Pearl Jones

The Schooling of Carolyn

CHAPTER ONE

WELCOME

It didn't look like a pit. Carolyn had expected something … seedier. A run-down old hotel, perhaps, with women leaning out from the windows. Or maybe a half-converted jail. Even one of those tastelessly ostentatious modern buildings. Not this. The Academy looked like a very expensive resort; high in the mountains, far from the modern world. Stone walls bordered the manicured grounds, and the limousine drove for what seemed like miles after passing through high wrought-iron gates.

She spent the ride wondering what she had done. What she'd gotten herself into. It had all seemed reasonable enough the night before-seen through the bottom of a shot-glass, shock and orgasm as intoxicating as the drink. But now, alone in the back of a limo, far from the only town, the only life she'd ever known, it seemed completely insane. Surreal.

Discipline.

The stranger who had told her of the Academy had whispered it, and it was embossed on the thick rag-bond card she'd been given. The driver had murmured it just before closing the car door. Discipline.

What kind of discipline?

Sexual, surely, given the things that odd woman had said and done. But what did that mean? Did I sell myself into some kind of sex slavery? Damn, I don't even know if this place is co-ed! That woman, last night, she didn't say. And why didn't she come get me herself? What's with the stretch? And the driver? What's going to happen to me?

Her head hurt, and all the questions boiling in her skull didn't help. Hung over, and not for the first time. Fine; she could handle that. She'd had a lot of experience over the past few months. Hangovers were just the price she paid for drinking, and they were still better than the nothingness she drank to escape. Had drunk to escape. Until last night, when a stranger had offered her something better.

Maybe … She shook her head. No point to wondering what would happen; the limo was nearing the end of the drive. All she had to do was get out of the car, and she would see what was to be seen. Or not. I could go home. Just forget about all this.

Go back? To what?

Carolyn dug the card out of her pocket and traced the single word. She licked her lips, remembering the strange events of the night before, the stranger's whispered words echoing off tile as they echoed now in memory.

"This is your entry visa,” the woman had said while Carolyn still reeled. “And the key to your success.” And she had smiled like a snake, her tongue darting out to trace her lips.

What had she meant by that? And why isn't she here? Not that they were friends or anything; Carolyn didn't even know the woman's name. It was simply that she was lonely, and frightened. And wet. She spread her legs a bit, embarrassed by the thought, the fact, frustrated. If she hadn't worried about the driver seeing, she might have tried to give herself some relief, but she'd never been very good at that. Maybe they'll-whoever runs this place-maybe they can teach me how to do something about it. Oh, God, I'd give anything for that.

The car pulled up at last by a sprawling stone manse, and the driver came around to open the door for her. Carolyn blinked, for the driver was very differently dressed than she had been before, wearing a driver's cap but little else on her lithe small form: A short vest that pushed her breasts forward, offering them to the world. A skirt so short it didn't deserve the name. High-heeled shoes with dainty straps around the ankles. And a choker with a tiny gold lock holding it closed. When she'd arrived at Carolyn's, she'd worn a duster that had covered her as well as a nun's habit. Had this been beneath it all the while?

Why would anyone dress that way? Hookers don't show that much skin! And that necklace…

Discipline?

Carolyn shrank back into the seat.

The driver waited, patient and placid, holding the door open until Carolyn gathered her courage and ventured forth. Cap doffed, she led the way inside to a room out of a British drama, old glowing wood and leather and polished brass. A shallow bow seemed to suggest that Carolyn might sit.

She chose a chair. When next she looked around, the driver had gone. She looked around the room, waiting for whatever came next. And trying not to scream from nerves. What am I doing here? I don't fit! This place, this isn't for someone like me. She swallowed, trying to remember what she had been told. A place to learn, for people whose needs were different. And that word, that one word. Discipline.

Right. Try to stay calm. Like that boy with the fox. Oh, I wish I hadn't thought that. For some reason, her mind flashed on the stranger's fingernails. Her body responded with a flood of wetness. Oh, God.

She was using her hands to fan her cheeks when the door opened, and three impossibly beautiful beings walked into the room. Two men, one woman, they shone with wealth, with success. The looked like the kind of people on television. Glossy. Important. Privileged. Carolyn looked down at her shoes, embarrassed by their lack of polish, feeling awkward and frumpled and fat and perfectly out of place. She darted a glance up through her lashes, wanting to stare, but not to be seen. The woman met her eyes, smiling, wise and kind. Carolyn felt her cheeks heat even more but raised her head, and the men each offered a brief nod.

There are some men here, at least. That's a relief. She didn't bother to ask herself why. And they were gorgeous, too. So was the woman. And the driver. And the stranger. All of them, good-looking and polished. Unlike me. She looked at her shoes again, run down and scuffed and probably years out of style, if they'd ever been in style to begin with.

"Tell us why you are here,” the woman commanded. Her voice was soft, but it was firm, as well. Carolyn couldn't look at any of them while she spoke, but she forced herself to answer, stammering out a confused tale of the woman in the bar. Her offer. Her demonstration. The climax-not Carolyn's first, but one of few, and the strongest. How different the world seemed, now, how much more it had to offer. How she yearned.

"Why are you here?” The woman's voice was almost a caress.

"To learn,” Carolyn whispered. “To … feel.” She licked her lips. “She said-she said you could give me ‘sensations beyond belief.'” She blinked back tears, desperate and afraid, clutching her hands to still their shaking. Her palms were damp; not the only moisture she could feel. She swallowed, trying not to squirm in the leather chair. What if they don't take me? What might happen then? What happened if they did, what would they ask of her? “Sensations beyond belief.” She said it like a prayer.

One of the men spoke. “Stand up and remove your clothing."

She gaped, shook her head. Surely she had misheard? But the woman raised one elegantly curved brow, and she knew she had heard the command.

Do I obey? What if I don't? Is this some test? The only answer she could find was in the woman's eyes. They demanded obedience, and she found herself on her feet, undoing buttons even as she asked herself what she thought she was doing. Her cheeks were hot, her hands shook, her breath caught in her throat, but she obeyed. In far too little time for her comfort, she stood exposed, naked but for the blush crawling down her neck toward her breasts.

"Turn,” the man said, and she did, not even thinking to resist. Her mind was still busy wondering how she had come to where she was. “Bend.” “Raise your arms.” “Open your mouth.” She did what she was told.

"Expose your clit.” She froze, blinking, unable to speak. There was no doubt in her mind she had heard correctly this time. But she could not. She hadn't been able to do that for her husband, her ex, the one time he had asked. There was no way she could do for a stranger what she could not have done out of love!

The woman leaned forward in her chair. “Are you refusing the command?"

The soft purr of her voice seemed to slither across the room, crawling to Carolyn's core to nestle there. Dazed with the feeling-so new, incredible!-Carolyn placed her hands over her mound and spread her fingers a bit. Then more, pulling her lips open until she felt the chill air on the tenderest flesh of her body. She smelled herself on the air, and flushed head to toe. Someone chuckled; she screwed her eyes shut. Discipline. She arched her back, offering herself to the view of the strangers before her.

"Well.” The man who had not yet spoken cleared his throat. “Come."

Carolyn shook her head; not refusal, but confusion. “How?” She croaked the word, throat tight with too much emotion. She desperately wanted to obey that single-word command; her whole body felt taut as a bowstring, ready, but she didn't know what to do. She hadn't masturbated much, and had never found the trick to it; her hands felt pleasant on her body but she rarely achieved climax.

"Hm.” He snapped his fingers, and Carolyn's eyes popped open at the sound. A door opened, and she groaned. Another person to see her exposed; she flushed again. The driver appeared, minus her cap, bearing a tray. She offered a single feather to the man. Turning away at a wave, she tossed a wink at Carolyn, who dropped her eyes to the floor, stifling a sob.

Juices trickled down her thighs, chilling as they went. The man beckoned her forward with a finger, and she stepped, awkward with her hands still between her legs.

"Spread your feet."

She stood there, waiting, as they all looked upon her. When the feather touched her, she flinched back, then forced herself to be still. It teased, tormented, circling around her nub, brushing across it only briefly before darting away. Her breath quickened, and sweat broke out on her body, nipples wrinkled tight, her fluids dampening her feet.

It stopped. She opened eyes she did not remember closing, mouth open wide. “Why?"

"How do you feel?"

"I … need."

"Is this what you were expecting, when you agreed to study here?"

The question took a moment to penetrate, as Carolyn's attention was mostly on her body. “I don't know what I expected. I needed something. A change. And I don't have any money, or any skills.” The quiet man chuckled, but said nothing. She continued, “I don't know much about sex or anything, but the woman said you'd teach me to enjoy. I want that, I want to know how to make myself come, and to do to other people what she did to me."

I want to feel. Anything. And if you don't start … playing … with me again soon, I am going to scream. Please! Please? It took all her strength not to speak. Her pulse pounded in her ears, and she felt it strong beneath her fingers as she held herself open, praying for his attentions.

He was talking; she shook her head, and he smiled. Understanding crinkled his eyes, a warm expression like a grandfather would wear; she didn't feel at all familial. She wanted his hands, his mouth, his cock, that feather he still held and would not use!

He spoke again, a hint of scolding in his voice. “Do you understand that, if you are accepted, you will remain her for two years? No weekends, no vacations, no off-season. No time to visit friends. Your time is ours, for twenty-four full months. If we accept you, will you be able to handle that?"

Pay attention! Or do you want to be sent away? Her whole body clenched in fear. She cleared her throat. “Two years is fine; I wasn't doing anything, anyway.” Just … drifting.

"Do you understand that, while you are here, you are to follow orders?"

She nodded, silent, waiting.

"The Academy is not like the world outside. As a student, you would be required to follow all orders, regardless of how you may feel about them. Do you understand that? Do you understand even your body will not be your own? Are you agreeing to give yourself over to us?"

Carolyn swallowed. Can I do this? Really? A small breeze stirred the air. She felt it on every inch of her skin, like a kiss, like an answer. I'm standing here naked. I can do anything. She nodded.

"Then stand still.” The man's stern expression faded into fond approval, and the feather resumed its flicking, teasing torment. Dipping between her lips, darting away. She felt the air it stirred, heard the murmurs of the others, smelled lemon polish and cologne and scotch and her own sex. Her knees went weak; she tried to lock them, to keep herself steady while the man did as he willed.

Discipline, she thought, over and over, until the feather chased even that word from her mind. Panting, sweating, perfuming the air with her fluids, she shook and whispered her pleas to the room. She lost all sense of time, of dignity, of pride, and would gladly have spread her legs to one and all. But no matter how she tried, she could not find the edge to pleasure; the feather always pulled away.

A few times, her hands slipped toward her center; she caught herself before she quite touched her clit. Some part of her remembered what she had promised, and feared that if she disobeyed, she might still be sent away.

This feeling, this suspense, was far better than the emptiness she had lived with since the divorce-or before. She did her best to stay on her feet and still. The air around her warmed and moistened, until she felt like she had become a swamp.

She was tormented by that feather until the sheer intensity of the sensation drove her to her knees by the sensation, what seemed mere heartbeats from climax. She writhed on the floor, begging, sobbing, completely vulnerable, as the three took turns scraping the feather over her clitoris and surrounding flesh. Their skill was as impressive as their patience. They teased and tickled, poked and pressed, circled and stroked and traced-and pulled away, again and again, just when it seemed she had reached the point of no return. From time to time there were new instructions, poses to take, parts to offer up to that wonderful, horrible feather. She did as they commanded, blushing and biting her lip and trying not to beg.

She failed, but they didn't seem to mind.

When she was at long last dismissed from the room, she crawled toward the door, too drained and shaken even to attempt to stand. The motion of her legs sent her finally over the edge, so powerful an orgasm that she went blind and deaf for a moment.

That was her welcome to the Academy.

CHAPTER TWO

INITIATIONS

Carolyn's mind whirled. Too many things had happened in too short a time. Someone led her to a place she could recover; it might have been the driver, or the stranger, or an angel complete with wings. She must have seen the person, but took no note of identity, simply too tired to care. She hadn't slept much the night before, and that interview had taken every last bit of strength she had. Head down, she followed where she was led, and fell on a couch, and simply breathed.

She thought she would sleep, but instead, as she panted, she remembered. A night ago, a different life.

* * * *

She had emptied her bank account for one last bender. Enough bourbon to float a ship, and then she'd worry about what came next. The money hadn't gone as far as she'd hoped, but then a woman had taken the seat beside her, and offered to buy her a drink and lend an ear. “Tell me your tale of woe."

"'S nothing special,” Carolyn drawled. She wasn't drunk-or not enough. But it was nice to pretend, to spill out her sorrows as though her tongue had been lubricated by alcohol, and the woman had, after all, paid for the drink. “Happens every day. Make a fairy tale out of it, ‘xcept there's no happy endin’ for me. Once upon a time, a small-town girl got dumped. Her husband left her, and there she was, all on her own-some."

The woman made a sympathetic sound. Carolyn barely noticed. She was searching for the words to tell her tale. Easier as a story, as though it had happened to someone else. “Caro was a very good little girl, always wanted to make her parents proud. And she grew up pretty, too! Not smart, but that was okay. She was nice. A cheerleader type, you know? Just what everyone expected her to be. She made it through high school, married the captain of the football team, made a home for him, and tried to keep busy while she waited to have babies. Like everyone expected. Even her.” She gulped at her drink, liquid fire to burn away the sob she felt trying to come out. Her vision blurred; she shook her head, angry at herself. It's done. Why bother crying now? The woman sat, grace on a barstool, waiting. Except for her hands, she was perfectly still. Carolyn blinked again; for a second, it had looked like the woman was, well, like she was practicing for when she got home to her lover.

Her cheeks heated. She swallowed hard and looked at her own fidgeting fingers and went on, “But the babies didn't happen, the husband was almost never home, and even when he was, there was no … nothing. I guess no one expected Caro to be exciting, or they forgot to teach her how. For sure her husband couldn't do it; he didn't even try. He just went off to the city every day, to work, like everyone expected him to do. And the babies still weren't coming, and football wasn't exciting any more, and so he found a city woman, and left Carolyn on her own."

She swirled her glass, one sliver of ice melting into the amber. Her mouth was dry, but she was out of cash. Would her listener buy her another one? The stranger smiled with her oddly triangular mouth, and signaled the bartender; Carolyn nodded thanks and drained her drink.

"So the small-town beauty became a small-town wife, but not a small-town mother. And now she's a divorcee?"

Laughter startled out of Carolyn; she hadn't laughed in … too long. Years. “What a word! Sounds so much classier than truth.” A deep breath of the bar's fetid air. “What I am, lady, is broke."

"There are worse fates."

The stranger's voice was calm, certain, and Carolyn swiveled on her stool to look at her. A shirt of some soft material draped over her shoulders, hiding her shape but implying there was a very good one underneath. She wore slacks that fell in graceful unstructured folds, and like the top promised riches. Her fingers were never still, tracing the rim of her glass or trailing down the side, smoothing a wayward tendril of hair; she didn't seem nervous, but the motions drew attention to her hands.

Carolyn stared and licked her lips.

"See something you like?"

The bartender set two shot glasses and a bottle down in a triad of thumps, then took himself away.

"Hope you don't mind,” the stranger said, and poured.

Carolyn tried not to feel the flush spreading, and grabbed her glass. I'm not … oh, hell, what does it matter anyway? Drink.

"You were telling me what happened to you after the divorce."

"Happened? Why, nothing. Nothing at all.” Her gesture encompassed her self, the bar, the town. “Nothing ever happens. It's all empty."

"Empty?"

"Empty.” She shivered; despite the blush, she felt cold. “Empty. Like me."

The stranger said nothing for a moment, but poured another drink and stared at something Carolyn didn't bother to turn her head to see. She sipped this time, savoring the oily fiery liquid; nothing she'd had before. Idly, she wondered what this woman was after. A lesbian hook-up? It didn't seem likely. Small-town beauty she might once have been, but Carolyn knew she was no match for the snakily seductive stranger in the clothing that whispered of money and taste and class. Things I don't have. “Do you have family here?” It was the only thing she could think of; the woman was so obviously out of place.

"Not precisely, no."

"Precisely.” Oh so not a local. What gives?

"What did you mean, when you said you were empty?” The stranger's voice was low and intimate. Inviting. Compelling Carolyn to speak. “And when you said you, Caro, didn't know how to be exciting. What did you mean?"

Well, why not? What can it hurt now? “I mean, in bed."

"Ah."

Again, the stranger paused, seeming content to let Carolyn catch her breath. And then she changed the subject, asking about school and whether Carolyn had ever traveled, and what her childhood dreams had been. The level of liquid in the bottle fell, and the conversation ranged far and wide, from the memories she most cherished to the moments she had been most ashamed, until Carolyn almost felt she had laid bare her mind.

And then the question she had expected all that long while-minutes? hours? ago: “Have you ever been with anyone but your ex?"

"N-no."

"No women? No other men?"

"Well, I kissed another boy once, when I was in high school."

"Oh, you poor little lamb,” the stranger purred, and poured her another drink.

Carolyn had lost all track of time. When the woman rose, perfectly steady on ludicrously high heels despite all the alcohol she had drunk, Carolyn blinked, blearily confused. “Bathroom,” the stranger said, and reached for Caro's hand. It was the first physical contact between them. Her fingers were cool, but the skin beneath them burned.

She stood, and stumbled, and the stranger caught her easily. She was tall, taller than she had seemed, and lean, and darker than the bar; not classically beautiful, certainly, but oddly alluring. And in her voice more like a snake's even than her smile, she hissed words of promise and secrets.

The stranger seemed to know what Carolyn craved, though Carolyn herself did not. “Follow,” she hissed, and, “surrender.” And Carolyn felt hypnotized. How did this woman know what she'd never said? Never really thought?

"I know what you need, little girl. And you can have it, if you dare. There is a place…"

In the trip across the bar and down the dingy hall to the bathroom, Carolyn's odd drinking companion told her of that place. An academy, she said. A private place, for people of a certain kind. People who had found the courage to reach for their desires. The strength to accept that their needs were different, but that they were not unique.

"I don't know what you mean,” Carolyn managed, wondering as she spoke if the words were true. And, “A school? But I'm too old for that."

"You are a child,” came the answer, “a babe, for all your years. The only question is whether you wish to learn."

The formality of the words was almost enough to make Carolyn turn and run; she had no way to match it. It sounded citified to her, like the woman her husband had left her for. Perhaps her face showed her feelings, for the stranger's hand tightened on hers. “To those who can be taught, all doors may open. And you would not be alone."

A place for people like her? What would that be like?

The bathroom was empty; the stranger pulled Carolyn inside, whispering all the while about this Academy. All that was needed was the longing, and the daring, and a bit of time. Money? Not a concern; she would leave wealthier than she arrived. Two years, not too much to ask, was it? And so on. The words flooded over Carolyn; she felt she might drown.

But then one phrase caught her ear. “Sensations beyond belief."

Not “pleasure” or “climax” but “sensations.” Carolyn's eyes filled with tears as she stared at this barroom apparition leaning so close to her. She thought she was drunk, and dreaming, thought no one could really understand. “You know."

"I know more than you can dream … now,” the stranger said. “I know…” she took Carolyn's chin in one hand and turned her head, and began to nibble on her ear. And she spoke, between licks and bites and teasings, about what she was going to do to show Carolyn just how little she knew about herself.

No one had ever spoken to her this way, filthy words describing what Caro thought of as sacred things. No one but her husband had ever touched her there; it couldn't possibly feel as good as this snaky vision described. Orgasm-she knew it was possible, a simple muscular contraction, response to stimulus. But the small flutterings she'd felt once or twice when her husband fingered her were nothing like the risings into heaven this cobra woman whispered of.

"Let me show you.” One strong hand still covered Carolyn's; she squeezed not quite gently, tugged, pushed and prodded.

Carolyn let her.

Maybe it was the alcohol, or maybe simply depression. Maybe she was lonely. Or maybe she really wanted to know. Probably that last; she felt an unfamiliar, throbbing heaviness between her thighs. She followed the stranger to a stinking, filthy, ill-lit stall, and as soon as she turned to work the slide on the door she was expertly, confidently pushed up against it. Half-protesting, half-complacent, curious, excited, she let the stranger fondle her, let her skirt be tucked around her waist, her underwear be pushed aside. Flickering florescence making her as dizzy as what she felt, she spread her legs to the stranger's insistent attentions. Those long slender ever-moving hands, bright-tipped and knowing, pinched and probed and pushed. She gasped as two fingers plunged into her core, rose high, and curved. Nails scraped at inner walls-she had never felt anything so urgent as that feeling. It hurt, but the pain was more intoxicating than any mild pleasure sex had ever brought her. She pushed her hips back, inviting the woman to press harder, to hurt her more.

Hot breath on her neck, softness of breasts at her shoulder blades, the smell of juniper and expensive perfume. An inescapable torment as the other twisted her wrist. Small sounds she thought, later, had come from her own throat. Strobing light that could have been the lights, or flashes behind her eyes. A thick, heavy feeling, her blood pooling in her veins. Strong pulses at her crotch, clenching around the fingers, never still within her, but flexing up and down, drumming, teasing, scratching.

Sharp bits of pain as the woman pinched her inner thighs, one, the other, to make her spread her legs more. A different pain at her earlobe. Teeth? More pressure, inside, the woman pushing up and forward until Carolyn was on tip-toe, mashing her breasts into the door, then pistoning in and out without uncurving her fingers.

And some switch Carolyn had never found in her own body switched on, and the flexings and pains and pulses joined, and she screamed as her body tightened and crashed, trapped between the door and the woman, and waves of ecstasy washed through her.

In a scant quarter-hour the woman taught Carolyn things she'd never thought to learn, pain and pleasure and fear and exultation all at once. And then the offer came again, of sensation and teaching, and this time she accepted, and her head spun at how quickly her life had changed.

"Take this,” the stranger said, and pressed a card into her hand. “And … welcome to the family.” And she was gone.

Carolyn left the bar without looking back; alcohol was no longer a temptation for her. She wanted what she had just had. Much more of it. Now. “The Academy,” she whispered, over and over again. “I can't wait to see what they teach."

* * * *

She blinked, looked around at the darkened room. I'm here. I made it, I passed, they didn't send me away.

So what am I doing lying around when there's things to learn?

* * * *

Carolyn didn't exactly regret her enthusiasm, but by the time dinner was over, she was wishing she had taken a nap while she'd had the chance. The food looked like it would taste good, but it seemed too much effort to lift a fork. She couldn't remember the last time she'd been so tired.

And she was sure she'd never felt so excited and scared and ashamed and aroused all at once.

"I'm Jack."

Carolyn looked up to find a woman in her early thirties who wore the Academy uniform as casually as denim. Lean, tanned, confident, hair black as coal, eyes a startling bright sapphire blue, she smiled as she stood patient beneath Carolyn's gaze.

"Come on."

"Where?” The evening had been filled with this person and that beckoning her here and there. The infirmary, for an embarrassingly thorough physical. Stores, where she'd been given a Frederick's-does-school-girl outfit: short plaid skirt, sheer top, thigh-highs, mary janes. A dormitory, where she was assigned a bed. Induction, for a sheet of rules she was instructed to memorize. The dining hall, where at last she got a chance to sit and rest. And now this woman with a man's name bade her follow.

Carolyn followed. Your place is to obey. It was the first item on the sheet of rules, and carved above the entrance to the dining hall. Half the people who'd told her to do things had quoted it. The first rule: your place is to obey. So she did. Jack led her to a small auditorium, like any lecturer's hall at university except for an odd dais in place of the lectern.

"Assume the position."

Confused, Carolyn shook her head.

"Kneel, knees spread, back straight, hands behind your head, elbows up. Face forward; they like to see your expression.” Jack pushed her up onto the dais. A nudge to move a knee, a tap on a hand; in seconds, Carolyn knelt facing the room. “Sit back on your heels."

The door opened, and students streamed in. Mostly young, late teens, early twenties, like Carolyn herself, some older, like Jack, male and female both. All in some form of school uniform designed to be revealing, with small patches and symbols whose meaning she could not begin to guess. They were all attractive, in various ways, all glowing with good health and sex appeal; all smiling, laughing, joking. All looking at Carolyn. She flushed, feeling vulnerable, exposed, with her legs spread wide beneath the too-short skirt. The panties she had been given were sheer as nothing at all; she knew she was making a horrible display. And then a light came on, highlighting her.

God, help! It was worse than the afternoon session had been. Partly from the sheer size of the audience, but mostly because these were her peers. Students, people she might have known back home. They were dressed as she was, her equals, yet she knelt before them. Her skin was tight; she knew her neck had gone red.

Knew, too, that there was a wet spot between her thighs. This isn't what I wanted! But it was too late to worry about such things. She darted glances at the students arrayed before her, squinting to catch their expressions: excited, eager. Waiting.

While they took their seats, Jack went to the back of the room. She emerged with a small object and several straps, and moved to Carolyn, a secret smile hovering over her lips. She leaned in close. “You'll win friends by resisting as long as you can,” she murmured, then bent down to place the cold slick object at Carolyn's clit. The strip of lace was no impediment at all, sodden as it was, and Jack laughed softly as she stole the chance for a brief caress.

