Warren.

"Rape?" said the officer.

"Yeah," the Doctor said. "Warren, you were anally raped."

Sophia recoiled in horror at that. Warren just went ghost-white.

The Madison PD held a press conference. Word spread like wildfire after that, especially amongst the close-knit skating community, which reacted with horror, shock, and fear.

Many skaters were contacted by the media for their comments. The ones most widely replayed were the astute comments of Evan Pogdar:

"First of all, I am gay, so, yeah, I'm scared to death. But, it's bad enough that this was a gay-bashing. What's worse is that it was a witch hunt, with all the blind flailing of possible witches that that implies, because I know for a certain fact that Warren is not gay. Now we're bashing maybe-gays on the basis of their profession. It was a gay-bash, and it was a witch-hunt, and it was an attack on the figure skating community. First and foremost, though, it was an attack on Warren Kelleher, one of the finest guys I know. Warren wouldn't hurt a fly. I'm devastated over this. Hey, War, get well, eh?"

Warren's parents flew in from Boston. Sophia was glad to see them. She needed the help. She still had classes to go to, and she was meeting with Warren's professors.

The figure skating community rallied. She was getting constant messages from friends-even skaters they barely knew-asking if they needed any help, what they could do. Sharon Nicholas and Steve Coleman, who trained in Chicago, even drove up for a day to say hi. And Sophia got a gratifying call from Lisa Jones, the president of the USFSA.

"I've talked to Evan Pogdar and Shawna Vickers about this, Sophia," Lisa told her, "and we're all in agreement. If Warren can skate at Worlds, he skates. If he's physically able, you have your spot, and we are going to wait until the very last second to make a change if we have to. Evan and Shawna are going to travel to San Jose if there is any question, but, like I said-very last second. I hope you guys can skate."

There was a letter in the newspaper five days after the attack.

"We do not condone violence, but let's not glorify a young man who is living a deviant lifestyle. He had been judged, and he will be judged, and if he does not renounce his deviancy, he will get only which is coming to him. He has affronted the Lord, and it is only fitting that the Lord's servants have reacted with offense."

The letter was signed by the Reverend Adam Watson.

Sophia was dumbfounded. Luckily, she didn't think Warren had seen it. Deviancy? What deviancy? Being a figure skater?

The madness had affected the whole school. Elise was terrified. She never bothered to hide her bisexuality. Sophia spent every day worried.

The next day, at the dining hall, Sophia was met by a frantic Alexa.

"My parents are here. A surprise visit. Boy, am I lucky, or what?" she spat out sarcastically. "They think I've been corrupted by the decadence here, so they are demanding that I go with them to see that Watson asshole after lunch."

"Oh shit."

"I'm a wimp in front of them. I can't confront them, or him."

Sophia got a gleam in her eye. "You want some company?"

She and Alexa went to meet her parents, who were babbling about the "great man and his good works, trying to rid the world of deviancy." Sophia held her tongue. She was going to let it all out with Watson there.

He started in on his screed, with Alexa's parents nodding agreement. Alexa was so incensed that she found herself saying something before Sophia even had a chance to.

"What about the kid that your followers put in the hospital? What about him?"

"My followers were overzealous, but they were doing the Lord's work in trying to rid our world of deviants."

"That 'deviant' has a name. His name is Warren Kelleher. He's one of my best friends. He's maybe the sweetest guy in the universe. He didn't deserve this."

"See, this is why we had to come out here, to save you from this, Alexa," her mother said. "What kind of company are you keeping out here?"

"Why is Warren a deviant?" Alexa persisted.

"You don't think homosexuality is perverted?" her mother asked.

"No, I don't, but that's another story. Warren is not gay. Don't you people read the papers? He's not gay."

"That's what they all say," said Watson. "We know homos when we see them."

"BULLSHIT!" yelled Sophia, seeing her cue. "Jesus Christ, you people are stupid! Evan Pogdar is right, what a witch-hunt. Warren is completely, indubitably, most emphatically not gay. And I think I should bloody know, considering I've been his girlfriend for almost four years! Your blind hatred has put the man I love in the hospital."

"You're his girlfriend?" Alexa's father asked. "And it's not a cover-up?"

"Yes, I am; and, no, it's not. I have no problems with gay people. Some of my closest friends in skating are gay. Two of my closest friends here are bisexual. Warren ain't one of them. This is where we've gotten-we're going to beat up people because we think they might be doing something in the privacy of their own damn bedroom that we don't like. It's none of you people's business what anybody does in bed, but the only person in Warren's bed is me. And, trust me when I tell you, Warren likes girls."

"Oh, and here's another tidbit for you. This little item hasn't made the papers. Those four goons of yours, Reverend? They didn't just beat Warren up. They raped him. How's that for irony? Your great crusaders of ridding the world of homosexuality, and one of them performed an anal rape on a straight guy."

"WHAT?" Watson and Alexa's father said at once.

"That's right. They beat him, and they raped him, and they left him for dead. He would have died if he hadn't had his cel phone. This is the legacy that this madman is trying to leave Madison with. I, for one, plan to fight back with everything I've got. Warren did not deserve this, whether or not he's gay." She got up to leave the room.

Alexa got up, too. "Oh, Mom, Dad? I might as well shatter all your illusions. If they wanted to beat up someone who has had sex with someone of the same gender, they should have gotten me." Her parents looked at her in shock. "One of Sophia's friends that's bisexual is me. In fact, the person I'm dating right now is a girl. Do you hope his goons beat the shit out of me next?" She followed Sophia out of the room.

AFTERMATH (Chapter 73)

Warren was in the hospital for a week. He was recovering, physically.

Warren and Tim's next door neighbor, John, had a double room but had never had a roommate. They talked it over, and agreed. Tim offered to move in with John, so Sophia could stay with Warren. "He's gonna need you, Soph. I know how shook up he is." Sophia gratefully accepted their kind offer, and helped Tim move his stuff.

When she brought Warren home from the hospital, that's the first thing he noticed.

"Where's all of Tim's shit?"

"He moved in with John, so I could stay with you as much as possible."

"OK."

The next day, the police called. Warren went down to a lineup, and picked out the four guys. They were still attending Watson's campus meetings, and the police had grabbed them there, based on Warren's descriptions. And physical evidence proved that one of them was definitely the one who had raped Warren. Because that was in the papers now, word of the rape got out. One of the effects of that was shock and disgust even among the Watson acolytes, because the irony that Sophia had spoken about was lost on no one.

Sophia was glad that the goons had been caught-although she wasn't looking forward to Warren having to go through a trial-but she had bigger problems: getting Warren back on his feet.

It wasn't going well. It was a week after he had come home. His parents had flown back a couple days earlier, so it was all up to Sophia, and she wasn't having an easy time of it.

"Warren?"

"Hm?"

"The doctors said you could skate. We have our ice time tomorrow morning. Want to give it a whirl?"

"No."

"We really should, soon, you know. We need to see if you can get to the point where we can go to Worlds. It's only a month and a half away."

"I'm not going to Worlds."

"We might be able to. If your wrist can handle it, we might be able to."

"No."

"OK, we'll talk about this later." She took a breath. "Hey, you want to go out? Get some food, hit a movie? Might be fun."

"No."

"Warren, you can't just sit in this room, except for going to class!"

"Sure I can. Watch me."

"Oh, Warren." She went to touch him on the shoulder. He flinched. She backed away, trying to hide how upset she was. "Oh, by the way, Christine Arsenault wants you to call her. I've got her number."

"Oh."

"You should call her. A good flirt might be what you need," she said playfully.

"No."

Sophia sighed. "Warren, you and Chris have been friends for a long time."

"Yeah, but she's a skater. I don't want to have anything to do with skaters and skating."

Sophia just sighed, and went back to reading her book.

A couple days later, Sophia was on Warren's computer, checking her e-mail.

"Hey, Snugglebear. You should see the lovely e-mail I got from Anya Malekova. She's such a sweetheart."

"Hmmm."

"She even offered to fly out here, at her own expense, and help us get up to snuff for Worlds if we need it. Might be a good idea."

"I told you, no Worlds."

"Come on, Snugglebear. You're healing. Your ribs are better, your legs are fine, and they are going to change that cast on your wrist to a splint. We just have to rechoreograph around your wrist a bit. I think you can skate. We should try."

"I have no desire to skate."

The next day:

"Hey, Warren? Papa Bear and Cait want us to double-date some night this weekend."

"Tell 'em thanks, but no."

"Come on, Warren. Might be fun." She giggled. "We could play Truth or Dare."

That earned her the smallest of smiles, but it disappeared in a hurry. "I just don't feel like going out."

"I know, but you should."

Warren just sighed. Sophia walked over to him, and leaned down to kiss him. He flinched, and didn't return the kiss. Sophia stood up, trying not to get too upset at his rejection of her, but she said something.

"Warren, you need help."

"What do you mean?"

"Professional help. You need to talk to Mary."

"No way."

"I went when you asked me to."

"That was different."

"How so?"

"Because you needed it. I don't need it. I'm perfectly fine."

"Perfectly fine? You won't go out. You won't skate. You flinch when I go to kiss you, Warren! This is your definition of perfectly fine?"

"I just need a little time, is all."

"OK. Anything you say."

She walked out of the room, needing someone to talk to. She went up to Alexa's.

"Hey, Sophia? What's up? How's Warren?"

"Not good. Not good at all." She detailed to Alexa some of what had been going on.

"Oh, shit. You want I should go talk to him?" Alexa asked.

"I don't know if he would even let you in."

"Maybe he's right. Maybe he just needs time."

"Maybe. But I'd have an easier time believing that if I saw some sign he was getting better. I don't. Except for class, he just sits in bed. And I can't even touch him without him flinching-that's the toughest part. It's just about breaking my heart."

"You need to be patient with him."

"I'm trying. I really am." She sighed. "I am not the strong one in this relationship, you know. I never have been. I'm the one that needs to be taken care of, the one who breaks into pieces that need to be put back together. Not him. I'm not used to this. I don't know what to do."

"You're doing fine, you know. You're there for him."

"True. But it is becoming increasingly clear that it's not enough." She sighed. "Enough about me. How are you doing?"

"My parents still aren't speaking to me. They sent me a note saying that they will continue to pay for college, because that was a promise they had made. But they won't talk to me, and they 'suggested' I find somewhere else to spend the summer."

"Oh, Jesus, Alexa."

"You know what? Fuck 'em. Their attitude makes me sick. And Elise already told me that I could spend the summer there if I want. I might go home anyway, I can stay with my grandmother. I've talked to her, and she's pissed at my parents for doing this."

"Hopefully, they'll come around."

"I don't care anymore. Let them stew in their own hatred."

"It's still tough. All the shit I've done in my life, and my Mom still stands behind me."

"Yeah."

"She can't help me with this, though."

SOPHIA'S DILEMMA (Chapter 74)

"I don't know how much longer I can do this."

Sophia had requested a meeting with Mary. It was almost three weeks after Warren had come home, about a month after the attack, and he wasn't getting any better.

"He's not getting better?" Mary asked.

"He's completely withdrawn. He goes to class, and he studies, and that's it-and keeping up with his schoolwork is almost on autopilot for him. Outside of that, he just sits in the bed. He won't touch me, he won't let me touch him. His roommate moved out so that I could be with him and we sleep in separate beds. He won't skate. He shows no emotion about anything. I take messages for him, support from our skating friends, people that want to help-and he ignores them. I tell him I love him and I get nothing."

"OK, first of all, Sophia, I have to ask you. Have you had any of your panic attacks?"

She laughed humorlessly. "Every single fucking day. Sometimes it takes all my strength of will to keep from running out of that room forever. I feel like my life is on hold. I know he's been through hell. That's why I stay. I just don't know how much longer I can stand to look into the eyes of the shell of a man I used to love and still keep coming back for more."

"You've tried to get him to see somebody? Me, anybody?"

"Of course. No dice."

"OK. You want to help him?"

"More than anything."

"OK. First of all, I need to tell you that your strength impresses me. You're doing a fabulous job on yourself, and it is showing, and you need to know that."

"Thanks. It's nice to here. Our friend Alexa said the same thing."

"It's true. However, you have to get stronger. You have to do something that you will find very difficult. To truly help him-you have to stop helping him."

"Huh?"

"You have to step back. Stop taking his messages-make him answer the phone. Stop coddling him. Make him know how difficult this is for you. Make him deal with the world, stop doing it for him. I understand why you have been, but the best thing for you to do now is stop. Force him to deal with things."

"Why?"

"Because he's avoiding anything emotional, and he can't continue to do this. He goes to class and studies, but that's because that's purely intellectual-like you said, he's on autopilot as far as that goes. But he's avoiding skating, because that is an emotional experience. He's avoiding any closeness with you for the same reason. His friends, his skating friends, going out and enjoying a movie-all of it. He's trying to shut down emotionally so he won't feel the pain. I don't think I have to tell you how unhealthy that is."

"No, you don't."

"I'm warning you, Sophia, this will not be easy. You might have to goad him. Get him mad, get him unhappy, get him amorous, but you probably will have to force the issue. And, when it all comes out, it is not going to be pretty. I'm warning you. But if you want even the possibility of getting the old Warren back, it's the only way. He has to deal with the pain-and he has to deal with something he is completely repressing, the anger. He must be very angry, but he's not allowing himself to deal with it. It may come out at you."

Sophia sighed. "I can take that. I can deal with that. Anything to get him out of this."

"And you need to keep on him to see me, or somebody. You're not a professional, Sophie. You can only do so much."

"I know. But I've got to do something. And I have you as an adviser!"

She was in his room that night. The phone rang. And rang. And rang.

"Sophia?" Warren asked.

"It's your phone, you answer it. What am I, your secretary?" Sophia spat out, feeling horrible.

Warren just looked at her in disbelief, then answered the phone. Sophia could only hear one half of the conversation.

"Hello? Hi Christine. No, I'm OK. I'm healing. Yeah, they caught the guys. No, I'm fine. Well, I don't think we're going to make it to Worlds, I'm still pretty beat up. Yeah, we'll see. Yeah, I love you too, skate babe. Talk to you later." He hung up the phone. "That was Christine Arsenault. How did she get my number?"

"I gave it to her," Sophia told him.

"What? Why?"

"Because she wanted to talk to you."

"Well, I didn't want to talk to her. That was difficult."

"She wanted to talk to you. You don't want to talk to her, you tell her. Explain to her why you're hiding from all your friends. Oh, by the way, I also gave your number to Jack, Evan, Shawna, Andrea, and Liz. They all want to talk to you, and I'm not taking your phone calls anymore."

Warren just looked at her in disbelief, then shook his head and went back to his studying.

A couple hours later, Sophia got up and turned on the TV.

"Whatcha doing, Soph?" Warren asked.

"Something I want to watch," she replied simply.

It was one of those newsmagazine shows. The announcer intoned. "A beating in Wisconsin. A popular figure skater badly hurt, and a controversial preacher in the firestorm. Tonight, on NewsWatch."

"Soph, why are we watching this?"

"It should be good. Evan, Jack, and Liz are going to be on."

They watched the beginning, as the announcer, Rick Morris, talked about the basis of the story. He told about the beating, and showed pictures of Warren before and after. Sophia cringed, and looked at Warren-who was cringing, too. They showed the four thugs, and then Adam Watson. They talked about the firestorm around Watson, and about how revelations about the beating and rape of Warren had turned a lot of his former supporters against him.

"We contacted Reverend Watson, but he refused to appear on this program. However, we do have three of the leading lights of the figure skating world here with us to talk about how this attack has affected the skating community, and about Warren Kelleher, whom they all know. Please welcome world champion Elizabeth Cushman, national champion John Garrison, and national medallist ice dancer Evan Pogdar. Welcome." The camera showed the three, sitting side-by-side. "First off, how has this attack affected the skating community?"

"Not well," Jack said. "There's a fear around. Let's face it, Warren got attacked for what he does for a living. It doesn't make me comfortable, I can tell you that."

"Absolutely," Evan added. "For those that don't know, I am gay, and I'm out of the closet about it, and, yeah, I feel like a target. If they could do this to Warren, who isn't gay, just because he's a skater, what would they have done to me? I've never enjoyed hiding in closets, but, yeah, I'm scared."

"You can feel it in the rink," Liz added. "There's a tense atmosphere. We all feel it."

"Are figure skaters friends with each other? How has this affected that?" Rick asked them.

"Some are, some aren't," Evan said. "Strangely, I think it's brought the community closer. I got a call from Steve Coleman, who is half of the national champion ice dance team. In other words, he's a competitor, and Shawna and I and Warren and Sophia are the ones nipping at he and Sharon's heels. But he called me, offering support, asking if I needed anything, and I know he and Sharon drove to Wisconsin to visit with Warren. There's been a lot of that. Even from overseas, the European skaters. I know a lot of them have been in touch with Warren, and with others of us, offering support. That's been the one good thing to come out of this."

"One thing you have to understand," Liz told Rick, "is that the two people with the most friendships in the skating community are Warren and Sophia. Everybody likes them, even their competitors."

"True," added Evan. "We've been battling it out on the ice for three years now, but Shawna and I both consider Warren and Sophia close friends. They're almost impossible to dislike."

"I was friends with Warren on the internet long before I met him, as was Jack," Liz pointed out. "I think part of the horror is that this happened to him. I can't imagine anyone disliking Warren. That makes it worse. They beat the crap out of one of the nicest guys I know. America should know that, and those supporters of that preacher should know that. This was one of the good guys, folks."

"Jack, you're not gay, are you?"

"If I am, my wife is in for a rude awakening!" Everyone chuckled at that. "No, I'm hetero."

"In fact, there have been some accusations leveled at you about being homophobic, haven't there?"

"Yeah," Jack sighed. "I don't know if I ever was. Aggressive about pointing out my heterosexuality, would be more accurate. Look, the whole 'you figure skate, you must be gay' thing gets tiring after a while. I got overly aggressive at trying to fend that off, I suppose. I guess what happened to Warren has shown me how futile that is. I can't fight the stereotype. I'm married, my wife is pregnant, but people are going to believe what they want to believe. Everybody in the skating community has known that Warren is straight. But it didn't seem to matter. And, after Warren got beat up, the whole revulsion at the stereotype came roaring back at me. Then I thought, if Warren was gay, would this be any, I don't know, more acceptable? And then I thought, would it be any more acceptable if it had happened to Evan, who's a friend of mine? No, it wouldn't. The problem isn't the figure skater equals gay stereotype. The problem is hate. Just took me a while to realize that."

"Warren never had a problem with the stereotype," Liz said.

"Yeah, and he's the one that gets beat up over it," Jack sighed. "Although I have found from experience that it is an easier stereotype to deal with when you've found the love of your life already. People thinking I'm gay cost me dates when I was younger." Everybody laughed at that, even Evan. "Warren never had to worry about that," Jack continued with a smile. "He's been with Sophia since he was barely old enough to shave."

"Sophia is his partner?" Rick asked.

"His partner, and his girlfriend, and I expect to be invited to a wedding at some time in the future," Evan said with a chuckle. "And everybody in skating knows it. They are a couple, completely, in every sense of the word. Which makes the whole thing even more nonsensical. Those goons, and that preacher that fanned the flames, have obviously never seen them skate. There's no secret how they feel about one another, and nobody is that good an actor. Shawna and I talk about it all the time, like 'how can we compete with that?'" Everyone laughed at that.

"I was friends with Warren on the internet when he met Sophia," Liz added. "They have been through a lot together, and they're still together. It's inspiring, actually," she smiled. "I just hope they can get through this. Warren, Sophia, if you guys are watching, we love you, OK? Get better, Warren!"

"Damn straight," said Jack. "I wanna see you guys at Worlds."

"Heck, I even want to see them at Worlds, even though we only get to skate there if they can't," Evan quipped to laughter. "We don't want to make it on a World team this way. Warren, Sophia, I hope you guys can skate. And get three spots for next year so I can go to the damn Olympics!" Everyone cracked up at that.

Sophia looked at Warren watching this on the TV. He looked impassive-until Sophia noticed him surreptitiously wiping his eyes.

The show ended, and a few minutes went by. Sophia heard Warren say, very quietly, "I suppose if one of those guys calls to say hi, it would be OK."

The next night Sophia upped the ante. She walked into Warren's room with a videotape.

"What's that?"

"Oh, something I wanted to review." She popped it in. It was their performances at Nationals, all of them. The compulsories were first.

"Why are we watching this?" Warren complained.

"I want to see a few things. I want to see what we need to tighten up before Worlds. And I want to see what went wrong in the Golden Waltz, so we don't do that again in San Jose."

"I don't know what you're talking about. We're not going to Worlds."

"Yes we are. Now, shut up." He looked at her dumbfounded. She grabbed the remote, and sat next to him in his bed. "Move over, Snugglebear. Now, watch."

"I can't watch this. I don't want to watch this."

"I thought I told you to shut up." Sophia said, cringing inwardly as she did. Warren looked at her in surprise. "You'll get off your ass, and damn quick, or I'm going to go to San Jose and skate with Evan Pogdar."

"You wouldn't!"

"You think I'm going to sit here forever waiting for you to get a grip on yourself?" She cursed inwardly. Mary, she thought, you'd better be right about this. "Now, shut up and watch."

The tape started. The Tango Romantica compulsory was first. "Nothing at all wrong with that. You always could tango up a storm, sweetie," Sophia said. Warren even cracked a bit of a smile. She grabbed his arm. He didn't flinch.

"Now for the waltz." They watched, and got to the point where they went down. Sophia rewound over the spot a few times and rewatched it. "Well, Snugglebear, I think it's apparent that the mistake was all my fault."

"Ah, you slipped off an edge."

Good! She was getting him engaged in this. "Yeah, but it was my mistake. You were spot-on."

"Yeah, but it's an easy mistake to fix," he told her.

"I agree," she said, smiling to herself. "Now, the OD." They watched the program.

"Shit," said Warren, halfway through. "We were on fire."

"Damn straight. Mired in fifth place, our backs against the wall, that's when we're at our best. We're fighters, we always have been." Please, please, please, pick up the hint, Warren, she thought.

"Hmmm," was all he said.

"Well, nothing to critique about that program," Sophia said. "For something we threw together in a month, it was damn good, wasn't it?"

Warren actually laughed. "That it was."

The Sinatra free dance was next. "There's a few glitches here," Warren said.

"True. Not too many. But I see a few."

"Overall, it was good, though," Warren said.

It ended. The exhibition, "Kiss me Baby," came on next.

Sophia watched it, glancing out of the corner of her eye at Warren. He wasn't saying anything. He was just staring at the screen. The program unfolded on the TV screen. She was still holding his arm, and she felt him squeeze it a little tighter. The program ended, and the tape ran out. She looked at him. There was definitely a tear in his eye.

"You ok, sweetie?"

"Yeah." He wiped his eyes quickly. "Would you mind if I said I'd like to be alone for a little while?"

"Not at all," she lied. "I need to go to my room for a while, anyway."

"OK. I'll see you tomorrow, OK?"

Well, there was a dismissal. He didn't even want her there tonight. "OK, Warren," was all she said.

When she got back to her room, she called Mary, arranging to meet her the next day.

SOPHIA'S GAMBLE (Chapter 75)

"You're on the right track, you know," Mary told Sophia.

"Too bad it doesn't feel that way. Being dismissed out of hand did not strike me as a step in the right direction."

"It was. Because he reacted to you as the embodiment of an emotional attraction, and not as his handmaiden, which is what you've been for three weeks. He's letting you take care of him, because that's easier, but he's not reacting to you as Sophia, his girlfriend. Last night, you forced him to. " She grinned. "No doubt about it; I've seen that exhibition."

Sophia allowed herself a grin back. "Too true. However, reacting to me as his girlfriend in a positive way was more what I was going for. The name of the damn program is 'Kiss Me, Baby.' Warren, this is a fucking hint!" she said, exasperatedly to the air.

Mary laughed. "Uh-huh." Then she got serious. "I have to warn you, Sophia, if you're waiting for the big kiss scene, you might be waiting for a while. Since you are the one trying to yank him back into reality, your relationship might get worse before it gets better."

"Oh, great. Then why am I doing this?"

"Because you love him. Because you know he needs to snap out of this."

Sophia sighed. "You're right. But I'd be lying if I said I didn't have a stake in this, too. My life is tied to his. And my need for him is almost overpowering at this point. I'd cut off my left arm if he'd just touch me."

"I know."

Sophia laughed. "Now I know what Warren used to talk about. Whenever he'd do something for my benefit, I'd call him Saint Warren. He used to shrug it off, and tell me that I was forgetting about his healthy dose of enlightened self-interest. Now I know what he meant. Yeah, I want him to get better for him, but I must admit that I want him to get better for me, too."

"That's OK, Sophia. It really is. You are correct when you say your lives are bound together. And if calling on that enlightened self-interest helps you to remain strong for his sake, then you just keep doing it."

"It would be easier if there was light at the end of the tunnel."

"There is," Mary insisted. "No doubt about it. All I'm saying is, expect some hefty bumps before you get out of the tunnel."

"Hmmmm."

"And push the issue. You hit a nerve last night. You need to keep hammering it."

"I hope you're right."

She marched into his room in midafternoon, after they both finished class.

"OK, Snugglebear, up and at 'em."

"Huh?"

"Get up. Get out of bed. Get your skates. We've got ice time."

"I'm not skating."

"Fuck you, you're not skating." She went to his bed and ripped the covers off. "UP!" She went over to his closet, and dug out his skates. "Where are your practice outfits?"

"Dammit, Sophia, I am not ready to go back on the ice!"

"The doctor said you could go back on the ice two weeks ago." He was still lying on the bed. "I thought I told you to get up. Come on, Warren, MOVE IT! Worlds are a month away, for Chrissakes. Time's a-wasting."

"I don't want to go to Worlds anyway."

"Fine. You don't want to go to Worlds. You'd rather sit here and lick your wounds. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! You keep forgetting this is my life, too. My life, my career, and my boyfriend, all being flushed down the drain. WE ARE SKATING. TODAY. The longer you put it off, the harder it's going to be."

"Dammit, Sophia, I can't handle this right now! Have a little sympathy. You have no idea what I'm going through."

This time her anger wasn't forced, it was genuine. "I don't???? YOU HAVE A VERY SHORT FUCKING MEMORY, WARREN!!!!"

"Oh, I know you've been beaten up, but you've never been raped."

"Yes, I have. I skirt around the issue, but I have. One of the guys in between Dirk and Scott. I was definitely unwilling, and he did it anyhow. And you know what the worst part of it was, Warren? After a while, my body started enjoying it. My mind was repulsed, but my body got into it. No, I didn't cum-you know you were the first-but I came awfully close. From a rape. And you have no clue how dirty that made me feel. I have no idea what you're going through, my ass."

"All right. I'm sorry. But I helped you by loving you, not by yelling at you."

"You didn't yell, but you told me a few truths I probably didn't want to hear. And I've tried being the patient, supporting girlfriend. It's not working. Warren, you need a kick in the ass."

"Can't I just heal this in my own way?"

"If there was the slightest indication you were healing, maybe. You're not, Warren, dammit, you're not. You're slipping away from me, bit by bit."

"Well, maybe I need to slip away from you, then."

"FINE!" Sophia blew up. "Slip away from me, slip away from skating, slip away from your friends! Yeah, that will really help! Everything you care about! HOW is this getting better, Warren?"

"Because all this shit just causes me pain! If I weren't a fucking skater, I wouldn't have gotten beat up! Don't you see that?"

"And I'm included in that, right?" Sophia said. "Don't answer, Warren, I can see it in your eyes."

"No, Sophia, it's not that…"

"Sure it is," she said sadly. "You skate with me. Your friends are in skating. If we all go away, you can sweep this whole thing under the rug, right? You don't have to think about it. You don't have to feel it. You don't have to feel anything, anymore. Is that what you want?"

He didn't say anything.

"Fine. You know what, Warren? I can't do this anymore. I can't. So, I'm going to leave. You won't have to be reminded anymore." Her heart was breaking as she said it. She looked at him, and he looked like he was going to start to cry. "But, before I go, let me tell you one thing. You used to love skating. You used to love your skating friends. You used to love life." She looked down, and a little more softly, said, "And you used to love me." She looked back up at him. "You want to throw that away? Fine. I'm not strong enough to stop you, God knows I've tried. But you need to remember one thing-you know what happens if you throw that all away?"

"What?" he whispered.

"They win. The goons that beat you up, that asshole preacher, the people who spread hatred? They win. And love loses, and you lose, and the skating world loses…and I lose more than I can bear." With that, she ran out of the room.

Warren sank down on his bed, in tears. They didn't stop for a long, long time.

Sophia went up and cried on Elise's shoulder for a while. She called Mary, who gave her encouraging words, but she was still disconsolate.

"I think I went too far," she told Mary.

"You had to. And you know it was an idle threat."

"Maybe. I don't know. I don't know if I can go back there, not with him like he is. Oh, Jesus, I keep trying and failing, don't I?"

"You're doing as much as your able, Sophia. That's all anyone can ask."

She studied for a while, then prepared to go to bed early. She was exhausted. It was about ten o'clock. She was sitting at her desk, trying to get the energy to change into her nightclothes, when the phone rang.

"Hello?"

"It's me," said Warren.

"Hi."

"Can we talk? Please?" he said.

"Sure."

"Can you come down?"

"Be right there." She hung up the phone, looked at Elise and said, "Cross your fingers," and ran to the elevator.

She entered his room to find him sitting at his desk.

"Hi," he said.

"Hi."

"I do love you, you know," he said with a slight smile.

"I know. I love you, too."

Warren took a deep breath. "Sophia, I need help. Please."

"I know, Warren, but you need professional help."

"I need you."

She laughed. She sat on the bed. "Well, that's nice to hear, anyway, but you need more than me. Please, Warren. I've done all I can." She smiled at him. "I think we both know I've never been the pillar of strength in this relationship."

He moved to sit next to her on the bed. "You've done fine," Warren smiled at her. "You took a hell of a chance the past couple of days."

"Mary's advice."

"Yeah, but you did it. It could have backfired."

"Until you called me, I thought it did."

"Well, I cried after you left. I hadn't cried you know, after…well, I hadn't. And then I got mad. I was sitting at the desk because I had to put it back together, because I threw everything that was on it all over the room. First I was mad at you. Then, I realized you weren't the one I should be mad at."

"I know. It's all right. Warren, please talk to Mary. You like her. You know she helped me."

He took a deep breath. "OK. It certainly can't hurt."

"Thanks."

"I still don't know how I feel about skating."

"That's understandable. But you'll always have something missing if you don't."

"Yeah." He looked at her. "Would you stay here tonight with me?"

"Sure. I've still got some bedclothes around here." She found a flannel nightie and changed. She started to climb into Tim's bed.

"Sophia?" he called to her. She picked up on his meaning, and walked from Tim's bed to Warren's. She climbed in next to him. He kissed her, long and deep, on the lips.

"Oh, that's so much better," Sophia smiled. They cuddled into one another and fell asleep.

GETTING BETTER ALL THE TIME (Chapter 76)

Warren went to see Mary the next day. Sophia was waiting for him in his room when he got done.

"How'd it go?" she asked.

Warren sighed. "Difficult. You know I've always been pretty well in touch with my emotions-well, for a guy, anyway." They both grinned at that. "And I've shut down since…it happened. And when I try, all I feel is pain, and humiliation, and anger. I feel weak, and abused, and all kinds of horrific things I'm not used to feeling. I never thought of myself as weak, Soph. I can't help it, now."

"I used to think of myself as weak. Then I met this fabulous guy who convinced me otherwise." That got a hint of a smile. "Nobody can be strong all the time, Warren. There were four of them. You had no chance."

"I know. Mary asked me if I thought this would have happened if there was only one of them, and I told her, no fucking way. I'm an athlete. I might not look like a football player, but I can lift you off the ground while gliding around on skates. Four of them were just too much. I know that, intellectually, but…"

"Been there, done that, could write a book."

"True." He grinned at her. "How's it feel, being the strong stable one for a change?"

"HORRIBLE!" she mock-yelled. They both cracked up laughing. "Warren, if there's anything I've learned, it's this-I love you. Whatever you need, if I can give it, I will."

"Thanks, Pookie. It means a lot."

"And, you can't just resign yourself to feeling bad things. Change your attitude. I know what happened is hard to deal with, but you can't make it your life. Deal with it, sure-that's what Mary is for-but try to get your life back, too."

"That's what Mary said. She says I'm avoiding the things that make me feel good, and that I can't if I want to be able to deal with the bad things."

"Right." She reached under his desk and withdrew a bag. "I got us some ice time, starting in twenty minutes."

He looked at his skate bag, and at Sophia. "OK," he said, smiling, taking the bag.

They had an hour. The limbered up some, then ran through the Golden Waltz and the Sinatra. He handled it fairly well, all things considered, Sophia thought. When they were done, she turned to him and said, "How do you feel?"

"Tired and sore all over," he smiled. "I'm still healing physically. My ribs ache, and my wrist is screaming at me. Outside of that? I feel OK."

"Good."

"And I was very glad to see that you didn't fuck up the Golden Waltz again, Pookie," he grinned at her.

"Oh, thanks," she stuck out her tongue at him. "You hungry?"

"Famished."

"Dorm slop?"

"Actually, I'm in the mood for some shrimp with cashews, a little fried rice, maybe an egg roll…"

She beamed at him. "You got yourself a date."

They went to the Chinese restaurant, and grabbed a table. They ordered.

"By the way," Warren said, "I don't think I've said 'thank you.'"

"What for?"

He took a deep breath. "You threatening to leave is the main thing that snapped me out of it. It's probably the only thing that could have. Now, I know why you did it this time, but it made me flash back to what happened last semester. And I realized that that was, in some ways, worse than what I'm going through now." He smiled at her. "Even thought I thought you might be bluffing this time."

"I probably was," she smiled back. "I was at my wits' end, though."

"I know you were. I tell you all the time that I love you. I probably don't make it clear enough how much I need you."

"I know," she smiled. "So, you've seen Mary, you've skated. How do you feel?"

"Shaky. I still feel like I could either burst into tears or go on a murderous rampage in an instant. I also feel very grateful to you, and very much in love with you. So I suppose that's a fair trade."

"Don't be too grateful. Enlightened self-interest, don't you know."

Warren burst into laughter. "Oh, so that's your line now? Should I start calling you Saint Sophia?"

"Well…if you must…," she teased.

"Hey!" a voice approaching called out. It was Papa Bear and Caitlin.

"Hi guys!" Sophia said.

"Yo, you two. Just walk in?" Warren asked.

"Yup," Caitlin answered.

"Join us, we just ordered," Warren said. Sophia looked at him in happy surprise.

"Don't mind if we do, Lobster-Breath," Papa Bear smiled.

The four friends enjoyed their meal together.

Back in Warren's room, they had studied a bit, and were now getting ready for bed.

"That was nice, seeing Paul and Cait in the Chinese place," Sophia said.

"Yeah, it was. It was blessedly normal." Warren laughed. Then he turned somber. "Now, if I can only get through tonight without a nightmare," he said very softly.

"I know," Sophia said. Warren looked up at her, startled. "Yes, I heard you, and, yes, I know you've been having them. You wake me up more nights than not."

"I'm sorry."

"Warren, don't be sorry for that. I just wish there was something I could do."

"Mary says they're normal, and they'll go away when I come to better terms with what happened. You can help by getting in this bed, though. I didn't have one last night, not that I remember, anyway. I know the bed's too small…"

"I don't care. I've only been sleeping in Tim's bed because you were flinching every time I touched you."

"I know. I'm not flinching now, Pookie." They climbed into the bed together. Sophia leaned above Warren and gave him a kiss, and, suddenly he pulled her down on top of him, kissing her with a furious passion.

"Oh, wow, what did I do to deserve that?" Sophia said after they had just broken the kiss.

"Just for being you," Warren said. He kissed her again. "God, I love you so much."

"I love you to, Warren. Everything's going to be OK, you know. You're a strong person."

"So are you, you know." He kissed her again. Then he kissed down her neck. She felt a hand move up under her nightgown and grab hold of her breast. He tugged on the hem of her nightgown with his free hand, and she helped him get it over her head. Her panties were gone in a flash. He stripped off his sweatpants and underwear, and was hovering over her, his hand back on her breast.

"Sophie…I need…I need…"

"Whatever you need, sweetheart, you know that," she smiled up at him. She felt him, she felt his cock at her entrance. Before she knew it, he was in.

"Oh God!" she screamed. He was pistoning in and out of her like a man possessed. He did need this, she thought. That was OK. It was even OK when he came very quickly. It didn't matter, she realized. This was for him. It was all right.

And then she realized that it really didn't matter, because he was so full of pent-up frustration and lust that he stayed hard. And, then, he was moving in her again, a bit slower and more deliberate this time.

"Twice in a row, Snugglebear? You stud!" she playfully whispered in his ear, and he was rewarded with a huge grin and a noticeable relaxation in his tense back muscles, which she was holding on to. He wasn't wildly flailing to a desperate orgasm this time, he was deliberately rocking back and forth within her, bringing her along with him. "Oh God Warren that's so good, you're so good, oh yeah…," she whispered in his ear. "Oh YEAH Warren fuck me, fuck me good, make me cum, I need it so bad, oh yeah, fuck me, fuck me…" He kept moving inside her, wanting to bring her along with him. "Oh Warren, oh honey, so close, so close…uh! uh! uh! uh! uh! UNGGGGYYYEEEAAAHHHH!!"

She came down from her orgasm, and he was still pounding away at her. "Oh Warren, baby, you are a stud tonight!" she gasped. "Oh, yeah, keep that up and I'll be going again…oh GOD!"

"You like being fucked, Sophie?" he growled in her ear.

"Oh YEAH Warren…OhGod…OhGod…Fuck! Fuck!"

"You want it harder, Sophie!"

"Harder! Harder! Fuck me harder, Warren! Oh please!" He picked up the pace. "OH YEAH!" she screamed.

"You ready to cum again?" he asked her.

"Close…real close…" He slammed into her, and she arched her back and came again, just as he poured his seed into her.

They collapsed on the bed. After a couple minutes, Warren spoke.

"My…ribs…HURT!"

Sophia couldn't help but giggle. "Between the skating and that, you might've overexerted yourself a bit, sweetie."

"It wasn't the skating," he said. Sophia cracked up laughing.

"You needed that in any case," she said simply.

"True. It's just that I'm too sore to do my usual thorough job on you."

"That's OK. I came twice, what else can a girl ask for?"

"You're right, though, I needed that. I'd apologize for being a bit rough at first if it weren't for the fact that you like it that way."

Sophia giggled. "You're right, but tonight was for you in any case."

"Thanks, Pookie."

"Thank you. It's been a while."

"You've been patient."

"Horny, but patient," she giggled. "Good night, my love."

"Good night, ruler of my heart."

They got back on the ice in earnest, and word spread throughout the skating world. The messages of support and encouragement poured in.

Warren, with Mary's help and Sophia's support, slowly got better. The nightmares came much less frequently. And, he decided to fight back. Preacher Watson held a rally on campus, hoping that the ruckus had died down. Warren, and his friends, made sure it didn't. They made up a pamphlet, entitled "This is what 'Reverend' Watson's hateful words can do," detailing what had happened to Warren, and he and his friends handed it out at the rally. The crowd thinned considerably.

The University community as a whole was very supportive. Their practices started to fill up with people supporting and encouraging them. Sophia joked they should start charging admission.

Shortly, it was time for Worlds.

SOMETHING TO GRAB FOR (Chapter 77)

They landed in San Jose on a Saturday afternoon for their second World Championships. Their practices started on a Sunday, and their competition was Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday.

They were not in their room an hour, when there was a knock at the door. "Hi, Liz!" Sophia greeted her.

"Hiya, Soph. Hi, Warren!" She ran over to him and wrapped him in a bear hug. "I'm so happy you're here."

"So am I," he grinned at her.

"We're all getting together in the hotel restaurant for supper, a whole bunch of us. Six o'clock. Everyone starts practice tomorrow, so we unwind a little tonight. And you guys have to be there," Liz informed them.

"Sounds great!" Sophia agreed.

They walked in to be greeted by an impressive array of skating talent. Evan Pogdar was the first to greet them as they walked in.

"Ev. Thanks for all the support. It was appreciated more than you know," Warren told him.

"Aah, it's nothing."

"It wasn't nothing, trust me. Too bad you don't get to skate."

"I'm glad I don't get to skate. You earned the spot. Remember what I said, though-three spots next year!"

"Aye aye sir."

They continued into the room, being waylaid by well wishers at every turn. They finally grabbed a table with Jack Garrison and his wife, Chris Arsenault, and Liz Cushman.

"Varren, Dahling!" It was world champion Olga Bradochkina.

"Olga! Dobriy vyecher! Kak Dela?"

"Ochen khorosho, moy drug, a tyi?

"Ni plokho, maya podruga Olga, spacibo."(*)

"Ah, Varren," Olga switched to her accented English, "is good to see you here. After that horrible thing…"

"It's over, Olga. I'm here."

"Is good thing. You feel good?"

"Yes, I do. Pretty much all healed. Ready to go and kick your ass!"

Olga cracked up laughing. "Tenth to first, Varren? You dream big like Siberia, yes?"

"Yes! Nope, it's just good to be here. I just want to skate."

"Good. I vill be vatching."

"Nice to see you, Olga."

"You also, dahling. Do svidanya."

"She is a trip and a half, that lady," Jack opined.

"That she is. The phrase 'her bark is worse than her bite' should have been invented for her," Warren agreed. "Underneath the bluster that the TV audience sees, she's a dear."

They greeted other friends, and chatted with the folks at their table into the night.

"I hate early morning practices," Warren grumbled, as they stepped onto the ice at 7am.

"You never were a morning person, Snugglebear," Sophia said.

"Well, yeah."

"It's not that early, though, you know. It's 9am in Wisconsin."

"True. Still too damn early." Warren looked up in the stands. "There's a lot of people here for an early morning, early week ice dance practice, isn't there?"

"Yeah. The French are on this practice though." Sophia was talking about Nicole Borisina and Michel Dravouche, fourth in the world last year and poised to move up. "They've been attracting a lot of attention. And Steve and Sharon are here, too, and they're the National Champions."

It was a free dance practice. Sophia and Warren watched the other couples run through their free dance. They were second-to-last to skate. The French, Nicholas and Coleman, and some other teams skated before them. They noticed that, if the crowd were here to see the French, or Steve and Sharon, they didn't seem to pay much attention when they were skating.

"How you feel?" Sophia asked him as they prepared to run through their program.

"Ask me after I've had about three more cups of coffee."

"No time for that, sweetie, we're on," Sophia giggled at him.

"Next to skate, representing the United States of America, Sophia Daniels and Warren Kelleher," the rink announcer intoned.

Sophia noticed it first. The applause. The cheering. A group of teenage girls yelled "WE LOVE YOU WARREN!!!"

"Oh my God," Sophia realized. "They're here for us."

Warren couldn't speak. All he could do was grin and blush.

"Can you skate in the face of all this adoration, my dear?" Sophia smirked.

That brought him back down to the ice. "I think I can manage," he grinned. The music for their Sinatra program started, and they flew through it almost perfectly. They never stopped smiling, and the folks in the stands never stopped cheering.

It was like that all week. Every practice, there was more people there, apparently to support Warren and Sophia. There was even a decent crowd for the compulsory dances, which is unheard of.

"You see what I told you?" Sophia told him in their room one night after they had discussed it. "You chose love over hate. You chose hope over despair. And you're getting it all back."

"And then some," Warren agreed, a little teary-eyed at the thought. "I'm so glad you kicked my ass into getting back on the ice, Pookie."

"You just remember that," she smiled at him.

Politics is an ever-present reality in ice dance. It reared its head in the compulsories.

At Worlds, there are three different judging panels. One for the first compulsory, a completely different one for the second compulsory, and a third one-drawn from the first two-for the original dance and free dance.

The first compulsory went almost to form. The first seven places were exactly where they had been at last years' Worlds: the two Russian pairs one and two, the Canadians third, the French fourth, the Germans fifth, Nicholas and Coleman sixth, and the Italians seventh. Warren and Sophia finished eighth, and were thrilled.

However, there was some maneuvering with the judges for the second compulsory. This panel included the Russian, French, Italian, and German judges, and they found a fifth to work with to control the panel. The two Russian teams were still one-two in the second compulsory, but the Italians and Germans were three-four, with the Canadians down to fifth. The Italians were put in sixth, with Nicholas and Coleman dumped down to eighth. The unwitting beneficiaries of this skullduggery were Sophia and Warren, who were placed seventh, above the perceived "greater threat" of Nicholas and Coleman.

This irony was not lost on either Sophia or Warren. Neither was another-this was the Golden Waltz. "From eighth at Nationals to seventh at Worlds. Nice thing, this bloc judging, eh?" Warren laughed.

"Good thing I didn't fall down!" Sophia cracked.

The judging panel for the original dance and free dance must have disappointed the conspirators. Only the French and the Italians were drawn for the third panel. Both the Americans and Canadians were on it, plus a bunch of judges representing nations with no big stake in the outcome. It was rumored that strong efforts by the French to form a coalition fell on deaf ears.

Sophia and Warren were in the middle of the pack, in terms of skate order, for the OD. They were after the second Russians and the Germans, but before all the rest of the teams above them. They knew that mattered, but not as much as some fans seemed to think it did. They just wanted to skate well. They knew the program was a winner, especially after seeing the parade of typical march music that most of the other teams were skating to. They knew their upbeat pop song would grab the crowd, at least.

Little did they know, until they stepped on the ice, that there was no need to grab the crowd. The house was packed, and when their names were announced, it erupted.

"Oh my God," said Warren, looking incredulously into the stands, disbelieving.

"It really is something," Sophia. The loud applause and cheering didn't let up until they had maneuvered into their starting position.

"Let's give 'em something to cheer about," Warren said.

"Damn straight," Sophia agreed.

The music started. If they had attacked this program at Nationals-well, then, here, they grabbed it by the throat and strangled it until it surrendered. They went at the program like two people possessed. It was intense, and furious, and altogether fantastic. The crowd hammered their hands together on every beat, spurring them on. Their usual smiles were replaced by expressions of furious intensity-especially for Warren, who was seemingly trying to use the power of the adoring crowd to purge himself of two months of pain with two and a half minutes of skating. It worked. When they finished, the crowd went nuts-but the loudest scream came from down on the ice, from Warren, who let out a bellow as he raised his hands above his head in a moment of glorious triumph. The crowd roared its approval.

They took their bows with even wider than usual smiles on their faces. The crowd sent them off with a standing ovation, and a hailstorm of flowers and teddy bears. Warren grabbed one, which he had seen thrown on the ice by a girl in the front row who was no more than eight years old. It was a teddy bear, embroidered to say "Get Well Soon Warren." He threw a kiss at the little girl as he carried the teddy off into the kiss and cry.

"I'm dumbstruck," June, their coach, said.

"I'm exhausted!" admitted Warren with a laugh.

Their marks came up. They were very high. "And we earned every damn five-eight," Sophia quipped. When the ordinals came up, they realized something. They were in first place in the OD.

"Hey, wait a minute!" Warren realized. "Yatserova and Vaglach already skated. We beat them! They were second in the world last year and WE FUCKING BEAT THEM!!!!"

By the time the evening had ended, they had beaten everyone except for Bradochkina and Zhargov. They had finished second in the OD, and were fourth overall. "Hey, we get to skate in the last group in the free dance!" Sophia realized excitedly.

They did what they always did on the night after an OD-they made love. It was playful and joyous-the perfect end to a perfect day.

It wasn't until the next day that they really realized where they were. They were eating breakfast, when Sophia said the M word.

"You know, Warren, we have a chance to win a medal tonight."

"No way. The French are right behind us. They'll pass us, we'll finish fifth. Which would be an astounding outcome."

"I agree with that part, but you never know. The panel is all over the place. We got ordinals in the OD from first to seventh. With this set of judges, anything's possible."

"I don't even want to think about it," Warren stated.

"Don't want to get nervous?" Sophia teased him.

"I'm already nervous! Skating in the last group makes me nervous!"

"Not just that-remember, sweetie, we're skating dead last."

"That's right. Thanks for reminding me. Now I'm really nervous! Look, you don't win a medal in your second World Championships, not in ice dance, not unless you're Russian."

"We'll see."

They took their warm-up that night, then grabbed a seat near a TV backstage, so they could watch the proceedings.

Nicholas and Coleman were first. "They were great," said Warren. The French came next, and beat Steve and Sharon handily.

"I'm not much impressed," said Sophia. "More overacting to bad movie music."

"I agree, but they beat Sharon and Steve."

The Canadians were next. Renee Damphier and Christian Gaudler were fan favorites, especially in North America, and their program this year really danced.

"You know, they're my favorite dance team that isn't us," Warren joked. "And, look, the judges did the right thing. They're in first. They beat the French."

The second Russian team was next. They had a rough go, falling once and stumbling another time. "And I am distinctly unimpressed by that program." Sophia said. They fell behind the Canadians and French, but ahead of Nicholas and Coleman.

"They're setting us up. They're going to slot us right in between the French and the Russians, because that's the only way the French get on the podium."

"You're a cynic." Sophia teased him. They were walking towards the ice, preparing to skate their program. Bradochkina and Zhargov were skating now-their winning was a foregone conclusion, they were so far ahead. Sophia and Warren barely watched them.

"You know how my sister Kate is a huge college hoops fan?" Sophia asked Warren. He nodded. "She's got a quote on her wall. It's from the late Jim Valvano, and it's something he said at halftime of the national championship game, the one where his North Carolina State team won in an upset. The quote says, 'All that's left to do is to go out and win the whole damn thing. There's no reason not to, now.'" She looked up at Warren. "Warren, my sweet Snugglebear, let's go out and win a damn medal. There's no reason not to."

He smiled at her, and took her hand. Olga and Nikolai were ending their program. They skated off the ice, and Sophia and Warren, greeted them with handshakes. Olga shouted, "Good luck, Varren and Sophia!" as they stepped onto the ice. They waited at the end of the rink, until their names were announced.

The place absolutely exploded. A standing ovation, before they had even skated a step.

"I don't believe this, I really don't believe this." Warren said. He was trying desperately not to cry. He swiped at his eyes. He didn't want to wave at the crowd to shut up, but this was overwhelming-and he had to skate, and soon.

Sophia realized what was going on. She looked into his eyes, with a twinkle in her own, and said to him, "Just think, Snugglebear, if we win a medal, this place is going to go into orbit!"

Warren cracked up laughing. That was all it took. He composed himself, and he and Sophia took their starting positions. Frank Sinatra filled the arena, and they were off.

It wasn't like the OD-this wasn't an attacking program, except a little near the end, so they didn't attack. They glided, gracefully and surely, staying right on beat, dancing around the ice. It also, unlike the OD, wasn't perfect-there was one little bobble, and one place where they almost missed a handhold but covered up well. Who knows what the judges saw. But it was good, damn good, and they finished up happy with how they had skated. The crowd was insane. More screams, more flowers and teddy bears. Warren and Sophia ate it up.

"I done all I can, I canna do no more!" Warren said to June and Sophia as he climbed off the ice. He wasn't kidding. It had all caught up to him, and he was exhausted and in pain.

"How you feeling?" Sophia asked him.

"Who, me? Besides the fact that it feels like I just rebroke my ribs, I feel just ducky. Oh SHIT this hurts. It hurt last night after the OD, but this is worse. I was skating on pure adrenaline at the end."

"Oh, poor baby," Sophia said, wrapping her arm in his. "We'll get you back to the hotel room and I'll rub something on it."

"Just have Garrison get me something that I'm too young to buy, and I'll be fine," Warren quipped.

The marks came up. They were good. "You're definitely in there," said June. It was close. They waited, looking at the scoreboard, for the final standings to be posted.

First-Bradochkina and Zhargov. Second-Damphier and Gaudler. Third-Daniels and Kelleher.

The crowd went absolutely bonkers.

"I TOLD YOU! I TOLD YOU!" Sophia screamed. "WE WON A MEDAL, I TOLD YOU!"

"That you did, Pookie," Warren said with a broad smile. "I'm not quite sure I believe it yet."

They may have been the happiest bronze medal winners ever.

(*)Translation? You want a translation? Nobody speaks Russian? Sigh…

"Olga! Good evening! How are you?"

"Very well, my friend, and you?"

"Not bad, my dear Olga, thank you."

GLORY DAYS (Chapter 78)

Sandra Willis, the television ice dance expert (and former dancer herself) later said it was perhaps the most delightful interview she had ever conducted.

"It is only your second Worlds," she began, "and you win a bronze medal, the first medal by an American Ice Dance team in almost twenty years. How does it feel?"

"I think I'm still in shock," Warren laughed.

"After all we've been through this year, it's a miracle," Sophia said. They were sitting on a bench in the kiss and cry for the interview, arms wrapped around one another, with Sharon next to them.

"Yes, it has been a difficult couple of months for you, especially you, Warren. How are you?"

"Well, physically, I'm a little under the weather," he chuckled. "My ribs are sore. But who cares at this point? Other than physically? I'm getting there. The support we've gotten, both in the skating world and back at Wisconsin, has been a big help. Thanks, folks, you know who you are."

"Not to mention the crowds here. What a trip!" Sophia smiled.

"Absolutely," Warren agreed. "Anyone who was here in San Jose but taped the broadcast for later viewing, this is for you. Thank you, from the bottom of our hearts."

"Did the crowd make a difference in your skating?" Sandra asked.

"Oh, you bet it did!" Sophia said. "When we took the ice for the free dance, and they went nuts, I turned to Warren and said, 'Let's give these people a medal.' I don't think we win anything without the crowd frenzy."

"Warren, there have been reports that you almost quit skating after what happened," Sandra said.

"True. I had trouble getting back on the ice. Let's face it, I got beat up because I'm a skater. But what happened here made it all worth it, it really did. And I don't mean winning a medal, either."

"You guys will go into an Olympic year as the reigning world bronze medallists. Have you thought of that?" Sandra asked.

"NO!" Warren laughed.

"We just want to go. Luckily, we and Steve and Sharon nailed down that third spot, so it'll be easier," said Sophia.

"Yeah, and hopefully our friends Evan and Shawna will be there, too," Warren added.

"Thank you both, and congratulations." Sandra ended the interview.

They watched the rest of the World Championships. Unfortunately, their friends didn’t do very well. Jack Garrison fell to fourth place, behind two young Russians in first and third and Canadian veteran Mickey Kivyanich in second. The ladies' battle between Liz Cushman and Christine Arsenault was pre-empted by Olga Privolchina, from Russia. Liz was second and Christine third. Andrea and Brett had hoped to move into the medals in pairs, but finished fifth. Again, Russians won-in this case, Natalya Zhalenya and Igor Stanskiy won their third straight world title, but were pushed by a new Canadian pair, Jennie Sellers and Denis Poulin.

Warren and Sophia actually thought Sellers and Poulin should have won. "Russians get overmarked in this sport, in every discipline, it drives me nuts," Warren said. Sellers and Poulin had previously competed with other partners, and had some success, but it didn't really come together until they joined up with each other. This was only their second season together. Warren and Sophia took to them immediately. They were great to watch.

Sophia thought she spotted something about them, and, when she was introduced to Jennie Sellers at the competitors' party, she asked her. "Are you guys together off the ice."

"Why, yes," Jennie said, "but not too many people know that. How did you?"

"I watched you skate," Sophia smiled. "You reminded me of us, Warren and me."

"Ah," Jennie smiled.

As an added bonus, they got to do the exhibition, so they got to skate "Kiss Me Baby" again, in front of a still-rapturous crowd.

Back on campus, they found themselves more recognized than before. Warren was a little wary at first, but eventually loosened up. The four goons who beat him were in jail, the trial would probably start sometime in the fall. The list of charges was enormous.

A couple of days after they had come back, they were studying together in Warren's room.

"Oh, I forgot to tell you. Elise has a new girlfriend. Her name is Donna. I think it's serious."

"What about Alexa?"

"I don't know. Elise didn't talk about that."

"I haven't seen Alexa since I've been back, come to think of it. I wonder how she took this."

"Hmmmm…take a study break, Snugglebear, go up there and see how she's doing."

"Good idea." He kissed Sophia, and went to the elevators, and up to 15. He knocked on her door.

"Who is it?"

"Warren." She opened the door for him. She didn't look particularly good, but she offered Warren a weak smile.

"Hiya, Prep Stud. Sorry I haven't had a chance to come see you. That was a hell of a performance, I watched the whole thing."

"Thanks, Lex. Listen, are you OK?"

"Just ducky. Why do you ask?"

"I heard you and Elise ended."

Alexa sighed. "I always knew it was temporary. I like Elise, a lot, but I wasn't in love with her, and I do prefer guys. It is just getting depressing going from one temporary thing to another. I knew you were temporary, too. But now you're back with Sophia, Elise has Donna, Cait has Papa Bear…It's just getting a little depressing."

"Hey, you'll find someone. You have a lot to offer."

"Yeah, like a sexual history that reads like a porn actress."

"Huh? This doesn't sound like you, Lex."

"I know. I was thinking about it, though, hearing about Cait and Paul, and how happy they are that they waited for one another, and I think, who's going to have me? What guy wants a girl who's been as active as I have for any kind of long-term thing? I am what I am, I suppose."

"Hey. Sophia had a history when I met her, you know. Considering how young she was at the time, it probably should have been more of an obstacle. It wasn't."

Alexa smiled at him. "You, my dear Warren, are not an ordinary kind of guy." The smile faded. "I guess one of the problems is that I don't know if I'm capable of truly falling in love. I never really have been in love, you know."

"Well, Lex, only you can answer that."

"It's weird. I see what, for instance, you and Sophia have. I desperately want it for myself with someone, and it scares me to death, all at the same time."

"I can see that."

"You can?"

"Yeah. It's the most wonderful thing in the world, but it can be scary. I lived without her for two months, not knowing whether or not I'd ever get her back again. Just the slightest, tiniest thought of the chance of that ever happening again is terrifying."

Alexa thought about what she wanted to say to that. "Warren, if it was going to happen again, it would have already done so-during the last two months. You don't know what it took Sophia to keep going back to your room every day, the way you were. It broke her heart. Hell, it broke my heart, and I don't feel about you the way she does. You want to talk about terrified? She was."

"I know. But I wasn't in my right mind, and for a pretty damn good reason."

"I know that, and she knows that. But, if you two can make it through that, and the breakup before it, you can make it through absolutely anything. I think she knows that, and I know you know that."

"You're right. You understand True Love better than you let on sometimes, you know."

Alexa laughed. "From the outside looking in!"

Warren thought for a minute. "So, what are you going to do?"

"Same as I've always done. Keep looking for True Love-and, in the meantime, enjoy Good Sex."

Warren cracked up. "You're something else, Alexa."

"Yes, I am." She looked at him appraisingly. "You think Sophia would let me borrow you, for old times' sake?"

"Uh, well, you'd have to take that up with her."

She grinned at him. "I might."

"Oh shit!"

"Elise is moving out." Sophia told Warren a week later.

"Really?"

"Donna has a double that she's living in alone, so Elise is going to move in. Nothing against me, no hard feelings, and we're still friends. I'm happy for her."

"So, now we both have singles."

"Well, mine might not last. I'm thinking about asking Caitlin if she wants to move in with me next year. Her roommate is a real bitch, and Cait is not happy about it."

"Good idea. Hey, if Tim lives with John next year, I'm going to need a new roommate. They'll probably assign me one in any case, so I might ask Papa Bear, because he doesn't get along with his, either."

"That would work. We can just switch back and forth," Sophia grinned.

They talked to Caitlin and Papa Bear, and it was decided.

NEVER SAY NEVER (Chapter 79)

"Yeah, I told him I was going to ask you to loan him out." Alexa said with a smile.

Sophia cracked up. They were hanging out in Alexa's room. Warren was studying. Finals were in about two weeks, and he was still playing catch-up a bit after Worlds, so Sophia and Alexa were just hanging out.

"Sure," Sophia said.

"I was just kidding, you know," Alexa said.

"That's OK. I'm not all that possessive about sex. I was upset that you were sleeping with him when we broke up, but that's because we were broken up. Now? I really wouldn't care, as long as he asked and didn't sneak around about it."

"Wow. That's an amazing attitude. Do you think he would say the same thing?"

"Probably. We really haven't talked about it. But I know you know about Jason and Jessie."

"True, but that was different. It was a trade."

"Yeah. But Warren is distinctly unpossessive about sex. Love, yes, sex, no. In fact, when we got back together after our breakup, he told me that if the big problem had been how Eduardo was turning me on, then the problem would have been easily solved."

"Warren would have told you to go for it."

"Right."

Alexa sat for a minute, wanting to ask Sophia something, but not quite sure how to go about it. "Sophia, when you and Warren and Jason and Jessie were doing that swapping and the threesomes and whatever…did you and Jess do anything?"

Sophia giggled. "No. In fact we seemed to go out of our way to avoid it."

"Not something you're interested it?"

"No. Well I suppose not. Definitely not with Jessie, that would be way too heavy."

"Well, not with Jessie then. Have you ever been curious?"

"I suppose, maybe, once in a while. Elise used to kid me about it being too bad I was straight, and I'd occasionally have a little flash. Y'know, maybe…but I never acted on it. Why do you ask?"

"Why do you think? I'm bisexual, I'm horny, and you're sexy as hell."

Sophia cracked up laughing. "Alexa, you're more direct than most guys I know."

"I've been told that." She looked at Sophia. "You're thinking about it, aren't you?"

Sophia laughed. "Naaaah. Warren would have kittens."

"You're wrong about that, and I think you know it." She leaned closer in to Sophia. Sophia's eyes got wide. Alexa's face was an inch away from hers. "Sophia, you say stop, I stop. You tell me you're not curious, I stop. If you really think that Warren would have a problem with this, you say so, and I stop."

Alexa waited a minute. Sophia just stared at her, but didn't say anything. Alexa lowered her head, and their lips met. Sophia was startled for a moment, but then began returning the kiss. When she did, Alexa reached over with a hand and started massaging Sophia's breast. Sophia felt her breath catch in her throat.

A million different things were running through her mind. She couldn't believe she was being kissed and felt up by another woman-and she really couldn't believe that it felt good. She knew Alexa would stop if she said to. She should. She should stop this now. She didn't want to.

And, the next thing she knew, Alexa was undoing the buttons on her blouse and reaching behind her to unclasp her bra. Alexa went to Sophia's bare tit with her hand, massaging it and playing with her erect nipple. Then she reached out and took Sophia's shirt and bra all the way off. She broke the kiss, and started kissing her way down, down Sophia's neck and shoulders, until she settled her lips on Sophia's nipple.

Oh my God, thought Sophia. She's doing this. I'm actually letting her do this, and I like it! As Alexa devoured her tit, Sophia flushed and her breathing became more labored. Alexa pushed Sophia back so that she was lying on the bed, and Sophia complied. The next thing she knew, she felt Alexa's hands on the outside of her legs, up underneath her skirt, tugging on her panties.

Sophia's mind raced. If I am going to stop this, I need to stop this now. It is about to go too far. I need to stop this. Or, I could just raise my ass up, and let her get them off…

Sophia raised her ass up. Her panties were off in a flash. Alexa was still working on her tits with her mouth, but Sophia felt Alexa's fingers rubbing gently up and down her pussy lips, tentatively, just tracing them up and down. Sophia felt chills running up and down her. Alexa, satisfied that Sophia was good and wet, ended the gentle tracing and slipped two fingers up into Sophia's pussy.

"AAAHH!!!" Sophia groaned at the intrusion. Alexa started moving her fingers in and out. "Oh Jesus," moaned Sophia, her arousal increasing with every second. Alexa had small, dainty fingers, and her touch was gentle, but she knew how to move those fingers around inside a girl's pussy. She traced circles, separated them, wiggled them around, and then made a beeline with them to Sophia's G-spot. "OOOH!" Sophia gasped, as Alexa went to work on her G-spot. It wasn't long before Sophia was gasping for air, desperate for release. Alexa obliged-she brought her other hand down and zeroed in on Sophia's clit, rubbing and pinching it. Sophia let out a few high-pitched whines and then screamed, her orgasm taking her over.

Alexa didn't let up. She paused for a second while Sophia came down, but immediately started back up again with the fingers in Sophia's pussy. Sophia groaned deeply. Then, Alexa took the hand away from Sophia's clit, moved down, and replaced it with her tongue. "AAYEEEIII!!!" Sophia screamed, as Alexa's tongue hammered away at Sophia's clit. Sophia was out of this world by now, writing around on the bed, building up to a second climax. To help her on her way, Alexa took her free hand, rubbed two fingers in Sophia's pussy juices to lubricate them, and reached around and slipped the two fingers into Sophia's ass.

"OHFUCK!!!" Sophia screamed, followed by a long, keening siren wail. Her back arched, and her hips involuntarily rocked back and forth, as her pussy spasmed around Alexa's fingers. "OHGODOHGODOHGOD!!!!" she howled, lost in her orgasm. Finally, she relaxed and settled back on the bed, trying to catch her breath.

Alexa crawled up from between her legs, and sat next to her on the bed, smiling. Sophia caught her breath, and opened her eyes. She smiled back at Alexa. "Wow," was all she said.

"I told you you'd like it," Alexa said.

Sophia thought for a minute. Alexa still had all her clothes on. All this had been for Sophia's pleasure, so far, anyway. It was Alexa's turn. Sophia was about to make love to another girl. Could she do that? Did she want to do that? She looked up at Alexa smiling at her and decided, yeah, she did.

"Your turn," Sophia said, and reached for Alexa's shirt to pull it off of her. Alexa wasn't wearing a bra. Sophia pushed her back on the bed, and went to work on her tits with her mouth. It was…interesting, Sophia thought. Not to mention kind of fun. And, she had to admit, more than a little bit arousing. She felt herself getting turned on again, just from sucking on Alexa's tit. And she must be doing something right, because Alexa was making delightful little noises.

She moved her hands down to the snap on Alexa's jeans, and undid them. Alexa helped Sophia shrug her jeans and panties off. Sophia moved her hands down, and went to work on Alexa's pussy, two fingers up inside her, the other hand on her clit. This was fun, but, then again, Sophia knew what she was doing-she had done herself enough times with her fingers. But, this was her first time with her hands on another girl's pussy, and she enjoyed watching Alexa build up, and then stiffen and spasm in her orgasm.

"Wow," Alexa said to her. "You sure you've never done that before?"

"Well, of course I have. To myself." They both cracked up laughing. "The other thing you did to me, however…" Sophia trailed off. Alexa knew what she was talking about.

"Completely up to you, Sophia." Alexa told her.

Sophia thought about it, and then slipped down on the bed, and aimed her face in at Alexa's pussy. She tentatively licked up and down Alexa's labia, causing Alexa to shudder. Then, she moved her tongue to Alexa's opening, and slowly stuck it in.

Sophia was a little surprised. Warren had always told her that he liked the taste and texture of a pussy on his tongue, but she had never quite believed him. She thought he had just been saying that because he liked doing it to her. But, she realized, he wasn't lying. It was pleasant-she liked it, too.

She moved her tongue in and out of Alexa's opening for a bit, delighting at her groans as she did so. Then she moved up Alexa's pussy with her tongue, and approached her clit. She licked in circles around it, getting close but not making direct contact, and then started making occasional swipes at it, as she still circled around it. Alexa yelped every time Sophia grazed over it. Sophia continued to tease her for a while, and then zeroed in, relentlessly pounding Alexa's clit with her tongue. "OH! OH! OH! OH! OH!" Alexa yelped. Sophia felt her get close, then slipped two fingers up into her pussy. "OH SHIT!" Alexa screamed, and climaxed, long and hard.

Alexa opened her eyes to see Sophia grinning at her. "You are a quick learner," Alexa gasped.

"I had a good teacher," Sophia said, still grinning. Alexa looked at her questioningly. "You forget," Sophia continued, "I have my pussy eaten by a certified expert on a regular basis. A girl is bound to pick up a few things."

Alexa cracked up laughing. "You're right." Her laughter stopped, but she was still smiling. "So, Sophia," she asked, "Did you have fun? Did you enjoy yourself?"

Sophia smiled and nodded. Alexa reached for her, and they embraced, kissing deeply, their tits grinding together. Alexa moved a leg in between Sophia's legs and ground her thigh into Sophia's pussy. Sophia groaned, and moved her leg to return the favor. They clung together for a bit, bodies grinding into one another. Alexa reached around and undid Sophia's skirt, which was still on, and pulled it off and threw it on the floor. Then Alexa gently pushed Sophia off of her, and maneuvered herself so that she had flipped herself on the bed, her feet where her head was and vice-versa. Sophia giggled as Alexa reached out and pulled her back down, Sophia's pussy aiming right for Alexa's mouth. Sophia got the idea, and aimed her own mouth at Alexa's pussy. Sophia was six inches taller than Alexa, but it must have been mostly in the legs, because she fit just fine.

They 69'ed each other to a couple more orgasms each, and then snuggled in next to one another in blissful, contented sleep.

Sophia woke up first, slightly disoriented. Then she realized where she was. She smiled, and woke Alexa up with a kiss. Alexa woke up surprised, then returned the kiss.

"Morning," Sophia said.

"Morning yourself." She looked at Sophia. "So, how do you feel?"

"About what happened?" Sophia asked. Alexa nodded. "Well, I enjoyed it. It was fun. Part of me is glad I did it. But I do feel a little guilty."

"Why?"

"Because I did it behind Warren's back."

"Sophia, it just kind of happened. If you tell him, now, it will be all right."

"Probably. I guess I'm also feeling guilty at how much enjoyed it. Hell, I've never had a lesbian impulse in my life before the past year. I had a thought, once or twice, when Elise propositioned me-but I thought that that was just because Warren and I were apart at the time. But we're not apart, anymore, and you propositioned me, and I actually went through with it. And enjoyed myself. It's rather disconcerting."

"Let me ask you a question. Did you prefer it to sex with men?"

"No. It was a lot of fun, but I prefer men. And I definitely prefer men if men means Warren. No offense intended."

"None taken," Alexa smiled. "You forget, I've been to bed with the Prep Stud a time or two myself." They both giggled. "I prefer men myself. But I like women, and there's no man around in my case. In your case, it was curiosity, I know that. You're not going to dump Warren for me, or any woman, I know that."

"True."

"In fact, you'd probably be content if you never did it again."

"Well, I'm not so sure about that," Sophia laughed. "I think I have discovered I like the feel of a pussy on my tongue. Just one more thing I have in common with my boyfriend, I guess." Alexa howled at that one.

"Well, you know, Sophia, you're still here, and we're still naked, so…don't let me stop you."

Sophia cracked up laughing, and then decided, what the hell. She moved down and buried her face between Alexa's legs, licking up and down her pussy.

Just then, there was a knock on the door.

"Hey, Alexa, you up? It's Warren. I'm looking for breakfast company, and my girlfriend seems to have disappeared off the face of the earth."

Alexa grinned wickedly at Sophia, and said, "She's right here, Warren."

"What are you doing?" Sophia whispered at her.

"This early?" Warren was saying.

"Hi honey!" Sophia yelled.

"Hi Pookie. You guys want to go to breakfast?"

"Um…well…we're not dressed yet, why don't you go to your room and we'll come down, OK?" Sophia said in a very nervous voice.

"I can wait here. Heck, I've seen you both undressed, anyhow. And why are you undressed? Did you leave your room without any clothes on, Pookie?"

"Uh…well…oh shit…" Sophia said. "Well, I kind of fell asleep in Alexa's room last night."

"Undressed? Sophia, what is going on in there? Do you two have a guy in there or something?"

"NO! Of course not, Warren." Sophia said. "Oh, shit. I was going to tell you this anyway. You have to believe me that I was going to tell you what happened last night."

"What happened last night, Pookie?"

Sophia sighed. "Open the door, Warren. And please don't kill me."

Warren opened the door, to be greeted by the site of Alexa, stark naked on the bed, her legs spread wide open…and Sophia, also stark naked, with her head perched in between Alexa's legs. It was obvious what he had interrupted.

His eyes bulged out of his head in surprise, as Sophia looked up at him apologetically. And then he started… laughing!

"Now I have seen everything," he said.

Sophia looked up at him in amazement. He was laughing? "You're not mad?"

"Well, is this permanent? Has she totally sucked you over to the 'dark side' and you're going to swear off males for all time?"

"NO! Of course not! Not the slightest hint of a chance." Sophia said.

"I didn't think so. In that case, then I'm not mad." Warren said. He was still smiling. "I think I'll let you two…uh…carry on, I'll find another breakfast partner." Still laughing and shaking his head, he left the room.

"I am the luckiest girl in the world, you know that?" Sophia said after he had left.

"Yes, I do know that," Alexa said, smiling at her.

Sophia smiled back. "Now, where was I?" she said, and moved her face back in between Alexa's legs.

MY BEAUTIFUL REWARD (Chapter 80)

Author's note:

this is now the fourth chapter of this epic that has a title that is taken from the title of a Bruce Springsteen song. And that's not including Santa Claus is Coming To Town. Of course, I also have chapters with titles that were taken from titles of Tom Petty songs, Romeo Void songs, Ric Ocasek songs, the Beatles and Paul McCartney songs, and a few others, not to mention whoever it was that did "Just Like Romeo and Juliet." Not that any of this fascinating information is at all relevant to anything important, you understand.

Warren went down to breakfast, and found Caitlin and Papa Bear.

"So, did you ever find Sophia?" Caitlin asked him.

"Yeah." Warren smiled.

"Is she coming down?"

"No, she's kind of busy."

"What about Alexa?" Caitlin asked.

Warren was grinning widely. "Well, she's kind of busy, too."

Papa Bear looked at him. "All right, Warren, what is going on?"

"It seems that Sophia spent the night with Alexa last night."

Caitlin's eyes opened wide. "They didn't."

"They did," said Warren. "In fact, I just got a little look. They let me in the room, and Sophia had her head buried between Alexa's legs."

"MY GOD!" Papa Bear howled. "And you're not mad?"

"Naaah. What's to be mad about? She discovered a bit of a lesbian itch. That's one I can't help her with, you know."

"True," Papa Bear said. "I'm the only one of our little group who hasn't been with Alexa."

Caitlin blushed. "True."

"I'm sure Alexa would fix that, Paul," Warren teased.

"Oh no she won't!" said Caitlin.

Warren spent all day studying. He went down to supper at about 5:30, and then returned. He was kind of studied out for the day. He had tried to call Sophia, but there had been no answer. He was assuming she was still with Alexa.

He wondered what was going on there. He had to admit to a bit of worry. How much did Sophia enjoy it?

While he was mulling that over, the phone rang.

"Hello, Snugglebear!"

"Hi, Pookie."

"Could you come up to Alexa's room? I think the three of us need to have a little talk."

"Sure," he said with feigned cheer. "Be right up." He hung up the phone, and sighed. He was definitely worried. He trudged to the elevator, and took it to the fifteenth floor. He trudged to Alexa's door, and knocked.

"Come in if your name is Warren!" he heard Sophia giggle from behind the door. He walked in, and saw Sophia and Alexa both sitting on the bed. Thankfully, they were sitting on opposite ends of the bed, and they were fully clothed.

"C'mere, sweetheart," Sophia said, patting the bed in between them. "Honey, you look like you just lost your best friend," she said, seeing the expression on his face. "What's wrong?"

"Well, you said you wanted to have a little talk. You spent last night with Alexa. You, from what I saw this morning, enjoyed it. I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop."

Sophia looked at him disbelievingly. "Huh? Oh, God, no, Warren! Not even a little bit." She looked at him. "Snugglebear, I never thought I would say this to you, but I should have seen some signs. How well we did at Worlds cancelled it out a little bit, but I've seen it other ways. Honey, your self-confidence is shot."

"Well, it's been beaten down in more ways than I can count in the last year."

"Yeah. Partially from me. Dammit, I knew I shouldn't have done this."

"The biggest blow did not come from you, and you know that. And you had to do what you felt you needed to do. If you didn't sleep with Alexa, you would have been asking yourself 'what if?' and you know it."

"And I pretty much seduced her," Alexa admitted.

"That much I had figured out all by my lonesome," Warren grinned.

"Warren, I did not call you up here to tell you I like girls better, or to break up with you, or anything like that. I just called you up to talk about what had happened." Sophia said. She looked into his eyes. "I promise."

"OK."

"You know better, or you should know better, after all we've been through. But we'll work on your battered self confidence another time." She sighed. "Now, I think we should have this conversation another time, too."

"No, Pookie, it's all right. As long as I'm not getting a 'Dear Warren' speech, it's OK."

"You'll never get that one again, I promise. Anyhow, we did it, as you know. And I liked it. And if I told you I never wanted to do it again, I'd be lying."

"OK. I can handle that. But, can I ask, what did you like? Is there anything I should be doing, that you like better than what I am doing, or…"

"NO!" Sophia said adamantly. "Well, there is one little trick Alexa pulled, but it's minor, and it's just that I don't think you've thought of it, and we can discuss that later." She looked down. "It wasn't the receiving-though Alexa is good, you're better-it was the giving."

"I don't understand."

Sophia blushed furiously. "Warren, what's your favorite thing to do to me?"

"Eating your pussy, you know that."

"Right." She blushed harder. "Well, I discovered last night exactly why you like it so much."

Warren stared at her, then cracked up laughing. "You liked doing that!"

"Uh-huh," she grinned through her blush. "Listen, I prefer sex with guys, I prefer you, and if you told me right now that you never wanted me to have sex with another woman ever again, I'd go along with that. You are number one, you are the most important thing, and you are the person I want in my bed, permanently." She looked down. "But, yeah, I enjoyed eating Alexa out."

Warren smiled, feeling much better. "So, what I've got here is a girlfriend who wants to stay with me and mostly be faithful, but would like to stick her tongue in another girl's snatch every once in a while, have I got that about right?"

"Well…yeah."

Warren was grinning widely by now. "I suppose I can live with that. I certainly can understand the impulse."

"Oh, and guess what, Warren?" Alexa interjected. "She's good. Real good."

"Really?" Warren was laughing now.

"Well, like I told Alexa, when you've had the best of the best working you over for four years, you're bound to pick up a few things."

"This sounds like a bad headline in Penthouse Forum: 'I taught my girlfriend how to suck pussy!'" Warren joked to laughter all around.

"You OK with this?" Sophia asked him.

"Yeah, I am. As long as you're not going full time…"

"Wouldn't think of it. In fact, we got to one point where I said to Alexa, 'This really is fun, but I'm about to the point where I'm waiting to be impaled on Warren's cock.'"

"I offered to do her with my strap-on, but she said that wouldn't be the same," Alexa joked.

"I really don't believe you two," Warren said.

"Anyhow, that's why you're here. We did want to have this little chat with you, but that's not the main reason we called you up here," Alexa said.

"Right. We both figured that, for being such a good sport, you deserved a little reward." She reached over and undid the snap on his jeans, while Alexa grabbed his shirt and pulled it over his head. Sophia pulled him up standing, pulled his pants and underwear down, then pushed him back on the bed, taking them off all the way. Alexa grabbed his head and pulled him down flat on the bed and started kissing him, while Sophia went to his cock with her mouth.

Alexa broke the kiss, and smiled at him. "We both decided we need to be fucked tonight, Warren, You up for the job?"

"Oh, I'm rapidly getting there, thanks to Sophia down there."

Alexa smiled at him, then moved down to his chest. "Sophia told me you liked this," she said, and started sucking on his nipple.

"Oh, shit, yeah," Warren moaned. He had one girl working on his cock, and the other on his nipple. He was definitely having a good time.

"Umm…Sophia…you might get it where you don't want it if you keep that up," Warren finally said.

Sophia broke away from his cock. "Pity. I was enjoying myself. Get up, Warren." He did, and Alexa lied down in his place on the bed. Sophia crawled up so that she was at the top of the bed. She squatted over Alexa, and lowered her pussy to Alexa's face. "Oh, that feels good," she purred.

Warren just looked at her. "I don't believe I'm seeing this."

"Well…you shouldn't be watching. You should be fucking! Get to it!" Sophia ordered, giggling. Warren laughed, and positioned himself in between Alexa's legs. With one long stroke, he was in. He could hear Alexa groan from underneath Sophia.

"Speaking of watching," Sophia said, "What a great view I have," as she watched Warren's cock slide in an out of Alexa's pussy."

Alexa's groans were mostly muffled, but Warren could hear Sophia's. "Nnnngg! Nnnnnngg! Nnnnggg! Jesus…Christ…every time you hit bottom…Nnnngggg…Warren, she slams her whole…OH!… face into my pussy…GOD!"

Alexa reached up and grabbed Sophia by the hips, forcing Sophia's pussy down harder on her mouth. "OH SHITOHSHIT! OH I'M CUMMING!" Sophia screamed, as she ground her pussy into Alexa's face. Now Warren could hear Alexa's screams from underneath Sophia, as he felt Alexa's body go stiff and her pussy clench at his dick.

Sophia climbed off of Alexa just as her orgasm peaked. She howled as she came, Sophia looking on in delight. Warren was close, but not there yet, as he continued to pound in and out of her. Sophia lay down next to Alexa with her head down near Alexa's crotch, watching Warren slide in and out of her.

"Oh, God, that is so hot to watch this close," Sophia said. "Warren, honey, cum inside her. I want to watch you cum inside her."

"Oh Jesus!" Warren howled, and thrust deep into Alexa, cumming into her. He slipped out of her, and Sophia grabbed for his cock, licking their juices off of it greedily. Then, she looked up at Warren, and said, "Sweetie, switch places." She crawled in between Alexa's legs and Warren moved beside Alexa on the bed. Sophia dove in on Alexa's pussy, cleaning up their juices and driving Alexa towards another orgasm. Warren couldn't believe his eyes.

"Oh God Oh God Oh YESSSSS!!" Alexa moaned, as Sophia drove her tongue into Alexa's pussy and clit. Warren reached down and started nibbling on Alexa's nipples. "OH JESUS!" Alexa moaned from the twin assault on her pussy and tits. "OH GOD I'M CUMMING!!!!!!!!"

Sophia emerged from between Alexa's legs, and crawled up the bed, on top of Warren, until her face was right above his. She grinned down at him, her face covered with juices, and then kissed him, long and deep. He was a bit surprised at first, but then got into it, as she stuck her tongue into his mouth and swirled it all around. She broke the kiss, and leaned over and kissed Alexa, who was snuggling into the two of them.

"You are an animal, Sophia," Warren said.

"You betcha," she smiled.

"And I'm not?" Alexa complained, and reached over to Warren and stuck her tongue down his throat.

"We too much for you to handle, Snugglebear?" Sophia laughed.

"No, but I'll probably have to sleep for three days," Warren admitted.

Sophia ground herself on top of him, realizing he was hard again. "I must say, though, sweetie, your powers of recuperation are in top shape."

"With all this stimulation, you're surprised?' Warren laughed.

"No." She sat up, and then raised herself up. "My turn for that cock," she said, and lowered herself on it, taking him all in one stroke. "OH!"

She started moving up and down on top of him. "Oh YEAH I needed this," she howled. Meanwhile, Alexa pulled herself up and crawled on top of Warren, facing Sophia, and straddled his face, lowering her pussy onto his eager tongue.

"Oh God so good so good so good," Sophia moaned as she bounced up and down on Warren."

"Oh, shit, yeah," Alexa said. Warren reached up and grabbed Alexa's hips, and pulled her down tight on him, as his tongue went to work on her pussy. She leaned forward and ended up holding herself up by her arms-putting her in a perfect position to suck on one of Sophia's tits.

"AYEEEEIIIII!" Sophia howled. It didn't take long for her to cum, and Alexa, with the furious assault from Warren's tongue, went right behind her.

Alexa slipped off of Warren's face, completely spent. "Warren, you're still the best," Alexa said, and kissed him.

"Yes, he is," Sophia agreed, still straddled on his cock. "And he's still going."

"I'm trying to figure out how," Warren said. "You two are a handful."

"And don't you forget it," Sophia giggled. She leaned forward, on her hands, so that her tits were rubbing up against Warren's chest. Alexa, lying next to them, reached in with her hands to fondle Sophia tit and Warren's chest. Sophia rode Warren and Alexa fondled both of them until they both came again.

Sophia sprawled on top of Warren, as he slipped out of her, as they both tried to catch their breath.

"Ladies, this was…incredible," Warren told them.

"You like sharing?" Sophia said.

"Only if you also like it…"Warren said.

"You have to ask?" Sophia laughed.

"No." Warren admitted. "But, like I was saying, only if you also like it, and only with certain people." He wrapped his arm around Alexa, drawing her into them.

"I'll buy that," Sophia agreed.

"Thank you, both," Alexa said. "This was very generous of you, you know, to share each other with me like this."

"Hey, we both think you're a special person, you know," Sophia told her.

"Yes, we do." Warren agreed.

They cuddled up together happily until the three of them fell asleep.

CAUGHT (Chapter 81)

Dave and Kate lay next to each other on Kate's bed, catching their breath.

"Oh, you make me feel so good, Sir David," Kate said to him.

"The feeling is mutual, Lady Katherine."

"Hmmmm. It's nice to be in a bed for a change. Not that there's anything wrong with the back of your car, mind you."

Dave laughed. "I agree with you. I still can't believe your father left you alone in the house."

"That's only because Ellen was giving him crap about not going out. And even Dad said that it was unfair to always go out when Eric and Tara were here, thus making me babysit."

"Ellen should give your Dad crap about not going out more often." They both laughed.

Kate reached down between Dave's legs. "Oh, Sir David? It does seem like you've recovered."

"I do believe you are right, my Lady." He started to move towards her.

"No, darling, you stay right where you are," Kate said. She climbed up on top of him, straddling him. "We never get to do it this way in a car."

"You're right," Dave smiled. Kate grabbed his cock, aimed, and sank down on it.

"OOOF!" She settled down on him, taking his full length in her. "Oh, yeah!" she moaned. Deliberately, she started moving up and down on him.

"I'm sorry, Dan. Our first night out in weeks, and I get sick," Ellen said.

"That's OK. There will be other nights," Dan said. He opened the door for her, and they both stepped in.

"I'm going to fix myself some tea to settle my stomach down," Ellen said.

"OK, honey. Funny that the house is dark." Dan said. "Kate?" he called.

"She's probably painting," Ellen called from the kitchen.

"True. Dan walked up the stairs. Kate's door was closed. She wasn't supposed to close that door, dammit, he thought. "Kate?" he called, opening the door.

He froze. There, on her bed, was his stark naked daughter, straddling her boyfriend. He could see her moving up and down. Her eyes were closed, and she was moving softly.

As Dan looked at her in disbelief from the doorway, her eyes opened. "OH SHIT!" she yelled, jumping off of Dave and attempting to cover up.

"Katherine Elizabeth Thompson, you will get dressed and get your ass downstairs RIGHT NOW!!" With that, he turned and left the room.

"Oh, we have had it," Dave said after he had left.

"You can say that again," Kate agreed. "Get dressed, honey. And when we get down the stairs, you just keep going out the door."

"You sure? I'll stay and take my share of it, if that will help."

"No, Sir David, gallant as that may be, it will not help. It'll just give Dad an excuse to blame it all on your evil male influence. Let me handle this, OK?"

"OK."

They dressed in a hurry. When they reached the bottom of the stairs, Dan was pacing in the living room. He saw them come down, yelled "YOU!", and strode towards Dave.

Kate got in his way. "You stay right there. David, go. Love you."

"Love you too, Katherine." He beat it out the door.

"Damn you, Kate, if I ever get my hands on him…"

"You'll do nothing."

"You sit down and shut up, young lady!" Dan bellowed at her.

"Fat chance of that," she said, though she did sit down in a chair.

"Kate, I am shocked at what I just saw," Dan began. "Completely shocked."

"You know, you'd find you'd be shocked a lot less if you learned how to knock on a damn door," Kate spat at him.

"KATE! I will not stand for any lip from you, not now. First of all, you will stop seeing David, immediately."

"You are kidding."

"No! He's obviously a bad influence."

Kate broke up laughing. "Oh, and I had nothing to do with it?"

"Kate, dammit, I won't allow this. I'll be damned if I'm going to watch my daughter turn into a slut."

"A SLUT????" Kate came flying off the chair. "I have been with ONE guy, after we had been going out over a YEAR, and that makes me a slut? Or, are you one of those assholes that thinks that any girl that does it even once is a slut? If I were your son, would we be even having this conversation?"

"Boys are different."

"Oh really. So how old were you your first time?"

"That is none of your business."

"In other words, younger than me." Kate wasn't backing down now. "And, if your sex life is none of my business, than mine is none of yours. So, how old were you, Dad?"

"He was fourteen, from what he told me," Ellen interjected. Dan glared at her. "She's right, you know, if this were a son, you wouldn't be reacting this way."

"Like I said, boys are different." Dan maintained.

"Only because you're a Neanderthal, sexist pig," Kate said.

"Kate, that will be more than enough of that. I am your father, you will do as I say. You're not to see David."

"Fine. Then I plan to fuck the entire Oceanview High baseball team, one at a time."

"KATHERINE!" Dan yelled.

"Your choice, Dad. Either I stay with the guy I love, or I will become a slut out of sheer spite."

"That's it. Kate, you are grounded. You will come home directly after school every day until I say differently."

"You know what, Dad? I won't be coming home here at all!" She stormed out of the room and up the stairs.

"You were way too hard on her," Ellen said.

"You might enjoy having a daughter like Sophia, but I do not want one."

"What is that supposed to mean?"

"You know exactly what it means. A little sex maniac. Girls aren't supposed to be sex maniacs."

"Kate's right. You are a sexist pig," Ellen said, storming into the kitchen.

Dan sighed, and followed Kate up the stairs. By the time he got there, she had already pulled out a suitcase and was busy throwing clothes into it.

"What do you think you're doing?" he asked.

"Going to live with Mother!"

"You can not be serious."

"WATCH ME!!"

"Your mother can't take care of herself, much less you."

"All the better," Kate spat out. "She'll get drunk and pass out every night, like she always does, and I'll do what I want."

"Kate, your mother is violent."

"I'm bigger than she is now."

"Kate, please do not do this."

"You leave me no choice, Dad. I refuse to sit here and be treated like a child, not when it comes to my love life. I'm damn near the perfect daughter, except for the fact that I'm no longer a virgin, and you practically treat me like I've committed murder."

"Kate, I'm just worried about you."

"What? That's a laugh. You're not worried about me, you're worried about your little antiquated ideas about teenaged girls and sex-actually, it might be all girls and sex. Worried about me? David and I have been together forever. You used to like him. We're protecting ourselves. We were both virgins the first time, and are faithful, so there's no chance of disease. What's to worry about?"

"Kate, I worry about you getting hurt."

"That's bound to happen sooner or later. And whether or not David or I had sex, losing him would hurt just the same either way. You can't protect me from getting hurt. And I haven't been hurt worse lately than I was hurt by the guy who called me a slut because I've been to bed with one guy."

"I'm sorry."

"You should be."

"Kate, what do you want from me?"

"Stay out of my love life, and stay out of my room unless you are expressly invited, would be a start."

Dan sighed. "Kate, why couldn't you wait?"

"I could have, I didn't want to. Why didn't you wait?"

"It's different for guys, like I said. Teenage boys have certain urges and drives."

Kate cracked up laughing, and heard Ellen laughing from the doorway. "He just doesn't get it, does he?" Ellen said to her.

"No, he does not." Kate agreed.

"WHAT?" Dan yelled.

"Kate, tell him." Ellen said.

"Fine. He's gonna love this one. Dad, I spend a very large chunk of my waking hours hornier than a German Shepherd in heat."

"I did not want to hear that!" Dan blurted out.

"Maybe you need to," Ellen said. "You're under the sad impression that girls don't get horny."

"Hell, I'm hornier than David is, most of the time. Well, he's catching up lately," she giggled. "Daddy, I waited to have sex with David over a year, even though I was in love with him after about a month, and even though I was horny enough to jump the nearest fencepost. I still waited, to make sure I was ready. I do not feel I should be condemned for that."

"I still think you're too young."

"Well, then we're at an impasse, because I don't. I love David, I love what we do together, I don't plan on stopping, and that's all there is to it."

Dan looked at Kate, then turned away, towards the door. He stopped at the door, turned around, and said, "Kate, don't go to your mother's. Please." With that, he walked out the door.

"Give him some time to adjust, Kate," Ellen advised.

"I will, but I am not going to break up with David. And I'm putting a lock on that damn door."

HOMEWARD BOUND (Chapter 82)

"On the road again, just can't wait to be on the road again…" Warren sang as they pulled out of Madison, heading home for the summer.

"Yeah, drive three days, be home for less than a week, and then get on a plane," Sophia mock-grumbled.

"Yeah, but we get to get on a plane to go skate in the COI tour for a month."

"Yeah, I am looking forward to it, but our life is getting really, really hectic if you think about it."

"Yup." Warren drove in silence for a bit. "I have to say, I'm glad this year is over."

"Wasn't all bad," Sophia pointed out.

"Yeah, but the bad parts were really bad."

"Yeah. Worse for you than me, I think. I actually learned a lot about myself this year. Things I needed to learn, I think. I'm a lot stronger person pulling out of Wisconsin than I was when we pulled into Wisconsin in September."

"I agree," Warren said. "You are stronger. Which makes one of us."

"Yeah, you are stronger too, Warren. You just don't see it yet."

"Sophia, everything I learned about myself this year was bad."

"Everything?"

"Well, let's see. I learned that my unassailable self-confidence isn't unassailable. I learned I can get hurt, badly. I learned that I'm weaker than I thought. I learned that if bad things happen to me I can have a lot of difficulty dealing with them." He sighed. "A year ago, I thought I could take anything. I thought I could stand anything, and I thought the only person that I ever really, truly needed was myself, and finding out that I was wrong about that was a brutally hard lesson to learn."

Sophia thought for a minute. "I can see that being disturbing in the abstract-but figuring out that you needed me, specifically, as much as I need you-that couldn't have been a totally bad thing."

Warren smiled despite himself. "Yeah, I suppose that's true. I shudder to think what I would have done after the attack if you hadn't been there."

"Well, dear heart, I promise you-no, I swear on a stack of Glenn Miller and Beatles CDs that you will never, ever again have to find that out, not until the day I die."

"Good."

"And there's some things that I hope you've also learned-good things."

"Like what?"

"That our relationship can withstand almost anything. It's stronger than it ever was. That you can go through absolute hell personally and a brutal work schedule and get out with a 3.8 GPA for the year."

"Well, that's one part of my self-confidence that is intact. Genius is genius. And let's not forget your 3.5."

"Yes, let's not," she giggled. "You also learned that you can survive things that would destroy other people. Yeah, you're shaken, but you're OK, you really are, for the most part. And last, but certainly not least, you found out that people love you, that they're on your side, and that the two of us are damn good skaters!"

Warren laughed at that. "Yeah, I must say that Worlds was pretty special. And, you're right, we are good."

Sophia shot him a wicked smile. "You also learned that if I ever leave again, you can make a damn good living as a gigolo."

Warren cracked up laughing. "I have to admit that those two months that we were apart were…interesting."

"Not just those two months. What about the other week with Alexa?"

"Can't get any more interesting than that, I think," Warren giggled. "We should probably talk about that."

"Well, I think we did." Sophia said.

"To a point." Warren thought for a minute. "Alexa's not going to be around this summer. Do you still want to experiment with other girls should the chance arise?"

"I don't know." Sophia thought for a minute. "No, not really. It's not that important. I liked it, but I think one of the reasons I liked it was that it was Alexa."

"Yeah. I don't mind, you know."

"Part of you does mind, and I understand that. You don't have to be open and accommodating all the time, you know," Sophia pointed out. "Look, I know part of it was that it was Alexa. What if we're on the tour and I get propositioned by…oh, Stephie Eberhardt?"

Warren blushed. "Damn. You've got a point. I'd be insanely jealous. Of both of you."

"Right. Unless, of course, you got invited in again," she giggled. "So, anything I do will be done with your approval, and I don't mind if you say no, and if I really want it I can wait until we see Alexa again, because I know you don't have a problem with that. And, like I said, I could live without it forever if I had to. Look, I enjoyed it, but the next night was infinitely better, because you were there. I told you the truth-I liked having sex with a girl, but only to a point. When you fucked me after Alexa and I had fooled around, that was the best. I'm getting wet just thinking about it."

Warren cracked up laughing. "So, what you're telling me is that you're always up for a three-way."

"With you and another girl? OK, I admit, I can't see myself ever turning that one down."

"Even thought I'd be fucking another girl? Again, pretend it's someone other than Alexa. Pretend it's Stephie Eberhardt."

Sophia thought for a minute. "Yeah, I'd do it. Watching you fuck another girl while she's eating me out, I found out, is very exciting."

"OK." Warren grinned. "I wonder if Stephie is bi."

"I'll find out when we get on the tour," Sophia said coyly. "Besides, with all the joking, Stephie is not the girl on the tour that you really want."

"Huh? I've lusted after her for years!"

"Yeah, but that's from far away. You don't really know her. Think about it, if I offered you a night with any girl on the tour, would it really be Stephie? Assume that your girl of choice is willing."

"Yeah, I think I'd pick Stephie. Who do you think I'd pick?"

"Christine Arsenault."

Warren smiled. "Would you really want me to sleep with someone who's half in love with me?"

"Good point," Sophia agreed.

Warren looked up at a sign. "Rest stop. Coffee?"

"I'd love some."

It was early afternoon. They had stopped for lunch, and were back on the road again.

"Alexa's staying with her grandmother?" Sophia asked Warren.

"Yeah. Her parents won't speak to her. It's ridiculous. Oh, and you missed the big teary goodbye this morning."

"Who?"

"Cait and Paul. It's gonna be a long summer for those two."

"Well, Paul lives in Cleveland, and Cait lives where?"

"Rochester, New York."

"That's not that far."

"It's not distance, it's time. They both have to work. So, they have to plan get-togethers, and they're not going to be that frequent. Cait is coming to Cleveland, however, when COI is there. I already made sure they got tickets."

"Cool. We'll get to introduce them around."

"Yup," Warren agreed. "Now, tell me what kind of fresh hell we're going to encounter at your house?"

"Oh, you mean the Civil War reenactment?" Sophia sighed. "Apparently, Dan and Kate are barely speaking. I haven't told you the whole story, thought. Dan walked in on Kate…and David."

"Oops. Doesn't that man knock on doors?"

"Not Kate's door. Drives her nuts. Drives me nuts. Anyhow, when he walked in, his darling baby girl was straddling her boyfriend."

"Yikes."

"They had a big blow out. Dan told her to break up with David."

"Oh yeah. Great way to handle it," Warren said sarcastically."

"Exactly. Kate was so incensed she said that she was going to fuck the entire Oceanview High baseball team out of spite, and she was going to move in with her drunk, mentally disturbed mother, just to get out from under Dan's thumb."

"Wow."

"Well, she didn't move out, and Dan didn't press the break up with Dave issue, but they kind of barely tolerate each other. Dave's afraid to go to the house if Dan is there. And Kate put a lock on her door, which made Dan livid."

"Oh, goody. What a fun homecoming this is gonna be."

They were right. The homecoming was strained. Ellen was glad to see everybody, as was Kate, but Dan was noticeably cold to Sophia and especially Warren.

In fact, the second day they were there, Sophia came upstairs to get something from the kitchen. Dan and Ellen didn't realize she was there, and were having a loud argument in the living room, which Sophia could here plain as day.

"Dan, she's only home for a week!"

"But then she's coming home for another two months after the tour is over," Dan said. "And it's going to go on then. I don't like it. I don't want him spending the night here."

"Dan, Warren was spending the night here long before you came along."

"Yes, but this is my house, too, now. And having him practically move in is not setting a good example for Kate."

"First of all, Kate does not need Sophia to get ideas, just in case you haven't noticed. Second of all, Kate knows that Sophia is not your daughter and you have no say in what she does. Third of all, you're being completely unreasonable."

"What I think is unreasonable is allowing a teenage girl to have her boyfriend over for the night! They've been doing it since they were how old?"

"How is it that you are becoming more close-minded? Remember the first night you met Sophia? When she told you that two of her favorite things were sex and baseball? You thought it was funny then!"

"That's before it started affecting Kate."

"Fine," Sophia said as she stormed into the living room. "Dan, you don't want me around? That's easily fixed."

"Were you eavesdropping? And, no, it's not you I don't want around, it's Warren." Dan said.

"I wasn't eavesdropping. I came up to get a coke. You were yelling. And, as for the other thing-if you want me, you get Warren. We're a package deal. As are Kate and Dave, though you're too pigheaded to see that. Anyhow, when we get back from COI, I'll move in with Warren at his house. Satisfied?" She stormed back down the stairs.

"Good." Dan said as Sophia disappeared.

"No, Dan, it is not good! There's no way I'm going to let Sophia leave like this."

"Ellen…"

"No. You listen to me. I have not been able to say too much because Kate is not my daughter, but now you're forcing your views on my daughter, and I won't stand for it. And I've never pushed the issue of exactly who legally owns this house, but I'm going to now. Sophia stays. Warren stays. If you have a problem with that, you know where the front door is."

"Ellen!"

"You have a problem with female sexuality. Now, I've managed to loosen you up enough where we are concerned, but you're still taking it out on your daughter, and now you're trying to take it out on my daughter. I won't stand for it. Sophia goes nowhere. And you can consider yourself officially informed that I am also on Kate's side." With that, she got up and went to the intercom. "Soph, I'm coming down."

"OK."

(end of chapter)

THE TOUR (Chapter 83)

"Hotel room, sweet hotel room," Warren quipped as he and Sophia got into their room in the hotel in Salt Lake City, which was the first city they would be performing in, the following night.

"Better than my damn house, at this point," Sophia grumbled.

"Well, that's true, but you're out of there for a month."

"And then we'll get to go back to school shortly after that. Thank God."

There was a knock on the door. Sophia opened it, to find Liz Cushman and Christine Arsenault there.

"HEY!" Sophia yelled, giving them both a hug. They then ran over and hugged Warren.

"How's my favorite dance team?" Liz asked.

"Great. How's the tour going?" Warren asked.

"So far so good, but new blood is always cool," Liz said.

"Yeah, Warren, I think Stephie Eberhardt is looking for someone new to fuck," Christine joked.

"Oh please don't tempt him," Sophia said.

"That's OK, Sophia, you could have Andrei Gravachkin," Liz teased her.

"Oh…hmmmmm…well…" Sophia joked.

"You two just can't help but cause trouble, can you?" Warren asked.

"That's our job!" Christine agreed.

One of the fun parts of the tour was watching who ended up in whose room. As it turns out, Christine had a night with Andrei Gravachkin, and pronounced him "delectable". Stephie Eberhardt was on her second go-round through the available male cast members. Even Evan Pogdar had a couple of liaisons with a gay Russian pairs skater.

"I feel left out," Liz Cushman told Warren one afternoon when they were lounging in Warren's room.

"Well, you don't have to be."

"Yeah, but I don't necessarily want casual sex with half the cast. I want what you and Sophia have, and there's nobody here that interests me."

"Aaah. Well, there are things to be said for casual sex."

"Yeah, but, what's better, casual sex or true love?"

"True love is better. Both at the same time is kinda cool, too."

"Huh?"

"Sophia and I have had sex with other people, a couple of times, since we've been going out."

"Well, yeah," Liz said, "while you were broke up."

"Not just then."

"Huh?"

"For example, Sophia has been with someone else here on the tour."

"WHAT? She cheated on you?"

"It's not cheating if I know about it, is it?"

"I guess not." Liz looked at Warren. "Who was it?"

"I'm not at liberty to say."

"Do you know who it was?"

"Yes."

"Andrei Gravachkin? Ed Voorhees? Steve Coleman?"

"I'm not going to tell you, and you are really barking up the wrong tree, anyway."

"What do you mean, barking up the wrong tree?"

"Sophie's bed partner wasn't male."

Liz's eyes bugged out of her head. "WHAT?"

"Sophia's bisexual. She discovered that, this year."

"I don't believe this. She's had sex with another woman-and you approve?"

Warren laughed. "After all we've been through, if our relationship can't withstand a little experimenting…I really don't mind. Although it is more fun if I get invited to join in-which is what happened with the girl back at school-that didn't happen here, and Sophia doesn't think her bedmate would have gone for it, because the bedmate apparently only likes girls. The girl at school was bi."

"My head is spinning," Liz said. "I'm way too sweet and innocent for this."

"How innocent can you be, Liz, being on this tour for all these years," Warren joked.

"OK, true," Liz laughed, "but I'm personally innocent."

Warren looked at her. "As in, still a virgin?"

"Yeah."

"Waiting for Mister Right?"

"I was. Now I think I'm just waiting for someone who won't treat it as just another feather in his cap."

"Andrei Gravachkin, for example."

"Right."

"I had an interesting situation like that this year at school, when Soph and I were broken up." He explained all about Alexa, and Caitlin, and Papa Bear. "I'm glad I turned her down, but, then again, I knew she was in love with Paul, and Paul's my best friend at school. It worked out fine for them."

"Good," Liz said, then she sighed. "However, I'll be waiting forever, if I wait for Mister Right, I think. I've got no prospects, and it's hard to meet guys except for other skaters, and they're all either gay, taken, or Andrei Gravachkin-types. Ordinary guys are intimidated by me, because of who I am."

"I can see that. You'll meet someone, Liz, I promise."

"Well, I know I will, eventually. But that doesn't take care of my…well…"

"Itch?" Warren joked.

Liz blushed. "Well…yeah. Dammit, Warren, it's too bad you're taken. I've heard stories about how good you are from Sophia, and I know you're not a feather in your cap type of guy. But, alas…" She smiled at him.

Warren thought for a minute. He looked at Liz, and said it. "I have a chit I can cash in."

"What?"

"Sophia owes me one, because of her sleeping with someone else. We've talked about this. I'm allowed one night with anyone in the cast that I want."

Liz felt her mouth get dry. "You are?"

"Yeah."

"Would you? I mean, are you going to do it with someone?"

"I hadn't decided yet."

"Had you decided who, if you did?"

"No. Sophia is no doubt counting on it being either Stephie Eberhardt or Christine."

Liz cracked up laughing. "Christine would cut off her left arm for the chance, you know."

"I know," Warren said, "which is why I pretty much ruled her out. She's a little too eager, you know what I mean? I think she's half in love with me."

"Yeah." Liz got silent for a minute.

Warren looked at her. "I suspected you were a virgin. Which is why I never thought of you."

Liz laughed. "You don't like virgins?"

"Never had one," Warren smiled. "But that's not what I meant. Most virgins your age are waiting for Mister Right."

"Or have been, and now just want it to be a kind, sensitive guy, just as long as they get laid." Liz blushed. "Oh my God, did I just say that?"

"Yes, you did." Warren smiled. He was sitting in a chair, Liz on the couch, and he got off the chair and sat next to her on the couch. He reached over and pulled her towards him, and kissed her.

He broke the kiss, and she smiled up at him. "You have a chance to do this with anyone in the cast, and you want me?"

"Yeah. But only if you want to. You have to make sure, Liz-you only lose your virginity once."

In response, she crawled up on his lap, wrapped her arms around his shoulders, and kissed him again. They made out for a while, then Warren gently pushed her away. "You don't want to do this on a couch, right?" he said to her. She smiled at him, got off his lap, and grabbed his hand, leading him to the bed.

Once there, she lay down, and he lay next to her, taking her in his arms and kissing her again. Then he sat up. "Uh, Liz, before we go too far…I don't have anything."

"Anything what?"

"Protection. Sophia's on the pill, so I don't carry it as a matter of course."

"I'm on the pill, too, Warren. Girl's got to be prepared for strange encounters, right?" She giggled. "Now get back here and kiss me again." He did, and, while their lips were locked, he moved a hand down and grabbed her breast through her shirt.

"Oooohhh…" she whispered through the kiss. She kept kissing him, even harder now, as his hand worked on her breast. As she felt herself getting more tingly, she broke the kiss.

"Warren, you have to understand something. I am completely inexperienced. That's the first time anyone's even done that to me."

"I didn't realize that. Are you sure you want to go through with this?"

"Definitely. If it feels like that just did…" she giggled.

"Oh, I'm just getting started, but anything that makes you uncomfortable, just say so."

"OK." She looked up at his eyes as his hand went back to her breast. He didn't resume the kiss, preferring to watch her expression. He reached both hands down, and unbuttoned her blouse. She looked into his eyes with anticipation, as he slipped his hand into her shirt. She wasn't wearing a bra, so his hand latched onto bare tit. She groaned as he grabbed her.

He kept his hand on her breast as he started kissing down her neck, and then down to her breast. He pulled her blouse off as his mouth made contact with her nipple, and he got his first look at her breasts. They were small, but perfectly formed, and her nipples were very erect. He took one in his mouth and sucked on it, as his hand played with the other.

"OH!" Liz whimpered in surprise as his tongue wrapped itself around her nipple. "Oh my," she said with undisguised wonder in her voice. Warren continued working at her breasts, and her breathing got more and more labored. She couldn't believe how good this felt. It kept building and building, and, suddenly, she felt a tightening in her stomach, that spread down to her crotch, and then something down there exploded. She arched her back and all her muscles tightened, and she let out a little whinny.

Warren looked at her in disbelief. She caught her breath. "That was incredible," she said to him.

"Liz, what just happened?" Warren asked, thinking he knew the answer, but not believing it.

"I had an orgasm. Least, that's what I think it was. I've never had one before. I think that's what it was, though."

"From that?"

"Uh huh," she grinned at him. "I can't even make myself cum the few times I've tried playing with myself, and you did it without even touching me down there."

Warren shook his head. "I think this is going to be a very interesting afternoon." Liz just giggled, as Warren went to the snap on her jeans. He had them and her panties off in a hurry. She was absolutely drenched. He picked up her panties. "Look at these things, they look like they've been through a shower," he joked. Liz just giggled again, as Warren put the panties down on the bed. Then he went back to Liz's breast with his tongue.

While he was doing this, he slipped a hand in between Liz's legs. He gently pushed on them, and Liz spread them. He slowly moved his hand up her legs, until they reached the junction between them, and Warren used his whole hand to cup Liz's pussy. He heard the breath catch in her throat.

He pressed in with his whole hand against her pussy. She gasped again, and pushed back into his hand. He continued with his mouth on her breast the whole time, and she was squirming and panting, pressing her breast into his mouth, and her pussy into his hand. "Oh…God…" she managed to get out in a strangled gasp.

He moved his hand up and down on her pussy, then took two fingers and slipped them in between her pussy lips, running them up and down, coating them with her fluid. He took the fingers and probed at her opening with them. He slipped one in, and it slid in easily, she was so wet. The second one joined the first, just as easily. He had barely got them in when she stiffened and spasmed again. She thrashed on the bed, gasping and moaning, as another orgasm overtook her.

"My God, Liz, you're a firecracker. And one with a short fuse, even."

"Who knew?" she said, smiling weakly up at him. "Wow."

"Wow is right. Do you know you're not, technically, a virgin?"

"You mean I don't have a maidenhead? Yeah, I know. Did you know you can break your hymen doing a split smack on the ice that was supposed to be a triple loop? Boy, was that day painful. I was, like, eleven, I think."

"Well, that's good, in a way. It means the final act won't hurt as much."

"How could you tell, by the way?"

"Come on, Liz. Where are my fingers? And they're all the way in." He wiggled them to prove his point. She giggled, and then moaned.

"Jesus, Warren, I have never felt like this in my life. My word…"

"I was planning on doing my favorite thing to you, but I don't know if you'll survive the experience."

She grinned at him. "Try me."

"OK." He withdrew his fingers from her pussy, prompting a groan. He just smiled at her, and then kissed his way down her stomach, and positioned his head in between her legs. Then, he stuck his tongue into her pussy.

She jumped. "AH!!" He worked his tongue up and down her labia, and then stuck it into her opening. "OH!" she cried. He worked that for a little while, and then came up with his tongue. He teased around her clit for a while, and then slipped his tongue over it. She jumped, and screeched. He bore down on her clit with his tongue, and slipped his fingers back up into her pussy. She went completely bonkers. She started cumming very quickly, and just didn't stop. She screeched, and moaned, and bounced all over the bed, almost throwing him off. She'd come down off of one, and it would start right up again. After about ten minutes of this, he finally stopped so she could catch her breath.

It took a while. She was covered in sweat, still writhing around on the bed, and wheezing and gasping. When she finally started to breathe normally, and the color in her face returned to normal, Warren smiled at her and said, "So, how long have you been keeping all that pent-up lust inside yourself?"

"Longer than I thought," she said. "This is unbelievable."

"You need to know something. I am not this good."

She cracked up laughing. "Well, yeah you are. You take your time, and you're gentle, and you're doing a thorough job on me. But, you're right, I was more than ready for this, I guess." Suddenly, she sat up and tackled him, kissing him, and reaching for his shirt. She broke the kiss to pull that off his head, then went for his pants. She got them off in a hurry, and then sat up, just staring at his erect cock.

"Wow. It's so big. I'm gonna get that inside me?"

"It will fit, Liz, but if you want to stop now, that's OK with me."

"Not a chance." She looked at him. "What should I…is there anything you want me to do?"

"Whatever you want, Liz. Is this your first time even seeing…"

"Yeah, and I'm nineteen years old. Isn't that pathetic?"

"No."

"Just never wanted to, I guess. Well I did want to, but didn't know who, or…oh hell, I don't know." She reached out to touch it, moving her hand up and down it. Warren moaned softly. "You like?" she asked.

"Oh yeah."

Liz stared at it as her hand moved up and down on it. Suddenly, she leaned over and took it into her mouth.

"Oh, God, Liz!" Warren yelled. "That's the last thing I expected!"

She pulled off. "Surprise! Listen, girls talk, you know? I know girls do this. I wanted to do it myself. And you did me, so it's only fair." She looked up at him. "Listen, if you cum, will you still be able to…you know…"

"Sure. It might take a few minutes, but yeah, I can. But you don't have to make me cum."

"Won't you last inside me longer if you cum first?"

"Well, yeah, how'd you know that?"

"Sophia told me once, actually," she said with a giggle. Then she went back to his cock with her mouth. She started by just sucking on the head, but then devoured more of it with her mouth. She got it about halfway in, and then started sliding up and down on it while massaging it with her tongue. After watching her go off all afternoon, Warren was more than turned on, and she was very good at this for a beginner. He felt the familiar tightening in his balls after not too long.

"Liz, this is a warning," he gasped out. "Not much longer."

"Hmmm," she just hummed on his cock. She kept at it.

"Liz, I'm about to cum. Oh God, Liz, I'm CUMMING!!" He felt it build, and then started squirting, right into her mouth. He saw her eyes widen and then swallow, but it was too much, as it leaked out from around his cock and dripped down her mouth. However, she didn't stop sucking until she had drained him of every drop. Then she disengaged.

"Liz, you are something else, you know that?"

"Uh-huh." She giggled. "I thought I knew what was going to happen, but I didn't know there would be quite that much of it!" Warren leaned off the bed, and grabbed a towel, then sat up next to her, cleaning off her face and neck with the towel.

"Thanks, Warren," she smiled at him. Then she leaned into him, and tackled him back into the bed, kissing him. He could taste the remnants of his cum on her tongue. She could still taste traces of her pussy juices on his. They locked lips for quite a long time, their bodies mashed together. Liz reached down between both of their legs, and grabbed Warren's cock, pleased to find it coming back to life. She jerked her hand up and down on it, still kissing him.

When he felt himself get back to fully erect, he grabbed her around the waist and flipped her over, onto her back, he on top of her. "You ready?" he asked her.

"Unbelievably ready. Pop my cherry, Warren. Figuratively speaking."

He laughed, and got himself into position. He grabbed his cock and moved it up and down her pussy, making sure she was well lubricated. She let out a groan.

"OK, Liz, this might hurt some."

"I know, Warren. Do it. Fuck me." He lined up the tip with her opening and pushed, ever so slightly.

Warren slipped the head through her tight opening. "OH GOD!" Liz yelled.

"OK?" Warren asked her.

"YES! Keep going…AAAHHH!!!" He had about an inch in her, and kept pushing, slowly and deliberately. "OH GOD!" He slowly got about halfway in. She was gasping for air, eyes wide open, cheeks flushed. "Warren…uh…stop for a minute, 'k?"

"Sure. You all right?"

"Yeah. Need to get used to feeling so…full, is all." She groaned softly. "Oh my stars and garters."

Warren smiled. "The Beast! You're an X-Men fan!"

"That's right." She giggled.

"Me, too. How you feel?"

"Great, Warren, you can keep going," Liz said. He did, and after a few more minutes was buried completely.

"All the way in, Liz," he told her.

"OH GOD…oh so FULL…" She panted heavily. "Oh, Warren, it feels fantastic."

"No pain?"

"No. Just a little stretching. It's delicious. Goodbye, virginity!" she giggled.

Warren was laughing at her comment. Then he looked down at her. "Ready?"

"Oh, yeah, am I ready. Fuck me, Warren." He started slowly, moving in and out of her with calm, deliberate motions. It didn't matter. It wasn't long before her moaning and whining started up again, and not long after that that he felt her stiffen and felt her pussy clamp down on his cock hard. He stopped moving until she came down again, and then started again. A couple more strokes, and off she went again.

. "Warren…" she gasped, coming down, "uh…oh…go faster…harder, OK?…please…" He did so, plunging in and out of her hard and fast. She let out an earth-shattering bellow, and then orgasmed again. Warren kept hammering away at her, so that orgasm never really stopped. She just rode the waves of it, moaning and howling, wildly thrusting her hips back up at him, as she came and came. She wrapped her arms around his neck and her legs around his hips, and bounced up and down on the bed underneath him. No man could hold out for long faced with this, and Warren didn't, cumming deep inside her. She screeched one more time, and stiffened, her clenching pussy muscles draining the last from him.

Warren quietly slipped off of Liz, and he and Liz lay side-by-side on the bed, catching their breath.

"Wow. Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow!" Liz finally said.

"Glad you enjoyed yourself," Warren smiled at her.

She leaned over and kissed his cheek. "Warren, thank you so much. I couldn't have wished for a better first time. And thank that girlfriend of yours for me. I'll remember this day forever, I can promise you that."

"Well, Liz, I must say, you were pretty unforgettable yourself." They both laughed.

"You know what? If it's half that good again, I'll have one hell of a sex life."

"It will be. Liz, I told you, you're a firecracker." She giggled.

"Well, unfortunately, all good things must come to an end, and that lucky, lucky girlfriend of yours will be back soon." She stood up on her shaky legs. "Thank God we don't have to skate tonight!"

Warren laughed, and joined her in gathering up their clothes and getting dressed. She gave him a kiss, and walked unsteadily from the room. Warren lay on the bed for a while, and then fell asleep, totally spent.

It was two hours before Sophia came back to the room.

"Hiya, sweetie," she said, waking him with a kiss.

"Hm? Oh, hi, Pookie. Do lots of shopping?"

"Yup. What did you do today?"

"Well…I…uh…I cashed in the Shawna Cochrane chit."

"Ah, that's why it smells like sex in here," Sophia giggled. She sat on the bed. "So, Snugglebear, who got the pleasure of your expertise? Stephie or Christine?"

"Neither."

"Neither? I figured it would be one of them. Who, then?"

"I took Liz's virginity."

"Liz CUSHMAN?" He nodded. Her voice got a little strangled. "You…took…Liz's virginity?"

"Yeah. She was sick of it." He smiled.

"WARREN! How could you?"

"Huh?"

"How could you go to bed with Liz Cushman?"

"Because she wanted me to. She wanted to lose her virginity to someone who wouldn't treat it as just another notch on his belt, and you told her how good I was. We were talking, and she said that she wished I wasn't taken, and I told her about my 'sleep with anyone in the cast' pass, and she told me she wanted me. So we did it."

"Dammit, Warren, you weren't supposed to go to bed with Liz Cushman!!!" Sophia was close to tears.

"Now, wait a minute, you didn't put any restrictions on this. This was your idea, remember?"

"Yeah, but I thought you'd do Stephie Eberhardt!"

"What difference does it make?"

"Because it wouldn't have meant anything to Stephie! And it wouldn't have meant anything to you to do her! My God, Liz gave you her virginity?"

Warren stared down at the floor. "I wasn't even going to use it, you know. I was just going to let it pass, and if you bugged me enough about it, I was going to tell you that Stephie turned me down, or something. I had no intention of using it. It wasn't until Liz told me that she wished I could be her first that I even considered it." He looked up at her. "And, yeah, it meant something to me, and it meant something to Liz. We're friends. I got to give her a good first time, and she got to have one. If you can't deal with that, then you shouldn't be playing these games." He got up and walked out of the room, got into the elevator, and walked out of the hotel, into the street.

"Oh shit," Sophia said, as she plopped down on the couch.

THE TOUR CONTINUES (Chapter 84)

Warren came back to the room about an hour and a half later. Sophia had fallen asleep crying on the couch.

"Hey," he said, nudging her.

"Warren?" She opened her eyes and sat up. "Where did you go?"

"Went for a walk. Downtown St. Louis is nice. Went up in the Arch. Just needed to think."

"I'm sorry," Sophia said. "I overreacted. And I did say anyone in the cast."

"Apology accepted." He sat down next to her.

Sophia sighed. "I suppose I was feeling guilty. I was with Shawna again this afternoon. And it just didn't feel right." She sighed again. "I wasn't sure how right it felt the first time. I mean, I thought I was attracted to her, sexually. And it was fun. But something was missing. So I gave it another try, and it was the same thing." She looked up and gave him a sad smile. "I think my bisexual itch has been scratched out. Or Alexa is just a special situation. But I don't plan on doing it again."

"Did you talk to Shawna about it?"

"Yeah. She understands. We're still friends. She knew this was kind of an experiment, and she knew all along that whatever happened, it was just a fling."

Warren sighed. "I suppose I'm feeling a little guilty, too. Because I did enjoy myself."

"How much?"

"A lot," Warren sighed. "Look, that was my one fantasy that you didn't know about, the one that I never thought would be fulfilled, especially after I turned Cait down last fall."

"What?"

"Deflowering a virgin. And Liz wasn't just a virgin-she was as inexperienced as I was our first time."

"Really? So everything you did, it was her first?"

"Yeah."

Sophia grinned at him. "Did you go down on her?"

Warren smirked. "What do you think?"

Sophia grinned wider. "Did she cum?"

Warren took a deep breath. "Sophia, she started cumming from just me sucking on her nipple with her pants still on."

"Wow!"

"Yeah. When I got to the cunnilingus stage, it was one long endless orgasm. And I completely lost count by the time I was in her. The girl had some serious pent-up lust. I am not that good."

Sophia cracked up laughing. "Well, you've had me in continuous-orgasm mode more than once. Not from just tittie play, though. You've gotten me close, but never over." She smiled, and sighed. "Shit. Liz Cushman is one of my best friends. This all hasn't made her stuck on you, has it?"

"No, not at all."

"Good. Like I said, she's one of my best friends. If my little chit let you make her first time that memorable, who am I to argue?"

"Good. It was, and we both enjoyed ourselves, and parted the way we were when we started, as friends. But, Sophia, this has to stop, I think."

"Experimenting with other people, you mean?"

"Yeah."

"I think you're right. I've gotten it out of my system. Have you?"

"Yeah. Believe me, you're the best, but only the best-you-could ever top the Liz Cushman Deflowering Experience. Anyone besides you would just pale in comparison."

Sophia laughed. "Good!"

Sophia plopped down in front of Liz in the hotel dining room the next morning at breakfast.

"So, Liz, I hear my boyfriend plucked your cherry yesterday," Sophia grinned at her.

She turned beet red, and got a sheepish smile. "Oh, he told you about that."

"Course he told me. That's the deal, he has to tell. He also said you enjoyed yourself."

"That's one way of putting it." Liz looked at her friend. "You're not mad?"

"I actually was," Sophia admitted. "I did give him permission, so I had no right to be mad. He just didn't do what I expected."

"You expected him to take a meaningless roll in the hay with Stephie Eberhardt, not taking one of his best friend's cherry."

"You got it. But I calmed down. We talked things out. I've come to realize that I'm glad he did you, because apparently it was a night you'll never forget…"

Liz blushed deep red.

"…that's what I thought," Sophia laughed. "You're my friend, and I trust you, and if I had a part in providing you a memorable first time, great. But we also decided that this is damaging our relationship, and I decided that my bisexual itch was not as strong as I first thought. So, congratulations, because you are the last person besides me that will ever sleep with Warren."

"Damn. I was hoping for round two." Liz laughed at Sophia's stricken expression. "No, I'm just kidding. Well, partially. Listen, Warren's yours, that's fine with me, I'm not in love with him or anything. But most of the eligible guys on this tour I wouldn't give the time of day to, and Warren…well…he kind of opened the floodgates." She grinned, blushing.

"In other words, you want it again."

"Oh YEAH. I'm wondering why the hell I waited. But, I know why-and it's the same problem I have now-lack of guys. Especially lack of guys that won't kiss and tell. I know Warren won't. There's very few on the cast that won't."

"What about outside of skating?"

"That's tough. I don't meet many guys outside of skating. And the ones I do are interested in me because I'm semi-famous. Nice guys don't approach World Champion Elizabeth Cushman for dates. "

"Hmmm…"

A couple of days after that, they pulled into Cleveland. Warren and Sophia got into the lobby of the hotel, to run into Caitlin and Papa Bear. Liz was with them.

"HEY!" Warren called out and rushed over to greet them, Sophia joining in. When all the hugs and handshakes were done, Warren said, "Guys, I'd like you to meet our friend Liz Cushman. Liz, this is Paul Herlihy and Caitlin McDermott, our friends from school."

"Nice to meet you," Cait said. "It's a thrill, actually-I've seen you skate."

"Thanks," Liz smiled.

"I've seen you skate, too. Warren and Sophia have actually made a skating fan out of me, perish the thought," Paul grinned as he shook her hand. "And now my intro: guys, this is my older brother Rich. Rich this is Warren and Sophia, and Liz." Rich shook everyone's hand. He was almost a carbon copy of Papa Bear.

"Nice to meet you, Rich," Warren said. "I see the family resemblance."

"Everybody says that," Rich smiled.

"Hey, let us get our bags up to our rooms, and we'll be down in a flash. We need some supper."

"I know a place around here," Paul said.

"Cool. Liz, you coming?" Warren asked.

"I think I just might," smiled Liz.

Liz and Rich ended up sitting next to one another. "I know I've seen you skate," Rich said. "You've won a world championship, right?"

"A couple."

"What's that like, being that good at something?"

Liz giggled. "That's a funny way of putting it. I don't think of it that way. Although it's a hell of a lot of satisfaction to actually win a World Championship. I've finished second the last two years, which makes me appreciate the ones I've won all the more." She took a sip of her drink. "So, what do you do?"

"I'm going to be a junior in college, studying pre-med, just like my little brother over there. I wanted to get out of the cold and snow, though, so I go to UCLA."

"Really? Classmate!"

"You go to UCLA?"

"Yeah, in between skating, that is. I tend to take a full class load in the fall, but only a couple classes in the spring, because that's when Nationals and Worlds are. I'm taking next year off, though, because it's an Olympic year."

"That must be a juggling act."

"Yeah. Nothing like Warren over there, who's taking a full pre-med schedule while skating. Of course, being an ice dancer, he doesn't have to practice as much, because there's no jumps. Dancers have it easy."

"I heard that!" Warren bellowed from the other end of the table. "You come talk to me when you start choreographing your own programs, little miss 'I have it so tough.'" Liz just stuck her tongue out at him.

Rich laughed. "Do you live in California even when you're not in school?"

"Yeah. Well, when I'm not on tour. I live close to campus, in an apartment. Grew up in LA. I train there, not too far from UCLA."

"Cool. I live off-campus myself. Going back in a couple weeks, I just came home for a quick visit."

"Yeah, that's about when I'll be there, after the tour ends. Gotta start cracking on them new programs, what with it being an Olympic year and all."

"Now, you have an Olympic medal, right?"

"Yeah. Silver. I don't want another," she grinned.

He laughed. "Gold or nothing?"

"Hey, I went in last time as the defending World Champion, and got upset. This time, I'm not going in as the defending World Champion. It's time to be the upsetter, not the upsettee."

The food came, and they all started eating.

"What's the hardest part about skating?" Rich asked her.

"Where I am now, actually, it's not the skating. It's all the peripheral junk."

"Getting stopped on the street, that kind of thing?"

"That's part of it," Liz agreed. "Dealing with agents, dealing with autograph hounds, that too. Dealing with expectations, that's a big part of it. Warren and Sophia over there won a bronze medal at Worlds, and were thrilled beyond belief, because it was unexpected. I won a silver, and everybody's 'disappointed'."

"Oy. That's tough."

"It can be. Well, enough about me. You're pre-med?"

"Yeah, the table is lousy with future doctors," Rich laughed. "Me, my brother, and Warren. I want to do surgery, probably neurosurgery. I find it fascinating."

"Now, that's a tougher gig than skating. If I mess up, I just fall. If a doctor messes up…"

"Yeah. But I think there's a greater margin of error in some things than there is in other things. Think about it. Think about baseball. If a hitter is hitting.350, that's great. That's 35 percent! What would happen if you only hit 35 percent of your jumps?"

Liz giggled. "I'd have my face plastered all over Sports Illustrated with the headline 'MELTDOWN!!' in big letters."

"Right," Rich laughed. "So you have less of a margin of error than a shortstop. Doctors have no margin of error. However, we don't have to make the split-second decisions like a skater or a hitter does. I don't know if it's tougher. The consequences of failing are tougher, but that's it, and I think it's easier for a skater to fail, and I know it's easier for a baseball player to fail."

Liz giggled. "You sound like a baseball player."

"All-state catcher my senior year in high school. I could have played in college, but not at UCLA, so now I just play pickup."

"I never would have pegged you for an athlete," Liz said, then immediately regretted it. Rich was a big guy, like Paul. "I'm sorry, that was a stupid thing to say."

Rich just laughed. "Hey, you know the old joke-I'm not an athlete, I'm a baseball player. Which holds doubly true for catchers." Liz laughed in spite of herself. "My bulk is deceptive. I'm 6'2" and pushing 250, but you'd be amazed how low my body fat is. I'm just big."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be," he smiled. "Although, I could make figure skater anorexia comments. What do you weigh, 80?"

She cracked up. "No, I weigh considerably more than 80. And what I'm doing to this pile of food should disabuse any anorexia notions. No, I'm just small. An asset for a skater, but I come naturally by it, being half-Asian. You should see my mother. She's the Itty Bitty Japanese Woman stereotype come to life."

"I was wondering about that. I thought I saw Asian in the eyes, but your hair color and complexion…"

"Well, Daddy is the blonde, blue-eyed California surfer dude stereotype." They both cracked up. "So I ended up with Japanese eyes and facial features, light brown hair, and a complexion that nobody can make hide nor hair out of. And green eyes, of all things."

"It's a wonderful combination. You're one of the most exotically beautiful women I've ever seen."

Liz blushed. "Thank you."

"It's the truth. That was not a line, I'm no good at those," Rich grinned.

"Oh, I'm not so sure about that," Liz grinned back.

They chatted throughout the meal. Paul and Cait, and Rich, had rented rooms in the hotel for tonight and for after the performance the following night, but were gathered in Warren and Sophia's room right now, just chatting.

"Hey, have you seen what's going on over on the couch?" Warren whispered to Sophia, who was sitting on his lap in a chair.

"Liz and Rich? Yeah, started in the restaurant. They really seem to be hitting it off."

"Yeah. And Paul told me he goes to UCLA, and Liz lives in California."

"Hmmm. Verrrry interesting," Sophia giggled. "And, from what she told me this morning, she has now achieved maximum horniness."

Warren couldn't help but laugh. "Hey, what's so funny?" Liz called from across the room.

"Nothing, Liz, dear. You just carry on." Warren said with a grin.

"Hmph."

"Hey, Rich, Paul, Cait, you guys are going to join us for breakfast, right?"

"Sure," Paul said. The rest agreed.

"It'll be fun. You'll get to meet more skaters." Sophia told them. "They all come down. Eventually, if they're Stephie Eberhardt."

Liz cracked up laughing. "Yeah, Crazy Stephie is always sleeping something or other off."

"Stephie Eberhardt?" Rich asked

"Yes, the Vegas Showgirl of Figure Skating," Liz told him with a grin. "Don't get me wrong, I know Stephie well, because she used to train with me, and I love her, she's delightful. But Crazy Stephie on tour has three priorities: getting drunk; getting laid; and wearing the tightest, skimpiest costume she can find so every guy in the audience is looking at her ass-which facilitates number two, of course."

"What's your priority on tour?" Rich asked her.

"Just to skate. I like skating. Making money is nice, too," she giggled.

"You don't pick up guys from the audience?" he smiled.

"Never have. I have trouble dating. Most skating guys are male versions of Stephie Eberhardt, or are gay, or are taken, like Warren and Jack Garrison, who are my two best male friends in skating. And guys outside of skating…"

"What?"

"Well, it just causes problems."

"What kind of problems?"

She looked at him. "Rich, why are you interested in why I don't date guys outside of skating?"

"Because I'm outside of skating."

Liz just looked at him for a minute, then the light dawned. She blushed. "I think I just got asked out."

Rich cracked up. "Yeah, but I did a botch-up job of it. Liz, when we both get back to California, may I have the pleasure of your company for an evening?"

She giggled. "Just an evening?"

"Well, got to start somewhere, right?"

"Hmm. I got to think about it, OK?"

"Sure, but I'm not asking you to marry me or anything," Rich cracked up. "I've spent all evening with you. I really like what I see. I'd like to see more."

"Well, let me say this, then," Liz said. "You're going to be around tomorrow, right?" He nodded. "Come to breakfast with us, then you can show me around Cleveland tomorrow, and then I'll decide if I want to see you in California. Fair enough?"

"Fair enough, but what's to see in Cleveland?" Rich laughed.

"The Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, of course!"

"You're right. It's a date."

They all met for breakfast the next day, and Warren and Sophia introduced their friends around.

Afterwards, Rich and Liz head out for the rock and roll hall of fame. They spent a few hours there, and then went for a late lunch.

"Hey, Rich?"

"Yeah?"

"Why are you interested in me?"

"Because you're sweet, charming, intelligent, funny, and gorgeous. Have I left anything out?" he grinned at her.

"No, you didn't. In fact, you left out what I usually hear. I've only known you two days, and that's not long enough, but, I wanted to tell you-yes, I'll go out with you when we get back to LA Remind me to give you my number before you leave."

"Great!" He smiled at her. "Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure."

"Are you always this wary around guys? I was surprised when you didn't say yes right away last night, when I asked you, because it seemed to me that we were really hitting it off."

"Yeah, I'm wary around guys. It's hard to explain."

"That's OK. I'm glad you said yes. You don't know how hard I had to screw my courage on to even ask you."

"Really?" she laughed. "Why?"

"Well, that's my wariness around girls."

"I'll tell if you tell. Might as well get all the nasty fears out in the open," she told him.

"Well, I'm self-conscious about my size. When you gave me the 'maybe' answer yesterday, my first thought was, 'Oh, shit, here we go again.' Like I said, I thought we were getting along great, and I couldn't think of another reason you wouldn't say yes outside of my looks."

She smiled at him. "What, a big huggable hunk like you?" Liz blushed as she said it, but Rich might have blushed more. "And you're even cute when you blush," Liz giggled, making him blush deeper. "Your looks were never an issue, Rich, except for the fact that I do think you're cute and huggable." She looked at him, still grinning. "Boy, can you blush!"

"Stop it!" Rich said, but was grinning as he said it.

"Now you know how I felt last night. 'Exotically beautiful' and all that."

"OK, so we're even with that. But it's your turn to tell me why you're so wary."

Liz took a deep breath. "Rich, how much of a figure skating fan are you?"

"A little. I'll watch it if it's on. I like it, but I'm not a nut. For example, you've won, what did you tell me, three world championships, a bunch of national championships, and an Olympic silver medal, right? And when I met you, I had only a very slight inkling who you were. And that was mostly from Paul refreshing my memory on the way to the hotel, because Warren had told him you were going to be there."

"OK. This is hard to say, so bear with me. I'm not bragging, just telling you how it is. I'm fairly famous-we've been insanely lucky this morning that I haven't been recognized. I was praying I wouldn't, not today, not while I was with you. But I will be when I get back to the hotel. In fact, I'll be mobbed, because all the fans know we're in town today, and it's child's play to figure out where we're staying. I also…well, let's just say that I have no financial worries, and won't for a very long time."

Rich was just listening, so Liz continued. "What this means for my social life is that I tend to meet two types of guys. Those who are intimidated by me because I'm rich, famous, and successful-or those who only want to go out with me in the first place because I'm rich, famous, and successful. Now, this builds up on itself-because of this, I am woefully inexperienced with guys, which makes me more wary. The date we go on in LA will be my first real date. I had a friend take my virginity, because I was just plain sick of waiting, but he was just a friend. " Rich choked on his coke at that one. "Sorry. Heck, I'm nineteen. It was time, don't you think? Anyhow, outside of that, I am completely, totally inexperienced. And scared shitless."

Rich just looked at her for a minute. "First of all, I had a friend take my virginity, too, when I was a senior in high school. I was just a little surprised you came out with that out of the blue," he grinned.

"Well, I was emphasizing my inexperience, but didn't want you to think I was a complete blushing violet," she grinned at him.

"OK. Now I know why you didn't say yes right away. Honestly, after that soliloquy, I'm shocked you said yes at all." She just smiled at him. "As for what I think about what you said-I plan to be rich, I plan to be successful, and couldn't give a crap about famous." She laughed at that. "And rich, successful, famous women don't intimidate me. I prefer a woman with a life of her own, makes her more interesting. The only thing that intimidates me about you is your beauty, but I can deal with that."

It was Liz's turn to blush again.

"GOTCHA!" he yelled, making her crack up.

"Fine, you just look out," she said. "So, let me get this straight. You're sweet, cute, smart, interesting, unintimidated, straight, available, and relatively unimpressed. Are you sure you're real?"

He cracked up laughing. "I'm not so sure about the unimpressed part. Just not impressed by your fame and fortune. Everything else is completely impressive." She blushed again. "Gotcha again!"

"Flattery will get you anything you…ooh, I'm not even gonna finish that!"

He laughed. "Don't worry, Liz, I'm not the type to try to get a girl in bed the second day I know her."

"You're not? Damn!" It was his turn to blush again. "Gotcha back!"

Warren had gotten them front row seats for the performance. Warren and Sophia did "Kiss Me Baby," to great applause. Liz skated two programs, and, after her second one, Rich stood up in his front row seat and gave her a rose when she skated over.

They were heading to Pittsburgh in the morning, so it was an early night, but they went out for a late supper before going back to the hotel.

Jack wasn't lying-he wasn't the type to make any serious moves on a girl he just met. That could wait. Kiss her goodnight? Oh, yeah, that he'd do. A good long one that made Liz weak in the knees.

"So, you're going to see him in LA?" Warren asked her the next morning.

"Yup."

"Listen, I don't know him, but he comes from good stock. His brother is the salt of the earth."

"I know. Warren, I think I really like this guy. And, boy, the kiss he gave me last night…"

"He's got your number?"

"Yup. Gonna call me as soon as he gets back to LA-we figured I'm going to beat him by about three days. So, we'll see. But, everything I see so far, I like."

"Good luck, kid. Keep me posted?"

"Between me and Paul, you'll know everything!"

TALK TALK (Chapter 85)

Warren and Sophia were on a plane, flying from the last stop on the tour, back home.

"Warren?" Sophia said.

"Hmph?" Warren looked up from the book he was reading.

"Can we talk?"

"Sure, Pookie," he said, putting his book away.

"I've been thinking. Something's wrong, honey. I can't completely put my finger on it, but we're a little bit…I don't know. Disconnected, somehow. Unraveled."

"What makes you say that?"

"Lots of things." She sighed. "We've been through a lot. But we broke up, and then we got back together, and almost immediately after that, you got beat up. Then, we barely get through that, and I decide I want to experiment with my sexuality-and I feel guilty about it, so I talk you into having a couple of flings." She sighed again. "It just seems so crazy."

"Honey, we got through it. We did."

"Yeah, but what do we have left?"

"We have us."

"Do we?" She looked at him. "Warren, why is there an 'us'? Why do we stay together?"

"Because we love one another?" He looked at his hands. "Or has that changed?"

"No, that has not changed."

"Then I guess I'm missing something."

"Warren, is love enough? Do you really thing it is? Warren, what do you want from life?"

"First question first. After all we've been through, and we made it through this past year, and we're still together. Do you really have to ask if love is enough?"

She smiled at him. "Touche."

"As for what I want from life? Lots of things. Mostly to make sure I spend it with you. Everything else is negotiable."

Sophia smiled, but then got a serious look on her face. "After the past year, you still feel that way?"

"Absolutely. Now more than ever. What do you want from life?"

"Just that. A nice, normal relationship with the man I love. We haven't had that for a while." She looked down. "I can't help but feel I did a lot of damage to our relationship by insisting on experimenting. God, when I found out about you and Liz…I thought…hell, I don't know what I thought."

"Sophia. Listen to me. It was a one time thing. It was never, ever going to be more than a one-time thing."

"I know," she smiled. "What did you think about what I was doing?"

"I admit, it bothered me. However, I figured, better you figure that stuff out now."

"You didn't want me to do it? Why didn't you say anything?"

"The first time, with Alexa, just happened. After that, after the feelings that awoke in you, I didn't feel I had the right to say no. If I had said no, you would have just resented me. Better you sort that one out on your own."

"OK." She looked down. "Sometimes you're too accepting, you know."

"If I had been that accepting, I would have gone to bed with Stephie Eberhardt." Sophia looked up at him, startled. "Now, most of the reasons I picked Liz were the right ones-she wanted to lose her virginity to a nice guy who wouldn't talk, I thought it would be fun, and I knew it would never go past that day. I also had no idea you'd be that upset that I had picked Liz. However, I did know that picking Liz would not be what you expected."

"Why was that important?"

"Because I felt controlled. I didn't feel I could stop you from sleeping with Shawna. You needed to know. But you almost begged me to sleep with Stephie. 'I'm doing this, and you must even the score, so go sleep with Stephie.' The problem was, I did not want you to sleep with Shawna, and I did not want to sleep with Stephie. I couldn't stop the first, but, because you gave me a loophole by not specifying Stephie, I could stop the second. I would not have slept with Stephie under any circumstances. When the opportunity arose with Liz, I went for it."

"So you were rebelling, is that it?"

"Consciously, no. But thinking back on it, I think that, subconsciously, I might have been trying to send you a message that you could not control this situation as perfectly as you thought you could."

Sophia smiled ruefully. "The message was received, I can tell you that. Warren, what do you want from me?"

"Just you. Only you. And I want you to want only me."

She smiled. "Deal. That having been settled, Warren, we still need to reconnect. We didn't spend hardly any time alone while we were on tour unless we were having sex."

"Well, the role of Social Butterfly and Grand Hostess comes naturally to you. Truth be told, I like it, too."

"I know," Sophia smiled, "but the tour is over, school is over, and we're home for two months. Yeah, we need to spend some time with Jessie and Crash, and we'll have to hit a party or two. And we have to skate. However, outside of that, I just want to spend time with you. Just the two of us. When's the last time we just read together, or played chess, or just went for a long drive? It seems we've been hopping from crisis to crisis. I need you, by my side, just being together."

Warren smiled at her. "Do you know how wonderful that sounds?"

"So you see what I mean?"

"Yes. Absolutely. You're right."

She smiled back at him, and reached over in the seat to take his hand. "You're the most wonderful guy in the world, you know that?"

"Well, I'm hopelessly in love with the most wonderful girl in the world, I know that much."

When they had been on tour, they had gotten ice time almost every day. With their schedule a bit crunched, they had decided to start choreographing a free dance while on tour. They had picked "Riverdance". By the time they got home, it was about half done. They worked on it for a couple of weeks, and got it to about three-quarters done. However, they had taken a break one day, and Sophia skated up to Warren.

