Chimera

MetaWars - 4

by

Kelly Meding

For the dreamers and the rebels who make their own paths, instead of trodding the same familiar roads.

One

New Game

Tap. Tap. Tap.

“Do you have to do that?”

“Yes.” Tap. Tap. Tap.

“Are you certain?”

“Yes.” I twisted around in the van’s passenger seat and glared at the older woman in the backseat. I tapped my fingertips on the window glass three more times to emphasize my point.

Alexia Lowe wore what I call her Mom Face—a flat, disapproving stare that probably made five-year-olds nervous, but had no effect on me. I wasn’t five, she wasn’t my mom, and frankly, I could have done without her presence altogether in tonight’s little operation.

Three months ago, if you’d told me I’d be on a stakeout with a recently pardoned Bane as one of my two partners, I’d have told you to go fuck yourself. Maybe followed up by a swift punch in the mouth. Getting any of the Banes out of Manhattan Island Prison, much less working with one, was so far at the bottom of my priority list as to be the inner core to my exosphere.

Yes, I know the name for the outermost layer of the earth’s atmosphere. You try being homeschooled from the age of twelve by two rigorous (but kindhearted) foster parents who firmly believed I deserved the best education possible, despite the double whammy of being a former Meta and blue. Of course I came out of it with the world’s most random comparisons. Plus, I liked geology.

Anyway, the Banes belong in their prison; end of discussion.

My, oh, my, how things change in a couple of months. Things have changed for pretty much everyone in my life. My thoughts on the matter, however? The same. It’s lucky for the Banes that my vote doesn’t matter.

I didn’t mind sitting on a stakeout in a nondescript black delivery van with Ethan. I’ve known him since we were kids. He’s one of my best friends, I love him to pieces, and I trust him with my life. The same could not be said for Alexia. Despite the fact that she’d been part of the Quake Relief effort last month and then cashed in that assistance for a full pardon for past crimes, she is and always will be a Bane. A villain. A bad guy.

It’s a good thing Teresa West is in charge of this entire operation, and not me. I’d have gotten us all killed a long time ago. Leader I was not. Balanced, either, if you want the God’s honest truth. I mean, how would you feel if you’d been burned over 70 percent of your body by an insane genetic hybrid created for the sole purpose of . . . well, we still weren’t sure of the exact purpose of the Recombinants. Just that they’ve been a huge fucking pain in the ass.

The warehouse Ethan, Alexia, and I were staking out tonight belonged to a chain of grocery stores that had swallowed up every other major chain grocer on the East Coast about six years ago. The main distribution center was in Tallahassee (one of the fastest-growing cities in the South right now), but they had other warehouses spread all over the place. In the last year or so, eight of them had been robbed and tractor-trailers full of food stolen. Considering the size of those distribution warehouses, a single tractor-trailer load wasn’t a huge amount, but stealing is stealing.

The human police were stumped. No evidence, nothing caught on security cameras, no trace of the trucks ever found, which, to the geniuses in charge, suggested Meta involvement.

Which logically meant they got us involved.

We were in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, parked a block away from the warehouse’s main gate, tracking all movement on a laptop. Thanks to Marco’s genius with computers, as well as some handy surveillance gadgets gifted to us by a friend in the FBI, we had sound and motion detectors set up around the entire perimeter gate. We didn’t need to have actual eyes on the gate to know if someone showed up.

Ethan “Tempest” Swift sat in the driver’s seat, his face illuminated by the pale glow of the laptop monitor. He’d spent most of the last few hours staring at it, as if he could use his brain to make something happen. Not that telekinesis is his superpower, in case you’re just catching up. Ethan’s power is controlling the wind. He can move it, funnel it, and even use it to fly, the lucky bastard. It’s an active power that’s saved our collective asses more than once, and I’d trade mine for his in a second. Not that I’d ever say that to his face.

Anyway, the laptop would ding and alert us if there was any movement, but I guess staring was better than making idle conversation. Not that Ethan and I ever had trouble idly conversing. I just preferred to not make nice with our third wheel.

Alexia is nice enough, I suppose, and she has an incredibly useful power—she can sense most metals, differentiate between various kinds, and telekinetically manipulate most of them. The ability helped us save a lot of lives during the Quake Relief. Her eight-year-old daughter, Muriel, still lived in Manhattan with her father, whose parole hearing was in about three weeks. If things went baby daddy’s way, all three of them would be living with us at our new headquarters.

In case you were wondering, our little trio wasn’t the only group spending their Friday night on a stakeout. The thieves were too random with their targets for us to determine exactly where they’d rob next. The only thing we knew for sure was that it would happen tonight—every forty-four days the thieves hit another warehouse. The significance of forty-four was lost on me, though, and despite an abundance of useless knowledge imparted to me by my foster parents and their guerilla education tactics, I wasn’t the brains of our operation.

I wasn’t really much of a soldier lately, but I can’t do much to help that. The burns, which have mostly healed, affected my Flex ability to bend and stretch my entire body into contortions epic enough to make a treble clef jealous. Nowadays I’d be lucky to impress a curlicue. My right arm isn’t useful for anything except the occasional punch, or aiming a gun. My foster father Alfred taught me how to handle, clean, and shoot a variety of rifles and handguns, and I’m pretty damned good. I abhor actually doing it, and I’ve never aimed a gun at an actual person before, but it’s nice to know I still have a useful skill under my belt, since I kind of suck at Flexing now. I can still bend and twist my torso, but I can’t stretch it out anymore. The only parts of my body that still stretch to any unusual length are my legs and my left arm.

Losing so much of my Flex power was like being twelve years old again. Those first few months after all our powers were stolen away were the most difficult of my life—no powers, no friends, no one to turn to except the uncaring doctors of the Mercy Children’s Hospital Psychiatric Unit. Not until my foster parents took me in and saved my sanity. Having Teresa, Gage, Ethan, and Marco around while I adapted to my latest loss in powers was the only reason I hadn’t completely lost my shit again.

Even if I am a bitch to be around a lot of the time. But I bet if Teresa really knew everything rolling around in my head, she’d say something along the lines of Better to have your foot in your mouth than your arms in a straitjacket. And I’d agree. Except Teresa doesn’t know everything in my head. The only person who knew, the first person I’d confessed it all to, was William Hill, and all of those secrets died with him back in January.

I just can’t be that vulnerable again. So I play the part of the confident, prickly uber-bitch.

Like right now with Alexia. She knew I didn’t approve of her presence. I was, in fact, pretty well known around the new HQ as the only original ex-Ranger to still silently disapprove of everything Bane-related. Silently—key word. Teresa is my best friend in the world, but I’m not stupid enough to actively oppose her decisions.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

“Renee,” Ethan said, exasperation clear in his tone. “It really is annoying.”

“Sorry.” For him, I stopped tapping my fingers on the window.

In the backseat, Alexia sighed. I glanced at the clock on the laptop. Two in the morning, which was damn close to when the other robberies had taken place. If something was going to happen here, it would be soon. The other two stakeout teams were in different, later time zones, so they had us as an early warning system.

We sat and fidgeted in silence for a while. At about ten after two, the mute laptop made a noise. My heart leapt. Finally, some action. The noise wasn’t the sharp alarm that announced human-sized movement by the fence, though. The birdlike chirp easily could have been just that—a bird flying too close to the fence, or a breeze blowing a piece of trash.

Ethan tapped a few keys. The laptop display shifted to video surveillance of the main gate, an overhead angle from the camera’s position on the telephone pole across the street. I leaned closer to the screen, but didn’t see anything out of the ordinary.

“There,” Alexia said. She’d slid forward between the two front seats, and she touched the monitor at the gate’s upper hinge.

Sure enough, the hinge was moving. Both the top and bottom hinges, as a matter of fact, and the locking mechanism on the opposite side, too. And not just moving. Melting. All of the police reports on the other robberies mentioned the front gate being completely removed, and blowtorches were the most common theory on how that was accomplished. But unless our thieves used invisible blowtorches (and were invisible themselves), this was some sort of Meta power at work.

I turned on my com and said, “Alpha team to Beta and Ceti, we have movement. Possible robbery suspects.”

“Acknowledged, Alpha team,” Marco replied over the com. He was heading up Beta team, and his response was followed almost immediately by one from Ceti team.

A series of chirps erupted from the laptop—more micro-movement inside or around the gate. Ethan changed the screen to show all eight camera angles at once. They were small, which made it harder to see details. Something tumbled to the ground on the west corner of the warehouse, probably a security camera.

“I think it’s safe to assume one of our suspects is a metal manipulator,” Alexia said.

“Human blowtorch,” Ethan said in a quippy tone that made me smile.

“So the human blowtorch unlocks the gate and kills the cameras,” I said. “How do they make the truck disappear?”

“Time to meet the magicians and find out.”

We climbed out of the van as a unit and met at the fender. Ethan and Alexia wore similar uniforms of black cargo pants and black jackets, each with pockets for accessories like coms, utility knives, and emergency cell phones. My uniform was a reproduction of my original—which had been burned beyond usability at the same time I was—made of a snakeskin-like material that stretched with my body. This one was still a unitard, but without the low, revealing back of the first, and with the addition of a belt that held my own extra items.

Under the glow of a nearby streetlight, my hands flashed a familiar azure shade, both comforting and annoying. I’d embraced my blue skin a long time ago, but sometimes it made stealth work tricky.

Ethan led. We stuck close to the building across the street from the warehouse fence, keeping to the shadows as we approached the main gate. There was no traffic here at this time of night, and we’d checked the area an hour ago for any transients or hookers who might turn into accidental collateral damage. Should be just us and our thieves.

At the end of the block, we clustered under the overhang of the building’s main entrance, boarded up and abandoned long ago, which afforded us protection from spying eyes. The main gate was across the street, less than thirty feet away, and just as we reached our hiding place the gate toppled over backward with a jarring clang of metal.

My body prickled with kinetic energy as it always did when my adrenaline was up. Muscles and bones thrummed with the power to change their shape, to release that adrenaline the best way they knew how—except a large portion of my damaged skin no longer allowed such a release. It’s like walking a fine line between pain and pleasure, when the pain is just a little too intense and never reaches that peak that turns into the best orgasm you’ve ever had. Release remains out of reach; pain and frustration is your constant reminder.

It sucks.

We remained in the shadows of our hiding place, watching and waiting for our thieves to show their faces. They didn’t disappoint.

Two slim figures stole into the street from the construction lot on the next block, and for a split second I was confused. They appeared to be regular teenagers, dressed in jeans and sneakers. The boy was slightly taller, with average brown hair, and he wore a red T-shirt with the imprint of a white skull. The girl had close-cut fire-engine-red hair (natural or dyed, I wasn’t sure) and wore several layers of tank tops in different colors. No ski masks, no backpacks of equipment. They couldn’t be older than twenty.

Ethan glanced at me, his green eyes asking the same question as mine: These are our thieves?

Then again, last month we’d come up against the twenty-year-old versions of our dead parents and mentors, thanks to the genetic manipulation of certain government-funded research companies. We’d had more bizarre opponents than a pair of punk teenagers.

Jack and Jill—their new names until we caught their punk asses and identified them correctly—strolled right through the broken front gate. Targets acquired.

I unsnapped the safety strap on my modified Coltson .45, a semiautomatic pistol most popular about five years ago, when Colt bought the Glock and began manufacturing a new line of hybrid pistols. Dr. Abram Kinsey, our group’s resident scientist, doctor, and general inventor, had created and perfected special magazines of tranquilizer rounds for those Coltsons. Rounds we rarely used in the field, but could be useful in taking down uncooperative Metas and Recombinants without having to kill them. Tonight we were all armed, but as the weakest person in our little trio, I was the only one who actually retrieved my pistol.

Ethan turned to face me and Alexia. He pointed at himself, then the sky, with a single finger. At his eyes with two fingers. Translation: I’m going up to see what’s going on.

I nodded. He slipped around to the other side of the building, the wind rippled a bit, and then silence. I waited for a signal, whether from him or from inside the fence. We had to catch the thieves in the act, or all we had on them was unlawful entry, but patience wasn’t my strong suit.

“I’ve got a line on them,” Ethan said moments later, his voice a little hard to hear over the windy com. “The girl is melting a door off a delivery platform while the boy’s backing up a tractor-trailer.”

Well, now we had them on destruction of property. “Copy that,” I said. “How do you want to do this?”

“We need to stop them before they finish loading the truck. One of them definitely manipulates metal, and once they’re inside the truck, they have a two-ton weapon at their disposal.”

“I can get us inside through another entrance,” Alexia said. “Once they’re busy loading food, they probably won’t notice us until it’s too late.”

“Okay, there’s an employee door on the north side of the warehouse, about twenty yards from the gate. Hold on.”

I counted to seven before he ended the pause.

“They’re inside. Go now.”

Alexia and I ran across the street, right through the nonexistent gate. Our shoes were quiet on the blacktop, and Ethan was waiting for us at our entry point. Two blue metal doors had NO ADMITTANCE painted in white letters, like a dare.

Alexia pressed her palms against the door, doing whatever it was she did when she “read” metal. She could identify types of metals, even from a distance, and the more natural a metal’s state, the easier it was for her to move or break it.

“Hinges and locks,” she said. “I can break through them with little damage.”

“Perfect,” Ethan said.

“Do you think they’ll bill us for this?” I asked, and he snickered. One of our workplace rules was to cause as little property damage as possible.

We did our best.

Alexia used her Meta power to tear apart the metal in the left door’s hinge and lock, and as a unit we quietly moved the heavy door out of the way. No alarms sounded, which did not surprise me, since (as with the blowtorched gates) all of the police reports said that alarm systems were tampered with.

We entered a short lobby that led into a long hallway. We’d all studied the specs of the warehouse beforehand, so getting through the management section of the building was easy. Then down a long, drab corridor that ended at a pair of swinging double doors. Opaque glass squares didn’t give us much of a view into the main warehouse, but the lights were on. I heard the gentle hum of voices—nothing else to indicate they were moving pallets yet.

Ethan shifted to my right, ready to shove open the door. I thumbed the safety off my Coltson. My heart pounded. My body thrummed with anticipation.

Both doors swung inward on a pop of kinetic energy and slammed flat against the wall on either side. I stepped backward, stunned by the sudden action. Jack and Jill stood less than ten feet away, side by side, feet spread and hands out to their sides like passengers steadying themselves on a rocking boat. Only they weren’t unbalanced. They were ready to fight.

“Didn’t your parents tell you it isn’t polite to crash other people’s parties uninvited?” Jack said in a familiar, petulant teenager tone.

I bristled. Oh, I didn’t like this kid. “Didn’t your parents tell you it’s even less polite to break-and-enter other people’s property?” I asked, and raised my right hand. Over the sight of the pistol, I stared down our teenage thieves.

As a trio, we moved a few steps forward, into the frame of the doorway.

“Since when do Rangers carry guns?” Jill asked.

“News flash, kiddo,” I said. “We aren’t the Rangers anymore. Now, why don’t you both put your superpowered hands behind your backs and come with us quietly?”

“No.”

“We’re busy,” Jack said with a snarl in his voice. He snapped his right hand in our direction.

Energy crackled, and before we could react to defend ourselves, the double doors came slamming right back at us. Like an unexpected tackle from a defensive lineman, the blow sent all three of us tumbling backward in a messy, painful heap. Light exploded behind my eyes as my head cracked off the cement floor. Ethan’s elbow hit my gut. Alexia was somewhere under my left shoulder.

“Okay,” Ethan said as he rolled off to the right. “Now I’m pissed.”

“No more easy way, right?” I said.

“No more easy way.”

Fan-fucking-tastic. Time to take down some teenagers.

Two

The Ante

Jack had figured out a way to lock the double doors, so we had to waste time letting Alexia tear apart the hinges, and then we knocked the doors down flat. They slammed into the floor with a deafening thud that vibrated up my feet.

Inside the warehouse, three shrink-wrapped pallets were moving into the back of a tractor-trailer. And when I say they were moving, I mean on their own. No pallet jack, no forklift. The pallets hovered a few inches above the ground and slid into the truck. Had to be Jack, which slapped a big, fat telekinetic label on his forehead. Powerful, too, to be moving three pallets at once.

Our targets were both out of sight, hiding somewhere inside the cavernous warehouse and its labyrinth of wrapped pallets, some stacked at least three high. Ethan motioned for us to split up. He gathered the wind and soared up into the rafters to get a bird’s-eye view. The air rippled, and then he careened into the far wall. He hit with a shout and dropped straight to the cement floor, out of sight. It took seconds.

Fury bubbled up from deep inside me, rippling over my skin and through my bones. I wanted to run to Ethan and make sure he was okay, but more than that, I wanted to hurt someone on his behalf. “Tell me you’re okay, Wind Bag,” I said over the com as I charged into the maze of pallets.

No response.

Shit, shit, shit.

Wood creaked nearby as another pallet rose off its stack and hovered its way toward the tractor-trailer. I didn’t know where Alexia was, and I didn’t care. I crept down a row of pallets, listening carefully, channeling my anger into my senses, cataloguing everything—sights, sounds, smells. Something squeaked to my left, and I slipped through an opening between two stacks of pallets. Peeked around the corner.

Jack stood with his back to me, hands out like some fool worshipping at an altar, probably directing his latest pallet of stolen food. I steadied my right hand with my left and sighted the center of his back. The short hairs on my neck prickled with an innate sense of being watched—a sense I’d honed since I was a child and molded to perfection during my days in Las Vegas. That prickling gave me just enough time to duck.

The food above me exploded in a blast of heat, melted plastic, and burning cardboard. The odor of scorched popcorn hit me, along with hot kernels and other bits of superheated shrapnel. I scrambled away, my own skin rippling with memories of agony and helplessness.

I couldn’t see Jill, but I knew she’d done that. The heat blast must have been what knocked Ethan for a loop and what she’d used to melt so many locks and hinges. The powers reminded me of Mayhem, a Bane we’d fought and beaten that final day in Central Park fifteen long years ago. She’d sent concentrated heat blasts in much the same way. And that day, Ethan was the one who’d taken her down.

Please, God, Ethan, you have to be okay.

Someone shrieked far away—a female voice too high-pitched to be Alexia’s. Maybe she’d gotten the drop on Jill. I scooted around my row of pallets until I found another break in the line. It was too thin for my entire body. I concentrated on the muscles and bones in my neck, allowing them to stretch out, burning some of that excess adrenaline as I fit my head down the row and left the rest of my body behind. Peeked around the corner.

Jill was facedown on the cement floor, Alexia braced on top of her, holding her down. They were struggling, and Jack was nowhere to be seen. I retracted my head, then climbed. I couldn’t get through, so I just went over. The boxes held me, and I scrambled to the top.

“What hit me?” Ethan said over the com.

Relief almost tripped me as I stood up and got my bearings. Two more pallets floated their way into the tractor-trailer. Alexia seemed to be doing okay with Jill, so I hopped to the next pallet, eyes peeled for Jack. Something dark zinged in my direction, and I dropped to my knees in time to avoid a child-sized box from slamming into me. It crashed into a taller pallet, smashing and spilling pasta all over the place.

Death by pasta. That’s original.

Not for the first time in my life, I wished for an active power. Teresa’s orbs could blast through everything standing between me and my prey. Ethan’s hot air could knock down pallets and trap the creep. Marco could shift into a panther and prowl the shadows in utter silence. Even Gage’s hypersenses would be more useful in finding this kid.

Someone yelled again—this time I was pretty sure it was Alexia. And then my pallet tower began shaking, as though the building had been hit by an earthquake. I fell to my knees and held on to the plastic wrap beneath me. Metal rolled. It took a second to figure out the noise—the back of the trailer was closing. The pallets were still shaking and the movement churned my stomach. I stretched my left arm out to get a solid grip on the next pallet, then used the anchoring hold to jump across the narrow space between them.

I moved like this, a monkey swinging through the jungle, until I got back to the front of the warehouse, nearer to the trailer. Jack and Jill were running together toward an exit door. I jumped down from the shaking pallets, amazed he could keep that up while running like a coward, then aimed my gun again.

“Stop!” My voice bounced through the warehouse. “I will shoot you!”

They both skidded to a halt with five feet between them and the door. They turned slowly, in opposite directions. I had no cover, nowhere to hide if they struck. Jill seemed to be the most dangerous, so I aimed at the center of her chest and squeezed the trigger. Something solid slammed into my back, and I pitched forward just as the gun went off. The red tip of the dart struck Jill’s arm—the only thing I saw before I hit the ground face-first.

The world spun sharply. Breathing was difficult, because whatever hit me was still holding me down like a sack of sand between my shoulder blades.

Metal squealed. An engine rumbled to life.

They’re getting away.

I couldn’t get the weight off. Outside, the more horrific screeching noise was followed by a loud, metallic bang. I got my hands beneath me and gave a hard shove that finally dislodged the thing holding me down—three commercial sacks of flour. One split open and spat white powder into the air. I rolled onto my knees.

The trailer hadn’t moved more than a few inches from the dock. The rumble of the truck’s engine was moving away. I stared, confused by how that was possible. The exit door next to the truck swung open and Alexia limped inside. Her bottom lip was split and oozing blood, but she seemed . . . pleased.

“Are you all right?” she asked.

“Think so.” My back was sore and my head hurt, but nothing was broken or permanently maimed. “What happened?”

“I broke the mechanisms attaching the trailer to the truck, and I managed to tear a hole in the gas tank before they clocked me. I anticipated both stopping them, but the telekinetic simply moved the entire truck with his power.”

“Damn.”

“Can we follow them?” Ethan asked from somewhere to our left. He came around the corner of a pallet, cradling his left hand to his chest. He looked paler than usual—which was saying something, because he’s half Irish and doesn’t tan—and was leaning against the pallet for support.

“It’s doubtful,” Alexia said. “The boy is powerful.”

“I shot one of them,” I said. I wished I’d been able to shoot both of them. I struggled to my feet, my sore back protesting every shift of muscle, then stumbled over to Ethan. “You okay, pal?”

“Think so,” he said. “Fortunately, I hit the wall wrist-first, instead of headfirst.”

I looked at the wrist he was cradling. His fingers were already swollen, the skin red and tight. “Shit.”

“It’s fine.” The pain bracketing his eyes told a different story. “Let’s call this in so we can get out of here.”

“I’ll do it,” Alexia said.

I surveyed the damage done to the warehouse—broken doors, broken trailer, broken boxes of food. “The cops are going to have a fit.”

“Well, look on the bright side, Stretch,” Ethan said.

“What’s that?”

“They didn’t steal the food. And we all got good looks at their faces. They won’t stay anonymous for long.”

Small comfort, but at this point, I’d take it.

* * *

We didn’t make it back to our new HQ until close to five-thirty a.m., and all three of us were having trouble staying awake during the puddle-jump over to the island.

Yes, the island.

After Los Angeles was declared an uninhabitable disaster zone, we had to evacuate. Since we’d just sunk a huge amount of money into buying and renovating a Beverly Hills mansion into our new headquarters, we were at a bit of a loss as to where to go. Los Angeles had been the home of the Ranger Corps for over a hundred years, and now that the Rangers were officially disbanded, we needed a fresh start. A few days of discussion (and arguing) led to an un-unanimous decision to move our operations to the East Coast—not only for that fresh start we needed, but also to show solidarity with the Metas still imprisoned on Manhattan.

You can guess how I felt about that solidarity thing.

I don’t know who pulled strings or cashed in favors, but as a way of saying thank you for our help in the Quake Relief effort (and possibly as a way to gain our support in the upcoming election) the president gave us Governors Island.

Yep, that’s right.

Half the island was burned to the ground during the War, and the other half had sat abandoned ever since. The intact buildings had more than enough space for the original five ex-Rangers (including me) and any other Metas who’d joined us. Currently, thirty-six people lived there. We had two puddle-jumpers (think small four-person helicopters that could go short distances fast and were easy enough for most of us to fly) to get us from the island to a private parking lot near the Ellis Island observation tower lot, where we keep our Sports and work vans.

I didn’t like living so close to either the imprisoned Banes or the federal agents who lorded over them, but as usual I bowed to the majority. Without my friends, I had nothing. No matter how much I disagreed, I wouldn’t do anything to lose the only family that had ever mattered. So we packed up everything and everyone and moved into what was once a military barracks called Liggett Hall. And as usual, we had a crap-ton of work to do cleaning and rebuilding what time and battle had torn down.

The puddle-jumpers were easy to fly and most of us had lessons within a week. I landed the puddle-jumper in a square of grass right in front of HQ’s main entrance. Something about this building made me think of a college campus—the brickwork, the arches, maybe its length and sense of quiet, nestled here among trees just starting to lose their summer green. It was still predawn dark, but exterior floodlights had come on to welcome us home.

Two figures waited on the archway steps while I locked the puddle-jumper down. Once the blades stopped moving and we began climbing out the doorless sides, they came toward us.

Teresa “Trance” West strode across the lawn, her purple-streaked hair flying around her lavender face in that mad, furious way it did when her hair went in and out of a bun several times in one day. It hinted at her stress level and the fact that she hadn’t slept in a while, which was becoming a worse and worse habit for our leader. Her face betrayed exhaustion and concern, and I hated that tonight’s little escapade had put those things there.

She was shadowed by Aaron Scott, a hybrid-Changeling who could mimic the exact shapes and faces of other people, as well as crash through walls if he got a good enough running start. He ignored the rest of us and went straight for Ethan. The pair hugged, and despite what had to be excruciating pain in his very swollen left hand, Ethan seemed to relax a bit in his boyfriend’s arms.

I envied him the comfort that a single touch could offer.

We’d given Teresa a report on the way home from Pennsylvania, so our scattered injuries weren’t a surprise. She still gave each of us a critical look before saying, “You’re all expected to report to the infirmary before you get some rest.”

“No argument from me,” Ethan said. His head rested on Aaron’s shoulder, while Aaron held him up with an arm around his waist. The pair had become more comfortable with PDA around their close friends, but they still avoided it in public. Or rather, Ethan seemed to—old habits and fears died hard.

I just shrugged. Dr. Kinsey couldn’t do anything except give me an aspirin and tell me to relax, and I wasn’t really hurt anyway. Just a little bruised. I’d go, though, because Teresa was wearing her argue-at-your-own-peril face. It was a scary face.

“What about the photo we sent?” Alexia asked.

While he was coming to his senses after being slammed into a brick wall, Ethan had managed to take a cell phone photo of Jack and Jill. He’d sent it to Marco for uploading into our database, and if we were lucky we’d be able to get a face match on our thieves. It was the only photo anyone had managed to take so far.

“It’s in the system,” Teresa replied. “Marco will call me as soon as there’s information. Now get to the infirmary.”

She spun on her heel and walked back into HQ. As she went, I realized what had seemed so off about that brief encounter—no Gage. The pair were always together, supporting each other, especially during active operations. They’d stepped into an unofficial dual leadership role since getting together in January. Unofficial in the sense that while Teresa was our unequivocal team leader, we deferred to Gage in her absence out of habit. Mostly he seemed okay with that, but lately I wasn’t entirely sure.

Last month, Gage had been badly hurt during our encounter with the clones of dead Rangers, and he’d been trapped in a sling while his broken collarbone repaired itself. It meant staying behind a lot and not supporting Teresa in the field like he was used to doing. Gage and I weren’t as close as we could be, but something about him had changed since that fight. It could have to do with his injury as much as with the fact that one of the clones had been his older brother Jasper, who’d died when Gage was twelve.

Seeing Jasper again—fighting him—had to have been weird as hell.

All of the clones had been weird as hell, including the clone of William’s father, who’d once gone by the code name Sledgehammer. The resemblance between father and son was incredible. We’d battled five clones that day. Four were still out there somewhere.

Aaron and Ethan set off for the infirmary, with Alexia and me trailing a few steps behind. Despite Aaron’s dramatic introduction into our lives, as well as Ethan’s initial reticence to come out as gay, they really were a cute couple. And they seemed happy, which was something I hadn’t seen from Ethan in a long, long time. Most of the demons that had haunted him since our repowering in January were gone.

Maybe one day I’d be lucky enough to smile like that, free of anger and fear and self-loathing.

Maybe.

Probably not.

The infirmary was close to the entrance on purpose. We were an injury-prone group, which surprised no one considering our profession of choice, and getting people medical attention as fast as possible seemed prudent. Dr. Abram Kinsey was already awake and waiting for us, as was his assistant Jessica Lam. Jessica came to us a few weeks ago, seeking a place to stay, as well as help controlling her Meta powers. She was a nursing student, two years into her studies, when she discovered she had the ability to touch someone’s bare skin and hear their thoughts. Her Meta power made nursing difficult to pursue, so she quit. Now she was getting all kinds of hands-on experience, as well as studying with Dr. Kinsey in her free time.

Jessica handled Alexia and my minor wounds, while Dr. Kinsey crowded Ethan over to a cot so he could examine his swollen hand. Aaron hovered the entire time, even though he had zero reason to distrust Kinsey’s medical care. Kinsey was Aaron’s father in a six-degrees-of-genetic-manipulation kind of way.

As expected, I was dosed with aspirin and discharged. We’d converted the old barrack dormitories into private rooms—although we still had to share central bathroom facilities. I’d painted my own room a comforting shade of pale yellow with navy blue trim around the two windows and doorframe. Other than that, it had a bed and a closet, and that was all I wanted. My few personal belongings were stored in the closet, and it was the first time in my life I’d had a bedroom without a mirror in it. My hair was short enough that it behaved after three quick strokes with a brush; I didn’t need to see any other part of my body.

I shucked off my uniform and collapsed into bed in my underwear, too achy and exhausted to bother putting anything else on. Instead of sleep, my mind was stuck on an image of Jack and Jill—young and cocky and stealing food.

Why?

Something told me the answer was worth finding.

Three

House Rules

My cell phone woke me from a fitful sleep with an insistent buzz. A specific buzz, too, telling me I had an urgent message from the War Room—a function programmed into all of our phones.

Debriefing at noon.

Joy. It was almost eleven already, which gave me enough time to grab a hot shower and get something to eat. The shower loosened sore muscles and comforted my newest bruises. Since I was already blue in many places (except for the purple and pink parts that were burn scars), bruises turned my skin inky black. My back looked like a fountain pen had exploded all over it.

I’ve been blue-skinned since I was eight years old. Out of the last twenty years of my life, I’ve spent maybe two of them hating my unusual appearance—the first year and the year after the War, when we lost our powers and the surviving Meta kids were sent our separate ways. For the rest of those years, I’d had people around me who accepted me for who I was and what I looked like. First the Rangers, and then my foster parents. I’d learned to love my unique (to say the least) appearance.

Lately, though, the very things I used to love make me turn away from my reflection. And don’t think it’s because I’m vain and my scars make me sick. It isn’t that, not really. The scars are part of me now. It’s how my powers have changed. I’ve always felt like a lesser Meta than my friends, with a less useful power that only occasionally comes in handy. Now that my powers are barely functioning and I’ve resorted to running around with a gun . . . well, you can figure it out.

And no amount of pep talks from Teresa or tequila shots with Ethan have made me feel better about my situation. It didn’t help that the front-runner in this year’s presidential election was running on a successful anti-Meta platform, and that in six months we had a very real chance of being locked up as weapons of mass destruction. People were scared of us, period, and the Recombinants running around causing trouble (not to mention devastating 9.0 earthquakes in California) were only digging our grave faster and wider.

It’s hard to get up every single day and fight for a future we don’t have.

But I do, because it’s just not in me to lie down and die. It’s not in any of us.

I headed down to the cafeteria on the first floor to grab some coffee before the debriefing. There’s no regular meal schedule, just an open kitchen that’s kept stocked with basics so people can come and go as they please. It’s probably not the most cost-effective system, but trying to schedule mealtimes and assign cooking duties would be pointless. We’re off the island at regular meal hours half the time, anyway.

But there is always plenty of hot coffee ready, and I poured a mug to take with me. I contemplated a platter of bagels that was left out on one of the dozen round tables, then seized one that looked like blueberry. Might as well put something in my stomach besides caffeine. On my way out I nearly ran right into Double Trouble. An exhausted, pale Double Trouble who looked like she wanted to find the nearest receptacle and toss her lunch.

Three months ago, through a series of unfortunate events, our newest teammate Dahlia Perkins permanently joined bodies with hybrid-Changeling Noah Scott (Aaron’s younger brother). They can take turns “owning” the body—controlling the physical actions, as well as appearance—but so far we’ve been unable to figure out how to separate them from each other. I’d never say it out loud, but I feel sorry for them. I don’t know how I’d cope, always having someone else in my head.

And lately the pair hasn’t been looking so hot—in either face. Noah is in control more often than not, and when Dahlia comes out she always looks exhausted. Or like she’s getting over a serious bout of food poisoning. Changelings weren’t meant to carry more than one host at a single time, and the former Changeling called Ace (who took permanent residence in Noah Scott back in June) had been hosting two for the last three months. He couldn’t absorb Dahlia permanently, and because her physical body died when she was absorbed, he also couldn’t kick her back out. They were stuck with each other, and it wasn’t doing either of them any favors—except when they combined their two Meta powers. Dahlia absorbed fire; Ace the Changeling was telekinetic.

Then they were pretty damned amazing to see in action.

At the moment, Dahlia was in control. Here on the island, Noah and Aaron were free to wander around in their own faces if they wished, but outside our little world, they were still wanted criminals. Noah hid behind Dahlia on the rare occasions when they went out, while Aaron had created an entire persona named Scott Torres, who was quite well known among the Manhattan prisoners.

“Sorry,” I said, even though I was the one whose coffee nearly ended up on her clothes.

“My fault,” Dahlia said. “You okay?”

“Fine, why?”

“I don’t know, you had this odd look on your face a second ago.”

“This is what I look like on four hours of sleep. I know it’s not pretty, but there it is.”

She scowled. “Never mind. See you later.”

A tiny flash of guilt cooled my stomach as she brushed past me. That had been happening more often lately—not so much me snapping at Dahlia, but feeling guilty about it afterward. Being stuck to Noah like that couldn’t be fun for her (God knows it blew for the rest of us), but I never used to care what she thought of me. Or anyone else, for that matter, except for Teresa, Gage, Marco, and Ethan.

Something occurred to me and I turned around. “Hey, Dahlia? Are you going to the debriefing?”

She paused while reaching for a bagel, and when she looked over her shoulder, her face was stormy. “No.”

“Okay.”

Halfway to the War Room, the significance of her exclusion hit me. Dahlia had been with us since January, and she’d been part of most of our biggest operations, up to and including the move to the East Coast. But she hadn’t been part of last night’s stakeouts, and she wasn’t invited to the meeting today. Why?

Who cares?

I made it to the War Room with a few minutes to spare. Both a conference room and a communications center, the War Room has a long, U-shaped conference table lined with chairs, two large monitors set up on the wall opposite the windows, and a workstation below them. A shoulder-high wall splits the conference room from the communications side, where the majority of Marco’s computer magic happens.

Marco Mendoza was at the conference terminal when I entered. He glanced up and nodded, then returned to his work. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d seen Marco smile. Or willingly join in a casual conversation. More and more, he reminded me of the nearly feral kid who spent more time as a panther than as a human, just so he didn’t have to make friends. Ever since he was absorbed by another hybrid-Changeling for a day, and then pulled apart by our ally Simon Hewitt, a powerful telepath . . . Marco had changed.

I grabbed a seat and ate my bagel while the others filed inside. Teresa and Gage McAllister, together for a change, but with a noticeable distance between them. Alexia and Ethan came in together, in the middle of a chat about Alexia’s daughter Muriel. His left wrist was wrapped tightly in a bandage, the fingers less swollen than when I last saw him. The only face I wasn’t used to seeing in these meetings was Sebastian Rojas, another pardoned Bane. He could spit acid and was super-strong, and he had actual pre-War military training that Teresa seemed to find useful, so she kept inviting him to these things and asking his opinion.

The sour look Gage gave Sebastian did not go unnoticed by me.

Except for Marco and Sebastian, no members of the other stakeout teams were here. Alexia, Ethan, and I took turns narrating what had happened last night, focusing on how Jack and Jill (which, to my surprise and delight, everyone started using in lieu of Target One and Target Two) used their powers.

“It probably sounds odd,” Ethan said, “but Jill? She really reminded me of Mayhem, you know? The way her powers worked and how she looked when she fought.”

“Crazy?” I asked.

“Pissed and scared.”

I hadn’t seen the scared in either of those kids earlier this morning. They worked like seasoned thieves, never panicking or taking an extra, unnecessary step.

“It sounds as if they’ve had training,” Teresa said. “The big question is, from who?”

“I doubt they picked up those skills at community college,” I said.

“No, but someone must have been training them for this since before our powers returned. Learning how to be a competent thief is one thing, but doing it with the added stress of adapting to new Meta powers?”

“It’s not impossible.”

“No, but it’s unlikely.”

“So was someone training future Metas on purpose,” Sebastian said, “or is this a coincidence?”

“I don’t like coincidences.”

“They do happen.”

“I’d buy one of them being Meta as a coincidence,” Gage said with a little snap in his voice, “but not both.”

“Agreed,” Teresa said.

Marco muttered something in Spanish. “I think I have something,” he said more clearly.

He tapped his keyboard. One of the monitors came to life with the photo Ethan had taken on his phone. Jack’s face was pretty clear, angled mostly at the camera, while Jill gave us only profile. Their features were easy to make out, though, and a collage of lines and dots appeared. “I used facial recognition software to pinpoint certain features and find possible matches in the government’s identification database.”

Marco code for: I broke into the federal licensing system and we’re matching them up like yearbook photos.

“And you have a match?” Teresa asked.

“It is not perfect, and it makes no sense.”

“What do you mean?”

Another image appeared next to the first. This was an official prison identification photo taken the day all of the depowered Banes were rounded up, weeks before the prison walls and defenses were finished and the inhabitants set free to roam. He was fifteen years younger, but I recognized the face.

“No way,” Ethan said.

“Derek Thatcher?” Teresa said.

Thatcher was one of the loudest protesters when it came to our government and its policies regarding Metas. He firmly believed that one day the government would declare all Metas dangerous and criminal, lock all of us up in Manhattan, and make us subject to the whims of the regular humans who feared and hated us. It was the only time I’d ever actually agreed with a Bane.

“There are a lot of reasons why that’s not possible,” Ethan said, “starting with the fact that Derek is twenty years older than the kid we fought this morning.”

“Not to mention he’s in jail,” I said softly.

Ethan shot me a glare, and I shrugged. It was true.

“I have to admit, there’s a strong resemblance,” Teresa said. “And we’ve fought clones before.”

“Of Rangers, not Banes. Thatcher was never a Ranger.”

“Does Thatcher have any children?” Gage asked.

All eyeballs in the room bounced between Ethan, Sebastian, and Alexia—the three people who’d spent the most time with the man. Ethan and Alexia looked as perplexed as I felt. “None that he ever mentioned to me,” Alexia said.

Sebastian was silent, though, which earned him a lot of unwanted attention. He looked at Teresa’s curious, expectant face, and he sighed. “This may or may not be relevant,” he said. “A few months after the start of our incarceration, Thatcher had a rough patch emotionally. We weren’t friends, at the time I didn’t really care what he was dealing with, but I overheard some others talking about him.”

“Saying what?” Teresa asked.

“That he had a wife and kid on the outside, and that they’d been killed in a fire.”

Her eyes widened. “A son?”

“I only heard kid, but they mentioned he or she was three.”

Marco was back on his computer, searching away.

“The age fits,” Ethan said. “And in a way, the powers do, too. Jack is telekinetic, and Derek’s chemical transmutation powers work on a similar level of telekinesis.”

“So someone tells Thatcher that his wife and kid are dead, but instead the kid is alive and . . . what? Taken to Sherwood Forest and trained to rob people?” I asked.

“It’s a theory.”

“I have information,” Marco said. Both photos shifted to a single screen. The second showed a news article with photos and the headline “Tragic Fire Claims Lives of Two.” “Jennifer and Landon Cunningham, ages twenty-nine and three.”

I looked at the date. Three months after the end of the War. I was still in the psych ward then, oblivious to everything except my own pain. The article also had photos of the pair. The little boy possessed the exact same eyes as Thatcher. Jack, too.

“One moment,” Marco said. He did something on the computer that pulled Landon’s childhood photo away, then began to age him. A number beneath the photo went upward from 3, 4, 5, and the little boy slowly morphed into a teenager. Marco stopped on 18. He pulled Ethan’s cell photo back over to compare.

“Holy shit,” Ethan said softly.

Jack was Landon Cunningham—I’d swallow my own tongue if he wasn’t.

“Still think this is a coincidence?” Gage asked Sebastian.

Sebastian met his glare, and I swear the room temperature dropped a few degrees. “It seems I was wrong. I don’t mind admitting to my mistakes.”

Gage flushed. Teresa sighed, and I was totally lost. But I wasn’t without my favorite tension breaker, so I leaned across the table toward them. “Seriously, do I need to whip out a measuring stick, or what?”

“I will research this connection further,” Marco said, louder than usual to get everyone’s attention. “In the meantime, a visit to Thatcher may be in order.”

“To rub the past in his face?” Sebastian asked.

“To see what he knows of recent events, as well as inform him of our discovery.”

“I want to be certain first,” Teresa said. “Certain that the boy from the warehouse really is Landon Cunningham, and that Landon is also Thatcher’s son.”

“Of course, Catalepsia.”

“Can your program de-age a photo, too?” Ethan asked. “Might be worth trying that on Jill, just to see if she supposedly died fifteen years ago, too.”

“Good idea,” Teresa said.

“I will do that, as well,” Marco said.

“If we do talk to Derek, I’d like to be there,” Ethan said. “He trusts me, so he’ll know we aren’t trying to jerk him around with this kind of news.”

Teresa nodded. “All right. Renee?”

“What?” I said.

“I want you to go with him.”

A chill rippled down my spine. I hadn’t set foot on Manhattan in fifteen years, and I had no intention of going now. “Why me?”

“Because you saw those two kids up close and personal, just like Ethan.”

“You know my diplomacy skills are about as good as your Spanish.”

She gave me a wry smile. “I trust you to behave and do your job.”

“Which is going to be what, exactly?”

“Presenting Thatcher with whatever evidence we have, and then finding out what he knows about his son possibly being alive and a criminal.”

I could do that. “Okay.”

“Good. I’ll let you guys know what Marco finds.”

We were dismissed. I moved slowly, hoping for a chance to talk to Teresa alone, but she hung back with Marco. Gage made a fast escape, too. Not that I’d have chased after him. Gage was stubbornly laconic when it suited him.

Ethan, on the other hand, was waiting for me outside in the hallway. “You don’t look all that excited to be working with me again,” he said, falling into step next to me.

“It’s not you, Windy, it’s the situation,” I replied.

“We can have Thatcher brought to the observation tower. You don’t have to fly to the Warren to talk to him.” The Warren being the name of the old apartment building outside Central Park where the prisoners had settled.

“Am I that transparent?”

“Slightly opaque.”

“Gee, thanks.” I chewed on my upper lip. “Can we really do that? Question him at the observation tower?”

“Of course.”

“Good. Thanks.”

We walked in silence for a bit, until we found ourselves outside heading toward the open field on the north end of the island. Past the foundations of brick homes long since destroyed. A place called Fort Jay had once stood farther out past the fields, and it was now a barren hole in the ground.

“So was that a little awkward just now, or was it me?” Ethan asked.

“You mean with Gage and Sebastian?”

“Yeah.”

“It’s not you.”

“Have you talked to Teresa lately?”

“Not about anything too serious. You?”

“No.”

Half a dozen people were on one of the fields doing self-defense exercises. Marco usually taught those classes, but one of the Greens (i.e., new, untrained Metas) who’d joined us during the earthquake cleanup was also a martial arts instructor, and he’d been helping out. We settled on a wooden bench under a tree with leaves just turning yellow.

“Do you think something’s going on with them?” I asked, stretching my feet out in front of me—normally, not all crazy bendy.

“With Teresa and Gage? Or Teresa and Sebastian?”

“Either. Both? I don’t know. All I know is the vibe was freaking weird.”

“Yeah.” He lifted his left hand and inspected the visible fingers, flexing each one as though testing to see if they were still attached. The bandage looked tight.

“Sorry about this morning.” The words got out before I could stop them.

Ethan shifted on the bench and stared at me. “For what?”

I hadn’t meant to apologize out loud. “Not being more useful. Not shooting them both and stopping this faster. You getting smashed into a wall. Take your pick.”

“You were very useful this morning. You did the best you could against two very powerful Metas. My getting smashed into a wall wasn’t your fault.” He pulled a face. “Besides, you’ve seen my track record for attracting injuries, so it was probably inevitable.”

“We’re all pretty good at getting ourselves hurt.”

He wrapped his right hand around my left and squeezed. I returned the gesture, grateful for the support and the understanding. It’s what I loved most about my friends—I didn’t have to explain things. They knew. We gazed out past the training exercises to the Manhattan skyline, and I couldn’t help wondering what it had looked like fifty years ago. Long before destruction cut down its tallest buildings. Before the world’s tallest fence rose up around it and all bridges were destroyed. When it had once been a thriving metropolis full of the hopes and dreams of its residents.

Long before the battles between Rangers and Banes destroyed it all.

We sat there until our cell phones buzzed with identical summonses back to the War Room. Teresa and Marco were still there. She handed us a tablet with the information we needed.

“I found a marriage license from the state of Georgia,” Marco said, “between Jennifer Elizabeth Cunningham and Derek Alan Thatcher.” The date was the year before the official outbreak of the War. “The marriage was invalidated two months later because it came to light that Thatcher was only seventeen.”

Ethan gave a start. His mouth puckered up. I did a few mental calculations to peg Thatcher’s age at thirty-seven or -eight. Made me wonder if Thatcher looked older or younger in person. His nonwife was twenty-nine when she died, making her twenty-four when they were married. Interesting.

“The age of consent in Georgia is sixteen,” Teresa said, answering a question I hadn’t dared ask.

“What about her son, Landon?” I asked. “Any proof he’s Thatcher’s?”

“The original birth certificate lists Thatcher as the father,” Marco replied. “Jennifer changed it to no name a month before the end of the War. I also aged the photograph of Landon several different ways. His features still match the photo of our burglary suspect.”

I thumbed through the information on the tablet, my stomach twisting up tight at the thought of our impending mission. “Fabulous,” I muttered.

“Derek is not going to react well to this,” Ethan said.

“You think?”

“I’m serious, Renee. He and Freddy have always argued the loudest and strongest for the children living on that island. Derek has supported everything Freddy has said or done to keep their kids safe. Finding out his own son has been alive and kept from him all these years?” Ethan shook his head sadly. “This isn’t going to go well.”

Freddy McTaggert—aka the Bane formerly known as Jinx, Ethan’s biological father, and the father of Ethan’s eight-year-old half-brother Andrew. Freddy, along with Thatcher and a few other loyal followers, had avoided contact with the prison authorities for months in an effort to protect Andrew and another child from being taken from them. I might have zero sympathy for Derek Thatcher as a Bane, but he was a father, and my heart hurt for the horrible truth we were about to lay on him.

For once in my life, I would be absolutely content to let Ethan do all the talking.

Four

Play the Board

Thirty minutes later, Ethan and I took a puddle-jumper over to Ellis Island. The prison’s main observation tower had been built on the site of the old Main Building just after the end of the War. Five stories tall and as boring as a rolling pin, it served as the activity hub for everything that happened in Manhattan and at the dozens of other checkpoints around the island’s secured perimeter.

It also had interrogation rooms. We waited on one side of a floor-to-ceiling glass wall while two armed prison guards escorted Derek “Chimera” Thatcher into the other side. A guard attached one end of a chain to his ankle restraints and the other to a bolt in the floor. The security measure was a little ridiculous, since Thatcher could transmutate the steel chains into soft links of tin if it pleased him to do so.

I’d seen photos of Thatcher, of course, but he seemed different in person. Taller, larger. He was handsome in a classic movie-star way, his thick brown hair streaked with silver, and gray eyes that glittered even from ten feet away. His side of the interrogation room had a single chair, but he chose to stand. Except for his shabby, out-of-style clothing, he looked like someone you might stumble across at a coffee shop, waiting for his latte.

And if you did stumble across him, you’d probably stop to ogle.

“Ethan,” Thatcher said with a nod, then gave me a curious look. “I don’t believe we’ve had the pleasure.”

“That’s because it isn’t one,” I said with a little more snap than I’d intended. I hadn’t actually planned on saying that at all, but my mouth was working on its own today.

Next to me, Ethan stiffened. “Play nice,” he whispered. To Thatcher he said, “This is Renee Duvall. Renee, Derek Thatcher.”

Thatcher’s thick eyebrows rose. “Ah, yes, you’re the one they called Flex.”

I crossed my arms over my chest, waiting for the inevitable jokes or leering looks that often came from a combination of my old code name and my ample figure. The latter had worked wonders in Las Vegas, but people nowadays spent more time wondering about my cleavage than my ability to do my fucking job. I was a superhero, goddammit, not a pair of tits.

But Thatcher didn’t say anything else. Hell, he didn’t even take a few seconds to check me out, which was both confusing and gratifying.

“They used to call me Flex,” I said. “But we don’t hide what we are anymore, so the code names are more for show than necessity.”

The corners of his mouth twitched. “We’ve given up our code names, as well.”

He spoke so conversationally that I wasn’t sure how to take the comment.

“So to what do I owe the pleasure of your company?” Thatcher asked when I didn’t reply.

“We have a few questions for you regarding a current case,” I said. So much for me letting Ethan do all the talking.

“Ask away, although I’m sure you’ll forgive me if I decline to answer.”

I glanced at Ethan, who shrugged one shoulder as if to say, It’s your show now. To Thatcher I said, “Do you know a man named Landon Cunningham?”

He blinked. “I don’t.”

“You don’t?”

“No, I don’t know a man named Landon Cunningham.”

Oh, he was good. “Let me rephrase that, then. Have you ever known or been acquainted with a male named Landon Cunningham?”

He gave me a bland look, even as something hard turned his gray eyes to steel. “I think you already know the answer to that question, Ms. Duvall. Yes, my late son’s name was Landon Cunningham.”

“When’s the last time you had contact with your son?”

“Is that a joke?” His voice had adopted the same cold edge as his eyes, and he took a step toward the glass partition. His hands had tightened into fists.

Ethan made a soft noise, probably warning me to tread lightly. He might like Thatcher for whatever reason, but I had no feelings toward the man one way or the other. He was just another suspect who had answers we needed. Answers Teresa would do anything to get.

“No, it isn’t a joke,” I replied. “Did you find it humorous?”

“Not one goddamn bit,” Thatcher snarled. “If you’re really as smart as you pretend to be, you know my wife and son died fifteen years ago while I was stuck in here.”

The hit to my intelligence stung. “Wife? Your marriage was annulled.”

“We never acknowledged that annulment. Despite what the law said, Jennifer and I were always married in our own eyes.”

“That’s sweet.”

“Don’t patronize me, or this interview is over.”

The fact that he hadn’t told me to go straight to hell and take my questions with me was encouraging. We had his attention.

“We’re not here to piss you off, Derek,” Ethan said.

“Then why are you here?” Thatcher asked. “What does my family have to do with this supposed current case?”

“Your family is the case,” I said. “More specifically, Landon is the case.”

He glared, any control he had over his facial expression gone. “Explain.”

Ethan approached the glass and turned the tablet around. He’d displayed three photos in order—Landon at three, the aged version of him, and the photo of our suspect. Thatcher practically pressed his nose to the glass as he studied them, his face crumpling in anger and disbelief.

“What the hell is this?” he asked, his voice barely audible over the speaker connecting our two sides of the room.

Ethan explained the burglaries, our run-in with Jack and Jill, and how we identified “Jack” as Landon. Thatcher paled slightly while Ethan talked, but he didn’t interrupt. Just listened. “This is impossible,” he said when Ethan finished.

“Because they died in a fire?” I asked.

“Yes.” The single word came through like a slap to the face.

“We’re looking into that in greater detail,” Ethan said. “But our evidence suggests that Landon survived the fire and is the boy we saw last night in Pennsylvania.”

“Alive.” He repeated the word, testing it out. “What about Jennifer?”

“I’m sorry, we don’t have any information on her.”

Thatcher nodded slowly. “And the girl in that photo? Do you know who she is?”

“Not yet.”

“And your only evidence that this is Landon is a manipulated photograph.”

“It’s compelling evidence, Derek. You can’t deny the resemblance between you and our suspect, and the age fits with the timeline.”

Thatcher backed away from the glass and cast a glance around the room, as though answers were stuck to the walls waiting for him to find them. He crossed his arms over his chest—no, wrapped them around himself—before facing us again. His voice was rough when he asked, “What do you want from me?”

“After the War ended, no one wanted to acknowledge ties to Metas,” Ethan said. “Could Jennifer have faked her and Landon’s deaths in order to hide?”

