The Hungry Husband

Norman Singer

ONE

David Fortune was having a wet nightmare. To wake up shrieking and ejaculating at the same devastating split-second was petting rather wearing on the nerves. Luckily, he and his enchanting blond wife Linda believed in the militant hygiene of twin beds. Consequently, she never got a peek at his swimming sheets until the next morning, by which time both the Fortunes and the sheets were comfortably dried-out and starchy looking.

But tonight the sweet agony of his cries had awakened her, which meant that he had to be ready with a few consoling lies: sweat plus anxiety, old paranoid fears about losing their magnificent home, his brilliant career as an insurance executive, neither of which were the product of his own initiative, but had been generously forced on him by an overloaded father-in-law.

"Oh David, don't tell me you're having that same nasty dream again," said Linda, slipping out of her bee and rushing to his side. Her high, pendulous breasts wobbled gorgeously beneath her silken nightie, and as David eyed their crests, he wearily wished she hadn't sworn such fervent allegiance to the Health Department on the day they'd taken their vows.

"Yes, it was the same dream, dear," he said as she switched on the small lamp near his bed. "Same old hobgoblin threats to our future…" He gazed up as the light reflected on her face, and at once felt the deep sense of relief which his wife's sculptured beauty inevitably brought to him. With a sigh, his trembling ceased, and the hidden mound of his erection, which had been bulging like a covered-dish under the sheets, now sank slowly downward. Once more the atmosphere in their bedroom reflected the safe limbo-plateau of a suburban marriage: David and Linda, those bright young neuter-weds up the block. Two pals bunking together in the night, two campfire chums rubbing their fungus-repellent Ids together to build the fires of caution.

Nevertheless, for David there was never a tonic so potent as the sight of Linda playing nursemaid in the middle of the night. Even with the golden ripples of her hair caught up in those atrocious pink rollers, and her pretty, sensual features gleaming with skin-cream that smelled vomitous and sweet, the over-all repugnance still meant security to David Fortune, meant 'home.' He now decided that at twenty-seven she looked just the same as the day he'd married her. How accommodating of the dear girl to have frozen his original image of her, although he knew that deep inside Linda couldn't really be just the same-not after giving him three exquisitely-formed children, all of whom had been beautifully scented and deodorized since birth. He had to be fair about it; aside from producing off-spring, there'd been many other changes during their eight years together…

… Name one, said the nightmare-voices…

Well, their fantastic five-bedroom, four-bathroom house had been given two pictorial displays in Town and Country and was all paid for. And only last year he'd studiously watched those workers put in his pool and patio, with only the most minimal assistance from his filthy-rich in-laws. At twenty-seven, he was a junior executive at All-Planet Insurance Company, the best known firm of its kind in the world, and everybody knew it was by the sheerest coincidence that Linda's father happened to be the president of this corporation. Of course, going into the insurance business had never been his most burning ambition. As a kid, the world of the jazz musician had always been his special goal; God, how hungry he'd been to study the French Horn! He'd hoped to go on tour, giving recitals, concerts. Brand-new concept in sound.

David and Linda met in the third grade and, at first sight, fell passionately into a habit-pattern that was to anaesthetize them for nearly twenty years. Despite the marked difference in their parents' bank-balance, these two children of the Fates remained as constant to one another as Damon and Pythias. And to David, it had ah ways seemed so "right" to be seen with the spectacular-looking Linda Montclair, that he never had cause-or the good common sense-to search elsewhere.

"You dreamt the house was on fire again?" Linda was saying now.

"Yes," he said, preferring this lie to the shattering truth; but also welcoming this chance to tease his wife, who never knew it was happening, that sweet, sheltered frau. "ft was ghastly. There was this enormous epitaph in huge blazing letters across the roof: 'Here Lie David Fortune and Family. They Couldn't Wait to Die, So They're Decomposing Now!' "

Linda listened and shuddered. "Oh for heaven's sakes… Did you ever hear such nonsense?" Then forced a chuckle. "And what of the children, dear? Were they involved again too?"

He nodded grimly. "And in exactly the same way, dashing out the back door to their playpens, screaming little fireballs in the sunshine. I think it's all that damned aerosol stuff you use on them, Linda. It's inflammable, you know."

Linda stared quite seriously at him; and then, with a frown and a lovely pouting underlip, she staunchly closed her eyes and transcended the whole grisly picture. An instant later she gazed with pleasure at her husband's handsome face and smoothed back the moist blond ringlets that had fallen over his forehead. They were both natural blonds, the shades so identical that an outsider might swear they wore matching wigs. Linda had always felt properly grateful to have married a man as stunningly attractive and husky as her David. She'd never seen a man who could look so beautiful and rugged at the same time. He had the bluest eyes and most classic aquiline nose, and lips that were much too full and perfect for an insurance executive. He could have been a model, she thought, or a superstar, or anything his heart desired.

Gently, she placed a hand on his big broad shoulder, taking a proprietary air in the feel of it. The two had often played tennis together in their teens, and Linda was proud to note that his sturdy chest and biceps were as hard and muscular as ever, due, of course, to his rigorous weekly work-outs at the gym. On the other hand, it had never once occurred to Linda that about nine-tenths of all this male pulchritude and largesse was going to waste under her limited care and feeding.

"Well now, David, a dream like that only proves how very much you love your home and family," she said cheerily. "You're afraid of losing everything we have here…"

… Or I'm afraid of keeping everything we have, he thought, taking her hand and pressing it to his cheek; afraid of maintaining this gilded status-quo, this sky full of riches and premeditated ease, this world I never built.

Vividly, he now reviewed the true spectral imagery of his nightmare, wondering if he'd ever have the guts to describe the gory details to Linda. Even now with the touch of her cool hand on his cheek, he could hardly bring himself to recall the dream, for it seemed so disloyal to him, so grotesque and utterly senseless. He'd been in bed with Linda's mother and father. The three of them, stark naked and tumbling, as they bandied his body between them while he alternately fucked and sodomized first one and then the other. Oh good God, would he ever forget the shame of it, the demoralizing descent into lunacy and filth! Mr. and Mrs. Wilbur Multi-million-dollar-Montclair of Hillsborough, in their proud, disdainful fifties, and there they were, those royal highnesses, flipping and twitching in their king-sized master-bed for every throbbing inch he gave them, until they began squawking and haggling for his ample stiff favors, clawing and tearing to get at their daughter's most prized home-appliance of all… this husband-fixture which they had bought and paid for. He was their property to apply or dispense at will…

David's trapped penis had felt so very alive and dimensional in the deep nagging recesses of his mother-in-law, and he could still hear her exalted shrieks as he thumped all the airy elegance right out of her. The old man knelt beside them and watched, furiously beating his big barnacled peter up and down… "Oh sweet Jesus!.. Does anyone know what this Sexual Revolution is doing to the Elderly? It's like giving Medicare to the Ancient Greeks… mythological treats instead of iron-tonics and physics! Me next, boy! Get off her… She's spoiled enough as it is…!"

Too snarling and impatient to wait his turn, the old dragon kicked his writhing empress out of bed and promptly sat down hard on his son-in-law's rigid thick identifier. "Ooumghff!" said the white-maned patriarch, grunting out his excruciating joy as David's stout bombardment surged up against his weathered colon. And while David bitterly shunned the thought later, at this moment he had to agree with the rangy old guy… because ooohWOW!.. did it ever feel wild and tight in there as he banged and popped his hips like a madman, jammin' right up Linda's ancestry… Aw, up your old dynasty, Dad… up it!.. And oooh!.. Aw man, what a generation-gap!.. Oooooh!.. The King is in his counting-house and I am in the King… Li'l David blow up your in-laws, Li'l David Blow!

And dammit-all, he just hated to think about that part of it later, because it was during that blistering ecstasy of screw-punishing his own nobly-born father-in-law that David screamed, awoke and came all in one horribly delightful instant. If only he'd reached his climax with Linda's mother instead of her father (his boss!), the portent of these dreams mightn't seem quite so harrowing to him.

Lately, all of his dreams had involved sex. If not with his in-laws, somebody else's. And always someone in high authority, someone he could maim or cripple or topple with his hard, steam-driven appendage. Show'em what-for, David!.. You've got the weapon!

He preferred to see these bestial fantasies as a pageantry of protest, an adolescent attempt to escape the rigid conformities that had been thrust on him by his elders. But he refused to believe the dreams had any real sensual significance in themselves. Since Linda had a beautiful and exciting body, it was impossible for David to consider that he, of all people, might be sexually repressed. Who among his contemporaries could boast a more appealing or curvaceous young wife? Everyone envied him this dazzling creature, she with the entrancing, full-bodied figure, the winsome smile that had gotten her everything she'd ever wanted out of life.

How could any man married to such a healthy, busty beauty be plagued with sex hang-ups? With Linda there'd never been time to feel lonely or unwanted. She'd always been there and pretty and blooming whenever he'd needed her. Why hell, he couldn't even remember their first date. All through high school and their first year at Stanford-during which term they were married-it had been like one long continuous date. And, as Linda was so fond of saying: "David and I each married our best friend. That's why we're so compatible!"

It was during the late 'fifties that these two tender comrades quite self-consciously described themselves as "courting." David, the more socially advanced of the two, preferred to think of it as "going steady." He stuck her only with his fraternity pin. And yet, in view of the standards still prevalent in the 'fifties, theirs might have been considered a rather daring engagement, if some of the lurid details had been made known: they'd indulge in flagrant premarital kissing and fingerplay, though never to climax, except for David, who wended his way swiftly home to masturbate in the cellar, praying that the gossamer-Linda would never suspect him of such gross excesses. Linda always looked so fastidious and neat, and his semen looked so messy, how would he ever be able to get the two of them together?

Once she'd let him slip his tongue between her lips while kissing. But afterwards she'd given him a fierce lecture on the perils of mononucleosis, so it had never happened again. As for the more primary penetrations, Linda remained adamantly chaste until their wedding-night. And for a tussling ten nights thereafter she was still, technically speaking, a virgin. Despite their having been intimate buddies all their lives, these two adoring youngsters hadn't gotten around to measuring their respective diameters and circumferences. David possessed what Linda insisted on calling an overly inflated and quite untenable penis, a description which almost made him feel ashamed of his eight-and-one-quarter inches, although until then this part of his architecture had given him a sense of smoldering power. But, alas, Linda's main freeway seemed to be barred to him by a bit of a taut buttonhole, from which narrow viewpoint his mammoth hunk of adoration must have seemed destined for nothing but breeding bulls. Since it stood to reason that his dimensions were not going to shrink in order to fit an hysterically tightened bride, David realized there was only one alternative-an exhaustive course in advanced anatomy; i.e., his anatomy advancing into hers. And if he could divide and conquer without killing her, he was game to try.

Finally, after a great deal of faith, tenacity and coitus-abortus, David managed to dig the full wedge of his tool straight up the shrieking pores of her sub-deb vagina. Habitually well-mannered, the girl retained a polite, sophomoric smile right in the middle of a scream. From the beginning, David sensed that she merely pretended all this sexual revulsion for fear she might lose his respectful friendship if he found out how much she enjoyed it. But he could never be sure of this; and, indeed, if his wife really was on the frigid side, far be it from him to become a rampaging beast in bed just to satisfy his own violent lusts. It was one sure way to lose the greatest pal of his life, so he policed himself accordingly.

However, for months afterwards Linda looked as if she were on her way to the dentist whenever they made love. Yet, when he thoughtfully suggested a dash of novocaine, she vehemently declined: "Not on your life, darling. This is what I was made for, to lie here while you take your rightful pleasure…" So, guiltily, David let her suffer in his heat, his rampant member usually so afloat in lubricant, it was often like having intercourse with a tiny jar of hormone cream.

And now, seated on the side of his bed, Linda slipped an arm about his waist. "You poor dear, you look so tired and spent. These dreams are beginning to sap your energy, David. Perhaps you ought to see a doctor. I mean really, darling, it's a little ridiculous for a man who has everything to be having nightmares…" Then her eyes fell on the extensive dampness of his sheets. "Why, good heavens, dear, you've been sweating like a horse! Even the bedding's wet, Here… feel it?"

He let her guide his hand along the sticky moisture, going shaky again with quavering thoughts of his father-in-law, but grateful that the perspiration oozing from his upper portions made his general outpouring look quite legitimate.

"You get out of those wet jammies this instant and you…" she paused and took a deep breath, as if about to make a radical decision… "well, you… come over to my bed, David." Bravely thrusting out her chin. "Mommie's got just the cure for her sensitive, handsome sweetie!"

David couldn't believe his ears, and for a minute he thought he was having another drenched, erotic dream. Then his heart started pounding and he shot up in bed, his eyes bulging with surprise. "But honey, wait!.. I mean, listen, it's Thursday!" He thought it only fair to remind her she'd gotten her wires crossed.

He and Linda usually made love at eleven o'clock every Sunday evening, right after watching 'Mission Impossible.' They had chosen this time-slot several years ago, ever since the Weekend News Roundup had become so bloody. They found this familial act as comforting as renewing an expired subscription, and each time it happened, Linda christened it with the same coy label, gaily pretending it was a purely spontaneous bon mot: "How about it, non?" she'd twinkle. "Do you feel like being convivial?" This preamble never varied, with the result that David became so programmed by the word "convivial," he got an unthinking hard-on whenever he heard it.

"Now dearest," she said, "in an emergency like this, who's to say we can't be convivial on Thursdays as well as Sundays?"

David felt the instant-mushrooming between his legs. He sat up in bed and tore swiftly out of his pajama-tops. Then he peeled off the bottoms and leapt to his feet, standing there before her in all his rearing hot-tipped majesty. Ahhh, but easy does it, he cautioned himself… easy, boy! Sure, she's your own wife, but don't muff it!

TWO

Still feeling the gamy fevers of his nightmare, David gazed eagerly at the superb dips and ovals of Linda's body as she stood before him in her flimsy nightgown. His eyes gleamed obsessively as he thought: God!.. What phenomenal boobs for a woman who's been married all these years. They looked so full and untouched, so rosily nipple-peaked. Two vanilla-cream sundaes, undisturbed and untasted. Due, of course, to the minimal use to which he'd put them. Linda only permitted him to kiss those burning cones. Devotion, not devourment. That was her bed-time motto, and it clung to their chaste amours like an invisible sampler. No lewd oral experiments in her shiny house of controlled electronics and detergents, and everybody brushed after eating.

For David, this was an old edict of doom, and translated it meant that tit, tongue and clit-sucking were all off-limits in his pretty pink-and-white paid-up gift-horse of a home, his soul's anchor, wherein dwelled his virginal stacked wife and mother of three issues in his image… (O watch it, ganglayers, don't spread her like that… she's somebody's Mummy!)

Maybe it was wishful thinking, but he'd always sensed that Linda would go ape for those wild diversions, if she ever stopped playing Lady Guinevere long enough to relax and let them happen. But David was still too greatly in awe of his wife's antiseptic deportment ever to force his crude curiosities on her. Moreover, he valued her opinion of him much too highly to indulge in such base, secret urges as swabbing his old pirate-tongue in and out of the untrammeled crevices of her flesh. But oh man! How desperately he longed to tamper with this ripe, alabaster vessel that was Linda's body! Mightn't it be a healthy release for them both to let her know that the little boy she'd adopted at the altar had turned into a carnivorous, salivating beast? Oh Christ no, she'd be horrified…

Cool it, he warned himself. You don't really know that much about her to plow right in…

After dousing the bed-lamp, Linda removed her nightie. And then, to keep out that old voyeur Moon, she drew the drapes across the already-drawn blinds. For her, fornication must remain the enshrouded transaction it had always been. Consequently, since this storybook couple rarely toyed long enough for David's eyes to become accustomed to the dark, he could only imagine what she looked like completely nude. Damn! If only his hands had eyes, he could make do with the mere feel of her shadowed topography. But this wouldn't have been too feasible either, unless he'd tried hypnosis or chloroform; for Linda considered too much fingerplay highly juvenile: "Darling, now that we're married, we don't need all those preliminaries!"

After stripping, Linda felt her way into their adjoining bathroom to flip in her diaphragm. A devout Catholic, she had shown her full support of the Pope by donating all her contraceptive pills to a home for unwed mothers. Upon returning to the bedroom she stationed herself halfway between the beds, where David also stood in silent waiting. And thus, with perfect synchronization achieved, this was usually Linda's signal to slip into her bed and receive him. But apparently David had forgotten something. Coquettishly, she reminded him: "Isn't Cleanliness still next to Godliness in our house?"

He got the message at once. Without a word he marched into the bathroom and soapily sponged his rapidly deflating penis. Although he showered and sprayed daily, David had learned never to argue with Linda in such a moment, as it did very little to heighten the immediacy of his passion. When he returned to the pitch-dark room, he stubbed his toe and swore. Linda, now mounted on her mattress, laughed pleasantly; but David could detect the customary apprehension in her tone. Suddenly he wanted to leap through the air at her, crying: "Here Come De Dentist!.. Would Milady prefer laughing-gas or a shot in the fanny…?"

He slipped in beside her, hearing his own compulsive murmurs of desire… "Oh honey, how I want you!.. Want you more and more every day…" (and get you less and less!) How he wished they could pretend they weren't married. Christ! They'd be ideal for each other!.. And imagine a couple of strangers in this bed, built as attractively as they were! What a ball it could be… David slid the palm of his hand along her belly. Linda seized his arm and entwined it buddy-fashion about her waist, as if they were a couple of Halloween-tots about to go trick-or-treating together.

She moved her face near his and offered him the full clean cushion of her mouth: their ritual ignition-kiss. David felt the soft fluttery velvet of her lips brushing against his and he moaned and shuddered and… he went a little wilder than he knew… yearning to open those tender convent-wife petals and swarm inside with his own stabbing heat and breath-flow. He was almost positive that a helluva lot of other couples in Hillsborough sucked each others' tongues without dashing out in the night to get a Tetanus shot. But Linda cringed and bit his thrust-out underlip. With a cry of pain, he pulled away from her.

"Now David, really!" she chattered in the dark. "What's gotten into you?"

"Aw… Fin sorry, dear, I lost my head."

"I think you've been watching too many of those Market Street Hippie-girls on your lunch-hour," she chastised.

They lay on their sides and, moving on cue, pressed their bodies amiably together. David gently drew her to him, trembling with the feel of her firm round breasts pushing against him, wondering why he must be plagued with a wife who had the body of a topless go-go girl and the soul of an evangelist.

Linda reached behind on her nightstand for the small jar of lubricant, subtly placing it on the bed between their destined crotches. David's cue to start buttering himself up for the butchery. Silently, he rubbed the stuff up and down his long meaty shaft, while she waited patiently, stiffly. She never did the rubbing herself, but oh wow!.. Just the idea of it made his balls dance! Unn… to feel her hands on it at last, oooh… loving it and squeezing and dabbing!

Respectfully greased-up, David handed her the jar and she returned it to the nightstand. Then he heard her tremulous sigh: Marie-Antoinette at the guillotine, murmuring 'Head-chopper, do your bloody worst!' Faithfully remembering their choreography, David reached down and gripped his tense member in his hand, aiming it slowly between her thighs until the swelling knob lightly scratched against her curling crotch-fleece. Like the child who cries out before it's hit, Linda whimpered a little overture.

"Am I there, baby…?" he whispered gallantly.

"You're… close," she said through romantically clenched teeth. "Push a little."

David pushed, and the fat top-wedge of it oozed into her.

"Oh God Save Me!" gasped Linda, and while David sensed she was smiling socially in the dark, he always had the feeling she'd like to be saying her beads in this moment of peril.

Now their marital ballet revolved and shifted, and with David securely hooked to her, Linda rolled over on her back and let him slip into the driver's seat. Horse-and-Buggy-style. Old-fashioned homestead-pumping, like it said in the Bible and Family Circle. He let his greedy bloated rod graze gradually up her womb, the warm resilient chasm not nearly as tight as she liked to pretend. No-siree!.. That wasn't a mini-pussy down there any more, not after all his ramming alterations. Why hell, she was ready for a whole fleet of joy and jabbing up there, and by God, he'd tell her that some day, even if it made her spit-up and run home to her high-bosomed Mama and take the kids and the house and his gift-wrapped future along with her. He'd have to teach her how not to turn this bed into an operating table whenever they screwed. Of course, first he'd have to learn how himself; since, until now, all he had to go by were a bunch of gooey dreams and fancies.

"Ooooohhhahh!.. Dear Jesus in Heaven!" she wailed conventionally, and David hoped to hell she wasn't about to recite the Lord's prayer just because he'd finally shuffled all his inches up her sweet and holy twat!.. Unnnn!.. Christ, it felt so wild and juicy in there now, and the hell with her attitude. Friction was friction, and she was there and limp and letting him in her. Big thick untenable cock all lodged and rumbling inside the belly-hearth of this damned bitch-beauty who assigned him the bloodless roles of "Daddy" and "Husband," but never lover!

David pressed his soft hot mouth down on hers, but kept obediently close-lipped, like nephew-to-aunt. Linda suffered him to kiss her, while he militarily crammed his pulsating weapon in and out… his round hard buttocks humping now up, now down, loin-path straight as an arrow… no distorting side-detours, no pushing those glorious white thighs up against her bobbing breasts where he wanted them… nothing more urgent than this even keel, to-and-fro… and ooh damn! As far as it went, it was great and it was tingling… He had to give it that… because feel how wet she was getting in there… and damn her, she was always the one to oil up before he did, which meant she was a lot hotter than she knew…

"Ooooh no, David! There's so much of it!" she groaned, and with his lips dabbing at hers David dearly longed to use the words on her and tell her exactly what he was doing to her, with his mouth planted on hers, his lips pressing to feel the perfect lush delicacy of her lips… and, to himself, he let loose with some of these words as he plunged his phallus more fiercely into her… Ahhh!.. The little Mommy's getting fucked on her sweet scented sheets! That's what the head of your household's doing to you, baby… pounding his ding-dong right up your bubbly Vesuvius! And who the hell cares if your ancestors came all over the Mayflower, they all did it… like this… and this… squirty slamming flesh… flopping in and grinding it, then flopping out again…!

And now, as often happened when he neared a climax with Linda, David cast out the limited boundaries of reality and summoned up a much more satisfying internal vision. Still his plummeting member and her voluptuous body, but in this quick fantasy he was hurling his cock in and out of the dearer, warmer receptacle of her mouth. Ooh Jesus, baby… look at you! The winning of Linda Fortune at last… his prick easing softly in and out of her full flaring mouth, instead of that clamped-up compulsion of a hole down there… unnn! Look at that lovely-lady-action… velvety girl-petals receiving the head of it… see that racy hoarded tongue flick out and caress as he sank slowly deeper and she gulped and thirsted for it, sobbing out her cries of gratitude and fulfillment… home's harlot unveiled at last, ahh!.. her dearest wish come true: to drink the flavors of her tall clean blond-boy husband, to digest the very heart of him… that's what her lips were made for, curved for… and to think how cruelly he'd denied the poor girl…!

Even though the room was still too dark to see, David kept his eyes tightly closed to be sure that when he shot his raging manly load it would go right down this envisioned dream-throat of his wife… her silky blond hair not in ugly rollers now, but wild and flowing all over the pillow… his furry pubic nest covering her mouth as he jabbed thickly in and out, the heavy droop of his balls cuddling gently under her chin as she sipped and milked him… and damn!.. what a cameo-shot this made, this sweet little P.T.A. President with her lips all blooming and full of him… and aw… David was close now and kept telling himself: in her mouth, not up her pre-scheduled sacrificial belly… between her baby-kissing lips… crowding her tongue… oh God, I'm married after all… 'cause my prick's in there, and see how the fashionable young matron kisses it… oooh and kisses… ahh Linda waiting for the flow…!

They were both startled by the shrill, gurgling squeal of a baby from the next room, which happened to be the nursery. Linda pushed him up, off and away from her, only seconds before David's painfully thwarted explosion.

"It's the baby!" she cried. "Oh, it's his colic, David, I must go to him!"

She was up in a flash, leaving David in a slumped daze, his penis still athrob and half-adrip, ready and burningly poised for eruption… and still in her dreamed-up mouth, Goddamn her, even though she was out of bed now and moving about the room.

"What baby, at a time like this?" he groaned, feeling the clutch of orgasm-amnesia. "Oh honey, Flora will take care of the stupid baby… what the hell're we paying a sleep-in nurse for, if you're gonna go running to him every time he opens his mouth?"

She gave him a stoic leer. "There's a time in every infant's life when it must be his mother who comes in the night," she informed him.

"Oh?" said David, giving this some thought while still holding onto his cock to press back the trickles. "Are you trying to tell me something?"

Considering all this semantic-wise, Linda slipped into her robe, switched on a light, and said: "Don't be obscene, please. It's simply that I refuse to let that baby start nursery-school with a rejection complex. It's his Mummy he's crying for, not his Nanny…"

"Yeah…? well then send his Nanny in here to me, maybe we can trade emergencies!" But she'd already left the room, slamming the door on his ungainly proposal.

… Goddamnit, even old Flora'd look good to me right now, he thought. He knelt there on the bed, feeling foolish and hot and ape-like, his prick still achingly hard and ready to foam over. Then he stared down at Linda's lovely tinted sheets and saw the patch of dampness where her Ladyship's crotch had been. By God, then that icy bitch of a Mommy did come in the night! That sure's hell wasn't his flood down there, because his hadn't happened yet. He was just about to spurt right between her angelic red lips… wasn't that the dream on the dais just before the baby blew it? Sure… not his wet, dammit, but her wet! No wonder she was so eager to play Mother McCree, that phony little closet-degenerate… gettin' her jollies and hopping off to the nursery! The hypocrite, she'd have a baby on each nipple for the rest of her life if she thought it would keep him away from the truth of her flesh, the ripe buried needs of her… In a fury, David seized Linda's pillow and started to beat it and crush it and straddle it between his legs, until he was crazily masturbating himself with it. But to get back at her… (Oh, that psalm-faced gingham Miss!)… he summoned up another hot charade of retribution, but this time found his vengeance while fully awake. Her imperial family again, the idol-figures, economic backbone of his marriage and his success. Ooh… get 'em where they live and where they sit! Yeah… there they are, Papa and Mama in-laws, whirling beneath him. Get them to kneel and offer up their plush-lined rumps for the final indignity. Thought they could buy him and trap him and nail him, did they? Aw… How sweet it felt to violate them and slash and ravish their innards, oooh!.. Shove it up their fat expensive plumbing… Dig it and thump it and… Oh God, he was too close to shooting to enjoy it any longer… had to let it loose now, right up that complaining regal back-buff… ahh!.. Pow and thud and bang it up that tired old valley… in there now… awwoooohh!.. all of it… and… oh more… and more… and unnngf!.. lost…

But afterwards, David realized that once again the fantasy-body he'd penetrated had become that of his father-in-law. White shaggy mane, hoarse barking grunts. No mistaking the old guy. It was him, all right… Oh God, he thought, feeling shabby and contrite… why couldn't it have been her mother this time? Weren't there enough pressures crowding in on him without adding this new anxiety? And Jesus, what the hell kind of reasoning was this: If he couldn't get what he wanted from his wife, he'd go rape her father?

Linda returned to the room, all smiles and neatness. "Jaimie's asleep now, the angel. It was really so easy. Flora said I was a wonder. All he had to do was sense my presence, and off he went…" She eyed David and her tumbled-looking bed. "What happened here, some sort of accident?"

"Yeah, an accident," he said, gazing up at her glowing, pristine purity. "I fell and hit my climax."

She began to giggle deliriously. "Oh David, you're a riot! And here I was afraid you'd had another nightmare…" Then more soberly, after turning over her creamy-wet pillow… "We've really got to do something about that, you know. Your nightmares, I mean… Either tranquilizers or a good neurologist, I'm not sure which."

A concubine, thought David… that's what I need. No doctors or pills, just someone to swallow me alive three times a week and show me where to send my body…

Linda crept into her bed and dimmed the light, spraying the room with silence. Crypt connubial.

Breakfast in the Fortune household the next day was the typically hectic skirmish it always was during the children's summer vacation. As he came down the stairs, David could hear Linda giving the kids their daily instructions, knowing that she and Flora had already officiated at the feeding of their youngest an hour earlier. He told himself that the comforting sound of her morning-voice washed away all the problems that haunted their dark and tangled bedtime hours. The house was bright and spotless, Linda having decorated the place herself in a style that could only be called Early Sunkist. Everything was done in a symphony of yellows-sometimes riotous, sometimes muted, as if the walls had been painted-or brainwashed-with a kind of totalitarian optimism.

Although the Fortunes employed sufficient personnel for housecleaning and child-care, Linda insisted that the kitchen was to be her special domain. Not for nothing had she been a whiz in Home Economics in High School, and a Dietetics Major in college. No cooks or serving-maids for her, since she was fully equipped to cook for a healthy family of five. No cake mixes or packaged foods either; everything was fresh and new, including the vegetables they ate, which came from the garden that she and David tended together. One of their favorite Sunday hobbies, planting and weeding away the hours together. David saw all these efforts as zealous labors of love, and he was mighty proud of Linda. Wasn't he?

He paused in the doorway of the breakfast-room for a moment to listen and watch, wanting to remind himself what a glowing treasure he possessed here in this house. Seven-year-old Janice-a perfect miniature of her mother-and her six-year-old brother Larry usually rose early during vacation-time, just to stare idolatrously at their handsome, broad-shouldered Daddy. However, his little daughter's stare had seemed much more penetrating to David ever since the day she'd unexpectedly opened his bedroom door and found him standing there, completely nude. She'd stared at his long plump penis with unabashed interest, as if it might be a pliable new doll she could add to her collection. Then she'd giggled and said, with a rather clannish conceit: "I got the biggest Daddy in the world!" And left the room. Strange to think one's little girl had confronted one's genitalia with such equanimity, when it still scared the living daylights out of her mother.

Linda looked up and saw David enter the room. "Oh, there you are, dear." She glanced up at the sunburst-clock on the wall. "You're about eight and a half minutes late, aren't you?"

"Roger," he said, kissing the reflex-offering of her cheek. "But I'll make it up on the freeway, if I'm lucky."

"The way Dad's got it made at All-Planet Insurance, he could be late every day if he wanted to," said Larry, "and nobody would say anything. Huh, Dad?"

Seating himself at the table, David glanced at the boy, deciding this had to be a burst of loyalty, since the child was too young to be making snide remarks about nepotism. "Well, I don't know about that, son. I wouldn't be setting a very good example, would I?"

"Of course you wouldn't," Linda put in hastily. "Don't talk so foolishly, Larry."

Everyone ate in silence for a moment.

"Hey Daddy, is it good or bad if somebody calls you a 'company man'…?" asked Larry.

Everyone stared curiously at the boy.

"Where on earth did you hear that phrase?" demanded Linda.

"Well… we were all out playing handball yesterday, and that's what Peter Grogan said… that his dad said my dad would always get ahead because he was a typical company-man…"

Linda and David exchanged knowing glances, each thinking of their old friend Bradley Grogan. Brad was an immense, volatile black-Irish Greek boy whom David had befriended all through high school and college. He'd married Joyce Barkley, a lifelong friend of Linda's and way above his station, as Linda often pointed out. Their marriage had broken up a year ago and it was common gossip that Brad had begun to live it up with a vengeance. Part of his revolt was to quit the job he'd had with David's firm, and to become, of all things, the manager-and part-time salesman-at an automobile showroom; although David wasn't too surprised by this choice, since Brad had been a nut about cars ever since he'd known him. Nor had David aped all his contemporaries by dropping this blacksheep, simply because Brad had had the guts to move into San Francisco for freedom and promiscuity. The two men had been close friends for too many years, and David was genuinely fond of Brad, and still saw him for lunch on occasion-unknown to Linda, of course, since she had sided quite vociferously with Brad's wounded ex-wife Joyce, who was still drying her eyes with all the community-property she'd won after the divorce.

"Well now, that certainly wasn't the sort of thing Bradley Grogan should have said to his little boy," Linda told Larry. And to David: "Imagine, he's only permitted to see the children once a month, and he uses that opportunity to pass on petty gossip. Oh, that vulgar, brassy clod, he's probably living right in the Tenderloin, which is just where he belongs! What you ever saw in Bradley Grogan is beyond me, David. He is now persona non grata everywhere that counts."

"I like Brad," David said emphatically. "He's my friend."

"Fair-weather," Linda chuckled lightly. However, she was an expert at dissolving tense moments, so she rose and went into the kitchen. When she returned a moment later, carrying a platter of hotcakes, she began some determined and extraneous chatter. "Here, darling, I kept these hot for you. But you'd better let your coffee cool. I forgot and left the water boiling too long. It's the heat… even I'm off-schedule." Then, not waiting for him to say anything more, she said: "Something's burning!" And escaped into the kitchen.

David looked at his children, and it seemed as if they were waiting for him to say something secure and sunny.

He flashed them a blinding smile. "Your Mommy's smart and cute and pretty, isn't she?" he said.

Not returning his smile, Larry and Janice nodded solemnly; then spoke in unison: "You'd better believe it!"

… But a man wants more than a mannequin, thought David. Then he rose, kissed his children, and departed for his daily battle with the Bayshore Freeway.

THREE

As David drove into San Francisco that mid-August morning he was relieved to be greeted by the city's cooling gusts of summer fog. If one had to work during the summer months-and he supposed he really didn't, if he wanted to let the Montclairs finance another world cruise for his family-it might as well be done in a temperate climate. San Francisco's built-in air-conditioning kept it the only spot in the area to remain unaffected by the heat-wave that was raging farther inland.

… Then why am I still burning and feverish, he wondered. Whether it be body-heat or barometric pressure, there was still a flaring-up inside of him, something abrasive and churning…

He thought of his work, and how he'd learned to adjust to it, become absorbed by it. A daily mental distraction from the aimless insularity of his life. Luckily, a man's work always came first. But women thrive on love and sex and are content to stay home all day and wait for it. Where the hell had he read that? A survey, a public-opinion poll? And if so, why didn't they say which women… why didn't they point them out?

He worked on a particularly interesting case that morning. Big phony insurance-claim that would involve endless litigation. But, by eleven, he found his mind wandering unaccountably to his friend Brad Grogan. It had now been several weeks since they'd lunched together, and the mention of him at breakfast that morning had rather amused David. Calling him a "company-man" was an old joke between them, as Brad had quite often applied the term to him right there in the office. It occurred to David that Brad Grogan was now the only friend he had who wasn't married, who no longer lived the same kind of life he did. He had grown weary of talking and lunching with men who were nothing but carbon copies of himself, digging the same grave-routes every day of their lives-married and suburban and TV-trained and chained.

On impulse, he telephoned Brad at his auto showroom out on Van Ness Avenue, and asked if he was free for lunch.

"You mean you're gonna duck the old fraternity sit-in for one day?" Brad laughed on the phone. "Don't they give you three demerits if you step off their treadmill?"

"I'll risk it," said David.

"Okay, rebel. I'll see you at Paoli's at one."

Brad Grogan was a rangy-looking ex-half-back who still looked every inch the gridiron champion. He looked a lot more Greek than Irish, with a swarthy, olive complexion, full, generous features and flashing brown eyes. Lately he'd taken to wearing his jet-black hair a trifle longer than usual, and even went the Nehru love-beads route on occasion, to further convince his old buddies how completely he'd kicked over the traces of wedded bliss.

As usual, David was pleased to see his old friend. But curious too. Wasn't this man lonely and rootless, living all by himself in a bachelor apartment after all his years of marriage and solidarity?

After they'd ordered lunch and their cocktails arrived, David asked Brad this question aloud.

"Lonely, hell!" Brad grinned at him. "I'm even thinking of taking a cabin in the country, just to see what it's like to be by myself again."

Bravado, thought David, closely studying Brad's face. Still the same big rugged features, an undeniably handsome and healthy-looking face. Except for the dissipation about the eyes and a certain overall gauntness. Those were the signs David was searching for-world-weary-tiger signs.

"I was lonely living with Joyce and her kids," said Brad. "That's why I cut out, broke the pattern. And you'll notice I said her kids, because that's how she was about anything that either came out of her body or went into it. Ownership. That's she knows. Her house, her kids, her future, and man, believe me, whenever I banged her, it was her prick in there which she was using for her own private recreation… masturbating herself with my meat. How about that? The fact that I was also getting my kicks was purely incidental with Joyce…"

David gazed nervously about to make sure this colorful lingo was not being overheard. Satisfied that the lunch-hour throng was too noisy to notice them, he said: "And did you, Brad? Get your kicks with her I mean? Was it a good marriage in that department?"

Brad gave him a rueful grin and nodded. "Joyce has been a wild lay since her early teens, David. Don't tell me you're one of the few who didn't get in on it. Or did you?" Suddenly he burst out laughing. "Jesus Christ, I don't believe it. You're blushing!"

David took a drowning gulp of his vodka martini. "Sorry, Brad, I don't think I was ready to hear anything like that about Joyce. And if it's true, it's very ironic, because most of the gossip has been about your promiscuity, not hers."

"Gossip spread by whom, David? Joyce's dearest sorority-sisters, right? Even your pretty little wife testified for her."

"Don't remind me," said David.

"Goddamned finishing-school cunts, they're organized, the stinkin' bitches! They'll lie their asses off whenever there's a hunk of community-property at stake. They're ball-breakers from birth, every last one of them. And I'll tell you something, Dave: give me a grateful ghetto-broad any day!"

Unable to suppress a grin, David listened intently, taking special note of Brad's increased profanity. A telltale trace of the underworld, perhaps? But why? If his wife had been so highly sexed, where was the need?

"But… what the hell, I didn't want my kids' lives messed up by a lot of scandal about their mother, so I let everyone think I was at fault; but it was really Joyce who was playing dirty, not me. At least, not until I left her…"

David tried to absorb this abrupt switch in public opinion: Brad wanted to save Joyce's reputation to protect his kids. So he'd completely taken the rap, and was shelling out alimony besides. And now David tried to see the brittle but vivacious Joyce Grogan as a swinging nympho…

"Well then, functionally, at least, Joyce did fulfill a need for you, Brad… right?"

Brad chuckled and said nothing for a moment, as the waiter appeared with their food. They started to eat. "Look, Dave," Brad said between mouthfuls, "it's true that Joyce and I had a helluva lot of sex, but Christ!.. I could have been anyone. When you go back to the office, ask Clint Sheffield and Steve Morgan if they didn't get the same feeling when they screwed her. In fact, you can poll the whole fuckin' staff. They's why she gave so many parties for all my friends and business associates, in order to make contacts, and then meet them at some later date for a motel-quickie…"

"But how can you be so sure all that really happened?"

"Oh look, Dave, I knew she'd been playin' around for years; that's why I finally cut out. But I didn't know who she was playing with until she told me herself…" "She told you?"

"Yep, she always was a compulsive blabbermouth, but this time she waited until after the divorce was final and everything was in her name. Then she gave me all the details. She waited for my first scheduled visit to the kids, then read off the whole list to me. All of them were old buddies of mine, or co-workers. Hell, I'd been suspicious of every one of them, but dammit, I didn't know for sure, and I wanted to leave it that way! Of course, you weren't on that list, Buddy-Boy, because you happen to have the kind of wife I've been dreaming about all my life; a one-man monogamous broad! Better hang onto her, you lucky bastard!"

David thought better of embellishing this oversimplified image Brad had regarding Linda, even though he, David, was certainly learning some astounding facts about Joyce Grogan. "Well, now I know why you quit your job, Brad, and… dropped everybody you used to know."

"Oh yeah, man… everything changed for me after that. But I'll tell you something, when she read off those names to me that day, I wanted to kill her. Then I thought, what the hell. She's a good mother and the kids need her So I took a hike…"

David stared at him. "Then you had all the grounds and she filed the complaint!"

Brad laughed wearily at this. "Oh Davey, sometimes I think you really are as innocent as you look. Don't you know that in the State of California it's always husband-fleecing time? That's why my dear old buddies decided not to come to my rescue when she was shooting her mouth off and blaming me for breaking up our home. Sure, those guys knew the real facts in the case, but what the hell could they do about it… join up for a mass confession in order to save my hide, and then face the same catastrophe themselves? She never bothered with anyone single, you know; picked only married guys who wouldn't dare squeal…"

David thought about this, feeling very callow and unworldly at the moment. "Oh wow, Brad… you make me realize that nobody's life is what it seems on the surface. So… well, I'd like you to know that mine isn't either. Not lately." And that's all I'm telling you, he thought, determined not to rehash all the dread depravity of his nightmares. How could he face Brad with such grisly details?

Brad was eyeing him speculatively, as if for the first time that day he observed some subtle changes in David. "Look, Buddy-Boy, if you're gonna tell me your marriage isn't perfect after all, I'm gonna kick Santa Claus right in the nuts the next time I see him!"

Perfect, thought David. Yes, that's the word for it: a plastic relationship…

"I have a beautiful marriage!" Suddenly David started hitting the table with his fist. "It's as pretty as a picture post-card! Why hell… I could just sit and look at it for hours and hours!"

"Cool it, boy, your salad's twitching," said Brad, watching David's face go tense and drawn, starting to wonder about him. Quietly handsome conformist society-boy gets everything he wants all these years-including the most luscious-looking wife in all Christendom-and then pow!.. everything goes, morals, scruples and sperm, right down the old drain. And with some of them it's gutter-hopping time until they breathe their last…

"All right, Dave, so there's trouble in paradise. But you listen to me: Your Linda's much too good to throw away. At least she's always looked pretty damned good to me. Christ, she's sweet, faithful and built-what more can you ask?" Then he stared shrewdly at David. "Now tell me real quick-she is faithful, isn't she, David?"

"Right, Brad," David nodded. "And she's sweet, and she's built…"

"Okay, that means all you really need is a little hiatus, a fling. The thing to do is somehow manage all that without going completely ape and having to be strapped down to a table."

David looked at him, expectant and impatient to hear more. Seeing this expression, Brad laughed. "I knew it!" he said. "You need help, so you've dug up an expert right? I'm supposed to play Big Brother and 'fix you up,' as we used to say back when we were sophomores. Well, I'm sorry, Dave, you'll have to do it yourself, because believe me, you won't enjoy one juicy minute of it if you have to hire a pimp."

"Oh hell, that's crazy, Brad. I could never think of you like that. You're a friend who's been around a lot more than I have, so… well, you have contacts… and…"

"No, no… you are gonna do it, not me. Unless there's discretion and complete freedom of choice, lechery's for the birds. You've gotta be an independent sneak, an aggressive loner, can't tell your right nut who's lickin' your left nut. Cool… sotta voce, get it?"

"No," David said quite honestly.

Grinning, Brad seemed about to relent. "Tell you what-I will give you a push in the right direction-but nothing more than that. Tomorrow we'll lunch together again, but you come over to my apartment and I'll whip up some sleazy old eggs or something. I've got something to show you. Something confidential. After that, Brother, the ball is yours, and you run with it!"

He wrote down a Telegraph Hill address and handed it to David, who had anxious insomnia that night instead of fluid nightmares. He was in the hands of Dirty Destiny now, and he wondered what the hell was ahead for him, adventure or catharsis?

Brad Grogan's one-room studio apartment had a sparkling view of the Bay, although there was little else to heighten its appeal. It was slovenly and cramped, but it boasted a small bar, a stove and a refrigerator which, to David, made it look like the typical bachelor-pad.

While they lunched on a surprisingly expert Western Omelette, David waited for his host to bring up the subject of in-depth hanky-panky, but apparently Brad wanted to prolong the suspense, because he discussed just about everything else until they'd finished their meal and were having cigarettes.

"All right, Brad, it's time for the commercial," said David. "Tell me where the action is and how I can get in on some of it without getting my ass in a sling…"

Brad laughed. "Translated, that means you want to commit a whole bunch of sex-crimes without getting caught-right?"

Smiling, David nodded. "You took the words right out of my jockey-shorts."

"And without Linda finding out so she can pick you clean like Joyce did me…"

"Brad, what you're talking about is called 'Safe Fun'. Is there such a thing?"

Brad laughed again, this time shaking his head in exasperation. "Oh man, all you married-slaves are really gullible, you know that? And your dizzy wives too, spreading all that horny gossip about me. Jeez!.. all the whores I'm supposed to be keeping and wining and dining. All on $72.50 clear a week! And Dave, I swear that's all I have left after I pay out alimony and child-support. You see this upholstered smudge-pot I'm shackin' in? A hundred and thirty a month just because it's on the most glamorous hill in the world and has a view, which I need, to keep from climbing the walls. So tell me, on a budget like mine, where do I squeeze in one fifty-dollar hooker after the other. Even the pigs hustlin' the Tenderloin are fifteen and twenty bucks."

David considered all this thoughtfully. "That must mean you've got a steady girl who puts out and doesn't charge…"

"Are you out of your skull?" Brad roared. "I'm not going that hearts-and-flowers route again. I got me a harem, Dave, and at bargain prices. Want to get in on some of it?"

"You mean… you'd introduce me to… to…"

"… An IBM Computer," Brad finished the sentence. "After that, you're on your own."

David stared at him, as Brad went over to his desk and pulled out several official-looking papers. He brought them to David and flung them in his lap. "Here, boy, fill out one of those questionnaires and start swinging."

David glanced down and read the huge black letters at the top of one of the forms: COMPUTER-MATE, INC. New Advanced IBM Computer Mating of Men and Woman's PBI (Personality/Background/Interest) Compatibility For the Perfect Date. "Oh, no!" David groaned, looking up at Brad. "You've got to be kidding. What does all this kindergarten social-work have to do with sex?"

"Ah Hah!" laughed Brad. "Hooray for the power of the corporate image if you think these coast-to-coast stud-services have anything to do with social work!"

David's expression went a little blank. "Would you repeat that please?"

"No. Just shut up and listen, you poor, sheltered sch-nook! I guess it was bound to happen some day that Public Relations and Automation would take over man's most urgent need: Nightly Orgasms. And with the Population Explosion what it is, the ratio of people who are all in heat at the same time is absolutely stupendous! But hell, crime is mushrooming too, so nobody's got the guts to walk the streets at night any more and hunt for their kicks. So what else is there but Digit-Screwing? Somebody's got to corral all that sex-starved livestock and aim it in the right direction."

Carefully, David began to read the questionnaire. "But it says you've either got to be looking for a companionable date, or someone to marry…"

"Ahh, don't you believe it, Tiny Tim! If you read between those lines, you'll see old Marquis de Sade himself offering you the world."

"Push-button pimping," David laughed, "that's what you've made of this, haven't you, Brad… you dirty old fart!"

"Well… that's one way to put it."

David read some more of the form. "Of course, they make it quite clear that anything of that nature is not their intention."

"Oh sure, they stay off the hook, all right. But Christ, they know what people do when they get together, and it's not all finger-painting and ceramics either."

David shook his head in wonder. "And here I thought you were just living it up the ordinary way, playing the field."

"Dave, don't you see, this is playing the field. Would you believe that in a three-month period I made as many as twenty phone contacts, just by filling out one of those forms? Oh man, it's been frantic! I never knew there were so many stacked and juicy amateurs, just dyin' to give it away…"

"But they're looking for husbands, not just a fling."

"They're looking for Hot Meat In The Night, even the married ones."

"Married? Don't you have to be single even to fill out one of these things?"

"So all right, what're you, an Eagle Scout or something? Lie! They expect you to. But don't say you're single, say you're divorced. That way, whether or not they're lying, it'll give you a little more leeway with them."

"Twenty contacts," David murmured to himself. "Think of it, twenty women… all strange and new and willing…" Suddenly he gazed up at Brad. "You mean every one of them cooperated?"

Brad shook his head sorrowfully. "Nope."

"I thought not," said David.

"Only eighteen," Brad said.

"OhmyGod!" said David, and felt some quick chills of anticipation: eighteen pretty maids all in a row…

"And I'm here to tell you they were all out-of-sight once I melted their barricades and got their fat little toes up in the air. And you know that old theory about all cats being grey at night? Forget it! Today's women are a whole new ball-game, because man, they have a lot more leisure now… time on their hands to learn and read and study new techniques, and as a result, every pushover's got a specialty these days, some new kind of twist or lick that'll send you to the moon!"

Listening and nodding, David muttered: "They don't just lay there, they give…"

"Right, Buster!" said Brad. "And man… think of the money I've been saving… it's crazy! Imagine all that gash for only fifteen dollars. Less than a buck an ass! It's an open market, Dave, and believe me, you look plenty ripe for it…"

"That's true," David sighed, "I'm ripe for something, God knows…" He thought of his gruesome series of dreams, the unfathomable scenes of depravity…

"If I know you and Linda, Dave, you don't want any permanent rifts. It's just that you kids are so happily married, you're bored; so what you need is a dash of variety…"

"Oh?" David was quite impressed with Brad's certainty regarding the conditions that existed between him and Linda, which only reminded him how very lovely and ideal his marriage looked from the outside.

"You've reached a plateau, Dave, so you've got to strike out and dabble a bit; but without really kicking over the traces, without changing what you've got at home…"

David folded the forms neatly and slipped them in the inside pocket of his jacket. "I'll have to think about it," he said. "It sounds like an awfully involved process to me. There's bound to be some of these women who are just plain lonely and hungry for a family…"

"So all right, hungry for whatever, you tell them they can have it, Dave, and in the meantime, while you're lying, you can be driving them out of their buggy little minds with ecstasy. And man, that's the most fun of all: telling a woman what she thinks she wants to hear while you're rolling around in the dark with her. That's where the art-work comes in. It's beautiful!"

Rising, David gave Brad a friendly smile, deciding that his new career as a salesman fit him very well indeed. "I've got to be going now, Brad, I'm late. I'll read this stuff over later, when I have more time. Right now I'm not sure it's what I want…"

But I want something, thought David as he drove back to the office; something soon and something soothing. And yet, why hadn't he corrected Brad's false conception of his idyllic life with Linda? Why hadn't he admitted how frustrating their sexual encounters had become for him? Was it true that he merely wanted a few extramarital playmates without upsetting the affluent structures of his life? He knew how shattering his material losses would be if she divorced him; much worse, even, than those which Brad now faced. Both his marriage and career had thrived on the substantial sponsorship of Linda's parents. One wrong step on his part and it would all come tumbling down…

The problem? How to turn a pastel, suburban conformist into a free spirit without digging his grave?

FOUR

That night, while pausing on his way home in the usual freeway tie-up, David re-read the questionnaire for a third time. Oh, no, definitely not, he decided. If he needed the body-clutch of someone new, it would have to involve a chance-meeting, something off-the-cuff. Nothing so calculated as filling out a form.

Then, just as he was about to toss the papers out the window, he was struck with an idea, and with it came the sting of discovery and he trembled a little. Deception! If it were customary to lie about being single, as Brad had said, why not falsify other answers and see what he came up with? For once he was glad the traffic was heavy and stalling, as he pored over the form, having nearly committed it to memory by now.

Naturally he'd have to tell the truth about his physical description. But in all other categories, mightn't he now become the reckless, mercurial daredevil-type he'd always wanted to be? Sure, like Brad himself! That would insure his success. Oooh… Christ!.. it made his blood run hot when he thought of the kind of woman who might be right for that kind of a guy! After the word "occupation," he'd write: jazz-musician. Sure, man, a crazy French horn player, which is what he'd wanted all his life, so this was only a half-lie. Sure, and he'd get special clothes, all sharp and Mod, and maybe rent a far-out roach-dung pad in the city for these blasts. Women really popped their titties over jazz-musicians, and to make it even more convincing, he might smoke a little pot, hoist a little acid…

Jesus, now I've got the answer, he thought, as the traffic ebbed and he drove on… By becoming somebody else entirely, I can do whatever he'd do without feeling any personal guilt. He felt the idea growing, taking hold; and actually, what a discreet way this was for some lonely young girl to find herself an exciting lover. And hell, with the fag-population of San Francisco what it was-The Queen-City! — it was common knowledge there was a shortage of eligible men in the city. And if it were true, as some of the girls in his office claimed, that the most desirable men were already married, why not draft a few of those ineligibles into emergency service?

A Charity-Drive, that's what he'd be launching; and a dizzying tremor of alarm shot through him as he realized exactly what he was planning, quick flashes of Linda's face and her parents' faces beating at him like bats' wings. He stopped the car and pulled over to the curb while he was still several blocks from his house. Then, his senses abnormally alert and wary, he gazed about on all sides to make sure he wasn't being watched. Satisfied that he was totally unobserved, he pulled out the questionnaire and filled in all the blanks. Except for his coloring, height and weight, it was the most creative tissue of lies he'd ever read. He slipped the form into the glove compartment, which he carefully locked. Then started the car again. Somehow the threat of maybe losing everything made David feel more alive than he had in years. Good old Brad! He'd have to do him a favor some day. Something vital.

He mailed the form the next morning, deciding it would be best if it had a San Francisco postmark. He had used his mother's maiden-name, instead of his own. So in this new underlife he'd be known as David Thorndike. He gave his private phone number at the office, which, until now, had only been used by Linda or one of the servants. He also went to the trouble of purchasing a post-office box for this transaction.

Then David waited. More than two weeks. Each day became a nerve-wracking feat of endurance, as he tried to visualize what it would mean to find a stable of tantalizing sex-partners without having to be morally obligated to any of them.

Just when the tension of suspense was becoming something of an emergency, the information reached him. In a plain sealed envelope. First making certain there was no one who might be spying on him at the post-office, David tore open the envelope. He found a list of names, addresses and phone numbers. Nothing more personal. He supposed these girls had received the same limited information about him, although, according to the instructions, it was the man's place to do the initial contacting. He'd really expected something more intimate, like a warm message from at least one of the women. The first name, given in initials, seemed especially cold: J.B. Porter, then a whole bunch of digits on a card that mustn't be folded, bent or spindled, which sounded like pretty much of a drag to start out with.

He was on his lunch hour, and since the post-office was right in the heart of the financial district, David decided to walk all the way to Market Street to make the call in an out-of-the-way phone booth, frequently glancing behind to make sure nobody he knew was nearby. The threat of danger and risk began to work on him like a shot of adrenalin. Christ! He was even breathing better, and walking with more forceful strides.

Hurriedly, he dialed the girl's number. The voice that answered was warm and pleasant, although for a moment the tone seemed oddly familiar to him. Something about the musical, cultured inflections reminded him of someone. Linda? Was that who it sounded like, or did he simply have his wife on the brain, an understandable spasm of nerves and guilt? Naturally he knew it wasn't Linda, despite the reminiscent tone. He asked the girl if she'd have lunch with him the next day. Miss Porter hesitated for several seconds, and he began to think she'd hung up. Then she said yes, she'd be happy to. They decided to meet at La Burgoyne the next afternoon at one. She added that she had dark auburn hair and would be wearing a green hat. David chuckled and said he'd buy a carnation and stick it in his buttonhole, just to keep things traditional. She laughed. A refined, lilting chuckle, and David thought of Linda again, growing impatient with himself for the ridiculous association. Besides, there was much more warmth and humor in this voice, indicating, he hoped, a receptive willingness to please.