"Warren, honey? I've been thinking."

"Oh-oh," he smiled.

"You just shut up. I've been thinking-Riverdance. For the Olympics. Us. I'm not quite sure it works. You know how much I love it, and I'd like to skate to it some day, but I'm not sure it's right for the Olympics. Hey, Bourne and Kraatz didn't set the world on fire with it."

"Well, our program is better. More unison, less side-by-side skating. However, I take it you have a better idea?"

"Warren, we're going to the Olympics. Us. I want to skate to something romantic."

"Did you have any ideas?"

"Yeah. 'Romeo and Juliet'."

"That's been done at the Olympics, too, Pookie-by Anissina and Peizerat."

"No, no, not any of the classical ones. The song, the Dire Straits one. You know, our song."

"Really?"

"Yeah. I did a sample timing. Of the live version. If we cut the intro, the last verse, and the outro, it fits. And there's a logical beginning and end."

"It would be a radical departure, though. It's one constant tempo, and that is on the slow side of midtempo. It might be a challenge to choreograph something to that that is technically demanding enough."

"Can we try?"

"Why not?" He smiled at her. "We have 'Riverdance" as a backup."

"Have you come up with any ideas for the Original Dance?"

"Yeah," Warren smiled. "I still can't believe that the rhythm for the OD is Swing."

"I know. Glenn Miller?"

"No, they'll be expecting that from us. I decided to ratchet up the intensity a little." He skated over to the boombox, and popped in a CD. The music was by the Brian Setzer Orchestra, and it was called "If You Can't Rock Me."

"Warren, does that fit into the beat requirements?" June, their coach, who had been listening, asked.

"Just," he smiled. "Three beats a minute more and it would be too fast."

"So, if we can choreograph this correctly, we'll have the fastest OD in the world?" Sophia asked with a grin.

"That's the plan. Our rooting section will go berserk at Nationals."

"Our rooting section?" Sophia grinned at him. "What makes you so sure we'll have one?"

"Sophia, where are Nationals this year?"

"You know what? I don't know," she giggled.

Warren gave her a huge grin. "Milwaukee."

"You're kidding! Wow."

"Yup! And I plan to tell a whole bunch of college crazies to fill that arena wearing Wisconsin red!"

They were at Warren's house that night, just chatting and playing on the computer. Things were still a bit strained at Sophia's, so they were spending more time at Warren's. Sophia felt comfortable there, especially after Peg had pulled her aside the first time they were there that summer and thanked her for helping Warren through his hard time. "Without you, I don't know what would have happened." Sophia felt really good about that-much better than going home and being blamed by Dan for "corrupting Kate." Peg had put a lock on Warren's door and, with Warren's brother and sister older, had given them all the privacy they wanted. Still, in their efforts to reconnect with one another, they spent most of their time there doing things other than having sex.

This was one of those times. They had played some chess and watched a little TV, then decided to get on the computer. They had decided to create a little website for themselves-there were already a couple of fan ones, but they wanted to do an "official" one, and Sophia had taught herself HTML. They were working on the website, when Warren's IM beeped.

"Hi Liz. This is Sophia, but Warren's here, too." Sophia typed.

"Hi guys! How you?"

"Wonderful. How are you?"

"Fantastic. Unbelieveable. Totally great."

"Wow, are you a happy puppy!" Sophia typed. "Skating going that well?"

"‹G› Yeah, riiigggghhhtttt. No, actually, skating is going great. I have a killer long program, we think. That's not why I'm so happy, though."

"‹G› Let me guess. Rich?" Sophia typed.

"You got it! We have gone out almost every night since I've been back in LA. He's like a dream."

"That's so cool! You go to bed with him yet?"

"LOL! Sophia, do you think of anything besides sex?"

"Sure. Sometimes. Well, once in a while ‹giggle›."

"‹G› Well, yes, I've been to bed with him a couple of times. He's a complete gentleman, so I had to drop a few not-so-subtle hints, but I let him think it was his idea. ‹G›"

"And it was good?"

"Oh my God."

"Good for you, Liz," Sophia typed. "Warren is over here next to me, yelling, 'Hallelujah, I'm off the hook!'"

"ROFL! Tell Warren that he is, indeed, off the hook. Oh, and he was right. Not to disparage his abilities or anything, but it turns out I am, indeed, really orgasmic. Rich's jaw almost hit the floor the first night. He told me afterwards he thought he was going to have to sedate me. ‹G›"

"ROFL!"

"So, how are you guys' programs coming?"

"Well, we just decided-today-to switch our free, and we haven't even started our OD yet, so talk to us in a month ‹G›."

"Hee hee. OK, then."

"Warren wants to know if Dick Button has figured out yet that America's Skating Sweetheart is a sex maniac."

"Tell Warren if Dick ever asks, I'll be sure to tell him who my first was, and Dick can figure out that the male member of America's Ice Dance Love Team is a gigolo. ‹G›"

"Warren says, 'ouch'."

"‹G› Good. Hey, I am eternally grateful to him. If I didn't know him, I never would have met Rich, right?"

"Warren says, 'That's right, and don't you forget it!'"

"I won't. Ever. There are a lot of things that I'll never forget you two for. Hey, gotta run, OK? Love you!"

"Love you, too, Liz. Bye."

After Sophia had signed off, Warren looked at her and said, "True Love Conquers All, yet again. I'm so happy for Liz."

"Yeah, I am too. Hey, we could have a quadruple wedding. Us, Crash and Jessie, Paul and Cait, and Liz and Rich!"

"Yeah, riiiigggghhhtttttt!"

UPHEAVALS (Chapter 86)

Sophia and Warren, in between rejuvenating their relationship, still found time to spend time with their friends. In early August, they ended up in Sophia's room with Jessie, Crash, Kate, and Dave. They were the only people in the house.

"So, Jessie," Warren said, "I hear you're joining us at the University of Wisconsin."

"Yeah, Prep Stud, but the Milwaukee campus. Just about an hour away from Evanston, IL."

"Yeah, it's not quite going to the same school," Crash said, "but it's a hell of a lot closer than Amherst."

"Get your tickets now," Warren quipped, "the National Championships are in Milwaukee this year."

"Really? Cool!" Jessie said.

"So, Dave, being as your going to be a senior, you started thinking yet?"

"Yup. Got a nice little list."

"Northeastern, BU, etc. I'm going to be burning up Route One going to Boston," Kate giggled.

"All Boston schools?" Crash asked him.

"Well…" Dave stammered, "not exactly."

"Where else?" Warren asked.

"Yeah, where else, Dave?" Kate echoed in surprise.

"Um, guys, Kate and I have not talked about this…" Dave said.

"So talk," Kate told him.

"Fine. I'm planning on applying to Maine, Connecticut, and Rochester Tech. Possibly Seton Hall, too."

Kate looked at him. "I thought you weren't going to go any further than Boston?"

"I changed my mind."

Kate couldn't disguise the hurt in her eyes. "David…why?"

Just then, the slam of the front door could be heard. "KATE? WHERE ARE YOU?" Dan was bellowing.

Kate hit the intercom. "I'm down here, with Sophia and Warren."

"Kate," Dan said into the intercom, "I thought I told you that I didn't want that boyfriend of yours in this house when we're not here!"

"Dad, there's six people in this room. What do you think we're doing, having an orgy?"

"I wouldn't put it past you, especially if Sophia is involved."

"And now you know why I'm considering Maine, or Connecticut, or New York, and I might even consider Kazakhstan if they have a fucking university," Dave spat out.

"What?" Kate said. "You're leaving…because of my Dad?"

"I'm considering it," Dave said. "I can't take much more of this."

"How do you think I feel?" Kate cried.

The intercom sounded again. "Kate! I want you to get your ass up here right this minute! And tell that boyfriend of yours to go out the downstairs door."

"Dad," Kate started out reasonably, "We’re just talking. Jessie and Jason are here, too. We're just chatting. We were going to play some cards."

"Kate, I said right now! And I meant it! I don't want you down there, especially with that boyfriend!"

Kate looked at Dave, and then at Sophia, and then at the intercom panel. She hit the intercom. "Dad? Go fuck yourself." Everyone in the room looked at her in complete shock, especially Dave. "Did you hear me, Dad? Let me repeat. Go fuck yourself." She sat down

"Jesus Christ, is that door locked?" Jessie asked with a giggle.

"Yup!" Warren confirmed. It was a good thing, as they heard footsteps coming down the stairs, and then pounding on the door. "KATE! Open this door up RIGHT NOW!!"

"It ain't Kate's room," Sophia said, "It's mine. No admittance unless I invite you. I didn't invite you. Go away."

"Sophia, open this door," Dan said.

"What is going on down here?" they heard from the other side of the door. It was Ellen.

"My daughter just told me to go fuck myself, now your daughter won't open the door!"

"Dan. Go upstairs."

"Dammit, Ellen…"

"Go upstairs. I want to talk to them calmly before you go off in a huff. Now GO." There was a wait of a couple of minutes, while the six people in the room looked at each other in amazement. Then, "Sophia, it's just me. Please open up."

Sophia walked to the door and opened it. True to her word, only Ellen entered. "All right, what happened?"

"He…I…he said…oh shit…" Kate started, then began to cry.

"He went off again, what else is new?" Sophia said. "He saw Dave's car out front, found out we were down here and told Kate to get upstairs and to get Dave out of here, even though Kate told him that there were six people down here and we were just chatting."

"Yeah, and when Kate sarcastically asked him if he thought we were having an orgy or something, he made a disparaging remark about Sophia," Warren added.

"So, Kate, after trying reasonableness, finally told him to go fuck himself," Jessie finished.

"You really said that?" Ellen asked. Kate just nodded.

"She was a little upset. I had just told her that I was considering out of state colleges," Dave informed her.

"Really?" Ellen asked. "I thought you were going to stay in Boston. I thought you and Kate had had this all worked out-that's what Kate told me, anyway."

"We did," Dave sighed, "but I don't know how much longer I can deal with my girlfriend's father thinking I'm the devil incarnate."

"Your girlfriend's father thinks that your girlfriend is the devil incarnate," Kate spat out through her tears.

"Really? Shit, I thought it was me," Sophia giggled.

"Only cause he doesn't know me well enough," Jessie supplied.

"It's the eeeeeee-vil room! Crash, you forgot to set up the pentagram!" Warren joked.

"I thought we were going to do that after the orgy," Crash deadpanned.

"Oh, yeah, I forgot."

"And before the virgin sacrifice," Crash continued.

"Where? Ain't no virgins in this room," Jessie pointed out. By this time, everyone in the room was chuckling, even Kate.

"You guys are too much," Ellen said. "I need to go talk to Dan." She left the room and went upstairs.

"So, is Kate coming up?" Dan asked when Ellen got upstairs.

"No. Look, everybody is clothed, there's six people in that room, there's nothing going on."

"I don't care. I told Kate not to have Dave in this house if we're not here."

"No you did not," Ellen said. "You told her not to have Dave in this house if she was alone. And I told her to ignore that rule, anyway, but I don't think she does. She wasn't alone in the house, she and Dave are down there with them. And she's not feeling particularly good right now, because Dave just told her he is considering out of state colleges. Because of you."

"Good. The further away the better."

Ellen just looked at him. "You know what? The minute that girl graduates from high school and can be on her own, she is never going to speak to you again. And I won't blame her."

"You know, I'm tired of not getting support from you on this," Dan said to her.

"You can just be tired of it, then. You treat your daughter like shit, and she's the nicest, most wonderful, most interesting kid in the world. You treat her boyfriend like shit, and he's just as nice and wonderful. And you're not particularly nice to my daughter, either. Dan, Kate's having sex with her boyfriend. You can either pout about it like a fucking child, or you can grow up. And until you decide to grow up, you can sleep on the couch."

"WHAT?"

"You heard me." She stood up. "I'm going back downstairs."

"So, what happened?' Kate asked her when she came back in the room.

"Oh, I told him that I was sick of him treating you like shit, and treating Dave like shit, and until he grows up, he has to sleep on the couch."

Sophia practically choked on her root beer. "You didn't!"

"I did," Ellen said with a smile.

"You are the coolest," Jessie said with admiration.

"Thanks, Ellen," Kate said

"Yes, thank you," Dave echoed.

"Ellen, could you come up here for a minute, please?" Dan asked into the intercom.

She went up. She was surprised to see Dan carrying a suitcase. "What?" she asked.

"I can't sleep on couches. I'm going to a hotel. I need time to think. I'll be in touch. I'm leaving Kate here, if that's all right."

"Of course that's all right," Ellen told him. "What do you mean, you'll be in touch? How long are you going to be gone?"

"I don't know," he admitted. "As long as it takes for me to decide whether or not I can live with you anymore, considering what you just said to me."

"Dan, I know I was harsh, but you are really out of control when it comes to Kate."

"Yeah, I know. Wanting to preserve my daughter's virtue is so out of control."

"No, what's out of control is thinking that you can retrieve your daughter's virtue as you define it, and not accepting the fact that it is gone, never to return, and still managing to love and respect your daughter for all the good things about her, which are many, by the way. Like I said, Kate is a delightful young lady. She's a delightful young lady who happens to be sexually active. And you can't see the delightful part because you're obsessed with the sexually active part. What a pity."

She turned away from him, and walked into the kitchen. He watched her go, and walked out the door. She went downstairs to break the news to Kate.

A couple of days later, Kate asked Ellen, "Do you know where Daddy's staying?"

"Yes. The Holiday Inn on Route One."

"I think it's time Dad and I had a little talk."

"Are you sure that's a good idea?"

Kate sighed. "It's never going to get any better until we do. And your marriage shouldn't have to suffer over this."

She got in the car and drove to the hotel. Dan was surprised that there was a knock on the door.

"Kate?"

"Hi, Dad. Can I come in?"

"Sure." He stepped aside and let her in. She walked over to a chair and sat down.

"Dad, are you coming home?"

"I don't know." He looked at her. "I think you'd be glad I was out of your hair."

"Dad, if you think I'm glad to be causing problems between you and Ellen, you don't know me very well."

"I used to think I did," he said sadly.

"You do. And that's what drives me nuts, you know? One thing about me has changed-and it was an inevitable change, and a natural one-and you act as if your darling daughter was hauled off by aliens and replaced by an evil pod person." She sighed. "We used to get along so well. It kills me that falling in love and having sex has changed all that."

"Look, when I was growing up, girls your age did not have sex unless they were pressured into it."

"Oh, sure they did, they just had to play the game," Kate told him. "Ask Ellen. You acted like you were pressured into it so nobody called you a slut. Of course, some girls were pressured. That happens nowadays-Sophia being an example. But you can't assume that all girls think that way, or did. Did your girlfriends?"

"I didn't have that many. The first one, well, she had a reputation."

"But you did her anyway." Kate grinned at him.

Dan grinned back, sheepishly. "Well…I wouldn't want a daughter to have that kind of reputation, though."

"I don't, and you know it. Everybody at school thinks I'm an artsy-fartsy freak, not a sex goddess. And the ones that even know I have a boyfriend think that all we can think to do with each other is draw and paint."

Dan smiled. "Well, you do do that." His smile faded. "In fact, I went in your room recently to put some of your stuff in it, and you had left your closet door open."

"Ooops."

"I got to admit, Dave has talent. And that picture was tastefully done. For a nude drawing of my daughter, that is." Kate giggled. "I don't suppose I have to ask if you posed for that, or if it was just his imagination?"

"No, you don't have to ask!"

Dan looked at his daughter. "Do you love Dave?"

"Yeah. I really do. We didn't jump into this, you know."

"I know."

There was a long pause. "Dad," Kate began, "if you can treat Dave civilly, and not have a nutty every time you find him in the house…I'd really like for you to come home."

"Let me call Ellen up and ask her to lunch tomorrow, and we'll talk. OK?"

"OK."

Dan moved back in the next evening.

ICE IS FOR SKATING? (Chapter 87)

Author's note: credit where credit is due: a co-worker gave me the "Turkeys" one-liner. You'll see what I mean. Don't worry if it takes you a second-it did me, too. As it does Sophia. ‹G› Thanks, pal. He knows who he is.

"These are really coming along well," June was telling Warren and Sophia.

"Yeah, they are. We still need help with Romeo and Juliet, though," Sophia said.

"I've got news that might help. An old friend of mine, Kathy Sleighter, she's a dance coach. We used to compete, back in the day. She's probably a better coach than I am, at least technically."

"Ah, June, you're the best," Warren smiled.

"Flatterer. Listen, I think I've helped you develop your choreographic and artistic sides, because that's my strength. But Kathy is better technically than I am. To build up 'Romeo and Juliet' technically, you need her. The good news is, you've got her. She just got hired to build up a dance program at the University of Wisconsin."

"Really?" Warren smiled.

"Really. This is the deal. One of you will have to change your club affiliation from the North Shore Figure Skating Club, to the U of Wisconsin club. You might also have to do some promotional stuff for the club. However, you get free ice time and free coaching from Kathy. One of you will be a member of each club and we will be your co-coaches. She wants to use the World Bronze Medallists as a calling card for the new club out there, and you guys get a good coach when you're away from me." June hoped they'd see what a great thing this was.

They did. "This sounds fantastic," Sophia said.

"Sure does," agreed Warren.

"You need to meet her, of course, but I think you'll like her."

"We put up with you, don't we?" Warren teased her.

"Thanks, Warren. When you get back to school, go find her at the rink, and she'll hash out the details with you," June concluded.

"We will."

They had scheduled a late-night session to do some extra work on 'Romeo and Juliet.' The staff trusted them, so they were the only ones in the whole building. Warren had a set of keys to lock the place after they were done.

They had worked out for about an hour, just arranging steps and moves.

"You tired?" Sophia asked Warren.

"Nope."

"Good. Let's take a break."

"I said I wasn't tried!" Warren laughed.

"I know. Have a seat, I'll be right back." She left the ice and trudge towards the locker room. Warren watched her go, bemused, and watched her return a few minutes later. She was carrying a pile of blankets and quilts.

"Watcha doin, Sophie?"

She skated out to the middle of the ice, and lay all the blankets down, one on top of the other, except for one. That one she rolled up at the end of the pile.

"What am I doing? Well, I know this isn't the Olympic ice, but I'm making one of your fantasies almost come true."

"Are you saying what I think you're saying?"

Sophia didn't answer him right away. She sat on the pile of blankets, and unlaced and removed her skates. Then she lay down on the blankets, on her side, head propped up with an arm, and said, "Why don't you skate on over here and find out, big boy?"

Warren gave her a big smile, and skated over to her. He sat down on the blankets, and took off his own skates, as she reached around him and ran her hands up and down his chest. After he got his skates off, he lay down next to her. She reached down to where their feet were, and grabbed the last quilt and pulled it up on top of them.

"We're working on this romantic program every night and it's making me horny," Sophia told Warren.

"Uh-huh." He gathered her into his arms. "So horny you decided we should freeze our buns off in a deserted ice rink?"

"We've worked up a sweat. Plus, this is your fantasy."

"That it is, but where are the panel of judges?"

"Sorry, can't have everything. Now shut up and kiss me."

He did, long and deep, as his hands slipped down to her breast. She was wearing a practice dress, and he undid the buttons on the front of the bodice and slipped his hand in. Her nipples were as erect as he had ever seen them, and hard as rocks.

"Your turkeys are done," Warren said with an impish smile.

It took Sophia a minute. Then she erupted with laughter.

"Is that arousal or cold?' Warren asked.

"Little bit of both, but mostly arousal. Mmmmmmm…" He worked his hands over her breasts. Then he slipped under the quilt with his head and took a nipple into his mouth.

"Oh, your mouth is warmer than your hands," she told him. "Oh…mmmmm…"

He worked his mouth around her breast for a while, and then slid down. He pulled her tights and panties off, lifted her dress up, and dove in to her pussy with his mouth.

"Oh, man…" Sophia said.

Warren looked up at her from underneath the quilt, and said, "I think I found the warmest place in the rink."

"Goof! Well then, get back down there, already!" she joked as she playfully swatted his shoulder.

"Your wish is my command," he said, moving his head back down. He started gently probing his tongue into her pussy.

"Oh…wow…this is so damn naughty!" Sophia declared. She could feel the cold from the ice, under her and all around her-and she could feel the heat rising from her body, flowing out of her pussy, rising up from her breasts.

Warren was doing his usual thorough job with his mouth on her. The combination of her increasing arousal, the thought of where they were doing this, and the cold make her skin tingly.

She felt her arousal build. She felt the droplets of sweat build up on her forehead, as her overheated body waged war with the frigid surroundings. Even from under the blanket, the sounds of Warren's tongue on her pussy echoed throughout the empty, cavernous ice rink. This only turned her on more. She moaned deeply, as her body writhed upon the blankets. She felt her orgasm start in the pit of her stomach, and explode outward in a rush of welcome heat, as her back arched and her hands clenched the blanket. Her yelps of pleasure filled the building.

"Warren, fuck me!" she said in a low growl as her orgasm subsided. "Fuck me on the ice, honey, fuck me now!"

"Gladly," he said, as he crawled up her body from underneath the top quilt. He pulled his pants down to his knees, adjusted himself between her legs, and eased his cock into her waiting pussy. She grunted, and he stopped, all the way in her, adjusting himself on the blankets. Even through the blankets, he could feel the hard ice, and was glad he wore kneepads to practice.

He started moving, slowly and deliberately, in and out of her, testing his leverage and making sure they weren't going to slide, blankets and all, all around the ice. Satisfied, he picked up the pace.

"Oh…nnnngggg…Warren, I have to confess," Sophia groaned. "This…oooofff…is a fantasy of mine, too."

Warren just smiled and kept going, concentrating on the task at hand. Sophia felt the tingly feeling return, as her body once again built up to a fever pitch.

"Oh, God, yeah, Warren, fuck me! Fuck me on the ice, our ice, make the ice melt, Warren! Fuck me until the ice melts! AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!" Her screaming reverberated, sounding like thunder. The slurp slurp slurp of his cock sliding in and out of her pussy filled their ears, as did the sound of Warren's pelvis banging into Sophia's. Sophia let out a few strangled howls, and then her body tensed, her stomach becoming as hard and unyielding as the ice below her. "OH I'M CUMMMMINNNGGGG!!!" she screamed, and then she did, spasming underneath Warren. Just after she was done, he thrust deep into her and came himself, pouring his seed deep into her.

She reached up and drew him down to her, hugging him deeply into her as she kissed his neck. Then, she gently pushed him off her. He settled in, lying next to her, their arms entwined. After a few minutes, she sat up. She reached underneath herself, in between two of the blankets on the ice, and withdrew a sheet of cardboard that she had kept hidden. With an impish smile, she turned toward Warren and held the cardboard high over her head.

On it, she had written "6.0".

Warren didn't stop laughing for quite a while.

They were driving home afterwards.

"So, was I enough judges for you?" Sophia asked playfully.

"Only one I need," Warren smiled back. "Thanks, Pookie. That was a thrill."

"I know. Cold, but very, very arousing. I kept waiting for June to come in, saying she had forgotten something."

"That would have been…embarrassing!"

"Yup. Well, we always knew we could dance off ice as well as on. Now we know we can fuck on ice as well as off."

"That's one way to put it," Warren chuckled. "Now I just have to figure out how to sneak into Fenway Park late one night so I can fuck you on top of the dugout and fulfill your fantasy," Warren said.

"Ooooooh!!!"

"So, did you guys get anything done last night?" June asked them at practice the next day.

"You might say that," Sophia said.

"Yeah, we worked on some new moves," Warren said, deadpan.

"Lots of new moves," Sophia agreed, giggling.

June looked at them strangely. "You guys all right?"

"Sure. Never better." Warren supplied.

"You're acting strange."

"We're always strange!" Warren asserted.

"Just check center ice. There might be a puddle or two," Sophia said, and then skated away, laughing, leaving June shaking her head in befuddlement.

NOT AGAIN (Chapter 88)

They were on the ice at the University of Wisconsin, in their first practice with Kathy Sleighter, their new coach there. She had met them over a cup of coffee, chatted a bit, and then asked them to do their programs from last year, so she could see them run through a couple of completed programs from close-up. "I wasn't at Nationals the last two years-I took a break from coaching to have a kid-so I've only seen you two on TV."

They ran through last year's original dance and free dance, then skated up to Kathy. "Oh my God, I can't believe your speed! You guys can get speed from the smallest movements, it's incredible."

"That's always been one of our strengths," Sophia said.

"That's a good question. What do you consider your strengths?"

"The speed thing, an ability to skate close together that's almost innate, a romantic style of presentation that appeals to an audience," Sophia said.

"Musical awareness, good choreographic sense, and we're a couple on the ice, not just two people skating together. We also match well physically." Warren added.

"What about weaknesses?' Kathy asked.

"Sometimes we get too into the music," Sophia said. "We go with our first musical instinct, and not necessarily our first technical or difficulty-enhancing instinct. We can be sloppy, especially on compulsories. Oh, and we can't act worth beans," Sophia added with a smile.

"Our musical choices can be anachronistic or unusual, which I consider a strength but others don't. Our line, the pointing of toes, that kind of stuff, needs work. Plus, we're mismatched in ability to some degree," Warren said.

"Oh, here we go again," Sophia said with a chuckle.

"What do you mean?" Kathy asked.

"One member of this team is a better skater than the other member of this team," Warren said. "Hint: I'm not the better one."

Kathy just laughed. "Warren, I did not see much disparity. Honestly. She's better on turns than you are, by a bit, and that's all."

"This is a very old conversation," Sophia told her. "When we started skating together, I was a lot better, because I had the dance background. He's caught up, but I can't convince him of that."

"Well, I hear it, actually. On the internet, and from commentators," Warren pointed out. "I don't know if that's just because she grabs more attention than I do, that might be it."

"What do you mean?" Kathy asked.

"Everybody watches her no matter what I'm doing," Warren said with a laugh.

"He's got a complex about this," Sophia said.

"Not really. I just know what is. Hey, if I were in the audience, I wouldn't be watching me, either."

"Maybe we can accentuate you, Warren, more than you have been," Kathy pointed out.

"Why? Heck, we're third in the world. If it ain't broke, don't fix it, right?" Warren said.

"Actually, our new OD does accentuate him, because there's so much fast footwork, which is his strength," Sophia pointed out.

"Let's see it," Kathy told them.

They ran through "If You Can't Rock Me" as Kathy watched, taking mental notes.

"Great. Let's see the new free dance." They did "Romeo and Juliet."

"OK," Kathy said. "Go get changed. We'll have a cup of coffee and talk."

They did, and met her in the snack bar a few minutes later.

"OK, here's my thoughts, and my plan. The OD is great, and it's on its way to being stupendous. No worries, we just need to touch it up."

"Agreed," said Sophia.

"OK. Romeo and Juliet needs work, but it's got the beginnings and potential to be fantastic. I love the concept, I love how you guys carry it out, but it needs work. Right now, that's the program that highlights two of your weaknesses-it's too reliant on the music, and it's too Sophia-centric. We need to add more difficulty, and especially more difficulty for Warren."

"OK," said Warren.

"Here's my plan. We nail the OD down now, because we need that right away. You can't do another OD at Skate Canada; you need to do a swing, so we need it ready for then. When you guys can skate it in your sleep, then we go to work on Romeo and Juliet. If it's not ready, and you have to do the Sinatra program for Skate Canada-heck, for the whole Grand Prix-who cares? Just as long as Romeo and Juliet is ready-and I mean really ready-for Nationals and the Olympics."

"Hmmmm. Never thought of it that way," Warren said.

"It's a good plan, though," Sophia said.

"Agreed," said Warren.

"Great!"

Classes had started, and Sophia had a problem. He was in her American History class, and his name was Michael Bjornsen.

He was a transfer, from Wisconsin-Green Bay, and was a sophomore Computer Science major. And he was seriously infatuated with Sophia.

She thought to herself, here we go again, but she knew that wasn't entirely accurate. He was not Eduardo, he was sweet and kind. And she didn't feel any sparks. But, boy, was he persistent.

"So, what are you doing this Saturday?" Michael asked her about a month into the semester, not for the first time.

"Mike, I'm busy," she said with a smile.

"Jeez, you're always busy."

"Mike, I've been trying to let you down easy, but that's not working," Sophia sighed. "I have a boyfriend. A very serious boyfriend."

"You do?"

"Yeah," she smiled. "I do like you, you know, and if I weren't attached, I'd think about it. But I am attached."

"No chance?" he asked her.

"Sorry. I've been with him for more than four years."

"Jeez, you should want some variety by now," Mike joked.

She couldn't help but laugh. "Nice try."

Sophia never mentioned Warren's name to Mike. If she had, Mike would have discovered that his dream girl's boyfriend lived on his floor.

In fact, that evening, Mike was in Warren's room, bemoaning his plight. Papa Bear was also there.

"She's perfect. Beautiful, smart, sexy, funny, sweet. I've been asking her out since the first week of class, and she kept putting me off. She figured I'd get the hint and give up. No, not me-so she finally gets tired of my unceasing attention and spills the beans-she's got a boyfriend."

"Damn, that's rough," said Warren.

"Yup," agreed Paul.

"Ah, how would you guys know? You both have girlfriends. And Caitlin is a peach. I've never met yours, Warren."

"Yeah, she rooms with Cait, so it just seems I end up up there and Cait comes down here. You'll get to meet her today, though."

"Cool! Hey, be right back, got to use the can."

He walked back in about three minutes later.

"Damn! Guess what? My dream girl is walking down the hall. She just turned the corner-didn't see me. I ducked in here. Damn, what's she doing on this floor?"

"Maybe her boyfriend lives here," Paul pointed out.

"I know everybody's girlfriend on this floor, I think," Warren said. "Mike, what's her name?"

"Sophia. Sophia Daniels."

Warren tried to stifle his chuckle. It didn't work. "Well, Mike, I hate to tell you this, but she's about to knock on this door."

"Huh?"

"And another thing," Warren said, grinning, "I'd appreciate it if you didn't hit on my girlfriend, OK?"

Just then the door knocked. "Pookie?" Warren asked, and Sophia stepped through the door.

"Hi, Snugglebear. Hi Paul." Then she looked and saw Mike standing in the corner. "Mike? Hi, what are you doing here?"

"I live down the hall. I don't need to ask you what you're doing here, Warren just told me. I didn't know he was your boyfriend."

"Yup," she smiled.

"Great. Listen, I'll see you guys later, OK?" Mike hastily beat it out the door.

"There goes a lovesick human being," proclaimed Papa Bear. "Unrequited love sucks, I know that much."

"I know. He's a nice guy, too," Sophia said. "Damn, why did he have to fall for me? I hate hurting people."

"I know you do. If I had known Mike was the guy you were talking about that was hitting on you, I would have tried to let him down easy before this," Warren said.

Warren and Paul were eating breakfast the next morning, and were pleased to see Mike walk over with his tray of food to join them.

"Yo," he said. "Listen, Warren, I want to apologize for getting all goofy last night when Sophia showed up."

"No need," Warren said. "Been there, done that."

"What do you mean?"

"Look, when I first met Sophia, not only did she have a boyfriend, but said boyfriend…well, let's just say that the boyfriend did not treat her well. So, not only was I dealing with the whole unrequited love thing, I also knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that she'd be a lot better off with me. And I was only fourteen at the time, and had never had so much as a date, much less a girlfriend. I shudder to think what would have happened if we hadn't finally got together."

"Yeah, I can see that," Mike said. "But, think of it this way-I know I've only known you for a month, but I know you well enough to have figured out that you probably treat Sophia like a princess."

"She'd agree with that," Warren said with a smile.

"Right. When 'the boyfriend' was just an abstract, I could dream, right? But when the boyfriend is Warren, my floormate, who I like-well, that's different. She's yours, I have no chance." He sighed. "Ah, hell, it was just an infatuation anyway. So, it was a little difficult yesterday, but I'm fine." He smiled at Warren. "Just so you understand what a lucky son of a bitch you are."

Warren smiled back, and said, "To a point. I am incredibly lucky, but I've also gone through hell for her, more than once. She's gone through hell for me, too."

"How serious are you guys?" Mike asked.

"Play your cards right, and you'll get invited to a wedding one of these days." Even Mike had to smile at that.

"Hey, guys!" They heard from behind them. It was Alexa. She came over and greeted Warren and Paul. Warren introduced her to Mike. They chatted for a bit, then Alexa made her way out the door.

Mike watched her go, then turned to Warren. "Who was that?"

"That was Alexa, one of my very best friends. She lives up on 15, she's a business major from Colorado."

"Wow. She's beautiful."

"That she is. Good kid, too." Warren smiled to himself.

A couple of days later, Paul and Cait were standing in front of Mike's room.

"Now, where do you want me to go?" Mike was asking them.

"To the ice rink, to watch Sophia and Warren practice."

"Practice what?"

"They are ice dancers," Cait told him. "In fact, they were third in the world this year, and they will be going to the Olympics hopefully in February."

"Wow, I didn't know that. That's cool, but I don't get much into ice skating, so why would I want to go watch?"

"Well," Paul said, "because Alexa is going to be there. I saw that look you gave her when you met her at breakfast the other day."

"I also know that she asked Warren about you, too," Cait said.

"Ah."

"It's perfect," Paul told him. "It's not a fix up. You're going to watch Sophia and Warren skate, right? She'll just happen to be there. And you'll have a chance to talk."

"OK. What the heck? Maybe I'll learn something about ice dancing, anyway."

Alexa was already there, and watched with interest as Mike walked in with Cait and Paul. He came over with them and sat down next to her.

"Hi!" she said.

"Hi."

"What are you doing here?"

"Ah, Paul and Caitlin convinced me I should come and watch this whole ice dancing thing."

"That's right, we'll get you cultured if it kills us!" Warren shouted from the ice.

"Could we have some skating, please?" Kathy told Warren and Sophia.

"You know, this was a lot more fun last year when you didn't have a coach," Paul teased. They actually all liked Kathy, who liked them right back.

"You just shut up, Papa Bear, or we'll get your ass down here," Kathy told him.

"Promises, promises."

They started working on Romeo and Juliet. Mike found himself watching, and enjoying it.

"I don't know nothing about ice dance, but it seems some of this stuff that they are doing is really difficult," Mike said.

"It is," Alexa told him. "What's considered difficult in ice dance is skating close together with complex footwork, and they do that a lot. This is actually a program that's not difficult enough yet-they're bulking it up with more steps and turns and stuff."

"Do you skate?"

Alexa laughed. "No. I just learned a lot watching them. It's fun for me, I like watching them. It's fascinating to watch these programs develop."

"I can see that."

"They're my best friends on campus, them and Paul and Cait there. I knew Warren first, and then got to know Sophia."

"Really?"

"Yeah. They were actually broken up for two months at the beginning of last year. That's when I got to know Warren. And when they got back together, I got to know Sophia."

"Damn. I should have been here last year."

Alexa laughed. "Got a thing for Sophia?"

"I did, until I found out she was the girlfriend of a guy I like a lot. Just infatuation, that's all."

"Well, if you had met her last year when they were broken up, you wouldn't have been so infatuated, because she was a shell of herself, from what I understand. It's a long story, suffice it to say that that breakup never should have happened. And they would have gotten back together in any case. Trust me, I know."

"Ah."

They chatted for a while after that, asking each other question about themselves.

"Hey," Mike said after a while, "are you busy Friday night?"

"No."

"You want to go out?"

"Love to!"

Saturday morning, Alexa joined Warren and Sophia for breakfast.

"So, how was the date with Mike?" Sophia asked.

"Great. He's nice and sweet, and very funny. We went out to eat, then went to a party. I had a very good time. He walked me back to my room, gave me a kiss that made my hair stand on end, and then left. But we made another date for tonight."

"You didn't drag him into your bed?" Warren teased her.

"No," she smiled. "I figure I'll take it slow, let him take the lead. It'll be a whole new experience!"

COMPETING (Chapter 89)

Skate Canada was Sophia and Warren's first event in the Grand Prix series. It was the last week in October, in Edmonton. They arrived on a Tuesday, and would compete Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday.

"HEY!" They heard from behind them as the walked into the hotel lobby. It was Liz Cushman.

"Hey, Liz, what's up?" Warren asked.

"Not much. You guys ready for the season?"

"No!" Sophia laughed. "We're still using last year's free dance, because the new one isn't ready yet!"

"Oh," Liz said. "Is there a problem with it?"

"Not difficult enough," Warren told her. "We're getting there, though. If we can get the difficulty, it's going to be a very special program. Might have to wait for Nationals to unveil it, though."

"So, how's Rich?" Sophia asked her with a smile.

"Rich is just fantastic," Liz said. "Unfortunately, he couldn't make it here, but things between us are wonderful."

"Glad to hear it," Warren said.

Their main competitors at Skate Canada would be the home country favorites, Canadian dancers Renee Damphier and Christian Gaudler. Warren and Sophia were watching them practice Wednesday morning.

"I really, really like their free dance," Sophia said to Warren. Renee and Christian were dancing to a funky mix of various soul songs.

"Yeah, they got da funk, don't they?" Warren laughed. "Their OD isn't as good as ours is, though, I don't think."

"True, but that free is something else. I love dancers that dance. They're not just dancing, they're shaking that thing."

Just then Renee and Christian came off the ice. "Hey, Warren, Sophia! How you guys doing?"

"Great," Sophia told them. "That's some free."

"Glad you like it," Renee said. "What you guys got up your sleeves?"

"Well, the OD will rock your world," Warren told them with a grin, "but the free is Sinatra again. The new one's not ready."

"Will it be?" Christian asked.

"Oh yeah. Nationals, if not sooner."

It was a fun competition. Warren and Sophia finished second in the compulsories, won the original dance, and finished second in the free. A silver medal, behind Renee and Christian, which was fine with them. They knew they were competing with an old free dance, which would hinder them.

They had decided to choreograph a number of exhibitions, and the one they did for the fall competitions was a number by Patti Scialfa called "As Long As I Can Be With You." It was poppy, with nice loud guitars, and a fine romantic sentiment in the lyrics.

Liz won the ladies' competition, and Warren and Sophia were impressed with her skating. She seemed much freer on the ice than in the past couple of years.

The new Canadian pairs team, Jennie Sellers and Denis Poulin, won the pairs competition.

Three weeks later, they were in Moscow for Cup of Russia. This time, their main competition was the world champions, Olga Bradochkina and Nikolai Zhargov. Warren and Sophia finished second in all three phases of the competition, and won another silver medal. Two second-place finishes was enough to make them one of the five teams that qualified for the Grand Prix final, which was their goal.

In between their two competitions, Warren had a less pleasant duty to take care of. The four guys that had beat him up went on trial. He was called to testify.

The prosecutor, John Komack, started the questioning about what he was doing that night.

"Well, Sophia and I had practiced, and then I had gone to study, so I hadn't gotten supper. I had walked to the deli on Curtis Ave to get a sandwich. I was walking back, past Thompson Hall, when it happened."

"What happened?"

"These four guys approached me, and asked if I was 'that figure skater' that went to school here."

"Can you identify the four men?"

"Yes, the defendants."

"OK, what happened next?"

"I confirmed I was a figure skater. They went on to ask me if all figure skaters were gay. I told them, no, some, but not all. They got more belligerent in insisting that all skaters were gay. I told them to believe what they liked, and asked if I could get by. They told me no, because I was a figure skater, which means I must be a fag, and Reverend Watson told them what to do about fags. That's when the first punch hit my face."

"Who threw the first punch?"

"I honestly don't know. It wasn't long before I was getting hit from all sides. Then they dragged me behind Thompson Hall and really went to town."

"Were all four of them involved?"

"Yes. I do know that I saw every one of them either punch or kick me at one point."

"OK, so they punched and kicked you. Did anything else happen?"

"Yes." Warren took a deep breath. "I was raped."

"Do you know who raped you?"

"It wasn't Gornich or Stevens, they were holding my arms. It was either Kohler or Jorgensen. The medical reports found Kohler's semen in my…in my rectum, so…" He took another deep breath.

"Are you all right, Mr. Kelleher?" the judge asked him.

"Yeah," he said with a small smile. "Any way I can get a glass of water?" One was provided for him.

"Warren," Mr. Komack asked, "I know this is difficult, but we need to ask these. Did you know you were being raped?"

"I'm not sure. I felt something…back there…a pressure, and then a searing pain. I blacked out just after, so I wasn't conscious for the whole thing. "

"Do you think that was what made you black out?"

"I don't know, maybe a doctor who has studied these things would know. I was in pain like you wouldn't believe at that point, and had already lost blood. Probably a combination."

"Now, the first time you were sure you had been raped was when the doctor in the hospital told you, is that correct?"

"Yeah. I was just regaining consciousness, talking to my girlfriend and the cop. I probably would have figured it out, though, because my ass hurt. I mean, really hurt."

"But the doctor is the one that told you. How did you react?"

"I don't know. How do you react to something like that? It took me months of therapy to work that one out. At that moment, I think I just felt horrified. And, I must admit, considering the reasons they stated for beating me up, I did not miss the irony."

"What do you mean?"

"Beating up a straight guy because you think he's gay, and, to make your point clear, performing a gay sexual act on him" Warren managed to smile. "It would have been viciously hilarious if it hadn't happened to me." Even the judge chuckled at that one.

"Warren, how has what happened to you affected you?"

"Well, I needed therapy. I shut down for a while, wouldn't talk to my girlfriend, almost quit skating. It's better now, but it was rough for a while."

"Thank you."

The attorney for one of the goons, Kohler, stood up to cross examine.

"Mr. Kelleher, did you see my client rape you?"

"Like I said, no. It was either him or Jorgensen, because I could see the other two."

"In fact, you didn't actually see my client do anything to you, did you? It was all a blur, isn't that correct?"

"No, that is not correct. Your client was the one that broke my wrist. I saw that. He reached out and grabbed my hand and twisted it, all the while grinning at me. I saw that, plain as day."

The attorney was taken aback by that. "But you didn't see him rape you."

"No, but somebody raped me, and he was the one that deposited his semen in my ass."

"Yes, if you believe DNA testing," the attorney said.

One of the other attorneys asked Warren about Reverend Watson. "What do you think of him, Warren?"

"Objection!" shouted the prosecutor.

The judge overruled it, so Warren answered. "I think Watson's a despicable, evil hatemonger."

"Do you hold him responsible for your attack?"

"He's responsible for fomenting hate, but he's not the one that beat me up. We're responsible for our actions. Your client, and those other three, took an action-they beat me up, and raped me. Watson wasn't there."

"You don't think my client was under Watson's influence?"

"I wouldn't be able to answer that, counselor, I have a mind of my own." Chuckles were heard even from the jury box.

"What is that supposed to mean, Mr. Kelleher?"

"Just what it sounds like. I have a mind of my own. Most human beings do. Does your client?"

"My client was under the influence of a persuasive and powerful man."

"Well, then your client's an idiot, but stupidity is no excuse." The defense attorneys howled at that, and the judge ordered Warren's remarks stricken from the record.

Finally, after a full day on the stand, Warren's ordeal was over.

INTERLUDES (Chapter 90)

Warren found himself talking about his assault again, in an unlikely place.

Sophia and Warren, this semester, were actually taking a course together. It was a requirement for their degree, a Women's Studies course called "Women in Contemporary Society." The professor bordered on being one of those misandrist gender feminists, but Warren and Sophia actually had fun with that. Having a committed couple taking her course together threw Dr. Abrams for a bit of a loop. One day, when she was prattling on about how heterosexual sex "established male dominance," Sophia threw out a quip along the lines of "I wish my particular male was more dominant," leading to laughter from most of the rest of the class, and sputters of indignation from Dr. Abrams and a couple of ultra-feminist classmates.

Warren and Sophia tried to keep it light, letting everyone in the class know the humor they found in some of Dr. Abrams' more ridiculous pronouncements. Until, one day right after Warren had testified in the trial, the topic of discussion in the class turned to rape.

"This is something you men in this class will never understand-what it's like to be raped, what it's like to walk in fear of being raped," Dr. Abrams was saying.

"You're wrong," Warren interrupted.

"Excuse me?"

"There's a criminal trial going on right here in Madison, it's been in all the papers," Warren said sarcastically. "The defendants are on trial for assault, attempted murder, and rape-and the victim is male. He was anally raped. Right here on campus, he's a student."

"I don't usually agree with him," Meg, one of the ultra-feminists in the class, said, "but I think he's right. I remember hearing something about that."

"Hmmm. I haven't heard a thing," Dr. Abrams said, "and I think I would have. Did the victim come to the rape center for counseling? He should have. I would like to meet this victim. I'm not sure I believe he was truly raped."

Warren got a little angry. "And that's the reason he didn't go to the rape center, because it's full of people like you who don't believe this could ever happen to a guy. He had private counseling with a therapist he trusts. And if you want to meet him, he's talking to you right now. Let me assure you, I was raped. It wasn't pleasant, and I don't particularly like talking about it, but if I can get you off your damn gender horse by talking about it, then I suppose it's worth it."

Dr. Abrams looked at him in stunned disbelief. "You're a rape victim?"

"Yes, I am. Last January, behind Thompson Hall. Four guys beat the living daylights out of me, and then one of them raped me. I just testified in the trial last week."

"Do you know why this happened, I mean, what was the motive?"

"Oh, it was a gay-bashing. I'm not gay, but they assumed I was, because I'm a figure skater."

Dr. Abrams realized something. "Oh, you and Sophia are those ice dancers!"

"Right."

"Did what happened to you make you more empathetic to women who have this happen to them?"

"I already was," Warren told her, "for a very personal reason."

"I was a survivor of both rape and boyfriend abuse when Warren met me. In fact, it was still going on, regularly. He's the one that pulled me out of that and convinced me to get help," Sophia told the class. "He didn't need to be raped himself to empathize, believe me. He even helped me in high school when I did peer counseling for other victims."

Dr. Abrams looked like someone who had had their entire worldview stood on its head. "You did rape and abuse counseling?" she asked Warren.

"No, Sophia did, but they asked me to talk to some of the girls about what friends and loved ones of abuse victims go through. Evidently, one of my speeches convinced one girl to confide in a friend, which lead to the friend convincing her to finally go to the police, which probably saved her life," Warren said, thinking of Meggan. "I'm going to wear that little feather in my cap proudly, thank you very much. I got to know this girl afterwards, because she started dating the guy she confided in, and that guy was part of Sophia's social circle, so I got to know her well. She's doing wonderfully, she's still with the guy, they go to college in Boston, and she's not a victim anymore."

"I'm stunned," said Dr. Abrams. "I never thought a guy could be this intimate with rape and abuse."

"That's because you don't want to believe it, because it shatters your little gender-oriented worldview," Warren told her.

"Let me ask you a question-did being raped increase your fear level, like it does to women?"

"Of course it did! I'm scared to walk across campus by myself-and I enjoy walking by myself. Look, I'm not weak. I'm a competitive athlete. I lift weights, because I have to lift Sophie on the ice. I never thought of myself as weak. And the assault made me feel weak, less than two months before we were supposed to compete in the World Championships. Feeling weak made me scared."

"Women feel weak all the time, Warren."

"No, I don't," Sophia told her. "I can't. And we had to drum that out of Warren, post-haste, believe me. Between his therapist and myself, we devoted the better part of two months convincing him he wasn't weak. It took four guys to do this to him, don't forget that. And, even though I'm an abuse survivor, I don't feel weak, either. I might have then. I don't anymore. That's a trap. You can't fall into that trap-and you especially can't fall into that trap if you're a competitive athlete. Neither of us are weak people. We proved that at the World Championships."

"What do you mean?" Dr. Abrams asked her.

"After the rape, after the beating, after the therapy-we got our asses to San Jose and won the bronze medal. This in our second Worlds, this after finishing tenth in the previous year, and this does not happen in Ice Dance." Sophia smiled. "We got to conquer our demons and the Russians, all at once." The class chuckled at that.

Sophia and Warren stayed on campus for Thanksgiving. Paul went home to Cleveland, taking Cait with him, so Jessie and Crash decided to come up and spend the long weekend with them. They ended up eating Thanksgiving dinner in the dorm, along with Mike and Alexa.

"So, how's that fabulous free dance of yours coming?" Jessie asked them.

"It's coming," Warren told her.

"We going to see it at the Grand Prix final?"

"Nope. Nationals."

"I haven't even seen it yet," Alexa grinned. "They keep kicking me out of practice when they work on it."

"We want it to be a surprise," Warren said.

"Your biggest fan should get a preview," Alexa maintained.

"Maybe you will. When it's done," Sophia told her.

"Promises, promises."

"I got my tickets, by the way," Jessie told them. "Crash and I will be there, with bells on."

"Yeah, lots of people from here are coming, too, even though classes don't start for another week following," Alexa said. "Good thing the dorms stay open through Christmas break."

"Warren," Jessie asked him, "I forgot to ask you. What happened at the trial?"

"Oh, I just found out Tuesday. Guilty on all counts."

"Great."

"My only regret is that damn Reverend Watson couldn't accompany them."

"You should sue him," Mike said.

"What?" Warren asked.

"Sue him. Alexa's told me the whole story of what happened. You should talk to a lawyer about it, but you might have a case. You could probably shut his organization down."

"Hmmm. Something to think about, anyhow."

TURNING JAPANESE (Chapter 91)

"Here we are in Japan. I hope we have time to get out of the hotel room," giggled Sophia. They were in Nagano, Japan, for the Grand Prix final.

"What day is it, anyhow? We left on Monday the seventh of December. And now it's what, Tuesday? I'm completely discombobulated," Warren joked.

"Forget about that. We don't have practice until tomorrow-or the next day-or something," Sophia laughed. "Get over on this bed and kiss me!"

"Don't have to tell me twice," Warren said, as he tackled her back on the bed.

"Mmmmmmm…I love sex in hotel rooms," Sophia said as they broke the kiss.

"Oh, really?"

"Yeah, but we're supposed to meet Liz for lunch…or supper…or something…in an hour. And we need a shower."

"Hmmmm…" Warren got off the bed and went to the bathroom. He returned with a big smile on his face. "Shower's big enough for two, Pookie."

"Goody!"

They raced each other to the bathroom, and raced each other in getting their clothes off, laughing the whole time. Finally they got in the shower, and washed each other, still laughing.

"Well, with all the attention you paid to them, I can rest assure my breasts are really clean," jokes Sophia.

"Yeah, and I don't think I have to worry about my private parts, either," Warren told her.

"Well, unless you meant worrying about your private parts being all engorged and stuff," Sophia giggled.

"Engorged, but clean."

"Sounds like mine," she admitted.

"I could help you out with that," Warren leered at her.

"In here?"

He moved closer to her, his cock rubbing up against her pubic hair. "Sure," He backed her up against the wall of the shower and guided his cock into her.

"My GOD!" she screamed. He grabbed her hips and started moving into her. The angle was a little off-their four inch difference in height didn't help-but he managed to build up a steady rhythm. She wrapped her arms around his neck and stood up on her toes as he plunged in and out.

"Oh…wow…we've never done it standing up before…" Sophia gasped. "Oh, YEAH…"

Warren felt Sophia's arms around his neck tighten, and she let out a wail. He stopped moving until she finished.

"Was it good for you, too?" he asked jokingly.

"Oh YEAH. You're not done yet?"

"Nope." He started plunging in and out of her again. Not long after, he spurted into her.

"Look at this," she said after they had caught their breath, "we have to clean off those private parts again!"

The worst part about the Grand Prix final is that it was done in two days. This was fine for the singles and pairs skaters, they had two disciplines. Not dancers. They had to do both compulsories on Friday morning, and the original dance Friday night.

The two Russian teams, the Canadian team, and the French team joined Warren and Sophia in the finals. The compulsories did not go particularly well-Warren and Sophia finished fifth.

The original dance was much better-they finished second, behind Bradochkina and Zhargov, and, the way the placements worked out, they ended up in a three-way tie for second place, with the Canadians and Yatserova and Vaglach.

However, they knew they were handicapped by using last year's free dance. They were right. They finished fifth in the free, fifth (and last) overall.

They weren't all that upset. As Warren told the TV interviewer, "We knew we came in with an old free dance. The new one will be ready for Nationals, and we think it's fantastic. And we were really encouraged by the second place finish in the original dance."

They finished up the semester and flew back home to Boston-they didn't drive this time because they would have to get back to Wisconsin in a hurry for Nationals.

Sophia was very glad to see a sense of normalcy had returned to her house-Dan was finally accepting Kate and Dave's relationship, and had again become the kind man that Sophia had first met. When he stopped worrying about Kate, he relaxed considerably. It was good to see-and he and Ellen were getting along better than ever.

Sophia and Warren had a wonderful Christmas together, but, as Warren sat with her in his room Christmas night, he thought that she seemed preoccupied. He said so.

"No, I'm fine," she told him with a smile.

"You sure?"

"Yeah. I'm just nervous."

"About what?"

"Oh…Nationals, I guess. The new free dance. Making it to the Olympics. That stuff."

"You sure that's all it is?"

"Yeah, Snugglebear, that's it."

He wasn't convinced, but he didn't push it. "We're going to be fine at Nationals, you know."

"Yeah. I didn't say it was a rational nervousness!"

They spent the week between Christmas and New Years mostly on the ice. Nationals began January Fifth, so they wanted to make sure they were ready.

June was going to be at Nationals, as was Kathy. "Two coaches, how can we lose?" quipped Warren.

He was worried, though. Sophia was withdrawn and wasn't talking much. Also, she didn't look particularly well. She chalked it up to nervousness and a bit of a flu, and, again, he didn't press the issue.

Next thing they knew, they were on their way back to Wisconsin for Nationals.

Book Four

THE GOOD AND THE BAD (Chapter 92)

Sunday was their first practice, a free dance practice. The judges were in the audience, lots of other skaters were in the audience, and even some of their friends had shown up early.

All of them saw 'Romeo and Juliet' for the first time.

The program, under the tutelage of Kathy, had undergone an amazing transformation. It had started out as a wonderful expression of passion and music, but without the technical bite they would need. Kathy's suggestions and work had provided that bite. Romeo and Juliet was a slow, pretty, flowing song, but had wonderful rhythmic accents from the piano and Mark Knopfler's gorgeous lead acoustic guitar work. Kathy, Warren, and Sophia had taken full advantage of every accent, every nuance, and the flowing nature of the song, and had created a program full of deep edges, difficult turns, changes of edges, and changes of position and handholds. They had done this, and still kept the program a gorgeous, seamless whole.

They were sitting with friends at dinner that evening.

"Sophia, you got no appetite," Shawna Cochrane told her.

"Not much of one. I'm feeling a bit under the weather."

"Hope that doesn't affect your skating," Evan Pogdar told her. "That free dance is a marvel."

"Thanks. I'll be fine. I just have to force myself to eat, because I don't really feel like it, and it's making me weak."

"She's probably got a bit of flu," Warren told them, "we're just hoping it holds off until after Nationals are done."

"So, I'd better eat!" Sophia smiled, digging into her supper with a vengeance.

Tuesday night, they finished third in the compulsories, which was fine-top three was what they wanted out of that phase of the competition.

Wednesday night was the original dance, and their "If You Can't Rock Me" program was polished and ready to go. They would be the first couple in the last group to skate.

Warren and Sophia had made it known around campus that nationals were in Milwaukee, and got some tickets to sell. It paid off. They looked around the arena, and saw large sections full of Wisconsin red. They themselves had made sure to play it up-they had had special costumes for the OD made for Nationals.

Sophia was wearing a red dress, with a bit white "W" in the middle. It was basically a University of Wisconsin cheerleading outfit. Warren completed the image with a grey sweatshirt with "WISCONSIN" written across it in red letters, and white pants. They took the ice for the warm-up, and the Wisconsin students in the audience went nuts.

"These costumes were one heck of a great idea, Pookie," Warren told her.

"Of course. It was my idea, right?"

As the other couples left the ice after the warm up, the PA announcer said, "They are skating to the music of the Brian Setzer Orchestra. He represents the North Shore Figure Skating Club in Oceanview, Massachusetts, and she represents the UNIVERSITY OF WISCONSIN!! figure skating club in Madison, Wisconsin!" The crowd went delirious at that. "Please welcome Sophia Daniels and Warren Kelleher!"

As they took their starting positions, they had to step out of them, because they were laughing too hard. Someone-or a group of someones-had started to sing the Wisconsin fight song. Warren, laughing, waved them quiet, and Warren and Sophia took their starting positions again.

"If You Can't Rock Me" filled the arena. They nailed it, from beginning to end. This was the hardest OD in the world this year, and they knew it. The side-by-side straight line step sequence was particularly hard, and they didn't make the slightest mistake. The crowd went nuts, and was on its feet by the time Warren and Sophia ended.

The marks were great. By the time everyone had skated, Warren and Sophia had won the OD.

They drew last to skate in the free dance. Nicholas and Coleman were leading, Vickers and Pogdar in second, by the time Warren and Sophia took the ice.

"Romeo and Juliet" was ready. They knew it, and those who had seen it at practice this week knew it. Now, all they had to do was skate it perfectly.

Sophia took the ice in a rose-colored dress that hung lower than the usual skating dress. She had put rollers in her hair, and the long, silky curves cascaded past her shoulders and around her face. Warren was wearing a purple tunic and black pants. Sophia had a rose in her hair. They took the ice, and the music started.

It was spellbinding. This was the first truly romantic program they had used for a competitive program. They skated it flawlessly, gliding around the ice, using difficult turns and changes of edge to build the difficulty. In terms of an artistic piece, it was absolutely stunning. The crowd sat, hushed, through the whole thing, until the end. Then they exploded.

Warren and Sophia returned to the kiss and cry, out of breath, met by delirious hugs from Kathy and June.

"You did it, guys," Kathy told them. "That's a program for the ages."

"I agree," June told them. "Let's see if the judges also agree."

They waited for the PA announcer. "The marks for Daniels and Kelleher. For technical merit: five point eight, five point nine, five point eight, five point nine, five point nine, five point eight, five point nine, five point nine, five point eight."

"That's about the same as Steve and Sharon," Kathy told them, "but they went down on presentation."

"Marks for presentation… six…"

Sophia screamed.

"…six, five point nine, six, six, six…"

The crowd was in complete pandemonium by now.

"…five point nine, six, six!"

"Seven sixes," said Kathy. "Oh my God."

Sophia was in tears, and Warren was close. He reached around her and hugged her. "Congratulations, honey," he whispered in her ear, "we're the National Champions."

As they sat there hugging and crying, the results were posted on the scoreboard, putting the crowd into a frenzy again. And Sophia and Warren had to stop crying and start laughing-because a bunch of crazy people in red sweatshirts had started the Wisconsin fight song again.

Warren and Sophia walked out to the front of the kiss and cry and waved. And sang along, just a little bit.

Then they did an interview with the TV folks, Sophia ducked back into the ladies' dressing room to fix her makeup, and they were back on the ice, skating over to the podium, and ascending to the top steps. They grinned broadly as the gold medals were placed around their necks.

"Two part time scrubs like us, National Champions. Who woulda thunk it?" Sophia giggled.

They watched Jack, Liz, and Andrea and Brett win their own gold medals. Liz was particularly impressive. She flew across the ice with a joy and abandon she hadn't had in a while.

Warren and Sophia looked at each other, said "She's in love" simultaneously, and giggled.

Warren and Sophia smuggled Mike, Alexa, Cait, and Paul into the competitors party-Rich was already there, as Liz's date-and they had a blast.

They had worked up another exhibition, just for Nationals-"Come Dancing" by the Kinks. "We did our 'I love you' program for the free dance, so for the exhibition we decided to do a 'We love to dance' program. And that's such a great song, it's fun to skate to," Sophia had told the TV interviewer.

They almost didn't get to skate it. Sophia woke up the morning of the exhibitions, and ran into the bathroom, vomiting profusely.

"You didn't get drunk last night," Warren asked her.

"No. I think that flu just hit me."

"Can you skate?"

"Let's see."

She was fine for the rest of the day, and, by the time the exhibitions started in mid-afternoon, felt perfectly well. They skated, and it was a great program which the audience loved.

The exhibitions were on January 10th. They'd be leaving for the Olympics on Feburary fourth. Less than a month, and they had a lot to do-polish up the programs, plus their schoolwork. They were excited and thrilled to go to an Olympics, and couldn't wait, but they were also nervous.

And Sophia was sick. She was vomiting about every other day. She passed it off as nerves. She'd throw up once, in the morning, and then be fine-but she was having trouble maintaining an appetite, and was a little weak. Warren was worried. Sophia told him she had been to a doctor, and it was just a little stomach upset, and that she was supposed to take Maalox.

That was a lie. She hadn't been to a doctor. She was afraid to-because she knew it wasn't a flu.

On January 21st, exactly two weeks before they were supposed to get on a plane to fly to Switzerland for the Olympics, she finally stopped running from her fears and decided to find out for sure. She had to know. She had known for a month, but wasn't sure. Now, she had to be sure.

Caitlin found her in their room that afternoon, sitting on her bed, crying uncontrollably.

"Sophia? What is it? What's wrong?"

Sophia held up a small, thin piece of plastic for Cait to see. And then she told Cait what it meant.

"I'm pregnant."

THE PROBLEM, AND SHOULD WE MAKE IT GO AWAY? (Chapter 93)

"Oh my God. What are you going to do?" Caitlin asked Sophia.

"We leave for the Olympics in two weeks. All I can do is get it taken care of, and hope that I can do that in time for me to heal to skate."

"You mean, an abortion?"

"What else can I do?"

Cait thought for a minute. "Have you told Warren yet?"

"No. I just found out for sure right now. He's the next step."

"Do you think he'll want you to get rid of it?"

"Of course. I've known that all along. Driven, over-achieving Warren? The Man with the Plan? Of course he's going to want me to get rid of it."

"Do you want to?"

"I don't want to be pregnant in the first place."

"That's not what I asked you."

"It's not a question of want," Sophia sighed. "At least you got me to stop crying. Now I get to go tell Warren."

"If Paul's down there, you can send him up," Cait told her.

Sophia took the elevator down to the second floor. She went to Warren's room. He opened the door for her.

"Paul, can you get lost for a bit? Cait's in the room, she said you can go up there."

"Surely," Paul said. "I was going to go see her anyway. Ciao," and he was gone.

"What's up, Pookie?"

"Sit down," she said. He did, on the bed, and she sat next to him. She was staring at her hands. "Warren, there's no easy way to say this, so I'm just going to tell you. I'm pregnant."

Warren looked at her. "Pregnant?" he said in disbelief. "Are you sure?"

"I took a home test and it was positive. I've known, anyhow. I missed my December period, and now I'm three days late for January's, and I've been getting sick in the morning."

"How did this happen?" he asked her.

She took a deep breath. "I missed a day. The pill, I mean. When we were in Japan, what with the time change, I got confused. I think I missed it the first or second day we were there, I'm not sure, I just know when we got back here and I got back on the proper day, I had an extra." She looked at him. "I'm so sorry."

"Hey, it happens. One day, huh? My God we are fertile. And do you realize our child was probably conceived in a shower in Nagano, Japan?"

Sophia laughed in spite of herself. "I never thought of that. Anyway, I'll go get a blood test but there's no doubt in my mind that I'm pregnant. And we need to get this taken care of post-haste so that I'll heal in time for the Olympics."

Warren stared at her, when he realized what she had said. "'Taken care of?'"

"Yeah. I don't know if there's a clinic here in Madison that does it or not."

"You mean an abortion."

"Well, yeah."

Warren took a deep breath. "OK," he said, in a tone of resignation.

Sophia caught it. "Don't you think that's the best thing to do?"

"It's your body, Sophia, it doesn't matter what I think."

"Of course it does, Warren! Your opinion counts in this."

"I don't mean this to be snippy, but you seem to have already made your mind up."

"Well, that's only because I knew you'd want me to terminate the pregnancy." She looked at him, and realization dawned on her face. "Oh my God," she whispered, "you don't, do you?" He didn't say anything, just stared into space. "You're so driven and committed, I thought for sure you wouldn't want an untimely pregnancy messing that up."

He looked at her. "Do you really want my opinion? Really, truly, even if it's not what you want to hear?"

"Yes, Warren, I do."

Warren took a deep breath. "If you terminate the pregnancy, you'll break my heart."

She looked at him in astonishment. "What?" she croaked.

"Absolutely break my heart. I'll get over it, and it is your decision in the end, but, no, I do not want you to get an abortion."

"What about the Olympics?"

"What about them? Sophia, you're in the first trimester. You're allowed to fly. You're allowed to exercise, and ice dancing is a low-impact activity. See a doctor, don't take my word for it, but, trust me-the Olympics are not an issue. You can skate in the Olympics two months pregnant."

"What about school?"

"You'll be due in early September, from my calculations." Sophia nodded agreement. "We should have the baby at home, in Boston. We'll have to take a semester or a year off-take a sabbatical-but that shouldn't be a problem with our GPA's."

"What about skating?"

"If you can get back in shape for the end of the Grand Prix next year, we request the USFSA to assign us to Cup of Russia and NHK, they are the last two. If not, we shoot for Nationals. Skaters have had babies before."

"Having a baby is a big responsibility. We're young. We're still in school. We've got the skating. It'll be tough."

"No doubt," Warren agreed.

She looked at him. "But you still want to do it?"

"Yeah, I still want to do it. Look, I know the timing sucks. I know it's inconvenient. I know it was a mistake. But that's a baby in you, Sophia. A baby that got made because we love each other. You won't be in this alone, you know."

Sophia started crying. "I didn't expect this. I really didn't expect this."

"Sophia, what do you want?"

"God, I don't know. I was convinced you'd want me to abort. Now I see how wrong I was, and why, I should have known you might not. However, I've come to terms with the fact that this pregnancy was going to be terminated. I don't know what to think."

"Whatever you decide, I love you, you know."

"I know. Warren, I need to think." She got off the bed, walked over to him, and kissed him. "We'll talk later, OK?"

"OK, Pookie."

She left his room and went to her own. Cait and Paul were on their way to eat. They invited her along, but she declined. When they left, she picked up the phone.

"Mom?"

"Hi, honey. How are you?"

"Not so good," Sophia told her. "Mom, I'm pregnant."

"WHAT?"

"Yup. Two weeks before the fucking Olympics, and I turn up pregnant."

"How did this happen?" Sophia explained. "OK, so what are you going to do?"

"That's why I called. I've suspected this for a month. I was all set to have an abortion. I thought for sure Warren would want me to have an abortion."

"He doesn't."

"No, he doesn't."

"What do you want, Sophia?"

She sighed. "I don't know. I was so convinced he'd agree with the abortion idea…well, maybe I convinced myself. Now that he doesn't…I'm so confused."

"Can I tell you a story?"

"Sure."

"This is about a friend of mine. She got pregnant, younger than you. She didn't have your money, and her relationship with the father wasn't nearly as wonderful as you and Warren are. In fact, the father wanted her to get an abortion, and she thought about it, long and hard. In the end she decided to have the baby."

"What happened?"

"Well, the father left, she had to raise the baby alone, and the kid put her through hell for a while. But the baby grew up to be happy, healthy, altogether delightful, and the National Champion in Ice Dance."

Sophia cracked up laughing. "Your friend is you. Neat trick, Mom." Then she got serious. "You considered aborting me?"

"Oh, yeah, I did. And your father wanted me to."

"Why didn't you?"

"I just couldn't. You were a part of me, Sophia. And, you know what? Even when you were going through your difficult period, I didn't regret keeping you. And now look how you've turned out."

"Aw, Mom…" Sophia sniffled. "I take it you think I should keep the baby."

"Hell, no! 38 is too young to be a grandmother!" They both laughed at that. "No, seriously, honey, you have to do what is right for you. What I'm telling you is, if you have the baby, you'll be fine. And Warren will be there, and not leave, and you know that as well as I do."

"That I do. Thanks, Mom."

The next morning, Sophia woke up and made some phone calls. Then, she went to class, and, after that, went to the student health center.

Then she went to see Warren.

"What's up, Pookie?"

"I went to see an OB-GYN. I asked him all about the Olympics. He said the same things you did. They took a blood test. The results will be in tomorrow, but the doctor thinks I'm definitely pregnant. He wants to do an ultrasound before we leave for Switzerland." She held up a piece of paper. "This is the address for a clinic here in Madison. If we want to have an abortion, this is where we go, and we should be able to get it done in time for me to skate in the Olympics."

"OK. So what do you want to do, Sophia?"

"Do you love me?"

"Of course."

"Will you stay with me?"

"We can discuss the particulars of that after the Olympics, but the short answer is-yes. I'm not going anywhere."

"I can't do this alone."

"You won't."

"You promise?"

"I promise."

She looked at the piece of paper in her hand, and then ripped it up. "Well, then, let's have ourselves a baby, shall we?"

Warren got up and wrapped her in a bear hug. "What made you decide?"

"Well, you had me half decided before I left the room yesterday. Just seeing how much you wanted to keep it made me realize that I did, too. But, then I talked to my mother. Did you know she considered aborting me?"

"No, but considering her age and circumstance, I'm not surprised."

"Right. She told me she didn't, because I was a part of her. Warren, this baby is a part of us. I can't get rid of it. Now that I know you'll support me, no way can I get rid of it."

"My sentiments exactly."

"I love you, Daddy," Sophia giggled.

"I love you, too, Mommy." Warren agreed. "Which reminds me. Now I get to tell my parents!"

MEDIA MUMBLINGS (Chapter 94)

Sophia and Warren walked down to the dining hall for supper together. Paul and Cait were already there.

"So, what's the verdict?" Cait asked Sophia.

"Well…you're going to be an Auntie." Sophia said with a broad smile.

"You're going to have it?"

"Yeah."

"All right, what is going on?" Paul bellowed, making the other three laugh.

"I'm pregnant," Sophia told him.

"Ah," Papa Bear said. "Is this a good thing or a bad thing?"

"We've decided that it's a good thing," Sophia told him. "An inconvenient and difficult thing, but a good thing."

"You gonna be able to go to the Olympics?"

"Yup. Talked to a doctor about that today. The only problem is I'm dealing with morning sickness. That won't affect us much-we have no competitions in the morning-except that it makes me lose my appetite. So, I have to force myself to eat so I don't lose strength."

"No cravings for pickles yet?" Papa Bear joked.

"No, silly, that comes later, after the morning sickness," Sophia grinned.

"Who knows?" Paul asked.

"My mother knows. She was cool. I have to tell my dad. And Warren's parents know."

"Oh, and what a pleasant conversation that was," Warren said ruefully. "They're OK about it, now, after reading me the riot act."

"We need to tell Crash and Jessie," Sophia reminded him. Then she turned back to Cait and Paul. "The only other people that know are you two."

"We're not keeping it a secret, though," Warren said. Sophia nodded agreement. "In fact, we need to tell the USFSA."

"Yeah, the medical staff they bring along with them to the Olympics has to know."

On the ice later that day, they told Kathy, their coach in Wisconsin.

"Oh, Jesus. Now I know why you've been so weak."

"Yeah, that's what we're most worried about-the doctor says we can go and compete, but the morning sickness is making me weak," Sophia told her.

"Listen to me. I have a two year old, I know what I'm talking about," Kathy said. "I didn't take my hiatus from coaching until the kid was almost born, so I coached through the first eight months of the pregnancy. Sophia, you absolutely need to eat. Even if food is unappetizing. Fruits and vegetables are best. The morning sickness sucks, but if you eat, you will not feel weak. Trust me."

"That's pretty much what the doctor said," Sophia told her. Then she smiled. "I had a massive salad for lunch, I held it down, and I feel pretty good."

"Good. Now let's see Romeo and Juliet, OK?" Kathy commanded.

The morning sickness actually got better over the next week and a half. Sophia did manage to remember to eat, and their practices were good.

Word about Sophia's pregnancy had not spread to the wider world yet, though Sophia and Warren had no doubt that it would. In fact, they had no intention of hiding it, and would be making it public when they got to Switzerland and were interviewed.

However, the proverbial shit hit the fan before that had a chance to happen.

Sophia and Warren were semi-famous, and getting more so. The "story" of what had happened to Warren the previous year had gotten them some attention. Being the first dance team in twenty years from the USA to win a medal at Worlds had only added to that. Then, their impressive win at Nationals had cemented it. Daniels and Kelleher were getting as much attention as any of the skaters representing the USA in the Olympics-a novel position for ice dancers. The fact that Sophia turned every head the minute she stepped onto the ice didn't hurt-and the whole "love story" angle didn't hurt, either.

So, people knew who they were. They had gotten some media coverage. However, the media coverage that they got two days before they were to leave for Switzerland was not the type they would have wanted.

Warren was in the store that day, and saw Sophia on the cover of the National Enquirer. Curious, he picked it up, bought it, took it back to his room, and started reading.

"The Skeletons In The Closet Of America's New Ice Princess!" the headline screamed. Warren read the whole thing, the horror becoming more apparent on his face with every line he read.

"Sophia Daniels, the new queen of American Ice Dance, is not the sweet and innocent young lass she seems to be. In fact, her past reads like the erotic passions of a steamy romance novel!"

"Young Miss Daniels was known in her hometown of Oceanview, Massachusetts, as someone who was free with her favors. She plowed through a long line of young men, from a very young age, before apparently snaring her current love, her partner, Warren Kelleher."

"'Oh, she was wild,' one former boyfriend told The Enquirer. 'Anything you wanted to do, she did. And she was only thirteen when I met her. She had more experience than girls twice her age. I knew her when she met Kelleher, and it was pathetic how she turned his head. He was an innocent, and she lured him right in.'"

"' And she was a party girl, too. She'd drink or take anything you'd give her.'"

"What makes this even more depressing is that her relationship with her partner seems to be a scam! A friend from the University of Wisconsin, where she and Warren both attend, told the Enquirer, 'I personally know three guys that Sophia has slept with, and none of them are Warren.'"

"What's more stunning is that Miss Daniels apparently had an affair with another skater on last summer's Champions on Ice skating tour-and that the other skater was also female. 'She's gay, and she's using Warren as a beard, I'm convinced of it,' a skating insider told The Enquirer. "

There was more, but Warren had read all he could take.

He called Sophia. "Honey, you'd better get down here. We have a problem."

STRATEGIES (Chapter 95)

Their phones stared ringing off the hook almost immediately. They were never shy about communicating to the press, especially with the well known figure skating writers-people like Jared Hurstell of the NY Times, Fred Rausch of the Chicago Tribune, Tina Bowman of USA Today, and Jim Pitman of their hometown Boston Globe. All these people, and others, had Warren and Sophia's phone numbers. And, those who didn't were calling Stephanie Langson, the USFSA's director of media relations-and she was calling Warren and Sophia.

"Listen, Steph, this is what we should do," Warren told her. "Set up a press conference for Friday, the day after we arrive in Switzerland. Tell all the writers we'll answer anything they want to ask, but not now. We've got to get ready to go, and that, for us, includes straightening out our classes."

"Gotcha," said Stephanie. "If you commit to a press conference, I can hold them off until then. You guys need a PR person, or an agent, or something!"

"No thanks!" Warren laughed.

"Anyhow, Warren, I have to ask you-how much of the Enquirer story is true?"

"Some of it. We'll explain more at the press conference. We need to decide, between the two of us, what to talk about and what to evade. At least they don't know about Sophia's pregnancy yet, that we get to spring on them ourselves."

The phone went silent for a minute. "What? Sophia's pregnant?" Stephanie finally asked.

"Yeah. They didn't tell you? We told Curtis, and the medical staff." Curtis Ingalls was the president of the USFSA.

"Nobody told me!" Stephanie explained. "Jesus, Warren, if the media want to portray her as a slut, she just gave them more ammunition. Does she have any idea who the father is?"

"Goddammit, Steph, you should know better than that! I am the father, of course!"

"Are you sure?"

"Stephanie, except for the two months we were broken up last year, Sophia has not slept with another man besides me for five years," Warren said, and it was almost true-and Warren didn't worry about the whole Jessie/Crash thing getting out.

"OK. Well, I'll set up the press conference, and you guys decide what you're going to say."

"We've got the press conference scheduled," Warren said to Sophia as she entered his room.

"Good. I've talked to Jessie. That whole thing never happened, and if the few people that know about it bring it up, Jess and Crash will deny it. Outside of that, we're going to more or less tell the truth."

"Well, sort of. We're going to leave Alexa and Liz out of this, because nobody but the two of us, Alexa, and Liz know."

"Right," Sophia agreed. "Warren, do you think Liz had anything to do with the Enquirer finding out I had a lesbian affair on tour?"

"I'd be surprised."

"So would I, but who else knew?"

"Evan and Shawna."

"But I had the affair with Shawna? Why would she tell?"

"Notice no names were mentioned, Sophia? They only said you had a lesbian affair, not who with."

"True."

"Plus, Liz has no motive, not even potentially."

"And Shawna does?"

"Sure. Jealousy that she couldn't steal you away permanently, or trying to throw us off stride competitively."

"Aaah."

As it turned out, when Sophia and Warren changed planes in NYC for the flight to Switzerland, Liz ended up sitting right behind them.

"Guys, I'm glad I ran into you," Liz said. "I want you to know I had nothing to do with that article."

"I hope not," Sophia said.

"Really," Liz said. "I like you guys too much for that. Both of you. Whoever did this sucks."

"That it does, but we've been through worse," Warren smiled at her.

"That is true, isn't it, Snugglebear?"

"It is true," Liz agreed. "And you've survived, every time."

"Now we get to see if we can survive a rabid press corps, and trying to skate in the Olympics with morning sickness," Sophia said to her with a wink.

"Morning sickness?" Liz asked. "You're pregnant?"

"Yup. We wanted to wait until we saw you in person to tell you," Sophia said, beaming.

"We've only known for a couple weeks," Warren said.

"Congratulations!" Liz said, then looked at them. "Um…should I be saying that?"

"Yes, you should," Sophia told her. "After much agonizing, we've decided we're happy about it."

"Great!"

Evan Pogdar walked up the aisle just then, and plopped down next to Liz. "Hi guys. Glad this seat is free. Warren, Sophia, I need to talk to you. About that article."

"Sure, Ev, what's on your mind?" Warren said.

"Can I talk in front of Liz, here?"

"Yeah, she's the only other person that knows, as far as we know."

"Good. Look, Shawna's the one that told the Enquirer about Sophia. I know that for a fact. I overheard her telling someone, and then I confronted her with it."

"Why would she do such a thing?" Sophia asked.

"Partially to throw you guys off stride, like that's going to work, and I told her that. But, mainly, even though you told her you were just experimenting and loved Warren, she still thought she could get you permanently. She's jealous."

"Uh huh," said Warren.

"Very nice," said Sophia. "Everything I do, I get bit in the ass. Damn."

"This wasn't your fault, Sophia," Evan told her. "I do not know what is wrong with that girl, but she's been flaky for months now. And this was long after the tour ended, so it wasn't like she was holding a torch for you from the get-go. She just recently discovered it, or something."

"Hmm," Sophia said. "Evan, why are you telling me what she did?"

"Because it drives me nuts."

"You must know that I'm ruthless enough to use this against her if I'm pissed-and I am." Sophia told him.

"I know. She deserves what she gets."

"She's your partner!"

"Yeah, but it's not like she's my lover, or anything. We're friends, but even I can't defend this. She seduced you, you made it plain it was only going to be a temporary thing, and then she turns on you and uses the press to do it. You do with the information what you need to do, Sophia." With that, Evan got out of the seat and walked back to his own.

"Very interesting," said Liz after Evan had gone.

"You don't know how relieved I am to know for sure it wasn't you, Liz," Warren smiled at her. "Of course, I knew anyway."

"Of course you did," Liz grinned.

"Damn, damn, damn. I should know better," Sophia said, half to herself.

"Don't strangle yourself over this, Pookie," Warren told her.

"I won't. It's not worth it. But, let's face it, except for you, I am an abysmal judge of character."

"Not true," Warren told her. "Jess has character. Caitlin has character. Liz, here, has character. Alexa has character. Alexa is a character." Sophia laughed at that, which was the objective.

"I suppose you're right," said Sophia. "But, damn, I misjudged Shawna."

"So did I," Warren conceded. "I'm surprised at this, I really am."

They landed in Switzerland and were taken to the Olympic village in Sion, the Swiss town that was hosting the games. To their consternation, there were no provisions in the Village for couples-all suites were single-sex, with three bedrooms attached to a common area. Very luxurious, but Warren and Sophia were not pleased to be separated. Luckily, they were in good roommate situations-Warren was in with Jack Garrison and Steve Coleman; Sophia was with Liz and Andrea Wallach.

"At least we each have our own bedroom," Liz told Sophia. "You and Warren have a place to be alone, if you don't scream too much," Liz joked. And then she blushed, "and Rich is coming here too, you know."

"He is?" Sophia said. "Great! You didn't stay in the village last time, did you?"

"No, which is why I wanted to, this time. Staying in a hotel four years ago didn't help, so, this time, I'm determined to enjoy myself. Of course, it's easier if you're a pairs skater."

"How so?" Andrea, who had been listening, asked.

"You go first!" Liz laughed. "Four days into the Olympics, and you're done, and you get to enjoy the rest."

"True," Andrea agreed.

"And, as an added bonus, you don't have to call a press conference to discuss magazine stories about your sex life," Sophia muttered.

"Well, at least you get that out of the way early," Andrea told her.

"True. Tomorrow. Oh, I can't wait…"

BEAT THE PRESS (Chapter 96)

Sophia and Warren walked into the press center and sat down at the table that had been set up for them. Stephanie Langson from the USFSA was already there, as was George Gullick from the USOC. Both of them were nervous. Sophia and Warren were charming, and the figure skating press loved them, but not everyone here was from the figure skating press.

"Just give us a minute to get settled," Stephanie said, as Warren and Sophia settled into their seats behind the table. However, just as soon as Sophia settled in her seat, she closed her eyes and reeled. Then, she was out of her seat in a flash, imploring to Stephanie, "Bathroom!!" Steph pointed to a door behind and to the left of the table, and said, "Turn left, second door on your right." Sophia sprinted out of the room.

The press corps, of course, wondered about this. Warren sat there, by himself, smiling at them. "Is she that nervous?" Tina Bowman of USA Today finally asked good-naturedly?

"No, she's not that nervous," Warren said with a smile.

"Is she that sick?" Tina persisted.

"No, not if you mean ill," Warren said mysteriously.

"Then what was that?" Fred Rausch of the Chicago Tribune asked him?

"When she gets back," Warren said. Just then, Sophia walked back in.

"OK, folks, sorry about that," Sophia said to the assembled press corps. "Morning sickness is a real pain in the ass."

It took the press about ten seconds to realize what she had just said. "Did you say morning sickness?" Tina Bowman asked her.

"Yup. Geez, the enquirer is incompetent, aren't they? They dig up all this dirt on me, and they can't even find out that I'm two months pregnant. Would have been a fitting end to their story, don't you think?" Sophia smiled and sipped from the water that had been given to her.

"Pregnant?" Tina echoed?

"Yup."

"Do you know who the father is?" some reporter she didn't know asked her.

"I only sleep with one man, contrary to published reports." Sophia snapped at him.

"She only skates with one man, too. Coincidentally, it's the same guy," Warren quipped, to the laughter of at least the regulars in the press corps.

"Are you keeping the baby?" Jim Pitman of the Boston Globe asked.

"We most certainly are," Sophia told him.

"I hope I don't have to ask you if you've consulted with a doctor about competing while you're pregnant," Tina Bowman said to Sophia.

"Of course not, Tina. I've been cleared. There are no complications that they can see, and ice dancing is low impact, and I'm still in the first trimester. Plus, one of the USOC medical staff is an OB-GYN, Doctor Millar. I've already talked to her. I'm going to be monitored."

Jared Hurstell of the NY Times raised his hand. "Does the pregnancy affect your skating?"

"Only in the morning," Sophia said dryly. "My morning sickness is an accurate description, I only get it in the morning. We have a few morning practices, but no competitions in the morning. As long as I eat right, I should be just fine."

"But it is one o'clock in the afternoon," a foreign reporter said.

"Not in Wisconsin, it's not, it's 6am there, and I'm still on Wisconsin time. I get the sickness about an hour and a half to two hours after I wake up, and that's just about right. I got up at quarter past eleven. Which was quarter past four Wisconsin time. I want to go back to bed," she said, drawing amused giggles.

"And she's the morning person in this team, if you can believe that. I'm desperately seeking coffee," Warren added, to more amusement. To Warren's amusement, Stephanie rapidly produced a cup. "Look at this. What service. I love the USFSA!"

"OK, now that I've given you the unexpected tidbit of my condition, I'm sure you all have tons of questions about how our long program is coming along, am I right? I mean, there's nothing else we could have to talk about, right?" Sophia baited them with a huge smile on her face.

"Well, there was this little article, you know, about you…" Jim Pitman said, playing along.

"Oh that. It was in the Boston Globe, wasn't it?" Sophia teased, drawing laughter around the room.

"We generally don't print stuff like that, no," Jim said.

"No, Jim, you wait until some rag like the Enquirer prints it, so you can conduct the follow-up," Sophia said pointedly, drawing an embarrassed look from Pitman. She liked Jim, but someone had to take that bait. "Having made my point…" she paused…"ask away."

"Well, let's start with the biggie," a reporter asked. "Are you gay, and is your relationship with Warren a sham?"

"Well, if it's a sham, how in hell did I get knocked up?" Sophia said amusedly.

"You don't need to be with a man for that nowadays. Babies can be conceived in a laboratory," the reporter said.

"Well, this particular baby was conceived in a hotel room in Nagano, Japan. In the shower." Warren interjected helpfully. Sophia cracked up laughing, and the reporters looked at him in amazement. "Hey, look at Jim, taking notes. I want to see that printed in the Boston Globe," Warren joked. Jim Pitman just smiled at him.

"Anyhow, to get back to the question," Sophia said, "My relationship with Warren is not, has never been, and will never be a sham. I love him completely. He loves me back. And our relationship is not platonic. This is his baby. As for whether or not I'm gay, I am not. I had a few bisexual feelings at one point, and I explored a little bit, and Warren knew about it. And that's all I'm going to say about that. But I'm not gay, and I finally decided I really wasn't bi, either. I don't regret finding that out for sure, but I would have rather not have to have read about it in the Enquirer. I don't think it's anybody's business."

"Don't you think you're a role model and should behave as such?" a reporter she didn't know asked.

"NO. I do not think I'm a role model, unless you're talking about skating. If some young skater, or team, wants to take our skating career as a blueprint, I'd be fine with that, because I think we've done it the right way. But as for anything else-no, I'm not a role model."

"But there are a lot of young girls that look up to you, I know that for a fact," Tina said. "What are they going to think when they read that article?"

"Hopefully, that I'm human, not perfect. They'll also learn, hopefully, to watch their back."

"What do you mean by that?" Tina asked.

"Let's get to the question that everyone wants to ask but is too polite to. 'Hey, Sophia, are you a slut?'" The press looked sheepish at that one. "I had boyfriends before Warren, and I started pretty young. I never slept around, so I never considered myself a slut. But, what I meant about watching your back is this-be very, very careful who you trust. I wasn't, and it almost destroyed me," Sophia said, and then took a breath. The press corps was listening with interest now.

"First of all, that story about my dabbling with another woman over the summer on tour? That story was given to the Enquirer by that other woman, and I know that for a fact."

"Who was it?" a reporter asked.

"I'm mad enough at her to tell you, but I don't think I will. She knows who she is. However, that wasn't the part of the story that really bugged me. It was the thing about my past. I only have one boyfriend before Warren that ever met Warren. I can't prove he was the source of this story, but it doesn't matter, because all of my boyfriends before Warren did the same thing to me, the last one was just the worst."

"What do you mean?" Tina asked.

Sophia took a big huge breath. "I was coerced into sex by every boyfriend I had before Warren, and out and out raped by more than one of them. As an added bonus, they all beat me up. The last one even beat Warren up, because we were friends, this was before we became a couple. He put me in the hospital. He just got out of jail. I have a picture, if you want visual proof. However, it's not pretty."

The press corps stared at them, as did Stephanie, the USFSA press liaison-she hadn't known this.

"You were battered?" Tina Bowman asked.

"Oh, yeah. From the time I was twelve until I was fourteen, by a number of different guys. The last one was the worst. I had the self-esteem of a slug. It was ugly." She took another deep breath. "Now you know why I don't feel like much of a role model. The drink and the drugs part of the Enquirer story, by the way, that part was true. I was blasted out of my mind most of the time. That made the punches and kicks hurt less. It also made the sex hurt less, if you want the whole gory details."

Jim Pitman raised his hand. "Don't you think overcoming something like that makes you something of a role model?"

"Maybe. I've worked with other kids it's happened to, trying to give them some of my wisdom, if you can call it that," Sophia smiled. "But, really, the only way you overcome something like that is not to let it happen in the first place. Girls, if someone you think you love tries to talk you into doing something you're not comfortable with, or raises his hand to you, RUN. Because, if it happens-even if it's six years down the road and you think you're recovered, you might have your past thrown back at you by a sleazy tabloid." The press corps looked chagrined. Sophia looked up, and offered them a slight smile. "Hey, I'm OK, I just had to let that one out once, because I know the Enquirer is in here, skulking about somewhere. Not the rest of you people's fault. I've made mistakes. Hey, I broke up with Warren for two months last year-biggest mistake I've ever made-and that's where the other part of that story came from. However, except for those two months-which I won't talk about further than that, because they're just a depressing blur-but, except for that, Warren has been my only guy, for almost six years. Believe me, when I was getting beat up, I never thought I would find something like this."

"What about the Enquirer saying you had been under psychiatric care?" a reporter asked.

"I was beat up by boyfriends, of course I was under psychiatric care!" Sophia snapped at him. "I also saw someone last year, after our break-up, to try to make sense of certain things. I do not apologize for seeing a shrink. It helped immensely. I needed it to get better."

"We saw the shrink together, also, when we were getting back together," Warren said. "There was a lot of a relationship counseling kind of thing."

"So what are you going to do about all this?" Fred Rausch said.

"Nothing. I did this press conference, and that's it. My focus for the next couple weeks is going to be solely on kicking Olga Bradochkina's ass right back to Moskva," Sophia quipped. "After that, I've got this baby to birth. It's over, my past is over, and the Enquirer knows where they can stick it."

"But now you'll have Olga Bradochkina gunning for you," Jim Pitman smiled.

"Better Olga, who's a friend of ours, than the damn Enquirer!" Warren interjected.

THE OLYMPICS BEGIN (Chapter 97)

"I got on my laptop and read a lot of the articles from the various papers," Warren told Sophia at lunch the next day. "They were great. You got them back on our side, I think."

"Even though I am a pregnant nympho?" Sophia teased.

"Even though. You know what? I love you."

"I love you, too, Snugglebear."

"I hope that took care of everything. I want to enjoy the Olympics."

"We will."

After they ate, they took a little walk around the Olympic Village. It was a lot of fun. They saw athletes from all kinds of sports.

"Hey, isn't that Liesl Schraeder, the Austrian skier?" Sophia asked Warren.

"Yeah, it is. She's great. Best slalom and giant slalom skier in the world," Warren confirmed.

"And look, over there, that's that new American downhiller, Shannon Gentry."

"This is great. I'm so excited," Warren admitted. They strolled through the village, meeting and introducing themselves to athletes from all over the world. Lots of them knew who Sophia and Warren were, which was neat.

They ran into Jennie Sellers and Denis Poulin, the Canadian pairs skaters.

"Hi guys!" Sophia greeted them. "Nervous?"

"Oh, yeah," Jennie told them. "We skate tomorrow, you bet we're nervous."

"Are you guys going to skip the Opening Ceremonies?" Warren asked them.

"Nah," Denis told them. "We thought about it, our coach said we should, since we're competing tomorrow. But, we figured, what the heck-this might be our only Olympics, right?"

"Yeah. I'm glad we have a week, didn't have to make that decision," Sophia said.

"Good luck to you guys," Jennie said.

"Same to you!"

"I skipped this last time-not making that mistake twice," Liz Cushman was telling Warren and Sophia, as they gathered in the staging area, getting ready to parade into the opening ceremonies.

"I've been waiting my whole life for this," Sophia said. "When I first started dancing, when I was a young kid, I dreamed about going to the Olympics, of course. Then when I stopped, I thought I had given that dream up. Even when Warren and I started skating together, we just did it for fun. I never thought we'd make it this far. Somebody pinch me!" Warren and Liz both laughed at that.

"You getting tips from the Olympic veteran?" Christine Arsenault said as she came up next to them.

"Not a veteran at this," Liz told her. "I skipped opening ceremonies last time."

"Geez, I wouldn't dream of doing that," Christine said.

"I know. Which is why my agent and parents are not here yet, dig?" Everyone laughed at that. "I got talked into it. Not this time." Liz sighed. "Everybody treated the Olympics four years ago as a deadly serious thing. Everyone around me, I mean. It was, at the same time, deadly serious and 'just another competition'. Well, it's neither, and I told all the people around me that I wasn't going to do that this time. This is the Olympics, for Goodness' sake. I plan to enjoy myself. I told my coach I'd see him at the rink for practice and not before or after, I told my agent to stay home, and I told Rich to get his ass over here!" She giggled.

"Is he coming?" Warren asked.

"Yup. He's either here or on his way right now. He flew in today, was hoping to make it in time for the ceremonies, but, if he didn't, that's OK, too. At least he's going to be here."

They chatted for a few minutes more, and then Christine and Liz wandered off, greeting other friends.

Sophia and Warren stood there, looking around, when they saw a tall, wiry guy with blonde hair approaching them.

"How you doing? Alan Zimmer, downhill skiing."

"Hi, Alan. I'm Warren Kelleher, she's Sophia Daniels. We're ice dancers." They all shook hands.

"Hey! I know you guys! You're the lovebirds, right?"

"That's us," Sophia grinned, blushing.

"I've heard of you, too," Warren said. "Didn't you get top five in a couple of the last World Cup races?"

"Yeah, thanks! Fourth in a downhill in Austria, and fifth in a Super GS in France. Nice to know somebody notices!"

"I like watching skiing," Warren told him.

"We're going tomorrow, to watch the downhill. We can't wait," Sophia added.

"Hey, Mister Gregarious! Chatting up the ice dancers?" a dark-haired guy said from behind Alan.

"You got it, buddy!"

"How you doin'? I'm Toby Corr, I'm also a skier. I know who you guys are, my girlfriend is a figure skating nut."

"Nice to meet you," Warren said, as he and Sophia shook hands with Toby.

"I'm surprised you guys are here. Aren't you skiing early next morning?" Sophia asked them.

"Yeah, but we couldn't miss this. We'll get out early enough to get a good night's sleep, so we decided to come," Alan told them.

"Great! Enjoy the opening ceremonies!" Sophia told them.

"You too! C'mon, Toby, let's go meet more people!" With that, they were off.

Sophia and Warren milled around for a little longer, greeting friends and meeting new people. Then, the USOC officials with them started herding all the USA athletes together. It was time to enter the stadium.

"This is all so exciting," Sophia said happily. "I still can't believe we're actually here!"

"I know what you mean," Warren said. He took her hand, and they started walking with the rest of their teammates.

They proceeded through the tunnel leading to the stadium, and walked out the other end, to the sight of 50,000 people yelling and cheering.

"Les Etats-Unis d'Amerique!" the announcer intoned, heralding in French the arrival of the American team.

"Look, the president is here!" Warren told Sophia.

"Great, you found the president, where're our parents?" Warren asked with a laugh.

"They might be harder to find, Snugglebear, they're not in the VIP seats," Sophia teased him.

"There's the president of the IOC, though," Warren said.

"Look, a TV camera, right on us!" Sophia said, and then, with an impish grin, gave Warren a kiss on the cheek.

"Hey, none of that!" Andrea Wallach called from behind them. They just giggled and kept walking, hand in hand.

"Look, Sophia, there's your mom! Wave!" Warren said. They did, as did half of the figure skaters, prodded on by Jack Garrison yelling, "Everybody wave at Sophie's Mom!"

"Is this your first Olympics?" a woman behind them asked.

"Yup. I'm Sophia Daniels, this is Warren Kelleher, we're ice dancers."

"I'm Claudia Moore, I'm a luger. It's my third Olympics. Walking behind two first-timers is great. You guys are having a ball."

"We're still pinching ourselves to convince ourselves we're actually here," Warren told her.

"I know the feeling," Claudia laughed.

They kept walking, waving to the crowd, until they reached the end of the line and were herded into the infield for the rest of the ceremonies.

A few hours later, they stumbled back to the village, exhausted (and hungry) but excited and happy also. "Just think, Pookie," Sophia told Warren over a late snack in the village dining hall, "we're going to be able to tell this unborn kid of ours that he or she marched in the Olympic opening ceremonies. How cool is that?"

"Very cool. Almost as cool as us marching!"

DIRECT FROM SALZBURG (Chapter 98)

They had a morning practice the next day. They blew it off. They had told June and Kathy-both of whom were there with them-that they were going to. "We're going to watch downhill skiing. We'll see you at the afternoon practice!"

"Guys…" Kathy started.

"Hey, it's the Olympics," Sophia told them. "Screw it. We're trained, this practice isn't on the main ice, and Warren loves downhill skiing. See you!"

They found a spot at the end of the hill. To their amusement, they found themselves surrounded by Austrians. In fact, they found themselves in the midst of a bunch of rabid Gerhard Weichenbauer fans. Weichenbauer was the world's number one ranked downhiller. And, there they were, in their "USA" coats, waving tiny American flags.

"Was? Americans?" one of them asked a friend.

"Hey, are you lost?" the friend asked Warren and Sophia.

"Probably," Sophia laughed. "We just wanted to get a good seat."

"I see your coats. Are you athletes?"

"Yes, we're ice dancers," Sophia told him.

"We skipped practice to come watch some skiing," Warren laughed.

"Ah. Is gut. Austrian skiers are the best, yes?"

"Yes," Warren laughed. "Alan Zimmer's been skiing well lately, though."

"Ja, he has. Got fourth in Innsbruck. I'm Otto, this is Wilhelm."

"I'm Warren, this is Sophia."

"You stay with us, ja, see skiing with Austrians?"

"Yeah," said Sophia, "It'll be fun. As long as you don't mind us cheering for Alan Zimmer."

"Sure," Otto said, "for silver or bronze!"

Sophia and Warren stayed with the Austrian ski fanatics, and Sophia was right-they had a blast. One of the Austrians had brought some sort of grill, and, the next thing they knew, they each had a bratwurst in their hands. Then they had a beer in the other hand. And the race was about to start, so the Austrians were getting rowdy.

The first skier was a Swiss. He fell. The predominantly Swiss crowd groaned, but the Austrians delighted in it.

"We don't hate the Swiss, except in skiing," Otto told them with a smile.

A couple of other skiers came down, then the first Austrian-Ingo Buell. "He's a youngster," Otto told Warren and Sophia, "new to the national team."

"IN-GO! IN-GO! IN-GO!" the Austrians screamed as the skier roared down the hill. Warren and Sophia watched the huge video screens track his progress down the hill, until he appeared in their sight roaring down the final bit of terrain into the finish area.

"Sehr gut! Sehr gut!" one of the Austrians was yelling as the time flashed on the screen. It was a good time. It was early, but Buell had moved into first place by a full second.

Two skiers later, Alan Zimmer left the starting gate. "GO ALAN!" Sophia hollered, to the bemusement of the Austrians.

"Do you know him?" Otto asked them.

"We met him last night, at the opening ceremonies. He's great," Sophia told him.

He was roaring down the hill. They checked his progress on the video screen and the timer. "Ah, great time," one of the Austrians said as he passed the halfway point.

"He is really skiing well," Otto said admiringly, watching him on the screen. He roared into the final bit, and barreled over the finish line. Looking up at the timer, they saw that Alan had moved into first place.

"YEA, ALAN! WHOOO! USA! USA!" Sophia and Warren yelled. The Austrians smiled and good-naturedly clapped them on the back.

"Enjoy it while it lasts," Otto told them. "The Master is after this Norwegian guy."

The Norwegian finished, out of the running, and Gerhard Weichenbauer took to the hill. The Austrians started screaming "GER-HARD! GER-HARD!" and then the traditional Austrian skiing chant, "HOP! HOP! HOP! HOP! HOP!" Warren and Sophia loved it. Somebody thrust tiny Austrian flags in their hands. They looked at each other with a smile, and started waving them along with their American flags.

"HOP! HOP! HOP! HOP! HOP!" Weichenbauer was tearing down the hill full-bore, as he came around the bend into the final section. "HOP! HOP! HOP! HOP! HOP!" He cruised across the finish line, and all eyes turned towards the scoreboard. Weichenbauer had flown into first place. Sophia and Warren's Austrian companions went completely berserk. And, of course, more beer was passed around and mugs were raised.

Many other skiers came down the hill, pursuing Weichenbauer, but none could catch him. The Swiss champion, Frederic Boucher, came close, and had the home country crowd on its feet, but fell just short. The good news for Warren and Sophia was that Alan Zimmer did, in fact, hold on for an upset bronze.

"Good day for Austria, pretty good day for USA, too," Otto said with a toast of his beer mug.

"I'm glad there aren't any prominent Austrian ice dancers!" Warren told him.

They thanked their new Austrian friends for their hospitality, and made arrangements to join them for the super giant slalom in three days. Then they went to lunch, took a quick nap, and made off for practice. They practiced 'Romeo and Juliet' and were thrilled with the way it went.

Walking through the village, they saw Gerhard Weichenbauer walking the other way. They approached him. "Sprechen zie Anglisch?" Warren asked him.

"Sure," he said with a smile.

Sophia and Warren introduced themselves. "We watched you ski today, surrounded by, apparently, the Salzburg division of your fan club," Sophia told him.

Gerhard smiled. "How did you end up there?"

"Just happened," Warren said. "It was great. We had a blast."

"They didn't torture two lost American ice dancers, did they?"

"Nah, they just plied us with beer and bratwurst and made us yell 'Hop! Hop! Hop!' when you came down the hill," Sophia said with a grin.

Gerhard laughed out loud. "That must have been an experience."

"It was a blast," Warren told him. "Watching skiing with Austrians, who can beat that? Congratulations."

"Thank you. It's a good thing for you guys I won, you wouldn't want have been surrounded by depressed Austrians!"

After supper, it was time for the first ice skating competition of the games-the pairs' short program.

Warren and Sophia's friends Andrea and Brett were fairly early in the order, and skated wonderfully. They didn't miss an element, and had really matured in their skating.

The Russian world champions, Zhalenya and Stanskiy skated later, and moved into first, even though they made a mistake in their side-by-side jumps. The Canadians Sellers and Poulin were next, skated clean, but still finished second.

"Figures," Sophia said to Warren.

When all was said and done, the Russians and Canadians were one-two. Andrea and Brett finished fourth, which was fine, as they would skate in the final group and were in position to try to get a medal.

Warren and Sophia walked through the village hand in hand.

"Not a bad first day at our first Olympics, eh?" Warren said.

"You got that right! Of course, we haven't had to skate yet!"

"We'll be fine. How are you feeling?"

"Fine. No problems."

"Great. Up for sleep and Day Two?"

"You betcha!"

THE DANCERS TAKE THE ICE (Chapter 99)

The first week proceeded like the first day did. Warren and Sophia got out and saw as much as they could see. They practiced. Sophia's morning sickness acted up a bit, but not much, and she was feeling generally good and fit.

Tuesday was the pairs' long program. Brett and Andrea were the first pair in the final group, and they skated wonderfully. "That's the best I've ever seen them skate," Warren said, and Sophia agreed. Brett and Andrea were beside themselves with joy as they came off the ice. When the other Russian team, which had been in third place, stumbled, Andrea and Brett found themselves assured of a medal, leading with only two pairs to go.

Zhalenya and Stanskiy were first. They skated good, but not great. They moved ahead of Andrea and Brett, and their presentation marks were, as always for Russians, overinflated-but the door was open.

Jennie Sellers and Denis Poulin stormed through that door and slammed it shut behind them. They were magical. They were perfect. The crowd was on its feet 30 seconds before the end of the program.

"Let's hope the judges don't screw that one up," Warren said to Sophia. They didn't. Sellers and Poulin became the first Canadian pairs team to ever win an Olympic gold medal.

Wednesday morning found them back on the slopes, with the Austrian contingent, watching the men's Super Giant Slalom. More beer, more bratwurst, and another gold for Gerhard Weichenbauer. That evening, they had their first practice on the Olympic ice. It was an OD practice, and they ran through a spirited rendition of "If You Can't Rock Me."

Thursday was the men's short program. Jack Garrison, landing his troublesome quad, skated cleanly into third place, behind the Russians, Ganyavin and Bondarchenko.

Finally, Friday, it was the dancers' turn.

"Did you see the makeup of the judging panel?" Canadian ice dancer Renee Damphier asked Sophia and Warren at breakfast Friday morning?

"Yeah, we did," Sophia told her. "What a stroke of luck-only two members of the Ice Dance Judging Mafia on the panel."

The Ice Dance Judging Mafia was a term that some of the North American dance teams-and their internet fans-had come up with to describe a group of judges representing countries like Russia, Italy, France, Germany, Ukraine, and occasionally a few others. These judges tended to judge in a bloc, intimidate other judges, try to control the panel, and put dance teams in pre-decided "slots" in a competition. They also pushed the ethos of over-emotive bad mock-acting over actual dancing.

In the Olympics, there was only one panel that judged all four segments, unlike Worlds. This could bode badly for anyone that wasn't in the favor of the Mafia, because they could control every event if they controlled the panel. However, this year, the IOC widened the amount of judges that served as the pool that the nine Olympic judges were drawn from. The allegations of bloc judging and a Judging Mafia had hurt the sport.

Sophia and Warren, plus Renee Damphier and her partner Christian Gaudler, were thrilled with the makeup of the panel at the Olympics. Only Russia and France from the Mafia were on it. The USA and Canada were on it. The other five judges were from Finland, Great Britain, Hungary, Austria, and Japan. Only Great Britain and Hungary had dance teams with even a hint of a chance to get into the top ten, and then only in the lower reaches thereof. Plus, the judges from those two countries here were known as impartial judges of integrity. Finland, Austria, and Japan had no axe to grind at all.

"We might actually have a fair competition," Christian told his companions.

The first compulsory was the Silver Samba. The Russians went one-two, the French beat the Canadians, and Warren and Sophia were fifth. There were some grumblings about that, and some people wondered if the Mafia hadn't gotten to some of the other judges. Sophia and Warren weren't too worried, however, as the Silver Samba was not their strength, and it was a strength of some of the teams above them-the second Russian pair of Yatserova and Vaglach and the French pair of Borisina and Dravouche in particular.

The second compulsory was the quickstep. This was one of Sophia and Warren's better compulsories, as it was of the Canadians. In fact, lots of people thought that they had the two best Quicksteps in the world. Neither of them won it-the three-time world champions Bradochkina and Zhargov did-but they beat everyone else, the Canadians placing second and Warren and Sophia third. Third in any compulsory was a real breakthrough for them. They ended up fifth after the compulsories, but second through fifth was almost a tie. A good showing in the OD, and they'd be right in it-and the OD was their strength.

Before the Original Dance, there was another day off for the dancers, and the arena was given over to the Men's long program.

Yuri Ganyavin was brilliant. He had won two World Championships before the previous year, when he was usurped by teammate Viktor Bondarchenko. Ganyavin had fell to third in those championships. However, he had started the Olympic year with a fire in his belly and it had never let up. He won everything he entered, and when the Olympics finally arrived he was not to be denied.

To the delight of Warren and Sophia, Jack Garrison chose the Olympic stage to skate the long program of his life. Skating to music by Beethoven, Jack combined power and grace, artistry and jumps. He wasn't quite as good as Ganyavin, but he was close.

Bondarenko, the last skater of the night, still had a chance to defeat Ganyavin, but he didn't handle the pressure. Downgrading a quad to a triple and stepping out of a triple axel sealed his fate. In fact, he only finished third. Yuri Ganyavin became the Olympic champion, and a thrilled Jack Garrison took home a sliver medal.

They talked about the OD over breakfast the next day. They wanted to win. Bradochkina and Zhargov had not been defeated in any phase of any competition since the last Olympics. Every compulsory, every Original Dance, every Free dance-every one they had entered, they had won. Warren and Sophia wanted to end that. They thought they had the best Original Dance in the world. They wanted to prove it.

"I'm nervous," Sophia told Warren that afternoon.

"Don't be, Pookie. We're going to be fine."

"I know. I can't help it. I just am."

"You need a diversion."

"What, sex? I think it's a little late for that," Sophia said.

"I suppose you're right."

"Hey, when we get to the rink and get into the swing of things, you'll be fine. I guarantee it."

"OK."

They both took a little nap, and then headed off to the rink

ANSWERING ALL THE QUESTIONS (Chapter 100)

Warren and Sophia were in the final group for the OD-in fact, they were the very last skaters to skate. However, they showed up early-they liked to do that-and the third-to-last group had only just got underway when they arrived.

They locked up their belongings, and met in the hallway in the bowels of the arena. There were various rooms off of the corridor. Warren looked around and found a room that the volunteers used to rest. It was deserted. He led Sophia into it.

"What are we doing here, Snugglebear?"

"I wanted a quiet moment. Do you know what today is?"

"Sure, it's OD day," Sophia giggled.

"It's also Valentine's Day."

"Damn! You're right, it is. What with the Olympics and all, I had completely forgotten."

"I have something for you," Warren told her.

"Oh, sweetie," Sophia said happily. They sat on a couch in the room.

"First of all, I want you to know this has nothing to do with the baby. I planned this long before we knew about the baby. I've been planning this before Christmas. I almost gave you this at Christmas, but I figured here and now would be a better place, because it's Valentine's Day and skating means so much to us."

Sophia was befuddled. "Warren, what are you talking about?"

"This." He reached into his pocket, and withdrew a jewelry box. He held it out in front of her, and opened it. Inside was a perfect, one-carat, diamond ring.

"Sophia Daniels," Warren said, "will you marry me?"

Sophia couldn't speak. Her eyes grew to the size of saucers, as she stared at the ring. "Oh my God," she whispered. Her hands were shaking as she looked from the ring to Warren's expectant face, and the hint of tears formed in her eyes. Suddenly, she launched herself at Warren and wrapped her arms tightly around his shoulders.

"I have been dreaming of hearing you say those words for five years," she whispered in his ear.

"Can I take that as a 'yes'?" he asked with a smile.

"YES!" She disengaged from him, and faced him, holding out her left hand.

"Move the claddagh ring to the right hand, Pookie," Warren told her. She did so, and held out her hand again. Warren took the ring out of the box and put it on her hand.

"I did good with the size," Warren observed. It fit perfectly.

"You did good, period, my love," she told him. She held her hand up to her face. "My God, it's so beautiful," she sighed.

"No more beautiful than the girl wearing it," Warren told her.

"Flatterer."

"That's my job."

"You just keep doing it." She sighed. "Warren, I love you."

"I love you, too."

"Hey," Sophia said, "I wonder if we can get into the stands! We need to tell our parents, and Liz, and Jack, and all them!"

"Let's see."

They walked out of the room. "Hell, I want to tell the world!" Sophia enthused. Warren giggled, and said, "I know what you mean. I've had that ring for two months and haven't told a soul. It was not easy."

They turned a corner, and Warren said, "Hey, there's some people to tell." They walked down the corridor, hand-in-hand, heading towards the knot of people they saw in front of them-Bradochkina and Zhargov, Nicholas and Coleman, and Damphier and Gaudler.

"Hey, is Varren and Sophia," Olga said. "You guys ready?"

"You betcha," Warren said.

"Handling the nerves OK?" Steve Coleman asked them.

"Yeah, we found a way to deal with them. We just needed a distraction," Warren said.

"What kind of a distraction?" Christian Gaudler asked.

"Oh, instead of brooding about skating, we decided to get engaged instead," Sophia said. She held out her hand.

Renee and Sharon screamed. Olga appraised the ring. "Good taste, Varren," she judged. "Substantial, but not too gaudy." Congratulations were spread all around.

"Na zdarovya," Nikolai Zhargov said. Sophia looked at him in confusion.

"Congratulations, roughly translated," Warren told her. "Spacibo, Nikolai."

"We have to see if we can get to the stands. Our parents don't know," Warren said. He and Sophia were off.

They were back in a minute. "The security guard wouldn't let us get by, and we couldn't tell him why we wanted to get by, because neither of us speaks French," Sophia said depressedly.

"Come on," Renee Damphier told them. "I speak fluent French." She wasn't lying; she explained to the security guard why they wanted to get up in the stands. He smiled, said something in French, and let them by. "He says to come back here so he can let you back in," Renee told them.

"Thanks!"

They went up into the stands. Luckily, they got there in between the third-last group and the second-last group. The Zamboni was on the ice and the next group hadn't even come out for warm-up yet. The people associated with the US skating team-other skaters, family-were all in one section. Warren and Sophia found it. A lot of their friends were in the middle of the section; their parents were in the front.

Sophia and Warren stood in front of the section.

"Hey!" Jim Kelleher asked. "Look, it's Sophia and Warren! What are you guys doing here."

"You'll find out in a minute." Sophia said. "Hey, Liz! Jack! Chris, you guys!" Their friends stopped chatting and looked over at them. "Hey, guys-Mom, Dad, Dan, Mr. and Mrs. Kelleher-we got an announcement to make."

"What?" yelled down Liz. Sophia, with a big smile on her face, held up her left hand. Sophia's mom jumped out of her seat, screaming, as did Liz Cushman. All of their friends and family members crowded around them, offering congratulations, asking about how Warren did it, and admiring the ring. As the skaters in the second-to-last group took the ice for the warm-up, Warren and Sophia slipped back under the stands.

Liz Cushman thought a bit, then walked over to the TV booth. She knew all the TV people, of course, and told one of the assistants that she wanted to talk to Dave Burrows, longtime color commentator and former Olympic champion himself.

"Good evening, Elizabeth, what can I do for you?"

"Hi, Dave. Want a scoop for the broadcast?"

"Always!"

"Sophia Daniels and Warren Kelleher just got engaged. He asked her to marry him under the stands about 20 minutes ago."

"On Valentine's Day? Isn't that romantic!"

"Yeah, it is."

"Well, since she's pregnant, that was probably a good thing!"

"Yeah," Liz agreed, "but he was going to do it anyway. They're just going to have a shorter engagement now. All of our friends knew this was coming sooner or later," she grinned.

"Too true. You just have to see them skate to figure that out. Thanks for the scoop, Liz, we'll tell America."

"My pleasure, Dave."

The first of the contenders to skate in the OD were Yatserova and Vaglach, the second Russian team, and they weren't all that impressive. The British couple, Breneman and Watts, were good-Sophia and Warren thought that they were better than the Russians, but they were placed behind them. Damphier and Gaudler, the Canadians, were fantastic, and moved into the lead-but only for a few minutes, as Bradochkina and Zhargov passed them. Sharon Nicholas and Steve Coleman were next, and were very impressive. In fact, they were placed ahead of Yatserova and Vaglach. Sophia and Warren were amazed by that development-maybe the judging was fair. That was reinforced when the French, Borisina and Dravouche, fell, and were actually marked down for it-they were way back in sixth place.

That only left one team to skate-Warren and Sophia.

"Well, future Mrs., Kelleher," Warren said to her as they took the ice, "shall we show these people how a Swing OD is supposed to be done?"

"You betcha!"

That's exactly what they did. "If You Can't Rock Me" started, and Sophia and Warren were dead-on right from the start. They stayed right with the music, executing their difficult and intricate steps with ease. Their enthusiasm and speed, always good, was even better tonight. The side-by-side step sequence, the hardest part of the program, was perfect. As they ended, the crowd was on its feet. They pumped their fists in triumph, embraced, took their bows, and practically danced off the ice.

"My God in heaven," Kathy intoned. "You guys should get engaged before every program!"

The marks came up. They were great-but Warren and Sophia were looking for the ordinals. They came up. One third-from the Russian judge, no big surprise-two seconds, and the rest were firsts. They had won the Original Dance.

The first person to congratulate them when they got off the ice was Olga Bradochkina. "Congratulations, darlings," Olga said, giving both of them the two-cheeks Russian kiss, "you deserved that. Great skating."

"Thanks, Olga," Sophia said. "That's very classy of you. I know you can't be happy about losing a phase for the first time in four years."

"Eh," Olga shrugged, "we'll get you in the free." They all laughed at that. "I was sincere-you deserved this. I watched it. And I am classy-the American media just don't know that!"

Dave Burrows did the interview for the TV network. "Let's see, you beat Bradochkina and Zhargov, which nobody's done in four years. You win the Original Dance. And, before hand, you got engaged. I think this would qualify as a good night, yes?"

Sophia laughed. "You know about the engagement? Jeez, Dave, I've always been told you know everything that goes on in skating, but…"

Dave smiled at her. "Your friend Elizabeth Cushman made a point of coming up to tell us, so we could announce it on the broadcast."

"Good ol' Liz," Warren smiled. "We don't mind, but the only problem is some dear friends of ours probably found out from you. Guys, this just happened. Really. We planned to call all of you."

"Oh, and Jessica?" Sophia said to the camera. "Get ready to be a maid of honor!"

"Now, back to the skating-you guys are in second place, but could win the gold if you win the free dance."

"Never happen," Warren laughed. "We'll be happy to stay on the podium. In fact, we'll be delirious."

"No international judging panel has seen our free dance, since we've only done it at Nationals," Sophia told him. "It's a bit out of the ordinary, and we're just hoping we don't get hammered for it."

"We love it, and we think the folks watching will love it. We don't know about the judges," Warren added.

"So, we just want to skate our best and see what happens. Quite frankly, Dave, we're having way too much fun to worry about placements and medals," Sophia said.

"Ah, that's right, it's your first Olympics," Dave said. "Besides the whole getting engaged thing, are you enjoying yourselves? Getting out to some of the events?"

"Yeah," Warren said. "We've seen skiing, bobsled. After we're done tomorrow, we have tickets to the ski jumping the next day, and we're really looking forward to it."

"We saw the Men's Downhill a week ago, and somehow found ourselves in the midst of a bunch of rowdy Austrians cheering for Gerhard Weichenbauer. What a trip that was," Sophia said.

"Watching ski-racing with a bunch of happy Austrians well-supplied with bratwurst and beer is about the most fun you can have outside in the snow," Warren quipped.

"And, of course, we watched our friends Andrea and Brett, and Jack Garrison, skate so well. We're also good friends with Jennie Sellers and Denis Poulin, so watching them win was fun," Sophia added.

"Did Olga Bradochkina say anything to you after the OD?" Dave asked.

"She was the first person to congratulate us. She's much nicer and more classy than American skating fans realize." Warren told him.

"Really! Well, congratulations to you two, for the performance and the engagement, and good luck tomorrow night." Dave said.

"Thanks!"

Sophia and Warren walked out of the arena, ready to celebrate their skate-and, of course, their engagement.

SKATING FOR GOLD (Chapter 101)

"So, have you set a date?" Mrs. Kelleher asked Warren and Sophia. They were getting a late supper after the OD.

"Well, we've got two possibilities. We have to get married in the summer. Late July or August," Warren said.

"After the tours end, so all our skating friends can be there," Sophia clarified.

"So," Warren continued, "We have two choices. We can get married this summer, which means we'd get married before the baby came, but Sophia would be walking down the aisle very pregnant. Or, we wait until next summer-which means the baby gets born to unmarried parents, but Sophia won't be getting married in a frilly tent."

Sophia giggled. "Also, waiting a year gives us more time to plan."

"So, that's what you're leaning towards?" Peg asked them.

"Yup. We'll make a final decision after the Olympics," Sophia told her.

"I'm just so glad it's actually going to happen," Peg smiled.

"You got that right!" Ellen chimed in.

Sophia and Warren laughed. "We agree," Sophia said.

Sophia suitemates in the Olympic village, Andrea and Liz, had gone out dancing, giving Sophia and Warren a couple of hours where they wouldn't be disturbing anyone. They enjoyed themselves and each other, and fell asleep in each other's arms.

Sophia emerged from her room in the morning. "Liz? Andrea? Are you guys here?"

"Yeah" Liz called from her room.

"Me too," said Andrea.

"OK, Warren's here, so you might want to be decent when you emerge," Sophia giggled.

"Oh, must we?" Andrea joked. They all came out and decided to get some breakfast together.

"You guys ready?" Liz asked them over breakfast.

"Yes, we are!" Sophia told her.

Sophia put her hair in rollers after breakfast, while Warren caught them both up on some of the internet postings. Then they were ready to head to the rink.

The final group had five skaters. Sophia and Warren were smack in the middle, the third pair to skate, after Sharon and Steve and the Canadians, and before the two Russian couples.

As they took the ice for the warmup, the French were in first. They had been all the way in sixth before the free dance, however, so weren't a factor for the medals.

The warmup ended, and the final group was ready to skate. Sharon Nicholas and Steve Coleman were the first to skate of the final group. Warren and Sophia liked their program-skated to the soundtrack from some heroic-warrior movie-but knew it had some deficiencies. The judges saw that, too-Steve and Sharon were placed behind the French.

The Canadians, Renee and Christian, were next. Sophia and Warren made sure to stand by the boards and watched, because they were very fond of the soul/funk free dance that their friends had come up with. It was upbeat, and energetic, and the crowd loved it. Most of the judging panel at least liked it, as seven of the nine judges put them in first place.

Warren and Sophia took the ice, took their starting positions, and waited for Dire Straits' "Romeo and Juliet" to start. It did, and Warren skated down the length of the ice to meet Sophia, as their program began.

Compared to Nationals-where they got 7 perfect sixes for the presentation mark-this was better. Technically they had upped the ante a bit more in the weeks after nationals. Artistically, this was a free, uninhibited, attacking performance. They hit each position, performed each step, executed each turn and edge, with an easy grace and style.

They finished the program in a happy, excited embrace. They skated off, greeted June and Kathy, and waited for their marks.

"Can't do it any better than that," Kathy told them. The technical marks came up. Mostly 5.7s and a few 5.8s.

"Not a problem," June said. "These will go up," she said, waiting for the presentation marks.

They did-in fact, there were three more sixes. They moved into first place on every judge's card.

"Waitaminnit…did we just win an Olympic medal?" Warren asked.

Kathy checked out the ordinals. "Yup. Actually, Yatserova and Vaglach can't catch you, so, you've won no worse than silver."

"OHMYGOD!!!" Sophia shouted in realization. She tackled Warren, as the crowd roared, realizing that Sophia and Warren were in the medals. They practically bounced out of the kiss and cry, backstage, where they were congratulated by friends.

"Highest finish in the Olympics by an American ice dance team in history, you know," Kathy said.

"And you could still be the first American gold medallists," June pointed out.

"Don't count on that," Sophia smiled.

Yatserova and Vaglach were the second-to-last to skate. When their marks came up, Sophia and Warren heard, from down the hall backstage, the delighted whoops of Renee and Christian. They had defeated Yatserova and Vaglach, and thus would stay on the podium.

Olga Bradochkina and Nikolai Zhargov, four-time World Champions, were the last to skate. They hadn't lost a competition in four years. Heck, they had never lost a phase of a competition until yesterday. They were shoo-ins, the gold would be theirs, no doubt. That was the assumption.

Olga and Nikolai were skating a typically-intense program to typically-intense music. They were technically brilliant, They were demonstrative and overdone. They were…Bradochkina and Zhargov. It was the same stuff they had been doing for four years. It had always won.

Olga and Nikolai left the ice, to the kiss and cry, happy with their performance. They waited for the marks. The technical marks were very high. The presentation marks were, however, lower than Sophia and Warren's. This was close. They waited for the ordinals, as Warren and Sophia did backstage.

Kathy was figuring them out. "Olga and Nikolai got…first…first…second…second…first…

Second…second…first…first." She sighed. "One judge."

"Huh?" Warren asked.

"Olga and Nikolai beat you by one judge. You lost the gold medal on a five-four split."

"We DID?" Sophia asked in amazement. Before they had a chance to digest that, the TV people wanted an interview.

As they suspected, that was the first thing they were asked about: "You lost the gold medal by one judge. Your thoughts?"

"We're amazed," laughed Sophia. "We expected nine. Hey, we're the first ever American ice dancers to win a sliver medal at the Olympics. Does anyone expect us to be upset?"

"We're thrilled," Warren reiterated. "We knew we had won at least a silver after we came off the ice. That was shock enough. We never figured on gold, never, ever, not for a second."

"Plus, it gives us something to shoot for four years from now!" Sophia pointed out.

"We're not going anywhere. Well, we're going to have a baby, but after that, we'll be back," Warren laughed.

They were genuinely happy for Olga and Nikolai. They were thrilled that Christian and Renee had made it to the podium. And they were ecstatic for themselves.

The newly-engaged, parents-to-be, Olympic silver medallists stepped up on the podium, accepted their medals, and beamed with pride.

"Does it get any better than this?" Warren asked.

"Yes," said an eavesdropping Olga Bradochkina, "but you'll have to wait four years to find out!"

"That's OK. This is heaven enough for now," Sophia told her.

THE OLYMPIC EXPERIENCE (Chapter 102)

"One of the best things about being a dancer is that it's Tuesday, the Olympics don't end until Sunday, and we are done!" Sophia was saying.

"Har-dee-har-har" replied Liz Cushman, who didn't start until the next day. "Besides which, you still have to do the exhibition on Saturday."

"Yeah, but that's easy, the pressure's off," said Warren.

"Thanks. Thanks a lot," Liz said.

"Hey, you're going to be fine, you know," Sophia told Liz. "You've been skating like a house a fire all year. Just think of Rich, and attack, eh?"

Liz giggled. "I generally do think of attacking when I think of Rich, yes."

–

Sophia and Warren spent the day just wandering from venue to venue. They started at the ski jumping, watched some bobsled, and then some speed skating. The next day was more of the same, starting on the mountain with some skiing.

That evening, it was time for the ladies' short program.

Christine Arsenault was the first of the main contenders to skate, and she was clean as a whistle. The current world champion, Olga Privolchina, was also clean. The German champion, Dagmar Schrade, and the young phenom from the Ukraine, Svetlana Tamaschenko, also skated well.

Elizabeth Cushman was the last of the favorites to skate. The best artistic skater in the world, she was consistent and reliable in the short program. She started her program, began with a gorgeous spin, and then launched into her usual combination, the triple lutz-double toe. She had been using that as her combination for years.

Not this time. "That was a triple toe!" Warren screamed to Sophia. "She did a triple-triple!" and it was clean. The triple flip and double axel were clean, as well, and the spins were solid. The spiral sequence was gorgeous, the choreography impeccable and perfectly delivered.

Liz Cushman moved into first place on every judge's card.

"Where did that triple lutz-triple toe come from?" Warren asked Liz at breakfast the next morning.

"Oh, I've been working on that for months," Liz told him.

"Heck, Liz, you've been working on it for years. But I'm amazed Frank let you put it in a program!"

"He didn't have a choice," Liz laughed. "I told him at the beginning of the year-we aren't going to beat Privolchina with just a puny triple toe-triple toe; and I knew Christine had better triple-triples than that, too. Because of my second mark, a dead heat goes to me, but I wasn't getting any dead heats. So, I told Frank, and my Dad, and my agent, and everybody-by the time we got to the Olympics, we were going to have more than that. All or nothing, that's my motto. I didn't come here to win another silver medal."

"I'm impressed. Balls-to-the-wall aggressive isn't your usual deal, Liz."

"Didn't used to be, you mean. Look, I love Frank, and Lori my choreographer, and my family, and my agent, and all-but sometimes I think that I'm surrounded by a support team that thinks that creating great art and making a statement is more important than winning. You're a skater, you know how convoluted the whole art/sport argument can get."

"Yeah. Maybe even more for ice dancers. Romeo and Juliet was a chance, and a chance based on making an artistic statement-but our OD, while satisfying to us artistically, was designed to win, no doubt about it."

"Right. And I can guarantee that, four years from now, you will only be concerned with winning. You've got your silver medal, right? Well, that's how I feel. Frank and Lori brought me their ideas for my programs last summer, and they were going on and on about how beautiful and inventive and this and that they were; and I said to them, 'I only have one question. Can I win with these?' I think they were shocked."

"I bet. You never used to talk like that."

"You're right, but coming in here with a silver medal from four years ago, plus two silver medals from the last two World Championships-I'm tired of it. We've been playing it safe, trying to do just enough technically and eke out wins based on the second mark. No more. I am the best female singles skater in the world. I aim to prove it."

"I take it that means there are more surprises in the long program?"

"Ah, Warren, my boy, you ain't seen nothin' yet! Especially since I skate first in the final group tomorrow night. I plan to lay down one hell of a gauntlet."

Later that day, Warren and Sophia were on the ski slopes, watching the ladies' slalom.

"Shawna apologized to you?" Warren asked.

"Yes, and she seemed sincere. I guess she's having some serious problems. She's decided to see a psychiatrist. She didn't elaborate, but she told me she's been a mess. She did apologize, and was practically in tears when she did it." Sophia told him.

"Good. Going to the newspapers like she did seemed so out of character."

"I know. I just hope she can work out whatever she is having a problem with."

"Me, too."

"Hey, look," Sophia said, "it's Otto and Wilhelm and their friends. HEY OTTO!" They waved, and Otto beckoned them over. They happily went.

"Guten Morgen," Otto said. "How are my two favorite American ice dancers?"

"Great, how are you?" Warren said.

"Fantastic. I must confess. We hadn't planned to, but Wilhelm and I and a few of the rest of us managed to get tickets for the finals of the Ice Dancing. It was wonderful. Congratulations."

"Thank you," Sophia said. "You came because of us?" Otto nodded. "How sweet!"

"It was quite enjoyable," Otto told them. "I don't understand how it's judged, but it certainly is fun to watch."

"Most of us who do it don't understand how it's judged," Warren told him wryly. "We're glad you enjoyed it, in any case."

"And you are engaged, I understand?" Otto said.

"Yes," Sophia beamed, showing him the ring.

"Congratulations again. You have been a couple for very long?"

"Five years next month, and I'm pregnant, so it was time," Sophia giggled.

"So, who are we cheering for today, Liesl Schraeder?" Warren asked him.

"You got it!" Otto replied happily.

Warren and Sophia grabbed their seats for the ladies' final. They were sitting with Jack Garrison and his wife, Andrea and Brett, Sharon Nicholas and Steve Coleman, and a few others. Right in front of them were Rich, and Liz's parents. They all chatted happily, and watched the earlier groups.

Then, it was time for the final group. Liz came out for the warmup, all business, ticking off jumps. She left early, as she was the first to skate in the final group.

Her music started, and she did some breathtaking footwork to begin, and then launched into her customary first jump, the double axel. Except that she didn't do a double axel-she did a triple, and it was textbook.

"Did she just do what I think she just did?" Mr. Cushman asked the air.

"She sure did!" Sophia said.

And Liz Cushman was not finished. She did the triple lutz-triple toe again, and threw in a triple salchow, triple loop. Eight triples, absolutely perfectly done, with her customary style and grace and artistry. The arena was on its feet a minute before she got done.

"That is the single best ladies' figure skating performance of all time. No doubt. It was like Midori Ito and Kristi Yamaguchi all wrapped up together," Jack Garrison proclaimed.

The marks were incredible. A bunch of sixes-with five skaters still left to skate. Liz Cushman was beatable, but it would take a superhuman effort to beat her.

Olga Privolchina did not have a superhuman effort in her. She saw Liz's scores come up, took the ice, and completely fell apart, missing jump after jump.

Svetlana Tamaschenko, not expected to do anything at this Olympics, didn't feel any pressure. The sixteen-year-old newcomer still needed artistic development, but was pleasant and engaging, and ticked off all the jumps in her list. She didn't beat Liz, but she unexpectedly blew by the world champion, Privolchina.

Christine Arsenault was the last skater of the evening. In her mind, she conceded the gold to Liz, but thought to herself, fine. If I hit everything, I win a silver. That's exactly what she did. She hit everything, skated perfectly, and got her own standing ovation. She was right, it wasn't enough to beat Liz, but it was enough to win the silver.

The exhibitions were the next day. Sophia and Warren, like all the gold and silver medal winners, had been asked to do two. They opened the show, then the 5th through 3rd place finishers skated, then the silver and gold medalists again. Liz would be the last to skate.

Sophia and Warren were the third ones out there for their first skate. They did the number they had done at Nationals, "Come Dancing", and it went over well. They enjoyed the other skaters and then, a couple hours later, took the ice for their second exhibition.

This was the special one they had prepared for the Olympics, they had never done this one before. They chose to skate to "Thunder Road" by Bruce Springsteen-but not the "regular" version. They chose the live version, the one on Springsteen's live Box Set, an acoustic version that just had Bruce's voice, a piano, and snatches of harmonica and glockenspiel. No drums, no bass, no rhythm guitar-all the rhythm of the piece was in the piano and vocal. It was there, but it took some imagination and skill to find it, and dance to it. Sophia and Warren had imagination, and they had skill, and this song and this version of it had long been one of their favorites. They keyed on every one of Roy Bittan's piano arpeggios, and they keyed on the passion and cadence in Bruce Springsteen's voice, and they danced. They broke every rule there was, and twisted the definition of ice dance into a pretzel-and they created magic. The applause, when they were done, was thunderous.

QUIET TIME (Chapter 103)

"Oh, sweetie, it has been too long," Warren said as Sophia sank into his arms on his bed in the dorm room at Wisconsin.

"Don't I know it," agreed Sophia. She snuggled into his arms. "Things have been so hectic."

The Olympics had ended two weeks earlier. There had been parades in both their hometowns, Oceanview and Madison. Sophia had gone to the doctor for a full checkup. They had to catch up on their schoolwork. There was a meeting with their advisors about taking a sabbatical next year, which was easily approved. Plus, they had Worlds, which were now less than a month away. Quiet private time was hard to come by.

But, now they had managed to grab some. They were lying in bed together, after supper on a Friday night. Warren was running his fingers gently over Sophia's breast.

"Mmmmmmm…" Sophia purred. "Ah, those magic fingers, how I've missed them," she giggled.

Warren just smiled at her, and dropped his hand. He brought it up under her shirt, and stopped at her stomach, running his hand across it.

"You're not showing yet, Pookie, but I sure as heck can feel something going on here," Warren said.

"Yeah, it's a little bigger. Definitely harder and firmer." Sophia swallowed hard and looked at Warren. "Warren, honey, when I get all big and fat and stuff, will you…I mean…"

"Still want you?" Warren laughed. "Here's a secret for you-lots of guys find pregnant women incredibly sexy. Including me."

"Really?"

"Oh, yeah. Quite honestly, I can't wait." His hand had moved back up onto her breast. "Even these get bigger. That'll be fun."

"Oh, yeah, like I need more up there!"

"Don't get me wrong, I ain't complainin', but I ain't going to be looking any gift horses in the mouth, either."

"Pig!"

"You know it," Warren smiled at her. "You know what else happens to pregnant women?"

"What?"

"They get hornier."

Sophia laughed. "Another rather unnecessary benefit, don't you think? You'd better conserve your strength, Snugglebear." She got serious, and sighed. "You know what? I just realized something-I know next to nothing about pregnancy. You know more than I do."

"Well, future doctor, what can I say? However, there's books, you know. What to expect when you're pregnant, stuff like that."

"Hmmm. Can we hit a bookstore tomorrow?"

"Don't see why not. Not right now, though-I've got other things on my mind." He increased the pressure on her breast.

"Yeah, you've got something other than a book in your hand, too. Mmmmmmm…"

He withdrew his hand, ignoring her pout, and quickly discarded her shirt. He undid her bra, and lowered his mouth down to her nipple.

"Oh…yeah…you'd better enjoy this while it lasts, Snugglebear, in about six months you have to loan those things out."

He looked up at her. "Planning on breastfeeding?"

"Absolutely."

"Good. The pediatrician in me wholeheartedly approves."

"I knew he would."

"Luckily, however, they're still mine right now." Sophia giggled as he lowered his mouth back down.

"Oh, honey, they might not be much bigger yet, but they are definitely more sensitive," Sophia commented. Warren responded by rapidly drumming his tongue over her nipple. "Oh, shit, yeah, way more sensitive. Oh my God…" Warren reached up with his hand and massaged the nipple he wasn't nibbling on, as Sophia moaned and writhed beneath him.

As her breathing came out in ragged gasps, Warren quickly reached under her skirt, and pulled her panties down. She moaned as his fingers traced her labia, as his mouth continued on her breast. He slipped a finger in, and, almost immediately, she stiffened and howled out her pleasure.

"That was quick!" Warren said with amusement.

"Oh, you had me walking the edge for a couple minutes with your attention to my boobs. I knew it wouldn't take much," she smiled. She reached up and pulled Warren's shirt off, then went for his belt buckle. He helped her get him naked, and then got her panties and skirt all the way off.

"Lie down," she said suddenly, sitting up.

"Hm?"

"You heard me!" She pushed him gently down back onto the bed, and then leaned over his crotch. She ran her tongue up and down his still-flaccid cock, until it started to become increasingly less flaccid. "Lookie here, he's waking up!" Sophia giggled. She engulfed him in her mouth, feeling him swell up as she ran her tongue all around him.

"Oh, yeah, he's awake," Warren smiled.

"Good. Here, occupy yourself," Sophia said with a grin, and moved one of her legs over to the other side of him, and straddled him. Then, she lowered himself onto his face. She immediately felt his tongue run the length of her pussy, and she moaned around his cock. Warren's hands came up and gripped her hips, pulling her closer in, as his tongue-lashing on her pussy grew in intensity. Sophia moaned and squeaked, but didn't let up on his cock, deep-throating him and sliding up and down.

Suddenly, she ground her pussy into Warren's mouth, screeching as she devoured his cock, and then she stiffened. She grabbed around his legs, digging her fingers into his thighs, as she spasmed on top of him. Through all this, she never let up on his cock, and he quickly followed, spurting his cum into her throat. That, plus his unceasing work on her pussy, sent her into orbit a second time as she completely milked him.

"Oh my fucking head," she exclaimed as she rolled off of him, still panting.

"I know what you mean." Warren said. "Man, you wear me out."

"The feeling, my love, is mutual." She crawled up so she was lying next to him. "I think Mr. Happy needs a rest," she said, looking down. "I think I do, too," she admitted.

"Come here," he pulled her on top of him, and wrapped his arms around her. She snuggled her head into his chest.

"Ah, this is so nice," Sophia said. "Honey?"

"Yeah?"

"Thank you."

"You're welcome. For what?"

She giggled at that. "For making my life complete, that's for what."

"I can thank you for the same thing, you know."

"I was talking to Liz, after she won, in our room. She said that her Olympics had been so much better than her first one. And there were a lot of reasons for that-she won, she stayed in the village, she made sure she had more fun with what was going on-but she said the biggest and best change was that Rich was there with her. She said she was jealous of me that, not only were you there, you were going through everything with me, step by step, including competing. It made me realize how lucky I am."

"Yeah, I thought of that myself. Actually, I realized it during the pairs."

"Huh?"

"Watching the Canadians. They're as in love as we are, and it shows, and they must have had the same thrill we did, to be able to share this with the person you love."

"Yeah, you're right. The greatest two weeks of my life, that's for sure, and all the better because you were there with me."

"Amen."

Sophia looked down, and giggled. "Mr. Happy seems to have recuperated."

"Well, you've been grabbing at him for the past five minutes."

"Yup. Warren, make love to me, please."

He rolled her over. "Gladly." She spread her legs to allow him to enter her, which he did, slowly and deliberately.

She smiled up at him as he moved in and out of her, still pacing himself. "I love you, Warren. I love this with you."

He grinned down at her. "You just remember that when we're an old married couple with seven screaming kids. Heck, you just remember that when we've got the one screaming kid."

"I don't plan on ever forgetting it," she said. "Oooooooh…oh fuck…"

"You are the most beautiful thing in the world."

"Uhhhh…mmmmmmm…I'll bet you say that to all the girls…"

"Nope."

"You're so sweet." She reached up and wrapped her arms around his neck. "I love you so much," she whispered in his ear. "Oh, God, Warren…oh, harder, honey, faster…unnngggghhhhh…"

He picked up the pace, but just a bit, trying to build them both up. Sophia's squeals got louder and more frequent as Warren slowly and deliberately fucked her.

"Oh God Oh God…not much longer now…oh yeah…almost…" Sophia gasped, and then screamed, her orgasm taking over. Warren kept pumping right through her orgasm. As she gasped and moaned, he built up to his own cum, which quickly came.

"Shit," Sophia said after Warren climbed off of her. She touched her stomach. "I wonder what Sprout thinks off all this bouncing around?"

Warren laughed. "Sprout probably got more bouncing when you were jumping up and down after we won the medal… and after Liz won the medal… and after we got engaged."

Sophia laughed. "You got a point, darling."

"Just as long as Sprout knows how much Daddy loves Mommy, that's all that matters."

Sophia leaned over and kissed him. "You're still so sweet!"

THE POLITICS OF DANCING (Novel 104)

Warren and Sophia did make it to the bookstore, in a mall near campus. They bought all kinds of books on pregnancy and parenthood. Warren bought a couple of romances to read on the plane to London for Worlds.

"You're the only guy I know that reads romances," Sophia giggled.

"Hey, I like 'em."

They went to the food court to get some lunch.

"Ah, this is so nice," Sophia said as they sat down with their meals. "Just to take an afternoon to go shopping. Since we got back from the Olympics, we've done nothing more than study and practice skating for Worlds."

"Yup. But Worlds is the week after next, and then we'll get to rest a bit. Especially when school ends."

"Yeah, then I just get to have a baby. Some rest."

"True, but you'll get to rest before the baby comes. You'll have me to wait on you hand and foot, remember."

"Oh goody!" She took a bite of her salad. "Olga and Nikolai aren't going to Worlds, that's been confirmed. They're pros now."

"Which makes us the favorites."

"Yeah, but I don't count on that. Not until I see the judging panel," Sophia said.

"Good point."

"Hey, look over there!" Sophia said.

"What?"

"A maternity shop!"

"You want to look around after we eat?"

"Yeah! I do need maternity clothes."

"Sure, if they've got the summer ones out."

They did, and Sophia found quite a few things. "You know, some of this stuff is cute!" Sophia said. "I figured I'd be looking for the best-colored tent, but these are actual clothes. Bigger, but actual clothes."

"Yeah, you picked out some good stuff. Of course, you'd look good in a burlap sack."

"You just keep remembering to flatter me when I get all fat and uncoordinated."

"Won't forget it for a second."

Sophia was 3 1/2 months pregnant by the time Worlds started, but she still felt fine. "No problems," she told a group of their friends at lunch before the competition started. "The morning sickness is gone, and I'm not big enough to get any of the aches and pains yet, and my energy is fantastic."

"And we've been skating really well," Warren added.

They nailed all their practices, and were ready for the compulsories. They finished second, behind the Canadians Damphier and Gaudler, in the first compulsory.

The second compulsory was the quickstep, one of their better ones, but it was also a good one for Renee and Christian. "Second would be fine," Warren said. "We'll be right where we want to be."

They didn't finish second. They didn't finish first. They finished fifth. They skated perfectly, a compulory that a month earlier had defeated every couple here except Renee and Christian-and, here, it finished fifth.

"Fifth! They've got to be kidding!" Warren fumed backstage.

"Look at the panel," Kathy, one of their coaches, said. "Russia, France, Germany, Ukraine. On a CD panel with only seven judges, that was enough. The other three judges had you in second."

"In other words, it was rigged," Sophia said.

"You got it."

"Thus endeth all hopes for a world championship," Warren said disgustedly.

The judging panel for the OD and free dance ended up with enough judges from the Judging Mafia to control the panel. Warren and Sophia managed to finish second in the OD, but still weren't happy. "No way that OD should ever lose to Yatserova and Vaglach unless we fall down three times," Sophia said.

"Yeah, and they set it up so that the French can beat us in the free dance, and drop us down to third."

That's exactly what happened. Yatserova and Vaglach won the gold medal, with the French in second. Warren and Sophia finished third.

"Unbelievable," Warren said.

