A Valentine from Harlequin: Six Degrees of Romance

Nancy Warren

Catherine Spencer

Margaret Moore

Maggie Shayne

Michele Hauf

Christine Bell

One opening paragraph, six unique stories…

What if you gave six authors the same opening paragraph and let their imagination fly? That’s what we’ve done in A Valentine from Harlequin: Six Degrees of Romance!

Experience the variety Harlequin romance has to offer with this collection of novellas from six Harlequin series, including the passionate drama of Harlequin Presents, steamy encounters of Harlequin Blaze, spooky and sensual tales of Harlequin Nocturne, and more.

Collection includes novellas by Nancy Warren, Catherine Spencer, Margaret Moore, Maggie Shayne, Michele Hauf and Christine Bell.

Dear Reader,

I love romance novels. I adore modern-day quests or intrigue in ancient Rome; adventures in space (Star Trek always needed a little more romance); and being swept off my feet by a dashing knight or daring pirate. Whether I am looking for drama, passion, suspense or comedy, I can find it all in a romance. And a romance always delivers on its quintessential promise: no matter what agonies and challenges the hero and heroine must overcome, at the end there will be a happy ending!

I believe the optimistic, forward-looking, family-building nature of romance also explains why it is the best-selling genre of fiction. At the same time, some people question how different romance novels can be if they all have a happy ending. (If you are one of those people, please read my opening paragraph again. We have variety. Lots of it.) Because we receive this inquiry too often, especially when it comes to Harlequin’s series romance novels, we decided to take on this challenge directly and highlight how different our books can be—even if they all start with the same opening.

That’s right. Harlequin staff wrote the opening paragraph of a story and then asked six fantastic, challenge-loving romance writers to take it from there. And they did! We have a sexy Blaze, a passionate Presents, a thrilling romantic suspense, and more. We also included a steampunk story, which may be a subgenre that is new to many of you, but I hope you will enjoy Christine Bell’s tale as much as I do. (For those of you who are wondering what steampunk is, it’s a subgenre set in Victorian-era Britain where steam powers technological innovation. Think films like Sherlock Holmes with Robert Downey Jr.) I think after reading them all you’ll agree that like snowflakes, no two romances are ever the same.

Happy reading!

Malle Vallik

Director, Digital Publishing

Contents

Pulse Point

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Charlotte’s Angel

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

The Duke’s Dilemma

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Dead Man’s Woman

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Night of the Living Wed

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Bold as Brass

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Pulse Point

By Nancy Warren

Chapter One

Charlotte winced as an inebriated party-goer stepped on her foot, but she kept moving determinedly toward the doors that led to the balcony. The Duncans would be delighted with their party; it was clearly the event of the season, and their daughter had been successfully launched into society.

Unfortunately, the noise, the heat, and the crowd combined with Charlotte’s pounding headache to make her want to escape for a breath of fresh air. Reaching the balcony doors, she opened them to find two people engaged in a passionate kiss.

“I’m sorry.” The words escaped her mouth before she realized it would have been better to make an exit without being noticed. The couple jumped apart.

Charlotte felt the blood drain from her face as she stared at her fiancé. “John! I thought you were dead!”

John’s eyes narrowed as he peered at her through the gloom. He took a step away from the woman he’d been necking, a step closer to her. “Wishful thinking, Charlotte.”

She crossed her arms over her red Valentino sheath, trying to cover the tell-tale pounding of her heart. “I remember you saying something about us breaking up over your dead body,” she reminded him acidly. “Since we’re broken up, I assumed you must be dead.”

John moved away from the woman and stepped closer, looking more gorgeous than such a lowlife should be allowed to look. “If I’d given you a set of knives for an engagement present instead of a ring, I would be dead.”

As he spoke, she relived with devastating clarity the moment she’d thrown her exquisitely cut engagement ring at him—giving him a rather exquisite cut of his own just above his left eyebrow. Anger had given her superhuman strength—and an aim she certainly hadn’t shown in high school athletics.

The last time she’d seen John he’d chased her all the way down his hallway, blood seeping into his eye.

Residual anger glittered in his eyes. It ignited something inside her.

Of course, something usually ignited when they were close. Usually the bedsheets. Just the thought of the pair of them between luxurious cotton sheets had her poor overworked heart knocking itself out again as her libido spiked.

The truth sucked. She missed him.

He’d been unfaithful. He was a louse. He didn’t deserve her. It was over.

But still, she missed him. Their engagement had been an unmitigated disaster—well, apart from burning up the sheets, but that wasn’t enough to build a marriage on. There had to be trust. And faithfulness.

“Why are you here?” he asked her. The breeze blowing off Vancouver’s English Bay was cool and soft with a hint of ocean; the stone balcony was warmed by a gas heater. She shivered, but not from cold. What was she doing here? She might have guessed he’d be at the Duncan girl’s party—if only to flaunt his date under her nose. Sleazy two-timer.

“I was invited,” she said.

“So was I,” he replied, his eyes crinkling in that sexy way she loved. “Perhaps the Duncans were trying their hand at matchmaking.”

“They probably got you mixed up with someone else.”

He stared at her for a long moment. “You look beautiful.” His words floated softer than the brine-scented breeze to tease her ear and remind her of all the words he’d whispered into her ear over the three years they’d known each other. Humorous words, teasing words, erotic words…

“I think I’ll go inside and…um…powder my nose,” said the date they’d both forgotten about.

“No, Sonya, that’s not—”

She interrupted him with a gesture. “I’ll be right back.”

John’s recent kissee nodded to Charlotte. Charlotte nodded back, feeling like a marionette placed on the wrong stage. The woman’s voice was oddly familiar and yet she was certain they’d never met.

The woman—Sonya, he’d called her—disappeared through the French doors and they were alone.

John took a step forward.

She took a step back.

Why, oh why, did he have to be wearing a tuxedo when she saw him again? The crisp, dark lines, starched white linen shirt, and all those studs. Her eyes drifted closed for a moment as she heard the echo of studs popping and dancing across the polished wood of her living room floor one night—one of the many nights—when they’d been crazy for each other.

He reached out a hand to touch her shoulder, but she jumped out of his reach, knowing the power of his touch to fire her blood. “Don’t touch me.”

His eyes smiled into hers. Gray flecked with gold. She used to tell him they looked like granite with a vein of pure gold running through. She’d thought it an apt metaphor for all of him. He could be hard, impassive, even cold when required, but deep inside was a streak that was 24-carat pure and more precious than any metal. That was the part she’d loved.

Now she knew it was only pyrite: fool’s gold.

“I’ve missed you, Char.”

Her eyes widened as she experienced his traitorous nature yet again. “How can you say that when you were just kissing another woman?”

“That woman is a very nice lady who keeps me company when I need a date. But she’s not you.”

Suddenly she remembered where she’d heard the woman’s voice. “She kept you company in Atlanta, too. That’s why you didn’t introduce us. You didn’t want me to hear her voice. She’s the one who picked up the phone in your hotel room at two in the morning.”

“That’s right.” He said it so calmly, she wished they were still engaged just so she could hurl his filthy diamond at him again. “I always wondered why you called me so late that night.”

She let her eyebrows rise just a fraction, forcing cold amusement into her eyes, while deep down she was dying to know what else he’d wondered. Had he thought about her over the months since she’d dumped him? Wished he’d done things differently? Wished he’d remained faithful? At least until the damn wedding?

The sass went out of her as she thought of everything he’d thrown away. Maybe she’d never see him again, and suddenly, she had to know. “How could you do it?”

The anger that flashed in his eyes startled her. “Do what?”

“You weren’t playing canasta in your hotel room at two in the morning.”

“So quick to judge.” He moved so fast she didn’t have a chance to avoid him this time. His hand swooped, catching her arm, and where his fingers contacted her flesh she felt a sizzle all the way to her toes. No one had ever affected her like this. Not before and not since.

“So quick to betray,” she countered, hating the quiver in her voice even as she heard it tremble in the mist-soaked air.

“Do you really think so little of me? Of yourself? You think I’d cheat on you only a few weeks away from our wedding?”

Her chin went up at that. “I was home making out the invitation list for our wedding!”

“Ah,” he said, and the anger dulled, edged with humor now. “I always wondered what frightened you that night.”

Chapter Two

“I was not frightened.” Charlotte pulled herself erect, stretching out every one of her five feet and eight inches. She looked tall, svelte, and madder than hell.

Scared, too. John saw it in her eyes, in the tensed shoulders exposed by her dress.

In the two months since she’d tossed his ring back in his face, he’d plotted revenge, tried to forget her, to move on as all his well-wishers urged, but it was hopeless. He’d suspected as much before. Now that she was standing in front of him, every delectable inch of her quivering with disdain, her scent reaching him, her skin begging to be touched, he knew he had to get her back.

He leaned a hip against the rail considering just how he was going to go about convincing the most stubborn woman he’d ever known that she’d been wrong. And that she wanted him back as much as he wanted her.

No, want didn’t begin to cover the feelings that swelled within him just being close to her again. Need was a closer fit. He needed her like he needed food, water, and shelter. It was that basic.

Of course, admitting she was wrong was not something Charlotte did gracefully, or well. Still, his life was on the line here. Both of their lives. And he had a small advantage in knowing his way past her defenses.

If straight talk wouldn’t convince her she’d been a fool to throw their happiness away, he could ambush her in the most underhanded way possible. He’d use his knowledge of her body against her. He could whisper in her ear and know her toes were curling without so much as peeking beneath her hem. A soft kiss on her nape would raise goose bumps down her spine, cause her to sigh and her nostrils to dilate.

And if he took his tongue to her—

Her soft gasp made him realize he was staring at her chest, which must have given her a pretty good idea what was on his mind, for those nipples he could almost feel against his tongue had come to full alert.

Charlotte might want to reject him, but her body had other ideas.

If he could get her into bed he could get her into the mood to talk. If she’d just talk to him, just listen to what he had to say, they could straighten this whole thing out.

She crossed her arms under her breasts, and if she thought it would hide her pebbled nipples she was sadly mistaken. The gesture lifted her breasts like a silent offering.

Oh, and how he wanted to take the offered dish and taste it, savor it, devour it.

“I’d better get back inside,” she said. Even her voice gave her away. It was as husky as a torch song.

He continued as though she hadn’t spoken. “What made you panic that night, Charlotte? I’ve wondered. I’ve imagined you so many times writing name after name of important people in your life. People you respected. Was it that? Were you so afraid to make a public mistake that you deep-sixed our future together?”

Angry red stained her cheeks until her face almost matched her dress. “I wasn’t the one caught cheating with another woman at two in the morning.”

He couldn’t help his grin. “That’s quite a picture you paint.”

She withered him with a glance. “You know what I mean.”

“You’ve always been the perfect one, and with the history of divorce in your family I think you couldn’t take the chance at failure. So you panicked.”

“That’s ridiculous.”

He eyed her speculatively. “If you weren’t afraid of failure, then…”

The angry flush had died down and he’d caught her interest, as he’d known he would.

Her eyes gleamed like melting chocolate in the moonlight. “Then what?”

“Then you were more afraid of this.” Before she saw his intention, he’d fisted his hand round the elegant French braid at her neck, pulled her to him, and brought his lips down hard over hers.

Giving in to the temptation that had teased him from the instant he saw her again was heaven. And hell.

For a moment he felt her lips quiver open on a startled gasp. Soft and cool, they yielded beneath his.

But only for a second. Just as she started to melt into him, he felt her murmured objection against his lips. Her body went rigid as she pulled away.

“Don’t you dare,” she said, her eyes flashing, hands fisting, her lips wet and luscious from his kiss.

“Looks like I came back too soon,” Sonya said, and he could have cursed his old friend for her untimely entrance.

Glaring at him, Charlotte said, “No. Not at all. I was just leaving. I have a headache—and I feel a little sick to my stomach. Something at the party must have disagreed with me.” She stalked through the French doors without a backward glance.

“Well,” Sonja said on a quiet laugh, coming to his side. “I think kissing me worked. She’s certainly jealous.”

A smug grin tugged at his lips. If Charlotte was jealous, then she still cared.

Chapter Three

Yoga was supposed to be relaxing. Charlotte had been deep-breathing for twenty minutes, curling her body into various positions, working toward the serenity she knew was in her somewhere.

Except she was panting like a marathon runner—and twisting her body into a pretzel only made her feel foolish. And as for the meditation exercises, she no sooner closed her eyes than she began meditating on all the really rotten things she’d like to do to John for breaking her heart.

Her doorbell rang and she gasped, her one-legged Tree position turning into Quaking Aspen Felled by Strong Wind.

Thumping down onto both bare feet, she padded to her door and peered through the peephole.

She felt like pounding her head on the door in frustration. John. Just what she needed when she was trying to relax. She’d ignore him until he left.

“Char, I know you’re on the other side of the door. I saw your car in the garage.”

So much for ignoring him. “Go away.”

“I need to talk to you.”

“I don’t want to talk to you.”

“I can say it privately inside or I can yell the whole spiel through the door. Your call.”

He was just stubborn enough to do it, too. And then she’d feel embarrassed every time she saw one of her neighbors at the elevator. She unlatched the door and let him in.

The minute he crossed her threshold, she wished she’d made him shout at her from the hall. Him, her, and this apartment brought back too many memories. All the times they’d made love in her bed, on the floor in front of the fireplace, in the moonlight out on the balcony. All the plans they’d made curled up on the couch with a bottle of wine.

Like the wine he now held out to her.

Her eyes narrowed. “If you came here to talk me back into our engagement, you’re wasting your time.”

“No,” he said. “I came to say goodbye.”

Her eyes widened and her legs felt more wobbly than when she’d trembled in the Tree position. “Goodbye?”

“Yes. So long as Atlanta’s between us, I know there’s no hope.”

She ushered him into the living area, motioned him to sit anywhere and flopped to the couch. Her heart ached as she took in his meaning. He wouldn’t try to get her back anymore. No more calls. No more emails. No more deliveries from the florist. She was relieved, of course.

Instead of sitting, he moved to the cabinet where she kept wineglasses and removed two. Then he opened the drawer and took out her corkscrew, as assured as though he’d done it hundreds of times. Which, of course, he had.

He handed her a glass and she swirled the ruby liquid absentmindedly and then sipped, fighting an urge to cry. “So, you finally admit you were unfaithful?”

He sat next to her and his eyes resembled gray metal—cold and hard. “I was never unfaithful to you. Sonya was in my room at two in the morning, as I’ve told you, running numbers, trying to save the deal before our final presentation the next morning. You don’t believe me. Fine. I won’t marry someone who doesn’t trust me.”

She couldn’t hold his gaze or she’d do something pathetic, such as sobbing her heart out. Instead she sipped her wine again, then slumped back against the couch cushions. “You could have told me that on the phone.”

He was silent so long she glanced up at his face, so ruggedly handsome, his gaze fixed on hers. “I’m going away for a couple of weeks. I wanted to say goodbye properly.”

This time she gulped her wine so fast it went down the wrong way and she coughed and spluttered as tears came into her eyes.

He patted her back, but so softly it was more of a caress. “We had some wonderful times together. I don’t want our last memory to be that fight and you hurling the ring in my face.”

She shook her head. No. She didn’t want that, either.

Calmly, he reached for her glass and placed it on the glass and marble coffee table along with his. He leaned forward then and touched his palm to her cheek.

That was all. Just his palm touching her cheek, and she felt the warmth of his flesh, the yearning in her belly. She couldn’t stop the movement. Her own hand reached up to cover his.

His gaze still fixed on hers, he moved closer and kissed her.

Oh, it was so sweet. So well remembered. His lips were warm, wine-flavored, and she moaned at the jolt of pleasure as their lips met. He slanted his mouth to the perfect angle, kissing her softly, then increasing the pressure, just the way she liked. Damn him. He knew her too well.

She slipped both arms around his neck and opened her mouth to him.

“I want to make love to you,” he whispered, pulling away from her mouth to study her face.

She should refuse. It was a dangerous idea. A terrible idea. She started to shake her head.

“One last time,” he said softly.

One last time. He was right. They should make their last memory of each other a sweet one. What was the harm? He was the most wonderful lover she’d ever known, and she’d loved him. “One last time,” she agreed softly.

He rose, hooked his arm under her knees and carried her, like a bride, to the bedroom.

She felt suddenly nervous. Even though they’d made love countless times, it had been months and he felt almost like a stranger. With an hour’s notice she could have been ready. As it was, he’d surprised her in cotton sweats and no makeup, her hair pulled off her face in a ponytail.

He laid her on the bed, leaned his palms on either side of her shoulders and kissed her again, taking his slow, sweet time about it.

She pushed gently against his chest until he raised his head. He appeared wary, probably thinking she was going to change her mind. But nothing could relieve the hot ache between her thighs except his loving. She wanted him so much it hurt. “I was exercising, I’m kind of sweaty. Do you mind if I take a quick shower?”

Chapter Four

“I don’t mind at all if you take a shower,” John said.

Charlotte kissed him lightly. “I’ll be fast.”

“No hurry. Take your time.” He made himself comfortable on the bed and crossed his hands behind his head.

She’d be fast, all right. She was throbbing with excitement. She jogged into the adjoining bathroom, where she stripped then stepped under a pounding stream of hot water.

She shrieked when the shower door opened, then shook her head. She might have known he’d follow her.

Even through the steam billowing around her face, she could see he was naked. Gloriously naked and looking even better than she remembered.

She felt his scrutiny and shivered at the hungry expression on his face as he stepped into her shower without an invitation—or a lame joke about washing her back. Without any words at all.

His hands ran down her glistening, wet body then gripped her wrists, pulling them high above her head and resting them lightly against the steamy white tiles.

In that position the water struck her breasts, bringing her nipples to pulsing attention. With his free hand he picked up her lemon/lime body wash and squeezed some on her loofah. Then he ran the rough, soapy surface over her breasts and belly.

She moaned at the combined sensations of warm water, rough sponge, and slippery soap, then moaned again as he returned the loofah to its spot and, cupping a breast in his hand, bent to nuzzle her tinglingly clean nipple. His mouth was teasing, demanding, making her wild with wanting.

After treating both of her breasts this way, he rose to kiss her mouth. He pressed his body tight up against her tingling breasts and abdomen and she felt his erection, hard and heavy against her belly.

She wanted her hands free so she could touch him, but he either didn’t notice her tugging or chose to ignore it.

Since her hands weren’t free to caress him, she rose on tiptoe and spread her legs until his erection sprang free and she could trap it between her thighs. She began moving her pelvis, rubbing his hardness against the magic spot that ached with need.

He groaned, his kisses growing more demanding. The water pounded against his shoulder, her breasts, splashed against her face. The steam smelled of citrus.

At last he let go of her wrists to stroke both his hands all the way down her sides, to her hips.

“I need you now,” he whispered.

“Yes.”

He cupped her upper thighs and she wrapped her arms around his neck, her legs around his waist, opening herself to him as he thrust deep inside her.

Not the pounding spray of the shower, not even his mouth covering hers, could completely muffle her cries as he drove deep within her body to the places that had been so empty without him. When the sweet ache was more than she could bear, she squeezed him even more tightly to her and let herself go. His own groan of satisfaction soon followed.

“So, that was goodbye, then,” she said as calmly as she could as they dried off using the big white fluffy towels she kept in her bathroom.

“Hell, no,” he said. “That was just a warm-up.”

Chapter Five

The phone rang while Charlotte was in the middle of an energetic Sun Salutation. She smiled smugly feeling a sense of euphoria that wasn’t entirely Yoga-related. Her body was warm and limber this morning and completely relaxed from her night of loving.

She hoped it was John on the phone. He’d said last night was goodbye, but it wouldn’t be. Not if she had a vote. Sex that fantastic—no, she corrected herself—lovemaking that fantastic wasn’t something you threw away for no good reason.

The odd thing was, now that he’d officially renounced their engagement and said goodbye in his own spectacular fashion, she believed him. Deep down, she must always have known he and Sonya were discussing business strategy in that hotel room.