“We loved each other,” Thatcher said.

“That wasn’t his question,” I said. I had sympathy for the bomb we’d just dropped on Thatcher (and where that sympathy was coming from, I couldn’t tell you), but we also had a job to do.

“No. No.” He shook his head emphatically. “No, Jennifer would never do that. We gave Landon her name to protect him. We had very little contact that final year. I tried to keep them safe, damn it.”

“So you haven’t seen or spoken to either of them recently?”

“How would I have done that?” He swept his arms out to his sides. “I’ve been stuck in here for almost sixteen years! As far as I know, my wife and son are dead.”

Over the years, I’d seen people in pain—friends, strangers, clients, you name it. Sometimes I tried to comfort them, sometimes I didn’t give a shit what they were feeling. Today I found myself stuck in a strange tide between the two, cresting in a swell of sympathy while an undertow of He’s a Bane, he deserves this dragged at my feet.

“I’ve never even seen their graves,” Thatcher said softly, more to himself than to us.

Ethan nudged my elbow. He made a face that I agreed with—the interview was over. We’d done enough damage for one day.

“We’ll keep you informed,” Ethan said.

“All I want is the truth,” Thatcher said. “For once, I just want someone to tell me the truth.”

On those frustrated words, we left the interrogation room. Simon Hewitt was waiting for us outside. Formerly a prisoner of Manhattan himself, Simon was sprung months ago to help us with a particularly nasty Bane from our past. Now he was the official liaison between the Manhattan prisoners and the federal prison system. He worked in the observation tower and lived nearby with his six-year-old-son, Caleb.

“Do you believe Thatcher?” I asked both of them.

“Yes,” Ethan said.

“As do I,” Simon replied. “Derek is stubborn and quite opinionated on certain subjects, but he isn’t lying.”

“So someone who may or may not be his ex-wife faked his son’s death,” I said.

Ethan nodded. “That seems to be the theory. What we need to do now is look into those supposed deaths.”

“I’ve already put in a call to the hospital in Georgia,” Simon said. “Death certificates for Jennifer and Landon Cunningham are missing and no paper copies exist. The coroner’s report wasn’t tampered with, though. It lists cause of death as asphyxiation. The bodies were burned beyond recognition, but Jennifer’s body was identified via dental records.”

“What about Landon’s body?”

“Too young for dental records. Said the body was a physical match. Both bodies were cremated.”

“Of course they were,” I said.

“According to the article attached to the fire report,” Ethan said, “Jennifer had no next of kin. No one to claim them or follow up.”

“Correct,” Simon said.

“So both bodies were burned unrecognizably, later cremated, the death certificates are missing, and it’s becoming more possible that the dead child wasn’t actually Landon.”

Simon shuddered. “Maybe not, but it was someone’s child.”

“Sorry.”

“So who do we know that likes to alter official records and steal people’s identities?” I asked, knowing full well it was a damned rhetorical question.

They both looked at me, and their faces made it clear we were all on the same wavelength. We’d come to the conclusion a month ago that some shadowy government agency was behind the Recombinants—they had too much access and too much knowledge to be working independently. We knew they had stolen identities before, in order to hide their projects in plain sight.

The Recombinants had been intended as artificially created Metas—powerful, but controllable. We still had no idea how deeply this organization went, or how many different Recombinant projects existed. So far we’d seen the hybrid-Changelings: beings who could alter their physical shape, completely take over another human being, and who also came blessed with his or her own special superpower. We’d also seen the Ranger clones: twenty-year-old versions of our dead parents and mentors, re-created perfectly in looks and powers, and possessing everything except their emotions. The only thing we knew about the organization was that one of the people in charge was referred to as the Overseer.

We all really, really wanted to meet his person—and beat the ever-loving shit out of him or her.

“Stealing the child of a known Meta is a little out of their usual MO, isn’t it?” Ethan asked.

“Their usual MO changes every time we run into another of their projects,” I said.

“Not exactly, no,” Simon said. “The ultimate goal of the Overseer seems to be to push Metas into a confrontation with their Recombinants. You’ve already fought the Changelings, as well as the clones. What better way to push the Manhattan residents into a confrontation than to dangle their live, brainwashed children in front of them?”

I raised my eyebrows. “Brainwashed?”

“So to speak, yes. If Landon was taken away at three, there is no telling what lies were told to him about his parents, or about Metas. Children are very impressionable.”

A cold snake of fear twisted down my spine as his words inched a little too close to the truth of my own childhood, and I found myself sympathizing with Landon Cunningham more than I’d admit was possible. I knew what it was like to have the adults in your life, your own mother and friends and neighbors, the people who were supposed to protect you from the monsters, become the very things you always feared. To turn your once-peaceful life into a fucking nightmare. In the end, the Rangers had saved me.

Was it too late for Landon?

“Renee?” Ethan squeezed my elbow, and I jumped. “You okay?”

“Fine,” I said.

The look he gave me said I don’t believe you, but he didn’t argue. Even if he had, we weren’t having that conversation in front of Simon—or ever, for that matter.

“Until you find Landon or his partner in crime, this is all guesswork,” Simon said.

“Marco is still working on identifying her,” Ethan said. “I don’t suppose us going down to Georgia would do any good.”

“Doubtful, but that’s probably Teresa’s call.”

“Georgia is pointless,” I said. “The guy at the warehouse is Landon. Photo aging confirms it, and the fact that he”—I made air quotes—“died under suspicious circumstances only makes it more obvious. All we’d be doing is reconfirming what we already know.”

“So what do you suggest we do, Renee?” Ethan asked.

“That’s not my area, Windy. I don’t come up with the plans, I just follow them.”

“Have you informed the authorities of your identification of one of the thieves?” Simon asked.

I glanced at Ethan, whose subtle eyebrow raise told me he wasn’t sure, either. “Probably not. Teresa won’t want to paint a giant target on this kid’s back until we’ve tried to find him ourselves.” It was just the way she worked when it came to Metas who were wanted by the police.

“That’s a dangerous line to walk.”

“Believe me, we know, but it’s how T wants it.”

In the last six months or so, we’d helped authorities capture thirteen Metas who’d committed crimes using their newfound powers. All of them had been young—too young to have known they were Meta before the Great Power Loss, and now too old not to be held accountable for their stupid actions. All of them had been turned over to the local authorities, despite Teresa’s protests. And all of them had disappeared.

Official court documentation existed for all thirteen (Marco checked), in which they pled guilty to their crimes and were sentenced to serve time at an undisclosed government facility “designed to contain their unique physiology.” So far, we hadn’t found clue one as to where or how those young people were being contained, and those missing thirteen weighed heavily on Teresa’s conscience.

She continued to play nice with law enforcement and to assist in Meta-related crimes, but she wouldn’t turn Landon over to the Pennsylvania State Police until she’d had a chance to talk to him first. Withholding information on his identity was a dangerous game, and I just hoped it didn’t come back to bite our collective asses in a big way.

“Well, as much as I enjoy your company, Saturday is my day off and Caleb is waiting for me at home,” Simon said.

“Yeah, sorry, I think we’re done here,” Ethan said. I knew he felt guilty about dragging Simon into the tower so we could have our little interview, but I didn’t. Simon was the prisoner liaison. Sometimes it was a 24/7 gig.

Ethan and I headed back to HQ, where we gave Teresa a rundown of our conversation with Thatcher, as well as our theories on who had taken him and why.

“Fucking Overseer and his goddamn Recombinants,” Teresa said with an uncharacteristic snarl in her voice. She banged her fist on the top of the conference table, jarring her mug of tea and making me jump.

What the hell was up with that woman?

“They do seem intent on screwing with us,” Ethan said gently. Always the peacemaker, even though neither one of us was sure why peace was needed.

“They’re doing more than screwing with us,” she snapped back. “Stealing the DNA of our parents is one thing, but stealing kids? That’s a completely different level of disgusting.”

“Maybe we should run this by Dr. Kinsey? He’d heard rumors of the cloning project years ago, so he could have some insight.”

“Maybe. I’ll talk to him in the morning.”

“What’s wrong with right now?” I asked. It was barely suppertime.

She blinked at me, then glanced at the clock on the far wall. Her eyebrows arched. “Oh. I guess now’s good, then. Call him down.”

Ethan did the honors, and we hung around until Dr. Kinsey showed up. The man always reminded me more of a college professor than a scientist. But despite everything, he’d been a loyal ally to us, and he fiercely loved both of his sons (even though his sons were only half his, and one was a murderer, but who’s keeping score, right?). After we explained everything we’d learned and guessed, he stared at us with a familiar expression of shock and outrage.

“This is the first I’ve heard of anything like it,” Kinsey said. His voice was deep and sandpaper-rough, but still somehow comforting. He’d been a huge help to me while I was healing from my burns, and his voice had carried me through many a painful period of time.

“We still haven’t identified the female suspect,” Teresa said, “but there’s also a chance she and Landon aren’t the only victims of this sort. With so many dead on both sides during the last few years of the War, there’s no easy way to track down which Metas did or didn’t leave children behind.”

“You mean which Banes,” I said.

She gave me a cross look. “You know exactly what I meant.”

I didn’t answer.

“The FBI might have that information,” Ethan said.

“Like they’re going to share it if they do?” I retorted. “For all we know, the FBI is running this whole Recombinant thing. Who knows which part of the alphabet soup is involved?”

“Renee’s correct,” Kinsey said. “If the FBI has that information in its records, it would be difficult to access. Even Agent McNally might have trouble getting it.”

Teresa heaved a sigh—she’d been thinking along those lines already. Rita McNally had worked with our Meta predecessors, the Rangers, decades ago, and in the nine months since our powers came back had been a useful and loyal ally. An FBI agent for more than twenty-five years, she occasionally used her contacts and influence to assist our investigations, but Teresa didn’t like calling in favors more often than necessary. Meta-related topics had every government agency in the country on pins and needles, and no one wanted to make serious waves until after the election in November.

“Asking for it will send up red flags,” Teresa said. “The people behind this will know we’re looking into Landon, if they don’t already.”

“Simon said his contact in Georgia was discreet,” Ethan said.

“Discreet doesn’t always mean undetected.”

“So until we figure out who the female accomplice is, we’re at a standstill.”

“Looks like.” She glanced across the table at Kinsey. “I don’t suppose I need to ask for your discretion? Only a handful of us are in on the details of this investigation.”

“I’ll keep it to myself,” Kinsey said.

“Thank you.”

Considering themselves dismissed, Kinsey and Ethan left. Teresa fiddled with her mug. I watched her silently for about five seconds before my impatience won out.

“Tell me what’s bothering you before I start making wrong guesses,” I said. “You know how insane my wrong guesses can be, because of my overactive imagination, so let’s just save some time, okay?”

She stared at her tea, not even reacting, which scared me on a hitherto unreached level.

“Seriously, T, are you and Gage fighting or something?”

“Not exactly.”

Two very unhelpful words. “Does Gage have some kind of irrational, jealous bug up his ass about Sebastian?”

Something in her expression twitched, so I knew I’d hit close to home. I circled the conference table and perched on top of it, crowding in. “Talk to me, sweetie. We can always talk about anything, right?”

“I can’t, Renee, not about this.”

Oh, that hurt like a bitch, but I didn’t give up. “Are you cheating on Gage with Sebastian?”

“What?” Her purple eyes widened in bewilderment. “Fuck, no! What the hell kind of question is that?”

“Is Gage cheating on you?”

“No!”

I cocked my head to the side. “I told you I’d start making shit up if you didn’t talk to me.”

She dropped her forehead into her palm and suddenly looked very, very tired. More tired than any twenty-five-year-old should. “Can you let it go for a few days, please? Please?”

“I’d way rather untangle whatever’s got you tied up in knots.”

“I know, and that’s why I love you. But can you back off for a little while until I figure it out?”

“Sometimes talking it out helps.”

“Not this time.”

Great. I hated mysteries and I hated being locked out of my friend’s head when something important was tumbling around inside. She’d talk about it when she was ready, but that didn’t stop a thousand scenarios from racing through my mind, each one worse than the last. As she left the War Room with her tea, the worst of the worst hit me upside the head like a two-by-four.

Back in January, she’d learned that her body wasn’t made to handle the incredible energy that her orb powers generated. This buildup of excess energy inside her system—explained to us like a dirty filter in an air conditioner clogging up clean air—had caused a few near-fatal blowouts. She’d learned to expel the energy on her own so it didn’t build up like that again, but what if something was going wrong?

What if, like she’d feared so many months ago, her powers were once again killing her? Teresa was our beating heart. We couldn’t lose her and survive.

Five

The Flop

The next morning at half-past six, the distant sound of sirens shook me out of slumber. I sat up and listened to the noise, trying to figure out where and why . . . Manhattan. Ethan had described the sirens once. The prison was going into lockdown.

I threw my uniform on and joined a small cluster of people heading for the War Room. I nearly stumbled over Alexia and Sebastian. My heart was pounding in my ears. Our own HQ alarms hadn’t sounded, but everyone seemed to want to know what was happening.

“Attention, please,” Gage’s voice boomed over the intercom system, and most of us stopped moving to listen. “The Manhattan facility is currently under emergency lockdown, and we are trying to get information on why. As far as we are aware, there is no immediate danger, so everyone can calm down. Alpha leaders, report to the War Room. Everyone else? It’s way too early on a Sunday.”

The intercom clicked off. Me and Sebastian kept moving toward the War Room. Alpha leaders was a term we’d adopted for us five original ex-Rangers, as well as Aaron Scott, and the few ex-Banes with enough experience to lead teams—Sebastian and Lacey Wilson, a woman with gorgeous dragonlike wings, sharp teeth and finger-claws, and glowing orange eyes that could light up the darkness.

Once all eight of us were in the War Room, mostly bed-rumpled and yawning despite our adrenaline, Teresa clapped her hands to shut us up. No one sat, but we listened.

“We don’t have a lot of information on the lockdown yet,” she said. “All I do know is that at exactly six-twenty, an object went over the prison wall and landed in Central Park near the Warren.”

“What kind of object?” Aaron asked.

Good question. Security around that island was tighter than a miser’s asshole. Not even small birds made it through without being detected from five hundred feet out.

“No one is telling me yet, but it was extremely small and, so far, nonexplosive.”

Ethan shuddered, and Aaron slipped an arm around his waist. Last month, both of them had been in Central Park when an explosion nearly killed them—an explosion caused by a flying object that breached security. Granted, that time it was a telekinetically controlled helicopter which was exploded by the prison’s antiaircraft measures, but still. Bad memories.

“Are the Warren residents safe?” Ethan asked.

“So far, yes,” Teresa replied. “Once the lockdown went into place, everyone who was out reported back to the Warren.”

The timing of this didn’t feel right. We settled in to wait, no one saying much in the way of speculation. Ethan left and came back a few minutes later with coffee for everyone. Teresa ignored her mug. I sipped at mine before it was properly cooled, too eager for the caffeine jolt to care that I burned my tongue.

Ten minutes passed before Teresa’s cell rang. I split my attention between her expressions and Gage’s, whose enhanced senses allowed him to eavesdrop. They both looked confused.

“All right, we’ll be there,” she said, then hung up. She looked first at Ethan, then at me, before saying, “Someone took it upon him- or herself to send a letter over the prison wall, addressed to Mr. Derek Thatcher.”

“Shit,” I said, looking over at Ethan. His wide eyes told me he was thinking the same as me: Landon. Thatcher’s son was an incredibly powerful telekinetic. He certainly had the ability to send a paper-thin letter all those miles over the harbor and into Manhattan.

“Does Thatcher know?” I asked.

Teresa nodded. “He and the letter are being brought to the observation tower, and Warden Hudson wants us there.”

“Who’s us?”

“You, me, and Ethan. Simon’s being called, too.”

“In case Thatcher goes ballistic when he reads the letter?”

She flinched. “Probably.”

“Joy.”

* * *

Our trio arrived at the observation tower at the same time as Simon. He looked more rumpled than usual and a lot less awake than the rest of us, and we rode the elevator up to the fourth floor in silence. Warden Hudson was waiting for us outside of the interrogation room with a yellow envelope in his hands. The man was an intimidating presence at the best of times, and right now he looked more like a snorting bull waiting for permission to charge.

“Warden,” Teresa said as we approached.

“Trance,” he said, then nodded in the general direction of the rest of us. “This situation may be more volatile than we thought.”

“Why is that, Warden?”

“Fifteen years ago, just after the end of the War, we had to inform Thatcher that his son and his son’s mother were killed. He didn’t take the news well.”

Teresa’s expression didn’t change, but I bet she was thinking along the lines of Tell me something I don’t know. “That’s understandable.”

Hudson held up the letter. The envelope had a ragged edge—he’d opened it. “This is a Father’s Day card, dated sixteen years ago, from a boy named Landon. The same name as Thatcher’s son.”

“Sixteen years ago?” I said. “The postal service around here sucks.”

Teresa glared at me. “Do you believe someone sent this to get a rise out of Thatcher?” she asked Hudson.

“It’s possible. We’ve already called the printing company, and they confirmed that they sold this particular card sixteen years ago. The signature inside looks like that of a small child. It seems authentic, but the question is, who had it all these years, and why? Why rile Thatcher up now?” He pinned her with a hard stare. “Unless you have a theory?”

My best theory was that Landon himself had sent that letter, but we didn’t have proof. And Hudson still seemed to believe that Landon was dead, and I wasn’t about to clue him in. That was Teresa’s call, not mine.

“Not at the moment,” Teresa replied. “Has Thatcher seen the card?”

“No.” The part he left unsaid was, I was waiting for you people to show up first.

“Renee and I will go in,” Ethan said. “We were here with him yesterday.”

Thatcher hadn’t seemed willing to buy our evidence that Landon was alive, and now we were delivering a card from his supposedly dead son. Sometimes my job sucked serious ass.

As we did for our previous visit, we went into one side of the interrogation room. Thatcher was waiting on the other, pacing like a caged lion, all intense energy and anger. He paused long enough to glare in our general direction, then approached the glass.

“Is someone going to explain why I’m here again?” he asked.

“The perimeter breach this morning was a letter addressed to you,” Ethan replied.

“A . . . what? A letter?” He shook his head, his angry glare softening into something full of confusion. “How?”

“Telekinetically, is our best guess.”

Thatcher’s eyes flickered with annoyance. “Where is this letter?”

The door on his side opened. A uniformed guard stepped inside and held out the envelope. Thatcher stared at it a moment, then snatched it. The guard left. Thatcher rolled his eyes at the jagged tear where his mail had been opened, then turned it over in his hands, studying it.

“It feels like a greeting card,” he said, more to himself than to us.

I swallowed hard, a little nervous about his reaction once he saw who the card was from. He tugged the card out and let the envelope flutter to the floor. His lips pulled back from his teeth in a sneer as he read the front. From my angle, I saw a cartoon boy with a big smile holding his arms out like he wanted a hug. Thatcher opened the card. His face went slack, then actually seemed to pale a little. He turned the card over, looked inside again, repeated that three times, as if searching for the punch line.

His gray eyes burned with fury when he pinned me with them. “Is this some sort of joke?”

“No,” I replied with far more sympathy than I intended.

“Coincidence?” The heartbreak in his voice startled me into taking a step closer, even though a thick pane of glass separated us.

“I don’t like the word coincidence, especially not in light of our conversation yesterday.” My gaze flickered to the card practically bent in half in his hands. “I think we both know who sent that.”

He noticed he’d crumpled the card, and frantically smoothed it out against his thigh, shaking his head the whole time like he could wish away the terrible truth—that his son was alive and was taunting him from afar. But the taunting confused even me. Why bother now? Because Landon had finally been caught and identified?

“Landon’s alive,” he said quietly, voice rough with emotion. Like he had to say the words to make himself believe them.

“Alive and in some pretty serious trouble,” Ethan said.

Thatcher’s expression went sharp, almost fierce. “What kind of trouble?”

Ethan explained everything we hadn’t told him yesterday, starting with a recap of the other burglaries, straight to how we connected the dots—even though Warden Hudson was right outside. The one nice thing about Hudson, though, was his loyalty to the prisoners in Manhattan. He truly wanted what was best for everyone involved, and I didn’t imagine he’d call the PA police and tell them we were withholding. Not that Ethan mentioned we hadn’t filled in the cops—he was smarter than that.

“So you think someone’s putting him up to this?” Thatcher asked. “Sending him out to steal from these warehouses?”

“It’s our working theory, yes,” Ethan replied. “The real challenge is finding him. He hasn’t contacted us, but he’s contacted you, and pretty damned directly.”

“He knows who I am.”

Obviously. “Yes, he does, and he may contact you again,” I said.

Thatcher scowled. “More direct mail?”

“Possibly.” Or even more directly than that. I glanced at the observation window, and I hoped Teresa was thinking the same as me. I couldn’t believe my brain was even entertaining the idea, but if a bee is attracted to a certain flower, it makes sense to keep that flower around if you want to harvest some honey.

“Hang on a minute,” I said, then left our side of the interrogation room.

Teresa was waiting outside, Hudson next to her, and they both looked like they’d already been discussing something.

“Thatcher might be our best shot at getting to Landon,” I said.

“I agree,” Teresa said.

“As do I,” Hudson said, “but you’re asking me to take a huge risk here, Trance.”

I raised my eyebrows at Teresa, amazed she’d already updated Hudson and asked for his cooperation.

“I understand it’s a risk, Warden,” she said. “But Thatcher hasn’t had any incidents since he returned to the Warren. He’s been cooperative with us. And he also stands the best chance of leading us to Landon and his accomplice.”

“If I grant a conditional release, he’ll be your responsibility.”

“I understand.”

“What if he doesn’t want to help?” I asked.

Hudson frowned as though the thought hadn’t even crossed his mind. “It’s voluntary, of course. He’ll have to wear an ankle monitoring bracelet, and I insist he’s supervised at all times whenever he’s not within the walls of your headquarters.”

“Agreed,” Teresa said. “Flex, would you like to do the honors?”

Gee, thanks. “Okay.”

I went back into the interrogation room. Ethan was waiting patiently with one arm leaning against the glass partition. On the other side, Thatcher had slumped into the room’s only chair. He was staring down at the card in his hands and looked up when I tapped my fingers on the glass.

“I have an offer for you,” I said, “and Warden Hudson has already agreed.”

“Go on,” Thatcher said.

“A conditional release, to help us track down Landon and whoever he’s working with.” Thatcher’s eyebrows jumped with surprise. He didn’t say anything, though, so I continued. “You’ll wear an ankle monitor, and you’ll be with one of us at all times whenever you aren’t in our headquarters building.”

“Who’s one of us?”

“Trance, me, Onyx, take your pick. We’ll play this by—”

“You or Ethan. If I’m to have handlers, I want them to be you two. That’s my condition.”

I stared at him, confused. “Why?”

“Because I know and trust Ethan. He won’t bullshit me.”

“And me?”

He leveled an intense look at me, his exact thoughts impossible to guess. “Your eyes. Because you look like you have something to prove.”

“Do you think I’ll bullshit you?”

“I think I’ll know if you do.”

“And how’s that?”

He didn’t answer, and Ethan gave no objection. “Fine,” I said to Thatcher. “Ethan and I are your official babysitters.”

“Fabulous.”

I blinked.

Bastard used my word.

* * *

While the paperwork for Derek’s release was being approved, he was examined (for what, I don’t know), given new clothes (his were looking a bit worn), and fitted with an ankle monitor. Ethan and I were each given a remote for that monitor—if the strap was cut, or if it was removed from his skin for longer than ten seconds, we’d know. And so would Warden Hudson.

Unlike the collars all of the prisoners had once worn around their necks, these ankle monitors didn’t come complete with an electroshock unit that would render him unconscious with the press of a button. If he tried to run, we’d have to chase him. And if he succeeded, our asses could end up taking his place in Manhattan. Ethan and Teresa seemed confident he wouldn’t run. I wasn’t so sure.

And that uncertainty meant I shouldn’t have agreed to be his handler, right? Don’t ask why I said yes, because I couldn’t tell you.

Ethan, Teresa, and I were waiting in the barren lobby when Thatcher was escorted down by two guards. He looked positively normal in his khaki pants and blue short-sleeved polo. He’d even shaved, which took a few years off his appearance. I found myself looking a little too long and turned away.

Teresa led the way. Thatcher followed, with Ethan and me bringing up the rear. At the exterior gate, Thatcher froze. He looked up at the guard towers as though expecting a stray shot, and in his profile I saw a small degree of fear. I saw a grown man whose entire world had been contained by a few hundred square blocks for the last fifteen years. I saw someone who’d been fucked over by others enough times to not quite trust his release.

I took a step closer. “It’s okay,” I whispered. “You’re with us now.”

He twisted his head and looked at me with wide-eyed disbelief. “It’s been so long.”

“One foot in front of the other. Everything else will sort itself out.”

Gratitude bled into his expression. He nodded, then went through the gate. As we walked to the puddle-jumper, Ethan elbowed me in the ribs. I shot him a poisonous glare.

Thatcher experienced each step with the wonderment of a kid entering his first theme park. He gripped the seat when Teresa flew the puddle-jumper up into the air. He stared out the side of the vehicle as we tracked across the harbor to our own island. He tried to look everywhere at once, to see it all from a brand-new point of view.

“I’ve never seen the prison from the outside,” he said.

After we landed and piled out, Teresa said, “I suppose we should give you a tour—” Her phone rang, and she yanked it out of her pocket. “Go ahead.”

Thatcher stared all around him, drinking in the details of the lawn and the old barracks in front of us, while Ethan and I listened to Teresa’s end of the call—which was brief and a lot of grunts, followed by, “We’re on our way.” She snapped her phone shut. “Marco has a lead on our other suspect.”

That got Thatcher’s attention. He followed us into HQ, straight to the War Room. A few heads turned in his direction, and the expressions of concern and distrust on Marco and Gage’s faces told me that Teresa had called ahead and warned the rest of the group.

Another reason I’m not in charge of anything—I hadn’t thought of calling until three seconds before we walked in the damn door.

Thatcher took in the room while the rest of us gathered around Marco’s workstation. “What have you got?” Ethan asked.

“A positive identification on our second suspect,” Marco replied. His fingers flew over the keyboard. Two images appeared on the monitors above him. “I took the photograph of our suspect and de-aged her in order to get an image of her as a child. The result is the new photograph on the right.”

The child version of “Jill” had round cheeks and wide eyes, but she really could have been anyone.

“The image is not ideal, and cross-checking her features was difficult. My search yielded forty-eight possible matches.”

“Holy crap,” Teresa said.

“Those matches were culled down to thirty-nine through background checks. Several died in their teens, one is in prison in Nevada. Of the remaining, all but one are currently alive with no strong physical resemblance to the woman in Ethan’s photograph.”

“Who’s the ‘but one’?”

“Bethany Crow.” An image of a child very similar to his manipulated picture appeared on the second monitor. Next to it was what had to be his aged version. “Note the strong resemblance of an older Bethany Crow to our suspect.”

We studied the pictures, but there was no arguing it. Bethany was Jill as surely as Landon was Jack.

“So who is Bethany Crow?” Thatcher asked. His voice in our War Room was like an electric guitar solo in the middle of a classical piano piece—just wrong and completely out of place. Even if he asked a good question.

“Her date of death is within a week of the fire that supposedly killed Landon Cunningham. She was four years old and lived in an orphanage in Buffalo, New York. Cause of death is anaphylaxis from a poisonous spider bite.”

“Who were her parents?”

Marco glanced at Thatcher, then Teresa, as if asking her permission to answer. Teresa gave a subtle nod. “The information is sealed. I am still attempting to access it.”

“Sealed how long ago?” Teresa asked.

“Hours.”

“So Jack and Jill know we’re getting close and they’re trying to cover their tracks.”

“Or whoever took them is covering,” Ethan said. “But let me guess. Bethany’s body was cremated, but like Landon, all traces of paperwork are missing?”

“Correct,” Marco said.

“Does the orphanage still exist?” Thatcher asked.

“No. The orphanage lost funding ten years ago. The woman who ran the home, Thelma Swenson, is elderly and lives in a nursing home in Buffalo.”

“She might be worth talking to.”

“Agreed.”

“Ditto,” Teresa said. “Congratulations, Thatcher, you’re going on your first official investigative road trip.”

I stifled a groan. Thatcher didn’t reply.

* * *

The road trip was more like a short plane ride, thanks to Dr. Kinsey’s private jet. Less than three hours after the start of our conversation in the War Room, Ethan was navigating our rental car to the Hill Crest Nursing Home. He insisted on driving, even though he only had one good hand—guess he didn’t trust my rusty skills.

Truthfully, I hate driving. Flying the puddle-jumper, though? Not so bad.

Thatcher was quiet the entire trip, and I had half a mind to thank him for that small mercy. It wasn’t that I hated him, exactly, or that his smooth smoke-and-whiskey voice was hard to listen to. I kind of liked how he talked. I just didn’t want this task to turn into some kind of polite let’s-get-to-know-each-other exercise. I didn’t want to know more about him, and I certainly wasn’t going to tell him about myself. So we didn’t talk, period.

The nursing home was a pleasant-looking place on a sprawling piece of property. Assisted-living housing circled the edges of the place, with a larger hospital-like facility in the center. The woman at the welcome desk gave us a double-take—and not because I was there with two good-looking men. Most of the time I forgot how badly my blue skin stuck out from the crowd.

“You must be the team from New York,” the middle-aged woman said—Judy, according to her plastic name tag. “I was notified you were on your way.”

Ethan took point, since women tended to respond badly to me. Could be the blue skin, could be the boobs or the snakeskin body suit that hugged every single curve. Besides, most ladies prefer being smiled at by cute redheads, and when he wasn’t being a sarcastic brat, Ethan could charm anyone.

“We are, thank you,” Ethan said. “I’m Tempest, and these are my associates Flex and Mr. Thatcher. We’re here to see Thelma Swenson.”

I bit the inside of my lip to keep from laughing. My code name wasn’t the coolest one on the planet, but “Mr. Thatcher” made our third wheel sound like a spy movie villain.

“Of course,” Judy said. “Trance mentioned that. Well, Thelma is usually out in the garden this time of day. I’ll show you.”

We followed Judy down a maze of linoleum corridors that smelled like lemon cleaner and bleach, past rows of doors. Many were open, some were closed. Most were silent, save for the occasional beep of a machine or rasp of bedsheets. I hated places like this—habitats for people without family, or whose uncaring family sent them away to die. I never wanted to be like that. I didn’t want to age out and die slow, alone and uncomfortable, far from everything I ever knew.

If I was going to die, goddammit, it would be for something I believed in. Not heart disease, or kidney failure, or infected bed sores.

At the end of the corridor, a pair of glass double doors opened into a wide yard with a brick patio. It was dotted with tables and chairs occupied by groups of the elderly. Some played cards, others chess or checkers. I even spotted a backgammon board. More surprising, though, was that a lot of the residents were bright-eyed and smiling. Even laughing. Beyond the patio, in an open area, about a dozen residents were lined up doing some sort of physical exercises—toe-touching and stretching, mostly.

“Don’t look so surprised, Flex,” Judy said with a harsh edge to her voice. “Old doesn’t mean useless.”

My cheeks burned.

We followed Judy across the patio, out onto the grass, and around to the west of the building. There we found a lovely flower garden surrounded by wrought-iron benches. A woman in a bright floral dress sat on one of those benches, hands clasped tightly in her lap, gaze fixed on the flowers.

“Thelma?” Judy said. “You have visitors.”

Thelma blinked hard and seemed to have trouble tearing herself away from the flowers. She gazed up at us like she couldn’t remember how to say hello. Then those wide, unfocused eyes landed on me. “My goodness, child,” she said in a breathless voice. “I hate to tell you this, but I think you have a condition.”

Thatcher snickered, the bastard.

“So I’ve been told,” I said.

“Sarcasm doesn’t count,” Ethan whispered.

“Shut it, Windy.”

“I’ll leave you folks alone for a bit to visit,” Judy said. She gave us a shared be-nice-to-her-or-you’ll-answer-to-me glare before leaving.

“What can I do for you young people?” Thelma asked. “I’m sure I don’t know you. Do I?”

“No, ma’am, we’ve never met,” Ethan said. He introduced us all again, this time using our first names, then sat down next to her. “We just wanted to chat a little, if that’s all right.”

“Don’t mind chatting, son, but my mind isn’t what it used to be.”

“We can take our time.”

“Oh, dear.” She stroked the tips of her gnarled fingers along the bandage covering Ethan’s left hand. “You went and hurt yourself, son.”

“It’s just a sprain. It’ll heal. Ma’am, up until ten years ago, you helped run the Joyful Song Orphanage here in Buffalo, didn’t you?”

Her eyes lit up, and her smile revealed quite a few missing teeth. “Oh, dear, yes, I did. All of those bright souls. I miss my kids so dearly. No one comes to visit me much.” She gave us each a suspicious look. “Say, weren’t none of you my kids?”

“No, we weren’t. I’m curious about one of the girls who lived at your orphanage, and I was hoping you’d remember her.”

“I’ll do my very best, son.”

Ethan showed Thelma the photo of the little girl on his tablet. “Do you remember her, Ms. Swenson?”

“Oh, you’re sweet, but you call me Thelma.” She squinted at the photo, and then a crumpling sadness sent her leaning back against her bench. “Oh, my, yes, I remember poor little Bethany. One of the few we lost. So tragic, losing that girl. Poisonous spider bite, they said at the hospital. Nothing could be done.”

“They said at the hospital?” I repeated.

“Yes, it’s what they said. I found little Bethany outside, convulsing on the ground. I scooped her up and drove her straight to the hospital myself. Thought she was having a seizure, even though it wasn’t in her medical history. I gave her to the doctors.” Her eyes glistened. “Never did see her again.”

“They didn’t let you see her after she died?” Ethan asked.

“No, and I raised holy hell about it, too, but I was shooed off. The state took care of her body, I suppose. So sad, to be treated like that.”

“Did you ever see a spider bite on her body?”

Thelma pressed her lips together while she thought, making the mass of wrinkles around them fall in together like a crater. “Not that I recall, but I was real panicked that day. I didn’t think to look.”

Next to me, Thatcher shifted his weight from one foot to the other, anger vibrating off him like a drumbeat. I could guess what he was so wound up about. Someone had probably sneaked into the orphanage and drugged Bethany into a seizure, and then whisked her right out of the hospital without anyone being the wiser. Children being treated like commodities to be acquired—it made me fucking sick.

“We fumigated the whole backyard for spiders right after,” Thelma continued. “No one else ever got bit, thank the Lord.”

“Thelma,” Ethan said, “do you know who Bethany’s parents were?”

“Not her mother, no. Her father gave her up to us the year before. Said he had no money, no home, no way to care for a child. All he’d say is her mother wasn’t around. The poor fellow was so scared.”

“Do you remember his name?”

She tapped her chin with one finger. “A funny name, if I recall. Two animals.”

I glanced at Ethan, wondering now if the old lady’s mind was starting to slip. Ethan ignored me and put a comforting hand on Thelma’s shoulder. “Take your time,” he said.

“A young lad, so skittish—oh, yes, Lionel. His name was Lionel Crow.”

Ethan typed that into his tablet, probably sending it straight to Marco. Bethany’s birth information was sealed, so score one for the dotty old lady.

A cool hand wrapped around mine, and I froze, everything going taut, my heart rate kicking up a few notches. I tried not to rip my hand away from Thelma’s firm grip, annoyed by the unexpected touch, and intrigued by the kindness in her eyes. She looked at me with an expression I couldn’t quite figure out.

“You lost your parents when you were young, too, honey,” Thelma said. Not a question, either. How the hell did she know that?

Goose bumps prickled across the back of my neck, and I shocked the shit out of myself by actually indulging her, instead of telling her to mind her own business. “I was almost nine when the Rangers adopted me,” I said.

She nodded slowly, gave my hand a gentle squeeze, then let go. “Sometimes adoption is a blessing.”

My stomach churned. “Yeah.” The look I shot Ethan was full of Wrap this up or get me out of here, to which he gave a short nod.

“Just one last question, Thelma,” Ethan said. “Did Bethany ever have visitors at the orphanage? Or anyone who came asking about her?”

Thelma didn’t reply. Her gaze had gone distant, and she stared out at the garden like she’d never seen it before. We’d lost our audience to the thrill of petunias and rosebushes. We tried to say good-bye, but she didn’t seem to notice.

On the way back to the car, Ethan called HQ to report on our interview. Thatcher and I walked side by side, a matching pair of thunderclouds hovering over our heads. He was probably pissed about what amounted to the forceful kidnapping of a four-year-old. I was pissed at Thelma for poking into my personal life with her empathy and kind eyes. I didn’t like thinking about that part of my life, and my parents were no great loss to the human race. None of the other people from the compound I was raised in were, either.

Despite his personal anger, Thatcher still managed to look everywhere at once, taking in everything, from the walls of the facility to the landscaping on the edge of the parking lot. For fifteen years, he’d had nothing but the ruined ghost town of Manhattan to look at. His slice of nature had been contained within the borders of Central Park and a few other smaller parks around the island. Wide-open spaces with no skyscrapers or walls around them had to be a novelty.

By the time we reached the car, Marco had information on Lionel Crow, and Ethan put us on speaker so we could all huddle around and listen.

“Much of his history has been deleted,” Marco said, and the opening volley didn’t surprise any of us. “He is not Meta, as far as my research shows, and his date of death is two days before Bethany died. He was twenty-two, and heavily into alcohol and drugs, which may explain why he gave his daughter up for adoption.”

“Or he was hiding her from her mother,” I said. Thatcher glared at me. “What?”

“What?” Marco said.

“Not you, pal. How’d Crow die?”

“He drove while intoxicated and crashed into a tree at eighty miles an hour.”

“Ouch.”

“Indeed.”

“Was he associated with any known Metas?” Ethan asked.

“Yes,” Marco replied. “In fact, Crow attended high school with and was known to be attached to Alice Stiles.”

Alice Stiles—once also known as Mayhem.

Six

The Turn

Ethan’s face pinched. He couldn’t hide the fact that at the name Alice Stiles, his mind had just gone right back to our final day in Central Park. We’d been running past several bronze statues when Mayhem started attacking us with heat blasts, melting statues and killing a kid. Ethan had saved us all that day by killing Mayhem. And he was the kind of gentle soul who tore himself into bits about killing, even if it was self-defense.

“What does ‘known to be attached to’ mean?” Thatcher asked.

“They dated,” Marco replied. “They graduated high school a year before the War started. Stiles’s involvement in the War is documented in the later years. However, her exact movements in the first two years are unknown.”

“Was Alice Bethany’s mother?”

“I cannot answer that. However, the timing is correct, and after comparing their photographs, there is a strong resemblance between Bethany Crow and Alice Stiles.”

“Did May—Stiles ever mention having a baby?” I asked Thatcher.

He stared at me like I’d grown a finger out of my forehead. “Do you tell strangers the intimate details of your sex life, Renee? I barely knew Alice, so no, she never mentioned giving up a baby.”

I didn’t back down from his snarly response, even though my Sarcasm Brain wanted to snap right back at him. Besides, I hadn’t had a sex life to speak of for months. “Can you think of anyone in Manhattan she might have confided in? Someone who could help us?”

Thatcher didn’t answer right away, but he was thinking.

“Did he nod or shake his head?” Marco asked over the phone, clearly confused by the silence.

“Neither,” I replied. “Hold on a sec, Fuzz Face.”

Thatcher looked like he’d rather chew glass than admit anything when he finally said, “Mai Lynn Chang. She and Alice were good friends.”

Ethan and I shared a look. Mai Lynn was a cat shifter and current resident of Manhattan. She was also the mother of Simon Hewitt’s son, Caleb. What an incestuous little group we are.

“I will contact Warden Hudson and arrange an interview,” Marco said.

“Thanks, pal,” I said. “See you in a few hours.”

* * *

Apparently Hudson was in some kind of meeting all afternoon, possibly getting his ass chewed off by his superiors for allowing Thatcher out on temporary release, so we didn’t have an interview time set up when we got back to HQ. Dinnertime was closing in, and as our little trio made its way to the cafeteria, Aaron snagged Ethan off to the side.

“Are you still able to go to Simon’s?” Aaron asked.

I stopped walking in order to eavesdrop, and my Thatcher-shaped shadow did the same.

Ethan stared at his boyfriend blankly for a beat, then his eyebrows went up. “Shit, I forgot about that.” He looked at me, almost apologetic. “We’d planned to visit Andrew tonight.”

Andrew, his half-brother, lived with the Hewitts, and the pair tried to see each other as often as possible. He was only eight, but Andrew reminded me so much of an adolescent Ethan, with his red hair and green eyes and warm smile.

“So go see him,” I said.

“What if Hudson calls back?”

“We can talk to Mai Lynn tomorrow.”

Ethan shook his head. “No, we should get this figured out as soon as possible. I’ll—”

“Go. See. Him. If we get over there tonight, Thatcher and I can handle it.”

“Are you sure?”

I gave him a gentle shove toward Aaron. “Go to play with your baby brother, Windy. I mean it.”

“Thanks, Stretch.”

He and Aaron headed back in the opposite direction, and I could have sworn I heard Ethan ask how Noah was feeling. The question made me curious for about five seconds, until a sharp pang of envy hit me right in the gut, and it had nothing to do with Noah. Ethan had so many of the things I longed for—a steady relationship with someone who cared about him, living family members who weren’t batshit insane, an open-mindedness about the Manhattan prisoners. I loved him dearly, but sometimes I wished he were easier to hate. Not that Ethan had had it easy—he’d had a horrible time in post-War foster care, and that had left all kinds of emotional scars. And finding the courage to come out to us hadn’t been easy for him, either.

He more than deserved the happiness he had.

The jerk.

Fingers snapped in front of my face. “Anyone home?” Thatcher asked.

I swatted his hand away. “Do you mind?”

“You were staring at the wall.”

“So?”

He opened his mouth, then snapped it shut. He didn’t look annoyed, just amused, and that annoyed me. We were stuck working together, but I was not available for his entertainment. If I wanted to be a sideshow, I’d go back to shaking my ass in Vegas.

Thatcher tilted his head to the side, a half smile playing on his lips, and damn it if he didn’t almost look attractive like that. “I know you’re only required to babysit me if I leave the building,” he said with a stupidly charming lilt to his voice, “but would you like to join me for dinner?”

“Not particularly.”

He shrugged one shoulder, not the least put off (that I could tell) by my abrupt shutdown. “At least you’re honest.”

“Most people call it rude.”

“I’m not most people.”

“No kidding.”

“You still blame us, don’t you?”

I blinked. “Us?”

He nodded slowly, something dark burning in his eyes. “Banes. You still blame us for the War, and for everything that happened afterward. Don’t you?”

We were really having this conversation in the middle of the hallway. Granted, no one was around, but I still carried an unpopular opinion around like a festering wound you can’t see beneath all the layers of clothing. I didn’t much feel like arguing my point where others could stumble by and overhear.

“Does it matter?” I asked.

“Yes. We have to work together, for however long it takes to solve this. You know where I stand, so I think it’s only fair that I know where you stand, as well.”

“I’m standing right here.” I folded my arms over my chest and turned to face him full-on. He only had two inches on me, but he did have a good thirty pounds of muscle and solid bulk that I lacked. His posture was as relaxed as mine was defensive, and I couldn’t help wondering if he was doing that on purpose to make me look like an aggressive bitch.

“You’re, what? Twenty-five?”

“Twenty-seven.”

His eyebrows twitched. “I was twenty-two when the War ended, and I was stuck on that island living in misery, eating whatever crap the government dished out or we could scavenge. Today was the first time in fifteen years I set foot off that island, rode in a car, saw a person over the age of sixty. You can hate the Banes and hate Chimera all you want, but Derek Thatcher is a different man than the one who followed Specter. Chimera died a long time ago. Please try to remember that.”

A hot flush crept up my cheeks, straight to my hairline, and it wasn’t from anger—I was embarrassed. Fuck him for schooling me like that. I had a damn good reason for holding on to my narrow view of the past, and I wasn’t about to go explaining myself to Thatcher. Not now, and not ever.

“You have no idea where I stand,” I said coldly. “You can’t even see the fucking ground.”

His eyes narrowed. Before he could retort, my cell rang with Teresa’s personal tone.

“Hello?” I said.

“Good news,” she replied, slightly out of breath. “Mai Lynn is currently at the observation tower getting a checkup for her leg, and I got you guys permission to speak with her before she goes back to Manhattan.”

“Did the warden agree?”

“He didn’t have to. His head guard gave us permission.”

“Fabulous. Thatcher and I will head over now.”

“Where’s Ethan?”

“On his way to see his brother.”

“Oh, right, he mentioned that yesterday. You good with him not being there?”

I glanced at Thatcher, who was watching me intently. “Nothing I can’t handle, T.”

“Good. Keep me posted.”

“Will do.”

After I hung up, Thatcher asked, “We’re going where?”

“Ellis Island.”

He pulled a face, then quickly tried to hide it—interesting. “More flying?”

“Not a fan?”

“Not particularly.”

“Sucks to be you, then.”

* * *

Instead of the interrogation room, our guard escorted us to the medical ward on the second floor. Mai Lynn was sitting in what passed for a waiting room: six upholstered chairs around a single, wide, wood coffee table. There was no television, nor any magazines or books to read. The entire space was sterile and plain-colored, and about as interesting as a piece of white bread.

I’d never met Mai Lynn in person and only knew her from her file. As we approached, she used a wooden cane to stand up. Her left leg was in a walking cast. She’d broken it in July’s Central Park helicopter explosion, and seemed to be on the mend. She barely came up to my chin, and I had to look down when I shook her hand and introduced myself.

“Please, sit,” I said.

She settled back in her chair, and I took one opposite her. Thatcher stood a little to the side, observing but not really participating. Good. I could handle it myself.

“Something important must be afoot,” she said. “First you spring Derek, and now you’re speaking with me. Do I get to know why?”

“I wish I could go into the details,” I lied, “but I can’t.” The last three words were true, though. “I was hoping you could help us confirm a suspicion we have about one of your former, ah . . . coworkers.”

Her eyebrows jumped. “Coworkers?”

“From the War,” Thatcher said.

She glanced at him, then turned a curious look on me. “Who?”

“Alice Stiles,” I said.

“Alice died fifteen years ago.”

“I know. I’d rather focus on her activities during the first two years of the War.”

Mai Lynn’s expression closed off—bingo. “Why?”

I ignored the question. “Did you and Alice interact frequently during those two years?”

“Somewhat. As Specter began pulling us together, Alice and I were often in the same city at the same time.”

Interesting dance around the fact that they were together murdering Rangers and wreaking havoc in those cities. “To your knowledge, did Alice Stiles give birth to a child during that time period?”

Her eyes went wide with shock, and then her entire expression shifted into something fierce, protective. “What does it matter if she did or did not?”

“It matters because a young woman who may be her biological daughter is running around committing all kinds of crimes. A young woman who has a Meta power very similar to Alice Stiles’s. We’re just trying to confirm that the two are related.”

“Alice was a friend. I don’t know if this young woman is her daughter, but I won’t help you.”

“Can’t or won’t?”

“Won’t.”

“Someone took her,” Thatcher said. He moved closer, his face a dark mask of frustration that he didn’t try to hide. “They faked her death and they took her, and God only knows what they trained her to be. Those bastards did the same thing to Landon.”

Mai Lynn’s face fell. Her hand rose, like she wanted to reach for Thatcher, then dropped back into her lap. She watched him, as though searching for deceit. “Who’s ‘they’?”

“We aren’t certain yet, but I need to find him. Please.”

She looked pained when she turned back to me. “I don’t know if Alice had a child, not for sure. She disappeared completely for about seven months, and the next time I saw her she was . . . different.”

“Different how?” I asked.

“Distant. Colder. She wouldn’t say a word about where she’d gone or why, and I never pressed.”

“Is there anyone you can think of whom she might have confided in?”

She shook her head. “They’re all dead now.” To Thatcher she added, “I’m sorry I can’t be more helpful. I hope you find him.”

“Thank you.”

“You deserve to be with your son, Derek.”

He smiled warmly. “So do you, Mai Lynn.”

“Maybe soon.” Her eyes lit up with the eagerness of a child waiting for Christmas morning to hurry up and get here. “My official parole interview is next week. I could be with Caleb again before the month is over.”

“You’ll get out. I know you will.”

“I wish I had your faith.”

As much as I hated breaking up the official Absentee Parents Club meeting, I cleared my throat loudly. Two heads swiveled to look at me blankly—probably forgot I was even there. This wasn’t a social call. “If there’s nothing else you can tell us, we should be heading back,” I said.

“Of course,” Mai Lynn said.

I stood up, then forced myself to say, “Thank you for your cooperation.”

“You’re welcome.”

On the way to the elevator, Thatcher leaned over and whispered, “You didn’t hurt yourself saying thank you, did you?”

I glared at him, and he just smiled. Really smiled. Is he flirting with me?

Impossible.

We didn’t speak on the elevator, or as we left the observation tower for the warm evening air that reeked of the bay. This area certainly had an unmistakable smell. Halfway to the puddle-jumper, my com squealed with the emergency beacon. I jumped, the noise cutting the silence between us. I fumbled the earpiece twice before I got it in.

“Duvall,” I said.

“It’s me.” Teresa. “Simon just called. He said Aaron and Ethan are twenty minutes late, and neither is answering his phone.”

Shit. Panic turned my insides to icy slush. “What about the tracer on their car?”

“Shows them stopped three blocks from Simon’s house, on Communipaw Avenue. No movement. Marco and Lacey are already in the air.”

“Thatcher and I are outside. We can be there in a few minutes.”

“Keep your com on.”

“Will do.” I didn’t explain to Thatcher, I just grabbed his arm and pulled.

To his credit, Thatcher didn’t start asking questions until I failed to either direct us to Governors Island, or land in the parking area on the mainland. I filled him in while I flew straight toward the streets I only halfway knew, until I was over Communipaw Avenue. Landing the puddle-jumper wasn’t going to be easy—it wasn’t a large machine, but I was used to having a lot more maneuvering space. Thatcher white-knuckled his armrest in a way that would have amused me if I weren’t scared out of my mind for Ethan’s safety. Two grown men with strong damn powers going off the grid meant serious trouble.

I spotted one of our Sports, stopped in the middle of the street about three blocks from where Simon’s house should be. The nearest intersection was clear. I hovered the puddle-jumper over it, then pushed down on the controls, dropping us a few feet at a time until the skids hit pavement. I shut off the engine and practically leapt out onto the street.

The Sport’s engine was off, the doors shut. I yanked one open and found the keys still in the ignition. Thatcher opened the passenger-side door and looked around. No blood, no broken glass, no signs of a struggle. I relaxed my shoulders and stretched my neck out so I could see both the backseat and the rear compartment—nothing there, either.

Damn it, Wind Bag, where are you?

When my neck settled back into place, Thatcher was staring at me with open surprise.

“What?” I snapped.

“Nothing.”

“Good.” I hit my com. “Duvall to West. Car’s empty, no sign of a fight.”

“Copy. Lacey and Marco are on the ground, too, nearby.”

“Copy that. Out.”

I repeated it for Thatcher’s sake, then moved out to the middle of the street. Few people lived in this neighborhood, so the chances of finding someone who’d seen what happened was slim to none. Not for the first time, I wished for a more useful power. Something that could help us track down our friends. Gage should be out here with his Super Sniffer, not me with my stupid bendy body that didn’t even work right.

A raven’s cry broke the quiet. I pivoted and ran back toward the puddle-jumper. Raven-Marco darted into the street from that intersection, then hovered there until I caught up. I followed him down another block, past a mix of homes and boarded-up businesses, to a dank alley that reeked of rot and tepid water. Lacey Wilson’s dragonlike wings peeked over a pile of rubble that had once been part of one of the buildings lining the alley. I jumped over the debris with ease and landed in a puddle that splashed something wet and nasty up onto my boots and the legs of my uniform.

Lacey was kneeling next to Aaron, who was hog-tied, blindfolded, and gagged. As she worked at the knots on the ropes, Aaron didn’t struggle, didn’t even move. They wouldn’t have bothered tying him up so well if he was dead, but that didn’t stop a brief flare of dread from clenching my guts tight. I scanned the alley—no Ethan.

“He’s alive,” Lacey said without looking up from her work. “Damn it, these are tight.”

“Let me.” I nudged my way in and squatted down in the grime and muck. Bones and skin stretched as I elongated my fingers into thinner points, giving me an advantage with the knots. Lacey scooted away, and a moment later I heard her on the com, giving someone our exact location.

Thatcher crouched by Aaron’s head and gently removed the gag and blindfold while I worked the final few knots. I got him unwound from the ropes, and we arranged him more comfortably on his back. Lacey said he was alive, but I couldn’t help feeling Aaron’s pulse for myself. It was slow, but steady, and I rubbed his chest with my knuckles like I’d seen doctors do on television.