Carolyn froze, half in surprise, half in sudden hope. Will she … ? But the older woman had already moved her hands, was tugging things into place. Thin nylon straps went around waist and thighs, cutting into flesh just a trifle as the Jack snugged the device home. Standing, she announced, “This is your initiation. From now until you leave the Academy, you are forbidden to pleasure yourself save on command. Tonight, for the next hour, you belong to us. And we command you-” everyone in the room joined in. In a great cheer, they all shouted, “Come! Come! Come!"

Jack turned a dial, and Carolyn threw back her head and screamed.

The vibrator was turned on high, and it was less pleasure than pain. Orgasm ripped through her body again and again. No variation, no respite, just a constant overstimulation. She fainted, woke still coming, lying on the floor, body shaking fit to tear itself to pieces. No one seemed concerned; they chanted. “Come. Come. Come.” Jack motioned to her to rise, and, weary, she obeyed. She fell over again, the floor seeming harder than before. The chanting trailed off as people began calling numbers, times and words Carolyn didn't have the energy to wonder about. It blended into an aural fog around her: the voices, the buzzing sound of the vibrator, her own moans and cries. She fought her way to her knees again, trying to hold herself still. Failing. Riding a constant climax, helpless to resist.

She passed out again. Woke. Climbed to her knees. Sobbed and begged and came. And then another darkness swallowed her, and there was an end to the climaxing, and her muscles eased as she fell into simple sleep.

When she woke, sore and dizzy with weakness, the room was empty but for her and Jack. “How do you feel?"

Carolyn moaned, but considered the question. The answer shocked her awake. “I…” She couldn't say it. Her skin flushed and paled, as, mortified, she realized.

"I know,” Jack nodded. “It's why you'll fit in here.” She helped Carolyn back to the dorm, tucked her into bed, wished her a good night. Carolyn said not a word, still stunned by her own reaction. Sore almost beyond bearing, humiliated, used for entertainment-she was ashamed, in pain. But beyond all that, she was, incredibly, aroused. So raw she couldn't close her legs, and desperate to come again.

"It's why you'll fit in here."

CHAPTER THREE

FIRST DAY JITTERS

Carolyn sat at a long table in the dining hall. She felt rumpled, though every hair was in place. Jack had waked her before dawn to walk her through the morning routine, and it was more thorough than she ever could have imagined. She'd never seen a bidet before, and that was only the beginning of the adventure. By the time she'd been allowed to put on her uniform, she was wishing for ice to cool the heat of her constantly blushing cheeks. The other students had done their best not to laugh. It hadn't helped.

Jack had been patient with her, and now encouraged her to eat. The food was as well-prepared as dinner had been, but Carolyn couldn't swallow. She was too nervous, for after breakfast her classes would begin. She sipped at some juice, mostly to keep Jack from fussing, and shifted in her seat, trying to ease her nerves.

And her arousal. She was less tender than she'd expected to be, just sore enough to make her aware of every inch. And everything around her reminded her of where she was, and why. It's so … so. She had no words for what she felt; it was too different from what she'd known. Grown men and women in school uniforms. Dormitories and proctors and curfews. Dining halls. And sex everywhere, but not what she thought of as sex.

She pressed her legs together, trying to ease the throbbing, and heard a student clear his throat. What? Oh, right. That was on the sheet of rules: The legs are to remain open … She forgot how it went.

"Does it get easier?"

Jack knew what she meant. “Yes and no. Look over there.” She pointed to a table of men and women of varying ages, not wearing any kind of uniform; all confident, healthy as everyone at the Academy, welcoming or forbidding, but eye-catching, every one. “Those are tutors. Once one picks you, things change a bit. More fun, but harder. Until then, you just have classes, and you'll be amazed at the things you never knew you could learn! Just make sure you learn the rules, and follow them, and you'll be fine. Horny every second of every day, but fine.” The bell rang, and Jack walked Carolyn to her class. “Good luck,” she whispered, and patted Carolyn's behind.

Startled, she stepped forward into the room.

The class was called Intro to The Body, and like everything else she had seen, it made Carolyn gape-torn between shock and fascination, shamed and aroused at once. The instructor, Grace, took a few moments to welcome the new students, and then began. As the students around her did, Caro took out a pen and notebook and prepared to take notes. There were textbooks, but Grace favored a hands-on approach.

And those hands went everywhere. More than the fact that the instructor simply chose two models from the students, it was the way the she so casually poked and prodded and lifted and squeezed and stroked that took Carolyn's breath away.

She didn't catch everything, too lost in wonder to concentrate, and more than once caught herself drifting into fantasy. Pay attention! What if there's a test? That thought was too tantalizing; she bit her lip and focused on the lecture.

"And so,” Grace continued, “we come to the knee. An overlooked erogenous zone, these days. A good rule of thumb is that if you can tickle it, it is very sensitive. Observe.” Her hapless victim lifted a leg, clenching his fists at his sides. The instructor cupped her hand around the back of his knee and stroked gently. His erection grew thicker and longer as he moaned. Cheeks and neck as red as Carolyn's felt, he stood meekly beneath Grace's ministrations, and she gave his discomfort no attention at all.

Carolyn was by turns shocked and jealous; the other students all seemed to take it in stride. Hard as she tried to keep her mind on the lesson, she couldn't help wondering how it would feel to take his place. To be standing there, probed and stroked and tickled, while dozens of eager students watched and took notes. She was amused to note her own focus: here was a chance to observe a man's phallus in daylight, something she'd never had the chance to do, and she was busy watching the back of his knee.

What would that feel like? Would I like it? Her hand slipped below the desk before she thought. No, that's not allowed. Besides, Grace might notice. She was walking around the room now, reading the students’ notes. Hurriedly, Carolyn scribbled a few words down. Ticklish. Where am I ticklish?

The instructor stopped by her desk. “Well, Carolyn, isn't it? I see you're going to fit in. Stand up and raise your skirt.” Carolyn looked up, jaw gaping wide. Is she serious? The question didn't need to be asked; gulping, Carolyn followed orders, standing before her desk with her skirt hiked high.

Grace had a pointer, and she used it with great skill, tracing glyphs and runes on Carolyn's thighs. Her legs spread to invite it higher, but the teacher declined. Descending instead to her knee, the instructor drew circles, varying pressure and angle, writing messages on her skin. Her legs shook-shame, desire-and she bit down on her lip. A firmer touch; her legs buckled, and she came.

The instructor smiled. “That is forbidden, you know. You were not given permission to enjoy. But, it is your first day, so I'll postpone your punishment. You may take your seat."

Shaking, Carolyn leapt to obey. Wow! She stared at her desktop, refusing to look up, afraid to find the whole class still staring at her. She imagined she could feel their eyes just the same, and flushed, but, Wow! How did she do that? My knee? God, what could she do … there?

Her next class was in Discipline, something she felt she sorely needed. It, too, promised to be riveting.

* * * *

Bertha was the first person Carolyn had seen at the Academy who wasn't physically alluring. Not that she was ugly, she was simply white-haired with skin folded by time and wear.

That's disgusting. She's old enough to be my grandmother!

The Mistress of Discipline who sat at the front of the class was indeed quite aged. She was also in charge, and perfectly capable of controlling the classroom, which she demonstrated bare moments after the bell rang to begin.

"Carolyn. What is the first command?"

It had been on the sheet she had been given, and was carved above several doors. She answered confidently. “Your place is to obey."

"Good. Remove your skirt."

Carolyn froze. Not now, please! Her thighs were still sticky. The underwear she had been given was lace: thin, sheer, dainty, revealing. And wet. Her hands clenched on the waistband of the skirt, and she paused, wishing, but she had promised herself she would do what was wanted, here. I made my choice. And I will see it through. Closing her eyes for a moment, she let the skirt fall.

"Turn."

She did, hating the flush she could feel rising to her cheeks. It would spread south, she knew, down her neck, her chest, perhaps further. “Bend over. Show the class your ass,” the old woman said.

Why that? Tears stung beneath her eyelids as she moved to obey the command. Carolyn had always been ashamed of her behind. Jutting back as if to draw attention to itself, larger than one would expect from her otherwise-slender frame, it was almost large enough to be seen from the front, and she had spent years in A-frame dresses and knee-length shirts to keep it concealed. But she no longer had any choice in clothing, not that it seemed she would get to stay dressed for long. She stayed in position until the old woman told she could stand, feeling her ass cheeks heat as if they, too, were blushing.

Perhaps they were.

Obediently, she rose, and the grey-hair began to use her as a lecturing tool. Though only an hour before jealous of a student in this situation, now all Carolyn could do was wish to be elsewhere. The topic was on corporal punishment, in its several forms. Spanking, caning, whipping, paddling, and so on. No strike hit her rear, all stopping before contact, but the constant sharp breeze as the instructor waved implements around made her shiver, and shake, and moan.

And the wetness trickled down her thighs to darken her stockings, obvious to all in the room, adding to her shame. The descriptions were vivid, almost painful by themselves. And then the woman pulled down Carolyn's underwear.

She whimpered, and tears striped her cheeks, but she made no protest. Your place is to obey. And she had chosen this. A tickling came, and she flinched, but tried to stay still. The old woman was drawing on her ass! Her jaw fell when she figured it out. The lecture continued, Carolyn flushing hotter than before.

"Enough!” The voice was sharp. Carolyn started. What had she done wrong?

"Rise."

She rushed to comply.

"You've smeared my lines with your juices. What is the second law?"

Carolyn frowned. She'd only received the rules the day before, and it hadn't exactly been boring; she'd had no time to study, yet. “I don't know,” she was forced to reply, and Mistress Bertha scowled. The rest of the class winced, knowing what came next.

"The second law, foolish child, is as follows, and I suggest you take heed. ‘Pleasure and pain come from Their hands, and by Their will.’ You are not to experience pleasure save when ordered to, do you understand?"

Carolyn nodded, emphatic, afraid of this ancient woman's ire. Why am I so scared? And so wet? What's she done to me? But, really, she'd been aroused since coming here. “Sensations beyond belief,” she had been promised, and here they were. This place was something she'd never have conceived. In her old life, sex was something kept behind closed doors, with the lights out. Now, people she hadn't met could do things to her. This frail old woman could command her, and she would obey. And enjoy it, apparently, though it was against the rules.

I smeared her ink. Carolyn stifled her laugh, but the smile escaped.

"You find this amusing?” The grey-hair's voice was calm. The threat was all in the undertones, but it was there. Carolyn heard it, and shook her head, but knew she was doomed. Everyone knew it, and they waited for the ax to fall; small murmurings came from the students as the old one flourished an oddly shaped bit of metal.

"I wonder if you'll find this, too, amusing,” she said as she crooked a finger for Carolyn to come nearer. “Spread your labia, and hold them open wide."

Carolyn bit her lip, swallowing her moan. Your place is to obey. She pulled her shoulders back. Ignoring the flush still spreading over her body, she did as she was commanded, trying to be calm. Her breath hitched, but she paid it no attention, her focus on the woman giving orders. Your place is to obey. She would not fail.

The old woman moved her this way and that, like a toy, a doll. Carolyn let her eyes roam the room, though they shied away from faces. There, in the door, stood a long, lean length of a man. Her eyes traveled up from the boots to the well-worn jeans. A soft silk shirt lapped over a leather belt. Strong shoulders, big hands. A face from her wildest dreams.

Literally. This was the man she had seen as the hero in her fantasies, in every role from Prince Charming to the Pirate Definitely Without a Heart of Gold, and everything in between. Strong chiseled jaw, neat mustache, white pointed teeth. Cheekbones like cliffs, twinkling eyes. One brow quirked higher than the other.

Her heart skipped a beat; she did not notice. All the world fell away. There was no room for it in her awareness, only him. His eyes roved over her, and then he looked away, turned and left; she felt his absence like a physical pain.

"Wait!” She didn't mean to speak, to move, but could not help herself. He was gone!

The old woman pinched her clitoris between sharp fingernails. Carolyn yelped, focus instantly returned to the classroom and her fate. The device was being calibrated, she was told; she must be still. Another pinch convinced her it was wisest to obey, but her heart yearned to follow after the man.

She paid little attention to the adjustments which followed, or the lecture, her mind filled with his image, wondering who he was. Hoping she'd see him again soon, and plotting ways to find him.

The old woman gave up at last, and sent her back to her seat.

* * * *

Halfway through dinner, Carolyn became aware of the world again. She was eating, though she had no memory of selecting food. Her sex was swollen, and there was something hard there, holding her open, intruding barely within. Her stockings were stiff, and her panties were quite soaked.

"Who was that man?"

Her tablemates looked at her, wondering.

"Standing in the doorway, in Discipline,” she explained, sighing. Her words cut off with a yelp as she felt a bright sharp pain. “Something bit me!” She lifted her skirt to stare at … a chastity belt? A silvery triangle covered her mound, curving to hug her curves faithfully. I look like a Barbie doll, she thought. Smooth ‘round the bend. Her nerves told her more about the shape than her eyes could convey-the inside was not smooth, but molded with small ridges and protrusions. It wasn't uncomfortable so much as disconcerting, this object in such intimate contact that it kept her from the world. “What is this?"

"Damn, girl, where you been the past hour? Ain't you hear a word old Bertha say?"

Another student chimed in. “Aww, don't you remember your first days? Don't worry, Carolyn, you'll get used to it. Some day. That thing you've got on is an Enforcer. It shocks you when you flow."

"Flow?” Carolyn shrugged her shoulders, wrinkled her nose. “I don't…"

The student laughed. “When you become aroused. It's to enforce the second law, which is why the teachers named it what they did. However wet you were when it was calibrated, that's how much it allows. Anything more than that, you get a shock, stronger the wetter you are. So you learn some restraint."

"Hah!” Jack joined in from her end of the table. “You learn to enjoy the pain, if you have any sense at all. There's no way you can be here and not be aroused, and the teachers know it. Hell, they designed the place. The real point to that thing-some of us students call it a Jitterbug-is just to keep you from coming. They want you on pins and needles all the time, and so do we. Admit it; if we didn't enjoy the feeling, we wouldn't be here."

The conversation continued, argument and agreement. Carolyn sat and listened, for the most part, wincing now and then. The device did seem designed for both pain and pleasure, with a ridge set between her lips just nudging her clitoris. Friction made her wet, which made it shock her, which stopped the production of fluid for a bit. But then she'd move, and rub against the ridge, and it started all over again.

By the end of the meal, she was almost resigned to her position. They were devious, the teachers, and she was glad of it. They would teach her things she'd never even imagined; right now, she was learning to dance the Jitterbug. She wondered what the evening would hold, and was eager to find out, hoping that the man she had seen earlier would appear again.

She flowed just at the thought of him, and was shocked, and the students jeered and laughed. Sympathy, envy, cruelty, each according to their nature, they all showed their emotions on their faces, and their desire. All of them burned with arousal, no matter their words. Looking around, Carolyn noted the same look in every eye. Teacher or student-all bound by desire. It made her feel drunk, even as she blushed from shame. She didn't like being the center of attention, and they were all staring at her. But the way they were looking … that she didn't mind a bit. If only there weren't so many of them! She felt trapped by all the eyes, staring hot and wide.

Oh, help! She looked around the room, searching for escape. It was too much, the mix of feelings-she was embarrassed, and eager, and aflame. Please! She didn't know what she was looking for, but still she found it. There, at a corner table, sat the man of her dreams. He was sipping something, listening to his seatmate, oblivious to her, but her eyes locked on to him like the answer to her prayers.

Her insides melted, just at the sight of him, and the Enforcer sent its scolding shocking forth. She winced, and the students chuckled or clapped or told her to enjoy. She didn't even look at them. Let them watch, she thought. Let him.

A perverse imp of impulse made her grind against the seat. The Enforcer, unyielding, pressed hard into her mound and sent forth its electric scold. Again, a third time, and a fourth, faster, harder. She climaxed in time with the shock, screaming loud into the hall.

The shocks continued, making her body writhe. Spasming, gasping, eyes and mouth gaping wide. Calibrated with great care, it could not really hurt her, but it fired all it could, and her eyes rolled back in her head with the sensation.

Beyond pleasure, beyond pain, her whole body clenched in orgasm. Rictus smile stretching her face, she fell forward in her chair. The table might have been a pillow filled with goose down, from the way she sighed.

"Jitterbug,” she purred, and went to sleep.

CHAPTER FOUR

LEARNING CURVE

She woke sometime in the night, the soft slap of flesh on flesh whispering through the air. It was dark; she could not see who, or what, made the noise, heard only the pleasure, smelled the musk in the breeze, and a slight hint of antiseptic. Sighs and moans and kisses lulled her back to sleep. In the morning, when the white-coated doctor woke her, her first thought was to look around the room. The infirmary, she decided. No mussed bed sheets met her eyes; she was left to wonder. And smile wryly when she realized how disappointed she was not to know.

She'd never cared before, what people did together. But now, she was curious. And envious. They had enjoyed themselves, whoever they had been; she wanted to feel the same, and more, and now. Sharp burning between her thighs told her not to be impatient; still, she yearned. This, she thought, is what life is all about.

The doctor released her to what he called a light schedule, and sent her to breakfast and classes after telling her to take care. Just before she left, he smeared a cream on her vaginal mound; she jumped at the cold touch, but made no sound of protest. Somehow, it didn't seem worth the effort. The chill faded quickly, and he waved her on her way. Dressing, she realized it had taken all her pain.

She whistled as she made her way to the dining hall, hunger spurring her steps till she got to the door. Sudden memory made her freeze. I can't go in there! Blood rushed to her cheeks as she remembered what everyone had seen. “Oh, no,” she moaned.

"Carolyn!” Jack shouted from a table, waving. Mortified, Carolyn shuffled to her chair. She choked down a few bites to the jests and jeers of the students, her tears flavoring her meal though she tried her best not to hear.

"Oh, hush,” a redheaded woman spoke from a nearby table. “We've all been through it. Don't worry, sugar; you adjust. Are you in much pain?” Carolyn shook her head, not daring to look up. “Well, then, just you get on with your studies. There's a great deal to learn!” The talk turned to classes, and homework, and teachers and tutors. Carolyn listened, desperate to know everything she could about this place. Who is he? Where can I find him? What will he expect?

The bell rang for class.

* * * *

She'd never liked history in high school, but they hadn't taught it anything like this. Variously crafted phalluses were positioned around the room. The instructor held a box before the class. “Cleopatra's vibrator. Instead of electricity, she had buzzing bees.” The lesson included information about society, dress and custom and belief, money and politics. It was all fascinating, and all tied into sex. Carolyn was eager for the study period, and the chance to read her textbook. She'd never seen ancient Egyptian pornography!

The next class was in the language hall; she was told she'd be learning French. Her heart sank; she'd done poorly in that, too. But perhaps it would be like history had been, so different from her experience as to be almost alien. She stood in the doorway as class started, hoping against hope.

A beautiful sculpted woman lounged in a chaise at the front of the room. Love words rolled off her tongue like honey, heavy and golden. Carolyn's nipples tightened purely in reflex, the voice so intimate it seemed to caress her ears. A man in his twenties raised his hand, and the woman gestured. He stood, uniform shorts tented out over an impressive erection, and spoke a few words, in French, presumably. Carolyn had never learned to understand more than a handful of words. Whatever he said, it seemed to amuse the woman, who laughed and purred something that made him come where he stood. The class didn't seem surprised, but rather sympathetic. Carolyn got the idea this teacher didn't enforce the second rule.

She stepped inside. The numbness was beginning to fade from her core, and soreness intruded, but she made her way to an empty desk and gingerly sat down. The woman said something, and the man at the desk beside her replied and bent his head to Carolyn's ear. “We'll meet after supper, and I'll help you get caught up. For now, just listen.” He turned his face forward, expression rapt, as the woman declaimed.

Though she could not understand a word, Carolyn, too, listened. That voice! With the return of soreness came a throbbing she was beginning to get used to. It all melted together, until she felt like she was living in a dream.

If I'm dreaming, don't wake me up. Even with the pain and the humiliation, she had never felt as alive as she did then. Her skin tingled with expectation as she waited for what came next, hoping it would be a chance to see the man of her dreams.

Lunch. She ate hungrily.

* * * *

Discipline was a daily class; she had to face Bertha again. The old woman merely smiled inscrutably. Carolyn dutifully took notes, attending her pen that she need not look at the teacher; the topic was restraint, physical as opposed to mental. “You'll learn of that another day.” Bertha spoke of what they might expect when first they were restrained, the panic, the feeling of claustrophobia. “When your eyes are covered, you feel enclosed, even out in the open. This is natural, but you will need to keep yourself calm."

"Why?” A young woman spoke from the front of the room. Her uniform was like Carolyn's, bare of patches. Another new girl? “Why shouldn't we panic, if someone covers our eyes?"

"If you wish to displease your masters, then panic away. But you are here to learn how to please them, no?"

Carolyn frowned. To please masters? Is that why I'm here? I don't think so, but … it could be. Part of it. I guess. Bertha continued, looking around the room. “Anyone can be frightened; there is no skill in that. It takes a certain person to delight in his own fear. To make of it a gift to his master, a spur to heighten pleasure. To obey, when instinct screams at you to fight, to protest. Not to ignore your fear, but to choose to listen to your master anyway. That is why you are told something of what to expect, to help you when your fear is loudest in your ears. You must listen not to it, but to your master. Do you understand?"

Her eyes locked on Carolyn's. “Do you understand?"

Carolyn gulped, and the hated flush rose again to her cheeks. “I-I'll try,” she whispered, and the harridan at last moved on. Squirming, wincing as rough lace scraped across tender flesh, she stifled a groan. Damn, that woman scares me! I wonder why. It wasn't the threat of the Enforcer, but something more. She seemed to give off a sense of immovable certainty, like a Sunday-school teacher or the warden at a prison might. “I know what's right, and you have no say in the matter.” There was no telling what she might do, if she thought it would be for the best.

God, I'm wet! How long ‘til I get some relief? The bell rang at last.

* * * *

Carolyn did not attend her last class for the day; with the young woman who had spoken, she was pulled aside. “You're wanted in the library. Come along.” They followed biddably, Carolyn trying not to wince as each step increased her pain. The analgesic had well and truly worn off.

She was still eager to come, even knowing how much it would hurt her already overused flesh. Swaying her hips, she made her way down a hall either too long by far or not nearly long enough, each step a new burst of pleasure-pain.

Six people sat in the room; Carolyn saw only one. The man from her dreams, dark mustache, white slash of smile. Her hand rose to her chest, to keep her heart from leaping forward. She took two steps toward him, but an attendant barred her way.

"Kneel."

She went to her knees, taking the position Jack had taught her. Beside her, the other woman was prodded into place. “Jennifer, tell us why you are here."

The woman sobbed, a loud, sloppy, liquid sound. “I don't kn-ow…” she whined. “I thought … but then…” She stammered for a while, but didn't manage a single coherent phrase.

"Carolyn."

She licked her lips.

"Tell us why you are here."

"I am here to learn.” She had been told to keep her eyes down, but could not resist a glance. He was there, real, within reach, had she but dared touch him. “To feel.” It wasn't enough. The set of his shoulders told her he waited for something. Her mind raced. What could she say, what did he want to hear? Discipline. “My place is to obey.” The words welled up from somewhere near her heart.

And they worked. He didn't smile, but she thought he came close to it. His shoulders relaxed, his chin dropped in kin to a nod. He was pleased, and knowing that made her insides melt. I pleased him. She felt she was glowing, head to toe.

"There is one here who wants you. Go to that person.” She rocked back on her heels and went to him. Kneeling as she had been taught, she dared to meet his eyes for one brief moment, then looked down, keeping her face tilted up at him.

"Carolyn.” That was all, he merely spoke her name. But her body tightened all at once, and then relaxed. Not quite a climax, but a strong burst of pleasure. Her breath rushed out, and she shuddered.

"Jennifer."

Someone else had spoken, Carolyn did not know who, nor care. She knelt, torn between yearning and satisfaction, wanting to look at him, but happy just to be there. The others dealt with Jennifer; Carolyn paid no attention, the sounds just background as she basked in his presence so close to her.

The attendant spoke again. “Carolyn, rise and follow.” She whimpered, though she tried not to, as she obeyed. Down a corridor to a hall lined with doors, but no windows. “This is your tutor's office. Be here tomorrow. That is all."

She found her way back to the dining hall, hands shaking with her need.

* * * *

The man from her French class, Tom, sat with her at dinner, telling her how things worked. “Tomorrow morning, after breakfast, you knock on his door. Do what he tells you, whatever he tells you, and you'll be fine. Disobey, and you could find yourself out of here. Tutorials take precedent over everything else; your tutor can take you out of classes, forbid you to sleep … anything he says goes, for as long as he wants you. But you still have to keep up with your class work. Have you memorized the rules?"

Carolyn had, so Tom started quizzing her on her French. Finding she had none, he shrugged. “You'll need a tutor."

"But, I thought I had one. Tomorrow morning, I knock on his door?"

"No, I mean you'll need to find someone to teach you to speak French. Your tutor has nothing to do with classes; that's something else. You'll need to make a bargain with somebody."

"A bargain?” Carolyn shook her head, completely lost. “Help?"

Tom put his hand on Carolyn's thigh. His smile reminded her of a jackal, though she'd never seen one. Without thinking, she pulled away from him, frowning. His sneer was menacing. “You don't have anything to offer, little girl."

Jack's voice came from behind. “Nor anything worth taking, right, Tom?"

Tom craned his neck around, took a good look, and spread his hands, displaying emptiness.