"The good thing is, I heard a couple of officials from the USFSA making one hell of a stink," Kathy told them. "Won't change the results, but…"

"Sometimes this sport gives me an ulcer," Sophia said.

They were fairly mild-mannered in the television interview, but admitted they were "disappointed and baffled by the results," as Sophia put it.

"Do you think that there is collusion amongst certain judges?' the interviewer asked them.

"What we think is that the ISU should be asking those questions, that's what we think," Warren said.

"When do you think you'll be back skating after the baby is born?" the interviewer asked. "By Nationals?"

"Definitely by Nationals, if not sooner, but that's if we decide to come back," Sophia said.

"You might not?" the interviewer said, surprised.

"We need to decide if the aggravation is worth it," Warren said.

Flying home from London, they were determined not to get down about it.

"Hey, we won a silver medal at the Olympics, so it's been a good year," Warren said.

"Yeah, and we'll knock 'em dead with Riverdance next year!" Sophia said.

FUTURE PLANS (Chapter 105)

Sophia and Warren weren't back from Worlds long before Warren's phone rang. It was Curtis Ingalls, the president of the US Figure Skating Association.

"Warren, were you guys serious?"

"About what?"

"About not coming back next year."

Warren sighed. "Well, you know Sophia's pregnant."

"Yeah, but, I thought you were going to shoot for Nationals. If you take the whole year off, it could damage your standing," Curtis pointed out.

"Oh, Curtis, if we take next year off, that would be it for us, for eligible competition. We'd just go to school. Or, we could go to Stars on Ice-we've already had an offer."

Curtis didn't say anything for a minute. "Wait a minute…you're thinking retirement? I thought you had already decided to stay in for four years?"

"That was before we got screwed at Worlds."

"That's not going to happen again."

"You can't guarantee that, Curtis. Not as long as the ISU is headed by that moron The Speedskater, and controlled by all the Russians whispering in his ear." The Speedskater was a derogatory term used by figure skaters to describe the head of the International Skating Union, who had come from the speedskating side of the sport.

"That's going to change, Warren. Trust me on that one, OK?"

"Curtis, I like you. You're a good man. We'll think about it, is all I can promise."

"All right. Should we schedule you guys for the Grand Prix?"

"Cup of Russia and NHK, because those are the last two. But that's tentative, we don't know if Sophia will be ready to skate by then."

"Fair enough." Curtis sighed. "Now I know what Dennis Anderson feels like."

"Dennis Anderson?"

"He's the head of the Canadian federation. Damphier and Gaudler are going pro, because they're tired of it, too."

"Damn. Well, they've been screwed for longer than we have!"

"True."

Sophia got a phone call later that week from the Canadian pairs skater Jennie Sellers.

"How are you feeling?" Jennie asked her.

"Fine. Morning sickness is gone, and I'm not in the 'I feel fat' stage yet."

Jennie giggled. "Did you hear about Christian and Renee?"

"Yeah. Truth be told, we've considered it."

"Ice dance judging can be maddening, even to those of us just watching," Jennie agreed. "Anyhow, Renee and Christian have decided to sit on their decision for a year. They are going to take next year off, do Stars on Ice and some of the pro-ams, but not do anything that would cost them their eligibility just yet."

"Ah," Sophia said. "Skate Canada putting the screws in?"

"And how. Us, too. We had originally planned to stay in, because we didn't expect to win a gold medal. Now, we're not sure, and Skate Canada is begging us to stay in, for the next four years."

"That bad?"

"Sophia, where are the next Olympics being held?"

"Ah," Sophia replied. "I get it." The next Olympics were in Quebec City.

"Yup. Defending gold medallists, going for a second in skating-mad Canada? The federation, understandably, wants that. And, with Denis being Quebecois, that's even better." Denis Poulin was her partner. "So, we'd have not just Canadian champions, but a Francophone Canadian champion, in Quebec City, defending his championship. Denis is from Trois-Rivieres, which is close enough to Quebec City. It would be a scene."

Sophia had to smile. "Jennie, you actually sound like the idea appeals to you."

"Truthfully, you're right. And it really appeals to Denis. We're going to take it year by year, but we're considering staying eligible. Now, if the next Olympics were anywhere else, we wouldn't. But it would be a trip, especially for Denis."

"That's a good point to consider. For us, as well-Quebec City is pretty close to Boston."

"That it is."

Warren and Sophia were on the ice, a few weeks before the end of the school year.

"Oy," Sophia said, "I may not be showing much yet, but my center of balance is definitely changing."

"I noticed," Warren agreed. "Especially during that last lift."

"You just make sure you don't drop me," Sophia smirked at him. "Precious cargo, and all that."

"You guys better think about getting off the ice soon," Kathy called over to them.

"Soon," Sophia agreed. "But I can still skate for a bit yet, and we need to get these programs figured out. If we want to make it to Cup of Russia, they have to be done before I get off the ice."

"I think you're nuts to even think about that," Kathy told them. "Shoot for Nationals."

"We might," Sophia said. "But, if we can make it to the Grand Prix, we want to. We're going to need the money," she admitted ruefully.

"And, making sure these programs are choreographed now, before we get off the ice, allows us to keep our options open," Warren pointed out.

"I am glad that Riverdance is almost done, though," Sophia giggled. "It's beginning to test my stamina."

"I'll bet," Kathy snorted. "That program is brutal even if you're not four and a half months pregnant!"

"You got that right," Warren agreed. "And I should know, because I'm not four and a half months pregnant." Sophia giggled and gave him a swat. "Thanks, honey," he said with a smirk. "At least the OD is more sedate." The Original Dance next year was a waltz, and Warren and Sophia were going to skate to "In Between Dances," a gorgeous slow country waltz by Pam Tillis.

"It is more sedate," Sophia agreed. "I can practice this for a while yet. I think we might have to skip the lifts for now, though!"

"I agree," Warren said. "I didn't bargain on lifting two of you."

Sophia swatted him again.

BACK HOME AGAIN (Chapter 106)

Sophia and Warren were on the Massachusetts Turnpike headed for Oceanview. It was the middle of May.

"Remind me never to drive from Wisconsin to Massachusetts with a pregnant woman ever again," Warren grumbled good-naturedly.

"Was it that trying, dear?" Sophia smirked at him.

"It's just that I think I wore out the brakes. I've heard 'honey, pull over' so much in the last two days that I think I'll be hearing it in my sleep."

"Fine. You try sitting in a car for two days with a fetus sitting on your bladder."

"For that, my dear, the person carrying said fetus would have to be sitting on my lap. And, as delightful as that sounds, it would, no doubt, hinder my driving."

"Pig!"

"You know it." He grinned at her. "So, now that we're at home, are we finally going to schedule another ultrasound?"

"Already did it. Talked to my doctor at home last week. We have an appointment next Tuesday, with ultrasound."

"Great"

"So…are we gonna find out?"

"Find out what?"

"You know," Sophia grinned, "the ol' pink or blue thing."

Warren thought about that for a minute. "You want to?"

"I think so. It would make buying stuff easier."

"I suppose."

"Don't you agree? You wouldn't want to buy pink stuff and then have a boy, would you?"

Warren grinned. "Sophia, what color is the shirt I'm wearing?"

"Pink," Sophia said with a giggle.

"Right. I'm an ice dancer. I cry at sappy movies. I'm not a gender-role kind of guy."

"Hmmm. I never thought of it that way, but you've got a point."

"Although, I will agree, for a baby, you might have to do some of that. Because you sure as hell can't tell what they are by looking. If we have a girl and dress it in blue, nobody will know it's a girl and assume that we have A Boy Named Sue."

Sophia cracked up at that.

"However, I would like to know," Warren admitted.

"What do you want?" Sophia asked.

"It really doesn't matter. If I was pressed, I'd probably say girl."

"Really?"

"Really. I like girls."

"Uh-huh," Sophia smirked.

"Boy would be fun, girl would be fun. I don't care. What about you?"

"The same. As long as it's healthy. I would like to know, though," she grinned, "so we can play the what-to-name-it game."

"True."

They pulled up in front of Sophia's house. Ellen and Kate were there to greet them.

"Well, if it ain't Grandma and Aunt Kate!" Warren teased.

"You just stop it," Ellen grinned at him. "Hi, honey," she said to Sophia. "How are you feeling?"

"Not bad, considering. I have, however, become on intimate terms with every bathroom between Madison and Boston. Yeesh."

"Ah, the ol' bladder pressure. I remember it well."

After Warren and Kate loaded Sophia's stuff downstairs, Ellen fixed them all lemonade.

"So, how are you adjusting to this?" Ellen asked.

"You know what? I'm getting excited," Sophia admitted. "Even with the whole we're-too-young thing, it's exciting."

"I've been excited from day one," Warren said. "Course, I don't have to carry the little bugger."

"You're right," Sophia smirked.

"Hey, Kate," Warren said, "Sophia tells me you've changed your college plans."

"Yeah," Kate said. "I'm going to the Massachusetts College of Art. I decided to try to be an actual painter before settling for teaching art."

"Great," Warren said. "What made you change your mind?"

"A lot of things. I wouldn't mind teaching, but it's not what I really want to do. I want to paint. Plus, Mrs. Bennett-she's my art teacher at the high school-she entered a couple of my paintings in a state-wide show for high school students, and they got raves. I also got raves from the admissions department at Mass Art. All that convinced me that I might be able to actually make a living at this."

"I think that's fantastic," Sophia said.

"Plus," Kate said with a sly grin, "I figure if two part-time scrub ice dancers can win a medal at the Olympics, anything's possible."

"HEY!" Warren shouted in mock-indignation. "I resemble that remark!"

"Listen, Missy, when you get judged the second-best painter in the world-and have a silver medal to prove it-then you can crack wise," Sophia teased.

"Well, I was judged number one in the state, in watercolors-second in oils. Of course, there were no Russian judges on the panel."

"Lucky for you," Warren grinned.

"So, how's Dave?" Sophia asked.

"Uh-oh. Touchy subject," Ellen interjected.

"Really?" Sophia was surprised.

"Things are not so good," Kate confirmed. "He doesn't agree with my career decision."

"Why on earth not?" Warren asked.

"That's a good question," Kate replied. "I can't get a straight answer out of him. I don't know if he's jealous that I have the guts to try this and he doesn't, or if he just doesn't think it's a good risk to take. He won't say, but he clams up and changes the subject whenever my painting comes up. And this is new, he used to be completely supportive. It's caused an enormous strain. We haven't broken up yet, but…"

"Wow," Sophia said.

"I should have seen this coming," Kate admitted. "I should have seen this coming when he was having so much problems with Dad being an ogre."

"What does one thing have to do with the other?" Sophia asked.

"Dave doesn't like upset. He's a very orderly person. He likes his ducks all in a row. Going out with a girl who had a father that didn't like him was an upset. His girlfriend throwing caution to the wind is an upset. I love that part of him-I need it, in fact-but he has trouble dealing with the fact that I am not always like that."

"I'll talk to him when I see him," Warren said firmly.

"Ah, Warren, I don't know if that would be a good idea," Kate said worriedly.

"Yeah, it would. Trust me. I'm more orderly than Dave. At least, I used to be. I'm not anymore. I still try to be somewhat orderly, but going with the flow can be very rewarding. Pookie over there taught me that. Dave needs to here that."

"OK," Kate agreed. "As long as you're gentle."

"I always am!"

Sophia was helping Ellen make supper when Dan walked in.

"Dan!" Sophia yelped. "Hey! How's my favorite stepfather?" She wrapped him in a bear hug.

He barely returned it. "Hi Sophia," he said formally. "Good to see you back. What's for supper?" Ellen told him, and Sophia withdrew, confused.

He was like that all through supper-when he talked to Sophia, which wasn't much, he was clipped and restrained. Immediately after supper, he withdrew to his study.

"What's with him?" Sophia asked her mother.

"Don't get me into it. That's something you're going to have to discuss with him."

"OK," Sophia said, and walked over to his study. She knocked on the door, and entered as he yelled, "Come in."

"Hey, Dan. You up for a game of chess?"

"No, thank you."

"How about some TV? The Sox are on. Warren's at his folks, so you're the only other baseball freak around to watch it with," she joked.

"No, thank you."

Sophia thought for a minute, then closed the door. She marched over to the chair next to his desk.

"Sophia, I'm busy."

"You can be busy in a minute. Dan, what is with you?"

"Nothing is 'with' me. I'm just busy."

"Ah. Were you busy at supper, when you could barely say a civil word to me? Were you busy when you first came home, and I hugged you, and you reacted like I had the plague? Dan, I thought we settled things between us last summer."

"Yeah, that was before you went and got yourself knocked up!" Dan blurted out. "Dammit, I didn't mean to say that. I promised your mother."

"Mom's not here. What did you mean by that?"

"I have held my tongue since you told your mother you were pregnant, and I did not mean to stop holding it now."

"Dan, I told you-Mom's not here. You want to say something to me, say it. What is your problem?"

Dan banged his desk, startling Sophia. "My problem is, a nineteen-year-old girl, my stepdaughter, who is unmarried, is careless beyond all comprehension and gets herself knocked up, and I watch everyone around me react like this is a good thing! Kate's all excited. Tara and Eric are all excited. Your mother is all excited, and I understand even your father has nary a contrary word to say! It's maddening!"

"You've known I was pregnant for five months and you never said a word."

"When was I going to say something? The only time I've seen you is at the Olympics. I'm going to say something then? Sophia, I'm not that cruel. I wasn't going to say anything anyway, you dragged it out of me."

"Well, Dan, I come home from college and, my first day back, you treat me like something you scraped off your shoe, and I'm not supposed to notice?"

"I guess I'm not a very good actor."

"No, you're not."

"I suppose it's for the best, anyway. I wasn't looking forward to a year of tiptoeing around you. Of course, everyone else does that around you, why should I be any different?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Dammit, Sophia, you've got everyone in your life twisted around your little finger!" Dan exploded. "Your mother walks on eggshells! Even Warren caters to your every whim! Your mother, all I hear is 'Sophia had a rough adolescence, we need to be careful'. And I know damn well Warren feels the same way, with the added kick that he's probably afraid you'll senselessly dump him again! And now you're pregnant. Nineteen years old-sorry, you're twenty now-and you're pregnant because you fucked up, and I sit here, and I wait for someone to tell you that you're an irresponsible brat! But, no, all I hear is 'we have to support her'. It makes me ill. Sophia, you're a screw-up. Nobody tells you that, and you keep screwing up."

"People tell me I'm a screw up," Sophia whispered.

"Yeah? Like who?"

"Myself."

"Huh?"

Sophia hardened her expression. She would not give him the satisfaction of shedding the tears that were welling up behind her eyes. "Dan, you don't know me at all. Not one little bit. You think you do, but you don't. You think you know why my mother treats me like she does, but you don't. You jump to conclusions based on only a few available facts that don't paint the whole picture."

"Then help me out, Sophia. Why else would your mother react with such equanimity to your pregnancy?"

"Because she got pregnant. Two years younger than I am, and her parents kicked her out of the house. Do you know I never met my Grandparents before they died? They disowned Mom because she got pregnant with me. She married my father because she didn't have a choice. She wasn't going to do that to me. There are worse things than your child getting pregnant too early. She knows that."

"OK. That does explain a lot."

"A lot of things have explanations, Dan, but you don't wait for them."

"Fine, but you knew all that about your mother, you know what she went through, I would think you'd be more cautious that the same things don't happen to you! Dammit, Sophia, I thought you were responsible. How could you react to this pregnancy so well?"

Sophia looked down. "I didn't."

"Excuse me?"

"I didn't. I was devastated. I was going to abort."

Dan was incredulous. "You were?"

"Yeah. Don't you think I realize that this was a screw-up?"

"I guess I didn't. I guess I figured that you were in the 'someone will fix my mess for me' mindset."

"Not even a little bit."

"What made you decide not to abort?"

"Warren."

"Warren? He talked you into having the baby?"

Sophia smiled a little. "He didn't have to. I saw his eyes when I told him. He is the one person in this whole thing who did react with nothing but delight."

Dan snorted. "What is he, nuts?"

Sophia had to laugh. "No, he's not nuts. He's in love with me. He also, let us not forget, adores kids."

"Oh, that's right-studying to be a pediatrician."

"Right. Plus, a lot has happened to us in the past few years."

"What does that have to do with it?"

"It's affected his mindset."

"How so?"

"He said to me, not long ago, that he's dealt with losing me, therapy because of that, being beaten and raped, therapy because of that, juggling a brutal class schedule and high-level figure skating, and the arbitrary capriciousness of Russian ice dance judges." Dan cracked up laughing. Sophia grinned, and continued, "He said, compared to all that, having a kid will be a piece of cake."

Dan laughed louder. "He's in for a rude awakening, you know."

"I know," Sophia grinned. "He'll find out."

"Yup," Dan agreed.

"Not really, though," Sophia admitted. "We both know what we're getting into. And, I must admit, I have my days when the prospect of becoming a mother scares me to death. I'm sure even Warren feels that way sometimes, although he'll never admit it. But, really, think about it-we're both rape survivors. I'm an abuse survivor. We lost our way with each other. We got robbed of a world championship by blind judges." Dan cracked up again. "You think about all that-and bringing a new life into the world is supposed to be a bad thing? I can't think that way. A premature thing, a difficult thing, the product of a mistake-yeah. But a bad thing? No way."

"My apologies. You're not thinking the way I thought you were thinking. I am sorry."

"Thanks, Dan. I appreciate it. Look, just talk with me about these things instead of jumping to conclusions, OK?"

"You got it. I should have done that from the beginning, you're right. However, do me a favor in return, will you?"

"What, not tell Mom about this chat? Sure thing," Sophia grinned.

"Well, no, that's not what I was thinking. I was thinking more about Kate. Don't let her think this pregnancy is all sweetness and light, OK?"

Sophia cracked up. "Oh, Dan, considering she's going to be around when I'm nine months along and fat and cranky, I doubt that will happen. Besides which, unless Dave straightens out in a hurry, I don't think you have to worry."

"I know," Dan frowned. "I never thought I would say this, but I hope they work things out. Despite the fact that he took my little girl's innocence, I like him. He's good for her."

Sophia giggled as she got up from the chair. "You're getting there, Dan."

"Uh-huh." Sophia walked towards the door. "Oh, Sophia? What do you plan to tell Ellen?"

"Just that we had a talk, and we patched things up."

"Thanks. You still want to watch the Sox?"

"Love to."

"I'll be out in ten minutes."

"Cool! I'll make the popcorn." She looked at him with a big grin. "You know if it's a boy, we're naming it Nomar."

Dan cracked up laughing. "Nomar Kelleher. Now I've heard everything."

"Nomar Pedro Kelleher, to be exact. Just rolls of the tongue, doesn't it?"

"Go make the popcorn, would you?"

PINK OR BLUE? (Chapter 107)

A week later, Sophia and Warren walked into Sophia's house. Ellen, Dan, and Kate were all there waiting.

"Well?" Ellen asked.

"Well, what?" Sophia grinned.

"Didn't you have an ultrasound?"

"Yup. I saw it," Warren confirmed. "We have pictures. The hands were wiggling and the feet were kicking, and everything."

"Great," Ellen said. She waited a beat, glaring at them. "Well?"

"Well what?" Sophia said, grinning.

"Did you find out what it is?"

"Yeah, it's a baby," Warren said deadpan.

"Oh, you!" Ellen threw a dishtowel at him.

"We had to, Mom," Sophia said, wrapping her in a hug, "but we won't keep you in suspense any longer. Congratulations, you're going to have a granddaughter."

"Oh, honey," Ellen smiled up at her.

"Yeah, they were ninety-nine percent sure," Warren supplied. "She gave them a pretty good look, and they didn't see anything dangling."

"Now can I admit that I wanted a granddaughter?" Ellen said.

"Sure. But you would have been happy no matter what," Sophia teased.

"You're right."

"I, for one, am thrilled it's a girl," Dan interjected.

"You are?" Ellen asked.

"Yup. I don't know if I could have dealt with a step-grandson named Nomar Pedro Kelleher."

"One day, you will anyway," Warren grinned at him.

"So, do you have any girls names in mind?" Kate asked.

Sophia and Warren grinned at each other, and then said, simultaneously, "Jessica!"

"Do I hear my name being taken in vain?" Jessica was walking in the door at that very moment.

"Hiya, Jess!" Sophia said to her.

"Yo," Warren said. "No, we were just deciding we were going to name the kid Jessica She-Devil Kelleher."

Jessie grinned at him. "So, I'm going to have a Goddaughter, am I?"

"Yes you are," Sophia confirmed.

"Cool. You're not really going to name her Jessica, are you?"

Sophia grinned. "Probably not. We've joked about that forever."

"Good. You don't want to give the poor kid a name that's too hard to live up to, you know."

"Of course," Warren grinned.

"Nah, you're going to be the godmother," Sophia said, "you don't get all the honors."

"So, what are you going to name it?" Kate persisted.

"Katherine, of course," Warren teased her. "I dunno. Svetlana? Yoko? Crash? Nomarita?"

"What he's trying to say-I think-is that we haven't decided yet." Sophia said.

"I still think we should go for Yoko," Warren maintained.

"Riiiiiight."

That night, they were lying in bed after making love.

"I can not believe how horny I've been lately," Sophia exclaimed. "Thank you, Snugglebear, I needed that tonight."

"All those nasty hormones," Warren teased. He ran his hand along the slight rise of her stomach. "It really is amazing to watch little Pedroella make you grow like this."

"Pedroella????"

"Well…" Warren grinned at her.

"Go back to Yoko, I think," Sophia grinned back. She looked down at him, as he looked at her. "You really do like seeing me like this, don't you?"

"Yeah. I do. It's a turn on, I admit it. This…" he reached his hand up to her breast "… and these, too."

"You're incorrigible."

"Yup."

Sophia grabbed the remote and turned on the TV. "Let's see if there's anything good to watch while we cuddle." She flipped a few channels. "Oh, look! I forgot! The Champions on Ice broadcast is on tonight."

"Cool!" Warren agreed. They watched for a while, cuddling.

After a few minutes, Sophia sighed. "This is probably the only regret I have about this baby-that we couldn't do the tour."

"I know. Next year."

"Yup." They watched for a while. Liz Cushman came out to skate.

"I love this program," Sophia said. Warren nodded agreement, and they watched their friend skate on the TV. Suddenly, Warren went, "Hmmmm."

"What, Snugglebear?"

"Hmmm. Elizabeth Kelleher."

"Hmmm," Sophia thought about it. "Elizabeth Kelleher. Liz Kelleher."

"No. Betsy. That's my favorite nickname for Elizabeth."

"Elizabeth Kelleher," Sophia thought about it. "Betsy Kelleher." She thought some more. "Or, even Beth. Beth Kelleher." She sat up and stared into space. "You know what? I like it."

"I do, too."

"It's sure better than Pedroella." Sophia teased.

"Pedroella Yoko Kelleher, dear."

"Oh, right."

"I suppose Elizabeth Kelleher or Betsy Kelleher rolls of the tongue better."

"No doubt."

"We don't have to decide right away, Pookie, but I think Elizabeth just went to the top of the list."

"Yeah. Liz will be thrilled if we do decide on it. And, we have to think of a middle name, too."

"Yup." They settled back into each other's arms to watch the skating.

A week later, they were coming back home from doing some shopping. Sophia's little sister Tara was waiting for them at the front door.

"Guys! Guys! You have to see this!" Tara exclaimed. "You got a huge package in the mail!"

"Really?" Sophia said. Tara led them through the front door.

Ellen emerged from the kitchen. "She's not kidding, guys. It's enormous. And the return address is from Moscow."

"Moscow?" Sophia said. They found the package in the living room, and tore it open. Tara and Ellen, and Kate-who had come flying downstairs-watched them. Sophia reached in and withdrew a wooden doll. She opened the hatch on the doll, and found another, smaller, doll, inside. This also opened to reveal an even smaller doll. "Look at this!" She exclaimed. There were six in all, the last one almost impossibly small.

"Matrioshka dolls," Warren supplied. "Very traditional Russian child's gift." He looked at them closely. "These are hand-made," he said in wonder. "Traditionally, they are hand-made, but the hand made ones nowadays are not cheap. These are fantastic."

Kate took a closer look. "Look at the workmanship in this painting! This is incredible!"

"What a wonderful gift," Sophia sighed. "What else is in there?"

Warren reached in, and giggled. "Look. Baby rattles with pictures of St Basil's Cathedral on them."

Sophia withdrew a few woolen sleepers. "These are darling!"

"Look," Warren said, "A woolen blanket, with the Russian flag on it."

"A tee shirt. What does that say, Warren?" Sophia asked, gesturing towards the writing.

"It says Moskva. Russian for Moscow. That must be the Moscow skyline."

"Look at this!" Sophia said, withdrawing a music box. She opened it up, and a ballerina appeared on top of it. "This is great!" she enthused. She wound up the music box, and the ballerina spun on top of it, while it played a tune. "Swan Lake!" Sophia realized.

"Check this out!" Warren said to her. He held up a tiny baby-size version of the traditional Russian fur hat.

"Wow! Look at all this stuff!" Sophia said. "Is there a card? There's got to be a card."

Ellen and Warren reached into the box. Ellen found a card, withdrew it, and opened it up. "Well, yeah, there's a card, but it seems to be in gibberish."

Warren peered over her shoulder. "Nope, that ain't gibberish, it's Russian. Different alphabet and all that. Let me see." Ellen handed him the card. "OK, I think my translation skills are up to this. 'Dear Warren and Sophia. I see…no, I hear I am to have a new American niece. This is to'…hmmm…I think it means 'this is to make sure that my new American niece is a little bit Russian.' Yeah, that's it. 'I hope everything is well with you, and you will make sure to let me know when the baby comes.' Or something like that." Everyone laughed at that. "'And you send pictures of new baby!' And then it is signed, 'Love, Olga Bradochkina.'"

"Wow." Sophia sighed.

"Olga Bradochkina? Olympic Champion Olga Bradochkina?" Ellen asked in amazement.

"The same," Warren replied. "She is one special lady."

Sophia sighed and then stared into space suddenly. "Warren." Warren looked at her. She turned to him and smiled. "Elizabeth Olga Kelleher."

"THAT'S IT!!!

A TOUR VISIT (Chapter 108)

Warren walked into Sophia's house, grabbing the mail on the way in. It was a warm sunny day towards the end of June. He found Sophia and Ellen in the kitchen.

"Hi, folks. Here's your mail. Champions on Ice tickets came, Pookie."

"Good ol Ted," Sophia commented. Ted Kantor was a former show skater who ran the COI tour. "He came through."

"Yup," Warren agreed. "Six tickets for the Boston show next week."

"Who are you going to take?" Ellen asked them.

"Jessie and Crash, for sure," Sophia supplied.

"Yeah, we've turned them into quite the skating fans. Even Crash," Warren joked.

"I'm sure Kate would like to go," Sophia commented.

"Yeah," Warren agreed. Just then, Kate walked in the door.

"Hey, Kate! We got tickets for Champions on Ice. Next Thursday. You and Dave want to go?"

Kate gave Sophia a rueful look. "I'd love to go. However, there won't be any Dave."

"Huh?" Sophia asked.

"We broke up last night."

"WHAT?" Sophia was incredulous.

"Yeah," Kate said. "It just wasn't working. It wasn't going to work. We've both changed so much in the couple of years we've been going out, and we just don't want the same things anymore."

"That's rough. You OK?" Warren asked her.

"Yeah, I'm OK. It's for the best, it really is." She looked up with a sad little half-smile. "I'm just not looking forward to going through the summer lonely."

"Oh, Kate," Ellen sighed.

"No, really, Ellen. I'm OK. It had to end. Neither of us have been happy for some time." She brightened up, and looked at Sophia. "I'd still love to go to COI, though. Does that leave you with an uneven number of tickets?"

"Yeah," Sophia said. "We've got one left, if Jessie and Crash go."

"Can I make a suggestion, honey?" Ellen asked.

"Sure."

"Tara would love to go."

"Good idea," Sophia grinned. "She would. We're going back stage and everything. OK with you, Snugglebear?"

"Absolutely," Warren agreed.

"I'll go tell her." Sophia ran up to Tara's bedroom upstairs. A few minutes later, the folks downstairs heard a delighted scream.

A week later, they were at the Fleet Center in Boston, trying to get back stage.

"Look, we have backstage passes, right here," Warren said.

"That's not good enough," the guard at the door said. "You have to be on the list. One of the skaters had to put you on the list. Which skaters are you friends with?"

" All of them!" Sophia shouted. "These tickets didn't come from a skater, they came from Ted Kantor."

"Who's he?" the guard asked.

"The guy who runs the tour! We know every skater in this show. We are skaters! We're the Olympic silver medallists in ice dance, and we'd be in this show if I wasn't pregnant!"

"That's a good story," said the guard.

"JESUS!" Sophia was really working herself into a snit.

"Hold on, Pookie." Warren picked up his cell phone. "I hope she has hers with her…it's ringing…Liz! It's Warren. Not only are we coming, we're here, but some dunderhead guard won't let us in. Yes, we have back stage passes, but, evidently, we were supposed to be on some kind of list, too. OK." He looked at Sophia and the guard. "Liz is on her way." When she arrived a few minutes later, it was with Ted Kantor.

"What the hell is going on here? Why aren't you letting my guests in?"

"They're not on the list," the guard said stubbornly.

"Jesus, I sent them backstage passes. Now, let them in."

"Who are you?"

"I'm the boss. I'm Ted Kantor, I run the tour. Now let them in."

They finally got in, got wrapped in a hug by Liz. They thanked Ted, as he walked off to go back to organizing the show.

"How are you doing?" Liz asked.

"Great," Sophia said. "You know these guys, right?"

"I've met Jessie and Crash, and your sister Kate…"

"Ah. You've never met my other sister, Tara."

"Cool! Hi, Tara!" Liz shook her hand. Tara was awestruck.

"Hey, Liz, we have something to tell you, but we need to tell you and Olga. Is she around?"

"Olga Bradochkina? Yeah, she's in the locker room." Liz led them to the door, and then went in and got Olga.

"Varren! Sophia! Darlings! How are you?"

"Great, Olga, how are you?"

"Vunderful. Ve just get back to tour, ve took break."

"We know. You went back to Moscow. Thank you so much for the package, it was wonderful," Sophia told her.

"You are velcome. Baby is good, da?"

"Da," Warren smiled at her, "Listen, we wanted to show you two something." Sophia dug into her purse and took out an ultrasound picture.

"Cool!" exclaimed Liz. "Pictures before birth!"

"Well, we wanted you to see them," Sophia said with a huge grin, "because we wanted to give you an early introduction to Elizabeth Olga Kelleher."

Liz and Olga looked at each other, dumbstruck, and then at Warren and Sophia.

"You're kidding," Liz whispered.

"Nope," Warren said with a smile.

Olga reached over and wrapped them both in a bear hug. "You are too sweet. It is, how you say, an honor."

Liz still couldn't believe it. "I'm so touched. I think I'm going to cry."

Warren laughed. "Well, you should know we're going to call her Betsy, not Liz."

Liz smiled up at him. "My father calls me that occasionally. I'm still touched. You two are something else."

The show was great, and the six of them joined the cast for the after-show get together backstage. Warren and Sophia were sitting with Liz and Andrea Wallach.

"You guys have a good time?" Liz asked.

"The best. And it's so cool to see everybody. I only wish Renee and Christian and Jennie and Denis were here." Sophia said.

"Yeah. They're cool people. They are all doing Canadian Stars on Ice right now, though." Liz said.

"Hey Pookie," Warren said, "have you noticed that Crash and Jack Garrison are getting on like a house afire?"

"Yeah, and Jessie's making fast friends with his wife."

"Did you see your sister? The little one, Tara?" Liz asked.

"Yeah. She's being thoroughly charmed by Olga."

"Where's Kate?" Warren asked.

"Over there, being hit on by Yuri Kadrachenko, the Ukranian pairs skater. I don't think she minds," Liz giggled.

Liz sighed. "I wish you guys were here."

"I second that," Andrea agreed.

"We do, too," Sophia said. "Ah, well. Next year."

"You should have skated anyway," Christine said. "You could have done 'Having My Baby,'" she added with a smirk.

"Or 'A Child Is Born' from Messiah," Liz added.

"At this point, the only thing I'd be qualified to skate to is 'Fat' by Weird Al," Sophia said with a laugh.

"When are you due?" Liz asked.

"Second week of September. Not too much longer."

"Good, because I wanted to ask you guys something," Liz said. "How would you two like to choreograph my long program for me? We can do it in August, I can fly out here."

"Us?" Sophia asked, surprised.

"Yeah, you. I need something different. I want you guys to pick the music, even. I'll pay you, standard fee for choreography, of course. You guys know my skating, but I need someone with a different approach. I want to do something different this year."

"I don't know, Liz," Warren said. "This would be very different for us, because we've only choreographed for ourselves, and you're not a dancer. We've never had to worry about jumps and spins."

"Oh, I can help with that part," Liz said. "I can tell you what jumps and spins I want to do, and help you place them-it's the actual choreography that I want your ideas for. And the music-I'm in a musical rut."

"You know what? It could be fun. Even if I have to do my bit from the stands," Sophia said.

"You think so?" Warren asked. Sophia nodded, smiling. "OK, Liz, we'll do it."

"Great!" Liz enthused.

"Yeah, that is great," Andrea interrupted, "because Liz beat me to it."

Warren laughed. "You and Brett want us, too?"

"Yeah. For our short program. We want to do big band, but we don't know what, exactly, and you guys know big band like the back of your hand, and can choreograph it. Same deal as with Liz, we'll fly out here, and we can help with the tricks."

Sophia and Warren looked at one another. "What the hell-this could be a second career!" Sophia enthused.

"I wouldn't doubt it," Liz agreed.

Author's note:

Yes, I have another story in mind for Kate. I'm probably going to do it as a separate short story instead of making it chapters within the novel. I'll let you know.

HORMONES (Chapter 109)

It was early August. Sophia was seven and a half months pregnant, and was feeling and showing the effects.

"I'm a whale. I'm a beached whale," she complained to Warren one night as they lie in bed, watching TV.

"Best looking beached whale I ever saw."

"You're biased," Sophia pointed out with a giggle.

"Who, me?"

"Yeah, you." Sophia looked down at herself. "I'm so fat."

"You're not fat, you're pregnant."

"Yeah, well, I'm huge. And my back hurts."

"Of course it does." Warren maneuvered on the bed so that he was behind her. "Lean forward a little bit." She did, and Warren started massaging her back.

"Oh, honey, that feels good," Sophia moaned. "Oh, my back is so sore."

Warren rubbed her back for a while, then snaked one hand around the front of her body and grabbed a breast.

"You cheat!" Sophia laughed. "Mmmm, I think I like this better than the backrub."

"Uh-huh," Warren smirked. "You know what? These things are huge."

"Why do you think my back hurts? It ain't all baby, honey. This bra is a double D, and it's tight. My normal D-cup ones are useless at the moment."

"Hmmm. Looks like this kid will be in no danger of going hungry, eh?"

"Warren, you're a sick puppy."

"That's my job."

"And you do it so well," Sophia giggled. "I just hope I lose some of these things after the baby's born."

"You probably won't, not if you breastfeed, which you said you wanted to do. And why would you want to lose them, anyway? Spoil my fun?"

"You're a sick puppy and a pig. Listen, dear, you try skating with these things on your chest. I have to wear a damn sports bra, which is binding and uncomfortable, and I still have to hope I don't take an eye out during the footwork. And that's with my normal boobs, not these baby-inflated ones."

"I suppose you've got a point."

"You're damn right I've got a point," Sophia snorted. "And we're skating to Riverdance this year? These things are going to be bouncing around to beat the band. Now I know why ice dancers have no tits."

"Hmmm. There should be something we can do. Maybe something with costuming. We have to wait until after the baby to fit your costume, though."

"I can't think of anything besides a sports bra that would help." She looked up at Warren with a wry grin. "Of course, I can't think of much of anything at the moment, not with where your hands are. They might be too damn big, but boy are they sensitive right now."

"Well, that's a bonus."

"Uh-huh." Sophia sighed. "Considering how sensitive they are, and how worked up my hormones are at the moment, if you keep getting me all wired up, you'd best be prepared to do something about it."

"Aren't I always?"

"True." Sophia settled back onto the pillow, as Warren's hands moved down to slip under her top. He lifted it up over her abdomen to get at her breasts. She giggled. "Less room in there now, huh?"

"Well, I do have to work a little harder."

"Honey, you ain't seen nothin' yet."

"Oh, really?"

"You'll find out."

"Hmmm." Warren had her top pulled up around her neck, and was unhooking her bra. He quickly went back to work on her breasts, using a hand on one and his mouth on the other

"Oh, Snugglebear, that feels heavenly."

Warren looked up. "I don't know what was such hard work about that."

Sophia giggled. "Wait until you try to get the pants off."

"I'll leave that to you," Warren teased, and leaned back over her breast.

"Oh, thanks, how generous of you."

"Fine. You want I should stop what I'm doing to pry your pants off?"

Sophia giggled. "OK, point taken."

"I thought so." He leaned back down into her breast, and came back up again, licking his lips. "I do believe there's a wee bit of something coming out of these things."

"Really?"

"Just a little."

"Keep it up and there might be more than a little, with all that stimulation you're giving them."

"That could be fun."

Sophia stared at him. "Fun?"

"Sure."

"You wouldn't care if you got breast milk out of me?"

"Why should I?"

"Hmmmm. I never thought about it."

"I'm actually rather looking forward to it," Warren grinned.

"Oh, you're going to make Elizabeth share, huh?"

"Nah. There will be excess."

"Uh-huh."

"Really."

"Hey, guess what?" Sophia asked.

"What?"

"Managed to get my pants off while you were doing that."

"Very smooth," Warren said appreciatively.

"I thought so. So, what are you going to do about it, big boy?"

"Hmmm…" he reached down and undid his own pants button. "This, perhaps?"

"I think that's a good idea." She reached down and helped him slip his pants off, and grabbed his cock. "Hmm. I still turn you on. That's good to know," she smiled impishly.

"Are you kidding? You have no idea how sexy you are like this, do you?"

"Pregnant women never feel sexy, Warren."

"Well, you should."

"Hmmm." Sophia pushed him back on the bed, and straddled him. "I think this is the only way this is going to work, now, Snugglebear."

"Well, we could try from behind."

"Nah. I always liked this better." She sank down onto him. "Oh YEAH!" She rocked up and down on him, while he grabbed her hips to help her leverage. "Oh, this feels so good…" She was moving slower than usual, because of the added weight, but neither she nor Warren minded. They built it up slow, which made it particularly intense when they both came almost simultaneously.

"Oh, damn, I needed that," Sophia said after she had rolled onto her side next to Warren.

"How's your back?"

"Remarkably fine."

"You're one sexy woman, you know that."

"Keep telling me. Keep doing that to me. I might even believe it," she grinned at him.

"I don't know how much longer we'll be able to do that, though. Don't want your back to go out on you."

"Hey, just keeping those muscles toned for skating, right?"

EARLY (Chapter 110)

It was mid-August, and Warren and Sophia were at the Oceanview ice rink with Liz Cushman.

Andrea and Brett had already been out, and Warren and Sophia had choreographed them a short program to "Opus One" that they were thrilled with. Warren and Sophia had originally tried to find a big band piece that they had never skated with, but, as Sophia said, "There's so few of them!" "Opus One" really suited Andrea and Brett's skating, plus Sophia and Warren had skated to it years ago, when they were still juniors. Everyone loved the program when they were done.

Liz had come out next. It was a Thursday, the fourth day of them working together, and they had planned a fifth, then Liz would go back to California to finish the program with her coach. The choreography of it had to be done this week, and they had made great progress.

Warren had hit on a piece of music for her, a surprising one-"Finlandia" by Sibelius. It was different from the more lyrical pieces that Liz had skated to in the past. She was surprised at first, and then decided she loved it. "It's dramatic, moreso than my usual, and a lot more punchy. I like it-if we can come up with a program."

They had, and were working on fine-tuning it by the time Thursday arrived. It was about eleven in the

AM, and Warren was on the ice with Liz trying to fine-tune a transitional section before they broke for lunch. Sophia was in the stands, adding her input.

"Guys," Sophia said, "is there any way she can turn in that section, so that she's facing the other way when she comes out of the triple flip? I think that's the big problem, the abrupt turn after the flip."

"Oh, you mean change direction in the transition steps, so I do the flip going the other way?" Liz asked.

"Yeah. Because you need to be going the other way to set up the spiral sequence. That quick turn after the flip is screwing everything up. If you can turn during the steps leading to the flip, and do the flip so that you come out heading up-ice from the corner instead, it would be smoother."

"I have an idea," Warren said, "and I think it will work, but will you have enough room to set up the flip going the other way?"

"Let's see," Liz smiled at him. "What did you have in mind?"

Warren showed her. "Hmm," she said, "I think that would work."

"Hey, Pookie, music?"

"Coming right up. Starting it from the spin." It started, Liz picked it up, and did the sequence, including the flip.

"I think that worked!" Liz said.

"Looked good to me. We should do it again, though," Warren said. "Hey, Soph, rewind the music, would you please? How did that look to you?" Warren looked over, and saw Sophia sitting behind the boards, on the stands, looking down at her feet. "Soph, you OK? Did you see that sequence?"

"Huh?" She looked up.

"What's wrong with you, Sophie?"

"Ummm…well…it seems my water just broke."

"WHAT?"

"I was sitting here, watching Liz start the sequence, and I realized my pants were getting soaked. And it ain't pee. My water definitely broke."

"SHIT! We got to get you to the hospital!" Warren took an abrupt, ill-thought-out step in Sophia's direction, forgetting he was on ice skates. He ended up on his butt.

"WARREN!" Sophia yelled.

"I'm fine," he said as he scrambled to his feet. "Just think, you'll be able to tell the kid that her father bruised his tailbone getting her mother to the hospital because he forgot he was on skates."

"There's a story," Sophia grinned. "We have time, Snugglebear. I have no contractions yet. Go get your skates off. I'll call the doctor with my cell phone."

"Can I help?" Liz asked.

"Yeah, go get your skates off, too," Warren grinned. "Don't want the blades scuffing up the hospital floors."

They were in the car driving to the hospital.

"Are you OK?" Liz asked from the back seat as Warren drove.

"I'm fine," said Sophia. "No contractions yet."

"So, you're not actually in labor?" Liz asked.

"No," Sophia replied.

"Well, color me confused."

Warren laughed. "She's not in labor, but she's going to have to be. Once the water breaks, the baby needs to come out, or there's an increased risk-of complications for the baby, and of an infection for the mother. If she doesn't go into labor on her own in the next few hours, the doctor will induce it."

Suddenly, Sophia yelped, and hunched forward in the seat. "Oh shit," she gasped. "Well…don't think we need inducing…" She attempted to catch her breath.

"Contraction?" Warren asked.

"Oh, yeah. And this wasn't one of those puny Braxton Hicks ones, either."

"Hey, Liz, got a watch? You mind timing those for me? Can't do it while I'm driving," Warren asked.

"Sure. Damn, Warren, I can't believe how calm you are."

"Well, I had one moment of not being calm, and fell on my ass on the ice. I figure I'd better stay calm or I'll really do some damage." Even Sophia managed to laugh at that.

They drove along for a bit, chatting about Liz's program, moving quickly but safely towards the hospital. They had hit a bit of traffic when Sophia cried out again.

"How long, Liz?" Warren asked when it was done.

"Thirteen minutes."

"Plenty of time, and we're almost there. How you holding up, Soph?"

"Thank God you have a van. I wouldn't want to be contracting and be all squooshed in something like that damn tiny Geo I drive."

"Hey, Liz, when we get to the hospital, you want me to get someone to drive you home?" Liz had been staying the week at Warren's parents' house.

"Um, well…if you want…"

Warren glanced at Sophia, who grinned at him. "Liz, you're welcome to stay. We'd love you to. But only if you want to. If you don't, I'll get you home."

"I'd like to stay."

"That's settled. You can herd the troops in the waiting room once they all show up."

"No problem," she grinned.

They got to the hospital, got Sophia checked in and up to the delivery room. Warren got on the phone and called all the relatives.

"You guys want me outside?" Liz asked after Sophia was settled.

"Not yet," Sophia grinned. "The real action hasn't started yet. You can help keep me company while Warren calls everyone. "

"I'm glad I was here for this," Liz admitted.

"We're glad you were, too," Sophia grinned. "Although I must admit that I wish you weren't, only because I'd rather not be going into labor more than three weeks early."

"Ah, everything should be fine," the nurse interjected. "Three and half week preemies usually don't have any problems."

"I know, but it's still a little worrisome," Sophia admitted.

"Hey. Think happy thoughts. Elizabeth will be fine. How could she not be, with her namesake here to see her grand entrance?" Liz joked.

Warren hung up the phone. "That's everyone. Mom and Dad are on their way, as are your mom and Kate, and they are trying to get a hold of Dan. I got Michelle, she's going to call your Dad at work, and they'll head up, although it will take them a couple hours. And Jessie is coming, and she's trying to reach Crash."

"I hope that's a big waiting room," Sophia joked.

Three hours had passed. Everyone has shown up, and had been into the room to check on Sophia. Warren and Liz were still there. Things were moving rather slowly-in fact; Sophia had been coherent enough to watch a videotape of Liz's practice with Liz and Warren.

"Good thing we still had the video camera, it gave us something to do," Warren joked.

"Just as long as you don't get any crazy ideas about taping the birth," Sophia joked.

"How we doing?" Warren asked the nurse.

"Still 8 minutes apart, but slowly getting closer. She's dilated about a centimeter. It will still be a while."

"Why don't you guys go get something to eat? I'll be fine," Sophia told them. "Warren's going to need his strength!"

When they got back to the room, Sophia's doctor, Vicki Mullins, had arrived. "Everything's fine," she told Warren, "but we might want to try to speed this up a bit. Why don't you guys take her for a walk around the floor? That helps. Go to the waiting room, say hi to your family."

"You up for that, Pookie?" Warren asked.

"Sure, why not? Just be prepared to hold me up during those contractions!"

Warren helped Sophia out of the bed, and they started walking around the floor. As they moved, slowly, they noticed a woman looking at them. "I think we just got recognized," Warren told Sophia.

"Well, I ain't in no condition to be signing autographs!"

They heard the woman who was staring at them talk to a companion. "Look over there. Isn't that…"

"Yes!" Warren turned to her and interrupted. "Yes, we are. I'm Bruce Springsteen, and this is Stevie Nicks!" Sophia practically doubled over with laughter.

"Bruce Springsteen and Stevie Nicks?" Sophia sputtered.

"Hey, it was the best I could do at short notice."

They walked into the waiting room.

Six long hours later, after a couple of walks and a trip into the tub, Sophia was finally in serious labor.

"This is more tiring than skating that damn Riverdance program, three times in a row," Sophia said in between contractions.

"You just remember that when we're skating Riverdance three times in a row," Warren quipped.

"YEAUUGGGHHHH!!!!" Sophia screamed as another contraction hit.

"Breathe, Pookie."

"All those childbirth classes, and all you can think of to say is 'breathe, Pookie.' Lovely," Sophia muttered as the contraction passed. Warren just grinned at her.

"You're doing fine," Vicki told them. "Dilation is almost at ten centimeters. Not long now."

"Good," Sophia said. "This has been way too long."

A couple more contractions passed. Vicki checked Sophia, and said, "OK,. Sophia, everything is great, you can start pushing with the next one."

"Oh, finally," Sophia panted.

"You're doing great, Sophie," Warren told her.

Three pushes, and it was all over. Vicki held up their daughter for them to see, as she let out a healthy cry.

"She's a little small. 6 pounds even, but she's perfectly fine," Warren told the assembled throng in the waiting room a half hour later. "They're taking her up to the nursery to clean her up, and then you can all go and see through the window."

"How's Sophie?" Ellen asked.

"Great. They're taking her up to her room now, you can see her in a little while, too."

After everyone had left, the nurse brought Betsy into Sophia's room. "Time for the first feeding, Mommy. You think you need any help? There's a breastfeeding expert on staff if you need it," the nurse told them.

"I'll give it a shot myself and call for help if I need it," Sophia grinned.

"Good enough," the nurse said and left.

"She's so tiny," Sophia said in wonder. "I still can't believe we made this."

"Pretty amazing, isn't it?"

BACK ON THE ICE (Chapter 111)

"I did it! I finally got through the thing, every day this week!!" Sophia was exultant.

"Yup. And with time to spare," Warren said.

"I still can't believe you got back this quick," June, their coach, commented.

It was the beginning of October. Sophia had given birth only a month and a half earlier, and had pushed herself to get back on the ice right away. It was painful and difficult, but it had worked. They were almost right back in form, with over a month to go before Cup of Russia. They had been working hard at their

Riverdance free program, as it required a lot of stamina. Sophia getting through it for five days in a row was an accomplishment.

"The OD is fine, we just need to nail down those compulsories," Sophia said.

"Did you hear?" June asked. "This is the last year for compulsories."

"Really?" Warren was surprised.

"Yeah. They just voted on it. Starting next year, there will be two original dances with different rhythms, each worth 25 percent," June told them.

"Wow. Talk about playing into our strengths!" Sophia giggled.

"Yup," June agreed. "Now, about this year-are you sure you’re OK, Sophie?"

"Yeah, I’m fine. The only problem is that I’m feeling…well…top-heavy."

"Moreso than usual, you mean," Warren quipped.

"You goof! Yeah, moreso than usual. Plus I keep leaking, that’s damn annoying!"

"Maybe you should try to stop breastfeeding," June said.

"Nah. I can deal with it. It’s healthier for Betsy. It’s just that, with the damn things overinflated, I have to wear a really tight sports bra so I don’t give Warren a black eye," Sophia said with a grin.

"Yeah, but what a way to get a black eye!"

Sophia and Warren were at home one Saturday when they got an unexpected couple of visitors.

"Meggan? Josh? Hi!" Sophia greeted them.

"Hi, guys! We wanted to come say hi, see how you were doing," Meggan said.

"Great," Warren told them. "Home for the weekend?"

"Yeah," Josh confirmed. "Meggan suggested we come up and visit. And get my Mom to do my laundry!"

"Better than me doing it," Meggan grumbled. "We go to different schools, for goodness’ sake, and he keeps bringing his laundry over to my place!"

"That’s only because it’s cheaper. I still do it. BU seems to think that laundry is yet another way to make money off of their students," Josh grumbled.

"I keep telling him to transfer to Northeastern," Meggan joked.

"Just for the laundry, mind you. BU has better food."

"Is it a pain going to separate schools?" Warren asked them.

"Nope, not really," Josh said. "There’s a bus route that goes from BU to Northeastern that takes all of, like, 15 minutes. We’re very close, it’s not a problem at all."

"It’s actually kind of neat," Meggan agreed. "We split the time, where we go, so it’s almost like going to two schools, socially. I’ve made friends at both places, and so has Josh. But, enough of that. Where’s the baby?"

"Upstairs," Warren smiled. "Gramma’s got her. We actually just got up about 20 minutes ago."

"We had a really rough night last night, she kept us up all night, so Gramma took her for the morning so we could sleep a bit," Sophia added.

"Oh. Did we come at a bad time?" Meggan asked.

"No, of course not!" Sophia told her. "We’re awake now. If we weren’t, we wouldn’t have answered the door!"

"In fact," Warren said, standing up, "I’ll go see if Gramma wants a break, so you can see the kid." He left to do so.

"So, you’re back on the ice?" Meggan asked Sophia.

"Yup. Mom quit her job, you know. She didn’t have to work anymore, anyhow. Dan-my stepfather-makes really good money. So, she quit her job, she was sick of it anyway, but she also volunteered to watch Betsy when we’re practicing and competing and all that."

"That’s great!"

"Yeah, it is. She’s really enjoying being a Gramma. The only problem is that we occasionally have to drop the kid off with Warren’s parents so they don’t get bent out of shape about not having equal baby rights," Sophia giggled.

"Is it that bad?" Meggan asked.

"No, I’m just kidding. They’re terrific. They just want time with their granddaughter, that’s understandable. We take her over there a lot. So, enough about us-how are you guys doing?"

"Wonderful," Meggan said.

"Yup. Couldn’t be better," Josh confirmed.

"School’s good?"

"Yup."

"No…ah…problems, Meg?"

"Nope," she confirmed. "No backlash, no nightmares, no nothing. I’m not a victim any more."

"Good for you. And it’s nice to see you two still together," Sophia told them.

"Yes, it is, isn’t it?" Josh smiled.

"How is it that, in our little circle, so many high school romances managed to stay together?" Meggan asked. "Us, you and Warren, Jessie and Crash. It defies the laws of probability."

"Screw the laws of probability!" Sophia cried. "Actually, you know why? I think it’s because most of us had really, really bad relationships before we got into our present ones. All of us except Warren, actually."

"Warren just got lucky on the first try," Josh joked.

"Do I hear my name being taken in vain?" Warren asked, as he and Ellen walked back into the room.

"Of course, Snugglebear," Sophia joked. "Hi Mom. You remember Meggan and Josh, right?"

"Sure do. Hi, kids. I got something here that Meggan wanted to see." She handed Betsy into Meggan’s outstretched arms.

"OH!" Meggan gasped. "She’s darling!" Betsy was wide awake, and looked up at Meggan with her big brown eyes, wiggling a little. "How old is she now?"

"Two months," Sophie confirmed. "A couple days ago."

"Boy, she’s a good baby, isn’t she?" Josh said. "No crying or nothing."

"She’s a real good baby," Ellen confirmed.

"Yeah," Sophia agreed. "If she cries, there’s a reason. She’s a very happy baby most of the time."

"So, when do you make this kid’s parents all legal-like?" Meggan joked.

"August 9th of next year," Sophia told her. "Oh, that reminds me. I haven’t asked you yet. Would you like to be a bridesmaid?"

"Me? I’d love it!"

"Great. I have a ton of them. Jessie’s my maid of honor-then I have you, my sister Tara, my stepsister Kate, my friend Karen Laskovich, my friend from college Caitlin, and Liz Cushman."

"Liz Cushman the skater?"

"Yup. That’s who Betsy is named after, you know," Warren told her. "She’s one of our best friends."

"She was actually here for Betsy’s birth, that was cool," Sophie said, then explained the circumstances.

"Wow. Do you have any famous ushers, Warren?"

"Jack Garrison and Evan Pogdar. Crash is my best man. The others are my brother Ryan, my friend Papa Bear from college, my cousin Pete, and Rick Kenney from my neighborhood crew."

"And plans for the big nuptials are well underfoot!" Sophia crowed.

"Oh, and Meg, you’d better get used to big skating stars being around. They’re all invited," Warren smiled.

RENEWAL (Chapter 112)

"So," Warren said one evening in mid-November, "have you checked out these Grand Prix results?"

"No, what’s up?" Sophia asked him.

"Yatserova and Vaglach won Skate America. Shawna and Evan were second, and a couple from Ireland, of all places, were third."

"Ireland? Yeah, there’s a well-known ice dance power!" Sophia giggled.

"Right. Now, the French won Skate Canada, with a new Russian team in second, and the Brits in third."

"New Russian Team. Arggghh. That’s all we need."

"Yeah. Yelena Kuznetsova and Dmitri Vasilyevskiy, they won Junior Worlds last year. Moving on to Nation’s Cup, Yatserova and Vaglach won that, also. Italians in second and the Hungarians in third. And, Lalique just finished, and the French actually lost it, to Brenneman and Watts, the Brits. The Irish couple were third again."

"Ah. So there seems to be a wee bit of a shakeup."

"Somewhat, yeah. And now we get to go to Russia the day after tomorrow and jump into the fire."

"Yeah. I’ll be glad to get back on the ice, but I’m worried. We’re barely ready."

"Ah, we’ll be fine," Warren assured her.

"I hope so. I just seem so out of sorts. Jeez, my boobs started leaking in the middle of practice today. And that’s not getting into that they’re bigger. That’s one thing that you don’t think about-how breastfeeding will affect your ability to ice dance."

"Maybe you should stop. You’ve been breastfeeding for three months now. Maybe we should switch to formula," Warren said.

"I’m thinking about it. I’d rather not, though, if I can help it, not yet."

"Is everything else OK?"

"Yeah, the muscles are responding," she said. "I feel fit. No more pain, either."

"Good."

"Oh, yeah, and something else seems to be coming back, too."

"What?"

"My libido," she giggled. "It’s been a while," she said softly.

"Yes, it certainly has."

"You’ve been patient."

"I’ve been masturbating. A lot." Sophia giggled at him. "But I know that you’ve been tired, what with the skating and Betsy waking us up in the middle of the night, so I wasn’t going to push it."

"And I’m grateful, but the doctor said six weeks, and I’ve shut you off for three months." She looked over at him, they were sitting side by side on the couch. "Betsy’s upstairs?"

"Yeah, your Mom and Kate are tag-teaming her."

"Good." She leaned over and kissed Warren. "It’s time to reward my loving fiance for his patience," she giggled.

"Is that door locked?" Warren asked.

"Yes. Now kiss me, you fool!"

He did. They necked for a while, and then Sophia smiled at him, stood up, and grabbed his hand, leading him from the couch to the bed. He quickly tackled her, making her giggle, and took her mouth in his. As he did so, his hand fluttered lazily on her breast.

"Oh, I missed this," Sophia breathed. Warren just smiled, and kissed her again, as his hand unbuttoned her blouse. That and her bra were quickly removed, and Warren kissed his way down her neck and then went right for her breasts.

"Oh, honey, that feels wonderful, but you might get a surprise," Sophia giggled.

He did. Sophia could feel the breast milk flow out of her and into Warren’s mouth. "So, how’s it taste?"

"Good, actually. Sweeter than I expected," Warren told her. He went back to it.

Sophia laid back and enjoyed it. It felt wonderful. Not only was it arousing as usual, but she had felt a little full, and he was taking care of that in a hurry. She started softly moaning and gasping, and she felt his hand go down to her jeans, undoing the snap. She raised her hips to aid him in sliding her jeans off. In no time, she felt his hand sliding up and down her pussy.

"Oh, boy did I miss this!" Sophia gasped.

"You weren’t ready until now," Warren told her.

"True, but I am really ready," Sophia laughed. "OOOOHHHH!!!" she moaned as he slipped a finger into her pussy. "Oh God that’s good. Unnngggghhhh…Oh, I’m so pent up this won’t take long!"

Warren laughed at that, and kept up the pressure with his mouth on her breast as he slid two fingers in and out of her pussy. "OHGODOHGOD!" she yelled, and quickly came. As she did, Warren felt his mouth fill, and felt a warm "splootch" on his right cheek.

Warren sat up, bemused, and waited, as Sophie came back down to earth. Her eyes fluttered open and she smiled up at him. Then she noticed the wetness of his cheek.

"What happened?" she asked.

"You squirted. When you came. From both of them, but my mouth was on your right one. Your left one got me in the cheek."

Sophia broke up in laughter. "Hmm, who knew lactation could be so fun, huh?" She reached up and pulled Warren towards her. "Here, let me help you with that," she joked, kissing and lapping at his cheek. "Hmm, you’re right, it is sweet," she giggled. She looked into his eyes, kissed him, and said, "Warren, I need your tongue."

"Of course you do. And what, may I ask, do I get in return?"

"More milk in your eye?" she giggled.

"I’m not sure that’s a fair deal." He crawled down beneath her legs anyway.

"OK, let me think, I’ll come up with something," she smirked. "Oh jeez," she moaned as his tongue hit her pussy. "Oh, Warren, OH, I missed this!"

He looked up at her with a gleam in his eye, and just kept at it. It didn’t take long before she was cumming, and not long after that she was cumming a second time. Warren crawled up beside her to let her calm down, and noticed the wetness on her breasts. He bent down to lick it off.

"Hmmmm," Sophia purred. "Oh, you are the master."

"Thank you, mistress."

Sophie giggled. "I’m not quite sure about this breast milk squirting all over the place when I cum thing, though."

"It’s fun."

"As long as you don’t mind."

"Why would I mind?"

"It’s a wee bit messy."

Warren reached down and stuck his finger in the pool that had collected between her legs, and rubbed a little on her thigh. "What, and this isn’t?"

"Good point," Sophia laughed. She reached up towards his shoulders, and pushed him down flat on the bed, climbing up on top of him. "You’ve waited long enough for this, Snugglebear." She went to straddle him.

"Taking over, eh?"

"You betcha." She bit her bottom lip. "Uh, I don’t know how this is going to feel, so I wanted to control it. I know you’re gentle, but…"

"Fine by me, love," Warren grinned at her. She grinned back, and lowered herself on to him.

"OOOF!" she cried.

"Oh my God," Warren exclaimed. "Are you sure you just had a baby?"

She giggled, though it was strained. "Hey, it’s been three months. I think I’m a little shrunk."

"I’ll say. Easy does it, Pookie."

"Uh-huh." She lowered herself down a little more. "Now it’s easing up a bit."

"Oh jeez. It’s been three months and with you tightening up on me, I am not going to last long," Warren groaned.

"I figured," Sophia grinned. Then she lowered herself down all the way. "OH GOD it’s in…oh my,"

"Oh my is right. Go slow, Pookie."

"Good plan." She started to rock gently back and forth on his dick, raising herself up just a bit. "Oh, fuck, it feels so good to have you back inside me again."

"Don’t I know it," Warren leered.

Sophia rocked gently on him for a bit, then started to pick up speed.

"OH, fuck, Warren, not long now…OOH!"

"I’m going with you, Pookie." He pulled her down on top of him, her hips still pistoning up and down on his. He took one of her breasts in his mouth.

"OH SHIT!" she screamed, and started spasming. Her breast squirted into his mouth-the other one hitting his shoulder-as she came, hard. He joined her almost immediately.

"Oh, that was explosive!" Sophia said after flopping down on top of Warren.

"I’ll say. You OK?" Warren asked her.

"Perfectly peachy," she giggled. "Love you."

"Love you, too."

"Now that I’ve relieved us of our enforced celibacy, maybe we’ll skate better," Sophia said with a gleam in her eye.

Warren exploded with laughter, "It sure can’t hurt!"

A NEW SEASON (Chapter 113)

Sophia and Warren, plus Ellen and Betsy, got onto a plane to head to Cup of Russia.

"Lessee," Warren said after they had arrived, "Boston to New York. New York to Paris. Paris to Moscow. And with a three month old. We must be nuts."

"We already knew that, dear," Sophia teased him.

"I’m just glad your Mom is here," Warren smiled at Sophia and Ellen.

"Hey, I always wanted to be a world traveler. Russia and Japan in two weeks, I love it," Ellen said.

"Yeah, but did you always want to be a Nanny?" Warren teased.

"For my first-born granddaughter? You betcha!"

One of their biggest problems was trying to schedule Betsy’s feeding time around practices. Sophia could pump, and have Ellen feed Betsy, but, as Sophia said, "That doesn’t do anything for me feeling full, and feeling full in the boobs is not conducive to good ice dancing."

Their second practice there, they had a problem. They had managed to finish the run-through of their long program, but were still on the ice, working on some moves, when they heard the screaming.

"Is that ours?" Sophia asked Warren down on the ice.

"I do think so," Warren said. Sophia got off the ice, yanked off her skates, and ran into the stands. Ellen and a clearly hungry Betsy met them.

"I’ll take her. Snugglebear, got my skates?" Sophia asked Warren, who had come up behind her. He lifted up the skates. "Good, I’m going to take her into the locker room and see if I can find a quiet corner."

She went down to the locker room, and settled on a bench out of the way. Unbuttoning the front of her practice dress, she opened her breastfeeding bra and Betsy latched on.

She sat, for a few minutes, but someone must have heard Betsy’s suckling, because a small blonde, about sixteen, peered around the corner.

"OH! Sorry, I did not know…"

"That’s all right," Sophia laughed. "We’re all girls here. I figured somebody would spot me."

The young blonde looked at her. "You Sophia Daniels, yes?"

Sophia smiled at the halting English and clear accent. "Yes, I am."

"I am Yelena. Yelena Kuznetsova."

"Ah, yes, the new Russian team. You guys won Junior Worlds last year, right?"

"Da. We love you, your skating. We big fans."

"Thank you. That’s always nice to hear." Betsy had stopped suckling. "Ah, I think somebody’s done." Sophia pulled her away and refastened her bra and buttoned her dress. She chuckled to herself at seeing Yelena turn away.

"Done. You need a burp, sweetie," Sophia said, holding Betsy’s stomach with her hand and gently patting her back.

Yelena had turned back. "That…that your baby?"

"Yeah. Betsy." Betsy let out a large burp. "That’s a girl. Let’s change you while we’re at it."

Yelena looked at the baby. "She very beautiful. Betsy?"

"Betsy. It’s short for Elizabeth. Elizabeth Olga Kelleher."

"Olga?" Yelena asked. "Baby has Russian name?"

"Yeah, a Russian middle name. She’s named after Olga Bradochkina. Her first name is after Liz Cushman, the singles skater."

Yelena’s eyes boggled. "You name baby after Bradochkina?"

"Olga’s a dear friend of ours."

"You like Bradochkina?" Sophia nodded. "Wow. I never meet, but I hear she is…I don’t know English…I hear she is suka."

"Suka? Yeah, I know what that means. In English, it’s bitch. Warren speaks Russian," Sophia giggled. "No, actually, Olga is not a suka. That’s all an image. She’s really very sweet. I’ll show you something." She rummaged in Betsy’s bag. "When Olga found out I was pregnant, she sent us a whole bunch of stuff." She pulled out the rattle with St Basil’s Cathedral on it-Betsy’s favorite. "Y’see, I’ve got a Russian rattle, and"…she kept rummaging…" this!" She pulled out the baby-sized fur hat.

"Wow a baby Russian hat!" Yelena exclaimed. She sat next to Sophia as Sophia placed the hat on Betsy’s head. "Olga send this? It’s so cute!"

"It’s still a little big for her," Sophia chuckled, "but by next winter, it will fit perfectly." Betsy was swatting at the hat which was covering her eyes. "Keeps her warm in this cold Moscow weather, though."

Yelena laughed. The two chatted for a while, then Sophia went to join Warren.

"I just met Yelena Kuznetsova," Sophia told him. "She’s a nice kid."

The competition at Cup of Russia was decent for Sophia and Warren. They finished second, behind the defending World Champs Yatserova and Vaglach, which was fine with them. They weren’t completely at full speed yet. Kuznetsova and Vasilyevskiy beat out Evan and Shawna for third.

"They’re good, but beating Evan and Shawna was a gift," Warren commented.

"Of course. They’re Russian," Sophia agreed cynically.

They flew right from Moscow to Sapporo, Japan, for the NHK trophy. Having done their programs in front of an audience had helped, and they were better at NHK, winning the event. A big surprise at that event was the Italians defeating the French for second place.

Sophia and Warren pocketed their prize money, and prepared for the Grand Prix Finals, which their results in Russia and Japan had qualified them for. It would be held two weeks after the NHK, in Salt Lake City.

The ISU, in their infinite lack of wisdom, had come up with a new format for the Grand Prix finals this year. There would be no compulsories. There would be an original dance, and two free dances. Most of the skaters thought it was ludicrous, but such was the ISU. The idea was so that the fans wouldn’t get bored watching the same free dance all season. Of course, everybody used a free dance or long program from a previous year, so they were old programs anyway.

Most used last year’s programs, but Sophia and Warren decided to go further back than that-they pulled the Glenn Miller program out of mothballs. "We did that our first year at Worlds, we’ve never done it on a true world stage," Sophia reasoned. They spent most of the two weeks between NHK and the finals polishing it up. They felt they had Riverdance down, they felt they had their OD down, and they expected to win this competition.

It didn’t get off to a glittering start. They did their OD on a Friday morning. Three judges did put them in first-but the other six put them in fourth, behind Yatserova/Vaglach, the French Borisina/Dravouche, and Kuznetsova/Vasilyevskiy. Those six judges were from Russia, France, Italy, Germany, Ukraine, and Hungary. It looked like the usual suspects working together again. The Brits, Brenneman and Watts, whose OD had been getting raves all year, were down in sixth. The crowd heartily booed the results.

"It’s ridiculous. If it were Brenneman and Watts, I could see it. Even if we were second to Yatserova and Vaglach, although I wouldn’t agree with it. But the French sucked and the other Russians are not up to our level," Warren told June, their coach, and Sophia.

Things changed that night, however, in the first free dance. Sophia and Warren were livid, and went out and did the Glenn Miller program in a fury. They were clearly the class of the field, and the German and Hungarian judges must have decided they couldn’t in good conscience mess with the standings. They joined the American, British, and Canadian judges in placing Warren and Sophia first.

The same thing happened the next day, in the second free dance, with even the Italian judge joining in. Warren and Sophia won, with Brenneman and Watts second, Kuznetsova and Vasilyevskiy third. Yatserova and Vaglach, the world champions, could do no better than fourth.

"Did you see the Russian judge afterwards? He looked like he was going to bust a blood vessel," Sophia giggled to Warren after it was all over.

"Yup. Oh, and I heard something interesting. Evidently he was seen afterwards screaming at the German and Italian judges. And I also heard the ISU is investigating that," Warren told her.

"Hmmm."

They had been home for about a week, getting ready for Christmas-Betsy’s first. Warren had gone out to do some shopping. When he got home, Sophia was waiting for him.

"I got an interesting phone call while you were out."

"More ISU shenanigans?"

"Nope," she giggled. "This goes in the realm of publicity. I got a call from Maxim magazine. They want to do an interview and a photo spread on me. They even want me to do the cover. That’s a men’s magazine, right?"

"Yeah," Warren told her.

"I told them I wasn’t sure, because they only want me, but they told me they were a men’s magazine and that’s why they only wanted me. I’m still not sure."

"Why, because it’s only you?"

"Yeah," Sophia admitted.

"Well, you shouldn’t turn it down because of that, but, have you ever read Maxim?"

"No, have you?"

"Yeah. If they are going to do a pictorial of you, it’s going to be very revealing. They don’t do full nudity, but they get awfully close. You’d be showing a whole lot of skin."

"Hmmm. What do you think?" she asked him.

"Honestly? I love the idea." Sophia laughed at him. "Really. You all over a magazine? Love to see it."

"So, this mag is kind of risque, huh?"

"Yeah. Think of Playboy, only hipper, and without the full nudity. But guys read it, and, if it can get more guys to watch skating, hey."

"That’s kind of what the guy on the phone said-they want to do it as a ‘hey, you guys that think skating’s a chick sport, you don’t know what you’re missing’ kind of thing."

"Right," Warren laughed. "What are they missing? Sophia’s left one, and Sophia’s right one. And, if you go to a skating show in your neighborhood, you too can get a look at this cleavage!"

Sophia doubled over with laughter. "Has any skater done anything like this?"

"Not anyone in the peak of their career, or still eligible. The only one I know of is Katarina Witt, and she did it on the downside of her career. Of course, she was in Playboy, and bared it all."

"So, if I do this, the Powers That Be in skating are going to have a snit, aren’t they?" Sophia asked.

"I’d put money on it. You’d be corrupting their pristine little sport."

"You don’t mind?"

"Nope. Like I said, it’s great. Let the men of America drool over your cleavage, I’m the only one that gets to fondle."

Sophia laughed again. "I’m gonna do it!"

KATE’S STORY (chapter 114)

Chad Kozak drove home the last week of August. He was exhausted. School had yet to start-wouldn’t, in fact, for a week-but Chad was on the football team and late August was time for two-a-days.

Not only was he on the football team-he was the starting quarterback. He had been, in fact, since midway through his sophomore year. He was a talented young man who was already attracting attention from college recruiters. More importantly, to him, Oceanview High had finished the season strong last year and, having lost very few starters, were poised for a big year this year. A state championship was not out of the question.

Chad had it all going on. He was handsome, a star athlete, a good student. In other words, he was the quintessential BMOC. Unfortunately, he had realized he wasn’t all that happy.

It had started to set in the past spring, at the Junior Prom. He questioned why he hadn’t noticed it before then, but he guessed he was just reveling in the attention. He knew a lot of people wanted to hang around with him because he was the BMOC, but he could live with that. What he couldn’t live with is that the dawning realization that people he thought were her friends, people he was close to, acted the same way.

And first on that list was his date for that Junior Prom, Brittany Coombs. She wasn’t just his date, she was his girlfriend, and had been for over a year at that time. It was the stereotypical high school scenario-he was the star quarterback, she was the head cheerleader. He was tall and handsome, she was blonde and buxom. They looked great together.

The only problem was, it seemed that all Brittany cared about was how they looked. It got worse over the summer, as Brittany seemed to insist that every date be an opportunity for them to parade around together in public. They never talked. They were rarely intimate-they had taken each other’s virginity the previous summer, but Brittany never treated sex as anything other than a chore. Chad was a typical teenaged boy-he liked sex-but making love to Brittany had become so soul-numbing that he quit trying. Everyone around them thought that they were the perfect couple, but what they had become was the perfect public couple-and Chad was no longer satisfied with that.

Two weeks before, he had ended it. Brittany acted crushed, but Chad knew by now that what she was really upset about was how it was going to look. His friends on the football team couldn’t believe it-how could he dump the star cheerleader, the school babe? He couldn’t explain it to most of them.

Chad had two close friends. Butch Ullman was on the football team-in fact, he was a receiver, and Chad’s favorite target-and he had talked enough with Chad to have an idea about his dissatisfaction with his relationship with Brittany. Butch didn’t understand it completely, but he understood somewhat. Chad’s other best friend was Ben DiLillo. Ben wasn’t a football player-in fact, he was a computer geek-but they had grown up together and had maintained their friendship. Chad had often defended Ben from teasing by the other football players. Everyone pretty much left Ben alone nowadays. Plus, Ben had written a dynamite program to chart the team’s statistics.

Ben was the one guy who understood. "Chad, I never understood what you saw in her, anyway."

"You didn’t? You never said anything."

"What, I was going to tell my best friend-who, incidentally, can beat me to a bloody pulp-that I thought his girlfriend was an empty-headed slave to appearance? I don’t think so."

So, at least he had one pal that knew him as more than the BMOC. He didn’t know if that was enough, though, as he started his senior year in high school-a year that was primed to define the term Glory Days-very unsettled.

Chad was still unsettled on the first day of school-especially as he approached his last class of the morning, before lunch. I should have changed this, he said to himself.

Oceanview offered an elective class in Ballroom Dancing. It worked as a credit for physical education. Brittany had convinced him to sign up with her when they were still together. Now he regretted it.

He walked in. He was surprised at the number of people. It was well known that Mrs. Meyer, the instructor, insisted on an equal number of girls and boys in her class. He thought that would keep the numbers down. But there were quite a few guys milling around. Evidently, word had gotten out that the class was a good place to meet girls.

Brittany was there, of course. She called to Chad immediately, and he waved, but tried to stay as far away from her as possible. Then, Mrs. Meyer came in and the group settled down.

"OK. First thing you need to do is pick a partner. This will be your partner for at least the first week. After that, you’ll have a chance to change if you want. No big deal, just pair off."

Oh, crap, Chad thought. I don’t know anyone in this class except Brittany and some of her cheerleading friends she roped in. Chad stood there, looking around nervously, when he saw Brittany making a beeline towards him. He turned around and saw a slender girl with red hair standing behind him.

"You," he said. "I pick you."

"Me?" the red-head said.

Seeing Brittany approaching from the corner of his eye, he said, "Yes. Please. Come here, quickly, I’m begging you." She grabbed his hand with a questioning look. Then he heard, "Chad?"

"Sorry, Brittany, already got a partner." She stomped off in fury. Then he looked at the redhead. "Thank you so much. You just saved my life."

"Really? How did I do that?"

"That was my ex-girlfriend. We signed up for this class when we were still together, and she is the last person I want for a partner."

"Oh, she dumped you?"

"Actually, I dumped her. She no doubt saw this as a way to try to rekindle things."

"Aah. Breaking off a relationship is no fun."

"You sound like you’ve been there, done that."

"Yeah, beginning of the summer."

"Only a month for me." He held out his hand. "By the way, I’m Chad Kozak."

"I know who you are, I go to the football games," she giggled. "Katherine Thompson. Kate to my friends."

"Ah. May I call you Kate, then?"

"Why not? If we’re going to be dancing together, we might as well be friends, right?"

They learned some of the more simple steps at first, laughing at some of their stumbling efforts. Mrs. Meyer called a break, and had some drinks available.

"Whew, this is hard," Kate said.

"Yeah."

"So, you took this class because the ex roped you into it?"

"Something like that. What’s your excuse?"

Kate laughed. "I just want to learn to do this. My stepsister and her fiance are professional ice dancers, but they can also ballroom dance up a storm, and it always looked so fun."

"Ah. Yeah, I remember two skaters from Oceanview in the Olympics. My mom and sister are figure skating fanatics, so I had to sit through the Olympics."

"Yeah, that’s them," Kate giggled. "Sophia Daniels and Warren Kelleher. Sophia’s mom married my Dad a couple years ago. I love Sophia to death, and Warren’s pretty damn cool, too."

"Wasn’t, um, there some kind of scandal with them? She was pregnant or something?"

"She was definitely pregnant," Kate confirmed. "My niece’s name is Betsy, she’s a month old. And next summer I get to be a bridesmaid at the wedding."

"I didn’t think they were that old."

"Sophie’s 20, Warren’s 19. But they’ve been together since they were 14. There was never any doubt in anyone’s mind that they were going to get married someday. The baby just pushed it up a couple years."

"Together since they were 14? I can barely imagine that."

"You have to know these two. True love."

"That’s cool."

Kate punched him in the arm. "Oh, so the football jock believes in true love, eh?"

"Hey, football jocks have feelings, too."

"One learns something new every day, doesn’t one?" Kate grinned at him.

"I think we have to dance again."

"Uh-huh."

They danced in class all that week. They laughed their way through it most of the time, but were actually picking up some of the steps. The next Monday, Mrs. Meyer entered class and said, "OK, anyone who thinks they’d do better with another partner, please raise your hand."

Brittany looked over at Chad. He looked at Kate. They smiled at each other. Neither of their hands went up, much to Brittany’s consternation.

"So, your first game is Friday night?" Kate asked at their break.

"Yeah. You going?"

"I always go. I like sports. Basketball’s my favorite, but I like football, too."

"Cool. Practices have been brutal. Salem’s got a good team this year."

"I heard. Just think, though, what all this dancing is going to do for your agility. You’ll be dancing past all those onrushing linemen. They’ll call you Twinkletoes," Kate teased.

"Not the way I dance. They’re more liable to call me Step-on-her-Toes. I’m surprised I haven’t put your foot in a cast yet."

Kate laughed. "I have strong feet."

"With me around, you’ll need them."

The next couple of days went by. Chad was becoming increasingly comfortable with Kate, and looked forward to their class more and more. They were at break Thursday, chatting as usual.

"Damn, look at Brittany glaring at you," Kate said with a chuckle. "What an expression. I wish I had time to fish out my sketchpad."

"Sketchpad?"

"Yeah. I’m an artist. I’m more of a painter, but I often paint from sketches I do during the day."

"Waitaminnit," Chad started, "I’m an idiot. I can’t believe I didn’t make the connection before this. Katherine Thompson. That mural in the front foyer is yours!"

"Yeah," Kate said, pleased. "They commissioned me to do that this summer."

"It’s great. Really brightened the place up."

"Thanks."

"Kate, I was wondering," Chad said hesitantly, "if you were doing anything Saturday night? If not, I’d love to take you out. Dinner and a movie, or something."

Kate’s face clouded over. "Chad, I just don’t think that’s a good idea."

"Why not?"

"I just don’t."

"You’ve got to have a better answer than that."

"What’s the matter," Kate taunted, angry that he wouldn’t accept her answer, "the big football star not used to being turned down?"

"I went out with the same girl for a year and a half, I’m not used to asking!"

Kate looked a bit sheepish, but then Mrs. Meyer called the class back to order.

When the class ended, with Kate and Chad arm-in-arm in a dance hold, Chad didn’t release her right away.

"Kate," he said. "Eat lunch with me."

"I don’t think that’s a good idea, either."

"Please. Look, if you can explain this to me, I won’t bug you again. I’ll even request another partner, if you want. But we get along. We’ve gotten along since this class started. I’d like to get to know you better. I don’t understand why you’d say no right out of hand."

Kate sighed. "OK, let’s go to lunch and we’ll talk."

They grabbed their lunch trays and found an out-of-the-way table outside on the patio.

"Look, it’s like this," Kate began. "I like you, I’ll admit it. But you’re the Man, the football hero, and I’m a geeky artist. It could never work."

"I still don’t get it."

"First of all, how would you feel walking into one of the football team’s parties with me on your arm? What would the guys on the team say? How much teasing would you get? If we started going out, you’d get tired of the novelty in a hurry, and run back to Brittany or some other cheerleader-type in a hurry You’re a football player."

Chad just glared at her. "OK. You’re right. Going out would be a bad idea."

"I’m glad you-"

Chad kept talking. "Yeah, because I’m pretty sure I don’t want to go out with someone who insults me like you just did!"

"Insulted you?!?"

"You’re damn right you did." Chad was indignant. "You just told me that I can’t pick a date without the help of my friends. You also told me that dating you would just be a ‘novelty’ for me, like I want to slum with the geeky artist or something before I go back to my usual diet of cheerleaders, seeing as I’m a football player and can’t help myself."

"I did not…um, oh shit, I did, didn’t I?"

"Yeah, you did." Kate buried her face in her hands. "Kate." She looked up. "Eat your lunch. Let me tell you a story. I went out with the head cheerleader for a year and a half. We were The Couple. We won king and queen at the prom last year. Now, we started going out as sophomores, so maybe it was just youth at first. But, by the end, I hated it. I broke it off because I couldn’t go out with someone that I had no emotional connection with anymore."

"Now, as for teasing from my teammates, they think I’m nuts for dumping Brittany in the first place. I could show up at a party with your Grandmother and they’d just think it was another step down the path I’m already on. If what my teammates thought about my dates mattered, I’d never have broken up with Brittany. I’m tired of living my life based on appearances. Just because I play football doesn’t make me shallow."

Kate sighed. "I went out with Dave for a long time. I broke it off because I couldn’t change myself to please him."

"I don’t want to change you. And I wouldn’t be embarrassed to walk down the street with you, as you seem to be implying."

Kate got a gleam in her eye. "OK. Prove it."

"Prove it?"

"I’ll go out with you Saturday, on one condition. You go out with me tomorrow first."

"Kate, I have a game tomorrow…"

"I know that. After the game. You’re going to take me to Dunkin Donuts for a cup of java. I’m going to be waiting for you, in the stadium, and you’re going to leave your teammates, come get me, and take me for coffee."

Chad looked at her, and then smiled. "Ah, I see. A test. I’d say you drive a hard bargain, but I’d be glad to take you for coffee after the game."

"I’m holding you to that."

At the end of their dance class the next day, Chad looked at Kate and said, "So, how do you take your coffee?" as he walked away. And then he winked.

Kate sat in the football stadium with her friends. She told herself she wasn’t nervous, but she was lying to herself.

The game was great. Oceanview won in a rout. Kate watched the players leave, and watched the crowd file out. She knew it would take Chad a while to change. So, she waited.

"Great game, Kozak," running back Tom Evers told him.

"You too, Evers."

"You want to go out and do something?" his pal Butch asked him.

"Sorry, got plans," Chad told them. "A certain lady is waiting for me out in the stands so I can take her for coffee. And we can plan our date tomorrow night."

"You got back with Brittany?" Jack Indrusky, a lineman, asked him.

"Not on your life."

"So, who are you taking out?" Tom Evers asked.

"Kate Thompson," Chad told them.

"KATE THOMPSON???" Jack exclaimed. "The artist? Why on earth her?"

"I like her," Chad said simply.

"He can have any girl in this school and he picks Kate Thompson," Tom said.

"Yeah, and I had to talk her into it."

"HUH?" Jack blurted.

"Yeah. I had to convince her I wasn’t just another shallow football jock. See you guys later." He left the locker room and headed out. Butch went with him.

"Kate Thompson? You sure?" Butch asked.

"Yeah. You know her?"

"I don’t know her. I know who she is. You got to admit, she doesn’t travel in the same social circles as you."

"Butch, who, besides you, is my other best friend."

"Benny." Butch sighed. "Ah, I see your point. If you gave a damn about social circles, you would have dumped Benny years ago, instead of defending him, and bringing him into our group."

"Exactly. Tell me, Butch, what do you think of Benny?"

"I like Ben. He’s a great guy."

"My point exactly."

Butch looked at his friend, and grinned. "So, where is this chick?"

Chad laughed. "In the stands. Come say hello."

Chad saw her. She was wearing a long print skirt, a white blouse, and a big floppy hat. She was talking with someone. As Chad got closer, he realized it was Ben DiLillo.

"Hey, DiLillo, you making time with my date?" Kate looked at him, not realizing he was kidding.

"That wasn’t a very nice thing to say. Ben’s a friend of mine." Kate said indignantly.

"Ah, Kozak’s just kidding. You’re actually going out with this oaf?" Ben said to Kate.

Kate was thoroughly confused by now. "Oaf? Better an oaf like me than a computer weenie like you." Chad said.

"Be nice to me, star quarterback, or you won’t get no stats from me. Or I’ll doctor them so the coach can read out that you were 7 for 25 with three interceptions."

"DiLillo, when was the last time I threw three interceptions?"

"Everett game, last year."

"Damn. You had to remind me, didn’t you?"

"You asked."

"It was a rhetorical question, you over-brained geek."

"I’m surprised you know what rhetorical means, helmet-head."

Kate was sitting on the bleachers, totally confused. She then noticed someone sitting with her-a tall African-American guy she knew was also on the football team.

"Ain’t this entertaining?" he said with a chuckle. "You must be Kate. I’m Butch Ullman, Chad’s other best friend. Don’t worry, you’ll get used to these two. They always do this. I just enjoy the front-row seat, myself."

"Other best friend?" Kate asked him.

"Don’t let these two confuse you. They’ve been best pals since first grade."

"They have?"

"Yeah. Hey, guys, break it up, would you? I think the lady wants some coffee, Chad, ol’ pal."

Chad looked down sheepishly. "Sorry, Kate. DiLillo grates on my last nerve."

"Last brain cell is more like it," Ben said. Then he smiled. "Just kidding. Have a good time. Kate, go easy on him, he’s a dumb football player."

"Yeah, yeah," Chad laughed.

"Nice meeting you," Butch said to Kate. "Hey, DiLillo, how bout I kick your ass at chess?"

"You can try." They walked off together.

Kate just gaped at Chad. "You and Ben are friends?"

"Best friends. Since we were, like, seven."

"But, you’re so different?"

"Not as much as you think," Chad said. Kate just looked at him, as he smiled and led her out of the stadium to his car.

They got to Dunkin’ Donuts, ordered coffee and a few donuts, and grabbed a table.

"OK, so I’ll go out with you tomorrow. I warn you, you don’t know what you’re getting into."

"Oh, really. How so?"

"I’m an artist," Kate grinned. "We’re a little different."

"Kate. You didn’t think I could figure that out just by the way you dress?"

"Oh, well…"

"I like it. It’s distinctive. You’ve got a good eye," Chad told her.

"A good artist has to have a good eye," Kate said.

"That’s funny," Chad said, looking right into her eyes, "so does a quarterback."

Just then, Brittany appeared at her table.

"Hi Chad!"

"Hi Brittany," he said, not very pleasantly.

"What are you doing?"

" Sharing a cup of coffee," Chad said pointedly.

Brittany chose to ignore it. "Chad, I was wondering, are you busy tomorrow night?"

"I have a date," he said, smiling at Kate.

"With her?" Brittany spat. "Why on earth would you go out with that?"

Kate smiled sweetly at her and said, "Maybe he decided he wanted a date with someone that doesn’t wear her brains in her bra?" Chad laughed so hard he spat out a mouthful of coffee.

"How dare you?" Brittany erupted.

"Oh, go primp, would you? Your makeup’s not globbed on enough, I can still see your face," Kate said, waving her hand dismissively. Brittany stomped off, fuming.

Chad just looked at Kate with a gleam in his eye. "You’re a barracuda!"

"I told you that you didn’t know what you were getting into."

"Kate, that was not disapproval."

They just grinned at each other.

Their first date went very well. They quickly arranged a second. And a third. Even the dance class was going well. The last two dates had ended with a deep kiss, but it hadn’t gone further than that.

The next one was a little different than the first three, though. Kate got into one of her legendary painting grooves and completely lost track of time.

She flew down the stairs, finding Sophia and Betsy there. "WHAT TIME IS IT!"

"Six," Sophia told her. "I called you two hours ago, at four."

"Shit." Just then, the doorbell rang. "OH SHIT! Sophie, can you answer that, stall him or something?"

"Sorry, I’m busy. Betsy’s got poo poo pants," Sophia said, reaching for a diaper.

"SHIT." Kate took a deep breath and opened the door. It was, as she had feared, Chad. "Oh, Chad, I’m so sorry. I completely lost track of time. Come in."

He did, and gaped at her. She was wearing paint-splattered overalls and a similarly splattered tee-shirt. She had blotches of paint on her face, hands, and even a bit in her hair.

"I’m so sorry. I start painting, and lose myself. I’ll go clean up, it won’t take long."

"You look like a goddess," Chad blurted out.

"What? All covered in paint?"

"Yeah," Chad told her with a silly little grin on his face. "Um, uh, yeah, go get cleaned up. No hurry."

"OK," she looked at him strangely. "Soph, entertain the big lug, would you?"

"Sure," Sophia giggled. "Come on in, sit down. You must be Chad. I’m Sophia, Kate’s sister."

"Nice to meet you. I’ve seen you skate."

"Cool. I’ve seen you play football. I went to a game with Kate a couple weeks ago." They chatted for a while, about skating and football.

After a few minutes, Sophia asked him, "You want something to drink?"

"Um, OK, that would be good."

"Fine. You need to help me out, though." She got off the couch and walked over to the other couch where he was sitting. "Ever hold a baby before?"

"Not one this small."

"You’ll be fine. Hold her up to your chest, and just make sure you support her head." Sophia put the baby in his hands. "Betsy, Chad. Chad, Betsy," she giggled. "Be right back with the cokes."

Chad looked down at the little baby. "I hope I’m holding you right, Betsy. You’re a bit bigger than a football." Just then, the baby opened her eyes and looked up at him. "Aren’t you a cutie!" Chad exclaimed. "Boy, you’re a good baby. Strange guy is holding you and you don’t even peep."

Meanwhile, Kate came flying down the back stairs into the kitchen. "Soph. Do I look OK?"

"You look fine. I think you broke land speed records," she giggled.

"Great. Where’s Betsy?"

"Go see," Sophia said, pointing towards the living room with a grin. Kate looked at her, then turned into the living room. She walked in-and stopped dead in her tracks, as she saw her big, football-playing date making googoo eyes at her baby niece.

If her heart didn’t melt at the goddess comment, it did then.

Sophia walked up behind her, carrying the cokes. "Isn’t he cute?" she whispered to Kate as she walked by her. "So, she behave for you?" Sophia asked Chad.

"Yeah. She’s a really good-natured baby."

"That she is. Here, I’ll take her. Drink your coke."

"Bye bye Betsy," Chad cooed, as Sophia scooped her up and left the room, winking at Kate as she left. Just then, Chad spotted Kate.

"Hi. I didn’t see you there. You ready to go?"

"In a minute. Finish your drink." She sat next to him on the couch. When he put his drink back on the table, she wrapped her arms around him and kissed his cheek. "You’re a dear, you know that?"

"What was that for?"

"Lots of things. Finish your coke." He did, bemused, and they got in the car. They started driving to the restaurant. "I have to tell you something," Kate began.

"OK, shoot."

"I dated a fellow artist for two years. He was used to seeing me paint-splattered. My Dad’s seen it all my life." She took a deep breath. "I’ve never been called a goddess before."

"I just blurted it out."

"But you meant it," Kate persisted.

"Yeah, I meant it." Chad took a deep breath. "I can’t explain it. It was like I had a glimpse at your soul."

"That might be the most beautiful thing anyone’s ever said to me." She looked at him. "I think I had a similar experience."

"Huh?"

"When I saw you holding my niece."

They pulled into the restaurant’s parking lot, and smiled at each other. They had a wonderful meal, and enjoyed the movie afterwards. When he took her home, their good-night kiss was longer and deeper than ever before.

When Kate got home, Sophia was still upstairs, watching a movie.

"Where’s Warren, by the way?" Kate asked her.

"I gave him a night off," Sophia giggled. "Actually, he’s over his parents, helping his Mom and Dad with some remodeling project in their dining room."

"Cool. We can hang out," Kate giggled.

"Sounds good to me," Sophia agreed. "So. Chad, huh? I got to tell you, he’s a hunk."

"That he is," Kate giggled. "At first, that was the major appeal, I’ll admit it. However, I’m starting to discover that there is so much more to him than that."

"Yeah, I twigged onto that when I saw him holding Betsy," Sophia agreed.

"You too, huh?" Kate said. "Did you hear what he said when I opened the door in my overalls?"

"No," Sophia told her. Kate repeated the goddess comment, and then told her what Chad had said in the car. "Wow, he knows the way to your heart, doesn’t he?" Sophia giggled.

"Yeah. It seems that way."

"Could’ve been a line, though, Kate."

"Yeah, it could have been, but every instinct tells me it wasn’t. You should have seen the way he said it-like he was just discovering something. And if it was a line designed to get me into bed or something, you’d think he’d be trying to get me into bed. He’s been a perfect gentleman. Too much so, if I’m being honest," Kate giggled.

Sophia looked at Kate. "You really like this guy, don’t you?"

"Yeah, I really like this guy." Kate looked off into space. "Going out with him is like painting something really good."

"OK, you’re going to have to explain that one."

"The longer I do it, the more I see. The more colors I add, the longer I work, and the painting starts revealing itself in ways that I didn’t expect. You have something in your mind, and then you work on it, and it becomes so much more than what you originally expected."

"Wow," Sophia said.

"Wow is the word," Kate agreed. "Soph, I am falling for this guy and in a hurry. I had every guard I own up, because of what happened with Dave, and he’s still getting through them."

"I don’t have a game this Friday. We have an off week," Chad told Kate at dance class that Monday.

"Are you requesting the pleasure of my company on Friday as well as Saturday?" Kate teased.

"Yeah. But, the thing is this-there’s a party. The team. We always have a party on our off week. I want you to go with me."

"Do you really?"

"Absolutely. I was afraid you wouldn’t want to go."

"Yes. Absolutely."

"I need to warn you, the cheerleaders generally go, so Brittany will be there."

"Fuck Brittany."

"Nah, done that, it wasn’t much fun." Chad clapped his hand over his mouth, as Kate’s eyes opened wide. "Oh, shit, did I say that out loud?" Kate cracked up laughing.

"Don’t worry, dear, your secret is safe with me."

As Friday approached, Kate found herself becoming more apprehensive. This is what she had been afraid of-him taking her to a football party and her not fitting in, and him figuring out that they weren’t right for each other.

He picked her up, and she found she was really nervous. Chad picked up on it.

"You OK?"

"Yeah."

"You’re nervous, aren’t you?"

"Yeah."

"Don’t be. It’ll be fine."

"Easy for you to say." She looked down at herself. "I should have dressed normal. I wasn’t thinking."

"Normal? You?" He looked at her. She was wearing a black-and-red-plaid tartan skirt, a white shirt with a black leather eighties-style skinny tie, and a black fedora. On anyone else, it would have looked ridiculous. On her, it looked just right. "If you dressed like everybody else, I wouldn’t know who you were. Besides which, you look fabulous. The fedora is a nice touch."

She giggled. "Of course, this is from a man who likes paint-splattered overalls. I should have worn those."

"I’d go along with that."

"You really are something else," she said softly.

They got to the party and made their way inside. Kate could sense all the eyes on her. Chad just gently led her in, his arm possessively around her waist, greeting his friends and making introductions. They found their way to a couch. Kate still felt self-conscious.

"Hey, man." Butch had appeared and slapped hands with Chad. "Hiya Kate. You look fine tonight. You got style."

"Thanks," Kate beamed. "I kinda feel like a freak."

"You are a freak," Butch teased her. "But that’s a good thing. Too many cookie cutters around here. I’m not dressed like all the zombies, either."

"You’re right, you’re not."

"Of course," he whispered, "all the white guys expect a black man to dress funky. You don’t have that excuse."

Kate cracked up laughing. "No, I’m an artist, that’s my excuse."

"Works for me. I’ll be back, children." He sauntered off to greet someone else.

"Butch is really nice," Kate told Chad.

"That he is."

Kate loosened up a bit, but was still uncomfortable. Chad, to his credit, did everything he could to make her more comfortable. A bunch of guys from the team had gathered around him and were discussing the last game, a victory over Medford that was close and difficult.

"I still don’t know why they were getting to you so often," one of the guys told Chad.

"The weakside blitz," Kate piped up, without thinking. The guys just turned and stared at her. "Well, that weakside linebacker was getting a free lane right into Chad. He was only getting caught when you guys had the fullback out on the wing. I’m surprised Coach Torrance didn’t pick up on that earlier. And when one of the lineman was picking up the weakside ‘backer, one of their ends was getting in. I don’t know why Coach didn’t call a few screen passes to Tom, there, you had gaping holes on the weakside out in the flat, because they were bringing that backer almost every play."

Kate was so caught up in her dissertation that she didn’t notice until she had finished that jaws were hitting the floor. She grinned sheepishly. "Hey, I know football. I was screaming ‘throw the damn screen!’ from up in the stands."

The guys on the football team were still stunned, until Tom Evers looked at Chad, looked at Kate, looked back at Chad, and finally said, "Jesus. Don’t let this one get away, would you, Chad?"

Kate loosened up considerably after that. Chad was delighted.

When Chad picked her up the next night, he said to her, "You know what? You know football, you go to all of my games, but I don’t think I’ve ever seen one of your paintings, except for that mural in the foyer at school."

"Do you want to?"

"Yeah."

"My best one is downstairs. Come here," She led Chad into the kitchen, and pushed an intercom. "Are you guys decent? I want to bring Chad down there to show him something."

"Yeah, we’re decent," Chad heard a male voice chuckle. "C’mon down."

They went downstairs and Kate knocked on a door. Chad could see Sophia open the door. Chad walked in behind Kate and found himself in a small apartment. "You’ve met Sophia and Betsy," Kate giggled. "This is Warren, my future brother-in-law. Warren, Chad." They shook.

Kate pointed to a wall, where the painting she had done a couple years back of Warren and Sophia skating was hung. "That’s at least one of my best."

Chad stared at it for a minute. "Wow," he said finally. "That’s fantastic."

"We liked it," Sophia told him.

When they got in the car, Chad told Kate, "You’re really talented. Are you planning on studying art in college?"

"Yeah, I plan to go to Mass Art, in Boston." She looked at him. "What about you, plan on being a football jock in college?"

"Looks that way. I’m getting recruited, from schools all over the country. However, Boston College is still the front-runner."

"Good," Kate giggled.

"Hm, you seem happy that we’re planning on attending college in the same city," Chad teased.

"Yeah, I am," Kate said softly.

"Good. So am I," Chad agreed. They went in and ate, and had been planning on going to a movie, but Chad decided he wasn’t in the mood. Instead, he drove to the beach.

"You planning on going swimming? In November?" Kate teased him.

"No, it’s just that nobody’s here, the view is nice, and I wanted to talk."

"OK."

"Look, we’ve been taking this slow, kind of feeling our way around each other. I understand why. It was a good thing. We both just ended relationships, we were both wary, and we wanted to get to know one another better. So, I didn’t mind taking it slow." Chad said.

"But you don’t want to take it slow anymore," Kate said.

"No. But I’m not just talking about physical." He took a deep breath. "Kate, I’m falling in love with you."

Kate inhaled sharply. "You are?" she managed to get out.

"Yeah. Is that so crazy?"

"Yeah, it’s crazy." Kate laughed and launched herself over the front seat towards him, wrapping her arms around him. "Wonderful crazy. We’re the most unlikely couple in all of Oceanview High." Her voice dropped. "And I’ve been falling in love with you for a while now."

"Oh, I’m so glad you said that," Chad said with real relief.

Kate giggled, and looked up at him, taking her face in his hands. "Chad?" Their eyes locked. "Stop going slow."

He blinked, and then devoured her. His lips were on hers, his tongue in her mouth, kissing and nibbling at her in a frenzy. She felt like she was drowning. But then she pulled away.

"Dammit, this steering wheel is killing me," she said.

Chad looked at her. "Back seat."

"Good idea." They made it back there in a flash, and were all over each other again. Their lips clashed, tongues tried to invade, and she ran her hands all over his back, through his hair. He broke from her lips to kiss all over her face and down her neck. His hands were working the buttons on her blouse. He had them undone in no time, slipped her shirt off, and reached around and undid her bra. He cupped her breast in his hand, and Kate moaned. She reached out to him, attempting to pull his shirt over his head, until he pulled back long enough to let her. She stroked his muscular chest as he kneaded his hand into her tit. Their lips were locked, and Chad could feel Kate moaning through the kisses.

He kissed down her neck and took one of her nipples in his mouth. She whined, and moaned, and writhed in the seat. His hands were all over her, and one crept up her legs under her skirt. She lifted up so he could pull her panties off, and his fingers were all over her. He plunged one deep inside her and she jumped, letting out a little scream. He slid his finger in and out as she bucked on his hand and sobbed. Her hands had been rubbing his chest, and now they moved down, clawing at the button on his pants.

He helped her, and his pants were down in a flash. Her hands wrapped around his cock, and she moaned, and then looked down. "My word, you’re big all over, aren’t you?" she said. She sat up in the seat, and maneuvered him so he was kneeling in front of her. "Chad, I want that big boy in me, and I want it now."

"Um, wait a minute, I need something…" he said, groping on the floor for his pants.

"No you don’t," Kate grinned at him. "I’m on the pill. Fuck me."

He looked at her. She was flushed all the way down her breasts. Her green eyes were sparkling. She was breathing heavy. Chad couldn’t believe it. Brittany had been unresponsive and cold. Chad had never seen anything like this spitfire sitting in his back seat begging him to fuck her.

For Kate’s part, she was on fire. Sex with Dave had been fun and satisfying, but nothing like this. His kisses burned into her. His touch burned into her. His hand on her tit almost made her go into orgasm right then. She was in a frenzy.

"Do it," she whispered to him. He lifted her skirt up out of the way, and aimed his cock at her slit. With one stroke, he plunged in to the hilt.

That was all it took. Kate screamed, and started cumming with that first long stroke. Chad looked at her, astonished, watching her back bow and her chest heave, feeling her pussy clamp down on his dick. Her frenzy reached him. He had wanted to go slow and easy, but that didn’t last long. Before he knew it, he was pounding into her relentlessly. She put her legs around his waist and set her feet along the back of the front seat behind him, so she could get more leverage. She was pounding back at him just as relentlessly. His hands pawed her tits, as she put hers on his ass, pulling him even deeper into her. "YES! YES! FUCK! YES!" she screamed on every stroke. When she bucked and howled and spasmed again, Chad hit his limit. He jammed into her hard one last time, and came into her harder than he ever had in his life.

Kate flopped over onto the seat like a rag doll as Chad slipped out of her. For his part, Chad sank down on the floor of the car, astonished.

"What the hell just happened?" he mumbled to himself.

"An explosion?" a voice giggled softly from the seat.

"Something like that. Are you OK?" he asked.

"What a silly question." She sat up on the seat, and patted next to her. He scrambled up from the floor and sat there. "Just don’t expect me to be coherent for, like, three days," she laughed.

"You’re an animal," he said in wonder.

"Uh-huh," she agreed, still giggling. "It either comes from my passionate, artistic nature or my red hair, depending on which issue of Cosmo you read."

He laughed, and then sobered. "I’ve never seen anything like that in my whole life."

"You sound like you’re in shock."

"I think I am." He looked at her. "I never knew it could be like that. You’re aggressive."

"And the big football jock isn’t used to aggressive girls."

"As I once said to you before, Kate, that was not disapproval." She giggled, and he continued. "You have to understand. Brittany was passive to the point of catatonia. We didn’t make love at all for the last six months we were going out, because I got tired of watching her lie there like a blow-up doll while I got myself off on her. It was unsatisfying. It got to be borderline pathetic. This," he pointed vaguely to the seat," was… amazing."

Kate absorbed that for a minute. "Brittany had sex with you because she felt obligated to." Chad nodded agreement. "I had sex with you because I wanted to. I love you. And I’m not going to lie, I enjoy sex. Although, I must admit, not like that." She laughed. "Dave wasn’t as hopeless as Brittany apparently was, but I’ve never felt like this in my life. I’m still tingling all over. And speaking of aggressive, you’re no shrinking violet. I thought your dick was going to pop out of the top of my head at one point."

Chad laughed. "I fully intended to go slow and easy and gentle. I really did. I couldn’t help myself."

"Neither could I, I wasn’t exactly letting you ease up. I think I put fingernail-sized indentations in your ass," she laughed. "Which is fair, because you did the same to my tits."

He looked down and saw the red blotches on her breasts. "Oh, Jesus, did I do that?"

"You sure did. And I loved every minute of it."

"Damn, I sure didn’t mean to leave bruises."

"Bruises? Those are love marks." She looked at him. "I’m glad we got to know each other before we had sex. I’m glad I started to fall in love with you before we had sex. And I’m glad we didn’t wait a second more than that before we had sex."

"Me, too," he agreed, "to all of it. I love you. And you are the sexiest creature I’ve ever seen in my life."

"I love you, too, and you’re pretty sexy yourself, hunk." She ran her hand up his arm. "All these delicious muscles."

"I’d accuse you of trying to get me going again, but I don’t think that’s possible."

"Ditto. I’m just admiring the view." She looked around. "We should get dressed, but I have no idea what happened to my bra!"

"So go without," he teased.

"I just might," she grinned at him.

Oceanview won the state championship-over St. Michael’s. "Damn you, beating my alma mater like that," Warren teased Chad the next time he saw him.

The day after the state championship was the weekend of the Grand Prix finals. Kate had the house to herself that Saturday, and Chad spent the whole day, neither of them wearing too many clothes most of the day. Kate had painted Chad, in football gear, releasing a pass, and he was stunned at how good it was. He spent a long time in bed showing her how appreciative he was. They took a few breathers to eat, and to watch Sophia and Warren win the Grand Prix.

Chad found himself spellbound by their Riverdance program. "I never thought of skaters as athletes, especially ice dancers," he said to Kate as they sat in her bed, eating Chinese food and watching the skating. "I was wrong. That program was hard. I don’t skate, and even I could tell how hard it was."

"They’re the best," Kate said. "And, yeah, they are definitely athletes. They’re artists, too."

"That I got right away," Chad said. "I have a soft spot in my heart for artists. One in particular."

"That’s funny, because I have a soft spot in my heart for athletes. One in particular."

"Eat your spare ribs. I want you again."

She dumped the rest of her plate in the trash, and put all the food on the floor. She wrapped herself around him. "Screw the spare ribs," she said with a gleam in her eye.

THE END OF THE BEGINNING (Chapter 115)

It was a few days before Christmas. Sophia and Ellen had taken Betsy with them to go do some shopping. Warren was downstairs at Sophie’s, in their apartment, reading a book. Suddenly, he heard the doorbell-the one from the door that led directly into the basement. He went outside the apartment and to the door, and opened it.

"Jess! Hey!"

"Hi Warren. What’s up?"

"Not much. Come on in." He led her through the basement into the apartment. "If you’re looking for Sophie, she’s not here."

"That’s fine, you’ll do," she giggled. Warren took her coat and they sat down on the couch. "I’m just looking for a shoulder to cry on."

"You know mine’s always available. What’s wrong?"

"Have you talked to Crash?"

"Not in the last two weeks or so. He’s due home tomorrow. Why, what’s up?"

"Well, it’s over. Crash and I, I mean. We broke up last weekend."

" Excuse me? He hasn’t said a word!"

"He wouldn’t. You know Jason. To be truthful about it, I haven’t said a word to Sophie either. I guess we were just hoping it’d work out and didn’t want to alarm anyone, especially you two since you have your hands full with that baby," she grinned. "But this has been coming for some time."

"What happened?" Warren asked.

"Well, it started a year and a half ago. You know, the year we spent apart."

"Yeah, and I thought being apart for that year pretty much killed both of you."

"It did. At the time," she said. "What happened was, we got back together that summer and things seemed OK. But when I went out to Wisconsin-Milwaukee last year, that’s when it started to dawn on me. Look, we were closer, but we weren’t together all the time. We were still at separate schools, so there were gaps in between our seeing each other. Maybe that’s the way I was able to see what was happening."

"The thing is," she continued, "is that I grew up and he didn’t. Actually, forget that, that’s too harsh. I changed and he didn’t. I wanted different things out of the relationship than he did."

"What do you mean?" Warren asked.

"It started with sex. We haven’t had sex for months, you know. That was deliberate, because I thought our problems were with sex. I was wrong, sex was just part of it. But that’s where I first noticed it. Jason’s great at fucking-actually, that’s too harsh again, because I think it was both of us together that were great at fucking, but we’re not great at making love. And I’ve come to the point in my life where I need someone who is willing to make love to me."

"We tried changing it, we’ve been trying for some time. The problem is, we only went a certain distance. That was enough for him. It was probably even enough for me-for a while. Then it ceased to be enough." She looked at Warren. "We haven’t spent much time together the past couple of years. I mean, first I was here and you were there, then when we were closer you had the pregnancy and the Olympics, and then you’re here and I’m there. But I have changed a lot in the past few years."

"I need love, Warren. I need to be cherished. Jason and I are too much alike. I need someone sweet and gentle to smooth away my rough spots."

"When Jason and I first hooked up, we set each other on fire. That was great, for a while. But I don’t want that anymore. I want someone to make me melt."

Warren thought about that, and then something popped into his head. And he looked at Jessie in amazement. "Oh my God, this goes back to the cabin, doesn’t it?"

"Yes, it does," Jessie admitted with a sad smile.

"This all started…I mean…" Warren couldn’t say it.

"That first night you and I made love. Yes," Jessie admitted. "That’s what started it."

"Jess, how many years ago was that?"

"It was the start, I said. It’s been building since then."

"I thought you and Crash fixed all that, right then!" Warren exclaimed.

"We did. To a point. But we didn’t go past that point, and I needed to go past that point. I thought we were on the right track-then it stopped." She took a deep breath. "That night with you, well…as I said, Jason and I haven’t had sex in months. As you might have guessed," she said with a smirk, "I play with myself a lot. And I haven’t been thinking of Jason when I was doing it. I’ve been thinking of a night in a certain cabin up in Maine. I think that’s when I realized that Jason and I were doomed."

"This is a hell of a thing to drop on my head!" Warren said.

"I know. I’m sorry," she said. "You’re my best friend’s fiance. You’re the father of her child." Jessie’s voice dropped to a near-whisper. "And I’m in love with you-and I have been for some time."

"Oh God," Warren said.

"I can’t help it," Jessie said in a voice of despair. "Do you know how long I’ve been fighting this?"

"Jess, you have to keep fighting it," Warren asserted.

"I know. But I can’t."

"Jesus, Jess, where’s that Jessica Reidel fighting spirit? Where’s the She-Devil?"

"The She-Devil is gone," Jessica said with finality. "She’s been gone for some time. That’s the point. That’s the whole point."

"You know," Warren said, "when Sophie and I, last year, decided to call a halt to our experimentation, it was because we were afraid that one of our dalliances was going to come back and bite us on the ass. This is the last one I expected to do that."

"Why?" Jessie said. "You should’ve expected this. You’re every bit in love with me as I am with you."

Warren looked at her like she was insane. "Jessie. I’m in love with Sophia. Remember her?"

"It’s possible to love two people at the same time," Jessie said.

"No it’s not. Not the same way," Warren asserted.

"I didn’t say it was the same way. I’m quite sure it’s not even to the same degree," Jessie admitted. "If there’s, I don’t know, a scale of being in love, Sophia’s higher than I am on it with you, and I know it. But you’re in love with me all the same." She sighed. "If I didn’t know for sure that you were going to get back with Sophia when you broke up freshman year at Wisconsin, I probably would’ve dumped Crash then and there. But I did know you and Sophia were going to get back together. Had no doubt about it, in fact, if you recall, I wanted it to happen."

She looked at him plaintively. "I know, I know, I’ll always be number two. I don’t mind."

Warren’s head was reeling. "Jess, you’re saying-what, exactly?"

"I’m saying that I love you. And I want to be with you. When Sophia isn’t. I want to be your second girlfriend. And I want to make love to you, right now."

"WHAT? NO!" Warren burst out.

"Warren, we’ve done it before."

"With Sophie’s approval. And participation, remember. She was there. We can’t do this behind her back. And, if you forget, we did all that before I put a ring on her finger."

"I don’t want your ring on my finger," Jess said. "Someday, I’m going to meet someone to spend my life with. I have no doubt he’s going to be a lot like you," she grinned, "but it won’t be you. Sophia’s going to spend the rest of her life with you. I just want whatever I can get for right now."

Warren looked at her in shock. "Jess, this just isn’t like you."

"I’ve changed, I told you."

"The Jessica Reidel I know would never settle for second best," Warren pointed out.

"I’ve been setting for second best for some time now. Why do you think I’m doing this?" she asked. "You are not second-best. And I’m not settling for second-best, I’m settling for being second choice. There’s a difference."

"You deserve someone all your own."

"I agree," she said. "But he ain’t here. So, for right now, what I deserve is to make love with the one man who managed to steal my heart when neither of us were looking."

"And what does Sophia deserve?" Warren asked pointedly.

"You. And she has you. I’m not going to interfere with that."

"That’s exactly what you’re doing!"

"No, it’s not. She’s not here, is she? I’m not taking you away from her. I’m filling in the blank spots, the in-betweens."

"It’s not that easy, Jess."

"OK, fine. Warren? All you have to do is say that I’m wrong, that you don’t love me. If you can say that, I will get up off this couch, walk out your door, and we will forget we even had this conversation."

"Good," he said.

"Fine," Jess agreed. "So say it. Tell me that you don’t love me. And I’m gone."

"I-," Warren started. Then his head fell into his hands. "I can’t say it. Because it’s a lie. Oh, fuck."

"This isn’t any easier for me."

"Of course it is! What do you have to lose?" Warren blurted angrily.

"My best friend, and my other best friend," she said sadly.

"OK, you’re right," Warren said. "But you pushed this."

"Yes, I did," she admitted. "Because I couldn’t keep it to myself any longer. Warren, I need you. Do you know how fucking lonely I am right now?"

"Jessie, I can not do this!"

"Warren, just kiss me. Please?" She moved closer to him on the couch. "We can start there and see what happens."

"I can’t do this. I can’t."

"Yes, you can." She slid onto Warren’s lap.

"Oh, Jesus, Jess, please. I can’t do this, but I also can’t hurt you, you know that."

"Warren, nobody’s going to get hurt." She took his face in her hands, and leaned down to kiss him. He tried to pull away.

"Jessie. I love you."

"Oh, goody, you said it! Now kiss me again!"

"Jess, as I was about to say, it doesn’t matter if I love you or not. This is just wrong."

"No. No, it’s not. Sophia will understand."

"I doubt that. Jessie, somehow, you’re not thinking straight."

"Yes, I am. Look, Sophie’s never been possessive."

Warren sighed. "You don’t know what happened after I took Liz Cushman’s virginity. That was very hairy for a while. We worked it out, but that’s when we decided we weren’t going to fool around anymore. She’s not possessive if she can control it. When she can’t, she is."

"Warren," Jessie sighed, "I’m not Liz Cushman. I’m Sophie’s best friend. Don’t you think she wants me to be happy?"

"If you’re so sure of that, then we wait until she gets back and we ask her."

"That’s not necessary. We can tell her afterwards. That will be fine."

Warren was in complete turmoil. He couldn’t do this, not to Sophie. But he did love Jessie. Not like he loved Sophie, but he did love her. And he’d never seen tough, strong-willed, take-no-prisoners Jessica Reidel in this much pain before. He wanted to make the pain go away.

"Jess, when on earth did you get so needy?"

"When I realized what I needed," she said softly. "When I realized what my life had been missing."

"Dammit, Jess, I’m too weak for this."

"That’s kind of what I was counting on," she giggled. "Warren, take me in your arms. Take me to your bed. Make love to me."

"Jessie, you need to get off my lap."

"No, I don’t. I need to kiss you." She did.

Warren, caught between surrendering and throwing her on the floor, off his lap, heard the door open before he saw. His heart sank right to his knees.

My life, he thought, is over.

"What the HELL is going ON here?" Sophia demanded.

JESSIE HITS THE JACKPOT (Chapter 116)

"Hi, Soph!" Jess chirped.

"Hello, Jessie," Sophia said, sitting down in the chair across from the couch. "Welcome home. Now, do you mind telling me why you’re sitting in my fiance’s lap kissing him?"

"I’m trying to get him into bed," she giggled.

"Oh, that did not help," Warren moaned.

Sophia’s mind boggled. She was prepared to believe she had walked into something innocent-until Jessie said that. "You’re trying to get Warren into bed," Sophia said. "What about Crash?"

"We broke up," Jessica said. "For good. It’s over." She climbed out of Warren’s lap and sat next to him on the couch. "This has been building for some time."

"So, you’ve lost your boyfriend, so you’re going to try to make time with mine?" Sophia blurted. Then she turned to Warren and said, "GodDAMN you! How could you do this to me?"

"Wait a minute, Sophie," Jessie said, "Warren didn’t do a damn thing. He’s been trying to fight me off. I’m not making it easy for him."

"I could’ve fought you off harder," Warren admitted. "I was trying not to hurt her," he said to Sophia.

"Why would fighting her off hurt her?" Sophia asked.

"Because I’m in love with him," Jessica said quietly. "And he can’t hurt me because he’s in love with me."

"Oh, that didn’t help either," Warren moaned.

"What?" Sophia croaked out. Her eyes were wide open, and her bottom lip was trembling. "You love each other?" She looked back and forth between them. "So, what’s this mean? That’s it? Warren, you’re going to leave me for my best friend?"

"Not in a million years," Warren said.

"He’s not leaving you. Not a chance. Not going to happen, and I wouldn’t let it," Jessie added.

"I don’t get it," Sophia said, the tears starting to drip down her cheeks.

When Jessie saw the tears rolling down Sophia’s face, she realized something. "Dammit. You’re right, Warren, I fucking blew this. Sophie, you don’t get it because I fucked up." She took a deep breath. "Sophie, Warren loves me-but not like he loves you. I know that. I accept that. But I do love him, completely-and I love you, too. I wasn’t trying to take him away from you. I was just trying to, I don’t know, be with him, occasionally, for a while." Jessie sniffled in her own tears. "Not forever. Not all the time. Just once in a while. And just until I find someone of my own who can treat me the way Warren does." She sniffled again. "And it was selfish and stupid and greedy and thoughtless. And I’m sorry." She stood up from the couch. "I won’t bother you two again." And she headed for the door.

"Jess, wait!" Sophia yelled. "Stop. Don’t go."

"I think it’s best that I do," Jessie said sadly.

"Jessica. SIT," Sophia demanded, pointing to the bed. Jessie did. Sophia stood up. "Wait right here. Nobody move. I’ll be right back." She left the apartment.

"What the hell is she doing?" Warren asked.

"I don’t know," Jessica said. "Maybe I should leave now, while she’s not here."

"I have a funny feeling that if you leave you’ll be in bigger trouble with her," Warren smirked.

"Well, unless she’s gone upstairs to get a meat cleaver to chop off my head," Jessie said.

"My dick, more like it," Warren said.

"Nah. She needs that. Well, I suppose she could chop off your dick as long as she left you your tongue."

Warren laughed. "Jess, you’re incorrigible."

"Of course I am."

Just then, Sophia came back in. "OK. I just went upstairs to check with Mom. Betsy’s all set, she’s napping, Mom’s got her, we won’t be bothered for a few hours." She locked the door.

"Warren, she doesn’t have any sharp objects in her hand," Jessie said. "That’s a good sign."

"Huh?" Sophia asked.

"I figured you went to get the meat cleaver to chop off my head," Jessie said.

"Not hardly," Sophia grinned. "Come here, Snugglebear," she said, pulling Warren off the couch. She wrapped him in a long, sweet, gentle kiss. Then she dragged him over to the bed by his hand, and gently pushed him so he ended up sitting on the bed next to Jess. Looking very satisfied with herself, she sauntered back over to the couch and sat on it.

"Well?" she said.

Warren and Jessie just looked at her blankly.

"Jess, you got him in bed. You gonna do something about it?"

"Huh?" Jessie said.

"You heard what I said." Her expression got a little harder. "Listen to me. This only ever happens when I’m here. This never happens behind my back. Do you understand me, Jessica Reidel?"

"Yes, ma’am," Jessie said contritely.

"That’s why I was pissed." She smiled. "All you ever had to do was ask." Warren looked at her in amazement. "Why so surprised, Snugglebear? We’ve done this before."

"We’ve had fun diversions before, not quite the same thing," he said, not wanting to say the rest.

"Ah," Sophia said, understanding. "You thought I’d be mad because she loves you. And you love her." Sophia looked at him. "You forget something. I love both of you, too. Warren, she’s my best friend. The only cure for what ails her is you." She took a deep breath. "I can live with that. There’s enough love in this room to go around, you know."

"Sophia, you’re incredible," Warren said.

"I know," she grinned. "Well?" she said to him, gesturing at them on the bed. "Did you forget how? Jeez, Warren, it’s only been a few weeks." Jessie looked at her in surprise. A few weeks, for those two? "Yeah, we haven’t had sex for a few weeks. Between training and Betsy running me ragged, I’ve been beat to hell. She’s still waking up at all hours of the night, and, since I’m breastfeeding, it’s all up to me. And Warren’s been very understanding, but he’s also very horny. So, Jess, you had better take care of him, too! Now, get going! I’m going to count to ten and by the time I get done, I’d better at least be seeing some kissing!"

"And what are you going to be doing over there?" Jessie smirked.

"Watching. At the very least," Sophia grinned. Jessie grinned back, turned to Warren, leaned in-and then they kissed. Then they really kissed, sprawled on the bed.

Sophia sat back on the couch with a big smile on her face. She’d watch Warren make love with someone else before-Jessie herself, and also Alexa. The only thing that bothered her was, back then, she was more of an active participant. But she knew Jessie wasn’t at all into girls, and there was no Jason to divert her this time. So, she watched.

Jessie was completely beside herself-both with a few months of accumulated lust, and with the sheer euphoria of being in bed with a man she thought she’d never be able to have again. They kissed, furiously, rolling around on the bed, lips caressing each other while their tongues danced. Warren reached his hand for Jessie’s boob.

"Hmm," he said, breaking the kiss. "You’ve grown in the past three years."

Jessie laughed delightedly. "Well, I’m about 15 pounds heavier than the last time you had me in a compromising position. Luckily, it all went to my tits and ass."

"Good," Warren laughed, and leaned in to kiss her again, his hand on her tit through her shirt and bra. Then he lifted her shirt from the bottom, and pulled it up over her head, only breaking the kiss long enough to get it off. Then, her bra was off. His hand descended back onto her boob. She moaned into his mouth.

He cupped her boob, and ran his fingers over her nipple, which quickly stiffened for him. "Oh, God, Warren, you’re so gentle it’s driving me crazy!" she moaned. He grinned at her, then lowered his mouth to her boob. He surrounded the erect nipple with his mouth, and gently sucked on it.

Jessie went berserk. Her eyes closed, a flush spread from her breasts up to her face. She had one hand snaked in Warren’s hair, the other was fisting open and closed by her side. "Oh God. Oh, God, it’s like a feather. Oh…," she moaned. Her hips rose and fell. "Warren, my pants…please…my pants," she gasped. Warren got the message, and quickly undid the button and zipper on her jeans, and slipped them off her, her panties going with them. She raised her hips to help. He never lost contact with her breast.

"Oh, please, Warren, touch me," she gasped. He put his hand down between her legs, and couldn’t believe how wet she was! He covered his finger with her juices, and then moved up to her clit, swiping it lightly with his fingertip. "OH FUCK!" she howled. She grabbed his hair with her hand, and practically tore the sheets with her other hand, and he kept up the light pressure on her tit with his mouth and her clit with his hand. In mere seconds, she was stiffening beneath him, her head thrashing from side to side, a deep moan coming from her lips.

"Oh my FUCK," she said. "I can’t remember the last time I had a cum like that! From just that? Oh my." Warren just grinned at her. "That was incredible. It was so light! I’ve never felt anything like that." She grinned at him and pointed down past the end of the bed, to the couch. "Did that chick sitting over on the couch playing with herself teach you that one?"

Warren looked behind him, and saw Sophia sitting on the couch, her pants and panties down by her ankles, her legs spread, and her hand in between them. She grinned sheepishly and blushed at the same time. "No," Warren said, "actually, she usually likes rougher titty play than that. I just had a funny feeling about you, though."

"Good guess," Jess giggled. "I’m glad she’s enjoying herself, too," she grinned, pointing at Sophia.

"Not yet," Sophia said from the couch. "Only one person in this room has cum so far."

"Well, I think she needs more of a show, eh?" Jessie laughed. She reached for Warren’s belt buckle as he pulled his shirt over his head. Quickly, she had his pants and underwear off. She pushed him back onto the bed, crawled between his legs, and slurped his cock into her mouth.

Warren had gotten a blowjob from Jessie that time in the cabin, but it wasn’t like this. That blowjob back then was fast and furious and almost desperate. This wasn’t. Jessie still got a firm grip on Warren’s dick with her mouth but she wasn’t trying to tear the skin off. And her hands were running up and down his chest and legs as she made love to his dick with her mouth.

Warren was getting close, Jessie knew it. She stopped for a minute, and said, "Hey, does Sophie like cum? In her mouth, I mean."

"Sophie likes cum in her mouth a whole lot," Sophie giggled from behind them.

"Good. That makes two of us," Jess said. Just then, Jess had an impulse. She knew Sophia hadn’t cum yet-Jess would’ve heard her. She also was feeling very grateful that Sophia had allowed her to do this. And, she was feeling wild and just a little bit kinky.

She increased her pressure on Warren’s dick. It didn’t take long, and he came in buckets into her mouth. She swallowed some of it, but not all. Then she went with her wild impulse.

Sophia could tell that Warren was cumming right into Jessie’s mouth. She saw Jessie swallow, and heard Warren’s grunt. She had her hands all over herself, one with two fingers curled inside her, the other rubbing her clit. She couldn’t believe how hot it had made her to watch them.

Then, Jessie jumped off the bed, and headed towards the couch. She made a waving motion to tell Sophie to keep playing with herself. Just as Sophia said, "What?" Jessie leaned over, grabbed the back of Sophia’s head, and planted her lips right over Sophie’s.

Sophia was shocked. Jessie didn’t like girls, at all! Then, Jessie’s tongue snaked its way into Sophia’s mouth. The kiss was shocking enough. A tongue kiss practically floored her. And then she realized that there was something on Jessie’s tongue, and it was now being spread all over her own tongue.

Oh, God, it was Warren’s cum. Her best friend was kissing her with her fiance’s cum in her mouth. Part of Sophia went into complete shock-but the other part came, and hard, her fingers furiously working over her pussy as Jess shared Warren’s cum with her. Sophia howled into Jessie’s mouth.

When she was coming down, Jessie withdrew her lips from hers, and sauntered back to the bed. "There. She had one at least," Jessie said to Warren, self-satisfied. He looked at her, puzzled. "I still had your cum in my mouth."

"You didn’t!" Warren hooted.

"Oh my God yes she did," Sophia gasped. "Jess, what the hell got into you? You kissed me! You don’t like girls!"

"Yeah, but I love you," she said. "Now," she continued, "Warren, it’s your turn." She settled back onto the bed, on her back. "Eat my pussy, Warren."

"But of course," Warren said with a grin.

Sophia sat on the couch, her mind whirling. She couldn’t believe what Jessie had done. It was such a shock. It was also such a turn-on. She couldn’t believe what a turn-on it was. She sat there, watching Warren do his usual expert job of lapping at Jessie’s cunny, while in her mind replaying that cum-covered kiss. Her hands moved furiously over her pussy. Jessie was quickly bouncing up and down on the bed, as Warren did what he does best, and Sophia came again, quieter than the first one but still very nice.

Meanwhile, Jessie was having a wonderful time. If there’s one thing she missed the most about Warren-sexually, that is-it was his tongue. And his tongue was even better than she remembered. "Oh, Warren, it’s been so long since somebody did this to me!" she gasped.

"What a pity," he chuckled, and then went back to it. After a few minutes, Jessie was practically in continuous-orgasm mode, and yelling, "Oh, God, Warren, fuck me!"

"Gladly," Warren said, as he crawled out from between her legs.

Sophia, meanwhile, had gotten herself completely naked and then brought herself to a third orgasm-and, feeling pretty well satiated, got a very strange idea in her head. Warren and Jessie had put themselves on the left side of the bed, facing it from the bottom-Warren’s side, Sophia noted with satisfaction. Sophia got up out of the couch, and walked around to the other side of the bed. She climbed in, just as Warren had gotten himself into position. Jessie was on her back, legs splayed wide, as he ran his dick all up and down her pussy. Sophie got on her side, and nudged herself over so she was right next to Jessie, lying on her right side. She took her left hand and grabbed Jessie’s. She pressed her breasts into Jessie’s left arm, leaned her chin on Jess’s shoulder, and took her other hand and started stroking Jess’s hair. Just then, Warren started to inch his dick slowly into Jessie’s waiting pussy.

Jess realized both of these things almost simultaneously. She had been anticipating Warren entering her, and she hissed "Oh, I’ve waited too long for this!" as he did. But then, she realized where Sophia was. Right next to her, cuddling up to her, playing with her hair. "Oh, God, Sophie?" she said.

"Shh, Jess, it’s OK," Sophia whispered.

"Oh, God," Jess moaned. "I mean…oh GOD." Warren was entering her oh so slowly, and her pussy was clutching his dick like it was hugging a long-lost friend. When he hit bottom, Jessie sighed. Then he started moving in and out of her, slowly and deliberately.

To Jessie, it seemed like the sensitivity of her nerve endings had tripled, everywhere in her body. Not just in her pussy, where she could feel every square millimeter of Warren’s dick as it entered and exited her. No, her arm, which Sophie was cuddling, felt like it was on fire. Her hair. Sophie kissed her shoulder, and it felt like an electric shock.

Warren was making love to her-really making love to her, with gentleness and care. She was reeling. She hadn’t felt like this since-well, since the last time she was in bed with Warren. And Sophie?

Jessie never expected that. They’d been best friends since they were seven, for goodness’ sake, and the only time they’d ever touched was the odd hug. Fully clothed, of course. And not too many of those. But it felt good. It kind of made what Warren was doing to her feel that much better. Jessie opened her eyes and turned-and stared into Sophia’s.

"Oh, God, Sophie!" she murmured. She didn’t know what was happening to her. She didn’t know what she was feeling. She especially didn’t know what she was feeling when Sophie leaned over and lightly kissed her on the lips. And then did it again. Then started planting little light kisses on her lips, her cheek, her neck, her shoulder. They were light and airy and not particularly sexual. But that, combined with the sweet love she was getting from Warren, had Jessie reeling.

Sophia had seen something. She knew that the Jessie she had walked in on wasn’t the Jessie she knew. There was something wrong. Jessie was needy and desperate-and hurting. Badly, much worse than she was letting on. "It’s OK, Jess, we’re going to make it all better," she whispered.

Warren, for his part, had come to the same conclusion that Sophia had. Jess needed this, for a deeper reason than he could identify. As he slowly moved himself in and out of her, he looked at Sophia cuddling up against her-and again marveled at what an incredible person his fiancee was.

"Warren, faster, please?" Jessie moaned. Warren obliged, but not too much, just picking up the pace enough. When he did, he moved his hand up and started gently caressing Jessie’s boob, remembering what that had done to her a few minutes before. She moaned, and started bucking up to his thrusts more vigorously.

She was getting closer, when Sophia whispered in her ear, "Is Jessie going to cum?" Jessie just moaned. "Do I get to see Jessie cum?" Sophia went on.

"Oh, God, yes," Jessie moaned.

"Can I help?" Sophia asked softly. Jess opened her eyes and just looked at her hazily. "Can I help?" Sophia repeated, and then started kissing-starting on Jess’s shoulder and working her way down her chest, leaving no doubt where she was headed, giving Jess plenty of time to stop her. Jess didn’t stop her, and as Sophia gently snaked her tongue around Jessie’s nipple, Jessie screamed, "Oh, God, yes!"

It didn’t take much longer before Jessie went supernova. Her hips blasted off the mattress, her pussy slamming onto Warren’s dick. She howled. Her cheeks flushed, and she couldn’t see anything. Her hand, still entwined with Sophia’s, almost ripped Sophia’s fingers off. Her pussy spasmed wildly, clamping down hard on Warren’s dick, and bringing him over the edge with her.

Warren, not wanting to crush her, slipped down on the bed next to her-not that there was a lot of room there with Sophie on the other side of the bed, but he managed. And then he said to his barely-coherent lover, "I love you, Jessie."

From the other side of her, Sophia said, "I love you too, Jessie."

Jessie, still having little aftershocks and feeling like a wet dishrag, wasn’t able to speak. So she just grinned at them.

A little while afterwards, they were lying on the bed, cuddling. They had scootched on the bed to make room for all three of them. Jessie was in the middle.

"It’s been a long fall, actually, it really started in the summer," Jessie said. "It was towards the end of the summer that I asked Crash to hold off on sex for a while. So, obviously, I was having problems last summer with our relationship."

"What gradually became apparent to me is that, while sex was the most troubling aspect of our relationship to me, it wasn’t the whole problem. I also realized that sex was the only thing that Jason liked about our relationship. He went along with me in calling a halt to sex, but I now realize that was a ‘yes, dear’ moment. I fully believe he was not celibate when he went back to school, but that’s not really the point."

"We got together a few times this semester. I went to Northwestern or he came up to Milwaukee. And things weren’t good at all. We didn’t fight-I’d almost prefer if we did. But we didn’t talk, either. We didn’t do much of anything. It was neglect-and every time I tried to warn things up, he’d say ‘I thought we weren’t going to do that’. Jesus, I never said no kissing! Or no holding hands! But, if he wasn’t getting in my pants, he didn’t want any touching at all."

"I went to Northwestern two weeks ago, in a last-ditch effort to fix things. He wasn’t welcoming. He acted like I was a burden. When I brought up the possibility of maybe trying to jump start our sex life, then he got interested. I let him start to try, but after one lousy kiss and a couple of boob squeezes, he started ripping my clothes off. And was ready to go, right then. When I asked him to slow down and take his time, he got pissed."

"I told him I needed to be loved, and he said that he was going to do just that. I said, no, I need to be loved, not fucked, and he said that there was no difference. I tried to explain to him what I wanted, and he just said, ‘that’s just a stupid girl thing. You were never upset before, why now?’"

"I reminded him that I was upset before, back at the cabin. He thought we had gotten over that. I did, too, but he hadn’t changed. He fell back into the same old pattern, and I had changed."

"Then, he said to me that he had gone out with me in the first place because I was low-maintenance. He said if I was going to turn into one of those weepy, needy, ‘make luuuuuv to me!’ high-maintenance types, than he didn’t want to deal with it."

"So I put my clothes back on, told him he never had to deal with it ever again, and left."

"I just felt so rejected. And neglected, and used as well. So I came here. Actually, I came here looking for Sophia primarily, because I figured a good cry might help. When I found Warren here, well-I’m sorry. I lost my mind."

"No harm, no foul," Sophia said.

"Do you feel better?" Warren asked Jessie.

"Oh, you have no idea," Jessie sighed. "Thank you. Both of you."

"You’re welcome," Warren said.

"Jessie, did you mind when I, you know…" Sophia faltered.

"No. I didn’t," Jessie said. "I actually liked it, a whole lot. Imagine that." She looked up at Warren and grinned. "I’ve know this girl for 13 years. If I’d known she was that good at sucking tittie I would’ve let her do it long before this."

Everyone laughed at that, but then Warren got serious. "I have to say, the way Crash treated you makes me a little ill."

"Damn. I probably shouldn’t have said anything to you," Jessie said. "I keep forgetting you are his best friend. But, Warren, it was between us. The relationship just got too combustible."

"I still can’t believe he was that callous." Warren took a breath. "Even so, I’d prefer it if he never knew about this."

"Good plan," Jessica said. "I agree completely. Anyhow," she grinned, reaching down for Warren’s dick, "How’s this big boy recovering?" She stroked at it, and it started to become erect.

"Very well, if you keep that up," Warren grinned. "Looking for round two?"

"Nope," Jessie said. "Just getting you ready for this gorgeous thing on the other side of me. I think your Pookie needs a fuck, Warren."

"Oh, God, it’s been too long," Sophia moaned.

"See?" Jessie grinned. "Well, you are all set," Jessie said, looking down at Warren’s erect cock. "Let’s see about her." Jessie flipped over, and, to Sophia’s complete amazement, ran her finger up and down Sophia’s pussy. "Well, almost, but she needs a little help," Jessie said, and diddled Sophia’s pussy gently.

Sophie started moaning as Jessie slipped a couple fingers into her pussy. "Yep, Warren, she’s getting there. Hmm. How about this?" she said, and started lowering her mouth to Sophie’s nipple.

"Watch out, Jess. Don’t forget. She’s still lactating," Warren laughed.

"Hmmm," was all Jessie said. She lowered her mouth to Sophie’s nipple and started sucking, experimentally. Then she sucked harder. Sophia looked at her in utter shock as she felt the milk flowing out of her nipple. Jessie pulled off, said, "Yup, she’s lactating all right," and then went back to it. Sophia was actually pretty full, so this felt wonderful. She couldn’t believe it was Jessie that was doing it, though.

Warren looked at them in bemusement. "She’s remarkably enthusiastic, isn’t she?" he said to Sophia.

"Hey. I was a bottle baby," Jessie said in between sucking. "Didn’t know what I was missing."

Sophia almost started laughing, but held it in. She felt the wonderful release from her boobs and the equally wonderful caresses from Jessie up and down her pussy. She just looked at Jessie and said, "Jess. You do realize that you, the most relentlessly heterosexual girl I know, are making love to another woman, right?"

Jessie stopped sucking, and looked up, seriously. "No, I’m not. I’m making love to you. Sophia Daniels. Who I love. Body parts are almost irrelevant, not after what you and Warren just did for me." She got a wry grin on her face. "Though, I must admit, I like this whole lactating thing. Does that turn you on?"

"When you do it, it does," Sophia said. "When Warren does it, too. You know, when I feed Betsy, it’s just feeding, but when you guys do it, it is a turn-on."

"Ah," Jessie said. "Anyhow, I’m not really making love to you. I’m just working you up." She reached behind her and grabbed Warren’s cock. "OK, Prep Stud, stick this thing where it belongs."

Warren grinned, and crawled around Jessie on the bed, positioning himself in between Sophia’s legs. He lined his dick up with her pussy, and easily slid into her. Jessie went back to milking Sophia’s boobs. Warren was kneeling in front of Sophia as he pumped in and out of her, upright, so Jessie went for the other boob, the one furthest away from her, sprawling all over Sophia’s torso as she reached her mouth toward it.

Sophia was tingling all over. First of all, this was the first good fuck she’d had in a few weeks. Second of all, yes, it had been a turn-on, and a big one, when Warren had milked her. But he’d never been able to do that while he fucked her, he wasn’t enough of a contortionist for that. But, now, she was being fucked by Warren while Jessie milked her.

Jessie, of all people!

Sophia was gently running her hand up and down Jessie’s back while Jessie lovingly sucked on her breast. It was just wonderful. Sophia was building up to an orgasm, but she also felt so content.

Jessie, for her part, felt very content herself. Yes, she surprised herself with how much she was enjoying this, but she was. It was very warm and loving and intimate. As was Sophia’s hand running up and down her back. Wow, she thought, who knew when I woke up this morning that I’d spend the afternoon doing this?

Warren had kept up the pace, and Sophia was moaning and bucking underneath him. "You close, Pookie?" he asked.

"Uh-huh," she moaned.

"Look out, Jess," Warren warned, "she squirts when she cums." Jessie just giggled and kept sucking. Suddenly, Sophia howled and went over, jerking and spasming. And Jess was amazed as the first blast of milk rocketed off the back of her throat. Sophia’s other boob was spraying all over Jess’s arm and back. Jess just sucked harder, until she sensed Sophia coming down.

She pulled off and sat back up next to Sophia, grinning. "Wow, that was something! It was almost like a guy cumming in my mouth, except it tastes better," she giggled. "I’d better leave some for Betsy, though."

"You’re back’s covered in it, you know," Warren pointed out.

"Cool," Jess said. Warren just laughed. Jessie looked at him, amazed-he was still fucking Sophia, and he wasn’t even close. "Warren, you’re a stud."

"Jess, this’ll be my third, in, what, an hour and a half? Of course I’m a stud, now."

Jessie just giggled, and then sat cross-legged beside Sophia on the bed. She looked down at Sophia, who had come down off her first climax and was building up to her second.

"She’s beautiful when she’s cumming, isn’t she?" Jessie said.

"That she is. So are you, you know," Warren smiled. Just then, Sophia started howling. Jess looked down, bemused, at how much noise she made. Knowing Sophia was close, Jess bent over and started sucking on her boob again. The milk flowed into her mouth as Sophia came again.

Just then, Jessie noticed that Warren had started grunting. "Can’t hold out forever," she said, bemused.

"She’s got…ungh…great control. And she’s using it," Warren managed to get out.

"Good," Jessie giggle, sitting out, Sophia’s breast milk still on her lips. Suddenly, Sophia’s hand shot out from her side, and headed right for Jessie’s pussy. Jessie squeaked as Sophia’s fingers probed her opening, and groaned as one slipped inside. Jess looked down, and saw Sophia grinning at her.

"Oh, jeez, Sophie!" Jessie groaned, as Sophia’s finger snaked in and out of her pussy.

Sophie withdrew her hand and hissed "Kneel!" at Jessie. Jessie kneeled in front of her. Sophia’s hand went back to Jessie’s pussy, and her other hand grabbed the back of Jessie’s head and pulled her back down to her boob. Jessie gladly started milking Sophia again, as Warren pounded into Sophia. Sophie went first, howling in her climax, thrusting her fingers wildly into Jess and squirting into her mouth, which quickly brought Jess off. All this going on was too much for Warren, and he poured himself into Sophie.

15 minutes after they had stopped, still sprawled in a heap on the bed, their intercom rang.

"Sophie?" It was Ellen.

Sophie ran to the intercom. "Hi, Mom, what’s up?"

"Betsy’s awake, and she’s hungry."

"Be right up." Sophie reached for her clothes and started to throw them on.

"Do you have anything left?" Jessie giggled.

"Oh, sure," Sophia said. "I think cumming causes me to make more, or something. Besides which, the more I get out, the more I make."

"I think I like that system!" Jessie laughed.

After Sophia had come back down with Betsy, they had a little chat.

"So, what does this mean?" Jessie said.

"Well, I think it means that you’re welcome in this bed whenever you want," Sophia said. "Warren?"

"I agree. Most of the time, anyhow. If it’s been a while and Sophie’s all pent up, we might tell you to go sit on the couch and play with yourself for a while." They all laughed at that. "But, mostly, yeah."

"Especially now," Sophie said. "You’re going back to Milwaukee in a month, and for the last week of that time we’re going to be at Nationals. We won’t see you until the summer, and that’s after we get off tour. Even next year, you’ll be in Milwaukee and we’ll be in Madison. We’re not going to see much of you. So, when we do see you, I want you here with us whenever you’d like to be."

"What about people finding out?" Jessie asked.

"That’s up to you," Sophia said.

"It shouldn’t be," Jessie maintained. "If word gets out that we’re having a little menage a trois, the story in the Enquirer is going to be about the big-time skating stars, not the humble nursing student."