The next afternoon David recognized the girl at once, even though her back was to him and she seemed to be reading the menu posted in the window. Trim, lithe redhead, tight tapered hips and behind. Good God, what a knockout he'd nailed the first time up at bat. Then, just as he was wondering why any girl who looked like that had to fill out a questionnaire to find a partner, the lady turned around.

David gasped, and stared and sputtered. OhmyGod!.. it's… it's her! He went white as a sheet as the full shock of recognition hit him. No wonder she'd sounded so familiar. It was Brad's wife. No… ex-wife. Champion Husband-Fleecer, Maneater and the pushiest pushover on the Peninsula! So this was the kind of woman who'd be interested in the kind of man he said he was on that questionnaire: Vampira herself! And here he was, little Red Riding-Stud, strolling innocently through the forest to screw like a wolf.

He started to back away, trying to tell himself this was merely an accident and she had nothing to do with all those digits… But ooh!.. look at the pretty green hat, the dark auburn hair. And dig her eyeing that car nation in his lapel, as she smiled, and then frowned, and then smiled again…

"David…? It is you, isn't it? I thought I knew your voice on the phone. And, of course, you're not just passing by, are you?"

"Yes, yes, Joyce… that's it!" he clutched at this straw-in-the-wind. "And I happened to see you standing here, so… so naturally I… "

"… So naturally you stuck a flower in your buttonhole and decided to be my date," she broke in; he saw that she was laughing uproariously. "Oh my God, David Fortune, of all the men in the world… the perennial Boy-Virgin! And you needn't try to lie your way out of this assignation, you're not clever or lewd enough, darling!" She ran her calculating eyes up and down his body and burst out laughing again. "But really, this is so priceless, I'd have hysterics for about twenty minutes if time and energy weren't so important to us. And sweetie, it's such divine justice, if you don't mind my being rather frank, because you're exactly the sort of structure I had in mind."

"Ah, but you're wrong, Joyce! Don't you see, I lied! I don't know anything about jazz or rock 'n roll or pot or swingin' combos…"

"Pardon?"

The look of total befuddlement on her face reminded David that she hadn't actually seen his questionnaire. Only the computer had read his lies and, as a result, had chosen her. He'd fashioned himself in Brad's image and, via automation, lightning had struck twice in the same place. But ooh damn!.. She was a vivid-looking creature, he thought, seeing her in an unsettling new light now, after all that Brad had told him. And yet, the thought of Brad made his knees go wobbly. How could he even consider touching the woman who had ruined his best friend's life? Especially since it was Brad himself who had come to his rescue, although, ethically speaking, this couldn't be in the nature of a betrayal, since he and Joyce were no longer married. Then why did he feel like The Boston Strangler just looking at that delicious body of hers? Was it because she and Linda were close confidantes and told each other everything?… to say nothing of Brad's description of his ex-wife as a "compulsive blabbermouth?" Oh wow!.. if he needed any reasons for feeling guilty or terrified, there they were…

"Just passing by…" he mumbled again, and with trembling fingers he began tearing all the petals off his carnation.

"Don't be such an ass, David Fortune nee Thorndike. Who the hell is 'Thorndike', by the way?"

David sighed deeply. "My mother, God rest her soul. Who is 'Porter'?"

"My first husband, Goddamn his!" she replied. David let his eyes dwell on the fiery glints of her hair, the steely blue eyes, and her mouth… a full red curve as she smiled at him so derisively. Disaster in the afternoon, he told himself-run like hell!

"I tell you what, Joyce, I'll be the gentleman you know I am and bow out gracefully…"

"You will not!" she said, moving nearer and taking his hand. "You'll take me into this lovely French Feedbag and wine and dine me. And later this afternoon you'll arrange to leave your office an hour early, on the pretext of having a headache or something; after which you will join me in my little Wednesday play-suite at the Fairmont, where I've been conducting weekly matinees for years…"

She hovered closer to him and David inhaled the lush subtleties of her perfume, stared at her moist and crimson mouth, wondering how it would feel to kiss her, going a little limp as he tried to envision all the varieties of her response… and good God, when he thought of her wealth of experience, how could he stand there and look at that tightly black-sheathed body and deny that she'd been sent to instruct his greenest passions? Umm… Those firm high-slung breasts that looked so couched and snug in their cage but would bounce so freely once he set them loose. And what would she let him do to her? Everything Linda had refused him? She wasn't as pretty as Linda, but the animal-content of the woman fairly clawed out at him.

And still his sense of reasoning got the better of him: he'd have to forego this opportunity. Much too close to home.

"Joyce, listen to me… you're a… a very appealing girl, but we can't let this go any farther, and I think you know it. Too many of our loved ones involved."

"David I assure you, these 'loved ones' would be much more seriously disturbed if you decided to stand me up."

"What does that mean?"

"It means I've always wanted to know what made your testicles tick, David Fortune, and at last the good Lord has answered my prayers. But if you should choose to blow it… (merely a figure of speech, my pet!)… I'll let Linda know how you tried to proposition me, you filthy blackguard…!"

He stared at her and moved back a step, thinking that he'd never in his life heard a woman state her desires so succinctly… thinking, too, that she was every bit as unprincipled as Brad had said… and how absurd it was that any woman who looked like this should have to stoop to blackmail in order to get him in bed, when dammit, he wanted her so much! Oooh yeah… wanted the taste of her and the feel of her…

But retaining the surface-stoicism, he tried: "Linda would neither believe nor thank you for that kind of information."

"On the contrary, she'd be highly indebted to me, dear boy, once she found out you were just as vulgar and lecherous as your old buddy Brad, whom she's always considered to be your most corrupt associate. And besides, she will know this private phone-number you sent me, and she will know the name of Thorndike, since, as you say, it was your Mummy's. That means I could really slip her this news anonymously, merely by sending her my computer-list, which would give her all the familiar data she'd need to know what you were up to…"

Oh man, listen to this serpent spit fire at me! "Brad might also be interested to know how you're going about recruiting strange men," he said.

"Nonsense!" she began to laugh again. "He couldn't care less. As a matter of fact, he tossed one of those questionnaires in my lap the last time he came to see the kids. I know he only meant it as a dirty joke, but I'm rather grateful to him-it should be kicks."

"But if he knows for sure that you've contacted one man in particular, he could use that to have you declared an unfit mother, and… take the children from you."

"And make orphans of them?" she said. "Oh my God, Brad would be the last person on earth to try and dirty my reputation since he knows the kids would get the worst of it. And besides, David, how could I be considered 'unfit,' simply because I'm a lonely divorcee who seeks a lifetime of happiness by subscribing to Computer Mate, Incorporated? I need a companion to share the sunset years of my life. What Judge would be shocked by that wholesome desire?"

David heaved a sigh of glorious defeat. "Oh wow, Joyce… looks like you've got me over a barrel…"

She giggled. "As long as I play the barrel, darling, it sounds utterly entrancing!"

He felt his cheeks go red and knew that she'd won, which made him fed pretty foolish and hangdog, because he also knew he hadn't really been fighting her.

"Incidentally, David," she said, leading him into the restaurant, "you'd lose Brad's friendship for good if you ever told him about this interlude, and I think you know that. You see dear, he'd expect this of me, but not you."

David recalled the many confidences he and Brad had shared lately, and remembered, too, the lofty opinion his friend had of him. "You're right, Joyce, I could never tell him about this. Brad has enough problems without my adding to them.

"Splendid!.. then come on, let's eat, you ripe and lovely one, I want a Chateaubriand so rare you can taste the blood!"

David knew just what she meant. He could taste it already.

FIVE

David was much too agitated to remain at the office for very long that afternoon, despite the fact that his work had already begun to suffer. He left at three-thirty, on the pretext of having a dental appointment, although he felt a mental checkup might be more germane at the moment. Once out on the street, he found a booth and telephoned Joyce at her hotel to make sure she'd be available at this earlier hour.

"I just stepped out of the shower, darling," she said. "So if you hurry, we can apply your tongue in lieu of a towel…"

… JesusGod, listen to that!.. thought David, his throat going so dry he had to swallow several times before he could speak again. "I'll… I'll take a taxi, Joyce… I'm never any good at parking in a crisis…" He heard her irrepressible peal of laughter as he hung up.

Joyce greeted him gaily at the door, her bright lustrous hair hanging loose and full about her face, the halo-effect making her look even more piquant and tempting. Her sinuous body was draped in a sheer and clinging peignoir. With a fast, eye-smarting glance, David saw there was a bra and panties underneath, and felt a surge of relief, for he wasn't ready for too much illuminating nudity too soon. Since Linda had always insisted on undressing in the dark, he'd never really seen a naked woman before-a realization which, at this particular moment, made him feel only slightly less retarded than an imbecile.

He stood there in the doorway, staring and gulping. "Hi, Joyce, how've you been? Pretty cool weather for early September, isn't it?… I guess our Indian Summer's going to be late this year…"

"Oh for God's sake, David, shut up and come in!" she laughed, taking his hand and pulling him across the threshold. "You silly schoolboy, this isn't a cookie-jar you're raiding, it's a woman's apartment!" She eyed him with amusement as he reached behind and closed the door. "Honestly, David, you're gawking at me as if I were the Village Whore and you were Huckleberry Finn, now stop it!"

David restlessly edged his way deeper into the room, wishing she'd stop jeering at him and say something to ease his tension. "Pretty little hideaway you've got here," he said, giving the decor a sweeping glance. "Does it have a view?" He started to gallop towards the windows, but Joyce stepped in front of him, thwarting this evasion.

"Do you know, David, I didn't hear a word you were saying all through lunch today…"

"Oh? Why hot?"

"Because I was staring at your beautiful mouth, watching its every movement as you ate and spoke and drank… And whenever you licked your lips, I licked mine. Didn't you notice?"

He licked his lips and shook his head. "No…"

She smiled and slipped her hands up about his shoulders, slowly removing his jacket and letting it drop to the floor. He started to pick it up, then changed his mind as he felt her nails dig into his flesh.

"You're trembling, David."

"Umm…" he muttered; and that's not all, he thought, his heart racing, loins stirring.

"Kiss me while you're trembling, David. Kiss me now."

She reached her hands about his neck and pulled his face down to hers, hurling his lips fiercely down against her own. Her mouth softly parted, a budding fragrance, a succulent caress. Her tongue dabbed gently in against his teeth, and David groaned and opened to receive it, fervently sucking its hot, silky texture, crushing his mouth more deeply against hers, going braver and hungrier as he let his own tongue invade and prowl… Oooh God!.. here it was at last, first man-sized kiss at age twenty-seven, a live squirming woman in his mouth, and it was like the beginning of Time… the Big Dawning…

"Whew!" she gasped, pulling back and wistfully eyeing the reaching eagerness of his mouth. "My goodness, darling, you just went from Choir-Boy to Cannibal in a single kiss!" He loomed down at her for more, but she lightly tapped his lips with her fingers and moved away. "No, sweetie, that was just to light your burners, so you go sit over there on the divan and get your breath, while I mix us some drinks. Why don't you remove your tie and unbutton your collar? For starters, I mean…"

Apparently having arranged a bucket of ice and some setups from room service, Joyce busied herself for the next few moments. David watched her, his eyes as intimate as an embrace as they scanned her body… tiny waistline, supple, flaring hips, graceful curve of the shoulders, exquisite hands. He felt a tightness at the pit of his stomach, a sweltering agony creeping up his thighs, and even though he had the most painfully stiff erection he'd ever experienced with his pants on, he wanted to jump for joy and beat his chest and give a Tarzan-yell because he was hard-as-a-board and nobody had said "convivial!" He tried crossing his legs to hide his instant-blossom, but that maneuver only shoved the telltale bulge even higher. So he folded his hands over the throbbing mound and giddily grinned at Joyce as she approached him with their drinks.

"Tell me, David, has Linda been freezing you out lately? There was something awfully desperate about that kiss." She handed him a drink and sat near him.

"No. Linda's beautiful, and we have sex regularly. It's just that I… well, I'm…"

"You're a man and you're restless," she finished his sentence. "No need to say any more. I'm only amazed you haven't done this sort of thing before. And you haven't, have you?"

"No," he said, and after a generous gulp of his drink, he felt a bit more at ease. "I guess I'm a… a late bloomer. But hell, I was pretty shook-up when it was you who showed up for our date today."

"And yet, you had to go through with this, didn't you, David?" She let a hand rest softly on his thigh. He kept his hands cradled over the mound, as if he'd trapped some rare kind of bird and he feared it might fly away if he loosened his grip.

"You're so damned attractive, Joyce, I couldn't think clearly… no matter how many rules we were breaking, it suddenly didn't matter. You were there and you wanted what I wanted… and it was great."

"Apparently I've wanted it much longer than you have," she said. "Haven't you ever found me desirable before, darling? After all, I live right down the block from you, and we've been in and out of each other's houses for years."

"Yes, but I had you safely planted in another category, so I guess I was conditioned to seeing you in the role of 'friend of the family' and nothing more…"

"Then you never knew when I was flirting with you, did you?"

"No. Were you?" his arousal flaring anew under his cupped grip.

"Outrageously! Until I finally gave up, deciding either I wasn't your type, or Linda had you paper-trained for life."

"I… I love Linda very much," he said, pressing the mound of his palm against the mound beneath it, "but she's… she's…" "Inhibited?"

"Possibly," he said; then fell silent, deciding quite emphatically that his wife as a topic for discussion was definitely out of order at the moment.

"It's those holy-joe parents of hers, poor dear," said Joyce. "Although I do believe that old-goat Wilbur has some secret moments he wouldn't want profiled. But basically they're the most monumental prudes, you know, and I'm afraid they've had a very strong influence on Linda's life. What do you think of your in-laws, David?"

… I screw them both in my dreams, he thought… pumping away at their senilities like there's no tomorrow and really getting back at old Montclair!.. He began to feel zany and lightheaded-the drink plus her propinquity. Noxious duo. "The Montclairs are very seriously rich," he said.

She laughed, letting a finger trail higher up his thigh. "They are that," she said. "Which makes it rather hard to hate them, doesn't it, David?"

… Aw now wait a minute, he thought… this is one more subject that's forbidden in the heat of this hour: his inglorious allegiance to the Montclairs. Although it might do them both good to be chained up and forced to watch while Joyce diligently put him through his paces. Sure!.. show 'em all the sex-education they'd neglected to give their daughter, who must be the only girl in the world who can clench her clitoris…!

David clenched his fists as he felt Joyce's fingers tapping against the knuckles. She leaned nearer and gently licked his ear-lobe, then turned his face to hers and let her lips glide softly over his as she spoke: "Oooh… What are you socking-up down there, darling? Is it a secret weapon?"

He felt a stabbing chill with these words and pulled his mouth from hers, running his tongue across his lips. "Aw dammit, Joyce, you make me feel so clumsy," his fists still jammed between his legs. "I should have more control, more subtlety…"

"You mean you'd like to be able to tell that thing when to get hard, instead of having it prick up all by itself…"

"Oh boy!" was his sighing answer.

"It's been like that ever since we kissed, hasn't it?" she stared pensively at his fists.

… And Brad said she was like this with everyone? Wow! Lucky everyone! "Yes… been like that," he said, turning for another close glimpse of her face and hair… the scented steam of her perfume reaching, coiling… "Because I've never had a kiss like that, Joyce…"

"Tell me about it, David!" she urged him breathlessly. "What made it so special?… How did it feel?… Tell me!"

"Oh… it felt… soft and hot and open… and free, Joyce, like I was really a part of someone else for the first time in my life…"

"That's gorgeous, David… keep talking!" With a swift, savage gesture she grabbed his fists and pulled them away from their lair. And David could speak no more as he saw her eyes dart between his legs, saw how she gaped with rapt delight at the quick plump rising that strained against his zipper. "Good Heavens, darling, you're so comfortably endowed! And to think, I never suspected! You must have worn an armor-plated jockstrap during all those poolside parties."

"No, Joyce, it's… uh… much less noticeable when I'm… uh… turned-off, so to speak…"

"Oh? One of the accordion species, eh?… a foldout! Funny, and I'd always assumed that the sum-total of your parts would look as sane and civilized as the rest of you. But ahh!.. There's a raving fat hunk of lunacy down there, isn't there, David. Oh darling, let it be mine… please…?"

Squatter's rights, he thought. Take it! He shot to his feet and stood up staunch and tall, slipping his hands behind his back and letting his crotch-fabric billow and bloom straight out. And then he winced and nearly stopped breathing as she rose and stationed herself before him, tearing at his trousers like a tigress, unzipping him so fast he didn't even have time to go into shock from the feel of her hands on him… unnn? down there… at the fleshy hub of him, the private loose nest… God, what sweet raiding debauchery to feel her fingers tugging inside his bloated briefs… Aw, watch it, Lady!.. you've got hot flowers for fingertips, and my prick is naked in the wilderness… She unfastened his belt and slid his trousers and briefs to the floor until, in only a few seconds' time, he was perfectly nude from the waist down and his huge liberated member cleaved mightily upwards from between his muscular thighs. He felt dazed and shaken as he watched her move back to stare at it, her eyes full of deep respect, paying homage. Then she advanced towards him again, as if her movements were guided by some remote dream, and took it in her hands… fondling the warm resilience, the surging bulk… fingers eloquent as they chronicled, measured… gave testimony…

"Ooh… careful how you handle that, honey…!" he gasped, and bit down hard on his underlip. "Christ, you're so… so… I'm not used to it."

David eyed her tightly-encased breasts, yearning to strip her down as impetuously as she'd yanked off his pants. But before he could reach for her, Joyce swept down between his sturdy legs and knelt there. David shuddered as he peered down at her lovely heart-shaped face, that subjugated elegance of a mouth so close to zenith and the heat… lips hovering like a gathering tropic storm, his balls tight and tingling in their vigil, as he thought: OhmyGod, she's gonna suck me off! Hey Brad, old-Buddy!.. Look how I'm paying this bitch back for breaking up your home! Aw…

But he'd guessed wrong. Joyce gently pressed her lips against the rearing head of it, just once, and then rose up again and pressed his hands to her bosom… "Now I want to feel your flesh on mine, David. Would you like to undress me?"

He nodded fast, still reeling from the frustration of… not seeing her gorgeous mouth all drowning and full of him. But cool it and wait, he told himself… maybe later… and this part of it's heaven too! He removed her robe and let it drop to the floor…

"Take off everything but my panties, neighbor-boy, because they're fancy, and rather dedicated…"

She stood before him now, wearing nothing but the pink panties and bra, and David's eyes were a beam of fidelity as he stared at her smooth creamy flesh… gaping hungrily at the roundly bunched-up breasts that heaved inside her bra… his eyes lingering down past her satiny-slim waist and supple belly; and as they came to rest on her panties, he knew at once why she wanted to keep them on: she'd stitched an opening there, a beautifully sewn V-gap right at the crotch, with the hem augmented by an exquisite embroidery-design… Holy Christ, that's how she wants me to give it to her!.. a silk open-sesame… wants to be jammed right through her panties…

Knowing that he sensed this desire, she smiled and nodded; and as David slipped his hands behind her to unfasten the bra, she cupped his perspiring face and pulled him down for another soft kiss. Then, when David felt the garment give way, he knew he'd have to relinquish her mouth for the luxuriant sight of her breasts. So he swept her back and held her at arms' length in order to gaze thirstily as those meaty white globes sprang loose… Aw… baby, look at the juicy treasures you've been hiding! God, how full and round and fat they looked as he eyed their rose-crested nipples, then grazed his fingers along the conical tips until they hardened and she whimpered a little and her eyes watched his as he stared so greedily and she inhaled deeply for him… and he dared to voice the question… "Can I, Joyce… humm?" He licked his lips and swallowed. "Will you let me?"

"Let me what, David… say it!"

"Let me suck them…?" Hands… eyes appraising.

"Oh yes, David… how I love to hear you talk like that, ooh you pure country-club baby, playing golf and mowing your Sunday-lawn. What do you want to suck, darling… tell the sunny young mother-neighbor up the block… 'cause she wears pretty picture-hats at picnics and gives milk to the needy…!"

"Want to suck 'em both, Joyce… lady's nipples, lady's breasts, in my mouth and rolling there…"

"And once you have your learner's permit, what else will you suck, cherry-boy…?" her fingers signifying at the taut rod of him. Knob going moist in its capture…

"Oh Joyce… I'll suck anything you care to feed me!" And with a groan he swept her up in his arms and carried her into the shadowed bedroom, where he placed her gently on the bed, and then quickly got out of his shirt and socks. Joyce lay there and wriggled, her bottom still delectably cuddled by the open-faced panties. Naked, David stood above her, staring from her mouth to her nipples, then upwards to the flaming hair that flowed against the pillow. Slowly, he crawled onto the bed and knelt between her flung-out legs, his eyes crazed and gleaming as they ogled the rigid nipples and the firm fruity melons on which they were mounted… and, half-groggily, he realized he could do everything to this woman that Linda had denied him. Ahh, the sins of home at last, but in bed of another, a looser receptacle… Aw… I'm gonna kiss every inch of her! With a sigh he dove down and began the forbidden feast, swabbing his lips and tongue over and under her mammoth breasts, sucking her nipples with a tender, surging ferocity… biting, snarling… half-swallowing the luscious flesh as Joyce moaned and squirmed under this sensuous attack. "Oooh! Burn me with your tongue, baby… burn me!" Pressing his head against her, slipping her fingers underneath to touch and caress those savage travels of his lips, yearning to feel his mouth all busy and breast-full of her. "Ahhh David, hurry!.. I want the rest of you too!.. In my lap, darling, in my silken lap… Oooh suck and fuck and shove it up my lingerie! Now…!"

David rose up and aimed his throbbing penis inwards at the base of her garment, first probing his fingers inside the opening to feel the pulpy slit-moisture, the curling hairs… gently digging his index-finger past those clasping lips until he touched her erect clitoris and flicked it once… but pulled his hand away as she groaned and thrashed her pelvis back against the mattress… "Oh please, David, don't tease me like that… don't make me wait for what I want…" With a forward-thrust of his hips, David let his cock oblige and slowly sank it up her silk. He groaned aloud with the feel of flesh and panties, his eyes on her lips and nipples and lower to watch his member go thickly disappearing into her… Gasping anew with that first steaming flesh-clutch, oooh!.. That hidden throb of her that huddled behind the silken curtain… like sticking it through a glory-hole… not really knowing what manner of wet-fire was drinking him in from the other side. Joyce groaned and squirmed and bucked her bottom upwards to catch all he had to give her… "Ooooahhh!.. David, don't stop… it's so good like that… like a hot pipe… oooh!.. gutting me… Ahh, cram it up that silk-purse, my darling… and wear me and get all dressed up in me… and in me…!"

David gave it to her like that, sweating and jubilant and devout, his cock a rampaging piston right up those yawning panties… her squeals of joy so fitful that for long moments he feared for her sanity as well as his own, but pounded his rod more deeply nevertheless… awunnn!.. relentless and charging… and Christ, what a grabbing reaching death-grip in there! He seized her breasts and cupped them and pinched… then pressed his hands about her shoulders and pushed her down even harder onto his plunging spear… Feeling the hugging womb-muscles contracting and kissing his cock as it jabbed and plummeted against her cervix… at last… aw here comes the ooze and the glory and we're gonna fly together and guzzle our sweet asses off… And he felt the swarming searing torment coursing through his body, felt his balls swelling up as those hot vaginal-lips went sobbing and nibbling for the fuels of him. He reached down and grabbed her ankles; then hurled her legs up in the air until her knees were sandwiched against her bobbing breasts, and as he fucked and slotted it, Joyce groaned out as if she were being tortured… as now they each began to roll with the impending nearness of their dual explosion. David watched the fat slick entries of his cock, then eyed the bouncing bouquet he'd made of her body… gently flexing his prick's knob to let it expand and plant itself inside of her… oooh!.. She loves it… My God, how she loves it!..

"Ahhh… oooh!.. please, David… now!.. don't wait!.. help it turn over inside… oh dear Jesus, help it turn and… and flush it…!"

David went even crazier with the feel of her as the woman's body began vibrating completely out of control and he felt the flow of her quick wet creams as she sighed and whimpered and madly flailed her upturned legs… The warm liquid gushing up out of her, his battering member now wading in the sprays as David let out his pent-up growling roar and started to come in the same moment, dipping his head to clumsily crush his lips against hers, sinking his tongue into her hot moist mouth… And ooh man!.. How he wanted his tongue against hers when he shot… (never Linda's tongue, that fireside bitch with her catechisms and mouthwash!..) Ooh… now… and like this… yeah! exactly like this… aw suck the naughtily hot-lace tongue of her and pump those milky juices into the lovely spouting sea of her own… unnYEAH!.. ahhh!.. like this… wet… drained… shared…

They held and throbbed for long moments, savoring the damp and tender trickling of what they'd trapped and isolated in their hunt. When David pulled slowly out of her, his mouth still gluttonous and succulent against hers, she murmured something through her lips' dabbing caresses… "If you'd like to see where you've been, darling, take off my panties now. And stare there, David, while it's still wet from you. Turn on all the lights and let me see your eyes on it. I'll bet you stare at Linda's pink and blond muff too, with those hungry blue eyes…"

… Don't tell her Linda keeps the bedroom dark, he cautioned himself; don't let her know how desperate you are to do this or she may find a way to use such power later. Women do, and this one surely…

David quickly rose and switched on the overhead lights. Then pulled the panties slowly down around her ankles and off, tossing them to the floor. He gaped and ogled at the porcelain-white flesh of her abdomen, and below to that gilded seat of his pleasure… patch of reddish moist hairs a bordered filigree surrounding that long happy dimple that had received him… as she watched him and spread her legs almost horizontally for his eyes' repast… while he visually feasted there and stared at the lovely beckoning labia that still gleamed from his fresh manly invasion… ummm!.. Female! Now I can define the word!

"Have you ever kissed Linda there, David?"

"Of course," he said, but did not meet her gaze; kept his eyes peeled where they were.

"Then I want what she's been hoarding, my dearest friend. We're very close, you know. Show me how you do it to her, David… please?"

"Oh no, Joyce, I… I want to please you, not her. I mean, everybody likes it different and… well, you're the teacher now, honey, so you tell me how you want me to do it, and I'll… I'll take directions…"

"And you'll lick and devour until I tell you to stop?"

His cock swelled up again with these words. "OOOh yes, Joyce… I'll learn… Oh, I'll suck. Just… well, teach me!"

With a wild, giggling shriek Joyce threw her legs up around his neck and dragged his face down and inward, chanting out a familiar madrigal-of-the-day… "Well, first you press your two lips right up tight… then you swing 'em to the left, and you swing 'em to the right… and twist that stud-tongue kinda nice and light… then you lick around and flick around with all of your might…!"

… And that's what she calls ballin-the-jack, the bitch!.. she's making fun of me… mocking me and putting me on… her and all that community-property she's crammed up her twat… laughing at me because she knows what a brand-new sinner I am, what a clumsy amateur, a novice… I'll show her!

David dipped and kissed, deciding to use the same passionate principles he'd applied when they were necking and hoping like hell that would suffice. It did. He learned so fast that he couldn't care about her attitude any longer, couldn't care what kind of a suburban idiot she took him for because whew!.. She tasted so Goddamned delicious… and look where he was making love to her… look how his mouth marauded and claimed everything his cock held dear only a moment ago… ummm! Saucy tangled delights of their issue…

In precisely thirty seconds Joyce gave up the singing; and did, indeed, stop all that laughing. A serious business now as she groaned and writhed from his lapping frenzy…

… Ummm! On-the-job-training, gulped David. Only way to get ahead.

SIX

David was a half-hour late getting home that night, but when he told Linda that one of his fillings had dropped out and he'd needed some emergency dental work which might easily have happened after all his zealous gobbling-his wife believed him without question. And without much interest, it seemed to him; which of course, meant that he was her computer, and since she'd installed his primary behavior-tapes eight years ago, she would naturally take all his performance-patterns for granted. He could probably go out and mow the lawn stark naked and have her see him as neatly dressed and dapper, simply because that was how she'd programmed him at the altar.

David felt flushed and restless that night, and was certain his lips must reveal some redolent traces of their new journey. Surely some facial alteration was to be expected after all that coital swamping. But Linda noticed nothing, convincing David that people who see each other daily don't really look at what they're seeing at the moment. Instead-and particularly if they're tied umbilically together through marriage-they see an old family snapshot, a replay of their very first impression. Hence, marital faces remain just as fixed and unchanging as the wedding-band that welds them; and eventually, when husband and wife start to resemble one another, the blended identity-loss achieves its ultimate goal: Mom and Dad, the Goldust Twins… the double nonentity…

Happily, David found Linda's abiding trust in him such an unswerving force in her life-she, too, had been pre-steeped in the blood-brother faith eight years ago-that neither a divorce nor a legal separation would ever be necessary. Once he'd achieved sufficient in-flight production hours with Joyce Grogan, he planned to zoom right on down that list of computer-cuties. An endless square-dance of bed-hopping… and swing your partner and dosi-do 'til she's too punchy and spent to bother with any… Then, still maintaining that Chitty-Chitty-Bang-Bang cadence, prance on to the next willing victim and excavate… and sop up all those little-boy rivers of dreams, displace the cream-popping nightmares with the trembling thighs of reality.

David was thoroughly convinced that his proposed double-life was entirely feasible when he passed the supreme test on the following Sunday evening at eleven. ' When Linda winked and sparkled: "How about it, hon-you feel like being convivial?" David did not get his up-in-a-jiffy boinnnggg! of an erection. But a few moments later he had no trouble filling her fond old prescription, and without having to envision her in a more provocative position. Instead, he thought of Joyce with her knees on-the-wing. And because of that shattering image, there was one awful moment when David forgot himself and slotted his truant weapon from side to side instead of respectfully arrowing it straight in and straight out.

"Oops!.. Sorry, dear. Did I hurt you?' "Oh dear God in Heaven, NO!" Linda screamed affably; and David thought it marvelous the way she could smile and bite her lip at the same time.

David often scanned the remaining collection of names on his computer-list during the next few days, but each time he felt ready to take action and dial another number, something stopped him.

Joyce.

He hated to admit it, for he saw this crippling infatuation as an impediment to all his degenerate plans for the future. How could he flit recklessly from one playmate to the next if he was already hung-up on his very first sampling? Dammit, he couldn't get her out of his mind, the adulterous bitch, and he supposed this meant he was transferring his old fidelity-reflexes from Linda to Joyce. But the trick now was to juggle a whole slew of loin-partners, not simply replace one static constancy with another.

He let a week of anxious indecision go by, during which he remained tense and unfulfilled, both at home and abroad. Then the devastating eruption of his dreams began again, with a tumbling, voluptuous Joyce now replacing his writhing in-laws; which was perhaps a Freudian leap in the right direction, but not exactly the tail-binding consummation he'd had in mind. He kept seeing her lips, nipples and labia and vibrant green eyes and glistening red hair… and ooh!.. that endearing drive-in deposit-window she'd embroidered in her panties kept haunting him everywhere. Finally, when he realized what an infuriating blind-alley daily meat-beating could become, he tried to phone her on two successive Wednesday afternoons. At the Fairmont, of course, and under her assumed name; leaving his own alias and private number with the desk-clerk when she didn't answer.

When the third week went by, with Joyce making no attempt to get in touch with him, David grew more sulky and irritable than ever. Perhaps he hadn't been such a hot-Apollo in bed after all, not really the kind of guy she was used to. He didn't have Brad's pushy ego and bravado and charm. So all right, he wasn't her cup of tea, the fickle little sow!.. with all her squealing and twitching and pretending. Why the hell'd she have to make him think he was so special… kissing and hugging and grabbing and grunting, when she probably performed like that with every guy she touched?

But he couldn't help reliving those fantastic hours he'd spent with her, playing with his long hard recollection in the locked booth of the men's room at work while he reprised every grinding curve of her body… gasping and shooting his load into a new Joyce-orifice each time he diddled himself… aw get that hot boy-cream, you spreading country-club slut… up your twat, in your kissy mouth… up your ass!.. damn ya, I hate ya for ruining Brad's life the way you did… hate ya!.. Afterwards he'd sulkily mop up, re-zip and return to his sleek status-symbol of a desk. His secretaries had been eyeing him curiously for some time now, asking themselves what might be causing his obvious decline. Luckily, the Montclairs were still touring Europe and wouldn't return until November. Otherwise, old Wilbur himself might be politely inquiring why David was still dawdling over a project that should have been finished weeks ago. But David was much too distraught to concentrate on his work, and for the first time since his marriage he took advantage of his family-connections at All-Planet Insurance Company and quite craftily goofed off.

One Saturday morning in late September David told Linda he wasn't in the mood for his usual golf-game, nor did he have any particular interest in going into town to watch the Forty-Niners play football, which should really have piqued her curiosity, since he was an avid football-fan and the new season had just begun. Instead, she blandly assumed he preferred to remain at home and watch some other team play on television.

"No, dear, I'm trying to say I'll be free to drive you to the supermarket today," he said. "We haven't shopped together in ages, and it used to be such fun."

"Why, David, how very sweet of you!" Linda accepted his thoughtful gesture with a blinding domestic beam, rushing over to lend him her cheek; and without collateral, thought David, kissing it, and remembering that Joyce Grogan also shopped at this market every Saturday and knowing he was desperate enough to hope he could manage a few words with her.

David made a point of taking little Larry and Janice along on this brief drive, trusting that their caterwauling in the back seat would keep Linda sufficiently distracted while he tracked down her dear old sorority-sister. As they pulled up to the shopping-center, amidst screeching brakes and kids, David knew that the devils were with him, because he caught a glimpse of Joyce heading towards her Thunderbird at the other side of the lot, a delivery-boy carrying a load of groceries for her. Observing that Linda was too busy corralling the children to notice anyone else, David let them all out of the car, saying he'd join them after he found a place to park. Then, when Linda scurried off with her brood and shopping-list, David quickly drove across the lot towards Joyce's car. He parked at a safe distance and waited until the delivery-boy placed a large box of groceries in her back-seat and departed.

Joyce was just about to drive off when David got out of his car and ran up to her, calling her name. "Joyce, please wait a minute, I've got to talk to you…!"

She turned, and when she saw who it was she frowned, then gave him an icy stare, but lowered her window and waited until he reached the car. "Good morning, Mrs. Grogan," he said loudly, in case anyone nearby could hear him. "Lovely day, isn't it? Bet you're as glad as we are that the kids are finally back in school…"

"Will you lower your voice, you clod?" she said in a hoarse whisper. "You're about as subtle as a drunken lumberjack in heat! What the hell do you mean by accosting me right here in town?"

He stared at her, overwhelmed by her slashing vivacity, the hot green eyes and russet hair, the bouncy nude memories… "Accosting you?" he tried to laugh this off, she had to be kidding! "Oh Joyce, I'm sorry if I'm not being very discreet, but I've got to see you again. Why haven't you returned my calls?"

Joyce fidgeted nervously in her seat and kept glancing about to see who was listening. "If you weren't such a sniveling amateur, you'd know what my silence meant," she hissed at him. "I received several other calls after I saw you, David, all of which provided partners who are far better equipped than you to cope with a woman of my seasoned standards. In short, they're stud-professionals, baby, and they know exactly what to do without being taught…"

David looked woebegone and felt about three and a half years old, as he stood there, shifting from one foot to the other. "But dammit, Joyce, you said I was doin' real good. Remember the way you kept swishin' around when I kissed it? God!.. you seemed so happy!"

"Will… you… Shut up!" This time Joyce's whisper was so savage it sprayed a little, and she darted her eyes thither and yon like an incensed paranoiac. "You damned pervert, do you realize where we are?"

"Oh hell, we're in a parking lot," he muttered, "and there isn't a soul around at the moment…"

"We are in Hillsborough, David, which is where we happen to live. And if you'd retained your sense of values, you'd know this is hallowed ground for me and I cannot afford to have it desecrated by your foul-mouthed insinuations!"

David kept staring at her lovely foul-mouth as she spoke, unheeding and urgent. "Call me at my office Wednesday morning," he said quickly, seeing she was about to roll up her window.

"Oh, you maniac!.. can't you get it through your head that you're much too close to my home and children? I have a clean reputation to uphold in this community, and I mean to keep it that way."

David watched her face go pale, watched her sparks fly out at him in the morning sunshine… "Oh Joyce, you are really too much, you know that? You practically tore my pants off to get at me, and now you're reading me the kind of riot-act I haven't heard since Sunday School…"

Joyce started to breathe rather hard and fast, and standing on his toes, David could just make out the big fat knockers swelling out and in and out… as she snarled, "I'm warning you, David Fortune, don't ever speak to me in this town again, unless we happen to be part of a family-grouping… playing bridge or around the pool, or doing something else that's similarly loyal and neighborly. I don't know how sick you have become, dear heart, but I, for one, do not spit, shit, or fuck where I eat!" With that, she closed the window and drove off.

David wandered dazedly into the market, where he helped Linda pick out some fresh cantaloupes, squeezing a pair of melons so fiercely that he broke a nail.

On the following Monday morning Brad Grogan telephoned David at his office and offered to take him to lunch that day. David felt instantly grateful for this opportunity, and, in a strange way, felt closer to his old friend than ever; for now he knew first-hand what the poor guy had gone through, married to that raving virago. And, like a pair of combat-weary soldiers, they'd fought a common enemy and had gone down in flames together. Man, they'd really been there!.. hit by the same missile-spray. Maybe they could find some meager comfort in comparing notes, although something told David that in this case perhaps he shouldn't burden his comrade with too many of the details.

"Been wondering about you, boy," said Brad, after a waiter had taken their order. "Thought it was about time for a little progress report. How've you been making out?"

It suddenly occurred to David that if he was careful not to mention Joyce's name he could, after all, tell Brad everything. A real man-to-man cleansing of the soul. Jesus, how great it was to have a buddy at a time like this!

"Oh wow, Brad… are you ready for this?" he preambled. "I hooked on to the most gorgeous sex-freak in captivity! And I mean to tell you this gal was such a pig for it, she couldn't get enough… pow, pow, pow!.. 'til I thought I'd bust a gut!"

"No shit." said Brad, with rising interest.

David felt a weird sense of power, being able to say so much about Joyce and still keep her identity a secret from her ex-husband. "But you know something, Brad…?"

"No… What, old-Buddy?"

"I'm too goddamned naive for my own good…"

"Uh huh… that's what I always said about you," Brad's smile was brilliant, downright captivating.

David leaned across the table for a stage-whisper. "I made the mistake of wanting to see her again. Imagine trying to have a big romance with a cock-hungry broad like that. I guess grownups don't play that way, eh, Brad? They just hop right on to the next one. Safety in numbers and all that cynical jazz. That's how you cats operate, so I guess I'd better get the hang of it. Except… maybe I'm too old to start playing that way, too damned sincere and idealistic to love 'em and leave'em the way you do huh. Brad… you old Tiger you!"

Brad was staring at him, his smile slowly dissolving as he leaned across the table, nearly knocking his forehead against David's. "Answer me one question, Dave…"

"Shoot," said David; tiger-to-tiger hookup now.

"When you saw it was Joyce showin' up for that date, why the fuck didn't you walk away from her?"

David swayed backwards in his chair, almost knocking it over. "I… I don't follow you," he managed, dimly wondering how much weight Brad had on him, and how long it had been since he, David, had defended himself in a bloody fist-fight.

"Yesterday was my Sunday to visit the kids," Brad went on calmly, "and just before I left, Joyce told me everything…"

"Oh… well… that wasn't very nice of her," David mumbled, glancing about the room for exits.

"At first she thought you were pretty funny, like a twentieth-century Diogenes looking for an honest orgasm. But now that you've started tailin' her around at supermarkets…"

"… Oh now wait a minute!.. one lousy supermarket!"

"… She begged me to keep you off her back!" said Brad.

"Now that's funny!" David tried to chuckle but choked on it.

"What the hell do you mean by waylayin' that woman right in the heart of Hillsborough?" Brad's voice rose a little now. "Dammit, if you want to play dirty, lay off my family. You hate my kids or something? Do they need this kind of shit in their lives? That's why I pulled out, for Christ's sake, and let everyone think Joyce was so blameless… so those brats could honor their mother in peace!"

David saw several surrounding patrons try to perk up their ears and he tried to interrupt Brad, although he was feeling pretty queasy by this time… "Brad, what can I say?" he muttered lowly. "I know I'm a… a prize fink and a bastard, but I couldn't help myself. You know what a… I mean… how she, the way she…"

"It was Dirty-Pool, David!" Brad said through clenched teeth. "Jesus, you were the only friend I had left in this world who hadn't laid her. Don't you see what you've done to me… to both of us?"

… Oh you handsome popular sonofabitch! thought David; you've been screwin' every girl in San Francisco, and you begrudge me this one bang-in-the-hay simply because it used to be your property…!

"Look Brad, it's not as if I ever looked at her while you were still married… like all those other guys, I mean. You have to remember she's your ex-wife now, and she's… well she's fair game…".

"Keep it up, boy… keep callin' her names, that's lovely!"

"All right, if you want the truth, she insisted that I take her on…"

"Oh sure, she forced you. An ass like hers and she had to tie you down for it, huh, Dave? What'd she use… chloroform, Sodium Pentathal…?"

"Dammit, I tell ya she wouldn't take no for an answer-she threatened to tell Linda…"

"Oh Ho! Was that before or after you threatened to tell the Hillsborough P.T.A. if she refused to go to bed with you whenever and wherever you wanted it?"

David gasped, his mouth hanging open. "Brad, if she said that, she's a damned liar, and I think you know it…"

"Look Dave, you can knife me in the back any time you want, but it just so happens that Joyce is the mother of my children, and for your information, no mother of my kids is a sex-freak or a pig or a cock-hungry broad. She happens to be very well thought-of on that whole fuckin' Peninsula, and that's how I mean to keep her. Last night I gave her the big scoop. I said 'Joyce, as far as I'm concerned you can screw all you want to-but screw outa town! Otherwise I'm gonna drag you through the dirtiest custody-battle on record, and name names-all those local boys who made good… and man you'll really hear some bombs go off!' "

… Name names, thought David… my name. And not "Thorndike" either. Names like Montclair… and Fortune, and down-the-drain Mr. Future…!

With a shivering sacrifice-sigh, David rose and pointed a finger at his jaw. "Hit me, Brad. Right here, if it'll make you feel any better. I know I've got it coming…"

In a scuffling fury Brad scraped back his chair and got to his feet, his huge physique hulking and massive, as several waiters watched and waited in a breathless tableau of suspense. "You've got something coming, Dave, and I'm gonna see that you get it. I'm gonna knock you right on your ass!" David closed his eyes and waited-the end-of-an-era, he thought… "But not here, old-Buddy," Brad went on. "Oh hell no, I want to give you something you'll remember… so I'm gonna hit you right where you live…"

With that-and without bothering to pick up the check-Brad turned and stormed out of the restaurant.

Where I live, thought David, dazedly resuming his seat. When the headwaiter rushed over to ask if there was any trouble, David dismissed him by saying that he and Brad had been rehearsing a play to be performed at the Y.M.C.A. And then he tried to evaluate all that Brad had threatened: To hit me where I live would have to involve Linda, because where I live is at home, which is where she lives… so that's what he plans to do, tell her everything! Oh hell no, that doesn't sound like Brad. He wouldn't fink deliberately just to get back at someone who'd finked accidentally. But how do I know that, dammit!.. he's been a pretty bitter boy lately, the big pissed-off bruiser. Everybody's been down on him, with me the last in a long line of traitors. Well, with Linda I'm safe anyway, because she hates his guts and wouldn't believe him on a stack of bibles, no matter what he told her. Christ, he absolutely nauseates her, and she wouldn't even let him in the door or give him the time of day, because that brawling Papa-Bear approach would never work on my meek little poem of a wife. 'Cause after all, I'm her husband, and even I know better than to try using the hard-sell attack on her, even though I've never tried it…

… Hmm… there was a profound marital message lurking in all that logic; but David didn't want to think about it now when he'd reached such a jazzy juncture in his life and still had a whole helluva lot of history to make. How could he care what happened on the home-front when he was so hot-to-trot and conquer distant lands?

With that cavalier thought in mind, David paid the check and went out to a public phone booth. Whereupon he pulled out his computer-list and dialed the very next number.

"Hello, is this Hazel?"

"Yes," a voice full of toasty husk and harmony, "and this is David Thorndike."

"That's true, but how did you know? I mean, with so many on the list, how could you be sure…?"

"Process of elimination," Hazel interjected. "You're the only one on my current list who hasn't tumbled yet."

"Oh?" said David; but decided not to examine this reply too closely; since feeling like something leftover from a bargain-counter didn't exactly fit in with his present mood. And anyway, the therapy of speed was the important element here. He needed the sweet balm of a rebound-match, and fast! "Well, how are you, Hazel?" he said.

"I'm tall and willowy, David. Six-two with heels-and you?"

David gulped, finding this another miracle of matching; because he was the same height, without heels, of course, which was just fine, since he wasn't altogether certain it was a twin he wanted in this department. "I'm also six-two," he said, and then, hoping to sound a bit more devil-may-care, he added: "Would that do it for you Hazel?"

"Oooh! I'll recline to answer that question."

… Jesus, we just saved a full hour of preliminaries and we haven't even shaken hands!

"Meet me in the lobby of the Hilton at five-fifteen this afternoon," she suggested in those languid, Lauren Bacall-tones. "We'll have cocktails first; and then… the compatibility-tests."

David gaped at the mouthpiece, nodding so fiercely he shook the perspiration from his forehead. "All right, it's a mate… uh… Date! But… how will I know you?"

"I'll have you paged, David. Just follow any bell-boy calling your name."

"That sounds neat enough for me. I'll be there."

"You're all heart, David."

He hung up, and spent the rest of his office-afternoon in a cold tingling sweat and flurry of fever-rashes, just thinking about this long-stemmed stackjob that lay in wait for him.

Sniveling amateur! Is that what Joyce had called him? Well, balls to Joyce and balls to Brad and balls to Linda too! To say nothing of Hillsborough itself and the Montclairs and All-Planet Insurance and his Goddamned sheltered upbringing. After scaling about a dozen American beauties like Hazel, he'd be teaching them all how to pop their pistons, and in every freaky position known to man or beast. He would, to put it crassly, become a "stud-professional." And even top horny-humpin' Brad's filthy record before he was done.

SEVEN

David fortified himself with a quick double-vodka when he left the office that afternoon. Then he telephoned Linda and said he'd have, to work late that night on a special assignment. If she were the suspicious type she might telephone the office later to make sure he was really there. But David was convinced that she was much too trusting a creature-of-habit to check up on him. At least, not at this early stage in his campaign.

However, he was not prepared for the oddly deflated tone of her voice when he spoke to her that day. "Perhaps it's just as well, dear," she said. "I've got a terrible headache, so I don't think I'd have joined you at dinner anyway. I'll just see that the children get fed, and then I'll call it a night early."

She sounded so limp and lethargic, David felt a sudden pang of guilt. And then fear: had Brad been talking to her already? "Linda, are you sure you'll be all right? Maybe I'd better come right home, or… or call a doctor for you…"

"No, David, really, it's nothing serious. Just… woman-stuff, that's all. I'll be as good as new in the morning…"

Relieved to hear that her malaise involved endocrines rather than emotions, David told her to get a good night's rest, and hung up.

In the cab on his way to the Hilton, David hoped to hell that Linda wasn't pregnant again. She'd just had little Jaimie ten months ago, and he was taking it for granted she slapped in her trusty diaphragm every Sunday night after Mission Impossible, because Jesus!.. having four children would be kind of cumbersome for a guy who was just learning the facts of life!

Then, after he reached the Hilton and a page-boy led him to his fresh quarry a few minutes later, all the airs of home were blown from David's mind in a single, eye-filling gasp-for Hazel turned out to be the most dazzling-looking creature he'd ever laid eyes on. Good God, she must be some kind of showgirl-queen from Vegas or Reno, he thought, dismissing the page-boy with a few bills. The girl hadn't seen his approach, so he was able to drink her in for a few seconds, his heart racing and pounding as he fiercely tried to render her topless with his eyes. Man, what pointed thrust-out boobs for such a chic and slim-Jane hunk of pastry! She was a glittering and stately honey-blonde, with a superbly proportioned figure for someone as tall as she. Everything about her was dramatic and spectacular; elaborate bouffant hairdo, white leather mini-trench-coat and knee-boots. Her eyes were vividly made up, but her lips, thankfully, were done in natural flesh-tones of softest coral.

A real stunner, thought David, and one more example of a perfectly desirable woman who prefers the safer, more discreet methods of choosing a lover. No bars, movies or dark corners for this one; she wants to know exactly what she's getting, and unn!.. so do I…! She turned and saw him then, and the smile she gave him was so full-lipped and vivacious, David got a lost, sinking sensation at the pit of his stomach. Hazel's most provocative feature was an unusually large and sensuous mouth. Indeed, everything about this striking girl seemed larger-than-life. Enormous brown eyes, magnificent facial bones, almost Grecian… as were her shoulders and lithe, supple body… breasts that were ample and pouting beneath her bodice. She looked something like a very young Katharine Hepburn, thought David; but with the body of Raquel Welch.

Approaching her, he extended his hand and warmly returned her smile of greeting. "Hi, I'm David Thorn-dike."

Her eyes toured languorously up and down his body, and the slumbering head of his strapped-in penis began to stir itself. "Hazel Crainer, David; and I think I'd know you anywhere. I find that blond, fair-skinned men inevitably possess hidden depths-and your voice on the phone sounded just as muted and smoldering as you look…"

David ran a nervous tongue across his lips and reminded himself that the kind of guy he'd pretended to be on that questionnaire certainly appealed to the most aggressive-type females. "Do you live alone, Hazel?" he said, proving that when he put his mind to it, he could be just as bold and brazen as any woman.

"You've guessed my guilty secret, David Thorndike," she took his hand in hers and squeezed it, accelerating fresh tremors in his briefs. "I live in a rather sumptuous bachelor-girl cocoon. Care to come over and turn on some of my jazz? Records, I mean. Dizzy Gillespie, and…like that!"

"Now that would be out-of-sight!" said David, encouraged by the slang-sound of his own voice. "I mean… like man, this is wild, because I blow a French Horn!"

"Ooh… groovy!" her big luscious mouth curving in another grin. "When was your last gig?"

This word stumped him, but he refused to capitulate. "Well, like… I've been layin' off for awhile…"

"Really? What happened, doll… did you hurt your lip?" she asked, winking and licking hers.

David gazed deeply into those wide, expressive eyes, but could only nod and gulp a little.

"How?" she asked, and David felt crazy little chills prickling at his nuts as he watched how roundly she opened her mouth over this word.

"It's a pretty long story," he said.

"Promises, promises," she chuckled, her eyes grazing downwards at his packed response. Then she led him through the lobby and out onto the street. "I have a cunning little Porsche parked just around the corner. Care to come home to Russian Hill with me and let down your… uh… hair?"

David gave her a sunny grin, and if he'd known how, he would have wagged his tail. "Honey, for you I'll let down whatever comes to mind," he said rakishly, thinking how wildly luxurious it felt to speak as vulgarly as he chose without being unduly castigated by a saintly, bible-smitten wife. And later, when he had this randy-looking Amazon all to himself, maybe he'd even use those verboten gutter-phrases, ahh yes!.. the insidious poison-pen obscenities, the sleazy graffiti that were forever reappearing on the policed walls of his psyche.

The girl's apartment was a rambling, one-room studio concoction with an array of low-slung arty furniture, grotesque mobiles and several Tolouse-Lautrec posters on the walls. Typical pad of a showgirl on furlough, thought David, and he could just see this big mama-doll parading her superstructure at the Sahara or the Sands; although he wasn't going to be so gauche as to ask her occupation. Hell no, he didn't care what she did for a living; it was her hobbies that interested him at the moment.

After slipping off her coat and revealing a skin-tight psychedelic mini-sheath, she put a stack of jazz-records on the stereo, but kept the volume low. After which she led him to the windows for a brief glance at her high-rise view. "On a clear day you can see Sausalito… and all the Fags-At-Bay. But the fog's coming in, David, so don't look now. Come over here and sit down, and look at me instead."

He let her lead him to the divan, and then she excused herself and went to the refrigerator for something to drink.

In another instant she was seated close to him, her modified mini-skirt slipping high up her slim thighs, as David noticed that she wore no stockings under her modish white boots, her skin deeply tanned by the sun. He wondered if the sun were her sole camouflage all the way up… ummm… ultra-violet panties, how tawny can you get? He glanced at the outline of her firm and pointed breasts which seemed almost too perfect to be true… How full and huddled-together they looked… collectors' items, surely! He took a quick sip from the drink she'd handed him and let his eyes travel higher up her bodice until, at last, he gazed longingly at the flaring opulence of her mouth… in full repose and so damnably inviting. A woman's mouth is a sexual organ when it looks like that, he thought, and felt a chilling tremor, as if he'd made some vast new discovery. Mouths as voluptuous as that should be veiled, like the rest of her intimacies… breasts, nipples, mount of Venus. Not out in plain view like this… so nude and taunting.

Seeing where his eyes were, Hazel took a slow, lazy pull at her drink, licking, swallowing, and he sighed as he watched and said: "Ooh yeah… This is the view I want," the desperate urgency welling up inside of him. Oh, to kiss that lush exposure! As if anticipating him, she placed her drink on a nearby table and David did the same. Then he slipped an arm about her waist and drew her to him, winging his thighs slightly apart to make room for the salutary throb of his erection… as if its knob were rigidly contemplating the touch of those alluring lips on his. Gently, he reached his other hand around and tilted her chin. And as he lowered his face to hers, he saw her lips slowly part, saw her tongue flick briefly in and out between them, moistening… her mouth shimmering for him now… "Ohhh… you're adorable," he murmured, lightly dabbing his mouth against hers, tracing and swirling tenderly over the warm and fragrant breath-scent, then wrapping his arms completely about her and deepening the kiss, moaning with the hot-velvet feel of her revolving caresses as she ardently worked her lips against his… a weaving clutching tempo as he dipped and held her… oooh! What a burning beseeching prowl of a woman's mouth, parting, yearning, blending… Her fingers circling through his tousled hair, pressing his head more fiercely down to hers… then parting her lips more fully to receive his nuzzling soft quests, like a child breastfeeding at its mother's mouth instead of her teats… kissing, ummm… sinking… as they clung like that for the long, grappling moments, the surging fevers of her tongue and lips building to such a tumultuous act in itself, it made David forget everything else they should be initiating and fondling. His cock was so bunched-up and stiff and stout in his pants that it ached and frantically pulsed… as if her lips were touching him there, when they were, lamentably, quite far away.

"Ohh, what a husky, throbbing baby you are!" she said, finally pushing him away to get her breath. "I could let you kiss me all night long. Would you like that, David… with nothing ever touching but our lips… hmmm? God, what delicious agony!"