"You were just leaving, right? I'll take that seat.” When he was out of earshot, Jack directed her frown down at Carolyn. “Stay away from him; he'll just get you into trouble. Found a tutor yet?"

Smile bright as sunlight, Carolyn began to talk about her day.

The evening passed too quickly, in conversation and in study; Carolyn lost herself in reading about history. But when she lay her head on her pillow, her thoughts were not of Egypt-she looked forward, not to the past. Her dreams were all about her tutor, and what he might teach. Whatever it was, she was eager to learn. Proctors patrolled the dormitories, ensuring compliance to the rules. That night, several had to move Carolyn's hands above the covers.

Morning came, and she moved through the routine like a sleepwalker. Fear became arousal, which changed to terror, then desire, an unending loop. What would he want of her? Her heart pounded. What if she wasn't good enough? She couldn't even meet a small town's expectations; how could she expect to satisfy this man? She didn't even know what he would want!

She knew what she wanted: him. And the sensations she had been promised. Sensations beyond belief, a promise already being kept. She wanted more. Even the blushes, the shame?

Yes. It was all better than drifting and emptiness, even the worst of it. You don't know that. You just got here. It could get worse.

"So what?” She spoke aloud, felt her cheeks heat, forced a laugh, and knocked on his door.

CHAPTER FIVE

THE TUTOR

An attendant opened the door, waving her inside with a gloved hand. She heard the door close behind her, did not turn to look. She could not. Her eyes were glued on him.

Even half-hidden behind a desk, he seemed strong and commanding. Her legs were shaky. God, I need … His eyes were intense; she felt the heat as he looked at her, from her no-doubt scarlet face to her feet in their bright-polished shoes and back again.

She knew what he saw. Aside from the outfit, the same thing she had long since ceased to see when she looked in the mirror. A woman; longish hair, slimmish form-except for the jutting ass, two half-globes nothing ever hid-nothing missing, nothing malformed.

Fidgeting.

He bade her sit, in a chair placed to face his desk. She crossed her legs automatically; he raised an eyebrow. Some took longer than others to forgo the habits of the outside world. Following his gaze, she flushed slightly as she realized her error.

Rule six: The legs are to remain open at all times, seated or standing. This signifies accessibility and obedience.

Taking a deep breath-his gaze mimicked the rise and fall of her breasts beneath her thin cotton blouse-she spread her legs, sitting deep into her chair as though to protect herself.

"Tell me, how do you masturbate?” His voice was calm, casual.

It took a moment for the sense of the words to penetrate. “What?” Unconscious of the movement, she slid a hand along her thigh, pulling her skirt taut.

"I said ‘tell,’ not ‘show.'” His voice was still calm, almost amused. She followed his glance again. Flushed. Inhaled.

"I-I don't…” She could find no words. He seemed disinclined to prompt her further, and she had learned that hesitation was inadvisable here in this place. Gulping down her discomfort, she tried again. “I don't often masturbate. In the bath, sometimes. You have to be clean, you know.” She almost thought he smiled, then. “I use a sponge, or my fingers.” She stopped, out of words, hoping that she had satisfied him.

The slightest of smiles curved his lips. “Did you ever put anything else in your vagina?” Calm, remote, even clinical, he could have been a doctor. “Or elsewhere?"

"No, I…” she trailed off again. “There was my husband, of course, but nothing else.” The rest of his question caught up with her. “Elsewhere?"

"In your anus, perhaps?"

"No!” She nearly rose out of her chair, visceral outrage and disgust overriding caution. Catching herself, she resumed her position, grasping the arms of the chair firmly. “No,” she continued, striving for calm. “I've never put anything … there."

"I'd like you to do so now. Place a finger in your mouth, suck it, wet it, then slide forward in your chair and insert the finger as far as possible.” His voice was still level, unemotional; he might have been discussing the weather.

She felt threatened. Trapped, endangered. The hair on her arms stood up; her body was tense. What he asked, the way he talked about it, or maybe that it was him, the man so uncannily like her dream hero, something about it scared her witless.

She couldn't breathe. Wanted to run; knew there was nowhere to run to. Wanted to fight; knew that she would lose. Wanted to die, if that was the only way to escape this. Only, some part of her knew that she didn't really want that at all. She had come here when all seemed hopeless, but it had been her choice. And she had chosen largely because of a moment much like this. Not so intense, but what was the difference, really? She wasn't a lesbian, had never thought of women as attractive, but that hadn't seemed to matter much. Had never thought of pain as sexy, but that hadn't stopped her, either. Why was this, what he wanted, any different?

She was repulsed, disgusted, ashamed, afraid. And curious; somewhere deep in her heart, she wanted to learn. Your place is to obey. Didn't you promise to do that? And besides, it's not like it's all that big a deal. Babies get their temperatures taken that way, and sometimes even adults take medicine … there.

Shaking, tears flowing down her face like rain, she lifted her hand to her mouth and sucked on a finger. He watched, and she felt his attention like a weight. Her movements were slow; reluctance, partly, but more than that. It was almost as though the air had thickened, or gravity grown stronger; hard to move, hard to breathe. Her mouth caressed her finger, cheeks concave with effort, then she looked at her shiny-wet digit, blinked, and let her hand fall.

Eyes half closed, she pushed aside the lacy confection that ornamented more than it concealed. She set her finger against the wrinkled indentation she could feel, though not see, and pressed gently, then firmly, gasping as her asshole surrendered suddenly, allowing her finger in to the first knuckle. Her nail scraped muscle as it passed. It felt unnatural, the sphincter's grip greedy around the unwanted intrusion.

"Farther,” he rasped.

Screwing her face up, she obeyed. Grunts accompanied her finger's slow advance until the second knuckle was caressed in its turn. She panted, mouth dry, skin slick with sweat.

"More."

Squealing with pain as cramped muscles protested, she forced her hand forward, until, finally, her sphincter clenched against her palm. Her hand held her cheeks apart, for there was no other place it could rest.

"Hold still."

She struggled to obey, as her wrist cramped from the bending, her legs began to shake with strain, her throat to burn from holding curses and screams and pleas within. Her crotch was wet, her clit throbbed. That might have been the worst pain of all.

"Bring your other hand forward,” he said. No least hint of disobedience crossed her mind, she wanted simply to get through the ordeal. “Finger yourself."

"What?"

"You heard me."

She wasn't sure she had, but decided to take a chance. Sliding two fingers beneath her panties, she stroked her clit. When he didn't bark at her, she continued, fingers slick with the moisture of her secret shame. She was always wet, here, no matter what they did to her. Always ready. Always. But never more than now.

"Stop."

Damn! She had been close.

"Show me your fingers."

Relieved, she began to withdraw both hands.

"No. Just the one hand."

She didn't need to ask which one. Choking back a sob, more of frustration than pain, she displayed the hand still sticky with her juices.

"So you enjoy this.” It wasn't a question, more a purr. “Remove the finger."

She hurried to obey, only to discover that a quick withdrawal would be too painful to endure. Carefully, she inched her way out, trying without success to find a position which would not scrape and burn. Finally, as her finger popped free of her sphincter's perverse embrace, she sighed.

"Stand before me."

She struggled from her chair and waddled to him, feeling herself unnaturally opened, stretched, then took the position she had been taught. Legs apart, always. You must always be accessible. Hands behind your head, elbows out, unless your hands are bound behind you. Face forward, they like to see what you are feeling. Her breasts strained against her blouse, nipples drawn hard and tight; her underwear was still bunched up, out of place. She was sopping wet, moisture dripping down her thighs, and could smell her own arousal. She felt a slattern, sloppy, unkempt, ashamed.

He took something from his desk; she didn't see what. Expressionless, he swiped it along her slit-she jumped, though she knew it was forbidden-and placed it in a drawer. “I'll call for you tomorrow. You are dismissed."

She turned to leave, feeling her thighs slide against each other, feeling the swelling between them.

"You are not to masturbate today, nor to allow anyone else to touch you. No matter the lesson."

She was shaking as she left the room. He's a pervert. My God! How could you do this to me? Her asshole felt distended, open, gaping wide. She thought about putting her finger back, and stumbled in shock. She wanted to!

He's not the only pervert. It would be a very long day, and a longer night.

* * * *

It was the most unbelievable sensation. Moist caresses at the very center of her being, a firm yet gentle probing, an angel or a butterfly sipping nectar. Dreaming, she stretched, luxuriating in sensation. Encountering an obstruction between her legs brought her fully awake. Discovering a person in bed with her, she screamed.

Lights came on in the dormitory. Carolyn's uninvited guest cowered beneath the covers; she tore them away, furious.

A proctor stood above the bed, glowering. “Explain."

"I woke up. She was here.” Later, she would think about how it had felt to be loved by the mouth of another woman. Right now, all she wanted was to be sure this would never happen again. It had been such a lovely dream…

"You, report to the front desk.” The proctor frowned in the intruder's direction. “You, Carolyn, isn't it?” She didn't wait for a response. “You've an appointment. Confess your transgression to your tutor.” She turned away. Though the dormitory was full, not a single head was canted in the direction of the disturbance. If others were wakeful, they concealed it well. Carolyn was forced to dress mostly by touch, as the senior reached the light switch before she was halfway clothed. She did not dare protest.

Reaching the office door, she paused, breathing deeply. She had stopped by a bathroom, brushed her teeth, washed her face, straightened her clothing, then hurried, hoping she had broken no rule. A recent arrival, she was unsure what was permitted, but surely cleanliness was desirable? She knocked.

"Enter."

The voice sent shivers through her. She had seen him the day of her arrival, and been struck by his strength, his presence. Yesterday, he had commanded her, and though she had hated every moment of it, still, she had been aroused as never before. It was a feeling she was getting used to, but none sparked it in her as strongly as he. Even his voice drew her body tight. She entered.

"You are early.” While it didn't sound like a question, she thought it best to answer.

"There was … a disturbance. A student entered my bed, and woke me.” Please, don't ask for details.

"Describe what happened."

Damn! “I was asleep, dreaming. I must have moved, because I bumped into her. It woke me. I screamed, and the proctor came. She sent the other to the front, and me to you.” Carolyn breathed deeply. She knew she had to tell everything, though it shamed her. What else is new? “She had her head between my legs, was using her mouth on me. The proctor told me to ‘confess my transgression’ to you, though it wasn't me transgressing. I was asleep."

"Did you enjoy it?"

"I … yes, I guess. It was a pleasant dream, at least.” She heard what he was saying. She had been told when she arrived here. Your place is to obey. You are to be accessible, subservient, accepting. Pleasure and pain will come to you; the choice is no longer yours. She had sworn the oath. Enjoying without permission was now a transgression. She bowed her head.

"Follow.” Rising from his desk, he opened a door she had not noticed, and led the way down a dimly-lit hall. Another door led to a room decorated in early medieval. A torture chamber, she supposed. There was a large block of stone at the center, toward which he directed her after commanding her to strip.

He clapped his hands, and an attendant appeared. Like all of them, this one was robed, masked, gloved, she could not even tell gender or race. Anonymous. No words were spoken; the attendant tapped her firmly behind the knee, and she knelt. He pulled her wrists forward until she was bent over the stone, breasts crushed beneath her, then fastened cuffs to pull her taut. Moving behind her, he bound her ankles in some way, forcing her to splay herself most uncomfortably, her pelvis pushed against the stone, thighs turned slightly inward. She was trapped.

"I know you are new-come here, so I shall explain this, once. For any correction in which you are not gagged, you count the strokes aloud. Should you lose count, begin again at one. Following the correction, you give thanks, confess, and apologize. Do you comprehend?"

"I-I think so. Count, thanks, confess, apologize. Is that correct?” He did not reply, unless the sound of his footsteps leading away meant something. Tense, afraid, in pain and discomfort which would soon become pain, she waited.

Slap! Sharp, but not unbearable, the first stroke hit her left butt cheek. “One!” she cried, startled. Count each stroke aloud. Two through ten alternated, left, then right, smarting, stinging, but not really hurting. Carolyn began to believe she could get through this.

"Eleven!” The count was forced from her as the blow pushed her into the stone she was pressed against. The same instrument, but now wielded with a punishing strength. By twenty-five, she was hoarse from screaming, sure she was bleeding, her ass raw. “Twenty-six,” she rasped.

He paused. Drawing the edge of the paddle between her legs, he observed a quantity of fluid. “You enjoy even this,” he murmured, almost too softly for her to hear over her own sobbing. Chuckling as a flush spread down her back, he continued, putting more force into each successive stroke.

"Forty-nine,” she whimpered. Limp within her bonds, totally defeated, she waited. Pleasure and pain will come to you. She could not remember pleasure, only this. It seemed it had gone on forever, would continue until the end of time. She knew only pain.

"Fifty!” The stroke hit the bottom center of her ass, where none of the others had. Up and in it pushed, her flesh quivering, pelvis thrust against the stone, grinding, breasts tearing across the sandpaper surface. Her ribs, thighs, knees, shoulders all voiced protest, but she could not distinguish. It was all, simply, pain.

He clapped again. The attendant came, released her bonds, stood back. Dazed, she lay there a moment. Thanks. Failure to obey would mean punishment. She could not take any more. She pushed herself up from the stone, and, lacking the strength to stand, crawled to him. On her knees, hands behind her head, clasped tightly so she would not let them fall, she croaked her thanks: “Thank you, sir, for the attention you have shown me. For taking the time and effort to correct me with your own hand.” What next? Confess, apologize. “I deeply regret my transgression. Pleasure comes from your hand, as does pain, and I was not given leave to enjoy. I apologize for my error, in enjoying without your command.” Whew! Where did those words come from? Was it enough? Does he want more?

"Rise."

She struggled to her feet, hands still behind her head.

"Present."

She did not understand, just stood there, feet apart, waiting.

He sighed. “After a correction, you display the part of your body attended to.” He chuckled softly, smiled. “Show me your ass."

She turned her back to him and bent over. Prayed she wouldn't fall. His hand clutched a cheek, fingers digging in, making her whine high in her throat. A finger dipped below, scooped some of the plentiful moisture gathered in her core, stroked backward.

"Please, no,” she whispered.

He paid no heed, not even to admonish her for speaking out of turn. Firmly, he pressed in, his finger so much larger than her own. First knuckle, second, third, all in a single push.

She couldn't breathe. Impaled on his digit, she gasped, hating the clench of her sphincter around him, body weak from strain and punishment, and seconds away from orgasm. Her thighs were wet, heart racing. Each heartbeat tightened her around him. She began to cry.

He pulled his finger from her, turned away. Snapping, he brought the attendant closer, and gave instructions. “Bathe her, shave her cunt, then call me.” The attendant nodded, reached out, and grabbed her nipple in a gloved hand. Gasping, she straightened with the tug, and was led from the room. Her only thought was panicked. He didn't give me permission to leave! But the pain was too great to resist.

It was a large chamber, unlike anything she had ever seen. There were shower heads mounted at odd levels, a hot tub large enough for a football team with seating at several heights, bidets, toilets, oddly-canted tables and things she could not begin to classify. She was led painfully to something much like a kiddy-pool, with manacles hanging above. Exhausted from her recent ordeal, she found it difficult to raise her arms long enough to be fastened, but a sharp twist and tug on her abused nipple lent her strength. Her attendant was joined by another, also robed and masked and gloved, and the two cleaned her as thoroughly and impersonally as possible. She gasped as water was forced into her vagina, but it did not linger long enough to bring her much pleasure. She sighed as her breasts were laved, soothing the burn left by the stone to which she'd so recently been bound, but her nipples were in no way stroked. She'd been thoroughly depilated on her arrival, all except a triangle of glossy hair, which the attendants now removed with a straight razor. It was waved before her eyes to encourage her to be still; she was. When they had finished, they left her there, naked as a child, alone, wrists fastened above her. Afraid. Aching. Ashamed. And aroused.

It wasn't really cold in the room, merely a bit cool to be standing around unclothed. Carolyn shivered, making the chains above her rattle. The sound echoed in the tiled room. She shifted her weight slightly, trying to relieve the strain, and that sound, too, bounced off the walls. Each sigh seemed louder than the last.

There's nothing to be afraid of, she told herself. No one here to punish you, to inflict pain. Enjoy the break! It failed to convince. She was chained, helpless. Anyone could come in, do whatever they pleased to her. Just like the rest of this place. Physical chains are nothing. Accept what is, and endure.

Shifting her weight again, she closed her legs, opening them the instant she realized what she had done. “The legs are to remain open at all times, seated or standing or lying down. This signifies accessibility and obedience.” She whispered the words aloud, one of many commands she had been required to memorize. Thinking through them all, murmuring softly, so as not to cause more echoes, she was not immediately aware that she was no longer alone.

He stood before her, studying the scene; she followed his glance as best she could. Clean, newly shaven, faint marks of stone burn on her stomach and thighs, deeper on her breasts. Her knees were faintly bruised. Behind, her ass bright red and bruise-dark, two blotches nearly black with blood. She winced at what she could see-the pain seemed suddenly worse, as though the sight made it somehow more real-and wondered if she'd ever be able to sit down again.

Moving to the wall, he turned a dial. The chains descended from the ceiling; her arms dropped before her. Detaching the bracelets from the chain, he pulled her by the cuffs to a metal table. Patted it, as he would a chair, inviting a pet to jump up.

Wearily, she clambered to the top. He fastened the cuffs to the head of the table. When she tried to lie flat, he smacked her ass. She squeaked her pain, but remained still, awkwardly kneeling forward. He bent her elbows, allowing her to take some of her weight on her forearms. Her knees he fastened to the sides of the table, just enough wider than her hips to be uncomfortable, but not enough to be truly painful. She hung her head, almost too tired to be afraid.

"I owe you a correction,” he said, as if continuing a conversation, “but it will have to wait. You are to be cleansed now; after, I will have instructions for you. I know this will be difficult for you, but it will go easier if you relax.” There were sounds, as of wheels on a floor, soft squirts, a susurration. A cold pressure at her anus.

"No!” She gasped, a rejection, a plea. Her head turned back to him. “Please, no more. I can't.” Crying again.

He smiled. “That's two.” A pinch to her beaten ass made her breath catch, and she subsided. “You can do anything I tell you to. Your place is to obey."

Distantly, she wondered how much time had passed, how much longer she had to stay in this place, how many months she had been in chains. Though she could not remember sleep or food since waking in the dormitory, it seemed weeks had passed since then. How long was I on the rock? she wondered. How long in this room?

A probing at her sphincter, cold, slick. Thinner than her finger, it slipped in, she objecting to the intrusion but making no outcry. Then warmth inside her. Oddly pleasant at first; she had been chilled. Pressure came, high in her gut, making her moan. She did not understand what was happening. A greater pressure, and a gurgling noise from inside her. “Ow,” she whispered, knowing it was not permitted, wishing instead to scream. “Mm.” She felt like a balloon, stretching around something. Craning her head around, she could see a pole, and a tube. Looking down, she tried to see between her legs, but her stomach, large as a pregnant woman's, blocked her sight. An enema!

She was aghast, horrified, but not surprised. She had heard they were not supposed to hurt, but had never believed that, anyway. This hurt. She felt she would explode, but knew he would not allow that. The point was pain, or humiliation, or maybe simply cleanliness. Death was no part of the bargain she had made.

The pressure seemed to level off, then returned with greater force. She whined, pushing back against the hose, but could not force it out. Panting, she felt waves moving inside her, heard sloshing, and then the pain lessened.

"The nozzle's a special design,” he said calmly. “Hurts a bit coming out, but you can take it. This way, you can do the cleansing and the retention all at once. I'll be back in twenty.” He patted her on a bruised cheek, and left the room. The tears flowed in waves like the pain.

He returned, eventually, and did something which tilted the table. Frantic, she grasped the edge with her cuffed hands. She felt like she was going to fall off, her knees spread wide, no way to grasp with her feet, her center of gravity pulling her back toward nothing but air. Holding herself up as best she could, she barely heard his words. “I'm going to pull the plug now, and you're going to release the fluid. I want you to push it all out, you hear?” He didn't wait for a response, just yanked the nozzle from her body.

She shrieked at the new pain, and a rush of foul-smelling liquid rushed from her body. Straining, she pushed, spewing more and more. How much had she held? She could still feel some. And the stench! He reached around her and massaged her left side. More fluid escaped. Finally, when nothing more would come, he hosed her off with soapy water, and leveled the table again.

"Round two,” he said quietly as he reinserted the nozzle. She lost her temper all at once-all her pain and fear and disgust and frustration boiling up from somewhere before she had any idea what she really felt-and began to scream curses at him. “And that's three.” He started the flow of solution, asked one question, and left the room. It was a long time before the fluid stopped flowing into her, and even longer before she stopped crying. His words echoed in her mind, unforgettable, undeniable. “Your cunt is dripping, did you know?"PAGEBREAK

CHAPTER SIX

ALL PLUGGED UP

An attendant helped her off the table and to a toilet, removed the nozzle. She didn't have the strength to moan. She massaged her belly as best she could, still cuffed, pushing fluid from herself until she was finally emptied. Drained in more senses than one, she couldn't even stand on her own, and had to be propped against a wall beneath the shower heads. The attendant scrubbed her clean, hosed her off, dried her. Caressed her, in passing. Her breath caught.

He or she dressed her, after a fashion: A cape of some sheer material, draped across her shoulders and belted. High-heeled shoes with wide ankle straps. Nothing else. Thus clothed, she was led back to the office, where her tutor sat again behind his desk, holding a small rubber object.

"Sit."

It was not an invitation. She collapsed into the chair, still weak, only to jump up as her bruised, abused ass hit the seat. Without looking in his direction, she warily lowered herself. Spread her legs.

"I told you I'd have instructions. This is an anal plug. You will be wearing it for the next twenty-four hours. At this time tomorrow, you will again report to me here. You may not masturbate, nor allow yourself to be touched. Now, catch!” He threw the plug, which she caught awkwardly. Twice as large around as his finger, it seemed impossibly wide to her. The tip was rounded as a cock head, and there was a slight indentation near the bottom end. It lay heavy in her cuffed hands.

"Suck it."

Gulping, she obeyed, laving the horrid object with her tongue, layering it with saliva.

"Insert it."

She slid forward in the chair, wincing at the pain in her ass. Grasping the plug by the bottom, she placed it at her rear entrance, then paused. Looking pleadingly in his direction, she waited. No reprieve was spoken. Squealing even before she began to push, she inserted the plug completely. She felt the stretch, a fearful burning; the hateful clench as her body seized on the narrowest part as though to hold it in place.

The pain was almost welcome. It's unnatural. It should hurt. She refused to think of why she felt the need to tell herself any such thing, but looked to her tutor once she was sure it was all the way in.

"Good.” It was the first time he'd spoken that word to her; she was surprised at the leap of her heart. And her clit. “Sit up straight, please.” She complied, gingerly. Stretched around the plug, she felt each pulse of her heart in her sphincter. She supposed, dimly, that she ought to be grateful for the enema, if she was to be plugged for a day, but it seemed too much to ask of herself. She would have slumped in her chair, exhausted, but her rubber intruder kept her upright. She breathed shallowly, holding as still as could be.

"How does it feel?"

Too tired for indignation, she hissed. “I hate it. But you know that."

"Yes, I do.” He smiled like a cat. Not a Cheshire cat, a well-fed lion. “How does it feel?"

"Like a burning brand, how do you think?” She wanted to raise her voice, to shout, but had no energy left to fight. The thought of punishment was no deterrent now; she couldn't imagine that anything could be worse than crouching dog-fashion on a table while oceans of water pushed inside her. Remained inside her, washing away her strength. She had no fire left, she felt, it had all been soaked away.

"Still feisty? Perhaps you need another cleansing."

She gasped, shaking her head frantically, and began to stammer an apology. Not that! He held up a hand, and she ceased. Your place is to obey, she told herself. Do not push him.

"Come here."

She leapt up and toward him all in a single movement, fear lending her a bit of strength. At his direction, she stood, legs apart, and laboriously raised her bound hands above her head, then pushed them back behind her neck. Losing her balance on the heels, she fell back against the desk, sitting down hard. She whimpered.

"That will do.” He pushed her legs farther apart, forcing more weight down on her ass. The bruised flesh complained, but she was far more disturbed by the shifting of the plug within her. It pushed forward, against the flesh which formed a shared wall with her vagina. Disgusted as she was by the intrusion, still, it felt … good. Better than good.

Her legs were far enough apart now that her newly denuded crotch rubbed against the desk. Cool polished wood caressed her, and she rubbed herself against it, unconscious of the movement. He raised a brow, but did not move to stop her. She ground down; the motion caused the plug to move. She pushed harder.

"What are you doing?” He sounded faintly amused.

She inhaled sharply. “I-I am sorry. I-I don't know what happened. I just … was trying to find my balance."

"Really? And that's why my desk is slimy now?” He didn't sound amused any longer.

"Please. Please, I can't take any more. Get this thing out of me, please! I'll…” she trailed off. I'll do anything, she had been going to say, but she'd already made that promise, and here she was begging to break it. “I'm sorry, it's just too much.” She hung her head, ashamed. A failure already. Failing him.

"Lie back.” His voice was so soft, it took a moment for her to understand. “Feet on the table, here.” The straps on the heels had a purpose, she realized. He fastened her down, spread wide; arms cuffed behind her head, she was opened to whatever whim might strike him. At least he won't be putting things up my ass. She smiled bleakly.