"True, but I’ve already had worse things written about me in the Enquirer," Sophia laughed.

"I’m worried about people figuring it out, not telling anyone," Warren said. They looked at him. "Soph, you know me. I’m a cuddler. Say we went upstairs right now and sat on the couch right in front of your mother. Say you two sat on either side of me. What do I always do in that situation, Soph?"

"You put your arm around me and cuddle," Sophie smiled.

"Right. And I’d do that to you and not to Jessie? I could do it, but it somehow doesn’t seem fair. To any of us. And you’re the same way, Soph. You’re going to be sitting next to Jessie some day and not touch her? After what just happened? It’ll be tough."

"Hmm. He’s right. I think we have to think about this," Sophia said.

"Well, my limited availability should prevent a lot of that," Jessie pointed out. "I mean, right now we only have to pull this off for three weeks, right?"

"Right," Warren said. "If we tell anyone, it should be Sophie’s mom, though, because she’s here."

"Who probably would just chuckle, shake her head, and accept it," Sophia laughed. "But I need to think about that one, too."

Jessie ended up staying the night. "To catch up, I’ll sleep on the couch," all that. Jessie didn’t sleep on the couch. After the explosions of the afternoon, their lovemaking was gentle and intermittent, but very satisfying. The three of them spent a lot of time just cuddling and talking. They went to sleep early, Jessie in the middle, all intertwined with each other.

At 2 AM, predictably, Betsy whined, waking them all up. She was hungry, but not that hungry, so, after Sophia had put her back into her crib, Sophia was still feeling full. Jess was more than glad to help out.

After she had drained Sophia completely, Sophia laughed, "You know what? If I didn’t feel like a cow before, I do now."

"Soph, if it bothers you…" Jess started.

"No, of course not," Sophia said. "I’m just kidding. Actually, it’s kind of exciting. Mooooooo."

Jessie cracked up and said, "It’s funny. I’ve always enjoyed sex, but I’ve always been pretty vanilla. I didn’t even get into BDSM, which, knowing me, should’ve been a natural, right? Nope. Jason and I tried it and it did nothing for me. Now, look at me. I finally pick up a fetish, and it’s lactation, of all things!" Warren and Sophia cracked up. "How long you going to breastfeed that kid?"

"We talked about that," Sophia said. "We were thinking about stopping now, because it really does make skating a bit more difficult. But it’s not that bad, so I decided to breastfeed until Betsy hits a year old. That way we can put her on whole milk and avoid the formula completely."

"So, you’ll still be breastfeeding when I get home for the summer?" Jessie asked. Sophia nodded. "Goody!"

"Oh, Jesus, I’m going to have to wean both of them," Sophia exclaimed.

"And something tells me Betsy’s going to be easier to wean," Warren laughed.

"You’ll have to just keep knocking her up, Warren," Jessie joked.

"No way," Sophia said. "Not for at least another three years. I am not skating pregnant ever again. We don’t even discuss this until after the next Olympics."

"I’ll just have to knock you up, Jess," Warren joked.

"Oh don’t tempt me!"

They woke up the next morning, still intertwined. They really had worn one another out the previous day and night, so they just cuddled for a while. Warren went up to fix breakfast, and brought it down for all of them.

After breakfast, they were chatting, and the phone rang.

"Hello," Warren said.

"Hey, it’s Crash. I just got in late last night."

"Hey, Crash, what’s up?" Warren said. Sophia and Jessie looked at him.

"Hey, can we get together and talk today?"

"Sure. What’s up?"

"Jessie and I broke up," Crash said. Warren didn’t say anything. "Actually, she broke up with me. I knew we were having some problems, but I didn’t think they were that bad." Warren shook his head, realizing that Crash had been pretty blind the past while.

"Yeah, I knew you broke up, Jessie told Sophia," Warren said. Well, it was true, right?

"I figured. Listen, I need your help."

"What with?"

"I need your help coming up with a plan," Crash said. "I know some things went wrong, and I made some mistakes, but I need your help. Warren, I’ve got to get her back, I’ve just got to! And I need your help doing it."

Warren just sat down in the chair, pale, holding his head.

BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE (Chapter 117)

"He really wants to get back together with me?" Jessie asked incredulously.

"That’s what he said," Warren confirmed. They were sitting at the table in Sophia and Warren’s basement apartment. "Oh, this ought to be an interesting conversation. ‘Sorry, Crash, I can’t help you get back together with Jessie because Sophie and I are doing her.’"

"Tell him he can have me back when he starts lactating," Jessie giggled. "Seriously, Warren, I’m upset that you’re in the middle of this, but I’m not going back with him."

"I’m just surprised that he’s that vehement about getting you back," Warren said. "From what you told me, Jessie, I didn’t think he’d care."

"Me either," Jessie said. She noticed Warren looking at her. She smiled at him. "Go ahead, you can ask it, I won’t be offended."

"You didn’t embellish how he was treating you to make us more sympathetic."

"No," Jessie smiled. "Look, it’s my side of the story, and I know you need to hear his, and that’s fine. But I don’t think I embellished anything. If at all, I left stuff out. More background stuff, but still…"

"What do you mean?" Sophia asked.

"Well," Jessie started, "remember, freshman year I was at Umass. I didn’t like classes there-too big and impersonal-but I had a fairly decent social life. Plenty of kids from Oceanview out there, and they introduced me to other people. I went to Wisconsin-Milwaukee, and I didn’t know anyone. The classes are better, and that’s good, but…" She sighed. "I don’t know anyone. I’ve had trouble making friends. I’m very isolated, and my social life has boiled down to waiting for the one or two weekends every month I was going to see my boyfriend. Now I don’t have a boyfriend. And the only reason I’m out there a thousand miles away from home is because of the boyfriend!"

"So, I have no friends out there, and the boyfriend who was the reason I went out there in the first place abandoned me. You know what? ‘Lonely’ would be too mild a word to describe how I’ve felt the last four months. ‘Shattered’ would be more accurate."

"Oh, Jess," Sophia said.

"You two are my rock, you really are," Jessie said. "I don’t know what I would’ve done if you hadn’t been there for me yesterday. I’ve been so depressed." Warren was just staring at her. "What?" she asked.

"I’m sorry, Jess. I’m just amazed at how different you are. And a little bit upset by it, too. Needy and vulnerable is new for you."

"Tell me about it," Jessie said, summoning up a wry grin. "Look, I’m still the same ol’ Jess, mostly, and most of the time. I just get these weepy moments far more often than I used to. One thing I’ve realized is that I rely on my friends more than I ever knew. Which is a good thing-except when I can’t find a friend. Believe me, it is very hard for me, Jessica the She-Devil Reidel, to admit that there are days where I just want to be taken care of. And that those days, lately, come more and more frequently."

"We’ll take care of you as much as we can," Sophia smiled at her.

"I know you will," Jessie smiled. "Anyhow, I’m going to leave. Crash will be here soon. Besides which, I have to let my parents know I’m still around." She got up, gave Warren a nice long kiss, gave Sophie a nice long kiss, and headed for the door. "Call me when Crash leaves, OK?"

"Will do," Sophia told her. She left.

Sophia and Warren looked at each other for a minute after she left. Then Sophia said, "So, what are you going to do?"

"Try to talk him out of going back after her, without quite telling him why."

"Ah," Sophia said. "Do you want me here when you talk to him?"

"Completely up to you, Pookie."

"I don’t know. I might kill him." Sophia sighed. "Warren, Jessie’s in rough shape."

"I know."

"I think I understand the whole lactation fetish thing," Sophia said. Warren looked at her. "Well, you know, it is a turn-on, and I think that goes for both of us. But, even to me, it’s very warm and comforting. Imagine how she feels."

"When she first did it, I was a little busy," Warren said with a smirk, making Sophia giggle, "but, when she did it in the middle of the night last night, I watched you guys. It was the most stunningly intimate thing I’ve ever seen."

"That’s how it feels, too," Sophia said. "I have to tell you, if you had told me that this was going to happen, my first reaction would’ve been, ‘eeew, that’s too weird!’ Especially last night, when we weren’t in the middle of sex when she did it. But, somehow, it’s not weird at all. If it was anyone other than Jess-or you, of course-it would be. But it’s not."

Warren looked at Sophia and decided to ask it. "How long have you been sexually interested in Jess?"

Sophia looked up at him in surprise. Then she smiled. "For quite a while. Even before I ever experimented with girls, I felt something for her. I just never thought she’d go for it, so I put it out of my mind." She looked at Warren. "What would’ve happened yesterday if I hadn’t come in the door?"

"Well, OK, I admit it," Warren said. "I gave in a little on the kiss. But it would not have gone any further than that, I promise you."

"I believe you," Sophia smiled. "How long have you known that you were, you know, in love with her? Since the cabin?"

"If not before that," Warren admitted. "It was easier when she was with Crash. And you know you’re number one and I’d never do anything to jeopardize that. And I struggled for a long time with the thought of being in love with two people at the same time. But it’s been there for quite a while."

Sophia looked at him. "You feel closer to her than you do to Crash, don’t you?" Warren nodded. "And you have for a while."

"That’s the thing that’s killing me," Warren admitted. "I’ve always called Crash my best friend. But I’ve been closer to Jessie for some time."

"I’d actually noticed that," Sophia said. "Look, I’ll stay here when he gets here. You’re going to need the help. And I won’t kill him."

Crash showed up about an hour later.

"She talked to you?" Crash asked Sophia.

"Actually, she talked to both of us," Warren admitted. "She was here most of yesterday."

"OK. So, tell me. What do I have to do to get her back?" Crash asked.

"I don’t think you can," Warren admitted. "Crash, she’s pretty much done with it. I don’t think you have a chance."

"That’s ridiculous!" Crash said. "Look, you should know that! You broke up with Sophie, but you got back together."

"I just think this is different," Warren told him.

"We broke up because I wasn’t in my right mind," Sophia said. "I don’t think that’s the case with Jessie."

"Look, Jay," Warren said, "she told us some pretty bad things about how you’ve been treating her lately."

"Oh, great," Crash said. "Did she also tell you she shut me off?"

"You mean from sex?" Warren said. "Yeah, she told us that. But she also said that there was a reason for it."

"Yeah, girls and their little games, that was the reason," Crash said. "She was trying to prove something, to someone-don’t ask me to understand it."

"Jay, she was having a problem with your sex life," Warren told him. "She was trying to find out if that was the only problem. That’s what she was doing. She also said you went along with it."

"Yeah, because I figured she wouldn’t be able to do it for long," Crash said. "Unless she had someone on the side at school."

"She didn’t, I know that for a fact," Sophia said.

"She thinks you did, by the way," Warren said. "Though that’s not why she broke up with you."

"I did. What do you expect me to do?" Crash asked.

"Try to patch things up with her?" Warren asked. "I mean Jesus, Crash. You keep going on about how you wanted to fix things, and how you still want to be with her, and you were fucking around on her?"

"Look, we were at separate schools, OK? It’s not like trying to patch things up with her was 24/7. When I was with her, I did try to patch things up with her."

"That’s not the way she tells it," Warren says.

"I can believe it," Crash agreed, "but that’s because her idea of trying to patch things up was trying to make me someone that I’m not."

"Someone who loves her?" Sophia snorted. " That is what she was trying to make you into."

"Bullshit," Crash snorted back. "She knows I love her. The problem was, she wanted me to run through all kinds of tests and games and shit to prove it. Jessie doesn’t love unconditionally. She constantly wants reassurance."

"Everybody needs reassurance," Sophia told him.

"She didn’t used to!" Crash asserted. "She used to be as cool about this as I was." He turned to Warren with a murderous glare in his eye. "Until that night in the fucking cabin."

"What?" Warren said.

"I thought we had fixed that, you know, for about a year after. But it keeps coming back to haunt me. Oh, she doesn’t come right out and say ‘make love to me the way Warren did,’ she just hints."

"Jay," Sophia said, "I thought that that night had affected you, too. You k now, when you were with me."

"It did, to a point," Crash admitted. "But only to a point. Hey, great sex is great sex. I’m not going to deny for a second that I learned a lot from you that night, Soph. But I don’t want Jessie to be you."

"And you think Jessie wants you to be me," Warren said.

"Exactly right. And I refuse to give her the fucking satisfaction."

"Then why do you want to try to get back with her?" Warren asked.

"Because I still love her!"

"No, you don’t," Sophia said. "You love someone that doesn’t exist any more. She’s changed."

"Yeah, and that’s all his fault!" he screamed, pointing at Warren. "You motherfucker! You are the one that fucked her up!"

"Be that as it may," Warren said, "it happened, we all agreed to it, and we can’t take it back. You have to deal with the now, Crash. She wants more from you. If you’re unable to give it, you should just let it be."

"Whose side are you on?" Crash demanded.

"Nobody’s," Warren said.

"Bullshit. Jessie came down here with her little sob story, and now you’re all on her side. Shit, I’m surprised she didn’t try to get you into bed, so she could relive her wonderful little cabin experience."

"Well, Sophia was here," Warren said, not exactly lying.

"Like that would make a difference," Crash grinned. "Sophie probably would’ve told you to go for it while she sat on the couch playing with herself. I know Sophie well enough."

Warren tried to hide the flash of astonishment that flitted over his face. He wasn’t completely successful.

Crash looked at him in horror. "You didn’t. You DID! You fucked my girlfriend!"

"No, I didn’t," Warren said. "You don’t have a girlfriend. She broke up with you."

"Because of YOU!" Crash howled.

"No, because of you," Warren countered. "You are perfectly capable of treating her the way she deserves to be treated. If you didn’t do that, that is not my fault."

"Oh, yeah, right. How can I compete with you? You fucked her up for me, admit it."

Warren was starting to lose his temper. "Listen to me, you unfeeling asshole. Jessie stood in this room yesterday and told me she was in love with me. Do you know how much that cost her? I’m her best friend’s fiance, and she knew she was never going to be able to break Sophie and me up. And you could’ve made all that go away! She’d rather be in love with you! It was a lot easier that way. Even after the events in the cabin, she still wanted to be with you!"

"And you fucking blew it. Don’t blame me because you blew it. When she came into this room yesterday, she was pathetic. You have no idea how depressed she is, do you?"

"Oh, she’s so full of shit," Crash said. "Whine whine whine, that’s all she does lately. Depressed, my ass."

That was the last straw for Warren. "You know what? When she came into this room yesterday afternoon, she was depressed. When she left-which was this morning by the way-she wasn’t. Because she was with two people that love her, and want her to be happy."

"Jesus Christ, you stole my fucking girlfriend and you’re getting all sanctimonious about it?!?"

"I didn’t steal your girlfriend," Warren countered. "I have one of my own. Jessie needed us yesterday. Not the other way around. And we both love her, so we let her have what she needed. And you, who have been with her for all those years, were incapable of letting her have what she needed. And you say you’re in love with her? Fuck that. You don’t deserve her."

The next thing Warren knew, he was flat on his ass on the floor, bleeding profusely from his mouth. And Crash was on his way out the door.

"Warren!" Sophia screamed, rushing over to him. "Are you all right?"

"I don’t know," Warren said. "That went so well, didn’t it?"

About two hours later, Jessie got a phone call from Sophia, telling her to come over. When she got to the basement door, Sophia was waiting for her there, outside the apartment.

"I have to prepare you. Warren looks pretty bad. We just got back from the emergency room. He’s got stitches in his lip."

"What happened?"

"Crash slugged him," Sophia said.

"Oh NO!" Jessie wailed, and rushed into the apartment. She ran over to Warren, who was sitting in a chair, an ice bag held to his face in one hand, Betsy in the other. "Warren, I’m so sorry!"

"Why, you didn’t hit me," he said bemused.

"No, but I got you into the middle of this."

"Jess. I’m where I want to be. Got that?"

"Yeah," she smiled. "Thanks. What happened?"

"You tell her, Sophie, my mouth hurts." Sophia told Jess all that had happened.

"So, he knows," Jess said after Sophia was finished.

"Yeah," Warren said. He had the ice pack off for a minute. Betsy was starting to fuss, so he walked her over to Sophia, who was sitting on the bed. "Here’s Momma, sweet thing," he said to Betsy.

"Warren, I can’t help but feel bad. I mean, it sounds like you just lost your best friend," Jessie said.

"Feh. My best friend is over there on the bed, feeding our kid. My second best friend is you. I tried to be calm and rational about this, and keep things sane. But he really pissed me off. I wasn’t kidding-he doesn’t deserve you."

"But if I had never come over here yesterday…," Jess started, and then began sobbing.

"Jess. Listen to me," Warren said. "You came over here yesterday because you needed to. I love you, remember?"

"You love Crash, too, though," she sniffled. "I know guys don’t admit that because it makes them sound gay or something, but you do."

"Under normal circumstances, I’d admit it just fine," Warren grinned. "But the Crash that was in here this morning? I didn’t even like him."

"Yeah, but that’s still because of me."

"In a way, but I don’t care. Look, Jessie, he was just fine before you dumped him, wasn’t he? You were the one that was hurting. In fact, I don’t think he’s hurting at all-except his ego." Warren sighed. "Look, when you become close with someone, it’s because you connect with them on some level, right? And I think that if that happens, you can ignore some of the less savory parts of a person until they directly affect you. Remember when Soph dumped me? I should’ve seen that coming, because I knew what she was like. But I didn’t."

"Crash is selfish. Always has been. The times that he was selfish with me have been few and far between, so I’ve ignored it, because there were so many other things I liked about the guy. But he’s been selfish with you for some time, it seems. I probably should’ve seen this coming, too."

"There’s another problem. You’ve met Crash’s mother. That woman doesn’t have a life that doesn’t revolve around Crash. That’s the way he was raised. The only needs that count are Crash’s needs. He expects you to act the same way."

"Yeah," Jess said sadly.

Jessie was still sobbing-which was bad enough, Jessie was not a crier. "Honey, could you take Betsy?" Sophia asked. "She’s all done." Warren grabbed her and put her back in her crib. "Jessie?" Sophia said, patting her lap. Jessie sniffled, sighed, and went over to where Sophia was on the bed. Jess put her head in Sophie’s lap and gently began suckling on her boob. In short order, Jessie’s sniffling stopped.

After a minute, Jessie unlatched herself, looked up at Sophia, and said, "Soph? Why doesn’t this freak you out?"

"I don’t know," Sophia said. "It just doesn’t."

"Breastfeeding a grown woman who happens to be your best friend doesn’t freak you out," Jessie said in amazement.

"It’s exciting. It’s warm and comforting. Hey, doing it doesn’t freak you out."

"Yes it does," Jessie laughed. "But I also love doing it. But, yes, the fact that I love doing it does freak me out."

"It’s OK. Really. It’s just the three of us. Don’t get freaked out," Sophia said. Jessie smiled at her, and went back to sucking on her boob. Sophie found herself gently stroking Jessie’s hair.

"You get all blissed out when she does that, you know," Warren said to Sophia, amused.

"Blissed out and horny," Sophia giggled.

Jess pulled off and said, " You’re horny?" and then went back to it.

"Hmm. I think I have to help somebody out here. But who? Hmmm," Warren teased.

"Well, I’m comfortable, and you can get at her easier than me, so…" Sophia said.

Warren laughed, and headed towards the bed. Jessie was lying on her side, but Warren flipped her over on her back. Sophia put a pillow under Jessie’s head so she could still reach Sophia’s breasts. Warren took Jessie’s pants off.

"Sorry, Jess, I can’t use my mouth today," Warren said. He lined his cock up with her pussy, used his cock to spread her wetness around, and entered her. Jessie groaned into Sophie’s boob.

Warren was gentle, partially because Jessie needed it that way, but also partially so he wouldn’t thrust Jessie’s face into Sophie’s boob too hard. Sophie took her arms and wrapped them around Jessie’s head, snuggling her into her boobs. Jessie moaned into her boobs as Warren plunged in and out of her, gradually picking up the pace. It didn’t take too much of that before Jessie came-and Warren followed suit shortly thereafter.

After Warren pulled out, Jessie disengaged from Sophie’s boob. Then, almost in a trance, she got off Sophie’s lap, turned, and started undoing Sophie’s pants. Before Sophie knew it, her pants and panties were off and Jess was crawling up between her legs. "Jess?" she said in surprise, and then, "Oooooh!" when Jessie’s tongue lapped the length of her pussy.

Sophia spread her legs further to give Jess easier access, and Jess dove in, running her tongue up and down the length of Sophie’s pussy, experimentally.

Warren saw that there was enough room between the headboard and Sophie for him to squeeze in, so he did, pushing Sophie up to a sitting position and getting in behind her. He pulled her back towards him and she snuggled back into his chest, his arms around her waist, while Jessie went to town on her pussy.

And Jess was going to town! She nibbled on Sophie’s inner labia, making Sophie jump, then snaked her tongue all up and down. Then she curled her tongue up and thrust it into Sophie’s opening, gently pushing it in and out. She took it out, and went up the length of her pussy, using gentle back-and-forth motions. She got to the top, and circled Sophie’s clit. She teased it repeatedly with her tongue, then brought her lips down around it and sucked in into her lips.

Sophie jumped. She started quivering in Warren’s arms as Jessie sucked on her clit. Then Jess took two fingers and thrust them into Sophia’s pussy. She curled them up, looking for that wrinkled pad of skin she knew would drive Sophie wild. She found it easily. Sophie’s got a much more prominent G-spot than I do, the lucky dog, she thought. Then she drummed her fingers on the sensitive pad, with her lips still sucking on Sophie’s clit.

"Oh, God, she’s almost as good as you are," Sophie gasped to Warren. Jessie smiled to herself, knowing what a compliment that was, and kept up her work. She took Sophie’s clit into her mouth, and gently flicked it with her tongue, timing the flicks with her fingers drumming on Sophie’s G-spot. Sophie bucked and howled, and came all over Jessie’s face and hand.

After Sophia came down, she looked and gasped at Jessie, "Oh my God! I never thought you’d ever do that!"

"I’m just full of surprises, ain’t I?" Jess grinned-to Warren and Sophia’s relief, much more like herself.

Jess left shortly after that, having errands to run. Warren and Sophie had practice that afternoon. Afterwards, they headed home to eat with the family.

Afterwards, they, Betsy, Ellen, Dan, and Kate were all in the family room when there was a knock on the door. Ellen opened it, and in walked a very upset-looking Jess, along with her mother, Corinne.

"Hi, Jess. Hi, Corinne. What’s up? Come in, sit down." They did, Jess looking very uncomfortable, and Corinne looking upset.

"I want to know what’s going on over here," Corinne said.

"Excuse me?" Ellen asked.

Corinne sighed. "Look, Jessie’s been very upset. The last month she was at school, I was calling her every day just to make sure she wasn’t doing something drastic to herself. She came home three days ago, I pick her up at the airport, and she looks like the night of the living dead. She’s home that night, doesn’t say anything, just mopes. I was worried as can be. I made an appointment for her to see a psychologist, that’s how worried I was."

"Then, she comes over here yesterday, stays all day and all night, and comes home today-and it’s the old Jess! Talking to me, cracking wise, being her usual self. I want to know what the hell happened here!"

"I keep telling her that just hanging out with you guys cheered me up."

"You haven’t needed ‘cheering up’ for the last month. It went deeper than that."

"Crash was treating her like shit, and then they broke up," Sophia put in.

"I know all that. What I don’t know is what changed when she was here."

"Why should that matter?" Jessie asked. "If I’m my old self again, why should you care about the reason?"

"Because I know what it is, Jess," Corinne said. "There’s only one thing that makes you go from suicidal to euphoric overnight. And we’ve been down this road before with you, and we can’t do it again."

" What are you talking about? Jessie asked.

"Drugs, Jessie!" Corinne spat out. "You’re taking drugs again, aren’t you?"

"No, I’m not."

"The three of you," Corinne maintained.

"Mrs. Reidel," Sophia said, "As far as I know, Jessie hasn’t done drugs in a few years. I haven’t done drugs in longer than that. Warren has never done them. There were no drugs here."

"There had to be," Corinne maintained.

"Dammit, Mom, there were not!"

"Then what was it?

"Love and support," Jessie maintained.

" I try to give you that, Jess!" Corinne said. "And it hasn’t worked."

"It’s different."

"Why, Jessie? Love and support is love and support, isn’t it? There has to be something else."

"OK, Dammit," Jessie said. "Great sex! Love and support and great sex. Are you happy now?"

"I thought you were here yesterday," Corinne said. Jessie nodded. "Then who could you have great sex with?"

"THEM!" Jessie howled, pointing at Warren and Sophie. "I had sex with them. Both of them. And it was euphoric."

"What?" Corinne choked out, shocked.

"You know, Jess and I really have to stop shooting our mouths off at inopportune moments," Warren said wryly.

"You had sex…with Warren…and Sophie?" Corinne asked, still stupefied.

"We invited her into our bed," Sophia said quietly. "And, by the way, that’s an open-ended invitation, and she knows that."

The room went deathly silent. Until the silence was broken up by delighted laughter. It was Kate.

"Oh, I love it!" Kate burst out. "My sister is having a menage a trois with her fiance and her best friend! How cool is that? You guys are nice and kinky, aren’t you?"

"Excuse me?" Dan said.

"Well, Dad, it is," Kate said, still giggling. "Sounds like fun, actually."

"Jesus, Kate, I knew being around Sophie was going to give you ideas," Dan grumbled-though not entirely.

"Oh, I’ve been having that idea since Chad introduced me to his friend Stacy. And she was wearing a skintight halter top and short shorts," Kate giggled. "I’m usually not one for girls, but I took one look at her and went ‘hmmmmm’."

"KATHERINE!" Dan yelled-but he couldn’t help the grin that was threatening to break out. "Ah, to hell with it," he said. "I give up."

"You gave up a long time ago," Kate grinned, tickling him on the arm. He turned to Sophia. "Do you know that when I first went to bed with Chad, I was actually able to talk to him about it without him taking my head off?"

"You’re older," Dan said. "And I know you’re responsible. And, I guess, I have changed some of my attitudes." He grinned wryly. "In this house, it was either that, or be completely grey instead of only partially. Not to mention the ulcer I’d develop." He looked at Sophia. "But isn’t this a bit, I don’t know, dangerous?"

"We don’t think so," Sophia said.

"I guess what puzzles me the most," Corinne said, "is this. Look, Jess, you know I try to be open-minded, but I didn’t think you had any interest in girls. Are you questioning your sexuality?"

"Nope," Jessie said. "What I’ve decided is that I’m heterosexual, with a side order of Sophia Daniels." The whole room chuckled at that. "It’s just her."

"So, what does this mean?" Ellen asked.

"It means that The Couple is now a threesome. As long as Jess wants it that way," Sophia said.

"And, at least for right now, I want it that way," Jessie said.

"But, the wedding?" Ellen asked.

"This does not affect their wedding," Jessie asserted.

"Well, yeah, it does. I think I need to find a new best man," Warren said ruefully.

"Why?" Corinne asked.

"Well, this fat lip? Jason’s fist."

"Oh, Jeez," Ellen said. "I thought you told me he fell," she said to Sophia.

"Well, we were trying to keep all this under wraps," Sophia said.

"Wait a minute. Jason knows?" Corinne said.

"He figured it out. I don’t do a poker face very well," Warren said.

"And then he slugged you?" Corinne said.

"Well, actually, no. He didn’t slug me until I told him he didn’t deserve Jess."

Corinne laughed. "You know what? If you two made her this happy, then you were right, Warren."

"We love her," Warren said.

"We both love her," Sophia added. "We just want her to be happy." Jessie was beaming.

"But, I don’t know, guys," Ellen added. "What about you two?"

"We’re already happy," Sophia pointed out. "With Jess involved, we’re just happier."

"This isn’t permanent," Jessie said. "This is for now. We all know that. We can handle this."

"If you say so," Corinne said. "Just be careful, OK? Judging by the look of Warren’s lip, this little escapade has already ruined one friendship."

"True," Warren said, "but the three of us have talked about this. Besides which, Crash was being an asshole. To Jessie especially."

"Well, that’s one problem you might have, Jess," Ellen said. "Your next boyfriend better be a gem. Because I think Warren’s about to become more overprotective than Dan used to be about Kate!"

"Nope," Warren said. "She just knows she has someplace else to go, now. He’d better be a gem if he plans on keeping her!"

The next day was Christmas Eve. Warren convinced Sophie to go out and do some last-minute shopping. Sophie and Jessie had always exchanged gifts, but Warren wanted to find something for Jessie from both of them.

They did. And when Jessie opened up the gift that evening, she broke into tears.

They had found a set of earrings. The part in the ear was a diamond stud. Dangling from the stud part were little gold hearts.

Three little gold hearts.

PHOTOGENIC (Chapter 118)

"So, tell me again," Jessie asked Sophia as she sat in the passenger’s seat of Sophia’s car, "where are we going?"

"New Hampshire."

"And why are we going to New Hampshire?"

"Tattoos."

Jessie looked at her. " Tattoos?"

"Yeah, I didn’t tell you before this because I didn’t want you to spill the beans. Warren doesn’t know about this." She giggled. "I’ve always wanted to do this, and with that Maxim photo shoot coming up next week, I decided I wanted the tattoos beforehand."

"How many, and where?" Jess asked.

"Two. One on the small of my back, one right above the bikini line on my right boob."

"What?"

"You’ll see," Sophia grinned. "The one on my back is cool. I checked this out. These guys we’re going to, they have a good reputation of being able to work well from a drawing. I knew what I wanted, so I had Kate sketch it out for me, and the tattoo guy is going to copy it. It’s going to be great."

"Just so you don’t expect me to get any," Jessie snorted.

"Well, they do piercings, too. I figured we could get your nipples done. With a chain connecting the two, so I can lead you around by your tits."

"Hmmm. Well. Hmmmmm," Jessie said. Both girls cracked up laughing. "Nah, I don’t think so. If I did it, I’d do it after I went back to Wisconsin. I don’t want the recovery time to coincide with the too-few weeks I have here."

"Good point," Sophia laughed.

Jessie giggled, then got serious. "You know how my Mom said she made me an appointment with a psychologist? I kept it. Even though I’m a lot happier, my life has gotten very weird all of a sudden."

"True," Sophia grinned.

"She said a lot of interesting things." Jessie took a deep breath. "I was worried about the lactation thing, you know. She didn’t seem to think it was a big problem. She asked me if I had ever mothered you. And I said, yeah, actually, back when you were going through all of your younger pre-Warren shit."

"You’re right, you did," Sophia agreed.

"So, the shrink thinks that it’s your turn to mother me, and it’s just coming out in a different way. Plus the fact that it turns me on intensifies that. So she’s not worried about that at all."

"Good, because I’m feeling full. We might have to pull into a rest stop," Sophie teased.

"Wouldn’t that be interesting if we were caught!" Jess said, laughing. "Anyhow, then I asked her about this whole threesome thing. I described a lot of stuff to her. And I told her my worry-that I thought I had to try really hard not to monopolize Warren. That I had to remember that I was number two, and not get in between you and he. She thinks I’m worried about the wrong thing." Jessie took a breath. "She thinks that I have to be careful not to monopolize you."

"Me?"

"Yeah. She thinks the bond between Warren and I is strong-but she thinks the bond between you and I is unbelievably strong."

"It always has been," Sophia smiled.

"And that was before we added sex to the equation. Plus-let’s face it-Warren is easygoing. He won’t fight for his rights until it gets really bad."

"Yeah, but I will," Sophia asserted. "I love you Jess-but I love him, too. And I prefer men, sexually. I love having sex with you, but I’m not going to forget Warren, believe me. You’re not that good."

Jessie cracked up laughing. "True. And you’re not as good as he is, either. Except he doesn’t lactate. Anyhow, though, I wasn’t just talking about sex. I almost turned you down on coming with you today, but you were so insistent. I thought you should be taking Warren."

"Oh, we would’ve all gone, except I’m trying to surprise him."

"Yeah, I get that, now."

"Besides which, Jess, our time together is limited. Warren and I will have plenty of time to rejuvenate. And, quite honestly, as long as you are here, I prefer the three of us together anyhow, not pairing up with someone left out." She grinned. "Especially in bed. Opens up so many possibilities."

"True," she grinned. Then she got serious. "Crash called last night."

"What did he say?" Sophia asked.

"I don’t know. I wasn’t there. If you remember, dear, last night I was eating your pussy while Warren fucked me."

"Oh, yeah," Sophia laughed. "He left a message?"

"Yeah. Says he just wants to talk."

"Are you going to return the call?"

"I’m inclined not to, but I’m still deciding," Jess sighed. "I just have a funny feeling it’s going to be a diatribe-against me and Warren."

"Well, call him, and if he launches into a diatribe, hang the phone up."

"Maybe. I still have to think about it."

"I can’t tell you what to do. Anyhow, here we are."

"Sophia Daniels getting tattoos. Never woulda thunk it," Jessie grinned.

Warren was home with Betsy, Dan, Kate, and Kate’s boyfriend Chad.

"Quite honestly, Dan," he was saying, "I expected you to go ballistic over this whole threesome thing. Especially after Kate piped up with how cool and kinky it was."

"Hmm. So you like this idea?" Chad grinned.

"Do not get me in trouble here," Kate laughed.

Dan laughed, too. "You know what, Warren? Sometimes, in life, you either accept what is, when you know you can’t change it, or you just make yourself ill. Nothing I say is going to stop you guys. Nothing I say is going to stop Kate. If she and Chad want to get it on with another woman, nothing I say is going to stop it. Yeah, with Kate, I could put my foot down, threaten to kick her out, yadda yadda yadda. What would that prove? I did it for too long, and I almost ruined my relationship with my only daughter beyond repair. It’s not worth it."

"Well, well, well. When did you get all enlightened?" Kate said.

"You know when? Well, with you, it was when you broke up with Dave."

"Huh?" Kate said.

"I wasn’t taking sides or saying that you should’ve broken up with him, mind you-that was between you and he. But breaking up with him was a mature, thought-out decision. You didn’t get wrapped up in ‘being a girlfriend’, you made the decision you thought best at the time. I was impressed. You ended up alone all summer-lots of girls your age wouldn’t have done that. They would’ve ‘hung on’ just so to not be alone."

"Hmm," Kate said. "Thanks."

"You’re welcome," Dan smiled. "As for you," he said to Warren, "well, I must admit. I treated you and Sophie-especially Sophie-harshly over the years. And I regret that. Because I underestimated you, both of you. And I didn’t really realize it until you brought home that squirmy thing in your arms."

"I’m so impressed by how you’ve handled parenthood, at your young ages. I know, next year is going to be tough, juggling Betsy, skating, and school-and with no Ellen around. I would’ve thought it would be a disaster. I don’t think so anymore. You guys can handle it."

"Sophie’s a fantastic mother. You’re as equally as good a father. That kid’s lucky. Ellen helps, I know-and having an easier schedule helps, too. But you guys did that, too. Taking a year off from school wasn’t an easy decision-but, again, it was a good and mature one. And you two dote on that baby. I’ve been impressed since the day you guys brought her home."

"If you can handle that, then I think you can handle your own sex life. Plus, I might have been worried more if it was some strange girl you guys brought home, but it’s Jessie. She’s been a part of Sophie’s life forever, and a part of your life for almost as long. She’s here all the time anyhow, whenever you’re all in town, so what’s the difference? You’re in bed instead of on the couch? Who cares? If you guys think you can handle it, then it’s your business."

"Thanks, Dan. That means a lot," Warren smiled.

"Where are the terrible twosome, anyway?" Dan asked.

"They wouldn’t tell me," Warren grinned.

"Well, I know, but I’m sworn to secrecy," Kate giggled. "Though, Dad, your estimation of Sophie’s maturity might go down a smidge. I think she’s nuts, but, hey, it’s her decision."

"OK, now you’ve got me worried," Warren said.

"Oh, no, nothing worrisome. I just think it’s stupid. But, then, that’s me."

Just then, Sophia and Jessie walked in the front door. "Hi, folks!" Jessie said, running in the door. "Hi," Sophie said. She was moving a little stiffly-especially when she took her coat off, Jessie had to help her.

"Honey, what’s wrong?" Warren asked.

"Nothing. It’s just a little painful. It’ll go away," Sophia grinned tightly. "I knew it was going to hurt."

"OK. What did you do?" Warren demanded. "Kate wouldn’t tell us what it was, but said she thought it was stupid."

"Well I don’t. I’ve been wanting to do this for a very long time." She started taking off her blouse. "Don’t worry, I’ve got a bikini top on underneath." She got the blouse off, and pointed to her right boob, right above the bikini line. "That’s the small one," she said.

They looked at it. It said " I ‹heart› W K."

"A tattoo?" Warren grinned. "You got a tattoo? And it’s such a sweet one. I’m touched."

"Well, no, I got two tattoos," she grinned, and turned around. "Kate designed this one, they just copied it." On the small of her back were the five Olympic rings. Dangling from the two bottom rings were a pair of ice skates.

"That’s fantastic!" Warren enthused. "I love it!"

"OK, it really is impressive," Kate agreed.

"Very eye-catching," Dan said. "And very appropriate for you. The good thing is that one’s not one you’re going to be embarrassed about twenty years from now. Because you’ll always be an Olympian."

"And I won’t be embarrassed by the other one, because I’ll always heart W K, too," she giggled.

Warren started singing in a bad country-western parody, "She loved me so much, on her tittie she had it tattooed; but when I tried to kiss it all better she said I was crude."

"You’re a nut, you know that?" Sophie laughed. "You really like them? I was afraid you wouldn’t."

"I really like them," Warren smiled. "You did this now because of the Maxim photo shoot, didn’t you?"

"Yup!" Sophia admitted.

The next week, after the new year, Sophia-with Warren and Betsy in tow-flew down to New York for the Maxim photo shoot.

They met the photographer and the interviewer, and Sophie signed all of the relevant paperwork. The photographer asked her, "What are my limits?"

"Huh?

"How far can I go? With most celebrities, I get ‘don’t show this’."

"Oh. Well, then, no limits," Sophia said. "I know you guys don’t do full nudity, but, even if you did, I wouldn’t care. I’m not shy."

"Great!" the photographer said.

First, they had someone do her makeup and hair. Then, an assistant handed her a bikini. "Go put this on, so we can get an idea of what I have to work with," the photographer said. There was a place for Sophie to change, and she emerged in a very skimpy black bikini.

"Nice tattoo," the photographer laughed.

"I have two," Sophia grinned, and turned around to show him the other one.

"Oh, I like that one!" he said. "We’ll definitely get a shot from the rear. Now. Sit here and we’ll do some bikini shots." He looked at her. "Are you sure you had a baby five months ago?"

Sophia laughed. "She’s right over there, with her Daddy," she said, pointing behind the photographer to a corner of the room. "And I watched her come out, so I know she’s mine. I had to get back in shape in a hurry for skating."

"You did that. Let’s get started."

Sophia was there for a couple hours, taking all sorts of photos. At one point, Betsy cried, so Sophia asked for a few minutes to feed her. The photographer snapped a few of that.

"Somehow, I can’t see Maxim wanting breastfeeding shots," Sophia laughed.

"Probably not, but, you know, I’ll submit them. One of them was quite beautiful."

She enjoyed it, even thought some of them are quite revealing. She took some with no top on at all, her arm covering her breasts. A few taken from the back, with her looking back over her shoulder, were done with her wearing nothing but panties. This was going to be quite a spread, she thought.

The interview was painless. The interviewer asked her about skating, Betsy, Warren, and juggling all those things. She enjoyed it.

The issue would be out in about a month and a half-after Nationals, but just in time for Worlds. Sophie and Warren couldn’t wait to see how the skating world received it.

After they got home, they were lying in bed with Jessie, just talking, when the doorbell rang.

Warren went over to open it, and there stood Crash. "Hey, Warren. Can I come in?"

"I don’t know. Jessie’s here. I don’t know if she would want me to let you in."

"OK. Then I’ll talk to you, at least, right here. I’m sorry I hit you."

"Apology accepted. And I’m sorry I didn’t tell you beforehand that I slept with Jess. It just kind of happened."

"I know." Crash sighed. "I’d like to talk to her. Actually, all of you together would be fine. Will you ask her? I’ll wait right here."

"OK. Hold on." Warren went back into the apartment. "It’s Crash. He’d like to talk to us."

"Is he here to blow his stack?" Jessie asked.

"I don’t think so. He just apologized for hitting me."

"OK," Jessie sighed. "Might as well get it over with." Warren went back out and returned with Crash. They sat around the table.

"Jess, I want another chance," Crash started.

Jessie sighed. "Jason, I don’t think that’s a good idea. I’m sorry, but it’s run its course. We want different things. Even you can see that."

"I want you," Crash replied.

"No, you don’t," Jessie replied sadly. "You want the seventeen-year-old me, not the twenty-year-old me. She’s gone, Jason. I can’t live my life the way I used to."

"Don’t you still love me?" Crash asked.

"God dammit, this isn’t easy," Jessie replied. "No. I’m sorry. I don’t. Well, I’ll always love you, but I’m not in love with you anymore. I need more, Jason. I really am sorry. I probably hung on too long, actually, hoping for a miracle."

"I don’t believe you."

"Jason, I’m trying to keep as calm as I can. A relationship has to grow. Ours didn’t. My needs changed, and you refused to acknowledge that. In fact, you revolted against it. You haven’t treated me well at all for close to a year. You’ve made me feel abandoned and alone. I went a thousand miles away from everyone I love for you, and you didn’t care enough about me to make it work. If you really loved me, you would’ve given me what I needed."

"Jess, you were too demanding."

"Then I was too demanding," Jessie agreed. "You need to find someone that’s not so demanding. That’s not me, not anymore. Don’t you see?"

"I wish we had never done that fucking swap in the cabin," Jason spat out bitterly.

"I know you do. But that’s the point. I’m so glad we did, that I can’t tell you. It opened me up. It made me a better person. It let me know that there was more to life, and love, than what I was settling for. I thought you realized the same things. It took me a while to realize I was wrong."

"It was just sex!" Jason said.

"And that’s the problem. To you, it’s always just been sex. You don’t understand the difference between having sex and making love. I didn’t used to, either. Now I do."

"There is no difference!" Crash maintained.

"This is pointless," Jessie said. "Jason, it’s over. I’m sorry, but there’s no going back."

"I can’t accept that!"

"Crash," Sophia interjected, "can I say something that might piss you off?"

"You might as well," he said with a wry smile.

"You don’t want Jess back. You just don’t want to be alone. You two have grown too far apart. I think, deep down, you know that."

"That’s not true." He looked at Jess. "I do love you, you know. I’m just not capable of showing it in the way you’d like me to. If you think that’s enough reason to break up something that’s been going on for as long as we have, then I guess I can’t fight it."

"Jay, that’s not it," Jessie said. "It’s not that you weren’t capable. It’s that you didn’t try."

"I’m willing to try now."

"It’s too late," Jessie said, sadly. "Goodbye, Jason."

Jason looked around the room. Then he looked sadly at Jessie and said, "Goodbye, Jess. I’m sorry." And then he left.

"You know, I didn’t want to break his heart. I really didn’t," Jessie said, tears starting to roll down her cheeks. "I thought he saw what I saw. He acted like it for a year-that he really didn’t care what happened to us. Why does he have to start caring now? Damn him."

"Isn’t him caring now enough of a reason to give it another try?" Warren asked.

"No. It’s not. Because it took me far too long to work up the courage to end it, because I was still looking at the illusion of three years ago. I can’t put myself through that again. And I don’t think he’s really willing to change. He’ll make a half-hearted effort, and then it will be back to the same old thing." She sniffled. "And, you know what, I wasn’t kidding. What he’s done the past year did kill my love for him. I’m not in love with him anymore, and I don’t see how I could ever get that back. There’s too much baggage." She sniffled again. "But, fuck, I really didn’t want to break his heart! Fuck."

Sophie and Warren held Jessie between them as she cried for a good, long time.

– end of chapter-

THE NEW THREAT (Chapter 119)

The plane landed in Philadelphia on a Sunday afternoon. That’s where Nationals were being held this year. Sophie, Warren, Betsy, and Ellen were there, of course-but Jessie had come along, too. Dan and Kate, and Warren’s parents, would be along later in the week.

Jessie was thrilled they had asked her to come-and amused at one of the reasons. Sophie didn’t want to get full and bloated. "And the way you’ve been draining me, the minute I’m apart from you for a few days, I will. After you go back to Milwaukee, fine, but not when I’m trying to skate!"

But that wasn’t the only reason. Since Jessie had to go back to Milwaukee soon, they wanted her along. They had become very comfortable with Jessie being a complete part of their lives.

They got their hotel rooms-Ellen had one of her own, where Dan would join her in a few days, and the threesome plus Betsy shared one-then went down to the hotel restaurant for supper. As usual, they ran into some friends who had also arrived early.

"If it ain’t Daddy and Mommy!" Liz Cushman greeted them, plucking Betsy out of Sophia’s arms. "And how’s my little namesake?" she gurgled.

"Hi, Liz," Warren said. "You remember Jessie, right?"

"Of course," she grinned. They ended up at a table with Evan, Shawna, and Liz, happily chatting and eating.

Afterwards, they invited Liz up to their room, to chat.

"So, how’s Rich?" Warren asked.

Liz sighed. "I didn’t want to tell you this until I saw you in person, but there is no more Rich."

"Aw, Liz," Warren said. "What happened?"

"What happened is that Rich doesn’t know what he wants. He tells himself he wants a successful, independent woman-but he doesn’t. I think, after I won the Olympic gold, he expected me to retire, hang around LA, go to school, and just do the occasional show. He never quite got how important skating is to me, and he didn’t like the separations. I started to see it when I was gone on tour last year. He pouted. Then when I started competing again this year, he really pouted. I broke up with him right after the Grand Prix Final. He couldn’t come, and got all pissy about it. That’s a skater’s life, and I’m not ready to give it up yet. I tried to make him understand, but he wouldn’t."

"Shit," said Sophia.

"Well, Liz, we can commiserate," Jessie said with a strained smile.

"Weren’t you with Warren’s best friend, for a long time?"

"Was. Aren’t anymore."

Liz laughed. "And look at us. We have to stare at The Cuddly Couple over here. It’s disgusting." Liz grinned. "Ah, well, Jess. We’ll find someone else. There’s fish in the sea, and all those cliches." Jess didn’t say anything, but had a strange smile on her face. "Wait a minute. You found someone already?" Liz asked.

"Jess, Liz is completely trustworthy," Sophia told her.

Jess laughed, and said, "I didn’t just find some one, I went in for the two-for-one special."

"Huh?" Liz said.

Sophia laughed. "Liz, Jessie is staying with us in this room. Did you happen to notice how many beds there are in this room?" There was only one.

Liz’s jaw dropped. "You’re kidding."

"Nope. I got me a boyfriend and a girlfriend," Jessie grinned.

"You guys take the cake," Liz grinned back. "Is there room for a fourth in that bed? No, I’m just kidding. I’m a one-on-one kind of gal. So, it’s funny. Three girls in this room, and we’ve all slept with Warren." She grinned wider. "And, I must admit, he was better than Rich."

"A whole lot better than Crash," Jessie agreed.

"He’s way at the top of my rather lengthy list, that’s for sure," Sophia laughed.

"Jesus. You all are going to give me a swelled head."

"Good. That’s what I was hoping for," Jess grinned.

"Not that head, you sex maniac," Warren said.

"So," Jess said, "Warren, which one of us is the best?"

"Oh, no," Warren spat out, "no you don’t. You are not getting me into that."

"Come on, Snugglebear, fess up," Sophie said.

"Nope. Besides which, it’s not a fair question. I’ve been with Sophie thousands of times. I’ve been with Jess, what, about twenty by now? I’ve been with Liz once. It’s just not a fair question. Besides which, Sophie was my first-and for a good couple of years, my only. Sophie taught me how to make love to a woman. If either of you two think I’m that good, Sophie gets a lot of the credit."

"Aw, you’re so sweet," Sophie beamed at him.

The next day was their first practice. They were standing in the corner, chatting with Shawna and Evan.

"Who’s that?" Warren asked, pointing to a couple he didn’t recognize.

"Courtney Rogers and Ryan Killen. Junior National Champions last year. She’s 17, he’s 20. And she is, apparently, a barracuda," Evan told them.

"Ah," Sophia said. They chatted a bit, then started skating around the edges of the ice.

"Oh, look, it’s the slut and the shit," Courtney said to her partner.

"C’mon, Court. They are the National Champions."

"Not for long. They’re overrated and a disgrace," Courtney said. "They’re our targets, Rye. Let’s go introduce ourselves," she said with a wicked chuckle.

"Court, I don’t think-" but Courtney was already pulling him along. Ryan did what Courtney said-life was easier that way.

Warren and Sophia were gliding along the boards, when Courtney directed Ryan full-speed right into their path. Warren was too good for that, though-he saw them coming, stopped, and turned, leading Sophia and neatly sidestepping Courtney and Ryan. "Nice try!" Sophia giggled as they skated off.

"Well, we know what their game is," Warren said.

"They really think it’s going to work with us?" Sophia snorted. "They forget who they’re dealing with."

"Too true, love," Warren agreed. "We don’t intimidate easily."

Meanwhile, Courtney was livid. "Those two assholes! We almost crashed into the boards." Ryan didn’t say anything. He knew it was their fault, but you didn’t say that to Courtney. Not if you enjoyed breathing. Courtney dragged him right up to where Warren and Sophia had stopped.

"We’re gunning for you," Courtney told them straight out.

"Take your best shot," Warren grinned.

"Oh, I plan to. You two are ruining ice dancing."

"Is this a stylistic debate?" Warren asked. "I haven’t seen you skate yet, so I don’t know what your style is."

"Different from yours, but, no, this isn’t a stylistic debate," Courtney spat. "I just hate seeing a slut as the National Champion."

"Hmmm," Sophia grinned. "Slut, huh? Well, you can believe what you want. But I’m not a slut. I love him. We’re getting married this summer."

"That doesn’t matter. You’re all about sex. You got pregnant, for goodness’ sake," Courtney said.

"Yes, I did. You wanna see our baby? She’s beautiful, and a joy," Sophia said calmly. "She’s the light of our lives. We’re so glad we had her-because, you know, I almost didn’t. Because I was too worried what narrow-minded jerks like you might think. Betsy was an accident, but she’s the most glorious accident ever."

"Babies are for married people," Courtney said.

"Well, in August, she will be," Sophia countered. "You need to be a little less judgmental."

"Oh, she’s going to love the next issue of Maxim," Warren laughed. Sophia laughed in agreement.

"The magazine?" Ryan spoke up. "What about it?"

"I’m in it," Sophia grinned. "In fact, I’m on it. And I’m not wearing much."

"That’s disgusting!" Courtney wailed.

"If you got it, flaunt it," Warren grinned. "Now, if you’ll excuse us, we have to go skate."

"Oh, goody. Our new challengers are narrow-minded moralistic shits," Sophia said to Warren.

"The exhibition’s gonna blow their minds," Warren laughed.

"Jessie would really blow their minds!"

The competition was rather anti-climactic. The only other team in their league was Evan and Shawna, and they finished a distant second. Ryan and Courtney finished third. Liz repeated as the Ladies’ champion, as did Andrea and Brett in pairs. The men’s champion was a youngster named Tom Bellamy.

The real furor came, as predicted by Warren, with the new exhibition they had worked up. It was to an Aerosmith song called "Pink", a song that was pretty suggestive in the first place. And the program that they had worked up was really suggestive. First of all, Sophia took the title of the song to heart, and dressed in a pink miniskirt and a pink spaghetti-strap low-cut top. She had dangly pink heart earrings, had her hair tied back in a pink bow-she was even wearing pink lip gloss.

The program started with Warren standing at the far end of the ice. Sophia skated alone for the entire intro, going from the near end down to Warren at the far end. She sauntered down the ice, rolling her hips, snapping her fingers, a sultry look on her face. And the program went on from there to get steamy. There were all sorts clench-moves. There was a lift where Sophia had her arms wrapped around Warren’s neck, her legs wrapped around his hips, his hands on her ass, and she lightly humped against him. There was the sequence where Warren clearly had his hand on her breast. "Pink" was about sex-the song and the program. The crowd seemed delighted. The powers-that-be did not. Sophia and Warren loved it.

After they returned from Nationals, Jessie would have to leave for Milwaukee in less than a week. A couple of days before she was to leave, Crash called her and asked her if she’d meet him for coffee. He just wanted to talk, he said. She accepted.

"Thanks for coming," he said as she sat down at the booth. "Look, I need to apologize. I’ve done a lot of thinking over the past few weeks. I really blew this, didn’t I?"

"Yeah, you did," she agreed. "Look, I’ve kind of glossed over this with Warren and Sophie, because they are still your friends-but what you’ve put me through the last year, as far as I’m concerned, was verbal abuse."

"I can’t argue with you," Crash admitted. "I couldn’t help myself. The needier you got, the more angry I got about it. It was just like a reaction and I couldn’t stop it. I really am sorry."

She smiled at him. "Apology accepted."

"And I suppose I owe you a thank-you," he smiled back, wryly. "It was a wake-up call. At least you don’t hate me. If we had gone any further down that path, you would have."

"No, I don’t hate you," Jessie agreed. "Jay, I still love you. I’m just not in love with you anymore. I don’t think, long-term, that we’re good for each other."

"Maybe you’re right," he admitted. "It’s hard to accept. We were together for a long time."

"I changed, and you didn’t, though, Jay."

"That’s where you’re wrong. I changed. Unfortunately, in the worst ways." He sighed. "Now I get to change again."

"Change again?"

"Like I said, you dumping me was a wake-up call," he said. "I can’t do this again. To you or anybody else."

"I’m glad to hear it." She smiled at him. "Jay. We can still be friends."

"I’d like that," he smiled.

"And you’ll find someone else. And when you do, I’ll be happy for you, you know."

"You will, too."

"I already did," Jessie smiled.

"What?" Crash laughed. "Half of Warren? Is that really healthy?"

"Well, it’s not just Warren. Jay, all three of us sleep together. And I don’t mean sleep. Though we do that, too."

Crash almost choked on his coffee. "You…and Sophie?!?!? Jess, you don’t have a lesbian bone in your body!"

"Yeah, that’s what I thought, too," she giggled. "I really don’t, you know-Sophie’s an exception."

"Now I’ve heard everything," Crash grinned. "Damn, why couldn’t that have happened while we were still together? It would’ve been fun to watch."

"You’re a pig," Jess laughed.

"You know it."

Jessie smiled, then got serious. "Do me a favor, would you? Patch things up with Warren. It wasn’t his fault, you know. I practically dragged him to bed. I was even going to do it behind Sophie’s back, that’s how desperate I was. He loves me, and so does Sophie. It just happened. Don’t hold it against him."

"I’ll try not to. I’ll write him a letter, that’s probably the best way. Clear the decks."

"He didn’t break us up," Jessie stated.

"I know." Crash looked at her. "You have to go back to Milwaukee with them still here. That’s going to be tough." He sighed. "Now I regret ever convincing you to go out there."

"That was part of the problem."

"I know." He took a deep breath. "Look. I’m only an hour away. If you need anything, anything at all, you call me. As friends. OK?"

"OK," she smiled. "Thanks, Jay. That means a lot."

"I have to go," Jay said. "Thanks again for meeting me. It helped." He stood up.

"It helped me, too," Jessie smiled. She stood up, and gave Jay a long hug. "Don’t be a stranger. You can call me, too, if you need a friend."

"I’ll do that," he said. He kissed her on the cheek, then let her go.

The figure skating community grumbled under their breaths about the blatant sexuality of "Pink". However, at the beginning of February, the shit really hit the fan.

That’s when the "Sophia Issue" of Maxim came out.

Sophia and Warren got their copy a little in advance to the general release. They were thrilled, but knew that it was going to cause a firestorm.

The cover shot was one of the bikini ones-with Sophie leaning over, most of her boobs in full view. They used the from-the-back only-in-skimpy-panties shot, which not only revealed a ton of skin, it revealed her tattoo. Many of the front shots revealed her other tattoo. There were a couple of her bare from the waist up, covering her breasts with her arms. One from the side, with just a sheet covering her breast-and only the front, there was a clear view of the side of her breast. And one wearing a partially see-through mesh shirt, with nothing underneath it. Any shot that went below the waist, she was wearing either skimpy panties or a thong. They were as close as you could get to nude without actually being nude. And, yes, to their surprise, included-though as a small thumbnail on the same page as the interview-was one of the breastfeeding shots.

The interview itself was going to ruffle some feathers. When asked what was wrong with ice dancing, Sophia had replied, "Corrupt judges, too many old farts who think it’s still 1950 at the upper echelons of the sport, and not enough sex." When asked what she thought she and Warren had brought to the sport, she said, "Romanticism, sex appeal, musical adventurousness, quick feet, and a female ice dancer that actually looks like a woman." When asked about having a baby out of wedlock, she had said, "Fuck it. Warren and I love one another, we are getting married, we’ve been sleeping together for a very long time, and Betsy’s the light of our lives. If anyone has a problem with it, they can get stuffed."

The kicker was when asked about revealing her body, Sophia said, "I like my body. I like showing it off. I enjoy people looking at it. Heck, if I didn’t, I wouldn’t be an ice dancer. Ice dancing is all about the body-and anyone that thinks it isn’t is fooling themselves. That’s not always a sexual thing-sometimes it’s about the feet, or the arms-but sometimes it is a sexual thing. But, when you watch ice dancing, what you’re watching is Warren and I arranging our bodies in certain ways. That’s a big part of it. And don’t let the fuddy-duddies fool you-that’s a big part of the appeal, too." When asked if her posing would make more men watch ice dancing, she had said, "I hope so! If they want to watch ice dancing to lust over me? Cool! Then they’ll give their girlfriends less trouble-because the girlfriends are already watching. Lusting over Warren!"

The first phone calls were from friends, and were supportive. Even friends in the community-Evan Pogdar was one of the first to call, and he told Sophia, "All right! Kick ‘em where they live!" Liz Cushman sent an email that said, "Oooh lah lah, Sophia, you sexy thing!"

Of course, the phone call that made them fall on the floor laughing was from Jessie, who called to tell them that she had bought the issue-and had to buy a second because she made the pages on the first so soggy from dripping her juices all over them!

Even Crash called. It was a brief conversation, and with Sophia, but it was nice.

After that, the unpleasant phone calls-and jabs in the media-started. Curtis Ingalls, the head of the USFSA, did an interview-and he did it with Jim Pitman, of the Boston Globe, insuring Sophia and Warren would hear about it. Curtis made plain his displeasure at the Maxim photos and article-as well as the "Pink" exhibition.

The worst part of the interview was that Curtis hinted that any more ‘transgressions’ by Sophia and Warren would result in the USFSA ending their ‘support’ of the duo. That couldn’t have meant financial support, because Sophia and Warren hadn’t been getting any since they started making money with their skating. Though they were sure that’s what Curtis wanted the public to think he meant, Warren and Sophia knew better. They took it as a veiled hint that the USFSA would engage in judging shenanigans. That they wouldn’t have the support of the USFSA on the judging panel.

To say that they were incensed would be an understatement.

And Curtis wasn’t the only one. In fact, they got an out-and-out threat. An anonymous letter, purportedly from a judge, outright telling them that, if there were any more stunts like that, they’d be in fifth place permanently. There were other interviews. The head of the ISU opened his mouth. And, of course, there were plenty of disapproving letters to the editor from society’s moralists.

Warren and Sophia expected a lot of this-but the threats to mess with their competitive standing really rankled.

"We need to do something," Sophia said.

"I have an idea. If we win World Championships next month. Because it might just wreck our career permanently. But it certainly would make our point," Warren told her.

"Tell me more," Sophia said. He did, and she agreed-it was a great idea.

But, boy, was it going to cause a shitstorm!

– end of chapter-

REVERSE (Chapter 120)

It was towards the end of February, and Jessie was lonely, depressed, and bored.

She’d been doing better this semester. She’d made an attempt to make friends. She had found out that her roommate was really cool, and they were getting along very well. But, now, her roommate had gone away for the weekend. She didn’t have anything to do. She missed Warren and Sophie. Hell, she missed Jason.

So, she decided to call him.

"Hello?" he answered.

"Hey, Jay. It’s Jess."

"Jess? How are you doing?"

"Lonely and bored, so I decided to call a friend."

"Well, I’m glad you called," Crash said. "Nice to hear from you."

"My roommate went out of town, so I’m alone this weekend with nothing to do."

Crash paused for a second, then said, "I’ve got nothing on this weekend. Are you looking for some company?"

"That’d be nice, actually," Jessie admitted, to Jay’s surprise. He didn’t expect her to want to see him. But he happily agreed, and drove the hour and a half up to Milwaukee. It was a Saturday right around noon time, so he got there about two.

With the pressure of trying to maintain their relationship gone, they got along better than they had in some time. They went to the student union to play some pool, went out to dinner, then headed back to Jessie’s room. They were chatting, and the subject of the Maxim issue came up.

"I couldn’t believe it," Crash laughed. "Boy, she came damn close to bearing it all. I called her and told her I admired her guts."

"I called her and told her I was masturbating to it," Jessie said impishly.

"JESS!" Crash burst out laughing. "You are something else."

"I know, ain’t I?" she grinned. "They’re getting some serious flack from the Powers That Be in skating about it, though. They’ve got something up their sleeves for the World Championships, but they won’t tell me what."

"Knowing them, my mind boggles," Crash laughed.

"So, how are things going with you at Northwestern?" Jessie asked.

"All right. You know."

"Dating at all?" she asked.

"That’s a tough one. There’s actually someone I’m interested in. I’m pretty sure she’s also interested. I don’t think she’s the love of my life or anything, but we could have some fun. But I haven’t done anything about it."

"Why not?" Jess asked.

"I’m not sure I want to answer that." Jessie just glared at him. "OK. I could only admit this to you, and that’s hard enough-but my confidence is shot."

"Oh, shit," Jessie said.

"Do not blame yourself," Crash said sternly.

"Well, who else is there to blame?" Jessie said. "Wait a minute-didn’t you say you were with someone else last fall?"

"Yeah," Crash laughed, "but that was no challenge. She was cheating on a boyfriend, and I think she got off on that. She went into spasms when I kissed her on the cheek, for Chrissake. I could’ve been the worst lover in the universe and she still would’ve climaxed eight times."

"Ah," Jess laughed. "Well, you just need to find another one of those, and not a demanding shit like me."

"It’s not that you were demanding," Crash admitted, "it’s that I never knew quite what you were demanding." Jessie just looked at him. "You’d say things after. That wasn’t really much help, and you were vague besides. Look, I don’t blame you for our problems in bed-but it would’ve helped if you had said something during. You know, tell me what you wanted."

"I never thought you’d be receptive," Jessie said. "I was always afraid to bring it up during. I thought you’d get upset and it’d kill the mood."

"Well, I have to admit, you might be right," Crash said.

Jessie thought about it for a minute, and then made a decision. She thought their breakup necessary, but not for a second had she ever intended to send him on his way with his tail between his legs. "Jay?" she said. "Kiss me, please."

"What?!?!?"

"Kiss me," she smiled at him. He smiled back, and did. It was a typical Crash kiss-hard, demanding, insistent. She broke the kiss after a couple of minutes, and said, "My turn."

She gently brushed his lips with hers. She nibbled on his lips. Only then did she join her lips to his, gently, and she slowly snaked her tongue into his. He picked up on it, and kissed her as gently as she was kissing him. Jessie felt her passion begin to rise nice and slowly.

"Kiss my neck," she whispered. Crash brought his lips down from hers and gently worked his way all around her neck with light kisses. "Nibble my earlobe," she whispered again. He did, and well.

"Take my shirt off," she said.

"We are treading on some seriously dangerous ground," Crash said.

"I know. I don’t care," Jessie said. "Do it anyway."

Crash slipped her shirt, and her bra off, and gently fondled her breast while he nibbled on her earlobe.

"Kiss me there," Jessie gasped. "The way you just kissed my mouth."

Jay got the hint, and went down to her breast and gently tongued her nipple. He swirled his tongue all around it, and gently nibbled on her. His hand was stroking her other nipple. Jessie flushed and sighed. Now this was nice.

More than nice, as she was slowly but surely getting worked up. After a few minutes of this, she said, "Jay? Would you go down on me?"

He looked at her. "That was one of the problems, you know," she giggled. "You didn’t do that enough."

"This is the first time you have ever asked," he pointed out.

"Well, I thought that you would’ve figured out from the few times that we did it that I liked it."

"Jess, the way you react, I thought you liked everything. I didn’t find out different until afterwards. Typical woman-expects the guy to be a mindreader," he grinned.

"Just take my pants off," Jessie grinned back.

Crash did just that, then placed his head in between Jessie’s spread legs. He slowly worked his tongue up and down her pussy, stopping to dip in into her opening every so often, spreading her moisture and his saliva all around. Then he gently brushed her clit with his tongue.

"Oh, MAN, that’s good!" Jessie moaned. "Right like that, Jay, that’s perfect," she coached. He did that for a while, while her breathing got more and more ragged. "OK," she gasped, "now, more." He caught on and zeroed in on her clit with his tongue. "Oh, yeah!" she groaned. "Harder!" He did so, and in a minute she was cumming up a storm, screaming "YES! YES! YES!" as she did.

He got out from behind her legs and knelt in front of her, grinning. She opened her eyes after she recovered and grinned back. "Clothes off, Jay," she demanded. He did just that, then got back between her legs and lined himself up at her entrance. "Slow. Easy," Jessie demanded. He eased his way into her, as she had asked, nice and slow. When he hit bottom, she groaned, and said, "Now hold it there for a second. And come here." She reached for him and wrapped her arms around him, pulling him down to her, and kissed him. "Now, make love to me. Start nice and easy." He did so, using long, slow strokes. She wrapped her legs around his hips, still having her arms around his neck. She pulled him on top of her, his chest rubbing up against her breasts, and nibbled on his neck. As she started to get worked up, she whispered in his ear "A little faster."

He obliged, and she felt herself build and build. "Faster," she whispered again, and Jay plunged in and out of her, and she went, howling and quaking below him. Jay held himself deep in her as she climaxed around him. He waited a minute until she had finished, and then started moving in her again-back to the slow and steady pace of before.

"Oh, now that’s what I mean," she gasped. "Perfect, just perfect." Jay smiled, and repeated the whole cycle-except this time he read her clues instead of her telling him when to speed up. He read them perfectly, and, in no time, she was going over again. And, this time, as her pussy clamped tightly around him, he didn't stop. He kept moving through it, and poured himself into her seconds later.

Afterwards, they ended up cuddled in each other’s arms.

"Now that is making love," Jessie said, satisfied.

"I guess you can teach an old dog a new trick or two," Jay said with a chuckle.

"Figures. It’s after we break up that we have the best sex we’ve ever had," Jessie laughed.

Jay laughed, then looked at her. "If I ask about possibly trying again, you’re still going to say no, aren’t you?"

"Well, after that, I’d be tempted," Jessie laughed. "But, yeah, I’m still going to say no. Think about it, Jay. This is the best day we’ve spent together in, what, over a year? And not just in bed. I had fun with you today. But I think a lot of that is because the pressure’s off."

"I see what you mean," Jay agreed.

"I think I need to be away from that pressure right now," Jessie said. "I think you do, too. It made you into an asshole."

"You’re right."

"Go after that girl in school. Show her what I taught you," Jessie giggled. "Play the field. I think we both need to do that right now."

"Hey, I’m not the one that’s involved in a threesome," Jay laughed.

"True, but that’s not exclusive, not for me. Warren and Soph made that clear. It’s my choice to be with them or not, no obligations. I still can do what I want."

"Ah," Jay said.

"I think that’s what I need right now. I think that’s what we need right now. We’re young, Jay. I’m not closing any doors, on anything. But, right now, I think we just need to be friends." She giggled. "OK, friends with benefits."

Jay cracked up. "You’d do this again?"

"Sure. If you’re going to be that attentive a student," she giggled. "It was nice, Jay. Nicer than it’s been in a very long time. But I still need not to be in a relationship with you right now. I think if we did that again, at this point in our lives, we’d go right back to the same old shit."

"You know what, Jess? I think you’re right."

"Good."

"It was nice, though, wasn’t it?"

"Very nice. You enjoyed it?" she asked.

"Yeah. Surprise, surprise," he laughed. "You tired? I can go get in your roommate’s bed, like we planned."

"Yes, I’m tired-but I don’t want you going anywhere."

"Deal," he grinned.

They fell asleep in no time, curled up around each other.

– end of chapter--

ON THE OFFENSIVE (Chapter 121)

The World Championships were held in late March. This year, they were in Amsterdam. Sophia and Warren were thrilled with that-because of what they had planned. The Netherlands was a liberal country.

The USFSA insisted that they do a press conference, to defuse some of the furor. The USFSA probably regretted that. If they expected Warren and Sophia to become all repentant and compliant, they had the wrong ice dance team.

"Sophia, why did you do the Maxim shoot?"

"Because I thought it would be fun. And it was. I don’t regret it at all. I look good in those pictures!"

"Warren, what did you think of it?"

"I thought it was great."

"Sophia, what is your response to some figure skating officials who are contending that what you did is bad for the sport."

"Bad for the sport? Tell them to check the ratings after Worlds and then come talk to me. Judging from the fan mail I’m getting-from guys who’ve never seen me skate but now plan to watch-I’ll bet the ratings are going to be sky-high."

"Sophia, don’t you think that posing in Maxim is a little extreme?"

"Nope. Not at all. It was fun, and, like I said, I love the way it came out."

They couldn’t make a dent in either of them. They showed no regrets about doing Maxim-or, the "Pink" exhibition when they were asked about that.

The press, of course, still sensed a good story. If they weren’t going to get any dope from Warren and Sophia, they had other places to go. A fruitful one was Courtney Rogers, who disparaged Sophie to every media outlet that asked about her. Sophia was actually amused. The papers were so desperate that they were groveling for quotes from some rookie who finished third at US Nationals. Of course, they got lots of quotes from skating big-wigs, too.

However, it seemed like the supporting quotes from such people as Evan Pogdar and Liz Cushman carried the day.

More trouble came their way during Tuesday’s practice. They had just stepped on the ice for their long-program run-through when Betsy wailed.

"We’re sixth to go, and they haven’t started yet, I think you have time," Warren told Sophia.

"Good point." Sophie left the ice, went to where Ellen and Betsy were-and breastfed her daughter, right in the middle of the stands. There were plenty of fans and officials and judges in attendance-and the practice dress Sophie was wearing didn’t lend itself to being discreet. She had to undo the buttons on the front to get her nursing bra undone. In other words-if you wanted to look, you’d be able to look.

She finished up, handed Betsy back to Ellen for a burp, did her dress back up-and was on the ice with about three minutes to spare.

"Everyone in this arena thinks I’m nuts," Sophia grinned. "Hey, I didn’t have time to get to a private place."

"That was disgusting!" Courtney Rogers said as she skated by.

"Eating is disgusting?" Sophia said in amusement.

After their run-through-which was perfect-Sophia was grabbed by Curtis Ingalls. "Sophia, it might be more prudent if you breastfed your baby in private."

"I didn’t have time," Sophia shrugged. "It was either do that, or miss our run-through, or let Betsy wail. And I don’t cotton to men trying to tell me when and where to feed my daughter!" She stormed off, a grinning Warren in tow.

"Let’s see," Warren grinned, "how many enemies can we make this week?"

"Too many," June, their coach, chipped in. "You guys need to be careful."

"You forget something, June," Sophia told her. "We don’t need figure skating, remember? We have other things to do. And our integrity is more important to us than our figure skating career."

"Suit yourself," June grinned.

The competition started well. They actually won the first compulsory, the first time they’d ever won a compulsory in an international competitions. They were happy to see that the American judge didn’t screw them, and placed them in first. "Figures-it’s the last year for compulsories and we finally win one," Warren mock-grumbled.

The second compulsory was a different story. The judging panel for this one was chock full of representatives from the Judging Mafia. Warren and Sophia finished 6th. The Russians were first and third, the French second, the Italians and Germans fourth and fifth. The Brits, Brenneman and Watts, who had been second behind Sophia and Warren in the first compulsory, were down in 10th. Shawna and Evan were down in 11th.

"Same old same old," Warren grumbled.

The original dance was different. First of all, the judging panel-drawn from the panels of the two compulsories-didn’t have too many from the Judging Mafia. The second reason was that Sophia and Warren immediately realized that they made an astute musical choice in skating their waltz to Pam Tillis’s "In Between Dances."

"By the time the judges see us, they’re going to be so damn sick of The Blue Danube that anything is going to be better," Warren laughed.

"Did you notice that those two little snots, Courtney and Ryan, are skating to The Blue Danube?" Sophia laughed.

"Yeah, and I noticed at Nationals that their long program is Carmen-the most overused skating music of all time," Warren laughed. "If I ever suggest we skate to Carmen, shoot me, OK?"

They were one of the last to take the ice. The young Russian team, Kuznetsova and Vasilyevsiky, were leading. Sophia and Warren took the ice, and glided through their waltz without a flaw. And, at least the crowd perked up at hearing something a little different for music.

There were two teams after them. One was the Brits, Brenneman and Watts, whose original dance had been getting raves all year. They skated it wonderfully, and beat Sophia and Warren. Next were the defending world champions, Yatserova and Vaglach. Without enough of the Judging Mafia on the panel, they were whacked all the way down into eighth-and deservedly so. They were sloppy and boring.

Sophia and Warren ended the night in first place, but with almost a negligible margin over both the Brits and the young Russians. If any of those three won the free dance, they would win the gold medal.

"Well, at least it looks like we’re not getting hammered on the judging this year," Warren told Sophia.

"Nope. That’ll come next year," she laughed. "Especially if we go through with The Plan."

"Oh, well. We’d better win the damn thing this year, then," Warren laughed.

Warren and Sophia got the order to skate they wanted-dead last. A lot of skaters didn’t like to go last, because that meant there was a long time between the warm-up and when you skated. Warren and Sophia didn’t mind that, however. They were good at keeping their muscles loose backstage-and they liked going after all their competition had already skated.

The second-to-last group actually had a couple of outstanding performances. The young, surprising Irish couple, Dunphy and O’Riordan, skated an excellent program. Shortly after they were done, Shawna and Evan skated absolutely lights-out. Warren and Sophia agreed, it was the best they had ever seen their friends skate. As the final group of five skaters took the ice for warm-ups, Shawna and Evan were leading.

The first two pairs in the final group were the defending world champions, Yatserova and Vaglach; and the French, Borisina and Dravouche. Neither were impressive. Both, in fact, were placed behind the Irish pair and Shawna and Evan.

Then it was time for the three contenders. The young Russians, Kuznetsova and Vasilyevskiy, were first. They obviously had talent. But they were still sloppy and unpolished. They ended up behind the Irish and Shawna and Evan in the free dance-but were far enough ahead of both teams to still be leading them, and thus be in first place, in the overall standings.

The Brits, Brenneman and Watts, were next-and they were good. Very good. They easily moved into first, and Warren and Sophia knew they’d have to be bringing their A game to defeat them.

Then, it was time for "Riverdance". It was, by far, the most difficult program in the field, and Warren and Sophia knew it. The trick was performing it correctly.

It started slightly slowly, with a few simple moves-but didn’t stay that way long. 40 seconds into the program and they were into their side-by-side step sequence, a sequence of incredible difficulty and speed. They nailed it.

One of the reasons previous ice dancers had had trouble getting good scores for "Riverdance" is that they took the step-dance influence too seriously. Irish step dance is performed side-by-side much of the time. Side-by-side isn’t a preferred position for ice dance, except in the side-by-side step sequence. Closed position, where the skaters are facing one another and in a dance hold, gets you better marks in ice dance. So, Warren and Sophia step-danced on ice in closed position. This is not an easy thing to do. They had also increased the difficulty of their lifts, the weakest part of their technical arsenal.

After the opening, and a stunningly fast and complex series of steps done in closed position-plus a few dynamite lifts-the music moved into the slow section. Though slower and quieter-and very beautiful-it contained its own pitfalls, due to the irregularity of the rhythm pattern. This is where they had programmed their other step sequence, a circular one in closed position. Again, they nailed it. They were on fire.

After a series of drumbeats-and another fine beefed-up lift-the music moved into the final two sections. The first of these was difficult because of the meter-4 measures of 7/8 time followed by one of 4/4. They easily danced through it. The final section was back to 4/4, but fast. They flew through it. A final lift, and then a spin, and they were done.

The applause was thunderous.

They came off the ice, happy, but exhausted and apprehensive. "We can not skate that program any better," Warren told June, their coach.

The first set of marks came up, the technical marks. They were stunning-there were five 6.0’s, and the rest 5.9’s. The big question is, would the presentation marks go down?

They did, but not a lot. Mostly 5.8’s. As they looked up at the scoreboard for the ordinals, they found out that it was good enough. Warren screamed, and Sophie yelled "We did it! We finally did it!" as their names appeared next to the number 1.

Sophia Daniels and Warren Kelleher had just become the first ever American team to win the World Championships in Ice Dance.

It was almost an American sweep, and that had never happened before. Their friends Brett and Andrea, the night before Warren and Sophia’s triumph, had won pairs in a stunning upset over Sellers and Poulin, the Olympic champions. The night after Warren and Sophia had won, Liz Cushman defended her World Championship successfully, using the "Finlandia" program that Warren and Sophia had choreographed for them. Only the men didn’t win-but the US men’s team here was young and untested. National Champion Tom Bellamy did well to finish 5th in his very first World Championship at only 17 years old.

At the competitor’s party afterwards, Liz asked the duo about choreographing her long program for next year. They happily agreed. Tom Bellamy, sitting with them, said, "That’s funny-when I found out you had done Liz’s program, I was going to ask you the same thing. My jumps are there but my choreography sucks."

"Yeah, we can do you," Sophia grinned, "but you have to come to Boston."

"No problem, I train in New York-I can drive up in five hours," Tom said.

"And it has to be in July. The last week in July, we’re doing Liz’s program-and it has to be before then, because after that we’ll be a little busy," Sophia giggled.

"They’re getting married August 9th," Liz told him.

"Congratulations!" Tom said. "Yeah, July will be fine."

The day after the party was the day for the exhibitions.

The silver and gold medal winners would skate twice. They’d kick off the festivities, then the fifth through third place skaters from each discipline would skate, then the silver and gold winners would skate again. Warren and Sophia’s second exhibition would be the second-last of the whole evening, followed only by Liz Cushman.

For their first one, Warren and Sophia repeated "Pink". If anything, they played up the sexual aspects of it even more than Nationals. They had a ball skating it, and it showed. In a liberal place like Amsterdam, it was well received.

Their second exhibition? Well, that was a different story altogether.

They hadn’t told a soul what they had planned. Not June, their coach. Not their parents or friends. They had choreographed and rehearsed this program over the past month in secret, late at night.

They took the ice in what looked to be black bathrobes. They didn’t go to center ice, but stood right near the entrance at the near end.

The first thing that the audience heard as the program started was Sophia’s voice, saying, "This is a program about love and beauty." Then, a short series of drumbeats. During this, Sophia slipped the black robe off her shoulders, revealing her to be dressed in what looked like a large rainbow-colored sheet.

The music proper started, and the opening riff immediately identified the song to anyone who’d ever heard it-Cyndi Lauper’s beautiful ballad "True Colors". As the circular riff unfolded, Sophia spun away from Warren, with Warren holding one end of the rainbow-colored sheet, making the sheet unravel as Sophia spun. As the intro ended, Sophia glided away from Warren.

And as the sheet fell away, Sophia skated across the ice-completely, stark, naked. Except for her skates and socks. The gasp from the audience was clearly audible.

Sophia glided around that end of the ice for the first verse, the spotlight following her naked form. As the first chorus began, she skated over to Warren, and pulled him with her-revealing that he had dropped his robe out of the spotlight while she had been skating, and he was as naked as she was.

They had choreographed this program very carefully. It was quite deliberately not suggestive, or salacious. It was about love and beauty. And acceptance. And not being afraid to show the world who you were. When they came up with the idea, they had quickly agreed that "True Colors" was the only possible musical choice. It said, in the music and lyrics, everything they were trying to say with the program. This is who we are. These are our True Colors. And we don’t care what anyone else thinks-because we love each other.

Using deep edges, long glides, and the most evocative body positions they could come up with, they had created a program that was stunning in its beauty. They had marvelous, gorgeous lifts-hard to do when naked-and a fantastic spread-eagle sequence where they glided across the ice, Sophia in front of Warren, one of his arms around her waist, her arms spread out to her sides.

It seemed that the audience almost forgot-or accepted-their nakedness. They were too caught up in the program itself. Love and beauty, indeed.

At the end of the program, Warren skated to the end and retrieved the rainbow-colored sheet. As Cyndi Lauper sang her last "…like a rainbow," Warren skated to center ice, the sheet overhead. There he met Sophia. Warren put one end of the sheet around his waist, and Sophia took the other end, and spun towards him. They ended the program in an embrace, naked, surrounded by a rainbow.

They held their breath for two beats. Then every single person in the arena was off their feet, screaming their delirious approval.

"Damn," Warren said, stunned at the reception.

"We did it," Sophia happily agreed.

They took their bows in the nude to a rapturous reception. They grabbed the black robes, threw them on, and stepped off the ice. Liz Cushman, on their way out, turned to them, grinned, and said "I will never forgive you for making me follow that!"

June was waiting for them. "That was the most beautiful, the most stunning, the most incredible thing I’ve ever seen," she told them. "And you guys probably just wrecked your career permanently."

"Probably," Warren agreed. "But what a way to go, huh? A World Championship followed by that program? If this is the last time we ever get near a podium, I’ll take it."

"Too bad TV will never show it," June told them. "You know the exhibitions are taped, to be shown next week, right? They’ll never show that."

"We thought of that," Sophia said. "Anyhow, word will get around."

"That was for us, anyhow," Warren said. Then he looked up. "Uh-oh. Here’s where the excrement hits the portable cooling device." Sophia giggled, then looked up herself, to see Curtis Ingalls, the president of the USFSA, approaching them. He was furious.

"What the hell did you two think you were doing?" he bellowed.

"Nude Ice Dancing," Sophia giggled, irreverent to the last. "It’s the new thing. We’re going to have competitions and everything."

Curtis fumed, then grabbed a nearby policeman. "I want them arrested!" he bellowed.

"For what?" the bemused policeman said in accented English.

"Indecent exposure! I found that program offensive!" Curtis said.

"Sir, this is Amsterdam. We don’t consider artistic nudity to be indecent exposure here," the policeman said. Then he turned to the duo and said, "I loved it, actually. Very nice."

"Thank you," Sophia beamed at him. Then she turned back to Curtis. "Why do you think we did it here? The Dutch are far more enlightened."

"Mark my words," Curtis fumed, "you two are done. You’ll get no more support from the USFSA. I will not have our sport turned into a freak show."

"A freak show?" Warren bellowed. "Did you even watch the fucking program, Curtis, or were your eyes too glued to Sophie’s tits?" Curtis turned bright red at that. "That was no freak show. And what do you mean about ‘support’? It can’t be financial, we don’t get any of that from the USFSA and haven’t in four years. Is this a threat to engage in judging shenanigans?"

"Take it any way you want," Curtis spat.

"You know what, Curtis? I have trouble with authority," Sophia told him. "I don’t respect it. And when someone puts my back against the wall, I have more trouble with it. If there’s a hint that you’re influencing the judging to our detriment, Warren and I will fuck each other in the middle of our long program at Nationals! On live TV! Even if we do get arrested for it!" Then she stormed off.

Warren turned to Curtis, who was still fuming, and said, "Oh, Curtis? You forgot to congratulate us for being the first Americans to win a World Championship in ice dance." Then he followed Sophie.

They dressed and headed back to the hotel. Hungry, they went to the restaurant, greeted by some of their friends-Evan, Shawna, Liz-giving them a standing ovation as they walked in. They ate with their friends, then went back to their room.

They weren’t there two seconds before Sophie launched herself at Warren and started stripping off his clothes. "I am so horny," she purred.

"Hmmm. I think we need to ice dance in the nude more often!"

To their absolute amazement, the TV network did show "True Colors" the following week. It was preceded by an announcement from the commentator.

"We must warn you all that the following selection contains full nudity from both skaters. However, we have decided to show it. First of all, lots of people had heard about it, and we’re getting far more calls demanding we show it than we are demanding that we don’t. Plus, it’s a wonderful program. So, we are showing it, with this warning."

"Wow," Sophia said to Warren, "I’ll bet Curtis is pissed."

It was the first time they had seen it. To their delight, they realized that it did everything they had wanted it to do. The most amusing part was listening to the comments from Dave Burrows, the long-time color commentator for the network. When Sophia first emerged naked, Dave let out a gasp and an "oh, my word." When Warren joined her, similarly nude, Dave intoned, "Well, this takes guts, I’ll tell you that." As the program progressed, Dave started waxing rhapsodic about the beauty of the program. And, at the end, he proclaimed, "Well done. Very well done. A winner, all around."

"I love Dave Burrows," Sophia laughed.

In the days after the telecast, the phone was ringing off the hook. Jessie called and, of course, made a joke about taping the program for "more masturbation aids." Crash called with an "awesome!" Papa Bear called from Wisconsin, teasing Warren about "not having to worry about getting a woody, what with it being so cold. You looked like it was receding!"

Of course, Warren replied with, "Sophie’s bearing her tits to the world, and you’re looking at my dick? I worry about you, Paul!"

Of course, there were contrary words. Mumblings from the USFSA, letters to the editor, angry phone calls to the TV network.

"This is going to come back to haunt us," Warren said.

"Probably. But it was worth it, wasn’t it?" Sophia said.

"It sure was. But figures, though-we upstage ourselves. First American ice dance World Champions-and all anyone’s talking about is us skating in the nude," Warren laughed.

"Well, we don’t do anything quietly, do we?" Sophia giggled.

– -end of chapter-

TOURING AGAIN (Chapter 122)

Two weeks after Worlds, Sophia and Warren were on tour.

Ellen came with them, to help with Betsy, but could only stay for a couple weeks. She urged them to let her bring Betsy back with her. Sophia and Warren resisted that-because they didn’t want to be separated from Betsy for that long, and because Sophia didn’t want to stop breastfeeding quite yet. With the rehearsals done at the beginning, while Ellen was there, they’d really only have to worry about Betsy for the few minutes they were on the ice every night. That turned out to not be a problem-they had a gaggle of willing babysitters. The skaters took turns watching Betsy while Warren and Sophia skated. Liz Cushman and Olga Bradochkina fought over her half the time!

Right before the tour started, the guy who ran it, Ted Kantor, pulled Sophia and Warren aside. "Listen, guys," he told them, "I’m begging you. Do True Colors. That’s such an amazing program. I wish I could let you do it nude, but I can’t, not in this country. You’d be arrested in half the cities we visit," he laughed. "But I really want you to do it, even if you have to do it clothed."

"Minimal clothing, Ted. We’re not going to cover up entirely, not for that program," Sophia told him.

"Fine. As long as the naughty bits are covered."

They had two spots in the show. The first one, they were doing "Pink". They decided to do "True Colors" for the second one. Sophia got a rainbow-colored bikini, and Warren got rainbow shorts. They did the program every night like that, to rapturous applause.

Shortly after the tour started, Liz came up to them with some dispiriting news.

"There’s a rumor that the USFSA is going to try to have you suspended for a year."

"For what?" Warren said incredulously.

"A very loose interpretation of the ‘morals’ clause in the USFSA bylaws," Liz said.

"Damn. Who’s the athlete’s rep on the USFSA board?" Sophia asked.

"Used to be Jack Garrison until he went pro," Liz said.

"It’s Evan," Warren grinned.

The three of them quickly went to Evan and told him of the rumor. "I just heard that myself," he told them. In his capacity as the athlete’s rep on the USFSA board, he called a meeting of all of the USFSA-eligible American skaters on the tour’s New York stop-which meant all three medallists in all four disciplines, plus Christine Arsenault, who, though she hadn’t competed at Nationals this year, hadn’t technically given up her eligibility yet.

"This is the deal. I’m going to be attending a USFSA board meeting in two weeks," Evan told the group. "There’s a movement afoot to suspend Sophia and Warren for a year, due to the nude dance they did at Worlds. Since I’m you guys rep on the board, I need to know what you think about it."

"It’s ridiculous!" Liz said.

"I agree," Andrea agreed. "And they’re shooting themselves in the foot. Warren and Sophia are choreographing our long program this year, they’ve already started on it in our off time."

"They’re doing mine, again, too," Liz added.

"They’re going to do mine as well, after the tour," Tom Bellamy said.

"That’s what I’d heard," Andrea said. "So those idiots not only want to suspend the only American dance team to ever win a Worlds-but the choreographers for every defending National Champion? It’s insane."

"Hear, hear," Victoria Blanchard, the young US silver medallist in Ladies, agreed. "Plus that program at Worlds rocked. It was beautiful."

"They should be suspended," Courtney Rogers spoke up.

"You would say that, you annoying little snot," the ever-blunt Christine Arsenault spoke up.

"Ladies, ladies," Evan grinned. "Anyhow, this is the deal. I’ve got a petition here. It tells the board that the undersigned do not think that Warren and Sophia should be suspended. If you agree with that, sign it. If you don’t, don’t."

Every single skater in the room signed it except Courtney Rogers, who stormed out of the room. Even Ryan Killen, her partner, signed it after Courtney had left, whispering to Evan and Warren, "Don’t tell Court I signed this, OK?"

A couple weeks after that, the tour stormed into Chicago. Crash had gotten tickets, and had invited Jessie to drive down from Milwaukee and join him. She gladly did so.

They enjoyed the show, then met Warren and Sophia afterwards. Jessie and Sophia went up to Warren and Sophie’s hotel room, while Crash asked Warren to go get a cup of coffee with him.

"Nice program," Crash grinned over the table in the coffee shop, "but I think I liked it better in the nude."

"You would," Warren grinned. "Now, what’s up with you and Jess."

"Nothing, really. We’re friends. We occasionally visit. We’ve had sex a couple of times."

"Scuse me?" Warren almost choked on his coffee.

"It started out, the first time, as a discussion over what broke us up. I knew she was dissatisfied with our sex life, but she never told me during, you know, and I pointed that out to her."

"You mean she never said, do this, or this feels good, and all that," Warren picked up.

"Exactly. So, she decided she wanted to make up for that, because she knew it had affected my confidence some. It just kind of happened."

"Are you guys getting back together?" Warren asked.

"No. No, we’re not, at least not right now. We actually talked about it driving down here. We’re getting along better than we have in more than a year. And every time we think of rekindling the ‘relationship’, we both break out in hives. Honestly. I think we’re just not compatible that way anymore," Crash admitted. "That might change in the future-but, honestly, I doubt it."

"But you’re having sex."

"Neither of us have anyone. I have a couple people at Northwestern that I can sleep with, but nothing serious. We’re both sexual people, you know. And, I admit it, she has made me a lot better, now that she’s not scared of pissing me off by speaking up during sex. Y’see, that’s what I mean. The relationship pressure is off."

"But if you’re fixing things, doesn’t that mean you could have a relationship without the pressure?" Warren asked.

"We’re not fixing things," Crash maintained. "We’re enjoying each other as friends, and we’re enjoying each other sexually, but the reasons she broke up with me still exist." He took a breath. "I hurt her badly, but not intentionally. She still does things that piss me off. I react less because she’s not my girlfriend-again, that whole relationship pressure. But I need someone that’s more independent than Jess. And Jess needs a guy who she can completely depend on. That’s not me. I’m not that, I don’t know what the word, is-available, I guess. Actually, the friendlier we get, the more I agree with her decision to end it. I’ll always love her. Hell, she was my first, and I mean that emotionally and sexually. But she needs something other than me-and I need something other than her."

"I’m glad you guys are friends, in any case," Warren said. "It makes things easier."

"When you all get home, she’s going to be right back in your bed," Crash said. "I already know that. It’s funny," he grinned, "Jessie’s looking to be smothered, basically. You two are the smotheringest people I know. I’m no longer surprised she turned to you two. Though the whole Sophie thing did surprise me," he laughed.

"Oh, you know about that," Warren chuckled. "I’m guessing that they’re up in our room right now and they’re not talking."

"No doubt," Crash grinned. "Look, Warren. I really am sorry I slugged you."

"You had cause. I shouldn’t have gone to bed with Jessie without talking to you."

"It just happened, and Jess pushed it, I know that-she’s told me." He held out his hand. "Still friends?"

Warren took the proffered hand. "Of course. Good. I really didn’t want to have to decide on another best man."

"Not on your life!" Crash grinned.

The USFSA’s board meeting was the next week in Colorado Springs. After all the arguments, pro and con, for suspending Sophia and Warren, Evan got up to speak.

"I’m here representing the athletes, as you all know. I have a petition here calling for Warren and Sophie not to be suspended. It was signed by every medallist from the last National championships except one."

"Who?" Curtis Ingalls asked.

"Courtney Rogers, of course. Ryan Killen, by the way, signed it. We are all vehemently against any sanctions being taken against Warren and Sophia. You people browbeat Sophia over the Maxim thing. I know some people here gave her shit about the pregnancy. You keep pushing at them. Have we forgotten that they’re the most successful American ice dancers in history? Have we forgotten that they choreographed at least one program for all three of the Americans that won World Championships this year? Have we forgotten that the TV ratings for Worlds this year doubled, because of the Maxim thing and the rumors about their nude program?"

"Warren and Sophia are American figure skating, in the eyes of the public! Them and Liz Cushman. Without those three, we’re sunk. Do you know that Warren told me that People Magazine wants to cover their wedding? They’re a gold mine for you guys-and you’re getting caught up in all this puritan bullshit. And, let’s not forget, they’re two of the nicest people in figure skating. Who else could get almost every skater to sign a petition on their behalf? Liz, maybe-that’s about it. Skaters love them. Fans love them. Hell, judges love them."

"You guys want to cut off your nose to spite your face? Fine. Suspend them. By the way, if you do, Shawna and myself will not be at Nationals last year. I can’t speak for anyone else, but Liz Cushman told me to tell you that she won’t either."

After that, the vote was taken-and it was overwhelming against suspending the duo.

– end of chapter-

DISCUSSIONS (Chapter 123)

Author’s note: Brian Wright was a real person, and the details given about him in this chapter are true. Though I don’t think the USFSA has named an award after him. They should, though. RIP, Brian.

It was four days after Warren and Sophia had returned to Oceanview after the tour. And Warren was trying to be patient, but was getting a little upset.

Sophia and Jessie were really into each other. They weren’t really excluding him-well, Sophie wasn’t-but he felt like kind of a fifth wheel. He understood part of it-that they’d been separated for months-and that he had had Sophia all to himself for all those months. He guessed what bothered him is that Jess had showed no interest in him. It seemed like the threesome arrangement that they had had over Christmas break had changed-and now it was that he was just sharing his fiancee. If that’s what it was, he could live with it-but he wish someone would tell him this and that it would happen in someone else’s bed. Last night, they had kept him awake-and frustrated.

He had spent the afternoon at his parents, helping them with some things. He returned, and went into the apartment, to find Sophia and Jessie on the bed, stark naked, Sophia eating Jessie out.

He gave it another try. "What a wonderful sight to come home to. Mind if I join in?"

"Later," Jessie said brusquely, and went back to enjoying Sophia’s tongue.

"Sophie?" Warren said. Sophia didn’t say a word. Warren turned and left the apartment, and went upstairs. "Hi, Warren," Ellen greeted him.

"Hey, Ellen. Where’s Betsy?" She pointed towards the playpen, where Betsy was playing happily. "When did she eat last?"

"Just about an hour ago."

"Good. I think I’ll take her for a walk."

"Something wrong?" Ellen asked.

"Nope. Not a thing." He went to grab Betsy, who reached our her arms to him and gurgled happily. "At least you’re happy to see me," he said softly-but Ellen heard him. He took Betsy outside, put her in her stroller, and headed down the street.

It was just about then that light finally dawned over Jessie. "Oh shit!" she exclaimed, sitting up. "Soph! Stop!" Sophie looked up from between Jessie’s legs. "We’ve got a problem. Dammit, we just did it. What I was afraid of-we just did it."

"Huh?" Sophie said.

"Shut Warren out."

"Warren?"

"He was just here."

"Was he?"

"Boy, you were preoccupied!" Jessie laughed. "He came in, asked if he could join in. I said ‘later’, very dismissively. He called you and you ignored him. Then he left-not happy."

"I didn’t even hear him!" Sophia claimed.

"Yeah, because you were too into me. He can’t be happy about that." She sighed. "I just realized. I haven’t even let him so much as touch me in the four days you guys have been back. I’m not doing it deliberately, but…"

"I’ve let him touch me, but not enough. Shit. Jess, where’s our clothes?" They quickly found them. They dressed in a hurry, then ran upstairs.

"Did Warren go through here?" Sophia asked Ellen.

"Yes. He took Betsy for a walk in her stroller. He didn’t look happy."

"We know." They went outside, came to the front porch, then stopped. "Shit," Sophie said, "I have no idea what way he went."

"Maybe we should split up. Or just wait here."

"Wait a minute," Sophie said. "What am I thinking? This is Warren. He headed to Dunkin’ Donuts." They headed to the end of the side street that Sophie lived on, then turned down Washington looking towards the Dunkin Donuts. Sure enough, they saw Warren headed their way, pushing Betsy along, sipping an iced coffee.

They ran to meet him. He finally looked up-he had been chatting down at Betsy-and saw them when they were ten feet away.

"Warren!" Sophie yelled as she came to a stop next to him. "We’re sorry."

"Both of us," Jessie added.

"It’s all right," he said, with a sad little smile. "I’ll adjust." He looked at Jessie, again with a sad little smile. "I should’ve known this threesome wouldn’t work out. You don’t want me, you want Sophie. It’s fine. I can share. I just wish you’d find somewhere else to do it, you kept me awake and frustrated until 2 am last night."

"Why didn’t you say anything?" Sophia said.

"I just tried that, didn’t I?" he asked. Then he started walking back towards the house. Sophie and Jessie looked at each other in amazement. Jessie started towards Warren, but Sophie grabbed her. "Jess, wait. We have to talk."

"Huh?"

"Is he right? Is this just between you and me now? Because, if so, we have to talk about this. It affects him."

"No. Dammit, no." She started running towards Warren, who had already turned onto the side street and was almost at the house. "Warren, wait!" He turned, and waited as first Jessie and then Sophie caught up with him. "In the house," Jessie said. Warren gathered Betsy up and went in the house. "Give Betsy to Ellen," Jessie said. Warren, bemused, did so. "Now. Downstairs."

"Is everything all right?" Ellen asked.

"It will be," Jessie said as the three of them went downstairs. Once they got into the apartment, Jessie tackled Warren onto the bed.

"You idiot," she said, kissing him and undoing his belt buckle. "You asked once, today, and I was a little preoccupied at the time." Another kiss, and she was tugging at his pants. "Sophia is the only girl I sleep with, and I’m kind of like a kid with a new toy, OK? It’s new and I haven’t been with her in months. That’s all it is." She was tugging his shirt above his head. "And if you had asked last night when you were awake and horny, I would’ve jumped your bones. We thought you were asleep." She quickly shucked her own clothes, climbed on top of Warren, and straddled him. She lowered herself on his cock, letting out a low moan. "Don’t want you? Yeah, right. For a genius, Warren, sometimes you’re stupid."

Jess started to move up and down on him, but Warren yelled, "Wait!" and grabbed her hips to hold her. "I need to say this before you make me incoherent." Jessie grinned at that. "You have been shutting me out. I’m engaged to one of you. I shouldn’t have to beg."

"You’re right," Jess said. "Like I said, it’s the whole girl thing. I’ve been with guys over the past five months, Crash a few times and a couple of guys at school. The only time I’ve been with Sophie was that night on the tour. And that was kind of rushed."

"OK," Warren said.

"Good. That’s settled," Jessie said, and started to move up and down his dick. "Don’t want you? Not in this lifetime." She got into a steady rhythm and started moaning.

Sophie, who had been watching all this with great amusement, had shed her own clothes and crawled into the bed next to them. "My face is unoccupied if you want to take a seat, Pookie," Warren told her.

"Nah," she giggled. "I’m enjoying watching too much. Somebody can do me next." Just then, Jessie howled, and flopped all over Warren’s dick, her body jerking above him.

"Oh, shit," she said as she came back down, "I think my legs don’t work anymore."

"Did Warren cum?" Sophie asked.

"Nope," said Warren.

"Good. My turn. Jess, get off." Jess did so, and Sophie took her place, impaling herself on Warren. Jessie grinned at her, then moved closer to Warren, snuggling up against him as Sophia moved herself up and down on him.

"Jess," Sophie hissed, "show him you love him. Kiss him. I wanna watch you make out while I-Oh GOD!!" Jess got the hint and joined her lips to Warren’s. They made out while Sophia rode Warren’s dick.

"Oh, God, that’s so hot," Sophie gasped as she moved up and down on Warren, watching Warren make out with Jessie. In a few minutes she was cumming. Warren quickly followed, groaning into Jessie’s mouth as he poured himself into Sophie.

Sophie fell forward and cuddled herself on top of Warren-and Jessie. They all hugged and fondled for a while. "Better?" Jess asked.

"Much," Warren laughed.

"The next time I forget how fun the three of us are together, slap me, OK?" Jessie laughed.

The next day, they were all in the apartment, along with Betsy, just hanging out when the phone rang. Warren picked it up. "Hello? Oh, hello Curtis. What are you calling to yell at us about this time?"

"What? Really? That’s fantastic! Wow!"

"Yeah, I do know what it means. Thanks for calling, Curtis." He hung up, and turned to Sophia excitedly. "We won the Brian Wright!"

"We did? That’s awesome!"

"What’s the Brian Wright?" Jessie asked.

"The Brian Wright Memorial Trophy," Warren told her. "It’s an award given out yearly. All the choreographers registered with the USFSA vote on it, for the best American choreographer of the year. So, it’s voted on by other choreographers. It’s a big fucking deal-I never expected it."

"Me, neither," Sophia asked.

"We get it at Skate America next year." Warren told her.

"Who’s Brian Wright?" Jessie asked.

"Brian Wright was a very well-regarded choreographer," Warren told her. "He did programs for Kristi Yamaguchi, Michael Weiss, Michelle Kwan, lots of others. He was known for his enthusiasm and dedication to the art of skating choreography. This, even though for the last eight years of his life he had full-blown AIDS and was often in and out of the hospital. He’d get out of the hospital and fly to an ice rink somewhere and choreograph. And he was one talented guy. He died at 43 in July of 2003."

"Wow," Jessie said. "Good guy to name the award after."

"Got that right," Warren agreed.

Warren’s parents threw a barbecue again for the Fourth of July, but it wasn’t just a barbecue. It was a final wedding detail planning session. Ellen and Dan were there, as were Brian and Michelle and their kids. Jessie and Crash were also there, along with Kate and Chad, and, of course, Warren’s brother and sister.

"Well, we have to decide on the songs, because we have to send the sheet back to the DJ," Sophia said.

"Do you know what your first dance is?" Brian asked.

"It’s under discussion," Sophia grinned.

"I thought you’d go for ‘Romeo and Juliet,’" Jessie said.

"We actually decided not to go with anything we’ve skated to," Sophia told her. "We want a special song."

"I have it all picked out," Warren said.

"You going to let me in on it?" Sophia grinned.

"Actually, no. I want to surprise you. You’ll like it, I promise."

She looked at him, and said, "OK. I’ll trust you. You are the music maven. I’ll have to give you the thing to send to the DJ."

"Good. How about parent dances, that thing?" Warren asked.

"Uhm, are you going to dance with me, Sophie?" Brian asked tentatively.

"Of course!"

"Good," he smiled. "Actually, I’d also like to surprise you. And I know you’ll like what I have planned."

"Geez, I’m not going to know any of the music at my own wedding," Sophie grinned. "OK. Go for it."

"Warren and I are dancing to ‘In My Life’ by the Beatles," Peg added.

"Cutting of the cake?" Ellen asked.

"’Two Hearts’, by Springsteen," Sophia told them.

"Now, the place is all set, the photographer’s all set, the flowers. We have a Justice of the Peace all ready to go," Ellen ticked off. "And Sophie got her dress last week."

"It’s stunning," Kate said.

"And the bridesmaid’s dresses are all set," Sophia said.

"Yeah, and they’re not hideous," Kate laughed. "They’re actually very nice."

"We also have the string quartet for the ceremony," Sophia said.

"Here comes the bride," Jessie sang.

"Not on your life," Sophia laughed. "I’m not a fan of that song. We have alternate selections all set. I’ll be walking down the aisle to something nice."

"Who’s giving you away?" Peg asked.

"Her father, of course," Ellen said.

"No way," Brian interjected. "Ellen, I was gone for 13 years of her life. I wasn’t there. You should give her away."

"I don’t care, you’re close now, and you are her father," Ellen interjected.

"It doesn’t matter. You should have that honor."

"HOLD IT!" Sophia interjected. "Look, I’ve been having this argument in my head for three months, OK? I know it’s not traditional-but I would like you both to give me away. Please."

"Oh, honey, that’s beautiful," Ellen smiled. "That’s the perfect solution."

"I agree," Brian said. "Thank you, Sophie."

"Good. That’s settled," Sophia said.

"How many people are you having?" Jessie asked.

"We sent 250 invitations out. This is no small wedding," Sophia grinned.

"And it’s costing us a fortune," Ellen laughed, "because we’re paying for everyone to stay at the resort that’s coming in from far away."

"Worth every penny," Dan said.

"I agree," Brian said. "It’s going to be spectacular."

"And we did pitch in some of that World Championship prize money," Sophia giggled.

Kristin, Warren’s sister, who had just turned 16, walked over, carrying Betsy. "Soph, I think she’s hungry," she said.

"Mama," Betsy said.

"HEY!" Sophia burst out delightedly. "She said Mama!!!!"

"That’s her first word?" Crash asked.

"Yup!"

"Mama," Betsy said again. Then she turned to Warren and said, "Dada."

"Good, I didn’t get left out," Warren laughed.

"First two words," Sophia grinned, undoing her top to breastfeed-everyone at the table was used to that by now. "You’re a smart girl, Betsy."

"Mama," Betsy said.

"So, did you decide about the rehearsal dinner?" Warren asked.

"Yeah. If you all can go out, so can we," Jim, Warren’s dad, smiled. "Since there will be so many people there from out of town, we’re going to hold a bash. Not just a rehearsal dinner. We’re going to have a clambake after the rehearsal for everyone that’s there, not just the wedding party. It’s all set up."

"That’s great!" Ellen said. "And very generous."

"Ah, we can do it," Peg said. "And it’ll be fun."

"Did you invite Uncle Greg?" Sophia asked her mother.

"Of course. Not that he’ll come," Ellen sighed. "Sophia’s never even met him. Greg is my brother," she told everyone. "I haven’t seen him since I got pregnant with Sophia. He’s a few years older than me. When my parents disowned me because I got pregnant, he took their side. I realize there were practical considerations involved-inheritance, and the fact that he worked for Dad at the time-but it still hurt. We were close before that. I invited him, but I don’t think he’ll come."

"Where do they live?" Sophia asked.

"In the Midwest somewhere. My cousin Emma sent the invitation for me, she has his address."

"I’d like them to come," Sophia said.

"Don’t hold your breath," Ellen smiled sadly.

"And, I take it that all the leading lights of the figure skating world will be there?" Jim laughed.

"Every one," Warren grinned. "Liz Cushman’s coming out early so we can choreograph her free program."

"Don’t you have someone else coming out before then?" Peg asked. "I thought you’d asked us to put someone else up here before Liz."

"Yeah, Tom Bellamy, the new Men’s national champion. He’ll be here in a week and a half," Warren said.

"You guys are going to be real busy before this wedding," Jessie said.

"You know it!"

After the discussion, they were all just milling around, eating and talking. There was music playing, and Warren was over in the corner of the yard dancing with Betsy, who was giggling happily. Warren was gliding around the yard with her, singing to her as they danced.

Brian caught a glimpse of this-and the song Warren was singing and dancing along to-and walked up to him. "Warren? Can I run something by you?" he asked quietly.

"Sure," Warren said. He listened to Brian’s idea, and broke out in a grin. "What a great idea! Of course I’ll do it!"

"Excellent. Sophie’s gonna love it!"

– end of chapter-

ALL KINDS OF CHOREOGRAPHY (Chapter 124)

On a Sunday, three weeks-minus a day-before their wedding, Warren and Sophia found themselves at the parking lot of the Oceanview Mall. They were here to meet Tom Bellamy. Tom was staying at the Kellehers’ for the week that Warren and Sophia were going to be choreographing for him. Warren had told him, "The mall’s a lot easier to find than my parents’ house. So, we’ll meet you there and lead you in." Tom had driven up from New York.

When they got to the Kellehers’, Warren and Sophia-with Betsy in tow, to her grandparents’ delight-introduced Tom to Peg and Jim. Warren helped Tom with his bags and showed him to his room-Warren’s old room. On the way in, Tom met Warren’s brother Ryan. After they had gotten his stuff in, they went down to the family room.

Tom noticed a girl close to his age sitting on the couch, reading a book. She was cute, with golden brown hair pulled back in a ponytail, a button nose, and deep brown eyes peering out from behind glasses. "This is my sister Kristin," Warren introduced her. "Kris, this is Tom Bellamy."

"Nice to meet you," Tom said.

Kristin looked up briefly, blushed, said "Hi," then went back to her book.

"Very shy," Warren mouthed to Tom out of Kristin’s line of site.

Hi, Kristin thought to herself. How pathetic. Damn, I can’t even make small talk. She wondered why her parents had to let Warren’s choreography clients stay here. Liz Cushman, last year, was bad enough-but Liz was friendly and outgoing and didn’t give up on Kristen until she stopped being shy. Besides, Liz was a girl. This was a guy. And this guy was a hunk!

Warren loved Kristin to pieces, but had once told Sophia that "Kris is what I would have been like if I’d never met you." In other words, a painfully shy bookish outsider. Kristin went to Wilkins Academy, because her mother taught there so she could go for free. And she stuck it out for the academics-that was important to her. But she did not fit in socially and she knew it. Not that she thought it would have been any better at Oceanview High.

Warren and Sophia took Tom out to eat that night. They wen to Woodman’s, a famous seafood restaurant up the road in Essex. "You can’t come to the North Shore and not hit Woodman’s," Warren told him. Afterwards, they dropped him off. He wandered into the family room and found Kristin alone in there, nose still buried in a book.

"Hi," he said. "So what are you reading?" She held it up. It was War and Peace. "Cool, another Tolstoy fan. I just finished Anna Karenina."

Kristin looked at him. "You read Tolstoy?" she asked softly.

"I read a lot of things," he grinned. "Haven’t quite gotten to War and Peace though. I almost brought it here with me, but I’m working my way through some Vonnegut at the moment."

"I love Vonnegut," Kristin told him.

"He’s great, isn’t he?" They discussed Vonnegut, Tolstoy, and some other writers they both enjoyed for about an hour. Tom was pleased he finally got Kristin talking.

Finally, he yawned. "I think I’m going to leave you to your War and Peace. It’s been a long day, and I’m exhausted!"

"OK. Good night," Kristin said quietly

"Night."

Warren had thought that the music Tom had skated to for the past season was too heavy for him. Tom agreed. "My coach has been doing my choreography. And I love my coach," he laughed, "but I think she picks music from the Elvis Stojko School of Ponderous Movie Soundtracks." Warren wanted something lighter, so had picked Mozart’s Eine Kleine Nachtmusik. Tom loved the choice, and Warren and Sophia started working with him Monday morning on a program.

They made excellent progress. Afterwards, Tom had gone back to the Kellehers. He joined them for dinner. After dinner, he had gone upstairs and fetched a book, bringing it back down. Kristin came into the room and saw him buried in his Vonnegut. She smiled, but didn’t say anything.

The next day, Tuesday, Warren and Sophia had a morning meeting with the wedding photographer, so they wouldn’t be going to the rink until about noon. Tom slept in. When he awoke, he came downstairs and heard the sound of a piano. Following the sound, it led him into the living room. He recognized the piece-Chopin’s Fantasie Impromptu-and stepped into the living room, where he saw Kristin bent over the piano. He waited until she had finished the piece, standing behind her, and then applauded. She jumped!

"You scared me to death!" she gasped, turning around.

"Sorry," Tom grinned.

"I didn’t think anyone was here. Why aren’t you at the rink?"

"Sophia and Warren had a wedding thing-we’re starting late today. I’m glad I was here. You can really play."

"I hate playing in front of other people," Kristin admitted softly.

"Why?"

"I just do."

Tom walked over to the piano, and waved to her to move over. She just looked at him. He waved again, grinning. She slid over on the piano bench. He sat down, cracked his knuckles comically-getting a slight grin out of Kristin-and leaned over the piano. Whereupon he launched into Beethoven’s "Fur Elise."

"Wow," she said when he was done.

"That’s my serious side," he smiled at her. "Here’s my not-so-serious side." With that he broke into Scott Joplin’s "The Entertainer."

She was grinning when he finished. "My not-so-serious-side tends to be all that classic rock that Warren listens to," she told him. Then she favored him with a little of Springsteen’s "Racing in the Street," The Beatles’ "Let It Be," and Elton John’s "Tiny Dancer."

"You are really good," Tom maintained. "Play me something else classical." She smiled, and started playing Beethoven’s "Pathetique" Sonata. After she had finished, he said, "That is my favorite piece of classical music ever. And you play it magnificently."

"Thanks," she said, blushing.

They sat at the piano for about two hours, trading off selections-and then just getting silly. When Sophia walked in the house to grab Tom for skating, they were playing a goofy four-hand version of "Chopsticks" and laughing their heads off.

"You ready to go?" Sophia asked quizzically.

"Sure." He turned to Kristin. "Time to go skate. See you later."

"Bye," she said, still giggling.

They got into Warren’s van. As they drove, Sophia said to Warren, "You’ll never believe what I just saw."

"What?"

"I saw this guy," she pointed to Tom in the back seat, "hunched over the piano, playing silly shit, and laughing his head off-with your sister!"

"WHAT?" Warren exclaimed. "How did you pull that off?" Tom explained the events of the morning. "Jeez," Warren said in wonder. "Tom, you have to understand. Kris is the shyest person in the universe. You’ve known her two days and you got her laughing and playing piano with you? I’m stunned."

"How old is she anyway?" Tom asked.

"Just turned 16. You just turned 18, right?"

"Yeah. Warren, does Kristin have a boyfriend?"

Warren laughed. "Tom, Kris has never been on a date." Tom didn’t say anything. Warren glanced at him through the rear-view mirror. "Are you thinking of asking her out?"

"Uhm, well, would that be a problem?" Tom asked nervously.

"No. In fact, I think it’s great. As long as you remember how inexperienced she is with guys."

Tom laughed. "I’m not much more experienced."

"Why?" Sophia interjected. "I didn’t take you as shy. And there’s lots of girls in ice rinks."

"I’m not shy, but there’s no girl at my rink that I’d ever want to go out with. You guys are kind of isolated, and you were a couple before you started skating, you’ve told me that. But when you’re in a rink with lots of other competitive skaters, the fur flies. As do the rumors. Yeah, I could ask a fellow skater out-if I wanted everyone in the rink to know the next day. Plus, most girls in figure skating are silly. Present company excepted, of course."

"Of course," Sophia grinned back at him.

"I’ve had a few dates, but nothing much."

"Just be careful, that’s all I ask," Warren told him. "Don’t forget, you’re only here for a week."

"True," he said. "Though New York isn’t that far!"

Kristin thought about their little piano-playing session all afternoon. She was stunned. He actually got her laughing! He was a fellow reader, he was a fellow pianist, he was gorgeous-and he made her laugh.

My oh my, she thought.

When it was close to the time that he’d be returning, she kept going to the window. Peg asked her what she was doing, but she said nothing. When she finally saw Warren’s van pull up, she ran over to the piano and launched into the "Pathetique" so she was playing it when Tom came in.

What the hell am I doing? She thought to herself, but he came right into the room, smiled at her, and sat down next to her as she played.

When she was done, she said, "Your turn."

"Hmm. I’ve done serious and not-so-serious, so how about goofy?"

"Goofy?"

He grinned at her, hit four quick chords on the piano, and was suddenly full-tilt into "Great Balls of Fire." He kept a steady boogie-woogie with his left hand, as the right one hit every triplet, arpeggio, and silly little glissando. And he sang it, right at Kristin, hamming up the wink-and-a-nod lyrics for all they were worth. Kristin was howling.

As he ended, before the piano had even stopped echoing, he put on this mock-pompous face and started Mozart’s "Sonata Facile." He played the whole thing-flawlessly-while making a face like a constipated schoolmaster. Kristin was laughing so hard she was about to pee her pants. He hit the final chord and she was still cracking up.

He grinned at her, and waited for the laughter to die down a bit. She had subsided into happy giggling when he said, "Kristin, will you go out to dinner with me tomorrow night?"

"Sure," she giggled. Then she realized. And stopped giggling, looked at him in amazement, and said "WHAT?!?"

"You said yes, you can’t take it back!" Tom teased her, a huge smile on his face. "No, no, no, you can’t take it back." He got up from the piano bench, grinned at her, and walked out of the room.

Kristin didn’t know whether to laugh, cry, or scream.

After they had eaten, they ended up in the family room. Peg and Jim were outside, so Kristin and Tom were the only ones there, each buried in a book. Kristin kept shooting looks at him-and he noticed, but didn’t say anything.

Finally, Kristin closed her book, looked at Tom, and said hesitantly, "Did you really ask me out?"

Tom closed his own book. "Yeah, I did."

"Oh," Kristin said. "You were very sneaky about it."

"I know. It worked, didn’t it?" he grinned. She shot him a look he couldn’t quite make out, but it didn’t look good. So, he said, "But you’re right. It was too sneaky. Kristin, may I take you out for dinner tomorrow night?"

"Yes," she whispered.

"Good."

Kristin thought about it all night, until she finally fell asleep. When she woke up, she was frantic. She came down and ate breakfast with Tom and her family. Tom waved goodbye to her, and then took off-since he now knew the way to the rink, he was going to drive himself there and meet Warren and Sophia

Kristin wolfed down the rest of her breakfast and ran to the phone, dialing Warren’s number. She was hoping Sophia hadn’t left yet.

"Hello, is Sophia there?"

"Nope, she’s headed to the ice rink. Who’s this?"

"It’s Kristin Kelleher."

"Kris! It’s Jessie. What were you looking for Sophie for?"

"Oh, Jessie, I actually have a date tonight. With Tom, that skater that’s been working with Warren. And I need help!"

"This is your first date, isn’t it?"

"Yeah."

"You’re nervous as hell, aren’t you?"

"Yeah."

"What do you need help with?"

"Oh, Jess, I don’t know what to wear and my hair and should I wear makeup and…"

"Calm down, girl!" Jessie laughed. "Look, Sophie’s gonna be at the rink all day, but I do know a thing or two. Is two o’clock cool?"

"Oh, Jessie, you’re the best!"

Jessie showed up at two. She took Kristin upstairs to Kristin’s room. "First things first, girl," Jessie told her. "You need a shower so I can do your hair. While you’re doing that, I’ll go through your wardrobe."

"Yes, ma’am," Kristin told her.

When she came out of the shower, wrapped in a towel, Jessie had her sit down in a chair, and went after her with a curling iron.

"Jess?"

"Kris?"

"I wanted to ask you something." She took a breath. "I can’t ask Warren." She took another breath. "What’s up with you and Warren? I know there’s something, but…" she trailed off. "You’re around all the time. You’ve been Sophie’s best friend for years, but I never got to know you before this summer. And sometimes it seems…" she didn’t quite know what to say.

Jessie laughed gently. "I sleep at Warren and Sophia’s apartment. The three of us. In one bed. I’m sure you can draw a picture from that."

"You and Sophie both make love with my brother?"

"And with each other," Jessie admitted.

"You like girls?"

"Only Sophie," Jess told her. "It’s weird, but it’s only Sophie. Sophie, on the other hand, has a definite bi streak."

"So, you don’t like girls but you have sex with Sophie?"

Jess looked at her. "Kris, someday you’re going to realize something. And don’t think I’m talking down to you, because it’s something I’ve only realized recently. You’re going to understand that there’s a difference between having sex-and showing someone how much you love them. I don’t have sex with Sophie. I show her how much I love her. It’s just that I use my body, and hers, to do it."

"And you have sex with my brother."

Jessie took a breath. "No, I don’t have sex with him, either."

"You love Warren?"

"Yes. He loves me too, you know."

"But he’s with Sophie!"

"Yes he is. That’s fine with me, you know."

"They’re getting married! Don’t you feel like, well, a fifth wheel?"

"No," Jess grinned, "because they won’t let me. Sophie asked me if the wedding bothered me. Of course it doesn’t. Those two were meant to be together. Forever. What I share with them is just temporary."

"But, if you love them…"

"You can love more than one person. All three of us are proof of that. And, don’t get me wrong, I am second choice, especially for Warren, and I’m fine with that. But I’m confident I will find someone to love and share my life with, sooner or later. And when I do, I’ll go with him, and I’ll just have to find other ways to show Sophie and Warren how much I love them."

"That’s a very cool attitude," Kristin said in admiration.

"A better one than I used to have, believe me," Jess grinned. "Hey, look at your hair!"

Kristin looked at the mirror. "Jess, you’re a miracle worker!"

When Tom came back from practice, he hustled into a shower and got himself ready. He came downstairs. A few minutes later, Kristin came down the stairs.

"Wow. You look fantastic," he told her.

"Thanks," she blushed.

"Ready to go?"

"Yeah."

They went out to a local Italian restaurant. Tom immediately was telling silly jokes and making her giggle.

"God you make me laugh," she said happily.

"And you’ve never even seen me skate," he grinned.

"Yeah, I’ve seen you skate. I was at Nationals this year."

"It’s gonna be better this year," Tom predicted. "That brother of yours, and Sophia, they can choreograph up a storm."

"I’ve watched them choreograph for themselves before. It’s fascinating."

"So, you done with War and Peace yet?" he asked her.

"No," she sighed. "I love it, but it’s endless."

"Tolstoy does go on, doesn’t he?"

They finished the meal, chatting happily. Towards the end, Kristin said, "How do you do this to me?"

"What?" Tom asked, confused.

"Make me feel so at ease. I was so scared. This is my first date, you know."

"Warren told me," Tom said.

"I thought I’d be nervous, stuttering, making a complete fool of myself. How did you do this to me?"

He grinned at her. "The minute I caught you playing the piano, it was all over. You can’t be shy around me after that, and you know it."

Kristin thought about that-and realized that he had a point.

They decided to just get in Tom’s car and drive around for a while-neither of them wanted to stop talking, and they didn’t want to talk at the house, where Peg and Jim might be around.

"You know this is my first date. Do you have a lot of girlfriends?" Kristin asked him.

He laughed. "I haven’t gone to school since eighth grade-I’ve been tutored since then. The only girls I ever see are the girls at the rink. I’ve known all of them for years. There’s only a few that aren’t flighty gossip-mongers. I don’t date much at all. I just don’t meet girls I’m interested in." He grinned. "Well, until this week."

"You’re the first person that’s ever even asked me out."

"There must be a lot of stupid guys in Oceanview," Tom said. Kristin beamed at that one.

They got back to the house around ten, and walked up onto the porch. "Kris?" Tom asked. "Before we go in, well, would it be all right if I kissed you?"

Kris’s heart started thumping like the snare in a marching band. "Yes," she whispered. Tom leaned down to her, and their lips met. Tom didn’t want to rush things. It started as a light, fairly innocent kiss. It didn’t end up that way. To both their surprise, it just built and built. The sparks between them were almost visible. By the time Tom finally had the presence of mind to pull away-before he completely lost control-they were plastered onto each other, their arms wrapped around the other, and their lips locked.

"Wow!" Kristin breathed.

"You can say that again."

"We’d better go in," she giggled. "Before, you know, something…"

"I know what you mean. Believe me, I know what you mean."

Practice for Tom ran a little short on Thursday, so he was home in the early afternoon, much to Kristin’s delight. They fooled around on the piano for a couple of hours. At one point, he turned to her, beside him on the piano bench, and spontaneously kissed her. She eagerly returned the kiss.

After they ate supper with the Kellehers, Tom found a movie they both wanted to see, so they went. Friday, Kristin asked to come to practice and watch. She did that every so often with Warren and Sophia, and enjoyed it. She got to see Tom’s new Mozart program in its entirety, and she enjoyed watching her brother and her almost-sister-in-law choreograph for him. She also got to help out with Betsy. She adored her niece. She noticed Tom grinning at her at one point while she fussed over Betsy. He skated over and kissed her nose, then skated away.

Warren was working with Tom and one point, and Sophia had come off the ice because Betsy was hungry. "So, what’s up with you and Tom?" Sophia asked Kristin.

"I really like him! He really likes me, too!" she said, incredulous.

"You guys have a lot in common."

"Yeah, but luckily only one of us is painfully shy. It’s a good thing he asked me out!"

Sophia giggled. "Yup. Reminds me of me with your brother." Kristin laughed out loud at that one.

Jim and Peg went out that night, so Tom and Kristin stayed in. Tom would be leaving the next day, so they just wanted to spend time together. They didn’t go past making out, but they did quite a bit of making out.

"This sucks," Kristin sighed.

"What?" Tom asked, puzzled.

"You’re leaving tomorrow."

"Yeah," he said. "But it’s only New York. It’s not that far. I’ll be able to visit."

"Will you?"

"Sure."

Just then Kristin remembered something. "I was wondering. Do you think you could make one of those visits two weekends from now?"

"Maybe. I’ll have to see. Is there a reason?"

"Well, yeah," she giggled. "I don’t have a date to my own brother’s wedding."

"Oh! Well, then, yes. I’ll definitely come. I’ll work it out."

"Great!"

Tom left the next day, and Kristin and he shared a long good-bye kiss, in full view of Jim, Peg, and Warren (who had come over to see him off). When they got into the house, they all went into the family room-and Kristin, to everyone’s surprise, including hers, started crying.

"Shit. Shit, shit, shit," she said, trying to stop crying.

"Kristin, honey? What’s wrong?" Peg asked.

"How the hell can you fall for someone in a week?"

"What?" Peg gasped. "I know you two went out a few times…"

"Yeah. But it’s more than that."

"How much more than that?" Peg asked carefully. Kristin just looked at her. "Kristin, you know you can talk to us about anything."

She looked at them for another minute, confused. Then light dawned. "Oh, no, not that," she said. "We haven’t done anything more than kiss. It’s just that-oh, man, he’s the perfect guy for me! And he’s five hours away!" She started sobbing again.

"Kris," Peg started, "like you said, you’ve only known him for a week. And you’re only sixteen."

"War?" Kris asked. "When did you know?"

Warren, knowing exactly what she was talking about, grinned, "It wasn’t much longer than a week."

"And you were only fourteen," Kristin said.

"True," Warren agreed.

"I really should know better," Peg grinned. "Look, Kris, how does he feel?"

"He likes me a lot, I know that."

"Then it’ll all work out, if it’s truly meant to be. New York isn’t that far away."

"That’s what he said," she said, then brightened visibly. "He is coming up in two weeks." She grinned at Warren. "I have a date for your wedding."

"Great! One more figure skater at the wedding can’t hurt anything," he laughed.

Over the next two weeks, Kristin counted the days until the wedding. She had been looking forward to it anyway-she loved Sophia, she knew Warren and Sophia were meant to be together and was thrilled it was finally happening, and she got to be a bridesmaid. So, she’d been looking forward to it, anyway. Now she was really looking forward to it.

She was diverted a bit by the arrival of Liz Cushman the day after Tom had left. Liz was happy to see her. This year, she was determined not to be shy around Liz. Liz was practically part of the family-and she was engaging, gregarious, and fun to be with. Kristin even let Liz hear her playing piano. Tom was the first person not in her family to ever hear her-and now she played for Liz. Liz was impressed.

Liz had come in for a week of choreography-Warren and Sophia had picked Beethoven’s Fifth Piano Concerto, the Emperor, for her music. The week after that, she was just going to hang and help with the wedding plans.

Kristin told her all about Tom, and Liz was thrilled. "I like Tom," she told Kristin. "Wish I had a love life to discuss with you," she said ruefully.

That was right after she had gotten into town. Suddenly, by the Friday of the first week, she had told Kristin she had a date. Then another on Saturday. Then another on Tuesday of the following week. She hadn’t told Kristin who the dates were with, and Kristin hadn’t asked. Until, that Tuesday night, Kristin happened to be sitting in the living room, reading, when Liz came home. Liz had opened the door, and Kris could see her kissing some guy. When she pulled away, Kris got a look at the guy as he said goodbye to her.

Kris didn’t say anything to Liz about it, just wished her goodnight, but she was a little stunned.

Liz Cushman was going out with Crash?

THE BIG PAYOFF (Chapter 125)

Author’s note:

First, the song quoted below is copyright 1980 Lenono Music. Used without permission, but I hope Yoko understands ‹G›.

This chapter is entitled "The Big Payoff" because it is-to my readers. The Big Big payoff, is, of course, the end of the story-but this is the other Big Payoff. This is especially dedicated to my readers that have been around from the beginning, that have stayed with me through the ups and downs of the story, that have put up with my lengthy hiatuses, that have written me nasty emails demanding more chapters ‹G›. This one is for you, folks, from the bottom of my heart. This is the one we’ve all-including me-been waiting for.

So please join me. Please join us, me and all these folks that have become, over the three years of writing DoaL, my friends-and, I hope, yours as well. Join us, in a lovely seaside resort on beautiful Cape Cod. Because you are all invited. You’re all invited to help us celebrate the wedding of:

Sophia Madeline Daniels

And

Warren Patrick Kelleher

"Nice choice, pal," Crash said to Warren.

"It’s beautiful, isn’t it?" Warren agreed.

"So, the wedding’s outside?"

"Yeah, right behind the building. Sophie will come out of the back door, and then right down the aisle. Then, over to the side, the reception’s going to be under a tent."

It was Friday, August 8th, about noontime. Warren and Crash had just arrived at the Cape Cod resort where the wedding was to be held. The rehearsal would be held that evening. Lots of people were still coming in, and various friends and family members had been pressed into chauffeur duty, shuttling folks from the airports in Boston and Providence to the Cape.

Warren and Crash walked around the resort, checking it out. They got back into the lobby, to be greeted by Warren’s parents and Liz.

"Hi, Liz," Crash grinned at her.

"Hi, Jason," she said happily. Hmm, Warren thought to himself. What was going on there?

Well, it was a wedding, right? "Love is all around," as The Troggs once sang. Warren turned his thoughts away from that as he saw his beautiful bride-to-be saunter into the lobby.

Ellen took Betsy for the afternoon, so Warren and Sophie could drive to Providence to pick up some friends. Luckily, Warren had his minivan, as Papa Bear, Caitlin, Alexa, and Mike all piled into the back of it.

"So, you’re finally going to take the plunge," Papa Bear said.

"It’s been a long time coming," Sophia giggled.

"Yup," Caitlin grinned. "For us, it’ll be another two years," she grinned-and then shoved her left hand over into the front seat, showing Warren and Sophie her engagement ring.

"Congratulations!" Sophia enthused. "When did you guys do this?"

"Last week," Papa Bear told them. "We wanted to show you in person."

They got back to the resort, and their guests found their rooms. People were streaming in all the time, and Sophie and Warren were trying to greet all of them.

Suddenly, someone that Sophie didn’t recognize came into the lobby, and Sophie heard her mother gasp. "Greg? GREG?"

"Hi, Ellen," the man smiled.

"GREG! I can’t believe you came!" she cried, hurling herself into the man’s arms.

"Who’s that?" Warren asked Sophie.

"I have no idea-wait a minute! Did she call him Greg? I think that might be my uncle that I’ve never met."

"Really?" he asked. They walked over.

"Oh, God," Ellen was saying, "I can’t believe it! I invited you on a whim-I never thought you’d come."

He looked serious. "Ellen, it’s gone on too long. I listened to Mom and Dad too much. They’ve been gone for ten years now-I should’ve done this years ago, but I was too nervous. When I got the invitation-well, my wife and I talked about it, and I decided that the time had come to make amends."

"Mom? Is this your long-lost brother?" Sophia asked.

"Yes," Ellen smiled happily. "Greg, this is Sophie. And that’s her fiance Warren. Soph, this is your Uncle Greg."

"My God, you’re beautiful," Greg said to her. "Nice to meet you. And congratulations."

"Thanks," she smiled. "Nice to meet you, too."

"Now, where’s my better half? Oh, and Ellen, we brought an extra, I hope that’s all right. We have a daughter."

"That’s fine," Ellen smiled. A woman walked up to Greg. "Liv, this is my sister Ellen. Ellen, this is Olivia, my wife." They greeted one another. "And this is her daughter Sophia and the groom-to-be, Warren." Greg looked around. "And here comes Siobhan." Greg introduced Siobhan, a cute redhead who looked to be about 16, to Ellen. "And this is the bride-to-be, your cousin Sophia, and her fiance Warren."

Siobhan’s jaw dropped, and she covered her mouth. "OHMYGOD! You are my cousin? OHMYGOD!!!"

"I think we just got recognized, Pookie," Warren chuckled to Sophia.

"Recognized?" Greg asked.

"They’re the World Champions!!!" Siobhan said excitedly. "In ice dancing!"

"I knew I recognized you!" Olivia said. "You were the ones that skated nude, right?"

Sophie cracked up laughing. "You know, we could win four World Championships and an Olympic Gold Medal but we’re always going to be ‘the ones that skated nude.’"

"I can’t believe that Sophia Daniels is my cousin!" Siobhan was still beside herself.

"You’re a big skating fan, I take it?" Sophia asked.

"Uh huh!" Siobhan said.

"Well, Siobhan, let me warn you," Warren said, putting his arm around his new cousin-in-law-giving her a little thrill in the process-"you’re in for a big weekend."

"Hey! Uncle Greg needs to meet his grandniece!" Sophia said.

"Grandniece?" Greg asked.

"Yes," Sophia giggled. "We kind of put the cart before the horse. We have a daughter. She’ll be one in a couple weeks. Where is she?"

"Liz has her," Warren said. He looked across the lobby. "Hey, LIZ! Where’s my KID?"

They heard laughter, followed by Liz crossing the lobby, Betsy in tow. "Here you go, Daddy," she said, handing Betsy over.

"Dada," Betsy gurgled.

"Oh, she’s adorable!" Olivia said. "She talks?"

"Dada and Mama," Sophia grinned, "and occasionally hi."

"Hi!" Betsy echoed.

"What’s her name?" Greg asked.

"Betsy. Well, Elizabeth, but we call her Betsy. She’s named after this one, here," Warren said, pointing to Liz.

Warren noticed that there was one person there not paying much attention to the baby-Siobhan, of course. She was staring at Liz. "Th-that’s Elizabeth Cushman!!!!!" she gasped.

"Hi," Liz said, grinning.

"That’s Siobhan," Warren told her, "Sophie’s cousin that she didn’t know she had until five minutes ago. And the poor kid’s a skating nut and nobody told her she was coming to a couple of skaters’ wedding."

"I don’t think Dad knew you guys were skaters, he doesn’t follow it. And I never knew Sophia’s last name-I just knew I had a cousin named Sophia that I had never met. And Tara and Eric."

"They’re around here somewhere," Ellen told her. "You’ll meet them later."

"Hell, I just met Sophia Daniels, Warren Kelleher, and Liz Cushman. I don’t think I can take too many more meetings," Siobhan said.

"Get prepared," Liz giggled.

"Prepared?" Siobhan asked.

"Oh, let’s see," Warren started. "Jack Garrison, Evan Pogdar, Shawna Cochrane. Brett Tomlinson and Andrea Wallach."

"Yup," Sophia added. "Oh, and Olga Bradochkina. Jennie Sellers and Denis Poulin."

"Don’t forget Christine," Liz said. "Arsenault," she told Siobhan.

"Oh, and Tom Bellamy, too. He wasn’t invited-because we didn’t know him well-but he spent a week at my parents’ house three weeks ago because we were choreographing for him. And now he’s coming because he’s my sister’s date," Warren said.

"I think I’m going to faint," Siobhan said.

"That’s Warren’s job. Tomorrow. Right before he’s supposed to say ‘I do’," Sophia teased.

"How old are you guys, anyhow?" Siobhan asked.

"I’m 21," Sophia told him. "Warren’s 20. I’m the older woman," she giggled.

"And you’re getting married? And you have a baby?" Siobhan asked.

"We’ve been together since we were 14," Sophia told her.

"Wow. That’s so romantic!"

"Where did you guys come from, anyway?" Sophia asked.

"Wisconsin. We live right outside of Madison."

"We go to UW!" Sophia said. "Well, we took this past year off, because of the baby, but we’ll be juniors at UW in the fall."

"That’s right! I knew Daniels and Kelleher were at UW. I always kind of thought I might try to go sneak into a practice, but I never did."

"Now you don’t have to sneak," Sophia grinned at her.

"Cool!"

Sophia and Warren didn’t really have a rehearsal dinner. Warren’s parents had paid for a big dinner for everyone there, after the rehearsal, since everyone had pretty much come from out of town. Being that this was New England, they did it as an old-fashioned New England clambake. It was casual and fun, and everyone had a blast.

Sophie and Warren found themselves at a table surrounded by skating friends, along with Jess and Crash-plus Warren’s sister Kristin, who was there with Tom Bellamy. Warren noticed Siobhan at the next table, kind of skirting on the periphery, but looking on in undisguised awe.

Warren pulled his chair over. "Siobhan. Slide in over here, join the crowd." Siobhan looked at him in surprise. He nodded and waved her over again. She moved her chair in, ending up in between Warren and Evan Pogdar.

"Everybody know Siobhan? She’s Sophie’s long-lost cousin. She knows who all of you are, and she’s in awe, so be nice," Warren said. Siobhan blushed, while everyone else laughed.

"She should be in awe," Olga said, "after all, I am Bradochkina!"

Siobhan was looking at her like she was royalty. Warren laughed and said, "Tone it down, Olga, she doesn’t know your act."

"Is not act."

"Ignore her," Warren told Siobhan, "she’s a legend in her own mind."

"No, I am just legend," Olga said. "And at least I am legend for skating. You are legend for nakedness."

"Too bad he didn’t get hard, then he’d really be a legend," Sophia giggled.

"Please. Seeing my brother in the altogether was bad enough," Kristin piped up, to general merriment.

"So what’s it like skating in the nude?" Evan asked.

"Perky nips," Sophia laughed.

"And receding testicles," Warren added. "They were fucking hibernating. How I managed to keep my mind on the program is beyond me. As if Sophie’s perky nips weren’t enough of a distraction."

"I skated in the nude once," Jack Garrison said, "but that was a command performance for my wife."

"And knowing your wife, she probably videotaped it," Christine laughed.

"Where is she, anyhow?" Warren asked him.

"Home with the kids. Amy’s sick. She wanted me to come, though-she wanted one of us to be here."

"That was nice of her," Sophia said.

Just then Ellen came over with a crying Betsy. "Mama!" Betsy said happily.

"Someone’s hungry," Sophia said. "Anyone going to get offended?" she asked as she started to unbutton her blouse.

"Soph, remember, we all saw your tits at Worlds," Evan laughed.

"And they didn’t do a thing for you," Warren joked.

"Nope."

Siobhan looked at them in confusion. "I’m gay," Evan said.

"Oh," Siobhan replied. "Aren’t a lot of figure skaters gay?"

"Less than you’d think," Evan told her. "Of all the skaters at this table, the only ones that are gay are Shawna and myself."

"Oh," Siobhan said.

"Well, some of us are a little bit bi," Sophia said to laughter.

Trying to preserve a bit of tradition, Warren and Sophia spent the night in separate rooms. Jessie was in Sophia’s with her. Warren thought with a laugh that only one of them was being celibate tonight. That was OK, though, since Jess would have to live without either of them for the week of their honeymoon.

Warren slept fine, and woke up at 7:00 as planned. Crash was going to come up to the room at 8. They were to order some breakfast from room service and get ready. Crash showed up right on time.

"Hey, pal," Warren greeted him. They called down for some food. Warren noticed something.

"Hey, Crash, you seem preoccupied."

"Something happened last night," he admitted. "I, well, kind of spent the night with Liz."

"Liz Cushman?"

"Yeah. She’s been around for two weeks, and so have I. We’ve gone out a couple times, you know. We really get along. But, I’ll be honest, I didn’t expect that to happen. She invited me up to her room for a drink, you know? Next thing I knew, we were in bed."

"How was it?"

"Unbelievable."

"And, here’s the big question-what happened this morning?"

Crash sighed. "When you were apart from Sophie your first year in Wisconsin, I know you slept with a number of girls. Did you ever just end up in bed with one, not knowing or really planning that it was going to happen?"

"A couple of times."

"Wasn’t it always awkward in the morning?" Warren nodded. "Me, too, the couple of times it’s happened to me. This was weird. We woke up this morning, all tangled up in one another-and it was like we’d been sleeping together for ten years. It was the exact opposite of awkward. And I think she felt it, too." He grinned. "If I didn’t have to come down here and do the best man gig, I’d probably still be up there gently fucking her brains our." He got serious again. "It was great. It was remarkable. It sucks."

"It sucks?" Warren said with a laugh.

"Yeah, it sucks. Tomorrow, she’s going to be back in California. In less than a month, I’m going to be back in Chicago. She’s already told me she’s going to be with me tonight, but we haven’t talked about anything past that-I don’t even know when I’ll ever see her again!"

"End of October." Crash just looked at him. Warren grinned. "Skate America’s in Chicago this year. You’ll see Liz, and Sophie and me, we’re all entered. Though I doubt you’ll be paying much attention to Sophie and me."

"Probably not," he grinned. Just then, the food arrived. They brought it in, tipped the guy, and sat down at the table in the room.

"You really like her," Warren said.

"Yeah, I really like her," Crash confirmed.

"She’s a big star, you know."

"Ah, fuck that." Crash poured syrup on his pancakes. "Thanks to you and Sophie, I’ve been shown the world of figure skating. I’ve met Liz before, for one thing. I always thought she was cute, but this was the first time I’ve gotten to spend any time with her-besides which, she had that Rich guy for a while, and I had Jessie. But you introduced us, and I’ve always just seen her as a person. You are almost as big a star as she is, and you’re my best friend. It’d kind of made me immune to caring about that crap."

"Good point."

"I just don’t see how anything can happen with us so far away from one another. And with so little time under our belts."

"UCLA Law School, my friend."

"Believe me, it’s crossed my mind," Crash grinned. "We’ll have to see what happens before then. So, you nervous?"

"No, actually. I’m looking forward to it. I think it’s been inevitable for so long that there’s no need to get nervous."

"Good point," Crash said with a sigh.

"What’s up?"

"Oh, nothing. Just that at one point I thought Jess and I were going to be following you, you know? And know I’m back to that whole nervous new-thing shit."

"I know. Glad I’m saved from that," Warren grinned.

"Don’t be so smug, asshole," Crash teased.

"Why not?"

"Well, yeah, I guess you got a right to be smug," Crash laughed. "You two are the perfect couple."

"Yup." He got out of his seat. "Tux time."

"Let’s do it."

They got into their tuxes, laughing and joking the whole time. "I feel so unnatural wearing this thing," Warren said.

"Yeah, but there’s that whole ‘James Bond’ thing," Crash laughed. "Besides which, you think you feel unnatural? Imagine Sophie. Wedding dresses all weigh a thousand pounds."

"Too true." When they were all done up, they went down to the lobby. It was about quarter of ten. The wedding was due to start at eleven. They were there, chatting, greeting guests as they came in, or downstairs from their rooms. Warren’s gaggle of ushers were all there, seating people.

Warren and Crash found a quiet corner. "I need to tell Jessie about Liz. We don’t check with each other, but she should know this one."

"Want me to tell her?"

"That might be easier."