Maybe John was right and it was the whole wedding thing that had freaked her out. Death do us part and all that. With both her parents divorced—twice each—and her older sister’s divorce almost final, she hadn’t wanted to make public vows. What if she failed? What if she and John were terrible at marriage?

But was her yearning loneliness really any better?

Her brow furrowed as she fought the unease she’d felt since she’d awakened alone this morning. He always used to stay for breakfast and early morning chitchat. It was one of the routines she’d loved.

Had he meant what he said? Was he really only replacing a bad memory with a good one?

She unwound herself to answer the phone. “Hello?”

“It’s John.” Warmth flooded her body at the sound of his voice—echoey, which probably meant he was on his cell.

“Good morning,” she practically cooed.

“Listen, I’m double-parked downstairs. I’m all packed to go but I think I left my wristwatch on the bedside table.”

“Yes, you did,” she said, glancing at the plain stainless timepiece she’d strapped to her own wrist. She knew it was a childish gesture, and the darn thing was so big it kept bumping her wrist bones, but she’d wanted to extend her connection with him, however tenuous.

“Can you run it down?”

That’s right. He was leaving. She’d been so happy-fogged she’d forgotten he was off on his vacation. It was supposed to be their honeymoon, she remembered with a pang. She’d just rubbed out the lines she’d penciled across her calendar and planned to work the next couple of weeks. Before he left, she had to let him know she wanted to see him again when he returned. “Sure. I’ll be right down.”

She grabbed her purse on the way out, then locked her door and took the elevator down to the lobby. She jogged out and saw his car idling in her building’s loading zone.

She couldn’t help the flush of pleasure she felt creeping up her face as she approached the open window on the driver’s side, or the pang she felt knowing he’d be going away. “John, I—”

“The building super’s already yelled at me twice,” he said, sounding harried, staring into the rearview mirror.

“Whatever it is, hop in and tell me.”

“But I—”

“Quick.” He leaned over and opened the passenger door and she scooted round and jumped in. She shut the door and he pulled out and headed into the busy downtown street.

“Did you get my watch?”

So much for sweet nothings about their spectacular night together—a night he hadn’t even bothered to see all the way through. “Yes,” she said tartly, undoing it and passing it over.

He thrust his wrist at her. “Can you put it on?”

She sighed and complied, secretly enjoying the chance to hold his wrist, look at his hand and remember all the places it had been last night. Mmm, she grew warm just remembering. “John, I was wondering…”

“Mmm-hmm?”

“I had a really good time last night.”

“Me, too.” He glanced at her and grinned in a way that made her flush.

“What I’m trying to say is…” A highway exit sign flashed by her. “Where are we?”

“Going for a drive.”

“I thought we’d just go around the block.”

“You thought wrong.”

“What do you mean?”

“I’m kidnapping you,” he said calmly, checking his rearview as he merged into the highway traffic.

She turned to stare at his profile, looking for the smirk, waiting for his laugh and a “gotcha.” His face seemed perfectly serious.

Since he didn’t laugh, she did. “And why are you kidnapping me?”

“The usual reason.”

She played along, enjoying the game. “Ransom?”

He nodded.

“But you have tons more money than I do.”

“I’m not after money.”

“You’re not.” Her chest started to feel tight, squeezing her lungs so she felt breathless. A semi roared by and she jumped. “What are you after?”

He shot her a quick glance, but still there was no joking in it, only a tenderness that made her quiver, and a heat that made her blush. “Your heart.”

“My heart.” She sounded like a ninny repeating everything he said in this stupid fashion, but she couldn’t seem to help herself.

“That’s right. You give me your heart and I’ll take you back home.”

For a long moment she just stared at his profile, its clean-shaven angles and planes, the straight blade of his nose, the determined chin. Tears blurred her vision as she accepted the truth. She’d never stopped loving him. She took a deep breath. “You already have it,” she said in a husky voice.

He nodded like a satisfied salesman who’d just closed a big deal. “I thought so.”

She laughed helplessly. “You can take me home now.”

He shook his head. “I’ve got my reputation as a kidnapper to consider. If I take you home now, I’ll look like a wimp. Besides, I can’t just take your word for it. I need proof.”

She opened her mouth to argue, then shut it again, realizing she’d been just as irrational when she’d wanted proof he didn’t sleep with another woman. Their future together wasn’t just about love, it was about trust. Her breathlessness was back—if anything it was worse. “What kind of proof?”

“Your signature on a marriage license ought to do it.”

“Marriage? But you said—last night you said—”

“Last night I said goodbye.” He pulled over onto the shoulder and turned to her. “I meant what I said. I wanted to put a new memory over the old one, but I also needed to know whether you still loved me.”

“And what did you find out?”

“You wouldn’t have gone to bed with me last night if you weren’t still in love with me.” He reached forward and took her chin in his hand. “Last night wasn’t just sex. Was it?”

She shook her head.

“We were making love.” She didn’t nod, but her tearing eyes must have spoken for her. “I love you, Charlotte. But we’re at a crossroads, quite literally.” He smiled at her and pointed to the highway exit ahead. “I can take that exit and have you back home in half an hour and we’ll say goodbye.”

“Or?”

“Or you trust me with your heart. Pay the ransom and spend your life with me.”

His logic was a little faulty, but she didn’t call him on it. Absently, she rubbed the ring finger of her left hand where his engagement ring used to sit. “You mean you want to get engaged again?”

“Oh, no. I’m not being a chump twice. I made an appointment at city hall. We get married today.”

“But I…” She glanced down at her sweats, thought of the designer wedding dress she’d never wear, the 200 invitations she’d never address, the relatives and business associates she wouldn’t dance with at her wedding, the lunches, dinners, and brunches she wouldn’t eat, the thank-you notes she’d never write—and it was like an elephant stepping off her chest.

She gazed into those beautiful gray eyes, drawn as always by the streaks of gold. Who needed a designer dress? She grinned right back at him, and threw herself into his arms. “I’m in.”

And at that moment, as her pulse pounded, her heart felt so light that it might indeed float over to lodge in John’s chest for safekeeping.

Charlotte’s Angel

By Catherine Spencer

Chapter One

Charlotte winced as an inebriated party-goer stepped on her foot, but she kept moving determinedly toward the doors that led to the balcony. The Duncans would be delighted with their party; it was clearly the event of the season, and their daughter had been successfully launched into society.

Unfortunately, the noise, the heat, and the crowd combined with Charlotte’s pounding headache to make her want to escape for a breath of fresh air. Reaching the balcony doors, she opened them to find two people engaged in a passionate kiss.

“I’m sorry.” The words escaped her mouth before she realized it would have been better to make an exit without being noticed. The couple jumped apart.

Charlotte felt the blood drain from her face as she stared at her fiancé. “John! I thought you were dead!”

Seeing her own horrified fascination mirrored on his face, she groped for the nearest object—anything solid enough to keep her from keeling over—and found herself grasping the edge of one of the spindly wrought-iron tables scattered the length of the balcony.

Clearly, he hadn’t heard the sound of the balcony doors opening, which wasn’t surprising, given the amount of heavy breathing he’d been enjoying. As for noticing a third party had arrived, he’d only had eyes—not to mention lips and hands!—for the dimpled blond pressed so snugly against him that, for one briefly hysterical second, Charlotte wondered if their bodies were held together by a strip of Velcro.

Tearing himself free, he spun around and squinted disbelievingly into the light blinding him from the room behind Charlotte, the winsome brown eyes she’d once thought reminded her of an eager puppy seeming now more appropriately likened to a shortsighted troll. “Charlie? Is that you?”

“Who else?” she said, rallying her pride. “Unless, of course, false rumors of your death have been broadcast to a host of other fiancées, too?”

He opened his mouth to reply, then apparently finding himself completely at a loss, snapped it closed again. Of the two of them, he, it appeared, was vastly more taken aback. Just as well, Charlotte decided. There was nothing like the element of surprise to startle a man of limited wit into spilling out the truth—and John, she belatedly realized, didn’t have much to offer in the way of sparkling intellect.

“Fiancée?” Dimples adjusted her cleavage, pulled the neckline of her dress back where it belonged, and fixed him in a reproachful stare. “I’m the one wearing your ring, so what’s she talking about, Johnnie?”

“Nothing,” he said, pointing her firmly toward the party taking place beyond the club’s elegant French doors. “It’s a joke in very bad taste that I don’t expect a lady of your breeding to appreciate. Go inside, precious, and leave me to deal with it.”

“It?” Charlotte mocked, once they were alone. “Is that what I’ve been reduced to in your estimation, John? A tasteless, inconvenient ‘it’?”

“A figure of speech only,” he shot back irritably. “Your problem, Charlie, is that you take every word coming out of a man’s mouth literally.”

“Should I interpret that to mean you had something other than wedded bliss in mind when you proposed to me, six months ago in Barbados?”

Growing more rattled by the moment, he went on the offensive. “Look,” he huffed, “this party wasn’t arranged by that outfit you work for, so I don’t know how you managed to wangle an invitation to an upscale affair far beyond what you’re used to, but I can tell you this: If you think bulldozing your way in here and making a scene is going to accomplish any sort of positive outcome, you’re sadly mistaken. I will not be coerced into resurrecting what can only be described as a moment of madness. Holiday romances aren’t designed to last, as any fool can tell you.”

“You’re right.”

“Glad you agree.” He swiped one palm against the other, as if he’d found something downright nasty crawling over his hand, and straightened his black bow tie. “So may we please forget Barbados ever happened, and simply go our separate ways?”

“No, we may not,” she said. “I’m not quite finished with you yet.”

He flung her an outraged glare. “Don’t be difficult, Charlie. We are finished. Not that we ever really got started. But the woman I fully intend to marry is waiting for me in the banquet hall, and nothing you can say or do is going to keep me from her.”

“Perhaps you should bring her back out here again, then,” she said. “Perhaps she should hear what I’ve got to say. It might spare her a lot of grief down the line.”

He paled a little at that. “I never figured you to be the sort of person who’d go out of her way to hurt an innocent bystander.”

“Appealing to my better nature isn’t going to work, John,” she said flatly. “I have questions begging to be answered, and I’m not going to disappear into the woodwork until my curiosity’s been satisfied. That much, at least, you do owe me. So either make your excuses to the future Mrs. Weatherby and afford me the courtesy of a few more minutes of your time, or else we can have this conversation inside and let everyone listen in. I can’t speak for you, of course, but I don’t have anything shameful to hide.”

He pursed his lips—lips Charlotte had once found acceptably kissable. But she doubted that would have been the case if he’d pinched them together in the sort of tight disapproval directed at her now. It must, she decided, have had something to do with too much tropical moonlight, rum punch, and hypnotic steel bands.

“Wait here,” he said, wrenching open the balcony doors. “I’ll be right back.”

Not until he’d disappeared into the house did aftershock set in. The self-control which had carried her this far seeped away. Numbly, she staggered to the guardrail edging the balcony and fought to draw breath into her beleaguered lungs.

She thought she was alone. That no one had witnessed her humiliation.

She was wrong. From the deep shadows at the other end of the balcony came the sound of slow, deliberate applause. “Very good!” a baritone voice, laced with amusement and a slight Italian accent, declared. “After a performance like that, cara, I can hardly wait for Act Two.”

Chapter Two

Another bombshell, following so close after the first, was one more than Charlotte could handle. Practically jumping out of her skin, she gave vent to a tiny shriek and collapsed weakly against the balustrade. A sob popped out of nowhere and hung in the still night air like a waterlogged bubble.

Footsteps approached. A darker shadow, imposingly tall and broad, emerged from the obscurity cloaking the far end of the balcony. “No tears, please!” that same deep voice ordered. “Crying’s not going to change anything.”

“I don’t know who you think you are, dishing out unsolicited advice,” she choked, surreptitiously wiping away a tear, which owed everything to humiliation and nothing to grief. “And in case no one’s ever told you this before, gentlemen don’t stoop to eavesdropping.”

“This one does when a couple puts on a floor show such as just happened here. Furthermore, if the specimen who just slithered back inside is anything to go by, I suspect you wouldn’t know a gentleman if you fell over one.”

He’d stepped into the bright glow spilling through the French doors by then, allowing Charlotte to get her first good look at him. The play of light and shadow on his face emphasized the sweeping curve of his dark eyebrows and lean, square jaw, and stippled his aristocratic cheekbones with the reflected imprint of lashes so long and dense, they ought to have been outlawed. Right on the heels of that observation, though, came another: that she knew him from somewhere—not well, but such a face was too striking to be easily forgotten.

“Have we met—before tonight, I mean?” she asked. “You look…” Magnificent! Mesmerizing! Too devastatingly handsome to be real! “…familiar.”

His smile, brilliant in the semigloom, shot a thrill of awareness from her throat to her thighs. “I’m flattered you remember. The recently-resurrected John Weatherby monopolized you so thoroughly, we barely exchanged a dozen words the only other time we found ourselves at the same party.”

Of course! Memory flooded back: Barbados, early last fall, and her last off-shore assignment for her former employer; the grand old plantation house; the well-bred murmur of guests flocking around a banquet table set on a terrace; a velvet night sky spattered with stars. John, flattering her with his attention, overwhelming her with his charm…

And this man, regarding her now with ironic amusement. Yes, she remembered him! His height and sheer physical presence had been enough to make him stand out from the crowd, even without the flock of hangers-on dogging him and inhaling his every word.

That he’d noticed her had been unexpected. She’d happened to look up from some checklist or other to find him staring at her across the room and, just for a moment, everything else—the mob of people, the noise—had melted away and it had seemed there was no one else in the world but the two of them, connected in a glance so riveting she’d hardly known how to draw her gaze away. The next morning, he’d passed her on his way to the breakfast room and complimented her on the fine job she’d done the night before.

“The banquet,” he’d said, “was a triumph. Whoever hired you deserves a medal.” His gaze had lingered on her face, drifted past her bare, sun-kissed shoulders and all the way down to her legs, then returned to dwell with unsettling intent on her lips. He’d cleared his throat, opened his mouth…and she’d been filled with a sense of expectancy, of elation.

But before he could speak again, his followers had closed ranks around him. He must, she’d decided, swallowing her disappointment as they’d spirited him away, wield a great deal of corporate clout for them to guard him so diligently.

“We met at the Jacoby Plantation,” she said now. “How could I have forgotten?”

“You had a great deal on your mind. And we never were formally introduced.” He offered his hand. “I’m Paolo Angelli, and you’re Charlie.”

“Charlotte,” she said. “Charlotte Fraser. I really don’t care for ‘Charlie.’”

His fingers closed around hers. “Charlotte Fraser.” The syllables rolled off his tongue, rich and warm as Demerara sugar left melting in the Caribbean sun. “Well, Charlotte Fraser, wait until you’ve dispatched the deplorable Mr. Weatherby before you fall apart—unless you want to leave him with the impression that you’re still carrying a torch for him?”

“Good grief, no!” She hiccupped, aghast at the idea. “That’s what makes this whole incident so absurd. If he wanted rid of me, he didn’t have to go to such extreme lengths. A simple ‘I’ve changed my mind about us’ would have sufficed. It’s not as if we were ever really engaged.”

“He never gave you a ring?”

“No. He died before things progressed that far. At least, I thought he did.”

Paolo Angelli’s gaze scoured her face. “And were you terribly grief-stricken?”

She averted her eyes and searched for the right words. She didn’t want to come across as cold and heartless, but nor did she wish to convey the wrong impression. He, though, misunderstood her hesitation, let go her hand, and stepped back.

“Forgive me,” he said, and there was no missing the reserve cloaking his voice. “I had no right to ask such a question, nor do I wish to revive memories that you obviously find painful.”

“It’s not that,” she began, anxious to set the record straight.

But he waved her to silence and nodded toward the French doors behind her. “Your not-so-dead fiancé is headed back this way. Save your explanations for him.”

And with that, he melted into the shadows again.

Chapter Three

“All right, let’s get this over with!” John leaned against the balcony doors and folded his arms. “And make it fast. I don’t want to arouse Louella’s suspicions any more than I already have.”

“Louella being your latest fiancée, I assume?”

“My only fiancée, Charlie,” he snapped. “I never made it official with you.”

“Some might consider that to be a mere technicality, John. A less forgiving woman than I might even go so far as to sue you for breach of promise.”

He flushed with anger. “Don’t even think about threatening me! You’ll merely make a laughing stock of yourself and—”

“Oh, relax!” she said, disgust sour on her tongue. “You’re not worth the effort it would entail. Nor have I any more wish to prolong this meeting than you have. I’d merely like you to clarify a few things, that’s all.”

“If I must.” He buffed his fingernails on the sleeve of his dinner jacket. If body language really did speak volumes, his shouted boredom to high heaven.

Refusing to be put off, she said, “For a start, how did you persuade your friend to write and tell me you’d died?”

“There was no friend, dear.” He inspected his nails and gave them a final polish. “I wrote the letter myself.”

And clearly did so without a twinge of conscience. Was quite proud of himself, in fact. “And I suppose your ski cabin didn’t burn to the ground, either?”

“Certainly it did. I made sure of that. Overloaded the woodstove and left its door open. The place went up like a rocket in 30 minutes flat.”

Puzzled, she shook her head. “Why on earth would you take such drastic and risky measures just to end your involvement with me?”

“Oh, you really are naive, Charlie!” he sneered. “You played no part in it, at least not directly. I did it for the insurance.”

More mystified by the second, she said, “I don’t understand.”

He gave a long-suffering sigh. “I’m a high-maintenance man. The kind of lifestyle I enjoy costs money. More, I’m afraid, than I’m willing to go out and earn. When I first met you, I thought you might be the solution to my problem.”

“You thought I was well-off?”

“No, dear. I thought you were loaded. Filthy rich.”

“But why?” Astonished, she stared at him. “I never gave you reason to believe that.”

“Not in so many words, perhaps. But there you were, on a first-name basis with half the bigwigs at that conference. Consulting with titans of industry dripping with old money. Naturally, I assumed you were somebody. So I made my move before anyone else got his foot in your door. You’re not all that bad-looking, you know, especially when you do yourself up, although I have to say that dress you’re wearing tonight makes you look a bit like a black widow spider. But I’ve come across a lot worse. Being married to you would have been tolerable, if only you hadn’t turned out not to be a member of society at all, but a corporate social convener working for someone else, for Pete’s sake!”

Charlotte didn’t often lose her temper but his scorn left her foaming with rage. “Not any longer, you arrogant stoat!” she spat, sorely tempted to wipe the smug expression off his face with the back of her hand. “Unlike you, I don’t mind working for a living—and hard enough that I’m my own boss now and doing very well. But you…! You are, without question, the most despicable excuse for a man I’ve ever had the misfortune to come across. And to think I was taken in by you for even an instant!”

“Well, there you have it, dearie. I played you like a violin, and you bought every second of it. As I said before, you’re so hopelessly naive, it’s laughable.”

“Not quite as naive as you’d like to think,” she told him acidly. “At risk of denting your oversize ego, you should know that I’d already had second thoughts about continuing our association, long before your letter arrived. Unlike you, though, I prefer to be more direct, so I planned to tell you to your face when we met at Thanksgiving.”

He laughed scornfully. “So you say! But if that’s the case, how come you’re making such an issue now of a situation that withered on the vine before it properly took root?”

“Because, you insensitive clod, thanks to you, I’ve been carrying around a load of guilt that was completely unnecessary! I soon realized that two weeks of fun in the sunny Caribbean wasn’t enough on which to base any sort of relationship, but I don’t enjoy letting people down and wasn’t looking forward to having to tell you I’d changed my mind, especially since you gave the impression you were totally besotted with me.”

“Appearances can be deceiving, Charlie.”

“With you, they certainly can! But I didn’t know that then, and I was ashamed of the relief I felt when I learned I wouldn’t have to hurt you. Ashamed at how soon I recovered from the shocking news of your ‘death.’”

“That’s just your pride talking,” he said imperturbably. “The truth is, you’re really eaten up with envy because I’ve found true love and you’re still looking for it. Which reminds me, Louella’s waiting. So if you’ve finished your inquisition…?”

