James Craig

What Dies Inside

‘The tragedy of life is what dies inside a man while he lives.’

Albert Einstein

1

London, October 1984

The city was asleep. Most of the city, anyway. Standing by the window, Gerry Durkan scratched the two-day-old stubble on his chin and looked down at the traffic speeding along the Great West Road. Breathing in, he exhaled slowly and listened to his heartbeat, calm and steady. He smiled; it was the heartbeat of a man in control of his own destiny. He yawned as a succession of taxis sped past on the dual carriageway below. Where were people driving to at this time of night? To the airport? He gazed towards the orange horizon in the west. Maybe I should have left the country, Durkan mused. Caught some sun in Spain for a few weeks. Got pissed up in Alicante and fucked a succession of hairdressers on holiday from Newcastle or Liverpool. That sounded like a plan.

You should have thought of that earlier, he told himself. Now it was too late to run. Sticking it out in England would be tricky. Even with the protection he would get, Durkan knew that he would have to keep his wits about him.

Scratching his balls through his Y-fronts, he squeezed out a lacklustre fart and wondered if he might have a smoke. Almost immediately, the idea was nixed by a cough from the bed, followed by a drowsy, unhappy voice.

‘Gerry, for fuck’s sake. What’s the time? Come back to bed. I’ve got things to do in the morning.’

Me too, he thought. Me too. ‘Don’t fret,’ he replied soothingly. ‘I’m coming.’ Padding quietly across the cold linoleum floor, he slipped back under the electric blanket, pulling it tightly up beneath his chin. As he felt a warm arm snaking around his chest, he glanced at the alarm clock on the bedside table and closed his eyes, knowing that sleep would not come now, wondering if things had gone to plan.

2

The clock on the wall said 8.58. Shuffling into the kitchen, still wearing his preferred night time attire — striped pyjama trousers and a Stiff Little Fingers Inflammable Material T-shirt — young John Carlyle yawned theatrically. He knew that there wasn’t really time for any breakfast this morning, but his rumbling stomach had other ideas. His shift at Shepherd’s Bush police station was due to start at ten. He would need to get on with it.

Outside, the rain lashed against the window above the sink as ominous black clouds scudded across the grey London sky. The relentless descent into winter had begun. With a long day pounding the streets of W12 in front of him, he made a mental note to wear his long johns.

Inside the family home, the atmosphere was equally chilly. With her back to the sink, arms folded, Lorna Gordon — she had never relinquished her maiden name — eyed her son suspiciously as he sat down. ‘What is that, John?’ she asked, uncoiling a bony finger from round the mug of tea that was clamped to her chest and pointing it at the well-thumbed copy of Penthouse magazine lying on the table, next to that morning’s Daily Mirror and an outsized box of Rice Krispies.

Carlyle glanced at his dad as he reached for the cereal, but the old fella was keeping his head down as he munched slowly on his toast. Very wise. Carlyle was pleased to note that his dad had a job at the moment, working in the warehouse of a new supermarket that had opened down the road during the summer. Shaved, with his hair neatly combed, he was dressed in a shirt and tie and had that air of a man with business to attend to. Most important of all, he was in his wife’s good books for once; he might as well try and stay there for a while.

‘Well?’ Lorna demanded.

‘Dom lent it to me,’ Carlyle replied casually, deciding that nonchalance was the only way forward. Opening the cereal packet, he half filled his bowl and carefully added some milk.

‘Tsk.’ His mother stared into her tea like it was toxic. ‘That Dominic Silver is a right one; always leading you astray.’

‘Dom’s a good bloke,’ Carlyle protested.

‘And the worst thing is that you seem more than happy to let him drag you this way and that.’

‘No, I don’t,’ Carlyle retorted, acutely aware that he sounded like a whiny five year old.

‘You pair need to grow up,’ his mother complained. ‘Otherwise you’ll never make the most of yourselves.’

‘We’re doing fine,’ Carlyle grunted, scratching at the neck of his T-shirt. He didn’t have the heart to tell his mother that Dom had already packed in the police force — less than two years after the two of them had gone through officer training together — abandoning life in uniform for a far more lucrative career. . as a drug dealer. Dom had already made it clear that there was a position for Carlyle in this new business venture but Carlyle had refused. His long-term career prospects in the Met might not look great, but that didn’t mean he shared Dominic’s insouciance about becoming a career criminal.

‘What do you need a magazine like that for, anyway?’ she huffed.

What do you think, Ma? The same as everyone else.

Shaking her head, Lorna turned her attention to her husband. ‘I found it shoved under a pile of football magazines, when I was cleaning his room.’

Looking up, Alexander Carlyle gave a nod but said nothing.

‘Well,’ Lorna said firmly, ‘you’re not having that kind of thing in my house.’

Staring at his breakfast, Carlyle muttered something non-committal.

‘When you’ve got a place of your own, you can do what you like.’

‘Mm.’ He wondered if he would ever be able to afford a flat. On current evidence, it didn’t seem very likely. Dom, of course, had his own place but then his circumstances were rather different. Realising that he needed a spoon, Carlyle got slowly back to his feet and stepped over to the drawer by the sink, switching on the radio as he did so. The voice of the newsreader was sombre, all Home Counties stiff upper lip and repressed fury:

‘There has been a direct bomb attack on members of the British Government at the Conservative Party conference in Brighton. At least two people have been killed and many others seriously injured, including two senior Cabinet ministers.

‘The blast tore apart the Brighton Grand Hotel where members of the Cabinet have been staying for the Conservative Party conference. Prime Minister Margaret Thatcher and her husband Denis narrowly escaped injury.’

‘Holy shit!’

‘There’s no need for that kind of language,’ his mother snapped but he could see that even she was shocked by the news.

‘Apparently, it was the IRA,’ his dad explained, his face breaking into a wry smile as he wiped some crumbs from his chin. ‘Better luck next time, eh?’

‘Alexander! What a thing to say, shame on you.’

Carlyle waved his spoon angrily as he sat back down. ‘Ssh!’

‘The bomb went off at just before 3 a.m. this morning. The Irish Republican Army claimed responsibility several hours later. In a statement, the IRA said: ‘Today we were unlucky, but remember, we only have to be lucky once; you will have to be lucky always.’ Detectives are now beginning a major investigation into who was behind the bombing and how such a major breach in security occurred.’

Alexander reached for another slice of toast. ‘I guess you’ll be fairly busy today, then, son.’

‘It’s hardly going to change my life,’ Carlyle observed through a mouthful of Rice Krispies, ‘is it?’

‘Everywhere’ll be on high alert,’ his father observed.

‘You be careful, John,’ his mother chipped in.

‘Don’t worry, Ma,’ Carlyle grinned. ‘I don’t think the shoplifters down Shepherd’s Bush Green are going to be any more dangerous than usual.’ Shovelling another spoonful of cereal into his mouth, he pushed away from the table. ‘I’d better get going or I’ll be late for my shift.’ Getting to his feet, he grabbed the copy of Penthouse from the table and beat a hasty retreat.

3

The tragedy of life is what dies inside a man while he lives.

What rot! Wiping his hands on the knees of his new Marks amp; Spencer suit, Martin Palmer let his gaze slip across his boss’s desk, from the small picture frame containing the ‘motivational’ quote to the plate of biscuits nearby. According to the clock on the wall, he had been sitting here for more than five minutes. That was the thing about the good fellows of Gower Street: even when they panicked, they panicked in slow motion.

Palmer waited patiently for his boss to look up and acknowledge his presence. The young MI5 officer could kill for a Jammie Dodger right now. Three floors below them, where Palmer had his cubbyhole, Edna the tea lady would be doing the rounds with her elevenses trolley. His chums Ryder, Flyte and Marchmain would be busy cleaning the old girl out of her supplies of iced fingers and chocolate tea cakes while discussing last night’s escapades at the Kennington Club and generally ignoring their assignments for the day. Palmer sighed unhappily. His club membership had been stuck in the works now for more than six months and he was beginning to wonder if he had been blackballed. He couldn’t think why, but then again, stranger things had happened.

He was shaken from his reverie by the shrill, insistent ring of the phone on Commander Timothy Sorensen’s desk. Looking up, the Commander glared at Palmer, as if the call was his fault, before picking up the receiver.

‘Sorensen here.’

Palmer stared at his belly while the Commander nibbled on a gingersnap as he listened intently to an extended monologue from whoever was on the other end of the line. After a few moments, Palmer let his gaze lift to a copy of Bernard Safran’s 1953 portrait of the Queen that hung on the wall, next to a map of the British Empire circa 1920-something. He guessed that Her Majesty must have been in her late twenties when she sat for that picture. Something like that. Not a bad-looking girl back then, Palmer mused. But not really his type. He liked them older; a lot older.

‘I really don’t think that-’ Sorensen said finally, before being quickly cut off by the caller. ‘Yes, well. We’ll have to see what we could do about that.’ Looking up, he eyed Palmer with some distaste. ‘He’s here now. I was just about to brief him. Fine. Of course. Yes, sir. Jolly good. That is received and understood. Will do.’ Placing the receiver back on its cradle, he returned to his paperwork without another word.

Palmer felt a wave of despair wash over him. The timing of this meeting could hardly be worse. Granted, everyone was in a right old flap this morning, what with the bloody Paddys almost blowing the PM to Kingdom Come. But even so, a boy’s tea-break was sacred, surely? It was almost two hours since he’d enjoyed his post-breakfast snack — a bacon sandwich from the greasy spoon cafe on Store Street — and he was beginning to feel more than a little weak with hunger. By the time he made it back downstairs, Edna would be long gone and all sources of sustenance denied him until the canteen opened at 12.30.

Finally looking up from his report, Sorensen placed the remains of his gingersnap onto his saucer, next to his teacup. He was a small man, in his late fifties, a thirty-year veteran of the security service. Sorensen had become Palmer’s immediate boss in the wake of the latter’s triumphant return from Yorkshire during the mining strike, waging covert warfare against union operatives who had been dubbed ‘the enemy within’ by the PM herself. From being a nondescript analyst toiling away in the bowels of HQ, Palmer was now being fast-tracked as a management trainee. Life was good.

Until now.

‘No breakfast today?’ With his thinning hair slicked back over his scalp with an excess of Brylcreem and his thick NHS-frame glasses, Sorensen reminded Palmer of his grandfather.

‘No, sir,’ Palmer lied, playing with the knot of his tie. ‘It has been a really very busy morning.’

‘Quite.’ Sorensen gestured towards the plate with his finger. ‘Help yourself.’

‘Thank you, sir.’ Leaning forward, Palmer took a couple of chocolate digestives, slipping each one into his mouth in quick succession.

‘Now look here, Palmer,’ said Sorensen, closing the file and retreating into the gloom behind his desk. ‘There is quite a situation going on here.’

‘Yes, sir.’ Palmer licked crumbs from around his lips.

‘As you can imagine,’ Sorensen continued, bringing his hands together as if in prayer, ‘the last few hours have seen frantic activity. No one could have imagined that the damn Republicans could have got so close to the Prime Minister.’

‘No.’

‘Various Cabinet ministers are in hospital, for God’s sake.’ The Commander shook his head. ‘The show must go on, of course.’

‘Of course,’ Palmer nodded vigorously.

‘Mrs Thatcher has already stood up at the Party conference and delivered her “no surrender” speech. In the meantime, Special Branch has been busy arresting every bloody Irishman they can lay their hands on.’

‘Good.’

‘The perpetrators have already been locked up — most of them, at least.’

Nodding again, Palmer reached for another biscuit, thinking better of it when he saw the scowl that passed across Sorensen’s face.

‘However,’ his boss went on, ‘while Special Branch have been making hay, questions have been asked about us.’

‘Oh?’

Sorensen looked pained as he said, ‘People are already asking whether MI5 shouldn’t have done more to prevent this outrage from happening in the first place.’

Not unreasonable, Palmer thought, under the circumstances.

‘Which was why I was wondering if you wouldn’t mind giving me an update on Gerald Durkan?’

‘Ah, yes.’ Palmer shifted in his seat. Gerry bloody Durkan. IRA bomber turned MI5 informant; the key ‘asset’ under the management of the rising star of the service. For the last two months, it had been Palmer’s job to meet up with Durkan in various grubby West London pubs, tentatively sipping pints of rancid lager while handing over cash in exchange for snippets of intelligence about Republican activity in London. In retrospect, it was obvious why Sorensen had dragged him in here this morning. Grimacing, Palmer cursed himself for obsessing about food when he should have been getting his story straight.

Sorensen eyed his young colleague carefully. ‘I don’t suppose he ever mentioned anything about a Brighton bomb?’

‘No,’ Palmer said. ‘I think I would have remembered that.’

‘Ye-es,’ Sorensen sighed. ‘When did you last meet him?’

‘Well, erm,’ Palmer scratched his head, ‘as you will have seen from my most recent report, we have not had any actual direct contact with Durkan for a few weeks now.’

Sorensen tapped the file on his desk angrily with his index finger. ‘It says here that there has been only one telephone conversation in the last month.’

‘Well, yes.’

‘And?’

Palmer frowned. ‘And what?’

‘What did you talk about?’

‘Nothing much,’ the agent admitted. ‘Gerry said things were fairly quiet. As I recall, he didn’t even chase me for any money, which was unusual.’

‘But you didn’t think anything of it?’

‘Well,’ Palmer stammered, ‘I made my report, as per the usual protocol.’

‘So,’ Sorensen said drily, ‘if I were to tell you that a man matching the description of Gerry Durkan booked a room in the Grand Hotel in Brighton the day after you last spoke to him on the phone, what would you say?’

Oh dear, thought Palmer, all thoughts of lunch suddenly abandoned.

4

Ignoring the bedraggled punter trying to spin her some complicated tale of woe, Sergeant Sandra Wollard shot Carlyle a sly grin as he slipped past the front desk. ‘You’re late!’

The harassed constable gestured towards the clock behind Wollard’s head. ‘Only a couple of minutes.’

‘That clock is slow,’ the desk sergeant retorted.

‘I had to wait ages for a 74,’ Carlyle explained with a shrug. ‘Then three buses turned up at once.’

‘Typical,’ Wollard sympathised.

‘Apparently, there was an accident on the Fulham Road.’

‘A van went into the back of a taxi,’ the punter joined in. He was a small bloke in a grey mac with straggly grey hair down to his shoulders. ‘There was a right old rumpus.’ Both officers quickly shot him a look that said shut up.

‘Donaldson’s looking for you,’ said Wollard, returning her attention to her colleague.

Carlyle groaned. The last thing he needed now was Sergeant Jamie Donaldson on his case. Suddenly, a morning spent patrolling the White City Estate seemed quite appealing. Donaldson was a first-class arsehole who thought that having three stripes on his arm before the age of thirty made him God’s gift to policing. The reality was somewhat different. Donaldson had a well-deserved reputation round the station for being idle, as well as a dullard. ‘What does he want?’

‘Dunno,’ Wollard shrugged. ‘He said it was urgent though.’

‘Great.’

‘Don’t worry, you can handle him.’ Pushing a loose strand of hair behind her ear, Wollard looked him up and down wolfishly. Carlyle felt himself blush. It wasn’t the first time the sergeant had indicated that she had taken a fancy to her young colleague. The attention made him feel excited and embarrassed at the same time.

Like every other officer in Shepherd’s Bush police station, Carlyle knew that the much-admired Wollard, a voluptuous thirty-something blonde with a couple of kids and a wicked sense of humour, had just divorced her second husband. Being newly single, the sergeant was the subject of much idle speculation amongst the Bush’s male officers. One of the boys in the locker room was even running a book on which lucky so-and-so would get to bestow upon the sergeant her first post-divorce shag. Although Carlyle’s name was not currently in the running, the constable could see that he had caught the woman’s attention. Could he get lucky? Not for the first time, he wondered about the etiquette of putting a few quid on himself.

