Omega Mine

Alpha and Omega -1

by

Aline Hunter

Chapter One

The alley was dark, cold and empty—with no sign of Jonathan Roberts.

“Damn,” Ava Brisbane cursed under her breath and glanced from left to right. Nothing but brick, chilly air and asphalt greeted her from either direction. And just like a bad horror movie, a heavy gray fog was a-rollin’ in.

Double damn.

Lifting her left hand and shoving aside her jacket, she glanced at the thick black leather cuff on her wrist. 12:49 a.m. Yep, it was definitely time to get a move on. The liaison wasn’t coming and being caught out at this hour—in the godforsaken Bronx—was just plain stupid. All kinds of things came out when the sun went down. Things that would eat her flesh and pick their teeth clean with her bones.

The soft humming of the cell phone inside her back pocket vibrated against her ass, tickling her skin through the thin, stretchy denim. She knew who was calling because the same person who gifted her with the electronic device was the only one who knew the number—the annoying, scheming and blackmailing bastard Craig Newlander.

Rolling her eyes, she pulled the thin piece of metal from her jeans, flipped it open and placed it to her ear. “He’s not here.”

“I know that.” Craig’s voice was a deceptive device used to gain favor. He sounded amiable, polite and downright sexy. Too bad he was an asshole, poser and opportunist. “Jonathan was forced to seek shelter when he got a tail. Get out of there and go home. I’ll contact you tomorrow.”

“Wait a minute,” she snapped, attempting to remain calm and keep her voice hushed. “You told me that if I came and exchanged the packages, you would return the locket for services rendered. That was the deal.”

“I’ll contact you tomorrow.”

A loud click echoed in her ear and the line went dead.

Ava extended her arm, glowered at the cell phone and snarled, “You dirty rotten pig bastard!”

For a moment she considered chucking the device across the way and achieving a perverse—but fleeting—satisfaction at its demise. Instead she returned it to her pocket and seethed inwardly. Craig could kiss her ass after she wiped the floor with his. Once she had possession of the locket her useless brother pawned, that’s exactly what she planned do to the arrogant piece of shit.

Her shoulders suddenly felt heavy, laden with the burden of obligation.

Sweet baby Jesus, the entire situation was whack. She was a bartender who peddled drinks for a living, not a hoity-toity Villati who lived off stocks and mutual funds. And if she knew what was best for a continued life expectancy, she would keep it that way. The preternatural investigators who unearthed the existing names and secrets of the supernatural families across the world didn’t last long. Most of the time their obituaries ran in the paper at the same time their findings were bound, recorded and placed in the Villati registry.

Thinking about the circumstances that brought her to this dangerous location incensed her further and she vented her frustrations via the fingers that adjusted the strap attached to the leather messenger bag draped across her chest.

Her brother, Thomas, was a bona fide loser. He’d piddled all of the money left by their parents to nourish his gambling addiction and started hocking their valued belongings when he hit a losing streak. First it was antique silverware and vintage vases. Then, when she noted their absence, he went for the throat and hocked the jewels.

If she hadn’t been neck deep in a horrible relationship that was doomed to sink, yet she felt obligated to repair, she might have noticed the debt collectors and the phone calls. As it happened, she didn’t get hip to the deception until all of Thomas’ fortune was gone. They were forced to sell the home in Greenwich their mother and father had worked so hard for, to save his wretched ass, along with all of the belongings left following their unexpected deaths.

But one treasure had remained hers—the Brisbane family locket, passed down for generations. The platinum piece of jewelry was meant to continue along as a link to the past and it would have until Thomas, in the throes of addiction, had paid her a visit a month previous under the guise of needing a place to sleep for the night. The following morning the locket was gone and within a week she got a visit at her place of employment from a Mr. Craig Newlander, the big Villati head kahuna an asshole of epic proportions and a persistently annoying burr in her ass.

Ava ground her teeth together and exhaled slowly.

She avoided Villatis at every turn, even as they tried to establish a connection. All of her family—with the notable exception of Thomas—had been blessed with some form of advanced perception. Be it something minor, like being able to hear someone else’s thoughts or something substantial, like being able to control and manipulate the will of others. She possessed the latter of the two talents, and that made her a prime candidate for enrollment in their ranks.

Something she absolutely, positively didn’t want to think about.

Mortal minds were cake but supernatural ones such as those of vampires, shifters and magic casters were beyond her capacity. She couldn’t hear them or feel them, and since she couldn’t outsmart, outmatch or outrun them either, it was like walking into a lion’s den smeared in lamb’s blood with a flashing “eat me” sign.

“Damn you, big brother,” she muttered and then sighed. “And damn me too.”

Begrudgingly accepting her fate, she turned, retrieved the cell phone to call a cab and began a quiet trek toward the end of the alley. When the first shadow appeared in front of her, she knew she was in trouble. Then she heard the voice of a second just behind her.

“Well, well, well,” a melodic lilt that only could belong to a vampire cooed. “What do we have here?”

* * *

Diskant Black reveled in the visceral sounds of his Harley Night Train as the brisk autumn air caressed his face. Making the trip to this part of the Five Boroughs was something he never enjoyed but when a stray wandered into his city it meant a proper introduction was in order. The rogue werepanther wasn’t very bright but he’d got the message. This was Diskant’s territory, his domain, and as an Omega—the most powerful of all lycanthropes—his word was law. A lot changed over the centuries but one thing remained the same. Only an Omega bore the mark of all the races and possessed the ability to change into any of them. That meant total submission and respect was bestowed to him among the shifters. In the city that never sleeps he was in charge, and it wasn’t open to discussion.

Inhaling deeply, he absorbed the combined scents of concrete, dirt, water, garbage and exhaust fumes into his lungs. The sour tang of fear enhancing each scent didn’t come as a monumental surprise and wouldn’t have concerned him if the sticky sweet stench of vampire wasn’t combined with it. He snorted, removed the stink from his nose and inhaled again. Deeper this time. It was definitely fear he scented and the sharp, sour smell was pouring off a human. He gripped the bars of the bike and shook his head. It was the wrong place at the wrong time for some dumb schmuck. Probably some addict looking to score or a homeless person who’d picked the wrong stretch of garbage dumpster to sleep in.

Then a roar of outrage sounded nearby, an undeniable battle cry, and revealed the gender of the victim. “Fuck you!” a sultry female voice thundered.

Well, hot damn. Leaving a male to fend for himself he could do but never a damsel in distress.

Diskant dredged in another cool lungful of air, searching for the source of the sour taint of terror and fury. It wasn’t very far…

“Gotcha.” He applied the brake, slung his right leg around and brought his foot to the road and turned the bike in the proper direction.

He found what he was looking for three alleys over. The female had obviously tried to fight—the burning tingle in his nostrils told him that pepper spray had been used—but her lifeless body dangled over the shoulder of one of the leeches nonetheless.

Lowering the kickstand with a flick of his heel, he cut the motor and rose from the leather seat. The unencumbered vampire turned while his companion shifted her small body on his shoulder and began walking in the opposite direction.

“This doesn’t concern you, shifter.”

Diskant swung his right leg up, over and dismounted the bike. He took long, deliberate steps, making a steady and unhurried trek down the alley. The vampire in his path wasn’t much of an obstacle but he wasn’t supposed to be. Diskant recognized the game. It was a classic strategy he’d used with his pack on several occasions—the old bait and switch. One distracts the threat while the other gets away with the bounty. No fuss, no muss. Having a discussion with the vampire approaching would see that female long gone and, more than likely, dead.

He waited until he was nearly upon the vampire before he broke into a sprint, his long leather coat forming wispy tails behind him. Issuing a muffled plea for forgiveness, he plowed into the back of the vampire carrying the female and sent her tiny body soaring into the air. She didn’t make a sound when she landed on the unforgiving cushion of concrete and grime and he almost gave in to the temptation to see how badly she was injured.

Almost.

The vampires attacked him as one, delivering blows and kicks that were too fast to counter. A fist caught his chin just as a foot got too damn close to his balls for reproductive comfort. Another fist skimmed the surface of his stomach while another came at his nose. Dodging to the right, he met an unforgiving set of knuckles that made his teeth rattle. That was followed by a blow to his chest.

Goddamn vampire speed. Blood drinkers were superior in that regard but it didn’t really matter.

Shifters were stronger.

Diskant rotated his shoulders, threw the leeches clear of his body and called on the bear within. He smiled as the woodsy scent of grizzly oozed from his skin—fragrant, potent, feral. Lethal claws extended past his fingers while his teeth elongated, becoming cone shaped, the tips as sharp as razors.

While he wouldn’t win any beauty contests, the physical changes had the intended effect. Two swipes of his hands in either direction ravaged skin and drew blood, rending tissue in half as flesh peeled from bone. The stench of fear tickled like wet paint in his nose, burning his nostrils, and the expressions of the vampires when they got hip to who they were fucking with was priceless.

With a throaty roar, he issued challenge.

Supper time, motherfuckers.

It didn’t take a crystal ball to know what would happen next. The blows stopped, speedy footsteps echoed off the ground to the brick walls of the surrounding buildings and the cowards fled like the hardcore pussies and bottom feeders they were. The feral portion of him raged, wanting to track the lost prey but the man countered the desire, forcing his feet to remain exactly where they were.

He willed the grizzly to settle as he approached the small, motionless form facedown on the ground. No need to terrify the poor kid any further. A betting man would put money on a very valuable lesson learned tonight without his assistance. Claws retracted and his teeth returned to normal but the adrenaline remained. Nothing he could do about that. Only time would slow his heart and ice his temper.

At first he thought the dark strands in the short, spiky blonde hair were blood. However, when he took a knee and peered down he realized they were chunks of dark pink. She was smaller than he’d initially perceived, the size of an imp or a pubescent girl.

“Let’s see what we’ve got here.”

Grasping the denim jacket covering her shoulders, he flipped her over carefully and got the shock of his life. Though tiny, she was undeniably a woman and, like her frame, her features were delicate. A small upturned nose, lush berry-hued lips and thin mahogany eyebrows that arched over heavily lashed lids graced her face. Her blonde hair was cropped short in the back but left layered slightly on top. Never one to be attracted to short hair on a woman, he found the style enhanced her beautiful, pixie-like attributes.

He lowered his head and inhaled deeply, until his chest burned. The scent of vanilla bean, milk, cinnamon, sugar and pure female overwhelmed him. Damn if she didn’t smell good. Shifters could detect the alcohol in sprays or the disinfectant used in soaps.

But this…

This was the kind of scent a man could lose himself in—clean, fresh, tantalizing and arousing. His cock swelled and pulsed when he imagined peeling her clothes off, tasting her silken skin and then disappearing between her legs for hours to devour her cunt. He would part her seam, lick from bottom to top, tease her clit and lap her cream up like warm honey until she screamed his name over and over again.

She would taste incredible. He was certain of it.

He shook his head in an attempt to cool the powerful arousal coursing through his body like molten fire. Where the fuck had that come from? Fucking a human was asking for trouble. They were too weak to take what shifters wanted sexually and this one looked to be as fragile as fine china. Not to mention the fangs, claws and domination between the sheets weren’t very appealing to females who didn’t have a beast of their own beneath the skin. Likely she’d run screaming the minute he flashed his cock, told her to get on her knees and instructed her to take him between her plump little lips and suck.

Get a fucking grip.

He assessed her injuries, rotating her head from side to side. Aside from a purple bruise along her jaw and a nasty cut above her left eye, she appeared fine. There were no puncture wounds or signs she’d been bitten.

Odd.

Vampires glamoured, fed and left their victims where they dropped. On a rare occasion they took victims as feeders, forcing them into servitude, but that only happened when they tasted a rare vintage or found a donor impossible to resist. She was beautiful enough to warrant the second notion but his gut told him that wasn’t the reason.

Why would they want to take this female without sampling her first?

A shrill siren sounded in the distance, probably four or five alleys over, bringing things back into focus. First things first, he had to get her out of here. Questions would come after he got her home, cleaned her up, took off her clothes and tucked her into his bed.

Don’t even go there.

No, definitely not home. He would take her to the hospital. They could care for her there and see that she found her way home. Someone had to be searching for her. Parents, siblings. A lover or husband…

A throaty growl of rage crept up his throat.

Oh yeah. He definitely needed to drop her off and walk away. No strings attached. Reacting like this could lead to things he didn’t want to think about, like lifemates and bloodbonding.

He knew he was fucked the minute he lifted her in his arms and all the beasts beneath his skin growled in contentment, each one brushing against the inside of his skin. They came at the same time, fighting for a place to break free and make their own unique mark of claim. The animal forms he possessed had chosen random females they’d appreciated over the years, but never had they voiced approval at the same time.

Holy fucking shit.

The sensation was jolting and set him off balance. He stumbled with her in his arms like a sloppy drunk and struggled to remain in human form. He willed his beasts to back off and growled when they didn’t obey. Cold air caressed the beads of sweat on his forehead, cooling him down until he was in control once more.

I have to get her the fuck away from me.

The thought brought him to his knees.

The pain of meeting the hard concrete was nothing compared to the agony of an inevitable shift. Not when all of the primordial parts of him were battling for supremacy. They’d rip him apart to gain favor and take control. It was an indisputable fact. Only one thing would soothe them, bringing each and every one of them together, but in the doing would cement his fate whether he liked it or not.

Unable to do anything else, he accepted the will of his animalistic halves and buried his face into the neck of the unconscious female, pulling her scent into his lungs. The fragrance was like a balm that tamed and calmed, starting in his nostrils and winding its way through his body. He darted his tongue out and tasted the skin along her throat, lapping reverently at her tender flesh. With that first taste of her sweetness the burning in his bones lifted and the tingling along the surface of his skin vanished.

Fucking hell.

Allowing the man to walk away was one thing, but this was something else entirely. He lifted his head and brushed a shaky finger against a chunk of pink hair, swallowing thickly.

“Let’s get you out of here, Pinkie.”

She weighed next to nothing, and with her short stature it was easy to situate her in his lap on the bike. The loud roar of the Harley didn’t rouse her, and he realized just how vulnerable she was. Like a tiny, helpless kitten nestled against his chest. Her small head notched under his chin when he lifted the kickstand with his heel and shoved it into place.

“Hang on,” he whispered into the softness of her hair and wrapped his right arm around her waist.

She didn’t make a sound when he guided the bike onto the road, put on speed and took off in the direction of home. This was the stupidest thing he had ever done, and he’d done some pretty idiotic shit in the past. Hopefully by the time she woke he’d have a handle on himself and they would have the opportunity to talk.

Talk. Now that was a laughable thought.

He couldn’t talk to her like this. Not with his rock-hard cock straining against his leathers. The fucking thing was practically begging her to touch it, pulsing against her soft bottom as if it were attempting to gain her undivided attention.

Christ.

Sure, they would talk. After he took an ice-cold shower and stroked himself to a good strong release…

The air carried her succulent scent to his nose and his muscles went taut before his entire body shuddered.

Better make that two.

Chapter Two

Something fuzzy brushed against Ava’s nose, rousing her from a restful slumber. She grumbled and swatted at the softness with her fingers, shifting her body slightly. Hot breath and the discernible funk of dog food crashed into her face as something cool and wet prodded her chin, followed by the brush of a rough, warm tongue.

“What the—” She opened her eyes, met the stare of an enormous beast and screamed loud enough to wake the dead.

Scrambling wildly, she fell off the side of an unfamiliar bed in a tangle of sheets, limbs thrashing, and struggled to gain her balance. The fact that she was clothed in nothing more than her underwear, in a room she didn’t recognize, didn’t register. Her focus was on the hideous canine that plopped down on its rear across from her and tilted its head to the side as if it were trying to gauge her reaction.

“Stay,” she ordered in a pitifully weak voice. The massive thing started to move and she swallowed loudly, inching toward a door on the left. “God, but you’re an ugly one. Aren’t you?”

The dog’s haunches came off the bed and it growled, baring teeth.

Not good.

“Whoa, ugly,” she ordered and lunged for the door. Once she’d snatched the handle, she turned it and applied pressure with desperate fingers.

The dog barreled off the bed and she pushed at the door. Crying out when it gave way, she fell inside a pitch-black space. She didn’t think twice about slamming the thin barrier closed and facing the darkness. Dark she could handle. Deranged wildebeests with fangs the size of tusks were another thing altogether.

Heavy claws bore down on the other side of the door, scraping viciously. Growls became heavy brays, so loud the door vibrated with each deep bellow. Scooting on her palms and heels, she tried to place as much space between her and the hound from hell as possible, kicking away from the crack of light against the hardwood floor. Something brushed against the top of her head and she lashed out, squealing in terror while slapping at the flimsy thing with her hands. Objects fell on top of her, some light, some thick and heavy. The harder she thrashed and fought the more she became entangled in the mess.

The loud howls came to an abrupt stop when she heard a man order in a deep husky baritone, “Quiet, Oscar! Sit.”

The handle jiggled and the door opened. Sunlight poured in and she slapped at what she was mortified to discover were sheets and blankets. A large form appeared in the doorway and she froze. Memories from the night before rushed back, sending her into a panic. Vampires had attacked and the entire world had gone black. But she wasn’t dead and the sun was shining.

What the hell happened between then and now?

Desperate for answers, she reached out with her mind, homed in on her captor’s thoughts and listened. A big wall of nothing greeted her. It was daytime, so he wasn’t a vampire. She eyed the enormous shape before her. She couldn’t make out his face but he was big, big and big…

Oh crap.

Shifter.

“It’s all right, Pinkie,” the form said softly and crouched. “Don’t be afraid.”

“D-dog,” she stammered dumbly and hated herself for sounding like a complete ninny and idiot. Of course he knew a rabid canine was present. He’d called the damn thing off. Unfortunately she couldn’t think of anything intelligent to say.

“Let me guess.” His shadowed head tilted to the side and she detected laughter in his voice. “You called him ugly.”

“What?” She swatted at a sheet dangling next to her face and scowled at his corresponding throaty chuckle.

“Oscar.” He lifted a hand and flicked his thumb over his shoulder. “You told him he wasn’t much to look at. Didn’t you?”

Her face flamed in embarrassment. What if the dog wasn’t really a dog at all? She hadn’t been around a shifter in animal form before but the hideous thing was terrifying—and large—enough to pass for one.

“Yes.”

Clucking his tongue, he stood and flicked a switch on the wall. “I would suggest you keep those kinds of thoughts to yourself from here on in. Oscar is as docile as a lamb until you remind him he’s got a face only a momma could love. You might find this hard to believe but he was quite a heartbreaker as a pup.”

His words didn’t process, not when she got her first look at the owner of that deep, commanding baritone. Working in a dance club meant she saw her fair share of preternatural creatures—vampires, shifters and demons were common patrons of the establishment—and through it all, she’d learned one valuable lesson. Steer clear of them. They were as dangerous as they were sexy, able to tear people apart before they felt that first, telling bite of pain. She knew better than anyone not to take the stranger in, not to view him as a man or to allow herself to fantasize about what could never be between them. But god help her, shifter had never looked so good.

He was barefoot, dressed in a snug pair of faded blue jeans and a thick brown sweater with a Cleveland Browns logo in the center. Rich black hair fell in thick strands to his shoulders, framing a face with full, sensual lips, a straight nose and a squared jaw shadowed with a slathering of equally dark stubble that made her heart skip a beat. His beautiful mouth curved in amusement when she did a double take and she quickly averted her eyes, knowing he’d caught her staring.

Busted.

“What happened? How did I get here?” she asked and licked her lips before bringing the bottom one between her teeth. It sounded like he groaned but she wasn’t willing to glance up to be sure.

“How much do you remember?”

He doesn’t know you’re aware of what he is, she reminded herself. Keep it that way.

“Two men tried to mug me. When I fought one of them decked me. I don’t remember anything after that.” She found the courage to meet his eyes and anything else she wanted to say died in her throat. His irises were a pure vibrant gold. There was no way he could pass for human, not with peepers like those.

Oh god.

She tore her eyes away and recalled all the reasons she couldn’t allow herself to fantasize about those lips, those eyes or what was sure to be a perfectly toned and sculpted body beneath his clothes. Yet even as she tried she felt her body respond, nipples going hard and panties becoming moist.

And he could smell her arousal.

Damn, damn, damn!

Stop thinking impure thoughts. You cannot have him. He’s from a different species that likes to bite, control and dominate.

“Who are you?” She choked out the question.

He approached oh so slowly and sweet Mary Jane if his body didn’t ripple with the movement. He knelt inches from her and reached out. His fingers were wide and thick, the tips blunt but slightly rounded, the nails trimmed short. Her eyes went wide when he slid his fingers behind her ear and palmed her jaw. Electricity accompanied his touch, sharp bristles of pleasure that zinged through her skin, traveled down her spine and went directly to her sex.

Gasping softly, she kept her eyes locked on to his mouth as he neared. The distance between them vanished and that glorious face of his came closer, then closer still. He smelled of soap and water—fresh, clean and undeniably male. When his lips stopped scant millimeters from her own, she detected the tantalizing aromas of coffee and sugar.

“Diskant.” He breathed his name against her mouth, so close she could taste him.

Diskant? The name struck a chord of recognition but the memory was hazy.

Lifting her gaze was foolhardy and dangerous but she did so anyway. Beautiful pools of shimmering gold stared back. The hand at her jaw drifted down, traveling along the length of her throat and past her collarbone. It was such a gentle touch, fingers barely skimming the surface of the skin. Goose bumps followed the path he created, a winding trail of prickling heat that shot all the way to her bones.

“Beautiful,” he whispered, never breaking the eye contact.

“B-beautiful?”

“Your eyes,” he answered. “So blue.”

Air escaped her lungs in a quiet sigh and her lids slid closed when his lips brushed against hers, side to side, left to right. The gesture was so innocent, so intimate. Her mouth opened in welcome and he accepted the invitation like a gentleman. His tongue slid past her lips, allowing her to taste him for the first time. The sweetness of hazelnut and sugar coated her tongue. She moaned, lifted her left hand and wrapped her fingers loosely around his wrist.

His tongue flicked against hers, teasing and taunting. She responded, mirroring the laps until the tips of their tongues touched, pulled away and met once more. It was a treacherous game of cat and mouse. He baited her, offering her his tongue before moving away, forcing her to chase and follow. Each pass fueled the fire in her veins and increased the pulsating heat wetting the skin between her legs.

When she felt him initiate more, delving deeper and tasting her completely, she was eager to give him what he desired. Her lips parted and she allowed him to take control, to dominate her mouth. He explored each and every crevice, tracing her lips before tasting her deeply. His teeth captured the tip of her tongue when she tried to follow his lead. He sucked the tiny nub, flicking his own tongue across the surface in agonizingly slow circles.

Her pussy throbbed, hammering inside and out while her clit pulsed. It was a miserable ache, one that caused her to writhe against the blankets and sheets. Never before had she wanted a man so terribly. With her ex-fiancé, Martin, she’d made love slowly, cautiously. But now she wanted to be reckless and wild, uninhibited and free.

As if sensing her thoughts, Diskant pulled away and pressed that clever mouth against the corner of her lips, then her jaw, neck and the hollow of her throat. The gentle fingers he placed on her collarbone went down until her breast rested in his palm. His thumb came over the thin lace covering the nipple and rotated, around and around, driving her mad as he stroked her.

“Christ, you smell good,” he rasped against the delicate curve of her shoulder. “I want to taste every single inch of your skin, starting at your mouth and working my way down.”

Her only response was an amiable whimper of consent and agreement. Even if it was dangerous, and even though she knew better, she wanted the same thing.

Abruptly Diskant’s head lifted and his fingers stilled. Her body screamed at the loss of his touch, demanding that she reach out and bring him back to her. The rim of her nipple prickled where he maintained contact, and the wet path he created with his lips and tongue was white hot yet impossibly cool.

A voice called out from below, the sound muffled. “D!”

“Shit.” He rose in a quick motion that belied his size. “I didn’t expect anyone for another hour.”

Ava stared up at him dumbly, thoroughly aroused and achy. Her body clamored for release, her insides literally quivering for it. He turned and walked from the small space as if she wasn’t sitting in a laughable heap where he left her. Anger followed the curt dismissal and allowed her to focus on the matter at hand rather than her raging hormones.

She became fully cognizant of her surroundings, taking in as much as she could see. She was in a closet, partially clothed, in an unknown location. The hound from hell was still standing guard outside the door, his large brown eyes attentive. The sound of a nearby door being slammed was immediately followed by the distinct click of a lock being turned. Diskant reappeared in moments with an annoyed scowl on his face.

“I’m sorry.” His expression changed when he peered down at her. “It’s my turn to host game day.”

Diskant glanced at a few sweaters hanging on either side of the closet as if he were grappling with something. Then he turned his full attention to her and his gold irises flared yellow. Some kind of decision was made in those short seconds because there was a flash of possessiveness in his stare that wasn’t there before.

“Put this on.” He pulled his sweatshirt over his head, baring a tanned, chiseled torso and washboard abs, and tossed it in her direction. “Don’t take that off, no matter what you do. I have to go downstairs and tell everyone I’ll be indisposed. While I’m down there I’ll grab you something to eat and get your clothes out of the dryer, all right?”

Her heart slammed into her throat and her stomach did a sickening flip-flop that made her queasy and lightheaded. She said a silent prayer of thanks that Diskant was too busy choosing another shirt from the closet to pay her any attention. It was difficult enough to institute the exercises she used at the bar to keep fear at bay, taking deep breaths through her nose and exhaling through her mouth. The sleeve marking—much like a tattoo—that ran from his shoulder to his wrist told her what kind of shifter she had nearly fallen into the sack with, and it wasn’t good. Not good at all.

An Omega.

The intricate design was a mystical thing she’d read about while doing research on the paranormal after accepting the bartending job at Club Liminality. She knew if she looked closely she would find each of the shifter breeds in the design of the marking, their bodies etched into the skin just as they were embedded within the body and soul. Only those chosen to take over for the presiding Omega were gifted with the mark that arrived at maturity. A darkening of the skin like a tattoo that started at the wrist, covered the left arm and wound across the shoulder toward the heart.