“Heavens, yes!” She wiped a weary hand across her eyes. “Go. Please! Before the sight of you makes me sick!”

He complied with unflattering haste. She heard the French doors bang shut, followed within seconds from the other end of the balcony by the faint, expensive chime of cobweb-fine crystal.

Paolo’s hand swam into her line of vision, two slender flutes of the vintage Dom Perignon she’d recommended to the Duncans suspended between his lean, elegant fingers. “Another masterful performance, Charlotte. I suggest we celebrate with a glass of our host’s very excellent champagne.”

“You listened in again?” Her stomach heaved unpleasantly.

“Certainly,” he said, with a marked lack of remorse. “John Weatherby isn’t the kind of man who’s squeamish about how he goes about getting his own way. I wasn’t about to leave you to face him without proper backup if you needed it.”

“I’m sure you meant well, but I already feel a big enough fool. I really don’t appreciate having everyone else believing it, too.”

“I’m not ‘everyone else,’” he said, tipping the rim of his glass lightly against hers. “And just for the record, you are no fool.”

She grimaced. “No, I’m a black widow spider.”

Just as he had in Barbados, he examined her at leisure, from the ankle-length black silk sheath John Weatherby had dismissed so callously to the upswept coil of her dark hair. “Spider, Charlotte?” he murmured, looping a finger beneath the small diamond pendant nesting just above her breasts. “I see only a woman whose natural beauty is enhanced by the classic simplicity of her gown.”

At his touch, a tiny current of pleasure chased down her cleavage. Suddenly parched, she took a sip from the glass of champagne. “Thank you. I needed this.”

“Because this last performance cost you so dearly?”

“Not at all. That was no ‘performance’ you witnessed, at least not on my part. I meant every word I said. If I seem upset, it’s merely because I’m embarrassed at how easily I was duped.”

“You’ve nothing to be embarrassed about,” he declared. “That’s Weatherby’s department. He’s a felon, guilty of arson and fraud, to say the least, and never mind his lesser crimes. So enjoy your champagne, Charlotte, stop looking so woebegone, and tell me what it’ll take to make you feel better.”

“Showing him who’s really emerged the winner in this fiasco!” she told him grimly.

Something of her humiliation melted as Paolo bathed her once again in his dazzling smile. “Consider it done, cara. I already have it choreographed down to the last detail.”

Chapter Four

Oh, Charlotte was tempted to go along with him! But although Paolo’s sympathy was soothing, she barely knew him and if she hadn’t yet learned her lesson about throwing in her lot with a stranger, she deserved all the grief she’d undoubtedly reap.

“You’re very kind, Mr. Angelli,” she said, retreating to the far side of the nearest wrought-iron table, “but you’ve done enough. I really can’t allow you to become further involved in a mess entirely of my own making.”

“I’m already involved, Charlotte,” he said, that rich Demerara-sugar voice sliding over her name and turning into something at once sultry and exotic. Reaching across the table, he laced his fingers through hers. “You’re a woman of courage under fire, but that’s no reason to turn down my help.”

It took considerable strength to withstand his coaxing words, never mind the gentle steel of his hold. But she wasn’t about to leap blindly from one bad situation to another. “Not until you tell me what you have in mind.”

“Nothing disastrous. We’re simply going to rejoin the party.”

She breathed a sigh, part relief and, if she were honest, part regret. Despite her common sense warning her to proceed carefully, the more daring voice in her heart urged her to toss caution to the breeze. Paolo Angelli had intrigued her from the first. Now that the opportunity had presented itself, she wanted to get to know him better and there was no use denying it. “Is that all?”

“Not quite,” he said. “I came here alone, as did you, yes?”

“Yes.”

“Well, things have changed. Now we’re a couple.”

“The woman hired to put together the Duncans’ elaborate coming-out party for their daughter being seen on the arm of one of their guests? Good heavens, Mr. Angelli, do you have any idea of the ripples that’s going to create?”

“I’m not a snob, Charlotte, and neither are you, so let’s not get carried away with that kind of nonsense. We’re a man and a woman powerfully attracted to one another, whether or not you’re ready to admit it. It’s as simple—or as complicated—as that. But I’m not a bully, so the choice is yours. You can put a brave face on things and go back inside to exercise a little vengeance by showing Weatherby he’s not the only one to have moved on, or you can remain out here. Either way, I’m staying with you.”

“Why?” Truly baffled, she stared at him. He was unquestionably wealthy because she knew from what she’d seen in Barbados that he belonged to that select segment of society that she’d only glimpsed from the sidelines. If he wasn’t already spoken for, there must be at least a dozen women inside the clubhouse who’d be only too willing to rectify the matter; women who’d grown up in his kind of world, not hers.

“Because I prefer your company to anyone else’s here. Because I long ago grew tired of the sort of silly, superficial women strutting around in that room there.” He stepped around the table and drew her close enough that she could smell the distant echo of his cologne and feel the heat of his body drifting out to entrap her. “Because I want to be seen with you.”

How confident he was; how disturbingly attractive! Under different circumstances…oh, what was she thinking! “Mr. An—”

“Paolo,” He stroked her wrist, and then the palm of her hand in slow, tantalizing circles. “This is the 21st century, and Jane Austen’s been dead a very long time. Couples today don’t stand on foolish ceremony. They make their desires plainly known.”

Well, he certainly did! If reducing her to melting acquiescence with his touch was his intention, he succeeded in a disgracefully short time. Her breathing raced as fast as her galloping pulse. As for ‘caution,’ it might just as well have been a foreign word past her understanding!

“Come with me, Charlotte,” he cajoled. “Make this a memorable evening in more ways than one and teach that miserable wretch the lesson he deserves.”

“Yes,” she said, not because she cared one iota about John Weatherby, but because she couldn’t say no to Paolo Angelli.

He squeezed her hand, tipped her face up to his, and kissed her full on the mouth. Not aggressively. Not with arrogant intimacy, as if, because he’d come to her rescue, he had the right to take liberties. His lips were cool and dry, their touch firm but brief. Still the effect sent a delicious shock of electricity shooting through her blood.

“Just a little rehearsal before we go on stage,” he said, lifting his head and smiling down at her.

“Um…” she mumbled, pressing her lips together to hold on to the taste of him. There’d been stars in the sky all evening long. When had they fallen down to blind her with their brilliance and addle her brain? When had she lost the power to articulate clearly and sanely?

He tucked her hand in the crook of his arm and caught her fingers in his. “My feelings, exactly, cara,” he said, leading her toward the balcony doors. “Some emotions defy the words and speak directly to the heart.”

Chapter Five

Now that the live music had started, the party had really come to life, making it possible for Charlotte and Paolo to slip into the crowd unnoticed. Without asking, he drew her into his arms and onto the dance floor.

“The Duncans might not like this,” she muttered, glancing around nervously. “I’m here to work, after all.”

“They will like,” he assured her, “not only because Gerald Duncan is anxious to enlist my support in his latest venture and will do nothing to displease me, but because you’ve exceeded all their expectations and made this the perfect evening for their daughter.”

Sensing she wasn’t entirely convinced, he again tipped up her chin. “Listen to me, cara. I’m no Weatherby. I don’t lie in order to win a woman’s heart.”

She heard candor and integrity in his voice. It gave her the courage to ask, “Is that what you’re trying to do, Paolo? Win my heart?”

His hand slipped to the small of her back and urged her closer. “Most certainly.”

“I’m not sure I’m ready to give it quite yet.”

“I’m a patient man, Charlotte, and prepared to spend however long it takes to persuade you that my intentions are honorable.”

“How can you be so sure, when we’ve only just met?”

“We met months ago and the spark ignited left a lasting impression.” His voice dropped a captivating half octave. “That moment of recognition did not die, cara. It rekindled itself tonight.”

“Still,” she said, struggling to step warily through the minefield of his persuasion, “we’re starting out afresh now.”

He shrugged. “Of course. How else does a great romance start, but at the beginning?”

She sighed. “You make it all sound so reasonable, I half believe you. If it weren’t for the way John—”

Unmindful of the fact that they were surrounded by others, he silenced her with another kiss, this one so darkly intoxicating that she quivered. “Hush,” he said against her lips. “I’m nothing like him. Do you really think that, having let you slip through my fingers six months ago, I’m about to risk my carefully engineered second chance by telling you lies now?”

“Engineered?” Unnerved, she stared at him. “Are you saying you knew I’d be here and arranged this meeting? Is that what you meant when you said you had everything choreographed down to the last detail?”

He shrugged again, a continental lifting of one broad shoulder she wished she didn’t find so attractive. “Not exactly, but word travels quickly in my circle of acquaintances. I knew weeks ago that Gerald intended to hire you to organize this party, that my name would be on the guest list, and that the man who’d monopolized your time in Barbados had moved on to greener fields.”

“Pastures,” she said distractedly. “It’s ‘moved on to greener pastures.’”

“Such a strange tongue, this English. I must teach you Italian, the true language of love.”

“Now just hold your horses, Paolo—!”

He interrupted with a laugh she could only compare to the slow trickle of warm molasses running from a hot spoon. “As I said, a strange language. But if horses are what it will take to win you, I’ll give you horses.”

Clinging rather desperately to her dwindling sense of survival, she protested. “Stop talking like that! You could be married with eight children, for all I know. And I could have a husband—”

“But you don’t,” he said calmly. “You wouldn’t be here in my arms and allowing me to kiss you if you had. And anyone here can vouch that I have neither a wife nor children. However, if you prefer to hear it from my parents and sisters—”

“I don’t know even your parents and sisters!”

“You will, cara. Very soon. I shall take you to our family villa overlooking the Adriatic Sea to meet them.”

“I don’t think so! In your own way, you’re just as devious as John, pretending we met here by accident when, in fact, you’ve been stalking me from a distance for months.”

“Keeping track, perhaps, but never stalking.”

“Call it what you like, it adds up to the same thing.”

“It was necessary for both our sakes,” he said reasonably. “You needed time to establish yourself as an independent entrepreneur, and I needed assurance that you’d recovered from your brief infatuation with Weatherby before I declared myself.”

“You’re very sure you’ll have things your way, aren’t you, Paolo Angelli? What are you going to do if I don’t fall in with your plans—throw me over your shoulder and carry me off to your cave?”

“I’m no Neanderthal, Charlotte. If I’ve presumed too much, I apologize and will, of course, withdraw from the picture.”

He paused, giving her time to consider before she framed a reply. The music slowed to a stop. Couples started drifting back to their tables. Finally she and Paolo were the only two left on the dance floor and still she hadn’t answered. She stared at the front of his dress shirt and tried to be sensible. To behave like a mature, intelligent woman.

“Well, Charlotte? Have I misread the signs? Shall I thank you for the dance, escort you off the floor, and disappear from your life for good?”

She met his gaze. His eyes, blue as his Adriatic Sea, smoldered with fire. As for his mouth…oh, a woman could weave a lifetime of dreams around that mouth! “Everything’s happening too quickly, Paolo,” she whimpered. “You’re asking for too much.”

“I’m asking you to take a leap of faith,” he said. “To join me on a journey that stands a very small chance of coming to nothing but is far more likely to lead to a future together. I won’t tell you I love you or that I want to marry you. Not yet. Not until I’m ready to say the words and you’re ready to hear them. But in the meantime I will court you, if you’ll let me, Charlotte. Is that so very much to ask?”

He pulled her closer, close enough that she could feel the hard, male angles of him pressed against her. Close enough that she could feel the beat of his heart beneath her hand. She knew a stirring in her blood, a sense of hovering on the brink of wonderful discovery.

“When you trust me enough, I will make love to you,” he went on, his voice a seductive whisper in her ear. The promise alone was enough to cause a spasm of delight to uncurl within her and leave her moist with anticipation. “I will hold you in my arms throughout the night and cherish every moment we share. I will respect and honor you. And if, after all that, you decide I’m not the man you want to spend the rest of your life with, I will let you go. The question is, has that moment arrived already?”

The answer came to her not in a rush or a flood, but with a slow, tingling warmth that seeped along her veins with quiet deliberation and the promise that the best was yet to come. “No,” she said. “I want to take that journey with you, Paolo. I believe in our tomorrow.”

The Duke’s Dilemma

By Margaret Moore

Chapter One

Charlotte winced as an inebriated party-goer stepped on her foot, but she kept moving determinedly toward the doors that led to the balcony. The Duncans would be delighted with their party; it was clearly the event of the season, and their daughter had been successfully launched into society.

Unfortunately, the noise, the heat, and the crowd combined with Charlotte’s pounding headache to make her want to escape for a breath of fresh air. Reaching the balcony doors, she opened them to find two people engaged in a passionate kiss.

“I’m sorry.” The words escaped her mouth before she realized it would have been better to make an exit without being noticed. The couple jumped apart.

Charlotte felt the blood drain from her face as she stared at her fiancé. “John! I thought you were dead!”

Two azure blue eyes flashed in a face so handsome it could take a woman’s breath away. “John is dead. I’m James.”

Charlotte breathed again. Of course this wasn’t John. John was dead, and by his own hand. This was his twin brother, who had gone off to fight with Wellington while John had stayed home. This was the brother who had stayed in Europe after her fiancé’s death, who had written that terrible, accusing letter that had arrived when she was still full of sorrow and remorse.

This was the brother who knew so little of her relationship with John, yet who derided her, and blamed her for something she had not foreseen. She would have prevented John’s death if she could have; she did not need to feel more guilt from someone who had not seen his brother in over five years.

And who was now the Duke of Broverhampton, heir to a vast estate and fortune, as well as the title.

As Charlotte fought to regain her composure, James’s gaze meandered over her simple silk gown, lingering for the briefest of moments on the embroidery around the neckline—or her breasts—before returning to her blushing cheeks.

Angered by his impertinent scrutiny, she quickly closed the doors behind her, shutting out the music heralding the start of a quadrille. She wanted no one to hear them, or come out to see what was going on. And she wanted to know what the long-absent James was doing on the Duncans’ balcony with her cousin, Dulcabella—besides the obvious.

* * *

Dulcie Duncan giggled and swayed, clearly the worse for the powerful punch full of rum, which was how their family had made their fortune, one large enough to overcome the stigma of having earned it in trade. The Duncan Distillery had even been granted a Royal Warrant to supply rum to the British Navy.

“I just came out for a breath of air and he grabbed me and kissed me,” Dulcie explained with a sodden grin. “I quite liked it.”

“Indeed?” Charlotte inquired as she regarded James, not troubling to hide her annoyance. “I daresay you did, for I have heard that the duke is quite accomplished in that, if nothing else.” She took hold of her cousin’s arm, intending to lead her inside. “Come along, Dulcie. I think you should bid good-night to your guests.”

“Running away, are we?” James calmly inquired in his deep, husky voice -- the thing that distinguished him most from John. Otherwise, both men had the same dark hair, chiseled cheekbones, and brilliant blue eyes.

Charlotte slowly wheeled around to face him. “I think if there is a person here who could be accused of running away, it would not be me, Your Grace.”

She watched as her words brought, for the briefest of moments, a look of what might have been remorse to those bright blue eyes. Yet if the Duke of Broverhampton felt anything deep in his cold heart in response to her accusation—one she had been waiting years to make—it was quickly gone, replaced by the cool tranquility he had always possessed, even in his youth. John had been all fire and light and music; James had been dark and silent and cold as snow in January.

Her cousin feebly yanked her arm out of Charlotte’s grasp, the action making her totter like a pile of teacups. “I want to schtay right here!” Dulcie protested as she grabbed on to James’s black waistcoat.

“I think you should retire, cousin,” Charlotte said with a tone of firm command.

Dulcie pouted and stamped her slippered foot. “I don’t want to.”

“Dulcie, I really think you ought—”

“Well I don’t!” Stamp!

Out of the corner of her eye, Charlotte saw James’s lips jerk up into a smug grin, as if he was enjoying this show of defiance from the usually docile Dulcie.

“Dulcabella, you should go before the ladies begin to gossip about the time you have been out here and with whom. Unless you want your season ruined before it is well under way, I suggest you go back into the ballroom, and preferably to bed. You have had too much punch.”

Charlotte’s words finally seemed to penetrate Dulcie’s drink-befuddled brain. She swallowed hard, then lurched back into the ballroom.

Charlotte was about to follow her when James barred her way. He reached back and closed the balcony doors. “Let me pass,” she ordered.

He shook his head and stepped closer. “I have waited a long time to have a moment’s word with you.”

She inched away from him, until her back was against the wall and the ivy covering it. The foliage wasn’t the only reason the flesh there tickled, as James came closer until his body was mere inches from hers.

Summoning her courage, Charlotte squared her shoulders. She would not let James’s predatory attitude frighten her. “If the wait was troublesome, perhaps you should have returned to England sooner. There was nothing to prevent you, especially when you inherited your title and the family fortune.”

“A fortune you did not get your greedy hands on, after all.”

Charlotte gasped. “I was not marrying your brother for his wealth!”

James’s face betrayed his skepticism. “No?”

“Certainly not!”

He sidled closer, trapping her between the wall and his broad-shouldered body like a doe run to ground between a cliff and a pack of dogs. “Then why did you agree to marry him?” he asked in a husky whisper.

“Because…because I loved him!” She put her palms on James’s chest and shoved, but it was like trying to budge a boulder.

He caught her hands in his powerful grasp. “Love?” he scoffed. “What do you know of love but this?” he demanded as he hauled her close and captured her mouth with his.

Chapter Two

She had thought James cold? She had thought him lacking in passion? As James’s lips moved over Charlotte’s with firm and fiery purpose, she realized how wrong she had been

How very, very wrong…

Which did not give him leave to kiss her, or her to enjoy it.

Before she could shove him away, the balcony doors burst open. “Charlotte!” Uncle Malcolm cried as he stepped outside. “What are you doing?”

While she stared, equally horrified, at her uncle and the well-dressed people crowding behind him, James moved away. He faced her uncle and quite calmly adjusted the cuffs of his waistcoat. “We were kissing.”

Uncle Malcolm’s jowls quivered with an indignation that matched Charlotte’s, now that the initial shock of discovery had passed. “Then, sir, you have not behaved like a gentleman!”

“Indeed, he has not,” Charlotte seconded, preparing to march past James, her uncle, and through the avidly curious onlookers. She could hear the scandalized whispers that would follow in her wake. Her reputation was already sullied by her fiancé’s death, for surely the love of a good woman should have saved him from such despair. Therefore, the reasoning went, there must be some flaw in her. And now, to be found kissing her late fiancé’s brother—!

James’s hand held her back and looked into her eyes, his gaze searching. “I have never claimed to be a gentleman.”

“How could you, since you are not? Now let me go!”

He did not loosen his grasp as he once again faced her uncle, whose cheeks were getting progressively more flushed. “Gentleman or not, I am quite prepared to do the honorable thing, Mr. Duncan, and marry your niece.”

Charlotte stared at James. She couldn’t marry him! She hated him! And she had done nothing wrong here to cause her to be imprisoned in a marriage. “I would rather die!”

“Like John?”

His words pierced her heart like the thrust of a rapier. “How…how dare you!” she whispered as tears of anger and dismay leaped into her eyes.

“I dare because you as good as held the gun that killed him when you broke his heart.”

“I?” she gasped, incredulous. “I broke his heart?”

“Your Grace, Charlotte,” Uncle Malcolm said, obviously attempting to control his temper, “this is hardly the time or place for such accusations. I suggest you retire, Charlotte. As for you, Your Grace, you will please leave my house. You may call upon me at my offices tomorrow morning, where we shall discuss what is to be done. Now, Your Grace, I give you good night.”

James, the Duke of Broverhampton, smiled and inclined his head, then strode through the crowd which parted for him as they might a pauper who had intruded into their midst.

* * *

Sitting in his barouche outside the offices of the Duncan Distillery, makers of Fine Rum and purveyors to the Royal Navy by the appointment of His Majesty, King George III, James wondered—and not for the first time—what the devil he was doing here. He should order his driver to take him home. Or to his club. Or even the closest tavern. Anything but beard old Malcolm Duncan in his den and explain that he did not wish to marry Charlotte. The offer had been made in the heat of the moment.

