Charlene Sands

Exquisite Acquisitions

A book in the Highest Bidder series, 2012

Dear Reader,

What do a hunky Texas-born cowboy and a down-on-her-luck Hollywood starlet have in common? It was a hoot for me to find out as I wrote the second story in The Highest Bidder continuity. Researching auction houses-and no, I’ve never been to one personally (reality TV doesn’t count)-took me to the famous Sotheby’s website and internet videos of real auction houses. I watched auctions in action and learned terms like absentee bid, buyer’s premium, fair warning and hammer price. It was a whole new world…

My story is set primarily at Wild River Ranch in Texas, but we first meet Carter McCay and Macy Tarlington in Waverly’s New York auction house. Little do the two strangers know that winning a bid would result in “exquisite acquisitions” that have nothing to do with luxurious sparkling diamonds!

If you’ve never attended an auction, you might find the proceedings as fascinating as the two main characters. Macy is grieving, Carter is jilted and neither one of them is looking for romance when Carter offers her sanctuary on his ranch. But Wild River and the power of love are two magnetic forces to be reckoned with. So lift your paddle high and make your bid. I hope you’ll be sold, cowboy-style, on Exquisite Acquisitions!

Happy reading!

Charlene Sands

In memory and honor of Sandra Hyatt, a friend and fellow Desire author. I will always remember your sweet, friendly smile and your kind heart.

Special thanks and acknowledgment to Charlene Sands for her contribution to The Highest Bidder miniseries.

Prologue

Wild River Ranch, Texas

He struck a match on his boot heel and guided the flame toward the cigarette clenched between his lips. With one long pull of breath, the tip blazed to life. Carter McCay closed his eyes as images of the fallen soldiers who’d fought alongside him flashed in his mind. He took one drag…one honorary inhalation. The ritual was agreed upon by those lucky enough to have come home, all those years ago. On the first day of every month, each one of his comrades did the same. Somewhere out there, twenty-three former marines were lighting up and remembering Afghanistan.

The subtle rush of the river pulled him out of those thoughts. He leaned a shoulder against an ancient oak and nestled into the tree’s grooved bark, watching the rhythmic, nearly perfect ripples of Wild River. The water wasn’t as wild as its namesake today, Carter mused. It was quiet and peaceful here, shaded from the hot Texas sun.

The dog plopped down at his feet and whimpered long and loud as the trail of smoke met his upturned wet nose.

Carter pushed his Stetson higher on his forehead and looked into questioning, soulful eyes. He couldn’t blame the dog for being wary of smoke. The dog saw too much, knew too much. “You followed me up here, pal.”

Carter tossed the cigarette and crushed it into the ground with his boot, then lowered to a crouch beside the golden retriever. He gave him a pat on the head. The dog sandwiched his head between his front paws and gave a big sigh.

“Yeah, I know, boy. You’ve had it tough.” Carter ruffled Rocky’s furry neck, damn glad he’d rescued the hound from his father’s place. The home where Carter had grown up wasn’t fit for a dog.

His cell phone pinged. Carter pulled his iPhone from his back pocket and gave a quick look. A text message from Roark Waverly appeared on the front screen. He hadn’t heard from his former marine buddy in months. But he wasn’t surprised that he’d leave a message today of all days. “Probably just lit one up, too,” he muttered, glad to hear from his friend. But as he read on, Roark had something entirely different to say. Something Carter had to read twice.

C. Ran into some trouble. In hiding. Get word to Ann Richardson at Waverly’s. The Gold Heart statue is not stolen. I can’t trust Waverly’s networks. R.B.

* * *

Carter frowned. What the hell what that all about?

After his tour of duty, Roark had gotten heavily involved in running around seven continents procuring valuable artifacts to sell at Waverly’s auction house based out of New York. Roark had been in some tough binds through the years, and normally the marine could take care of himself just fine. Carter had been on the receiving end of his friend’s quick thinking when they’d been on street patrol in a small settlement in Afghanistan. Roark had discovered that the car Carter was about to inspect was booby trapped. He’d shoved Carter out of the way before his hand met with the door handle, and Carter knew then that he owed Roark his life.

“C’mon, Rocky,” he said, heading toward his Jeep without a glance back. He knew his father’s dog would follow. He was as loyal as they come. “I’ve got some investigating to do.”

Two hours later, his cousin Brady knocked on his front door and Carter led him into the great room. The room meant for entertaining was one of many improvements he’d made to the house after he’d inherited Wild River Ranch from his uncle Dale. Over the years and after a little luck and a lot of hard work, Carter had turned his uncle’s small working ranch into a stellar operation that competed equally with elite Texas cattle barons.

He handed Brady a shot glass of whiskey. “Here you go, cuz.”

Brady grinned. “I know it’s five o’clock somewhere, but tell me, why are we drinking this early in the afternoon?”

“Because thanks to you, I’m heading to New York tomorrow.”

“Me? What do Brady McCay and New York have in common?”

Carter couldn’t tell him about Roark’s cryptic text message. That message wasn’t meant to be discussed, not even with someone Carter trusted. But he could tell Brady the other reason for his trip. As he’d researched the New York auction house Roark worked for, he’d found that Hollywood screen legend Tina Tarlington’s diamond rings were being auctioned off this weekend. The famed Tarlington diamond had been in the press ever since Tina Tarlington’s first marriage, decades ago. Now, there was even more buzz about all three of her diamonds since the Queen of Cinema had passed away a few months ago. Carter planned to get his hands on one of those diamonds and, at the same time, deliver Roark’s message to the CEO of Waverly’s.

“You’re the one who introduced me to Jocelyn, right?” Carter asked.

“I can’t deny that. I sure did.”

“She’s in New York right now, visiting a friend.”

His cousin’s eyebrows narrowed. “I’m not following.”

“I intend to join her there and ask her to marry me.”

Brady blinked and jerked back in surprise. “You intend to marry Jocelyn Grayson? I didn’t realize things were that serious between you two.”

“Damn straight they are. I’ve been hunting for the right engagement ring for weeks now. If all goes as planned, she’ll be my fiancée very soon.”

“You’re really in love with Jocelyn?” There was a note of disbelief in Brady’s voice.

Carter had to admit he was moving a little fast. But from the day he’d been introduced to the granddaughter of Brady’s neighbor, Carter had been smitten. Now, less than a year later, Carter was ready to make a commitment. Putting a Tarlington ring on Jocelyn’s finger would be impressive, even to an oil heiress who came from old Dallas money. She’d know, without a doubt, how much she meant to him. “She’s the one for me, Brady.”

“Well, then. Congratulations,” Brady offered.

Carter lifted his shot glass. Now that he’d made up his mind, he couldn’t wait to see Jocelyn’s expression when he proposed to her with a Tarlington diamond. “To Jocelyn.”

Brady hesitated for a second and stared into Carter’s eyes before lifting his glass, as well. “To Jocelyn.”

And after they downed the liquor, the smile Carter expected to see on his cousin’s face never really emerged.

One

Macy Tarlington never knew whether her attempt at disguise would work or not. Today, the beige scarf covering her ink-black curls and dark sunglasses hiding her violet-blue eyes seemed to do the trick. She hadn’t been followed. Thank goodness. She looked a little too much like her mother, which wasn’t overall a bad thing. Her mother had been known for her beauty, but resembling Hollywood’s beloved Queen of Cinema had drawn paparazzi to Macy like bees to honey. They believed her DNA alone gave them the right to trample on her privacy, especially during her time of mourning.

Tina Tarlington might have been world famous and her fans might have believed they knew everything about her, from her award-winning movie roles and her three doomed marriages to her celebrity status, but they hadn’t really known her. Not the way Macy had.

Walking into New York’s opulent Madison Avenue auction house made her twitch with anxiety. She bumped shoulders with her good friend, Avery Cullen, as they approached the Waverly salesroom. Avery was the least likely sort of American heiress, very unassuming and certainly not a spoiled cliché. “Sorry if I’m crowding you,” she whispered. “I can’t seem to help it.”

Avery’s warm smile reassured her as she took Macy’s arm. Her friend’s steady touch soothed her jumpy nerves. “I don’t mind, Macy. That’s why I’m here, for support.”

With eyes well hidden beneath sunglasses, Macy was free to dart glances all around, scoping out the large, elegantly appointed room where Tina Tarlington’s prized possessions would be auctioned off. Beautifully tufted, rounded high-back chairs were lined up in a dozen rows, split in the center by an aisle. The surrounding walls were easy-on-the-eye tones of beiges and light peach. Wide white wainscoting centered the walls and wrapped around the perimeter of the room. Multifaceted crystal chandeliers twinkled and provided abundant light overhead.

“I can’t thank you enough for enduring this with me.” Avery had made a quick trip from her home in London to be with her today.

“I know how hard this is for you.”

“Hard and necessary, unfortunately. Having my mother’s things on display like this gives me a stomachache. Oh, I am so not looking forward to this.”

Avery gave Macy’s hand a squeeze as they pressed farther into the room. “Those two seats on the aisle in the back are ours,” Macy whispered. “I made arrangements beforehand for us.”

And as they headed to those seats, Macy noticed that every other chair in the room was taken. Even in death, Tina Tarlington drew large crowds.

An attendant came by immediately to hand them a catalogue listing the items being auctioned off, and after a brief conversation Macy nodded her thanks to the woman standing at the head of the room. Ann Richardson, the CEO of Waverly’s, who had secured the estate sale from Macy, gave her a silent greeting in return before turning to shake hands with the patrons in the front row. It was important to Ms. Richardson that the Tarlington auction go off without a hitch. Waverly’s stood to make a hefty commission.

Macy opened the catalogue and flipped through the pages, noting item after item from her mother’s estate. The descriptions were listed as lot numbers along with an estimate as to their value. The first item stopped her cold as memories flooded in and tears formed in her eyes.

On Macy’s tenth birthday, just as the celebration was about to begin, Tina had rushed into the Magic Castle Mansion, an exclusive club showcasing musicians from around the world, dressed as Eleanor Neal, the role which had garnered her an Academy Award nomination. She’d come straight from the set, the shoot going longer than anticipated. Macy hadn’t cared that her mother was late for her party or that she’d come in her professional makeup and wardrobe. She’d flown into her mother’s arms and hugged her so tight that Tina laughed until her mascara had run down her face. It was magic and one of the best birthdays of Macy’s life.

Now, the pink silk and sequin dress her mother had worn that day was described as “Worn by Tina Tarlington in the acclaimed film Quest for Vengeance, 1996.”

Her mother’s entire life seemed to have been whittled down to one-sentence blurbs and numbers. The ache in Macy’s stomach intensified.

Discreetly, she closed the catalogue booklet and took a deep breath. She couldn’t fall apart. Not now. She had to go through with this auction. She gave herself a little pep talk, reciting in her head all the practical reasons why selling her mother’s treasures and jewels were necessary.

As she surveyed the room, people-watching, waiting for the auction to begin, she found the distraction she needed in a Stetson-wearing hunk of a man sitting across the aisle from her and one row up. His head was down, concentrating on the catalogue. The cowboy wore a crisp white shirt underneath a stylish Western suit coat that accentuated the solid breadth of his shoulders. The glint of silver from his bolo tie twinkled under the chandeliers. His profile was strong, grooved with a razor-sharp cheekbone and an angular jaw. He swung his head around and glanced at her for a split second, as if he suspected her of watching him. She panicked for an instant and held her breath. Luckily, he hadn’t lingered but went on to scan the rest of the room.

But oh my! When he’d turned, she’d gotten the full impact of his gaze and found him even more appealing than she’d originally thought. A crazy jolt of warmth surged through her body. The powerful sensation was new to Macy.

Butterflies replaced the turmoil in her stomach.

How strange.

She continued to grab eyefuls, shifting her gaze away occasionally to avoid being caught. She was grateful for her little disguise. It provided her freedom to peruse something more exciting than the auction.

The cowboy glanced over the seated bidders and up toward the podium time and again. He appeared anxious and impatient for the auction to begin.

A minute later, Ann Richardson took the podium with a welcome to everyone at the auction. After a cordial greeting, the CEO turned the microphone over to the auctioneer and he stepped up to the podium. The auction began and Macy watched as, one by one, bidders raised their paddles when the first gown was offered up.

Dear, sweet Avery sat vigilantly beside her, a pillar of quiet strength. When the auctioneer’s hammer fell, finalizing the winning bid, Avery squeezed her hand and whispered into her ear. “Just remember, your mother would want you to do this.”

Macy nodded and slid her eyes closed briefly. It was true. Her mother had loved her possessions, and heaven knew, she had not been good with money. But her mother had made a point of always making sure Macy had known that she, not her profession or her jewels, was the most important, most beloved thing in her life. Misguided as her mother’s life might have been, Macy knew she’d been loved. When her father, Clyde Tarlington, had died ten years ago, Tina might have given up, but she’d shown Macy what it was to be a survivor. To press on, even under adversity.

Once again, Macy glanced at her handsome cowboy, sitting patiently across the aisle. He’d taken off his hat, out of consideration to the people seated behind him, she presumed, as soon as the bidding had begun. His dark blond hair was well-groomed, thick and curling at the edge of his collar. The Stetson rested on his outstretched leg and Macy reeled in her wayward thoughts, thinking if she could only trade places with that hat.

The corners of her lips lifted at the idea. And Macy’s foolish heart skipped a beat.

His face was becoming familiar to her. He was a good diversion, a distraction that she couldn’t seem to shake. She was drawn to him, and she couldn’t figure out why. She lived in Hollywood, where gorgeous men were a dime a dozen. She’d acted in small movie roles opposite men more beautiful than any female starlet.

No, it wasn’t his looks that drew her to him. It was something else. He held himself with an air of confidence that belied his obvious discomfort seated in a venerable New York auction house.

She liked that about him.

For all she knew, he’d be more comfortable bidding on longhorn steers.

She liked that about him, too.

Another mental chuckle emerged. She had to stop fantasizing about him. Macy returned her attention to the auction, grateful to the cowboy for giving her something thrilling to admire while her mother’s life was being bartered away.

Soon the diamond rings would be up for sale.

Macy cringed and slithered down in her seat. She actually felt sorry for the people who wound up with them.

Three diamond rings. Three doomed marriages.

“The rings are cursed,” she whispered to Avery.

Her friend nodded ever so slightly. “Then you should be glad to get rid of them.”

Oh, she was. She was extremely glad. Those rings represented pain and heartache to anyone in their possession. The love surrounding those rings would never survive. Her mother’s three failed marriages were testimony enough. Each one of her marriages had been horrific in their own way, and Macy had begun thinking of the diamond rings as the Love Curse Diamonds. Of course, it wasn’t a good idea to tell that to the press. She needed the money too badly to risk lowering their value. But there were stories behind those diamonds and, unfortunately, Macy knew them all too well.

The bidding was to begin on the three-carat diamond that Clyde Tarlington had given to her mother. The setting was unique, a one of a kind. The nearly perfect gem had been placed in such a way that it formed a T with surrounding smaller diamonds nestled beside it to finish forming the letter. It was by far the most exquisite ring of the trio.

Avery nudged her shoulder and Macy, deep in thought, slid her friend a sideways glance. “Take a look.” She gestured across the aisle. “That gorgeous cowboy you’ve been eyeing all afternoon is getting ready. I bet he bids on the Tarlington diamond.”

* * *

Carter wanted that Tarlington diamond so bad he could taste it. He’d spend a small fortune on it, if it boiled down to that. He groaned with impatience.

The stately woman sitting next to him, her nose in the air, reacted to the sound he made with a high and mighty puff. Then her gaze shifted to the felt hat sitting on his lap. She gave him another sniff of disapproval.

Well, hell. He’d offended her.

Because he was in a good mood, being nearly engaged and all, he sent her a smile of apology.

The woman gripped her purse with thin wiry fingers and inched away from him without returning his smile. She didn’t bother to disguise her feelings. He didn’t fit in. She didn’t approve of him being here.

He couldn’t fault her for that thinking. He didn’t fit in here. He didn’t like crowds, tight spaces or the irritating roar of New York traffic. But he had two darn good reasons for attending the auction.

The engagement ring he was determined to buy and the friend he was determined to help.

Both were important and could be life altering.

An article he’d read in the New York Times this morning about possible collusion between Waverly’s and their rival auction house, Rothchild’s, flashed into his mind. The piece had put the Waverly establishment in a bad light.

Doubt as to whether he should sink any money into the auction at all had crossed his mind and old survival instincts had clicked in. Carter was known for making sound financial decisions, and if it were anyone else, he would’ve walked away from the auction. But his friend Roark was a straight shooter. If Roark trusted Ann Richardson and Waverly’s, that was good enough for Carter. It was as simple as that.

The CEO sat up front but off to the side, overseeing the auction. He’d kept a keen eye on her since the auction began and wouldn’t let her out of his sight. He couldn’t get near her before, but he wasn’t leaving until he’d delivered the message from Roark.

Before the auction began, Ann Richardson had given a tidy welcome speech to the patrons, reminding them about Waverly’s honest and reputable dealings for over one hundred and fifty years. Her way of dispelling the rumors tarnishing today’s auction. Anticipation stirred in his gut, and the reality of what he was about to do struck him. After thirty-one years of bachelorhood, he was ready to propose marriage and settle down with a woman.

Finally, the auctioneer announced the famous gem. “The Tarlington emerald-cut diamond ring is three carats in weight, with VS1 clarity and D color with six surrounding baquette diamonds weighing a total of one point four carats. We’ll start the bidding at fifty thousand dollars.”

Carter raised his paddle and made the first bid.

Three other paddles went up after his.

And by the time he lifted his paddle again, the bid had increased to seventy thousand dollars. The room got extremely quiet. Only the slight rustle of clothes and an intermittent cough echoed in the large room. As far as he could tell, there were four bidders, and all of them were actively bidding as the price of the Tarlington diamond doubled.

He lifted his paddle again.

Two of the other bidders dropped off and Carter found himself in a one-on-one duel.

It was between him and someone he couldn’t quite make out from a row closer to the front of the room. The mysterious bidder wasn’t giving up.

When the bid doubled again, Carter retired his paddle. It was clear that his opponent had unlimited means and wanted that diamond ring no matter the cost. Carter had too much business sense to pay more than twice what the darn thing was actually worth. He’d already overbid. When the hammer fell and the bid was won, he lifted up a fraction from his chair and craned his neck to find out who had outbid him. A young woman wearing an austere business suit and a satisfied smile had nodded to the auctioneer.

Carter frowned. He hated losing.

The next diamond presented was a ring of less iconic value than the Tarlington diamond, but with two nearly perfect carats of dazzle in a platinum setting, given to the legendary star by her third husband, Joseph Madigan. Carter wouldn’t be outbid again.

“Going once. Going twice. Fair warning, this lot is about to be sold.” A second ticked by in silence. Then the gavel hit the podium. “Sold!”

Satisfaction curled in Carter’s belly. The diamond ring was his. He’d flown across the continent for an engagement ring to impress Jocelyn, and tomorrow night he’d be dishing it up on a silver platter.

Once the auction concluded, Carter made fast work of securing the diamond ring, along with the certificate of sale. He caught Ann Richardson as she was leaving the salesroom. “Ms. Richardson?”

The tall willowy blonde turned and surprised Carter at how young she appeared up close. She blinked. “Yes?”

“Pardon me, ma’am. But I need to speak to you privately.”

“Is there a problem with the sale? You won the bid on a stunning ring.”

“No, I’m happy with the ring.”

“I’m glad. I hope it brings you enjoyment.” She eyed him carefully.

“It will.” Carter smiled. “I plan on proposing marriage to my girl tomorrow.”

The caution in her expression softened. “Oh, well, congratulations, Mr.?”

“Carter McCay.”

She put out her hand and Carter gave a light shake. “I have no connection to the press, if that’s what you’re wondering.”

Her eyes widened. Then a guilty smile emerged as if she’d been caught red-handed. “I won’t deny it crossed my mind,” she muttered with a sigh. She glanced around, noting the patrons filing out of the room. She lowered her voice. “They can be brutal.”

Carter nodded. “Is there someplace we can talk privately? It’s about Roark Black.”

Ann’s perfect brows lifted as if that was the last thing she’d expected to hear. Concern mixed with curiosity, and she immediately began walking toward a private exit. “Follow me.”

Her shiny black heels tapped across a stone hallway. Carter fell in step beside her, and it wasn’t long before she ducked into a small office marked Private. She waited until he entered before closing the door. The room was windowless and dark. She flipped a switch and overhead fluorescents brought light into the office. She leaned against a large glass desk and folded her arms. “What about Roark? Is he all right?”

“I hope so. He’s a friend. We go way back. I met him while on duty in Afghanistan. A couple days ago, I got a text from him with your name on it.”

“My name?” She leaned toward him, surprised. She pushed shoulder-length hair behind her ears and took a breath. “Where’s the message?”

Carter pulled out his phone and tapped the screen a few times until the cryptic message appeared. He moved beside her and handed her the phone. She stood there for a second, reading the passage a few times. “He says he doesn’t trust anyone with this information but me. And he’s in hiding somewhere.” She looked into his eyes. “What’s he gotten himself into?”

“I have no idea. He mentioned a statue. Do you know what that’s about?”

She nodded slowly, rereading the message. “It’s the Gold Heart statue. There are only three in existence. He might have stumbled upon something he shouldn’t have.” Ann turned to him again. “He could be in real danger.”

Carter held her stare a moment. “He could be.”

Troubled, she sighed quietly and handed back the phone. “He’s a good man.”

Carter nodded. “Listen, I know Roark. He’s gotten himself into some really tight spots before, and he’s always gotten out.”

Her voice was a mere whisper. “Are you telling me not to worry?”

Carter was concerned his friend was in trouble, but he couldn’t do a damn thing about it until he heard from him again. “No sense in worrying. I have faith in him. Roark knows what he’s doing. But whatever it is, he sure as hell wanted me to get this message to you without going through the normal channels. He’s not sure who he can trust.”

“I understand. Thank you for going through the trouble. Will you promise to let me know if you hear anything more from him?”

“I can do that,” Carter said.

“Thank you.” She walked him to the door. “And congratulations on your engagement. I think any woman would love to have a Tarlington ring on her finger.”

Carter grinned. “That’s the plan.”

She gave him a full-out dimple-inducing smile, and Carter figured she didn’t offer those up too often. “I think your soon-to-be fiancée is a lucky woman.”

Carter thanked her and left Waverly’s with a diamond ring in his pocket and a hum in his heart. He’d accomplished his two goals today.

Tomorrow his life would change forever.

* * *

Pajama-clad, Macy stared at her reflection in the hotel mirror, the phone to her ear and her legs stretched out on the massive bed. She never liked reserving a room with a king bed. With her slight frame, too much of the mattress went to waste. But then, getting two doubles made her feel lonely, as if there was someone missing who should be sleeping in the other bed. Macy had offered to share her hotel room with Avery, but her friend had booked with a smaller, more secluded hotel. Macy had respected her privacy.

“Are you still thinking about that cowboy from the auction today?” Avery asked.

She smiled into the phone. The cowboy? Now, he would take up a good portion of her bed and nothing would go to waste. “Guilty as charged. But you can’t blame me, can you? My love life isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. If I only had one-tenth of the lovers MovieMash.com claimed I had, it would be a miracle. I haven’t been on a date for eight months. That qualifies me for that new reality show, Dating Dilemma.”

“Oh, Macy. It only means you’ve been dealing with your mother’s illness and grieving. You’ll know when the time is right.”

Avery, too, had recently lost a parent, a father she’d hardly known, so she could relate to the heartache Macy felt. Avery had been such a dear friend when Tina died. They’d shared the bond of loss together.

“You had the hots for the cowboy. That’s a start,” Avery encouraged.

With a sigh, Macy glanced in the mirror again and shook her head at the simple yellow-and-white flowered nightgown she wore. She made a mental note to buy sexy lingerie. “That’s true.”

There was something about the cowboy that called to Macy. She’d been smitten from the moment she’d spotted him. Smitten. Such a perfect word to describe her feelings for a mystery man who’d helped her get through a tough time today. Not that he’d ever know he’d helped her, but still, Macy had warm feelings for him that went beyond the physical.

“The poor guy,” she said quietly. “He bought the cursed diamond. I overheard him saying he was getting engaged tomorrow.”

“How did you hear that?”

“I have eagle ears, remember? Just as we were walking out of the auction, I heard him tell Ms. Richardson why he bought the ring. I was crushed.”

Avery giggled. She thought Macy was kidding, and why wouldn’t she? Any normal person wouldn’t develop strong feelings for a man she’d just laid eyes on. But Macy couldn’t really share the truth, that as soon as the cowboy announced he was getting engaged, her heart sank and her stomach clenched. The disappointment overwhelmed her. It had hurt Macy to think that her fantasy cowboy was already taken, and now hours later she still couldn’t wrap her head around it. “He hasn’t proposed yet and his marriage is already doomed.”

“You don’t know that for sure,” her friend said. “Wouldn’t you like to think it’s not the diamond rings but really some odd quirk of nature, an imbalance of romance or simply a weird coincidence that those three marriages ended with heartbreak?”

“I don’t know, Av. Maybe you’re right. Maybe it’s not the rings. Maybe I just don’t believe in love anymore. I mean, my mother and all of her close friends have had their hearts broken from love affairs. You know how much my mother loved my father. When he died in that crash, she’d been so angry with him for leaving her alone.”

Clyde Tarlington had been a talented actor in his own right and a loving father to Macy, but gambling and liquor were his true loves. He’d been addicted to both. When he won big, he’d buy rounds of drinks for everyone, and unfortunately one night ten years ago, his big win meant losing the most important gamble of his life. He’d gotten behind the wheel of his car and plowed the front end of his Lamborghini into a tree just three blocks away from their home. His blood alcohol level had been double the legal limit. That night, his luck had run out.

“I know that was heartbreaking for her,” Avery said.

“But she picked herself up and married husband number two and then husband number three. And you know how well those marriages worked out.” Macy’s throat tightened with remorse. “That cowboy bought loser number three’s ring.”

Avery’s voice softened. “Macy, are you going to be okay? I can come over.”

“No, don’t be silly. It’s after midnight. I’m fine,” she fibbed.

Macy had financial woes that made her dizzy with dismay. Avery knew most of it, so there was no sense rehashing her legal problems. She was being sued for refusing to back down on her principles. And now she was paying the consequences, literally, with her mother’s estate. She had an appointment with her New York attorney tomorrow that she wasn’t looking forward to. “I appreciate you being my rock today. I leaned on you and you came through.” She faked a yawn and made it noisy enough for Avery to hear. “I’m pooped. I’m going to climb into this big bed and get some sleep.”

“Okay…if you’re sure.”

“I’m sure. I’ll see you for dinner tomorrow before your flight. Have a good night.”

“Same to you, Macy. Sleep tight.”

“I intend to,” she fibbed again.

She wouldn’t get much sleep. Her troubles would follow her into the night.

* * *

Carter sat across the table from Jocelyn in a cozy corner in the Russian Tea Room, the muscles around his lips pulling tight. He stared at her with unblinking eyes. The setting, the diamond, everything was perfect. Except her answer. “No?”

“That’s right,” she whispered. “No, I won’t marry you.”

With a shake of his head, he leaned back in his seat in disbelief.

Jocelyn flipped her blond hair to one side, a habit he’d noticed her doing when she was annoyed. The long strands fell over the thin strap of her glimmering gold dress. Her full lips, glossed in cherry red, formed a pout. Then she sighed dramatically, as if the weight of the world was crushing her shoulders. “I thought you knew this thing between us wasn’t serious.”

He kept his tone level. “How was I to know that?”

“We’ve never spoken of the future,” she said. Her eyes flashed to the opened velvet box he’d laid near the edge of the table. “Not in specific terms.”

Carter’s voice elevated. “You mean, when we were lying in bed at night and you’d say how much you wanted a family one day. Three kids, exactly. And when you said you wanted a second home in the Hamptons, those were just random ramblings?”

He had trouble believing her rejection and searched his memory for clues. How had he missed her signals? He thought they wanted the same things in life.

She ignored the question, speaking in a tight voice, “We haven’t known each other long, Carter.”

“A year isn’t long enough?”

“Not with you living in Wild River and me living in Dallas. We haven’t seen that much of each other.”

Raw, ego-deflating pain gutted his insides. The flat-out rejection worked a number on his pride and made him look at Jocelyn in a new light. One that wasn’t flattering. A steady tick began to eat away at his jaw.

“The ring is a stunner, really.” The diamond that would never see her finger sparkled against incandescent candlelight. “But I can’t accept it.” She lifted a shoulder in a shrug. “I don’t love you.”

In one fell swoop, he gripped the plush black ring box and clicked it shut before shoving it into his pocket. He didn’t want to look at the damn thing anymore. “Can’t be clearer than that.”

“Well, I’m…sorry.”

She didn’t sound all that sorry.

“Hell, your apology fixes everything. I suppose you want to be friends now?”

His ego was taking a big hit, but his heart hurt, too. He’d wrapped his future dreams around spending his life with Jocelyn. How had he gone so wrong? He’d known Jocelyn was a high-maintenance woman, but he figured he could make her happy. Now, he felt like a sap.

Her chin angled up, and when she spoke it was as if she were speaking to a dog that should obey. “Don’t be mad, Carter.”

Was she kidding? Anger was only one of the emotions torpedoing his belly. “Don’t tell me how to feel, Jocelyn. Even you’ve got to realize this is a blow to me.”

“You had it wrong. You made a lot of assumptions about our relationship.”

“I made…” Carter kept his anger contained. He spoke quietly, through clenched teeth. “You tempted me into a relationship, in case you’re forgetting. From the first day we met, you were all over me. Remember the Wild River County Fair? You brushed your body up against mine so many times, I needed a dunk in the river to cool myself off. You came after me, as I recall. And we’ve been together ever since. So excuse me if I’m pissed off. Excuse me if I don’t understand.”

And what about all those nights she’d screamed his name and told him he was the best lover she’d ever had? Or the midnight rides they’d take on horseback at the ranch? Or the way she clung to his arm whenever they were out in public, as if he was the most important person in her life? Was it all an act?

“You don’t understand. I wasn’t after you.”

“Like hell you weren’t.”

“You really don’t get it. I thought I was transparent. Clear as glass.” She rose from the table, clutching her small beaded purse. She shot him an unflinching gaze. “I’m in love with Brady. I was trying to make him jealous.” She gestured with a swipe of her hand. “All of this was for Brady’s sake.”

Carter sank back into his seat, his eyebrows denting his forehead. He hadn’t seen this coming. “My cousin?”

Carter had met Jocelyn one day when she was visiting her grandmother, Brady’s neighbor. She’d come by Brady’s place and the three of them, Brady, Carter and Jocelyn, had driven out to the county fair.

He stood abruptly and towered over her, pinning her with a glare. A bitter taste formed in his mouth. “So all this time, you were trying to make Brady jealous? How’s that working out for you?”

She stiffened and her gaze narrowed to two eye-lined slits. “Shut up.”

She made a move to pass by him, to escape his wrath, but he wasn’t through with her yet. He took hold of her arm, garnering her full attention. “You played me for a fool.”

She straightened her stance, holding her head high, like a member of royalty. “You are a fool. You’re a dumb stupid hick who let me string him along.”

His teeth ground together and his words came out low, from deep in his gut. “I’ll make sure to tell Brady you said that. Being as we’re related, that means he’s a dumb stupid hick, too. He was right about you. Yeah, the dumb stupid hick doesn’t think too highly of you. And this time, I’m not disagreeing.”

She flinched. His victory was small consolation, and while he knew better than to speak that way to a woman, he couldn’t stop himself because her indiscretion had been much worse.

He released her at the same moment she yanked her arm free. “Leave.”

She did. She walked away, and Carter didn’t bother to watch her exit. He headed for the bar, unnerved and feeling like hell. He needed to soak his sorrows with a double shot of whiskey. Jocelyn wasn’t the woman he thought she was. She’d been using him all along. Yeah, but he had to admit, she had him good and fooled.

No woman would ever fool him again, and after his liquor arrived, Carter downed the drink in celebration of escaping the hangman’s noose.

Thirty minutes later and fortified with the best whiskey money could buy, Carter stepped out of the restaurant and was hit with a blast of humid August night air. It was the only thing about New York that reminded him of Texas-cloistering humidity. The heat crept up his collar and made him sweat.

All of a sudden a crowd emerged, swarming a woman who was trying to enter the restaurant. Bulbs flashed, the rush of footsteps sounded on pavement, shouted questions flew through the air. More than a dozen paparazzi crammed her as she made a feeble attempt to push her way out. Her shoulder was bumped once, twice. She swiveled right, then left, trying to break away. Questions were leveled at her like grenades. When her eyes met his, in that brief moment, Carter saw a caged animal struggling to get free. She was trapped.

