Kenton Barr

Lot: Or the righteous man's guide to incest

The girl's shoulders fell against the wall of the hut with a crash. For a moment, the man looked up from between her legs, wondering if he'd hurt her; wondering if he should care. On her face an angry glare. Get on with it.

In a moment, the sides of her robe spread apart. He bent now to the slick cunt, sopping wet. Looking up, he smiled at her before pushing in his face between the lips, drinking from her. She moaned. The tongue lapped at her insides with ferocity, first one side, the other, widening, loosening, then the darting appendage rose up. There.

There.

She clawed her hands into the back of his long hair. The man lapped on, slowly now; then faster, her legs undulating, wrapping themselves against his shoulders as she slid up and down the wall.

He gripped her ass. Held her as the tongue bore down with more force. “Uhhhhhhhhhh!” she moaned. He continued. “Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!” she shrieked, finally, in a cry the entire city heard. Let them hear it. “Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!” again. The tongue became unbearable.

She squeezed against his head with her thighs. Nothing could stop that relentless tongue.

“Fuck me!” she whispered.

He did not hear.

“Fuck me!” she shrieked again, bearing down on his forehead with the vise of her thighs. Finally the boy pulled away. His trousers fell to the filthy straw of this room. A stable, was it? A sty? Resting place of goats? She didn't care as he flopped her to the ground and mounted in an instant.

So huge, the boy. His thing smashed through her walls like a brick. He bludgeoned her. She cried out with joy and shame. “Stop!” she shouted. “Stop! It's tearing me apart.” He grinned at her pleas, ramming her again, cruelly. She cried with joy and pain, tears down her cheeks as the spasms racked her.

His constant thrusts forced them towards the middle of the hut. Finally, her head almost an inch into the dirt, he held, and her insides thrilled with the gush of his sperm.

“That all?” she said, slapping his face as he collapsed exhausted over her breast. “I haven't seen you in weeks…”

He grunted and rolled off. Men. Useless, the lot of them. She lay on her back, sighing. A face caught her eye near the window. She drew back in shock. Then began laughing.

“What?” asked her beau. “Was something funny?” He didn't understand it. This bitch would never be happy. He knew that. But nothing about their afternoon together deserved laughter.

She slapped at him again, pointed.

“What-who?”

“That-that old man.”

“Who is that?”

“It's Lot. The righteous wine-seller.”

“Who?”

“You hear him all the time. Telling us what horrible miserable creatures we are. For not listening to the god of his uncle.”

“His uncle? A powerful man?”

“A shepherd. I guess a rich one. Maybe he gets on with his sheep to make them multiply.”

“I've felt like a sheep without you.”

“Oh, alone there? In the desert?” She reached over.

“Yes.”

“So lonely.”

“With nary an old man watching myself.”

“Are you sure? There are always old men watching.” She had him now. Rubbed the bits of froth that dripped down below the head.

“Are there?”

“Yes. That's why we have to be even more deviant.” She bent to it, taking the whole of him in her mouth, pulling out, licking her lips at the combined taste of their juices, then pushing the boy down.

They never knew when the old man went away.

***

The old man stood with his jars of fig wine near the walls of the city. So little sold, even amid the debauchery. What was wrong with these people? Did they not know the value of the product he carried? Did they not know the worth of a thing? Righteous drink, from a righteous man. Perfect way to pass an evening. Some… a little vinegary to the taste, yes. But none the worse for it.

The crowd just passed him by, off to their inns, their alehouses, their pleasure quarters. And so debased, the whole city.

Just look at that pair. Over there, in the corner, she with her arms draped around him, her skirts worn too high, the robe opening up to reveal her secret treasure. Shameful! Was there no decency left in this city? Had she no father, then? Or had it all been lost, amid the joys of commerce, the money that flowed through from the sea, across the plains. The great traders, who sold all?

Horrible.

And her eyes, as she looked upon the man. A young man. A young girl. Eyes, brown beneath dark hair, copper-complected, but the skin perfect in its olive sheen. She could be his daughter. His daughter, with so much seen.

Shameful.

In other cities, such conduct was not tolerated. Righteous cities. This behavior would be dealt with in its proper manner. In the central square. With rocks as the Lord intended. The stones hurled by the righteous upon the sinner. Not to see them, so brazen, the hair shimmering down, waved back with a laugh as she bent to receive the kiss of her paramour.

From the side, the old man saw straight through her robe. Beneath, nothing, save the sheerest gown. Horrible. Harlot. Whore. That was it. Yet so like his daughter. How could it-where?

The pair approached. He saw them now. Saw the imprint of sex on both of them. She with her lips flushed, he with a look on his face. Impossible. The shame of it. He could imagine them, alone in a hut somewhere. Perhaps a tent on the outskirts of the city. More likely beside his own humble place. Where so many prostitutes gathered.

Was she one? Did she spread her tender thighs wide for any man who paid her price? He could imagine it, the pair of them, she on the flaxen mat, nude, waiting. The flush and the heat between her legs. He above her, astride, ready to slip it in. The two moaning now with their passion, their dark forbidden lusts.

“A bottle, old man.”

“What?”

“I said, we would like a bottle of your finest-” the young man looked down. She her hand over her mouth to stifle a giggle, dared to meet Lot's gaze. Dared! ”-it's a fig wine, then.”

“Yes. The finest of the-”

“Surely. Yes, excellent vintage. The one that doesn't taste like vinegar. Tastes the least like it.”

She laughed harder now. Lot saw as the flesh pressed against her robe as her chest convulsed slightly. Pressed forward. Back. So like “If you could look at me, sir. Look at me, please. I seek a bottle of wine without the taste of vinegar.”

“Or camel dung,” added the girl.

“Or camel dung,” echoed the young man, smiling. He held up two shekels.

“Camel-camel dung-”

“Do you want our business, then?”

Lot looked below for his staff, sought to drive them away as he did the beggars who came by so very often, as he did the unrighteous. At his side, his purse tingled slightly. So slightly. How many had he sold today? Was there not a 10-shekel piece? He shook his purse slyly with a trained wag of the hips. No, no sound of a 10-shekel coin. Barely 10 shekels at all. A good sale. For a righteous businessman.

“Oh, of course. Of course. For you both. Here, hold on, I do have something-you're a discerning man, aren't you? Nothing but the finest, then. Oh, oh, the absolute finest I say. Here, then, have a taste first? This-yes?”

Both stepped forward to drink. A lady-girl; child-whore, who drank in public. Lot barely stopped himself. Had to make this sale. This last sale of the day.

The man sipped of his best wine; then the woman.

“Oh, forget it,” said the girl. “Let's just get some grapes to cool ourselves in this heat. Wine like this would make me too sleepy.”

Lot reached for his staff. He'd gotten too far away from it. The man was between him and his counter. But they'd turned away. They'd be 20 feet before he could grab his stick. An old man, grabbing his stick. At their regular walking pace, they'd far outdistance him. He'd be flushed. Exhausted. A fool. The object of mockery again.

The people would throw things. When they should stone them all-all the sinners-the people of Sodom would not. They'd only throw rotten fruit at Lot. He knew it.

It had happened too many times to the only righteous man in the city.

***

Somehow he made it home. His wife was alone in the front parlor. His daughters-where were they? So late? Who could let the two go out so late. He looked at his wife angrily. She saw the look on his face. Smiled. Something to take the edge off of him now. To cool the dark passions. She knew him so well. Too well.

“Where are our children?” asked Lot, thinking first of his oldest daughter, she must be married soon, that one. She would be, if only he could find a bride price. And the Youngest, the one only now to bud into womanhood, he'd seen her around the house of late. That one, too. No. She should not be long for the home either. Where to find a dowry?