"Just this once,” he whispered in her ear. He sat in his chair, reached out a single hand, and stroked her clit. Nothing more was needed; she came instantly. The orgasm pulsed through her system, radiating out from her core. She was shocked by its intensity, its duration. Its focus. Her body clenched around the plug, caressing, welcoming.

Disgust, and shame, and pain, and pleasure. All at once. She wept, and begged for more.

"Not now. Go to lunch, go to your classes. I'll see you tomorrow.” He released her, helped her to stand. She walked to the door in a daze. Had an attendant not met her in the hall, she would have gone to lunch still cuffed and dressed in nothing but a cape and heels. And anal plug, of course.

* * * *

Carolyn felt like a stranger in her own body. Stretched around an anal plug-disgusting thing, she thought-newly cleansed by a painful enema session, glowing with aftershocks of a glorious orgasm, and primed for many more. Her ass ached; sitting was torture. The plug shifted with her every moment, and she could not remain still. What was happening to her?

"Punishment drill, eh?” A vaguely familiar-looking student leaned across the table, looked deep into her face, and nodded. She poured a glass of water. “Here, drink this. You probably need it.” Carolyn nodded her thanks, unable to find words. “It gets easier, or you get used to it, or something. Have you eaten today?” Carolyn shook her head, uncertain. What day is it? she wondered, but could not gather the strength to ask. The other woman rose from the table, appearing again in a moment with a mug of creamy soup. “Easier than solids. Go on, take it.” She folded Carolyn's hands around the cup, waiting until Carolyn took a sip to return to her seat.

Carolyn managed to drink the soup, and found the strength thereafter to nibble a bit of bread. Her companion nodded encouragement and introduced herself. Sherry was a redhead with the characteristic peaches and cream complexion of an English countrywoman and breasts like pillows stretching her shirt. A junior, she was eager to be “out in the world,” though she planned to return from time to time. “To keep my hand in, don'cha know,” she laughed. She smiled a lot, and Carolyn found herself grinning in return. Reaching for a roll, Sherry's shirt gapped open, a button slipped free of its buttonhole.

Carolyn gasped in shock at the weights depending from Sherry's nipples. “Doesn't that hurt?"

"Of course. That's the point.” Sherry laughed, unconcerned. “'Pain and pleasure will come to you,'” she quoted. Shaking her shoulders gently to make her breasts jiggle, she continued, “I've got a full pound of weights on today, and they'll probably add another after supper. From my nipples again, or from my labia. Makes a good display, don'cha think?"

Carolyn could only gape. Display! Was that to be her future here? She couldn't imagine the pain, the torment, she would feel in Sherry's place. The humiliation was only too clear. At least the plug is inside, she thought, then castigated herself. There is nothing good about that thing. No matter what you might have felt, things are not supposed to go back there! It's unnatural. Disgusting.

It had felt kind of nice, rubbing against her vaginal wall from the other side. Intense. Remembering, she squirmed in her seat, the ache of her ass and the internal caress combining in an odd sort of pleasure-pain. She pushed down into her chair.

"I'm pretty sure you're not supposed to do that,” Sherry remarked. Carolyn looked up. “They usually tell you outright not to masturbate, but even when they don't, you're not allowed to pleasure yourself. ‘Pleasure and pain,’ remember?"

"I-I wasn't…” Carolyn couldn't continue. Wasn't what? Pleasuring herself? Of course she was. No matter what she might feel about the idea, she was enjoying the way the plug felt. But it's not right!

And the whispered thought came, Says who? Her mouth dropped open.

Sherry smiled, shook her head, and reached for a piece of fruit. The rest of the meal passed in silence. Carolyn spent the time trying to convince herself that the anal plug within her didn't exist-in which case, she wouldn't have to decide how she felt about it. As her body kept repositioning itself to accommodate the object, she didn't have much success.

* * * *

Freshman orientation was taught by a man no more than twenty-one; Carolyn had trouble thinking of him as a teacher when she saw him in the halls, but in his classroom, he was perfectly in control. She wondered about that. Was that something that could be taught? Was it taught at the Academy?

Is it something they teach in the outside world? And why didn't anyone ever teach me?

Not that it mattered anymore, but it bothered her to think of it. Would her life have been different if she'd had the right teachers? Well, I have good ones now. Even if I haven't learned how to masturbate yet. She'd sat in on an evening workshop, but been forbidden to participate.

Orientation was concerned largely with The Rules; regulations, commands, litanies. Obedience. Carolyn had no trouble memorizing the rules, but following them was another matter entirely. And drained by her experiences and the constant stimulation of the plug in her ass, she was having difficulty staying awake.

The teacher decided to make her an object lesson for the rest of the class. “Carolyn, over.” By the hand motion, that meant “bend over the table,” so she did. Her skirt raised above her ass, and gasps from behind her told her that her underwear concealed bruising as poorly as it did anything else. “Plugged, I see,” he mused. “Face the class, and describe your transgression."

Turning to obey, Carolyn wondered at the phrasing. Was plugging, then, a punishment? Was she not supposed to enjoy it? A secret thrill ran through her. “Another student used her mouth on me while I slept. My transgression was enjoying the attention; you see the attention my tutor gave me.” Too late, she worried how that might sound. “This was fifty strokes."

"Next time, perhaps you will remember the second rule. Raise your skirt, and display yourself again."

She did, blushing. The teacher began to discuss technique, using her bruises as a teaching aid. “This pattern here shows considerable skill, strike after strike falling in the same location. It provides a longer-lasting pain, sometimes in excess of one week, while causing no scarring, skin-splits, or other permanent damage. Call it a very palpable reminder not to disobey. This single strike here…” Impossible as it seemed, Carolyn fell asleep. The teacher woke her at the end of class with a pinch to the worst-bruised area.

Somehow, she made it through the rest of her schedule without mishap. Sherry sat with her again at dinner, and told jokes and stories to keep her awake until dismissal. She had nowhere to report that evening, and gratefully took to her bed, asleep before her head hit the pillow. She spared no thought for the anal plug still lodged within her; it felt completely natural.

She woke with the bell. Moving to sit up, she froze and gasped. Pain-there was something inside her! A moment later, she remembered the anal plug. Moving gingerly, she gathered her things together to head for the bathroom. She felt swollen around the plug, distended. Had it gotten larger? Waddling, stepping carefully, she entered the shower. As other students jostled for hot water, for soap, she crept along a wall, praying no one would bump into her.

"Ah!” She gasped as someone's elbow brushed her hip.

The woman turned, puzzled, then, seeing her stance, smiled gently. “First time with an overnight, eh? No worries.” She moved off, leaving Carolyn to ponder her remark. Overnights were uncomfortable for everyone, it seemed. And common, to be so soon recognized. Her heart sank.

Dressing was an ordeal; she felt impaled. Natural movement was not possible; her center of gravity seemed to have shifted back a few inches. She was graceless, and knew it, and hated it. Not secret at all, this horrid plug, some part of her sourly observed. She wanted it out, wanted it gone, wanted to feel her sphincter closed, not stretched around a foreign invader. She wanted to be able to slouch, to twist, to bend. And she could not.

Part of her wondered at the shift. It had not seemed so bad the night before. Why had her body not adapted? Not that she wanted to adapt to such an unnatural internal companion, but it seemed strange that it was worse in the morning. With no appetite for breakfast, and neither Sherry nor Jack to be found, she toyed with her meal, exiting the dining hall as soon as possible.

Class served to distract her a bit; they were studying the structure of the male organ in Intro to the Body. While not a virgin, Carolyn had never truly examined a cock before, having been of the lights-out, missionary-only contingent. Or at least, married to a man who was. God, did I ever think about it at all?

Students at the Academy were expected to do more than just think about sex; she was beginning to realize she was expected to do anything and everything. "Sensations beyond belief.” And experiences I'd never have dreamed.

Look at it! It jumped. She nearly managed to forget about her unwanted internal guest until the discussion moved to things anal.

"The prostate,” Grace said, “can trigger orgasm despite the unwillingness of the subject male. Observe.” The subject, spread-eagle on a display frame, bit his lip as the instructor inserted a lubricated finger. His half-erect cock sprung up as the internal massage progressed, orgasm following perhaps a minute later. Spent, he hung from his bonds, panting. His sperm had reached even the back rows. He sobbed.

Grace wiped her finger clean, and continued. “This subject's display results in a punishment he knows well, and despises. Despite this, and despite the fact that he has a personal animus towards me, he was unable to prevent orgasm. You will all learn this technique. In passing, it should be mentioned that while women do not possess the identical anatomy, many women can also be sparked to orgasm by anal stimulation, despite-or, often, because of-distaste for any such action.” The instructor smiled in Carolyn's direction, and she flushed, squirming. The pain of her ass, today several shades of blue and red, served only to inflame her desire. The more she moved, the more welcome the plug became to her, the rubbing within her almost like intercourse. Her juices flowed, soaking her underwear. Her nipples tightened, her breathing quickened. Panting, she forced herself to stillness. Grace paused beside her chair, raised a brow. Leaning close, he whispered, “Because of, in your case."

Flushing red-hot, she came.

* * * *

Orgasm during class, without permission. She shuddered to think what her punishment would be. Orgasm from an anal plug; she blushed still more with shame. Grace said nothing to her beyond commanding her to confess her transgression at her appointment. She was sent on to her next class as though nothing had happened, still sticky with her juices. Still plugged. It felt not at all unwelcome now, physically. Mentally, emotionally, she still thought it unnatural, but she had to admit that it stimulated her.

Walking the hall to class, she swayed her hips side to side, feeling the plug shift with each step. By the time she reached her destination, she was well on her way to another illicit orgasm. Whispers greeted her at the door; those students from the last class telling others what she had done. The teacher, too, seemed already to have heard: Carolyn was given a seat on a high stool in the front corner of the room. With no desk, she had perforce to balance her notebook on a thigh, crouching forward against the plug, or raising a leg high to form a desk, opening herself fully to view. It was quite uncomfortable, and quite a spectacle. The attention of much of the class ensured she would not accomplish any surreptitious rubbing. She knew she was displaying herself, and had no choice. The stool was hard, rubbing her bruised ass, forcing the plug deep. She couldn't help her arousal, the shame seemed only to drive it higher. By the end of class, she was shaking from need, exhausted from the strain of her position, and there was a puddle of her juices beneath the stool.

Thank God, time for my appointment! She waddled as fast as she could.

Carolyn stood before the office door, shaking. Confession led to punishment, and she was unsure she could take another punishment. Her ass ached even standing; sitting tortured her bruised flesh, and there was the oddly pleasant torment of the anal plug within her. Weak with conflicting desires-to run, to cry, to lean against a wall and pleasure herself, permissions be damned-she breathed as hard as if she'd run a marathon. Her thighs were sticky with residues of need past and present.

The door opened before her. “Were you intending to knock?” He stood backlit, looming, haloed, his face in darkness. Her knees weakened, as they always did when she saw him, heard his voice, felt the heat coming off him. Not waiting for an answer, he motioned her to follow, and led the way to the tiled chamber where yesterday she'd been stretched by enemas at his command. She entered reluctantly, remembering pain, but unable to defy him. Your place is to obey.

"Strip. Remove the plug, clean it. There is an enema bag readied; set the timer for ten minutes. Massage your stomach in a circular pattern, lower right to upper left. Release it, shower, bring the plug back to my office.” He turned with no further word, and left. She stood, mouth gaping, wondering. Why had he led her here, instead of sending an attendant? Why had he given those orders? Was she to … oh, God, no. He can't mean for me to leave my clothes here. I can't just walk the halls naked. Though she had seen no one the last time she'd traveled that hall, just the thought of exposure made her shake with fear. She could imagine it, every shameful step, naked, blushing, brandishing an anal plug. No!

Yes. Your place is to obey.

Her hands shaking, she moved to do as he had commanded. Removing the plug, she gasped at the sensation as her anus contracted around empty air. It felt oddly bereft. Replacing it with the enema tube was not as hard as she would have thought, but the rush of fluid soon bent her over, cramping. Remembering, she set the timer, then began to massage her belly, feeling it stretch under her hands until the bag was empty, and she was full.

The cramps were not as bad this time. Perhaps there was less fluid, or perhaps she was adjusting. Horrible thought. Fluid moved with her motion, circles gently encouraging the flow upward, deeper into her. She felt she was being molded into some new pattern or form.

The timer rang, giving her permission to release, to shower. She spent a long time cleaning herself, trying to still the trembling in her knees. At last, fearing delay would result in further punishment, she dashed down the corridor, unclothed, bearing the plug before her. This time, she didn't hesitate at the door, knocking as soon as it was within reach.

He waited a moment before answering.

Taking the plug from Carolyn's shaking hand, he replaced it with one a size larger. “You'll not report to me tomorrow, but the day after, at this time. Until then, wear this. If there is nothing further…"

She dropped her gaze to the floor. “Sir, forgive me, please, I have a confession to make. I experienced release without permission in class this morning.” Not looking up, though she knew she was supposed to, she related the sordid tale briefly. No sound met her straining ears but her own breathing. He might have been a statue. Finally, she looked up.

"An orgasm? What prompted this?” He wasn't frowning, or smiling. An eyebrow slightly raised, nothing more.

"Grace, the instructor … she said that some women experienced orgasm from anal stimulation. I was curious. I didn't mean to … pleasure myself, I just wanted to know if it would be possible. And then she breathed on me. And I shook. And it … it just … happened. I really didn't mean to…” She trailed off. What more was there to say?

"She breathed on you?” His voice shook with ill-concealed laughter. “And did her breath perchance carry words?"

Carolyn dropped her eyes, blushing furiously. “She said I liked it because I didn't like it."

"And was she right?"

Carolyn looked up, anger suddenly boiling in her veins. “You know I hate it! That's why you do it! If you thought I liked having a giant rubber plug up my butt, you'd find something else to do to me.” She was so angry she was panting, and he smiled, not bothering to pretend he wasn't enjoying the picture she presented. Her blush didn't stop at her face, traveling down her neck to her breasts, accenting her distended nipples.

"And yet you came.” He sounded so smug it made her growl.

"Yes, damn you, I came! That's why you chose me, isn't it, that I get off on this shit?"

"Please don't be vulgar,” he murmured, motioning her to back up.

She looked down, surprised to find she was leaning over his desk, her face inches from his. She stepped back as he spoke.

"You know quite well why you are here, and the terms of the agreement you made. I don't recall that tantrums were among the qualities you were told we look for.” He was smiling again.

"No.” She sighed, deflated. “I'm sorry.” She tried to read his face, could not. Waited, spreading her legs a bit more, hoping to impress him with her obedient posture.

He reached into a desk drawer, withdrew a bottle of oil. “Put that on the plug, then bend over the desk and insert it."

Gaping with surprise at the mildness of his tone, she rushed to obey, coating the plug liberally with the pleasantly-scented oil, then resting her chest against the desk, reaching back to open her cheeks. She pressed the plug in quickly, desperate to get the deed done, and squealed as the burning began.

"What?” She twisted to look at him, shock and pain widening her eyes, her ass dancing away from inescapable pain.

"Would you like to come now?” His voice was soft, almost a purr, as he leaned back drinking in the sight of her, squirming and panting before him.

"God! No! Yes!” She gasped out the words, unable to think past the searing. Pressing back, she tried to expel the plug, but the motion made her sphincter grasp more fiercely, and heat burned. She threw her weight from side to side, desperate to escape. “Yes,” she moaned, shame and need turning beneath the pain.

"Then do so.” She reached a hand, but he spoke a single word-"no"-and she withdrew it. She frowned, puzzled, wondering how she was expected to come, and gaped as the answer occurred to her. He wanted her to repeat her earlier performance, bearing down on the plug and using it to bring herself off.

"I can't,” she sobbed. “Please, don't make me.” Her traitorous body wriggled against the desk, frigging her clit against it even as she begged.

"Not that way,” he crooned, and she wept as she obeyed the implied command, lifting her lower body away from the desk. She struggled, but eventually her need overcame her pain, and she sat down on the desk, legs spread before him, bruised ass pushing against the wood, and squirmed her way to orgasm.

He made her pull the plug out and re-oil it, then slide it in and out in a parody of intercourse. She came that way, too, of course, and he squirted oil directly into her asshole before making her repeat her performance again. A third agonizingly shameful orgasm left her too weak even to lift herself away from pain, and she slumped over, flushed and sobbing.

"I owe you several punishments, but I think I'll wait a bit. You've missed lunch, but you can still make your afternoon classes. Go back to wherever you've left your clothes-” a brief hint of shame flickered within her, but she hadn't the strength to protest “-and dress yourself as best you're able. I'll see you the day after tomorrow.” He waved her away, and she fairly fell from the desk, drained and swollen with pleasure and pain. Her clit throbbed weakly, begging for more even now.

CHAPTER SEVEN

LESSONS LEARNED

Sherry appeared at dinner, moving with a great deal of care, but unconcerned. She made Carolyn eat, shared jokes and gossip, trying to distract Carolyn from her impalements-the physical and the emotional. Finally, she asked what was wrong.

"I've got a bigger plug in me than before, and it's coated in boiling oil,” Carolyn said shortly. And I got off on it. More than once. And I so need to come.

"Well, of course,” her new friend laughed. “An ass like yours, you had to know someone was going to plug you. It's prep for the corking.” She shrugged, and chimes sounded beneath her shirt. She reached for the rolls, and her shirt tightened against oddly-shaped protrusions.

Carolyn shook her head, confused and distracted. “Corking? And what have they done to you?"

Sherry smiled, bent forward, allowing Carolyn a glimpse of chains with charms, bells and whistles and ornaments. Her nipples were dark, misshapen by the clamps holding everything on. “Corking is being fucked up the ass. You haven't?"

Carolyn looked down at her plate, toyed with her food, and tried not to shift in her chair. “No. I'd never had anything up there before. My tutor made me put my finger in there, and then his finger, and then enemas and the plugs, but I'd never even thought about it before. And now,” she felt her cheeks warm, “well, you might of heard of a student who came in class this morning? That was me."

"I know.” Sherry smiled. “It's why I came to dinner; I wanted to see how you were holding up. Things can be pretty intense here.” She reached out, patted Carolyn's hand, and Carolyn smiled in her turn. A friend could make things much easier.

"There's a workshop tonight. You going?"

"I will if you will."

* * * *

Because of her tutor's instructions, Carolyn was excused from the practical portion of the evening's lesson, on taking a spanking with pleasure. She sat, mouth wide with amazement, as student after student posed over the lap of a volunteer and was subjected to the humiliation of having their asses spanked. Not one of them seemed to mind! They squirmed, panted, moaned, begged. Not to have it stop, but for more! Every student in the class, even those who shook with fear at the beginning of the session, seemed to enjoy the sensation. Carolyn twisted in her chair, jealousy and curiosity making her bite her lip, and her abused ass throbbed a warning. She froze, shocked to realize how close she had been to coming again. Half wishing she hadn't caught herself in time.

Four volunteers “saw to” the class of twelve, not including those students not permitted to take part. The leaders (Carolyn wasn't sure if they were tutors or instructors or older students) were dressed alike, in textured aprons, and by the end of class those aprons glistened with the juices of the willing victims. As the bell sounded dismissal, the volunteers stood and bowed, and one of the students rose and bowed in return, reddened ass turned to face them. A laugh ran through the room, and Carolyn saw one of the apron-clad spankers motion to the impudent student. She sobbed deep in her throat, wishing.

Her sleep was plagued with dreams, of her tutor “seeing to” her, of being corked, of coming until she could come no more, finally satisfied. Morning found her still tired, stretched too full to breathe in comfort, and dreading the day. The note delivered to her by an attendant at breakfast didn't help. In strong masculine handwriting, it read, “Oil yourself before each class, meal, and bed.” Her hands shook with fear and shamed anticipation. The attendant handed her a bottle.

Oh, God. Please. She didn't know what she would have asked for-for the torment to end, or just to be allowed to come.

* * * *

Carolyn fell into bed, tears leaking from her eyes. The day had been unbearable! She'd failed a quiz in class, which merited punishment. She'd been unable to complete an assignment, too busy with her suffering, and earned another punishment. She'd been excused from a class on self-pleasure, which made her furious, and her protests had earned her yet another punishment. All of which were deferred, since tutors had first claim on their students-and one teacher added on extra “demerits” for the delay! Thankful it was finished, she buried her face in her pillow and tried to sleep. Her clit throbbed with need, her ass clenched with the same pulse, and she lay wakeful long into the night.

Too early in the morning, she was prodded out of bed by another student, and plodded groggily toward the showers, even the pain of her overnight plugging unable to fully wake her. Breakfast passed in a daze; she could not eat, too filled already. Morning classes, too, went by in a blur. She thought she might have seen an odd glance or two directed her way, but was really too tired to care. The moment arrived at last for her to present herself to her tutor. She stood before the office door, staring blearily at the wood-grain as she waited for him to answer her knock.

"In,” he barked. She entered to find him standing, an attendant at his side. “Strip,” he commanded, and she obeyed without protest. The attendant placed a narrow collar around her neck, and fastened a leash to its end. She flushed a bit, humiliated, but said nothing. Juices flowed down her leg, and she bit her lip, wondering how she could still have the energy to be aroused. The plug felt like a club within her, impossibly large, conquering.

Her mary janes were removed, replaced with high stiletto heels. The attendant tugged on her leash, and she stumbled after. Her tutor followed behind, loudly enjoying the view; to him, he explained, the bruising added interest to her flesh. Her thighs glistened, and he laughed at the proof she enjoyed the situation. The blush creeping down her back excited him, too, he said.

They reached a stairway; the attendant led her forward, each step a new and unique torture. Up they went to a small room, uncarpeted, bare.

"Kneel."

She knelt, trying to keep her ass from resting on her heels.

"Tell me what you are feeling."

The words rushed forth. “Please. Please let me come!"

"What,” he chuckled, “no protestation? No ‘burning brand'? Are you telling me you've learned to enjoy being plugged? Already?"

"Oh, God! No. I hate it. You know that. It's wrong, it's unnatural. But I need to come, please. You have to let me! Plee-ease!” Tears streaked her face, fell into her opened mouth; she didn't care. She was naked, had just been in plain of view of anyone who'd cared to look, though she had, in fact, seen no one. She was on an honest-to-God leash, just like a dog. She was plugged. And none of it mattered at all, if she could just come.

"Aren't you going to ask me to get it out of you? Accuse me of being a pervert? Beg to be set free?” He still sounded gently amused, his voice almost smoky. She imagined it touching her, and shook with need.

He waited, as did she. She couldn't think of anything to say. “Well,” he sighed. “I suppose you can remove the plug.” She remained still. “Didn't you hear me? Remove the plug.” She bent forward to obey. “No. Spread your legs wider.” She did, of course. “Do it from that position."

It took some effort, but she managed at last. It felt larger, with her positioned so nearly upright; she winced as she tugged it out. His laughter made her breath catch, her insides clench, and the pop when her asshole let go made her flush hot with shame.

"Put it back,” he said. She sighed; she'd expected it. But she hadn't thought it would be so easy to obey. Her sphincter opened almost eagerly to the intruder, stretching wide in welcome, holding tight to the narrower base.

"Tell me you love it.” He leaned in, whispered in her ear. His breath was hot on her skin, making her shiver. “Tell me how much you enjoy it."

"I do,” she sobbed. “God, I love it. It's horrible, it hurts, but it's fantastic! Please, please let me come. I need it. I need it so much…” She babbled, and knew that she babbled, and didn't give a damn. If it made her look like a fool, then so be it. All she wanted was an orgasm, or ten, or twenty, and she would do whatever she had to if she was allowed to come.

"Take out the plug.” She actually thought of protesting. But she obeyed. “There.” He pointed to the center of the room. There was a stool, with an object rising up. A dildo, set back from center, pointing straight. “I'd suggest you use your mouth first, then take your seat.” She rushed to the stool, eager to comply. It was shaped differently than the plug, almost a cone, narrowest at the tip, then widening at the base. She laved it with her tongue, then tried to climb onto the stool. Her heels gave her trouble, and the attendant came to help.

"Thank you,” she said, holding onto robed shoulders. They quivered beneath her hands; she was too involved to notice. Aiming herself with great care, she began her descent, and the blunt tip of the dildo parted her sphincter, making her sigh. She lowered herself an inch, clutching at the attendant, then another, and another until she was halfway down. Her tutor snapped his fingers, and the attendant suddenly stepped back. She shrieked as, her support gone, she slid down inexorably toward the stool. Her heels could gain no purchase to assist. Inevitable as death, gravity pulled her, stretching her wider than she had ever been stretched.

She whined. Trying to hold herself closed did nothing to stem the movement. Leaning desperately forward halted it, for a bit. The tip bit like a spear, though; she straightened lest she harm herself, and the slide down continued, halting with an inch left to go before the seat.

She was stretched as wide as she would go, but still gravity insisted. Every muscle held tight, as she balanced precariously. Eyes and mouth wide in sympathy, she stared at her tutor. “You may come,” he told her.

Her hands were gripping the seat. If she let go to stimulate herself, she would be further impaled. If she didn't, how then could she come? Stupid question. She lifted herself as best she could and slid carefully down again. Short, choppy movements, but enough-her body clenched, froze, quivered, exploded. Clit dancing in the breeze, vagina empty, ass more than filled, she writhed on the stool in climax, and poured forth her thanks. As her muscles tensed and released, she slid gently down to the stool, until the aftermath of her pleasure found her breathless and widely, thoroughly, plugged.