Just then-it was about a quarter past ten-Jessie and Liz rounded the corner to where Warren and Crash were standing. "Hey!" Warren said, seeing them in their lavender bridesmaid’s dresses. "You two look fabulous!"

"You guys don’t look too bad yourself," Liz grinned.

"I agree," Jess said. "Listen, Warren, I need your help with something. Come with me. Liz will entertain Jay."

"OK," Warren said, following Jess. "Hey, there’s something you need to know. Crash slept with Liz last night."

"I know, Liz told me," Jess giggled. "Why do you think I brought her to entertain him? I’m happy for both of them. She really likes him."

"He does, too. Though he’s upset about the long distance thing." Jess looked at him. "Liz lives in California."

"Oh, shit, I forgot about that," Jess said. "I hope they work it out."

"Jess, you’re remarkable."

"Hey. We’re still friends. I want him to be happy. And, honestly? Liz is probably perfect for him. She’s far more independent than I am and a lot less insecure."

"Where are you taking me, Jess?"

"Just shut up." Jess came to a stop at the end of a corridor and peered around the corner. "Good. Coast is clear. Come on!" She grabbed Warren’s hand and pulled him down the corridor, stopping at a door. She opened the door, pushed Warren in, and said, "Lock it behind you!" Then she closed it, leaving Warren on the other side in a large room. He locked the door and looked around.

"What is going on here?" he asked.

And then he saw her, as she emerged from an alcove on the other side of the room.

She was wearing white ("Screw it," she had said, and Warren had agreed). It was a short-sleeve dress. The neckline was low, revealing a nice spot of cleavage. The sleeves were lacy, and the bodice had lace and pearls intertwined into it. It had a high waist, and a full skirt with a bit of a train. She was wearing a headdress over her curled hair. She grinned at him, her eyes sparkling.

"God. You take my breath away," he said.

"Me? What about you, handsome?" she said, walking up to him.

"Isn’t this bad luck, seeing you beforehand?"

"Oh, to hell with that," she said. "You are here for a reason." She took off the coat to his tux and hung it up. "I want to make my deepest, darkest fantasy come true."

"We’re not in Fenway Park, Pookie," he grinned.

"Not that one. This one I’ve never told you about, because it had to wait until today." She walked over to a table in the room, and hoisted herself up, sitting on it. "I want you to make love to me in my wedding dress."

"That could wait until afterwards, you know," Warren grinned.

"No way. I want to have you in me when I walk down the aisle," Sophia said with a twinkle.

Warren laughed, and put his hands on her waist as she sat on the table. "Oh, are you nasty!"

"You know it." She reached down and started gathering the skirts of her dress. "Fuck your bride, Warren."

He laughed, and his hands started moving up her legs, underneath her dress. "Most guys get the wedding night. I get the wedding morning." His hands came to a stop at her hips. "You’re not wearing panties?"

"Nope," she grinned.

"You going to put some on afterwards?"

"Nope!"

"So you’re going to walk down the aisle with cum dripping down your legs."

"That’s the idea," she giggled. "Hey, the dress is floor-length." She was undoing the buckle on his belt as she was saying this. "I have been dreaming about this for weeks," she giggled, going for the snap on his pants. "You won’t even need any foreplay, because I’m soaked." She giggled. "And you can’t kiss me, that’d ruin my makeup."

"You’re a nut." She had his pants down by now, and they both worked to gather her dress out of the way. He reached over and ran his finger up and down her pussy. She wasn’t lying-she was drenched. "Oh, you were looking forward to this, weren’t you?" Warren laughed.

"Uh-huh," she beamed at him. "Put it in me, husband-to-be." He did, sliding slow and deep into her. "Oh GOD that’s good!" she moaned.

"I’m glad you thought of this, Pookie," he said to her.

"So am I, Snugglebear," she giggled. She wrapped her arms around his neck. He had his hands on her hips, underneath the dress. He started moving in and out of her, slowly and deliberately. The skirt of the dress cascaded around their joined bodies.

"Oh GOD," Sophia moaned, trying not to make too much noise as her arousal increased. Warren slowly plunged his cock in and out of her hot, wet passage. She was really into this. "Oh, God, honey…", she panted.

"Are you gonna cum?" he growled in her ear.

"Oh, yeah," she moaned. "Almost…oh fuck…" He started moving faster in and out of her.

"Cum in your wedding dress, Pookie," he told her. "I want to see you cum."

"Oh Warren!" she panted, and he felt her stiffen all around him. He saw the fabric of her dress shift as her stomach tightened, and then he felt her pussy contract around his dick. He also saw the start of a wail, and quickly kissed her to muffle the sound. He stopped for a bit as she came back down. She dreamily smiled at him, and then he started moving in and out of her again, slowly.

"You didn’t?" she said.

"You’d been thinking of this all morning, you had an arousal head start," he teased.

"GOOD!" She leaned back, so, instead of sitting on the table, she was lying on it, her legs still hanging off. She gathered the skirts of her dress up to her waist, to keep them out of the way in her new position. Warren looked down, and saw, for the first time, the white stockings and garter belt surrounding her pussy. Her legs were spread, his cock buried in her. The skirts of her dress were surrounding her torso, and she had a beatific smile on her face. However, with her lying on the table, Warren needed a better angle. He grabbed her thighs, right above the back of her knee, and lifted her legs up while spreading them further. He plunged back into her.

"OH SHIT!" Sophie howled. "Oh, God, that hits just right!" Warren grinned, and started pounding in and out of her. Her hands clutched the skirts of her dress, and her head was thrashing wildly back and forth on the table. She was squeaking every time he hit bottom. Warren hoped that Jess was keeping the coast clear, because anyone standing outside of that door was going to hear Sophie!

"FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!" she moaned, as Warren plunged his dick deep into her sopping wet hole. "Oh God YES!" She was pounding back at him with every stroke, somehow, despite not having much leverage. "AYIEEEE! AYIEEE! AYIEEE! Oh shit CUMMMMINNNNGGGGG!!!" she howled, as her back bowed over the table and she drove her pussy into his crotch. He kept plowing through her orgasm, and the poured his essence into her with a mighty grunt.

She caught her breath, then looked up at him. "You stud," she grinned.

"Cumslut."

"Oh, I like that one," she grinned wider. He held out his hands to her, she took them with hers, and he pulled her back up into a sitting position.

"Now, now. No kissing, remember," she teased.

"I think Jess is going to have to touch up that makeup anyhow," Warren laughed.

"Oh, GOD. That was fantastic. I feel so naughty!"

"You are naughty."

"Yes, I am. Oh, I’m going to have reminders of this dripping down my leg all day," she moaned. "Now, I had a tissue around here." She found it, and proceeded to clean off his cock, and pull his pants and underwear back up. "And I had a couple tissues in here, too, so I wouldn’t soak through when I squirted," she grinned, pulling a bunch of folded tissues out of her bra. Warren cracked up. "Now go. And don’t forget your coat. I have to march down the aisle in twenty minutes, and I need Jess to help me put myself back together."

"OK," I grinned and grabbed my coat. "See you at the end of the aisle, Mrs. Kelleher."

"I can’t wait, Mr. Kelleher," she grinned. "Knock on the door softly. Jess will open it when the coast is clear." Warren did, and Jess opened it.

"Nice going, Prep Stud," she said with a shit-eating grin. "Now, vamoose."

"Thanks, Jess," he grinned. Then he disappeared.

He went back to where he had been before, and found Crash and Liz cuddled up on a couch. "Hey," Crash said. "What took so long? I thought you were going to be late for your own wedding! What did Jess need help with, anyway?"

"Jess didn’t," Warren said softly, grinning. "Sophie did."

Crash just looked puzzled, but Liz twigged onto it in a few seconds. "Oh, you didn’t. You DID!"

"Did what?" Crash said.

"Fucked the daylights out of my bride-to-be in her wedding dress," Warren whispered.

"Oh, that’s so bad!" Liz giggled.

"And she’s not wearing panties," Warren added. Liz’s eyes went completely wide, while Crash stifled a guffaw. "Only Jess knows-she was obviously in on it-so keep it under your hat."

"Sure," Liz giggled, "and Sophie’s keeping it under her dress!"

Ten minutes later, Warren was standing at the end of the aisle, Crash beside him, waiting for the wedding procession. "You ready for that ol’ Ball and Chain?" Crash teased.

"If she’s a ball and chain, I’ll take it," Warren said.

"Good answer."

The attendants came down first. Sophie’s brother Eric came down the aisle with Kristin on his arm. Next came Warren’s brother Ryan, and Sophie’s sister Tara. Warren’s cousin Pete escorted Meggan Carruthers down the aisle, followed by Rick Kenney, Warren’s neighbor, and Karen Laskovich.

Next came Kate on the arm of Evan Pogdar. Kate noticeably blushed at the big grin she got from Chad as she walked past him on the aisle-obviously he hadn’t seen her in the low-cut clingy bridesmaid’s dress before this! Jack Garrison escorted Liz, who gave Crash a little wink as she passed by him. Papa Bear and Caitlin came afterwards.

Then there were the flower girls, Sophie’s younger sisters Katrina and Brianna. They were adorable. Then Jessie came down the aisle, grinning.

The string quartet started playing the music they had chosen for the processional-Bach’s "Air on the G String." And then, on the arms of both her parents, there she was.

Warren’s first thought was that she still took his breath away, even though he had already seen her in the dress. His second thought was that Jess had done a fine job helping her re-fix herself. His third thought-with a chuckle to himself-was that he knew that all brides glow as they walk down the aisle, but not quite this much of a glow! And his fourth thought was about what was happening to her thighs underneath her dress. That one he forcibly shoved out of his mind-the last thing he needed was to get a hard-on in these snug tuxedo pants!

Then, as she kept coming down the aisle, the only thought was of how much he loved her, and how damn lucky he was that she was going to be his, forever.

She got to the end of the aisle, two small suns shining at him from her eyes. Ellen and Brian were beaming as well, as they took her hand and placed it into Warren’s. They gazed into each others’ eyes for a minute, before turning towards the Justice of the Peace. But, as they did, Warren, in an evil moment, just couldn’t resist. He leaned right into Sophie’s ear and whispered "Sploosh. Sploosh. Drip. Drip."

Sophie gaped at him and then burst out with laughter. Everyone there giggled at her laughter. Nobody knew what Warren had said-though Liz, Crash, and Jessie had a good guess-but they were all giggling at her obvious delight. Even the officiant grinned. "Well, now, isn’t it nice to marry two people who are so happy to be here!"

He began the ceremony in the traditional manner, and then got to the vows. Warren and Sophia had chosen to write their own vows. They turned to each other, holding hands. Sophia went first.

She said, "You pulled me out of the wilderness. You showed me the best part of myself, and gave me the best part of you. Without you, I’m half a person. With you, I’m everything I could ever be. You own my heart, my soul, my love, my life; and I pledge these things to you for all time. I love you."

Warren sniffled, and said softly, "I knew I should have gone first," earning a chuckle from everyone, Sophia most of all. Warren took a breath, and then spoke.

"You are my heart, you are my soul. You are my partner, you are my lover, you are my best friend. You are the best thing in my life, and you bring out the best part of me. You complete me, in every way possible. You are all I’ve ever wanted. I love you with everything inside me, and I promise that I will love you forever."

Sophia sniffled and gave him a watery smile.

Crash managed to not lose the rings, to everyone’s relief.

Then, it was over. Finally. The Justice of the Peace said, "I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss your bride."

They turned to each other, grinning in delight, and Warren kissed his bride. Boy did he kiss his bride! They held the kiss for so long that their friends started whooping and hollering. They sheepishly broke the kiss at that, but couldn’t stop grinning at each other. Finally, the officiant turned them towards their friends and said, "May I introduce to you Mr. and Mrs. Warren and Sophia Kelleher!" The audience cheered and clapped, as they held their intertwined hands above their heads. Then the quartet started playing the recessional-more Bach; "Jesu Joy of Man’s Desiring" this time.

"I love you, Mrs. Kelleher," Warren said to her as they walked back down the aisle.

"I love you, too, Mr. Kelleher."

As they walked by Peg, Betsy-in her arms-yelled out "Mama!"

"There’s a nice exclamation point," Warren said.

"Damn right."

The wedding party had to go take pictures for a while, while the rest of the guests filed into the tent for the reception. People drank and chatted, waiting for the wedding party. Then, finally, they were ready. The parents of the bride and groom, and Betsy, and all the attendants were introduced. Then, finally, Warren and Sophia were introduced to raucous applause. They walked in, hand-in-hand, grinning from ear to ear.

"Folks, please remain standing while Warren and Sophia have their first dance. Well, their first dance as husband and wife. I understand they’ve been dancing quite successfully for a while now." Everyone chuckled at that one.

"Usually, I’d say ‘the bride and groom have picked such and such for their first dance.’ However, this time, the bride doesn’t know what’s coming. This is a surprise, from Warren to Sophia. Warren has chosen the version done by Mary Chapin Carpenter, of a song written by John Lennon."

Warren took Sophie in his arms, as the music started. She recognized it instantly. She looked up at Warren with a brilliant smile and watery eyes, and said, "Perfect. Just perfect." She leaned her head onto his shoulder, and they danced.

Grow old along with me

The best is yet to be

When our time has come

We will be as one

God bless our love

God bless our love

Grow old along with me

Two branches of one tree

Face the setting sun

When the day is done

God bless our love

God bless our love

Spending our lives together

Man and wife together

World without end

World without end

Grow old along with me

Whatever fate decrees

We will see it through

For our love is true

God bless our love

God bless our love

By the time the dance had ended, both Warren and Sophia-and most of the people there-were trying, very unsuccessfully, to hold back tears. "You never let me down. Even with something like this," Sophia managed to sniffle.

"Now, I’d like to ask the rest of the wedding party to join Warren and Sophia on the dance floor." They did, to-appropriately enough-"Don’t Forget To Dance" by the Kinks.

"Now, I’d like everyone to leave the dance floor except for Sophia. And I’d like to ask her father, Brian Daniels, to join her." Sophia beamed as her father met her on the dance floor. "This must be the Stump The Bride wedding, because this is another surprise for Sophia." Everyone, especially Sophie, laughed at that. "Brian has chosen a song made famous by Frank Sinatra, but he’s chosen a special guest vocalist to sing it."

Sophia looked quizzically at her father, who just grinned at her. Then the music started. It was "Just the Way You Look Tonight."

"Damn good choice, Dad," Sophie grinned.

Then the vocals kicked in, and Sophia immediately recognized the voice. She looked towards the DJ’s stand with a start, and saw Warren, singing the song into a microphone.

"Oh, man," Sophia beamed at her father. "Between the two of you…" She was feeling weepy again. "This is the perfect wedding already."

"I knew I wanted to use this song," Brian told her, "and, then, at that barbecue at Warren’s parents’ house, I saw him singing this very song, and dancing to it, with Betsy. I got a brainstorm."

"It’s perfect. Everything’s perfect." Warren made his way out to the edge of the dance floor, and sang the song right to Sophie as she danced with her father. She was beaming at her father, beaming at Warren, deliriously happy. When the song ended, she hugged her father, then hugged Warren.

Peg then came up on the dance floor and danced "In My Life" with Warren.

Warren then joined his bride at the head table. All the folks there, of course, went nuts with that "clink the glasses until the bride and groom kiss" thing. Warren and Sophia didn’t mind at all.

They started serving the food, and the DJ went over to the head table. "Can we all stand, please, for the toast to the bride and groom from the best man, Jason Kowalski."

Crash took the microphone and grinned. "Boy, have I got some stories for you guys! But I suppose this is a family wedding, right?" Nobody laughed harder than Warren and Sophia-knowing that Crash could tell some stories! "Seriously. I’ve known Warren since the very beginning of our freshman year in high school. I met Sophia in February of that year. She was laid up in bed with broken ribs. The girl I was dating at the time and I had made plans to spend a Friday night with Warren. Warren asked us if we minded going to this friend of his’ house, who was hurt and needed cheering up. Of course, we accepted."

"So, that’s the night I first met Sophia. Now, you have to understand, Warren and Sophie weren’t going out then. They were just friends. But, I need to tell you, I just knew. I knew right away. It took another week or so for them to figure it out. I knew before they did," he said to laughter. "But I knew. The girl I was with did, too. Sometimes, it’s just obvious."

"People talk about soulmates. People talk about people who were meant to be together. If that isn’t Warren and Sophia, I don’t know who it is. They’ve stuck with each other through a lot of hellish stuff-and it’s only made them stronger. This, folks, is love, real and true and everlasting. It makes me unbelievably jealous," he grinned to laughter.

"So," he raised his glass, "to Warren and Sophia. May you always make each other deliriously happy. Na zdarovye." Warren and Sophia were only too happy to drink to that.

They ate-interrupted numerous times by glasses tinkling. After dinner, the DJ, at their request, played a selection of big band music. Even in a wedding dress, Sophia could cut a rug.

Crash was dancing with Liz, but was nice enough to dance one dance with Jessie. Warren danced one with Jessie, while Crash danced with Sophie. And then Sophie danced with Jessie. Warren laughed and took his sister Kristin for a twirl. Kristin happily accepted, then went back to dancing with Tom.

Then it was time to cut the cake. The DJ put "Two Hearts" by Springsteen on, and they fed each other their wedding cake-chocolate, of course, since they were both confirmed chocoholics.

After that, the dancing started up again. As a lot of the couples-and budding couples-danced together, Jessie was sitting at a table, chatting. Evan Pogdar saw her sitting there. Evan was astute as always-and he knew about the whole Jessie-Warren-Sophie thing, and about Jessie’s breakup with Crash. He saw Crash cutting a rug with Liz, and put two and two together. Jessie was putting on a brave face, but she had to feel a bit at loose ends.

"Jess," he said to her, "I need a dance partner for the afternoon. Would you?"

"I’d love to, Ev," she grinned at him.

They danced for a couple of songs, and then Jess said, "Thank you."

"You’re welcome." He hesitated, and then said it. "I know the whole thing, you know. Warren and Sophie told me on tour. And now I see Crash with Liz, and Warren and Sophie are understandably wrapped up in one another. You had to feel left out."

"Ev, thanks. It means a lot," she grinned at him. "You’re sweet. Why the hell can’t you be straight?" she laughed.

"Sorry."

"That’s fine. You’re good company and you can dance."

"You sound like Shawna," he smiled.

"How come you’re not dancing with her?"

"Shawna is adamant about confining her dancing to frozen surfaces," he laughed. "She’d rather sit and gab. She’s over there with Jack Garrison and Chris Arsenault."

After cutting a serious rug, Warren and Sophia made the rounds of the room, greeting all their guests. Crash and Liz, when they came off the dance floor-which wasn’t often-were cuddling in a corner. Cait was busy showing her engagement ring off. Kate and Chad were alternating between dancing and holding court at a table. Warren walked over to his parents’ table and grinned at seeing Kristin happily sitting in Tom’s lap. And good ol’ Evan was taking good care of Jessie.

At one point, Crash asked his best friend’s sister for a dance.

"So," Kristin said with a grin, "you and Liz, huh?"

"So," Crash grinned back, "you and that Tom guy, huh?"

"We’re in the same boat, you know." He looked at her. "Long distance. Longer for you than me."

"Yeah. Doesn’t it suck?"

"Yeah. I hope we can work it out, Tom and I."

"Me, too. Liz is great."

Warren was dancing with Kate at the time, and Liz, Sophia, and Jessie were at a table discussing the same thing. "Does she know?" Jess asked Liz, pointing at Sophia.

"No," Liz grinned. "I spent the night last night with your best man," she told Sophia.

"You did?"

"Yeah. We’ve gone out a few times these past two weeks. I invited him up to my room for a drink, and it just happened."

"You OK with this?" Sophia asked Jessie.

"Yes," she said. "I really am. I’m happy for both of them."

"Well, don’t get too happy just yet," Liz said, a bit depressedly. Sophia looked at her. "I really like Jason. Unfortunately, tomorrow I’m going to be in Los Angeles, and he’s not."

"Oh, shit," Sophia said. "What are you going to do?"

"We don’t know." She grinned. "We’ve, well, planned to spend tonight together, too. We’re going to talk about it. Skate America, thankfully, is in Chicago so I’ll see him then."

"Hey, I meant to ask you," Jessie said to Sophia. "Are you changing your name?"

"Yes," Sophia smiled. "Very old-fashioned, especially for me, but I decided I wanted to."

"What about professionally?" Liz asked.

"That, too," Sophia grinned. "We’re Kelleher and Kelleher, now."

"So," Jessie said, leaning in conspiratorially and lowering her voice, "how’s the cum on your thighs?"

Sophia broke out laughing. "Oh, walking down the aisle I could feel it dripping! It was so naughty and delicious and fantastic. And then I get up to the end of the aisle and Warren starts whispering ‘drip drip’ in my ear!"

"I figured it was something like that, when you cracked up," Liz said.

"Girls," Sophia said, "if you ever get married, have your groom shoot you with his spunk beforehand. It’s an experience not to be missed. I can still feel it sloshing around in there. He came a ton. It’s like I’ve been carrying around a little piece of him inside me all day."

"A whole bunch of little pieces," Liz laughed.

After a bit, Sophie went off to the ladies’ room, telling Warren she’d be right back.

She came back out after a few minutes, and told Warren, "We have to do the bouquet and garter thing soon."

"Yup," Warren said, and then stopped. "Wait a minute. Isn’t the garter a wee bit, well, soiled?"

"No," she giggled. "I had it stashed. I just put it on just now in the bathroom. It had dried up there, so I washed some of it off, and put the garter on. It’s fine.

"Good," Warren grinned.

They gathered all of the single girls and Sophie threw the bouquet. Caitlin really wanted it-since her and Papa Bear most likely would be the next to get married-but she didn’t get it. Kristin did. She was delighted.

Warren reached down and slipped the garter off of Sophie’s leg. She gave him, and only him, a quick look at her uncovered pussy. It was still wet! Warren desperately willed away his budding erection.

"You’d better make sure Tom gets that thing, or Kristin’s gonna be crushed," Sophia teased him.

"Hey, I just throw it. They catch it." He leaned in and whispered to her. "Well, now I’m very glad you didn’t have this under your leaking pussy all day-considering it’s about to go on my sister!" Sophia laughed so hard she almost fell over.

When all the single guys were gathered, Warren turned his back to them, and flung the garter over his shoulder. He didn’t aim, not at all. Tom was just more enthusiastic about catching it, that’s all. In point of fact, he dove.

Kristin sat down in a chair on the dance floor, clearly pleased Tom had caught the garter. However, it didn’t seem to quite hit her until Tom was kneeling down in front of her exactly where that garter was headed! She looked up at Tom with a strange mixture of anticipation and apprehension.

"Don’t worry," Tom whispered, "I won’t go too high."

Summoning every bit of bravado she could muster, Kris told him, "You can go as high as you’d like."

Tom grinned at her-but he was a gentleman. He didn’t go too high, just about halfway up her thigh. He didn’t, however, seem in all that much of a hurry to take his hand away from halfway up her thigh. For her part, Kristin didn’t seem to mind at all, except for the inevitable creeping blush. Sophie and Warren, catching all this, grinned at each other.

The party went on, raucous and fun, after that. At about 5:30, Sophia plucked Betsy out of Ellen’s hands and took her into a quiet corner to feed her. Ellen would be taking Betsy for the night, and Sophia had pumped enough to get them through the night, but she wanted to make sure.

The reception was scheduled to end at six. At quarter of, Warren took the microphone from the DJ. "Hey, folks. Sophie and I want to thank you all for coming. We hope you all had a good time. For those of you staying here overnight, there’s some smaller parties and get-togethers planned. And tomorrow we have the hall in the resort reserved for brunch. We’ll see you all there tomorrow morning. But as for now, Sophie and I have a date." He bent down, grabbed Sophie from behind the back and knees, and lifted her in the air. She squealed in surprise and delight, and wrapped her arms around his neck. "We have a date with a threshold." Warren started out of the tent and towards the building, still carrying a squealing and giggling Sophia.

"You’re going to carry her all the way to your room?" Jess asked, amazed.

"Easily. You forget. I’m used to lugging her around while wearing ice skates!" Jess and Sophie both giggled, and Warren carried Sophie out.

The lobby had people in it-guests not with the wedding and patrons of the restaurant. All of them smiled at the sight of the happy groom carrying the giggling bride across the lobby and into the elevator.

Warren did make it all the way to the room. With a little twinge in his back, true, but it was worth it to see the delight on Sophie’s face. He carried her over the threshold and gently set her down on the bed.

"I love you, Mrs. Kelleher."

"I love you too, Mr. Kelleher." They lay on the bed for a while, just cuddling and kissing. Then Sophie sat up. "Undo me?" she asked. Warren undid the zipper in the back of her dress. "Thank you. Now I need to go take a shower."

"Want company?"

"Nope. You stay here. Relax, watch TV. I have a surprise for you."

"OK."

She smiled and headed for the bathroom. Jess had slipped a bag for her in there earlier.

Warren got out of his tux and reclined on the bed in his boxers. He watched TV for a while, listening to the shower run, hearing it stop. The bathroom door opened up a crack. Sophie’s head peeked out.

"Snugglebear?"

"Yes, Pookie?"

"This isn’t the same exact one. I’ve grown some since then. But it is an exact replica. I took me forever to find it," she giggled.

"What are you talking about?"

In response, she opened the bathroom door all the way and stepped out.

Warren’s breath caught in his throat.

There she was, wearing-she was right-an exact copy of the pink babydoll nightie and lacy pink panties that she had worn on their very first night in bed together, over six years before.

Warren sucked in a breath. "Sophie, you’re a goddess. You were a goddess then, and you’re a goddess now."

She walked over to the bed and crawled on top of him. "Don’t tell me. Show me."

Warren put his hand on the back of her head and pulled her lips down into his. He wrapped his fingers in her long hair as their tongues danced. His other hand slipped under the nightie, and his thumb found her nipple and stroked it. She moaned low into his mouth.

He turned them, so they were side-by-side, as he fondled her boob and nibbled on her lip. She felt a pressure from his leg between hers and spread hers so that he could bring his thigh up to her groin, pressing it into her as he kissed and fondled her. She let out a gasping groan.

Without breaking their kiss, Warren slipped Sophie’s panties off. She returned the favor with his boxers. She went to slip her nightie off but Warren wordlessly grabbed her hands and stopped her. Pulling her close, he deepened the kiss and slipped his hard cock between her legs. She gasped as his shaft slipped along her slick labia, making contact with her clit. Warren slid his cock gently between her legs, spreading her wetness over him and dragging his cock over her clit as he moved. Sophie plunged her tongue deep within his mouth as she ground her breasts into his chest through the nightie.

Warren reached out and pulled her top leg up and over his hip, then reached down to take hold of his slick cock, pressing it with his hand against her clit. "AAAANNNGGGGHHHH!" Sophie cried out as Warren kept a steady pressure on her swollen button, making sure to keep her moisture spread on his dick. "AHH! AHH! AHH! Oh JESUS Warren!!!"

As he felt her begin to approach her climax, he suddenly shifted his angle and drove his cock right into her. Sophie let out a careening wail. When the screams didn’t let up, Warren pulled her mouth onto his, trying to keep her from alerting the entire hotel-not to mention all of Cape Cod. Sophie just screamed into his mouth.

The waves of pleasure radiated outward from her pussy and exploded in her gut. She just rode them, as Warren plunged into her, grinding his pelvis into her pussy and clit on every downstroke.

After a bit, Sophie was trembling from head to toe and her eyes were rolling back into her head. Warren slipped out of her while she desperately tried to catch her breath. Without really realizing what he was doing, Sophie allowed Warren to flip her over so that her back was now up against his front. She was still shuddering and gasping for air-when she felt the head of his still-slick cock start to penetrate her anus.

"OH GOD YES!" she yelled. "FUCK MY ASS! FUCK MY ASS, WARREN! OH GOD!" Warren drove his cock deep into her ass, while he moved his hand in front of her to diddle her pussy. She started spasming again almost immediately, and didn’t stop. Her ass muscles clenched hard onto his dick. Warren had good stamina, but not that good. After a couple minutes, he grunted, plunged all the way into her, and poured his seed deep into her ass.

Afterwards, they stayed curled up with one another, even after Warren went soft and slipped out of Sophie’s ass. Sophie was still wheezing and gasping, trying to breathe. Warren wasn’t much better.

After a couple of minutes, Warren said, "Damn, I hope this room is soundproofed."

Sophie chuckled lazily, and said, "If that’s what married sex is like, I’ll take it!"

"Good," Warren laughed.

"Where did you come up with that thing? You know, rubbing your dick up against my clittie like that? Where did that one come from? My GOD!"

Warren laughed. "Well, I just slipped it between your legs, you know, just to get you worked up. But I saw your reaction and just kept going. I was winging it."

"Ooooh, you keep winging it!"

"You know, about six years ago, a very wise girl-wearing a nightie remarkably like this one-gave me some very good advice. She told me to go on instinct."

"She was very wise, wasn’t she?" Sophie giggled. "So, husband of mine, what do your instincts say you should do next?"

"Well, my instincts say I should go in the bathroom and give Mister Happy a little wash. We don’t know where he’s been. Actually, we do know where he’s been, that’s the trouble." Sophia laughed out loud as Warren got up and went in the bathroom. He was back out in a flash. She had slipped off the nightie while he was in the bathroom. He walked over to the bed, and settled himself in the opposite direction from Sophia, with his head down near her legs. Just to make the hint explicit, he sang a bastardized version of an old Brian Adams song: "It’s the position of 69." Sophie giggled, then turned herself over and straddled him.

As she lowered her pussy into his face, Warren breathed deeply through his nose and then let out a theatrical, "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah!"

"You goof!"

"What, I can’t enjoy inhaling the perfume of my wife’s essence?"

"It might be more effective if you inhaled your wife’s clittie."

"OK," Warren said, and abruptly sucked Sophie’s clit right between his lips. Sophie yelped. Warren released her clit with a chuckle, and then went to work her up properly, running his tongue all up and down her pussy, dragging it in between her inner and outer labia, probing it into her opening.

Sophia sighed, then engulfed his cock into her mouth. She ran her tongue up and down the shaft, then curled it around the head. Her lips moved up and down his shaft as she nudged the head with her tongue into the roof of her mouth.

Meanwhile, Warren had moved back to her clit. He sucked it between his lips. He enjoyed the sensation of his wife’s weight settled on top of him, and he could feel her rapid breathing vibrating in both their torsos. Her erect nipples were drilling a hole in his stomach. He reached his hands up and cupped her ass as he sucked on her clit.

She hadn’t come completely down to earth from her previous climaxes, so it didn’t take much for her to work right back up again. Her labia became reddened and engorged, and her clit swelled in Warren’s mouth. And, as she started to reach her peak, she plunged her mouth right down on Warren’s cock, and screamed. With her on top of him like that, when she came, Warren felt everything. Her buttocks clenched under his hands. Her stomach muscles spasmed on his chest. Her breasts leaked and squirted all over him. And, most of all, he felt the vibrations of her scream radiating from her throat and into her mouth, around his cock. Warren had already cum once, he didn’t think he was close. He was wrong. It came upon him in an instant, and, before he even realized it, he was pumping his cock into Sophia’s mouth and shooting straight down her gullet. She swallowed it all, screamed harder, and kept cumming.

Afterwards, Sophie didn’t have the strength to do anything, so she just stayed where she was, on top of Warren. Warren didn’t mind. Her pussy enveloped his face. His shrinking cock nudged her cheek.

After a minute, she sighed and said, "That was quick for you." She giggled. "It took me by surprise."

"It took me by surprise!" Warren admitted. "That one snuck up on me."

"I’m sneaky like that," Sophia giggled. She sighed again, and rolled off him. She rubbed the pillow beside her in invitation, and Warren turned himself around and snuggled next to her.

"You know what?" Sophia said after a moment. "I’m hungry!"

"Well, you know, working off all those calories," Warren laughed. "I’m hungry, too. Hey, this is a ritzy place. They’ve got room service."

"Good idea."

They found the menu, and looked through it. "Very elegant. Very expensive," Sophia giggled.

"Hey, it’s our wedding night. If we can’t splurge tonight, right?"

"Good point," Sophia laughed. "Look at this. Caviar. I want caviar."

"Shrimp cocktail."

"Lobster Newburg."

"And champagne. We’ve got to have champagne," Warren said.

"We have it. It’s over in the other room." They were in a two-room suite. "It’s on ice. Jessie put it in earlier. It’s a good thing, since they might have checked your ID," she giggled.

"Yeah. Don’t you love it? I’m a world champion athlete with a wife and a daughter and I can’t legally buy a bottle of champagne to celebrate my wedding night. Who makes the laws in this country?" Warren grumbled.

"Don’t worry. I got it covered. One of the advantages of marrying an older woman," she teased.

They went through and ordered a bunch of really expensive stuff, and Sophia called down with the order. They cuddled for a while, and, shortly, there was a knock on the door.

"There’s our food, Snugglebear," Sophia said. She got up to go answer the door.

Nude. "Aren’t you going to throw a robe on?" Warren asked.

"Nope," Sophie said with a twinkle in her eye. She went and opened the door-and the poor kid, who wasn’t a day over 18, was completely flustered at seeing this gorgeous, very naked young woman opening the door.

"Hi!" she chirped.

"Hi. Uh, room service?" the kid gulped.

"Come on in! You can put it right over there. Snugglebear, got any money?"

"In my wallet. Over on the dresser," Warren told her, bemused.

Sophie retrieved some money from Warren’s wallet and handed it over to the blushing waiter. "Here you go. Thank you very much."

The kid looked at the generous tip-and the other tip, the free show, standing in front of him-and blurted, "Thank you!" He backed his way out of the room, blushing and staring the whole time.

When he had gone, Warren burst out laughing. "I should marry you every day, Pookie, it brings out your naughty side." He shook his head. "That poor kid. He’s probably on his way to the rest room to relieve himself."

"You think?" Sophie said impishly.

"You’re so bad," Warren laughed. "Come here. Let’s gorge ourselves on caviar and champagne. I need to regain my strength if I’m going to fuck your brains out again."

"Oooh, now there’s a plan!"

After another wild lovemaking session, and a very contented sleep, Sophia woke up early the next morning. She hummed contentedly, snuggling in Warren’s arms.

He awoke then. "Good morning, my wife," he said.

"Good morning, my husband."

"How did you sleep?"

"Perfectly."

"Me, too."

"Hey, I had an idea," Sophia said. "We’re leaving this afternoon for a week. I think we should go wake Jessie up and give her something to remember us by."

"She’d like that, wouldn’t she?" Warren laughed.

"Yes, she would. And I still have the second key to her room from staying there the other night."

"Good plan. Let’s take a shower first, though."

They did, then they threw on robes and went to Jessie’s room, which was right down the hall. They silently opened the door and crept inside. They found her on the bed, naked-which is how she usually slept-on her back, right in the middle of the king-sized bed.

"Right where we want her," Sophie whispered with a giggle. "You want the tittie or the clittie?"

"Why don’t we each start with a tittie, then I’ll move down to the clittie."

"Sounds like a plan," Sophie grinned. They crawled into the bed, one on each side of her, and each took one of her nipples into their mouth. Jessie moaned, her nipples stiffened, and she shifted in the bed-but she still hadn’t woken up.

Warren reached his hand down between her legs, and found that her juices were flowing. He left Sophie to the tittie play, and moved himself down between her legs. Sophie giggled into Jessie’s tit, and grabbed the one Warren had just vacated with her hand, fondling it. Warren gently spread her legs apart, moved his face in, and started licking up and down her pussy.

That woke her up. Her eyes flew open. "HUH?" she gasped. And she looked down to see Sophie nibbling her tit and Warren doing his usual thorough job on her pussy. "What?"

Sophie looked up, grinning. "Good morning, sunshine." She leaned up and kissed Jessie full on the lips. "This is your very special wake-up call."

"What are you guys doing here?" Jessie asked incredulously.

"We didn’t want you to forget us while we’re away on our honeymoon," Sophie giggled.

"Fat chance of that."

Sophie grinned, and went back to her breasts, nibbling and fondling them. Warren kept up his relentless assault on her pussy. It didn’t take long before she was in the throes of a crashing orgasm.

After she came down, Warren settled himself between her legs and slipped his cock into her waiting pussy. She moaned deeply, and Sophie moved back up to kiss her.

After they broke the kiss, with Warren still pounding away at her, Jessie looked up at Sophie and said, "Soph? Uhm, you haven’t fed Betsy in a while, have you?"

"Nope. 15 hours or so. And boy am I full. I don’t suppose you have a solution to that?’ Sophie teased.

"I think I might," Jessie grinned.

Sophie laughed, and got on her hands and knees. She crawled over and dangled her tits right at Jessie’s mouth. Jessie latched on and started draining Sophie’s engorged boobs. With Sophie’s tit draining her sweet milk into her mouth and Warren pounding his cock into her pussy, Jess was in heaven.

She really hadn’t expected this today!

When they were done, about an hour later, and she was cuddled up with both of them, she said so. "I can’t believe you two came in here with me. Today. On your wedding night!"

"It’s not our wedding night, it’s the morning after," Warren pointed out.

"And, don’t worry, we had a wedding night for the ages," Sophia told her with a laugh.

"Good," Jess said. "I dunno. Don’t get me wrong, I’m thrilled you did this, but I didn’t expect it." She sniffled a little bit. "I really love you guys."

"And we love you," Warren told her.

They cuddled and talked for a bit, then Warren and Sophia went back to their room to get dressed. Jessie did the same, and they met in the corridor. They headed down to brunch.

Book Five

A HONEYMOON FOR THREE (Chapter 126)

"How’s your pina colada?" Sophie asked Warren.

"Just perfect. How’s your daiquiri?"

"Just as perfect." She leaned back in her lounge chair, letting the sun bear down on her bikini-clad body. "This is the life, isn’t it?"

"Uh-huh." He looked down in between his chair and Sophie’s. "We’re gonna have to put somebody in a serious bath when we get back to the room. She’s covered in sand."

Sophia looked down and giggled. "Hey, Betsy. Having a good time?"

"Mama!" Betsy chirped. She was sitting in the sand, merrily playing with it.

"You should take her in the water, Snugglebear," Sophie suggested.

"In a bit." He started laughing.

"What’s so funny?" Sophie asked.

"I just keep thinking of that desk clerk when we checked in last night," Warren said with a laugh. "That was so funny. I loved it how he looked at his computer, said, ‘Oh, yes, you’re in the honeymoon suite,’ and then saw Betsy. And looked at the computer. And looked at Betsy. And looked at the computer."

"I know," Sophie snorted. "Hey, you’d think we were the only people that ever had a kid before they got married."

"Well, I don’t know if bringing the kid on the honeymoon is all that common."

"Yeah, but neither of us wanted to be away from her for a week. Plus, I’m not quite ready to wean her yet," Sophie said. "I definitely didn’t want to worry about weaning on my honeymoon."

"Hey, I wanted her here, too."

"Dad actually questioned it," Sophia told him. "I told him, listen. We’re going to Aruba. Which means we’re either going to be lounging on the beach, or having sex. Betsy likes lounging on the beach, and she sleeps through the sex. So what’s the problem?"

Warren cracked up. "My sentiments exactly. Though I can’t wait to tell her when she’s older that she was along on our honeymoon. She should crack up at that when she’s sixteen or so."

"She’s my child, Warren. Sixteen? Try twelve," Sophie said, deadpan.

"Oh Jesus. Things to look forward to," Warren grinned.

"We’ve actually never discussed that," Sophia told him. "When she gets older, I mean. When she starts getting interested in you-know-what. What do you think? How are we going to handle this?"

"An open book," Warren said definitively. Sophie nodded in approval. "With emphasis on not getting pushed into anything she doesn’t feel good about."

"Oh, I knew I loved you," Sophia said.

"You lost your virginity at 12, and it sucked. And we need to tell her that, and we need to tell her why it sucked. But, let’s not forget, I lost mine at 14, and it was glorious. If she loses it at 14, she wants to do it, and she enjoys herself? As long as she’s doing it for her, and as long as she’s protected to the hilt." He grinned at her. "And if she ever goes to Japan, warn her about that pesky International Date Line."

Sophie laughed. "You know what? Now, with her here? I wouldn’t change a thing."

"Neither would I," Warren agreed.

"However," Sophie smirked, "since I definitely don’t want number two until we stop skating, I’m going to have to be careful. Worlds are in Beijing this year."

"Good point." He looked at his drink. "How’s your daiquiri doing? Need another?"

Sophie took a pull on the straw. Her drink emptied with a resounding "slurp". "I do now," she giggled. "You going up?"

"Sure." He leaned from the lounge chair to the bag they had brought, and retrieved his wallet. There was an outdoor bar right at the beach, attached to their hotel.

"You love this, don’t you? The loving husband, able to go refill his wife’s drink," Sophie giggled.

"Well, that’s why I didn’t just pick a tropical paradise, I picked a tropical paradise with a drinking age of eighteen." He stood up, leaned over, and kissed his wife. "Be right back, Pookie."

"I’ll be waiting, Snugglebear." He took off, and she sighed happily. Then she looked over beside her chair. She reached over and picked Betsy up. Betsy gurgled happily.

"How are you doing, little one? Hey, that Daddy of yours is pretty swell, isn’t he?"

"Dada," Betsy chirped.

"I agree," Sophia giggled. "I think we’ll keep him, huh?." She looked at her daughter, being held in her arms. "Daddy wasn’t kidding, though, was he? You’re a walking sand dune. And you’re getting it all over Mama."

"Mama!" Betsy said.

"Yeah, yeah. When Daddy gets back I think we’ll have to go dunk you in the ocean." Just then, Sophia got a kiss on her forehead and a drink at her side. "It’s my two favorite girls," Warren said. "What are we talking about?"

"Betsy and I have decided to keep you," Sophie giggled.

"That’s a good thing," Warren grinned. "I would’ve hated to go through all that wedding rigamarole for nothing."

"Uh-uh. You’re stuck with me, and you know it."

Warren laughed. "When Crash and I were waiting for you to come down the aisle, he asked me if I was ready for the ol’ ball and chain. I told him that if you were a ball and chain, I’d take it."

"Oh, you say the sweetest things."

"Yes, I do. And what do I get back? ‘Oh, I guess we’ll keep him,’" Warren teased.

Sophie grinned at him, and then stood up. She set Betsy down in the lounge chair, wrapped her arms around Warren, and gave him a long, slow kiss. "That better?" she giggled.

"Much."

"Good. Let’s take our kid down to the water and de-sand her."

"Good plan," Warren agreed. He scooped Betsy up in his right hand, and wrapped his left one around Sophia’s waist. She did the same to his waist, and the headed down to the water. They strolled right in.

"Wow, it’s like bath water!" Sophie exclaimed.

"Yeah," Warren laughed, "that’s because we’re used to Hampton Beach, where the water temperature might hit 68 on a good day." They walked together to where the water came above Warren’s waist. He held Betsy to his chest and dipped, getting her wet. She went nuts!

Sophie laughed, watching Betsy giggle and squirm in Warren’s arms, splashing the water. Warren held his arms out with her in them, and zoomed her around in the water. She flapped her arms and kicked her feet, laughing the whole time.

"Wow. She’s a fish!" Sophie exclaimed.

"Sure is. Hey, she always has loved bath time."

"You’re right."

Warren took her and dunked her, all the way. He did it quickly, but was trying to get the sand out of her hair. She came up sputtering a bit-but still laughing. "Dada!" she exclaimed.

"Swim? Betsy swim?" Warren said to her.

"S’im," she attempted.

"Not bad, kid," Sophie grinned proudly. "We’ll have her talking and swimming before she’s two."

After Betsy started to tire out, they headed out of the water. Sophie was walking slightly ahead of Warren. Warren watched her ass appreciatively.

"Have I mentioned how much I like that bikini?" he grinned.

"You didn’t have to mention it. I noticed." She looked down. "If I’m going to wear this bikini, we might have to get you a looser swimsuit."

Warren laughed. If anyone was looking close enough, his erection was plainly apparent. "This is what looking at your ass covered by not-much does to me."

"Hmm. Wonder if there’s any nude beaches on Aruba?" Sophie said impishly.

"That’s all I need."

"Well, anyhow," she said, leering at him, "I really do think Betsy’s getting tired. We really should go back up to the room and put her down for her nap. Shouldn’t we?"

"Absolutely."

They dried off, and then headed towards the hotel. They got to the room and ordered room service for lunch. They ate, and fed Betsy. She was eating more table food, though Sophie was still breastfeeding, just less often. They had set up her porta-crib in the ‘sitting room’ of the suite. They set her in it, and she was asleep in moments.

"We got in so late last night, we didn’t have much of a chance to check this place out," Sophia pointed out.

"True." Through the bedroom, there was a balcony. "Hey, if you ever wanted to get an all-over tan, nobody’d be able to see you up here," Warren said, stepping on the balcony.

"Good plan. Though I like the beach, too, even if I do have to wear a swimsuit."

"Not that it’s much of a swimsuit," Warren laughed.

"True. But it does cover the fun bits." Sophie leered at him, and, before he even knew she was doing it, had her bikini completely off. She grinned at him, and sauntered over to the couch that was on the balcony. She kneeled on it, her arms resting on the back, and wiggled her ass. "Warren? The bride wants to cum."

"Here? Now?"

"Yes," Sophia panted. "Nobody can see us." The balcony was built for privacy. They were high up on the building, and the balcony was surrounded by a 5-foot-high wall. Nobody should be able to see in.

"I wasn’t thinking seeing, Pookie, I was thinking hearing," Warren said wryly.

"I can be quiet."

"That’d be a first!"

"Fine, have it your way," she pouted. "You have a very willing, very wet wife right where you want her, and you’re worried about the neighbors."

"Not that worried. Just bite your tongue," he chuckled-and, without warning, came up behind her and slid right in to the hilt. She moaned-but softly. "You weren’t kidding about being very wet."

She giggled and moaned. "I guess exhibitionism turns me on."

"Good." He reached around and grabbed her boobs, as he started a slow, steady rhythm in and out of her. She gasped and moaned a bit as he fucked her, but she was going a good job with the volume control.

"This is so naughty," Sophie purred.

"Not quite as naughty as the wedding day, but close," Warren grinned.

Sophia giggled. "Nothing’s as naughty as the wedding day. Oh GOD Warren," she gasped. He steadily slipped in and out of her, building her up slowly. She climbed and climbed, gasping and moaning softly. When she went over, Warren could, of course, tell by the spasming and jerking of her body. But, she was a good girl-the only verbal reaction was a sharp hiss of breath and a little squeak. Warren, turned on beyond belief by the situation himself, poured into her shortly thereafter.

They spent the rest of the afternoon just relaxing. Sophie did go back out on the balcony for a while, covered in nothing but suntan lotion. Warren, bemused, joined her with a book-but kept his shorts on. After Betsy woke up, they brought her out there and she toddled around with them.

After supper and putting Betsy down, they explored another lovely feature of the room-the Jacuzzi. Which meant exploring another interesting place to have sex. Sophia particularly enjoyed sitting on the edge, her feet dangling in the water, while a submerged-below-the-neck Warren ate her out. Fucking underwater near the jets was fun, too!

They wore out the bed, too. After all, what’s a honeymoon for?

On Wednesday, they did have a bit of business to conduct. Rather, Sophie did.

After the triumph-not to mention the nudity-at Worlds, they started getting offers. Endorsement offers, and quite a few of them. The problem was, many of them were for Sophie and Sophie alone. Warren didn’t mind at all, but it had bothered Sophie.

"What does it matter?" Warren had laughed. "It all goes in the same bank account. The only difference is you get more fame, and I couldn’t care less about that. But, Jesus, I mean, really. Look at this one. That’ll pay for all four years of my med school ten times over. And I’m gonna be upset that they don’t want me?"

"There was one thing that did occur to me. If we did this and piled up some money, I wouldn’t have to work while you were in med school. I could stay home with Betsy," Sophia had said.

"There you go. You can work, you know. I mean, you are getting a college degree."

"And maybe I’ll use it someday, but the idea of staying home appeals to me. Med school is a grind, you should have a loving wife to come home to," she grinned. "Besides which, after the next Olympics, I think I’ll want another one."

"Baby?"

"Yeah."

"Fine by me. Great by me. So let’s look at some of these deals, OK?"

The one they were doing while in Aruba was actually an easy choice. It was for Diet Coke, which Sophia drank incessantly and Warren could not abide. "They definitely picked the right Kelleher for that one," he had laughed. They wanted two different sequences for the TV commercial; one on the ice, which Sophie would be filming in Oceanview the following week. This one, in Aruba, was for the bikini sequence. The ad company, finding out that Sophie would be in Aruba for the honeymoon, quickly asked to do it there. Sophie agreed, and the crew had found a stunning setting, an isolated beach that was gorgeous.

Warren was bemused by the "bikini" part of the commercial. "Yeah. Drink Diet Coke and you can look like this. Of course, we won’t mention the endless hours on the ice, the aerobics, the weightlifting…"

"What, my figure isn’t from the magic of Diet Coke?" Sophie grinned.

"Hey. I might not be stunning like you are, but I am in as good a shape as you are. And I drink root beer, and not diet root beer. And coffee with extra sugar."

"And you’ve never had a baby," Sophia teased.

"Oh, so that’s your postpartum prescription, Doctor Kelleher? Diet Coke?"

"Yeah. It’ll be in all the medical journals," she laughed.

The filming went well. Sophie had a great time, the crew adored her, and the session was wrapped up quickly. They’d do the ice shots the next week and the commercial was expected to be airing in time for skating season.

There was nightlife in Aruba, but Sophie and Warren hadn’t expected to be able to partake, due to having Betsy along. Then they discovered the hotel had a babysitting service. A very nice 18-year-old Aruban girl came up to their room on Thursday night, made quick friends with Betsy, and off the couple went.

After a lovely supper in a very nice restaurant, they headed-big surprise-to go dancing. As usual, they lit up the dance floor. As usual, they had a blast. And, as usual-considering all the Americans that vacationed in Aruba-they got recognized.

At their table, actually. They had left their drinks on the table while out on the dance floor, in front of two seats at the table. When they got back, they found that the other four seats at the table had been filled. Two couples, college students from Georgia having a week-long vacation before they went back to their studies. The two girls were longtime skating fans that recognized the duo right off. The two guys had seen Maxim. All four had seen the World Championship.

"We’ve never minded being recognized," Sophia told them, "before this year. The only problem is now everyone that recognizes us has seen me naked!"

"Not just you, Pookie," Warren said.

"Oh, definitely not just you," one of the girls grinned, mooning at Warren, and earning a subtle poke from her boyfriend.

Warren and Sophia thoroughly enjoyed the evening, dancing and chatting with their new friends.

Flying back that Saturday, they felt thoroughly rested and relaxed.

"I didn’t think it was possible for two people to have that much sex in one week," Sophia grinned.

"And you even managed to film a commercial and get a tan in between all that sex," Warren teased.

"And go dancing."

"And go dancing," Warren agreed. "And, I’ll tell you one other thing. When we eventually buy a house? It will have a Jacuzzi."

"I agree completely!"

– end of chapter-

BETSY’S BIRTHDAY (Chapter 127)

They had another barbecue in the Kelleher’s back yard to celebrate Betsy’s first birthday. All the usual suspects were in attendance.

Kristin had asked to talk to Sophia privately, so they were huddled in a corner of the backyard. Everyone else was gathered in the general vicinity of the picnic table.

"Hey, Warren, you know what?" Jess, sitting next to him, said. "Your little brother is a hunk."

Ryan-who heard her-laughed, as did Warren. "Hey, Jess, if you’re going after my brother, you’d better like sharing. And not just with one, with about ten."

Ryan laughed. "Oh, it hasn’t been that bad."

"You should see it," Warren told Jess. "Every time I step into this house, there’s a new girl on Ryan’s arm."

"Well, of course," Jess grinned. "Like I said, he’s a hunk. Plus, if he’s your brother, Warren-he’s probably a sweetheart and very smart."

"That’s me all over," Ryan grinned.

"So," Jess continued, "if he hasn’t yet found his Sophia, why not play the field?"

"Well, that’s what I had been thinking," Ryan said.

Jess picked up something from the way that he phrased that. "Things have changed, haven’t they?"

"Yeah," Ryan admitted. "Well, maybe."

"Laurel," Warren guessed.

"Good call, big bro," Ryan grinned.

"Clue me in," Jess said.

"Laurel Tingsley," Ryan told her. "She lives out in West Boylston, near Worcester. I met her in March. Georgia Tech held this get-together for everyone from around here that’s going to be attending in September. That’s where we met. We hit it off, and started e-mailing and IMing and that. We’ve seen each other a number of times. That’s tough, West Boylston’s not close, and we’re both working for the summer. But we’ve managed, about every other week. She went to the prom with me-and Warren’s wedding."

"Oh, you mean the stunning redhead I saw you dancing with?" Jess grinned.

"That’s her," Ryan grinned. Then the grin faded. "That night, after Warren’s wedding, we made love for the first time. Jess, I’m not inexperienced, OK? But, with her, it was-amazing."

"And now you guys are going to the same college," Jess grinned.

"Yep. We’re going to date when we get there and see what happens."

"From what I understand, Laurel’s in my league academically," Warren said.

"She sure is," Ryan grinned. "And, despite what you said earlier, Jess, I am not. I hold my own; but with Warren and Kris around I’m the family dummy. And Laurel is going to Tech on a full academic scholarship."

"And she’s not impressed with Mister Basketball Scholarship one little bit," Warren teased.

"Actually, she is. That, plus the fact that I could have gotten into Tech academically, though I wouldn’t have gotten a scholarship. But she’s impressed that a jock like me treats her like a person. She was known as a first class geek at her high school."

"She’s gorgeous, though," Jess pointed out.

"Yeah, and she’s not shy or withdrawn or anything. I don’t know. I guess when you’re at the top of everything academically, you’re a geek by definition. She was surprised that I didn’t think she was a geek," Ryan laughed. "Until, at the wedding, she met Kristin."

"That’ll do it," Warren laughed.

"Oh, yeah?" Jess snorted. "Kristin, my ass. She could’ve met you when I first did and she’d know what a geek is."

"Jess, honey, I’ve got news for you," he grinned at her. "I’m still a geek."

Ryan, who knew the whole story, said, "He is, Jess. And you sleep with him!"

"Oh, no, what have I done?" Jess mock-wailed.

Sophia and Kristin grabbed their food and headed over to a corner of the back yard. They sat on the grass. "So, Kris, what did you want to ask me about?"

"Sophie, what is sex like?"

Sophia almost choked on her hamburger. "What?!?"

"I can’t ask my mother," Kristin said softly. "I don’t have a sister. I have no close girlfriends. You’re the only one. And you are my sister now, actually."

"That’s so sweet," Sophia beamed. Then, she looked right at Kristin. "Kris, you and Tom haven’t…"

"No, just kiss. I mean, if I had, would I have to ask you what it’s like?" she giggled.

"Well, unless you were asking me what it’s supposed to be like. Anyway, why, then, were you asking? Are you thinking about it?"

"Yes. No. I don’t know," Kristin sighed. "Look, I’ve known you and Warren have been having sex since I knew what sex was. When I got to be old enough that Mom didn’t care what you guys were doing in Warren’s room, I noticed that you’d always come downstairs looking very happy. And Ryan? The night of your wedding, he was with Laurel." Kristin explained who Laurel was. "When I saw her the next morning, she looked like she had died and gone to heaven."

"I know what’s going on around me," she continued, "but I never thought of it personally, because guys seemed completely beyond me. Then Tom came along. And, God, Sophie, when he kisses me? Wow!"

Sophie smiled at her sister-in-law. "So, something’s waking up."

"And how."

"Kris, do not rush into anything. Please. Trust me on that one."

"I won’t. Heck, I don’t even know when I’m going to see him again!"

"I know. I’m worried that, when you do see him, you’ll be tempted to rush it, just because you don’t see him that much."

"No. I’m just, you know, wondering."

"OK, then. To answer your original question, it depends, and on a lot of things. The first and most important is the guy."

Kristin blushed bright read. "I, er, heard two girls in my class talking about that."

"About what, exactly?" Sophia asked.

"Well, one was saying how great her new boyfriend was, because he was really, you know." She blushed deeper. "Big."

"Bullshit," Sophia laughed. "That’s someone trying to impress a friend. Listen, Warren’s not small…"

Kristin interrupted, dismayed. "Oh, God, I don’t know if I want to know these things about my brother›"

"Hey, Kris, you asked me what sex was like. Who do I have sex with?" Sophia asked bemused. Kristin looked a little sheepish. "Don’t worry, I’ll try not to go into too much graphic detail. Anyhow, Warren’s not small-but he’s not huge, either. I’ve had bigger. I’ve never had better, and it’s not even close. Size means nothing. Attitude means everything."

"Attitude?"

"My pleasure is as important to Warren as his own is. If not more so."

"Oh."

"That is what I mean when I say the guy makes a difference. A lot of other things make a difference. Your attitude." Kristin looked at her. Sophie smiled. "It’s a whole lot better if you are completely sure you really want it."

"Oh. You mean, like, what happened to you before Warren."

"That’s a lot of it. But it even happens nowadays. Look, Warren and I love each other, we’re together, and we take care of each other. There are days that Warren’s really in the mood, and I’m not, but I’ll give in for his sake." Kristin shot her a look. "Oh, Kris, that goes both ways. In fact, it probably goes the other way more often. I’m generally hornier than Warren is, believe it or not." Kristin giggled at that. "But, what I was saying was, the more I’m in the mood, the better it is. If I can say that about Warren, imagine what it was like going to bed with guys when I was really unsure and hesitating. It’s really not worth it."

"How will I know?" Kris asked her.

"You will," she smiled. "Trust me."

"OK. When it’s the right guy, the right time, I’m really sure, all that-is it really that good?"

"Oh, Kris, you won’t believe it. Trust me. You won’t believe how good it is."

They talked a little longer, then headed back towards the rest of the crowd. It was cake time. A kid’s first birthday isn’t complete without watching her attempting to eat chocolate cake and getting it all over herself!

A week later, and Warren and Sophie were headed back to Wisconsin. Because they’d be living in an apartment and not the dorms, they had a lot of stuff to move. So, they rented a truck. However, they still wanted Warren’s van out there with them-and neither of them wanted to drive alone. So, they worked out a plan. Warren would drive the truck, and Crash would accompany him as far as Chicago. Jessie would ride with Sophie and Betsy in the van until Milwaukee. They bought walkie-talkies so they could communicate on the road.

Sophie was driving along the Mass Pike. Jess was sitting in the passenger’s seat, wearing shorts, her sandals off, and her foot was up against the dashboard. She was painting her toenails.

Sophie looked at her, bemused. "How you can do that in a moving car is completely beyond me."

"I’m good," Jess grinned.

"So what do we have today? Pink? Purple? Black?"

"Fuck-Me Red," Jessie grinned. "My favorite."

"It would be," Sophia grinned back. "So, what’s the deal when we stop tonight? You coming in the hotel room with us, or Crash?"

"You guys."

"I thought you and Crash might, you know…"

"I offered," Jess grinned. "He turned me down. It’s Liz."

"Ah."

"Hey, Jay really is a monogamous guy. The only time he ever cheated on me was right at the end, when it was all falling apart." Jessie grinned. "I think he’s really stuck on Liz. You know that nut flew out to LA last weekend just to see her?"

"Cool," Sophia giggled. "This really doesn’t bother you."

"Nope. I’m happy for him. And I’ve liked Liz since you introduced me to her. She’s very down-to-earth, considering. If those guys work it out, I’ll be happy."

"And what about you?"

"I’m fine, Sophie," Jess grinned. "Yeah, I’m looking, I won’t deny it. But I’ve got you and Warren in the meantime, I know you guys love me, and I love both of you. I’m only 21. No rush, you know?" She gave Sophie a wry little grin. "Not everybody finds their soulmate at 14, Miss Romantic."

"I know," she giggled.

"Mama!" they heard from the back seat.

"Ah, someone’s awake. Hi, Betsy," Sophia said.

"Hi, Betsy," Jess echoed.

"Mama! Ahnshess!" Betsy chirped.

"Was that ‘Aunt Jess’?" Jessie asked.

"Yeah, I do believe it was!" Sophia said.

"Ahnshess!" Betsy repeated.

Sophia cracked up laughing. Jessie just looked at her. "She said Aunt Jess before she said anything even remotely resembling Grammy. Do not tell my mother!"

Jessie joined in Sophia’s laughter. "Wouldn’t dream of it."

"You what?" Warren was asking Crash at just about the same time.

"Flew to LA last weekend. I was supposed to finish the summer job last Friday, but I decided to end Thursday. Called Liz up and asked her what she’d do if I hopped on a plane to come out and spend the weekend with her. She said she’d do a jig, then fuck my brains out," he grinned. "Now, come on, what would you do?"

"Fly to LA," Warren laughed.

"You’re a wise man, Warren," Crash intoned with a chuckle.

"So, what’s up with you and Liz?"

"Long distance romance, pretty much. We talked a lot about it this weekend. We’re pretty crazy about each other. We either instant message or talk on the phone for hours every night. It’s going to be tough, no doubt, but there’s definitely something there."

"Does Jess know?" Warren asked.

"Jess knows everything. I even thanked her," Crash laughed. "For two things. One was breaking up with me when she did-it really was one hell of a wake-up call. The other thing was taking me to bed back in February and showing me what I was doing wrong."

"Not that that would make much of a difference with Liz, unless she’s changed."

"Nope," Crash laughed, "she still cums if you look at her cross-eyed. But it’s good for me, you know. I don’t want to have to rely on her reactions."

"And Jess is OK with everything?"

"Jess is lonely. She’s fine with me and Liz, but she’s lonely." He looked at Warren. "And I’m probably overstepping my bounds in a big way, here, but I don’t think you and Sophie are enough. Not in the long run."

"Crash, we know that. Both of us."

"OK. As long as you know that." Crash sighed. "I now agree with Jess and I breaking up, but I will love her until the day I die. I want her to be happy."

"You know I want the same thing. As does Sophie. I think she is happy now." Crash started to say something, but Warren cut him off. "Not in the long run, yes, I know. But, don’t forget how young we all are."

"True. I just feel older," Crash said ruefully.

"That, pal, is because you’re losing your hair."

"Oh, thanks a lot. I’m not even 21 yet, asshole."

"Sorry, but you have a receding hairline."

"I’ve always had a high forehead, where the hell have you been?"

Finally, Warren and Sophia got to Madison.

There was an apartment complex right on the edge of the campus. It was reserved for Seniors, graduate students-and married students. That’s where Sophia and Warren would be living this year. They had a two-bedroom apartment on the third floor.

Right down the hall were Papa Bear and Cait. They had stayed in Madison all summer, and had done a lot of helping to get Warren and Sophia the apartment. Now they, plus Mike and Alexa-who were up on the fifth floor-were helping the duo get their stuff moved in.

They took a couple of days to get moved in and get themselves together. A few days before classes were to start, they had scheduled some ice time. They had called before they got there and had nailed down their ice time for the semester.

About a half hour before they were supposed to hit the ice, they were getting ready, gathering their stuff up, and also Betsy’s so they could drop her off at the day care. The phone rang. It was Kathy, their coach in Wisconsin.

"Hey, Kath!" Warren answered. "Yeah, we’ve got ice time in a half hour. We figured we’d see you then. What?"

Sophia looked on as Warren’s face fell. By the time he hung up the phone, he looked like he wanted to strangle someone.

"What did she say, Warren?" Sophie asked worriedly. He told her.

Sophie was horrified. "WHAT? Jesus Christ, how could she do that to us?"

INTRUDERS (Chapter 128)

Warren and Sophia quickly dropped Betsy off at the day care, and hustled over to the rink. Kathy was waiting for them. She directed them into her office.

"Look, guys, I had to. I didn’t know what was going on with you guys," Kathy started.

"Bullshit," Warren spat. "You knew we were coming back."

"Well, I thought that with the baby, plus since you won Worlds…"

"Worlds isn’t the Olympics," Sophia told her.

"The Olympics?" Kathy laughed. "You guys don’t get it, do you? You completely sabotaged your career with that stunt you pulled at Worlds. You’ll be lucky if you win another National championship. I thought you’d see that, and get out while you had your World Championship."

"You don’t have much confidence in us," Warren said.

"This is still a judged sport. And too many judges think you’re bad for it," Kathy countered.

"The only American ice dance team to ever win a World Championship, and we’re bad for the sport," Sophia snorted. "Well, Kathy, we’re not going away. We’re the best ice dancers in the world, and we’re just going to be so good we force the judges into acknowledging it."

"If anyone can pull it off…" Kathy laughed. "But you understand why I don’t want all my eggs in one basket."

"We understand that part of it," Warren said. "What we don’t understand is who."

"They’re the up and coming dance team," Kathy shrugged.

"They’re also first-class slimebags. Well, she is, anyway," Sophia pointed out.

"She’s not that bad," Kathy said.

"She took a run at us on the practice ice at Nationals," Sophia pointed out. "She’s said nasty things in the press. And now Courtney Rogers and Ryan Killen are here? Sharing our ice? Our coach?"

"Look, competitors do share ice and coaches," Kathy pointed out.

"And if it were anyone else, we wouldn’t care," Warren told her. "But we don’t trust her. They are never going to beat us fair and square, and I don’t put it past her to do something underhanded. And, while we trust you, it’s clear that you don’t believe in us either, if you think the judges are out to get us."

"And taking them on as students isn’t a ringing vote of confidence, either," Sophia added.

"I needed to expand," Kathy maintained.

Warren took a deep breath. "Do you have a copy of our contract?"

Kathy looked startled. "Yes."

"Could I see it?"

"I suppose. Hold on, it’s not here." She left the room. Warren and Sophia talked about the situation while she was gone. She came back quickly, and handed the contract to Warren.

After reading it, he said, "This is what I thought. Our deal for free ice time in exchange for promotional help is for the club."

"Yes," Kathy said, confused.

"You signed it in your capacity as president of the club."

"Right."

"Not as our coach," Warren said.

"Well, now we’re talking to Kathy the coach, not Kathy the president of the club," Sophia said. "You’re fired."

"WHAT?" Kathy asked.

"We’re still going to train here," Sophia told her, "since we don’t have much of a choice. And we’ll do the promotional stuff we’re supposed to, and we expect the free ice time, like it says in this contract. But we don’t want you coaching us anymore. Not if you’re going to be coaching them. We won’t stand for it. Courtney Rogers is bad news. We’re not going to share a coach with her."

"Who’s going to coach you?" Kathy asked incredulously.

"June is our coach," Warren told her. "We’ll send videotapes if we’re having a problem. She pretty much helped us work out our programs before the wedding. Other than that, we’ll coach ourselves. We’ve done it before."

"You guys are making a big mistake," Kathy told them.

"No, we’re not," Warren claimed, and they walked out of her office.

A few days later, Warren was in the locker room when he was approached by Ryan Killen.

"Warren? I’m sorry." Warren just looked at him. "I tried to talk Courtney out of this. I even told Kathy I didn’t think it was a good idea."

"Water under the bridge," Warren said. "What are you going to do?"

"Look," Ryan sighed, "Courtney’s going to make your life a living hell."

"She can try," Warren said with amusement. "Ryan? We’re not worried about Courtney, OK?"

"She’s a great skater. We work well together on the ice," Ryan told him. "But, Warren, she’s ruthless." His voice dropped to a near-whisper. "You don’t know. You don’t know the half of it."

"I’ll keep that in mind, Ryan, OK?"

They had their programs for the coming year.

This was the first year for the two original dances. For the Bossa Nova, they’d picked the Austin Powers theme, and had worked up a humorous program. The other OD was the Polka, and they were skating to "The Lonely Goatherd" from the Sound of Music. "The Duschesnays did it," Warren had told Sophia, "but they sucked. It was a reach for them. It’s right up our alley."

Their free dance was a bit of a departure. It was the closest they’d ever gotten to skating to classical. They’d picked the music of Aaron Copeland, two selections from his "Rodeo". They started with the slow section, Saturday Night Waltz, and then finished with Roundup-or, as Sophie insisted on calling it, The Steak Commercial Song. She’d giggled when Warren had suggested skating to it. It was, however, fantastic to skate to.

A few days after Warren’s conversation with Ryan, he arrived at the rink, with Caitlin, Papa Bear, and Betsy. Sophie had a meeting with one of her professors and would be a few minutes late.

When Warren arrived, Courtney was still on the ice. "Your time’s over," Warren said brusquely.

"Where’s Sophia?" she asked.

"Meeting with a professor."

"You know what, Warren?" Courtney said. "You shouldn’t be skating with her, anyway. You should be skating with me. I’m far better than she is."

"Oh, really," Warren said, bemused. "What about Ryan?"

"He’s good, but not as good as you are," Courtney cooed, laying it on thick. "We’d be a dynamite team."

"Are you forgetting that she’s my wife?" Warren laughed.

"Oh, who cares? I’m still a better skater than she is."

"You think?"

"I know it."

"Fine, come here." She skated over to him. "How’s your memory for dance steps?"

"Fantastic."

"Good. This is the transition out of the side-by-side step sequence. It starts with a lift." He showed her. "Then this." He showed her a series of steps. They ran through it a couple of times. What Courtney didn’t know-but Warren did-is that he was showing it to her at half-speed.

Papa Bear and Caitlin were watching all this, trying to figure out just what was going on.

"OK, pick it up," Warren told Courtney. They did the sequence faster. Courtney was just able to keep up. Warren chuckled to himself-they were still only at about three-quarter speed. Just then, Sophia walked into the rink. She came to a dead stop, and looked out on the ice, dumbfounded at seeing her husband skating with that bitch. She was just about to say something, when Warren shot her a "trust me" look.

"OK, Courtney, you’ve got the steps. Let’s try it. Caitlin, music please?"

Cait started the music. They went into the lift, came out of it, started the steps-and Courtney just could not keep up. She had had problems at three-quarter speed; at full-speed, she was lost.

"Come on, Courtney, keep up!" Warren hollered at her. They ran through it a couple of more times, and Courtney was getting more lost. The fifth time, desperately trying to keep up, Courtney clicked skate blades and went down in a heap.

Warren looked at her, chuckling. Then he turned to Sophia, still standing by the entrance to the rink. "Hey, Pookie. You wanna show her how it’s done?"

"Don’t mind if I do," Sophia grinned. She skated over to Warren. Cait started the music, and they flew through the sequence flawlessly.

"She was trying to convince me she’s a better skater than you are," Warren grinned at Sophia when they were done. "Hey, Courtney? You’re not even close."

Courtney stormed off in a huff.

After they had eaten supper that night and put Betsy to bed, they were in the living room of their apartment. They were both studying-classes had started.

"Pookie, you seem a little out of it tonight," Warren told her.

She sighed, and smiled at him. "It’s stupid." Warren just looked at her. "That’s the first time you’ve ever skated with anyone other than me. I mean, I know about being on the ice with other skaters when you’re choreographing them. But we’ve never choreographed for another dance team, and, besides, that’s different. I saw you skating with her, and my heart was in my throat."

"I only did it to prove a point."

"I know," she smiled. "It’s just that we’ve always been very possessive about dancing." Warren cracked up laughing. "What?"

"We’ve been more possessive about dancing than we ever have about sex," Warren laughed.

"Too true," Sophia giggled. "Well, I hope Courtney didn’t figure out the truth."

"Huh?"

"That if you had been trying to help her instead of show her up, she would’ve been able to keep up with you. You’re the best partner in the world. You could skate with anyone, and make them better."

"Yeah, but why should I have to do that when I already have the best female ice dancer in the world as my partner?"

"Awwww," Sophie giggled. "Now, that’s enough talk. Study."

"OK."

"And be quick about it."

"Why?"

She giggled. "Because I need you to fuck my brains out, o loving husband."

"And you expect me to concentrate on studying now?"

"You’re a genius," she giggled. "You can do it."

"Uh-huh."

Two days later, they were preparing to get on the ice to train. Courtney was just getting off. She skated over to them. "Listen. I was wondering. If I got some ice time tomorrow or the next day, could I ask you guys for some help? You especially, Warren, but Sophia too. I want you to teach me how you keep your speed through the steps like you do."

Warren and Sophia looked at each other incredulously. Then Warren turned back to Courtney. "You’ve got to be kidding. First of all, I don’t know if we even could teach that."

"It’s a gift," Sophie interjected with an evil grin.

"Second of all, you’re competition. That alone, I wouldn’t care-if you were Shawna Vickers, I’d do it. But you took a run at us at Nationals. You’ve said some nasty stuff about us to the press. You were the only one that didn’t sign the petition for us. And, now, you’ve stolen our coach-and don’t tell me for a second that you did it just because Kathy’s a good coach."

"And now you want us to tell you all our tricks? Nice try, Courtney. Now get off our ice." She did, angrily.

Courtney’s antipathy towards the duo only increased when she happened by a newsstand a few days later. There they were, Warren and Sophia-on the cover of Sports Illustrated.

They had done an interview two weeks before. They themselves got the issue, and were thrilled with it. They were on the cover, sitting on their couch, arms around one another, grinning. The cover blurb said, "Figure Skating Will Never Be The Same."

When Courtney-and the rest of the world-turned to the article, this is what they read.

HEAT ON ICE

How Two Young Lovers Transformed American Ice Dance, For Better Or Worse

And How the Figure Skating World Might Bite Back

It’s a rather small apartment. With their recent endorsement deals, Warren and Sophia Kelleher probably could afford better-but this one’s on the campus of the University of Wisconsin, and thus convenient.

It’s cluttered. "Who has time to clean?" Sophia Kelleher laughs. She’s got a point.

Warren and Sophia Kelleher are 20 and 21 years old, respectively. They took last year off from school, but they are now back at Wisconsin, in their Junior years. Warren is pre-med, with a 3.8 GPA. Sophia is a meteorology major, keeping up a 3.4. They are newlyweds. They have an adorable one-year-old bundle of energy named Betsy.

And, if that’s not enough, they’re also the best ice dancers in the world.

"Sometimes I’m so busy I forget my name," Warren laughs. Even with their hectic life, laughter comes easily to this couple. "Classes, studying, skating, Betsy. It’s too much, and we know it. But there’s nothing dispensable here-it’s all necessary."

"We’re not willing to put off schooling any more," Sophia adds. "And this is our time for skating. What would we get rid of?" She lets out a huge grin. "It’s bad enough that we have to schedule sex."

Ah, yes. Sex. It’s important to understand something-sex is important to the Kellehers. It is, frankly, part of their appeal. It’s also part of the controversy.

It probably all started before the last Olympics. A tabloid printed an article about Sophia, alleging all kinds of sexual improprieties. The Kellehers dealt with the issue-revealing that Sophia had been abused in her early teens-but also revealed another one. Sophia, 19 and unmarried at the time, was pregnant.

"In the upper echelons of the sport, her pregnancy was absolutely frowned upon," Tina Bowman, a veteran skating reporter for USA Today, said. "That started their troubles with the USFSA, make no mistake about it. What happened afterwards only added to it."

What happened afterwards? A racy photo shoot of Sophia in Maxim magazine. An exhibition program at last year’s nationals to Aerosmith’s "Pink" that was so hot it just about melted the ice. And then, in what they say was protest against the flak they got for the first two things, an exhibition performance at the World Championships done completely in the nude.

The Powers That Be in figure skating have murmured behind the scenes since then. The rumor is it that the USFSA is rescinding all support for the couple. Since they get no financial support, they can only believe that the USFSA is talking about one thing-support with the judges.

Has someone forgotten that Warren and Sophia Kelleher are the most successful American ice dance team in history?

Some friends of theirs have come to take care of their daughter for the afternoon. Without having to worry about their daughter, they’re relaxed and charming. They are asked if some of the rumor swirling around about lack of judging support give credence to the belief that figure skating isn’t a "real" sport. They answer, in unison, "Yes."

"And ice dancing’s the worst of them, without all the jumps to separate people," Warren adds.

"So, yeah, they can put us in fifth place next year, and most fans couldn’t tell the difference," Sophia says.

But hasn’t their always been an element of sexuality in figure skating? "To a point," Warren says. "First of all, relentless male heterosexuality has always been applauded. Somehow I didn’t get put in with that, but it’s been applauded with other people. Michael Weiss rips his shirt off and that’s cool. The problem is with female sexuality."

"And only one aspect of that," Sophia added. "There’s a girl, Allison Bowman, finished third at Nationals this year. She’s 15 but she looks 12. Her competition programs were fine. Her exhibition-they dressed her up like a 12-year-old tart and had her skate to ‘Brick House’. And nobody says a word to her."

Why do you think that is, she is asked.

"Because it’s not real. It’s fantasyland. Somehow, that’s better. I don’t agree, but that’s the way some people see it."

"Look," Warren interjected, "Allison’s costume and movements were far more lascivious than ours in ‘Pink’. You know what the difference is? She was acting. We were not. ‘Pink’ isn’t an act, it’s foreplay!"

"And somehow that’s better," Sophia repeated. "Taking a fifteen year old and making her look like a pedophile’s dream, with absolutely no conviction behind it, is somehow better than two people who have a great sex life celebrating that-and mildly, I might add."

"It’s the Madison Avenue commercialization of sex, is what it is," Warren asserted. "Of course, we by into it a bit with that Diet Coke commercial Sophie did. We’re not innocent."

Tina Bowman, longtime figure skating writer for USA Today, tends to agree with the Kellehers. But she adds one more thing. "Singles skaters and female pairs skaters are small, almost by definition. But ice dancers, especially here in the USA, tend to be just as small, especially in weight. Sophie’s not the only tall female ice dancer-but she’s one of the few that isn’t rail-thin. She’s fairly voluptuous. I don’t think that helps. They break the mold in a lot of different ways."

Sophia, when told of this quote, laughs and agrees. "Somehow, the sexuality of someone who looks 12 is less threatening than someone with a little T amp;A."

Warren and Sophia were both born and brought up in Oceanview, Massachusetts, a city of about 45,000 people 20 miles north of Boston. Warren comes from a stable home. Sophia, for a while there, did not. "My father left when I was three. I didn’t see him again until I was sixteen. It’s fine now. But I had some crap to deal with." She met Warren, at an after-school job, when they were both all of fourteen. "And I had one foot in the grave," she says. "Without Warren, it’s hard to say what would have happened to me."

"And I was a bookish nerdy outsider," Warren reveals. "We found the best in each other."

It shows, and that includes on the ice. That’s another part of their appeal, even when you take the sex out of it. The long program that won them an Olympic silver medal, "Romeo and Juliet," was a gorgeous display of sustained romanticism.

Their friend Evan Pogdar, the male half of the number-two American ice dance team, chuckles when reminded of it. "It’s no secret that Shawna, my partner, and I are both gay. So, obviously, there’s nothing romantic between us. We’re very, very good friends, but that’s it. And we have to go compete with those two," he laughs. "I swear, at times, it looks like they’re one person with four arms and four legs. There’s a level of completeness with those two that other dance teams just don’t get."

"Actually, I think that’s the most important part of our appeal," Warren says. "Quite honestly, I think that was part of the appeal for ‘True Colors’. We may have skated it nude, but that program was, quite deliberately, not salacious. It was meant to be romantic, and I think it shows. And I think most of our fans, when they think of us, think of ‘Romeo and Juliet’ before they think of ‘Pink’."

That’s not why they’re successful, though. Tina Bowman has some thoughts on that. "First of all, they do the most complex steps in the world and at incredible speed. Second of all, they really do think like one person so their unison is superb. And, lastly, they are fantastic at picking out music and choreographing to that music. They are unbelievably musical. That’s another thing the bigwigs don’t realize about them. They just won the Brian Wright Trophy for choreographer of the year. They not only did their own programs, they did Liz Cushman’s long program and Brett Tomlinson and Andrea Wallach’s short program. That’s all three American World champions, folks. And they’re doing Tom Bellamy’s long program this year, too."

We go to the rink, and they show me their programs. There are two Original Dances this year. The first one, to a bossa nova beat, they use the Austin Powers theme. Not only is it snappy and difficult, it’s absolutely hilarious. The Kellehers camp it up from start to end, without losing the difficulty of the skating. The second one, to a polka beat, is a whimsical, lighthearted program done to "The Lonely Goatherd" from The Sound Of Music.

Their free dance is done to Aaron Copland. The first part, the slow section, superbly displays their romanticism. The second part, skated to what Sophia laughingly calls "the steak commercial song" shows their quick feet and explosiveness.

Are these programs enough to defend a World Championship? They should be. But, then, they show me an exhibition they’re working on, one that truly shows how special they are. It’s to "At My Most Beautiful" by REM. It’s not what you’d call a ‘danceable’ song. It’s probably not difficult enough to be a competitive program, which is why it’s an exhibition. "The steps aren’t too quick," Warren tells me. But it’s absolutely gorgeous. If dancing is supposed to be two people becoming as one, in time with music, "At My Most Beautiful" is dancing at its height. And it’s them, the Kellehers, at their most beautiful.

After showing me their programs, the Kellehers grab their daughter and then take me to their favorite Chinese restaurant, right at the edge of the campus. We talk for a while, about their first meeting, about their wedding this August ("It was fantastic," Sophia informs me), about how they manage to juggle the various parts of their life.

And, the more you spend time with this couple, the more you’re struck. Now, as Tina Bowman informs me, "Their skating absolutely speaks for itself. No question." But the skating really isn’t the problem.

The thing of it is, the more time you spend with them, the more you realize that there shouldn’t be any problem. Warren and Sophia Kelleher are sweet, charming, and personable. At dinner, they were interrupted constantly by friends and well-wishers. They are highly intelligent. They have an artistic gift that’s present in other people’s choreography besides their own. They’re caring, doting parents. They have definite sex appeal-but definite romantic appeal as well. They have an easy, comfortable way with each other that’s delightful. They smile at each other often, laugh often, finish each other’s sentences.

Tina Bowman says, "The skating world is full of skating drones, and Sophia and Warren are so far away from that." I know what she means. They’re lovely, charming people with full lives ("Too full," Warren laughs) of which skating is only a part.

And, again, let’s not forget, they’re the most successful American ice dance team ever.

In other words, they’re a gold mine-and they know it. They’re perfectly willing to be that. "If the skating world wants to use us to sell skating, great," Sophia says. "If they want us to be the public face of skating, sure. But they don’t seem to want that."

It’s a puzzle. The Kellehers, because they have an active sex life and don’t hide it, are rapidly becoming pariahs. But the rest of what makes them tick is so special and unique that the skating world could absolutely benefit from it.

"We don’t need skating," Warren points out astutely. These two have other things going for them, with their ambition and grades. Warren plans on going to medical school. They have other options.

But skating needs them. Will the skating world figure it out in time?

We’ll all find out in March, at the next World Championships. If they’re where they should be, then maybe there’s hope for the skating world. If they’re in eighth place, well, skating will have missed out.

Not the Kellehers-skating. Warren and Sophia will be fine. If the skating world screws around with them, it’s skating that will suffer.

After the article came out, the duo got a call from June, their coach back in Massachusetts. "It’s perfect. It nailed you guys. There couldn’t have been a better profile." She started laughing. "And prepare for another shitstorm. You guys put the USFSA on notice, with the help of that reporter."

"We know," Warren told her. "We’ll see what happens."

– end of chapter-

THE BMOC AND THE ARTIST (Chapter 129)

Kate Thompson had a self-image. It wasn’t a bad one, mind you, but it was realistic. She had always thought of herself as a bit ‘off’, a little strange-weird, even. She just wasn’t like other people.

And then she went to art school.

Kate’s classmates in high school had thought she dressed strangely. Well, her floppy hats and skinny ties and tie-die skirts and collections of bracelets were positively sedate compared to some of her classmates in art school. Hair colors that were not of this world, piercings in places she didn’t even know she had, and clothing choices that were way beyond the pale.

Suddenly, Kate had become conservative. How the hell did that happen, she laughed to herself.

Her roommate, Freya, wasn’t bad. She actually had normal blonde hair, though she did have a gazillion piercings and favored camouflage clothing. She even wore her hair normally, loose around her shoulders, and not in a mohawk or somesuch. Kate also found out that she was a really cool person.

Kate also appreciated that Freya came to art school to do art. Kate had been flabbergasted at how many people came to art school to be, and be seen as, ‘artistic’-but really didn’t care about actually working at doing art. Kate actually wanted to go to art school to be a better painter-as did Freya, although in her case she was a photography major.

So, Kate and Freya got along, and had started developing a friendship. It wasn’t until early October, however, that Kate told her about the most important person in her life.

She got off the phone that Tuesday afternoon and let out a delighted little squeak. "I can’t believe he’s starting!"

"Who’s starting what?" Freya asked.

"My boyfriend, Chad."

"You have a boyfriend? How come I’ve never seen him?"

"We, unfortunately, don’t have much time together-and, I’m sure you understand, when we do, we’d rather be alone."

"I’ll buy that," Freya laughed. "So, he’s starting what?"

"He’s starting at quarterback Saturday for Boston College. He’s only a freshman, but their quarterbacks are riddled with injuries. He’s, like, the only one left, so he’s starting Saturday against Syracuse. He’s all excited. He’s trying to get tickets for me now."

Freya goggled at her. "You’re going out with a jock?"

"Yeah," Kate laughed. "Strange, isn’t it? We’ve been going out for almost a year."

"Jeez, I’d like to meet him. It’s just strange he’s never been here."

"Well, it’s easier for me to go there," Kate pointed out, "because he’s busy with football right now." Kate’s face unfolded into a wide grin. "Besides which, his roommate has been his best friend since freshman year in high school and knows and likes me-so he’s real good about getting out of the room."

"Ah," Freya laughed. "So, you’re doing him."

"Yup," Kate admitted happily.

"How is he?"

"Oh. My. God." Both girls cracked up laughing. "He’s not your typical self-absorbed BMOC-type quarterback, you have to understand. He’s very attentive to my needs."

"Ah," Freya laughed. "And are you attentive to his needs?"

"You wanna know a secret?" Kate asked. Freya nodded. "I’m a complete animal in bed." Freya looked at her, and then cracked up laughing. "He likes it," Kate continued, "a whole lot."

"I’ll just bet he does," Freya grinned. "Still, the art school geek and the jock. It’s amusing."

"To us, too, actually," Kate admitted. "Hey, I love sports, anyhow."

"Do you?" Freya asked. "Honestly, the only sport I like is figure skating."

"Really?" Kate grinned. "Damn, if I had known that, I’d have told you who my stepsister is." Freya looked at her, waiting. "Sophia Daniels Kelleher."

"You’re kidding!" Freya gasped.

"Nope. Sophie’s mom married my dad a few years ago. Sophie and Warren lived at the house the whole past year." Kate walked over to her shelving and pulled out a photo album. "See? I was even a bridesmaid at the wedding."

"You have to let me meet them! I adore their skating!" Freya said excitedly.

"Sure. When they get back for Christmas, sure," Kate agreed.

Chad came through with four tickets to the game. Freya eagerly went. Two other girls from their floor, Shelly and Alicia, decided to go along.

"I don’t know why I’m going," Alicia said. "I’m not much for football."

"You’re going because you’re my friend, I love football," Shelly proclaimed. Shelly was a short-haired muscular lesbian.

"You liking football, that’s such a cliche," Alicia teased.

"And you’re such a breeder," Shelly teased back.

"Breeders can like football, too," Kate pointed out. "More to the point, we can like football players."

"There is that," Freya agreed.

"True," Shelly agreed.

"And you can check out the cheerleaders," Alicia teased.

"I’ll be checking out the game," Shelly pointed out. "Like I said, I like football." They had found the very good seats that Chad had provided for them. "Hey, Kate. Nice seats."

"Good to have connections," Kate grinned.

"Connections?"

"Yeah." Shelly and Alicia didn’t know about Chad. Kate spotted him warming up, fairly close by, and yelled out, "Hey, number five! Nice ass!" Chad turned around, spotted her, grinned, and waved.

"You know that guy?" Shelly asked.

"That’s Chad Kozak. He’s starting at quarterback today. It’s his first start, he’s just a freshman," Kate told Shelly. Then she grinned. "We’ve been going out for almost a year."

"Really?" Alicia asked. "A jock?"

"That’s what I said," Freya laughed.

Shortly after that, the game started. Alicia and Freya were busy checking out "the tight end’s tight end," but Shelly was pleased to find out that Kate knew football quite well.

"You a football nut because your guy plays it?" Shelly asked her.

"Nope. Long before that. In fact, at the first team party Chad took me to last year, I shocked the whole team with my acumen."

"Good for you," Shelly grinned.

Chad did well in his first game as a starter, especially after the coaches put his favorite receiver, Butch, into the game. BC won in a close one.

Alicia and Shelly headed back to Mass Art after the game, but Freya decided to hang out with Kate, who was waiting for Chad. Shortly he emerged, Butch in tow. Kate stood up and greeted him with a long kiss.

"Oh, Jesus. Here we go again," Butch teased.

"Shaddap," Chad grinned, then kissed Kate again.

"Nice game, hotshot," Kate told him after they broke the kiss. "You, too," she grinned at Butch. "Guys, this is my roommate Freya. This is Chad, and that’s his best friend Butch."

They chatted for a bit, then all decided to go to dinner together.

Towards the end of the dinner, Freya and Kate went to the ladies’ room.

"Look," Freya told her, "Butch just invited me to go to a party with him. I’m not going to want to trudge back to Mass Art if I’m half in the bag. So, why don’t you take Chad back to our room? Butch says I can crash in Chad’s bed tonight. Butch is telling Chad the same thing right now."

"Hmm, you have it all worked out," Kate grinned.

"Yeah. I like Butch. It’ll be fun." She leered at Kate. "And you’ll have Chad all to yourself all night."

"That’s always a good thing," Kate grinned.

This was Chad’s first trip to Kate’s dorm. They both knew it was going to be weird-and they were right. Every single eye was on them as they walked through the Mass Art campus. Clean-cut muscular jock types like Chad were pretty rare there.

When they got to her dorm, they were almost laughing. When they got into her room, they did laugh. "Man, are you going to be fending off the questions about me!"

"Yup," Kate agreed.

"Wow, that girl Tori-exactly how many piercings does she have?"

"Oh, you don’t know the half of it," Kate grinned. "Both nipples and her clit."

"Her clit?"

"Well, the hood, actually."

"That must have hurt like hell."

"She says it did-but she also says it’s the greatest thing ever. She says all she has to do now is wear tight jeans and she gives herself little mini-orgasms all day long."

"Getting ideas, Katie?"

"Nah. I don’t like pain." She walked over to Chad and wrapped her arms around his shoulders, grinning at him. "Besides which, I’m not much for little mini-orgasms. I like big fat huge orgasms."

"Oh, really?"

"Really. Know where I can get one of those?"

"I have a idea." He reached down and grabbed her shirt, and pulled it over her head. Then he went to undo the bra.

"Good idea," she grinned, and started working on his shirt. In short order they were both naked. Giggling, Kate grabbed Chad’s dick and pulled him towards her bed.

They landed on the bed and wrapped their arms around each other, kissing deeply. They rubbed their naked bodies up against one another, sighing deeply into their kiss. Chad’s hand slipped down to her breast and he lightly fondled it.

He kissed down her neck and then moved to her erect nipple, lightly sucking and nibbling on it. His hand moved between her legs. "YESSSSS!" she hissed as he slipped a finger deep into her pussy. He moved his other hand down and fondled her clit while he moved his fingers in and out of her. She started moaning and bucking back at his hand. After a few minutes, she found herself getting close.

"Oh, God, Chad, fuck me!" she demanded.

He happily obliged. It just took two long strokes of his cock into her, and Kate went into orbit with her first orgasm. She clenched and bucked beneath him, letting out a nice loud yelp. Chad stroked through it and smiled inwardly to himself at his girlfriend’s unbridled enthusiasm about sex.

"Oh, MAN! FUCK ME! FUCK ME!" Kate howled, still riding the waves of her climax. Chad drove into her, as she howled every time he hit bottom. She slammed her hips upward to meet him on every downstroke. She screamed her second climax, and Chad went right with her.

They collapsed in a heap on her bed. "Oh, God, I love you," Kate gasped.

"I love you, too," Chad replied. Then he looked at her with a little grin. "You know, we’re never going to be the king and queen of foreplay."

Kate giggled. "Well, that’s because we don’t have enough time together. I’m too pent up by the time I get you in bed."

"True," Chad laughed. "But just think, honey-for a change, we’ve got each other all night."

"Yes, but, there’s a problem. You completely wore me out!"

The both laughed at that. Then they chatted and cuddled for a while before they fell asleep in each other’s arms.

Kate woke the next morning with the sensation of something warm and wet on her pussy. She sleepily opened her eyes, and looked down-to see Chad with his face buried between her legs.

"OH GOD!" she gasped, as her whole body quickly became awake.

Chad looked up at her with a gleam in his eye. "Morning, honey. I told you I was going to get to some foreplay."

"I ain’t complaining!" She rest her head back onto the pillow and enjoyed what Chad was doing to her. "OK, I admit it," she gasped, "I don’t let you do this enough!"

Chad just giggled into her crotch and kept right on licking her pussy. When he was sure she was completely awake, he zeroed in on her clit, causing her hips to rocket off the bed as she moaned. Chad worked her clit with his tongue for a few minutes, until she howled her climax.

As she was coming down, Chad moved up, positioned himself between her legs, and entered her.

After they had finished, they cleaned up, got dressed, and headed out of her room. To Chad’s amusement-and Kate’s embarrassment-they found that every girl that was out in the hall was looking at them in jealous amusement. By the time they got out of the dorm, Kate was sporting a full blush.

"I guess I was loud," she said feebly.

"When aren’t you?" Chad laughed. "My little fuck monkey."

"Fuck monkey?" she laughed. "Why do I actually think I like that?"

They laughed together and walked hand-in-hand. They found a restaurant that Kate liked for some breakfast, then spent the rest of the day wandering Boston.

That night, at supper, Kate was joined by Freya.

"Have a good time last night?" Kate asked her.

"Yeah. I did. And, from what I hear, you had a very good time."

"It’s hard for me to stay quiet," Kate said sheepishly.

"It’s the talk of the floor. Everybody thought you were quiet and unassuming."

"Not in bed," Kate laughed. "The walls in that dorm are too damn thin."

"In the dorm at BC, too, I think." Freya said with a little grin.

"You didn’t!"

"We did," Freya admitted. "And, no, before you ask, I wasn’t drunk. I’d had only a couple. I knew exactly what I was doing. Butch is very nice. And hung!"

"I’ll take your word for that one. I have no desire to roam!"

– end of chapter-

JUGGLING ACT (Chapter 130)

One Friday in mid-October, Jessie had her two later classes cancelled. So, since she was out for the day at 9:00, she figured that would be a good weekend to go to Madison to visit Warren and Sophia.

She got there shortly before 11:00. She found their apartment, and was about to knock on the door when Warren came running up behind her. "Hi, Jess," he said, kissed her on the cheek, and plowed through the door. Jess followed.

Sophia was standing at the door, waiting, Betsy in one hand and her bookbag in the other. "Hi, Honey, she needs to be changed," Sophia said, kissing Warren. "Hi, Jess," she said with another kiss. "Bye, Jess." Then she was gone out the door at breakneck speed.

Warren pulled Betsy into her room, and put her up on the changing table. Jess followed. "So, tell me," Jess said with a giggle, "what was that?"

Warren laughed. "On Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays I have a class that ends at 10:50, and Sophie has one that starts at 11:00. So, I have to run back here, and she has to run to class."

"Why don’t you just put Betsy in day care for those hours?"

"We do that enough. We both have classes at eight and nine. So she’s in day care from eight to ten. Sophie gets her at ten. Plus she’s in the day care when we practice. Except for Sundays-Paul and Caitlin watch her then."

"You guys have an impossible schedule, don’t you?"

"Pretty much," Warren admitted. "Especially when you add in studying, since my classes are impossible this semester. I’m always tired."

"When do you guys have sex?" Jessie teased.

"Sex? What’s that?" Warren asked wryly.

"See, I knew there was a reason for me to come up here. I need to remind you and that wife of yours what sex is."

"Jessie’s horny, Jessie’s horny," Warren teased.

"Jessie’s always horny."

"Be warned, She-Devil. I might just pass out."

They chatted for a while, and played with Betsy. When Sophie got back from class, they got some lunch. Then Warren and Sophie had to practice. Jessie went along and watched Betsy, saving Warren and Sophia another day care trip. After practice, they found a family type restaurant that they could take Betsy to, and had supper.

"I wish we could take you to a party, Jess," Sophie told her. "You really should have some fun while you’re here. But it’s hard to find a sitter for Betsy on a Friday night."

"That’s OK," Jess said.

"Why don’t you just take her out, Pookie?" Warren said. "You guys go have a good time. I’ll stay with Betsy."

"Snugglebear, you’re the best, you know that?"

Sophie and Jessie found a party, and had a good time. When they returned to the apartment at about midnight, they were mildly buzzed but not really drunk.

"Warren?" Sophie said. "Where are you?" She checked their bedroom-no Warren.

"Soph," Jess whispered. "I found him. Check this out." Sophie went to where Jessie was-at the door to Betsy’s room-and peered in.

"Awwww," Sophie said. She looked over to Betsy’s bed-Betsy had been sleeping in a regular bed since they moved to Wisconsin-and saw Warren, fast asleep, on Betsy’s bed. Betsy was also asleep, on Warren’s chest. Warren had his arms wrapped around her.

"How adorable is that?" Jessie asked.

"He really is the best Daddy ever," Sophia said.

"Should we wake them?" Jess asked.

"Nah. Poor Warren’s exhausted. This schedule is killing him." Sophia got a gleam in her eye. "You can keep me company in bed tonight instead."

"Don’t mind if I do!"

They went into Sophie and Warren’s bedroom and sat on the bed. Jessie leaned in and kissed Sophie, which gradually led to a full-blown makeout session. Jessie and Sophie’s tongues darted in and out of each other’s mouths, as their arms wrapped around one another. They kissed for a while, then Jessie broke the kiss and reached for Sophie’s shirt. Sophie laughed and helped Jess get her shirt off. Then she reached for Jess’s shirt. The pants came next, then the underwear. Now completely naked, they resumed their kissing, their hands roaming all over one another.

Jessie gasped as Sophie slipped a finger into her already-wet pussy. "Oh, God, I missed you," she moaned."

"Missed you, too, Jess."

Jessie lowered herself to Sophie’s breast and started sucking on her nipple as Sophie continued fondling Jessie’s pussy. Jessie was surprised to taste a bit of milk in her mouth.

"I thought you weaned Betsy?"

"I did, about a month ago. I still get a little coming out sometimes, though." Sophie grinned. "Especially with stimulation."

"Oh, goody, then I better keep stimulating!" Sophie laughed at that, as Jessie went back to the tittie. Jessie sucked on Sophie for a while, getting some milk out, then started kissing down her stomach. "Well, Hello Kitty," Jessie joked as she moved in between Sophie’s legs. She dove right in.

"Oh GOD Jess!"

Jess sucked and licked at Sophie’s pussy while Sophie moaned and writhed beneath her. After a few minutes, they heard a voice at the bedroom door.

"You could’ve woken me up, you know."

"You looked so sweet all curled up with Betsy like that, we didn’t have the heart to wake you," Sophie told him.

"But now that you are awake," Jessie grinned, "get your ass over here and fuck me while I eat out your wife."

"Sounds good to me," Warren laughed. He quickly stripped off his clothes and moved in behind Jess. Jess lifted her ass off the bed to give Warren room, and he slid into her from behind.

"MMMMFFFFFFF!!!" Jess moaned into Sophie’s pussy. Warren started a steady rhythm, stroking into her, and hearing her muffled moan every time he did. Sophie, for her part, was yelping every time Warren bottomed out.

"Oh, God," she moaned, "you’re forcing her face into my pussy!"

Warren just grinned and went at Jess harder. The twin moans and yelps from the two young women filled the room. Then Jess took Sophie’s clit in between her lips and sucked on it. The movement of Jessie’s body being ravaged by Warren’s cock increased the tension of her lips on Sophie’s clit.

"OH SHIT OH SHIT OH GOD JESSIE!" Sophie howled. "AAYYYYYIIIIIIIIEEEEEE!" She came, spectacularly. Jessie looked up from her crotch and grinned for a moment, then she started moaning deeply as her own climax overtook her.

Warren felt Jessie cum beneath him, but he was still going. So he pulled out, ignoring Jessie’s moan. He good-naturedly nudged her out of the way, then crawled up the bed-and plunged into Sophia.

"JESUS!" Sophia hissed as Warren hit bottom.

"Damn. You stud," Jessie joked.

"UH-HUH!" Sophie agreed loudly. "Oh fuck." She turned her head, and groped. "Jess! Get your ass over here!" Jess crawled over to her. "Sit!"

Jessie laughed, and crouched over Sophie’s face, then lowered herself down. "Yes!" she shouted as Sophia’s tongue flicked up and down her labia.

"Good, that’ll muffle her screams," Warren joked.

"Not hardly!" Sophie shouted, clear as day, from underneath Jessie. And she was right, her screams were a wee bit softer than usual, but were still plainly heard. Not that anybody minded. In fact, Jess delightedly proclaimed, "Every time she yells, it vibrates my whole pussy!"

All three came, very close together, then sprawled onto the bed in a contented, sleeping heap.

Sophie and Warren had practice the next morning. Jessie agreed to go along, and keep Betsy so they’d save another bit of day care.

They had just gotten started. Jessie was happily goo-gooing at Betsy. Suddenly, she sensed someone sitting next to her. She looked over. It was a good looking guy, about her age.

"I’ve never seen you around before. Are you a new member of the Kelleher Fan Club?" he asked with a smile.

Jessie laughed. "Nope, I’m the oldest member of the Kelleher Fan Club. I’m Jessie, Sophie’s best friend. I go to school in Milwaukee, I came up to visit for the weekend."

"Ah. Nice to meet you, Jessie, I’m Ryan-Ryan Killen."

"Ah. You’re the one that skates with The Snot, right?"

Ryan cracked up laughing. "The Snot?"

"That’s what Sophie calls your partner."

"I suppose that’s apt. Yes, I skate with Courtney Rogers."

"What, are you here spying on Warren and Sophie?"

"Nah. We practice before them, so sometimes I stick around. I just enjoy watching them skate. I’m not Courtney-I’ve been a fan of Warren and Sophie’s since they first competed at Nationals."

"Do they know you watch?"

"Yeah," Ryan said. "They don’t mind. I’ve assured them I’m not trying to cheat or steal anything or any of that. If it were Courtney, it might be different. But I’m not Courtney."

"If you’re that different-how can you stand her?" Jessie asked.

"Well, you know-she’s a great skater."

"Ah. So this is all about skating?"

"From my end it is," Ryan said.

"There’s a story in there," Jessie said, eyebrows raised.

"Well, I think it’s more to Courtney." He leaned in towards her. "Keep this under your hat. We’ve been lovers for a number of years. She was all of 13 the first time. I was 16."

"WHAT? Sophia told me she was all Christian and moral and shit."

"All an act." Ryan sighed. "Jessie, please don’t say a word to anyone. Warren and Sophie have an inkling, I know, but nobody else does. When Sophie got pregnant, we were still in Juniors but knew we’d be moving up. Courtney had this grand idea to position herself as the Anti-Sophia in the press. Actually, it was her mother’s idea. You think Courtney is bad? You ain’t seen nothing. Anyhow, it’s all an act."

"You love her?"

"Not hardly," Ryan snorted. "I give in because I don’t want to lose the skating partnership. I think I felt something at first, but not anymore."

Jessie looked at him in amazement. "She’s blackmailing you into sleeping with her?"

"More or less."

"Jesus. Skating must be real important to you."

"Yeah."

Skate America was the first competition of the season for Warren and Sophia. It was a short trip for them, just down to Chicago, at the end of October. They were glad to see Crash-and surprised to see Warren’s sister Kristin, who had come as Tom Bellamy’s guest.

The first order of business for them, at the opening ceremonies, was accepting the Brian Wright Memorial Trophy. It was presented to them by the USFSA president, Curtis Ingalls. Afterwards, he told them, "God knows I have other issues with the two of you-but this, you deserved." They were surprised, and thanked him.

The skating part was easy. None of their upper-level competition was at Skate America, so they breezed to an easy victory. Evan and Shawna were second, and a Hungarian team that had been ninth in the world last year were third.

For their exhibition, they didn’t premiere the one that the Sports Illustrated article had talked about them working on, "At My Most Beautiful." They were still working on that one, and saving it for later in the season.

They had worked out another one. Sophia had taken a picture of her wedding dress to their costume designer, and said, "Make me something that looks as close to that as you can get, but that I can skate in." The designer had done a marvelous job. The bodice and sleeves were an exact copy of Sophia’s wedding dress, though the skirt was more in keeping with a skating dress than a wedding dress. Sophie completed the ensemble by wearing the actual headpiece from her wedding outfit. Warren, of course, wore a tux. The crowd applauded and whistled when they saw the outfits. Then, when the music started, they all laughed. It was Nick Lowe’s "I Knew The Bride (When She Used To Rock and Roll)." It was a fun and lighthearted program that Sophie and Warren loved doing, and that the audience really appreciated.

The next week was Skate Canada, held this year in Vancouver. Their only competition there were the world Silver Medallists, the British team of Brenneman and Watts. It was a close competition, but they won it as well. They gave another audience "I Knew The Bride."

Their two victories had gotten them into the Grand Prix final, which would be about a month and a half later in Toronto.

But, between now and then, they had another half semester of school, and then finals, to worry about. And things were not going well. Sophie was keeping up all right, but there were too many mornings that she had gotten up and found Warren passed out in a chair at the kitchen table, surrounded by books and study materials. He really had a brutal schedule this semester.

It was a few weeks after Skate Canada-the week before Thanksgiving, in fact-when Sophie came out of the bedroom late on a Thursday night and found Warren, again, passed out asleep at the kitchen table.

"Poor guy. He’s going to wreck his back with this. I need to wake him up and get him into the bed." She tried shaking him, but he just grumbled and kept sleeping. Then Sophie got an idea.

She grinned wickedly and crawled under the kitchen table. She pushed his chair out enough to give her some headroom, and undid his pants. Fishing in his boxers, she found his dick. It was completely soft. Well, we have to fix that, she thought.

She worked his dick with her fingers a bit, until it started to wake up just a little. Then she slurped it up with her mouth. She sucked on it hard, satisfied with its rapid swelling. When it reached full erection, she really went to work on it.

And nobody could sleep through that. Warren, head still on the table, sleepily opened his eyes, rapidly becoming aware of an insistent warm, wet tugging on his dick. "God!" he gasped, suddenly fully awake. He looked down and saw Sophie curled up under the table, her head in his lap, her mouth swallowing his dick.

She noticed he was awake. "Hello, Snugglebear," she purred. "Sit back and relax. And, after I finish, you’re going to get your ass into bed. We’ll have no back problems at Nationals. Got me?"

"Yes, ma’am," he grinned. She grinned back, then went back to work on his dick. She plunged down on the shaft, then slipped back up again. Then she forced her mouth all the way down, feeling the head of Warren’s cock slip into her throat. She held it there for a minute, feeling it pulse and throb all through her mouth and throat, then she slid off and repeated the action. It didn’t take much of that before Warren was pouring his cum into her mouth. She swallowed every drop.

"Wow," Warren gasped.

"Glad you liked it," she grinned. "Now get to bed!"

"Yes, Pookie," he chuckled. They went into the bedroom. She started taking his clothes off. "I’ve been neglecting you," he said.

"Yes, but you’re schedule is insane. I know that. Luckily, Thanksgiving break is coming up. You will be required to do at least one complete thorough job on me on one of those break nights."

"You got it."

"But, now? Sucking you off got me horny. So, tonight? You have to lie back for a few minutes and let me play." She reached down and wrapped her hand around his dick, coaxing it back into erection. Then she stripped off her nightie and panties, and lowered herself onto his erection.

"Ah, that feels so good," Sophie hissed. "Just a quickie, dear, I won’t keep you awake much longer. And you don’t have to do any of the work."

"I love you, you know that?" he said.

"Love you too, Snugglebear." She started sliding up and down his dick. "Ah, so damn good."

"Oh, yeah," Warren agreed. "You can wake me up any time for this."

"Oh, you!" She picked up her pace a little bit. It wasn’t long before she was howling her climax.

"You still not there?" she gasped afterwards.

"After that blowjob? I may last until Christmas."

"You think so, huh?" Sophie grinned. "Just let me get my legs back." She rocked gently on him for a while. Then she suddenly raised up all the way. When she went to settle down again, she leaned back. Warren gasped as he realized that she was lowering her ass down on his dick.

"Lube?" he asked.

"Honey, your lovely friend there is sopping with my juices," Sophia giggled. "It’s not going to be a problem." She was right. Once she got the head past her tight sphincter, she slid right down on it. "Oh JESUS!" she moaned.

"God, Soph," Warren gasped. "You’re right, it won’t be long in there."

"What I thought," she grunted. She slid her ass up and down on his dick. She saw in his face that he was getting closer, so, trying to keep up, she hissed, "play with my pussy!" Warren was happy to oblige, and reached his hand up in between her legs. His fingers found her opening, and he slid two in. His other hand came up and went right for her clit.

"DAMN!" Sophie shouted, and immediately began approaching her climax. Warren did his best to keep his hands on her pussy as she banged her ass up and down on him. He did fine, as she quickly went over the edge. The clamping of her ass on his dick returned the favor.

"Told you I’d take care of you," Sophie said dreamily as she slumped on the bed next to him.

"Yes, you did. Twice, in fact." He smiled at her. "You’re into anal lately."

"I know. It’s so nasty. And it makes me cum so hard. Probably because it is so nasty. I don’t want to be an old boring married fart yet."

"Pookie, when we’re seventy and been married fifty years, you still won’t be an old boring married fart."

"Oh, Snugglebear, you say the sweetest things!" She kissed him. "Now. Sleep. In this bed! You’re overtired and you’re pushing yourself beyond your limits."

"After that performance, sweetie, I’ll sleep like a baby."

"You make sure of it, love."

Luckily, the Grand Prix final wasn’t until after finals at school. It was the end of a crazy semester, but they had four weeks of Christmas break to look forward to. And next semester, while difficult-especially with Nationals and Worlds in the middle-wouldn’t be as brutal for Warren as this one had.

"You know my sister Kris wants to be a doctor also, right?" Warren asked Sophie on the plane to Toronto. "Well, remind me to tell her not to take Embryology, Genetics, and Calculus in the same semester!"

They got into Toronto, practiced, and saw old friends. Then it was time to compete. The other medallists from last years’ Worlds were there, the Brits and the young Russian couple of Kuznetsova and Vasilyevskiy. The French team of Borisina and Dravouche had also made it to the finals. Although the Hungarian team of Krasvalyi and Szubacsko had finished third at Skate America, they had won another of the events which was enough to get them here. The final spot went to the Ukrainians, Yurchenko and Ushuziyets, who had just beaten out Shawna and Evan and the Irish team.

With two free dances still being performed at the Grand Prix final, only one of the two Original Dances was done. The one chosen was the Bossa Nova. Warren and Sophia did their Austin Powers routine.

The judging was all over the place. All six nations represented in the competitors had judges on the panel, along with Canada, Finland, and Austria. Warren and Sophia managed to come out of the original dance in second, behind the Brits.

The first free dance was this year’s free dance, and that’s where the judging really got jumbled. Brenneman and Watts got hammered-from first in the OD to last in the first free dance. The French, Borisina and Dravouche, came up with a free dance that was proclaimed the best of their career, and they finished second. Warren and Sophia won, but it wasn’t easy. A couple judges had them down in fourth, and one had them sixth-that is, dead last.

However, because of some of the scrambling, they went into the second free dance with a commanding lead, knowing that if they finished first or second in the second free dance, they’d win the competition. And they were using "Riverdance" as their second free dance.

They won the second free dance, and the title. The Russians were second and the Ukranains third. But they lost a few ordinals in this free dance as well, and weren’t confident.

"Once the Judging Mafia gets their ducks in a row, we’re toast at Worlds," Sophia declared. "This was a test run. They know who they have to work with."

"Yup," Warren agreed.

KRISTIN DISCOVERS (Chapter 131)

After Warren’s wedding, Kristin didn’t see Tom for almost a month. But, a few days before Labor Day weekend, during one of their three-times-a-week phone conversations, Tom asked if he could come up for Labor Day weekend. Kristin was thrilled.

She volunteered to help find a hotel for Tom to stay at. After they got off the phone, she went down and asked her mother’s advice.

"Why get a hotel?" Peg asked. "Tom can stay here, honey."

Kristin looked at her in amazement. "You’re going to let him stay here?"

Peg laughed. "He was already here for a week, wasn’t he? And you guys started going out then, didn’t you?"

"Yeah, but now he’s coming here just to see me. I’m just surprised. Happy, mind you, but surprised," Kristin laughed. "If he doesn’t have to pay for hotels, he might come up more often."

"Good," Peg smiled at her. "Look, Kris. You guys haven’t, you know, done anything?"

"God, No!" Kristin burst out. "Just kiss."

"Well, then."

"But, you know," Kristin faltered, "I mean, what if, you know, I mean…"

"What if it gets more serious than that?" Peg asked with a smile. Kristin nodded, blushing. "Well, if he was in a hotel room, you’d just go over there, so what difference does it make? Look, Kris, you’re responsible and smart. And, don’t forget, when your brothers were your age, they were well into their sex lives."

"But they’re boys."

"Since when am I sexist?" Peg laughed. "Girls have the same urges that boys do. I know that."

"MOM!"

"Well, it’s true. Anyhow, the only difference is that girls have to be more careful. But you know that."

"Yes, well…"

"Kris. You might want to think about going on the pill."

Kristin gasped. "But, Mom, I mean-we haven’t-I don’t know…"

"Better safe than sorry."

"OK. Well, I’ll think about it."

Kristin went back upstairs, shaking her head. What a strange conversation that was, she thought. She knew her mother was open, but still. She and Tom hadn’t gotten anywhere near any of that!

Ah, well-she was glad Mom was going to let Tom stay here, however. She happily called him and shared the good news.

He came up for the whole Labor Day weekend, and once more later on in September. He and Kristin really got along well. She felt more comfortable with him than she did outside of anyone besides family and her one best friend Marie. She’d never felt like this around a guy before. The time in between visits was taken up with frequent phone calls and even more frequent IM sessions.

Early in October, she got a surprise. Tom was coming up again for the weekend. The night before, he called and told her that he didn’t have practice Friday, as his coach had another commitment. "So, I can come up early. How about I pick you up at school?" Kristin happily agreed, and gave him directions to Wilkins Academy.

That Friday, Kristin found herself waiting for Tom out in front of her school, surrounded by a bunch of other students. Kristin wasn’t social at all. She kept to herself-except for her aforementioned best friend Marie-and her fellow students didn’t know much about her. They were surprised to see her here in front of school.

"Kristin Kelleher? What are you doing here?" one of them asked.

"Waiting for a ride," she said softly.

"You’re not usually here."

"I usually go home with my mother." The group of girls looked at her blankly. "Mrs. Kelleher, the senior English teacher."

"Oh," one of the girls said, "she couldn’t drive you today?"

"No, it’s not that." They all looked at her. What the hell, she thought, and took a deep breath. "My boyfriend is picking me up."

" You have a boyfriend?" one of them asked.

"Yeah," she smiled. "And he lives in New York, so we only see each other like every other weekend. He usually can’t get here until around seven or eight on a Friday night, but he got to leave early today, so he’s picking me up here."

"How’d you get a boyfriend that lives in New York?" another asked.

"Well, he came up here last July to work with my brother. And he stayed at my house for the week. We got to know each other then."

"What do you mean, work with your brother?"

"Choreography."

"What are you talking about?"

"None of you knows who my brother is?" she asked. They all looked at her blankly. She wasn’t surprised, she never talked about this. She was kind of surprised she was talking about it now. "Are any of you figure skating fans?" A few of them nodded yes. "What’s my last name?" she said with a smile.

One of them picked up on it. " Warren Kelleher?!?!?"

"Yup, Warren’s my big brother. Sophie’s my sister-in-law. And they choreographed my boyfriend’s long program. That’s how I met him."

"Evan Pogdar?" one of them guessed.

Kristin cracked up laughing. "I’m not Evan’s type." They looked at her. "I’m a girl," she giggled. "Evan’s gay. Plus, Warren and Sophie don’t choreograph for other dance teams. Competitors, and all that."

"Brett Tomlinson?" another asked.

"Nah. Warren did do their choreography. But Brett’s in love with his partner, Andrea." She giggled. " He just hasn’t figured that out yet. Anyone that spends seven seconds with them has, though."

"All right, who?"

Kristin smiled. "Tom Bellamy." And found she was enjoying this-especially at the gasps and murmurs that went through the skating fans in the group.

"Tom Bellamy is a hunk!" one of them said.

"That he is," Kristin agreed.

"I don’t believe you."

"You don’t have to believe me. Here he comes." She pointed as she saw his car drive into the lot.

He pulled through the lot and parked in front of the waiting area. He jumped out of the car and walked over to Kristin, pulling her into a kiss. Kristin happily kissed back. Then he opened the passenger side door and let her in. As he walked around the car to get back in himself, she looked at the dumbstruck faces of her fellow students and grinned.

"What was that about?" he asked as they pulled away.

"Showing you off," she laughed. Surprised-he knew how shy she was-he laughed right along with her.

Tom had spent the whole drive up from New York laughing at himself. When Terri, his coach, had told him that there would be no practice on Friday, he couldn’t get to Boston fast enough. And only three or four months ago, he just would’ve shown up to practice by himself anyway!

Tom had been skating-focused for quite some time. Oh, he had other interests-though he hadn’t been in a school building for some time, he was smart. He read a lot, and about a lot of different things. Plus there was his piano-playing. But one of those interests was never really girls.

Because he was a skater, he knew a lot of teenaged girls-and he found them mostly silly, shallow, and flighty. Now, he had a prominent silly side-but he wasn’t shallow or flighty. Leaving home at 13 to pursue a skating career tended to make a person more focused than that. And the attitude of the girls he knew just drove him nuts. So, he figured girls were pretty much a non-issue until he-and, more importantly, they-got older.

And then he met Kristin. Shallow? Flighty? Not even a little bit. She was sweet and kind, very smart, and incredibly mature in a lot of ways. Plus, they had a lot in common. He was so smitten even he could barely believe it.

Of course, one of the ways she wasn’t all that mature was in relationships. Then again, neither was he. It was kind of the blind leading the blind. He was determined to take it slow and easy.

She’d been having similar feelings lately. She’d not been impressed with the teenaged boys she’d come in contact with, for a lot of the same reasons. They were shallow and obsessed with ‘appearances’ and being macho. Now, she knew that guys that weren’t like that did exist, but she also knew they were rare. Kristin had a standard-and that standard was easy to identify. It was her big brother Warren, who she’d been hero-worshiping since she was 5. And she saw the whole Warren-Sophia relationship unfold, and knew how Warren had treated Sophie even when they were still in high school. That’s how she wanted to be treated. So, Warren was her standard, even as she knew he was a rare bird.

Tom, to her shock, met the standard.

The only thing that worried both of them, just a bit, was Kristin’s shyness. Tom wasn’t shy, he was rather social, and he worried that Kristin might freeze up if he had her in a social situation. Kristin knew this, and worried herself.

This is why Kristin was glad that she had done what she did that day after school. She found she liked showing Tom off. And she found it easier to talk to the girls, because of him.

They went out for supper and a movie that Friday night. Saturday, when they woke up, Kristin shocked Tom.

"Hey, how about we go to a football game today? Wilkins has a big game."

"You want to go there?" Tom asked.

"Yeah," Kris admitted.

"You do like showing me off!"

"Well, a little," Kris grinned. "Plus, I always keep you cooped up in the house on Saturday afternoons when you’re here. And I want you to meet Marie, my best friend."

"I’d love to go."

When they arrived at the stadium and found Marie, Marie was shocked.

"Kristin Kelleher! You came to a football game? I do believe I’m gonna faint!"

"Yes, I came to a football game."

"Unbelievable. What’s with the hunk?" she asked, looking at Tom.

Kristin broke up laughing. "Marie, this is Tom. Tom, Marie."

"Nice to meet you," Marie grinned. "So, this is the famous Tom? You didn’t tell me he was gorgeous."

"If you watched more figure skating, you’d have figured it out on your own," Kristin teased.

"Yeah, yeah. Not my thing," Marie said. "No offense," she told Tom.

"None taken," Tom grinned.

A bunch of other students had filed into the stands. Most of them knew Marie, and were busy greeting her. They knew who Kristin was, but didn’t really know her. Kristin looked around and felt a little lost.

"Relax," Tom said, squeezing her hand. She smiled gratefully at him.

Just then Allison Ventrie showed up. She was Marie’s other best friend, but she got on Kristin’s nerves. "Hey, Marie," she said. Then she looked over. "Kristin Kelleher? You actually came out of your room to attend a school event? Catch me, Marie, I may just faint."

"Be nice," Marie admonished.

"Well, I’m just shocked," Allison continued, standing next to Kristin. "It’s not every day you see the school hermit at a football game." Just then she spotted Tom. Allison was a skating fan. "Aren’t you Tom Bellamy, the skater?"

"Guilty as charged," Tom grinned.

"What the hell are you doing here at a football game in Massachusetts?"

Tom laughed. "It seemed like a cool thing to do on a Saturday afternoon. I live in New York, so when I come to see Kris, I come for the whole weekend. So, we needed something to do, so here we are. I like football anyhow."

"This is Allison, by the way," Kris told him. "And, Allison, you obviously know who my boyfriend is, so I don’t have to introduce him."

Allison blinked rapidly. " Boyfriend?"

"Yeah," Kris said. "We’ve been going out since July."

"Her brother choreographed my long program this year," Tom told him. Allison nodded-she did know that Warren Kelleher was Kristin’s brother. "So, I stayed at her house for the week." He grinned at Kristin. "And sparks flew." Kristin giggled.

"He drives up from New York a couple times a month to see me," Kristin told her.

Allison just shook her head. "Unbelievable." She went over and sat next to Marie. "I think you and I need to start acting like wallflowers," she said to Marie. "Maybe we can get a hunk like that to ask us out!"

Kristin, having heard what Allison said, just giggled.

The rest of the game was fine, Kristin even got into it. She didn’t know a lot about football, but Tom and Marie explained the stuff she didn’t get. She ended up having a good time, and even got along reasonably well with Allison.

Driving to get some supper afterwards, Tom said to Kristin, "What happened to you?"

"What do you mean?"

"You seem, I don’t know, like you’re loosening up. Is this the same girl who went into an absolute panic when I caught her playing piano?"

Kristin smiled, and then said, very softly, "You help my confidence."

"Good!" Tom exclaimed.

After eating, they were back at her house, chatting with her parents. The talk turned to skating-and to Skate America, which was only a few weeks away. They were talking about it, and then Tom had a brainstorm.

"Hey, you should come!" he said to Kristin.

"Huh?"

"You should come. To Skate America. I’d love to have you there. And you’ll get to see Sophie and Warren, they’ll be there. It’ll be great." He turned to her parents. "She’d have to miss a couple days of school, though, I skate on Thursday and Friday, then the exhibition on Sunday."

"That’s fine," Peg said, "her schoolwork is exemplary, she can afford to miss a couple days. I’m used to this with Warren."

"I’ll get you a flight, and a hotel room. What do you say?"

"I’d like that," Kristin said.

"Great! Let’s go up on your computer, I’ll see if I can book the arrangements." They went up, and quickly found Kristin a flight to Chicago Wednesday evening. "I’ll already be there," Tom told her, "so I can get you at the airport." Then they went to book a hotel. That was harder.

"Damn, the one where I’m going to be staying is full. I can get you in this one, but it’s not close."

"Crap. I really want to go," Kris sighed. "Well, if I have to be booked into this one, then that’s OK."

"I don’t know. Getting you back and forth to the arena isn’t going to be easy."

Kristin asked him, "Do you know what kind of room you have?"

"It’s a suite. Only one bedroom, thought. Two beds in it, but only one bedroom."

Kristin thought for a minute, then, very softly, said, "Are you sharing your room with anyone?"

"Huh?" Tom said, stunned.

"Well," Kris said haltingly, "if you’re not sharing your room with anyone, I could, you know, stay there."

"You’d do that?"

"Um, well, yeah."

"No, I’m not sharing my room with anyone."

"Then that’s settled," Kristin smiled.

Amazing, thought Tom

A little less than three weeks later, Kristin stepped off the plane in Chicago. Tom met her with a hug and a kiss, then gave her a worried look.

"We have a problem," Tom said, then took a breath. "The room only has one bed. They screwed up. I tried to change it, or get you in your own room-no dice. It’s a suite, though, and there’s a couch in the other room, so I can sleep there."

"No way," Kristin declared. "You have to skate. No way are you sleeping on a couch. How big is the bed?"

"Well, huge. It’s a king."

"Then we can both fit," Kristin said. Tom was completely stunned. "It’s OK," she smiled, "I trust you."

They got Kristin’s bags and headed towards the car Tom had rented. Tom’s head was reeling. Kris was going to sleep in the same bed? She trusted him that much? He wasn’t sure if he trusted himself that much!

After a late supper, they headed towards the room. They took turns in the bathroom changing into bedclothes. Then they went to bed.

It was very awkward. Neither was used to sleeping in an occupied bed, and Tom was rather hesitant to touch Kris at all. So, he tried to huddle on his side of the bed. Kris, however, backed right into him. Twice.

"I’m sorry, I think I’m being sucked into the middle of the bed," Kris giggled.

"It’s OK. I’m not fond of the edge either."

"Good," Kris said, and let her back snuggle into Tom’s chest. Tom blinked, then went for broke-he slipped his arm around her waist. She sighed, "That feels nice," and closed her eyes. Tom, amazed, didn’t think he’d be able to sleep all that well. He was wrong. They were both asleep in minutes, utterly comfortable.

The next day was the short program for the men. Tom skated very well, and ended the evening in second place, behind only the defending World silver medallist, Yakashi Kitaro of Japan.

It was the next morning that everything changed.

They had settled into bed that night spooned and cuddling, the awkwardness gone. But something had happened during the night. When Kristin awoke in the morning, she felt strange. It took her a moment to realize why. During the night, Tom’s hand had migrated-and was now wrapped around Kristin’s breast.

Kris gasped. The warm tingling coming from her breast was thrilling. She felt a throb building in the pit of her stomach, and a warm rush gathering between her legs. Her nipple was as hard as a rock, pushing at Tom’s hand through her nightie.

Just then, Tom woke up.

He didn’t realize that Kristin was awake. He did realize, after a minute, just where his hand was. Hissing out an "Oh shit!" he quickly pulled his hand off Kristin’s breast and put it back around her waist.

Kristin’s eyes opened. "Tom?" she said.

"Sorry," Tom replied sheepishly.

"For what?" she said. And then she grabbed Tom’s hand, pulled it off her waist, and placed it back on her boob. For good measure, she pushed on the back of it for a minute, driving it back into her boob. Then she sighed contentedly.

"Kris?" Tom asked, flabbergasted.

"Oh God Tom, don’t stop!" she hissed.

Tom was incredulous. What happened to the shy, demure virgin he was dating? He couldn’t believe it. But he didn’t stop. Now awake, he massaged her boob with great gusto.

"Oh, Tom, that feels so good!" Kristin enthused. "If I had known it was going to feel this good…"

Emboldened, he took his other hand and gathered her hair with it. He pulled it back, giving himself a clear avenue, and started kissing and nuzzling her neck, and sucking on her earlobe, as he fondled her boob.

"Oh my!" she groaned. Then, suddenly, she said. "Stop! Wait!" Tom withdrew his hands, figuring she had had enough.

He was wrong. She sat up, and started unbuttoning her flannel nightie, fingers trembling just a bit. Before Tom knew it, she was pulling the nightie over her head. And there she sat, in all her glory, wearing nothing but panties, blushing furiously.

"You’re so beautiful," Tom whispered.

Kristin smiled-blushing deeper-then settled herself back to where she was, spooning into him. His hand came back up to her now-bare breast. He cupped it with his hand, fondling it, and dove his lips back into her neck. She sighed happily, then moaned.

"What happened to you?" Tom whispered in her ear.

"I’m so turned on!" she admitted with a giggle.

"Kris, what do you want to do?" Tom asked.

"Oh! Well, I mean, I don’t think…I’m not ready…I mean…" she sputtered, blushing.

"You don’t think we’re ready to make love. That’s fine."

"It is?"

"Kris, when it happens, it’ll be my first time, too."

"It WILL?"

"Uh-huh. I’ve fooled around some, but I’m still a virgin." He kissed her neck again. "So you don’t want to make love, but you’re horny out of your mind."

"Yes," she gasped, his hand still working her boob.

"I can help you," he said. "Take off your panties."

Kris gasped, and gulped-and then took off her panties. Tom’s hand quickly moved down from her boob to between her legs. She spread them slightly to give him access, then gasped as his finger lightly traced her pussy. He moved his other hand underneath her, and reached around with it to cup her boob again.

Kristin leaned back into him, breathing heavily. His one hand fondled her boob, while the other one was delicately playing with her pussy. She couldn’t believe how this felt!

Just then, Tom’s finger found her clit. And she just went crazy.

Her hips were bucking. She was moaning and gasping. Tom did all he could to keep his hands in contact with her pussy and boobs as she writhed next to him. He gripped her as tight as he could with the hand that was on her boob, but she was still bouncing all over the bed. Tom was amazed. He wasn’t all that experienced, but he knew enough, and had heard enough, to realize that Kristin was very responsive. Who knew?

Tom was pretty sure that even Kris was surprised.

Just then, Kris blurted out, "Oh God…I mean…I feel…I think I’m gonna…OH GOD!"

"Oh, goody, Kristin’s going to have an orgasm!" Tom whispered in her ear. "Cum for me, Kris." Kristin’s eyes went wide, and she screamed, and came all over his hand.

After she was done, he moved his hands back around her waist, and cuddled her as she tried to regain her breath. "Are you OK?" he whispered after a bit.

"My sweet Jesus. I don’t believe how great that was!"

"Good," Tom said.

"Oh, man." She then turned over so she was facing him. She leaned in and gave him a hellacious kiss. She was still naked, so Tom was definitely reacting. "Oh man," she repeated. "I think I’m in orbit." He just grinned at her. "How are you feeling?" she asked.

"Fine," he said.

"Really?" She pointedly looked down at his sweatpants that he had worn to bed. The tenting effect was clearly apparent. "Now it looks like you are turned on," she giggled.

"Well, what do you expect?" he laughed. "You’re naked, you’re gorgeous, and I just got to watch you have an orgasm."

Kristin giggled, and blushed. She put her hand on his chest, then, slowly and tentatively, started sliding it down. "Can I help you?" she whispered.

"Up to you."

"Do you want me to?"

"Well, yes, but it’s up to you."

She stared at him. "Take off your pants," she whispered. He looked into her eyes. She nodded. He slipped off his sweatpants and underwear. She looked down, and gasped. "I’ve never seen…you know…"

"I know."

"What should I do?"

"Just, whatever you feel like doing." Tom wasn’t quite sure how to handle this situation, not with his limited experience, and what experience he had had was with a girl far more experienced than Kristin… He decided to just play it by ear.

She reached down and lightly gripped his cock in her hand. She looked on, fascinated, as she slid her hand up and down it. "Is this OK?" she asked.

"Wonderful," he smiled.

She smiled back, and continued running her hand up and down his cock. She looked on, pleased, as his eyes clenched shut and his breathing got a little more ragged. "A little faster?" he asked, and Kristin was glad to comply. After a few minutes of that, he howled, "Oh, God Cummming!" and he did just that. Kristin giggled as it covered her hand-and a little landed on her stomach. Still giggling, she looked around and found some tissue to clean herself up with. After she was done, she went back to the bed, and back into his arms.

"Wow," she said softly.

"You can say that again."

"Thank you," she whispered.

"Thank you," he replied. "I didn’t expect this."

"Neither did I. But I’m sure glad it happened!"

Tom skated absolutely light-out that evening, and won. Defeating the World Silver Medallist was quite a coup. When they returned to bed, that evening and the next, they continued exploring each other’s bodies. They watched Warren and Sophie and Liz Cushman win on Saturday, and Kris enjoyed the exhibitions on Sunday.

She flew back to Boston Sunday evening, and was picked up by her mother.

"Mom?" she said tentatively as they drove away from Logan Airport, "there was something you wanted to talk to me about a couple months ago. I brushed you off, said it wasn’t needed. I think I’d like to discuss it again."

"What are you talking about?" Peg asked.

"Well, I think that I might like to go on the pill," Kristin admitted.

"Really? Did something happen this weekend?"

"Well, sort of." Kristin told her mother the events of the weekend.

Peg listened, and smiled at the end. "I think my baby girl discovered her libido."

"And how," Kristin agreed.

"Do you think you and Tom are going to go all the way?"

"I think it’s a possibility. I think there’s going to come a point where neither of us is going to want to stop. I don’t think this point is going to come tomorrow, mind you, but I’d rather be safe than sorry."

"How do you feel about Tom?"

Kristin sat for a minute, then took a deep breath. "Mom, I think I’m in love with him."

"That’s the answer I was looking for," Peg laughed. "I’ll call the doctor tomorrow."

Kristin went back to school Monday morning feeling like a whole new person. She went to lunch and sat with Marie. Allison, and a couple of their other friends, sat down at the table with them. Normally, this would’ve caused Kristin to retreat into her shell. This time, it didn’t.

"Hey, Kris," Allison said, "I saw that boyfriend of yours skate lights-out at Skate America this weekend."

"I know, wasn’t he great?" Kris agreed happily.

"Yeah. And that long program really suits him."

"Yup," Kris agreed. "My brother and sister-in-law, the choreographic geniuses."

"That they are. So I take it you were glued to the TV screen all weekend?"

"Hell, no, I was there!" Kris told her. "Tom came up with this brilliant idea of flying me out for it. So I was in the stands, screaming my head off. "

"Ah," Allison grinned. "So, having you in the stands was his inspiration, that’s why he won."

"No doubt," Kristin laughed. "I’ll take all the credit."

Marie watched this exchange in utter shock. She watched a few others over the next couple of days, too. On Wednesday, she came over Kristin’s house, ostensibly to study.

"All right," she said as soon as they had gotten into Kris’s room, "what the hell has happened to you?"

"What?" Kris asked.

"You’re like a different person! People come to the lunch table and you talk to them! People say ‘hi’ in the halls and you don’t try to blend into the wall! What happened to my best friend, the wallflower?"

"I dunno. I guess I just stopped being scared of everything." She looked at Marie. "Something happened this weekend." Kris gave her the rundown.

"My God," Marie exclaimed. "You actually had sex! Well, not completely-but still! I’m stunned, Kris. I thought poor Tom was going to be waiting forever for that."

"I think he did, too," Kris admitted. "The way it happened, I just didn’t have any time to be nervous, since it was such an accident. You know me, Marie. I’m scared of everything-but of boys and love and sex most of all. And then it happened, to a degree. And all I could think of was, what on earth was I scared of? And if this was my biggest fear, and it turned out to be so good-why am I scared of everything else?"

"I hope this guy is worthy of you."

"Marie? He treats me like Warren treats Sophie."

"Oh my God." Marie knew all about Kristin’s standard. "You’re kidding."

"No. He really does. It’s amazing."

"You can say that again!"

Tom didn’t have time to see Kris through the first couple weeks of November. He had another competition the weekend before Thanksgiving. He had been hoping to go home for Thanksgiving-his parents live in Minnesota-but they decided to go to New York and cook Thanksgiving dinner for him there.

Friday, the day after Thanksgiving, at about 3 in the afternoon, Kris got a call.

"Good. You’re home." Tom said.

"Yes," she laughed, "why?"

"I’m about ten minutes away."

"You’re coming here? Now, isn’t that a nice surprise! I thought your parents were in town to spend Thanksgiving with you."

"Yeah." He took a breath. "They’re here, with me. They want to meet you."

"OK… Well, I’ll see you when you get here." Kris hung up. "Oh SHIT!" she said.

"What?" Peg asked, walking into the room.

"Tom’s on his way. He’s ten minutes away. With his parents! They want to meet me!"

"Yeah? So why are you so nervous?" Peg laughed.

"I don’t know, I just am."

"It’ll be fine, honey. I’m looking forward to meeting Tom’s parents."

"I’m glad one of us is," Kristin muttered. "Really, Mom. His parents just drove five hours. On one of the few times they get to see their son. To meet me. That’s kind of, I don’t know, serious."

"Yes, it is," Peg smiled. "That’s a good sign, sweetie."

"Well, when you put it that way," Kristin grinned. "I just hope they like me."

"What’s not to like?"

"Mom, you know what? You’re the best." Kris gave her mother a big hug. Then she looked down at herself. "I don’t know if I’m dressed for this." She was wearing a pair of jeans and a Wisconsin sweatshirt.

"I don’t think they’ll expect you to gussy up, since you only had ten minutes’ notice," Peg laughed.

"True." Just then, the doorbell rang. Kristin went over to the door and opened it. Tom stepped in and eagerly wrapped her up in a soul kiss.

"Well, hello," she giggled.

"Hi, gorgeous," he grinned. He stepped in, an older couple following. "Kris, these are my parents. Mom, Dad, this is Kristin. And that’s her mother, Peg."

"It’s so very nice to meet you, after all we’ve heard about you," Tom’s mother told Kristin.

"It’s nice to meet you, too," Kristin said shyly.

Tom’s parents insisted on taking Kristin, Peg, and Jim out for dinner. Kristin started shy, but got better as the evening went on. It was just impossible for her to stay shy when Tom was around.

"So, Kristin," Mrs. Bellamy asked her over dinner, "you’re a Junior in High School, Tom tells us?"

"Yes. I go to Wilkins Academy. Mom teaches there."

"Have you thought about college?" she asked.

"I’m hoping for Harvard," Kristin told her.

"Really?" Mr. Bellamy said. "Is that realistic?"

"Very," Peg put in. "Wilkins is very tough, and Kristin has a shot at being valedictorian. She can go pretty much anywhere she wants."

"Really?" Tom exclaimed, grinning. "Jeez, I knew I was dating a brain, but I didn’t appreciate the full extent of the braininess."

"Oh stop it!" Kristin grinned, blushing. "Like you’re a dummy."

"Well, no. But I’m not going to Harvard."

"You could have," Mrs. Bellamy said. "If it weren’t for skating."

"Y’see? You’re just overextended. I have nothing in my life but school." She grinned at him. "OK, I used to have nothing in my life but school."

"I know, I’m such a distraction," Tom laughed. "Maybe if I saw you more than twice a month, you could blame me."

"Well. Maybe I’ll go to Columbia," she said impishly.

"Don’t get my hopes up," he smiled back.

Tom’s parents had rented a hotel room for the night. On the way back, his Mom said to him, "Tom? She’s delightful."

"Yeah, she’s pretty special, isn’t she?"

They didn’t see each other after that for more than a month. Tom had the Grand Prix Final, and then they ran into Christmas. Tom went home to Minnesota for Christmas, and had Nationals to get ready for. They decided, however, that they really wanted to spend New Years’ together, so Tom came up for that. He arrived late on the 30th.

On the 31st, Kristin noticed he was on edge and apprehensive about something. So was she, but she knew it wasn’t for the same reason. So, she asked him.

"No big deal, I’m waiting for a phone call. I most likely have news, that I’m dying to share with you, but I won’t know for sure until I get this phone call."

He finally got it, later that afternoon, and sat down with Kristin, a big smile on his face. "That was my phone call. That was Terri, my coach. She’s just a coach in our rink now, but she got a new opportunity-to take over the whole program, be the head coach, at another rink. So, after this season, sometime this spring, she’s moving, and I’ll be going with her."

"Where?" Kristin whispered.

Tom couldn’t hold back the shit-eating grin. "Acton, Massachusetts."

"That’s only about an hour from here!"

"Yup!"

"YIPEEE!" Kristin shouted, and launched herself into his arms. "That is so great!"

"I’m going to be around so much, you’re going to beg to get rid of me."

"Not a chance!"

"Good," he laughed. Then he got serious, and looked into her eyes. "Kris? I love you."

Kristin caught her breath. "Oh, God, I love you too," she whispered.

They shared the happy news with Kristin’s parents, then they all got Chinese food for New Year’s Eve dinner. After eating, the Kellehers headed out for a party. Ryan was out with Laurel, so Tom and Kristin were alone. They chatted and watched TV for a while, then Kristin stood up and said to Tom, "Come with me." He followed her upstairs-and into her room.

Kristin sat on the bed. "Sit," she said to Tom. He sat next to her. "You had your surprise. Here’s mine." She took a deep breath. "When we came home from Skate America, I decided to do something. It was a just-in-case thing, but I think it’s time for just-in-case." She took another deep breath. "What I did was, I went on the pill."

"You did?"

She smiled at him. "After what happened at Skate America, it almost felt like it was inevitable. So, I wanted to be prepared for when the time came that I felt I was ready." She looked right into his eyes. "I’m ready. I want you to make love to me. Tonight."

Tom hissed out a breath. "Oh, God. I think I’m stunned."

"Good," she giggled.

"Kris, are you sure? We’ve only been together a few months, and we don’t see each other that often…"

"And you love me," she interrupted. "And I love you."

"Yes," he smiled.

"Good," she smiled back, her hand going to the buttons on her blouse. "Then show me."

"Gladly. Starting now." He grabbed her hands, and pulled them away from her blouse. Then he replaced her hands with his own, and started undoing the buttons. She smiled, and shuddered, as he got her blouse undone. He next got her bra off, and his hand went right for her boob, rubbing it gently. He leaned in and kissed her while his hand massaged her tit. His other hand went for her pants, and she helped him strip them off.

She sighed as he kissed and fondled her. She reached for his shirt, trying to get it off, but his arms were in the way. He laughed and grabbed it, quickly stripping it off. They both worked on his pants. When he was completely naked, his lips went back to hers, and his hand went back to hers.

She took his other hand, and led it towards her pussy. "Look," she whispered, "I know it’s going to hurt, so, I want you to, you know, do me with your hand first."

"Sure. But I’ll try not to make it hurt too much."

"I know you will, but I want you to get me going," she smiled at him. His hand went down and started slipping up and down her pussy. Her hand returned the favor, going right for his dick, working on it. Completely worked up in her mind, she came very quickly. Her tugging on his dick as she came quickly brought him over.

"Aw," she giggled, "did I kill it?"

"Not hardly," Tom laughed. She kept her hand around the shaft. It started perking up quickly. "Y’see? I’m young."

"Yes, your recuperative powers are quite excellent," she giggled.

It only took a few more minutes until he was at full-staff again. "He’s ready," Tom said.

"Oh, God," Kristin hissed. "Oh, God, we’re really going to do this!"

"We can stop now, no harm, no foul."

"No way!" she stated. "That’s why I wanted you to do me with your hand first. I’m so worked up right now!"

"OK." He moved over and positioned himself between her legs. He reached in at her pussy again. "Just making sure you’re wet."

"Dripping," she giggled. "Go ahead, lover. Put it in me."

"Don’t forget, this is my first time, too. I may screw this up," he smiled.

"I doubt it," she smirked at him. He reached down, and guided his cock towards her pussy. He gently pushed. The head slipped in neatly.

"NNNNNGGGGGHHHHH!" she howled. "Oh DAMN I didn’t expect that!"

"Hurts?"

"God NO! Oh MAN. What’s the opposite of hurt?" she gasped.

"Good," he grinned. "This part probably will, though."

"I know," she puffed. "Go for it." He pulled back slightly, and quickly plowed through her hymen. "AYYIEEE!" she howled.

"Sorry."

"It’s…ungh…okay." She gasped. "It really didn’t hurt. More took me by surprise. Keep going." He did.

"AAAGGGNNNHHH! Oh GOD! Oh GOD!" she howled, getting louder with every inch. He finally got himself all the way into her, and couldn’t even identify the noises coming from her mouth.