Diskant Black was the Omega of the New York area. She’d heard the name while on the job but had never met the shifter. That cloud of confusion was long gone, leaving stark clarity in its wake. How in the hell had she gotten herself into this?

Silently, she slid on the overlarge garment, bringing as little attention to herself as possible. His scent was damning, imploring her not to listen to her mind but to her body and soul.

“I won’t be long,” he promised as he slid a black turtleneck over his head.

Rational thought kicked in. If she was going to get out of here she had to strategize. He thought she was human, without any knowledge of his kind. It was best to play stupid, wait for him to leave and then get the hell out.

“Can you take Oscar with you?”

His smile was nearly her undoing, both sexy and playful, and her insides wilted as another wave of heat attacked all of the erogenous zones of her body. He adjusted the collar of the formfitting sweater and returned to her, kneeling down.

“Yo, D!” the deep voice from below bellowed. “Where you at?”

Diskant cursed, lowered his head and stole a quick kiss before lurching to his feet. He walked to the door, stopped and turned on his heel. “I won’t be long.” She was about to remind him about the dog when he said, “Come on, Oscar.”

The moment he left the room and the outer door closed with a double snick she was on her feet and all but barreling out of the closet. The light came from a window in the left wall, and she made haste to the venetian blinds. After hiking them up, she pressed her face against the cool panel of glass and sighed in relief. The fire escape was ready and waiting. She glanced down at her bare legs, contemplating her choices. Now she just needed some kind of protection against the elements.

She hurried around the end of the massive four-post bed and came to a matching antique dresser. The first drawer consisted of neatly folded black boxer briefs, the second was full of thin white T-shirts and the third was stocked full of black socks. It was the essential fourth drawer that delivered pay dirt. Jeans were folded neatly inside, along with a few pairs of black sweatpants.

She hiked a pair of the cotton pants out and slung them on. When she finished tying the cord snugly at the waist she bent over, folded the material and rolled the legs up until she could walk without falling. Her New Balance sneakers were placed at the end of the bed along with her messenger bag and she scurried over to them. Crouching down, she worked her feet inside the shoes and picked up the tote.

Opening the window was easy, and she understood why after she climbed down the chute and took the ten-foot plunge to the concrete below. Bright red bricks clashed against the blue sky from one end of the building to the other. Diskant Black, the Omega of the New York Boroughs, lived in an old fire station.

She wanted to laugh but decided it was best saved for the subway ride home. Holding on to the bag draped across her chest, she took off in a dead run, winding through the cars that indicated she was in some place on the Upper East Side.

And she didn’t look back.

* * *

His body was humming, his blood was on fire and his balls were ready to explode. Diskant reached down and shifted his throbbing cock, grimacing as the rough texture of his jeans chafed the skin. A cold shower wouldn’t do shit now. One taste, one tiny fucking sample of what pleasures lay in store and the female upstairs had him wrapped around her little finger.

Pinkie, indeed.

It had taken all of his control to take it slow, to allow her take the lead and set the pace—and fucking hell, what a pace. She was everything a woman should be: hot, soft, willing, eager. Best of all, she only needed one tiny kiss and a few lingering caresses to make her sweet pussy weep. The aroma of her arousal as she surrendered to him had almost broken his resolve. He could almost taste how delicious she’d be, hot and musky, with a hint of cinnamon and spice.

His mouth had watered at the prospect of going down on her, especially upon his earlier discovery when he’d cleaned her up and put her in his bed. While removing her clothes to launder, he’d inadvertently snagged her lacy panties in her jeans, and, well, he couldn’t help but look. She was completely bare downstairs, as smooth and silken as a baby’s bottom. A triangle of blonde curls would be nice but seeing her hairless pink lips got him hotter than a wolf during the mating heat.

Christ.

Diskant followed the scent of his visitor, hooking a right past the kitchen with Oscar on his heels. The entire firehouse had been gutted after he purchased it. Aside from the large garage, upstairs bedrooms and two stainless steel poles, it was as posh as his place in Miami. The rooms were all modernized, including the kitchen and bathrooms. And of course, there was the one room the pack loved most. Fifty feet long and thirty feet wide, the basement housed a sixty-inch plasma television, a wraparound couch and a regulation-sized slate pool table. There was more than enough space to accommodate the dozen or so pack members who came to enjoy the game, as well as any females they brought along for shits and giggles.

“There you are, man.” Trey lowered a keg to the floor and moved away from the bar. “I was just stocking up for the game. Nathan has the eats. He said he should be here in thirty.”

Diskant’s oldest and closest friend was also the werewolf Alpha of New York and, consequently, ruled over the largest pack in the northeastern portion of the United States. That made him one bad motherfucker. Trey was dressed in his usual football gear—New York Giants jersey, jeans and scuffed sneakers. Though nowhere near as tall as Diskant’s six feet, six inches, he still stood imposing at a nice, even six-foot-two. His body, while lithe and lean, carried the scars that proved he knew how to scrap in a fight.

As an Alpha, learning to fight was as essential as a diver learning how to swim.

Trey brushed his hands over his short brown hair. He stopped, his honey-colored eyes inquisitive. “What’s with the sweater? And why do you look ready to kill someone? Did things go shitty with the stray?”

“You could say that.” Diskant tried to cool his ardor by accepting what he’d tried to deny the past twelve hours. He looked Trey in the eye and said, “I’ve found my mate.”

Curiosity was quickly replaced with shock. “Come again?”

He shook his head and lowered his eyes, staring at the Berber carpet. “Last night after I took care of the stray, I came upon a scuffle. Two vamps versus one human female. I got rid of the leeches, went to check on the girl and the next thing I knew all of my beasts are fighting for a place at the front of the line. I brought her home, cleaned her up and tried to stay as far away from her as possible. But when she woke up and I went to talk to her…fuck.”

Diskant walked to the bar, reached over the counter and snagged a bottle of Grey Goose. If he couldn’t bargain with his raging cock, he could at the very least attempt to appease it with a good, mind-numbing buzz.

“Let me guess,” Trey said from behind him. “You couldn’t keep your hands off her?”

“Hell no,” he answered as he began unscrewing the bottlecap. “I was like a kid in a candy store.”

Trey leaned against the bar. “She’s here? Right now?”

“Affirmative.”

Trey snatched the bottle before he could take a swig, causing the clear liquid to splash from the neck of the glass container. “Then what the fuck are you doing down here with me?”

Diskant lifted his head, meeting his friend’s amused stare. What was he doing down here? His female was waiting upstairs for him, clothed in nothing more than a cotton sweatshirt and her underwear. The image of her flushed face came to mind. Lips swollen, pebbled pink nipples erect, dark blue eyes clouded with desire and confusion. And he’d left her inside the closet like nothing more than a discarded blanket, with her body needy and her pussy dripping.

Like a goddamn asshole.

Fuck.

“Tell everyone that upstairs is off limits. Let yourselves out. I don’t plan on coming downstairs any time soon.”

Trey extended a hand, nodding. “I’m happy for you, D. Things like this don’t happen often for our kind.”

Accepting the gesture, Diskant took Trey’s hand in his own, shook and agreed. “You’re right. They don’t.” Alphas stayed single the longest. No one knew why. It didn’t make a hell of a lot of sense as mates grounded and centered a male. It wasn’t fair, especially for someone like Trey, who had waited centuries.

“So what’s her name?” Trey released his hand, bent across the bar and returned the bottle to its proper place.

As a male, Diskant had never experienced shame—until that question. The other half of his soul waited just upstairs, the woman he would spend eternity with, and he only knew her by a nickname he’d bestowed.

“Pinkie.”

Trey grinned. “Pinkie?”

“Don’t ask.” He motioned to the mutt sprawled at his feet. “Can you take care of Oscar while you’re here?”

“Fugly?” Trey smiled when the dog lifted his head and growled. “Sure.”

Diskant quieted the dog by patting him on the head. “Thanks, man. I’ll call you later.”

He left the room and went directly into the kitchen. The food he’d prepared earlier in the morning was in the microwave—ham, biscuits and scrambled eggs. He nuked the plate while he retrieved the butter, raspberry jelly and a container of orange juice. After tossing it all on a tray, he exited the kitchen and went directly for the bedroom, forgoing a trip to the laundry room. To hell with her clothes. She wouldn’t need those for a while. After she ate it would be his turn to feast. And he planned to take his time enjoying every single nook and cranny of her body.

The smell of muggy New York air hit his nose the instant he opened the door and he knew. A quick glance at the open window and the floor where her shoes and satchel no longer remained confirmed it.

She was gone.

Tossing the tray onto the dresser, he rushed to the window, consumed by panic and fury. He never should have left her alone, not as she was. She was aroused, but before that she had been terrified. Of course she’d flee. He’d given her no reason not to.

I don’t even know her name.

“Trey!” he roared and strode to the bed to retrieve the pillow she’d slept on.

Heavy footsteps from downstairs sounded like a running-of-the-bulls stampede. His friend appeared in the doorway in seconds, braced for war and ready to rumble.

“What’s wrong?”

“She’s gone,” he snarled in disgust, furious at himself. “I shouldn’t have left her alone. Not until I explained things to her.”

He threw the pillow at Trey and went to the closet to retrieve his shoes. “That’s hers. When everyone else gets here I want you to have them take a sniff, memorize it and split up. Tell them she’s wearing a sweatshirt covered by my scent and that she’s on foot. I’m going to try to track her from here.”

“Why don’t you call Wade? He can locate anyone with a few clicks of his laptop.”

Diskant returned from the closet, shoes in hand. “Because you have to have a name to give him.”

Trey narrowed his eyes. “You said her name was Pinkie.”

“I started calling her that while she was unconscious.” Diskant pulled a pair of socks from the dresser and sat on the bed to put on his shoes, adding sheepishly, “I didn’t have the chance to ask for her real name when she came to.”

“So you don’t know her name?

“No.”

“Or where she lives?

“No.”

“How about where she works?”

“No,” he snapped.

“Then what do you know?” Trey asked impatiently.

“She’s lucky if she’s an inch over five feet. She’s blonde, beautiful and has the biggest blue eyes I’ve ever fucking seen.”

And she smells like heaven.

“That’s all you’ve got to go on? In a city as big as New York?”

He stood and collected his cell and wallet. “Correct.”

“I hate to tell you this,” Trey stopped him with a hand on the shoulder and nailed him with a level stare, “but you’re fucked.”

Chapter Three

“I need two shots of Jack, two shots of Hennessy and a tall mug of Smithwick’s. And can you put a move on it? I’ve been waiting over ten minutes.”

Ava nodded at the abrasive command and kept moving down the line, working on three previous orders while trying to keep the incoming ones separate. The club was slammed, the bar was packed and it wasn’t even close to peak yet.

What a crappy way to spend—

“You’re the birthday girl, huh?” A roaming hand accompanied the question and she was forced to remain still as a dollar bill was placed into the clip affixed to her blouse that announced she was another year older. When the man finished he patted the area above her breast. “Don’t spend it all in one place, sweetheart.”

She smirked at the asshole and kept going. All she had to do was make it through the next four hours. After which she would be on a bus to Sevierville, Tennessee. Her own private haven from the world. The time couldn’t pass quickly enough.

“Ava!” her boss barked from the other end of the bar. “We’re going to do the auction in a few minutes. I want to get it done before ten!”

She stopped in the middle of pouring a shot of Crown, turned to him and shook her head. “No way, Brett,” she screamed over the voices. “You suckered me into working tonight but that’s it.”

Brett topped off a mug of beer and handed it to a server. He wiped his hands on a towel tucked inside his black dress slacks and walked over. She returned to the half-empty shot glass and resumed pouring when she felt him at her back.

“It’s tradition, Ava.”

“I don’t care.” She walked to the left and placed the drink on a tray. “I’m not auctioning myself off to the highest bidder to make a quick buck.”

“You know it’s not like that. It’s all in good fun.”

She spun around and faced the bartender, part-time DJ and owner of Club Liminality. He was a woman’s wet dream—tall, blond hair, green eyes, a masculine face with a slightly crooked nose and the most amazing smile you’d ever seen—but the boss wasn’t one to sleep around. That was one of the things she admired most about the man. However, Brett dabbled in some kind of magic she pretended not to be aware of. Months of working together and she still didn’t have a fix on what he was.

“I said no. We’re not in Kansas and this isn’t a barnyard social. When I want strange men to bid on my,” she lifted her fingers and made bunny ears, “picnic basket, I’ll let you know, Yogi.”

“What’s with you?” Brett stayed her hand with a light touch of his fingers when she reached for a clean shot glass under the counter and called another server over to pick up the slack when he pulled her to the side. He lowered his voice when they stood against the backdrop. “The last few weeks you’ve been edgy as hell. You don’t stick around after close. You don’t come in early to shoot the shit. You don’t even cut up with the customers anymore. You come in, do your job and clock out. Don’t think everyone hasn’t noticed.”

His concerned face was too difficult to deny and she found herself caving with a half-truth. She was sure her coworkers noticed the shift in her behavior. Four weeks after leaving a certain Omega high and dry and she still couldn’t get the man out of her head. Following what could have been sure disaster, she had barricaded herself inside her home, ventured out only when necessary and told Craig Newlander he could take the locket and shove it where the sun didn’t shine. Unfortunately, after a few weeks the hermit lifestyle had started to get to her. She was a social creature by nature and missed the interaction at the club. Not to mention her rounding ass missed her usual routine at the gym. It was time to reconnect with the world and get her head on straight.

“I just really need this vacation. Some quiet time alone will help me regroup.” When he frowned she patted his hand. “Scout’s honor.”

Brett moved close to whisper, “I know you don’t want to do the auction but think of it as an early vacation present. It’s crowded, the alcohol is flowing and people are bound to be loose with their wallets. It’s one dance.” She met his grass-green eyes and he continued, “Humor me. Let the club send you off with a nice, fat bonus.”

“And if I don’t?”

“I’ll work your schedule so that you’re on every Saturday night for a year.”

That elicited a wince. A year of Saturday nights would damn near kill her.

Brett smiled when she rolled her eyes and nodded. He hiked his head to the right, in the direction of a large group of shifters. “Take care of the bikers and meet me on the center stage.”

She watched Brett walk away before she turned her attention to the group at the far end of the bar. A pang of apprehension stalled her. To the average bear they would look like bikers—covered in leather and sporting multiple tattoos—but when she reached out with her mind there was nothing to greet her.

Damn.

Another thing that had changed in the last few weeks was the notable absence of shifters at the club. She noticed the first night she had returned to work after meeting Diskant Black that the fur-sprouting populace weren’t making their usual appearances and had hoped that maybe they found a new club to frequent. Apparently not, since they were back in force. There were six of them total, four men and two women. The men were regulars, although she could only place their faces. Snagging a clean towel and wiping her hands, she marched over and stopped when her breasts pressed against the wooden counter.

“What can I get you?”

One by one they named their poison—vodka, whiskey, whiskey, Cape Cod, Orange Rambler—until she got to the last man perched halfway across the counter. He was a regular she recognized, one who usually sat quietly at the bar observing everything around him. His short brown hair was messy and his face was scruffy by lack of a recent shave. Yet his caramel eyes were on full alert, and when she met his stare she realized they were frozen on her.

“Yuengling on tap.”

She steeled herself not to look away when she asked, “Tall or short?”

“Tall.”

As she made the drinks she felt the weight of the shifter’s stare. He watched her as she collected the glasses, poured the shots, mixed the Rambler and Cape Cod and made her way to the station to fill the tall, icy mug with the lager of his choice.

She brought the drinks over and placed them onto the counter. “That’ll be thirty-two even.”

“I’ve got it.” He broke his stare to retrieve his wallet. He sorted through the cash inside, removed a couple of bills and passed them over. “Keep the change.”

She shied away when she extended her hand to accept the cash and, instead of handing it over, he brought his head closer, sniffing the air.

She yelped when his chin brushed her hand and she staggered across an empty box on the floor. “What do you think you’re doing?”

“Your perfume,” he answered. “It seems familiar.”

Angry now, she took a step forward, snatched the cash and informed him briskly, “I don’t wear perfume, Pepé.”

His hand shot out before she could make a hasty departure, strong fingers winding snugly around her wrist. He brought his body halfway across the counter and pressed his nose to her palm, his nostrils flaring at the mound of Venus. The shifters with him went quiet, observing curiously.

“Definitely familiar,” he growled in a low timbre.

“Let go of my arm,” she said each word distinctly. “Before I call security over.”

“Trey…” One of the men next to the shifter started to interrupt when abruptly he released her. His caramel eyes shifted, becoming gold.

She left before any of them could see how unnerved she was. Her hands were trembling and her heart was racing as she cashed the till and stuffed the remainder into the tip jar. Shifters were the oddest creatures. Always sniffing, licking and fighting over pecking order. Undoubtedly he was trying to reinforce his position with his group and mark his place at the club.

Or maybe he gets off on scaring women shitless.

“Ava!” Delmar, one of the friendlier bouncers, called out for her from the floor. “Brett said to move your ass!”

“I’m coming, I’m coming,” she grumbled.

Before she exited the bar she chanced a look at the shifter with a sniffing fetish. He was on a cell phone now, talking quietly, and those gleaming eyes were focused solely on her. Her stomach flip-flopped and she spun around, marching off to face her doom on the auction block.

Tonight can’t get any crappier…

The music stopped, the spotlight on center stage permeated the darkness of the club and she heard Brett’s deep voice cut through the crowd. “Can I have your attention, everyone? We have a birthday in the house, and you know what that means!”

A chorus of cheers and sexual innuendo carried to her ears and she cringed.

Strike that. It just did.

* * *

Ain’t that a pisser?

Trey Veznor couldn’t believe the turn of events. Here he was, out with pack mates for the first time in a month and the cause of his—and the rest of the packs’—suffering was standing directly in front of him with a scowl on her face. He’d never forget that sweet scent, and the description D had passed along was a spot-on match—delicate and small, blonde hair with shades of pink buried within, big blue eyes.

Undeniably beautiful.

D had gone ape-bitch when the little sprite vanished and had called on the assistance of all the shifter communities to locate her. Since the Omega had been born a werewolf—inside Trey’s very own pack some two-hundred plus years previous—that meant the request was personal. He had chosen one place to scour each week—Brooklyn, Queens, the Bronx, Staten Island—and Manhattan was the final stop.

Of all the dumb luck.

It appeared that Pinkie worked in Times Square, smack-dab in the center of the action, and had been just around the corner from D the entire damn time.

Un-fucking-believable.

His eyes never left the tiny female as he retrieved his phone and found D’s number. Allowing her to vanish into nowhere couldn’t happen. The last few weeks had been awful. Even now D was one grumpy-ass son of a bitch. Thank god he was finally about to get laid and mated. Trey couldn’t stand his surly attitude much longer.

Diskant answered on the second ring. “You’d better make it good.”

“Club Liminality. Get here. Now.” He closed the cell and ended the call before D could ask questions. The man was already operating on a hair trigger, and telling Diskant he’d found his female would only rile his beasts and make him cranky as shit. Not that Trey blamed his pack mate. Twice he’d gotten his hopes up only to have them crushed. At least now the poor bastard wouldn’t suffer disappointment.

The hair on Trey’s nape rose and he turned his head to gaze into the crowd. It was there again, that sensation of being watched. Over the last few weeks the weighty feeling of someone’s eyes on him had been a constant. He inhaled deeply, attempting to scent the air, but came up with mostly cigarette smoke, tobacco and various other repugnant smells, including body odor, perfume and cheap alcohol. He waited, anticipating the fleeting sensation that sometimes followed, of a ghostly hand combing through his hair…

“Is that her?” his second, Nathan, asked and swatted absently at one of the females when she tried to caress his face. At Trey’s confirming nod, he said, “I thought I recognized the scent but I couldn’t be sure.”

“By the time that pillow was passed around there wasn’t much scent left.” Trey fisted his cold mug of beer and took a hearty swig, listening intently to the announcement of “Ava’s” twenty-seventh birthday, followed by the terms of the auction to win a lap dance from the birthday girl herself.

The ramifications of such a thing computed—two plus two equals motherfucking disaster.

D would rip out any male’s throat just for looking at that female. If she were sitting on some poor human’s lap when Diskant arrived, writhing and gyrating…

It’ll be a goddamn bloodbath.

After wiping the back of his hand across his lips, Trey muttered, “Guess I’ll have to win that dance.”

“You think that’s a good idea?” Nathan’s hazel-green eyes came up slowly, meeting Trey’s stare before he averted his gaze.

“No, not really.” He slapped the mug on the counter. “But I can handle D. He’ll kill anyone else.”

“I don’t know—” Nathan was cut short when the bidding began.

“Five dollars!” a loud drunk hollered.

“Ten!” another shouted.

Trey removed his leather coat and handed it to Nathan. Thank god it was a casual night and he hadn’t had to bother with holsters, guns or daggers. He combed a hand through his unruly hair and reached for the mug. Three hefty swallows saw the contents gone. He exhaled softly, put the empty glass down and turned to his Beta.

“Gather up the crew and have them waiting by the doors. When D gets here you’ll have a few seconds before he picks up her scent. I suggest you use that time to explain why his female is sitting in my lap.”

He didn’t wait to hear what Nathan wanted to say. He was about to dance with fire and gasoline while carrying a handful of fucking explosives. But at this point did he have any other choice?

Shouldering past the bodies in his path, he stopped just outside the stage with a soft yellow spotlight shining down. A plain metal chair was placed in the center, the shiny surface waiting for the lucky ass that would take a seat. The female was obviously uncomfortable with the situation. She was fidgeting and staring at the announcer like a terrified rabbit.

Not one to be obvious, he waited his turn, calling out, “Fifty dollars,” after some dumb schmuck yelled out forty-five. Ava’s dark blue gaze came up, and when she placed him as the bidder her eyes narrowed as her plush red lips thinned. He knew the look, had received it here and there upon occasion, and received the message loud and clear.

Don’t even think about it.

Damn, he had this one all wrong. She wasn’t meek, docile or frightened. She was annoyed, insulted and pissed.

Knowing it was the wrong thing to do, Trey smiled at her livid expression. That only made her angrier. Her pretty alabaster cheeks flushed pink and her midnight blue eyes flashed in warning. When another man jumped into the ring he took perverse pleasure in upping the ante, if only to watch her seethe.

Oh, D, he thought, laughing to himself. You are fucked.

Chapter Four

Diskant didn’t bother parking his bike in one of the allotted positions along the road and drove around the back of Club Liminality instead. Clouds of steam were dancing against the darkened brick walls when he arrived at his destination, oozing from a crooked metal exhaust connected to the kitchen.

The smells of peanut oil, chicken wings, jalapeños, barbeque sauce and mozzarella sticks hung heavy in the winter air. His stomach gnarled and grumbled in agony, a miserable reminder that he’d forgotten to eat something substantial prior to meeting with the Alpha of the jaguar pride—a close personal friend—in Queens just an hour before.

Making the immediate decision to order out while he was in the vicinity, he parked the bike next to the kitchen entrance. Removing the key, he climbed off the leather seat, shifted his legs and soothed the cramped muscles while he cracked his neck. Voices merged with the deafening clamor of clanging pots and pans on the other side of the metal door. Yet another busy night at one of the more popular shifter clubs in New York.

Fucking Trey.

Anything could be going on inside. Diskant could be walking into a pissing contest, a lover’s quarrel or a territorial dispute. Sometimes he enjoyed his sex short and sweet, but never cryptic phone conversations. Besides, walking in blind was never a good thing when it involved a public place, his best friend and a bar owned by a damn warlocke.

Brett McGovern had already warned that he wouldn’t tolerate any more bullshit from the shifters in the area. The damage from the last brawl had forced him to close shop for over a week for repairs, and he was still taking shit from the police after they’d received bizarre complaints from people about men and women who sprouted fur and fangs. Thankfully the NYPD believed that drugs were a contributing factor for the delusional sightings. Still, it required more face time with the unwitting world around them than either Diskant or Brett was comfortable with.

Just get in, take care of business and get the fuck out. No fuss, no muss.

As he neared the grimy metal door, his thoughts drifted once again to a heavenly blonde imp with flushed cheeks, parted lips and cloudy, passion-filled eyes. She smelled so fucking good, female and musky, frightened yet aroused…

While his leather pants restrained the burgeoning erection that arose at the memory, they didn’t do shit to calm the beasts inside that were running out of patience. Twice now he’d nearly gone ape-bitch, unhinged by the need to locate and claim who he recognized instinctually as his.

Desperate for satiation, he’d tried fucking a very willing leopardess to take the edge off. The effort was foiled when the wolf, grizzly and jaguar threatened to rip out her throat in the process. His fucktastic reputation took a nosedive as a consequence, and now the only relief he experienced came courtesy of his shower, some decent wrist action and Rosy Palm and her five sisters.

No woman—shifter or no—would risk her life for a rip-roaring good lay.

There was only one female who could sate the need to mate, and if he didn’t find her soon he would bloody well kill someone. He was a ticking time bomb, dangerous to everyone around him, including those who turned to him for protection and guidance.

Adjusting his cock and sac, Diskant shook his head and took a deep breath, attempting to cool the fire raging in his blood. The last few weeks had been hell. The wet dreams started the first night following his introduction to his mate—images of Pinkie on her knees, taking his cock between her lips while he pumped into the back of her throat until he came like a geyser—and damn if waking each morning covered in sticky spunk with a newly formed hard-on wasn’t beginning to piss him off. He was in a constant state of arousal, and even worse, he was unable to do jack-fuck about it.

He frowned at the grease smears along the knob of the door and announced his presence by kicking on the repulsive entrance instead of knocking. Individual fingerprints were spread all over the place, and a few of them looked like they were enhanced by a sprinkling of brown flakes.

Christ. Is that breading?

“What the hell do you want?” someone bellowed through the thick metal barrier.

“Chavez!” he snarled and waited, annoyed by the growling of his stomach brought on by the heady aroma of food.

“Hold on!” Diskant heard the head chef order before he thundered, “Damn it, Torino! Get the fuck out of my way before I put you on dish duty!”