Recognition struck him smack between the eyes. She was the woman he’d glimpsed at the auction yesterday.

Someone yanked at the scarf hiding her jet-black hair. Long, luxurious curls spilled down her shoulder, and she reached behind her head to put the scarf back in place. Carter had seen enough. He muscled his way through the crowd, giving a few well-placed shoves himself to get to her. When he finally faced her, he gripped both her hands in his, firm but gentle. She gazed at him with desperate, deep lavender-blue eyes. Carter had no time to dwell on her beautiful face. He blocked a cameraman’s shot with his body, and the Stetson riding low on his forehead lent another measure of concealment. Use everything in your arsenal, he’d learned in the marines.

He leaned in real close. “I can get you out of here. But you have to trust me.”

Two

Fraught with panic, Macy faced the man from the auction, certain she was hallucinating. It couldn’t be him. She’d dreamed about him last night, and this morning, when she should have forgotten all about him, he’d still marched into her thoughts during quiet moments.

Shouted barbs, flashbulbs snapping and body heat from tabloid junkies brought her back to the here and now.

“Got yourself a cowboy,” shouted a photographer from the back of the pack.

“Are you doing nude scenes with him, Macy?” another asked.

The vultures chuckled.

It angered her that they called her by her first name, as if they were her friends, when the question itself was rude enough to warrant enemy status. Tina knew how to handle the paparazzi. Macy did not. And she paid the price for not being as charming as her famous mother had been.

Her heart pounding, her body abused and her head clouded with uncertainty, Macy glanced down to find her tightly wound fists encased in strong, protective hands. When she gazed up into the cowboy’s eyes, he reassured her with a nod. His words had been like velvet to her ears.

Trust me.

She did.

Someone bumped her from behind, and the cowboy’s gaze grew fierce, giving the photographer ample warning. “Back off.”

Then he met her stare again. “You coming?” His voice was a little more insistent this time.

Macy didn’t have to think twice. She was out of options. The crowd herding her had become more curious now that the cowboy had intervened on her behalf, peppering her with questions as to who he was.

She honestly didn’t know.

But she was about to find out.

She nodded, and he gave her a fast smile. “Let’s go.”

The cowboy’s grip was steady on her hand as they took off at a run. Mentally she cursed the Paciotti pumps slowing her down. She struggled to keep pace with his strides.

“Don’t look back,” he ordered. He guided her down an alleyway, dodging garbage cans. She ran on the pads of her feet to keep from stumbling on three-inch heels. Her scarf flew off her head, clinging on by the knot at her throat. The material whipped at her shoulders. Sweat beaded on her forehead and her nerves rattled as the cowboy led her away from the tabloid hounds dogging her.

The sound of labored breaths and footsteps shuffling from behind dropped off a little at a time as they hurried along the narrow alley. It wasn’t a herd following them anymore, just several hangers-on. Those few were persistent, and the cowboy tightened his hold on her hand when they reached the end of the alley. He took half a second to glance both ways on the side street before gesturing to the right. “There.”

She followed him, running quickly to a shiny black Lincoln Town Car. “Get in and we’ll be off.” She glanced behind her to see four photographers snapping pictures at the base of the alleyway.

Her savior opened the back door for her, surprising the chauffeur, who was eating a burrito in the front seat. She climbed inside and slid over. He joined her a second later. “Give it some gas, Larry. And be quick.”

“Yes, sir.” The chauffeur tossed his food down and fumbled for a second, obviously caught off guard. Then the engine revved to life. Before the paparazzi got within twenty feet, they had pulled out, Larry driving as fast as traffic allowed.

* * *

“Wow.” Macy leaned back in the seat and closed her eyes. The past twenty minutes were a blur. One second she was on her way to meet Avery for dinner, and the next she was being pursued by overly zealous tabloid maniacs.

She tried to slow her breathing, but then there was the Stetson-wearing cowboy to think about. From the moment she’d laid eyes on him, he’d thrown her off balance.

She turned to face him and caught a whiff of his musky cologne. The scent was a turn-on in its own right, but on him, now that was really something. She’d already put him in white knight status; he didn’t need any more help. “I don’t usually accept rides from strangers,” she offered, clearing the air.

He chuckled and deep twin dimples appeared, softening the sharp planes of his face. Okay, this was just not funny anymore.

“But you made an exception for me?”

“I knew I could trust you. I saw you yesterday at the, uh, the auction. I was there, too.”

He gave her an appraising stare. “I know.”

“You know me?”

“No, can’t say that I do. But I noticed you. You were trying your best not to look conspicuous. Guess the designer sunglasses and scarf gave you away. It’s kind of hard not to notice a beautiful woman covering herself all up. Not that I blame you for trying to disguise yourself.” He gestured with a tilt of his head to the direction they’d just come from. “Does that happen to you often?”

He thought she was beautiful, even under the disguise. “Lately, yes…unfortunately.”

They were traveling down the street, and Macy had no idea where they were headed. All she saw behind him through the window was a flash of streetlights and neon signs.

He took care with removing his hat and laid it between them. He continued to watch her. Normally she’d squirm under the heat of a stranger’s stare, but oddly all she felt was excitement, as if she was living out her fantasy. She still couldn’t believe she was in his car, driving toward who knows what.

Then she reined in those thoughts. He was engaged. Or going to be soon. Her fantasy was over. “I’m Macy Tarlington.”

His eyes flickered with recognition. “Tarlington?”

His recognition wasn’t aimed at her. He didn’t know who she was. It was the Tarlington name that turned heads in every civilized country around the world. Apparently, the cowboy had never seen any of the work Macy had done on film. She wasn’t a star by any rights, but most people in the know would recognize her on the street. “My mother was Tina Tarlington.”

“I’ll be damned.” He shot her a charming smile then put out his hand. The large capable hand she’d already held. “Carter McCay. I’m from Wild River, Texas.”

Of course, he was a Texan. With that charming accent, where else could he be from? “Hollyweird, California.”

His lips quirked up and they sat staring at each other, their hands entwined in a slow shake.

Macy would’ve lost her footing if she’d been standing from the way he watched her. “I want to thank you. I don’t know how I would’ve gotten away from them if you weren’t there.”

He finally released her hand, and she was momentarily at a loss. “Appeared that way to me, too.”

“You saved me,” she said, still awestruck.

“You needed saving.”

Macy held in a sigh. His fiancée was a lucky woman. “Are you in the habit of saving women, or am I the only one?”

“I’m not in the business of saving anyone anymore.”

“Meaning you once were?”

“Once, a long time ago.” The city lights reflected in his eyes as his gaze shifted out the window. “I was a marine.”

“Ah, that explains your call to duty.”

His gaze snapped back to hers.

“I mean, isn’t that wh-what you do?” Oh boy, she didn’t want to insult the man who’d saved her. She found herself fumbling with an explanation. “The first to go in when there’s a crisis.”

His lips twitched as if he found her amusing. “I’m a Texan. We don’t like seeing women being manhandled. Marine or not, any man worth his salt would have done the same. “

Macy decided she liked a man who used the phrase worth his salt. “No matter the reason, I’m appreciative.”

“Why were those bozos so dang persistent anyway?”

The dreaded question.

Macy darted a glance out the window. “I suppose they think they’re justified.”

His lips tightened. “Nothing justifies shoving a defenseless woman and sticking cameras in her face.”

“If you knew me better, you’d know I’m not exactly defenseless,” Macy quipped. “I was caught off guard. Usually I’m more prepared.”

“Can’t imagine living like that.”

“It’s worse now. My mother’s death put the spotlight on me.” She tried to pass off her troubles with a shrug. “I’m the center of some controversy.”

His gaze remained on her, searching, waiting. But Macy held back. Though her recent episodes had been all over entertainment news when she’d walked out on two separate productions, trying to explain them to a stranger would be awkward. Thankfully, her lawsuits related to those incidents, weren’t public knowledge yet.

She didn’t answer the question in Carter’s eyes.

“So, why the auction?” he asked. “Your mother was…”

“Broke. She wasn’t good with money and she loved beautiful things.”

His eyes widened, as if she’d told a telling tale. “You want a drink? All I have is champagne.”

The bottle of Dom was sitting in a sterling-silver bucket in the center back of the town car. He picked it up along with two crystal flutes and poured them each a glass. She accepted one and glanced out the window again, noting the city lights fading, fast becoming a distant memory.

“By the way,” she whispered, taking a sip of the bubbly. “Where are you taking me?”

* * *

Wind blew her hair off her shoulders. The cool breeze refreshed her mind and rejuvenated her body. She stood on the deck of a private yacht watching the glorious Manhattan skyline. To think, if Avery hadn’t canceled their dinner date right before she’d arrived at the restaurant, and if Macy hadn’t gotten out of her cab to walk the two blocks to her favorite sushi place, her evening would have been a lonely night of salmon sashimi and wasabi.

The term too good to be true was overrated, except when it came to Carter McCay. He’d been a perfect gentleman, offering to take her back to her hotel.

“What’s my other option?” she’d asked.

And now, she was sailing the Hudson River with her handsome cowboy. She’d had a million questions for him while in the limo, but she’d refrained from asking. She wanted to pretend for a little while longer that all was right with the world while trying to forget the mob scene that would have taken her wits if Carter hadn’t rescued her.

She was being reckless for a change, driven by her coping mechanisms not to overanalyze everything. She was going with the flow. As her mother used to do.

Carter leaned his elbows against the railing next to her. She smiled at him. The “flow” was pretty darn great from her stance. His presence made her stomach flutter, but at the same time, she felt safe with him. She trusted him. And for a girl who’d grown up with the Hollywood scene, trust didn’t come easy.

“This is nice, Carter. It’s so peaceful out on the water.”

He inhaled deep and nodded. “That was the plan.”

“But the plan wasn’t for me, of course.”

“True. Did you notice what I bought at your mother’s auction yesterday?”

“I noticed. You bought one of her diamond rings.”

“Yeah, and like a fool, I thought a Tarlington diamond would seal the deal. I proposed to my girl tonight.”

“Tonight?” Uh-oh.

He looked out to the water, focusing away from the city lights to the darkness. “Yeah. Right before I met you. She turned me down flat and pretty much made a fool out of me. Seems she was using me to get the attention of my… Of someone else.”

Was that woman nuts? “Oh wow. That’s pretty crappy.”

“Nothing pretty about it.”

“It’s so wrong.”

“Wrong,” he repeated with a nod.

“Why, it’s dreadful and appalling. Depraved.”

“Hold on,” he said, putting up a hand. A soft chuckle rose from his throat. “You’re not making me feel any better.”

Macy grinned. “But I made you smile.”

He chuckled again. “Yeah, you did.”

His gaze flowed over her, his eyes sparkling with appreciation. “Thanks.”

Carter wasn’t someone to toss away like yesterday’s garbage. Macy realized that just from being with him for this short span of time.

That damn curse. She wished she’d stopped him from bidding on the ring. She wished he hadn’t gotten hurt by the rejection. If she hadn’t needed the money for attorney fees and to pay off her mother’s debts, she would have held on to the rings so no one else would have to endure the pain and suffering those diamonds brought on. And it became obvious to her that the limousine and the private yacht, stocked with champagne and aphrodisiacs, were meant for the newly engaged couple. She should have realized it from the beginning, but being with Carter made her fuzzy-brained.

“Seriously, I’m really sorry, Carter.”

He nodded and stared into her eyes. “You wanna know something? Meeting you tonight was just the dose of reality I needed. You helped me forget how gawd awful I felt walking out of that restaurant. You may have helped me just as much as I helped you.”

“I doubt that, but it’s nice of you to say.”

“It’s true, darlin’.” Carter faced the water again and blew out a deep breath. “Man, I’m ready to get on home to Wild River. It’s no secret I don’t like the city.”

“This city in particular?”

“New York especially, but I don’t like any place where skyscrapers block the sunsets. Where you can’t walk down a street without being crammed and bumped. I like wide open spaces. And we have a lot of that in Wild River. It’s peaceful there. A man can think.”

Macy closed her eyes. “Mmm. Sounds like heaven.”

“Pretty close. What about you? Are you a big-city girl?”

“I kind of had to be. My mother and father were both actors. I grew up around glamour and glitz. But with that also came petty jealousy, vanity and overindulgence. So, no. I don’t like big cities. For me, when I go back to Los Angeles, I’ll be facing the same kind of scrutiny. Different reporters hounding me, but with the same agenda. I won’t have a moment of real privacy. I dread it already.”

“There’s no place you can go to hide out?”

Macy shook her head. She’d authorized the money from the auction to pay off her mother’s debts and to pay attorney fees to settle her lawsuits. She didn’t have the money or the means to take off to an exotic port where she wouldn’t be recognized. “Not really.”

Carter was quiet for a few minutes as the yacht rocked gently, cruising by Ellis Island. Beams of light from the Statue of Liberty glistened along the water’s surface. Carter’s musky scent traveled on the breeze. Standing so close to him, Macy felt immeasurably safe and protected. The feeling wouldn’t last. Soon, she’d have to face reality.

She sighed and let the wind whip at her face.

When she opened her eyes, Carter was staring at her, his expression determined. “Why not come to Wild River with me?”

“Wh-what?”

“You can hide out there for as long as you want. I have a big house and thousands of acres. Nobody’ll know you’re there.”

“I, uh…uh…”

“You can leave with me on the red-eye. We’ll be in Texas at breakfast and having lunch at Wild River before noon.”

It sounded like heaven, but Macy couldn’t just fly off with a stranger. Could she? She didn’t know much about him, other than he was wealthy, handsome, honorable and kind.

Oh boy. She’d just answered her own question. But could she really do this? Could she really run away from her troubles for a while? With Carter? What did she have waiting for her in L.A. anyway? She’d have to figure out her future soon, but she hadn’t been able to think of much else but getting through the auction. It had consumed her thoughts and sapped her spirit. Now she’d been offered a brief respite. “I don’t really know y-”

“Look, up until a few hours ago, I was in love with a woman and ready to be married. This is purely an offer with no strings attached. I won’t be sneaking into your room at night.”

Why not? Didn’t he find her appealing? A nervous laugh escaped. “Oh, I wasn’t thinking you would.”

His tone turned serious. “Just so you know, I’m offering you a place to stay, period. It’s up to you. Soon as we’re off this yacht, I’m making arrangements to get back to Wild River. The invitation is yours if you want to take it.”

Because that seemed to be what Carter McCay did. He saved people. And Macy had a big decision to make. Does she go home to Hollywood and face the photographers, the disruptions to her privacy and the bellyaches, or fly off with the sexy cowboy of her dreams?

Shouldn’t be such a hard decision.

But Macy wasn’t like Tina Tarlington in that respect. She didn’t usually do things by the seat of her pants.

Except this time.

Macy needed the peace.

She needed time to think.

She needed to get a handle on where her life was heading.

When it came right down to it, Macy didn’t need any more encouragement. She turned to Carter with a brave smile. “I’ll take it,” she said. “You won’t even know I’m there.”

* * *

Macy sat in first class with Carter on a plane nearly empty of passengers. She was heading to Texas, a place she’d visited a few times when she was a young girl. What she remembered about Dallas, Houston and Austin was that everyone was polite and the men were tall, friendly and wore cowboy hats. She’d been fascinated, tagging along with her mother when she’d begun a promotional tour for Striking Out for Texas, a Western film that eventually tanked. Her mother hadn’t been happy about it. The public had seen Tina Tarlington only as a sequin-gown-wearing glamour queen and that’s where they wanted to keep her. A tomboyish, ponytailed Tina with a twang wasn’t big box office. Her mother had faulted the director for the failure due to his lack of vision. Much to Macy’s dismay, she’d never made another Western.

Macy’s fascination with Texas cities had soon turned to disappointment. As a twelve-year-old, she’d expected to see horses roaming the range and longhorn steers grazing. The Texas she’d seen wasn’t anything like Carter McCay had described to her. Now, a shot of mental adrenaline brought on a round of excitement. She couldn’t wait to see the land Carter owned. She couldn’t wait to see Wild River Ranch.

He sat across the aisle from her, lounging in a big leather seat, his long legs stretched out in front of him. With his eyes closed, she could take time to really admire him. His lashes were unfairly long. Brad Pitt dark-blond hair touched his collar, unruly for a military man but perfect for a rancher. His shoulders seemed to stretch a yard wide.

Carter wore a tan shirt now, tucked into slightly worn blue jeans, leather boots and a silver belt buckle with the initials W.R. She assumed the initials were for the ranch, Wild River. Macy had seen Carter only in dress clothes, but it didn’t take her long to figure out he’d look good in anything he wore. The hat, now covering half his face in a downward tilt, was a constant. On Carter, it wasn’t a fashion accessory-it belonged on top of his head.

His eyes snapped alert, and he turned his head her way. Caught staring at him, she darted a glance to the overhead compartment, refusing to look into his eyes.

“What’s that I heard about a nude scene?”

Oh boy. Macy’s heart pumped double time. She’d hoped he hadn’t picked up on that comment from the dozens being leveled at her earlier. “It’s…nothing.”

Carter, apparently done with his little nap, turned his body to face her completely. The full force of his gaze was nothing to sneeze at. “That so? You gonna make me look it up online?”

Macy’s mouth fell open. “You’d do that?”

Carter’s eyes lit with mischief. “So, it is something.”

“Nothing I want to talk about.”

“I’m not a fan of computers, Macy. But I use them when I need to.”

“Trust me. You don’t need to know.”

His lips twisted into a frown and Macy thought about how he’d come to her rescue. How, he’d offered her a place of refuge. She supposed she owed him some sort of explanation.

“Oh, all right. I was doing a movie. It wasn’t a big role or anything, just this little independent film about five women stranded on an island together. I had this scene where…”

Carter leaned forward, his gaze sweeping over her in a way he’d never done before. As if he was just noticing her as a woman. A tremor quaked through her belly, making her extremely queasy.

“Go on,” he said, his brows lifting expectantly.

Sure, mention five females and nudity in the same breath, and suddenly men begin actually listening to women. She took a swallow. “Well, there was this one scene where I was to be bathing naked in this tropical lake and, uh…”

“And?”

“Well, you get the picture, right?”

Carter swept his gaze over her again. This time, with more heat than she’d expected from a jilted man. His hazel eyes darkened. “I’m beginning to.”

She’d wanted those words back the second she’d said them. Goodness, she wasn’t asking him to picture her naked, yet the gleam in his eyes was enough to make her faint.

She pressed on. “Well, I chickened out. I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t allow millions of people to see me in my birthday suit. The studio offered a body double, but everyone would still think it was me anyway. So…” She wished she didn’t have to reveal such a humiliating experience to him. “I, uh, refused to do it. I sort of had a tantrum about it.” Lessons learned from her mother. “Finally, they rewrote the scene without the nudity. Needless to say, I made a lot of people unhappy.”

Carter leaned back in his seat and nodded, and that awkward awareness between them was gone. “You stuck to your principles.”

“I should have never agreed to it in the first place.”

“Yeah, well. Hindsight can be a bitch. We do things we’re thinking are right at the time, only to find out later how wrong we were.”

From the regret in his voice, Macy knew he was speaking about his own situation. She lowered her tone and gave him a soft smile. “I’m sorry about what happened yesterday with your-”

“Jocelyn?” He shifted his gaze to look out the window. “Yeah, I didn’t see that coming. I’m not sure what happened there, but I guarantee you I won’t let it happen again. I’ve got my guard up now.”

Macy nibbled on her lower lip. “You know, you can throw me off your property anytime you want. If you regret inviting me to stay at your place and would rather be alone, I’d understand.”

He faced her. “Don’t worry, Macy. Like I said, I’ve got ten thousand acres. You won’t get in my way. And I won’t get in yours. I don’t live with regrets. So don’t you worry your head off about me. Is it a deal?”

Macy smiled, more assured now. “It’s a deal.”

Three

The second Carter planted his boots down on Texas soil, he felt better. He’d been gone only a few days, but he was damn grateful to be back on his own land. Coming home to Wild River never got old.

Jocelyn had bruised him, and he couldn’t quite shake the feeling. He’d never asked a woman to marry him before. He’d never had the inclination. Jocelyn had reeled him in like a sucker, and just when he thought things were going great, she’d tossed him back into the water to fish for someone else.

Macy had been bruised, too. Her circumstances were different, but when he’d spotted her outside the restaurant, he’d seen a look of pain and disbelief in her eyes. He’d felt a kinship with her that, even now, he couldn’t truly define. It was the reason he’d invited her to Wild River.

He glimpsed his fifteen-room house and breathed in the earthy scent of range and cattle before he turned from the car to reach for Macy’s hand. She slid her palm into his and climbed out of her seat, as graceful as a doe, to stand beside him. “You ready for a slice of heaven?”

Those violet eyes of hers swept the Wild River vista and a little sigh escaped her lips. Carter’s chest puffed out some at her thunderstruck look. “Oh, it’s stunning, Carter.”

Carter had worked with an architect to give his home just the right mixture of down-home comfort and modern-day style. The result, much to his satisfaction, turned out to be a wood and stone structure with bay windows and skylights. Stone pilings and wrought-iron fencing surrounded the grounds. Beyond the house lay the outer buildings that made up the ranch itself, with corrals, barns and feed shacks.

“No tall skyscrapers blocking out the sunrise here.” He glanced eastward toward the orange blast of light lifting from the land in midday splendor. “Every room at the back of the house has a big window facing east. Same goes for sunsets for the rooms facing west.”

“And I bet you make sure you see the sun rise every day.”

“I’m up at the crack of dawn.”

Macy’s eyes rolled at his clichéd response. “Just like a regular cowpoke.”

He chuckled. Damn, but it felt good being home. “I’m a businessman, but I’m a rancher first. You gotta love the land and all that goes with it.”

“I’m feeling better already. I think I’m going to like it here,” she said softly, and Carter didn’t doubt it. His land had everything.

A four-legged ball of fur shot out of the barn, wagging its tail around and around like a jet propeller, and raced straight for Macy. Her face lit up. “Oh, isn’t he cute.”

“Say hi to Rocky. He sort of runs the place.”

Carter lowered down at the same time Macy did and their hands touched as they stroked the dog’s blond coat.

“Hello, Rocky,” Macy said with reverence.

“You like dogs?” he asked.

“What’s not to like? I had a dog once.” Her eyes grew distant and she sucked in a breath, shuddering. “My, uh, dad accidentally ran Queenie over. She died. It was awful.”

“That’s rough. Rocky here had a brush with death not too long ago.”

Macy kept vigilant, stroking the top of Rocky’s head and shoulders, and the darn dog was lapping it all up. “What happened?”

“There was a fire.”

“Oh no!”

“Yeah, Rocky almost didn’t make it.”

“Oh,” Macy said, intent on the dog. “Did you rescue Rocky, too?”

Carter grunted and rose to his full height. “In more ways than one.” But he wasn’t going there today. He didn’t want to ruin his good mood thinking about Riley McCay, his alcoholic father, and the dog he couldn’t care for. He turned to Henry, his foreman, who’d been giving Carter strange stares since he’d picked them up at the airport. Henry didn’t know what to make of Macy. He’d expected to see Jocelyn standing beside Carter outside the terminal gates.

His foreman retrieved Carter’s bag and Macy’s flamingo-pink suitcases from the back end of the vehicle and set them down on the ground, with a shake of his head. Carter’s lips pulled tight to keep from chuckling at his mystified foreman’s expression. “Thanks, Henry. I’ll take Macy’s bags into the house myself. Appreciate the ride.”

Henry nodded and shot a glance to Macy.

She looked up at the same time. “Yes, thank you, Henry.”

He tipped his hat to her, got in the SUV and drove off.

“I think you’ve made a friend there,” Carter said, heaving her suitcases.

“Henry?” she quizzed, looking up.

He pointed to the golden retriever. “I was talking about the dog.”

A genuine smile lifted her lips. “I think Rocky and I are going to be good friends.”

Macy rose and followed Carter toward the house, Rocky at her heels. At least his new houseguest liked dogs. Jocelyn would hoist her nose at Rocky and claim he triggered her allergies. The two hadn’t been friends.

Not that Carter was comparing the women or anything.

After Macy gushed over the interior living area of his home, which managed to puff his chest again, he walked her down the hallway, offering her one of three bedrooms. She stuck her head inside all of them and then met him back in the hallway. “Where is your bedroom?”

Well, damn. That was right to the point. If he’d been gulping whiskey, he might have spit his liquor at that one. “The last room down the hall and to the right.” His brows knit together. “Why?”

“I appreciate you letting me hide out here, but I don’t want to invade your privacy. I’ll take the one farthest from your room.”

That made sense. “Fine.”

He set her bags down in a room with a queen-size bed, white oak furniture and a bedspread with yellow and blue flowers. Macy walked over to the window. “Looks like I get the sunsets.”

Carter sidled up next to her, and her fresh scent tickled his nose and brought memories of picking peaches on summer days. He inhaled deep and long, surprised that he hadn’t noticed her scent before. Fruit-infused soap or shampoo, or whatever the hell it was, wasn’t what he’d expected from a Hollywood actress with a legendary mother. “You won’t be disappointed. They’re mighty glorious.”

Macy sighed.

Carter’s stomach grumbled, and he didn’t apologize. He had an enormous appetite. “Ready for lunch?”

She glanced at the bed, then at him. “I, uh, I’m fine right now. You go on. I’m going to rest a little.”

“Okay, you know where the kitchen is. Henry will have made up something delicious by now. Have at it, anytime you want.”

“Henry? He’s the cook?”

Carter gave her a wry smile. Hers wasn’t an unusual reaction. Henry often surprised people. “His wife, Mara, took ill this week. Turns out, Henry’s a pretty good cook. We share duties at Wild River. But Henry doesn’t do windows, or any other cleaning. Mara does that. She’ll be back tomorrow to help clean up his mess. Oh, and feel free to use the pool, the sauna or the spa, anytime you want.”

“Thank you, Carter.”

He nodded. “Dinner’s at seven. See you then.”

Carter walked down the hallway to his room and tossed his suitcase down, then hightailed it outside to speak with Henry.

He found him in the office/tack room, just outside the barn. “Need a word with you, Henry.”

“Sure, boss. But I got some news for you, too. I didn’t want to speak in front of the lady before.”

“All right, you first.”

Henry began, “The inn over by the river got broken into while you were gone. A window was smashed and doesn’t appear that there’s any other damage. Window’s already been replaced. Thought I’d tell you. It’s not the first time it’s happened though. Bucky reported someone snooping around over there, but they’d taken off by the time he’d driven up.”

Carter rubbed at his neck. He hated the thought of anyone messing with his property. He’d been trying to decide whether to refurbish the inn or tear it down.

“I met an old guy in town the other day. He was pretty sharp and looking for work. Thought maybe he’d make a good groundskeeper. You know, someone to check the property and make sure nothing’s disturbed.”

Carter mulled it over for a second. With Macy Tarlington staying at Wild River, a little extra security wouldn’t hurt. “It’s not a bad idea, Henry. Why don’t you give him an interview and get back to me.”

“Will do. Now, what can I do for you?”

“That woman I brought here today-do you recognize her?”

Henry jerked back a bit, surprised. “Should I?”

Relieved, Carter gave a shake of the head. “Maybe not. It’s good that you don’t, actually. But Mara might.”

And Carter spent the next ten minutes explaining to his foreman about Macy and how important it was to keep her identity a secret. Carter didn’t think any of the ranch hands would recognize the daughter of a Hollywood legend since Macy had kept herself under the radar until recently, but their wives and girlfriends might. It was a chance they’d have to take. For the most part, folks kept to themselves, and for as long as he could, he’d make sure Macy got some privacy on his ranch.

* * *

Macy glanced around the room that would be her sanctuary and shook her head. “You are plum crazy, girl,” she muttered, picking up Carter’s Texas drawl. “Coming to live with the tall, tan, too-good-to-be-true Texan.”

She flopped onto the bed and grabbed a pillow, hugging it to her chest. She’d been lured to Wild River by her own curiosity and a brand-new sense of adventure. But while that was all true, she hadn’t been completely honest with Carter about the diamond ring he’d bought at auction, and as a result he’d become the diamond’s latest victim. She couldn’t blame him for being bitter and cautious now about relationships. Macy felt the same way. She’d seen her mother fall in love three times, and all three times had been a disaster.

She no longer believed in love or happily-ever-afters. She didn’t know too many couples who’d sustained their marriages more than a decade. And living in Hollywood, she’d known the truth about the few long-term marriages, too. It seemed that no one was happy for long. Very few of those marriages had held firm to their commitment.

Sad but true.

Giving in to fatigue, Macy relaxed back on the bed and closed her eyes. To hell with unpacking. She wasn’t going to be pragmatic now. She was taking a break from reality. No lawyers right now. No tabloids. No worry about saying the wrong thing. No one hounding her.

A sudden movement on her bed startled her, and the scent of rawhide followed. She snapped her eyes open. She’d been wrong. She was being hounded, but she didn’t mind the nuzzling. She could get used to this. “Hello, Rocky.”

The dog curled his body next to hers and laid his head down. She looked into his big caramel eyes and smiled. Carter had been right. His ranch had everything.

An hour later, refreshed from her nap, Macy showered and changed into fresh clothes, a pair of white jeans and an indigo tank top. Her hair was still wet when she drew it back into a ponytail. Five minutes in the Texas heat would dry it.

She thought better about stepping into flip-flops and opted for her Nikes. Carter had given her half an hour to pack before the car had come for her at the hotel. As it was, she’d packed only enough clothes to last her through a short stay in New York, and not too much was suitable for ranch living.

“Guess I’m going to do some shopping while I’m here,” she muttered to Rocky.

The dog wagged his tail at the sound of her voice. He hadn’t left her side since he’d plopped onto the bed. They’d enjoyed the nap together, and he’d sat outside the shower door while she was cleaning up.

Macy grinned at him. “You want to show me around after lunch?”

Another tail wag.

Macy found the kitchen easily. It wasn’t hard to miss, and it was definitely Texas-size with wood beamed ceilings, homey tiled counters and a table big enough for a small army. She rummaged through the double-door refrigerator, coming up with brisket and swiss cheese. She was too hungry to go to any more trouble than throwing a sandwich together. She slapped mustard on sourdough bread and made quick work of eating her lunch. Every so often, she’d pull off a piece of beef and toss it to Rocky.

He gobbled it without chewing.

“No doubt he’ll be your friend for life.”

She spun around so fast, her ponytail whipped her cheek. She found Carter leaning against the kitchen doorway, staring at her. He flicked his gaze over her in one sweep and then focused on Rocky, but it was enough to freeze all movement in her chest. She cleared her throat and wondered when she’d stop reacting to him this way. “Oh, I’m sorry. Maybe I shouldn’t be feeding him this, uh-”

Carter sauntered into the kitchen. “He eats anything.” He grabbed a beer out of the refrigerator and offered her one.

“No, thanks.”

“And refuses nothing. At least, I’ve never seen my father’s dog deny himself a meal of any kind.”

“Good to note.”

“Out of necessity,” he added. “He wasn’t always fed.”

“Oh.” The dog used to belong to Carter’s father. Macy connected the dots. They stood facing each other and she watched Carter’s throat work, swallowing a gulp of beer. “I’ll just clean up my mess and get out of here.”

Carter had the beer to his lips again and stopped from sipping to eye her over the bottle. “You know, we’re bound to bump into each other. You don’t have to run off. The kitchen is big enough for both of us.”

Not from where she was standing. Whenever Carter entered a room, he commanded all the space and Macy saw nothing else. “Gotcha.”

“Where are you going anyway?”

“Just exploring. I thought I’d stretch my legs and take a walk.”

He blinked and a look of concern crossed his features. “I should probably go with you the first time.” He gulped down the rest of his beer.

“You think I’ll get lost?”

“It’s a big ranch.”

“I’m a big girl.” She pulled out her phone. “I’ve got GPS.”

He clearly didn’t find her amusing. “Come with me,” he said. Thankfully, he didn’t take her hand. It was one thing to hold his hand when they were running down an alley to safety, and another altogether while alone in his big, gorgeous house. She followed him to his bedroom and waited at the doorway while he searched through a walk-in closet. He pulled a red plaid shirt off a hanger and she noted how he scrutinized it for a long few seconds. Macy noticed a few other female things hanging in his closet before he turned to her. “Here you go.”

She balked at wearing Jocelyn’s clothes and shook her head. “No, thanks.”

“You don’t want to wear it?” Carter’s voice rose in question.

“Not my style.” She didn’t want anything to remind him of the woman who’d jilted him. Why add insult to injury?