"Are you OK?" he said, worriedly.

"SHIT! SHIT! Oh God FUCK ME!" she howled. "NOW!" That’s when the light finally dawned in Tom’s head. She wasn’t in pain-she was in lust, in a big way. He started deliberately moving in and out of her-and she didn’t stop howling. It only took a few minutes.

"OhshitohshitohshitCUMMMING!" she howled. "Oh GOD!" Tom looked down at her, orgasming up a storm, and couldn’t believe it. He held himself all the way in, trying to prolong things, while she bucked and spasmed beneath him.

"Oh!" she said as she came down. "Oh! I can’t believe how good that was!"

"I’m stunned." He moved in and out of her slowly again. "I’m also not done yet."

"Nnnnnnggggg," she groaned. "Oh! Oh! Oh! OOOOOOOOOOOHHHH!!!" He had started plunging into her again, and she just went supernova. Kristin couldn’t believe it. She had expected pain, awkwardness, a less-than-thrilling experience. She had expected to be uncomfortable. She expected it to be a "get it out of the way" kind of thing. What she hadn’t expected was a very quick and explosive trip to Orgasm Land, not for her first time. But that’s what she got.

She was yelping every time he thrust into her. Her breasts were heaving and flushed. Her legs, wrapped around his hips, were spasming. And she felt it building. Her eyes flew open, she gripped his shoulders, and yelped, "oh GOD AGAAIIINNNNN!!!!"

That was pretty much all Tom could take. As she came down, he started thrusting into her fast. "Oh GOD," he moaned, feeling it coming on fast.

"Yes!" Kristin hissed. "Cum in me, Tom. Cum in me. Cum in me," she chanted like a mantra. Listening to that, he exploded.

Neither of them actually passed out, but it was a close thing. They collapsed next to each other on her bed, completely wrung out. As soon as Kristin regained her breath, she hurled herself across Tom’s torso and snuggled into him.

"Oh my," she breathed.

"You can say that again. I’m shocked. I’m used to my shy, demure, quiet little girlfriend. Then she takes me to bed and completely loses her mind."

Kristin giggled. "Was that a complaint?"

"Are you kidding? That was the most spectacular thing I’ve ever seen."

"Yeah," she said. "I think I amazed myself. Did I tell you to cum in me?"

"Repeatedly," Tom laughed. Kristin blushed all over. "God, Kris. I never thought it would be this good."

"Ditto. That’s right, it was your first, too."

"Yeah. Wow," he laughed. Kristin joined right in. "Are you OK?"

"Yes. Fine."

"No pain?"

"No, there was just a little pinch when you pushed through, that’s it. It doesn’t hurt at all now." She grinned at him. "Why, did you want to do it again?"

"Maybe later, he’s all tuckered out at the moment," he laughed. "God, Kris. I’m still in shock."

"Uh, you are in shock?" she laughed. "You ever hear anyone else talk about their first time?"

"A few, yeah."

"Me, too. Warren’s was good, but Sophie was experienced. Sophie’s was brutal. Ryan’s was quick, messy, and unsatisfying. Marie’s was, too. What in the hell just happened to us?"

"I don’t know, but I’ll take it." He looked at her. "God, Kris, I was so worried about hurting you. Not only did I not, but you came like a banshee, twice. I feel like I’m walking on air."

"You should be. You were magnificent. You didn’t hurt me because you were gentle. Remember that."

"Oh, I don’t think that was all of it," he laughed. "Kristin Kelleher, you are a sex bomb."

"WHAT?" she laughed.

"You are. You almost started cumming right away. I was flabbergasted."

"Oh, it just felt so good, right from the beginning. It was like a brain meltdown."

"Right. Like I said, you’re a sex bomb."

"Only with you," she giggled.

"Well, I hope so," he laughed.

"Don’t worry. I’m convinced it was all you, and I don’t intend on testing the theory."

Tom roared with laughter. "Good." He looked at her. "Kris? Thank you. You gave me something precious tonight. I’ll treasure it always."

"You gave me the same thing, you know," she replied, a wee bit misty. "And I’ll treasure it always, too. It was like magic. Thank you." They fell asleep together in a contented pile.

Tom only had one more day and night to lavish attention on Kristin, so she took full advantage of it. She’d see him again, in a couple of weeks, though-she’d be attending Nationals.

In the meantime, she had to go back to school. And, it was strange-she just felt different. More confident, more at ease, less nervous. That had been building since she’d started seeing Tom-but, now that they’d made love, it was even more so. Everyone picked up on it, but nobody moreso than Marie.

"Something happened," Marie said the first time they had a quiet moment together.

"Yeah," Kristin agreed. "Tom and I made love on New Year’s Eve."

"WOW!" Marie said, very surprised. "How was it?"

"Heavenly. Happy New Year to me!"

"You lucky dog."

"Yup. In more ways than one. Oh, and did I tell you that he’s moving this summer? To Acton. A mere hour away. And Daddy’s getting a new car, so I get his old one."

"You are a lucky dog."

"I’m in love, Marie. He’s just perfect. Me, Kristin Kelleher, with the most perfect boyfriend. Who woulda thunk it?"

– end of chapter-

ANOTHER NATIONALS (Chapter 132)

Author’s note: Kristy Sargent’s a real person, a pairs skater. (Well, she’s Kristy Wirtz now.) What I talk about here really happened to her. Perception is everything, of course, though ‹G›. Some of my readers think that the capriciousness of skating federations to their skaters is made up completely in my own mind. Nope, sorry. Some things in DoaL come from real life.

Warren and Sophia were as relieved as it gets just to get back to Oceanview for Christmas. After their fall semester, and after the Grand Prix Final, the three weeks they’d be home would be very relaxing. Yes, they’d have to prepare for Nationals, but that’s all they’d have to do.

Since they no longer had a coach in Wisconsin, they were very glad to see June again.

"You’ve done well this fall, guys," she told them after their first practice with her. "I know it’s been tough on you, what with school and the wedding and competing and Betsy, but you’ve done well."

"Thanks," Warren told her, "but I think our luck is due to run out sooner or later. We’re still waiting for the backlash from what happened last year."

"It’s possible, but all you can control is the skating."

"Yeah."

They had an enjoyable Christmas, with everyone-especially the grandparents-getting the traditional pile of presents for Betsy. With no school to worry about, their sex life got back to normal-meaning two nights out of three! Jessie, also home for Christmas, joined in, but only some of the time. She knew what the last semester had been like for them, and didn’t want to wear out her welcome-she knew they needed "alone" time.

A couple of days after New Years, they were happy to get a visit from Warren’s sister Kristin. They’d only really seen each other at Christmas.

"How you been holding up?" Kristin asked them. "You looked horrible at Christmas, Warren. You look a little better now."

"I was so damn tired I was lucky I knew what my name was," Warren laughed. "My schedule this semester was particularly brutal."

"How are you two doing?" Kristin asked perceptively.

"Great," Warren told her. "She cuts me a lot of slack."

"I learned my lesson," Sophie said ruefully, "from freshman year. Now that we live together, I can see it for myself, anyway. And I see how hard he’s tried to be attentive to me-but I also watched the poor guy studying five, six hours a night."

"Yeah, and with babies screaming and practice interrupting and whatnot," Warren sighed. "Next semester will be much better. I’m back down to 15 credits instead of 18, and I won’t be taking embryology or genetics."

"But you have Worlds smack dab in the middle," Kristin reminded him.

"True, but we had two competitions in the middle last semester," Sophie reminded him.

"What are you going to do when it’s your first year in med school and it’s an Olympic year?" Kristin laughed.

"I’m not," Warren declared. "Do I look insane to you? I’m taking a year off before med school. That year is going to be the last of our skating career, so that’s what it’s going to be about-skating, and only skating. We’re going to do every competition and show we can get away with that we get invited to, and then go knock ‘em dead at the Olympics. And then I’ll go to med school."

"And we’ve squirreled a lot of money away," Sophie told her, "and we have a few more endorsement deals coming up after school gets out for the summer. So I’m not going to be working when Warren’s in med school. Except we’ll probably still choreograph. And that’s mostly going to be me if he’s in med school."

"And that’ll make things a lot easier," Warren said. "Having Sophie home with the kid."

"Well, if I have my way, kids by then," Sophie grinned. "I want him to put another baby in me as soon as the Olympics are over."

"And I won’t take much convincing," Warren smiled. "We always said we wanted a houseful of kids. We just started too early. As much as we love Betsy, and we’re glad we had her, it’s not easy," he sighed. "Kris, try not to get pregnant until college is over, OK? It’s easier." Then he grinned. "Of course, why on earth am I telling this to my innocent, naive, virginal sister?"

Kristin blushed bright red, and got a strange look on her face.

"OK, hold on!" Sophie burst out. "I saw that blush! And that sheepish little look!"

"Huh?" Warren said.

"Warren, I think innocent, naive, and virginal is erroneous," Sophia grinned. Kristin gasped, and blushed deeper. "Well?’ Sophie demanded, still grinning.

"Oh, all right," Kristin sighed. Then she smiled softly. "New Years Eve."

"Congratulations!" Sophie said.

"OK, I’m slow on the uptake," Warren said.

"Tom took my virginity on New Year’s Eve," Kristin confirmed softly.

"Wow. Color me stunned," Warren laughed. "Was it OK?"

"Yeah," Kristin grinned.

"He didn’t push you, I hope," Warren said sternly.

"Tom?" Kris laughed. "Yeah, right. Warren, in the way he treats girls, Tom’s like you. I initiated everything."

"Yeah, I remember that," Warren laughed.

"I’ll bet you do," Sophie chimed in.

"No, this was my decision," Kris continued.

"Any regrets?" Warren asked.

"Not one," Kris smiled. "Oh, and he’s moving, because his coach got a better opportunity. He’s moving to Acton."

"That’s great!"

"I can’t wait to go to nationals!" Kristin enthused.

"Oh, isn’t that sweet," Warren teased. "She’s all excited to go see her big brother skate. I’m touched, Kris, I really am."

"Whatever you say," Kris laughed.

They arrived at Nationals, which were in Denver this year, January 10th. Warren celebrated his birthday the next day-his 21st-by practicing. "Well, at least I will be able to buy the champagne for our one-year anniversary," he joked. On the next day, there was a phone call in their hotel room. Curtis wanted to meet him, to talk. He specifically asked for Warren. Sophie, knowing why, just laughed.

Warren was commonly thought-and obviously by Curtis-to be the reasonable member of the team. Sophie was the loose cannon. Of course, that only works if you don’t know, as Curtis didn’t, that both the Pink and True Colors exhibitions were Warren’s idea. They both knew this existed, and they both found it amusing. Neither of them was afraid to break rules-and Warren was the one whose artistic vision more often strayed "out there". Not that Sophie disagreed with any of this, mind you. But the vision of the team that lots of outsiders had-that of Sophie the extremist twisting Warren’s arm to go along with her-was erroneous.

Warren was willing to play his part, however, and met Curtis at the coffee shop in the hotel.

"First question. Any surprises with the exhibitions?" Curtis asked.

"No," Warren laughed. "You’ve seen I Knew The Bride. If we do two, the other one will be to an REM song called At My Most Beautiful. It’s romantic, it’s sweet, and it’s fully clothed. No worries."

"OK. There has been a hubbub within the USFSA at that Sports Illustrated article. Some people were offended by it. But, I have to tell you, some people, well, it made us think of a few things."

"Do you really think there was a problem from the organization because of Sophie’s pregnancy?"

"From some people, yes," Warren told him. "We had things said."

"Look, having a young skater get pregnant hasn’t really happened," Curtis said. "We didn’t know how to handle it."

"Well maybe you should’ve talked to the Canadian Federation. I wonder if they feel good about completely abandoning Kristy Sargent when she got pregnant years ago? 18 years old, unmarried, her boyfriend dumps her, her partner dumps her, and the federation writes her off. It’s a miracle she was able to come back and start winning Canadian championships again. At least Sophie and I had each other."

"Look, an unmarried skater getting pregnant at 19 is a scandal."

"What is this, 1950?" Warren laughed. "Happens all the time, Curtis. It was a mistake and an accident and bad timing, but a ‘scandal’ it was not. The fact that some people at the USFSA thought it was is what frosted our bottoms."

"OK. I do think you guys might have had a bit of a legitimate complaint on that. But why do these things build on each other?"

"What do you mean?"

"It’s a constant game of one-upsmanship."

"You’re wrong," Warren told him. "The only thing we’ve ever done as one-upsmanship was True Colors. Pink wasn’t. Pink was an artistic choice based solely on that. We didn’t think of how anyone would react."

"Come on, Warren! How would you think there wouldn’t have been a reaction to that!" Curtis said.

"You read the SI article. It’s all in there. Michael Weiss. And, I have to say, that we got criticism and Allison Bowman didn’t-well, that really pissed us off. Jesus, Curtis. First of all, we choreograph our own stuff so we don’t skate a step we haven’t designed. Can Allison say that? Someone made her skate that program. And that program bordered on kiddy porn. Sophie and I are adults. And we look it. Every pedophile that watched nationals is drooling over Allison. Quite honestly, I almost called her ‘camp’ and offered to do her exhibition this year, but she’s coached by Ron Aztov and he’s a complete ass. They’re playing with fire with her, and she’s a talented skater. And we get the flack from you."

Curtis sighed. "Well, I thought you’d be reasonable. We were trying to use you as an example." He sighed again. "We knew that would never work with Ron Aztov."

"Ah," Warren said. "I see. But it was still stupid, Curtis. Allison needs protecting. She’s 15-well, she’s 16 now-she still looks 13. She’s a minor. If you go after Aztov in the guise of protecting Allison, you’d be looking like an organization that cares about the skaters. Since Sophie and I make our own decisions, and everybody knows it, you going after us only makes you look like prudes."

"Yeah, but it wasn’t just Pink. It was the Maxim thing, too."

"Curtis, the Maxim thing was the greatest bit of publicity that American ice dance has gotten in a very, very long time-and you know it."

"We’re not sure we want that kind of publicity."

"Remind me to remind you that you said that, when the television negotiations come up again," Warren laughed.

"Touche," Curtis laughed back. "But True Colors was over the top."

"Yep," Warren agreed. "We don’t do things halfway."

"Well, it’s done, so that’s why I wanted to talk to you-to make sure this thing doesn’t escalate any further."

"We won’t if you won’t. Curtis, don’t push us."

"Look, you’re part of an organization."

"Oh, fuck that," Warren told him. "Come on, Curtis, do you really believe that all-for-one bullshit? And we’re the two people with more friends among our fellow skaters than anyone! But we don’t react well to being pushed, no matter what fancy title someone has."

"You need more discipline."

"I am self disciplined, as is Sophie. We only react when pushed to the wall. Curtis, you need to remember that you are dealing with two rape victims, OK? When you push us into a corner, our first instinct is to go for your balls. That’s never going to change. Stop pushing, and we back off."

"Fine. How do we end this, right now?"

"Easy. The way it stands now? We’ve made our point-however, to keep it from escalating, you need to swear to me that the judging at this championships is on the up and up."

"I swear it. That was an idle threat. The judges, in fact, have been specifically told not to pay attention to anything except what goes on on the ice here. It’s been made clear. We don’t need any more questions about the legitimacy of the sport." He sighed. "However, I can only speak for American judges, Warren. It might be different at Worlds. There are elements in the ISU that are pissed off at you-and the Eastern European, and Italian, and French judges have never liked you guys anyway."

"Fine. That’s not your problem. We won’t take it as such. If you tell me American judges haven’t been instructed to hammer us, that’s good enough for me."

The National Championships themselves were anti-climactic. The four defending champions-Warren and Sophie, Tom, Liz, and Brett and Andrea-won without a problem. The biggest near-upset was Evan and Shawna barely beating Courtney and Ryan for the silver.

Warren and Sophie got to do both exhibitions. I Knew The Bride was well received, as it had been all fall, and the reception for At My Most Beautiful was rapturous. Liz did a thing that Warren had worked up for her, a playful number skated to Martina McBride’s My Baby Love Me (Just The Way That I Am). Crash was in the audience to see it, he had flown out to Denver for Nationals.

And Allison Bowman, who had moved up to the silver, did another kiddy porn number. This time, Curtis did say something to the press. "If we speak out about the Kellehers, two adults that do their own choreography, we have to speak out about this. This isn’t Allison’s fault, but her coach has to get his act together." Allison was distraught, but Warren caught up to her and quickly offered to choreograph an exhibition for her next year. She accepted. Her coach blew a gasket, but Warren told Allison, "Don’t forget-coaches and choreographers work for you, not the other way around. Don’t put up with it. He’s got no say. This is your decision." Allison agreed-and Allison’s mother, a nice woman who loved and worried about her daughter, backed her up. Allison would be visiting Boston to work with Warren and Sophie this summer. She asked Warren to do her competitive programs, as well. After checking with Liz-who didn’t have any problems with Warren and Sophie doing both of them, even though they were competitors-Warren and Sophie agreed.

"Another one for the stable," Sophie laughed.

"Yup, because Liz, Tom, and Andrea and Brett all want to come to us again."

"What a nice little sideline we’ve developed!"

IT ALL FALLS APART (Chapter 133)

After Nationals, Warren and Sophie headed back to campus for spring semester. It would still be a challenge, but Warren's schedule was a bit more reasonable-three less credits, no labs, no Embryology and Genetics in the same semester-and Sophie's was manageable as well.

They managed to grab a little more time for themselves. They were lying in bed one evening in February, after having made love.

“Hey, I forgot to tell you,” Warren said. “I heard from Crash earlier today, in between classes. He called.” Warren grinned at Sophia. “He heard from his first-choice law school. He got in.”

“And where might that be?” Sophie smiled back.

“UCLA.”

“Oh, man, I'll bet Liz is thrilled.”

“He called her last night. He told me he heard this scream come from the other end of the phone.”

Sophie cracked up. “I'll just bet. Well, look at this. Both of our long-distance relationships are resolving themselves. Crash is moving to LA, and Tom's going to be a mere hour away from your sister.”

“Yup. Boy, has my sister changed, or what?”

“See what good lovin' will do?” Sophie giggled.

“Yeah, I'll say. Hey, I always hoped that she'd find someone to get her out of her shell. Tom shattered her shell. Although, I must admit, I'm flabbergasted she's already slept with him.”

“She told me a little secret,” Sophie grinned at him, “but I'm not sure it's something you want to know about your baby sister.”

Warren mock-glared at her. “Fine. Go ahead. You can't bait me like that.”

Sophie giggled. “Apparently, Kristin found out, and in one hell of a hurry, that she really really likes sex.”

“Oy. Ah well, I know she's careful.” He looked at Sophie. “Speaking of careful, we need to watch out for that International Date Line thing again, what with Worlds being in Beijing.”

“Don't worry, Snugglebear, got it covered. Once bitten, twice shy, and all that.”

“No little sister or brother for Betsy?” Warren teased.

“Sure. Just not now.” She looked up at him slyly. “Once we get past this whole both of us in school and going to the Olympics thing, I plan to let you knock me up at will.”

“Ah,” he laughed.

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About a week later, there was a knock at the door. Warren answered it.

“Alexa! How are you?” he said, letting her in.

“Hey, Prep Stud,” she teased. “Hiya, Betsy. Where's Sophie?”

“Class. What brings you around?”

“Just wanted to see you. We haven't had much time to hang out this year.”

“Don't I know it. Want a coke?”

“Love one.” They sat in the living room, chatting, watching Betsy toddle around.

“So, how's Mike?” Warren asked.

“Great. Do you realize we've been together for two and a half years? Me? With one guy that long?”

“It must really be love,” Warren teased.

“It is. The M word has come up in conversation.”

“It's a frickin' parade to the altar, isn't it?” Warren laughed.

“With you and Sophie in the lead, big surprise. And then Cait and Paul. Cait asked me to be her maid of honor.”

“Yeah, she's asked Sophie to be a bridesmaid. I'm going to be one of Paul's ushers. So, how are you dealing with monogamy?”

“Fine. Really. I guess I'm a one-guy girl at heart, now that I've found the right guy,” Alexa grinned.

“Yeah, well, that's guys,” Warren grinned.

“Oh, that. Well, Mike knows about and doesn't mind my occasional dalliances with girls.”

“Ah,” Warren laughed.

“Just once in a while,” Alexa told him. “Mike knows I'm bi. I kind of have a girlfriend. Her name's Eileen and she's a junior. She has a very steady boyfriend herself, both her guy and Mike know all about it. They're friends, so they'll go out with the boys, you know, and Eileen and I will stay in,” she grinned.

“Whatever works,” Warren said.

“Yeah. Well, you can't talk, I know all about Jessie.”

“Touche.”

“Anyhow. How are you holding up? I know things have been hectic.”

“Better this semester than last, but, yeah.”

“How do you manage?”

“No sleep, no sex,” Warren laughed. “Well, not enough sex. Not for the two of us.”

“Three times a day isn't enough for the two of you,” Alexa teased.

“Not quite but close,” Warren admitted.

“How is Sophie dealing with that?”

“Better than you'd ever suspect,” Warren told her. “She's fine. Horny, yes, but fine. It's different when you're living together. She sees what I'm going through with my schoolwork.”

“True.”

Worlds were at the end of March in Beijing. It was a long flight, and Warren and Sophia were glad to get it over with. They rested in their hotel, then went to find some friends.

Tom Bellamy was the first they happened upon. “Hey, Tom, how's my sister?” Warren asked with a laugh.

“You're sister is great,” Tom laughed back.

“I figured I'd ask you-you see her more than I do.”

“Yeah, and even I don't see her enough. Soon, that'll all change. Thank goodness. I can't wait to move.”

“When?”

“Terri's going up in the next month. I'll follow after the tour.”

“You doing the whole tour?” Warren asked him.

“Yeah. Well, almost all of it. I'm taking a week off in May.” He grinned. “I have to take some chick to her junior prom.”

“Cool,” Warren laughed. “I'll bet she's thrilled.”

“Yeah. She knew it would conflict with the tour, so didn't think I was going to take her. I surprised her.”

“Good!”

They were soon joined by Liz, and the four of them took off to discover Beijing.

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It started right away, with the first of the two original dances, the Bossa Nova. It looked to Sophia and Warren that the Judging Mafia had expanded. It wasn't just the usual suspects-Russia, Italy, France, Ukraine. Nope, Germany was in on it, the Czech Republic, Hungary, a few others. People were jockeying to move their teams up, and got in on the pre-judging. The ones left out in the cold were Sophia and Warren, the British team, and the Irish (who had no judge on the panel). The French finished a laughable first, the young Russian team were second, the Italians third, the Hungarians fourth, and the Ukrainians fifth. Sophie and Warren finished sixth. Brenneman and Watts, the Brits, were all the way down in ninth. Evan and Shawna were dumped to eleventh.

Things didn't change much in the second original dance. The young Russians and the French flip-flopped, leaving them tied for first. Sophie and Warren beat the Ukrainians, putting them tied for fifth. But the lines were pretty much set, and Sophie and Warren had virtually no chance at a medal. Especially after the judges for the free dance were drawn-and the panel included judges from the five countries that were ahead of them, plus the Czechs and Germans, who were in on it.

They finished sixth. The most laughable part was that the French, Borisina and Dravouche, won-with one of the most boring, simple, and tedious free dances in memory. If the Russians, Kuznetsova and Vassilyevskiy, had won, there might have been some justification. Their free dance was, at least, good. But too many people saw this terrible free dance win, saw the British team light up the audience with a powerful and difficult dance and finish ninth, and saw Sophie and Warren's terrific Aaron Copland dance finish sixth.

The press conference turned out to be explosive. Warren, to his credit, told Curtis exactly what they were going to say. Curtis, who was as incensed at the outcome as Warren was, told him “You're going after the ISU, not the USFSA. I'm required to stay out of it publicly, of course, but go for it.”

Warren did. His first comment, about the French team's free dance, was, “If that's a World Championship worthy free dance, I'm Christopher Dean.”

Sophie joined in. “If I ever choreographed that piece of dung, I'd quit choreography in complete disgust with myself. And don't get me started on the lack of difficulty.” Then she said it. “This was rigged, from top to bottom. It was a heist job. Print that. Play it on TV. This competition was rigged.”

The president of the ISU, a slimeball from the speed skating side of the sport with no knowledge of figure skating who believed everything the Russian Federation told him, reacted as one would predict. “Are you accusing the judges of this panel of dishonesty?” he sputtered.

“Yes. You bet your ass,” Sophie said. Warren nodded agreement. “You have crooked judges. Period. You should fix it.”

“You have no proof!”

“The proof is in the final standings,” Warren maintained.

That was explosive enough. People started taking sides. “Never criticize the judges,” was an unspoken rule in figure skating. Of course, Sophie and Warren were never ones for rules. And, they did find people on their side.

The day after their press conference, they were vindicated. Alice Krenshaw, the American judge on the panel, called her own press conference. She had the backing of the USFSA, but was putting her international career at risk and she knew it-but she couldn't keep silent anymore. She had been approached to be part of the conspiracy. She had audiotapes of phone calls from the Russian judge to prove it. It was made clear to her that, if she didn't play ball, Warren and Sophia would finish exactly where they ended up-sixth. Cooperation on her part would get them back in the medals. She, of course, didn't play ball.

The news put the ISU into a complete uproar. Warren and Sophia thanked Mrs. Krenshaw for her integrity, then smiled as they watched the fur fly.

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There was one other bad thing that happened to the American team at Worlds, but this one was just bad luck. Brett Tomlinson got the flu. He and Andrea skated, but Brett, weak, fell twice. Andrea also fell once, on a throw jump where Brett didn't have enough energy to really get her in the air. They dropped all the way down to fifth.

Liz rang up yet another world championship without much of a challenge. And Tom, in another upset, again won the silver medal, as he had at the Grand Prix Final.

One of the bigger disappointments for Warren and Sophia was that only the top five in each discipline were allowed to take part in the exhibitions. Having finished sixth, they didn't skate.

They headed back to Wisconsin upset at the outcome, but not surprised-and delighted and amused by the ensuing firestorm.

A DECISION IS MADE (Chapter 134)

Warren and Sophia got back to Wisconsin after Worlds, shrugged off the disappointment of Worlds, and threw themselves back into the last month-plus of classes. They were planning on joining the tour for a month after classes ended. But they only put in minimal practice on the ice, concentrating on their studies, Betsy, and each other.

Also, they wanted as much time as they could to visit with friends. Since most of their friends would be graduating, they weren't sure how many would still be around. They knew two, for sure, would be-Papa Bear and Caitlin, as Papa Bear would be attending Wisconsin's medical school. Many others might not, so they wanted to hang with them as much as possible.

They also wanted to lavish attention on each other. One Friday night, Warren waited until Betsy had been put down to bed. Then, grinning, he beckoned Sophie into their bedroom.

“No studying tonight, Snugglebear?” she grinned.

“Nope, all caught up.”

“Feeling frisky?” she teased.

“For you, Pookie, I always feel frisky. I just don't always have the time to show you.”

“But tonight you do?” she asked. Warren nodded. “GOODY!”

Warren laughed, led her into the bedroom, and quickly started stripping off her clothes. When he had her completely naked, he led her over to the bed. As she settled down on it, he abruptly grabbed her wrist, pulled a rope from under the mattress, and quickly tied her wrist to the bedpost. He moved over to do the other one.

“You get tied up tonight, my lovely little Sex Toy.”

“OOOOOOOOHHHHHH!!!!”

Laughing, Warren secured her wrists, then moved down to her ankles. He quickly got them secured, leaving her immobile and spread-eagled on the bed.

“Now that I've got you where I want you, what should I do with you?”

“Whatever you want, Master. Oh, you haven't tied me up in such a long time!” Sophie exclaimed happily.

“I know.” His first act was to gently kiss her. She returned the kiss, and, as she started getting into it, Warren reached down and tickled her. She exploded with laughter and squirmed against her bonds. “WARREN!” she hissed, still giggling, as he tickled her again. With her giggles still echoing, he moved down and nibbled on her breast. His hand slipped down between her bound legs, and he ran his finger gently up and down her pussy. He felt her wetness run out of her pussy and onto his hand, as her breath got more ragged. He zeroed in on her clit and rubbed all around it. She started moaning and bucking against his hand and her bonds.

“Close, Pookie?”

“Oh, God, getting there,” she moaned.

“Can't have that,” he grinned, pulling his hand away from her pussy.

“WARREN!” she gasped. “Please!”

“Warren?” he asked with a raised eyebrow.

“Oops, sorry, Master. Please let me cum, Master.”

“Nope. Not yet. Since you refuse to remember who's the master around here. I am the Master, I get to cum first.” Having said that, he straddled her body around her shoulders and aimed his cock right at her mouth. She happily opened it and took his cock in.

They had hit on light bondage as a way to scratch Sophie's submissive streak a few years before. They only did it once in a while, but Sophie enjoyed submission every so often. And, to her, the most submissive act she did was having her mouth fucked. Tied up like that, unable to move her hands to assist her or move her head much, all she could do was open her mouth and let Warren slide his cock in and out of it. She loved it. They didn't do any pain or torture-though this was kind of uncomfortable, with her jaw straining and her nose getting bumped by his pubes-but Sophie enjoyed the submissive aspects. Using your mouth as a passive fuckhole was pretty submissive as far as Sophie was concerned. She got wet just thinking about it. With Warren doing it, she was really wet. She just lay there, letting her mouth be fucked, loving it, until Warren grunted and poured his semen down her eager and waiting throat.

“Oh, God, I love it when you do that,” she gasped after she swallowed.

“And since you were a good little cumslut, you shall be repaid,” Warren grinned. “And you love it when I do this even more.” With that, he moved down and dove in between her legs.

Sophie immediately began howling. She was wound up to begin with, so it didn't take much of Warren's mouth on her pussy to make her explode. She ground her pussy into his mouth-as best she could being tied up-screaming. Warren just kept going. He brought her to another one, before he pulled himself up, crawled in between her legs, and mounted her.

Sophie loved this. Bound, spread-eagled, open and wet to him, unable to do anything but surrender to the relentless pounding of his cock in her pussy. It made her feel helpless and ravaged. She started cumming almost immediately. Warren held out long enough for Sophie to scream her way through three.

After he had cum, he got off of her and slipped off of the bed. He went out to the living room.

One of the Christmas gifts they had gotten, from Warren's parents, was a digital camera. Warren came back in the room holding it. He took a look at Sophie-still bound to the bed, still flushed and heaving, cum leaking out of her pussy and pooling in a puddle beneath it-and snapped off a couple shots. Sophie still had her eyes closed and didn't realize what he was doing.

“Sophie. Smile,” he said. She opened her eyes, saw him with the camera, and giggled. “Oooh, naughty!” she said, and smiled for him. After he had a few pictures, he went over and untied her.

As soon as she had her hands free, she immediately wrapped him in a bear hug. “Oooh, thank you Snugglebear, that was magnificent!”

“Ditto,” he grinned. “You're so sexy all tied up.”

“Uh-huh!”

As the semester came to a close, Sophie and Warren found themselves quite busy-with graduations.

Jessie's was first. She graduated from Wisconsin-Milwaukee on a Friday night. After a celebratory supper with Jessie's parents, who had, of course, flown in for the graduation, the three of them drove down to Chicago the next day to see Crash graduate from Northwestern.

The next week was finals week for Warren and Sophie. Jessie went back to Madison with them, to stay for the week. Wisconsin-Madison would be graduating the following Saturday, so Warren and Sophie would see all their friends graduate.

“So, how's it feel to be a college graduate?” Warren teased Jessie one night that week.

“Great, except now I have to go get a job. And, worse, I have to go back to Massachusetts to do it.”

“Why's that a problem?”

“Because there's not much for me in Mass. I've lost touch with the old gang out there. Crash is going to be in LA, and, besides, he's Liz's now. And, worse, you guys are going to be here.”

“Only for another year,” Sophie reminded her.

“What about after that?”

“Well, the year after that is an Olympic year,” Warren told her, “and we're coming home for that. Remember, we have no coach here, so we want to have June around for the Olympic year.”

“But, after that, there's med school,” Jessie said.

“Yup. BU or Tufts,” Warren told her. “Time to go home.”

“Well, that's good, but it's going to be a long year,” Jessie said. “Plus, there's that whole job thing.”

Warren and Sophie looked at each other, and nodded. “Jess, why don't you stay here?” Warren said to her. “Since you're a graduate from the Wisconsin system, you'd have first crack at jobs at the med center here, and I know they're hiring nurses. Just for a year, and then you'll have a year's experience under your belt.”

“Hmmm. I'd need to find a place to live, though,” Jessie said.

“You'd live here, of course,” Sophie told her. Warren nodded agreement.

“Oh, no, I couldn't do that! Where would I sleep?”

“Where do you think?” Sophie smirked.

“C'mon guys. No way. Yeah, we sometimes share a bed, but actually living together? You guys are married! I'd just get in the way.”

“Bullshit, and you know it,” Warren told her. “Jess, we love you. Besides which, it'd be a help. You could help with Betsy. You could help me with the cooking.” He leered at her. “You could help when I have too much homework and Sophie's horny.”

“And if the sleeping arrangements really bother you, we'll buy a bed and throw it in Betsy's room,” Sophie told her. “She sleeps through the night now, and there's plenty of room in there.”

“Look, you've always said this is temporary,” Warren said. Jessie nodded. “Well, this will be it, then. This will be the year we give ourselves to be together, the three of us. Unless, of course, you find someone, which would be fine. But, barring that, this will be our year.”

“We really would love to have you,” Sophie reiterated. “We love you, Jess. And I'm not talking about in bed right now. We love your company, both of us. And it is going to be another hectic year, and having you around would be a help.”

“And it would be good for you, too,” Warren added. “The Med Center's a great place to work, from what I've heard-and it's a great place to learn for a young nurse. The year there would do your career a world of good.”

“All right,” Jessie smiled. “You've convinced me. We are going to get that other bed, though. You guys will need some private time.”

“Good,” Sophie smiled.

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They happily watched their friends graduate. Mike had taped “WHO'S GOT A JOB?” on top of his mortarboard, making everyone crack up. Mike actually had a job, but it was still funny.

Sophie and Warren got the chance to meet some of their friends' parents.

Of course, the ones they already *had* met, they weren't all that thrilled to see again-Alexa's parents. The fact that they came, surprised even Alexa. They had barely spoken to their daughter in over three years. Warren said to Sophie, “It might have been better if they hadn't come,” after he heard Alexa's father say something like “we paid for it, so we came to see the results of all our money.” They were still cold to Alexa. Alexa informing them of her future plans didn't help-she and Mike had both found jobs in Chicago, and they were moving in together. Alexa's parents, of course, did not approve. Alexa couldn't care less, and told them so.

The other parents were a lot better, and Sophie and Warren had never met most of them. They found out that Papa Bear was truly a chip off the old block-his father was just like him, in looks and personality. Cait's parents were sweet-and thrilled to finally meet “our daughter's famous friends.” Paul and Cait had been living together for the past year, and everyone thought it was fine. Cait's parents clearly adored Paul, and Paul's parents felt the same about Cait. That was nice to see.

Jessie made her plans. She already had scheduled a job interview at the med center, and was moving her stuff into Warren and Sophia's place. She'd be alone for about a month while they duo were on tour, but that was OK-it'd give her time to settle in.

After enjoying watching their friends graduate, Sophia and Warren took off for New York City to join the tour.

STILL WELCOME TO TOUR (Chapter 135)

Warren and Sophia joined the tour in New York City. All of their friends were happy to see them.

They met with Ted Kantor, who ran the tour. “Two slots, one before and one after intermission. That OK?”

“That's fine,” Sophie told him. “I must admit, I'm a bit surprised. Sixth place at Worlds and we get two slots?” she laughed.

“Oh, to hell with that,” Ted said. “You're former world champions, you're three-time national champions, and we all know that that sixth place was a rip-off. I don't have to worry about corrupt judging decisions-just which skaters my audience is coming to see. You guys are near the top of that list.”

There was no show the first night they got in to New York-that'd be the next night-so they went around that evening to gather some friends for dinner. They went to the room that Evan was sharing with Tom Bellamy. Evan opened the door and let them in. Tom was on the phone.

“Your sister,” Evan laughed, pointing at Tom on the phone. “They're planning the big reunion when we get to Boston next week. It's disgustingly lovey-dovey around here.”

“Yeah, and now we're here,” Warren laughed. “The lovey-dovey-ness just quadrupled.”

“Yep,” Evan snorted.

“Ev. You need a man,” Sophie teased him.

“I just had a relationship end.”

“Oh. Damn, Evan, I'm sorry,” Sophia said.

“Yeah. And there's too many fucking straight guys in the world,” Evan said in disgust, making Warren and Sophie crack up. “Anyhow. Where's Betsy?”

“Liz has her. She's coming with us for supper, but she insisted on playing Auntie Liz all afternoon since we got into town.”

“Oh, yeah? And how did you guys occupy your afternoon?' Evan teased.

“You don't want to know,” Warren laughed.

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They got to Boston a week later. That would be Tom's last gig on the tour for a week-he was staying in Boston for Kristin's prom. Kristin came to the show, of course, deliriously happy to see Tom.

“I'm even happy to see you guys,” she teased Warren and Sophie. “This one, too,” she picked up Betsy.

“Aunny Kris!” Betsy gurgled.

“Boy. She's getting better with the talking,” Kris marveled.

The show went well-Warren and Sophie loved it when the tour stopped in Boston, so they could skate for family and friends. Tom seemed to like it, too.

They held an after-show get-together in the hotel ballroom, as they often did. One of the things that often happened at these is that, if there was a piano in the room, the rest of the cast prevailed upon Tom to play for a bit. He gladly did so, enjoying playing for his friends. He did so on this night, too, favoring his friends with some ragtime.

Then he waggled a 'come here' finger at Kristin. She tried to shake it off, but he was persistent.

“Oh, wow, this ought to be interesting,” Warren said, seeing what was going on.

“What?” Evan asked.

“Tom's trying to get Kristin to play.”

“Your sister?”

“Yeah. She's very good, but terrified to play in front of people.”

“Well, he got her over to the piano,” Evan pointed out.

“Hey, guys,” Tom told the cast, “This is Kristin. She's my girlfriend, and Warren's sister. I want her to play because she blows me away.”

“I do not!” Kristin hissed, blushing. “Tom, please…”

“Kris,” he said softly, “trust me. If you play for these people you will not regret it.”

“OK,” she sighed.

“Play the Pathetique,” he suggested. She blew out a breath, nodded, and sat down at the piano. She brought her hands to the keys, and began playing.

Kristin didn't notice that the room completely hushed when she started playing. She didn't notice Shawna, sitting at Warren's table, hiss out a “My GOD!” answered by Liz saying, “Yeah, she can really play.” She blocked all of that out, concentrating on the notes. She did hear, however, the absolutely thunderous applause that was unleashed when she finished. She heard that just fine. She blushed the color of cranberry juice-and couldn't stop grinning.

“More!” Evan shouted, a demand that was quickly echoed from others in the room. Still blushing, Kris leaned back over the piano and played some Chopin. When she finished that-to more applause-she changed pace and launched into Fleetwood Mac's “Sara”, singing along to her playing. She wasn't as good a singer as she was a pianist, but she was good. She ended with Mozart's Sonata Facile.

When she got back to the table that Warren was at, Warren's friends were looking at her in complete astonishment. “You need to play in front of people more often,” Evan told her.

“I'm completely stunned,” Christine Arsenault added.

“Thanks,” Kris mumbled, still blushing.

“I'm not stunned at her playing-I've heard it,” Warren said. “I'm stunned she did it here.”

“So am I!” Kris agreed, laughing.

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A week and a half later, the tour was in Pittsburgh. Sophie and Warren were in their hotel room, just hanging out. Suddenly, there was a knock on the door. Warren opened it, and it was Evan. He looked excited.

“The Speedskater is out!” he said triumphantly.

“Huh?” Warren asked.

“He's out! The ISU board voted to remove him as the head of the ISU.”

“This is great news! Who's his replacement?”

“Joan Wilton,” Evan said. Warren and Sophie nodded approvingly. Joan Wilton was British, a former pairs skater, a long-time judge, and a woman considered to have integrity and to think about the skaters first. “Oh, and that's not all,” Evan went on. “Three members of the ISU has been expelled-including Ivan Zhelkov.”

“Wow!” Sophia said. Ivan Zhelkov was the Russian representative to the ISU, the head of the Russian federation, and as corrupt a skating official as you'd ever find.

“There's more,” Evan went on. “No Russian or French judges at any ISU event for the next year. And some individual judges have been suspended. Grigoriy Kamenskiy was suspended for life.” Kamenskiy was a Russian dance judge, and the worst of the lot.

“My GOD,” Warren was shocked. “How the hell did this happen? I'm thrilled, mind you, but I never thought I'd see this day!”

“The ISU has been deluged by complaints. One of those came from the television network, you know. They were threatening to get out. Their contract with the ISU ends after this year. The IOC said something-figure skating's an Olympic sport, after all. Since they got all that proof with the audiotape at Worlds, and all these people complaining, they almost had to clean house. Oh, you will be glad to know that Curtis voted for all of it.”

“Good for Curtis,” Sophie said.

That was the topic of discussion amongst all the skaters before the show. After the show, too-and it wasn't just skaters. Warren and Sophie were standing there, chatting with some other skaters, when a blonde woman in her thirties came up to them. “You!” she spat out. “You two just ruined this fucking sport!”

“Excuse me?” Warren said, “and who are you?”

“I'm Paula Rogers. My daughter is Courtney Rogers. My baby's going to be a world champion, and you just fucked that up! All your whining and complaining. Hey, most people in skating know the rules. If you aren't willing to play by the rules, get out!”

“The rules? I thought the rules were about great skating?” Sophia asked.

“You silly little thing. It's about whose ass you can kiss. It's about whose palm you can grease. At least it used to be. Until you two made a stink! You got your World Championship, what else do you want?”

“Fair judging,” Warren said. “You think it might be more productive if Courtney was working on becoming a better skater.”

“She's the best, it's her partner that's bringing her down.”

“I tried to teach her a bit of our program,” Warren laughed. “She couldn't keep up. She couldn't come close. Don't delude yourself-she's not that good. Sophie blows her away. That's why, in fair judging, they'll never beat us. Ryan's actually good-he's closer to my level than Courtney is to Sophie's.” His pleasant look became more of a glare. “And that's what it's all about to people like you. You can't win fairly, so you want to cheat. Those days are over. Thank goodness.” He and Sophia then turned and walked away from her.

A few minutes later, Ryan Killen came over and sat with them. “I see you've encountered the Barracuda,” he said quietly.

“Yeah,” Warren snorted. “How do you stand it?”

“It's getting harder,” Ryan admitted.

“At least now I know where Courtney gets it,” Sophie said.

“Yup,” Ryan agreed. “Look, Courtney's a great skater, and we're a good team, at least on the ice. That's why I put up with it.” He took a breath. “Have you guys figured out that Court and I are lovers?'

“WHAT?” Sophie said. “I thought she was all Christian and that. And how can you sleep with her?”

“The morality play is an act,” Ryan said. “As for sleeping with her? The attraction was genuine at first. I was only 16, she was all of 13, and I thought she was beautiful and magical.” He sighed. “Now? I don't really have a choice, not if I want to keep my skating partner.”

“ You need a life,” Sophie told him. “Away from Courtney.”

“I know,” he sighed, “but we're stuck in Madison and I don't know anyone there.”

“You know us,” Warren smiled. “And we know people. Our social life is limited because of school and Betsy, but, you know, we'll help if we can.”

“Thanks. That means a lot,” Ryan smiled.

LIZ AND CRASH (Chapter 136)

Towards the end of July, Crash flew to Los Angeles. There was an orientation session at the UCLA Law school, plus, he needed to find a place to live.

The tour had just ended, so Liz was there to meet him. They'd both be going back to Boston after about a week-Liz needed to work on choreography with Warren and Sophie.

Liz drove Crash back to her apartment, where they deliriously raced each other to her bedroom. They didn't emerge until late the next morning.

The orientation, which was Monday through Wednesday went well. Hunting for an apartment was not going well. He had looked at the paper every day and had visited some places on Thursday while Liz was at practice. He checked some more listings after eating dinner at her place Thursday night-but, after a few minutes, threw the paper on the couch in frustration. “This is ridiculous,” he griped. “I knew LA was going to be more expensive than Chicago, but this is insane. Everything I've seen is either way out of my price range, or a colossal dump.”

“I know. This place costs a fortune,” Liz agreed.

“You have a fortune, miss Olympic Gold Medallist And Idol Of Millions,” he teased. She hit him with a couch pillow. “Well, you do. I, alas, am just a humble law student, scraping away on a shoestring.”

“Oh, what a sob story,” Liz giggled.

“I know, ain't it a tragedy?” he grinned. “Seriously-I have some money, and I'll get a job out here part-time at a firm, but the rents really are insane.”

“Jason? You could move in here,” Liz said quietly.

“What?”

“You could move in here. We could live together.”

Jason looked at her for a minute. “Isn't that a little bit premature?”

“Probably,” she giggled. “But we have been going out for almost a year.”

“Well, off and on,” he pointed out. “We haven't spent more than a week together at any one time over the whole year. We've gone months without seeing one another. It'll be a huge change.”

“I know,” she said. “Jason, think of it this way, though. Why are you going to law school out here, and not in Chicago or Boston or somewhere else?”

“Well, you.”

“Right. So I'm kind of responsible for you being out here, right? So, if you get yourself in financial difficulty, or end up living in a dump, I'm going to feel responsible. I have plenty of room here. The bed's a queen. You're coming out here for me anyhow, right?”

“Yeah, but, still…” Crash was still unsure.

“Jason. There's not someone else, is there?”

“Of course not!”

“OK. Is it that you're not over Jessie?”

“Sort of. Probably not the way you mean, though.” He took a breath. “Liz, I love you. I don't love Jessie. Well, I do love Jessie, part of me will always love Jessie, but I'm not in love with her. I am in love with you.” He sighed. “What it is, is this. Part of me thinks that Jessie and I ended because we just grew apart and wanted different things. But part of me thinks that Jessie and I ended because I fucked up, and badly. And now I have you, but we haven't spent much actual time together and now you're talking about moving in. I'm afraid of fucking up. And Jessie and I never lived together.” He grinned slightly. “Good thing, there probably would have been blood on the walls. But taking this big of a step, after how Jessie and I ended-well, it's terrifying.”

“I understand,” Liz said. “I do. But I think we can make it work. Look, I didn't end with Rich all that great, either. And it's the same thing-either he was intolerant of my lifestyle, or I was too pigheaded about my lifestyle. Maybe it was me, you know? But, I don't know, it's just different with us. Even though we haven't spent enough time together, I just feel it.” She grinned, but it was half-hearted. “Besides which, I'm gone a lot.”

“And you're worried about that,” Crash said perceptively. Liz nodded. “I'm not Rich, Liz. The fact that you're an independent, successful woman is one of the reasons I fell in love with you. Besides which, you're going to have to deal with me sitting here with my nose in law books.”

“I can handle that.”

“The other thing is, are you going to be able to handle me not being there?” Crash asked. “Nationals, well, I can pretty much always go to that, because of when it is. And I'm sure you really don't care much about some of the lesser competitions. But, OK, take the Olympics next year. February, in the middle of my second year in law school? I might not be able to go. I'm going to try my damnedest, believe me-but I might not be able to make it.”

“I know,” she said. “I hope you do. But I understand. We're both busy.” She looked at him. “Honestly, this is one of the reasons I want to live together. Just think-when I come home from Skate America in October, you'll be here. I won't have to find you. I won't have to drive to some other apartment to see you. Likewise, when you have an exam or a paper or even if you're studying to death and need a back rub-I'll be here. With how busy we are, I think this is the only chance we've got to have any kind of normal relationship.”

“OK. Then let's do it.”

“Oh, thank goodness!” she exclaimed. “I've been working up to asking you this since the moment you got here.”

“You have?” he laughed.

“Yeah. You getting frustrated looking for a place made it so much easier,” she grinned. “Love you.”

“Love you too.”

“Shall we go celebrate?”

“Sure. You want to go out?”

“Hell, no. I want you to go try out your new bed,” she giggled, “now that you know it's your new bed.”

“Ah,” he grinned and stood up off the couch. He took her hand and pulled her up to him. “That sounds like a perfectly wonderful idea.” They went into the bedroom and fell on the bed, kissing and rubbing one another. “Yeah, this bed will definitely work,” Crash joked.

“I hope so, you've been in it all week.” Crash was reaching for her shirt and lifting it over her head. She wasn't wearing a bra. His hands went right for her boobs. She moaned as her nipples stiffened.

“I will never get tired of how responsive you are,” Crash laughed.

“Good. I'm glad somebody won't.” Crash heard something in that, so he withdrew his hands and looked at her. She sighed. “Rich didn't like it.”

“ExCUSE ME?”

“He said he never knew if it was him. He said it could've been anyone, and I would've reacted the same way, and he didn't like that.”

“You don't have to worry about that,” Crash said with a grin. “I know it's not me, and I still love it.”

“It is you. Look, I got a lot less responsive with Rich when things started to go downhill. Yeah, I get off easily-but a lot easier when I love the guy I'm with.”

“I don't mind either way. You're a great boost to my confidence in any case,” he grinned, and went back to her boobs with his hands. He fondled them and rubbed her nipples with his thumbs, as her breathing got more and more ragged.

When Crash got to the point where he'd usually move his hands down off her boobs and head lower, he didn't. He kept one hand on her boob, and moved his mouth onto the other one. He pressed his face into her boob and suckled on the nipple, curious as to how far he could take her just by this.

He didn't have long to wait. A few minutes of that, and she stiffened, shuddered, and squealed.

He looked up at her. “Did you…?”

“Yeah.”

“That's amazing.”

“It's only happened to me once before, ever.”

He grinned, and went to take off her pants. Her panties were, of course, sopping wet. He quickly lowered his face in between her legs. He ran his tongue up and down her swollen labia, and then dipped it into her opening. She clutched the sheets in her hands and hummed. “Oh, God, so good, so good,” she moaned, as he ran his tongue up and down her pussy. After getting her good and worked up, he circled his tongue all around her erect clit. “UUUNNNNGGGGHH!” she moaned, and quickly started rocking her hips back and forth on the bed.

He did his best to stay with her, but mostly had to content himself with keeping his tongue extended as she rocked back and forth on it. He moved with her as best he could, as her moans got louder. Then she jerked upwards, mashing her pussy into his face, and spasmed up and down off the bed. Crash pulled away after she came down and looked up at her.

“Mmmmmm,” she groaned, “that was a good 'un.”

“Damn, I love watching you cum,” he said.

“Good, because I love cumming,” she giggled. Waving her hand at him weakly, she said, “Now. Undress.” He did, laughing. “Good. Now lie down,” she said, pointing next to her on the bed. “I want to try something.”

“OK,” Crash said, and positioned himself, figuring out what she was going to do. He was right. She crawled up on top of him, straddling him, and lowered herself down on his erection.

“I've never done it this way,” she told him.

“Fine by me. I have a great view,” he grinned.

She started moving up and down, looking for a rhythm. Once she found it, she steadily moved herself on him. He reached up and grabbed her hips, to assist her. Liz wasn't a big girl, so Crash's assistance was almost lifting her right off him. Their pace picked up, Liz squeaking out an “EEEP! EEEP! EEEP!” every time she hit bottom, as their bodies thwacked together. She quickly climaxed twice, before he thrust deep inside her and came himself.

Afterwards, they were cuddling together, and Liz said, “Just think, honey. When you move in, you can do that all the time.”

“Well, considering we've done it at least once every night I've been here this week, I predict that you are going to wear me out.”

“But what a way to go, eh?” she laughed.

“Too true,” he agreed. “So, tell me-have you told your parents that you were going to ask me to move in?”

“I told my dad. He's cool with it. But now he's got to find a way to break the news to Mom. She's a wee bit traditional for this. They both like you, though, that helps.” She grinned at him. “And your Mom is going to freak!”

“No doubt,” he agreed with a laugh. “But, you know what? I expect it. She didn't like Jessie, you know, and I thought that was just a conflict. I've figured out differently. She's already upset that I'm going to school out here. 'You picked UCLA because of that girl, didn't you?' she said. Anyone I go out with, she's not going to like. I just refuse to worry about it.”

“She's damaged you some.”

“Well, let's not get carried away, I was never abused or neglected. She's a great Mom, she's just way overprotective. And accommodating-I grew up indulged, because of her. That has cost me. Because it's made me selfish, and it's made me over-reliant on her approval.”

“You know, I've learned a valuable lesson from your best friend and his wife. Follow your heart, no matter who else it pisses off.”

“Good point,” Crash laughed.

“They're not scared of anything.”

“And Warren used to be scared of his own shadow. Anyhow, you're right. And my heart tells me I should be right here.”

“Good!”

“That's a big step,” Warren said to Liz.

“We know.” Liz was at Warren's parents' house, there to work with the duo on her choreography. It was a Sunday, and they'd start work the next day, but today they were just hanging out. “It's the solution to a lot of problems, though. Jay was going to have a problem finding a place to live, and it gives us more time together to see where we're at with each other. We're both going to be so busy, that'd be a problem if we were living in different places.”

“I get you. But, trust me, there's a lot of adjustments. And the key to living together is compromise. And, sorry Liz, I know he's my best friend-but compromising isn't Crash's strong suit.”

“Neither is it Sophie's,” Liz giggled.

“True. But then you have to understand what kind of relationship you're going to have.” She just looked at him. “Liz, I am the most pussywhipped human on the face of the planet.” Liz just looked at him, then cracked up. “It's true. So, look, compromise isn't that important if you're the one in control-and Sophie's the one in control. However, what she's learned, through painful trial and error, is that I have limits. I cede control a lot of the time, but I have limits. There are times when I am capable of putting my foot down. It used to take Sophie by surprise, because it happens so seldomly. What she's come to recognize is that I only do it when it's important.”

“OK.”

“The other thing is that I have come to recognize my problems with this, and Sophie's come to recognize them, too. I won't take control back, even when I feel I should, until it gets to the point that I'm bitter and resentful. So, Sophie gives it up, voluntarily, every so often, just to be on an even keel.” He grinned. “Sometimes it's more symbolic, like the whole bondage thing…”

“Excuse me?” Liz laughed.

“Oh, you didn't know that? Every so often, Sophie likes to be tied up in bed. And call me Master while she's at it.”

“I would've put any amount of money down it'd be the other way around,” Liz laughed.

“Nope. That's one way of her giving me control. But, yeah, it's still all about compromise. I compromise far more easily than Sophie does, so I do it more often. She's come to realize that she can't take advantage of that and walk all over me.”

“I see.”

“Honestly, Liz? That breakup freshman year? In hindsight, it was the best thing that ever happened to us. It made her more willing to compromise and it made me more assertive. You think of all the things that happened after that-the rape, Betsy-I don't think we ever would've survived them if the breakup hadn't happened.”

“Wow. Well, I have to tell you, Warren, I hope Crash and I can make it without having to go through a breakup!”

“You will,” Warren smiled. “You've already gone through your trials and tribulations, think of it that way. Long distance romances suck. And he was completely true to you, I know that for a fact.”

“I know he was,” she smiled, “even though I told him it wasn't necessary.”

“Y'see? You two know how to compromise already,” Warren grinned.

A VISIT HOME (Chapter 137)

Warren and Sophie returned to Oceanview for pretty much all of the month of August. Jessie came for part of the time, but was back in Wisconsin earlier than the other two. They worried about her being alone, but she didn't mind. “Believe me, I can't wait for you two to come back, but the peace and quiet is actually nice. Since I've never lived alone, it's a nice change, at least temporarily.”

The reason Warren and Sophie came home-besides visiting-was choreography. It was easier for them to secure all the ice time they needed in Oceanview than it was in Madison. Plus, their clients were used to coming to Boston, and they were all invited to stay with Warren's parents. “I love it, actually,” Peg told Warren. “That's why we don't mind doing it. It's fun, I get to meet all these skaters. And they're so nice, the ones you work with. I don't think I have to tell you how fond I am of Liz Cushman. And that I love Tom to pieces goes without saying.”

“Yeah, you love my skating clients staying here, but I'll bet Kristin loves it even more after last year,” Warren joked.

“No doubt,” Peg laughed. “I know you've seen some of it, but you haven't been around full time. Warren, he has been so good for her.”

“Yeah, I know. Tom's a great guy, just what Kristin needed.”

“I'm beginning to think that they are you and Sophie all over again.”

“I'd figured that out, yes. So how's Ryan?”

“Ryan is just fine,” Warren heard from behind him. Ryan was walking in the door. “How's it going, big brother?” They hugged.

“Not too bad, little brother.” Warren smirked at Peg. “Listen to me. Little brother. He's four inches taller than I am!”

“That's why I'm the basketball player and you're the ice dancer,” Ryan teased. “Where's my sister in law and my niece?”

“Over Sophie's. She sent me along ahead so I could catch up. We'll all be here for supper tonight. How's Georgia Tech?”

“Great,” Ryan said.

“Saw you play a little on TV.”

“Well, that's all I played this past year is a little,” Ryan grinned. “Next year will be different, though-our point guard last year was a senior, so the starting job's up for grabs, and I mean to grab it.”

“Great! How's the school part?”

“Hard, but fun. I've decided on electrical engineering as a major.”

“That's excellent. And how's Laurel?”

“Great!” Ryan said with real enthusiasm. “Things are going wonderfully. I worried, you know-our relationship really wasn't much until we got to school, because of the distance between us here. We knew we liked one another, but going to school and having each other close by was kind of a test, you know?” Warren nodded. “It's wonderful. Actually, it's perfect. We compliment each other very well. I was never a slacker, but I'm better at studying now. She was never an asocial nerd, but she loosens up better now. She's even turned into a fanatical basketball fan.”

“That's hilarious.”

“You should see if she can drive out here for dinner,” Peg asked. “We'll make it a big bash.”

“Let me call her,” Ryan said.

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The dining room table at the Kellehers' was mighty crowded that evening. Peg and Jim, of course, were there, as were Warren, Sophie, and Betsy. Laurel was able to drive over and join them, as was Tom.

“Betsy's not bad at feeding herself,” Kristin commented. “A little messy, but not bad.”

“Love tatoes!” Betsy proclaimed.

“She does love potatoes,” Sophie grinned. “She's doing a number on the ham, too.”

“So,” Tom asked, “have you guys thought of any music for me yet?”

“Yeah,” Warren grinned, “I've narrowed it down to Malaguena or Carmen.” In other words, the two most overused pieces of music in skating history.

“Oh, thanks,” Tom grinned. “I thought you were creative.”

“I'm fascinated,” Laurel asked. “How do you pick music?”

“Mostly intuition, especially for us,” Warren said. “For other skaters, it's a combination of intuition, plus knowing someone else's skating.”

“He's absolutely brilliant at music,” Tom told her. “They're both fantastic choreographers, but I think that has something to do with just knowing what music to use. The music choices have stretched me-and I mean that in a good way. The music's made me a better skater.”

“When he goes to med school-and, especially after, when he's a resident-I'm going to have to do most of the day-to-day nitty-gritty choreography,” Sophia said, “but I told him he still has to find time to pick the music.”

“And I will,” Warren said. “But, as I was saying, you have to know the skaters some. Here's three examples. Tom, here, is good and getting better. We can stretch with him, but there are some limits. On one extreme from that, we can throw anything at Liz Cushman and she can handle it. On the other extreme-we're going to have to be very careful with Allison Bowman. She's never had a real program before-her coach has been doing her choreography, and he sucks.”

“Sounds like me before you got your hands on me,” Tom laughed.

“No, it was never that bad for you. Terri's not nearly as hopeless as Ron Aztov. She's a good coach, he is not. Plus, she had no problem with you working with us and integrated our choreography into your training. Ron's going to give Allison loads of shit about this,” Warren predicted.

“No doubt,” Tom agreed.

After dinner, the “kids” were all hanging around, just chatting. At one point, Ryan was in the bathroom and Tom and Kristin had taken Betsy for a walk, leaving Laurel alone with Warren and Sophie.

“You guys have been going out since you were very young, right?” Laurel asked them.

“Yeah, we were 14,” Sophie told her.

“And Ryan was how old then?”

“Eleven,” Warren said.

“So, he spent his whole adolescence with you two together,” Laurel said. “OK, now I understand.”

“Understand what?” Warren asked.

“How that big basketball-playing galoot boyfriend of mine somehow turned out to be a complete hopeless romantic,” Laurel smiled. “He was watching Big Brother.”

“Yes, he was,” Sophie laughed. “See, dear, you've set a good example.”

“He sure did. He dotes on you,” Laurel said.

“He's well-trained.”

“Ah, jeez,” Warren groaned.

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Liz's choreography went like a dream. She decided to skate her long program to Peter Gabriel's “Passion.” It had been used before, but it was right up Liz's alley. She did an exhibition with them, too. Wanting something a bit dramatic and punchy but still poppy, Warren found for her Chantal Kreviazuk's “In This Life.” She loved it, and the exhibition was quickly done.

Tom was also not any trouble. He'd decided on Bach for his long program-a stretch, but a good one, and he and Warren and Sophia were all pleased with the program. The exhibition was David Lee Roth’s “Just A Gigolo.” Warren and Sophie almost kept that one for themselves, but decided it was better for Tom-and Tom was having a blast with it.

Allison Bowman was a completely different story.

The first problem was that apparently Ron Aztov, her coach, had been treating her as an unthinking, unfeeling robot. She had no say in her music, choreography, or movements, at all. Every finger movement was dictated by Ron. Because of that, she had no confidence in her ability to feel anything on the ice.

Warren decided to try an experiment-he decided to choreograph her exhibition first, to get her used to moving to music and trying to feel it before they tried adding the complicated technical requirements of her competitive program. The music Warren had picked for her exhibition was Stevie Nicks's “Has Anyone Ever Written Anything For You?”, a gorgeous piano ballad.

It was slow going. Allison started out wanting Warren and Sophia to dictate every movement to her. Finally, Warren said, “Allison. Just skate. Listen to the music and just skate. We'll worry about choreography later. Just skate to the music.”

She did, growing with confidence on every pass. It wasn't a program, yet, but it was a young skater grasping for her artistic 'voice'. She had musicality, Warren and Sophia had seen that from the start, but she'd never been allowed to draw on it. Warren was making her draw on it. It was working. On the second day, in the afternoon, Warren and Sophie moved in, and turned her innate movements into a program.

When that was done, they moved on to her competitive long program. Endeavoring to keep it simple, they had chosen Swan Lake for her music. She understood better, after having done the exhibition, and they were able to develop a program remarkably quickly. It didn’t lose any of her technical acumen, but it was much more complete artistically than anything she’d ever done.

Her mother flew out to fetch her on the last day. After she saw the programs, she turned to Warren and Sophia and said, “I don’t know much about skating. But even I can see the difference. Thank you. And I’m so glad her exhibition is passionate and beautiful instead of suggestive.” She gave Warren and Sophia a wry grin. “Then again, you two did passionate and beautiful when you were naked, so why should I be surprised?” They both chuckled at that. “How do you feel, Allison?” she asked her daughter.

“Great! This really was an education. I feel like I’ve learned more about artistry in a week than I have in my entire career.”

“Good,” Sophie said. “Now. If you need any help, you get a hold of us. If you want us to watch something at Skate America or something, we will. And don’t take any shit from Ron Aztov!”

“I won’t!” she promised.

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After all that, it was time to work on their own programs.

They had made a decision. After what happened at Worlds-even with the apparent changes in the ISU-they decided to pick their programs based on themselves first, the audience second, and the judges not at all. They’d done that all along to some degree, but they really did it this year.

First were the orignal dances. The first one was a shuffle. They picked Ringo Starr’s version of “You’re Sixteen” for that. It was a happy, cute, lighthearted program.

The second OD was a rhumba. Rhumbas are supposed to be pretty steamy. Sophie and Warren went for steamy, all right, choosing to skate to Sade’s “Smooth Operator.” They tweaked that program quite a bit, looking for a good balance between technical content and the inherent artistic sensuality of it.

The free dance? That was another story entirely.

Sophie and Warren had skirted around it before, but never crossed the unspoken line. Big Band was fine, Sinatra was fine, modern classical of the Copland variety was fine. Riverdance worked. Romeo and Juliet straddled the line, but that was a ballad.

But skating to full-out rock and roll was not done in ice dance. The theory was that the, as Sophie called them, “old fuddy-duddy judges” wouldn’t go for it. Warren and Sophia decided not to care. Mindful of where this year’s World Championships were to be held-East Rutherford, NJ, at the Meadowlands-they went right for the jugular, and with a regional twist.

Their free dance would be all Bruce Springsteen. And not any of his ballads, either. Two rockers, albeit with different beats: “Ramrod” and “Give The Girl A Kiss.” They took the sax solo of Ramrod and choreographed an absolutely stunning serpentine step sequence to it. The side-by-side steps were later, to Give The Girl A Kiss. The program as a whole just never stopped moving. They were thrilled with it.

“Well, if you want to rock out, you’ve accomplished that,” June, their coach, laughed.

“It’s just time to rock out, we think,” Sophia told her. “Hey, if we win, we win. If we don’t, we don’t. But we’ll have the crowd on our sides!”

BACK IN WISCONSIN (Chapter 138)

Sophie and Warren returned to their apartment towards the end of August. Jess was very happy to see them.

It was a little strange for them, though. Jess was working, as was Caitlin. Papa Bear was in med school. Alexa and Mike were gone, as were some of their other friends. Taking a year off because of Betsy had put them behind. It wasn’t that bad, but they felt a little off-kilter.

“Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth,” Jessie told them. “School’s better than work.”

“I thought you liked your job,” Sophie said.

“I do, but I went from 15 to 18 hours of school a week to 40 hours of work.”

“But you don’t have to study,” Warren laughed.

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Warren and Sophie got back into the swing of things very quickly. Their classes were fine. They had to study-and Warren had also bought a review book for the MCAT and was studying that, too-but it wasn’t too onerous. Jessie being around helped-she helped with some of the household chores, and with Betsy. She was working first shift, 7 to 3, so they still had Betsy in day care when they needed to for class, but Jess helped them out at other times.

One thing she’d do is go to their weekend practices with them. She’d bring a book, and keep one eye on her reading material and the other on Betsy. Betsy was good, for a two-year-old, so this was pretty easy for Jess.

The folks around the rink got to know her. “Hey, Jessie,” someone called to her one Saturday. It was Ryan Killen.

“Hey, Ryan, what’s up?”

“Just came here to steal some of their moves,” Ryan laughed, loud enough for Sophie and Warren to hear him.

“That won’t work,” Warren yelled back. “You might be able to steal mine, but Courtney can’t do Sophie’s, so you’re out of luck.”

“Too true,” Ryan smiled, then sat down next to Jess. “What you doing?”

“Just reading. Watching Betsy for them.” She pointed to the floor, where Betsy was happily busying herself with some toys.

“So, you’re living with them now?” Jess nodded. “I don’t mean this the wrong way, but don’t you get in the way? I mean, they are still kind of newlyweds.”

Jess cracked up laughing. “No, I don’t get in the way.” She looked at Ryan. “Look, you told me your big secret, so here’s mine. If your partner every finds out about this, I’ll kill you.” Ryan nodded. “Well, I don’t just share their apartment. I share their bed.”

Ryan’s eyes bugged right out of his head. “Both of them?” he squeaked.

“Yeah. I have my own bed, in Betsy’s room, but I don’t spend much time there-and that’s at their insistence.”

“But…I mean…” Ryan sputtered.

“Just for now, you understand,” Jessie told him. “I love both of them, and they love me, and there’s no man in my life, and I like sex,” she laughed. Ryan’s eyes bugged out again. “But they don’t mind sharing for a while.”

“Unbelievable,” Ryan grinned. “Are you bisexual?”

“Not really, just with Sophie,” she told him. “I like it with her, but I’m not attracted to other girls at all.”

“Ah. How did this all come about?”

“I was coming off of a bad breakup. With Warren’s best friend, actually-Jason, he goes out with Liz Cushman now. We’re friends now, but the breakup was messy-we’d gone out for years.” She told him the rest of the story.

“Ah,” Ryan said. “Well I can’t comment on anyone else’s sex life, considering what I sleep with.”

“Still?”

“Not often, but Courtney corners me every so often.”

“Well, my sex life is strange, but at least I enjoy it,” Jess laughed.

“Hey, sex is sex,” Ryan said. “What I miss more is, you know, emotional involvement.”

“Yeah,” Jessie agreed. “I have that, but it’s not the same.”

“Anything’s good,” Ryan asserted.

“True. They’re the best, I know that-but I also know that they belong with each other in the long term. They love me, and I love them, but their connection with each other is so strong it boggles my mind. I mean, shit-just watch them skate.”

“Believe me, I have,” Ryan laughed. “Hey,” he shouted to them. “I still haven’t seen your free dance.”

“OK,” Warren yelled back. “Since it’s all fast and rocking, I know Courtney would never be able to keep up,” he laughed. Ryan laughed back. Jess adjusted the tape player for them, and they ran through the Springsteen.

“Wow,” Ryan said when they were done. “That sucker never stops moving, does it?”

“Nope,” Sophia agreed.

“And Springsteen. Wow. I wish we had the guts to skate to music like that!”

One Thursday afternoon, Sophie had a meeting with a professor. Jessie had just gotten home from work. Warren was there with Betsy. They were chatting, and Jessie said, “War, I’ve been meaning to ask you something.”

“Shoot.”

“You know how you told me to make myself at home, to use you guys’ dresser for my stuff and all.” Warren nodded. “Well, I was going through the dresser making room for myself when you guys weren’t here.” She grinned at him. “So what’s with the handcuffs and restraints and blindfolds?”

“Oh, that. Sophie likes bondage, every once in a while.”

“Really! I never knew that!”

Warren looked at her, bemused. “Jess, is that a glimmer I see in your eye?”

“Yup. I want us to tie Sophie up. I have some ideas.”

“We don’t do pain,” Warren cautioned.

“Neither do I,” Jess agreed.

“What do you have in mind?” Jessie told him. A grin spread across his face. “Ooooh, I like it!”

The next night was a Friday. The threesome ate, chatted a bit, then put Betsy to bed. When she was in her room and asleep, Jess pulled Sophie off the couch and led her into the bedroom, Warren following behind. When they got to the bedroom, Jess started taking Sophie’s clothes off.

“Oooh, Jessie’s horny,” Sophie giggled.

“Yes, but not the way you think. I have plans for you.”

“Plans?”

“You’ll love it,” Warren interjected. Sophie looked at him. “Yes, I’m in on it,” he grinned.

Jessie had gotten all of Sophie’s clothes off by then, and led her to the bed. “Lie down,” Jessie commanded. Sophie did so, and Jessie reached under the bed and withdrew the restraints. He pulled Sophie’s wrist up to the headboard.

“ You are going to tie me up?” Sophie said.

“Oh, I’m going to do more than tie you up,” Jess grinned.

“OOOOOOO!”

“That’s right.” Jess got the other hand tied, then grabbed the blindfold. “I can’t tie your ankles yet, I have to do something first,” Jess said while stripping her own clothes off. Warren was doing the same. Once Jess was nude, she went to fetch a bag she had hidden earlier. She withdrew a few things out of the bag.

“Now, Sophie, this is very important,” Jessie said. “If you don’t do what I say, it could be painful for you. I need you to spread your legs as wide as they will go, and you can not move. Not an inch. I’ll hurt you if you do. Got me?”

“Uh, yeah, but…”

“No buts.” When Sophie got her legs spread, Jessie withdrew a can from the bag. She squirted the can right between Sophie’s legs.

“What is that?” Sophie gasped.

“Shaving gel,” Jess grinned.

“You’re going to shave me down THERE?!?!?”

“A necessary preparation for the festivities to come. Plus, I think it’ll be sexy. Don’t move,” Jess said. Sophie did her best not to even flinch, as she felt Jess work the razor around her sensitive areas.

“Oh, I was right, this is gonna be sexy,” Jess enthused.

“Just don’t cut me!” Sophie blurted nervously.

“Never.” Sophie tensed as Jess moved the razor perilously close to her labia, but Jess handled it just fine. “Warren? A wet washcloth, please,” Jessie said. Warren went to fetch one, and Jessie used it to wipe up the remaining shaving gel.

“You’re gonna soak the bed,” Sophie laughed.

“We have one of those pads underneath the sheet,” Warren told her. “We’ll have to change the sheet, but the mattress will be fine.”

“And we’re going to need that pad, because we’re not done,” Jessie said. “Now, voila!” she said, waving at Sophie’s completely bare pussy. “I was right. That is so sexy.” She giggled. “Soph, you look fourteen again.”

“No, actually, she had more hair than that at fourteen,” Warren laughed.

“Shit, I think I had more hair than that at eleven,” Sophie said. “I’ve always kept it trimmed, but I’ve never shaved it.”

“It really is sexy,” Warren told her.

“And, Warren, I think she liked it,” Jessie smirked. “Look at that erect little clittie. Anyhow, time to tie up her ankles.” Warren helped Jessie do just that.

Sophie relaxed her legs so that they could tie her ankles to the bed. When done, she was helpless, completely bound, and still blindfolded. She waited expectantly as she heard Jessie and Warren rustling through the bag and whispering to one another. One of them left-she found out it was Warren when Jess said, “Hold on, Warren’s getting something ready.” Jess was lightly stroking Sophie’s nipples, which just increased her already-building slow boil.

Then Sophie heard Warren come back in the bedroom-and then she felt something. Something warm, wet, and sticky was being drizzled on her breasts. She gasped, and her nipples went completely erect. She felt the substance being dripped all over her breasts, down her stomach, and even a bit on her thighs. Some of it oozed down between her legs. It felt so nice and warm.

“That’s the hot fudge,” Warren chucked. “Got the whipped cream, Jess?”

“Yup.” Sophie heard the squirting of the can, and the warm wet stuff on her boobs was joined by a cold blast of fluffiness. The contrast made her yelp. That, too, was spread down her stomach and onto her thighs.

“Here’s a couple of cherries for her boobs,” Warren said. “Should we put some in her pussy?”

Sophie laughed. “That pussy hasn’t seen a cherry in a long time.”

“Good point,” Warren laughed.

“Besides, I got something else for that,” Jess said. Sophie heard the bag rustle again.

“Ooh, good idea,” Warren said, “but won’t it be too mushy?”

“Nah, look, it’s still a little green. Ripe enough to eat, but not too ripe to be mushy.”

Oh, God, Sophie thought, knowing just what it was. A banana? Then she felt it, as Jess pushed it halfway into her. “Oh GOD!” Sophie moaned. It felt so weird, but so great!

“Got the camera?” Jessie asked. Warren grinned, and produced his digital camera.

“CAMERA?” Sophie hissed.

“But of course. We’re sending the pictures into Human Gourmet magazine,” Jessie laughed. “Nah, Soph, we just want to be able to show you what you looked like. Trust me, it’s great. All set, Warren?”

“Yup.”

“Good. Now for the fun.” Jess and Warren each got on the bed, one on each side of Sophie, and started working on the stuff on her boobs. They circled their tongues through the whipped cream and the hot fudge, licking it off of her boobs. Sophie was going crazy. Warren and Jessie got through the whipped cream on top, and had hit the fudge on the bottom, and were swirling their tongues around Sophie’s nipples to get all the fudge. Sophie had been worked up enough, what with all that gooey mess on her boobs and the banana in her pussy, but their tongues were really working her over. She unconsciously strained at her bonds and moaned deeply as their tongues roamed over her.

Her breasts heaved as Jess and Warren hit bare skin. They sucked on her nipples for a while, then started moving down her stomach. They cleaned up the fudge and whipped cream from her stomach, then moved down to her thighs. She squirmed and whinnied.

“Oh, this feels so great!” Sophie blurted, as Warren and Jessie moved up her thighs, licking all the gooeyness off. When it was all gone, Jess moved up, kissing up Sophie’s stomach on the way to her boobs. Warren went for the banana.

He started nibbling on the end that was protruding from Sophie’s pussy. She felt it quiver inside her as he took little bites up its length. She gasped as Warren moved upwards on it. His nose ticked her clit. He got to the end of the part that was protruding, leaving a little bit as a fingerhold. Then he slowly started pulling the rest out of her pussy, eating it bit by bit as it came out.

“Nnnnnnnngggggg!” Sophie moaned. She could feel the banana slowly sliding out of her, and, with her pussy shaved, it felt like Warren’s face was everywhere. And Jessie was still working over her tits. Then, the banana was gone, and Warren’s face was everywhere. Sophie’d never had her pussy eaten when she was shaved. It just made everything more intense. His face burrowed into her shaved mons as his tongue worked up and down her pussy. When he latched his lips on her clit, his chin burrowed into the flesh all around her labia. The sensation of skin-on-skin was incredible. Sophie came in a hurry.

As she was coming down, she heard Jessie say, “Hey, Warren. Come here.” He got out from between her legs, and Sophie could hear the rustling of the sheets. She heard Jess giggle and Warren gasp, then Jessie touched Sophie’s lips and said, “Hey, Soph. Open wide!”

Sophie did, smiling, anticipating Warren’s cock sliding into her mouth. Which it did. What she didn’t anticipate was the added extra. Jessie had covered Warren’s cock with the hot fudge! Sophie, delighted, took it into her mouth and devoured it. Meanwhile, Jessie had slipped down and taken Warren’s place between Sophie’s legs. Sophia hummed happily as she sucked all the hot fudge from Warren’s dick, as Jessie nibbled on her clit. She ran her lips up and down Warren’s cock, licking off all the fudge and getting Warren right close to the boiling point while she was at it. Of course, Sophie was getting pretty close to the boiling point herself, with Jessie’s tongue working away at her bare pussy. They went almost simultaneously.

“Oh, God,” Sophie groaned. “Jess, get him back up for me, I need to be fucked!”

“Sorry, dear. You’ve had two cums already. I haven’t had a one. He’s going to eat me out first.” Sophie groaned.

“I’ve got something to keep her busy,” Warren said. He went into their goody drawer and got the timed vibrator. He set it, then slid it into Sophie. “It goes on for a minute then off for two. It drives her nuts,” Warren told Jessie with a grin.

“Nnnnnnngggggggg!!” Sophie groaned as it flicked on. “NO!” she blurted as it flicked off. “Nnnnnnnnngggggggg!” as it switched on again.

“Oooh, I like that thing!” Jessie laughed.

“You would, you sadist,” Sophie panted. “NNNNNNGGGGGGG!!!”

Jessie was still laughing. “Come on, Warren. Do your thing.”

Warren chuckled, and crawled between Jessie’s legs. “Jess, I should shave you.”

“I dunno,” Jessie said.

“Do it,” Sophie advised. “It’s…nnnnnngggggggg!…incredible.”

“Maybe. But not now,” Jessie laughed. Warren just grinned at her and went to town with his tongue.

Sophie was going nuts, what with that infernal vibrator switching on and off-plus the euphoric noises that Jessie was making next to her. Finally, after far too long, Sophie felt the vibrator being withdrawn, and rapidly replace by Warren’s dick. All it took was that first long stroke and a little bump-and-grind by Warren and Sophie exploded. Warren wasn’t anywhere near done, and managed to bring Sophie to climax once more before he came into her.

Afterwards, they were all completely spent. It took Warren and Jessie a couple minutes to get the energy to get Sophie out of her bonds. When they did, she reached over and hugged them both. “Thanks, guys. That was so much fun! We have to do this again.”

“Good thing I bought the extra-large jar of hot fudge,” Jessie smirked.

MORE DISCOVERIES (Chapter 139)

Liz Cushman arrived back from the rink after another day at practice. She walked into her apartment and stumbled into the kitchen. There she found Crash hunched over a pan.

“Hi, honey,” she said, walking up and kissing him. “Wait a minute, you’re cooking?”

“Yup,” he grinned. “I can, you know.”

“Wonders never cease,” she grinned back. “Whatcha making?”

“Galumpki.”

“Scuse me?”

“Galumpki. Polish dish-stuffed cabbage. You’ll love it.”

“I’ll take your word for it,” she grinned.

“Trust me. Anyhow, you’ve been doing a lot around here, I know. You were letting me get used to the law school workload and I appreciate it-but you need a break.”

“You’re so sweet,” she grinned. She watched him spoon a meat mixture into steamed cabbage leaves and roll them up. “Can I help?”

“No. Sit,” he pointed to the table. “I told you, you get a break tonight.” She giggled and sat at the kitchen table. “You can sit there, watch me play with cabbage, and tell me how your day went.”

“Fine,” she grinned. “Hard. Sophie and Warren are dead, I’ve decided.”

“Why?” Crash laughed.

“The program they set for me is a ballbuster,” she giggled. “It’s so hard, when you incorporate the technical elements into it, too. I get done with it and I feel like I’ve spent a day with the Thighmaster.”

“Well, they’re ice dancers, they forget about all them pesky jumps.”

“Yeah,” she laughed. Crash had finished his preparations, and popped the pan of galumpki into the oven. He rinsed off his hands, and sat down at the table with her.

“How were classes today?” she asked.

“Fine. It’s getting-well, not easier, but I’m getting more used to the routine.”

“That’s good. How long those things take?” Liz asked, pointing towards the stove.

“Half hour.”

“Good.” She stood up. “C’mere,” she said, and led Crash into the living room. She pointed to the couch, he sat, and she sat next to him, curling up into him. “I need a cuddle.”

“Your wish is my command,” he grinned. They sat there, just cuddling and kissing for a while.

Then, Liz said, “Jay?”

“Hmmm?”

“You know, when I talked to you about moving in here, the reasons I gave you were all valid. But, I’ll admit it-I was worried. I knew we were kind of jumping into this. But I have to say-so far, it’s working like a dream. I know it’s only a little over a month, but I’m so glad you’re here.”

“I feel the same way. There are days I have to pinch myself,” he grinned. Liz giggled at that. “Jeez, you’ve even somehow made me all domestic.”

“Oh, when I walked in today and saw you cooking, I got a hell of a case of the warm-and-fuzzies,” Liz grinned.

“That’s my Lizzie, queen of the warm-and-fuzzies.”

“That’s my Jay-Jay, keeping me that way,” she grinned. “My God, listen to us-we’re worse than War and Soph.”

“Nope. Not possible. Can’t be done,” Crash deadpanned. They looked at each other and burst out laughing.

“Hey, Snugglebear, guess who I got an email from today?” Sophie asked.

“Paul McCartney,” Warren teased.

“No, you goof. Siobhan, my cousin.”

“Oh, cool. How’s she doing. All settled in at school?”

“Yup,” Sophie told him. “She seems to love it. I’m glad, she’s so young.”

“Not any younger than I was when I first went to college. OK, a couple months younger, but I was still only 17 when we came here.”

“I know. All you damn prodigies,” Sophie grinned. “She didn’t start school a year early like you did, though, you know. She skipped third grade. Anyhow, she’s doing very well, and she loves Stanford.”

“Good for her.”

“Yup. She got a sophomore as a roommate, and she says that’s turned out really well, because her roommate’s introduced her around. Oh, and guess who her roommate is. Sheila Mitchell.”

“The swimmer? Won all those gold medals this summer?”

“The same. Siobhan jokes that she can’t stand it, she’s surrounded by Olympians.”

“She’ll get over it!”

“You want me to what?” Kristin asked.

“I want you to play. In the talent show. I think you should,” Tom told her.

Wilkins Academy had a talent show every autumn. This year, it would be the first Saturday in October. Peg, Kristin’s mother, had mentioned it because she was helping out with it this year. Tom and Kristin were there, just hanging out, and Tom thought it sounded great.

“I can’t play in the talent show!” Kristin insisted.

“Sure you can.”

“Easy for you to say. You’re used to performing in front of people.”

“I didn’t used to be, though,” Tom informed her. “The first couple of times I did it, I was terrified. I used a few techniques.”

“What, imagine the audience in their underwear?” Kris laughed.

“No, that one doesn’t work. You end up laughing too hard and fall down in the middle of the triple lutz. Or, in your case, an arpeggio. No, the best thing is that you know where someone you love is sitting. I used my parents when I first started skating. I’d come out on the ice and look right at them until the moment I started skating. I’d pretend they were the only people in the world. When the actual skating starts, it’s easier anyway.”

“OK, so if I did it, would you be there?” Kris asked.

“Of course. Are you kidding? Wouldn’t miss it.”

“Well, let me ask you this then: why do you want me to do it?”

“You’ll only understand that after you do it.”

She looked at him, took a deep breath, and then said, “OK. Fine. I’ll do it. I must be insane.”

“Nice ass!” Jessie yelled.

“Well, thank you very much,” Ryan Killen grinned, as he came up and sat beside her.

“RYAN!” she laughed. “Actually, I was talking about Sophie.” She pointed at the ice surface. “That practice dress is too small.”

“It’s a pre-pregnancy one,” Sophie giggled, having heard them. “It still fits well enough, but there’s a stubborn seven pounds I got while pregnant that I’ve never been able to get rid of.”

“Yeah, and all in the ass!” Jessie joked again.

“Can we skate now?” Warren mock-pouted. Everyone laughed, and Warren and Sophia started practicing.

“How you been?” Jess asked Ryan.

“Well enough. Our practices have sucked, because Courtney’s really got a hair across her ass, but that’ll pass. Eventually.”

“Yeah, when she’s dead,” Jessie snorted.

Ryan laughed, then got serious. “Listen, Jess, I was wondering…um, do you have any plans for this Friday?”

Jess froze. “No,” she managed to get out.

“Well, I was wondering,” Ryan said again, “well, if you would like to go out with me. Maybe dinner and a movie?”

“You’re asking me out?” Jess hissed, shocked.

“Yeah.”

“Even though you know about my, well, lifestyle?” she said, waving at Warren and Sophie out on the ice.

“I asked you on a date, not to marry me. What you do on your own time is your own business.” He grinned at her. “At least for now.” Then he sobered up again. “But I get the feeling that your lifestyle, as you call it, isn’t enough for you. Not anymore.”

“No. No it’s not. As much as I love them, you’re right, it’s not.”

“Jess. I like you. A lot.”

Jessie grinned. “I like you a lot, too, Ryan. What about Courtney?”

“What I do off the ice is no longer any of her business.”

“Good. Yes. I’d love to go out with you Friday.”

“Great!”

It was a Saturday. Tom Bellamy was sitting in his apartment, watching TV, Kristin curled up on the couch with him. He had been getting extra practice in, because Skate America was only a few weeks away, so Kristin drove out to Acton this weekend. While they were sitting there, just cuddling, the phone rang.

Tom picked it up. “Hello? Oh, hi Warren! Yeah…really? Oh, that sucks. Yeah…I think so but I’ll call her. Let me get back to you.”

“My brother? What was that about?” Kristin asked after he hung up.

“I’ll tell you in a couple minutes. I need to make a few calls.” Kristin watched, bemused, as Tom called a couple people. When he was done, he turned to her.

“You met Allison Bowman,” Tom said. Kristin nodded. “Evidently she called Warren in tears today. Her coach, Ron Aztov, has completely gone off the deep end. Yelling, screaming, demanding she scrap the programs Warren and Soph choreographed for her, the whole bit. She called Warren for advice.”

“Damn. I liked Allison. She’s sweet. What is she going to do?”

“She’s leaving Ron. In fact, one of my calls was to Terri, my coach. Terri’s going to take her on.”

“That’s great! Terri’s a good coach, and she’ll have you to look out for her,” Kristin grinned.

“Now we just need to find her a place to live.”

“You have an extra bedroom, Tom, you’re not using it for anything,” Kristin pointed out.

Tom looked at her in shock. “You wouldn’t mind?”

“Of course not. I trust you.”

Tom thought, not for the first time, how damn lucky he was. “You are something else, you know that?”

“Yup,” Kristin grinned. “Go. Call Allison. Tell her her problems are solved.” Tom grinned back and picked up the phone.

The next Friday, Allison arrived. Tom and Terri cancelled practice to help her move in. Kristin took off after school and drove to Acton to join them for the end of it.

When they were done, Tom, Kristin, and Allison were sitting on the sofa, relaxing.

“I can’t thank you enough,” Allison said, “for everything. Ron was getting completely out of hand. I like Terri already.”

“Terri’s great,” Tom agreed.

“And thank you for letting me move in here,” Allison smiled.

“Just so you know the ground rules,” Kristin grinned. “He’s taken.”

“I knew that,” Allison grinned back.

“Oh, and you’ll have to put up with smooching,” Tom pointed out.

“And you can just ignore those noises you might hear coming from his room,” Kristin leered. “Like, tonight, if I have my way.”

“Don’t you always have your way?” Tom laughed.

“You’re easy,” Kristin teased.

“You two are a hoot,” Allison laughed. “Don’t worry, I think you guys are great together, and I know all about strange noises. I’m not nearly as innocent as I look.”

“Good,” Tom laughed.

“In fact, I’m close enough that my boyfriend might be able to visit. If I still have a boyfriend, that is,” Allison said.

“There’s a story in there,” Tom said.

“Yeah. We’ve known each other since we were six. We’ve been best friends our whole life. When we were all of twelve, somehow we started kissing. Which turned into other things. And we went from best friends to boyfriend and girlfriend, just like that. However, he’s from my home town-and I haven’t lived there in over two years. I left to train with Ron two summers ago. I only go home for a few weeks at a time. We go right back into it whenever I’m home, but it’s tough. I keep waiting for the email that says that he got tired of waiting and found someone else.”

“That’s rough,” Kristin commiserated.

“Yes, it is. But it might just have gotten better. I picked Terri because she’ll be a good coach, but I must say the location is much more desirable than California.”

“Where are you from?” Tom asked.

“A small town just outside of Albany, New York.”

“That’s only a couple hours away!” Kristin said.

“Yup. And when I told Eddie about it, he was thrilled. So you might be hearing some noises from my room in a weekend or two,” Allison grinned.

“Good!” Kristin laughed.

____________________

The next night was the talent show. Kristin watched the first few acts from back stage, her nervousness quickly mounting. By the time it was time for her to go on, she was practically panicking. She walked out on stage, almost shaking, and then looked out into the audience and found Tom. He smiled at her, and gave her a thumbs up. She smiled back, took a deep breath, and sat at the piano.

Since it was a talent show, there’d been all sorts of stuff presented on stage. Comedy, singing, juggling, skits. Kristin was almost going to play something pop, but decided to play Beethoven-Tom’s favorite, the Pathetique Sonata.

Tom was right-it was easier once she started playing. Concentrating on the notes, it was easier for her to pretend she was playing alone, or just for Tom. She sailed through it.

And, the applause was thunderous. Now she knew what Tom meant.

DOMESTIC RESPONSIBILITIES (Chapter 140)

“Got any basil in this place?” Jess grumbled one night.

“Sorry, Jess, no basil,” Warren told her.

“Who does the shopping around here anyway?” she said.

“He does,” Sophie said, pointing at Warren.

“Good. I’m going with you next time,” Jessie told him. “Hey, if I’m going to help with the cooking, I need to help with the shopping.”

“OK,” Warren grinned.

____________________

That Saturday, Warren and Jess headed out to the supermarket.

“So, you went out with Ryan last night. How was it?” Warren asked.

“Great. He’s very nice, you know. Nothing like his partner.”

“Yup!”

“I had a very good time. He asked me to go out again, I accepted, and we’ll see.”

“Great.”

Jessie sighed. “I feel funny talking about this with you.”

“Yeah, I know,” Warren agreed. “But it’s OK, Jess. I’m your friend first and foremost. I want you to be happy.”

“Thanks,” she grinned. “I don’t know, it’s almost like telling my boyfriend about my new boyfriend.”

“Yeah, but it’s different, you know that.”

“I do know that. You guys have never tried to tie me down.”

“Plus, it’s new, with Ryan. Hey, if it doesn’t work out, you know you have a place. If it does? Well, then, you won’t be looking back, I don’t think.”

“Maybe. We’ll see.”

They got to the grocery store, and grabbed a cart. They walked through the store, chatting about not much, picking out their selections.

Afterwards, they loaded up Warren’s minivan, and headed out.

“Now I have my fresh basil,” Jess teased.

“And your fresh oregano, and your fresh parsley, and your fresh dill-I think we bought out the herb section.”

“Well, you bought out the chocolate section.”

“Oh, yeah? Who put the Nestle’s Crunch in the basket, huh?”

Jess grinned at him. “Guilty.” Then she turned and looked back out the windshield.

And screamed.

THE ACCIDENT (Chapter 141)

Warren opened his eyes and looked around. "Where am I?" he asked.

"In an ambulance," a man in a uniform next to him told him.

"What happened?"

"You were in a car accident."

"Jesus. I don’t remember a thing."

"You knocked yourself out, but we think you’re going to be OK."

"What about my friend, Jessie? The girl in the car with me?"

"I don’t know, pal. She’s in the other ambulance. What’s your name, anyhow?"

"Warren."

"I’m Fred. We’ll get you to the hospital and get you fixed up."

"Can someone call my wife?"

"Sure," Fred grinned, and pulled out his cell phone. "Does your wife know you were out with your ‘friend’?" he joked.

"Jessie’s not just my friend, she’s my wife’s best friend. She lives with us. We were out grocery shopping. We do all the cooking, so my wife stayed at home with our daughter."

"Nice arrangement," Fred grinned. Oh, if he only knew, Warren thought! "What’s your number?"

Warren gave it to him, and the EMT dialed it on his cell phone. He handed the phone to Warren.

"Honey? It’s Warren. Don’t panic, but there’s been an accident. They’re taking us to the hospital at the University."

Sophia showed up at the hospital only a few minutes after the ambulances did. She found Warren in the emergency room.

"Oh, Snugglebear!" she hissed, seeing him there.

"Hiya, Pookie."

"You look horrible!"

"Thanks. How’s Jess?"

"I don’t know, I came to you first."

"Where’s Betsy?"

"Paul and Cait have her. Do they know if there’s any damage yet?"

"No, but I can tell you-there’s something wrong with my right leg."

"Oh, not your leg!"

"Yeah. I don’t know what, but it feels like it got run over."

"Oh, Jesus. Do you know what happened?"

"Nope. The last thing I remember was cruising along, talking to Jess about all the fresh herbs she bought. The next thing after that is waking up in the ambulance. Hey, we’re not going to know anything until the doc gets here to check me out. Go see if you can find Jess."

"Good idea." She went, and came back a few minutes later.

"Warren? Jessie’s still unconscious."

"OK, this is the deal," the doctor was telling Warren, with Sophie there. "Warren, you had a mild concussion, but you’ll be fine there. It was very minor, but that’s why you were out for a few minutes-that, and shock. You have bruised ribs, but that’s minor. The big problem is your right knee.

"It’s bad, Warren, I won’t minimize it. Both your anterior cruciate and medial collateral ligaments are torn. There’s torn cartilage. It’s a mess. You’re going to need it reconstructed."

"Oh shit oh shit oh shit," Warren groaned.

"This is repairable, Warren. You’ll be able to live a normal life, no problem."

"Will I be able to skate?" he asked. The doctor looked at him questioningly. "Sophia and I are competitive ice dancers. In fact, we’re past world champions. And the Olympics are less than a year and a half away."

"Ah," the doctor said. "My honest answer to that? I don’t know. However, there’s been athletes that have done quite a number on their knees and have come back from it. I’m a skier, myself-purely recreational, but I follow the competitive skiing, and I remember Picabo Street coming back from a hell of a knee injury."

"You’re right," Warren said.

"What we’re going to do is we’re keeping you overnight. Even with a mild head injury, we have to do that. And we’re going to have an orthopedic man check you out while you’re here. You’re going to need surgery, I know that much. But we’ll make sure the orthopedic guy knows about you being an athlete."

"OK, Doc."

A few hours later, Warren had been settled into a regular room. Sophie came in.

"Jessie’s still unconscious. I called her parents. They’re flying out here."

"I talked to mine," Warren told her, "and I told them not to fly out here. I told them I’d let them know what was going on-since I wasn’t in a coma or anything, and it was just my knee, there was nothing they could do."

"Yeah."

Just then, a policeman came into the room, asking to speak to Warren. "Sure," Warren said, "but I have to tell you, I don’t remember anything."

"Nothing?"

"I was driving, talking to Jessie about the groceries we had bought." He turned to Sophia. "She’d bought piles of fresh herbs, I was kidding her about buying the store right out of them." Sophia giggled. Warren turned back to the cop. "The next thing I remember is waking up in the ambulance. I don’t even know what I hit."

"Another car."

"Oh, shit!" Warren hissed. "The other people, are they, you know…"

The cop sighed. "The driver is a guy about your age. He’s in rough shape. They had to operate on him for some sort of internal bleeding. They don’t know if he’ll pull through. His girlfriend, who was in the passenger’s seat, is fine. Look, Warren, we have eyewitnesses. Every single on of them told us that he ran a red light. You had a green."

"I’m glad witnesses told you, because I wouldn’t have been able to. I don’t remember."

"I know, but everyone did, including the girlfriend, the passenger in the other car. She confirmed that he ran a red light. Also, he had a blood alcohol level of.17. You were tested, of course-yours was zero. This accident wasn’t your fault."

"That’s good to know, but still…"

"I know," the cop said sympathetically. "Anyhow, we might have some later questions."

"That’s fine."

The cop left and Warren looked at Sophia. "Shit. I know it wasn’t my fault, but, shit."

"I know, Snugglebear."

The next morning, Warren was waiting for the orthopedic doctor to show up. Sophia beat him there.

"Jess is still out," she told Warren worriedly. "She hasn’t come out of the coma."

"Do they know what’s wrong?" Warren asked.

"Severe concussion. That, and shock, are what’s got her in the coma. They’re confident she’ll come out of it. But they don’t know how she’ll be when she comes out of it."

"They’re worried about brain damage," Warren said.

"Exactly. Her parents are on their way. I’m so worried."

"I am too, Pookie. You know how I feel about Jess."

Just then the orthopedic surgeon came in. They discussed options. Surgery was really the only one, and the doc didn’t know how bad things were until he got in there. Warren was going to stay in the hospital for a couple of days, and they’d hope to do the surgery soon, as soon as the swelling went down.

After the Doc had left, a teenaged girl, about seventeen, appeared in the door. She was accompanied by two people who were apparently her parents. "Are you Warren Kelleher?" she asked.

"Yes," he said, "can I help you?"

The poor girl looked downcast. "I’m Suzanne. I was, well, that was my boyfriend…I was in the other car. I just wanted to apologize."

"For what?" Warren asked. "You weren’t driving. Come on in," he said, waving her in. She introduced her parents, and Warren introduced Sophie.

Suzanne sat in the chair by the bed. "No, I wasn’t driving, but I should’ve been. I tried to get the keys from Adam. Evidently I didn’t try hard enough. I knew he had been drinking."

"How is he?" Warren asked.

"He’s still in a coma."

"Jessie is, too." Warren said. Suzanne looked at him blankly. "My friend, the girl that was in the car with me."

"Oh, no!" Suzanne wailed.

"Look. It wasn’t your fault. None of it."

Suzanne started crying. Her parents looked on with dismay. "Are you OK?" she managed through her sobs.

"It’s just my knee," Warren smiled. "They’re going to have to reconstruct it, but they think I’ll come out of it OK."

"You won’t have any problem walking?" Suzanne’s father asked.

"Oh, no, I’m not even worried about that," Warren laughed. "I tore two ligaments and some cartilage. Walking won’t be a problem. It’s skating that I’m worried about. The Olympics are 16 months away. And we’d like to compete this year, at least at Worlds, which is, what, five months away? I’m having surgery this week, and then we’ll see."

"Skating?" Suzanne asked. "The Olympics? You might skate in the Olympics?"

"We already did once," Sophia smiled. "We won a silver medal in the last Olympics. This time it’s gold or bust. We’re ice dancers."

"I knew I recognized you from somewhere!" Suzanne’s mother said.

"Oh, God, you’re that good and you wrecked your knee?" Suzanne whined, dismayed again.

"Suzanne, it wasn’t your fault!" Warren reiterated.

"I really did try to get the keys," Suzanne said, sobbing again. "But Adam gets, well, he gets upset easily when he’s been drinking." Warren and Sophie shared a look-they strongly suspected that ‘upset easily’ was an understatement. "I didn’t push hard enough to get the keys."

"Does he hit you?" Sophie asked quietly. Suzanne just looked at her, wide-eyed.

"My God," her mother said, "we didn’t know any of this. Adam’s a little older, and we worried about that, but he always seemed like a nice young man."

Suzanne looked completely disconsolate. Warren and Sophie shared another look. Sophie stood up, looked at Suzanne, and said, "Come on. We need to take a walk, you and I. Let’s go down to the cafeteria and see what we can rustle up for lunch. My treat."

Suzanne looked at her, confused. "Come on. Trust me," Sophie told her, while Warren was saying the same thing with his eyes to her parents. Finally, Suzanne looked at her parents, who gave her a nod, then shrugged and followed Sophie out the door.

When they left, her father asked Warren, "What was that all about?"

Warren sighed. "Sophie suspects, I can tell, that Suzanne’s only telling the tip of the iceberg. I think that guy’s doing a number on your daughter."

"And your wife thinks she can do something?"

"When I first met Sophie, she was being abused by her boyfriend, and it had been going on for some time, with more than one boyfriend. Keep in mind that she was all of fourteen at the time." Both parents gasped. "She’s lived it, and she counseled other girls about it back in high school. Believe me, she’s the best person for Suzanne to be talking to right now. It took a shock to the system to wake Sophie up, plus a sympathetic person in her life-that was me, by the way," he grinned. "I think Suzanne just had the shock to her system. Sophie’s trying to be the sympathetic listener. She’s very good at it."

Suzanne’s parents left, stopping off to see her and tell her to give them a call when she wanted to be picked up. A couple of hours later, Sophie came back to the room.

"As bad as you thought?" Warren asked.

"Yeah. Well, apparently, he’s a complete sweetheart when he’s sober. When he’s drunk, he’s a monster. And his drunk episodes are increasing. He’s 21, she’s only 17, that’s a problem right there. She’s completely cowed by him-and she’s truly in love with the sober one. What a mess."

"It’s a moot point if he doesn’t get better."

"And she’s completely broken up about that. You think she’s blaming herself for you? She told me she looks at him lying there in ICU and just cries ‘why didn’t I take the keys?’ The poor kid’s a mess."

"And you’re conflicted. Because you know that some people like that can turn their lives around."

"Yeah. My Dad. It’s the war in my mind-Scott on one hand, Dad on the other. And this is closer to Dad, because Scott was a monster drunk or sober. Did I tell you he’s back in jail?" Warren shook his head. "Yup, they let him out last year, and he did it to someone else. Some batterers never get better. But Dad did."

"Yeah."

"She’s got our phone number. And Mary’s card, of course. I think I convinced her to give Mary a call."

"Good."

Just then, a figure burst into the room. "WHERE’S JESSIE?" it demanded.

"Ryan? Calm down," Sophie said.

"I just heard! A car accident? Where is she?"

"She’s in intensive care," Sophie told him. "Ryan, they won’t let you in there. You’re not family. She’s still in a coma."

"Oh, God," Ryan said, slumping visibly. He lurched over to the chair next to Sophie. "Do they…I mean, is she going to…"

"They don’t know yet," Sophie said softly.

"Oh, God," Ryan repeated. Then he visibly pulled himself together. "I’m sorry, Warren. How are you?"

"I’ll be fine,’ he smiled. "They’re apparently going to have to put my right knee back together with wire and duct tape, but they assure me it’ll hold through our free program." Ryan grinned at that, which was the intention. "Though you’ll probably get a free pass at nationals; well, except for Evan and Shawna."

"I just hope you can recover."

"Other athletes have. I’m just going to have to rehab like a madman during my senior year in college as a pre-med, that’s the problem."

"Well, I hope you recover. Ice dancing needs you guys," Ryan said.

"Thanks," Warren replied. He shot a look at Sophie.

"Ryan? Come with me. Let’s see what we can do." They walked down to ICU, where they found Jessie’s parents.

"How is she?" Sophie asked.

"No change," Corinne, Jessie’s mother, answered. "Still in the coma. They still think she’s going to come out of it, but…" she sighed. "How’s Warren?"

"OK. They’re going to try to do his surgery this week. He’s in remarkably good spirits for an ice skater with a severe knee injury."

"Good," Corinne laughed. "Who’s that with you?" she asked, looking out the door to the figure standing outside.

"That’s Ryan Killen," Sophie said softly. "He’s part of another dance team."

"The one with that bitch in it, right?" Corinne laughed. She’d kept up with Sophie and Warren’s skating.

"Yes, but Ryan himself is a great guy. He stays to watch us practice sometimes, and he’s become great friends with Jessie. They had their first date Friday night. And, then, the next day…" She pointed at Jessie and sighed. "I think poor Ryan’s a little traumatized."

"Son? Come on in," Bill, Jessie’s dad, said. Ryan stepped tentatively into the room. "The doctors said talking to her helps."

"Hi, Jess," Ryan said to the inert figure on the bed. "You need to get out of that coma by next weekend, we have another date." Everybody in the room chuckled at that, and Ryan looked up sheepishly.

"Good, Ryan, you tell her," Corinne laughed.

"It’s hard to talk to someone that doesn’t talk back," Ryan said.

"Telling her to get off her ass so you can take her out is fine," Bill laughed. "This is Jessie we’re talking about."

"I have an idea. Be right back," Sophie said. She ran down to the gift shop, and then ran back.

"How about reading to her?"

"Great idea!" Corinne said. Ryan nodded agreement, and Sophie handed him a couple books. "Found these in the gift shop."

Ryan looked at them. "Romances? Oy."

"She loves them," Corinne said.

"Yeah, she trades them with my husband," Sophie laughed.

"Warren reads this stuff?" Ryan asked.

"Yup. He is a romantic," Sophie pointed out. "Plus, he likes the ‘action’ scenes."

"Oh, jeez," Ryan said. "That’s all I need is to read that out loud!"

"We’ll give you some privacy, we have to go check in at the hotel anyway," Corinne laughed. On their way out, they talked to the head nurse. "There’s a boy in there with Jess now. We approved of him being in her room. He’s reading to her." The head nurse agreed.

Corinne and Bill came back a few hours later, stopping to check up on Warren first.

"Mr. and Mrs. Reidel, I’m so sorry," he said.

"We’ve talked to the police, Warren, we know it’s not your fault," Bill said.

"I know, but I still feel bad. And I’m worried about Jess."

"The doctors tell us to just wait. They really do think she’s going to come out of it."

They talked for a while, and then headed down. The head nurse caught them as they walked past her. "Is that her boyfriend?" she asked them.

"The way we understand it, they’re friends that went on their first date just Friday night."

"Well, you’ve been gone three hours and he hasn’t left her side. He’s been reading to her the whole time. I walked by and saw him stroking her forehead as he read to her. I’ve seen husbands that aren’t that devoted."

Bill and Corinne smiled at one another, then walked into her room. Ryan was hunched over, book in one hand, the other stroking Jessie’s arm, reading to her in a low voice. Bill cleared his throat.

"Hello," Ryan said, faintly embarrassed, sitting up.

"We’re here to relieve you," Bill smiled. "Go on, get something to eat. We don’t need both of you in a coma."

"I guess I am kind of hungry," he said, standing up. "I’ll be back later," he told Jess.

He went out and found something to eat. Afterwards, he went to the local bookstore. He went to the romance section, and walked out with a bag full.

THE AFTERMATH (Chapter 142)

Warren had surgery on Tuesday morning. He met with the doctor the next day, with Sophia there.

"Warren, it went well. There wasn’t anything too tricky in there, so it looks like it’s just going to come down to time, and rehab. You’re not scared of hard work are you?"

"Not at all," Warren said, "my problem is going to be that there’s not enough hours in the day."

"You’ll make time."

"I’ll have to, but it’s going to be tough," Warren told him. "I’m married," he said, pointing to Sophia. "We have a little girl who’s two years old. Plus, I’m a senior, here at UW. Remember your senior year in college, Doc?"

"Yeah, but I was a pre-med," he laughed.

"Exactly. As am I."

"Really? You carrying a solid GPA?"

"3.8, and that’s with a year’s sabbatical after my sophomore year, and that’s while maintaining a high-level figure skating career, and a girlfriend who became a wife, and-the past year-a kid."

"Ah, that should get you into med school next year," the Doc grinned.

"The year after," Warren grinned back. "I’m taking next year off. It’s an Olympic year, so it’s going to be our last year as competitive skaters, then it’s off to med school for me."

"So, you’re going to work his way through med school?" the Doc joked to Sophie.

"Don’t have to. We’ve gotten a lot of money from endorsements."

"Well, mostly her, so I guess she did work her way through my med school," Warren joked.

"This is the fringe benefit of being World Champions. They want you to do commercials," Sophie joked. "So, med school is well taken care of, and he won’t graduate with a mountain of debt-and, as an added bonus, I don’t have to work, so, while he’s in med school, I plan to stay home and pump out more babies," Sophie grinned.

"When we win the gold medal next year-notice I said when, not if," Warren joked. "Anyhow, when we win it, Sophie keeps threatening to pull up her dress on the medal stand and have me knock her up right there."

"Oh, if I’m ovulating that night, you’re in big trouble," she joked. "Not before, though," she grinned. "I skated in the last Olympics two months pregnant, don’t ever want to do that again."

"How old are you guys?" the Doctor asked.

"Sophie’s 22," Warren said. "I’m 21."

"I’m the older woman by nine months," Sophie joked.

"That’s a hell of a full life for kids your age," the Doc marvelled.

"It keeps us hopping," Warren agreed.

"So, since you’re pre-med, ever think of orthopedics?" the Doc asked Warren.

"I’d planned on pediatrics."

"Ah. I’d thought of that, but then I decided I wanted to do surgery. And, in my practice, I see a lot of young people anyhow."

"Really?" Warren said.

"Yes. I’m an orthopedic surgeon, but my specialty is sports medicine. I usually don’t operate on car crash victims," he grinned, "but they called me in because you’re an athlete. Anyhow, when you specialize in sports medicine, you see a lot of kids; high school and college especially. Let’s see, in the past couple weeks, besides you, I had a high school pitcher with a torn rotator cuff; a football player here at UW with a knee; a high school football player with a dislocated shoulder; a young girl of 11 who plays soccer who broke her ankle, and so on. Most of my adult patients are competitive high-level athletes like yourself."

"Hmmm. Something to think about," Warren mused.

"You’ve got all four years of med school to think," the Doctor grinned, "but you’re perfect, since you’re an athlete. You know all about conditioning, you know the demands on an athlete. And you’re about to find all about rehab."

"Don’t remind me," Warren grimaced.

Thursday at around noontime, it happened. Ryan was sitting at Jessie’s bed, reading to her, when her eyes fluttered open. She looked around, focused her eyes, then said, "Ryan?"

"You’re awake! Thank goodness!"

"Where am I?"

"You’re in the hospital. You were in a car accident. You’ve been in a coma for five days."

"God," she gasped. "I don’t remember a thing." She grinned. "The last thing I remember is you kissing me goodnight after our date Friday night, and me going to bed."

"It happened the next day. From what I understand, you went grocery shopping with Warren on Saturday, you guys were driving home, and some drunk guy ran a red light."

"Oh, my. How’s Warren?"

"He tore his knee up, but they say he’ll be OK. How are you feeling?"

"Fuzzy," she giggled. "It’s funny, I thought I was asleep. I remember dreaming. You were talking to me." She blushed a little. "I remember it being kind of, well, naughty."

Ryan laughed, and held up the book. "I’ve been reading you romances. They said it was good to talk to you, and Sophie told me you like these, so I’ve been reading romances to you. All those ripping bodices and thrusting loins."

"That’ll do it," Jess giggled.

"I have to go tell the nurse you’re awake. And you’re parents-they’re here, but went down to get something to eat."

"OK," she smiled. Ryan headed out. Shortly thereafter, the nurse came in.

"Well! Welcome back to the world of the living."

"I think it’s good to be back," Jessie grinned.

"How do you feel?"

"Fuzzy. A little disoriented. I don’t remember anything the day of the accident-Ryan told me what happened-so I feel a little strange. And thirsty!"

"I can fix that one at least." The nurse stepped out, and returned with a cup of ice water. "Slow sips, you’ve been on an IV for almost a week. I have to ask you, that guy that was in here. They told me he’s not your boyfriend?"

"We had one date," she smiled.

"Well, Jessica, I have to tell you-he hasn’t left." Jess looked at her, wide-eyed. "Well, we wouldn’t let him sleep here, so he went home to sleep. Apparently he’s a skater of some sort, so he left every day to practice. He also occasionally went downstairs to eat. Outside of that, he hasn’t left in five days. He reads to you, talks to you-I walked by yesterday and he was brushing your hair."

"Wow," Jess hissed.

Just then Ryan returned, with Jessie’s very happy parents, and the room was bedlam for a while. Warren, checking out today, stopped by with Sophia. The doctor came to check Jessie out, and all were relieved to see that she didn’t seem much the worse for wear.

After a few minutes, the nurse suggested that Jessie might need some rest. Jessie agreed, and everyone started filing out of the room. "Not you," Jessie whispered to Ryan.

After everyone else had left, Jessie pointed to the edge of the bed. "Sit," she told Ryan. He did so. "I’ve been told you’ve been my guardian angel all week."

Ryan blushed. "I just thought you needed the company. They said that talking to you would help."

She grinned at him. "I don’t know if brushing my hair was in the job description." Ryan really blushed at that. "The nurse told me."

"It was all tangled," Ryan said, looking down.

"I’m sure it was," Jess smiled. She was sitting up in the bed, and, she leaned over, and wrapped a surprised Ryan into a hug. "Thank you," she whispered. "You pulled me out of it, you know."

"You would’ve come out in any case."

"You helped," she said, still hugging him. Then she kissed him on the cheek, and let go. "So," she said, "Does Courtney know where you’ve been spending so much time this week?"

"No!" Ryan laughed. "I’ve been at all our practices, and I’ve even pretended I’m interested. So she hasn’t asked. She must not have gone looking for me this week. Thank goodness."

"Good," Jessie smiled.

"Look, you really do need your rest. So I’m going to take off."

"Will you be back?" Jessie asked.

"In a few hours, that OK?"

"Yes. Thank you," she smiled.

Warren and Sophie got to their apartment with much difficulty, Warren hobbling the whole way and both of them laughing at their halting efforts. Shortly after they got there, Cait dropped Betsy off.

"Hey, Cait, we can’t thank you and Paul enough for the help with Betsy."

"Think nothing of it," Cait said. "She’s delightful. Plus, it’s good training for when Paul and I have kids. Which we plan on."

Betsy was sitting on Sophie’s lap and noticed the bandage and splint on Warren’s knee. "Daddy gotta boo boo?" she asked.

"Yes, sweetie, Daddy’s got a boo boo."

"Daddy OK?"

"Yes, Daddy’s OK. It’s just going to take some time to fix."

"OK," Betsy agreed easily. They chuckled at her as she got down from Sophie’s lap and toddled away.

"You think it’s going to be OK?" Cait asked.

"We’ll see."

That Saturday, two days after she had woken up, the doctors let Jessie go home. They had found nothing wrong with her, she'd healed just fine, so they let her go home, with orders to take it easy for a week or so. She was going to call Sophie to come pick her up, but Ryan insisted on driving her. She happily let him.

For the next week, he was at her beck and call. Warren had to go back to class, and wasn’t moving around very well, so they needed help with Betsy. Jessie was capable of helping to a point, but she needed some help. Ryan eagerly volunteered. Until late in the day, after Warren and Sophie’s classes, he was there, unless he had to practice.

After a few days of this, Sophie was sitting next to Jessie on the couch. "Someone is seriously smitten, isn’t he?" Sophie teased.

"Yeah. Ain’t it great?"

Sophie laughed. "How do you feel?"

"I’m still figuring that out-but, Jesus, Sophie, I think he’s the sweetest guy I know. Since ‘guys I know’ include Warren, that is saying a lot."

"Too true."

"I like him, I know that much. I need to get to know him better. But, jeez, he’s really proving his valor, isn’t he?" Jess asked.

"If you like a guy anyway, that whole ‘knight in shining armor’ thing goes right to your heart," Sophie grinned.

"My heart, and a few other places," Jessie grinned back. "That boy was reading me romances the whole time I was out. Believe me, they got through. I woke up out of a coma horny as hell."

Sophia cracked up laughing. "Well, I’m horny too, and Warren’s out of commission for a bit…"

"Sorry, Sophie, I’m still a bit out of commission myself at the moment," she grinned.

"I figured, but I had to give it a shot," Sophie shrugged with a grin.

That Saturday, exactly two weeks after the accident, Jess felt well enough to go on an actual date with Ryan. They had a great time. They went to eat, then to a movie, all of which they spent cuddled up to one another. When they got back to the apartment, Ryan looked at Jessie, said, "I’ve been waiting to do this for two weeks," and proceeded to give her a kiss that stopped time. Then he grinned, and walked down the hall.

When she stepped into the apartment, Sophie said, "Jess? You look dazed."

"I am."

"Sit down! I thought this evening might be a bit much for you so soon."

"Sophie, the evening was fine. I’m not tired, and it didn’t wear me out."

"I thought you said you felt dazed?"

"Yeah," Jessie grinned, "from the good-night kiss."

"Ah," Sophie laughed.

REHAB (Chapter 143)

"I am so bored," Warren moaned.

"The computer not interesting enough, Snugglebear?" Sophie joked.

"After a while, it kind of pales, you know? I’m caught up on my studies, especially considering I haven’t been to class in over a week."

"We’ve got the wheelchair coming for next Monday, so you’ll be there then come hell or high water."

"Which is good, I’m far behind enough as it is. Of course, we’d been missing a few days this week anyway because of Skate America."

"It sucks not going," Sophie said.

"Yup."

"Does that contraption drive you nuts?" Sophie asked, pointing at it. It was like a tub with some sort of whirlpool effect-it circulated cold water over the knee, to keep swelling down.

"Not really. It’s cold, but that’s it. It’s the immobility that drives me nuts. I feel like I’m just wasting away to nothing. Too many years of practice and weightlifting, the inactivity is getting to me."

"You need exercise," Sophie grinned.

"True enough, but I won’t get any until I can start my rehab."

"Sure you will," she said, and sat next to him on the bed. She instantly went to the waistband of the shorts he was wearing. "There’s lots of types of exercise."

"Ah," Warren grinned. "Somebody’s horny."

"It’s been a week and a half, you bet I am." She had tugged Warren’s shorts down far enough to release his dick, then went to work on her own clothes. She got naked in a hurry, and crawled onto the bed. "Lie flat, sweetie," she said to him, assisting him to do so. Then she crawled up and straddled his head.

"Sit on my face, and tell me that you love me," Warren sang, as Sophie giggled.

"Good idea!" She lowered her pussy down to his waiting mouth. He greeted it with a nice long lick up its length. Sophie moaned at the contact, and kept moaning softly as he kept his tongue moving up and down her pussy.

Warren raised his hands to her hips and held her steady as he nibbled on her clit. Well, as steady as he could-she was bucking up a storm on top of him, and, unable to use his legs, he was having trouble getting any leverage. But he managed, gripping her hips as his tongue lashed around her clit.

After she came-with a howl-she crawled back down his body, straddling his hips. She grabbed his cock, aimed it at her pussy, and sank down on it with a sigh.

"You know," Warren said, "I fail to see how I am getting any exercise here."

"Well, your tongue got a workout," Sophia giggled, "and now your dick will."

"Ah," he laughed.

She started moving up and down on top of him, tentatively.

"This is a wee bit difficult," he said.

"Is it?"

"I can’t get any leverage so I can’t push up at you."

She giggled. "That’s OK, sweetie, I got these nice strong skater’s legs. Just let me find a rhythm." She kept moving up on him, making sure she took full strokes up and down. She found herself a good rhythm, then sped up a bit. He reached up and grabbed her hips to keep her steady. "OK?" she asked breathlessly.

"Oh, yeah," he moaned. She slammed down on top of him, fast and hard, and he managed to buck up a little bit, using his undamaged left leg to get a little leverage. It worked-it wasn’t long before Sophie went, and Warren went right with her.

She collapsed next to him. "How’s your leg?" she asked after a bit.

"Fine. And the rest of me is better than fine."

"Good," she laughed.

Warren got back to class the next Monday, in a wheelchair, glad to be back after missing two weeks.

"How’d it go?" Sophie asked him that night.

"Fine. The Professors were all understanding and I’ll have some time to catch up. My molecular biology class actually has an exam on Wednesday but he’s going to give me until next Monday to catch up. And there were plenty of people willing to share notes."

"Really?"

"Yup," he laughed. "Funny how all of them were very female and usually cute."

"Ah," Sophie grinned. "Yes, it’s the Wounded Hero concept. All the better when said wounded hero is a world champion athlete. It’s like you’re putting out he-man pheromones."

"Like I said," he teased, "most of ‘em were damn cute."

"Uh-huh," she laughed. "Well, if one of them can figure out how to have you with all that paraphernalia on your knee, more power to ‘em."

"You managed," he grinned.

"Remember, Snugglebear-I’m very, very good."

"That you are."

"Don’t worry, sweetie-I’ll let you enjoy all the fawning attention."

"Thank you so much."

Warren started rehab that week, also. It was a week later that his therapist, a blonde in her thirties named Renee, stumbled in and saw him and had to shake her head.

He was locked into this contraption that forcibly moved his leg back and forth, bending and unbending his damaged knee. This thing was sadistic. The therapists called it The Torture Device. It was necessary, however, for regaining range of motion in the knee. They had put in on Warren earlier than they might otherwise have, because range of motion was extremely important to an ice dancer.

The therapists became used to seeing patients, especially patients in their first week or two in the thing, to be in extreme pain. Renee couldn’t believe it when she walked in and saw Warren, strapped into the machine, calmly reading a textbook.

"How’s it going?" she asked.

"Fine," he said calmly.

"Most people find that thing to be very painful."

"It is," Warren grinned. "I just have to get through it, is all."

"Are you on painkillers?"

"Just ibuprofen. I’ve got percocet prescribed, but I only take it at night. I have trouble sleeping on my back, and I have to with this shit on my knee, so I need the percocet to sleep. Outside of that, though, I’m avoiding it."

"Why?" she asked incredulously.

"Mainly because I went back to class last week. I’m a senior pre-med, I can’t afford to not be able to think. That percocet zonks me. Plus I don’t want to become at all dependent on it. I don’t want it to be tough to wean off of. I’m an athlete in an Olympic sport, and you know what that means-drug testing," he grinned.

"Ah. I can see that, the schoolwork part especially. I’m still stunned to see you here reading a textbook like you were calmly sitting on a bench." He laughed at that. "And, we’ve talked about it-you’re one of the easiest patients we’ve ever seen! You don’t complain. You don’t whine, even though you have an ice skating career that hangs in the balance. You come in here, smile at everyone, and do what we tell you. We wish they were all like you."

Warren laughed. "Well, I got to do what I got to do, right? Here, sit," he said, pointing to a chair next to him. "I’ve been through a lot. When I met my wife, she was 14 and being beaten. She’s been raped. She broke up for me for two months Freshman year which was torture worse than anything any of these machines can do to me. Shortly after that, I was raped." Renee gasped at that. "The next year, she unexpectedly got pregnant. We skated in the Olympics with her two months pregnant. There’s been some other stuff. Honestly, having a fucked up knee that I have to deal with isn’t that much of a big deal."

"How old are you?" Renee asked.

"I’ll be 22 in January."

"That’s a lot in a short time."

"Tell me about it," he laughed. "But, you know what I’ve learned? It all works out. I recovered from the rape. Sophie and I are married now and deliriously happy about it. The kid is a delight. Life’s not always easy, but it works out, especially if there’s love in it."

"That’s a wonderful philosophy," Renee told him.

"Hey, despite some of the shit that’s gone on with me, I’m lucky, and I know it. I met my one true soulmate the day after my fourteenth birthday-how many people get to say that?"

"I see your point, but you don’t worry about this?" she pointed at the knee. "You’re not worried about skating?"

"Hey, if I never skate again, so be it," Warren said. "I have Sophie, I have a ticket to med school. As for the skating, I have a World Championship, an Olympic silver medal, and a pile of prize and endorsement money. If it ends now, I can live with that." He grinned at her. "That’s not to say I’m not going to work my butt off trying to get back, mind you. The Olympics are a year and a half away, I would like a gold medal."

"I can see where you would," Renee laughed.

____________________

That night, Warren and Sophie were snuggling on the couch, prior to going to bed.

"By the way, where’s Jessie?" Warren asked.

"Out with Ryan again," Sophie giggled.

"This is getting serious, isn’t it?" Warren asked.

"I think so." She looked at him. "You notice she’s been spending most nights in her own bed? I thought it was because she was worried about your knee. I don’t think that’s the case anymore. I think she’s weaning herself away from us."

"As long as she’s happy," Warren said.

"I agree. I just worry about what happens when Ryan’s lovely little partner figures out what’s going on."

"Oh, shit-you’re right."

ANOTHER ACCIDENT (Chapter 144)

About a month after Warren’s accident, he got a call from Curtis Ingalls.

"How’s the knee?" Curtis asked.

"Getting there. I’m rehabbing, but it’s going to take some time."

"Nationals, you think?"

"I doubt it," Warren said. "Nationals are two months away, and I’m nowhere near ready to go anywhere near the ice yet. If we think we can get it together for Worlds, we’ll petition for a bye."

"Which you’ll probably get, considering who we’re going to have to send to Worlds if you don’t go," Curtis sighed. "Ryan and Courtney, and two unknown never-were’s."

"Huh?" Warren asked. "I think you forgot about Evan and Shawna."

"You haven’t heard?" Curtis asked in surprise.

"Heard what, Curtis?"

"You haven’t. It’s been a hell of a bad month for American ice dance." He sighed. "Shawna Vickers had an accident, about a week ago. She fell down a flight of stairs in her home. Warren, this was bad. She fractured her pelvis, broke her leg in three places, broke her ankle, shattered her kneecap, tore all kinds of ligaments. They almost amputated her leg. If she’s really lucky, she might walk normally someday-but skating’s pretty much out of the question. Her career’s over."

"Oh SHIT!" Warren gasped. "Poor Shawna."

Warren got off the phone and told Sophie what had happened. Then he called Evan.

"We just heard. How you holding up, buddy?" Warren asked him.

"I’m fine, but Shawna’s disconsolate."

"I can imagine," Warren said, "but you must be pretty upset yourself."

"Well, yeah-I lost my partner. Plus, she’s my friend, my best friend. What a way to have your career end. I could always find another partner if I wanted to, but she’s pretty much done."

"She still in the hospital?" Warren asked.

"Yeah. She’s in traction. She’s been operated on a couple of times already. So, how’s your knee?"

"Minor compared to this. It’ll heal."

"That’s good. This year?"

"Maybe. We’ll see. I doubt in time for Nationals, though-but I hope I’m far enough along by then to petition for a bye to Worlds."

"Damn, I was hoping you’d go to Nationals," Evan said. "Courtney Rogers, National Champion, just turns my stomach."

Warren laughed. "True, but I’ll be happy for Ryan."

Ryan got to the rink for practice. There he found not only Courtney, but Courtney’s hideous mother.

"Did you hear?" Courtney asked excitedly.

"About what?" Ryan answered.

"Shawna Vickers! Her career is over!"

"Yes, I heard," he said warily.

"This is great! Kelleher won’t heal in time for Nationals. The National Championship is in the bag, partner."

Ryan shook his head. "Yeah, great. Winning a national championship by default. That’s what I always wanted."

Miriam Rogers snorted. "Winning’s all that matters."

"It’s the boost our career needs. National championships carry over into other competitions," Courtney pointed out, "no matter how you win them."

"Only until Warren and Sophie come back," Ryan said.

"If they miss the whole year, they’ll just disappear off the radar screen," Courtney giggled.

"I doubt it. But they don’t plan to miss the whole year."

"HUH?"

"They’re going to try for Worlds," Ryan informed them. "They think Warren can be ready by then."

"How are the going to go to Worlds if they don’t go to Nationals?" Miriam said.

"Medical bye," Ryan answered. "Which they’ll have no trouble getting."

"Oh, really? We’ll see about that," Courtney said ominously.

"Don’t you dare!" Ryan threatened.

"Ryan, you just skate. Leave the tough stuff to me," Courtney grinned.

JESSIE’S MAN (Chapter 145)

"You are kidding," Jessie said before swallowing a forkful of Moo Shi shrimp. "She actually said that?"

"Yup," Ryan confirmed, digging into the fried rice. "She’s really starting to disgust me. Hey, I want to win a national championship, too. But not like this. Courtney has no compassion whatsoever. I mean, Jesus-Warren’s going to come back, no use feeling sorry for him, he’ll be fine-but Shawna’s career is over. And Courtney’s happy about this? It’s disgusting."

They were in a Chinese restaurant, the Friday after Courtney had gloated over Shawna’s injuries. "How do you put up with her?" Jessie asked.

"There are times I ask myself the same thing," Ryan sighed. "She actually wanted to go to bed the other night. I turned her down flat. I suppose her sliminess about Shawna helped me get away with that, because that’s the excuse I used. She wasn’t happy, but at least I had a legitimate excuse to turn her down, that I was pissed at her." His voice lowered. "That was only part of the reason though."

"Yeah, I know what you mean," Jessie said. Then she sighed. "I’ve pretty much moved out of Sophie and Warren’s bedroom. I know you and I haven’t done anything, really, but it’s weird. It felt like cheating."

"Yeah," Ryan said. "I don’t mind, though, you know. I know that’s a special situation the three of you have."

"I know, but-well, it’s hard to explain."

"You don’t have to explain a thing to me, Jess," Ryan said.

"Well, yeah, I do," she said, taking a deep breath. "Ryan, my feelings for you, are, well, rather strong. And getting stronger."

"Good. I thought it was just me," he laughed.

"Nope," she smiled.

"I have to tell you, I liked you anyway," Ryan said. "I thought there was the possibility of something being there, potentially. But when I ever saw you lying on that hospital bed…" He shuddered. "And, since you’ve gotten out of the hospital, I can see the possibilities even more clearly."

"Ryan, what you did for me in the hospital…well, I couldn’t have been more touched. And, you’re right, it’s gotten more so since I got out."

"Yeah." They ate in companionable silence after that.

After Ryan paid the bill, they grabbed the leftovers and headed out.

"Did you want to do something else?" Ryan asked.

"Absolutely," Jessie said. "What did you have in mind?"

"Well, we could hit a movie."

"Nah," Jessie demurred.

"We could go back to my place," Ryan suggested tentatively.

"What a great idea," Jessie giggled. "Let’s."

They got in Ryan’s car and headed towards his apartment. He let them in.

"Nice," she said. "You’re neat, even. A lot neater than where I live."

"I don’t live in an apartment with a two year old in it," Ryan laughed.

"Good point."

"You want a drink?"

"Actually, if you have any wine…"

"Coming right up."

Ryan went and poured them both a glass. Then he sat next to Jessie on the couch. They sat there for a few moments, sipping their wine. Then, Ryan said, "Damn, this is awkward."

Jessie laughed. "I suppose it is. So, let’s change that." She put her wine glass down on the table. Then she took his out of his hand and placed it down. She smiled, and then leaned into him and kissed him. Their bodies wrapped around one another as the kiss got deeper. Jessie’s hands roamed all over Ryan’s back, as his hands ran up and down her waist. Then, Jessie broke the kiss, smiled up and him, and said, "I want you."

"I was hoping you would, but I wasn’t trying to push it."

"Good, then I’ll push it," Jessie laughed, running her hands over his chest.

"I think I’ll let you," Ryan laughed back. "But not here on the couch." He stood up and held out his hand to her. She joined him, and they made their way into his bedroom. When they got there, she tackled him onto the bed.

He laughed. "Enthusiasm. I like that."

"Good," she smiled, and leaned in and kissed him. They rolled around on the bed, lips locked, hands roaming all over one another. Ryan moved his hand over one of her breasts and gently rubbed it. She moaned into his mouth.

He reached for the hem of her shirt and tugged. She helped him get it off then sighed happily as his hands reached behind her to the clasp in her bra. She shrugged out of her bra, and his lips came back to hers, as his hands gently fondled her tits.

He moved away from her lips and gently nibbled on her earlobe as his hands roamed across her boobs. His thumb flicked at a nipple She softly moaned under the touch of his hands and lips.

Without a word, Ryan left her earlobe and started kissing down her neck. Passing over her shoulders with his hips, he kept going and headed right for her erect nipple. She moaned appreciatively as his lips closed over her nipple.

He gently nibbled on her tit for a while, as she ran her fingers through his hair. After a bit of this, he reached for the snap of her jeans. She eagerly raised her hips up and helped him slip the jeans off of her. Before he could settle back into his previous position, she stopped him, said, "Your turn," and went for his clothes.

In a short period of time, they were both naked, and Ryan was back nibbling on Jessie’s boob, with his hand gently fondling her pussy. Jessie, in turn, had one hand lazily tugging at his cock, the other one rubbing through his hair.

This went on for a few minutes, both of them gently exploring the other. Then, Ryan looked up from Jessie’s breast, and said, "This is so new to me."

"What?" Jessie grinned.

"It’s hard to explain, and now’s not the time."

"OK," Jessie grinned, "but you’re not making much sense."

"I know," Ryan laughed. "Just, tell me what you like."

"I like what you’re doing. Believe me," Jessie smiled.

Ryan smiled back, then went back to what he was doing. After a few minutes-which were made more enjoyable by Jessie’s happy sighs and groans-he started kissing down from her breasts, down her stomach. As he got to her navel, clearly headed between her legs, he looked up and said, "Um, do you mind?"

"Mind? Why on earth would I mind?"

"I’ve never actually done this before. Uh, some people think it’s gross."

"Some people are idiots," Jessie laughed. "Do not stop."

He chuckled, and didn’t stop. He worked his way down and then buried his face between her legs. He’d always wanted to do this, but Courtney wouldn’t stand for it. What was I missing, he marveled to himself, as Jessie moaned under the gentle assault of his tongue running up and down her pussy lips. As he zeroed in on her clit, she groaned louder, and brought her legs up around his shoulders. She pressed her thighs into his head as he nibbled and licked at her clit-and he didn’t mind at all.

"My God," she gasped, "are you sure you’ve never done this before?"

"Yup," he said, muffled, then went back to it. It wasn’t long before she exploded, moaning deeply. He withdrew, letting her settle down a bit, then dove back in.

"Ryan, wait!" she said.

"Too much?" he asked.

"No, but…just get up here, next to me. Lie on your back." Puzzled, he did so. She grinned at him, moved herself around, and-to his surprise-climbed on top of him, straddling his face. "If I start to suffocate you, just slap my ass," she said with a grin, looking back at him. He grinned back, and she lowered her dripping pussy down to his mouth. He started back in licking it up and down-then he felt her mouth engulf his dick.

This was a first, too. Courtney wasn’t into oral at all. He couldn’t believe how good Jess’s mouth felt wrapped around his dick. He enjoyed it for a minute, then went back to licking her pussy. He had his hands on her hips, steadying her, rubbing his hands along her flanks. As he again zeroed in on her clit, she started moaning around his cock, which just increased the sensations.

Since Jessie had already gone once-and since she strongly suspected that this was his first blowjob-it was no surprise to her that he went first. She felt it swell in her mouth, then he yelped, "Oh, God, Jessie, cumming!" He was very sweet to warn her, but she was having none of that-she gulped his whole length down and felt his cum splatter on the back of her throat. Since he-amazingly-didn’t lose a beat on her clit with his tongue even while he was cumming; and since she loved the feel of a guy cumming down her throat; she went right after him. She ground her pussy into his face and spasmed as she groaned around his deflating cock. She went right on cleaning off the remnants of his cum as she exploded above him.

To Ryan, it was like being hit by a freight train.

Jessie climbed off of him, rearranged herself on the bed, and snuggled into this shoulder, sighing happily. She went to kiss his cheek and looked at him. "Honey? You look upset."

"No, not upset, not at all. Shell-shocked would be more accurate."

Jessie giggled. She reached down and started lightly tugging at his cock. "Well, let me get this guy woken up again, then you’ll really be shell-shocked."

"You’re amazing," he said.

"You’re pretty damn fantastic yourself." She flexed her had around his dick, trying to coax it back to life. It didn’t take much coaxing.

As Ryan’s dick started reviving, so did the rest of him. He gently started kissing her face and neck, and ran one hand all over her body, the other one playing with her hair. Jessie sighed as his lips caressed her neck and his hand gently fondled her breasts and stomach. She gripped his cock and felt it grow in her hand.

She tugged on his cock, and whispered in his ear, "Make love to me." She lay back on the bed, legs parted, open to him, smiling up at him as he positioned himself between her legs.

Ryan wanted to do this right-but there was a nagging thought in the back of his mind that he never had-done it right, that is. Even though they hadn’t made love yet, every one of his previous sexual experiences already paled completely, compared to this.

He looked down at her, open and waiting, smiling at him. He took his hand and positioned himself at her entrance-then he reached down and kissed her. She eagerly returned the kiss, and, as their tongues wrapped around each other, he slowly slid himself into her. She moaned into his mouth.

Ryan started a steady, slow pace, pulling himself all the way out of her then sliding back in to the hilt. Their tongues and lips were still fastened to one another as Ryan moved in and out of Jessie. She brought her legs up and hooked them at the ankles above his ass. After a few minutes, Jess broke the kiss and hissed "Oh my God, Ryan!"

He looked down at her and their eyes met. On an unspoken signal that Ryan was amazed he picked up on, he started moving faster. He gradually picked up speed until he was vigorously slamming in and out of Jessie. She slung her hips up to meet his thrusts, and started a low moan as he picked up speed.

Their hands found one another’s’. Hers were on the bed, up beside her head. His, holding him up, found hers, and their fingers intertwined as he moved in and out of her. Suddenly, her fingers gripped his full force. She moaned, "Oh, Ryyyyaaaaannnnnnn!" and stiffened beneath him, her hips coming off the bed. He felt her pussy contract around his dick, and thrust through it, reaching his own climax as she came down.

He tried to get off her, but she wouldn’t let him. She kept her legs wrapped tightly around his hips, and pulled him by his shoulders so that he was right on top of her. Finally, after his dick had slipped out of her, she allowed him to roll them onto their sides. She was still plastered to him.

"Oh, my Jesus," she finally gasped.

"I agree," he chuckled.

"That was perfect. Just perfect. And I didn’t even have to say anything," she marveled. "Wow."

She looked at him. "You’ve really never gone down on a girl before?"

"Nope. You seem surprised."

"I’m very surprised." She looked at him. "I know it’s gauche to bring up other lovers when you’re in somebody else’s bed, but you have to understand-I have a basis of comparison. And you are damn good."

"Basis of comparison?" he asked.

"You’re going to drag this out of me, aren’t you?" she grinned. He nodded. "Fine. Don’t say I didn’t warn you. Well, first of all, don’t forget I spend part of my time in bed with another girl."

"Ah," Ryan said. "And girls are better at that, cause they know how it feels."

"In theory. However, as good as she is, even Sophie’s not as good as Warren. If pussy lapping were an Olympic sport, Warren would have a closetful of gold medals, OK?" Ryan looked at her-and cracked up laughing. "True story. But, honey, you were damn close. And on your first time? I was very happy to discover that, let me tell you."

"Well, if I have that much natural talent, I’ll just have to keep practicing my technique, won’t I?" he said with a sly smile.

"Any time you want," Jess beamed.

Ryan just grinned. "So, tell me," she continued. "What did you mean earlier, about it being new to you?"

"You sure you want to hear this?"

"Yeah. Hey, you’ve heard some stuff about Warren."

Ryan sighed, and stroked her hair. "True, but this isn’t as good. Courtney liked sex one of two ways. Completely dominating, or catatonic. Either she took all control of the situation, or she just lied there like a blow-up doll. Depending on her mood, but that’s what I got. The only foreplay was the odd swipe of a hand. That’s the first time I’ve ever done oral, giving or receiving. And it’s the first time I’ve ever been in bed with, well, I don’t know," he faltered. "I guess the best word is equal. This is the first time I’ve been to bed with an equal. "

"Ah," Jessie said. "Well, Crash was usually pretty dominating, so I understand that part of it. And my other situation, well, that’s just a little weird. It was nice to be in bed with one person and have all his attention."

"You certainly had that," Ryan laughed. "Especially when you came. God, what a sight."

"Glad you liked it," Jessie giggled. "I plan on letting you see it a lot."

"I think I can handle that," Ryan grinned.

SUSPICIONS (Chapter 146)

The next Friday night, Sophie and Jessie were sitting on the couch.

"Warren’s already asleep?" Jessie asked.

"Yeah," Sophie sighed. "Rehab and school is really wearing him out, he’s so tired all the time. Plus he’s cranky and depressed. He hides it well, for our sake, but I know him too well. The poor guy’s exhausted and miserable."

"Which means, I take it, that Sophie’s not getting any."

"Sophie’s not getting any at all," Sophie started. "And, you’ve been spending a lot of time in your own bed."

"Yeah," Jessie agreed, "and I think it’s going to stay that way for the foreseeable future. I hope you don’t mind, and I’m sorry, since you’re obviously horny-but I’d feel funny sleeping with you guys now."

"What happened?" Sophie asked.

"Well, Ryan and I slept together for the first time a week ago tonight. Wasn’t the last time, either. In fact, if he were around, I wouldn’t be sitting here chatting with you."

Sophie laughed. "Where is he?"

"Moscow."

"Oh, yeah-Cup of Russia. I’ve kind of blanked on the whole Grand Prix schedule since we weren’t able to be in it this year. So," she grinned, "how was it?"

"Oh my God, Sophie," Jessie grinned. "Look, I knew I was falling for him before we went to bed. Now, afterwards? Even more so. He’s everything I could want-in a boyfriend, and in a lover."

"I’m glad, Jess, really," Sophie smiled. "I’ll admit it, I’m going to miss you, but I’m happy for you."

"Well, the thing with Ryan is still kind of new, so I don’t want to jeapordize it-but, as for you and I, I’ll never say never. I’m not quite sure how open-minded Ryan would be-especially if it includes Warren-but he didn’t have any problem with it before we went to bed with one another."

"Jess, it’s OK. Really. Ryan’s your important thing right now. Warren and I will always love you, no matter what, and no matter where you sleep."

"I know."

"Besides, you have a bigger problem, you know."

"Yeah. Courtney."

"Does she know?"

"I don’t believe so. I think Ryan’s trying to keep it a secret from her for as long as he can. Which, I’ll admit, makes me uncomfortable, but I understand his reasons."

"I hope it doesn’t blow up in his face," Sophie said.

Laurel was insecure, and she knew it. She couldn’t help it.

She still couldn’t quite believe she had snared someone like Ryan Kelleher-and, because she didn’t quite believe it, she didn’t believe in it. Laurel was a beautiful girl, but you couldn’t convince her of that-since she’d been invisible to guys until she met Ryan. That was because of her intimidating brains, but she didn’t always quite see it that way. Ryan being her first serious boyfriend, she didn’t have any experience to draw on. She kept seeing Ryan as keeping her around until he found something better.

This was especially true now that Ryan had become Georgia Tech’s starting point guard, and was playing well. The girls flocked to him.

And Laurel didn’t feel she could measure up. She didn’t even think she treated him especially well, though she didn’t do it on purpose. She was just very committed to her schoolwork-and she sometimes blew him off because of it.

On this Saturday night, he had pulled her away from the books long enough to go to a party. And she was not having a good time. Ryan was being bombarded. She had brought her friend Lisa, so she’s have someone to talk to, but that wasn’t enough. Ryan was trying, but, if it wasn’t the guys on the team pulling him aside to talk basketball, it was the horde of girls accosting him as he tried to make his way back to Laurel.

One was particularly persistant. To make matters worse, she was everything Laurel wasn’t-a bubble-headed bleach blonde with enormous tits and a waspish waist who was slobbering all over Ryan. Besides her self-percieved physical shortcomings, Laurel was well aware that she didn’t slobber. She loved Ryan with all her heart, but she just wasn’t the fawning type. She was too self-contained for that.