And what heat. What unexpected, overwhelming heat. Charlotte clearly possessed the ability to drive a man to passionate ecstasy, if that was how she kissed when she supposedly did not want to be kissed.

Or maybe she had. Could it be that despite her apparent animosity, she was setting her sights on the man who now had the wealth she craved? He mustn’t forget that she was a greedy, grasping creature who had broken his brother’s heart and destroyed his spirit when John had realized she was only marrying him for his title and money. That knowledge, and his shame at being duped, had driven John to take his life.

If he married her as he had impulsively suggested because of some last, lingering vestige of chivalry called forth by the vulgar fascination on the faces of the guests last night, he might be playing right into her soft, yet avaricious, hands.

Therefore, he must go to Mr. Duncan and rescind his offer. Such a thing would not enhance his reputation, but he could not concern himself with that.

What he should concern himself with was making sure Charlotte knew he knew the kind of woman she was, despite his momentary lapse into forgetfulness, and that he intended to make sure the rest of the world knew it, too. That was why he had followed her out onto the balcony, or thought he had.

He had mistaken Dulcie for Charlotte. The cousins looked enough alike that, attired in similar gowns and with their blond hair done in similarly Grecian styles, it was easy to mistake one for the other, especially across a crowded ballroom.

So he had followed “Charlotte” and could not resist the urge to announce his presence with a kiss, only to realize the moment his mouth touched Dulcie’s that either he was kissing the wrong woman—for it was no secret that Charlotte didn’t drink because her father had died after falling from his horse while inebriated—or else he had his lips on a rum bottle.

Whatever had happened last night, he finally decided, he could not and would not marry Charlotte.

He alighted from the barouche and strode into the distillery, heading directly for Duncan’s office. He marched past the startled bevy of clerks perched on stools as they toiled at their high desks and entered the office without so much as a rap on the door.

To find that Charlotte was already there. Or maybe it was Dulcie facing her father with her whole body rigid, her hands on her hips, and her bonnet’s white feather dancing.

The young woman whirled around to face him, and he discovered it was indeed Charlotte. “What do you want?” she demanded, glaring at him.

As always when faced with a nerve-racking situation—which was always the situation when he was near the vivacious Charlotte—he summoned up a mask of calm indifference, and answered truthfully. “I’ve come to tell your esteemed uncle that I have changed my mind and cannot marry you.”

Her green eyes flickered and a sardonic smile curved her full lips. “Good, because I am here to tell him the same thing.”

How her emerald green eyes sparkled like jewels when she was angry! How lovely she looked in that charming ensemble, including the ridiculous plume bobbing about like a writer’s quill penning a screed of its own volition. “Excellent. Then we are agreed.”

“Yes!”

“So I see no need to remain here any longer.”

“Nor do I,” Charlotte declared, pushing her way past him and slamming the office door with a bang like a cannon shot that probably sent the clerks scrambling for cover.

Taking a deep breath, James bowed at the openmouthed Mr. Duncan. “Good day to you, sir, and I regret any inconvenience.”

Before he could turn away, Duncan heaved himself to his feet with surprising speed. “Not so fast, Your Grace. I would speak with you.”

James suppressed a sigh as he waited for the man to proceed. No doubt Duncan intended to berate him, and soundly, too.

“You will either marry my niece, or I shall take you to court for breach of promise.”

Chapter Three

James stared, slack-jawed, at Charlotte’s uncle. “Breach of promise?” he repeated in an incredulous whisper.

Malcolm Duncan smiled with malicious pleasure. “Exactly. Several people heard you offer to marry her last night.”

“She didn’t accept!”

Duncan waved his plump hand dismissively as he returned to his seat. “Women are fickle creatures, apt to change their minds.”

“But you can’t be serious! She hates me.”

“Does she?”

James’s eyes widened even more, and even though his mind told him it must not, the small, hidden place in his heart where his hope had been buried cracked open. Charlotte had been living with her uncle since her father’s demise years ago; it could be he knew her well enough….

It didn’t matter. “Of course,” he replied, burying the long-denied hope back where it belonged. “You heard her say she’d rather die than marry me.”

“Well, be that as it may,” Duncan said, leaning back in his chair and steepling his fingers, “the fact is, you’ve compromised my niece’s honor. Your family has already done her harm, and it’s about time one of you made it right.”

“My family did her harm?”

“Aye,” Duncan said, grave and firm as the bricks of his distillery. “She loved your brother and she was heartbroken when he died. And she’s blamed herself for far too long for what your brother did. Her reputation has suffered for it, too.”

“She did not love my brother, and she is to blame for what John did,” James protested, every line of John’s last letter bemoaning his anguish and shame burned into his brain. If Charlotte mourned anything, it was the loss of his brother’s money.

Duncan eyed him shrewdly, as if James were a merchant trying to sell him something of dubious quality. “Whatever you think of the past, it is last night I am most concerned with today. You compromised Charlotte’s honor, and you will do the honorable thing, one way or another, or you’ll be hearing from my solicitor.”

“I can afford the best solicitor in London to fight the suit.”

“Aye, I have no doubt, but fighting me will cost you a pretty penny, especially as these things can drag on for so long. In the meantime, no woman of character will trust you, should you wish to marry and create an heir. Of course, if you plan to remain a bachelor all your days, that may not trouble you.”

James did not plan to remain a bachelor. He wanted children, and not simply to provide an heir. He liked children. Many nights as he had lain awake listening to his comrades in arms snoring and snorting and tossing and turning, he had envisioned leading the life of a country gentleman, surrounded by a loving family, married to…his brother’s fiancée. He flushed and pushed away that shameful memory. “Do you intend to threaten Charlotte into agreeing, too? Will you sue her, as well?”

“Charlotte will do what is best for her.”

James scowled. “Of that I have no doubt,” he said as he strode to the door. When he went out, he slammed it even harder than Charlotte had.

* * *

“But, Papa, I don’t understand,” Dulcie pouted a fortnight later as she sat on the arm of her father’s chair in his mahogany-paneled study, which smelled faintly of cheroots and pomade. “Why did you invite him to dinner again? Charlotte refuses to see him, and he sits here scowling like a bear whenever he comes. Why, they loathe each other!”

“Of course they do,” her father replied with a chortle as he chucked his beloved, but not overly intelligent, daughter on her round little chin. “I don’t intend that they should marry. I have other plans for the duke.”

He eyed Dulcie so significantly, even she caught on. “Me?” she squeaked. “You want him to marry me?”

“Yes.” He patted her arm. “The more annoyed he gets with Charlotte, the lovelier and more pleasant you will seem.”

Dulcie pouted again. “I thought I was pretty and pleasant.”

“Oh, you are, my dear, you are, and the duke can hardly fail to notice that fact every time he comes here.”

Dulcie’s pale forehead wrinkled with a frown. “Yet you said you’d sue him if he doesn’t marry Charlotte.”

“Only to ensure that he would stay in London and visit us. The moment he tells me he would rather marry you instead, all talk of breach of promise will be quite forgotten.”

Dulcie toyed with her rings and didn’t meet her father’s gaze. “That seems a bit hard on Charlotte, Papa, using her to lure the duke here to fall in love with me.”

“All’s fair in love and war, my dear. Indeed, we are really doing her a favor.” He warmed to his subject. “The gossip will go against her if the duke doesn’t at least seem to be doing the honorable thing, but if he jilts her in your favor, she’ll appear to be the one hard done by. All the ladies will sympathize with her, even those who were so quick to blame her in that other unfortunate business.”

Dulcie continued to frown. “What if they blame me for stealing the duke away?”

“They won’t,” he assured her. “If there’s any blame in this, it will attach to him.” He gave his daughter an indulgent smile. “Besides, what does it matter what they say if you marry a duke in the end?”

Chapter Four

Charlotte looked unseeing out the tall, narrow windows of the town house in Mayfair. She felt like a prisoner in her home—or at least, her uncle’s home. She had never been completely comfortable living with her uncle and cousin, but after her father’s death, she had no other alternative. Now, with the unwelcome presence of the Duke of Broverhampton haunting her like a ghost, she felt more imprisoned than ever.

She heard a small sound and turned away from the window, to find Dulcie standing near her dressing table.

“Yes?” she asked, noting that her usually placid cousin looked worried and uncertain. Perhaps the strain of this forced marriage nonsense was wearing on her, too.

“The duke is coming to dinner again.”

“So I heard from the downstairs maid.”

Dulcie chewed her lip and gazed at her beseechingly. “Charlotte, do you really not want to marry him?”

“No.” Not now. Not under these circumstances, although there had been a time…. “I do not understand why he doesn’t just let Uncle Malcolm sue him for breach of promise. I am more than ready to give evidence that I would be pleased to release him from his promise, such as it was. He can afford a good solicitor and surely that has to be more appealing to him than continuing this sham.”

Obviously relieved, Dulcie’s words came out in a torrential rush. “Papa thinks if the duke keeps coming here and you don’t see him, but he sees me, he might…that is, he might change his mind about marrying you and ask to marry me instead. He’s threatened to sue the duke, not to ensure you marry him, but to keep him coming here.”

Charlotte stared at her, confused—and yet, knowing Uncle Malcolm and his crafty mind, this could very well be true. “If this is so, why are you telling me, Dulcie?”

Her cousin straightened her slender shoulders and her doelike brown eyes shone with more resolve than Charlotte had ever suspected she possessed. “Because I like you, Charlotte. You’ve been like a sister to me, and I don’t agree with Papa’s plan.”

Charlotte’s heart swelled. She had no idea Dulcie cared for her so much and she hurried to embrace her. “I appreciate your affection, and your honesty, Dulcie,” she murmured, while also cursing herself for ever thinking ill of her cousin. “If you can win the duke’s heart, you are welcome to it.” She silenced the nagging little voice in her heart that told her she was lying. “And you are kind to tell me that I am but bait.” She drew back and regarded Dulcie gravely. “Shall I end this charade, then?”

Just as grave, Dulcie nodded. “Yes, please. If I cannot attract his notice by better means, I do not deserve it.”

* * *

Listening at the top of the stairs, Charlotte hurried toward the drawing room the moment she heard the butler usher James toward it. Dulcie would be at least another hour dressing, her uncle several minutes. This was her best chance to have a private word with the duke.

Despite her determination, she hesitated on the threshold when she saw him. He had one arm draped across the ornately carved marble mantel and was staring at the flames in the hearth, a look of such despondency on his face, she could scarcely believe this was the arrogant James Ellery.

All this time, she thought he must be enraged over the situation, or disgusted, or frustrated. She had never imagined he would ever feel despair, about anything. She had always believed him different from John in that, as well.

He must have heard her, for he looked up, and was immediately once more the coolly indifferent nobleman. “So, you have finally decided to venture down from your tower, Rapunzel.”

She perched on the scarlet velvet seat of a gilded chair. “You must ignore my uncle’s threat of a lawsuit and stop coming here.”

“Perhaps it amuses me to allow people to think I have a vestige of honor, after all, by agreeing to marry you,” he said as he sat on the brocade sofa opposite her.

“He doesn’t really want to sue you.”

That caused the duke to raise an inquisitive brow. “Then he is a finer actor than I gave him credit for, for he certainly conducts himself as if he does.”

“He wants you to fall in love with Dulcie, and he thinks the threat of legal action, which compels you to appear to be engaged to me, and which therefore requires you to call here, is an excellent way to throw the two of you together.”

For a moment, James looked incredulous, then his lip curled in a sneer. “He does, does he?”

“Now that you know that, you can drop this pretense of an engagement between us. I’m sure once he understands you cannot be bullied, he will reconsider suing you.”

“My reason for continuing to call here has little to do with any man’s ability to bully me, and more to do with my enjoyment of your discomfort that this engagement causes you—some small recompense for the pain you caused my brother.”

Annoyed that he persisted in blaming her for his brother’s death, she jumped to her feet, her hands balling into fists at her side. “How many times must I tell you I did nothing to cause him pain? I was as shocked as anyone when he killed himself, and I have spent hours and hours thinking over all that I said and did in the days before, wondering if there was something I could have done to prevent it, but I saw no signs that he was so despondent. I thought he was happy we were to be married.”

“Then you, madam, are either the most coldhearted, calculating woman…or the most accomplished liar…I have ever met.” James rose and reached into his jacket pocket, pulling out an old, creased piece of paper. “Read John’s own words, and find yourself condemned as a scheming fortune hunter who never loved him. Hear from John himself how that discovery humiliated and destroyed him until he could not bear to live.”

He thrust the paper at her. “You may keep this. I will never forget what he says in this letter if I live a hundred years. And to think that once I—”

He fell silent, then turned on his heel and marched from the room.

Chapter Five

A few minutes later, Charlotte dashed into the street. She could see the carriage with the ducal crest rounding the corner and took off after it like a Bow Street Runner pursuing a thief, John’s plaintive letter clutched in her hand.

Mercifully, the carriage had to wait to let another, even finer, vehicle pass before turning into the next street. Regardless of the startled coachman, or anyone else who could observe her, Charlotte ran up to the carriage and pounded on the door. “James, you must let me explain!”

The window of the carriage came down with a crash, and James’s angry face appeared. “If you have read the letter, there is nothing to explain.”

“Yes, there is,” she insisted, “and I shall scream if you don’t let me in!”

For a moment it looked as if James was going to refuse, but then he said, “Stand out of the way.” He opened the door and kicked out the folding steps for her to climb inside.

“You’ll catch your death running about London without a wrap,” he noted as she scrambled onto the seat opposite him in a decidedly unladylike fashion.

“I don’t care.”

After closing the door, James knocked on the roof of the carriage. “Drive on, Charles,” he ordered, and the carriage lurched into motion. “Well, Charlotte, this will certainly set the tongues to wagging, even more than our embrace. Is that your intention?”

“I had no idea John had found my diary. He should not have read it.”

James frowned. “Oh, so my brother’s curiosity excuses your behavior?”

“He read my private thoughts, which he had no right to do. Even so, I would have explained if he had asked me.”

“What possible explanation could there be but the obvious. John was very clear about what he found in your diary—your obvious passion for another man, your desire to be with him, your dismay that you could not. Surely you cannot fault him for believing you did not love him, the man you had pledged to marry? What else was he, or any wealthy, titled man of reason to think but that you were marrying him for those things, and not himself?”

“That’s not it.” Now that the time had come to tell the whole truth, Charlotte hardly knew where to begin. Or if she should even try. And yet she could not forget what he had implied only moments ago, something that had made her heart race even as she read John’s letter. If she did not tell James everything now, she might regret it for the rest of her lonely life.

“The diary John found was not a recent one. I haven’t kept one for three years, well before I became engaged to your brother. I did love another man then, passionately. But nothing came of it. I thought he didn’t care for me, for he never paid me much attention. When he went away, I thought that was the end of it. I believed it was the end of it, and still believing it, conceived an affection for John. I did care for him, truly, and it breaks my heart anew to realize that he died because he didn’t believe that.”

“Maybe your passion for this unknown lover was not as dead as you claimed,” James replied. “The diary alone would not have been enough to cause John such despair. There must have been something else.”

“You have been away a long time, James. John was not the lad you left when he took his life. He was jealous of any man who glanced at me, and nothing I said seemed to alleviate his fears. He would rage at me, and for no reason. Any little thing would set him off. Even if he had never found the diary, he might have despaired of my love enough to end his life anyway.”

“Then you no longer love this man you wrote about?”

“I thought I did not,” she said, her gaze searching his face. “I thought he did not love me.”

Willing himself to feel nothing—not envy as he had felt for John when he had announced his engagement, or remorse for keeping his feelings buried for so long—James turned to stare out the window. “I’ll order Charles to return you to your uncle’s house. Our engagement is officially over, and I’ll leave you alone. You are free, Charlotte.”

“Oh, James,” she cried, moving to sit beside him and taking his face between her chilly palms as the letter fluttered to the floor. “It was you I wrote about in the diary. After you went away, I thought I could forget you and what I felt for you, that I could love John, that we could be happy. I was devastated when he died. You must believe me, James.” Her hands dropped limply to her lap. “But now I see that you are right, too. I did deceive him.” She raised her stricken eyes to look at him. “Yet I didn’t know it, because I was deceiving myself, too. I didn’t realize that I agreed to marry John because he was so much like you.”

Finally, she had confessed—but it was not at all what he had expected. Nor was she the only one guilty of keeping secrets that had led to such disastrous consequences.

Full of remorse for all that he had done and not done, James grabbed her hands and clasped them between his. “I do believe you, Charlotte, and I’m so sorry for how I’ve misjudged and mistreated you. I’ve loved you for years, but I was too shy to say so. You always seemed so bold, so confident, I thought you would laugh at me. And then when I realized how John felt about you, I was sure I didn’t stand a chance, so I went away. If I had stayed home and made my feelings known, how different things might have been! John would still be alive and we could have been married.”

“While we cannot bring John back, we are engaged now,” she reminded him.

By God, she was right. They were engaged. They could be married. There would be scandal and gossip and rumors, but he didn’t care. All he cared about was Charlotte as he pulled her close and kissed her. All the passion and desire and yearning he had been trying to hide and destroy for years burst free. She returned his kiss with the same heated passion, the same fierce desire, the same anxious yearning.

“Poor uncle!” she murmured a few moments later, arching her neck as James’s lips slid slowly lower. “He will be so disappointed.”

“Right now, I don’t give a damn about the man.”

“And if it hadn’t been for dear Dulcie…”

James drew back, a slight frown darkening his face. “I must say, Miss Duncan, I am not pleased that you can ignore my kisses.”

“I’m not ignoring them,” she said, putting her finger between his cravat and his shirt as she gave him a devilish smile. “I’m enjoying them very much. I’m just feeling rather sorry for Dulcie.”

He watched her proceed to pull off his cravat. “If it will make you feel better, there’s a fine young gentleman I know I can invite to the wedding and make sure your cousin meets. I think they would make a lovely couple.”

“That does make me feel better,” Charlotte whispered as she gathered a fistful of his shirt and pulled him to her. “Now let me see if you can ignore my kisses.”

He didn’t even try. Indeed, they would have made love then and there if the coach had not tottered to a halt.

“If you come into my house now with your gown in such a state, it will cause a great scandal, Charlotte,” he panted, his words grave, but his eyes dancing with joy as they moved apart.

Charlotte laughed merrily, and not a little breathlessly. “You are in a state of dishabille yourself, Your Grace,” she said as she threw open the carriage door and caution to the wind. “And I don’t care if all the world knows we are in love.”

Dead Man’s Woman

By Maggie Shayne

Chapter One

Charlotte winced as an inebriated party-goer stepped on her foot, but she kept moving determinedly toward the doors that led to the balcony. The Duncans would be delighted with their party; it was clearly the event of the season, and their daughter had been successfully launched into society.

Unfortunately, the noise, the heat, and the crowd combined with Charlotte’s pounding headache to make her want to escape for a breath of fresh air. Reaching the balcony doors, she opened them to find two people engaged in a passionate kiss.

“I’m sorry.” The words escaped her mouth before she realized it would have been better to make an exit without being noticed. The couple jumped apart.

Charlotte felt the blood drain from her face as she stared at her fiancé. “John! I thought you were dead!”

The lead crystal glass of non-alcoholic champagne, with which she’d been about to toast the New Year, fell from her numb fingers when she saw him. It dropped right over the balcony railing without a sound. “I thought you were dead,” Charlotte whispered again.

He turned slightly, dragging his hungry gaze from the woman in his arms, the woman he’d been kissing, to stare at Charlotte. She heard the glass shatter on the sidewalk far below. His eyes were so familiar—the parenthetic frown lines right between the brows—that it caused her to ache down deep in her belly.

“Pardon me?” he said. “Do I know you?”

Blinking, she realized what that frown was trying to tell her. “Johnny, it’s me. It’s Charlotte.”

“I thought you told me your name was Michael,” the blonde in his arms snapped.