His gaze touched on the small cleavage exposed by her tank top, and silently she drew a breath. “Fair enough. Soon as I can, I’m gonna give this stuff to charity anyway. You got anything to wear besides white jeans?” He focused on her pants, and Macy’s throat nearly constricted. “Those will stick out like a sore thumb around here.”

“I wasn’t planning on ranch living when I packed for New York.”

“I’ll take you into town to get some clothes tomorrow. Maybe some boots, too.”

He reached into his closet again and came up with a tan-colored felt hat. He set it onto her head. “This is one of mine,” he said, giving her a solid look. “Pretty good disguise, too. Those long curls of yours are bound to cause attention.”

Macy tucked her hair under the hat.

He gave her a look of approval. “Put on your shades, and we’re good to go.”

* * *

Macy stood in the center of a broken-down gazebo and swirled around with her arms outstretched. A joyous smile lifted her lips. If she flung her hat into the air, it would be reminiscent of Mary Tyler Moore’s famous opening scene, and Macy would do it if Carter wasn’t standing a short distance away, watching her every move.

Yes, the gazebo was broken down, the pristine white paint chipped from age and neglect, with much of the structure unsupported. But the floor would make a good-size stage, and the grounds themselves could be amazing with a little tender loving care.

Right now, the actress in her envisioned young children sitting on the gazebo’s wooden steps, cold reading, learning techniques to perform upon the stage.

Rocky sat on dry grass, watching her, too. “It’s perfect,” she whispered, reluctant to leave, her mind spinning with possibilities. Carter waited at the back door of the inn. He’d taken her here to show her the seventy-year-old structure that was also abused by neglect. The relic sat one mile into McCay property, and before they’d gotten inside, Macy had spotted the gazebo that drew her like a magnet.

She glanced at Carter, who was waiting and watching her. “Okay, Rock. Looks like we have to go.”

When she reached Carter, he gestured toward the gazebo. “I’m thinking about tearing it down.”

“No! You can’t do that.”

Carter’s brows furrowed at her outburst. “Why not?”

“It’s wonderful, that’s why not. It could be grand again with a little work.”

“It’s dangerous. It won’t hold in a storm.”

“Can it be braced?”

Carter scoffed at that, and Macy thought he was being unreasonable. But what did it matter anyway? She wouldn’t be teaching here, or anyplace else for that matter.

Carter showed her around the six-bedroom inn that had come with the land he’d purchased as an expansion of his uncle’s original property. Macy had to give him credit for being a self-made man. He’d taken an old run-down ranch and built an empire.

Already, in the half day she’d been here, she had seen how different his life was than the flaky phoniness of Hollywood. They were worlds apart.

Carter showed her the dilapidated upstairs bedrooms. Five of the rooms were dusty, the walls a mess of stained old wallpaper and filthy warped floors. Just as he was about to lead her down the staircase again, Macy pointed to one room at the end of the hallway. “Wait, Carter. What’s in there?”

Carter hesitated, his expression closed off. Before he could answer, Macy, too curious for her own good, walked toward the door and pushed it open. She poked her head inside. “Oh wow. This is…amazing.” She turned to him in surprise. “It’s completely refurbished.”

He frowned. “I know. It’s just one room.”

Macy glanced at the freshly painted walls, the king-size bed decorated with a brown silk comforter and the polished wood floors. “It’s a picture of what the whole house could look like.”

Carter’s mouth twisted again, as if he’d bitten into a sour lemon. “Yeah, well, we’ll see.”

He turned and started for the stairs.

Macy closed the door softly and followed him downstairs, a dozen questions filling her mind.

They wound up in the kitchen. Cobwebs in the corner of the ceilings made her arms itch. Carter stood by a bay window, looking out. “Do you think it’s worth fixing up?”

“Yes, of course. It’s full of charm.”

He shrugged. “For some, it’s charming. For others, it’s old and run-down, just like a lot of places around here.”

Panic rose in her throat. “You’re not seriously thinking about destroying this place?”

“It’s an eyesore on the property.”

Macy doubted that. The house wasn’t set on the highway, but deep into Carter’s land. No one could find the place, much less see it, unless they were searching for it. “With a little time and effort, the house could really shine. You could open it to the public and rent out rooms or use it as a guesthouse.”

He contemplated for a few moments, then gave her a nod, as if her opinion mattered. “I’ll think about it.”

They left the inn and walked along the river’s edge. Macy let the peace and calm settle into her bones. The quiet surge of the water glistening under the Texas sun soothed and filled her with ease.

“This is exactly what I needed,” she whispered.

“Wild River does that.” It was a statement of fact, one that wasn’t up for interpretation. Carter truly loved this place.

Cottonwoods shaded them as they strolled on, Rocky at Carter’s heels. She felt safe here, out in the middle of nowhere, living with a stranger. Carter had hardly known her before offering up his home, and with him by her side, Macy felt protected.

“I’m glad you invited me here,” she said, holding back another round of thanks. She didn’t want to sound like a broken record.

He looked toward the river, his eyes squinting against the rays of sunlight. “Stay as long as you need, Hollywood.”

She chuckled at the nickname, not sure she liked it yet. She wasn’t the clichéd Hollywood type, but then, as she gazed at herself in the water’s reflection, she could see his point. Everything about her spoke of disguise and fraud.

In her heart, Macy knew who she really was, but she hadn’t been allowed to follow her own dreams, not when she was busy living her mother’s.

Now, she was at a crossroads, unsure where to turn.

She vowed she wouldn’t let it get her down.

Not while she was living at Wild River.

She was on vacation…from life.

* * *

After dinner, Carter left Macy to her own devices, needing to get something off his chest. Or at least, get an explanation from his cousin. At Brady’s house on the outskirts of town he climbed out of his Jeep, slamming the door closed. He glanced at the front entrance and drew a deep breath. Having to admit being rejected wasn’t easy, but under these circumstances, it really burned.

No one answered his knocking. But the scent of a fired-up grill drew him to the backyard. He found Brady on his deck cooking a steak. Smoke ruffled the heavy air as he met his cousin’s inquisitive stare.

“Hey, Carter. Didn’t expect to see you so soon. Thought maybe you’d be out making wedding plans.” He poked at his steak with a long-pronged fork and turned it over.

Carter’s mouth twisted. “That’s not happening. She turned me down.”

Brady set his barbecue fork onto the side of the grill and snapped up his head. “She did?”

Carter leveled him a direct look. “Thought maybe you’d know why.”

Brady’s brows gathered tight. “Me? How should I know? Didn’t she give you a reason?”

Carter paced behind Brady, carefully choosing his words. He’d always been close to Brady, and he trusted him. The man had scruples and had brought himself up from poverty to become quite successful in commercial real estate. Carter wasn’t accusing him of anything, but a man had a right to know what end was up. “She did. But I’d like to know what you’ve got to say about it.”

His cousin moved his steak to the side of the grill, taking it away from the heat, and turned to him. “You have dinner yet?”

“I have. And I’ll leave you in peace to eat yours once we talk about this.”

“Hey, I’m sorry Jocelyn turned you down, but I gotta say…”

Brady hesitated and Carter pressed him. “Say what?”

“Fine, I’ll tell you, since you’re intent on knowing the truth. I don’t care for the woman, but I kept my mouth shut after you two started dating. She visited Regina time and again and was always bad-mouthing the old lady. Like her grandmother was a burden or something. Regina loves that girl something fierce, and it pained me to see it. Don’t get me wrong-Jocelyn’s pretty and all, and I suppose she has some nice qualities. Obviously, you thought so. I believed it was just me thinking she was uppity. She was forever coming over here, asking me to help her with Regina. Not that I minded helping the old lady, but Jocelyn had a way about her that put me off.”

Relieved, Carter took it all in. “You didn’t tell me any of this.”

“I didn’t think it was getting serious between you. I mean, Jocelyn made it seem-”

“What?”

With a shake of his head, Brady refused him an answer. “Nothing. She doesn’t matter. How’re you doing with all this? You were fixed on marrying her and settling down. Man, I hate to say this, but you’re probably better off.”

Carter glared at him, hating to hear the truth.

“I’m sorry. But you asked.” Brady went inside the house and returned with two beers in his hands. “Here you go. Drown your sorrows.”

Carter’s mouth twisted. He grabbed the bottle. “According to you, I should be celebrating.”

Brady took a swig and nodded. “We’ve always been honest with each other.”

Carter lifted the bottle to his mouth, tilted his head way back and guzzled half of the beer in one huge gulp. “True. Man, this is tough, but I got to tell you why she broke it off with me.”

Brady began shaking his head. “No, you don’t. Not if it’s personal, you don’t.”

“It involves you, Brady. I have to so you and I will be square. I don’t want anything coming between us. Hell, you’re all the family I got.”

“Not true. You have Riley.”

Carter blew that notion off, swearing an oath.

“He’s your father,” Brady said.

“As I said, you’re all the family I got. Getting back to Jocelyn, it seems the whole time she was lying with me at night, she was thinking about you.”

A sharp intake of breath pulled Brady’s chest in. His voice elevated. “What?”

“She claims she’s in love with you.”

Brady began shaking his head. “That’s not possible.”

“It’s the reason she gave me, and she made no bones about it. She was clear as day. She was trying to make you jealous.” Carter waited a beat. “Were you?”

Brady set his beer down and looked him in the eye. “No. Never even occurred to me. I thought you were making a mistake, but if you two were happy, I was staying out of it.”

“Okay. I gotcha. Just had to know.”

“Man, I’m sorry.”

Carter finished the rest of his beer and cocked him a crooked smile. “For being irresistible?”

“For you getting hurt.”

He couldn’t deny he wasn’t feeling hurt, angry, betrayed and a mess of other emotions, but he’d learned his lesson. “It won’t happen again. I’m off the market for marriage now.”

Brady lowered his voice. “She really did a number on you.”

Carter’s lips twisted again. “I’ll get over it.”

It wasn’t just Jocelyn that he’d lost, but the possibility of a wife and family that, now, he wouldn’t allow to remotely enter his mind. He was through. Finished. Done. It was liberating, even through the pain.

“You can eat your supper.”

“Thanks, now that you’ve ruined my appetite.”

“Right,” Carter said without a hint of remorse. Brady’s appetite rivaled his own. That was at least a fourteen-ounce steak he was grilling up. Carter knew beef like nobody’s business.

He shook his cousin’s hand. “Stop by the house soon. I brought home a houseguest. I’d like you to meet her.”

Brady’s brows flew to his hairline. “Her? You brought a woman home from New York? Man, you don’t waste any time.”

Laughter rose up from his throat. “It’s not like that. Macy is-”

“Macy? Is she old? Fat? Ugly?”

Carter didn’t have to think twice. “Pretty, bordering on beautiful. Around twenty-six years old and shaped like a goddess-well, a slender goddess.”

“You’re kidding me, right?” Brady’s expression changed to disbelief. “This is a joke.”

“It’s no joke, but it’s not what it seems.”

Carter took the next few minutes explaining to his cousin about how he met Macy right after being dumped and the odd sort of kinship he felt toward her after seeing her being attacked by the paparazzi. She needed someone’s protection, and he’d been there. She’d been a vital distraction to his heartache, too, and he wasn’t sorry he’d asked her to stay at Wild River.

Brady scratched his head. “Okay, I’ll stop by sometime.”

“Good. Your steak’s getting cold. Eat. I’m outta here.”

Carter was almost out of Brady’s backyard when his cousin’s wry voice stopped him cold. “Wonder what Jocelyn would say if she found out you have a gorgeous female houseguest?”

Carter pivoted on his heels to face Brady. “Now, how would she find out something like that?”

“Maybe I’ll just mention it to Regina tomorrow when I’m fixing her shelves.”

He shrugged. Jocelyn wasn’t his concern anymore. But payback was a bitch. “Whatever floats your boat, cuz. Just don’t mention Macy’s name.”

Brady nodded with a wicked smile.

And then Carter was off.

Four

Soft, inky locks of hair curled at the base of Macy’s neck in damp wisps. Her attempt at piling those strands on top of her head wasn’t working too well, and the whole picture she made sitting on the lounge chair at the pool captured Carter’s attention from the kitchen doorway. Her soft shoulders were exposed and glowing golden, as was every inch of her skin but for the strip of snow-white material covering her curves in a two-piece swimsuit. His mouth had nearly dropped to the ground when she’d found that bikini at the River Rags clothing store in town a few days back.

Carter had tried to talk her out of buying the damn bikini. The point of shopping for clothes was to make her look less conspicuous, not draw any unwanted attention. But her argument had made sense. “No one will see me in it. And I love getting a good tan.”

Apparently, she hadn’t thought he’d counted.

Because he saw her wearing it, and the image wasn’t one he’d likely forget.

She looked rested, which was the plan, and she had stayed out of his hair, just as she’d promised. Trouble was, Carter had seen glimpses of her quiet pool time for three days straight and had wanted to join her.

She came from a different world, he told himself. And he’d already been burned.

Good sense had him turning away from the kitchen sliding glass door, but her inquisitive voice carried to his ears. “Is that you, Carter?”

“Uh-huh. It’s me. But don’t let me disturb you.”

“I can use some disturbing.” Her voice held a gentle ring of frustration. She closed the book and turned her pretty violet eyes on him.

He strolled outside and sat down in a wrought-iron chair in the shade three feet away from her.

“Chicken,” she said with laughter in her voice.

He unfastened the top two buttons on his shirt. “Must be ninety degrees out here. I do enough baking out on the range.”

She tilted her head to the side and then shot a glance over the deep blue waters of his massive pool and the beautiful garden surrounding it. “You could actually use your own pool, you know.”

“And ruin my cowboy image?”

A bubble of laughter escaped her throat. He laughed, too, but his focus drifted from her pretty face to honeyed California skin bathed in sunlight. Her legs were long and sleek and perfectly shaped. Her stomach flat and her breasts… Carter lifted his gaze to meet her eyes.

She flushed pink. Damn, did she expect him not to notice her killer body? His voice grew husky. “Just what kind of disturbing did you want me to do?”

“I, uh…” She gazed past the pool area and garden to the vast open spaces beyond. “I’m bored. I know it’s not your problem, and I don’t want to seem ungrateful, but besides Henry and Mara and you, I’ve had no human contact for three full days. Well, there was the shopping trip to town, but that was a quick outing and I didn’t exactly make any friends along the way, with my disguise and all. Speaking of that, I don’t think anyone around here would know me-”

“Do you know how to ride?”

Her brows gathered together. “Horses?”

He nodded slowly.

“Of course. I practically grew up riding. My father did a motion picture in Spain and we stayed at this magnificent hacienda. I was six then and I’ve been riding ever since.”

“We’ll go after dinner. At sunset.”

“Really?”

Carter scratched his head. He hadn’t been a good host. The hope in Macy’s voice was proof positive. “Just be sure to wear those cowboy duds you bought. And a hat.”

“It’ll be dark. I don’t think I’ll need a disguise.”

“It’s not for purposes of disguise.” His gaze flashed over her body in an unconcealed sweep that brought his message home.

She blinked and whispered, “Oh?”

She had to know how tempting she looked to him right now. If she hadn’t caught him watching her at the door, he would’ve marched back into his office and tried to forget the sexual awareness that had been niggling at him all week. He was still shell-shocked from Jocelyn’s deception. And Macy was a distraction to his bruised ego, but lusting after her wasn’t in the cards.

But neither of them needed any complications in their lives right now.

“Excuse me, Carter, Miss Tarlington.” Mara stood at the back doorway.

Carter was grateful for the interruption. Things were getting a little hot out here. “Hey, Mara. What can I do for you?”

“Henry’s finished with his interview. He’s impressed and would like you to meet with Mr. Fargo, if you’ve got the time today.”

“Sure, have Henry bring him into the office.”

“I plan to go home with Henry afterward, if that’s all right. Supper’s ready and keeping warm.”

“That’s fine. Thanks, Mara.”

“Okay then. I’ll be saying goodbye to both of you.”

Macy sat farther up in her chair, poking her head around him. “Bye, Mara, and remember to call me Macy.”

Mara nodded and then was gone.

Carter rose from the patio chair and glanced at Macy tying up the straps of her bathing suit top. As she tightened the drawstring, her breasts pushed together. He drew a breath quietly and excused himself.

“See you at supper, Carter,” she said.

“Right,” he muttered. He wasn’t sure which was worse, inviting Macy Tarlington to Wild River Ranch or enjoying her being here even more.

* * *

Carter sat behind his large walnut desk in an office situated on the opposite end of the living area of the house. As often as he could, he conducted business from here, rather than driving into Dallas, where he held six thousand square feet of office space for McCay’s Cattle Company. His work included more than cattle buying and selling lately. He’d diversified and had his hands in other ventures as well, but his bread and butter would always be ranching. It was his first love.

Carter met his prospective employee with a cordial smile. He believed that nothing told more about a man than the sincerity in his eyes. “I see from your résumé, Mr. Fargo, you’ve got an extensive amount of experience.”

“I’ve been around the block a few times,” he said with a twinkle in his eye.

Carter nodded, continuing to sift through his papers. “You’ve done construction, government work and teaching, among other things. What did you teach?”

Bill Fargo leaned over and looked at his paperwork upside down on Carter’s desk. He pointed to the middle of a page. “Says right on there, American history. I coached football for a few years, too.”

Carter leaned back in his seat, perusing the gray-haired man. He was well-groomed, nice looking and in his sixties. Carter liked his confidence. “I played in high school. Running back.”

Bill Fargo gave him a quick once-over. “You hold some long-term records.”

“I do.” Texas and football was like chips and dip. One’s just not good without the other. “It was a while back.”

“Nineteen hundred yards in a single season. You ran for thirteen touchdowns.”

Carter chuckled. “You did your homework.”

“I would take credit for that, but the truth is, I noseyed around town and asked about you. Seems Wild River residents don’t forget football records.”

Carter knew that for fact. “I’m curious. What else did you learn about me?”

“Ex-military. Father’s a drunk. You’re fair in your dealings and run a tight ship.”

The side of his jaw itched. Carter pressed his fingers there, scratching it and staring at the older man. He’d never had his life summed up so succinctly before. The man could have added “recently jilted by your girlfriend” to the list. “The job is for a groundskeeper. To keep watch over the land and an old structure I’m thinking about renovating. You don’t have experience in that.”

Bill Fargo crossed his arms over his slender frame and sat back in his seat. “I kept twenty boys and girls interested in history every semester. Kept a forty-man football team of teenagers from fighting, drinking and bad-mouthing authority. If I’m given a job, I do it. I’ve got some experience with firearms, too.”

Carter’s brows lifted. “I don’t doubt that.” He studied his résumé under Hobbies. “You’re a hunter.”

“That’s right.”

“Why do you want to work here?” Carter asked.

“I need work and Wild River’s a nice enough place to live.”

Carter liked the old guy. He believed he’d get an honest day’s work out of him. “Fair enough.” Carter took a second to go over his résumé once more. Henry liked him enough to recommend him, and he’d made a good impression. “Everything looks good. If you’re in agreement with the terms, you’re hired.”

Carter extended his hand and Fargo’s grip was solid and steady as they shook on it. Then they rose from their seats. “See Henry tomorrow and he’ll go over your duties. Is there anything else I can answer for you?”

“Can’t think of a thing,” Fargo said.

“Great. Then thank you for the interview.”

They said their farewells and Carter watched the older man walk out. He debated about telling him that Macy Tarlington, daughter to the legendary actress, was staying on the property. His trust went only so far, and Carter found himself protective of his new houseguest. He’d wait to see how well Bill Fargo worked out on the ranch before divulging to him Macy’s real identity.

* * *

“Thought you should know, I hired someone to keep an eye on the inn at night.”

Startled, Macy glanced up from arranging dinner plates on the kitchen table. She’d been deep in thought and hadn’t heard Carter come in.

“He’s an older man, but capable. You might see him around the ranch.”

Carter walked into the room, his deep Texas drawl drifting over her. He moved with lazy grace, his boots clicking on the stone floor until he was right beside her.

“I, uh, I thought it was safe here.”

“Usually it is. Nothing like this has happened before. Must’ve been some kids looking to get into mischief. A window was broken. Not a big deal. But being that you’re here now, couldn’t hurt to have some extra security.”

“Extra? What else do you have besides the fences and gates?”

She gazed into his clear hazel eyes. He smelled good, like raw earth and musk. He gave her a sly smile. “My men. Most of them carry handguns.”

Macy swallowed hard. She came from a place where owning guns was practically politically incorrect. “Why?”

“Rattlesnakes and rustlers.”

“You’re joking?”

Carter brushed her shoulder softly when he turned to get the pitcher of iced tea out of the refrigerator. He brought it over to the table. “You wouldn’t say that if you were staring into the beady eyes of a diamondback.”

She gasped. “Have you?”

He poured iced tea into two glasses. He set one by each of their plates. “At least a dozen times.”

She rubbed the shiver out of her arms. “I hate snakes.”

“They probably don’t like us too much, either. Hazards of ranching.”

“But this place is like a resort. I mean, you’ve got lovely grounds, gardens and pools. And a tennis court.”

Carter sipped his tea. “It’s all a facade.”

“Now you are joking.” Macy nibbled on her lower lip. She’d never thought, for one moment, that she wouldn’t be safe on the ranch. “You didn’t say anything about snakes when you showed me around the grounds the other day.”

“I was watching, don’t you worry.”

She thought back to how carefree she’d felt on that walk. “But you didn’t have a gun on you.” She paused and blinked. “Did you?”

“I had a knife.” Carter smiled and walked over to the stove top. “You’re not backing out on the ride, are you?”

“Oh, uh…” The thought had crossed her mind, but Macy rarely wimped out on anything, nude scenes excluded. “No. Don’t be silly. I still want to go.” A little tremor ran through her. “You’ll be armed, right?”

He laughed. “Yeah. But just so you know, it’s kinda hard getting bit by a snake atop a horse anyway.”

She remembered the movie Snakes on a Plane. If they could get on a plane…

Carter lifted the lid on the roasting pan. Mara had left them pot roast, potatoes and steamed vegetables. He took a whiff and made a sound of satisfaction. “Mmm. You ready to eat? I’m hungry.”

“It does smell good.”

Macy redirected her focus. She couldn’t think about guns and rattlesnakes over dinner. Her mind flashed to a few hours ago when Carter had joined her at the pool. Had she mistaken his innuendo? She didn’t think so.

Surely, he was still in love with Jocelyn. Even though she’d betrayed him, losing the person you wanted to spend your entire life with had to stay with you awhile.

Her mother had never gotten over her father’s death. She’d blamed him and had been angry at him for throwing all three of their lives away so easily. There were times Macy was sure her mother hated Clyde Tarlington.

With Carter lending a helping hand, the food was dished up and they ate quietly. He didn’t talk, fuss or drink while he was dining. He gobbled up his meal quickly, as if it was his last one. She’d once heard a friend who’d come from poverty say that eating quickly was a survival habit from childhood. Food had been a luxury, and she’d never known when or if she’d get the next meal.

Macy smiled at Carter. His plate was clean, while she still had half her meal remaining. “Did you always live at the ranch?” she asked.

He leaned back in his seat and folded his arms over his middle. “No. This was my uncle’s place. I lived with him on and off, until I was twelve. Then my uncle took me in permanently and I spent my teen years here. I learned ranching from him. Back then, the house was just three bedrooms and one bath and the herd was small but sturdy. My uncle did okay. He was a good man.”

“What happened to your mom and dad?”

Carter stared at her and shook his head. For a second she didn’t think he would answer. His face filled with pain he’d tried to cover up, but she saw through it. Maybe because she’d recognized the gesture-she’d been known to conceal her own pain at times.

She was sorry she’d asked about his parents, but before she could apologize for her curiosity, Carter gave her this much. “My mom died when I was eight. I remember her fighting with my dad almost every night. She’d be crying in her bed, and I would cry, too. Riley’s selfish and weak and drove my mother to an early grave.” Carter scrubbed his jaw, thinking and staring out the window. “He’s a drunk. Has always been a drunk.”

Those words hit home. She’d heard them spoken too often when her father was alive. The sick feeling she’d had as a kid invaded Macy’s stomach now. She wondered if Carter had had those very same feelings as a boy. She’d gathered he and his dad weren’t close. But she’d never guessed that she and Carter would have so much in common. “I get it.”

Carter shook his head hard. “Doubtful, Hollywood.”

“No, I mean I really get it. My father drove his car into a tree ten years ago. He was drunk out of his mind. He’d won big at the off-track betting venue and was celebrating hard. He was a drinker and a gambler. Back then, Clyde Tarlington’s death was big news. Surely, you’ve heard about it.”

Carter shrugged and shook his head. “I was overseas at the time. Was it hard on you?”

She nodded. “The worst. My mother went into a deep depression and couldn’t really deal with me. I was sixteen at the time.”

“That’s a tough age.”

“Tell me about it.”

Carter’s chair scraped stone as he pushed back and rose from his seat. Clearly, he was done with this conversation. “Hey, Duke and Honey are waiting for us. And they need the exercise as much as we need to clear our heads. You ready?”

“I’ve got my boots on, don’t I?” She kicked up one foot to show it off.

Carter glanced at the boots she’d bought in town the other day. Then he skimmed his eyes over blue jeans and the plain white shirt she wore and gave a nod of approval. “Let’s ride.”

Five

Her butt was sore, but she wouldn’t complain just yet. Honey was a true honey of a horse, a palomino that stood fifteen hands high, golden blond in color and tempered with a sweet nature. Carter had picked the right horse for her.

He did everything really well, it seemed, and it was beginning to grate on her nerves. How could a man be so perfect? He had to have some flaws. Please, dear heaven, let him have some flaws.

Because from where she sat right now, with Carter in the lead, leaning back in the saddle, comfortable and relaxed on Duke, the black stallion that Carter had broken himself, and a tan Stetson riding low on his forehead, she didn’t see one darn flaw.

Macy had dated some good-looking men over the years. Some of them were actually nice and some had treated her fairly well. But none of them had panned out. Ultimately, it wasn’t their flaws that had turned her off. What it always seemed to boil down to was Macy’s world-famous mother. They’d been more interested in dating Tina Tarlington’s daughter than getting to know Macy as an individual. Dating a Tarlington had been their key motivation, and as soon as Macy had figured it out, she dumped them. She wanted a man who saw her for herself, not someone more impressed by who had signed her birth certificate.

Was that too much to ask?

Duke took off at a trot and Honey followed. Macy tried to seat herself firmly on the saddle for the ride, but her butt bumped hard leather so often, she winced in pain, gritting her teeth. She had a death grip on the reins, and luckily Carter didn’t look back to see her ridiculous attempt at riding. After a few minutes, Carter brought his horse to an even gait, and Honey slowed, too. Macy finally caught her breath. She was sure her rear end would never be the same. She called out, “Can we stop soon?”

Carter turned around to look at her.

“I, uh, I wanted to see that part of the river.” She pointed to a nondescript piece of land along the bank.

She heard a slight chuckle rise up from his throat. “It’s no different than any other part of the river, but sure. If you need to stop, we will.”

“I don’t need to stop. I want to.”

“Right.”

Carter led the way, guided by a descending blaze of sunshine. The rays lent a pinkish hue to the land and gleamed over the water. The air was heavy but the water invited. Macy’s horse automatically followed Duke, and within minutes-and Macy was counting-they reined in their horses. Carter swung his leg over the stallion and dismounted, gaining his footing easily in one fluid motion. He gave his horse a pat on the back then strolled over to her. Macy tried to duplicate his dismount, but her boot connected with the horse’s rump and Honey jostled slightly. Macy lost her balance, kicked the horse’s rump again and hung on to the saddle horn for dear life.

Carter was there to grab her before she fell to the ground. “Whoa, hang on.” His velvet voice slid over her.

Macy found herself in Carter’s arms, pressed against the hard planes of his chest as he lowered her. The toes of her boots touched the ground first, and she was sandwiched between Honey and the hunky cowboy. Her heart skidded to a stop. And it pissed her off. Darn him. He’d rescued her again. She stared into his eyes. It was a mistake. Instead of finding desire, she saw amusement twinkle in his eyes.

“Maybe you’re not as good with horses as you think you are.”

She removed her arms from his neck and gave him a little shove. “I am. I’ve been riding a long time.”

“When was the last time?” he asked, unfazed by her push.

“Oh, um. Let’s see.” She pondered a moment and then remembered. “It was three or four years ago.”

Carter pushed his hat farther up on his forehead and stared.

“Maybe five or six years ago.”

He held her gaze.

“Okay, it’s been about eight years ago, at least.”

Carter’s voice was smooth as silk. “Seems like I’ve forgotten more than you know about horses.”

She was still smarting from being held tightly in his arms. “Not true. I’m just rusty.”

Carter turned his back on her and she immediately rubbed her rump, trying to press out the knots and ease the sore spots. She was sure her bottom was raw.

“Remind me to give you a balm I’ve got back at the house. It’ll fix your pretty little butt all up.”

He whipped his head around and caught her just as she was removing her hand from her behind. He laughed.

“You’re enjoying this too much, Carter McCay.”

“I can honestly tell you, I am.”

He moved to the riverbank and bent to pick up a pebble. She saw him toss it far, skipping over water that was motionless. Ripples interrupted the calm and swept out in a large circle. It was soothing to watch.

“Doesn’t look like a wild river to me.”

“Not tonight it’s not. But it can be. Sometimes, the river fools you. It can become deadly when you least expect it.”

The sun faded on the horizon. Dusk was Macy’s favorite time of day, and they stood there quietly for a while as the light finally ebbed entirely.

“I like it here,” she said aloud.

Carter swiveled his head and their gazes met. “I knew you would.”

“But I can’t face another day of lounging around. I’m learning something about myself.”

“What’s that?”

“I don’t relax well. I need something to do.” The idea had come to her today when she’d been bored out of her mind. She’d been mulling it over ever since. She couldn’t expect Carter to entertain her every day. He had a business to run. And she promised him she wouldn’t be a burden. The solution would benefit them both. “Carter, you can tell me no, and I wouldn’t blame you at all, but I’d like to help you fix up the inn. I could use a project. And my services come cheap. I’m…free.”

Carter didn’t hesitate to answer. “No.”

“Why not?”

“I haven’t decided about the inn yet.”

“But, it’s perfect. You can’t still be thinking of tearing it down? Tell me you changed your mind about that.”

“I can’t tell you that. I’m not ready to make that decision.”

Macy crossed her arms so hard they jammed into her ribs. She eyed him carefully. “So that’s it.”

“I didn’t say that.”

It wasn’t what she’d meant. He was stubborn. That was his flaw. Lord have mercy. She almost did a happy dance, right there on the riverbank, under the moonlight. Carter was a stubborn mule.

She laughed and he sent her a look of astonishment. “Why are you laughing?”

She lifted a shoulder. “No reason,” she fibbed. Now she had a valid reason to hold on to when his image flashed through her mind at night right before she dozed off to sleep.

The cowboy wasn’t perfect.

What a relief.

He leaned close, skeptical. “You’re not going to argue with me about it?”

“Oh, I definitely will. I’m pretty relentless when I think I’m right.”

He frowned. “Which is most of the time, I take it.”

She smiled wide. “Of course.”

* * *

“Bye, Mara, and thanks again for lunch earlier,” Macy called out by the front doorway.

“You’re very welcome,” Mara answered from the kitchen.

Macy exited the house, looking like a country girl in Carter’s felt hat and a new pair of blue jeans. Late-afternoon sunshine made her squint, and she immediately plopped sunglasses onto the bridge of her nose. Marching past the corrals, she saw Henry speaking with one of the men. She waved to him and he tipped his hat then she turned her attention to the road leading to the inn.

Macy had met a few of the ranch hands over the past few days, and no one seemed to recognize her or make her feel out of place. They’d greet her with a smile or wave and then go about their business. Wild River seemed so remote and out of touch with the world she’d known that Macy felt completely at ease here.

Too much at ease. The walk would do her good. She was getting cabin fever, and her restlessness couldn’t be bottled up for much longer. With Carter gone all day on business in Dallas, there was only so much reading and sunbathing a girl could do.

Rocky raced out of the stables and caught up to her, his tongue hanging out of his mouth in a dog smile. “Hey, Rock. You’ll keep me safe from the snakes, right?”

He fell in step beside her. She didn’t know what she’d do without her trusty companion. He was good company for a lonely heart.

She walked briskly, hoping to burn calories, and hugged the path along the river as much as she could. She hadn’t forgotten about the snakes, but Macy wouldn’t let that stop her from taking a walk. She would tread cautiously and out in the open, avoiding brush and scrubs, keeping her eyes peeled. Mara had told her today most of the snakes on the property were harmless garden snakes. She’d lived in Wild River all of her life and had never encountered a diamondback. After that, Macy’s mind had been made up.