But this bimbo was certainly the fawning type, and, to Laurel’s horror, it seemed to be working. She saw Ryan-her boyfriend!-put her arm around this girl and lead her off from the main party, towards a room in the back! With her here? She couldn’t believe it! She knew this day was coming, but with her sitting there? She wanted to cry.

Lisa, her friend, saw it all. "What is he doing?"

"Replacing me, isn’t that obvious?"

"Nothing’s obvious, you can’t make assumptions," Lisa said. "Go follow them."

Laurel found where they had gone, a bedroom in the back of the house. She stood outside the door and heard the girl say, "Ryan, I’m so glad we’re finally alone!"

"Carrie, we’re alone so we can talk."

"Talk? I can think of more fun things to do than talk," Carrie giggled.

"Look, Carrie. I’m flattered, really. But you have to stop this. I have a girlfriend."

"Laurel?" Carrie snorted. "I hear she treats you like shit." Laurel, still listening from outside the door, blinked at that.

"Where did you hear that?" Ryan asked incredulously. "Laurel treats me like anything but shit."

"It’s common knowledge around the team that she blows you off to study."

"So? School’s important to her. I ‘blow her off’ for basketball, sometimes."

"What does she have that I don’t?" Carrie asked.

"My heart," Ryan said. Laurel just about melted at that. How could I have doubted him for a second, she thought to herself. Carrie was still babbling, but Laurel barely heard it. She did hear Ryan’s voice rise, just a bit, in response.

"Listen. I’ve tried to be nice, but that’s not working. First of all, Laurel’s brilliant. I’m not in her league, but I’m no dummy, and I prefer a girlfriend who I can have an intelligent conversation with. Sorry, Carrie, but that leaves you right out. Second of all, Laurel’s every bit as beautiful as you are-and she’s wearing a quarter of the makeup you are so she comes by it naturally. I’d even bet your boobs are fake." Laurel heard Carrie hiss at that one! "Third of all, Laurel loves me for me-the whole me. She wouldn’t care less if I quit basketball tomorrow. Without basketball, you wouldn’t even give me the time of day. What does Laurel have that you don’t? Everything. Goodbye, Carrie."

Laurel waited, out of sight, until she saw Carrie clomp out of the room. Then she ran in and launched herself at Ryan, tackling him back onto the bed in the room.

"Wha…Laurel?"

"I’m sorry, I’m so sorry!" she blurted.

"For what?"

"For spying on you," she said. She was blubbering by now. "I followed you, I saw you bring her in here, and I thought, you know-I’m so sorry!"

"It’s OK. It probably did look suspicious," Ryan said, cuddling her close.

"I’m so insecure. I keep waiting for you to tell me you found someone else. What you said to her, it was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard."

"You’re so self confident everywhere else, maybe I just don’t realize." He pulled her head up so he was looking in her eyes. "Laurel. I love you. You have nothing to worry about. Ever. Got me?"

"Yes," she said.

"Face it, kiddo-you’re stuck with me."

"If that’s stuck, I’ll take it!"

Courtney Rogers was beside herself.

She and Ryan had gone to Skate Canada and had finished second-good enough. But then they had gone to Cup of Russia. The world silver medalists, Kuznetsova and Vasilyevskiy, were there, so they figured another second would be fine.

They finished fourth. Not only the Russians defeated them, but the Brits-who they had beaten at last years’ worlds, fluke though that might have been-plus a young Canadian team that nobody had ever heard of. Heck, they barely beat the Irish team.

Courtney was livid. She blamed Ryan for the bad showing. It wasn’t as though they had made mistakes or anything-they hadn’t. They were just sluggish-and Courtney blamed Ryan because he just didn’t seem interested.

They got on the plane back from Moscow and Courtney started in on him. Usually, a good harangue worked wonders-because Ryan was a wimp. It didn’t take much to get him cowering in the corner, determined to do everything Courtney said.

Not this time. "Court, shut up," he said the minute she started in on him.

"What?"

"You heard me. I’m in no mood for your tongue."

"Well, you’re gonna get it anyway! You blew that competition!"

"Me? ME? The last time I checked, there were two skaters on that ice!"

"Right," Courtney said, "and the male skater of that couple skated like he didn’t want to even be on the same ice surface as the female skater! And the judges noticed it! You weren’t skating with me, you were throwing me around like a sack of potatoes!"

"Maybe if you made skating with you a more pleasant experience, I wouldn’t feel that way."

Courtney was taken aback-Ryan was never like this. He was a very manipulatable person. He never fought back. What was going on? Time for the heavy artillery. "Fine, Ryan, if you feel that way, maybe you shouldn’t be skating with me. You can be replaced, you know."

"Really?" he snorted. "With who?"

"Well, I hear Evan Pogdar needs a partner."

Ryan actually laughed at that. "Evan? Are you shitting me? Evan wouldn’t put up with your bullshit for seven seconds! And the minute your fucking mother said one word to him, he’d be out of there. Don’t give me Evan. Face it, Court-you’re stuck with me. And if you want this to work, you might want to start treating me as a human being, and not something you scraped off your shoe."

Courtney didn’t say anything to that. She couldn’t-she was too stunned. What the hell had gotten into her docile, accomodating partner?

Kristin Kelleher was driving to Tom’s apartment in Acton, thinking.

She trusted Tom, she did. But there were times when it was difficult-because he really got along well with Allison. And they were living together.

Allison was outgoing, vivacious, fun. Now that her skating was in a much more comfortable position, having gotten away from Ron Aztov, the real Allison came out more and more. She was great, even Kristin liked her, a lot-but Tom was who she was with, day after day. Kris couldn’t say that this fact made her at all comfortable.

Kristin pulled into Tom’s apartment complex, and went to his apartment. She had a key, so she just let herself in. She found Tom and Allison in the kitchen.

They were cooking, standing very close together. In fact, Allison had her hand on Tom’s shoulder. Kristin started a bit at that. "Hello," she said.

They spun around, but didn’t jump or anything like they’d been ‘caught’. "Hi, Sweetie," Tom said happily, walking over to Kristin and giving her a big kiss.

"Hey, Kris!" Allison said. "How’s things?"

"Fine," she said after Tom had broken the kiss. "What are you two up to?"

"Cooking," Allison said. "I want it to be good and Tom’s a better cook than I am. Eddie’s on his way," she giggled.

"Yup, you’re finally gonna meet the famous Eddie," Tom told Kris.

That made Kris feel better. Eddie was Allison’s boyfriend from her hometown. When he got there, Kristin really felt better, because Eddie and Allison were clearly over the moon about one another.

Later, cuddling in bed, Tom said, "You OK? You seemed kind of subdued when you first got here."

"It’s nothing. It’s silly." She sighed. "I worry about Allison."

"Well, that’s natural. She lives here, and we have become very good friends. You have nothing to worry about, though, you know. Allison’s not my type. I love her as a friend, but romantically? It would never happen, even if I didn’t have you. Besides, she and Eddie are a perfect match-believe me, she’s not looking."

"I know. I said it was silly."

"Well, not that silly, due to our sharing an apartment. But, believe me, sweetie, the only person I want is you."

"Good!"

Courtney knew something was up. Ryan had changed. She needed to find out why.

Unbeknownst to Ryan, Courtney had a key to his apartment. The Friday after they got back from Russia, after trying to get a hold of him, she let herself in to his apartment.

She didn’t know what she’d find, but she didn’t expect him to be there. But, when she got in, she heard noises coming from the bedroom. She followed them-and stopped short.

There was Ryan, she could tell, stark naked, fucking the ever-loving daylights out of…someone. Courtney couldn’t immediately tell who it was. Ryan had a girlfriend? One that wasn’t her? What the hell was going on here?

Then Courtney saw who it was-that girl who was friends with the Kellehers! Jessica! What the hell did Ryan think he was doing?

Before she could say anything, Jess spotted her. "JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!" she screamed, throwing Ryan off of her. Ryan sputtered, looked up, and saw Courtney.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE?" he screamed.

"I have a key," Courtney said.

"I didn’t give you no key!"

"I had it made, when we first got you the apartment."

"Oh, isn’t that just dandy. Courtney? Get out. And leave the key."

Recovering herself, Courtney said, "I will not. Just what the hell do you think you’re doing? Her? Sleeping with the enemy, isn’t that just dandy!"

Ryan jumped out of the bed, and stomped over to her. Jessie had covered herself up with the blanket and was hunched on the bed, but Ryan was too enraged to care-besides, Courtney had seen all of him anyway. "Enemy? What the hell are you talking about? Warren and Sophie aren’t the enemy! They’re good friends, good people. Yes, they’re competitors; and, yes, I want to beat them, but that’s on the ice, you idiot! As for Jess, I’m in love with her. Period. You have nothing to say about it. Now GET OUT!"

Courtney, at a loss, got out.

Ryan turned back to the bed. Jess looked at him. "You’re in love with me?" she said.

"Damn. I did want to say that to you a wee bit more romantically."

"Well, take two, then," Jessie giggled.

Ryan grinned, and climbed back into the bed. "Jessica, I love you, heart and soul."

"I love you too," Jess returned with a smile, snuggling into him. "So, tell me something. Did the excrement just collide with the portable cooling device?"

"Oh, in a big way," Ryan confirmed.

"Hmph. Well, thus endeth the peace and quiet phase of our relationship."

"Oh, really? I wasn’t sensing much quiet a couple minutes ago."

"True," Jess laughed. "But we were rudely interrupted."

"I think I can pick up where I left off."

"Well, not quite. You’ll have to work me up again-somebody kind of killed my arousal."

"No big surprise, she did that to me when I was sleeping with her," Ryan quipped. Jessie cracked up laughing. "Anyhow, build you back up again? I think I can do that," he said, reaching underneath the blanket.

"Knew you could," she purred.

AN OCEANVIEW CHRISTMAS (Chapter 147)

They all went home for Christmas, including Jess. She went home for a week-all the vacation she could get-but Warren and Sophie would be staying for a couple weeks, before flying to Cleveland for Nationals.

One thing they decided to do, with Ellen and Dan’s permission, is to have a party the Saturday before Christmas. There were so many friends that they didn’t get to see enough of, so they had a party.

The house was packed, all their friends eager to come and spend some time. Everyone was there. Crash even came, though Liz couldn’t as she was busy practicing for Nationals. Ryan didn’t come, either, so Crash and Jessie jokingly decided to be ‘dates’ for the day.

"So, how’s Liz?’ Jess asked him.

"Just wonderful. I got lucky, and I know it. I thought living together would be a strain-it’s not. It’s working out wonderfully. How about you with, what’s his name, Ryan?"

"Well, that’s a little bit more difficult," Jess sighed. "If it were just the two of us, things would be wonderful, but it’s not."

"Ah," Crash said, "that bitch of a partner of his."

"You got it," Jess admitted. "He told her off, but she’s still a bitch. I’ve let him handle things so far, but if she keeps up some of the shit she’s pulling…"

"Full Metal Jessica’s gonna make an appearance?" Crash guessed with a smile.

"Oh, she’s all ready to peek her nasty little head out," Jess laughed.

"Good! Outside of Courtney the Bitch, how is Ryan?"

"Wonderful, actually," Jessie admitted.

"More compatible with you than I was?"

"Well, yes," Jessie laughed. "What can I say? I’m sure you’d say the same about Liz."

"I must admit…" Crash grinned.

"More low-maintenance than I am?" Jess teased.

Crash chuckled. "Liz Cushman is probably the most low-maintenance female I’ve ever met in my life. Sometimes she’s too low-maintenance."

"Ah, ah, ah-be careful what you wish for," Jess teased.

"Tell me about it," Crash chuckled ruefully. "No, not really. It’s just that sometimes she has to stop and remind herself to tell me, ‘Hey, Jay, I love you and I’m glad you’re here.’ She does it enough, though."

Jess laughed. "Well, honestly, I’ve become a wee bit more low-maintenance than I used to be. Not completely, though."

"How’s he?" Crash asked.

"Medium-maintenance. Just about right. Not clingy or oblivious, just attentive." She sighed. "Of course, the problem is his baggage-and she doesn’t need ‘maintenance’, she needs a complete blow-up-and-rebuild."

Crash laughed, but then got serious. "Do you think that’ll ever be an obstacle?"

"It could be," Jess admitted. "It’s been defused for now, but, yeah-I think there might be a possibility. If she ever asks him to choose between me and his skating career…I don’t know how that would turn out. I’d never ask him, but she might. And he’s not Sophia and Warren, who could leave it all behind-skating’s so important to him."

"I hope it all works out, kiddo," Crash told her quietly. "I want the best for you, you know that."

"Thanks."

Warren and Sophie had many friends, and, because of the hectic quality of their lives lately, they didn’t get to see too many of them, which is why they had the party.

Warren was thrilled to see Siobhan Bates, who he hadn’t seen in a while.

"So, how’s the knee, darling?" Siobhan asked him.

"It’s coming along. A little bit every day. So how’s the love life?"

Siobhan let out a dramatic sigh. "It is so frustrating. Craig and I went out for three years, for Goodness’ sake. And we get out of college in May-and he moves back to Pennsylvania! I didn’t see that coming. I thought we were going to stay here."

"Do you still stay in contact with him?"

"Yes, and he’s going to come up here for New Year’s. But it’s frustrating. He decided he hated Boston, and I don’t know if I can just pack up and move to Philadelphia. I don’t know anyone there. I know his family is there, but he does at least have friends here. I have nobody there. Plus, I’m working, and he hasn’t found anything yet."

"That sucks, Siobhan."

"Yes, it does. I just don’t know what to do. Ah, well, if he doesn’t come around, I’ll just dump him and find someone else. I mean, I am irresistible, after all."

Warren laughed. "There’s the Siobhan I know and love."

"You bet your Beatle Boots, babe. He’s got chances to work this out, but they’re not unlimited. If I’m single, I’m gonna start acting it!"

Sophie, meanwhile, was renewing acquaintances with Nick Papadopoulos and Karen Laskovich. Karen was showing off her engagement ring.

"So, when’s the wedding?" Sophie asked them.

"Summer after next," Karen said. "He just put this on me two weeks ago, and we need plenty of time to prepare."

"It’s going to be a big one," Nick laughed. "Me being Greek and all, I have a thousand cousins."

"I have a funny feeling we’re going to get swamped with wedding invites in the next couple years," Sophie giggled. "Our college friends Paul and Caitlin are next year."

"We’re all getting to be that age," Nick said.

"And there’s so many long-term relationships in our little circle," Karen giggled. "Of course, some of ‘em break up. Speaking of which, how is Jess?"

"Fine," Sophie told them. "She’s got a new guy. Ryan Killen, he’s a skater, too. You can ask her about him when she comes back around."

"OK," Nick said, bemused, "how many people in your little circle have ended up going out with skaters?"

Sophie laughed. "Well, Jess. And Crash, her ex, he’s dating Liz Cushman. Warren’s sister Kristin is dating Tom Bellamy. That’s it, I think. Though I’m sure there will be more opportunities!"

The day after Christmas, Warren stepped out onto the ice for the first time in over two months.

It wasn’t easy. He was still wearing a brace on his knee for stability, which cut down on his range of motion. And the pain was still rather acute. But they wanted to prove that they were, at least, working towards getting back on the ice. They wanted to be skating somewhat by the time Nationals rolled around, that would make it easier for them to get a bye to Worlds.

However, it was rough going. Warren was gutting it out, but it wasn’t easy.

New Year’s Eve, they’d been on the ice for a week. They were still just doing it in short spurts, nothing even close to a program.

"Damn, this hurts," Warren moaned, sitting at the side of the ice.

"Maybe you two should just shut it down for the year," June, their coach, told them.

"I don’t think that would be a good idea," Warren said. "Miss a whole year, the year before the Olympics? If we can at all be at Worlds this year, I think we have to."

"I see your point, Warren, but you don’t want to mess the knee up any more," June said.

"True. Hence, the brace," he said with a smile. "That’s why I’m wearing it. The pain doesn’t mean I’m making it worse."

"True."

Warren hobbled his way through a couple of weeks of very shaky practices. Then they flew to Denver for Nationals. They wouldn’t be competing, of course, but this was where the World Team was to be named. If they were going to get a bye, they’d have to be here. They’d probably have to show some folks from the USFSA that they were working towards being ready for Worlds.

When they got there, Curtis Ingalls asked to meet with them. They invited him up to their room.

"Look, you guys need to know this," Curtis started. "There’s a concerted effort to keep you guys from getting a bye."

"Why on earth?" Sophia said.

"Oh, come on," Warren said. "I think we can guess who’s behind that."

"There’s no proof, but my hunch is that you’re correct," Curtis said.

"Why would she care?" Sophie said. "She and Ryan are shoo-ins. They’re going to win the National Championship, they have no real competition. So why would they care if we go to Worlds?"

"Because then the spotlight’s off the little princess," Warren snorted. "It’s all about our ‘comeback’, and, even as National Champions, they’re also-rans at Worlds. We’ll get the attention."

"Ah," Sophie agreed.

"But this shouldn’t be a problem, anyhow, should it?" Warren asked. "We’re the only team here that’s medalled at Worlds. We’re the only team that has a chance to medal at Worlds. We’re three time National Champions. We’re past World Champions."

"Yes, but, there’s precedence. Nicole Bobek," Curtis pointed out.

"Nicole Bobek was injured because she went on a tour in the month before Nationals, and her training habits sucked," Warren pointed out. "Plus, there was a lot of hullabaloo when she didn’t get the bye. Lots of people were pissed. I was one of them. And there are no Michelle Kwans in the Dance division this year to uphold the USA’s standing. It’s us or nothing. Ryan and Courtney can’t make the podium in Cup of Russia, for goodness’ sake!"

"I know," Curtis said. "Look, guys, I know we’ve had our disagreements-but, in this, I’m on your side. I will vote for you guys getting the bye. We don’t have to name our official World team until a week before Worlds start. So, as far as I’m concerned, you guys have until then to prove you’re ready. Call it a provisional bye."

"Which is fine by us," Warren told him. Sophie nodded agreement. "But we’re going to get people voting against even that, aren’t we?"

Curtis nodded. "How can Courtney get away with this?" Sophie asked.

"She-and, I suspect, her mother-have been doing this all behind the scenes," Curtis told them. "It’s only my suspicion that they are behind it, but I’d be shocked if it were anything else. It’s that they’ve planted doubts in the minds of the USFSA Board. You know, you guys will never be ready, it would be unfair to the third-place team at Nationals, knee surgeries don’t heal that quickly, et cetera. They’ve created an undercurrent of doubt, and kept their names out of it."

"Is there anything we can do?" Warren asked.

"Can you handle a full run-through of your long program?"

"Uh, no," Warren said. "I mean, Curtis, I’ve been back on the ice for two weeks! And I’m still in a brace."

"It can be watered down," Curtis told them. "I think you have to show them something. And if you can come close, and I make sure I let it be known that you’ve only been back on the ice for two weeks-I think we can pull this off."

"Yeah, but, what happens if I collapse in pain halfway through it?" Warren asked. "That would be worse."

"I know, but it’s the only way," Curtis told them. "Unless I can prove that Courtney and her mother are behind this-I could discredit the effort that way-but I don’t think I can."

"All right," Warren said. "Schedule it, but for as late in the week as you can." Curtis nodded. "And we’re going to work on the other angle. I wonder if Ryan can catch Courtney in the act?"

"Do you think that would help?" Curtis asked them. "Don’t get me wrong, I like Ryan, and I know the dynamics of that pair-but Ryan’s historically been very timid in confronting Courtney."

"Not lately," Sophie grinned. "Ryan has an extracurricular activity now." Curtis just looked at them.

"Ryan’s got a girlfriend," Warren laughed.

"Wait a minute-you mean besides Courtney?" Curtis asked, amazed. "Wow. I thought Courtney had him completely whipped-whoops, excuse me."

Warren cracked up. "Don’t worry, Curtis, we don’t offend easily, you know that. I think Ryan got fed up with all that. He doesn’t love Courtney, never did, and I think he decided he had had enough of how she treats him."

"Furthermore," Sophie told him, "Ryan’s new girlfriend? It’s Jessie, my best friend."

"You are kidding," Curtis laughed.

"Nope," Sophie told him. "Plus, Courtney caught them-in the act, if you know what I mean-and Ryan absolutely read her the riot act. Told her to stay out of his personal business."

"Wow, what a change," Curtis said, still laughing. "Good for him-and good for Jessie. But, yeah, if you can get him in on this, that might help. But you’ll probably still have to skate."

They explained the situation to Ryan, who was incensed. And it was child’s play for him to get the goods on Courtney and her mother. He overheard a number of conversations. He decided to confront Courtney, and asked Jess, who had come to Nationals to see him, to be there. Jess gladly agreed.

Courtney’s mother was also there. "I’m telling you two flat-out," Ryan started. "Call off the dogs. I know what you’re up to, and, if it doesn’t stop, I will tell the USFSA Board. I’ll stand right up and tell them who’s manipulating this, and why."

"You fucking traitor!" Courtney screamed.

"Ryan, you seem to have lost your sense of priorities," Mrs. Rogers said ominously.

Courtney snorted. "That’s because he’s sleeping with this slut!"

That was the wrong thing to say. Jess had been playing it cool, but Full Metal Jessica had been lurking for some time. " Slut? Me? Oh, that’s rich. I sleep with Ryan because I love him. You’ve been sleeping with him for years to manipulate him. And I am a slut?" She got right in Courtney’s face. "You know what? I bet the networks and the skating gossip rags would love that. Little miss morals, the upstanding Courtney Rogers, who criticizes other people for being immoral-has been sleeping with her partner since she was thirteen! And she’s been doing it to blackmail him! What would happen to your pristine little image if that ever got out?"

"Nobody would believe you," Courtney said-but shakily.

"Oh, come on, Courtney. There are ways to get it out, you know. You should know all about that, considering what a devious little shit you are."

"Hey! You can’t-" Mrs. Rogers started.

Jessica wouldn’t let her go any further. "Oh look, the Mother of the Year wants to say something! Just shut your fat fucking mouth, I don’t want to hear it." Courtney’s mother’s eyes bugged out at that. Incredulous, she just stood there with her mouth opening and closing like a fish. "You know, I wondered how Courtney became such a manipulative bitch-until I met you. The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree, does it?"

Jess turned back to Courtney. "And as for you.-I understand skating’s important to Ryan. I try not to get involved in that-even when you are trying to sabotage my best friends by devious means because you can’t beat them on the ice. But I stay out of that. However, if you ever say another derogatory word to me I will slap that fucking smirk off your face so hard it’ll make your head spin, and don’t think for a minute that I won’t. You have no idea who you’re dealing with. I’ve ground up and spit out people that would make you look like the picayune pissant you truly are.

"You have no fucking idea how lucky you are-because you have no appreciation for the lengths that Ryan goes to protect you. If he’s telling you to call off the dogs, you’d better do it-because without him there to smooth things over, you’re in deep shit. And, remember this, he will not protect you from me."

With that, Jess turned on her heel and made to go. Courtney stared after her, completely flabbergasted. Ryan looked at Courtney, and, very quietly, said, "Call off the dogs about the Kellehers’ bye. I won’t back you on this. I mean it." Then he turned and went in the same direction as Jess.

He quickly caught up to her-she had stopped around the corner so he could catch up. She looked sheepish-and was, in fact, about to apologize-until she saw the big grin on his face.

"Wow!" he said.

"Uhm, I think I got a little carried away," she said.

"Yes, but it certainly was fun to watch," he grinned. "Where did that come from?"

"Oh, that’s a rather prominent part of my personality, actually. I call her Full Metal Jessica. You’ve just never seen it before, because you don’t piss me off!"

"Believe me, after that, I will be doing my utmost to never piss you off."

"Good boy. You train well," she laughed. "Anyhow, I hope my little tirade didn’t make your life worse."

"I couldn’t care less," Ryan said. "After what she called you, she deserved it."

"Thanks."

Courtney and her mother did back off, but the damage was done. The sentiment against granting a bye to Warren and Sophia had taken on a life of its own. So, they did what they had to-they skated their long program in front of a group of USFSA judges and officials.

It took its toll. They got through it-though it was watered down-and Warren managed to not break down in pain until he got to the locker room. But the pain was intense.

It was a very strange Nationals for Warren and Sophie-the first time in 7 years they wouldn’t be participating. They watched Tom, Liz, and Brett and Andrea all repeat as National Champions. And they watched Courtney and Ryan win their first National Championship-with a weak and lackluster program that plainly indicated the growing resentment between the two. They won purely due to lack of competition.

That helped Sophie and Warren. The USFSA was faced with three dance slots for Worlds-and the top three finishers at nationals were a pair who were at odds with each other; and two pairs of complete also-rans. Even with Courtney’s manipulation, and even with the very shaky performance that Warren and Sophie had eked out-it was an easy choice for the board. Warren and Sophie were given a tentative bye to Worlds, contingent on passing a physical and an observations session right before Worlds.

They were in. Now all they had to do was hope Warren’s knee kept healing.

THE COMEBACK (Chapter 148)

After Nationals, Warren and Sophia returned to school, for their last semester of college. They had classes to worry about, and Betsy, and skating. Warren was still trying to get into shape to skate at Worlds. It wasn’t an easy process, and the pain never entirely went away.

However, they believed what they had told June-that missing Worlds this year would be horrible for their career. They had to show up, at the very least.

"Besides which," Warren told Sophie one night, "because of all the brouhaha and the suspensions, this is the one Worlds where the judging is almost guaranteed to be fair. How we gonna pass that up?"

Meanwhile, Jessie was having her own problems-with Ryan. He seemed to be getting more and more distant. All of a sudden, and she didn’t understand it. He kept maintaining he wasn’t upset that she had gone after Courtney. Courtney had deserved it, Ryan had told Jess, and it was Jess’s honor that was being sullied, so he didn’t mind at all. But Jess still felt uneasy. Finally, she asked him about it.

"Look, it’s just weird. After Worlds, OK? I have to get through Worlds, and I have to do it with Courtney. After that, we’ll settle all this once and for all."

Jess wasn’t all that comforted by that-because she was sure that Courtney was twisting the screws into Ryan, and hard.

A couple of weeks before Worlds, Warren and Sophie performed their free skate, in front of the observers from the USFSA, to the observers’ satisfaction. They’d proved their fitness and would be allowed to go to Worlds.

What the USFSA folks didn’t realize, however, is how close a thing it was. That was the first time Warren had been able to get through the whole free skate without collapsing in pain. And he did collapse in pain afterwards, in the locker room.

They got through the program a couple more times, then flew to New Jersey for Worlds. June met them there. After seeing them skate, she said, "Are you sure you guys want to do this?"

"Yeah," Warren said. "We have to give it a try. The problem is, I don’t think we can practice."

"That’s not going to be good," June told them, though they already knew that. "The judges are going to expect to see you on the practice ice."

"We know," Warren told her, "but I don’t want us to blow our load in practice. We have to skate three straight days, two short programs and one long. I don’t know if I can do that without resting beforehand."

"I see your point. I guess it’s a risk you’re going to have to take," June said. Then she grinned. "It’s a good thing you two have timing that’s almost second nature."

"No lie," Sophie giggled. "Considering how little time we’ve spent on the ice since October, it’s a miracle we’re not completely tripping over one another and losing all sense of unison."

"It’s that whole telepathy thing," June laughed.

That night, they ate in the hotel dining room, where they were joined by Evan Pogdar.

"Come to watch?" Warren asked Evan.

"Yup. Plus I’m still the athlete’s rep on the USFSA board, so I have to be here because of that."

"What are your plans?" Sophie asked him.

"Try to find a new partner, hopefully this summer."

"Shawna’s OK with that?"

"Actively encouraging it, actually. She’s going to coach. When I find a partner, she’s going to be my co-coach, along with Nina." Russian expatriate Nina Zirkovskaya had been Evan and Shawna’s long-time coach. "She’s come to terms with the end of the skating part of it, and wants me to keep going."

Later on, Warren and Sophie were joined by the Canadian dancers, Renee Damphier and Christian Gaudler. They hadn’t competed at an ISU event in two years, but had kept their eligibility, skating in only pro-ams and shows that wouldn’t count against them with the ISU. They had decided to attempt a comeback this year, and had won Canadian Nationals.

"Back for another go, eh?" Warren teased them.

"Yeah. After watching those French bumblers win last year-and after all the changes and suspensions-we figured we’d give it one more shot," Renee told them. "And we’re in shape, ready to go, and we have dynamite programs. How’s the knee?"

"Getting there. We’ll see," Warren told them.

They didn’t show up for any practices, and it was noticed-but they didn’t feel as if they had a choice. They would be skating three straight nights, and it was going to be all Warren could do to get through that.

Wednesday was the first Original Dance, the shuffle. Warren and Sophia broke out Ringo Starr’s "You’re Sixteen," a fun song that they had worked up a fun program to. There were two problems-they skated fairly early in the order, and they were very rusty. They managed a decent showing, and Warren’s knee held up fairly well. When all was said and done, however, they had only placed fourth. Damphier and Gaudler won, with a stunningly difficult shuffle. The Brits, Brenneman and Watts, were second; and the Russians, Kuznetsova and Vasilyevskiy, were third. One thing that did make Warren and Sophie happy was to see that now, with the offending judges of past years weeded out, the French team was way down in eighth. Ryan and Courtney were tenth. Ryan was philosophical, but Courtney was fuming.

The next day, it was time for the rhumba. Sophie and Warren did a steamy interpretation of Sade’s "Smooth Operator." A Rhumba was supposed to be sexy, and Sophie and Warren had an advantage. Warren tossed off the pain, and went for it. It was difficult, but they got through it-and the inherent excellence of the program showed through. They won the second OD. The Brits were second again, with the Canadians falling to third after a little stumble.

After the two Original Dances, the Canadians and the Brits were tied for first, but Sophie and Warren were within striking distance.

Sophie and Warren were in their hotel room after the second OD. The Free Dance would be the next evening. Ellen, who was there with them, was watching Betsy in her room.

"So, how’s the knee?" Sophie asked.

"It’s a little sore. I’ll get through it OK, but it does hurt."

"Hmmm, well, it’s the night before the free dance. You know what that means."

"Uh-huh," Warren laughed. "I think you’ll have to be on top, though."

"Now when I have I ever complained about that?" Sophie giggled. "Besides which, that’s been the case most of the time since you hurt that knee. Come here," she said, sitting on the bed. Warren joined her. She started taking off his clothes. When she got them all off, they went to work on hers. Afterwards, naked, they grabbed each other, kissing deeply. Their hands roamed all over one another as their tongues danced. After a while of this, Sophia rolled Warren onto his back. She went to straddle him.

"Don’t you want my tongue first?" Warren laughed.

"Nope, Dear Heart. Not tonight. I’m too horny." She lifted up and lowered herself onto him. "Oh, man," she groaned.

She started moving up and down on him. "Is that OK? On your knee, I mean."

"No problem," Warren told her. She picked up the pace. It wasn’t long before they both went.

"That, for us, was a quickie," Warren joked, cuddling Sophie in his arms afterwards.

"Sometimes a quickie is nice. Don’t want to tire us out and all, but we needed our good luck fuck."

"As long as all that luck goes right to my knee," Warren laughed.

Warren and Sophie drew last to skate of the final group in the free dance. "I was hoping for that," Warren said. "I want to ice down my knee after warm-ups."

The Irish couple, in fifth place, went first. They were definitely getting better. Next were the Brits, Brenneman and Watts, who were very good. The young Russians, Kuznetsova and Vasilyevskiy, were decent-but they weren’t as good as the Brits, and, without a stacked judging panel, they weren’t going to beat them.

Then the Canadians, Damphier and Gaudler, came out and put a big huge exclamation point on their return to eligible competition. They were, simply, marvelous. Fast, complex, intricate-and their presentation ability, always their weak point, had been improved by two years of skating in show tours. They were fantastic, and got deserving marks.

Warren and Sophie saw it all. "That is gonna be tough to beat," Sophie said.

"Quite honestly, I’m more worried about staying on my feet for four and a half minutes," Warren said.

"That bad?"

"We’ll see. It bothered me yesterday, and that program was two minutes shorter."

They stepped out onto the ice. Renee and Christian, always gracious competitors, wished them good luck as they left the ice. Warren and Sophie took their starting position.

The announcer announced their names, and said that they were "skating to the music of Bruce Springsteen," which got a resounding cheer. Of course it did, they were in New Jersey. Warren and Sophie both loved Springsteen-but worlds being in Jersey was an added incentive to skate to him this year.

The opening guitar riff to Ramrod rang out, and they were off.

It started out fine. They did the opening sequence with no problem. After the first verse, their cut of Ramrod skipped to the sax solo, to which they had choreographed their serpentine step sequence. It was fast and intricate, in closed position, and they performed it with aplomb. The rest of Ramrod was fine.

It was after that that the wheels started to come off, just a little bit. The transition in music from Ramrod to Give The Girl A Kiss was marked with a spin and a lift. That visibly took something out of Warren, especially the lift.

The next part was fine, but when they got to the chorus, when the music (and the steps) sped up, Warren was pushing it. They did it, but it was obvious that Warren was in pain.

Where it showed was during the side-by-side step sequence. Their unison was off, because Warren was clearly laboring. The number ended with a series of circular ‘skip’ steps, pulling into a spin, and then a kiss (on the words "Give the girl a great big kiss," of course). Sophia noticed that she was carrying that whole skip step-spin sequence. She knew it for sure when Warren practically collapsed in her arms at the end.

"Oh shit," he hissed.

"Bad?"

"Fuck, yeah. It hurts like hell."

They did their bows, and they got off the ice, Warren visibly limping.

"Damn, that was heroic," June told them when they got off the ice.

"How was it?" Sophie asked her.

"I think you guys had the World Championship in the bag until the side-by-side. That was sloppy. It doesn’t matter, though-just getting through that program as well as you did was a miracle."

"I am in so much pain I can’t tell you," Warren said.

The marks came up. Mostly 5.7’s for technical merit, with the odd 5.8-low for them, especially for a program designed to be a technical one. The presentation marks were similar.

They didn’t win-but they finished second. A silver medal.

"You should be thrilled with that, you really should," June told them. "You shouldn’t have even been out here skating. That really was heroic."

"We’ll take it," Warren said. "We got back on the podium, we didn’t miss a whole year, we’re well set-up for the Olympic year. As long as I heal."

"You will," June said.

"I think we’re going to be off the ice for a couple months anyway, what with graduation and all," Sophia said. "Not completely, but we’re not even going to think about next year until after we graduate. And we’re not doing the tour."

When they got back to the locker rooms, Warren was met by Ryan Killen. "Nice skating. That was gutsy."

"Thanks," Warren told him. "How’s Courtney."

"Livid. She thought this was our year to move up, instead we moved down." They had finished tenth. "Of course, this is all my fault."

"You need a new partner," Warren told him.

Ryan snorted. "Easier said than done, especially considering Evan’s going to be looking for a new partner. I’ll be second choice. Nope, I think I just have to work things out with Courtney."

"Suit yourself, but I think you’re nuts. She’s never going to come around-and moreso as long as you’re with Jess."

"Tell me about it," Ryan sighed.

That night, they watched Andrea and Brett rebound from last year’s disaster to win their second World Championship.

Saturday afternoon, the men took the ice, and Tom won his second straight silver medal. Saturday night was the turn of the ladies, and Liz won her umpteenth World Championship. The big surprise was Allison Bowman, who won an upset bronze medal skating her Warren and Sophia-choreographed programs. She was thrilled beyond belief.

Sunday was the exhibitions. Warren and Sophia almost begged out, but the day of rest enabled Warren to feel a bit better. They weren’t going to do two, which they were entitled to, but they did one. It was a thing they had worked up to the song You Dance, by Eastmountainsouth. It was a gorgeous program skated to a beautiful song-and it was technically fairly simple, which Warren was glad of. They skated it perfectly, and got a standing ovation for their troubles.

Sunday night, they were headed back to Wisconsin, and the end of their college careers.

Book Six

TORN (Chapter 149)

"I’ve had it," Courtney Rogers spat. She and Ryan had been back from Worlds for a week, and she was incensed.

"Courtney, what’s wrong now?" Ryan hissed.

"What’s wrong is you," she spat. "This season has been a disaster, and it’s all your fault!"

"I don’t need to listen to this," Ryan spat.

"Oh, yes you do!" Courtney said. "Because you have a decision to make. Me, or her."

"What?" Ryan hissed.

"You heard me. You’re distracted, and she is the reason! You either dump Jessica, or you find yourself a new dance partner."

"You’ve got to be kidding," Ryan said.

"No, I am not. I’ve had it."

"You can’t interfere in my personal life!"

"When your personal life affects our skating, yes I can!"

"It isn’t. The only thing that’s affecting our skating, is you. How you treat me."

"I treat you like I’ve always treated you, why is it a problem now? I’ll tell you why-because of her. I’m not going to argue about this. We start working up our programs in, what, three weeks or so? By that time, I want her gone." With that, she stormed out of the room.

Two weeks later, Ryan and Jessie were in bed, after having made love.

"Honey, we have to talk," Jessie told him.

"What’s up, Jess?"

"It’s the middle of April. As of May 15 th , I don’t have a place to live. Warren and Sophie are going back to Massachusetts."

"Can’t you just pick up their lease?" Ryan asked.

"I can’t afford it. Not unless I can find a roommate, and that’s tough to do in May. In September, when school starts again, I could swing it-but I won’t be able to afford the place until then." She took a breath. "Unless you want to move in with me. Or me with you, whichever."

"Oh, Jess," Ryan sighed.

"Look, Ryan, I love you. We get along great. We could make it work, I know we could."

Ryan took a deep breath. "This isn’t a good idea right now."

"Why not?"

"Courtney. Look, she threatened me-break up with you, or she’s going to drop me from the team. Now, I have no intention of breaking up with you, but I’m trying to finesse this."

Jessie sighed. "You’re not going to be able to, you should know that. Either way, you stay with me, she’s going to carry out her threat. But why should you care? You can find another partner."

"One as good as Courtney? As a skater, I mean."

"Courtney’s not that good, Ryan! You’re the strength of that team! Ask Warren and Sophie, if you don’t believe me, they see it!"

"We’ve been skating together for a long time. We’re used to each other. I’m 22, it’s too late to try to start with another partner."

Jess looked at him for a good long minute, then got out of bed and started gathering her clothes. She started pulling them on.

"Jess. Where are you going?"

"Ryan, Courtney gave you a choice. She wasn’t kidding. And you’ve made it."

"Jess! What are you saying?"

"I’m not going to live like this. I’m not going to live with this hanging over my head. The minute you didn’t dump her as a partner when she gave you that ultimatum, you made your choice." She looked at him. "Ryan, I love you-but I can’t do this anymore. I’m leaving. I’m going back to Massachusetts."

"You can’t!"

"Then you pick up that phone, call Courtney, and tell her you’re not breaking up with me under any circumstances. No sneaking around. Put the ball back in her court." Ryan just gave her a look of despair. "You can’t do it."

"Jess, this is my career!"

"No, it’s not. It’s just one partner. Female ice dancers looking for male partners are a dime a dozen, and you know it. This isn’t about your career, this is about Courtney. You’re still loyal to her, for reasons I’ll never figure out, and I can’t deal with it any more." She gathered her stuff up and headed for the door. "Goodbye, Ryan." And she left.

"Jess! Come back!" Ryan yelled-but she was already gone.

The next day, Warren and Sophie came back from class to find Jess crying.

"Jess? What happened?" Sophie asked. In between her sobs, the whole story spilled out.

"I think you should give him time," Warren told her when she had finished.

"He had plenty of time," Jess sniffled. "He’s had months. He knew this was coming. He must have-I certainly saw it."

Warren didn’t know what to say to that.

They had a solemn supper-enlivened only by Betsy’s antics, which at least made Jess laugh a little bit. Afterwards, Warren and Sophie studied, while Jess played with Betsy to cheer herself up a bit.

Warren and Sophie were getting ready for bed, when Jess came into the room. "Do you guys mind if I sleep with you tonight? I don’t feel like being alone."

"Of course," Sophie smiled at her.

None of them intended on making love. Jess just didn’t want to be alone, and Sophie and Warren just wanted to comfort her. However, once they got in bed, things started to happen-and they did end up making love.

Warren and Sophie woke up the next morning, to find no Jess in the bed. They went out into the apartment, and found her in Betsy’s room-packing a suitcase.

"Jess? What’s up?" Sophie asked.

She smiled at them sadly. "I’m going home. To Oceanview. I’ve already called work and quit-told them I had an emergency at home and had to move back there. I’ve got a flight late this afternoon. Can you guys get me to the airport?"

"Sure," Warren told her, "but, Jess, you don’t have to leave."

"Yeah, I do. I can’t stick around here with Ryan around all the time. And I have to stop jumping into bed with the two of you every time my heart gets broken. I love you, and I’m grateful, but it has to stop. It’s not fair to anyone. And, if I stay here, I’ll just be too tempted. You two need to live your life-and I need to find one."

"Jess, you’re always welcome with us," Sophie told her.

"I know that," she smiled. "You two make it too easy. But this is the second time I’ve come running to you two when I get dumped. It’s turning into a crutch. That has to stop." She looked at them. "You guys know how I feel about you. But I don’t think we could ever go back to being the Happy Threesome, not after Ryan. Not now that I know what I want. " She sighed. "Even if I can’t have it with the person I want it with."

"I wouldn’t count Ryan out," Warren said.

"I already have." Jessie said sadly. "He made his choice."

"We can’t talk you out of this?" Sophie said.

"No, my mind is made up. Hey, I’ll see you guys in a month when you get back there. Don’t worry about that."

"We worry about you," Warren said.

"I’ll be fine."

They took her to the airport and said goodbye. The next day, at the rink, they ran into Ryan.

"Is Jessie in your apartment?" he asked Warren.

"Jessie is in Boston," Warren told him.

"WHAT?"

"She went home. Yesterday afternoon. Nice going, hotshot-you blew it," Warren spat at him, then walked away. Ryan just looked at him watching in disbelief.

COLLEGE END (Chapter 150)

In late April, Warren took the MCAT. He was advised to take it now, even though he wouldn’t be going to med school for more than a year-so he could take it again in August if he didn’t get a good enough score. He didn’t think that’d be a problem, but was glad to get it out of the way. He thought he did well.

They had called home in early April, and Sophie had asked her mother to keep on the lookout for a house. With all their endorsement money, they could afford one, and didn’t want to move back into the basement. Ellen had called back with a good prospect. She had gone to see it, and described it fully to them. It was in Oceanview, and was everything they wanted-four bedrooms, a newer kitchen, a decent-sized yard, and within their price range. Even though they hadn’t seen it, they authorized Ellen to put in an offer. She had signature rights on their bank account-something they had arranged just for an occurrence like this-and they trusted her. She put in the offer, it was accepted, and Sophie and Warren would be moving back to Oceanview into their own home. There was no need for a mortgage-they bought the place outright.

"After that hit to the ol’ bank account, we’re going to have to keep making money," Warren laughed.

"Are you kidding? After that whole ‘incredible comeback’ thing at Worlds? We’ve got plenty of offers to keep us busy," Sophie told him. And it was true. They were doing a number of commercials over the next few months. Sophie had just started a very lucrative gig with Maybelline cosmetics-something she used anyway, so getting paid to advertise for them was a bonus.

"True. We’ve got more than enough money for now."

"And all those things we’re planning on doing in the fall, that’ll help," Sophie reminded him. As the upcoming year was the last year they’d be skating, they were taking everything that was offered. They were doing two pro-ams and two shows, at least, before the Grand Prix season started. This was going to be their Year For Skating. They were looking forward to it.

"Talked to Jess today," Sophie told him. It had been a couple weeks since she had gone home.

"How is she?" Warren asked.

"Doesn’t sound good at all," Sophie sighed. "I know she went out with Jay for longer-but I think this one’s a lot worse."

"I don’t doubt it," Warren agreed. "She and Jay broke up because they gradually became incompatible. She and Ryan are perfectly compatible. The problem is external."

"Well, that, and the fact that Ryan needs to go out and buy a fucking spine," Sophie snapped. Warren let out a guffaw at that. "Jesus. He could find another partner in a heartbeat! What is wrong with him?"

"Fear of the unknown, I think," Warren guessed.

"Ah. Well, I can relate to that. Scott and all. I didn’t get over that fear until you were yanking me out of it. Of course, Jess was yanking Ryan out of it!"

"But Jess couldn’t do anything about the skating part. And I think that’s where the big fear is."

"Good point."

Their last couple of weeks in Wisconsin were frantic. They had the end of their classes, and finals. They had to pack up everything in the apartment-they were renting a truck for the drive back. Ellen was overnighting papers and stuff relating to the purchase of the house. They were helping arrange hotel rooms for all the people flying out for graduation.

They caught a quiet night, the Saturday before finals, to spend time with their two best Wisconsin friends.

"Damn, we’re going to miss you," Papa Bear told them.

"We’re going to miss you, too," Sophie smiled.

"You’d better keep in touch!" Caitlin warned.

"We plan on it," Warren said. "You’ve got our IM screen names and our email addresses and the address at the new house-as soon as we have a phone put in, we’ll call."

"And you have our cel numbers anyway," Sophie laughed, "and we have all your stuff."

"And we’ll see you at the wedding this summer in any case," Warren reminded them. "By the way, how are things going with that?"

"It’s a bit of a struggle, having to plan it from so far away," Cait told them. They’d be getting married in Rochester, NY, Cait’s home town. "But my mom’s been a real trooper."

"Well, I hope she is," Papa Bear laughed, "considering she’s the one that insisted we get married in Rochester!"

"Well, it’s easier for everyone. Even Paul’s relatives-Rochester’s closer to Cleveland than Madison is."

"Easier for everyone except the bride and groom!" Sophie laughed.

"True. But now that it’s summer, it’ll be easier. Paul’s out of school, and I will be soon." Cait was a guidance counselor at a high school. "We’ll be spending more time in Rochester."

As they waited to parade into the football stadium, where graduation would be held, Sophie got a little misty-eyed.

"What’s up, Pookie?" Warren asked.

"Just thinking. Remembering the day I met you. I’ll tell you, the way I was then, graduating from college someday was the furthest thing from my mind. It still kind of amazes me that I’m actually going to have a college degree in an hour or so."

"And with a 3.46 GPA, no less," Warren laughed. "You always had it in you."

"Yeah, but I needed you to find it," she smiled.

"You would’ve found it eventually. I just sped up the process a bit. You did this all by yourself. Don’t forget that for a minute."

"You supported me. You’ve always supported me. It’s made all the difference."

"That goes both ways, love," he reminded her. He got a blinding smile for his trouble.

"Ah, you’re a genius, remember?" she laughed. "You didn’t need me to do well. In fact, without me and skating and Betsy and all, you might’ve done better."

"I’m graduating with a 3.78, how much better could I have done?" he chuckled. "Besides which, that’s not the point. If I didn’t have you, I wouldn’t be half the person I am today. Don’t you ever forget that."

"I won’t," she sniffled. "Thank you for saying that."

"You’re welcome. I love you."

"Love you, too."

"Ready to go become a college graduate?"

"You betcha!"

Both sets of parents pitched in to throw Warren and Sophie a graduation party in the ballroom of the hotel where the parents were staying. All of the family was there, plus various friends.

"Damn, I was hoping Jess would be here. I wanted to say hi," Crash told Warren-he and Liz had flown out to see the graduation.

"I wish she was here, too," Warren told him. "We’re kind of disappointed that she didn’t come, but I understand her reasons."

"Something happened," Crash said.

"Yeah." Warren filled him in on all the details.

"Damn. Damn, damn, damn," Crash hissed. "That sucks. When I get back to LA, I’ll give her a call, to say hi and stuff."

"Liz won’t mind?"

"Liz? Miss Unpossessive?" Crash laughed. "Besides which, she knows how I feel about Jessie. I’ll always love her, except now I love her as a dear friend. Liz knows that. Liz likes her, too-when I tell her about this, she’ll want me to call Jess."

"Good. How are things with the lovely Miss Cushman, anyhow?"

"Pretty much perfect," Crash grinned. "It’s funny-we’ve been living together a little less than a year-and it feels like twenty. And I mean that in a good way. It’s so damn comfortable." His face fell a bit. "I thought we were going to have a problem, but I guess I handled it the right way."

"What do you mean?" Warren asked.

"Well, I realized something. I went to Nationals, but I couldn’t go to any of the Grand Prix events, or to Worlds. So, she’s been gone some. And she’s been on tour for a month-she took a week off so we could come here and see you guys graduate." He sighed. "And I’ve come to realize that I really miss her when she’s gone. But being a pain in the ass about that is why her old boyfriend, that Rich guy, bugged her. So I’ve tried to be cool about it."

"Did you slip up?" Warren asked.

"I guess not," Crash grinned. "She was only home for a week after Worlds before she went on tour. One night that week, we were in bed. It was afterwards, and we were cuddling, and I told her. I told her that I knew this was her career and I loved her for it and I was proud of her and I’d never do anything to jeopardize it-but I missed her when she was gone. I guess that was the right thing to say, judging from her reaction."

"Good!"

"I mean it, too, you know. I love that she’s a skater-because I know how much it means to her. I wouldn’t want her to give that up. But I miss her."

"So," Warren said, "How serious do you think this is?"

"Can you keep a secret?" Crash grinned. Warren nodded. "Well, after the Olympics. Let her get through that first. But, after that-I’m planning on popping the question."

"Good for you!"

They had rented a truck for the drive home, just like the drive out last year. As on the drive out, Sophie drove Warren’s van, and Warren drove the truck. This time, however, they had different partners for the drive, as Jessie wasn’t there and Crash was headed for LA. Sophie’s sister Kate volunteered to go with her. As for Warren, he got his sister Kristin, who was all excited about ‘the adventure’.

"So, how’s Tom?" Warren asked.

"A dream," Kristin giggled. "The perfect boyfriend."

"Good. I thought there might be some problems with Allison living in his apartment and all."

"Well, I’ll admit, I had a moment or two," Kristin said. "But it’s fine. They’re really good friends, and that’s good-but that’s it. For one thing, she’s not Tom’s type at all. For another thing, she has a boyfriend, they were made for one another, and they’re nuts about each other. So, no worries."

"That’s good. You all ready for Harvard?"

"NO!" she laughed. "God, it’s scary-me going to college in three months."

"You’ll do fine."

"I hope so. I’m wondering if I picked right. Ah, well, I can always transfer if it doesn’t work out."

"You don’t think you should’ve gone to Harvard?"

"We’ll see," Kristin said. "The education will be great, but we’ll see. Look, I’m a suburban middle-class girl and I spent high school at Snob City. I’m afraid Harvard is going to be more of the same. I was attracted to the education part-I’m just afraid the social part won’t be good." She grinned at him. "Of course, I can always go spend every weekend in Acton, so why do I care?"

"That’s the spirit," Warren laughed. "So, your graduation’s a week from Saturday. Got your speech written, Miss Valedictorian?"

"All set," she laughed. "You’ll love it. It’s funny."

"I like funny," Warren grinned.

Warren and Sophie got home, took one look at the house, and started grinning from ear to ear. Ellen had done great-it was perfect, and she had described it to a T.

Everybody helped unpack the truck-then Sophie and Warren went furniture shopping!

JESSIE’S ORDEAL (Chapter 151)

The Kellehers took a few days to fix up their new home. They hadn’t heard from Jess, so Sophie called her. She invited Jess over to see the new place.

Warren and Sophie were alarmed at how bad she looked. She’d lost weight. Her face was mottled. Her eyes were dull and lifeless.

And she threw up, twice, while she was there.

She was putting on a good act, but there was something seriously wrong.

"My God," Warren said, after she had left, "she looks like death."

"I know," Sophie said. "She’s so weak and frail. And the throwing up."

"What is wrong with her?"

"I’m afraid I might know," Sophie said.

A couple days later, Sophie invited Jess over again. When she got there, Sophie handed her a bag. "Jess? I want you to go into the bathroom and use this. No arguments."

Jess looked at her quizzically, then opened the bag. "What?" she hissed. "What makes you think I need this?"

"Because you’re showing all the signs. Believe me, I know, I’ve been there."

"Oh, God, I haven’t even wanted to think about this."

"I know you haven’t, but you have to know."

Jess sighed, and withdrew into the bathroom. When she returned, tears were running down her face. She held out the object she had been given to Sophie.

It was a pregnancy test-and it was positive.

As Sophie tried to calm Jessie down, Warren came home. Sophie, greatly suspecting what was wrong with Jess, had discussed it with Warren.

"It was positive," Sophie told Warren as he walked in.

"Oh, God, what am I going to do?" Jessie sobbed. "I’m on birth control! This wasn’t supposed to happen! Shit. I have to tell Ryan."

Sophie and Warren looked at each other. "Jess," Sophie said softly, "Warren and I have talked about this. I suspected you were pregnant. So we’ve talked about it."

"Jessie," Warren said gently, "it might not be Ryan’s. It might be mine."

Jessie’s eyes widened, and her mouth dropped open-and then she realized. "The night before I left Wisconsin."

"Yes," Warren said.

"Oh God," Jess wailed, "you mean I’m pregnant and I don’t even know whose it is?"

"Jess, this gives you an out," Sophie said.

"An out?"

"With Ryan, if you want it," Sophie said. "You don’t have to tell him."

"We can just assume it’s mine," Warren continued. "You know we’ll take care of you, Jess. And I’ll just assume it’s mine and not ask for any kind of proof. It’s up to you."

"We can handle this any way you want," Sophie added. "You can move in here with us if you want. We can all live together in a happy family-a strange one, to be sure, but what the heck," she giggled. "But, if you want to tell Ryan, that’s your choice, too."

"You guys would do that?" Jess asked.

"Of course," Warren said. "We love you, you know that. Though I don’t know how happy you’ll be with us, it is an option, and one we wanted to make sure you knew about."

"You guys are too much," Jess sighed. "I’ll love you forever. But I think I have to tell Ryan."

"Of course," Warren said. "What are you going to do?"

"Well, I’m going to have it, I know that much," Jessie said, "there’s not any question of that. And I’ll have to tell Ryan-tell him everything, including that it might be yours, Warren. Then he’ll have a decision to make. I think I want to know whose it is, though, and we can’t test for that until after it’s born."

"Keep one thing in mind," Warren told her. "We’re probably in a better position to help you financially than Ryan is."

"Yeah, and that’s going to be more important considering I haven’t found a job here yet. And now it’s going to be tougher," she sighed. "But if it’s not yours, Warren, you shouldn’t be responsible for it."

"I will anyway," he smiled.

"I know. And that means more to me than you could ever imagine. But I know Ryan well enough-if it’s his, he will want to know." She sighed. "Listen, could I stay with you tonight? No sex. But I think I don’t want to sleep by myself."

"Of course," Sophie told her.

Warren and Sophie were woken up at 3 AM the next morning by screaming. They popped up in bed, and looked to see Jess, wailing, holding her stomach. They looked down, between her legs, and saw the blood.

At Oceanview hospital, at 6 AM, they got the official news.

"She miscarried," her mother told Warren and Sophie.

"We figured," Sophie told Corinne.

"I didn’t even know she was pregnant," Corinne said.

"She didn’t either, until yesterday," Sophie told her. "I suspected, but she was in denial. I forced her to take a pregnancy test. She was on birth control, but obviously it failed."

"That guy in Wisconsin, right? The skater?" Corinne asked.

"Well, possibly," Warren said softly. "There’s a chance that it was mine."

"Oh, God," Corinne hissed. "She was sleeping with both of you?"

"No," Warren said. "With me, it was a one-time thing, the night after she and Ryan broke up. But the timing was close enough that I could’ve been the father. And, believe me, I’m not proud of that. She turned to us for comfort, and one thing led to another. Though I know that’s no excuse."

"Damn, Warren, don’t you think I know enough to know that you and Sophie are not the problem, and never were?" Corinne sighed. "You two were good for her. I just don’t think it was enough-so she went for the first jerk that showed an interest. You didn’t break her heart. What would you have done if she’d had the baby and it were yours?"

"Whatever she wanted," Warren said.

"Of course, you would have. And Sophie would’ve gone right along with it." Sophie nodded agreement. "This Ryan character is the one that fucked her over."

"It’s not quite like that," Sophia told her. "Ryan-well, he’s confused. And, quite honestly, I think he would’ve done the right thing if the baby had been his."

"Well, I guess we’ll never know," Corinne sighed.

They kept Jess overnight in the hospital. Sophie and Warren were home. Sophie had put Betsy to bed, and went and found Warren, in the kitchen, sitting at the table and staring into space.

"Hi, Snugglebear. You OK?"

"I suppose."

"Worried about Jess?"

"No. I mean, yes, of course I’m worried about Jess. But that’s not all of it. I mean, there was a chance it was mine, you know?"

"Oh, damn," she said. She sat down next to him and took his hand in hers. "I’ve been so worried about Jess I didn’t even stop to think how this would affect you."

"I’ll be OK."

"I know. But you would’ve loved that baby as much as you love Betsy."

"Of course I would’ve."

"And now it’s gone."

"Yeah. Jess has to deal with the brunt of this, I know that. But, I admit it-I feel a loss."

"Of course you do."

"You know, I never planned to have babies with anyone other than you." He smiled slightly. "But I have to admit, I was curious to see what a kid that was half me and half Jessie would turn out like."

"The smartest she-devil on earth," Sophie laughed, getting a welcome chuckle out of Warren. "Hey, there might be another chance. I’d have no problem with it, not with Jessie. I’ve always said, I’d be willing to make the threesome permanent. And I know Jessie wants kids. If she wants to move in and help with the baby-making, I’d have no problem."

"I don’t think so," Warren argued. "I think Jess is done with us, in that way. And, you know what? I think she probably should be done with us in that way. The only problem is, she should be with Ryan. And she’s not."

"Yeah."

A few days later, Sophie went to visit Jessie at home.

"Oh, good, maybe you can do something with her," Corinne said. "Sophie, she hasn’t left her bedroom since she came home from the hospital."

Sophie went upstairs and knocked on Jessie’s door. "Jess, it’s Sophie."

"Go away."

Sophie sighed, and opened the door. "Jess, I’m worried about you."

"Sophie, I know you are, but I want to be alone."

"Your mom says you’ve been alone for three days."

"Yeah, and I might as well just stay that way, ‘cause it ain’t gonna change. Let’s face it, Soph, I blew it. I fucked everything up." She sighed. "I knew it, you know. I knew, deep down, that I was pregnant. Hell, I missed a period-and I’m as regular as sunrise. And I knew what the throwing up was. And I just completely went into denial about it." Her face dropped. "And I didn’t take care of myself. I just went into a shell, didn’t eat, didn’t take care of myself-and look what happened. I lost the baby. And I didn’t even think that it might have been Warren’s. If I had realized…"

"Oh, Jess," Sophie sighed.

"And Ryan. I blew that, too. He didn’t want to break up, all he wanted was time to finesse the Courtney thing-and I just went off the wall. I could’ve stayed there. It might have been a stretch financially, but it would’ve only been for the summer, I’d have had no problem finding a roommate to split the rent when school started back up. But I ran-because I couldn’t deal with it."

"I don’t know, Jess, I might have done the same thing," Sophia told her. "Courtney’s trouble."

"Yeah, but it was why I did it that bothers me. Ryan’s looking at Courtney as a, you know, business partner. But I wasn’t. I was looking at her as his ex-lover-which means the competition. And I know he doesn’t feel that way about her."

"I don’t know, Jess, I’ve wondered about his loyalty to her-though I do think it’s mostly fear."

"It is fear," Jessie agreed, "And I didn’t help."

"Jess, I still think not putting up with it was reasonable."

"Yeah. Reasonable," she snorted. "And here I am, alone, miserable, and dealing with a miscarriage. It might have been reasonable, but it wasn’t smart." She looked at Sophia. "I know you’re trying to help, but I really do need to be alone."

"OK. For now. But I’m not going to let you get away with this forever, Jessie-and neither is Warren. You need to snap out of this."

Jessie just shrugged. With one more pleading look, Sophie left, more worried than ever.

ONE THING LEADS TO ANOTHER (Chapter 152)

Three days after Sophie had been to Jessie’s house, Sophie and Warren were surprised by a knock on their door. It was Jessie, looking much better.

"Hi, can I come in?"

"Of course," Sophie said. They went into the living room, where they chatted-Jessie playing with Betsy. "You look a lot better," Sophie said.

"Well, I ate some. I still feel horrible. I’m depressed and I feel guilty. But I’ve been in my room crying for three days. Enough. I need to get a damn life."

"I think that’s good, though you have reason to be upset," Sophie told her.

"A lot of reasons to be upset," she sighed.

"Maybe you should call Ryan," Sophie said.

"What would be the point? No, I’m just going to have to move on. But I’m not going to lie in bed feeling fucking sorry for myself. There are other fish in the sea, right?"

"That’s the spirit," Sophie laughed.

A few days after that, they had gone over to Sophie’s mother’s house for a visit. They walked in to yelling and screaming. They went into the kitchen to see Ellen with her head in her hands.

"Hey, Mom, what’s wrong?" Sophie asked.

"Oh, hi, kids."

"Gramma!" Betsy chirped.

"Oh, come here sweetie, you always make Gramma feel better," Ellen smiled. Betsy climbed into her lap. "It’s your brother," Ellen said to Sophie. "He’s driving me absolutely up the wall."

"Eric? He’s always been a good kid," Sophie said. Eric was 16, and was finishing up his sophomore year in high school.

"Not anymore," Ellen said. "He’s contrary, obstinate, disrespectful. He argues about everything. He’s sullen, his grades are dropping."

"Sounds like hormones to me," Warren laughed.

"Oh, no doubt," Ellen agreed with a grin. "But he’s not dating. He’s picky, I think. I never see any girls around here. I know Charlie’s talked with him about it, and Charlie told me that Eric said that the girls he likes aren’t interested, and the girls that are interested he doesn’t want anything to do with."

"He’s a good-looking kid," Warren said.

"Yeah, but that sullen act only goes so far," Ellen pointed out.

"With some girls, it goes a long way," Sophie snorted. "Believe me, I know."

"Yes, true, but I don’t think Eric is attracted to girls like that," Ellen said.

"Well, I don’t know if he’s really found one he’s attracted to, then," Warren pointed out. "If he was really attracted to someone, I think the sullen bit would go away."

"Hmmmm, that’s a good point," Ellen said. "Well, I hope he finds one soon because he’s driving me crazy!"

When Warren and Sophie got to practice a few days later, June pulled them aside. "Guys, I need to ask you a favor. And, knowing you two, it’s a huge favor, but I don’t know where else to turn."

"What’s up?" Sophie asked.

"Warren, would you be willing to skate with someone else for a week or two?"

"Why?" Warren asked.

"I have a young dancer here, Amy Lowell. She’s 16. Two years ago, she finished second at Junior Nationals. Right after, her partner up and quit. So, last summer, she came here for a tryout with Walt Genzinger. I paired them up."

"And Walt made her want to cry, repeatedly," Sophie guessed. They had known Walt when they were here the year Sophie had the baby-they hadn’t much liked him.

"Exactly," June sighed. "I’ve kicked Walt out of the rink, by the way. I thought Amy-who’s as sweet as pie, incidentally-would tame him. I was wrong. Anyhow, Amy’s without a partner again. She’s good, doesn’t want to quit, and doesn’t want to go traipsing around the country looking for another partner. Her parents pulled up stakes and moved here when she came to skate with Walt. I need to find her a partner.

"What I’ve been thinking, though, is that it would be easier to find her a partner if I could get her to pass the Senior test. She’s ready, and she’s passed the Moves In The Field part, but I need a senior partner so she can pass the Free Dance part. That’s what I need you for, Warren."

"Ah, you want me to skate her through her test?"

"Yes. I dug out the old Glenn Miller program and taught her most of it, since I was here for that one. It was either that or Riverdance, and I think Riverdance is too tough for her. Even the Glenn Miller, we’ll have to cut down some-but she can handle enough of it to pass the test."

"What do you think, Pookie?" Warren asked Sophie.

"I think we owe June a lot, and should help her."

"Ah, hell with that," June said.

"Well, she’s right, we do," Warren said, smiling. "Besides which, helping a talented young skater would be cool. OK, I’ll do it."

Amy was a cute, petite blonde. And she was plainly over the moon about the developments. "You mean I’m going to get to skate with Warren Kelleher????"

"Yes, but don’t get used to it," Sophie teased her.

"Oh! I mean, I’d never!"

"Relax, Amy, I’m just teasing," Sophie said, grinning.

"Oh," Amy said, visibly relieved. "OK. Well, I hope I can keep up with you!" she said to Warren.

"Don’t worry about that," Sophie told her, "he’s the best partner in the world-he’ll lead you through it."

"Let’s not get carried away," Warren laughed. "I’m the best partner in the world skating with you, that’s an entirely different thing." He looked at Amy. "But you’ll be fine."

"Great, let’s run through it," June said.

After a week, things had gone amazingly well. Amy’s test was in another week, and all concerned thought she’d be well ready for it.

Warren was holding up well-a good thing, considering he and Sophie were still spending time together on the ice every day, working on new programs.

"How’s the knee, Snugglebear?" Sophie asked him that Friday at the end of the first week.

"Holding up fine. I get a minor twinge every so often, but I’m fine. So, how are you doing, watching me skate with another girl?"

"Believe it or not, I’m enjoying it," Sophie said. "Surprise, surprise. You’re fun to watch. And Amy really is a dear. She’s so sweet and appreciative, and she’s in complete hero-worship every time she skates with you, which is cute."

Warren laughed. "At least she’s not standing around mooning. She works hard."

"Yeah, and she’s a lot of fun. Bubbly, happy, all that good stuff. I like her," Sophie said.

"I do too," Warren agreed. "I hope June can find her a partner after she passes Seniors, she’s got talent."

"I was thinking about that. Maybe we should give Evan a call, let him know she’s available."

"There’s two problems with that," Warren said. "First is distance. She’s resistant to leaving the Boston area, after her parents moved heaven and earth to move here in the first place; and Evan won’t want to leave Detroit. The second problem is temperament. You and I both know that Evan is a pussycat underneath-but, on the ice, he’s all business and tends to be a taskmaster. Shawna dealt with it fine, because she’s no shrinking violet. However, if we teamed him up with Amy, I think Amy would be having flashbacks to the way Walt treated her. She’d be wrong, because Evan’s not Walt, not even close-but I think she needs a lighter touch. I’ve been handling her with kid gloves all week, and she responds to that. Evan might put her off."

"Hmm, you’ve got a point. Well, after she takes the Senior test, I’ll at least mention it to him-including all the reservations that you just said. If he knows that from the start-well, it can’t hurt to let him know she’s available."

"True."

That Saturday, Sophie left the house before Warren did, and dropped Betsy off with Ellen. Then, she did Ellen a favor.

"Hey," she said to her brother Eric. "Get your ass dressed. We’re going out for breakfast."

"Uh, why?" Eric grunted.

"Because you’re my little brother and I never see you! Now move it!"

"Okay, okay," Eric chuckled.

They went out to the pancake house. They settled in and ordered. While they were waiting for their food, Sophie talked to him. "Mom says you’ve been a bear lately."

Eric sighed. "Mom is a big huge pain in my ass."

"Well, of course she is, she’s your mother," Sophie giggled. "I’m not hear to take Mom’s side-I’m here to find out what’s wrong. She says you’re sullen and surly and miserable. That’s not like you."

"Well…"

"I guessed hormones," Sophie laughed. Eric looked at her, startled. "I think I was right."

"Yeah, what would you know about it? You’ve been getting it regularly since you were twelve!"

"There are times when it hasn’t been as regular as you think," Sophie laughed. "It’s kind of hard to have regular sex when you’re juggling school and skating and a baby-and your husband is in a knee brace. Trust me, I know all about hormones and frustration."

"OK, but at least you know it’s temporary."

"True."

"And at least you know, well, I mean, you have done it…"

"Ah," Sophie said. "You’re still a virgin."

"Yeah," Eric admitted, with difficulty.

"And not by choice."

"Not hardly." Eric took a breath. "But you know, Soph, it’s not just that. It’s not just sex. Do you know my social life has gone right to shit? You know my three best friends."

"Of course." Eric had been hanging out with the same three guys since grammar school.

"They all have girlfriends. They go out with them all the time. And, yeah, they invite me, but then I feel like a fifth wheel. And they’re all so damn happy. And I don’t have that."

"OK, why?" Sophie asked. "Eric, you’re a good looking kid. You’re smart, you’re a nice guy-what’s the problem?"

Eric sighed. "It’s a lot of things. I’m picky, for one-I’ll admit that. And it seems the girls I’m attracted to aren’t attracted to me-and the ones that are attracted to me I have no interest in. I don’t just want a girlfriend for the sake of having a girlfriend, you know?"

"Well, that’s a good thing, you know," Sophie told him.

"Yeah, yeah."

"What do you like?"

"It’s weird-I guess I like girls that are really outgoing. You know, bubbly. Which I don’t get coming to me, ‘cause I’m not like that."

"I told Mom, that sullen act only goes so far," she teased.

"I know, I know," he sighed. "I get tongue-tied around girls, you know."

"Yeah. That can be tough."

"Well, I guess I just have to keep looking."

"Good, but try to cut Mom a little slack, would you?"

"Yeah, yeah," Eric laughed. "I suppose."

After they ate, they got in the car. They didn’t head to Ellen’s house. "Where we going?" Eric asked.

"To the rink. Got to check up on Warren."

"What’s he doing there without you?"

Sophie explained the situation. "So, he’s working with Amy right now."

"That’s cool," Eric said. "I hope your coach is able to find her a partner."

That’s when a light went off in Sophia’s head. Amy was cute, outgoing, bubbly-and the same age as Eric. In fact, she’d be attending Oceanview High as a junior, in Eric’s class, the next year-she’d been homeschooled this year but didn’t want to do that anymore, even if her skating career picked up. Maybe Amy’d be interested in a partner for something other than skating. Sophie grinned at that.

"What’s the grin for, Sis?" Eric asked.

"Oh, nothing. Here we are."

They walked in, and Sophie pulled her skates on in the lobby. Then they walked into the rink.

Eric looked out on the ice and saw his brother-in-law skating with a cute blonde girl, who was laughing at something-or-other.

"That’s Amy?" Eric asked.

"Yup," Sophie told him.

"Wow. She’s beautiful."

"That she is."

"How old is she?"

"Sixteen. She’s going to be in your class at Oceanview this year."

"What’s she like?"

"Sweet, outgoing, bubbly, happy. She’s a ball of energy. She’s great."

Eric slowly turned to look at his sister with a smirk on his face. "Are you setting me up?"

"Actually, I didn’t think of it until we were driving over here. When you asked me what Warren was up to, and I told you about Amy, a little light went on in my head."

"Oh, jeez," Eric moaned.

"Eric. You’re a good kid. Remember, I’m your sister and I love you, and I’m here, OK?"

"Yeah, whatever you say." He looked back out on the ice. "Damn, she really is cute, isn’t she?"

Little did Eric know, that Amy had spotted him. She had waved to Sophie, then turned to Warren. "Who’s that hunk over with Sophia?"

"Oh, that’s her brother Eric," Warren laughed. "Good kid. He’s your age, 16."

"I don’t suppose he skates," she laughed.

"Nope, sorry."

"Ah, well. Then again, skating’s not my whole life. And, boy, is he gorgeous!"

"Amy’s got an itch," Warren laughed.

"And how. You know how hard it is to get dates when you’re a skater? We’re not considered ‘normal’ teenagers."

"Well, Eric’s grown up with it, so he’d be more understanding than your average guy."

"What’s he like?"

"Smart. Nice. He’s a bit quiet at times."

"Damn," Amy said. "Quiet guys tend to have a problem with me."

"I don’t think Eric would-look who his big sister is. And his younger sister, Tara, makes you look absolutely sedate." Amy laughed at that. "Come on, we’re done anyway."

They skated over. Sophie had taken the ice, but was standing next to the boards where Eric was. "Hey, sexy," she purred at Warren. "How’d it go?"

"It’s going really well. She’s going to pass, no problem, we think."

"I hope so," Amy said, stealing glances at Eric.

Sophie picked up on it immediately, and stifled a grin. "Hey, Amy, I want you to meet my brother Eric. Eric, this is Amy."

"Nice to meet you," Eric said. "You skate really well."

"Thanks," she said. "Nice to meet you, too."

"Hey, Snugglebear, I thought up something-a transition in our free skate. I need to show you."

"Cool," Warren said.

"Eric, can you hang for fifteen or twenty?" Sophie asked him, shooting him a meaningful look and gesturing with her eyes to Amy.

"Sure," Eric said. "Uh, Amy, you want to go to the snack bar and get something to drink?"

"Love to! I’m parched! Thanks, Warren, see you tomorrow." She skated over to the gate and stepped off the ice. "Just let me get my skates off, OK?"

"Sure."

They disappeared into the snack bar, and Warren grinned at Sophie. "So, what was that about?"

"Eric needs a girlfriend. He’s lonely and horny. He told me what type of girls he’s attracted to. I realized driving over here that he was describing Amy, to a T. So, what the heck-let them talk and see what happens. And I do want to show you a move I thought of."

"Fine. By the way, you should know that when you guys showed up, Amy asked me who the hunk standing next to you was."

"Good!"

Eric and Amy had settled at a table in the snack bar with drinks. "So, how long have you been skating?" Eric managed to ask her.

"Since I was 8. I’ve been dancing since 10, that’s when I hooked up with Joel, my first partner. We skated together for four years. When I was 14, two years ago, we finished second at Junior Nationals, and 10 th at Junior Worlds. I thought we were on our way." She sighed. "Then Joel up and quit. I came here because there was a guy looking for a partner, but he turned out to be a complete jerk."

"Sophie told me you’re going to be in school with me next year."

"Yeah. I’ve been homeschooled for three years, and I’m tired of it. With my skating career going down the drain, I have no life. Even if skating picks back up, I want to go to school. I have no friends, no guys, no nothing."

"Well, you have friends in skating, don’t you?"

"That’s hard. A lot of skaters are cutthroat, especially the girls." She grinned. "Your sister’s unusual. Most female ice dancers are more like Courtney Rogers." Eric laughed-he’d heard all about Courtney from Sophie. "As for guys, there’s three types of guys in skating-gay, taken, or complete gigolos. I’m sure there’s a few exceptions, but most of them are one of the three. Joel, my first partner, was so gay he didn’t even like touching me. And we were friends! I swear, if they made guy-guy ice dancing an event, he’d come out of retirement." Eric cracked up at that. "Anyhow, that’s why I need a non-skating social life. And I want to go back to school. If I’ve learned anything the past two years, it’s that I can’t count on skating."

Boy, could this girl talk! Eric thought to himself. He loved it. And that was making it easier for him not to get all tongue-tied. "I think that’s smart," he told her. "I mean, look at Warren and Sophie. With all the success they’ve had, they never quit school-and now they have college degrees."

"I know," she said, "and, believe me, that made me think. They’ve done it the right way. I put too many of my eggs in the skating basket. Even if I find the world’s greatest partner and we go to the Olympics, I’m never doing that again. I’m smart, I can go to college-why not?" She shook her head. "They amaze me. I’ve talked a lot to Warren while we’ve been working. College and skating and a baby? It’s amazing."

"Yeah, it is-but a lot of it is that they have each other. I saw it, when they were in high school, and especially two years ago when they were home after Betsy was born. They really do pick each other up through all the rough spots. It’s really cool."

Amy grinned at him. "You’re a romantic," she teased. He couldn’t help grinning back-but also couldn’t help blushing! "So, what do you do for fun?" she asked, changing the subject.

"Ah, not much. I like to read. I like to watch sports. I play soccer. I was on the JV team this year, though I’m not very good," he laughed. "I just do it for fun."

"Hey, I started skating for fun. That’s why I dumped the asshole I was partnered with this year-because it wasn’t fun. I’ll never take a partner just to have a partner again, believe me."

They chatted easily for a while, until Sophie emerged. "Hey, little brother. Ready to go?"

"Sure."

"Warren’ll be out in a bit to drive you home, Amy."

"Good enough. Thanks for the Coke, Eric-it was fun."

"Yeah, it was. I’ll see you later, OK?"

"Good."

Driving home, Sophie easily brought it up. "So, what do you think of Amy?"

"She’s nice," Eric said. "Seems like she’s a lot of fun. Good to talk to, real easy."

"Good." Sophie didn’t say anything else, but had a little smile on her face that she hid from Eric.

The next day, Sophie dropped Betsy off with Ellen again. She walked in, and saw Eric there, fully dressed. "Hey, Soph, are you going to the rink?"

"Yeah. Warren and I need to work on some things after he’s done with Amy."

"Do you mind if I tag along?"

"Not at all," she said, smiling to herself.

They got there, and Warren shouted a hello from the ice. "Hey, Sophie. Hi, Eric!" Amy yelled, plainly delighted that Eric had come along again.

"Hi, Amy," Eric said, blushing a bit.

Sophie and Eric watched the two work out for a while, and then they finished up. Sophie put on her skates and skated out to Warren. Amy came off the ice and plopped down next to Eric. "Whew! That brother-in-law of yours wears me out. He’s so good, I have to strain all my muscles just to keep up."

"How’s it going?" Eric asked.

"Great. I should be all ready."

"When’s the test?"

"Saturday. Six more days. It’s at noon, in Boston. I think I’ll be fine."

"Good. Uh, Sophie said they might be a bit. Do you want me to see if I can borrow Sophie’s car and drive you home?"

"Actually, would you like to just hang? I’m in no hurry to get home."

Eric liked that idea much better. "Sure. You want to get something to drink?"

"In a bit. I like watching them, actually. Hey, do you skate?"

"Very little," Eric grimaced.

"Let’s skate! We can stay out of their way-you can go rent some skates!"

"Ah, Amy, I don’t know-I’m really not very good."

"Ah, come on-I promise it’ll be fun."

Eric quickly realized he couldn’t resist this girl to save his life. "Well, OK." He went and rented some skates, and found Amy waiting for him on the ice. He gingerly stepped on. And almost fell over.

"You’re too stiff," she told him. "You need to be looser, especially in the knees."

"Easy for you to say," he muttered. She giggled. "Here goes nothin’," he said, and took a wobbly stroke. He managed to stay up-barely-until he careened to a stop by slamming into the opposite boards.

"You don’t know how to stop, do you? It’s easy. Just point your toes in, a little bit," Amy told him. He pushed off the boards, took a couple of strokes, and tried to stop. However, as with a lot of beginners, he pointed his toes way too much-and went right over. It took one hell of an effort for Amy to stifle her giggle.

Warren and Sophie were watching this with interest from the other end of the rink. "Somebody ought to tell Amy that embarrassing him might not be the way to go," Warren whispered to Sophie.

"Are you kidding me?" Sophie whispered back. "Look at him. He’s basking in the attention."

Amy, still stifling her giggles, was helping Eric up. "Here," she said, holding his hand. "Now. Keep your knees loose, and push." They took a couple of strokes, holding hands. "Now, just gently push your toes toward one another." Eric tried-but went down again. This time, since Amy was holding his hand, he took her with him.

And this time, Amy couldn’t hold in the giggles. She sat on the ice, looking at him, giggling up a storm. "I’m sorry," she hiccuped-and then started giggling again.

Eric tried to look stern, but failed miserably. "Fine. You keep laughing. I’ll get you back."

"How you gonna do that?"

"I’ll get you out on the field and kick soccer balls at your head."

"Oops," Amy said. "I guess I’d better take it easy on you, then," but she couldn’t stop giggling. She got herself up, then helped him. "Here." She still couldn’t stop giggling. "Well, I guess I’m going to have to keep looking for a partner, because you’re not it."

"As if there were any doubt," Eric said wryly. "Well, as long as you’re talking about skating partner."

"What other kind of partner would I be talking about?" Amy laughed.

Eric took a breath, and just said it. "Well, a partner for a date. Saturday night, after your test? Dinner and a movie?"

Just like that, Amy stopped giggling-and her eyes got wide. "Really? Wow! I mean-yes! Great!"

Eric stifled the sigh of relief. "Good!"

Amy passed her test with flying colors. Sophie was there to watch them-as was Eric. Eric also got to meet her parents-who were thrilled she had a date.

They went out, and Eric told Sophie the next day that "It was awesome."

"Are you taking her out again?"

"Yup. Next weekend. She’s really great. And she seems to like me!"

"You think this could be something?" Sophie asked.

"Yeah. We’ll see, but yeah."

"Eric, if she finds a partner and starts competing again, that could get rough. She’ll have less time."

"I know, but that’s fine. I hope she does find a partner. She’s too good not to. And, if we keep dating, we’ll work it out. You and Warren did."

"That’s the spirit."

Sophie and Warren went to the rink the next day, to work on their programs. Warren laughed when Sophie told him about Eric and Amy. "That’s just perfect. My sister’s dating a skater, and now your brother. What would our siblings do for dates if we weren’t skaters?"

They got to the rink and started working. After about a half hour, they heard the door to the rink slam open. "Warren! Sophie! Thank goodness you’re here!"

They turned-and were amazed to see Ryan Killen standing there. "Ryan?" Sophie asked. "What on earth are you doing here?"

"I just got off a plane. Rented a car, headed here, asked for directions to the rink. I was hoping you’d be here." He took a deep breath. "I need to see Jessie. Please."

FIXES (Chapter 153)

Warren and Sophie had pulled Ryan into the snack bar. "Why do you want to see Jess?" Sophie asked him.

"To tell her I’m sorry. Guys, I fucked up. I should’ve never let her leave."

"What about Courtney?" Warren asked.

Ryan laughed bitterly. "I walked out on Courtney yesterday. Right in the middle of practice. Got sick of listening to her, and got sick of asking myself what the hell I was doing putting up with her bullshit when Jess was a thousand miles away." He got a look of disgust on his face. "She wanted to start sleeping with me again. When I said, in effect, over my dead body-she said she thought it would help us become closer again. That’s when I realized, once and for all, that the last thing I wanted to be was closer to Courtney Rogers-on or off the ice. I walked out, and told her to find a new partner."

"Wow," Sophie said. "You mean you found your spine after all?"

"I guess so," Ryan said. "I just couldn’t live without Jess any more." He sighed. "Of course, now my career is in shambles, but fuck it. I can find another partner. I hope."

"Well, I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but you’re going to have to work on Jess, I think," Sophie told him. "You hurt her very badly. And she’s had one hell of a rough month."

"Rough month?"

"She’s going to have to tell you that-if she chooses to do so," Sophie said. "We’ll bring you over to her house, though."

They got changed and got in Warren’s van. Ryan followed them in his rental car to Jessie’s house. He parked behind them, and walked up to the van. "There you go, Ryan, that’s her house, and I know she’s there alone. Good luck."

"Thanks." Warren and Sophie took off, Ryan took a deep breath, and walked up to the door. He knocked. Jess was there in a second.

"RYAN?" she said, shocked.

"Hi, Jess. Can we talk?"

"What are you doing here?"

"I flew out here this morning. I need to talk to you. Can I come in?" Jess opened the door and let him in, still wondering what the hell was going on. She led him to the living room. He sat down on the couch. She took a chair opposite.

"So, talk," she said.

"Jess, I’m sorry. Letting you go was the biggest mistake of my life."

"And that’s supposed to make it all better?"

"No," he said. "It isn’t."

"Dammit, Ryan, you put me through hell! Do you know what you did to me? I damn near wanted to kill myself! You kicked me out and left me pregnant!"

Ryan looked at her in complete shock. "Pregnant?"

"Yes, pregnant! I denied it for over a month. Sophie forced me to take a pregnancy test. It was positive." She took a deep breath. "But because I was so fucking depressed and in denial and wasn’t taking care of myself-I miscarried that night."

"Oh, God, Jess," Ryan breathed. "Why didn’t you tell me?"

"What was the point? I miscarried. It’s gone. You don’t have anything to worry about. I was going to call you, but when I miscarried… Besides which, it might not have been yours. I slept with Warren the night you dumped me."

"But odds are it was," Ryan said sadly.

"Yes," Jess agreed. "Odds are it was. Odds are you left me pregnant, to go through this alone. I was fucking devastated. First at the thought I might be pregnant-and then, after I found out for sure I was, I was devastated to lose it. And where were you? With fucking Courtney!"

Ryan felt horrible-but he was also starting to get angry. "You could’ve called! The minute you suspected it, you could’ve called!"

"Where would that have gotten me? Oh, Jess, that’s nice, maybe I’ll deal with it if Courtney lets me out of my fucking cage!" Jess was practically screaming by now.

"I’m here now, aren’t I?" Ryan said, his own voice rising.

"Yeah, for how long? How long until Courtney cricks her little finger and you come running?"

"I WALKED OUT ON HER!" Ryan screamed. "I walked off that fucking ice yesterday and told her to find another damn partner! I sabotaged my career so I could get on a fucking plane this morning to come find you!"

All the fury drained out of Jess in an instant-it was like watching Full Metal Jessica deflate. "Oh, God, you did?" she squeaked.

"Yes! I did! I don’t care anymore. Every day you were gone, it got worse."

"Oh, God," Jess repeated, slumped into her chair.

"Look," Ryan said, calmer now, "I know you’re angry with me, and you have a right to be. But I want another chance. I fucked up, I know that-but I want another chance. Jess, I gave up everything to get on that plane this morning."

"You did, didn’t you?" She looked at him, then jumped out of her chair and launched herself at the couch and into his arms, sobbing. "Damn, I thought I’d never see you again!"

"I’m so sorry, Jess."

"I know. I am, too. I could’ve stayed, called Courtney’s bluff, let you work around it for a while."

"No, you were right, and I know that now. She was so glad you were gone. She even tried to get me to go to bed with her again. That’s when I knew I needed to dump her. I hate her guts, frankly. It’s just not worth it."

"I’m glad, but I’m sorry about the skating part of it. What are you going to do?"

"Well, hold you just like this for about three days. Is that all right?"

"More than all right," Jess sighed.

"Well, I supposed I’d also better find a place to stay. I went right to the ice rink from the airport-I need to find a hotel."

"Hell with that! You’ll stay right here!"

"What will your parents say?" Ryan asked.

"They’ll be thrilled we worked things out. My parents are cool, want me to be happy, and treat me like an adult."

"Cool," Ryan said admiringly.

"Anyhow, back to my original question-I meant, what are you going to do in the long run?"

"That’s a good question. I need to find a partner. Hey, it’s an Olympic year, I’m 22. I’m young enough so that’s another Olympic cycle that I can skate through-but I need to find a partner now to set that up. Have you found a job?"

"I haven’t really looked. You know, I’ve been preoccupied. I was going to start looking soon, though-my parents are going to get pissed if I keep lying around the house like a depressed lump," she grinned. "Though they don’t have to worry about the depressed part anymore. Anyhow, why do you ask?"

"I’m going to ask you to hold off. Would you be willing to move?"

"You mean, with you? If you find a partner somewhere else? Of course I would." She grinned. "As long as said partner knows you have a life out of skating, that life includes me, and her name’s not Courtney Rogers."

"I think I can handle that," he grinned.

"And I’d rather it not be back in Madison. As long as she’s still there."

"I don’t know what she’s going to do. Kathy doesn’t have anyone for her to skate with-nor does she have anyone for me to skate with, so I won’t be going back there. I’ll have to keep my apartment there until I figure out where I’m going-it’s got all my stuff in it."

"We’ll figure something out. Meantime, I need to show you something," she said, standing up.

"Oh, yeah?" He joined her.

"Yeah." She led him to the stairs, and started up.

"What are you showing me?" Ryan asked.

"My bed," Jess giggled. "With me in it. Naked as a jaybird, as soon as I can get that way."

"I think I’d like to see that," Ryan grinned.

They were done making love-which was glorious-and curled up on the couch, just chatting, when Jessie’s parents came home.

"Mom? Dad? I want you to meet Ryan," Jessie said.

"Ryan? The guy that broke my little girl’s heart?" her Dad thundered.

"Oh, shit," Ryan moaned.

"Dad, that’s all over with, OK? It’s fixed."

"Fixed? How?" Jess’s mother asked.

"I’m here," Ryan said. "I told my former partner to go take a flying leap, and hopped on a plane. I’m not losing Jessie, not ever again."

"Oh, and he’s staying here," Jessie said. "He was going to go find a hotel-I told him what he could do with that idea."

"Just for a bit," Ryan said. "I need to figure out what I’m going to do with my skating career."

They ate dinner, and things went better. Jessie’s parents were a little apprehensive-but less so as the evening went on. They realized that the two really did love each other. They were also satisfied with Ryan’s explanation. He really did take a big chance in ripping apart his partnership.

"Hey, we’ve skated together for six years, and we were starting to go places. This is a big gamble-and, I admit it, I was scared to death to take it. But I finally decided that Jess was more important."

After dinner, Sophie and Warren stopped by.

"Everything worked out?" Sophie asked.

"Perfectly," Jess told them.

"Now I just need to call the USFSA and see if there’s anyone looking for a partner."

Sophie and Warren looked at each other. "Did you bring your skates with you?" Warren asked.

"Yeah."

"Come to the rink tomorrow."

"OK," Ryan agreed.

Ryan and Jess both showed up while Warren and Sophie were working. When they were done, Warren skated over. "We have a prospect for you," he told Ryan.

"Oh?"

"Her name’s Amy Lowell. She’s 16. She just passed her senior test-in fact, I skated with her to pass it-but she’s got talent and she works hard. She’s been without a partner for a while." Warren explained Amy’s skating history. "Now, she was a little difficult for me to skate with, because she’s a lot smaller than Sophie. But she’s very similar in size to Courtney, so you won’t have that problem."

"What’s she like, personality wise?" Ryan asked, a little hesitantly.

"The anti-Courtney," Warren grinned. "She’s bubbly, happy, sweet. And she won’t be trying to get her hooks in you, I don’t think-she just started dating Sophie’s little brother Eric."

"Little Eric’s got a girlfriend?" Jessie said. "Boy, do I feel old now."

Everyone laughed at that. "Well, they just started dating, but they get along well," Sophie told her.

"OK, I’ll try it," Ryan agreed. "Sixteen’s a little young, but a six-year age difference isn’t unheard of in dance. What have I got to lose?"

A few minutes after, Amy walked in. Warren explained to her that they had someone who wanted to try skating with her. She happily agreed-and then looked over and saw who it was. "RYAN KILLEN?" she gasped.

"Hi," Ryan said. "You must be Amy."

Amy’s mouth was opening and closing like a fish. "You want me to skate with Ryan Killen? He’s the national champion!"

"You can do this, Amy. You skated with me just fine, and I’m better," Warren teased. Ryan playfully punched him in the arm.

"I thought you skated with Courtney Rogers?" Amy said.

"I used to. That’s all done with. I walked out on her two days ago."

"Oh," Amy said. "Well, OK, we can try."

June was there, watching. "Amy. Ryan’s a good partner. You can do this."

"OK." They took the ice, and started working on some simple steps.

Warren had to go run an errand, so he stripped his skates off and told Sophie he’d be back in a half hour or so. Sophie settled next to Jess in the stands. As they started to watch, Eric walked in.

"Hey, little brother, what you doing here?"

"Had a half day at school. I’m going to take Amy to lunch." He looked out at the ice. "Isn’t that the guy who skates with that bitch you hate?" he asked Sophie.

"Used to skate with her. He’s trying out with Amy," Sophie told him.

"Oh," Eric said. "Well, that’s good," he added, but didn’t sound like he meant it.

"Something wrong?" Sophie asked.

"Nah."

"Come on, Eric, spill the beans."

"I feel like an idiot," he sighed. "We’ve only been on a couple dates. The thing is, I really like her. And I know how important skating is to her and I want her to find a partner. It’s just, watching her dancing with another guy hit me harder than I thought it would."

"Oh," Sophie said. "You have nothing to worry about when it comes to Ryan, you know."

"Why, is he gay?" Eric asked.

Jessie couldn’t hold back the laughter. "No, Eric, he’s very straight. He’s also very, very taken. By me."

"Oh," Eric said.

"That’s why he’s here," Jess said. "Courtney hated my guts, and gave Ryan an ultimatum-her or me. Well, he initially picked her; but realized what a dumb move that was and hopped on a plane."

"Yeah, and we needed to find him a partner," Sophie said. "Amy seemed like a good choice."

"Oh, OK. Good," Eric said-then looked at them sheepishly. "I know I’m being an idiot. It’s just that-hell, we’ve only had a few dates. It’s only been a couple weeks. I don’t know."

"But you really like her," Sophia said softly.

"Yeah."

"How does she feel?"

"I’m still trying to figure that one out," Eric said wryly.

"Well, is she happy when she’s around you?" Jess asked.

"Yeah, but she’s always happy. That’s what makes her hard to read. She’s always happy."

"No, she’s not," they heard. They looked up and saw a woman approaching-it was Alice Lowell, Amy’s mother, who Eric and Sophie had met at Amy’s test. "Hello, Eric, Sophia. Nice to see you again."

"Likewise," Sophie said. "This is my best friend Jessica."

"Nice to meet you. As for what you were saying, Eric, she’s not always this happy. She’s usually pretty happy, but this is very happy, even for her. I know a lot of it has to do with passing her test-but the rest? Well, all I’ve heard for two weeks is Eric, Eric, Eric," she smiled. Eric blushed at that! "You’re very good for her." Mrs. Lowell looked out onto the ice. "Now. Is that Ryan Killen I see skating with my daughter?"

"Yes. A tryout," Sophie said.

"I thought he skated with the barracuda."

Jessie giggled at that. "He walked out on her two days ago. Figured he could find another partner, but he couldn’t find another girlfriend. So he flew into town yesterday and pleaded with me to take him back. Courtney hated my guts, you see, and forced him to choose."

"And he finally made the right choice," Sophie grinned. "But now we need to find him a partner-and Warren and I thought of Amy. And they seem to be doing well together."

"That would be excellent, Ryan is a superb skater," Mrs. Lowell said. "So. Let me get this straight. Your brother, here, is dating my daughter-and your best friend is dating Ryan Killen. Now, I remember Warren telling me his sister dates Tom Bellamy?" Sophie nodded. "And his best friend dates Liz Cushman, correct?" Sophie nodded again. Mrs. Lowell grinned widely at her. "What the heck are you and Warren, the USFSA dating service?"

The laughter after that remark was loud enough to draw the attention of the people on the ice. Amy looked over. "Hi, Mom! ERIC!" She skated over, Ryan in tow. "What are you doing here?"

"I had a half day at school so I thought I’d take you to lunch after you skate."

"Awesome!" she said, smiling widely. "Ryan, this is my mother." They shook hands. "And this here is Eric, Sophie’s brother. He’s also my brand-spanking-new boyfriend." She dropped her voice into a mock-whisper, and told Ryan, "So watch where you put your hands. I think he gets jealous," she giggled.

"That’s OK. I know Jessie gets jealous," Ryan laughed.

"And don’t you forget it, bub," Jessie teased.

They skated back out to finish the practice, and Sophie leaned into Eric and whispered, "I don’t think you have anything to worry about when it comes to how she feels about you."

"You might be right," Eric whispered back with a smile. "She called me her boyfriend." He was plainly thrilled with that. Sophie grinned at him.

After practice ended, everyone there-including June; and Warren, who had returned-were huddled up at the boards.

"So, what do you guys think?" June said.

"Well, he’s a whole lot better than I am," Amy admitted.

"I don’t think it’s as much as you think," Ryan said.

"And besides which, he was a whole lot better than Courtney," Warren added, to giggles and chuckles.

"Honestly, I’m all for it," Ryan said. "I think you’re great, and can get better. I’m just more experienced, that’s all. And that’s been the most fun I’ve had on the ice in years."

"Don’t sell yourself short, Amy," June told her. "You will catch up. It’ll take work, but you can do it. And you and Ryan already have a natural rhythm."

"Really? You think so?" Amy said.

"I know so," June told her. "The only question, really, is if Ryan thinks I can coach you guys."

"No question about it," Ryan said definitively. "Good enough for Warren and Sophie, good enough for me."

"Warren and Sophie do a lot on their own," June said.

"Not at first we didn’t," Sophie argued. "And without you we never would’ve been capable of doing a lot on our own, you know that."

June tried to protest, but Ryan interrupted. "It’s settled. I have no problems with you as a coach, June. I like your style already, and Warren and Sophie have always raved about you."

"Okay, okay," June laughed.

"So," Ryan said to Amy, "you wanna skate with me?"

"Yes," Amy replied, happy as a clam.

"Good," Jessie sighed in relief. "I don’t have to move."

"Yes, you do," Ryan said. "As soon as we can find an apartment."

Jess beamed at him, and then said, "OK, fine-I don’t have to move far!"

TWISTS AND TURNS (Chapter 154)

Courtney Rogers was furious.

"How the hell could he do this to me?" she ranted to her mother. "What the hell does he think he’s going to do now? Skate with his stupid girlfriend, who doesn’t skate? What an idiot!"

"He’ll be back," Mrs. Rogers said.

"I don’t think so. He’s disconnected his cel phone. I can’t get in touch with him at all. And he’s not at his apartment-I think he’s in Boston, with that bitch!"

"Once he finds out he can’t get another partner, he’ll be back. Meantime, I think we should set some tryouts for you. Maybe you’ll find someone better to skate with."

"Fine."

Of course, Ryan wasn’t having any trouble finding a new partner. In fact, after the first week, he couldn’t believe how well it had gone. Amy was enthusiastic, upbeat, hard-working, and a damn fine skater. They got along well from the start.

Jessie, who sometimes watched them, was bemused. Amy treated Ryan like an older brother that she absolutely idolized. Jess found that very amusing.

She wasn’t there all the time, though-she had other things to take care of. The Friday at the end of the week that Ryan and Amy had started skating together, Jessie marched into the rink in the middle of their session.

"Hey, guess what?" she announced. "I got the job!"

"Great!" Ryan said. "The one in the Emergency Room at Oceanview Hospital?"

"That’s the one. I also looked at an apartment this morning. You have to come see it, but I think it’s perfect."

"Jess, you’re amazing," Ryan grinned.

"I am, ain’t I?"

"Jobs. Apartments," Amy sniffed. "You two are so old."

"Oh THANKS!" Ryan roared, laughing.

"I know, 22 is so ancient," Jess laughed.

"Well. You know," Amy said sheepishly. "It can be strange spending so much time with someone who’s 22 when you’re only 16."

"Vice versa, too," Ryan teased her. Then he got serious. "Actually, I thought the age difference would be a problem. But, Amy, it’s really not. Except for you teasing me about my advanced age, that is."

Amy giggled. "No, it’s really not. And it’ll be better for me when I go to school in September. I have no friends my own age. Except for Eric."

"Friends?" Jessie teased.

"Well, OK," Amy laughed. "More than friends."

"Glad to hear you say that," Jess said. "If you were just thinking of him as a friend, he’d be heartbroken." She grinned. "I think poor Eric is still trying to figure out just exactly how a truck named Amy completely flattened him."

"Oh, I know," Ryan agreed with a chuckle. "He was here the other afternoon when we were working, and he had this completely lovesick expression on his face the whole time. I swear, if an earthquake had torn the building in half, he would’ve still been sitting there, gazing at her."

"Really?" Amy asked hesitantly.

"You hadn’t noticed?" Jess laughed.

"I didn’t know if I was noticing or making it up in my head." Amy stepped off the ice, and sat down in the stands next to Jess. "I really, really like Eric. And that scares me like you wouldn’t believe."

"Why?" Jess asked gently.

Amy took a breath. "Two years ago, at Junior Worlds. There was a Russian pairs skater there, Nikolai Vryazkov. I was 14, he was 17. He was charming, worldly, gorgeous-he swept me off my feet. We spent most of the two weeks we were there together. He was my, you know, first.

"And come to find out he had a serious girlfriend back in Russia. They’re engaged now. It was horrible.

"I learned two things from that. One was that I was never going to let a guy do that to me ever again. Unfortunately, the other one was that I really like sex. And I haven’t had any since then, because I don’t trust guys. So, here I am, lonely, horny, and looking for Prince Charming, who I no longer believe in. And suddenly, here comes Eric."

"And you’re not sure you believe he even exists," Jess said.

"Right," Amy said. "He’s so sweet. I mean, can a guy really be that sweet?"

"I am," Ryan said, looking smug.

"Most of the time," Jess laughed.

"But you’re older," Amy said. "I bet you weren’t that sweet when you were 16 or 18."

"You’re right, I wasn’t," Ryan admitted.

"But Warren was, and Ryan’s seen Warren with Sophie since he was eight," Jess pointed out. "And there’s more. Eric’s parents split up because his dad cheated on his mother. He very much resents that-Sophie’s told me that." She looked at Amy. "One other thing. Before I met Ryan, I was in a three-way relationship with Warren and Sophie."

"You’re kidding," Amy said.

"Nope," Jess grinned. "It was very mutual, and-I won’t lie-a lot of fun. However, the point of me telling you this is that when Eric found out, I got a grilling that you wouldn’t believe. He was only 14, but he pulled me aside to make sure I wasn’t ruining Sophie and Warren by convincing Warren to cheat." She laughed. "It took the poor guy a while to understand exactly what menage a trois means. You know, he didn’t grasp that Sophie was there with us." She cracked up. "And when he did, he blushed purple. Anyway, the point is, he’s horrified by cheating. It’s affected his life to a very negative degree. Because his father couldn’t keep his dick in his pants, Eric’s family was broken up. When it comes to Eric, it’s the last thing you have to worry about."

"Wow," Amy said. "That’s good to know."

"I’ve known Eric his whole life. He really is that sweet," Jess said. "Well, most of the time, just like Ryan. I know he’s been putting Ellen through hell lately. Though I guess that abruptly stopped the minute he met you."

"He’s so good to me," Amy enthused. "I know it hasn’t been long, but still. I just need him to get less shy around me," she giggled.

"Is he?" Jess asked.

"Yeah, some. At least he can talk to me now."

"But you still don’t trust him," Jess said.

"That’ll take a bit," Amy said, "though I do, more and more, every day. I guess I’m waiting for the moment that I trust him enough to rip his clothes off."

Jess cracked up. "Poor Eric. He’s about to get steamrolled again."

"Nah. I’ll let him think it’s all his idea," Amy grinned.

"That’s the way to handle it. I think Ryan still thinks he seduced me, the silly boy."

"HEY!" Ryan said. "And, you forget, you didn’t. I knew right along who was seducing who, and I happily went along with it."

"That’s not how I remember it."

"Who said, ‘I want you’? I do believe that was you, dear," Ryan smirked.

"Yeah, after I very subtly led you into asking me to your apartment."

"Yeah, yeah."

"Are you two done now?" Amy laughed. "We still have to go skate, Seduction King."

"You know, I think as long as I skate with you and go out with her, I’m gonna be outnumbered."

"You bet your ass!" Jess agreed, with a wink at Amy.

The following Monday, Courtney was on the internet, scanning the USFSA site. That’s where she saw it: the press release, announcing the new ice dance pairing of Ryan Killen and Amy Lowell.

"WHAT?" Courtney screamed. "That son of a bitch!!!"

Her mother came running into the room. "What?" she asked.

"Ryan found a new partner!"

"Who?"

"Someone I never heard of! She’s sixteen and just passed her senior test! And she hasn’t competed in two years-she was second at junior nationals two years ago. She’s a nobody! Ryan leaves me for this?" She read further. "Oh, isn’t this just special. ‘The new team will be based out of Oceanview, will be coached blah blah blah-and choreographed by Warren and Sophia Kelleher. Oh, of course! That’s a nice little arrangement, isn’t it?" Courtney punched the off button to her computer in disgust.

"You’ll show them," her mother said. "We’ll find you a perfect partner, and you’ll kick their ass."

"Yeah," Courtney said, but she had her doubts. The partner search wasn’t going well at all.

Warren and Sophie had, indeed, agreed to choreograph for Ryan and Amy. They hadn’t ever choreographed for other dancers-but they figured it would only be one year that they were competitors, and Ryan and Amy were really no threat this year. They were shooting for the future.

Warren and Sophie would also have their other usual glut of choreographic clients. But, before they started flooding in when the tour ended, the duo wanted their own programs set and ready to go.

There would be a lot of them. First of all, they were skating in two pro-ams in the fall, the American Open and the Canadian Open. They’d need two programs for those. The first was a ‘rhythmic’ dance-the guidelines were rather vague, which wasn’t uncommon for a pro-am, but it had to be something with a prominent beat. They decided to skate that to a little Beach Boys, and found rocking live versions of Catch A Wave and Fun Fun Fun. They came up with a fun, rocking, lighthearted dance that was still very technically difficult-and Sophie was delighted to discover that Catch A Wave "gives me the perfect opportunity to shake my ass during the ‘ooh-wahs’."

The other program for the pro-ams was to be an ‘interpretive’ one, meant to be more artistic and less technical. For that, they delved into the world of Celtic-based New Age music. They cobbled together two selections. The first was by Lisa Lynne, called Circle of Joy, from one of the Windham Hill "Celtic Christmas" collections. The second was Enya’s Book Of Days. Their program to that was light and airy, showing off their long edges.

Then, there were the shows. Former British skater Roger Courier had become a skating entrepreneur, and he was putting on some ‘theme’ shows this year. Warren and Sophie would be taking part in two of them. For the first one, celebrating the music of Elvis Presley, the duo had worked up a goofy, fun routine to Burning Love. The second one they were really excited about-it was a celebration of the music of the Beatles. Since they were both fervent Beatlemaniacs, they were very glad to take part in that one. They’d been given the opportunity to skate two programs for that one. The first, to Drive My Car, was their ‘rocking’ Beatles number. The second was to Don’t Let Me Down, a slower and more passionate number.

After all that, there were the most important programs-the competitive programs for the Grand Prix, Nationals, and, of course, the Olympics.

The rhythms for the Original Dances this year were Quickstep and Rock And Roll. Warren and Sophie decided to go out on a limb for both. And they got help from a friend for one of them.

They decided they wanted to skate the Quickstep to Scott Joplin’s Maple Leaf Rag. Now, that was not typical quickstep music-but quickstep was a dance, not a musical style, and a quickstep could be done to Maple Leaf Rag without a problem. So, they decided to do it. And the help was from Tom Bellamy. Being a major ragtime fan and an excellent pianist, they asked him to record a version of Maple Leaf Rag for them to skate to. He was thrilled to do it.

The Rock and Roll OD was even more extreme. Warren looked at the beats-per-minute requirements of the dance, and decided to push it as far as it could go. These people wanted rock? Well, Warren and Sophie were going to rock, as fast and furious as it gets. That was their strength, and they knew it. Warren had said, "If they’re going to give us the gift of a Rock and Roll OD, I want one that gets sixes on the technical mark. Push it, right to the limit. I want to do the most technically difficult original dance ever done." So, their choice for music was the legendary punk band The Ramones. They’d lead off with the first verse of Rockaway Beach, then into Rock And Roll High School. It was fast, furious, and never stopped. It was also guaranteed, if they hit it right, to get the folks in the arena right off their seats. They even choreographed, during a fast and demanding side-by-side step sequence, the hand jive. It was non-stop, it was fun, and it was hard.

With that in mind, they decided they wanted their free dance in the Olympic year to be something more elegant. They were looking back to the days when they skated to Glenn Miller and Frank Sinatra, but a little different. So, they decided that they’d be skating their Olympic free dance to the music from the soundtrack to Singing In The Rain. They opened with the beginning of the song Singing In The Rain: into the slow section skated to You Were Meant For Me; the fast footwork done to Moses Supposes; then into a final section which went back to the last couple minutes of Singing In The Rain. They were thrilled when they were done.

With the gaggle of clients due to start arriving in mid-July, they took the end of May, all of June, and the first part of July to do work on their own programs, since there were so many of them. They determined that they’d pick any exhibitions they needed from the pro-am or Elvis or Beatles programs. Except, they had already decided, that for their last exhibition at the Olympics, they'd re-skate Romeo and Juliet.

It was a lot of work, but they felt the programs put them in good stead for the most important season-and last-of their skating career.

While things were rolling right along in Oceanview; things in their old haunt, Madison, weren’t good at all.

Courtney Rogers was depressed. It was finally starting to sink in to her exactly what she had done to herself. She’d had the second-best male ice dancer in the US as her partner-only Warren Kelleher was better-and she’d blown it. All because she wanted to control everything about him. And, the thing of it is, she wasn’t quite sure why she wanted to do that.

And the new partner search was not going well. Every single guy her mother brought in to skate with her was inadequate. Has-beens, never-weres, kids that couldn’t keep up to save their lives. The worst part was that her mother was actually enthusiastic about some of these guy. All for the same reason, of course. "He’ll do anything you say." "I like him, he’s nice and docile." Control, it was all about control.

Of course, Courtney realized, that meant her, too. If her mother could control her partner-well, she could control Courtney, too. And Courtney had had it. She wanted to say, "Yeah, we thought Ryan was docile, too-and look how that turned out." She’d finally won a National Championship-yes, by default, but still-and her partner had walked out on her.

Her skating career was slipping away, and she knew it.

There was an alternative-but her mother wouldn’t hear of it. The more she suggested, the more adamant her mother got. But Courtney was fed up. She remembered the last time she let her mother browbeat her-it was her mother’s insistence that she give Ryan the "Jessie or me" ultimatum. It was stupid. And it had backfired.

After another tryout with another hopeless skater, Courtney snapped. She made a decision-and then made a phone call.

And, the next morning, long before her mother had woken-she snuck out of the house, got in her car, drove to the airport, and boarded a plane.

THE TAMING OF COURTNEY ROGERS (Chapter 155)

It was a Tuesday morning, very early, when Courtney landed in Detroit. She had arranged for a hotel room, but couldn’t check in there until later. She rented a car, and drove around a bit, finding something to eat.

Afterwards, she headed slightly outside of town, to the ice rink that was the home of the Detroit Skating Club. It was a lavish rink, a lot of people trained there. The caretaker showed her where the dressing rooms were. She got changed and got her skates on, then emerged into the main rink. Evan Pogdar was waiting for her on the ice. She stepped on and joined him.

"Fine. You’re here. Keep in mind I’m doing this against my better judgement," Evan snapped.

"Well, I thought long and hard about it myself," Courtney said. "But, let’s face it-you’re the best male dancer available, and by a lot. And you obviously haven’t found a partner yet, either."

"True-but keep one thing in mind, Courtney. One of the reasons I haven’t found a partner yet is that I scare some of them off. I’m a demanding prick on the ice." Courtney just gulped at that. "Anyhow, that over there are my coaches. That’s Natalya Shulyenchuk, she’s been my coach forever. And, you know Shawna. She’ll be the co-coach."

Courtney just looked at Shawna. She didn’t count on this. Shawna Vickers scared the shit out of Courtney, though she’d never admit it. Shawna just grinned at her. "Can’t skate any more, so I might as well coach. And if that means I get to torture the living daylights out of you, so much the better."

Courtney wasn’t feeling good about this at all. "By the way, where’s the barracuda?" Evan asked. Courtney just looked at him. "Your mother."

"Home," Courtney said. "She doesn’t even know I’m here. She was opposed to me skating with you."

"You probably should have listened to your mother," Evan chuckled.

"The last time I listened to my mother, I drove Ryan all the way to Boston!" Courtney spat.

Evan laughed at that. "Of course you did. You tortured that boy. We were all surprised it took him as long as it did." He looked right into her eyes. "You understand one thing. I’m not docile. I’m not manipulatable. None of your tricks will work on me. And you’ll find that if you push me I can turn into a considerable asshole."

"I think you’re an asshole anyway," Courtney spat. "However, you’re also a good skater."

"Fine. Let’s skate."

It was brutal. After three days, Courtney hurt all over-and she was getting tired of being yelled at.

At the end of the third day, Evan looked at her. "You can skate. I haven’t tried out with anyone nearly as talented as you are. But you need to learn how to work. If you’re willing to do that, we can give it a try."

"I can work," Courtney said determinedly.

"Fine. Do you have a place to live?"

"I’m in a hotel now."

Evan shrugged. "You can stay with me. I have plenty of room in my house, enough to stay out of each other’s way."

"No thanks!" Courtney blurted.

Evan laughed. "Courtney. You do know I’m gay, right?"

"Oh," Courtney said. She might have heard that, but she had forgotten. "Uh, well, I still don’t think so."

"You can move in with me," Shawna told her. "My house is big as well."

"OK, I think that would work better," Courtney said.

"It would?" Evan laughed. "Courtney, she’s gay, too."

"Oh," Courtney said, blushing. "Well, I still think it would be better."

"Suit yourself," Evan said.

"And don’t worry, you’re not my type," Shawna laughed. "I like my girls sweet."

"Good!" Courtney spat. Shawna just kept laughing.

Courtney flew back to Wisconsin that weekend, and loaded her car up with her stuff. She also had a major blowout with her mother, which she expected.

"You can’t skate with him!" Mrs. Rogers thundered. "You won’t last seven seconds skating with him!"

"He’s the only option," Courtney sighed. "All the guys you were bringing in here were junior-level skaters, or worse. Evan’s the only skater around who’s at my level."

"He’ll eat you alive!"

"I can handle him."

"You have no clue what you can and cannot handle. I’ve been fighting your battles for your whole career."

"Well, Mother, I’m 19 years old. Maybe it’s time I fight my own battles."

Mrs. Rogers snorted. "You’re kidding. You’re incapable of it. Oh well, if you insist on skating with Evan Pogdar, then fine. I’ll put the house up for sale and find something in Detroit."

"That’s not necessary," Courtney said hesitantly.

"Oh, yes it is. Evan Pogdar. Jesus. You’re going to need all the help you can get. I’ll be moving with you."

That’s when Courtney snapped. For the first time ever in her life, she stood up to her mother, because she saw a disaster in the making. "No, Mother, you will not be moving to Detroit. I am going to have all I can do as it is. I can’t deal with Evan, and deal with you too."

"Nonsense. I’ll be there to help you deal with Evan."

"No, you won’t! He’ll freak! He specifically told me that if I wanted to be his partner, I had to keep you out of it!"

"And you agreed to this? Courtney, this is a mistake. You can’t go skate with him. Forget it. Stay here, and I’ll find you a partner."

"NO!" Courtney was almost hysterical by now. "This is my last chance! Don’t you see that? I fucked it up with Ryan. I can’t fuck this up!" She stormed out before her mother could say another word-arguing was pointless. All she could do was hope that her mother wouldn’t show up in Detroit.

Her mother called her cell phone with a diatribe while she was halfway to Detroit-but she didn’t seem to be intent on coming there. That’s all Courtney wanted.

She got back to Detroit and moved into Shawna’s house. She had only had to bring her personal stuff, as Shawna had furniture. Courtney moved into the guest room.

"Can you cook?" Shawna asked.

"Believe it or not, yes," Courtney laughed. "I’ll do some of the cooking, if you want-I like to cook. You just have to let me know what you like."

"I’m not picky," Shawna replied.

"Hey, it’s your house," Courtney said. "Whatever you want."

"Why the hell are you being so cooperative?" Shawna spat. "That’s certainly not your usual style." Courtney just shrugged.

Courtney and Evan hit the ice that next Monday-and, for Courtney, it was brutal.

Evan believed in hard work anyway-but he was really pushing it. To Courtney, it seemed like he was almost being unnecessarily cruel. And it got worse on Tuesday. Courtney hurt herself-she actually had, this wasn’t an excuse. They were working, and Courtney lost an edge and twisted her ankle. Not bad, but she was in a bit of pain.

"Oh, suck it up," Even spat.

"I’m trying," Courtney said. Of course, being Courtney, this phrase was accompanied by her usual pouting and flashing her baby blues. She was barely aware that she was even doing it. Evan took at as a manipulation attempt, and quietly went off on her.

"Don’t even try to pull that shit on me, Courtney, it won’t work."

"What are you talking about?"

"You know exactly what I’m talking about. Now shut up and skate."

Shawna quietly chuckled to herself about all this-until she got home and noticed that Courtney was limping around the kitchen as she cooked supper. Then, after supper, Shawna wandered into the living room and found Courtney watching TV-with ice taped around her ankle.

"You really did hurt your ankle?" Shawna said.

"No, I’m faking it," Courtney snapped. "I really like being yelled at, so I figured I’d fake an injury so Evan would go off on me some more." Shawna just shook her head and dropped the subject.

Wednesday, if anything, was worse-for a different reason. Courtney showed up at the rink, and Evan had a tape player. "I’ve got the music for our free dance." He played it.

Courtney hated it. It was dark, and foreboding, and not Courtney’s style at all. "Do I get any say in this?" she asked.

"No," Evan said darkly. "I know what you and Ryan skated to. All that overused twee crap. What were you going to suggest? Carmen?" he spat.

"No, but not what you just played me."

"Too bad. You should get one thing straight. I’m only skating with you because I have no other options, and I’m not happy about it. So, we’re going to do this my way. Natalya’s going to start working on a program with us."

They did. And Courtney hated it. The music wasn’t pleasant at all, her ankle started throbbing again, and she was having trouble doing some of the stuff that Evan wanted her to do. The day ended with Evan throwing her off the ice a half hour early. "Come back when you want to work!" he hollered.

Shawna watched all this with a grim satisfaction, though less so after she had realized that Courtney wasn’t faking the sore ankle. She still didn’t have much of an opinion of Courtney, and was waiting for Courtney to show her fangs.

So, she was very surprised that night when she happened to walk past the door to Courtney’s room-and heard her sobbing inside.

The same thing happened Thursday-and Shawna heard the same thing Thursday night. Friday morning, she called Evan and asked to meet him for a cup of coffee before they headed to the rink.

"I’m going to shock you with what I’m about to say," Shawna said. "But I think you need to ease up on that girl."

"WHAT?" Evan said.

"I’m serious. Ev, I’ve walked past her bedroom the last two nights, and she was in there crying. And she really did hurt her ankle, she’s been icing it down every night. And what’s this with the music? I always had a say in the music. How can you expect her to skate her best when she hates the music? She should have veto power, at least." She snorted. "I have to tell you, Ev, I hate that music."

"You don’t have to skate to it," Evan laughed.

"Ev, why are you doing this? Are you trying to drive her out of the rink?"

"No, I’m trying to break her. Look, it’s all an act, Shawna-and she’s sucking you into it. Sooner or later, we’re going to have an explosion and the Courtney we all know and loathe is going to start to try to throw her weight around. I want to break her before that happens. She needs to know who’s boss."

"I think you already broke her."

Evan snorted, "I highly doubt it."

Friday’s practice was more of the same. Shawna avoided Courtney at home that night. She didn’t walk past Courtney’s bedroom. She didn’t want to hear it.

Saturday morning, Shawna walked into the kitchen and found Courtney mixing batter in a bowl. "Good morning," Courtney smiled. "Pancakes OK?"

"Great," Shawna said. "You’re in a better mood this morning."

"Yeah, I don’t have to go to the rink," Courtney laughed.

"Ah, Evan will ease up."

"I doubt that. Besides which, any day I don’t have to skate is a good day."

Shawna looked at her. "You don’t like skating?"

Courtney snorted. "Are you kidding me?"

"Then why do you do it?"

"Because it’s all I know how to do. It’s what I’ve been trained to do. Without skating, I have nothing."

"You could do something else," Shawna said.

"Like what? Do you know I’ve never seen the inside of a school building? I was homeschooled my whole life-and it was sparingly. Mom bamboozled the authorities about what I was learning. Trust me, it wasn’t much. I’m OK with reading and stuff, but that’s because I like to do that on my own. I can barely balance a checkbook, and anything like algebra is completely beyond me. What I know about history only comes from books that I’ve found to read. Science? Forget it. I’m completely ignorant. I have been programmed since practically birth for one thing and one thing only-figure skating. So, that’s what I do. Have to put food on the table somehow."

"Why is your mother like this?"

"Damned if I know," Courtney snorted, pouring the batter into the pan. "Oh, and I taught myself how to cook, too. Anyway, my mother-she wanted to be a figure skater, but my grandparents had no money. My Mom grew up dirt-poor. When she was twenty, she got out the only way she could think of-she married a 67-year-old man who was filthy rich. My Mom was gorgeous when she was younger. He got what he wanted-a babe on his arm, and one that gave him regular sex. She got what she wanted-money. And, eventually, me-so she could program me into being the figure skater that she couldn’t be. Dad died when I was four-so much the better for Mom, who now had all that money, me as her little skating puppet, and nobody to answer to."

Shawna just looked at Courtney in shock, as Courtney pulled the pancakes out of the pan and stacked them on a plate. When she had enough, she carried the plate to the table, and sat down across from Shawna.

"You must have had no childhood," Shawna said finally.

"What figure skater does? But I had less than most. I have no friends. No boyfriend. I have skating, that’s it."

"And you don’t particularly like skating."

"It’s a job," she shrugged. "That’s how I look at it."

That’s when Shawna realized something-she didn’t know Courtney at all. Nobody did. There was more to this girl than the heinous bitch that everyone had seen. And that’s when she made a decision-to get to know her. She wanted to find out what beat at the heart of Courtney Rogers. And that surprised her-because she wasn’t even sure that Courtney had a heart. Well, she hadn’t been sure. Now, she rather suspected that Courtney did have a heart.

Evan made his own decision that weekend. He wasn’t planning on easing up on Courtney, but he did realize he was doing something just to pick a fight that didn’t need to be picked-the music. He went through his library that weekend and found a few other selections.

When Courtney got to the rink the next Monday, Evan pulled her over to the tape player. "All right, how about this?" he said, and played the new selections. They were still powerful and strong, but there was a lovely slow section in the middle, and they weren’t discordant.

"I like that," Courtney smiled. "That would be fine to skate to. Thank you."

"You’re welcome," Evan said, incredulous. He was absolutely stunned that she had thanked him. Because of that-almost without thinking about it-he eased up on her that day. And he was getting results, much to his amazement.

Tuesday was more of the same. Except, at one point, Courtney tripped and fell, banging her head on the boards as she went down. Evan quickly skated over. "Are you all right?" he asked.

"I’m fine," Courtney said. "Clumsy, but fine."

"Are you sure?" Shawna asked from the stands. "You’re not seeing three of Evan, are you?"

"No, thank goodness, one is more than enough," Courtney quipped. Evan, surprised, couldn’t help but laugh. Courtney grinned back, and then said, "Well, since you’re being so solicitous, much to my amazement, would you mind helping me up?" Evan laughed louder, and helped her up.

The rest of the day went very well-but, that night, at home, Shawna had a revelation.

She met Evan early the next morning for coffee again, and she told him about it. First she told him about the conversation she had had with Courtney on Saturday.

"Damn," Evan said. "Some people should never be parents."

"Yep. And it got worse last night. Listen, you’ve seen what she’s been like-especially this week, when you’ve eased up on her somewhat. She’s been fairly pleasant. Relaxed, even. She’s been like that with me at home, too. And then, last night, her mother called.

"Now, they got in a fight over the phone-but it was what happened before that was really spooky. I was the one that answered the phone, see, and the minute I said, ‘Courtney, it’s your mom,’ she changed. Her whole back went rigid. Her shoulders went rigid. Her face went from normally pleasant to a fierce scowl-she looked like she wanted to bite the phone out of my hand. And I’m not even sure she was aware she was doing it.

"She was like that the whole time she was on the phone. When she hung up, she relaxed again, and I mean visibly."

"What do you make of all this?" Evan asked. "I know you have an answer-you’re the one that was a psychology major."

"Yeah, but I never finished. Hmmm, now that I’m not skating anymore, maybe I’ll go back to school. Anyway, yes, I do have an answer. Courtney’s angry. She’s very angry-but she’s angry with her mother. Unfortunately, up until very recently she was completely dependent on her mother. So she took her anger out on everyone else."

"Ah," Evan said. "So, you think that’s why she hasn’t taken any anger out on me, even when I pushed her-because her mother’s not here?"

"Right. She’s not angry with you. And she’s worried that you are angry with her. And, I have to tell you, there’s pieces to this puzzle I don’t have yet-I know it."

"You’ll figure it out," Evan said reassuringly.

On Saturday, she did. First of all, though, they got through the rest of the week of practice and it went very well. By Friday, they’d finished the first section of the free dance. They ran through it a couple of times, and it was excellent.

At home, Courtney said to Shawna, "That was fun!"

"You had fun skating?" Shawna said.

"Yeah. Unbelievable, isn’t it?"

She seemed pretty upbeat for the rest of the night. On Saturday, however, things changed. Saturday morning, after breakfast, she got a call from her mother. Shawna left the room, not wanting to watch Courtney on the phone. Afterwards, Shawna walked back in the room. Courtney looked completely disconsolate.

"She’s coming here," Courtney said despairingly.

"Your mother?"

"Yeah. She’s going to sell the house in Madison and move here. Damn it all!"

"Can’t you do anything to stop here?"

"What can I do?" Courtney asked.

"Let me think about it. And I’ll talk to Evan. He’s better at this sort of thing than I am. He’s very analytical. If there’s a way to stop this, he’ll come up with it."

"OK," Courtney said. She sat there for a good long minute, staring hopelessly into space. Then, suddenly, she said, "I lost my virginity when I was 13."

"Huh?" Shawna said, startled at the change of subject.

"Yeah. With Ryan. He was 16 at the time. It was his first, too."

"Oh. I thought you were all moral and Christian and that."

Courtney snorted. "Publicity. My mother thought it would be a good idea if we positioned ourselves as the anti-Kellehers. Fat lot of good that did."

"Yeah. You were awfully young when you guys did it. He didn’t force you?"

"Ryan?" she snorted. "You know Ryan Killen better than that."

"You must have really been in love with him, then-or horny," Shawna laughed.

Courtney snorted out a giggle, but then got serious. "Neither. You know, I think I fell a little bit in love with him later-but I also hated him. It’s complicated. But I didn’t sleep with him for any normal reason." She took a deep breath. "I slept with him because my mother had convinced me that sex is what you did to keep a man around."

"Oh," Shawna said, completely horrified but trying to hide it.

"Yeah. You know, I often think it would’ve been easier if Ryan had been brutal. I was sleeping with him for the most calculating and mercenary of reasons. It might have been easier if he just took his piece and rolled off of me. But you know Ryan-he’s not like that. He was gentle and all that. I actually came-which was the last thing I expected. I wasn’t having sex for sex-shit, I was 13. I was spreading my legs to keep him interested. And he gave me an orgasm. That’s the day I started hating him. And falling in love with him. All at the same time.

"God, I’m so fucked up."

Shawna looked at her. "Courtney? Why are you telling me all this? Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind at all, but why me?"

"Because you’re the only one that ever cared to listen," Courtney said sadly.

"Oh," Shawna said. "Then you just keep talking if you need to."

Courtney shot her a grateful smile. "Anyhow, Ryan and I went on like that for a while. You know what sex was like with us? I either completely dominated him, or lied down motionless. That was because I was ‘offering’ myself for his sake. The first was because I hated him. But I didn’t.

"You can probably imagine what that was like for him. But he never knew what was going on in my mind-and he did try. Somehow I had lumped him in with my mother. I wasn’t going to trust him. And I should have.

"When he found his girlfriend, I panicked. That’s why I gave him the ‘her or me’ ultimatum. And, in the month we were together after Jessie left, I suggested we start sleeping together again."

"Still using it to keep him around," Shawna commented, then wanted to take it back.

However, Courtney said, "Exactly. Shawna, if you could have seen the look of disgust and revulsion in his face when I suggested it. I think that’s when I finally realized the jig was up, that I was fooling myself, and that I had dug myself a hole I was not getting out of.

"And I think that’s when my eyes opened. Look, I know what’s going on. Most of the people that come in contact with me can’t stand to be in the same room with me." Her voice dropped. "The only problem is, one of those people is me."

Shawna sat for a moment, then said, "I guessed, and told Evan, that you were carrying around a lot of anger, and that it was primarily directed at your mother. But that you took it out on everyone else because, up until very recently, you were dependent on your mother."

"That’s probably right," Courtney agreed. "But, also, up until recently, I trusted my mother."

"You didn’t know any different."

"Probably not." Then Courtney started to cry. "Damn, and she’s coming here? Oh, Lord, what am I going to do?"

She sat there crying. Shawna, watching this with dismay, made a decision. She moved over on the couch and took Courtney in her arms. Courtney’s cries got louder, and Shawna held her and let her cry it out. "Don’t worry, we’ll think of something," Shawna said. She stroked Courtney’s hair while she cried. Finally, Courtney stopped sobbing and whispered, "Thank you."

"You’re welcome," Shawna said. She expected Courtney to get up, out of her arms-but she didn’t. She stayed where she was. They were both half-reclined on the couch, leaning back into the arm, Shawna’s arm wrapped around Courtney, her other hand still stroking her hair. Courtney sighed contentedly.

What was going on here? Shawna thought to herself. Courtney knew she was gay, right? Shawna guessed Courtney was still thinking what Shawna had said earlier was true-that Courtney wasn’t Shawna’s type.

Problem is, it wasn’t true. Shawna was definitely attracted to needy girls. Once she had figured out that Courtney’s bitchiness was a shield, hiding away some very deep emotional needs, her whole perspective changed. And Courtney’s physical charms were undeniable.

And she seemed very comfortable lying there in Shawna’s arms.

So, Shawna bit the bullet. "Courtney?" she said quietly. "Have you ever been with a girl?"

"No," she whispered.

"Have you ever thought about it?"

"I don’t think so."

Shawna took the arm that had been wrapped around Courtney, and started sliding it up and down her arm. In doing this, she lightly grazed Courtney’s breast with her palm every time she slid her hand. Courtney shuddered at the contact.

"Are you thinking about it now?" Shawna asked quietly.

"Uhm…uh…" Courtney’s brain was a sieve at this moment. She couldn’t say anything coherent if her life depended on it. But she knew she was enjoying being in Shawna’s arms. Shawna was being so nice to her! And her hand tracing up and down her arm-and skirting over her boob-felt wonderful.

Courtney had never considered being with a girl. To her shock, she realized she was considering it now-and she wasn’t quite sure how she felt about that.

Shawna knew she had Courtney in a very vulnerable situation, and she was torn as to whether or not she should take advantage of it. She would stop-all Courtney had to do was say so-but she was drawn to Courtney in a way she didn’t entirely understand. So, she went for it. She leaned down, and let her lips lightly brush Courtney’s.

And Courtney felt an electric shock from her lips to the tips of her toes. She accepted the kiss-in fact, she pressed in harder, giving Shawna the answer she was looking for. Courtney moaned into her mouth, and her lips parted slightly, giving Shawna the opportunity to gently slip her tongue into Courtney’s mouth.

Courtney couldn’t believe it. This was so different from kissing a guy! Shawna was so gentle, and her lips were so soft. And her tongue didn’t invade Courtney’s mouth so much as explore it. Courtney was reeling. She was reeling moreso when she felt Shawna’s hand softly touching her breast.

They did this for a few minutes, Courtney sinking deeper and deeper into it. Then Shawna gave her one more chance to stop it. She broke the kiss, and said, "Court, we’d be a lot more comfortable in my bed."

Courtney thought about it, and decided. "OK," she said hesitantly. They got off the couch, and Shawna took Courtney by the hand and led her to her room. When there, Shawna pressed her advantage. She sat Courtney down on her bed, and started unbuttoning Courtney’s blouse.

Courtney sat there, watching another girl undress her. When Shawna had Courtney’s blouse and bra on, she leaned in again, touching her lips to the other girl’s. As their lips pressed together and their tongues dueled, Shawna put her hand on Courtney’s bare breast, fondling it and rubbing the nipple. Courtney moaned into Shawna’s mouth.

Shawna kept it up, feeling Courtney’s nipple become erect under her hand. Then Courtney surprised her. Shawna felt Courtney tugging on the waistband of her tee shirt. Shawna was amazed-she thought she’d be undressing herself! She gladly broke the kiss and let Courtney get her shirt and bra off. When that was done, she leaned back in, kissing Courtney again and fondling her boob. Then, Shawna felt Courtney place a tentative hand on Shawna’s boob.

Courtney was adrift. She couldn’t believe how this was making her feel. I mean, she’d seen naked girls before-of course she had, in locker rooms if nowhere else. She couldn’t believe the thrills he got when she removed Shawna’s shirt and bra-and the thrill she was getting from touching Shawna’s boob. To say nothing of what Shawna was doing to her.

They ended up sprawled on the bed, Courtney on her back, Shawna hovering over her. Their lips still pressed together, their tongues dancing. Their boobs pressed into each other’s. Shawna roamed her hands all over Courtney’s back-and was surprised to feel Courtney’s hand gently cupping her ass.

Shawna went for it. She rubbed her hands on the lower part of Courtney’s thighs, giving Courtney every opportunity to stop her. Courtney just moaned into her mouth. So, Shawna moved her hand up, slowly and lightly, traveling up Courtney’s thigh underneath her skirt. Her hand reached the top of Courtney’s thing, and brushed across Courtney’s panties. Her panties were drenched.

"God, you’re so wet," Shawna whispered into Courtney’s ear. Courtney just moaned in return. Shawna dragged her fingers up and down Courtney’s panties for a minute, then went for broke. She abruptly reached both hands under Courtney’s skirt, and yanked her panties down. Then her hands were on Courtney’s bare pussy. She broke the kiss, and moved her lips down, and planted them on Courtney’s nipple.

Courtney gasped. She couldn’t believe how good this felt. Shawna’s hand on her pussy and her lips on her tit were gentle. They were coaxing, not insistent. And they were working her up to a frenzy in record time.

Suddenly, Courtney felt Shawna back away. She was about to groan in disappointment, but then she felt Shawna undoing her skirt. She pulled it off, leaving Courtney completely naked. Then, to Courtney’s complete amazement, she felt Shawna parting her thighs with her head!

Courtney gasped. She’d never done this before-she’d never let this be done to her before, and Ryan had wanted to. She didn’t know why she was resistant to it. But she always had been. And as Shawna parted her thighs to get access, her brain was at war. One part wanted to stop this-but the other part wanted her to spread her legs wider. That was the part that won.

Shawna dove in, and stuck her tongue into Courtney’s wet pussy, gently licking at it. Courtney, out of her mind with lust, whinnied like a horse at that.

Shawna loved doing this, so she went at it with great enthusiasm. She made love to Courtney’s pussy with her tongue-gently sucking on the labia and dipping her tongue into Courtney’s opening. She pushed her tongue into Courtney as far as it could go, moving it in and out deliberately. She could smell Courtney’s arousal, it enveloped her, as she worked on the girl’s pussy.

She pulled her tongue out of Courtney’s opening and lightly dragged it up and down her labia. Then she flicked Courtney’s clit with her tongue. Courtney jumped. "AH!" she gasped.

Shawna zeroed in on Courtney’s clit, licking and nibbling away at it. Courtney’s hips lifted off the bed, and she closed her eyes, her moans increasing in volume as Shawna sucked on her clit. After a few minutes of that, Courtney’s eyes flew open, she yelped, and then she exploded.

Shawna licked and nibbled Courtney through her orgasm, then she stopped. Her first instinct was to go for two, but she didn’t want to overwhelm Courtney. Instead, she crawled up the bed so that she was lying beside the other girl, and gently rubbed Courtney’s shoulder and hair as she came down.

"Wow!" Courtney finally said. "You know, I’ve never done that."

"I know," Shawna giggled.

"No, I mean ever. Not even with a guy. Ryan wanted to, but I wouldn’t let him."

"Well, girls are usually better than guys at that," Shawna laughed.

"You know what, though? I think Ryan would have been fine. And I still don’t know why I never let him. Of course, I also don’t know why I let you."

"Because you enjoyed it," Shawna said. "Court, don’t overanalyze it, OK? Go with the flow. We’re having a good time here."

"True," Courtney giggled. "Well, one of us is," she said. Shawna knew exactly what she meant, and what was going through Courtney’s mind-but Shawna was not going to push this. That would be a very stupid thing to do. Yes, she was turned on; and, yes, she wanted to get off. But she wasn’t going to push Courtney into that.

It turned out she didn’t have to. Courtney thought about it for a minute, then went for the snap on Shawna’s jeans. She was hesitant, and scared out of her mind, but she did it. Then she pulled them down, taking Shawna’s panties with them. When she had Shawna naked, she leaned over and started kissing her, and started tentatively exploring Shawna’s body with her hands. Just light touches, nothing urgent yet. Shawna still thoroughly enjoyed it.

After a few minutes, Courtney broke the kiss, and said, "I have no idea what I’m doing."

"It’s OK. Do what you like," Shawna smiled. Courtney looked at her. Shawna went on. "I remember my first time with a girl. I was 14 and so was she. I rather suspected by then that I was more attracted to girls than guys, but I hadn’t done anything about it.

"Anyhow, we were friends, and we were talking about it, and one thing led to another. It was her first time, too. I think we spent more time giggling embarrasedly than we did anything else." Courtney laughed at that. Shawna went on. "But it was still wonderful. It’s something I’ll never forget. Court, this is your first time with a girl. It should be special. Do whatever you want."

Courtney smiled and leaned back in to kiss Shawna again. Then she went back to letting her hands roam all over Shawna’s body, but with a little bit more purpose this time. She cupped Shawna’s breast in her hand and rubbed at the nipple. Shawna moaned into her mouth.

Emboldened, Courtney moved down and took Shawna’s nipple into her mouth. Courtney was rather surprised she was doing this. She was more surprised at how much she was enjoying it. Her hands, which had been somewhat unfocused, got more purposeful-and she took her right hand and slid it up and down Shawna’s thigh while she sucked on her boob. Shawna moved her hips, waiting for more contact. Courtney teased a little bit-then provided it, moving her hand onto Shawna’s pussy.

Courtney gently rubbed her fingers up and down Shawna’s pussy, delighted to find how wet she was. She explored, slipping a finger into Shawna’s opening and enjoying the low moan she got in return. She moved her finger in and out while she continued sucking on Shawna’s nipple. Shawna’s hips rolled, and she moaned, as she ran her hand through Courtney’s curly hair.

Courtney was thoroughly enjoying herself, but she kept thinking that there was another step. Did she want to do it? She thought about that for a while. Then, as Shawna was getting more and more worked up, Courtney decided.

She pulled her lips off of Shawna’s nipple and kissed the underside of her breast. Then she started working her way down, kissing the soft skin along her stomach, dipping her tongue into Shawna’s bellybutton-making Shawna giggle. Then she kept moving lower.

Shawna was quite surprised. She didn’t expect Courtney to do this. She wasn’t going to turn it down, though! Especially when Courtney took a tentative lick up the length of Shawna’s pussy. Shawna shuddered at the contact.

Courtney couldn’t believe she was doing this. She’d never let Ryan’s dick get anywhere near her mouth-and here she was, with her tongue in Shawna’s pussy-and liking it!

She barely had an idea what she was doing-but she knew what Shawna had done to make her feel good-so that’s what she did. She gently licked up and down Shawna’s pussy, then pushed her tongue into Shawna’s opening. Shawna moaned and bucked her hips, then Courtney came out, licking all the way up her pussy. She moved onto her clit and gently nudged it with her tongue.

"Oh, God, Court!" Shawna moaned. Courtney, incredibly satisfied by that, kept it up. Then, in a flash of inspiration, she tried something else. While nibbling on Shawna’s clit, she slipped a finger deep into Shawna’s pussy.

And Shawna went off like a rocket.

Afterwards, Courtney found herself wrapped in Shawna’s arms. That’s when she said, "You know, I’m not gay."

Shawna cracked up laughing. Courtney glared at her, so she tried to stop. It took some effort. "You know, for someone not gay, you’re very good at it. And that was done with remarkable enthusiasm-you know, for a not gay person."

Courtney smiled a bit, and blushed, and then said, "I don’t know. I just feel weird."

"For what it’s worth, I’d bet money that you’re bi, not gay," Shawna said. "You still like guys, I’m betting."

"Yeah."

"But, Court-you’re not straight. Not after that. Admit it to yourself."

Courtney thought about it, and said, "OK. You’re right. I enjoyed that way too much. In fact, it was mind-blowing."

"Right."

"It’s still weird. I mean, you told me you knew you liked girls when you were 14. How would you react if suddenly you found yourself in bed with a guy-and liking it?"

"It’s happened," Shawna admitted.

"Huh?"

"I’m not completely gay, that’s what I discovered. I’m probably 90-10. I am more physically attracted to girls, but I can be attracted to a guy. It has to be a guy a care a whole hell of a lot about before we ever get to that point, though. So, yes, I’ve been in bed with a guy-only one, but more than one time-and I thoroughly enjoyed it."

Light dawned over Courtney. "EVAN?"

"Yeah," Shawna admitted with a blush.

"But I thought Evan was…"

"He’s 90-10, too," Shawna told her. "I’m the only girl he’s ever been with. And, yes, it worked just fine," she smirked. Courtney laughed at that. "It’s mental attraction. Look, a lot of sex is about physical attraction-and you can have sex with just that, and very little mental attraction at all. What Evan and I found out is the opposite is also possible. We’re not particularly physically attracted to one another, because we’re both mostly gay-but we absolutely, positively love one another. Period. Any girl that I ever end up with, long-term, will have to understand that Evan will always be a part of my life, and that may include the odd trip to bed together." She laughed. "We’ve even talked about having a kid someday. I want kids. And Evan’s a whole hell of a lot more fun than a turkey baster."

Courtney laughed so hard that she almost choked. After she came back down, she looked at Shawna. "You were talking about attraction, mental and physical. Uh, what was this?"

"Both," Shawna smiled. "It was not just physical."

"It wasn’t?" Courtney squeaked.

"No, it wasn’t. Courtney, I like you a whole hell of a lot. I think I’m beginning to understand you. The person beneath all that baggage you tote around is pretty special."

"Oh, God," Courtney moaned, then started crying again. Shawna held her while she sobbed.

"It wasn’t just physical with you either, was it?" Shawna asked. Courtney shook her head. "Good," Shawna said. "You know, isn’t this how this whole thing started, with you crying in my arms?"

Courtney giggled through her sobs for a minute, then calmed down "Court?" Shawna asked. "Would you like to stay here with me tonight?"

"Very much so," Courtney said softly.

"Good."

They spent most of the rest of the weekend in bed, exploring, not coming out much except to eat. At one point Sunday night, Shawna got Courtney to admit that she loved it-but she also admitted that she liked a good fuck. That’s when Shawna introduced Courtney to her favorite strap-on. Courtney went nuts.

Afterwards, cuddling, Courtney said, "I am falling for you so fast it’s making my head spin."

"Good. Me too," Shawna grinned.

Before practice Monday, Shawna called Evan and they went for coffee. That’s when Shawna broke it to him.

"You need to know this, pal. Courtney and I became lovers this weekend."

Poor Evan almost choked on his coffee. "You are kidding!"

"Nope. Evan, listen to me, OK? You’ve always trusted my judgement. You will get that girl with honey, you understand me?"

"Yeah," Evan said. "I saw some of that this past week."

"Good. However, we have another problem."

The other problem showed up midway through their practice on Tuesday. Evan and Courtney were skating, working on some steps, when Evan felt Courtney suddenly stiffen up. She was looking past Evan, out of the rink. Evan turned, and saw.

"Mother. What are you doing here?" Courtney said.

"Why, darling, I told you I was coming! The house in Madison is up for sale, so I thought I’d come here and look to see what’s available. Now. Is Evan giving you a hard time?"

"No," Courtney said tightly. "Mother, if you buy a house out here, I won’t be moving into it."

"Of course you will. Where would you live?"

"Where I’m living now, with Shawna."

"Well, that just won’t do, you’ll have to move back in with me. After all, we know what she is."

Courtney stormed off the rink to face her mother, more furious than she’d ever been in her life. "No, I don’t know, Mother. What is she?"

"You know. She’s a lesbian." Mrs. Rogers said ‘lesbian’ like she might have said ‘axe murderer’.