She leaned forward and brushed her lips lightly against his once more, and David, too excited to speak, could only lunge and scoop in more closely for another locked and crushing contact, groaning anew as her tongue slid in between the rapt succulence of his lips… entwining there, searching… as he pulled back for one more eye-feast of the turbulent softness. "Aw baby!.. I never knew a kiss could do this to me…!" And then gasped aloud as he felt her long tapered fingers gliding up his thigh… slow hot tentacles reaching for the stinging hub of him… oh, so maddeningly slow… ooh please, honey, touch it… touch it! A guy's heart could stop beating like this! He seized her hand and put it… ahh… right there! A whole fat palm full of it, and Christ… how he yearned for some flesh-ease to alleviate that swollen sprouting tension… the erection that kisses built… her mouth controlling all his dials.

But her hand did nothing. Simply stayed and gentry cupped there.

"Oh Christ, I'm burning up!" He sounded the alarm, his lips still close and hungering over hers.

She chuckled and gave the clothed wedge of it a condescending squeeze. "I wonder how many babies were made like this," she said, blithely tracing her tongue alone the full dabbing thrust of his underlip, "in the middle of a kiss, I mean… with two lively mouths generating all the primary heat… even more heat than… this!" Then the quickest sweetest shock of all as she deftly unzipped him, digging her seasoned explorer's fingers in to tug and wrestle and finally release the enormous taut prong of his desire. David felt such a heady rush of joy and relief, he began to tremble… Oooh Lady, you are a raw-nerve bundle of sex and it's pouring out of you everywhere… mouth, fingers… lovely tan thighs… his eyes lingering about her lips, tempestuous big full-bodied blossom of a woman… then gazing downward to glory in the exotic novelty of his thick pink jutting cock in her long graceful fingers that tweezed and gripped and made romantic love to the pulsating breadth of what they held. He felt her excitement rising with the portly feel of him… "Ah, David, what a bangle!.. What a lovely bursting tool!" Squeezing, maturing. "How proud and straight and regal… oooh! An outrageous conceit of a cock! And now, for the hidden companion-pieces…" Fingers rubbing deeper in his briefs. "Are they fat, my darling fresh-lipped blond boy… hmmm?… Say it if they are."

"Say… what?" he asked, his eyes darting from her fingers to her lips and back…

"Say 'my balls are fat'," she sternly instructed him.

He leaned forward and nuzzled a soft kiss at her mouth. "My balls are fat," he murmured, his lips vibrations sending the message to hers, and they both trembled from the coupled intimacy: this announcement made with a kiss… trembled as her hands now captured his most private adornments… his healthy testes springing free as Hazel peered down at them, her eyes full of wide delight as she cradled, lifted, let dangle…

"Oh David, quickly! Stand up and get out of your clothes. I love to watch a man undressing himself… touching himself. Pretend I'm not here and strip…!"

Rising, David did as she asked, crawling out of his pants and briefs and going a little dizzy to see how obsessively she stared at him. When he was completely nude, she said: "Now stand quite still in profile for a moment… yes, like that! Ahh, there they are, three ripe matinee-idols, my all-time favorites! I'm president of their fan-club, you know!"

"Aw baby, they'd vote for you any day!" he said, watching her eyes on him.

"Now David, walk over to that big studio-bed in the corner and lie flat on your back. Then pretend that you're utterly in my power, and no matter how you try, you can't prevent me from doing whatever I want with your body…"

"Oh yeah!.. I'm helpless, honey," he said, going over to the bed, his member planked out stalwartly before him, 'Whatever you want, I'm yours…"

In another instant he was sprawled out on the low, Hollywood bed exactly as she'd instructed, his plump appendage aimed stiffly at the ceiling, Hazel dimmed the lights so that the bed was a soft glow of shadows. Then she peeled down to her slip, which was pale and transparent and clung to her so tightly, David waited breathlessly for her to get out of that bulging bra he detected underneath. But she took nothing else off for the time being; not even her boots. Aw hell, she's gonna tease me, he thought; part of the game. Dammit, every girl's got a game of her own and I want to master'em all!

"Lie flat and still, David!" she prompted him. "Remember, you're my prisoner, to do with as I choose!"

"Sure, baby… sure!" He flipped his head back down on the pillow and waited.

Hazel moved across the room and stood over him, looking tall and remote in her hungers… lady-gourmand with her own private buffet, ready to swoop in and dish up. She sat down quietly on the edge of the bed and lightly let her fingers glide all over his body, as if she were playing a harp… plucking at him, rippling… David shuddering with the satiny hot feel of her hands on him and praying that she'd slip out of her fat living-bra so he could suck her there… Oooh! How he wanted the taste of her body on his lips, wanted to apply everything he'd learned from Joyce… tongue jabbing, driving her wild… his mouth a pledged ceremonial at all her secret basins… finding new body-lips of her to nourish his own… aw please!.. wanna swallow… the honey-blonde… wanna dip and drain 'er!

But Hazel had her own plans, articulate maneuvers. She knelt between his squirming thighs and, before he realized what she was about, she had taken the full meaty head of his prick in her ravenous red mouth and was gently swiping her hot tongue around on it… her rhythms circular and enraging as she raised up a little and dipped her tongue's point inside the delicate slit-aperture at the tip…

David cried out and grit his teeth, leaping up in bed to get a look at her. "Oooh Jesus… what're you doing? Aw baby, look at you! Look at that sexy luscious mouth of yours, getting rounder and sweeter!" Slowly, she captured the whole rearing shaft of his rod and swallowed it right down to the hilt, until her lips flared and furrowed deep into the blond silk of David's pubic nest as she madly swept her tongue up and down the sides of his thick and esculent repast… her mouth a saliva-slippery cauldron as it swirled and steamed upwards again… a flooding torment of sensation as she nibbled and pumped at him until he thought his heart would burst from the excitement. Unnn! What a devastating sight to see her gorgeous warm mouth involved in such action… Aw… eat, baby!.. Lick and eat and take me over the falls and rain on me and God!.. How hot and cuddled his cock felt in her mouth… All in her now and owned there and caught and wet from her as he flung his legs widely apart and let his head roll back against the pillow once more, gulping and breathless from her artful, moist caresses… recalling all the years he'd envisioned Linda doing this to him, always yearning to see her lips like that… and almost certain that Joyce had been about to swallow him up too. But no, not then either, only now, this moment… a first and virginal happening for David, since nobody's lips had ever touched him there before, and oh Christ! How long he'd waited to find out what it would feel like… yearning and dreaming until it seemed he must be the only guy left in the world who'd never been blown, never had this tender swamping feeling, and oh man, it was Hazel who was down there for the launching, drinking the toast to him, all that raving beauty gone supplicant and wet-nursing as she hungrily sucked that rearing celebrating, tube of his flesh… unnn… His big slab of private flesh in that mouth… aw no, too good to be happening… hotter than the wettest nightmare. David groaned and whimpered as she let his prick slip free and, with a fierce and sturdy gesture, she flung his legs up higher and feverishly began to lick and nibble at his balls. David held his breath, straining to record every tongued quiver of this quenched fulfillment. But he let out another soaring gasp as he felt her tongue trailing slowly downwards… felt… ooh Christ!.. forbidden soft kisses at the silky underflesh beneath his balls… and then, aw no!.. Wait, baby… I'm gonna roar like a gorilla if you… do… that to me… But waited, genital-muscles tensed and flexing as the wiry girl gripped his hard buttocks in her two hands and pitched him nearly upside down… and then, with a greedy, ladylike sigh for this piГЁce de resistance, she plunged her fruity lips against the soft hot bud of his anus… the hairless blond-boy treat for her as she made frenetic oral love to that unsipped manly mouth down there… David half-sobbing and groaning aloud now as he felt her pointed tongue enter there, deeply and just once, and then become the cherished upward swabbing again. David squirmed and licked his gulping lips and knew this sensation was like nothing he'd ever imagined… Hazel showering kisses down there now, going wild to own and devour all his tender underflesh… lips trailing up over his balls once more, then back to that rigid waiting flesh-tower of his cock, where her mouth became the sucking wet-hot torture, cleverly halting each time he was about to let loose and explode… guiding his fluid passions, controlling them to her own ends until David's whole body was a trembling mass of thwarted, purged desire… And then…?

Hazel lifted her lips from their swarming delight and gazed up at him, her large brown eyes full of mischief and appetite. "David, we will now deliver all these goods in the rear. Have you ever done that to a woman before?"

David felt a rush of new excitement as he realized what she meant. Christ! Another juicy first for him… It was beginning to feel like his birthday… "No, Hazel," he said, his throat tight and parched, "I… never got around to that…"

… Except for cornholing my father-in-law in a nightmare, I'm a virgin in this area too… Aw teach me, baby… and season me…!

Hazel rose and moved about the room switching off lamps until she'd plunged them into darkness.

"Oh honey, please… not so dark," he protested, "I want to see what goes on here…"

"Don't worry, David, I'm fastening a couple of blue bulbs in these lamps. Sexiest color in the world to soften one's grinding flesh-tones… and besides, I always did my best numbers under a baby-blue spotlight…"

… Her numbers, thought David, as she flicked on the fresh bulbs and spread a torchy haze all over the apartment; then I was right about her being a showgirl, or maybe a dancer…

But when she began to glide sinuously about the room as she undressed, he decided "stripper" might be closer to the truth.

"Dramatic lighting is everything when a lady unveils her charms, don't you agree, David?"

"Yes," he said, watching her lithe movements in the bluish glow, "put on a show for me, baby… just remember to bring me the finale, and let me hold it and feel it…" He sat up in bed and watched the shadowed image of her silhouette as she stripped down for him… as she swirled and danced and undraped… and he grew even more incensed to have her close again as he remembered how she proposed to use that long, lovely body. David wished she'd left the lights a little brighter… although he had to admit those blue bulbs were lending a new flavor of mystery to the proceedings.

Her back was to him now and he could just make out those round white globes of her ass which she was about to offer him on that pretty pink-fleshed platter of hers. Christ, how would she ever be able to take all he had up there? Or was there a dash of masochist in her makeup?

Her body looked luminous and nude now as she seemed to be angling in closer towards him, her arms and hips swaying in tempo with the jazz-music still playing on the stereo. He could see her naked shoulders and back and cute behind. Oh baby, bring that over here… let me dive up and sink it in!

"Lie down flat, darling," she said, "I'm going to keep dancing backwards until I've latched right on to it… it's part of the choreography, and honey, it's the wildest!"

… Oooh my God, she's a frantic one! Gonna take a running jump and splice herself on me… aw… tight hot jellied quicksand, come get me!

He saw her squeeze something from a tube and dab it between her back-cheeks, and he felt a little better about the whole heady operation… as she let the tube drop to the floor, then dipped and swung her body in his direction once more, David wetting the palm of his hand and running it up and down his still-hard and ready phallus… thinking: I'm her prisoner but she's gonna sit on my cock… ooh wild wild jailer, don't never wanna leave your lockup!

Hazel neared the bed now, her hips swaying suggestively, and then, with a quick backward look at her long thick destination, she zeroed in on him… lifting her lithe white bottom high above him, and then, like a ballerina being photographed in slow-motion, she carefully lowered her buttocks until his coveted rod tapped exactly between them. She reached a hand around to clutch and aim the throbbing instrument, and David let out a wail of awe and suspense as he felt the head of his cock dab against the soft puckered furnace of her asshole. The girl heaved out a grunting sigh as she sank fully down on his searing protrusion… slotting it deeply up the adhesive warmth of her channel.

"Ahhhhhhh! That's the ticket, fat-hung blond-boy… slice it all up in me… oooooh! Tear it and dig it and rip me in two!"

"Aw honey!.. God, how that feels!" David cried out, panting and squirming as that velvet swarm of heat and girl-guts gripped and surrounded his cock. "Christ, baby… it's so tight and oozy!.. Man, it's squeezing and juicin' me up into you…" And he knew that the euphoric idiotic joy he felt was too unbearable to endure for more than a moment… uumgf!.. Couldn't hold back any more now the way she was flying that sweet rump up and down on it… aw no!.. Not after such a mouth on it, and now this pearly-white humpin' ass of a tall showy glamour-gal… ooh Jesus, look at her sittin' on me and makin' herself at home and floppin' up and down… her body going so frantic and violent, as if there were no pain for her, and hell… there must be… 'cause all of it's grinding up in there, every inch bangin' away at her bowels, unn… right up her secrets… and damn, look at those pretty red-blonde curls bobbin' against her shoulders while she jumps for joy and gash and ooh man, if only he could raise up and reach her body and pull her back onto him so he could play with those perfect tits of hers!

Then David gaped as he dimly saw that she was playing with herself in front while he fucked her up the rear, and the mere idea got him so fretful and hot, he knew he'd have to pop in another second. 'Cause look at those long ladyfingers working and jabbing away at her crotch… damn!.. If only he was enough of a contortionist to reach around and do that for her… jammin' up one hole and masturbating another… unnn boy, what a double-scoop of female jazz that would be!.. and David thought about it, thought hard… and knew he'd have to come now… ooh! No more savin' that thick poppin' load… heavy rich juices ready to gush up and out and in her… "Oh honey… you are riding the hell out of that tiger… aw honey… tiger up your tail, baby… oooh!.. up you pretty girl!" He reached up and clutched the sweet bouncing ass of her, pounding and sludging his member in as deep as it would go, loving the frenzied joyous sounds of her… and then… (aw Jesus, it's gonna hurt, there's so much!) David sighed and licked his lips and heaved out the final breathless gasps for it. "Here we are, baby… it's doin' it! Aw milk me up that tight hot ass of yours… squeeze it… and get it… and ooohhahh!.. now… here!" And he felt the quick rushing-out as he emptied himself in her… spurted and groaned and fell back on the bed, wanting to say a special prayer to what he was feeling in this blinding white moment of purest joy… ooh, the drowning anguish of the hot-tongued intestines inside her body that had clenched and sapped him…

He heard a low throaty growling sound from her lips as now Hazel seemed to be joining him at the front, wailing out the warning-signals of her own climax. "OoohmyGod, you big-hung piece of hot-guy trade, I'm comin' too! Feel me, honey… come on, Goddammit, reach up and feel your darlin' girl pop her G-string!"

Dreamily, David saw her toss a flimsy white garment off the foot of the bed onto the floor-the G-String in question, he thought, as he felt her rectal muscles still pulling at his flowing residue… Hazel flinging her body backwards until she lay flat on top of him, his rod pulsing and spraying out its last traces inside of her… unn!.. the endless hot jets of it! Then, as David still gasped and moaned from the foaming feel of loss and exultance, he let her take his hands in hers and guide them about her waist… then down over her naked abdomen. "Oooh, feel me come now, big blond bully-boy… and grope my fuckin' fountain!" David sighed and quivered from his own thudding shock-waves and grazed his fingers down through her furry public ringlets… (ooh Lady-muff!)… fingers trailing and making love and then… lower…

And struck a jutting impasse, his blood turning to ice in his veins… for his fingers now tapped a hard creaming cock every bit as large as his own.

The shock was something galvanizing. His whole body froze. He couldn't move or speak, but could only clutch this suspended moment in muted horror. Hazel let out a wild, hilarious shriek and forced both his hands around this surprise member of their wedding, making him jag the instrument up and down until its flowing rivers ceased…

"And that ain't no Dildo, sonny-boy!" Hazel roared, her voice lower now, a man's… "it's ME! And sweetie, my balls are fat too-want another hot kiss while I tell you about it?"

Now David felt the revulsion begin as he fully realized what a monstrous prank this person had played on him, how outrageously he'd been used… taken in, the total impact and its dread significance careening and taking hold inside of him. And then… oh God, how he cringed and howled… a savage, throat-tearing sound, as if to refute that thick throbbing evidence he had touched. He slid his body back and away from this jeering, masquerading flesh that had so rampantly usurped his passions, rocking back and forth and groaning aloud as newer waves of this horrendous reality revealed more and more of this whole night's truth… aw Jesus God!.. it's a boy… a tall willowy boy… with a prick and big balls and big mouth… and oh Christ, how I was kissing that mouth… like I wanted to die with those lips on mine…!

Hazel-or whoever he was-shot up off the bed and turned on the glaring overhead lights. A tall lanky flat-chested boy, who now yanked the honey-blonde wig off his head and tossed it between David's legs, where it scratched his semi-hard cock… and he muttered to think where that member had been only seconds ago… slamming up those sweet-girl haunches that had been mocking him with every bounce.

"Call me 'Harry,' honey!" said the laughing voice, many octaves lower now. Then she-he romped about the room retrieving some of the telltale garments. Padded foam-rubber falsies that looked and felt exactly like the real thing. And the G-String turned out to be a specially-designed truss-support. "I tape my prick flat up against my tummy," he explained, "and strip my nuts down the other way. Then I put on this supporter and wear a tight girdle over that, and presto, baby! I'm the girl of your dreams!.. Wanna kiss, honey? Wanna fat and juicy kiss? Or am I the first all-boy cocksucker you ever necked with?"

In a dazed and trembling stupor, David stared and gaped at this foam-rubber travesty… couldn't take his eyes off that face and body and graceful girlish legs… and oh, the mouth! A boy's oversized mouth, never a woman's! But how he'd lusted for it! God, how he'd let that mouth ignite the most soaring passions he'd ever known… let it drink and swallow and taunt… and oh damn!.. the lips and ass of this "thing" had made him feel more like a man than he ever had in his life… and it, too, was a man! Minutely, he reviewed all their kisses, recalling his wild response… oh the clinging, tonguing, caressing! But ugly and wrong and distorted now… like the nightmares involving Linda's father, only much worse, because he had let this reality happen to him, when he should have known… some deep, unflinching manly instinct should have told him this was a boy.

Hazel, now Harry, went to his closet and got a robe. He draped it about his shoulders and lit himself a cigarette. Then he gave David a nastily sardonic grin. "Don't let it worry you none, baby, because I have fooled the biggest and butchiest, and I mean to tell 'ya some of the horniest buffalo-stud truckdrivers have made the tenderest kind of love to me in this room, French-kissin' me like I was Liz Taylor… and then givin' it to me Greek-style like I was of Jackie herself!"

David's eyes were compulsively fastened on the long plump incongruity of this person's penis; if there was so much mental girl there, why so much physical man? It made the whole episode seem even more obscene and grotesque, as if he might somehow find it relieving if there'd been a little less male-evidence between those legs he'd panted for… "All those men thought you were a girl," he said numbly; telling himself it was only the thought that counted, for it alone gave birth to a man's true intention: if he thought female in the throes of his passion, it was female!

"You bet your sweet ass they thought I was a girl!" said Hazel-Harry, at the refrigerator now, pouring himself more Cognac. "No guy ever lays a hand on me honey, and if any guy stays hot for me after he knows I'm a fella, well shit! That means he's a queer too, so he'd better get his fruity box out of this apartment. 'Cause if there's one thing I can't stand it's having sex with a man who doesn't go for girls. Ugh!.. In my book, honey, that is real perversion." After a huge gulp of his drink, he turned and smiled brightly at David… who averted his eyes from that full-lipped vivacity he'd longed for. "Any questions, David darlin'?"

David nodded, feeling sick, corroded with humiliation and self-disgust. "Where can I throw up?" he muttered.

"Not on those sheets, lover, unless you want a big Karate chop in the throat. And just in case you plan to get rough, baby, I happen to be a Black-Belt expert, and a killer from way back…"

Slowly, David slid off the bed and got to his feet. He stared across the room at the boy, dimly realizing this freaky kid was a lot younger and more agile than he. But the rage was boiling and flaring up inside him, and he had to strike out at something. "Goddammit, maybe if I kicked your balls off you wouldn't have to lie any more! Sure 'Hazel'… a nice bloody little castration-scene would make your whole career…!"

"Try it, baby… come on, come on… try it!" With a squealing, raucous Karate-cry, the boy leapt in the air and landed in a fierce crouching position, his arms and hands extended in full hatchet-formation.

David moved nearer. "Just one good sock at that phony fuckin' mouth of yours! Oh brother, that's all I want. Just let me feel some teeth pop!"

"Aw hurry up, baby… come on, come on… I'm waitin' for ya!" howling out the wild, Oriental shrieks, his body leaping, circling, crazily crouching all over the room, a sneering grimace on his face. "But hear this, you creamy hunk'a stud: you'll be unconscious before you can even make a fist. Then I'll dump you off the terrace like that, naked and unidentified. Eighteen stories down. And Mr. Sweet-Nuts honey, in a building this size you could'a dropped from anywhere…"

David stopped advancing, for he was suddenly positive the boy wasn't bluffing. Jesus, anybody who lived this dangerously had to be able to protect himself. And now another weird idea occurred to him. "You tell them all the truth after they come, don't you?… I mean, you wait 'til you've had your kicks with each and every one of them, and then afterwards… you tell them they've been having sex with a boy…"

Hazel-Harry nodded and grinned. "There ya go, baby-that's how I get my biggest charge of all, watchin' their faces when they find out how homo they've been without knowin' it… Wheel… some of 'em really go ape! Of course, when they're too big or too smart to chop down, I'll use this on them…" Reaching in the pocket of his robe, Hazel-Harry produced an eight-inch switchblade knife, and flick!.. it was open.

David stared at the knife and, in his delirium, muttered a bit of insurance terminology: "Then you've got full coverage."

"You'd better believe it, darling. So what're you gonna do about it? Wipe the whole hoary mess from your mind and kiss me off… hmmm, honey-boy?" he made mincing, but provocative, kissing gestures with his lips. "Ooh baby! You were so hot and contented when you were kissin' me… I've never had a guy who wanted to lick and suck my tongue the way you did, sweetie, do you remember…? How will you ever get that out of your system?"

Feeling limp and queasy again, David turned and headed towards the bathroom. "To start with I'm gonna throw up and get out of here…"

As he was about to leave a few minutes later, Hazel-Harry gave him a final warning at the door. "In case you didn't get the message, David, it's all over between us. Do don't you ever try to see me again, you understand me? This was it… a one-shot, baby, and I mean no return engagements."

On his way down in the elevator, David tried desperately to blot out the past hour from his mind. He'd make it a do-it-yourself lobotomy if he had to, but dammit, he'd shove it down and away and out-of-sight. To do this he'd have to start thinking of his future and not ever look back. He'd had some lousy luck, it was true-Joyce had been an old friend instead of the alluring stranger he'd hoped for, while Hazel had merely been strange; which meant that he'd had his night of training and he'd made the one big whopper of a mistake the Fates allowed him. But he had a lot of determination left, plus a large new dose of defiance, so he pulled out the dog-eared computer-list and peered at it intensely.

Number three coming up. Who was she? Somebody called Valerie Hudson. Aw please, Lord. Let me strike gold this time, and let 'er be sweet and horny and big-knockered and lovable and nympho and affectionate and romantic and hot for me. And let 'er be a girl… please?

But as he drove along the Bayshore Freeway that night, Hazel-Harry re-flashed in and out of his thoughts, where she was to remain, intermittently, for a good long while. What a kisser!

EIGHT

Brad Grogan was pissed off. After the quarrel he'd had with David at lunch that day he remained in a bitter, sulking fury. That damned pampered mama's-boy had broken every unwritten law in the book by trying to involve Joyce in a lurid scandal right in the heart of Hillsborough. But hell, that's what he got for confiding in the boy, telling him all those hot details concerning his ex-wife's flagrant promiscuity. After that, one minute alone with Joyce and nothing was sacred to David. When a guy's thinking through his nuts, loyalty goes right out the window, and all David wanted was to get on everything he'd heard about. Wanted to conform and squirt a little Joyce in his juice, just like all those other sex-freaks he played golf with every weekend. Oh that bastard! He'd even had the gall to brag about this cheap conquest, taking it for granted he'd never in the world know which "pushover" he was raving about. Well, thank God Joyce had chosen to be loyal in this one instance and had shown the tasteful good sense to give him the facts. After all, his ex-wife was living proof that whores made good mothers, so imagine the nerve of David, molesting her right in her own backyard, when he knew how important it was to Brad to preserve the sanctity of his broken home.

Now Brad was convinced that David was just like the rest of those sonsabitches up there on the Peninsula, all of whom had been putting him down and writing him off for more than a year. He was a South-of-Market city-boy from way back, and if it hadn't been for a football scholarship, he'd never have seen the inside of Stanford University, let alone get the chance to court the radiant Joyce Barkley. But shit, he'd never really belonged in her world, not for a minute. And man, how quick she and her friends were to let him know it, once the news of their divorce leaked out. They'd dumped him like a load of garbage, because he'd never fit in the way Joyce did. Yeah… she sure fit in! Right between their ivy-league balls. But when she was up and dressed and in her own backyard, she was still more socially acceptable to them than he could ever be, even though "vulgar uncouth Brad" had never so much as touched one of their wives.

For months Brad had been wondering how he could get back at them, all those diamond-plated hypocrites. In his brooding fancies he had dreamed up various schemes of retaliation, all of which were pretty gruesome. But now that David had become the slimiest Judas of them all, Brad felt that at last he had the key to his retribution-

Lovely Linda Fortune, the crown-princess herself!

All those pure-assed junior-executives had been bangin' Joyce since the Year One, so now the time had come for him to take one of their prizes, and really show them how a big crude stud-slob behaved when he was at home. Man they'd given him the name… so let 'em sit back and watch how he played the game. David's exquisite wife had always been an aggravating temptation for Brad. Oh, he'd been a good friend to David and had never made a pass or anything, but Christ, he'd been sizing that woman up for years, wondering how it would feel to slide his hand up those creamy-white thighs of hers, just once. Yet, it wasn't merely the feel of her that he wanted; he'd had the most driving curiosity to see that girl's snatch… just to be able to walk up to her some day, lift her skirt, pull down her panties and simply stare there for an undisturbed moment or two. Aw man, he was almost positive that her cunt would look different from other women's. Like, oh hell, maybe there'd even be Stardust down there… or tinsel. And all during their years of friendly picnics and parties, he'd wanted to reach out and grab a horny handful of those fat baby-lickin' melons that always looked as if they were about to fall out of those jazzy two-piece swim-suits she wore around the pool.

Brad knew more about women than most guys his age, so he sensed that any girl with a face and body like Linda's had to be a dynamo in bed. And even though his own wife hadn't exactly been a novice in the nooky-department, Brad had, nevertheless, been intensely jealous of David's endless nights in bed with Linda Fortune. And if David was now so hot and eager to play the field, it meant that Linda had grown tired of him in bed and desperately needed the kind of stimulation which he, Brad, was so willing to supply her.

… JesusGod, I'm gonna rape my best friend's wife…!

No, I take that back-ex best friend. That two-faced sonofabitch, if only he could watch me give it to her. Sure, maybe he'd learn something… maybe he'd never want to stray again, once I showed him where and how to shove it!

RAPE!

The mere thought of the word left him breathless; especially since he planned to do it in such a way that it wouldn't even be a crime. Wouldn't make Page One, nor need any charges be pressed, except, of course, during the remedial act itself. The non-violent sex-offense, an art-form which he feared was slowly becoming defunct. Admittedly, it was a real guts-nuts-and-groin problem to take a woman by force, but without pain or vivisection. The trick was to make her want to be overpowered. To do that a guy had to forget all about acting like a gentleman, because it was in his manner that the violence was needed. The power of a threat could move mountains of otherwise pure and unattainable-type broads. Once a woman was convinced that she'd suffer the tortures of the damned if she didn't submit, she'd sigh stoically, then lean back and open up. But to do this the man would have to act and sound like a snarling brute, so that the woman could keep telling herself: "He'll kill me if I don't give in to him." And since she'd much rather be defiled than dead any day, this makes her feel utterly helpless to prevent the atrocity, which, of course, is why she'll be enjoying the biggest thrill of her life, a girlhood dream come true: "There he was, so big and loud and swearing… and poor little me! I was defenseless and in his power. Oh but please, don't ask me any more… I can't talk about it!"

None of them ever wanted to go on about it, thought Brad, for fear of letting it slip what a big ball they'd had.

Brad had always considered himself more manly and rugged than David-wasn't he bigger and huskier and better at sports? He had the most consummate faith that after one tangling blast with him, Linda would want an affair. So the hell with the old computer-route this time out. By betraying him and taking advantage of Joyce's vulnerability, David had broken some ground he'd probably been itching to plow for years. Which Brad saw as the all-clear for him to go and do likewise.

When he went back to the auto lot that day, Brad thought about the quick plan he'd devised. A sure-fire winner, he decided, and thank God all the facts and fates were with him. He went to his office at the back of the show-room and dialed Linda's number. Flora, the children's nurse, answered and said that Mrs. Fortune was busy in the kitchen. Then Linda picked up her extension and said: "That's all right. Flora, I've got it," and the nurse hung up. "Hello… who is this?" Linda asked pleasantly.

"Linda, this is Brad Grogan, which isn't going to make you jump for joy, but I've got a perfectly legitimate reason for calling you, so please don't hang up."

There was a tense pause, as Brad clocked the vibrations: lofty Queen wondering how to handle one of her ex court-jesters. Then, in her characteristically gracious tone of voice, Linda said: "But of course I shan't hang up, Brad. Nice of you to call. How are you?"

… I've got hot planets for you ass and your mink-lined pussy, that's how I am!.. thought Brad. Aloud: "I'm just fine, Linda… doin' real great."

"Well…" soft chuckle, "I hear you've gone over to General Motors." Little acid creeping into her voice now.

"Now Linda, if I could afford a press-agent, that's exactly what I'd want him to say about why I quit my job at All-Planet Insurance, but as you might have heard, I'm managing a used-car lot now, but with an adjoining showroom where we also sell late models…"

"Sounds interesting, Brad. Must be a splendid opportunity for you to meet… oh, all kinds of people."

… Aw you bitch, I'd much rather meet 'em in person than insure 'em on paper, which is what I did when I worked for that rich gravedigger you call a father. And ooh!.. How I'd love to have that old geezer see what I'm gonna do to you later, baby, with your pearl-studded vulva spittin' all that cream and chemistry! "Oh, it's fascinating work all right, Linda. In fact, right now, if it weren't for my job, I wouldn't have this wonderful opportunity to be talking to you."

Another pause op the wire. "I'm afraid you've lost me there, Brad…"

… Ah, but not for long, Lady Fat-Tits!.. "Linda, you have a birthday coming up in a few weeks, and I know I shouldn't be letting this cat out of the bag, but David is planning a surprise for you. And if I remember correctly, you absolutely hate surprises, right?"

"Well… yes. Brad," as if reluctant to admit anything to such a low-life and a bum, "that's quite true. But, I don't see…"

"You like everything scheduled and pre-arranged, which is why you should have the chance to drive your new station-wagon around the block a few times. That way it won't be such a shock when you see it in the driveway on your birthday."

Brad heard her gasp, wondering how many of those sounds he'd worm out of her later. "You mean David's buying me a new station-wagon?" Hmm, no wonder he'd seemed rather quiet and preoccupied the past few weeks, thought Linda; and here she'd been afraid he was coming down with something! "Brad, that's wonderful, although the car I have now is only two years old, and I really don't drive that much, except to take the kids back and forth to school and shop. But… yes, you're quite right, I would like to see it and… get the feel of it first…"

… Aw you'll get the feel of it, baby… it'll be up you so high your teeth'll ache!.. "That's fine, Linda. I'll have one of our demonstrators drive it out to your house within the hour," Brad said aloud.

"No, no… wait," she said, and Brad's heart flipped over and he thought: don't fight this, baby. You need this gift! "You'd better tell your man not to park right in front of the house," she said. "The children are at school, but I wouldn't want any of the household staff to see it. That way everyone'll think I'm genuinely surprised later, which is really what counts the most. With me, anyway; although really, David's such a tease to be doing this, knowing how I am about these things…"

"Yeah, well… maybe he just wants to get a festive little rise out of you," Brad chuckled, "but, well fine, Linda, I'll tell our demonstrator to park around the corner, on Taylor Street. He'll be waiting for you there in exactly one hour."

"All right, Brad, and listen… thanks. You were right to call. Things will go much more smoothly this way…"

… Ahh yes, my love, he thought, as he hung up; smoothly is the word for it. Smoothly in and smoothly out, kneeling, humped or sitting. How do I rape my buddy's wife? Let me count the ways!

It was about two that afternoon when Linda Fortune hurriedly left the house, after telling the servants she was going to have lunch with a friend in the neighborhood who would then drive her into San Francisco to do some shopping. This would explain why she set out on foot, instead of taking her car.

It was a warm late-September afternoon, and she wore only a thin shantung dress with a cardigan slipover draped about her shoulders. Her pale-gold hair was styled loose and casually about the lovely cameo of her face, and she might easily have been taken for a teenager. As she strolled around the block and turned the corner on Taylor Street, she stopped in her tracks and let out a little squeal of delight. For there it was, a brand-new '69 Belvedere station-wagon. And her very favorite color (next to sunny-yellow)… sky-blue! It was long and roomy enough to hold the whole family. This sort of gesture was a bit unlike David, but yet, it was rather dashing and romantic of him to be throwing caution to the winds for once. An occasional change in their rigid pattern of living was exactly the touch of drama they needed, although she'd never dream of making such a request to David, for he seemed so content with his lot, so inexorably set in his ways.

As she approached the car she felt a mild twinge of disloyalty for having conspired against her husband, even though her deception was of such an innocent nature. Then she peered into the car and was startled to see Brad Grogan seated at the wheel.

Giving her one of his ingratiating grins, Brad leaned over and opened the door for her. "Hi, Linda! Our demonstrator couldn't make it. Sudden emergency in his family: his son chewed up his draft-card and got poisoned from the ink. He should 'a burned it, of course, but who can get a kid to conform these days? Anyway, I figured, what-the-heck, if you want something done right, you've gotta do it yourself. So here I am, okay?"

Frowning, Linda tried not to absorb his confusing logistics about draft-cards and ink, while she hesitated and wavered there on the curb. But then her sense of decorum got the better of her and, smiling perfunctorily, she got into the car. As she climbed in, she glanced towards the back-seat and, with considerable surprise, saw that the entire rear-portion of the car had been made up for some sort of camping expedition.

"All our display-models are set up like that," Brad told her quickly, taking her hand and firmly helping her into the car. "That's a portable mattress we've got spread out back there. It folds up real neat and compact. But it shows how comfortable it'll be once you start taking the kids on camping-trips and you want to sleep out. It was all David's idea," he added hurriedly, "I guess he's got plans for you guys this winter…"

Mentioning David had eased her feeling of uncertainty, and smiling primly, Linda settled down in her seat and let Brad close the door. "Well… All this is really very naughty of David," she said with a sigh. "But so endearing too…"

Brad shifted his body a little closer to hers, and she felt a tremor of alarm as she sat next to him and sensed the muscular heat of his presence. She'd always found Brad a disturbing and exasperating man, and was never so pungently aware of this antipathy as now, planted so physically close to those rangy, sprawling legs of his. He was big and gruff and mulishly aggressive, so utterly lacking in the gentler, more chivalrous qualities of her dear husband. The proverbial bull-in-the-china shop, that was Brad Grogan; and she doubted that he'd ever change. However, since he was being considerate and thoughtful at the moment, she decided to be civil and make the best of it. For David's sake. It needn't last very long, at any rate.

Brad gave her a sidelong glance, his sulky black eyes thirstily drinking in the bright afternoon loveliness of his prisoner. Aw man! What a hunk of art-work! What Dresden perfection that would soon be all his to lick and flick from limb to limb! He wondered how she kept looking like such a sweet young untouched kid, when hell, she had to be in her late twenties and had kids of her own. Married Innocence! That's what it was about her, a brand-new kind of sex-appeal that made him feel hot and holy all at once… made his balls want to sing an operetta-duet every time he looked at her. Ooh Christ, he could hear 'em now… especially the base notes… "Isn't she a beauty?" he said.

Linda turned and met his heavy-browed gaze, a bit startled, until she realized he had to be talking about the car. "Oh yes, it's lovely, Brad. Very much like the one I would have chosen myself next year, although I'm not in the least disappointed that David didn't want to wait that long. Poor darling, he's always thinking of something new to make us happy."

Brad took careful note that she'd said "us" instead of "me", which convinced him how shamelessly David must be neglecting her in the pursuit of his fresh amours. He started the motor, his eyes darting simultaneously downward at her legs, loving the way girls' skirts slid half-way up their thighs these days whenever you got one of them in a sitting position. He couldn't wait to get his busy eyes and fingers up there. "I'll… uh… drive the car around a few blocks, let you get used to the rhythm of it. Then you can take over and give her a whirl."

Linda was about to say she'd like to take the wheel immediately and thus save time for them both. But they were already in motion, and she didn't want to make an issue of it. Just wanted the whole interlude to be over with, as briefly and painlessly as possible.

Brad drove in silence for a few moments, softly humming a tune under his breath. Linda began to feel a new, uneasy tension, a nameless fear hovering in the air between them. She found it difficult to keep her mind on the performance of the station-wagon. It occurred to her that she'd never really been alone with this man before, a thought which she found most disquieting, to say the least. She stole a glance at his profile. Such large, rough-hewn features, she thought. A crude face, really, with that fleshy brute-mouth, the unkempt mass of black hair. Preposterous Latin-Lover type, she supposed, despite the fact that he was part Irish. And those tight Mod-slacks looked ridiculous on a man as large as he. God, how his thighs bulged out as he slumped there on the seat! And he smelled strongly of tobacco and bourbon, the latter much to be expected, of course, after all that Joyce had told her about his drinking habits. That poor, victimized woman, what she must have gone through! Linda was suddenly appalled to find herself wondering what Brad and Joyce had looked like nude and dually applied on their bed. Somehow she couldn't imagine this scene; for Joyce was so pretty and elegant, how could she ever let a thug like this make love to her?

To rid herself of such fancies, she forced herself to talk. "I'm so glad you and David still see each other, Brad. Old friends shouldn't lose touch."

"It's good to hear you say that, Linda," said Brad; "especially after that house-to-house smear-campaign you and Joyce launched against me during the divorce."

Linda glanced sharply at him, greatly relieved to see a good-natured smile on his face, considering how hostile his tone had been. "Joyce and I grew up together, Brad. I had to choose loyalties. You must see that."

"Of course I do, Linda," he chuckled softly. "And I'm not bitter about it any more, really I'm not." He fell silent again, continuing to drive slowly through the town.

"Well, I'm… glad to hear that, Brad," said Linda. "And I… I always knew you'd be much too mature to bear anyone a grudge."

He turned and flashed her a quick smile. "You always knew, Linda? Hmm… That sounds like you've given me a lot of thought."

"No, of course not," she said. "I mean, well… yes, at the time, we all did…"

"All you gals ganging up on one lonely guy," he laughed. "Whew! I can hear your witchy-war-cries now: let's get Brad Grogan and run him out of town! And to think…" giving her another fast look… "you did it all with your tongue…"

An icy tremor of panic shot through Linda as she saw his foot press farther down on the accelerator, increasing their speed. "Honestly, Brad, you say you're not bitter about all that mess, but yet you… you keep mentioning it…"

"Yeah… How about that?" he laughed, but mirthlessly now, his tone low and surly. "Makes me a pretty contradictory bastard, doesn't it?"

She winced. "You needn't be profane, you know."

"T needn't be profane!'" Brad mimicked her in a scratchy high-pitched falsetto. "Jesus, you elegant Peninsula prick-eaters give me a pain in the ass!"

Linda gasped, her hand fluttering to her swan-like throat. "I've never in my life heard such language!" He must be on dope, she thought; how else to explain this sudden shift of manner, this maniac animosity?

"… In public you're all halos and holy-water," Brad went on, "but in private you'll take on any guy who asks 'ya… and don't tell me you never knew how Joyce has been grinding her beat-up twat all over the countryside ever since grammar-school…"

"Why, Brad Grogan, if you think for one minute I'll sit here and let you utter those vicious lies about Joyce, you're crazy! So you… can stop this old car and let me out… right here and now… because you're rude!"

Brad pressed his foot on the gas, right down to the floorboard. The big car gave a forward lurch and hurled Linda back against the seat. "You'll go when I finish my demonstration," he said, no longer bothering with the friendly auto-dealer smile, "and I'm not referring to the car. I've got another birthday-present in mind for you, Linda. It's not quite as big as a station-wagon, but oh honey!.. It'll sure get you where you're going!" He glanced with brief amusement at her stricken face, his nuts practically applauding as he saw the delicate petals of her lips flop open in shock. Linda stared straight ahead, nonchalantly trembling; and inwardly babbling out the emergency-preachment: I will see no evil, hear no evil and do no evil!

NINE

Suddenly they were out of town. Linda wouldn't let herself look at the speedometer, or even the scenery. She kept staring vacantly ahead, hoping that perhaps he'd think she'd gone catatonic and might relent long enough to drive her to a clinic. Out on the open road now. No more Hillsborough. Nothing but wasteland. And Brad Grogan gunning his motor, giving the zephyr-like station-wagon its supreme test, racing close to ninety miles an hour.

"Tell me something, Linda?" he said. "Are you blond all over? Or are you gonna make me wait and find out for myself?"

Say nothing, she told herself. She said nothing.

"Hell, I'll bet you'll just love it when I blow some hot breath at those pretty little hairs down there," he said, swinging right into his big fear-and-threat campaign. "How about ol' David? Didn't he ever whistle Dixie down there at your continental divide?"

Linda shuddered and turned to the right, wishing like hell she were back home in her little-blue-heaven as she gazed out the window in absolute horror. The full impact of what was happening to her kept her speechless. It was all too incredible and she tried her darndest to think rationally; but this only increased her terror, because it forced her to see the shattering reality of her nightmare: there was never any thought of a birthday present, and God only knew whose car this was… probably stolen, to be sold later so he could feed his grisly habits… cocaine or hashish, most likely. And poor David had no idea what was going on, and… (her hand went to her throat again)… nobody knows where I am!

If only she could pretend to be calm and brave, and somehow not let him see her fear. "Brad, I must say, you're being exceedingly crazy. Don't you realize this is kidnapping?"

"It's also 'rape,' honey-tits… and don't tell me you didn't realize that!" Brad snickered comfortably.

"Oh Dear God in Heaven!" wailed Linda, and wrung her hands.

Brad laughed with great relish. "What the hell's that, a cry of thanks or a warning?"

She turned towards him and started tugging at his sleeve.

"Lower, baby," he prompted her.

"Oh Brad please, stop the car and let me out! I swear I won't tell a soul. And listen, I'm truly sorry if I did anything to hurt your feelings. I mean, it wasn't because you were Greek or anything like that…"

"Goddammit, you mean they held that against me too!" This idea got him even hotter for revenge, and in another second the car was doing close to a hundred.

"No, no, Brad, I only wanted you to know that nobody even mentioned you as part of any sort of undesirable minority. And I especially… I never meant to cut you off like that or snub you… had nothing against you personally… I always liked you, uh… we liked you, Brad…"

"I'm hip!" his voice going savage over the noise of the motor. "Dammit, you liked me plenty, Linda. I caught all your sneaky glances whenever we were lounging around the pool together, you in your germ-free Bikini, and me in my technicolor jackstrap, and man, were your angel-blue eyes ever hungry for my meatloaf!"

Linda quivered, sighed and slumped a little. "Oohh! That is so disgusting, so vile!"

"Oh come off it, honey. Big wangs have gotta be your special kick. 'Cause I've seen David in enough locker-room showers to know that's a pretty wild stump he shoves up your kiss-hole every night!"

Linda let out an ear-splitting scream.

Brad laughed uproariously. "Oh Jesus, one more blast like that and you'll give all these cows a hernia!" He pointed out the window at the farmlands they were riding through.

Another hideous thought occurred to Linda, as she turned and gazed at the camping-mattress in the rear of the station-wagon. "Oh you fiend, you liar! That was never for 'display,' was it?"

Brad grinned, winked, and blew her a big pucker of a kiss. "Oh, it's for display, all right, Linda. And in just another few minutes you and I'm gonna give it a trial-run…"

"I think you're demented. I should really feel sorry for you… Oh no!.. What am I saying…?"

"Aw come on, tell me, honey. Haven't you always had a secret desire to be a naked lady mattress-tester?" Brad glanced quickly at the angry panting of her breasts, then with a swift lashing gesture, he yanked the cardigan off her shoulders so he could see more of the action. Whew! What a paper-thin summery dress she was wearing. The frenzied heat of anticipation began to swarm between his legs now as he tossed the sweater in the back and let his eyes trace the heaving outline of her nipples once or twice. He scooted a little closer to her in the seat and without warning, jabbed his whole right hand up her skirt, squeezing as much hot thigh-flesh as he could grab without losing control of the wheel.

But before he could slip his hand back where it belonged, Linda cried out and dug a nail into his wrist, breaking the skin. Brad let out a roar and pulled his hand away, sucking the bit of blood that trickled from his wound. "Listen, baby, if you want to fight now and fuck later, it's all right with me, but you oughta know that you'll be the one who comes out a little the worse for wear. You follow me? How're you gonna explain a black eye or a broken jaw to your family or your bridge-club?"

"I'll tell them you attacked me!" she spat at him. "Everyone knows your reputation, so they'll believe me.

"Yeah? And what were you doing in my car?"

"Ahh, but David will tell them that he… that he…" Linda stopped, suddenly feeling like a fool, for she'd almost repeated Brad's shoddy lies and fictions.

"Go on. What about David?" he asked. "Will you tell him about this?"

She sighed and slowly shook her head. "Oh God no, I couldn't… It would kill him!"

… But right now that little fucker's too busy to drop dead, thought Brad, although he decided not to pass this information on to Linda. Why shouldn't she find out the hard way, just as he had with Joyce? And aloud: "That's my girl!.. Mum's the word. And honey, I tell you what… Since you're being so cooperative, I won't tell anyone either. That hot little lunch-counter of yours is gonna pop and splutter at least half a dozen times this afternoon, but we'll keep that our dirty secret, won't we, baby?" He swatted his big hand up her skirt once more, and this time managed to rummage inside her panties. Oh brother, contact at last!.. Skin!.. Ali warm and silky and tender. "Joyce always had a special opening stitched in her panties so she'd be ready for whoever cared to jerk her off…"

"… Lies… lies… Lies!" cried Linda.

"… and if you girls were so pissy-ass close, why the hell didn't she pass on that little tip to you?"

Linda buried her face in her hands and began to sob.

Then the car abruptly swerved and her heart sank even farther as she saw that Brad had turned off the main road, and was now driving along a rugged, narrow path, deep into the forest thickets. She gazed out at the bright blue-skied world, the sunshine… (all her dear sweet yellows!) It was the clearest broad daylight… the whole countryside resembled a pastoral flood of peace and tranquility. And here was this thundering atrocity of a man ready to take her by force… so uncaring in his disdain, so thick-bodied and rampaging in his lust. And she saw the doom ahead, knowing her whole life would lie in ruin if she resisted him. That's if he didn't beat her to death, a thought with which she scared herself so silly that she hacked out another bloodcurdling shriek. "Ohhhhhaieah!.. You sick, plundering fool, this is ' adultery, don't you know that? You're an adulterer!"

"Now Linda, that is a Goddamned lie, because I'm not even married. Which means that you are the only one who's about to commit a mortal sin here today, you naughty nymph! Aw baby, do you know how many years I've been wanting to see those big jugs of yours close up? And honey, once I lick a nipple, it stays licked…!

I knew it, she thought, he's a pervert… an unnatural degenerate. And she began to weave and rock back and forth in her seat…

Brad parked the car in a patch of undergrowth which completely hid them from the road.

Linda now wept uncontrollably, pressing her thighs so fiercely together that they chafed. "Don't hurt me!.. Oh Please don't hurt me!"

Brad sighed. "Look, sweetie, to me that just means you're afraid I might forget to treat you rough, so you want to remind me."

"Ooooh… you… are… Twisted!"

Brad shifted about in his seat and stared at the bulging rotundities of her bosom. Then he started to undress. "Come on, Queenie. Last one in the hay's a rotten testicle."

Linda groaned and quivered with revulsion. And, as if in answer, they heard a clumping, rustling noise from among the trees. "Ahhh! Someone's here!" she cried wildly, her eyes full of victory-glee. "It's the Sheriff, or a game-warden… oh, someone's here to help me!"

She stuck her head out of the window and yelled: "HELP!" And came face to face with a deer. A lovely, startled doe. Who was now before them, all still and poised. And then gone.

"You oughta watch them ride sometime, honey," said Brad, "you'd learn something." He had stripped down to his trousers, Linda backing away from him as she eyed the curling black hairs on his husky chest, the broad, powerful shoulders.

"Blindfold me!" she screamed. "If I'm to be torn and broken by a gorilla, I don't want to see it happening!"

Brad gaped at her, trying to figure out why she was giving such a strenuous performance, when they both knew they were about to have the ball of their lives. "Jesus, anyone'd think you'd never been banged before. But you forget, I know David too well to think you two've been having nothing but a spiritual relationship all these years…"

"But damn you, David and I are normal… We're not like you!"

With this remark, Brad's vengeful fury returned full-force. "Oh knock it off, Linda, you're gonna find I'm every inch as normal as David, only more so!" Watching her face, he crudely unzipped himself and yanked out his swelling flushed tong of an erection. It was an enormous, unwieldy member and he was able to get his whole hand around it, as he grinned lewdly at her and waved it back and forth. Linda cringed, but was unable to avert her eves from that obscene and fascinating exposure. She tried to feel consoled that it wasn't quite as long as David's. But oh dear God, it was so much thicker!.. a wide flaring torture-iron… her Nemesis, surely!

Excited by the ambivalent emotions he saw on her face, Brad suddenly reached for her and crushed her body close to his. Linda squirmed and panted as she felt his huge hot mouth lunging and swabbing against hers, the wet feel of his lips a burning nuzzling intensity as he jabbed his tongue between her lips… mumbling and snarling: "Suck my tongue, pretty baby… suck it or I'll bite your lips 'til they bleed!" Linda whimpered, but in another second Brad groaned as he felt her soft lips puddle and surround his plunging tongue… held her tighter and grabbed a handful of her golden hair to keep her head steady while his mouth dug and swallowed and pulled at hers and she felt the fleshy vibrations of his groans as he made a ravenous jungle feast of her lips. Linda had never been kissed like that in her life, and it made her feel so filthy and wanted and excited and terrified all at once. And oh God, confused! For how could the mouth of this vulgar man be causing so many undisciplined tremors between her legs?

Brad seized her hand and forced it down between his legs, pressing her fingers around the wedge-like head of his cock, then letting its throbbing bulge nub against her palm. "Anhh no!" she murmured against his lips, "I can't… Oh I mustn't touch it… Please don't make me!" But not removing her hand, her fingers much too astonished by the fantastic thickness of the knob, the feeling of life it had… ooooh… the thrumming, the pulsing… as she kneaded it until some of Brad's old satyr-fuels began, and she shuddered from the swirling touch of it.

Brad pulled away and stared down at the homespun wifely mouth he'd ravished. "Aw, you silly bitch, you're not afraid! Jesus, you're so damned hot for it, you don't know whether to pee or pop. Can't take your little pinkies off that big whopper, can you?"

Linda felt tears of humiliation filling her eyes as she wished passionately that she were strong enough to fight him, or had a weapon… or wasn't so very alone and defenseless. But, realizing that Destiny had chosen to be cruel, she sighed fatalistically and continued to caress and squeeze the tremendous stiff rod in her hands, staring down at its glowing pastel flesh-hues as the tears rolled down her cheeks… Heavy rearing penis not her husband's… Alien burly man-muscles that would crucify and brand her. Ruthless beast-lover here before her in the stillness… ready to give her the forced-lashing, forced-feeding she'd dreaded all her life. The scalding terror grew for Linda, and God help her!.. she wooed the torment, fanned the base embers, oh… lost and cherishing fingers…!

"Hey, watch that hand, baby!" Brad suddenly knocked her arm away, then grit his teeth for a second to hold back the impending eruption. "Whew! That was a close one. You almost saw my automatic sprinkler-system in action, Princess, but I sure's hell didn't go to all this trouble to let you give me a hand-job. So baby, you crawl in the back and take off your clothes…"

The harsh dominant-male sound of his voice fired her anew, rumbling stone-age stud giving her orders? "NO!" she said defiantly. "I refuse to let you or any man see me naked… in broad daylight like this. I'm a very private person, and I… I think you go too far, Sir!"

"Oh bullshit!" Brad laughed, gazing at her tear-streaked face, her soft pouting lips, knowing so well what she wanted. And hell, maybe this was what David had to go through every night; not that a lot of freaky role-playing was new to him, since Joyce used to engineer wilder bits of business every time they tangled. "All right, sexpot, I'll undress you, if that's how you want it." So saying, he thrust out both his hands and cupped her swelling bodice, which heaved and rose as she gasped from the sudden touch of him-there!.. At those most hallowed mounds! Slowly, Brad reached around and unzipped the back of her dress, pulling the garment down around her shoulders to reveal the billowing twin bursts of her bra… the trembling quivers of her body causing his member to expand and trickle again… "Ooooh doll, you sure want these hands on you!.. Bet you could die with my hands doin' this… and this… here… and here… huh, baby…?" With his fingers he tightly traced the outline of her nipples, moaning out his pleasure as he felt them harden… his favorite kinda magic!.. And he leaned his big shaggy head down there and kissed each swelling rigidity, pressing his lips against the fabric of her bra, blowing his steamy bourbon-breath into the garment and its cradled flesh…

"Ahh… Mother-of-God!.. no… ooohumm!" Linda cried out, then closed her eyes and hurled her head back, as if not wanting to witness her own unspeakable reactions.

Watching the hot panic on her face, Brad quickly unhooked the bra and yanked it free. OohChrist, she's gonna play helpless for me, and with boobies like this!.. Aw milk and honey, come get me…! And he pulled back and stared as the fat ivory blooms of her breasts wobbled free, hungrily gaping at their high, jutting profile, their rosy pointed tips… "Ooooh baby, have you ever got tits!.. unnn… High-society tits!.. Oh man, these are the livin' end…!" And with a low rattling groan he buried his face there, going frantic to have the lush, sweet-scented feel of them against his mouth… nibbling and teasing their tasty sponginess as he rolled them between his lips… the involuntary twitching of Linda's body driving him even crazier to eat as much of this rich, raped girl-meat as he could gobble up. He slipped an arm under her knees and lifted her bodily from the seat… "Aw honey, I want you! Wanna get in you and nest there for the winter…" Rising up and hurling himself backwards with her in his arms as she kept begging him not to hurt her, nourishing the melodrama, milking the aura of danger and debasement, as they landed together on the mattress in a tugging heap. Brad was violently panting and perspiring now as he continued the holy rite of undressing her, while she devoutly sustained her wailing struggles… "Oh… For the love of God… Be gentle!"