Sensing his discomfort, Wollard grinned widely. ‘A few of us are going down the Queen Adelaide at lunchtime. . if you’d like to come.’

‘I’d better go and see what Donaldson wants,’ Carlyle prevaricated, fleeing towards the relative safety of the squad room.

A few officers were standing around, staring gormlessly at a TV perched on top of a filing cabinet. On the screen were pictures of firemen carefully working their way through the remains of the Grand Hotel, checking for any bomb survivors still left amidst the smouldering rubble. With the sound down, Jamie Donaldson was providing his own commentary for anyone who cared to listen.

‘Fucking bastards,’ he hissed, running a hand over his fresh number one buzz cut. ‘That’s why we should still have the death penalty.’

There were a few murmurs of assent.

Taking his hand from his head, Donaldson waved dismissively at the mini throng. ‘Go on, you lot, get on with your work.’ He waited for them to slowly disperse before turning his attention to the new arrival. ‘Ah, Mr Carlyle,’ he snarled. ‘How very nice of you to put in an appearance, today of all days.’

Carlyle stared at his boots. They could do with some attention. He made a mental note to get a tin of Kiwi Black shoe polish on the way home.

‘Where the hell have you been?’ Donaldson demanded.

‘Sergeant Wollard told me you wanted to see me, Sarge,’ Carlyle smiled, ignoring the question.

Donaldson gestured towards the screen with his thumb. ‘This is gonna be a real fucking palaver.’

‘Yes.’

‘It’s gonna cause us no end of aggravation. Lots of extra work. Like I said, we should just fuckin’ shoot the bastards.’

Grunting something that could be considered agreement, Carlyle waited patiently for his orders.

‘Don’t you think?’ Donaldson pressed. ‘Who gives a fuck about Northern Ireland anyway?’

‘Not me,’ Carlyle agreed, letting his mind return to the question of his chances of getting off with the experienced Sandra Wollard.

‘Dickheads, all of them.’ Finishing his coffee, Donaldson crushed the plastic cup in his fist and tossed it towards the waste-bin next to his desk. When the cup bounced off the rim and onto the worn burnt-orange carpet, he shook his head in disgust but made no effort to go and pick it up. ‘You ready to go?’

Carlyle nodded obediently. ‘Yes, Sergeant.’

‘Good!’ Suddenly launching himself towards the door, Donaldson gestured for Carlyle to follow. ‘Let’s get going then.’

5

Running south from the Uxbridge Road, 179 Nelson Avenue was a tumbledown three-storey Victorian terrace property which had long since seen better days. Sitting in the gloomy living room on the ground floor, Carlyle balanced a china cup and saucer on his knee as he perched on the edge of a dusty, over-stuffed sofa and contemplated the gratuitously offensive 1970s orange and brown wallpaper. The second hand on the carriage clock, which stood amidst a small collection of framed photographs on the mantelpiece, clicked round noisily. They had already been here far longer than fifteen minutes — not that Sergeant Donaldson appeared to be in any hurry to get on with whatever it was they were supposed to be doing. After getting over here in double-quick time, they had proceeded to do nothing but drink tea.

Hurry up and wait, Carlyle thought sourly. It was a standard refrain in the Metropolitan Police.

‘Would you like a biscuit, dear?’ Hilda Blair shuffled into the room, carrying a plate piled high with chocolate digestives.

‘That’s very kind, thank you.’ Ignoring the dirty look from Donaldson, Carlyle reached forward and helped himself. Taking a polite nibble, he washed it down with a sip of his tea. ‘Very nice.’

‘I don’t get many visitors these days,’ the old lady confided, playing with the modest string of pearls around her neck. Dressed conservatively in a grey skirt and navy cardigan over a cream blouse, she stood five feet two and looked like she would struggle to tip eight stone on the scales. With neatly cut grey hair and sharp green eyes, she appeared to be about seventy, give or take.

‘No,’ Carlyle nodded. He glanced at Donaldson, looking for any indication of why they were here, but the sergeant, pushing back the lace curtain, was busy checking the road outside through the grimy window.

‘I have lived here for more than thirty years, you know,’ Mrs Blair said. Outside, there was the sound of a car horn, followed by angry voices.

‘Very nice,’ Carlyle mumbled.

‘It was a lot quieter when we first moved in. Now you get people shouting and screaming in the street at all times of the day and night.’

‘I can imagine.’

She looked him in the face. ‘Not that the police do anything about it.’

‘Well. .’

‘My husband worked just down the road at Fuller’s Brewery for many years,’ the woman nattered on, quickly changing tack.

‘I see.’

‘The place was always a bit big for us on our own.’ She looked around sadly. ‘After he died, I decided to take in a lodger.’

‘Mm.’

‘It’s a bit of money. And the company’s nice.’

‘Yes.’ At a complete loss as to how to keep the conversation going, Carlyle was saved by the belated intervention of Donaldson.

‘Better late than never,’ the sergeant declared, letting the curtain drop and stepping away from the window. ‘He’s here.’

Who’s here? Carlyle thought, increasingly irritated at being kept in the dark. A few moments later, the doorbell rang. Gesturing towards the hall, Donaldson smiled at their host.

‘Mr Cahill has arrived.’

‘Ah, yes.’ Hilda Blair nodded as she headed for the door. ‘I’ll go and let him in.’

Before Carlyle had a chance to ask who Mr Cahill was, the front door was opened and Mrs Blair had returned with a tall, middle-aged man in tow. Easily north of six feet, he was dressed in jeans, a pair of scuffed Dr Martens and a battered black leather jacket. Tired and haggard, he looked like a man who hadn’t seen much sleep recently.

‘Jamie,’ Cahill grinned. ‘How’s it going?’

‘Fine,’ Donaldson said genially. ‘Busy morning?’

‘Damn right.’ Ignoring Carlyle, Cahill turned to Mrs Blair. ‘Your boy Gerry has been up to his old tricks again.’

The old woman looked at each of her guests in turn. ‘All that I can say, Inspector,’ she said finally, ‘is that I have always found Gerald to be a very polite and personable young man. And a very satisfactory tenant.’

A crooked grin passed across Cahill’s face. ‘So why did he try to blow up Maggie Thatcher, then?’

‘I don’t know anything about that,’ the landlady huffed.

Carlyle glanced again at Donaldson, but the sergeant’s expression was still giving nothing away.

‘No one’s saying you do, Hilda,’ Cahill said calmly. ‘But it looks like he’s really dropped himself in it, this time.’

This time? Finishing his tea, Carlyle took another bite of his biscuit before placing his cup and saucer carefully on the carpet.

‘If Special Branch is so sure about that,’ the woman replied, a defiant smirk on her lined face, ‘why haven’t you picked him up yet? I heard on the radio this morning that there had been more than thirty arrests, so far, all over the country.’

‘We will,’ Cahill said wearily. ‘I don’t suppose you know where he is?’

‘I’m not his keeper,’ she snapped.

‘When did you last see him?’ Donaldson asked.

The woman made a show of thinking about it for a moment. ‘It would be about a week ago. I thought he was staying with his girlfriend.’

Carlyle fumbled for his notebook. ‘Who’s his girlfriend?’

Shooting Donaldson a quizzical look, Cahill held up a hand. ‘Don’t worry about that, son,’ he said, smiling at Carlyle. ‘We’ll come back to it later. Time is of the essence at the moment.’ He turned his attention back to their host. ‘Has anyone else been asking about Gerry?’

Hilda had a ponder then shook her head.

‘And presumably he didn’t say anything about what he was up to?’

‘I don’t pry,’ she told Cahill smartly. ‘I’m not one of your informers.’

Donaldson snickered. Carlyle stared at his feet, careful not to kick over his cup.

‘Ah well,’ Cahill said philosophically, ‘I suppose we’d better go upstairs and take a look at his room.’

‘Do you have a warrant?’ Hilda demanded.

‘Come on now. Why are you giving me such a hard time?’

‘It was a perfectly reasonable question.’ She drew herself up.

‘And this is a matter of national security,’ Cahill retorted. ‘I could have had a dozen armed officers kick the door in and ransack the place. Instead, it’s just a cup of tea and a quiet chat.’

‘But no warrant,’ the woman said obstinately.

‘Hilda,’ Cahill gestured towards Carlyle, ‘do you really want this young constable to take you down to the station, so that you can sit in the cells for the rest of the day? Maybe even longer?’

Glaring at each of them in turn, the landlady headed back towards the door. ‘Fine. Come with me, but please, no mess.’

‘You know me, Hilda,’ Cahill said, pushing a thin strand of sandy hair from his face. ‘Always super tidy.’

‘We’ll see,’ the landlady harrumphed, disappearing into the hall. Carlyle jumped to his feet, only to feel Donaldson’s hand on his shoulder, pushing him back down.

‘You wait here,’ the sergeant instructed, ‘while we go upstairs.’

‘But what should I be doing?’ Carlyle asked, irked at being left to feel like a spare part.

‘If a grubby Irish gobshite walks through the front door,’ Cahill sniggered, gesturing towards the street, ‘make sure you nick the bastard!’

As he listened to the two officers bundle up the stairs, Carlyle reached forward to retrieve the remains of his biscuit. As he did so, he caught sight of something under the sofa. Pitching forward onto his knees, he stuck out an arm and grabbed hold of a badly printed A5 flyer advertising something called ‘Rodeo Night’ at a pub called the McDermott Arms. Carlyle thought about it for a moment, but the name of the pub didn’t ring any bells; he was fairly sure that it wasn’t local. Under a drawing of a cowboy on a bucking bronco was the promise of lager for 75p a pint and spirits at doubles for a pound. Flipping it over, he saw that someone had scrawled the words Becky 7pm in blue biro. From upstairs came the sound of doors banging, followed by muffled voices and laughter. Standing up, Carlyle carefully folded the flyer into quarters and shoved it into his trouser pocket. Just as he sat back down, Mrs Blair reappeared.

‘I don’t know what they think they’ll find up there,’ she tutted. ‘Gerald is always so clean and tidy. He’s one of the nicest guests I’ve ever had.’

Carlyle smiled but said nothing. He idly wondered how much Mrs Blair charged for a week’s rent. It looked like she would soon be in the market for a new lodger. Surely even he could afford a room on Nelson Avenue?

‘I expect they’ll just create a lot of mess,’ she continued, staring unhappily towards the ceiling, ‘and then I’ll have to clear it all up.’

‘Sorry.’

‘Never mind.’ Stepping in front of Carlyle, she reached down and deftly scooped up his cup and saucer. ‘Would you like another cup of tea?’

6

Outside, the horns got louder as the traffic backed up along the Camden Road. Inside, the McDermott Arms was empty apart from a couple of long-haired youths in the back, drinking pints of lager and playing snooker. Sitting at a table near the door, perched upright on his stool, Martin Palmer sipped daintily at his gin and tonic while fishing the occasional crisp out of the packet of salt ’n’ vinegar. The young spook wasn’t a big imbiber — and certainly not at this early hour — but it had been a trying day and he needed one, or maybe even two, stiff drinks to help him try and think straight.

Palmer thought back to this morning’s meeting with his boss and shuddered. Commander Sorensen had made it clear that this was a career-defining moment. He had been given until the end of the day to find Gerry Durkan or face the consequences. ‘The consequences’ meant being sent back to analyst duties, alongside the chinless wonders Ryder, Flyte and Marchmain. Nibbling unhappily on a crisp, Palmer seethed at the complete unfairness of it all. After a stellar start to his time in the service, it looked like his career was going into reverse. Demotion beckoned — he could see himself rejoining the ranks of the graduate drones who did nothing all day but sit and read boring letters intercepted from Irish navvies, trying to glean hidden messages about upcoming terror attacks. He took another sip of his drink. It was so totally unfair! Hadn’t he proved himself in the field? In the grim fields of Yorkshire, no less, during the mineworkers strike? There, right in the middle of what was effectively an armed insurrection against the elected government of the day, he had been directly responsible for taking out a leading activist, as well as dealing with various troublesome Communist agitators.

Yorkshire. What a dump! On the plus side, it had allowed him to escape from his mother for a while, and develop a few peccadilloes of his own at the same time. The recollection of some of his more outrageous behaviour sent a gentle shiver of excitement through his loins.

In London, it had been harder to indulge his passions. All the same, returning to his Gower Street cubbyhole, Martin was pleased to discover that his sterling work in the field had been rewarded with a Certificate of Commendation and a discretionary?75 performance bonus. Having demonstrated an ability to use his initiative, he had been taken off desk duties and handed an important agency asset to manage. With the benefit of hindsight, that had clearly been a step too far, too fast. Not only had the slippery Irish git played him for a fool, he had disappeared off the face of the planet. An afternoon spent touring Durkan’s usual haunts in Kilburn, Cricklewood and now Camden Town had drawn a complete blank. He was back to square one.

Gazing out of the window, the young man thought through everything that he knew about Gerald James Eugene Pacelli Durkan. Born on 22 May 1953, in the Creggan, a Catholic estate in Derry, Durkan joined the Official Irish Republican Army in January 1970, switching his allegiance to the breakaway Provisional IRA after the Bloody Sunday shootings two years later. Durkan was soon marked out as a rising star among terrorists in Northern Ireland’s second-largest city. Suspected of taking part in the kidnapping of a local businessman, he was arrested by the Royal Ulster Constabulary for possession of ammunition and bomb-making equipment in 1974. After a two-year stretch in Long Kesh, Durkan moved to London, flitting around the large Irish community as a fundraiser and community organiser for the Provisionals. In 1978, he was arrested in a car driving erratically down the Old Kent Road. Inside, police found 150lb of explosives and 2,000 rounds of ammunition. Durkan’s accomplice, a hooligan called Martin Sarto, fatally shot one of the arresting officers in the face before being riddled with bullets and left to bleed to death in the gutter outside Chung’s Fish Bar. Facing an extended prison sentence, Durkan was visited in Wandsworth Prison by agents of both Special Branch and MI5, touting job offers that would see him released in exchange for turning informant. Choosing the latter — largely on the grounds that they paid more — he was released, returning to his bedsit in Nelson Avenue and the delights of Hilda Blair’s home cooking.

Martin Palmer was Durkan’s fourth handler in less than six years. For the last three months, they had met up every few weeks in different pubs for a drink and a chat. Over a large glass of Powers whiskey, Durkan would offer up tidbits of gossip and the odd name, in exchange for a thin roll of?1 notes, bound with thick, red elastic bands of the type used by postmen. Nodding furiously, Palmer would take down copious notes. After every meeting, he would dutifully write up his report, passing the information up the line to his superiors, unaware of it having any particular value.

Now Gerry had gone AWOL and all hell had broken loose. Palmer felt around for the last of the crisps from the packet and shoved them into his mouth. One thing you didn’t bloody tell me about, he thought, chewing unhappily, was the Brighton bomb. If Sorensen was right and Durkan was the bomber, it looked like he’d taken them all for complete fools. MI5’s name would be mud and Special Branch would take over the lead in the fight against terror. All he could do was to find the little bugger and hope that Sorensen had a plan to retrieve the situation. But where to look? Finishing his drink, Palmer got to his feet. There was only one place to start.

*

Hilda Blair smiled indulgently at the podgy young man perched on her sofa as he shovelled a third chocolate digestive into his mouth.

‘I hope I’m not going to put you off your evening meal,’ she said.