The door opened outward and Diskant used the heel of his boot to heft it wide before he stepped inside. The succulence of the artery-clogging oil was laced with the mouthwatering scent of Chavez’s freshly made fare, or more specifically, the metallic scent of a freshly cut steak. The VIP section served only the choicest hors d’oeuvres and dishes consisting of meats, seafood and pasta.

“What the hell are you doing here? I didn’t get the receipt for an order.”

Chavez was scowling but Diskant was sure the honor wasn’t entirely because of him and his presence in the club. The aging chef was getting wily and didn’t tolerate any bullshit. The only reason he allowed Diskant so much leeway was the obscene amount of cash he plunked down when forced to order out for pack meetings. Not to mention Chavez’s very human daughter was bloodbonded to a wereleopard in Brooklyn, meaning Short-and-Pudgy was in the know.

“I’m meeting someone,” Diskant answered evasively. “Do you think you can fire me up a steak or two to take home? I’m not staying long.”

A nod was the only answer he received but Diskant took the response at face value. Chavez didn’t like to be bothered when he was on the clock but he always delivered.

Weaving through the would-be line cooks in his path, Diskant made his way through the kitchen and into the hallway where the restrooms were located. The scents of freshly prepared foods were too strong to allow a good sniff of the club just around the corner, but he knew the moment he cleared the small walkway his nose would guide the way.

Oddly enough, his ears were able to distinguish the catcalls from beyond. The music wasn’t the usual techno punk garbage most of the patrons preferred.

It sounded almost like…

Well, tickle his hairy ass silly. The DJ was playing the fucking blues. The song was familiar, slow and soulful, the voice radiating pain and longing along with the distinctive whine of an electric guitar.

Trey’s Beta, Nathan, appeared in front of Diskant before he’d cleared the corner, the werewolf’s hazel irises glowing peridot. Nathan lifted a hand and intentionally placed his body in front of Diskant, a very dip-fuck thing to do.

“Wait, D.”

“Careful, pup,” he snarled, meeting Nathan’s flashing eyes with his own. It was impossible not to. The Alpha in him wouldn’t back down from another male—couldn’t—and everyone knew how short his fuse was lately.

Nathan lowered his gaze in a display of respect and submission but didn’t move. “I need to tell you something before you go into the club. It’s about Trey—”

Diskant’s ears stopped functioning at that point.

It was all about the fucking nose.

The scent he caught was one he’d dreamed about, luscious and sweet, honey and musk, cinnamon and sugar. This time she was sweating, and the heady scent caused his entire body to erupt into tremors. He could almost taste those tiny beads of perspiration on his tongue—salty, wet and oh so fucking female.

He was dimly aware of shoving Nathan roughly aside and forcing random bystanders out of the way. His heart was beating a tattoo in his chest, the tempo steady but increasing. The room shifted as his vision changed and morphed. All sides of him wanted to make sure they weren’t being deceived. He allowed them to rise to the surface, contained only by the barrier of his skin. A steady purr radiated from his chest, followed immediately by a throaty growl.

The large spotlight above the stage shone down on her hair, highlighting the random strands of bright pink. She was straddling a chair, swaying those luscious hips from side to side. She ground and rotated, left then right, front then back. Her ass was a thing of beauty, round and ripe, full and soft. The thought of pumping into the tight heat sent a spasm down his spine. The animal in him wanted to separate those lush cheeks, find the tiny rosette within and dominate her in the most primal way imaginable.

Bowing her head, she arched her shoulders as if she were offering her breasts to a lover, and his attention shifted. He groaned, picturing those pert pink nipples that teased him beneath black lace. He wouldn’t neglect them a second time and couldn’t wait to nip at the small pearls with his teeth before soothing the sting with his tongue.

The men surrounding the stage expressed their approval, growling and hammering for more. He didn’t mind, in fact, he got off on it. Shifters were very sexual creatures, and had no problem with nudity, voyeurism or any other kind of kink. The crowd had every right to admire his mate, and he wanted them to look their fill. Because with or without an audience she belonged to one male, and he would be the only one who would ever touch her, taste her or fuck her into oblivion.

When the music ended with one last soulful guitar note, she lifted her left leg and swung away from the chair. Diskant’s eyes settled on the body that had been hidden until now and he nearly roared in fury. Trey was in the seat, hands clasped to the back legs. His eyes were clouded by desire and his cock was obviously eager to reciprocate the attention as it was tenting the front of his fucking leathers in an approving salute.

As if he got jive to Diskant’s presence, Trey turned those passion-laced eyes and looked directly at him. The room was suddenly covered in a dark red haze as the fury of a mated male rose within. Never had he experienced such a murderous rage. He didn’t want to hurt, disarm and disable. He needed to attack, demolish and destroy.

“Son of a bitch!” Diskant leapt onto the stage and tackled both Trey and the chair in a single swoop. The thin, insubstantial metal folded beneath the combined weight of their bodies and went scattering to the left before falling off the stage with an ear-splitting crack. “I’ll rip out your goddamn spine!”

“D, listen—” Trey’s explanation was interrupted when Diskant’s knuckles met his teeth. Trey’s lower lip split and the rusty bitterness of blood suffused the air.

Livid, Diskant punched Trey again and wrapped his free hand around his throat. If Trey had been a human and not a shifter, the pressure of Diskant’s fingers would have snapped his best friend’s neck. Instead it cut off Trey’s oxygen supply.

“God…damn…it…D,” Trey choked as he struggled to break free. “Listen…to…me…”

Diskant lifted his arm up for a second time, intending to respond to the request with more of the same, when trembling fingers grasped his wrist and a soft voice whispered, “Stop.”

Christ, her voice was powerful. His entire body quaked upon that touch and command, tremors spanning from his neck to his toes.

In that moment, all of the anger evaporated. The rage shifted, becoming something different. Pure sexual need slammed into him, so powerful he felt like Trey managed to land a sucker punch of his own when he wasn’t looking. While all of the animals within raged for a turn, the most powerful drowned them out and made their demands first. The cat wanted to lap at her pussy and devour her cream, the wolf wanted to mark her throat as it fucked her from behind and the grizzly wanted to rip the sheets on either side of her fragile body as he pounded into her hot cunt over and over again.

He released Trey in the same motion as he rose and snagged her around the waist. She gasped and her blue eyes rose to his face, going wide in fear. He bent at the waist and wrapped an arm under her knees.

“W-what are you d-doing?” she stammered when he lifted her like a husband would, swinging her effortlessly into his arms as if to cross a threshold.

He didn’t look away, wanting her to see his shifting irises, allowing his beasts to see her just as she witnessed them. Twin pools of midnight blue were eclipsed as the pupils enlarged, dilating until only a sliver of color was present.

“What I should have done a month ago.” His voice was no longer wholly man, syllables rumbly as his vocal cords shifted and rippled.

The muted whispers surrounding them didn’t matter. He jumped from the stage and left Trey to recover. Too long he’d waited, but no more. He would mate her and claim her. They had time to work out the kinks after. She might not understand what was happening but given time she would yearn for him in the same manner. Regardless of past entanglements or reservations—even if she wasn’t shifter but human—a mated female always came to her intended.

“Hold it right there, Diskant.” Brett barred his path with a small casting wand clutched in his hand. To the random observer it might look like a miniature baseball bat but Diskant was smart enough to know one solid tap to the head would knock him out for several hours. “Put the girl down.”

“Don’t try to stop me, lokkur.” He growled and brought the small body in his arms closer to his chest. “She is my mate. Nothing you do will stop what’s been set into motion.”

Pinkie’s strangled whimper as she began to struggle and thrash touched something inside of him and, for the first time, he smelled more than an understandable amount of anxiety.

Terror burned his nose like red pepper and traveled to the back of his throat, nearly choking him. Something he said obviously frightened her, but what?

Realization hit unexpectedly.

She was obviously human, but could she possibly know what his declaration meant? Had working around preternatural creatures caused her to come to an awareness of some kind?

Did she know what he was?

“Be still.” He lowered his voice and chastised into the delicate shell of her ear, refusing to lessen his hold, testing his theory. “You stopped me before I tore apart my friend on the stage and I’m willing to guess it was to keep the police from being called in after the last time. Did you know that outburst was over a petty squabble? One of the leopards padded across a wolf’s foot, refused to apologize and it was on. But that was nothing compared to what it could have been. Take fighting for our mates. It’s not smart to have shifters fighting over their females. In fact, it gets downright messy.”

She went silent and he listened to the muted whispers of air she drew through her nose. She definitely knew what he was, what all of them were. He wasn’t sure how or why, but he wasn’t going to waste time in the club asking.

They had more important issues to discuss.

“Come with me willingly,” he commanded in a throaty timbre, “or you can expect just that. Brett won’t let you leave with me unless you indicate it’s what you want, and I’m ready to make a go of it with him if he tries to intervene. Hell or high water, Pinkie, I’m not leaving without you. And no, that’s not a threat. It’s a bloody fucking promise.”

“Ava? Do you mind explaining what the hell is going on?” Brett glared at the bundle in his arms and Diskant fought the grin that threatened to surface when he learned his mate’s chosen name. It was beautiful, without question, but for weeks he’d thought of her as Pinkie, and he couldn’t imagine referring to her as anything else.

“I told you a lap dance was a bad idea.” She glanced up at Diskant briefly before returning her attention to the warlocke and muttering, “I didn’t realize he’d be here tonight.”

“So you do know him?” Brett didn’t seem convinced. A sharp nod was her answer and Brett’s eyes narrowed. “Don’t lie to me.”

“I’m not lying.” Her voice was steady now and the fear Diskant had scented was replaced by anger. “I told you I didn’t need to get on the stage tonight. You didn’t listen. If you had we could have avoided this entire fiasco.”

“I wasn’t aware you are involved with someone.”

For a moment Diskant saw red. Was Brett interested in his female? Was this more than the concern of an employer for his employee? Outrage and fury coursed through him. He’d rip the magic man’s testicles off and feed them to him.

One by goddamn one.

“Now you are,” Diskant responded sharply, before Ava could.

“I wasn’t talking to you—”

“Damn it!” Ava yelled. “I don’t broadcast the goings-on of my personal life at the bar. I don’t owe you an explanation. Piss off!”

“Satisfied?” Diskant didn’t wait for a response, moved around the warlocke and strode purposefully toward the hallway. Nathan was exactly where he’d left him and moved cautiously aside and lowered his gaze to stare at the floor.

Reminded of the friend left face-up on the stage, Diskant made a mental note to call Trey in the morning to find out what the fuck was what—but not tonight. Tonight he was going to inform the tiny female in his arms that she would never touch another male because she was intended solely for him. As generous as he was with the stares and sexual comments earlier, he wasn’t one to share. That would only worsen once he was lodged deep within her and came while cradled inside those snug inner walls that would clench and milk his cock like a fisting second skin.

The wetness in his leathers told him the slit in the tip was oozing, aching and heavy balls armed and ready to pump his seed into his mate’s womb and seal the first mark between them. The other two marks would involve her implicit trust and willingness, but they didn’t have to happen overnight. Most shifters with human mates didn’t bloodbond for several months, taking time to prepare for the multitude of changes that went along with bonding to a shifter.

Chavez’s wrinkled face was waiting when he strolled into the kitchen. The chef’s brown eyes widened slightly when they settled upon Pinkie but otherwise he kept what he was thinking to himself.

“Is that for me?” Diskant lifted the hand under her knees and pointed at a large paper bag that was overflowing with Styrofoam boxes.

“We had some of the chicken parmesan left from a party upstairs. I figured it was better to give it to you instead of throwing it in the trash.”

Yes sir, Chavez always delivered.

Snagging the dual reedlike handles with his hooked index finger, he instructed, “Charge it to my account.”

“I already did.”

Diskant grinned and walked past the smaller man, nodding his thanks to the gawking line cook who opened the door wide and stepped aside. When they exited the building and the door closed with a loud report, Pinkie came to life again, struggling wildly.

“Put me down, right now!” she screeched. “I mean it, I’ll scream!”

Shifting her slightly, he growled, “If you don’t stop, I’m going to put the bag down, bend you over my knee and turn that beautiful little ass of yours a nice shade of red.”

“You wouldn’t dare.” She sounded skeptical but the thrashing ceased.

“Don’t count on it. I’ve been in hell the last few weeks. Delivering a small dose of what I’ve suffered to your derriere might be just what the doctor ordered.”

“I can’t be your mate,” she argued hoarsely. “You know that, right? It’s not possible.”

He stopped in front of his bike and climbed aboard, keeping her weight balanced with the arm under her legs. “And why is that?”

“I’m human,” she answered as if it were the most logical thing in the world.

“And?” He situated her across his lap and used his free arm to retrieve the bag and place it in her lap.

“And nothing!”

“Doesn’t sound like nothing to me, baby.”

She started struggling again, nearly sending the bag to the concrete in her efforts to gain freedom. “Damn it, it won’t work, there is no way—”

He wrapped his arms around her shoulders and arms, forcing her to go still. “Why won’t it work? Tell me.”

“You’ll…you’ll…” She shrugged after a moment, staring straight ahead, refusing to look at him.

Lowering his voice an octave, he prodded, “I’ll what?”

“You’ll hurt me,” she expelled in a rush. “I’ve heard rumors of what it’s like, and in case you haven’t noticed I’m a third your size.”

For the first time in his life his heart actually felt laden with an invisible weight. She might know about shifters but she didn’t know about shifters. A male would die before he ever harmed his mate. It was ingrained from the moment of birth, buried deeply within, an instinct to protect and defend, to nurture and cherish.

Grasping her chin, he forced her to meet his eyes. “I would never hurt you. Believe what you will about me, my kind and our lifestyle. But trust in this. To hurt you would be to hurt myself. We are connected, and through that bond we will share both pain and pleasure.”

Arousal tinted the air and he struggled not to respond to her need. He could sense her confusion and doubt, her uncertainty and fear. First he had to take her home. There he would feed her, talk to her, soothe her and, ultimately, claim her.

Caressing her cheek with his thumb, he whispered, “I’m going to take you home with me. This thing between us isn’t going to go away. I promise to be as patient as I can and to answer any questions you have. Just don’t shut me out. That’s all I ask.”

For a moment he worried she might argue but then she nodded. “As long as you promise not to do anything I don’t want you to do. We’re going to talk, nothing else.”

He retrieved the key from his pocket and grinned. He’d have her so needy and eager to come she wouldn’t know yes from no. Of course, he wasn’t going to tell her that. The best way to learn sometimes was by jumping in headfirst, and in this case, his head was making a beeline for the paradise between her thighs.

He started the bike and growled in approval when she wrapped her left arm beneath his jacket and clutched his ribs. “I won’t do anything unless you beg me to, how’s that?”

“Dream on,” she muttered and he just knew she was rolling her eyes.

Bending slightly at the waist, he revved up the bike and purred, “Hang on, Ava mine. From here on in, it’s going to be one hell of a ride.”

Chapter Five

They were just going to talk.

Yeah right.

Ava gulped and bit her lip when she felt Diskant’s pronounced erection press into her back as he reached above her to retrieve dishes from the overhead cabinet. The hard length prodded, pressed and rubbed against her spine until it was difficult to remain still or keep quiet.

True to his word, he hadn’t done anything to garner her anger or disapproval. However, those passing touches—his bristled chin against her neck as he retrieved the key from the motorcycle, his large hands grasping her waist to help her down from the bike, the heat of his breath caressing her cheek as he bowed over her much smaller frame to open the door to the firehouse—and the constant use of the nickname he obviously preferred, were driving her mad.

His soft lips brushed against her ear as he whispered huskily, “I’ll leave these here for you. I’m going to the basement to get a bottle of wine and check on Oscar.”

An infinitesimal tendril of heat twined down her ear and neck, traveling to her nape before prickling down her spine. Talking was out of the question. Her tongue was too heavy, as were her breasts, which strained each time they came within proximity of his body, the nipples going taut in invitation.

Jesus, this is crazy!

He was a shifter—an Omega! There was no logical explanation for him to view her as a mate.

Granted, the reading material the Villati had shared was limited. They only wanted to offer her a taste, attempting to bait her to join their ranks with the promise of endless knowledge. There was nothing about human mates inside those pages, not a single word. She’d learned a long time ago while working the club that shifters didn’t date or become entangled with humans. She assumed it was due to the fact that human women had to be too fragile for what they wanted sexually. One wrong move and a night of consensual sex could end in a homicide. Of that she was certain.

“Pinkie?” Diskant’s throaty murmur of concern snapped her out of her dark musings.

Quickly clearing her throat, she managed to respond evenly, “Wine sounds great.”

He shifted his hips as he passed, allowing her to feel the firm ridge of his cock as it was pressed between his leather pants and her cotton shirt. Her breath caught and a spasm at the apex of her thighs was followed by a fiery flood of wetness as arousal rained from her sex and coated her panties. Thighs quaking, she bit her lower lip again and forced herself to remain still. She would not give in to the knee-jerk reaction to clench her legs together. If she did he would notice, and she did have some pride left.

Although she knew he could smell her desire, Diskant didn’t say a word, behaving like an utter gentleman and leaving the kitchen to retrieve the wine as promised. She watched as his body rippled beneath his tight black turtleneck, the muscles in his shoulders contorting and stretching as walked from the room and vanished past the entranceway.

She sagged onto the counter and laid her head on her folded arms, forcing herself to breathe through her nose rather than pant like a bitch in heat. The fragrant aroma of chicken parmesan would have beckoned if her body weren’t so damn hot and achy. Once upon a time she’d yearned for this kind of sexual tension. However, back then the man she’d wanted it from hadn’t frightened her or made her entire body burn. Whereas Martin had been quiet, intellectual and nonthreatening, Diskant was brash, masculine and powerful. They were polar opposites and, for a split second, she wondered how in the holy hell she’d ever been attracted to her one-time fiancé in the first place.

While mentally stimulating, Martin had never been able to satisfy her sexually. The more she’d tried to initiate play in the bedroom, the more he’d rebelled against the notion. He was a missionary man through and through, which was why she’d finally ended their engagement altogether. Being in control of her life, her brother’s screw-ups, and dealing with the increasing annoyances of the Villati drained her. She needed one place she could relinquish the weight of responsibility, allowing her to simply be for a while.

Diskant would give her that. There was no way he would allow her to boss him around or dictate how they wrangled sexually in the bedroom. What would it be like to have him tell her what to do? To grant him the authority to take his pleasure as he pleased and, in turn, nourish her own? As a shifter, he would be disease free and safe. What would it be like to have a night of sex without any worries or repercussions?

Her already drenched panties got another thorough dousing at the prospect.

Damn, damn, damn!

Stop it already and pull it together. Focus on the food, the room, the atmosphere. Think about anything but Diskant’s body, mouth and the impressive size of his cock…

“Just wonderful,” she muttered. “I’m officially on the ballot for slut of the year.”

She ripped the Styrofoam containers from the paper bag in careless jerks and tugs. Diskant would be back at any moment and at this rate she wouldn’t have to beg him to do squat. His impeccable sense of smell would tell him all he needed to know the minute he took a seat at the table, poured the wine and smelled the air.

By the time he returned she’d managed to calm down, place the now-prepared dishes on the table and take her own seat. She intentionally put as much space between them as possible, situating her plate on the other side of the circular table. Sometimes the only thing a woman could do was play defense and hope for the best. If he sat next to her she’d be too tempted to hop up on the wooden surface, drop trou and ask him if he wanted dessert before his meal.

A dark brow arched over one of his luminous gold eyes and she knew he’d picked up on her childish scheme. Instead of voicing disapproval, he placed the wine on the table, retrieved his plate and plopped it down on the empty space beside her. Then he snatched the bottle, walked to the ivory counter that ran along the side of the wall and opened a drawer.

“I scent your arousal, which tells me you’re as attracted to me as you’re supposed to be, but I also scent your fear,” he said as he retrieved a bottle opener. “Do you mind telling me what has you rattled?”

Shit.

He would know if she lied. Shifters always seemed to know when she fibbed at the bar.

Fidgeting, she decided to go for broke and tell him the truth. “One of the patrons at the club went into the women’s restroom with a shifter a few months ago. She almost bled out in the sink after he ripped open her jugular while he fucked her from behind. Since I’m being wined and dined by someone just like him, and I think we’re both well aware of where this is headed, I’m understandably concerned.”

He stilled, broad shoulders going taut as he absorbed and contemplated. “This happened five months back?” He didn’t turn to face her when he opened the bottle and returned the opener to the drawer.

“Yes.”

“Did you witness this yourself or hear about it?”

“I heard about it. By that time security had the bathroom blocked off, no one could get inside. But I saw the mess that was left behind. There was blood all over the place.”

“And the person who found them inside the bathroom and came screaming for help, was she a shifter?”

Frowning at the odd question, she thought about it for a moment before she answered, “No.”

“Then how do you know the woman in the bathroom wasn’t a shifter?”

“Because we all saw her when she exited the bathroom.”

He turned and leaned against the counter, glasses in one hand and wine bottle in the other. “And?”

“And she looked like a corpse and was obviously in shock.”

“Shifters will display the same symptoms after a large blood loss.”

“She wasn’t a shifter.”

“How do you know that?”

“Because, Mr. Can’t Be Wrong, her mind was—” She snapped her mouth closed and cursed her short temper.

Oh crap.

She was revealing things she’d sworn not to without a second thought. If she didn’t watch it, he would know anything and everything about her.

He moved away from the counter and prowled across the distance, each step accentuating the long, sinewy lines of his thighs. As her gaze drifted up, she encountered the outline of his cock and testicles through the black leather, the bulge prominent and shifting to the right. Lust surged through her blood at the sight, causing her entire body to heat from the inside, and a deep craving and intense desire worked their way through the remaining erogenous zones of her body.

“Her mind was what?”

The absolute domination and control he exuded was compacted into those five short words. It was as if she knew better than to answer but couldn’t seem to find a way not to. The cadence of his speech, the alluring dip in that baritone tenor, encouraged her to jump haphazardly into the sky and trust in his ability and readiness to catch her.

“Her mind was a mess.”

He hesitated. “You could hear her thoughts?”

Don’t tell him, don’t tell him, don’t tell him…

“Yes.”

“You’re telepathic, Ava mine?”

She closed her eyes as the endearment sent unexpected ripples of fire scorching through the nerve endings beneath the surface of her skin.

“Yes.”

“Can you read my mind?”

She shook her head nervously and whispered, “No.”

“Good girl,” he purred in approval, as if he sensed her desire to please, and she felt her insides wilt and curve.

A simple form of praise and she was reduced to putty and a mash of quivering parts. She wanted him to tell her how proud he was of her, to hear the adoration in his voice as he rewarded her with nothing more than verbal accolades. If he spoke to her like this during sex, she’d do anything he told her to.

Anything at all.

God, if he didn’t get her blood pumping. Her clit felt as if it were being chafed by her lace panties, the swollen nub throbbing relentlessly against the agonizingly stiff material. She considered shifting in her seat but worried a new angle might make things worse. She had never wanted to climax so badly—her entire body was keyed up and ready to go over—and couldn’t decide if achieving orgasm by excitement alone would be exhilarating or mortifying.

Mortifying, most definitely, she concluded dismally. It might feel like heaven as she came but when all the wondrous sensations disappeared she’d be left gasping for air and facing one horny shifter.

Resigned to her sexed state, she tried to refrain from squirming like a fish on a hook.

After placing the glasses between them, Diskant poured the wine and took a seat. He kept a respectable distance, but distance was the last thing she wanted. Her body was shaking, her skin was flushed and the dampness between her legs was becoming ridiculous. The room was stifling too, the air so thick it was impossible to breathe.

Was it possible to suffocate on sex?

Damn, was that a hot flash?

The questions swarming through her mind stopped without preamble when he started eating. She sat in silence, confused by this strange yearning within, and watched as he cut strips of steak before he brought a piece to his mouth. His tongue darted out, lush upper and lower lips parting and then closing oh so slowly over the four-pronged fork. Millimeter by millimeter, she watched the lucky-ass piece of metal as it exited the confines of his mouth.

Expertly, he cut another piece, only this time he guided the fork and a small portion of the still-red meat toward her. Her focus shifted from the fork, locking on to pools of shimmering gold. Her breath lodged in her throat, sexual hunger simmering within her stomach, causing the walls of her womb to spasm.

“Open.”

A fresh gush of wetness soaked her underwear at his order and she did as instructed, opening wide and accepting the steak. He removed the fork from her lips just as slowly as he had from his own, and as he did she tried to taste not only the steak but the essence that remained from his mouth. As she chewed he studied her, watching as she slowly worked the tender meat between her teeth. When she swallowed, he already had another piece waiting, and she accepted it before he asked her to.

“I want you to listen to me as you eat,” he said, taking the fork away.

Collecting another sliver of the steak from the plate, he looked at her before lifting the fork to her lips. She nodded and took the small morsel, taking her time and savoring the rich seasonings that burst on her tongue, the succulent flavors exploding in her mouth. Chavez was one of the most sought-after chefs in the city, and there was a damn good reason for it.

“I wasn’t there the night that you’re speaking of, but I know everything that happened. The girl you saw at the club was indeed human. Her name is Katie, and she only just bloodbonded to her mate. That would be Zack, the male you saw carrying her from the bathroom.” He fed her another piece before he continued, “What the woman who barged into the bathroom failed to tell everyone is that she believed she walked in on a girl being raped against a sink. I suppose it’s understandable, as Zach had Katie pinned at the time and she was screaming.”

“That doesn’t explain anything. This wasn’t about rough or kinky sex. He nearly ripped her throat out.”

Diskant narrowed his eyes in a clear command to remain silent. “When the woman decided to play would-be rescuer and hit Zack in the head with her purse his teeth tore through the artery in Katie’s neck. The little screecher ran for help while Zack staunched the flow and sealed the wound. By the time Brett arrived everything was under control.”

“But he bit her—”

“We would never hurt our mates,” he interrupted. “The reason Katie was so ‘messed up’ is because she feared the repercussions of her actions. The bloodbonding ramped her libido and she took a stupid risk by begging Zack to fuck her in a public restroom. She knows the danger that exists if humans become aware of us and she worried about the punishment Zack would receive for what she’d done.”

“After what she’d done?” she snapped. “He was the one who ripped into her throat.”