Carter’s longhorns were scattered on grazing land, and she could make out their horns even from this distance away. As she headed in the opposite direction of the herd, toward the inn, the powerful scent of cattle hide and dung faded.

“Your master is being stubborn, letting that wonderful house go to waste.”

She was drawn to the inn and hadn’t stopped thinking about it since Carter had shown it to her days ago. She’d hounded him every day about letting her refurbish it, but he wouldn’t relent. Something was holding him back, and he wasn’t talking.

She reached the inn unscathed and thanked Mara again for giving her encouragement. Rocky followed her inside and she walked around the dusty downstairs rooms again, envisioning the place in its heyday, when guests had stayed here. The parlor would have been lush, with velvet drapes and tufted chairs, the carpets woven in intricate patterns. Sidebars would have held the finest china and cut crystal. The place would have resembled a Texas palace. “It’s such a shame,” she whispered, her shoulders slumping.

Macy walked outside and found herself on the gazebo again, in the center of her would-be stage. With the river just yards away and giant oak trees lending shade to the area, creativity could blossom here. It was a place of inspiration.

A noise behind the trees startled her. Something was shuffling around. Rocky barked and fear froze her. The dog nestled between her legs, protecting her, his bark higher pitched now and more emphatic. Images of a big, eight-foot-long snake creeping its way through the hedges flashed in her mind.

She sunk down to her knees, holding on to Rocky, madly searching for the creature to appear. Her heart in her throat, she asked, “Who’s th-there?”

A man stepped out from behind a cropping of trees. “Sorry, ma’am. I didn’t mean to scare you.” The man shot Rocky a smile and the dog quieted.

He approached slowly, speaking with a kind voice. “I’m Bill Fargo. Mr. McCay hired me to look after the grounds.”

Macy breathed a sigh of relief and rose from her crouched position. The man wore a shirt and trousers the same hue as his thick gray hair. It wasn’t exactly a uniform, but it came close enough. “Oh.”

“Who are you?” he asked.

Macy stared at him.

“Sorry, ma’am.” He softened his tone. “I’m just doing my job.” He really did appear apologetic.

“My name is Macy. I’m Mr. McCay’s houseguest. I thought Carter said you were to be working at night?”

He turned his wrist and glanced at his watch. “From four in the afternoon until midnight.”

“Did you follow me here?”

He shook his head. “No. Just happened along at the same time. Is that your dog?”

“No, Rocky is Mr. McCay’s dog.”

Bending to Rocky’s level, Fargo put out his hand. Rocky crept over to him and carefully sniffed his fingers. “He’s a good watchdog.”

The dog stopped sniffing, tilted his head and licked the man’s hand. Macy sighed. So much for Rocky protecting her. “He’s a pussycat.”

Bill Fargo chuckled. “In Rocky’s defense, he knows I’m not a threat.” The man rose to meet her level gaze. He stood a head taller and looked quite fit but for a slight belly bulge. “It’s a great place. I’ve been exploring.”

“I agree. I’m sort of drawn to this place.”

“Well, nice to meet you, Macy. I guess I’ll be seeing you around. Next time, I hope I won’t frighten you.”

“And next time I won’t picture a reptile crawling through the bushes, ready to have me for a snack.”

The man walked off smiling, and Macy entered the house again. She climbed the stairs and went straight into the one bedroom that had been completed. The last time she was here, Carter had rushed her out of it, but now she had time to look around. She wondered if Jocelyn had a hand in decorating this room. Had it been her project? Had she convinced Carter to let her fix it up right before she’d dumped him?

From the window, she noted oak and cottonwood trees forming a backdrop that defined the perimeter of the backyard. Sunlight danced through the branches, casting a feathery glow of light and shadows over the grounds. The gazebo in the center of the property appeared like a valiant injured soldier trying to stand at attention.

Macy sighed.

She heard an engine’s roar and searched in the direction of the sound. It grew louder. Then a Jeep came into view, the driver a dark blond cowboy wearing a black hat.

She lost sight of him as he drove toward the front of the house. Her nerves jumped and she fumbled with a single bud vase she’d picked up. Almost dropping it, she set it back onto the nightstand with care.

Carter was here.

She reminded herself for the umpteenth time that he wasn’t on the auction block. She couldn’t bid on him and hope to win. He was off-limits for half a dozen reasons.

“Macy?” he called from downstairs, his deep rich voice curling her toes. “You in here, Hollywood?”

Rocky left her side once he heard Carter and flew down the stairs.

Macy popped her face out of the doorway. “I’m up here.”

She lowered down on the bed, her heart beating fast at the sound of Carter’s boots hitting the stairs. When he entered the room, the scent of lime and musk followed, and Macy glanced up to greet him. “Hi.”

He sat down on the bed next to her. He spoke quietly. “Hi.”

“Were you looking for me?” She didn’t know why he would be. She was making conversation.

He surprised her and nodded. “I was.”

“Why?”

He shrugged with a quizzical look. “I don’t know. Mara told me you’d gone for a walk. I figured you’d end up here.”

“You figured right. I met Bill Fargo.”

“I know. I saw him on the road. He said he nearly scared the stuffing out of you. I haven’t told him who you were, exactly. I figured it’s best to keep it quiet for now.”

“I thought he was a snake.” She sent him a withering look. “I know, I’m pathetic.”

Carter shook his head with laughter. “No, you’re not. I might have exaggerated a little about the snake problem here. Just wanted to keep you on guard, in case you might come across one.”

“Well, it’s not as if I’d go up to a snake and try to make friends.”

He rubbed his chin and held back a grin. “Then my strategy worked.”

She wanted to slug him.

He took off his hat and set it between them, then ran a hand through his hair. The ends curled up and relaxed down against his collar. Macy’s mouth went dry. The simplest gesture from him got her wheels spinning. With Carter around, her balance was always being tested. Then she remembered how stubborn he was, and the question that had been on her mind poured out. “Did Jocelyn fix up this room?”

Carter jerked back. His eyes blinked rapidly. “What?”

“I was wondering if your fiancée started work on this house?”

His mouth twisted and he rose from the bed. He strode to the window and looked out. “She was never my fiancée.”

“Oh right,” she whispered. “Sorry.”

Silence filled the room.

Macy rose and went to him. “I didn’t mean to pry.”

He turned to her, his eyes blazing. “Didn’t you?”

“No, I, uh,” she began, retreating a step. “If you don’t want to tell me, it’s fine.”

Carter closed his eyes and drew air into his lungs. He didn’t owe her any explanation, yet she wanted desperately to know. And it wasn’t just about getting a chance to work on the inn. She’d been here a short time and they were still strangers, but not really. For some odd reason, they jelled. They sort of fell in step with each other, and though he made her heart do silly things, she felt something akin to friendship with him. He mattered to her.

His fingers went to his forehead and he rubbed there, squeezing the skin together. “Jocelyn didn’t even like this place. She thought I should tear it down.”

“Oh.” That was a shocker. She watched Carter’s hazel eyes turn a deeper shade.

“I’ve been considering it, but not because of her.”

Macy didn’t get it. “Then why?”

Carter spoke through tight lips. “It has to do with my father.”

Macy waited, curious and dying to know, but she held her tongue. It was obvious this was a sore subject. He gazed at her, searching for trust. Something he saw in her eyes must have convinced him. He spoke in a detached tone. “After his last rehab, we’d agreed he’d be the groundskeeper here and work with the decorators. You know, let them inside and make sure they had everything they needed. It was a test, and he promised me he’d cleaned up his act. He was going to live here when it was all done and run the place.” Carter scoffed with disgust. “That lasted about two weeks. The decorator came to me one day when he didn’t show. I went looking for him and found him passed out on his backyard cot. His house was on fire. Apparently dear old dad left a burner on at the stove. Smoke was everywhere, but he was too damn drunk to wake up and save his own life. Then I heard Rocky whimpering. He was trapped inside the house.”

“Oh no! How awful.”

“I got him out of there and took him home with me.”

“What about your father?”

“Had a bout of smoke inhalation, but nothing gets Riley McCay down. He’s fine to drink another day. Boarded up the walls, from what I hear, and is living out of two rooms in that old house.”

“It’s a good thing you showed up when you did, Carter. Or neither of them might have survived.” Images of her own father flashed in her mind. How she’d wished she could have gotten through to him before he’d gone down the path of self-destruction.

There was silence. Carter took a breath and blew it out, clearly bitter about his father. “So now you know.”

“But-”

He put two fingers to her mouth, stopping her from speaking. His touch, finger pads to her soft lips, caused commotion in her belly and she gazed into his gorgeous hazel eyes. “But, I’ve had a change of heart. You made me see value in this house. I can’t let it sit anymore. So, if you’re still willing, you can fix it up. I spoke with my accountant today and-”

“Really?” Macy blurted between his fingers, overwhelmed with joy. She hadn’t heard much else other than he had changed his mind. “I can decorate the inn?”

He removed his fingers from her mouth and nodded.

“Oh, thank you.” She threw her arms around his neck and lifted up to kiss him solidly on the lips. “You won’t be sorry.”

Six

Carter was already sorry.

He held Macy in his arms, splaying his hands on her tiny waist. She was pressed close, her breasts crushed to his chest. His pulse quickened as he looked down at her mouth. Her lips were full and soft and generous. Her expressive violet eyes were closed, but Carter had seen the look of sheer joy on her face, and it was impossible not to feel the same way.

His body grew tight and hard. Awareness coursed through his veins. Her eyes fluttered open after that one teasing kiss, and she stared at him. He held his own, until her mouth parted and her subtle female scent drifted up to his nostrils. A man could take only so much before he caved.

He bent his head farther and nipped at her lips. A little whimper rose from her throat, a plea asking for more. Carter wasn’t going to deny her. He brought his mouth to hers and kissed her fully. She fell into his arms, as if she wanted to be there all along, as if she belonged there.

A shudder ran through his system. She didn’t belong in his arms, but her kisses were too damn tempting, her mouth too appealing and the taste of her too damn good.

Was it an ego stroke, or real passion? Carter didn’t want to know. Both of them were in lonely places right now, and if they could bring each other a little pleasure, why not? He pulled her closer and took her in another kiss. This time, he got real serious.

She grew bold and brought her hands to his chest, then stroked up his shirt to toy with his neck. He liked a woman who went after what she wanted. He liked her hands on him. He wove his hand into her hair and pulled her ponytail loose. The silky blanket of curls fell down her back. His fingers threaded through the thick locks. “Open for me, darlin’.”

Her lips immediately obeyed and he drove his tongue into her mouth. He kissed her again and again, their mouths caught up in a frenzy of lust.

Macy whispered his name softly, reverently between kisses. “Carter.”

He wanted her then and was fully aware they were standing in the only room that housed a big, welcoming bed. No strings attached, he’d told her when he’d invited her here. He’d promised her that, and he was about to make that clear a second time. He pulled away from her slightly and met with eyes filled with desire. “There’s-”

Something flashed outside the window, and out of the corner of his eye he saw Henry’s truck coming up the road. “Crap.”

Carter put his head down, bunched up his face for a second and then stepped away from Macy. “Henry just pulled up. He must be looking for me. It’ll be only a minute before he comes up here.”

Macy gasped and pulled herself together quickly. It wasn’t as if she’d been naked or anything, but she looked flustered.

“I’ll go down and see what he wants.”

Carter grabbed his hat, set it on his head and gave Macy one last look before leaving the room. Regret battled with good sense as he went down the stairs. It was a good thing Henry interrupted what might have happened, he told himself. He wished to hell he believed that. He hadn’t quite recovered, but he put on a good show for Henry when he met him out front. He was sitting in his truck, and Carter leaned against the passenger window. “Hey, what’s up?”

“Looks like Belle is ready to foal. You said you wanted to be there.”

“Yeah, I do. How’s she doing?”

“Being it’s her first time, she’s a trouper. I’ve gotta get back to the barn.”

“I’ll come relieve you in a few minutes.”

Macy appeared in the doorway, her hair back in a ponytail, her hat sitting pretty atop her head. Henry tipped his hat and didn’t voice the question Carter noticed in his eyes. Henry knew how to be discreet when he had to be. “Miss Tarlington.”

“Hi, Henry. Anything wrong?”

“Not a thing. It’s good news.”

Carter turned to her. “You ever see a mare give birth?”

She shook her head. “No.”

“You want to?” he asked.

Macy glanced at Henry first then looked at Carter. With a broad smile, she nodded. “I’d love to.”

“Well then, I’ll be going. I’ll see you both at the ranch,” Henry said, revving the engine.

Carter stood in front of the house, watching the Ford truck make its way down the road. When the vehicle was out of sight, he turned around and gave Macy a direct look. Her eyes, when unconcealed, were like a bouquet of blue violets, shocking in their intensity. He glanced at her mouth, tenderly swollen from his kisses. He set his hands in the back pockets of his jeans and leaned back on his boot heels. “Listen, when I invited you here, I said there were no strings attached, and I meant it. You don’t owe me anything, and you shouldn’t feel obligated because-”

“Don’t you dare!” Macy’s lips pursed tight together. They were ready to turn a shade of purple.

He jerked back and blinked at her tone.

“You think I kissed you because I feel I owe you something? Man, that’s rich, Carter.”

Carter’s voice rose. “Why are you so riled?”

Her voice elevated a notch higher. “I’m not riled.”

Fumes were practically coming out of her ears. “Then why the hell are you barking at me?”

“I. Am. Not. Barking. But if you think I kissed you for any other reason than because I wanted to, then you don’t know me very well.”

“Well, that’s right. I don’t know you very well.”

“At this rate, you’re never going to find out.”

“Maybe it’s best if I don’t.” The last thing he needed was to get complicated with Macy Tarlington. He’d been a fool once with a woman, and he wasn’t about to repeat his mistake. No matter how good that kiss had been. No matter how much Macy tempted him with pretty hair, gorgeous eyes and a killer body. “Besides, I kissed you. That peck you gave me wasn’t all that inspiring and hardly rated as a kiss at all.”

“I was thanking you, Carter.” She spoke as if he should’ve realized that. As if he was a moron. “If my kisses were so bad, then why in heaven did you react that way?” Her voice lowered as she glanced at the zipper of his jeans.

She’d turned him on. It wasn’t a crime and he wasn’t going to apologize for it. He met her challenge. His voice a thick rasp, he answered, “Don’t go analyzing my reaction to you. You’re a beautiful woman and we got caught up in something a second ago. That’s all it was.” He pushed the brim of his hat lower onto his forehead. “I’ve gotta get going. You want to come and see Belle give birth, hop into the Jeep.”

He strode over to his Jeep and climbed into the driver’s side. Rocky followed, racing into the front seat next to him, taking up all the space. The dog turned big eager eyes to Macy, and Carter half hoped she’d changed her mind. But sure as shooting, she marched over to the vehicle and got into the back. Before she could get her butt planted firmly onto the seat, Carter gunned the gas pedal and took off.

* * *

Seeing the colt’s birth might have been the most fascinating thing that happened to Macy this year, if Carter hadn’t kissed her. That ranked one notch higher in her Top Ten List of All-Time Thrills. Macy couldn’t shake off the feeling of his arms around her, their bodies melding or the heat of his breath as he laid claim to her mouth. Her lips still stung a little, in a good way. Macy had let go of all her doubts and inhibitions up in that bedroom and simply gave in to what she was feeling.

Carter had turned on the heat.

But after the interruption, he’d shut down cold.

Macy wasn’t looking for love, hardly believed in it herself, and she knew Carter wasn’t in the market for another girlfriend. He’d had his heart broken and his faith shattered. And, she couldn’t forget, he was the bearer of the cursed diamond ring.

Yet still, Macy tingled in places she’d forgotten could tingle. Her nerves jangled at the memory of that kiss and what might have happened if Henry hadn’t driven up when he had.

If she was ever to take a leap of faith with a man, it would be with Carter. No doubt about it.

Macy leaned on the corral fence. The air was warm and sticky, the sun taking its last dip before setting on the horizon. To think, it was just an hour ago that the foal had been born, a colt. Macy had watched in awe and slight horror, seeing the mare strain and stretch to deliver her little babe. As soon as the foal was born, covered in a layer of stable straw, Carter checked under Belle’s neck for a pulse and then patted her lovingly on her flank. She’d rebounded from the delivery and lifted up to stand tall in the barn’s stall. Mama and foal were healthy, Carter had reported.

Now, Carter led the mare and the spindle-legged foal into the empty corral. The colt followed close to its mama, and Macy’s heart tripped over itself. Mother and son were beautiful in their awkward grace. As the colt nursed, Belle stood still, swiveling her head to catch a sideways glance of her newborn. They were dark brown in coloring with black manes, their coats like gloss under the setting sun.

Carter left them in the center of the corral and came to lean his back on the fence next to her. He was inside, she outside. He didn’t look at her when he spoke, instead focusing on the two horses. “He’s a fine-looking colt, isn’t he?”

“He’s amazing. It’s hard to believe he’s walking already.”

“It’s in his nature. He’s a prey animal. His instincts tell him to get up and go, avoid predators at all costs. Foals have to be quick on their feet. He’ll be trotting before bedtime, and in the morning he’ll be able to gallop.”

“Seriously, on those legs?”

Carter grinned. In the olden days, she’d be called a greenhorn for being naive. “Those legs are about ninety percent of his mama’s in height. Tomorrow they’ll even be stronger and will easily hold his weight. You watch and see.”

“I’ll do that,” Macy said good-naturedly. The mood between them had eased some after the colt’s birth. It seemed neither one of them could hold on to tense feelings after witnessing something so wondrous.

Macy always thought birth was a miracle in itself, but to witness the colt’s progress an hour after his delivery was truly inspiring.

In the distance, cattle bellowed, their sound almost familiar to her now. This ranch was massive, with so many things going on all at once. The air was damp and uncomfortable and the stubborn man beside her way too good-looking for her equilibrium, yet Macy felt at peace. It settled into her bones now, and a sense of wonder and joy filled her. Tears welled in her eyes, and she fought them hard. She didn’t want Carter to see her cry. She turned her head and pretended to gaze at the crescent moon. Even the sky was perfect right now.

“What’s wrong, Hollywood?” Carter asked. He wasn’t looking at her. He had a sixth sense about things. He seemed to see what she didn’t want him to see.

“I got something in my eye. I think it’s dust.”

“It’s not dust.”

“How do you know?” She whipped her head around to stare at his profile.

He shrugged. “I just know. If it’s about what happened back at the inn…”

“It’s not. I assure you it isn’t.” She spoke adamantly, perhaps too much so, because he finally looked into her eyes. She squared her shoulders. “Maybe it’s seeing…I don’t know…a miracle, right before my eyes.”

“Okay,” he said softly. Her knees nearly buckled from his sweet tone. “Just making sure.”

They stared at each other a long time. Only the shuffling of the mare’s hooves and the distant hoot of an owl sounded in the silence.

A change of subject was needed. “I’d like to start work on the inn tomorrow.”

“I figured as much. I’ll have Henry make sure the locks on the inn are changed.”

“You’ve never locked it up before…at least not since I’ve been here.”

“There was no need to before.”

Meaning, before this, he didn’t care what happened to the inn. His bitterness toward his father translated into disregard for the inn. At least now, he was willing to protect it, the same way he protected most other things in his life.

The way he’d protected you.

“I’ll have Henry give you the new keys in the morning.”

“That’s great. Thank you.”

“We’ll have to talk about your budget.”

“Sounds good. I’ve learned to live on a shoestring. I can be thrifty.”

Carter nodded. “I’ve had to do the same. But, if we’re doing this, I don’t want to pinch pennies. You’ll have all you need to make the place shine. I only have one condition.”

Carter sent her a serious look and Macy blinked. “I’m holding my breath. What is it? You want the walls purple or retro furniture or something?”

“Very funny. I’m asking you to use local vendors for most of the work.”

“Oh?”

“Texans stick together. Folks around here like to keep the neighbors employed.”

“That’s very upstanding of you.”

“I know.” He sent her a bone-melting smile. “I’m that kind of guy.”

It wasn’t easy, but she ignored his down-home charm. “Of course, I’ll hire locals for the work.” Her mind was spinning. She was determined to do a good job with the inn. It was a project she could sink her teeth into.

“Good.”

Macy’s heart raced and her exuberance spilled out. “Carter, I can’t tell you how excited I am about this.”

He glanced at her lips as she spoke and then pierced her with a solid, no-fooling look. “I got that already.”

Heat flushed her cheeks. She didn’t often blush, but Carter had a way of awakening emotions that didn’t usually surface.

His gaze drifted to the mare and her colt. “How about Midnight?”

“Midnight?” She swallowed. “For what?” Was he making a date with her? Surely, he didn’t want to talk budgets in the middle of the night. After the way he’d kissed her, the direction her mind traveled was X-rated. Then it dawned on her. “Oh, you mean as a name for the colt?”

He grinned. “What else?”

He was a tease, a heartthrob and a gorgeous hunk of man. “I like Midnight. It’s sort of…perfect.”

“Midnight it is.” He tipped his hat and left the corral fence, ushering the horses into the barn for the night.

When he disappeared through the double-wide doors, she strode into the house. She had an inn to refurbish. She would focus all of her energy on the task and not give Carter McCay more thought than absolutely necessary.

She clung to that notion for dear life.

* * *

Two nights later, Macy sat at a bridge table in the parlor of the inn going over her decorating plans when a knock sounded at the door. She’d locked herself in, as Carter had instructed when the new dead bolts were installed. Glancing at her watch, she noted the time. It was after seven. She’d gotten carried away with paint and floor samples and didn’t realize the late hour. She’d missed dinner at the house with Carter.

“Miss Tarlington? Are you all right in there?”

She recognized the man’s raspy voice. She piled her notes and samples in a stack then stepped away from the table and opened the door to face Bill Fargo.

“Sorry to bother you, miss. I’m doing my rounds, checking on things. And well…”

“Let me guess. You have orders to check on me.”

Contrite, he answered her with a quick smile. “Just doing my job.”

“I’m fine in here. But, wow…I didn’t realize how late it was. Do you have time to come in for a minute? I’ll take a break.”

He wore a cowboy hat, not the same as Carter’s, but it suited him in slate gray to match the rest of his attire. He looked as if he fit in around here already, though he’d been on the job less time than Macy had been at Wild River. He was the newbie.

“I have a few minutes.” He stepped inside and took off his hat.

“I’m working on plans for the house.” He followed her into the parlor just off the entranceway. “Please, have a seat.”

On a nod, he pulled out one of the four folding chairs around the table and waited for her to sit before he took his seat.

Gentlemanly charm got to her every time. “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

“Would you like some iced tea? I have a thermos and an extra cup.”

“That’d be nice. I’m a little thirsty.”

Macy poured iced tea into two foam cups and handed him one. “So, you know my last name.”

He nodded. “Yes, I do. I know who you are.”

“Did Carter tell you?”

He shook his head. “He told me your first name. I figured out the rest. I’m a drifter, but I’m not a recluse. I guess you could say, I enjoyed your mother’s work. She was a fine actress.”

Macy had heard that compliment a thousand times. Her mother moved people with her acting ability, but it was her lifestyle and celebrity status that had kept her name in the limelight. “She was a wonderful mother.”

“I’m sure you miss her.”

“I do. The heart condition that claimed her life moved fast. One day she was healthy and vital, and it seemed the next she was frail and ill. But it was a blessing that she didn’t linger. I know that in my head, but I wanted more time with her.”

“That’s understandable.” He sipped his drink and gave her a smile that reached his eyes. They were perceptive eyes, ones that had seen a lot of life. “Mr. McCay said you’re at the ranch for some solitude. I won’t breach that confidence. I keep to myself, too.”

“Then you do understand.” Macy returned his smile before sipping her iced and then glanced at the paint chips on the table. “I could use a second opinion. I can’t quite decide. Would you mind?”

“I can’t say I have decorating sense, but I know what I like.”

Macy pulled out a string of paint samples that were attached to a metal ring. “I’m leaning toward Stone Mountain. There’s a hint of lavender in the grayish hue. I also like Chocolate Milk and Brown Sugar for the upstairs bedrooms. I can’t decide. I like them all.”

Bill Fargo took a long time to look them over, his eyes assessing and his gaze thoughtful. “Can you choose more than one?”

“I could. I was thinking of doing each room differently. Giving them their own personality.”

“Then I think you’ve made wise choices.” He picked up a sample of Sage. “This one reminds me of the kitchen in the house I grew up in. It’s warm and friendly.”

Macy grinned. “Really? I think so, too. That was my exact choice for the kitchen.” She leaned her elbows on the table and tilted her head toward him. “Where did you grow up?”

Fargo’s face tightened a fraction and Macy immediately wished she hadn’t asked. Here she was, trying to keep her own background hidden only to pry into someone else’s life.

“Oh, I grew up on the East Coast, but I’ve lived all over the country. I can’t say that my life was dull, that’s for sure.”

There was no ring on his finger, but she wondered if Fargo had been married at one time.

She commiserated. “Mine sure wasn’t.”

Fargo’s mouth spread into a smile. “I’ll bet we both have stories to tell.”

“I’d love to hear yours one day.”

He rose from the table. “Maybe one day. But right now, I’d better get back to work. Can I give you a lift back to the house?”

She peered out a slice of window the frayed curtains didn’t cover. “It’s getting dark. Rocky usually leads the way home, but Mara took the poor baby into town today to get his yearly vaccinations. Yes, I’d love a ride home.”

Macy gathered her belongings, making sure to take the paint samples. Hopefully tomorrow the local painters she’d hired would start work upstairs. Macy didn’t know how long she’d be here at Wild River, but indefinitely wasn’t in the cards. She had a life to return to, but while she was here she wanted to accomplish as much as possible.

* * *

Later that night Macy sat up on her bed, tired of tossing and turning. Plaguing thoughts kept her from sleep, and she’d learned not to fight it. She rose from the bed and put on her silk robe. She felt stifled in her room, but it wasn’t the place or the heat that really bothered her. Her future loomed large in her mind tonight.

She left Rocky soundly sleeping at the foot of her bed and envied his ability to sleep like the dead. What a watchdog. The door creaked as Macy opened it and tiptoed out of the room. The hallway, devoid of windows, was black as pitch. She padded her way down the corridor, feeling her way. Her shoulder bumped the wall with a soft thump. She quickly righted herself and continued, moving with more confidence now.

She stepped on something. Sharp pain shot through her foot. Her toes curled. Caught off guard, she went down with a loud bang, her body hitting the hard tiled floor. “Ow! Oh, ow! Ow!” Her voice boomed through the hallway.

Her body folded like an accordion. She grabbed her foot.

“Macy?”

Suddenly, Carter was there, bending over her. He came down on one knee and looked her over, searching her eyes first. The hallway was no longer dark as death. Carter was backlit with light coming from the living room. Water droplets covered his chest. He was wet. All over. Only a towel covered him from waist to thigh. Her heart in her throat, the pain in her foot dulled. She stared at him.

“Are you hurt?”

“I…I stepped on something.”

Carter reached behind her and came up with Rocky’s rawhide bone. One end was gnawed to an arrowhead point. “Yep, that looks painful,” he said.

Macy stared at his bare chest. Underneath those cotton shirts he wore lay a plank of hard abs and brawn fit enough for MuscleMag. She’d known he was mouthwatering, but seeing him in the raw was a whole lot better than her imagination had conjured up.

“Let me take a look.” He lifted her leg and examined her foot. His hazel eyes scoured her from heel to toe as his fingers lightly caressed the pad of her foot. A tremble coursed the length of her leg where he held her firm. As she leaned back to allow his perusal, her robe slipped off her shoulders, trapping her arms. “Looks okay. No blood.” He lowered her foot down carefully.

“Th-that’s good.”

He leaned closer and used one finger to wipe away a droplet of water at the base of her throat. His slight touch heated her skin. “Didn’t mean to drip on you.”

Drip all you want. Macy swallowed and forced a glance into his eyes. “It’s okay.”

On bent knee, his gaze flowed over her like a rapidly moving river, taking all of her in. She was wearing a soft pink nightie that barely covered her thighs. He went there and then farther up to view the cleavage between her breasts. “Macy,” he said, eyes blazing. “Where were you going?”

“I, uh, couldn’t sleep. I was going to stretch my legs. Maybe get a drink of water.” Thankfully, she was heading in the opposite direction of his bedroom, so he wouldn’t think she was desperate for something erotic and sinful.

A lock of moist hair fell onto his forehead. A few beads of water ran down his face, and he dripped on her again. Oh wow. On second thought, yes, definitely something sinful. She peered at his chest again. It was hard not to. “What were you doing?”

“I couldn’t sleep, either. Took a swim.”

“I gathered. You, uh, you do have swim trunks on under that towel, right?”

His eyes gleamed. “What if I said no?”

Macy took a big swallow. “Then I’d know you like to go skinny-dipping in the moonlight.”

“Nah,” he said, sending her a crooked smile. “Sorry to disappoint you. It’s not fun to skinny-dip without a partner. Ready?”

Her eyes widened. “For a skinny-dip?”

Carter winked. “Maybe one day, Hollywood. Are you ready to get up?”

“Oh, um.” She nibbled on her lower lip, feeling foolish. She had to learn not to make assumptions. “Yeah, I should be okay to stand.”

Without hesitation, he gripped her hand and put his other arm around her waist. “Easy now.” He bore the brunt of her weight as he set her onto her feet with care. He held her steady, but another spike of pain ran up her limb from the pressure of standing.

“Oh!”

Lowering his head to her level, Carter caught her attention. “You okay?”

She was in his arms again. How could she not be okay? “It’s just a little sore.”

“Hang on,” he said, then she was lifted up, and immediately her arm wound around his neck. He carried her caveman style to her bedroom. With care, he lowered her onto her bed. She clung to his neck a moment too long.

It was dark and intimate and they were barely dressed.

“Macy.” He held warning in his tone. He was half on, half off her bed, and she lay underneath him.

He hesitated, glanced at her mouth, and she held her breath. Something flashed in his eyes and her desire escalated. What had gotten into her? She wanted to make love with a man she’d known only a few days.

Carter blinked and took a deep breath before bringing his mouth down to lay claim to her lips. It was sheer heaven, having him kiss her again. Her heart pounded against her chest. His mouth was hot and demanding, but the kiss lasted only a few seconds before he pulled away. Carter rose to full height and stood over her bed. He spoke with a low rasp. “Get some rest, Macy. I’ll see you in the morning.”

She waited for him to walk out and shut the door before she slammed her head into the feather down pillow. Her foot ached, her ego was bruised and now she had nothing but counting ceiling tiles to look forward to tonight. She mumbled, “Yeah right, Carter. As if I could get any sleep now.”

Seven

The painters were in and out in three days and Macy was pleased at how the interior of the house was shaping up. It was amazing how much better the inn looked with a fresh coat of paint. The colors she’d chosen were soothing and subtle but with enough character to add charm and a sense of home. It was like putting the first brushstroke on an artist’s canvas. The rest of the picture was hers to create.

With workmen making repairs, the place was shaping up nicely. Macy was proud of what she’d accomplished in such a short time. By the middle of her second week at Wild River, she had everything under control.

“How do you like it, Rock?” she asked of her furry blond companion. They stood facing the front of the inn.

Rocky turned his eyes toward the house and gave a quick little bark. There were times Macy wondered if the dog was half human. He seemed to know what she was saying most of the time.

“Yeah, pretty great. I think so, too.”

A team of landscapers were working diligently to tear up the weeds, retill the soil and ready the ground for the white iceberg roses she’d ordered to line the path leading up the house. Masons had already inlaid cobblestones in various areas of the garden.

Things were moving fast.

If she wasn’t careful, she’d be through here before she was ready to head home to Hollywood. She was almost broke and the thought of what she faced when she returned-life without her mother and without a plan of action, and the relentless paparazzi-was something she didn’t want to dwell on. Not when she found it easier and easier to sink into life at Wild River.

She strode to the old gazebo. Her heart warmed every time she looked at it. The eternal optimist in her saw this gazebo restored to its one-time elegance. And as long as she was being hopeful, she imagined it as a glorious outdoor stage for a summer playhouse theater with her at the helm. Wouldn’t that be the icing on the cake?

Bill Fargo stepped up. He’d been meeting her at the house every afternoon since that time when they’d shared a glass of iced tea. It had gotten to be such a routine that when Macy packed her small cooler, she always brought enough lemonade, cookies or fruit for two.

“Ready for a break, Bill?”

“I am.”

“I brought Mara’s lemon cookies today.”

“My stomach’s grumbling already.”

Macy retrieved the cooler from the house, and they sat on the gazebo’s steps this time. Rocky nuzzled Bill’s knee, and he began stroking the dog’s coat. Rocky liked Bill and so did Macy, though she didn’t know very much about him.