"How do you feel?"

She smiled, basking in the afterglow. “Mm."

"That's not an answer.” His voice was mild, and, as always, made her insides melt.

"I feel … wonderful."

"You enjoy the sensation?” He was purring; she opened her eyes. She was nearly asleep, but wanted to see him smile. His expression was fiercely triumphant, and her eyes went wide. Oh, no! What did I say? What will he do now?

"Tell me how you feel."

"I … am scared.” She laughed nervously, and gasped at the ripples echoing through her form; she'd never realized that laughter moved so many muscles, or just which ones. “I feel … stretched … too widely. I think I'm stuck. And I'm afraid of what you'll do next, what you'll make me do.” It was all true. But they both knew it wasn't the whole truth; he motioned for her to go on. “I hate that you make me do … that,” she looked away, “and I hate that it feels good, but you know it does."

"I make you do what?” Her blush started at the hairline and spread down. “Say it,” he commanded. She swallowed, shook her head. “Say it."

Your place is to obey. She licked her lips. “It's unnatural. Things aren't supposed to go into … there. The anus. The asshole.” She sighed, looked away. “You make me put things in my ass, and I enjoy it. There! I said it."

"Yes, you did. You may come now.” Her body clenched. With no memory of having decided a thing, she found herself sliding up and down the pole. The friction and the stretching sped her quickly on her way, and she screamed her climax to anyone who cared.

And again, when he told her that he intended to plug her in public, murmuring of all the eyes locked on her ass. He made her beg him to do it, and she cried as she came. He was almost tender, then, as he helped her to get down.

"Rest now."

She folded to the floor, not even bothering to move toward a wall, and closed her eyes. The attendant had to wake her when it was time to go.

* * * *

Still tired, and stumbling on the unaccustomed heels, she walked behind the robed individual who held her leash. Distracted by pain and shame and arousal, she didn't quite realize she was being led down a hallway toward the dining hall until she saw the doors open before her, students and instructors turning to stare as they approached. “No,” she whispered, turning her head toward her tutor, “please, no.” He ignored her, and the attendant just tugged on the leash until she had to follow. Tears poured down her face as fast as her juices flowed down her legs as she walked the aisle to the dais. She felt every gaze as a touch. God, he's going to do it!

He's going to do what I asked him to. Show everyone what a-what he does to me.

"Carolyn, confess your transgressions.” He smiled at her, the use of her name striking her as another torment. Not enough to be displayed, punished, she would be identified as well. She sobbed, but complied. There was no escape, she knew.

"I protested my tutor's attentions, not once, but many times. I yelled at him, used vulgar language. I forgot my place.” There were other transgressions, of course, but she felt that he was only concerned with her actions toward him. If not, she was sure he would inform her. Painfully. I can't believe this! She shook, shame and more. How can I need to come again? What's wrong with me?

That small part of her mind that so often found life amusing whispered, The same thing wrong with them all. Or right. There was something there, a safety-but before she could figure it out, her tutor spoke.

"And what have you to say for yourself?” He purred the words, silken invitation to self-damnation. Her heart skipped a beat. His voice always did things to her, even now. Especially? There was no escape, only obedience. Nothing she could do. No. There is one thing you can do: you can say what he wants to hear. What he wants them all to hear you say.

She knew what that was, though she wasn't sure how she knew. What she said wouldn't change the outcome. Her only choice was whether to obey the command he had not given, only implied. To expose her feelings, as well as her body. What do I have to say for myself?

"Nothing. I have no excuse, sir. Please, correct me, teach me the error of my ways.” She wept, but her voice was steady, exhaustion masquerading as calm. Better to cooperate, she thought, and be done with it. And maybe it would please him enough that he would let her come. Her clit throbbed excitement and agreement; her sphincter fluttered on emptiness. It felt good to be able to close that ring of muscle, and yet … She shivered as her juices flowed, shamed and terribly aroused.

"On the table, and kneel.” The attendant positioned her, then hooked her leash to the underside of the table, forcing her head down. Her ass was raised high, offered to whatever might befall. She saw a familiar pole, tube wrapped around it, and groaned. A public enema, my God!

The nozzle was forced into her body, making her cry out in pain and an odd sort of relief. She had felt empty, walking unplugged to the hall. She moaned as it was pressed home, and her ass wiggled invitingly. The blush spread over her body, and she reddened from head to toe. The audience, silent until now, began to whisper. Fluid seeped within her.

The attendant massaged her stomach as she was filled, more and more liquid finding its way into her bowels, stretching her stomach until she looked pregnant and past her due date. She panted, breath forced from her as her body made way for the watery intrusion. The cramping this time was intense, sharper pains and a slight burning. She shook with pain. And her clit danced.

At a nod from her tutor, the attendant detached her from the tubes, leaving the nozzle within her. “Speak, if you will,” she heard, and began to beg. Her ears burned with the shame as she heard herself asking, not that the nozzle be removed, but that she be allowed to come. Her tutor laughed, and she felt a single sharp smack against her mound. The orgasm was immediate, and left her shaking. Powerful, but unsatisfying. She needed more.

The attendant detached her leash from the table, and pulled her down. She gasped with pain as fluid pushed against the nozzle, and the attendant tugged sharply downward until she fell to her knees, then forward. She was to crawl, she assumed. Shrugging inside, wondering if she had finally reached a saturation point for humiliation, she followed the attendant, crawling throughout the room, passing every table, displaying herself to all who cared to look. Tears flowed down her face unheeded.

When she had completed her circuit, the attendant pulled her back to the dais, back up onto the table. A plexiglass shield had been added to the display. She was posed over a basin, and the nozzle pulled free. She flushed again, aghast, as she voided her bowels before everyone. And then was hosed off. That finished, she was posed again, leashed, and handed a thick plastic phallus. “As you did with the plug,” her tutor told her, as she looked at it in fear. Its shaft was as thick as the dildo on the stool had been at its base, and long, longer than she thought could possibly fit. But he was implacable, and she obeyed, sucking the fake cock to wet it, then placing it at her rear. She winced in anticipation, pressed in. And whined high in her throat as it stretched her wide.

So long! she thought. So thick! She shuddered as she pushed, feeling the flare of the head, the gradual thickening of the shaft, textured bumps and ridges. She wondered if it would ever end, and part of her wished it would not, the intrusion so like intercourse, but more intense. Panting, she spasmed, mini-orgasms presaging ecstasy. She reached the base at last, and stopped, gasping for breath, then began to pull it out, miming the action of a real cock.

In and out she pistoned the tool, pulling out the length of the shaft, pressing it home, faster and faster as her orgasm built. Some students began to egg her on, shouting encouragement, chanting, but she barely heard. She was completely focused on her need. The noises she was making would have embarrassed her if she had noticed them, high-pitched yips and dog-like barks and moaning. Her body thrashed from side to side, ass flying, arousing many in her audience, but she didn't care. All she wanted was to continue.

"Stop,” her tutor said. She froze, unbelieving. “Tell me, are you enjoying yourself?"

"Yes,” she whispered.

"Aloud, please.” She could hear the smile in his voice. Closing her eyes, wishing him to Hell, she repeated herself. And again. “Beg,” he said.

"Please, sir, please. Let me come.” Beyond shame now, hanging seconds away from her pleasure, she pleaded. “Let them see me come.” That might sway him.

He turned to the audience. “This girl, Carolyn, thinks anal penetration is unnatural. A sin, even.” He changed his pose, the tone of his voice, suddenly girlish. “It's disgusting to stick anything up your ass.” Back to himself, all confidence and strength. “Or so she says.” Jeers and laughter met his words, and he held up a hand for silence. “I decided to teach her to enjoy the unnatural. How do you think I did?” He drawled the last sentence, confident in their approval, and they gave it loudly, whistling and clapping and shouting praise. He turned to Carolyn then. “Come, girl. Show them how much you love it.” And she did, frantically moving the dildo in and out, withdrawing it fully and forcing it back inside, orgasms tearing through her, melting one into another. She came to the sounds of the cheers, the laughter, collapsing onto the table at last, still coming, the dildo buried completely within her. Aftershocks moved through her even as dinner was served, and she lay there, naked and quivering and sated at last.

* * * *

"Rise and shine, Carolyn. Your public awaits.” His voice, beautifully deep and dark, woke her from her doze. She blinked, for a moment not knowing where she was. Memory flooded back, and she blushed even before she opened her eyes to see every gaze upon her. She moaned her embarrassment, screwed her eyes shut, turned her face away. “Now, now, Carolyn. You know the rules. Display.” Very quietly he added, “Before you drown us all,” and she flushed to the roots of her hair, feeling the truth of his statement.

What happened to that lovely numb feeling? She struggled to her knees. She kept her eyes closed, but it didn't help. She knew everyone was watching. She posed, ass high, knees spread, feeling cool air and hot gazes and shame and arousal and a dildo buried in her rear.

"Reach back and pull the dildo out, slowly."

She obeyed as if in a dream, slow withdrawal a pleasure and a torment. Gasping softly as the flared head pressed against her sphincter, she sighed as the muscle closed. “Now clean it.” Still refusing to open her eyes, she swallowed and brought the tool to her mouth. Should I be grateful for the enema, she thought wryly, or just disgusted? She concentrated on the dildo, trying unsuccessfully to forget the audience enjoying her shame. “Enough,” he said. “Now say thank you to your fans for their attention."

Her eyes flew open. He couldn't mean … of course he could. Her chest heaved, body clenched, panic reaction making everything painfully sharp and clear. She could hear the attendant breathing, feel her tutor's exhalation stirring her hair. Her shoulders pulled back, leash jerking her down again. She panted.

"We're waiting,” he said softly, his voice kind. She looked up at him, eyes traveling up from the erection stretching his pants to his face, smiling gently. Her panic faded, replaced by desire and a strange sort of pride, that she could excite him. She locked her gaze with his as she spoke.

"Thank you, sir, for honoring me with your attentions. I hope you shall always make the effort to correct me when I need it. And thank you for allowing my peers to witness the pleasure and the pain you granted me.” She smiled up at him, and turned her face, though not her eyes, toward the audience. “I hope that you enjoyed the show.” Her clit throbbed as she laughed. The audience applauded as the bell rang signaling the end of the dinner hour.

"You enjoyed that, didn't you?” His voice quavered as he tried to stifle his laughter. She nodded, still looking deep into his eyes, smiling. “And when tomorrow I have you placed in stocks by the front door, will you enjoy that as well?"

She considered, shrugged. “Will you be watching?” He didn't answer, just took the dildo from her hand and plunged it home. He twisted as he thrust, and the sensation pushed her to new heights of pleasure. Her tears then owed nothing to shame.

CHAPTER EIGHT

A BURNING BRAND

For the next month and more, Carolyn was anally trained. Each day brought some sensation, often pain and pleasure combined. She wore plugs to stretch her sphincter, not too far, but a bit; took frequent enemas to keep the area clean; went to class surrounding strings of beads that massaged her when she moved, or gently vibrating eggs. Learned to contract her muscles in sequence, prepared to milk a cock.

She was allowed no vaginal penetration, which necessarily excused her from some of her class work. Those climaxes she was granted-too few by far, for her-all featured anal attentions and discipline. It was part of her tutor's plans for her.

And sometimes, she came without permission. And was punished, often anally.

* * * *

Carolyn pushed back, opening her ass wide for her tutor's inspection. “Relax,” he told her, and she did her best to remain perfectly still. It was hard not to move as his finger broached her sphincter, the feeling as conquering as ever, her body yielding to his will. The breath rushed out of her body; she bit her lip, desperate not to come. She longed to clench tight around his invading digit. But he had told her not to, so she did not.

"Good,” he murmured, and her body broke out in sweat. Her heart pounded, whole body throbbing with her pulse; she was seconds away from coming, but not allowed to come. One word, one touch from him was all that it would take, but he had not given permission, so she tried to resist. His finger retreated, the slow withdrawal a caress, nearly pushing her over. She felt empty without him there, and wished for his return.

He did not leave her vacant for long. Something cool, not too thick; she accepted it easily. He pushed it in, reminding her not to clench. She measured its progress, thrilling to the sensation. It warmed, whatever it was, with her body heat. High and higher it went, its journey easy, reshaping her from the inside out. She panted, body shaking despite her best efforts, stammering out her apologies as she began to come.

And fire bloomed within her as she spasmed. Screaming in pain, she continued to orgasm, white lights behind her eyes beyond pleasure, beyond pain. Sensation, racking her, coursing through her body.

She blacked out from sheer sensation, woke spasming still. Her throat was raw, eyes streaming, bowels burning. “What?” Her voice rasped and tore; she could not go on. Moaning as her body climbed toward yet another climax, she sought her tutor's eyes, locked gazes with him.

He was smiling, laughing gently at her. “I told you not to do that."

She nodded, sighed.

"It's called a fig. That one's essence of ginger. They use it on parade horses, to make them keep their tails up. Looks like it works on you, too.” She waggled her ass helplessly, feeling the burning; he patted the nearest cheek and went on. “Usually they're placed just inside the anus; I thought it might be fun to put yours further up. Tell me, how does it feel?"

She knew what he wanted her to say, and meant to say it. But when she opened her mouth, what came out was thanks. “Thank you, for honoring me with your attention. For thinking of me, teaching me, everything. Thank you for-ooh-this gift of burning. I feel,” her body shaking, heartbeats from coming yet again, “I feel your touch everywhere.” And she collapsed again into orgasm, body sore and yet exultant.

He laughed and shrugged and let her come. Again and again and again until the burning faded. And then he told her she'd be feeling it again. “I think I'll send you to class gingered. The other students should find the lesson interesting.” She shook, sobbing, her body raw and aching and oversensitized. The mere thought of it, of walking into a classroom, sitting down, all those eyes on her … she knew there was no way she'd manage not to transgress multiply.

"Perhaps I'll make it a ceremony. You haven't been on the dining hall stage in weeks. Yes, I think I like that thought. Make you ask for it, tell everyone what you're feeling once it's in.” He watched as her body struggled not to orgasm, too-sensitized flesh red and weeping as she came. Her eyes rolled back and she went limp, not exactly unconscious, but too weak to move.

Distantly, she heard the scratching of pen on paper; she had no strength to wonder what he wrote.

* * * *

One evening, she was summoned from a workshop. Afraid and curious and excited, she followed the attendant to a small receiving room. It looked like the Victorian sitting room she had seen in her history books, all crowded full of tiny bits of furniture. She blinked, trying to pick a clear path through the room, and only belatedly saw the Anatomy and Physiology instructor, Grace.

"You summoned me? Ma'am?"

"Yes."

For a moment there was silence, as Carolyn wondered if she'd missed a punishment-she didn't think she had, but what else could this meeting be?

"Sit down."

Carolyn sat, carefully. She was unplugged, for once, so it wasn't fear of pain that moved her to caution. Half her care was concern for the chair, the other half simple attention to the rules: A student must move gracefully, no matter the strain. She hadn't started dance and movement classes yet, but that was no excuse should an instructor decide her movements were unacceptable.

"Tea?"

"Ah,” something to spill? I'd really rather not. Can I say no to an instructor? Say yes and just put it on the table, that's safest. “Thank you."

"Relax. I'm not going to bite. Tonight.” Grace smiled, and Carolyn was struck once again by just how attractive everyone at the Academy was. The instructor wasn't beautiful, it wasn't that, but she glowed with health and confidence and contentment. Her body was lightly muscled, very toned, and the catsuits and thin wrap dresses she favored showed off what she had every right to be proud of.

Like everyone here. They're not all tiny, like she is, but there's no one gross. Well, except Bertha.

"Would you care to share the joke?"

"Oh, sorry. I was just admiring your dress."

"Yes, the uniforms do get a bit tiresome, don't they? Unless, of course, your tutor is one of those who prefers to see every inch of skin?"

The predictable flush rose.

"Ah, he is. Tell me about him?"

Carolyn opened her mouth, closed it. What do I say? She knew better than to complain, though, honestly, there wasn't much she could have criticized. He humiliated her, often; hurt her, forced her to do things she didn't want to do. Gave her more pleasure than she had ever known. He devised torments and made her cooperate in her own debasement, or ordered her to do impossible things just so she would earn another punishment. Sometimes he punished her without any reason at all.

She loved every minute of it, and yearned for more.

Grace was still waiting.

"He is very…” Sexy. Intelligent. Yummy. “…focused. And very good at what he does."

"And what is his focus?” Judging from her smile, Grace knew full well. Considering the various scenes Carolyn had been made to enact, she would have to have been blind not to-or dumb, and none of the instructors were that.

"He is an ass man."

A peal of laughter was Grace's only reply; Carolyn didn't know why she laughed, but didn't ask. Safer not to. They drank tea, or rather, Grace drank and Carolyn sipped, and talked about classes and homework, and then Grace set her cup down. “How do you feel about what your tutor asks of you?"

Carolyn choked on a laugh of her own. “He doesn't ask.” But that wasn't an answer. She took a breath. “I never knew. All those years, I just never knew it could be like that. He … I didn't want to do what he told me to, but when I did, it felt … even before it stopped feeling bad, it felt so good…"

"Stop. One sentence at a time, please."

She shook her head, feeling the breeze on her overheated cheeks. “I always thought it was disgusting, thought even gays only used their mouths and, and their assholes ‘cause they didn't have anything better.” She stopped to see if that was clear enough; Grace motioned for her to go on. “I was so excited when he chose me, but the very first time I reported to him, he told me to put my finger up my ass. And I just-I was so disappointed he was a pervert.

"But, ‘your place is to obey,’ so I did. Eventually. And it didn't feel like I expected it all. Which kind of figures, because I didn't know anything when I got here! I just thought I did."

"A lesson well learned,” Grace murmured. “Continue."

Carolyn shifted in her seat, caught herself. Just the thought of her tutor made her wet. Wetter. I've been wet since the day I came here. “He taught me to enjoy anal play."

"Is that what you call it? When you're thinking about it?"

"Well, no. But you've said it, in class."

"We aren't in class now. What do you call what he does to you?"

Carolyn sighed, “heaven,” not loudly enough to be heard. In a normal conversational tone, she replied, “Ass-stuffing. Or butt-plugging. Things like that."

"Not terribly elegant terms. Has your tutor started you on language lessons yet?"

"French.” She winced. She wasn't doing very well with that; it seemed sometimes like her tongue just didn't fold the right way. And understanding what other people said was almost as hard as trying to speak, sometimes. She'd catch the meaning more often than the words. Maybe another vocabulary drill before bed. But I can't worry about that right now! What was she talking about? Oh, right, what classes I take.

"And English?"

"You mean, like, literature? Not yet."

"Well, we shall have to speak of that. But for now,” Grace poured more tea, “you and I shall simply talk."

"About what?"

"Oh, sailing ships. Sealing wax.” The smile said it was a joke; Carolyn didn't get it. “Never mind. It's a literary reference, and you said you're not taking that yet. Tell me about your favorite class-other than mine, of course."

Favorite? God, how to choose? Discipline terrified her, but it was fascinating. Law 1 was bizarre, but she “transgressed” quite a bit in that class. History was nothing but stories, sexy and funny and weird … “History,” she said. “I like history. The way they teach it here."

"And what have you learned in history? One example."

"Did you know Cleopatra had a vibrator? All those years before electricity. The Victorians, too. They used water power…"

* * * *

That odd conversation stuck in Carolyn's mind; what had its purpose been? She completed Orientation and was told to report to a different room one day, for lessons in Elocution. Perhaps that had been the reason, to see what she needed to learn.

But there had been something in Grace's eyes, an odd light when she asked what Carolyn called the things her tutor did.

She couldn't have heard what I said, could she? No, of course not. Besides, what does it matter? I came here to experience, and to learn to enjoy. And God knows, I'm doing that.

* * * *

Academy students had no days off, but there were weekends of a sort-workshops and study periods, longer sessions with tutors, even the odd hour free just to rest. Carolyn had been enjoying one such when an attendant came to fetch her; she went eagerly. No matter how sore she was from his attentions, she was always eager to see her tutor.

"You haven't been corked yet,” he said by way of hello.

"No, sir.” Oh, God, please. I've been waiting so long…

Her expression must have shown her hope; he shook his head. “You haven't earned that yet. But I think you're ready to move a step closer. That is, if you don't have anything better to do?"

The tips of her ears burned, so hot was the flush. Someone told on me. Tom. I'd bet anything. She'd said it a few days before, when a teacher was called out of class and left them there nearly the full period.

"No,” he said as she opened her mouth, “don't apologize. You'll report to the instructor you insulted, for whatever punishment she deems appropriate."

"Yes, sir,” she sighed, and turned toward the door.

"Did I tell you to leave?"

She smiled at the tone of his voice. It went velvet-dark when he was about to test her limits; her body reacted to the sound as to his touch. “No, sir. I am sorry, sir. I'll try to do better. I do not ask your forgiveness."

"Mm.” He looked at her for a long minute, then reached into an open desk drawer. His other hand patted the top of the desk in a familiar command. “On your back."

She arranged herself for his pleasure, folding her skirt up so it would not obscure his view, removing her panties, bending her legs and pulling her knees to her breasts, holding them there.

She felt the tip of his finger press against her anus, opened eagerly. Lubed, it slipped in with only the usual reflex resistance; she pushed as best she could to help him. Too soon, he pulled away. A cool something knocked where the finger had just been.

It was much wider, and her position meant that she couldn't help, but only receive. She shivered, feeling the slow, slow increase in pressure. He was teasing her, she knew. It was hard to remain still; she wanted it inside her. “Please!"

"Remind me."

Oh, damn. She knew what he meant; she had just earned a punishment. At least he didn't stop-thought fled as the whatever-it-was broached her sphincter. Very wide; she felt the stretch, the pain so much like pleasure there was no proper word. He left it there for a timeless moment, then pushed in. She felt the snap as her body closed around the shaft, another yielding as he pushed its length home. And then a pause.

"How does it feel?"

"Wonderful,” Carolyn sighed. The molded cock had ridges she had felt as they passed; could feel now if she squeezed. The mushroom head almost too wide but not quite, shaping her from the inside now; shaft hard and slightly yielding, almost like flesh, like his fingers, like she imagined his cock would be. She pushed her ass up as best she could, silently begging for more.

"Are you really saying what I think I just heard?” Mocking tones, but no cruelty; Carolyn didn't even blush. She just nodded, a slow, languorous gesture, and tilted her hips.

"Tell me. Properly."

"Sir, it's wonderful. I am filled, as you have taught me to be. And to enjoy being. I love having things stuck up my ass, I was made to be plugged. You had the wisdom to see that, and to teach me."

"Flattery? How quaint. Do you remember what you first told me, when I had you plugged?” Now she blushed, at that memory. “Tell me again what you said."

"I told you it, the plug, felt like a burning brand."

"So, if I ordered you to take a stick up your ass, would you?"

"Of course, sir. And thank you for it, too."

"And if it were on fire?"

"My place is to obey."

"Very good.” He patted her ass. “You may come.” And just like that, with no other stimulation, no thrusting, no kissing, no writhing, she exploded into ecstasy.

He sent her to class still surrounding the dildo; she went with pride. More than by his latest plug, she was filled with hope.

Will he cork me soon?

* * * *

The teacher she had “insulted” hadn't told her what her punishment was going to be, but some of the students had given her odd looks as she followed the attendant toward her doom. She knew what that meant: someone had indulged in whimsy. It was enough to make her blood run cold-the instructors were not above inflicting a fair amount of pain for the sake of some joke, and they often collaborated. And her tutor had made a point of telling her he knew what she had said.

As scared as she was, she was also so wet she sloshed with every step. He would be so proud. She tried to remember everything he'd said during that session. Nothing seemed like a clue.

"Ooh.” Carolyn stopped in the doorway of the tiled room, shock freezing her in place. She hadn't seen Sherry for a few days, and had wondered what new torments were being visited on her friend, but had never imagined this!

The young woman hung suspended from a sort of hammock made of webbing, tubes hanging from the ceiling, disappearing into her ass. Two of them. Some odd cup-like structures enveloped her breasts; a water bottle was hanging by her head.

Her head hung low, fiery hair veiling her face. Her stomach was distended. And as Carolyn watched, she began to buck. Like a half-broken steed protesting a rider, she threw her body back and forth, but there was no escape. Whirring sounds echoed in the tiled chamber, as did Sherry's sobs and cries.

And then the whirring ceased, and Sherry fell motionless again, and the attendants prodded Carolyn into the room. One bleary red eye crept open, and Sherry bent her lips into a grin. “Hey, kid, what are you in for?"

"The usual, I guess. And you?"

"Definitely not."

An attendant slapped Carolyn, almost gently, on the ass, encouraging her not to dawdle. Obediently, she let herself be strapped onto a slant-board, manipulated and teased almost to orgasm. And then they were alone.

"I was stupid,” Sherry sighed. “My tutor's been working on teaching me milking, but I'm just not much good at it. I was frustrated, and very, very horny, and I made a crack about milking being for cows. So,” she shook in her webbing, “here I am. Behind is some sort of devil's brew of herbs and hormones, and up front we have the twins. Constant suction all over my tits, plus stronger pulls on my nipples a lot of the time.” She stopped for a sip of water from the bottle by her head. Voice shaking a bit, she said, “I think they're going to turn me into a cow. And I think…” She shuddered. “Here it comes again."