With a lip-licking grin, Brad knew exactly how to translate this plea: it meant she wanted to be rammed and skewered like a shishkabob… wanted his big pile-drivin' earthmover to dig up a tunnel she didn't even know she had. Aw, I'm on to you, baby! He pulled her dress down and off, then her slip… feeling her up with every pitch and roll of her body. He got her stockings and shoes off, but when he started pulling down her panties, Linda let out a truly Wagnerian howl and threw her arms across her face so she wouldn't have to see this ape ogling all her unveiled bubble-bathed intimacies in the daylight…

Brad pressed her body down against the mattress and knelt there above her, his eyes racing giddily all over her body as if they didn't know where to glue themselves first… sexy blond angel-face… dainty gulping lips… hot jangling knockers… then slipped his hands about her hips and yanked her panties down and off. And, at last, Brad stared at that gleaming jewel he'd been thirsting for… "Holy Cow… is that ever sweet!" Aw man, his big dream of the decade!.. Paradise-Valley just dyin' for some irrigation… Linda's honeyed snatch, all tremulous and undraped… Linda with her girlie-smelling panties off and her ass bare…! Roughly, he rolled her over on her precious tummy, then gaped incredulously at her round white bottom… Aw God, look at that! The cutest damned whitest pair of cheeks he'd ever seen! He bent and stealthily pressed his lips against each spongy buttock… "Oh, please don't hurt me!" she plaintively reminded him, so he hastily nipped her over again, lowering his hungry sensual face between her thighs and blowing hot breath at her golden tuft, just as he'd promised. Unnn!.. Gonna part your hair in the middle, sweet-stuff, and then… we're gonna build us a little soda-fountain, right here where all the pretty pink candy's hiding! He jabbed two fingers into the dewy softness of her vagina, loving the way she jerked and squirmed from the shock of this rude invasion. Linda told herself she'd rather die than suffer this humiliation… wondering how she'd ever be able to face David after this man's maiming abuse of her body. Oh God, he should be put away… Away! But Brad had been whipped into new frenzies of his own as he sank his fingers in up to the knuckles and felt the moisture begin… his tongue darting out over his dry hot mouth, getting ready… sliding his fingers out, gripping those quivery thighs of hers… loving the way she whimpered and kept her eyes covered as he clenched and spread that creamy-white flesh in his big hands, then slowly dipped down at her, his yearning scowl of a mouth gently soft and cushiony at first, tongue trailing the fuzzy outer edges… urnmtn, sweet labia-innocence here… as he placed his fingers at the opening and widely stretched it apart. Then, with some lusty swallows of anticipation, he sank his tongue in and up as deeply as it would go.

"OoooOOHHHH!" Linda cried out, bucking and thrashing her pelvis at his face, a surging passion and terror assailing her body with the first feel of his tongue probing inside of her. God, what was happening to her? Her whole body was shivering and vibrating. Brad was driven even more frantic by her reaction, thinking: Jeez, this must be her favorite way to fly! She's practically goin' spastic for it! Now he was clutching her ass firmly in his hands to hold her steady while he dug and planted his parted lips and went wilder with the oily oven-taste of what he licked and scooped… finding her clitoris and sucking it until it throbbed and hardened against his lips…

With another fierce cry, Linda tore her hands away from her eyes and gaped down at him, unable to understand these destructive new forces that had taken hold of her. Look what he's doing… his mouth on her, there! And ahhh!.. May the devil send him straight to hell for making her love it so, as she rolled and moaned under his fiery kisses… sitting up now and greedily eyeing his lunging mouth… reaching out a hand to clutch at his tumbling black hair… "Oh damn you!.. Have you no shame?" she cried, then pressed his head between her thighs as if she meant to use it for a saddle… Brad diving into seventh heaven now as he got even busier and let his hot tongue jab its way up and down her juicy wet slit. Then, spurred on by her fingers clawing at his hair, he dabbed his lips more fully into her and ravenously sucked her clitoris… Linda increasingly frightened by what she was feeling… oooh!.. Love-hate cauldron searing and twisting inside her as she twitched and squirmed and rode the big leonine head of him while he held onto her and pumped at the sweet heralding juices… dimly wondering why she was acting as if she'd never had this done to her before, at her age, with three babies having popped out of this jelly-patch. Unnn!.. She's goin' out of her Sunday-school mind for it… Soft pubic gold and hot thighs brushing against his cheeks as he sucked and swamped at her… and ooh man, does this baby love to have her poopy licked!

Then, as Linda groaned and wailed more fitfully, Brad decided she loved it too much to give her any more… yeah, make her beg for it… don't spoil the lady's game. If she wants to pretend she's never had her cunt sucked before, that's her bag… But I've got other plans…

Freeing himself from her grip, he pushed her away, and then raised back up on his knees.

"NO!" she cried out like a petulant child. "Oh please, it felt so strange and awful, Brad… but it was good! Oh yes, it was so good… Goddamn you, I hate your Guts!" Unable to believe her own ears at the sound of such language. Who was she becoming? What kind of a beast-girl had he made of her? Could he have drugged her without her knowing it? (O David, you have such respect!.. But look at him!)

"Cool it, baby," Brad grinned down at her, crawling out of his pants and briefs. "I was just gettin' you ready for Big-John here. Look how much he loves 'ya, honey, he's givin' you a standing ovation!"

Linda stared at his sinewy naked body, the massive hairy chest… fleecy black trail dipping down past his navel to blossom into a thick jet pubic jungle. And then, with a sigh, she let her eyes scale the length and breadth of his big slung-out monster of a cock… ooooh!.. Voluptuous thick man-scavenger ready to rip and rend her… Her eyes full of new terrors as this hulking brute crawled between her thighs, then pressed his body down hard against hers… merely holding her like that for a moment as she felt the heartbeat and penis-throb of him… then whimpered in self-disgust for her own gross descent and flung her arms about his neck, and Brad knew she wanted his purging kisses and his mouth again… wanted to be swallowed alive by this cruddy, ill-mannered lout. He raised up, still licking her seminal traces from his lips, then bent down and kissed her mouth. She heaved a long low sigh and eagerly parted her lips to ensnare his slick warm tongue, greedily sucking, receiving and damning herself to hell with every lick, as he gently pulled away to lift his head and gaze down at her lips and breasts… needing this endless eye-feast of her, to prove to himself she was really here in his arms and so open and hungry for what he had to give her. He knelt between her legs again and dabbed his fingers at her creamy-wet vagina once more… oooh!.. This bubbly angel-crotch is so ready!.. Watching the half-mad glint of gratitude in her eyes… Furtively sinking his fingers inside… Ahh, letting them roam a little and grinning as she expanded and contracted her muscles there, as if wanting to suck all his members deep inside the pits and shocks of her. Brad's aching member planked out before him, all tip-wet and eager for the big draining, as he took that pulsing rod in his hand and began running its tremulous knob around the outer edges of her vagina, his body crouched and poised and aimed as she gasped anew from this velvet-fleshed teasing. Brad moved the fat spongy head of his weapon back and forth, grazing, caressing… not letting it sink fully into her… each of them growing damper by the second, his heart racing… the blood pounding in his veins…

"Oohhhh please, Brad… I can't stand it!.. take what you want from me and leave me in peace!"

… Ooooh Christ, is she gorgeous when she's tortured! And suddenly he wished he could keep her here like this for weeks and keep holdin' back what she wanted, just to see her look like that. He ran his fingers along the pointed tips of her nipples, then bent over her to caress her chin and pouty lips… keeping his rough burly fingers pressed against her mouth, feeling her tongue inadvertently flick out, all hot and silvery lady-fire… studiously watching that lovely garden-party face of hers… Then he raised up again, and with a single hip-thrusting movement, Brad sunk his wide wet flaring cock fully into her… in and up right down to the thick-stumped base of it, where he remained motionless for a second… then sludged his brute-intruder mercilessly from side to side, peering raptly at the stunned look of horror in her eyes…

Linda's mouth fell open and she tried to scream, but the cries were choked back for a numbed instant as she felt the agonizing sting of pain… Oh the crowded meaty distortion with that side-lunging giant of a penis inside of her… oooh!.. Embedding itself there like a deformed tumescent growth.

Brad pulled it slowly all the way out of her, nearly collapsing on top of her from the sensation of those inner lips pulling and hugging his sliding shaft… "Aw baby!.. Jeez… that is so good…" It was all the way out now, the head of it gleaming and rearing for more… "Ooh God, I want more… inside of you, baby… aw… I could die… deep… inside of you… oooohhhh!" And he crammed it all back up there where it belonged, as the girl lurched and thrashed convulsively, positive she would faint from the mingled surge of violence and joy she felt whipping up her belly, as Brad gripped her shoulders to hold her still while he drove it into her, again and again… moaning out his soft mewling growls of happy lunacy and joy… unn!.. how could she feel so tight and clampy in there?

"Brad!.. no… wait, wait… oh God, it's killing me…!" Positive this was her twisted little way of making love to him, Brad grinned and dug it deeper as Linda threw her head back and licked her lips and… "Aaaaaaoooufhg!.. Help me!.. It's more than I can bear!" Then flung her legs around his pumping body, her heels kicking and beating at his buttocks as she tried to slot him more fully up and into her… Brad gasping and swallowing and licking his dry lips as her moist labia-flesh stretched and gulped to receive him and he gloried in the delicious thrill-whimpers of her sobbing groans and grateful cries. Ooh God, this girl!.. unn!.. And rammed it into her with long, deep and slashing strokes, fondling those fretful baubles of her breasts… even more incensed by the pleading grip of her legs and the fantastic heat and tension of her rearing pelvis. Now he lifted her knees high against her breasts for the kind of thick and grinding leverage she'd remember all her life and heaving his full weight on her… plummeting straight up that startled-joyous womb that hooked and kissed his cock, he let it stay there, expanding the fat tip of it. "Aw baby, that's so beautiful," he moaned. "Umm… So hot and virgin-sticky, like you've never been fucked before… like you've been savin' it for me… and… I'm gonna… get it…" Now gripping her buttocks in his hands and savagely pulling her down farther on the thickening pulsating stem of his cock… aw… hurling her quivering body down and spliced and on it… Ooh, stick this baby… stick her… spear and slam and give her what she needs…

She began to moan and wail and rock her body up and down with such violent heaves, Brad knew she was about to blast out the gusher of her life. And damn if his own welled-up foams wouldn't be joining her… as he swung it into her… the desperate last bombardment… gripping and crazily adoring those big fat boobs as he thumped it up her sweet flowing middle… Oooh, Christ!.. She's a nympho just like Joyce, and David never told me!.. Man, that juicy twat's chewin' up my cock in there… This baby's a fuckin' meat-grinder… Ooh, pump pump pump-and-BANG, honey… "I'll have you flogged for this!" she suddenly shrieked. "I'll have you whipped and beaten and caged-up and put away… and… unnnn… No!.. You ape, moron… beast!.. I'm coming… oooh! Now… Umgh… Don't go away… Oh you'll die for this… David will kill you… Ooh you filthy lout… How I hate… and hate… You'll go to the gas-chamber… No… Please… Fuck me… Now… OohhhAHHHHUMM…!"

… Christ, she's a human bubble-machine, thought Brad, glaring hungrily at the savagery on her face and half-reeling from the milky feel of boiling liquid that now spouted and streamed about his lunging buried cock. With a groan he sucked his lips down on hers and shot his own shuddering damned-up juices fully into her… "AwmyGod… baby, I'm doin' it…" he mumbled against her lips. "Ooh you creamy spermy bitch… you're tryin' to drown my load with yours… But I'm poppin' and losin' my mind in there… Aw here and here and unnmore of it… Ahhhhh!.. Jesus, this ass is mine now… sweet Linda-ass is mine!"…

… Both of them clinging, hooked and rolling from the devastating base sensual heights they'd attained together locked in the tigerish tempo and shock of their merging. Yet, as they finally slid free of each other, they each remembered who they were as the lust-anarchies evaporated and left them with the glaring and clinical detachment of what their bodies had done for them while joined. Except that what Brad knew was much simpler: he could have her now, over and over again, any time he wanted it. His hunk-of-ass.

Before grabbing her clothes and crawling into the front seat, Linda gave him a piercing glare that said: "Shake hands, come out fighting, and never speak to me again!"

But Brad spoke his piece: "You're in love with what we did here today… did you know that, Linda?" She said nothing, Kept her back towards him and started to dress. "Ohh yeah, you're in love with the way my body feels on yours," he went on, pulling on his briefs and folding his plump semi-hard-on into place. "Oh, you'll hate to admit it, being in love with just the feel of someone you can't even stand. But that's why you got such a charge out of me, baby. 'Cause too much mutual respect can kill a good bang-in-the-hay. We sure found that out, didn't we, Linda?"

"I don't know or care what you found out, Brad, but I was criminally attacked and assaulted. Nothing you can say will change that, no matter how you rationalize to save your conscience." But averting his eyes and mouth and body as she spat out these hollow words. (Lady saving face and soul… oh God, was she doomed?)

"Aw knock it off," he said, in his pants and zipping up now. "With the possible exception of you and David, people who honor and revere their sex-partners are really committing incest. Don't you think that's naughty?"

Linda turned and somehow managed to give him a proud and haughty glare. "For that remark alone, Brad Grogan, you should be sent to an asylum for life. Although I suppose I should be grateful that you excluded David and me from your obscene generalization."

"Oh well, hell. You and David and the Golden-Couple-Bit. What you guys've got is real great, and your marriage is a permanent fixture. But believe me, that kinda slop's gettin' rarer and rarer these days…"

"David and I have a perfect marriage," said Linda, who was still able to recognize a cue when she heard one.

"Yeah, yeah. Spare me the propaganda, please. And anyway, that's what he says too…" And suddenly Brad remembered something rather curious: the last time David said that, it sounded like a complaint. What the hell did that mean? That Linda was smothering that poor guy with too much nooky? Then Brad took a fast last glimpse of Linda's flouncy breasts just before she slipped into her bra, and thought: ooh hell no!.. who could tire of that? He decided that in David's case the rich supply of sex with his own wife had put him in such a perpetual state of hot-nuts that he'd simply started wanting more of the same with others. That old no-two-girls-bang-alike temptation. But dammit, after all their years of confiding in each other, why had David kept him from suspecting the truth about Linda? Was he ashamed of the fact that she had this big sex-problem, and was such a cocked-out little glutton in bed? It hadn't worked that way with him, because, after all, hadn't he admitted the real gamy facts about Joyce? Although, wait a minute; come to think of it, he hadn't done that until after their divorce. So maybe there are some things guys just don't tell other guys about their wives while they're still married to them.

Brad drove Linda back to town in a gloomy, stilted silence, while he kept thinking how damned strange and ironic it was that nobody ever really knew what anyone else was like, not deep down where it counted most. Except, of course, for Linda Fortune-because she had turned out even wilder and juicier than he'd predicted. Carefully, he began plotting newer strategies to trap her into taking advantage of what he was sure she couldn't get enough of: the pounding slamming big-meat of a loud-mouthed brawling ex half-back. One Bradley Grogan, preferably nude and in person…

… And zoom!.. chalk up another one for the big black-Irish Greek Boy!

Linda let herself into the house about five that afternoon, feeling limp and shaken. Fifteen minutes later David's phone-call came. He'd be tied up at work on a special project and wouldn't make it home for dinner. God, what a blessing, she thought. Then told him she had a headache and would retire early; which, she hoped, would explain why her voice sounded so oddly tense and tired on the phone.

Lying awake in bed later that night, she kept running her hands all over her body, pressing those tender places where Brad had so relentlessly trampled and infringed, that pompous bull! How smugly he'd taken it for granted that she'd adored every minute of their encounter, heinous and abominable as it was. How on earth had he ever acquired such a low opinion of her? He saw her as a scrounging, wanton alley-girl, instead of the snow-white Goddess-image to which David so persistently clung. Which of these pictures was correct? She found Brad's concept the more exciting of the two, for it was such a new and unknown quality. But only the idea, she told herself-certainly not the man himself. God, he was so… disrespectful! Why hadn't there been any worship in his lust, the poor sick egomaniac!

Ah, but if only David were more aggressive and had the courage to take her like that, crudely and by force, instead of the polite and mutually suitable way they always did it. There might be so very much they could share, if that dear boy but dared. Of course, it would involve a terrible break with tradition, almost like doing away with Christmas and Thanksgiving. For, after all, wasn't he her husband?… clean, pastel and gallant? That was the role he insisted on, and by now she'd grown quite resigned to it. The die had been cast too long ago. And besides, she much preferred staying up there on his pedestal, for wives were at their best when they were shrines. And so, up there she would remain, lest he see some of the dirt that now lurked inside of her. She must somehow never let that boy know how much she'd grown to enjoy the act of intercourse; it would shatter all his illusions about her, poor darling. Those craven appetites had no place in the home! And the dread arrived of these lusts only convinced Linda even more that everything must remain exactly the same in the Fortune household. The soothing automation of familiar sharing, and safety…

But still… mightn't there be other anonymous brute-crawlers in the shadows of the trees? Now that she recognized this stirring birth of her needs, why not create more such opportunities? Ahh… they're all out there waiting to strap her up and drag her down… boys and men with their tangling dark hungers. Would she go seeking them now… other plungers, other rude ones?

TEN

During the next few weeks David and Linda were each too preoccupied with their own private upheavals to observe any marked changes in the other. And now they both saw the imprint of what they expected to see in one another, instead of what was actually there: the new softness, the sensual lassitude in their movements and demeanor. Too separately involved to be suspicious, they still let themselves take it for granted that, like furniture, love-on-the-hearth never really altered, it just grew more comfortable.

Before contacting the third girl on his computer-list-Valerie Hudson, how that name stuck and beckoned in his mind! — David, wanting to plant some legitimate excuse for remaining in the city one or two nights a week, went to the trouble of enrolling for an evening course of music appreciation at U.C. He made a point of discussing this with Linda, even filling out the registration forms in her presence.

"Sweetheart, next to you, music was always my first love," he told her. "You won't be lonely those nights, will you, Linda? Because I'll… have to stay in town for dinner, and then rush right on to class."

"Oh David, don't be silly, I'm very proud that you're still hungry for education." She put down her crochet-needle and gave him a bright-eyed smile. They'd been watching Family Affair on Television, which had the same appeal as wallpaper that told a story: soothing, but you didn't really have to follow it. "As a matter of fact, darling, I too have been thinking of things cultural…" Linda paused here and swallowed a large slice of her conscience. "Joyce Grogan has joined a… a Great Books Discussion Group, and she's been urging me to take part in it. Now I think I'll just do that little thing!"

"Oh great, Linda… I think that's…" Then he stopped and recapitulated. "Did you say Joyce…?"

"Well yes, she… and several others in my bridge-club, they've all been telling me it's a very stimulating group…" Why did he look up so sharply, she wondered… Was there something in my voice? I happen to know there is such a group in town, and he can verify it… although I'm not too sure poor Joyce has become that rehabilitated these days. Then why did I use her name… why not one of the others? Was it because I was thinking of Brad…?

"That's marvelous, Linda," David said now, trying to recover from the shock of seeing Joyce as a bookworm, and thinking what an expert that woman was at juggling her double lives… even managing to fool her best friend. "I'll feel much better about going to school if I know we're both being students at the same time…"

"Yes, it is a progressive idea, isn't it, David?" she said, more at ease now as she noted that he was genuinely pleased. "Perhaps we can even manage to be away on the same nights. That way neither of us will get the chance to miss the other…"

Linda felt his eyes probing her face again, and wondered if she'd overdone her eagerness for them to find outside interests. After all, David had always been terribly fond of music, so it was a godsend that he should decide to pursue that ambition now, when she so desperately wanted some time to herself.

David, on the other hand, was thinking what an incredibly beautiful and understanding wife he had, for she hadn't even questioned his shabby ruse, nor asked him why he didn't choose Stanford University instead, which was nearer their home and wouldn't necessitate his remaining in San Francisco. Trust, thy name is Linda!

He got up out of his contoured patriarch-chair and went to her; and as he lowered his head to kiss her, he glanced at the untroubled prettiness of her mouth, wishing he might part those lips with his own and show her how deeply consuming a kiss could be. But, not wanting to frighten the darling with such untoward passion, he gave her the brief, filial salute, his lips neat and dry in keeping with their contract-terms. "I have a perfect wife," he cued her with a wide grin.

"Perfection breeds perfection, my love!" she threw up the litany to him. And upon hearing these oft-uttered phrases, David was fully reassured that all was right with their world, the sealing still hermetic.

Then, as he resumed his seat before the TV, he was suddenly shocked to remember exactly where and with whom he'd most effectively sampled the tempestuous sort of kiss he longed to give his wife. Good God, without knowing it, he'd been recalling the fiercely sensuous necking-session he'd had with that freak, that acrimonious bitch-boy called Hazel! Even though he'd been convinced he was kissing a woman at the time, with his passions definitely female-based, there was no denying that the "soul-kiss" brand of foreplay he now wanted to try on his wife had been taught to him by a man.

David gave her another quick glance and felt a sickening wrench of shame to think how eager he'd been to defile that exquisite face. Teach her the fluent hot gulping kiss of a cocksucker… oh Jesus, I went out of my mind making love to a female impersonator! And even now, the soft-feeling memory of it could give him a hard-on, sitting right there while Linda crocheted and watched all her favorite detergent-commercials in living color!.. David Fortune, at home in his living-room with a big fruit-inspired erection!

Well Goddammit, his next sex-experiment would be healthy and normal. Not like Joyce, who'd rejected him, or big-mouth Hazel-Harry, who'd made him feel like an emasculated hunk of garbage. Oh please, Lord… something in-between? Someone womanly and wild and free who wanted what he did: to be together, to open up…

And yet, for more than a week David's primary impetus for masturbation had been the feverish wet-cameo vision of Hazel's mobile, passionate mouth clutching his. And when he shot, he was tasting her tongue and feeling her full hot nudging underlip. But afterwards, David would sigh and grope desperately for the balm of consolation: in reprising that unsettling interlude, he'd been letting his mind's eye see only the mouth of a girl, which, dammit, is what Hazel had been until that fatal, gendered moment. Consequently, it had been Hazel alone who had been the star of his fancies. Freaky-Harry had been left on the cutting-room floor.

Nevertheless, as soon as he finished registering at U.C. to establish an alibi-although he planned to attend only the first session of class-David again concentrated on his Master Plan for Comprehensive Sensual Enlightenment. Next on his menu came Valerie Hudson, and she had to be a girl. Just to make sure, this time he'd give her a physical before he enlisted.

Valerie Hudson turned out to be a soft, cuddly silver-blonde with a mole on her chin and a cute lisp which made every word that came out of her velvety rosebud lips sound like an offer of fellatio. After one glance at this slightly overbreasted bundle of curves David felt reasonably certain there'd be no gender-problems here. Even with spike-heels she couldn't have been more than five-two, and he decided the foam-rubber industry would never be able to duplicate those round and hefty bazooms of hers that wobbled and dipped every time she moved.

They met for Irish Coffee at the Buena Casa Cafe in North Beach. Her choice. Which David thought was strange, since the place was always overcrowded, literally bulging with local tom-cats and students and plastic-hippies and their girls, all steeped in a raucous aura of tension that was pure amphetamine.

T like to see how a man stands out in a crowd," she told him, as they stood there slowly edging their way towards the bar in that crushed maelstrom of bodies. "That's my acid test, David." She gave him a fetching upward grin. "What's yours?"

"You just passed it," he returned her grin, gazing straight down her V-necked bosom-expanse. Their bodies were bunched so closely together and he was so much taller than she, he tried for as deep a bird's eye-view as possible, wanting positive proof that all that rippling flesh down there was strictly female. He was also able to nudge a knee at the base of her abdomen and feel the warm pressure of a girlish dip and bush. No nuts on this one, he thought; unless she tucked them back and shoved them up her keester. This idea made him nervous, and he knew he'd need more conclusive evidence before giving vent to his wildest desires. Except that David was already carrying a rather painfully hard package-deal in his briefs, standing there like that, all jocked-in by a torso-to-torso hookup. And if she wanted to know how he stood, out in a crowd, all she had to do was lean on it a little bit and she'd be getting him at his peak.

Now he peered more closely at her-short straight perky nose, wide grey eyes-and then studied the stylish swept-up puffs of her hairdo, thinking what a lousy first impression he'd make if he tried to yank it off and it didn't budge. He could always say he'd seen a baby bat fly in there and he was trying to rip it out for her. No, better to be a little patient and wait, and have some faith in his fellow-man, or woman as the case may be.

Someone pushed passed them, shoving the girl even closer against him, the firm draped bulge of his erection jabbing against the vicinity of her diaphragm. She gazed upwards in mild surprise. David's eyes met hers. Oops!.. She just got my message down there… dammit!.. If only it didn't throb like that when it got hard. Blame it on my youth, or nerves, or my condition… He wanted to tell her that thing would stretch all the way from her navel to her heart, if she was the kind of girl who was hooked on dimensions. But he sensed she was much too well-bred for such libidinous talk. "Well, what's your verdict?" he asked her. "Have you decided for, or against?"

"Pardon?" Wide, baby-grey-flecked eyes askance.

David tried out one of his raconteur chuckles. "Could you point me out in a crowd, or would I just hang here and dissolve?"

She grinned, and he watched her pushy little lips lisp: "Silly!" as he felt her belly nestling and undulating against his trapped and crunched-up prick. If only they could shove their way to the bar and order drinks. That way they'd both have something to hang onto. "You're as handsome as a prince, David. But I suspect girls have been telling you that ever since you were twelve…"

One girl, he wanted to correct her…

"Have you ever thought of modelling?" she asked, her tummy hot and nudging at his stiffness.

"No, not really," he laughed. Modelling what?… he wondered, his member swelling, growing.

"I have some contacts," she said, squirming afresh.

… You sure do, he thought. Three of them, to be exact, and right this minute…

"You have a very distinguished air about you, David. Something about your eyes and the way you keep thrusting out your chin-as if you were daring somebody to sock you, but if they did, you might kiss them for it. Rather sweet! Although deep down I don't really think you're distinguished at all. No. You're basically an alley-person, just like me…" Then she reached up and pulled his head down to whisper in his ear. "Have you ever been naked in an alley?… just standing alone and stripped in a dark doorway, waiting for whoever came along first and then stepping out like that, showing yourself?"

"No… uh… I've never tried that…" His wedged-in knob pulsating with these words.

"I've done that, David," she said, and then giggled charmingly at her own wayward foibles. "Many times, in fact, since San Francisco's just teeming with little alleys. Oh, it can be an enthralling experience! One feels so very alive in a moment like that. You know what I mean?… Really alive!"

He smiled at her and swallowed and nervously licked his lips and knew what she meant, although he didn't know whether to feel flattered or written-off by that schizoid picture she'd painted of him. Why would she think he'd kiss whoever socked him? That could make him either very humane and religious or queer!

"I used to live in New York," she was saying, "and I had experiences like this practically every day on the subway. I was a public relations expert in those days, a real career-girl. How those daily subway tangles used to spark my morning-trips to work!"

She had to shout this out, but the surrounding cacophony was so deafening, no one heard but David, who was trying to decipher her words so fast he grew a little addled.

"I find it so thrilling like this, David," she said, edging her compact little body in for a soft landing, as his erection now throbbed blatantly against her and steamed there.

"Thrilling like what?" he asked, pretending he didn't know that she knew what a thick rapport was blooming up between them.

"I go out of my way to find places like this," she said, "crowded shoved-in bars and bistros and busses… And those over-flowing cable-cars can be priceless in a rush-hour! White-collar workers can be such a treat to squeeze at the end of the day, when they're so tired and unfulfilled. Some of them haven't been touched there in months-a girl can tell…"

… Jesus, listen to her, he thought… She's gonna do something awful to me, right here in public… I can feel it!

"Look at all these well-dressed, civilized people, David, standing within inches of us, and they haven't the slightest idea what's going on, right under their noses and highballs…!

"Uh… what do you mean, dear?" he chuckled down at her. "What's going on?"

"This is," she lisped sexily; and then David drew in his breath as he felt her fingers slowly pulling down his pants-zipper, farther… farther, right down to the crotch-seam, and he felt a little draft and said: "Hey there!" but couldn't think of a thing to add to this.

"Slip your arm about my waist as if we were having a very intimate conversation," she instructed him. "Then… just keep smiling and chattering like everybody else."

His face suddenly felt very hot, but he put his arms about her and hugged her in closely as he kept grinning and listening to the crazy pumping of his own heart, for he couldn't believe what was about to happen to him… Oh wow!.. Not here… in full view of all these eyes and voices and laughing social drinkers and before he could decide it was all a nightmare and wasn't really happening, she had him completely unzipped and her soft precious fingers were tugging expertly inside his inflated briefs. Now David couldn't move or think, just kept smiling idiotically, and tried to go on chattering as she'd instructed him. But oh Jesus, hold the phone here! He knew he'd have to stop her if she tried to yank that naked cock fully out for all these bright young lushes to see and be appalled and call the Vice Squad. Ahh, but no, she left it in there, all fat and sweltering and curved upwards against his belly. He felt her hot tenacious fingers gripping his taut, caught shaft of flesh, and he gasped with the delicious dirty thrill and danger of what she meant to do and where! He'd never known such a surge of terror and exhilaration… All these people! Bankrobbers must feel just like this during their noon hour holdups… (ooh be careful, man, they're watching!.. don't blow this hoist…!) Then he softly whispered as she edged a fingertip relentlessly back and forth across the tip-opening at the head of it, deliberately rubbing there until she'd produced the slippery hot moisture she was seeking. This she artfully used to lubricate the whole length of his penis… wetting down his hatches, so to speak, as David kept grinning and shaking his head and conversationally saying: "No, no. I strongly doubt it… Wallace'll never run again… And wincing through his smiles as she fluidly worked her hand up and down on his sweetly trapped and aching cock, unnn!.. a lazy masturbating pace, to make sure his instrument was seminally drenched enough to fit in with her plans…

"Now we go for broke!" she shouted up at him, as he began to weave back and forth a little bit, but no one saw or cared what she had in her hand, or how pale he looked or how tickled he felt with those tiny beads of perspiration popping out all over his belly and ass and thighs.

Valerie had a special technique, and when she began it, David was certain everyone could hear the little groans that escaped his lips. She gripped his member firmly in her hand, and then moved nothing but her drizzly-wet thumb… steadily up and down at the underside of his weapon, right beneath that thick-boundaried ridge of his circumcision… oooh softest, most sensitive spot on his prick, and man, did she know it! Now and then she'd let her thumb trail back up around the hefty flaring knob to re-moisten itself where David trickled the most… then back down again to get him damper, her thumb the prodding delicacy there… unnnn!.. Swimming, swirling, rubbing her the jutting hot ridge of his cock… aw faster now, all satiny hot-wet strokes…!

"Unnn baby… no, please!.. stop movin' that thumb… ooh please, just stop that thumb!" pleading with her through his grinning clenched teeth.

"Keep smiling, David," she said. "Nobody can see! Isn't it fantastic? You're having an experience… all dressed-up and right in the heart of humanity, and nobody knows! God, how I love to look at a man's face when I do this to him. Darling, you should see your eyes… they're on fire… they're maniacal! Oh honey, if it feels so yummy you wanna bite your lips, it's okay, because they'll think you're smiling tensely… and look at them, they're all smiling tensely…!" Her thumb slippery and busily rubbing under the moist expanding knob of his prick… then suddenly opening her hand again to clutch the whole stiff wet slab of him… oooh Christ! Did it ever feel wet and close and tremulous, more searing and inflated with every stroke… like a frantic hard-core beehive taking root between his legs as she conducted all that ambitious action inside his briefs with absolutely no external movement… because she was a seasoned sex-offender, this baby… a jaggin' artist…

"AwmyGod… Wait, honey… listen… oounnn!.. Something's gonna happen if you don't stop!.. Real messy aftermath, know what I mean?… ooh Jesus… no!.. take that hand away or, so help me, if I ever get you alone I'll bite it off… and I'll bite those poppin' knockers of yours too… oooh, wait…!"

With a quick and angry jab, she suddenly dug in deeper and pulled his prick and balls fully out of his pants. "All rightie. Would you rather I walk away this instant and leave you dangling here?"

"Aw no, no… for Christ's sake, don't move!" he said, still trying to smile. "Put it… uh… put them back in… yeah, like that… and… and… oh WOW!.. there ya go again… that Goddamned thumb feels just like a tongue… lickin' and diggin' up and down… ummmm…!" And he knew that just a few more of those hot swimming strokes would turn him into a public disaster-area, because his restraint was running out and he couldn't hold it back… aw Jeez!.. feel those jaggin' fingers, feel them…!" Now her rhythms were furious and vehement, full of slashing and methodical determination… not playing with him any more, but seriously masturbating the boy right there at the ever-popular Buena Casa Cafe on the shores of sparkling San Francisco Bay… the wet clammv pressure of those educated fingers sliding fully up and down that whole loaded flexing throb of his penis… now squeezing it harder… ummmm!.. now pinching the fat mushroom head of it to get it squirtier… and then… oh God… oh wetter and faster and up and down and ooooh! baby… no…

"Tell me I'm unforgettable, David… I love that word," she said, watching his eyes and softly panting groaning mouth as she worked on him.

"You're… oooh!.. unforgettable," he muttered, suddenly hating and adoring her for what she was putting him through… standing here at this tipmost point of his first public climax. Had he ever known a moment so shattering and beautiful?… Unnnn!..Right on the crest of the flood and it felt so Goddamned wildly naughty and glorious David had to close his eyes and sigh and gulp and not care who saw or detected this foamy crescendo she was building and molding and pumping inside his pants, his muscles now aching like hell just from holding back all those streams… his habitual warning-juices spurting out more danger-signals with each caressing stroke. Aw damn her, how could he let it happen like this? How could he hold back the gasps and moans or keep his knees from giving way? Because postponing it was only making it hotter down there, which meant he'd probably shoot right up to the ceiling… big spray of man-juice fallin' in everybody's Irish Coffee…

He decided on another small cry for help: "Hey… I can't keep it from coming unless you stop right now…!"

"Kiss me when you come, David," she said, and looked utterly delighted by his uptight sensual agony. "Kisses are perfectly acceptable here, and that way you can even lean on me a little, in case you feel a little infirm…"

Christ, that meant it was gonna happen. Oh David, she's got you by the balls, so dammit, you've gotta let go and empty 'em both!.. yeah, right here and now… (Hey look, all you pretty psyched-out swingers!.. get a load 'a me!)… He let his eyes drop down between her plunging bodice again, felt the snuggling heat of her body, his cock feeling all floaty and wetter and hotter as she jagged it… as he nudged in closer to her and tried to speak… "Aw Valerie, listen, we can't… we shouldn't… oooh boy!.. honey… oh honey, it's gonna blow… and I'm dyin' here in front of all these witnesses… oooh dyin'!.. watch it… ahhhhh!"

"Kiss me now so I can gag up all those horny sounds!" she ordered him. Quickly, David lowered his face to hers and let her lips stop his erratic whimpers… resting his weight on her a little bit as he relinquished and let flow and… ooooh!.. sighed and shot it all… thudding gushing wads of the stuff, full and spraying inside his bombed-out briefs… and he knew at once that it was the most powerful orgasm he'd ever had in his life. And thought that possibly the thrill-danger of getting arrested was the same sexual pull for all criminals… whew!.. with his mouth still glued to hers as he wondered how the excitement of getting "caught" for committing an act of pure hedonism could make a guy spout out the fullest prime-grade load of his career… still keeping his mouth down on hers until the last echoing sperm-tears drained out of him. And damn if her little fingers didn't stay right down in there with the whirlpool she'd so obsessively created, aw, the chick dirty girl, wading barefingered in his spent privates… idyllic caprice…

"I think I'm in love with you," she said, as he finally lifted his lips from hers, "just because of the desperate way you kiss a girl when you come in public."

Breathlessly, he gazed down at her, feeling deflated, peeled and exposed but still fascinated by what they'd done. "I think I'll have you locked up and put away for my own protection," he said. Then added: "In about fifty years." Her eyes met his and suddenly they were laughing fitfully together, their faces flushed and perspiring with the shared joy of a couple of trailblazing pioneers. "But hell, what do we do now?" he said. "Swim out of here, or ask the manager to lend us a surfboard?"

"Press in closer," she said sensibly, which he did. She reached into her purse, a shoulder-strap model, and pulled out a hanky. This she shoved inside his briefs. "Now, we'll just zip you up and let it blot. That should stem the tide long enough to get us out of here." And then in a louder voice: "My, but it's hot in here!" After which she slipped out of her thin, but full-length coat and handed it to him. "Will you hold that for me please?" Which David did, draping it over his arm and letting it hang in front of him, while she left the hanky clogged-in where it was and zipped him up again, whispering: "It hasn't gone down very much, David…"

"Ah, you're a cruel and evil bitch," he said with a tired and helpless laugh.

"You're so right, darling! Now let's go over to my cute condominium and really get acquainted. There's an awful lot about you I feel I could use, David. I have a sixth sense about things like that…"

David wondered how she'd meant the word "use," and in exactly what context, as they edged their way through the mob. He also recalled his plans to give her a physical and realized that she'd beat him to it. Another aggressive female? Oh no! Look how diminutive and petite she is…

"David, quick… look over there!" she said, as they passed a couple who, at first glance, seemed only to be frantically necking. But now that David's eyes had been trained towards other areas, he noticed the girl's arm lowered between the two bodies and saw that she was quite definitely, and rather clumsily, jerking the man off.

"But my God, they're so obvious about it!" he exclaimed. "Look at her elbow go!"

"And you see, nobody cares or stares, David! What did I tell you? It's the lewd tension of these times, darling… It's the Pepsi-Generation wherever you go… It's where it's at!"

Laughing, he glanced down at her, drinking in her striking, elfin beauty, utterly enchanted by the lithe vivacious movements of her body as she walked. "Honey, you've turned a rather sticky situation into a fairly graceful interlude, did you know that?"

"Purely a public relations gambit," she giggled. "I was taught by experts."

Outside they nailed a cab, and as the driver whisked them away to Russian Hill, David pressed her pretty tweed coat tightly between his legs. He felt a little soggy, but tranquil, as thus he began his full descent into a bit of fluff and bondage called Valerie Hudson.

ELEVEN

After one glance at Valerie's sumptuous apartment that afternoon, David felt sure he'd hooked himself another heiress, although this girl undoubtedly possessed as much talent as she did capital. She lived in a salon-sized tower penthouse that boasted a spectacular Bay-view and a scattered preponderance of French Provincial furniture, the total effect being much more French than it was provincial. With the exception of an enormous sliding-glass panel that overlooked her terrace, all the walls in her massive living room were dramatically draped, giving it the look of a new-style art-film theater. The drapery-fetish was great for acoustics, thought David, but all that yardgoods could also be hiding a or with her appetites, maybe pornographic life-size multitude of secrets-like wall-to-wall wall-safes, or, murals…

At the door, she meekly gave him her key. He fumbled clumsily with the lock until finally they were inside, and without a word, David seized her in his arms, at last satisfying his curiosity regarding the girl's biological accoutrements. He held her and kissed her until they both struggled for breath, his hands touring all over her full and compact body… pinching here, cupping there and grabbing everywhere. She opened her mouth to say ouch! and take in some air, but his tongue slid in and silenced her… as inwardly David rejoiced at finding this truly genuine article, an all-girl cast of members that was just aching to be reassembled and spread and toyed with. She was a little one, but all her parts were there, and he could go on identifying them for hours. Except that his thighs were beginning to feel encrusted from the dregs of his recent explosion, so he asked if he could take a shower.

Giggling, she took his hand and led him through her rather imperious looking foyer. "I was rather hoping you'd head for the tubs," she said. "But first, you must promise to come out of the bathroom wearing nothing but a towel, which I will slowly unravel and then massage you all over, Japanese style…"

"Oh?" he said, scrutinizing her more closely.

"No, I'm not Japanese," she told him. "But I have an Oriental girl-friend who provides that service, among others."

"Ahh, then you're a professional masseuse," he said. But even as he spoke, he knew that no masseuse could afford an apartment as elegant and tasteful as this.

She smiled quizically at him. "You can't really be as naive as you sound, David, unless you've had some recent brain damage. Which would be just my luck! Whenever I meet a guy who meets all my requirements tall, luscious and happily-hung-it usually turns out there's something missing upstairs…"

David decided to laugh this off too. So she was independently wealthy; why should he either care or pry? She was there, he was there, and contact! "Hell, honey, I don't want to play 'what's-my-line' with you. So maybe you take in washing, it's none of my business…"

She laughed and pulled him down to her for a tasty, lingering kiss. David giddily licking away all traces of her tart-flavored lipstick, his hands palming those pendulous orbs once more. "All right. David, so you're tall, luscious, happily-hung, and brainy! Which means, doll, that you'll be at the head of my priority-list whenever I have an opening…"

"You sound like one of our personnel-directors at work," he grinned at her.

She gave him a shrewd, up-and-down appraisal. "You work in an office-right?"

He sighed wearily and nodded. "All-Planet Insurance," he said; and immediately wondered why he'd volunteered that information. Since he wasn't plying her with personal questions, why had he been so willing to let her do the same?

"And… you've been an awfully good boy for the best part of your life," she went on.

Laughing, he pulled her close again, swooping down and kissing the soft silky flesh of her throat… "What are you, a soothsayer, a mystic?"

Chuckling, she cupped his face and raised his mouth to hers, nibbling at him as she spoke. "Extra-sensual perception, David. I learned it all back East. Public Relations… remember? Now. follow me to the bathroom. I want to see you thoroughly stripped under fluorescent lighting, which is the real moment of truth for any commodity…"

Obediently, David let her lead him across the expanse of her living-room, beginning to feel like something Sears-Roebuck had shipped to her on approval. A commodity? If that's what he was to her, she certainly had a unique way of fingering the merchandise when she went shopping-if it squirts, buy it!

The bathroom was large, ornate, and elaborately feminine. She insisted on peeling off his trousers herself, and David decided that, like Joyce Grogan, she either had a zipper-fetish, or this was just another variation of normal nympho-procedure. He chose the latter supposition and warmed up to it considerably as he felt her tugging fingers unfolding his privates for the second time that day.

"Why do I get the feeling I'm being auditioned?" he asked her.

"Because every man with a wang like yours has a bit of the 'ham' in him," she replied. "Now stand still, you latent exhibitionist… I think you're headed for the big-time."

"How can I stand still when your fingers are… where they are…?

David felt the fresh, humid rising between his legs as she slowly pulled his damp briefs down around his hips and buttocks, his member springing plumply in her direction… "Oooh, that's a yummy article!" she said, fingering it almost clinically from tip to base. "Not only proportion-wise, but there's also a rather 'huggable' quality to it, and it's very rare when the really big ones can look this affectionate…"

… An entrancing little silver-blonde minx calling his prick "affectionate!" David never realized how quickly a few lustfully chosen words could build an erection, but up it went again and saluted her expansively…

"… Lovely!" was her critique, and she moved several feet away, as if to view all of him in fresh perspective. "And with a face and shoulders like that, too! Oh sweetie, you'll be a star in no time. They'll all be clamoring for your favors…"

"Who the hell are we talking about?" he asked, taking off his shirt and tie and now standing there totally nude, as she stared and appraised.

"We're talking about the lonely ones, David! People who don't know what a wasteful, hoarded-up existence you've led until now, for you have all the hesitant, frightened burning fevers of a boy of fifteen, which is a dead giveaway for a man your age. Of course, lovely Viking-Rods like yours are positively ageless, but how old are you, darling?"

"An adolescent twenty-seven, I guess," he said, watching as she approached him again, then gasping as she lightly fondled his thickening tool, her fingers seeming to be measuring it for a fitting, or, perhaps, for some future reference. Then, unexpectedly, she backed away again. "Stand very straight, David," she ordered him. "Take a deep breathe and expand that smooth and husky chest. Keep your arms out at your sides… yes, like that. Now don't move!"

With a nervous chuckle, he did as she asked, his swelling cock feeling as self-conscious as a teen-aged girl with a weight problem, while Valerie scurried about in her bedroom for a moment, and then returned. A second later he saw a little flash and heard something click, and knew he'd just been photographed.

"I can't believe you've never modelled, David!" she said, and before he could protest, she clicked her little Instamatic once more.

"Well, I haven't, dammit!" he said. "Now what is all this?"

"Just one of my many fun-hobbies, darling, we'll talk about it later. You take your shower now and come back to the living-room. I'll have everything set up. It'll be a performance in-the-round, of course, and I much prefer the proscenium stage. But we shall have to make do."

She scampered quickly back to the bathroom and knelt gracefully before him. David drew in his breath and felt positive he was about to get his first full-fledged blowjob by a real girl. But with a whimsical smile on her face, Valerie bypassed his sturdy weapon and gently cradled his hefty balls in the palm of her hand, pressing her lips briefly against each sphere, murmuring, "The dears!" Then let them droop and scooted away again, lisping: "You still taste of what I coaxed out of you before, and while it's true such leavings can be a maddening aphrodisiac, I'd rather cook up something new…"

And abandoned him like that, standing, throbbing and wondering. Although it was a fierce and stinging needle-shower, David's suspense-filled plunger stood at stiff attention all through it.

When he found his way back to the living-room a few moments later, David was stunned to see Valerie living spread-eagled and nude on a mammoth white Australian sheep-rug. Suspended from the ceiling was a huge Klieg-light, the type usually found in theaters or TV studios. It beamed in a bright downward arc, aiming a glaring spotlight directly on the girl's lush, entreating body.

David ran his tongue over his lips and gaped at this visual banquet. feeling too awed and spent to find any words. He'd never expected to see a naked girl under such a light as this, so conditioned had he become to the shadows of Linda's limitations. Silently, he walked closer and closer to the girl, his eyes rapt and beaming with discovery… all that fully-illuminated woman-flesh, offering itself up to him like a big scoop of whipped-cream in a ivory casserole… and oh, look at that hot bouncy baby… in the round and so damned appropriate, since everything on her was round… a ripe and quivering bouquet of yeasty, tempting blossoms. As he moved, be felt his cock hardening and growing, until its billowing thrust knocked off the towel he'd wrapped around his body. Remembering that she'd wanted to remove this herself, David picked it up and put it on again, but again it fell off.

"Oh sweetie, you'll never be able to harness a dolly as sassy as that! Bring it here to me, and forget the towel, I want to see that pretty pink baby wobble and wave as you walk!"

… Aw, listen to her, listen!.. that cute lispy voice rattling out all those gamey orders… tones like melted butter and yet, uttered with all the uptight sexual pugnacity of a top-sergeant… Do this, rookie, and toss that hand-grenade up my foxhole, rookie!.. And like the good infantryman that he was, David walked towards her, feeling her eyes on his ramrod as it thickly cleaved the air with every step he took.

Now he stood above her. Slung-out and awaiting further orders. "Are you ready for your Oriental massage?" she inquired archly.

"Later," he said huskily, and let his eyes roam greedily downward from this closer vantage-point. The treasured intimacies he beheld were a heady, dizzying panorama of skin and contour, and David found that one thousand watts highlighting a girl this delectable was almost too much for him. He stared breathlessly at every brightly-etched curve and crevice of her body… an amazingly tiny waistline for such wide, flaring hips, and in that prone and taunting position her breasts looked even fuller and higher than they'd felt to his touch… delicious white mounds topped by berry-colored peaks that prickled and pointed under the heat of his gaze.

Nursing the hushed stillness, he knelt down between those satiny flung-out thighs, his throat dry and parched, blood pounding at the knob of his prick, as he stared in thirsting wonder at all that the light revealed to him. He tried to imagine Linda's reaction should he ask her to pose for him under such a light. Here was the true core and meat of all his hungers, and oh God, how Linda had kept it hidden, enshrouded… their years together gutted and made gutted and made sterile by the corrosion of decorum and false shame. Ah, but ended now, and to hell with expecting anything sensuous or carnal from his own wife… no more blind leading the blind, no more copulation-by-Braille, for the time had at last arrived for him to use all his manly senses: eyes predatory, touch primeval, and taste?… all dipped and snarling, and if this loss of inhibition was a shameless tainted way for him to live, let it happen fast and claim him… ooh hurry, and let him revel in it…!

"I'll give you happy moments, Valerie," he whispered to her. "I found out how…!" His eyes lingering about the curling blond tufts of her pubis… gently-dipped mound of her belly, soft eyelet of a navel, and lower to the long pastel crease of her vagina… ahhh, the cunning lively cleft, dearest palpitation of all… and oh, how eager and ready he was to unseal that jeweled vault with his tongue, his hands now slipping under the backs of her thighs, face lowering, mouth opening and recalling everything it had so recently learned… aching to display its new prowess…

But Valeria had other plans, theatrical hedonist-kook that she was. David had only dabbed his lips lightly at her fuzzy pink target when she reached down and seized him about the arms, pulling his body fiercely upwards until he found himself stretched out on top of her. She then flung her arms about his neck and pressed his face close to hers, until their mouths touched, hers forming the hot request: "Suck this little clit first, baby… you can have the other one later…" And David groaned as he felt her lacy warm tongue flick and swirl between his lips, tasting it in a new and frenzied way after her bizarre description, thinking:… tits and clitoris and tongue, and sucked as if he were still down there feasting between her thighs, their kiss becoming a savage moist bruise, lips seeking and entwined, as she raised her legs high over his shoulders so that he was kissing her and cuddling her whole body in his arms, for she had now bent double for him… a round pulsation of succulence and desire… "Oh David, listen… you're long and tall enough and I'm small enough for you to hold me just like this, honey, and… and kiss me everywhere, practically at the same time. I mean, look down and see how close everything is this way… Try it, baby, please…!"

David raised up and gazed down at the half-somersault she'd made of her body, and he felt a quick chilling tremor swarm about his loins as he realized that what she'd suggested was beautifully possible… lips, breasts, vagina and that flushed downy pucker at her anus!.. one continuing chorus-line of neighboring treats… Ooh honey, I just happened to be walking down this block, so I thought I'd drop in here, and here… and here! He gave her mouth a last dabbing adieu, and then, lips parted, tongue scouting to invade, David trailed slickly downward, and to his great joy found that he was perfectly able to kiss all the semi-adjoining members of this little beauty, going frantic and carnivorous with the tangy picnic-spread of all her body dips and dimples… in his mouth and owned there… ummm!.. sex-delicious flavors of girl-tail… ooh baby. what a goblet! With her legs aimed high, he clutched the fruity round globes of her ass in his hands, stretching the cheeks apart and launching his moist journey by digging his tongue deeply into the velvety twitch of her anus…

"Oooooh!.. oh God, David… that feels so yummy!" she cried, heaving and pitching her little bottom in his face so that he had to plant his rectal kisses more firmly in order to keep sucking her there… "Ahhh… give me a lickin', honey… I deserve it," she squealed, as his lips now lunged and caressed their way upwards, his mouth a digging, swabbing prowl as it dipped into the moistening resilience of her vagina. David groaned out his fervor as he lapped fully in and worried her rigid clitoris with his lips… and tormented her by blowing his hot breath up her passage, growing even more obsessed by the squeals and howls this brought from her… now tonguing upwards again, licking the soft tremulous skin of her belly… then up and up and drinking in the flesh of her… sucking those big happy slabs of her breasts now, nibbling at the nipples… and, at last, returning to her lips. "Say 'suck me', baby!" he commanded her, eager to watch her mouth lisp out this sexy word… She knew full well how this little speech-impediment rattled men's vials, so she said: "Suck me, baby!.." And he crushed his mouth down on hers for a long, still kiss… And sustained this sensuous contact for a moment, until Valerie whimpered and squirmed and swallowed his tongue with all the voracity of a deprived junky… moaning, mumbling the unintelligible instructions as she reached down and tapped her fingers at the taut head of his cock which was pressed flat against her belly. She pushed his mouth from hers and said: "Move up on your knees, David." He did as she asked, crouching above her. "And now, honey… ooh, let me send that throbbing beauty where it belongs, 'cause I'm all wet and spread and waiting!" She dabbed the flaring hot tip of it gently at her labia, then slid her legs down lower and locked them about his body… letting out a wild and lusty shriek as she shoved the whole thick rod of him fully up her belly… "Aaaah-hugfumm! His fat elephant-tusk jumpin' all up in me… oooh God, it's really too pretty to be in there where I can't see it any more… but David, it feels so yummy!" She madly pumped and bounced her pelvis up for more of him, squeezing and contracting her womb-muscles as David roared out with the feel of clamping flesh-heat that pulled and hugged his slamming weapon… "Oooh David, what are you doing to me?… oh damn you, with that gorgeous little-boy face and hulking hot-hung body… Tell your sweetie what you're doing!.. ummm, give it to your big-cunt virgin… ahh, dig my ditches, baby… dig 'em…!"

David, however, was in no mood for conversation with his cock so juicily embedded in that fiery pit as he gasped and groaned and panted and lunged so deeply into her that the wet clutching swarm of her channel was serving up another rushed climax for him almost before he could gain any savoring leverage of his own, and oooh man, how this baby heaved and bounced and bubbled for it. Dammit, he couldn't help himself… burning creamed-up cunt twitchin' and rollin' for it… and aw you sweet jaggin' bundle of gash, making me come whenever you want it… squeezing this thumpin' ding-dong like an orange whenever you're thirsty… ooh… in your hand or up your pussy… and here it is, baby… get ready… now… "Oh honey, I'm sorry… it's happening again, I'm coming… hold still a minute… oh… wait… unnnahhhhoohh!.. sorry… aw, God… more of it… sorry, baby… something inside your belly sponged me dry again… whew!.. couldn't hold it back… couldn't do it…!"

"Keep it in and keep it hard and pump it!" she roared.

He recognized the dictator-sounds again, and knew that nobody in his right mind would dare disobey. Christ, how ferocious she sounded, like maybe she'd bite his balls off if he stopped. And damn him, if his cock wasn't doing exactly what she'd demanded of it. Staying hard, because she hadn't stopped twirling and revolving her neat swampy cushion of an ass… ohh grinding her legs about him, slamming him back into the dripping waves of his own spent cream and making everything wetter now… aw, feel those trickles… oh happy!.. Christ, how happy he was, running away from home in her… inside this strange elegant Gypsy-cunt, hot body-hook in there sucking the blood-filled head of his cock like it was a big nipple, then lapping the sides and base of it as he swiped in and out, up and down and banging… and now he felt the molten beginnings of her orgasm, as her body became a fearful mass of writhing jerks and twists, and for a moment David thought that maybe here was one girl who should be tied down whenever she popped…

"Feel that?" she cried out. "Ooh honey, it's Cyclone-Weather in there… unnnn!.. I'm brewin' the storm, baby… brewin' it…!" Her flailing legs hurled him over on his side and they went rolling off the big sheep-rug… rocking and fucking all over the floor as David kept that wet rod of his locked inside of her, jammed and drowned there. Now they hurled back onto the rug once more, while Valerie still kept letting go… and go… and go… hot spurting girl-flood… oooh man, what a mighty eruption for such a little girl, David thought, limp and dazed by the blasting power of what she swished out at him… continuing to cram everything she needed right up that gulpy pool of her, and now… aw no, he couldn't believe it!.. but sure, it… it felt like it… no mistaking that feeling… oooh damn! Not again!.. "Aw Jesus, baby, I'm doin' it too!.. number three derrick gushin' up now… ahhhh!.. oil from the deep, from the bowels of Mother Earth… aw, my cock's singin' in the rain in there, sweet baby… ooh hot pouring quicksand, honey… get it and match it… and wear it…!"