“Did I ever tell you how I met the woman of my dreams and told her flat out, on that first night, we were destined for each other?”

Macy shook her head, the whole time smiling. Bill told the best stories. “No, but it sounds romantic.”

“It was back then. We were both in our twenties. We didn’t know each other at all. I saw her laughing in a group of my friends. I walked right up to her and we were introduced. It was 1972 and I was just out of college. Oh, her laugh was wonderful. I knew then, I was going to marry her. I told her that night. She thought I was crazy.” Bill got a distant look on his face, as if reliving the moment. “When you know, you know.”

Macy’s encounters with love were nowhere close to that. She’d probably never been truly in love before. She didn’t have a good track record with the few men whom she’d thought she’d loved. She’d forgotten them pretty easily. And her mother? She’d had disastrous results in the love department, so Macy was curious at what Bill Fargo had meant.

“But how do you know? For sure, I mean?”

But his answer was interrupted when Carter pulled up to the inn and bounded out of the Jeep. Rocky took off, racing toward him, and the cowboy bent to give the dog several loving pats on the head. Then he strode over to them. The sight of him got Macy’s heart pumping hard.

“Hey there,” he said to them both.

They returned the greeting and Carter took a seat to the right of Macy, sandwiching her in between the two men. “Thought I’d stop by and see the progress.”

“It’s coming along,” Macy said.

“Macy’s doing a fine job. I’ve been checking on the house every day, and the transformation is outstanding,” Bill added.

Carter nodded, then glanced at the opened cooler. “Those cookies for anyone in particular?”

“Mara made them. Want one?”

Carter grinned. “Does the sun shine?”

Macy handed him a cookie. “The rooms are all painted, and I think you’ll like what you see in there.”

“Okay.” He didn’t seem all that interested. “Glad you used the McManus brothers?”

“Yes. They’re very good painters. Thanks for the recommendation.”

“You’ll find that true of most the workmen in Wild River. They need the jobs. It means putting food on the table and keeping their kids clothed. They take pride in their work.”

After a few minutes of jawing, as Carter would say, Bill rose and thanked Macy for the cookies then excused himself to get back to his rounds.

Carter finally bit into his cookie, and his face lit up. “These are better than I remembered.” He finished one and then took another from the batch. Then matter-of-factly, he asked, “You coming to dinner tonight?”

“Oh, I uh…” With the back of her hand, she brushed curls away from her forehead, buying time to think. She’d deliberately kept her distance from Carter, working late and missing meals with him. Humiliation was a hard thing to recover from, and after nearly throwing herself at him, she’d wanted to dig herself a hole and jump in. But she’d also been a little miffed at him, too. He wasn’t interested in her, and he’d made that abundantly clear. “Why do you ask?”

His shoulder went up in a shrug. Could it be he missed having dinner with her? “I have a craving for barbecue pork ribs. I thought maybe you’d like to try them. There’s this little place outside of town… They make ribs you’d sell your grandmother’s soul for.”

His devotion to food made her chuckle. “Really?”

He sent her a sincere smile. “I wouldn’t lie to you.”

Except for a few quick trips into town for clothes and supplies, Macy hadn’t ventured off the ranch. The idea excited her. “Sure, I’d love to go. But I’ll need an hour to shower and change.”

He nodded. “You might want to disguise yourself a little. The Bear Pit has a crowd every night.”

Macy had a surefire way to keep people from recognizing her in a small Texas town. “Don’t worry. I have the best disguise ever. I’ll use it tonight.”

* * *

Carter had showered and dressed in twenty minutes, then spent the rest of the time waiting for Macy in his office while going over the payroll accounts. He checked his watch just as his stomach complained. Macy was taking longer than the hour she’d asked for and patience wasn’t his best virtue, especially when he was hungry.

Carter got to thinking about his marine buddy, Roark Black, and wondered what the hell kind of trouble he was in. He hadn’t received another text from him yet, so yesterday Carter decided to text him to let him know he’d contacted Ann Richardson about the Gold Heart Statue. He’d kept his message vague, but it was enough to let Roark know he’d done what he’d asked. Whatever his friend was caught up in, he hoped to high heaven Roark would find his way out safely.

When Carter heard voices in the parlor, he rose from his desk abruptly. “Finally.”

He strode out of his office, his mind now on Pit’s Blue Plate Special, a slab of ribs coated with whiskey sauce, mashed potatoes and creamed corn along with the best darn buttermilk biscuits in the whole county. He could almost taste it already. When he reached the door to the great room, he stopped up short.

A woman dressed in a soft paisley blouse tucked into a tan skirt and tall leather boots stood speaking with his cousin Brady. The woman’s back was to him, but her long hair hung down her back straight and smooth, parted down the middle. The two were laughing, and Carter thought for a moment that he’d interrupted a private conversation.

What was Brady doing here?

His cousin hadn’t noticed him. His attention was focused solely on the woman.

Then Carter realized his mistake. That wasn’t just some woman. It was Macy. And she was having a grand time with Brady. The devil of it was that Brady was enjoying her attention, too much.

Carter’s gut clenched and emotion poured over him like hot oil. When Macy turned his way, she tilted her head slightly, acknowledging him. “Here’s Carter now.”

He blinked and shook his head. He couldn’t believe the transformation. Macy looked like an entirely different woman with stick-straight hair. Every curl was gone, replaced by a plank of black hair tied loosely with a band at her nape. She’d done something to her face, too, drowning out her natural color with makeup or something.

Brady shot him a grin, and Carter wasn’t proud of the jealousy bouncing around inside. He couldn’t forget the reason for Jocelyn’s rejection: she’d loved Brady and not him. And now, seeing Brady and Macy smiling together was like a shot through his heart. Shouldn’t be so. He didn’t have feelings for Macy.

But he’d be lying if he said he wasn’t attracted to her.

Kissing her had convinced him of that.

But jealousy?

“Brady, what are you doing here?”

Macy’s eyes went wide from his directness, but Brady took it in stride. “I’m on my way out of town. Thought I’d stop by to meet your houseguest. As you can see, Macy and I have already met.”

“Yeah, I can see that.” Carter stepped farther into the room. “You had me fooled for a second,” he said to Macy. “I almost didn’t recognize you.”

She touched the hair at the base of her neck. “It’s my secret weapon. I can’t straighten my hair too often. People will catch on. But now seemed like the perfect time.”

She reached into her handbag and slipped on eyeglasses. “They’re magnifiers, so items might appear larger,” she said, darting a glance at both men, keeping her eyes above their waists, but the innuendo was there. Carter wasn’t sure if Macy was teasing or flirting. Or had it been an innocent comment?

Brady chuckled. “Wow, Macy. You’re a trip.”

Macy laughed with him. “I’m told.”

Carter’s lips tightened.

“Come on, Carter. You have to admit, no one will know it’s me.”

Carter stepped closer and took her arm gently. “I’m starving. Are you ready? Or do you have anything else to add to your disguise?”

“Not a one. I think this will do.”

“You two have fun.” Brady walked outside with them and bid them goodbye.

Carter silently cursed at himself for being a jerk to his cousin, but he couldn’t deny he had a protective streak when it came to Macy. But he was fighting other emotions, as well. He felt possessive of her, and seeing her with Brady just now nearly unraveled his good sense.

“He’s nice,” Macy said on the drive to the Bear Pit.

Carter turned to her. “He has his moments.” He didn’t want to spend the evening speaking about Brady’s virtues. He still couldn’t get over the way Macy looked. “It’s hard to believe you’re the same woman. You look like an Indian princess or something.”

“It’s the MAC makeup. It’s what actors use. I put a dull matte finish on my face, but the only problem I have is with my eyes.”

Carter couldn’t help admiring them. “Nothing wrong there. They are the damnedest shade of violet I’ve ever seen.”

“That’s the problem. They’re so unique, they can be a dead giveaway.”

“The eyeglasses help.”

“Let’s hope. I’m hungry for some ribs.” She rubbed her stomach, and Carter’s gaze drifted to her clothes. In those boots and Western gear, she would fit right in at the Bear Pit.

For some reason, that made Carter extremely happy.

* * *

The place was a honky-tonk to the tenth degree and Macy loved it, right down to the sawdust on the floor. A live band played George Strait, Tim McGraw and Trace Adkins songs on a small stage at the opposite end of the large restaurant. She sat in a red vinyl booth facing Carter and tapped her boots to the beat. She ate barbecue ribs with gusto, chucking aside rules of etiquette and femininity.

“I told you, didn’t I?” Carter said, wearing a satisfied grin. He was about as handsome as handsome gets, especially when those dimples appeared. Especially when his stomach was full of the Blue Plate Special and he was crowing about it.

“It’s delicious. Just like you said.” Macy finished half of her ribs and about the same of her mashed potatoes. She’d eaten one biscuit she swore was the size of a baseball. “I’m so full, I couldn’t-”

The waitress slid a seven-layer chocolate cake in the middle of the table. “Bear’s Bake, just as you ordered, Carter.”

It was the biggest slice of cake Macy had ever seen.

Carter sent the waitress a smile and a wink. “Thanks, Jody.”

The blonde woman’s gaze stayed glued to him. She ignored Macy as if she wasn’t sitting across from him. Normally, she would be relieved to go unnoticed, but her behavior bordered on insulting. “Haven’t seen you here in a long while.”

“Too long,” Carter said. “I won’t let that happen again.”

“See that you don’t.” Finally, she gave Macy a cursory glance, then shot Carter a sweet look. “This one doesn’t mind getting her hands dirty. Or her clothes. I like that.”

Carter had a belly laugh over that, and the waitress took off.

“What?” Macy didn’t like being the butt of a private joke.

Carter didn’t say a word, but a quick glimpse to her chest had her looking down.

A loud gasp escaped when she spotted a big round barbecue stain on her paisley blouse. “Oh no!” Some of the greasy sauce had also dripped onto her chest, right between her breasts.

“Just sit tight,” Carter said. He moistened a napkin and leaned way over the table to dab at her blouse. He was close, taking his time with the scrubbing. His face came inches from hers, and she breathed in his lime aftershave. It was intimate, how he was touching her, and goose bumps erupted on her arms. Then he moved his attention to her chest, and her skin prickled underneath the napkin as he gently stroked her. She drew a deep breath, which managed to fill out her chest. He stared at the stain for a moment then lifted his face a fraction, his eyes blazing hot as he looked at her. He took a hard swallow. There was a flash of awareness, a hunger that had nothing to do with food. They stared at each other a long moment.

“Can’t get it all off,” he said quietly.

“Not for lack of trying,” she whispered.

His eyes roved over her breasts with unabashed admiration. “It wasn’t a hardship.”

Her words slipped out, countering his attention. “For me, either.”

The band played a slow ballad, and Carter rose from his seat. He came to stand beside her at the table, and she faced his outstretched hand. “Dance with me?”

She was a mess of whiskey-sauce stains, but it wasn’t enough to stop her from dancing with Carter McCay. She slipped her hand in his and followed him toward the music. Once on the saw-dusted wooden dance floor, he turned to face her, his eyes heavy lidded as he drew her against him. He curved his arms around her waist and she clung to his neck.

They began moving, gently rocking to the rhythm. There were ten other couples slow dancing. “I like this song,” Carter whispered in her ear.

Macy laid her head on his chest. “Hmm. I think it’s my favorite, too.” It wasn’t a lie. It was going to be her favorite from now on.

Carter moved with grace, swaying back and forth in tune to the rhythm of the music, and Macy followed easily, her boots gliding across the floor. She wished she could bottle this moment and pretend they were in a cocoon of time, where nothing and no one could interrupt them. She would get lost, never wanting to be found.

“Truth is, Hollywood,” he said in a low rasp, his breath warm against her throat, “I don’t dance much.”

“You’re doing fine.”

“Maybe I just wanted to hold you.”

“I won’t complain.”

“You’re easy to be with.”

“I can be a pain.”

He chuckled, and she felt the vibration of it rumble through his chest. “I’m not touching that comment.”

“It’s good that you don’t. What did the waitress mean, ‘This one doesn’t mind getting her hands dirty’?”

Carter spoke close to her ear. “Jody has a big mouth sometimes. It’s not important.”

Macy pulled back to look into his hazel eyes. “I’d like to know. I mean, the woman insulted me.”

“Trust me. She really didn’t mean anything by it. It’s just Jody.”

“You’re not going to tell me?” She should just be quiet and enjoy the dance.

His lips quirked. “Is this you…being a pain?”

She lowered her head and looked over the top of her fake eyeglasses. “I’m not even trying.”

Carter grinned, and those deep dimples came out. They were his secret weapon, whether he knew it or not.

Her lips formed a pout. She couldn’t help it. Her curiosity was killing her despite Carter’s charm.

He regarded her with a closed-off expression, then finally said, “It was about Jocelyn. She didn’t like it here. The last time we came, she sort of kicked up a fuss about the food and the service.”

“Whoops. Sorry I asked.” Macy really put her foot in it. Jocelyn was a sore subject with Carter.

He pulled Macy close and crushed her breasts, sauce stains and all, into his chest. It was absolutely the place she wanted to be. His lips formed words against her throat. “I don’t want to talk about her anymore.”

Her breath caught. She managed a throaty, “O-kay.”

“Fact is, darlin’, I’d rather not talk at all.”

She couldn’t argue with that or anything else. Her bones were melting.

He lifted her chin with his thumb, looked into her eyes and shut her up for good with a slow, sensual, heart-stopping kiss.

When the dance was over, Macy guiltily looked around to see if she was being gawked at. Carter had kissed her as if he meant business, right there on the dance floor. But the people at the Bear Pit didn’t seem to take notice. Not one bit. If was as if bone-melting kisses were an everyday occurrence or something. Maybe they were.

But not for Macy.

Carter took her hand when the band started playing a rockabilly tune and led her off the dance floor to the table. They stood by their booth and stared at the huge slice of chocolate cake sitting front and center, like a creamy edible centerpiece. “You want cake?”

“No thanks. I’ve already had my dessert.” She glimpsed his mouth.

He blinked.

“If you want some, go ahead. Please,” she said.

He picked up his hat from the booth’s seat and flicked his fingers over the brim, brushing it off. And then he shifted his attention to her, his eyes a dark, daring blaze. “Cake isn’t what I want right now.”

Macy took a gulp of oxygen, her nerves a mass of tingles, and asked softly, “What do you want, Carter?”

Music blared in the background. The floor got rowdy with foot-stomping Texans and their girls. She wasn’t Carter’s girl, but for a moment back there on the dance floor, it sure felt as if she was. She waited for his answer. He wasn’t a man she could deny. If he wanted her, she would go willingly.

A tick worked his jaw and he ran a hand through his hair, making the ends curl up at his collar. He did that, she noticed, when he was trying to make a decision. He drew a breath and regret singed his eyes. Then he tossed his hat back onto the booth’s bench and sat down. “On second thought, maybe I will have some cake.” He gestured for her to sit down. “C’mon, try it. It’s like nothing you’ve ever tasted before in your life.”

Wanna bet? Disappointed, Macy lowered herself into the booth. She wouldn’t press Carter. He needed space and freedom. He’d kissed her like a man who hadn’t been heavily involved with a woman just weeks ago, but that was the point, wasn’t it? That kiss was more about forgetting Jocelyn than it was about his desire for Macy.

Her heart ached. Carter was an amazing man, and she wanted him more and more every day. She knew nothing would come of it in the long run. Macy had a life in Los Angeles, or rather a home, but she didn’t have direction. She needed that more than anything else. Now that her debts were paid, her hope was that her absence in Hollywood would cause the buzz about her to die down. When she returned, she’d like some peace of mind to find her place. She needed to carve out a future, somehow.

But she had time. She’d promised herself she wouldn’t worry about later when she could be living in the now. That’s why she came to Wild River in the first place.

Well, that and because she couldn’t imagine refusing the gorgeous Texan his offer.

“Okay, Carter. Lay it on me. I’ll bite.”

His brows rose and he laughed as he cut her a ginormous piece of chocolate cake. He slid it over to her. “It’s heaven on a plate.”

She picked up her fork and dug in. The cake went down creamy and silky smooth. It was the second-best thing she’d tasted tonight. She let out a contented sigh and sent him a smile. “Mmm…you’re wrong. It’s heaven in Texas.”

Carter leaned back in his seat and folded his arms across his middle, giving her a smug, satisfied look. “You got that right.”

She did. Only, Macy wasn’t speaking about chocolate cake.

* * *

After last night with Carter, Macy had a ton of nervous energy. She’d rationalized in that his backing off from her was for the best, but her heart said other things. So today, Macy poured herself into her work at the inn, and it was doing the trick. She thought about Carter only every hour or so.

“You are pathetic, Macy,” she muttered as she walked the upstairs hallway.

She poked her head inside the bedroom she was planning on decorating next. This one needed furniture, an armoire and a headboard, at the very least. She’d flipped through catalogs, but nothing jumped out at her. She wanted something special and authentic, antiques from the area, to finish off the room.

The room dimmed and Macy stole a glance out the window. Threatening gray clouds moved in and filled the sky. The air cooled down. She crossed her arms and rubbed away a slight shiver. “Better pack up,” she said. She’d been warned about fast-moving Texas storms.

Rocky, the traitor, had already left. Seemed the dog loved her to pieces, until dinnertime. He’d trotted back to the main house an hour ago, led by his tremendous appetite. She’d already had break time with Bill Fargo. He’d told her a funny story about his youth while they munched on cheese and crackers.

Darkness was descending quickly. A loud clap of thunder made her jump. “Oh!”

There was a sudden flash. Then the power went out.

Macy stood alone in the dark. She shivered again then attempted to make her way out of the bedroom. There was no light, and she knocked her shoulder into the doorjamb. “Ouch!”

She rubbed away the pain on her shoulder, trying to get her bearings, waiting for her eyes to adjust to the dark.

Another clap of thunder struck, louder this time.

A noise from downstairs jerked her to attention. She froze, listening. She heard rustling and hoped it was a tree brushing the window. Glass broke. The sound rang out in her ears. Another bang erupted and glass splintered again.

It was raining and the wind wheezed slightly, but it wasn’t strong enough to break a window.

Someone was out there. Trying to break in.

Macy stood paralyzed with fear, defenseless.

This wasn’t happening, her mind screamed.

She heard a man’s voice, raspy and old, cursing. Someone was really downstairs.

Macy’s entire body shook now. She couldn’t stop it, but she knew she had to do something. She took a step back into the room, felt for the door, her arms flailing out, searching. Finally, once she made contact, she closed the door as quiet as a mouse and leaned against it, sending up silent prayers.

Footsteps on the stairs brought more fear. She held her breath, panicked. What could she do? She had no weapon.

“Macy? Macy, are you up here?”

His voice broke through her fear, and her knees buckled with relief. “Carter! Oh, my God, Carter!”

A thin stream of light beamed under the doorway and then he was there, opening the door. Light poured in from the flashlight he held. She squinted and saw a look of genuine concern on his face. He dropped the flashlight to the ground and grabbed her waist, folding her into his arms. “Macy, darlin’, are you okay?”

She shook uncontrollably and he tightened his hold on her. “I…d-don’t kn-know.”

“It’s okay. It’s okay,” he repeated, kissing her forehead, her hair. “I’m here now. No one’s going to hurt you.”

Tears spilled down her cheeks. She couldn’t stop shaking. “I w-was so scared.”

“I know. I know.” His voice was velvet, soft and warm and smooth. “Calm down, sweetheart. Calm down.”

He freed one hand and used his fingers to pry something out of her hand. He brought it into the light. “A candlestick?” Admiration touched his voice. “I’m glad you didn’t use it on me. Looks painful.”

She couldn’t laugh. She couldn’t smile. She had grabbed the tall bronze weapon out of sheer panic at the last second. “D-don’t let me go, Carter. Don’t.”

His lips came to that sensitive spot behind her ear. He murmured softly, his breath whispering over her skin. “Wasn’t going to.”

She didn’t want to think about anything other than being with Carter, but she had to ask. She spoke in a hushed tone. “What happened out there? Does someone know I’m here?”

“It’s not that, trust me.”

“But how do you know?”

“I got a glimpse of him running away. Must’ve scared him off when I pulled up.”

“I heard him cussing. He sounded…older,” she said.

Carter searched her eyes and nodded. His voice was gruff yet reassuring at the same time. “It wasn’t you he was after, Macy. Don’t worry. He probably just wanted to get out of the rain. Fargo and Henry are out looking for him now. I have an idea who it was, and I’ve sent them in search. They’ll report back to me later.”

“Carter?”

“Shush, darlin’. It’s all right.”

“Shouldn’t we call the police or sheriff or someone?”

Carter shook his head. “Not tonight. I’ll take care of it in the morning.”

He ran his hands down the sides of her body, his fingers splayed wide as he caressed her. Macy focused her attention on how good he made her feel. With him holding her, his strong body acting like a shield to protect her, Macy could forget her fear and concentrate solely on him. He murmured, soft and low, “You have no idea how much I want you right now.”

Macy’s body shook again, this time from the impact of his sensual words. “I want you, too.”

His eyes darkened and he reached up to pull the band out of her hair. Then he dug his fingers into her long, natural curls and spread her hair out, letting it fall past her shoulders. Her body reacted to his touch and the pure lust she saw in his eyes as he let the tresses flow through his hands. Her shaking stopped, replaced by a surge of desire so strong, Macy couldn’t speak the words forming in her mind. She was overwhelmed with emotion and needed Carter more than she needed her next breath.

She stepped out of his arms a moment and he followed her movements with intense interest. She untied the straps of her halter top and let the material fall away. Her breasts were bared, and the cool, damp air touched them. Carter’s gaze was hot enough to heat the entire house. Appreciation shone in his eyes, which made her feel beautiful. She reached for his hand and brought it to her mouth. She kissed his palm then stepped closer to him. He didn’t need any more encouragement.

He cupped her breast with one hand and filled his palm. He looked at her as he stroked his thumb over the extended tip. She closed her eyes. She was truly in heaven.

Then he brought his mouth down over her other breast, and she let go a tiny sigh. He moistened her nipple and made it peak, his tongue circling until she ached from dire need. Her body flamed, the heat spiraling down below her waist. She tossed her head back, lengthening her frame. He kissed her again and again, finding her shoulder, first one then the other. He moved his lips to her throat, planting tiny moist kisses there, working his way up her chin, until he finally took her in a long, sensual tongue-to-tongue kiss that brought with it only one inevitable finale. “Take me, Carter,” she breathed between his kisses.

“Planning to, darlin’,” he murmured, his breathing heavy. The palm of his hand flattened on her breast, applying sweet, exquisite pressure.

She had to touch him, to bare his body to hers. She needed him, desperately. There was no holding back, no time for modesty or coyness. She straightened and began unfastening the snaps to his shirt. It was easy pulling them apart. He helped her get his shirt off and then…then she laid her hands flat on the solid, powerful wall of his chest. Muscles bunched underneath her fingers. He was ripped, perfectly sculpted with definition, and damp from his jaunt in the rain. To save her.

A powerful shudder racked her body.

“Wow,” she whispered.

“Give me a few minutes before you say that.” A rumble of laughter rose up his chest and quaked under her palms. Carter found her amusing, but she found him nothing but stunning.

He reached for the zipper of her jeans and made fast work of undressing her. Once she was clear of pants and panties, Carter drew her up against him again and pressed his hand between her legs. Electric jolts shot through her as he stroked her most sensitive area. She brought her mouth to his chest and kissed him, wanting to bring him pleasure, too, but his forceful, demanding touch was no match for her mere kisses.

She squeezed her eyes closed and rode the building wave.

He grabbed the back of her head, brought her mouth to his and filled her with a lusty kiss. He whispered over her lips, “Let go, sweetheart.”

She moved with him now, standing beside the bed, the rain ravaging outside and Carter doing the same to her inside. Her breaths came up short, her gasps closer together. She couldn’t take another second of the toe-curling, heat-inducing spasms.

She broke apart, her body releasing in sharp, shattering tremors. Carter held her tight while she exploded with pleasure in his arms.

It took a minute to come down from the precipice. Everything felt better, clearer, fresher, and she’d never been happier.

Carter kissed her cheek and spoke into her ear. “Now you can say it.”

She smiled wide and said softly on a sigh, “Wow.”

He grinned and picked her up. She wrapped her arms about his neck, and he carried her a few steps to the new bed that had been delivered just yesterday. “It’s time to initiate this bed.”

He lowered her down carefully, and her head came to rest on a pillow sham. His gaze traveled over the length of her slowly, lazily, perusing every slight curve. “You’re…beautiful.”

She smiled. She felt beautiful. “You have to say that. I’m naked.”

“I’m not lying,” he said quietly, and the solemn look in his eyes made her believe him.

She was ready for round two. She’d go ten rounds with Carter and not be sorry. She wanted him. Wanted to bring him the same pleasure he’d just given her.

“Take off your clothes, McCay.”

“Those words,” he said, unbuckling his belt, “are music to my ears.”

She’d felt his erection through his clothes when he held her, but nothing prepared her for the sight of Carter McCay naked and aroused.

She gulped down her compliments. Her mouth went totally dry. He approached the bed, laying one knee onto the mattress. She reached for him, her hand wrapping around the silky, thick member. “May I?” she asked, though she was pretty sure of his answer.

“Darlin’, you have free reign to touch me anywhere. Any time.” He shot her a look so intense, she trembled.

“G-good to know,” she said. She covered him and slid her hand up and down, felt the pulsing need and the shaft thicken even more. She watched Carter’s expression change, saw the lust in his eyes as she stroked him. It was surreal. A few weeks ago, she would never have guessed she’d be making love to a strong, gorgeous cowboy hunk of man and bringing him intense pleasure.

Her stroking accelerated. Carter’s eyes closed tight. She was turned on from arousing him, and her body ached now. She wanted him inside her. She wanted to be covered by him.

Carter groaned and gripped her hand. He stilled her, and she knew then he was close.

“I have protection,” he said, finding his jeans and coming up with it.

Of course he did.

Thank goodness. Macy hadn’t thought about it. Not once.

He was ready for her now and he joined her on the bed, kissing her mouth and fondling her body again, making sure she was ready.

She was so ready.

Carter came over her, his eyes on hers, and he nudged her between the legs. “Open again for me, sweetheart,” he commanded.

“It’s been a long while, Carter,” she warned.

“I won’t hurt you.”

She knew that. It wasn’t what she meant. She was out of practice.

He reassured her with a kiss and entered her body with a slow, precise thrust. She welcomed him with all she had. It was heaven all over again.

Carter made love to her like a man on a mission to please. They were in tune with each other, their bodies perfectly aligned.

His thrusts grew stronger, harder, Macy accommodating him with each movement. His release came fast and hard. She toppled over the edge, seeing him arch above her, still his body then thrust once more with an erotic groan of completion. She came with him and they filled the room with moans of intense satisfaction.

It was good…so good.

Carter lowered himself to lay atop her slightly askew to allow her breathing room. He kissed her and she wove her hands through his hair. The dark blond locks, thick and long, curled at his nape, and she relished the freedom to touch him. He was her sexy cowboy for the night.

He’d rescued her once again.

They lay quietly for a while, Macy speechless, for once. She didn’t know what to say to him. She didn’t know how this changed their relationship, if at all.

“Wow,” Carter said. It wasn’t a word he’d ever used, and she wondered if he was teasing her.

“I agree. Guess fear of death is a pretty hefty aphrodisiac.”

Carter lifted up on his elbows to look into her eyes. His musky scent surrounded her. She drew it into her lungs and savored it. “I wouldn’t let anything happen to you.”

“How’d you know I was in danger?” she asked softly, running her hands through his hair. Once she’d gotten free reign, she couldn’t get enough.

“I, uh, came to bring you home for dinner.”

That surprised her. She tilted her head in question. “Why?”

“It was getting late.”

“I’ve stayed late before and missed dinner.”

“Yeah, well. That’s going to change now.”

He kissed her quiet and Macy got the hint.

Carter had made his decision, and the time for talking was over.

Eight

Midnight pranced around the corral, kicking up mud leftover from the night’s storm. Now, sunshine warmed the morning air and began drying the earth. Carter squinted and lowered the brim of his hat to block out the glare. He was up as early as usual, but instead of going into his office, he’d come outside to clear his head. The rain last night had washed away sweltering heat and brought freshness to the air that did him good as he inhaled deep.

He’d always liked this time of morning, just after dawn, when the world was full of peace. He could sit here and watch the new colt take instruction from his mama for hours. It was as it should be, the parent actually parenting the child.

He’d come a long way since those days growing up in the shack on the other side of town, his mama gone and the foul smell of whiskey tainting the room. His life was good now. He worked hard, used the smarts God gave him and made enough money for five lifetimes.

He should be satisfied with that and he would be, but that break-in last night rankled his good nature. He’d had to rein in his fury for Macy’s sake.

She’d been scared out of her wits, and he couldn’t blame her. He’d invited her here, promised to give her solitude and peace, but instead she’d been tormented by an intruder.

“Hey, McCay. Want some coffee?”

Carter smiled at the sound of her sassy voice and turned to see Macy coming out of the house with two steaming mugs in hand. Coal-black curls framed her face and fell in wild disarray down her back. Her eyes, free of makeup, looked brilliantly clear in the light. She wore a red-and-blue plaid robe and leather boots. He had to smile at that. The Hollywood starlet looked pretty at dawn and too much as if she fit in around here.

His heart did a little flip watching her glide toward him, and he passed it off as sexual contentment. Last night, they’d made love twice before he’d driven her back to the house. As they approached her room, she’d paused by her door, lifting hesitant eyes his way as if unsure of his intentions. Carter had gripped her hand tighter and led her to his room. She’d gone willingly, and she’d slept through the night curled next to him. He’d wanted her to feel safe, but it didn’t end there. She’d gotten under his skin, and he wanted her in his bed for the remainder of her stay at Wild River. “Sure, wouldn’t refuse coffee from a gorgeous woman.”

A smile spread over her face as she sidled up next to him and carefully handed him a cup. “You’re up early.”

“I was about ready to come join you in bed.”

She snapped her head up, her eyes wide, and then whispered in a hushed tone, “Should I go back inside?”

The sexy morning lilt of her voice did things to him.

“I wouldn’t want to disappoint you,” she added.

“Doubt you could do that.” Carter slid his arm around her waist and pulled her close. She went willingly, coffee cup balanced in one hand. He nuzzled her neck, roving his lips over her throat and tasting her sweet skin once again. He glanced around the yard. His ranch hands hadn’t begun working yet. With no one in sight, he brought his mouth to hers and took her in a long, lingering kiss.

She made a little throaty sound, a sexy moan reminding him of the hot night they’d spent making love at the inn, and Carter cursed under his breath. He wanted her again.

Last night, when she’d been in danger, his protective instincts took hold. He’d been more concerned about Macy than catching the intruder. Afterward, he couldn’t seem to let her go. He’d caved in to his lust. Macy had intrigued him from the moment he’d laid eyes on her on that New York street, and last night was the culmination of temptation and raw desire.

The mare whinnied and they both turned their attention to the horses. Carter sipped coffee. “Watch the colt. He’s something.” Midnight parading around the arena, strutting, sniffing and mimicking his mother, made for great entertainment.

“He’s wonderful,” she said, and it touched Carter how sincerely awed she was witnessing something Carter could easily take for granted.

“You sleep okay?” he asked.

She nodded. “Thanks to you. I’m not a wimp usually, but I was pretty scared last night.”

Carter’s gut tightened and he swore silently. “I’ll see to it that never happens again.”

“How?” she asked.

Carter kept his focus on the horses. This wasn’t an easy thing to admit, and it took him a few seconds to force the words out. “I’m ninety-nine percent sure I know who broke into the inn last night. It was my father.”

“Your father? Oh, Carter. No.”

He ground his teeth. “I’m afraid so. He’s got this fool notion that he should be overseeing the inn. Even though I banished him, after what happened the last time. He was probably all boozed up. I’m so damn mad that he scared you, I could spit.”

Macy’s expression softened. Sympathy touched her eyes. “I’m so sorry.”

“Don’t be. It’s expected. He’s never going to change.”

“Don’t say that. Don’t give up on him.”

“I’m afraid it’s too late for that. Not only is he checked off my list, after how he scared you last night, he’s disappeared from it. Poof. Just like that, he’s gone. I’m done with him.”

Macy’s lips formed a tight pout. “It’s heartbreaking to hear you say that. Your father needs your help.”

“You want me to help him?” He began shaking his head. “No way.”

His brain wouldn’t go there. Not after what his father had put him through. Not after he’d sent his mother to an early grave and almost killed Rocky in that fire. Fathers were supposed to raise their children, not the other way around. “He doesn’t deserve it, Macy.”