“Oh, they've gone out to the center square for the evening,” his wife was saying.

Lot turned to scold her for this.

“Oh don't you worry. They're not alone. With the priests from the temple, and a host of young women. There will be a ceremony this evening. Women only with the priests. Young men have their day tomorrow.

“It's not so good,” said Lot.

“What?”

“To leave them with priests. It's not so good a thing. You've no idea what they can get up to, those men with their scrolls, their solitude, their rules-their rules for themselves, and not for us!

“Calmly, good husband. Our neighbors watch for them. We are a community.”

“A community of what-everywhere, in the marketplace, lust, deceit, theft. Even this day I saw-you've no idea what I saw, I-”

“I know what you see, good husband. I wonder if you will forget it for a moment.”

“Forget-how can I?”

“You wife is here with you now. Your children are gone. We are alone now. Alone.”

She reached forward to touch Lot, run her hands softly against his brow. On the rude table of the cottage sat a fine repast of figs, fresh olives, cheeses from their favorite dairy.

“Won't you sample a morsel, husband?” she asked, reaching toward his lips with a grape in her hand. Lot tensed for a moment at the touch of her fingers. “Husband?” she repeated. The thoughts whirling, a dust-storm beneath his brow. “Husband?”

Lot ate the grape, pulled away from her touch slightly.

“Husband…” she repeated again. That look in her eyes. Hurt. Reproving. How dare she? How could she not know-the sin in the world. The dark, dire sin.

“Where are our daughters?” he asked.

She pulled away. Tears now.

“I'll take you,” she said nervously.

***

Lot's wife tensed with every step towards the church. He'd been getting like this more and more with each day. The business at the stand was fine. Not bad; not good. They prospered. There was food for their daughters. It was family.

Lot did not agree. Somehow he wanted more. A better business, once, he'd had. But so many ventures failed, caravans that did not return, merchants, smarter, more experienced, less decent than her husband, who'd taken the pair's money and gave back cloth of a lesser value, sacks of grain with dead mice added to tip the scales.

And still they tried, but, in this beautiful city, with no fear of the barbarians, with the gentle breezes of the plain, plentiful foods, fresh water at the well and a good king, what was there to fear? Should they go somewhere else? Away, closer to the sea? Perhaps over the mountains, and visit the bandits? No, a good home; a safe place, a stall in the center, selling wine. Perfect for the family.

She was not always displeased when her husband's business ventures failed. Anything to keep out of the desert-the rocks and cliffs everywhere. The wasteland, stretching twenty miles to the mountains, terrified her. Was it so bad, to no longer have the shepherds and flocks? The servant girls, so hard to manage? The temptations for her husband out in travel?

And Abraham himself had come to them! Had told them of the blessings of the Lord. Abraham! Who would have sacrificed all! Was it so bad, then, to live in this little house, near the edge of the city, to sell wine, and dine on figs and grapes?

It was not.

They'd reached the certain of town. Before her, she felt her husband tense, stiffening like the rocks of the mountain.

“What? Husband? What?”

“Don't you see?” he hissed.

She looked ahead. In the town square, segregated by sex, people stood watching as the religious procession occurred. Their daughters were to one side, with chaperones to protect further. Young men were at the far end of the gathering.

“See! Abomination!”

She continued looking. What was there-what could be so wrong? Was there wine among the youth? Someone looking untoward at her daughters? Her daughters looking untoward? The girls were barely “There!” he shouted, storming angrily towards their children. “There!”

The crowd turned, faces irritated by the distraction. On stage, in white gossamer, a priestess of Astarte knelt. With her a young muscular man. Behind, a row of women stood, chanting. Then young man proffered an amulet as Lot reached his daughters.

“Away! Away from this blasphemy! Away!”

“Father!” said the Eldest. “It is not the day for giving. We are here to watch.”

“There will be acrobats soon,” added the Youngest.

Lot paid their cries no heed, taking the Eldest by the shoulder, the Youngest by the hair, and forcing them before himself as he stomped away from the courtyard.

The crowd, disinterested in the play, jeered.

“What? He can't watch it then.”

“That's Lot. I've heard he watches it all.”

“Won't let his daughters have fun then?”

“Silly old man.”

Wincing, Lot's wife followed the trio home.

***

Over the cries of his wife and daughters, Lot shut his family into the house. He stood there in the doorway, glaring coldly for onlookers. There were none. The whole of the city stood in the courtyard, waiting to enact the marriage rites, choosing brides, handing over amulets as symbols for protection.

Blasphemers. They knew not the law of Abraham. Nor, indeed, did they care for his uncle's wisdom. Hadn't, those years ago, when his flocks taken, his body beaten, he'd shown up at the gates of this town. Entrance, only. And make something of yourself. No charity here.

No charity!

No help for his goods. Not a thing to aid him. Oh, look over there, Lot. A spot for a stall. Find something to sell. Sell it. Never bother us.

Horrid people. A plague on humanity. All of them. How could they not help a stranger? This city with its shining walls, its bright fountains, the pipes beneath that brought water and carried filth. Not help a stranger? It was within them.

He went to the wine stall. Closed now. No worries of theft. Everyone watched his own goods here. Everyone. Those without goods or professions were banished quickly from the town. As Lot would have been. To wander the plains with his family.

“Work at something, Lot, or else the desert. Perhaps they'll let you beg at the gates of Zohar!”

And the townsfolk laughed. Good-naturedly. But they laughed. Laughed at his plight. At his losses. At his God. Horrible city.

He drank of the wine. An older bottle. Unsellable. Vinegar to the taste. The only brews worse had that strange worm-eaten seal. He'd not been sure where they came from now. Not to be sold, those. Well, his family could drink it next time there was company. Lot sat now. His god to be mocked. And what of their many gods? With the harlots out front? The harlots who entertained so many?

Nothing for them today. Other entertainments. What did the priestesses do on a day like today? He should go to them and laugh. See how it was, an empty religion, without even the people to honor shallow spectacle.

In a moment, he walked to the far end of the city. Where giant ziggurats lay. None met him to ask his business. No guard or neighbor to mock. The temple approached, bare breasts on marble pillars. He strode up past the torchlit steps. This temple was always open.

“Hello, Lot,” said one.

Lot looked over. The High Priestess herself. She'd passed by his stall with her entourage. Her eunuchs. Her men.

“I thought you might come today.”

“Why would you think that?”

“Call it divine intuition.”

Lot sputtered at this blasphemy.

“Oh, Lot. You must not be so dismissive of our older religion. Our own knowledge.”

“It is of nothing. The knowledge of a hundred beasts… are as stones.”

“And yet, you are here. Would you not come inside to my chamber? Share a cool drink this hot evening?”

“Why? You invite me?”

“I do. And it would be foolish of you to refuse. You'll find the drinks we serve of a fine quality. One you have not tasted since-”

“Yes. Yes. Of course. I will come.”

The pair walked together through the temple. Tapestries flowed down the walls. But no guards or priestesses or worshippers today. Lot looked at her, puzzled.

“They've all gone, Lot. It's only you and me this evening. A quiet conversation.”

“Why?”

“To celebrate, Lot. To enjoy the festival. Why should I keep anyone here? The goddess protects me. And the men will be back soon enough.

Lot muttered to himself.

“What is so wrong about a goddess who would entertain men, Lot? You don't like it? Hmm. Something else to please you?” Her hand, teasingly, brushed Lot's neck. A drink was in his hand. How did it get there? So subtle, this one. A witch. Perfumes and incense filled the air.