“Aaron, it’s Renee,” I said. “Wake up for me, pal.”

“I don’t feel any swellings,” Thatcher said, carefully prodding at Aaron’s head. I was silently grateful. Aaron and I weren’t really friendly, but Ethan loved him, so he needed to be okay.

Raven-Marco cried out again from the mouth of the alley, and the familiar rumble of a Sport engine was followed by brakes squealing. Then we were surrounded by activity, and I stepped away so Noah Scott could get at his brother. I stared down at the pair of them, unsure why the sight was so strange, until it hit me that Noah was out in a public street. Dahlia wasn’t in control.

Even more bizarre was the fact that Teresa had come with him, and she wasn’t saying a thing about it.

Gage was there with her, too, and Marco had shifted back.

“I have searched the other nearby alleys,” Marco said. “There is no sign of Ethan.”

“What about their car?” Gage asked.

“I smelled nothing unusual there or here, but your nose is more sensitive than mine.”

Gage closed his eyes. He breathed in deeply through his nose, held it, then exhaled slowly through his mouth. Repeat times four, then he blinked at us. He looked a little green. “The alley stink is overwhelming, but there’s nothing that stands out. No unfamiliar aftershaves or perfumes.”

He moved over to Aaron and did the same thing, trying to get some kind of scent marker off his clothes or the rope. When he looked up at us, he didn’t bother hiding his frustration. “Nothing.”

“Take Marco and Lacey back to the car with you,” Teresa said. “See what you can find there.” Her face was tight, outwardly calm, but I knew her too well. Inside she was falling apart knowing one of ours was missing.

Fuck missing. He was taken.

The trio left the alley. Teresa squatted next to Noah, who was still trying to coax Aaron awake.

“There’s no exterior sign of trauma,” Thatcher said. He’d moved a few feet away, as though afraid to intrude on our private moment of worry. I kind of respected that sensitivity (just don’t tell anyone).

“He must be drugged, then,” Noah said. “Aaron’s hybrid-Changeling ability makes it damn hard to knock him out otherwise. They’d have had to hit him in the head with a bowling ball.”

That mental image made me shudder.

“Let’s get him out of the alley, at least. Lying there won’t do him any good.”

Teresa looked up, right at Thatcher, her eyebrows arched in surprise. Surprise he was being helpful, or surprise that he’d beaten her to the suggestion, I couldn’t begin to guess. “Good idea,” she said.

Noah and Thatcher did the heavy lifting, while Teresa and I went ahead to open the back doors of the Sport. At the moment, Noah didn’t look like he could lift a toddler, let alone half of a grown man—just like Dahlia earlier, he was pale and looked like he had the flu. Something was definitely up with Double Trouble, but now wasn’t the time or place to ask.

Maneuvering Aaron inside the Sport was a sight to see—he was nearly six feet tall and had to weigh in at about one-seventy—but Noah and Thatcher managed. I pulled a blanket out of the rear compartment and tucked it under Aaron’s head. He was filthy and reeked of the alley, and just as Noah knelt on the floor next to him, he let out a pained groan that got our collective attention.

“Aaron? Come on, wake up, bro,” Noah said. “Fight it.”

Score one for Changeling physiology.

It took nearly a full minute of face-scrunching and head-twisting for Aaron to pull loose from the sedative’s hold and get his eyes open. I had a bad angle of his face, but I could clearly see the relief on Noah’s. Aaron mumbled something I couldn’t hear.

Noah looked pained. “We aren’t sure.”

Where’s Ethan?

Aaron tried to sit up, only to fall back against the seat with a grunt.

“Give yourself a minute.” Noah pressed both palms down on Aaron’s chest.

Aaron clasped one of Noah’s wrists and said, “Need to find him.”

“We will. What do you remember?”

“Body in the street. We stopped. Got out. This.”

“Setup,” Teresa said, more to herself than to him.

Aaron made a noise that was probably his version of No shit, really?

“But why only Ethan?” Thatcher asked. “Why not take both of them?”

“One is easier to manage than two,” Teresa replied. “It’s also possible they weren’t sure who or what Aaron is, so they didn’t want to risk trying to handle him. Ethan’s abilities aren’t a secret.”

“Should’ve been more careful,” Aaron said. “Shit.”

“He’ll be fine,” Noah said. He sounded as if he believed the words, but he might have been humoring his brother. He swiped the back of his hand across his forehead—was he sweating? “He always is.”

That sounded more like Dahlia coming through. She and Ethan were practically in each other’s pockets lately, and the dual panic she and Noah must be sharing had to be overwhelming. I couldn’t imagine sharing a body and mind, much less having two sets of emotions to deal with at once. I could barely manage my own emotions most days.

Teresa’s cell rang, and she stepped away to answer it. “Hey, Simon,” she said before she moved out of earshot.

Good grief, Andrew was going to freak out when he realized his big brother was missing. The kid was eight. He’d been through too much already, was too damned young to have seen the shit he’d seen. Sure, kids were resilient during and after a crisis, but we carried that baggage for the rest of our lives. Mine was still firmly strapped to my back with a big old Fucked over and sold out by her own parents written on it in permanent ink.

Thatcher was tracking Teresa with his eyes, and I couldn’t help wondering if he was thinking along the same lines, worrying about Andrew. And Caleb, too. Both boys were attached to Ethan, and both deserved a safer life than the one they had. I’d never disagreed with that part of Teresa’s vision for a united Meta community. Children deserved a chance to grow up happy and safe, no matter who their parents were. Hell, if we were judged by our parents’ actions, the Rangers would have drowned me in the creek like an unwanted puppy and been done with me.

Instead, they saved me and gave me that happy, safe childhood.

For a while.

“Simon has a security camera outside of his house,” Teresa said once her conversation was over. “But we’re too far away for it to have seen anything. Simon’s coming out to read the area, though, see if he can pick up any emotional backwash.”

“What about the kids?” I asked.

“His housekeeper is going over to sit with them for a little while.” Just in case hung off the end of her sentence.

I had nothing to contribute to their search, so I hung back while Teresa headed over to the other Sport, where Gage and Marco were still poking around. They were too far away to hear anything, but close enough at half a block to still see clearly. And Gage was very clearly frustrated. He even pulled away when Teresa tried to touch his arm, and that rarely happened. Those two always used to be like peas and carrots, and lately they were more like the same ends of a magnet, pushing each other away.

“If you don’t let me up right the fuck now, I will hit you!” Aaron’s snarled statement bounced out of the Sport’s interior.

“Fine,” Noah snapped back. “If you fall on your face, I’m not picking you up.”

“Fine.”

Thatcher’s lips twitched, and when our eyes met he mouthed, Brothers?

I nodded. I’d forgotten he didn’t know our twisted history with the Scotts and their Changeling halves.

Aaron stumbled out of the Sport and right into Thatcher, who grabbed his arm and kept Aaron from falling face-first to the pavement. “Take it easy, kid,” Thatcher said.

“I’m not a fucking kid.” Aaron pulled away and only managed to fall sideways against the side of the Sport. He was smart enough to stay put, though, and use the Sport for support while he got his bearings.

“Then stop acting like one. Calm down and think.”

Aaron glared. Thatcher had a point. Aaron had known Ethan a few months; Teresa, Gage, Marco, and I had known him for twenty years, and we were keeping our shit together in order to find him. He didn’t get to be more upset than the rest of us.

Déjà vu, honey.

The same thing had happened back in June when Teresa was shot by . . . well, Aaron, technically (but that’s a long damn story), and Dahlia about had a fit. Dahlia, who’d been part of our group for all of six months, who didn’t have our shared history, who’d never trained to be a Ranger. I’d seriously resented her grief and fear, and I was resenting Aaron’s, too.

Unfair? Maybe so, but that’s the way it goes.

“What do you remember about the person in the street?” Thatcher asked.

Aaron’s face scrunched up. He looked ahead of us, toward the other Sport, like it held the answers he needed. “A woman or girl, from the body shape. She was angled away from us, down, so I never saw her face.”

“Tall or short?”

“Short to medium, I guess. Her legs were bent.”

“Hair?”

“Not sure. She was wearing a knit cap, I think.”

“Clothes?”

Aaron rubbed his forehead and left a smear of grime behind. “Jeans, sneakers. A baggy T-shirt, maybe blue. Nothing that stands out.”

“She could have been Bethany Crow,” I said.

“That makes sense,” Thatcher said. “It leaves Landon as lookout, and it’s fairly easy for a telekinetic to drug someone from a distance. He could send in a syringe and depress the plunger without ever being seen.”

“But why take Ethan?”

“It’s possible my son, or the people who took him, are trying to get my attention again. He and Aaron made themselves targets by being out in the city alone.”

“Hey!” Aaron said.

Thatcher gave him a hard look. “You stopped to help a stranger on the street without first reporting it to someone at your HQ. You went out in the open. Perhaps they took advantage of your desire to help others, but regardless, you both made very amateur moves tonight.”

Aaron flushed dark red, and I half expected him to take a swing at Thatcher. Instead, he strode off toward the group at the other end of the block.

Inside the Sport, Noah heaved a sigh. “Aaron already blames himself, you know,” he said from his spot on the floor. “He calls it the big brother prerogative. Makes him a little unreasonable sometimes, especially when someone he loves is in trouble.”

“Understandable,” Thatcher said, “but he needs to be focused, or he’ll only hinder our investigation.”

I gave Thatcher a shrewd look. He spoke with a self-assurance that hadn’t been there before, and he stood a little straighter, more confidently. At some point he’d stopped thinking of this as something he was forced to help with and started thinking of it as our investigation. He’d become part of it, rather than an outsider looking in.

The corner of my brain that had always rebelled against including the Manhattan prisoners in anything we did stayed curiously quiet. Didn’t protest Thatcher’s inclusion or the way he’d handled Aaron just now. He’d been direct and useful. And for the first time since we sprang him, I didn’t mind Thatcher’s presence.

Not that I’d ever tell him so.

Seven

The Call

Three hours later, we had exactly zero leads on Ethan’s whereabouts and enough shared anxiety to keep Hackensack General’s psych ward busy for a month. No clues at the crime scene, no contact from the kidnappers, and no witnesses besides a couple of alley cats who weren’t talking. Teresa assigned Lacey’s squad to stay in New Jersey and continue searching (more to feel like we were doing something than because she expected actual results), while the rest of us headed back to HQ.

Minus Marco. He wasn’t in Lacey’s squad, and despite his valuable skill with computers, he chose to remain in raven form and search on his own. A tiny part of me hated him for that ability. Even if he didn’t find anything, he was doing something.

My stomach was doing something: rumbling, reminding me to feed it. I wanted to know what was going on with Double Trouble, but despite that and my hunger, I didn’t follow the others inside after we landed. I headed through the archway to the back field and sat down on the same bench Ethan and I had sat on—hell, was that really just this morning? A lifetime had passed since then, and we still felt miles away from solving this case.

Okay, so not completely true. Our suspects had names and backstories, but those things did us a fuck lot of good if we didn’t know where to find said suspects. They obviously had zero trouble finding us, and they knew exactly how to hurt us. If Teresa was the mothering heart of our group, then Ethan was everyone’s big brother. He had friends here and in Manhattan who were willing to fight for him—few of us could say the same thing.

No one was on the field now, and I had a clear view of the prison and its walls. For a while I’d been angry at Ethan for changing his mind about the Banes. He’d come to Manhattan a month ago to help Simon find a few missing prisoners, and he’d returned home with a new perspective on their situation. I’d lost my only ally in that argument, and I’d resented him for it. Resented everyone, actually, for being so willing to let go of everything the Banes had done. For forgiving them and wanting to work alongside them as fellow Metas.

Shades of gray scared me—black and white, Bane and Ranger, was easier. But how did I start to see those shades of gray, and see the Banes as my fellow Metas, when doing so felt like betraying the very thing that once saved my life?

A long shadow fell on the grass right before I heard fabric rustling. Someone was approaching from a wide angle, taking care to make sure I knew they were coming before they scared the crap out of me. I shifted around, intending to thank that person, until I saw Derek Thatcher walking toward me with a plate in his hand. My heart did a funny little leap that was probably just nerves.

“Mind if I join you?” he asked.

“Would it matter if I did?”

He smiled, and in the odd golden haze of twilight, I realized again he was actually kind of handsome. “Not in the least, since I’m outside and technically in your care.”

“Then join away.”

“Thank you.” He sat on the opposite end of the bench, leaving a comfortable space between us. “Teresa insisted I bring you this.” He held out the plate.

I eyeballed the roast beef sandwich, and my empty stomach clenched with want. I took the plate. “Thanks. I don’t know what Teresa would do with her time if she didn’t have us to mother over.”

“Difficult to guess. Possibly settle down and become a mother to her own children?”

The comment stopped me cold. Teresa had made an offhand comment to me a few weeks ago about wanting a family with Gage one day, when it was safe for us. I’d said that I doubted it would ever be safe for us to be parents, when it wasn’t even safe to be ourselves. She’d bitterly agreed.

“She’d make a great mom,” I said, then stuffed my mouth full of roast beef. Heaven on rye.

“She does seem to have that instinct, despite her past.”

“What do you know about her past?”

He draped one arm across the back of the bench, angling his body toward me. “A lot of stories have been floating around the Warren these last few months. No one ever told us what happened to you kids after that final day in Central Park, not until January when our powers came back. Even then it’s only come to us in dribs and drabs.”

“So you know that since you and your pals killed all of our parents and mentors, we ended up in foster care?” He flinched, and instead of that giving me a sense of perverse satisfaction, I felt a pang of something else. Something kind of like guilt. But I didn’t let up. “And that some of us, like Ethan, were stuck in horrific situations until they aged out?”

“Yes, I know that.” His gray eyes burned with grief and anger, and I had to look away. “I lost everything in the War, too, you know. My wife and son, my freedom, my identity as a Meta. Gone.”

I put the plate down between us, no longer interested in the half-eaten sandwich. “I know that.”

Who are you, and what have you done with Renee?

“I remember you from that day,” he said softly.

“I’m kind of unforgettable.” I put my hand on the bench next to his and really saw my blue for the first time, so glaringly different from his rough, tanned skin. “People generally remember having seen the blue girl.”

“Something tells me no one has ever really seen you, Renee.”

My insides clenched up tight. I tucked my hand back into my lap, but couldn’t muster up any anger over his comment. Hell, he was probably right, and hadn’t I done that to myself? Built up the exterior persona of the confident, curvy dancer with the sharp tongue and high-pitched laugh? I’d had those walls up for years. Without their protection, I’d be defenseless.

“I wasn’t much older than some of you,” Thatcher said when I didn’t respond. “Many of us were barely in our twenties when we were imprisoned. We weren’t fighting for a cause anymore, we were fighting for our lives. Specter could have killed any one of us with a thought, and we knew it. It’s how he controlled us, got us to fight for him.”

“Kill or be killed?”

“Yes. I doubt he was even in New York that last day.”

Following a general who was too chickenshit to make a personal appearance in his own campaign? I was doubly glad to have a leader who charged forward at the head of the line, who would take a metaphorical bullet for any one of us (and had taken a literal bullet for Dahlia).

“Can I ask you something?” I said.

He hesitated, then nodded slowly. “Go ahead.”

“If you hated Specter so much, then why did you keep an innocent locked up in his place? Why pretend for so many years that Specter was in Manhattan with the rest of you?”

“For the same reason: fear.” He scrubbed his hands across his face, then through his hair. “None of us had a clue what happened to our powers, if it was temporary or if they’d come back. We were still afraid of Specter, and we knew that if the authorities believed he was free, he’d be hunted down and tossed in with the rest of us. We were terrified of what he’d do to us if our powers came back. As the years passed, the ruse became part of our daily lives. Even when we gave up hope of ever getting our powers back, we feared reprisal from the warden if he discovered we’d lied about Specter. So we kept the secret.”

I studied Derek Thatcher for a moment, trying to see the younger man he’d once been—the man so afraid of another Meta that he’d done horrific things. He was there, beneath the crow’s-feet and threads of silver in his hair. Beneath the hardness that living in prison for so long had created around him. I knew about hardness and walls and fear, so much more than I could ever tell him.

“Needless to say, the warden was furious when he discovered what we’d done,” Thatcher added. “It’s part of the reason why we stayed away from the Warren for years, until Simon and Ethan made contact. It’s why I’m positive that I’ll never receive my pardon.”

“Helping with this case may sway Warden Hudson’s opinion.”

“Doubtful.” He gave me a sad smile. “Honestly, this case may be my last chance to see the outside world, and I’m okay with that. All I want now is to save my son.”

Something tender squeezed at my heart. I tried to ignore it. I didn’t want to have sympathy for Thatcher, or to experience genuine regret that he’d already given up hope of ever gaining his freedom. Feeling those things were just too dangerous. “I hope we can,” I said. “Save your son, I mean.”

“Thank you. And I hope we find Ethan safe and sound.”

“Me, too.”

“He tried to save us the day of the helicopter crash, and he nearly died for his trouble.”

“Ethan would stand in front of a speeding train to protect someone from danger, even if he didn’t know them. It’s what the Rangers taught us.”

“That it’s somehow noble and heroic to die protecting a stranger?”

Why did it sound stupid when Thatcher said it like that? “Yes. It is.”

“Wouldn’t you rather die knowing you’d saved someone you love, instead of a nameless person who probably won’t remember you when you’re gone?”

“Janie Muldoon.”

Thatcher blinked hard several times. “Who’s she?”

“The Ranger who died saving my life when I was eight years old. I was a stranger to her, a kid she’d never met. She died that day, burned to death.” Tears stung my eyes as old memories clawed at the veil I’d put over them almost twenty years ago. Memories dredged up three months ago when I was burned so badly I wanted to die rather than live with the agony of healing.

I’d almost gone crazy during my recovery, startling awake night after night from horrible dreams of Janie’s death, and of my own physical and mental torture before the Rangers found me. I hadn’t told anyone about those nightmares—not Teresa or Gage, and not any of my doctors. So why in the charred blue hell was I opening up to Thatcher?

He didn’t say he was sorry, and I was glad for that—I hate empty sympathy. I’d rather have directness and honesty.

“You weren’t born into the Rangers?” he asked instead.

“No, they found me when I was eight, a few months after my powers had only begun to manifest. I wasn’t born blue.” I bit down hard on my tongue to cut off the flow of words. No way was I going into any more detail with him. Details about the Montana compound I was raised on, or the deeply disturbed people who lived there and believed that Metas were all possessed by demons.

Demons that could be cleansed.

Fucking abusive lunatics, the lot of them.

His hand touched my shoulder, and I didn’t flinch away. Instead, I met his gaze and was surprised to see a quiet intensity there that seemed directed not at me, but at the people who hurt me. Or was it my imagination?

“I’m glad the Rangers were there when you needed them.”

“They always were. Seeing the old Ranger HQ destroyed was . . . it’s like moving one step closer to forgetting.” Those damned tears were back, and I blinked the sheen of water away. “Nowadays everyone thinks of the War first, and no one remembers all of the good the Rangers did. All of the lives they saved.”

“You remember, Renee. As long as one person remembers, their legacy won’t die.”

He squeezed my shoulder, and then the hand started to slip away. I reached up and pressed it back down, grateful for the touch and unable to thank him for it. We sat in silence for a while, until the sun had set completely and it was time to go back inside.

* * *

I was awake with the sun (not that I’d slept much anyway), and after checking for an update (nothing), I went outside to run for a while. I didn’t run fast or often, but this morning it felt like the thing to do, and I ran until my legs and lungs burned. After a quick shower, I returned to my room to get dressed. I was just running a comb through my short hair to sleek out some of the tangles when my cell phone rang.

The name on the display sent my heart into double-time: Ethan.

“Hello?” I said.

“Is anyone else in the room with you?” a male voice asked. Landon. “Ethan’s life depends on your honesty.”

“I’m alone.”

“Put your phone on speaker, then put it into your pocket. Go find Derek Thatcher. I want to speak to him.”

“I want to know Ethan’s alive.”

“He’s alive, Flex. How long he stays that way depends on your following my directions.” The snide tone of his voice suggested he didn’t think I could follow his directions with a map and a flashlight, but I bit back a flippant response. I didn’t know this kid or his temper, and I wouldn’t risk him taking out my lack of restraint on his hostage.

“Fine,” I said.

I did as he asked, careful not to disconnect the call, then strode down the hall to the room Thatcher had been assigned last night. No one else was in sight, so I didn’t knock. I yanked open the door and went inside.

Thatcher spun around with a pair of pants in his hands, dressed in only a pair of briefs that showed off every single muscle and line of his body. I didn’t stop long enough to either admire his physique or be embarrassed at catching him in his underwear, and he seemed too flustered to form a coherent sentence.

“You have a phone call,” I said, holding out the cell.

His eyes narrowed as he slipped into his pants. “From?”

“Good morning, Chimera,” Landon said over speaker. “Or should I call you Dad?”

All of the color leached from Thatcher’s face. He stared at the phone in my hand like it might explode and kill us both. “Landon?” he said, the single word more a plea than a question.

“In the flesh. Although I guess technically not, since we’re doing this over the phone.”

“They told me you were dead.”

“I know.”

I wanted to reach through the phone and throttle Landon for the casual way he was talking about this—about the agony Thatcher had suffered believing his wife and son had died, being locked away and powerless to save them.

Thatcher’s expression shifted from pained shock to suspicion. “What do you want?”

“That should be obvious, even to you,” Landon replied. “I’m willing to trade Ethan Swift for you.”

“Absolutely not.”

I nearly dropped the phone, so startled by Thatcher’s flat refusal.

“Excuse me?” Landon asked.

“No trade,” Thatcher said.

“Are you insane?” I asked.

“Think, Renee. I am under your supervision. If I trade myself away, no matter the reason, Hudson will throw you in jail. Probably Teresa and Ethan, too, for that matter.”

“So your solution is to let Landon kill Ethan?”

“My solution is to not send the three of you straight to jail. I won’t. But I am willing to meet with him and talk.”

“Talk?” Landon said. “What makes you think I want to talk?”

“Because if you wanted to kill me, you’d have done so by now. With your abilities, you’ve had plenty of opportunities.”

“Then why didn’t I kidnap you?”

“You’re trying to prove how smart and badass you are by kidnapping a powerful ex-Ranger. It’s time to quit the showboating, son, and get down to business.”

I could almost see Landon’s face falling on the other end of the line. He’d been put in his place by his old man, and it was awesome. The brief silence from his side added to Thatcher’s verbal victory.

“Fine,” Landon said. “I want to meet face-to-face.”

“I’m under Flex’s supervision. She comes with me.”

“Just her. No one else even knows where you’re going or who you’re meeting.”

“Agreed. When and where?”

“Get on the Jersey turnpike and head south. The old J. Fenimore Cooper service area, between exits four and five. It’s been abandoned for years. Wait there.”

“Okay. For how long?”

“Until I’m sure you aren’t being followed. I’ll call back from a different phone, just in case you’re tracing this one. Don’t answer any calls unless it comes from a four-one-two area code.” Landon hung up.

“It might be a trap,” I said as I put my phone away.

“We’ll have to take that chance,” Thatcher replied. “He has your friend, and he seems willing to compromise.”

“He’s an angry teenager with daddy issues. He’ll do whatever it takes to get you into whichever position he wants you.”

Thatcher shrugged. “Look on the bright side. If he kills me, you’re free of your babysitting obligations.”

“Funny.” The idea of him being killed did not cheer me up. In fact, the joke irritated me.

“I’m not afraid of dying, Renee. I haven’t been for a long time.” The calm, factual way he said it underlined the words themselves, and a chill wormed its way down my spine.

“Well, I’d prefer it if no one died today. Not even you.”

His lips twitched. “How do we get off the island without arousing suspicion?”

“Easy enough. We leave.”

“Just like that?”

“Sure. Once we’re in the air, I’ll com back and tell whoever’s monitoring the channel that we’re following up on a lead.”

“And they’ll let you go?”

“The beauty of this plan is that we’ll already be gone.”

“I see.”

“Get dressed. I’ll meet you by the main doors in five minutes.”

“Where are you going?”

“To get us a backup plan.”

I wrote a brief email to Teresa, nutshelling the conversation with Landon, as well as our destination, then set the email to send in exactly two hours—enough time to arrive and talk to Landon without spooking him. Landon hadn’t said no weapons, so I also grabbed a loose jacket to hide my holstered Coltson.

Everyone was too busy looking for Ethan to object when I took one of the puddle-jumpers—blessing for me. Thatcher and I were in a Sport, on 95 and ten minutes south, before the first call from Teresa woke up my cell phone.

I ignored the call, as well as several others from different people. Thatcher watched me silently while I drove. We didn’t chat. I hated that I was doing this alone, without my friends backing me up. I wasn’t a leader, and I sure as hell didn’t make the game plan. I followed other folks’ plays as best I could and hoped it all worked.

Ethan was counting on me, and as our exit loomed, I sent a silent prayer that I didn’t royally fuck this up.

Eight

The Bet

While 95 was still one of the major thoroughfares in New Jersey, it was far less traveled than it used to be. The devastation of the War in and around New York City bled over into New Jersey, ruining most of the once-popular shoreline and making travel north into NYC all but nonexistent. All of the rest areas along the interstate had closed down, leaving behind empty buildings and weedy parking lots—tiny little ghost towns still advertising gasoline and cheap fast food.

Our rest area was a mediumish tan building with faded trim the color of dying moss. Most of the glass surfaces had shattered, and someone had painted a spectacular mural of graffiti along one wall. The twisted shapes and symbols made no real sense to me, but the loops and bends felt familiar. Almost comforting—odd reflections of shapes my own body had once been able to re-create.

The grass between the road and the parking lot was hip-high and created a kind of wall between us and the rest of the world. I drove over the cracked pavement and stopped right in the middle of everything. I didn’t want surprises, didn’t want a blind spot for anyone to sneak up on us.

I looked across the seat at Thatcher, who was watching me intently. He didn’t reach for the door or make a move to get out. He was taking his cues from me, even though he was the one Landon wanted.

We are really screwed when I’m the one in charge.

“How long do you think they’ll make us wait?” I asked.

“Long enough to be certain we’re alone, I’d guess,” Thatcher replied. “He’s smart, but he also seems impulsive. He won’t wait longer than he has to.”

I didn’t know Thatcher well, but I noted the tight lines around his mouth, the tic in his jaw, and the way his fingers dug into the legs of his pants. He was anxious about this meeting, about seeing his son alive after more than fifteen years. A son who was now a thief and a criminal and wanted in several states—and I’d never asked Thatcher how he felt about those things.

The fact that I wanted to know how he felt didn’t surprise me like it should have. It needed to surprise me, damn it.

Sitting in the Sport felt too claustrophobic, so I turned off the engine and climbed out. The warm, humid air reeked of motor oil and exhaust, with a lingering odor of waste. Everything in New Jersey seemed to smell the same lately. It made me miss Los Angeles.

I leaned against the driver’s-side door, anxious to get this over with. The anticipation of a confrontation always had me in knots (no pun intended), and I had to force myself to stay still and not pace. If Thatcher was taking his cues from me, I needed to keep the crazy in check.

Thatcher joined me, standing near a clump of grass that had sprouted from a crack in the unpatched parking lot. He scuffed at the grass with his sneaker, but his attention shifted from place to place, taking it all in. He was always attentive to his surroundings, always watching his flanks, observing.

The occasional car rumbled past on the interstate, and each new sound drew our attention. Nothing slowed down, though, until a new noise cut through—louder, more defined. A motorcycle of some kind, and it slowed down. The driver was slim, wore jeans, a gray T-shirt, and a black helmet, and he pulled to a stop a few feet from the Sport. Thatcher took a step to his left, putting himself between me and the motorcycle. My fingers twitched, wanting to feel the grip of my Coltson, needing that sense of security when facing an unknown enemy. I kept still.

The driver turned off his bike and swung one leg over to stand up straight. He faced us for a moment, then took off the helmet with a melodramatic flourish. Landon Cunningham placed the helmet on the seat of the motorcycle without ever turning his back on us. Thatcher’s entire body tensed, coiling up tight. I couldn’t see his face, but I imagined he was working hard to keep a neutral expression.

Landon gave me a dismissive glance before turning the whole of his attention onto Thatcher. He took a few steps forward, stopping with a good two-arm’s reach between them. Up close, I saw the resemblance between father and son as clear as glass—the dark hair and gray eyes, the long nose, the square jaw. Landon had his father’s height, but he hadn’t quite filled out yet so didn’t have Thatcher’s solid build.

“They told me you were dead,” Thatcher said.

Landon narrowed his eyes, his mouth thinning. “At least you’re both good at following directions,” he said, ignoring Thatcher’s comment. “Find the place okay?”

“Where’s Ethan?” I asked.

“In a safe place. Since you weren’t interested in a trade, I didn’t see the need to bring him along.”

I tamped down a flare of worry. “I want to speak with him.”

“No.”

“Look, we’re cooperating here, but I will only continue to do so if I have proof that Ethan is alive and unharmed.”

Landon scowled, then pulled out a cell phone. He circled Thatcher and moved closer to me while he dialed. “Put him on,” he said to whoever was on the other end of the line. Probably Bethany. He put the phone on speaker.

“What?” Ethan said, the tartness in his voice beautiful to hear.

“It’s Renee,” I said. “Are you all right?”

“So far. Their hospitality is a little lacking, though. How’s Aaron?”

“He’s fine. Pissed and worried.”

“That makes two of us.”

“I’d say it makes about forty of us.”

Landon cut off the call without so much as a warning. “That’s enough of that.” He put the phone away. “Satisfied?”

“For now.”

“Why are we here, Landon?” Thatcher asked.

“Whatever happened to a friendly chat among fellow Metas?” Landon replied. “Isn’t that the big party line right now? Unite all Metas so that humans stop fearing us? Stop murdering us?”

“That’s the plan, yes.”

“So what are you going to do with the Metas who don’t want to be on the cheerleading team?”

“It’s a choice, not a requirement.”

“Some choice, when the alternative is being hunted.”

“You’re only being hunted because you’re a thief,” I said. “You’ve broken into a dozen warehouses and stolen goods that don’t belong to you. Meta or not, that’s a crime.”

Landon rolled his eyes. “Blah, blah, thief, blah, blah, crime. You have no idea why we do what we do.”

“So explain it to me. I am all ears.”

His gaze flickered down to my breasts. “I’d say you’re all—”

“Watch it, junior.”

“All talk.” Landon blinked innocently. “I hear your powers are on the fritz. That why you carry a gun?”

“Partly.” I put my hands on my hips. “I also really like having something long and hard in my hands.”

His eyes widened briefly. He didn’t move, but he mentally backed down. Landon was obviously used to being the big dog on campus, unchallenged. I may have lost my sex appeal when I lost a good amount of my skin, but my sharp tongue hadn’t gone anywhere. Some men were so easy to take down a few pegs.

Thatcher, for his part, looked momentarily impressed. “Leaving you and your mother was the hardest decision I ever had to make,” he said to Landon. Bless him for getting the conversation back on track. “The War was coming to a head. I thought distancing myself was the best way to protect you both from my enemies.”

“From the Rangers, you mean,” Landon said.

“Them, and the human police, the National Guard, everyone who was fighting us. And from Specter.” He swallowed hard. “When they told me you’d both died . . . it almost killed me, Landon, thinking I’d failed you both.”

“You failed us when you left us behind to go murder children.”

My entire body jerked at that cold accusation.

Thatcher flinched. “We never wanted to hurt those kids. We didn’t have a choice. Specter could have killed any one of us with a thought, at any time, if we disobeyed him. All I wanted was to survive and come home to you and your mother.”

Landon took a step toward Thatcher, one hand clenched into a fist, lips curled back in a sneer. “Could you really have come home and given me a hug, knowing you’d murdered someone else’s child in order to be there?”

“I’d have held you tighter because of it. I have spent every single day these last fifteen years regretting every life I took, every person I hurt. I can’t take any of it back, Landon, but I can try to be a better man.”

“A better man? Being a better man is trying to put your son in prison?” This time Landon’s glare landed on me.

“I’m not helping them arrest you,” Thatcher said. “But you sent me a personal invitation to this little party, so here I am.”

“I wish I could say the vintage Father’s Day card was my idea. It did get your attention, though.”

“It got the attention of the whole prison.”

“Look,” I said. “Landon, you said I have no idea why you do what you do. Why don’t you explain it to me? That’s why we’re here, isn’t it? Besides giving your father a verbal ass-kicking for everything you think he’s done wrong?”

Landon gave me a poisonous look that I met with my own hard stare. “Equal distribution of goods,” he said.

“You’re going to have to explain that one.”

“Come on, Flex, you’ve been around. You see how bad things are in the rural areas. One chain controls over eighty percent of the manufactured food distribution in this country, and that food goes only where the company’s shareholders say it goes. Independent grocers are struggling to feed their communities at insanely jacked-up prices. We’re keeping people from starving.”

Well, this was certainly new. “So you’re, what? Modern-day Robin Hoods? Robbing from the rich grocers and giving to the poor ones?”

Landon smiled. “Something like that. We’re heroes to the people we feed.”

“Robin Hood was a hero, too, but he was still hunted by the authorities.”

“We aren’t the bad guys.”

“Then who are you? Because you sure as hell aren’t the good guys. Breaking-and-entering, destruction of property, theft, not to mention you’ve recently added assault and kidnapping to your growing list of crimes.”

“Your friend is fine.”

“Oh, he’s fine, so that makes it okay?” This kid was tweaking my last nerve, so absolutely positive that his actions were justified no matter who got hurt along the way.

“You couldn’t possibly understand.”

“Junior, the depth of what I know that you couldn’t possibly understand would have you curled in a fetal position for a month.”

Landon’s hand moved like he wanted to take a swing at me. Thatcher took a step sideways toward us, raising both his hands in a gesture of peace. “Look,” he said, “this kind of arguing is pointless. Landon, I have to ask you something.”

“She’s dead,” Landon said.

Thatcher blinked. “How—”

“Oh, come on. You’ve wanted to ask since the moment I got here. Sorry, Dad, but Mom died in that fire for real.”

“Why?”

“Why didn’t the people who took me save her, too? She was human.”

Thatcher looked sick. “They killed her. And they stole you.”

“They freed me.”

“From your mother?”

“From an ordinary life. From being shunned and hated if anyone ever found out who my father was, or that I was a Meta, too.”

“Who took you?” I asked.

Landon paused, considering his words. “We knew him as Uncle.”

“We?”

“Bethany and me. Uncle raised us together. He educated us, trained us to survive, gave us the skills we needed to help others.”

“He made you both professional thieves.”

Landon shrugged. “Call it what you want.”

“Were you trained in a facility?”

“No, we moved every couple of months. It wasn’t safe to get attached to one place, or for people to remember us.”

“Did this Uncle train any other kids?”

“No idea. We left his care when we turned eighteen, and we’ve only had occasional phone contact for the last eight months or so.”

Since all of our powers returned.

“And you can save your breath asking,” Landon added. “I won’t give you a description or help you find Uncle. I’d never betray him, and neither will Bethany.”

Challenge accepted.

“What happens now?” Thatcher asked.

“To be honest, I’d entertained ideas of killing you in this parking lot and ridding the world of one more child killer.”

My fingers twitched as my heart rate sped up. I mentally calculated the time it would take to reach into my coat, grab my Coltson, and shoot.

Thatcher, on the other hand, looked perfectly at ease. “And now?”

Landon cocked his head to the side, considering. “I may be a lot of things, but I’m not a killer.”

“I’m glad.”

“That doesn’t solve our dilemma, though,” he said to me. “I still have your friend, and you want to arrest me.”

“I’m not the police, Landon,” I said. “And so far, the police don’t have your or Bethany’s name. Our investigation is completely internal.”

Landon stared. “Why?”

“Because Trance, my boss, isn’t fond of outing Metas to local authorities. Until we understood what was going on, the investigation was need-to-know.”

“Was?”

“One of ours was kidnapped. It’s hard to tell if she’s changed her mind yet.”

He looked pained. “These communities really do depend on us to survive. If we stop delivering food, they’ll starve.” He spoke with absolute conviction, and with a hint of fear. “They need us. I’ll give Ethan back if you promise to stop looking for us.”

“I can’t promise that, Landon.”

“What if I show you?”

“Show me?”

“I’ll take you both to one of the towns that I feed. You can see the people for yourself, see the difference we make to them. And you can see for yourself that Ethan is okay.”

Landon had just said the magic words. I couldn’t promise him that seeing this town would make us not report him and Bethany, but I could promise to look. To see his version of Sherwood Forest and pass along what I knew to Teresa. Landon and Bethany would probably still be hunted for their crimes, but I could play along for a while. And I knew Thatcher wouldn’t give up the chance to spend more time with his son.

“All right,” I said. “We’ll go.”

“I have two conditions,” Landon said.

“Name them.”

“First, you’ll be blindfolded for the trip. I can’t have you taking others back to the location.”

I glanced at Thatcher, who nodded. “Okay, agreed. The other?”

“You’ll have to leave your phones and coms here.”

That condition I didn’t like as much. “I can agree to leave our communication devices behind if I can send one message first.”

“What kind of message?”

“I want to tell Trance to not worry or look for us, and that I’ll be in contact when I can.”

Landon considered the request with a sour expression. “Fine. But I want to read the text before you send it.”

“Okay.”

I took out my phone and typed the message just as I’d said it, then showed the phone to Landon. After he hit send, he gave the phone a mighty toss toward the road. It cracked when it hit the ground. Our coms followed. Landon sent a haze of static electricity over each of us, probably checking for any other kind of trackers on our persons. He took my gun, too. He electrified the Sport and destroyed the tracker he found under the fender.

The kid’s too smart for his own good.

From the rear compartment of the Sport, he produced a spare blanket and used his telekinesis to tear it into wide strips, which he folded twice. Blindfolds. He had four strips, though, which meant—

“You aren’t tying us up,” I said with a fierceness that startled Landon. “No arm restraints. Blindfolds only.”

He opened his mouth as if to protest, then shut it. Nodded. Good, because if he’d insisted, I would have called the whole damned thing off. No one tied me up, not ever again. The pretzel job that Specter had done on me back in January had taken nearly a month to heal, and those long nights hopped up on muscle relaxants had brought back old nightmares. Nightmares of being tied up and tortured by people who were supposed to love me.

Never again, goddammit.

I ignored Thatcher’s speculative look as we both climbed into the backseat. Since Landon seemed to have no qualms about leaving his motorcycle behind, I assumed it was stolen, too, and I added motorcycle thief to his list of crimes. The kid was certainly filling out his rap sheet. And he seemed to like showing off, because instead of just using his hands, he used his powers to tie on Thatcher’s blindfold.

My stomach flipped when the swatch of fabric hovered toward my own eyes. I didn’t like this, being driven blindly to an unknown destination by someone whose mental state I didn’t quite trust. Landon said he wasn’t a killer, but his actions at the warehouse early Saturday morning said he wasn’t above getting violent.

I didn’t have a choice.

The gray cotton descended over my eyes. Phantom fingers cinched it tight and tied a knot, casting the world into darkness.

Nine

The River

Even with the radio on and tuned to a classic rock station, the trip seemed interminable. I couldn’t guess how long we were actually on the road. At least three or four hours, though, because eventually I became aware of the need to pee. We moved straight, up, down, around, and in every other direction it was possible for a Sport to go except backward. I kept my eyes shut against the scratchiness of the blindfold’s cloth, and the rocking of the vehicle nearly sent me to sleep a few times.

Eventually the ride became slower, the turns more hairpin. Our elevation had changed, because my ears popped twice. At some point I got restless and began squirming in my seat, trying to wake up my sore butt and ward off the growing need to ask for a pit stop.

“Landon?” Thatcher asked, breaking the complete silence among the three of us that had existed for hours. “Any chance we can stop for a minute?”

“Why?”

“I need to water a tree.”

“Me, too,” I said. “Or I’m going to be watering the seat.”

Thatcher made a noise that might have been a chuckle.

“Fine, I’ll find a place to stop,” Landon said.

He kept driving until I was tempted to ask if he’d forgotten that we had to pee, and then the Sport slowed. Turned. Gravel crunched under the tires, and we hit a few ruts that spiraled out my equilibrium. I hated not being able to see. He stopped, shifted, turned off the engine.

“Blindfolds stay on.”

“Are you nuts?” I said. “How the hell do I know we’re not in the middle of a parking lot of people?”

“We’re in the mountains at the head of an old hiking trail. I haven’t passed another car in over thirty minutes. I will take you down a ways so you aren’t visible from the road, and then I promise I’ll give you privacy.”

I actively hated the idea. “And if I take off the blindfold anyway?”

“All I have to do is put pressure on your carotid artery and you’ll sleep until we get where we’re going. I honestly don’t care if you piss on the seat.”

Thatcher grunted.

“Fine,” I said.

Thus occurred one of the most humiliating experiences of my life—being led blindly down an uneven hiking trail, my hand on Landon’s shoulder and Thatcher’s hand on mine. Oh, did I forget to mention we had to pee together? Blindfolded or not, I was furious at being forced to do something so private in front of a near-stranger. And Landon seemed entirely too pleased with himself for our humiliation.

During the walk, I tried to use my other senses to figure out where we were. A few birds tweeted nearby. Thanks to my foster parents, I could identify most North American bird species by both sight and sound. Two particular calls stood out—the whistling song of a yellow warbler and the raspy mew of a gray catbird. Not super helpful, since neither were local to any specific state or region. The only thing I could guess from those birds was that we hadn’t gone too far south, since they tended to stay north at this time of year.

The scents of wet earth and pine also hinted at north or west, maybe Pennsylvania or West Virginia, possibly southwestern New York. Something else was in the air, an unfamiliar scent both metallic and oily that I couldn’t pin down.

After about thirty paces, Landon stopped. “The trail is pretty wide here. No plants or anything, so don’t worry about poison ivy. You have two minutes.”

He pulled away, and I stood there in the dark as his footsteps moved back in the direction we’d come. Thatcher’s hand stayed on my shoulder another few seconds, and then pulled away.

“I’ll back up a few steps and give you some space,” he said.

“Your son is an asshole.”

He didn’t disagree.

The final leg of the drive didn’t last nearly as long as the first, but it was significantly more twisty. Twice, sharp turns sent me sideways into Thatcher’s shoulder, and he hit me once. I was about to complain about Landon’s lack of driving skills when the road changed from pavement to gravel. The gravel turned into a thump-thump-thump, as if we’d just crossed a wooden bridge, and then became gravel again. Landon slowed to a near-crawl.

“You can remove the blindfolds,” he said. “We’re here.”

I yanked off the offending strip of fabric and blinked hard against the sunshine. My eyeballs ached from the bright assault, and I squinted out the window at our mysterious destination.

We were in a valley somewhere in the mountains, which rose up all around us in peaks of green and brown. A town right out of a history book sprawled out in the valley, a postapocalyptic blend of Old West mining town and Great Depression shantytown. Wooden buildings at least a hundred and fifty years old stood next to newly constructed shacks. The vehicles parked in driveways and along the roads were old, patched, most of them sport utilities, pickup trucks, or work vans of some nature. Everything seemed to be covered in a fine mist of gray.

Curious faces peeked out of windows, and a few folks stepped onto porches to observe the new vehicle rumbling down what appeared to be their Main Street (such as it was). No one tried to stop us, but no one seemed eager to come up and say hello. Landon kept driving at his snail’s pace, past more homes and business fronts converted into homes. I saw no restaurants, no stores, no churches or communal gathering places—until we got to what looked like a park. It was filled with mismatched picnic tables, a few charcoal grills, and a planted garden that reminded me of the pictures I’d seen of the garden in Manhattan. On the edge of the park was a small brick building. The word MUNICIPAL had been crossed out and STORE painted over it.

“This is one of the towns we deliver to,” Landon said. He parked near the store and turned off the engine. “The town leaders do their best to get legitimate food deliveries up here, but without us, the eleven hundred people who live here would have starved to death a long time ago.”

He climbed out. Thatcher and I glanced at each other before we followed. We met him by the bumper of the Sport. The air here was cooler and had a nose-tingling sharpness to it that made me want to sneeze. I squeezed the bridge of my nose and that only made my eyes water.

“Twenty years ago, this was one of the last thriving mining towns in this part of the state. Clean energy regulations had shut down half a dozen other mines, so those families moved here looking for work. And then this mine was shut down and no one had jobs. Some folks moved away, but others were sixth-generation miners. They didn’t want to leave, not even when other businesses closed and the chains refused to put a store in any closer than forty miles away.

“State and local governments were so busy with the Meta War they didn’t have time for saving these small towns. They still don’t. They want everyone in cities where they can control what they eat, where they work, and how they live their lives. It’s why people like Bethany and me do what we do.”

A small crowd had gathered in Main Street, watching us from a distance. I didn’t sense any hostility from them, despite the fact that we were strangers (and I was probably the first blue person they’d ever seen). More than anything, the mix of faces seemed curious—not to mention happy to see Landon. They gradually inched forward, like a nervous crowd unsure how to welcome home a returning hero because he’d brought back an unexpected companion. Or two.

“Everything here is shared,” Landon continued. “Labor, clothing, supplies, food, it’s all communal. They take turns working in the garden. Some folks hunt and fish, others gather edibles from the mountains. No one hoards. No one steals.”

“Who enforces that?” Thatcher asked.

“There is a five-person council that changes every six months. Names are drawn from a lottery of everyone over the age of twenty-five. There’s an official town charter that establishes certain rules, but the council doles out punishments when necessary.”

Something cold raked down my spine. “Punishments?” I asked.

Landon nodded. “Rule breakers aren’t given a slap on the wrist and community service, Flex. The only way a community like this can survive is if everyone follows the rules. Punishments are rare because they are effective deterrents.”

The crowd was still out of earshot, but they continued moving closer and growing in number.

“So what happens if someone steals a loaf of bread?”

“The last time that happened was about a year ago.”

“And?”

He shrugged one shoulder. “They broke both of her hands.”

My insides twisted up tight, and I balled my own hands into fists to keep them from shaking. “Are you serious?”

“Completely serious. What do you think they should have done? Fine her? No one here has any money. And no one else has tried to steal a single scrap of food since.”

“Hell, why didn’t they just stone her in the town square?”

Landon looked at me like I was nuts, and I kind of wanted to punch him in the mouth. Actually, I’d wanted to punch him for hours now and the urge continued to grow. “How old was she?”

“Fifteen.”

I pressed the heels of my hands into my eyes as I was assaulted by mental images of a teenage girl having her hands broken by people in authority, people in a position to help or harm as they saw fit. I wanted to cry and scream and stamp my feet in protest of the horrible thing done to her. Over a fucking loaf of bread! This is insane!

Were all small, cut-off communities like this? Were they all led by people willing to harm children in order to protect what they saw as the status quo? Ever since my rescue by the Rangers, I’d lived in cities and sprawling suburban areas. My foster parents had lived in a lovely community with access to so many wonderful people, and it had never felt insulated. Not like this little mining town, and not like the compound I’d grown up in.

Someone’s hand closed around the back of my neck, a gentle and warm touch. I didn’t look, but I knew it was Thatcher, and I didn’t pull away.

“Landon?”

The stranger’s voice made my head snap up. Thatcher’s hand fell away, but he stayed close. A tall, thin woman with graying hair approached us. Her sharp face was chiseled by hardship and lined by worry, but she carried herself with the confidence of royalty. A man shadowed her, shorter but just as thin, his advanced age impossible to guess. They both eyeballed me and Thatcher like we’d just cut wind and forgot to excuse ourselves.

Landon shook both of their hands. “This is Renee Duvall and Derek Thatcher,” he said. Then to us, “Darlene Woods and Artie Cavendish, two of the town’s council members.”

We all exchanged polite handshakes.

“I’ve heard of you,” Darlene said to me. “You were one of those Ranger children.”

“That’s right,” I replied, not sure if my notoriety was a plus or a minus.

“We heard about what your people did during the earthquake relief. Well done.”

I stumbled on my words, taken aback by the praise. “I . . . thank you.”

“Landon,” Artie said, his voice as creased and aged as his face, “does this have something to do with the man your Bethany came in with last night?”

Last night. Ethan was here somewhere. I glanced around, as if he were standing right behind me waiting to be noticed.

“It does,” Landon replied.

“And they’re both Meta?”

I bit back a snide remark. My Meta status might be obvious to the world, but Thatcher could pass for perfectly normal.

“Yes, they are,” Landon said.

“Then they are welcome here,” Artie said. He grinned at us and showed off a mouthful of small, yellowed teeth. “Landon and Bethany have been a blessing to this community, and any friends of theirs are friends of ours.”

“Thank you,” Thatcher said. The tightness in his voice told me he was thinking about just how we’d been dragged into this little community.

“So the man Bethany came in with,” I said to Artie. “Do you know where he is?”

“I’ll take you to him,” Landon said. I didn’t miss the furious look he flashed my way.

“Will you both be staying for the evening meal?” Darlene asked. “If so, you may dine with my family. I’ll request guest rations.”

Guest rations.

“I’m not sure how long we’ll be staying,” I replied. “But thank you for the offer.”

“It’s an open offer, Ms. Duvall.”

Thatcher and I followed Landon across the quiet park, to the far side (west, guessing from the position of the sun) where a handful of barnlike buildings stood. The doors were pulled shut, so I hadn’t a clue what was stored inside. Past the barns we picked up the road again. It twisted up into the trees and the mountainside, and a weathered road sign said, in simple black letters, MINE AHEAD.

Between the barns and the road, however, was a wooden platform in the center of an open patch of grass. The platform was raised about five feet off the ground, reminding me a bit of hanging gallows in an old western movie. This one didn’t have a gallows, but it did have a single thick post of wood right in the center, about three feet high, with a steel ring on top like something you would attach a chain to. We passed close enough to see dark stains on the unfinished wood and the center post. A set of wooden stairs led up to the platform.

“What is this?” I stopped walking and stared, aware of an encroaching sense of horror.

Landon turned long enough to give the platform a dismissive glance. “It’s where the council performs punishments.”

“What?”

“In public?” Thatcher asked.

“Of course in public,” Landon said. “How is it a deterrent if it’s done in private?”

Ice water surged in my veins, and my vision tunneled in on the platform. I saw it as clearly as if it were happening all over again: a jeering crowd spewing profanities and urging the leaders on; a girl helpless to defend herself, crying for her parents to save her; the stone-cold faces of her torturers, uncaring of the agony they were inflicting on a child.

I felt the sun on my face. I felt the wood at my back and ropes against my naked skin. Smoke rose up and choked me, leached into my nose and mouth and skin. Flames licked higher, closer, searing heat eager to taste my newly blue flesh. Flesh that ached to bend and twist, to help me escape, only they’d tied me too tight, bound me too well. Fear and despair and hatred held me captive as securely as the priest’s ropes. As securely as the revulsion in my parents’ eyes as they watched from the crowd.

“Burn the demon out of her! Free her from its evil grasp!”

I was shaking and I couldn’t stop. I couldn’t stop the barrage of memories, either. Memories of events I’d shoved down and blocked out a long time ago, things I’d only ever shared with three people in my entire life: my foster parents and William Hill. William found out the broad strokes when we were still kids. His father had been in the Ranger Unit that rescued me that day, and William and I became reluctant friends. We’d talked about it again as adults, not long before he died in a gas explosion.

Another fucking fire immolating another piece of my life.

“We’re your family now, Renee,” William had said almost twenty years ago. “The Rangers are all you need.”

“I missed you, Blue,” were the first words he’d said when we met again at Rangers HQ nine months ago.

“Renee?”

I think it was Thatcher’s voice, coming from far away, on the other side of my descent into the pain of my past. My eyes stung and my cheeks were wet, and on the tail end of my fear came humiliation. I didn’t cry in front of others. I did it in private—always.

Someone touched my arm. I jerked away and kept going. I didn’t mean to run, not really, and I had no idea where I was going. I bolted across the road, half blind, and into the thick forest of trees and underbrush and fallen debris. No crash of pursuit. No shouts for me to stop. I kept going, strangely freed by the burn in my legs and lungs, urged onward by spiking adrenaline.

Away from that damned platform, I tried to put the ghosts of my past back into that dark, protected place in my mind. But this time they wouldn’t let me close them off completely. My brain echoed with the phantom taunts and my nose stayed full of the odor of charred wood and smoke. I ran until I stumbled, crashing to my hands and knees in a pile of wet leaves and dirt.

Gasping for breath turned into choking sobs. I hugged my knees to my chest and cried in the privacy of the mountains, with only holly trees and a few squirrels to see me. I didn’t have to be quiet, didn’t have to pretend it hurt less than it did. I cried for myself, for the girl who stole the bread, and for everyone this community council had publicly punished in the name of law and order. I hated them for their cruelty, and I hated myself for my weakness.