They went under like that. Then clung and sighed and took the final laps of their joust together. Merger most fluid and sublime… quieting them, gently, slowly. Waves subsiding, breath-flows easing. And then, the welcomed arrival, as they embraced the gentler destination and let it stop like a dying wind, like a twirling carousel after the children leave it. Calm. Summer's end…

Later they showered together, and Valerie finally did massage him in deft Oriental fashion, even applying the traditional technique of walking barefoot of his naked haunches. David sighed and gave himself to the delicious relaxation. And then, warily wondered if this gesture might be a preview of their future relationship-busty little lion-tamer walking all over him, cracking the whip…

Valerie ordered a superb Japanese dinner that evening, which David quite willingly shared with her. They sipped Sake and smoked, each taking great pleasure in admiring the other's disturbing good looks. Now perhaps he'd get to know this quivering little mystery-girl, thought David, since there hadn't, as yet, been too much sensible conversation between them. He quickly learned what he'd already suspected, that she was extremely well-educated. A native New Yorker and a graduate of Columbia University, having majored in Sociology. She'd apparently held several important jobs in the public relations field, until… "I found I was making so many lucrative contacts on my own, I decided to branch out and go solo. I hate being a slave to a big corporation, don't you, David?"

It was a question that hit home, although David wasn't too sure about the kind of freedom she was endorsing.

"Anyway, I gave up pledging allegiance to Madison Avenue to live for kicks in San Francisco, where there are more orgasms per capita than any other city on earth. It's the sex-capital of the world, you know!"

"When you want it to be," he said, grinning at her, and wondering what she was really trying to tell him. "And when you're equipped…"

"Oh, we're equipped, you and I, darling. We're both where it's at-fun-wise, I mean…"

He glanced briefly about at the lush trappings of her apartment. "You must have saved a lot of money in New York to retire in such comfort."

"Then you like the place? It's a co-op, you know."

"Oh? You mean you own it outright?"

She laughed. "No, Mr. Innocent, it's owned jointly by a whole legion of backers. And fronters too, I suppose, if you want to get anatomical."

"I see," he nodded grimly, and felt like a naive fool for not having seen the truth at once; although perhaps he had, but wanted to postpone facing all the obvious clues. "You're an expensive whore, Valerie-is that it?"

"Oh now please, David, don't look so pious and shocked simply because I speak good English and don't stink of cheap deodorants. If I can bring some style and dignity to the oldest profession, why not? And besides, everyone should be permitted to do the work they love and make a decent living at it… "

"Well…" he muttered, staring blankly at her for a few seconds, "I guess this can't be my cue to ask 'what's a nice girl like you doing in a place like this?'… because the place is lovely and so are you. And hell… I suppose I should be flattered that your interest in me had nothing to do with business…"

"Ahh, but that's a gross misconception, darling!" she said. "It's true that you got me so excited, I neglected to set down the rules of my trade, but you can take heart, David, because when they look like you, I give them a discount. Only fifty dollars."

David pushed back his chair and got up from the table, glaring at her. "Are you saying that I'm supposed to… to pay you, now… tonight?"

"Well, I don't send out statements, dear," she said, "although if you like, you can work it off. Once I have some glossies made up of those pictures I snapped of you I'll be able to whip up a very hungry clientele for you. Let's see now, just two customers at twenty-five dollars an hour should nicely take care of what you owe me for today."

"Oh now wait a minute," he said, "I don't know what kind of whorish plans you've got for me, but you can forget them right now. And as for what I owe you… well, Jesus! Who the hell every heard of a prostitute soliciting by computer?"

"Don't knock it, angel! I'll have you know some of my best Johns were dug up through computer-mating services. People who fill out those questionaires are more than just hot, they're desperate. Hard-core daily masturbaters, most of them, and they know what they want. Of course, not many of them are too loaded in the money-department, but if a girl's unforgettable enough-and remember, David, that's what you said I was-these are the kind of slobs who'll do anything to dig up the money she needs. I try to steer clear of the tycoons and the landed gentry, not only because there aren't as many of them as there are ordinary horny civilians, but I find that enormously wealthy-type satyrs rarely cough up anything but their own phlegm."

This all sounded too swift and deadly for David to fully absorb it. He moved out of the dining-area into the living-room, where he sank onto a satiny French divan and reached for a cigarette. Valerie rose and followed him, choosing to sit in a nearby chair as she watched his face, awaiting his reactions. Still muddled and confused, David said: "But dammit, you and I were so great together, Valerie… and man, you were hot for me!.. That was no put-on…"

"Baby, you're beautiful and I'm still hot for you," she said. "But what has that to do with the growing de-evaluation of the all-mighty dollar?"

"Jesus… after all those compliments you were handing me, I should be charging you!"

"Ah hah!.. that's exactly what I was hinting at before, you silly. Now hold that thought, David… I'm serious. I have all the necessary contacts if you ever want to try peddling those lovely wares of yours. Do you realize you could earn upwards of three hundred dollars a day, David, just by looking like that? Tell me, darling, doesn't that gnaw at your vitals a little bit?"

David chose to ignore this slimy suggestion, mainly cause the whole idea of a male whore sounded too sick and fantastic to be taken seriously; and he was increasingly revolted to learn that this girl was not only a whore, but a procuress as well, apparently working both sides of the street.

He got up and reached into his pocket. "Look, I've only got twenty dollars on me, and I can't write a check, because I… I… "

She giggled. "Joint account, David? Afraid the little Madonna will suspect?"

"Goddammit, how the hell did you know I was married?"

"Tiny white ring of flesh around your finger, where you slipped off that bothersome wedding-band. But that was just for starters, honey, because I can always tell a married man-I mean, God! They're so sex-starved it's sometimes rather touching. And you probably won't believe this-at least not until you let it sink in-but I've found that young attractive married men make the most utterly marvelous whores! You know the boys I mean-very much like you, David; titty-pure, breastfed commuter-types who got married so young they didn't even know how to play with themselves yet." She laughed delightedly at this. "My goodness, what a flow of passion these fellas have got saved up by the time they hit their late twenties…"

He stared at her, finding her more incredible by the second. "What the hell are you, some kind of white-slaver or something? I mean… what're you recruiting here, whores or Johns?"

"Oh but darling, that's priceless!" she laughed. "You've just summed up the whole stinkin' world in a nut-shell. Whores and Johns, what else is there? I mean, if I hit on someone aging and unappetizing, I charge-and if I meet someone young and delicious, I charge him too, of course, but I also try to point the juicy stud towards a career of his own. You see what I meant about having a public relations background?"

Listening to her, David felt an overwhelming rage and revulsion, thinking how incongruous her cute little lisp sounded when accompanied by the brittle horror of her words. He got up and handed her the twenty. "This is all I can spare now. I'll have to mail you the rest…"

"Oh no, darling, that won't be necessary," she said, taking the bill, "because you'll be back." She rose and followed him to the door.

"Don't count on that, Valerie," he said. "What I do not need in my life right now is a well-dressed little vice-queen like you. If you like living in a cash-and-carry sewer, fine! But don't try to drag me in with you, because at the moment, a life of crime has absolutely nothing to do with what I'm looking for." He tried to remember the fourth name on his computer-list, but felt too infuriated to think clearly.

"Oh David, will you listen to me," she said, standing between him and the door. "My God, if you only realized what a gold-mine this city is!" Suddenly she seized him by the arm and pulled him over to the windows, drawing the curtains. "Look out there, darling… look at that breathtaking view and tell me what you see. To you that looks like Colt Tower over there, doesn't it. Ahh, but honey, to me it's the 'Cock-Of-The-World!' And all those rolling hills are blown-up balls and breasts and buttocks waiting to be sliced and devoured, and positively quaking with gluttony and desire. And David, listen… all that neon hunger out there, all that snarling gulping greed, it's for you, baby! For this… down here… and this and this…!" She flung herself at him, fiendishly groping him between the legs… then socked and pounded her fists on his husky chest, and ran her fingers over his lips and cheekbones and blond, rumpled hair. "You sanctimonious fool, wasting the best flesh of your life! Don't you know if a lad looks like you in San Francisco, he's got it made in this body-sucking decade? Believe me, darling, in this city everything's coming up climaxes, so why not have some common sense? You're at exactly the right age, because they frown on minors and don't want them over thirty, so baby, you're seasoned just right for plucking… and now… is… the… hour!"

David pushed her away from him, gaping at the lunatic gleam in her eyes, wondering what kind of pathological nut he'd wind up with next in his search for fulfillment. "Either you're out of your mind, or… or you're on drugs," he said, heading towards the door again.

"Yes, of course, that helps too, until you've got your start. Drugs, I mean. Hashish or poppers or pot… anything your heart desires, David, as long as we get you launched."

"Goodbye, Valerie. If I think of it I'll send you a get-well card."

But she had swiftly followed him once more, and was now pressing her body persistently against his, gripping him by the shoulders and peering up at his face. "Oh David, you'll come crawling back here with your naughty little tongue hanging out, and I'll be all spread-out and ready for you!"

"No chance, Valerie, not on your terms!"

"Ahh, but the nights will drive you back here, darling, because that's when you'll think about me the most… and remember how exquisitely I tickled your dickie-poo when I jagged you off in the bar… How wet and lovely and nervous you got down there! It was like having the Dee-Tees between your legs, wasn't it, darling? And of course you'll try to recreate all that yourself, wetting that big hand and sliding it up and down your sweet hunk all by yourself… but it won't work, baby! Won't even be second-best, because I won't be there to officiate! Oh yes…" she nodded emphatically, "You'll think of me…!"

She nudged her little body against his as they stood there at the door, and David felt the hot pouting tips of her breasts, inhaled her warm scented breath and heady perfume, glanced down briefly at her mouth and despised himself for wanting so fiercely to kiss her, to touch her. He let out a long, reminiscent sigh as he thought of all they'd done together. Then he pushed her away and turned his back to her. "You don't need me, Valerie, but I'm sure to find somebody who does. So… I'll keep on hunting. You win some and lose some…"

He opened the door and started down the hall towards the elevators. She called out after him, her laughter venomous and strident. "You've got a whole bunch of mental blocks up your ass, baby, that's what's wrong with you! And Goddammit, if you're that sick, why don't you try your wife? Now there's some pure, sweet perversion for the whole damned family… where you can come and come… and come!.. right up your living-womb, ladies and gentlemen… and here comes fruity Mr. Glad to sop it all up with Saran-Wrap and Tampax and Handi-wipes… ohhh, little boy blue, go blow your balls off!"

David forced himself not to think of Valerie as he drove home that evening. And when he arrived at the house and saw the note from Linda, he felt immensely relieved that there need be no pretentious conversation with her before retiring. She wrote him not to worry if she was a little late returning from her Great Books Discussion Group that night, as it was one of the girls' birthday and they were giving her a little party after the meeting. This reminded David that Linda's birthday was coming up in a few days and he'd completely forgotten it, which injected a heavy dose of guilt and conscience into the turmoil of his night.

And in the dark later as he lay in bed, the thoughts of Valerie came thick and fast. He saw her naked body stretched out on that white fur-rug, saw all those places where he'd drunk his fill… the bubbly neighbor-spots that twinkled at him with her legs flung up. Then he thought of the Buena Casa and her slippery thumb, and knew he'd have to handle himself in his dark bed and relive some of that… now wetting his thumb and gently rubbing it at the underside of his cock… oooh swirling, swirling, over the bounding vein…!

But no, it wasn't the same. He got up and went into the bathroom, where he swallowed two sleeping-pills. First time in his life he'd ever resorted to drugs. And, as he got back into bed, David wondered how many more such "firsts" were ahead for him.

TWELVE

Respectable married ladies do not go out on-the-prowl at night. Linda Fortune discovered this social stumbling-block all too soon, and her desperate hope to find other men as turbulent as Brad Grogan had only ended in more anguish and frustration for her. There was no sane method for her to recruit exciting sex-partners without suffering even more humiliation than she had during the degrading episode with Brad. And yet, this beast of a man had stirred up a sensual unrest within her, so how could she simply wait to be sought-out or discovered by a likely prospect? If only wife-and-husband-swapping were as prevalent in the suburbs as everyone thought, it might somehow alleviate the tension. Except that she didn't really want anyone from her own set, anyone familiar to her. Brad had been out of the local picture just long enough for her to find him as new and alien as he was pompous. But of course, seeing him again was out of the question.

It would be a blessing if that interlude had never occurred. Perhaps then she might still be the safe, controlled housewife she'd been before Brad had forced her to realize certain truths about herself she'd always been able to evade. And to make matters even worse, there was no one in whom she could confide. As cynical as her dear friend Joyce had become lately, even she would be shocked to hear of her sorority-sister's lascivious discontent, which Linda thought she might somehow be able to impart to the woman without having to mention Brad.

She tried to concentrate on bridge-clubs and luncheons and somehow fill her life once more with the demands of her children. However, their old nurse Flora was doing a splendid job of taking care of the baby, and Janice and Larry were now involved in their full-time pursuits of school, homework and television.

For want of a more vital distraction, Linda actually found herself attending the Great Books Discussion Group which she'd mentioned to David. But it was after only two dismal sessions that she knew emphatically what she had to do-and, perhaps, had known it all along. She should have realized that in situations like these it's always the man who holds the upper hand, with the woman's position as low and menial as that of any slave. Especially when the man in question is as free and callous an agent as Brad Grogan.

She drove to a nearby phone-booth one afternoon and called him at work, after first stopping for a potent cocktail to whip up the courage.

"Well, if it isn't the assaulted and outraged Mrs. David Fortune," said Brad. "How come you haven't had the FBI on my tail by now… it's been weeks…"

"Brad, for once in your life…"

"What would the charge be, by the way, Salutary Rape?"

"Now listen, this is your business-phone, Brad, so I really think you should watch your language. I'm calling about that… I mean, I've been giving a great deal of thought to that station-wagon…"

"I'll bet you have!"

"… and perhaps we should be thinking of getting a new one. Could you… possibly show me one like it?"

She heard his soft, low chuckle. "All right, Linda, I'll play the game. Yes, Madam, I could show you our very latest model."

"Fine," she said crisply. "Where's the best place to meet?"

"My apartment." He gave her the address. "Of course, it's a little small to hold a station-wagon, but I can let you see my samples. How about tonight at seven-thirty?"

"No, we'll have to make it tomorrow," she told him. Tonight was one of David's rare nights at home, and Linda felt that the least she could do was keep the dear soul company. And besides, tomorrow she was due to attend one of her Great Books meetings, and it was also one of David's class-night. Hadn't they planned this together, the dual-attempt to add culture to their lives? Oh God, she felt like such a traitor… cuckolding that sweet, sensitive boy, and with his very best friend! But what else was she to do? She couldn't very well go out and scrape a stranger off the streets, just to preserve old loyalties. And, at any rate, it was mainly because of David's unswerving faith in her that he would never suspect her of this betrayal. He was a poet-husband of the old school and saw only the good in her. There need be no overt reasons for this pattern to change-if she was careful.

The next afternoon Brad gave her a brief call to confirm their date for that night.

After first making sure none of the servants were listening on an extension, Linda murmured: "Yes, I'll be there, Brad. Why? Has something come up?"

"Yes, Linda. But it's something that means we'll have a lot more fun than you expected."

"Explain that, please," she said testily. "And discreetly, if you don't mind."

"All right. A three-way traffic tie-up, Linda, how's that sound?"

She was silent and confused for a second. "I don't follow you…"

"Three in the driver's seat, Linda. One more chauffeur than we expected. I've been trying that a lot lately, and it's wild…"

Linda's heart started pounding, and she knew this proposition was out of the question, but wondered why in heaven's name she wasn't telling him that. "Who is it, Brad… anyone I know?"

He laughed. "Now why don't you take a gamble and wait until you get here before you find that out?"

"No, no, Brad. Forget it."

"Oh hell, Linda, that's exactly why you'll be here right on time-am I right?"

She hung up. That smug, complacent bastard! So positive he knew everything that would excite and disturb her. Well, she'd show him how very little she needed all those thug-delights he offered… and if need be she'd take reverse hormone-shots just to keep herself neat and self-sufficient and away from him!

And that evening, after seeing that the children were fed and put to bed, Linda allowed a full hour to dress and apply her make-up. A third party to join them! Would it be a stranger or an old acquaintance? Oh… what matter, as long as the rampaging Brad Grogan was part of the charade, and as long as it was fresh and untried flesh despoiling hers? But dear God, how she detested that man… a hatred and repugnance that remained very dear to her heart as she showered and sprayed for him.

Linda arrived at Brad's apartment that night looking almost too sleek and impeccable in a black Matte jersey body-dress with tight long sleeves, although this chic ensemble did absolutely nothing to flatten her billowing bustline. She found Brad alone, and he fixed the door so their friend would have no trouble entering later in case they were already indisposed. Despite her insistent questions, he refused to disclose the identity of their guest, although he assured her this extra added ingredient was due any minute.

"Ahh, but look at you, Linda, the average housewife making her first average house-call," he chided her, looking raunchier than ever in a chest-tight white T-shirt and bulging dungarees. After taking her hat, he watched as she primped nervously in the mirror, stealing up behind her and lazily running a big hand up and down her bodice. "Ummm, you've got those babies packed so tight, I may have to set off a little bomb to get at them. But first I'll have to light your little wick, won't I, honey?"

Linda cringed at his words and his touch, feeling both revolted and excited by his casual acceptance of her desire for him. "I… I really don't know what I'm doing here," she said, moving aimlessly about his apartment, pretending to study the shoddy decor and pictures. "I'm acting against my own better judgment, and that's something I've never done before in my life."

"Hmm, that sounds like you've been going to seed, Linda; but knowing how devoted and virile David is, I can't really buy that."

She turned and eyed him shrewdly as he went to mix some drinks at his dilapidated portable bar. "How well do you know David, Brad? Oh, I know you two have been close buddies all your lives, but how two such distinctly different men can have anything in common is quite beyond me. How can you even begin to understand his sense of loyalty, his inherent goodness?"

Brad fought back an impulse to tell Linda the truth about David's cocky new pursuits, mainly because he didn't want her feeling justified or absolved from the extramarital acrobatics in which she was about to indulge. Oh hell no, he'd rather let her go on believing David was a saint. That way she'd keep behaving like a depraved and sinful transgressor whenever he stripped her down. One of his greatest kicks in screwing this high-toned lady would be to keep her thoroughly ashamed of herself.

"I understand David better than you think," he said, bringing her a drink and motioning for her to have a seat on the divan. "For instance, if he knew you were here in my apartment tonight, he'd probably cut his throat…"

As he sat near her, he glanced quickly at her face and saw the desired result: in her eyes, that added fillip of being able to make one man suffer while she degraded herself with another. If she had the slightest suspicion that David was too busy to care right now, she might lose all her incentive, which, from Brad's standpoint, would be quite a drag. Let her go on seeing herself as the scarlet woman about to be stoned in the public square. She'd taste a whole helluva lot naughtier and sweeter that way-a grand mock-rape scene every time he had her.

"Oh yes…" She heaved her suffering sigh. "It would utterly ruin him if he knew about us." She took a tiny sip of her highball. "And yet, if you know that much about him, Brad, how could you ever have been so unscrupulous as to let this happen?"

If Brad answered this truthfully it would imply telling her about David's sloppy behavior with Joyce, and to pass on this bit of intelligence was also off-limits in Brad's present scheme-of-things. "What David doesn't know will never hurt him, Linda; so together, you and I will keep our little secret…"

She turned and stared at his big, square-jawed face. "You promise you'll never tell him, Brad… never be the one to plunge the dagger in his heart? Oh, I know how cruel men can be to one another when a lone woman is the pawn…"

… Jesus, thought Brad, is she gonna sit here and talk like daytime television when my nuts're getting hotter every minute? "Linda, I swear on a stack of Popes that David will never find out about us."

Linda let out a small grunt. "Brad, if you go on talking like that, I shall leave."

"Wrong," he said. "If I stop talking like that you shall probably only have two orgasms tonight instead of five."

Linda let out a small gasp. "Brad, I felt those words as if you'd lifted a hand and struck me… so that does it, slob! I never want to see you again! You don't even know the meaning of romance…!"

But his hand went quite unromantically to her knee and she didn't budge. She watched the hand travel upwards, watched the thick knuckles and black curling hairs on the wrist, and kept trying to make noises like Emily Dickinson… "Any man who wants me must first give me his heart," she murmured, as his fingers slid up her flared skirt.

"Oh balls, honey!.. if it's a transplant you're lookin' for, you're gonna get it where you need it most…!"

"No, no, Brad… you don't begin to know me! To be won I must be gently wooed. It can't be brutal and coarse, the way it was when you tied me up in the station-wagon…

"I didn't tie you up."

"Yes you did… I have Total Recall!"

"All right, have it your way."

"… so this time there must be poetry for us, gentility…"

He flicked his fingers inside her panties and started tickling the dry quivering lips of her vagina… "Ooooh!.. damn you, Brad, don't jab those ham-hocks at me like that, like… like some brawling skidrow bum… oooh… No!" but flipping her thighs apart as the thick probing fingers inserted and rummaged. She started to breathe pretty fast now, Brad's eyes glued to her tightly caged bosom as he slipped in another wanderlust finger, and Linda wailed: "Ahhh!.. you'll be the noose around my neck, my judgment day… oh God, sentence me and drag me to the scaffold…!" She felt the moistening tremors begin as he ruthlessly massaged her clitoris, hating herself for her own squirming animal-girl reflexes, as he now formed four fingers like a steeple and tunneled them deeply inside of her… then the swirling circular movements, the insistent joggling of her rigid thermostat, Brad tensing his elbow-muscles and beginning a steady sawing rhythm with his arm as he rammed his knuckles into the gulping sweets of her, grinning appreciatively at her fatuous flow of dialogue: "Dear Gawd!.. I'm the Devil's Plaything!.. oomgf!.. his maiming horns and tail are in there… ahhh grinding, chastizing… tearing me on the rack for my transgressions…!" Suddenly requiring even more punishment, she reached up and pulled his head down to hers, fitfully kissing and biting his warm mobile lips, her tongue a wanton girlish dropout as it slid in to find his, her hands gripping him by his shaggy unruly hair, groaning… her body weaving back and forth on the divan as he raked her with his fanned-out fingers, toured up her honeyed dips… scoured and lit the fuses. Brad managed to unzip the back of her dress with his free hand and slip it down around her shoulders, his eyes adoring those bunched-up bulges inside her bra… as now he lifted the full skirt up about her waist, Linda's mouth still rapturously clamped to his, her arms about him in a fierce head-lock. Then she raised up her bottom to give his hot rough hands more leeway, nuzzling intensely on his big flaring mouth and vaguely wishing she had the courage to seek such kisses from David… but oh so afraid of losing him, as she heaved a lingering sigh and felt Brad slowly pulling her panties off… And now, oh dear God, the crude and thigh-spread exposure as she looked down and saw that she was totally naked below the waist, saw his big burly fingers re-enter and jab… and with a groan she wildly dug the back of her heel against his elbow, wanting to cram more of that tentacled invasion up her juice-laden crotch… oooh! how stretched and distorted she felt under his prowling thrusts!.. flinging her legs up and hooking them around his arm, pushing him in, moaning and kissing and deepening the gourmet-feast she was making of his lips and tongue…

… Then the door opened quietly.

From the corner of his eye Brad saw their playmate stealthily enter his apartment, but kept Linda's head turned in the opposite direction to make sure she wouldn't notice. The number three candidate for their party was, in every sense of the word, a stranger to Linda.

THIRTEEN

The stranger's name was Darlene, and she was an exquisite young mulatto girl, her skin a smooth and creamy light tan, her body as supple and lissome as that of a dancer. Which she was, part-time, a topless North Beach Go-Go girl on weekends, and the manageress of a kindergarten day-nursery during the week. Darlene had a great spiritual love for all children, and a driving sensual need for most adults. A need that quite suddenly included Linda Fortune, as the lovely red-haired Negress stood there and gaped hungrily at the semi-nude woman writhing on the couch.

With some difficulty. Brad finally extricated his swallowed lips from Linda's, hugging her to him so that her eyes remained focused away from the door, over his shoulder. Then he gave Darlene a meaningful shrug of his head, and she caught his eye. Feeling a swift surge of excitement, the girl knew exactly what he wanted.

Giggling softly, she slipped out of her tight-fitting sweater and bra, letting her fat, tawny breasts jounce freely as she crept over to the couch and got down on her knees. Brad crushed his mouth against Linda's once more, as he slowly removed his jabbing hand and fingers from her gulping vagina. "No… no, oh please," she mumbled against his lips, "It's such a lovely torment in there… oooh!.." Brad raised his seminal-tipped fingers to his lips and let her watch him kiss them to keep her further distracted; then he deepened their kiss, and with a quick pointing finger, he aimed Darlene towards her target. Tonguing her full and hungry lips, the girl spread Linda's thighs as wide as they would go. Then she let out a low, frenzied moan and dove head-first, sucking and nibbling and gorging herself like a starved and scrounging jackal…

"Ooohhhhh!" Linda gasped, as she felt her whole body become a raided mass of wet-tongued fire, Brad's face and mouth still persistently pressed to hers, as he cupped her cheeks in his hands and prevented her from looking down to see the origin of her ecstasy. "Ohhh… wait, Brad… who is he?… I didn't hear him come in… let me see him…!"

"Unnn no, baby," he said, still blocking her vision as Darlene lifted her hand beneath Linda's buttocks and sank her tongue even deeper into the golden-fleeced opening. "Let me kiss'ya while 'he' licks 'ya'" Brad said, his lips dabbing at Linda's. "How's it feel, honey?… like someone's whippin' up a big milk-shake down there, huh, baby? Is he any better at it than I was… hmmm?"

"Ahhhh!.. Oh God… no!.. He's… different… oooh!.. It feels so soft… yes… so very… hot and soft!" Then she caught a whiff of the girl's exotic ' perfume and, feeling a quick surge of alarm, Linda gave a violent lurch and tore her head away from Brad… then stared down at the beautiful, titian-tressed colored girl who was so ardently sucking her. "OhmyGOD!.. It's a woman… a woman doing that… with you here, Brad… and me… and…" She cringed and pressed her bottom back against the divan, trying to tear her body free. But Brad held her firmly in place, keeping her legs spread by hooking one of them with his own.

"That's Darlene down there, baby," he did the honors, although the girl was too far gone on her supping lunges to look up, "so you relax and let her mop it, honey… She'll send you straight to the moon…"

Linda gaped downward, dazed by the spectacle. Beautiful flowing russet hair rippling out over her thighs while this dewy-lipped young girl devoured her. "Oh God in Heaven!" Linda's eyes did, indeed, roll heavenward in that instant. "What depths of scummy perversion have I been brought to? Ahhhh!.. that I should live to see this day…!"

"That you should be so lucky, baby," said Brad. "Come on, honey. You know you've never felt such a hot long tongue diggin' up your pussy. Aw look at'er stick her gorgeous face in there, right up your creamy oven, baby… oooh, right up to your naval…" Holding her still and steady for it. "Holy Jesus, do I love to watch that!" With a few fast zips and tugs he had his thudding hard member out of his pants and was jagging it up and down, going half-wild with this enticing picture. Dusky tan Go-Go-girls' skin and mouth scooping up lithe white lady-flesh… psychedelic two-toned sucking jazz… ivory and brown sex all gulping-sweet and drinking… girlish French-kissin' lips and labia all pumped and creamed together… as Brad realized this had been his biggest kick lately, to watch moist young females feeding on each other… ummmm! He played with his fat throbbing prong and kept his face near enough to inhale the musky-flavored aromas of sorority-sauce and breath-scented saliva… mixing, merging to create one boiling vat of girl-stuff, girl-throb, hooked and tongued and woven and… ahhhh! Just what the doctor ordered… much girl!.. the most he could squeeze together… girl-mouth planted in tangy fountain-pussy… JesusGod! He was gonna come just watching… oooohh!.. girlie skin and lips and cunt surround me… aw hang in there, tiger-babies… and gobble it and chew… and kiss… aw, ya juicy ones… ya girls!..

Darlene fretfully poked her fingers up her skirt while she sucked, the long flame-tipped fingers of her other hand spreading the furry blond cavity further apart as it loosened and expanded for her. Linda now stopped fighting and let out a series of choked, sobbing moans, flinging her head back on the couch, thrusting her pelvis frantically upwards now… oohhh!.. wanting more of that searing lapping tongue, loving the thought of those sensuous red lips dipping deeper… ahh!.. ever deeper, trembling and half-demented from the sponging marshmallow-heat of this full-blown woman's mouth as she artfully milked and drained… her lips forming a tender soul-kiss at one instant, and becoming a yowling rampage the next. Linda closed her eyes and let her limbs and genitalia go limp and pliable… and knew that she'd never felt anything to equal the special thrill and sting of this sensation… a feeling so delicious, she feared, it might drive her mad if she prolonged it and didn't give in to the blast of it… ohh!.. the culmination. What would it do to her if this felt so new and wondrous and frightening? Ummm!.. Make it an endless moist happening… let the hop lapping peace of it, the now of it go on forever… ahhh! God, make it a river… and let it flow… and flow…

Still watching this succulent display, Brad unfastened Linda's bra and threw it on the floor, the round wobbles of her breasts sprouting full and free to further enhance his heated line of vision, as he gaped from Darlene's slit-buried lips to Linda's rigid rosy nipples… groaning and lunging downward to press his mouth against the burning ripe flesh of those melons, avidly sucking the nipples… then plunging each breast as deep into his mouth as it would fit… continuing to play with the bursting thick shaft of his cock… now lifting the heavy breasts to lick underneath and around… slipping the hand from his prick to slide it downward towards the moist area of Darlene's groaning attack… feeling the blond pubic thicket and then the wet full lips of hotnippled topless dancer as they scooped and nursed… his fingers now entering that heavenly hutch, accompanying the girl's lashing tongue… two meaty hot lizards of sex, invading… as Linda cried out from the dual onslaught of licking lips and fingers… and she was building up to such a violent burst of passion that she was still terrified to let it happen, for fear of some lasting mystic damage. This strange woman had created a boiling threat inside her belly, and surely she would die if she let go of everything that was lurking beneath those lips… ahhhh!.. moaning, sobbing… tensing her muscles, trying to damn up the joy and hold it back…

Brad could feel this taut hysteria welling up in her, and he gently massaged her belly with his hands while he licked and sucked her nipples… then raised up and tenderly brushed his lips against hers for the quick hot crushes of his kisses, sipping the thrust-out underlip of her… tasting all that wild T-love-it-but-I-don't-wanna!' ambivalence of her… and damn!.. going so hot in this aura of craven reluctance that he had to squeeze the bulging head of his cock to keep from popping himself. "Ooh baby, let it flow," he murmured, "let her have it. Don't be afraid… Brad's here and watchin'. And honey, listen, Darlene practically lives on all that low-cal cream you're tryin' to deny her… so she won't need any water-wings when your tide goes out. Ahhh!.. look, baby! Look at that little sperm-addict go after it… give it to her, Linda… stop savin' it…"

"Don't… tell anyone!" she muttered, hurling her mouth deeper against his, her tongue lurking, prodding between his lips… as now she flung her legs up over Darlene's bobbing head and with a whimpering kissing moan pushed the girl's face and mouth in deeper… "Ooooh!.. don't tell my father… or my mother, or… David!.. ummm! never tell that poor boy… he… thinks I'm a… a fairy princess…!" Her mouth and teeth nuzzling, biting at Brad's lips…

"Aw… no, baby… unnn!.. We won't tell anyone… not your family or even the fuckin' P.T.A…" Ooo Jesus, how crazily she was kissing him… goin' at his mouth like it was a box of candy with nothin' but creamy centers. And then, suddenly, she pulled free of him to gaze down at the more supplicant mouth and head of the lovely auburn-haired mulatto girl… as Linda left all shame behind and cried out her gutted bestowals. "Oh dear God, she's so beautiful! Brad, look down there!.. I love her breasts! I'm in her mouth… I love her breasts… and she's drinking me and loving me and kissing… and… ohhh!.. emptying… unn!.. see pretty tan girl down there milking… inside out… ooh!.. oh Brad, her tongue… her tongue… aaaahhhunnooghh!.. oh… pretty girl!" Linda let go.

They had to hold onto her, the two of them. Brad tried to kiss her moaning lips, but Linda rolled her head back, panting, gulping, as Darlene gripped the flailing thighs, determined to keep them still in order to sop up all those careening flushed swarms and streams… as they each got a good grip on the spewing popping woman… although Linda continued bucking and twitching and bolting her body until she nearly sent them all sprawling in a heap. Brad was sure this climax lasted more than a minute or two. Whew!.. It had been such a rare treat for him to watch that magnificent blast that he hugged Linda's tremulous body to him, grabbing handfuls of her perspiring, heaving flesh, sucking her breasts and belly and tonguing up to lick the shaven moist armpits… oooh!.. playin' with himself again, knowing he'd drown this whole gorgeous fuckin' suckin' trio if he shot right now…

Darlene rose up from her unguent dedications, a bright grin on her lovely face. "Aw girl, you are a trip!" Her tan face gleaming as she licked her lips and gleefully swallowed the echoing flavors. Brad gazed up at her and longingly watched that pretty pink tongue glide across those generous red lips, and for him, this was the final heady sight of the night… most fruitful vision of all. He clutched his pulsed-up prick in his hand, wishing it were a magnet and could pull her down on it in an instant. "Aw Darlene… ooh honey, swallow whatever you got left from Linda and swim down here on this thing. 'Cause if I let go of all this juice, I swear we'll have to build an ark and float outa here… come on, baby…" He got up and swiftly removed his trousers and briefs, until he too was naked from the navel down… sprawling on the couch again… "Ohh honey, let me feel that sweet hot mouth where I need it most… I've been watchin' your lips in action 'til I'm nearly crazy…!"

"Oh shit, honey-man!" laughed Darlene, flopping back down on her knees. "I'm really dinin' at the Ritz tonight!"

Linda appeared to be dissolving into a euphoric trance as she watched the girl take Brad's ferocious thick cock in her mouth and glide ravenously down on it until her lips were buried in his thick black pubic patch… watched, fascinated and incredulous, but not able to tear her eyes from the sight. Brad heaved out a lot of gaspy sighs and flung his head back, gliding his tongue back and forth across his lips, gulping and moaning from the swampy swallowed feel of Darlene's mouth as it took every crowded wide inch of his penis straight down her fiery-hot throat… sucking fully up and down on it with just the right amount of lip-tightening pressure so that he could feel all sides of her mouth at once, her tongue happily caressing and tormenting with every pumping stroke… "OoohmyGod, that's wild!.. Wild!" Brad cried out; then glanced at Linda and saw the rapt expression in her eyes as she watched this voluptuous exchange. He reached out an arm and drew her close to him, letting her head rest against his chest and giving her a close and coveted voyeur-view of this action. "Aw, how you love lookin' at that pretty combination down there, don't you Linda? Sweet girlie-mouths like that don't belong wrapped around a big vulgar brute's cock, do they, baby? That's what makes it such a gorgeous miracle when you can watch it happening… and Linda, there's your poetry… and romance. See how my heart goes out to her…?"

Linda stared at the wet-contoured scene, transported, half-hypnotized. With a helpless whimper, she reached down and let her fingers trace the progress of Darlene's lips as they rolled up around the meaty tip-knob of Brad's member. Then she lowered her investigation and held his heavy balls in the palm of her hand, while Darlene moistly hurled her seasoned lips around and down on the thick fleshy rod, her own fingers jammed up inside her skirt once more… Brad groaning out and staring intensely at the two woman-faces that were so nurtured and planted between his hairy sprawled-out legs, squirming from the tickling feel of Linda's fingers on the hairs of his balls… his eyes full of new and watching suspense as Linda kept lowering her face closer and closer to his swallowed cock, her eyes glaring, yearning… and then Brad drew in his breath and almost stopped breathing for a second as he saw Linda press her own lips against those of Darlene as she slid up and down on his throbbing tool. Man, how he stared and stared and… unnn!.. my God, one girl kissing another's lips while she sucks me!.. Aw, I can't stand it… I'm goin' outa my skull… gonna die… gonna blow…!

Grinning, Darlene popped the big wet soldier out of her mouth and aimed it at Linda's lurking lips… and once again Brad's breath stopped as he waited and stared and thought… dammit! I know she does it to David, so she's gotta do it to me!.. (ooh baby, you don't have to be married to give a man a lickin'!)

"Come on, girl," said Darlene, tapping the head of it against Linda's chin, "let's give him hell! There's enough here for both of us… "

Linda let it graze upward along her chin, then smoothly caressed the velvety tip along her pouting underlip, flicking out her tongue and dabbing at the cushiony heat of it… Then, with a groan, she pushed it fully into her mouth and began to suck it with the frenzy of a child who has found a giant lollipop. Darlene watched and furiously fingered herself, and Brad's eyes nearly popped out of his head as the full-lipped Negress lowered her mouth to lick the base of his cock while Linda sucked the head of it… Oooh Christ!.. look at those two beauties feeding on me!.. aw, sucking me off in tandem'… unnn!.. Linda and Darlene, two-color girl-splashes with sexy mouths and pretty faces, gulpin' and lickin' and makin' a big fat celebration out of my meat… Until, finally, Linda grasped the taut weapon and devoured it all on her own, while Darlene reached under and licked at his balls… her tongue slowly circling upwards to the thick-stemmed base of his penis… then joining Linda's plunging lips once more… Suddenly, to everyone's surprise, Darlene seized Linda's face in her hands, culled her mouth free and clear and passionately began to kiss the woman, moaning and palming the white girl's breasts… Brad's cock suddenly a gleaming fat loner, stiff and wet and neglected, as he fiercely watched those two luscious woman-mouths all clutched and sucked together… starting to play with himself again, and then stopping, because he suddenly felt very neglected and deft out of things… "Hey, what the hell! Where'd everybody go?" he roared down at them. A sound which seemed to bring Linda to her senses, as she gasped for breath and pushed the girl away, looking furious and repelled for a moment, until Darlene jabbed the prick towards ' her lips once more, and again the two of them continued to suck him off together. That's right, ladies… don't fight… play nice… "Oooh you honey-babies!" He felt the tight thrumming sensation grip his balls… "Anhhh!.. now we all join hands and we… aw, we DO if…!" He grabbed their heads… lovely blond and red-head… oooh!.. flowing bobbing lady-curls… as he slumped down lower in the divan and pressed their heads down… oooh Christ, it's gonna be so gorgeous when they get it and share it and drink it and… aw, here it starts… aw man, that fluttering concert of girl-tongues and lips and teeth and I'm flooding them both with what they need… and look at the kitties lap the cream… aw… look at the lickin pussy-twins… umm!.. those suckin' sweethearts…! And out it went, Brad pumping and splashing to the skies and in them, the two girls equally dividing their bubbly moist rewards so that none of the spurty hot man-streams were lost to them… Darlene noticing a few traces of meringue left on Linda's lips and feverishly kissing her again to make their sharing even more complete. But Linda squirmed free and averted her eyes from the other girl, as Brad sighed and collapsed on the couch, unable to speak for long, breathless moments…

The two girls got up off their knees, Darlene's smiling eyes going to Linda's full, protruding breasts. But Linda turned swiftly away and made a clumsy dash for her clothes. The most grisly thoughts and images were flashing through her mind as now the ugly scourge of shame took full possession of her. She kept thinking about a scandalous novel she'd peered and peeked at when she was a child. It had been in her father's massive library, quite forgotten. The Well Of Loneliness. The story of two women who were lovers, two lives of deformity… Oh dear God in heaven! Two mutations!

She reviewed her behavior of the past moments, recalled her raging excitement for this girl, how she'd gloried in the feel of another woman's lips, on her genitals… and kissing her, not resisting soon enough, letting Darlene sense her unnatural desires. And then… that unspeakable act the two of them had committed together… Oh God forgive me, I'm a lesbian and a cocksucker!

However, coupling two such diverse labels together like that only added to her turmoil. Wasn't it, at best, a contradiction in terms to be both a cocksucker and a lesbian? This question put Linda in such a confused state, she had to sit down; couldn't finish dressing, or work up the sufficient amount of sinned-against outrage she needed to bail her out. A girl had performed cunnilingus on her and kissed her, and she had enjoyed both. And yet, it had also excited her tremendously to have a man's penis in her mouth for the first time in her life. One act was that of a lesbian, while the other quite definitely smacked of nymphomania. How, then, was she to reconcile these two atrocities and pin one comfortably condemning label on them? Which obscenity held priority here?

"You know one thing," Darlene was saying cheerily. "Us cats really swing together!" She was at the bar, mixing herself a stiff drink, now addressing Linda. "But girl, you ain't really had a ball 'til you meet up with my big Swedish husband…"

Linda gaped at her, a new stupor taking hold. "Your… Swedish… husband…?"

"Sure, baby," said Brad, snapping back to life and pulling Linda in his arms. "Darlene's big dockworking hubby'll be over on Thursday night. Care to join us and make it a foursome?"

Going even deeper into shock, Linda mumbled something to them that sounded like an acquiescence. And didn't offer a bit of resistance when her lusty training-instructors seized her and took her to bed.

But as she piteously tried to summon sleep later that night, Linda couldn't stave off the fresh pangs of conscience while listening to dear David's peaceful, slumberous breathing. Finally, she had to rise and go to the bathroom, looking for the sleeping tablets which she so rarely required. She was certain there'd been a bottle of Nembutals in the medicine chest, but was unable to find them. Then she glanced lower at one of the open shelves and saw the bottle, its cap half off. David? Taking sleeping pills? Her hand went to her throat, and she stifled a gasp… wondering what earthly reason that dear trusting baby could have for taking barbiturates. Unless… oh no!.. Could it be that his fiendish old nightmares had returned to plague him? Linda now recalled David's descriptions of these awful dreams, the nagging weight of insecurity, the fears of losing his home and family… their house aflame with that horrifying epitaph blazing across the roof: "Here Lie David Fortune And Family-They Couldn't Wait To Die, So They're Decomposing Now!" Oh dear God, if he was going through all that torment again, it surely meant that he was already suffering from her neglectful attitude, or that he somehow sensed her hideous deviations without even knowing the facts. And if that were true, he was going through absolute hell by paying subliminally for all her sins… by sensing and feeling all the pits and chasms into which she was so readily sinking… Ahh, he loves me so much he's hurting by osmosis!.. all his deeper selves are in dread peril. And all because of me.

This discovery presented Linda with all the soothing balm of a fresh-kill; and so, of course, she slept quite easily, sans goofballs. В©

Until Thursday night. After which two pills were not enough. She also needed a hot tub, hot milk and hot brandy.

FOURTEEN

David bought Linda a white mink stole for her birthday, and while this extravagant gesture hurled her into fresh paroxysms of guilt, it had only the most temporary healing effect on his conscience. Linda had guessed right about the return of his nightmares, although, due to David's earlier lies on the subject, she wasn't even warm in surmising the nature of these nocturnal tempests. Thanks to his unforgettable tangles with Valerie Hudson, his new bedtime hallucinations were more rampant than ever, with Valerie performing a more harrowing one-woman show in each successive vision.

One of these dreams had an especially potent effect on David, for it recurred many times and always left him gasping and spent. In it he could vividly see himself shackled to the ceiling of Valerie's bedroom, which she would slowly lower by pressing a button near her bed. Down and down would come his strapped nude body, his member jutting out before him, full and rigid and aimed right at the split-target between her thighs, while several fat decorator-pillows elevated her bottom to greet his descent. When he and his ceiling mounted rod poked close enough to penetrate her vagina, she would press another button and raise her roof once more… now up eight inches, now down eight inches… now up… now down. And so on. It was ghastly, but he always woke up coming, and was even more infuriated to discover that he'd locked his hands behind his back as if he's been tied up like that.

Nor could he keep from thinking about her by day; especially when he realized how close his dreams were to the devastating realities she'd given him. The thought of her nagged at him constantly: her unbridled impudence, her appalling cynicism, her smug and disdainful predictions that he would be back for more of her. And she had manipulated him like some kind of stud-boy slave, posing and angling him for her own private pleasure. She'd brought him home as a toy, designed expressly for her amusement and exploitation. And, if his dreams were in the least prophetic, perhaps that's what he wanted from a woman right now-to be commandeered and corrupted.

She apparently saw in him some powerful sexual entertainments of which he'd never imagined himself capable. He kept rehashing her audacious plans to put him up for sale, to rent him out to the lewd and the perverted at exorbitant fees. He couldn't believe her fantasies about men becoming career-prostitutes. It was utterly absurd; and what's more, she was incredible and thoroughly unregenerate and probably a female counterpart of Fagin and Shylock and David wanted to touch her naked body again, wanted to be on her and in her… Wherever it was her whimsy to aim him, that's where David wanted to be.

He let a week pass without even giving a thought to the remaining names on his computer-list, although he'd fully intended to make a nonstop sampling of each of them without ever once becoming emotionally involved. Look what had happened when he'd tried to form a lasting alliance with the man-eating Joyce Grogan! However, after another week went by, David realized he was too full of Valerie Hudson to consign her to the past; and so finally one Saturday afternoon he let Linda believe he was driving off for his weekly golf-game, but casually remarked that he might stay out a little longer than usual, since the clear October weather was so agreeable. To convince himself that her trust in him was still as indelible as ever, David even indulged in some risky double entendre to test her: "Honey, on a day like this, I'd just love to get in some extra holes… do you mind?"

"Oh, not a bit, darling!" she said. Linda was seeing Brad, Darlene and her husband Johnny for the third time that afternoon, and although she feared she might soon be developing a guilt-fed ulcer, she welcomed this opportunity to prolong the panting session. "And if you fellows want to have a casual dinner at the club, feel free to do so, David, because we're trying out another new cook tonight, and the food will be rather chancy, at best…" This was the first time in their married life that Linda had given over her cooking chores to a domestic. David seemed pleased that this would give her more time away from the house. As for Linda, who remained enchanted with her own shame, she was relieved to have the added freedom, and more than willing to stick all her cook-books in the deep freeze while Brad and his titillating cohorts put her through her paces.

"You're sure you won't mind being on your own today?" David said. "I do hate running off every Saturday and leaving you saddled with the children…"

"Now don't be silly, David. Flora will see to the kids. I'm… driving into town to do some shopping."

"Oh… well, that's fine, honey," he said. Then he got his golf-clubs out, moving swiftly lest she suggest giving him a lift to the country-club in her car, which she had often done in the past. But luckily, he saw that this notion was not going to occur to her today, although he made sure she saw him loading his clubs in his own car.

"Goodbye, dear," he said, after their friendly dry-ice kiss. "Have fun in town."

"And you shoot a hole in one for me, darling!" she said, waving cheerily as he backed out of the driveway.

"Oh David, I'm so glad to see you!" Valerie Hudson was a bundle of lisping ebullience as she greeted him an hour later. The silvery blond dips of her hair were full and loose about her shoulders, and she looked outrageously appetizing in a see-through Juliet-dress of pale chiffon, while David stood there and made positive identity of everything she owned: full and dimpled charms no longer the forbidden fruit of his dreams.

She took his hands and pulled him eagerly across the threshold. "Darling, when that phone rang yesterday, I knew it was you. I mean, even before I picked it up, I knew it!"

"Oh, I know all about your extra-sensual perceptions," he grinned at her, his eyes scanning all those shimmering annexes beneath her dress.

Laughing, she reached up and pulled his face down to hers, her lips ripe and questing as they kissed, her hands travelling down his back, going investigative at his hard, round buttocks, slapping him there. "Ahhh David, what a brilliant structure you are. Face, physique and fanny, all luscious!"

"Leave my fanny out of this!" he protested, pulling her closer and burying his lips against the silky-hot flesh above her bodice.

"Oh no, my darling… Those hot back-buns of yours will come in very handy once we hang out your shingle. In fact, when we finally get you up on that auction-block, every inch of your anatomy will shape up into an asset."

He raised up and pressed a finger to her lips. "Stop talking like a lady-butcher. I want you. In my arms, in your bedroom, in my mouth…"

Valerie shuddered a little with this intoxicating announcement, lightly licking his fingertips as they pressed against her lips. She took his hand. "Come," she said. "We'll map out our strategy later."

Her bedroom was as massive as it was French and feminine, with a queen-size bed, naturally; and despite her diminutive stature, Valerie filled it to overflowing. What a wingspread this girl has, thought David, after he speedily undressed her and watched as she flung her naked body onto the downy quilt, thighs divided for him, squirming there. Recalling his dream, David gazed briefly upwards at the ceiling, promptly deciding it would be an architectural impossibility for it to budge a single inch. He also noted that the walls of this enormous room were draped in much the same fashion as that to be found in her living-room. With the exception of one eight-foot wide panel directly across from the bed. This was a floor-length inlaid mirror, designed to record their every squirm. Wistfully, David wished there'd been such a mirror on the other side of that wall, chronicling their historic performance on the white-fur rug in the living room. And now he gazed at Valerie's crystal-clear reflection, then back to the living proof of her in bed. Then he quickly stripped down and descended upon her.

There were none of her barked-out instructions this time, for Valerie knew what this adventuring boy wanted to do to her… wanted that confection from which she'd kept re-routing him the last time. The oral finesse. David was still eager to plumb the full depths of this new talent, hungry to serve her up for it, stripped and palpitating harlot always so willing to be imbibed afresh. So get her all poised and quivery for it, boy, and give her the moist endowments, the wet seeking intimacies, and up goes the curtain on that soft showery ballet… tongue-dance at the pulsing hub and the base of her.

And then, when done, gaze brightly up and wait for milady's still-thrashing approval…

"For a novice you are fantastic!" she praised him, pulling him upwards for the after-kisses. "Think how marvelous it'll be to get paid for that, instead of having to pay."

He frowned, but did not stop kissing her, gliding his lips over hers as he spoke. "I brought fifty with me this time, so we needn't discuss money."

"That's eighty, my pet. You owe me thirty from the last time, remember?"

David lurched angrily up and away from her, and then suddenly burst out laughing. "Oh man, you are one mercenary bitch! I think you've got a turnstile built in down there…" he made a fist and jabbed it at her fuzzy blond nest.

Her lips curved into a grin and she pulled him down to her again, her murmurs lispy and guileless. "You'll find I'm very expensive, David. But darling, you won't even miss the money I'll cost you once you stick a price-tag on your own swinging valuables. Don't you think all this gash is worth selling yourself for… hmmm, baby?"

"Shut up, Goddammit!.. I can afford you right now. I brought enough with me…" He dove down and ran his tongue along the fleshy dip between her breasts, crazily pressing the fat globes to his ears so as not to hear her words, wanting to block out everything but the moment and the feel of her.

"Next time, too, David," she reminded him. "Fifty every time you see me…" lifting his head up from her valley and pushing a nipple between his lips. "And I like gifts too. Jewelry, antiques…"The nipple hardening as he nuzzled.

"But dammit," he mumbled with his mouth full, "I satisfy you in bed, don't I… Hmmm, honey? Don't I satisfy you?"

"Oh for Christ's sake, everybody satisfies me in bed!" she let out an ironic burst of laughter. "It's just that I've always wanted the icing on the cake… wanna pop my cream and have it, too. You dig?"

He rose up and stared down at her in disbelief. "Is that really true, Valerie? You… you actually enjoy having sex with all your customers? Even if they're old… and fat…?"

She gave him a bright, defiant smile. "Honey, whenever I go to bed with a John I'm a little like Pollyanna. I'm able to find the good in all of 'em. All they have to be is nude, breathing, solvent, and here!" she fiercely pounded the mattress. "And baby, that's democracy in action!"

David continued to stare at her, trying to imagine her coupling with the grotesque and the obese. "You mean… guys in their sixties and seventies…?"

"Oh, you poor dear innocent boy! Those are often the most virile, accomplished and enormously built stallions of all, if you have a little patience and work on 'em long enough. Who cares if their faces are wrinkled when Mother Nature so beautifully preserves their ding-dongs? In fact, some of the best times I've ever had were with sexy septuagenarians…"

"Well then… Christ!.. Maybe I should just get out of here and come back in forty years, if that's how you get your kicks…"

"All rightie! But before you go, leave the money where I can see it."

David let out a furious roar and flung his naked body hard against hers, his member stiff and swollen from the excitement of perversion he'd found in her words, as he envisioned her sucking the long limp cocks of doddering old men… dirty old basket-cases nobody in their right mind would even touch, let alone lick. "Aw, you dirty filthy pig… you whore!.. you Goddamned slut!.. Tell me if I'm old enough to fuck you right this minute, tell me if I can use this picked-over piece of junk you call your body… that anybody can have or eat or split… damn you, with your fat tits and your cutesy lisp and that cuddly trap of a cunt… Tell me if I'm old enough or solvent enough to do this… and this…" And damn… if he didn't zoom in and crunch up and do it!.. not waiting for her orders, not waiting to be positioned or launched or pointed… but unnnn!.. slamming it…

"Aaaahhhhoohh!" she grunted, taken completely by surprise. "Aw… wait… no… wait, Goddamn'ya… not like that… don't pound it… oooh no…!"

Oh boy, David was ever so happy, because he was sure he really hurt her with that first dagger-stroke, positive her cries weren't put-on and that she felt a real twinge of distortion for a minute or two, because he hadn't been the gentle, innocent Mr. Virgin-Ass and given her a cue, hadn't let her stage the whole rumble like it was some native ritual. Just plain and simple and whooshh!.. fuck-BANG!.. right up in there where a whole damned battalion of senior-citizens had dumped their pukey loads… the twisted little bitch! Even now he could feel her trying to slide his ramming cock out of her so she could rearrange it and become the smart-ass engineer again and shove it the way she wanted it shoved. But no dice. It stayed in… and up and out and deep and jabbing… and unnn! For David, there was no pain… and soon he saw that mad-girl gleam of ascendancy in her eyes and he knew he'd begun to tap this little baby's resurrection… aw, Miss Gutter-Tits… Miss Swallower of all those zombies and cadavers and Johns!.. if your Mommy never spanked you, I will… take that… and that… and this…!

They tooled the afternoon away like that, in the painless joy. A tart-ambrosia for him to sip… the taint of a poisoned blossom. The virus grew.

October gave way to November, and the Montclairs at last returned from Europe. They were swept up in plans to re-open their Hillsborough house and begin their winter entertaining, so it was some time before the old man got wind of David's deteriorating work-performance at the office. Meanwhile, David was soon seeing Valerie Hudson three times a week. And, as the lady herself had summed it up, it was pretty damned expensive. Old Wilbur's return reminded him how desperately he'd relied upon the power of nepotism to sustain his position at All-Planet Insurance Co. And since he was worried that the old man might be calling him on-the-carpet any day now, it wasn't as if he could put in for another raise. And yet, quite suddenly, David found himself facing a drastic money problem.