“I appreciate you giving me this company, Lot,” the witch was saying. “For as you know, by our laws, I am protected here. The amulet given to me is from the whole of the city. Even from yourself. Anything done to my person, to our mistress' temple, such actions shall be revisited upon the giver. Tenfold. It is enough to give one comfort. And yet, knowing that, and knowing of her and her power, I still do not like to be alone.”

Lot looked closely at her. Not so young. A bit of gray spilled out through the henna-scented tresses. Eyes colored, face powdered. A harlot, this one. And the most powerful woman in the city.

More powerful than he.

“Come to my chamber, Lot. We shall dine there and discuss.”

“Discuss what?”

“Our gods, of course! Yours and mine.”

“I've no need to tell you of my God, woman. Why would you insult your guests, so?”

“I've no duty to you, Lot. But I will respect your feelings. Come. Sit. You've been on your feet in the hot sun all day. Here. Untie that.” She adjusted his robe. Lot barely moved, but his sandals were off. She'd found a pail of water. Began washing his feet.

“Be comfortable, Lot. Surely, with those women in your household, you're well-taken care of.”

“I am a working man. I have no servants.”

“But you had them once, Lot. Surely, comforts are there in your household.”

“God has given us a hard existence. We abide. All of us. There is no time to indulge in petty luxury.”

“Well,” said the priestess, “then I suppose I shouldn't wash your other foot. No, come. I take pride in my work. Move your leg. There. Ahh, yes. A bit of scrubbing, then. So tense, Lot. It is only your feet. Surely there are no scrolls prohibiting this contact.”

“I-no. There are no scrolls.”

“Nor are there in mine. I should hope not. One could only imagine how dirty the floors might get in her temple.

“You laugh at me.”

“Not at all, Lot. I take you quite seriously. Did you know, beneath that hair? Under those scowling eyes, you are quite handsome?” Her eyes sparkled with laughter.

Lot said nothing.

“Now rest there a moment,” she said, and disappeared behind a veil of incense smoke.

Lot fell back against the cushion. What was wrong with him today? He'd bantered about with the witch before. Always he asserted himself. His god. And the laws of Abraham. Never before had their encounters been so-domestic. Was that it? He should leave. Now. Before “Here we are,” she came back. In her hands a full washtub. So slight, this one. How could she hold such a thing? Was there someone with her? Was he not seeing? Lot wondered. The wine he'd drunk. It sat next to the strange rice. Next to it. He'd had one of those bottles. A giver of visions. He'd not wanted to have it again. But could not throw it away.

Had he poisoned himself?

“Hold a moment,” the priestess said. “I'll take the grime from you, but not get it on these garments.

She twirled slightly. One edge of the robe sliding out. The other. She spun around, pulled the gauzy fabric away from her body. Lot watched as the priestess unveiled herself. The breasts, magnificent, swayed in the air. Now her legs pulled free of the skirt. Nothing between them now save his own robe.

Which she had removed.

Enchanting.

“Lie face down, Lot. I'll clean you.”

He did as told. Her hands worked hard against his flesh. Lot pulled back, slightly, from the edge. He felt her scrub at him, working the harsh soap into his skin. First one stroke. Another. A bit of pain. His back clean then, yes, but he regained some portion of himself under her ministrations.

A splash of water. Another. Lot felt the hands again. No soap this time. She worked again his muscles, pulling years from the joints, working down deep into the nerves. Harshly. Professionally. Soothingly.

Then with a sigh, the muttering stopped. She stood above him for a moment, then pressed closer. Lot shifted his face forward, saw the slender calves, delicate knees, and above, the slight wisps of hair-blonde hair, with the lips at the end. He'd longed for such a firm, clean place to rest. His hand reached forward.

“Ahh,” she said, moaning slightly as Lot's fingers traced the edge. She bent against him, her nipples rubbing lightly against his back. Lot stroked; she stroked. Now lips brushed down. She moved towards his butt, playing against the cheeks with her fingers. Lot hadn't known this one was so tall. Still she lingered. Touching him, teasing him, 'til Lot could bear no more.

“Unnhh!” he moaned, rolling over. The Priestess nearly fell against the bed, but righted herself. Laughing. Lot gasped as he saw her again, her body glistening with sweat and moisture, the fluids dribbling off her, fiery beads in the torchlight. She twittered for a moment longer, then bent her head to his ear.

“Lot,” she said.

“Priestess.”

“Have you a small donation to make to the Goddess? You need not believe in her. But she wants something of you. Of course, you can understand…”

Lot understood. Understood all too well. He nodded, slightly. The priestess motioned. Lot stood up. She lay herself down. He crawled over her, kissing slightly at the firm breasts, feeling the round edge of her nipples.

“Ohh,” she sighed, as his tongue fell too, licking gently at the globes. His hands roamed now, circling the firm and tender flesh. Servant of the goddess, he worshipped her, sliding gently and delicately over her arms and legs.

“Wonderful, Lot,” said the Priestess, encouragingly. Lot did not hurry, bending now and again to kiss at her arms, her cheeks, her lips. He slid on top of her, pinning her beneath his bulk. So delicate, really. He'd not seen just how tiny this one was. Smaller even than his youngest daughter. But very much a woman for all that. Magnificent legs.

It was the regalia, he decided, that made her so impressive. She'd worn headdresses at times, or sat upon the dais. So intimidating, so powerful. More powerful even than “Lot? What?”

A burst of pain filled Lot's head. He continued, slowly, his ministrations, but his hands lost their rhythm; their desire to please. Where was that from? The pain above nearly matched the yearning below. A burning desire, an inflammation, a thirst that must be quenched.

What to do?

He could not run from this place. Couldn't stir himself. There would be a release here. The animal instincts demanded it.

And he would leave no tribute for the Goddess. The seed was sacred. Abraham's God deemed it so.

He stumbled away for a moment, returned, crushing the Priestess now.

“Lot? What? OK-Lot, OK.”

Lot would give nothing to the Goddess. This was her plan, the witch. Somehow, she'd taken over him, made him drink from the wines that had given dreams. How could she? How could she!

Lot slapped her. Crack! Again, his fist came down. The Priestess bled, staring at him in shock. But no tears emerged. Some other look in her eyes. A knowing look. It enraged him. Crack! From the other side, the back of his hand surged against the face of the Priestess. She would not smirk at him.

“You would trap me in your filthy lusts?”

“As a man to a woman, Lot. Hardly filthy.”

Crack!

“You would take my seed?”

“The Goddess insists. She is quite wise in the strange ways of men. She knows of your needs.” Again, the knowing eyes. Lot reared back once more to deliver a blow, the Priestess turned her face slightly, giving him a better approach to her cheeks.

“Leave a mark,” she said, “let everyone know Lot was here!”

Lot drew away once more. Infuriated now. He pounded his fists against the couch where they'd lay. What would it take from her? How to regain He remembered his days as a shepherd. Long ago in the flocks, before God had come to Abram. The peculiar satisfactions he'd enjoyed there.

Something in his face unnerved her. She glanced at him coldly. Warily. It would take an instant.

“Lot? Would you like me to get you a switch?”

Lot did not answer, again covering the Priestess with his bulk. He listened for a moment. They were alone in the temple. She twisted slightly, placing her own arms near her neck, ready to fend off any efforts at a chokehold. Lot smiled, raising his legs, flipped her over on her stomach, like the Sabbath Eve drunks who haunted his winestand.

“Lot!” she cried, voice muffled now as he thrust her face against the surface of the couch. Better, then, not to see her eyes. Better still that she could no longer speak. No longer taunt him with her witch words.

Cruelly, left hand pressing against her neck, he slipped his right between her legs. She was wet there. He played for a moment against the lips, then pressed her butt down, hard, against the surface.

Mounting, he drove hard into the other hole, where never before had he passed. The entry was tight, tight, tight, blocking him, then with a barely muffled shriek, he was through, as though in a vast cavern.