‘Oh, no,’ Palmer replied, spraying crumbs across the carpet as he did so. ‘There’s no danger of that. I have a very healthy appetite. I always finish whatever my mother puts in front of me.’

‘That’s good,’ Hilda beamed. ‘She must be very pleased to have a fine young man like you about the house.’

You would have thought so, wouldn’t you? ‘Yes.’ Eyeing his host, he watched the gentle rise and fall of her blouse and was rewarded with a distinct twitch in his groin. She was a good-looking woman, maybe a bit young for his taste, but appealing nonetheless.

Hilda glanced at the small forest of photographs on the mantelpiece. ‘We never had any children.’

‘Mm.’

Dragging herself away from such ancient history, Hilda gestured towards the small teapot that she had placed on the sideboard. ‘More tea?’

‘I’m fine.’ Draining the final drops from his cup, Martin Palmer got to his feet. ‘That was lovely, thank you.’ He put the cup and saucer down next to the pot and stretched. ‘But I really have to focus on the matter in hand.’ He gave the old lady a searching look. ‘You really don’t know where I might find Mr Durkan?’

‘No.’ Hilda shook her head. ‘Like I told your colleagues earlier on, I haven’t seen him for a week or so.’

‘Colleagues?’

‘The policemen who were here earlier,’ she explained, noticing the confusion that crept across his face. ‘They searched his room upstairs.’

Bloody Special Branch! Palmer’s heart sank.

‘I told them that he was probably staying with his girlfriend but they didn’t seem that interested in her.’ She gave him a puzzled look. ‘Didn’t even ask me her name.’

Palmer made a face. ‘Better let me have it. The address too, if you’ve got it.’

‘Let me go and get a pen and a bit of paper.’ As Hilda shuffled out of the room, Palmer felt a frisson of excitement ripple through his body, he was coming to realise that she was definitely his type.

A few minutes later, she returned, handing over a sheet of lilac notepaper. ‘There you go,’ she said. ‘Name and address.’

‘Thank you.’ Palmer stuffed the piece of paper into his pocket without looking at it.

‘It’s unusual for Gerald to be away this long,’ Hilda fretted, ‘I hope he hasn’t got himself into too much trouble.’

‘I think it’s just someone getting the wrong end of the stick,’ Palmer said reassuringly. ‘I’ve known Gerald a long time and he’s a decent bloke.’

‘Yes,’ she agreed, somewhat less than convinced after the day’s events.

Placing a hand between the old woman’s shoulderblades, the young man gently directed her towards the hallway, conscious of the growing erection in his trousers as he breathed in her scent. ‘Let’s go and take another quick look upstairs. The sooner I can find him, the sooner we can sort this out and everything can get back to normal.’

Sitting behind the steering wheel of his Ford Cortina MK4, Sergeant Mike Vardy finished an extensive excavation of his left nostril and casually wiped his index finger on his jeans. Trying to ignore his colleague’s gross behaviour, Constable David Wickes lifted his camera from his lap and trained the Nikon telephoto zoom lens on the front door of 179 Nelson Avenue.

‘How long have we been sitting here now?’ Vardy wondered grumpily, reaching for the door handle. ‘I need a slash.’

‘Where are you gonna go? There’s nowhere round here.’

‘Let me worry about that,’ Vardy replied, pushing the door open.

‘Hold on,’ said Wickes as he started snapping away. ‘That fat bloke is coming out again.’

Slipping back into his seat, Vardy looked at his watch. ‘What’s Billy Bunter been up to, I wonder? He’s been in there for more than an hour.’

‘Maybe he’s an associate of Durkan,’ Wickes mused.

Associate. Vardy hated it when Wickes used language he’d picked up from American cop shows. They were British, for God’s sake. And this certainly wasn’t Starsky amp; Hutch, even if he did detect a bit of a passing resemblance to David Soul when he looked in the rear-view mirror. ‘Nah,’ he said. ‘Why would he spend so much time inside if he was looking for Durkan? He must know the old woman — family, most likely.’

‘He’s sticking something in his pocket.’

‘Mm.’ Vardy was more interested in where he was going to relieve himself. The two policemen watched the man stop at the front gate, before turning right and walking down the road, away from the Cortina.

‘We’d better go and tell Cahill,’ said Wickes, taking a few last shots of the man’s back, before tossing the camera on the back seat.

‘OK.’ Slamming the door closed, Vardy turned the key in the ignition and the Cortina’s engine roared into life. Pulling away from the kerb, he stomped on the accelerator. ‘Let’s get going before I bloody piss myself.’

7

Trying desperately to keep his gaze on Saturday Superstore, Carlyle used his peripheral vision to track Samantha Hudson as she walked languidly through the living room. Watching the voluptuous young woman pad across the carpet wearing nothing but a black bra and a pair of lacy white briefs, he reflected, not for the first time, on just how unfair life could be. Reaching the bedroom, Sam placed her hand on the doorframe and leaned forward, giving Carlyle an excellent view of her perfectly symmetrical backside as she stuck her head round the open door.

‘Dom,’ she trilled, sounding every inch the pampered Sloane refugee that she was, ‘fancy a coffee?’ From the bedroom came an indecipherable grunt. Turning, the girl retraced her steps towards the kitchen, giving Carlyle a cheeky smile as she sashayed past in slow motion. ‘He’ll be out in a minute. . probably.’

Feeling himself blush violently, Carlyle raised his gaze as far as her navel. ‘OK.’ With great force of will, he gritted his teeth and returned his attention to the TV. Somehow, though, even the ever-perky Sarah Greene didn’t seem so alluring on this particular morning.

After listening to Sam banging around in the kitchen for a few minutes, Carlyle was wondering if he should leave. He didn’t like playing gooseberry at the best of times, and this brutal demonstration of the difference between the ‘haves’ and the ‘have nots’ was causing him an almost physical pain. He was just about to get up from the cream sofa when Dom, wearing not a stitch of clothing, finally wandered into the living room, scratching his head and yawning widely. ‘Late night?’ Carlyle asked, his voice dripping with jealousy.

‘Not particularly,’ grinned Dom, as he looked towards the kitchen. ‘It’s more to do with the company I keep.’ Stepping over to the armchair in the corner, he picked up a pair of jeans and a grubby looking green and white Frank Zappa T-shirt. ‘Where are my trainers?’ he asked, pulling on the jeans. Carlyle pointed to the pair of blue Adidas Originals peeking out from under the chair.

‘Ta.’

‘No problem.’ Carlyle felt like crying.

‘C’mon,’ Dom grunted, pulling the T-shirt over his head and slipping on the shoes, ‘let’s go out and get some breakfast.’

Carlyle took a bite of his egg roll and washed it down with a mouthful of lukewarm Nescafe. The Roadrunner cafe on Goldhawk Road had long been a favourite haunt; the food was crappy and the service appalling, but it was cheap and had a seedy, down at heel air that appealed to him. At this time on a Saturday morning, it was almost full, so they had to share a table with a couple of young women busy fortifying themselves for an assault on the department stores of the West End.

‘So,’ Carlyle said, wiping ketchup from his chin with a napkin, ‘you and Sam, is it serious?’

‘Serious?’ Dom pulled a packet of Embassy Regal from his pocket and stuck one in his mouth.

‘Well, you know, you’ve been going out together for, what, almost six months now?’

‘“Going out”?’ Ignoring the disapproving glance of one of the women at a nearby table, a pretty blonde wearing a denim jacket over a cheesecloth blouse, Dom laughed as he lit up his smoke. After taking a long drag, he turned away from the table and exhaled. ‘Listen to you,’ he continued, lowering his voice. ‘We don’t “go out”, we get high and we fuck.’

No need to be so bloody smug about it, Carlyle thought sourly.

‘Sam’s a nice girl,’ Dom explained, waving his cigarette airily over the table. ‘We hook up now and again, have a bit of fun, but that’s it.’

A bit of fun? Carlyle felt his head spin with frustration as he watched the smoke from Dom’s cigarette rise lazily towards the ceiling. In his extremely limited experience, relationships with women were impossibly complex. It annoyed him intensely that Dom could make it seem so simple. Then again, it was like that with most things — Carlyle seeing complexity everywhere, while his mate just ploughed on regardless.

‘Anyway,’ Dom asked, ‘what about you? How’s the love-life?’ Sitting back in his chair, he winked at the blonde, who smiled despite herself.

‘What love-life?’ Carlyle replied, with rather too much feeling.

Taking another drag on his cig, Dom gave him a consoling pat on the arm. ‘Come on, Johnny boy, you’ve got to get out there.’ He gestured towards the passing traffic. ‘There’s a big, bad world out there, just waiting for you to jump into it.’

‘Mm.’ Carlyle slurped the last of his coffee. Deep down he knew that he simply wasn’t the kind of bloke who jumped into things — big, bad, or otherwise — much as he might want to.

‘If it’s just a question of getting your rocks off,’ Dom said, stubbing out the remains of his cigarette in a tin ashtray, ‘I know a couple of girls. .’ He shot the blonde a frankly lecherous look that sent her scuttling from the table, with her mate in tow. ‘More than a couple, in fact.’

‘No, no,’ Carlyle said hastily as he watched the girls pay their bill at the counter and disappear through the door without so much as a backward glance. The last thing he wanted was for Dom to line him up with a hooker. Apart from anything else, he couldn’t afford one.

‘Whatever takes your fancy.’

‘No,’ Carlyle repeated.

‘Up to you,’ Dom shrugged.

‘Anyway, there’s a woman at the station. .’ Desperate not to seem like a total loser, Carlyle gave Dom a quick bit of background on Sandra Wollard, omitting to mention the kids, the divorces and the fact she was well on the way to forty.

Dom listened patiently. ‘Ah well, good luck with that,’ he said when Carlyle had finished. ‘I’m not sure I would get involved with another copper, but that’s up to you. How is work at the moment, anyway?’

‘Nothing particularly exciting.’

‘That’s exactly why I left,’ Dom said, tapping the cigarette packet with his index finger. ‘Who would have thought the whole thing was just so totally fucking boring?’

Carlyle grinned. ‘I thought you left because they were gonna kick you out.’

‘Hardly.’

‘How many coppers tried to shop you over Syerston in the end?’ A few months earlier, in the summer, the pair of them had been billeted in an RAF base in Nottinghamshire while on picket-line duty during the mineworkers’ strike. For Constable Dominic Silver, presented with a captive market, it had been an opportunity to develop his growing side-line — selling drugs. There had been plenty of brother officers happy to partake of his wares. A fair few, however, had not been prepared to turn a blind eye to what was going on. Barely two months after returning to London, Dom had left the force.

‘One or two,’ Dom admitted. ‘Wankers. They should have minded their own fucking business.’

‘So,’ Carlyle persisted, ‘did you jump, or were you pushed?’

‘I jumped.’

Carlyle raised an eyebrow.

‘No, really.’ Taking the packet of Embassy from the table, Dom shoved it back in his pocket, fishing out a couple of pound notes in the process. ‘There were some murmurings before I left, but no one got round to starting any disciplinary proceedings or anything like that. My discharge was perfectly honourable.’

‘Glad to hear it.’ Carlyle sniggered.

Dom waved the notes across the table. ‘The point is, what I do now is far more lucrative. I’m good at it and I’m my own boss. There was no point in hanging around being a hopeless plod for thirty years just so I could collect my pension.’ Pushing back his chair, Dom jumped to his feet and went over to the counter to pay for breakfast. ‘No offence.’

‘None taken.’ Carlyle smiled limply.

Out on the street, Dom turned in the direction of his flat. ‘I need to get going. Sam’s waiting.’

‘OK,’ Carlyle said.

‘What are you up to?’

Carlyle looked at his watch. ‘I’m off to the Cottage this afternoon; taking my dad to see Fulham.’

‘Oh yeah, who are they playing?’ Dom’s tone displayed a complete lack of interest. I wouldn’t be interested in bloody football either, Carlyle thought, if I was heading off to cavort with Sam Hudson. Belatedly, he remembered why he’d come over to see his mate in the first place. Pulling the flyer out of the back pocket of his jeans, he unfolded it and handed it to Dom.

‘Ever heard of this place?’

Dom looked at the picture of the bucking bronco and nodded. ‘Yeah, I know the McDermott Arms.’ He handed the flyer back to Carlyle. ‘It’s an Irish pub on Kilburn High Road. Not exactly home turf, but I’ve been known to do a little bit of business up there, now and again. Why do you ask?’

‘It just came up in something I was looking at,’ Carlyle replied vaguely.

‘Well, constable,’ Dom chuckled, ‘be advised that the McDermott Arms is most definitely not the kind of place for a boy like you. Not unless you’ve got thirty mates from the Riot Squad with you, all tooled up and ready for a ruck.’ He gave him a friendly pat on the shoulder and started off down the road. ‘See you soon.’

‘Have fun,’ Carlyle mumbled, the words sticking in his throat.

8

Propping himself up with a pillow, Harry Cahill watched Rose Murray lean over the edge of the bed and unceremoniously spit his ejaculate into an empty coffee cup sitting on the bedside table. All passion spent, a vague sense of irritation washed over him. ‘Why can’t you just swallow it?’ he complained.

Wiping her chin on the crumpled bedsheet, Rose scowled. ‘What’s it to you?’ she said. ‘And, anyway, when was the last time your wife gave you any kind of blow job, full stop?’

Good point, conceded Cahill. Oral sex had never been on the menu at home at the best of times, and these were a long way from being the best of times.

Rose let an arm drop to the floor. Fumbling for a packet of John Player Special and a green Bic lighter, she placed a cigarette between her lips and offered one to Cahill.

‘Nah.’

‘Suit yourself.’ Lighting up, she tossed the packet and the lighter on to the bed and took a firm drag on the cig.

He watched her send a stream of smoke towards the ceiling and fall back on the bed. ‘So. . how are things going at the moment?’

‘Don’t try and make small talk,’ she admonished him, inhaling deeply for a second time. ‘I know the drill: all you want to do is fuck me and then pump me for information.’ Folding her arms across her breasts, she shook her head angrily, ‘Trust me to end up being blackmailed by some bent copper from Special Branch.’

‘Those are the breaks,’ he said, absentmindedly scratching his belly.

‘Thanks a lot.’ Taking a third long drag on her cigarette, she leaned over and dropped it into the coffee cup.

Staring at his midriff, Cahill wondered if there might be any life left down there. That was one of the problems of getting older — his powers of recovery were definitely waning. ‘As I’ve told you before,’ he yawned, ‘if you want to play at being a trust-fund terrorist, you’ve got to take the rough with the smooth.’

‘Fuck you!’ Lashing out, she smacked him on the arm, before jumping from the bed like a scalded cat. Standing at the end of the bed, hands on hips, tears mingled with the hatred in her eyes. ‘I don’t owe you anything, you bastard.’

Looking her up and down, Cahill felt a pleasant warmth spread through his groin. Rolling off the bed, he thrust out an arm, letting his hand tighten around her throat as he marched her backwards.

‘Ow! Get off me, you cunt!’ She tried to direct a kick between his legs, but he dodged the blow, pulling her up as she stumbled backwards and slamming her into the wall.

‘Now listen to me, you stupid bitch,’ he hissed, trying to conceal the level of exertion in his voice. ‘Just because you decided to disown your rich family in Knightsbridge and screw a bunch of mentally defective, sheep-shagging terrorists, that doesn’t make you Joan of fucking Arc.’ Squirming, she tried to spit at him but he tightened his grip round her neck and the saliva barely managed to trickle down her chin. ‘Trying to burgle your family home to raise funds for the armed struggle was one of the most stupid things I have ever seen in my life.’