Macy set her coffee cup down on a post, making sure it didn’t teeter, before she turned to him, her voice firm. “Everyone deserves another chance.”

“He’s used up his quota of chances.” Carter gulped coffee too fast. It burned his throat on the way down. “Damn it.”

“Carter,” Macy pressed, “you can’t just give up on him.”

“I can. I have.” He didn’t want to have this conversation right now. “But you should know, it’s not for lack of trying. I’ve spent years trying to clean that man up. It’s impossible.”

Macy looked toward the corral. She pretended to watch the horses, but he could see her mind was a million miles away. Then softly, as if she were speaking on a breeze, she said, “Maybe if someone took my father by the scruff of his collar and shook some sense into him, he’d be alive today.”

Carter glanced at her profile, the stubborn slant of her delicate chin. Macy still ached from her father’s death. Maybe she was feeling guilty for not intervening with him. Or maybe she’d just wanted to make a point. But her situation was different. She’d been a young girl when her father died. Carter had put up with his father’s antics for his entire life. People got hurt and lives were damaged.

“You don’t know the facts, Macy. And I’m not about to spill my guts to ease your guilt. Just drop it.”

She whipped around to face him, a spark of defiance in her eyes. “I’m not trying to ease my guilt. I have no guilt. Just regret. And you’re being bullheaded!”

Carter kept his gaze trained on her. He wasn’t going to let her get involved in this. His patience was shot to hell. He raised his voice. “I’m telling you how it’s going to be. It’s none of your business.”

“So, you’re saying butt out?”

“Bingo, you win the prize.” He winced at his harsh tone, but he wouldn’t back down.

She stared at him for the longest time, then grabbed the mug from his hand, lifted hers from the post and then twirled around. Marching toward the house, she held her head high and mighty as if she was right and he was the fool who couldn’t see it.

Damn it. They’d just had their first argument, and it was about his father. If that didn’t take the cake, he didn’t know what did.

It sure wasn’t the way Carter wanted to start the morning.

* * *

Bill Fargo was a wise old goat, clean-cut and stately and just the type of man Carter would have liked to have for a father. It still plagued him why the man wanted to work at Wild River Ranch for a modest wage, when it was obvious he could be holding down a more lucrative job. But Carter wasn’t going to look a gift horse in the mouth. Whatever the reasons, he was glad to have Bill.

“I came in early to explain what happened last night,” Fargo said after Carter let him into his office.

“We spoke on the phone last night. That’s enough for me.” Carter leaned against the edge of his desk, offering Fargo a seat, but the old guy decided to stand.

Fargo rubbed the back of his neck. “I appreciate that, but I take pride in my work and I’d feel better you hearing it from me in person.”

“Okay.” It was a fair plea.

Fargo’s brows gathered as he recalled the incident. “I’d just checked on Macy about ten minutes before it started storming. I had driven clear across the other end of the property when the rain came down hard. Soon as it hit, I turned the truck around to get her and bring her back to the main house.”

“Did you see the intruder trying to break in?”

“No. When I got there, I noticed the broken window first, and that’s when you drove up. I think we spotted him at the same time. He took off running into the brush. You told me to go after him while you checked on Macy. I lost sight of him in the darkness, and by the time I got to the truck he was gone. I searched for an hour but couldn’t find him. I’d first thought it might be a youngster thinking the place was abandoned, wanting to get in out of the rain. But what I saw changed my mind. It wasn’t a boy but a man, and he wasn’t so much fast as he was cagey. He could have been close to my age. You said you thought you knew who it was.”

Carter tensed. Every time he thought about his old man, his nerves jangled. He’d never make Father of the Year, but was staying on the right side of the law too much to ask? “Yeah, unfortunately I do. It was my father, Riley McCay. It’s an old song I won’t sing again, but he won’t be bothering Macy or coming onto the property again. I paid him a little visit today. Not that his word is any good, but my old man has managed to stay out of jail all these years. He knows that’ll change if he’s spotted on my property again. Next time, he’ll be hauled in by the law.”

Confronting his father hadn’t been pleasant, but it had been necessary. Carter cursed himself silly for feeling sorry for the guy after he’d left his father’s place.

Fargo’s eyes narrowed and his face slanted in a thoughtful expression. “You’ve had a tough childhood.”

The spot-on assessment surprised him. “You think I’m bitter?”

Fargo shook his head and spoke with sincerity. “Not at all. The truth is the truth, and it’s not always pretty. I’ve had my share of bad experiences, so let me say this, no one should judge you or what you do, because they don’t know what you’ve gone through in your life. And I bet you’ve been the adult in that relationship since you were a boy.”

Carter stared at Fargo and then smiled. Yep, he was a wise old goat. “Can’t argue that point. You know the saying, what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.”

Fargo laid sympathetic eyes on him. “You got strong pretty fast, I’d say.”

Carter sighed and leaned back, painfully admitting, “Not fast enough.”

Fargo acknowledged him with an understanding nod.

“Macy thinks I’m too hard on him,” Carter confessed. It felt pretty darn good releasing his frustration and the emotions he’d bottled up inside. Just being able to say these things aloud gave him some measure of relief. He felt he could trust Fargo with his thoughts. Man, was he looking for a father figure or what?

“And Macy’s opinion is important to you?”

Carter had to think about that a second. He wasn’t sure what Fargo was getting at, but he knew that after making love with her, the last thing he wanted was to hurt her. He still felt it wasn’t any of her business, yet it was hard for him to admit that he should have held his tongue. After all, she’d given him the best night of sex he’d had in a long while. Then he’d turned on her. He felt like a heel. “She’s told you about her father, right? He died as a result of his drinking.”

“And you think she’s transferring that situation onto yours?”

Carter lifted away from the desk and shrugged, his impatience getting the best of him. “Hell, I don’t know. Maybe.”

“Seems to me that you might want to straighten things out with her.”

Carter’s stubborn nature wouldn’t have allowed that before this conversation, but Fargo made him realize that he owed Macy an apology. Her opinion did matter. He cared what she thought about him.

An hour later, Carter strode out of his office with a plan. The air was warm, the sun still bright as he walked with purpose to the inn on foot, trying to clear his head of Jocelyn’s duplicity, his father’s latest antics and his feelings for Macy.

* * *

Halfway there, Rocky joined him, coming from the direction of the inn, his tail wagging and his body twisting in jubilation. “Hey, boy.” Carter bent to give him a pat on the head. The dog lifted up, pawing at his thighs, begging for more attention. “I hear you there. Is Macy giving you the cold shoulder, too? Nah, she wouldn’t do that to you. I’m the only dog she’s mad at.”

Rocky was rewarded with more attention, then fell in step with Carter as they approached the inn. It didn’t take him but a second to find Macy. She was standing in the center of the gazebo, rehearsing lines. He couldn’t hear what she was saying, but her gestures were fluid, sincere and emotional. Through her actions and expressions, Macy managed to convey a powerful story. Carter watched her and wondered why she’d never made it big as an actress. She had the looks and the talent. It was part of her DNA, he figured, being the child of two multitalented parents.

He’d be a fool to ever think she belonged in his world of cattle auctions, small-town life and simple pleasures. Sure, Carter had wealth. He’d built an empire and had money to burn, but down deep inside, he was still a country boy. He liked rodeos, John Wayne Westerns and eating apple pie at the county fair.

Before he lost sight of his mission and talked himself out of apologizing, Carter stepped up to the gazebo. Macy had been so deep in character, she hadn’t noticed him until Rocky gave three short, quick barks of greeting.

She froze in place when she finally noticed him.

Those violet eyes did a number on him. Something powerful surged through his system.

“You caught me in the act,” Macy said, trying damn hard to keep her voice haughty, but the glow in her eyes gave her away.

“You’re good.”

“I’m…fair.”

“You had me fooled then.”

“I wasn’t trying to fool anyone. I was trying to be convincing.”

The conversation was going down fast. Carter climbed up the first step and produced one single, healthy stargazer lily he’d been holding behind his back. “For you.”

She blinked then and the corners of her pretty mouth lifted. “It’s my favorite.”

Mara had told him today and he’d made a quick trip into town to get her a bouquet, but his housekeeper had informed him that one single stem would have more meaning. He’d never figure out a woman’s mind, but he had taken Mara’s advice.

Macy fingered the pink petal. “How did you know?”

“I have my ways,” he said. “I’m here to apologize for barking at you this morning.”

She remained quiet, her head down, gazing at the flower. “Okay.”

“I was harsh and I shouldn’t have been.”

She lifted her lashes and spoke softly, “You’re right. It’s none of my business, but I wanted-”

“To help. I know. You can’t, and I won’t change my mind. But I’m asking you to forgive me for taking you to task for it.”

She tilted her head to the right and made a pretty picture, standing there in her white flowing blouse and blue jeans, her hair down in curls.

“How can I not forgive you? You gave me my favorite lily.”

She smiled then and Carter took her hand and pulled her into his arms. Her body felt perfect enveloped in his, and he could easily work up a reason to drag her off to bed. But his apology wasn’t over. “I have a peace offering,” he said.

Her eyes fluttered and she peeked at his mouth from under her lashes. It was too much to resist. Carter lifted her chin with the pad of his thumb and lowered his head a fraction of an inch to her mouth. “This isn’t it,” he said, taking her in a kiss he’d been thinking about all day. As soon as their lips touched it was like floodgates opening. She was soft, sexy and eager when she returned his kiss, their bodies contouring and melding together in a natural fit.

Her lips parted and he drove his tongue into her mouth. Her sweet, erotic taste traveled down to the pit of his stomach. Kissing her was like a potent drug. He wanted more. He cupped her head and kissed her again, raking his hands over her slender body, caressing her shoulders and running his palms along the swells of her breasts. She squirmed with desire and whimpered a plea. No one was more surprised than Carter when he backed away, breaking off the heady, sex-inducing contact. He wanted her, no doubt. But he had more to say.

“I want to take you out tonight.”

Macy gulped air. Her eyes lifted to his, heavy lidded and hazy. “Wh-what?”

“I want to take you on a date.”

Her chest rose and fell in deep breaths, and Carter found himself staring.

With knitted brows, she repeated, “You want to take me on a date?”

“That’s right. Tonight. I have reservations in Dallas at a first-class restaurant. I reserved a private room. It’s part of my apology, so take care when you give me your answer.”

“But…why?”

He shrugged and wouldn’t divulge the half a dozen reasons in his head. He didn’t want to admit them to himself, much less to her. “Why not?”

Her expression changed from confusion to determination, and she put the biggest smile on her face. “I’d love to go. Yes.”

He felt a ripple of anticipation zigzag through his body. Then, almost as soon as she accepted, a frown appeared on her face and her brows knitted together. “But, Dallas?” she asked on a worried sigh. “We could be seen.”

Carter shook his head. “We won’t be.” He lifted a lock of her hair. The natural wave wisped around his finger. He liked Macy best this way, curly haired and natural, but when she became that sleek, straight-haired woman, she was equally as beautiful and almost unrecognizable. “We’ll stay overnight. In the morning, we’ll stop at some small towns on the way back and-” he winced at the notion “-we’ll shop for furniture for the inn.”

Macy’s eyes blazed brilliant lavender-blue. She was a dead giveaway when she was pleased. “Really?”

“I don’t do anything half-assed, Hollywood. My apology rocks,” he said, kissing her one last time. “Admit it.”

Her chin went up ready to deny it, but then she had a change of heart. “You got me there, Carter. It’s the best apology I’ve ever received.”

Satisfied, Carter spoke quietly, “Be ready at six with your best disguise.”

Nine

It was worth all the trouble she went through to see Carter’s eyes nearly pop out of his head when she entered the great room.

She wore red.

A sleek, bodice-clinging, low-cut crimson design that covered her thighs with only an inch to spare. She’d taken a good look at herself in the mirror, cringed at the daring dress and almost returned it to the closet. The Emilio Pucci had been a gift from her mother that Macy had brought with her to New York, as a keepsake to hold dear during the auction. But Macy had never tried it on. Until now.

Macy smiled as Tina’s encouraging voice echoed in her ears. “Red’s your color, honey. Wear it and knock their eyes out.” Her mother had a knack for clothes and style and had never been outdone by her competition.

It had taken Macy a long time to straighten out her barrel curls, but she’d actually won the fight with the hair blower, and now it fell in a shimmering sheet down her back. Next, she’d dazzled her mouth with ruby-red lipstick and accented her cheekbones with bronzer. Her eyes she couldn’t do much about. She didn’t have colored contacts; she’d always thought they looked strange on people and drew attention rather than detracted from it.

Carter had been holding a large manila envelope in his hands, looking it over carefully, but the second he’d spotted her, he’d tossed it onto the sofa and approached her. “Wow,” he said, mimicking her, a case of imitation being the best form of flattery. “Beautiful,” he murmured with a gleam in his eyes.

“Thank you.”

Yes, definitely worth all the trouble she went through.

It was like the pot calling the kettle black though. Carter, in a black Western suit coat and a white silk shirt, minus the tie earned him “wow” status, as well. “You’re not looking too shabby tonight, either, McCay.”

Carter puffed out his chest and winked. “I aim to please, ma’am.” His hand to the small of her back, he asked, “Are you ready for a drive to the city?”

His touch curled her toes. “I am.”

Carter had ushered her a few steps toward the door then stopped abruptly. “Wait.” He turned and strode over to the legal-size envelope he’d tossed on the sofa. “I almost forgot. This came for you today.”

“For me?”

He handed it over, and Macy stared at it.

“It’s the first piece of mail that’s come for you. Who knows you’re here?”

“Just my friend Avery and my attorney. This is from him. Barton Lowenthal.”

“Is it important?”

Macy was standing next to a dreamy man, ready to go out on the town. Nothing was more important than that right now. “No, it’s just probably more legal documents about my mother’s estate.”

Macy set the envelope on the end table by the entry. “I can look at it later.”

She turned her attention back to Carter, Stetson in hand, waiting for her by the door. Her life here at Wild River was so far removed from Hollywood that it was laughable. She understood that she was Carter’s rebound woman-someone to make him forget about his almost-fiancée’s rejection. They would have no real future together. Macy shouldn’t forget that, but for tonight at least, she could pretend that all away.

On the drive to Dallas, Carter made small talk and tried his best to make up for the way he’d treated her this morning. She’d been hurt and properly put in her place, but she wasn’t giving up on his relationship with his dad. She could be stubborn, too, when she had to be.

Carter kept taking his eyes off the road to look at her. She, too, was pulled by his magnetism, glancing at him in quiet moments, marveling at his good looks and confidence. Finally, halfway into the drive, he reached over and laid his hand on her leg, just above the knee. His touch sent spiraling tremors clear down to her belly. She forgot all about being stubborn. He made her forget everything but the desire pulsing like wildfire in her veins. His capable fingers applied pressure, and she broke out in goose bumps. She sucked in oxygen when he slid a hot hungry look her way. “I might not make it through dinner.”

She gulped, and images of him covering her body flashed in her mind. She relived the heady sensations from last night and wanted more. She wanted Carter. “We could shoot straight for dessert.”

A wicked smile graced his face. “I like the way you think, Hollywood. But I owe you a nice dinner.” He sighed from deep in his chest and removed his hand from her leg.

She missed his touch already and wondered how she’d make it through dinner, too.

As promised, Carter had arranged for them to be ushered into a trendy new restaurant on the top floor of the Majestic Hotel by way of an employee elevator. The secrecy made the evening only more exciting. Soft music played as dinner was served in a cozy room with a private bar and dance floor.

After ordering filet mignon and spinach soufflé, they were served shrimp scampi appetizers and champagne salad. Macy picked at her food. Her appetite waned. Not even steaming-hot loaves of French bread whet her taste buds. She sipped red wine and focused on the man sitting across from her, looking dazzling and sexy.

Between courses, Carter asked her to dance, making every effort to make this date memorable. Macy curved her body to his as they moved in step with a romantic tune.

“How am I doing with my apology?” He tightened his arms around her, and she leaned her head on his shoulder.

“I’ve forgiven you for the next five things you’re bound to do,” she said with a breathy sigh.

He threw his head back and laughed. She loved the sound of it and the deep baritone of his voice. “You’re sure I’ll blow it again?”

“I’m giving you rain checks I’m so sure.”

He tightened his hold on her and spoke quietly into her ear. “But, darlin’, where’s the fun in that?”

The warmth of his breath made her shiver. With his rock-hard body pressed against her and his musky scent surrounding her, she was swept up with consuming desire. The privacy and the intimate way he held her seemed to charge the air around them. She lowered her lashes to focus on his generous mouth.

Carter shook his head with a warning glint in his eye. “Keep that up and our meal will have to wait.”

He brought his mouth to hers and took her in a breathtaking kiss. From there, things moved fast. The kiss that started slowly turned to a frenzied melding of lips with arms and legs reaching, adjusting, their bodies desperately searching for satisfaction and relief.

Carter squeezed her hand then and pulled her off the dance floor. “Grab your purse,” he ordered as he led her to the table. She clutched it and he entwined her fingers and then tugged her out of the private restaurant. The trip in the special elevator to penthouse rooms was another hurried affair, and once Carter put the keycard into the lock, they ducked into the suite.

She glimpsed the luxurious room. “Nice pl-”

Carter kissed the words from her mouth and backed her up against the wall. He murmured all the things they were going to do in this room, and Macy’s face flamed as hot as her body burned. The Pucci dress was an easy target for a man with roaming hands, and Carter made sure he touched every part of her. His sweet assault made her moan his name over and over, and she knew they’d never make it to the bed.

His kisses moved from her lips and down her throat, his chin pushing material away so that his mouth could cover her breast. She arched for him and closed her eyes to the sensual sensation. Then he rode his hand up her thigh, and within seconds her clingy dress was hiked up to her waist. Impatient, he groaned when his fingers met with her hot, wet center. He pleasured her and little moans of ecstasy huffed out of her throat.

It was a whirlwind from then on, Carter taking time only to sheath himself before he brought her the most exquisite, erotic, exciting sexual encounter of her life.

Afterward, she slumped against him breathless and sated from head to toe. “Is…that…all…you…got?”

A deep, satisfied chuckle rumbled from his throat before he lifted her into the circle of his arms and carried her to the bed. “Just wait, sweet darlin’. Just wait.”

* * *

Macy woke to air-conditioning cooling the hotel room. She lay on a luxurious bed of silken sheets, completely naked with sunlight streaming into the suite. She reached for a plush comforter and met with Carter’s hand. He brought the covers with him as he rolled toward her, setting his hand possessive and firm on her hip. Warmth seeped in immediately.

He kissed her cheek. “Mornin’.”

“Mmm, morning.” She gave him a smile, and her heart surged when his dimples appeared as he smiled back. She felt things for Carter that went beyond her simple fascination for a Stetson-wearing hunk. She cared for him, and heaven knew she admired him. But anything more than that would just be suicide on her part, a head-on collision waiting to happen.

“You still tired?” he asked, rubbing her hip in ways that sparked illicit thoughts. Last night, once they’d made it to the bed, Carter had shown her the stars of Texas without ever looking out the window.

“Not too tired to…shop.” She grinned.

He flung himself onto his back and groaned. “I was afraid of that.”

She gathered herself up, covers and all, turning to face him. “A promise is a promise, McCay. Not to mention it was part of your apology.”

He studied her through thick lashes, his mouth angling down. “I thought maybe the two ‘apologies’ I gave you last night would do the trick.”

He did have a persuasive argument. He’d given her two mind-bending orgasms last night. But, Macy gave as good as she got, and Carter knew it. They were evenly matched sexual partners. “You’re not getting out of it, Carter. Cowboy up.”

Carter’s mouth opened then shut. He lifted up and grabbed her around the waist, bringing her down on top of him, tickling her until she giggled uncontrollably.

“No! No! Stop it…stop it!”

He stopped and his mouth spread into a big grin. “Don’t ever say ‘cowboy up’ to a Texan. We invented the term.” He kissed her then set her down beside him.

Macy’s laughter finally ebbed and she sank deeper into the bed, gazing up at the ceiling. “You don’t play fair.”

Carter put his arm around her shoulder and brought her close. “I know. I like to win.”

Winning was important to Carter. He’d worked hard to build a business and succeed without trampling anyone on the way up. He was honorable and decent. He had confidence and knew how to make everyone feel at home. Macy envied him a little, even though she admired him.

The room went silent, Macy deep in thought. “You know who you are, Carter McCay. I like that about you.”

“You say that as if you don’t know who you are.”

“Sometimes… I’m not sure. I know I’m an actress by default, the daughter of a legendary screen star. It was sort of expected of me, more by the public than pressure from my parents. I know how to read lines from a script. Acting pays the bills.” Except that now she was a two-time lawsuit victim who had paid off her debts and was flat broke. “But I have dreams I’ve never realized. Dreams that one day I’d love to come true.”

Carter turned to her, seemingly intrigued. “Such as?”

She lifted a shoulder in a shrug. “I want to open a drama school for kids. I want to teach. It’s what I know. Unlike my mother and father, I’m happier behind the scenes than on camera. And I love children.”

“So, why not do that when you go back to Hollywood?”

His suggestion unnerved her. Raw pain worked its way to her belly and made her ache inside. Not that she’d expected an open invitation to live at Wild River, but she didn’t want to think about leaving. She needed the respite and to continue whatever she had going with Carter for however long it lasted. At the moment, going home to Hollywood wasn’t even on her radar. “I can’t…not right now.”

Carter became quiet, and his silence was another jolt to her nerves. He stared out the window, and every so often his eyes flickered with an emotion she couldn’t name. “You’re right,” he said finally. “You don’t have to make that decision right away.”

They left it at that and checked out of the hotel an hour later.

On the way home Carter drove them to several local antiques shops bearing rusted signs outside and musty wood paneling inside, and together they perused furniture, looking for the best fit for the Wild River Inn.

They made their fifth stop at a little out-of-the-way shop off the highway called Addie’s Antiques. Macy had to smile at Carter when they entered the place. He’d become really involved in the decorating process and walked straight over to the one selection Macy would have chosen.

“This armoire could be refinished.” He studied the piece from the forties with chipped edges and a broken hinge but made from sturdy wood.

Macy examined it closely and nodded in agreement. “I love the footed legs and the way it curves like an S. It has just the character I’m looking for and would go perfectly in the third bedroom.”

“Sold,” Carter said to Addie, who turned out to be the twenty-something granddaughter of the original owner.

Usually when Carter McCay entered a room, female heads turned in his direction and they would repeatedly cast him admiring looks. But Addie kept her eyes trained on Macy nearly the entire time they were shopping. Her curious stares were making Macy a bit uneasy. Carter completed making the arrangements for the sale as Macy continued to browse. Afterward, the antiques dealer followed Macy outside to the dirt-paved parking lot and finally asked, “Excuse me, but have we met?”

Macy dreaded that question. She’d heard it a thousand times, and it usually led to someone figuring out who she was. Standing near Carter’s expensive sports car, she wished they’d taken the Jeep, which garnered a lot less attention as they traveled through small towns. She sighed silently and shook her head. “No, I don’t think so.”

The girl’s face contorted, as if trying to place her. “It’s just that you look so familiar. You actually look like that actress-”

Carter came up beside Macy to kiss her cheek. “Hurry now, darlin’. You know our boys are gonna drive Mama to drink if we don’t get on home soon.”

Macy caught on right away. When Carter took her hand, Macy followed his lead. She sent Addie an apologetic look. “Sorry to rush off, but he’s right. Toby and our little Kenny are a handful of mischief. It’s hard for his mama to handle our boys on a good day, but our littlest one is teething, and well, you know how that can be.”

Addie’s expression wavered. “Oh, uh, not really. I don’t have kids.”

Carter opened the door for her, and Macy hurried inside and fastened her seat belt. Carter gave Addie a quick smile then got behind the wheel of the car, and the powerful engine roared to life. As they pulled away, Macy waved to the young girl. “Bye now!”

Carter drove down the road, leaving Addie standing there with an odd expression on her face. He slid Macy a sideways glance, his mouth twitching in amusement. “Toby and Kenny? Are those the names of our children?”

Macy let go a small rumble of laughter and then confessed, “They were the singers of the last two songs we heard on the radio.”

“Ah,” Carter said, still smiling. He reached for her hand and gave a little squeeze. “Fast thinking.”

The sensation of his tender touch ripped through her. Her heart pounded as she envisioned holding Carter’s sons in her arms. Their sons. Thinking like that could get her in trouble. But for a few seconds while leaving Addie’s Antiques, the notion didn’t seem so far-fetched. Then a thought struck. “She’ll probably guess who I am anyway once she thinks about it. People usually do. And she knows where you live.”

Carter shot her a smug look. “No, she doesn’t. I paid cash and arranged for Henry to pick up the furniture.”

Macy felt somewhat relieved. “Well, that was fast thinking, too.”

She should have known Carter would have all angles covered, just in case. Not that Addie would go running to a tabloid just because she recognized her. Of course, if the antiques dealer had seen the internet news lately, she might realize that Carter McCay was the mysterious cowboy whom Macy Tarlington had run away with that New York night. There wasn’t much she could do about it, but she hoped to prolong her anonymity a little while longer. If she was ever discovered here, the media would come down on Wild River with cameras blazing.

They spent the next few hours shopping and found a dresser, a side table, two lamps and a hammered-iron queen-size bed. Once again, Carter paid cash and arranged for the furniture pickup in order to protect Macy’s identity.

As they arrived at the ranch, Carter announced matter-of-factly, “We’re home.”

Macy glanced at the beautiful ranch house as a sense of belonging settled into her system. It was a beautiful, tranquil place, despite the occasional pungent scent of cow dung and raw earth that wafted to the main house. Entrenching sadness stole over her and her heart dipped as she realized how much she loved living at Wild River. But Macy couldn’t allow herself to think behind the here and now. This was Carter’s home, not hers. She was a temporary guest, and she’d always be grateful to him for inviting her here. And for making her feel welcome.

“I think we made a lot of progress today,” he said, turning to her as he parked the car.

She smiled at him, though her heart wasn’t in it. He was speaking of furniture. Macy thought the progress went deeper than that. “I think we did, too,” she replied softly. “I’m hoping it all fits in the rooms the way I envisioned it.”

“It will.” Carter leaned across the seat toward her, cupped her head and pulled her close until his lips were an inch away. “Hollywood, you’re good at what you do.” Then he took her in a long, sweet kiss.

Macy came up for air seconds later and stared at him. He was deadly handsome and hard to resist. Joy entered her heart just being near him, and it frightened her how quickly her feelings for him were developing. She tried for levity to keep those feelings at bay. “I’m good at spending your money.”

He chuckled and kissed her again. “You’re good at a lot of things,” he murmured, nipping at her throat. “I wish I didn’t have a dozen things going on today. You could show me more…”

Carter walked up the steps to the house, holding her hand. Macy was floating in a sea of contentment and couldn’t remember another time she felt this happy. Carter brushed a quick kiss to her lips. “I’ve gotta talk to Henry and get some work done. I’ll see you later, okay?”

When? How much later? she wanted to ask. He handed her overnight case to her. “Okay.”

She’d spent the night and a good part of the day with him, and she already missed him. She watched him retreat, his strides long and confident as he headed toward the bunkhouse. He had an impressive backside with broad shoulders, a perfect butt and long legs fitted into faded blue jeans. Macy walked into the house just as Mara was coming out of the great room. She was holding the manila envelope Carter had shown her yesterday.

“Oh hi, Mara.”

“Good afternoon.” Mara’s gaze went to the overnight bag in her hand. Never one to pry, she didn’t say a word, but the inquisitive look on her face said it all.

Mara had always been kind and nonjudgmental, and Macy missed having female companionship while at the ranch. She shrugged and smiled at the older woman. “We went on a…a shopping date,” she explained. “We bought some beautiful antique pieces for the inn.”

Mara’s free hand went to her hip. She spoke with a charming Texas drawl. “I’m glad Carter’s finally come around to renovating that place. If you influenced him in any way, good for you. Henry and I have been hinting for him to get that place up and running for quite some time. I remember when it shined. It was a looker back then.”

“When I’m through with it, I hope it’ll measure up to your memories.”

“Well, I bet you make it even better.”

It was a kind thing to say.

“You said Carter took you shopping?” Mara asked.

“Well…it was more like I took him. I think he really enjoyed it though.”

Mara looked at her with newfound admiration, her gaze drifting over her in a pleasant sweep. “Any woman who can get Carter to furniture shop has my vote.”

Macy chuckled, and a part of her was glad she had Mara’s approval. From the few conversations she’d had with her, Macy picked up on the faintest innuendos about Jocelyn Grayson that didn’t paint her in a good light. But then, after the way she’d hurt Carter, Macy figured not too many people at Wild River Ranch held Jocelyn in high regard. Macy did a mock curtsy. “Well, thank you for that.”

Mara smiled and handed over the envelope. “I saw this on the table. It’s addressed to you. I thought it might be important since you don’t usually get mail here.”

“Yes, it’s probably important,” she said. “Thanks.”

Macy tucked it under her arm. She didn’t want to spoil her good mood by opening the envelope right now. She’d seen enough legal paperwork in the past few months to cover the entire square footage of the ranch house. For just a little while longer, she wanted no reminders of her life back in Hollywood.

“I have lunch waiting in the refrigerator. Chicken casserole. I can heat it up.”

“Oh, I’m not hungry right now, but I appreciate the thought. I think I’ll head over to the inn in a little while. I’m kind of excited about the new purchases. I want to make sure everything is ready.”

“I’ll give it a look when it’s done. I know it’ll be a big improvement,” Mara said before she walked away.

Macy dropped her overnight case in her room and set the attorney’s papers down on her dresser. She moved to the window and looked out over Wild River Ranch. The land lay flat and stretched wide for acres and acres. Cattle grazed and she heard horses whinny from the corral. Off to one side, she noticed Carter McCay talking to a few men. He was easy to spot. She could pick him out of a crowd. She was that attuned to him now.

With a sigh, her shoulders slumped and she allowed the mad rush of emotion to overtake her. For a little while longer, her life would be pure bliss.

* * *

“Have you seen Rocky?” Macy asked Bill Fargo as they sat down on the steps of the gazebo together. She handed him a cup of iced tea. “Usually, he’s practically tripping over my boots keeping me company on the walk over here. I miss him today.”

Bill thought about it a few seconds. “Come to think about it, I haven’t seen him today, either. That’s strange.” He had a quizzical look on his face.

“That Rocky’s not here?”

“Yeah. It’s probably nothing, but I ran into Mr. McCay at the diner in town this morning. He was spouting off to the waitress and he-”

“Mr. McCay? But I was with Carter… Oh,” Macy said, when it dawned on her, “you’re talking about Carter’s father, Riley.”

“Yeah, it was Riley McCay, all right. Everyone in the diner seemed to know him, though they were trying their best to ignore him. He was complaining about his son and his high and mighty ways, spouting off that he wasn’t allowed to step foot on Wild River Ranch or see his dog anymore. I remember hearing him mutter something about getting his dog back.”

Macy swallowed, fighting off the impending dread creeping up her spine. “Does Carter know?”

Bill sipped his tea and then shook his head. “Not yet. At the time, I didn’t think anything of it. The old guy just seemed to be letting off steam, but now it appears Rocky might actually be missing.”

Macy rose from the steps, worried. “You don’t really think he took him, do you?”

“I haven’t seen the dog anywhere on the grounds this afternoon.”

“But, you didn’t see any intruders on the property last night, right? And you start work later in the day, so maybe Rocky is just taking an extra long nap somewhere in the shade.” Macy tried to convince herself that was the case. The alternative, that Riley had taken Rocky, would cause only a bigger rift between Carter and his father.

Bill gave her a slow nod. “Maybe. Of course, if the old guy did snatch the dog, your boyfriend will have him arrested.”

“He’s not my…boyfriend.”

Fargo rolled his eyes and then sent her a wise, knowing smile. “If he’s not, then what’s the holdup?”

Macy shook her head, unable to answer him. The lines that had once been so clearly defined were beginning to blur in her mind. She didn’t have an answer for Bill because she didn’t know where she stood with Carter. Their relationship was fragile and new right now. “I don’t…know.”

“You didn’t see the look on his face when McCay thought you were in danger the other night,” Bill said. “Believe me, that man wasn’t concerned about anything but getting to you.”

“Really?”

“I think you know that, Macy.”

Macy’s heart warmed. Was that really true, or was Carter just being Carter? He had a protective streak a mile long. He was protective about the dog, too. If Riley McCay had come onto the property and taken Rocky, Carter’s blood pressure would explode. And he’d have his father arrested.

“What I know is that I have to find Rocky.” Macy closed her eyes briefly. An idea bounced around in her head. It was risky, but Macy never let that stop her before when right was on her side.