“Lot!” She cried, but already he bucked quickly against her, the rage of so many days' torment in the marketplace, so much mockery, so much indifference bearing in. “AGHHH!” Shrilled the Priestess. Lot did not care. He accelerating his thrusts, saw blood emerge from the outside of the hole.

Not his, he grunted to himself as he spread his seed on the Goddess' shit. Not his blood.

The Priestess was weeping. Quietly, but Lot saw the sobs rack her body, the slight tears against the couch. She did not know everything of men.

He was satisfied.

Standing, he wiped himself on her regal garment, swept the blood away into the gossamer silks. Her humiliation pleased him. He laughed as he dressed.

Her face still held against the couch. Lot saw the beginnings of a bruise there. Several bruises. As though she'd been stoned in the square. She should consider herself lucky.

His feet reached the entrance when she reared like a snake and said the words:

“Remember, Lot. I have the protection of the City. That which is done unto me shall be done unto you. Tenfold.”

She hurled an amulet against his thigh, cutting him.

Lot felt fear, and raced out of the temple.

***

He knew, as he ran, that the city could no longer offer protection. He and his wife; his daughters-they had to flee now. He could go to Abraham, then. No, not live as a supplicant. Not again, be a burden to family. The cities of the plain had soldiers. There was no succor for him among kind.

To Zohar, then. But the pickings in that town were slim. Little place for his business there. Little indeed for any business in the weakest of the five towns. Gomorrah-no, they had a sister temple. The two cities were twins. No escape, then, save for the desert. Or the caves.

Yes, he could take his family to the caves.

But how? His wife would obey. His children would obey. But for how long? How could he keep them in hand? He knew they would run off. The women, with their gossip, would tell the city dwellers where they stayed now. Always women. Always gossip about the hardship; the suffering; the men.

How to keep them in hand for the months-years ahead-after their time spent, absorbing so many bad ideas from this city? How could he survive without them to gather water, fetch clothes, find husbands?

How?

In the distance, he heard revelers returning. The delights of the festival were too brief.

He had little time to plan.

***

A torch running near the city wall gave him his best option. Burn. Burn the city! Burn it all! If he could destroy this horrid, wretched place, he could flee. In peace. With ease.

His eyes imagined it, the bricks crumbling away, the dark underside of the wine bin erupting with fury. The pagan temple, destroyed. Aye, that was the way of it. The dream.

But, could he still maintain comfort on his own? Without a wife to feed him, to keep his clothes. He was not young. And the children, his daughters, could they find him a comfortable place?

He'd hate to go back to Abraham.

And her, oh, yes. He could force her out. Could drag her to Egypt if need be. But he could not escape that tongue. That horrid tongue. And those accusing eyes. It had been so long since he'd had peace. Since he'd had a home to himself. Since there was order in his household.

No order. No purpose. He would burn his house. The torch approached. Ah, yes, he decided. Simply to fire it. Toss a few bottles of wine around. Run for the gates of the city. None would ever know he'd survived. Let the city burn. Let the family burn.

A waste, that. His daughters. So lovely in the morning. Undisciplined. Arrogant. Foolish. Vain women. But lovely in the morning. How could he dispense with them so cavalierly? There might be something for them to do yet. Caring for him in the cold dark caves, far from Zohar. How could he-these images, so destructive. He didn't know how they came into his mind.

Lot stopped running.

How to control the pictures in his mind?

He was sure now. The wine was one bottle of many. The tainted vintage. Yes, that had given so many other visions. Its magic still had an effect. Lot was used to this magic. A powerful wizard.

His family, not so much, yet. His poor wife had drunk such a bottle once. She'd seen spiders chasing her. Spiders the size of a horse. Lot had laughed at her then, enjoying her terror. She'd never known where the vision came from. He never told her, merely held on to the bottles.

One sip.

Spiders the size of a horse.

But he forgot himself. Was it then, as bad for her, as he'd imagined? Had she played with him? Seeing fake threats? Wouldn't put it past her. Always, to taunt him. To put him in a place. Would it always be thus with women? Stealing control from men?

Spiders the size of a horse.

A better plan took shape as he reached the wine stall. Behind, the hut was dark. His wife and daughters asleep. Or at least quiet. They feared him coming home. That was good.

He dug for the bottles, spilling some of his best vintage. A dozen shekels lost. He did not care for that now, sipping a bit from the overturned cask. Not that bottle. Below, there, yes, the tell-tale signs of white mold near the wax. How could he have missed it when he drank?

Did he miss it?

Lot didn't know. Perhaps the Priestess. Yes, that witch would lead his mind away. She'd already tried once.

But his plan was too bold. Too daring. Not for one like he. Not for a righteous man. But there was a chance of failure. He didn't want to think of it. Even his wife's last laugh-very last laugh-would haunt him. Not to be.

How to try it? How to see, if he, with the wine, could control visions, like the Priestess?

An answer awaited near the front of the city. If only there was enough time to test this plan. He raced for the gates.

***

Leaping past the straw and debris, Lot searched for the perfect test. Suddenly, he found his man. Tripped into him, really. Lot found himself tangled with a drunkard who visited his store whenever the citizens of Sodom tossed a bedraggled coin his way.

This creature was one his daughters had seen, daily, shambling by for a half-bottle of vinegar date wine, unmixed and past expiration. The scent of feces was upon him, this dweller in his own filth. Lot untangled himself, revulsed.

Here was the test.

***

Somehow, Lot forced his charge before him near the wine stall. Promises of drink, food, cleanliness, women-nothing got the overgrown urchin more than a few feet ahead. Dimly, Lot heard the chariots en route. Not yet, but they would be. It was grievous, what he'd done to the priestess. Someone would pay.

Ideally, someone else.

They reached the stall. Lot's shoulder ached from nearly carrying his charge. His legs hurt, to the groin. He couldn't stop now.

“Here!” he said, passing over a full bottle of wine. “Our finest vintage-no, wait.” Lot reconsidered. He couldn't allow this man to leave before he'd tested his plan. But he didn't want the fellow passing out again. Too hard to explain. Somewhat tipsy. Still lucid.

He knelt down again among the bottles, finding his most expensive brand. A light, brisk taste, with a bit of snake inside. His guest would drink it, but be refreshed. Energized. Ready to drink more.

So expensive, these bottles, sold only to men who went to the temples and whorehouses of Sodom. The very nice whorehouses, for an evening of culture with a courtesan before they indulged their filthy lusts.

“Now stay with it,” said Lot, crying inwardly to himself as he opened the bottle. A week's profits lost with that one and its brother. Of course, the urchin would drink both. And not appreciate it.

But he'd stay awake.

“Sit right there!” shouted Lot, as the urchin crawled before the stall to his special drinking place, the one downwind, where Lot had kicked him over so many times before. “Behind the stall. You want to be near the wine, don't you?”

The urchin couldn't speak beyond guttural moans. For the best, if Lot's plan was to work. He stayed, though, sitting back against a post so hard, Lot was sure the man would bleed. Perhaps die-perhaps, no. The urchin held up the bottle, sighed to himself, began to hum a tune, badly.

Lot had no more time for this one. But, was one sufficient?

“If that wretched friend of yours comes by, give him some to drink. You two will share, together, this night.”

Nothing from the urchin.

“Share, I say!” shouted Lot, and turned away.

Taking a handful of bottles, he strode purposefully toward his own hut. Again, he heard hoofbeats-from where, no dust in the street. Nothing. Yet. The priestess's revenge would take time. Had to take time.

There was little time.

Breathing deeply, Lot entered his home.