Eventually my sobs quieted. I lay in the leaves, curled tight in a ball, head throbbing, exhausted. I blew my nose and wiped it on some semi-dry maple leaves (you use what you’ve got). I had to go back at some point, but staying put seemed so much easier. It didn’t require getting up. I was also pretty sure that I was lost.

“Today just keeps getting better and better,” I said to a nearby holly tree.

The only way I was getting out of here was by getting up off my emotional ass. Easier said than done, though. Getting out of here at all required going back to town (which I had no idea how to find). I didn’t hate the town. Part of me admired their tenacity for sticking it out when the government had pretty much abandoned them. They kept their community alive despite all odds, even if they had to steal to feed themselves. I didn’t fault them for wanting their children not to starve.

I did fault them for that platform. Punishment for a crime was one thing. Public punishment and humiliation, especially brought against a child, was wrong. I couldn’t forgive that.

I managed to sit up, only slightly dizzy. I had a few small cuts on my hands I hadn’t noticed before, probably from running blindly into tree branches on my psychotic race into the woods. Those marks made me aware of a slight sting above my left eye, and I found another oozing cut there.

“Fabulous.”

Wood snapped in the distance, from the direction I was pretty sure I’d come. The sound repeated a few times, moving closer. Had Landon chased after me? Or sent Thatcher to bring me back? I stood up and waited, scanning the thick underbrush for any sign of movement.

“Renee!”

My ears perked up. “Here! I’m over here!”

The rustle and crash increased, growing steadily louder, until Ethan burst through the brush. He barreled right at me and swept me up into a tight hug. I threw my arms around his neck, never so glad to see him in my life. And it wasn’t until my cheek collided with cold metal that I realized he wasn’t exactly as he’d been yesterday.

“Are you okay?” I asked.

He held me at arm’s length and stared at me like I was an idiot. Ethan had been fitted with a collar not unlike the security collars used on the Manhattan prisoners. And it looked exactly like the collar that had been used on Andrew last month. “I’m fine, Stretch. Are you all right?”

“Better now.”

“That’s not an answer. Thatcher said you freaked out and ran into the woods. That isn’t like you.” He touched my cheek in such a protective, brotherly way that I wanted to break down again. This was my family now. Nothing in the past mattered.

“I’m just happy to see you,” I said. “We’ve been climbing the walls since yesterday.”

“Me, too, trust me.” A brief flash of fear crossed his face. “How’s Aaron really?”

“Pissed and worried, like I said before, but physically fine. We found him pretty quickly, tied up like a Christmas turkey.”

“Stopping for a body in the road was a stupid idea, huh? When Aaron collapsed . . .”

“He’s perfectly fine, Ethan, I swear. And you’re sure you’re okay? What about that collar?”

He tugged at the metal cinched tight around his neck. “It’s annoying, but it doesn’t hurt. Bethany says it has a built-in shocking mechanism, and if it’s anything like the collars I saw the Recombinant clones use on Andrew and Freddy, I’m not about to test her word.”

“So she’s kept you here with the collar.”

“Basically. Says if I go farther than a half mile from the remote, it will automatically shock me into unconsciousness. How the hell did she even get a collar like this?”

Uncle.

“Did Bethany tell you anything about the man who raised her and Landon?” I asked.

“No.” He scowled. “She didn’t say much beyond a few attempts to flirt with me. Why?”

I summed up Landon’s comments about Uncle. “She couldn’t have gotten that collar on her own, and we know the clones got their collars from their creators. What if Uncle is tied to the Recombinant projects? What if training these kids is somehow part of a larger plan?”

The impact of what I suggested seemed to hit Ethan all at once, because he looked ill. “Then I think we’re in the middle of a bigger plot than any of us imagined.”

“But it doesn’t make sense. Landon and Bethany were raised as thieves, sure, but they use their skills to help people. It’s not like they’re robbing banks and keeping the money.”

“I understand that, believe me. But they’re still committing crimes. Worse, they’re Metas committing crimes, and that’s all the general public will see. Landon and Bethany have motivations, but all this will do is keep driving that wedge between Metas and regular people. And something tells me this damned Uncle or Overseer or whoever knows that.”

“He’s using them,” I said. “This Uncle told Landon that his father abandoned him to go off and murder children in the name of the Banes.”

Ethan pulled a face. “Derek’s not like that.”

“I know, but Landon didn’t. He believed it, and maybe he still does. I bet you Uncle told Bethany something similar about her mother.”

“Do you think Uncle sought out the children of known Banes in order to manipulate their emotions and make them loyal to him?”

“It makes sense. Another fucking fail-safe, just in case everyone’s powers returned. It gives them a ready-made army of superpowered young adults with massive grudges against their absentee parents.”

“How massive, do you think?”

“Well, before we left New Jersey, Landon said he’d had every intention of shooting Thatcher on the spot.”

“Crap.”

“Exactly. He obviously didn’t do it, but that anger and resentment doesn’t just go away. And Landon is powerful. We need him on our side, especially if we’re going to find out if Uncle has any other kids out there doing his dirty work.”

“He won’t help us if we turn them in for robbing those warehouses.”

“Right.”

Ethan heaved a mighty sigh, then ran his fingers through his already mussed red hair. “Why can’t our cases ever be simple? It’s always people possessing other people’s bodies, or fighting clones of our dead parents.”

“Simple is boring, Windy.”

“I would love a little boring. Bring on the boring.”

I laughed at the eager way he said that, grateful he’d managed to make me smile. “Thank you for coming after me.”

“Technically, I think you came after me.” His amusement disappeared, and he gave me a stern look. “Seriously, though, Renee, are you sure you’re all right? You know I can keep a secret if there’s anything you want to talk about.”

“I know that.” But the middle of the woods wasn’t the place to unload my personal pain on him, even if I wanted him to know it. “Rain check?”

“Okay.”

Ethan seemed to have his sense of direction finely tuned, so I let him lead us back to town. “Does Teresa know where you are?” he asked after a few minutes of walking.

“Not exactly. She knows we met Landon in New Jersey, but Landon blindfolded us before he brought us here. I’m not even sure what state we’re in.”

“Pennsylvania.”

“How do you know?”

He gave me a sideways grin. “License plates on the cars.”

The answer was so obvious I actually started laughing. “Guess Landon isn’t as smart as he thinks he is. But I do need to talk to Teresa as soon as possible, to make sure she holds off on giving Landon’s and Bethany’s names to the authorities.”

“Agreed.”

“What if she’s already turned their names over, though?”

“I doubt it. If Teresa believes you’re looking into a legitimate lead, she’ll wait until you report back.”

“I hope you’re right.”

“Ditto.”

Because if he was wrong, then we’d just played right into Uncle’s hand. And I’d be damned if I got hustled by the house one round in. This little game was far from over.

Ten

Positional Awareness

Ten minutes later we emerged from the woods up the road from the platform. I avoided looking at it, too disgusted by its existence to risk another meltdown. Ethan headed for another wooden shack, this one slightly newer than the buildings in town. It was squat and square, more like a shed than a house, with only one window. The front door swung open and Thatcher stepped out into the sunlight, not even hiding his relief.

“Are you all right?” he asked as he came forward. For a split second I thought he might hug me.

“Just needed some air,” I said.

“And a run through the woods?” He gave my scratched forehead a pointed look.

“Well, I was sitting in a car for hours on end. It felt like a good time for some exercise.”

Thatcher scowled, then asked Ethan, “Is she ever serious?”

“Not when her guard is up.”

“Hey,” I said, poking Ethan in the arm. “Shut it, Wind Bag.”

“Was it that platform?” Thatcher asked me.

The short hairs on the back of my neck prickled. “It just dragged up some old shit, but I’m fine now. We need to talk about that.” I pointed at Ethan’s collar.

Thatcher looked at the collar like he hadn’t noticed it before. He touched his own throat, tracing the faint scar from the security collar he’d worn for fifteen years as a resident of Manhattan Island Prison. “Where did that come from?”

“Bethany put it on me,” Ethan replied.

“What? How did she get one?”

“That’s what we’d like to know,” I said. “How did an eighteen-year-old thief get her paws on a piece of technology used by both our federal government and a bunch of whack-job Recombinant clones?”

Thatcher blanched. “Clones?”

Crap, we hadn’t told him about that part of our adventures before and during last month’s earthquake. Only a select few in our entire HQ knew about the twenty-year-old clones of our dead relatives and friends: two mothers, two fathers, and a brother, complete with their original superpowers. The clone of Ethan’s mother was killed during our final encounter with them, and we hadn’t heard a peep from the other clones since.

Their silence made all of us incredibly nervous.

“I’ll tell you about them later,” I said. “The long and short of it is that either the government is funding the Recombinant experiments, or someone is playing for both teams.”

“Playing for both teams?” a familiar female voice asked. “Someone looking for me?”

Bethany Crow waltzed out of the shack, her short, unnaturally red hair spiked up like a porcupine, back in the same ripped jeans and layered tanks as that first night. She gave me a long, appraising look from head to toe and her singsong comment made more sense.

I rolled my eyes. “You’re not my type, sister.”

“Shame.” She winked as she slunk forward, like a cat wanting to rub up against someone’s ankle. “Blue’s my favorite color.”

“Sorry, but I like dick.”

Thatcher made a choking noise. Ethan snickered.

“Me, too, honey,” Bethany said with a saucy come-hither grin I’d perfected back in my Vegas days. “But not all the time. Variety is the spice of life.”

“Too much spice can give you the runs.”

“You don’t know what you’re missing.”

“A bad case of the clap?”

Ethan turned away, his face bright red from trying not to laugh out loud. Thatcher’s eyebrows were arched so high they threatened to jump right off his face. Bethany stared at me for a moment before dissolving into giggles.

Legit giggles, in a pitch so high that my own vocal range was a little jealous. “Oh, my God, I love her.” Bethany looked over her shoulder at the open shack door. “Bro, why didn’t we kidnap her instead? She’s totally cooler than Captain Grumpy-Puss over there.”

“I’d wager Ethan was pretty calm with you, considering that most folks object to being kidnapped,” I retorted. “Or were you expecting him to entertain you?”

“Well, I was hoping we could entertain each other, since we had all night, but he’s taken, or so he insists. Is he really?”

What were we? Teenage girls at a sleepover? “Yep, he is taken. And his boyfriend’s pretty damn cute, too.”

Bethany’s face fell, then immediately brightened up again. She gave Ethan a hopeful smile. “You two ever consider a threesome?”

“Enough!” Thatcher said, with enough force to make all three of us jump. He took a few steps closer to Bethany, dwarfing her slight size with his much taller, bulkier frame. “Where did you get the collar that you put on Ethan?”

She wasn’t the slightest bit cowed. She planted her hands on her hips and craned her neck to stare back up at him. “Why don’t you tell me?”

“From the man you call Uncle, the one who raised you.”

“Give the man a teddy bear.” She clapped her hands in mock applause. “So what?”

“I wore a collar like this for fifteen years. It was almost identical, so I have to wonder where this Uncle of yours acquired technology that’s under a federal patent.”

“How would I know? Landon and I don’t ask questions. Uncle gave us two collars in case we ever needed to restrain other Metas, and let me tell you, they’ve been useful.”

Ethan harrumphed.

“Bethany, are there any other kids like you and Landon?” I asked. “Raised by Uncle?”

She shrugged. “Don’t know, don’t care. Landon and I take care of each other. We don’t need anyone else. And you can save your breath asking, too, because neither one of us would ever sell out Uncle. He saved us.”

“Because your biological mom was an evil, child-murdering monster, right? Like Thatcher over there is an evil, child-murdering monster?”

“Basically.”

“What if you’re wrong?”

“About what?”

“Everything, but we’ll start with your parents. You’ve heard of Specter, right? Psychotic telepath who can take over your body from a distance and kill you with his brain?”

“Of course I’ve heard of him.” Bethany tossed me a look that clearly said I was an idiot. “He led the Banes.”

“Oh, I’m sure he led some of them. The rest he threatened to kill unless they fought on his side.”

“Bullshit.”

Landon appeared in the shack’s doorway. He leaned there, listening, out of Bethany’s line of sight. Likewise, Ethan and Thatcher were somewhere behind me, and I’d bet Ethan’s eyes were bugging out of his head as he listened to me defending the Banes. I half expected to be struck by lightning.

I jacked my thumb over my shoulder. “Thatcher didn’t have a choice about following Specter, but he did have a choice to hide his wife and son so Specter couldn’t hurt them. Your mother probably gave you up for the same reason.”

I was reaching with that last comment, but it was a logical deduction. Alice Stiles could have ended her pregnancy, but she didn’t. She disappeared during the War to give birth, then gave the baby to the biological father. Daddy Dearest may have dumped Bethany in an orphanage, but that was on him.

“You must be really desperate,” Bethany said with a snarl. “You should have chosen better lies.”

“What if they’re not lying?” Landon said.

Bethany spun around, startled. “Don’t tell me you’re buying this. They’re trying to manipulate you.”

“It’s the truth,” Thatcher said. “I swear on your life and mine, Landon, that it’s the truth. Once Specter found us, once he could sense our individual energies, there was no place on the planet we could hide from him for long.” He came forward, stopping next to me. Hurt and regret etched lines on his forehead and deepened the crinkles around his eyes. My hand jerked, as if to reach out and comfort him, and I froze.

Thatcher continued. “I was afraid of Specter, and I was too much of a coward to end my own life. So I went to war and I killed, and eventually I was punished for that. I regret so many things, but I don’t regret that I’m alive, because I got the chance to meet you, to see the man you’ve grown into. If you believe only one thing, please believe that I love you, son. Unconditionally.”

Landon’s face crumpled, then smoothed out as he caught himself. But I’d seen the first chink in his armor, and I bet Thatcher saw it, too. Landon was eighteen, raised to believe his father was some sort of scary monster, only to come face-to-face with a completely different kind of man.

And Landon wasn’t the only one seeing a new side to the Banes today, either, and that scared me. Scared me a lot.

“Dinner’s ready,” Landon said, as if his father had never spoken.

“Dinner?” I parroted.

“Yes, dinner,” Bethany said. “You know, that evening meal most of us like to have? Don’t worry, the food isn’t stolen or anything. I bought it on the way here.”

I rolled my eyes. The five of us went inside the shack, which was as comfortably furnished as I expected—which was to say, not. A folding table and chairs were set up in the middle of the room. Two inflated air mattresses stood up against the far wall, their linens stacked neatly on top of a wooden crate. A little gas camping stove was set up on another crate, next to a few bags of groceries and a cooler.

“We don’t stay here often,” Landon said, “but when we do, they wanted us to have privacy.”

“So Bethany’s libido doesn’t disturb the neighbors?” I asked.

My comment wasn’t meant to be remotely serious, but the way Landon’s cheeks flushed as he looked away made me think I’d hit close to home.

An awkward silence ensued.

“So what’s for dinner?” Ethan asked, jumping in to play peacemaker, as usual.

“Canned stew,” Landon replied. He ladled some chunky brown goop into a Styrofoam bowl, then held it out to Thatcher. “Spoons are on the table.”

Landon continued dishing up the stew. We settled around the table, but he didn’t sit with the rest of us. He ate standing near the camping stove, his face perfectly neutral. I choked down the salty stew, grateful for the meal since I hadn’t eaten the night before. I washed it down with water from a plastic jug.

“There’s a clean spring nearby,” Bethany explained. “It’s one less thing the town needs brought in.”

“Speaking of which,” Landon said, “we should talk about what you’re going to do next.”

“In regards to what?” I asked.

“Us. Turning us in now that you’ve seen the people we help. That’s why I brought you here.”

“Well, first I need to call and talk to Trance.”

“About?”

“To let her know we three are alive and unharmed, as well as make sure she hasn’t reported you both yet.”

“And if she hasn’t?”

“I think you should both come back to New York and talk to her. Tell her what you’ve told us.”

“Fucking forget it,” Bethany said. “No way.”

“Why not?” Landon asked her.

“Are you insane? They’ll lock us up the minute they see us.”

“And if I promise that won’t happen?” I asked.

“No,” Bethany said.

“What if we bring Trance here?” Thatcher asked. “Let her see everything we’ve seen.”

“I think she would agree to that,” I said. “She’s a good person, and she’s fair. She’ll give you a chance to explain.”

“Even though we kidnapped Ethan?” Landon asked.

“Even so.”

He and Bethany shared a long look.

“Fine,” Bethany finally said. She reached into her layered tanks and produced a slim cell phone. “Put it on speaker and call her.”

I took the cell and powered it up. “Where should I tell her to meet you?”

“Tell her to get on the Pennsylvania turnpike heading west,” Landon said. “Pull off at the westbound service plaza in Elverson. I’ll meet her there at seven o’clock tomorrow morning.”

“Tomorrow?”

“Yes, tomorrow.”

“And if she wants to bring someone with her?”

“Forget it,” Bethany said. “Just her.”

“Okeydokey.” I dialed the number and waited.

She picked up on the fourth ring. “Trance.”

“It’s Renee,” I said.

“Are you all right?”

“I’m fine. I’m with Ethan and Thatcher, and we’re all okay. No one’s hurt.”

“Where are you?”

“I honestly have no fucking idea. Landon blindfolded us.”

“Okay. Are you still with him?”

“Yes. We’re kind of his and Bethany’s, um, houseguests.”

“Houseguests? Is that a code I don’t understand?”

I smiled at the phone. “No. Listen, T, like I said, we’re fine. But I need to know if you passed along any details of our investigation to the interested authorities.”

“As in names?”

“Bingo.”

“No, I haven’t. I was waiting for word from you.”

Good girl. “Don’t. Things are more complicated than we thought.”

She sighed. “Aren’t they always? What do you need?”

“You. They want to speak to you in person.”

“Done. When and where?” Someone on her end made a noise. My bet was that Gage was listening in and actively hated the idea.

I gave her the information. “Landon will meet you. Please trust him and come alone. I wouldn’t be asking if this wasn’t legit.”

“I know that, Renee. Do you guys need anything?”

I glanced down at my dirty uniform. “Clean clothes would be nice. And tell Aaron his boyfriend is safe and sound, not a scratch on him.”

“He’ll be happy to hear that. Is Ethan nearby?”

“I’m here,” Ethan said. No one told him he couldn’t talk during the call. “I’m fine, promise.”

“Good.” I could hear her smile through the relief in her voice. She worried about all of us so much.

Bethany made a slashing gesture across her throat.

“Listen, T, I gotta go. We’ll see you tomorrow, okay?”

“Be safe,” she said.

I shoved the phone back across the table at Bethany. “Happy?”

“Whatever,” Bethany said.

“So now that we’re giving you the benefit of the doubt,” Ethan said, “how about taking this collar off? It itches.”

“Forget it.”

“Why not?”

“Because the minute it’s off, what’s to stop all three of you from making tracks out of town and then sending in the cops to ruin everything?”

“We won’t do that,” I said. “You have my word.”

“Beth, maybe we—” Landon started to say.

“No!” She stood up too fast and her chair toppled over backward. “I am putting my foot down on this one, Landon. The collar stays on.” She glared at the three of us. “And don’t even think about stealing the key, because I’ve already warped it, and I’m the only one who can bend it back into shape.”

Great. Another intelligent teenage sociopath.

Ethan glared right back at her, but he didn’t protest further.

“So where are we going to sleep?” Thatcher asked.

“Anywhere you want, as long as it’s not on my mattress,” Bethany said.

“Renee can have mine,” Landon said.

One look at the warped wood floor of the shack and I was not too proud to decline the offer. “We have extra blankets in the back of the Sport,” I said. “May I go get them?” I hated asking permission, but I also wanted the chance to walk around a little bit. Get a better lay of the land, so to speak.

Landon nodded. “Fine.”

“I’d like to go, too,” Thatcher said.

“Don’t even ask,” Bethany said to Ethan. “One of you is staying put. I don’t like the idea of the three of you alone.”

“What do you think we’re going to do?” I asked. “Start planning our escape? We’ve seen what those collars do to people.”

“Well, I haven’t, so don’t give me an excuse to test them out, Blue.”

The sky was clear when Thatcher and I left the little shack. The sun cast a lovely golden hue on the valley below us, giving it a surreal quality. Like something out of an old movie, untouched by the horrors of the outside world. Until we got closer to the platform, and the horror intruded like a gut punch.

Thatcher moved to my left side, walking close, as if he could block the platform’s very existence from me with his body. It didn’t work, but I was grateful that he tried. Once we were past the row of barns, I relaxed a little. Breathed slower.

“You scared me when you ran off before,” he said softly as we walked into the park.

I’m sorry. The words didn’t make it past my lips, though. “Bad memories.”

“So I gathered. You ran away like the devil himself was chasing you.”

“Yeah, something like that.”

We weren’t alone in the park. A few clusters of people sat at tables, or played on a nearby swing set. No one approached us, but no one looked overly suspicious, either. Being ignored was nice.

“Thank you,” he said after a brief pause.

“For what?”

“For giving Landon a chance today, and for bringing Teresa in.”

“I didn’t do it for you.” The comment came out harsher than I’d intended, and I didn’t miss the way his lips pressed together.

“I know that, Renee. But thank you, anyway. You and your friends are in a very tough spot right now.”

“Tough seems to define every spot we’re in, with occasional upgrades to deadly and impossible.”

“But this time you’re deliberately withholding information from the state police. You could face charges for that.”

“So could you.”

“What are they going to do? Put me in jail?”

I started to reply, then realized a beat too late that he was teasing me. Only it wasn’t funny. “They could deny you parole, like, forever.”

“There are worse things. As long as Landon is safe, I don’t care as much what happens to me.”

I’d care.

Only I wasn’t supposed to care—when the hell had that changed? “You’re sharp and you’re smart, Thatcher. You’d make a good addition to our teams.”

He smiled warmly. It must have been the glow of the sunset on his face, but I swear I saw something else in that smile—something gentle that made my insides go a little soft. “I appreciate the compliments. And please, call me Derek.”

“Derek.”

We reached the Sport and stopped at the back door. Neither one of us opened it right away. Something strange and awkward was hanging between us, holding us in place. I didn’t know what it was, but it scared me to death.

“I haven’t given the future any real thought for a long time,” he said. “I fought for other people, but not for myself.”

“You have Landon to fight for.”

“I do. That’s enough for now.” His hand brushed mine, just a gentle ghost of a touch. “Everything else I’ll have to play by ear.”

My heart pounded. I couldn’t believe I wasn’t pulling away or shutting him down. I could list a hundred reasons why I should have taken a step back, or told him he’d be playing with himself for the foreseeable future unless he wanted to go keep Bethany entertained. Logic refused to accept this was happening—I was blue, I was scarred up, I was an emotional train wreck, take your pick.

Instinct and biology told logic to go fuck itself.

“Playing it by ear is a good start,” I said.

He smiled, and that same warmth flitted through my insides. His hand brushed mine again . . . and then he popped open the back door. I stepped away and the spell was broken. We grabbed the spare blankets from the storage bin, as well as two flashlights. I hadn’t seen a bathroom at the shack, and if I was going to pee outdoors tonight, I wasn’t doing it in the dark.

We walked back to the shack a little more slowly, not chatting about anything in particular, just enjoying the twilight stroll. On our first trip through the park, Thatcher’s attention had wandered, his gaze moving everywhere, observing everything. This time, he watched me—not in a creepy way, but in an I-see-you way. Like no one had watched me since William died.

And for the first time since William died, I felt the faint stirring of hope.

Eleven

Community Cards

Sleeping on an air mattress on the floor of a chilly cabin in the mountains wasn’t an ideal arrangement for a good night’s sleep. Add on that I was less than ten feet from two kids who could incapacitate us and flee at any moment, and that Bethany redefined the word erratic, and I couldn’t relax enough to doze off.

Every time I closed my eyes, I saw that fucking platform. Sometimes I was tied to the center post; sometimes it was a faceless teenage girl sobbing as her hands were broken. I spent most of the night staring at the shack’s ceiling, listening to Bethany’s persistent snoring. I doubted Ethan and Thatcher were getting much sleep, either, with a jackhammer in the room.

Landon left at some point during the night to go meet Teresa. My phone was gone, and the shack didn’t have a clock, so I had no idea of the time. Bethany finally snored herself into utter silence, and the shack fell quiet. I lay there until the first gray smudges of dawn brightened the window, then I got up.

The fact that the place didn’t have a toilet was frustrating and embarrassing, so I jogged over to the tree line to have a squat. A light fog floated on the ground, and the air was cool, but the sun would warm it up soon. I inhaled deeply, enjoying the scents of the forest around me. It reminded me of my foster parents’ farm.

Yes, I grew up on a farm. Not a working farm, like with milk cows and egg-laying hens. The farm was for injured animals who might have otherwise been put down—lame horses, three-legged dogs, a few mangy cats missing an eye or an ear. My foster parents took in more strays than just a traumatized blue girl with serious trust issues, and I loved them for it.

Down the hill a bit, the platform became a solid figure in the dim morning. The damn thing stood between me and town, and I wanted to snoop around a bit before too many people woke up. I’d walked past it twice last night without incident—with Thatcher next to me both times. I didn’t need a shield. I could do it on my own.

I got about six steps down the road before I stopped, skin cold and heart skipping beats. Nails and wood. Two very stupid things to be afraid of, but it wasn’t the materials. It was the symbol they’d been carved into—a symbol of anger and pain and cruelty. Deep down I understood having a “zero tolerance” policy. But understanding the logic of something and actually using it were two entirely different things.

The shack door opened. Thatcher stepped out, and his attention landed right on me. He walked over, his footsteps soft in the morning stillness. His smile was warm and friendly, despite what must have been a horrendous night on the floor.

“Couldn’t sleep either?” he asked, his deep voice barely a whisper.

“Not a wink.” I desperately wanted a hairbrush or toothbrush, or something else to make me feel less gross and dirty. My clothes were filthy, and I probably still had last night’s beef stew stuck in my teeth. Maybe he was smiling like that because I looked like crap and it amused him.

“Worried?”

“I’m always worried. Look at my life.”

“I meant, are you worried about Teresa coming out here to speak with Landon and Bethany?”

“Of course I am. Bethany’s powerful and impulsive. She’s also got all the wild cards and she knows it. She doesn’t have to play nice with us, and sometimes I think the only reason she does is Landon.”

“So you’ve noticed that, too?” His eyebrows furrowed into a deep V. “He steadies her. This Uncle was smart in pairing them together.”

“Or lucky.”

“I’d put my money on smart. Something tells me the people who oversee this whole operation don’t rely much on luck.”

“Good point.”

He glanced down the road toward town. “Would you like to take a walk? See what this place is about?”

I met his gaze, and I saw something kind and understanding in his eyes. I tried to ignore it. “Sure. I was going to, anyway.”

We wandered down the road like the previous night: him on my left, a walking protection from the platform. We didn’t cut through the park this time. The road meandered into a residential area of old homes and sagging front porches. The windows were dark everywhere, no signs that folks were awake yet.

The town looked like any other small town I’d visited or seen in pictures—quaint, dirty, poor, and falling apart at the seams. The residents had survived here when the government turned its back on them, but at what price? At physical torture over a minor crime? At supporting repeated felonies for the sake of food?

On the northern side of town, we stumbled across a trio of people standing in the street. They surrounded a pickup truck, which had a fifteen-foot flat-bottom boat attached to a hitch on the back. Two older men carried a few fishing poles apiece. A young woman had a tackle box and a bucket of something. The woman gave a start when she noticed us, then waved.

Thatcher walked over like he belonged here, and I had no choice but to follow.

“Good morning,” he said.

“You the folks staying up with Bethany and Landon?” she asked. Like we could be anybody else. I did not roll my eyes, even though I really wanted to.

“Yes, we are.”

“Welcome, then.”

“Thank you.”

We all introduced ourselves, and I made the acquaintance of Evelyn Bogart, her father Sydney, and her uncle Floyd.

“We’re heading up to the river to fish,” Evelyn said, as if the fishing poles and boat hadn’t given that game away. “You wanna join us?”

“No, thank you,” Thatcher said. “I’ve never been, so I’d be useless.”

Evelyn’s eyes brightened up, and I swear she batted her eyelashes at him. “Oh, but it’s easy to learn. As long as you aren’t afraid to hook a night crawler.” She gave me a pointed look that clearly said I was too girlie to manage such a task.

This time I did roll my eyes. “Night crawlers are easy,” I said. “It’s hooking a cricket without breaking it in half that’s the trick.”

She blinked hard.

That’s right, honey, I can bait a line and catch a fish.

Thatcher smiled, amused. “What do you catch?”

“Smallmouth bass, usually,” Sydney replied. “Sometimes catfish or walleyes. Canned chicken and dried beef aren’t the same as fresh fish on the supper table. Plus, we all gotta do our part for the town.”

“So you’re the town’s fishermen?”

“Not all, but some. We rotate weeks with a few other families, so’s there’s always fish around.”

“Do you hunt, as well?”

“The Schulbergs do most of the hunting. They bring in a lot of venison, plus some ducks and raccoons.”

I really didn’t want to know what a raccoon tasted like. Ever.

Landon had told us the town also had a vegetable garden and springwater. They were fairly self-sufficient, so why continue to steal groceries?

Of course, toothpaste and multivitamins didn’t grow on trees, now, did they?

“Our family’s been fishing these banks forever and then some,” Sydney said. “Got six generations of Bogarts buried in the town cemetery. I’ll be the seventh, one of these days, but Evvie there’s already working on the ninth.”

Evelyn ducked her head and blushed. I glanced down at her belly, which didn’t look swollen. Sydney’s words were pretty clear, though. “Congratulations,” I said with the faintest question attached.

“Thank you,” she replied with a subtle nod. Yeah, it was good news.

Thatcher had gone silent, his expression intent. Maybe even a little intense. He got that same look whenever kids were mentioned, like his sole goal in life was to make sure every child was taken care of and happy. Big job for one guy. He’d already failed a couple million. What were a few more? I could see him getting protective over Evelyn’s unborn baby, and the kid wasn’t even the size of a walnut yet.

“You have any kids, young folks?” Sydney asked.

“No,” I said right away. Partly because I knew my answer, and partly to give Thatcher a moment to consider his. “Don’t have any, and I can’t say I’ve ever wanted any of my own.”

“Motherhood’s a blessing,” Evelyn said.

“Maybe so, but it’s not for everyone.” And I wouldn’t wish my life on any kid, especially one I was responsible for.

Evelyn shook her head like I was a dumb student she’d work one-on-one with later (as if), then turned to Thatcher. “And you, Mr. Thatcher?”

“I have a son,” he replied with a fondness in his voice I’d never heard before. “He’s grown now, though, and we don’t see each other much.”

“That’s a shame.”

“Yes, it is.”

We made small talk a while longer, and then Thatcher and I excused ourselves. The sun was fully up and at least an hour had passed since we’d come into town. We wandered around a little more in silence before heading toward the shack. Bethany would be up at some point, and I didn’t like the idea of leaving Ethan alone with her for too long.

Once we hit the dirt track, Thatcher broke the pleasant nontalking we had going on. “You don’t believe things will ever get better for Metas, do you?” he asked.

“Do you?” I countered. Not terribly mature, but whatever.

“I don’t know. I want to believe it will, for Landon and Caleb and Andrew. I’m not psychic, though, so I can’t know for sure.”

“Yeah, well, I’m a realist. And no, I don’t think things will get better for us. We’ll never be accepted, and it will never be okay to walk around in public with blue skin, or bat wings, or whatever freakish deformity prevents some of us from blending in.”

He stopped walking, and I made it three more steps before I clued in and turned around. He stared at me with his lips parted, his thick eyebrows once again furrowed. His eyes blazed with intensity.

“What?” I asked, challenging him with my tone and hands on my hips.

“Do you think you’re deformed?”

My insides rolled unpleasantly. “Don’t you?” Before he could answer that, I steamrolled him. “I look like an alien from some cheesy sci-fi show, and that’s not even counting the bazillion burn scars you can’t see. Even my eyes are blue where yours are white, Derek, so don’t pretend that any part of how I look is normal.”

“You are not deformed, Renee.”

“Sure I am. People don’t see me when they look at me, they see what’s wrong with me. They see blue skin.” I snorted so hard it actually hurt my nose. “Do you know why I got these fucking implants?” I cupped my hands around my perfectly shaped, stupidly large boobs just to make my point. “So at least men would notice something else first, before my fucking blue skin. That, and the tips I got in Vegas doubled.”

His eyebrows jumped at the Vegas comment, and I could almost see him wondering just what I’d done there. Not that I had any intention of telling him. He could assume anything he wanted. Funny thing was, he never looked away from my face. Not even when I made my breasts the topic of conversation.

“You’re not deformed,” he said again. “You’re beautiful.”

My mind stuttered at the perfunctory way he made that statement, like there was no arguing the matter. I wanted to punch him for saying it, for arguing with me about it. My fingers even curled into a fist. I didn’t swing, though, much as I wanted to. I spun on my heel and stormed up the track to the cabin.

“Hey!” He chased me up the road, then cut me off, the jerk.

“Move.”

“No. Renee—”

“Move.” This time, I did swing at him. More out of frustration than anger, so he deflected the punch like he was swatting a bug away from his face. “You’re a bastard.”

“Why? Because I tell the truth?”

“It isn’t truthful if you think it’s what I want to hear.”

“I’ve never lied to you, not once since our first meeting in the interrogation room. Why would I start lying now?”

“You tell me.”

He made a frustrated noise. “Fine. Apparently I’m not changing your mind.”

“Smart man.”

I stormed away again, and this time he didn’t try to catch me. I wasn’t sure where I was storming off to, since I didn’t really want to be inside that cabin with Bethany. I just wanted away from Thatcher.

The cabin door swung open and Ethan scurried outside like he was being chased. We nearly collided in the yard, and he jumped back with a surprised shout.

“Sorry,” I said.

“It’s okay,” he replied.

“You running from Bethany?”

“That obvious?”

“A tad.”

He glanced over his shoulder at the door, which had fallen closed. “She scares me.” He hooked my elbow and tugged me a few yards away from the building. “And not just because she keeps eyeing me like she’s imagining me in fuzzy handcuffs.”

“Sorry we left you alone for so long.”

Ethan looked around, and I realized Thatcher had disappeared. “Where’d you go, anyway?”

“Walked around in town. Talked to some locals.” I told him about our chat with the Bogarts. “It sounds like they’re really working toward being self-sustaining.”

“Which is a good thing, if they want to survive here. I can’t imagine having roots in one place for so long.”

I made a face. “Well, we all had roots in Los Angeles until the mayor had it all flattened.” The two buildings still standing at the old Rangers HQ in Los Angeles had been demolished during the after-earthquake cleanup. Not that they could have stood up much longer on their own, after the combined destruction of the earthquake and our battles with the Recombinant clones.

“You know what I meant, Stretch.”

“I do. They all seem happy here.”

“They seem to have what most of us want.”

“Fresh catfish for dinner?”

He pulled a face. “No. They have a place where they feel safe. A place to raise their families and have a community.”

“You’ve got that sound in your voice again.”

“What sound?”

“The sound of old arguments, Windy, like the one about making Manhattan a place for all of us to live in peace.”

“It could be that.”

“Until it isn’t anymore.”

Ethan opened his mouth to speak, then snapped it shut. Good. I didn’t feel like having the same old argument again, either. We used to see eye to eye on the issue of the Manhattan Banes. Now we weren’t even looking at the same thing anymore, and it frustrated me to no end. Just like Thatcher and his skewed view of history frustrated me.

“Can we get through this without fighting?” I asked. “Please?”

“But I live for fighting with you, Stretch.”

Oddly, it was the right thing to say.

“Breakfast is ready,” Thatcher said, scaring the life out of me. He stood in the cabin doorway as if he’d been in there the entire time slaving over the meal.

Ethan and I went inside to find Bethany slopping grayish oatmeal into a plastic bowl. She scooped honey out of a jar, then went to sit at the table without a word or gesture in our direction.

Guess she’s not a morning person.

The honey had bits of honeycomb and brown things in it, which hinted at being hand-collected by someone. Not quite the breakfast of champions (or superheroes), but it was food and we all gobbled it down.

“What time is it?” I asked once we’d finished eating and had collected the trash.

“Why?” Bethany asked like I was a world-class idiot.

“Uh, because?”

She pulled out her phone and checked the display. “Landon should be back in about an hour.”

Not quite the answer to my question, but at least it gave me a better sense of time.

“I have to go into town to talk to some people,” Bethany said. “Don’t go anywhere, or I zap Red’s collar, understood?”

I bristled at the threat, but she was out the door before I could snap out anything that would piss her off. Good riddance.

The cabin was getting warm under the sun’s rays, so we grabbed some chairs and took them outside under the shade of a towering elm tree. Bethany going off on her own worried me, but it wasn’t as if I could have stopped her. Not with her finger on Ethan’s trigger. So I sat outside with him and Thatcher, listening to various birds sing their songs, and waited for Teresa to arrive and figure out what the hell was our next step.

Because, honestly? I didn’t have a fucking clue.

Twelve

The Bluff

An ancient blue pickup truck ambled up the path, slow enough that we heard it coming long before we saw it. The engine sounded like rocks in a blender, and once it was close enough, the sight of a familiar purple-smudged face sent me scrambling to my feet. Ethan and Thatcher had been playing tic-tac-toe in the dirt, scratching out their marks with twigs, and they ruined their latest tied game as they stood.

Teresa was out of the truck before it came to a complete stop. She walked toward us with measured steps, posture rigid and fingers pointed straight down in a way that betrayed her nerves only to those of us who knew her best. To everyone else, she looked confident and in control.

“Is anyone hurt?” she asked, looking right at Ethan. Her gaze flickered down to the collar, and her eyes narrowed. “What the hell is that?”

“Insurance,” Landon replied. He came around the truck with a small duffel bag in his hand—a bag that, I hoped, contained clean clothes. My current ensemble was starting to stink.

“It’s the same collar that the clones put on Andrew and Freddy,” Ethan said. He tapped at the metal ring. “And it fucking itches.”

Teresa exhaled hard through her nose. “Where’s Bethany?”

“She went into town, didn’t say why.”

“I’ll make some coffee,” Landon said. “And then we can talk.”

He walked into the shack, leaving the four of us alone.

As soon as he was gone, Teresa gave me a sharp smack on the shoulder. “That’s for scaring me to death yesterday,” she said.

“Sorry, T,” I replied.

“It’s okay. You found Ethan and that’s what’s important.” She gazed around us. “You also found Sherwood Forest.”

“So to speak.” I couldn’t help thinking of the Bogarts and their multiple generations of fishermen. “Just once I’d like a case that has clear-cut bad guys.”

Her eyebrows jumped. “Landon and Bethany aren’t the bad guys anymore?”

“It’s more complicated now.”

“Yeah. Landon filled me in on a lot of things on the drive over. I can see why you wanted me to come here and meet them.”

“I never knew places like this existed,” Ethan said. “But we should have, right?”

“I don’t know, Ethan. The only time anyone even talks about rural towns anymore is when another independent chain is swallowed up by a conglomerate. And even then, it’s just a sound bite.”

“No one champions the poor nowadays. The government wants to forget they even exist.”

“Would it make a difference if someone did champion them?” Thatcher asked. “Would anyone even listen?”

“Depends on who’s doing the talking,” Teresa said. “But good intentions don’t excuse the pile of charges against these kids, nor does it excuse assault and kidnapping.”

“The ends don’t justify the means?”

“Right.”

“Didn’t we once say that about the Changelings?” Ethan asked.

Teresa frowned.

Landon poked his head out and waved us inside. By the time we’d settled around the table with Styrofoam cups of bitter coffee, Bethany reappeared. She inserted herself between me and Thatcher, and I resisted the urge to physically move her elsewhere.

“You have my undivided attention,” Teresa said. “Now what?”

“We’re not turning ourselves in so you can toss us in jail,” Bethany said, “so if that’s what you’re thinking, forget it.”

Teresa turned her steady stare onto Bethany, who sat directly across the table from her. “It’s not even close to what I’m thinking.”

“Yeah? You gonna share with the rest of the class?”

“First of all, we can’t allow you to burglarize any more distribution centers. That’s nonnegotiable.”

Landon nodded from his place at the head of the table. “And how will our towns get food?”

“The legal way.”

Bethany snorted laughter. “Yeah, that’s working so well right now. Are you sure you’re qualified to be in charge?”

Teresa’s eyebrows twitched—a sure sign she was trying not to roll her eyes. “I have more contacts than you might think. Listen, there are only two ways this is going to go down: with us as enemies, or with us as allies. You choose.”

“Allies,” Landon said without pause.

Bethany glared at him, but said nothing for a change.

“Good,” Teresa said. “Now settle in for a second while I tell you two a story.”

She launched into a fairly detailed account of our June escapades with the hybrid-Changelings Queen and Deuce (as always, leaving out the part about the two Scott brothers currently living at HQ with us), including their stories of the Overseer. She also told them about the Los Angeles earthquake and our battle with the Recombinant clones of our relatives. Thatcher listened as raptly as the kids as he learned a lot of private details for the very first time.

“So you think the Overseer and Uncle are working together?” Landon asked, once Teresa had finished talking. “Or at least for the same people?”

“Yes, I do,” she replied. “We still don’t know for certain who’s in charge of the Recombinant projects, but so far we’ve seen hybrid-Changelings, we’ve seen clones, and we’ve seen you two. I’m willing to bet there are more young Metas like you and Bethany out there, raised like you were by a man like Uncle.”

“So what?” Bethany asked. “Seriously, so fucking what? Uncle gave us a good life. He taught us things. We were special even before we got our powers.”

“Yes, you were,” Thatcher said, breaking his silence in the conversation. “Bethany, your powers aren’t what make you special. They just make you different. The thing that makes you special is what’s in your heart.”

“Yeah? Well, my heart stopped working a long time ago, so fuck you very much.”

“Shut up, Beth,” Landon said. He said it with a forceful wariness that suggested he didn’t tell her to shut up very often, and was only doing so because he wasn’t alone.

Her glare was epic in its nastiness. “Are you seriously—”

“Yes, I am, and you should, too.”

“And why is that?”

“Because I believe them.” He glanced at Thatcher, and I saw something sad and hopeful in Landon’s eyes. Eyes that looked very much like his father’s. “Beth, I’m tired of living like this. Isolated. Moving from place to place all the time.”

I swear he wanted to say, And I’m tired of you and your drama, but I could have been imagining it.

Bethany’s face went bright red, and the air around us vibrated with kinetic energy. The hair on the back of my neck prickled. “I don’t want our life to change,” she snapped.

“I don’t think we have a choice.”

“Of course we have a choice.” She pointed across the table at Ethan’s throat. “That gives us every choice we need. We don’t have to sit here and indulge them.”

“We don’t have to, no, but I want to. I’m sorry, sis, but I want to hear what they have to say.”

You know that saying “if looks could kill”? She wisely kept her big mouth shut, though.

“What are you suggesting we do?” Landon asked Teresa.

“Here’s my proposal,” Teresa replied. “Give me time to find a legal grocery supplier to the towns you feed, as well as to get this issue in front of people who can raise holy hell about it.”

“How much time?”

“Four weeks, but it will probably be less.”

“Okay. What do we get?”

“We don’t turn you in to the Pennsylvania police or the federal authorities for all of the distribution centers you’ve hit. You’ll come back to our headquarters and lay low there.”

Landon pulled a face. “And what do you get in exchange?”

“You’ll help us find Uncle, so we can connect him to the Overseer and the other Recombinants.”

He chewed on that while staring at his hands, ignoring Bethany’s glare beating into him like a death ray. “I have one condition,” he said. “You have to promise me you won’t kill Uncle.”

Teresa’s shoulders tensed. “My intention is never to kill, Landon. Taking lives is not what we’re about. I can promise that we’ll do our best, but if he becomes violent or attacks, we will respond with force.”

“Deadly force?”

“Only if he pushes us to that point. I don’t like killing. None of us do.” A shadow passed across her face, no doubt put there by all of the lives lost these last ten months.

Bethany shoved away from the table, overturning her folding chair with a clang. She stalked to the other side of the small shack, then whirled around, her face a mask of anger. “This is bullshit, Landon. You want to give up everything to go with them? You want to turn on Uncle?”

He stood up, apparently getting his own anger on. “I don’t want to turn on him. You know me better than that.”

“Then what the fuck is all this?”

“It’s survival, Beth!”

“It’s giving up. We were fine until he”—she pointed at Thatcher—“started filling your head with his lies about giving you up to save you.”

Thatcher stayed quiet, but I saw angry retorts in the way he clenched his jaw and curled his fingers into the legs of his pants.

“You never should have sent that card,” Bethany said.

“I wanted him off that island so I could look him in the eye before I killed him,” Landon said, a little bit of embarrassment in the words. He’d obviously changed his mind on that plan.

“Well, mission not accomplished. They’ll turn on us as soon as it suits them. We don’t have to do anything they want, because we have the leverage. We’re more powerful.”

“Don’t bet on it,” Teresa said. Her voice had adopted a quiet, don’t-fuck-with-me tone. Bethany scoffed. “Honey, I don’t even have to touch you to kill you. I could boil your heart with the same amount of concentration you use to tie your shoes.”

“You won’t kill me.”

“No?”

“No. Too many people know who I went to meet today, and if we don’t show up again soon, there isn’t a place on this planet you can hide.”

“Don’t threaten me, Trance.”

“Right back at you, kid.”

“We don’t have to do this,” Bethany said to Landon, affecting a proper whine. She pulled a small black box out of her pocket—the trigger. “We have Red in a collar. They have to do what we say.”

“We’re trying to compromise here, Beth,” Landon said. “Let’s just go with them.”

She crossed her arms over her chest, practically hugging herself. “If we go, everything changes.”

“Everything has already changed. It changed the second we kidnapped Ethan and brought him here.”

Something shifted in Bethany’s expression, and she turned the full force of her anger and fear onto Ethan. “This is all your fault!”

Teresa stood up, as though she could somehow protect Ethan from a telekinetic who could easily hit both of them with a concentrated blast of pure heat. Thatcher shifted closer to me, doing the same thing, maybe without realizing it. “Calm down,” Teresa said.

“Fuck you. He got Thatcher out, didn’t he? Got him out to mess with Landon’s head like this!”

I didn’t bother pointing out that I also helped get Thatcher out of prison.

“Thatcher deserved to meet his son,” Teresa said. “Bethany, I would think very hard about this right now, before you do anything. No one has to get hurt today.”

“No one but me, right? That doesn’t seem fair.” Bethany’s eyes glistened with tears. Angry tears, scared tears, or just plain off-my-rocker tears, I didn’t know.

Teresa’s expression went cold. “Don’t push me, Bethany, because I push back.”

“You can’t push if you’re dead.”

“Neither can you. And if anyone dies today, Landon goes straight to prison.”

“You’re bluffing.” She pressed the box.

Ethan jerked, his hands flying up to grab at his collar. I was out of my chair, scrambling to get around the table to him as he hit the floor, so I missed what exactly happened above me. By the time I reached Ethan, Bethany was on the floor, too, clutching her abdomen and moaning.

Ethan was on his back, eyes wide and staring up at the ceiling, mouth open. I grabbed his face with my hands, careful to avoid the collar, and turned his head toward me. He blinked, then groaned. Teresa dropped to her knees next to us, practically vibrating with anger.

“Hey, Windy, say something to me,” I said, panic clawing at my heart.

“Ouch,” he said.

“You got more than that?”

He managed an impressive eye roll, considering he was flat on his back. “Must be what getting hit by lightning feels like.”

“Now Bethany knows what getting punched by an orb feels like,” Teresa said coldly.

“I am so sorry,” Landon said.

I glanced up. He was across the shack, kneeling next to Bethany, but he’d directed the apology to us. Thatcher stood between our little groups, either moderating or unsure where to go. Landon looked miserable, and for a moment I wanted to feel sorry for him. He was stuck between the life he’d always known and the chance for something new—not always an easy choice to make, especially when someone you loved was fighting against that very change.

“Guess she wasn’t bluffing,” Bethany said.

“No kidding,” Landon replied. “That was stupid.”

“At least now I know she’s serious.”

Ethan grunted. “Fantastic. She tests Teresa by electroshocking me.”

“Sorry about that, pal,” Teresa whispered. She squeezed his hand.

“Not your fault. I was born with a big old target on my ass.”

“Your ass deserves a rest.”

“I bet Aaron would disagree,” I said, which earned me twin glares from Teresa and Ethan. Oops. “So what’s our next step? Are we still taking the kids back to HQ?”

“More than ever.” Teresa helped Ethan sit up; he leaned forward and rested his elbows on his knees. In a tone barely above a whisper, she added, “We need to keep several sets of eyes on Bethany.”

You think? “Is it really safe, though?” I asked, whispering as well. “What if they’re playing us and end up spying for Uncle?”

“They’ll never be alone, not even at night. And they won’t have access to certain areas of the building or grounds. I think it’s a risk we need to take.”

“Teresa’s right,” Ethan said. “We have to find Uncle and to get more information on the Recombinants. Especially if there are other Bethanys and Landons out there.”

“Exactly,” Teresa said.

Landon helped Bethany half crawl over to her mattress, where she curled up with her back to us. He turned, his young face a mosaic of exhaustion, anger, and fear. “Bethany won’t do that again,” he said.

“How the hell do you know?” I asked.

“Because I know her, and now she knows you guys are telling the truth.”

“She needed to get blasted in the gut to know that?”

He lifted one shoulder in a half shrug. “It worked. But she has a condition, and I think I agree with it. Call it personal insurance.”

“Insurance against what?” Teresa asked.

“A double-cross.”

“What is it?”

“Ethan’s collar stays on.”

Ethan groaned and dropped his head to rest against his knees. The fact that Teresa didn’t immediately say no told me she was going to agree, even if she didn’t want to.

“I’ll agree to it as long as Bethany understands one thing very clearly,” Teresa said.

Bethany rolled over to glare at us. “What?”

“I have no intention of double-crossing either of you. We need to work together, without threats between us. So if that collar goes off again for any reason whatsoever, I’ll take it out on Landon.”

Bethany’s eyebrows arched high. Ethan raised his head to stare at Teresa. I even gave her an openmouthed gape. Teresa didn’t threaten lightly, and I’d never heard her say something like that to another person—especially after just demanding “no threats” from Bethany. She was deadly serious, too. Not that I was going to call her on the odd behavior in front of the others. I’d just piss her off even more.

The only person in the room who actually looked relieved by her threat was Landon—maybe because he knew it would keep Bethany’s behavior in line.

I hoped.

“Deal,” Landon said.

“Good, then,” Teresa said. “How long before you’re ready to leave?”

“An hour? I need to talk to the council members first.”

“What are you going to tell them?”

“I’m not sure. That we won’t be back for a while, but that their food supply isn’t going to stop.” He gave Teresa a pointed look. “Since that’s part of our deal and all.”

“It is.”

“I’ll bring your car up from the park when I come back.”

“Thank you.”

He left without a backward glance at Bethany. She turned to face the wall again.

“I brought clean clothes if anyone wants to change,” Teresa said, gesturing at the duffel on the floor near the door.

Even though the promise of a shower was only a few hours away, I didn’t relish the idea of a long drive in my mud-smeared clothes. I grabbed the duffel and went outside for privacy. I trekked far enough into the woods to feel secluded, then stripped.

I’d never been a particularly modest person until I got burned. Seeing those awful, purplish scars all over my body was like looking at a funhouse mirror image of myself and hating what I saw. The self-consciousness wasn’t as bad around some of my closest friends—hell, Ethan caught me in my underwear a month ago and I barely batted an eye—but I didn’t want anyone else to see the weakness imprinted all over my body. And I definitely didn’t want Thatcher to see it.

I slipped into a pair of clean jeans and a black T-shirt. The shirt was short-sleeved, though, and showed off the burn scars on my right arm that made the whole thing useless to my Flex powers. Powers that had always seemed pretty useless to begin with.

My dirty clothes went into the bottom of the duffel, beneath two sets of men’s clothes, in case Ethan or Thatcher felt like a costume change. Instead of going back right away, I sat on a fallen tree trunk and closed my eyes. The songs of several birds fluted through the air, each call as unique as the creature it belonged to—the rusty gate call of a grackle, the high notes of a sparrow, the four-note whistle of a chickadee.

The music was beautiful, and I allowed it to lull me for a few minutes.

Or longer, because the song was rudely interrupted by “Renee!” being shouted by Thatcher. His deep voice bounced off the trees and brush.

I stood and met him at the edge of the woods. I guess I’d spaced out a bit, because Landon was back, as was our Sport.

“I was starting to worry,” Thatcher said. “You were gone for a long time.”

“Just listening to the birds,” I said in a rare feat of honesty. “I don’t get to hear them much anymore, living in the city.”

He smiled. “We’re almost ready to go.”