‘We’re making a stand,’ she panted, ‘standing up to the power of the privileged elite.’

‘Yeah,’ Cahill scoffed, ‘and that doorman you hit over the head with a hammer will be in a wheelchair for the rest of his life.’ She made one last attempt to wriggle free, but he could sense that the fight had gone out of her. That was the thing with rich kids, they had no stamina. She tried another curse, but all that came out was a fragile wail. ‘If it wasn’t for me,’ Cahill continued, ‘you would have got at least eight years in Holloway for what you did. You’ve got a fucking good deal out of me.’ Releasing his grip, he took a step backwards.

Rubbing her neck, Rose dropped her gaze to his waist. ‘It turns you on, doesn’t it, you sick bastard?’

Looking down at his restored erection, Cahill grinned. ‘I guess it does.’ He gestured back at the bed. ‘Let’s see how good you are at finishing me off.’

Feeling totally spent, Cahill watched Rose grab a pair of grey knickers from a pile of clothes sitting on a chair in the corner of the room. After a moment’s hesitation she tossed them on to the floor and fetched a clean pair from a chest of drawers in the corner, along with a sturdy-looking pearl-grey bra.

‘I’ve got to get going,’ she said, deftly stepping into her panties. ‘You know what it’s like — places to go, people to see.’

‘Sure.’ Cahill made no immediate effort to rouse himself from the bed.

Rose fastened her bra and reached for a blouse. ‘It would be good if you could make yourself scarce.’

‘Yeah, yeah.’ Cahill got up and padded across the carpet. ‘I just need to take a piss.’

When he returned from the bathroom, she was fully dressed. ‘I’m off,’ she said, coolly contemplating his still-naked form. ‘You can let yourself out.’

‘Just one thing,’ Cahill said quietly, standing in the doorway, blocking her exit, ‘before you go.’

Raising her eyes to the ceiling, she sighed theatrically. ‘What is it now?’

‘Gerry Durkan.’

‘Who?’ she scowled.

‘Don’t try and bullshit me,’ Cahill said sharply. ‘I know he’s one of your bad boy shags.’

The scowl grew deeper. ‘So?’

‘So,’ he smiled, ‘I need you to tell me where he is.’

‘No idea,’ she shrugged. ‘I haven’t seen Gerry for ages.’

Stepping away from the doorway, Cahill reached down to pick up his underpants. ‘I know you’re lying, but I couldn’t give a fuck, one way or the other. You’ve got twenty-four hours to find the little wanker for me.’

‘How am I supposed to do that?’ she sneered. ‘He could be anywhere.’

‘That’s your problem,’ Cahill replied, carefully sticking one leg into the pants, wobbling slightly but just about managing not to fall over. ‘Find him, or it’ll be time for me to see if they’ve got a spare cell in Holloway — with your name on it.’

9

Martin Palmer took a bite out of his jumbo iced finger and chewed happily. It was his second pastry in quick succession but he felt no sense of guilt. Sitting in the otherwise empty cafe in the middle of this desolate part of West London, it seemed to him that comfort-eating was entirely acceptable. Indeed, if it wasn’t for the fact that his mother persisted with her ludicrous attempts at getting him to stick to a diet, he wouldn’t even have given the matter a second thought. When would the stupid cow realise that he was still a growing lad with a naturally healthy appetite? His increasing weight was a sign of rude good health. On the spot, he made a vow that the next time she tried to fob him off with a plate of fish and steamed vegetables, he would throw it back at her.

From behind the counter, a radio played Stevie Wonder’s, ‘I Just Called To Say I Love You.’ Happily mumbling the chorus to himself, Palmer shoved the remains of the cake into his mouth, washing it down with a swig of tea, and let his gaze return to the yellowing newspaper cutting lying on the table. The news story, from The Times, was the total sum of the intelligence MI5 had collected on Rose Murray in the last eighteen months.

English heiress turned IRA sympathiser given a suspended sentence

ROSE MURRAY, daughter of an English Baron, was given a suspended six-year jail sentence at the Old Bailey yesterday after taking part in a bungled raid on her father’s London flat in an attempt to raise funds for the IRA.

Murray and two accomplices were arrested by police in possession of a haul of Old Master paintings and a selection of other valuable artworks, after Clive Wilson, a doorman in the building, raised the alarm. Trying to make good their escape, gang member Terence Donovan attacked Healey with a hammer, causing him serious head injuries which have left him permanently disabled.

Donovan was given a ten year sentence, while Ivor Hogan was given eighteen years. Citing Murray’s previous good character and taking account of evidence that she had been coerced into taking part in the attack by Donovan, her lover at the time, the judge, Sir Reginald Walsh, decided that the heiress should be spared jail. ‘I trust,’ he said, summing up, ‘that you have learned a valuable lesson in all of this and that your dalliance with dangerous men like these is now over.’

Head bowed, a tearful Murray mouthed ‘thank you’ from the dock before she was whisked away to an unknown location.

Murray, 24, has enjoyed a privileged upbringing. Her father, Baron Murray of Sheffield, is a landowner descended from King Charles II and a staunch supporter of the government’s fight against Republican terrorists. After attending the exclusive Latymer School for Girls in North London, where fees run to almost?700 a term, Murray went to Oxford, where she was captain of the university lacrosse team. It was at a debate at the Oxford Union that her radicalisation began. When Sinn Fein poster boy Brendan Keating turned up to support a motion calling for the end of the British ‘occupation’ of Ireland, Murray was swept off her feet. They had a short and tempestuous affair, at the end of which she had abandoned her studies, renounced her family and dived headlong in to the murky world of London’s Irish community.

Rose’s mother, the former debutante and stalwart of the Home Counties social scene Jacintha White, has loudly and publicly disowned her daughter on more than one occasion. Her father, however, has maintained a dignified silence. While friends say that the Baron is mortified by his daughter’s antics, he hopes that things will eventually sort themselves out. Father and daughter had been estranged for several years before the botched robbery. There has been recent talk of a possible reconciliation, but this has yet to be confirmed.

Re-reading the piece, Palmer snorted with disgust. ‘What a load of old nonsense!’ The girl behind the counter gave him a funny look, but said nothing. As he slipped the article back into his pocket, he contemplated the deal that Murray was rumoured to have struck with Special Branch whereby, in exchange for staying out of jail, she had agreed to snitch on her terrorist chums.

It sounded plausible enough but begged one important question: if Rose was keeping up her end of the deal, why hadn’t they caught Durkan yet?

By all accounts, as far as Rose Murray was concerned, Durkan was rather more than a ‘chum’. According to the Gower Street gossip, the little so-and-so had gotten her pregnant. She hadn’t kept the baby, but the couple were still an item. ‘I’m sure that the Baron is delighted,’ Palmer grunted to himself as he watched the backed-up traffic slowly grind to a halt on the road outside.

Finishing his tea, he was contemplating asking for a third cake when he looked up just in time to see Murray herself appear from the front door of Harding Smith House. Pausing on the pavement, she seemed unsure which direction to take, before turning to her right and heading off towards the tube station at a brisk pace. Palmer hesitated. Should he follow the woman? Or should he search the flat? As he hummed and hawed, Murray disappeared down a side street and the decision was made for him. Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out a selection of coins while peering at the bill that had been left under his plate. Carefully counting out the correct amount, plus a small tip, he placed the money on the table and struggled to his feet, heading for the door.

Named after a long-forgotten politician, Harding Smith House was a 28-storey, 198-unit North Kensington tower block designed in the 1960s by Hungarian architect Erno Goldfinger. A sinister-looking building, with a separate lift and service tower, it was built by the Greater London Council in the early 1970s as social housing, just at the time when tower blocks were going out of fashion. A familiar procession of horror stories about women being raped in lifts and children being offered drugs led to the block being described by the local MP as ‘the worst place to live in London’. Under newly introduced ‘right to buy’ legislation, Mrs Thatcher’s government was trying to sell the flats to tenants at rock-bottom prices, in the hope that that would lead residents to drive an improvement in living conditions.

As of right now, that hope was still to be realised. Like an intrepid explorer, Martin Palmer tentatively made his way through the lobby of the building, head down as he tried to avoid stepping in something unpleasant. Even breathing through his mouth, he was almost overwhelmed by the stench of ammonia that came from every corner. As he approached the lifts, Palmer nervously patted the Browning Hi-Power in the pocket of his jacket. If any of the natives came after him, at least he could defend himself. Rose Murray had a flat on the sixteenth floor. Relieved that the lifts were working, Palmer pressed the button and waited patiently. When one finally arrived, the door shuddered open and an emaciated man scuttled out, head bowed. Ignoring the MI5 agent, he skipped towards the front door and disappeared on to the street. Just another junkie loser, Palmer thought grimly as he stepped inside, still breathing through his mouth.

Flat 113 was at the end of a long, dingy corridor that smelled only marginally better than the lobby downstairs. Contemplating the flimsy-looking door, Palmer considered the options. He had yet to be sent on the MI5 lock-picking course — it was in his diary for later in the year, sandwiched between a session entitled An Introduction to Phone-Tapping and a residential course on communication skills.

Now is no time for subtlety, he told himself. Looking around, he determined to his own satisfaction that no one was watching, before giving the door a swift kick with the polished toe of his Foster amp; Son boot. The door buckled slightly, but did not give way. After another quick glance down the corridor, Palmer gave it another kick, harder this time, grunting with the effort. This time, there was the satisfying sound of the lock splintering and the door flew open.

Stepping inside, Palmer found himself in an open plan living room with a small kitchen behind a breakfast bar in the far corner. Closing the broken front door carefully behind him, he took a cautious sniff and was pleased to discover that the air in here was relatively breathable. Indeed, the flat looked tidy and well cared for, if a little shabby. A poster for the Yul Brynner sci-fi movie Westworld had been taped to the far wall, next to a calendar that was still showing the dates for June. ‘A woman’s loving touch,’ Palmer mused aloud as he clocked a small bunch of flowers in a glass vase sitting on the coffee table. ‘Nice.’

Then he set about tossing the place.

Forty minutes later, there was precisely nothing to show for his efforts, other than a couple of small joints, some green pills secured in plastic wrap and a pair of soiled grey panties, all of which had been placed in his pocket for closer inspection at a later date. Stalking into the kitchen, Palmer opened the fridge and looked inside. Disappointed to find nothing to eat other than a Vesta boil-in-the-bag chicken curry, he helped himself to a can of Coke from the top shelf and shut the door.

Opening the can, the spook took a noisy slurp of cola, swallowed and let out a satisfied burp. Perching on a stool next to the breakfast bar, he considered his position. Time was running out in his search for Gerry Durkan and, so far, he had made precisely zero progress. A mood of self-pity overtook him as he let his gaze flit around the room. Stuck to the fridge door was a takeaway menu, a shopping list and a blurred photo of Murray and a guy who could have been Durkan laughing in a pub. In short, nothing that was going to get him very far. Wondering what to do next, Palmer finished his drink. Crushing the can in his hand, he dropped it into a bin under the sink and headed for the front door.

Just as he was about to reach for the handle, Palmer heard someone cursing in the hallway outside. Before he could react, the door flew open and smacked him in the face.

‘Ow!’ Holding his mouth, the agent stumbled backwards, to be confronted by an angry-looking woman waving something in her hand.

‘You fucker!’ By the time he recognised Rose Murray she was advancing towards him, arm outstretched. The next thing he knew, he was hit full blast in the face by a stinging spray.

‘Argh!’ Palmer tried to cover his tearing eyes and his mouth, but it was too late. The pain was intense, the acute burning sensation on his skin and the choking in his throat forcing him to his knees, making it easier for her to put him down properly with a smart blow to the head.

Forcing himself into a sitting position, Martin Palmer gingerly edged himself away from the pool of slowly congealing vomit on the floor beside him and waited for his head to clear. The smell was terrible, but he wasn’t quite ready to stand up yet. Instead, he concentrated on focusing on the tired-looking man sitting in an oversized armchair in a corner of the room. Wearing a pair of tatty jeans and a brown leather jacket over a khaki T-shirt, he dangled a leg over one arm of the chair, a Puma suede trainer hovering just above the carpet. Sporting a couple of days’ worth of stubble on his sharp chin, he was nursing a can of Harp Lager, an unlit cigarette dangling from his lips.

‘You better clear that up,’ Gerry Durkan grinned, his dark eyes sparkling with glee as he gestured towards the pool of sick, ‘or Rose will be really pissed off with you.’

‘She seemed pissed off enough already,’ Palmer grumbled, trying to ignore the sour taste in his mouth. He looked around nervously. ‘Where is she, by the way?’

‘Don’t worry,’ Durkan laughed, ‘she’s gone out.’

Thank God for that. Palmer relaxed slightly.

‘It was just as well I turned up when I did.’ Dropping the cigarette on to the coffee table, Durkan took a mouthful of lager. ‘God knows what Rose might have done while you were out for the count. You could have woken up with your balls in your mouth and your dick up your arse.’

Palmer shuddered at the thought. ‘What the hell did she use on me?’

‘Pepper spray,’ Durkan explained. ‘She thought you were a burglar.’

‘But that’s illegal!’ Palmer protested, recalling what he’d learned in Gower Street about the Firearms Act of 1968 which banned ‘any weapon of whatever description designed or adapted for the discharge of any noxious liquid, gas or other thing’. The only reason it had stuck in his porous mind was that there had been a demonstration of a pepper spray in action. Palmer had known better than to volunteer to take part and had been rewarded with the sight of Marchmain taking a shot in the face and rolling around on the floor, wailing like a baby.

‘Illegal, but very effective,’ Durkan said. ‘We got sent a job lot by sympathisers in Boston last year.’

We meaning the IRA.

‘Very handy little weapon,’ he concluded.

‘Not very clever if you get caught carrying one,’ Palmer groused, edging further away from the mess he had created.

Durkan gestured at the four walls surrounding them. ‘In this place you need all the protection you can get. The people in here are animals,’ he shook his head, disgusted, ‘complete and utter animals. Rose has been robbed three times in the last year alone. The stuff you find on the stairs. . it’s beyond belief. You people should spend your time sorting out the shite on your own doorstep, rather than trying to keep us under the cosh.’

‘Spare me the political sermon, Gerry, I’m not in the mood.’ Slowly, carefully, Palmer forced himself to his feet and tottered over to the stool by the breakfast bar.

‘You’ll find some cleaning equipment in one of those cupboards,’ Durkan said helpfully.

‘You’ve got to be kidding,’ said Palmer with the righteous tone of a man who had never done any domestic chores in his life.

Reaching into the pocket of his jacket, Durkan pulled out the spook’s semi-automatic and placed it on the coffee table. ‘I think you’d better get on with it. If Rose comes back and finds you still here, you might not get out alive.’

‘Fucking bitch,’ Palmer mumbled under his breath.

‘Apart from anything else,’ Durkan grinned, ‘she wasn’t very impressed about you stealing her dirty panties, you little pervert.’

Palmer patted his pockets. Empty.

‘She wasn’t for letting you keep them.’

‘Fair enough.’ Palmer shrugged.

‘But I was wondering. .’

‘Yes?’

‘Where did the other pair of knickers come from? Do you go round stealing women’s underwear to wank off in?’

The other pair? It took Palmer a second to recall the soiled undergarments that he had torn from the battered, lifeless body of Hilda Blair.

‘Don’t worry,’ the Irishman laughed. ‘Your sordid little secret is safe with me.’

Palmer gave Durkan a questioning look.

‘Why should I care what you get up to, ya fuckin’ eejit? Just don’t bring your shite to my door.’

‘No.’

‘And clean that fucking mess up — right now.’