***

Lot's wife sat by the door, awake. Worry marked her eyes. She'd been afraid in her husband's absence? Of course she had. Where would she be, then, with no one to nag? Where indeed?

No hesitation. He must start his plan. The magic wine would help. He'd seen its effects. The magic wine. The magic wine.

“Arise, wife. It's a new day!

“Lot, what?” she asked, somewhat groggy. Perfect.

“A new day! Wake our daughters.”

“Lot-why?”

“We will have a guest. Perhaps two. A guest at least. A very special guest.”

“A guest? Lot, our humble home is not ready. Who is this special guest? Has Abraham come?”

“No. Not Abraham. Someone even more-you will see. Arise, wife. Arise! And wake our daughters.”

“Lot, what is wrong with you? Your clothes-they are filthy. Have you been drinking?”

“Woman, hear me. Worry not about my clothes. We shall clean that. I must have a bath. You must wake our daughters. It is a new day. A special day. We must celebrate. Before our guests arrive. A special toast. A special vintage. Just us. The four of us. Our family. Celebrate.”

Lot's wife stood confused now. He was speaking too fast. She couldn't understand that words. Not a bit of it. He had to slow down, somehow; make sure all of the plan worked. Test it against her. Then their daughters. Yes, then their daughters.

No time. He didn't have time to handle her stupidity. She must drink the magic wine, now.

“Here, wife. This will explain it. Have your first drink of the day.” He opened the bottle, filled a cup, handed it to her.

“Lot? It is so early. Are you-is this-what?”

“Don't argue with me. This wine is special. Ceremonial. Sacred. Do not resist. We must all have several glasses. Drink one. First. Then go and wake our daughters. They too must partake. Then, we must bathe, and get ready the house. Prepare a meal for our guests.”

“Who are our guests?”

“They are the children of God.”

“Lot!”

“I do not lie about such things. The children of God come for us. Come with a sacred message. Now, finish your drink,” said Lot, “and wake our daughters.”

Confused, but not daring to oppose her husband in his manic state, Lot's wife nodded, drained her glass. Her eyes glazed over, mouth wretched, she someone held the liquid down. Her look showed the beverage gave her no pleasure. Such a strong drink. Like medicine.

The taste confirmed Lot's story. No man would drink such a beverage for pleasure. She assumed he'd had the wine blessed, somehow. A special wine. And they would meet the children of God. Perhaps a priest, or one of Abraham's special advisers. She wasn't sure.

She hurried to obey her husband's orders.

***

Their daughters were slow to awaken. Lot's wife angrily struck the Eldest.

“Get up! Get up for your father! Your father I said.”

The girl recoiled, hiding her face. A red mark appeared. This was a saucy lass. She should marry soon. Have children of her own. Cease being a burden to her parents. If only there was a dowry.

“I said get up!” Lot's wife shouted, reaching far back to land another blow. The girl rolled away, dropping off the bedclothes. Near them, the Youngest also arose, more delicately.

“What is it, mother?” she asked sweetly. Always attempting to defuse the situation, with her pretty face.

“It is your father. We have important guests. It could be Abraham.”

“Pwah. Abraham!” sneered the Eldest. Lot's wife looked over.

“And what is so wrong with Abraham?”

“Oh, nothing. Him and his covenant. His old wife who 'gave birth.' Not a thing is wrong with them. Oh, save perhaps that little maid of his. Why she-”

Lot's wife raced over. Dealt another slap. This one harder. This one drew blood.

“Mother!” shouted the Youngest. The elder daughter stared sullenly, making no effort to hide the tears which streamed down her face.

“You'll not blaspheme against your own family. You've no idea how very special our line is. No idea. Now get yourself decent. Now! We have a task before us.”

“What task, mother?” asked the younger one, meekly.

“We will drink of a ceremonial wine to prepare,” said Lot's wife sternly. “Both of you will taste it. You won't like it. But it will do wonders for you.”

“Really, mother?”

“Yes. I feel the Lord's presence before me.”

“Do you?”

“I do. Oh, yes. I do. It is a holy day. Can you not see it, all around? The very stars-the stars are upon us.”

Lot listened to all at their door. Like a good father, he turned away as his young daughters stripped off their night garments and pulled on more appropriate clothing. Lot's wife watched the pair, saw their flesh, fully ripened into womanhood. Oh, they should marry soon. Soon.

It wasn't right that daughters like this should live in a small house with their father.

***

The four assembled at the table near the hearth fire. Lot had lit it. His wife began the preparations for a great meal, taking the leavings from her aborted evening with Lot, adding a few more delicacies she'd somehow squirreled away. Oh, yes. She was always ready for another visit by Abraham.

“Come now, wife!” said Lot, interrupting her preparations. “We must drink to the spirit. We must be ready to celebrate the day.”

“Yes, husband,” she said, eagerly coming forward to drink from the cup. Their youngest daughter waited, eagerly, as Lot recited his prayers. The Eldest still eyed their mother warily.

Lot's voice droned into a musical hum. The words were almost incomprehensible. A moaning, almost. Lot's wife swirled her head to the rhythm of her husband. The Youngest looked on in awe. The Eldest remained unmoved.

“Now,” said Lot, finishing. “We drink!”

The four grabbed their glasses, the wife draining hers, the daughters waiting to see whether they should sip their wine, or guzzle it like the barbarians at the shop. Following their father's lead, they gulped the alcohol down, Eldest merrily offering a harrumph on completion, as the barbarian Sodomites did.

Lot waited to gauge the effect of the drink on them. His own cup hadn't contained the same liquid. They'd never know.

“And how do you feel, wife?” he asked after a minute. She'd gone again with the preparations for their meal.

“Fine, Lot.”

“Do you think this is a special day?”

“A very special one. I feel the stars inside me. A mass of color. A very special day. Don't you agree, children?”

Two daughters looked at their mother, puzzled. They'd no answer, yet. The wine took longer for its effects to be felt, Lot knew. 10-15 minutes. At least. He couldn't leave them yet. The picture must still be framed. If only there was enough time. Why had it taken them so long to rise? Why-horrible wife! Constantly defying him. Horrible.

“I see it too, Mother,” said their Youngest, meekly. “Yes. A blaze of colors. Can you not, sister?”

The Eldest looked at her mother sullenly.

“Can you not, sister?” repeated the Youngest.

“I see… something,” said the Eldest, her gaze now shifting from mother to father. “Something I'd never seen before.

“What is it, Sister? Do you have a vision?”

“A… vision. Perhaps. Father, have you seen it?”

“I've seen many visions this day. I have a vision of something coming through that door. A special guest.

“What kind of guest?” asked the three.

“An angel from heaven. Come to rescue us from this forsaken place.”

“Forsaken.”

“Forsaken.”

“Forsaken!”

“Yes, my family. A forsaken place. God will punish it. He will not, though, punish us. For we are righteous.”

“Of the line of Abraham!” said his wife, stumbling now in the kitchen. Lot moved to her. There was no real need of food, anyway.

“Yes, wife. Righteous. Of the line of Abraham. But step away now. Let the vision take hold of you. All three of you, gather together. Let us wait at the table. It shouldn't be long now.”

Lot escorted his stumbling spouse back. Next to him, his oldest daughter, feeling the heat, loosened the top of her robes. Lot thought of rebuking her. Did she not know there would be angels? How appropriate was it?

But to strike might spoil the effects of the wine. He watched as she unfastened one button after another of the sabbath top she wore. A very different garment, unbuttoned. Lot saw the swell of flesh, coming now free into the air.

“Are you hot, my child?” he asked.

“Very, father. I feel as though there are flames all around me.”

“Well then. Have another cup of the wine. It should cool you. This heat can be infectious.”