“It is.” His arms fell away from the far more attractive woman, and he stepped closer to Charlotte, narrowing his eyes on her. “I’m sorry,” he told her. “You must have me mixed up with someone else. My name is Michael Drummond.”

Why was he doing this? Pretending not to know her, calling himself by some other name.

She took a step backward as he moved closer, shaking her head in disbelief as she stepped from the shadows of the balcony into the pool of light that spilled from the party going on inside.

When she did, he froze, his gaze skimming down her body. She saw him flinch, saw the way his eyes widened only slightly, before he painted his face again with that blank disinterested stare.

“Oh, this is just great!” the blonde said, because she could see her clearly for the first time now as well. She downed her champagne in one gulp and stomped between them and through the French doors back inside to the party.

Johnny stood there staring, facing her.

“I haven’t seen you since May first. The day we were supposed to get married,” Charlotte said. She hated her voice for shaking the way it was. “I suppose that’s long enough that you might forget a woman who obviously meant so little to you. But how did you manage to forget your own name?”

He stared at her, and she could see the battle going on inside him. He parted his lips as if to say something, but then closed them again, his sharp eyes looking past her as another couple stepped out onto the balcony. “I’m sorry,” he said, speaking very softly now, clearly not wanting the conversation to be overheard. “You’re mistaken. I don’t know you. I’ve never met you before in my life.”

She had to close her eyes to keep the tears from spilling over. But she managed to nod her head. “Fine. If that’s the way you want to do this.”

She started to turn away, but his hand closed on her shoulder. “Charlotte…”

She went still at his touch. God when he touched her it all came back, the passion, the love. She’d loved him with everything in her. “I thought I would die when you did,” she said, and though the words emerged as if wrenched from the very depths of her, she managed to keep her voice low. “I lay on your grave and cried until someone came and carried me away. I don’t even remember who… But what do you care? You don’t know me.”

“I’m sorry,” he told her. “I’m not who you think I am.” He took his hand away.

“No. You’re not even close to the man I thought you were, are you?” Stiffening her spine, lifting her chin, she walked to the French doors.

“Are you going to be all right?”

She paused with her hand on the door. “That’s really not your concern anymore, is it?”

Then she stepped back into the party. Someone started the countdown to the New Year. By they time they got to seven, she had her coat in her hand and was heading out the door, into the hallway, and poking the elevator button. The doors opened instantly. No lines, no waiting. But why would there be? No one else would be coming or going at midnight on New Year’s Eve. Everyone was with the person they loved, sharing that special moment, that special kiss, beginning the New Year wrapped up in each other’s arms.

Just the way she had thought she would be starting this New Year. With her husband in her arms, kissing as they welcomed the future together.

She couldn’t hold the emotions in check any longer. As she ran through the lobby and into the street outside, the dam burst. Tears flooded so thickly she couldn’t see where she was going as she stumbled along the sidewalk. Her body shook with the force of the storm going on inside her, and her mind raced with questions. Who had really been in Johnny’s car when it went off the road and burst into flames that beautiful spring day? And what the hell was this all about, anyway? Some kind of insurance scam? Was he a con artist, a criminal?

Had he realized that she’d been at the church, wearing her wedding gown when the police had come to tell her that he’d been killed on the way to the wedding? Had that been a part of his plan?

She sobbed so hard she hurt. The pain wrenched through her, from down low in her back, around to her middle, tightening like a steel band. She stopped her flight, grasping her belly with both hands, sucking in a harsh breath.

Oh, God. It wasn’t…it couldn’t be…not now….

“Excuse me, Ma’am?”

Charlotte jerked her head up at the sound of a male voice and found herself staring into the eyes of a stranger, and into the barrel of a gun.

“You need to come with me,” he said. He nodded toward a car that had pulled up to the curb beside her. It was long, sleek, and black, running almost soundlessly, and its rear door was standing open. “Get into the car, Ma’am.”

“Look, take my wallet,” she said, fumbling in her coat pocket for the billfold she’d brought with her. “There’s cash, some credit cards. And here, my watch.”

“Just get into the car.”

Looking up at him again, she dropped the wallet back into her pocket and tried to weigh her options. She could get into the car and hope for a better chance, or she could make a run for it now and hope he was a lousy shot.

The question was, just how fast could a nine-month-pregnant woman, who might have just felt her first contraction, run?

Chapter Two

As it turned out, she didn’t need to decide. There were two dull thuds, and it seemed as if the man’s buttons exploded. Tiny little poofs of fabric. He dropped the gun he’d been pointing at her, a shocked expression on his face as he sank to the sidewalk. Then of course, she saw the blood.

There were squealing tires and roaring motors, and a crash that scared her half to death as a small red car smashed into the back of the long black one, pushing it forward several yards. The red car’s passenger door opened, and Johnny yelled. “Get in. Fast!”

She got in, and he was speeding away before she even got the door closed again.

“Did they hurt you?” he asked.

She closed her eyes, only wanting to blot out the sound of his voice and the insane way he was driving until her mind could wrap itself around all that was happening. Leaning her head back against the soft seat, she grabbed the seat belt with her other hand, pulled it around her. But as she fastened it, her hand brushed hot metal and her eyes flew open.

The gun lay on the seat between them. The extension affixed to its end was one she recognized only from watching old Bond films. A silencer.

“You just killed a man,” she whispered.

“I didn’t have a choice.” He adjusted the mirror, looking into it almost as often as he looked at the road ahead of them.

“Are they following?”

“They were.” He kept driving, though he did slow down to a more reasonable speed. They came to large, open parking lot, and he pulled in, shut the car off, snatched up the handgun, and got out. “Come on, come with me.”

She undid her seat belt and got out too, following a dead man to another car, a dark blue sedan, and she stood near the passenger side door. He pulled out another set of keys, pushed a button to unlock the doors. “Get in.”

“No.”

He stood on the driver’s side, looking over the top of the car at her. “What do you mean, no? They’re looking for us, Charlotte, they’ll catch up any time now. We need to move.”

“I’m not going anywhere until you tell me what’s going on, and why you’re pretending not to know me.” She blinked. “And why you were kissing that blonde at the party.”

He licked his lips, glancing back down the road. “There will be time to talk about all of that later. Just get in the car and let me get us somewhere safe, before—”

“Tell me your name. You’re real name, Johnny.”

“My name is Michael Drummond,” he told her. “And unless you get into this car right now, very bad men with very large guns are going to show up and start shooting at you.”

She turned her back to him. “I don’t care.”

“Oh, you don’t care,” he repeated. “What about your baby, Charlotte? Do you care about your baby?”

Charlotte spun around to face him. “Yes, I do. Do you?”

Their eyes locked over the hood of the car. He said, “It’s not…it’s been…”

“Eight months, Johnny. It’s been eight months to the day. And yes, it is yours.”

Tires squealed in the distance. “Charlotte for the love of God, get into the car.”

Battling tears yet again, she got into the car. So did he, dropping the handgun on the seat again, where it would be within easy reach. He drove quietly and carefully out the opposite side of the parking lot, and onto an all but deserted street. Charlotte watched behind them, but she didn’t think they were being followed. Johnny drove to the highway, taking side roads and a convoluted route to get there. Once they blended in with the other traffic, though, he seemed to relax a little.

He glanced at her, looking her over. “What are you doing here, anyway?” he asked at length.

She shrugged. “I had to get away. I just couldn’t stay in Chicago anymore. So many bad things happened there. First you being killed the way you were. And then Daddy—he was arrested on some insane charge that he was involved with horrible crimes. Laundering money for drug lords, the D.A. said.” She squeezed her eyes shut tight. “It was all a mistake. I know it would have been all right if he just could have held on. But his heart gave out before he even made bail.” She shook her head slowly. “I had no one else. With Daddy gone, and the rumors that lived on after him, I just saw no sense in my staying there.”

Lowering her head very slowly, she sighed. “If I knew the son of a bitch who was responsible for putting my father through all that, I honestly don’t know if I could keep myself from doing them harm. Physical harm.” Then finally, she looked up. “What about you, Johnny? What are you doing here? You’re supposed to be dead.”

He pursed his lips, glanced her way. “I’m the son of a bitch who put your father through all that,” he said. “My name is Michael Drummond. I work undercover for the US Government’s Organized Crime Drug Enforcement Task Force. And your father’s arrest was the result of a year-long investigation in which I played the role of Jonathon Stone, got close to him, and gathered evidence against him.”

Charlotte felt as if he’d just stuck a hot blade straight into her chest. “And one of the ways you got close to him…was by getting close to me?”

He lowered his head.

“You used me? It was all just an act? Everything you said to me, everything we said to each other? It was just a game to you?” She stared at him in disbelief. “My God, you made me fall in love with you. You asked me to marry you—all just so you could destroy my father?”

He couldn’t seem to hold her eyes. “I didn’t mean for things between us to get…as far as they did. Your father was pushing for the marriage, and I ran out of reasons to put him off. He was beginning to suspect—”

“So you decided it was necessary to rip my heart out and crush it in your hands, all to keep your cover intact. Hell, Johnny, that makes perfect sense.”

“Michael. My name is Michael. And I’m sorry.”

“Not as sorry as you’re going to be,” she whispered as she closed her hand around the gun, lifted it between them, and pointed it at him. It was hard to see through all the tears, but she didn’t suppose that would matter at such close range, anyway.

Chapter Three

“Stop the car, Michael,” she said, and to his ears it sounded as if his name, his real name, tasted bad on her lips.

“I don’t blame you for being angry,” he began.

“Angry? Angry?” She laughed, a short, harsh sound that made his belly tighten with guilt. He could hear the pain in her laugh. “I’m not angry, Michael. What I’m feeling right now is ice-cold hatred. I hate you. I hate you.”

“I don’t blame you for that, either. It’s good that you hate me. Better for you that way. But you’re not going to shoot me, Charlotte. You’re not the kind of woman who could kill a man.”

“Maybe I didn’t used to be.” She sniffed. “Then again, maybe you never really knew me as well as you thought you did. God knows it’s possible.”

He shook his head. “I was coming back for you.”

“Liar. Stop the car.”

He kept driving. “I know it sounds like a lie. Something any man would say to a woman holding a gun to his head, but it’s the truth. It killed me to leave you the way I did, Charlotte. But I had to.”

“Why?”

“Because your father was on to me right at the end. He told the drug lord he was working for that I was a cop, and a hit was put out on me. If I hadn’t “died” on my way to the wedding, Charlotte, I’d have been killed shortly afterward. Your father had it all worked out with Carl Magenta.”

She lifted her brows. It made him hurt to see her beautiful face so ravaged by emotion. The tears had burned red paths into her cheeks and her eyes were swollen and bloodshot. “Uncle Carl?” she asked. “A drug lord?”

“Yeah. And unlike your father, he lived to go to trial.”

“Where he was acquitted of all charges.”

“A hung jury is not an acquittal. There’s already an investigation into jury tampering underway. Those jurors were threatened, Charlotte. Their lives and their spouses and their kids were threatened. That’s the only reason ‘Uncle Carl’ is still on the streets.”

“Carl Magenta wouldn’t hurt a fly,” Charlotte whispered.

“And those men who are chasing us right now—just who do you think they work for? Hmm?”

While he let that sink in, he gave her a bit more to think about. “You were safe, so long as you believed me dead. Carl assumed you’d been taken in just as he and your father had. But then you came here, to the same city where his spies had already tracked me. You showed up at the same party, were probably even seen talking to me there, and so they have to assume you know. That you were in on the whole plan with me, all along.”

She blinked slowly. “You’re saying Carl wants me dead? Me, his precious, pregnant, honorary niece?”

“That’s exactly what I’m saying. I left the way I did, without telling you a thing about any of this, because it was the only way to keep you safe, short of killing the bastard in cold blood. An option I might have taken by now, if I could get close enough to the son of a bitch. And just so you know, the blonde at the party was one of Carl’s associates. I was hoping to get to him through her.”

“So the blonde meant nothing to you, and you only broke my heart to save my life,” she whispered. “Doesn’t that sound noble?”

“Yeah, it does. Which is why I feel compelled to ask why you’re still pointing that gun at me.”

“Because I don’t believe a word of it. Now stop the car.”

“I’ll stop the car when we get where we’re going. If you still want to shoot me, you can do it there, okay?”

She blinked, then suddenly closed her eyes and clenched her jaw.

“Charlotte?” The car swerved as he spent too much time looking at her and not enough looking at the road. “Charlotte, what is it?”

“Nothing!” She barked the word, keeping the gun on him, though her hand shook badly.

Finally, she opened her eyes again, lowered the gun to her lap, but kept it clasped tightly in her hands. “How much farther?”

“Half an hour,” he said. “It’ll be safe there. I promise. I know this has all been a terrible shock to you, Charlotte. I know you don’t want to believe anything bad about your father, and I don’t blame you. If you give me time, I can show you proof that everything I’ve said is true.”

“That’s not possible.”

“Of course it’s possible. We have all kinds of evidence.”

“Really? How do you document that you weren’t just using me all along, Michael? What physical evidence do you have that will convince me that every time we made love, you meant one thing you whispered to me? That you ever cared about me in the least? You told me you’d love me until you died, Michael.” She searched his face with eyes so probing they felt like blades. “You’re still alive.”

He drove in silence for a while, saying nothing at all. He didn’t know what he could say that would sound any more genuine to her. She was right; he had used her. Lied to her. Made promises he knew he would probably never be able to keep.

But he’d wanted to keep them.

She leaned back against the headrest, closed her eyes, and after a few more miles slipped by, he thought she might have fallen asleep. It was good for her to rest. She’d been through so much tonight, God, so much in the past year. Losing him, her father, and then…

He glanced down at her belly. She was pregnant, carrying his child. He didn’t think she had it in her to lie about something like that. His baby. Due any time now, by the looks of things. The thought of his child being born to a woman who hated him was not a pleasant one.

And yet, unless he could fix things, put Carl Magenta away for good, it wouldn’t matter who bore the child. It wouldn’t be safe. None of them would be safe, ever.

He turned at last onto the spiraling dirt road that lead up the small mountain to the cabin that was his only haven. It was where he hid out in between cases. It was where he retreated when he was being hunted like a dog and needed a few days off. It was the only place he felt truly safe, and it was a place he had never shared with another living soul.

And it was miles and miles from civilization. No phone. No electricity. A hand pump for water, a cold spring for refrigeration, a fireplace for heat, and an outhouse for a bathroom. It was his sanctuary.

He hadn’t been back up here in six months. It was where he’d come to lick his wounds after leaving Charlotte. Where he had come to try to forget her.

It hadn’t worked.

He shut the car off and glanced at her. She was sleeping so soundly he would have felt mean to wake her, still clutching the damn gun. As if she might really use it on him. He knew better. He got out quietly, and left her there to rest. He unlocked the cabin and went inside. His flashlight was hanging from a hook just inside the door, as always, and he used it to find his way around until he got a few lanterns burning.

He was kneeling in front of the fireplace, touching a match to the kindling there, when he heard her footsteps crossing the porch. The door creaked open, and he rose, and turned to see her standing there.

“We’ll be safe here,” he said.

“Speak for yourself, Michael. I think I’m in labor.”

Chapter Four

“Labor?” Michael had faced down gangs of armed criminals and felt less fear than what jolted through him at that single word. “Are you sure?”

Charlotte walked forward, one hand at the small of her back, the other carrying the gun he had left in the car with her. “No. I’m not at all sure. I’ve had three…pains, or contractions, or something in the past —” she glanced at her watch “— hour and a half. It might be nothing.”

“Or it might be labor.”

She nodded, lowering herself onto the sofa near the crackling fire. Its light painted her face and her hair, and though she was puffy and red-eyed from crying, she was every bit as beautiful as he remembered. More, maybe. Pregnancy agreed with her. He saw her tuck the gun behind the cushion, and decided to let her keep it if it made her feel more secure.

“What do you want me to do?” he asked.

She shrugged. “Depends. How far to the nearest hospital?”

“An hour.”

She nodded. “And how risky do you think it is for us to go back out tonight?”

He shook his head slowly. “No way to tell for sure. They wouldn’t be looking at hospitals, at any rate. It’s not like they know you’re this close.”

“Actually,” she said, making a sheepish face, “they might. I was having the first pain when that guy with the gun came up to me. The ones in the car could have seen it.”

He went to the kitchen, pumped water from the hand pump, letting most of it run right down the drain, until it ran sparkling clear. Then he rinsed a small teapot, filled it, and brought it to the fireplace. He hung it on a hinged hook, then pushed the hook into the hearth so the pot hung over the flames.

“I’ll tell you what,” he said. “You just tell me if you feel you need to go to the hospital or not. If you have to go, I’ll make sure it’s safe. That’s my job.”

She nodded. “I’d like to rest awhile, give it some time. It could be false labor. I’ve had it once already.”

“Okay.” He nodded, watching her.

“I’m not expecting anything from you, you know. I mean, you always used protection. This baby isn’t your fault. I won’t hold you responsible.”

He lowered his head. “Do you really think that’s what I want? To be let off the hook?”

“Isn’t it?”

“No, Charlotte.” He sighed. “Hell, I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t know how to make you believe that I—” He broke off there. The fire popped and hissed in the darkness. He leaned over her, slid his arms around her, and gathered her close to him. Then he kissed her, the way he’d been dreaming of kissing her every single day since he’d broken her heart.

She let him. She even kissed him back.

When he lifted his head again, her eyes were sparkling. And she whispered, “Was that real, Michael, or just one more part of the beautiful lie you made me believe all those months ago?”

He stared into her eyes, saw her tears, felt his own throat burn and tighten. “I’m going outside,” he said at length. “I need to turn on the gas to the kitchen stove, and split up some more firewood. I’ll be within earshot, okay?”

“All right.”

* * *

Charlotte let him go, let the door close behind him, and she tried to erase the feelings his kiss had stirred to life inside her. God, she wanted to believe him. She wanted it so much.

She had thought she needed to rest, but now she felt restless, agitated, nervous. Pent up energy sizzled inside her, and she got up off the sofa, picked up a lantern, and wandered the small cabin, taking in every part of it. But even while she explored, her mind was on Michael. What if she let him convince her that he still harbored feelings for her? What if she just gave over to the maddening temptation to believe his lies? What was the worst that could happen?

Maybe he was still working the case, her mind warned. Maybe he was going to try to prove that she had been involved in her father’s crimes as well. What would happen to her baby if he managed to make a case against her?

Would he do such a thing? Once she would have said absolutely not. But once she had thought she knew him. Now, she wasn’t sure of anything anymore.

He was alive. God, that was one thing she hadn’t even fully processed yet. He was alive. She sank down onto softness, and lowered her head and wept with joy that the man she had loved and lost was alive. She had dreamed of this very thing, night after long lonely night. Even if he had lied to her, used her, betrayed her, she still couldn’t help but cherish the fact that he was alive.

When her tears stopped, she lifted her head and looked around the room into which she had wandered. A bedroom with a soft four-poster double bed, made of pine logs, and an old-fashioned quilt. There was a window in one side, and beside the bed, a bedside stand with a framed photograph, glinting in the lamplight, and a spiral notebook in front of it.

Blinking, she set the lamp down near the photo and saw that it was a picture of her. With trembling hands, she reached for the notebook and flipped it open. A pen marked the place where the last person to write in it had left off, and she recognized Michael’s scrawl across the page.

“It’s been two months since I left her, and I can’t get her out of my mind. She loved me. I know she did. It must be killing her to think I’m dead. God knows it would kill me if I thought she was. But that’s just it—she will be if I go back. If I tell her any of this, it could get her killed. I have to nail Magenta. And then I can go back for her. I can tell her the truth and hope to God she can forgive me for the hell I’ve put her through. If she won’t—no. I can’t think about that. I’ll fix this; I swear to God I will. I’ll find some way to make it right again. And I’ll spend every minute in hell until then. I love her. I ache for her. It hurts to breathe knowing I can’t be with her. It hurts to breathe.”

Hearing his footsteps crossing the threshold, she turned toward him, tears spilling over, ready to tell him that it was okay again. That she believed him. That she loved him.