Finishing his lager, Durkan watched Palmer with a wry smile. The MI5 man was on his knees, making a half-hearted effort to remove the last of his vomit from the carpet with a wet cloth doused in disinfectant while grumbling to himself like an old dosser with early onset Alzheimer’s.

‘You missed a bit.’

‘Sod off!’ the spy grunted, dropping the cloth into the green plastic bucket by his side and struggling to his feet. ‘There, that’s the best I can do.’

Durkan looked less than impressed with his handler’s efforts, but his own interest in domestic cleaning was limited and he no longer had any wish to pursue the point. ‘What the hell were you doing here, anyway?’

‘What do you think I was doing here?’ Palmer responded, dancing round the bucket and sticking his hands under the tap in the sink. ‘I was looking for you. The whole of bloody London is looking for you.’ Giving his hands a quick rinse, he looked around for something to dry them with. Finding nothing, he wiped them on the arse of his trousers. ‘You’ve really fucked up here, Gerry.’

‘We were unlucky,’ the bomber said sulkily.

‘“We”?’ Palmer spluttered. ‘What’s this “we”? You’re supposed to be working for us, remember?’

‘Ah, well, Marty,’ Durkan said slowly, ‘what you’ve got to remember yourself, is that this is a very complicated situation that we’re both trying to operate in here.’

You’re telling me, Palmer thought, nervously eyeing the Browning. Suddenly dealing with a bunch of raggedy-arsed lefties in the provinces seemed like child’s play compared to this. Turning the tap back on, he drank from his hands, rinsing the bile from his mouth. When he’d had enough, he again dried his hands, cleared his throat and gave Durkan what he hoped was a penetrating stare. ‘You’ve got to let me take you in,’ he said firmly. ‘Before Special Branch track you down.’

‘You’ve got to be feckin’ kidding,’ Durkan snorted, turning up the Irish accent for effect. Reaching over to the coffee table, he picked up the Browning, waving it airily at Palmer. ‘I’ve had enough of all this bollocks. You tell that cunt Cahill that if he comes after me again, I’ll use your gun to put a bullet right between his bastard eyes.’

Who the bloody hell is Cahill? Mesmerised by the barrel of the semi-automatic, Palmer felt the bile creeping back up his throat.

‘Understand?’

The spy nodded dutifully.

10

Cleaning out Martin Palmer’s wallet as well as his pockets gleaned Durkan the princely sum of ten pounds and eighteen pence. Ten fucking quid! He shook his head angrily. That would barely get you to Birmingham. In order to make good his escape, the Irishman knew that he would need considerably more funds than that. Sadly, Rose was no use; since she had been disowned by her family, she was even more skint than he was himself. Much as he appreciated her willingness to travel the path less trodden — and her enthusiasm in bed — he found himself wondering if she might not have been a little cannier when it came to keeping her father onside and the funds flowing.

Unable to rely on the largesse of the ruling classes, Durkan realised that he would have to make a surreptitious return to Nelson Avenue to recover the emergency cash he had carefully stashed in the fireplace of his room. After a couple of quick glasses of Powers in the nearby Mowlam Arms, he buttoned up his coat, pulled on his green woollen hat (a la Mike Nesmith in the Monkees), shoved his hands in his pockets and set off down the street. Walking past number 179, he turned the corner into Pearse Road, confident that the place was no longer under surveillance. Just to be on the safe side, he walked on, taking another right into Colbert Road, running parallel to Nelson Avenue with the same three-storey Victorian terraces on either side of the road. Counting down the houses, he came to the property that should back onto Hilda Blair’s house. The lights were on and he could see the flicker of a television screen from the living room on the ground floor. No good. Moving on, Durkan turned his attention to the property next door, which was shrouded in darkness. Skipping through the gate and up the path, he hardly broke his stride as he walked up to the front door and smashed the small pane of glass next to the lock with the walnut grip of the Browning that he had taken from Palmer. A second blow cleared enough of a hole for him to stick a hand inside and unlock the door. Shoving the semiautomatic into the back of his jeans, he slipped inside, closing the door behind him before moving towards the back of the house, heading for the garden.

In the gloom, he took a moment to get his bearings. Hilda Blair’s garden, with its tiny, dilapidated greenhouse, was to his right, where it should be. Durkan took a deep breath. It was too late to worry about anyone seeing him now. Scrambling over the fence, he landed in the flowerbed of 181 and quickly vaulted over the adjoining wall, on to the muddy lawn of 179. In the distance, a dog started barking. No one, however, seemed to be taking any notice of the Brighton bomber who was running around their back gardens. Regaining his breath, he stepped over to the back door of the house, which opened into the kitchen. From experience, he knew that his landlady rarely locked it. He had remonstrated with her about it on several occasions. Their conversation would always go the same way; it had a ritualistic element that they both enjoyed.

‘This is a big, bad city, Hilda,’ he would smile, gesturing towards the wider world outside their four walls. ‘There are lots of sick and nasty individuals out there. Times have changed. You never know who might walk in, bash you over the head and steal all your valuables.’

‘Ah, but I do, Gerald,’ she would reply, a twinkle in her eye, her smile even wider than his. ‘After more than thirty years, I know that nothing bad is ever going to happen to me here.’ She would pause, so that they could both anticipate her punch line. ‘And, anyway, it’s not like I have any valuables to steal.’

Turning the handle, he felt the door open, the familiar squeak of its hinges reminding him that he had never made good on his promise to oil them with some WD-40. Well done, Hilda, he thought, closing the door quietly behind him. The kitchen was cold and dark. His landlady was probably in the front room, enjoying Crimewatch. Quality television, Durkan thought as he trod quietly through the hallway. Reaching the stairs, however, he realised that the living room was empty and the whole house was in darkness. Durkan frowned. The old lady rarely left the house, other than to do her shopping and collect her pension, and she was always home after five o’clock in the afternoon.

Hovering on the bottom step of the stairs, he called out, ‘Hilda, are you in?’ He listened to the sound of traffic on the street outside for several moments, waiting for a reply that never came. A sudden thought popped into his head. How old was she? ‘Hilda!’

Bounding up the stairs, he stepped on to the landing, pushed open her bedroom door and switched on the light.

‘Jesus!’ Standing in the doorway, Durkan stifled a sob. However Hilda Blair had died, it wasn’t of natural causes. Lying on the bed, she looked up at the ceiling as if pleading for some divine intervention that never came. Her face was battered and bruised and her skirt had been pushed up so that it was almost under her chin. Embarrassed by her nakedness, he stepped over to the wardrobe in the corner and pulled out a blanket, carefully draping it over her. Standing at the bottom of the bed, he felt his shock turning to anger.

‘What kind of sick fuck. .’ Gerry Durkan let the question trail away as he recalled that he had urgent business to attend to. ‘I’m sorry, Hilda,’ he mumbled, switching off the light as he stumbled out on to the landing.

‘What the fuck has been going on next door?’

‘Huh?’ Gerry Durkan looked up from the stack of tenners he was busily stuffing into a battered Gola shoulder bag to see a large bloke in a leather jacket standing in his bedroom doorway. Slowly getting to his feet, he retreated to the corner of the room. ‘Who the fuck are you?’

‘You know your biggest problem?’ Harry Cahill kept one hand in his pocket as he gestured towards Durkan with the other. ‘Apart from the fact that you’ve just been nicked, of course.’

‘Copper?’ Durkan asked, feeling the Browning against his spine as he backed up against the wall.

‘Special Branch,’ Cahill confirmed, enjoying his moment of victory. ‘We’ve been after you for a while.’

‘I can imagine,’ Durkan grinned, wondering if the guy was armed and if he was alone. A quick glance out of the window showed no evidence of any back-up. As for being armed, well, he would just have to take his chances.

‘What you need to imagine,’ Cahill observed, ‘is what’s going to happen to you when people realise that the Brighton bomber is also a granny-fucking rapist. That really isn’t going to help much with the Gerry Durkan legend. I don’t expect you’ll last too long in prison.’

‘I didn’t kill her,’ Durkan said quietly. ‘She was my landlady — a nice old girl.’

‘Maybe you did, maybe you didn’t.’ The inspector made a disgusted face as he pulled a Smith amp; Wesson revolver from the pocket of his jacket. ‘But the way I see it, it’s just another easy win.’ He gestured with the gun. ‘Now turn round and get back on to your knees, so I can cuff you.’

‘Anything you say,’ Durkan shrugged.

‘Turn around,’ the inspector repeated.

‘You’re the boss, copper.’ Then as Cahill fumbled for the handcuffs with his free hand, Durkan pulled the Browning from the waistband of his trousers, lifting the barrel to chest height in one smooth motion. ‘Or, then again, maybe not.’

‘Holy fucking shit!’ The inspector jumped backwards like a scalded cat. Letting the cuffs fall to the floor, he barely managed to keep a grip on the Smith amp; Wesson in his other hand. Realising the enormity of his mistake, Cahill tried to consider his options. Nothing immediately came to mind. All that registered in his brain was the blood pounding in his ears and the lack of spittle in his mouth. Licking his lips, he stared into the smirking face of Gerry Durkan.

Is this bastard the last thing I am going to see in this life?

Clenching his buttocks tightly together, Cahill took a deep breath before exhaling slowly. ‘Now, son, let’s not do anything hasty.’

‘Don’t “son” me, you bastard,’ Durkan sneered. Adjusting his feet, he wrapped both hands around the Browning’s grip. ‘This is one pissing contest that you’ve lost.’ Pulling hard on the heavy trigger, he heard the bang and felt the recoil travelling up his arms. ‘So fuck you.’

Hit smack in the middle of his chest, Cahill dropped his weapon and staggered back through the door, collapsing on to the landing. Retrieving the man’s revolver from the carpet, Durkan tossed it into the bag containing his cash. Standing over the policeman, he listened to Cahill’s rasping breath as the blood seeped through his shirt and on to the carpet. His face was white and his eyes had lost their focus. He was clearly on the way out. No need to waste another bullet.

‘Thanks for the gun,’ Durkan hissed, as he fell to his knees next to Cahill. ‘All contributions to the struggle gratefully received.’ He gestured towards the leather jacket. ‘Let’s just see what else you’ve got before I go, shall we?’ Slapping away the dying man’s feeble blows, he quickly began going through his pockets.

The Mowlam Arms had filled up in the last couple of hours, but not by much. Gerry Durkan dropped his holdall next to the footrail and placed a pound note and a selection of coins on the bar. Catching the barman’s eye, he signalled towards the bottle of Powers Gold Label sitting amongst a random selection of spirits on a shelf above the cash register. ‘Make it a double.’ Nodding, the barman reached for a less than clean-looking shot glass. The TV on the far end of the bar was showing an episode of The Bill. For a few moments, Durkan allowed himself to be distracted by the new cop show, but he wasn’t really that interested. He had sat with Hilda and watched one of the first episodes a few weeks earlier, quickly concluding that it wouldn’t last for long. The life of your average British plod just wasn’t interesting enough to sustain a long-running television series. In his book, there hadn’t been a decent cop show on the telly since Target.

At least the television’s sound was down, so the lame drama wouldn’t distract the serious drinkers scattered around the bar. As ITV went into a commercial break, the barman handed Durkan his drink. Not waiting on ceremony, he downed the whiskey in one. It didn’t taste great but he asked for another anyway. The adrenalin from his encounter with Harry Cahill was wearing off and he felt weary. Taking his new drink, he paid the barman, grabbed his bag and retreated to a table in a lonely spot at the back of the pub. Here, he sat and contemplated the rather unfortunate turn of events and asked himself where things would likely go from here. Clearly, the Special Branch man would be found soon enough. Once that happened, the police search for him would only intensify.

Should he run? Or should he go to ground in the city? The police, along with the other organs of the state, had the resources to deal with either scenario. Durkan could feel the tiredness eating into his bones. For several moments, he stared vacantly into the middle distance. Still undecided as to his next move, he pulled Cahill’s wallet from his jacket and began rifling through its contents. Aside from a warrant card, two five-pound notes and a small foil wrapper containing a single Durex Elite condom, there was a crumpled photograph which had been folded several times before being shoved into the wallet. Taking another sip of his drink, Durkan flattened the picture out on the table and studied it carefully.

Without doubt, it was a surveillance photograph, taken with a long-distance lens. It took him a few seconds to recognise the MI5 man, Martin Palmer, from whom he’d removed the Browning after he’d been caught snooping in Rose Murray’s flat. Durkan made a face. Why would Special Branch trail an MI5 man? Then again, he reasoned, why not? The bastards spy on everyone else.

In the picture, Palmer was leaving Hilda Blair’s house. He looked pleased with himself and he was grasping something in his left hand. With his nose less than an inch from the table, Durkan squinted at the image for several seconds before giving up. The image was too fuzzy. It was impossible to make out what the spy was holding.

What did he take from Hilda’s house?

‘Aaah. .’

Slowly, slowly, Durkan realised just what the picture was showing him. He thought back to his conversation with Palmer in Rose Murray’s flat: ‘Where did the other pair of knickers come from? Do you go round stealing women’s underwear to wank off in?’

Finishing his drink, Durkan slumped back in his chair. ‘Jesus,’ he mumbled to himself, ‘I didn’t know the half of it, did I?’ Images of Hilda’s battered body fluttered through his brain and a wave of revulsion filled his stomach. ‘You sick fucker,’ he groaned, shaking his head in disbelief, ‘I hope you get what you truly deserve.’

Shovelling everything into his holdall, he got to his feet just as The Bill was interrupted by a newsflash. After a few words from a newsreader, a mug shot of Harry Cahill appeared on the screen. Eyes down, Gerry Durkan upped his pace as he weaved his way through the tables and headed for the street.

11

Glancing at his watch, Carlyle calculated that there were three hours and seventeen minutes until the end of his shift. Precisely six minutes fewer than when he had last checked. With a heavy sigh, the constable looked along the deserted Nelson Avenue. The last forensic technician had left more than an hour ago, along with the bodies. Even the representatives of Her Majesty’s press, drawn to the scene of a double murder like flies to shit, had called it a night. The place was now totally empty.

Why he had to stand guard over a locked house was beyond Carlyle. He just hoped that the station would remember to send a replacement by the end of his shift. It wouldn’t be the first time that they’d totally forgotten about him. He would get the overtime, of course, but tonight he didn’t want the extra cash; he wanted to go to the cinema and park his brain for a couple of hours. Assuming he clocked off at the appointed time, he should just about be able to make a late showing of Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom at the Shepherd’s Bush Pavilion.

Yawning, his thoughts drifted back to events inside the house. From what he’d picked up, Hilda Blair had been strangled and raped, while Cahill, the Special Branch officer, had been shot. The assumption was that Gerry Durkan, the IRA bomber, was responsible for both crimes. In his mind, Cahill replayed his recent visit to the house with Cahill and Donaldson, trying to recall any detail that might be important. Nothing sprang to mind.

He looked at his watch. Three hours and fifteen minutes. And counting.

A car slowly made its way along the road. A smile crossed Carlyle’s lips as he recognised the police vehicle. At least they’ve remembered I was here, he thought. The Austin Allegro slipped into a space between parked cars on the far side of the road and the engine was switched off. He tried not to grin as his replacement, a suitably pissed-off constable by the name of Donne, reluctantly got out of the passenger’s side and loitered on the pavement. After a moment, the driver’s door pushed open and Sergeant Sandra Wollard gave him a cheeky smile. ‘You thought we’d leave you here all night, didn’t you?’ she called.

‘No,’ Carlyle lied.

Wollard gestured for Donne to get across the road. ‘Ian will take over now.’