Carolyn watched, wide-eyed and fascinated, as the distended belly shrank, then stretched again. Sherry's breasts were completely covered by the contraption, but her shoulders moved back and forth in time with the mechanical whirr. She sobbed and moaned and pled for release, for help, for a break. And then, shuddering, she came. A strange orgasm, slow and strong.

Carolyn felt a rush of jealousy. But when it was over, and Sherry hung limp in her bonds, all Carolyn could do was stare in something approaching awe. Her friend glowed all over, skin as rich as cream, hair shining in the light like copper. She seemed softer somehow, silken.

"Wow."

Sherry opened one eye. “My breasts are filling. I know it, they're turning me into a cow. And, God, I can't wait until they milk me."

An attendant stepped into the room and turned to Carolyn. The gloved hands held a very large enema syringe.

The board to which she was strapped was angled, her head a little below the level of her feet. Recent experience had taught her that meant she'd be there awhile. Breasts bumpy in the chill air, she stared at the approaching figure, wondering what it would be this time.

There'd been heat and cold, something that smelled like fresh grass and left her wired for hours, stinging mint-scented soap and something that blurred the edges of the world for a time. She'd been left lying for what felt like days, might have been hours, been plugged and made to walk around the room, been introduced to a machine that flushed her insides like an internal shower.

But her tutor never let her get bored with repetition. So she shivered as she lay there, open, helpless, afraid. And aroused, as she always seemed to be. In odd quiet moments she marveled that sex had so escaped her notice before, when she'd been a small-town beauty, and then a small-time wife.

If she'd known then what she did now, what would have changed? But those thoughts quickly faded from her mind. Even in the midst of being punished, hurt or humiliated, she was aroused. She didn't want anything to be different, except that she always, always, wanted to be allowed to come. Even now, as she waited for the syringe, wondering what concoction would soon make its way inside.

Sherry began to stir. Carolyn couldn't see her, but the noises were easy enough to understand. The whirring as she was suckled, the soft liquid sounds as she was emptied and refilled, the moans and cries as she came again. The groaning, climax almost more torment than release. And the yearning for more, even so. Always, more.

Carolyn gasped as the nozzle was pushed into her anus, thrust hard. The feeling was always startling, always new. A sudden change, her body adjusting to something, someone, shifting obediently, surrendering.

It pushed in, hard and demanding, a plastic shaft, and she shook, needing to come, bound too tightly to move the slightest bit. It traveled deep into her, defining bits of herself she could only feel when they were being used, and she could do nothing but endure. And smile, and sigh, and revel in the feeling. And try desperately not to spasm, not to climax.

The attendant fucked her with it a few minutes more, then thrust it fully in, to the bottom of the barrel. Her sphincter clamped down, holding it in place. And then the plunger, and fluid heat.

Warm, warmer than her flesh, it crept within. She thought it quite nice for a second, until it started to itch. In a heartbeat, she was shrieking, cries bouncing off the walls. The attendant patted her clit softly and walked away. Leaving her itching, tied too tightly to move, feeling like she had poison ivy on the inside of her skin.

And needing, always, needing to climax again. But the itching distracted her too much even to think, so she didn't consider using the milking techniques she had been taught to give herself some relief. Even if she had, it was doubtful she could have succeeded. Every muscular contraction made the itching that much worse.

The whirring came again, and Sherry, too, began shrieking. A chorus of half-pleasured torment rang from the walls. Sometimes there were words; they begged their tutors for release, for relief, forgiveness for whatever their transgressions. Sometimes there were only cries.

At one point, Carolyn screamed, “Ants!” The answer to the puzzle: Tom again, that bastard, and the tutors with their humor. She even managed to laugh-but the motion made the itching even worse.

* * * *

Sherry appeared for dinner one night; she took a seat near Carolyn and Jack, nodding a silent greeting at the two. Her glow had, if anything, increased, as had her cup size, impressive, as she'd been at least a D before. Now her breasts were massive pillows with thumb-like nipples sticking up, bursting out of her top, too ripe to contain. And halfway through dinner, they began to spurt, first one, then the other, tiny jets like miniature cocks.

Sherry began to cry, as Carolyn sat, staring. A tutor spoke up from her table. “Tom. Suckle Sherry until she's dry."

An aside to someone, “If that's possible.” Tom grinned his jackal grin, bent Sherry back, put his mouth to her nipple and bit down. She screamed, he laughed, and then he began to suck. And the look on his face changed.

Carolyn's clit throbbed. He looks like he's trying to be disgusted but can't pull it off. In fact, he looked like he was enjoying himself a great deal. But perhaps wishing that he wasn't. He spat out her nipple, looked cross-eyed at it, and shook his head. Took the other one in his mouth, gently this time. Laved it with his tongue, then sucked it, drinking her milk down.

Sherry clasped his head to her and shook as she came. Not once, or severally, but seeming constantly, he suckled and she spasmed, on and on.

Carolyn darted a glance at Jack, who seemed spellbound. As did everyone else in the hall. A mother suckling a babe is somehow sweet, a woman suckling a grown man is bizarre. A woman getting off on it … was appropriate for the Academy. As was his reluctant pleasure in feeding from her.

His eyes shone, suspiciously like tears. “She's empty."

"Are you sure? Check the first breast again."

Tom leapt to obey, ignoring the sound of chuckling, cheeks hollow with his efforts as he sucked her dry again. When he thought he was through, he switched, tugging ever harder, then finally took both nipples in his mouth at once.

"She's dry,” he said with confidence.

"Then go finish your dinner."

Sherry collapsed back into her seat. “I'm a cow,” she whispered to Carolyn. “Ain't it great?"

Carolyn could only nod and squirm in her seat, imagining herself in Sherry's position, breasts grown and filled and emptied at another's whim. She wasn't sure there were words for what she felt. But she knew one thing: if her tutor chose that path for her, she'd take it.

She looked up and met his eyes, and, unblinking, came. He watched as she spasmed, holding her with his gaze. When she had finished, he raised one eyebrow; she bit her lip. He reached into a pocket and pulled out something brown. It looked very like a stick. With one hand, he motioned to her; the other brandished a lighter. Blushing, she rose and went to him.

Quivering, already desperate to come again.

CHAPTER NINE

A CANDLE IN THE WIND

Carolyn sat by Jack, eating her dinner, and grinding discreetly in her seat, enjoying the way she felt. She was double-stuffed that day, vaginal and anal, and though she'd been numbed inside and out to prevent climax, the cream was wearing off.

Jack, beside her, offered a knowing smile. Carolyn shrugged, unconcerned, and watched as the older woman's smile faded into a pensive frown. “What gives?"

"It's that girl in the corner, Jennifer. She reminds me of someone…” Jack trailed off.

Carolyn took one look and had to laugh. “Yeah, Norma Jean. My God, the tutors must be in Heaven! How much would you bet she looks just like her when she comes?"

"Norma Jean? And, by the way, that's phrased wrong. It should be ‘what’ would you bet; we don't wager money here.” The lascivious grin left no doubt about what was wagered.

Carolyn felt a small thrill shiver through her just at the thought. There was a certain dream she'd had, once, where she was a flower … “Norma Jean. Better known to her admiring millions as Marilyn Monroe. The face isn't perfect, but the body is, and the lips. I can just imagine what my tutor would do with her.” She shivered again, jealousy and something darker turning, a strange desire to be the one to command this weeping girl.

For Jennifer was weeping, soundless but shaking, tears pouring from her eyes like streams in springtime, too full to be contained. Her shirt was wet, translucent, clinging softly, and Jack was not the only one in the room intent on the display.

"We could find out, you and I,” Jack said, barely more than a whisper. “If she does look like Marilyn then, I mean. When she comes."

"How?"

"How do you think, silly freshman?"

"But, that's not allowed!"

"So, ask yourself if the game is worth the candle.” A secretive small smile played over Jack's lips then, but Carolyn was too busy thinking to wonder what prompted it.

"If we did…” Her eyes glazed as she imagined the scene. Blinking at last, she saw Jack rising from the table.

"Well, come on, then."

Carolyn stood, and they walked to the corner, other students watching suspiciously. It was obvious that they were up to something. When they sat down by Jennifer, brows raised and whispers began.

Jack ignored them all. “Hi, Jennifer. I'm Jack; I'm a senior. This is Carolyn; she joined the same week you came here.” Carolyn added her greetings. Jennifer just nodded, not even sniffling though tears still flowed down her face. To Carolyn's darker desires a match was set: Her nose doesn't even redden when she cries.

There was no thought of obedience in her mind.

"Listen, some people just take longer to settle in than others. Don't give it a thought. I'm sure you'll get the hang of it here in just a few days.” Jennifer just blinked eyes starred ‘round by wet lashes. “It'll get easier soon; just give it a chance."

Carolyn felt no least impulse to be conciliatory. She wanted Jennifer to run screaming from the room. Partly so they could follow, partly just for the sight. “How do you get on with your tutor?"

It half-worked: Jennifer screamed. “Don't talk to me about that … pervert! The questions, the commands, the … beatings. My God, you're all insane!” Now she started sniveling, and Carolyn exulted. Trading a glance with Jack, she saw triumph there as well.

"Sh,” Jack offered, smiling gently at Jennifer all the while. “The bell's about to ring; let's get out of here. I know a place we can talk. A quiet room.” Jennifer nodded, and the three rushed out of the hall before any protest could be made.

Though the whispers continued.

By the time they reached their destination, Carolyn could barely contain herself. Simply watching Jennifer walk filled her with ideas-things she never would have thought before the Academy.

"Dear God, is this how the tutors feel about us?” Carolyn whimpered as Jack physically held her back. Jennifer was curled up on a couch in the corner of the room, seemingly unaware of the spotlight gilding her. Jack laughed softly, hugging Carolyn from behind, half caress and half containment until Carolyn regained her control.

It wasn't easy. Images of this modern Marilyn half-naked and subdued, not submissive but defeated, glowed before Carolyn's eyes. It had nothing in common with the feelings she'd had in the outside world, and little for what she felt with her tutor, or the various instructors. Even when she was in pain, she never felt any desire for revenge-but this woman she wanted to hurt. And force to enjoy that pain. “What's happening to me?"

"You're learning, silly freshman,” Jack purred into her ear, and followed her words with a half-gentle bite. Carolyn's eyes widened, but Jack gave her no time to truly wonder. “Good cop and bad, and you, my bad girl, had better be bad indeed. It's show time!” And she stepped forward, throwing her shoulders back, leading with her breasts.

Carolyn heard the murmurs of the other students as they crept into the darkened audience section. Poor Jennifer hadn't realized she'd been taken to a stage.

"It might help if you talk about it. We've been through it, too, you know. And maybe there's something we could do?"

"I just … I just want to go home. I didn't think it would be like this, you know?” Starred eyes wide and hopeful, she curled into Jack's offered arm, sobbing prettily. “I thought it'd be fun, like going to boarding school. Parties in the dorms, and dances, and the stuff the sorority girls do, but organized. It looked nice enough, all upper-class and shiny, but the teachers are all monsters and perverts! And I just want to get out of here."

Carolyn shook her hair back as she stalked onto the stage. For once, she wasn't embarrassed at the thought of the eyes upon her. Short skirt, sheer blouse, shiny shoes-who cared? She felt like a jungle cat, intent upon her prey.

Jack looked up with an inquiring raised eyebrow; Jennifer tried to hide behind the older woman. Carolyn smiled. “You did agree to be here, didn't you? The standard two years, like the rest of us?"

"Yes,” the sobbing, little-girl voice answered, “but I didn't know!"

"Didn't you? Really?” Carolyn loomed over the seated girl, admiring the heaving, jiggling breasts. Not lust, but something darker, moved in her. “You expect us to believe that you came through those gates, toured the hall, read ‘Your Place Is To Obey,’ and didn't know? Little girl, lie to yourself all you wish, but do not lie to us.” She was hissing by the end, her face inches from Jennifer's, watching the blood fade from her cheeks. She looked so fragile, so delicate. Carolyn was tempted to bite her, to watch her bleed. Red blood over that white skin; she shivered.

Jennifer said nothing, just cried her large crystal tears, clutching Jack as though the older woman were her only salvation. Above her head, her two tormentors shared a long, speaking glance; Jack hushed Jennifer, soothing her until she lay back on the couch.

"Listen, you have to know you're stuck here. You made the agreement.” She waited for the slight nod. “So why not try to make the best of it? You said something about sororities? Well, think of me as your sister. Is there anything I can do?"

Jennifer sniffed (delicately, Carolyn noted, and her lips pulling back from her teeth in a shockingly savage smile). “I don't, don't know. I just … everyone's so mean here. They all keep telling me to do things, and not do things, and I just want to feel good."

Carolyn had to step in. “I'm sure you do.” Jack winked at her, careful not to let Jennifer see. She lifted her chin almost imperceptibly, drawing Carolyn's attention to a form quietly entering the room. Candle, she mouthed, and shrugged.

"This is useless,” Carolyn grated, winking back, “she's not even bright enough to ask for what she wants.” She'd seen the form, too, but was too bound up in her need to care. Her tutor could watch with the rest; she'd worry later. Now there was Jennifer, starry-eyed and hopeful as she looked at Jack, timidly quailing when Carolyn glared.

"Anything,” Jack said again, “just tell me what."

"I would,” Jennifer rushed to say, “but I don't know! I've never,” she dropped her head, looked up, the very picture of a young woman desperate to be loved, “never, you know?"

Jack's eyes sparked. “Let me help you,” she husked, and pushed Jennifer back onto the couch. Smiling feraly, Carolyn moved to the back of the couch, waiting for the moment her tutor, or the man who had entered seconds later, would interrupt.

And while she waited, she enjoyed the view. Jack was very good at what she did, her hands and mouth drawing responses from Jennifer's body like a master playing a violin. The younger girl never lost her hesitation, even when moaning in pleasure, still somehow innocent. Jack looked like she was in heaven, her face buried in Jennifer's breasts, when the tutor stood. Without saying a word, he drew Carolyn's attention.

Easy enough; her body bent to his like a plant to the sun.

His hand signals were explicit, obscene, and impossible to misunderstand. She nodded, and he sat down to watch the show. Carolyn didn't understand how, but Jack seemed to have seen the commands as well. Her attentions moved lower, and Jennifer began to gasp.

"Oh. Ooh! Jack, I, I…"

Carolyn laughed softly. She even sounds like Marilyn. She sat down on the arm of the couch, surprised to see that Jack had four fingers inside the younger girl, thrusting fast and hard, thumb playing the clit. One last hard stroke and Jennifer came, cooing like a dove.

Jack looked up and nodded, eyes dancing with a pleasure Carolyn shared.

Looks like her, too. Damn!

Her fingers still curled inside, Jack murmured to the girl. “There, that's better, isn't it?"

My turn. “All that fuss, and for what? If you just listened to your tutor…"

Marilyn shook her head, eyes screwed shut. Tears crept free, soaking the couch. “I can't. I just can't. He's so mean!"

"Little girl,” Carolyn purred, “you know nothing about mean. Move over, Jack. You might hold her hands."

Later, she'd wonder what had happened to her, to make her so yearn to humiliate someone. Later, she'd ask herself if she was “turning gay,” or if it was just the aura of sex that permeated the place. Or if it was something particular to that girl. At the time, she thought nothing like that at all. Her tutor had looked at this woman with lust in his eyes; she'd seen it. And she couldn't even blame him; every man would. Every person. She'd been designed for sex, and she didn't seem to know it, and Carolyn yearned to teach her, as painfully as she could.

She moved between Jennifer's legs, gripped the thighs hard, and where Jack had been a butterfly, Carolyn became a bee. She thrust as hard as she could with her tongue, rubbed it like sandpaper over the tender flesh, scraped her teeth over the clit, pursed her lips and sucked, and when the girl was writhing helplessly, bit down.

She came, sobbing, begging, and Carolyn thrilled to hear the words. And when, seconds later, they were “discovered,” she went smiling to her fate. Jack winked at her, and she whispered back a single word: “candle."

The game had been worth whatever the cost.

* * * *

She thought that still, later, but her knees shook as she stood before her tutor's desk.

"Tell me,” he invited.

Carolyn shrugged, then sighed, and tried to explain. “She looks like Marilyn Monroe, every man's fantasy. Soft, and unaware, and yearning. And she's annoying, always screaming and crying like that."

"She hasn't been here all that long. Nor have you, freshman. The new ones are expected to cry a bit. Certainly you still do."

Carolyn flushed, but smiled nonetheless. Her tutor made a point of punishing her at least every third time they met; she expected to cry when she went to him. And to shake with fear and longing on the way in, longing and exhaustion and pain on the way out again. “I try not to give the others headaches,” she replied.

"So it was revenge?"

"No. Not so simple as that.” She looked away, shame rising higher now, and uncertainty. And a consciousness of her words, having just begun elocution lessons. “I think,” she tried to work out what she was feeling as she spoke, “I think I'm jealous of her. I see the way you look at her, like you wonder what she'd feel like bent over your knee. I wanted to hurt her for the way she makes you react."

"So you're jealous."

"Which is a transgression. But that's not all."

"You've transgressed in more ways than this? Do go on."

"I enjoyed it. What I, we did to her. Which is a transgression."

"It is indeed. Anything else?"

"Well, I don't suppose her tutor will appreciate our interference with his project."

"Indeed, no. Very well, then. Report tomorrow morning, first bell.” Carolyn rose to leave. “Oh, and Carolyn? Since you seem so very comfortable on stage these days, I'm sure walking back to your room naked but for your plugs won't bother you at all. Take the long way."

She blushed, hands shaking as she unbuttoned her blouse. Her nipples were crinkled and tight. Always.

* * * *

Carolyn closed her eyes, and composed herself for sleep. The double plugs always seemed to grow just before bed, larger still first thing in the morning; it was hard for her not to squeeze around them, though she knew where that would lead. But her tutor had a number of ingenious deterrents to keep her from coming; tonight she was sleeping naked, spread-eagled, in the corridor. She could probably still come, tightening her inner muscles around the plugs, but there was no way she could do it unobserved, with proctors walking the halls, making their rounds. So she had to endure, aroused as she'd been since she came to this place.

And wonder what new sensation the morning would bring.

* * * *

Her dreams were no match for the reality. Naked and freshly shaved, Carolyn and Jack were led by leashes to the dining hall. Jack wore a smile, Carolyn her usual blushes, as they followed their attendants to the stage. Carolyn's tutor made a pretty little speech, about the two “aspiring directors,” who had staged their own show without permission, and who would now serve a more useful purpose than “mere entertainment."

"They shall shine brighter than any movie star, provide enlightenment for us all!” He snapped his fingers, and the attendants raised a curtain, revealing a frame. It was obviously made for two.

Jack laughed, drawing all eyes to her. “Thank you, my master,” she whispered, and kneeled. Carolyn stared; she'd never realized who Jack's tutor was. And she had little idea of what was going on. What was the frame for, what happened when she was in it? What did he mean, enlightenment?

Master?

The tutor leaned in, kissed Jack's forehead, helped her to rise, and escorted her to the frame. Jack arranged herself with obvious familiarity, not even groaning as she stretched and strained. The attendants strapped her in, her limbs as far from one another as possible, back arched so that her head was nearly to her heels. And then they spun the cage, and helped Carolyn in.

When she was fastened tight, groaning from the pain, the attendants collected harnesses and strapped them around the prisoners’ waists. And then came candelabras, specially designed. Instead of bases, they ended in dildos, inserted with no ceremony at all; the waist straps held the frame a bit away from skin. Not too very far. Carolyn shivered as she saw the candlewicks so close to her breasts; squeaked high in her throat when the one in back was fastened on. More candles were placed at her hands and feet, knees and elbows, and around Jack's, of course. And then they all were lit, and the torment began.

It quickly became apparent that endurance would be key. The first time Carolyn shook, wax dripped from a candle, hit her thigh, and made her jump. That spilled more wax, which made her try to bend away, but that motion brought her breasts too close to flame.

And then the vibrations began, the dildos activated by some unseen switch. Gentle at first, then stronger, then undeniable. Carolyn held herself as still as she possibly could, the threat of burning motivation to resist. But orgasm called, and her body struggled to answer. She gave in at last, screaming as the wax fell, riding the pain to ecstasy.

On the other side of the frame, Jack danced her own climaxes. She hadn't even bothered to resist, her wax-splattered body writhing away.

The students ate their dinner to the shivering light, leaving for evening classes or study only after the last candle guttered out. Jack and Carolyn hung in the frame, panting, smiling. Exhausted, but not quite satisfied.

Their tutor had taught them too well for that.

CHAPTER TEN

MAKING MARILYN

Carolyn stood with her tray in her hands, looking around the hall. Jack was out on assignment somewhere, had left the day after their “candlelit supper"; Sherry was nowhere to be seen. Tom was at a largely untenanted table, grinning; she wouldn't sit there.

Jennifer was alone. Nodding to herself, Carolyn chose her seat.

"Go away! Please! Wasn't,” she glanced toward the stage, “enough? Or did you like being strapped down and burned like that?"

Carolyn chuckled at the question, knowing the answer was both yes and no. It had been well orchestrated, she hadn't really been burned, just scalded a touch by the wax. The marks had barely lasted a day. To Jennifer she said nothing but, “Eat. Starving yourself won't do anyone any good.” She picked up her own fork to set an example, but didn't taste a bite, too busy staring at Jennifer. Even the slope of her shoulders was pure Marilyn. Soft and delicate and begging to be claimed.

Looking around the room, she spied her tutor, his glance on her table, but not on her. She saw red, remembering a day not long before. She'd been walking down the hall, trying to balance on five-inch heels, her posture further distorted by her new plug, extending deep within her and curling back toward her spine. She'd been tottering, much to her tutor's amusement, and both their arousal. And then his eyes had left her, ranging down the hall. To the sobbing pitiful little wretch he stared at now, that same look of lust in his eyes.

She yearned to punish, not her tutor, but the object of his stare. How dare she take his attention away from me? But Jennifer was doing nothing but trying to choke down a meal. Carolyn gritted her teeth behind a fake friendly smile, and tried to get the younger woman to talk.

When that didn't work, she went back to giving soft orders phrased as advice. “Spread your legs before some one sees you. Unless you want to be punished again.” And later, “Drink your water. You need the fluid, all the crying you do.” A brief flush stained the pale skin, fading almost instantly away. Carolyn had to bite her lip to keep from moaning her pride and pleasure at the sight. Blush, little girl, and shake. You have no idea what I'm going to do to you.

In truth, she didn't know herself, just that Jennifer was going to pay for the way Carolyn's tutor looked at her.

Only a few minutes remained before the bell to end the meal; Carolyn looked around for some way to keep Jennifer in the hall. A passing student caught her eyes; she flagged him down and sent him off for a milkshake. Students weren't supposed to order each other around, but quite often did, exchanging favors, trading tasks, or just exerting their wills. Carolyn had guessed he wouldn't refuse her; all the school was aware of the game she and Jack had begun, and were curious to know what would happen next.

He was back in a wink with a chocolate shake in a fountain glass, topped with a puff of whipped cream and a cherry. Carolyn smiled and nodded her thanks as he set the dessert, with straw and long-handled sundae spoon, in front of Jennifer.

The bell rang.

"Do you have to be anywhere?"

Jennifer bit her lip, shook her head, face downcast.

"Look at people when they talk to you. It's in the rules, remember? Now, since you don't have class this evening, why don't you just sit here and drink your shake?"

Wide crystal eyes gleaming with incipient tears, Jennifer nodded, pursed perfect lips around the straw, and began to suck. Carolyn had to look away herself, before she came.

Oh, my. What has become of me? In the few short months she'd been at the Academy, Carolyn's responses had changed quite a bit, humiliation now as arousing to her as it was hated, anal stimulation often a positive joy; this, though, was still strange to her. She thrilled at the thought of this woman obeying her command.

What have I become, that I long to see her in pain, on her knees before me? But though she might wonder, it was her desire, faced with the sight of this soft, fragile creature. To see her on her knees, weeping those giant tears, desperate to climax, begging for permission. Begging her.

"Your legs are closed again.” Carolyn's voice was husky. Jennifer's eyes went wide, and her thighs spread open wide so fast the skirt made a snapping sound as it strained. “Good.” The milkshake was gone, only the cherry left at the bottom, resting on a soft deflated cushion of half-whipped cream. “Eat your cherry.” It'll be good practice for later.

They sat in silence for a moment. “You said you didn't have to be anywhere. Is there anything you were told to do?"

Again the quick flush and pale. A nod. A whisper. “I, my tutor said,” the rest of the words were too soft for Carolyn to hear. She insisted that the younger woman repeat herself, and a third time before she finally understood. “He told me to sit here with my thumb up my butt."

"Well, then,” Carolyn purred, “What are you waiting for?"

Again the tears spilled over the beautiful face. “I can't!"

The feel of the air changed, or perhaps it was a sound she didn't realize she'd heard, but something made Carolyn turn. Her tutor stood with another man of commanding presence, close enough to see, to hear, far enough away to go unobserved. The looks in their eyes filled her with unreasoning jealousy-and a certain dark sympathy. She knew how they felt when they looked at Jennifer, felt that way herself, yet still blamed the girl for making her tutor stare.