But it wasn’t Michael standing in the doorway.

“What’s the matter, baby?” he asked. “Haven’t you got a warm welcome for your Uncle Carl?”

Chapter Five

“Carl…how did you find me here?”

He smiled. “I’ve been having you followed ever since you left Chicago, honey. I knew that cop of yours would come to you sooner or later. He was nuts about you. Anyone could see it.”

She sniffed, lifted her head. “So you used me to get to him?”

“More or less. We were having trouble keeping track of him. He’s a slippery one. Watching you was much easier.”

A painful contraction gripped her, and she clenched her teeth, doubling over, and holding her belly. “Oh, God…”

“It’s all right, hon. It won’t hurt much longer,” Carl said.

Panting, sobbing, she lifted her head when the pain eased. “I thought you loved me, Uncle Carl.”

“I am a businessman,” he said, as if it were a full-blown explanation.

“Can I at least sit down? By the fire? I’m chilled to the bone.”

He grunted, but stepped out of the doorway, keeping his gun on her as she passed. He followed her into the living room. Charlotte sat on the sofa, pulling the blanket from the back of it over her shoulders, leaning back, putting her legs up. She dug beneath the cushion with one hand, her motions covered by the blanket, searching for the gun she’d tucked there earlier.

“That’s right, get comfy. It’ll make this easier.”

“You’re really going to shoot me?” she asked, her voice trembling.

The door opened, and Michael stepped in with an armload of firewood, which he dropped to the floor as soon as he saw what was happening. His eyes met Charlotte’s, then shot to Carl.

“Listen, I know what you think, but she doesn’t know anything. Nothing, Carl. It’s all me, okay?”

“Of course it is.”

“So let’s you and I go somewhere and work this out between us, hmm?” He was coming closer, his hands raised. “You do what you have to do, but leave her out of it.”

“I’m sorry, Michael, but I have no choice.”

“For the love of God, Carl, she’s pregnant.”

“I really don’t care. I never liked kids, anyway.”

He lifted his gun toward Michael. Charlotte aimed hers through the blanket and squeezed the trigger. But it wouldn’t move. Nothing happened.

“Hey, Carl, uh, you don’t have the safety on, do you? I mean, I’d just as soon not have to go through this more than once.”

Carl glanced at the gun, his finger sliding over the small catch above the trigger. Charlotte mimicked the move, finding the same catch on her own gun, and pushing it forward.

“I’ve been doing this awhile, Michael,” Carl said. “No, the safety wasn’t on.”

“That’s funny,” Charlotte said. “Mine was.” She squeezed the trigger just as Carl turned to gape at her. The shot exploded, and he flew backward as if he’d been hit in the chest with a sledge hammer. He landed on the floor, and he didn’t move again.

Michael rushed to kick the gun away from him, then bent over him for a moment. Charlotte didn’t watch. She couldn’t—the pain was back and it was intense this time.

“He’s dead,” Michael said. He moved to the sofa, sat on its edge, and pulled her into his arms. “It’s over. My God, it’s finally over.”

She hugged him back. “Is it?”

Sitting back he looked at her. “Only the bad parts, Charlotte. I promise you that. There won’t be any more pain, no more hurting for you.”

“Actually, I think you’re mistaken there.”

He searched her face. “Honey…?”

“It’s labor. I’m sure now. We should probably head to the nearest hospital, okay?”

He nodded, getting to his feet, scooping her up and carrying her out of the cabin, and down to the car.

* * *

He was with her throughout the labor, the delivery, and finally, that moment of moments, when her tiny, perfect baby daughter was placed in her arms.

Charlotte couldn’t take her eyes off her child—at least not until she saw the look of utter rapture in Michael’s wet eyes. And then she couldn’t decide which was more beautiful.

He looked at her, then kissed her tenderly. “I don’t know how, Charlotte, but I swear, I’m going to find a way to convince you how much I love you. If it takes me the rest of my life, I will.”

She smiled, tears brimming in her eyes. “You already have,” she told him.

His brows went up, eyes widening a little. “I have? But…when, how?”

“I found your journal. I read what you wrote there after you left me.”

He seemed blank for a moment, then realization dawned. “I hadn’t been back to the cabin since then. I didn’t even remember…”

She slid the baby into his arms. He stared adoringly at the child, then at her. “I guess our daughter gets to come to the wedding this time, hmm?”

“Just as long as the father shows up,” Charlotte whispered.

“I’ll love you till I die, Charlotte. And as you pointed out, I’m still alive.”

He kissed her again, and she knew that this time, there was nothing that could keep them apart.

Night of the Living Wed

By Michele Hauf

Chapter One

Charlotte winced as an inebriated party-goer stepped on her foot, but she kept moving determinedly toward the doors that led to the balcony. The Duncans would be delighted with their party; it was clearly the event of the season, and their daughter had been successfully launched into society.

Unfortunately, the noise, the heat, and the crowd combined with Charlotte’s pounding headache to make her want to escape for a breath of fresh air. Reaching the balcony doors, she opened them to find two people engaged in a passionate kiss.

“I’m sorry.” The words escaped her mouth before she realized it would have been better to make an exit without being noticed. The couple jumped apart.

Charlotte felt the blood drain from her face as she stared at her fiancé. “John! I thought you were dead!”

John dropped the woman in his arms and rushed to Charlotte. “You’re okay?”

“Of course I am.”

“Then why did you think I was dead?”

“I was being sarcastic! I haven’t seen you all night. You didn’t even join me for the toast. After our fight in the car, I assumed you wanted some space. I don’t know why you can’t agree to allow a priest to marry us.”

“Charlotte, I’m a scientist, I don’t believe in—ah, forget the argument. Don’t you realize what’s going on?”

“Besides me finding you in some woman’s arms? Really, John?”

“Forget her, too,” John said, indicating the woman draped over the balcony railing like a doll dropped on her stomach. “They’re here,” he said ominously.

He glanced over the balcony and Charlotte followed his gaze. On the rose-laden grounds below, a scatter of party-goers screamed and fled from the motley gang of lumbering zombies pursuing them.

“No,” Charlotte gasped. “The zombies—the ones you’ve been studying—are here?”

“Not the ones I’ve studied, in particular. Probably from some other nest.”

News stations had been reporting contained patches of zombies springing up across the state ever since terrorists had unleashed a strange virus during a local fair’s pie-eating contest. John’s research lab had been granted access to a couple of the captured monsters, and he said he’d been making great strides in finding a way to manage the “condition,” as he called it.

“It’s going to be okay, Charlotte.”

“Okay? Oh, I hate your research!”

“Disease control is necessary research, Charlotte. My work saves lives.”

“I know, but— How can you talk about “controlling” them? They’re zombies! They eat people’s brains!”

He kissed her forehead then nuzzled against her hair, a sensual touch that always sent shivers up her spine. “I won’t let anyone touch your beautiful brains.”

Charlotte clung to John’s tall, muscled body. Despite the fact his research had taken a strange turn of late, she loved this man. She wanted to marry him. Even if they had argued all the way to the party about it. They’d both agreed on a small ceremony, but Charlotte insisted they should have a Catholic priest officiate the marriage, while John—being a scientist—preferred no religion be involved.

But right now the argument didn’t matter, as the screams from below were making her heart pound like bongos.

“Don’t look.” John’s deep brown eyes found hers. “I will protect you.”

Charlotte locked her gaze with John’s. Never had she seen her geek of a fiancé act so manly. Normally he had his eyes glued to a computer report or on a petri dish. This powerful, determined side of him stirred a wanting in her she’d never experienced. For the first time, she regretted their agreement to wait until after they were married to have sex. “Promise?”

“I’d die for you, Charlotte.”

“Don’t say that! Oh, John, don’t let them get us. Not before we’re married. Not before we’ve…”

He smirked. “You think I’m going to let a zombie chew on me before I’ve had a chance to make love to the most beautiful girl in the world?”

Basking in his adoration, Charlotte blushed. “Aww—”

Just then she saw John swing a wrought-iron patio chair straight toward her. She screamed and ducked. Behind her, a zombie’s head went flying off its neck as the wrought iron easily cut through its decaying flesh and bone.

John helped her to stand and wiped a chunk of zombie from the shoulder of her pink satin evening gown. “Close one. This must be an older nest of zombies—the older ones are not as durable. That could prove to our favor.”

“Durable?” Growing queasy, she wilted into his arms. “I can’t do this.”

“You don’t have to, sweetie. Stay by me. I’ll get you to safety.”

“Wait, first we’ve got to find Tina. I don’t want my best friend to get eaten by zombies!”

“Right. But we gotta move, and fast.”

He lifted her and carried her over the zombie’s still-twitching body, then set her down. She brushed bits of something she didn’t want to examine too closely from her floor-length gown, and then they both dashed through the eighteenth-century mansion where Tina’s family had hosted her party.

Social event of the season? More like six o’clock news disaster. John swiped a silver candelabra from a marble-topped table as they rushed by. “Arm yourself,” he said. “They are intelligent. After their initial feed they only have to consume small portions of flesh to survive, and there is very little mental depletion.”

Charlotte accepted the candelabra with a wince. Yet she couldn’t help but swoon a little over his take-command attitude.

Sucking in a fortifying breath, she steeled herself to stay strong and not turn into a weeping Wilma that John would have to abandon to the zombies because she was too frantic to deal. They were in this together. And they would have their wedding day.

Then she remembered the seemingly compromising position in which she had found her fiancé just minutes before, and Charlotte couldn’t help but ask, “John, who was that woman on the balcony?”

“What woman?” John kicked open a pair of swinging doors that led into a gallery, only to be greeted by delirious moans and groping arms. A fresh stew of zombies in fancy evening dress—guests of the ball—lurched toward them.

“Wrong door.” John grabbed her hand and they raced away from the approaching horde, taking a sharp turn into the kitchen. John grabbed a steel-legged bar stool and shoved it through the door handles, forming a sturdy barricade. “That should keep them back. For now.”

Charlotte wondered if her ribs could withstand the torture of her thudding heart as she looked around her. The deserted kitchen was beautiful in the moonlight, the stainless-steel appliances shimmering silver.

Their lives had been blessed up until now. Would it all end tonight?

A strange hissing noise alerted her.

Candelabra in hand and prepared to swing, Charlotte crept around the butcher-block counter. Hunched on the other side and clasping a rosary sat the priest whom Tina had introduced to her earlier. “Father!”

“Back!” The priest wielded his rosary cross as if it were a weapon.

“I’m not a zombie,” she said, kneeling before him. “Are you okay?”

John swung around the other side of the counter to join them, which startled the skittish priest once again. He swung the rosary like a lariat and clocked John on the eyelid.

“Ouch. Is that what I get for missing confession for the last five years?” John rubbed his bleeding brow.

“He’s not a zombie, either?” the trembling priest asked Charlotte.

She shook her head.

“So sorry, son.” The priest sighed. “Demons I can exorcise. Spirits I can cast out. But zombies? What do I do with zombies?”

“Best option?” John shrugged. “Run.”

“I can’t run. My ticker can’t take it. It’s the end of the world. You two are young, the lucky ones.”

“We are.” John clasped Charlotte’s hand. His eyes—the right one now a little clouded with blood thanks to the skittish priest—reflected all the love she held for him. “And since it’s the end of the world, I have a favor to ask of you, Father.”

“I can perform final rites, if that will give you peace.”

“Final—no!” Charlotte protested. “We’ll survive this. We have to. We’re to be married soon.”

The priest wobbled his head as if to say good luck with that.

“Right now,” John said, nodding encouragingly to Charlotte. “Will you marry us, Father?”

“Really?” she asked on a gasp. “You’d be okay with a priest officiating our vows?”

“I know how important it is to you. If we’re going to die tonight, I want to die in my wife’s arms.”

Chapter Two

“Oh, John, that’s the most romantic thing you’ve ever said to me. I want to be married tonight, too.”

“You two are crazier than the zombies,” the priest muttered.

A loud bang shook the kitchen door.

“It’s them,” Charlotte cried. She gripped the priest’s arms and helped him to stand. “Please, do it now!”

John made a frantic search of the dark kitchen, dashing to the counter where florists had been preparing the flower arrangements earlier. He gathered bits of damaged calla lilies and shredded leaves into his frantic fingers then shoved the makeshift bouquet at Charlotte. “Can you forgive me for being so stubborn about the priest?”

She wanted to grab him and kiss him, but the doors to the kitchen were starting to splinter and bulge inward. “Forgiven. Hurry,” she ordered, giving the priest a rough shove.

“Dearly beloved—”

“Skip the prologue and get to the necessary stuff.” John tugged Charlotte over to the patio doors and opened them. A small breeze brought in the scent of the fragrant gardens, and the dazzling moonlight fell upon their joined hands. No sign of the living dead stalking the rosebushes. Yet. “Father, hurry up!”

“Do you take this man to be your wedded husband?”

“I do!” Charlotte sucked in the corner of her lip, eyeing the kitchen doors. The groans on the other side were increasing.

“And do you take this woman—”

“Yes, yes, I do. Always and forever, no matter what the world forces upon us.” John squeezed her hands, sending bits of calla lilies across her gown. “I love you, Charlotte Masterson.”

Her new surname suited her perfectly. John’s calmness centered her, bringing her into the moment. She would remember this moment always, the moonlight, the adoration on John’s face—

The kitchen doors smashed inward. Wood shards scattered. A horde of zombies stalked clumsily inside.

The priest shouted, “I now pronounce you man and wife, may no man put asunder—”

John swept Charlotte into his embrace. He kissed her deeply, lovingly, perfectly. And there, amidst the full moon’s spotlight, they became man and wife—till death did part them.

The priest’s dying yell didn’t disturb their kiss. Charlotte clung to her husband’s hard muscles. She could cling to him forever.

She felt his desire harden against her thigh.

“I want you so badly,” he said, his dark eyes arrowed onto hers. An intensely dark beauty unlike any she’d seen captured his features and Charlotte wanted to touch him, hold him, please him. “Your skin. Your taste. Your…flesh. I need you. Now.”

She understood. She wanted to strip him bare and love him passionately for the first time. She prayed it wouldn’t be the only time.

“They’ve killed the priest,” she said.

“They’ll go to hell for that.”

She didn’t even notice his gallows humor as she fell into his mesmerizing gaze. The sounds of hungry monsters segued to the background, her pounding heartbeat surging to the fore.

“Let’s find a place to be alone,” he said. “I crave you, Charlotte.”

“You’re skin, it’s so hot, John. You’re like…a beast.”

“A beast who needs you, only you.”

John tugged her out into the garden as the swing of a zombie’s arm clocked Charlotte on the shoulder. Her party dress tore, leaving behind a slimy trail on her skin. John dodged the zombie that stalked toward them.

The creatures were much more stealthy than Charlotte had expected of the living dead. They lumbered, but quickly, and their arm and leg movements were fast. Their faces were whitish blue and their lips black; some had blood smeared on their faces and hands. Intelligence glimmered in their eyes. These were not mindless things, just as John had warned her.

“How could they have gotten here? I thought the outbreak was contained,” she said. “Doesn’t your research—”

“There are nests everywhere, and our research is just that, Charlotte. We’ve only begun to study the ones we have. They can speak, but they won’t speak to us, slowing the progress of our research.”

John swung Charlotte into his arms and leaped over a woman in white chiffon, crawling along the ground as she tried to get to her detached arm. It seemed to have a mind of its own as the fingers dragged it toward the lily pad–dotted koi pond.

As soon as they were in a protected spot, John set her down, planting his hands on the wall behind her and pressing his body against hers. Aggressive and determined, he bit kisses down her neck and to her breasts.

“You’re so lusty, John.”

“I need you. Mmm, your skin is so salty.”

Charlotte ripped open his black shirt and ran her hands up his chest. Hot and sweaty from running, his muscles pulsed under her touch. “But you still haven’t answered my question.”

“What question is that?” he asked, scanning down the hallway in both directions.

“The woman I found you with! It looked like you were—”

“No time, Charlotte. We need a safer place. It’s too open here.”

With a sigh, she nodded and shoved him down the hallway. But had she made the biggest mistake of her life by marrying a man who may have been making out with another woman? No, she knew John, she trusted him. She decided to give him the benefit of the doubt until the coast was clear and they could have a rational discussion.

If the coast would ever be clear… “Tell me the truth, John. Can you really get us out of this mess?” she called, following him through the dark hallways. “When all around us the world is coming to an end?”

“The whole world isn’t ending, Charlotte. Just a small chunk of it.”

“Yeah, but in case you hadn’t noticed, we’re on that chunk.” As they paused outside a door and John listened acutely, Charlotte’s nerves prickled the hairs all over her body. “John?”

He nuzzled her into a firm hug and kissed her. “I’m scared, too,” he whispered. His voice gentled her fears expertly. “We’ll be scared together.”

They crept inside the room, listening for any noise and scanning the darkness. Charlotte turned and flipped the light switch.

“What did you do that for?”

“I hate those stupid horror movies where they never flip on the light,” she explained.

“But what if the zombies see the light under the door? Remember, Charlotte, they are rational, thinking creatures. It is only when they consume massive amounts of carrion that their intelligence seems to wane.”

“Right. So in other words, don’t feed the zombies. I just wanted to look around better.” She searched the room, realizing it was Tina’s. “No signs of the undead.”

Hearing a shuffling sound on the other side of the door, Charlotte slapped the switch off. John tugged her toward a closet door highlighted by a beam of moonlight. “In there,” he said. “Hurry!”

Chapter Three

The closet was huge, stocked with every brand of shoe in the universe. Classic Tina.

Charlotte kissed John’s bruised eyelid softly, the blood dried now, and then whispered, “So they’re as smart as us?”

“Yes, but they are ruled by their hunger. Consuming flesh makes them stupid, and…”

“Less durable?”

“The older ones, for sure.”

She let out a tiny, fearful moan.

“I’ve got you,” John said as he tugged down the torn sleeve of her gown and pulled her closer. “Mmm, you smell good. Your skin, your neck.” He kissed her there, laving his tongue along it in a delirious wave of sensation that set her nipples to tight buds. “Your brains.”

“Please, not now with the humor,” she muttered.

“Right.” He paused, turning serious. “Mrs. Masterson…I need you. Can you understand that?”

“Yes, I can. As inappropriate as the timing should be, it seems right.”

“Mmm…I’ve wanted you for months, but the desire I feel tonight? It’s a craving. Let me make love to you, wife.”

Bending over her petite frame, he kissed the top of her breast and dashed his tongue over her nipple. She arched her back, silently begging him for more. He tore aside her dress and kissed the other breast. The urgency of the moment heightened every touch and sensation. Adrenaline raced through her veins, making her drunk with desire and want.

Beneath Charlotte’s roaming hands, John’s muscles flexed and hardened, and she responded in kind. She gripped his erection through his dress pants, and he hissed at her breast then nipped her none too softly.

“Do you know how many times you’ve accidentally brushed over my cock when we’ve been making out and I’ve wanted to tear away your clothes and have my way with you?”

“I’m yours now, love. Let’s make up for all those times—”

He kissed her to silence. Many a night she’d lain in bed imagining her lover’s hands on her. It was real now. And nothing was more real than the two of them, skin against skin, urgently seeking satisfaction when around them the world was being consumed.

“End-of-the-world sex?” she asked as he lifted her against the door and she wrapped her legs around his hips.

“Wish it didn’t have to be this way.” Gliding his burning hands between her thighs, his fingers found her folds and he danced them into her wetness, igniting an erotic flash of fire that surged through her core and responded to his deft manipulation. “You’re so hot, Charlotte.”

“Not as hot as you.” His skin did seem unusually warm. “I hope you’re not coming down with something.”

“Not exactly,” he muttered.

Somewhere, not far off, the clang of steel against wood furniture alerted them both.

Breaths panting, Charlotte gripped John’s head and kissed him, sharing her desperation. “I want to feel you inside me,” she whispered urgently. “Your big, hard strength. Please, John. Take me.”