Lot poured a drink for her, and then her sister. And then his wife. The family toasted once more the angels to come.

Lot waited again. Now his Youngest felt the heat about. Seeing her sister's action, the little one imitated. She too unfastened. Lot felt an odd stirring. So strange.

“I will see what's keeping them,” he said.

***

Outside, Lot once again blessed his luck. His vagrant had found a friend. The two shared in drink. They were sloppy. Horribly so.

The perfect test.

“Can you walk? You angels?” he asked, kicking at the first. No reply from the pair, save giggles.

“Walk? Come, there is more wine.”

“We need no wine,” moaned one. “Too-too much wine. Good wine. Better than this-swill.

“There is better wine inside,” said Lot. “Come. I know you have the energy. Would you not like a meal? A bath. A chance to visit my daughters?”

The duo mumbled something. Lot raised the pair to their feet. The stink of the second was even worse than the first. The smells mingled in the air, a fermented stink of shit and decay.

Angels.

Two cups of wine. Three for his wife.

“Come,” Lot repeated. And the pair glumly shambled along with Lot, pausing once more to drink from his gifted bottles.

***

Inside the house, Lot was greeted with a shock. His daughters had continued their unfastening in his absence.

“Father!” shouted the Eldest, rushing forward and pressing her bare breasts against him. “You were gone so long. Did you-have you-are they?” She turned to look at their new guests.

“Are these?”

“Yes, my child.”

“These-”

“YES, my child. These are the angels.

Lot's daughter paused for a moment, the fabric of her dress falling down, exposing her thighs and buttocks. Lot saw the breasts heave. She whispered something.

“What, my child?” he asked gently.

“I said, angels. Angels! Sister. Come. Come look. Are they not beautiful?” She moved to embrace them. Behind, the Youngest came racing out, completely nude. Lot could not recall how developed she'd gotten. When was this one born? When did the heaving breasts emerge? When had she learned to caress a man like that?

He moved quickly, pulling his daughters off the urchins. A bit of force was required. Lot sent his two daughters sprawling to the other side of the room, where they collapsed in a tangle.

“No, my children. They are creatures of God.”

“They are certainly creatures,” said the Eldest. Her face flushed. Lot saw, dimly, the hands of one sister on the breasts of another in a corner. Instinctively, the Eldest began to paw, delicately, at the flesh of her junior. Their faces came together, with the Youngest treating her sister to a kiss. Behind him, the first stirrings of the two urchins could be heard.

And how would he fight angels?

“You'll be wanting food now,” Lot said. Weakly. This situation grew out of control. Where was his wife? “Wife?” called Lot.

“I wait for you,” she said, appearing now from the room they shared. She, too, had changed. Whose idea was it? Where had this come-what? His wife wore only the sheer gown that covered all but hid nothing. Lot's favorite. She swayed forward, her mammoth breasts exciting the urchins further.

“Oh, my daughters,” said Lot's wife, seeing the pair on the floor. “Come. Rise. Are we not to meet the angels?”

Their two daughters kissed each other furiously. Bodies a tangle of hands spread all around, moving furiously. Lot, from a distance, wondered where they had learned such technique. It was – surprising. Behind him, the urchins moved upright.

Lot's wife found her sense of decorum.

“Come, girls. Come. That is no way to greet an angel. You can play among yourselves later. For now, can you not feel it?”

“The stars, mother!” said the Eldest.

“The stars!” echoed their Youngest, her words muffled by the nipple in her mouth.

“Let us greet these angels properly,” said Lot's wife.

And the trio advanced toward Lot and his guests. Hungry, with the wanton eyes of maenads or amazons, determined to have their fill.

Lot drew back. Behind him, the urchins showed a measure of fear. That could help them. No one had told him about this streak of the wine. Two cups. Only two cups!

***

Just then, a pounding came at their door.

“What!” shouted Lot, at once terrified and relieved. The advancing trio paused. So much to process.

“Bring out your men!” shouted a chorus.

“What?” asked Lot of the door.

“Bring out your men. We must have at you tenfold!

“What?” asked Lot's wife.

“Mmm,” said the Eldest.

“Your men!” called the voices. Shouting. “Your men!”

“Men, what a waste!” sniffed Lot's wife. “Please, Lot, give us to them.”

“What!” shouted Lot at his spouse.

“Give us to them, now, Lot,” she said, reaching into the kitchen for a knife.

“I-I cannot give you the men,” said Lot, looking now at the terrified urchins. “They are my guests. Not of this town.”

“Give us to them, Lot!” repeated his wife. “Or I will cut you.”

“Bring out your men!”

“I have a wife. And daughters! My daughters are unsullied. Inexperienced!” shouted Lot, as he watched the hand of the Youngest move deftly between the legs of her older sister. “Would not they satisfy you?”

“No. It is not the time for that. You know the law. Tenfold. Bring out your men that we may know them!”

“What. A. Waste.” Moaned the Eldest between gasps as the hand between her legs moved faster.

“Father's right,” echoed the Youngest, reaching up to suck on the nipple of her sister. “This city is depraved. Mother! We should go.”

“Yes-yes we should. We should go out to find men! You-you angels! Find us men!”

“Bring out your men!”

The two urchins had had enough. They feared the angry, unfulfilled looks on the faces of the women more than they feared whatever lay outside. What did a man, in Sodom, have to fear from another man? There were beautiful priestesses in the temples to take care of any lust.

“Wait-Wait! Angels!” Lot shouted, as the duo pushed past. “At least give me your sacred message.”

The two strangers looked at one another, puzzled near the door.

“I am the Righteous Man!” said Lot, blocking the door. “Give me your message. You don't need to say it out loud. Only whisper.

Both men looked at one another. Then at Lot. One whispered something in his ear. Then the pair bowled him over and raced away from the knife-wielding woman, fleeing out of the front door, slamming it behind with a bang.

“Men!” shouted the crowd before Lot's house. He sat up, eyed the crowd through the door. At least 30 persons there. 40. 100. He could not count. The urchins, stunned, were seized by the crowd.

“Filth!” shouted one. “Disgusting!” added another. “Clean them first! Dry them! Prepare the way!”

“No, too merciful!” This from a fellow in uniform. “Too merciful. The law is clear. Pain must be repaid tenfold. No clearing the channel. They must suffer all. Remove their clothes.

The crowd tore aware the ragged garments from the duo. Lot saw one, in fear, throw up a half-bottle of his best vintage. At least they would feel no pain.

“Line up!” said the man in charge. “Let the largest among you go first!”

Lot looked over, say a giant blackamoor emerge from the crowd and remove his armor. Below was a staff the likes Lot had never seen.

The blackamoor spoke.

“I get no pleasure from this. But I am sworn, as we all are, to protect the priestess. Tonight we return pain tenfold. Let any among you who would dare to harm she who protects us know, this staff I carry, is the true sword of vengeance!

Wild applause. Swoons from the ladies in the far edge of the crowd.

Lot's urchins were held down, spread-eagled, their faces into the dirt. Nude, the giant blackamoor stood upright over the first. Now fully engorged, he set to, crushing the man with his bulk. Somehow, the staff disappeared into the poor urchin.

The fellow shrieked, with a blood-curdling cry that Lot wished instantly to forget. The blackamoor reared back, pulling himself all the way out, slowly, then pushing in to the hilt. Lot saw flecks of blood emerge from the unfortunate. The blackamoor paid no heed, moving to his own rhythm as the body below quivered and wept, begging for mercy.

Finally, the blackamoor finished his first victim.

“You,” he said to the second urchin, who knelt in fear, hands over his head to drown out the screams. “I said you!” repeated the blackamoor, kicking the man for lack of acknowledgement.

“Yes?” asked the urchin, terrified.