“Thank God.” I was more than ready to leave this small, oppressive town behind and get back to a place that didn’t remind me of my childhood every time I turned around.

As we walked back toward the shack and the cars, I looked down the road to the platform. “Think they’ll be upset if I burn that thing down before I leave?” I asked.

Thatcher followed my gaze. “I think they will.”

“Damn.”

“Something tells me it would be therapeutic for you, though.”

“Intensely.”

“When we get back to your HQ, I’ll build you one that you can tear to pieces.”

I tried to get a look at his face, to see if he was serious or not—and I just couldn’t tell.

Teresa came out of the shack, frowning. Not good.

“What?” I asked.

“I just agreed that we’d still wear blindfolds on the trip out of town,” she said. “Landon insists on protecting the town’s location until I’ve gotten them a legal supply chain.”

“How are you supposed to do that without the location?”

She shook her head. “We’ll figure it out. And the blindfolds are only for an hour or so.”

“Joy.”

The Sport was made to comfortably seat five—two in front, three on the bench seat in back. Six of us were going. Fortunately, Bethany made it easy on us. Still ticked about the orb blast, she kept up a stream of whining that would put any spoiled ten-year-old to shame, and we finally stuffed her into the rear compartment with a blanket and pillow so she could sleep. Landon was driving, and we sort of deferred shotgun to Teresa. I ended up sandwiched between Ethan and Thatcher in the backseat, and the twisty-turny back roads leading out of town had me knocking into one or the other on a pretty regular basis.

After what felt like half a day, the route straightened out and our speed picked up. Landon said we could take off our blindfolds, and I blinked at the gray, dusky world. The clouds promised rain. We were on an interstate of some sort, and after a moment we passed a road sign that clued me right in—I-76 east, the PA turnpike, heading away from the Pittsburgh area.

“When can I call HQ and let them know we’re on our way?” Teresa asked after a few miles of silence.

“When we’re closer,” Landon replied.

We tried making casual conversation, but no one seemed to know what to talk about. I amused myself by watching the landscape as we passed rest stops, small towns, suburbs, and a lot of farmland. I’d never been in Pennsylvania before, and the countryside was actually kind of pretty. Green and hilly, devoid of the scars of the War that most cities still carried, even fifteen years later.

I glanced at the clock on the dash. After one p.m. I tried to do the math in my head and figured we had another hour or so of driving before we hit New Jersey. The Sport had just rolled past the exit for Lebanon Road when Landon handed Teresa a cell phone.

“Call now,” he said.

Teresa took the phone and plugged in a number.

And that’s when the world literally turned upside down.

Thirteen

Burn Card

Everyone except Bethany was wearing a seat belt when the Sport went into an unexpected barrel roll across two lanes of traffic, flipped over the guardrail, and then slid down the side of an embankment into a field—all things I processed after the fact. During the fact, I had both hands braced on the ceiling so I didn’t slide out of my lap belt. I was probably one of the people screaming. I know Bethany yelled a lot between landings.

The Sport came to a jolting halt, still upside down. For a split second, there was total silence. I didn’t hear a damned thing, not even my own heartbeat.

Then the world exploded in noise. People talking, tires squealing, metal thudding, something else hissing. I was keenly aware of soreness between my shoulder blades, but couldn’t tell if it was whiplash or if someone had hit me.

“What the hell?” Ethan asked. “Anyone hurt?”

“Fuck, yes!” Bethany whined from the back. “Shit.”

“We’re okay up here,” Teresa said. She tried to angle back to see us, her face half hidden by a curtain of purple-streaked hair. “You guys?”

“Okay,” Thatcher said, just as I said, “Peachy.”

“Did something hit us?” Ethan asked. “Landon?”

“I’m not sure,” Landon replied in a shaky voice. “It was like we hit a ramp or something, only nothing was in the road.”

“We need to get out of the car,” Teresa said. “Right now.”

Ethan undid his seat belt first, then landed on the ceiling in an awkward pile. He shoved at the door while I unbuckled and executed a much more graceful landing, thanks to my flexible limbs. After Teresa righted herself, she blasted through the frame of the passenger door with a couple of orbs. In less than a minute, everyone except Bethany was out of the Sport. That’s when I took note of our path.

A few cars had stopped along the turnpike above, and several people were watching us, at least two on their phones. I rubbed at my sore neck while I turned in a circle, positive we weren’t alone. Teresa was doing the same, ignoring a cut on her forehead that was oozing blood down the center of her face toward her nose.

Landon and Thatcher went around to the back of the Sport. Together they got it open and pulled Bethany out into the grass.

“Let’s go to their HQ, he says,” Bethany whined. “It’s a good idea, he says. My big fat toe, it’s a good idea!”

Why couldn’t she have broken her jaw or something?

“Can you walk?” Landon asked.

“Yes, I can fucking walk, you jerk. Where do you want to walk to, exactly?”

“Do you guys feel—” Ethan started to ask.

Landon cried out as he was flung through the air, only to be caught by a big, well-muscled man in all black, standing a good twenty feet away.

The Recombinant clone referred to by us as Sledgehammer held Landon by the front of his shirt. The whirlwind that followed Landon’s sudden flight across the field came to a halt next to Sledgehammer—the Jasper clone.

Teresa raised both hands into the air, each one glowing with an orb. Ethan pulled the wind in around him. I stood beside them, wishing I had my damned gun. I’d been pretty useless in the first fight with the clones, and I didn’t see myself faring much better today.

Thatcher prepared to charge. I grabbed his arm and yanked him back with a terse, “Don’t.” Sledgehammer could snap his neck without thinking.

“Well, well, well,” Jasper said. He wore a patch over his left eye like a wannabe pirate. “We meet again. Some of us.”

“If you wanted to talk, you could have called,” Ethan snapped.

“And spoil the surprise?”

I didn’t see the heat blast as much as felt it charge past me, a concentration of hot air unlike anything I’d ever felt. Jasper moved just in time for Bethany’s shot to soar past him and hit a small tree that instantly burst into flames. Sledgehammer spun and threw Landon like a human shot put, sending Landon right into the burning tree. He hit with a scream and a thud.

Teresa fired her orbs. Both caught Sledgehammer in the knees, and he toppled over. Then Teresa went sailing sideways into the grass—Jasper, the speedy little bastard. Ethan caught him with a wind wall, which got Jasper to slow down to normal speed long enough for Thatcher to tackle him.

Useless in the actual fight, I yanked a blanket out of the back of the Sport, then raced toward Landon. The smell of burning wood filled the air. Smoke made my eyes sting. Landon had rolled away from the tree and was slapping feebly at a spot of fire on his pants leg. I draped the blanket over him and smothered the last of the flames. His face was streaked with ash, both cheeks red but not quite blistered. I moved the blanket to take stock of his injuries, aware of the fire nearby.

The sounds of fighting continued behind me, but my senses zeroed in on the scorched fabric on his left arm and the red, weeping flesh beneath. The arm was badly burned from wrist to elbow, but nothing else that I could see from the front. Tears streamed from his eyes, and he was gasping for air—not good.

“Gonna roll you over a little,” I said. “I need to see your back.”

Landon nodded, and in that moment, he didn’t seem eighteen. He didn’t look older than twelve, and my heart broke a little bit for him. He was just a kid, and he was suffering and scared.

And he was about to suffer a little bit more. I slid my arm beneath his shoulders and lifted. Stretched my neck out enough to get a look at his back. The shirt was burned in several places, the skin blistered all over. Worse, though, was the piece of tree protruding from between two ribs on the left side. Cold fingers crept up my spine. The wound wasn’t bleeding heavily, but God only knew the damage it had done internally.

“Landon!”

Thatcher skidded to an ungraceful stop next to us, then dropped to his knees hard enough that I heard one crack. He had a red mark on his temple and another under his right eye. I looked past him. Teresa, Ethan, and Bethany were together by the Sport, all three a little frazzled and grass-stained. The clones were nowhere in sight.

“Did we lose again?” I asked.

If a thumbs-up could be sarcastic, Ethan managed it.

“How bad is it?” Thatcher asked.

“He has a piece of shrapnel in his back,” I replied.

“Hurts to breathe,” Landon said on a wheeze. “Want to cough.”

“Don’t cough,” Thatcher said. He cupped Landon’s jaw in the palm of his hand, his face a study of fierce determination. “You might have a punctured lung, so don’t cough. Try not to move.”

Landon blinked his understanding.

“He needs a hospital.”

“If he goes to a hospital, they’ll arrest him,” Bethany said. The others had gathered around. She looked battered and tired, but she was on her feet.

“If he doesn’t go, he’ll die,” Thatcher snarled.

“No hospital,” Landon said. “Please. Dad.”

Thatcher wilted. “I can’t let you die.”

Ethan crouched next to me. “I can try flying him back to HQ.”

“Can you fly that far with another person?” Teresa asked.

“I haven’t tried this kind of distance before, so I don’t know. But I’m willing to try.”

“What about the wood in his back?” I asked. “What if it shifts during flight?”

“Take it out,” Bethany said. “I’ll cauterize the wound so he doesn’t bleed to death.”

Landon groaned, probably having the same mental image I did of her searing his flesh with her powers.

“I don’t know—” Thatcher said.

Landon grabbed at his leg with one hand. “Please. Let her. We’ll fly.”

Something in the finality of his decision snapped the rest of my world back into sharp focus. I saw the burning tree, smelled the burning wood, saw the burnt skin. Tendrils of dread curled around my spine and into my stomach, pulling everything tight. I scrambled away from it all, my eyes blurring with tears. Everything around me was on fire, and I had to get away, get free of it before it consumed me.

Before I was burned alive, too.

“Renee?”

A warm hand touched my bare arm, jolting me back to awareness. Teresa’s concerned, blood-streaked face filled my vision. I was sitting down, my back to the side of the Sport, an empty, rolling field in front of me. I didn’t recall moving this far, or sitting down, or really much of anything in the last couple of minutes. God, I really needed to get this . . . whatever it was, under control.

“You with me?” Teresa asked.

“Yeah, I’m fine,” I said. I didn’t convince myself, either. “Fuck, I hate fire.”

“I know. Ethan and Landon are gone.”

“Already?”

Teresa blinked, but didn’t say anything. Guess I was out of it for longer than I’d thought. “I’m sure the police will be here any moment to find out what happened. Right now we’re going with ‘unknown Metas’ as the enemy.”

I snorted. “I can see it now. Six Metas handed their asses by two, film at eleven.”

“Bastards had the element of surprise.”

“We still lost. Again.”

“We’ll beat them eventually.”

“I’m glad you believe that.”

Her determination cracked briefly. “I have to.”

I pulled her into a hug, grateful to have her here and not asking questions. Maybe I’d tell her about the fire and the compound one day, but not here. Not now. “How are we going to get home? The one person who could have flipped the Sport back over is airborne and out of range.”

“Working on it.”

Goodie.

* * *

Turns out that the Pennsylvania State Police don’t like Metas very much, and they were more than eager to help us get on our way. In less than an hour, we’d secured a rental car and were back on the turnpike, heading east. Teresa looked kind of pale after our latest encounter with the clones, and Thatcher hadn’t been behind the wheel of a car in a decade and a half, so I was driving. Bethany stayed blessedly silent in the backseat with Thatcher.

We hadn’t found any decent clues about the direction the clones had gone, or how they’d been traveling. Jasper was thin and wiry, and even at super-speeds, I couldn’t imagine him carrying Sledgehammer around. It was like trying to imagine a ten-year-old hefting a two-hundred-pound football player. The police promised to tow the Sport; we’d collect it later.

Teresa managed to find one working phone in the wreck and she called ahead to let HQ know we were alive, but that Ethan was coming in with an injured Meta. She kept the conversation brief and professional—my guess was she was talking to Marco. We made the drive home in a haze of silent wariness, everyone on the lookout for another sneak attack.

I don’t know how I kept us on the road. Halfway home, the enormity of what happened on the roadside hit me. My hands didn’t shake, but I felt the tremors deep in my bones. If the entire quartet of clones had been there they could have easily killed us all. We were trapped in that vehicle for nearly a full minute—more than enough time to blow it up or crush it into tiny bits. Instead, they waited for us to get out, and then they tried to kill Landon.

Why him?

I didn’t dare broach the question with Bethany in the car. The last thing we needed was for her to freak out in an enclosed space. Once we were back on the island, I’d ask Teresa her thoughts. Most likely, the frown lines on her forehead were because she was already pondering the question—she’s smart like that.

The only thing I knew for sure was that the Overseer was going to find out very soon that the kids were with us—if he or she didn’t know already. Maybe Uncle, too, if they weren’t the same person.

Bethany eyeballed the puddle-jumper with disgust before she climbed on board. Gage and Sebastian were waiting near the helipad when we landed back on Governors Island, and questions started flying before most of us had both feet on the ground.

“Are you all right?” “Is anyone else injured?” “What happened out there?” “Is that blood?” I kind of lost track of which one was asking what.

Teresa made a time-out gesture with her hands, which shut them both up pretty effectively. “I want all Alpha leaders in the conference room in thirty minutes for a briefing,” she said. “If Dr. Kinsey can’t be there, I want him on video feed, since this involves the clones.”

“Done,” Sebastian said.

She turned to face Thatcher, who kept looking at the HQ building like he wanted to storm it—and he probably did. Landon was inside, condition unknown. “I need you at that meeting.”

“As long as Landon is stable, I’ll attend,” Thatcher said stonily.

“Good enough.”

“Can we go see him now?” Bethany said in a familiar whiny tone. Several new bruises had darkened on her face and arms during the trip home. She’d taken a pretty good banging when the Sport tumbled over.

“Yes, Renee can take you to the infirmary. You need to get looked over, anyway.”

Bethany grimaced, but didn’t argue (for once).

I groaned inwardly, even though getting volunteered as tour guide shouldn’t have surprised me. I was Thatcher’s official babysitter, after all.

“What about you?” Gage asked, pointing to the bandage at Teresa’s hairline.

“It’s a cut, it’s fine.”

I didn’t wait around to see if the cut turned into a larger argument. I headed toward the HQ entrance, not bothering to check to see if Bethany and Thatcher were following me. We got a few speculative looks as we marched down the main corridor, mostly from the youngest Metas in residence. Everyone knew about Thatcher by now, but Bethany was new and therefore interesting.

The infirmary waiting room was mostly empty. Only Ethan and Aaron were there, pacing in one corner of the room. The two exam cubicle curtains were open, their areas empty, which meant all of the doctoring was happening in the rear rooms, hidden behind a large swinging door. Conversation stopped abruptly when we walked in, and I couldn’t even appreciate the awesomeness of the glare Aaron shot at Bethany because she bolted for the door at the rear.

“Hold on a second,” Ethan said. He got in her way before she could burst into the back and interrupt something important.

She pulled her right hand back like she was going to hit him, but Thatcher snagged her wrist. “How’s Landon?” Thatcher asked.

“He’s being operated on,” Ethan replied. “Dr. Kinsey said the wood shard nicked his lung, so he has to repair that before he can property treat the burns.”

“How long has it been?”

Before Ethan could answer, the door swung open and Jessica Lam stepped out. She wore blue scrubs and still had a mask hanging around her neck, but she’d removed all other evidence of her recent surgery—good tactic for not scaring the family. She nodded at me, then gave the two newcomers a curious look.

“How’s Landon?” Thatcher asked.

“He’s stable and resting,” Jessica replied. “And you are?”

“Derek Thatcher. I’m his father.”

Her eyebrows arched.

“And I’m his sister,” Bethany said.

“Not biologically,” Thatcher added.

She gave him a withering glare. “Like I’d claim you as a sperm donor.”

I covered a bark of laughter with a cough.

“Can I see him?” Thatcher asked.

“In a few minutes,” Jessica replied. “Dr. Kinsey will come out when it’s all right. In the meantime, is anyone else injured?”

All eyes went right to Bethany, who heaved a dramatic sigh. “Yeah, I guess me.” Then she gave Jessica a second, more appraising look. “Definitely me.”

The girl just didn’t stop.

Jessica took her to the nearest cubicle, then pulled the curtain. Their voices continued behind it, muffled and soft.

“How was the flight home?” I asked Ethan.

“Exhausting,” he replied. A new bruise darkened his jaw, and he was definitely paler than his usual Irish self.

“He almost crashed in the courtyard,” Aaron said with a protective growl. “Will you please tell him he can stop playing guard dog and go rest?”

“Stop playing guard dog and go rest,” I said. “I’m serious, Ethan, I’ve got this.”

Ethan actually looked a little grateful for the order. “Follow your own advice, Stretch, you look like hell.”

“I was born this way.”

He rolled his eyes, then let Aaron lead him toward the door.

“Ethan?” Thatcher said. He strode over to the pair and extended his hand. “Thank you for doing that. For getting Landon here.”

“You’re welcome.” Ethan shook his hand, then followed Aaron out.

Thatcher and I stood awkwardly in the middle of the waiting room, neither of us speaking. The soft rumble of voices behind the curtain droned on. I hoped Bethany would be ordered to get bed rest and be silent for a while, but I’ve never been that lucky. I also had the oddest urge to say something comforting to Thatcher. He was as tense as I’d ever seen him, jaw set and eyes hard, probably one good push from putting his fist through a wall.

“You didn’t cause this,” I said.

“I didn’t do anything to prevent it, either,” he replied.

“Like what, exactly?” I lowered my voice so it didn’t carry beyond the curtain to Bethany. “They were targeting him, you know. Probably Bethany, too.”

“I realize that. This Uncle of theirs probably wants to make sure they won’t talk.”

“Probably.”

“Landon could have died.”

“Any one of us could have died today, Derek. But none of us did.”

He blinked and looked at me for the first time. Some of the stone in his expression softened, and I swear he wanted to smile. “You’re right. It’s been a long time since I’ve been in the middle of something like this.”

I snorted. “It’s been my life all year, and it’s likely to stay that way until my luck runs out and I end up a smear on the pavement.”

“I hope that doesn’t happen.”

“Thanks, but I learned a long time ago that wishing someone safe doesn’t keep them alive.”

My thoughts turned to William and our private good-bye before he left for a studio interview on his own two feet and came home in a body bag. We’d only been together a few days, and we’d made love the night before—our first and only time. Everything was still so new, but also familiar and right. We’d made plans for an official date once everything settled down. We’d dared to think ahead and look to the future.

And then he died and something inside me cracked.

Thatcher touched my cheek with the tips of his fingers. I tilted my head to look at him and saw the same stark grief in his eyes that was raging inside of me. How could two people who were so damned different feel the same things so strongly?

“I’m so sorry for everything you’ve lost,” he said softly.

My heart pounded. “Why? You barely know me.”

“I’m trying to fix that, Renee, if you’ll let me.”

The words to answer him stuck in my throat.

“Mr. Thatcher?”

We both pivoted to face the rear door, which Dr. Kinsey held open with one hand. Despite the fact that he’d been a murder suspect when we first met him, Kinsey had become part of our little Meta family—even though he was just a mundane human.

“How is he?” Thatcher asked.

“Landon’s stable and likely to make a full recovery. The left lung was nicked, but it didn’t collapse, so we were able to repair the damage easily. The burns are what concern me the most.” Kinsey’s gaze flickered to me; burns were kind of my area of expertise, too. “He has second-degree burns on his back, hands, and face. We have to monitor him for signs of infection, but I hope to keep any scarring to a minimum.”

“Is he in a lot of pain?”

“Not at present, but he will be. Some of the burns on his back are severe, bordering on third-degree. I have him on IV fluids and antibiotics, and I’d like to keep him here a few days for observation.”

“Whatever is best for him. May I see my son now?”

Kinsey’s professional veneer cracked. “Certainly.”

I followed them through the door and into the private area of the infirmary. The hallway had eight closed doors. The one at the end of the hall read SURGERY. The door immediately to our left read OFFICE. Four of the rooms were larger, semiprivate areas for recovery, and two others were treatment rooms.

Outside one of the recovery rooms, Kinsey handed Thatcher a yellow gown and mask. “Just for now,” Kinsey said. “You’re rather filthy, and I don’t want to risk any infections. There’s a sink inside where you can wash your hands.”

“Thank you,” Thatcher said.

Kinsey offered me a gown, too, but I shook my head. “I’m just here for moral support,” I said in my best aren’t-I-so-adorably-sarcastic tone. Plus Thatcher needed privacy with the son he’d only known for twenty-four hours, and who’d almost died.

I caught a quick glance of a figure on a bed when Thatcher went inside. He left the door cracked slightly open, and I was grateful for that. I could keep an eye on them without actually going in.

“How are you, Renee?” Kinsey asked.

“My neck’s a little sore, but I’ve had whiplash before,” I said.

He gave me a look that said that wasn’t what he meant, but didn’t press the issue. “Can I get you anything?”

How about a stiff drink? “I’m fine, thanks. Although Jessica probably has her hands full with Bethany out in the front room.”

“Hands full in what way?”

“You’ll understand when you meet her.”

His mouth twisted in a wry smile. “Sounds charming.”

“She’s unstable. She zapped Ethan with that collar he’s wearing just to prove a point.”

“She what?” He looked at the exit door as if he could see through it. “Damn it, Ethan didn’t say anything.”

“And that surprises you?” Teresa would give him hell later for not getting himself checked out, but Ethan was like that. He kept attention off his own injuries when someone else was hurt, sometimes to his own detriment. “Aaron took him upstairs to rest. We can all gang up on him later.”

“Count on it.”

Sometimes I really hated Aaron and Noah for having such an awesome, protective father. My biological father had failed miserably at portraying a human being, much less a decent parent.

Kinsey excused himself to go check on Jessica and Bethany. I paced the hallway for a little while, kind of wishing I had a chair or something to sit on. The aches were coming back, and I debated finding Kinsey to ask for some ibuprofen to take the edge off. Resting for a bit would probably help.

I opened the door to one of the treatment rooms, hoping to find a chair I could pull out into the hall. Instead, I found Noah Scott sitting on an exam table, hugging a wastebasket to his chest, face white as snow, and the sour odor of vomit in the air.

“Noah?”

His glare could have melted steel. “Shut the door,” he said in a rough, exhausted voice.

I did, closing us both into the ripe-smelling room.

“I meant with you on the other side.”

“You should have been more specific,” I said.

He hunched his shoulders and pressed his lips together in a classic I’m-going-to-barf posture. “Can you leave?”

“I can but I’m not going to.”

“Renee—”

“What’s wrong with you? I thought your Changeling half didn’t get sick.”

“I’m not sick.”

“No?”

Noah stared at me over the wastebasket, as if he could will me to stop interrogating him and leave. Technically, he probably could use his telekinetic powers to do exactly that. He didn’t, though. “You can’t tell Aaron about this,” he said. “We don’t want him to worry.”

I swallowed against a nervous flutter in my stomach. “Who’s ‘we’?”

“Me and Dahlia, and Dad. Teresa knows, too.”

Teresa and Kinsey were in on something that Aaron wasn’t—not good. Not good at all. “Knows what?”

“The Changelings weren’t made to hold more than one host for any period of time. Ace has been holding on to Noah and Dahlia for months.”

Images of Double Trouble over the last month or so came flashing back. No matter which one was in charge, they seemed tired. Run-down. Understandable, with the stress of the election campaigns, then the L.A. earthquake and our relocation. And they’d probably been happy to blame those things for their fatigue, so their loved ones didn’t worry.

No wonder T’s been so distracted.

“Holding on to Dahlia is making you sick?”

“I think it’s more than that.” He grimaced. “I think it’s killing us.”

Fourteen

Two Pair

I spent the next twenty minutes or so sitting in the waiting room, pondering what Noah had told me. It physically hurt them both to allow Dahlia control. Both of their powers were haphazard and unfocused. They were exhausted almost constantly, and now Noah was having trouble keeping food down. Dahlia, he said, was becoming less and less present in his mind, backing off to keep him from hurting too much. Dr. Kinsey didn’t know how to help them.

“Ace can’t hold on to them both,” Noah had said. “Simon can’t separate us because Dahlia’s body died while she was absorbed. Nothing we’ve tried has worked. I can’t let Dahlia go without killing her, and Ace can’t let go of Noah without killing him.”

“You said part of the host lives on inside the Changeling,” I’d said.

“Sure, but it’s a presence and knowledge. One of us would still, for the way we imagine life, be gone. Dead.”

“But you can’t keep living as both.”

“Not for much longer.”

“Shit.”

“Yeah.”

I had resented Dahlia’s presence the first few months after she’d joined us, and I’d used her as a convenient outlet for my frustration. Lately we’d become friendly, though, and I liked Noah because he was Aaron’s brother and Aaron made Ethan happy. We were a cluster-fuck of a family most days, sure, but we were still family. I was tired of losing people, but fuck if I knew how to fix this.

Thatcher came out through the swinging double doors at almost the exact same time that Denny and Kate Lowry entered from the corridor. The twins had come to us via their uncle just before the earthquake crisis, and he’d agreed that it would be safer for them to move to New York with us. Said uncle was a police detective in Los Angeles (now relocated to Las Vegas), and he still hadn’t manned up and claimed those kids as family, so I was all for getting them away from his idiot ass.

The twins didn’t look sick, and they weren’t limping, which meant: “Gage sent us to hang out with our visitors,” Kate said. “He said you needed to go to a meeting.”

Right, the debriefing. It looked like Thatcher was going, too, and our problem children (wounded or not) couldn’t be left alone.

“Second room on the left,” Thatcher said.

“Cool.”

The pair went through the door Thatcher had exited from, and I felt a slight pang of regret that I wouldn’t be there when they met Bethany for the first time. She’d probably terrify Denny into permanent celibacy.

My brain was still stuck on Double Trouble reruns, but when we left the infirmary and hit the corridor I had enough sense to ask Thatcher, “How’s Landon doing?”

“He’s alive,” Thatcher replied. “Somewhat out of it from the medication, but that’s to be expected.”

“The medication is a blessing, trust me.”

The look he shot me was a mix of sympathy and gratitude. “You know, Renee, it’s been a long time since I’ve been this angry at one person.”

“Sledgehammer?”

“The big one who threw Landon? Yes.”

“I’d like to promise you’ll get first dibs on hurting him back.”

“I know. Thank you.”

We were the last to arrive in the conference room. All of the Alpha leaders were there, plus Dr. Kinsey, as requested. As soon as we were seated, Thatcher and I began another tag-team retelling of our adventures that began at a New Jersey truck stop and ended on the side of the Pennsylvania turnpike. Ethan, who’d promised to take a nap once the meeting was over, interjected occasionally.

“They were targeting the kids,” Teresa said. “The clones who were there knew who Renee, Ethan, and I were, but they went after Landon first.”

“To kill them before they could help us?” Sebastian asked.

“Possibly, or to send a message so they don’t. They could have killed us all before we got out of the Sport, but they didn’t.”

“The clones have always been very deliberate in their machinations,” Ethan added. “Everything they’ve done against us has been with intent.”

“Landon and Bethany were raised to hate their parents,” Thatcher said. “They were intentionally told half-truths and full-out lies in order to make them despise the people left on Manhattan.”

“Do you think the Overseer or Uncle character will find a way to turn the other kids, if they exist, against us?” Ethan asked.

“I would put money on it.”

“If they exist,” Teresa said.

Thatcher’s gaze shifted down the table to her. “Again, I’d put money on it. Isn’t that why you brought them back here without first alerting the authorities? To assist you in tracking down both the other kids and this Uncle?”

“Yes, it is, you’re right. Which means for now, the only people who know who Landon and Bethany really are? The people in this room.”

A chorus of agreements went around the table.

“I have spoken with Mai Lynn Chang again,” Marco said, piping up for the first time. “She is attempting to question her fellow residents about children. However, she says it is a difficult conversation to have casually. She will update us if she learns anything useful.”

“Thank you, Marco,” Teresa said.

While the group was assembled, Teresa assigned Lacey’s team to follow up on an incident of vandalism, which the police suspected was done by Metas, in Annapolis, Maryland. She gave the usual warning to keep their eyes open just in case this was Recombinant-related. Then we were dismissed.

Instead of trying to casually corner her on her way out, I darted around the conference table and said, “I need a minute, T.”

Teresa’s lips parted and her eyebrows furrowed—she was about to ask if it could wait—so I fixed her with a dead stare. My I-mean-it face. To Gage she said, “I’ll catch up with you in a bit.”

Gage pressed a kiss to her temple, then followed the others out. Even Marco left for some kind of errand, so I went over and shut the door.

“What’s going on?” she asked.

“I know what’s happening with Noah and Dahlia,” I said.

She blinked once. “What do you know?”

“I saw them in the infirmary. I know that Ace is starting to reject them and it’s making him sick.”

“Okay.” She sat down on the edge of the conference table, weariness settling over her like a heavy blanket.

“Are we doing anything to help them?”

“Everything we can, which is mostly keeping them comfortable. Dr. Kinsey has been reaching out to some old colleagues, but it’s difficult when so many could still be connected to the other Recombinant projects. He isn’t sure who to trust.”

“Makes sense.” I could hear that her voice lacked the fighting edge it usually had when she really believed in something. “Do you think we’ll find a way to save them both?”

She bit hard on her lower lip, her lavender eyes glimmering with grief. “I honestly don’t know, Renee. There’s so much we don’t know about the Changelings, that even Dr. Kinsey doesn’t know, and they were his project. We’ve even sent their medical histories to Dr. Bennett.”

My hand jerked in surprise.

Dr. Nancy Bennett was a former colleague of Dr. Kinsey’s from his earliest days at Weatherfield Research and Development and now worked for a private company in the field of genetic cloning. Last month, after the death of one of the clones, we sent the body to Nancy’s facility in Richmond, Virginia. She signed a confidentiality agreement—for her protection, as well as ours. The autopsy showed the body was a perfect genetic clone of the late Patricia Swift, right down to her Meta abilities and how they affected her system.

“What can Dr. Bennett do?” I asked. “Clone Dahlia’s dead body?”

“No, that’s not what she’s looking into.”

“Cloning Noah?”

“No.” Teresa wiped her eyes with the back of her hand. “She’s attempting to clone the Changeling.”

I stared at her, stuck somewhere between confused and horrified. “Ace? Is that even possible?”

“I don’t know, but Dr. Bennett and Dr. Kinsey are going to try.”

“So if they do manage to clone another Ace, how do you know we can transfer Noah or Dahlia over to him?”

“We don’t. We’re guessing on all of this.”

“What if Dr. Bennett is successful and Ace 2.0 doesn’t want to join with one of them?”

Teresa’s expression shifted from surprise to calm faster than most people might notice—but I’d known her for too long to miss it. She didn’t like the answer she was about to give me, but she had to say it like she meant it. “Ace 2.0, as you said, would be raised knowing his purpose,” she said.

God, she was in a tough place right now—wanting to do everything she could to save two of her friends, and wanting to protect the rights of other living creatures to exist. And as much as I knew this decision would pain her, I couldn’t quite let it go. “Ace, King, and Joker made a choice to join with each of the Scott brothers, T.”

She glared at me. “Yes, they did. But Noah Scott made the choice for both Jimmy and Aaron to join with Joker and King. Those two brothers didn’t have a say. Dahlia didn’t have a say, either, when Noah absorbed her.”

Annoyance prickled across my skin. “From the way I heard the story, if he hadn’t absorbed her, they all would have died when Queen and Deuce went apeshit, not just Jimmy. Maybe even you, too.”

“I know that. I think about it a lot, trust me. But I think about something else, too. Something Dahlia told me a long time ago, when we were first house-hunting in Beverly Hills.” Teresa’s eyes went liquid again, and I couldn’t help it. I sat down and slipped my arm around her waist. She leaned into me and put her head on my shoulder.

“What did she tell you?” I asked gently. Curious, because Dahlia and I never really talked about anything, before or after she combined with Noah.

“Dal told me again about her mom dying of cancer, and how she was there for every moment of it.” She shuddered, and I held her tighter. I knew this tidbit already. “I don’t remember why it came up, but Dahlia told me she was kind of grateful for finding the Rangers. Her greatest fear was a slow, painful, lingering death like her mother’s. She thought a fast, heroic death was better.”

My chest ached, and I had the oddest urge to cry. Mostly for the grief thick in Teresa’s voice, and for the power of the words she’d spoken to me. Dahlia could have had her fast, heroic death back in June, and now she was slowly fading away, trapped in someone else’s body.

“Dahlia doesn’t blame Noah for this,” Teresa continued, her voice raspy with tears. “Not that she’s admitted to me, anyway. They care about each other. I hope I can give them the life they want together. Everyone deserves their own happiness.”

“Like you and Gage?”

She tensed, then relaxed, but the tell was still there—things weren’t a hundred percent with those two. “I love Gage.”

“I know that. He loves you more than oxygen, T. You’re his world.”

“And he’s mine. Most of it.”

I angled to see her face better. Her tears hadn’t spilled yet, and she looked utterly miserable. Teresa rarely let herself break down anymore. She was always playing the part of the stoic leader, the one with all of the answers, when most of the time she was as uncertain as the rest of us. I hated seeing my best friend in the world so unhappy and torn. “But you have to keep a little room in your heart for the rest of us, right? For the team?”

She wilted a bit, and I pulled her into a real hug. Her chin rested on my shoulder, breath tickling my hair. “He knows I’ll always think of the good of the team first, above him or myself. I have to, Renee. He’s always known that, but lately . . .”

“He’s taking it more personally?”

“Yeah.”

I held her for a little while, hoping she’d just let go and have a good cry, but she didn’t. She pulled herself together, then pulled away from me.

“You’re our leader, T,” I said. “He’s known that from the start. He can’t change the rules this late in the game.”

“The rules are always changing. We can’t seem to stop things from changing.” She heaved a deep sigh, then stood up. “I don’t think I have to ask you to keep the Noah and Dahlia thing to yourself.”

“Does Aaron know?”

She flinched. “No.”

“Shouldn’t he?”

“Noah doesn’t want him to know yet. All he’ll do is worry.”

“He has a right to worry. Noah’s his brother.”

“Believe me, I understand, but it isn’t my call. Please don’t say anything.”

“I’ll do my best.”

She left first. I wasn’t sure where to go next, or what to do. A shower and a nap sounded like heaven, but I found myself wandering outside. My favorite bench was empty, so I sat down and pulled my knees up to my chest. No one was exercising or fake-fighting on the lawn this afternoon. I honestly had no idea what time it was, but the sun was low on the horizon.

“We can’t seem to stop things from changing.” Teresa’s words rang in my head like an alarm bell, loud and constant. Truer words were never spoken. Nothing was the same as it had been even a few days ago, when we had no idea kids like Landon and Bethany existed, and when Derek Thatcher was just a name on a log sheet of prisoners. Now he was a gentle, world-worn face I couldn’t get out of my head. A man who didn’t look at me and cringe in horror at the scars I carried.

“This seat taken?”

I jerked in surprise when the object of my thoughts appeared in my peripheral vision with two plates in his hands. His kind smile soothed my annoyance at being startled, and I shook my head. “All yours,” I said.

He sat down in the middle, leaving only a few inches between us. The mark under his right eye had blackened. “You’ll probably say you aren’t hungry, but I brought you something anyway.”

“Thanks.” I took the plate, amused to see another roast beef sandwich and a couple of dill pickle spears.

“Ethan mentioned you like pickles.”

“I do, thank you.”

We ate in silence, but it wasn’t an awkward silence. My head was full of Double Trouble, and his was no doubt full of Landon. People we cared about were hurting, and neither one of us could do anything to stop the hurt. I hate that helplessness more than almost anything—I wasn’t physically tied to a beam on a burning platform, but I remembered the sensation. I remembered the feeling of being totally abandoned, completely alone, even surrounded by people. Because no one was helping me.

They’d come to watch me burn.

A sharp tremor shot down my spine, and I fumbled my plate. The last pickle spear tumbled into the grass. “Damn it!” I said, with more anger than a simple pickle deserved.

Thatcher’s hand landed on my neck, warm and comforting, and I didn’t pull away. “You okay, Renee?”

“No, I’m not.” I leaned into his touch a little, grateful for his presence. “But then again, neither are you.”

“Is something besides the turnpike fight bothering you?”

“Yes. But it’s not my place to tell anyone else about it.”

“I can understand that.”

“Well, I can’t, especially when someone else does deserve to know about it. Not you, by the way.”

He made a soft noise in his throat, something like a chuckle, but not quite. “That’s a bit of a relief. I’d hate to think everything is always about me.”

I looked at him, unsure of his tone of voice. The arch of one eyebrow and the tilt of his head clued me in—he was teasing me. So I did what any adult woman would do in such a situation. I stuck my tongue out at him.

He laughed out loud this time, and the deep sound rumbled in my chest. The hand on the back of my neck stroked very gently, fingers massaging in a way that seemed more instinctive than deliberate. It felt nice. “Were you injured in the accident?” he asked.

“Not really. Snapped my neck hard, but with my particular powers the pain won’t last long.”

His hand stilled. “Am I hurting you?”

“No. It feels nice.”

He put both of our plates on the bench beside him. I allowed him to shift us both until I was facing away and he was behind me. Both of his hands pressed gently into my shoulders, thumbs massaging both sides of my vertebrae. It felt amazing, and I leaned into the touch. It had been a long time since I’d felt a man’s hands on me in such a comforting way. I craved the attention, the sensation—even if it couldn’t possibly last. He hadn’t seen the scars on my chest, back, and legs.

And who said he ever would, anyway? He was a former Bane, loaned to us from prison for an investigation, and he was heading right back there at some point in the near future. Derek Thatcher wasn’t someone I was allowed to get attached to, no matter what.

But the fantasy was extremely entertaining.

And his hands were extraordinary. I closed my eyes and relaxed under his ministrations, as his deft fingers soothed and loosened tired, aching muscles. If I were a cat, I’d have started purring. No one had paid me this sort of attention in a long time, not since William died. Before him, I’d gotten laid pretty regularly. I couldn’t throw a poker chip in Vegas without hitting someone who was willing to sleep with the extremely flexible blue dancer, which meant I could be picky. Singling out the good ones, the best ones, became something of a game for me. It was in his eyes and in his touch, mostly, and if I couldn’t trust those two things, no way was I trusting a guy with my body.

I trusted what I saw in Thatcher’s eyes, and I trusted the smoothness of his touch. He’d be a hell of a lover—if only such a thing were possible.

“Can I ask you something?” I said without intending to.

“Of course.”

Now that I’d stuck my foot in it, I wasn’t sure how to phrase this. “In Manhattan, there weren’t as many women prisoners as men, right?”

“Correct.”

“So how did you . . . I mean, was it . . . Fuck. Never mind.” I was insanely glad he couldn’t see my face, because I was pretty sure I was blushing like an idiot.

His hands never stopped pressing and rubbing my shoulders and neck. “Are you asking if I’ve had sex in the last fifteen years?” And damn him, I could tell he was smiling when he asked that.

I’d tossed money into the pot already, so I might as well call. “Yes.”

“No.”

I turned around on the bench, stunned by his matter-of-fact reply. He dropped his hands into his lap and watched me with a calm, unembarrassed expression I couldn’t quite decipher. “Seriously?”

“Why would I lie?”

“I didn’t mean that, it’s just . . .”

“What?”

The truth came burbling up and out. “You’re so good-looking.”

His lips quirked. “Thank you.”

“It surprises me no one saw that.”

“There’s more to wanting to sleep with someone than finding them attractive, Renee. Most of us were incredibly angry at the end of the War, not only because of our situation in Manhattan, but at Specter and his manipulations. I was one of the worst, and my anger was only heightened by the news of my wife and son’s deaths. I was an emotional wreck, and so many of the couples who came out of the aftermath chose each other for the support they could give and receive. I was in no place to support anyone, and I was too damaged to take any kindness in return.”

“I’m sorry.”

His eyebrows furrowed and his mouth pressed into a line.

“Not that you weren’t getting any,” I said, trying to recover my verbal fumble. “I mean, I’m sorry that you were in such a bad place. That there was no one to be there for you.”

He shrugged. “I had some friends. Freddy and I were always close, and I was happy for him when Andrew was born. I was happy for him when he found out Ethan was his son.” Something in his voice still sounded hollow.

I touched his knee. “You can be happy for a friend and still envy their happiness, you know.”

“Speaking from experience?”

“Yep.”

He brushed the pad of his thumb down my cheek, a gentle touch of skin on skin that made my spine tingle. “You deserve to find your own happiness, Renee. I sincerely wish that for you.”

I angled my head up, unsure what to say to that. His gaze flickered down, then back up. He leaned in. My heart slammed against my ribs.

“Hey, guys?” Sebastian’s voice echoed from the building archway.

We pulled apart. I glared at Sebastian over the back of the bench. “What?”

“Thatcher has a phone call.”

* * *

I held up the wall in the conference room while Thatcher spoke with Mai Lynn for a few minutes. His side of the conversation was somewhat muffled and he was typing information onto a tablet, but I knew he’d share as soon as he was finished. I couldn’t help replaying those final moments on the bench and wondering if he’d have really kissed me had we not been interrupted. My money was on yes.

Damn you, Sebastian, and your terrible timing.

Thatcher hung up after less than five minutes.

“So what’s new?” I asked.

“Mai Lynn found some information that might be useful.” He held up the tablet. “She found two other prisoners who did what I did during the War.”

“Gave up all contact with their kids to protect them?”

Something like pain flashed in his eyes. “Yes.”

“Who?”

“Peter Keene.”

Keene had been in Central Park during the final day of the War. He’d also died last month—ironically, in Central Park—when a copter crashed down on a bunch of people, including Thatcher.

“Keene had an infant son he never met,” Thatcher continued. “He and his mother disappeared after the War ended. The boy would be sixteen or so now. She thinks his name was Tate, but she didn’t know the mother’s last name.”

“That’s a start, though. Who was the other one?”

“Dana Parks. She was Whitney and Andrew’s mother.”

Right. Dana had died in Manhattan a few years ago. Whitney died a few months ago, and we were all unclear on just who the father had been, since no one was volunteering that information. “Dana had a third child?”

“Supposedly Dana had a daughter she left with her parents. Mai Lynn thinks the girl would be about twenty now. Her name was Sasha.”

“So Andrew has another half-sibling out there somewhere.”

“It seems so.”

“It isn’t a lot, but it’s something to start with. Let’s get this—”

As if he’d been summoned by my thoughts, Marco walked into the conference room. Thatcher gave him the tablet and summarized the information on it. Marco promised to begin searching immediately.

It was still pretty early in the evening, but I’d had a hell of a weekend, and now the idea of a shower and my bed was dancing in front of me like a merry mirage. I decided to grab hold of the mirage and crash until someone inevitably needed me again for one crisis or another. I told Thatcher, so when we hit the hallway again. He just nodded and followed me upstairs.

We stopped at my bedroom door and for the first time since we’d met, I felt kind of awkward.

“I’m going to go sit with Landon for a while,” he said.

I almost asked why he’d followed me all the way upstairs if he was going back down, but curbed that question. The answer was kind of obvious. He’d wanted to walk me to my room. “That’s good. You two may not really know each other, but I bet right now it helps to have his father close by.”

His expression softened. “Your parents were never there for you, were they?”

“My real parents? No. I was eight years old when my Meta powers kicked in and my skin turned blue. They thought I was a demon, and they tried to have me killed.”

Now, why had I gone and said all that?

His eyes narrowed, then understanding widened them again. “The Rangers saved you.”

“Yes, they did. And after the War, my foster parents were amazing.” I shrugged, hoping none of the roiling emotions inside showed on my face. “Family isn’t always determined by blood. Sometimes blood turns on you.”

I hadn’t meant my words to be a warning about Landon, or any of the other kids we were looking for, but he seemed to take it that way. His face went blank and he straightened his shoulders. “You may be right,” he said.

But I’m probably wrong. “Good night, Derek.”

“Good night.” He reached out, and for one brief, terrifying moment, I thought he might actually try to kiss me. Instead, he lifted my right hand and brushed his lips across my knuckles. The unexpected gesture made my insides quivery. My mouth went dry.

I didn’t say a word as he walked away.

Holy smokes, what was I getting myself into?

Fifteen

Dead Man’s Hand

The emergency alert tumbled me out of bed and into my uniform before I really understood what was going on. It was the Alpha leaders alert, which meant it wasn’t going to everyone’s room. I blinked bleary eyes at the clock on the wall—not quite six in the morning.

Way to start off the day.

In the hallway, I crashed into Thatcher, who grabbed my elbow before I could fall over onto my ass. “I can see you’re not a morning person,” he said with way too much energy for this hour.

“Never claimed I was,” I snapped. Guess he got the alert, too.

A few doors down, Ethan and Aaron came out of their room. Sebastian appeared across the hall, rubbing at his own eyes. We made our way to the stairs, no one really talking. I spared a glance at Aaron, who didn’t seem overly stressed. So he still didn’t know about Double Trouble. Annoyance bubbled up inside me, as well as anger on his behalf. He deserved to know, but I’d promised Teresa to keep my mouth shut.

Teresa, Gage, and Marco were already at the conference table. The only person missing was Lacey, but she was probably still in Annapolis with her team. As we took seats around the table, another person entered who made me do a double-take. Bethany glanced around until she spotted me and Thatcher. She came over and plopped down next to him, exhaustion pressing down on her like an invisible weight.

If she was here . . .

“Fifteen minutes ago we received an anonymous email,” Teresa said, her booming voice getting everyone’s attention. She stood by the two main monitors. Marco was already at work at the computer, getting something ready for her. “The subject line read Lesson One. The only content to the email was an attached video file.” She swallowed. “After we were positive it wasn’t a virus or a worm, we watched it.”

“What is it?” Ethan asked.

Gage, who was sitting in the chair nearest Teresa, looked like he was going to be sick. “A message.”

“To who?”

“All of us.” He glanced down the table. “But especially to Bethany and Landon.”

Bethany jerked in her chair. “Me? Trying to kill us on the highway yesterday wasn’t enough?”

“Not for these people,” Teresa said with a fierce edge to her voice. She nodded to Marco.

The main screen flashed to life with the paused image of two blurry figures against a dark background. The scene jerked into motion, and the two figures came into focus. A teenage boy and girl, chained up by their wrists, somewhere dark—a large basement, a warehouse, an auditorium. Their feet didn’t touch the floor, and both wore a collar similar to Ethan’s. They were alive, not gagged or otherwise bound, but they weren’t moving much, either.

Probably drugged.

“Say your names, for the record, please,” a distorted, off-camera voice said. It sounded male, but could easily be a filtered female voice.

“Louis Becker,” the boy said.

The girl said, “Summer Jones.”

“Why are you both here today?”

The camera moved closer to the pair, giving us a clearer view of their faces. They were definitely young, and both of them were crying. Summer had glowing purple eyes, and Louis’s hair was the color of my skin.

“We’re here to send a message to the traitors,” Summer said in a voice choked with tears. Louis finished with, “We’re here to die.”

Several chairs squeaked. People murmured. I wasn’t the only one who wanted to somehow reach through the screen and save those two kids. But this wasn’t live. Whatever happened to them had happened already. Beneath the table, Thatcher’s hand found mine and squeezed hard.

“Tell them,” the filtered voice said.

Summer looked right at the camera, anger mixing with her grief. “You betrayed Uncle and everything we’ve worked for. We’ll all be punished now, because of you. It’s all your fault.”

Bethany made a soft, choked sound. Thatcher leaned closer and put his arm around her shoulders, without ever letting go of my hand. My chest ached and my eyes stung. We were watching a nightmare unfold, and my only small consolation was that Landon didn’t have to see this.

In the foreground of the screen, a hand came into view. A hand holding a familiar black box—the collar trigger.

I closed my eyes. Tears spilled down my cheeks, and I covered my eyes with my free hand. I couldn’t watch it. But I heard it. The buzz of electricity, the short screams that turned into gurgles. The clank of chains. Then silence from the screen, while gasps and soft sounds of disbelief and anger erupted around the conference table. Bethany dissolved into hysterical sobs. Thatcher let go of my hand as she threw herself at him, and he held her while she cried. I glanced up at the screen, at the pair of swinging bodies, and I swallowed hard against the sudden urge to vomit.

“They were just fucking kids,” Ethan said.

“I’ll make this easy for you,” the filtered voice on-screen said. “The bodies are closer than you think. You may even hear the lion’s roar.”

The screen went blank, but the images of those two dead kids were burned into my brain. I glanced around the table, catching the same horror and rage on everyone’s face. The need to find these other kids before Uncle executed them, too.

“ ‘You may even hear the lion’s roar,’ ” Aaron said. “What does that mean? A zoo? A place with a lion statue?”

“Perhaps,” Marco replied. “I am already searching for potential matches within a two-hundred-mile radius.”

“He wants us to find the bodies,” Teresa said, as furious as I’d seen her in a long time. Her eyes flashed bright with tears, but her jaw was tight, her shoulders back. “Which means we could very well walk into a trap.”

“He’d have to know we’re expecting that, though,” Aaron said. “No one’s going to walk in blindly.”

“No. We’ll be ready for anything.”

“That floor looked like wood,” Ethan said. “Marco, can you zoom in on just the floor?”

“Of course,” Marco replied.

He did, and Ethan was right. The floor was old, unpolished, and badly in need of repair, but it was definitely wood of some kind. It kind of reminded me of a gymnasium floor.

Ethan slapped his palm against the table, which made most of us jump. “Lions,” he said. “I know where they are.”

* * *

The mascot for Lincoln High School in Jersey City was the Lions. Granted, the school hadn’t functioned as anything except a place for transients to roost for the last ten years or so, but Ethan’s prediction turned out to be correct. We found the bodies of Summer Jones and Louis Becker hanging from the rafters of the old gymnasium, near the three-point line. Gage and Panther-Marco sniffed the room for clues while Ethan, Sebastian, and I cut the bodies down. Teresa watched everything with a frozen horror that worried me.

The bodies weren’t stiff, so they hadn’t been dead long. Calling the police felt wrong, somehow, and yet taking them back to HQ with us seemed even worse. We were waiting for Teresa to make the decision. Involving the police now meant explaining the video, which could be a problem for Bethany and Landon’s current anonymity.

“Huh,” Ethan said after a few minutes.

“Huh, what?” I asked.

“Nothing has exploded, shifted, or otherwise attacked us since we’ve been here.”

“Doesn’t mean it still isn’t a trap.”

“If it’s a trap, it’s taking its sweet time to spring.”

Fifty feet across the gym, Gage and Marco were sniffing around in a shadowed area, probably trying to pick up any clues left behind by the Overseer—or whoever the executioner had been. Panther-Marco lifted his head and growled, a low sound that carried across the distance. Teresa’s head snapped toward them. Gage froze, listening.

Oh, Windy, I think your trap’s about to—

“Get down!” Gage shouted.

The gymnasium roof exploded, raining noise, glass, and wood debris on top of us. We scattered. The gym had no actual cover besides a single section of open bleachers on the opposite side. Sunlight streamed down from the bus-sized hole in the roof, creating a giant dust moat illuminating the debris-covered bodies. A quick glance around told me everyone was on their feet.

Teresa’s hands glowed purple as she brought her power to the forefront. I reached for my holstered Coltson, glad I’d thought to grab it before we left. Sebastian’s cheeks hollowed as he pursed his lips and did whatever he did while preparing to spit acid at a target.

Two things happened simultaneously. The gym doors closest to Gage and Marco swung open, spilling in more exterior light and illuminating the shapes of four people. Two more shapes appeared in the roof’s giant hole, one of them flapping a pair of big, feathery wings and holding the second person in his arms.

“Hold,” Teresa said, before any of us could make a move. They’d attacked the roof, not us.

The flying pair (both boys) descended in a great gust of wind, stirring up enough dust to make me want to cough. The quartet (two boys and two girls) walked carefully around Marco and Gage, making a wide circle away from us to join their pals near the wreckage they’d created. No one spoke. Even in the dimness, I could tell the six newcomers were young, period. Teens or early twenties, and they all looked equal parts terrified and angry. The boy with the yellow-feathered wings was the only one who outwardly appeared Meta, but I knew better than to assume any of them were powerless.

A girl stepped away from the sextet. She wore black jeans and a black T-shirt—a uniform shared by the other five teens. Her black hair was shorn short, accentuating her stunning cheekbones and coffee-colored skin. As she moved into the light cast from the hole in the ceiling, her eyes sparkled like they were coated in white glitter. She crouched next to Louis’s body and touched his cheek with her knuckles.

One of the boys behind her made a grief-stricken sound. They all seemed caught somewhere between wanting to burst into tears and needing to punch something. I could definitely sympathize, having been there myself way too many times.

Our own group had reassembled on the other side of the bodies, gathered in a U-shape behind Teresa. We were evenly matched, six to six, but with no idea of their powers . . . well, this little standoff could go down a lot of ways, and I knew Teresa was hoping for peacefully.

“I’m so sorry,” Teresa said.