They heard the bedroom doors crash inward, and John shoved down his pants. His erection sprang out, heavy against her folds. Charlotte wriggled, directing his entrance. And when the groans of the living dead echoed in the next room, she cried out at the intense pleasure of her husband’s possession of her body. Finding a frantic rhythm, they became one.

John’s gasps stirred next to Charlotte’s ear. He clung to her, his fingers digging into her skin, his body like molten steel, their joining a culmination of strained patience and desperation.

Everything slipped away. The threat of death, the terror of the living dead, the agony of watching others they had known fall. Lost in one another, they surrendered to the brilliance of desire and trust. Together they could defeat any horror.

“I love you, Charlotte,” John cried out and his body shuddered against hers.

Her core tight and twisty with imminent orgasm, Charlotte sighed, and released. Something banged on the closet door. She screamed—not out of fear, but instead with utter bliss, as orgasm captured them both.

Chapter Four

Blissfully sated, Charlotte wanted to hold this man forever. Her husband. Her giddy smile was undefeatable. “That was amazing. I wish we could do it again.”

Clinging to John’s panting body, Charlotte winced as the door behind her moved a bit with every growling pound from the other side.

“Bad timing, sweetie. Sorry about this. Oh, man, you taste so good.” He laved his tongue along her cheek, and Charlotte’s skin prickled with delicious heat.

Another vicious thumping vibrated the door against her bare skin.

They’d had their moment.

“What do we do now?” she whispered. “Did your research determine how to escape a pack of zombies?”

He nuzzled his nose into her neck and kissed her, then gave a quick little bite. She smiled. Still his humor remained, even with the flesh-eating zombies beating on the other side of the door.

But he was serious when he raised his head and looked into her eyes. “We fight,” he said.

Her man had become…well, a man tonight. Or maybe she was finally seeing the real John Masterson, a man who rose to the challenge no matter the danger. Stuffy research coordinator? More like an adventurous hero.

Her hero.

Setting her down, he tugged up her dress and pulled up his pants. His shirt was somewhere on the floor. He wandered into the depths of the closet.

“If we can get through this,” he called, “I’m going to make love to you all day, every day, in every place but the closet. Here.” He slapped a few high-heeled shoes into her hands.

“John, I know you think it’s sexy when I wear heels, but is now really the time?”

“Weapons,” he said. “It’s all I could find.”

“Clever.” She fit the toes of the shoes into her hands, heels pointed out and ready to stab.

A thick shard of wood splintered and sailed over their heads.

“You ready for this?” he asked as they turned to face the growling horde.

“With you at my side, I can handle anything.”

They smiled at one another. And then the hordes tumbled through, decaying appendages clawing and gaping jaws moaning.

John caught the first one in the eye with a heel, and shoved the creature off. Charlotte lobbed a Jimmy Choo at a growling matron in purple taffeta, which managed to take off her ear smartly. Shoes were tossed, thrown and lobbed into zombie skulls, faces and guts. They went down easily, which Charlotte was thankful for as she twisted to grab more ammunition from the shoe rack beside her.

“This isn’t exactly my idea of wedded bliss!” she shouted as hands groped at her skirt.

“I’ll make it up to you. I will get you to safety if it’s the last thing I do.”

She hated hearing him put it that way. It would not be his last thing. They’d live to see tomorrow.

“Follow me,” John directed, and she fit herself against his side, beating at the clawing hands and teeth with a metal-spiked black leather number she remembered helping Tina pick out at Macy’s. “Stay close.”

“I am close! Oh dear, I really hate to destroy this one. It’s Manolo!”

Charlotte felt something tug at her ankle. She shook her foot, and brought the shoe down, beating the zombie who was attempting to chew on her. She screamed and John swung about, taking out her attacker with a thigh-high boot.

“Come on, they’ve thinned out, we can make a dash for it!”

She grabbed his hand as he tugged her through a slew of lurching zombies. Limping from the attack, Charlotte managed to keep up and they soon landed in the hallway. Alone, they huffed and clutched at one another.

“Down the hall,” John said. “I think there’s another bedroom.”

She suspected that was the master bedroom, which Tina had said was where her parents spent most of their time because it was private and cut off from the noise of servants and kids. But if Charlotte and John went in there, they would be trapped, with no means of escape. It could become their grave.

“John, I’m not sure.”

He stopped at the bedroom door. His broad shoulders heaved. His determined gaze reached out and grabbed her firmly, reassuringly. “Trust me?”

Charlotte nodded, giving him permission and promising him her trust. He gripped her head and kissed her long and deep. Hungrily. She knew he loved her, and would stand before her when their final moments arrived.

Opening the door, they slipped inside the bedroom, done in soft violets and pink damask. The low glow of a night lamp illuminated their tattered attire and bloodied arms and faces. They looked as if they’d been battling zombies.

Charlotte started to laugh.

John joined her, and they both fell into each other’s embrace as their laughter segued into tears.

Chapter Five

“I knew you were the only girl for me,” John said as he stroked the hair and tears from her face, “the moment you sat on my lap in the coffee shop.”

“That chair was empty when I was going for the sit.”

“I do have the moves, don’t I?”

She managed a small laugh, then nuzzled her head aside his neck. He was feverously hot now, and she worried he might grow too weak to fend off another attack. She thought she heard him sniffing at the crown of her head, but he was probably sniffling back tears. They had been through so much today!

“I’m glad we were able to say our vows,” she offered.

“I’m glad we were finally able to make love.”

“Men,” she said. “Is that all you think about? Sex?”

He stepped back and, taking her hand, he spun her around in a dance move. One of their favorite pastimes was watching the dancing competitions on television together.

“Mostly. And football, and pizza, and…” He twirled her and she collided with his chest. He kissed her forehead, muttering, “…and brains.”

“Stop it.” Charlotte pushed away from him, having lost her patience for his humor. “I don’t want to hear you make another zombie joke.”

“Sorry, I— I’m under a little stress here, Charlotte. You know humor helps me deal.”

She sighed, acknowledging the truth of that statement. It was one of the things she loved about him. “Let’s problem solve. Are there fire escapes outside the windows? There must be a balcony.”

He shrugged and wandered over to the patio’s French doors. It was odd that he was being so nonchalant when zombies were likely sniffing them out at this very moment.

It was the stress. Or maybe he’d become very comfortable with the undead. After all, he had to be. He studied them.

But he’d never brought his work home—until now.

Charlotte winced at the pain stinging her ankle. She didn’t want to look at it. She would not. Lifting her chin, she decided to go the stoic-heroine route. Nothing would come of mourning what could have been. She’d face the future with the cards she’d been dealt.

John stopped in the patio doorway. “No fire ladders, but there are bushes with big fluffy flowers below. We can jump for it.”

“They’re hydrangeas. Those’ll provide a softer landing than the thorny rosebushes.”

She tilted her head, noticing how the moonlight shimmered over his livid face. But that niggling worry still hadn’t left her. When she’d found him out on the balcony…

“John, who was that woman I saw you kissing earlier?”

“Kissing? You think I was kissing her?” He chuckled and made an exaggerated effort to grimace and wince it all away. “I wasn’t kissing her, Charlotte.”

“Sure looked like it to me.”

When John had seen the zombies and thought the world was going to end—and apparently couldn’t find her, his fiancée—had he grabbed the first woman to hand? Because she’d denied him sex for six months?

“I need to know, John. No matter what the answer is, I won’t judge you or blame you for a thing. Promise. What were you doing with that woman?”

He approached, his slow, easy gait that had once enraptured her, now irritated her. “Charlotte, don’t do this.”

Squaring her shoulders, and hiding another wince from the pain at her ankle, Charlotte insisted, “Tell me now, or I’ll shove you outside for the zombies.”

His I’m sorry face switched to utter shock.

She continued, “Did you think you could fit in a quickie before the zombies attacked?”

“Charlotte, I would never— Seriously? You believe I’d be unfaithful to you? I love you.”

“But you two were in an embrace.”

With a nod, he bowed his head, letting the silence hang. Finally he exhaled heavily, and then confessed, “I was gnawing on her.”

Charlotte’s jaw dropped open. John’s words pounded in her ears. Her gut swirled. She shook her head frantically.

Her new husband walked closer. Suddenly she noticed how bloodshot his eyes had become. And his skin…it was livid and turning blue. And he was so hot to the touch. She’d thought he was coming down with a fever, but in reality he’d been…

“No, you can’t be. You’ve been…?” Even while they were being chased by zombies, the man hadn’t been able to put aside his hunger for her skin, to touch her, and—taste her. “All this time?”

Charlotte’s heart stopped beating.

“I was bitten out in the garden when I was looking for you, wanting to apologize for our fight. I’m sorry, Charlotte. I love you so much. I thought once I got you to safety it would be best for me to leave you. But now that we’ve made love, I can’t imagine ever being apart from you. We belong together. Until death.”

She put up her hand to stop his approach. “Don’t touch me.”

“But your brains…” He winced and she could see he struggled to keep from touching her by clasping his hands to his chest. “…they smell so good.”

Reality gripped Charlotte by the throat. Who was she trying to fool? The future would never be as she’d dreamed. The brick mansion, fancy sports car and 2.5 children? No longer. She had married a man who studied zombies—and had become one himself—for heaven’s sake. Nothing would ever again be normal.

“John, you have to make me a promise. You’ll never go after my brains.”

His sorrowful eyes glistened.

“You promise me that, and I’ll make the same promise.”

“The same… Charlotte?”

Dropping her shoulders, she inhaled then lifted her tattered skirt to reveal the festering bite wound on her ankle. “They got me in the closet. I can feel the heat overtaking my body already. Is this how you feel? So hot, and so…wanting.”

“Wanting. Yes. Like I need skin and flesh and brains.”

“Anything meaty and warm.”

“That’s exactly the craving. Charlotte, I’m so sorry.” He pulled her into a hug, and she allowed it, because he was all she had, her only salvation—and her death. “I promise, I won’t go after your brains. Not even a nibble. Consider it an addendum to our marriage vows.”

“Agreed. But I’m so hungry. Oh, John.”

Suddenly the bedroom door slammed inward. The frantic, tiny form of a white-satin-clad debutante staggered in, huffing, her body trembling, her eyes wide and manic.

“Tina!”

“Oh, thank God, Charlotte.” Tina rushed to them, and the threesome embraced. “They’re everywhere. This is a disaster. They’ve torn up all the bouquets and changed my grandmother into a freaking zombie. And now I’ll never get my picture in the society page. It’ll end up in the obits section. I don’t want this to be my funeral dress. And my hair! One of those creatures tore out a chunk when he tried to bite me. Oh, Charlotte!”

“I’m so glad you’ve found us,” Charlotte said. “Everything is going to be fine now.”

“You think so?” Tina sniffed and squeezed the twosome closer into the hug.

John nuzzled his nose across the top of Tina’s red hair, messily tangled within her bloodied tiara. “You smell good, Tina.”

“She does smell good,” Charlotte agreed.

He met her eyes over Tina’s head and winked. The man was hers until the end of the world. Till death…and ever after.

Bold as Brass

By Christine Bell

Chapter One

Charlotte winced as an inebriated party-goer stepped on her foot, but she kept moving determinedly toward the doors that led to the balcony. The Duncans would be delighted with their party; it was clearly the event of the season, and their daughter had been successfully launched into society.

Unfortunately, the noise, the heat, and the crowd combined with Charlotte’s pounding headache to make her want to escape for a breath of fresh air. Reaching the balcony doors, she opened them to find two people engaged in a passionate kiss.

“I’m sorry.” The words escaped her mouth before she realized it would have been better to make an exit without being noticed. The couple jumped apart.

Charlotte felt the blood drain from her face as she stared at her fiancé.

“John! I thought you were dead!”

The stormy blue eyes gazing back at her flashed with surprise for just an instant before growing so cold, she flinched.

“How did you recognize me, Charlotte?”

She pushed through the shock and confusion clouding her thoughts, trying to make sense of this astonishing turn of events. “False mustache or no, I would know my own betrothed, John. I’m not a fool. But I don’t understand why you would let me believe you perished in the fire…” she trailed off as the truth hit her like a slap. “You never wanted me. This was about the purviewers from the very start.”

It wasn’t a question. She was as sure of it as she was of Faraday’s law of induction. Maybe she’d always known, somewhere deep in her bones, that John’s interest in her had been false, but pride had kept her from admitting how thoroughly she’d been duped.

Though she understood why he’d gone to such lengths to procure the purviewers. The brass goggles were certainly a temptation for the greedy. They allowed the wearer to see exactly five minutes into the future. She and her partner, Alistair, had created them almost by accident during an attempt at unlocking the mysteries of time travel.

They’d been set to unveil them before the Alchemists Tribunal when a terrible fire had broken out in their laboratory. The blaze had consumed her home, her work—and her fiancé. The purviewers were replaceable, but John’s death had left her paralyzed with guilt for the past six months. The Duncans’ Ball was the first social event she’d attended since the “tragedy.”

Only now, with the proof of his duplicity literally staring her in the face, did she realize the truth—John had staged the fire so he could get his hands on the purviewers. Her hands trembled with repressed fury as she thought of what he’d put her through.

John gave her a chilly smile and inclined his head. “I wondered if I’d have to spell it out for you. I should have known better.” He regarded her for a long moment before turning his attention to the pretty blonde on his arm. “Emily, why don’t you go and rejoin the party. I’ll see you later this evening.”

The young woman nodded, scowling at Charlotte as she passed. Charlotte moved to follow her, but John stepped smoothly in front of the French doors and closed them with a snap, trapping her with him on the balcony. He was near enough for her to smell the liquor on his breath, and she drew back instinctively.

She squashed the sudden blast of fear that rose within her and instead focused on her ire. “You’re drunk. I won’t speak with you under these conditions. Besides, you got what you wanted—the purviewers. I cannot imagine why you would return to London or what you would want with me now. Let me pass, John. This instant.”

As his handsome face screwed up in fury, she braced herself.

“Always wanting to be in control, bossy wench. Not this time.” The stranger who would have been her husband by now pulled a gun from his waist and aimed it directly at her heart. His mouth twisted into a sneer. “Your contraptions have stopped working. Now you’re going to fix them.”

“Why would I help you?”

“Because I have your precious Alistair. He’s chained to a chair in Emily’s house as we speak. I’ve set up a lab for you there so the two of you can repair the purviewers. I’ll even be generous and give you forty-eight hours to complete the task.”

The riot of emotions scrambling Charlotte’s brain instantly gave way to calm determination at his words. He had Alistair and beyond that, nothing else mattered. There was no alternative. She would go with John and figure out a way to save both the only man she’d ever loved and her invention, or she would die trying. The whys or hows didn’t matter.

“I’ll need more time than that. I don’t have my notes, they were burned—”

“In the fire? No, darling. I have them.”

She barely restrained a snarl. “And if we still cannot manage it?”

He shrugged nonchalantly. “Then I will kill you both.”

Well that was certainly clear enough.

“Then we’d better move along,” she said, bustling over to the doors and eyeing him expectantly.

Confusion furrowed his brow. “That’s all you would say to me? Aren’t you ashamed I deceived you—the brilliant Charlotte Phillips—so easily?”

It was a real kick in the bloomers, to be certain, but she’d never admit it to him. John’s signet ring and some charred bits of bone had been the only indications that he’d been in the lab during the fire. She hadn’t even considered why the brass goggles had succumbed to the flames so completely when his gold ring had remained fully intact. The inspector had ruled that she must have left a burner on, accidentally causing the inferno and John’s death. She’d been so overcome with guilt that she hadn’t thought it through. Or noted the fact that in fifteen years of experimenting, she’d never once left a burner on. Now the ruse seemed as plain as day.

She poked around for some heartache over her fiancé’s betrayal, but all she found was anger. In any case, it wasn’t as if she’d ever loved him or expected his love in return. She wanted a family, more than anything, and that meant marriage. He had the title, she had the money, and they got on well. Alistair hadn’t wanted her, so what did it matter who she married?

John slipped the weapon into his pocket and tried to move her toward the door, jostling her with the cloth-covered revolver. She made a silent vow to work on her instincts.

She looked down her nose at him. “I would appreciate if you would not do that again.”

“You and that haughty stare. As if you’re so much smarter than the rest of us,” he spat.

“Not the rest, John. Just you.”

He was quick as a viper, rapping the butt of the pistol smartly against the side of her already pounding head. Pain exploded at her temple and she gasped.

“I’ve always wanted to do that, silence that sharp tongue for a change. I should have married you and killed you off after the wedding. That was my mistake. Emily didn’t like the idea of blood on my hands. Last time I listen to a woman, mark me.”

Angering the lunatic with a pistol was not one of her better ideas and she vowed to bite her tongue moving forward. So long as they kept their heads, surely she and Alistair could outwit John Rotham before the two days were up. They had no choice.

Chapter Two

A door slammed shut overhead and footsteps sounded on the stairs. Alistair sat up on the stool as best he could and pasted a bored expression on his face. No sense in giving Rotham the satisfaction of knowing just how painful the manacles around his wrists had become. The bastard was pleased enough with himself for capturing Alistair in the first place.

If he hadn’t been so distracted, it would never have happened. He had suspected Charlotte’s fiancé was alive for a few weeks now. Some of the gossipy chaps at The Wakefield Gentlemen’s Club had begun whispering about Rotham’s disgruntled creditors. While John and Charlotte weren’t yet man and wife, news of their betrothal had rocked London, and the money grubbers hoped to capitalize on her guilt and extreme wealth by asking her to honor Rotham’s debts. Strange when a man, deep in arrears, dies in a tragic accident at the same time that a priceless invention is also lost. Once Alistair had realized the purviewers were destroyed and there was so little found of Rotham’s remains, his suspicions had grown. He’d already begun looking into the “accident” and had just hired an investigator to handle the legwork when Rotham had accosted him from behind and coshed him on the head.

The door to the makeshift laboratory swung open, and his heart stuttered as Charlotte stepped in, resplendent in a stunning red gown. Her sharp gray gaze flickered around the room until it landed on him.

“Alistair.”

She breathed only the one word, but the look on her face said so much more. Her relief was almost palpable and he worked up a smile for her. It wasn’t difficult. Bloody hell, she was alive, and that was all that mattered. He’d clung to the belief that Rotham hadn’t harmed her, but it hadn’t made the hours pass any quicker. He’d needed to see her in the flesh, and now that he had, everything was right with the world. Aside from the pesky manacles and the gun pointed at them….

“If the two of you are finished making eyes at one another, you might want to pay mind to the man with the gun,” Rotham groused. He sounded like a petulant three-year-old, but Alistair reminded himself that such a person would be even more dangerous than a proper man wielding a weapon. He tore his gaze from Charlotte and reluctantly focused on their captor.

“Very good. Now, Charlotte, you will have free reign of the laboratory tonight and every night. At dawn, I will chain you and release Sinclair to do his part. That should keep you both in line, because if one of you attempts to escape while you are unrestrained, the other will be left behind to face my wrath alone. At the end of two days, I expect the purviewers to function as they’re meant to. Then, you will be free to go. It’s quite simple, really,” he said with a casual shrug and a flash of perfectly straight, white teeth.

Alistair vowed to knock them out the moment he had the chance.

“It would assist in our task if we knew how they were damaged,” Charlotte said.

“They worked perfectly for a few weeks. I’d made my way through all the gaming hells in France. Cards, games of chance, horse races, I wagered on them all, and won. Small stakes, you understand, to keep from being noticed. I was on my way to creating a whole new life there. Almost had enough to send for Emily to join me. Then one evening I was peeking through the purviewers right before a bout of boxing, and someone walked by. In my rush to take off the goggles before they were seen, I dropped them on the cobbles.”

He curled his lip in disgust as he tossed the brass on the worktable. “They haven’t worked since. I’ve lost every sou I won and then some. Tried to read your stupid notebook to fix them. A load of gibberish, that.”

“The goggles aren’t meant for rigorous use. Besides, if we fix them, what’s to stop you from resorting to this should they break again? I refuse to live my life in fear, John. What guarantee do we have that this will be at an end in forty-eight hours?” Charlotte crossed her arms over her breasts—plumping them up against the scooped neckline of her dress—and eyed their nemesis pointedly.