Bill pursed his lips and spoke with fatherly concern. “Macy, whatever you’re thinking about doing, please consider the consequences. You know I have to tell Carter what I heard this morning.”

“I understand. But I have to do what I feel is right, too.” She reassured him with a smile and then kissed his cheek. “Don’t worry about me. We’re not even sure Rocky is missing.”

But Macy had a strong suspicion that he was, and finding the dog would serve two purposes. Even if it meant facing Carter’s wrath, she had to try to bring the dog home.

Ten

Macy sat in Riley McCay’s small, tidy kitchen, the only room in the tiny house that looked kept and clean. Two rooms off the parlor were boarded up from the recent fire, and every so often a draft of hot air would bring the scent of charred wood into the room.

“I apologize again, miss, for scaring you the other night. I swear to the almighty, I didn’t know anyone was staying at the place. I wasn’t thinking straight.”

The man looked sincerely contrite, and Macy saw Carter’s younger image on Riley’s weathered and beat-up-by-life face. He was graying at the temples and wrinkled from excessive abuse to his body, but Macy held hope for him. And suddenly she understood Carter’s frustration and anger with his father. His dad was the one person Carter couldn’t save.

“Mr. McCay, I’ve accepted your apology. But you should have spoken with Carter and tried to reason with him instead of breaking into the inn.”

He gestured with a wave of his hand. “I wasn’t planning on breaking in. I know a secret way onto the property, and I take me a visit every so often. Then it started storming real hard. I got mad as hell being locked out of that place and all. It should have been mine in the first place, but my son decided to get bullheaded. Damn it.”

He worked himself up in anger, and Macy sat back in her chair, uneasy. Rocky sat at attention by her side, and she laid her hand on his back, stroking him gently.

“I’d like to help you, Mr. McCay, but you can’t go sneaking onto Carter’s property anymore. And you can’t take Rocky again, either.”

“I didn’t take him. He followed me home.”

“Mr. McCay,” Macy said with a stern but soft voice. “I told you about my father’s drinking problem. I’ve heard all the excuses and all the lies. You can’t fool me. You took Rocky. You have to promise me you won’t do that again.”

Head down, he shrugged his shoulders. “I miss the ole boy.”

“You miss Carter.”

His eyes flashed. He began to shake his head in denial, but Macy looked straight at him, refusing to let him get away with anything but the truth.

Riley backed down and sat in silence.

Macy reached across the table and laid her hand gently on his arm. “If you want to see Rocky or your son, all you have to do is call Carter.”

“That boy doesn’t want to see me.”

“He would, if you started acting like his father. Maybe you could-”

A car pulled up and Macy lifted her head to peer out the window. It wasn’t Henry or Bill Fargo. Darn. It was Carter, and he wasn’t out for an afternoon stroll. He bounded out of the car and barged straight into the house through the unlocked door. His eyes blazed hot fury when he saw her sitting at the kitchen table with his father. His voice tight, he spoke through gritted teeth. “Macy, damn it. What the hell do you think you’re doing?”

Riley rose from his seat, unbending his body to stand as tall as Carter. “Now, boy. Don’t you go talking to Macy that way.”

Carter ignored his father. He glanced at Rocky by Macy’s side and his jaw twitched. Normally, the dog would have raced over to him, tail wagging, sniffing at his boots. But Carter’s sharp tone kept the dog frozen in place. “I’m asking you, Macy. What are you doing here?”

“I’m having a glass of tea with your father.” She tipped her chin.

Carter glanced at the empty table and arched a brow. “Really? Are you acting it out? Because I don’t see any tea.”

“I was just about to get the pitcher out,” Riley said. “Why don’t you sit down a spell?”

Carter looked at his father as if he’d sprouted wings. “For tea?” He kept his anger in check long enough to say, “I don’t think so.”

Riley frowned and took his seat, folding his arms. “Fine with me,” he said stubbornly.

Carter focused on Macy again. “How’d you get here?”

Mara had driven her across town under slight protest until Macy had explained it was all in her plan to get Carter and Riley speaking again. It turned out that Mara was an old softy at heart, so she’d agreed for both the men’s sakes. “It doesn’t matter.”

“You’re not going to tell me?” His face burned with recrimination.

Macy sucked in a breath. She wouldn’t let him bully her, though she had a sinking feeling her idea was going down faster than a pinpricked balloon. She looked straight at him and shook her head.

Carter stared at her a long time. Then he blinked once as if banking his anger. “Let’s go.”

Macy rose from her seat, fearful she’d gotten in over her head. She’d never seen Carter behave so hurtfully. She braced her hands on the edge of the table and leaned forward to make her point. “Maybe you didn’t hear me, Carter. I’m staying to have iced tea with Riley.”

Something flashed in his eyes. “Fine. You stay if that’s what you want. Rocky comes home with me.”

“He’s my dog.” Riley’s voice rose in indignation.

Carter clenched his jaw, his impatience almost tangible. “You lost your right to him, Dad. You almost got him killed. I can’t prove that you took him, but I know you did. Don’t ever do it again.”

Carter changed his tone when he crouched down and called to Rocky. “C’mon, boy.”

Rocky got up and ambled toward him. The poor dog looked confused, but once he reached Carter he was lavished with a few loving pats on the head and all was peachy in dog world.

Carter strode to the door and then turned to Macy. A shiver ran up her spine from the cold, unyielding look he cast her. “I’ll send a car for you in an hour.” He glanced at the threadbare kitchen, the masked filth in the other rooms along with the broken furniture. Then on a deep frustrated sigh, he walked out taking Rocky with him.

Macy watched him get in the car and pull away. She slammed her eyes shut and was hit with a hard dose of reality.

She hadn’t helped matters. She’d probably just made things worse.

* * *

Carter was nowhere around when she returned to the house. Soft, late-evening light cast her bedroom in relaxing hues, and the hot, humid air had finally cooled down a bit with the help of the air-conditioning, but Macy wasn’t feeling calm or comforted at the moment. She still believed that Carter’s relationship with his father could be saved, but she might have gone about trying to fix it in the wrong way. Judging by the look she’d witnessed in his eyes when he’d walked out of Riley’s house, Carter thought of her as a traitor.

He was the last person she’d ever want to betray. Macy had his best interests at heart, but she may have overstepped boundaries in trying to help.

“You blew it, Macy,” she said to herself.

She should have taken Bill Fargo’s advice.

Consider the consequences.

Maybe if she had, she wouldn’t be feeling so miserable right now.

She glanced at the large manila envelope sitting on the top of the dresser and let out a quiet groan. She’d been deliberately ignoring it since the darn thing had arrived. She should open it, she really should. But going over more legal mumbo jumbo didn’t appeal to her at the moment. It reminded her too much of losing her mother and the financial mess she’d been in. It reminded her too much that she didn’t really belong at Wild River. She wanted to pretend a little longer that she did.

She sank down on her bed, feeling lonely and heartsick and not at all ready to face the night by herself. When her cell phone rang, Macy snapped her head up and looked toward her purse sitting on her nightstand. Only a handful of people knew her number. She rose from the bed, grabbing her phone from the deep recesses of her handbag, and before the third ring, peeked at the screen. She smiled when she saw the call was from Avery. She was just the friend she needed to talk to tonight.

“Hi, Av,” she said. Her shoulders relaxed. Tension oozed out of her the second she heard Avery’s voice on the other end of the receiver.

“Hello, Macy.”

“Oh boy, how’d you know I needed a friend right now?”

“I guess because I need one, too. We must be on the same wavelength.”

“Usually that’s a good thing,” Macy said. “But, it doesn’t sound like you’re too happy right now. What’s the matter?”

“I’m a little upset. It’s nothing too drastic, but there’s this persistent man-”

“Already, it sounds interesting,” Macy said. Avery had led a sheltered life. She could use a little excitement, whereas Macy had the opposite problem. Her life was anything but boring. “Go on.”

“No, no. It’s not anything like that. He’s an art expert and quite smooth, if you ask me, and he’s been calling, trying to persuade me to sell my father’s impressionist art collection.”

“Really. Who is he?” Macy asked.

“His name is Marcus Price. He’s from Waverly’s.”

“Oh, wow. I’ve met him. Ann Richardson introduced me to him during our negotiations for my mother’s auction. He’s pretty dreamy looking, if you like tall, confident men with attitude.”

“I’ve spoken with him once,” Avery said. “To tell him no thank you, but he keeps calling. I’m dodging his calls and emails.”

“Would you ever consider selling, Avery?”

“No. I won’t even think about it. That collection is the only thing I have left of my father. He was the only one in my family that showed me any love. I adore those paintings because they were his. He nurtured them and added to the collection year after year. I can’t…I truly can’t part with them.”

Macy had the impression that Forrest Cullen hadn’t been the kind of father that Avery needed. He’d been distant at best, though he loved her and now, her dear friend was clinging to his memory with an art collection that her father had treasured.

“Well, if you’re adamant about it,” Macy advised, “why not meet with Marcus Price one time to give him your answer in person? Trust me, you’ll appreciate his good looks. And you can make your position crystal clear to him.”

Avery hesitated then released a deep sigh that carried over the receiver. “Maybe, I will. Thanks for listening. So, tell me, what’s happening over there with your Wild River cowboy?”

Macy wasted no time launching into an explanation of the latest events of her life, including her misguided attempt to help bring Carter close to his father. “I’m sure I’m not Carter’s favorite person right now. And, Av, he’s been so good to me while I’ve been here. We’ve…gotten closer.” Macy paused. The image of his stone-cold expression when he’d walked in and spotted her at his father’s place flashed in her mind. He’d seen it as a betrayal, plain and simple. “I might have ruined everything.”

“Maybe not. Why not talk it out with him?”

“Carter is pretty stubborn. I don’t think talking is going to work. Not this time. And he’s told me before…uh-” Macy cringed as she revealed the truth to her friend “-that it’s none of my business.”

“Then apologize to him. If he’s a good man, he’ll accept it.”

Macy couldn’t apologize to Carter. She still felt she was right. Carter shouldn’t give up on his father. But she was afraid that, by pressing her point, she’d destroyed their budding relationship. “I don’t know. I’ll think of something, Av.”

After she bid her friend goodbye, Macy sat on her bed, deep in thought. Her frank conversation with Avery made her realize how deeply she cared about Carter. Aside from finding him sexy and gorgeous, she liked him. More than she’d liked any other man who had come before him. While living at Wild River, she’d managed to keep her emotions on an even keel. Barely. Because she didn’t really believe in love anymore and because Carter McCay owned the Love Curse Diamond. He’d already fallen victim to the bad fortune that ring symbolized, and Macy would be a fool to think a relationship with Carter would turn out any differently.

While her heart said other things, her mind steadied those thoughts with practicality. She wanted to be on good terms with Carter during her time here. She wanted to finish the project she’d started and see it through to the end. She didn’t want an argument about Carter’s father to taint her days here at Wild River.

She was going to fix that.

Soon.

* * *

The pool was cool and refreshing against Carter’s skin as his arms sliced through the water with even, steady strokes. Moonlight reflected on the water’s edge. He took a deep breath and ducked his head, swimming with finesse and efficiency. He’d mastered the technique from swims in Wild River as a young boy. Back then, it was all for fun, a way a poor boy had to enjoy himself on a hot summer day. He and his friends would jump off tree branches that overhung the rushing river. They’d yell and holler and hoot with laughter, sometimes egging each other on, sometimes daring each other.

Nowadays, swimming wasn’t so much recreational as it was a means to an end. He swam laps to burn off excess energy. He swam laps when he needed to clear his head for business. And he swam laps to simmer down his rising temperature.

Carter’s temper had skyrocketed this afternoon when he’d found out Rocky had disappeared. After speaking with Fargo, Carter had gone straight to his father’s house, certain the dog would be there. And he’d been right, but he hadn’t expected to find Macy there. That had come as a complete surprise. If Fargo knew Macy was there, he’d given him no indication.

Macy wasn’t held hostage on the ranch-she could go wherever she wanted-but butting in to his personal affairs was another matter, and she’d crossed a line today. He was angrier at her than he was at his father. Why in hell was that? And why in heaven’s name did he feel so damn betrayed?

Macy had good intentions, he reminded himself. But his anger didn’t ebb. Instead his strokes became more deliberate, more intense as he cut through the water.

After a good thirty minutes in the pool, Carter climbed the steps and got out. Water dripped from his body as he reached for a towel on the chaise longue. The midnight air was cool against his heated body, his pulse beating hard from the vigorous swim. He dried himself off and wrapped the towel around his waist then headed inside the house.

Macy should be asleep by now, he thought. It didn’t stop him from pausing behind her bedroom door. He sighed heavy and shook his head. He wasn’t ready to forgive her. He wasn’t even close. Part of him hadn’t wanted her getting involved in his dealings with his drunken father, and another part of him hadn’t wanted Macy to see how shabbily he’d grown up. Shame and humiliation were difficult things to overcome. Even though Carter had become successful and wealthy, that house and that man represented a scarred and painful childhood. He hadn’t wanted Macy to witness that. To see how pathetic his young life had been.

He forced himself to move on, to take the steps that led to his own bedroom. Once inside, he showered and put on his boxer briefs. Climbing into bed, he grabbed the remote and turned on the television. Maybe, by the grace of all things holy, there would be a taped-delay baseball game on.

Five minutes later, a soft knocking sounded on his door. He clicked off the television, rose and went to the door. When he opened it, Macy stood before him in a tight spandex skirt and a sheer white tank top. It was sexier than a thousand-dollar silk negligee. His heart pounded and raw desire bolted through his system. He took a swallow and looked into her gleaming violet eyes. They glistened with so much emotion, he couldn’t turn away.

He offered his hand, palm up, letting her make the choice. “It’s just about sex tonight, Hollywood. I’m still madder than hell at you.”

Eleven

Macy knew what she wanted. An angry Carter was better than no Carter at all. She didn’t want to spend the night alone and wake up in the morning with an awful sense of loss and guilt. She didn’t want awkward moments between them when they saw each other on the ranch. Carter’s anger was evident on his face and the stony set of his eyes, so if it meant a Wham-Bam-Thank-You-Ma’am night, it would still be the better alternative.

She gulped past a lump in her throat and placed her hand in his. His hand closed over hers instantly and he tightened the hold. A warning shone in his hard eyes and then his brow rose in challenge, but Macy didn’t back down. Carter looked ready to devour her whole, but Macy didn’t fear him. Instead, excited shivers tingled up and down her spine. Carter’s wrath could be thrilling. She knew he’d never hurt her physically, so tonight he would be in charge. He would make love to her, and it would be about raw, hot-blooded, unabashed sex.

He entwined their fingers then led her to the bed. He sat down first, and as she stood above him his gaze bore into her with intense scrutiny. Those steely eyes were not caressing, but rather a pillage of her most private body parts. Her breasts flamed, and below her waist powerful throbbing had her squirming for his touch.

Spreading his legs wide, he drew her between his thighs and clamped his legs tight so that she was trapped and standing over him. “Undress.”

Macy didn’t blink. With trembling fingers, she found the hem of her top and she lifted it up for Carter. “Slow it down, Hollywood.”

Macy took a breath. She thought of the harlot she’d once played onstage in an off-Broadway production. Her character hadn’t undressed, but every movement she’d made on that stage spoke of raw sensual passion. Fortunately for Macy, being with Carter lent itself to sensuality on the highest level, so being a sex kitten for him wasn’t a far stretch. She wanted to please him. She wanted this night to be memorable. For both of them.

She slowed down her movements, rotating her hips with each tug of material, and once the top was off and her breasts were free, another slight movement had them bouncing on her chest.

Carter drew in oxygen, and Macy knew a measure of satisfaction.

“Now, the skirt.”

As soon as Macy reached behind for the zipper, Carter’s hands met her there and he gripped her hips to swivel her around. The unzipping took a second, and then he pulled the skirt down past her hips. Cool air hit her bare bottom first, and a long few seconds passed. Macy looked over her shoulder and caught Carter admiring her backside. Before she could turn around, he placed both hands over her cheeks and his roughened palms stroked her with such finesse that goose bumps broke out all over her body.

She’d never done this before. Given a man free rein over her body. She’d never trusted anyone the way she trusted Carter, but it was more than that, and Macy didn’t want to think about what that more was.

Her nipples hardened. The throbbing between her legs intensified as everything else melted into softness.

Next, Carter splayed his hands on her hips, the spread of his fingers nearly encircling her entire waist. Then he pulled her down onto his lap. She landed with an unladylike thud. “Oh.”

Carter kissed away her surprise. It was a long, leisurely kiss that filled her mouth, their tongues peeking out and touching. When Carter was done, Macy blinked from the thoroughness of his kiss. She felt partially devoured.

He kissed her again and toyed with her breasts, flicking the peaks with his thumb, first one then the other, until she wiggled with tortured delight. It was painfully pleasant, and she was glad Carter hadn’t decided on giving her a quickie before sending her away.

No, this was far more enjoyable. She was completely at his mercy. Not a bad place to be, Macy thought.

“Touch me,” he rasped, as if craving her hands on him.

Macy dug her fingers into the sprinkling of hairs on his chest. He was strong, sturdy, and her explorations grew more and more demanding. She loved stroking his shoulder blades and feeling the power beneath her fingertips. She loved feeling the tight muscles underneath his skin and his flat, tapered torso. She kissed his chest and stroked her tongue over his nipples, moistening them and then blowing them dry until Carter’s mouth twisted with a pleasured groan.

His erection poked her side from underneath his boxers. Macy’s heart raced, and the warmth in her body started to flame.

Carter picked up on her need and lowered her in his arms until she was angled back, held by his one arm. Her backside was stretched across his thighs and her legs rested on the bed. Carter watched as her hair dangled onto the bedsheets, the tresses fanning out beneath her. Then the hand that had played her wonderfully above the waist slid down to the center of her womanhood. She jerked when his flattened palm rubbed against her most sensitive spot. A moan slipped through her lips as he continued to rub her back and forth. Her breaths coming in short, uneven bursts, she rotated her body and jerked in his arms. He was relentless and masterful, and when he slipped his finger inside her, she was gone and lost by the erotic thrusts of her body.

Her release was loud and necessary to her sanity. When she opened her eyes, Carter was there gazing at her with a look of satisfaction and awe. By far, he was the best lover she’d ever had, and she wanted him to think of her in that same way.

He lifted her off him quickly to undress and returned with a condom. He sat in his place on the bed again and set her back on his lap, this time facing him. With his guidance, she straddled him, her legs curled around both sides of his torso.

His voice was heavy, urgent as he kissed her throat and whispered, “Do me, Macy. I can’t wait another minute.”

Macy gave Carter all that she had. She brought her body to his, and their joining was thrilling and beautiful in the way their sensual rhythms matched. Macy gyrated with hips that found their own pace, and he pumped into her with a natural, powerful force. They melded and meshed, frenzied with hot, moist kisses and tender touches that roughened at the height of their release. And then came a long, low groan of completion, a guttural song of satisfaction.

When it was over and their heartbeats returned to normal, Carter lifted her and kissed the nape of her neck as he set her down beside him on the bed. He whispered, “You amaze me.”

Macy was spent and exhausted, but his words spoken in awe already began to renew her hunger for him. He remained on the bed, a sheet of sweat coating his bronzed body and his hair askew from Macy’s roaming hands. “You amaze me, too,” she said softly.

He nodded and stared into her eyes. There would be no basking in the afterglow of lovemaking tonight. No cuddling under the sheets, no hand-holding and sweet words. A deal was a deal, and Carter was still angry with her. She’d come to him tonight for sex. He’d let her inside his room for sex.

He turned to peer straight ahead to a wall that held no particular interest, his profile set with a stubborn slant of his jaw. He was waiting for her to leave, and Macy got the hint. She kissed his shoulder, licking away a moist bead of perspiration with her tongue, then rose from the bed. “Good night, Carter.”

She stepped by him and bent to retrieve her clothes on the floor. As she unfolded her body, her garments gripped in her hands, she felt a slight tugging on a lock of her hair. Before she could turn around, Carter was there, pressed against her back. His voice rough, his fingers gently weaved through the strands of her unruly curls. “Where do you think you’re going?”

“To bed.”

His breath caressed the sensitive skin behind her ear. “Your bed’s right here.”

“But, you’re still angry.”

“Furious.”

She whirled around. “I think you’re making a mistake.”

“With you?” He chuckled as he circled his arms around her bare waist and cupped her cheeks. He covered her soft flesh with both hands and fondled her possessively. “If that was a mistake, then sign me up for a thousand more.”

They were coated with perspiration and carried the scent of lovemaking. “That’s…not what I, uh…mean.” Macy was losing her train of thought.

Carter kissed away her words. “We’ll have to agree to disagree, Hollywood,” he said. “And not discuss it anymore. Now, come back to bed, sweet darlin’. The night’s far from over.”

* * *

There were days when Carter didn’t think about Jocelyn at all. Not that he’d ever forget her betrayal or her clever manipulation. It was just a simple fact that Jocelyn Grayson didn’t matter anymore in his life, though the lessons he’d learned from her would last him a lifetime. It wasn’t that far of a stretch for him to give up on the idea of marriage. For one, his parents hadn’t set a good example. His mother had to endure life with his father. And as he’d grown to his teen years, Carter would often ask his uncle why she’d stayed with Riley. His uncle had but one reply-she’d loved him. As if that made all the difference. As if that was the definitive answer.

For Carter, that hadn’t been a good enough reason. There had to be something better out there that didn’t cause heartache and destruction. Love surely wasn’t all it was cracked up to be.

Carter had a good thing going with Macy. They’d fallen into a rhythm together, and he couldn’t recall a time in his life when he’d been happier. Because he had smart, loyal employees he trusted, Carter was able to spend time with Macy just about every day. He’d meet her for lunch at the inn and they’d go over her plans and ideas for decorating. The furniture they’d purchased on their venture to Dallas had been picked up and had filled the rooms nicely. Sometimes, when the mood struck, Carter would coax her into an upstairs bedroom to make love. And the mood struck often. He smiled thinking of those stolen few afternoon moments.

During the past week, they’d made love so many times that he’d lost count. Macy’s giving body and sweet smiles had stamped each one of his memories. Their daytime encounters excited him, but during the night they’d continually found out new things about each other.

He was smitten with Macy, finding her like an addiction, a drug he couldn’t seem to kick. Ever since that night when she’d come to his bedroom and they’d agreed not to talk about his father, he couldn’t stop thinking about her. He wondered when that would change and when the blazing heat would simmer between them. No one could sustain a raging fire forever.

Macy’s life was in Hollywood. It’s all she’d ever known. Her dreams were there, whether she wanted to admit that or not. He’d rescued her and given her temporary sanctuary from the glitz and glamour, but he knew she would eventually return.

But for now, she was his.

“Excuse me, Carter?”

He shook those thoughts loose, wondering where his concentration had gone. The annual inventory numbers were in, and he had worked from sunup into the late afternoon today, going over the books with his accountant. He’d postponed a trip to the Dallas office, insisting that his accountant drive out to the ranch instead. He wouldn’t fool himself into thinking it was for any other reason than he wanted to be close to Macy for the time she remained on the ranch.

“Carter, did you hear what I just said?” Jacob Curtis snapped his briefcase shut and rose from his seat at the desk.

“Yeah…uh, I did. You’ll be in touch to clarify those few duplicate payments on the books.”

The hotshot accountant with roots near Wild River had known Carter for a long time and now eyed him carefully. “You’re a little distracted today, Carter. Is everything all right?”

“Better than all right,” Carter assured him, rising from his seat to shake his hand. “Thanks, Jake. I appreciate you driving out to the ranch today.”

“It’s what you pay me for. But, if I didn’t know better, I’d think you had a better offer than coming into the city for business.”

Carter twisted his mouth into a wry smile. “Maybe. You’ve known me a lot of years.”

Jake gave him a gentle slap on the back. “Whoever she is, have a great time.”

Carter didn’t even try to deny it. “I plan to. C’mon. I’ll walk you outside.”

After the accountant took off, Carter climbed into the Jeep and headed toward the inn. The drive over took only minutes, and when he arrived he was disappointed to see that Macy wasn’t alone. Bill Fargo sat with her on the steps of the gazebo. They were shaded by ancient oaks whose branches swayed with the late-afternoon breeze.

Their snack break was a daily occurrence and something Macy enjoyed. “Hey, you two,” he said, stepping out of the Jeep and approaching. The gazebo was an eyesore, but he’d pretty much given up on the idea of tearing it down. “What did Mara make for you today?”

Macy slid over on the step, giving him room to sit right next to her, and that gesture made him silly with happiness. He took off his hat before sitting.

“Red velvet cupcakes with cream cheese frosting and fresh-squeezed lemonade. Can you believe it?”

“Sounds like a celebration,” he said, glancing at her then at Fargo.

“It’s nothing special,” Bill said with a wave of his hand.

“It is something special. It’s Bill’s birthday. I wouldn’t have known, because he didn’t say a word to me, but Mara has ways of finding these things out.” She giggled and the engaging sound pulled at something sacred in his heart. “I’ve invited him to dinner tonight. If that’s okay with you?”

Carter had hoped for some alone time with Macy tonight, but he couldn’t refuse the older man a celebration. He’d become a good friend to Macy and to some of the hands on the ranch. “Sure thing.”

“It’s not necessary,” Bill said, his face flushing red. “I don’t like a big fuss.”

“No fuss at all,” Macy replied. “I thought I’d make homemade pasta with all the fixings.”

“You cook?” Carter asked.

Macy spoke with confidence. “I have been known to sling together more than a sandwich, you know.”

“I didn’t know,” Carter said.

“Pasta’s one of my favorites,” Bill said, “but I’ve got a shift tonight.”

Macy gave Carter a beckoning glance, and he picked up on her long look. “You’ve got the night off. Consider it a birthday gift,” Carter said, because he liked the guy and because he had to see what homemade pasta with all the fixins tasted like when cooked by a Hollywood starlet.

* * *

“The lady can cook.” Carter smiled at her, handing her his empty plate.

“It was delicious,” Bill said and Macy beamed from the compliments, taking Bill’s plate from his hands, too.

“I’m glad you enjoyed it.” She set the plates in the sink and turned to the men as she returned to the range top. “There’s a lot more. I can fix you both another plate.”

She stirred the simmering sauce, proud of herself and what she’d accomplished. Granted, she was rusty in the kitchen, and it had taken her three hours to prepare the meal, but from the satisfied looks and the second helpings the men had requested, she knew her Pasta ala Macy was a big hit.

Bill rubbed his stomach. “I’ll get a paunch if I eat another bite. I’ve already had enough for a small army.”

Carter shook his head, too. “I need to swim fifty laps to work off what I just ate.”

Macy shut off the burner, covered the pot and took a seat with the men. They shared a glass of wine and toasted Bill’s birthday. She enjoyed the rest of the evening and the steady flow of light conversation.

Carter wasn’t kidding about swimming laps. Shortly after Bill took his leave, Carter tried to coax her into the pool with him, but Macy insisted on cleaning up the kitchen. She didn’t want Mara walking into a mess the following morning. When Carter offered to help, she gave him a playful shove and told him not to sap all his energy in the pool.

She had plans for him that involved his stamina.

That comment earned her an earth-shattering kiss that left her completely breathless. “Be ready for me in an hour,” Carter rasped. “I’ve been dying to get you alone all day.”

Macy was a clean-as-you-go kind of girl, so it didn’t take her long to get the kitchen back in shape. Afterward, she went to her room and took a long, refreshing shower, washing the heat of the day and the slight smattering of spaghetti sauce stains off her body. Fully refreshed and dressed in a pale violet negligee that Carter had given her last night, she took a brush to her hair. Carter had said the nightgown’s color was the perfect match to her eyes, and as she looked at herself in the mirror, she had to agree.

Macy was in a good mood. So good that she picked up the manila envelope that had been collecting dust on the dresser. She weighed it in her hands. It wasn’t really that thick. Maybe the envelope contained only a few copies of the settlements she’d signed. She didn’t think they were that important because her attorney hadn’t called her about them.

Confident that nothing could possibly mar her contentment, Macy sat down on the bed, crisscrossed her legs and opened the envelope flap. She pulled the papers out, scanning over them briefly. She was right. It was nothing but copies her efficient lawyer wanted her to have in her possession. She closed her eyes and sighed.

That wasn’t too bad, Macy.

But her relief was short-lived. Something hit her leg and her eyes snapped open. A small sealed envelope slipped out of the larger envelope on her lap. “What’s this?”

Stuck on the front of the letter was a large chartreuse Post-it note.

Macy,

I found this while going through your mother’s Santa Monica office. It’s sealed and addressed to you from Tina. If you need further legal counsel, don’t hesitate to call.

Barton Lowenthal

Macy pulled off the Post-it note and saw her mother’s handwriting beneath. She had the most unique style of writing, with perfectly spaced vertical lettering that could be mistaken for typeset, it was so symmetrical.

My Sweet Macy

Macy took a big swallow and stared at the envelope she held in her lap, touching the edges with shaky fingertips. The letter had obviously been mixed up with her mother’s business papers. For all she knew, it was a grocery list or lines in a new script she’d wanted Macy’s opinion on. It could be a receipt for a gift she’d given Macy. It could be a hundred frivolous things, and part of Macy hoped that was the case. But the other part, the one that gave her stomach the trembles and caused her nerves to jump, told her this was something important.

“Open it, you coward,” Macy murmured as she continued to stare at the envelope.

Macy found the strength to gently pull the flap away from the glued edge of the opening. On a deep breath, she lifted out the stationery that had been creased in thirds. She unfolded it and saw a full page written by Tina.

“Mom,” Macy said, tears welling in her eyes.

She noted the date. Her mother had written this letter during the time of her illness, in those last few days of her life.

Macy shook again with renewed force. Her tears were ready to fall. It wasn’t the letter so much as the shock of seeing her mother’s handwriting again and knowing this would be the very last communication she would have from her. She’d already done this, she thought. And it was hard to say goodbye. Now, she would have to do it again.

She forced herself to read the words so delicately and perfectly written.

My Sweet Princess,

I know I haven’t been a traditional kind of mother to you, but I hope you know how very much I love you. I always will. If you are assured of that, then I can rest in peace.

You were the best daughter a mother could have wished for. You brought joy and love into our house. Both your father and I were so proud of you. Clyde would have done anything to make his little girl smile. Always remember that.

I suppose it wasn’t fair of me to vent to you my anger at him for leaving both of us. I never intended to taint your view of him. Clyde was a good man and a wonderful father.

I must confess, selfishly I was angry with him all those years after his death. And I was lonely, missing him so very much. I made bad choices after I lost him, and I knew in my heart no man could ever take his place. Those impetuous marriages were mistakes of my own doing. It was foolish for me to have even tried to replace your father. I say this now, so that you will know that I have always believed in true and everlasting love.

I had that with your father. He was the love of my life, Macy Genevieve. He truly was. I will never regret loving him, and I hope one day you will find a love so strong, so steady and so overpowering that it simply takes your breath away. That’s what I want for you. That’s all I’ve ever wanted for you…to love and be loved by someone worthy of you.

Tears blurred Macy’s vision and trickled onto her cheeks as she sobbed quietly. She set the letter aside and lowered her head down, covering her face with her hands. The devastating pain that touched her soul was overwhelming. Her mother’s words resonated and her heart broke like fallen glass, the tiny pieces scattered. “Oh, Mom.”

Three light taps on the door snared her attention and she looked up. Carter walked into her room, wearing nothing but a pair of worn jeans riding low below his waist. “Macy, darlin’, it’s past midnight. You coming to bed?”

The sight of the tall, tanned, handsome cowboy walking into her room as if he belonged there struck her like a bolt of lightning. She loved his drop-dead body, his hazel eyes and the sensual tone of his Texas drawl. She loved everything about Carter McCay. And the clarity that only her mother’s letter could draw out finally dawned on her.

She was in love with Carter.

She loved him from the very depths of her being.

And she realized, too, that her fears were never about leaving the ranch to go back to her “real” and insane world. She’d dreaded leaving Carter.

Her perfect, stubborn cowboy.

She slammed her eyes shut. Oh, God.

“Hey,” he said tenderly, coming over to the bed. “What’s the matter, sweetheart?”

She held it together long enough to lift the letter she’d let fall into her lap. “It’s the last…the last l-letter from my m-mother.”

Carter’s sympathy reached his eyes. He climbed onto the bed and wrapped an arm around her. “Don’t cry, Macy.”

She set her head on his shoulder and sniffled some more.

“Or maybe, do cry.” He seemed out of his element, but the comfort of his solid strength helped. He was always trying to protect her. “I don’t know.”

She raised her head to meet his eyes. She knew she probably looked a mess with a tear-stained face and red, blotchy eyes. “It’s just that I thought I knew everything. And now, I find out I was wrong. About a lot of things. It’s crazy, you know.”