"Is she? Hmmm. Well, then I guess I am, too-since I moved into her bed on Saturday night." Mrs. Rogers went ghost-white at that. "That’s right, Shawna and I are lovers. And it’s not for skating reasons, and it’s not because I’m trying to keep a guy around-it’s because we wanted to. I’ve discovered I’m bisexual. And Shawna and I are sharing a bed, and that’s all there is to it."

"NO IT IS NOT!" Mrs. Rogers shrieked. "That’s it, you’ve been corrupted, I am getting you out of here!"

"I’m 19 years old, you can’t make me do anything," Courtney said. She turned to her partner. "Evan, can you get her banned from the rink?"

"Surely," Evan said.

"Good," Courtney said. "Mother, for the first time in my life, I’m where I want to be, not where I have to be. With Evan. With Shawna. And without you. Go back to Wisconsin." And then she turned her back.

Her mother flew back to Madison that day.

A few days later, Courtney was sitting in the living room, staring at the phone. Shawna knew what was going on, and gave her privacy.

After an hour of staring, Courtney finally picked up the phone, and dialed. She knew the person on the other end wouldn’t recognize Shawna’s number, so she hoped they’d pick up.

They did. "Hello?" she heard.

She took a deep breath. "Ryan? It’s Courtney. Please don’t hang up."

"Courtney? What do you want?" he snorted back over the line.

"Just this." She took another breath. "I’m sorry, for everything. Good luck with your new partner. And thank you." Then, she quietly set the phone back on the cradle.

CHOREOGRAPHERS TO THE STARS (Chapter 156)

Warren and Sophia had a busy summer for themselves. They had all those programs of their own to work on, and many others.

Some were easier, because they were closer. Ryan and Amy worked in their rink, so that was real easy to coordinate. Allison Bowman and Tom Bellamy were close by, so that was easy to coordinate. Especially since Tom was around a lot, anyway, visiting with Kristin.

"So, how’s it going to feel in September, going out with a Harvard woman?" Warren teased him.

"Horrible, I feel so inadequate," he mock-moaned.

"Ah, shaddap," Kristin said.

"She’ll have a ball. Harvard girl, going out with a scruffy figure skater."

"Oh, stop it, will you?" Kris told him. "It’s going to be Harvard girl going out with gold medalist, anyway. That ought to get me some notoriety."

"After I won the medal at Worlds last year," Allison said, "Eddie was the star of the school for a while."

"I get some of that, well, I did when school was in," Kristin said.

"Harvard will be different. Those snobs won’t be impressed," Tom grinned.

"Until you come visit and they see what a hunk you are," Kristin joked.

They leisurely worked on the competitive programs for Tom, Allison, and Ryan and Amy throughout the early summer. Ryan and Amy also needed programs for the Pro-Am-they were going to the Canadian one. Since those weren’t ‘serious’ programs, they mostly planned to do those themselves. However, one day Amy cornered Warren and Sophia.

"Hey, will you guys take a look at our rhythmic program for the Pro-Am? It’s kind of up your alley."

"Sure," Warren told her. He and Sophie went and stood by the rink and watched Ryan and Amy.

He was kind of surprised by the choice of music: Ricky Martin’s "Living La Vida Loca." He guessed that this was Amy’s choice, as Ryan had never skated to anything like this with Courtney. Ryan, however, was plainly having a ball skating to it.

And Warren and Sophie quickly realized something-this was one hell of a program.

"That was marvelous," Warren told them when they finished.

"It’s pretty simple choreography, well, compared to you two at least. But it works," Ryan said.

"It’s not that simple," Sophie argued.

"Well, what I was wondering is-is it too sexy?" Amy asked.

"It’s very sexy," Warren laughed, "but not over-the-top. It’s more just hot than suggestive. Is this a problem?"

Amy looked down. "I don’t know how Eric is going to react to it."

"Why would he care if you’re being sexy?" Sophia laughed.

"Because I’m on the ice being sexy with Ryan, not him."

"Ah," Sophie said. "You know, I think Eric understands."

"It worries me. We’ve only been together, what, a month and a half? About that."

Just then, he walked in. "ERIC!" Amy said.

"Hi, honey. Want lunch?" Eric asked her.

"Sure, in a bit, we need to work some more."

"OK," Eric said, and settled in next to Sophia and Warren in the bleachers.

"Amy, show him." Sophie said. Amy shot her a look. "Trust me."

"Uh, OK." She and Ryan headed towards the center of the ice.

"What is she showing me?" Eric asked.

"Their rhythmic program for the Canadian Open. They did this one themselves."

Living La Vida Loca started, and Ryan and Amy started dancing. Warren watched them-but Sophia was watching Eric. And Eric’s jaw was hitting the floor.

Halfway through, Sophie giggled and said to Eric, "Close your mouth, little brother, the flies are getting in."

"Uh, well, I can’t believe how good she looks."

"She was afraid you wouldn’t like it."

"Why on earth?"

"Because it’s rather hot."

"I noticed," Eric smirked, his eyes still riveted to the ice.

"Yes, and because she’s out there being hot with another guy."

"Oh," Eric said. "Well, Ryan’s her partner. I understand all that. I don’t worry about that." He smirked again. "And even if I worried about Amy, I know who Ryan’s girlfriend is. And what she’d cut off if he ever went after Amy."

Sophie cracked up. "Right you are." She sobered. "I think Amy’s a little insecure."

"I don’t know why."

"Well, I have an idea. Just a guess, mind you. But, I saw when you walked in. She got all enthusiastic to see you. You were much more subdued. I know that’s just your personality."

"Well, it’s not just that," Eric said. "I’m less outgoing than she is-but what you see isn’t so much subdued as it is overwhelmed."

"By Amy?"

"Yeah," Eric said with a little grin.

Just then, Ryan and Amy ended the program. Amy skated over to where Eric was sitting, obviously worried. Eric dispelled the worry with a big, "WOW!"

Amy lit up. "You liked it?"

"Loved it. It was awesome. You’re awesome," he told her.

She squeaked happily, and reached over the boards to hug a surprised Eric. Then she let go of him, grinned, and said, "I’m going to go get changed, then we can get lunch."

"OK," Eric said. She bounced off to the dressing room.

Ryan, watching, laughed. "You are so gone, it’s amusing," he said to Eric.

"Uh-huh," Sophie agreed. She turned to Warren. "Snugglebear, I think you’re going to have competition for the most pussywhipped human on the planet."

Everyone laughed at that. Warren said, "To be pussywhipped, you first have to get pussy. I don’t believe Amy and Eric have gotten to that point yet."

"No, we haven’t," Eric admitted, "but I don’t think that’s necessary to be whipped."

"Probably not," Sophia grinned.

Amy came out then, and she and Eric headed for lunch.

In early August, Liz Cushman landed at the airport for her week of choreography. Crash came with her. Warren and Sophia met them at the airport, and Liz said, "We have a surprise for you." She then held out her left hand-and showed them the diamond.

Sophie squealed, and Warren gave Crash a congratulatory hug.

"When?" Sophie asked them.

"Next summer. Will you be a bridesmaid?" Liz asked. "My sister’s going to be my maid of honor, but I’d love for you to be a bridesmaid."

"Of course, I’d be honored," Sophie told her.

"And you, of course, will be the best man," Crash told Warren.

"A natural role for me to fill," Warren smirked.

"When did you do this?" Sophia asked.

"A couple of weeks ago," Liz told her. "We wanted to wait until we saw you in person to tell you."

"My parents don’t even know yet," Crash laughed. "We’re going to go tell them now."

After Liz had left, Brett and Andrea came. They were upbeat and happy, and had a ball with Warren and Sophia, choreographing their new programs.

After a couple days, Warren was with Sophie at their house. "So. Brett and Andrea. Are you seeing what I’m seeing?"

"That they finally figured out that they were nuts about each other? Looks like it," Sophia laughed.

"Yep. It’s hard to choreograph with all that mooning going on. And, jeez, what did it take them-eight, nine years?"

"I know," Sophia laughed. "I think Brett had to grow up a little."

"True. It’s funny-when I first met them, Andrea barely tolerated him."

"That’s been gone for a while," Sophia said, "Andrea’s been mooning over him for the last few years. I think he had to get over her previous scorn."

"Right. Looks like he got over it. I thought they were going to start kissing in the middle of a spin today!"

By the second-last week in August, everyone’s programs were set, including their own. That was good timing, as Warren and Sophia got in their car and drove to Rochester, NY.

GOOD LOVE (Chapter 157)

Going to Caitlin and Paul’s wedding was an interesting experience for Warren and Sophia. They’d been to a few weddings, including their own, but this was the first where neither the bride nor groom were a family member or a skater.

What this meant was that, at this wedding, Warren and Sophia were the ‘token celebrities.’ They actually worried about this. "You guys are supposed to be the center of attention!" Sophie said at the rehearsal dinner. "People aren’t supposed to be asking a bridesmaid and an usher for autographs!"

Caitlin laughed. "Ah, we knew this was going to happen."

"It’ll be worse at the wedding, when there’s more people," Papa Bear grinned.

Papa Bear wasn’t kidding. When Warren and Sophia walked down the aisle, they heard the ‘recognition gasp’. The reception was, if anything, worse.

At one point, they were dancing, and Paul and Cait were right next to them. "I wonder if my aunt finally recovered at meeting her favorite ice skaters in the flesh," Cait teased.

"Ah, stop it," Warren said.

Even with the minor celebrity interruptions, the wedding was a huge success. Caitlin was a breathtaking bride, and all there had a great time.

Since Warren and Sophie had bought a house, Eric had been offered the Basement Pad. Kate was offered it first, but she turned it down. "I’m settled in my room, besides which, I’m at school 8 months out of the year. Eric’s still got 2 years of high school left, let him take it."

He moved down in August. He told Amy about it, and she was hoping she’d get invited down there. She was ready to take the next step in their relationship. But, a few weeks had gone by, and Eric hadn’t made a move. They kissed, a lot, but that was it.

Eric didn’t want to say this, but he was worried-about school. He was all Amy had, really the only friend she had in Oceanview. He was worried about what would happen when such a pretty, vivacious girl got set loose at Oceanview High.

And, what was worse, he wasn’t there for the first two days of it. He’d come down with a horrible flu, and missed the first two days of school. And Amy had called him up every night, telling her how much she liked it.

When Eric got to school on the third day-his first-he walked into his nightmare. There, in the courtyard, was Amy-holding court. She was sitting on the wall at the edge of the courtyard. Three of the Popular Princess types were sitting next to her. A gaggle of jock-type guys were gathered around, eagerly sopping up every word out of her mouth. Amy looked happy and animated.

Eric looked at her, and felt the dull thud in the pit of his stomach. He was torn whether or not to walk away, or what. The choice was taken from him when Amy spotted him.

"SWEETIE! You’re back!" she yelped, and immediately fought her way through her clutch of courtesans to wrap him in a bear hug. "How are you feeling?"

"A lot better, thanks," Eric said, trying to hide his amazement.

"I’m glad," she said. "My first two days of school here without my sweetie weren’t that fun."

"You looked like you were having fun." Eric said.

"Ah, not like with you." She called over to her erstwhile admirers. "Do you guys all know Eric, my boyfriend?"

The Princesses just looked at him with amazement. And the studs looked jealous.

That’s when something clicked in Eric’s brain. And he made a resolution.

Jessie had spent two months in complete bliss living with Ryan. She liked her new job, she was in a good place with friends, and having a total, complete, no hesitation relationship with Ryan was everything she had dreamed of.

However, here in early September, she found herself ill. She was lethargic and had a stomach bug. Ryan was a wonderful nurse, it turned out.

She was sitting next to Ryan, when, all of a sudden, it struck her. "Ryan, honey?" she said. "I just had a revelation. This isn’t the flu. This is what happened last time."

"Last time?" Ryan asked.

"I think I’m pregnant," she said quietly. "This is how it felt, you know, before."

"Have you missed a period?"

"It’s due day after tomorrow." Jessie sighed in frustration. "This is ridiculous! Why do I even bother taking the damn pill?"

"Sometimes it fails."

"Twice in, what, four months? Ryan, you have to believe me, I take it faithfully! I’ve never missed a day!"

"Jess." Ryan grabbed her chin and tilted her face until he was looking into her eyes. "Jess. It’s OK. If you are, it’s OK."

"Easy for you to say, you didn’t just miscarry."

"You’re scared."

"Damn right I’m scared! We just got back together, we’ve been living together all of two months, and I just had a miscarriage."

"Well, it’ll be OK, but we need to find out for sure."

Four days later, Jess was two days late. They went to the pharmacy and got an early-detection home pregnancy test. They came back to their apartment and Jess took it.

She walked out of the bathroom. "Positive," she said simply.

Ryan was sitting on the couch. He beckoned her over to him. She sat next to him, and he pulled her into his arms.

"Ryan, tell me everything’s going to be OK," Jess pleaded.

"Everything’s going to be OK," he assured her. "I promise."

"Now what do we do?" she said.

"I have an idea about that." He leaned into her, and whispered into her ear, "What do you say we fly to Las Vegas and get married?"

"WHAT?" she blurted, turning to look at him.

"Las Vegas. Married. Look, you told me once you didn’t want a big wedding like Warren and Sophie had, that you had no interest in it. Now, if you’ve changed your mind, we can wait, and you can have that. But, if not-let’s just go do it."

"You’re serious," she gasped.

"Completely. Totally. Jess, I love you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. We’re going to have a baby. Let’s do it."

Jessie’s face broke out into a giddy smile. She started giggling. "Really?"

"Really."

"Oh, God. YES!" she shouted, and then hurled herself into his arms, laughing and crying at the same time. After they had settled down, she said, "Oh, God, I love you so much."

"Love you, too. So, do you want to do this on the QT, or should we tell people?"

"I want to tell my parents. I want them to come. Warren and Sophie, too."

"OK, then I’ll call my parents." Ryan’s parents lived in California. He called them right away, and they were thrilled. "They want to come, so, once we arrange it, I’ll have to let them know. They’ll probably drive. They can’t wait to meet you."

"That’s funny-you knocked me up, we’re getting married, and they’ve never met me!"

Jessie then called her parents, and told them to expect her that evening. She called Warren and Sophie, too, and told them to meet her there.

When Jessie and Ryan showed up at her parents’ house, Warren and Sophie were already there. "Ok, so what’s the big mystery?" Mrs. Reidel asked them once they got in.

"Well, it’s like this," Jessie said. "Obviously, me and birth control just don’t get along-because I’m pregnant again."

"Oh," Mrs. Reidel said. "Is this OK?" she asked tentatively.

"Definitely OK," Jess smiled.

"Better than OK," Ryan agreed.

"So, anyway," Jess continued, "this is the plan. As soon as we can arrange it, we’re going to Las Vegas to get hitched. Anyone wanna come with?"

The room was silent for a good minute. Finally, Jessica’s mother broke the silence. "Did you just say what I think you said?"

"We’re getting married, ASAP," Jessie said. "I don’t want any big fancy do, so we’re going to go to Vegas and do it. We’d like you all to come, though."

Mrs. Reidel stared at them for a minute, and then squealed. "You’re getting married?"

"Yep."

"I guess we’re going to Las Vegas," Mr. Reidel said with a grin. "You sure you don’t want a traditional wedding, honey?" he asked Jess.

"Nah," Jessie said. "But we want you guys there."

"We’ll be there," her mother said.

"Us, too," Sophia grinned.

Saturday night, two days after Eric had gone back to school, he and Amy were out on a date. They had just left the restaurant and Eric was driving away. "So," Amy laughed, "my dear partner’s in a mad scramble to go to Vegas so he can get married."

"That’s funny. I’m happy for them-I’ve known Jess forever." He chuckled. "I just hope they stay married for longer than Britney Spears did."

"Tell me about it," Amy laughed. "So, the night’s young, what do you want to do now?"

"Uhm, I want to talk," Eric said.

"OK," Amy agreed hesitantly. Eric wanted to talk? This didn’t sound good at all.

Amy was surprised when Eric pulled up in front of his house. He took her into the basement by the direct entrance. When they got into the little apartment, Amy sighed, "Wow, Eric, this is really nice!"

"I know. Sophie and Warren really did a good job down here before they moved out. And they bought a lot of new furniture so they left me most of it." He pointed toward the couch. "Sit down." She did, and Eric sat next to her.

He took a deep breath. "Look, I suck at this. But something happened this week. When I came off the bus Thursday and saw you surrounded by the Beautiful People, and them all enthralled by you, my heart was in my throat."

"Eric-," Amy tried to interrupt.

"No. Let me finish. This is hard enough as it is. Anyhow, I saw you like that and I was worried. And then you saw me, and yelled after me, and left them to come see me. I can’t even describe what that felt like." He took another deep breath. "And that’s when I realized it. Amy, I’m in love with you. In fact, I love you so much it hurts sometimes."

Before Eric knew it, Amy had launched herself onto his lap, clutching at his shoulders, and crying. "Amy?" Eric asked.

"God, hold me!" she sputtered. He did, until she calmed down. "God, Eric, I thought you were going to break up with me!"

"Why would I do that?" he chuckled.

"God, I don’t know. Just because."

"Amy-I love you."

That’s when it really registered. "Oh, Eric, I love you too," she sighed. "Sometimes I worry. I mean, I don’t know-sometimes I don’t know what you’re thinking."

"I know. Hey, this is confusing. And scary, to be honest."

"Scary for me, too."

"It is?" Eric was amazed.

"Yeah." She took a deep breath. "There’s something you need to know. I’m not a virgin."

"OK," Eric said.

"That doesn’t bother you?"

"Well, only that I’m jealous of whoever it was," Eric said with a little laugh.

"Don’t be. You’re ten times the person he is. Which is why this is scary. It was a couple years ago, at Junior Worlds. He was a Russian pairs skater. We had a wonderful two weeks. I thought I was in love-until he told me about his very steady girlfriend back in Russia."

"Oh, Jesus," Eric hissed.

"It’s OK. I’m over it. But it taught me to be cautious. The problem is, I haven’t been able to be cautious with you. I just plunged into this, because my feelings were so strong. And that’s been pretty scary."

"Oh, Amy, you have to know I’d never do anything like that to you."

"Yeah, I do. It took me a while to be sure, but I do."

"There’s nobody else but you," Eric reiterated.

"I know," Amy said. "And the same goes. There’s nobody else but you, either. Look, I’m outgoing. I like making friends. But I wouldn’t date any of those muscleheads that were surrounding me the other day even if you weren’t in the picture."

"I know. I worry."

"I know you do. I know why your parents got divorced." He looked at her, shocked. "Jessie told me. I guess we both have trouble trusting, for different reasons."

"I do trust you," Eric said. "Absolutely. I guess I don’t trust myself. To keep you happy, I mean. This is all so damn new."

Amy beamed at him. "Eric, you make me deliriously happy, don’t you know that? I’ve never met anyone like you. I know you’re not big on talking or anything, but you don’t have to. I can feel it. I can see it when I look at you. I’m glad you told me that you loved me, but you didn’t have to. I already knew. Whenever you’re with me, I feel ten feet tall."

"And whenever you’re with me, I feel like I’m in sunlight," Eric replied.

"Wow, that was poetic!"

"Yeah, especially for me," Eric laughed. "But it’s true."

"I’m so glad we had this talk. I think I’ve been waiting to get this all on the table."

"Yeah. I really do love you, Amy. Lots. And I do trust you."

"I love and trust, you, too. And I’ve been waiting a couple of months to be able to say that and mean it."

"Good."

"Now," Amy said. "We’ve had the conversation you wanted to have. It’s my turn." She leaned into him. "That relationship with the pairs skater? Look, I know he was an asshole, but the parts of it-well, it was a lot of fun. A whole lot of fun. And I haven’t had any fun since, because I needed to trust first. Well, I trust you. So now it’s time for fun."

Eric looked at her, not quite getting it. She made it plain by leaning in and whispering in his ear, "You have no idea how horny I am. I’ve been waiting for this since the day we met. I want you. Oh God do I want you!"

"You what?" Eric blurted, not quite believing what he’d just heard.

"Do you have a hearing problem, sweetie?" she said, but without malice. "Well, then, maybe I’ll have to give you visual clues." She stood up off the couch, and put herself right in front of Eric. She grabbed the hem of her shirt, and quickly whipped it off. Then she reached around and undid her bra. She shrugged it to the floor.

Before Eric could say a word-and he’d have to pick his jaw up off the floor first-Amy’s hands went to her jeans. Off they went, as she kicked her sneakers off with them. Then came the panties. Before Eric had time to blink, his girlfriend was standing there, grinning at him, wearing nothing but her socks.

She pirouetted once for him, then sauntered over to his bed. She climbed on top of it, and cricked her finger at him.

Poor Eric could barely stand. He managed, somehow, and walked over to the bed. "You’re so gorgeous," he gasped, looking down at Amy spread out on the bed. She giggled, and reached for the snap on his jeans.

"I hope you don’t think I’m horrible, or completely out of my mind, but I really have been wanting this for a while. And I’m on the pill, so no worries there."

Eric didn’t say anything, but pulled his shirt over his head. Amy pulled his pants and underwear down. Then she pulled him onto the bed, rolling herself on top of him and kissing him, their nude bodies rubbing together. She reached down, and grabbed Eric’s very hard cock.

"Ooooh, nice," Amy hissed. Eric blushed. "Oh, God, Eric, I feel like I’ve been waiting forever for this!" And before Eric knew what was happening, Amy had scooted down the bed-and slid her mouth over his dick!

"Oh GOD Amy!" Eric moaned, as she slipped her mouth onto his dick. She brushed the underside with her tongue, and gently sucked on it. Then she lowered her mouth on it, getting half of it into her mouth before it bumped up against the back of her mouth. She started moving up and down on it, using her tongue for extra emphasis.

"Jeez!" Eric gasped. "Oh, God, Amy, I’m gonna--" Amy just kept sucking. She knew Eric was going to cum-she’d figured it was his first blow job and knew he wouldn’t last-and she wanted it. She didn’t have to wait long. To Eric’s amazement, she swallowed every drop.

After she was done, she crawled up next to him, grinning from ear to ear. "You like?" she chirped.

"Uhhhhhh," Eric moaned. "I, uh, I mean-my God!"

"Glad you like." She bit her bottom lip. "I’m coming on very strong-are you OK with this?"

"Yes," he said. "I want you as bad as you want me. Just realize-I’ve never even seen a naked girl before, OK?"

"OK," she giggled. "Well, you see one now. You can even touch."

"That’s a good idea," he said, and reached over to cup her breast in his hand. He gently fondled it, causing her to let out with a soft sigh. Then he leaned over and kissed her.

She eagerly returned the kiss, opening her mouth so he could snake his tongue into it. His hand rubbed her boob. Then, it reached down, and went between her legs. He rubbed her pussy lips up and down with his finger. On one pass, he reached her clit, and she squealed.

"OK?" he asked.

"Very OK, but be gentle there," Amy said.

Eric was inexperienced, but he wasn’t clueless-that would’ve been impossible with Sophia as an older sister! He’d asked some frank questions over the past few years, and Sophia was always good about answering them. So he knew what a clit was.

He kept his hand on Amy’s pussy, running his finger up and down it, gently nudging her clit every so often. His other hand was still on her boob.

Amy, for her part, was starting to get very warmed up, but she knew that there were better things than a hand. "Eric?" she asked, shakily. "Would you do what I did?"

It took Eric a minute to get what she meant-but get it he did. He smiled at her, then lowered his mouth to her nipple. He gently sucked on her nipple for a minute, then worked his way down her stomach. He then settled himself between her legs.

This was Eric’s very first close-up look at a pussy, and he took a good long look. Then he leaned in and ran his tongue along the length of it. Amy shuddered. The taste was unusual, Eric decided, but not bad, and definitely intoxicating. He nudged her labia with his tongue again, then dipped down to snake it into her opening. "Oh, God," she hissed.

He pulled his tongue out, and replaced it with a finger, slipping it deep into her. She moaned, and bucked against his hand. Then he went back to work with his tongue, moving up and down the length of her pussy. Then he zeroed in on her clit, gently rubbing it with his tongue.

"Oh, ERIC!" she cried, as she bucked her hips against his finger and tongue. He slipped his finger in and out of her, and increased the pressure with his tongue, sucking on her clit as his tongue lashed against it. "Yesyesyesyesyesyes!" she chanted, her legs stiffening and her hips moving against his face and hand. He kept it up and felt her build. "Yes! Yes! Oh God Yes! Oh ERIC!" And with that, she exploded, her pussy clamping down on his hand, the waves of her orgasm running up through her stomach and down her legs, her hips pushing her pussy against his face.

Eric loved every minute of it.

He climbed back up the bed, next to her, watching her come down. She opened her eyes, and saw him smiling at her. She smiled back. The next thing Eric knew, she was wrapped around him and was pulling him on top of her. "Oh, Jesus, Eric, FUCK ME!" she demanded. He was happy to oblige, and slipped into her in one stroke.

She started gasping and moaning, and didn’t stop. Eric started slow, getting used to the sensations, then picked up the pace. Amy’s groans got deeper and louder. Then she started yelping, every time he hit bottom.

He went into her hard and fast, but not too much, trying to hold of his own orgasm until she went again. Since she was still coming down from the tongue-lashing she had gotten, it didn’t take long. "ERIC!" she screamed, and went again, her hips slamming up into his as her pussy clenched onto his dick. He went right in the middle of it.

Afterwards, cuddling, she looked up at him and grinned. "So, that was your first time. How was it?"

"Un-fucking-believable," he said.

"Good," she giggled. She looked into his eyes, with a twinkle in her own. "So, now that I’ve found you, a guy who I love and trust-I predict I’m going to be pretty much insatiable. Think you can handle that?"

He grinned back at her. "Give me ten minutes."

She laughed-to Eric, a magical sound-and wrapped her arms around him. "Oh, Eric, I love you."

"Love you, too."

When Jessie and Ryan got to Las Vegas, they got a surprise. There was a knock on their hotel room door, and there stood Crash and Liz.

"Crash? Liz? What are you guys doing here?" Jessie said.

"We had to come. After you called me and told me what was going on, I called Warren and found out when and where," Crash told her. "I wanted to be here for this." He reached to Jess and pulled her into a hug. "Congratulations. Be happy."

A little weepy, Jess pulled them into their room. Warren and Sophia came in shortly afterwards, and they chatted for a while, waiting for Ryan’s parents to show up.

They showed up shortly, and finally met Jess. Jess immediately liked them. Ryan’s mother told her, "It’s so nice to finally meet you. I know how good you’ve been for Ryan. Of course, I thought I’d meet you before you married him!"

"Well, you did. By a few hours," Jessie laughed.

The whole group, including Jess’s parents, went out for supper. Luckily, Jessie’s mother and Ryan’s mother hit it off in a big way right from the start. And Jessie’s parents were thrilled to see Crash there.

"So, when are you two doing this?" Mrs. Reidel asked Crash and Liz.

"Next summer," Crash said.

"That’s right, I meant to ask you, but I forgot-I thought you were waiting until after the Olympics to ask her?" Warren said.

"I changed my mind," Crash grinned.

"And I’m glad he did," Liz said.

After supper, they went to the courthouse-which was always open in Vegas-and got the marriage license. Then they hit a jewelry store, looking for rings. They found a nice set, and bought them.

When they got out of the jewelry store, Ryan reached into his pocket. "Before we put on the wedding rings, you need this one on." And he opened a box and pulled out a gorgeous diamond engagement ring.

"Oh, Ryan," Jessie hissed, getting weepy again. "When did you get this?"

"The other day, back home, right before we left. Even though it’s a short engagement, you should have a ring."

"Oh, you," she sniffled. "Put it on." He did. Their parents and friends applauded.

"Now we just need to find a chapel," Mrs. Killen said.

"I want to get married by an Elvis impersonator," Ryan said.

"Don’t you dare!" Jessie told him.

"Ah, come on-it’d be fun. We’d be able to tell everyone we got married by Elvis."

Jessie smirked at him. "No, you would be able to tell everyone you got married by Elvis. Because you wouldn’t be marrying me."

"All right, all right," Ryan laughed.

They found a chapel without an Elvis impersonator. A half-hour later, Ryan and Jessie were married.

A FRIEND’S TRAGEDY (Chapter 158)

Sophie was on the computer, checking out her email and also reading the latest news. Warren was in the room, playing with Betsy.

"It got out," Sophie said with a grin.

"What did?"

"Ryan’s marriage. It’s in the news. ‘American Ice Dancer Ryan Killen married his lady love, Jessica Reidel, in a surprise ceremony in Las Vegas.’"

Warren laughed. "We’ll have to tell Jess she got her name in the paper."

"Yep," Sophie grinned. She read for a few more minutes, then burst out with, "Oh, wow!"

"What, Pookie?"

"The Westerlund burned down!"

"Really?" The Westerlund was an old, historic skating rink-attached to a hotel-in Colorado Springs. It’d been the center of US figure skating for many decades. Though it had lost its singular prominence, it was still a training center, and events were still occasionally held there.

"Yeah. Burned right to the ground. Doesn’t Chris train there?"

Christine Arsenault, Sophie meant. "No, she trains in Denver. She’s from Colorado Springs, but she trains in Denver."

"Oh. It says here all the skaters got out. Three firefighters died, though."

Warren looked up. "Oh, shit!"

"What?"

"Christine’s brother, and her new boyfriend, are Colorado Springs firefighters."

"Oh." Sophie looked at the screen. "One of the dead firefighters is David Arsenault."

"Aw, fuck. That’s her brother. Oh, poor Chris. He’s her big brother-she idolizes him."

"Damn. What’s her boyfriend’s name?"

"Ben something-or-other, I forget his last name."

"The other two weren’t named Ben."

"Well, that’s good." Warren took out his cel phone. "Hi, Chris? It’s Warren. We just heard." He talked to her for a while, then hung up. "She’s absolutely inconsolable," he told Sophie. "Completely devastated. One good thing-her boyfriend wasn’t on duty. He got called down there, of course, but it was pretty much over by then." Warren took a breath. "Apparently, her brother got four terrified young skaters out of the building-but the smoke overtook him before he could get out."

"Wow."

"Wow is right. He was 31. Left a wife and three small children." Sophie just hissed at that. "I know. Listen, Pookie, you’re on the computer-get us some airline tickets to Denver."

"Good idea."

They landed a few days later, and found a hotel. They then rented a car and drove to Colorado Springs. Ellen had kept Betsy for them-she was rather young to be attending a wake and a funeral.

They got into town just in time for the wake, and couldn’t believe the number of people lined up to get in. "Well, that makes sense," Sophie said. "Look at all the firefighters."

They got in line to pay their respects. When they got to the front of the line, Christine saw them, and broke down. "I can’t believe you two came all the way out here!"

"We had to," Warren said. "How are you holding up?"

"God, it’s just awful. Will you guys stick around until after?"

"Sure."

They did, and Jack Garrison and Liz Cushman had also come out, and they stayed as well. "Jason just started class, so he couldn’t come, but he wanted me to," Liz told them.

They all went out to a diner afterwards, where they met Christine’s boyfriend Ben.

"David was the one that took me under his wing when I first joined the department," Ben told him. "He showed me the ropes." Ben grinned at Chris. "Then he introduced me to his little sister." The grin disappeared. "And now he’s gone. I can hardly believe it."

"I don’t know what poor Janet’s going to do," Chris said. "She’s 30 years old, with three kids under the age of 8, and now she’s a widow. My little niece is one year old. She’ll never know her Daddy." Christine started to sob at that. Ben wrapped his arm around her.

"I enjoy being a firefighter, but this is the downside," Ben said. "It could happen to any of us."

"And that scares the shit out of me," Christine admitted.

"I know it does," Ben agreed. "You think it doesn’t scare me? But think of it, Chris. You knew your brother better than I did. He got four young girls out of that burning building. He paid the price, but he got them out. He would’ve wanted it that way, and we both know it."

"I know," Chris agreed. "Sometimes, that’s the only thing that keeps me going, knowing that."

Ben turned to the rest of them with a slight smile. "I got a baby out, about a year ago. Cute little thing, only about six months old. The mother was out in the yard when the house went up. The poor woman was hysterical that she couldn’t get back in and get her baby. I got her. She had some smoke inhalation-but she’s fine now, I’ve kept in contact. The thing is-when you’re going in to get someone out, you don’t think about yourself. You just don’t. Not until the person you’re trying to get is out and safe. Then you think of yourself. David just didn’t have time."

"I understand that," Chris said, "but it’s not just yourself. That’s the problem. It’s the people outside waiting for you. Not me, so much-I had 24 wonderful years with my big brother and I’ll always cherish them. But Stephanie, my niece, had one lousy year with her Daddy. Because he wasn’t thinking about himself, he wasn’t thinking about her. And I know that’s horrible. Believe me, I know it. It’s very selfish."

"Hey," Warren said, putting his hand on hers, "we’re all selfish at times. It’s only natural."

They stayed until the funeral, two days later.

Afterwards, Christine stopped them. "You guys are going to be here in three weeks, aren’t you? For the pro-am in Denver?"

"Yes."

"Good. I’ll see you there. Yes, I’m skating in it. David would’ve wanted me to."

When they got home, Warren and Sophia had an idea. "I think we need to skate something special in Denver," Warren told Sophia.

"I think you’re right. Any idea?"

Warren did have an idea. They had only a short time to work on it, but they pulled it off.

Christine met them when they got into their hotel room in Denver. "I don’t know how to thank you guys for coming to the funeral. That was above and beyond."

"We’re friends," Warren told her. "How are you holding up?"

"Better. It hurts, and I’ll miss him forever, but it’s better. Poor Ben’s really shook up about it."

"Really?"

"He’s going to take classes to become an EMT. He can do that, the Fire Department runs the ambulances. He says he wants to save lives without putting himself in danger. It’s really spooked him. I told him to think about it, but he will, anyway-the EMT classes take a while. So, he can think about it while he’s taking the classes. And having EMT certification can’t hurt, even if he decides to stay a firefighter." Chris smiled a little bit. "And he asked me to move in with him."

"Are you going to?" Warren grinned.

"Yeah. I think he’s gearing up for a proposal-but, for now, he wants me to move in. I’m thrilled."

"Excellent. Are you skating something special?"

"Yes. Wind Beneath My Wings. It’s a cliche, I know, but it really is true. Except for my parents, David was my biggest booster. He was so proud of his skating little sister, you have no idea. He got me through some of the tough moments when we were younger. It just seemed like an appropriate song. And Janet and the kids are going to be here, plus half of the fire department."

"Good," Warren said, not revealing their own plans.

Even with Warren and Sophie’s success, ice dancing, in the USA, was still the runt of the litter as far as figure skating went. So, while there were 7 or 8 singles skaters at the American Pro-Am, and 6 pairs teams, there were only 4 dance teams. Besides the Kellehers, the other eligible team was Brenneman and Watts, the British couple. From the professional ranks came Nicholas and Coleman, and Bradochkina and Zhargov.

Warren and Sophia hadn’t seen Olga Bradochkina in some time, and were glad to see her again. "Darlings," she said as she saw them, "how are you?"

"Not bad, Olga, and yourself?" Warren asked.

"Marvelous. How is knee, all better?"

"All better."

"Good. I expect gold medal this year!"

"That’s what we’re shooting for!"

Warren and Sophia enjoyed meeting up with their old friends, and getting back on the ice.

They did the rhythmic program they had planned, the Beach Boys medley of Catch A Wave and Fun Fun Fun. It was fun and difficult, and it went over well, and they ended that part of the competition in first place.

The interpretive program was where they did their tribute to their friend’s brother. Christine, who’d skate her interpretive program later in the night, was in the stands watching.

They came out in all black. And they had picked an appropriate piece of music. Despite Warren’s joking about "going to the Springsteen well again," it really was the only choice-Springsteen’s impassioned Into The Fire. Written about the terrorist attacks on the World Trade Center, it still worked as a tribute to all firefighters and rescue workers.

Warren and Sophie’s program was understated, but still intense. It was also very beautiful and evocative. They’d done a remarkable job on it in a couple of short weeks.

When they were done, they received a standing ovation. Plus a hug in the kiss-and-cry from a very emotional Christine.

They didn’t even think of winning. There was no time limit on an interpretive program in a pro-am, but there was a minimum: three and a half minutes. Into The Fire was slightly over five, it was slow-building, and they didn’t even touch until over a minute into the program. Despite all that, they won.

Being interviewed afterwards, they commented that it was an emotional program meant as a tribute. "We didn’t even try to win, that wasn’t the point." Warren said.

"Well, you must be glad of the victory anyway," the interviewer said.

"Yes, but only because of the prize money. And only because we’re not keeping it," Sophia told the interviewer, plus the TV audience.

"David Arsenault left three small children," Warren continued. "There is a scholarship fund set up for them. For information, contact the Colorado Springs Fire Department, they have all the information. Our first-place check for this competition will be signed over to that scholarship fund."

After the competition was over-and Christine had won the ladies’, leading Liz Cushman to remark that she’d never been happier to lose in her life-Warren and Sophia went to the competitor’s party. There, they were able to meet Janet, David’s widow, and the three children. Janet hadn’t heard what they had said, and was flabbergasted to be handed the check. "And we put out an appeal when we were interviewed, so hopefully there will be more," Sophia told her.

"I can’t believe this," Janet said.

Christine was sniffly. "You know, they always say, when the chips are down, you find out who your friends are."

"Always," Warren smiled at her.

THE TALK (Chapter 159)

Warren and Sophia went to the two shows they were doing, the Elvis one and the Beatles one, in the weeks after the pro-am in Denver. They skated well and had a blast.

Then it was time for the other pro-am, the Canadian one, in Hamilton, Ontario. There was a bigger field of dancers for this one. Besides Warren and Sophie and Bradochkina and Zhargov, the Canadian pair, Damphier and Gaudler, would be competing. The former French champions, Borisina and Dravouche, would be there. A young Canadian couple were also competing. And, lastly, the two new American pairs-Courtney and Evan, and Ryan and Amy-would be making their debuts at this competition.

Ryan and Amy flew from Boston to Ontario with Warren and Sophia. Jessie and Eric also came for the ride, as did all kinds of parents-and Betsy.

Warren was sitting behind Ryan in the plane, and leaned over to him. "Hey, you know that you’re going to run into Courtney, right?"

"No doubt," Ryan said.

"How are you going to handle that?"

Ryan sighed. "That’s a good question. I would’ve said I was just going to ignore her. But that phone call threw me." He had told Warren and Sophie about that brief phone call he’d gotten from Courtney. "I mean, that didn’t sound like her at all."

"I know. I haven’t talked to her, but I’ve talked to Evan," Warren told him. "He says she’s like a different person."

"Yeah. Well, we’ll have to see what happens," Ryan said.

They got into Hamilton and practiced, but nobody saw Courtney-because they trained so close, in Detroit, they were just driving in for the competition. So, it wasn’t until the night of the technical program that Courtney and Ryan ran into each other.

"Hi," Courtney called out, happily but a bit shyly, when she saw Ryan.

"Hi, Court. How are you doing?"

"Fine. I hear congratulations are in order."

"Yeah."

"Now, are the rumors true?" Courtney said with a little giggle.

"That this was a shotgun wedding, you mean? Yeah," Ryan laughed. "But that’s OK, we were going to anyway, at least in my mind. We would’ve just taken more time about it."

"That’s good. You’ll make an excellent Daddy." She stopped and bit her lower lip. "Ryan, could you do me a favor?"

"What?"

"Watch our interpretive program? Please? I choreographed it. I needed to do it, and Evan went along with me. Thanks." Before Ryan could reply, Courtney took off down the hall.

They all skated their technical program that night. Ryan and Amy’s program to Living La Vida Loca went over very well. Evan and Courtney skated to Sunrise, by Simply Red. It was funky and sultry, and was well-received. Warren and Sophie brought the house down with their Beach Boys medley.

Warren and Sophie were in the lead, with only the Canadians, Damphier and Gaudler, anywhere close. But the new American teams were third and fourth, with Ryan and Amy in third, beating some of the more seasoned pro teams.

The night of the interpretive free program, Ryan and Amy skated first, doing a very unusual and difficult program to an interesting music choice, Oasis’s Wonderwall. A few other couples went, then Evan and Courtney.

Ryan decided to watch-and then understood why Courtney wanted him to. The music they skated to was Sarah McLachlan’s Fallen, a gorgeous piece of music with lyrics that were laced with bitter self-recrimination. The dance that Courtney had choreographed was restrained and understated, and quite beautiful. And Ryan acknowledged this performance to be exactly what Courtney intended it to be-an act of contrition.

After all was said and done-Sophia and Warren won, with their Lisa Lynne/Enya program, and Courtney and Evan beat Ryan and Amy for third-Courtney stopped Ryan back stage. "Can we talk?"

"If you want," Ryan said.

They went to the coffee shop in the hotel. They settled at a corner table with some coffee. "Thanks for agreeing to talk," Courtney said.

"I have to say, the phone call threw me," Ryan told her. "Without that, I might not have agreed to this. But I confess to a degree of curiosity."

Courtney sighed. "Think of it this way. Think of being stuck in a maze. And you try, and you try, and you try, but you can’t get out. Then, somehow, by some miracle, you get out-and you don’t even quite know how you did it. But, once you’re out, when you look back on the maze, it’s so ridiculously simple that you kick yourself for not finding the exit earlier."

"Was I your maze, our partnership?"

"No," Courtney said, and took a deep breath. "Why do you think I seduced you the first time, and kept seducing you?"

"To control me," Ryan said with a wry grin.

"Well, yes. But, think about it. Christ, Ryan, I was thirteen-do you think I came up with that one all by myself?"

Light dawned. "Your mother told you to go to bed with me?" Ryan gasped.

"Yes. ‘You don’t keep a man around unless you spread your legs.’ And that’s a quote. We can start there and go on-but I really didn’t see how badly my mother warped me until I got away from her." She took a breath. "This isn’t an excuse, mind you, it’s a reason. There’s no excuse for the way I treated you. And for that I’m truly sorry."

Ryan took a breath. "I’m still trying to wrap my brain around the fact that your mother told you to sleep with me when you were thirteen."

"That’s Mom for you. But it didn’t help things between us, either. You know, it might have been easier if you were brutal."

"Excuse me?" Ryan said.

"I went to bed with you thinking it was a duty. I was a sperm receptacle. And you were so damn gentle. It fucked me up. Not your fault, of course. But I think that’s why I was the way I was with you. You wanted me to enjoy it, and I was incapable of that at that time." She took a breath. "Jesus, the first time, I actually came. That made my brain explode. I was waiting to be used, and you didn’t use me."

"Jesus, Courtney, I was in love with you!" Ryan blurted.

"WHAT?"

"At first. When it first started. When we first started skating together, and when we first started sleeping together. I thought you were a goddess. My disgust with you-and I’m sorry, but that’s what it turned into-didn’t come until much later. And don’t forget, I was only sixteen myself. I barely knew what was going on. And then you offered yourself to me. I thought it was a dream come true. I thought you felt the same way about me that I did about you. It took me a while to figure out what was going on."

"Oh, Jesus," Courtney hissed, "and I thought you were using me as a convenient place to dip your wick."

"I was, after a while. Well, honestly, it was more inertia. It was easier to sleep with you than fight about it. But, yeah, it was a place to dip my wick, as you put it. But that was later. It wasn’t like that at first."

"I really fucked things up," Courtney sighed.

"As long as you figure things out," Ryan told her. "Are things better?"

"A lot better. Evan and I are actually working out, more than I’d ever thought possible." She laughed. "It didn’t start out that way. He thought he had to break me, not realizing I was already broken. But he eased up in a hurry. You know Evan-he’s strong-willed and controlled and focused. But he’s good to work with." She took a breath. "I’m also in a relationship. In fact, I think I’m falling in love."

"Great," Ryan said sincerely. "I’m happy for you. Who’s the lucky guy?"

"Well, that’s the thing. There’s no guy. It’s Shawna."

Ryan practically choked on his coffee. "Excuse me?"

"You know, Shawna? Evan’s ex-partner? We’ve become lovers."

"Oh, Jesus," Ryan said, "our relationship was so disastrous you’ve given up on men?"

Courtney cracked up laughing. "No, not hardly. This just happened, one day. I was crying in her arms because my Mother was threatening to move to Detroit. She actually tried that, by the way, a little later-once she found out I was sleeping with a girl she gave up," Courtney giggled. "Anyhow, I was crying in her arms, and one thing led to another. And I’m very happy with it, I like it a lot, and I’m falling in love with Shawna. But I’m not turned off on guys. I suppose I’m bi. If things fell apart between Shawna and I, I’d be open to either. But, right now, I sleep with another woman."

"This is just about the last thing I ever expected. As long as you’re happy."

"I really am. With everything. Shawna loves me, Evan and I have become friends, and my mother’s not around." She took a deep breath. "The only thing missing is you. I’d like us to be friends. I’d like to know that that’s possible."

"It’s possible, of course, Court," Ryan smiled. "We went through a lot together. And I think I understand more now."

"As do I," Courtney agreed. "Are you happy?"

"Very. I love Jess, and I’m very excited for the baby."

"Good. Please apologize to Jess for me for the way I treated her, OK? And I’ll tell her that in person if she’ll allow me to do so without ripping my head off."

"I’ll pass that along," Ryan laughed.

Courtney grinned at him. "So, Jess isn’t threatened by you skating with that little firecracker, is she?"

Ryan laughed. "No. Amy’s only sixteen, I’d feel like I were robbing the cradle. Besides which, I really do love Jess. Besides which again, Amy’s dating Sophia’s little brother Eric. And boy is he pussywhipped!"

Courtney cracked up. "Oh, really?"

"Oh, you should see it. But it works both ways. Amy’s had some hard knocks romantically, and Eric is true and steadfast and trustworthy. And Eric’s a bit withdrawn, so Amy takes the initiative. And they really do love each other. They complement each other well. And Amy’s thrilled to baby-sit after Jess has the baby."

"You old married fart, you," Courtney teased. "I have to tell you, though, that Amy. She’s young, but she can skate. Lots of charisma."

"It’s worked out well."

"Good. You do realize, I hope, that after the Kellehers win their gold medal in February and get the hell out of Dodge, you and I are going to be chasing each other for the next four years."

"Nationally, for sure. Internationally, it’s possible. Don’t tell Shawna, but you and Evan are better than the two of them were."

Courtney laughed. "And you and Amy are better than you and I were, I could see that already. But I think baggage had a lot to do with that. Anyway, I just don’t want this to be ugly."

"It won’t. The ugliness is over." Ryan took a breath. "I always knew that you were a good person underneath, Court. I’m glad someone pulled that out, even if it wasn’t me."

"Wasn’t your fault. If we had left my mother years ago, it might have worked out. Water under the bridge, Ryan. As long as we’re both happy and we can be friends."

"We can," Ryan said.

"Oh, and I have something else to thank you about. Remember, a few years ago, when you insisted on getting an agent instead of letting my mother deal with our management? Thank you, thank you, thank you."

"Are you still with Don?" Don Granger had been he and Courtney’s agent.

"Yes. And, as it turns out, my mother stole from me. And she could’ve stolen a lot more except Don was watching my back. This all came out when I finally left her. Don really couldn’t say anything before I was 18, because he was technically working for her. But I’ve talked to him, and she was worse than I even realized. Luckily, Don watched my back as much as he could, so she didn’t get much. And now she doesn’t get anything."

"That mother of yours is a piece of work."

"True story, but she can’t get me anymore. I still have a lot of anger to work through, but at least now I know where it belongs-pointed at her, not other people. I’ve started to see a therapist."

"Not a bad idea, all things considering."

They had finished their coffee. "Anyhow," Courtney said, "I’d better get going, Shawna’s waiting for me."

"OK." They got up and left the coffee shop. Shawna was in a seat across the lobby.

"There she is," Courtney said.

"Well, then, I’ll see you at Skate America. Listen, Court? You need anything, anything at all, you have my number, OK?"

"Thanks, Ryan, that means a lot. And same goes. You take care of that wife and unborn kid, you hear me?"

"Count on it," Ryan smiled. They looked at each other for a moment, then Ryan unfolded his arms. Courtney stepped into them, and they wrapped each other in a deep hug. After a minute, Courtney stepped away, smiling.

"Thanks. For everything."

"You’re welcome. Court? Be happy."

"I will. You too." She turned away, and went over to Shawna. They walked out of the hotel holding hands. Ryan watched them go, then stepped into the elevator.

THE GRAND PRIX (Chapter 160)

Author’s note: the credit for the ‘dessert’ one-liner goes to my lovely wife, Aphrodite ‹G›

At the end of October, a week and a half after the Canadian Open pro-am, the real skating season started for the eligible skaters, the Grand Prix.

It started with Skate America, which would be held in Lake Placid this year.

All three American dance teams had been invited, and relations between all of them were very good. Since Courtney and Ryan had buried the hatchet, they all got along well. Amy was a little intimidated at first-you know, worrying if Ryan would want his old partner back-but Ryan assured her that that wasn’t going to happen. After that, Amy loosened up and was her charming self.

The night before the competition, all the American contingent took over a big chunk of a steakhouse in Lake Placid for supper. All the dancers were there, plus Eric, Jessie, and Shawna. Allison Bowman was competing (Liz Cushman wasn’t, she’d decided to do Skate Canada and Cup of Russia) so she was there, along with her boyfriend Eddie who had driven up from Albany to watch her skate. Brett and Andrea were there. As was Tom Bellamy.

"All this love," Tom said, "I can’t stand it. Where’s mine?"

"At Harvard, studying like a good girl," Warren teased.

"Yeah, I know," Tom grinned. "At least she’s coming the day after tomorrow, which is the first day I actually skate."

"Yeah, she’s going to miss our first OD, though," Warren mock-grumbled. "Some sister."

"I’m here," Eric said.

"You’re not my brother," Warren teased.

"Well, brother-in-law," Eric reminded him.

"And, somehow, even though you are my brother, I don’t think you’re here to see me," Sophia added.

"Why, Sophia, who else would he be here to see?" Amy grinned, then turned to Eric and batted her eyelashes. Eric blushed, leading to giggles all around the table.

"Jeez," Evan grumped, "is there anyone here besides me that’s not going to be having sex tonight?"

"I think we just established that I’m not," Tom said. "And, before you ask, no, I’m not bi!" Everyone cracked up at that.

"I’m not going to be having sex tonight, either," Courtney said. "And, I have to tell you, skating with my period isn’t much fun."

"I can see where it wouldn’t be," Warren said, "but why would that stop the other thing? You mean Shawna hasn’t earned her Red Wings yet?"

"EEEEEWWWWWW!!!!" Courtney blurted.

Shawna laughed. "Don’t blame me, I’m game for anything, but my sweetie’s a little squeamish."

"Ah, it’s fun," Sophia maintained. "Courtney, you just put a tampon in. Then Shawna can have dessert and floss her teeth!"

The laughter after that was so loud, it filled the whole restaurant.

The closest competition for Warren and Sophia at Skate America were the Irish pair, Dunphy and O’Riordan, who had finished fifth at Worlds. The French couple were there, but they were on a downward trend.

So, winning was almost a foregone conclusion. This was a place for them to show off the new programs in front of international judges and the TV audience.

The Quickstep OD went over very well, with the audience and the judges. The Rock and Roll OD, done to the Ramones, simply had jaws dropping all over the arena. It got 7 6.0s for technical merit, and a raucous standing ovation. And the new Singing In The Rain free dance also got a standing O, plus great marks on both sets. The win was easy, and the programs were quickly being talked about.

The upset was Amy and Ryan defeating the Irish couple for the silver, which shocked and delighted them. Evan and Courtney finished fourth, but weren’t upset with that. "We’re still gelling, we’re not worried," Evan told Warren.

The next week, in Quebec City, the Canadian couple of Damphier and Gaudler started the defense of their World Championship at Skate Canada. They also won easily, with a young German couple, Lignau and Beicher, in second. The other Canadian couple, Ackerman and Sherrick, finished third. The big upset was that the Hungarians, Krasvalyi and Szubacsko, sixth in the World last year, only finished fourth.

The next week, Sophia and Warren were in Marseille, France for Trophee Lalique. They won easily there, over the Russians, Kuznetsova and Vasilyevskiy. A new young Russian pair, Nina Nikolayeva and Mikhail Shlupin, finished third. That was an upset, as the beat the Ukrainians, who had finished 7 th at worlds.

The British couple, Brenneman and Watts, made their debut at Nations Cup the next week-and, in a huge upset, only finished third. They were defeated by the Irish couple, who won, and by Evan and Courtney, who were thrilled with their finish. The German team, competing at home, couldn’t match their great finish at Skate Canada and only finished fourth

Damphier and Gaudler won again at Cup of Russia, with Kuzntesova and Vasilyevskiy in second. The young Russians were third and the other Canadian pair fourth.

At the last competition of the Grand Prix, the NHK Cup in Osaka, Japan, Brenneman and Watts rebounded, winning the competition. Amy and Ryan again finished second, with the Hungarians third.

That got the British pair into the top six, assuring their appearance at the Grand Prix final, a few weeks hence in Berlin. But it also, to their complete shock, got Ryan and Amy into the final. The Kellehers, Damphier and Gaudler, Kuznetsova and Vasilyevskiy, and Dunphy and O’Riordan also would be travelling to Berlin.

Tom Bellamy also made it to the finals, joined by a young American male singles skater named Brian Joss. Liz, of course, made it, as did Allison Bowman. Andrea and Brett would also be there. As the last big international competition before the Olympics, they were all using it as a set-up.

WHIRLWIND (Chapter 161)

Before their Junior year in college, Kate and Chad decided to get an apartment together.

A simple decision, really-for most people. But for Kate and Chad, it turned out to be the most complicated thing they could’ve considered.

The reason, of course, was football. The first problem was Chad’s coaches at Boston College. They were not in favor of the idea. Yes, players could live off campus. That was no problem-with other players. A player deciding to live with his girlfriend was another matter entirely. But the coaches couldn’t really do much besides grumble about it. And since Chad’s spot on the team was secure-he’d been a starter since midway through his Freshman year and was considered a rising star-they got the apartment anyway.

They found a nice place, close to BC and to Kate’s college, the Massachusetts College of Art. They found a spacious, clean two-bedroom-the second bedroom to be used by Kate for her painting. They settled in early in August, time enough for Chad to go to two-a-days, and plenty of time for Kate to set up her studio before school started.

That happened in early September, as did the football season. That’s when everything changed.

Boston College was a mid-level power in college football. They’d been one of those teams that consistently finished third or fourth in their conference-the Big East for many years and the ACC for the past few-and went to a ‘minor’ bowl game. Year in and year out. The previous year had been typical: 8-4 overall, 5-3 in the ACC, a victory in the Sun Bowl. Always good, never great.

BC did have higher aspirations this year. That team that had gone 8-4 had been made up of mostly sophomores and juniors, including Chad, the Sophomore quarterback. Chad himself had made steady improvement, as had his team, so there were glimmers of higher aspirations this year. Nothing major, though. The pre-season polls had them at 23 rd , most prognosticators picked them for fourth or so in the 12-team ACC.

The sense that things were different, though, started right off the bat, in game one. It was an out-of-conference away game against their old Big East foe, Syracuse. Syracuse was ranked 10 th in the pre-season polls, and was a 6-point favorite in the game. The Orangemen were clearly expecting a hard-fought victory against a quality opponent to open their season.

Instead, they got to be front-row witnesses to the coming-out party of Chad Kozak. Chad threw for 343 yards and 4 touchdowns in a resounding 35-24 victory. Chad and the Eagles solidified that the next week in their opening conference game, shellacking Wake Forest 42-7. Chad threw for 447 yards that day. Wins over Connecticut and North Carolina State brought September to a successful close.

It was the first three games in October, however, that really alerted the college football world that something special was brewing in Chestnut Hill. The first was against perennial power Florida State, a team BC hadn’t beaten since they joined the ACC. And this year, the Seminoles, geared by a terrific defense, were also undefeated and ranked 4 th in the country. They were confident that their stifling defense could shut down Chad and the BC attack.

And it did-for three quarters. Chad found his grove in the fourth, however, passing BC to two touchdowns, including a drive in the last three minutes of the game. The Eagles came out of Tallahassee with a come-from-behind 21-17 victory.

The next week, they were at home against traditional rivals Virginia Tech. That was an easy one-35-14, with Chad going over 400 yards passing again.

Then, they traveled to South Bend to take on undefeated and second-ranked Notre Dame. The Fighting Irish’s long climb back to prominence had been a national story, and this team-which was being touted as National Championship contenders-had gotten much attention. Since BC was also undefeated, this was considered a ‘test’ game for the Irish-but they were still 7-point favorites. Plus, the game was nationally televised.

And the national audience saw Chad throw for over 300 yards again, including yet another last-minute game-winning drive. BC won 28-24.

They were 7-0. They were ranked 5 th in the country, something that hadn’t been seen in Chestnut Hill since the Doug Flutie glory days. And the BC athletic department started making very serious "Chad Kozak for the Heisman Trophy" noises.

There were a few problems with all of this. Chad had not expected this, and was completely overwhelmed. Also, Chad-atypically for a big-time college quarterback-was publicity-shy. He just wanted to play the game and live his life. But he also knew that he owed a lot to BC, and owed a lot to his teammates. So, when the Sports Information department got requests from Sports Illustrated and ESPN to interview Chad, they pressured him to accept. Since the week after the Notre Dame game was an off week for BC, it was the perfect time. He had time off, plus he was ‘hot’ after the performance against the Irish.

SI sent a reporter to Chad’s apartment, and ESPN did part of their interview there with a camera crew. And the viewers on ESPN and the readers in SI got a glimpse at Chad’s life-which only increased interest in him.

Kate and Chad were talking about it after reading the SI article.

"Boy, I didn’t realize you were so atypical," Kate laughed. "I mean, are you the only quarterback in the USA that has a girlfriend that isn’t a size-zero blonde ‘aspiring model-actress’ that has a brain of her own?"

"Yeah," Chad laughed, "and it also seems that I’m the only one that doesn’t live with three other football players, have a posse, and wear lots of bling-bling. Of course, now you’re part of the story, that’s the part that worried me."

"What, that I might embarrass you?"

"Nah," Chad said. "Just that you got sucked into this. You’d never embarrass me."

"Oh, really?" Kate laughed. "The guy from SI didn’t use the quote I gave him while you were in the bathroom."

"Hmm?"

"Yeah. He asked me if a non-athletic artist like myself could appreciate your athleticism anyway. I told him of course I could-it comes in very handy in the bedroom."

Chad burst out laughing. "You didn’t!"

"Of course I did. He didn’t use it, though."

"I suppose that’s a good thing," Chad chuckled. "These guys expecting you to be the adoring girlfriend are in for a surprise."

"Got that right!"

Chad was right in that Kate became part of ‘the story.’ The TV cameras at subsequent games panned the audience looking for her. When she wasn’t at one game, the interviewer even asked Chad about it.

"She’s got a showing tonight, at Mass Art, she’s getting ready for it. So, if you’ll excuse me, I have to go change so I can go to an art gallery."

"Excuse me?" the interviewer said, confused.

"Kate’s a painter. And a very good one. So it’s time for me to go be the adoring boyfriend and goo-goo at her painting," Chad laughed, then hurried off.

BC plowed through the rest of their schedule. Clemson, Maryland, Duke, and Georgia Tech were quickly dispatched. That put them in the ACC championship game against their traditional nemesis, Miami.

Miami was also undefeated. They were ranked first in the country. BC was third. The winner of the ACC championship would surely head towards the national championship game, which this year was the Orange Bowl. Second-ranked (and also undefeated) Michigan awaited them.

The ACC championship was held the first Saturday in December, in Charlotte, NC.

ABC, which was televising the game, had Chad sit for an interview a few days before, to be played during the pre-game show. He answered the standard questions. Then, because Kate had become part of ‘the story’, they called her over at the very end. She sat next to Chad.

"Kate, do you have an inspirational pep talk for Chad?"

"Hmm, let’s see," Kate said with a twinkle in her eye. "We live in Boston. It’s 12 degrees there. If BC wins this game, I get to spend New Year’s in Florida." She turned to Chad. "Sweetie? Here’s your pep talk. Win-or die!" Then she got up off the couch and sauntered out of camera range.

Chad cracked up laughing to the interviewer. "And I’m supposed to be worried about Miami’s defensive line when I live with her?"

The game started out as a disaster for BC. Miami scored on their first possession. Then a BC running back fumbled, and Miami scored again. By the end of the first half, it was 17-0.

Then they got it in gear. Chad went to work and quickly drove down for a touchdown. He got them another one before halftime. Miami was only able to get a field goal in between. The halftime score was 20-14, Miami.

BC got the ball to begin the second half, but was thwarted. Miami came back with another field goal to take a 23-14 lead. BC answered, and with a touchdown, to make it 23-21. Then the teams traded touchdowns, making the score 30-28 Miami. With three minutes left in the game, Miami was trying to score the clinching touchdown, but were stopped. They had to settle for another field goal. They led 33-28, with 3 minutes left.

"OK, boys, more than enough time," Chad said as he entered the huddle. And he was right. He steadily and efficiently led BC down the field, bit by bit, in the remaining time. And, with 10 seconds left, he threw a perfect pass to his best friend Chad in the endzone. Once again Chad had lived up to the nickname he had picked up, Comeback Kozak. BC won, 35-33, and would be headed to the Orange Bowl to play for their very first national championship.

"Miami in January. Gotta love it," Kate said to Chad with a grin after the game.

"Better than Quebec City in February, though we’ll be there, too!"

THE FINAL TUNE UP (Chapter 162)

A week and a half before Christmas, the leading lights of the figure skating community landed in Berlin for the Grand Prix finals.

Sophie and Warren were excited. Because this was their last year in skating, they were trying to savor everything. And they’d never been to Berlin, so this was an opportunity to check out a new city. They arrived early, with Betsy in tow, and did copious sightseeing. They checked out the Brandenberg Gate and strolled down the Unter Den Linden. They checked out the Berlin Wall Museum and Checkpoint Charlie. They took a tour of the Reichstag.

"This is possibly the best thing about being a skater," Warren said. "We’ve seen so many places. It might be the part I miss the most."

"Now we’ll just have to do it as tourists," Sophie laughed.

"Maybe, maybe not," Warren said. "I’ve been thinking about my career."

"How so?"

"I was thinking about what the doc that operated on my knee said to me. About becoming an orthopedic surgeon with a specialty in sports medicine, instead of a pediatrician. He says he still works with mostly kids and teenagers. And it’d give me a way to stay connected with sports."

"You mean like volunteering to be the doctor at competitions, stuff like that?" Sophie said.

"Exactly," Warren said. "I have time to think about it, but I’m seriously thinking about it."

"That would be cool, actually. You know how I feel-whatever you want to do. But, hey, you are an athlete. You know how an athlete’s body works. I think you’d be dynamite at it."

"Yeah. And it’d be fun to go more places."

"We’ve seen a lot, haven’t we?" Sophie said. "I mean, we’ve been all over the US and Canada, but, even outside of that, we’ve seen a lot."

"Yeah. Paris, London, Moscow, now Berlin. We’ve seen Switzerland and Norway."

"Beijing. Nagano, Japan. Don’t forget Amsterdam," Sophie grinned.

"How could I forget Amsterdam?" Warren laughed. "And if we go to Worlds this year, we’ll get to see Budapest."

"That’s the best reason for going to Worlds," Sophia laughed.

The schedule for the Grand Prix Final was thus: the short programs (or original dance) on Thursday; the first free program on Friday; the second free program on Saturday. The second free, which was the current year’s free, was worth half the score. The original program and the other free were worth one fourth each.

Since there are two OD’s in ice dancing now, one would be drawn for the Final. Warren and Sophia were kind of hoping to rip off their rock and roll OD, but it was the quickstep that was drawn. That was OK, too, they were confident in that.

The order of skaters was the same as the Olympics: Pairs, Men, Dance, then Ladies. So, the pairs started out with their short program. The battle seemed to be between Andrea and Brett and the Canadian champs, Sellers and Poulin. However, at least in the short program, that battle was pre-empted, as both the top teams had problems. The leaders after the short program were the Czechs, Trogonickova and Kepul, who had finished fourth at last years’ Worlds. Second were the young Russian pair of Yaskovarina and Chebinskiy. Andrea and Brett were third, Sellers and Poulin fourth. The defending world bronze medallists, Yin and Li of China, plummeted to sixth after major difficulties.

No surprises in the men. Three-time World Champion Lavrenti Bladanikov won, with Tom in second.

Then it was time for Warren and Sophia, who romped. Their Scott Joplin quickstep was almost unbeatable when skated clean-and skate it clean they did. The big surprise was the Brits beating the Canadians for second; and Amy and Ryan beating the Russians for fourth.

Also no surprise in the Ladies: Liz first, Allison second, the rest fighting for third.

The first free skate was the next night. This was to be the ‘second’ free skate, the one not from this year.

Andrea and Brett got a bit more on track, but finished behind Yaskovarina and Chebinskiy. The Czechs fell to third-and Sellers and Poulin, having major problems, were fourth again. The men went right to form.

Warren and Sophia reprised their Bruce Springsteen free dance from last year, which they had only skated once and not at their best. They wanted to perform it right one time. They did, it was excellent, but it placed behind the Canadians just as it had last year. This phase of the competition was the most difficult for Amy and Ryan, since they really didn’t have a second free dance, being a new team. They cobbled something together, but finished sixth and last.

The big shock was in the ladies’, where Liz Cushman had the worst skate in about five years, and finished all the way back in fifth. She was still second overall, but so far behind she’d need help to defeat the leader-a completely stunned Allison Bowman. And Liz was only slightly ahead of a three-way tie for third place.

Andrea and Brett skated the final free program well, but not perfectly, and lost to the Czechs, who skated a wonderful, inspired program. The Canadians managed to pull themselves together somewhat and finish third in the final three, but fourth overall.

The big upset came in Men’s, where Tom Bellamy, for the first time in his career, outskated Lavrenti Bladanikov to win the final. Bladanikov was excellent, but Tom skated the performance of his career and eked out a deserving victory. Kristin went nuts in the stands, and it was a good boost of confidence for Tom going into the Olympics.

Warren and Sophia simply nailed their Singing In The Rain free dance, and weren’t challenged. The Brits finished second and the Canadians third-although they were only fourth in the final free dance, a discouraging development. Third in the final free-and fourth overall-were an ecstatic Ryan and Amy.

And Liz Cushman didn’t get the help she needed. She won the final free, but Alison finished second, which was enough for Alison to win the title. Hungarian champion Ildiko Beres upset the skaters from Russia and Japan to win the bronze.

Tom and Warren and Sophia went back to the USA thrilled. Liz was disappointed, but encouraged by her win in the final free. And Andrea and Brett knew they had some work to do.

Next stop for the USA contingent would be Boston, in January, for Nationals.

HAPPY CHRISTMAS (Chapter 163)

It was about a week prior to Christmas. Jess and Ryan were over Sophia and Warren’s house. They had eaten dinner and were gathered in the living room, chatting. Warren’s parents had taken Betsy overnight. They’d watched the Heisman Trophy ceremony, where Chad had finished third. Now, afterwards, they were just chatting.

"So, it’s a boy?" Sophia asked.

"It’s a boy," Jessie confirmed. "We had the ultrasound the other day."

"Any names being bandied about?"

"We’ve actually decided," Jessie told her.

"Jess was nice enough to agree to naming him after my grandfather, who died last year. So he’ll be Seamus Killen," Ryan said.

"Seamus Warren Killen," Jessie smiled.

Warren blinked at her. "Really? Wow. I’m honored."

"Well, it went well together," Jessie laughed. "It just popped out, and Ryan said, ‘That would be cool.’ So, Seamus Warren it is."

"Most excellent," Sophia said. She looked at Jess. "What are you, four months now?"

"Yeah."

"You’re starting to show."

"Yup," Jess said with a grimace.

"Don’t make a face," Sophie told her. "It’s sexy. Very sexy."

"That’s what I keep trying to tell her," Ryan laughed.

"In fact," Sophie teased, "if you’re husband wasn’t in the room I might have to attack you." Everyone cracked up at that.

"Don’t worry about me, go for it anyway," Ryan laughed.

"Nah. I wouldn’t want to cramp your style, Ryan," Sophie giggled.

Ryan looked serious all of a sudden. "You won’t, Sophie. Listen. It has become increasingly aware to me that there is something missing in Jessie’s life. She’s mostly happy, but there’s something missing. I’d bet my Grand Prix winnings that the something that’s missing is you."

Jessie looked at him, wide-eyed. He looked back at her. "Am I right?" Jessie didn’t say anything, but Ryan saw it in her eyes. "That’s what I thought. Sophie? Take Jessie upstairs."

"You’re kidding," Jessie hissed.

"No, I’m not kidding," Ryan said with a smile. "I knew this was coming. I’ve known it for some time. Jessie, I have no problem with you. I love you, I know you love me-but I know about the bond that you have with Sophie. Go for it. It’s fine with me." He turned to Warren. "Any sports on that TV?"

"The Bruins are playing," Warren laughed and found the TV remote.

Jessie looked at Ryan, then squealed and launched herself at him. "Thank you," she said softly into Ryan’s ear. "I love you so much."

"Go," Ryan said with a smile. Sophie whispered something into Warren’s ear, then the two girls went upstairs.

"You want a beer?" Warren said.

"Love one," Ryan replied. Warren went out and got them each one. They settled in with the Bruins playing on the TV.

"That was a mighty generous thing you did," Warren said.

"Ah," Ryan said, "I did know this was coming. I was just waiting for the right time to tell Jess it was all right. I could tell she missed it. It’s gotten worse since she’s gotten pregnant."

"Wait until Sophie gets pregnant again, then it’ll really be bad. Jess has a lactation fetish."

Ryan practically choked on his beer. "She what?!?!?"

"Yup. She was harder to wean than Betsy."

"Oh Jesus," Ryan said through laughter. "Unbelievable." He looked at Warren. "Sophie might find out she has one in about five months."

"Fine with me," Warren grinned.

They watched the game for a while, chatting about not much, then Warren looked at his watch. "Ryan?"

"Yeah?"

"They went up there twenty minutes ago. On her way up, Sophia told me to wait twenty minutes or so-and then ask you if you wanted us to join them."

"She did?"

"Yeah. It’s completely up to you whether or not we do."

"Wow," Ryan said and stared at his beer for a full minute. "What is going to happen if we go up there?"

"A lot of that’s up to you, too. Well, I’m not gay, so that won’t happen," Warren grinned.

"Neither am I," Ryan laughed.

"Good. But, outside of that, what happens is pretty much up to you. You want to watch, we can do that. You want to get involved, we can do that. The three of us have done it before, and with another guy when Jess was dating Crash, so we don’t mind. But it’s up to you. You don’t want me to lay a hand on Jess, I won’t."

"And if I say I don’t mind if you do lay a hand on Jess?"

"Oh, I’ll end up fucking her brains out, no doubt," Warren laughed.

"And what will I be doing?"

"Fucking Sophie’s brains out, probably," Warren chuckled.

Ryan almost dropped his beer at that one! "You mean, you wouldn’t tell me hands off Sophie?"

"Nope," Warren grinned. "If you come up there-like I said, anything’s fine with us. We’ve done this before. Besides which, Sophie and I are very, very secure in our relationship. It took a whole lot to get to that point, but we are. We can do extracurricular things with dear friends, and it’s fine. You have to decide if you are that secure with Jess."

"If I wasn’t, I wouldn’t have sent her up there with Sophie."

"That’s different than the two of us getting involved."

"A little, but not that much."

"True. It’s still your call."

Ryan grinned. "Let’s go up. I admit it, I want to see this at the very least."

"Yes, you do," Warren laughed. They headed up the stairs to the bedroom.

They got to the bedroom and found Sophia lying on the bed, Jessie on top of her, engaged in a raucous 69.

"Wow!" Ryan hissed.

"I love that sight," Warren agreed.

Jessie, into what she was doing, was oblivious to their presence. However, Sophie heard them. She peeked past Jessie’s leg and said, "Hi, boys!"

That got Jessie’s attention. "Boys?" She looked over at the door, saw them, and hissed, "Oh, God!"

"Jess, it’s OK," Sophie said. "I told Warren that they could come up if Ryan wanted to."

Jessie looked at Ryan. "You’re OK with this?"

"Uh, yeah, definitely," Ryan managed to get out.

"OK," Jessie laughed, and dove back into Sophie’s pussy.

While the two girls went at it, Warren quickly stripped off his clothes. Ryan shrugged and followed suit. They ended up on the bed, one on either side of the girls. Sophie, being on the bottom, wasn’t using her arms to hold herself up as Jessie was. So, she reached over with her left hand to grab Warren’s dick. Then she did the same with her other hand and wrapped that around Ryan’s dick. Jessie noticed this out of the corner of her eye and grinned. "Go, Sophie!" she said, then dove back into Sophie’s pussy.

Both girls were approaching climax. Sophie’s hips rose from the bed, and she pushed her pussy up into Jessie’s face. Jessie ground her pussy down at Sophie, both of them sucking on the other’s clit. They came almost simultaneously, yelping into each other’s pussy.

Jessie slumped on top of Sophie for a minute, then, suddenly, got up. She looked over at Warren, then crawled off of Sophie. Warren had been sitting up, Sophie’s hand still wrapped around his dick. Jessie pushed him over so he was lying down, then pushed Sophie’s hand away. Quickly she straddled him, and sank down on his dick.

Ryan watched this, and blinked. He knew it was coming, but was still slightly startled to see his wife-his pregnant wife-slowly sliding up and down on another guy’s cock. After a minute, though, he found himself enjoying watching. He trusted Jesse, and he trusted Warren. He was a little surprised, actually, to find himself getting turned on at the sight. Well, the sight-and Sophie tugging on his dick!

Sophie sat up, grinning at him, still grabbing his dick. "You want to do what they’re doing, or you want to watch for a while?" she asked.

"Maybe watch a little," he said.

"OK. It’s pretty beautiful to watch, isn’t it?"

"Yeah. Yeah, it is," he admitted.

They sat there, gently fondling each other, watching as Jessie bounced on Warren’s dick. Jessie gradually picked up speed, and Warren matched her as best he could, pushing himself upward at her. The pace increased, and Jessie started moaning.

"Oh, God," Ryan hissed, watching this. Sophie giggled, and pulled his face towards hers. They ended up sprawled on the bed, wrapped in a kiss, Ryan’s hand fondling Sophie’s boob as her hands roamed up and down his back. Sophie settle back on the bed, legs spread, and whispered to Ryan, "It’s our turn."

Ryan smiled, and went to position himself as he looked down on Sophie, open and ready in front of him. Ryan had to admit it. He knew he loved Jess, and wouldn’t ever think of cheating on her. But this wasn’t cheating, not when they were all in agreement. And, he had to admit-Sophie was one of the sexiest women he’d ever laid eyes on.

He kneeled in between Sophie’s legs, which put him almost even with Jessie, who was straddled over Warren. Jessie noticed. On an impulse, she stopped moving on top of Warren, leaned over, grabbed a startled Ryan around the neck, and kissed him. She broke the kiss, giggled, and waved at him as if to say, "Continue with what you were doing." Then she started moving on top of Warren again. Ryan grinned, shrugged, and moved to line himself up with Sophia.

He pushed his dick into her, and she moaned. He hit bottom, and she curled her legs up around his ass. They started going at it in earnest just as Jessie reached her climax beside them. Warren grunted and came into her shortly afterwards. Sophie and Ryan were just getting going.

Warren and Jessie curled up together and watched the other two go at it. Warren chuckled at Sophie’s increase in volume. "Here comes the ol’ banshee wailing," he whispered to Jess.

Sophie did just that, screaming as she climaxed around Ryan’s dick. Ryan quickly joined her.

Afterwards, they were spread out on the bed, all four of them-still nude-and sharing a bottle of wine. They’d also fetched some cheese and crackers that Warren and Sophia had in the fridge.

"I expected Jess and Sophie," Ryan said. "I knew that one was not going to go away, and I knew I’d have to let Jess know it was all right with me." He grinned. "I didn’t expect all this, though!"

"Are you OK with it?" Jess asked.

"Yes. Are you?"

"We’ve been down this road before," Sophia laughed, "so the only one we’re worried about is you."

"It’s fine. I had a lot of fun. If it were anyone else but you two, I wouldn’t be able to do it."

"It’ll never be anyone else, I promise," Jessie said. "This is a special thing."

"I know," Ryan said, then grinned. "I can’t wait until Sophie gets pregnant again. Warren told me about your lactation fetish, Jess."

"Oh, great," Jess laughed.

"And I told Warren that, in five months we’ll find out if Sophie has one, too."

"Hmmmmm. Well, hmmmmm," Sophie said, to general laughter.

"Might I also add that I have one?" Warren interjected with a grin.

"That’s all I need," Ryan laughed.

"You’d better get one soon, honey," Jessie teased him. "Or with the baby and those two around, you might never see my boobs."

"Can’t have that," Ryan joked.

They all had a wonderful Christmas.

Then, for New Years’, Warren, Sophie, Ellen and Dan and the whole family, and Kate, found themselves in Miami for the Orange Bowl.

"I’m so nervous!" Kate confessed to Sophia.

"I can see where you would be," Sophia told her. "I think I’d go out of my tree if Warren was a skater and I wasn’t."

"Nationals," Eric interjected. "That’s how I’m going to be at Nationals. Watching Amy skate. I’m gonna bite my fingernails down to the bone, I can see it now."

The game started.

BC put together a great first drive, quickly taking a 7-0 lead. Michigan responded with a drive of their own at the beginning of the second quarter, tying the score. After stopping BC on their next possession, Michigan got the ball back and drove down close enough to kick a field goal. Halftime came with Michigan leading, 10-7.

Michigan put together another drive to start the third quarter, extending their lead to 17-7. BC quickly responded, on a 50-yard touchdown pass from Chad to Butch. That got them to within 3, at 17-14.

After that, the game turned into a defensive struggle. Neither team could sustain a drive for the rest of the third quarter and the first half of the fourth.

BC got the ball again, on their own 25, with a little over 5 minutes left in the game. That’s when Comeback Kozak found his fourth-quarter groove. He quickly led BC down the field, ending the drive by throwing a perfect strike in the end zone to his tight end, Roger Jones. 21-17, BC.

The problem was, they’d left a little more than two minutes on the clock. And Tony Ciara, Michigan’s senior quarterback, had as much of a comeback reputation as Chad. He quickly proved it. A master of the no-huddle offense, Ciara marched Michigan down the field quickly and steadily. They got the ball down to the 10 yard line, with still thirty seconds left on the clock.

BC’s defense stiffened. The first three downs led to incomplete passes, as BC harassed Ciara and caused him to throw hastily. A BC cornerback just missed an interception that would have sealed the victory.

As it was, Ciara had one more chance, on fourth down. And, this time, he made good on it, throwing a touchdown pass. Michigan took a 24-21 lead with only 7 seconds left on the clock.

After the kickoff, Chad had one chance for a might heave downfield-but it went for naught. BC had lost in a heartbreaker.

"Hey, we played well," Chad told Kate after the game. "We have nothing to be ashamed about. And I’ll have another chance next year."

THE LAST NATIONALS (Chapter 164)

One of the nicest things to Sophia and Warren about their last ever National Championships was where it was being held-Boston.

The two of them still kept active in the online skating community. Sophia was responding to a post on the mailing list about what hotel skaters would be staying in while in Boston.

"None, half of them!" Sophia told the folks on the list. "Warren and I are staying at home, as are Ryan and Amy. Tom’s staying at Warren’s parents’ house. You guys’ll have to just grab your autographs at the Fleet Center!"

This was true enough, though Sophia and Warren did go into the hotel when everyone arrived, to hang out. They got dinner in the hotel restaurant on that Sunday with Liz and Crash. Crash hadn’t returned to law school yet after Christmas break, so would be able to attend.

"What about the Olympics?" Warren asked him.

"I’ve worked that out. I’ve told my professors about it, and they’re going to have me a bit ahead. Sorry, though, I won’t be coming out in time to see you guys-I’m only coming for the ladies’ event."

"Ah, well," Sophia said. "Guess you can’t miss too much class."

"Exactly."

The competition began on Tuesday, with the first Dance OD, the quickstep. Warren and Sophia had no problems with it, and easily won. Amy and Ryan were second, with Courtney and Evan third.

Wednesday afternoon was the pairs’ short program, in which Brett and Andrea romped. Then, that evening, the dancers went back out onto the ice with the Rock and Roll OD.

Warren and Sophie again took first place-and it wasn’t close. In fact, the Ramones OD got them straight 6.0 marks for technical merit. The crowd was on its feet 30 seconds before it was over-and they exploded at the end. Amy and Ryan again held off Courtney and Evan for second place.

Thursday afternoon began the men’s competition with the short program, and Tom had no challengers. Same went that evening with Brett and Andrea in the pairs’ long program, as they easily won the national championship.

The drama started Friday afternoon, with the ladies’ short program.

Since raising her technical level four years before, Liz Cushman had practically been unchallenged, up until her loss to Allison Bowman a month before at the Grand Prix finals. Liz had, for those for years, had the most challenging programs technically in the world.

However, Allison had caught up. Especially in the short program, where the jumps were limited. Liz did the hardest combination being done in the short program, triple lutz-triple toe. Only one other ladies’ skater in the world was doing that-but that one was Allison.

This still usually wasn’t a problem-because Liz had been the best artistic skater in the world for years. But Allison had caught up there, too.

Liz skated first, and had a little problem. It was the slightest of glitches-her free leg came down early on the back end of her combination. The lutz was clean, the takeoff of the toe was clean, she landed on one foot-but that second foot came right down, and she almost came to a complete stop. It was a clean jump, but it wasn’t textbook. The rest of her program was.

Allison’s entire short program, however was textbook. The combination could’ve been used on a jump training film. The rest of the program was just as good. And, after a year and a half of training with Terry and working on choreography with Warren and Sophia, her confidence had increased exponentially. It was close, 6 judges to 3, but Allison defeated Liz in the short program.

Friday night was the free dance.

Sophie and Warren’s coronation was never in doubt. The Singing In The Rain program was a wonderfully constructed program, and the duo delivered it flawlessly. This time it was the second mark, the presentation mark, that received sixes, seven out of nine. The technical mark received one six, with the rest 5.9s.

The drama in dance was, who would win the silver? Ryan and Amy had the lead, but, if Evan and Courtney beat them in the free dance, they would win the silver. That’s exactly what happened. It was close, but Evan and Courtney won the silver medal, Ryan and Amy the bronze. Both teams would be joining Warren and Sophia at the Olympics.

"Let’s see," Courtney said to Ryan afterwards. "You did better in the Grand Prix and made it to the final. We beat you at Nationals. You will, no doubt, beat us at the Olympics; and then we’ll beat you at Worlds. And then we’ll get to do this for four more years."

"It’ll be fun," Ryan laughed. "Hey, at least we’re all going to the Olympics. You and I and Amy have never been."

"I know, I can’t wait!"

Saturday afternoon was the free skate for the men. Tom wasn’t challenged at all, and skated an excellent program, earning an easy victory.

The ladies came down to Allison and Liz. Allison had the lead, but whichever one of them won the free skate would win the National Championship. Allison skated first, and skated wonderfully, earning excellent marks. But then Liz came out onto the ice and skated like a house afire. She landed everything perfectly, and skated the rest of her program with verve and flair. It was a clear victory. Both she and Allison would have their next battle at the Olympics.

Afterwards, sitting with Tom, Kristin, Warren, Sophie, and her boyfriend Eddie, Allison was astounded at how close she came. "Liz Cushman is almost my idol, for goodness’ sake. And how close did I come to beating her? One slip-if she had one slip, I would’ve won. I’m almost stunned."

"I’ve been watching you skate for years," Eddie told her. "And God knows I’m no expert, but even I can see the difference in the past two years, since you left that Ron Aztov bozo."

"I know, but-getting better is one thing. Getting to Liz Cushman’s level, or almost? That’s another thing entirely. I know I beat her at the Grand Prix, but that’s because she blew up, that’s different. She skated clean, and I still took two judges, and was within a tenth with five more. That’s unbelievable to me."

"You earned it," Tom told her. "I see the work you put in at the rink every day."

"Thanks," Allison told him.

"We’re neutral in all this, obviously," Sophia said, "but the ladies’ competition at the Olympics ought to be a barnburner!"

"All I want to do is skate clean and get on the podium. I’m in this for the next four years. I skate two clean programs, I’m happy," Allison said.

"That’s the spirit," Eddie agreed.

The exhibitions were Sunday. Warren and Sophia did the two programs they had worked on for the pro-ams: the Beach Boys medley, and the Lisa Lynne/Enya program. Both went over very well. The rest of the skaters also enjoyed the exhibitions, and all went back to their respective rinks to prepare.

The Olympics were a month away.

BUILDUP (Chapter 165)

Sophia and Warren had less than a month. Nationals had ended on January 15 th . That was a Sunday, the day of the exhibitions. The Olympics would begin on Friday, February 10 th .

They were still working. They wanted those programs down cold before the Olympics, so they were working hard. Sophie was so tired that she wasn’t even in the mood for sex for about a week.

"Are you sure you’re all right, honey?" Warren laughed.

"I’m fine. I’m just tired. We might be working too hard."

"Yeah. We’ll want to ease off some as it gets closer. Are we putting too much pressure on ourselves?"

"Of course we are," Sophia laughed. "But, it makes sense. This is it. Except if we decide to go to Worlds, but still, this is it. This is the only thing we haven’t won. This is what we’ve been gearing up for. And, you know how it goes in figure skating. The audience, what, quadruples or something for the Olympics? If you don’t win an Olympic gold medal, you’re an also-ran, even if you’ve already won a World Championship. Plus, there’s that ‘first American ice dancers’ thing. We’d go down in the history books. If we weren’t feeling pressure, I’d be amazed."

"Too true," Warren said with a wry grin. "And we’ve certainly traveled a long and winding road to get here. Our life has been so wrapped up with skating. So, when we’ve had a twist in life, we’ve had a twist in skating."

"And we’ve had a lot of twists," Sophia laughed. "Nine years. We met each other almost exactly nine years ago."

"And I wouldn’t change a minute. Well, except for being attacked, that I’d change. Everything else, I wouldn’t change."

"Even me breaking up with you Freshman year?" Sophia asked.

"It made us stronger. If we hadn’t gone through that, I don’t think we would’ve been able to deal with Betsy."

"You’re right. I never quite thought of it like that, but you’re right."

"It’s been a hell of a nine years. And a big part of it is almost over."

"Just in time for you to go to Med School-and for me to start popping out more babies," Sophia laughed. "And it’ll never be completely over. I still want to choreograph."

"And I’m leaning towards sports medicine, so I can stay involved. But the skating part’s about to come to an end."

"Do you regret that? If you want, we could turn pro and still skate, and you could put off med school for a while. It’s up to you."

"No," Warren said. "Pro skating actually holds no appeal for me."

"Me, either, actually."

"And as for eligible competition, it’s time to move on. We don’t win this year, we never will, and I don’t want to stick around for the downward slide. Plus, I’ve wanted to be a doctor since I was 8. The problem is, being a doctor isn’t going to be something I do with you. That’s the biggest loss, actually. I wouldn’t have cared about skating so much if I had done it with someone else."

"That’s so sweet," Sophia smiled. "I do know what you mean, though. We’re going to spend less time together. Med school’s a grind, and you’ll have to drive back and forth to Boston every day. So, yeah, I’ll miss the closeness aspect of it. But there’s a lot of it I won’t miss."

"Really?"

"Yeah. Most specifically, the keeping-in-shape part. That I am entirely sick of, I’ll admit it. I think we’ll always skate. Even when we’re like 90, I think we’ll put our creaky bodies out on a public session and waltz."

"Most likely," Warren laughed.

"Yeah. But the rest of it? I’m done, and glad to be done. As of the end of this season, I have lifted my last weight. I have run my last lap. I have counted my last calorie. If I gain thirty pounds from the next kid and it doesn’t bleed right off, so be it." She stopped, and looked sideways at Warren. "You will still love me if I gain thirty pound from the next kid, won’t you?"

"You really have to ask that?" Warren chuckled.

"No," Sophie smiled. "I know you will. Hey, I want to keep myself in reasonable shape, especially when I get older. But I don’t have to care about keeping myself in animal shape anymore. It comes as a relief."

"For me too, actually," Warren agreed. "Getting back after the knee was brutal."

"No doubt," she said. "So, anyway, that I won’t miss at all. I’ve loved skating. I’ve especially loved skating with you. But it’s time to go out."

"Right. So let’s go out on top."

"Damn straight!"

A few weeks before the Olympics, Warren and Sophie, along with Warren’s parents and Tom, traveled into Boston. Cambridge, to be more accurate-they were headed to Harvard.

Because of their crowded autumn schedules, neither Tom nor Warren and Sophie had had a chance to do this. But the second semester was just underway, and they had a chance to squeeze in a trip to go see Kristin sing.

When she arrived at Harvard, Kristin-to the shock of everyone that knew her-got up the gumption to try out for one of Harvard’s a cappella singing groups, the Veritones. "Wow, what a change that is!" Warren had told Tom when they had first found out.

To Kristin’s shock, she was accepted. "They must be hard up for mezzos," she joked to Tom. She’d always considered herself a pianist first, a singer second-but she was a good enough singer for the Veritones.

The only problem with the whole thing was that the Veritones kept up a pretty busy schedule, which cut down Kristin’s time with Tom. Plus, being a freshman pre-med at Harvard was no picnic. But Tom understood, and was secure enough in his relationship with Kristin to deal with it. Plus, it was a pretty busy time for him, too.

So, it hadn’t worked out yet that Tom would be able to see her sing. It finally would. Tom was thrilled-Kristin was even more thrilled.

"You’re particularly nervous tonight," Karen, one of the seniors in the group, said to her before they went out to perform.

"My boyfriend’s here. He hasn’t had a chance to see me sing, yet," Kristin told her.

"Her boyfriend’s a figure skater," Regina, one of the other girls in the group, told Karen. "He’s been too busy winning to come watch Kristin sing."

"Yeah, and my brother and sister-in-law, too," Kristin laughed. "They’re here as well. Since they’re also figure skaters, they’ve been busy, too."

"Ah. This is why you’re leaving us for a week in February-you’re going to the Olympics," Karen realized.

"Yep. Got to go watch my honey win a gold medal. Oh, and my brother, too."

"Is that realistic?" Karen asked.

"Tom won the silver medal at Worlds last year. Warren and Sophie won the World Championship a couple years ago. They won silver as well last year, but Warren was coming off a knee injury. Both Tom and Warren and Sophie won the Grand Prix back in December. So, yeah, it’s realistic. Warren and Sophie actually won the silver medal four years ago."

"That’s cool," Karen said. "Well, then, you don’t have to be nervous. They know what the performing thing is like."

"Too true," Kristin agreed.

Kristin and her colleagues went out and sang wonderfully. Kristin’s family and Tom thoroughly enjoyed it.

A week before the Olympics, Warren and Sophia were on the ice. Warren, on a whim, decided to pop in the CD that had most of their program music on it, and hit random. This had a lot of what they had skated to throughout the years.

The first thing that popped up was "As Long As I (Can Be With You)," the Patti Scialfa song they’d used as an exhibition years ago, and only a couple of times. They cracked each other up with their efforts to remember it.

The next thing was the Riverdance free dance. That they remembered just fine.

The Springsteen free dance was next. They’d just skated that at the Grand Prix final, so they didn’t miss a step.

Their old swing OD, "If You Can’t Rock Me," came on. They hadn’t skated that in four years and were surprised at how well they remembered it.

Next up was True Colors, which they remembered well. "Of course, this is the first time we’ve ever skated it fully clothed," Sophia laughed.

Then it was a real blast to the past, back to Phil Collins’ "You’ll Be In My Heart," their very first exhibition. It had been years since they skated it, but remembered a lot.

The Sinatra free dance followed, another oldie. They forgot a lot of the beginning, but remembered most of the "I’ve Got You Under My Skin" section.

"Damn, this is a lot of fun," Warren said.

Next came REM’s "At My Most Beautiful." It was only a couple years old, but they forgot a huge part of it, which made them crack up.

"One more," Warren said. Sophia nodded agreement. The last one, fittingly enough, was Romeo and Juliet. They remembered every single step.

"We going to exhibition that at the Olympics?" Sophia asked.

"Definitely. If we do two, we’ll do the Beach Boys first, then end with that."

"Sounds like a plan," Sophia agreed. "Damn, I love that program."

"Yep. But Singing In The Rain is pretty special, too."

"I know. It’s so us!"

The opening ceremonies would be on Friday, February 10 th . On the 8 th , they arrived in Quebec City, ready to go for the gold.

A SURPRISE FOR WARREN (Chapter 166)

The athletes’ village at Quebec City had a small section set off for married couples, so that’s where Warren and Sophie found themselves. Betsy was with Ellen, and would be coming with her when they arrived on Friday, in time for the Opening Ceremonies.

They got settled in on Wednesday, and spent that evening and most of Thursday, just wandering around the village. They explored the various amenities, and met some of the other athletes who were arriving.

Liz had arrived the same day they did, and they ran into her in the dining hall for supper that evening. "Jeez, you’re awfully early for someone who doesn’t skate for two weeks," Warren told her.

Liz laughed. "Don’t you remember? After Nationals, you guys elected Evan and I the figure skating team captains? Well, we have the captains’ meeting tomorrow."

"Lucky you," Sophie said.

"Yep. Well, at least I get to hang out and relax!"

Thursday, after checking out the athletes’ village and eating supper, Warren and Sophia were sitting in their room, just chatting. There was a knock on the door. They opened it up to find Liz and Evan.

"Hey, come on in!" Sophia said. "What’s up with you guys?"

"This isn’t a social call," Evan said with a grin.

"We had the team captain’s meeting," Liz told them. "And, after discussion, we took a vote. And it gives me great, great pleasure to say this." She turned to Warren. "Warren Kelleher, by a vote of all of the team captains, you have been chosen to carry the American flag in the Opening Ceremonies tomorrow night."

Warren was absolutely dumbfounded. He sat down hard on his bed, his mouth wide open in surprise. Sophie squealed, delighted. "Oh, honey, that’s awesome!"

"My God," Warren hissed, "why me?"

Evan told him. "Since you have been a competitive figure skater, you’ve been through more than most people would’ve been able to handle. The beating and rape. The knee injury. Getting married, raising a child, getting through school and doing well. It’s all about perseverance. You put yourself through a lot to get here. All the team captains saw that. You deserve this."

"Sophie’s been through some of that, too, and she had a baby."

"Actually, our first thought was both of you, but we found out that’s not allowed," Liz said. "So we picked you. Sophie gets enough publicity!"

"She’s right," Sophia laughed. "You do deserve this, Snugglebear. I’m thrilled."

"I’m honored. Not to mention stunned," Warren said. Then he looked at Sophie. "We won’t be able to march in together, though."

"I’ll be right behind you," Sophia smiled.

"We’ll make sure she gets in the front row," Liz assured him.

"I’ll be watching your ass the whole way," Sophie said to laughter. "Now. Call your parents!"

"Good idea," Warren laughed, reaching for the phone.

Warren didn’t sleep particularly well that night. And he was jittery all day Friday.

"I’m more nervous about this than I am about skating," he said over lunch.

"Why?" Sophia asked him.

"What if I trip? What if I drop the flag?"

Sophia laughed. "Snugglebear, when’s the last time you fell on the ice? You can do furious footwork without dropping a beat-you can carry a flag into a stadium."

"I hope so. It was just unexpected, so now I’m gonna worry," Warren said.

"Don’t worry," Sophia grinned. "You’re going to be awesome."

They spent the afternoon chilling out, then they headed to the gathering spot where the athletes got together to prepare to march into the stadium. There they saw lots of athletes including Alan Zimmer, the skier they had met four years earlier. Alan was a top contender now.

"Hey, congratulations on the flag," he told Warren. "Don’t drop it!"

"Oh, thanks," Warren laughed.

Warren went and talked to the protocol person from the IOC, who instructed him on the correct protocol about carrying the flag. He chatted briefly with the very nice young lady who’d been chosen to carry the placard with "LES ETATS-UNIS D’AMERIQUE" on the front. She was a local girl, about 18, from Quebec City and was thrilled to have been chosen. And it turns out she was a huge fan of figure skating and knew who Warren was, so that was cool. He chatted with her for a while about skating and the Olympics.

Then, it was time to march.

The folks from the USOC that were with the American team got them lined up and ready to go, with Warren out in front. As they were lined up, waiting to march, Warren heard the unmistakable sound of Sophie’s voice: "Nice buns, flagbearer!" Warren laughed, and thought to himself that Sophie must have made it up front.

The countries ahead of them started filing in, and Warren got ready. There was a belt he wore around his waist, and in the front of the belt was a cup. That’s where the end of the flagpole went, to steady it. The country in front started moving-Estonia, L’Estonie being ahead of Les Etats-Unis D’Amerique in French alphabetical order. So, Warren put the flag in the little cup, and they started moving.

He had to steady himself at first. This wasn’t as easy as it looked, and Warren felt all the nervousness coming back. But he managed, keeping the flag steady and sure as they marched into the stadium.

The ovation for the US team was loud and strong-with the Olympics in Canada, there were quite a few Americans in the audience. Warren just tried to drink it all in-the sights, the sounds, all the people, the pageantry. This was his second time marching in an Olympic opening ceremony, and he still remembered the first one vividly. This would be the last, and he wanted to remember every second. And you only get to bear your country’s flag once.

He carried the flag surely in one trip around the stadium, then veered into the infield. The athletes would gather there in the infield, but the flagbearers were directed to go to the edge of the infield, so they formed a ring around the infield and the outside marching area (what would be the track if this were the summer Olympics). As Warren veered off, he looked back, caught Sophie’s eye, and threw her a kiss. Then he took his place.

He stood there for the duration, eagerly watching the rest of the nations march in, chatting amiably with the woman next to him-the Estonian flagbearer. A luger named Marta, this was also her second Olympics and she was having a ball. She spoke perfect English and had Warren cracking up with her pithy comments about some of the uniforms the other countries were wearing. They talked about their respective sports a bit.

"That’s the cool thing about ice dancing," Marta said, "you can do it with someone you love. Well, doubles luge is theoretically co-ed, but it’s never been done that way."

"Doubles co-ed luge? Now that would be close quarters," Warren teased.

"No doubt," Marta laughed. "My boyfriend, unfortunately, is not a luger. He’s a biathlete."

"Ah, men on skis with guns," Warren said, getting a laugh out of Marta. "I think I’ll stick to ice dancing!"

Afterwards, Warren met up with Sophia, who was waiting for him.

"You were wonderful, Snugglebear," she said, kissing him.

"Were you OK by yourself?"

"Sure," Sophia told him. "I marched with Liz and Evan. I had to listen to Evan make comments about your ass the whole time. And you thought I was bad!"

They headed into the athletes’ dining hall for a late snack. The various American athletes there were quick to congratulate Warren.

"Nice start to the Olympics," Sophia observed.

"Very nice. Now all we need is a nice ending!"

RENEWING AQUAINTANCES (Chapter 167)

Saturday, the day after the opening ceremonies, was the day the Olympics began in earnest. It was also the first day of figure skating-the pairs’ short program.

It was considered the most wide-open contest of all the figure skating events. The field was led by the defending Olympic champions and the home country favorites, Jenny Sellers and Denis Poulin. However, they’d had a rough year. They’d lost the last World Championship to Andrea and Brett, and had had a rough time at December’s Grand Prix final, finishing only fourth.

Brett and Andrea were the defending World Champions, but had also had problems at the Grand Prix, losing to the young Czech pair of Trogonickova and Kepul. Another impressive pair were the young Russians, Yaskovarina and Chebinskiy, who had won the bronze medal at the Grand Prix. And, then there were the Chinese, Yin and Li. They’d had a disastrous Grand Prix, but were the defending World bronze medallists and couldn’t be counted out.

Any of these pairs could seize the moment in the short program. However, the initial gauntlet was thrown down by none of these. Skating early in the order was a second-tier German pair, Dagmar Lachen and Johann Schusster. They came out and laid down an absolutely flawless short program. With all of the big guns yet to come, their marks were a little lower than might have been expected-but the top teams were going to have to be excellent. The room was there, but the Germans had set a high standard.

The Chinese couldn’t meet it. The problems from the Grand Prix reasserted themselves, and Yin and Li found themselves well behind the Germans. The next of the pre-contest contenders to skate were the Russians. They were good, but had a few minor flaws. They defeated the Chinese handily, but were behind the Germans.

The final group contained the Big Three. Andrea and Brett were the first to go, and they nailed everything in their program. Skating with verve and flair, they went to first place on every judge’s card. The next up were the Canadians, under extreme pressure for being the home country’s best gold medal hope in figure skating. They responded to it well-except for one flaw. Denis two-footed the landing on their side by side triple toes. Minor, but since Andrea and Brett had skated perfectly, it was enough to put them in second.

Then came the Czechs, on a roll after their Grand Prix win. And they were wonderful. As flawless and Andrea and Brett, with a style all their own. It was as close as it gets, a 5-4 split, but they moved into first place. Andrea and Brett were in second and the Canadians in third. The Russians and Germans, fourth and fifth, would join the top three in the final group for the free skate, two days hence.

Sunday, Sophia and Warren gathered Betsy up and headed to the same place they had found themselves four years before-the ski slope, for the men’s downhill.

And, to their delight, they found themselves again in the midst of a bunch of Austrians.

They had kept in contact with their old friends Otto and Wilhelm, and were pleased to find them here. "The last time we talked, you weren’t sure if you were going to make it," Sophia told them.

"Right. Well, it’s harder, going to Canada instead of Switzerland. It costs more. So, we decided to make this the family vacation for this year," Otto told them, smiling. He introduced Sophia and Warren to his wife, and Wilhelm introduced his. All four fawned over Betsy.

"So, Gerhard Weichenbauer retired," Warren said, "so I suppose this is the Ingo Buell fan club now?"

"Got that right," Otto said. "It’s gonna be a battle between him and your American guy, Alan Zimmer. They’ve been trading the World Cup Downhill championship back and forth since the last Olympics."

"Yep, I know. Go Alan!" Warren joked.

They chatted easily as the first couple of skiers came down the slope. Then it was Ingo Buell’s turn. He skied impressively, and easily went into first place, to the delight of the Austrian contingent.

Three skiers later, Alan Zimmer roared down the slope. At the first checkpoint, he was very close to Buell’s time. At the second checkpoint, he was even closer. He came flying down the final stretch, and crossed the finish line. Everyone looked up at the clock, and then it flashed: he’d defeated Buell by half a second. The large American contingent, including Warren and Sophia, went nuts.

"Dat guy win?" Betsy asked.

"Not yet, sweetheart, but he’s in first place," Sophia told her.

"Ah, well," Otto laughed. "Can’t win ‘em all. Zimmer ran an excellent race."

They kept watching. Nobody else approached Buell or Zimmer’s time. Otto, a pretty big guy, had put Betsy on his shoulders, to Betsy’s delight.

The way big time skiing races go was that the top 15 skiers, based on the year’s results, were seeded. They drew lots for the first 15 places in the order. They went first so they could ski on the freshest snow. So, the winner of big races almost always came from skiers in that top 15.

Almost always. Warren and Sophia and their friends were chatting, when they heard a roar drift down the hill. They looked up, and saw that the skier on the slope was ahead of Zimmer’s time at the first checkpoint, even though he was skiing in the nineteenth slot.

They checked the scoreboard, and saw that it was Ed Lazlo, who was Canadian. At the second checkpoint, he was still ahead. "Man, this place is going to go berserk if he wins," Warren said. The shouting was already building at the bottom of the hill as Lazlo came into view. He came down the final stretch, pushed over the finish line by the shouts of his countrymen. Everyone looked up at the scoreboard-and it quickly showed Lazlo in first place. The place just erupted; and Lazlo, a definite underdog, was jumping up and down on his skis in delight.

Lazlo and the Canadian fans watched closely as the other skiers came down the slope. Of course, Lazlo was also besieged by the TV folks. He did one interview standing right in front of Warren and Sophia and their friends, and was completely thunderstruck. "I can’t believe it, I just can’t believe it," he kept telling the interviewer.

"He sounds like us, the first time we medalled at Worlds," Warren laughed.

"Or that first silver at Nationals," Sophia laughed. She turned to the Austrians. "He screamed so loud he punctured my eardrum."

"I remember that," Warren laughed.

After the last skier had descended the slope, the standings had held up. Lazlo won, with Zimmer and Buell filling out the medals. As the first Canadian gold medallist in a Canadian Olympics, Paul Lazlo became a very popular guy.

"The Super G, on Tuesday?" Otto asked Warren and Sophie.

"We’ll be here!"

The free skate for the pairs was Monday night. The Russians and Germans were the first two in the final group. Both skated well, the Russians just a little bit better, and they moved into the lead.

Andrea and Brett were next-and they skated an absolutely perfect program. It all came together, and they were even better than they had been when they had won Worlds last year. Warren and Sophie, watching from the stands, were ecstatic.

"I love it when a program we choreographed is skated that well," Sophia said.

"I know, it’s like seeing it the way you saw it in your head," Warren agreed.

The Czechs were up next, and the pressure got to them, just a little bit. They didn’t make any major errors, but were slow and laboring. They were still young, and, with the pressure of leading the Olympics when they had never even won a world medal, their youth showed. They finished behind Brett and Andrea. That would keep them in the medals, but it would be silver or bronze.

Last to skate were Denis and Poulin. Under a lot of pressure from the Canadian crowd, they dealt with it. Trying to repeat as Olympic champions, they dealt with it. From the beginning, they were strong and sure, hitting every move perfectly.

The crowd noise was building, trying to bring them along, and they just seemed to get stronger and stronger. Until, with about 40 seconds to go in their program, they attempted their last tricky move-a throw triple loop. And Jenny boofed on the landing.

She didn’t fall-but she was wildly out of control, her free leg swinging frantically trying to keep her upright. Her landing leg skidded off the edge. She finally dropped the free leg and came to an almost complete stop. It took them a couple of seconds to get back into the flow of the program.

That was all it took. Since Brett and Andrea had skated flawlessly, that one mistake took the Canadians out of it. They finished second, with the Czechs third. Brett and Andrea became the first American pairs team to win an Olympic gold medal.

"There we go," Brett told Warren and Sophia afterwards. "We got the first-American-pairs thing taken care of-so you guys have to do the first-American-dancers thing."

"Damn right," Warren said.

"American sweep! American sweep!" Sophia chanted, laughing.

"Let’s not count our chickens," Tom Bellamy, who was there, interjected. "There’s this little obstacle known as Lavrenti Bladanikov to worry about."

"You beat him at the Grand Prix," Warren pointed out.

"Fluke, complete fluke," Tom laughed.

"No way. Mark my words," Warren argued. "You’re going to beat him."

"Well, we’ll find out, starting tomorrow," Tom said.

ANOTHER SURPRISE FOR WARREN (Chapter 168)

That Monday night, after the pairs’ long program, Sophia pulled Warren into the bedroom.

"I have a confession," she started. "Remember back in January, where there was a stretch of about a week that I was too tired for fooling around?"

"Yeah," Warren said.

"That was a lie. I wasn’t too tired. I was waiting."

"Waiting for what?"

"Waiting for now," she said. "Which leads me to my other confession. I went off the pill after my period in December. That’s why I didn’t want to have sex that week, because I was ovulating. And I didn't want to get pregnant then." She grinned at him. "I want to get pregnant here, at the Olympics. Well, give it our best shot, anyhow."

"Really?"

"Really. And I should be ovulating today or tomorrow. So, whaddaya say, big boy? Wanna make a baby?"

Warren answered her by pulling her towards him and kissing her. As their lips melded, he reached for the buttons on her blouse. "I guess you like the idea," Sophie giggled, then went back to kissing.

They ended up on the bed, attempting to keep kissing while they also tried to take each other’s clothes off, a charade that ended with them side-by-side on the bed, laughing uproariously.

"Hmmm. Maybe I should just get these off and then kiss the daylights out of you," Warren said, pulling at her blouse.

"Yeah. It was worth a shot, though," Sophia laughed. She went for his belt buckle. She pulled his belt out of his pants, as he slipped her blouse off of her. He went for the bra as she went for the snap on his jeans.

They ended up in a squirming heap, grasping at bits of the other’s clothing, which somehow managed to come flying out of the writhing mass of arms and legs. They ended up giggling again, but finally naked, and then started making out.

They were kissing, and Warren moved off of Sophie’s lips and went to nibble on her earlobe. "You sure you want to get all big again?" he teased, whispering in her earlobe.

"Yes," she hissed. "You love me that way and you know it."

"True, all true." He kissed his way down her neck, and then moved lower, taking her boob into his mouth. He sucked on her nipple, making her groan, and moved his hand between her leg. "Oooh, baby-making turns my Pookie on," he said, after feeling how wet she was.

"Uh-huh," she groaned. Warren slipped a finger into her and it slipped right in. "Oh, God, honey!" she gasped. After a minute or two of that, she rubbed the back of his head and said, "I don’t think I need any more foreplay tonight."

Warren pulled off of her boob. "Need and want are two different things," he grinned.

"True," she grinned. "So, I want you to fuck me."

"Ah," Warren said, then moved up so he was between her legs. He aimed, and easily slid into her.

"Oh, God," she moaned. "Oh, Warren!" He started moving in and out of her, slowly at first, working up to a rhythm. "Oh, God," she gasped, "I’m so turned on I’m gonna cum real soon!"

"Oh, yeah," Warren hissed, and picked up the pace. She was right-it didn’t take long at all before she stiffened underneath him, screaming his name, as her hips came up off the bed. Warren held himself deep inside her and ground against her clit, as her pussy clenched around his dick.

After she settled down a little, he started moving again. She moaned. "You close?" she asked.

"Getting there," he grunted.

"C’mon, baby," she chanted. "Cum in me. Make me a baby. Do it, love. Make me a baby. Cum in me, cum in me…"

That was all Warren needed to hear!

Afterwards, curled up in a heap on the bed, Sophie giggled and said, "That was quick for us."

"Goal-oriented fucking," Warren quipped, making Sophie crack up. "Of course, you were so turned on that you were halfway there before we got the clothes off."

"And you weren’t?"

"OK, I admit it," he laughed.

"Well, honey, just to make sure, you know-we’re going to probably have to do this for the next couple of nights, at least."

Warren chuckled, and said, "I do believe I can deal with that."

THE WAY THINGS WORK OUT (Chapter 169)

They started Tuesday on the mountain, with their skiing-fan friends, to watch the men’s Super Giant Slalom. Another chance for Alan Zimmer and the Austrian champ, Ingo Buell, to battle it out.

"As long as we don’t have any more pesky Canadians getting in the way," Otto joked.

They didn’t. Ingo Buell skied excellently. However, three skiers later, Alan Zimmer skied the Super G of his life, beating Buell by a full half-second. When all was said and done, Zimmer had won his first Olympic gold medal. The Austrians good-naturedly grumbled-and celebrated with Warren and Sophie. Buell took the silver.

That night, on the ice, was the men’s short program.

Sophia and Warren sat in the stands with a very nervous Kristin. "I think I’m more nervous than Tom is," Kristin confessed with a giggle. "God, I so want him to skate well."

"He will," Warren assured her. "He’s ready for this."

He skated fairly early, and did skate well. He was perfectly clean, and skated with verve and flair. He took the early lead.

However, looming in the later groups was the three-time World Champion, Lavrenti Bladanikov. He was one of the last skaters to skate. Tom was still in the lead when he took the ice.

Everything started out well. He did a fine spin, and some choreography. Then he took off into his combination-the quadruple toe-triple toe. He went up into the quad, landed-and put a hand down.

"Yes!" Kristin hissed softly. Then looked chagrined. "Jeez, it’s not nice to root against people."

"It’s only natural," Warren laughed.

Bladanikov completed the rest of his program without error, but blowing the combination was a huge mistake. That was an automatic.5 deduction on the technical mark.

However, his presentation marks were so high that he still managed to finish the short program in third place. That kept him in contention, because anyone in the top three would win the gold if they won the long program.

"What a gift," Sophia snorted.

"Of course. He’s the three-time defending world champ and he’s Russian. Two things that move him right to the front of the gift-getting line," Warren said.

Tom wasn’t upset, though, when they talked to him afterwards. "I expected them to somehow keep him in the top three. The big thing is, though, I have momentum."

"That’s the spirit," Warren told him.

The next day, Wednesday, after a morning practice, Warren and Sophia headed off to the luge run.

It was the second day of the women’s luge. Warren wanted to come and watch Marta, the Estonian luger who carried their flag in the Opening Ceremonies that Warren had chatted with. Sophia and Warren got there, and checked out the scoreboard-after the first two runs, Marta was in third, behind two German lugers.

They found a place near the luge run-and were surprised to see Marta walking along side, working out the kinks in her muscles. "Warren! You came!"

"Sure did. We love all these sports, anyhow." He introduced Marta to Sophia.

"This is great! I love the Olympics, you get to meet so many people," Marta grinned. "I’m going to be watching you guys skate, too, but there’s a reason for that. There’s an Estonian dance team. They have no shot," she laughed, "but the female of the team is a girl I’ve been friends with for years."

"Inga Taalsen," Sophia smiled. "We’ve met her-she’s a sweetie."

"They’re great, she and her partner. Like you said, they have no chance-top 15 would be a coup-but they love to skate," Warren said.

"I’m gonna love telling her that the Olympic Gold Medallists came to watch me luge."

"Don’t count those chickens, we haven’t won anything yet," Warren warned.

"She says you’re a shoo-in," Marta teased. "Anyhow, got to go slide. Thanks for coming!"

Sophia looked at Warren for a minute, bemused. "You flirt with every girl in the world, don’t you?"

"I wasn’t flirting!"

"Oh, sure you weren’t," she teased.

"I was not. Her boyfriend’s a biathlete. They shoot guns while on skis-do I look stupid to you?"

Sophia cracked up.

Marta ended up moving up to second over the last two runs, winning the silver medal.

The next day, Thursday, Sophia and Warren watched some more skiing, hung around the village, and then headed to the rink for the men’s long program.

Kristin was still nervous. "I think I’m more nervous, because he’s definitely got a shot," she said.

The rest of the skaters skated first. Tom was the second-to-last to skate, and Bladanikov the last. So, they just watched and chatted through the rest of the skaters.

Then Tom took the ice. Skating the program that Warren and Sophia had choreographed for him, he was wonderful. He hit every jump cleanly and sold the program wonderfully.

Then came Bladanikov. His first jumping pass was the same combination, quadruple toe-triple toe, that he had put a hand down in the short program. He didn’t put a hand down this time-but he did, ever so slightly, two-foot the landing. The rest of the program was clean as a whistle.

That little two-foot was all it took. Tom beat him by one-tenth of a point in the technical mark on every judge’s card, and that was the difference. By a 6-3 split, Tom became the Olympic champion.

And, when the results were posted, you could’ve heard Kristin’s scream in Montreal!

Afterwards, talking with the rest of the American team, Sophia said the same thing that she had said after the pairs’ competition: "American sweep! American sweep!"

"Not only that, it’s a Kelleher choreography sweep," Andrea teased.

"Well, the only person that can beat Liz is Allison," Tom pointed out. "So, Sophia, that whole American sweep thing? That’s all up to you two!"

"PRESSURE!" Warren shouted, to laughter all around.

Friday began the ice dancing. The Quickstep original dance was the first phase.

Amy and Ryan skated very early, and very well. Their marks were probably a little low, but that was a function of how early they skated. Courtney and Evan skated shortly thereafter, and were just behind their American teammates.

The first of the contenders to skate were the British team, Brenneman and Watts, and they skated lights-out. They’d had a good quickstep all season, but here they really nailed it. The ovation was rapturous and the marks were very high.

Sophia and Warren were next up, and skated their Scott Joplin program perfectly. It was fun and upbeat and got another thunderous ovation. However, when the marks came up, they had been beaten by the Brits by the slightest of margins.

The Canadians, Damphier and Gaudler, the defending World Champions, had a few problems, which dropped them down to third. The Russians were in fourth.

Saturday was the second original dance, the rock and roll. Sophia and Warren knew their Ramones program was as difficult as it gets. They knew that, if they skated it clean, it was unbeatable.

They skated it clean. In fact, they nailed it as perfectly as they ever had before. Even with all the rest of the contenders still to skate, they got a few sixes on the technical mark.

Brenneman and Watts skated well, but not nearly well enough to challenge Sophia and Warren. The Russians were decent, but finished behind the Brits. The Canadians skated fantastically in front of the home-country crowd, and finished second.

Going into the final phase, the free dance, Sophia and Warren had a clear lead. The Brits were in second and the Canadians third. However, it was so close that any of the top three teams could win if they won the free dance. The Russians were fourth. Amy and Ryan, and Courtney and Evan were tied for fifth.

Sunday was an off-day. Sophia and Warren relaxed, saw some other events, and hung out. They were ready for the free dance Monday night.

FINALE (Chapter 170)

Monday night, the Ice Dance finals, the free skate.

Amy and Ryan defeated Courtney and Evan by the slightest of margins to win the battle for fifth place.

Then, the top four couples took the ice for the warm-up. Sophia and Warren would be skating last. They ran through some footwork and warmed up, then stepped off the ice. They went backstage, but in range of a TV, so they could watch the other couples skate.

The Canadians skated excellently. They got top marks and a standing ovation from their home country crowd.

The Russians were just OK, and came nowhere near to the Canadians. Sophia, in fact, said to Warren, "Amy and Ryan should’ve beat that. Courtney and Evan, too. That was weak."

"Ah, well, you know how it goes," Warren laughed.

Then came the Brits. They were good, but not as good as the Canadians.

So, it was all up to Warren and Sophia. The medal winners were set. (Sophia and Warren would have to finish the free dance lower then seventh to not win a medal at all, which wasn’t going to happen.) And the Canadians were higher than the Brits. The final color of the medals would be decided by the Kellehers.

"Ready?" Warren asked Sophia as they waited to take the ice.

"All ready already," Sophia laughed. "It’s been a long road."

"It certainly has."

"We can do this. We can win this thing," Sophia declared.

"Yes, we can. We’re the best ice dancers in the world. Let’s go prove it."

"Damn straight."

They took the ice to thunderous applause. They moved to the center of the ice, to their starting position, and waited for the music.

Warren was dressed in all white. He was wearing a white sweater vest-with black and red trim at the v-neck-over a white shirt with the sleeves rolled up, and white pants. He was also wearing a white hat. Sophia was wearing a blue dress with ‘wings’ on the sleeves that fluttered when she skated. It was a precise reproduction of the costumes that Gene Kelly and Debbie Reynolds wore during the ‘dance on the soundstage’ scene of Singing In The Rain.

The music started, the opening passage to the song Singing In The Rain, complete with Gene Kelly’s doo-n-doo-doo’s. The Kellehers started simply, with some side-by-side steps with arms linked, into a spin.

25 seconds in, the music shifted-to You Were Meant For Me, the same music used by Kelly and Reynolds in that soundstage dance scene. It was contrary to ice dance convention to have the ‘slow section’ this early in the program-but Warren and Sophia never let themselves be ruled by ice dance convention. This section was a little over a minute long, and was a tribute to the sustained romanticism of the original movie scene. It was gorgeous and still complex.

The complexity was quickly escalated with the next section of music, the brutally fast Moses. They started out with their side by side footwork, which was fast, powerful, and difficult-and a treat for the audience. It was fun and frisky, and the crowd responded. They continued through the Moses section of music, working in a couple difficult lifts amongst the snappy footwork.

With almost two minutes left in the program, the music shifted again, back to Singing In The Rain. This time it was the end, the sustained instrumental to which Gene Kelly does most of his staggering dance solo in the movie. Warren and Sophia, of course, did it not as a solo, but as a duet. Even so, they tried their hardest to be as faithful to the mood of the Kelly piece as they could.

It started with their circular footwork, in closed position, moving swiftly and surely through the moves. They moved out of that into a quick lift, and then a series of steps that could only be called ecstatic. They loved this program and it showed. They did a spin during a portion of the music that quieted a bit, then came out of that to a series of skipping steps during the crescendo.

After that, the music almost stops-it’s the part in the movie where Kelly is surprised by the suspicious cop-and they pulled into a spin at that point. Then the main theme repeats slower, and they did a series of steps to that. Then they pulled into their final lift, a spinning one, at the part where Kelly sings, "I’m dancing, and singing in the rain." They come out of that into the final repeat of the main theme, which they skipped to, arm-in-arm. Then Warren spun Sophia towards him, and they ended the program on an embrace, grinning at each other, on the final note.

The applause was roof-shattering.

They left the ice ecstatic. "You couldn’t have done it any better," June told them. "Just perfect." They kissed, and babbled happily, and waited for the marks.

In a mailbox in Oceanview, Massachusetts, sat a letter. It was addressed to Warren. It was from the admissions department of Boston University Medical School.

In her purse backstage, Sophia’s cell phone had started ringing. Voice mail would, by the end of the night, have a number of messages from different companies, wanting to discuss more endorsement deals.

Somewhere in Sophie’s body, a fertilized egg was making a journey. It had traveled down the fallopian tubes, and was now preparing, in the next couple of days, to attach itself to the wall of Sophia’s uterus. The creation of the Kelleher’s second child, another daughter, was well underway.

And, in an ice rink in Quebec City, two very happy people skated onto the ice after hearing their name called. They greeted the thunderous applause from the crowd with waves. Then, deliriously happy, they approached a podium, and climbed to the top step. They beamed with pride as the president of the IOC placed gold medals around their necks. And then they beamed, and cried, all at the same time, during the playing of the United States national anthem.

The past had been wonderful. Not without its problems, but wonderful.

The present was plainly glorious.

And the future? Well, that looked the best of all.

Warren and Sophia took their well-deserved victory lap with the gold medals gleaming around their necks. They took a second one with their daughter riding on Warren’s shoulder. The crowd screamed its acceptance.

Then, they stepped off the ice, and into the rest of their lives.

EPILOGUE (Chapter 171)

(The epilogue takes place 14 years and 5 months after Chapter 170)

Evan Pogdar looked out at his empire.

Yeah, right, he chuckled to himself.

Well, in a way, it sort of was. This was the Olympics, it was being held in the USA-New York City, to be precise-and Evan, as of the past year, was the president of the United States Olympic Committee. So, in a way, this was his big show. But he really didn’t think of it that way-this show belonged to the athletes. Having been one, he knew that.

He was the very first president of the USOC to own an Olympic medal-a silver. Four years after Warren and Sophie had won the very first gold medal in ice dance, it had been repeated, but this time it was a one-two punch. Ryan Killen and Amy Lowell had won the gold. Evan and Courtney had won the silver. After that, Evan had decided to go into administration. He’d thought about the USFSA, but decided he wanted to work with more than figure skaters. It had been a rapid ascent to the top of the USOC totem pole.

Of course, he still had a soft spot for figure skaters. But he couldn’t think of that now-considering the Olympics that he was about to preside over was the Summer Olympics!

He left his office and headed over to the Athlete’s Village. Officials and stuff were also staying there, and he headed to the cafeteria, hoping Ilona was there. He quickly found her, and happily noted that she was chatting with some old friends.

"Warren! Sophie! How are you?"

"Evan!" Warren greeted him. "Hey, sit down."

"Don’t mind if I do," he grinned. "You corrupting my daughter?"

"Oh, Daddy," Ilona sighed. "I’m already corrupt."

"Uh-huh," Evan grinned, looking upon Ilona with affection. He’d adopted the pretty 14-year-old 11 years ago, from one of those notorious Romanian orphanages. Ilona herself was part of Romania’s large ethnic Hungarian minority-that’s why Evan picked her, considering he was the grandchild of Hungarian immigrants. He saw her in an overcrowded, decrepit orphanage in Cluj, and immediately fell in love. They made a good team.

"So, you’re doing double duty here, huh?" Evan teased Warren. "Daddy and Doctor."

"Yup. That’s one of the great things about being a sports doctor-I get to go to all these Olympics. This is like the fourth straight I’ve been asked to help out at."

"Well, we’ll get you for every one as long as I’m running the USOC."

"It’s a deal. Just don’t expect much from me this time at the swimming venue."

"No doubt," Evan laughed. "Betsy’s in a ton of events, isn’t she?"

"Yup. Let’s see-the 200 and 400 free, the 200 and 400 IM, and the 200 fly. Oh, plus the 4x200 free relay," Warren confirmed.

"And she’s the defending world champion in the two 400 meter events, and won a bronze in the 200 free, so she’s got a good shot at some hardware," Sophie added.

"Of course, she’ll have to go some distance to win more swimming medals that her honorary Aunt Sheila," Warren laughed.

"Too true," Evan agreed. "So how are your partners in crime at the practice, Doctors Carruthers and Bellamy?"

"Sheila and Kris are fine. Well, overworked without me there. We’re going to have to find a fourth for the practice soon anyway." He grinned. "They’re both pregnant."

"No shit!" Evan exclaimed.

"Yup. It’s Sheila and Brendan’s second, they have a little boy, he’s three. But Kris and Tom have been trying for some time, this is their first. They’re thrilled."

"I’ll bet," Evan laughed.

"Well, that kid’s at least going to be born into a normal family," Ilona teased.

"Oh, you love it and you know it," Evan teased back.

"Sure I do," Ilona volleyed. "Two fathers and two mothers telling me what to do!"

"Nobody tells you what to do," Evan returned. "Though I must admit, it’s an interesting situation."

"How exactly has it worked?" Warren asked.

"Well, the house is huge. Ilona has her own bedroom. Courtney’s two kids are sharing a bedroom, but that’s going to change. Shawna’s son has a bedroom. Matt and I share a bedroom, as do Shawna and Courtney, and then there’s an extra. Courtney and Matt sometimes use that, but we’re going to give it to the baby."

"So, who sleeps with who?" Sophia teased.

"Well, Matt sleeps with me and Courtney sleeps with Shawna. Except when Courtney’s sleeping with Matt, which generally happens once or twice a week. Sometimes Shawna and I sleep together," he grinned. "Actually, we generally do sleep together-and by that I mean sleep, and cuddle-if Matt and Courtney are together. And we’re just bi enough that we sometimes have sex-she’s the only woman I’d ever be comfortable doing that with, but we do it occasionally. It’s worked out amazingly well. Shawna and I got lucky. Having a relationship with a bi person can be difficult, especially for this long. It’s 15 years for the two of them, 9 for Matt and I. But Matt and Courtney have someone to scratch the hetero itch with, and they do genuinely love each other. And you know how I feel about Shawna. "

"And it’s worked for making babies," Warren grinned.

"Yes. Shawna’s son is mine, you guys know that. Both of Courtney’s are Matt’s. Shawna and I are happy with the one. Courtney and Matt may have another. And then there’s this one," he said, pointing at Ilona.

"The black sheep," Ilona laughed.

"The scourge of my existence," Evan joked, but it was plainly a joke. The affection between the two of them was palpable. "Still trying to figure out where she came from."

"Romania," Ilona deadpanned. "He doesn’t understand me," she told Sophia and Warren. "Of course, in that house, who would? The babies are still too young, but, outside of them, I’m the straightest person in that whole place. All these bisexual and gay parents-and I’m as hetero as it gets."

"The boys are already gathering," Evan laughed.

"Already? They’ve been gathering since I was eleven. I’m damn near irresistible," Ilona joked.

"Yeah, yeah," Evan laughed. "Now, you guys, you have the four, right?"

"Right. Betsy is 17, Alicia will be 14 in November, Curt is 10, and Isabelle is 8," Warren said.

"I was so happy when the Red Sox acquired Curt Schilling, I didn’t have to name a son Nomar," Sophia laughed.

"And are they-well, the two oldest anyway-definitely your kids?" Evan asked, grinning.

"Are they ever," Sophia laughed. "Betsy’s very sexually active. Has been for a while. She has a boyfriend now, for the last six months. He’s here, somewhere, we brought him with us. Prior to that, it was a different one every three weeks."

"Sounds like my kind of girl," Ilona interjected.

"Shaddap," Evan laughed.

Sophia laughed, then went on. "Anyway, Betsy’s very careful and smart, but it was a wee bit worrisome. She had no problem with sex, but even she worried if she were capable of falling in love. This one-Aidan-turned out to be different, so she’s very happy."

"Especially since the poor girl had Everlasting Love staring her in the face every day, and from her younger sister," Warren said.

"Alicia?" Evan asked.

"Yup," Warren confirmed. "You’ve met Ryan and Jessie’s oldest, Seamus, right? Seamus and Alicia have been joined at the hip since they were toddlers. You ask them when they started going out, and they’ll tell you, ‘Oh, when we were two.’ It’s not really an exaggeration."

"I think they first kissed when they were, like, seven," Sophia said. "I know they were doing naked fondling at eleven. And, last year, two months before her thirteenth birthday, Alicia marched up to Warren and me and said, ‘Seamus is taking my virginity on my birthday. Birth control pills, please?’ And that was that."

"They spend weekends in one of our houses," Warren said, "together. We make them separate on school nights, but they’re together on the weekend."

"That’s amazing," Ilona said.

"Yep," Warren agreed. "They’re practically married, and they’re 14 and 13 at the moment. It’s really quite cool. And they absolutely don’t have eyes for anyone else-and I doubt they ever will."

They met up again a few days later, in a break between events at the Olympic pool.

"So, how’s the practice?" Evan asked Warren

"Good. Like I said, we’re looking for a fourth, but we have some applicants. Maybe even a fifth. Of course, Jessie runs the place with an iron fist. You’d think she was the dictator and not just our head nurse. Sheila calls her Nurse Rached-which she likes, being Jessie and all." They all cracked up at that. "Like I said, though, it’s time to expand. I might do less of the day-to-day stuff and concentrate on this kind of thing. And spend more time relaxing."

"Less money, though, if you’re not billing," Evan said.

"Who needs it?" Warren laughed. "I actually never have to work another day in my life if I don’t want to."

"Still living off Sophie’s endorsement money from fifteen years ago?"

"Hardly," Sophia laughed. "That got us through Warren’s med school and residency. No, it’s an investment Warren made. Have you ever heard of Brenilaur Software?"

"Of course, they’re the number one games software in the country. You’re invested in Brenilaur?"

"At the ground floor, almost ten years ago, when the stock was peanuts, and before it split a gazillion times," Warren told him.

Evan whistled. "How did you manage that?"

"The ‘Bren’ in Brenilaur is Sheila’s husband, Brendan. The ‘Laur’ is my sister-in-law Laurel, my brother Ryan’s wife."

"Oh!"

"Yeah, the two computer geniuses," Sophia laughed.

"I knew they were going to make it, so I got in. It’s been very lucrative."

"No shit," Evan laughed. "And what’s Ryan doing?"

"He’s actually the chief financial officer of Brenilaur. He did the NBA for a few years but that didn’t work out, so he got his MBA."

"He and Laurel have three kids of their own now," Sophia told him.

"And the rink is still going well?" Evan asked.

"You bet. Ryan Killen’s running the place now. Amy’s the chief dance coach. Tom and Allison work with the singles skaters," Sophia told him. "We don’t, unfortunately, have much of a pairs program."

"We have a great choreographer, though," Warren said, smiling at Sophie. "Of course, now Amy’s pregnant with her second."

"Eric’s a programmer at Brenilaur," Sophie said. "That’s my brother, Amy’s husband. He’s a programming genius. They have a two-year-old girl."

"And your stepsister Kate? She just had a big showing, didn’t she?"

"Yep, at a big gallery in Manhattan. Her paintings are selling well. She and Chad have two kids. Chad’s with the Patriots now, as of two years ago," Sophia said. "That’s good, I missed Kate when they were living in Green Bay and then Cleveland. Chad figures he’s got a couple of years left."

"Yeah, we miss Crash and Liz. They still live in California, so we only see them occasionally," Warren added. "They have two kids and we’ve only met them, like, three times."

"Well, you see Liz on TV all the time," Evan laughed.

"True enough," Warren agreed. "The new Peggy Fleming up in the commentator’s booth. She loves doing it, too."

"Got to put those two gold medals to good use," Evan laughed.

"Yup. Especially since the second one was such a close thing," Sophia said.

"It sure was," Evan remembered. "Of course, Alison got hers, four years later."

"How’s the rink out in Detroit?" Sophia asked.

"You should know, we’ve had a dance team win Nationals the past three years. Two different teams. Beating out all of yours," Evan teased.

"Yeah, yeah."

"Shawna and Courtney do a good job. We’d like to get more in the way of disciplines other than Dance, but the dance program is so strong, that sustains us."

They all met up again on the last day of swimming. Evan had invited them all to watch the end of the meet from the USOC president’s box. Even Betsy was there, having finished her events the day before.

"So, what’s that, three golds, a silver, and a bronze?" Evan asked her.

"Yep," Betsy said happily. "Golds in the two 400 meter events and the relay, silver in the 200 free, and bronze in the 200 fly. I choked in the 200 IM."

"Hey, you can’t win them all," Warren teased her.

"Right. I just wanted to win two. You know, one more than my parents," she laughed.

"Of course," Evan agreed, while Sophia just smirked at her. "So, you going to try to stay in for another four years?"

"I think so," Betsy said. "We’ll have to see. Right now, college is the big thing. I’m going to be a senior, so I have to start thinking about colleges. And that’s a problem-because I’m not sure I want to go too far away, and there aren’t a lot of high-level collegiate swimming programs in New England, so I’m torn."

"Her Aunt Sheila is, of course, pushing Stanford," Warren joked.

"Like you wouldn’t believe," Betsy laughed. "But California’s so far away."

"Is the boyfriend a factor in your decision?" Evan grinned, pointing at Aidan, who was chatting with Warren.

"Not really. Aidan can go anywhere. We think we want to go together, but Aidan gets good grades, and he wants to major in accounting, which you can do most anywhere."

"We keep telling her that Wisconsin has a competitive swimming program for a northern school," Sophia joked.

"Yeah, yeah," Betsy laughed. "Actually, I’m looking into Maryland. They’re not Stanford, but they have a decent swimming program and it’s not too far away."

They watched the swimming for a while after that. After the women’s 50 meter freestyle, a Dutch swimmer came out of the water, clearly in pain from cramping of some sort. She collapsed on the pool deck.

"I think duty calls," Warren said with a chuckle, and made his way down to the pool deck.

"He loves being useful," Sophia laughed. "He jokes about retiring, but he’d never be able to do it completely. Hell, some of the Red Sox and Bruins use him as a doctor-he gets all jazzed about that. He’d never be able to give it up completely."

"At least he isn’t in a specialty that requires him to work all hours," Evan pointed out.

"Yes, that’s a fringe benefit. He’s home most of the time at night and on weekends. He loves being a Dad, so he likes to be home with the kids as much as possible."

"And he loves you," Evan teased.

"Yes, he does," Sophia agreed with a smile. "And I love him. It’s a great life. It really is."

THE END!

Thus concludes-finally-the tale of Sophia and Warren. It’s been three-plus years in the telling, but it really has been a labor of love. I’ve fallen in love with both of them, and all their friends and family.

When I started this thing, I knew it was going to be epic. I also knew that I liked it, and loved the characters. But I never, for a second, expected the response it’s gotten. It’s been amazing and thrilling how so many people took Warren and Sophia into their hearts. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

There may be more here. Remember when I shifted Sophia’s cousin Siobhan to Stanford, to room with Sheila Mitchell? There’s a story in there. Betsy may have a story. And there’s definitely a story in the courtship of Seamus and Alicia-which, if I write it, will probably be the most sickeningly-sweet thing I’ve ever written, and considering me, that’s saying a lot ‹G›.

However, those are stories for another time.

For now, it’s done.

Warren and Sophia? Well, the dance they chose to dance to at the wedding-that says it all. Grow Old With Me. That’s what they’re going to do. I don’t need to write it. We can all imagine it. That might be better.

Thank you for reading.

Frank Downey

April 5 th , 2004.

Content

Frank Downey
Dance of a lifetime

Book one

MEETINGS(Chapter one)

SECRETS REVEALED (Chapter Two)

GOOD FRIENDS? (Chapter Three)

THE FINAL STRAW (chapter 4)

A TURNING POINT (Chapter 5)

THE MAN OF MY DREAMS (Chapter 6)

FULL METAL JESSICA (Chapter 7)

JUST LIKE ROMEO AND JULIET (Chapter 8)

LET'S (ICE) DANCE (Chapter 9)

PLANS AND SCHEMES (Chapter 10)

FEELS LIKE THE FIRST TIME (Chapter 11)

DOES YOUR MOTHER KNOW? (Chapter 12)

BRAVING THE ELEMENTS (Chapter 13)

BRAVING THE ELEMENTS 2 (Chapter 14)

WHISPERS (Chapter 15)

CONFESSION (Chapter 16)

GIRL TALK (Chapter 17)

THE UNSUSPECTING STUDENT AND PEDRO MARTINEZ (Chapter 18)

MOTHERS AND SONS, BOYS AND GIRLS (Chapter 19)

FOURTH OF JULY (Chapter 20)

THE SKATE BABE CHAT HAREM (Chapter 21)

DECISIONS, DECISIONS (Chapter 22)

Book Two

BEACH BLANKET CRASH (Chapter 23)

THE GRAPE FETISH (Chapter 24)

DEALING WITH SOPHIA'S PAST (Chapter 25)

BACKSLIDE (Chapter 26)

WARREN TO THE RESCUE (Chapter 27)

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN (Chapter 28)

FIRST CHRISTMAS (Chapter 29)

TV SURPRISES (Chapter 30)

A GHOST FROM HER PAST (Chapter 31)

GETTING CLOSER (Chapter 32)

CHANGES FOR MOM (Chapter 33)

SECTIONALS AND REGIONALS (Chapter 34)

SITTING IN THE BACK SEAT OF MY CAR (Chapter 35)

CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX

NOVEL THIRTY-SEVEN

CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT

DANCING AND DATING (Chapter 39)

MORE DANCING, AND OTHER THINGS (Chapter 40)

A LITTLE EXPERIMENT (Chapter 41)

THE EXPERIMENT BITES BACK (Chapter 42)

OH WHAT A BEAUTIFUL MORNING (Chapter 43)

CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR

CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE

CHAPTER FORTY-SIX

CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN

CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT

IT TAKES TWO TO TANGO (Chapter 49)

A DIFFERENT KIND OF ARTISTRY (Chapter 50)

MAKING A NAME FOR THEMSELVES (Chapter 51)

ODDS AND ENDS (Chapter 52)

IDLE TALK (Chapter 53)

Book Three

COLLEGE (Chapter 54)

THE COMPLICATION (Chapter 55)

MOVING ON (Chapter 56)

HAPPY? (Chapter 57)

OLD FRIENDS (Chapter 58)

DOWNBOUND TRAIN (Chapter 59)

TRUE LOVE (Chapter 60)

BABY STEPS (Chapter 61)

SOMETHING OLD, SOMETHING NEW (Chapter 62)

WARREN EXPLODES (Chapter 63)

MULTIPLE EXPLOSIONS (Chapter 64)

HAPPY THANKSGIVING (Chapter 65)

KISS ME BABY (Chapter 66)

THE WAITING IS THE HARDEST PART (Chapter 67)

TRUTH OR DARE (Chapter 68)

HOMECOMING (Chapter 69)

MASTER AND SERVANT (Chapter 70)

BACK AT NATIONALS (Chapter 71)

DARKNESS ON THE EDGE OF TOWN (Chapter 72)

AFTERMATH (Chapter 73)

SOPHIA'S DILEMMA (Chapter 74)

SOPHIA'S GAMBLE (Chapter 75)

GETTING BETTER ALL THE TIME (Chapter 76)

SOMETHING TO GRAB FOR (Chapter 77)

GLORY DAYS (Chapter 78)

NEVER SAY NEVER (Chapter 79)

MY BEAUTIFUL REWARD (Chapter 80)

CAUGHT (Chapter 81)

HOMEWARD BOUND (Chapter 82)

THE TOUR (Chapter 83)

THE TOUR CONTINUES (Chapter 84)

TALK TALK (Chapter 85)

UPHEAVALS (Chapter 86)

ICE IS FOR SKATING? (Chapter 87)

NOT AGAIN (Chapter 88)

COMPETING (Chapter 89)

INTERLUDES (Chapter 90)

TURNING JAPANESE (Chapter 91)

Book Four

THE GOOD AND THE BAD (Chapter 92)

THE PROBLEM, AND SHOULD WE MAKE IT GO AWAY? (Chapter 93)

MEDIA MUMBLINGS (Chapter 94)

STRATEGIES (Chapter 95)

BEAT THE PRESS (Chapter 96)

THE OLYMPICS BEGIN (Chapter 97)

DIRECT FROM SALZBURG (Chapter 98)

THE DANCERS TAKE THE ICE (Chapter 99)

ANSWERING ALL THE QUESTIONS (Chapter 100)

SKATING FOR GOLD (Chapter 101)

THE OLYMPIC EXPERIENCE (Chapter 102)

QUIET TIME (Chapter 103)

THE POLITICS OF DANCING (Novel 104)

FUTURE PLANS (Chapter 105)

BACK HOME AGAIN (Chapter 106)

PINK OR BLUE? (Chapter 107)

A TOUR VISIT (Chapter 108)

HORMONES (Chapter 109)

EARLY (Chapter 110)

BACK ON THE ICE (Chapter 111)

RENEWAL (Chapter 112)

A NEW SEASON (Chapter 113)

KATE’S STORY (chapter 114)

THE END OF THE BEGINNING (Chapter 115)

JESSIE HITS THE JACKPOT (Chapter 116)

BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE (Chapter 117)

PHOTOGENIC (Chapter 118)

THE NEW THREAT (Chapter 119)

REVERSE (Chapter 120)

ON THE OFFENSIVE (Chapter 121)

TOURING AGAIN (Chapter 122)

DISCUSSIONS (Chapter 123)

ALL KINDS OF CHOREOGRAPHY (Chapter 124)

Book Five

A HONEYMOON FOR THREE (Chapter 126)

BETSY’S BIRTHDAY (Chapter 127)

INTRUDERS (Chapter 128)

THE BMOC AND THE ARTIST (Chapter 129)

JUGGLING ACT (Chapter 130)

KRISTIN DISCOVERS (Chapter 131)

ANOTHER NATIONALS (Chapter 132)

IT ALL FALLS APART (Chapter 133)

A DECISION IS MADE (Chapter 134)

STILL WELCOME TO TOUR (Chapter 135)

LIZ AND CRASH (Chapter 136)

A VISIT HOME (Chapter 137)

BACK IN WISCONSIN (Chapter 138)

MORE DISCOVERIES (Chapter 139)

DOMESTIC RESPONSIBILITIES (Chapter 140)

THE ACCIDENT (Chapter 141)

THE AFTERMATH (Chapter 142)

REHAB (Chapter 143)

ANOTHER ACCIDENT (Chapter 144)

JESSIE’S MAN (Chapter 145)

SUSPICIONS (Chapter 146)

AN OCEANVIEW CHRISTMAS (Chapter 147)

THE COMEBACK (Chapter 148)

Book Six

TORN (Chapter 149)

COLLEGE END (Chapter 150)

JESSIE’S ORDEAL (Chapter 151)

ONE THING LEADS TO ANOTHER (Chapter 152)

TWISTS AND TURNS (Chapter 154)

CHOREOGRAPHERS TO THE STARS (Chapter 156)

GOOD LOVE (Chapter 157)

A FRIEND’S TRAGEDY (Chapter 158)

THE TALK (Chapter 159)

THE GRAND PRIX (Chapter 160)

WHIRLWIND (Chapter 161)

THE FINAL TUNE UP (Chapter 162)

HAPPY CHRISTMAS (Chapter 163)

THE LAST NATIONALS (Chapter 164)

BUILDUP (Chapter 165)

A SURPRISE FOR WARREN (Chapter 166)

RENEWING AQUAINTANCES (Chapter 167)

ANOTHER SURPRISE FOR WARREN (Chapter 168)

THE WAY THINGS WORK OUT (Chapter 169)

FINALE (Chapter 170)

EPILOGUE (Chapter 171)

THE END!