She expected another look ordering her to zip her lips and listen but saw a flicker of amusement in his eyes.

“During sex, it’s not uncommon for things to get rough. We are known to bite from time to time and enjoy a bit of pain with our pleasure. But Zack never would have harmed Katie. Not intentionally. As for what she did, it’s rare that we punish a mated female. When the shit hits the fan the male is usually held responsible. Ultimately, it’s his job to keep his better half in line.”

“What?” Offended by the implication, she swatted at the oncoming fork with the pads of her fingers. “Keep them in line? Are you serious?”

“Not entirely.” He grinned mischievously. “But mostly, yes.”

“And this bloodbonding thing? What is that?”

All pretense of playfulness evaporated.

He turned from her, put the fork down and stared at the plate in front of him for several agonizing seconds. After a moment he reached for her untouched glass of wine and handed it over.

“Drink this.”

“I don’t—”

“Trust me. I don’t want you inebriated, but you’ll want to take the edge off.”

Reluctantly, she accepted the glass, grazing his oven-warm fingers in the process. She wanted the caress to linger but he moved away before she could bask in the warmth.

“Do you know how vampires are made?”

She couldn’t mask a snide grin at his question. Who did he think he was talking to? She was born and raised on eighties cult classics that told you everything you needed to know about the supernatural. The Villati acted all big and bad but from what she’d seen movies were spot-on when it came to the ways to create and destroy the creatures of the night. The Monster Squad wasn’t only a must-have on the DVD shelf, it was also the most valuable weapon a person could have in their ass-kicking arsenal.

“They bite you and drain your blood. Then they force you to drink their blood. It’s some weird vampire blood transfusion via the mouth kind of thing.”

“A bite is what it takes,” he corrected, suddenly canary-yellow irises shining brightly.

Her triumphant smile waned. “What?”

“All it takes is a bite.”

“You’re messing with me.”

“They secrete a poison through their fangs that changes the body and preserves it. It usually takes several bites to complete the process, three being the norm. They can share blood if they prefer but it’s not necessary.” He motioned for her to start drinking and she complied, taking a sip. “Shifters, oddly enough, are more inclined to do what you’re told about vampires in stories or movies. That is where you’re basing your information from?”

She felt her cheeks ignite in embarrassment but she produced a brisk nod of shame.

“Despite what you might think, a lycanthrope can’t change someone into a shifter. A person can be bitten by one of us but aside from causing extensive damage it won’t mean a thing. Shifter mate shifters, but when a shifter mates with a human it can be a problem because they don’t possess our longevity. By bloodbonding we can share a portion of our magic—our lifeforce—with human mates and ensure they remain a part of us indefinitely.”

Her heart started pounding, beating so hard it felt as if it were attempting to hammer free from her chest.

“Define indefinitely.”

He met her eyes, the orbs of yellow-gold bright and brilliant.

“Forever.” His voice was soft, though the meaning was crystal clear. This wasn’t a brief fling that would eventually reach its summit. A relationship with Diskant meant being in it for the long haul, as in for the rest of their lives.

The glass in her hand wobbled visibly as she ripped her eyes from his, brought the rim to her lips, tilted her chin back and downed the contents. The bitter liquid rushed down her esophagus and settled uncomfortably in her churning stomach. Even the prospect of vomiting all over the place didn’t stem the nauseating thoughts racing through her head.

“We don’t even know each other.” Her voice was as unsteady as her quaking limbs. “You can’t discuss forever with someone you’ve just met. It’s not logical.” Trying to find humor in the situation, she quipped, “Your divorce rate must be ungodly.”

“If I were to put my hand down your pants right now, what would I find?”

“Excuse me?” she all but yelped and started to rise from her chair.

He moved with a speed that contradicted his imposing size, pinning her against the wooden chair. His face was within inches of hers, lips so close she could feel the delicious heat of his breath against her nose. She couldn’t look away, frozen in place by irises that seemed to shift from yellow-gold to vivid orange.

“If I were to put my hand down your pants, shove aside the lacy panties I know you’re wearing and dip a finger inside that hot little pussy of yours, what would I find?”

Stunned yet aroused by his frank manner, she stammered, “I d-don’t know what you’re t-talking about.”

“Wet.” He growled and nuzzled her nose with his, turning his head from side to side, the motions slow and intentional. “You’ve been wet since I put you in my lap on the Harley.”

“I have not—”

He stilled and pulled away to look her in the eye. “Sweetness, there’s no shame in admitting it. I’ve been drowning in the succulent scent of your cunt since we walked through the door.”

To her utter mortification, a fresh, hot rush of wetness escaped the very cunt in question. His darkly lashed lids slid closed as he inhaled through his nose, taking a long, deep breath. When he exhaled slowly, he reopened his eyes and nailed her with a sultry stare.

“You smell fucking incredible, Ava. So goddamn sweet. I want to bury my face between your thighs and lap up the cream I know is waiting just for me. And it is just for me. You know it and I know it. No one else has ever made you this hot and no one ever will. Do you know why?”

She shook her head dumbly, lips parted while stinted gasps escaped.

“Because you’re mine.”

She went soft at the declaration, body going lax as all logical thought took a first-class trip out the window. The look in his eyes said it all. He was going to have her. And god help her, she was going to let him. He was right. No one had ever made her feel like this—hot and cold, fire and ice. Each made all the more apparent by the other.

He traced the line of her jaw with his thumb, the roughened skin gently flitting back and forth. “In thirty seconds I’m going to carry you to the bedroom, drape you across the bed and see if you taste as good as you smell. If you want out, now’s the time to say so.”

There were more reasons to say no than yes. He was a relative stranger, a different species, and once they crossed this threshold she was fairly certain there was no going back. If it had been anyone else she would have played it safe, thanked him for dinner and bolted like a scalded cat. Survival meant surveying the situation and working out all the angles before diving in. The dead didn’t live to tell tales, nor did those who contemplated entering into a world that existed under its own code of morals, so completely different from those she had deferred to all her life.

Yet for twenty-seven years she had played by society’s rules, becoming a perfect daughter, an understanding sister, a good employee, an understanding yet unsatisfied lover. Now she was tired of doing the right thing, of being prim and proper, of pretending she didn’t care that she lived alone in a one-bedroom apartment.

“Pinkie?” He didn’t speak her name so much as he growled it, and the animalistic promise of raw pleasure aroused her all the more. “What’s it going to be? Yes or no?”

What was it going to be? Yes to a night she would never forget? Or no to what she desired most, leaving her safe but desolate, all for the sake of self-preservation?

Fortune favors the bold.

Remembering his earlier vow not to touch her unless she begged him to, she arched her back, pressed her breasts into his chest and whispered provocatively, “Yes, please.”

Chapter Six

Two words, two husky little syllables, and Diskant was ready to come inside his leathers like a randy blue-balled virgin. Pinkie wrapped her arms around his neck as he sprinted from the kitchen. Taking the stairs three at a time, he didn’t slow down until he stood in the entrance of his bedroom.

His body was positively humming, electrified by adrenaline. Shifters often said that when they were due a shift they could feel the fur of their beast brushing on the underside of the skin. Right now it felt as if each and every one of his was doing just that. Going toe-to-toe with them wouldn’t do shit—not now. They felt as entitled to the female in his arms as he did. That meant he had to make sure to maintain control. His mate, as sexy and enticing as she was, was human. Until the bloodbonding was initiated she would heal normally, and that meant he had to take it nice and slow.

His cock immediately protested the idea, flexing angrily as his balls drew taut. He bit back the curse that arose, determined to take her slowly, to give her pleasure she would never forget.

Placing her among the pillows against the headboard, he waited until she was comfortable before he went to work removing her clothes. First off were the sneakers and socks. He didn’t think it was possible but his dick got harder at the sight of her neatly pedicured feet, the teeny toenails painted a vibrant cherry red.

Eager hands returned to the task of removing the snug black slacks that had taunted him all night, the thin cotton cradling and presenting the mounds of her ass perfectly. The moment the material slid down her pale thighs he was assailed by the scent of her pussy—musky and rich, clean and fragrant—and groaned when he noted the large stain in the center of her panties. The cat roared in his skull as his canines ached and throbbed, desperate to elongate and sharpen.

Christ!

He was pretty fucking sure his fingers were trembling as he removed the starched and pressed ivory dress shirt button by button. Each one revealed more and more of the radiant skin he remembered only too well, until he was parting the sea and removing the damn thing from her body altogether.

When she tried to return the favor he shook his head and stopped her, wrapping his fingers around her wrists.

“I’ve waited weeks to do this. I want you to keep your hands here,” he lowered her hands to her sides and let go, “and don’t move them.”

She trembled slightly but kept her hands were he placed them, fingers limp atop the comforter.

“Is this your first time?” He felt like an absolute asshole for asking but if it was, he’d have to take things in a totally different direction. A virgin would require softness and a slow introduction to making love. Which would suck in this case, as all he could think about was getting her ass into the air and fucking her hard and fast.

“No.” The corners of her mouth quirked as she restrained a grin. “Is it yours?”

His heart caved and missed a couple of beats.

Holy mother of god, I think I’m in love.

Placing one hand on either side of her body, he dipped his head, and just as he hoped, she rose up to meet him. Much like the first time, the connection as their lips met was immediate. The blood in his veins turned to liquid fire, the tingling under his skin settling into the very marrow of his bones. When she parted her lips, his tongue accepted the invitation to explore and pressed inside. The tip of her tongue met his, mating in a slow, sensuous dance.

Each time he retreated she followed, and each time she followed he captured her tongue in his teeth and sucked. He teased the tip, treating it as he would her clit, flicking his tongue over the nub once, twice, a third time. Her soft moans were swallowed in the instant they escaped, the husky sounds vibrating against his lips.

Breaking away from the heat of her mouth, he lowered his head and breathed in the scent of her skin, starting at the hollow of her throat and moving toward her sternum. When he darted his tongue out to taste that alluring combination of cinnamon and dried sweat, he reveled in the sweet saltiness. Goose bumps were prominent beneath the fingers he brought to her waist and small ripples followed the path of his touch.

Up and down he licked and nipped at her quaking skin, focusing on the delicate lines formed by her collarbones before lavishing affection on the visible arches of her rib cage. Her ragged pants when he bit down gently told him what he already suspected.

While she might be nervous about his nature, she was also excited by it.

A soft whimper echoed in his ears and he felt the tips of her fingers twine loosely in his hair. So much for keeping her hands at her sides, not that he’d expected her to. With all the sexual energy pouring through their bodies there was no way in hell he would be able to keep his hands off her either.

Tugging on the strands, she guided his lips to her breasts and arched her back. He couldn’t suppress a wide, shit-eating grin. So his mate liked the feel of a suckling mouth on her nipples, did she? Well what a fucking coincidence, there was nothing he loved more than extensive breast play.

Extending a claw, he sliced through the center of her bra. The material caught at her shoulders, the straps dangling loosely at her arms. Creamy alabaster globes with dark pink crowns greeted him, the pebbled skin accented by beaded nipples that were hard and erect. He cupped one in each hand, studying her face as he rolled the distended pearls between his thumbs and forefingers. She closed her eyes as her head fell back, sighing softly.

“Do you like that?” He let go and traced the pads of his thumbs along the areolas.

“Mmm-hmm.”

“Is that all? I think we can do better than that.”

He placed his thumbs over her nipples and applied a minute amount of pressure before he began thrumming the rounded swells. If there was one benefit to playing video games with the pack, it was achieving superfast and coordinated movements with his hands and fingers. Thumbs, when used properly on the female anatomy, could set a woman off like a bottle rocket.

“Oh god!” she gasped and her eyes flew open. She began writhing uncontrollably, her entire body quivering, legs squirming against the bed.

He chuckled and slowed the pace. “That’s what I wanted to hear.”

He bent his head and placed his lips at the arch beneath her right breast. He trailed his nose along the path created by her silken flesh, following the soft crease of skin. Making his way up and around, he moved his thumb and flicked his tongue across the nipple, eliciting a sharp cry of pleasure as Ava’s hips lifted from the bed and rotated in a clockwise motion.

Making his way to her left breast, he decided to give his mate what she longed for. Latching on, he drew the bud into his mouth and bit down lightly. She jerked and moaned, the hand on his head urging him to continue. Slowly, he ran the tip of his tongue along the rim, capturing the surrounding area with his teeth. As responsive as she was, he was willing to bet he could make her come just by toying with her breasts.

“Diskant.” She sighed his name in a breathy whisper before releasing his head and melting into the pillows.

He groaned when his balls went tight, spasmed and a sizeable amount of semen exited the tip of his cock and slicked up the inside of his leathers. Soon he’d come whether he wanted to or not. Not that it mattered. The bonding heat was officially on, meaning he’d come until his sac was empty and he was shooting blanks. The beast in his pants wouldn’t have a problem remaining hard as a fucking diamond so long as Ava was game.

Abandoning the breasts of the century, he followed the indention of her stomach despite her soft wail of protest. “Poor baby, you want to come, don’t you?” he murmured against her belly, rubbing his nose in a wide circle around her navel.

“Yes,” she rasped in husky whisper.

He growled in approval, bolstered by the fact she’d answered without hesitation. Those nervous glances he’d received in the kitchen were long gone, replaced by pure, undeniable sexual need. In light of what he was about to do, he considered that a right good fucking thing.

Being relaxed, in this circumstance, was as important as the kindling for a fire.

His hands went to her hips and he snagged the thin edge of her panties in his thumbs. Extending his claws, he rent the lace in two. When the scrap of material fell away he used his hands to part her thighs and make room. Placing his shoulders between her bent knees, he moved slowly from side-to-side, forcing them apart.

His breath caught at the glorious sight laid out before him.

Her pussy lips were puffy, pink and swollen. The tiny, pearl-sized clit at the top was enlarged, revealing itself by escaping the confines of its protective hood. A glistening sheen coated the labia, the creamy dew of her cunt shimmering wickedly in the lighting.

Getting situated on his elbows and stomach, he pressed his left hand beneath her ass and cupped her cheek, slightly clawed fingers digging into the softness of her skin as he guided the weeping flesh toward his mouth. Bringing his right hand around, he parted her outer lips with his thumb and index finger, basking in the varying shades of pink and ivory that unfurled and left her completely vulnerable to his eyes, fingers and lips.

The scent of her arousal was simply too much, and his mouth became dry in anticipation of finally experiencing what he’d dreamed about for weeks. It was time to discover what this female—his female—tasted like.

He flattened his tongue and started at the perineum, licking the slick, honeyed flesh in a firm steady stroke. By the time he was midway to her clit she was trembling violently, fingers fisting the comforter so tightly her knuckles were a ghostly shade of white. He pressed the advantage, relishing and devouring the cream that gushed hotly from her pussy and coated his tongue. One good flick across that ever-swelling nub waiting at the finish line would send her over.

Releasing her inflamed labia, he quickly moved his fingers down, timing it so that two slid deeply into the welcoming heat of her sex as he drew her clit between his lips and sucked. She came in a maelstrom of high-pitched wails and violent thrashing, the velvety smooth vaginal walls spasming around his fingers.

“Please, Diskant.” She writhed beneath him. “Oh god, it’s too much.”

Relentless, he fed the intensity of her orgasm, forcing her to ride out wave after wave of pleasure even as he keyed her up all over again with fevered flicks of his tongue and started working toward a second. The newfound soreness and sensitivity of her clit would only take her higher, building into a climax that would have her seeing stars. All he had to do was force her to find the pleasure in the minimal pain, get her past the point of discomfort to bring on sheer bliss.

Pistoning his hand at the wrist, he pounded into her with hard strokes, pulling out until the pads of his fingers were skimming the entrance before plunging back in to the knuckle. Her whimpers and mewls were music to his ears, her musky taste exactly as he’d known it would be. A surge of hot liquid and she was coming on his tongue again, juices coating his lips and chin. She threatened to wriggle loose and he moved the hand at her ass around and clasped her belly, forcing her to remain as she was.

When she went limp, chest heaving and legs shaking, he slid from the bed and started removing his clothing. The boots took longer than he would have liked and his turtleneck suffered as a consequence. He ripped the garment in two, uncaring of where the pieces fell. The leather pants survived courtesy of their durability and the slickness of the leaking pre-cum at the crotch, sliding easily off his legs and ankles until he stood totally naked before her.

* * *

Ava’s eyes felt like saucers when Diskant ripped away his leather pants, leaving him completely nude. Her body was still tingling from the second orgasm—something she had never achieved before—her breaths coming and going in frenetic pants. He was ruggedly beautiful, all brawn, tanned skin and muscle. Hip bones were prominent, showcasing the washboard abs etched along his abdomen. A mat of raven-black fur adorned his chest, matching the thatch that began just below his navel and traveled down.

Anxious, she stared at the huge erection that stretched to his bellybutton. The bulbous head was nearly as large as her wrist, the skin along the tip a dark shade of pink that lightened toward the base. Several large and swollen blue veins ran along the shaft, vanishing as they neared the glans.

Generally she found a man’s genitalia to be less than appealing. However, in all fairness, the prejudice might have been garnered from past experience. While Martin enjoyed a blowjob, it was something she didn’t bestow on a regular basis. No one could ever understand the true throes of sexual frustration until they’d swallowed a load for the team and were left with a raging libido and a snoring partner.

The first time, shame on him. The second, shame on her. The third, well, she got wise and stopped offering altogether.

It might not have been so bad if Martin had reciprocated, which was another profoundly monumental difference between Diskant and her prude blast from the past. Diskant, god bless his soul, liked to give oral. The throaty growls of satisfaction as he gave her pleasure couldn’t have meant anything else.

Like a jungle predator, he bent at the waist, placed his hands on the bed and began crawling across the mattress in her direction. Bold and brazen, she sat up, folded her legs beneath her and rose to her knees. Even situated as she was she was much smaller, so that when Diskant stopped before her, mirroring her stance, his cock was high enough that she only had to crane her neck slightly to take him into her mouth.

There was no prelude, no sensuous teasing with her tongue and lips. She grasped the base in hand, lowered her head and sucked the red crown of his cock into her mouth. His taste wasn’t bitter as she expected. Instead she welcomed a pungent flavor of heady spice and salt, wild and untamed, dangerous yet absolutely fascinating.

“God, yes,” he groaned.

After the tip was wet she started working her way down, coating the warm skin with her saliva until she was able to take half his length. Two passes and he was primed. Her lips glided across, her tongue wrapping beneath. Grasping the base with her fist, she sucked in earnest on the return trip to the tip.

“Ava.” Fingers wound into her hair and tugged. “Look at me.”

For some reason the request was harder to obey than she thought. Keeping her eyes on his abdomen meant she could keep her emotions in check. Something undeniable was happening between them but until that moment she hadn’t truly considered the ramifications of what she was allowing to transpire.

She felt exposed when she eventually did as he asked, staring past his stomach and chest, meeting his glowing gold eyes. His jaw was taut, a muscle in his cheek clenching. His dark hair was unkempt around his shoulders, a few wispy strands caught in the bristles at his chin.

“I knew you would look beautiful sucking my cock. Do you know how many times I’ve fantasized about this? Envisioning you on your knees, staring up at me with those big blue eyes while those cock-rocking lips swallowed me down?”

A flood of heat escaped her sex and she moaned in response, unable to talk as the head of his cock pressed against the back of her throat. He groaned, twisting his fingers into her short hair, pulling almost painfully on the strands. Redoubling her efforts, she lowered her torso and relaxed her throat, allowing the tip to gain another inch as she swallowed him down.

“Fuck, yeah.” He rolled his hips slightly. “Just like that, baby.”

He guided her head with his hands, setting a slow, steady rhythm. She sucked until her jaw ached, desperate to please, driven to see his eyes close in pleasure as a husky purr echoed from his chest. His eyes shifted color when he opened them and, as they had in the club, the color changed from yellow-gold to vibrant green to an intense shade of silver.

“Every single night I’d go to bed hard as a baseball bat. It didn’t matter how many times I jacked off in the shower. I could still smell you when I fell asleep, and that was all it took. I couldn’t escape you, not even in my dreams. You haunted me every goddamn night.”

He pried her away from his cock when tears pooled in her eyes and she tried to mask what she couldn’t control and didn’t understand.

Why should she care that Diskant had thought of her as often as she had him? He didn’t owe her anything. He said she was his mate, but men said all kinds of things to lure women into their beds. One good fuck and he’d learn she was right. As soon as he accepted she wasn’t the mate he believed her to be she’d be watching him drive away on the very Harley he rode in on.

Jesus if the thought didn’t sting.

“Ava,” he whispered quietly, pressing her back into the mattress and pillows. “I’m right here. I’m going to stay right here.”

Horrified, she realized she’d mumbled her thoughts aloud. Sharing Diskant Black’s bed was one thing. Giving him access to her insecurities and emotional hang-ups was something else.

“I can’t do this,” she whimpered, struggling to get free.

She lashed out at him like a cornered creature, scratching and clawing, kicking and slapping. He forced a knee between her legs while warding off her blows, captured her wrists in his hands and forced them over her head. Pressing a portion of his weight upon her chest, he waited for the outburst to run its course. Within seconds her energy waned and she stopped fighting, breathing raggedly against his skin.

“Ava.” His voice was soft and raspy, without a hint of exertion, and the realization that her efforts were nothing more than an intrusive nuisance infuriated her all the more. “I told you I’d be patient but that you couldn’t shut me out. That’s what you just tried to do, and I won’t have it. One thing you should know right now about being mated to a shifter: we never lie to each another—ever.”

Drawing a deep breath to collect herself, she informed him on the exhale, “I’m not your mate.”

“We’re back to that, are we?”

“We never left that!”

“Oh, kitten.” His eyes shifted to that vivid shade of jeweled emerald and he smiled mischievously. “You turn me on when you’re angry. I can’t wait to learn what pisses you off so I can get you good and fired up just to cool you back down.”

“Would you listen to yourself?” She was positively seething and embarrassed. “You don’t know me, Diskant. Tomorrow morning I’ll be just another notch on your bedpost. And you know what? I’m okay with that. I didn’t have any illusions about what was going to happen when I asked you to bring me to your bed. But I would appreciate it if you stopped blowing man-ho smoke up my ass. Save the pillow talk for a woman who’s gullible enough to buy it. Play with my body, not my heart. That’s off limits.”

“Are you finished?”

“Not really.”

“Tough, it’s my turn.”

He wriggled his hips and forced her to spread her legs. Shifting to the left, she felt the tip of his cock slide against the inside of her thigh. The iron-hard width of the crown slipped across the still-wet folds of her cleft and she closed her eyes, arching her hips without conscious thought. The motion caused him to glide against her clit, and she bit her bottom lip to muffle a hoarse moan.

“I try to get a word in and you go and do something like that. You’re killing me.”

“Let me up,” she groaned, unsure of why she said it as it was the last thing she wanted.

He rolled his hips back and away. The solid warmth against her sex evaporated and she nearly cried out at the loss. Her clit was pulsating again, desperate with the need to be touched. He returned with a sensual thrust of his hips and slid the tip of his cock against her slick seam, gaining a high-pitched mewl from her throat.

“Are you sure that’s what you want?”

“Yes.” She tried not to wince at the uncertainty in her voice, but knew he heard it just the same when his corresponding chuckle resonated in her ears.

“Why does that sound like a no to me?”

Because it is? Gnawing on her cheek, she refused to answer.

Damn if this man didn’t wreak havoc on her mind and senses. Her nipples were hard again, the walls of her sex clenching and releasing, demanding she do something to appease the ever-present cramplike ache.

“Do you have any idea what that scent does to me?” His voice changed, so throaty the vowels were distorted. “It drives me mad smelling you, knowing your cunt is dripping wet and hot as hell. If it were possible I’d go down on you at the same time I fucked you. That way I could taste your cream when you came around my cock.”

She groaned when he rolled his hips again, sending slivers of heat spiraling through her veins. “Do you want this?” His shaft nudged the mouth of her pussy and she gasped, unable to look away from his eyes as the irises changed from green to silver. “Do you want to know what it feels like to have me inside you?”

All propriety and doubt fled, replaced by raw desire. “You know I do.”

“Then tell me.”

Breath hitching as he rolled his hips again, she gasped, “Tell you what?”

“That you’re mine.”

“No.” She shook her head. “I can’t.”

“Sure you can.” He pumped his hips and the wide head divided the outer labia, brushing against those innermost lips, and sent prickles of electricity across the sensitized skin. “Say, ‘I’m yours, D’.”

“No.”

He clucked his tongue and the weight of his pelvis disappeared, leaving her with nothing but air and unbearable emptiness. Her entire body screamed at the loss, the need to have him inside her so powerful that she’d do anything he said just to put an end to the misery.

“Damn you!” she snapped in frustration. “Do you want this or not?”

“Sure I do. But this isn’t about me. This is about you, sweetness.”

His catlike grin was sexy as hell, and the fire in the pit of her stomach detonated. So what if she said she was his? It didn’t mean anything. He couldn’t hold her to it tomorrow. Words bestowed during sex were given an automatic get-out-of-commitment-free card. Guys used it all the time. Why couldn’t she?

To hell with it.

“I’m yours, D,” she echoed dutifully and thrust her hips into the air. “Now would you stop teasing me?”

His grin transformed and his expression became serious. “Tell me you believe we’re mated.”

“For god’s sake, Diskant.”

“Tell me.”

“Fine!” she railed in frustration. “I’m yours. I believe we’re mated. Will you shut up and fuck me already!”

The growl that came out of his mouth was anything but human. The hands at her wrist vanished and he shifted his weight back and away, balancing on his knees. She watched him silently as he grasped her hips and elevated her ass, bringing her sex toward his engorged erection. Wetting the tip, he slid it from front to back across her moist slit. Slowly, he worked the broad head into her, stretching her entranceway, causing her to gasp when the crown vanished inside.

“I’m so happy to hear you say that. And because you asked so nicely, I’m going to give you exactly what you want.”

One thrust, one hard and intentional drive forward as he brought her toward him, and he was buried completely inside her. His heavy balls delivered a hearty slap to her ass and she cringed at the unexpected cramp in her cervix, going still and holding her breath at the intrusion. It was like a pinch but dull, as if he’d hit something inside. When he eased back the odd ache vanished and he grinned arrogantly at her sigh of relief.