“I don’t know,” he said tenderly. “Why don’t you tell me?”

Macy didn’t hesitate to unburden herself. She’d wanted to share this with him for a long time. “Those rings I sold at Waverley’s, well, I thought they were cursed. I started thinking of them as the Love Curse Diamonds. And then when we ran into each other outside the restaurant-”

“When you were almost mowed over by the press?”

She sniffed. “Yes, then. I found out you had proposed to Jocelyn with that ring, and she refused you. I felt so bad that you had gotten hurt.”

Carter didn’t react. He didn’t even flinch at the mention of Jocelyn’s name. She derived some relief and, selfishly, a little bit of pleasure from that. Maybe Carter had gotten over Jocelyn.

She went on, “I believed that anyone who held on to those rings would never be happy. I mean, my mother had been married three times. All three marriages brought her nothing but hard luck. First, my father died in a horrific crash. And then there was Amelio Valenzuela. He was some sort of prince who told my mother after the wedding he was duty-bound to rule his small country. He left her after three weeks and there was a big scandal. Then there was Joseph the Jerk. He was a fashion photographer who adored my mother. He gave her everything she wanted until he put that ring on her finger. That was the ring you bought,” she added. Macy felt guilty enough to duck her head down, even now, after she realized she’d been mistaken about the diamonds. “Joseph cheated on her so often and so blatantly after they were married that she walked out on him a few months after their wedding.”

Carter listened to her and nodded. “So, what happened? Did your mother tell you something in the letter to change your mind?”

“Yes, and with her explanation I’m seeing things more clearly. Now I understand. I know why she did the things that she did.”

“And you don’t believe the rings are cursed?”

She shook her head and drew a deep breath to steady her shallow breathing. Her crying had drained her energy. “I sold those rings at auction because I needed the money. My mother didn’t have a head for business. She was broke when she died, and then I made those errors in judgment.”

Carter kissed her forehead, distracting her. His arms around her lent her the strength she needed. “Which ones?” he asked.

“You remember me telling you about that nude scene I wouldn’t do?”

“Yeah,” he said, squeezing her shoulder, his voice a little lighter. “I don’t think I’ll ever forget that.”

“I was sued over that. And then there was another occasion more recently when I signed to host a television special about my mother for Spotlight Entertainment. I was still grieving and was led to believe that hosting the show was a way to honor my mother’s life. Halfway through, I realized it was a bash fest about Tina Tarlington’s love life, with her daughter at the helm. I walked out when they wouldn’t change direction and they sued. I didn’t want to settle the lawsuit, but my attorney cautioned me about the expense involved to fight it, but more importantly, the media frenzy a court battle might create. I finally decided to settle and let my mother’s film legacy speak for itself.”

“So you sold off the rings you thought were cursed, because you needed money.” He was clarifying the statement, more than asking a question.

“Yes, but I wanted to be rid of them.” It felt good to finally reveal the truth to Carter. “It seems silly to me now, but all this time I thought those diamonds caused my mother’s heartache. I thought they were the source of so much misery, including yours.”

Carter’s mouth pulled down for an instant. “That’s not true, Macy. The diamonds weren’t to blame. It was probably my own fault for thinking I was in love with someone like Jocelyn. That whole thing was a mistake.”

Macy nodded, reassured that he wasn’t still in love with Jocelyn. That he’d realized she wasn’t the right woman for him.

“Are you sorry you sold the diamonds?” he asked.

“Not the other two. I’m too practical for that, but I, uh…wish I had held on to the ring my father gave my mother. I’m afraid I’ll never see the Tarlington diamond again.” Tears dripped from her eyes and fatigue caused her shoulders to slump, even while being comforted in Carter’s arms. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to ruin your night.”

“You’re not ruining my night, sweetheart. In fact, stay right here. Don’t move. I have an idea.”

He got up and left the room. Macy dried her eyes with the bedsheet and ran a hand through her long hair. She felt awful. Her stomach ached and her head pounded, but she also felt relieved to have finally told Carter the truth about the ring, and about herself.

And mostly she was relieved to have finally realized her love for him. She adored him and she wouldn’t deny it another second. How could she not? He was her perfect cowboy, stubborn and all.

When he returned, he came bearing a plush black velvet ring box. He sat down beside her on the bed and offered it to her. “This is for you, Macy Tarlington. If you want it.”

Twelve

Macy took the ring box from Carter’s hand. Joy burst through her heart and all of her fatigue, weariness and heartache melted away. She peered into the depth of Carter’s beautiful eyes, and when he gave her an encouraging nod, she opened the box.

“Oh wow.” She stared at the diamond ring Carter had purchased from the Waverly auction. The diamond’s lustrous facets reflected under the light with a brilliance that only matched the beautiful glow Macy felt inside.

Carter had offered her a ring. She was waiting for the words to come along with them, the words that would seal her fate with happiness. She was so much in love with Carter now that she could barely contain herself. She wanted to jump into his arms, scream at the top of her lungs and make love with him until the early morning dawned.

“I have no use for it now,” Carter said in a sincere tone that, once the words actually registered, burst her hopeful bubble. His next words nearly destroyed her. “I’m never going to propose to a woman ever again. Why don’t you take the ring and sell it? You can open up that drama school you’ve been dreaming about when you go back to Hollywood.”

Everything inside her went limp. Her hopes were instantly dashed, replaced by deep, wrenching disappointment. Pain sliced sharply through her entire body, cutting her like the blade of a dagger. She’d finally given in to her feelings for Carter. She’d finally realized that love was inevitable. And that it yielded great, uncontrollable power.

The Love Curse Diamond had struck again.

Silly her for daring to believe in love again.

She thought her time at the ranch had meant something to Carter. She thought that he might actually fall in love with her. She thought-and this particular notion hurt the most-that Carter hadn’t viewed her as his rebound girl, a temporary solution to his heartache.

Silly, silly her.

He waited for her reply wearing a satisfied expression. He thought he’d found a way to ease her pain. It was his way of protecting her.

The cure will kill you, they say and surely Carter’s solution would slowly, systematically cause her to die at least a thousand deaths. If only she hadn’t fallen in love with him.

Her heart sank yet the pain that blistered her would never see the light of day. She would hide her heartache and lift her head with pride. There wasn’t anything else Carter could do or say to her to make her feel any worse.

“If it’s not enough money to start up a school, I’ll invest in you, Macy. I’ll become your silent partner.”

“You’ll invest in me?” She’d been wrong. She did feel worse. He wanted to go into business with her, not pledge his undying love.

She stared at the ring and bolstered her courage. Concealing her destruction would be the hardest thing Macy would ever have to do. She had no more tears to shed, but keeping her voice steady and her body from collapsing in grief wouldn’t be easy. Summoning up her acting ability, she got into character and pretended to be a woman with more pride than smarts. Macy used every trick in her arsenal to bring him a performance worthy of a standing ovation.

“Carter, thank you. It’s very generous of you.” She smiled wide with gratitude plastered on her face and touched his cheek tenderly. “There’s no need to go into business together.” She took a silent swallow. “The ring will bring me enough money to see my dreams come alive.”

She held her head up and kept the smile on her face. “I can’t thank you enough for letting me stay here at the ranch and for, well…everything.”

“No problem, darlin’.”

“I, uh, I guess this is a good time to tell you. As soon as the work is finished on the inn, I’ll be leaving.”

Carter frowned and his brows knit tightly together. “When?”

“It’s just a matter of putting on the finishing touches now.”

“When?” he asked again.

Macy plunged ahead. The pain would be sharper and the knife twists far more gutting if she prolonged her stay here. “I’ve been in touch with my agent,” she fibbed. “There’s a role that’s perfect for me, and I’ll need something current on my résumé before I take a stab at opening a drama school. Success breeds success, as they say. I need to be in Hollywood before the weekend for an audition.”

“This weekend? That’s in three days.”

She hid her dismay well, yet her mind screamed for mercy. Three days left at Wild River. Three days left to be with Carter McCay. The thought made her stomach knot with tension, but she forced herself to continue with her charade. “Yes, I know. It’s time for me to face my life head on.”

He pierced her with a long, unblinking stare filled with intense regret. She met his regret with bold determination, and he let out a deep sigh of resignation. He wouldn’t try to change her mind. He wouldn’t say a word to stop her. They’d both known this arrangement was temporary. She wondered if he would miss her. She hoped so. She wouldn’t want her time here to have been so easily forgotten.

Carter brushed her hair to the side and kissed her forehead, her cheeks and then brought his lips to her mouth. His intoxicating kiss made her heart bleed.

That night, he made love to her with great passion. He touched every part of her body with his hands and his tongue and his mouth. He stroked her until she cried his name, and he pleasured her as if she was the most desirable woman on the planet.

And with each loving embrace, each sensuous kiss and each powerful release, she fell more and more in love with him.

* * *

Macy stood on her terrace, looking out over her neighborhood as Pacific breezes whipped at her hair. The salty sea air freshened an otherwise smoggy day. Sometimes on a clear day, from one angled view on her terrace, she could actually see the ocean. Today wasn’t one of those days.

Since she’d left Wild River, she’d pretty much stayed isolated in her three-bedroom condo in Brentwood. Her only contact had been with a grocery store clerk, a gas station attendant and her neighbor Ella, who had come by to drop off her mail. She’d felt so odd, so out of place, that it had taken her several days to finally reacclimate to living in Los Angeles again.

Carter had insisted on driving her to the airport and had given her a goodbye kiss that buckled her knees. He held her in a tight embrace afterward, and she thought maybe he wouldn’t let her go. That maybe he’d realized he couldn’t live without her. That maybe he could take one more chance on a woman, the right woman. But Carter had let her go and forced himself to step away from her, though with great reluctance. That was something she could hold on to when she thought back on her time at Wild River. Carter hadn’t said the words, but at least, his actions told her, he wasn’t ready for her to leave.

“I’m here if you ever need me,” he’d said. “Wild River is only a plane flight away.”

But there was no true conviction in his voice. He was so certain that she’d step into her old way of life, paparazzi and all, without a look back. He had her pegged all wrong, but it wasn’t up to her to inform him. He’d pretty much laid his cards on the table the other night.

I’m never going to propose to a woman ever again.

She asked herself why couldn’t she have stayed and allowed her fiery fling to flame out? Since when had Macy become such a stick-in-the-mud that now, suddenly, she held dear traditional values? Since when had she wanted the clichéd husband and family and white picket fence?

Since she’d met Carter and fallen in love, that’s when. With him, she wouldn’t accept anything less than having his love.

She’d kissed Carter one last time in front of the airport’s security gate, then brought her mouth to his ear and whispered, “I’ll never forget you, Carter. And please reconsider about your father.”

She hadn’t waited for his reaction. She knew he wouldn’t be happy with her last words, but she had to say them. She’d whirled around with her overnight bag in hand and made her way through the security line without ever once looking back.

Memories of Carter consumed her thoughts. She kept going over the irony in her mind. For the time she’d lived at Wild River, she’d thought that Carter’s ownership of her mother’s cursed ring meant there was no hope for the two of them. She’d believed that no good would actually come from Carter falling in love with her, or her him. Their fate was cast. But the staggering truth was sharper and more painful. Carter simply didn’t love her. It had nothing to do with a curse or the diamond rings.

Thoughts of her gorgeous white-clad cowboy, astride his stallion, racing into town to sweep her up and ride into the sunset would be left for the late show in her dreams. It was the only place for them. And as soon as Macy realized that, her heart would stop aching, her stomach would stop clenching and she would get her head back in the game.

* * *

Carter had worked from sunup to sundown for the past eight days. He made appointments he really didn’t need to make, had meetings in his Dallas office with each one of his employees that were unnecessary and worked alongside his capable ranch hands in the barns and on the land. He dove into his work with uncanny vigor. His actions caused attention, garnering raised eyebrows and a few tactful questions from those close to him. None of his attempts helped him shake the feeling that he’d lost something valuable, something that couldn’t be replaced. This afternoon, as he stood by the corral fence watching the new colt lumber around the arena, separated from his mama and trying to find his own way, Carter felt one with him. Just like Midnight, he faced the uncertainty and stumbled around.

Earlier today, Carter had looked up an old girlfriend’s phone number. He’d stared at the screen that, with one tap of his finger, might have hooked him up with a woman, and then he cursed at his own stupidity.

“What the hell.” Instead of making that call, he’d grabbed a cold beer and strode outside.

He took a few gulps quickly, letting the foamy brew slide down his throat, and thought about how often in the past week he’d been tempted to call Macy. He’d thought about her at least twenty times a day. He wondered if she’d fallen right back into step with the Hollywood scene. And the more he thought about her, the more it irked him that she’d left the minute after he’d given her back that ring. Maybe that was all she’d ever been after. Maybe she saw her opportunity to play on his generous nature with well-rehearsed tears. She’d admitted she was broke. Just maybe, she’d played him for a fool. She might, at this very minute, be going after the other diamonds she’d sold at the Waverly auction.

Carter winced at his own suspicions. He’d been tainted by Jocelyn’s deception, and because of her he’d vowed to keep up his guard around women. His wavering trust was as thin as a split horsehair.

He swore an oath and told himself he was right to let her leave. They’d had a brief affair with no talk of a future between them, no talk of anything beyond the here and now. That night in New York, he’d seen a woman being hounded and pursued against her will and he’d intervened. His protective streak had kicked in big-time, and he told himself that’s all it was. He couldn’t watch Macy being badgered like that, and another round of protectiveness had kicked in when he’d seen the extent of her vulnerability. He’d invited her to Wild River because she’d needed an escape, a safe place to hide out, and not because she was beautiful and witty and the distraction he’d needed at the time.

“Hey, Rock,” he said when the golden retriever ambled toward him. “How’s it going, boy?”

The dog plopped his forlorn body down beside him. Rocky had been a victim of Macy’s departure, too. He’d spent the first five nights in her bedroom, waiting eagerly for her to appear. He’d sniffed in her closet, under her bed, in the bathroom, and when Carter would pass by her room, the dog would look up with a question in his disappointed caramel eyes. It was one thing to work through his own sense of emptiness with Macy gone, but seeing it expressed so damn desperately on the dog’s face was like a sucker punch to his gut.

“Yeah, I miss her, too.” Carter had been insane to think that he wouldn’t.

He polished off his beer in one quick gulp and strode to his Jeep. “C’mon, Rock.”

He knew the dog would follow in hope that Carter would lead him to Macy. That wasn’t going to happen. Rocky would just have to forget her, and in time he would. Carter might not be so lucky.

He sped off with the dog in the passenger seat. Rocky stuck his head out the window, and the warm August air hit his face and ruffled his whiskers in the breeze.

Though he didn’t have the first clue why, Carter drove across town and slowed as he approached his father’s house. He parked the Jeep in front. On a deep, unsteady breath, he turned his head to face the shack where he’d grown up, and he stared for a long while. He didn’t really see a broken-down porch with wood planks missing or window shutters loose on their hinges. He didn’t really see the dirt and neglect. He looked beyond that this time, to see something entirely different.

A chance.

He got out of the Jeep with Rocky at his side. “It’s a ten-minute visit,” he said to the dog. “And then we’re outta here.”

* * *

An hour later, Carter’s restlessness and jumpy nerves got the better of him. He powered the Jeep along the highway that led to Wild River Ranch and took the turnoff that led to the inn. He thought about that mysterious Gold Heart Statue, and whether his friend Roark was in any danger. He went over the facts on his mind about that text Roark had sent… Anything to keep him from thinking about Macy.

Rocky’s ears perked up when he heard Bill Fargo’s call of hello. Carter pulled the Jeep alongside Fargo as he walked the grounds. “Hey there, out doing your rounds?”

The old man smiled. “That’s what you pay me for.”

Carter nodded. “Got time to take a break?”

The old man looked at his watch. “I was just about to.”

Carter parked by the front of the inn and climbed out. He walked with Fargo to the shaded gazebo steps and they sat down. Rocky sniffed all around first, his nose down as he moved along the perimeter, picking up Macy’s scent. When he finally looked up, it was with recrimination.

Where the heck is she? the dog seemed to be asking.

Carter ignored him and stretched his legs out, his boot heels scraping the cracked stone steps that surrounded the gazebo. “How’s it going?”

Fargo looked out across the field. “Fine. No sign of trouble. Everything’s been kinda peaceful-too peaceful actually, without Macy stirring up trouble.”

Carter swiveled his head and caught the man’s knowing gaze. “Yeah.”

“Haven’t seen you here for a while,” Fargo said. “Not since Macy left.”

“I’ve been busy.”

“I bet you have. Busy ignoring the truth. Maybe even afraid of dealing with it.”

Carter should take offense. The man worked for him, and though his tone wasn’t disrespectful, his words certainly were. “What do you think I’m afraid of?” He gave Fargo a pass due to his age. Carter was curious to hear what he was getting at.

Fargo took his hat off and ran his hand through his shock of graying hair. “I was busy like you once upon a time. So busy, in fact, that I let a woman slip right through my fingers. The perfect woman for me. It was a messy thing, it was. And I’m sorry I ever let her go.”

“What happened with her?”

Fargo’s self-deprecating laughter touched the very ends of Carter’s soul. “I lost her. Oh…it was a long time ago, but in some ways it was yesterday. I’ve been lonely for her all my life. I’d hate to see that happen to you.”

“Me? That won’t happen to me. I’m never going to let it.”

“You’re too busy, Carter,” he said with a shake of his head. “Ignoring what’s right in front of you. Too busy denying what you’re feeling in here.” He thumped a finger into Carter’s chest right over his heart. “And letting what’s going on in here,” he said, pointing to Carter’s head, “make the wrong choices for you.”

Carter drew a deep breath.

“Don’t let pride stand in your way, son. If you care about Macy-”

“How do I know she feels anything for me?” Carter asked. “And how can I believe her? She’s an actress. As soon as she got the ring back, she left the ranch.”

“Did she get what she really wanted? If you think she was after that diamond ring, you’re thinking with your ass.”

Carter’s eyes snapped to his.

“Pardon me. I’m an old man, and I tell it like it is. That girl was devastated when she left the ranch. I heard it in her voice. I saw it on her face. Maybe the only acting she was doing was when she pretended it didn’t kill her to leave Wild River. I know one thing, it’d be a shame to let your fears and suspicions hold you back from finding out the truth.”

Carter drew a sharp breath. The old man was confusing him, and when he got that way he became cautious. Carter didn’t need someone telling him how he should feel and what he should do. He’d done all right for himself so far, with only a misstep or two in his life. But who could blame him? He’d had a rotten upbringing and was proud of what he’d accomplished under the guidance of his uncle.

Carter changed the subject abruptly and spoke with Fargo for only a few minutes more before taking his leave. He couldn’t let Fargo persuade him into making another blunder. He wasn’t about to go after Macy, hat in hand, only to have her turn a cold shoulder to him and laugh in his face. Though a large part of him said she wouldn’t do that, Carter couldn’t be sure, and he wasn’t good at taking foolish chances.

The next day, he wandered around the ranch with no real sense of purpose. His work was all caught up and his desperate restlessness couldn’t be ebbed. He’d taken off on his favorite mare and rode roughshod over the terrain, pushing his horse hard and coming back exhausted and spent. The day after that, he paid his cousin a visit to shoot the breeze and drink hard liquor until he couldn’t see straight. Brady had driven him home that night.

That next afternoon, Carter sought Bill Fargo out to finish the conversation they’d begun the other day. But Fargo didn’t answer his phone or respond to the text message Carter had sent him. Henry hadn’t seen him today, and neither had Mara.

Carter strode into his bedroom, frustrated. He had to shower and change for a business dinner in Dallas he’d rather not attend. As he slipped his shirt off, he noticed a plush velvet ring box sitting on his dresser. His heart leaped in his chest. It looked like the same box he’d given Macy. There was a note attached.

Carter opened the box first. To his amazement, the legendary Tarlington diamond caught the light and reflected back at him with a twinkle. There was no mistaking the iconic ring with the T-shaped configuration. Its brilliance was matched only by its uniqueness. Mystified, Carter set the ring down and lifted the note.

Dear Carter,

You bought a very expensive ring at Waverly’s during the Tina Tarlington auction. I outbid you, or rather, my assistant outbid you for Tina’s prized ring from the man considered her one true love. I adored Tina’s work and once spent time with her. I’d hoped she’d run away with me, but it wasn’t to be. In any case, I’ve had my eye on you, Carter, and think you are a good man. You have fallen hard for Tina’s daughter, without a doubt. I’d like you to give this ring back to her. Whether you return it to her as a favor to me, or give it to her as a pledge of your love, it’s up to you, but I wouldn’t be a fool if I were you. Macy is worth far much more than a mere diamond ring.

Bill

The words sank in as the questions flew. Carter’s wary nature had him looking at an attached bill of sale that appeared absolutely authentic from Waverly’s. And inside the ring, he squinted to read the loving inscription from Clyde Tarlington, With love to my Tina.

Carter was shaken to the core. His suspicions had vanished. He didn’t need any more proof that this diamond ring was the genuine article. He had the actual Tarlington diamond in his possession, and there was only one person on earth who deserved to wear this ring. There was only one person on earth who deserved everything he had to give.

Carter closed his eyes briefly, acknowledging the potent emotion sweeping through him. He’d denied it, stomped on it and disregarded it for too long. Now, it swelled in his heart and made him feel giddy inside. He didn’t have a clue who the heck Bill Fargo really was, but he knew one thing-he owed him a giant Texas-size thank-you.

* * *

Macy stared at the cowboy who stood on the grassy hill, his black felt Stetson shading his eyes and his manly physique accented by tight Wrangler jeans and a red Western shirt. When the director called “Action,” Macy took her cue and rode on horseback over to him.

The cowboy was a pretty boy who was cocksure of himself, strutting around the Hollywood set, getting into character by spitting tobacco and dusting up his shiny new leather boots. The irony of Macy landing this role in the Rugged Cologne commercial was almost laughable, but she needed the work and it paid well.

The cowboy spoke his lines, his Southern drawl too drawn out to sound authentic. In a grand sweep, he lifted her off the horse and stumbled backward attempting to carry her weight. Desperately, he clutched at the material of her calico dress while trying to keep his balance and ruined the take.

It seemed the Rugged cowboy needed some more time in the gym.

Macy couldn’t help making comparisons. Ronny Craft was trying, but he needed a few more years of maturity and a complete personality adjustment to pull off being the real cowboy deal. He’d been hitting on her all day, asking her out on a date, and hadn’t quite gotten the hint no matter how many times she’d told him no.

Carter was the real deal, and she missed him like crazy. Just being on horseback again reminded her of the time she’d spent at Wild River Ranch. Working on a set with wranglers and watching them care for the horses brought images of the night Midnight was born. This silly cologne commercial had stirred up memories of Carter that Macy had tried desperately to lock away.

The diamond he’d given back to her would go a long way in helping her achieve her drama school dream, but Macy’s heart wasn’t in it anymore. She couldn’t force herself to sell the ring. She couldn’t force herself to find a location for the school. Every day she found an excuse to put it off.

And every day she hoped her love for Carter would diminish. Every day she’d tried to talk herself out of loving him until she finally realized that she would probably love him until her dying day, in the same way her mother had loved her father.

It hurt to think her love was one-sided. But the hurt also helped to remind her that he had never loved her back. He hadn’t put up even a mild protest when she announced she was leaving the ranch.

“That’s a wrap!” the assistant director shouted an hour later. The crew, who’d been quietly hovering behind an invisible boundary in back of the director, scattered and scurried to clear away the equipment.

Later that day, Macy stopped at the grocery store to buy eggs and vegetables. A veggie omelet was on the menu for tonight’s meal. Macy pulled the scarf from her head, tired of the disguise, and let her black curls fall freely. The media frenzy surrounding her had died down now that the Tina Tarlington auction was over, and Macy could actually drive in her own neighborhood without being followed. She had Whitney Wynds to thank for that. The rising new starlet had stolen the spotlight for her high crimes in fashion. She’d taken a scissor to a designer’s original work, making it all her own for her first Hollywood premiere, and the style police from all across the nation wouldn’t let it rest.

Macy enjoyed the peace as she walked the brick pathway that led to her condo. But her small smile faded as she glanced down at the sidewalk and saw the shadow of a man looming long and tall behind her. A Western hat outlined by the late-afternoon sun told her who it was.

“Ronny,” she said, gripping her grocery bag tight. “I told you on the set, I won’t go out with you.”

“Who’s Ronny?”

She recognized that voice. Macy whirled around so fast she dropped her bag of groceries. “C-Carter?”

He grinned, a devastating grin that made her breath catch. “Hello, Hollywood. I’ve missed you.”

“I’ve, uh, missed you, too.” Macy blinked. Her heart thudded heavily against her chest. And her legs went wobbly at the sight of him standing in front of her home. “Wh-what are you doing here?”

Carter took a few steps forward and then bent to pick up her grocery bag, sneaking a peek inside. “I bet half those eggs didn’t break.”

She blinked again, trying to get with the program. Carter was here, in Hollywood, and more important, on her doorstep and she wasn’t dreaming. “No, I, uh, guess the grocery boy packed them really good.”

Carter rose, holding the grocery bag in one hand while the other hand touched her arm lightly. His beautiful hazel eyes turned serious. “Do you have time to talk?”

Talk? He wanted to talk?

She nodded, wondering what brought him here. “Okay.”

“I’m not interrupting anything…with Ronny?” he asked, his brows lifting.

“Ronny? Oh no…he’s not-” He’s not a cowboy. He’s not you.

“’Cause if you’ve got something going with him,” Carter said, his voice menacingly low, “I’d have to knock him ten ways to Sunday.”

Macy actually laughed. And so did he. “May I come in?”

Macy let him inside her home and immediately wondered what he thought about her decor. She had good taste but loved to bargain shop. Her home was an eclectic display of design on a budget.

“Nice,” he said as she grabbed the grocery bag from his arms. He walked around, taking a look out her terrace window while she put her grocery bag on the kitchen counter. She was so nervous having him here that she fidgeted with the plastic bags of vegetables and actually counted the unbroken eggs. Carter was right, she’d lost only half of them.

She shoved the carton in the refrigerator, her nerves jangling, and when she turned around Carter was there, standing three feet away.

He looked massive inside her small kitchen and handsome wearing a Western jacket over a pressed white shirt. His jeans were comfortably worn and fit him to perfection. He took his hat off and a lock of his dark blond hair fell onto his forehead. It was so endearing, Macy had to hold herself back from rushing into his arms. She didn’t have a clue what he was doing here.

“I paid a visit to my dad the other day. We…talked for a while.”

Macy swallowed past a big old lump in her throat. “That’s good.”

“Rocky came along.”

She bit her lip, holding back her satisfaction. “I bet Riley was glad to see both of you.”

Carter shrugged. “I think so.”

It was a start, Macy thought, and she wondered if the two of them had actually gotten along during the visit. Still, she was glad Carter had made the effort with his father. But she wondered if that was the reason he was here-to tell her about his progress with his father? She waited for him to say more about it, but his expression changed and she knew that conversation was over.

“I, uh,” he began, then stopped to brush invisible dust from the brim of his hat. Macy had never seen Carter looking so nervous. “I never thought I could do this again.”

Macy’s throat constricted and her voice came out small and fragile. “Do what again?”

His gaze fastened over her right shoulder, as if he was searching for the right words. He seemed determined to get something off his chest. “You know that Jocelyn made a fool out of me and it hurt my pride and my ego. She’d been trying to make Brady jealous the entire time we were together. I didn’t see it. That kind of manipulation works on a man’s trust.”

Macy nodded.

“I guess I really didn’t know her, and I certainly didn’t love her,” he said. “I know that now.”

“You do?”

Carter’s gaze shifted back to her. He pierced her with an intense look. “Yeah, I know it for fact. Because I’m crazy in love right now. With you, Macy.”

Macy slumped back against the refrigerator door, floored by his admission. Joy instantly leaped into her heart. “You are?”

“That’s right. I am. I love you. I never thought I’d let myself feel this way. I never thought I could trust anyone with my heart again. I wanted no part of marriage or long-term relationships. I was done. And then I saw you on that New York street-”

“And you rescued me.”

“It was fate, Macy. I might never have met you otherwise.”

Macy looked him straight in the eyes. She knew how hard this was for him. He was taking a giant leap of faith in revealing his feelings. And she should make him sweat it out longer after what he’d put her through. But she didn’t want to tempt fate. And she’d been waiting her entire lifetime to say these words. “I’m pretty crazy in love with you, too,” she said. “For the record.”

Carter closed his eyes to her declaration, as if he was absorbing her words. As if he was reaffirming them in his mind. When he opened his eyes again, she was standing toe-to-toe with him. She looked into his beautiful hazel eyes. “Are you going to kiss me now?”

Carter took her into his arms and Macy melted in his embrace. “Not yet, sweet darlin’. There’s more.”

“I’m listening.” Macy circled her arms around his neck and watched his mouth move, watched his strong stubborn jaw relax and watched his Adam’s apple bob up and down. Every motion, every nuance that was Carter brought her happiness.

“I’m having the gazebo rebuilt. It’s going to be magnificent. And I want the Wild River Inn to house your drama students. They can come for summer sessions and weekends during the school year. I want you to teach, Macy. I want you to be my wife and live with me at Wild River Ranch until the sun sets for the last time on both of us.”

“Oh, Carter.” It was more than Macy had ever dared to hope, yet it was what she’d been secretly wishing.

“There’s more,” he said, “and believe me, if I thought I could wait another few hours, I’d do this much better. But I can’t. I’ve wasted enough time.”

Carter bent down on one knee and took a red paisley neckerchief out of his pocket. He unfolded it carefully and presented her with a diamond ring. “There’s only one place this ring belongs,” he said reverently. “And that’s on your finger.”

Stunned, Macy’s hand came to her mouth. She stared at the sparkling diamond, eyeing the ring that had bound her parents’ love. Then finally, she managed to whisper through thick emotion, “The Tarlington diamond? I never thought I’d see it again. How did you…?”

“It just came into my possession, sweetheart. I’ll explain later,” he said tenderly. Then he took her hand in his, holding it steady, while the rest of her body trembled in anticipation. “Macy Tarlington,” he began, “I’m promising to love you and keep you safe and happy for the rest of our lives. I’m promising you this from the bottom of my heart. And I’m asking you to become my wife and have my children. Come live with me at Wild River. Come home.”

Macy didn’t hesitate. Wild River was her home. She loved Carter with everything she had inside and she belonged by his side. “Yes, Carter, I’ll be your wife.” She didn’t know how he’d done it, but the proposal and the ring together went beyond her most cherished dreams. Her voice softened to a hush. “I love you so much, Carter McCay.”

He slid the ring on her finger and happy tears spilled down her cheeks. “It fits.”

Carter laughed along with her and then finally brought his mouth down to claim her in a bone-melting kiss that knocked her knees out from under her. Carter was there instantly, protecting her from the fall. He lifted her and carried her out of the kitchen. “Show me your bedroom, darlin’. I’ve missed you something fierce.”

Macy grinned, touched a loving hand to her cowboy’s cheek and pointed the way.

Afterward, once the sun had set and they lay facing each other, sated and cocooned in the cozy embrace of their love, Carter told her about their mysterious benefactor, Bill Fargo. His explanation left more questions than answers, but Carter said he was grateful to Fargo, or whatever his name was, because the old guy managed to break through his stubborn pride and make him see the love he had for Macy.

“Thanks to Bill,” Macy said softly, “I’m getting a wonderful husband.”

Carter kissed her cheek. “And I’m getting a multitalented, beautiful Hollywood starlet, uh, serious actress for a wife.” He winked. “There aren’t too many Texans who could make that claim.”

Macy thought she was definitely getting the better end of the deal, but she’d never admit that to her Stetson-wearing gorgeous hunk of a cowboy.

She wasn’t that stupid.

Just incredibly lucky.

CHARLENE SANDS

Award-winning author Charlene Sands writes bold, passionate, heart-stopping heroes and always…really good men! She’s a lover of all things romantic, having married her high school sweetheart, Don. She is the proud recipient of a Readers’ Choice Award and double recipient of a Booksellers’ Best Award, having written twenty-eight romances to date, both contemporary and historical Western. Charlene is a member of Romance Writers of America and belongs to the Orange County and Los Angeles chapters of RWA, where she volunteers as the Published Authors’ Liaison.

When not writing, she loves movie dates with her hubby, playing cards with her children, reading romance, great coffee, Pacific beaches, country music and anything chocolate. She also loves to hear from her readers. You can reach Charlene at www.charlenesands.com or P.O. Box 4883, West Hills, CA 91308. You can find her on the Harlequin Desire Authors Blog, and on Facebook, too!

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