"I told you, little girl, don't lie to me. You can. You may not want to, but that's no concern of mine.” Holding Jennifer's chin in her hand, she brought her face down to the seated girl. “You can, and you will. Now, open that pretty mouth of yours and suck on your thumb. Or stick it in dry, for all I care."

She stood back (to make sure the men could see), sneered down, and waited. Frame shaking with her sobs, Jennifer slowly brought her hand to her face, began to suck her thumb. Carolyn let her take a minute, then spoke sharply. “Enough. You have your instructions. Do it. Now."

Jennifer jumped, looked, pleading, up at Carolyn. Her shoulders slumped in defeat at what she saw. She pulled her thumb out of her mouth with a pop, dropped her hand down between her outspread thighs. Frowned daintily. Slid forward on the bench, then stopped, her expression almost comical.

"Turn this way."

Jennifer followed Carolyn's gesture, turned to straddle the bench, lay back on it. Her thumb merely damp by now, she pushed her lacy underwear aside, put the tip at her back entrance, and began to squeal.

Without pushing the digit inside.

"Well?"

Jennifer screwed her face up, shook her head from side to side. The finger didn't move.

"You have your instructions,” Carolyn said again. And sharply, “Now!"

That worked. Jennifer jumped, and yelped as her nail scratched over her sphincter, then set her thumb to her most secret entrance and pushed resolutely. Panting and grunting indelicately, she forced her thumb all the way in, until there was nowhere left to go, then stopped, relief and discomfort warring in her face and body.

"You're not finished yet, little girl,” Carolyn laughed. “Repeat your instructions aloud."

"I am supposed to sit here with my thumb up my butt until he comes for me."

"And are you?"

Jennifer frowned her confusion.

"Are you sitting?"

Comprehension bled what little color she had from her face, and she struggled to sit up.

Carolyn stood back and watched, not even thinking to help. Jennifer jiggled delightfully. Her tutor crooked a finger, and Carolyn nodded, but paused. “Good,” she told Jennifer. “It's easier if you follow instructions. Don't forget to keep your legs open, and your chin up.” And then she walked to her tutor, hips swaying wide, desperate to come, though she knew it was not allowed.

The look in those wide eyes! Fear, and confusion, and gratitude. And pain, of course. Can't forget the pain.

* * * *

"Enjoyed yourself last night, did you?"

"Yes, sir.” Carolyn saw no point to lying. She had, though she wasn't quite sure why.

"Did you know, that's the first order she's obeyed without punishment? In all the time she's been here, that's the very first time."

"Why is she here, if I may ask? She doesn't seem to enjoy it the least bit."

"She doesn't, does she? And yet, she passed the tests.” Her tutor frowned into the distance, leaving Carolyn to her thoughts. He shrugged after a long moment, and shook his head.

"Tests? Sir?” She remembered her own entry here, the woman in the bar, the encounter as much pain as pleasure, the commands from people she'd never met, and the teasing torment. Had those been tests? If she'd failed them, would she have been sent away? The thought was frankly frightening now; she couldn't imagine her life, had she not come here. Had she never found a place to teach her what she'd learned, what she was still learning, looked forward to each day.

"Yes.” Seeing the interest in her eyes, he spoke at some length, telling her how Jennifer had been selected. The approach, the scripted encounter, the scene here at the school. Different from her own, but similar. “She responded well, not climactically, but not all do.[?] She showed pleasure, and interest, and willingness to submit. But since she's been here, what she mostly does is cry. The classes don't arouse her, her tutor can't make her come. She sometimes shows pleasure when punished, particularly when being spanked, but she can't let herself go. And no one's made her do so but you and Jack.” He smiled to see her nipples crinkle as his words. “If Jack hadn't been nearly ready to graduate, we'd have assigned her the task. As it is, well, you seem to have selected yourself."

"I don't understand. What is it you want me to do?"

"Tomorrow morning, before breakfast, report next door. Her tutor will have instructions for you. And, Carolyn,” he waited for her to blink, “you are not to come. No transgressions, do you hear me?"

"Yes, sir. I am not to come.” But her clit throbbed warning and yearning even as she spoke. What will they let me do to her?

* * * *

Close up, Jennifer's tutor was almost as magnetic a person as her own; Carolyn's hands shook with the need to run her fingers through his hair; her thighs fell open further than required purely out of longing for his touch.

He acted completely unaware of her response to him, though he could not possibly have been. “She's been given her instruction, a task to complete. Walk her through it, then take her with you to class. Her schedule's been shifted, she attends your classes now, all of them.” He paused, waiting for Carolyn's nod. “Three things: she comes only when I can see it. Here, or in the hall if I am present; for any other location, you ask permission of me, and wait to see that I am there. No student touches her but you. And you don't remove anything I put on her. Clear?"

"Yes, sir."

"Go."

Carolyn nearly leapt from her chair, eager to see her project. The door opened easily.

"Oh!” Jennifer glanced around, shoulders falling from where they'd risen, up around her ears. “Good morning,” she said shyly, venturing a smile.

"You aren't dressed.” Not that Carolyn minded seeing the opulent flesh so much on display, the sheer short nightgown more decoration than protection for any maiden's modesty.

"No, I,” the twist was unconsciously graceful, almost a dance, and Carolyn's hands clenched into fists at her sides, half longing to caress the soft form before her, half to grasp hard enough to bruise. “My tutor told me I have to choose one of these.” There was a collection of dildos laid out on the table, from slim small lengths of plastic to monsters of latex bristling with bumps and thorns. “And use it. On myself, to, to make myself, you know. And I, I just can't."

"Little girl,” Carolyn drawled, “that's the last time you'll use that phrase.” Dim memory of herself crying just those words to her tutor mere months ago, but all she felt was impatience for the girl she'd been. She'd learned since just how much she could do, and looked forward to learning how far she had yet to grow; time and long past for this shrinking soft body to learn, too. Her hands gentler than they might have been, enjoying the pale smooth skin, Carolyn turned Jennifer to face a floor-to-ceiling mirror, their eyes meeting in the reflection. “Take off the nightgown."

She held her gaze steady until Jennifer obeyed her. “Now, remember how Jack touched you?"

A hesitant nod from the brunette. (Carolyn wondered how soon they'd bleach her hair, quite certain they would, to make her more like Marilyn.) “Take my fingers, show me how Jack touched you.” With a few false starts and flinches, Jennifer surrendered, closing her eyes, leaning back into the circle of Carolyn's arms, guiding the fingers in soft slow circles and quicker strokes, finally pistoning several in and out of her own core. With another of those high gentle cooing cries, she fell back against Carolyn, body rigid as she came.

"Good, very good.” If Carolyn's whisper was shaky, she didn't think Jennifer would notice. But the sight as always filled her with conflicting desires, to come herself, to dig her hands into Jennifer's body until she screamed, to make her come, still screaming, begging for the torment not to end. She contented herself with continuing her soft thrusting, not letting Jennifer relax from ecstasy's peak. When the cooings had changed to whimpers of growing need, Carolyn told her to reach out with her hand and grasp one of the dildos. “Any one, I don't care."

Jennifer bit her lip hard enough to leave a mark, but she did as she was told, her hand finding a medium-thickness dildo with a vibrating head and corkscrew shaft. Eyes still closed, she held it out to Carolyn.

"Good,” she whispered, and nibbled Jennifer's ear, increasing the pressure of her strokes. Her free hand took the dildo, drawing her fingers out and replacing them without missing a beat, inserting the cool plastic to the same depth her fingers had reached, the same angle. Jennifer only moaned and shifted in her embrace.

"Do you remember how I touched you, the difference between my touch and Jack's?” She nibbled Jennifer's earlobe again, whispered the words. The answering shiver was so strong it traveled through both their bodies, making Carolyn laugh. “I see you do. Show me."

Jennifer's eyes opened, searching the mirror, her confusion plain to see. “But you know."

"Use your hands as I used mine."

She didn't obey instantly; it took some soft-voiced threats, reminders that her tutor would punish her if she didn't come as instructed, stroking never ceasing all the while, but finally her body's needs and her own fears pushed her to comply, and she used her hands quite roughly on her own form, taking control of the dildo, pushing it high, pulling it completely free and jamming it home, plunging it in deep as she could, flicking her clit at the same time. When she came this time, it was crying, not cooing, her belly rippling for several minutes.

"Good. You see, you can. Now get dressed; we're late for class."

* * * *

Carolyn spent the day alternately basking in the admiration of her peers and wishing desperately for five unobserved minutes so that she could come! Not, as she kept telling herself, that she had any intention of so disobeying her tutor, but her body was screaming for release. She drank in the sight of Jennifer all flushed and sticky with her spendings, the scent of her perfuming the air, trying desperately to pretend she wasn't the focus of all eyes, and beamed with pride, knowing she was the cause, both of the pleasure and a large portion of the shame. She took every chance to remind Jennifer of the rules, telling her to spread her legs, pull her shoulders back to show her breasts, thrilling to the bloom of crimson on the ivory cheeks.

But she was confused, too, the part of her mind still thinking. Her tutor was right, Jennifer didn't seem to be enjoying the attention at all. She'd come, yes, but she should have been shaking for release again, with all the students and teachers so obviously lusting after her, and she wasn't. Carolyn was, but Jennifer showed no arousal at all.

Carolyn was scheduled for an evening seminar in Discipline, which meant that Jennifer attended it too. Grey-haired old Bertha who taught the class decided to use Carolyn for a teaching tool, and had her bent backwards over the desk, her back arched, weight largely on her arms, breasts and belly and inner thighs all within reach of the crop. Desperate not to look weak in front of Jennifer, Carolyn took the punishment that followed without a cry, not moving until given permission, thanking Mistress Bertha with a gentle, composed smile.

She thought the woman looked disappointed.

And then it was time to return to the dormitories, except that Carolyn received a note. Delivered by one of the ubiquitous attendants, it commanded her to bring Jennifer to her tutor's study. On their arrival, the tutor told Jennifer to fetch “her chosen tool.” Carolyn had to give her a shove to get her to obey.

And then she returned, dildo in hand, quivering, shaking. “Demonstrate,” the tutor barked.

"I…"

Carolyn caught the other woman's eyes, and the next word died on her lips unborn.

"I'll try,” Jennifer whispered, and spread her legs, screwed her eyes shut and plunged the tool between her lips. In and out, mechanically, uninspiring. And uninspired, judging from her own lack of response.

Carolyn looked at the tutor for permission, then began to speak. “You don't want to fail here. To be punished. Use your hands, remember how Jack touched you. How I touched you. You can touch yourself the same way. Think of how good it will feel, the release, the pleasure. Use your tool the way I used my hands. Think of me."

Jennifer heard, and listened, and obeyed, her hands soft and gentle, as Jack's had been, then rough. Soon her head went back, her mouth fell open, and Carolyn drank in the sight of the writhing form.

Even without an orgasm of her own, it was lovely. Though she went to sleep wondering about the other woman's key. Not attention, not pain, not punishment. But something, she'd seen it more than once.

What makes her thrill, despite herself? How can I find it, use it to make her mine?

All that night-except when she was desperately trying not to touch herself, not to stroke or pinch or even just squeeze, not to come-Carolyn worried at that puzzle. Jennifer had passed the tests; she was excitable, sexually, and submissive. But it wasn't attention that got to her, nor shame. Not being ordered, dominated. So, what? Physically, she seemed to like it a little rough, but didn't need it that way. What turned her on?

The next morning, eager to find out, Carolyn presented herself, bright-eyed and eager, at the study door. The tutor motioned her inside; unlike most students, Jennifer didn't sleep in the dormitory, but in a separate bedroom accessible only by passing through the study. Carolyn couldn't blame him for being cautious, as Jennifer's very existence seemed an invitation to sex. She walked in without knocking, hoping to catch the younger woman doing something wrong. Instead, she found Jennifer doing nothing; she was hunched in on herself, wearing nothing but a loosely belted robe.

"Why aren't you dressed? You know what happens if we're late."

"I can-I mean, it's too much, the cloth. It hurts.” Jennifer turned, showing Carolyn her breasts. The nipples weren't visible, covered by some apparatus.

Not wanting to appear uncertain, Carolyn simply shrugged. “You'll adjust. Come on, now. Get dressed.” She pushed and prodded, goaded and teased, got the girl downstairs in time for breakfast, then shepherded her to class, almost nipping at her heels. Varying her comments all day, trying to find the key.

Bertha, in Discipline, helped unlock it. She commanded Jennifer to assume the pose Carolyn had taken the day before. When she proved incapable, Bertha suggested that Carolyn help. Between them, they got the young woman bent over backwards, tits in the air, skin flaming as the class murmured and jeered. Bertha slapped the bottoms of Jennifer's breasts with a rubber flail, more noise and shock than pain, suited for beginners. Jennifer, of course, wailed and cried. But then came the finish, when the punished had to give thanks. Carolyn prodded her to that, insisting, and Jennifer obeyed. “Thank you, Mistress Bertha, for your attention. Your attentions."

Carolyn was close enough to feel the sudden rush of heat; even if she hadn't been, she'd have seen the change in Jennifer's eyes. The shift as the soft welcoming thighs pushed and rubbed together. The parting of those perfect lips.

Got it! She needs to be forced into, what, gratitude? Into admitting that this is what she needs. Thank you for treating me like the little girl I am. Thank you for taking the trouble to care for me. Oh, can I work with that! Little girl, you are going to crawl to me, beg for my attentions, and thank me for your pain.

The day seemed to go on for a week. But at last, she was free to give Jennifer back to her tutor, seek her own for a brief conference before bed. He took one look at her face and told her to go “cool down"; an ice-water enema to quench her fires. Even the cramping didn't dampen her need, as she thought of what she wanted to do to Jennifer.

* * * *

"Oh, Carolyn, help!” Body held as still as possible, which wasn't very, Jennifer rose from the bed when Carolyn entered the room. “This shirt, there's no way I can put this on."

Carolyn felt the fabric and grinned. It was a rough weave, worn only to irritate. She waited, and Jennifer explained. “Those things, yesterday, on my,” she looked down at her breasts. “They're swollen now, and too sensitive. I can-” She cut herself off again. “I tried, really I did, but it made me scream. What am I going to do? We're already late!"

Laughing inside, thinking of all the things this girl was going to be thankful for, Carolyn made a show of thinking hard, gnawing on her lip. “You could lick them,” she said at last, with an air of sudden inspiration. “You could reach, I think."

"L-lick them? These? My…” That characteristic quick flush of hers came and went.

"You really will have to learn to say the word. Nipples. It's okay. Go on. Say it."

"Nipples.” This time the flush came, and stayed.

"Good. Think how happy your tutor will be, the punishments you'll be avoiding. Words are much easier than strikes, you know. So, go on now, lick them. It'll feel better; you'll see."

Carolyn had to lean back against the wall, her knees went so weak at the sight. A young Marilyn suckling her own distended nipples, first one, then the other, alternating, gentle smile in her eyes. A simple, innocent pleasure, untainted by lust.

For now. “Doesn't that feel better?” Carolyn husked.

"Oh, yes,” Jennifer sighed. She looked up, her thanks plain to see. “I was wrong about you. I thought you were mean. But you're a friend."

"Sometimes friends have to be cruel. You know that, right?"

A shaky nod.

"And when we are, we feel like maybe our friends won't like us anymore."

Frantic head-shaking. Carolyn couldn't blame her. In her months at the Academy, Jennifer hadn't made any friends, too busy with her own pains, her own concerns.

She almost felt guilty for what she was trying to do, but a long look at that body, sex written in every line, and her resolve hardened again. “Especially when we do things in public that our friends might not really like. It makes us feel like our friends just want us to go away. Even when we know we're doing the right thing, it's really hard.” A soft look, a touch. “You know, it'd help a lot if you could tell me you know I'm just doing what's best for you. If you could thank me, like you did Mistress Bertha yesterday."

"Oh, I do! I really do! I know you're just trying to help, and I'm ever so grateful. But right now, we're going to be late! Oh, I'm going to get you in trouble. I'm so sorry!” And Jennifer raced around the room collecting her clothes, shrugging into the shirt with barely a wince.

Carolyn flagged an attendant, scribbled a brief note, and hastened Jennifer down to the dining hall. The tutor appeared just before the changing bell. He nodded, and Carolyn took a deep breath.

"Remember what you told me earlier, okay?"

Jennifer blanched and dropped her fork.

"Carolyn.” The tutor said nothing else. Jennifer sat, unmoving, as Carolyn rose.

"Hsst. Get up, this is your tutor. You don't sit in front of him!"

A soft “Oh!” and Jennifer scrambled to her feet.

"Sir, your handiwork.” Carolyn smiled widely, took a breath to prolong her own enjoyment, and then she reached over and tore open Jennifer's blouse.

Tears began to roll down Jennifer's eyes, but she made no sound nor move of protest. The tutor peered close, shook his head. “Not yet,” he said, and turned away. A few feet on, he paused. “Correct her,” and he claimed his seat.

Carolyn looked around the room, knowing she had every eye. Well, the scene she'd set did. There was a banana on the table; she reached over, handed it to Jennifer. “You remember how you used your tool?"

"Here?” An agonized sound, half whisper, half shriek.

"It's better than being punished, isn't it?” She spoke through a smile, as softly as she could and yet be sure Jennifer would hear. “Remember Jack's hands, and mine, and do what you have to do. Or your tutor will punish you, and he doesn't look very patient to me."

Jiggling with her sobs, Jennifer bent to her task. When the students nearest began to cheer, Carolyn frowned them into silence, but they would have quieted soon anyway. It was rare to see a woman struggle so toward a climax; in the Academy, most were hair-triggered from constant need. Sweat broke out over Jennifer's body, gilding her in the light; she moaned softly, or groaned beneath her breath. Partly out of pity, partly for the sake of the show, Carolyn leaned in and whispered. “If you don't push that all the way up, he's going to do it for you."

Jennifer's coos became grunts as she shoved her curved fruit phallus high inside, finding the g-spot with predictable results. The students applauded while she was still coming, belly rippling like the ocean waves, and she threw up her hands to hide her face.

Oh, can't have that, little girl. Carolyn cleared her throat, still speaking softly. “Get up, take a bow. Toward your tutor, go on, you know you can.” Still impaled on the fruit, Jennifer bobbed, head bowed. “Properly. Go on. If you don't finish, it doesn't count. You don't want to be punished, do you? Or for someone else to be?” She batted her eyes.

Jennifer pulled back her shoulders and bowed again, her face turned toward her tutor, eyes open wide.

Gotcha! You'll do things to help your friends that you wouldn't do on your own. So, now to strike your spark. “I hope you understand,” she said in an intimate tone, “why I did what I did."

"Oh, of course I do,” Jennifer cried, one hand impulsively laid on Carolyn's shoulder. “You're just trying to keep me safe, and teach me. Thank you."

"Even for that?” Carolyn nodded slyly at the banana.

"Oh!” Blushing, Jennifer reached out her hand.

"No, leave it there until the bell rings. You really don't know the rules yet, do you?"

"I have to keep it inside?” Her cheeks flushed hotter. She shifted in her seat, pressing her legs closed, obviously aroused. Carolyn pinched a thigh sharply, making her gasp. “Oh, right. I forgot. Legs open, all the time.” She looked away, shifting again, grinding in her seat. “Thank you."

Carolyn smiled.

Convincing Jennifer to go along with her plan wasn't as hard as Carolyn had expected; more than anything, that ease convinced her the tutors had been right to let the young woman in. One night after dinner, she made a suggestion. “You need to make some friends among the students, you know."

"I don't really know how,” came the soft reply. “I mean, they all seem more or less happy here. And except for you, there's none of them I can talk to. They just don't understand."

"If this was any other sort of school, you'd try to make friends, wouldn't you?"

"Of course, but I, I'm so unhappy here. And no one except you has even tried to help."

"That's not true. Lots of us have, you just didn't accept.” Now Carolyn met Jennifer's startled gaze, nodding to emphasize her words. “We all know what it's like in the beginning, how hard it is to remember the rules. So we remind each other. Like I've done with you. Only mostly, we try not to make it so obvious. So we do little things instead, like pinch you when you're slouching.” She'd seen Tom do that to Jennifer more than once. No need to tell her he did it only for his pleasure; she'd be much happier if she thought it was kindly meant.

Jennifer's eyes filled with tears and overflowed.

God, I can't wait to give you something to cry about! But Carolyn kept her face solemn and let Jennifer cry. Wail about how she'd misjudged them all.

"You could do something nice for them, if you want.” The eager nod was enough of a reply. “How about a play? Something of an apology, a new student showing she understands. I'll do most of it, you just show what you've learned, end by thanking them for watching the show. You know, like you'd thank a tutor."

Jennifer seemed frightened, but Carolyn insisted it was a good idea. And as she'd come to expect, Jennifer agreed to it, her thighs misty as she said yes. “You know what's best."

Carolyn fairly dragged her unwitting victim to the study; her own thighs stuck as she walked. Her mind was filled with two images: her tutor staring at Jennifer, and Jennifer staring up at her, sobbing and squirming and coming like she would never stop. In her dreams, Jennifer was not a brunette.

"Go on, go ask him if you can dye your hair."

Jennifer balked in the study doorway, shaking in fear. “What if he asks why? What am I supposed to tell him?"

"Tell him it's to please him, of course. That you want to look good for him. Trust me.” Carolyn grinned evilly, knowing she couldn't see. “I know what I'm doing. It's for your own good."

Stance a little shaky, with fear or desire or likely both, Jennifer knocked on her tutor's study door. The command came: “In!” She gulped, looked back over her shoulder, then, at Carolyn's gesture, opened the door and went in.

Time passed, Carolyn entertaining herself discreetly. She wasn't allowed orgasm, or to masturbate, but she could rub up against things if she was careful, flex her muscles and tense them, and find some pleasure there.

The cry startled her; she rushed to the door, then froze. Do I knock? The cry came again. This time it was followed by a shout, a man's voice calling her name. She knocked, then opened the door, looked inside. Jennifer was standing before her tutor, head hanging low.

"You called, sir?"

"I thought you'd taught this girl the rules."

"As did I, sir. If I may?"

He waved a hand in permission, and she turned to Jennifer. “Tell me what happened, from the instant you walked into the room."

Jennifer knew what she'd done wrong, that much was clear. She stammered as she went over events. “He startled me, and I flinched, but I didn't mean to. I know I should be still for his touch."

And grateful, don't forget grateful! “Sir, if I might suggest?” She waited for the wave, deep breaths to keep her calm. “Permit me, sir, to pound the lesson into her flesh, that next time she will not forget.” She smiled at Jennifer, knowing the young woman was so trusting, she'd see the fire in her eyes as a message of hope. I am going to spank you, make you scream and cry, and you're going to thank me for it, and mean it, too. I wonder if I can spank you until you come?

The tutor gave his permission, and Carolyn told Jennifer to go over the desk, spreading her legs wide with kicks to the brunette's ankles the better to display that soft, inviting, pale ass. She lifted up the skirt, folded it and tucked it around Jennifer's waist, tugged the panties down ‘til they strained at her ankles. Staring a moment at the so-longed-for sight, she grinned, leaned over, and whispered into Jennifer's ear. “Thank him for every strike, each time I hit you. And ask for more. Trust me."

And then she stepped back, set her feet, and struck.

A paddle isn't as hard to use as a whip can be; by the fourth or fifth strike, Carolyn felt confident. Pull back, strike down, enjoy the slap and the jiggle, wait for the gasp to fade into words. “Thank you, sir, for correcting me. Please, sir, more. One more.” Only sometimes, it was, “Thank you, Carolyn."

Jennifer was obviously in pain, her ass pink and red, flinching away from the breeze, the strike. But her thighs were shiny, her labia plump, her jumps and flinches revealing her twisting, seeping sex. She rubbed herself on the desk, seeking relief. “Thank you, thank you, more, more. Thank you."

Carolyn and the tutor exchanged a triumphant grin. “Just a few more to go, I promise. But I need you to count them for me. Out loud. ‘One, thank you. Two.’ Okay?"

Jennifer sniffled and nodded and tried to stay still.

Carolyn stepped back again, winked at the tutor, and struck. Not on one cheek or the other, but full across them both, pounding with all her might into the cracked flesh. That impact, she knew, would be echoed in Jennifer's mound.

"One!” A yelp. “Thank you,” on a sigh.

She came on five, bucking back into the paddle. The sight was too much for Carolyn, who came herself. As did the tutor, sitting in his chair.

* * * *

Jennifer's tutor had given Carolyn complete control of the plans, and ordered the attendants to assist, as well. At her direction, they collected all the necessary materials. She had thought they would take care of everything including costuming, but instead, a few hours before the event, they led the way to a salon, complete with sinks and drying chairs and a stylist who shooed Carolyn into a waiting area.

She felt her jaw drop in admiration as the stylist led Jennifer into the room. “Marilyn,” she sighed. Platinum blonde, soft hairstyle, makeup, all of it perfect. Trembling lower lip, hesitant stance, a young naif waiting to be stroked into happiness.

"You like?"

Oh, my. Yes. “Yes, thanks. We'll, uh, see you later?” The stylist grinned and wandered off, muttering something about a good seat; Jennifer seemed not to have heard.

Carolyn snapped her fingers, and an attendant drew near. She whispered her needs. Turning to Jennifer, she smiled, spoke compliments, and watched the younger woman glow with sudden joy. “Your tutor will be very pleased with you.” The shoulders fell. “What's wrong?"