“It makes me a crass bastard but I love the fact that you’ve never been bottomed out.” Bending down, he kissed her lips quickly and murmured, “It takes some getting used to, but once you do you’ll beg me to hit that sweet spot over and over again. You’ll come harder than you ever have in your life.”

Before she could argue the point, he was moving, sliding the full length from her clenching inner walls before returning inch by slow inch. The thickness of his shaft felt incredible, stretching her to the point of pain, his body temperature notably hotter than hers.

“Damn, you feel good. Like a blanket of tight satin surrounding me.” Releasing her right hip, he brought his hand to his mouth and licked his thumb. “But I know something that would be even better—your hot little cunt clamping down on my cock.”

He lowered his hand, placed his thumb over her clit and teased the nub with soft circular strokes. He didn’t thrust or move and she understood why when she began pressing her shoulders into the bed, rocking her hips. Grinding against him, she felt that nudge deep inside again. Only now it was a pleasurable pain.

“Like that, do you?” His voice was huskier now, so throaty she could feel the vibrations emitting from his chest.

“Yes,” she moaned and wrapped her legs around his waist, locking her ankles together.

His hands helped her find a rhythm, in and out, around and around. The loud slaps of their skin connecting echoed in her ears, as did their combined pants and groans. Soon the pace wasn’t enough and she began thrusting wildly against him. His attention drifted from her face and his eyes focused on her breasts, a wicked gleam appearing in their depths.

“Play with your breasts, Pinkie. Roll those pretty pink nipples between your fingers for me.”

Shameless, she did as he asked, twisting the hardened peaks between her thumb and forefinger and gasping in pleasure at the weight of his stare as she touched herself intimately. Her insides clenched him, squeezing, holding and releasing. Excitement brought on more trembling, until it felt as if her entire body was quaking.

“Oh god, Diskant,” she whimpered in pain and pleasure, unable to distinguish one from the other. Each time he stroked that hidden sweet spot inside her she wanted to pull away, yet press closer at the same time.

Something changed in his expression and his eyes flashed from gold to green.

“I wanted to take my time with you but you make me so fucking hot I’m not going to last.” He growled and his lips came back, flashing noticeably pointed canines. “Work my cock with that pussy. Show me how good I make you feel. Come for me.”

His hips shifted and, unexpectedly, she started to climax. It occurred quickly, so fast she began thrashing the instant her body heated and the orgasm rolled through her like a heavy wind over an open field. Diskant grasped her pelvis and began pounding into her with a force that sent her against the headboard, forcing her to arch her back even further. The movements of his broad length in and out of her sex extended her release, stretching it on and on until she couldn’t get enough oxygen into her lungs to cry out.

He released her hips and moved over her, pressing her back into the bed. Gazing into her dazed eyes, he cupped her face in his palms as he continued hammering into her.

“Don’t be afraid. When it hits, let it wash over you.”

Before she could ask what he meant his face contorted, a loud moan slipped from his lips and she felt jets of liquid fire erupting into her. She choked on her cry of fear and confusion when a rush of white-hot pain exploded inside her, starting in her womb and spreading outward. It felt as if her entire body had fallen asleep and now the blood was ripping through her decimated muscles and veins, bringing the deadened tissue back to life.

The burning sensation expanded, exploding through her limbs as violent seizures overtook her body. Her arms thrashed, her fingers fisted the sheets and her legs and feet flopped uncontrollably as her eyes stopped functioning, leaving her blind, and a horrible high-pitched shrill echoed in her ears. She was aware of everything that was occurring but was trapped inside her own body, covered in darkness.

Terrified, she struggled to breathe, and scents engulfed her nose—forest and rain, earth and grass—musky, woodsy…animal.

“Make…it…stop…”

Diskant cursed and she felt his mouth kiss away the tears that spilled from the corners of her eyes. “It’s going to be all right, Ava mine. It’s almost over.”

As if he willed it so, the pain and ringing in her ears abruptly vanished, leaving her an exhausted mess in his arms. She was panting, her body slick with sweat and the heady fragrance of sex. Her vision returned, crisper somehow, and she closed her eyes because she didn’t have the strength to keep them open. It was as if she’d been given a nice night-night cocktail before taking a trip to the operating room.

Don’t want to sleep. Wake up.

She tried to open her eyes and talk but her tongue and lids were weighted and sluggish. Muffled whimpers were the only noises she was capable of making, and her limbs were uncoordinated and languid.

“Shh, I’ve got you.”

Diskant’s voice washed over her like a soothing balm and she settled, guided by an instinct that wasn’t present previously. Before she could contemplate the significance of that, he eased free of her sore and burning sex and helped her roll to her side. Wrapping his arm around her waist, he swaddled her in the warmth of his much larger frame as he formed a protective cocoon around her body.

“Go to sleep,” he whispered against her ear. “You’re mine now. Trust me to take care of you.”

Too exhausted to argue or debate the fact, she went limp against him and passed out.

Chapter Seven

Diskant was scraping the last remnants of pancake batter into the frying pan when he heard the door to the garage creak open. Only one person had the key to his place, and he wasn’t surprised Trey would want the 4-1-1 on what went down after he left the club with Ava.

Alphas, as a general rule, weren’t known for their patience.

“Get out of here, Oscar.”

Sidestepping the groveling mutt crowding his legs, Diskant managed to toss the now-empty bowl into the sink and retrieve the spatula just as Trey strolled into the kitchen with a smug grin on his face. His conceited smile only broadened when he caught sight of the smorgasbord waiting on a breakfast tray. He walked directly to the table, snagged a sausage link and popped it into his mouth.

“Take anything else,” Diskant threatened, “and I’m coming after it.”

“There’s no way she’ll eat all of this.” Trey motioned at the mile-high stack of pancakes, mounds of sausage and pile of eggs.

“Don’t fuck with me. I’m not in the mood.”

Trey arched an eyebrow and backed away from the food. “Are you still pissed about last night? I only won the lap dance to keep you from ripping some dumb schmuck a new one. I didn’t think you’d want to ruin her birthday completely.”

He whipped around, abandoning the steaming pancake. “Her what?”

“Her birthday.” Trey went silent, studying him. “She didn’t tell you?”

“No, damn it,” he confessed guiltily and returned to the thin confection of flour, milk and eggs. “We didn’t waste a helluva lot of time talking.”

“Things must have gone well. It’s obvious you gave her the first mark. Your mating scent is all over the place.”

The innocent remark brought on his foul temper again, and he removed the flapjack so carelessly it almost landed on the floor.

The first mark.

Fuck if that wasn’t one of the worst things he’d ever had to experience. He’d been aware the process was painful and knew of some mates who put off the second and third marks because of it. For the longest time he couldn’t understand why a male wouldn’t force compliance and claim his mate with or without her consent. It was what was expected, what they had to do to guarantee the longevity, safety and strength of the shifter race. The second stage of the bloodbond wasn’t as draining, although it was as excruciating. It was the third mark mates dreaded most, the final stage that cemented the union, when the animal within the shifter became a part of the human.

He’d planned to bloodbond Ava to right away, to ensure she would always remain at his side.

But now… Now he didn’t want to imagine Ava suffering like that again.

How the mighty have fallen.

Trey slid into an empty chair at the table. “So how did she take the news?”

“The news?”

“About shifters.”

Diskant hesitated before he answered, “She already knew about us.”

Trey got very quiet, which wasn’t a good thing. Diskant knew what he was thinking, because he’d had the same concern when he learned Ava wasn’t as naïve as he believed. Few humans knew of about the existence of supernatural creatures, and the majority who did was comprised of people who studied them out of curiosity or hunted them down to kill them off.

“Did she happen to explain how?”

“No.” He shook his head and walked to the fridge to retrieve the orange juice.

“D, this isn’t something you can pussyfoot around. If she’s involved with the Villati, she’ll have to make a clean break.”

“She’s not involved.”

“How do you know that?”

Diskant plopped the orange juice on the table, braced his hands on either side of the carton and leveled with Trey. “Brett McGovern would never allow a member of the Villati to work for him. He’s better at blending in and likes to keep appearances but wouldn’t take the risk. He does a full background on his employees and from what I gathered,” he growled at the memory of the warlocke’s eyes on Ava and stood tall, “he knows my mate better than he should.”

“You need to talk to her.” Trey patted his leg and Oscar obediently scrambled over for attention. “There are rules and protocol to follow. Does she realize just how much her life is going to change?” Trey stopped lavishing attention on the dog and sat up when Diskant didn’t respond, narrowed amber eyes glowing honey-gold. “Tell me that you told her what was going to happen before you marked her.”

“What does it matter? It’s not like it would change anything.” He snatched the small glass from the tray and plopped it down in front of him. “You know how this works. We find, we mate, we claim. All of the discussion in the world won’t change shit. It is what it is.”

“And do you think she’s going to be fine with quitting her job, turning her back on her old life and embracing the pack as her family? What if she has a family of her own? Did you think about that? What are you going to do if she refuses to play along and begin the painful process of cutting them out of her life before they begin to notice she’s not aging?”

Diskant turned from Trey and stomped to the pantry. There wasn’t much he could say. Eventually Pinkie’s friends and family would begin to notice the subtle changes that signified the marks between them. Aging was the most apparent physical system her friends and family would notice, but her accelerated rate of healing and enhanced senses would inform Ava something was different.

Trey wisely changed the subject. “How did she come through the first mark?”

“With a hell of a lot of pain,” he grumbled and swiped the bottle of syrup from the top shelf.

“Did she pass out after?”

He closed his eyes at the vision of Ava resting peacefully in his arms. She was beautiful when she slept, her small blonde head nestling perfectly into the crook of his arm. He must have lain there for an hour taking her in, enjoying the feel of her shallow exhalation against his skin, the rightness of her body pressed against him.

Opening his eyes and turning around, he nodded. “She didn’t even stir when I climbed out of bed.”

“That’s good. She needs the rest.”

The men lapsed into an uncomfortable silence as Diskant dressed the tray. The situation was fucked up, and they both knew it. Trey was twice as old and had been waiting twice as long for his mate. Pretending it wasn’t an issue was like ignoring a rabid, child-eating circus elephant dressed in a pink tutu that was coming right at you.

As Diskant was placing the glass of orange juice in the only space remaining on the serving dish, Trey breached the quiet. “What did Kinsley have to say about the missing cat? Did they find anything?”

Relieved for the change in subject, he asked, “Aside from the vehicle?” Diskant peered up and at Trey’s affirming nod answered, “No.”

“Damn.” Trey’s thick brows came together as he frowned.

Diskant understood the concern. This was the ninth shifter to go missing in three weeks. Each case was eerily similar—abandoned vehicles and no trace of the occupant.

“It’s probably best to send a few of our best noses over to see if they can pick up a scent as a precaution.”

“We won’t find anything,” Trey said. “Whoever is responsible cleans house like a pro.”

“All the more reason to send someone. I wanted to spend the morning with Ava, but I can take the trip after we have the opportunity to talk. I’m sure she’ll want to retrieve some of her things to make herself comfortable here, so I can stop by while she packs.”

Trey didn’t bother masking a grin. “Are you sure she’s looking to relocate?”

“Does it sound like I’m giving her a choice?”

“Fair enough.” Trey pushed Oscar aside and rose from the chair. “Don’t worry about Kinsley. I’ll take care of it.” The Alpha combed his fingers through his hair and sighed, shifting his feet. “I guess its best you hear this from me before word gets out. Emory showed up on Minxy’s doorstep this morning. She called after he crashed in the guest bedroom. I wanted to stop by before I made my way over there. I’ll borrow his nose while we work out our issues.”

Diskant knew his shock at the revelation was obvious. “Emory’s back?”

“Don’t ask me, man.” Trey shrugged. “Something bad must’ve gone down for him to show up here. I can’t exactly turn my back on him. It’s not like he’s a mutt.”

No, Emory wasn’t a mutt. Not by any stretch. Trey’s younger brother was a powerful Alpha in his own right—which was one of the many reasons he’d left New York in the first place.

The sound of water traveling through the pipes upstairs had Trey glancing at the ceiling as Diskant’s entire body came to life. His blood rushed from one head to the other.

Finally, she was awake.

“Guess that’s my cue.” Trey walked to the kitchen entrance and stopped. Meeting Diskant’s eyes, he grinned. “Take it easy on her. It’s your job to make sure she doesn’t wear herself down.”

Diskant snagged the tray and ignored the comment. “You know the way out.”

“That I do.” Trey smirked before he vanished around the corner.

* * *

When Ava roused from sleep, she braced herself to experience some level of shame or remorse for her behavior when sultry images of the night before flashed through her head. How would she explain herself in the light of day? Would Diskant want another one for the road? If so, would she give it to him?

Her body hummed with sexual fulfillment and satiation, answering her question.

There was no way she could pass up the opportunity to partake in the greatest sex she’d ever had in her life, only this time she fully intended to explore his body as thoroughly as he had hers.

A chill shot down her spine as another, less appealing thought surfaced.

What should she say if he wasn’t interested and told her to get the hell out?

“Thanks for the great lay.” She envisioned herself stammering in embarrassment as she stumbled out the door. “Maybe we can do it again sometime.”

Her worry over dealing with the morning-after song and dance was short-lived when she opened her eyes and discovered she was alone. She was surprised at the hurt that arose at Diskant’s absence but immediately chastised herself for it. She had never engaged in a one-night stand but was certain the protocol with shifter and human men was the same.

Shifter or no, Diskant was a man, and men always made sure they were the first to flee from the scene of a possible commitment. Now that the lust had left the building, he could happily admit what had happened between them was nothing more than another meaningless sexual encounter. It was a damn shame too, because the man had rocked her world in so many ways he would become the unachievable standard every other hapless suitor would be held to.

A flicker of the nightmare she’d had appeared in her head—darkness, pain, odd odors and sensations—and she tried to recall what had happened after that final mind-blowing orgasm that sent her into a deep, unshakable sleep. The dream and the reality seemed to merge at that point but she was so exhausted she couldn’t piece when one vanished and became the other.

“Maybe it was the wine,” she murmured and sat upright.

Holding her breath, she extended her limbs and stretched, bringing the sore muscles to life. To her shock, the world didn’t tilt or spin. In fact, she felt absolutely fantastic. Apparently a night of excellent sex was just what the doctor ordered.

She hadn’t felt so good in years.

Shoving aside the toasty-warm sheets and comforter, she climbed from the bed, retrieved her strewn clothing minus her savaged undergarments and walked to the open door next to what she already knew was the closet. A large master bathroom beckoned, the beautiful whitewash tile gleaming when she flipped the light switch. A clawed tub was situated against the far wall, a walk-in shower stall was at the right and a small matching sink was to the left.

Placing her clothing on the counter, she made a beeline for the walk-in. A quick shower to wash away the events from the night before and she’d be on her way. She waited until the heavy stream from the showerhead was good and hot before she stepped inside. The sensation of the scorching water against her skin caused her to gasp and then groan in pleasure. Tilting her chin back, she drenched her hair under the spray, keeping her eyes closed.

First things first.

She would finish taking a shower, get dressed, bid adieu to her host and take her ass home. No sense in delaying the inevitable. Besides, the trip to Tennessee was still a go. She had to meet with Thomas, get the deed and keys to the cabin and then…

Cold air brought her back to reality as the stall door was opened. Swiping the water from her eyes, she yipped in alarm when a pair of large hands wrapped around her stomach and brought her back against a very hard, warm and nude body.

Diskant’s head came down until his hair brushed against her shoulder. “You ruined my plans, Ava mine,” he breathed into her ear.

“Plans?” She wanted to cringe at how husky her voice was.

“Breakfast in bed, for starters.”

Her legs quaked and her pussy moistened at the mention of the word bed.

So he does want one for the road.

“That’s okay.” She cleared her throat and attempted to regain her composure. “I’ll pick something up on the way home.”

“You are home.”

He nipped at her ear and a floodgate opened between her thighs. The world seemed to shift and distort, eyes seeing everything yet nothing at all. Desire overcame logic, the need to feel the thick, heavy length of his cock buried inside her eradicating rational thought. Her nipples hardened, throbbing as the skin went taut and the areolas pebbled.

Diskant’s hands surrounded the mounds and he began plucking the peaks, pressing his body flush against her until his cock was nestled at the cleft of her ass. “Do you want something, Ava?”

“I don’t…I need…I want…” She tried to clear her head. She was drowning in this man. If she didn’t do something soon, she wouldn’t be able to deny him or herself.

“To come?” he offered, licking her nape. “I’d love to make you come. Just tell me how you want it.”

Nothing made sense. There was only a haze of sexual frenzy. She plopped her hands onto the tile in front of her and wriggled her ass in invitation. Heaven help her, she wanted nothing more than him lodged inside her.

Hard, fast, frenzied. No foreplay, no warm-up.

Just him.

He released her breasts and wrapped an arm around her waist. He lifted her easily and used his free hand to guide the head of his cock to the drenched folds of her pussy, which felt both electrified and impossibly sensitive.

“Like this?” he asked and pressed into her wet heat, stretching and possessing her, inch by maddening inch.

“Yes. Oh god, yes.”

“How does that feel, baby?”

She whimpered and leaned forward as he pressed her closer to the wall, placing her forehead against the tile and taking shelter from the water as he blanketed her from above.

A deft rotation of his hips and he was pumping into her in smooth steady strokes, pulling out until only the tip remained inside before plunging back in, slow and even, so wonderful yet not enough. Situated as she was, there was no way to assist the movement, to find the position that would send her over.

“Please.” She moaned, desperate for release.

“Is this what you need?” His free hand came around and dipped past her stomach, his middle finger finding and manipulating her clit. Crying out, she arched her back and lifted her head, pushing her shoulders against him.

“Diskant.” She was so close.

So damn close…

“This time we’ll take the edge off. But next time I want all of you, Ava. Inside and out. Last night was only the beginning.” The heat of his breath caressed her nape and she felt the sharp scrape of teeth against her flesh. “Come for me.”

She screamed when his fangs pierced her skin and convulsed as he pinned her to the wall as an orgasm tore through her. Trapped, she had no choice but to ride out the sensations, to take what he wanted to give her. Both hands were on her hips now, forcing her back as he drove forward. His thrusts were borderline violent, his grip becoming painful as the tips of his claws extended and broke the surface of her skin.

“Going to come so hard,” he snarled around her shoulder, the words garbled. “Your cunt feels so fucking good gripping my cock.”

Then he was spilling inside her, the heat of his seed bathing and coating her womb. Exotic scents of male, musk and animal suffused the air and she shivered as another, smaller climax washed over her and she lost her grip on the wall, her water-slick torso sliding limply against the ceramic tile. Diskant’s hand came around to hold her steady as he continued to pump his hips and release into her, the head of his penis pressing into the softness of her cervix once—then again—before finally going still.

His teeth slid free of her ravaged skin at the same time his shaft slid from her body.

“That’s so good,” he groaned and began lapping at the area he’d bitten, soothing the aching burn with his tongue.

A nod of acquiescence was all she could manage. Her entire body was soaring, floating off the high gained by a rip-roaringly good orgasm. He lowered her feet to the floor and though she worried she might stumble, her legs somehow managed to remain steady. Two good twists of the faucets, courtesy of Diskant, and the flow of the shower ebbed and stopped, leaving them coated in nothing more than a thick steam and cooling beads of water.

Grasping her shoulders tenderly with now claw-free fingers, he turned her around and dropped to a knee. Wrapping his hand around her upper thighs, he drew her close and began lavishing the same attention on the thin scratches along her hips and abdomen as he had the punctures at her throat. She shivered at the contact of his tongue, closing her eyes and basking the afterglow of climax.

“Let’s get some food in you.” He pressed a kiss to her navel before rising to his full height. She lifted her chin, following the line of his muscular thighs, drifting past the sinewy six-pack and wide chest with a scattering of hair until she gazed into his face.

He was huge—huge and impressive. The eyes that met hers were their usual tawny-gold color, his dark brows drawn down as he observed her closely.

“What?” she asked self-consciously and forced herself to remain still.

“How do you feel?” He lifted both his hands and cradled her biceps, stroking her arms with tender fingers.

She grinned, playful despite the unfamiliar calm that blanketed her. “Fishing for compliments?”

The serious expression evaporated and he returned her grin. “What if I am?”

She shrugged, enjoying the way his still-moist fingers felt against her steamy skin. “I wouldn’t suggest holding your breath.”

“Minx.”

He snagged her under the knees with one hand, placed the other around her back and lifted her effortlessly into his chest. The heat from his skin surrounded her, providing a barrier from the chill of the bathroom that wafted toward them when he opened the shower door and stepped out.

Brushing aside her protests, he toweled her body dry and didn’t move away until she began the tedious task of sliding into her cigarette-reeking clothes, starting with her slacks sans underwear. She held her breath as she reached for her shirt, trying not to choke. Normally the smell wasn’t so obvious or so offensive. As if he sensed her discomfort, Diskant moved in front of her and hoisted his sweatshirt over her head.

“Arms up,” he instructed and slid the garment down her torso when she did as he asked. Her head popped through the collar and he grinned as her hair scattered in all directions, a few wisps falling across her forehead.

“What are you grinning at?” She scowled, shoved the too-long sleeves to her elbows and combed her fingers through her mop of hair.

“Not a thing,” he answered evasively and slid into a pair of well-worn jeans, going commando.

She watched the teeth of the zipper slide past tanned skin and the thatch of ebony hair and experienced a fresh wave of desire. That zipper was going in the wrong direction entirely. In fact, she’d love nothing more than to rip the denim off his hips, fall to her knees and give him a proper good morning…

“I hope you’re hungry. I made breakfast for lunch.”

“Breakfast for lunch?” She shook her head clear of the sexual fog. “What time is it?”

“It was a quarter to two when I came upstairs.”

Her stomach sank and all sexual thought dissipated.

Two o’clock? Damn!

She rushed out of the bathroom, chanting “shoes, shoes, shoes”, aware of Diskant’s baffled expression, which quickly became impatient. After she retrieved her socks and sneakers, she perched on the edge of the mattress and hurriedly put them on. She never slept late, always able to rely on the inner cuckoo clock that roused her just after seven each morning. It figured she’d break from the norm when it came to something important. If she was late to sign the papers, Thomas wouldn’t stick around. He would take the deed to the cabin and shop it elsewhere.

Thomas waited for no one—including family and especially her.

One hour was all she had to travel from the Upper East Side to Maybelle’s Diner in Queens. There was a slim chance she could make it if she got a taxi, paid extra for a bit of speed and went directly there. She started to look for her purse and cursed. Her cell was in her pants, as were her keys, but her money was inside her locker at work. She didn’t have the fare to pay for the trip.

“Do you think you’re going somewhere?” Diskant didn’t pose the question in a manner that implied he would accept anything less than an answer.

She quickly tied the laces. “I’m supposed to meet someone in less than an hour.”

“Can you call and postpone?” Damn he sounded intense when he was annoyed, like a wild bear coming across a lone hunter in the woods.

Shaking her head, she stood. “No. Thomas won’t stick around if I’m not there when I promised to be, and he won’t answer his cell just to spite me. I need to call a cab. Do you think you can spot me the fare? I can pay you—”

“Who the fuck is Thomas?”

That got her attention.

She turned and focused on Diskant. His gold irises were like liquid metal, shining so brightly she couldn’t help the instinctive reaction to place a hand to her throat and take a cautionary step back. He’d sworn that shifters wouldn’t hurt their mates—if, in fact, that was what she was to him—but considering the way he looked right now, primed and ready to kill, that fact didn’t reassure her much.

Swallowing convulsively, she squared her shoulders, managed to summon some courage and narrowed her eyes in turn. “Don’t be a Neanderthal. Thomas is my brother.”

The tension in the room eased as the glow in his eyes faded and the harsh lines around his lips and eyes receded. He started walking toward her and it took every ounce of pride and determination not to shy away when he reached out. His fingers were gentle on her elbows, palms barely cupping her forearms.

When he spoke, his voice was strained. “I apologize. I’m still struggling for control when it comes to you, and when you mentioned another male… You’re going to have to be patient with me. In case you haven’t noticed, I’m not one to share.” His right hand traveled up her arm, coming to a stop as he draped his hand possessively around her nape and twined his fingers in the damp strands of hair. “Where are you supposed to meet him?”

Licking her suddenly parched lips, she whispered, “Maybelle’s Diner.”

“The Cajun place in Queens?” She nodded and he pulled her forward, bent at the waist and pressed a kiss to her forehead. “Let me finish getting dressed and we’ll go. We can make it if we take the bike.”

“But—” She started to argue and he placed a firm finger against her lips.

“No buts. I’m not letting you out of my sight. Not until we are fully bonded. You might as well get used to the idea of having me around.”

Another “but” lingered on the tip of her tongue, along with a multitude of questions, but she chose to nod instead. Now wasn’t the time to discuss their relationship or delve into the complexities of what he referred to as bonding. Her parents’ cabin was the last thing she had left from her childhood and there was no way in hell she was letting that slip away. Thomas would hate the fact that she’d brought someone along for the meeting but he’d just have to get over it.

Diskant released her and turned, muscles in his shoulders and waist flexing seamlessly as he strode to the closet. Tearing her eyes away before she gave in to the temptation to follow, she glanced at her reflection in the large mirror hanging above the dresser and grimaced.

Her swollen lips, whisker-burned chin and neck and unruly appearance screamed, “I just had the best sex of my life.”

Not only would Thomas know she’d found a new man, so would the rest of the world.

So much for keeping her personal life personal.

Chapter Eight

“I have news you want to hear.”

Craig Newlander shifted his weight in the plush leather chair as he leaned forward, lifted the receiver and took the call off speaker. He placed the phone against his ear and cleared his throat.

“I’m listening.”

The man on the other end of the line spoke in a low but clear voice. “Diskant Black was seen leaving Club Liminality with Ava Brisbane last night.”

“Ava?” he questioned. “Are you certain?”

“My sources aren’t paid to lie.”

“Did she leave with him willingly?”

“Let’s just say she didn’t put up much of a fight.”