‘Any chance of a lift back to the station?’ Carlyle asked hopefully.

‘Sure.’ Wollard’s eyes twinkled mischievously as she got out and came over. She was in her uniform but he could see that her make-up had been freshly applied. And the smell of her perfume caused the smallest frisson of excitement to ripple through his chest. ‘I just need to check something inside for Sergeant Donaldson first.’

‘OK.’ Carlyle frowned. As far as he knew, Jamie Donaldson was in Majorca, on a one-week package holiday at the two-star Panorama Beach Hotel. It was costing thirty-nine pounds each for Donaldson and the wife, nineteen quid for the kids. Carlyle had been forced to listen to him drone on about it for weeks.

On the front step, Wollard pulled out a key, raking it across the Police — Do Not Cross tape stuck to the front door. ‘Come on, Constable,’ she said, her voice dripping with innuendo. ‘You can show me what I’m looking for.’ Feeling his heart-rate accelerate, Carlyle watched her stick the key in the lock, push open the door and disappear into the hall. Giving Donne an apologetic shrug, he quickly followed her inside.

Sadly, Samantha Hudson was nowhere to be seen. As he watched the TV in Dominic Silver’s living room, Carlyle tried to banish all thoughts of her from his mind. The idea that she might be in bed, sprawled naked under the covers in the room next door, barely fifteen feet from where he was sitting, was just too terrible to contemplate.

‘So, did you get laid yet?’ Sitting at the far end of the sofa, Dom tossed this week’s copy of City Limits on to the coffee table and struggled to his feet.

Carlyle grunted something noncommittal as he kept his gaze firmly trained on Football Focus. Out of the corner of his eye, he watched Dom pad into the kitchen. Moments later, he reappeared, a bottle of Heineken in each hand.

‘Here you go.’

‘Thanks.’ It was a bit early, but Carlyle took a decent swig and gave a small but appreciative sigh.

‘Only I heard that you did.’ Dom grinned as he settled back into his seat.

‘Huh?’ Carlyle felt himself begin to blush.

‘You’re the talk of the station, Johnny boy,’ Dom cackled. ‘The word is that Sergeant Wollard gave you a right old roasting.’ He raised his eyebrows. ‘At a crime scene, no less, you dirty little bugger!’

Bloody Donne, Carlyle thought. He recalled the look on the constable’s face when he and Wollard had finally reappeared from inside Hilda Blair’s house — a mixture of annoyance and jealousy — and realised he should have known that the grapevine would soon be humming.

‘At least you’ve finally popped your cherry.’ Dom raised his eyes to the heavens. ‘It’s a miracle!’

‘Fuck off!’ Blushing harder, Carlyle took another swig of his beer.

‘You didn’t tell me she was a granny,’ Dom teased.

‘Fuck right off. She is not a fucking granny.’

‘OK, OK.’ Dom held up a hand by way of apology. ‘But this is nothing compared to the stick you’re gonna get at work.’

Don’t I know it, Carlyle thought miserably.

Trying to suppress a giggle, Dom lifted his bottle to his lips and forced down a mouthful of lager. ‘You didn’t do it on the old girl’s bed, did you?’

‘Dom. . for fuck’s sake.’

‘How’s the investigation going?’

‘From what I can see,’ Carlyle observed, ‘there isn’t really much of an investigation. The IRA guy did it; when they catch him, it will be case closed.’

‘Evidence?’

Carlyle made a face. ‘Dunno.’

Dom shook his head. ‘You really are shaping up to be one great fucking copper.’

‘Look,’ Carlyle protested, ‘it’s not like it’s my investigation, is it? I’m just a bloody constable, after all.’

‘There’s a rumour that he was a Special Branch snitch.’

‘Who? The IRA guy?’

‘Yeah, Gerry Durkan.’

Carlyle thought about that for a moment. ‘But if he worked for Special Branch, why did he try and blow up Thatcher?’

‘Maybe he was playing both sides.’ Dom waved his bottle airily in front of his face. ‘Stranger things have happened.’

‘I suppose,’ Carlyle replied, unconvinced.

‘Not that we’ll ever find out. You just know that when they corner the bugger, he’ll be shot resisting arrest.’

‘Stranger things have happened,’ Carlyle parroted.

‘Dom! What’re you doing?’ The bedroom door opened and out popped the head of Sam Hudson. Clocking Carlyle on the sofa, she scowled. ‘You coming back to bed, or what?’ Without waiting for an answer, she slammed the door shut and retreated back into the bedroom.

‘Just coming,’ Dom called after her. Getting to his feet, he gave Carlyle an apologetic shrug as he gestured towards the hallway. ‘Sorry, sunshine,’ he quipped. ‘Duty calls.’

Carlyle jumped up. ‘No worries. I need to get going anyway.’

‘Off to the Cottage this afternoon?’

Carlyle nodded. In reality, Fulham were playing at Grimsby and he had no plans.

‘Dom!’

‘Coming!’ Dom put a hand on Carlyle’s shoulder as he ushered him out of the living room. ‘By the way, want any blow?’

‘Nah.’ Dope simply wasn’t his thing. ‘Got any speed?’

‘Sure thing.’ Dom turned on his heels and disappeared back down the hall. ‘Gimme a sec.’ Moments later, he returned holding a small wrap of paper that looked like it had been ripped from a schoolboy’s exercise book. In his other hand, Carlyle couldn’t help but notice, was a packet of three condoms.

Dom handed him the wrap. ‘There you go — half a gram. That should be enough to get you through the rest of the weekend.’

Or the next week at work, Carlyle thought. ‘Thanks.’ He slipped the amphetamine sulphate into the front pocket of his jeans. ‘How much do I owe you?’

‘Don’t be daft,’ Dom chuckled. ‘Now go on, get out of here.’

12

Whatever was the world coming to when you were being dragged into the office on a Sunday morning? After a most agreeable night on the tiles with Ryder, Flyte and Marchmain, Palmer had only slipped into bed just after two. What seemed like mere minutes later, he was being shaken awake by his mother and told he had to get up. The old biddy hadn’t even brought him a cup of tea. She seemed to take a malicious pleasure in her son being called into Gower Street at the weekend. You’d better watch it mummy, he thought grimly, closing his eyes for a moment, or you could go the way of. . well, the others.

Palmer felt a hand on his shoulder, shaking him awake. ‘Were you sleeping?’

Yawning, he opened his eyes and blinked. ‘No, no.’

‘You are?’

‘Er. .’ Slowly he focused on the stern-looking woman sitting behind the Commander’s desk. She was maybe in her late thirties, wearing a Harris tweed jacket over a white blouse, with black hair pulled back into a ponytail. Her cheekbones were striking, but not as striking as her dark green eyes, which drilled into him with a mixture of suspicion and irritation. ‘Palmer — Martin Palmer.’

The faintest of smiles crept across her lips. The youngster noted the ruby lipstick with approval. As of right now, she wasn’t his type. But in, say, thirty years, who could tell? ‘Ah, yes, Mr Palmer.’ Flipping open a thin file on the desk, she dropped her gaze to the pages inside.

Clasping his hands in his lap, Palmer looked around the room. Nothing seemed to have changed since his last visit, other than the fact that the picture-frame with the stupid quote had gone. And the person behind the desk had changed. ‘Where is Commander Sorensen?’ he asked.

‘Reassigned.’

‘I see.’

The woman looked up from the papers and gave the novice spy a hard look. ‘I am his replacement. Commander Camilla Brewster.’

‘Nice to meet you, sir. . er, ma’am.’

‘I’m not one to beat around the bush, Palmer. Tim has paid the price for the recent shocking failures in this department.’

Tim? ‘I see,’ Palmer repeated. She had his full attention now.

The hard look was replaced by a malicious grin. ‘As I understand it, he has been sent to the Falkland Islands as a Liaison Officer to the Governor.’

Good God! ‘The Falklands?’

Brewster nodded. ‘This is the 1980s. We have to become a performance-driven organisation and the penalties for failure can be very severe indeed.’

‘I’m sure,’ he gulped.

‘According to the latest lists,’ she continued, ‘there are a number of other posts in Port Stanley still to be filled. And after recent events, more redeployments are, frankly, inevitable.’

He was about to mumble another ‘I see’, but managed to stop himself just in time. Taking a deep breath, he tried to compose himself. ‘Gerry Durkan.’

‘What about him?’ Brewster frowned.

‘He is — was my asset. While I am actively looking to recover him for the, er. . benefit of the department, the opportunities for a move abroad must be quite limited.’

‘I’ll be the judge of that,’ Brewster said tightly. Closing the folder, she sat back in her chair. ‘But tell me how your search for Durkan is going.’

‘Yes, well-’

‘In particular, I would be extremely grateful if you could explain to me exactly how Gerry Durkan managed to shoot dead a member of Special Branch using your weapon?’

Bruised by his encounter with his new boss, Palmer retreated across the road to the Brideshead cafe. Relieved to find it open on a Sunday morning, he promptly ordered a full English breakfast, toast and a mug of builder’s tea. The toast had just arrived when Freddie Flyte appeared, as if from nowhere, and slid into the booth beside him.

‘How did it go with the wicked witch of the west?’ he whispered, keeping his voice low even though there were no other customers in the place.

Original moniker, Palmer thought morosely, licking a glob of margarine from his toast and nibbling daintily at a crust. ‘Wicked witch of the west?’ he grunted. ‘Is she from Fulham then?’

‘No idea,’ Flyte replied, clearly bemused. ‘That’s just what they’re calling her.’

‘I see,’ Palmer replied, eyeing the kitchen impatiently.

‘So,’ Flyte persisted, ‘how did it go?’

Palmer looked at his colleague suspiciously. Short and thin, he was too small for the Savile Row suit that enclosed his puny frame like a shroud. With a weak chin, small mouth and eyes that were too large for his face, Palmer had often wondered if he might not be somehow the bastard offspring of Marty Feldman. His hairline was rapidly receding, even though he had just turned twenty-three the month before. His only redeeming quality was that his actual father owned half of Gloucestershire. The good half, apparently, if there was such a thing.

‘Well?’

Palmer sighed. ‘It was fine.’ He hoped that was true. Brewster had seemed to accept his fictitious account of how Durkan had relieved him of the Browning, which he had written up in a report, leaving out any mention of Rose Murray and her pepper spray. There had been no reference to Hilda Blair in the discussion. Looking ahead, Palmer was reasonably confident that he would not be reassigned while Gerry Durkan was still in the wind. Hopefully, by the time the little Irish shit was caught, all the job vacancies in the South Atlantic would be well and truly filled.

Flyte checked over his shoulder before lowering his voice still further. ‘Did Brewster mention the Falklands?’

Palmer frowned. ‘No, not that I recall,’ he lied. ‘We were talking about Durkan. Why?’

‘Well,’ Flyte’s voice was now so low that Palmer had to strain to hear, ‘the word is that people are being sent down there on some kind of special assignment.’

‘That could be interesting.’

‘Are you kidding?’ Flyte spluttered. ‘It’s a total hole. Nothing to do — no clubs. .’

Only the Penguin fucking Society, Palmer mused. He glanced again towards the kitchen, annoyed to see no evidence of any frantic activity going on. He could feel his blood-sugar levels plummeting with every passing second. Where was his fucking breakfast? ‘Did you want something, Freddie?’

‘Ah, yes, right.’ Rummaging around in his jacket, Flyte pulled out a scrap of paper and placed it on the table. Palmer looked at it but didn’t pick it up.

‘What is this?’

‘You know that illegal tap you got us to run on Rose Murray’s phone?’

‘No, no, no,’ Palmer wagged a finger at his colleague, ‘not illegal.’

Flyte looked confused. ‘So you got a warrant then?’

Gritting his teeth, Palmer resisted the temptation to reach across and throttle the pedantic little shit. He was a spy, for God’s sake! Working on the streets; keeping them safe for ordinary, law-abiding citizens. The day he had to go and beg a judge to be allowed to listen to some damn terrorist bitch’s phone calls was the day that the job ceased to be worth a fig. ‘What have you got?’

‘Durkan called Murray about an hour ago,’ said Flyte, edging away from his colleague. ‘They arranged to meet up.’ He pointed at the bit of paper. ‘That’s the time and the place.’

‘OK, good.’ Palmer squinted at Flyte’s scribble. ‘The meeting — it’s going to be in a pub?’

‘An Irish pub,’ Flyte explained. ‘The McDermott Arms in Kilburn. Indian territory.’

‘Indian territory? But I thought you just said it was an Irish pub.’

‘Yes,’ Flyte nodded. ‘It might as well be in the Bogside.’

Bemusement turned to genuine annoyance as Palmer realised that he had not the foggiest idea what the little runt was talking about.

‘The Bogside,’ Flyte explained, sensing his colleague’s confusion. ‘The Catholic part of Derry.’

‘Londonderry,’ Palmer corrected him.

‘Yes. Londonderry. Where they had Bloody Sunday and all that.’

‘Tsk.’ At the best of times, Palmer found history of any description boring. Irish history was off-the-scale boring. Stupid buggers killing each other over stuff that might — or might not — have happened five hundred years ago. His contempt for them was infinite.

‘The point is that the neighbourhood is more or less a no-go area for the police and the security services.’ Flyte shot Palmer a knowing look. ‘Just like the rather unsavoury part of Kilburn in which the McDermott Arms resides.’

‘Rubbish!’ Palmer waved a dismissive hand across the table. He was about to mention that he had been in the McDermott Arms himself, and alone at that, but immediately thought better of it. ‘This is London, my dear fellow. There are no “no-go” areas here.’ Grabbing the scrap of paper, he stuffed it in his pocket, just as the kitchen door opened and the cook appeared, carrying his breakfast. Tucking a napkin under his chin, he turned to Flyte. ‘Now, if you’ll excuse me, I will deal with this in due course.’ As the heaving plate was placed in front of him, he sniffed the air appreciatively. ‘In the meantime, I have to attend to the rather more pressing matter of my food.’

13

Oh fuck. Carlyle walked through the doors of Shepherd’s Bush police station to be confronted by the leering face of Jamie Donaldson.

‘I hear you’ve been shagging Sandra Wollard,’ he said in a loud voice, eliciting sniggers from a couple of secretaries squeezing past him in the corridor.

The constable took a deep breath and tried to smile. It was already becoming old news around the station and Carlyle knew that if he didn’t rise to the bait the ribbing would die away more quickly.

‘You little wanker,’ Donaldson hissed, not without feeling. ‘I had twenty quid on Donne to get in there first. He was supposed to be odds on.’

Donne? Carlyle chuckled. No wonder he was so pissed off, stuck outside guarding 179 Nelson Avenue when he expected to be inside getting his end away.

‘What’s so bloody funny?’ Donaldson asked. He sounded genuinely annoyed. Then again, twenty quid was the equivalent of half a week’s holiday in Spain.

‘Nothing, nothing. How was your holiday? Looks like you got a good tan.’

The sergeant put a hand to his chin and scowled. His red face looked like it had melted and then reset. ‘Overdid it a bit on the first day.’

‘Mm. But the family enjoyed it, did they?’

‘Wife moaned non-stop,’ Donaldson groaned. ‘So did the bloody kids. They don’t know they’re born, the little buggers. When I was a kid, if we got a weekend in bloody Southend we were lucky. Nowadays. .’

Moving tentatively down the corridor, Carlyle cut him off. ‘I need to get going, Sarge. Get ready for my shift.’

‘Yes, you do.’ Donaldson looked him up and down. ‘You’ve got twenty minutes, then assemble in the canteen. We’ve got a job to do.’