“Clean this off!” answered the blackamoor, waving the gigantic, blood-soaked rod before the face of the urchin. “And no teeth.”

Lot drew back.

“What a waste!” said his Eldest daughter, now next to Lot, her bare breasts pressing against his side.

“So sad,” echoed the Youngest, resting her chin on her father.

“What was their message, husband?” asked Lot's wife, her hands moving at the middle of the gown, as though she'd taken pleasure in the spectacle.

“Message?”

“The angels? Their message.”

“We must flee this wretched place!” shouted Lot.

“Flee!” said the Eldest. “Flee!” echoed the Youngest.

“Well, I don't know about that,” said Lot's wife. “Surely, that blackamoor is wasting his talents now. On your angels. But I suspect if I were to-”

Lot raced over. Slapped her. Again. Again.

“Flee!” he shouted, and handed over one more cup of wine.

***

The quartet slipped out of their hovel as the attention of the crowd turned once again to the blackamoor. His staff cleansed, he was eyeing his second victim lovingly. To their side, nine men had begun to loose their armor. Wagering among the crowd began, over who was next in size to repeat the violation.

“It's unfair!” said one in the audience. “Going from big to small, he won't feel it! He won't sense the punishment.”

This brought approval from the crowd. Or they just enjoyed admiring the blackamoor.

“Smallest. Smallest! Smallest next! Work your way back. Let's see the blackamoor twice!

The leader stood up before them again. “If that is your wish!” he said. “And who among this crowd is the smallest?”

“Oh, I think I know,” whispered Lot's wife as they crawled past the wine stand. Lot's daughters giggled.

“We must keep moving,” said Lot, slapping the trio angrily.

***

They stumbled upon a pair of asses, fully laden for a long journey out. Its owners, nowhere to be found, had slipped back into the city.

“A gift from the angels!” shouted Lot.

“The angels! The angels!”

Lot put his wife on one donkey, helping her back onto the beast as she slid down. He attempted to cover her, to protect her from the sun, but she did not agree. His daughters made their own way, and sat together atop the creature. Lot dropped his wine into the bags on his wife's animal, and set out, holding a bridle in each hand.

His wife slogged along, barely keeping herself upright with a shaking grip on the saddle. His daughters fared better, the pair leaning into each other, thighs spread wide as the creature slowly bounced along the desert road.

“Where do we go, Lot?” asked his wife after a time.

Lot looked about him. The donkeys led the way. He did not lead them. Where? Gomorrah? No, too many would know. The priestess-Segor? Admah? Zeboim?

None of these were good ideas. He needed a city to hide in. The priestess would forget. He was sure of it. Already, she'd exacted her revenge. The people of Sodom's saw the day's events as a novelty. Sport. Something to focus their bewildered heads upon after such a festival.

But they'd return to the dancing girls soon enough. The harlots in the temple. The painted ladies. Lot knew them all. Knew that depraved, indifferent city, so focused on individual goals and achievements.

The memories of such men were short.

But he would have to avoid the priestess. Much had changed. His earlier choice remained the best option.

“Zohar!” he said finally.

“Zohar?” asked his wife. “But that's-”

“I said, 'Zohar.' The angels told me so. These beasts will get us there. Have you forgotten in whose presence you stood today?”

Lot's wife interpreted his words slowly. Zohar. Yes. A smaller city. Perhaps one in need of a wine merchant. Or they could run a stables. Or… something else. Far from the armies of Chedorlamer. Farthest spot away on the plain. She wandered off.

Lot pondered. How to control them during their ride together? Lot knew the limits of inebriation. It wore off. This wine controlled them. Would continue to. But any minute, his wife would look to him again. That glance in her eyes-his failure. He could not bear it. And to destroy her now… would leave him alone before too long.

He walked ahead, head down, watching the shadow of his two daughters against their donkey.

***

Her nagging grew incessant. With every passing moment, it seemed Lot's wife covered up a bit more, and looked to him less. How far? She asked again. Where would they eat? What of husbands for their daughters? Were they truly angels? Would angels sacrifice themselves so?

“Don't look back,” Lot advised her. “Don't look back.”

But she must look back. Thinking always of the effort she'd spent, making their hovel a comfortable one. Sweeping out the filth and insects that had marked their dreary existence away from the fields.

She must look back. Lot saw her about to. He raced ahead to strike.

“Don't look back!”

Lot's wife collapsed with the force of the blow. Their daughters moved forward, asleep now on the donkey, holding each other.

There would be no escape from her tongue, thought Lot. Even her silence would incriminate him, shame him, dishonor him.

He drew up his wife, felt her groggy head in his hands. Holding her slowly, almost tenderly, he brought her to rest against a rock formation, bleached white by desert sands.

“Don't turn back!” said Lot one last time, and twirled his wife around so that she faced the stone. “Do not disobey!” he added. Then he smashed her skull into the wall. Once. Twice. Again. The blood flew out. His wife moaned for an instant, then stopped. She stood perfectly still, not breathing, balanced on an outcropping of stone.

For a moment, Lot looked down. He remembered better times. Before, they had been tender towards each other. Until the ill-luck started. Brought on by her and her cursed, impure family.

He pulled her not-breathing head back one last time. “Don't look back!” he whispered fiercely into her ear, then smashed his wife again into the stone. Her face wedged into the rock. The neck pressed back, arms limply at her side, still she remained upright.

Lot looked at her a final time. Spat at the ground. Turned to capture the donkey. His daughters lay far ahead.

***

He didn't know, finally, who first suggested the idea. The trio pressed on to Zoara. Lot's explanation, that their mother looked back and turned into a pillar of salt, was accepted without comment. The cities of the plain were destroyed for them all. Each realized that, though the means of destruction was perhaps unclear.

It was the Eldest, thought Lot, who'd planned it. Her brain, feverish with desires. So late to marry. So ripe. She must have it. Now.

The trio had reached Zohar, refilled their jugs of water and traded some of the goods found in saddlebags for dried meat. The beautiful dates of the city could be had for a pittance, so they'd stocked up. Months of provisions. And into the caves they'd started, the father and his two daughters.

***

Knowing what was to transpire, Lot elected passivity in the cave. He lay himself down on the rock, a bit of bedclothes for a pillow. Aside, the last of the wine jug. Lot feigned drunkenness. But apart from a single glass of regular wine with his meal, he'd not tasted a drop.

He heard the Eldest make her way-first pulling back the makeshift curtain Lot had placed over their side of the cave. Then a splash of water. Another. Clothes rustled to the ground.

She approached.

“Father?” she whispered.

Lot said nothing. The girl waited for a time. Lot grew impatient. Rolled over with a moan. His loincloth opened. Magically. The girl climbed nearer.

“Father?” she asked again. Still a whisper. She looked him over now. Slowly.

“Mother was cruel to you, Father,” she said finally.

Decision made, she grasped him. Held him in the palm of her hands. She stroked, slowly, with the tip of her fingers, running from the base to the circumcised head. A drop appeared. She bent down, tasted it. Lot moaned. She reared back, almost spitting him out. Waited. Lot, earnestly, flexed his muscles. The tip of his cock pointed towards her. Expecting.

The girl bent again to the shaft, gripping it fully, as she'd seen so many men do after they'd had their fill of wine. She moved her hand up and down. Delicately. Poorly. Lot winced, said nothing.

“For our line, Father,” said the girl. There was no way he could find another wife. Or three. She believed it now. “For our line.”

The Eldest stood up. Lot saw her firm, bare breasts by the light of a torch. She dropped her thin skirt to the floor, stepped towards him once again. Kneeling down, she tried to take him in. All the way in. It didn't work. The virgin entrance was too narrow. Dried by fear.