Sparkle Eyes stood up. She was taller than Teresa, and she had a lot more anger behind her right now. “You didn’t do this, Trance,” she replied. “Our fight isn’t with you.” Her voice had a Southern lilt to it.

“Your fight is with the man who ordered these children executed.”

“Our fight is with the traitors who made this happen. We’ve all been abandoned by Uncle now, thanks to them.”

“We can protect you.”

She laughed, a sound that turned into a sneer as she pointed at former Bane Sebastian. “You made your own choices by taking in our enemies, so no, thank you.”

“The enemy of my enemy is my friend,” Sebastian said. He came a few steps closer, hands by his side in a gesture of peace. “Anyone who would kill a child so coldly is the enemy of us all.”

Sparkle Eyes glared at him.

A boy with brown hair and a long scar across his left cheek stepped up next to Sparkle Eyes. “Let’s go, Sasha,” he said with a similar accent. “In case this is some kind of trap.”

“I have a feeling the trap was all of us meeting in anger,” Teresa said, “and this turning into a massacre.”

He flexed his right hand, which made an odd, crackling noise. “There’s still time, lady.”

“Stop it, Tate,” Sasha/Sparkle Eyes said.

Sasha and Tate. We’d found two of the kids that Mai Lynn told us about. Tate, the son of Peter Keene; and Sasha, daughter of Dana Parks. Andrew McTaggert’s half-sister. I glanced at Ethan, who was watching Sasha intently. They weren’t blood-related, but they shared a half-brother, and I knew Ethan well enough to know that meant something to him.

“I know you don’t want to hear this,” Teresa said, “but Uncle isn’t the savior you want to believe he is. He’s lied to you your entire lives.”

“He saved us,” Tate said.

“One of the boys we rescued from Uncle? Landon? The people Uncle works for murdered his mother and stole him. They fed Landon lies about his father. About all of the Metas imprisoned in Manhattan. And they made his father believe his son was dead.”

“Landon turned against Uncle,” Sasha said. “So did Bethany. They’re traitors. It’s their fault Uncle exiled us. We’ll be his enemies if we side with you.”

“Maybe Uncle will forgive us if we kill the people protecting the traitors,” Tate said, giving our group a significant look. “We should have killed them when we got here.”

The odds of that being Uncle’s intention were pretty high. Six powerful, pissed-off teenagers hell-bent on revenge, not only for the deaths of two of their own, but also for losing the protection of the man who’d raised them? We could have been in serious pain right now if Sasha had been a little less in control. If she’d been as volatile as Bethany.

Sasha looked at Tate, then at us, like she was actually considering his suggestion.

Bring it on, sister.

“Do you really want to be our enemies?” Ethan asked. “To go off on your own, the six of you? When you have family out there who will help you? When we want to help you?”

Sasha snorted. “What family? The Banes who murdered children? Who murdered your friends and parents?”

At least they knew their War history. Sort of.

“Your mother, Sasha?” Ethan said. “She had another son. You have a half-brother.”

She stared at him, then narrowed her eyes. “You’re lying.”

“I’m not. And I think he’d like to meet you one day.”

“You’re not buying any of this, are you?” asked the boy with the yellow wings. His longish hair matched the feather color, and even the shape of his face was somewhat birdlike. “We decided as a group we wouldn’t go against Uncle. That we’d find a way to fix this.”

“Of course I don’t buy it,” Sasha snapped back.

Big fat liar.

“Please consider my offer,” Teresa said. “We’ll do our best to protect you. Some of you do still have living family who would love to see you.”

“No.” Sasha stepped back, closing ranks with her group. “Don’t ask again.”

“So what now?” Tate asked. “We can’t just walk out of here. What if Uncle thinks we’ve made a truce with these people? He might think we’re working with them, or that we talked.” His hands crackled again. Kid was spoiling for a fight.

“We’ll deal if that happens.”

“Sash—”

“No, Tate. Let’s go.”

The gymnasium doors burst open, startling everyone in the room. We turned as a group, and the air sparked with energy as instinct brought our powers to the forefront. Two uniformed police officers walked in, firearms drawn, balanced across their flashlights. They stared at us openmouthed, probably trying to understand exactly what they were seeing.

“Nobody move,” Cop One said.

“Officer—” Teresa started to speak, to move forward, and she froze when Cop Two aimed right at her.

“Nobody move, he said,” Cop Two said. “We got an anonymous report about two dead bodies at this location.” He looked down and his eyes widened.

Uncle. Uncle had to be the one who made the anonymous call. He’d set us all up.

Cop One tucked his flashlight under his arm, then reached for his radio.

“I wouldn’t do that if I were you,” said the tall boy who’d flown down with Wings. His hands sparkled with blue light.

Cop One paused, then squeezed the radio control. “Central, this is—”

The boy flung his right hand at Cop One. A haze of blue energy, like a baby firework, zoomed across the gym and slammed into Cop One’s radio with amazing precision. Cop One squawked in surprise and squeezed the trigger. Safety off.

My left forearm burned. Something forced me down onto my knees.

Chaos erupted around me. The kids went for the cops. We swooped in to protect the human officers. Guess what happened next.

The fight we were trying so hard to avoid.

Wings swooshed up toward the ceiling, and a big purple orb from Teresa dropped him fast. He hit the floor with a thud that made his friends shout. The cops got off two more shots before a spinning whirlwind knocked them both around like human bowling pins. The whirlwind stopped briefly, revealing Sasha as the source.

Someone grabbed me from behind and pulled me closer to the pile of wreckage from the roof. Took me a second to figure out it was Gage. He ripped off part of his shirt and tied it around my forearm.

“Fuck!” I yelped as white fire raced down my arm. Then I looked at my arm and saw the blood. “I got shot?”

“Yeah, you did,” Gage replied. “Stay put.”

Panther-Marco growled from the other side of the wreckage covering us from the fight. Something exploded. An unfamiliar male voice screamed in pain and anger.

“Try not to hurt them!” Teresa shouted.

Yeah, good luck with that.

I didn’t hear Sasha issuing similar orders.

Speaking of whom, Sasha’s whirlwind spun high into the air above us, swirling the dust and debris. Three of Teresa’s orbs missed, smashing chunks out of the gym walls. More air turned, and then Ethan sailed through the air. He slammed bodily into the whirlwind. Ethan and Sasha both hit the far gym wall, then tumbled to the ground. A blue firework hit him in the back, and Ethan screamed.

I tried to watch the fight, but pain kept blurring my vision. Nowhere near as horrific as those burns had been, but bad. I’d lost my Coltson, too, on the floor about ten feet away. Gage moved off to join the fight, and I felt, as usual, useless to my team. Deadweight.

Ignoring Gage’s order to stay put, I scooted toward my gun.

Something streaked across my line of sight that shocked me into stopping. One of the kids had shrunk down to a perfectly proportioned twelve-inch-tall version of himself, and he ran like a very large rat through the fray, unnoticed. He raced between Teresa’s legs, then suddenly grew into a massive, twelve-foot-tall version of himself. The size shift knocked Teresa backward onto her ass. She blasted him with an orb that hit right in his gut—where her head had been a moment ago—and he crashed backward with a thud that shook the floor.

The other girl from their group was down, too far away for me to see where she was hurt, but her stomach was definitely bleeding. Had she been shot by one of those stray bullets? Tate crouched near her, protective. Guarding.

Teresa was trying to tell everyone to stop, even while coordinating us in a defensive way. I admired her determination, but it was a losing battle. The kids were on the offense in a major way.

Firework Boy sent a couple of his blue babies right at Teresa, who threw up a haze of orb energy that worked as a force field. They bounced off and one hit the Incredible Growing Boy. The other firework slammed into Sebastian, which knocked him into Gage, and the pair went tumbling against a pile of debris.

My hand closed around the grip of my Coltson.

Wings was back on his feet, creeping toward Teresa from her blind side. She was concentrating on Firework Boy, who was doing an excellent job of distracting her by tossing twist after twist of blue at her shield. Panther-Marco leapt from the pile of debris and crashed into Wings with a snarl.

Gage climbed out of the debris without Sebastian, only to be knocked down again by Sasha as she whirled past him.

I couldn’t use my left arm to steady my aim so I did my best. Sasha moved fast, almost too fast to track her, and she was erratic as hell. But she was hurting my friends, and she seemed to be in charge of the Junior Meta Squad, so taking her out felt like a good plan. Ethan hit the air again, and then he and Sasha created a blast of wind that knocked Teresa and Firework Boy flat.

The Incredible Growing Boy had shrunk again, and I couldn’t see him. Marco seemed to have Wings well in paw, holding him by the neck with his powerful cat jaws.

Ethan swooped low to the floor. The Incredible Growing Boy shot up in size fast enough to grab Ethan by the throat. I aimed at IGB’s arm and squeezed the trigger. Blood spouted from his wrist. He screamed and dropped Ethan.

The shot caught everyone’s attention, including Sasha’s. Her whirlwind spun at me. I changed my aim. Sasha yelped and hit the gym floor in a heap. Behind her, Teresa was on her knees, hands out in our direction.

Nice shot, T.

“Retreat, now!” Teresa shouted.

Ethan and Gage dragged Sebastian out of the pile of rubble. Teresa helped me up, and we ran together, with Marco by our side. Retreating felt wrong, and we ducked a few more blue fireworks on the way out. The Junior Meta Squad didn’t chase us, though, once we were through the gym doors and heading for the outside of the building.

The police car was still parked next to our two Sports, but the cops were nowhere to be seen. I hadn’t seen them inside during or at the end of the fight, either. Probably hiding in the janitor’s closet, the wimps.

The thought made me giggle, which earned me a concerned look from Teresa. She stuffed me into the backseat of one of the Sports, next to Sebastian. He had a wide cut on his collarbone and a large knot on his temple. My arm was bleeding all over the place—another ruined uniform.

Marco shifted back to a man and drove our Sport, putting Teresa, Gage and Ethan in the other vehicle. None of us talked on the race back to Governors Island. We were under orders to report directly to the infirmary. I wasn’t about to argue. Every movement sent stabbing pains up and down my arm, and I was having a hard time not bursting into tears from the agony. I’d been stretched, burned, and beaten, but this was my first bullet wound.

God, my life sucks sometimes.

It felt like half the people at HQ were waiting when the puddle-jumper landed, including Dr. Kinsey and Jessica Lam. They hustled me and Sebastian off to the infirmary, while Teresa and Gage tried to explain to Aaron, Alexia, and a dozen others what was going on without really telling them anything.

The bullet had gone clean through my arm without hitting bone, which meant I got stitches, antibiotics, and a nice, thick bandage. And another scar for my personal collection. Not that this one would be very visible through the preexisting burn scars. After Dr. Kinsey left my cubicle, I stared at my arm while I waited for the painkillers to kick in. The best part of my long-sleeved uniform was that it hid those scars, but Kinsey had cut off the entire left sleeve before stitching me up. I couldn’t hide the scars from myself or anyone else.

The curtain around my cubicle parted and Thatcher appeared. He stared at me with wide, concerned eyes, his mouth open in shock. “I was with Landon, I just heard,” he said, a little breathless.

I blinked at him, curious why he was fuzzy around the edges. “You should be with him.”

“Jessica said you were shot.” He sounded like saying the words physically pained him. It was . . . sweet.

“I was shot.” I pointed at my bandage with my good arm. “See?”

He came inside the curtain and stopped in front of the table I sat on. He wasn’t as fuzzy close up.

“I’m fuzzy?” he asked.

“Did I say that out loud?”

“You did.”

“I got the good drugs.”

“Ah. Are you in a lot of pain?”

“Not like before. Everything’s a little floaty right now.”

“I’m sorry you were hurt, Renee.”

“Isn’t your fault. The Junior Meta Squad got feisty when the cops showed up.”

“Junior Meta Squad?”

“Long story. Those kids have pretty cool powers, by the way. One of them got shot, too. Fucking cops.”

“A police officer shot you?” His expression went dark, fierce, and protective in a way that made my heart flutter.

“By accident. I think.” The details were getting hard to recall. “How’s Sebastian?”

“I overheard Dr. Kinsey mention a concussion.”

“Bummer.”

He cupped my chin in the palm of his hand, a sweet gesture that sent warmth flooding through my insides. He looked at me with such tenderness that I nearly kissed him right then and there, just to see what it was like. “I wish I’d been there to protect you,” he said softly.

“You probably couldn’t have. It was a wild shot.”

“Not from the bullet.” He sighed. “Well, yes, from the bullet, but from all of it. The entire fight. It sounds ridiculous, I know, when we aren’t even friends.”

“We’re friends.” He’d brought me a sandwich, twice. We had pleasant conversations. How could he not think we were friends?

“I thought I was just a Bane you had to babysit until the job was done.”

He was really challenging me on this when my brain was mushy with painkillers?

“Sorry,” he said.

“I said that out loud, didn’t I?”

“Yes, you did.” He shifted a little closer, until he seemed to consume my entire world with his size and sheer presence. “You’ve gotten under my skin, Renee. I don’t even know how that happened.”

“I’m sorry.” I didn’t even know what I was apologizing for, only that he looked so sad that it felt like the right thing to say.

“Don’t be sorry. It’s been so long since I’ve felt anything for a woman that I’m being selfish.”

He feels something for me. Oh, shit.

As much as I wanted to be scared, I couldn’t get there. All I felt through the funny fog of drugs was happy. Happy that someone saw me again.

The curtain jangled, and Thatcher pulled back. The loss of his warm touch made me flinch. Teresa stepped inside the cubicle. She gave Thatcher a curious look, then fixed her purple gaze on me.

“How do you feel?” she asked.

“Floaty,” I replied. “How’d we do?”

“Sebastian has a slight concussion, bruised ribs, and needs some stitches on his chest. Everyone else has bumps and bruises.”

“How about you?”

She shrugged. “Like I said, bumps and bruises.”

“Bullshit, they pointed a gun at you.”

Her eyes narrowed briefly. “I’m fine.” She didn’t react well to guns, not since she was shot back in June. And she was getting really good at hiding her emotions from the rest of us. She didn’t want us to see her upset.

“You’re not fine.”

“I’m fine for now, okay? I have to deal with the Jersey police before I can deal with myself.”

“Have they already called?” Thatcher asked.

“Several times.” Teresa pinched the bridge of her nose. “Explaining this without throwing Landon and Bethany under the bus won’t be easy, but we’ll manage. I don’t want to turn those other kids against us any more than they already are.”

“Angry teenagers with grudges are scary,” I said.

Hey, it sounded profound in my head.

“And they’re unpredictable,” Teresa said. “If Uncle hadn’t called the police in and forced a fight, we might have been able to reason with them, maybe even bring them in with us.” Some of her veneer cracked, and her genuine anguish at failing to get those kids on our side flashed through.

“What can I do, T?” I asked automatically.

She smoothed my hair back from my forehead in a motherly gesture. “Go upstairs and rest. Please?”

“Okay.”

“Make sure she does?” she said to Thatcher.

He nodded. “Certainly.”

Teresa left the cubicle. Thatcher cleared my leaving with Dr. Kinsey, then led me out of the infirmary. The world wasn’t quite solid or on an even keel, so I ended up leaning pretty heavily on Thatcher as we went upstairs.

It didn’t really occur to me that he was in my room until he was helping me unzip my bloody uniform. The gentle attention felt nice. He got the sleeve off my right arm, then slipped out of the room with a promise to be right back. I yanked the skintight material off and left it in a heap on the floor. The tank top and shorts I usually slept in did shit to hide the worst of my scars, but I didn’t care. My arm was throbbing by the time I sat back down on the bed.

Thatcher returned with two damp washcloths, which he used to wipe my face and neck free of dirt and blood. I let him, unable to fight or protest that I could do it myself, because I couldn’t. I didn’t mind letting him help me. I watched his eyes as he cleaned me up, curious. Not once did I see shock or disgust—only concern. And something else, something I couldn’t define.

Something that, if I did define it, would scare the shit out of me.

He tucked me into bed. It felt amazing to lie down and relax, even though my arm was alive with a heavy, persistent throb. Thatcher knelt by the bed, his head so close to mine I could smell his soap.

“Thank you,” I said.

“You’re very welcome. Get some rest, Renee.”

“M’kay.”

I closed my eyes and let the drugs carry me off. But I didn’t go far enough to miss the light brush of lips against my forehead, or the softly whispered, “I don’t want to hurt you.”

Sixteen

The Odds

Quite a lot happened while I was sleeping off the heavy dose of painkillers, and I got the rundown later that night at dinner. My arm still ached like someone had clamped it into a vise that kept getting tighter and tighter, but I’d spent way too much time wounded on the sidelines lately. A bullet hole was nowhere near as debilitating as those burns had been, so after a long (slightly awkward) shower, I threw on some sweats and wobbled downstairs to the cafeteria.

The usual suspects were gathered at one of the long tables: Teresa and Gage, Ethan and Aaron, Marco, plus Lacey and Bethany. I helped myself to a bowl of what looked like chicken noodle soup—didn’t want to tempt vomiting with anything heavier—and plopped down next to Marco.

“So what did I miss?” I asked.

“How’s your arm?” Ethan asked back.

“Still attached. Hurts like hell. What did I miss?”

Teresa shoved food around on her plate, her exhaustion plain to see in her pale face and the dark smudges under her eyes. Next to her, Gage became her mouthpiece. “Mostly we’ve bought some time to keep figuring things out,” he said.

The short version: New Jersey police had a fit about our fight at the high school and the two dead bodies left behind. Teresa hadn’t corrected the detective when he suggested the two dead kids were the same wanted in Pennsylvania for a string of burglaries, which was a temporary positive for Landon and Bethany. She also spoke with Warden Hudson about keeping Thatcher out of Manhattan for another week to help us find other Meta kids, to which Hudson agreed. The job will probably take longer than a week, but Teresa won’t push her luck too hard. Extensions are easier to ask for than an unlimited release.

Teresa seriously had Hudson wrapped around her little finger. I needed to learn how she did that.

“So what’s the plan with Thatcher?” I asked. Knowing he was here for another week caused a small flare of happiness, tempered only by it driving home the point that his stay was temporary. A conditional release. Period.

“Sooner or later, Warden Hudson will feel compelled to tell the authorities what he knows about Landon and the robberies,” Gage replied. “Once the Jersey police run DNA tests on Louis Becker, they’ll figure out the body they have is not Thatcher’s son.”

“Unless . . .” Teresa trailed off. The sour looks that passed between them flashed Argument! in bright neon lights. This was not something they agreed on.

“Wait,” I said, “you want to mess with DNA tests? Make the authorities believe Bethany and Landon are dead?”

“It would keep them safe,” Teresa said. “This Overseer will know the truth, but at least the human authorities won’t be after them anymore.”

“What about Louis and Summer? Their families deserve to know they’re dead, don’t they?”

Her purple eyes sparked with anger. “Of course they do, Renee. We’ll keep looking for their surviving family. That’s not in question.”

“What’s in question is the ethics of using their deaths to our advantage,” Gage said.

I glanced around the table, a little lost and hoping to gauge the opinions of the others. Mostly they were eating, eyeballs on their plates. Only Bethany was paying close attention, and when she met my gaze, I swear she looked ready to burst into tears.

“What do you think of all this?” I asked her, baffled why I even bothered.

“Those guys are dead because of me and Landon,” Bethany said, her standard bravado completely gone. “The others? They’re all alone now. They hate us. We don’t deserve your help. You should have let those clones kill us on the side of the turnpike.”

She ducked her head, hiding her face behind a fall of hair. She was on Gage’s left, between him and Lacey. Lacey gave the teenager’s shoulder a squeeze.

“Letting the clones kill you was never an option,” Teresa said. “Sometimes good guys and bad guys are a matter of perspective, but not in this case. You and Landon were used, manipulated, and lied to for a long time. What’s happening now isn’t your fault, okay?”

Maybe it was a little their fault, but I wasn’t about to say that and interrupt T’s moment with the mouthy brat.

Bethany sighed, then reached into her pocket for something. She tossed it across the table, and it clanked next to Ethan’s plate. “That’s the key to your collar,” she said.

Ethan stared at the slim black piece of plastic like it might explode. Aaron picked it up and studied it, while still managing to scowl at Bethany.

“Stick the skinniest end into the slot at the back of the collar,” Bethany said. “It will click open, promise.”

Aaron did as told, and the collar fell into Ethan’s lap. He picked it up with two fingers and put it on the far end of the table. Ethan rubbed at the red ring of irritation around his throat, then nodded at her. “Thank you,” he said.

She shrugged.

“No, really.”

“Whatever.”

Aaron squeezed the back of Ethan’s neck, his scowl a little less fierce, but still there. I didn’t think it was meant for Bethany anymore, though.

“I want to talk to them,” Bethany said. “Sasha, Tate, and the others you met today.”

“Why?” Teresa asked.

“Because they think we’re traitors.” The teenage whine was back in full force. “Maybe me and Landon can convince them we’re not. We can tell them why we came here. That we believe you about our parents. Maybe they’ll believe it, coming from us.”

Bethany finally believed us about her parents? Halle-fucking-luiah.

“They’d never agree to come here, and Landon is too weak to leave the island.”

“So I’ll go. He can talk to them over the phone.”

“Sasha did seem willing to listen before the cops showed up,” Gage said.

Teresa nodded. “I like the idea, but first Sasha needs to contact us.”

“How’s she supposed to do that?” I asked. “Carrier pigeon?”

“No, I left a few phones behind at the gym. I’ve called them all with no answer. Hopefully she took at least one with her.”

No one could ever accuse Teresa of not thinking ahead.

“So if Sasha calls, we can talk to her?” Bethany asked.

“Yes,” Teresa replied.

“Landon, too.”

“Landon, too, by phone only.”

“Okay.” Bethany smiled, then attacked the rest of her dinner.

I ate my soup and pondered what I’d been told. I really didn’t know how I felt about the DNA-tampering idea. On one hand (and for Thatcher’s sake), I wanted Landon to be safe from the authorities. Bethany’s fate mattered to me less. On the other hand, Landon and Bethany had committed multiple crimes in Pennsylvania, and they were actually guilty. But who was to blame for them committing those crimes? Themselves? Uncle, who raised them to be vigilantes and criminals?

Too many shades of fucking gray.

Maybe it made me a coward, but I was glad I didn’t have to make this decision. I wasn’t a leader. I was very content being a minion and doing as I was told.

Marco left the table first, Lacey less than a minute after. The soup was sitting nicely in my stomach, and I contemplated getting some crackers to add to the broth. The decision was interrupted by Aaron standing so abruptly his chair nearly fell over backward. Ethan grabbed it before it could. Aaron mumbled something, then strode out of the cafeteria.

I glanced at Teresa, but she wouldn’t look at me. “Is he okay?” I asked softly.

Ethan shook his head, then exhaled hard through his mouth. “Not really. Noah and Dahlia have been acting funny recently, and they won’t talk to either of us about it. Aaron’s worried. Really worried.” So am I hung off the end of his sentence.

I had no idea what to say to that, considering I had been sworn to secrecy. I also didn’t want to lie to Ethan’s face, so I said, “I’m sorry.” It had the advantage of being completely true.

“He’ll get it out of Noah sooner or later. He’s persistent like that.”

The dinner table broke up without much more conversation. I wasn’t certain what to do with myself next, so I decided to do something brand-spanking-new. I put two bowls of soup on a tray, along with a handful of crackers, and I took it down to the infirmary.

Halfway there, I knew it was a bad idea. My arm was screaming from the weight of the tray, and broth sloshed back and forth as I tried to balance it on one hand. Sweat popped out on my forehead, and I had horrible images of the whole shebang crashing to the floor. Thank God Jessica was leaving as I wanted to get in, because she held the door for me.

The steady cadence of Thatcher’s voice filled the hallway, coming from the half-open door to Landon’s room. I stood outside it a moment, listening, curious at the nonconversational sound. Then it hit me—Thatcher was reading a book. The idea of a father reading a book to his injured son hit me like a sledgehammer, right in my solar plexus. It was beautiful and depressing all at once.

I didn’t want to walk in, and my hands were full, so I tapped on the doorframe with my foot. The recital stopped. Fabric rustled, and then he stood in the doorway. A grumpy scowl melted into a warm smile, and I smiled back. He looked down at the tray and his eyes widened.

“I brought you soup,” I said.

Nice and lame. Good job.

“Thank you,” Thatcher replied. He took the tray, and my throbbing arm thanked him back. “Please, come in.”

“I don’t want to interrupt.”

“It’s okay,” Landon said. He was sitting up in bed, looking more alert and healthy than he had just twelve hours ago.

Thatcher placed the tray on a bedside table. “Hungry?”

“A little.”

He sat on the side of the bed and held one of the bowls out for Landon. Landon glanced at me, then picked up the spoon and sipped some of the broth while his father held the bowl. The sight—considering two days ago they’d been mortal enemies—made my heart swell, and I couldn’t stop smiling. Thatcher filled the role of the protective father perfectly, and I hated that in a week they’d be separated again.

“How’s your arm?” Thatcher asked.

“It has a hole in it,” I replied.

“You don’t say?”

“I’m sorry you got shot,” Landon said.

“It’s not your fault, Junior, but thanks.”

“Feels like my fault.”

“This entire mess is Uncle’s fault, not yours. The big challenge is figuring out his end game.”

“Division,” Thatcher said. “He’s giving you another enemy to watch out for, stacking the odds against you.”

“For what, though? Another war?”

“Possibly. The late Angus Sewell can’t be the only person who wants all Metas destroyed.”

The name sent a shot of irritation down my spine. Angus Sewell had once been a friend, an ally to the old Ranger Corps, and he’d been there in January as we reassembled in Los Angeles. He’d also been a double agent, coming at us sideways using stolen Meta powers while pretending to be on our side. His ultimate goal was to force the government, once we twelve Ranger kids were dead, to use its fail-safe on the Banes residing in Manhattan—murdering them all via their security collars, to protect the world from their powers.

Needless to say, we foiled the plan and stopped the bad guy. The betrayal still cut deep, though.

“Uncle may not be counting on our ability to convince people of the real truth,” I said.

“Exactly,” Thatcher replied.

“Speaking of the real truth, Landon, Teresa has agreed to Bethany’s request to let you two talk to Sasha and the others. Over the phone only, for you.”

“Really?” Landon said, his eyes widening. “She’ll let us?”

“Yes. We just need them to contact us first.”

“Right.”

Thatcher’s expression was passive, impossible to read. “Meeting with those kids could be a trap.”

“You’re right,” I said. I almost added that Bethany getting captured by the bad guys wouldn’t be a huge loss, but held my tongue. She meant something to Landon, and I didn’t want to upset him while he was stuck in a hospital bed, because that would just piss off his father. I much preferred Thatcher smiling to snarling. “But the potential benefit is worth the risk.”

“You sound like Trance.”

I shrugged, surprised by the compliment. “She’s my hero.”

He started to say something, then stopped. Changed course. “We’re in the middle of reading Huckleberry Finn, if you’d like to stay and listen for a bit.”

I’d read it what seemed like a million years ago. My foster parents had been almost militant in their insistence that I read a huge swath of literature from all countries and centuries. While I didn’t have their same abiding love for Mark Twain, I appreciated his work for what it was and could at least hold my own in a conversation about him. Being smart always flabbergasted people who couldn’t see past the blond hair and big boobs.

“Thanks, but I should go,” I said. If I stayed . . . It wouldn’t do me any good to get any more attached to a man I should simply tolerate and nothing else. To Landon I added, “We’ll let you know when we hear something from Sasha.”

“Thank you,” Landon said. “For the soup, too.”

“No problem.”

I held Thatcher’s gaze a little longer than I probably should have, then left. In the hall, I nearly ran into Dr. Kinsey. We avoided a collision, and my arm silently thanked him for that.

“Renee,” he said. “How do you feel?”

You know how irritating it gets when everyone asks how you feel, and your answer never changes? Yeah, that.

“I’m on my feet,” I said.

“What’s your pain level like?”

“About a six, I guess.” Carrying that tray of soup hadn’t helped.

“Come on.”

I followed him into his office. He punched a code into a locked cabinet, then withdrew a white bottle. I couldn’t read the label. He shook a dozen pills out into another, smaller bottle.

“Take one of these with a glass of water when the pain gets above a five,” he said, handing me the bottle. “But no more often than every six hours, okay?”

“Thanks.”

“They’re formulated for Meta physiology, so if you don’t use them all, make sure you return the rest to me.”

“Of course.”

“I’d like to see you tomorrow, too, just to check the wound.”

“Right, I’ll stop by, barring the usual emergency or five.”

My attempt at a joke didn’t ease the tension in his shoulders or the tightness around his jaw. The man looked like a rubber band about to snap. I glanced at the half-open door, then lowered my voice. “I’m sorry about what’s happening with Noah.”

He blinked. “What?”

“I accidentally saw him here yesterday. I talked to Teresa about it.”

“Oh.” He wilted a little bit, the father in him overtaking the medical professional, and I got a flash of just how upset he was. “The Changelings were my project. They’re my sons. I should be able to fix this.”

“I bet you never imagined a scenario in which Ace fell in love with one of his two hosts.”

“You’re right. I never imagined a lot of this, including loving those boys so much.” He cleared his throat, and then the doctor mask was back on. “We’re doing everything we can for both of them.”

“I know. I wish I could help.”

“Thank you, Renee.”

The words sounded kind of like a dismissal, so I left. Two very different men remained behind in the infirmary. One father celebrating a reunion with the son he thought he’d lost years ago and who had spent a meager three days getting to know him again. Another father battling to save a son he’d raised from a test tube and ushered into adulthood. Despite myself, my heart hurt for both of them.

I took my aching heart down to the lounge. Little groups had assembled on couches and around tables, chatting, reading, and playing games. The whole thing often felt like a college dorm; some days I expected someone to break out a keg and start a party. But the mood tonight was subdued. Bad news traveled fast, and I got enough sympathetic looks to incite violence against the first person who asked how I felt.

Two people in the corner of the lounge drew my attention, mostly due to her familiar purple-streaked head. Teresa and Sebastian were sitting on a couch near one of the windows, facing each other and talking. They weren’t sitting close, and the conversation didn’t look intimate, but I couldn’t stop a flare of annoyance that felt a little like jealousy. Teresa had assured me she wasn’t cheating on Gage with Sebastian, but the pair were definitely sharing something.

Sebastian said something that made Teresa tilt her head back and laugh. A full, throaty laugh that pissed me off. I hadn’t seen her laugh like that in weeks, and Sebastian did it? Where was Gage? Gage was amazing and patient and perfect for her, damn it. She had him and loved him, and no one judged her for it.

Why the hell did one belly laugh feel like a betrayal?

Because you’re jealous, dipshit.

Jealous because the one person I’d been genuinely attracted to since William died was completely unavailable to me. He’d be back in prison in a week, and I’d be alone. As usual.

I didn’t register Teresa getting up until she was halfway to me, her expression one of open concern. I must have been scowling at her pretty good, because she hooked her arm through my good one and led me to a corner of the room.

“You all right?” she asked.

“I wish people would stop asking me that,” I snapped.

“Yeah? Well, just now you looked like you wanted to throw something through a window, so I thought I’d ask.”

“Sorry.”

She studied me. “We were just talking.”

“I know.”

“Do you? Really?”

I shrugged with my free shoulder, which was a huge mistake. Fire raced through my arm and shoulder, and I flinched.

“Sebastian knew my father,” Teresa said. “When he was a teenager. They met a few times. Dad tried to recruit Sebastian into the Rangers.”

“But he wanted to be a bad guy instead?”

“No. Remember what Freddy McTaggert told us? That any Meta who didn’t join the Rangers was considered, by law enforcement, to be a Bane and an enemy? That happened to Sebastian when the War began.”

McTaggert, aka Ethan’s biological father, had briefly been a Ranger and had an affair with Ethan’s mom. When McTaggert took issue with how the Rangers were used for publicity stunts, basically as marketing tools, he quit. ATF and its fellow agencies didn’t like that very much. McTaggert and Sebastian weren’t the only imprisoned Banes who’d told similar stories of being labeled criminals simply because they refused to register and submit to Ranger Corps rules.

“I like hearing stories about my dad,” Teresa continued. “He was such a great leader, Renee. I need to know how he did it.”

“You’re a pretty fabulous leader, too, you know,” I said. “Stop comparing yourself to your father.”

“That’s never going to happen. I’ll always be Hinder’s daughter. And it’s even worse now that there’s a clone of him running around out there somewhere.”

It hit me right in the gut. “You’re afraid you can’t beat him.”

“Terrified of it, actually.”

If we weren’t in the middle of the lounge with a dozen other people around, I’d have hauled her into a hug. Even before we discovered the clones of our loved ones, Teresa doubted herself and her ability to lead. She’d been shoved into the position because of her powers and her father’s history as an amazing Ranger hero. She did her best, and she kept us alive, but she still worried. All the time.

I tugged her into the hallway, which was empty and much quieter. In a whisper, I asked, “Don’t slug me for this, but have you thought about turning over leadership to someone else?”

She blinked at me like I’d just suggested she have sex with a goat. “What?”

“You have to have thought about it.”

“Sure, I’ve thought about it, but never seriously.”

“Why not?”

“Because it’s my job.”

“A job you can quit, if you want.”

She scowled. “I don’t want to quit.”

“Why not?”

“You need me. I can’t quit on you guys, and I care too much to leave your lives in someone else’s hands. I’m responsible.”

I grinned, glad she’d said all those things out loud and with only a little bit of prompting. “Exactly. This is your team, T, no one else’s. Not mine, not Gage’s, not Lacey’s, not your father’s. Yours. And your way has been working pretty damned well since we started this superhero gig.”

Her face softened into a grateful smile. “This is why you’re my best friend.”

“My amazing pep talks?”

“Yes, and your no-bullshit way of phrasing things. Thank you.”

“Anytime. But get it together, or I’ll start charging you for these little therapy sessions.”

She laughed, then hugged me gently, careful of my wounded arm. “Where are you headed?”

“No idea. I was—”

Her phone rang with a tone I didn’t recognize. Her eyes widened in surprised and delighted eagerness. She answered with a firm, “Trance.” A few seconds passed and she mouthed a word that made my heart pound.

Sasha.

Seventeen

Hero Call

Teresa held the call long enough for us to get into the privacy of the conference room, then turned it onto speaker. “Okay, I can talk here,” she said.

“Who else is there?” Sasha asked.

“Just me and Flex.”

“Fine.” Sasha was doing an admirable job of sounding tough, but she was trying a little too hard.

“I’m sorry about what happened at the high school this morning. That wasn’t how I intended things.”

“Fucking cops.”

“How are your friends? One of them was shot.”

A long pause made us exchange a worried look.

“Maddie was hit,” Sasha finally said. “She’s not doing so well. We can’t take her to a hospital, and none of us knows any doctors.”

“You could bring her here. Our doctor—”

“No, that’s not why I called.”

“So why did you call?”

“We need supplies, but we can’t draw attention to ourselves by stealing it from a hospital or doctor’s office.”

Aha.

“You want us to give you medical supplies to treat Maddie?” Teresa asked.

“Yes.”

“I could agree to a trade.”

“What do you want?” From Sasha’s tone, it was clear she expected us to ask for her to offer up a kidney or something.

“Thirty minutes.”

“For what?”

“For you to listen to what Bethany and Landon have to say.”

“About what?”

She was either really thick or playing dumb to annoy us.

“About why they chose to come with us,” Teresa said. “Landon’s father knew your mother, Sasha. He knew Tate’s father, too.”

“I want to see all three of them.”

“Landon will only be available by phone. He was nearly killed on Sunday by some other Meta soldiers on orders from your Uncle, and he’s not allowed out of bed.”

“Fine. Bethany and Landon’s father. I’ve never met a Bane face-to-face before.”

“Thatcher isn’t a Bane anymore.”

“Whatever.”

“I’d like one of my people to go with them.”

“To make sure we don’t kill Thatcher, snatch Bethany and the supplies, and then run?”

“Something like that.”

“Fine. I pick.”

Teresa frowned. “Okay.”

“I want Flex. She seems harmless enough.”

I grunted, wanting nothing more than to put my hands through the phone and throttle Sasha for that little jab. It hurt, because it was something I’d thought about myself all too frequently. I wasn’t as powerful as my friends. My abilities only half worked, thanks to my scars. I got taken out in the first thirty seconds of the fight this morning. I was the perfect potential hostage.

Bitch.

Teresa waited for me to nod approval before saying, “Deal. Who’s coming with you?”

“Just Rick. I won’t need anyone else.”

“And Rick is?”

“He made the blue power sparklers.”

Firework Boy. Good to know.

“Where do you want to meet?” Teresa asked.

“Off the New Jersey Turnpike.”

“The J. Fenimore Cooper rest stop,” I said without thinking. I’d been there, I knew how to get back. And it seemed fitting, somehow.

“Agreed,” Sasha said. “Nine p.m.”

“They’ll be there, with the supplies.”

“Good. Thank you.”

Sasha hung up. We stared at Teresa’s phone for a few seconds, letting that sink in. My nerves jumped. Another clandestine meet-up with brainwashed superpowered teenagers on the side of the turnpike. The first one had ended in a semi-kidnapping to a strange, small town. I had to assume this one would end better.

I hoped.

* * *

Driving away from our HQ and my friends felt a little like saying good-bye. I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was going to happen, something I couldn’t stop, and that I might never see them again. I tried not to look at the distant shape of the observation tower as it receded in the distance. Tried to keep focused on the tasks at hand.

First task: drive to the rest stop.

Second task: let Bethany talk without pissing off the kids she needed to get on our side.

Third task: get home safely.

Task three seemed to be the one giving my gut trouble as I turned onto the Jersey turnpike and drove south. These kids were unpredictable and dangerous, and our enemies had an inexplicable way of tracking us down whenever we left HQ. Anything could happen at any moment, and while Bethany and Thatcher had some pretty awesome powers, I had a Coltson strapped to my back and not much else.

Sarcasm was so not a useful weapon in nonverbal negotiations.

Bethany fidgeted in the backseat the entire trip, tapping her feet and humming nonsense until I wanted to stretch a hand back and slap her. Fortunately our destination arrived before I gave in to the urge.

The motorcycle Landon had arrived on a few days ago was gone, a prize too tempting for any thief to leave abandoned. I drove to the front of the empty restaurant where another car was parked—old, rusty, the kind of junker you wouldn’t expect to run at all. Next to it, my Sport looked positively Space Age.

A little bolt of apprehension tore through my gut as I climbed out of the driver’s seat. I scanned the parking lot but saw nothing distinctly out of place. The occasional hum of a passing car crept over from the turnpike. Somewhere a crow called out, and I couldn’t help wishing Marco was nearby, watching my back. I never went off without my friends like this, and now it was twice in three days.

Thatcher took point, approaching the glass restaurant doors with careful steps. Bethany followed with the satchel of medical supplies, and I brought up the rear. The glass was tinted and reflective in the sunlight, preventing a good look at the interior. The door opened with a tired squeal, and we walked into the lion’s den.

The restaurant lobby branched to the left and right into two separate eating establishments, chains long ago gone out of business. Booths with red vinyl and black tables filled the room on the right, and two familiar figures stood up front near the shiny metal counter. Sasha wore the same clothes as before, along with a brand-new weight of exhaustion. Next to her Rick was rubbing the fingers of his right hand together, creating little blue sparks that were probably supposed to intimidate us.

He looked too tired, young, and scared to be all that intimidating.

Thatcher stopped with a good six feet between us and them, then crossed his arms over his chest, doing a very good impersonation of an impatient parent waiting for his unruly kids to come clean about their latest disaster. This, of course, made Rick bristle, pegging him as the Alpha male of their little group. He moved forward half a step, putting himself in front of Sasha.

We went through the formality of introducing ourselves. Sasha glanced at the face of her phone, then said, “You have thirty minutes. Go.”

“Uh . . . ,” was Bethany’s inauspicious beginning.

After she found her voice, she launched into a brief history of the work she and Landon did for small, starving communities; our little battle at the warehouse and next-day meeting; Landon confronting his father for the first time and taking us to the little town with no name. While she spoke, Thatcher called HQ and got Landon on the line, and he added his two cents over speakerphone. Afterward, it was Thatcher’s turn on the floor, repeating the same things about the War, the Bane label, and being told his wife and son were dead—things that I already knew.

Since this was all an epic rerun of information for me, I studied Sasha and Rick while they listened and occasionally interjected to ask a question. They were exhausted, that was plain to see. And they looked lost. They were both raised to follow orders, to report to someone older and more experienced than them, and now they’d been cut off. They were floundering and doing their damnedest to be strong for the other kids. In some strange way, it was like looking in a funhouse mirror at Teresa and Gage ten months ago.

“Your mother was a good friend of mine,” Thatcher said to Sasha. “She was a strong woman, loyal and brave.”

Sasha’s eyes got glassy and wet. “Is she alive?”

“She died a few years ago. She got sick after her second daughter was born, and she never got better.”

He left out a big chunk of conspiracy theory there. Some of the island residents had blamed a handful of deaths on the depressant the government had pumped into the fresh water supply. Warden Hudson’s bosses had wanted the Banes docile, no matter what. No one had tried to prove the drug caused the deaths. Yet.

“Second daughter?” Sasha asked.

“Whitney. She fell ill, too, a few months ago. She passed away.”

She chewed on her lower lip. “You said something about a half-brother?”

“Yes, he’s eight. He doesn’t live in Manhattan anymore. Maybe one day you’ll be able to meet him.”

“They could be tricking you,” Rick said. He sounded like he was trying to make himself believe his own accusation.

“Your father’s name was Arnold Anderson,” Thatcher said to Rick. “We knew each other during the War. He was a good man. If he was anything like me, he gave you up to protect you from people who would use you against him.”

Rick’s expression soured. I flashed Thatcher a surprised look. I hadn’t been aware that he’d figured out who Firework Boy was, and I was annoyed that he’d kept that bit from me. I couldn’t help but wonder what else he was keeping to himself about these kids. And damn him, anyway, he wouldn’t look at me.

Thatcher didn’t say anything else, and Rick finally relented and asked, “What happened to him?”

“He was killed by police seventeen years ago. Forty-seven bullets.”

Rick flinched.

My heart beat with anger on Arnold Anderson’s behalf. Forty-seven bullets to kill one man? The fucking police had gone way overboard—but that wasn’t the first whisper of excessive violence used against Metas during the War. Just the first I’d heard spoken so plainly.

“We’re all Metas,” Landon said over the phone. I’d forgotten he was part of the conversation. “We need to fight together, not separately. We’re stronger as a family.”

Sasha looked at her phone. “Your thirty minutes are up. Medical supplies?”

Bethany inched close enough to hand over the satchel.

“Maddie will get better treatment at our HQ,” I said. “Bullet wounds are tricky, especially if they get infected.”

The look Sasha and Rick shared dinged a bell for me. The infected comment must have hit pretty close to home.

“Part of being a leader is taking risks,” I added, speaking directly to Sasha. “When someone’s life is at stake, sometimes you have to play the odds and trust strangers.”

“I want Maddie to get better,” Sasha said, voice rough.

“Then let us take her to our doctors. Please.”

“We’d need a trade,” Rick said. “One of you for her, just in case.”

“I’ll go with you.” The words left my mouth before I could even think them through. I couldn’t very well nominate someone else as a hostage, and while I didn’t relish the idea of being blindfolded and carried off again, I could do it. Just as long as they didn’t try to tie me up. Thatcher turned to glare at me, and I gave him a shushing look in return.

Off Sasha’s dubious look, I added, “What? I’m the harmless one, remember?”

Bethany snickered.

“All right, agreed,” Sasha said. “When we bring you Maddie, you’ll come back with us while she’s being treated.”

“Deal. Where?”

“There’s a place in Elizabeth, New Jersey. Warinanco Park. One a.m.”

“Okay.” I committed that crazy name to memory.

“I want to go with you,” Bethany said.

“We have a trade already,” Sasha replied.

“Not as a hostage or whatever. I want to go with you and meet the others. I just want to talk to them, you know? Please?”

Handing Bethany off to them was a double-edged sword. We were down one Looney Tunes teenager who seemed to entertain herself by hitting on anyone who struck her fancy. We were also turning her loose on the world, putting her right into the hands of some other wild-card kids I still didn’t fully trust. Plus Landon would shit himself if his “sister” ran away with the bad guys.

“It’s okay with me,” Rick said. He eyeballed Bethany, who cocked a hip for his benefit.

I rolled my eyes.

“Fine,” Sasha said. “You pick a fight or get out of line, and I’ll dump your skinny ass on the side of the road somewhere in Ohio before you’ve figured out what’s going on.”

Wow. Just how fast did the human tornado spin?

“Cool,” Bethany said.

I glanced at Thatcher, who finally met my gaze. He didn’t look any happier about this situation than I was, but we both knew the same thing—the decision wasn’t in our hands this time.

The three of them left first, marching out of the decrepit old rest stop in single file, Bethany a prize between them. Once the door swung shut with a bang, Thatcher made a strangled, somewhat infuriated sound.

“I can’t believe we let her go with them,” he said.

“What were we supposed to do?” I retorted. “Tell her no, she can’t hang out with her friends, she’s grounded?”

“What if they use her against us?”

“They can try, but they won’t.”

“How do you know?”

“Instinct.”

“Great.”

I rolled my eyes at him. “Look, I know you’re worried about how Landon’s going to react, but he’s a big boy. He’s not going to bust his stitches or throw a clot over Bethany going off on her own.”

The way his jaw twitched told me I’d hit right on the mark.

“Derek, the important thing is that Maddie is going to get the treatment she needs.” I didn’t even know the girl, and I wanted her to get help. She might have been raised on lies about how she became an orphan in Uncle’s care, but she was still a Meta. She was still a kid. She deserved a chance.

“You’re right.” The heavy sigh tacked onto the end made me think admitting that was a huge burden for him. The jerk.

I stepped up to him, better able to see the barely contained frustration and anger in the way he clenched his fists and breathed hard through his nose. The heightened emotions made him impossibly better-looking. “One step at a time. First HQ, then the swap.”

He stared down at me, mouth pressed into a thin line. He raised a hand and touched my cheek, and I didn’t flinch away. “I am so mad at you for trading yourself for Maddie,” he said softly. Roughly.

“I couldn’t tell,” I teased, forcing a smile I didn’t feel. My insides twisted up at the idea of being a hostage again.

He opened his mouth, closed it, opened it again, as he worked out whatever he was trying to (or trying not to) say. I waited, anxious and curious and scared as hell.

“The hell with it,” he said.

A warm mouth pressed gently to mine, a flutter of lips and heat. The vaguest taste of coffee and man hit me in the gut, and a noise deep in my throat broke loose. Something needy and wonderful and embarrassing all at once. I cupped the back of his neck and pulled him closer, opening for the kiss that didn’t deepen right away. His lips played at mine, tasting and teasing, until the tip of his tongue swiped across my teeth, and then it was over.

My heart slammed against my ribs, and I clung to his shoulders, breathing hard despite the gentleness of the kiss. I wanted more, but couldn’t make myself ask for or take it. I’d lost that courage somewhere these last few months, lost confidence in myself as a sexual person. In some ways, I felt like a teenager getting her first kiss from a forbidden older boy. And it was awesome.

He brushed his lips across my forehead. “I’ve wanted to do that for a while.”

I didn’t know how to respond, so I said, “Disappointed?”

“Hardly.” He pulled back a few inches. “Are you going to slap me for taking liberties?”

“Taking liberties?” I laughed, genuinely amused at his words and his concern. “No, I’m not going to slap you. I’m impressed you made the effort.”

“You can’t see your own beauty beyond your old injuries, can you?”

I pulled away, and he let me go. A few feet of safe distance between us shattered the spell of that lovely kiss, and it brought back up a nice, defensive wall. “We should get back. We’re on a timetable.”

“Right.”

He called HQ while I drove. Teresa was, as expected, pissed about us losing Bethany. She was less angry about the trade for Maddie, because she understood the decision I’d made—“I’d have done the same thing,” she said, and that made me feel better about the whole deal. She told us Dr. Kinsey would be ready when we got back to the parking lot.

Derek and I made the rest of the drive in silence.

Eighteen

Dirty Outs

Warinanco Park was easy to find. As soon as he heard the destination, Marco shifted into his raven form, then flew off to find the place so he knew exactly where to go later. He would be driving the Sport containing me, Teresa, and Dr. Kinsey. Teresa had insisted on being part of the exchange, not just for security but in case Kinsey needed assistance with Maddie on the drive back to HQ.

My entire body hummed with kinetic energy, with the need to stretch and flex and use the power that my damaged skin no longer allowed. Mostly it was from nerves. I was scared to go out there without my friends. Scared to be a prisoner, even if it was with a bunch of teenagers. Their powers rivaled ours and they knew it. So much could go wrong so easily.

So what else is new?

Teresa twisted around in the front seat and looked back at me, her eyebrows arched. I stopped tapping my fingers on the door, starting tapping on my thigh, then just sat on my hands. Her sympathetic look made me want to burst into tears. No one knew how long the swap would last. Dr. Kinsey needed to assess Maddie’s wounds before he could guess at her recovery time.

The entrance to the park loomed like a table at a high-stakes poker game—one wrong move, one tell, and it was all over. I shivered.

“Learn everything you can,” Teresa said for the third or fourth time since the trip began. She was nervous, too, if she was repeating herself. “Try to get on their side.”

“I was the way wrong person for this job if it requires being friends,” I said. My attempt at levity fell flat, because it was so often true. I wasn’t the diplomat of our group, and I never would be.

Why had I volunteered to do this again?

Marco met my gaze in the rearview mirror, his glowing green eyes warm and sincere when he said, “You will succeed, Renee.”

His vote of confidence meant more to me than anyone else’s. Marco didn’t offer encouragement very often. Hell, he didn’t talk much anymore, period, but he had a quiet strength he couldn’t hide, even if he tried, and I liked knowing he believed in me.

“Thanks, sweetie,” I said. I reached up and squeezed his shoulder. The muscles under my hand tensed. Relaxed. He patted my hand, then returned both of his to the wheel.

The park was no longer used—like the rest of the town of Elizabeth—and vegetation had begun to retake the grounds. Our headlights bounced off trees and bushes, casting creepy shadows all over the damned place. Marco drove toward a large lake that reflected the moonlight. He stopped when the lights fell on the same rusty oiece-of-shit car from the rest stop. He shifted into park, but left the engine running so the lights stayed on.

Teresa opened her door first. The rest of us followed suit. I almost fell over when I hit the ground. My knees were watery and I wanted to barf up the sandwich Teresa had forced me to eat before we left HQ. I made my feet take forward steps and met my group at the Sport’s fender.

The two front doors of the car popped open. Sasha emerged from the driver’s side, clutching a linen bag in her hand. I expected Rick again, but it was the Incredible Growing Boy, sporting a red-stained bandage on his wrist. The pair of them came toward us.

“You’re the doctor?” Sasha asked, looking right at the man in question.

“Abram Kinsey,” he replied. He lifted the shoulder supporting the strap of his travel medical kit. “May I see Maddie?”

“Barry will take you.”

The Incredible Growing Boy, aka Barry, led Kinsey over to the car. Kinsey opened the back door and leaned inside to do his thing.

“Thank you for trusting us to help her,” Teresa said.

“I don’t have a choice,” Sasha replied. “Maddie and I haven’t know each other very long, but I can’t let her die.”

“You don’t have to know someone well to know you’re connected.”

“True.” She tossed the linen bag at me, and I almost dropped the thing. “Put that on, please.”

My insides clenched up tight when I pulled a collar out of the bag. “This wasn’t part of the deal,” I said.

“Would you rather be tied up?”

“Fuck, no.” I detested the idea of being collared, but I couldn’t handle the alternative. The collar was the same as Ethan’s—slim, black, cool to the touch. I didn’t understand how it worked, only that when Teresa helped secure it around my neck, a gentle buzz of energy crept along my bare skin everywhere it touched me. It was tight without choking, and the scariest damned necklace I’d ever worn.

“Maddie is as stable as she’s going to get,” Dr. Kinsey said from the car. “We need to move her to the Sport.”

“I got it,” Barry said.

Before any of our crew could question him, Barry grew to an eighteen-foot-tall version of himself, creating hands the size of manhole covers. He reached into the car with surprising grace and carefully lifted Maddie out. She was wrapped in blankets, her face ashen, eyes shut. Marco opened the rear compartment of the Sport, and Barry placed her there in a nest of pillows and blankets.

He shrank back down to a more average five-eight or so, and then leaned into the Sport to kiss Maddie’s cheek. The gesture was more brotherly than romantic, and he glared at us when he pulled back. I’d put all my chips on him being the Landon to Maddie’s Bethany. This might have been the first time Barry and Maddie had been separated since they were children.

“Take care of her,” he said to Dr. Kinsey.

“I’ll do my very best, you have my word,” Kinsey replied. He got into the back with Maddie, and Marco closed the hatch.