Valerie had this absolutely weird fixation about being paid whenever they had sex. She admitted that she loved him, although claiming what they did between the sheets bore little resemblance to a duet from New Moon. However, she said it was the purest form of reflex-conditioning: money had to change hands whenever she did it. Probably due to some form of insecurity, David decided; and perhaps it even dated back to her childhood, if she ever had one. So all right, she felt rejected unless someone paid for her fluid charms. But for David, this little mental quirk added up to a hundred and fifty clams a week; plus extras, like perfume or cashmere sweaters or "sweet little necklaces" from Joseph Magnin's.

Knowing he couldn't lessen the weekly deposits he made in his joint-account with Linda, David opened a private checking account of his own, in order to keep rewarding Valerie for her feverish endeavors. But it soon became a very close race to keep this new account from being overdrawn each week. He supposed he could borrow an ample sum of money, but didn't know how he could pay it back without dipping into the family savings, which were considerable, but which were also scrutinized regularly by that neat little bookkeeper in his family whom he called wife, mother and Linda.

Several times he jokingly told Valerie that she was milking him dry in more ways than once, and that his love for her was driving him swiftly up the walls of bankruptcy. Of course, this was what the girl had been longing to hear, so she was always ready to offer him the same, single-minded alternative: "Oh honey, you clogged-up suburban husbands all have the makings of great whores, but dammit, you guys sure take a helluva lot of convincing!" After which David would roar and rant and tell her how nauseated he was by that proposition, which did little to curb Valerie's great powers of salesmanship.

She kept citing instances and examples of her fabulous success in recruiting male prostitutes among his fellow freeway commuters. "Guys you probably went to school with, David… who live in Atherton, San Mateo, Woodside… who've been married ever since college, have great little homes and wives and babies, but those poor trapped kids, they never seem to be able to pay their damned property-taxes or buy new cars or keep themselves in home-appliances, or just keep up with the Joneses in general. What other sideline could they work at to keep ahead of inflation without paying more income-tax? Stud-service, David! It's the answer to all your problems."

David would listen to her, but keep shaking his head in shocked disbelief. "Oh wow… I've heard some talk about housewives becoming call-girls to supplement their incomes, but nothing like this."

"Look, Dum-Dum, it's part of this whole new trend towards integration and civil rights and fair employment practices. I mean… like men and women can now hold the same kind of jobs and make the same kind of money. Equal Opportunity… no more sexual discrimination, it's part of the law now… a whole new thing, baby!"

"Valerie, to my way of thinking, prostitution is one field where men and women have never competed, and I doubt they're about to start now."

"David, I really think you've kept your head buried in the sand all these years along with your ass! But let me enlighten you. In the first place, there are male-pimps whose job it is to line up all those housewives you were talking about. But here in San Francisco, the guys are my job… Well, mine, and three or four other big-time hookers who're tryin' to muscle in. We do it through escort-bureaus or ads or computer-clubs or bar-pickups, or whathaveyou. Hon, you'd be amazed how much you can make just by turning a trick a day on your lunch-hour. A lot of your pure-assed college-buddies have been doing just that ever since they graduated, not to mention how they earned those diplomas in the first place, with their keesters pointed towards Mecca while their grades went up."

However, when Valerie saw that these hard-sell spiels were not getting through to the boy, she decided on a more direct approach. By having charged him a fee each time they met she'd been trying to break him down financially, thereby hoping to create a drastic need in him to earn some extra money. David represented many things to Valerie Hudson, not the least of which was his great potential value as a money-making property. In truth, she never took money when they swung like David, but she couldn't think of any other way to get him desperate enough to do as she wished. Although the boy was a fantasy of unleashed sensuality for her whenever they went to bed, she stood to profit a great deal more from him once they went into partnership.

Consequently, Valerie decided that only some stark personal catastrophe would bring David Fortune to his senses. And now she was determined to create one. A plan! And the more she thought about it, the more she was convinced it would be a most ingenious device to swing the boy over to her side of the street.

They were having cocktails in the living-room one evening, listening to stereo and waiting for their dinner to be delivered from the highly-touted Mandarin Restaurant. Valerie didn't trust cooks or servants of any kind, much preferring the strictly anonymous style of living.

David had often told her how bitterly he hated his job and resented the power his father-in-law wielded over his life; how he'd wanted to cut out and become a musician, how arid and pre-recorded his sex life was at home. But tonight, after tripling the vodka-shot in his Martini, Valerie used all her powers of persuasion and induced him to speak of these grievances again. She prompted him whenever he paused, sympathized in order to make him feel more wronged by the forces of destiny, as David vehemently mouthed all his grudges and frustrations. Mainly his opinions regarding that "old reactionary imperialist bigot-sonofabitch Wilbur Pierce Montclair!"

Then, when David rose and went to the door to admit the restaurant-personnel with their food, Valerie quickly reached underneath the divan where he'd been sitting and plucked the tape from a tiny recorder she'd planted there. On the pretext of wanting to powder her nose, she went to her bedroom and found a safe hiding place for her cache.

The next morning she lovingly gift-wrapped the tape and sent it to Wilbur Montclair's office, via special messenger. Then she sat back and howled with the surging excitement of victory and anticipation; for she was certain that the result of this act would be the industrial relations coup of the century, and… Wheel… that boy would be released for active duty so fast she'd have him peddling his weenie out of sheer nervous aggravation before he even knew what hit him. She sensed a compulsive need in David to wallow in self-degradation, having observed that the lower his opinion of her, the more frantic he was in bed. So all right, if he had a secret desire to set up housekeeping in the gutter, she was just the gal to help him with the decorations, and welcome to the swill, Prince Valiant! Drop your armour and your virtue and start hustlin' your ass off, Mr. Precious-Face dewy-lips, Mr. Tall Pedigreed Hard-On…!

… Oooh, she'd be so proud of that pasteurized stud, for there was no telling how much juicy traffic they could swing in and out of her apartment once they put their goodies together and concentrated. She decided to blast him right into a ball-breakin' crash-program so she could realize the fullest profits from him before he ran out of steam. She'd start him out on eight or nine parties a day, to see how he weathered the turnover. And then finally, when she was sure she'd milked all his talents dry and useless, she'd dump him and hit up the old man himself. It made her little tummy tingle when she thought how much cash Wilbur Montclair would cough up to keep his son-in-law's escapades from being publicized all over the area. Of course, that poor kid was so hungry for sex, there was no telling how long she'd be able to keep him productive. Months… maybe even a year… and ooh wow, what a future they'd have while it lasted! And how good it would be for the industry!

FIFTEEN

Two days later David received a mysterious summons to appear in Wilbur Montclair's tower offices. With the exception of a brief appearance at their welcome-home dinner party a few weekends ago, it had been some time since David had met socially with his affluent in-laws. He felt some vague apprehensions about being coolly chastised for his sloth I work-performance, as well as some spasmodic absenteeism during recent weeks. He had no illusions that the old man might want to see him for purely friendly reasons, for their relationship had been a cursory and dutiful one at best. However, David was in no way prepared for the jarring shock he was to receive that morning.

Upon being admitted to Mr. Montclair's staggeringly opulent office, the two men shook hands and exchanged a few stiffly amiable greetings. David was reminded what a striking and dignified figure Linda's father was, with that shock of white hair and firm, broad shoulders. The boy saw this whole impressive facade as a "noble bearing," until he suddenly recalled what Valerie had said about, her penchant for "sexy septuagenarians" and, even though Wilbur was only fifty-nine, the full essence of this man's aplomb became somewhat blurred for David. He tried to imagine Valerie servicing a man of this vintage, wondering how long she'd have to "work" on this one to get something to harden besides his arteries. Nor did it add much to the old guy's scion-status when David recalled what a ludicrous role he'd played in some of his nightmares. But here the impact backfired, as David summoned up his own role in these hoary vignettes: his rod impaled on the naked grinding ass of his father-in-law… a bit of imagery that now coupled with the pouncing hot cheeks of Hazel-Harry… the beautiful girl-mouthed boy and his humping father-in-law…? Oh no! David cringed at these thoughts and tried desperately to wipe such visions from his mind. How could he look this man in the eyes, or even be civil to him, if he were going to keep thinking of him like that? Hell no!.. it was a bad scene, so kill it, right here and now…

"Sit down, David," Mr. Montclair said grimly. "I'm afraid we have something rather crucial to discuss."

"Oh?" said David, taking a seat near Wilbur's immense Oak desk. "No illness in the family, I hope."

"Illness in the family," Montclair repeated his words, sighing and looking sadly towards the windows. I couldn't have put it more succinctly if I'd tried." Then he turned and gave David a piercing, blue-eyed glare, David visualizing the old man's naked nightmare-haunches again and having to look away. "If there is any illness in this family, David, all the germs will have come from you."

David stared down at his hands and waited, his muscles going tense; for he knew now that something horrible was about to happen. An explosion.

"But you see, I love my family far too much to let this disease spread and infect them," Montclair went on. "In order to protect Linda and the children, I'll have to work out some kind of quarantine for you. And now, David, I shall say no more until you've heard this tape."

He pulled a tape-recorder out of his desk-drawer, and, after plugging it in, set it in motion.

Upon hearing the first sound of his own voice, David gave a start. And as the tape droned on, he grit his teeth and kept his head lowered, wishing to God he could disappear or dissolve under the rug. He felt Montclair's eyes on him during the whole playback, but couldn't bring himself to look up. Oh man… all his hidden resentments and hostilities were now in the room with them, unmasked and undiluted. Oh Christ, that bitch! Making him spill his guts out like that, and how sick all those antipathies sounded spoken in the lush Martini-atmosphere of her apartment. He sounded so damned warped and depraved, spewing out all that overstated melodrama, when the truth was that he could have broken away any time he wanted, if he'd had the guts, if he hadn't let his wife and his kids and his house hammer all those nails in his coffin. And yet, even though every word on that tape reflected his true feelings, his manner and attitude sounded definitely neurotic: grown-up little boy blaming everyone but himself for his own weaknesses.

After several painful moments, the tape stopped. Then silence. And accusation:

Montclair removed his glasses and leaned across his desk in David's direction, his tone surprisingly soft and friendly. "I've always sensed that you disliked me, David, and it's made me a very unhappy man. Both Mrs. Montclair and I have always wanted your love…"

David glanced sharply at him, thinking of his nightmares again and remembering how bitterly these two old harpies had fought over him in bed… wondering why his mind was suddenly playing these bitchy little Freudian pranks on him: realities merging into dreams? But with a shrug, he said: "Cheer up, Mr. Montclair, only God is loved by everybody."

With this flippant remark, Wilbur put his glasses back on and regained a most militant stance, pinning David with an imperious stare of judgment; as the boy wretchedly wondered what the hell he was supposed to do, weep and wail and kiss the cuff of the old guy's pants? So all right, dammit, his secrets were out and this was the end of his free and vapid ride through life… and Sir Fat-Ass Mount Rushmore here could just go out and buy his daughter another robot baby-maker!

"David, do you realize that if you were anyone but my own son-in-law, I'd have to send that tape to the F.B.I.?"

Oh Jesus, here it comes, thought David. He's decided I must be a Communist, just like everyone else who disputes him…

"Do you know what kind of people go around calling every successful, patriotic American business-man an 'imperialist bigot'?"

"Red Chinamen," David muttered crazily, wanting to make a leap for the door.

"Not exclusively, my boy. These are also the words of White Leftist Ingrates who choose to bite the hands that feed them!"

David got a feverish fun-house vision of himself biting old Wilbur's pinkies and knew he'd better get out of there quickly and go sink his teeth into Valerie, because that's where his fangs belonged… (ooh baby, will I be hot for your blood tonight!)…

"… and now, David, if I'm to believe what you said on that tape… by the way, for the record, that was your voice, was it not?"

David nodded.

"Then if I'm to believe all that rot, you apparently see me as some sort of jailer… or… or master…"

"Not 'master'," David broke in, "never that…"

"… Who has kept you in chains and robbed you of your manhood…"

"But not my virility!" David blurted.

"I didn't mention your virility…"

"Neither did I. On the tape, I mean…" Dammit, this sonofabitch was getting him nervous!

"And not one blessed word of appreciation for all the material good I've done for you and your family." Suddenly Wilbur pounded his fist on the desk and David nearly twitched off his seat. "Good God, boy, after all I've done for you, is this the thanks I get? Tell me!"

"Yep," David nodded again. "I guess that's about the size of it."

Montclair regarded him more quizzically. "This woman… this Hudson person, she's obviously got you on drugs. That's the only way I can explain your behavior, even here in my office."

"Right," muttered David. "All that girl has to do is touch a guy, and whammy! just like that, he's a freaky Commie-Acid-Head!"

Wilbur gaped and shook his head in revulsion, eagerly believing every word of this. "Dear Lord in Heaven, David, please tell me you haven't been taking the L.S. of D.!"

"No, I haven't been taking the L.S. of D.," said David.

Montclair heaved a sigh. "Thank God, then at least Linda won't be genetically tainted by your moral decay."

"Opium," said David.

"Pardon?"

"That Hudson woman and I seal up the doors and keyholes and windows and smoke opium 'til our tongues hang out, among other things…"

Montclair's face went red as a beet. He rose and turned his back on David, wandering over to the windows, gazing out across the Bay. "David, I'm sure you think you're being terribly witty, chiding me like that, driving a wedge between our generations simply because you see me as a poor old-fashioned imperialist bigot…"

"Hardly poor…"

"But hang it, I wanted to give you so much!" This was uttered in such an unexpected emotional shriek, David gazed rather anxiously at the old man, and, with some surprise, heard himself say: "Cool it, Dad… "

"Ahh what malevolence in those words!" Wilbur was in control again glaring sternly at the boy, "The flippant disregard of Youth and its Elders… all of it uttered in those three words: 'cool it, Dad!' Is that all you've got to say to me, David?"

"Yes. Can I go now? I think I quit."

"That woman!" Wilbur roared at him again.

"Yes? You want her phone number?"

"I want to know why, David… you had to play around with a tramp like that, why couldn't you at least lave been sensible and covered your tracks? It staggers me to think of the hold she must have over you, if you're willing to let her get away with a filthy trick like that tape. Why, she's not even threatening to blackmail you. She wants only to ruin you, out of spite and mischief…"

***

"She wants to save me," said David, and somehow made himself believe this. "She knew I'd never have the guts to make this move myself, knew I was dying here, inch by inch. Oooh yeah, that gal knew where all my inches were going. Right down the drain!"

"But… from her note, she sounds so cheap and… common!" said Montclair. "What could you possibly see in her, a fine boy, with your background?"

And now David found that he could lift up his head and look right into the old man's eyes. "She has a beautiful hot cunt and she fucks like a mink, Dad, and for a hundred bucks a bang, shell even take you on. How's that grab you, Great White Father?"

Montclair crossed himself and closed his eyes for a few medicinal seconds; then flapped them open again. "Can't you keep a civil tongue in your head?"

"Nope, I guess I can't." And then David laughed as he remembered some of his juicier sessions with Valerie. "And yours is the first complaint I've had in weeks…" And now he was a little shocked to realize he was happy about what she'd done. Holy Christ, that luscious little whoremonger!.. She'd set him free! There were no more secrets, no more buried grudges. He could fly out of here a liberated soul and start riving on his own, and the hell with everyone! Didn't she say he could make more than three hundred bucks a day with his wang and her guidance? So what did he need with the payroll savings plan and social security and income tax and rich withholding fathers-in-law? Didn't he have this horny, hockable body that practically made Valerie pop her little piston every time she saw him naked? Thank God he'd kept up those work-outs at the gym, and thank God for Valerie, because she had pointed the way: a super-happy, wholesome path ahead for him, paved with sperm and glee and dollars. His body's members had become the most negotiable bonds he owned, and look what he'd done with them all these years: shoved them up that safety deposit-box his wife used for a pussy and waited for dry rot to set in. David found himself continuing this fervent rationale aloud… "The financial district's full of clean-cut young prick-peddlers just like me. Did you know that, Dad? Brilliant young junior executives rent their peters out on their lunch-hour, just so they can go home and give the little woman some extra cash to buy a power lawn-mower or increase the payments on their house, or get the baby's teeth fixed. I tell ya, it's a whole new concept in moonlighting-Hurts-Rent-A-Cock!.. it's sweeping the city. No other way to get ahead these days, because this is inflation, you old dinosaur; everything's going up!"

Wilbur Montclair closed his eyes again and weaved back and forth, as if a bit of vertigo had claimed him. But he finally made it back to his seat, sinking into it with a wheezing gasp; then swiveled the chair around, until his back was pointed towards David. "The only thing keeping me from having a heart attack right now, David, is that I can't understand a word you've said. All I know is that you've gone emotionally and morally berserk, and what's worse, you seem to be wallowing in your own decline." He turned about and handed David an envelope from his desk. "Naturally, I want you out of here today. There's a month's salary for you, but I shall keep making deposits for you in the joint-account you have with Linda…"

"That won't be necessary," David broke in. "I've been trying to tell you I've got something quite definite lined up…"

"Be that as it may, I'm not doing this for you, but to keep Linda from knowing the truth of what's happened. I will also let it be known that I've sent you out on assignment to do some field research in the area. This will explain your absence, and stem the flow of gossip. Should you seek work with another insurance agency, I will give you a laudable reference. For the sake of my daughter and her children. However, David, if after three months' time you still haven't regained your senses, I will dispense with all these efforts to protect my family, and I will let Linda know the complete truth, and assist that poor girl in obtaining a just divorce-settlement."

David stared at the pale, stony face behind the desk. "Ahh, that's beautiful. You're giving me three months to shape up or ship out."

"I'm glad you said that David! I wouldn't have been quite so crude, and until this week, never suspected you had such a flair for vulgarity. However, your words are aptly put. Because I know my daughter has built her whole life around you, I am giving you this chance to… to…"

"… Sow my wild oats?"

"To realize exactly what's at stake here, David. You'll lose everything, you know. Your children, the house…"

"Brad Grogan went that same route. He 'lost everything' too, and now he's having the best time he ever had in his life, really livin' it up in that bachelor-pad of his… chicks swingin' in and out of there night and day, all shapes and sizes…"

"If Bradley Grogan has now become your criteria for adult deportment I'm afraid I have nothing more to say to you. But I must say you've certainly chosen the most unlikely candidate, if you needed someone to set you a good example. That man's a thorough scoundrel… a wastrel, a… a womanizer…"

"And what makes you so Goddamned holy and pontifical?" Suddenly David wanted to scratch the surface of all this smug infallibility. "Just because you've never been caught with your pants down?"

Montclair averted his eyes, his face reddening again.

Eyeing this reaction, David said: "Oh hell, I think I just answered my own question. You never got caught-right? That's why you can keep looking so pure and lily-white. Which means my only crime is letting you find out how naughty I've been. So now Papa's gotta take down Junior's pants and give him a good spanking!" David paused here, feeling awkward and foolish by the intimacy of his own language. Impulsively, he shot to his feet and seized the envelope which still lay on the desk. "And if Papa thinks I'm too proud to accept my mustering-out pay, he's out of his gold-plated skull, because it's your phony pride that's kept me tied to your bootstraps all these years. Family pride and moral pride and paternal pride…" He strode to the door, where he turned for some parting shots. "And as for the money in this envelope, I'm using it to buy me a one-way ticket straight down into the Underworld, so you can stick that up your truss, old man, and let it simmer there!"

Wilbur let out a holy, stentorian wail. "Ohh… May God watch over you, David! May He show you the righteous paths and lead you out of the darkness…!"

SIXTEEN

That day David pretended to do battle with Valerie, putting on a great flamboyant show of fury because of the irreparable damage she'd done him.

"You whoremongering little bitch, you cost me my job, do you know that?" He'd waited until he'd gotten her into bed, having quickly decided that nude punishment was by far the most effective.

"I fully accept your gratitude, David, but don't overdo it, it's embarrassing. After all, when Lincoln freed the slaves they didn't follow him all over the place tryin' to lick his ass to show their appreciation… Ouch! Stop biting down there… that's my place of business… you tryin' to close up my shop?"

Still trying to nurture his anger-but more excited by her with every lick-David slid up and lightly kissed her ever-ready mammaries… then graduated up her throat to her lips.

"All right, you win, Devil-Girl. I'm ready to do what you asked me… "His voice going husky and impassioned with this announcement.

"And what is that, pray?"

"Oh, don't sound so innocent, Val, you know what I mean."

"But I want you to say it, David! If you're ready to operate under your own power for the first time in your life, you've got to say the words…"

He laughed between soft kisses. "You make it sound like I'm being sworn in."

"Great, David, keep thinking like that, it sounds real earnest and sincere. And now, may I please hear your oath of office?"

"Well, I… I want to do what you said, want the kind of career you told me about, want my flesh to pay instead of decay."

"Marvelous, darling! But let's hear more. Commit yourself, Goddammit!"

"I want…" he swallowed. "Oh hell, I want to sell my cock and ass and mouth to the highest bidder."

"Wonderful… I'm hearing some real devotion in your voice at last. Now repeat after me: 'I will henceforth take it upon myself to please everyone, be it man, woman or child…' "

"Hold it! Back up a few words…"

"Now now, David, that's part of your swearing-in, dammit! You've got to cover all contingencies and say you're willing."

"All right, all right…" And he said it.

She rewarded him with herself for a damply pounding half hour, after which these two newlyweds in crime discussed more of their future footwork. "Oh David, I do hope you have an adventurous spirit, because you'll need it in this line of work. One of the prime requisites is that you must quickly learn to be attracted by what you used to consider revolting. For instance, you'll often find that the family that plays together will also want your services." She giggled reflectively here. "Only a few weeks ago I helped alleviate a charming couple in their mid-forties who brought their handsome twin sons along…"

David hoped she was kidding, but not wanting to sound gauche, he just said: "Wow, man…!"

"The father was desperate to have a strange, sexy woman watch while his teen-aged boys took turns penetrating his wife; I've never seen a man get so voyeuristically hot in my life! It was really a groove…"

David felt something new and abrasive churn inside of him, a feeling of raw nerves rubbing against each other, and he dimly realized he must be experiencing the first sexual arousal he'd ever known that had been inspired by revulsion. Ooh man, I'm gonna dip low… gonna scrape the bottoms and the dregs. And now the new thoughts and images pinwheeled through his mind: strangers wanting his body, to apply and usurp to their own ends, no matter how various or diverse. "Whew!.. Then I guess I'll have to be ready to fulfill every warped desire in the book."

"Right, doll, you have to be loose and unjudging and tolerant… and as long as they're buying, the keyword in your vocabulary must always be 'yes… yes!"

David began to think of his new life as an endless pleasure-cruise, wanting to hear more and more about it. "Tell me about the women-clients," he urged her. "They won't always be matronly messy old bags, will they?"

"Well, no, David, but you shouldn't be asking questions like that, because it proves that deep down you're already discriminating, which, in a way, is really like saying 'no' instead of 'yes'. And remember, if you're to become a commodity of public delight, you can't have any preferences, but must learn to give all to each…"

"Hmmm…" David mulled over these words of indoctrination, telling himself that, like any new job, it would take a bit of getting used to. "But honey, don't you think at first we should take advantage of what I already like… and… save whatever I have to cultivate a taste for until later? I mean, dammit… whatever I may learn to like in the future, I already know now that I like girls… because I've always majored in girls!"

"Oh David, David," she said with a sigh of disappointment. "After a bigoted little speech like that, I wonder if you're truly 'open' enough for this kind of career…"

"Oh I am, I am, Val!" David assured her, feeling the quick pangs of those who displease their superiors. "Tell me what to say and I'll say it! And I'll be as 'open' as a guy can get, honey… I promise you!"

She gazed at his eager blond-boy face, so touched by his earnest desire to make good that she crushed her lips against his full and trusting mouth for a long and expert kiss… thinking: oooh… how this mouth will blossom anew after I plunge it down its new descents and journeys. Then pulled away from him, her voice once more adopting its crisp tone of dominatrix-in-charge. "Now David, first of all you've got to remember one thing: A Good Whore Doesn't Specialize. Maybe you ought to type up that little slogan and keep it in your wallet, and refer to it before each engagement…"

"A Good Whore Doesn't Specialize," David repeated the credo. "I'll remember it, Val…"

"All right, then listen, darling: When you learn to fall in love with just being wanted (and I mean redly in love, David!) it won't make any difference who or what is doing the wanting, because, don't you see, baby, the desire will always be there, the most living contact of all, the spark of all creation, because desire is what you'll function on. To be hungered for, panted for, drooled over… Oh, it can be a very religious way to live, can make you most devout…"

God, she was persuasive, thought David; and somehow, the more he considered this rather unique philosophy, the more common sense it made. Just imagine, giving of oneself every waking hour, a whole life dedicated to pleasing others, no matter how unreasonable their demands might seem. Yes…! there was something terribly Christian about it… like living the life of a monk, in reverse, perhaps, but nonetheless dedicated. A sublime pattern, really, being constantly necessary to people while still remaining one's own master. And with the added comfort of cash to offset the usual post-orgasm depressions. "You know, it sounds like a guy would need a real strong personality to sustain such a flow of giving," he said. "And I guess he'd have to learn to like himself a lot, too… may even need a strong dash of narcissism in order to get as hot for himself as his clients are, just so they'll feel at home…"

"Yes, yes… that's wild, David… You're catching on! It stands to reason that if you teach yourself to love and idolize your body, you'll have something in common with everyone which touches it. That way none of them can repel you, because it's you whom they're finding so fantastically attractive and sensual; and since you couldn't agree with them more, you'll applaud their excellent taste and desperately want to share it with them. So you see how simple it can be, how wonderfully close to nature?"

David nodded fervently, increasingly excited by her words. She made it all sound so damned glowing. "Oh Christ, Valerie, this'll be a marriage made in heaven… I feel it!" He gathered her warm little body onto the stiff nakedness in his lap, happily cradling her as he incidentally impaled. "Oooh yeah!.. This is the kind of freedom I've always wanted…" swiveling her flared-out bottom until the fit was neat and steep… "not to be socially or domestically obligated to anyone, not to think or care about the future…"

"The future'll enter into it only while we're making out our deposit-slips at the bank… ooohhhh!.. David… Talk about your deposit-slips…!" And for awhile they said no more, the silence watching as they flexed new training muscles…

Later they dressed and had cocktails and some food. Then Valerie continued her crash-course, carefully familiarizing David with all the rudiments of bodily endeavor. She said in order to get him firmly launched, she planned to add his name to her present advertising layout. At this David looked dumbfounded. Hustling-by-computer had seemed crazy enough, but what kind of fantasy was this?

Remembering what a hot-house flower the boy had been until now, Valerie laughed and patiently tried to explain some new-wave business mechanics to him. She went to her bedroom and brought out a small, tabloid newspaper, handing it to him.

David gaped at the front-page-two full-bosomed young girls, totally naked. Then glared at the lurid black headlines which seemed to be announcing some sort of mass-rape picnic that was to take place on the following weekend. And good God, what a title for a newspaper!

"Oh honey, don't tell me you've never read The Gash Gazette" she said, watching as he glanced through it in awe. "Why, it's the biggest clearing-house for hot nuts this country has ever known. They print it across the Bay, a kind of Sexual Liberty Bible, and, like the computer-dating services, it's made street-walking practically a thing of the past. And darling, you won't believe what it's done for The Industry… it's been like a Goddamned renaissance these past few years…!"

David had just reached the classified want-ad section, and as he read, his face got very hot and red and he decided he'd better sit down. Numbly, he read aloud, unable to believe his eyes…" 'Male Model, groovy, blond and well-hung-will turn either you or your wife on and on and on for twenty-five dollars an hour. I'm an AC/DC swinger, both flexible and uninhibited. Out-calls day and nite. Just ask for Peter Prong, the Family Sword-Swallower… '" Then David went down the line, reading other ads that were even more salacious, both male and female models, blatantly offering their wares. Finally, he glared up at Valerie. "Oh wow, I didn't know such stuff could be printed in a public newspaper." He gazed down at the sheet again, reading more ads, boldly stated listings of dimensions and proclivities. "You know something, Valerie? I'll bet none of these characters are really models."

Valerie burst out laughing, rushing towards him for a quick and steamy embrace. "Oh baby, don't you ever lose that innocence. They'll pay plenty for it."

Valerie smiled at him, saying nothing for a second, as if debating a new and strategic move. "Well, David, I think I can trust you to take this next step in your training-course. Yes, I think you're ready for the Big Time." So saying, she took him by the hand and led him across the living-room. When they reached the far corner of her thickly draped walls. Valerie pulled a hidden cord and revealed her surprise to David-a concealed sliding-door which he never knew existed. Valerie knocked twice, then slid open the door. Inside David saw a small, windowless office, which was nicely air-conditioned, and also had to be soundproof, he decided, since the noise of ringing telephones was almost deafening, and yet, he'd never heard any evidence of all this activity until now. Two young girls sat at desks, and between them they handled five busy telephones. Valerie wanted to introduce David, but the girls were too occupied to look up.

"DIAL A BOY MODELLING AGENCY!" each girl would proclaim after lifting the receiver. "You tell us your dreams, and we'll send you ours! Goosy-juicy treasures for your wild-erotic pleasures, and each adonis is bonded…"

"Like good Kentucky Bourbon," Valerie laughed, giving David a meaningful knuckle-nudge to the groin, and then laughing more uproariously as she noted his shocked expression.

She led him through the narrow office and out another door, which was obviously the girls' own entrance. This brought them to the corridor outside of Valerie's apartment. Now David recalled that he'd seen this hall-door before, but had assumed it was a janitor's closet. Unlocking the door to her apartment, Valerie led him back inside, still chuckling at the charming bewilderment on his face. She drew the drapes again, and told him to sit down and relax.

"We only make the setups here," she said, joining him on the divan.

"Setups?"

"After first making sure we have just what the client's looking for-you know, measurements, performance-specialties and all that-we arrange the time, the boy and the place. With the exception of rare material like you, David…" Her fingers pressing at his crotch to illustrate her point… "The boys never turn their tricks here in my apartment. As a rule they work out of their own room. Twenty-five an hour, of which we get ten. That's twenty-five per John, so you see, group-therapy sessions can be quite remunerative. The boys receive expert management, periodic blood-tests, full medical care, and legal protection, so it's really worth it to them. Three of our hungriest clients are also members of the Vice Squad, which, of course, is absolutely delightful, security-wise. And none of our boys work the streets, nor do they drink to excess or take erection-bending drugs, although there are other kinds, but we'll get into that later. Let's see now…" she gave him a quick glance to check his expression. "Close your mouth, David, we'll find something to fill it soon enough. Now… where was I? Oh yes… we maintain what we call a floating personnel. Fifty or sixty models, who check in with us whenever they're available, and we keep them on their toes, or their knees or their backs, as the case may be. However, David, you must realize what an honor we're bestowing on you by letting you work at his job full-time, because none of the others are ever given that opportunity."

David suspected this was some sort of a tribute, so perhaps he should acknowledge it. "Well… gee, thanks, Val… I'll surely try to… uh… justify your faith in me I… "

"But we do insist that all our boys be clean, well-bred, and, of course, married, which is what makes them so frantic to do everything that's denied them at home. For the most part, they're all sweet-faced commuter-hubbies just like you, darling; that's what we specialize in. And listen, hon, you'd be surprised how many of these pure-lookin' young daddies lose their prep-school cherries and get versatile overnight, once the right price is quoted."

For one frightening second it seemed to David that he had simply switched puppet-masters, from Montclair to Valerie. Then he remembered the peculiarly enthralling nature of his new career, and the festering excitement began to whip up inside of him once more. "Okay, Val, when do I start?"

"It'll be a few days before I can get your name and dimensions in the new ad," she said. "Let me think… we'll have to dig up a new name for you. What was that phony last name you were using… Thorndike? Hmmm… We certainly can't use 'Dike,' but how about 'Dickie?' "

"Sounds a little cutesy, doesn't it?"

"Not if we spice it up a little. How about: 'Powerhouse Dickie-All Meat and a Yard Long'!"

"OhmyGod, that gives me the chills!" It also gave him the stirrings of a new erection. "It sounds so damned daring! You sure it's all right?"

"Oh baby, anything goes these days. But just think how wild it'll be, you and me working a split-shift. You'll swing here by day, and I'll take on my usual crowd at night."

David thought about this. "Gosh, that means I can go home to Linda and the kids every night, just like always…"

"Of course you can, David! And she needn't even suspect what you've been up to, although she'll probably think you got a raise once all that extra cash comes flowing in… "

— At least I can keep her in the dark for ninety days, thought David, recalling Montclair's promise. But after that, pow! Her daddy will tell her everything. But he decided not to think about that now, because for three months he'd be living the most incredibly split double-life. And surely by the end of the day he'd be more than content to flop on the couch and watch stupefying television. Nor would he demand more than Linda's ritual Sunday evening conviviality, under this new regime.

And yet, there'd be a big and vital decision awaiting him at the end of those three months. There could be no compromises either, because by that time he'd have to know once and for all which way he preferred to spend the rest of his life: as a rising young insurance executive or a flaming male whore. Man, what a fork in the road that would be!

Two days later, after numerous undress-rehearsals with Valerie, David received his first assignment.

"Seventy-five bucks an hour!" squealed Valerie. "Oh honey, you're in luck!"

"Why seventy-five?" he wanted to know.

"Twenty-five a piece."

"Oh? Three pieces, huh?"

"Yes, David. A man and his wife, and his wife's brother."

David sighed a little shakily. "What does she look like?"

"Now stop that, you bad boy! You're not supposed to care what any of them look like, as long as you look good to them."

"But what kind of… I mean, what do they like? How do they want me to… "

"They want a guy who's handsome and young and prettily hung. Period!"

"Who said 'prettily hung,' the woman?"

"No, dear, it was a man who put through the call."

"Oh. Well, I shouldn't have any trouble meeting those qualifications…"

"No… but there was one other thing they stipulated."

"What's that?"

"You've got to be versatile."

He looked at her, then grinned. "Oh hell, you can vouch for that, can't you, baby?"

"Yes, but darling, in this business the word 'versatile' means a little more."

"Like what?"

"You've got to be willing to do anything and everything they ask…"

"Like what?" he said again.

"Don't ask," she said. "Just tell me you're willing. Are you, David?"

David's throat went dry and he swallowed. "Sure. I'm willing."

"Ahh… that's a good brownie!" she gave him a moist, delicious kiss. "I just know you'll come through with flying colors. Now hurry and shower. They'll be here within the hour."

Under the needle-spray David felt the mingled exhilaration of fear and excitement, telling himself how kicky and freaky and just plain mad it would be to start living the life of an Ancient Roman right here in San Francisco. And wow, if his prissy little Linda could see him now, she'd flip right off her pedestal!

While he was carefully drying his potentials later, Valerie slipped in the bathroom and handed him a cocktail, into which she had emptied a capsule of the new THC-drug. This contained the most potent ingredient found in marijuana, and quite often produced prolonged states of voracity in the normally ardent male. Since Valerie stood to make so much more than David this afternoon, she'd see to it that this baby did everything, all right-and beg for more!

Then, with no time to spare, she scurried into her kitchen and brought out a can of Windex-spray. Then scampered back to the living-room, where she un-draped the huge mirrored panel that backed up the mirrored-wall in her bedroom. She sprayed and polished until it sparkled. When she was sure that David was busily applied with his clients, she would go to the door of her secret office and admit the eight voyeur-guests she'd invited to witness the new boy's debut-performance. She had lured these clients to her apartment by sending them enlargements of the nude snapshots she'd taken of David. It was, of course, a one-way mirror; custom-built and quite costly to install, but boasted a full view of the bed and most of its surrounding area.

She would charge her quests fifty dollars a head for this heady pleasure. That, together with a third of what David earned, would add up to a real bonanza for the devoted little procuress. Thinking about it got her so happy, she hummed a little tune as she sprayed her fabulous peep-hole.

SEVENTEEN

Linda Fortune was fit to be tied. Something was happening to her that was too cruel and horrible to be believed. What on earth had she done to deserve this monstrous calamity? She'd fully expected to pay for her sins, of course, but later, for God's sake, not now while she was still so busy committing them. And, actually, what great moral crimes had she perpetrated? As yet, she had hurt no one. David seemed to be overdoing it at the office these days, which was a blessing, for it kept him much too tired and listless to be suspicious. And anyway, what she had done was really quite harmless, compared to some of the garish sex-headlines in most of today's newspapers. Should she be punished for a little experimental dalliance with several healthy, helpful partners? She'd made new and exciting friends so much faster than she'd ever been able to do via the old country-club route. Nor was she beset by any paranoid fears that these new acquaintances might not like her, for they welcomed her with open arms; without even waiting to be introduced, in some cases.

To add to her emancipation, she had discovered latent wells of sensual response within her which she'd never dreamed existed. One of the men-Darlene's huge, Nordic husband-had called her 'a hot and lovely animal.' And instead of feeling offended, she saw this remark as an exciting revelation: she was so much more than she thought she was; and, alas, so very much more than David required in a wife.

But now? Oh dear God, disaster!

She was pregnant. Nearly two months gone. After being initially startled by some telltale signs, she went to an unknown doctor across the Bay, not giving her right name. Then the tests, and the waiting, and the second visit for the final results: "My dear, you will give birth in July, God willing." Those words had sounded so fatal in her ears that Linda screamed all the way home that day, driving along the crowded freeway, turning her radio up loud so no one would hear her shrieking rage.

When Linda realized this baby had to be Brad Grogan's, her freeway aria rose several octaves. It was exactly seven weeks since he'd given her his demonstration in the station-wagon, and that was the only incident within memory when she'd had intercourse without contraception. Before and after, it had either been her Sunday evening diaphragm with David, or, more recently, the daily morning anti-Papal-pill for the newly rigid protection she'd been requiring of late.

She had been such an emotional wreck that awful evening after Brad's assault that it was hours before she'd remembered to douche. Then she'd begun plumbing her bruised depths with a vengeance, but feared it was already too late; and upon observing she might possibly do herself an injury if she didn't cease her fierce efforts, she tossed the bag aside and prayed for the guardian-angel of Planned Parenthood to keep her seedless and barren. Then promptly forgot the horrendous prospect of Brad Grogan's issue blossoming within her.

But it was in there, all right. His. Brad's calling-card and no mistake. Had to be. Black-haired, swarthy-faced Brad with his black-Irish Greek ancestry. There hadn't been a brunette in the family for centuries. Whose picture of her side of the family could she show David to prove from whence had sprung his black-haired child?

Well, there was nothing for it but to have this baby and somehow brainwash David into believing it was his own. He'd always jumped through all of her hoops before, so there was no reason to suppose he'd suffer a lapse in such reflex-conditioning now. If anything, he seemed more agreeable than ever. She couldn't remember when he'd been so passive and pliable. And he was so spent from some new assignment they'd given him at the office that he'd even cancelled his evening classes at U.C. However, he hadn't asked her to stop attending her fictitious book-club meetings two nights a week. On the other hand, he appeared to welcome those evening hours to himself, basking indolently on the divan, watching the children and the TV through half-closed eyes. The final settling-process, Linda supposed, although he seemed sadly young for such vegetation. Yet, this put him in a perfect frame of mind for her to start molding his psyche in advance. There had to be some way to get him to expect a black-haired, black-eyed baby.

She felt an urgent need to discuss this predicament with someone close. She thought instantly of Joyce and tried to visualize her old friend's horrified reaction to learn that she, Linda, had not only been more-or-less raped by her ex-husband, but was about to have his child, which, in a sense, would make her, Joyce, an ex-stepmother.

One morning it occurred to Linda that there was someone to go to, someone warm and understanding. Oh yes!.. the empathic confidante, the tolerant one. Darlene Morrison. She'd tell her what to do.

That morning Linda drove to an isolated phone-booth (would she ever be able to make a phone call from her own home again?) and called her new friend, telling her she had a serious problem she wanted to discuss with her. Darlene immediately assumed she was in some deep venereal trouble and promptly gave her the name of a discreet doctor… "Anything to keep you out of that Gestapo city-clinic on Chase Street. I swear, every time I go there they make me feel like I've just defected from the whole human race, just because I caught a little virus…"

"Oh no, you're quite wrong, Darlene," Linda laughed a bit nervously, "it's nothing like that. Although, in a way, I suppose it is something like that, depending on how you look at it."

"Hmmm… that sounds like I'd better have a look at it, darlin', and fast. You want to come over now?" It was eleven a.m. "It's a good time for me, Linda, because I'm due at the nursery at one, and tonight I'm doing three shows. Fridays are wild for me!"

Linda still found it difficult to adjust to Darlene's schizoid job-activities: co-managing a day-nursery five afternoons a week, and dancing topless on Broadway every weekend. "You're sure I won't be disturbing you?" said Linda.

"Hell no, baby, I'm on my second cup of coffee already. You can join me for half a dozen more. 'Course, we can't talk too loud, 'cause Johnny's got the swing-shift this week and he's still in the bedroom, snorin' his li'l ol' adenoids off!" Darlene's husband was a part-time merchant-marine and truck-driver; a big and power-fully-sexed simple soul.

"All right, dear," said Linda. "I'll see you in thirty minutes or so…"

And in an hour's time Linda had told Darlene the whole story, seated comfortably in the girl's cozy and attractive living-room and finishing her third cup of coffee. Darlene had been listening intently, smoking endless cigarettes and refilling her coffee cup. The lovely girl looked tawny and appealing in a loose-fitting robe of amber tulle, her lustrous auburn hair falling in soft cascades about her shoulders, the firm conical mounds of her breasts quite discernible under the filmy garment. What a strikingly beautiful creature she is, thought Linda; even more so because of the dusky golden bronze of her coloring. She also decided that Darlene was surely the most feminine woman she'd ever known. And yet, as she reviewed some of the intensity of their group-encounters, she found it damnably confusing that any girl this feminine could display such overt lesbian tendencies; especially since she seemed to be absolutely mad about her husband, both physically and romantically. Could wise old Freud and Kraft-Ebbing have been wrong after all when they pedantically discussed rigid patterns and syndromes of sexual behavior? And if they were mistaken, it meant that to deviate was healthy and universal, though not in the Catholic sense, of course. Oh dear!.. It was all too new and baffling for Linda Fortune.

And now, having fallen silent, she felt the girl's eyes probing hers. "Honey, do you know one thing?… I am on to you!"

"What do you mean by that?" asked Linda.

"You think I'm gonna advise you to get an abortion. That's really why you came here, girl, and that's what you want to hear, now isn't it?"

This took Linda by surprise, because she hadn't given a thought to what Darlene might suggest, but had simply wanted to unburden herself. "No, Darlene, believe me, you're quite wrong. Even if I were capable of such an act, there would be too many risks involved. I might never be able to have any more children, for one thing…"

Darlene gave her a speculative appraisal, as if to determine her sincerity. "Honey, you just said the right thing to the right person," she said, her face suddenly aglow with a warm smile. "Because listen, girl, I do not hold with abortion. It's against everything I stand for and dream about. I adore kids… I mean I really love them. That's why I've gotta work around 'em every day. You see, Johnny and me… we can't have kids. It's me, and it's purely physical, or glandular or whatever-the-hell they want to call it. Darlin', I cannot produce to save my soul, and I'm here to tell ya we have tried everything from hormones to voodoo to inhaling the bottled-breath of five trapped virgins… (that's a brand new one, hot from Europe!) All of which is one of the many reasons why my Johnny's such a sweet livin' doll of a husband, because… if he wanted to blast out on his own he could populate the whole Bay Area with all that juicy equipment he's got goin' for him-you dig?"

Smiling, Linda nodded, vividly recalling some of the plunging sessions which she, Darlene and Brad had managed with the heftily-built Johnny Morrison. Those many hours and moments had caused Linda to believe strongly in a nationwide program of 'Sex Education For Adults,' proving conclusively that one's body can go on living after marriage.

"Believe me, Darlene, I love children too, and my only reason for coming here today was just to talk to someone sympathetic…"

Moving with a sublime ease and grace, Darlene leaned forward and slipped her arms around Linda. "Sweet Stuff, you are so pretty. And I'll bet you haven't any idea how it excites me to make love to a girl who's given birth, to feel a beautiful woman's body that has achieved something mine can never do. My God, honey, it's like I'm holdin' all my dreams in my arms at once!"

For Linda, this was another surprise. Or had she secretly expected to hear these personal declarations… even hoped for it? It was the first time the two women had touched when there were no men present to give them their heterosexual of approval. Without Brad and Johnny taking part, these desires took the form of isolated acts and thus seemed far more unnatural and perverse. Their behavior would now be termed exclusively homosexual, whereas in a group they could always claim they were just being hot for whoever got their men hot, whether the origin of this stimulus be male or female.

But like this? No, there was too much divorcement from all social reality, too much danger… and too great a commitment involved. However, as Linda started to pull away she saw Darlene's winsome face move, in closer to hers, then felt the girl's soft warm lips caressing her own… light, fluttery dabs that took all the fear away, and by so doing, released Linda's most needful responses until she found herself giving into the gentle instinct, letting the kiss build to a sweetly full-mouthed completion… as once more the power of nearness and immediacy took all the worry out of making love…

Darlene moved back, her eyes luminous as she grinned. "Little Mommy… little fountain of babies!" She patted Linda's still-flat abdomen. "How many will this make?"

"Oh my God!.. four!" gasped Linda, her worries quickly returning.

"Oooh darling', ain't that grand!" Darlene was delighted. "Do you have any pictures of your kids? You know, small snapshots you carry in your billfold?"

Linda dug in her purse and yanked out her miniature wallet-sized gallery. Then watched the idyllic expression on Darlene's face as she carefully viewed each picture, asking questions, full of enthusiasm and interest. "Oh Linda, they are so gorgeous! You think maybe I could see 'em some time?"

Linda stiffened in her seat. Had that question been as innocent as it sounded, or was there a subtly veiled threat hidden in those words? How could she explain this vivid-looking topless dancer suddenly visiting her in Hillsborough?

Darlene was watching her with a quiet smile, and when she spoke her tone was more subdued, almost polite. "Maybe some morning you could drive Janice and Larry to Golden Gate Park and I could meet you there."

Linda gave her a look of deep gratitude. "Yes, that would be easy to manage. And I know they'd enjoy it too." However, Linda could not shake the thought that this girl might one day appear at her home, unexpectedly. And now she considered the possibility of blackmail, wondering if she'd been imprudent to confess the truth about her pregnancy. What in the world would she do if Darlene threatened to tell the facts to everyone who mattered? David, her parents, her friends. She'd have to meet all her demands to prevent this, probably supporting her and Johnny for the rest of their lives…

"What's your problem now, Sweet-Stuff?" Darlene inquired coolly. "Have you told me everything?" Then, with a chuckle, "Or is that what you're afraid of, that you've told me too much?"

"No, Darlene… I… I was thinking of Brad. I'd never want him to know about this baby… that it was his, I mean. He's the one I'm afraid of. Because he would talk, you know, let it slip out some day, and… well, it would be a mess…"

Darlene took a thoughtful sip of her coffee, then gazed down at her hands for a moment. "I'd never tell him, Linda…" slowly gazing upwards until her eyes met Linda's. "I don't spill the beans to anybody, and baby, you won't have to do me no favors to keep me quiet…" then her face broke into a flashing smile, "except maybe to let me see those sweet kids of yours…"

Linda met her gaze and held it; then fully returned her smile, at once ashamed of her suspicions. This girl was so wonderfully warm and perceptive, how could she have been so stodgy or trite to think her capable of extortion? "You're a very sweet person, Darlene," she said, taking the girl's hand, "and I hope with all my heart that you'll have children of your own some day. But… well, my only problem now is that my husband will surely know this baby isn't his the moment he lays eyes on it…"

"Oh shoot, girl, not if you lie real good and keep lyin' 'til your dyin' day!"

Linda chuckled at this flare of vehemence. "But their coloring is so completely opposite. Brad's so Latin and dark, but David's very blond, and so am I…"

Darlene burst into a wild seizure of laughter. "Oh honey, this is a little too much, you comin' to me with a color-problem, but wait a minute here… let me think. Why can't you just tell him it's an accident of nature? Sure, happens every day. Dig up some statistics and case-histories and have them ready for him. Most happily married guys believe what they want to believe anyway, unless they've got some real evidence to the contrary. Your husband doesn't have any idea you've been cattin' around, does he?"

"Well… he's been rather quiet and withdrawn lately, but no… I'm sure he doesn't suspect anything that's happened to me, for David's an adorably trusting soul. It's simply that Brad's his very best friend, so I'm sure he'll see the resemblance…"

Without the least warning, Darlene reached over and pulled Linda in her arms, giving her a fierce and passionate kiss on the mouth. "Now honey, you just shut that tasty mouth of yours, because you are a worry-wart, and what I mean is you have got to think positive. Tell me one thing, Linda: you want to have this baby?"

A bit flustered by this onslaught, Linda tried to gather her wits. "Well… Let's say I wouldn't do anything not to have it."

"Then by God, girl, you have it!.. and to hell with what anyone thinks! Whatever comes to his mind, a guy like your David would keep it to himself, just to preserve your home and your solid way of life."

"Right," said Linda, wondering how the girl could be so uncannily accurate about a man she'd never met. "David is like that. See no evil, do no evil…" The way she, Linda, had been, only two months ago. Before her birth?

Linda now gave a start as Darlene's hand crept slowly up her thigh. She gripped Darlene's hand and held it still. "Please no… not here!"

"Where would you suggest, honey, Union Square?"

"No, Darlene… I'm sorry. It just doesn't feel right, like this, I mean…"

"You're not afraid of waking Johnny, are you? He sleeps like a rock."

"But that's just it," said Linda, still clutching the girl's hand on her thigh. "I'd probably feel better if he were awake and… and watching us…"

With a knowing grin, Darlene leaned forward and softly brushed her lips against Linda's, then glanced down at her watch. "Tell you what, hon. Johnny's alarm goes off at twelve-thirty, which is exactly ten minutes from now. So why don't we let him wake up the way nature intended? Know what I mean? Let him Walk in here and find us beautifully involved and naked on this couch."

Linda drew in her breath, at once terribly frightened and excited by this idea. "But how can we be sure of his reaction, Darlene? I mean… if it's so unexpected, something he hadn't planned?"

"Darlin', that boy is at his horniest when he wakes up, so believe me, whatever he does, we will get the full benefit."

"Oh no, we'd better not…"

"Honey, we've now got nine minutes rehearsal time before big Johnnie comes marchin' in here and sees us in action." Darlene rose and slipped out of her robe, and Linda's mouth fell open as she gazed up at this girl's svelte and magnificent body… a dancer's body, disciplined and lithe of limb and hip, but with breasts like marble globes, full and tan and pink-crested. Linda's eyes now gazing downward to the black bushy patch that softly shielded the furry sweet-scented crease between Darlene's thighs, and Linda saw the beckoning there, saw the vulnerable dew… her throat going parched and dry, her tongue moving out over her lips as she licked, but shook her head. "No, Darlene, I know what you want, and I can't. I admit I love it when you do it… but I could never… bring myself… oh… never…" Still staring there.

"Sweetie, you are makin' such a big boo-boo by just sittin' there thinking about it, when all you have to do is get undressed and let me plant you where I need you…"

Linda rose and stood very near the girl, then pressed in closer, yearning to feel the heat and undulance of those naked breasts against her body… loving their spongy resilience as they touched her bodice. Darlene reached behind and unzipped Linda's dress. Then, her fingers deft and speedy, off came the slip and bra and panties. Now, at last, these two lovely young women stood naked and near… "We're the same height, baby," murmured Darlene, the girls' eyes gazing downward at the throb-dangled fullness of their tan and ivory breasts. "Look how we match! We're a set!"

Four fat full breasts now touched at their crests, hardening nipple-duets in taut tender salute… pushing, rubbing… clinging founts of girl-flesh blending into one. And like a whip across their backs, this lacerating sting of desire set the two women off, as now Linda could see herself doing anything this girl asked of her… oh to please her and have her and share with her in this mindless needing moment, without any thought of vanity or ego or social taboos… to devour the heat of her, now!

… In each others' arms and swiftly beholden, the girls in their seething lure… devoid of words and inarticulate as they clung and toyed and fondled, mouths dipped in the brief fast clutching kisses that were many and furious. Girls swaying and weaving where they stood, now dropping onto the divan, long supple flurry of legs entwined, lotion-soft womanly fingers kneading and searching… "Oh God, girl, you're fantastic!" said Darlene. "Urnmm, sweet Mama-belly, it's so good to feel your hot little baby-factory bouncin' all over my body!" Linda whimpered softly in anticipation as she felt the girl's hot mouth begin its moistured journeying… Darlene lowering her head and taking a fat, fruit-ripened breast in her mouth, sucking it gently, and then letting her sharp teeth scrape against the nipple… With a tigerish pitch of her body, the ravenous Negress dipped lower on Linda's body, letting her tongue glide slickly from her navel downward… her lips a fiery swarm as they edged slowly lower… lower, trickling, enraging… "Oh damn you, Darlene! Hurry, hurry!.. You know what I love…!" Until at last Darlene's mouth found the haven it hungered for, her hands now spreading those sweet lady-thighs to let her tongue dip and enter… lips forming their artful pressures into an endless swirling kiss… as Linda groaned and raised up to watch the girl's sensuous nuzzling mouth so deeply planted there… all thoughts of revulsion leaving her now as she felt that quivering hot tongue go searching inside of her… eyes peering at Darlene's luscious jangling breasts that bounced and wobbled as she sucked. Linda now shuddering and biting her lips as she felt her clitoris come to life, felt that pulling throb of lips surrounding it… and… oooohhhh! That sweet headless source of all passion which only another woman could match or share or comprehend… Secrets and juices and hubs which men can only lick but never duplicate… Linda groaning and gasping more feverishly as her body became a boiling mass of desire… "Ahh no, not yet… it's too lovely, Darlene… too soon!" She reached down and grabbed the girl's hair, a gesture that told Darlene that this was the most propitious moment to strike. She did a fast pirouette off the couch and reversed her position, lying on top of Linda so that her velvety-bronze thighs were spread out over the girl's face, while Darlene swept her face back between Linda's legs and thirstily let her mouth resume its softly lapping position… Linda moaning out with the stabbing lunges of Darlene's scooping tongue… Ummm! Linda gazing headily upwards at the lush vista of intimacy and female, her hands now swarming over the mounds of Darlene's buttocks, clutching and pulling the satiny flesh down low… aromas electric and intoxicating… black-forested crotch dipping in at her mouth… ahhh!.. moistures so rampant and ready, as Linda sighed and consigned herself to all the dark purgatory-pits that yawned and pleaded and with a cry, she pressed those yearning vaginal lips to her own, shyly kissing them at first, then nibbling; her lips softly experimental in new succulence… tongue lurking stealthily inside… and then it happened! Linda at once grew incensed with the tangy flavors and sauces, gripping Darlene's buttocks and pulling in as much of this fresh feast as she could manage… now avidly sucking and draining and moaning, for it tasted like new summer rain against her lips and how she loved those randy lust-showers '… wanting more and more… unnn!.. Lifting those ivory-cream cheeks higher, then jamming all of this new-found treat into her mouth… the girls now a writhing duet of gasps and gulping sobs as they sucked… not even hearing Johnny's alarm-clock when it went off. But a moment later he appeared, huge and lumbering in the doorway of his bedroom. And gaped at the revolving girl-dipped orgy that whirled and pumped on his divan… his big, all-night spike of an erection bursting through the opening of his pajamas. "Holy Smoke!" he roared. "Look who's comin' for breakfast!" Then he slowly ambled towards them, jolly blond giant starting to trickle and salivate already, because look at… look at the sight of them…! Aw man, all that flowin' soup and me without a ladle…! He stood directly above them now, staring greedily at those flailing white-and-tan thighs and cushiony ass-flesh. Johnny was an enormous, barrel-chested man in his late thirties, with a pugnacious jutting jaw and a severe blond crew-cut, and while he had no history of any respiratory ailments, he was finding it hard to get his breath at the moment… his tongue darting back and forth across his rugged fleshy mouth. He pulled the drawstring on his pajamas and let the pants drop, his powerful fat weapon thumping out in full view. Linda tried to pull her mouth away from its oozing feast, but it had just occurred to her that no babies would ever pass that barren portal, a thought that so filled her with emotion that she began to suck more ardently than ever… and besides, what could she say to Johnny anyway, once her mouth was free, since it was rather late for social graces or apologies. However, as it turned out, she needn't have considered the amenities at all, for Johnny pressed his wife's squirming ass down hard against Linda's face once more, making it easier for her to continue her juicy initiation… "Aw Christ!.. it's like I'm havin' a big wet dream right in my own living room," his burly fingers now working up and down on his huge, moistening rod. Suddenly he uttered a hoarse growling sound and swooped down at them, lowering his big face between his wife's rearing buttocks and madly beginning to kiss the velvety flesh, a look of sublime bestiality in his eyes as he got a closer view of Linda's sexy lips in their feverish crotch-dipped action, ahhh!.. pussy feed in' on pussy, and both such perfect little beauties! To Johnny, this was pure and fluid poetry and he meant to get in on it… as now he watched Linda's lovely blue eyes gazing upwards to see his big Nordic mouth nearing the slit-center between Darlene's flaring cheeks… watched those giant-hands clutch and spread and saw his flicking tongue dive deep into the brownish-rosy nub of Darlene's anus, until Johnny's lips were busily buried there, entreating, making love… as Linda had to seize Darlene about the hips to keep her from pitching them off the couch, for the frenzied Negress now began to twitch and groan as she felt that lapping chorus of hot mouths so sealed and kissing at her bottom… two licking searing tongues filling all her vacancies and needs… as she continued to suck and digest Linda's delectable juices with a wild voracity… Linda gulping and licking as she watched Johnny's mouth swirling and digging between the voluptuous buttocks above her.