Lot took her to himself. Crushed her against his chest. He felt the edge of her nipples press against him, round, full, so much like her mother had been. His right hand swept to her mound, running about it in circles, pressing up against the tip.

Now she moaned, for the first time. “Yes,” she said, slightly. “Yes, father.”

Lot continued his strokings. Her heart beat faster against him. “Yes, father.” He felt the slit loosening, water seemed to drip out. The moment was right. He drove himself into her, feeling the band burst, and himself all the way in. “Yes, father. Give us our line!”

Lot held nothing back now. Furiously, he swept his daughter to her back. He threw himself against her. Again, and again. Driving from his mind the nagging visions of her mother. Driving the shame away. “Yes! Father!” cried his daughter. She bucked beneath him, spread her legs like a harlot, then wrapped around. His motion was limited Still she writhed below. “Yes! Father! Our line!”

Lot could hold back no more. He broke her grip around his waist. His efforts doubled, then redoubled. “UHHHHHHHHHHHHH!” he cried. “UUHHHHHH!” And spread his seed.

She lay beneath him. Panting. Radiant.

“Wonderful, Father,” she said. “Wonderful. But is it enough?” she asked.

“I know not,” answered Lot. Abandoning the pretense of sleep. “Such gifts are from the Lord.”

“Then we can only work at it until a child is made.”

“Yes, Daughter,” said Lot.

“But what of my sister?” she asked.

“She does not-”

“She understands the importance. She is shy. Afraid. Inexperienced.

“Perhaps-” said Lot.

“Yes, Father?”

“Perhaps, she should join us. The three of us. Can maintain the family line.”

“You… are so wise, Father.”

“I will need your assistance to prepare her. She is so terribly young.”

“And beautiful, Father.”

“And beautiful.”

Rested, turned again to his daughter.

***

The next night, both came to him. Lot wasn't sure-he would not force this upon her. He'd always loved his Youngest most.

She stood shyly, wearing her full robe.

“Is it not warm in this cave?” asked Lot of the Youngest.

“It is,” she said.

“But you are not warm?”

“I-I suffer chills.”

“Oh, that is too bad,” said the Eldest, standing to one side. Almost an afterthought. “Father can warm you. Can't you, Father?”

Lot nodded.

“If you wish it.”

“I do wish it, Father.” But the Youngest made no move.

Lot stood up from his place. Nude, he glanced at the pair. Already, the Eldest had removed her clothes. Slowly. He and the Youngest both stared, entranced, as one article of clothing after another came down.

“Now you, Sister,” said the Eldest.

“I am-still cold.”

“I will warm you first.”

“You will?” asked Lot and the Youngest together.

“Wait and you will see.”

Lot waited. Wanted to touch both of them. Ravish them. Devour. He waited.

The Eldest moved to her sister, began by slowly rubbing her neck. The Youngest sighed. The strings on her robe were loosened. Still the Eldest nibbled. Then with a start she reached her hand in, opening the robe, and giving Lot his first glance at this new treasure.

The Youngest had flawless skin. Not a mark. No trace of their long journey in the desert. Smooth. Perfect.

“Do you see how beautiful you are?” asked the Eldest. “Look what you have done for father.”

The Youngest blushed as her robe came down. Lot saw the curves of her leg, as if for the first time. The last garments fell away. Still the Youngest made no move. Her sister, from behind, began to massage every inch.

“You excite him!” she hissed, as her hands encircled the lovely breasts. The tips were different, between the two, Lot thought. Eldest looked so much like her mother. But this girl, with smaller points around the edges, was like no one. Save his own. Yes, she took after him.

Their son would be perfect.

The Eldest reached down now, putting a hand, slowly, between her sister's legs.

“He excites you!” she said, triumphantly, pulling a glistening hand away. “You are ready for him. The perfect daughter!”

Lot smiled. Still, the Youngest made no move.

“Shall I take you to him?” asked the Eldest, not waiting for an answer as she marched her shuddering sister the few paces needed.

“Are you ready for her, Father?” asked the Eldest.

Lot nodded. “But-I am not sure-”

“Let me worry about that,” said the Eldest. “If she is unready. It will first be my turn.”

Lot nodded at this. The Youngest looked now at her older sister, shame disappearing from her glance. Now it was envy. Now, competitive.

The girl bent forward, kissing Lot on the tip. He sighed. The Eldest sniffed. Lot motioned to her, and she too bent down. Both of them eyed him, their gazes fixed on the appendage between his legs.

“You-” began Lot.

“What?” asked both.

“You should help your sister,” said Lot. Not indicating who was to help whom. He didn't care, really. His hands went to one breast, another, holding them. Squeezing together.

The girls nodded at each other. Eldest came to Lot's face, kissing him on the lips.

“Like this,” she said. The Youngest nodded, straddled down on Lot. Leaned against him. Lot felt hands below. The Eldest grabbed his balls. Cupped them. Jiggled. The Youngest rained down kisses upon him, hungrily. Lot answered these as best he could. Now he was guided, his cock forced again upon the hymen. It burst, audibly. Lot felt the liquid trickle down.

The Eldest guided her sister in a gentle rocking. Lot assisted as best he could, pulling up his legs to give his daughter support. She sighed at this, and began to grind away. The Eldest set the rhythm, then climbed ahead to shove her breasts into Lot's mouth. He didn't think he could last. He didn't, collapsing with a sigh.

The Youngest stared down. Satisfied. But not sated. Quickly, her sister came over. A hand rubbed, just above where father and daughter had joined. Glancing over, Lot saw his Youngest returning the favor. Both girls moaned. Their pace quickened. Lot felt it inside the lass. With a cry, the pair erupted, both crashing down against their father.

Somehow, they slept.

***

In the morning, Lot awoke, refreshed. He'd planted seeds in both. Would do so again. Indeed, he constructed scenarios, thinking of who should be stationed where. Vaguely, he wished for the two to begin their cycles. He'd teach those daughters of his there were more ways to please a man.

A figure at the mouth of the cave stopped his reverie. Where were his daughters? And who?

“Hello, Lot,” said the man in robes. “Do you remember me?”

“I shouldn't think so.”

“I am Melchizedek. I saved your life once.”

“And?”

“I'm here to fix what is wrong.”

“There is nothing wrong,” said Lot. “We are a family, doing the bidding of the angels.”

“Abraham will be glad to know of it. I'll send him the word of the Priestess.”

“Abraham is my kin.”

“And my vassal. Or did you not remember how he tithed?”

“You are?”

“Melchizedek. I saved your life once.”

“Do you regret so doing?”

“I serve a higher power, Lot. One that you could have served fully. Had you so chosen.”

“I did serve. Do serve. We have fled the Cities of the Plain.”

“The cities would be destroyed over time. Their defenses offers little protection from foreign powers. You could have prospered there, though.”

“I prospered once.”

“And now you are-”

“Melchizedek, why are you here?”

“I saved your life once. In the East, that means your life belongs to me. I come to claim it. As you know.”

And Lot did know. His time on the earth. At an end.

“Where will I go?” he asked. Sullenly.

“I care not. Your work is done.”

“My line?”

“Your line is saved, kin of Abraham.”

“My daughters?”

“They shall be provided for. I will fetch them husbands.”

“You will.”

“Fear not. Your story shall grow. The Last Righteous Man.”

With a nod, Lot lay down. Melchizedek came closer, swept his hands against Lot's brow. A few words spoken. Pain, searing, coursed through Lot. His vision blurred.

“Come, women,” said Melchizedek. “His time on earth is at an end. Your future lies elsewhere.”

And the trio marched out, leaving Lot in the cave.

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Kenton Barr
Lot: Or the righteous man's guide to incest