Now this was news he could put to good use. “Where is she now?”

“Under lockdown at his place.”

“Keep me informed.”

“You got it.”

The line went dead and Craig placed the receiver back into the cradle.

So Ava was sharing her bed with a shifter, was she? It was a bit of a shock, considering how determined she seemed to stay away from all things supernatural—including those more like her than she wanted to know about—but it was also extremely serendipitous in light of recent events, which had revealed her importance and talent in an entirely new light. Months of trying to break down her defenses had proven futile, and the only way they’d gained her interest was by sharing information and functioning under the pretense of expanding her limited horizons.

Could it be possible? Could she be mated to a shifter?

Considering her heritage, he wasn’t surprised. Though undeniably human, she was anything but ordinary. Now, if bonded to something as powerful as shifter—especially one such as Diskant Black—her telepathy would only grow stronger as a consequence. It was a good thing, since she was about to face a danger that wouldn’t go away.

He shook his head and considered all the angles. Hopefully Diskant wasn’t a random bed partner due to Ava’s lack of companionship in recent months. He was well aware of her boring and unchanging routine, and the separation from that louse Martin Feldman had to have been a devastating blow. Not that he was upset about that. If not for Martin’s absence in her life Craig’s people never would have been given the opportunity to approach her with her guard down.

Reaching for the drawer to his right, he grasped the knob and pulled it open. Nestled just inside was the jewelry box containing Ava’s birthright—the Brisbane locket. He removed the black velveteen box and sank back in the leather chair.

With this, her telepathy would be quadrupled. She could listen to the thoughts of anyone she focused on, able to hear anything and everything they were thinking, even from miles away. If she agreed to join the ranks of the Villati, the knowledge—and protection—she could procure for their studies would prove invaluable. Lifting the lid, he peered down at the rounded pendant with an intricate design engraved into the center. The platinum flashed as he grasped the chain, lifted the necklace into the air and shifted his wrist to study the stone set in the back of the locket, the matching chain sparkling in the dim lighting.

Ava assumed the locket was nothing more than a trinket, something to be handed down following her parents’ deaths. When he’d first obtained the jewelry he’d assumed as much as well. Now that he knew better he was hesitant to keep her in the dark about the true power of the keepsake, especially without being alerted to the danger that loomed ahead. In light of recent happenings, dangling something this powerful in her face, along with a warning, might be enough to sway her. This wasn’t about cataloging information so much as it was protecting those who worked to keep a historical record of preternatural entities.

As if that wasn’t enough, the information garnered by his staff indicated Shepherds had finally made their way to the city. When they hit a place with a sizable shifter population the goal was simple—eradication.

Rocking back and forth in his chair, he weighed his options.

Right now the locket was a liability and, as it was in his keeping, placed him in danger. Since Ava made it clear she wouldn’t meet with him or his people again following the rendezvous that never happened—a direct consequence of the heirloom that now marked her—it seemed like the possibility of engaging her interest was out of his grasp. Perhaps he could up the ante, and in doing so protect her while enlisting her services and salvaging his own ass. Either way, the locket had to go. No matter the consequence. The sooner he got the thing away from him the better. Time was no longer on his side.

After returning the box and closing the drawer, he drummed his fingers atop the desk, all but certain of his decision. If he couldn’t return the relic to its rightful owner, he’d have to entrust someone else to do it for him, even if it meant taking an enormous risk. The time for reflection was over. Things were about to get messy, for shifter and Villati alike.

A bigger, badder breed of hunter had arrived in town.

Chapter Nine

Ava waited until Diskant stepped inside her apartment before she turned and closed the door behind them. The meeting with Thomas had gone exactly as she’d thought it would. Her brother had been cashing out his tab by the time they’d arrived, five minutes late, and from his expression—both shocked and angry—she knew he was eager to take the deed and sell it elsewhere.

Thank god Diskant knew back alleyways and shortcuts to get there faster. Otherwise her asshole sibling would have been long gone and her opportunity would have passed.

She walked to the kitchen and studied the manila envelope clutched in her hand for a moment before placing it atop the cheap Formica counter. As she emptied her pockets, placing the cell and her keys on top of the yellowed paper, she allowed a moment of happiness and relief to wash over her. All of her saving, planning and scrounging had worked.

Finally, after all these years, the cabin was hers.

She’d never understood why her parents left her silly things, such as jewelry and heirlooms, while they passed a vital part of her childhood to Thomas. They’d known how irresponsible he was and what he was likely to do with the property.

Diskant’s substantial weight on her shoddy and pockmarked floorboards caused the wood to creak, and she glanced over her shoulder to watch as he studied her home, his hawklike eyes homing in on the pictures crammed into the shelving molded into the wall. He walked past the couch and coffee table and stopped in front of rows of photos, studying each one intently.

He seemed so out of place standing inside the cream-colored room with the matching slipcovers protecting the couch and sofa, his jeans covered by leather chaps matching an oversized black leather trench coat and scuff-marked boots. His hair was slightly messy from the ride over on the bike, a few random strands attached to the whiskers along his jaw.

God he was a fine specimen of man, too deliciously tempting for his own good. Not only was he the most gorgeous thing she’d ever seen, but when Thomas had tried to blow her off and escape their meeting, Diskant had proved he was equally protective, all but cornering her sniveling brother into an adjoining booth to get down to business.

Diskant had taken the seat beside her and made the basis of their relationship obvious by wrapping an arm around her shoulders and playing with the wisps of hair at the back of her neck. Although he’d seemed at ease, she knew he’d digested every single word spoken. Each time Thomas raised his voice or tried to overplay his hand Diskant would nail him with a warning stare—allowing the threat to soak in—before returning his undivided focus to her.

Despite her vow to talk rather than engage in more sexual play, she’d felt her body respond as she recalled his calloused fingers against her skin, the way his warm breath tickled the flesh at her nape. His touches were so teasing and gentle, so very different from the night before. As she shivered in remembrance, the area he’d bitten pulsed and throbbed, along with various other regions of her body.

Diskant went stock-still as she studied him, and she knew he smelled her growing desire. Hell, she’d been in a constant state of arousal since she’d woken. As she’d never been one to engage in unrestricted and uninhibited sex, her newfound libido was unexpected and confusing. As were the questions of exactly what was occurring between them. Unlike normal relationships that included a courtship and warm-up period, this one barreled full speed ahead without any concern for things like compatibility, mutual interests or future plans.

Desperate for normalcy, she denied her rising need by clamping her thighs together but couldn’t mask her gasp when Diskant turned to her and she glimpsed irises the color of vibrant emerald. Four long, catlike strides and he stood in front of her. He cradled her jaw in his hands as he lowered his head, his tongue sliding out to caress her lower lip.

One lick and her body erupted into a fit of heat. Never had she felt a pull so strong. As if she would die if he didn’t bury himself inside her, over and over again, until they were both spent. Strange, high-pitched cries echoed through the small space and she realized they were whimpers emitting from her throat. She grasped his wide shoulders to remain upright when her knees failed her, tremors preventing her from speaking coherently. The walls of her core went taut then released, aching for the relief she intuitively knew only Diskant could provide.

“Fuck, Ava.”

Rough hands snagged her slacks and made quick work of the buttons. Diskant slid the material down her thighs, skimming his fingers along her skin. Her shoes were gone in moments, stripped away with her socks and pants. He lifted her on the way back up and placed her ass on the chilled counter as he took up the space between her legs. A couple of deft motions and his cock burst free from his jeans, the plumlike tip slick and engorged.

There was no precursor, no preparation, but it wasn’t necessary. Her eager body quivered in delight when she felt the head part her, seek entrance and slide past the folds as Diskant shifted his hips and claimed her entirely.

Clutching at his jacket, she buried her face in his neck, breathing him in, and moaned in bliss when he rolled his hips and began an all-too-familiar dance. Her body rejoiced in the motions, her pussy squeezing tightly before letting go, over and over again. An orgasm rolled through her and she cried out against leather and prickly skin, reveling in the tremors that encompassed every square inch of her body, starting in her belly and expanding outward. This was sex to the millionth power, so potent it electrified her from head to toe.

Within seconds Diskant was following her over the precipice, his hoarse growl both throaty and deep. A sharp thrust arrived just before she felt him pumping his release inside of her, the last spasms of her orgasm milking him to completion. Their combined intakes of air filled in the room, the ticking of the nearby wall clock continuing on as their bodies descended from the high of climax.

Breathless and confused, she mumbled, “I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me.”

“Shh.” Diskant silenced her with a quick kiss and slowly eased from her body, his cock still hard and glistening from their combined juices. “It’s normal.” He left her clothes and wrapped one arm around her waist as the other cradled her ass, lifting her from the counter. “Where’s the bedroom?”

She flushed in embarrassment. “You can’t be serious.”

He chuckled and began walking down the hall. “Tempting as the thought of keeping you naked and tied to the bed is, Ava, I’m just trying to make you comfortable. I have things I need to take care of, but not before you’re settled.”

She tried to mask her tension at the reminder of who he was—a shifter of extreme importance. Although she didn’t know of the complexities his life entailed, her gut told her it wasn’t as simple as making phone calls, scheduling dates on a desk calendar and making small talk at mandatory dinner meetings.

So where did that leave her, exactly?

More questions than answers assailed her, and she felt that familiar drowning feeling of worry and doubt. He said she was his mate but she’d never seen a shifter mated to a human—aside from the one who nearly ripped out his partner’s throat.

Was it possible to change your mind? Could he have figured out this wasn’t what he thought it was all along?

Why did her heart ache at the possibility?

When Diskant stepped past the threshold into her bedroom, she quickly slid free of his embrace and rushed to the closet to retrieve her robe while he zipped up his jeans. Snagging the plush garment, she placed it in front of her like a barrier, obscuring her thighs and what Diskant’s bulky sweatshirt didn’t cover. He frowned at her obvious attempt at detachment and folded his arms over his chest, becoming intimidating as hell as he blocked the doorway.

“You can see yourself out.” She quickly looked away and sidestepped, trying to squeeze past into the hall. “I’m going to take a bath.”

A hand grasped her wrist and he bent down. Using his free hand, he caught her chin between his thumb and index finger and forced her to meet his intense gaze. “Don’t think you’re getting rid of me. I said I had things to take care of, not that I was leaving.”

Up until that moment, she’d never known it was possible to experience both relief and sheer panic at the same time. Even as the logical part of her grasped for comprehension, her heart absolutely thrilled in the declaration he was sticking around. Her breath caught as his lips brushed against hers, so soft it was bittersweet, yet maddening.

This was nothing like the night she had planned only days before, nothing at all like the evening she’d envisioned when she’d dressed for work and made her way to the club.

Just inside her closet, a packed suitcase waited. Her vacation to start fresh was supposed to begin the moment she paid off her brother, removed his worthlessness from her life and took a trip to the one place she always felt safest to relax and unwind. Standing here, snared in Diskant’s hold, she didn’t know if this was a beginning, middle or end.

“Listen,” Diskant shifted around and cupped her elbows in his massive palms, “I know this must be confusing for you, and I’m aware that we have a lot to discuss. Take your bath, relax, and when you’re finished I’ll answer all your questions.”

Instead of revealing her plans or arguing, she simply nodded and waited until he let go and moved from her path to scurry down the hall. She felt his eyes on her as she rushed inside the bathroom, flipped on the lights and closed the door.

* * *

Diskant didn’t allow himself to breathe until Ava was safely tucked inside the bathroom. The moment the door closed he fished out his cell, anxious to see who the fuck would call him over and over again. The moment he’d slid his cock into the blistering heaven of his mate’s body, basking in her softness and warmth, the damn thing had started vibrating against his ass.

He knew the news was bad when the phone indicated all the calls were from Trey.

Damn.

Trey wouldn’t pull him away from his female unless some serious shit was going down. He pressed send just as the sound of running water erupted behind the door. Glancing at the light spilling from under the thin crack beneath, he strode into the living room. The line clicked over and Trey didn’t waste any time.

“Where the fuck you been? I’ve been trying to call you for the last ten minutes. Get your mate and go straight to Dougan’s. Don’t stop at home and don’t fuck around.”

Dread and alarm heightened his senses. Diskant lifted his head, scenting the air.

“What’s wrong?”

It sounded as if Trey was on the move, wind drifting through the speaker, distorting his voice as he said, “Emory picked up a scent and followed it to a warehouse over in the Red Hook. It’s not good news, man. Get your mate, get to base and stay there. I’m on my way there as we speak.”

“You’d better start talking.”

“Later. Meet me at Dougan’s. We can discuss things there.”

Growling now, Diskant demanded, “What are we dealing with?”

A pause, then Trey snarled the only world that could make Diskant’s blood shift from molten hot to ice cold. “Shepherds.”

Diskant snapped the phone closed without saying goodbye and stomped to the bathroom.

Ava turned from the rising bubbles covering her legs and abdomen. Her mouth dangled open in surprise and her eyes went wide. Even though she only carried the first mark, he knew she would sense his shift in mood, experiencing a surge of adrenaline that arose from danger. While she was human, a touch of all his beasts existed inside her, and now they would always answer his call.

“What’s wrong?” she whispered hoarsely, voice quivering.

He shook off the lush temptation she presented. Grasping her robe resting on the sink, he walked to the tub and shut off the still-blasting faucets before he stepped back and held the garment open.

“We have to go. Get out and get dressed.”

When she didn’t argue, he found himself grateful for their bond for the first time. Human nature survived by questioning. Animalistic tendency, on the other hand, was to take action and ponder later.

Sliding into the robe, she moved past him and hurried into the bedroom. She chose a matching black bra and panties and slid them on as he monitored the hall. All of the beasts under his skin answered the call, ready and willing to come forth to protect what they claimed as theirs. It was ironic that the one shifter who held the most power amongst their kind placed Ava in the most danger. When Shepherds came to town, they remained out of sight before going for the throat. And there was no better way to cut the oxygen supply than to extinguish the Omega of the city.

Which begged the question—why in the hell were they here? New York was a town the zealots rarely ventured to, a location that bred and endorsed violence, sex and misery. Religion had no purpose in a city where gay pride, hedonism and vulgarity were a given.

Ava stepped into her closet, tugged on a cord and quickly chose a thin, bright blue V-neck sweater. She tugged it over her head and yanked a pair of jeans from an adjoining hanger with the first hand she slid through a sleeve. Her motions were frantic, her limbs trembling as her fingers jittered on the zipper of her pants.

Cursing, Diskant attempted to relax and calm the fuck down. His mate was teetering on the brink of something she didn’t fully understand and had no control over. Already she felt the instinct to mate, to bring him into her body over and over again until he cemented their union. She would crave him incessantly, needing his touch, his presence. Adding to that by increasing her fight-or-flight instincts via their connection wasn’t helping.

“Grab the things you might need,” he instructed softly, attempting to remain focused and alert. “I’m not sure how many days we’ll be gone.”

“Days?” She went still and studied him.

“I don’t have time to explain.” When she started to argue he allowed the importance of what was taking place to slip past the emotional barrier he’d created to protect her, ensuring that at the very least she was able to perceive the threat. “Please, Ava.”

Her face paled and she gave a jerky nod. She settled the hem of the sweater over her jeans and walked to the back of the closet. The compact duffel she collected was large in comparison to her—not as tall but nearly as wide.

At his questioning look, she explained, “I planned to make a trip to the cabin to unwind.”

“Do you have everything you need?”

“Yes.” She crouched beside a neatly stacked shoe rack and grabbed a pair.

“Good, we need to go.”

No more arguments or hesitation. The instincts were growing, her bond with him guiding her reactions and responses. He didn’t have the luxury to reflect on the wrongness of their mating occurring like this, before there was a trust established that wasn’t the result of unavoidable changes taking place inside her mind, body and soul.

He followed her from the closet and waited as she sat at the end of the bed to put on her socks and shoes. His senses were sharp now, the shifter in him prepared to change in a hurry if necessary. Directly behind the urge to shift and protect was an undeniable amount of lust and, try as he might, it refused to abate. As natural was it was, the timing was all wrong. He hoped like hell that she’d be receptive to his advances once inside the safe house full of shifters. Sex to them wasn’t anything new, just another of life’s miraculous—and enjoyable—blessings. For her, there was certain to be a period of adjustment.

“I’m ready.”

She stood, retrieved the duffel and moved closer to him. When he looked down at her he saw desire etched in her features. Her eyes were cloudy, her lips were slightly parted and her cheeks were flushed. Their gazes caught and her breathing increased, her succulent nipples going hard beneath her bra and shirt, informing him she was more than game for another round of anything he wanted to offer.

Fuck if the Shepherds didn’t piss him off. He had finally found his mate, the only female who would ever sate him entirely, and he was being forced to leave her bereft and needy.

“Soon,” he vowed and took the duffel from her.

Her eyes widened and she looked away. It was embarrassment, he realized. While natural to his kind, the yearning and need to couple often was foreign to her.

“It’s going to be all right.” Placing a hand at the small of her back, he gave her a gentle nudge. “Trust me.”

After collecting her keys and phone, they locked up and started the trek down the stairs. He kept her directly in front of him, eyes alert, nose sharp. The blare of televisions in various apartments merged, along with multiple conversations and, in the distance, the sounds of an ecstatic couple nearing sexual bliss. He tamped down his own need as the image of Pinkie on the counter assailed him, mentally cursing his cock as it slowly rose to life. His mate wasn’t the only one who wanted to cement their union. Ever since he’d gotten a taste of the minx between the sheets he’d been behaving like a teenager who had only recently discovered the joystick between his legs could be manipulated by a flick of the wrist and a firm grip.

The distraction was the reason he didn’t immediately scent the dangerous fragrances of silver and death the moment he opened the glass door to the building. One moment, he and Ava were alone. The next, Shepherds surrounded them, five of them total. Their weapons gleamed brightly in the streetlights as they lifted them into the air. The long, polished steel barrels displayed the etched bible reference: John 10:9.

I am the door. By me, if any man enter in, he shall be saved.

There was only one reason the men in brown dusters and matching Stetsons didn’t fire, and it had nothing to do with bringing unnecessary attention. They didn’t want to hit any of the random passersby who froze in alarm and watched silently.

“You know why we’re here.” The largest one addressed Diskant and leveled his obsidian firearm, his arm, hand and trigger finger nice and steady. “Where is he?”

Diskant shoved Ava behind him and placed his larger frame between her and the gun. She wrapped her arm around his stomach and pressed her chest into his back, remaining close.

“I don’t know what you are talking about.”

“Don’t lie to me, Omega,” the man cautioned, shadowed jaw clenching. “We know Emory Veznor is finally here. Your pack won’t be able to hide him forever.”

Emory Veznor.

Shit.

Years of practice allowed his face to remain expressionless, giving nothing away as he processed what he knew. Trey was with Emory, who had shown up earlier in the morning after a lengthy and acrimonious absence. He didn’t know the details but could garner a pretty decent guess as to the reason for his unexpected return.

“I don’t know where Emory is,” Diskant answered. Shepherds were good at three things—tracking, destroying what they viewed as unclean and detecting lies.

“Then call to him.”

“I can’t.”

The Shepherd obviously didn’t like the answer. “Explain.”

“Emory severed all ties with the packs in this area before he left. His wolf is no longer mine to call.”

“Then call to his brother—” The Shepherd stopped midsentence, stepped back and slid the gun into a holster beneath his duster as the others did the same. Their focus drifted from Diskant to the vehicles approaching from the east. The big red and blue lights affixed to the roof were dull and silent but all it would take was a decent scuffle and they’d be blazing in all their glory.

Thank fucking god for the neighborhood watch.

“Come on.” Diskant grasped the trembling hand at his waist and started for the bike.

“We won’t be leaving until we have him,” the Shepherd called out but Diskant didn’t respond.

He placed the duffel in front of him, helped Ava climb to the back of the bike and bent to retrieve the half-shell helmets inside the saddlebags. Normally he didn’t bother with them but since Joe Law was helping them out, he’d play the part of law-abiding citizen.

He placed the first on Ava and adjusted the straps before taking care of his own. The police vehicle was getting closer and the Shepherds were standing idly on the sidewalk, watching his every move. If he wanted to put any kind of distance between them he needed to make sure he and Ava were long gone before the police left the vicinity and they were able to return to their mode of transportation and follow.

After he straddled the bike, Ava pressed against him again until her pelvis was flush against his ass. Her body was still shaking, her breathing shallow and uneven.

“What are those men?” she whispered and tightened her hold, burrowing into his back.

He didn’t answer until he started the bike, wanting the loud thrumming of the motor to drown out his voice. He lifted the kickstand with his heel, turned his head and asked, “Do you know what Shepherds are?”

“N-no,” she stammered, and he realized that her body must be burning on one hell of an adrenaline high.

“They hunt our kind.” He kept his right leg on the ground until the bike stabilized as he slowly increased the speed and they drifted onto the street. “When they come around, it’s not a good sign.”

“What do they want?” The heady scent of fear that emitted from her was blessedly carried away as he turned off the street and gave the throttle a generous turn.

“I don’t know,” he answered as he set the engine loose. The wind caressed his face, wrapped around his shoulders and effectively ended the conversation.

But by god, he was going to find out.

Chapter Ten

Diskant stopped the bike in front of a building in West Village. The large window below the vintage Dougan’s Bar sign revealed everything just inside. There was a large bar with stools and a few tables were lined up just along the glass. Even from where she sat, Ava knew the patrons were shifters. Their movements were too powerful, their eyes—which turned the moment Diskant pulled to the curb to study them—too alert.

The motor went silent and she took a deep breath, struggling for control. The last hours had been the most bizarre of her life. She couldn’t decide if she should be frightened or angry at being bossed around and accosted by men with guns. Not when her body continued to crave a solid fucking, as if she truly were no more than a dog in heat.

She grimaced at the comparison but accepted the truth.

With Diskant, everything was primal and raw—her feelings, her reactions, her desires. It was as if she were evolving in some way, becoming someone or something else. Never had chemistry played such a role in her decisions. If she was being honest with herself, she knew that nothing she had done in the last twenty-four hours qualified as rational. Something else was calling the shots, setting the pace, liberating her from a timid mousy novice to a fearless tigress.

The terror she’d felt as she stared down the barrel of the weapon had changed the moment Diskant put her behind him, shielding her from harm. She’d reacted instinctively, reaching out with her mind, seeking the barest essentials from the armed men who looked like they’d jumped straight out of a cheesy Western. They’d been angry, searching for someone who had wronged their congregation, although it had been impossible to take the proper time to explore the path of their thoughts any further.

Seconds established which was the leader of the group—Elijah, the tallest one, who addressed them—and she’d immediately formulated a plan to have him lower his weapon and instruct the others to do the same. It would have been dangerous and was sure to have been tricky. The others could have questioned his orders, and if they had, there would have been no way she could have manipulated the thoughts of all of them. Adding to that had been the armed entourage that Elijah had silently signaled from across the street, their insurance plan if things went to hell in a handbasket.

Thankfully, her talent hadn’t been necessary. Her street was safe due to the patrol that combed the area hourly. For once she was grateful she paid a little bit extra and lived in Brooklyn Heights. When she’d seen the police car, she’d wanted to sag in relief and demand the city give them a raise for the service they provided.

Her only regret in the aftermath was allowing her alarm to shadow a greater need—to learn exactly what it was they wanted. Although now she was fairly certain she was due to find out.

Diskant shifted his weight and rocked the bike to the side to engage the kickstand, and she let go of his waist. A laughable amount of propriety saw her climbing off the seat without his assistance. She removed the helmet and ruffled her hair, unwilling to meet his eyes as she felt the stares of the shifter patrons inside the bar boring holes into her back.

What must they think? She wasn’t one of them and yet she was riding on the back of the motorcycle owned by their Omega. The shifters at Club Liminality were always cordial but never overly friendly. There was an invisible line that always existed, an understanding that either you belonged among them or you didn’t. Maybe there was a reason for that. Perhaps the incident at the bar with the newly bloodbonded couple was an indication of what happened when you decided to mate outside the species.

For a moment she visualized the woman cradled in the shifter’s arms that night at Liminality months ago. Her dark hair was slick with sweat, and her skin-tight cream-colored camisole was soaked with blood. The look in her eyes was dazed, her lips almost purple. Her skin had been so pale she looked near to death.

When Diskant extended a hand to take the helmet from her quaking hands, she wasn’t prepared when his fingers circled her wrist instead. She lifted her head and glimpsed the wounded look in his eyes, saw the hurt in his face.

“Don’t be afraid of me.” His voice was hoarse, the words raspy. “Don’t be afraid of us.”

The fear and uncertainty suffocating her was replaced by the need to reassure and comfort. Like a switch had been flicked, exorcising the darkness that shadowed her thoughts, there was nothing else in that moment but her and Diskant. The spectators vanished, as did the vehicles and pedestrians on the sidewalk.

“I’m not,” she answered, slightly stunned that she was telling him the truth. She wasn’t afraid of him. Her uncertainty arose from the unknown, from entering into something that left her blind and unaware.

“I didn’t want it to happen like this.” He smiled when she peered up at him curiously. Wrapping a hand around her nape, he explained, “When I woke up this morning I wanted to shower you with affection for the rest of the day. I had it all planned. Breakfast in bed followed by a round or two of sex and as much time as you needed to talk things through.”

The mere mentions of “bedroom” and “sex” caused her body to go warm. She’d started to say something when he yanked her into his chest and his mouth covered hers. His taste was intoxicating, so rich and unforgettable. She ran her hand along his jacket before sliding it under the leather until her palm rested on the firm pectoral muscle covered by thin black cotton.

She’d never truly thought about just how fortunate inanimate objects were until that moment. First it was the fork. Now it was a thin T-shirt.

He ripped his lips away, snagged her duffel, took her hand and pulled her toward the bar. He didn’t stop to explain and she didn’t argue. They entered and the people in their path moved aside as if they were already well aware of the score. Diskant led them down a hall and entered an empty office. As soon as they were inside he closed the door, tossed her bag to the ground and turned a lock. She mirrored him, plopping the helmet beside the duffel.