Johnny rose up, panting and disheveled, pulling off his pajama-tops. Then he reached out his two enormous arms and rolled both girls bodily off the couch, maintaining their locked position until he had twirled them in a complete circle, and then settled them carefully on the floor, with Darlene's legs still straddled over Linda's face, as the Negro girl dutifully continued to dine on her appealing guest. Now Johnny had the freedom and space he wanted, and he licked his lips as he saw Darlene's sweet round ass pointed up and out for an easy entry. Kneeling behind his wife, he hoisted her rump in a most felicitous position, then shoved an enormous TV-cushion under Linda's head so that she could still reach high enough to remain glued to her bubbly confection. Then Johnny aimed his thick throbbing weapon inwards at the moistened crease of Darlene's tawny cheeks, only a few precipitous inches above the beautiful clit-locked emollience of Linda's mouth, as slowly he eased his eager rod up… and in… and digging, until the head of it was clamped by the vise-like valve at the opening, Darlene writhing and groaning more fiercely as she sucked… until with one quick single hip-thrust, Johnny went charging fully up his wife's quivering, pulverizing rectum… oohmmm!.. so tight and clenching… and… "Ahhhhh!.. MotheraGod, is this the end! Oooh baby, it feels so damned lovable in… so wild…!" He gripped Darlene by the shoulders and pulled her down hard on his plummeting spear, then pressed his wife's face deeper between Linda's squirming thighs, hungrily watching those sensual girl-sucking formations of lips and tongue and growing more incensed by what he saw, as he fucked and rammed more deeply into her… Linda whipped into hotter frenzies by the cuddly hot slapping of his balls against her hair as she gazed up at that huge battering husband-cock embedding itself so thickly in and out of the flesh that she, too, was devouring. They heard the throat-scraping howls from Darlene, her body bucking and thrashing… as Linda felt the thunderous beginnings of her own orgasm even as the passion-crazed Negro girl convulsively jerked her body and let loose her precious streams, a veritable cloudburst surging past Linda's arms… and the girl gagged in the hot-drowning swarm and wasn't ready, but was coming now herself… trembling and spurting and gasping and sucking and ooooh!.. yes, coming…! So Linda let it happen like that… sipped and sobbed and welcomed these fresh tart, flows of debauchery… wallowing in this exotic mixture of slime and quicksilver… the serum and stuff of life… ahhh!.. see how the dear humanity-droppings for spraying and draining down the throat of married-lady-virgin to take root there and make her a part of everybody who gasps and pours into the flesh-receptacles of mother… at last, for Linda, the blending belonging link to fit the chain… as now she heard the violent storm of Johnny's thudding climax, glancing above her to watch that awesome final spectacle-plunge… and oh God, what drama this man gave to his orgasm, what a wailing breast-beating sweep to the performance… like something grand and operatic, as if a whole band of executioners had arrived to drag him screaming to the gallows… and Linda realized that they had all clung exquisitely together in this surging tide, gone under and dissolved in their mutual lust-swamps. Ahh, but more than the three of them, she reminded herself; for Brad Grogan was also here and accounted for. His feisty little embryo locked and taking seed deep in the tongued-out womb of her. Oh, impudent little bastard-amoeba had no doubt felt the tip of Darlene's zealous tongue… infant's first weaning, and God, what an appropriate start for the son of a rapist!

… Bodies still clenched and fondling on that morning breakfast-floor… limbs akimbo, mouths red and full-blown from thankful indulgence… communal flesh still sighing out the tributes… gone moist and becalmed in quenched harvest…

… I am emptied, thought Linda… and at last fulfilled.

Later that day she thought of her pregnancy again, and made the big decision. If David did not want this baby, she would give it to Darlene, sign it over to her at birth.

Then she made the mistake of telling the girl this the very next day.

EIGHTEEN

In years to come, whenever David Fortune looked back on his first day as a multi-faceted prostitute, he would never be able to identify himself as the man who went through all those outlandish gyrations. And yet, he grew quickly willing to please, for he found it a Wondrous, heady innovation that so many people could find joy from his body. Who would have thought this mere accident of glands and physiognomy could bring him such glowing adulation? Never in his wildest dreams had he imagined such a bizarre route to independence and self-respect.

His first assignment proved to be a most grueling caper. Even though Valerie had solidly primed him with her propaganda speeches, to say nothing of the potent nectar she'd slipped into his cocktail, David wasn't really prepared for the trio he encountered that day.

The two men were in their early and late forties. One was thick-set and balding, with a fat savage face and wet, sneering lips. The other was excessively tall and angular, his eyes shifty, face gaunt and sallow. Both had the look of men who were preoccupied with the thought of sex every waking hour, their mouths and eyes reflecting dark hints of fetishism and obsession. The woman who accompanied them was married to Hank, the taller and younger of the two men, and was the older man's sister. David saw at a glance that Sarah, as she asked to be called, was pushing sixty, although she was well-preserved for such an aging shrew. She was quite tiny and feline, with an intensity of gesture and expression that reminded David of Gloria Swanson in Sunset Boulevard.

David noticed some impressive diamonds on Sarah's fingers, from which he deduced that Hank had married for money, and was no doubt accustomed to buying the lady whatever and whomever she wanted, as long as she paid for it. Ambrose, the fat scowling one, appeared to be along for a smirking voyeur-ride, although David couldn't be sure, judging from the way this man kept licking his clumsy sprawl of a mouth. Nor had anyone ever stared at him with such blatant hostility in his eyes, as if he not only hated all whores but could gladly throttle anyone in the least attractive.

David's attempts at light conversation… "Well, folks, here it is almost Thanksgiving-time again!"… were met with a stony silence. His patrons spoke very little until they were all inside the bedroom with the door closed.

"Can you lock that door?" asked fat-Ambrose.

"You needn't worry about that," said David. "Nobody can get in."

"He just wants to make sure nobody can get out," said the sylph-like Sarah, emitting a shrill and mirthless giggle.

David shifted about uneasily, and then told Ambrose there was a key on the table, and if it would make him feel any better, he could lock the door from the inside and stick the key in his pocket. All of which Ambrose did, quickly and unhesitantly. Then he turned and grinned at David, slobbering his tongue over his thick ugly lips. "This is how we always play. You don't mind, do you?"

"Oh no, no… I don't mind," David said hurriedly, remembering Valerie's instructions: whatever they want, be the willing, eager lackey-boy…

"Take all your clothes off," fat-Ambrose gruffly ordered him.

None of them had made a move towards him, but simply stood there, staring. David tried smiling at them, feeling there should be some warmth to the proceedings; after all, sex was one of the primary emotions. He also wished they'd turn off that glaring overhead chandelier, but knew he couldn't suggest this, for everything had to be their idea.

"Strip down in front of the mirror," said Hank. "That way we'll get two studs for the price of one."

David edged closer to the mirror, a maneuver which particularly enthralled Valerie and her surreptitious audience in the living-room, who were already panting and reaching for their pocket-kleenex.

Quickly, David slipped out of his trousers, socks and shoes. Then his shirt. He was about to remove his briefs but Sarah, who preambled everything she said with the same raspy giggle, now issued a new order: "Wait! Leave the diapers on, baby-boy, and get it hard inside of 'em. Always such a nostalgic sight for me to see a man bulging out in his B.V. Dees!"

"Reminds her of her first husband," said Hank and Sarah sniffled a little in corroboration.

David stood there with his briefs on, a pleasant grin on his face. His low-slung pack of instruments seemed well enough for him, but he knew what she wanted, and wondered how the hell they expected him to get a hard-on in such a cold, sexless atmosphere, without even being touched there? Nobody ventured near him, nor did they start removing their own clothes. They simply waited, glaring between his legs for the requested erection. David began to feel like a juke-box they'd just stuck a quarter into but failed to light up. His muscles went tense and he felt that in the silent suspension of this moment his whole life hung in the balance… Dammit, think hard-on!.. he told himself, gritting his teeth and flexing and expanding the weighty head of his penis as he tried to summon up hot lips and nipples and thighs and Valerie's ass and… oh hell, it was no good… and while it was true that he hung well, he sure wasn't hanging stiff.

Sarah turned to her brother, fat-Ambrose, and let out a petulant whinny… "Aw honey, look at that!.. he thinks I'm repulsive… I don't excite him… 'cause I'm just too old and skinny, and he doesn't want me…" Then the abrupt shift in attitude as she hacked out another giggle. "Make him want me, Ambrose. Go ahead, dear, make the naughty boy get it hard…"

The huge, tubby man walked over to David and stood very close to him. David tried not to stare as the thick red tongue slid out over the bulging lips, and also tried not to inhale the garlic breath. "Get it hard," barked Ambrose. "My beautiful sister likes to see it stick out…"

David tried out a boyish chuckle. "Ha ha!.. I think it needs help…"

"So help it! What do you think I'm gonna do, jag you off? You think I'm a fruit! Is that what you think?"

"Oooh no… no!.. I meant that I would… uh… help it… "

"All right, then, go ahead. Play with the silly thing… do anything you like with it, but just remember it's my sis who wants to see how much ya got, not me… 'cause I couldn't care less… Gotta big fat hunk of my own, so if it was cocks I wanted to look at, I've got a built-in supply… know what I mean?"

David nodded, staring across at silent lanky-Hank, who stood slack-mouthed and gaping, the whites of his eyes glazing. Fat-Ambrose didn't back away a single inch as David reached into the slot of his briefs and yanked out his plump loose prick, immediately starting to jag it, feeling the icy inquisition of their eyes. He saw Ambrose's pupils go slightly distended as he peered downward, and wished to hell the man would back away, or stop breathing those rank fumes until he got it hard. But fat-Ambrose remained close, while David desperately fingered and caressed his temperamental member, feeling their needling eyes on him in the silent gloom.

"Watch Hank undress Sarah," said Ambrose. "That oughta get you hot just lookin' at her titties…"

Hank moved towards his wife, and she stood stiff and inert while he stripped her down. David felt that the sight of a woman's breasts just might do the trick for him at this point, so he waited hopefully for Hank to get her blouse off.

But the life in Sarah's living-bra proved to be none of her own, for the garment turned out to be a pitifully padded device of allure, and everyone laughed at the gaping disappointment on David's face.

"Hey, Ambrose, he's a breast-man!" said Hank. "Why don't you show him yours?"

David glanced inadvertently at Ambrose's panting chest-girth, and thought crazily that the guy probably would have a lot more than Sarah… his head reeling a little, as he suddenly wondered how that single cocktail Valerie had given him could make him feel so giddy… and why this delayed-action?

"Ya wanna see my knockers, boy?" barked Ambrose. "Are you that kinda of weirdo?"

David gazed absently at his reflection in the mirror and one of the aging homosexuals on the other side of the wall let out a heart-fluttering sigh. David turning his head again and nodding agreeably… "Whatever you say… anything you like…"

"I knew it!" Fat-Ambrose gave the others a sardonic leer. "You're as freaky as they come-right?"

"Right."

"Okay, now you keep playin' with that thing, dammit… I wanna see how fast it gets hard after I take my shirt off…" Off came fat-Ambrose's tie, after which he slowly unbuttoned his shirt and removed it, watching David's eyes just to make sure he was driving the boy crazy. He stood there in his white T-shirt, his bulbous breasts full and protrusive. "How about these hunks'a heaven, sonny-boy? What size cup ya think I oughta have?"

David felt dazed and warm, his hand gripping his loose cock, eyes peeled faithfully to Ambrose's heaving flesh. "Uh… C–Cup…?" he muttered.

"Want me to take my top off so's you can see'em bounce?"

David nodded, his blood racing through his veins as he wondered what kind of vermouth Valerie had used in that cocktail.

"If you want it, say so!" ordered Ambrose. "Tell me what you want to see!"

"I… I want to see'em bounce!"

"See what bounce?" howled fat-Ambrose.

"Tits!" said David, and felt the jerking tremors of an erection as he uttered that word, glancing wildly over at Sarah, who was now naked, her nipples as flat as a boy's, her pale pubic pit absolutely hairless. She retched out a few more giggles as she caught the frantic look in his eyes, David trying to superimpose a pair of full, sprouting breasts on her paltry person. He gazed back at Ambrose's mountainous chest. "Tits!" he said again. "Want to see your tits bounce!" And a cold chill went up his spine as he felt his cock grow even thicker in his hand, and wondered how the hell this fat old slob could be getting him hot when he was so disgusting to look at and revolting to smell and quite conspicuously not a female!

"All right, stop begging and whining!" said Ambrose, and peeled off his undershirt. His globular throbs of flesh bobbed out, full and round, the nipples long and rigid. Ooh Goddamn!.. They did look like a woman's breasts, thought David… which made everything even more grisly, because this guy was such a bull and a monster.

"Aren't they lovely?" shrieked Sarah. "That's why Father always liked him best!"

Her husband Hank doubled up in stitches over that one, and David felt that the sight of Ambrose's mammalish members was getting him a little drunk… his eyes fastened intently to those long hard nipples, knowing they wouldn't believe him if he told them how completely repelled he was because… oh wow, the longer he stared at fat-Ambrose's knockers, the harder his cock got. He glanced briefly in the mirror to appraise the swollen bloom at the head of it… while on the other side of the wall there were some 'ahhhs!' and 'awwws!' and a ripple of applause.

"Maybe he wants to suck'em, Ambrose," said lanky-Hank.

Grinning and wet-lipped, Ambrose tickled his fingertips over his nipples and stared at the sculptured perfection of David's mouth. "Is that what you want, boy? Wanna taste some of my hot melon?"

"He's got a rugged, manly face, but those lips must have come straight from his Mama!" Sarah went into another giggle-seizure.

"Answer me, boy!.. you wanna give these a lickin'…?"

"Whatever you want," muttered David, "my… uh… desires don't count."

"All right, then let's just say I wanna do whatever makes you happy," said Ambrose. Then he thrust out a meat-hook of a hand and shoved David's face down against his naked breasts. "Go to it, boy, I can't stand to watch your hungry face another minute…"

Amidst more shrieks and giggles. Hank and Sarah ran eagerly across the room for a close view of this performance. David felt the hot-spike of manly nipple brush against his mouth and as he felt the burning heat of their eyes, he slowly parted his lips and let the yeasty ape-flesh slide in against his tongue… his eyes darting feverishly to their faces as they gaped and ogled… their eyes on his mouth making him hungrier for this depravity, as now David pulled more of the pendulous member into his mouth, sucking and swabbing and growing crazily excited to have witnesses see his lips in that unlikely place…

… While in the living-room all of Valerie's patrons rose to their feet in panting tribute. Even their hostess stopped doing her nails long enough to peer closer at this scene, both excited by what she saw, and proud of her own judgment. She'd certainly been right about David; he'd been crying for the sewer all his life…

The harder David sucked at fat-Ambrose's bosom, the harder his cock stood out… which, to him, seemed like some fantastic miracle, as he felt the dizzying tremors of uncharted passions, knowing he was being debased and lowered before alien eyes, and oh God, how he gloried in the dirty thrill of it! To uncleanse himself at last, to show the world once and for all that he wasn't pure and saintly and untried… and oh man, what a gloriously filthy revelation… to taste this swollen forbidden ugliness… the groveling indignities and distortions of finding appetites for that which was the epitome of all revulsion… simply because nobody in the world would expect him to be doing this… and oooh, he was doing it, under dirty recording eyes… sucking the fat man's breasts, and making good on this the very first day of his career…

"All right, stand back and let me see your progress," said Ambrose, pushing the boy's head away. "Stand up straight."

David did so, and all three silently appraised the pink-glowed erection that jabbed out of his briefs.

"Hank, honey, take off the baby's panties now," said Sarah.

Hank bent before David and slowly unravelled the briefs, one hand gripping the stiff throbbing cock while he pulled the garment down.

"My sis likes to see her husband with a strange man's dick in his hand," Ambrose explained conversationally.

"Aw, the fink!.. Look, it's gettin' soft!" complained Hank, rising and glowering at David.

"Well, I refuse to give in and let him suck my tits again!" announced fat-Ambrose, stamping his foot rebelliously, his hands flailing up to cover his dowager-breasts.

"I know what to do!" giggled Sarah. She scampered over to the bed where she'd thrown her enormous handbag. She dug inside and brought out a small, gleaming package, then scooted back to the group. "Here Hank, honey, slap some of this on his pecker, and then give him a good jerkin' with your long bony fingers…"

Hank unpeeled the package, and David saw at once that it contained margarine. Holy Christ! Now they're going to baste me…! Then he gasped as he felt Hank's fingers applying the cool, slippery substance all up and down his cock… Hank sinking back down on his knees and ferociously starting to masturbate the boy, an imbecilic grin on his face. David instantly felt the new swelling and let out an involuntary groan, for it was such a wet and buttery feeling… ohhhh!.. up and down and what the hell did they want from him!.. repulsive creeps gettin' him hotter than he'd ever been in his life… "Aw… better hold it," he moaned, gazing down at his gleaming greased-up prick and, abstractedly, finding it just as photogenic as Valerie said it was, but ummm!.. it was much too damp to be handled like that… or hell, maybe they wanted to see him spray out all over them… was that it? "Do you… do you people want it to happen like this…?"

"Jesus, look at his eyes!" jeered fat-Ambrose. "Look at them poppin' degenerate eyes on him… OohmyGod, is this pervert ever in the right business!"

Then everything happened so fast, David had very little time for new reactions. Fat-Ambrose disappeared somewhere behind him, and Sarah gripped her husband's jagging hand and pressed it so tightly around David's prick that he cried out with sudden pain. Now both Hank and Sarah were digging their fingers into his thick wet meat. "Put your hands behind your back if you want us to let go!" ordered Hank.

David quickly did as they asked, and they dropped his cock. Then he heard a clanging sound behind him, the feel of cold steel about his wrists, and knew at once that Ambrose had fastened a pair of handcuffs on him. He thought instantly of the Vice-Squad, but felt sure they'd never probe this far into a scene before making an arrest. He opened his mouth to protest, but felt a wide piece of black adhesive tape flap tightly across his lips.

"All right, boys, lift him up and get him over to the bed," cried Sarah. "He's gonna find out we don't believe in pampering our love-slaves!"

As the men hauled his nude husky body towards the bed. David decided they were going a little too far, because he didn't go for all this bossy manhandling… except that he supposed this wasn't really true, because as they carried him, his prick stayed as hard and excited as ever… bobbing and expanding as they hurled him flat on the bed. David now gaped wildly as giggling Sarah climbed on top of him, digging her nails into his nipples until he grunted from the sting. She plopped her cool skimpy flanks on his chest and straddled her legs over his head until her scrawny thighs pressed against his ears. David glared curiously at her long and ragged split-labia, the first he'd ever seen without its customary lunatic-fringe. While he was trying to determine exactly what was wanted of him in this helpless state, Sarah let out a lusty cackle and in a single savage gesture, ripped the tape off his lips. David winced and opened his mouth to cry out, but his protests were instantly muffled by Sarah's hot and gaping vagina. She had lurched up and crushed the tender meaty slit deep against his parted mouth, and as David gasped and tried to get his breath, she spread the gnarled lips of her cunt and sank in on him, furrowing, angling, giggling. David's tongue caught the circling inside that deep crease of flesh… the others shouting out orders:

"Aw suck her where she sits boy!" roared Ambrose. "Keep diggin' that schoolboy tongue 'til she tells'ya to stop…!

"I'm a Grandmother, Sonny," said Sarah, squirming and sliding her urine-flavored bottom all over his face, "does that make you any thirstier?"

"Oooh!.. Eat the Granny-Cranny!" yelled Hank, clapping his hands idiotically and bending low to watch this gulpy action, overjoyed to see another, much younger guy taking over his chores for once.

David felt a new and writhing turmoil in his loins, a lashing greed that was primitive and jungle-dipped as he licked and pumped up those acrid aging flavors, panting and confused and disturbed by this added defilement… hands bound and mouth trapped at the base of old lady tigress-spout, a devourement that tasted gamier with every thrusting pout of his full and boyish lips… ummm, lap and lick and suck and let these crippling-fresh frenzies grow in your mouth, clean-boy, pure-boy!.. until the voracities became such surging demons that he wished his hands were free to spread this skewered-out hag-pit and bury his whole gutter-swallowing face right up that tangy-wangy witch-nest… And aww, scrape some of yesterday's creams and popped-memories and leavings… Ummm, I'll suck this old bag's gizzard! Goddamn, can't they see how much I like it… aw look at me, you guys! look at Youth making a meal out of the hot-Decrepit!.. always had respect for the Elderly, even my own father-in-law with his skinny nightmare-ass… ummm, wanna sing a hymn to this hole, wanna serenade it… l'il ol' lady creaming by… pop your glands… in my eye… wanna suck the l'il of lady I hold dear to me…" aw… curtsy all over my face, ya creaky bitch!.. bow and squat right here… and ooummm, the name of the game is 'slurp'… and point me to an old-ladies' home quick, I'll drink 'em all…!

Hank and Ambrose had been peering low to watch this gulpy display, delighted that there was no pubic hair to hide the boy's sensuous, snarling attack… growing so hot to see his cunt-buried junior-lips in action that they now slipped out of their clothes, their rigid masts of flesh planking out between their hairy thighs, Hank's long and bullet-shaped, while Ambrose's swollen member was as fat and bloated as the rest of his portly body. Once again David felt the gnawing ambivalence of nausea and excitement as he wondered what might still lie ahead for him in this bed, but wanting only to empty his mind as he kept filling his mouth with the jellied walls of Sarah's moistening cavity. Then he shuddered and groaned as he felt something wet and burning capture the knob of his cock and warm downward until his member was fully embedded in the hottest cavern it had ever known…

"My brother's had a touch of malaria ever since the War," clacked Sarah, "so whenever he sucks a body they feel like they're falling right through the Doorway to Hell! You ain't never felt anything so hot, have you, Sonny?"

… Oh damn!.. he's got a fever, David thought dazedly, as that scoop of liquid-fire flamed between his legs… unnn, that explains it, so hold on… tight! But no, it was too much!.. Ambrose's fat wet mouth felt like a drizzling searing torch, as the slobbering stout libertine gobbled and gulped at the boy's genitals, an enraging heat of moist suction and sensation that dipped right down to his balls and then, after a quick steamy breath, swallowed them too…

Whatever happened, David knew he couldn't take much more of that swabbing furnace of a mouth… oooh Jesus, that big soft St. Bernard tongue was drivin' him crazy… Aw, somebody come and drag that gulping animal off me!.. like being eaten alive… a look of panic in David's eyes now, that Sarah quickly identified, knowing he was about to come, but wanting all his sassy boy-creams for herself. She snapped her skinny fingers and let out a signal war-cry which Ambrose at once understood, for he slipped the huge throbbing meat out of his mouth and backed off the bed… after which Sarah slid swiftly downward on David's thrust-up member until her mouth-moistened crotch folded neatly over the wet head of it, and then, with a victory-squeal, she sat right down on it just as nice as you please… pfluuoomp!.. David licking away her moistures and gasping to see his cock disappear right up the shaven nook and ditch of her… and ohhh, wait… wait… "OoohmyGod!" he cried out, his body trembling and ravaged by these snowballing lusts they'd heaped upon him… unnn, finding all his soft and spouting places… Cackling like a banshee on a bum-trip, Sarah leapt up and down on his pulsating wet pole, bouncing and slotting and looking like she'd have to be nailed down to the floor any minute… while David felt like a lost and floundering wino, gone drunk and headless and cockless and oounnn!.. so gloriously tunneled-up and claimed by this lovely obnoxious gore, these gargoyle-cretins supping on him… Oooh!.. pirate-cannibals feeding at his innards and making him bow down to the scourge of what they brought him… and oh Christ, how he loved what was happening to his body, as if he'd sent out certain parts of it to be tuned-up, reconditioned… and they were sending it back to him, newer and shinier than ever… Sarah bouncing tirelessly now and David wondering how long he could damn up those bursting sprays… turning to the side and noticing how close lanky-Hank stood as he jagged his meat and stared down at his moist mouth… and David wondered crazily if he were now about to suck his first cock… Hank grinning slimily now and climbing up over the boy, as his wife kept whacking her antic bottom up and down below…

Hank straddling David's face now, the boy gaping at the man's long, angry-looking prick and heavy balls… then growing even more panicky as Hank kept raising higher, his cock thankfully out of reach of David's mouth now, but his fat drooping balls tapping his chin… "Lick my balls while I pull myself off!" Hank said hoarsely. "Then when I'm ready to shoot, stuff-em both in your mouth at once. Always like to see balls in a kid's mouth when I pop…!" David tried to tell himself he was getting off easy, since balls weren't as long as a cock and didn't erupt. But he felt much too charged-up from Sarah's galloping journey to form any more cogent thoughts on the subject… so he flicked out his tongue and licked lanky-Hank's big balls, as the man masturbated himself and leered down to watch this stranger's young tongue lapping at his flesh… Sarah shrieking out her Halloween-squeals and flouncing up and down so madly that David could feel nothing but a sweet euphoria… as he watched the streaming arc and semen-spurt graze over his head and hit the pillow while Hank groaned and shot his load… David dutifully stuffing those fat man-balls in his mouth and thinking of round breasts without nipples and unnn!.. Wait… gasping and flexing his muscles, for now he, too, was relinquishing all the swirling foams within him. "OooWHEE!" cackled slamming Sarah, "Ooooooh!.. Drown me, youngster, gush all that Sunday-school cream right up into me!" Hank carefully slipping his testicles from between David's lips and moving off the bed… as Sarah flipped upwards, mopped her cranny with the bedspread, and said: "Quick, turn him over while he's still limp and spent!" David half-dreamily licking the salty taste of testes from his lips as Hank and Ambrose suddenly grabbed the boy and flipped him over on his belly… Ambrose swiftly unfastening the handcuffs and spreading David's arms up above his head, after which he and Hank slid his body lower on the bed and fastened his wrists together on the Hank-wet pillow. David was still breathless and reeling from his own powerful orgasm, only dimly realizing what they meant to do with him now, as Ambrose barked: "Up on your knees, Sonny! We got an old saying in our family: we think all boys who fuck should be fucked…"

"That's right, sweetie," said Sarah, "these boys gotta screw everybody who screws me! We made a pact."

David felt their hands propping him up from behind, and knew that his lithe hard ass now shot up for all to see, crudely spread and exposed… suburban country-club hubby pared open to the core… Sarah prancing gleefully close to the bed… "Turn your pretty head towards me, boy, 'cause you're gonna get stuffed like a Christmas turkey, and I want you to look right into my eyes every minute it's happening!.. understand me?… Keep starin' at me while they're doin' it to you…!"

Sarah got down on her knees and pressed her face close to David's, then waved her arm at the boys as a signal to begin. David felt the quick cool moisture being dabbed at his anus, and knew at once they were applying the margarine there. He cringed and tried to contract his rectal muscles as he felt the newly mingled churning of fear and excitement… thought, too, of the vast sums of money he'd be making… "Aw Jesus, what a keester!" howled Ambrose, crawling behind the flared-out boy. "Like two round, white apples!" He jabbed the thick snout of his cock between the thrust-up buttocks, aiming and centering the hefty rod of flesh… then fiercely pressing it against the tight opening, David feeling odd expectant tremors and sensations back there, but positive that nothing that thick could ever enter there… so he relaxed a little and waited for them to give up. It was then that Ambrose plunged his cock fully up that small, resisting channel, mercilessly spreading the cheeks apart and hurling every inch upwards and in and grinding… "Uuaagghhf!" David let out a crucial cry of agony and shock, for it felt as if a hot iron poker had been crammed up his bowels, oooh!.. No, man… It hurts, it hurts!.. biting down hard on his underlip and closing his eyes so he wouldn't have to look at Sarah's face that nuzzled in close to his… "Keep those eyes open, boy!" she ordered him. "You tryin' to spoil it for me?" David opened his eyes again and let them meet her leering hawklike stare, as Ambrose rammed and lunged more cruelly in and out of him, digging his nails into the boy's back as he fucked him, grunting like a hog… Hank standing near to catch the boy's facial expressions under this throttling attack… David feeling more distorted and exposed and humiliated with every lashing stroke… Ambrose now launching a tearing, banging rampage of lust, his tongue flopping out over his fat lips as he madly snarled and deepened his entry, and then quickly shot and bolted all his saved-up juices, spiking the boy's rump off the bed a few inches, as David gulped and groaned and let himself confess to the grisly sting of pleasure that was now surging about his prostate… Sarah giggling and pressing her dry waspish lips to his as she sensed the arrival of his anguished joy, biting his lips in her excitement for his discovery. David grew even more exquisitely revolted… then winced as Ambrose slid his member brutally out… but quivered anew as Hank quickly replaced him, his long streamlined pole charging up even deeper… Ooooh Christ! The boy felt something rip and throb and divide with this more pointed invasion… Hank gripping the boy's shoulders and slamming him back onto his spear… "Aw Sarah, I think we got us another cherry for our collection!" Hank roared. Oooh man, what a tight bouncing baby boy…" pounding, thudding… digging and now streaming out his second load of the day… Sarah giggling and running her tongue over the boy's lips… but David suddenly crying out in surprise and wonder… "Ooh hey… wait… I'm… I'm coming!.. not even hard… but ahhhh!.. please!.. it's here…!" David couldn't understand what was happening… with all that twisted agony inside of him, how could he feel like… like this?

Moving with the agility of a pack-rat, Ambrose dove his head under David's belly and thighs, slipping the tremulous moist member back into his oven-like mouth just as David let out a terrible wail and emptied his torn wet passions into the slobbering draining fat-Ambrose… ahhhhh!.. the heat… and the lapping…

… After this, nothing will seem low, he thought, listening to their appreciative moans and sighs. And by God, I've won! This had to be the worst of it, and they like me… I drove them wild… and it was me who unleashed all the power to do this-not the Company or the Corporation, but me alone, without having to kowtow or butter-up-to-the-boss… and using nothing but the members I was born with. God, what a supremely natural victory! He was flying solo at last, and he fit in. And when the trio gave him a twenty-five dollar tip before they departed, David realized he'd earned a hundred dollars for just a single hour's work; and he had earned this money without giving his mind or his heart. So he was free.

… Who among us can say that, he wondered later, as he romped and splashed in his shower…

In the living-room Valerie collected her fees from the assortment of bi-guys, gay-guys and bi-gals she'd invited, all of whom were led to believe that David was sharing equally in these profits.

"Absolutely fantastic performance for a neophyte!" said one of the connoisseur gay-guys.

"Typical behavior of an industrial-slave once you let him out of his cage," explained Valerie, lispy and excited as she counted the bills. "You see, until now this poor boy's been nothing but a mere cog in the wheels of the Establishment…"

"Ahh, but now he'll become an establishment unto himself!" said another patron. Everyone nodded and agreed. Valerie counted. And later took a third of David's take as well. When she told him that he must also split his tip with her, David immediately asked how she'd known about it.

"Why… they told me about it just as they left," she improvised hurriedly. "They wanted me to know how delighted they were with you, and… said you w-~ v. ell worth that extra twenty-five dollars."

He grinned a little bashfully. "Then you're proud of me, huh, Val? I passed my entrance-exams with flying colors, didn't I?"

"Oh honey, you were fabulous!" she said, flinging herself into his arms for a kiss. "In fact, you are now the Stud-King of San Francisco!"

"Gee!" he said, holding her and basking in his success. "Then they must have told you an awful lot about it, I mean… about what we did…"

"Oh well, listen, darling… they were so pleased they wanted to shout it from the rooftops!" They were in the living-room now having cocktails, Valerie's draperies safely hiding her tattle-tale two-way mirror. "Are you too tired to show me some of your leftovers, David?"

"Oooh never, baby!.. where you're concerned it's Gung-Ho all the way!"

Valerie was curious to see how much she could squeeze out of him after such a bout. As it turned out, she needn't have worried. Longevity like David's was money in the bank.

And as David drove home to Hillsborough that night, happily humming and spent, he actually, looked forward to the soporific monotony of watching TV and reclining on the divan. Maybe for once he'd be able to watch The Flying Nun without wondering how it would feel to lick up her habit…

And golly, just think of it, soon he'd be able to support his family without any help from those stinkin' Montclairs! His own man at last: self-sufficient suburban husband and father of three-with one unbeknownst addition on the way…

NINETEEN

During the next month David Fortune earned a staggering sum of money by simply knuckling down and applying himself. However, his cash profits couldn't begin to top those of his glamorous lady pimp. Valerie Hudson sent out discreet invitations announcing his daily exhibitions in her apartment, appealing to the old and the young, the gay and the straight, the lame and the halt. How avidly they soaked up this vicarious delight, and what a thrilling matinee to see this succulent Ivy-League Christian being tossed so repeatedly to the lions of lust. To add to their regalement, the boy seemed genuinely eager for these ravishments of fang and brawn.

For many weeks David found these arduous new demands on his time and hormones a very flattering phenomena. He'd never realized that vanity could have such an intoxicating influence on him. And yet, it became as habit-forming as a drug when Valerie told him of the waiting-lists building up for him and the need to have more phones installed in her office simply because he was such a smash. She also assured him he was still the only call-boy in her stable who operated on a full-time basis. Man, what a status-symbol!

In addition to slipping potent THC-doses in his cocktails, Valerie also introduced the boy to sniffing poppers just before-and sometimes even during-a date. This turned him into an eruptive frenzy of desire… "Damn!.. It makes me want to eat everybody in sight, even before they get their clothes off!"

"I'm hip!" she replied, remembering the wild audience-reaction in her living-room whenever he was on the stuff.

But despite all these mounting excitements, David still remained infatuated with Valerie and bitterly regretted there was so little time for them to be alone together. It was also frustrating that whenever they did have a stray moment or two, she'd insist that he save all his primary energies for his clients; although she added that she still loved him madly and thought only of him when coupling with her own customers at night.

As the holidays approached David felt this would be a great time for them to take off a few days and see no one but each other.

"Oh David, you must be kidding! This is our busiest time of the year… everybody wants to make out in December…"

"Oh hell, and I thought Christmas was for families and kids and relatives, and all that."

"Honey, if you're alone in a big city, Christmas is for sex, sex and more sex, until all the tinsel's torn down and you're no longer reminded that you don't have a lover or a wife or a sweetheart at a time when it counts the most!"

David was disappointed. He had taken it for granted that business would slow down during the holidays and that he would thus get a slight respite from his chores. Not that he loved his work any less, but now and then a bit of fatigue did seem to becloud the issues. As the new year dawned, he began to look thin and drawn. Valerie bought him an expensive sun-lamp and insisted that he use it daily. She rubbed scented lotions all over his body, and soon he looked a great deal healthier than he felt. When Linda noticed his bronzed complexion reflected from the lights of their Christmas-tree, she cheerily asked him where he got his nice barber-shop tan. He said: "In the barbershop." And for some strange reason she blushed and said, "Of course… How silly of me. Where else?"

David knew that Valerie took speed and amphetamine pills, and pleaded with her to let him have some so he'd get off his daily launching-pad a little faster. But she adamantly refused. "Oh no, baby. Lady-hookers can drop as many meth as they want and still do a gangbangin' business. But call-boys gotta stay away from it, because it shrinks their legal tender right down to a nubbin. Oh, it gets them real hot from the neck up, but that is not the name of the game, my dear."

To console him, Valerie presented David with his first taste of opium, in capsule-form; mainly because he'd be facing a rather special challenge that afternoon and she wanted to be sure he was ready for it.

"David, did you know that many of my men-clients pay enormous sums of money to see me making love to another girl?"

"Well hell, I don't blame them," he said. "If the other girl's as cute as you, I'd probably pay to see that too."

"Then you do see the logic in it," she went on. "Oversexed heterosexual men getting hot to see girls sucking each other."

"Oh sure… sounds wild. But what are you getting at? Will I be working with two girls today?"

She laughed. "Oh David, really! And I thought you were getting the point. There'll be a new woman-client here for you today…"

"All by herself? Not in a group?" he could hardly believe his ears.

"Yes, she's coming alone, dear, but wait a minute. Like those men-customers I was telling you about, she, too, is a voyeur. In fact, the only way she can be aroused is to watch two handsome young men having sex."

"Oh," said David.

"… and doing it as if they were absolutely oblivious to her presence. She'll be staring at you like mad-she always brings a dildo with her-but you boys must only have eyes for each other."

"Wow," said David.

"Your partner will be here at three. You'll engage in a sixty-nine session with him as if you love it. He says he hates it, but you'd never believe it to watch him work. You two will keep at it until she brings herself to a climax. After that you're off the hook. How about it, David-are you willing?"

"Yes," David nodded on-cue, thoughts of sugarplum Hazel-Harry-types flitting through his mind.

"Is your pill working?"

"I'm feeling very warm and… kinda thirsty."

"It's working," she said.

The boy's name was Richard, and they had a half-hour to get acquainted before their customer showed up. They remained fully dressed while chatting, never touching one another and discussing every facet of their trade except sex and desire. Richard was a tall dark curly-haired lad of twenty-six, his manner masculine, conformist and cool. Married, father of two, and also a Peninsula commuter.

"I work the late shift out at Ampex," he said. "And I do this modelling stuff two or three afternoons a week, and man, how it has beefed up our income. Got our house all paid for, bought a new freezer, and now I'm buying savings bonds. It's wild, man… and so damned easy! My wife thinks I go bowlin'. I told her all this extra money's an allowance I get from this rich uncle back East. She believes me because she loves me. And shit, I'm doin' all this just for her, know what I mean?"

"Sure," said David.

"How about you?" said Richard. "Married?"

"Oh yes."

Richard gave him a friendly grin. "It's the only way to fly, right?"

David nodded, returning his smile, finding Richard a quite likeable, average guy. "It can be very pleasant."

"Oh, but man… I mean to tell you I was nothing 'til I got married and made a home for myself. You gotta have roots in this dog-eat-bitch world…"

In another minute they were both talking about their kids, showing off the snapshots they each carried in their wallets. "How about those babies?" said Richard, his eyes going proud and misty. "Kinda makes it all worth while, doesn't it?"

"You can say that again," David said in all sincerity, feeling the pathos build.

Then it was five minutes before game-time and Richard said they'd better start peeling off their clothes, as this woman was supposed to walk in and find them on the bed already sucking each other.

"Ever go down on a guy before?" Richard asked matter-of-factly.

"Uh… no, not quite," said David.

"Well, I'll tell you something, I prefer handling men-clients, because that way I stay true to my wife, know what I mean? Don't really break any vows as long as I'm not gettin' hot with another girl. 'Cause the thing of it is, I actually hate having sex with a guy, but that way it works out great, because then I don't feel like I'm being unfaithful, dig?"

"Oh yeah, I'm hip," said David, his empathy for this boy growing.

They were naked now and coolly examined each other's equipment. "Jeez!" said Richard. "You're built big, huh?"

"You too," signified David.

"So, what the hell…" Richard shrugged philosophically, "two meal-tickets, right?"

"Right."

"And you really never sucked one before?"

"Nope."

"Well man, I'll give you a tip, just to start you off. Pretend it's a great big nipple on a beautiful girl and you can't get enough of her… see what I mean?"

Their wide-eyed client arrived, silent and intense and detached. The boys rolled out their tongues and went to work, and with a gasp, David knew at once that Richard frantically loved his avocation, whether he knew it or not.

As for David, he only gagged for a little while. And then thought about it later, wonderingly. Dickered with the idea, interactively. But then grew much too diversely busy with all sexes to know exactly what he felt about any of them. Yet, he had to admit that Richard had a nice one, symmetrically speaking, and that it had felt warm and companionable in his mouth. Probably the closest he'd ever come to blowin' a French Horn for a living.

As the days banged by, David began to wonder if he'd ever again enjoy the luxury of solitude. But apparently it was true, as Valerie so often said: "In San Francisco Nearly Everybody Reads The Gash Gazette." Yet, now and then he'd like to find time to read a book, see a movie, or have enough vitality in the evenings to play with his children. However, the monotonous quietude of suburbia was the perfect opiate to soothe his deflated-and often drug-deadened-nights.

"Another hard day at work?" Linda asked one evening.

"Yes," he nodded somnolently, "hard…"

"Well, that's what we're here for," she comforted him, "to contribute. But really, David, you could have told me about this new assignment of yours."

David gave a start, jolted from his lethargy. "What do you mean, dear?"

"Daddy and I had lunch in town today."

"Oh?" What the hell did that mean? Montclair had given him three months, and this was barely two.

"He told me about this new research-job you've been doing in the field, some sort of big insurance survey. He says it should prove invaluable to the company. Oh, David, he's really so fond of you, if only you'd give him more of a chance to show it…"

David sighed his relief. And realized it was best that Montclair should volunteer this bit of propaganda. If he wasn't showing up at the office every day, it was preferable that the boss himself should relay the phony reason, rather than wait and let Linda hear it from someone else. In six weeks he'd be faced with the Big Choice. Which would he choose, duty and conformity, or desire and liberation? Right now he wanted to maintain the whole paradox-curriculum just as it was: his home and friend-Linda by night, and the writhing tumult of Valerie's bedroom by day. Was there any chance he might be able to blend the two indefinitely?

"Yes, honey, your Dad really bent over backwards to give me this opportunity," he was saying now, "because it's a very big survey."

"Hush-hush?" she inquired.

David nodded and sank deeper into the divan. "Between you and me and the katydids…"

"And your clients," she said, "mustn't forget them-although they really make me very cross, the way they've been getting you so fagged out lately."

He gave her a lazy grin. "Well, that's how it is when you deal in services."

"Ummm!" she agreed, and continued knitting. A small, definitive garment. But David was too fagged-out to notice.

And now his split-weeks flew by in a haze of integrated sperm and self-experimentation. David was inundated by a bevy of leather fetishists, sado-masochists and transvestites, as well as a surprising number of attractive young women who required his stout insertions in the good old-fashioned way. At times it felt as if he were operating a new kind of out-patient clinic, servicing many young, pretty career-girls and coeds who were too busy to hunt and didn't want to be talked about. He also tidied up the glands of an unending flow of teenagers, both boys and girls. Since they were under-age, where else could these youngsters make acceptable contacts? They couldn't go to bars, nor could they explain to parents if they cruised the streets late at night. After school in the late afternoon proved an ideal time for them.

David learned a great deal more about the ancient rites of sodomy through these importunate tots, discovering that it could be even more blessed to give than to receive. However, the girls at this age were by far the wildest, deepening his carnal education beyond belief. It was warming to know how many weeks they'd saved up their allowances, for him. Just think what he'd saved up for at their age: model airplanes!

Although there were many days when he saw only one client at a time, the group entanglements still abounded. The most popular request by far came from husbands who wanted urgently to see him mounting their wives. In such cases David served as effectively as a marriage-counsellor, particularly when the husband's interest had been on the wane. Somehow it sparked a whole new viewpoint of desire to see a strange young man pumping so zealously at something the husband had been taking for granted. The wives would naturally put on a tremendous performance, as if to say to her mate: Look what a wild ride I'm giving this young stud… see what you've been missing?

As January neared to a close, David's high-flying morale began to sag, to say nothing of certain parts of his overworked anatomy. It was a mortifying blow to his pride when he started getting complaints from his vast clientele. Some of these irate voluptuaries even accused him of false advertising: "Your ad in The Gash Gazette says you're 'well-endowed', which is true; but dammit, lately you can't keep a hard-on to save your soul!" Another elderly enthusiast hit this grievance right on the head: "What good's a big hunk of meat if you can't get it up?"

Still another admirer asked David if he were trying to kill himself, adding that Valerie never worked her other boys full-time because she knew they wouldn't last. David insisted that Valerie had more faith in him, although privately he began to think his lovely benefactress was trying to use him up fast, finding this an unsettling and sadistic idea. He was the only boy she'd ever permitted to work out of her apartment, which, until now, had seemed like a shining triumph. Was there something else behind that gesture… a motive he hadn't counted on, simply because he was so new at these games?

Many of his steady clients sympathized with his earnest efforts and tried to set him straight, advising him that a good stud should only handle one or two Johns a day, if he wanted to go on performing at his peak; adding that it was the cruelest of all frustrations to play with something as potentially exciting as a long plump prick that remained soft. They told him a girl could handle a whole crowd of tricks each day, since her success relied on the erections of her customers rather than her own. But? stud's whole career was built around the stiffening capabilities of his prick, so he had to cool it- lesson number one.

Although David appreciated their kind advice, the complaints increased and became a most shattering attack on his ego. "Play with it," he'd urge them, "that baby'll come up before you know it!.. just be patient…"

"At these prices?" they'd wail, and one could hardly blame them, in the going market.

Soon the boy grew plagued with such demoralizing pangs of inadequacy that he found himself indulging in even lewder practices in order to compensate for his deflated virility, bestowing feverish anal kisses as copiously as if they were handshakes, as well as honing up his crafty flair for cunnilingus. But, alas, even in mid-lick, he knew that mere lip-service would not be enough.

How he tossed and turned in his fresh-smelling Hillsborough bed at night, itemizing all his abortive encounters during the day. God, he'd been so ambitious!.. and he was getting ahead, he could feel it! He'd been so well-liked, everybody asking for him, and smiling so contentedly whenever they saw him, naked. Christ, he'd had the whole world in his arms just by taking off his pants. Public Acceptance! That's what he'd had. Oh man, he'd been at the top, scaled the heights… tongues hangin' out for him all over town. And now? He had tried so devoutly to belong to this world of the flesh, and it had been a while before he was convinced it was right for him. But now the bitterest of all ironies: It was rejecting him!

One day David's wounded vanity received its final blow, adding some righteous rage to his single-minded obsession for Valerie Hudson. During this particular interlude an indefatigable housewife, determined to render him rigid, had been mouthing his penis so long, she'd begun to wheeze asthmatically. Then she gave up the ghost and let him flap there.

"Help me up!" she squawked. David had been standing above her, muscular legs asprawl, hoping this Greek-God stance might spring him to action. It didn't. He helped her up. She gave him a piece of her mind. "I've licked your pony 'til I'm blue in the face, and it still won't gallop!"

David had adopted a rather pithy stock-answer for this: "We live in such a climate of Fear and Impotency that it touches everything we do! Nobody's safe… can't you feel it? Then, seeing that she was bleakly unmoved, he automatically wet his hand and started to jag it for her.

"Oh leave yourself alone!" she said. "There's nothing wrong with you that six months on a health-farm wouldn't cure." Then she glared at him rather curiously. "No wonder Valerie stopped showing you off like a prize heifer."

David dropped his lank rod and stared stupidly at her. "How do you mean, 'showing me off'?"

"Oh for heaven's sake, stop trying to act so innocent!" said the still-thirsty matron.

"But I'm serious!" David insisted. "I don't know what you're talking about."

The woman eyed him shrewdly for a few seconds, and then fully believed him. "Oh, that monstrous bitch!.. Don't tell me she's kept you in the dark about all this?" Why, she must have made a fortune on you, dear boy…" A moment later she had spilled out the whole story to him. He'd done six and seven shows a day in her two-way mirror.

"That mirror?" said David, going a little livid as he pointed at it.

"Yes, dear, let me show you." Since Valerie was not at home that day, she led him around to the other side of the wall and undraped his landlady's glistening secret. "When you were in top form she must have made as much as a thousand dollars a day on you. And you mean to say she didn't split a penny of that with you?"

Numbly, David stared through the glass into the bedroom, thinking of all his lusty entanglements of the past weeks that played to a sold-out house. "Not a penny," he muttered.

"Oooh, make her pay for that, baby!" said his customer. "Don't let her get away with it! But now I must dash back to the bank-I've a board of directors' meeting at four and I'm late already…"

"Wait!" said David; and although refunds were against the policy of the house, David gave this helpful tribune her money back before sending her on her way. And then marched back to his opulent work-room, where he proceeded to pace and roar and fume… Oooooh! That lyin' little sonofabichin' whore with her cute sexy lisp and her silver-blonde cunt and her Goddamned thumb! A blood sucker, that's what she was!.. stringing him along like the rube that he was, getting him so hooked on her he couldn't see straight or even consider saying no to whatever she wanted him to do… getting people to pay to see him in action, and then taking a third of his take as well! She must have thought he was a prize asshole to let that go on all these weeks… and dammit she was right! An ass-lickin' asshole, that's what he'd been… thinking what a glowing honor it was to be employed full time, when all it meant was that she'd wanted to make a fast killing on him. Damn her, she must have known he'd eventually poop out, and no doubt was already planning to replace him with a fresher, hornier victim.

And what was even more infuriating, David still thought about this girl sexually, even though she'd kept him too busy making money for her to have either the time or energy to crawl in bed with her. It was his hunger for her and her way of life that had gotten him into this. He'd wanted to have her and to be like her, and now he couldn't be sure which he'd wanted most. Her juicy-hot body and her outrageous, amoral lifestyle-he'd wanted both, in one big undulating bundle of hedonism. As a result, only one of these desires had materialized: he'd succeeded in becoming the whore she was, but hadn't possessed her body in weeks.

He sensed that she was waiting for him to call it a day, to cash in his nuts and crap out. Oh no, brother, she wouldn't take the initiative and throw him out, not while he still had a few trickling dollars' worth of earning power left between his legs. Sponge him dry, the sex-starved square, and then toss him back to Suburbia!

David agonized and brooded all night long, wakefully gnashing his teeth as he wondered how he could pay that bitch back for all her scheming treachery. But the next morning he arose with a cool and clear-headed plan of attack, deciding, first of all, that he wouldn't confront Valerie with the truth. No, he'd let her think he was still willing to be led to whatever slaughter she had in mind for him. In the meantime, if his plan worked, it would provide him with two just desserts in the very same hour: sweet retribution, plus one last toss in the hay with the Queen of the Big-Time Hookers…

One early afternoon while Valerie was out shopping, David went through her desk, hunting for the alphabetized list of clients he knew she kept there. He found it and studied it carefully. The names had been segregated as to the preferences and perversions of each. Upon locating the Voyeur section, David proceeded to copy down ten names and addresses-five straight men and five gay men. Then, as an afterthought, he decided to add on five lesbians. Fifteen drooling voyeurs, all hungry to see a show. Painstakingly, David wrote out the fifteen personalized invitations. But before mailing them, he went out and had fifteen duplicate keys made to Valerie's apartment, preferring that these hand-picked guests did not make their entrance through her secret switchboard office. This surprise Peekerama was to be a "walk-right-in-just-as-you-are" party, with the promise of something for everybody to be found in the hostess's overworked two-way mirror.

After mailing the invitations, David waited until he was certain they'd been received. Then he telephoned each client and frankly explained the sort of vendetta he had in mind. Since most of them had assumed that he and Valerie had shared in his performance-profits, they felt his plan would be a well-deserved feat of justice, and were overjoyed with the prospect of seeing the impudent Valerie Hudson with her candid panties down. "She's always been too damned high-falutin' for a chippy anyway," said Betsy the bulldike, "so she's had this coming for years!"

To insure sufficient energy for his final blast in the sheets with Valerie, David told both her and Linda that he had a touch of Hongkong flu, and remained at home for two days, resting. Although Linda was happy to see him doubling up on vitamins and wheatgerm, she vaguely wondered who had prescribed all those eggmalteds for his virus.

"Your resistance is low and you've lost weight, dear," she said. "You should really stay home for a week."

"No. Two days should get me back on my feet," he told her; and absently noticed that she seemed to be putting on as much weight as he'd lost. The power of contentment finally reaching her waistline, he decided.

On the third day David awoke with an erection for the first time in weeks and he said a small prayer of thanks, realizing that his battle-plans had been perfectly timed. His vengeful matinee was all set for two that afternoon. While Linda was off somewhere being a social butterfly-thank God she kept so busy! — David telephoned Valerie to tell her he'd never felt better in his life and wanted the chance to prove this to her in person. "How about it, Val?… Wanna help me get my rhythm back?"

Valerie had been quite prepared to drop David and find some hardier talent, for she was now growing eager to lower that final boom on old Wilbur Montclair himself. However, David had been rather a pet, so she decided to give in to his last request and make it one for the road. A little tenderness at the end of these experiments always made it easier to unload a swabbed-out stud. A pity, she thought, for he had been a tasty one while the bloom was still on his foliage. But wow!.. What a pot of gold at the end of this rainbow, she thought, already tabulating how much she might be able to extort from the Montclairs.

"All right, doll," she told him on the phone, "well have a sentimental tumble, just you and I. You think you're up to it?"