“Time for you to go,” Sasha said to Teresa.

“Keep that phone handy,” Teresa said. “I’ll call with updates.”

“Good. Thanks.”

“Sit tight, and keep your friends out of sight, okay?”

“Duh.”

I didn’t hug Teresa or Marco good-bye. We’d done all that before leaving HQ, getting and giving last-minute bits of advice so when the time came, they could leave me behind without fanfare, like it was something we did all the time. I stood beside Sasha and Barry and watched two of my best friends drive off without me. A phantom chill settled in the space they had once occupied, and the cold crept into my guts. I didn’t know where I was going, or what would happen when I got there.

Thatcher and I hadn’t really said good-bye. I didn’t know what to say to him after that kiss, and we had no privacy anyway. His final words to me rumbled around in my head like the warning they’d been intended as: “Never forget they’re young. They may not act rationally. Be ready for anything.”

“Let’s go,” Sasha said after we’d waited a few minutes in silence.

They directed me into the backseat, still warm from where Maddie had lain. No blood on the seat, though, which was a good sign. From the front, Barry handed me something. A necktie.

“Blindfold yourself,” he said.

I swallowed a protest. This was their show now. I gave him my very best Is-this-the-best-you’ve-got, kid? look and tied the strip of cloth around my eyes. Maybe the bravado didn’t impress him, but I felt a little bit better.

Even though my arms and legs were free, I was still bound by that fucking collar. I was at their mercy. I hadn’t felt this helpless since Specter drugged and pretzel-tied me to a pommel horse nine months ago.

The car engine rumbled to life, and we were off, destination unknown.

* * *

Tracking time in the dark doesn’t get easier, no matter how many chances you get to try it. At some point, after at least one hour but less than five (because the sun wasn’t up yet), the car stopped moving and Barry told me I could take off the blindfold. We were parked in a dirty alley behind a long row of brick residences. Most had broken windows, falling gutters, and fenced-in yards long overrun with weeds and waist-high grass. The skinny three-story row homes suggested we were close to a large city.

The only large cities within reasonable distance of Elizabeth were Philadelphia, Harrisburg, and Scranton in Pennsylvania, or Wilmington down in Delaware. I doubted that Sasha would go much farther than that from Manhattan.

The air was thick with the odors of vegetation rot, wet cement, and pollution fumes—strong enough to make my nose tingle. I followed Sasha and Barry out of the car, down at least eight homes from the car, and through the broken gate of one backyard. They wove a path through the overgrowth, careful not to trample it and make it obvious that someone was living—squatting?—here. Sasha unlocked a rusty, once-white metal door and went inside.

We stepped into a kitchen that hadn’t been new in at least fifty years and had the yellowish stains to prove it. The silence surprised me, and I figured out why—no hum of electricity anywhere in the house. A kerosene lantern on one of the warped countertops was the only light source. More golden lantern glows came from the next room.

The living room was an interesting disaster of single mattresses and sleeping bags jumbled together along the various walls. The windows were papered over and the staircase was blocked by what looked like boxes of groceries. Tate, Rick, Bethany, and Wings (name still unknown) were sitting together on one of the mattresses playing cards. The trio of boys watched as we entered, all eyes on me.

I felt a bit like I’d interrupted the worst sleepover ever.

Barry scuffed over to one of the sleeping bags, dropped down, and curled up around a flat pillow. Worrying, mourning, or sleeping, I didn’t know.

The cell Teresa had given to Sasha chimed with a text. She glanced at the screen. “Maddie is back at the Meta HQ,” she reported. “She’s in surgery to remove the bullet.”

“Good news,” Tate said.

“As long as she survives.”

Sasha said it to Tate, but I couldn’t help but feel that the statement was directed at me.

“Bathroom’s over there,” Sasha said to me, pointing to a closed door beneath the stairs. “The water’s off, but we fixed it to drain right down. If you have to take a shit, go outside into one of the yards.”

Oh, lovely. “Thanks,” I said.

“Bottled water’s on the stairs. Help yourself. Ask before you eat anything.”

“Okay.”

To the others she said, “This is Flex.”

“Renee is fine,” I said.

They all said their names, which I mostly knew. Turned out Wings’s name was Nicolas. We all stared at each other, waiting for someone else to say something. As I stood in the dim light, knowing it was at least two a.m. and probably closer to dawn, fatigue crept over me. I cracked a yawn, which had the adverse effect of making everyone else start yawning.

“You can sleep there,” Sasha said, pointing to a bare mattress in the corner by the bathroom. She dropped down onto another mattress and pulled a tattered blanket up over her, not even bothering to take off her boots.

“Thank you,” I said.

Everyone scattered to their individual sleeping spots, and one by one the three living room lanterns were turned off. I stared at the water-stained ceiling, barely visible from the glow of the kitchen lantern, and listened to six strangers breathing. My arm throbbed, my chest hurt from stress, and my neck itched from the collar. My eyes drooped shut, but my mind was racing with too many things.

I rested, but did not sleep.

A ringing phone snapped me out of my dozing. I shot upright and blinked across the dim room, out of sorts from the lack of sunlight. Sasha sat up as she said, “Yes?”

Some of the others stirred while she listened.

“Okay, thanks.” She hung up. “That was Trance. Maddie is out of surgery and resting. She’s getting blood and antibiotics. Trance will call again in a few hours with another report.”

Various voices mumbled things I didn’t understand. Sasha rolled off her mattress and retrieved a bottle of water from the stairs. She saw me watching her and tossed one at me, which I caught without fumbling.

“What time is it?” I asked.

“A little after six.” She plunked down on the mattress next to me without an invitation. “Tell me about the Rangers.”

“Like what? I was twelve when the Rangers ceased to exist.”

“But you still believe in the idea of the Rangers, right? What they did and stood for?”

“Mostly I do, yes. We genuinely want to help people.”

“Why?” She didn’t seem to mind carrying on a conversation at full volume while four other people were trying to sleep, so I went with it.

“Why do we want to help people?” I asked.

“Yeah. You don’t know them. I don’t understand it.”

“You might understand better than you think, honey. Bethany and Landon helped people, using the skills Uncle taught them. They stole food and gave it to strangers who needed it.”

“That’s different.”

“How?” I glanced at Bethany, whose eyes were open, watching us from across the room.

“Giving them food isn’t the same as jumping in front of a bullet for someone.”

“Sure it is. The act is different but the intent comes from the same place.” I could see her face screw into an epic frown, so I grasped for something she could identify with. “You’d take a bullet for any of the kids in this room, right?”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“They’re important to me. They’re family.”

“You understand better than you think, then.”

More of the kids were waking up, listening, lighting the lanterns. Only Barry didn’t seem to have noticed the conversation.

Nicolas sat with his wings wrapped around his shoulders like a blanket. “Were you always blue?” he asked suddenly.

I paused, thrown by the left-field question, until the reasoning behind it made a little bit of sense. For most Meta kids, powers and accompanying physical changes developed in childhood and early adolescence. Nicolas’s wings should have started growing sometime after the age of eight or nine, but I knew from talking to several other young Metas, ones whose powers didn’t appear until last January, that that hadn’t happened for them. Overnight, Kate Lowry went from a French manicure to thick claws she had to hide with gloves.

“No, I wasn’t,” I replied. “I was born with ordinary skin. I began to turn blue right after my eighth birthday.”

“Did it hurt?”

Fear coiled around my spine. “The physical change didn’t hurt, no.”

“My wings hurt.” He frowned and shuddered. “Felt like someone was ripping my bones out through my back for, like, a solid hour. When it was over, I was all bloody and scared.”

“You knew you were Meta, but you didn’t know what your power would be?”

He shook his head, and the others made noises that suggested they hadn’t known, either.

“Did you know?” Sasha asked.

“I didn’t even know I was Meta,” I replied. I didn’t want to talk about it, didn’t want to give details of my hellish childhood to a bunch of strangers. But it also felt right. Like I could relate to them somehow, even though we were nothing alike. “I was born in a place called Paradise Ranch in Montana. It was run by a group of people who believed that Metas were demonic spawn, and that Satan was working through their powers.”

“The fuck?” Bethany said, as incredulous as I’d ever seen her.

“Unfortunately, Paradise Ranch wasn’t an anomaly. Other places like it did and probably do still exist.”

“You were born there?” Sasha asked. Her sparkly eyes went wide. “What did they do when you turned blue?”

Icicles stabbed me in the guts. My skin felt cold, tight. I pushed through the panic and dredged up the offending memories. “It didn’t happen all at once,” I replied. “I could hide it for a few days, until it spread to my hands and face. The morning I woke up and my eyes were glowing, I ran straight into my parents’ bedroom, sobbing, and I begged them to help me. My mother looked at me and started to cry. My father left the room. Neither one of them would touch me.”

“Did they turn you in?”

“Not at first. They kept me out of school for a few days. I couldn’t leave the house.” My skin tingled. “They tried giving me scalding-hot baths, then ice-cold baths, like it would leach the color out of my skin. They prayed over me. I was terrified, because all I knew of Metas was that they were demons, and I didn’t want to be a demon. Then I used my Flex power for the first time—stretched my wrist out six inches.”

My eyes burned with tears from old hurts.

“They called the town elders. My parents accused each other of being the cause of my”—I made air quotes—“possession. The elders promised to cast out my demon.”

Six horrified faces stared back at me, and I found the words were coming more easily. Now that the dam had cracked, the pressure was too great. Everything was coming out.

“I was taken to the church where everyone worshipped and then locked in a pitch-black cell in the basement. My parents threw me into hell, and they did it willingly. For two months, I was deprived of light, starved, beaten, tortured with water and sound and heat and light. The elders performed what I can only describe as rituals, where they chanted and flung things at me. Water, wine, blood, urine, I have no idea. I told them I wasn’t a demon, that I didn’t want my powers, that I was sorry.” I withheld some of the details of my torture from my audience. They didn’t need to know the most vile parts, the acts that still occasionally gave me nightmares. The things the elders did that—I realized many years later—had nothing to do with the exorcism attempts.

“My parents never came for me,” I said.

I glanced at Bethany, whose cheeks were streaked with tears, and damn it, I wanted to hug her. And I had no idea why. I wiped at my own eyes with the back of my hand, as torn up by the memories as I was calmed by them. Saying these things out loud took the monster from the closet and exposed him to the light of day.

He wasn’t so scary anymore.

“But you got away?” Sasha asked.

“I was only eight,” I said. “I couldn’t have gotten away if I’d tried. My last night there, the elders declared they’d failed to exorcise the demon from my body, so the only thing left to do was send us both to hell so the demon no longer walked the earth.”

Phantom flames licked my skin, and I closed my eyes. “They built a wooden platform in the yard behind the church. They stoked a bonfire beneath it, and they tied me to a post in the middle. I was terrified, so completely out of my mind that I let them do it. I remember the heat of the fire, the smell of burning wood. I remember looking out and seeing my parents, watching so calmly, like they’d already accepted I was dead.

“And then a woman in a blue uniform flew in and doused the flames before I was burned too badly.” Love for that woman and a long-ago act of bravery filled my heart nearly to bursting, and I remembered clearly why I did what I did today. “A Ranger Corps Squad found me and saved me before I was murdered.”

“Christ,” Rick said.

Christ wasn’t my savior that day. That distinction belonged to four Rangers—one of whom died during my rescue. The others died before the end of the War. Those brave souls brought me back to Los Angeles to recover at Rangers Headquarters. I had mixed memories of my early weeks among the Rangers. I suffered from severe PTSD. I was terrified of adults. I hadn’t realized until later that a Ranger named Delphi made the decision to put psychic shields around my worst memories of the torture. Those shields allowed me to trust, to make friends with the other kids at HQ, and to find a sense of normalcy among other Metas.

The day we lost our powers in Central Park, Delphi’s psychic shields broke. For days after, I was dealing not only with the loss of my powers, the loss of my friends, and the destruction of my entire life, but also an influx of memories I’d thought long gone. The government put me into a psychiatric treatment facility for four months before I was given to a foster family.

If the Rangers saved my life when I was eight, then Alfred and Joan Wimbley saved my life again when I was twelve. They were the most loving, patient, understanding parents a traumatized ex-Meta could have asked for, and I missed them every day. But I didn’t dare visit them. As long as no one realized our connection, they’d stay safely out of public scrutiny. I’d never put their lives in danger.

I briefly outlined these things for my audience. They needed to understand that not all mundane people were evil, and that the Rangers had been, at heart, doing the right thing. No matter what the government tried to do under the table, there had been a lot of true heroes in the Corps.

“After the War ended, it wasn’t easy still being blue,” I said. “But I learned to embrace my skin color. I can’t change it, so I can at least celebrate it. And the thing that unites us, you guys and me? We’re Metas, no matter what. We might be different, but we’re all different together.”

No one spoke for a long minute.

“Thank you,” Sasha said. “For telling us all of that. You didn’t have to.”

“I think I did, but you’re welcome.”

I got up to partake of their self-draining toilet, then used a bottle of water by the sink to wash my hands. I didn’t bother to look at my reflection in the bathroom mirror. I knew it well enough. I embraced the lightness inside me at having exorcised a demon from long ago in the simple telling of a story. I felt it all over.

The others were back to sleep when I returned to the living room. I curled up on my mattress, unsurprised to see a pillow and blanket had been left for me.

This time I slept.

* * *

The next day was definitely in the running to become Longest Day Ever by the time evening rolled around. Teresa called roughly every four hours with an update on Maddie’s condition, which ping-ponged all over the place. At ten o’clock she was “feverish and fighting an infection.” Around two she was “stable and her fever’s going down.”

We spent our time indoors, keeping a low profile just like Teresa said, and slowly losing our minds. Seven people, six of them teenagers, stuck in a small house with no fresh air and few forms of entertainment, led to a lot of fighting. And talking. We played poker for matchsticks, and I hustled Tate, Nicolas, and Sasha the first game. Afterward, I taught them all about tells, odds, and how to bluff.

Barry mostly kept to himself, reading a battered paperback that had probably been left behind by the house’s previous owners. He only became animated when the phone rang with an update. Bethany and Rick paired off quickly and spent a lot of time in the kitchen, out of sight. At one point they disappeared upstairs, and we listened to a lot of creaking and heavy breathing for a while.

At least she isn’t flirting with Ethan anymore, right?

When they came downstairs later, Bethany was beaming and Rick looked stunned. Poor guy.

Teresa’s next call didn’t come until nearly seven. Sasha, bored with poker, had taken a nap, and she bolted upright when the phone rang. “Yes?” she said.

We all stopped our activities and watched as her eyes widened. She grinned and said, “Maddie?”

Barry fled across the room as fast as a boy without superspeed could go, and he barely stopped himself from yanking the phone away from Sasha. “She’s talking?” he asked. Sasha slapped a hand over Barry’s mouth.

“You had us all scared, girlie,” she said. “They treating you good?” Nod. “Excellent.” Pause. “Yeah, hold on.” She handed the phone to Barry, who looked ready to burst into tears.

“Madeline?” he said after he fumbled the phone three times.

I sympathized with that sort of worry and fear. I’d been there. I’d gotten the phone call telling me someone I loved was out of danger. I’d also felt the grief that came with the opposite news.

“The infection’s gone,” Sasha reported to us while Barry spoke into the phone in hushed tones. “She’s alert and feeling better.”

A round of cheers went up, followed by some hugging and backslaps. I sat quietly, cheering on the inside, happy for them. Truly happy.

Barry and Maddie spoke for a few more minutes, and then he handed the phone over to Sasha. She wandered into the kitchen to finish the call. I’d almost made up my mind to teach the group to play seven-card stud when she came back into the living room. Her expression made everyone pause and stare.

“What?” Rick asked.

“They did what they promised and healed Maddie,” Sasha said. “So far, they’re keeping their word. I trust Trance.”

“Okay.”

“Trance invited me to visit the HQ. Not just to see Maddie, but to meet everyone and see the facilities. Their defenses, too.”

Rick stood up, hands flashing blue with firework power. “You’re going alone?”

“Yes.”

“Sash—”

“I’ve made the decision, Rick. Renee will stay here with you guys, and you’ll be in charge while I’m gone.” She waved her hands around. “Isn’t it better to let them protect us than keep living like this?”

“So we go from being on our own to being their prisoners?”

“We wouldn’t be prisoners. And what’s so great about being on our own? We’re hunted now, and we have no clue what to do next. This feels right.”

Rick scowled, but he didn’t argue further.

“Are you taking the car?” Nicolas asked.

“No, I’ll, uh”—she glanced at me—“get another one. I’ll be back tomorrow by noon, I promise.”

“Hey, can you do me a favor?” Bethany asked.

Sasha nodded. “Sure.”

“Tell Landon I’m sorry I’m not there, and that I love him.”

“I can do that.”

After Sasha left, the house settled into an oddly melancholy state, despite the good news about Maddie. We slapped together a dinner of peanut butter sandwiches with pretzels. I told a few stories of my adventures since January, leaving out the gory or depressing things, but even that got old. It wasn’t until later, when I wanted to know what time it was, that I realized no one else had a watch or cell phone.

We were well and truly cut off.

Bethany and Rick went upstairs, probably to have sex again, and the rest of us migrated to our respective sleeping places. I hoped Sasha brought good news with her tomorrow—like news that I was going home. The kids were pretty cool, and roughing it was an experience all its own, but I was bored out of my fucking skull.

Boredom I wasn’t prepared to alleviate with the fight that landed in our laps when—just as I was dozing off—Sledgehammer burst through the tenement’s front door.

Nineteen

Dark Tunnel Bluff

Thanks to Tate’s choice to claim the area near the front door as his sleeping spot, Sledgehammer tripped over the blanket-wrapped boy and face-planted in the middle of his own small pile of wood shards and debris. The bottles of water on the stairs cracked and exploded. Balls of ice shot around the room like marbles, slamming into the plaster and wood molding. Nicolas shouted. Tate rolled out of the doorway as a blur burst inside and made invisible tracks upstairs.

Bethany was up there.

“Everyone outside!” I yelled. At least three of the four identified clones were here, and close quarters for a fight was a bad idea. We hadn’t seen her since the fight in Los Angeles, but the ice balls suggested the clone of Black Ice was out and about, and Jasper had already raced upstairs.

Glass shattered above us, followed by a heavy thud. Bethany screamed. A man, probably Rick, shouted for help.

Barry grew to about eight feet, the maximum he could manage indoors without stooping. With a snarl, he charged Sledgehammer and sent them both through the thin wall into the kitchen. More ice balls flew around. I ducked one that was on a collision course with my face. Three slammed into Tate’s shoulder with enough force to knock him down. Blood streamed from the wounds, and he stared at them, so stunned that I stumbled across the room to help him before he got killed.

Nicolas charged through the front door, carrying a blast of wind from his wings outside with him. A woman screamed, and I hoped it was Black Ice getting her ass hammered by a pissed-off teenager with wings. The building creaked and groaned. Rick stumbled down the stairs, blood leaking from the side of his face. He tripped halfway down.

“Where’s Bethany?” I asked as I gave Tate a shove toward the front door. We had to get our asses outdoors before our powers collapsed the house on top of us.

Rick shook his head—either he didn’t know or he didn’t understand the question. I caught him before he fell off the bottom step. He twisted hard and we hit the floor anyway. In time for a big wad of ice to crash into the banister where my head had been. He raised his right hand and threw a blue firework out into the front yard.

“Where’s Bethany?” I asked again. She was the only one I’d lost track of. They weren’t mine, but I was the oldest and the most experienced. I had to keep them safe and I couldn’t do that if I didn’t know where the hell they were.

“Outside,” Rick replied. The horror in his eyes told me enough about how she’d ended up outside—unwillingly.

“Front or back?”

“Back.”

“Come on.”

We got to our feet and stumbled through the destroyed kitchen. Barry and Sledgehammer weren’t there, but a huge hole next to the back door was better than a flashing neon arrow. The tall grass in the backyard was nearly flattened, and Barry lay near the steps in a pile of debris. He’d shrunk back to normal size and wasn’t moving. Sledgehammer’s back was to us, his massive body bent over something that he was pounding away at with his fists.

Rick snarled and sent three fireworks that hit between his shoulder blades. Sledgehammer hollered and cursed, and then Rick went flying sideways. The blur of color and snap of wind said Jasper even before the clone slowed enough for me to make him out.

I had no weapons. I had no plan. But I did have five kids who, despite my better judgment, I kind of liked and wanted to protect from these bastards of science trying to hurt them.

My Flex powers still worked somewhat in my left hand, and without really thinking about it I reached for Jasper. He was close enough for me to wrap my wrist around his neck twice and squeeze the fuck out of him. He jerked and tried to dislodge, but I held on like a fucking tick, fast and hard, and he dropped to his knees, his cheeks going bright red.

“You son of a bitch,” I said. The house rattled behind me, and more shouting came from out front.

“Let him go, Flex.”

The voice startled me. I hadn’t heard it since last month on the roof of our old HQ, and before that, it had been fifteen years. The clone of Hinder, Teresa’s father, stepped through the bent gate into the backyard. He stopped next to Sledgehammer, who was stunned from Rick’s shots.

Instead of complying, I yanked Jasper closer to me, reveling in Flex powers being useful in a fight for a change. I tried to take in my surroundings without actually breaking eye contact—a trick Teresa was really good at and I was still practicing. Rick and Barry were both down. Jasper was on his knees now, his face going purple. Somewhere in the house or out front, Tate and Nicolas were occupied with Black Ice.

“We aren’t here to kill you, Flex, or the two boys at your feet,” Hinder said. “Don’t force me to go against my orders.”

“Like the orders you assholes were following on the turnpike on Sunday?” I shot back.

“That was a message. This is the follow-through. Let him go.”

“I think I want to keep him.”

“You know I won’t allow that.”

Damn, he’d moved closer without my even realizing it. He was in the middle of the yard now, halfway between me and Sledgehammer. Hinder was strong, with a nearly invulnerable exterior and incredibly good reflexes. A hit from him would seriously hurt.

“Another step, and we see if purple is the only color your boy here can turn,” I said.

Hinder’s face went deadly furious, almost feral. “Make me count to three and I will ensure every person you care about dies slowly and painfully, preferably at the mercy of my bare hands.”

He wasn’t kidding, and that fact tore through me like a ripple of ice water. I hated letting the clones go, but we were outmatched tonight. The kids I’d spent the day with had incredible powers but no real training to use them in a fight, or as a group. We all had to live for them to get that training so they could kick serious ass next time.

We’d encounter the clones again, I had no doubt.

“I let him go and you guys leave,” I said. “No more hits, no more powers, you just leave.”

“We leave,” Hinder said.

I unwrapped my wrist from Jasper’s neck. He pitched forward with a raspy wheeze. Then Hinder—the deceiving bastard—was in my face. Rather, his fist was in my face and I was eating grass.

The world spun around a little. Voices helped me focus. Someone shook my shoulder and I blinked up at Nicolas. His nose was bleeding and he had a couple of bruises forming on his face and throat. “How’d we do?” I asked.

He shook his head, a little glassy-eyed, shock starting to set in. “Everyone’s right here except Bethany.”

I sat up and blinked at the shadowed yard. Tate was helping Rick and Barry. My heart seized when I remembered Sledgehammer pounding something I couldn’t see. I looked up, and sure enough a window on the second floor was busted out completely. I lurched to my feet and stumbled across the yard.

“Oh, shit.”

Bethany’s eyes were open, but I wasn’t immediately sure she was still alive. Her face was coated with blood from dozens of small cuts. She was on her back, but her left leg was twisted beneath her body. She wore only her underwear and bra, and every bit of exposed skin was bruised, broken, or about to bruise. The ribs on her left side didn’t look right. In my entire life, I’d never seen someone beaten so badly.

I dropped to my knees beside her, my throat tight, eyes stinging with tears for her pain. Her eyes rolled toward me, the only movement she seemed capable of making.

“I am so sorry,” I whispered.

“We have to get out of here,” Nicolas said. “Someone will have called the police by now.”

“Bethany needs a hospital.”

Her eyes widened with terror and she gave the smallest head shake.

“Honey, you need a doctor or you’re going to die,” I said.

“What about your doctor?” Tate asked.

“Unless someone here has as a cell phone I don’t know about, I can’t exactly call him for a consult.

“I’ll go,” Nicolas said. “I fly fast.”

“How close to HQ are we?”

“We’re in Philadelphia.”

Not super-close, but not horribly far away. “Okay, look, the rest of us will get into the car and start driving. We’ll stick to the New Jersey Turnpike and head toward the rest stop where I met with Sasha and Rick. Teresa will know the place.”

“Okay.”

I gave Nicolas a hard look. “How wounded are you? Are you sure—?”

“I can make it,” he said. “I promise.”

“Okay.”

Moving Bethany was horrific, even with supersized Barry’s help. She made the most awful noises while we got her into the car, finally passing out as she was settled in with blankets from the living room. Nicolas hit the sky right after. The other boys gathered the medical bag and a few other things they couldn’t bear to leave behind. Barry shrank down so he could sit on the floor in the backseat and keep an eye on Bethany. I drove with Rick and Tate squashed into the front seat with me.

We got out of the alley just as emergency sirens split the silence of the night. Either no one bothered to call in the noise right away or the police around here didn’t make Meta disturbances a priority. I didn’t know Philadelphia well, but Rick seemed to, and he helped me navigate my way east.

Lack of traffic—and it being the middle of the night—helped us get to the rest stop fast. It also meant we had to wait for help to arrive, and waiting wasn’t my strong suit. Barry had already given Bethany the few painkillers and antibiotics he’d found in the bag. She stared at the roof of the car, the occasional tear slipping down one cheek. He stayed close while the rest of us got out of the car. Rick moved around to open the door near her head, then perched there and started talking.

I walked away, unwilling to intrude on the trio. With my adrenaline wearing off, everything was starting to hurt. My hands shook and my stomach rolled with the need to vomit up whatever was left inside. My face ached from Hinder’s punch. I knew I should help the kids patch up their wounds—all of us were bleeding from somewhere—but I couldn’t stop shaking.

The clones found Bethany. They had come damn close to killing her—assuming she survived the next few hours. They knocked us around to prove a point, and then I let them go. I literally had Jasper by the throat, and I let him go. Hinder lied to me, the fuckwad, proving once again just how unlike the real Hinder this clone was.

Reinforcements arrived in two different Sports. Bethany, bless her, was a fighter, and she held on hard as things happened around her and to her. I didn’t have to ask Dr. Kinsey what he thought after he first examined Bethany—it was all over his face. He didn’t want her moved again, so we piled into different vehicles and hit the road. I told the story to Teresa through a developing haze of shock and pain, and soon we were waiting our turn to take a puddle-jumper over to the island.

Everything happened in a blur. My friends kept trying to talk to me, to comfort me, and all I saw was Bethany’s broken body in that stamped-down grass. I’d failed her.

We were in the infirmary waiting area, the kids getting guerilla doctoring from Sasha and Teresa while Kinsey and Jessica were busy with Bethany. Of the others, Tate had the worst wounds courtesy of the three ice balls that ripped into his shoulder. The bleeding had stopped, but I heard someone say he’d need stitches.

Time passed.

At some point I was hustled into Kinsey’s office with him and Teresa. His face was grim, his surgical scrubs stained red in too many places.

“How bad?” Teresa asked.

“I’m sorry,” Kinsey replied, his voice hollow. “Her injuries were catastrophic. She crashed twice. We were able to get her heart beating both times. She’s on a ventilator now, but our tests are not detecting any brain activity at all.”

I grabbed the edge of his desk as the world tilted slightly. “She’s a vegetable?”

The tactless question was on point, because he nodded. “She’s brain-dead. Our machines are the only things keeping her body alive at this point.”

“Goddammit,” Teresa said.

“There’s nothing we can do?” I asked. “You know scientists and specialists. Can’t they—?”

“I’m sorry, Renee,” Kinsey said. “I wish there was more to be done for her.”

Catastrophic injuries. Sledgehammer. Fuck.

“Where’s Thatcher?” Teresa asked.

I blinked at her. “Why?”

“Because Landon needs to know, and his father should tell him, don’t you think?”

“I guess.”

“He’s with Landon the last I checked,” Kinsey replied.

I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t watch this. I hid in Dr. Kinsey’s office with the door mostly shut and listened. Listened to Teresa go down the hall and beckon Thatcher into the corridor. Heard muffled voices as she told him what was going on. A minute later, Landon’s cries of disbelief echoed down to my hiding place. I covered my face with my hands and cried.

Twenty

Wild Card

Dr. Kinsey eventually kicked me (gently) out of his office. I relocated to the waiting room, which was surprisingly void of extra personnel. Jessica told me the kids had been patched up and taken to an empty room downstairs to rest. A glance at the wall clock surprised me—only quarter after seven.

It felt like a year had passed since the fighting began, and it had only been eight hours.

I knew I should sleep, but something kept me from leaving. The guilt eating me up inside from Bethany’s impending death had put a lock on the door, and I didn’t have the energy to push past it. Bethany was a little crazy, but she hadn’t deserved this. Landon didn’t deserve this.

As if summoned by my thoughts of his kid, Thatcher emerged from the back of the infirmary. He looked startled to see me. His face was pale, his eyes red and smudged with dark lines beneath. He was exhausted and upset, and it was my fault.

“Hey,” he said.

“Hey.”

“Have you slept?”

“No.”

“You should.”

“I know.”

He didn’t seem to know what to say to me, and I didn’t blame him.

“I’m sorry,” I said.

He shook his head, still lingering by the door. “For what?”

“Bethany.”

“That wasn’t your fault. I spoke with Nicolas briefly. I know you did your best to protect those kids.”

“I failed.”

He came forward a few steps. “You saved four lives today.”

“At the expense of one.”

“Bethany is not your fault, Renee. She chose to go with the others. She put herself at risk.”

Anger rose hotly in my chest. “So it’s Bethany’s fault she’s brain-dead?”

“That’s not what I said or what I meant.”

Thatcher’s words made sense but I didn’t want to hear them. We knew the clones were targeting Bethany and we allowed her to leave the safety of the island anyway. It didn’t excuse my culpability; it actually made it worse. I should have stopped her from leaving us two days ago. I should have done so many things differently.

“Stop that,” he said.

I blinked. “Stop what?”

“Second-guessing your choices and playing the what-if game.”

“If anyone else but me had been with those kids—”

“You don’t know how things would have turned out. Maybe worse.”

I laughed bitterly. “I doubt that. This happened because of me and my stupid, useless fucking Flex powers. I’m a goddamn liability to everyone here.”

“According to Nicolas, your powers stopped the fight and got Hinder to back down.”

“I let the clones get away.”

“I understand your anger—”

“Oh, I’m way past anger right now.” I lurched out of my chair so fast I almost fell over. “I left anger a while ago, back when I was first burned. I even hit bargaining not long ago, during the earthquake. You know what this is, Derek? This is me accepting I’ll never be the hero my friends are, because my Meta powers are compromised. They’re never getting better.”

Saying it out loud to another person made everything hit home. The Flex powers I’d loved as a child and loved again for six months this year were gone. I was at half my original capabilities, if that. I carried a gun now, for crying out loud! If it weren’t for the fact that my family was here (and I would always be blue), I’d have left a long time ago.

“You’re so much more than your powers, Renee,” Thatcher said softly. “They don’t define you.”

“No? Teresa’s powers define her.”

“You aren’t Teresa.”

“Yeah, no shit.”

“Not better or worse than Teresa, just not her. You’re you, and I happen to like you very much. You’re smart, you’re quick-witted, and you’re beautiful. You are incredibly loyal to your friends, and your heart is bigger than you let on. None of that has anything to do with your Flex ability. It’s already inside you.”

Tears stung my eyes. “What good is any of that if I’m useless in a fight?”

“Just because you don’t shoot energy spheres from your hands or create whirlwinds doesn’t mean you’re powerless. Or useless.”

“This coming from a guy who can alter the chemical composition of metal.” Before he could argue further, I put up a staying hand. “Look, I don’t want to fight with you, Derek. Go be with your son, okay?”

I turned and left. He didn’t try to stop me or chase after me—and I was surprised at how much that stung. I ignored the curious looks thrown my way by the occasional newbie and ducked outside. I wanted the sunshine on my face and open spaces. The morning was crisp and damp and smelled like autumn. Winter would be here soon. I hated snow and the cold. Vegas had been a great town for me with its insanely warm weather.

Maybe you should go back.

Maybe.

I wandered down toward the sparring fields, which were empty. The solitude felt nice after being in such close quarters with six other people for more than twenty-four hours. I was a naturally social person (usually) and I liked being around others, but right now I needed alone time so I could think.

Teresa didn’t get the memo.

She found me under a tree and sat down uninvited.

“I don’t want to talk about Bethany,” I said before she could.

“Well, good, because I want to talk about you.”

“Can we not?”

“Being responsible sucks. It sucks even more when someone you’re responsible for gets hurt. And it’s goddamn torture when they die.”

“I said I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Fine, then you can listen, because this is something I’ve wanted to say for a long time.” She twisted around to face me; I stared straight ahead. “I’m sorry.”

The strangled grief in her voice made me look at her. Her eyes were red and shiny with new tears. “Sorry for what?” I asked, perplexed.

“I’m sorry I wasn’t there to save you from Queen. I’m sorry you were burned so badly.”

My brain stuttered for a response to that. I gaped at her, vocal cords frozen. She looked so utterly miserable that I wanted to hug her but I was too damned confused to move. “T, I don’t understand. You were shot. You were in the hospital.”

“You were still my team. It was my responsibility—”

“You. Were. In. The. Hospital.”

She shook her head. “Doesn’t change anything. Maybe circumstances were out of my control, but that’s the nature of leadership. I still felt and do feel responsible for everything that happened to you guys. Doesn’t matter that I couldn’t save you. What matters is that I will always look back and wonder what I could have done differently to save you guys so much pain. To save you the partial loss of your powers. To save Dahlia and Noah the pain they’re going through now. To save Noah and Aaron the brother they lost.”

“Stop.” I grabbed her hands and squeezed tight. Her fingers were cold, and she gripped mine fiercely. “You’re the one always telling us that we can’t change the past, that we have to learn from our mistakes and look forward.”

“Do as I say, not as I do,” she replied with a mournful smile.

“My burns? Not your fucking fault.”

She arched one eyebrow. “Bethany’s injuries? Not your fucking fault, either.”

“Maybe not, T, but I’m still a liability.”

“I don’t see it that way.”

“Then maybe you should open your goddamn eyes.” I stood up, unable to stomach her hurt, startled expression. “Start seeing things the way they really are for a change. That this fantasy of Metas uniting for the common good is bullshit. All we do is hurt people. We let friends die in fires and we let teenagers get strung up from gym rafters, and it’ll never fucking stop.”

I bolted, too afraid of bursting into tears to stay and let her yell at me the way I deserved. I’d been needlessly cruel and we both knew it. I also knew it would keep her from following me or bothering me for a few hours. I made it inside, upstairs, and was twenty feet from my bedroom before Ethan cut me off.

“What?” I snapped.

He took a step back, blinked hard, then frowned. “You look like hell, Renee.”

“Thanks, Windy, I needed to hear that. Fuck off.”

“No.”

“Please fuck off?”

“Tell me you’re on your way to your room.”

“Well, I’m certainly not going to yours.”

“To sleep, Stretch.”

I nearly slipped up and told him I was avoiding sleep, and the inevitable nightmares, for as long as possible. We both knew something about nightmares, and I had some brand-spanking-new ones waiting for me when my eyes finally shut. Nightmares involving teenagers and their pulverized faces. “I’m going to rest,” I said.

“I said sleep, not rest. Big difference, and I know you. Dr. Kinsey can probably give you something—”

“No drugs.” I’d gotten too used to the painkillers the doctors had put me on for the burns, and detoxing from them had not been fun times. Doing all that right before the big earthquake and the clones had been extra-special, and I’d made it a rule to avoid pills of any kind whenever possible.

“Renee—”

“No. Now will you please get out of my way? Dr. Kinsey has actual sick people to worry about, including your better half’s worse third.”

“Huh?” Ethan stared blankly at me as he worked out what I’d said. “My better—you mean Noah?”

Shitsticks, I hadn’t meant to let that slip. But I wasn’t going to lie to him. I was way past grasping for tact and caring if people got pissed at me. “You and Aaron need to have a sit-down with Double Trouble and the doc. Like, right now.”

I stepped around him while he was still somewhat stupefied and shut my bedroom door with a satisfying slam, confident he wouldn’t follow me with more questions. He’d go right to the source, because that was Ethan. He didn’t like playing games, especially when people he cared about were in trouble.

Or dying from their own in-the-moment choices, as was the case with Noah and Dahlia. She was killing him, but he would apparently rather go down with the ship than let her go to save himself.

He loved her.

I yanked open the top dresser drawer and removed a digital album. I’d stored only a handful of photographs in it for safekeeping, not for display. One was of my foster parents, another of the three of us standing next to their horse pasture. The third photo was of a group of Meta children, taken a lifetime ago. I’d found a copy of the photo in storage when we were preparing to abandon our Los Angeles HQ last spring. Six kids in it, and the only two still alive were me and Teresa. Back then her brown hair was purple-streakless, her skin pale and perfect. I was only nine, so my skin hadn’t finished darkening to the dusky blue it was now.

The face I wanted to see was in the back of the photo, so shy even then, despite his physical strength. I missed William so much lately. We’d teased each other and flirted clumsily, up until the day we were sent to war. I’d opened up to him last January. I’d wanted so desperately to be accepted and loved for the person hiding behind the blue skin and big boobs, and he’d given me that—for a couple of fantastic, bittersweet days. And I didn’t have any pictures of him as an adult.

My doorknob rattled. I put the album away and shoved the drawer shut.

Knocking.

“Renee, don’t make me turn the lock into aluminum,” Thatcher said, voice muffled by the door.

Why won’t people just leave me the fuck alone?

I turned the dead bolt, then threw open the door. “What?”

“Ethan and Aaron just came charging into the infirmary yelling at Dr. Kinsey about telling them the truth.” He quirked a curious eyebrow. “Landon was asleep, so I thought I’d make myself scarce. Any idea what that’s about?”

“Yes.” I didn’t elaborate, even though he was clearly waiting for it.

“Okay, then. May I come in?”

“Why not?”

I stepped aside so he could enter, then locked the door just in case anyone else decided it was open season on me and my big mouth.

“I take it you didn’t come up here and sleep after you left me,” he said.

“How did you guess?”

He missed my sarcasm and tilted his head toward my perfectly made, unmussed bed—an old habit from my foster father, who’d been in the military as a young man, years before meeting his wife.

“I’d like a nap but people keep interrupting me,” I lied. In fact, I liked the constant distractions. They kept me from falling over from exhaustion. “If you thought I was sleeping, why’d you come here?”

“I was worried about you.”

“I’m still here.”

“For how long?”

I blinked. “Huh?”

He leaned against my dresser but failed at keeping the pose casual. He was tense. “In the infirmary, you sounded as though you’d made a decision to leave.”

“I had. I left the infirmary.”

“That’s not what I meant, and you know it.”

“Do I really know that? Gee, thanks for telling me what the fuck I know, Derek.”

“Look me in the eye and tell me you haven’t seriously considered leaving the island, the team, all of this.”

“Of course I’ve considered it! I consider it all the time, but that doesn’t mean I’ll ever actually do it. Even if I never go out into the field again, my family is here.”

“You’re still an asset in the field.”

“My blue ass, I am. You’ve known me, what? A week?”

“And I’ve seen you work, Renee. You try to hide it, but you genuinely care about people, especially other Metas. Why do you hide your feelings from everyone?”

“Because having feelings means you get hurt.”

He shook his head, lips twisting in a sad smile. “Everyone gets hurt. It’s an inevitable part of life.”

“How badly you get hurt depends on how much you let yourself care.”

“And you won’t let that happen to you again.”

I took a furious step closer to him, near enough to reach out and poke him without using my powers. “You don’t know me.”

“I’m trying to.”

“Well, stop.”

“Can’t. You’re under my skin, Renee.” He moved toward me, closing the space between us to less than two feet. “Tell me I’m not under yours and I’ll leave.”

My heart pounded and my lips twitched, but I couldn’t say it. We had no future past this week, and I couldn’t say that, either. Despite the prison walls that would separate us soon, I wanted to feel something again. Feel beautiful and wanted and cared about—even if only for a little while.

I didn’t speak. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down into a hard kiss that banged our teeth together. Hands tangled in my short hair, holding me close—like I was going anywhere—while his mouth plundered mine. The tenderness of our first kiss was gone. This was fast, fierce, and then we were moving. My back hit the wall and his hips pressed into mine, and that was okay, too, because this was Derek, and deep down I knew he wouldn’t hurt me.

He was hard and I wanted him, and holy wow, this was going to happen. I worked a hand between us, down, until I cupped his erection through his pants. He shuddered, thrusted, moaned into my mouth, and I grinned at the power in such a simple thing. Then again, the man hadn’t had sex in more than fifteen years. He was so stoic, so controlled. Suddenly, more than anything, I wanted to see him fall apart.

I spun us so his back was to the wall, then broke the kiss. He watched me, wide-eyed and flushed, breathing hard through his mouth and so damn handsome. I unbuttoned his shirt with slow, deliberate fingers, never once breaking eye contact. So many things were in his eyes, including trust. Once I’d pushed his shirt off his shoulders, I admired his naked torso. The hard biceps and firm, not-quite-six-pack abs. The light smattering of dark hair on his pecs and below his navel, leading down into his slacks. There were scars, too, some as wide as a finger and others as thin as a pencil line. I touched, too, as I looked. Smoothing my fingers across his skin, sometimes soft and sometimes rough. His muscles jumped and bunched, and his breaths became shorter the longer I played.

The only real imperfection was the tracking monitor strapped to his ankle—a painful reminder of who we both were and still would be when this was over.

He made a noise that sent a bolt of arousal right through me. I dropped slowly, deliberately, to my knees, and he made the noise again. More desperate now. I made quick work of his belt and slacks and boxers. A surge of power washed over me, despite my submissive position. He was naked, beginning to unravel already, and I had barely touched him. His hands were plastered against the wall by his hips, so careful not to grab or startle. Letting me run the show.

He whispered my name, and that snapped the last of my patience. I took him in my mouth, and he released a fierce growl. His thighs shook. He wouldn’t last long, and I wanted to take him there so badly. I worked him with mouth and hands, savoring the taste of him, the feel of him against my tongue, the way his entire body trembled with need and pleasure. He jerked and shook, and when a hand finally landed on the top of my head in concert with a desperate moan, I pulled back.

I watched him come with a soft shout, his eyes wide and watching me the entire time—watching with shock and wonder and gratitude. And I was right. He was gorgeous when he fell apart.

I wiped my hand on the leg of my sweatpants, and then strong arms pulled me up by the elbows. I fell against his chest, a little dizzy from the sudden change in elevation, and right into a tender kiss. The kind of soft, exploratory kiss that made all kinds of promises about what he could do with that tongue. I kissed back, silently asking for a demonstration, and somehow he understood perfectly.

This meant, however, my getting naked. The thought stopped me cold, and I pulled back enough to make him freeze. He studied my face with worried eyes that saw so much more than I wanted anyone to see. Even though I was fully clothed, I felt like the most naked person in the room.

His fingers drifted to my bare right forearm and the scarred, purplish skin there. “Tell me what you want me to do, Renee,” he whispered.

“Wait here?” I said.

He nodded.

I felt incredibly self-conscious as I pulled the curtain on my room’s only window, casting a gloom on the room that was heightened when I turned off the table lamp near the door. Shadows played on the walls and floor. I saw everything clearly, despite the darkness, but I felt better in less light. Confident enough to take off my clothes in front of a man who wasn’t my doctor for the first time since January. Confident enough to show Derek the depth of my scars and the length of my flaws.

His breath caught several times as I stripped, and I swear he stopped breathing entirely when I turned to face him. My pulse jumped and my insides twisted with nerves and need, and I didn’t know what to do or say now. Derek saved me the embarrassment by not staring. He pulled me into him and kissed me thoroughly. Then he settled us both in my bed and began a quest to kiss every bare inch of my body.

His mouth paid equal homage to both smooth and scarred skin, and my fear lifted a bit with each new exploration. I didn’t always feel his touches but I knew they were there. He wasn’t pulling away in disgust. He wasn’t avoiding the less-than-perfect parts of me. He saw it all. He wanted it all.

Oh, Derek.

Emotion clogged my throat and tugged at my singing nerves.

When his kisses and caresses finally settled at my core, I nearly flew off the bed. He licked me with a hunger I hadn’t expected, a desire that fueled my own, and my body yielded easily to first one, then two fingers. I couldn’t stop the sounds I was making, didn’t want to stop. I forgot everything except him, us, this. Felt pleasure coiling deep inside, tightening, fighting its way out. My thighs shook with it, and I pulled at the bedspread, unable to do anything but fly as my orgasm crashed over me.

He was there as I came down off the intense release, holding me close, whispering things in my ear that I didn’t understand. He was hard again, the evidence hot against my quivering thigh, and I wanted him. I took a yearly injection, but still . . .

“Do you have something?” I asked.

He blinked, as if unsure what I meant, and then understanding widened his eyes. He reached over the side of the bed and grabbed his slacks. He produced a condom, which was exactly what I’d asked for, and yet couldn’t help being surprised to see.

“You raid the infirmary stock?” I asked.

He chuckled. “Believe it or not, condoms were a regular part of the supplies dropped onto the island by the government. I suppose they didn’t want us making more babies than necessary.” A touch of darkness hung on to those words. Several children had been born in Manhattan anyway, without doctors or the right medical attention.

“Well, their foresight is our good fortune.”

“It is, isn’t it?” He kissed me, then pulled back long enough to roll on the condom. “You’re certain?”

“Definitely.” I wanted him inside me so badly I ached with it. My body still trembled from my earlier orgasm and the need to see him fall apart again.

I grasped his length and guided him forward. Felt every stretch and slide as he pushed slowly, gently inside me. Once the ache of penetration disappeared, slow and gentle was off the table. I arched up to meet him, thrust after thrust, losing myself in the powerful man in me, around me. He’d taken control and I let him have it. I stopped trying to censor what came out of my mouth. I hitched my legs up around his hips and held on.

It lasted forever and ended too soon. He buried his face in my throat and moaned my name as he came, and I drifted in the aftermath, sated and happy and sad all at once. He kissed my face, my forehead, my throat, and I kissed him back, not caring that we were a sweaty mess. Fatigue settled over me like a warm blanket, weighing down my limbs and dimming my mind, and before I could stop myself, I drifted into darkness.

Twenty-one

Freeroll Hand

The smell of tomato soup and coffee roused me from a dead sleep, and I rolled over in an attempt to figure out why. The fact that I was alone in bed hit me fast, and I sat up. The lamp was back on, even though the curtain was still drawn. The tray of food was on top of my dresser.

Derek sat at the foot of the bed, dressed again, watching me with a kind smile. “Hey,” he said.

“Hey.” I rubbed at my eyes. “How long did I sleep?”

“A few hours. It’s almost four.”

“Damn.”

I rolled out of bed, stretching as I went. I catalogued my lingering aches and pains as I got dressed. I wasn’t much of a bask-in-the-afterglow type, and I wasn’t about to risk Derek getting a better look at my birthday suit and realizing he didn’t like what he saw. Afternoon sunlight glared at me when I opened the curtain and then the window to let in fresh air.

“Are you hungry?” he asked.

“Famished.” And I was, for a change. The soup had cooled to gulping temperature and I wasn’t shy about my appetite. The only thing I was shy about was Derek himself. I didn’t know what to think of him anymore, or of us. If there even was an us. Could there be an us?

“Any news?” I asked after I settled on the bed next to him with a mug of lukewarm coffee.

“Not that I’ve been told,” he replied. “But it’s been made clear that I’m need-to-know.”

I couldn’t argue with him there.

“How do you feel?” he asked.

“Good. Rested. No nightmares, thank God.”

He tilted his head. “Do you have nightmares often?”

“I guess. Hard not to in this line of work.”

“I can understand that. For years after the War ended, I had nightmares about my wife and son’s deaths. And about some of the battles I fought in. Lately I’ve been dreaming about last month’s copter crash in Central Park.”

That very deliberate crash had killed several Meta prisoners, and had nearly killed both Ethan and Aaron. I’d forgotten that Derek was there; he could have easily died, too, and the notion seized my heart with icy fear. Irrational fear, considering he was fine, alive, and sitting right next to me.

“I don’t always remember the actual nightmares,” I said. “Just the terror of them when I wake up. Knowing I was helpless or hurt or both.”

“You don’t like feeling helpless.”

“Does anyone?”

He didn’t answer, just watched me with liquid eyes, so I told him. I told him everything, from my childhood to my torture and eventual rescue by the Rangers. Delphi’s psychic shields that helped me at first and then nearly destroyed me when I lost my powers. My fantastic foster parents, accepting myself, embracing my blue. I even told him about William and my irrational dislike of Dahlia. He listened, nodding along without comment, his emotions plain on his face and in his lovely gray eyes.

He just listened. I finally got it all out with tears streaming down my cheeks, and he held me for a while.

“This can’t last, can it?” I asked after I’d calmed and mentally regrouped.

“What’s that?”

“You and me.”

He didn’t answer right away, and I was too nervous to look at his face. “Would you want it to last if it could?” he finally asked.

Yes. “Maybe.”

He kissed the top of my head. “I can’t promise anything to you, Renee, because I don’t have anything to promise. Only that I will do my damnedest to not become one more person who hurts you.”

“Ditto.” It was all I could think to say.

Someone knocked hard, a familiar cadence. I heaved a sigh, then heaved my bones off the bed to unlock the door. Teresa stormed inside, her entire body tensed for a fight. She barely batted an eyelash at Derek’s presence as she shut the door and put her hands on her hips.

Crapsticks, she’s pissed.

“I’m sorry,” I said.

Teresa blinked, clearly thrown by my opening volley. “I—For what?”

“Slipping up with Ethan. I was mad, and I wasn’t thinking.”

Some of her anger physically evaporated, leaving her looking less tense and more . . . tired. “Dr. Kinsey and I wanted to break the news differently, but Ethan and Aaron know now, and there’s no changing it. Mostly they’re pissed at us for keeping them in the dark.”

“It wasn’t my place to tell them, but I’m not sorry they know.”

“Truthfully, neither am I. They can discuss what to do as a family.”

“You mean decide which one of them dies? Noah or Dahlia?”

Teresa flinched. “Something like that.” She looked so young right then. Hell, she was young. She’d be twenty-six next month, and yet the weight of the world sat heavily on her shoulders. The burden was more than one woman should ever have to bear alone.

“How’s Bethany?” Derek asked.

“No change,” she said, this time to both of us. “Dr. Kinsey doesn’t expect there to be, but he’s having her results reviewed by several specialists.” She swallowed hard, then rubbed her eyes. “Maddie’s doing well, and the other kids are resting. They’ve all given us composites of what Uncle looks like and Marco combined them in the system, so we now know who we’re looking for.”

“That’s huge!” A small flare of hope lit up inside of me.

“It’s a good breakthrough. We needed that. Marco was convinced he’d seen the face somewhere before, so he’s playing with the de-aging program and running different pictures through the facial recognition software. With any luck . . .”

“We’ll get a hit.”

“I hope so.”

I squeezed her shoulders and smiled. “We will, T. We’ll find the motherfucker who stole those kids, and he’ll answer for what he’s done.” I meant that with all my heart. Meant it as much for Derek as I meant it for Bethany, Landon, Sasha, Maddie, Tate, Nicolas, Rick, and Barry. For Louis and Summer, most of all.

“I should go check on Landon,” Derek said.

He tried to slip past us, and I couldn’t let him walk out like a dirty secret. I tugged him to a stop, then planted a quick kiss on his lips. It was as much a thank-you as a silent declaration to our audience of one. He smiled, winked, then left.

Teresa glanced around the bedroom, giving my messy bed a long look, before raising an eyebrow at me. “You and Thatcher, huh?” The question was calm, almost amused, with no judgment clinging to the words.

“He doesn’t see my scars,” I said.

She accepted the explanation without comment. “Your battle in Philadelphia is making national news. No one has connected us to it. It’s being called Meta-on-Meta violence.”

I snorted. “So clever.”

Her phone rang. “Yeah, Marco.” Pause. “Get everyone together. Five minutes.”

“Does he have a hit on Uncle?” I asked before she could put her phone away.

“Not yet. Rita McNally wants an immediate conference call with all the Alpha leaders. She has some information for us.”

* * *

Information from Agent McNally was always taken seriously. She’d been our ally since we were kids, and she’d stuck by us since our reactivation in January, no matter what the government threw our way. The only Alpha leader who didn’t attend the emergency conference call was Aaron, who wasn’t budging from the infirmary for the time being. Ethan was there, though, glaring at the table in lieu of anyone in particular.