There were no words. One moment she was standing beside him, shivering in anticipation. The next she was bent over the desk, her shoes, jeans and panties gone, leaving her lower half naked and entirely vulnerable to the two-hundred-plus pounds of sexed male directly behind her.

Somewhere in the back of her mind her all-but-forgotten modesty reminded her that there were people outside in the bar, all of whom were probably aware of what she was doing. Strangely enough, she told that part of herself to zip it and leave well enough alone. Finally she was going to ease the unrelenting madness. She wanted to feel the heat of his skin against her, the firm, unrelenting length and width of his cock inside her.

“You’re so beautiful.” He pressed his chest into her back, forcing her to lie flat on the desk.

She remained there when he rose and she felt his hands cup her ass, his fingers curving over and carving a path along her skin, leaving tendrils of electricity in their wake. A quick swipe of the tip of his cock along the lips of her sex and he was pressing inside, that hard ridge of velvet steel spreading and filling her until she rose on her toes to take him deeper. Like this, she felt as if they were truly connected, in a way she’d never been before.

Diskant groaned and rolled his hips. “Damn, you feel good.”

Gripping the edge of the desk, she pushed back as he moved forward until all she could hear was the steady slap of skin meeting skin. The softness of his sac slapped her clit, creating new, dizzying waves of pleasure. She shifted slightly to the left and felt him stroke the spot inside that made her crazy, the wide length pressing against her until she welcomed the intense burning in her belly that signified ecstasy was close.

The room spun as he pulled free and turned her around. She wrapped her arms around his neck when he cupped her hips and lifted her until her legs were situated snugly around his waist. A smooth thrust joined them once more and he carried her to the nearest wall. His hand came down and plucked her clit, his index finger and thumb heightening her ecstasy with exquisite, expert touches.

“You like that?” His expression was one of passion as his thrusts continued, and his voice was distorted and thick.

“Yes,” she whispered and watched the muscles rope and cord in his neck as he supported her weight, adjusting her so that he went deeper and deeper.

A firm yank sent her into his chest and she lapped at the visible skin along his shoulder before pulling at the leather jacket to reveal more tanned flesh. She teased the surface with tiny nips of her teeth. An encompassing heat spread through her from belly to pussy. The impulse to bite and mark him as her own was too powerful to ignore and she chose the fleshy spot that connected the neck and shoulder. She bathed the area with her tongue, cleansing his skin, and pulled her lips back as her teeth sank deep.

His hoarse, elated cry as she bit down was accompanied by a metallic bitterness on her tongue. She bit harder in response, forcing her dull incisors and canines into the giving flesh, driven by the taste of blood and the smells of sweat and sex. An unrecognizable growl rose in her throat, as if she contained an animal of her own beneath her skin. She rotated her hips, pressing against him until he was lodged so deeply inside that he felt as if he was a part of her.

“Fuck, yes.” Diskant continued thrusting as he mirrored her and claimed the unmarked side of her neck. His teeth sank deep and she felt her body begin to peak, that delicious warmth spreading from her womb beyond.

Then things went terribly wrong.

Pain radiated from her bones, her head, her limbs, her everything. It felt as if molten lava were trapped beneath her skin, blistering hot and boiling its way from the inside out. She relinquished her hold on his neck and cried out, agonized by the feel of his skin, his touch too much to bear. It felt like a thousand needles plunging into the skin in all the places they touched and her eyes and ears began to sting as if they were being stabbed by shards of ice.

“Stop,” she begged pitifully and closed her eyes. Tears streamed down her cheeks, forming salty trails to her chin.

Yet it didn’t stop, it worsened until she thought she’d rather die than suffer the pain any longer. The endless waves of fire in the pit of her stomach felt like a blowtorch. The breeze from the overhead ceiling fan sent waves of coolness against her bare skin that were almost too brutal to endure. The cashmere sweater she’d always adored was suddenly as coarse and rough as a Brillo pad, chafing and scratching her arms, back and stomach.

Scents took over—earth, water and forest—and then she felt an odd brush under her skin, as if something soft and velvety wanted to press through and out. The texture changed from soft to dense, from silky to coarse, as if she were being tormented by fur, skin, feather and hide. She thrashed against Diskant, unable to hold her head upright. Each new wave through her muscles was replaced by a different one, each blessedly faster and less painful that the one before.

She was aware of Diskant whispering something, promising everything would be all right as she wept uncontrollably. The pain slowly dimmed until she was able to breathe again. The agony in her eyes, ears and skin dissipated, leaving her a shivering mass in his embrace. She blinked back the wet tears on her lashes, wondering if she was dreaming.

What in the hell just happened?

“Diskant?”

“It’s over, Ava mine.” His expression was harsh and his eyes flashed oddly, going from amber, to emerald, to silver.

“What happened? What was that?”

He shook his head and slowly pulled away from her until only the tip of his cock was embedded in her pussy. Just as carefully pushed back inside. Even with new and strangely sensitized skin there was no pain now, only pleasure. Again he withdrew and returned—harder this time. With each thrust, thoughts of what transpired fled, replaced by newer, better memories.

“Stop distracting me.” She contradicted her request by arching her hips, taking him deeper. “It’s not fair.”

“Can’t help it.” He increased the pace.

“Diskant…”

Logic told her this was insane. She’d just suffered something she couldn’t explain and she was willing to let it slide because of this new inner calling that demanded she take him into her body, claim his seed, mark him as her own…

“Come with me, baby.” He ignored the worry in her voice and the question in her eyes. His clawed fingers dug into her hips, guiding her into a crazed rhythm. “You need this and so do I.”

He bucked his pelvis and she ground against him. Release was so close, all she had to do was reach out, take hold and claim it. She wrapped her arms around Diskant’s neck and allowed him to set the pace, relying on his strength, trusting he would be the one to take them there.

They climaxed together, his cry deep and hoarse, hers soft and muted. The tension left over from the odd ordeal disappeared, muscles going soft, leaving her sated and content. She reveled in the way he felt inside her, basking in the rightness of his weight against her, the heaviness just enough to keep her trapped but not so much that she couldn’t breathe.

She lifted her head and was stunned to find a still-oozing bite at his neck—with visible teeth marks. Slowly, the sounds coming from the club registered. She waited for panic or embarrassment at engaging in sex inside a very public place, but surprisingly, none came.

“You’re like a drug,” he murmured into her ear before nipping the lobe. “So damned addictive that no matter what I do I can’t get enough.”

“It’s your fault, not mine.” Frowning at the stark mark on his tanned skin, she asked, “What have you done to me?”

The question got an immediate, jolting reaction. Diskant froze, his chest going still as he held his breath. Suddenly the muscles against her weren’t yielding but as hard as stone, the weight keeping her trapped against the wall becoming ten times heavier.

After a tense moment, he said, “We need to talk,” withdrew from her body, and placed her on unsteady feet. The loss of his presence was more than physical. It was as if he’d blocked off another part of himself as well.

Confused and embarrassed, she’d bent down to retrieve her things when he asked, “How do you know about shifters?”

After everything that had transpired she wasn’t sure what she’d expected but it certainly wasn’t this. Anger came then, glorious and ball-breaking in its intensity.

“After everything that’s happened, don’t you think I should be the one asking the questions?”

He lifted his head, fingers motionless over the fastenings of his leathers. It dawned on her then that they were both half clothed inside a bar that catered to shifters, having had explosive sex where everyone could not only hear them, but could probably smell them as well. Not to mention she still had no idea what in the hell was going on, and Diskant seemed to constantly be directing her thoughts to pleasurable pursuits that distracted her from thinking about anything else.

“There is a room full of shifters out there waiting for an answer to that question,” he finally said. “I need to know what to tell them.”

“Well, isn’t that sweet? Looking out for your fellow furry friends,” she replied in a cool, jaded tone. “If only the rest of us were given the same courtesy.”

“Damn it, Ava,” he growled and readjusted his shirt. “There isn’t time for this.”

She separated her panties from the jeans and pulled them on, well aware of the wetness dripping from her sex as a result of his seed and her release. She went still for a moment, struck dumb by a thought that both frightened and excited her. For the first time, she considered something she should have thought of from the start, especially when you weighed the nature of their relationship thus far.

Could a human and shifter procreate? Was it possible to get pregnant? She’d always wanted children, had hoped that one day she’d have three or four of her own. Was it possible to have a family with someone like Diskant?

Like everything else, the notion was placed to the side. A complication that her overly stimulated body and mind stored away for another, more fucked-up time.

Furious with herself for being concerned about things she couldn’t change after the fact, she quipped, “But there is always time to fuck, right?

The breath caught in her throat and she gasped when he crossed the distance, grabbed her by the arms and held her against the wall. The barrier erected between them was obliterated and she was aware of several things, but it was one—and only one—thing she perceived that both terrified and exhilarated her.

She was aware of Diskant for the first time.

Even though he had her pinned against the wall, it was concern—not contempt—that had caused him to place physical, emotional and mental distance between them.

He was scared for her, worried he had pushed her too far.

He knew it was too soon to give her the second mark, but god help him, the moment he’d felt her teeth against his throat he had never wanted anything more and he hadn’t wanted to stop her from tasting his blood. The moment she reminded him of what he’d done—staring at him with her enormous blue eyes full of confusion and hurt—guilt had hit like a freight train.

He wanted to reassure her, to take her somewhere they could be alone and talk. But damn it to hell, he had to meet Trey and Emory to find out what the fuck was going on. Some serious shit was going down and he didn’t want his mate anywhere near it.

His mate.

Ava mine.

Each thought was crystal clear, as crisp and detailed as if he’d spoken aloud.

Jesus Christ and shit.

She could read him.

Diskant fought an inner war with himself, desperate to ease his mate yet forced to see to those waiting for him just outside. Never had he regretted his status as Omega or wished to be just another shifter in the big wide fucking world. It was a tremendous responsibility he always respected and honored. Obligation, however, was a bitch of a mistress when you had to put others before yourself and the needs of your mate.

The moment they’d entered Dougan’s, he’d known the pack understood his need for privacy. Newly bonded pairs were always unstable at the beginning, their desires uncontrollable at best. That understanding, unfortunately, would only last so long. Already he could sense their unease, their impatience. Shifters weren’t telepathic by nature but they could communicate through shared mental images and feelings. He could perceive the worries of the pack mates outside. They were uncertain and edgy. The one who had the power to bring all of the shifter races together was newly mated, making him unstable and unhinged when they needed him most.

Ava gasped and her sapphire blue eyes went wide. He felt her tremble in his grasp, her full lower lip quivering. Concern for her overrode the need to protect those who turned to him for guidance. She was the most important thing in his life now. Without her, he wasn’t complete.

To hell with it. He would make fucking time.

“Pinkie, what’s wrong?”

She jerked as if roused from a sound slumber and looked at him as if seeing him for the first time. Then she smiled, bestowing the most cock-rocking grin he’d ever seen, and leaned forward to brush her lips against his. This kiss was more intentional than the rest, as if she were offering him a different part of herself. He softened his grip and leaned into her. Her lips parted and their tongues tangoed, back and forth, side to side. The tenderness of the movements was not lost on him, nor was the way she pressed against him like a trusting, sultry armful of woman.

He lifted away and peered into her flushed face. She was beautiful like this—lips swollen, cheeks flushed. As he moved away and gave her room he braced for the previous anger he’d been given a dose of and watched in shock as she retrieved the rest of her clothes and began slipping them on without another word.

“I know you have a lot of questions,” he said, gauging her reaction.

She nodded as she buttoned her jeans and bent to pick up her boots. “I found out about shifters because you were the only people I couldn’t read. As a child I thought you were special like me. When I got older I realized there was a lot more to it.”

“Are you a member of the Villati?” The question was direct, no frilly cushion or chocolate-covered coating.

“No.” At his disbelieving frown, she added, “They’ve approached me, which is baffling since I haven’t told anyone what I can do. I can only assume they have some supersecret way to keep tabs on everyone who isn’t considered normal. I told them to piss off and they have.”

“Is there anything you want to ask me?”

He smoothed his shirt but didn’t bother with the stretched collar or his jacket. Even though everyone in a given proximity was already aware, he wanted everyone to see her mark of claim for as long as it lingered on his skin. He wanted to savor the gift she’d given, show the entire fucking world she’d staked possession just as clearly as he had.

“No,” she answered and slid into her sneakers.

“No?” he repeated, sure his ears were deceiving him.

“No,” she told him firmly and adjusted her clothes. “You said we don’t have time for this, so why don’t you take care of what you need to and we can discuss this after.”

“Are you all right?” He studied her, watching for any indication the second mark hadn’t done something extra.

“I’m as right as rain.” She actually fucking smiled at him. “Are you?”

Christ. She was as mellow now as she had been pissed before. Nothing made sense, but then, that had been his life the last few weeks.

She crossed the room, running her fingers through her hair. The blonde and pink strands remained upright in several places while the rest fell in jagged pieces along her forehead. Standing directly in front of him, she slowly looked up and placed her hands against his chest. If intended to ease him, the contact had the exact opposite result. His cock swelled once more, fully armed and loaded.

“We’d better go.” His words turned into a groan as her hands descended until her palms rested on his abdomen.

“Okay,” she murmured seductively and rose on her toes to press a kiss to his throat. His entire body shuddered at the touch of her lips, muscles going taut.

“If you don’t watch it, I’m going to rip those clothes back off, put you facedown on the desk and make them wait even longer.”

“Promises, promises.”

“Just wait until I really get you alone.”

She pulled away but the smile remained. “Shall we?”

For a moment he allowed that newfound connection between them to expand. Emotions between mated pairs were enhanced when angry, excited or frightened, meaning it wasn’t as easy to hide them unless you made a conscious effort to. Right now her calm and playful demeanor echoed her mood. In fact, from what he could feel, she was downright amused.

Shaking his head, he took her hand, turned and unlocked the door. After glancing at the bag just inside the office, he decided it would be safe enough until they came back for it.

The noise hit first. The big screen television was blasting some sports event while the sound of glasses being stacked and sorted echoed from the bar. They walked down the hall and the voices went quiet.

Diskant guided her through the tables slowly, wanting everyone to see his mate and appreciate what a lucky bastard he was. They all recognized Ava as his other half and could smell his mating scent all over them. Several of the shifters lowered their eyes and turned their heads to reveal their throats—a display of respect and deference—while a few turned away, obviously unhappy with the fact he’d mated with a human.

As he’d expected, Trey, Nathan and Emory were seated in the booth at the far wall. The stark amber glow in their matching irises warned him they were still juiced from whatever they’d discovered at the warehouse. All of them looked like they’d been on a bender, with thick stubble lining their lower jaw and chins, but Emory looked the worst.

Diskant assessed the Alpha, noting that his once-long hair was now cut short, the ink-black strands now curving along his head and ears. He seemed harder somehow—not a good sign. When he’d left New York after he and Trey had nearly torn each other apart, Emory’d had the temperament, and the short fuse, of a fucking pit bull. Diskant couldn’t recall a time he’d seen the Alpha this unkempt and ragged, with rumpled clothing and a wild, untrusting gleam in his eyes.

Not since the night Trey almost killed him.

Stopping at the empty, left-hand side of the table, Diskant bent down to whisper into Ava’s ear, “In you go,” and waited until she complied before he followed suit. As soon as his ass hit the seat, she slid up against him, her hip in solid contact with his, and placed her hand on his thigh. A ball of white-hot, undeniable sexual need shot from his stomach to his groin, causing the muscles beneath her palm to tighten, the skin just around her fingers suddenly sensitive and heated.

Christ, her touch and nearness felt just right.

He settled back and draped his arm over her shoulders, his hand feathering across the rise of her breast. Her breath hitched but she didn’t budge, although he did feel her tremble. He tried to stem the flow of arousal, although he thrilled in the fact she could feel it equally as much.

“I called for a meeting of all the Alphas in the area,” Trey said. “Since we don’t have long before everyone arrives, I’m going to put this shit in the open. We found the missing shifters.” Trey’s low grumble was laced with outrage. “All of them were dead. Shot through the heart with silver bullets. But that’s not the worst part.” Trey’s gaze briefly flitted to Ava and she tensed, fingers clutching Diskant’s leathers as if she knew what Trey was going to say. “They were skinned, and judging by the amount of blood on the scene, they were alive when the sick bastards did it.”

“Why do you think that is?” Diskant leveled a stare at Emory, daring him to turn away as he asked, “What could possibly possess Shepherds to wage war on an area with the largest shifter population in the Northeastern portion of the United States?”

Trey looked at Diskant then turned to Emory, his face shifting from livid to confused as he comprehended something was extremely wrong.

“What have you done, Emory?” Trey’s voice reflected his wariness and distrust. Already the gloves were off. Trey and Emory had never gotten along following Emory’s maturation into an Alpha, parted by differences in ages and the ingrained predisposition to dominate.

“It isn’t what you think,” Emory growled, immediately on the defensive.

“What. The fuck. Did you do?” Each snarled word from Trey was brisk and clear.

A brief but notable amount of apprehension appeared on Emory’s face before his thick brows furrowed and he pressed his lips together. Whatever the problem was, he didn’t want to discuss it.

“They came to my mate’s apartment looking for you.” Although Diskant made sure his tone was cool, his anger was unmistakable.

Emory’s focus darted over, his eyes resting on Ava. His heavily shadowed jaw began to tic. Diskant imagined his hands were forming into fists.

“They drew on us,” Diskant continued, studying Emory intently. “In plain sight. Whatever you’ve done, they’re not going to forget it or move on. You’ve got a bulls-eye on your back and I’m sure there’s a price on your head. You can’t expect others to suffer as a consequence. You’re going to have to balls up.”

Emory tore his gaze from Ava and glared at the table. He was breathing hard, chest heaving. Nathan placed a firm hand on his arm and Diskant knew the Beta was filtering some of his anger by taking it into himself. After several seconds, the gleam in Emory’s eyes lessened. Nathan let him go and sagged into the leather-cushioned seat, panting as his clenched fists resting atop the table tightened and loosed spastically.

“After I left I decided to go to Colorado,” Emory said quietly, voice shaky. “It was a nice change of scenery and a decent place to go it alone. I was there a couple of months before I met the most amazing female. She was smart, she was beautiful, and as you’ve probably guessed, she was mine. I couldn’t believe the dumb fucking luck of it all. I left home and found my one true calling. Then I found out her name.” Emory looked up and stared Diskant in the eye. “Mary Shepherd.”

Everyone at the table went quiet and eerily still and it was immediately mirrored by the pack members in the bar. Diskant turned from Emory, narrowing his eyes and gazing about the room. They’d all heard what Emory said but by adding to the tension they were making shit much, much worse.

This was not good news.

After a moment the noise level increased and the pack returned to business as usual, although in a much more muted fashion. Diskant returned his attention the table, noting the strain on everyone’s faces.

“You’re mated to a Shepherd?” Trey sounded as sick as Diskant felt.

Emory’s nod was jerky, his voice gruff. “I tried to stay away from her. She’s too young and both the man and the wolf recognized that, but it was too difficult to deny the pull. After a couple of weeks I started visiting her college, watching her from a distance. When I finally approached her I realized she had no fucking clue what I was. I found out why when we sat down for a cup of coffee and I learned her parents had died when she was fifteen and she’d moved to live with her aunt and uncle in Colorado.”

“Separatists?” Diskant asked, curious and intrigued.

“From what she shared with me, I would imagine so. I couldn’t exactly ask her about it since she isn’t aware any of our kind exist.”

“How did they find out about you?” Trey was still shell-shocked; it showed in his expression and his somber tone.

“Since I couldn’t exactly knock on her door and introduce myself, I made sure that we always met somewhere in the city. Her uncle got suspicious after we exchanged phone calls and decided to follow her. He was waiting to meet us after we shared a meal and were about to hit the movies, and he had a fucking troop of his kin with him.”

Emory hesitated, swallowing loudly.

“I tried not to shift but when he lunged for Mary it was impossible to control all the changes. They were endangering my mate and the wolf surfaced.” His voice became a heavy snarl. “I couldn’t stop them from taking her, not when they told her what I was and she ran as fast as she possibly could in the opposite direction. It was hard enough staying alive when they were firing silver buckshot at my ass.”

“Did you mark her?” Diskant knew he was asking a difficult question. All things considered, he highly doubted Emory had taken it that far. If he had, there was no way he would have allowed Mary to flee.

“No,” Emory answered, confirming Diskant’s suspicion. “There was never any chance to. The night we were discovered was the first night we were alone.” He lowered his head into his hands. “I shouldn’t have come here. Hell, I didn’t for several weeks. You have no idea how hard it’s been, to know my mate exists but not be able to claim her. That’s why I came back. If I don’t do something soon, I’ll return for her even if it kills me.”

Trey slammed his fist on the table, growling. “How long ago did this happen?”

“Five weeks.” Emory lifted his head. The anguish in his voice was mirrored in his posture.

“Every dead shifter inside that warehouse was a different breed, and not one of them was a wolf.” Trey lifted his head and looked directly at Diskant, conveying the significance of the fact. “When the leaders of the shifter races learn that Shepherds are in town for Emory they’ll demand we hand him over. No one will risk going to war with them. Not if it endangers their families and mates.”

Diskant cursed the circumstances, processing the information as quickly as possible. As an Omega, he had the final say on what went down in his city. Sometimes that held sway when it came to the wolves in the area. He had, after all, been born a wolf shifter and maintained very close ties to them. But by killing off different shifter breeds—of a predatory nature no less—the Shepherds effectively made this a matter he couldn’t take sides on. When those missing pack and pride mates demanded recompense he would be expected to provide it. Emory, a werewolf born into his original pack, wouldn’t qualify for any special consideration. Their connection alone would cause all the other shifters to be wary and distrusting.

Diskant looked at Ava, torn for the first time in his life.

If he weren’t newly mated, the decision would be as simple as breathing. Despite his status, he would arrange something that would save his brethren and force the threat from the city. Shepherds took the supernatural creatures they captured to special holding places where they could be “exorcised” of the demon within before their soul was given safe passage to the hell they viewed as heaven. Knowing that, he could have safely handed Emory over, trailed the sadistic zealots and put an end to this outside of his territory.

Now, however, there was so much more at stake.

He couldn’t leave Ava behind. Following a second mark she’d need the closeness and mating more than before. Without it, she would become crazed. Not a pretty sight, especially when a newly mated shifter was killed and left his or her mate behind. Usually the most humane thing to do was to put them down.

Of all the fucking irony.

Ava went tense beside him and he started to lean over to ask her what was wrong when Trey braced his elbows on the table and a loud growl rent the air.

“I’m not handing my brother to them.” The wolf under Trey’s skin was barely contained. His eyes changed color as his canines lengthened, causing his vowels to slur. “If they want him, they’ll have to fight for him.”

Diskant had to force his own wolf to quiet as it rose to greet a fellow pack mate’s fury. He understood Trey’s outburst, as Diskant was the one who had brought the pack together after Trey and Emory faced off, nearly killing each other in the process. Their rivalry put an enormous wedge between the wolves in the pack. It was the only reason Emory had decided to leave. Two roosters in a henhouse wasn’t a good idea, and no matter how much the men loved each other, their wolves were too dominant to stomach the other existing inside their territory.

Ava lifted her hand and wrapped her fingers around his wrist, caressing his knuckles with flicks of her thumb while leaning against him. The effect was staggering. The wolf went quiet, was forced aside, and he heard the cat within purr as it took control, brushed against the inside of his skin and attempted to get closer to the woman stroking him.

“Trey.” Nathan spoke quietly and clasped his Alpha’s arm. “Don’t amp up the room. They’re already primed.”

“Goddamn it,” Trey snapped as he struggled with his beast and attempted to take control. After a moment, when he was back in charge, Nathan released him. The strain was evident in the Beta’s posture, his hand visibly trembling as he pulled it beneath the table.

“Did you contact all of the Alphas about the missing shifters?” Diskant asked, hoping like hell that he didn’t sound like the pussycat Pinkie had brought to the surface of his skin.

Trey took a deep breath and sat back, shaking his head. “I left as soon as we made the discovery and came here.”

“I can’t put shifter lives in danger for the sake of one of my own, which means we need time to formulate a plan. As soon as the Alphas find out what’s happening, you know what they’re going to want.” Diskant made sure he had Trey’s full attention when he said, “We have to know what we’re going to do when we’re forced to hand Emory over. Do you want to take this across state lines? Do you want to risk placing their wrath on the heads of another pack?”

It was a fucked-up situation none of them wanted to be a part of. No matter what they did, they sacrificed one of their own. By choosing to follow and rescue they’d tread into the territories of other packs along the way. Shepherds were known for making their messages loud and clear by annihilating the populations in small towns, and there were bound to be plenty of them between New York and Colorado.

“We have to end this here.” Trey rubbed his hands together and gazed blindly across the room. “If we follow them, we’ll have to kill everyone we find.”

“Can you live with that?” Diskant asked, unable to force the rest of the question from his mouth. Could any of them live with killing women and children? Because that is what it would come down to. Shepherds steeped their children in their warped beliefs at a young age, ensuring that their demented “purpose” was ingrained from the moment they could understand the spoken word.

“You have to give me to them. It’s the only way,” Emory interrupted, his eyes wild and glowing. “When will you tell the rest of the packs why they’re here?”

Diskant felt Ava tremble beside him and he tightened his hold and bowed over slightly, giving the illusion that she was sheltered under his shoulder. “I should tell them tonight,” he responded without hesitation, relieved when she settled beside him. “They have a right to know. If it had been wolves that were skinned alive, we’d be out for blood.”

“We need to know more about the Shepherds’ enclave,” Trey said, turning to Emory. “If their numbers are small the pack can challenge them directly.”

“You’re asking the wrong person.” Emory laughed but there was no humor in the gesture. If anything, the Alpha seemed on the brink of a breakdown. “Mary didn’t tell me anything. She wasn’t even aware of the importance of her surname.”

“I can tell you.”

There was a moment of silence as everyone turned to the source of the interruption—the little bundle under his arm.

Ava.

She smiled at their curious stares and continued stroking his skin, the motion of her thumb calm and soothing, as if she gleaned just how much it affected him.

“You can tell us what?” Diskant asked, aware that the others at the table wouldn’t dare address his mate to ask the question.