"He doesn't like me. He wishes he hadn't picked me after all.” Little-girl tones and shining eyes. Hoping the mascara wouldn't run, Carolyn stammered reassurances. But her mind was on the moment her tutor had chosen her.

"One there is who wants you. Go to him."

When he'd told her about the testing process, describing how each part worked, he'd left that one out. But it was obvious now that she thought about it. She chuckled, then threw back her head and laughed. The secret of the Academy's success, right there. And the reason for Jennifer's problems, her struggles since she'd first arrived. The students chose!

And Jennifer had chosen someone stern, because that was what she needed-but more than sternness, she needed to be taken in hand, had to feel she was being cared for, no matter the form of that “care.” Well, easy enough to correct; it would take only a conversation with the man.

And what did you choose, Caro? A deep, shuddering breath. I chose what I needed, of course. Who I needed. Him. She thought of her tutor's hands, and his voice, and the way he looked at her, all heat and amusement and confidence and clarity. And how very much she loved the things he made her do, that she would never have tried without his command. I chose the one who sees me better than I do myself.

She bit her tongue to keep from moaning; clenched her hands into fists and savored the bite of her nails in her palms-anything to keep from coming. Her whole body thrummed with desire, with something deeper than that. More than anything, she wanted to run to him, to tell him what she had just realized. But he had set her a task, and she had not finished. She took a breath.

Jennifer was waiting, needing reassurance, needing to be stroked; she forced a smile. “He wouldn't have chosen you if he didn't know what you could be. And he's doing everything you need, even if you can't always see it. Trust in that.

"Why, he even gave permission for me to try to help you. Would he have done that if he didn't care?” The newly fair-haired Jennifer shook her head. “And you know I'm trying to help, right?” A nod. “So, if I'm trying to help, and he sent me to you…"

Jennifer smiled, a sudden bright expression like the sun coming from behind a cloud. “Then he does like me! Oh, Caro, thank you!"

Carolyn looked at Jennifer-her nipples thrusting half through the dress, the perfect thighs glistening when she moved-and smiled. She's ready. Time to make her scream. Her new awareness did nothing to mitigate her desires; she wanted, still, to punish Jennifer and force her to enjoy it, and though she knew it was partly out of jealousy, she didn't care. Why waste time on guilt? She'll love it. She just doesn't know it yet.

The attendant signaled that all was in readiness. Carolyn led the compliant young woman to the stage.

The auditorium was packed; Carolyn doubted a single person remained elsewhere on the grounds. Painfully aroused, she pretended calm and walked Jennifer through her lines, such as they were. Her stage bits. A silly bit of nonsense; the real entertainment was as carefully plotted, but Jennifer was unaware. Would remain so, until it was just a bit too late.

They began, and Jennifer played her part to perfection, earnest and honest and beautiful. Carolyn stalked across the stage like a hunting cat, herding the younger woman, who stopped just on her mark, legs spread, mouth barely open. And a gust of cold air came up from the stage floor.

The audience erupted into laughter as Marilyn's clone reenacted that famous scene, this time done without censoring. The skirt flew up, exposing her, and she struggled to force it down, hands racing to control the fabric, unsuccessfully. The air stream changed direction and force, so she had to guess where it would strike next. Her cheeks were flaming, chest heaving. Her thighs dripping wet. Her nipples threatening to tear through her dress.

Carolyn, hands shaking, looked to the wing of the stage, where the attendant waited for her command. She nodded, and a panel opened in the stage floor, a pole-mounted vibrator rising between Jennifer's legs. Busy with the billowing chiffon, Jennifer didn't see it, didn't know it was there until it nudged between her labia.

"Oh, no, please. I can't."

Carolyn smiled, all teeth, when she heard those words.

Too late, Jennifer realized what phrase she'd used, and hurried to retract it, but Carolyn just kept smiling, shaking her head.

The dildo rose, parting Jennifer. She moaned, her hands crushing chiffon. The blunt head was larger than her chosen tool's, the shaft thicker than her own wrist. The tears at last overflowed, streaking down her cheeks. The audience made no sound, watching, drinking in the scene.

"Thank them for being here,” Carolyn husked. “For watching you."

She did, stammering, voice higher than ever as she was slowly impaled. Through her sobs, she thanked the audience. Thanked the attendants, the stylists. Carolyn. Her tutor. The Academy. Her breath caught, voice hitched, and she cleared her throat. “Thank you all for knowing what's best for me. For giving me what I need. I need…” Writhing on the pole, the dildo fully inside, she panted, sweated, stammered. “I need, I need."

Carolyn waited for the right moment. “Marilyn, come."

The woman screamed.

That should have been the end of the scene, but it was not. Carolyn still had too many things she longed to do. Calling the woman “Marilyn” each time, she gave her commands. For her to clean the dildo. To thank the audience again, and the attendants for setting up the scene. By this time, her excitement was obvious even to the farthest rows, the scent of her filling the room.

Half drunk on that scent and the power, and the heat of her tutor's stare, Carolyn made the woman kneel and swear her allegiance, to the tutor and the Academy and the lessons they taught there. Had her crawl across the stage with a dog's leash in her mouth, the collar attached to her own neck. Had her beg to be punished for lying. For saying “I can't.” And, again, Marilyn had to thank her “friend” for everything, for the pain and the attention and the embarrassment. Sweat soaked her dress, making it cling to the soft curves, as Marilyn-who-was-Jennifer writhed with need, and finally begged to be “made” to come. And Carolyn, laughing, whipped her with the leash until she came, and struck again and again all through that climax to the next.

Her fantasy complete, Carolyn looked down at the heaving soft body, marked by her touch, pleasure and pain. And a sudden well of feeling made her own eyes overflow. “Sir?” she called, knowing he was near.

Her tutor replied, as did one other man. Jennifer's-Marilyn's-tutor, Carolyn was sure.

"Sir, I submit that my project is ended. Marilyn has learned the ways of the Academy.” She took a deep breath, turned, kneeled before them. “And I would return to you, to my own lessons, if I could. There is much I have yet to learn."

"Indeed,” said her tutor. “Like when not to speak. I decide when you're finished with something. Do you understand?” She nodded, smiling through her tears. She'd missed that gruff warm tone he used before he punished her, missed his touch on her, in her. His beloved torments.

The other man snorted. “We could do them together,” he muttered. “Close out the show that way."

And so they did, Marilyn and Carolyn bent over together, side by side, the two men paddling them in perfect time. They came again and again, through the pain, because of it, offering their cries to the audience, their thanks to the men who gave them what they needed to receive.

CHAPTER ELEVEN

FINAL EXAMS

The announcement came at breakfast: several students would be examined for advancement. Carolyn had no idea what that meant; she turned to Sherry, who had gone pale.

"What's wrong?"

"Oh, I hate exams. They always find something I think I've gotten past, y'know?"

"Ah, no, I don't. Help a friend out, here?"

"Sorry.” Sherry called down the table for someone to pass the juice-a stalling tactic. After a gulp or two, the redhead seemed a little less shaky. “Okay, you know when you signed on here, they said two years?” She waited for the nod, went on, “That's not always split up into four equal semesters; depends on how well you do. When they decide a few of us are ready, they test us. With me so far?"

"Sure. I did pass Orientation, you know.” Carolyn brushed the badge on her skirt; the only one she'd earned so far. It bothered her; even Marilyn had three, one for starring in the drama that Carolyn had set up! Her thoughts must have shown on her face; Sherry's smile was wry.

"Right. Well, some tutors do the tests one by one; others do them in groups, for a better show. Last time, mine did this three-day trial with a whole year's worth of tests. By the end of it, I was so tired I could barely swallow!"

What that had to do with anything, Carolyn didn't know, but it didn't seem all that important. “Show? As in, in public?” And you just know he will, too. Please, God, let it not be too bad.

Hell with that-just let me come a few times. That's all I ask.

"Very much in public. Sometimes with audience participation. And if there's anything your tutor thinks you aren't doing well enough with … darlin', it's just not like anything you've dreamed.” She looked scared, and her arms crossed over her breasts as though to protect them.

Carolyn could see the wet spots on her shirt, and wondered if it was from excitement. Breast climaxes?

Only here. She looked toward the tutors’ table, but the face she sought wasn't there. Maybe he's off planning something. Oh, God, I hope he lets me come! In that moment, she had no doubt she would be tested. But the surety didn't last; by the time she took her seat in class, she was worrying she hadn't done well enough yet. I suck at French. And I talk about the teachers. And he scolded me about that scene with Marilyn. Oh, God, what if he doesn't think I'm ready?

Do I think I am?

Excitement made the air electric; not only Carolyn's. Grace walked into the room, looked around, and laughed. “All right; talk among yourselves. I know you're all wondering who'll be tested, and what the tests will be, and all the rest. You have five minutes. Then I expect your attention. Hear?"

"Yes, ma'am,” came the chorus, and then the whispering.

Carolyn listened to the others, but she had nothing to say. She guessed that, ready or not, her tutor would test her in public-if only for the show-and from the looks people were giving her single-badged skirt, everyone else thought so, too.

When the attendant came, she stood even before her name was called, and for once didn't follow the anonymous someone, but led the way.

"I'm keeping you in French,” her tutor told her. “You haven't a chance of passing, and while it might be amusing to watch you try, I'd rather not hear you mangle such a lovely tongue."

She quailed beneath his frown; he was really displeased with her. Bowing her head, she promised herself she'd do better.

"You'll test for all the rest, and for a few specialty skills,” he added. Her head came up, wondering. She got no answers then, he simply waved at her to follow the attendant.

She'd grown used to the anonymous figures’ attentions, but it was still difficult to strip before them. Small-town programming, and I am working on it! Though she knew it amused her tutor. Piece by piece, this one helped her out of her uniform and daily toys, until she stood completely nude. He or she then led her to stand before a mirror-not part of the usual routine-and handed her a skirt.

It was a discreet plaid, but the weave was the only discreet thing about it; the hem was exactly long enough to hide her cunt, looked at straight on. She had never had the chance before to watch the flush creep down her chest. The shirt was as bad, a collared white cotton top that had no neck at all, but ended just at the base of her breasts. A single white garter and black patent leather shoes much like the mary janes she wore every day, but with two inch heels completed the new look. She was given no undergarments at all.

Skin hot with embarrassment, she went where she was bade, to a salon she had seen once before, where a familiar figure waited, grinning.

"Nice show you put on. Gonna do it again?"

"I'm the victim this time,” she said.

"And I get you first.” He rubbed his hands and waved her into a chair.

He spent what seemed like hours doing things to her face; except for one fast-drying gel, it was applied with the tiniest of brushes. She'd expected trowels, or sponges, at least. Sometimes it tickled, or itched, sometimes she felt only a slight breeze. At his direction, she pursed her mouth, closed or widened her eyes, puffed out her cheeks. Fear faded, replaced by curiosity and then by excitement; when she squirmed in her chair, he pinched her nipple, very casually.

When he was finished, he turned her chair around, toward a mirror. She couldn't see what he had done-there was no obvious color, no lines or circles, but her eyes looked large and wide, her mouth seemed slightly open even when it wasn't, her lips full and soft. He put something in her hair that made it shine like silk, then topped it with a headband. Like the clothing, it was an odd mix of innocent and harlot.

She stared at her reflection for a while, fascinated. “Damn."

"Senior year,” he told her, laughing gently. “You'll learn to do that for yourself, and at least a little of how to make up other people for various effects. If you have any talent in that area, we can even take you through a whole cosmetology program, complete with certificate."

She blinked, completely at a loss for words. It hadn't occurred to her to wonder why the stylists weren't robed like the attendants, but now that she thought of it, that might mean they were instructors.

Her mind flashed on those tiny brushes of his; she moaned.

"Get gone,” he told her, “before I decide to paint a handprint on your ass."

Her knees went weak at the thought. God, how humiliating that would be … and how sexy.

She strutted after the robe, hips swinging wide.

The attendant led her to an alcove and motioned for her to wait-then leaned in to whisper, “Remember what I told you when you got here: you'll win friends by resisting as long as you can."

Jack! Carolyn opened her mouth, but the robed figure had gone.

She leaned against the wall, thinking. If the attendants were older students-or maybe recent graduates-what did that mean for her? I'll never stop blushing, but that's not news. Anyone could be under those robes, and she would never be able to look at her fellow students without wondering how many of them had intimate knowledge of her body.

Though there was no one in sight, she felt like the world was staring. She had assumed the attendants were service people, like nurses or waiters. Not students like herself.

That sometimes-separate part of her stirred. So what? They worked toward his ends, did what he wanted done. They are his tools. Do you worry what the dildos and the plugs think? Looked at that way, it did seem a little silly. Think about him. Please him, and he'll give you all that sensation you hunger for. A tiny muscular twitch, her body's reaction to any thought of him. Oh, please…

When an attendant came to lead her, she didn't blush even a little bit. The calm didn't last.

* * * *

The clickety-clack of her heels echoed off stone; she flinched, then stumbled, almost fell. Carolyn felt more uncomfortable than the outfit could account for; she finally realized it was because she was being down a hall she had seen only once, the day of her first arrival. Where is this test supposed to be?

Please, God, not Outside. Not out in the world, she meant, off the Academy grounds. She didn't think of being out of doors as a particular problem-until she stepped through the heavy doors and felt the sun on her uncovered breasts.

"Eep.” Hope I don't burn. The attendant pointed, a dramatic gesture with the robe and gloves and all. She went where she was directed, walking toward a gated boxwood hedge above which pennants fluttered. The hedge bordered a large lawn, she knew, a plain stretch of greenery she found boring. Usually.

There was nothing at all boring about the sight that met her eyes: here a platform she recognized from History, there a set of stocks she knew from personal experience, a ten-foot pole with a ring at the top and leashes dangling down … some objects that threatened though she had no idea what they were for, others she knew at a glance how to use. Still others she recognized, but wondered about-what would a simple broom be used for, in the context of these tests? And combat boots?

She didn't have long to wonder; her tutor approached and, very formally, offered her his arm. She looked up at him. “Orders, sir?” Her voice squeaked.

"Do your best,” he replied, and smiled, and then led her to a table, a simple wooden rectangle with no grace at all, only strength. “Up,” said, and “stay,” and then he was gone. Leaving her to worry, and to blush as people wandered the lawn, looking at things. And then to marvel, as a few other students were brought in, and some of those strange objects were put into use.

There was one like a rocking-horse that made her squirm-she was so fascinated that Bertha had to raise her voice. A lapse for which she was sure she would have to pay.

In barely the blink of an eye, she was strapped into an Enforcer; this one, she was told, had a stronger bite. As intended, the thought sent a shiver of excitement through her-Bertha had vastly understated the case.

"And just to keep things interesting,” the old woman went on, and motioned for someone to come near, “we've decided to test you two at once."

Carolyn saw who was approaching and groaned.

As Tom came close, though, she saw the absence of his usual cruel grin, and the mincing way he walked, and felt the slightest bit sorry for him. And then Bertha made him kneel, and she absolutely grinned. She looked down, and for one moment saw, not Tom, but her ex. Wha-at? God, bad as Tom is, he's so much stronger than that. He, at least, had the courage to come here. She smiled almost fondly, and Tom faltered, stared at her.

He shook his head and bent over her breasts; she felt his breath on her, hot, then he opened his mouth wide and engulfed her-not her nipple, as she'd expected, but as much of her as he could. Her own mouth fell open in surprise; her eyes closed at the sensation.

The Enforcer sent its warning thrumming through her. Right. Can't let him win. She clenched every muscle tight, held her breath, tried not to feel her breast swelling to fill Tom's mouth, the strange new pressures of his cheeks, the edges of his teeth, the way his tongue probed and pushed, lifting her to the roof of his mouth, hard and comparatively cool.

"Time,” Bertha said, and Tom released her.

She wished she could sigh, didn't dare-she was far too close. And it would be no “transgression” this time, but failure.

"She has two, you know,” the old woman said, and Tom tried to smile. Caro felt sorry for him; his test, whatever it was, must have been bothering him, or he wouldn't have looked so hang-dog. But then he turned his gaze to her, and licked his lips, and the Enforcer scolded before she knew she'd felt anything at all, and she decided she'd better pay attention to her own testing.

This time he went after the nipple, biting down so hard it made her scream, even with his lips covering his teeth. He tugged and sucked like he was trying to tear it off, pulling her breast up and away from her chest, then turned his head to twist the tender nub of flesh, and then, without giving her any slack at all, started grinding his teeth, the bottom row going one way and that while the top remained in one place.

She dug her nails into the table, heard a moan escape, felt tears fall, but all that was distant, unimportant. All her attention was on not moving, not coming, not screaming, not … oh, God … the Enforcer's shocks grew closer, and she so desperately wanted to give in, but her tutor wanted her to do her best, and she could still resist, so she must, all she had to do was not breathe, not move, not feel…

"Time."

Wait. Wait.

"Tom!"

Wait…

He let go reluctantly, suckling until the last, and she shuddered and tried to stay still until he was gone. Hands unbuckled the Enforcer and pulled it away, and she finally, carefully, released her breath. Her crotch was sopping.

Bertha smiled. “You pass."

They gave her no time to rest, but ushered off to an area laid out like a children's playroom. The Law instructor asked her to demonstrate certain activities-the test was that he referred to them by the laws they broke. “Demonstrate, if you will, a violation of Texas Penal Code 21.06.” She thought she did fairly well.

And then she went to Grace, who laughed as she held out a pointer and motioned to Tom, now bound to a St. Christopher's cross. “Can you make him come in three minutes or less?"

Carolyn looked at the display, then the pointer, and back. He's not ticklish at all. Good control. They'd shared enough classes for her to know that. Likes French, but that's no help for me. She remembered a scene in the dining hall, the look on his face when he'd sucked Sherry dry. And the look in his eyes earlier, when he had helped test her.

"May I use another method?"

Grace made a lovely, graceful gesture-Carolyn tried to memorize it-inviting her to explain.

"I think Tom would come in seconds if I offered him my breasts.” She trailed a finger down between them, then used both hands to press the flesh together. “Wouldn't you, Tom?"

He didn't answer … in words.

Grace actually applauded, as did several others from various spots across the lawn.

She was sent to rest for a bit after that, kneeling in the first position she had learned, a hood over her head so she could neither see nor hear what went on around her. It always frightened her, the not knowing. She figured they knew that, that this might be yet another test, so did her best to remain still and calm.

It wasn't easy, with grass tickling her crotch, and myriad breezes whenever people walked by, and the occasional brush of a robe or darting hand. She tried, and told herself that was all she could do, and waited for someone to do something. Anything. Please, please, please, someone-let me come!

Please, sir.

There were different people near when the hood was removed, and she was led, blinking, to a stage: Sherry, on something like a gymnast's bars, her breasts offered to anyone who walked beneath. Rachel, a quiet girl whose bed was near Carolyn's, straddling a balance beam, with weights on her ankles to increase the pressure, and probably a vibrator within. Dave, another cut-up, though not as mean as Tom, crawling on the grass…

She wished she could stare, but knew better. Besides, the stage was fascinating, too. “Since you have proved so able a dramatist,” her instructor drawled, “you may enact a scene from history. Using,” a wave, “these props."

That seemed to be permission for her to look around, so she did. There wasn't much choice for setting: a block of stone, a narrow wood table, or a white cloth she could drape over either, or lay on the stage floor. And no other “actors,” so it would have to be a solo scene. Something out of History … Most of the stories she liked best had many more than a single person. Maybe the props would be more help. She found dildos of what looked like ivory and jade, obsidian and granite, rough wood and polished. Plugs, harnesses, clamps and clips, whips and scourges and things for which she had no names. And in a box beneath those, she found “costumes"-belts and hats and masks and shoes.

"Curtain in five,” the instructor said, and she made her choice: a gold mask, a headdress with black wig attached, a wide gold and cloisonne belt. Wriggling out of her school clothing took longer than she'd hoped, as did struggling into the new gear. And then there was a moment of panic as she realized she'd forgotten her only prop, and had to dig around for it, but when the instructor called “Curtain” she was ready.

"Oh,” she called, trying for a proper volume, “my precious bees-come hither, and partake of my royal honey.” She flourished Cleopatra's dildo in the air.

Whistles and cheers and catcalls from the audience made her blush, but hidden behind the mask, she decided she didn't care. They wanted a scene from history, that's what they would get. And I'll bet no one ever told Cleo she couldn't come!

Even when she realized the buzzing wasn't mechanical, it didn't stop her. She straddled the stone, trying to angle her body so her tutor would have the best view, canted her hips, and set the tool between her lips. It really did vibrate, softly. She teased herself, and her audience, for a while, then slowly pressed it home, sighing in pleasure as she was filled. And out, all the way, so they could it glisten, and back again.

Then faster, and harder, and more, and the buzzing increased-and a bee not trapped in the toy descended from somewhere and stung her thigh.

Her scream, half pain, half climax, broke the crowd up, and she didn't blame them one bit.

* * * *

The sun had set; attendants brought lamps and lanterns, and a few living candelabras were prodded into place. Carolyn knelt at her tutor's side, unhooded this time, and watched as one student or another was tested. And then an odd low table was brought into the light.

Carolyn moaned when she saw it-she knew what it was for, though she had never seen it before. Knees there, hands there, and, oh, God, he'll have perfect access. She slanted a look up at him.

He smiled back at her. “Carolyn."

There was no need for further command; she knee-walked forward, climbed awkwardly onto the strange frame, and settled into place. The top felt familiar, like any desk fitted for sex, cool polished wood beneath her breasts, padded leather hand-grips. The oddities began at her waist: a leather mount held her ass high, there were cups for her knees that kept her spread and separate, and the leg supports were individual. The posture was not only perfect for corking or whipping, but there was no way she'd be able to stimulate herself, not even any way to rub her clit against anything.

She didn't need any help-was close to coming just at the thought of finally having him. The familiar chill of lube helped, a little shock to cut through mounting pleasure.

"Back.” She pushed, opening to his finger, thick and firm and warm beneath the lube. “Stay."

She quivered at his quick withdrawal, longing to clench down, to keep him in, wanting to please him, wanting his cock.

"Speak."

"Oh, God, please. Please. Cork me! Fuck my ass!"

From somewhere beyond the lights, a murmur. “Not elegant.” She heard, groaned-failed that test-but couldn't think of other words.

He laughed, and his voice took on that velvet tone she loved. “Surely you've learned some manners in your time here?"

"Please, sir.” Words. Now? She thought back to his first show with her. “You taught me to enjoy. Let others see how well I have learned."

For her ears only, he prompted, “Enjoy what?"

"I was wrong, sir, when I came here. I thought,” she swallowed, still embarrassed to speak the words, “I thought anal penetration was wrong, but nothing you do could be wrong. You taught me to love being plugged.

"And, oh, I want to learn more!"

Scattered applause from the audience; she didn't care. She turned her head, trying to look behind her, where he stood. Was it enough? Will he?

"Close your eyes,” he said, and grasped her ass cheeks. She felt his thumbs at her cleft, his fingers spread almost to her hips. Then a slick heat unlike anything she had ever known. His cock, knocking to come in. Amazing, how different it felt there than it would have just an inch forward. Hotter, harder, huge. She thought of a word she had only learned days before: Indomitable. His cock pressed at her ass hole, indomitable.

Perhaps she said it; he chuckled. “Thank you.” And then he pressed harder, and she felt her sphincter stretch and stretch and stretch … He didn't stop until the flare of his head had passed.

"Oh-h-h.” No. Not yet. Not. Yet. Her body tightened around him; she felt his pulse in counterpoint to her own, little thrummings like a snare shaking through her. Tiny little orgasmic shakings trying to blend into one great climax. But that was not allowed, and she so wanted to feel him all the way inside her. If I fail now, he might not. Hold still. Don't breathe. Just wait.

He moved-back. Pulled out, then pushed forward again, head and half the shaft in a single stroke.

She clamped down as hard as she could, desperate to stop the climax, but to no avail. As he pulled out again, she screamed, and kept screaming as he pushed deep into her, forcing his way past the spasms to send her higher than she had ever been. His pulse beat strong in his cock, heat and strength and that different rhythm a sensation she could never have dreamed.

And it did not stop. He stroked through her climax, and her body responded, doubling and redoubling the pleasure. And then he came inside her, jets of heat that sent her higher still, until all the world went white, and then dark.

When she woke, she was in her own bed, in the dorm. Her uniform skirt lay out, ready for her, and there was a full row of badges on it.

CHAPTER TWELVE

CORKING CAROLYN

Carolyn ground her teeth in frustration. Why is French so damned hard? Je n'y pige rien. When the attendant motioned to her, she rose eagerly.

The attendant handed her a package. She opened it to find a plug-or at least, something she thought must be a plug, though the shape was more hourglass than the usual stopper. It wasn't plastic, she could tell that before she touched it, but it took her a moment to figure out that the soft, light, mottled-brown object was truly … cork.

Laughing, she motioned to the robed figure to lead the way.

Content

Pearl Jones
The Schooling of Carolyn

CHAPTER ONE

CHAPTER TWO

CHAPTER THREE

CHAPTER FOUR

CHAPTER SIX

CHAPTER SEVEN

CHAPTER EIGHT

CHAPTER NINE

CHAPTER TEN

CHAPTER ELEVEN

CHAPTER TWELVE