Marco activated the nearest screen as soon as we were settled, and McNally’s perfectly coifed face appeared. She seemed extra-stressed and a little pale. She wasn’t handing down good news today.

“Thank you, everyone, for assembling so quickly,” she said. “Marco, I’ve sent a file over to your terminal, which you should be receiving as we speak. It’s the only image I was able to find from security footage at our former ATF offices in Burbank.”

“Security footage of what?” Teresa asked.

“The man who came to us sixteen years ago and gave us the Warden. The man we only ever knew as O’Bannen.”

The world slowed down a moment. The Warden was a man-made device, powered by two telepathic Metas, that had removed our powers fifteen years ago during the final days of the Meta War. Until January, no one outside of a select few knew of the Warden’s existence. McNally and her late partner, Alexander Grayson, had admitted their part in maintaining the Warden over the years. She told us a man named O’Bannen had given it to them, claiming he worked for the Virginia branch of Weatherfield Research and Development. Later, no R&D company would claim the man, and they’d been unable to track him down for further questioning. He’d disappeared entirely.

“I was under the impression no images of the man existed,” Teresa said.

“As was I,” McNally replied. “Until I dug into the right system.” Her way of saying she’d done something she shouldn’t have, which meant she had a good reason for wanting to get a picture of this O’Bannen character.

It connected in my brain an instant before the second screen lit up with side-by-side images. One was the composite drawing of Uncle. The second was an enhanced security photo of O’Bannen. The similarities were too numerous to be coincidental.

“When Marco sent me your composite, I remembered O’Bannen,” McNally said. “I believe the man you call Uncle is the same person.”

The conference room felt silent while we all digested that tidbit. The news was both shocking and perfectly reasonable, like the corner piece of a puzzle we’d forgotten we were missing. Following up on O’Bannen and the people who created the Warden had fallen by the wayside, trampled over by so many other dire issues and crises. Now it was staring us in the face and laughing at us.

“How certain are you?” Gage asked.

“As certain as I can be with a sketch,” she replied.

“It makes sense,” Teresa said, her voice hollow and cold. “You told us O’Bannen claimed to work for Weatherfield’s sister company in Virginia. Maybe he lied about his name, but he didn’t lie about his employer.”

“So the people who stole all our powers,” I said, “are the same people who stole and brainwashed Meta kids, and the same people who cloned our family members?”

“In theory, yes,” McNally said.

“And you are certain there is no other existing information on O’Bannen?” Marco asked.

“Not that I’m aware of, but if I find anything, I’ll pass it along.”

“You’ve been a huge help, Rita, thank you,” Teresa said.

“You know I wish I could do more. Be careful.”

She ended the call. Marco left the two images frozen on-screen.

Sebastian leaned forward, staring up at the screen. “Is it me, or is this man eerily familiar?” he asked.

“I thought so, as well,” Marco replied. “The computer is searching for likenesses.”

Okay, the fact that two people in our little group thought he’d seen Uncle before was scaring me a little bit.

“O’Bannen is a good lead,” Gage said. “Marco, bring up the map of locations the kids gave us earlier.”

A map of the East Coast took over the screen where McNally’s face had been moments ago. Four black dots in four states were clustered within five hundred miles of each other. The only group we couldn’t place belonged to the late Louis and Summer, but I’d bet they were within that same radius.

“Where’s the sister office?” Gage asked.

A red star appeared in Virginia. Vienna, Virginia, to be exact, outside of Washington, D.C. It definitely seemed to be the center of the cluster of dots.

“Stratfield Research and Development,” Marco said. “Their security is tighter than Weatherfield. Even if they grant us access, we will learn nothing of value.”

“You’re right,” Teresa said. She stood up, shoulders back, spine straight. “We can’t visit the locations where the kids were raised because they could be traps, and we can’t visit Stratfield for the same reason.”

“So what do we do?” I asked, perplexed by all of the information we couldn’t do anything with. “Call them up and tell them we know Uncle’s secret identity?”

“No, we keep that to ourselves. Aaron’s an Alpha leader, so he can be told, but no one else outside of this room can know about Uncle. Not until we’ve confirmed it.” She gave both me and Ethan hard stares. “No one.”

Sebastian stood and walked to the other side of the conference table to stand behind Marco’s chair. He said something, and then the drawing of Uncle reappeared. “Marco, run this composite of Uncle through the database of Ranger images,” he said.

Marco looked up sharply, then his fingers flew across the keyboard as he acquiesced. I glanced at Teresa, who seemed as perplexed by the request as I was.

“What are you thinking, Sebastian?” Teresa asked.

“The vaguest memory from when I was a boy,” he replied. “I keep connecting that face to a Ranger uniform.”

Six months ago, several of us would have shot him down with shouts of that being impossible, that no Ranger could be involved in this. Now we knew too much about the less-than-pristine history of our forefathers. No one was dumb enough to dismiss this out of hand. Didn’t make the idea hurt any less, though.

“Dios,” Marco said. “Sebastian is correct.”

The screen displayed an obituary notice with two photographs. One photo was of a younger, almost identical version of our composite. The other was of a woman with a striking resemblance to the man in every way, right down to the nose and chin. The headline read “Switch Found Dead in Apparent Homicide,” and was dated thirty-one years ago last month.

I skimmed the obituary notice, unfamiliar with this particular Ranger. C. J. “Switch” Kemper had been a Ranger less than two years before she was found dead of unnatural causes, her body nearly unrecognizable. Her power, apparently, was the ability to alter her appearance from female to male at will—a very unusual and controversial power. She was helping to investigate the disappearances of four other non-Ranger Metas at the time of her death, and had no family to speak of.

“So this means what?” I asked. “Switch faked her death thirty years ago and her male alter ego went to work for Stratfield R&D?”

“Looks that way,” Gage said. He seemed utterly horrified by the thought.

“Why?”

“I’ll be sure to ask when we catch her.”

“Marco.” Teresa’s voice was strangled, almost hoarse, and every set of eyes in the room landed on her. She walked toward him with slow, almost pained steps, her face pale and wan. “Take the female photo and age it thirty years, please. Make her hair white.”

We waited in horrified silence while Marco did as asked. He posted a familiar face on-screen next to the younger version—a face I’d never seen in person, only over a video conference call once.

“Damn it, I hate being right sometimes,” Teresa said. “Someone get Dr. Kinsey in here right the hell now.”

The female Switch had aged perfectly into Dr. Nancy Bennett.

Ethan left like his ass was on fire. Teresa moved away from the group, shoulders heaving, probably trying to calm the fuck down. I didn’t know what to say to anyone, so I just sat there like an idiot, trying to get all of this to make sense. Reconciling the fact that we’d been duped into handing over the body of Patricia Swift, as well as private, vital information about Noah and Dahlia, to our goddamned enemy, and we’d done it all with a smile. Trusting Bennett had been a big decision on Teresa’s part, and she’d done it because of need and because of Kinsey’s recommendation.

She’d mentally beat herself into a bloody pulp for this one.

Ethan must have filled him in on the half-run over, because Kinsey’s face was pasty white when the pair returned. He took one look at the photos on-screen and gasped.

“How well did you really know her?” Teresa asked, whirling on him like a purple devil. She was beyond furious, beyond fear. She was pure ice in voice and face, her eyes blazing.

Kinsey turned slowly, his motions mechanical, as though afraid to spook her and incite violence. “We were colleagues,” he said, voice steadier than his body language. “Everything I told you was true as I knew it, I promise you.”

“Tell me again.”

“Nancy was already an employee at Stratfield when I was recruited to Weatherfield. We were introduced via our project supervisors, as we both worked in the field of genetics. Her specialty, I was told, was cloning. We spoke over the phone several times a month for my first two years, and less frequently after. We stayed in contact, even after she left Stratfield for another company.”

“When did she leave Stratfield?”

“About fifteen years ago.”

“When the War ended?”

He blinked hard. “Yes.”

“In the last fifteen years, how many phone calls did you have with her?”

Kinsey frowned as the pieces starting coming together. “We corresponded every few months, but we never spoke. Not until this year. My God.”

“What about her personal life?”

“Never married, as far as I knew. She never mentioned any family members to me. I trusted her, Teresa, implicitly, or I never would have suggested we send her the clone’s body, and I absolutely never would have sent her that information on Noah.”

Probably the only reason Kinsey hadn’t suffered a fist in the eye yet was because she knew he loved Noah too much to ever deliberately put his son in danger. Bennett/Switch had duped him with style.

“Now the question is,” Teresa said, “what’s she really been doing with that information? Because I will bet the title to this island that she isn’t doing what she promised she’d do for us.”

Like clone another Changeling in order to save Dahlia’s life—which no one said out loud, me included, because not everyone in the room was in the know on Double Trouble’s issues.

As his own shock wore off, anger took its place and Kinsey flushed bright red. He stared at the photos of Switch and Bennett. “How did I never see it?” he asked no one in particular.

“If you didn’t keep abreast of Ranger news back then, there’s no way you could have seen it,” Ethan said. “And none of us were even born when Switch was supposedly killed.”

“When I was still very new at Weatherfield, I heard rumors.” Kinsey rubbed his eyes with the heels of his hands. “Rumors that Metas were being kidnapped and their DNA used as part of the projects. I promise you, I never participated in or witnessed such a thing, but the rumors did exist.”

“And you’re just mentioning this now?”

His expression suggested he thought he had mentioned the rumors before, but it was news to me. It didn’t surprise me, though. Weatherfield had created the Recombinants. Their sister company had created the clones. Everything about this was incestuous.

“So was Switch a willing participant in those experiments?” Gage asked.

“Like you said,” Teresa replied. “We’ll ask her when we catch her.”

He nodded, and something passed between them. An unspoken promise, a silent declaration of love. That he’d follow her orders to the ends of the earth, because he trusted her. Whatever it was, it was beautiful.

“Dr. Kinsey,” Teresa said. “I need you to give Bennett a call. Tell her Noah and Dahlia are getting worse, ask what her progress is.”

“I can do that, but why?” Kinsey asked.

“If she answers you, she’s in Richmond. And if she’s in Richmond, we’re going to go get her.”

He blinked, then nodded. “All right.”

“Gage? Go with him, please.”

Teresa was taking no chances and was sending the Human Lie Detector along for the phone call. Gage had read Kinsey several times in the last few months, and always correctly. He couldn’t do the same for Bennett, not over a wireless call, but he could observe from a distance.

After the pair left, we waited for Teresa to tell us what was next. We didn’t have to wait long.

“I’m leading this extraction,” she said. “I want Ethan, Marco, Lacey, Sebastian, Alexia, and Rick.”

“Rick?” I repeated. “Firework Boy, Rick?”

“His powers are as strong as mine, and he wasn’t badly injured last night. If Switch decides to use her other half, he can identify Uncle’s face for us.”

“He isn’t trained.”

“He’s coming with us. I want a small but powerful group on this, Renee. If we can capture Uncle, this is a huge win for us. It’s one step closer to identifying the Overseer and finding those clones.”

Finding the clones was our biggest headache at the moment, and Hinder’s throat had a pending date with my hand, so I stopped arguing with her. Being left behind didn’t hurt, because I understood her reasoning. I had nothing to add to her group. I’d be more of a hindrance than a help. No biggie.

“I’ll get Alexia and Rick down here,” Sebastian said as he headed for the door. “I take it you want to go right away?”

“Yes,” Teresa replied.

He left with a terse nod.

I didn’t like that Ethan was going with his fractured wrist, but he didn’t require a healthy arm to use his powers. And he needed to be doing something besides sitting around worrying about Double Trouble. Their problems would still be here when the team returned with Switch bundled up in chains.

Rick, though, was impulsive and emotional. And Sasha wasn’t going to like one of her people being roped into this little mission against Uncle. Or maybe she’d cheer him on—I didn’t really know her well enough to guess if she’d high-five him or lose her shit. And the one person I wanted to confide all of this to wasn’t in the loop, and I was forbidden to tell him. Derek wouldn’t like it, but he’d live with it.

Sebastian returned with Alexia and Rick at the same time as Gage and Dr. Kinsey.

“She’s at the lab,” Kinsey said. “She reports nothing new in her findings.”

“Shocking,” Ethan drawled.

“Who’s at what lab?” Rick asked. He glanced around the room, some of his bravado missing in the face of so many older, more experienced Metas. “What’s up?”

“We may have discovered the location and identity of the man you call Uncle,” Teresa said. “You want to help catch him?”

Twenty-two

Raised Stakes

Staying behind while your loved ones go off to catch a crazy person as slippery as Uncle is never an easy thing to do. I knew why I wasn’t going, but that didn’t make it hurt any less to see the puddle-jumper take off from the landing pad.

Derek stood next to me, also watching, probably as confused as the majority of the folks who lived on the island. He knew something big was going down, hence Teresa leading the mission. And I respected him a bucket load for not asking questions I couldn’t answer.

Gage watched from my left, arms crossed over his chest, jaw clenched so tight I thought his teeth would break. He was second-in-command and it made sense for him to stay behind and hold down the fort here. Teresa had taken Marco along, so he could do any required sniffing around. Still, Gage was taking this personally. I knew him well enough to see it etched in the lines at the corners of his mouth and eyes, and I swear the gray streaks in his hair had gotten wider.

“I’ll be in the conference room,” Gage said. He walked away with a furious stiffness that he didn’t bother hiding.

“I know you can’t tell me what’s going on,” Derek said when we were alone on the stone pad, “but if I can do anything . . . ?”

“I’ll let you know,” I said. “I wish there was.”

“But right now it’s a matter of hurry up and wait?”

“Basically.”

“Does this have anything to do with Landon?”

I hesitated, unsure how much I’d be giving away by answering at all. “Tangentially, yes.”

“Uncle?”

“Can’t say.”

“All right.”

“How is Landon doing with all this?”

Derek exhaled hard. “He isn’t taking it well, which is to be expected. He and Bethany were raised like siblings. For better or worse, she was his sister, and he doesn’t know life without her.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Thank you. Teresa and I discussed this briefly, but we both agree it’s best if Landon is the one to make the call.”

“The call?”

“About turning off her life support, if the second opinion supports Dr. Kinsey’s diagnosis.”

“Right.” My stomach turned at the idea of pulling the plug on an eighteen-year-old. It just wasn’t right, damn it. “I’m going to go check on the kids, okay?”

“Want some company?” Off my look, he added, “Landon’s sleeping.”

I smiled. “Sure, I’d like that.”

We found the Junior Meta Squad in one of the empty rooms along the main first-floor corridor. It had been set up with cots, tables, and chairs, and a stack of games. Tate and Barry were hunched over a chessboard and barely glanced up when we walked in. Nicolas was lounging on a bunk reading from a tablet. Sasha paced back and forth in front of the windows, her sparkly eyes flashing in the sunlight with each pass.

They all looked so young and scared.

“What’s a Chimera?” Nicolas asked. He put the tablet down on his chest to see us better.

The question wasn’t directed at me, so I deferred it to Derek. “It’s a creature from Greek mythology,” he replied. “A monster made of a lion, goat, and snake. Seeing it was often a bad omen. It can also mean an illusion, or a trick of the mind’s eye.”

“Why did you pick it as your code name?”

Derek came farther into the room and sat on a folding chair near Nicolas’s bunk. Everyone in the room had stopped to listen. He didn’t seem uncomfortable with his audience, and I have to admit to being curious about the answer, too.

“I chose Chimera for two reasons,” Derek said. “The first was my powers of alchemical transmutation.” Tate made a face, so he explained, “I can change strong metals into weaker ones, and vice versa. Solid steel that rips apart like tin. It’s an illusion of sorts.”

“What’s the other reason?” Tate asked.

“That one is more personal. Growing up I felt a bit like the Greek monster, made up of various parts. I was raised by an uncle who didn’t particularly like me. My mother died when I was a baby, and no one knew who my father was.”

“So you’re kind of like us? No real parents.”

He smiled sadly at Tate. “Yes, I suppose I am. I wish I’d had people like Teresa and Renee and the others around to help me out when I was your age. My life would have been very different these last twenty years.”

And we’d have maybe never met. My heart ached at the thought, and I was suddenly very, very glad to have Derek Thatcher in my life.

Tate returned to his game while Nicolas studied Derek intently for probably close to a full minute. Then he sat up and stretched his feathery wings. “You play chess?” he asked.

“I do,” Derek replied.

“We have a second set.”

They set up the board at another table. I wandered over to Sasha, who still vibrated with tension and pent-up energy. “Teresa will take care of Rick,” I whispered.

“I hope so,” Sasha said fiercely. “For her sake.”

* * *

A piercing wail interrupted Derek’s move to get himself out of a check. The siren was a general emergency alert, and it sent a bolt of sick worry through me.

“Keep them here,” I said to Sasha as Derek and I made tracks for the door.

The corridor was already filling up with people heading toward the conference room. I pushed ahead and ran straight into Denny. His sister Kate was behind him. I shook my head at both of them—I had no idea what was going on. Less than three hours had passed since our group left, which meant they should be arriving at Richmond at any moment.

Gage was already in the conference room, hunched over the computers. Both screens showed news coverage of a large brick building with sections on fire. I stared at it, a little relieved it was just a widespread fire and something we could help with if state officials asked—until I saw the location on the bottom corner of one screen.

Richmond, VA.

“What happened?” I asked, closing in on Gage. My heart wanted to hammer right out of my chest, and I wasn’t even sure I was standing upright.

“Teresa called to tell me they’d arrived,” he replied, face white and eyes wide. “Then I heard the explosion and we got cut off. No one’s answering their coms.”

“That doesn’t mean anything.”

“It means everything.”

We had seven people out there who had maybe just walked into a trap, but we didn’t know that we’d lost anyone. We’d simply lost communication with them. The raging fires on the screens made my skin prickle with phantom pain. I’d lost so much to fire already. No one else.

And all of the rumbling voices in the room were giving me a headache.

“Everyone, shut up!” I stood on the desk chair to get people’s attention, and silence fell over the crowded conference room like someone flipped a switch. Nice. “Some kind of explosion has affected a research facility in Virginia. We have seven people down there and we’ve lost communication. This is an R&D firm, which means we don’t know fuck-all about the shit they’re cooking up or what’s burning.”

The sea of familiar faces watching me, waiting patiently for orders, washed an unusual sense of calm over me. Thirty years ran between some of us here, but we were all united by one thing. We were Metas and our family was in danger.

On one of the screens, the closed captioning showed mention of dangerous chemicals and hundreds of people trapped and needing to be evacuated. The other showed an aerial map and how close the facility was to a residential community on the north and another medical complex on the east.

“Richmond police are getting our help whether they want it or not,” I said.

Sounds of agreement rippled through the gathered Metas.

I looked down at Gage, who was working hard to keep himself together. “How do you want to do this, boss?” I asked.

He glanced up at me, and in a blink, his fear shifted into cold determination. I jumped off the chair and let him climb up. The fierce way he looked over everyone sent chills down my spine. “Everyone with an active designation, I want you suited up and by the landing pad in five minutes. Greens are staying here to protect HQ and our wounded.” When he turned his attention to me, I didn’t have to wait for him to ask. I just nodded. “Renee will be in charge here.”

* * *

Preparing twenty-odd people to cross the harbor on two puddle-jumpers required a little planning and several trips, and even with Nicolas pitching in to fly two at a time, the entire production took fifteen minutes we didn’t have. Gage, Aaron, and Derek were the last to go across, and I didn’t resent them for leaving. I had a job to do here, and that included coordinating communication between us and the authorities.

Virginia State Police had already called and officially asked for assistance in stopping the spreading fires. The disaster, they said, could cause long-term harm to the area if the blaze wasn’t controlled before it hit certain areas of Stratfield. And through it all, we’d had no word from Teresa or anyone else with her.

I headed inside. I was officially in charge of the island and its handful of occupants. I’d asked Sasha to keep her friends in their room for now, and she’d agreed. One less thing to worry about. Jessica Lam went with the teams in case medical assistance was needed, leaving Kinsey to oversee the infirmary and its patients. They’d apparently had a pretty epic argument about who would go; I don’t even want to know how she won that coin toss.

Only two other island residents still had Green designations, and they were just too new to take out into the field. The twenty-somethings had come to us only a week ago, and I’d ordered them to stay in their rooms until further notice. They hadn’t argued. This was their first major emergency, and they trusted us to know what we were doing.

I just hoped we did know what we were doing.

I stopped by to check on Sasha and the kids. They were tense but fine, still playing chess to pass the time. Their need to help was written all over their faces. I totally sympathized with that feeling of helplessness in the face of imminent disaster.

My next stop on the way to the conference room was the infirmary to visit Double Trouble.

Noah was dozing in one of the private rooms, and I did a double-take at his appearance. It had been two days since I’d last seen him, and he’d gotten so much worse. His skin was a sickly yellow color, like old dried paste. The dark smudges under his eyes had deepened and widened like a pair of fight-worthy shiners. His T-shirt was soaked through with sweat, and when he opened his eyes, they lacked any real color. Not Dahlia’s baby blues and not Noah’s vivid emerald green. They were as worn and washed out as the rest of him.

“I’m sorry I let this slip to Ethan,” I said.

He lifted one shoulder in a halfhearted shrug. “Probably good you did. They said good-bye, her and Ethan. I think Dal’s ready to go.”

Tears stung my eyes at the helpless fatigue in his voice. “I hate that we can’t fix this.”

“Me, too. So what’s the emergency? Dad won’t say.”

I gave him the basics of our identifying Uncle/Switch/Nancy Bennett, as well as the fire our people were going to fight. Disappointment sank him deeper into the pillows.

“Wish we were there,” he said. “Our powers can do so much together.”

“I know, but we have a lot of people on the ground fighting.” We all had family out there, people we loved. “I’ll keep you posted, okay?”

I headed back to the conference room to monitor the news. Gage sent a message that they were twenty minutes out from the fire’s location. I passed along the little information I’d collected from various news sources—not much for him to use when they got there. Moments later, the bottom corner of one news helicopter’s screen flashed with purple light. I nearly jumped out of my skin.

The reporter zoomed in on the area. A building in the south quadrant of the property, its perimeter in flames, had a small patch of exposed lawn near the fence between it and another medical center. Seconds after the flash, a familiar purple-haired figure appeared with several other people.

I admit it. I whooped out loud.

Before I could tell Gage that I’d seen Teresa, I was distracted by our perimeter alarm beeping at me. Because of the size of the island, we couldn’t keep visual guards at all times. Marco had rigged something similar to the sensors we’d had at Hill House, only these were modified to react to very specific things crossing. We couldn’t have an alarm every time a seagull got curious. We did, however, get one whenever an inanimate object larger than a coffee cup made it on to the island.

The security camera facing the observation tower blinked to life. One of the puddle-jumpers was heading toward the landing pad, which was both alarming and not. The puddle-jumpers had two fail-safes—a security code required to open the doors and to fly the thing, and a switch hidden near the com that sent a signal to our perimeter sensors authorizing entry.

Whoever was flying the puddle-jumper hadn’t activated the switch, which meant they were either too panicked to remember, or they didn’t know about it.

I checked the designation, then opened the com. “HQ to Jumper Two, identify yourself.”

Nothing. I repeated, but still nothing.

The puddle-jumper dropped down to land. I ran with only one thought in my head: Identify the intruders. I didn’t have my Coltson, and I didn’t have backup. All I had with me was a niggling sense of something very big about to happen. The jumper engine was still on when I got there, the blades just slowing down. Both doors were shut, the interior completely empty.

Had it been flown over telekinetically? It was possible. The copter that crashed into Central Park had been operated by a telekinetic. But why land it? Why not send it crashing into the building? I didn’t know enough about explosives to guess what might be rigged or not, so I backed off. Back right inside and into the conference room.

I brought up our security system with the hope of using it to scan the puddle-jumper for threats. The security program blinked open with a grid of the entire island. The feature allowed us to track the number of Metas on the grounds by identifying each person’s individual power signature. The technology that made it work was way beyond me, so I simply trusted it. Dr. Kinsey was the only white dot on-screen, because he was the only non-Meta here. Everyone else showed up as a blue dot.

Seventeen blue dots. Five of those dots had a yellow ring around them, indicating they were unidentified powers.

Eleven of us had stayed behind.

Six unknowns were on our island.

Twenty-three

Raw Business

The main HQ phone rang. My brain was racing with the discovery of six intruders, and I almost didn’t answer.

“HQ, and make it fast,” I snapped into the phone.

“This is Joe Meade, one of the guards at the tower,” a deep male voice said. “I was coming on shift and found your friend Simon Hewitt unconscious near your parking lot.”

Well, that explains how the intruders got the puddle-jumper code.

“Is he alive?”

“Yeah. What’s—”

“We have a small situation over here. No one gets near our parking lot until you hear from me, do you understand?”

Maybe Joe Meade thought he was talking to Trance, because he piped in with a strong, “Yes, ma’am,” and then hung up. I had no clue how I’d call him back later, but at least no one else was coming over the harbor. I had enough to deal with.

The cluster of six dots was inside the building. I dashed to the secured weapons locker at the rear of the room and helped myself to a Coltson. By the time I got back to the computer, the dots had broken up. Two were moving toward the room where I’d left Sasha and the others. Four (including the mind-boggling identified blue dot) were heading for the infirmary.

I opened the loudspeaker. “Heads up, folks, we have intruders. Two heading your way, Sasha.”

My voice echoed down the hall of the mostly empty building and gave me an odd sense of comfort. Whoever these assholes were, they had fewer targets, and those targets still packed a hell of a power punch. Trusting Sasha to take care of half those targets, I made tracks for the infirmary.

The waiting area was empty. I took slow, careful steps toward the door into the private area, straining to hear something. Anything to indicate—

I felt the blow seconds after I stopped rolling across the carpet. My chest ached something fierce, and I couldn’t get a solid breath. My lungs seized as I tried to inhale, and my vision blurred. I’d lost my gun and my sense of equilibrium. My ears hadn’t stopped functioning, though, and I distinctly heard the sounds of a little boy sobbing.

Invisible people. Little boy. Simon unconscious.

Holy shit, they have Andrew.

Ethan’s half-brother Andrew had an invisibility power that affected people near him. All he had to do was concentrate on them, and they’d be as impossible to see as he was, for as long as he wished it. He’d been here before, which accounted for the identified power signature. If someone had hurt Andrew, Ethan would rip out each of their livers and feed it to the guilty party.

The invisible attacker didn’t come at me again. So this is defense, not offense. Interesting.

I got myself back under control and listened. Used every trick Gage had ever taught me about tracking someone. The whisper of a foot over carpet. The softer sounds of Andrew’s gasps and hiccups. The rustle of fabric as it came closer, hopefully someone checking to see if I was conscious or not.

The rustling stopped. Close enough.

I rolled and lashed out at crotch level with my left hand, flexing it at the same time. The male phantom gasped and groaned as I smashed my fist into his invisible junk. Something swatted at my hand, so I kicked up hard. My foot connected with bone and the man clunked to the ground. He flashed into view.

He was my age, pale, bald, dressed in what looked like freaking Special Forces clothes—all black with lots of pockets. He also had the weirdest things attached to his head behind his ears, looping up toward his eyes like the world’s most bizarre headgear. Little yellow lights blinked along the gear. For a moment I thought he was wearing gloves, until I realized his hands were outlined in gray metal.

“Holy hell,” I said. What was he, anyway?

“Renee?” Andrew was running toward me, tears streaming down his face. The poor kid couldn’t go a month without someone traumatizing him, but I didn’t have time to console him.

I rolled up off the floor and gave him a rude push toward the door. “Get out of here, Andrew.”

“They made me help, I’m sorry, they made me!”

“I know, kiddo, it’s okay. I want you to go outside and hide, okay? Hide really well, so no one can find you.”

“Okay.”

Smart kid that he was, he ran.

The air moved, and I ducked in time to miss a blow from Robo-Man that smashed into the wall and right through a layer of drywall and stone. He kicked. It caught my shin like a baseball bat, and I stumbled through the infirmary door and into the corridor. He came at me like something out of a nightmare, determined and without any real facial expression. A monster with one mission—hurt and destroy.

Thuds and shouts echoed down the hall. I couldn’t get to those kids, couldn’t save them, until I took care of Robo-Man.

I flexed a leg and swept his feet out from under him. His ass hit the hard floor, and while my leg was out, I drove my heel into his junk a second time. I pulled back, then lunged past him to get into the infirmary. Two more strangers were still in there with my friends.

Apparently two shots to the nuts weren’t enough to fell Robo-Man, because he tackled me to the floor before I reached the doorway. His incredible weight pressed me flat onto the tiled floor, making my ribs ache with the pressure. Hands closed around my throat. He yanked me up to my feet and wrenched me back at the same time, and then I was in a chokehold I couldn’t break.

I flexed my legs out, twining around his ankles. We crashed backward to the floor, but he didn’t let go. His hold didn’t budge. Air got precious. My face flushed. I reached backward with my left hand and flexed out, wrapping that wrist tight around his throat. We were in a choke-off and I had no idea who’d win.

I squeezed, and as my own air cut off, I debated flexing tight enough to snap his neck. He was choking slowly, his intent clearly to knock me unconscious, not to kill. As much as I didn’t want to kill him, I also didn’t want to be unconscious and at his fucking mercy. I tried flexing my windpipe a little, stretching it out enough to get a bit of extra air down.

It kind of worked. He didn’t notice the change and didn’t increase pressure while oxygen brightened the darkness in the corners of my vision. The sounds from down the hall increased. I needed to get out of this, so I let my body go limp. Let every limb retract to its original shape, while keeping my windpipe flexed. Robo-Man held his grip a few seconds longer, then allowed me to slide to the floor. My head bounced a little hard but I managed not to groan or flinch. I slitted my eyelids and watched his booted feet walk toward the infirmary.

Oh, no, you don’t.

I flexed my left hand out, grabbed his left foot, and pulled. He toppled sideways, smashing his face into the wall. I wrapped my wrist around his ankle and squeezed until he screamed. I felt bone snap and something wet coated my skin. He kicked with his other foot and hit my left arm hard enough to break my hold. I pulled back and away, and he curled forward, groaning.

“Renee?”

The shout came from down the hall. One of the Greens from upstairs, a guy who insisted we call him Able, walked toward me, his face pale and eyes wide. Idiot. “Get back to your room,” I said.

He was already within ten feet of me, and he didn’t stop coming until he’d gotten the entire way, the fool. He stared at the infirmary door while I lunged to my feet, aching in unnamable places. Maybe he could be useful. His power had something to do with kinetic energy and—

The shadows moved in my peripheral vision, and I pivoted. Two new figures stood in the infirmary doorway. One was an almost identical copy of Robo-Man, right down to the shaved head and gear, only she was a girl. The other person was Nancy Bennett, aka Switch, and she was holding my gun.

Without thinking, I moved in front of Able, keeping myself between his stupid ass and the barrel of that gun.

Robo-Chick helped Robo-Man stand up, letting him lean on her while his foot bled all over our floor.

“What do you want?” I asked.

“To make amends for a few of my worst mistakes,” Switch replied. She sounded weary, old, just plain worn out.

I didn’t feel the least bit sorry for her. “By sneaking on to our island and picking a fight? Or by putting our people in danger with that huge-ass fire at Stratfield?”

“The diversion was necessary.”

“For?”

Her eyebrows jumped, but she didn’t answer my question. “A series of secondary explosions are set to go off at Stratfield in five minutes. Allow us to return to your copter and leave the island, and you have my word that I will disarm them.”

“And if I say no?”

“Richmond will be cleaning up the damage for weeks, and you’ll be planning quite a few funerals.”

We had twenty people at Stratfield by now. I didn’t trust her, but we were both all-in and she had every damned wild card in her hand this time.

“What were you doing in the infirmary?” I asked. Killing Bethany and Landon? Doing what your clone minions couldn’t? God, how am I going to I tell Derek?

“Four minutes thirty seconds, Flex,” Switch said.

“Fine.” I swept one hand at the empty hall. “Go.”

Robo-Chick touched the implant next to her left ear, then began hauling Robo-Man down the hall toward the main entrance. Switch followed, the Coltson still aimed at me. I trailed after her, even though I was desperate to know what she’d done in the infirmary. I had to see this through first. Maybe somehow get the drop on her so she didn’t escape.

The sun was nearly down, casting the courtyard in shadows and putting a chill in the air. Two more men just like Robo-Man joined them at the puddle-jumper. Their faces were different enough that they probably weren’t related, but each one had the resigned expression of a soldier who knew no other purpose than following orders. And underneath that technology stuck to their heads, they were (at least according to our security scans) still Meta.

What the hell had been done to them?

The four Robo-soldiers climbed into the puddle-jumper. Switch didn’t. They powered up and flew away like that had been the plan the entire time. They headed toward southern New Jersey, not the observation tower, so any chance of Joe Meade stopping them evaporated.

“I’m a person of my word,” Switch said. Without lowering the Coltson, she removed a small device from her pocket. She typed something into it. “Your people in Richmond are safe from me.”

We were alone in the courtyard, just me and Switch. The person also known as Uncle, who’d caused us so much pain this past week. Who’d caused other people so much pain decades ago by stealing their children and faking their deaths. As desperate as I was to understand her reasons, all I could do was stand there and hate her.

“Why did you stay?” I asked. “Switching sides again, Switch?”

“No one turns on the Overseer and survives, Flex. Not even me.”

“Why not? Who is the Overseer?”

“He never should have sent them after her.”

“After who? Bethany?”

Switch took something out of her pocket and held it up. A flash drive. She lightly tossed it to me. “There are two videos on there,” Switch said. “Video one is for the kids, from Uncle. Please let them watch it in private first.”

“Okay.” I clutched the drive hard to keep my hand from shaking. She was giving me instructions, which meant she wasn’t going to shoot me. So what was going on? “What about the second video?”

“The second video is for Dahlia.”

“Dahlia?”

Switch pressed the muzzle of the gun to the underside of her chin and squeezed the trigger.

* * *

I’d thrown up on the grass twice before Sasha found me outside by the entrance steps. She helped me stand, seeming more confused than hurt.

“What happened?” she asked.

“I’m not sure,” I replied. “She killed herself.”

“Is that . . . is that Switch? Uncle?”

“Yeah. I’m sorry.”

Sasha swallowed hard, her glittery eyes shiny with tears. “I don’t understand.”

“Neither do I, trust me.” I pulled out of her hold, grateful for the help but perfectly able to stand on my own.

Dahlia. Infirmary.

I was running before I even realized it, straight to the infirmary, with Sasha shadowing me—and thankfully eighty-sixing the questions I couldn’t answer. Sasha’s people and my two Greens were in the corridor near the infirmary.

“There’s a little boy named Andrew hiding outside somewhere,” I said to no one in particular. “Tell him Renee says it’s okay to come out.”

I hustled through the waiting area and into the private hallway. Persistent thudding came from behind Kinsey’s closed office door. I shoved it open and earned a grunt as it hit something. The obstacle moved, and I got the door open the whole way. Dr. Kinsey was on the floor, mouth gagged with medical tape, his wrists and ankles bound with plastic zip ties.

“Untie him,” I said to Sasha, who knelt and tried to unwind the tape around his mouth.

The door to Double Trouble’s room was open, the bed empty. My heart slammed double-time against my ribs. I checked Landon’s and Maddie’s rooms next. They were both fine—alert and confused, with no additional wounds.

To my utter shock and relief, I fell right over Noah when I burst into Bethany’s room. He was on the floor, curled onto his right side, half awake. I crawled to him on my hands and knees and grabbed his shoulder.

“Noah, it’s Renee. Can you hear me? Are you okay?”

He reached up to clutch my hand, face scrunching in obvious pain. He let out a long, low groan.

“Noah? Did they hurt you?”

“My head,” he said.

“They hit you in the head?”

“No, not that. Hurts . . . can’t . . .”

Dr. Kinsey stumbled through the door and knelt opposite me. “Noah? Son, what happened?”

Noah twisted his neck and blinked up at his father. The green was back in his eyes, some of the shadows below them gone. But any relief at those changes shattered into horror when his face crumpled and he said, “She’s gone, Dad. I can’t feel her anymore.”

“What?”

“Dahlia’s gone.” The words ended on a choked gasp. Dr. Kinsey pulled his son into his arms and held him while he shook.

Dahlia was gone.

So why had Switch given me a video meant for her?

* * *

Communication with our people in the field was mysteriously restored while we were helping Noah back into bed. Sasha reported that no one in Virginia was dead and they were working swiftly toward managing the blaze. She didn’t tell them what had happened to us. She said that was my job.

Nice kid.

I called Teresa back while Sasha watched her video gift from Uncle. Teresa didn’t sound like she had the energy to flip out, and she went really quiet when I told her about Dahlia.

“He hasn’t felt her since he woke up,” I said.

“I don’t understand,” Teresa said, her voice rough with emotion (and probably smoke inhalation).

“Kinsey’s theory is that Switch was somehow protecting the hybrid-Changeling project. Nancy Bennett’s name was on some of the initial project research, and they worked together during its development. She must have known Noah and Aaron were the only two surviving Changelings.”

“And then we send her information saying that Dahlia’s absorption is killing both her and Noah.”

“So she sets up her chance to get over here and separate them, saving Ace the Changeling and killing Dahlia.”

“She went through a lot of trouble just to get on to the island.”

“Maybe this was her way of quitting her job?”

Teresa snorted hard, and I heard the tears in her voice. “It doesn’t make sense.”

“I know, T. Listen, Switch left us two videos before she blew her brains out. Maybe I’ll get some more answers from those.”

“Let me know what you find.”

“Duh.”

“How’s Andrew?”

“Resilient. Simon wants to take him home, but Andrew insists on waiting until Ethan and Aaron get back.”

“He’s a tough kid.”

“Yeah. Be safe, T.”

The conversation had gone better than expected, but Teresa was probably in shock. So much had happened in the last week, and she was still dealing with the ongoing crisis in Virginia. I wandered into the rec room, to see the Junior Meta Squad in a circle around one of the computers, whispering and wiping away tears. I stood by the door until Sasha waved me over. She reset the video.

I planted myself behind them, five brave teenagers, and watched as an image of Uncle came to life on-screen.

“I cannot ever express to you children how much I regret what has happened these last few months,” he said. “One of the greatest joys of my life was watching each of you grow, teaching you and training you for what was to come. I know you’re all strong and capable, and you will thrive in this strange new world you’ve been thrust into. You’re home now, with others like you. Like us.

“I regret also that I never told you I was Meta, or about my double life. I was forbidden from telling you certain things by my supervisor. I did not always agree with the orders given to me, and I did what I could to protect you. I will never ask your forgiveness for Louis and Summer, or what was done to Landon and Bethany. I don’t deserve forgiveness. But I cannot be ordered to hurt you children again.

“I’m so sorry for everything. I love you all. No matter what else happens, please never doubt that. Take care of each other.”

The screen went black.

I watched it three more times, memorizing the words. Searching for hidden messages or meanings and finding none. Uncle had been following orders when he sent the clones after Bethany and Landon. He’d been following orders when he killed Louis and Summer. Orders very likely sent from the mysterious Overseer that Switch was unable to betray, even at the very end. Uncle had loved those kids and, in their tears, I knew they’d loved him, too.

The second video I watched with Dr. Kinsey, in his office. Noah said he didn’t want to see it, although I knew he’d change his mind at some point. Digesting the video’s contents took me and his dad a while, anyway, because it was totally not what I was expecting. Not even close. But some of the things that Switch said in that video didn’t track with forcing Dahlia out of Noah—in essence, killing her to save him.

The biggest surprise, though, came at the end, and we both agreed Teresa could decide what to do with that bundle of a bombshell.

Our people began to trickle home around one a.m. The first two waves were of the wounded and two people suffering chemical smoke inhalation—one of whom was Derek. He wore an oxygen mask and could walk with help, but his skin was sallow and he looked like a stiff wind could blow him over. He proved the theory by passing out before he even made it to the infirmary.

I checked on him when I could, in between welcoming others back, listening to stories of the rescue, and trying to field questions about our own local drama. All I wanted to do was curl up in a chair next to Derek and hold his hand—I finally understood how Teresa felt when Gage was injured. How helpless you feel, unable to offer comfort to someone you love because you need to do your job.

Ethan and Aaron were both filthy, but unhurt. Noah had left the infirmary a while ago for the seclusion of his room upstairs, and the pair went up to stay with him and avoid lending more chaos to the storm downstairs. Sebastian had a deep gash on his neck and Lacey’s wings had been burned. Rick and Marco were fine, and the former was whisked off quickly to watch the video that all of his “siblings” had already seen.

Teresa and Gage were in the last wave. We moved into the empty conference room, and Gage winced his way through my summary of events so far, including everything I’d seen on both videos, until finally excusing himself to go get some painkillers.

“He took a blow to his collarbone,” Teresa said after he left.

“Ouch.”

“So it sounds like we did get answers to some of our questions.”

“Some, but not all.”

“For example, if Dahlia was so important, why sacrifice her for the Changeling? And why leave a video for her?”

“Exactly.”

Teresa gave me a hard look. “Well, since we can’t ask Uncle anymore, I guess we’ll just have to ask the Overseer when we see him.”

“If we ever see him.”

“We will, Renee. Trust me, all of this is far from over.”

“As long as it’s over for today. Maybe the rest of the week. We need a vacation.”

She snorted laughter. “Yes, we do.” She rubbed her hands over her soot-streaked face. “I need to check in with Sasha. Why don’t you go see how Derek is doing?”

“Yeah, okay.”

We headed for the door together, a pair of battered, weary souls. Just outside, she touched my arm and we stopped. “If it means anything,” she said, “I would have done everything exactly the same way. With Switch, I mean.”

“You’d have orb-blasted those Robo-people into next week.”

“Take the compliment, Renee.”

I smiled, and I didn’t have to force it. “Thanks.”

“He was pretty awesome today, too, you know.”

“Who?”

“Thatcher. You two may not think of yourselves as heroes, but you are. Both of you.”

My eyes stung, and I hugged her to give myself a moment. She held me tight, and I was insanely grateful for my best friend.

* * *

A gentle hand stroking my hair startled me awake. Falling asleep with my butt in a hard chair and my head on the side of a bed wasn’t conducive to good posture, and a bolt of pain shot through my neck as I straightened. My folded arms, which had pillowed my head, came back alive with pins and needles.

Derek smiled at me from his hospital bed. He was off the oxygen, still receiving IV fluids, and had gone from yellowish to normally colored as the toxins were flushed out of his system. He still needed a shave, but I kept that to myself.

“Hey.” I hauled my aching body out of the chair and perched on the edge of the bed. He curled his hands around mine, and I squeezed tight. Grateful to have him here. “Didn’t anyone ever tell you breathing in chemicals is unhealthy?”

“It is definitely on my list of things to avoid in the future,” he said. “I heard you had some drama while we were gone.”

I didn’t know how much he’d heard on the trip home from Richmond, so I kept it simple. “Drama is one way to put it. You mind if I retell the story some other time?”

“Of course. You look exhausted.”

“I am exhausted.” Mentally and physically exhausted, and then some. “Was it bad out there?”

“Pretty bad, but Teresa is an amazing leader. So is Gage.”

“They make a good team.”

He wiggled his eyebrows. “So do you think my assistance will help fast-track me for an actual pardon? Because right now I have two very good reasons for not wanting to go back to Manhattan.”

“Two reasons?”

“I have a son I’m just beginning to get to know, and I’d like to be part of his life. And not from the visitation room at the tower.”

“I get the feeling Landon would like that. What’s the second reason?”

He untangled one of his hands and stroked my cheek. “I’d like to get to know you better, too, Renee Duvall.”

“I’d like that.”

“Good. After you go, get at least twelve hours of sleep.”

I laughed at his deadpan delivery. “Yes, sir.” I brushed my lips across the knuckles of his free hand. “I’ll do everything I can to help you with that pardon. I promise.”

“I bet you never thought you’d say that a week ago.”

“No bet.”

We sat together a while longer before fatigue began pushing on my eyelids. Derek had already dozed off, so I got up and left his room as quietly as I could.

A commotion of voices down the hall drew my attention. Rick poked his head out of Bethany’s room, eyes wild. “She’s waking up,” he said to no one in particular. “Get the doc!”

I rushed into Bethany’s room with Jessica on my heels. Rick was holding Bethany’s right hand and whispering her name over and over. Her eyes rolled behind the lids, and her lips twitched. I stared, shocked.

“I thought she was brain-dead,” I said. Had Dr. Kinsey’s tests been wrong?

“She can’t be,” Rick said. “Look at her.”

He had a point. Bethany continued fighting her way toward consciousness. Her face was still a Picasso of bruises and cuts, with her body just as battered, but she was trying. Dr. Kinsey rushed in and helped Jessica check Bethany’s vitals, as perplexed as I’d ever seen him.

Bethany’s eyelids slit apart enough for a hint of color to peek through. She blinked hard several times, and then she opened her eyes completely. She looked at the faces watching her, awareness sharpening her gaze even as confusion settled in. Her swollen lips tried to say something.

“You’re okay, Beth,” Rick said. “You scared us all to death.”

She ignored him, those startling eyes fixing on me. Startling in that they were bright blue, and I could have sworn they hadn’t been blue before. She swallowed and tried again, this time croaking out, “Noah?”

Everything around me grayed out except for the woman in the bed, whose simple inquiry drove home a realization with the force of a bullet to the brain. It all made perfect sense now. Switch had come here to free Double Trouble of each other, but not the way we’d assumed.

“Oh, my God,” I whispered. I looked into those familiar blue eyes, and I knew.

“What is it?” Rick asked. “What’s wrong with her?”

I glanced at Dr. Kinsey, whose ashen face told me he’d connected the dots, too. He met my gaze and nodded, expression filled with wonder and shock.

“We’ll go get Noah,” I said to her. “He’s fine, I promise.”

She tried to smile, then closed her eyes and drifted off.

“Why does she want to see Noah?” Rick asked. “I don’t get it.”

“Because Dr. Kinsey wasn’t wrong. Bethany didn’t wake up. She’s gone, Rick.”

He blanched. “Then what is this? Who was that?”

“That,” I said, throat clogging with relieved tears, “was Dahlia Perkins.”

Epilogue:

Two Weeks Later

An early autumn dusting of snow didn’t stop today’s training session from taking place on the back lawn. It had been unseasonably cold for the first of October, and today’s flurry was the second in less than three days. I’d bundled up and parked my butt on my favorite bench in order to enjoy it while I could. Living in Las Vegas for so many years meant a lot of winters without snow. I wouldn’t have that problem in the Mid-Atlantic.

The training session was the first of what was sure to be many as Dahlia learned how to use two different sets of powers at once. After spending a week going in and out of consciousness, she’d finally recovered enough to discuss what had happened to her and how. She now had both her fire absorption ability and Bethany’s heat blasts. Getting those powers to work together would take a lot of training, but she’d had a little practice already with Noah.

Only this time, she was alone in her own head.

Dahlia was in the field with Aaron, Marco, and Sasha. I couldn’t hear their conversation, but I imagined it was variations on Don’t overexert yourself and Take your time. Her body was healing quickly. Her mind would take a little longer, and we all knew it. Everyone else also needed time to adjust to Dahlia walking around in Bethany’s body, especially Landon and Noah.

Noah, who was nowhere to be seen most days, the jerk.

A shadow fell over my bench as Teresa settled down on the seat next to me. She was tucked into a winter coat, which only accentuated how pale she was and had been for the last couple of days. We watched the quartet on the lawn in silence for a while.

“Has she said anything to you about James?” I asked.

“No,” Teresa replied. “I think she’s afraid of making him a target.”

“It’s a possibility.”

“I know. Maybe it’s better she never contacts him.”

Switch’s video for Dahlia had been jam-packed with life-changing revelations. In June, at the height of the Changeling debacle, Dahlia had discovered that she wasn’t a born Meta. She was a Recombinant experiment, created in a lab just like the Changelings. In the last few months, we’d had no leads in discovering her past or the truth of her origin.

Switch confirmed it in her recording. She never explained her reasons for leaving the Rangers and joining the minds behind the Recombinant projects, only that she truly believed in the research—at the beginning. She developed a project that was supposed to produce babies who could absorb massive amounts of radiation, going so far as to donate her own DNA to the experiment. Twins were created, a boy and a girl. Those babies, however, showed no signs of an absorption ability.

“I couldn’t terminate my own flesh and blood,” Switch had said. “So I smuggled you and your brother out and gave you to women who would love you. And as of the recording of this message, your brother James is still alive and well. If you ever want to meet him, he’s a mechanic in a little town called Franklin, North Carolina. To my knowledge, he’s never developed powers. He knows nothing about his origin. Telling him is up to you.”

She went on to apologize for what happened to Bethany and the other children. When she lost her powers at the end of the War, she was stuck in her other persona—becoming Uncle and refocusing on those kids was her way of coping with the loss. She was furious when the Overseer discovered Dahlia was alive and demanded her execution this past June. She was equally furious when the mission resulted in the deaths of three of the five hybrid-Changelings. Everything was spiraling out of control.

“I could no longer blindly follow the Overseer’s orders,” Switch had said at the end of the video. “And I have no place in your world. I hope you can accept this gift, Dahlia. I’ve seen enough of my children die. Good luck.”

So poor Dahlia was Switch’s biological offspring, and she had a twin brother out there in the backwoods of North Carolina, blissfully unaware that he was a science experiment gone wrong. Or right, depending on your point of view. I doubted she would contact James until the Overseer was neutralized as a threat. Dahlia would never purposely make him a target of the Overseer and his wrath. If the Overseer didn’t know where he was, all the better for everyone.

“Is Sasha still squawking about feeling trapped here?” I asked.

“Yes, and honestly, I don’t think it’s a terrible idea for her and her team to leave. We have the resources, and more than enough people.”

Sasha reminded me of Teresa in more ways than one, including her stubborn independence. She wanted her people to learn and to train, but she also didn’t want to stay here permanently. Teresa was floating the idea of returning a team presence to the West Coast, maybe in the Pacific Northwest area. Sasha jumped at the suggestion. I admitted that it had merit.

I missed the West Coast.

Two figures crossed the far side of the lawn, hunched against the chilly air, deep in conversation. I grinned at the sight of them together, both ambulatory and smiling. Landon had been officially released from the infirmary a few days ago, and he was healing well. And Derek had returned just yesterday, after being officially and fully pardoned by the United States government for all past crimes.

We’d had quite the reunion and celebration last night.

I’d briefly floated the West Coast idea to Derek, and he’d been intrigued. Getting Landon away from here for a while was a good idea, he’d said, because of Bethany. Seeing her body walking around with someone else inside was hell on him. I didn’t relish the notion of leaving my friends for the other side of the country, but going with Derek wouldn’t be so bad.

“I take it you two are doing fine,” Teresa said, tilting her chin in Derek’s direction.

“More than fine.” My cheeks warmed. “I have to admit, T, never in a million years did I think I’d fall for an ex-Bane.” And I was falling hard.

“I never thought a lot of things would happen. It’s been a hell of a year.”

“Amen. And we haven’t even made it through the election yet.”

She snorted harshly through her nose. “Don’t remind me.”

Gage walked across the snow-dusted field and stopped to talk with Derek and Landon. Next to me, Teresa tensed enough that I noticed. Gage turned to go and spotted us. He froze. The look he and Teresa shared was indecipherable—like the momentary glance of two perfect strangers wondering if they happened to know each other. And like strangers who realize they aren’t acquainted, they both looked away.

“What was that about?” I asked.

Teresa sagged against the bench. “Gage and I had a pretty big fight last night.”

Oh, crap. “About what? Splitting the teams?”

“I wish it was that simple.”

“Then what is it?”

She looked at me, so uncertain and confused it broke my heart a little even before she spoke two words that changed everything: “I’m pregnant.”

Acknowledgments

Much thanks to Adam Wilson, Julia Fincher, and the team at Pocket Star. And as always, thank you to my agent, Jonathan Lyons, for your work on this series.

A special shout-out to Nick M., the only person on the planet who loves Trance more than I do. Your support means the world to me.

Thanks to my family and friends for all the crazy I put you through when I’m writing.

Lastly, big bear hugs to my readers and fans of the MetaWars books. Thank you for sticking with me and my intrepid band of superheroes.

Content

Chimera
MetaWars - 4
by
Kelly Meding

One New Game

Two The Ante

Three House Rules

Four Play the Board

Five The Flop

Six The Turn

Seven The Call

Eight The Bet

Nine The River

Ten Positional Awareness

Eleven Community Cards

Twelve The Bluff

Thirteen Burn Card

Fourteen Two Pair

Fifteen Dead Man’s Hand

Sixteen The Odds

Seventeen Hero Call

Eighteen Dirty Outs

Nineteen Dark Tunnel Bluff

Twenty Wild Card

Twenty-one Freeroll Hand

Twenty-two Raised Stakes

Twenty-three Raw Business

Epilogue: Two Weeks Later

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