“You’re not in a position to demand guarantees. But, I will only require the purviewers for one more use. I’ve worked out a plan that will make me rich as Croesus. You have my word, fix them this once and I shan’t trouble you again.” He started toward the door. “I will be back early to release Sinclair and secure you for the day. Use your time wisely. Two days,” he sang as he exited.

Charlotte called after him, “Just so you are aware, milord, the wedding is off!”

Alistair shook his head in amazement as the door slammed behind Rotham. Even in the face of a crisis, Charlotte Phillips’s dry wit did not fail her. He loved that, and everything else, about her. Alistair gave her a proper grin, then looked closer at her pale face. She was not quite as unaffected as she seemed.

“Are you all right?”

She nodded and attempted a weak smile. “Yes. A little shaken, is all. It’s not every day one’s intended comes back from the dead, kidnaps your colleague and threatens to murder you, but I’m managing. You?”

Colleague. That stung, but he probably deserved it. He’d had the chance to be so much more to Charlotte but he’d turned her away. Now it was too late.

“Alistair?” She pinned him with her too-perceptive gaze as she picked her way across the cluttered room, muttering a curse as she stumbled. “I asked how you were fairing.”

“Same as you, taken aback, I suppose,” he said with a shrug.

“To tell the truth, I feel rather a ninny for trusting him in the first place.” Her cheeks flushed and she looked away.

John Rotham had been a bit of an unknown from the start, and while Charlotte had trusted him, Alistair had not. The second son to Charles, the late Duke of Rotham, John had spent most of his time in France up until his brother’s death the year before. He’d returned to London to claim his title, but there had been rumblings of his poor judgment with money early on. His sudden and relentless interest in Charlotte had been a surprise—and very suspicious to Alistair—but she had taken his courtship as sincere. John had suited her purposes; more than anything, Charlotte wanted a child, and at eight and twenty, time was growing short. She’d lived in America for almost a decade, leading many of the bachelors in London to question her morals. Her willful nature and sharp wit had scared off the rest despite her wealth.

Weak-minded pratts, all of them. He would have done almost anything to have Charlotte as his wife, but marrying him could have cost her her most precious of dreams. And that, he would not do.

He bit back a sigh and tried to reassure her. “He was a fine actor. It wasn’t your fault.”

She met his gaze full-on then and gave a weary shake of her head. “You are a true gentleman for saying so, Alistair, but it was my fault entirely. Better that I accept it and learn from my mistakes than repeat them.”

He pretended to consider that, and gave a solemn nod. “Well then, if you insist, it was rather silly of you. What in the blazes were you thinking?”

She laughed, and the sound warmed him. She had the most inappropriate laugh. A bawdy, throaty chuckle that vibrated in her throat long before it spilled from her lips. It called forth visions of silky skin and dueling tongues, of curvy hips and creamy thighs. Today, though, the sound was soothing, a balm to his soul. When he’d awakened, chained in the lab, he’d been terrified. Until she’d walked through the door, he hadn’t been certain if she was alive or dead.

The thought of John killing her skewered his guts like a lance, but Alistair willed the nightmare away. She was here now, and very much alive. Now they just had to keep it that way.

Chapter Three

Charlotte pressed her hands to her sides, quelling the urge to straighten Alistair’s tousled black hair. She was just so damned glad he was all right. His warm, hazel eyes looked tired and his clothes were a wrinkled mess, but other than that he appeared none the worse for wear. She swallowed a sigh of relief.

“Any ideas on how we might get out of this alive?” she asked.

Alistair’s frank gaze collided with hers and he shook his head grimly. “I’ve been working on it but nothing foolproof yet. You?”

Neither bothered pretending that Rotham was going to just let them go. They knew far too much, maybe even enough to see him hanged. No, he planned to string them along with the promise of freedom, but the moment they handed him the repaired purviewers, they were as good as dead.

“I’m still trying to digest this whole thing, myself. Have you tested the chains?”

He grimaced. “Probably more than I should have.”

She moved behind him and bent to look at his bound wrists that were wrapped around a wooden post. “Oh, Alistair. You’re a bloody mess.” She took his hands gently in hers and examined them closer. “I’ll see what we have here to treat them and then wrap them in cloth. Don’t move.”

He let out a crack of laughter. “Where would I go?”

Removing her evening gloves, she scanned the lab. After some poking around she found some carbolic acid and a hand towel in the mix, which she tore in half. Locating a pitcher of water, she doused a piece of the cloth. She dampened the other piece with the chemical. “This should do. Once we get you cleaned up, I’ll work on the lock. Maybe devise a corroding agent? There are some tools we might use as a pick, as well.”

“Fine idea.”

He let out a hiss as she applied the damp cloth to his torn skin.

“Sorry about that. What about the head wound?”

“No blood, just a lump, I think.”

She wiped away as much blood as she could from his wrists and made quick work of cushioning the manacles with a bit of the antiseptic cloth and stepped away, admiring her efforts.

“There. I’m going to take stock of what we have in the lab. I suggest we spend half our time working on an escape, and the other half on the goggles. John will be checking on our progress, and I don’t want to give him an excuse to shoot us both dead any sooner than he plans to. Besides, if by the time we fix them we still can’t figure a way to get out, at least we’ll have them as a bargaining chip of sorts.”

“Agreed.”

She turned to get to work, and the hem of her gown caught on a pile of debris. “Bother. This dress is going to be a hazard in such a tight space, and there is hardly enough room for my bustle. Besides, being trussed up for a few hours at a ball is one thing, being trussed up for two days is another kettle of fish. I hope you don’t mind?”

She deftly began unhooking the numerous clasps on the back of her dress but froze when she caught the expression on Alistair’s face. His jaw tightened, his warm, hazel eyes going hot and bright, to a poison green. His gaze trailed a molasses path from her face down the length of her neck and lingered on her breasts before he looked away. Charlotte’s stomach dropped, need pooling low in her belly.

But surely she must have been mistaken. Had Alistair ever desired her? He knew all he had to do was ask and she’d be his. She’d made it very clear more than a year before how she felt about him. And he had rejected her. Her cheeks burned at the memory.

“Are you certain that is a sound idea? What if Rotham takes your state of undress as an invitation?” His voice sounded as if he’d swallowed something sharp.

Charlotte considered his reaction. What had started out as a mere practicality had suddenly become ripe with possibilities. There had been many times over the past several years of their friendship when Alistair had stared at her in a way that warmed her insides, or when he’d stiffened when she’d brushed by. But after she’d offered herself to him so plainly and he’d insisted that they could never be more than friends and colleagues, she’d put it off to imagination…wishful thinking.

But if they truly had only two days to live, she wouldn’t let the time pass without making certain he wasn’t lying to her—or himself—when he’d said he only cared for her as a friend.

“There are many layers beneath this dress. Surely Rotham will not be driven to madness by the sight of me in a petticoat, Alistair.” She kept her tone light, but her fingers trembled as she began to work on the tiny hooks again.

“You don’t have a maid,” he continued, his words coming more quickly now. “And I don’t have a hand to help. Perhaps when Rotham returns you can ask for more suitable attire. For now, just leave—”

She’d gotten only a third of the way through the hooks, but it was enough to cause the front of her dress to fall forward, revealing her petticoat with its fitted bodice and even lower neckline.

Alistair sucked in a breath and his protests abruptly ceased. She dared a glance in his direction, but his eyes were locked on her breasts and the bright white thatch of cloth barely restraining them. She’d planned to don her shawl again once she’d gotten out of the dress, for modesty’s sake, but that intention evaporated under the heat of his gaze. His pupils were so dilated that his gold-flecked eyes appeared almost entirely black. The pulse in his neck throbbed and his nostrils flared. He looked positively wicked. She’d dreamed of the day he would view her like this.

Her fingers grew more sure as she stretched to reach the middle hooks. His breathing grew harsh. Her heart pounded as the truth settled deep in her soul.

Alistair wanted her. In spite of his earlier words, he wanted her badly, and she wasn’t going to leave this room until he admitted it, Rotham be damned.

Chapter Four

With only half a day remaining, Alistair realized he wasn’t going to survive this. He knew it with grim certainty. If Rotham didn’t kill him, then Charlotte would. Frankly, he was surprised he hadn’t succumbed already.

As he stared down at the delicate convex lens before him, all he could see was creamy white skin, full raspberry lips and a tumble of dark curls that had long ago escaped their confines. Surely if he was to finish these damned goggles he’d need an ounce of blood in his brain. Instead, it had all traveled south, and he’d been as useless as an addled boy since.

“How are they looking?” Charlotte called to him from the corner. Rotham had returned that morning to bring them food, take them to the privy and then force them to trade places. Charlotte had been manacled ever since.

Reluctantly, he faced her. Her arms were behind her back, thrusting her glorious breasts forward, and he swallowed hard to unstick his tongue from the roof of his mouth. “Not yet. Close, though. I think if I shave a little more off the front, we’ll be there. Then you can finish calibrating the lever.”

She nodded thoughtfully. “Good, that’s very good. We should have just enough time.”

He turned back to his work and she called to him again.

“Alistair? Would you bring me a drink of water?”

He swallowed a groan. Just when he started to get a grip on his emotions she needed him for something. And all of those things seemed to require his closeness. Adjusting the position of her wrists, moving her hair from her face, straightening her skirts. The day before when she was free, she’d even removed her corset. Now every time he looked at her, he had to will himself not to let his eyes drift to her torso, where her dusky nipples peaked against her petticoat. It was almost as if she was trying to torture him…almost as if—

His thoughts came to a screeching halt as the pieces finally fell into place. That little minx. She was trying to seduce him.

He’d wanted her for so long that the constant, grinding need had become standard. It had taken him all day to recognize that maybe it wasn’t just his natural reaction to her. She was actually instigating it. His heart thumped against his ribs as he tried to piece it all together. Surely, he’d lost his chance when she’d asked for his hand last year and he had denied her? He’d been relegated to the role of “colleague” for God’s sake. But it seemed that, despite having found a quick understudy for her affections, she hadn’t completely given up on him.

If nearly losing Charlotte twice—both times to Rotham, in one manner or another—had taught him anything, it was that he didn’t want to face another day without her.

Now to see if his suspicions were correct.

He bit back a grin and picked up the jug of water. “Coming right up.”

He strolled over to the stool and poured some water into the cup on the floor beside her. She smiled her thanks and tipped her head to drink as he put the cup to her lips. “Sorry,” he mumbled as he angled the cup, causing water to course down her chin in a river, soaking the front of her petticoat. “Well, look at you now. I’ve gotten you all wet. Let me…” He stripped off his shirt in a few quick motions.

Her eyes went wide and her mouth trembled as she stared at his chest. It took all he had to pretend he didn’t notice her gaze as he bent and began to wipe the water away with his shirt. First her chin, then down the long line of her white neck, then lower. She gasped as his fingertips brushed the swell of her bare bosom.

He locked eyes with her and all thoughts of teasing her vanished. He let the shirt fall to the floor and leaned close enough to feel the wash of her breath against his lips.

Footsteps sounded at the top of the stairs and he jerked back. Alistair let out a string of curses as he slid on his shirt and began to fasten the buttons. “He’s early. Must be getting anxious.”

Just as he finished righting his clothes and returned to the worktable, Rotham walked in carrying a tray with food and his ever-present derringer.

“How goes it?”

“Almost complete,” Charlotte said, her voice still husky. It sent a bolt of lust straight to Alistair’s groin and he shifted uncomfortably.

Rotham didn’t seem to notice. He merely grunted in satisfaction. “Good. Eat something. I’ll be back in six hours, then. I believe I may have been recognized this morning and I need to leave as soon as possible.” He set the tray of food down with a clatter. “The purviewers had better be ready upon my return. I will accept no excuses.”

He kept the pistol trained on Charlotte as he unchained her. Despite his fury, Alistair docilely took her place. He briefly considered making a move now, if only to get Rotham to take the gun out of her face, but took a steadying breath. They had a plan and six hours to implement it. Soon, they would be free and this would all be a memory.

Rotham took his leave and closed the door behind him. The silence was thick as Charlotte pinned him with her gaze.

“Are you hungry?” she asked.

His eyes drifted unconsciously to the still-damp cloth covering her breasts and he nodded. “Famished.”

She carried the tray over, hips swaying as she moved. She knelt before him and he squeezed his eyes closed for a moment. How many times had he imagined her thusly? Did the witch even know what she was about? As he met her heavy-lidded gaze once again, he realized that she did.

She plucked a morsel of chicken from the plate and held it out to him. He snatched it with his teeth, but her fingers lingered, brushing his mouth in a soft caress.

He swallowed, his eyes never leaving hers. “Do you still want me then, love? Is that what this is?”

Chapter Five

She tried desperately to focus on his words, but his firm, luscious mouth was so very close. “Y-yes,” she whispered.

He gave her a pained smile. “I thought you’d given up on me. Your broken heart mended so quickly. You moved on to Rotham a month later.” There was no accusation, no censure in his tone, just genuine confusion.

She shrugged and tried to explain that which made no sense to her now. “Then I’m a better actress than I gave myself credit for. I never stopped loving you. And with Rotham, at first I figured, why not? I’d already found my one true love and he wouldn’t have me. Why waste time searching for something I knew I’d never find again? Rotham seemed as nice a fellow as the next. I’d have a chance for the child I’d always wanted, and you would still be in my life, in a fashion. There were worse things I could imagine than that.”

She shook her head slowly. “But I couldn’t go through with it. Right before the fire, I was going to break it off with him. That’s why I harbored so much guilt after the fire. The investigator ruled that the accident was my fault, but also, I was going to tell him we couldn’t marry.” She looked away, embarrassed by the tears glossing her eyes.

“Ah, damn it, Charlotte. I didn’t refuse you because I didn’t love you.” Alistair’s voice was a whisper and she had to strain to hear him. “I refused you because I couldn’t bear the thought of denying you your dreams.” He took a deep breath and let it out in a rush. “I’ve told you, I was married before, almost a decade ago when I lived in France. Annabelle died from a fever in our fourth year of marriage.”

She’d hadn’t even processed his admission of love when her heart tripped at the pain in his voice. Somehow she knew what was coming, even before he spoke the words.

“What I never told you was that we wanted a family as badly as you do now. For three years before her death, we tried to conceive. I don’t know if she was barren or if I was to blame, but by the time she fell ill, we barely spoke anymore. I was so weighed down by guilt, and she was so bitter and angry. Like a brittle shell of a woman, one blow away from cracking. I couldn’t bear the thought of doing that to you. Of waking up one morning to find you broken that way because of me.”

Charlotte’s eyes burned with unshed tears as she tried to speak through the lump wedged in her throat.

“Alistair, I—”

He held up a hand and pressed on. “But when I thought you had been taken from me…that there was a chance that Rotham had hurt you, I nearly lost my mind. It was only the hope that you were alive that kept me from madness. What I know now is that what we have together can overcome anything. If we cannot have children of our own, then London has more than its share of children in need of love. We’ll find them together. I want to be with you for as long as you’ll have me.”

Her blood sang with joy. “I will have you forever, my love. That’s all I would ever want and more.”

He met her gaze with a fierce one of his own. “I still envision a little girl with your smile, and your sharp mind. A boy with your adventurous spirit and your bravery. If it doesn’t happen, so be it, but I want to try.”

His face held a calm resolve and her already full heart felt like a balloon about to burst.

“The trying will be the best part! Yes, yes to all of that.” She bent low and pressed a kiss to his mouth. He strained forward, but she pulled away. “You are going to injure your wrists again. If we want to get out of here, we’ve got to get moving. Trust me when I say this is the last time I shall ever refuse you, my love.”

He sucked in a breath and nodded. “You’re right. Get the copper nitrate and mix the compound.”

* * *

Five hours later, she returned to Alistair’s side. She’d done it, with barely a moment to spare. The goggles were complete. “One more kiss. Just in case something goes wrong.” She leaned down and kissed him for all she was worth. As she pulled away, footsteps sounded in the hall.

She stepped back and strode to the closest worktable, scooping up the goggles. There was no time for a test, but any fears she’d had about the upcoming showdown had subsided. Now that she had happiness just an inch from her hand, nothing was going to stop her from grabbing it. Especially not John Rotham. If their plan didn’t work, they’d find another way.

“Ready?” she asked Alistair.

“More than.” He leveled her a lethal smile and the door cracked open.

Rotham strode in, gun first, as usual. His shifty eyes flickered around the room until he spotted them both.

“Well?” he asked, eyeing the purviewers in her hand.

“They’re finished.”

“Excellent! I’ll need to test them, of course.”

“Of course.” She nodded and handed him the goggles. She sucked in a breath as he lifted them to his face then paused.

His icy eyes narrowed and he tipped his head. “Why don’t you try them first, while I watch? Wouldn’t do to flip the lever and have needles shot into my eyes or some such, would it?”

She willed her lips into the shape of a smile and held out a hand. “Certainly not.” She slid the purviewers on and adjusted the lenses before depressing the lever. There was a soft whirring, and suddenly, her perception wavered. She could still see Rotham in the background, but the foreground had become a ghostlike image of the same space, five minutes into the future. Her heart pounded at the image before her eyes but she schooled her features and gave him a wan smile.

“See? No needle shooting.”

Chilly fingers brushed her cheek as he yanked them unceremoniously off her head. “All right then, my turn.”

He kept the gun trained on her as he pressed them to his face, forgoing the leather strap. With a flick of his thumb, he activated them. The whirring began and he murmured his approval. Suddenly, the color drained from his face.

“No!” he cried and wheeled around, letting the goggles crash to the floor. Alistair had slunk up behind him and was almost upon him. Rotham let out a shout as he raised the pistol to shoot. Charlotte kicked the back of his knee with a booted foot and he stumbled. The gun discharged, but the shot went wild. Just as he righted himself, Alistair dropped the stool he’d been holding and let loose a right hook that landed on Rotham’s chin with a resounding crack. The bastard dropped like a stone, out cold. Just the way he saw himself in the purviewers, she thought with perverse satisfaction.

Charlotte bent and pulled the gun from his slack fingers and pointed it at him as Alistair positioned him on his stomach. A manacle still encircled each of Alistair’s wrists but only a bit of corroded chain hung from each, jangling as he moved.

“It was a sound idea. The nitric acid did a magnificent job on those chains,” she observed with satisfaction.

Alistair nodded and pulled the twine from his pocket and made quick work of tying Rotham up before turning to her with a grin. “We did it.”

“I was so afraid the floorboards would creak, or you’d sneeze or something,” she said, a giggle bubbling in her throat. The emotional stew of the past couple of days finally boiled over and she began to laugh hysterically.

Alistair chuckled and pulled her close. “There there now, don’t fall apart now, love. We’ve got a lot of making up to do and I’ll have you in your right mind when we start.”

She choked back another laugh and took a calming breath. “Let’s leave this place, Alistair. We’ll send a runner for the constable and be sure Rotham’s locked away for a very long time.”

“And then?”

She pressed a soft kiss to his jaw and whispered, “And then we skulk around carrying on a torrid affair until we can marry.”

He captured her chin in his hand and met her gaze with shining eyes. “You asked me once, bold as brass. Ever the fool, I turned you down. I shall ask you, now. Charlotte Phillips, love of my life, will you marry me?”

She tucked her head into the curve of his neck. “I will,” she sighed. “I will.”

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A Valentine from Harlequin: Six Degrees of Romance

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Content

A Valentine from Harlequin: Six Degrees of Romance
Nancy Warren
Catherine Spencer
Margaret Moore
Maggie Shayne
Michele Hauf
Christine Bell

One opening paragraph, six unique stories…

Dear Reader,

Contents

Pulse Point By Nancy Warren

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Charlotte’s Angel By Catherine Spencer

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

The Duke’s Dilemma By Margaret Moore

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Dead Man’s Woman By Maggie Shayne

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Night of the Living Wed By Michele Hauf

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Bold as Brass By Christine Bell

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five