"Ummm… Up, baby… Up!" He held it up firmly in his hand and heard her appreciative giggles as he hung up the receiver.

As he drove to the city David tried to figure out which he'd most enjoy, the taste of her hot quivering flesh in his mouth again, or the seven hundred and fifty bucks he planned to recoup from the performance.

TWENTY

When David let himself into Valerie's apartment that day she was waiting for him with one of her special THC-cocktails. By now he'd guessed she was in the habit of slipping various aphrodisiacs in his drinks, but he lifted the glass to his lips for a brief sip: then bent and kissed her full on the mouth. "I don't need any of your Asiatic booster-shots today, Val. All I have to do is touch you and I'm loaded for bear!"

She pulled back and gave him a professional appraisal. "Yes. you do look like you've had a slight retread. Poor doll, you've really been paying the price of popularity, haven't you?"

… You can say that again, you vicious little money-grubber, he thought; but slipped an arm about her waist and drew her close again.

Valerie was barefoot and wore nothing but her bulging bra and a pair of tight red capri-pants. Her long silvery hair was brushed back from her forehead and hung in flattering dips and fluffs about her shoulders. She looked exquisite and tormenting and knew it. More than ever now, David fiercely resented her complacent awareness of her powers to excite. She was always so sure that the weapons of her flesh would win her every victory. But today he meant to confiscate all that equipment to win a victory for himself. And oh what a lovely war!

"You look so delicious, I could swallow you alive," he said, burying his face against her bra and inhaling the subtle whorish scents he found there, colognes or talcums or just plain girl-fumes.

She trickled her fingers through his hair and sighed… "Oooh, you're a hot one!" Cupping his chin and raising his mouth to hers once more, sucking the sensual thrust of his underlip. Dropping her arm, she let searching fingers probe between his legs until they found the sturdy confirmation she sought. "Pow! What a big fat comeback, baby. All systems are go-right?"

"Need you ask?"

She led him through the foyer into the elegant rotunda of her living-room. "Remember the first time you came here, David?"

"Do you mean 'came' as in 'popped' or 'arrived'?"

"Arrived," she laughed, easing him onto the divan. "Remember how magnificently we tangled on this white Australian sheep-rug?"

He gave her a meaningful grin and nodded, slipping off his jacket and loosening his tie. He set his cocktail on a nearby table, then did the same with hers, pulling her warm, cuddly body onto his lap for a deep, crushing embrace. His fingers dabbed lightly at the silken bare flesh of her midriff, then lower to tap the velvety crevice of her navel. Then he reached back and unhooked her bra. The garment still clung to the hefty plateau of her bosom. "Know what I want you to do now, Val?"

"What, hon?"

"Make that bra fall off without either of us touching it."

"How?" She pulled his face down to hers and softly pouted her lips against his.

"You know how," he muttered, his tongue slipping in to tap at hers. "Wiggle those big beautiful babies 'til it drops in my lap. Oooh, I want your bra in my lap… strapping me in down there, tightening the reins…!"

Valerie sat up straight, took a deep breath, and then let her superstructure jangle like a couple of pregnant pythons. And down came the nipple-holder, cradle and all!

David slid back a little for a better vantage-point… and Christ, there they were in all their glory!.. oh!

God, they were tremendous! And didn't make her top-heavy in the least, which was miraculous, considering how tiny and Dresden she was everywhere else. "Ooh honey, I've looked at an awful lot of bazooms these past few months, but I haven't seen any to equal yours…"

"Ahhh… keep lookin' at them, David and watch what your eyes do to the nipples… see them? Quick!.. Look…!"

"Oooh yeah, baby!" he said, glaring. "Petrified passionbuds, that's what they are…" He dove in and gently began to fondle and suck each nipple, lifting the full, packed dangles in each hand, as if weighing them in… "These are positively grand!"

"Thanks, baby," she lisped, giving him a sly grin. "Of course, the upkeep gets to be a drag now and then, but it's worth it just to watch a cute guy's mouth nuzzlin' around down there…" She let out a gasp as he nibbled and tongued more fervently… "Oooh, that's nice, David!.. yes… like that… oh more! Pretend I'm a banquet and you haven't eaten in days…!"

… You bitch!.. at the rate you've been peddlin' my ass, this should be a thousand-dollar-a-tit dinner…!

David lifted her in his arms and stood up, intending to carry her into the bedroom, hungrily eyeing the fat slumps of her breasts in this position.

"Wait, honey, what are you doing?" she asked.

"As if you didn't know! Baby, I want you spread out where I can get at you and at you and at you!" pressing his cheeks against her hot bouncy flesh.

"But that's why I mentioned the Australian sheep-rug." she said. "I want us to do it there again. David, just like the first time… for romantic reasons. Don't you remember how you strung me out on all that mar-w-poo white fur and licked me from stem to stern? Oooh, my stern hasn't had a stem ever since."

… Oh no!.. David shuddered a little, feeling a whole bag of mixed emotions. He dearly recalled their damp entanglements on this rug, a vision that dropped a litter of memories between his legs and gave him such an aching hard-on he'd have to nut his prick in traction unless he slipped off his pants within the next sixty seconds. But dammit, they couldn't do it out here in the living-room. This area had been reserved strictly for the audience, who would begin to stick their clandestine keys in the door in exactly twelve minutes. What good was closed-circuit television unless the performers were on the right side of the cameras?

Valerie had slipped out of his arms and was now pulling him towards the fluffy white rug, her little hands two grips of steel about his wrists. Why all this violent insistence, he wondered. Was she on to something? Had one of those lusting voyeurs he'd invited double-crossed him and spilled the beans? And what would he do once they started screwing and she saw all those people come marching in with their own keys?

"No, Valerie, I want to go to bed with you," he said, trying to lead her away from the rug. "Want to feel those queen-sized bounces when I give it to you. We… we didn't bounce enough on this rug, don't you remember?"

"But I like the way the fur feels on my ass, David. What's gotten into you? We tripped out of our minds on this rug!"

Suddenly she tore loose from him and ran to the rug, after which she quickly stripped off her capri-pants and tossed them in his face. When David let them drop to the floor, he saw at once that she wore no panties, and he stood there, gaping and gawking, as Valerie hurled her body onto the rug, flat on her back, spreading her thighs as far apart as she could. David's throat went dry and he found himself moving towards her, until he stood directly above her, eyes peering downward at the curly ridge of light blond hair around her vulva… beckoning pink lips surrounded in downy gauze… oooh brother!.. look at the vibrance awaiting him down there, those palpitating flavors! And he knew if he didn't regain his senses, he'd be found madly frenching this baby when his planned potpourri of spectators trouped in. But no, wrong scene, he told himself. So swallow your desire and leash it and save it for later…

The horny little bandit, he had to get her out of this room or he'd lose a helluva lot of money and face and peace-of-mind, to say nothing of that last gasping bangathon he was determined to squeeze out of her before he cut out. He bent over her, seizing her under the armpits and lifting. "Come on, baby, we don't have to roll around on the floor like a couple of animals," he said. "It's always better in bed whenever two artists like us come to grips…" Holding her tightly in his grip, he swept her up off the floor again and started towards the bedroom. He had about eight minutes left to get her out of the bleacher-seats and onto the ball-field.

He lowered his head and tried to cover her mouth with his in order to silence her protests. But as his tongue swept artfully in between her lips, she gave it a sharp bite. "Oourhchh!" he yelled in pain, and she squirmed free of him again, glaring up at him defiantly. "You know what I think, Buster?"

Wondering what was behind that sardonic glint in her eye, he said: "No, what do you think?" Then added: "honey."

"I think maybe you want to fight first and play later. The idea of taking a woman by force is pretty wild, isn't it, David?"

… Whew!.. So that was her angle, he thought gratefully. And if so, he was in luck, because he could use this gambit to drag her out of here. Now there was no time, to lose.

Valerie ran back and sprawled onto the rug. "Baby, I want you right here," she said. "Where do you want me?"

"In bed," he said menacingly, moving in on her again.

"That's tough-titty, honey, because I'm not budging!" She madly kicked her legs in the air. "Dinner is served, Mr. Tiger-Ass, but unless you dip your spoon right here, you're gonna have to skip a meal. It's bad manners to eat in bed anyway… all those pussycrumbs all over the sheets…!"

David swept down at her and tried to lift her again, but Valerie threw her arms about his neck and yanked him down on top of her. In the next instant they were rolling and wrestling on the floor. Valerie locked her legs about his hips and refused to let loose, clamping him in at her, weighing him down, wildly kissing and nibbling at his mouth, then reaching a hand down to unzip his trousers and pull out the thick rigid shaft of his penis, massaging the flaring instrument until the knob of it went moist and throbbing. David groaned out and remembered the Buena Casa and her passionate thumb and swore he'd never let that happen again, shoving her hand away, flinging her over on her back, trying once more to lift her, the soft warm feel of her naked flesh becoming an increasing distraction for him, because his first mouth-watering impulse was to have her, here and now and fast, which would wreck his plan to reap a cash-climax as- well as his own. But since she seemed to be in the mood for a sado-romp, maybe a quick rabbit-punch to the jaw might do the trick-except that she might still be unconscious when the curtain went up, and what kind of a hit-show could he expect with a comatose leading lady?

"We're gonna play it my way or not at all!" he grunted, now attempting to drag her along the floor.

"Then fuck off, honeyboy, 'cause I am the Queen-Bee in this hive!" Her tone sounded convincingly hostile to David, until he felt her fingers grappling at his jutting prong once more. Oooh hell! She wanted him, all right, but only on enemy territory, swearing, slugging and ball-kicking every prick-inch of the way.

He pulled away from her momentarily to finish unzipping himself. Then he stepped out of his pants, peeled off his briefs, and seized her in his arms again. "There now, baby… is this how you want me?"

"OooWHEE!.. you said a mouthful, baby! I want a ding-dong frappe and I want it here…!" With the agility of a cat, she knelt down and quickly slipped his fat pulsating cock into her mouth, sucking him ravenously, expertly. For a moment David swayed back and forth under this hot-tongued bombardment, suddenly realizing that they'd done everything together except this… and oooh good God, she was absolutely great at it… ummm!.. excellent, fantastic…! Then he glanced at his watch and saw there were only a few minutes left to scrape her out of here. Placing his hands about her hollowing cheeks, he pushed her head back and his round hard rod slipped from between her pretty lips with a loud kissing noise. His cock suddenly feeling cool and bereft, David mourned the devastating loss at once, but lowered his head to crush his lips down against hers, tasting his own skin-flavors as he lifted her up in his arms once more. He bolted towards the bedroom, mouth planted firmly on hers, her arms pinned helplessly to her side, her legs madly kicking… David gradually sensed that she was ready to give in and wanted to save some of this spitfire energy for the Big March. Taking heart, he sped quickly towards her bedroom and flung open the door. Just as he did this, he heard the faint sound of a key turning in the front door and realized that of course some of them would arrive a little early! To block out the sound, he dropped Valerie to her feet and placed his two hands over her ears, as if he wanted to hold her head quite still for another devouring kiss on the mouth. He guided her over the threshold in that position, kicking the bedroom door shut with his foot. Whew!.. At last he had her on friendly soil, and from here on in everything they did would be strictly show-business… larger-than-life sex, overdrawn and overacted to please their gluttonous fans…!

Releasing her, he gazed down at her face to determine if she'd heard anything. She hadn't. Her eyes were on his mouth and she pulled him down for another kiss. "You bastard!" she said. "If you only knew how you've changed in the past couple of months. Why, you're not even polite anymore. No, you've learned how to take what you want, 'cause now you're a freaky-boy flesh-addict who's been rolling in the gutter with a bunch of queers and broads and horny old farts… and baby, you're just like 'em now, aren't you?"

"They were all delicious," he admitted fearlessly. "But you're the cream!"

She started laughing crazily, a fast flare of hysteria building until her body rocked with it as she pulled away from him and zoomed towards the bed. "They were all delicious!" she mimicked his voice. "Tell me, Sir, do you really enjoy having sex with all your Johns, no matter how old or fat or fruity they are?"

Now he knew what she was getting at. He had once asked her such a question, but had since found it was quite possible for desire to breed desire, no matter which gender of need was plighting its troth at the moment, for if someone lit a fire there was bound to be heat.

"Tell me, David, do you like the fags as well as the girls?"

He grinned down at her unbridled viciousness. "Well… I wouldn't want my brother to marry one…" He moved towards the bed now, slipping out of his shirt and tie.

"But you sucked 'em all, honey-I saw ya!" Then, as if fearing she'd tipped all her scales, she quickly added: "I mean, I saw you doin' all that in some real hot dreams I had about you…"

Going along with this fast cover-up, he said: "That gets you hot too, does it, Val?… Watching guys have sex together, I mean…?"

"OhmyGod, I love it!" she said. "We gals can never get up inside a guy we're hot for the way those fellas can, so any time you hear of a Gay Gangbang goin' on, just point me to the right keyhole and let me peek! Drives me up the wall, my dear!.. especially if they're those real young butch double-life types, like you, David…"

By now David had discovered the hidden mikes she'd installed in her bedroom, and he hoped her speaker-system was loud enough in the living-room, since one of the guests would be giving her verbal performance, while another would be recording the historic event with a cunning movie-camera. David meant to hang on to this evidence in case Valerie planned more crucial relationships later. That way she'd never be able to implicate him in any scandal without letting it be known how she earned her living. But just in case something broke down in the living-room, David now reached casually under the bed, as he climbed into it, and nicked on the tape-recorder-the same gadget Valerie had used in making the tape she'd sent to old Wilbur…

… And now David was ready to touch her all right, the greedy, carnivorous little sow!.. oooh yeah, ready to chew her up and spit her out and forget she ever existed…!

TWENTY-ONE

When David was reasonably certain enough time had elapsed for his congregation to be comfortably seated in the living-room, he decided to show his little torture-teacher everything he'd learned while in her employ. For a few moments he lazily tarried over the girl's body, letting his fingers and lips probe and enrage all her spongy dips and apertures, wanting to whet her appetites along with those of their audience.

He pressed her knees upwards until they were crushed against her breasts, then buried his face between her thighs and lightly dabbed his hot tongue about the outer fringes of her vagina. Valerie squirmed and licked her lips, pitching her bottom madly upwards, but David refused to dig his tongue fully inside where she needed it, his lips a mere promise of the deep-seated succulence they could bestow.

He rose up and knelt above her, holding himself very still. He stared down at her face, gloating over the seething fury he saw in her eyes, the angry sensuous pout of her lips, the tumbling fat breasts and quivery thighs. He'd lit all her liquid fires and could now do anything he pleased with her. God, how he envied that gaping assemblage out in the living-room, wishing there were some way he could watch himself from the other side of that mirror and somehow bear witness to this sweet revenge he was about to inflict. "Tell me what you want, Valerie," he grinned down at her. "Make me know it."

"You sonofabitch, you know what I want!" she snarled up at him. "You've lost your innocence, you know that, Ducky? You're just as psyched-out as the rest of my clients…!" She sat up and gave his member a painful yank. "What are you saving that monument for, a time-capsule? Or don't you go for girls any more, Cutie?"

"You know better than that."

"I only know what I hear, Mr. AC-DC-Juicy, and I've heard an awful lot of frenchy-stories about you lately!"

David remembered that it was she who was supposed to be losing dignity and prestige during this sideshow, so he decided to re-route the conversation. "I want total experience with you, Val," he said, crouching over her and pressing her flat on the bed. "We've never quite had that, you know…"

"Are you referring to orgasm-frequency or freaky positions?… ooohhh!.. wait… wait…!" She gasped as David nudged the swollen tip of his cock against her tongue-wet opening, letting only the tremulous head of it latch inside, and then cruelly ceasing all motion, expanding the knob between those steaming lips, reaching down to pinch her nipples until they hardened and throbbed… "I want to plunge it up your front and rear and throat, Val… want it everywhere in you… the scenic routes, all of them…!"

"Aughhh!.. David, it's so undignified for a college girl like myself to be sodomized, but OhmyGod, it's so yummy and I love it! I love that big fat monster you're going to use… umm! Pave my little subway, baby… don't leave the tip of it like that… I can't stand it… Please… let me feel all of it, David… It hurts when you hold back like that… My whole body's crying for it… oh please…!"

Inflamed by her words, David started moving it around in her now… slow, circular motions… deeper and deeper… sinking it in at a snail's pace until he could feel those pleading pores inside of her, as now he jabbed the full weight of his body at her and launched his weapon deep inside her womb… "Ahhhh!.. yes, ooohhh, now… and now… like that, David!" He lovingly watched her lips part to emit those grateful sounds, gripping her shoulders and pressing her down hard… hearing his own moaning sighs as he lurched up and in, right to the hilt, crying out wildly as those caressing honeyed cunt-walls captured and made way for his bombardment. Then he held her clutched and bent like that and gave her the sweeping grinding lash-strokes, dimly wondering if the flesh-flap of his heavy balls could be heard on the speaker in the living-room. "Don't move!" he roared at her. "Let me use you for a change!" This was uttered strictly for the benefit of his floor-show devotees, and seeing that her eyes were closed in ecstasy, he turned and gave the two-way mirror a quick, sneaky wink, after which he continued to pound this willing whore of a pimp-landlady, reaching down to clutch her thighs and buttocks, savagely stretching and dividing as he lunged deeper with every thumping slam of his ass… flinging her legs high and wide, the better to spread her for his pulsating rampage… "Ahhhh!.. David… Kill it into me…!" Ooh man, was she ever getting unhinged for it, he thought, gaping down at her… "First time you've ever been hooked on one of your own whores! Val's Rent-A-Stud, right, baby?" He panted above her, fuck-jamming and cramming it up her belly… feeling those hot-jelly muscles in there gripping and kissing his rearing cock…

"Oooh, David… you're the wildest, baby! Do it to me, hurt me… tear me up and up and… up…! oooohhaugh!.. I'm… yes… now… I'm coming!.. oooh watch it, David… watch out in there… oh God, you're the best, honey… Ummm!.. sweet baby-boy fucker… here…!"

David sank it in and held his own streams in check, waiting and rolling and oooh damn!.. Savoring the feel of warm gushy joy that flooded his flesh-buried prick. But now, suddenly, while she was still in the girl-heaving throes of it, he hit on a masterplan. Keeping her legs clamped upwards, he jerked fully out of her wet throbbing cavity, celebrating the arrival of all this glorious lubrication, which he would need now… as he listened to her whimpering sighs and rolled her bottom higher, his gleaming rod out of her now and waiting for the new entry as his big hands slid down and clutched her white-hot buttocks. He trailed his moistened knob down along that sweet dividing valley… Ooh down that crucial inch or two, until first he let it dampen her tight rectal opening, and then ruthlessly slotted his cock's tip right there… and then… oooh!.. Zoom went the whole flaring head of it, right up her hot-girlie asshole… too fast for her to tighten up or fight it, as David gloried in the guttural shrieks this impalement brought from her… "Ooh, God… no… no!.. what're you doing?… aw, not like that, Goddammit… You're splitting me… wait…!"

"Total experience!" he shouted, pressing her pudgy toes against the pillow and banging it. "Isn't that what we agreed on?"

"Ooummmgf!.. yes, but wait…!" She lunged her bottom back, his cock making a noisy smacking sound as it slapped out of her. Then, scurrying like a beaver in heat, Valerie flipped over on her belly and shot those alabaster round-assed beachballs up to the skies… Oh Christ, he thought… just what he wanted, one more surefire way to strip this bitch of all her phony poise and glamour. David wet his palms and rubbed them gleefully together, giving his mirror-disciples a look of crazy conspiracy. Then he knelt behind her and gave the girl the most pulverizing rump-blast she'd ever known, taking supreme delight in the grunting sounds of her… ooh, listen to the agonized squeals and watch her bounce back for more… twisting her around to give their audience a full profile-view, and hoping to Christ they'd all remembered to bring their blotters…

"Ahhhh!.. Rip it into me, David… right up my girlish fanny… oooh!.. Slice it and carve it and hump it…!" The more he pounded and belted it, the more Valerie rocked and received, groaning out insanely… David gazing at the mirror again and gesturing lewdly, as if to say: 'Dig this! Am I givin' her what-for, or not?' Then stretching her hot little ass-cheeks even wider apart and battering his long hot whip more deeply in and sludging tightly against her colon. Cruddy little bloodsucker… made scum out of me, so now I'll plow the same dirt back inside of her where it belongs… Ooummff!.. Where it'll become fungus and rot and… awmyGOD! But it's tight in there, like a whole bunch of soft wriggly leeches squeezing my cock and making it sting… oooh!.. I'm gonna pop ass-over-balls right up in her… umm, the pull of it, the suction up this squirmy behind of a lady-vulture… cheating little maneater… feel that?… and that…and oooh Christ!.. wait… wait!.. but then he gasped and nearly thumped her off the bed… and came and shot and moaned and oooh!.. gripped her shoulders to slam her fully back onto it, waiting, wanting to be sure that every drop was left and planted inside those festering hot bowels and spleen and jungle-swamp. Then, with a vicious swipe, he pulled it out, and heard her gasp with pain, as he roared: "JesusGod, I've used your body like a spittoon!" giving the mirror another wink.

She hurled over on her back, panting heavily, still dazed from the thrill and the abrasion of what he'd done to her, but peering up at him rather questioningly. "It was lovely and dirty and sweet, David, but… I don't remember hearing you talk like that before, like a big hunk of rough-trade, which you're quite definitely not, you know…"

"Prick-peddlers like me get awfully tough after a while," he said. "Especially when we've been trained by swingin' professionals, like you."

"Is that a compliment?" she asked; but looked much too spent and euphoric to be suspicious.

"Who knows, maybe it's a character sketch," he said. "But if the shoe fits, you know where to shove it."

She laughed. "Ooh my, but aren't we naughty today? All that profanity from such thoroughbred lips!" She shot up on her knees and faced him. "Now tell me, darling, what are your next orders, since you're the one who's cracking the whip today…?"

He held his long languid tool in his hand and said: "Suck me off, boss-lady. Get this thing all bright and shiny again…"

She gave a sharp intake of breath, and he knew his words had excited her. Then she glared defiantly at him. "That sounds like a dare. Is it?"

"Right," he said. "But I want you to do it while I'm standing up, so I can look down and see you on your knees. Now come on, follow me, we'll stand on the floor. Near the mirror. That way I can watch those suckin' lips of yours from all angles."

"Oooh honey!.. You're givin' me goose-pimples, talking like that…!"

With a laugh, David leapt out of bed and strode towards the mirrored wall, until he stood within inches of the two-way panel.

David was sure she wasn't in the least suspicious as he watched her slowly follow him across the room, her eyes staring between his legs, too devoted to that low-slung cause to think of anything else. Goddamn, he really had her panting for it this time… Now David felt the jerking tremors of a new erection as he recalled how her cute lispy mouth had felt down there earlier, the head of his cock throbbing for the feel of her lips, the whole heavy structure now rising as he watched her eyes on it.

She stood before him, looking down. And he said: "Kneel down and slide it into your mouth, real easy, And leave it there 'til it's all baby-fresh and stiff… and explodes again…"

In the living-room there was a frantic, scurrying movement among the spectators, all of whom had been gasping wordlessly until this moment, but now expressing critical opinions as they left their seats and rushed forward to kneel and stare and ogle, their hands busily worming inside their pants or briefs or garter-belts. None of them touched one another, naturally, since these proxy-thrills represented the sole and main sperm-event of their lives.

"That's awful!" muttered one of the lesbians, a sachet-hanky blotting laboriously between her thighs, "to make her kiss him there now, after where that thing's been!" But the beatific grin on her manly face belied this professed revulsion.

Valerie, brilliant esthete, harlot and bunco-artist, got to her knees. The sideview of her plump protrusive breasts was truly magnificent, and on the other side of the mirror several homo-voyeurs got even hotter watching the hetero-voyeurs, furiously masturbating themselves inside their pockets, reeling from the heady effects of this close mammary-view…

Valerie now took David's semi-hard prong in her hand, eyed it lovingly and then watched it sprout up in her palm… until it became too thick and billowing to hold, so she took her hand away and smiled to see how it stood straight out, all by itself. She placed her hands on David's tan lithe hips, then leaned forward, slipping the rearing fruity head of it between her lips and flicking her tongue around the velvety resilient man-flesh… ummm!.. Her very favorite spigot…

"Ahhhhh!" gasped the living-room audience, one of the men trying to grind himself and his camera at the same time.

David began to groan with the feel of her mouth on him, licking his lips and swallowing and gasping, and none of this for show, because he had learned to dearly love these oral diversions… oooh God! watch that bulbous thudding knob right smack into the curve of lush womanly mouth… surely that was heaven's own design… and feel that soft girlie-tongue… ummm… So much more independent than her clitoris, so free and ad lib and inventive…

After sucking his spear all spic and span, the devoted little public-relations expert worked ravenously on David's fat member until he howled out and clutched her lovely hair and spouted fully once more, Valerie hungrily swallowing and nursing every wet streaming trace of his fluid mania… as the boy rocked back and forth on his feet and held her head and let his juices flow against the crowding warm satin of her tongue, down her throat… "Ooooh, David, when you come there's such a crazy pulse-beat in your wang!.. ummm… Love the pulse of you in my mouth, and the cream of you…!" Releasing his penis, the girl bent lower to give his drooping balls more salutary assuagement, swirling her tongue in and about their plump dips. With a quavering sigh, David sank to the floor, where he lay-flat on his back and flung his long husky legs up in the air.

With a grin, Valerie said: "Total experience, eh?… you devil!" And crawled down on the floor with him. Gripping his sturdy legs in her hands, she pushed them up, directing him to hold them high and in place with his elbows. David did as she asked, newly expectant tremors swirling beneath his balls as he yearned for the fresh oscillating taints of her mouth… for now he was hopelessly addicted to the feel of someone's lips where they did not traditionally belong… tongues turning into secretive events, as now Valerie spread the manly buttocks and ran her tongue along the tender area joining his testes with his lower intimacy, that entry that had been made so full and round from recent persuasions. She licked lightly at the soft hairless bud of him, and then, with an obsessive little cry, she dug her tongue deeply up and began kissing him there, feverishly, wantonly, making girlish "petting-in-the-back-seat" love to him right there at the core of him… ooh, the palpitating base!.. as David cried out with the lovely wet tapping feel of it, expanding and contracting that newly sucked flesh down there… oooh! Remembering his manners and returning the kiss… aw, lip-service, baby… here, now… back and forth and give and receive and kiss the livin' hell out of me down there…!

Three straights in the audience shot in their pockets: "Ahhhhhhh!.. ooops!" While several other members all three sexes looked like they might require stretcher-bearers any minute.

A few seconds later the two versatile performers were sucking fiercely away at each others' crotches, their heads lustily thigh-dipped as they sprawled flat on the floor for a rabid, gulping simul-feast, snarling and drinking and lapping up each other's juices like they were opening some fertile new vein in an abandoned gold-mine… mouths that licked and panned for bouillon, hot-fevered lips that scooped and digested until they made two fluid bodies flow as one…

… A few moments later Valerie was lying exhausted on her bed, a dreamy, indolent look on her face. She watched curiously as David hurriedly started to slip into a robe. "Hey, honeyboy, where's the rush?" she asked. "All we need is a breather and we can hang right in there again."

Fastening the belt on his robe, David lit a quick cigarette and moved towards the bed. Pretending to be looking for his slipper, he bent down and swiftly removed the tape, flicking off the recorder, then slipping the tape into his pocket as he rose up again. He grinned down at the naked sprawl of her body. "Got you begging for it, haven't I?… You've got nothin' but meat on your mind now, right, Val?"

She nodded eagerly. "Oh baby, you've learned so much in this apartment, I'd crawl on my hands and knees to have you. Oooh, you were so good, honey… every last inch and swallow of you tastes like more… always more!"

"Then maybe you think I'm worth what I charge?"

"Every penny!" With a chuckle, she sat up in bed and started to slide a hand between his legs, inside his robe, but he bolted backwards.

"Well then, perhaps I'd better go out and collect my fee." he said. "You want to watch, Val?"

David crooked his little finger at her and gave her a twinkly grin. "Come on, honey. One picture's worth a thousand words." He opened the bedroom door and went out, circling around the dining area to the living-room. "Ladies and gentlemen," he loudly greeted his guests, "the performance is over for the afternoon. May I bear some appreciation?"

Valerie let out a grunt as if she'd been kicked in the belly by a mule. Then she shot up off her bed as she heard the enthusiastic applause coming from her living-room, the wild cries of "Bravo! Wunderbar! Author…Author!"

She grabbed a robe and slipped into it on the run, tearing out of her bedroom and into her salon just in time to see fifteen satisfied customers shelling out fifty bucks a piece to the conquering ringmaster.

"Oh David, that was so splendid…!"

"Superb!"

"Out of this world!"

Seeing Valerie standing there gaping at them, they applauded her too.

"Valerie, you were absolutely marvelous playing a stinky-fingered little degenerate…!"

"What inspired type-casting, dear girl!"

"And what delightful buns you have, darling… especially to see them sticking up towards the heavens like that…!"

Valerie glared at David, then glanced at her two-way mirror, then scanned the sallow faces of the audience, who were now preparing to leave, her eyes going even wilder as she noticed the movie-camera. An unintelligible rattling sound began in her throat before she could find any words. And then: "What the fuck's been going on behind my back?" she roared.

Everyone found this so hilarious, nobody could speak for a full thirty seconds.

"Oooh honey, you took the words right out of my mouth," said David.

"And the food too, the lyin' little cheat!" said one of his loyal homo-patrons.

Hazily, Valerie reviewed all her squat and subjugated positions in the bedroom, and glanced at the mirror again, then back to the jeering faces. Then she went very white and let out a long, bloodcurdling scream that was rather like the mating call of the caribou, following this up with a series of hoarse groans and convulsive fits and starts of growling humiliation. "Oh you… you lousy fuckin' sonofabitch…!" She was so beside herself she forgot to lisp… "You won't get away with this! My God, after what I did for you… I took you in and… and I… "

"… And you sold my ass down the drain, is that what you're trying to say?" said David. "Why you stinkin' little crook, you robbed me blind… and this seven-fifty of what you earned for me today is probably-just a fourth of what you've been piling up, you pig!.. What the hell ever happened to the whores with a heart of gold?"

Valerie went even more panicky as she saw her tittering audience leave one by one. The mention of cash had struck a nerve, driving her slightly off-center. "Ooh, you bastard, give me that money… it's mine!" She dashed across the room and sprang at David, just as he slipped the last of the checks and bills into his pocket. She began fighting him like a wildcat. No passion, no lusty ambivalence. Nothing but hatred, and pure unadulterated greed. Nor did David derive any excitement from another wrestling-match with her. Brute force was now in order, and for no other reason except to enforce all the laws of his decision. He pinned her arms behind her back and carried her squealing and kicking into the bedroom, where he hurled her onto the bed and momentarily incapacitated her by burying her under a mountain of bedding. Then, after picking up his clothes, he grabbed the key out of the door and slammed it shut, locking her inside.

Valerie pounded and kicked at the door, screaming out curses as he hurriedly got into his clothes… "Any show put on in my house I get paid for!.. do you hear me… I'm the boss here! Oh you motherfuckin' cock-suckin' thief!.. I hustled up every single one of those Johns… they were my customers… so every cent of that money's mine!.. aw, I'm gonna ruin you for this!.. Wait till the Montclairs hear about you, baby!.. Wait till I put the squeeze on your wife and your whole fuckin' family!"

"Try it, sweetie, and I'll send this tape of our performance to the Vice Squad!"

"What tape?"

"Look under your bed and see the empty recorder."

There was silence for a moment and he knew she was searching under the bed, after which ensued another series of sputtering screams and violent new kicks at the door.

"I'll also send the Police your address," he said, "and briefly mention your line of work, which they can easily verify when they see the stag-film you just made, with my face carefully edited out of the whole picture, naturally…"

David went out and slammed the door. But could still hear her agonizing wails as he walked down the hall…

"That's my Goddamned money!.. oh help me, someone…! Help me… I've been robbed! Sonsa-bitchin' thieves… Come back here with… my… money!"

That Valerie! She sure was a sore loser.

David Fortune drove home slowly, thoughtfully, beginning to wonder which had come first, his thorough disenchantment with the life of a stud-hustler, or his growing failure to cope with the pressures it brought to his bodily fluids. It was no work for a man, despite the fast monetary rewards. Luckily, it had all happened before his ninety days of grace ran out, so Montclair hadn't yet set the wheels of his destruction in motion.

He didn't suppose he'd ever go back to All-Planet Insurance after all he'd said to the old guy, but perhaps he could let Montclair know he was eager for another similar position, even making use of those references he'd offered when applying for a new job. What else could he do?

Pensively, David supposed his dull little world and sweet mediocre wife were still intact after all. Nothing had really changed in that bulwark of domesticity he called home, so he'd lost nothing-except his pride, his virility-at least temporarily-and his peace of mind. But would he ever be able to block out all that feverish imagery that was now locked so indelibly in his mind? Ever forget that exquisite insidious dragon-lady who showed him the ropes? Bye-bye, Valerie, and bang-bang, Valerie… Because I'll be wagging myself to the horny tune of you for the rest of my life…

When he got home he was relieved to see that Linda was away for the afternoon so he could nap and recover. Then at dinner that night David was confronted with a brand new shock: he really saw his wife for the first time in months. She'd been wearing her clothes quite loose for several weeks, so as not to show, wanting to put off that eventual sticky discussion with her husband. But with one gaping glance, David suddenly knew.

Now the dregs of remorse truly flooded in on this boy as he wracked himself over the coals of guilt, wondering how he'd ever be worthy of the bravest, noblest little woman of them all! Good God!.. All these weeks while he was becoming a whore, she was becoming a mother! How could he ever face her and make himself forget all he'd done to destroy their future, while she was giving her life's blood to build up their little family and enrich all their horizons? He thought of all the dirt he'd just stepped out of coupled with the sweet path of diapers and baby-talcum that stretched ahead for her, and he felt he could die with his shame.

Later, when the children were asleep, he went quietly to her side and gave her cheek a kiss. "Oh honey, I'm on to your little secret now… why didn't you tell me? Did you think I'd be angry?"

"Hmmm?… What, what… who… how?" Linda went so alert for danger that she twitched a little. He knows, she thought-this is it! I'll leave town… Change my name…!

"I mean, accidents will happen," he said, grinning down at her.

Linda sighed and wanted to cross herself. "Oh… yes, David… yes, that's exactly how it happened. Even modern contraception can slip out… up!.. I mean slip up now and then, and I know we agreed not to have any more children…"

"Now Linda, stop apologizing!" he said, comrade-fingers at her cheek and chucking. "I'm glad, and I want you to know that. You don't know how proud you've made me, and how… Well, how exhilarated and happy I feel. Gosh, I can't wait to hold the little fella in my arms!"

The next day David went into San Francisco and had a brief interview with his father-in-law, who seemed happy-as-a-bride to see him. The old man wouldn't hear of his working for another insurance firm, now that he was so willing to return to the fold. "With your tail between your legs, my boy?" Wilbur inquired with a gloating eagerness.

"With my tail right where it fits the most, Sir," David replied. "At home."

"Splendid, then we'll see to it that you get a new and exalted post, not to mention a raise, which, of course, I've just mentioned, haven't I?"

David waited while Montclair made out a generous check for him, a salary-advance. Then this jubilant gentleman almost danced as he escorted his resurrected son-in-law to the door. "Glad to have you back with your nose to the grindstone, my boy, right where it belongs!" And David winced a little as Wilbur slapped him a squeezing hard thump on his used-up posterior. "Naughty boy! Been dipping down into the fleshpots, eh? Oh David, how often I thought of you during the Christmas party! Missed you, you scallawag!"

"Well, I missed you too, Mr. Montclair… I just wasn't myself…"

"Call me 'Dad' now, son."

"All right…" David grinned sheepishly at him, "Dad…"

Dad gave him a last paternally hot flank-pinch and told him to: "Hang in there, Tiger, we need you on our team!"

That day David drove home to safety and rejuvenation, thinking: oh golly, what a lucky young average rich suburban husband am I! At the brink of insanity itself I've found that the opiate of mindless conformity is still mine. Oh, it's quite true I'm being bought, sealed and delivered once again, but what a comfort not to have to go to strangers for that any more.

And the bonus? Brand new fruit-of-his-loins, new image growing immaculately in that incubator-chapel of Linda's belly. Last chance to perpetuate the surviving good in him, and exonerate.

TWENTY-TWO

For several months everything reverted to normal for Mr. and Mrs. David Fortune of Hillsborough. David was given a more responsible position at All-Plant Insurance, and would soon be earning forty thousand a year, instead of the measly twenty-five thousand he'd been pulling in before his fall from valor and inhibition. Montclair seemed impressed with the boy's staunch victory in his battle with the devil, although David suspected the old boy could do with a bit of guidance himself. While watching his goatish employer slap the rumps of both office-boys and secretaries, David wondered if there mightn't have been a Valerie Hudson in his life at one time. Or at least half a Hazel-Harry?

At home, too, the pattern snapped back to its treadmill of rigid sobriety, with their Sunday evening sex-skirmish as comfortably premeditated as ever. Having been over-rehearsed for years, Linda and David each did their "let's get convivial" bit, both afraid to let loose and show the other how many exotic new twists and tricks had been added to their repertoire. This sort of "opening-up" process was reserved strictly for strangers; for after all, as husband and wife their most important obligation was to remain good friends, and everybody knows that in passion lie all the seeds of hate. Neither of them had managed to retain any respect for the lovers they'd unearthed during their bacchanals, and such a flagrant lack of mutual esteem could never work in the home. Consequently, in bed this beautiful young couple continued to cool it, for the roles they'd sworn to enact were far too solemn for them to start enjoying their intercourse like a couple of loose-limbed pagans.

There was David's conscience, of course, which was still lodged thickly in his libido, although, for a while he tried desperately not to recognize this truth. However, even if he hadn't failed so miserably at the Prince of Vice, he would surely have taken the pledge anyway, after discovering that Linda was pregnant. If a philandering husband needed an Act of God to make him see the light, that was the act to do it. How shoddy and contrite David felt, to think that a part of him had been growing within her while he'd been out subverting his morals among strangers. To atone for this betrayal he would now devote his whole life to making her placid.

But as the months went by and Linda's time drew near, all of David's newly-paved sex-drives reared their knobby little heads again; for now even the Fortunes' limited bedtime gymnastics had to cease. But oh dear Lord!.. How Linda longed to show him those other methods she'd learned, the moist French-style sharings taught to her by Brad and Darlene and their revolving chain of team-mates; David, at the same time, wishing he might put her through those very same wet-paces. Yet, since they were honor-bound to stick to the scripture, each were thwarted by those unwritten laws of connubial temerity.

"Can you be patient for a few weeks, dear?" she would ask, giving him one of her close-mouthed "I'm Your Auntie Wife!" kisses.

"Yes," sighed David. "If it takes forever, I will wait for you." But he didn't sing it.

And he waited. Those were the bad weeks. All the gut-tearing fevers and images came back to him, assailing. He would lock himself in the bathroom at home, the men's room at work, and desperately wag himself rigid with nostalgia, summoning up all those wistful losses… voluptuous mouths and bodies and members. With Valerie herself leading the brigade, grinding all valves and calling all shots. Because she was still his motor and impetus, ringleader vice-queen not yet exorcised. And in seeing this mind's vision of her, he saw the others, as if she alone had given them birth… Oooh Christ… Those strange and dangling blooming ones still lurking and untasted and all a part of the same lusty cloth of degradation, fresh contours of adventure to drink or to impale. God, how those appetites clung to him! Would only castration cut him free forever?

So David thought about her. About them. How easy it would be to lift the telephone and dial a still-unexplored number. A flick of the fingers and all his buried agonies would find reprieve. The Hot Triumvirate: Valerie, the telephone, and them. Three spectres that stayed with him, ripened.

Linda, meanwhile, had been suffering in much the same fashion, although, thankfully, she'd been much too pregnant to be lusting. She had gradually stopped going to Brad Grogan's apartment, not only because of her condition; he had grown increasingly wilder and more indiscreet, inviting too many questionable types to his apartment, the place getting so crowded that people often had to "make out" while dancing simply because there was no room to do it lying down.

However, Linda went on seeing Darlene Morrison for an occasional lunch in town, although she had deftly managed not to be alone with the girl again. She faced enough disturbing problems now without adding that unsettling influence. Darlene phoned several times a week to inquire about the children and offer advice regarding Linda's condition, never failing to remind the latter about her promise to let her have Brad's baby, should David prove difficult and refuse to accept the child as his own. Linda had regretted that hasty gesture almost as soon as she'd made it, hoping the girl would forget it. But Darlene talked about it constantly. Linda didn't doubt that she was genuinely fond of children, and several times had given in to her request to visit Janice and Larry during trips to Golden Gate Park. Not that she feared any sort of blackmail if she refused to let the girl meet her children. But more than once Linda wondered what might happen when, or if, David welcomed their new baby with open arms. She had a strange feeling Darlene would want something else, if she couldn't have that baby. At present, Linda didn't want to think what that something-else might be; except that whenever she thought of Brad and Johnny and all their blistering performances, Darlene was a part of it. Not as a threat, but as a memory of desire. And promptly stifled such thoughts by reminding herself how constant and devoted her dear husband had been of late, knowing their whole life would hang in the balance when David got his first look at Brad's baby… resigning herself to accepting whatever decision he made. Either a punishment or a rescue, she would take what he offered and find it just.

When Linda's baby arrived, right on schedule, her fears that it would be a perfect latin-flavored replica of Brad Grogan were somewhat allayed. It was a female. Seven pounds four ounces. However, nobody who saw this ravishing little brunette was thrown off the scent in the least. The hair was a fuzzy jet-black, eyes dark, and the olive tones of the skin were downright Mediterranean.

At the hospital, the antiseptic face-mask they gave David luckily hid most of his expressions as he held the yapping infant in his arms. Nor did his eyes reveal any emotion save that of paternal pride. He noticed Linda raising weakly in her bed, her eyes boring holes into him.

"Isn't she an angel, David? Mother says I was a sort of brownette until I was five…"

Her eagerness to mention this point at that particular moment convinced David of the truth. But his eyes danced and smiled as he handed the baby back to the nurse.

"Then you feel she'll turn blond during kindergarten?" David said to his wife.

"She's bound to!" said Linda, nodding her head incessantly.

The nurse gazed up at the ceiling and whistled an old standard. David knew it was Little White Lies, but he kept smiling, even after removing the mask. And now, a whole flaming montage of vital statistics swept through his mind. Brad's threat to get back at him after he found out about Joyce, promising to hit him right where he lived. Linda's recent frantic extra-curricular activities.

He gazed steadily at the little Greek-bearing mother in her bed, wondering how she could still retain all that innocence after a stomping affair with Brad Grogan, propped up in that sea of purest maternity-white. David recalled her old revulsions for Brad, and the revelation came as no surprise to him that it was primarily because she disapproved of him so strongly that this could have happened at all. But how beautifully off-the-hook this left him! Linda had been so involved with her own illicit affairs, she'd had neither the time nor the energy to become suspicious about his-which placed him in a fantastic bargaining position as her wronged and blameless husband, for now only one of them had to lose his illusions about the other. Since he was in no danger of having a baby who resembled Valerie, his reputation was still secure and intact. And, as he tenderly smiled and kissed his deflated helpmate, David meant to hold onto everything Linda still felt he deserved: the clean-white world of Suburbia, forty thousand a year, prestige and public dignity-and, what was most valuable, at last he had something on her, his perennial virgin-faced wife, a trump-card he could now use to lubricate his own flaring desires, those gnawing appetites which, until the birth of Brad's bastard, he'd feared must be kept buried forever.

By presenting him with Brad's tiny Latin temptress, Linda had re-opened some sweet doors for David. The Underground! All those snarling degeneracies Valerie Hudson had shown him could be his once more, if he was careful and selective. No longer would there be that martyred saint in his house keeping him constipated with false guilt. His germ-free idol had feet of clay just as clammy as his own, so now David felt free to ooze right back into those pits and fraternize!

He played the role of Duped Daddy with great sincerity, and soon Linda seemed quite convinced that he accepted their new baby as his own. David decided she mustn't ever suspect he knew the truth, for this might give her the incentive to re-grease her loose morals, which was a most unattractive idea for any husband. Who wanted a wife that laid around? She was now a woman who had been bitten once by the virus of Satan, and was so humbly grateful not to have been found out by her husband that now she had learned her lesson and would henceforth take the veil. So be it. David meant to keep her in that vault of chastity and repentance, while he very cleverly fulfilled his heart's dirtiest desires. By now he'd become sufficiently familiar with the diverse enticements of the flesh to realize one needn't dabble at top-speed every waking hour in order to maintain a balance of sensuality. Why not part-time debauchery with everybody else? But with spice this time… Ahh yes!.. With novelty…

After Linda returned home from the hospital, there were several weeks of disturbing phone-calls and letters from Darlene Morrison. Finally, when Linda told the girl there was no hope of ever putting her new baby up for adoption, Darlene stated some new requests, calling them "consolation prizes." If she couldn't claim full-time ownership to one of Linda's babies, why not part-time control of all of them?

"Let me go to work in your house as the children's governess, Linda!.. I swear, you'll never regret it!"

Coolly, Linda had asked for some time to think this over. And when she thought about the idea, it was the girl she considered, not the children's needs, nor Darlene's professional aptitudes. She thought of Darlene herself, the lithesome one, and thought of their soft supple hours together. Linda refused to dwell on the alternative threats involved here, or what might happen if she refused the girl's request. Hostility and tension would arise if they discussed exactly what Darlene would do if Linda closed all doors to her, and Linda was too excited by the prospect of having this mercurial being in her house every day to want to kill their mutual sparks with quarrels or recriminations.

When she discussed the matter with David, she found him as passive and trusting as ever. She knew, of course, that she didn't deserve such faithful worship from the poor dear cuckold, but, nevertheless, clung to it for dear life.

"I'm planning to discharge Flora, David," she told him one evening. "She's getting on now, you know, and now that there are four children to take care of instead of three… well, we need someone younger and more vigorous…"

"You do what you think best, darling," he said, lending her cheek a stiff upper-lip. "The servant-problem is your domain, and I trust you implicitly in that department."

"Well I…" She cleared her throat. "I already have a girl in mind. She comes with excellent references. Been working in a day-nursery in San Francisco for five years, and I… I saw her at the employment agency. She's very bright and attractive, and… she's colored, David. A light Negro girl. Do you mind?"

"Don't be silly, Linda," he chuckled. "Like a lot of other American men these days, I've learned that brown can be quite beautiful."

Suddenly she caught his eyes and held them. "Then you do want the very best for our children, don't you, David?"

He returned her gaze, calmly, blandly. "I want them to have everything we've built here, Linda, everything we are. Now and in the future."

She gave him her Madonna-grimace. "You're so good, David."

"And you, my pet, are true."

Although it was a Tuesday, the solid young-marrieds were convivial that night… a Lucky-Linda-Special. However, since it was important to David that she still see him as the same neat and limited automaton she'd housebroken at the altar, David dutifully refrained from sludging it from side-to-side or doing anything too damp. At one point when she pretended to gasp with pain, David was positive she was yawning. Well, his heart went out to the poor, repressed girl, but his passions for her would still remain military, filial and chained… Ahh dear friend of my sunset years ahead, we are interweaving poetry and we are valentines, and for us Life's Highway is a trailing pastorale. Lovers are elsewhere… and they're for me alone, trapped housewife, not you!

"Ooh, what a lovely, quiet room!" said Darlene a few days later. Linda was installing her as the children's governess, showing her the house and the bed sitting-room that was to be hers. The two women stood on the threshold together, close enough for their hands to touch, but abstaining. Darlene looked eager and vibrant, with her flowing russet hair, her coffee and cream complexion. Linda went a little breathless as she tried to visualize what it would mean to have this provocative creature in her house every day, so ready and able to do her bidding.

Seeing that the girl carried only a mammoth purse, Linda asked if she expected the rest of her luggage later.

"Oh honey, you must be kidding!" Darlene laughed, gently squeezing the hand of her new mistress. "I'm not gonna sleep in. Just five days a week, and I hightail it back to the city every evening. I've got a husband to think of, you know. Johnny's back working days now, and that sex-maniac wants me in bed with him every night of our lives. Thai's what yow husband wants from you, isn't it, sweetie?"

Darlene's expression was arch and meaningful, but barely suggested all the varied combustibilities of their situation.

Yet, Linda felt moved to protest this decision for purely domestic reasons. "But the babies will need attention during the night too, Darlene. I thought surely you knew that…"

Darlene emitted a friendly chuckle. "You mean that lovin' husband of yours wouldn't dash into the nursery and pick up his youngest whenever he hears her wailin'? After all, honey, she's his pet brunette, isn't she?"

Linda went tense and turned her eyes away. "That was uncalled for, Darlene. It's simply that we've always had someone here all night, and… I'd feel safer if we continued that policy."

"Oh well, it shouldn't be too difficult to find a night-nurse for the kids, someone to take over after I go home…"

Linda glared at her, wanting to tell her what an outrageous demand this was. Then her eyes trailed downward to the voluptuous pout of girlish bosom, and up again to the full, red mouth. And Linda remembered all the artful graces of this girl, and smiled. "A night-nurse. Of course! Why didn't I think of that?" Then she gazed at the full-sized bed. "It would have been a pity to let all that comfort go to waste."

Darlene's eyes followed hers to the bed. "Oh no, darlin', that's not goin' to waste. In fact, it'll be gettin' double-duty, if you know what I mean."

Linda met her eyes, and felt a sudden chilling tremor about the thighs. "No, Darlene, I… I don't know what you mean."

Darlene edged her body forward until the two women touched at their most bosomly points, the girl's voice low, furtive… "In the early afternoon, when Janice and Larry are still in school and the babies are having their nap… think of it, Linda-between one and three in the sunshiny daylight. Us. Here. Ballin' ourselves silly five times a week…!"

Trembling, Linda had to grip the girl's hand to steady herself.

When David met Darlene later, he heartily approved: "She looks like just the girl to get things done around here, darling. She's so young and energetic, I'm sure it'll take a load off your mind just having her here…"

David now saw his house as a well-staffed, rock-bound citadel of decorum, and with Linda nailed safely to the cross of her transgressions, he was ready to investigate some untapped variations of the double standard.

Valerie again. Never very far from his mind, that elegant instigator, his lady of the sewage. Valerie, who had led him to the others. God, what a chorus-line, dancing and dangling and beckoning in the dreams of him, the moist nocturnal fancies… voices and tongues thick with gloating sex-entendre… daring him, jeering… And she was the crux.

He couldn't remember how long he'd been carrying the slip of paper in his wallet… the phone-number, the combination of digits that would whirl him into orbit once more. Umm!.. But newly now, more deeply astray than ever. The notorious choice.

Luscious pimp-body Valerie and her nefarious wheel-of-fortune, spinning him towards this destiny…

It was during his lunch-hour one day that David finally decided to make the call. He stole secretively to a distant phone-booth on Market Street, nervous and oh fire again with the threat of danger, the adventure of desire. He pulled out the long torn portion of The Gash Gazette, running his finger down the line of ads, canceling out one, then another. At last his eyes reached the ad he knew he'd been born to answer: "Active Male Stud-Well Endowed-Tall and Tan and Hung and Versatile-Available for Straight, Bi, and Gay Guys and Gals-24-hour service."

Shakily, David dialed the number, his blood pounding in his veins… (oh be still my heart!)… A husky male voice answered. "I saw your ad in the Gazette," David began.

"Yes, Sir, what's your pleasure?"

David began to perspire, and he knew he was stammering and felt ridiculous. "Are you… uh… busy this Saturday afternoon?"

"No. I could handle you at two on Saturday."

… Handle me!.. thought David, summoning up the tremulous pictures, the rough wet grabs. The boy gave him his address. David gave him a name. "How much do you charge?"

"Twenty an hour."

"You're not affiliated, are you?"

"Huh?"

"I mean, are you free-lance, or does someone manage you?"

A low, rueful laugh. "Nobody manages me, baby. I fly alone…"

… Baby he calls me!.. thought David… oooh!.. basso profundo calling me baby…!

"You're everything you advertise, aren't you?"

"Like what?"

"It says here that you're… well-endowed, which also means that you can produce when called up, if you follow me…"

"Eight and a half inches, baby, and I produce every time somebody touches me."

David let out a deep sigh, then waited until his breath came regularly. "Great. You sound like just what I've had in mind for weeks. I'll see you on Saturday. And if you… uh… show promise,"… clumsy attempt at humor here… "I'll take from you on a steady basis…"

"Aw man, that'd be cool, baby. I'll see ya Saturday!"

David's wheel of fortune was at last rolling in the right astral direction. New homes away from home opened wide their doors to him…

Brad Grogan put in a similar phone-call that week, a clutch of desperation. Down on his luck and needing money, he now found a readymade dream in his future. Quite by accident.

One night, when he was feeling particularly lonely and desolate, he resorted to his half-forgotten computer-list for the first time in months. There was only one untried name left on the sheet, and what fond memories he had of the others, having sapped each of them dry in his own inimitable style.

He dialed the number. A woman answered, and her voice was so beautiful and cultured, he could listen to her talk for hours. Oooh, I hooked a lady-type this time, he thought, and they're the ones who really crawl for it… So here goes another notch in my nuts… one more pussy-slave to squat, swallow, spit-up and forget…

"Could we possibly meet and have coffee?" he asked, in his lowest, sexiest tones.

"I think it could be arranged," said the girl. "Although I have a particular fondness for Irish coffee. What's your name, by the way?"

He told her, and noticed now that the girl had a slight lisp.

"And I'm Valerie Hudson," she said. "Why don't we meet at the Buena Casa? I know it's always terribly packed in that place, but I like to see how a man stands out in a crowd."

… Va va voom!.. oh, I'll stand out for you, all right…!

"Great," he said. "But… how will I know you?"

"I'm five-one, with silver blonde hair and very long fingers. Now, what do you look like, Brad?"

"I'm six-four, 185 pounds, and very long… uh… lashes!"

"Well now!" said Valerie, already charting out his price-tags and performance-schedules. "You sound real promising. Big husky guys like you make me feel so lost and defenseless…"

"Hold that thought!" he laughed. "I'll see you at one!"

When they met the crowd threw them together, and they stood very close, Valerie reaching out to give him her usual thumb-sampling sea! of approval… "Ooh my goodness, Brad!" she lisped. "Have you ever been a I model?"

"Hell yes!" he lied. "Can't you tell by the way I pose?"

Two days later Brad was punching in at Valerie's place, daily. New job, new ass, new tomorrow…

As for Mr. and Mrs. David Fortune of Hillsborough, the cool machinery of their lives never ceased to function. The habit-structure of marriage stayed the same for them, and they never quarreled and still were buddies. Now that they'd been properly mated they had a solid future together. Sexual security. The dearest. Ask any anthropologist.

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The Hungry Husband
Norman Singer

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