Jesus Christ! If my father could see me now. . Arms folded, Rose Murray stood with her bum resting against the sink, a John Player Special dangling from her lower lip and the unmistakeable scent of Sentry floral disinfectant in her nostrils. From the bar next door, the sound of Prince’s ‘Let’s Go Crazy’, a current juke box favourite, began pounding through the walls. Not for the first time, Rose wondered about whether to go and see Prince’s new movie, Purple Rain. Once she’d finished here, she could catch a showing at the Marble Arch Odeon. On the one hand, everything about Prince was fey, pretentious and hopelessly bourgeois. On the other hand, the guy was clearly a total genius. And shouldn’t even the most ardent revolutionary have some free time?

Making a firm date with Prince, she turned her attention back to the slightly less than edifying scene in front of her. Sitting on the toilet seat in the nearest of two large cubicles, Gerry Durkan, jeans around his ankles, took a swig from a can of Carling Black label and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. Placing the can on the cistern behind him, he then stuck a hand down the front of his grubby green Y-fronts and began vigorously scratching his balls. Lifting his gaze towards Murray, she could see that his eyes were glassy and unfocused.

‘Gerry,’ she sighed, ‘how much have you had to drink?’

‘Gerry,’ parroted a second, slurred, voice, ‘are we doing this, or what?’

‘Jesus!’ Pushing his underpants towards his knees, Durkan slid off the toilet. ‘You’re gonna put me off here, the both of ya. One thing at a time.’ He tried to grin at Murray but only managed to burp. ‘Gimme a minute and I’ll be right with you.’

A minute? That should be about the long and short of it. Sticking a look of bored amusement on her face, Rose watched Durkan clawing at the backside of the woman crouching in front of him in the cubicle. The woman, a member of the London Spartacist League whose name Rose couldn’t quite recall, obligingly unzipped her jeans and began pushing them down. She was one of the McDermott Arm’s groupies, a brainless star-fucker in a place where the ‘stars’ either spouted dialectical materialism or threatened your kneecaps, or both. Kneeling on a thick pile of unsold copies of the Workers Hammer magazine, her eyes lowered to the floor, she studiously ignored Murray’s presence. Even from several feet away, Rose could smell the alcohol fumes coming from the woman’s mouth. Pressing herself more firmly against the basin, Rose wondered if the woman was going to throw up. The last thing she needed was to get covered in proletarian puke.

Still pulling at the woman’s clothes, Durkan looked up at her. ‘Enjoying the view?’

Saying nothing, Rose took a long drag on her cigarette.

‘You can join in if you want,’ he said, more in hope than expectation. ‘I’m up for a threesome.’

You and every bloke on the entire sodding planet. ‘Thanks — but no thanks.’

‘Oh, sorry,’ Durkan whined. ‘I forgot you don’t do doggie-style.’

Taking the cigarette between her fingers, she jabbed an angry hand towards him. ‘For fuck’s sake, Gerry, it’s not like we haven’t got things to do here.’

‘But I’m in the mood. It’s not going to take long.’

I bet it’s not. ‘You’re supposed to be hiding.’

‘I am hiding,’ Durkan chuckled. ‘Hiding in plain sight.’

‘Hiding in plain sight and off your fucking face,’ she scolded, realising that she was sounding like his mum and hating herself for it, ‘with your bloody trousers down.’

Adjusting his position slightly, he contemplated the pimply white globes in front of his face. ‘Life goes on.’

‘Fucking Special Branch could kick the door down at any moment and stick an MP5 in your face.’

A shit-eating grin spread across Durkan’s face. ‘That just makes it all the more exciting.’ Spitting twice into his palm, he slipped his hand between his comrade’s buttocks and began moving it slowly up and down. ‘Doesn’t it, Becky?’

Drool trickling down her chin, the girl let out a confused laugh.

That was it, Rebecca Andrews. Another trust-fund revolutionary — not, it had to be said, unlike Murray herself. Rose quickly shook that description from her head in favour of another: Trotskyist slag. She took another drag on her cigarette. ‘Never mind you, how much has she had to drink?’ she asked.

‘No idea,’ Durkan shrugged.

‘Fuck off,’ Andrews grumbled. ‘Can’t you see we’re busy here? Why don’t you piss off and go and blow one of your WSL pals.’

Intense irritation swept through Rose. ‘I left the Workers Socialist League months ago,’ she said sharply.

Andrews’s eyes narrowed as she looked up from the floor. ‘Well, why don’t you go and suck off that Special Branch bastard of yours, bitch?’

Fuck. She looked at Durkan. If anything, he seemed to be aroused by the exchange.

‘She can’t do that,’ he laughed. ‘I shot the fucker.’

‘Ha!’ Andrews cackled. ‘Good for you, Gerry. Good for you.’ She eyed Rose malevolently. ‘Looks like you’ll have to find some other copper to blow, won’t you, you fucking tart?’

‘Piss off.’ Rose sent a half-hearted kick in the direction of Andrews’s head, without coming close to making contact.

‘Ladies, ladies!’ Durkan protested. ‘Calm down.’ He looked up at Rose more in hope than expectation. ‘Sure you don’t want to play?’

Half-turning, Murray dropped the butt of her cigarette into the sink behind her. ‘Fuck off, you wanker.’

‘Suit yourself.’

‘Just imagine that I’m not here.’

‘But I like it when you watch.’ Durkan caught her eye as he resumed massaging himself and Rose quickly looked away. Your gun might have been bigger than Cahill’s, she thought ruefully, but your dick certainly isn’t.

Durkan’s tongue flopped from his mouth as he finally mounted the comrade and began thrusting vigorously. The woman let out a gasp as her head banged against the side of the cubicle.

Men, Rose thought sourly. At the bottom of it all, they are all just the same pigs.

‘Urgh!’ Durkan grunted as he entered the home straight. Gritting her teeth, the Luxemburgist slapper held on to the sides of the cubicle for dear life.

That’s the thing about Trotskyists, Rose decided. They’ve got plenty of experience at taking it up the arse. The Stranglers’ ‘No More Heroes’ started playing in her head and she giggled at the thought of burying an ice-pick in Becky Andrews’s head.

A few moments later, the door swung open and another woman appeared. Dressed in torn jeans and a Sex Pistols T-shirt, with too much make-up on her face and too much peroxide in her hair, she looked like a refugee from the Kings Road, circa 1977. With a half-empty pint of lager in her hand, the new arrival paused to take in the impressive tableau in front of her. Rose waved her angrily away. ‘Fuck off!’

‘But I need a piss,’ the woman protested, her flat Manchester accent sounding out of place in this fine Kilburn establishment. ‘I’m burstin’.’

‘Fuck off and use the gents,’ Rose growled, pushing herself off the basin and giving the door a good hard kick.

‘Ow!’ the woman complained, before finally retreating down the hallway, just as Durkan let out a cry more of relief than of ecstasy.

‘At last,’ Rose mumbled. ‘Mission accomplished.’

Pulling up his keks, Durkan gave Rose a cheeky smile. ‘Any chance of a smoke?’

‘Jesus.’ Rose pulled the packet of John Player Specials from her parka and threw it at his head.

‘Ta.’ Catching the packet just in front of his nose, he pulled out a cigarette and stuck it between his lips. He offered one to Andrews, who had struggled to her feet and was buttoning her jeans. Shaking her head, she bent down again to retrieve her newspapers. Durkan turned his attention back to Murray and pointed at the end of his fag. ‘Got a light?’

‘But of course,’ said Rose snarkily, handing him her Colibri side-roll lighter.

Durkan lit up and inhaled deeply. ‘Aaah!’

‘Want to buy a copy of Workers Hammer?’

‘What?’ Murray did a double-take as Becky Andrews offered her a copy of one of the tatty-looking papers she had just been kneeling on. On its front page, splashed across the grinning face of Cliff Harris, one of the leading lights of the Trotskyist movement, were Durkan’s discarded juices. Above Cliff’s abused visage, a series of straplines promised articles inside on the degenerated workers’ state, the French Turn and the ‘inevitable’ collapse of the Thatcher regime.

‘It’s only 15p.’ Andrews looked at her hopefully. ‘I’ve got to sell my quota.’

‘Oh, for Christ sake!’ reaching into her pocket, Murray scraped together a handful of coins and thrust them at the hapless Spartacist. Ignoring the proffered copy of the newspaper, she glanced over at Durkan, who was still enjoying his post-coital cigarette. ‘C’mon Gerry, you’ve had your fun. Now let’s go and get a bloody drink.’

14

Sitting in the back of a Mercedes police van, in a side street a block from the McDermott Arms, Carlyle flicked through a copy of the previous day’s Evening Standard. The leader of the Greater London Council, Ken Livingstone, was promising to set up a ‘shadow’ council after Margaret Thatcher made good on her promise to abolish the GLC on the grounds that it was a nest of left-wing vipers. Dropping the paper onto the floor, the inspector kicked it under his seat and yawned. He had been stuck here with a dozen or so colleagues drawn from various police stations around the capital for more than an hour, and the atmosphere in the back of the vehicle was hot and humid.

Gazing out of the back window, the constable counted three other vans full of officers lined up by the far kerb. Everyone knew that they were TSG. The Territorial Support Group were the heavy mob, specialising in ‘public order containment’, otherwise known as riot control. The word among the officers was that they were here to raid a pub. Must be some bloody pub, Carlyle thought glumly. He wasn’t in the mood for a ruck but if the TSG were in attendance, trouble was most definitely on the cards.

At the rear of the furthest van, he could see the officer in charge of the operation, a Commander from Victoria known to those who had worked with him simply as ‘that cunt Craven’. The Commander was in animated conversation with a man in civilian dress. Carlyle squinted. At this distance, he couldn’t be 100 per cent sure, but the civilian looked familiar. Leaning back against the side of the van, he closed his eyes and tried to remember where he’d seen him before. On the other side of the van, someone farted loudly. There was laughter, followed by howls of complaint as a complex array of noxious odours filled the confined space.

‘Jesus,’ someone groaned in a broad Yorkshire accent, ‘I’m not sticking in here.’ The back door was pushed open and half a dozen giggling officers spilled out onto the road. Opening his eyes, Carlyle followed them outside. Keeping to the back of the group, he took a couple of deep breaths of fresh air and returned his attention to the conversation that was still taking place further down the street. Commander Craven looked distinctly unhappy as the civilian jabbed an angry finger towards his chest. They were clearly arguing about something. The civilian seemed to be laying down the law. Having said his piece, he turned away from Craven and began walking down the street.

‘I remember you,’ Carlyle mumbled to himself as he watched the man disappear round the corner. ‘You’re that fucking spook from Orgreave.’ Thinking back to his time spent on picket-line duty at the mineworkers’ strike, he tried to recall the MI5 guy’s name. ‘Prentice, Patrick, no. . Palmer.’ That was it. Martin Palmer: the junior spy on the frontline who was busy fighting the so-called ‘enemy within’, while Constable bloody Carlyle was taking a brick to the head.

He shuddered at the memory of it. Never again.

His reverie was broken by the crackle of a radio from inside the van. A moment later, Jamie Donaldson appeared on the kerb waving angrily at Carlyle and the other coppers lolling about on the road. ‘Get back in the fucking van,’ he ordered. ‘Things are about to kick off.’

His heart was beating so fast that he thought it was going to burst out of his chest at any moment. Head down, Martin Palmer walked into a busy McDermott Arms suddenly feeling about as comfortable as the Pope at a meeting of the Glasgow Rangers Supporters Club. Avoiding eye-contact with any of the patrons, he walked up to the bar and cautiously put an arm on his contact’s shoulder.

‘Gerry.’

Looking round, Durkan did a double-take. ‘What the fuck are you doing here?’ Lifting his gaze, he quickly scanned the room in order to confirm what he already knew: all eyes were upon them. The only person who hadn’t clocked the MI5 man’s arrival in the pub was Becky Andrews — the Spartacist foot soldier was still weaving drunkenly from table to table, trying to sell copies of her bloody newspaper. He shook his head sadly as he returned his gaze to the spook. ‘Have you got a fucking death-wish or something?’

Standing next to Durkan, Rose Murray placed her pint of Guinness on the bar and reached for her bag. Palmer quickly put a hand on her arm.

‘If I see a pepper spray,’ he hissed, trying to sound as hard as possible, ‘I will shoot you right in the bloody face.’ Rose looked at Durkan, who gave her the slightest of nods, and let her hand return to her glass.

Palmer took a deep breath. ‘Good.’ His heart was still jackhammering away inside his ribs, and he could feel the sweat building on his brow, but at least he hadn’t pissed himself. More to the point, no one had tried to glass him.

So far.

He turned back to Durkan. ‘Are you drunk?’

‘Not really,’ the IRA man replied, carefully readjusting his position against the bar. ‘Slightly lubricated, nothing more.’

‘So, what the hell are you doing here?’ Palmer asked.

‘I might as well ask the same of you,’ Durkan replied. ‘Indeed, I think I already did.’

‘You should have got out of here when you had the chance.’

Durkan threw back his head and downed a double measure of Powers. ‘Don’t you worry about me,’ he said quietly. ‘I’m doing fine.’

‘You were doing fine,’ Palmer corrected him, ‘but now the situation has changed rather.’

‘Oh? How so?’ Durkan watched the barman silently refill his glass and lifted it to his lips, waiting for an answer.

Tilting his head, Palmer gestured towards the door. ‘There are fifty TPG outside, just itching to come inside and beat the living shit out of everyone.’

Durkan’s eyes narrowed as he took a modest nip of his whiskey.

‘They gave me five minutes to try and talk you into coming quietly.’

‘Ha!’

‘Otherwise, you might not get out of here at all.’

Rose started to say something but Durkan held up a hand, cutting her off.

‘They’re taking bets,’ Palmer explained, ‘on whether you’ll be shot resisting arrest.’

‘And what are the odds?’ Durkan grinned.

‘Evens, last I heard; six-to-four that there’s a fatal shooting.’

Momentarily lost in thought, Durkan stuck out his lower lip. Then he downed the last of his drink. ‘Not great odds.’

‘No.’

Rummaging around in the pocket of his jeans, the IRA man pulled out a crumpled banknote and slapped it down on the bar. ‘Put a fiver on for me, will you? I bet I’ll walk away unscathed.’

‘The book’s closed, Gerry.’ Palmer gestured towards the door. ‘Shall we go?’

Leaning forward, Durkan gestured towards Palmer’s sweat-stained shirt. ‘Are you wearing a wire?’ he whispered into the spook’s ear.

‘Hardly,’ Palmer snorted. ‘They tried to make me, but I refused. I don’t want those bastards hearing what we’re saying any more than you do.’

‘Good.’ Durkan nodded, resuming his pose against the bar. ‘Maybe you’re not that stupid after all.’

Pointedly glancing at his watch, Palmer let the barb slide.

Placing his glass on the bar, Durkan recovered the fiver and handed it to the barman.

‘Keep the change.’

‘Thanks, Gerry.’

‘No trouble.’ Slowly, Durkan turned his attention back to Palmer. ‘If you think I’m going out with you,’ he laughed, ‘you’re crazy.’ Leaning forward, he planted a gentle kiss on Rose’s forehead. ‘See you later, sweetheart. Sorry for leaving you in a mess like this.’ Without waiting for a reply, he grabbed Palmer by the arm and began marching him towards the back of the room. ‘Come with me. Your five minutes are almost up.’

Blocking the entrance to the gentlemen’s bogs, Palmer waited patiently while Gerry Durkan stepped up to the nearest of the two urinals and took a long piss. Unperturbed that the pissoirs were blocked with a collection of paper towels, fag ends, chewing gum and God knows what, Durkan watched his urine trickle over the edge of the porcelain and form a pool on the greasy floor.

Expecting the door to be kicked in at any moment, Palmer looked nervously behind him. ‘Gerry-’

‘OK,’ said Durkan, half-looking over his shoulder as he gave himself a shake. ‘Here’s the plan. I’m going to walk out the back of here and through the building next door.’ Zipping himself up, he told Palmer, ‘When the stormtroopers arrive, you’re gonna say that I thumped you and did a runner.’

‘But you haven’t hit me,’ Palmer frowned.

‘I have now.’ Spinning round, Durkan took two steps towards the spy, slamming a fist into his gut.

‘Oopfff!’ Palmer doubled up in pain, grabbing his stomach as his eyes filled with tears. Adjusting his stance, Durkan elbowed him in the face and expertly raked a boot down the back of his calf.

‘You are one fucking soft bastard,’ Durkan grunted as he watched Palmer slip to the floor. Taking a step backwards, he gave him a final swift kick in the ribs.

‘Urgh.’

‘C’mon, get up.’ Durkan grabbed Palmer’s collar and hauled him to his feet. ‘We don’t have time for this. Remember your lines. You don’t know where I went.’

Wiping his nose, Palmer felt a faint flicker of defiance stirring in his breast. ‘Why should I let you go?’ he choked out.

‘Because I know that you raped and killed Hilda Blair.’ Pulling a photograph from the back pocket of his jeans, Durkan shoved it in front of Palmer’s face. ‘If things were different, I’d bloody kill you for it.’

Pushing back his head, Palmer focused on the image of himself standing outside number 179 Nelson Avenue. How the hell did you get that? He tried to organise the jumble of thoughts flying through his brain into something that offered the vaguest approximation of a plan. ‘I visited the house. So what? I, like the rest of the world, was looking for you at the time.’ He pushed the picture away with a dismissive hand. ‘That proves nothing.’

‘Maybe not,’ Durkan replied, letting the photo fall to the floor as he took a step backwards. ‘But I also have these. .’

‘Ah.’ Palmer gazed at the dead woman’s knickers, which Durkan was holding up, a crooked smile on his face like a courtroom prosecutor presenting his ace to a jury.

‘. . covered in your jizz, no doubt, you fat pervert.’ Stuffing the underwear back into his jacket pocket, Durkan pushed Palmer aside and grabbed the door. ‘So stick to your lines, or I’ll make sure that you’re done for.’ Without waiting for a reply, he slipped out into the corridor and disappeared.

Waiting for his hands to stop shaking, Palmer leaned back against the wall and closed his eyes. For a few moments, he simply concentrated on breathing. In. . out. He was exhaling for the third time, when a large commotion started outside. The sounds of splintering wood and breaking glass, followed by a succession of screams, meant only one thing: the TPG had arrived. As the shouts got closer, Palmer dropped to one knee and retrieved the photo from the floor. Crumpling it into a ball, he stepped into the nearest cubicle, dropped it into the toilet bowl and flushed.

‘Want to buy a copy of Workers Hammer?’

‘Huh?’ Carlyle took a step sideways to avoid the swaying woman. Her eyes were glassy and she stank of booze.

‘It’s only 15p,’ the woman slurred, ‘I’ve got to sell my quota.’

‘No, thanks.’

‘Wanker!’ the woman hissed, shuffling off towards the bar. Carlyle watched as she stumbled straight into one of the last remaining TPG guys and was promptly arrested. The woman started sobbing as her precious newspapers were thrown on the floor. Then she was cuffed and frogmarched out of the pub. Looking round, Carlyle realised that the place was now largely empty. The MI5 guy had long since slunk off back to Gower Street, a stream of abuse from Commander Craven ringing in his ears. Despite their best efforts, Gerry Durkan was still in the wind. All in all, the operation had been a right old cock-up.

At a nearby table, Jamie Donaldson sat slumped in a chair, savouring the delights of a Silk Cut while playing with a patch of peeling skin on his chin.

‘We’d better get going, Sarge.’

‘I’m in no rush to get back to the station.’ Taking another drag on his cigarette, Donaldson gestured towards the door. ‘All that’s going to happen is that we spend hours processing those wankers. By the time they’re all locked up, their fucking bleeding-heart liberal bastard-stroke-bitch lawyers will have arrived and we’ll have to let the cunts out again. Which means more fucking paperwork. .’

Carlyle made a sympathetic grunt. ‘Fair point.’ He gestured towards a sign for the men’s bogs. ‘I’m going for a leak.’

*

Confronted by a row of stinking, blocked urinals, the constable retreated into the nearest stall, unzipped himself and let fly.

‘Aaahhh!’ Looking down, he contemplated the steady stream of dark yellow urine filling the bowl. Dehydrated after an afternoon in the back of a police van, he clearly needed some fluids. A small square of crumpled white paper floated on the surface of the water and he amused himself for a couple of moments by aiming at it before his flow began to slow.

Finishing up, Carlyle gave himself a quick shake and tidied himself away. Reaching forward, he grabbed the handle and flushed, watching as the piece of paper disappeared round the u-bend and then almost immediately reappeared, other side up. Peering into the bowl, Carlyle squinted at the photograph. What the fuck? From outside there was a shout and moments later, Donaldson pushed open the door of the gents.

‘Carlyle, c’mon, we’re off.’

‘Okay.’ Reaching down into the bowl, he cautiously removed the photo with the tips of his fingers. Keeping it at arm’s length, he waved it vigorously before drying it as best he could with a length of Izal Medicated toilet paper.

‘Carlyle!’ Donaldson bawled as he retreated down the hall. ‘Hurry up! You don’t want to be left in this shithole.’

‘Coming,’ he shouted, shoving the picture into his trouser pocket before jogging after the sergeant.

15

Finishing his Coke, Carlyle crushed the can in his hand and looked hopefully towards the bedroom door.

‘She’s not here.’ Dom flopped on to the sofa next to him and cracked open a can of his own.

‘Shame.’ An image of Samantha Hudson floating through the living room in her underwear slid across his brain.

‘We’re taking a break,’ Dom explained.

Are you mad? Still contemplating the lovely Sam, Carlyle crossed his legs. ‘A break?’

‘I dumped her.’ Dom stared vacantly in the direction of the tattered poster of Clyde Best on the far wall, above the television set. ‘Well, she kinda dumped me — or, rather, it was a kinda of mutual thing.’

‘That clears it up,’ Carlyle observed sarkily.

‘Ah well.’ Dom took a sip of his drink. ‘There’s plenty more fish in the sea.’

‘You sound like you’ve been smoking too much of your own dope again.’

‘Hardly,’ Dom retorted. ‘Don’t have the time, these days. There’s just way too much on, business-wise.’

In no mood for another lecture on the infinite opportunities presented by the drugs trade, Carlyle gestured towards the copy of that morning’s Guardian lying on the coffee table. ‘Did you see the thing in the paper about the miners’ strike?’

‘Huh?’ Dom idly scratched at the logo of his red Adidas T-shirt.

‘The investigation into policing at the battle of Orgreave.’

‘Oh, that? Yeah.’ Dom shook his head sadly. ‘What kind of idiots were we? Weeks spent standing around amidst piles of rubble while every other bastard involved in the strike was playing their own silly fucking games.’

‘It looks like South Yorkshire Police could be in the frame for fitting people up and fabricating evidence.’

‘In the frame. Ha!’

‘There’s going to be an investigation.’

‘There’s going to be a cover-up, you mean.’ Dom sighed. ‘Something like this — the truth won’t come out for thirty years, if it ever does.’ He shot Carlyle a world-weary look. ‘The coal strike was a complete balls-ache. A bunch of poor bloody plods stuck in the middle, with wankers on all sides. All we can do is forget about it and move on.’

‘That’s actually what I came to talk to you about.’

‘What? Moving on?’ Dom pushed himself up into a sitting position. ‘You looking for a new job?’

‘No, no, no. The strike.’

‘Boring shit,’ Dom grumbled.

‘Remember the spook we came across that time?’

‘The MI5 guy? Sure. What about him?’

Carlyle shifted his weight forward, so that he was perched on the edge of his seat. ‘I’ve seen him again.’

‘Oh?’ Yawning, Dom made no effort to appear interested in the slightest.

‘And I think he killed that old woman up there.’

Dom thought about that for a moment. ‘The rose-grower who was found in the woods, minus her knickers?’

Carlyle nodded. ‘Yeah. Beatrice Slater.’

‘If I recall rightly, the prime suspect died in custody.’ Dom’s eyes narrowed as he returned his gaze to Clyde Best. ‘So why do you think the spook did it?’

Pulling the photograph from his pocket, Carlyle handed it to his mate. ‘Because he’s only gone and done it again.’

Dom listened patiently while Carlyle explained about the photograph and the connection between Beatrice Slater and Hilda Blair.

Martin Palmer.

‘Bloody hell,’ he marvelled, when Carlyle had finished his tale. ‘When did you turn into bloody Columbo?’

‘It was a complete accident — one of those weird pieces of luck. I found the photo when I went for a piss,’ Carlyle told him, blushing slightly.

‘I doesn’t prove that he did it, of course.’

‘No,’ Carlyle agreed, ‘but it’s a lead.’

Dom got up and paced around. ‘Oh, it’s a hell of a lead all right.’

‘So, what should I do now?’

‘You’re asking me?’

‘Who else would I ask?’

‘I dunno.’ Dom spread his arms wide. ‘Your sergeant, maybe?’

Carlyle thought about Jamie Donaldson and shook his head. ‘Hardly.’ He looked at Dom expectantly.

‘Sorry, sunshine, I wouldn’t have a clue.’

‘So you were in the pub?’

‘Yes.’

‘Having a drink with public enemy number one, Gerry Durkan.’

‘Yes — well, no, not exactly. He was drinking, I wasn’t — obviously, seeing as I was on duty.’

‘And you just let the bastard walk right out of there, while half of the Territorial Support Group was standing on the street outside?’ The vein above Commander Brewster’s left temple was throbbing so violently that he wondered if she was about to have a seizure or some kind of stroke. That seemed the only way he would get out of here without a terrible thrashing.

Standing to attention in front of the Commander’s desk, Palmer felt a fat bead of sweat running down the length of his spine. His balls had retreated deep inside his body and his dick had shrivelled to nothing. He was melting rapidly, and her onslaught had barely started.

From somewhere in the back of his brain came the faint idea that attack would be the best form of defence. Clearing his throat, he mumbled, ‘We made some arrests. Thirty-seven, in fact.’

Brewster glared at him. ‘An operation that cost almost twenty thousand pounds to mount and we end up with a cell full of drunks. Not much of a result, is it?’

‘We nicked Rose Murray,’ Palmer protested feebly, ‘and Rebecca Andrews.’

‘Andrews?’ The Commander gave him a quizzical look. ‘Who the hell is she?’

‘A leading Trot — on our Most Wanted list,’ Palmer said, with the confidence of a man who had personally added the promiscuous newspaper-seller to said list immediately after her arrest. ‘A known terrorist sympathiser.’

‘Never heard of her.’

‘She’s definitely a player,’ he explained, getting into the lie now, ‘just not as big a name as Murray.’

‘Red Rosie?’ Brewster sniffed. ‘She’s a bloody name all right. The papers are all over it.’ Taking a copy of the Evening Standard from her desk, she hurled it past Palmer’s head, snarling, ‘Little Miss Murray was released from custody in less than an hour. She had a tearful reunion with her father on the steps of the police station and appears to have embraced the role of the Prodigal Daughter with gusto.’ The Commander gestured towards the newspaper lying next to Palmer’s feet. ‘The fact that she was consorting with a known terrorist barely gets a mention. The press are more interested in the fact that the spoiled, stuck-up bitch is now supposed to be doing a photo-shoot with fucking Tatler.’

‘I’m more a Country Life man, myself,’ Palmer muttered, bracing himself for another missile, ‘although surely we can celebrate a young life saved, whatever the details.’

Finding nothing suitable to aim at her underling’s head, Brewster reluctantly settled back in her chair. ‘How very philosophical of you, Palmer.’

‘I try,’ he smiled weakly.

‘In the meantime, her father’s lawyer — who, by the way, is a very good friend of our very own Director General — has made it clear that the family is considering taking legal action against the police for harassment and wrongful arrest.’ Camilla Brewster paused, trying to compose herself. ‘And then, there is the breaking and entering at her flat.’

‘Ah.’

‘It will all go away, of course. Baron Murray might rattle a few chains but he will want to put all of this behind him as quickly as possible, get Rose married off to some dull young man in the City and have her popping out a procession of sprogs asap.’

‘Yes.’

‘Still,’ Brewster reflected, ‘what you did was totally illegal.’

Oh God, Palmer thought, this is it. The slow boat to Port Stanley. He idly wondered about possible pickings among the elderly female population on the island before quickly pushing the idea from his mind.

Sensing his discomfort, the Commander allowed herself the smallest of grins. ‘We cannot condone criminal acts.’

‘No.’

‘At least, not had they come to be exposed in public.’ Leaning across the desk, the Commander jabbed an index finger towards the quailing spook. ‘It was a clear error of judgement on your part.’

‘Yes.’ Bowing his head, Palmer clenched his arse cheeks.

‘Another clear error of judgement.’

Get on with it, you cow. ‘Yes.’

‘A lot of people are telling me that you should be reassigned to duties on the Falklands.’

Here it comes. Palmer fought back a sob as the image of a solitery penguin waddling down a windblown beach under slate-grey skies appeared in front of his eyes.

‘Fortunately for you, however, those positions have been filled.’

Looking up, Palmer released his buttocks, almost shitting himself with joy. ‘Oh?’ he squeaked.

‘Yes. I have decided to send Marchmain and Flyte. I think that the experience will do them good.’

Palmer stifled a nervous laugh. ‘Quite.’

‘And, anyway,’ Brewster continued, ‘I’ve got other plans for you.’

16

Lying on his bed, Carlyle stared at the ceiling, wondering why life had to be so bloody complicated. Without any warning, Sandra Wollard had upped and transferred to the Theydon Bois station, meaning that his love-life had returned to its usual uneventful state. With a sigh, he rolled over and reached under the bed, searching for his copy of Penthouse. Unable to grasp it, he stuck his head over the side of the bed.

Fuck. Zipping up his jeans, he struggled to his feet. ‘Ma!’

Standing in front of a pile of dirty plates in the sink, Lorna Gordon was unapologetic. ‘I told you that I wouldn’t have that kind of filth in the house,’ she said firmly, when Carlyle confronted her about his missing stroke mag.

‘But-’

‘I’ve told you, John,’ his mother insisted, attacking the remains of a fried egg that was glued to a plate.

‘But, Ma,’ he persisted, ‘I had a photo in there!’

She shot him a stern look. ‘What?’

‘Not that kind of photo,’ Carlyle explained. ‘It was work.’

Lorna returned her attention to the scrubbing. ‘If it was for work, what was it doing in one of your. . magazines?’

‘It was for safekeeping.’

‘Well,’ said his mother, not an ounce of sympathy in her voice, ‘I put out the rubbish yesterday. And the bin men have already been and gone.’ Stacking one plate on the draining board, she turned her attention to the next one. ‘So I guess you’ll just have to get yourself another photograph, won’t you?’

Beating a sullen retreat, Carlyle contemplated the loss of his one piece of evidence against the MI5 man. The photograph of Martin Palmer outside 179 Nelson Avenue was probably already lost under a mountain of smouldering domestic waste at the Smugglers Way dump.

‘And next time,’ his mother shouted after him, ‘show a bit more sense.’

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