She turned her head, smiled at him and answered, “Everything.”

Chapter Eleven

“You’d best repent, lest you find yourself bedded amongst the wolves.”

Mary tried not to wince as her newest captor stood over her at his place at the pulpit, legs shoulder’s width apart, expression unreadable. This time it was John Shepherd with a bible in one hand and a cross in the other—one of eleven Shepherds who lived on the sacred family land in northern Colorado that had been passed down through the generations.

It had been like this since the night she’d discovered the man who brought excitement and joy to her life wasn’t a man at all but something else. A beast, she’d been told, who was cursed with half the soul of an animal. She’d have argued the fact if she hadn’t seen it for herself. The lupine features that had distorted his jaw, lengthened his canines, and changed the hue of the iris were impossible to discredit.

Foolishly, she’d fled, unable to see past the terrifying shape of the beast to the man.

That was the tragedy of trusting illusion—you couldn’t always perceive what you should. Even those who appeared normal could be cursed with something far worse than a wolf beneath the skin.

Far, far worse…

“I don’t hear you, Mary.”

The warning was enough for her to start the prayer over, mumbling into her clasped hands as she balanced herself on bruised knees until she reached the portion of the passage that gave her pause.

“Behold, I send you forth as a sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents and harmless as doves. But beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and they will scourge you in their synagogues.”

She continued to recite the passage that was once foreign and strange but was now memorized to perfection, allowing her mind to drift.

How had her life come to this? How could the man she knew as a father have belonged to a group of people that manipulated and twisted the passages of the bible to suit their purposes?

She shivered as she continued to speak, trying to remove the morbid images that always surfaced from her mind.

The moment her uncle had learned of her romantic involvement with Emory and had forced her to face the truth of what he was, he’d shown her the extent of his depravity by driving her to the large building situated on the far end of the property, near the woods and a long stretch of water that nourished the cattle and livestock. The smells coming from it had been more than enough to keep her interest at bay when she’d arrived five years before, but as he drew nearer in the truck, with the windows down, she’d truly understood the depths of the stench.

It was one of rot, decay and, worst of all—death.

She’d kept her hand across her nose and mouth as she exited the truck and Elijah had instructed her to wait while the vans behind them parked and the men inside climbed out. There had been eleven in all, each familiar as they were family members who owned the adjacent farms and raised livestock or grew crops. They attended church services every Sunday with their families and seemed to be decent, god-fearing Christians.

Christians, she thought bitterly. Now that was a full-fledged blasphemy of epic proportions. Just how little she’d known about the people who’d embraced her as one of their own.

The moment she’d entered the building, the stench had been overwhelming, and she’d discovered why when she glimpsed inside the cages. Men, women and a small child were huddled within, their bodies covered in wounds that oozed blood and yellowish pus. All of them were filthy, hair matted with sweat, dirt and dried blood. When she’d finally torn her eyes away from the silver bars lined with tortured faces, she’d learned the horror didn’t stop there.

In the center of the room had been a wooden table with silver cuffs on each corner and a multitude of matching chains. The oak was stained black in places, the surface smoother where bodies had writhed in misery and unintentionally sanded the wood.

“They must repent of their sin and reject the beast before they can cross into heaven with their soul intact,” Elijah had said as she gawked at the atrocity in horror. “For this purpose, we attempt to expel the demon within.”

“The demon?” she’d whispered, mortified.

“Lucifer’s beasts reside within each and every one of them.”

The cage closest to her had held the single child in the group, who was no more than eight or nine years old. His face had been dirty and the wounds along his arms and chest had been fresh, but his eyes had been alert as he studied her silently. Pools of the most radiant topaz she’d ever seen—pure, untarnished liquid gold—stared back at her, silently pleading for help.

In that moment, she’d known she was no better than her relatives if she turned a blind eye to something like this. As she’d walked from the building with her disgusting and reprehensive “family,” she’d begun to formulate a plan.

Just two years before, on her eighteenth birthday, she’d been given her parents’ assets. It was more than enough for a fresh start somewhere. More importantly, she could finally discover what waited for her inside the safety deposit box in Florida—an odd location considering her mother and father had never taken her there. Her parents’ attorney refused to give her the key unless it was in person, and had specified that her mother and father had instructed that she had to open it before the age of twenty-one and keep the existence of it secret.

Considering her kin doubled as the Manson family, she wasn’t sure if it was bound to be a good or bad surprise. Either way, it was better than sticking around.

It had taken two weeks to work out her uncle’s schedule and by that time she’d known when her aunt was going to the grocery store, how long her cousin Jonah would be out in the field, and could count the minutes it would take to cover a significant amount of distance. Timing was everything, and as the number of people in cages had dwindled from seven to five, there had been little to spare.

Stealing the keys to her uncle’s shop was the easy part; standing before the cages afterward, eyes wide and hands shaking, wasn’t. She’d wondered if the ravaged and violated men and women would kill her on principle. Perhaps they did have a demon inside of them that would demand blood payment for their suffering.

As it turned out, they hadn’t harmed her at all.

Instead they’d forced her into one of the cages that reeked of feces and urine and locked her inside, deaf to her pleas to take her with them or set her free. Only the child had turned as she begged for mercy, showing fear for the first time. He’d reached for her hand and clasped her fingers in his thin hands before he was swept into the arms of a woman who carried him from sight as Mary struggled against the bars.

That was how her uncle found her—locked in a cage with the keys tossed in the dirt, the polished set flashing brightly in the setting sun just five feet away.

The beating she’d received after he pulled her from the cage had been the most severe—the one in which Elijah introduced her to the cane. “Spare the rod and spoil the child,” he repeated as he gave her a lash for each shifter he’d lost, as well as an additional five for her betrayal. Ten lashes total, the thick, winding scars of which now adorned the skin on her back.

It wasn’t difficult to feign fear or deference after that. A solid slap to the face courtesy of her aunt or a leering taunt from her cousin weren’t shit on the grander scale. The few friends she’d made at college were told she was recovering from mono and wouldn’t return for the rest of the semester when they called to speak to her. That meant no one would look for her, and no one would miss her if she suddenly vanished without a trace. Everything she did now was about survival. Surrounded by the lunacy as she was, there was only one way to ensure it.

She had to pretend, build trust and show them she’d seen the error of her ways. That meant staying quiet, keeping her nose clean and feigning absolution. It wasn’t always easy but as the good book said, good things come to those who wait.

“Again, Mary,” John said, going to his knees and starting a new passage, another she knew now by heart. “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want; He makes me lie down in green pastures…”

Dutifully she chanted along, damning the god who’d placed her in his predicament, taken her parents from her and shown her just how vile and warped the world could be. As soon as she was given the opportunity she planned to run as far and as fast away from the sick, demented fucks as she could.

And there was only one thing she knew with utmost certainty.

She had no intention of ever looking back.

Chapter Twelve

Seated smack-dab in the center of wolf shifters and Ava had never felt so powerful. She knew she should have been terrified or nervous about the attention centered in her direction, but oddly enough she wasn’t. Ever since she’d left the office she’d amassed a wealth of knowledge about Diskant, his race and their connection.

His mate.

A shiver traveled down her spine as she acknowledged the fact, accepted it and comprehended the implications of such a thing. This wasn’t just a quick romp in the sheets or a casual fling that would go away. This was exactly as he’d told her it would be, a connection that would last the span of their lifetimes. As scary as the notion was, it was equally exciting, humbling and staggering. Since she could feel the complexities of his feelings, she was able to experience the full magnitude of his commitment and devotion—all-encompassing, frightening and unwavering in its intensity.

Never had a man felt as Diskant did for her, as if she was as essential to his being as breathing. He would do whatever it took to secure her happiness, even if it meant his own was sacrificed as a consequence.

In addition to that, as an Omega, Diskant was extremely important to all shifters. In claiming her as his, she had gained equal status. From the moment they’d emerged from the office, walking side by side, hand in hand, she’d been able to perceive the thoughts and curiosity of those around them. Everyone had wanted a glimpse of her, including the few females who remained at the other side of the bar.

Various cadences and dialects had echoed inside her head, both male and female. Diskant had mated, but unlike many in the pack feared he might, it wasn’t to a different breed of shifter but a human. She had braced for their anger but was shocked when she perceived their relief and ready acceptance.

It could be worse, thought one.

Thank fucking god, thought another.

Filtering through the voices, she’d deftly slid the pieces together. If Diskant mated a different breed of shifter his allegiance to the wolves would be compromised. Now, his loyalty and dedication to the pack was assured. They would protect her with their lives and, in turn, Diskant would see that the pack continued to thrive…

Even if it means he’s mated to a weak, human female who will give him half-breeds.

The stray thought had pissed her off and she’d lifted her head, frustrated when strange faces greeted her and she was unable to locate the source. When the combination of thoughts had become too disorienting and difficult to decipher, she’d erected a temporary wall to block them out, focusing instead on the reassuring vibes Diskant was somehow able to send. It wasn’t until they’d taken a seat at the table that she slowly let the barrier down.

Fascinated would be one way to describe how she felt as she listened to the thoughts of the intimidating shifters surrounding her—terrified would be another. With the exception of the green-eyed one seated in the center, the shifters were totally unlike Diskant and didn’t have an ounce of affection or softness within them. Instead she felt a lust for violence and retribution.

The one seated closest to her—Emory—seemed the most unstable. His mind was in chaos, a raspy, animalistic voice in her head that could only be described as bestial and continued repeating the same words over and over again.

Mary. Mate. Mine.

She studied him as the man tried to overtake the animal, observing quietly as her gift allowed her to hear the dual thoughts that occurred simultaneously.

Even as he spoke to Diskant and Trey, the wolf continued chanting those three distinct words that were made all the more powerful when combined. From time to time Emory would lower his eyes, stare at the table and order the feral half to shut up and give him a moment’s peace. In that moment she wondered if there were those who possibly went insane from the separate entities within.

Unexpectedly, her focus shifted.

Trey’s wolf had risen to the surface, so powerful she could feel buzzing against her skin—as if it were a magic of some kind. “I’m not handing my brother to them,” he snarled violently. “If they want him they’ll have to fight for him.”

Guilt hit her like a fist in the stomach, taking her breath away. There was so much pain in the thought, so much misery.

Trey felt responsible for his brother, accepting the blame for everything that had followed a violent scuffle years before. Disjointed flashes in her mind showed her the battle, fangs bared, claws extended.

An image of Trey standing over his fallen brother, looking down at his battered form, was crystal clear. Emory was coated in blood, developing massive purple and black bruises and horrible gashes, some of which were all the way to the bone. Emory’s shirt was gone, his body broken on a mound of green grass that slowly absorbed the flowing red liquid that seeped from the cuts on his torso and face. Lifting his head, he met Trey’s enraged stare.

“Kill me,” Emory whispered.

For a moment the temptation arose, until the man overcame the beast and Trey turned from his pack mate and brother. He couldn’t kill him, which meant this would only happen again, and again, and again. Until Trey finally allowed the wolf to finish what had been set into motion or Emory was the one standing over his body, delivering the killing blow.

The images in Ava’s head vanished when Diskant’s own bestial side answered the challenge projected unwittingly by Trey, clamoring to take over. For the first time she was able to place the shift in him, to feel the animal that rose to the surface. It was the wolf that was infuriated, suffocating all of the others, forcing them back and away. It wanted to protect a pack mate, to face the enemy eating away at his Alpha, to shred and demolish flesh and bone with unyielding jaws and lethal teeth. Diskant tried to stem the flow of emotions, to put the beast back in a cage, but he was already on edge, feeding from all the shifters in a close proximity. So it wasn’t as simple as taking control.

She reacted without thought, driven by a new, undeniable instinct.

Lifting her hand, Ava grasped Diskant’s fingers and began running her thumb along his balmy skin, using careful, soothing motions. She moved closer to his side, snuggling against him, and felt something brush against her mind, a velvety caress of satiny fur that was so different from the coarse hair of the wolf. She whispered encouragement to the animal who was both cunning and playful, teasing it with the gentle motions of her fingers and the wriggling of her body.

The wolf didn’t settle but had been replaced by an entity with equal prominence. The large cat—a jaguar—shoved the lupine aside, basking in her touch, reveling how good it felt to be petted and stroked.

She heard the corresponding purr from Diskant’s chest, felt his shock as something occurred that he had no control over, and had to mask a smile when he spoke to Trey and his voice was hoarse. “Did you contact all of the Alphas about the missing shifters?”

The men continued speaking but it wasn’t the words she listened to. As soon as the large, predatory cat under her spell was appeased she focused on the emotions and fears of the men at the table, taking more from their emotions and reactions than she ever could from what they offered through spoken language.

Trey felt fear, concern and uncertainty—for his pack and his brother. The man at his side, Nathan, experienced much of the same but she was aware that in some way he was nullifying the stress placed on Trey, taking on the burden of anger and rage. Emory, of course, was a garbled mess and had been for some time. He missed his mate like the desert missed the rain. He wasn’t whole without her, would never be complete until they were reunited.

Yet beneath Emory’s anguish was an unshakable hurt that ate at him. As much as he longed for his mate, he was terrified of the reunion, horrified by her reaction the night she viewed him with claws and fangs. Her terror had hurt him in ways no physical blow ever could, devastating him to the point that he’d allowed several of the bullets to pierce his skin before he’d fled.

Ava allowed his recollection of the past to consume her as images flashed in her head. She could see a face—Mary—gawking at Emory with wide brown eyes full of horror. Her honey-blonde hair was darkened by the heavy rain that plastered the strands to her face, her full lips parted wide, eyes large and horrified. She rocked to and fro, hands limp at her sides until he moved toward her and she lifted her arms in a defensive gesture. Her scream pierced his eardrums, the wail high-pitched and terrified. Running from any predator was dangerous, especially a shifter, but that was exactly what she did. He’d almost followed, but he’d maintained control.

Barely.

The memory evaporated and Emory was in control once more, though he had to fight to stay that way. The wolf wanted to return to that moment. Any memory, even one that wounded the soul, was better than none.

Emory tuned in to the conversation between Diskant and Trey, though he continued to merge past with present, and Ava listened in. Blood would be shed over him. The head Shepherd—whom she immediately recognized as the armed man from earlier in the evening, Elijah—warned Emory that they would make an example of him. Daring to mate with one of his kin was a sin they could not abide. It was a direct sign, Elijah announced before his enclave, that god was testing their worth and calling upon their strength. Pointing his gun at Emory, Ava watched through the shifter’s eyes as Elijah turned to him, whiskered jaw clenched, thick brown brows furrowed. There was a glint of determination in the orbs of liquid obsidian that was as unmistakable as the man’s faith, but it was what he declared before Emory and his kindred that made Emory’s heart ice over.

“I’ll kill her before I allow you to take her, minion of Satan.”

“You have to give me to them. It’s the only way.” Emory abruptly severed the memory and interrupted the ongoing conversation, disorienting her in the process. His frantic gaze darted wildly about the room. “When will you tell the rest of the packs why they’re here?”

“I should tell them tonight.” Diskant answered, the arm at her shoulders drawing her close. “They have a right to know. If it had been wolves that were skinned alive, we’d be out for blood.”

“We need to know more about the Shepherds’ enclave,” Trey said and looked at Emory. “If their numbers are small, the pack can challenge them directly.”

“You’re asking the wrong person.” Emory laughed hollowly and Ava felt the anguish that was slowly suffocating him. “Mary didn’t tell me anything. She wasn’t even aware of the importance of her surname.”

“I can tell you,” she said without hesitation.

A lot had occurred in the past few days, but in the midst of chaos something extraordinary had happened. No longer did her ability make her an outcast that forced her to keep her head down and her presence obscured. She was now a part of something that regular people had no idea existed, which meant she wasn’t entirely an anomaly.

Confidence bolstered her decision. Diskant was the most powerful shifter in New York, and as his mate it was time to reveal what she could bring something to the table. She’d save the knowledge that she could read shifters for herself, but the Shepherds were human, meaning they were safe ground. Who cared if she couldn’t sprout fur, grow fangs and howl at the moon?

What she could do was even better.

Brains before brawn.

“You can tell us what?” Diskant’s heated breath warmed her ear as his husky and alluring voice wakened various portions of her anatomy.

Forcing her desire to chill, she peered up at him and smiled. “Everything.”

“Everything?” he echoed and she heard the question in his mind, the uncertainty.

“They’re human.” She released his wrist, leaned forward and brought her hand to his chin, allowing her fingertips to tease the shadow that was growing thick and dark along the strong line of his jaw. His lids drooped slightly, the emerald green irises—those of the cat—positively simmering with desire. She had to tamp her own response despite the sudden urge to climb aboard his lap. “When they approached us outside the apartment I was able to learn their names and who was in charge. I also found out that they had a van parked at the end of the street where more of them were waiting in case something went wrong.”

The laziness in Diskant’s expression vanished and he grasped her hand in a move that was faster than she expected. “You could listen to them telepathically? Why didn’t you tell me?”

She didn’t struggle, meeting his angry gaze head-on. “When did I have a chance to, lover? On the bike when you couldn’t hear me over the motor? Outside when I was terrified to come in here? Or how about in the office when I was pinned between you and the wall?”

A soft chuckle from Nathan wasn’t enough of a distraction to tear her eyes away from Diskant. He was fuming, lips thinned and eyes changing colors. She had to wall up her mind so she didn’t intrude on his thoughts any longer. The fun and excitement she’d experienced was replaced by cold, hard reality. She hadn’t thought about what an invasion of privacy it was before. Now she intuitively realized he was certain to ask just how liberal she’d been with her talent.

“I wasn’t trying to keep it from you,” she added softly and he immediately loosened his grip, ditching the frown. “There wasn’t an opportunity to tell you until now.”

“Are you having a private conversation? Or can anyone join in?” Trey asked with a distinguishable amount of strained humor.

“Either way, they’d better hurry,” Nathan added tersely. “Everyone’s arriving.”

Ava glanced past Diskant as he turned in the seat and stared at the window. An assembly line of cars and motorcycles crowded the street.

“Tell me what you know, Ava mine.” Diskant rotated, his focus solely on her. “How many were there?”

“The five outside and however many they could fit inside a van.”

“I’d say that means there are nine or ten, tops,” Trey said. “They’re not here for a cleansing and any more than that is likely to draw attention.” He rested his elbows on the table, lowering his voice. “The pack could wipe them out in a single shot. All we need is the opportunity.”

Ava gasped as Diskant wrapped his arm around her, pulled her into his lap, and turned his back to the room. “If you do that, you can’t tell any of the packs or prides what you’re planning. They can’t find out until the threat is gone and there isn’t anything to bitch about. If you fuck this up they’ll be out for blood. Your head will be the one they want gracing the plate since you’re the Alpha in charge.”

“I’m aware of that.”

“What’s your plan?”

“We hand Emory over, follow them from a distance and use eyes that can’t be seen to make sure they don’t vanish while we’re not looking. We’ll have to make sure to take them out before they cross state lines, so we’ll need a distraction.”

“Who’ve you got in mind?”

“Aldon Frost owes me a favor. I’m going to call on him to collect.”

“A vampire? You’re going to ask a leech for help?” Diskant snarled and Ava pressed her hand over the crazed beating of his heart, attempting to calm him. “Have you forgotten that blood drinkers attacked my mate?”

“Technically, she wasn’t your mate yet. Now that she is you know they wouldn’t take the risk.”

“I want an explanation.” Diskant’s demand didn’t brook room for argument. “Or I can’t help you.”

“I’m sure that can be arranged.”

The voices inside the bar hushed and Ava was aware that a large group of shifters were entering the establishment. The energy in the room changed, the atmosphere becoming oppressive and heavy. When she tried to move off Diskant’s lap he tightened his hold, making his intention clear. With or without telepathy, she knew he wanted to clearly state who and what she was to him, providing a very public and possessive display that all the guests would recognize.

“Yes or no,” Trey said briskly. “Contemplation is over. I need your answer.”

Diskant cradled Ava in his arms and met the level stare of his pack mate. This was some serious fucking shit. As an Omega, he wasn’t supposed to place himself or his interests into the middle of anything concerning shifter business. That was why he was always respected despite being born into a wolf shifter pack. The bonds were still evident, especially when you studied his habits and closest friends, but there was never any question of his loyalty.

Trey’s tone conveyed his desperation. “What’s it going to be?”

He glanced at Emory, taking note of the alarming changes that had overtaken the once proud, dangerous and powerful Alpha. His eyes were crazed, his appearance unkempt and his behavior odd. It happened when a shifter found his or her mate and was forced to deny the connection. In Diskant’s case, it had been easier to mask his longing for Ava during her absence as he could take relief from all of the packs, relying on their strength and calm. Emory, however, was a lone wolf without anyone beneath him to shoulder the burden.

If it had been five weeks since he’d seen Mary, he was likely going mad.

“I want an explanation from the vampire and your word that if the shit hits the fan you’ll take care of Emory. He’s on the brink, Trey. I can’t risk having a crazed wolf in the city.”

“Done.”

Trey’s eyes shifted to the area behind his shoulder, alerting him into the fact that they were no longer alone. Diskant knew the breeds of those approaching by the various beasts inside him who answered the call, all of which were four-footed, feline predators, which he expected. When it came to shifter breeds, two species were prominent—feline and canine. Those were the two that held most sway in things, including snafus such as this. Taking that into account, it was too dangerous for the birds of prey, reptiles or scavengers to show themselves. In a hand-to-hand scuffle they didn’t bring much to the table, and things could quickly become deadly. More than likely they’d make an appearance later in the evening, when the crowds died down, or appeal for a private audience.

Trey sat back and Diskant turned, keeping Pinkie seated firmly on his lap, his hand possessively placed across the vulnerable softness of her stomach. She fidgeted for a moment before she settled against him, so tiny in his embrace that her head was nestled comfortably beneath his chin.

The Alpha and Betas for the New York prides entered—jaguar, leopard, cheetah, lion, tiger, panther and lynx—identifiable by their sleek, elegant gaits. Unlike humans, their hair wasn’t simple blonds, browns, or blacks. They retained the same hair color as the cat they shifted into, and the best dye job in the world could only hide their natural tresses until their next shift. Unlike the wolves, they weren’t loud or brash. The cat shifters were refined, cunning and arrogant. Their expensive, tailored clothing was rich and lush, the materials intentionally chosen to allow range of movement.

One broke away from the group, taller and more distinct than the rest and, if the feline Alphas in the vicinity were being honest, the most powerful.

Kinsley MacGregor, a sixth-generation black panther, or if one wanted to be technical, one of the rarest breeds of puma in the world. Of all the feline shifters, Kinsley was the one Diskant knew and trusted most. He was always honest, fair, and managed to keep the rest of the Alphas in line. His raven black hair fell to his shoulders, offsetting his bright, emerald green eyes. For a second those jeweled irises flicked to Pinkie, but very smartly, and respectfully, turned the fuck away. Like the other cats, he was swathed in leather from hip to toe—his being black instead of tan or white—although his shirt was of the casual, white button-down variety.

“What news do you bring, Omega?” His accent, though faded by the years spent in the States, was heavy. His thick, twin brows came together as he stopped a foot away from the table, blocking out the roomful of shifters behind him.

No sense in delaying the inevitable.

“Shepherds are in town. They’re responsible for the missing shifters. The bodies are down in a warehouse in Red Hook.”

Kinsley didn’t mince words or waste time. “Who’s to blame for their visit?”

“It’s not necessary to reveal that.” Diskant kept Ava where she was when she wriggled her lush little ass against him and tried to move. Like this—seated in a bar amongst his pack, with his mate in his lap—he appeared at ease with his decision. Placing her where he wanted her most—in another, safer location—would only send out warning signals. “I’m asking you to take my word that it’s under control.”

“Which is a roundabout way of saying it’s a wolf matter,” Kinsley retorted wryly and nailed Emory with a seething glare. “Considering he’s back in town, why am I not surprised?”

“I need your backing on this,” Diskant continued as the remaining pride members came to the table, the implication clear. All of the cats trusted and supported Kinsley, who was older than most of them by several hundred years. If he supported Diskant’s decision, they would quickly fall in line. Cats weren’t as nitpicky about who got the job done, so long as it was done to their satisfaction.

“If I give you that, I’ll expect you explain everything to me privately.”

“I figured you would.”

Kinsley’s attention drifted to Pinkie, his appreciation evident. The puma breed loved smaller females, the more delicate and lithe the better. “Is this the wee lass I’ve been searching for?”

“Aye,” Diskant mocked and shifted his body, rotating Ava in his lap until her legs dangled outside of the booth and she was gazing up at his face with lips parted and eyes wide.

“Say hello to Kinsley MacGregor.” He lifted his hand and cupped her jaw, brushing his thumb along her lower lip. “He spent a lot of time trying to help me find you.”

“H-hello,” she stuttered but didn’t sever eye contact, gazing into Diskant’s face as the heady scent of her arousal engulfed his nose.

Naturally, he reacted to the fragrant spice, cock growing firm against her plush bottom, filling out the lush line between her rounded cheeks until she inhaled raggedly and her eyes clouded. She pressed her head into his hand, turning until her lips were flush against his palm. A warm, wet lick caressed his skin, followed by another, longer swipe of her tongue.

Sexy little minx.

He considered lifting her up, spreading her across the table and returning the favor. What would she do if he swiped the drinks off the surface, ripped away her clothes and went to his knees before her in front of the entire room? Would she allow him to pleasure her in front of them? To lap away the succulent cream of her cunt as everyone watched? Public displays cemented the union among shifters, reinforcing the strength of their bond. The pack would accept her with open arms at such a display, welcoming her among them as a sister kind.

Nothing would please him more.

As if she knew exactly what he was thinking, she met his lust-filled stare and, after a hesitation, fucking winked as if daring him to do it.

“Pinkie,” he growled a low warning and tightened his hold. Her breath caught and her beautiful, heavily lashed lids dipped as her pupils flared wide, until a rim of midnight blue was all he could see.

Damn the second mark.

Already the fire in his blood refused to abate. He could taste her need, feel it all the way to his bones. From here on in there’d be no stopping them. He wanted to bury his dick from crown to hilt inside her, over and over again until neither could differentiate between the hot satin walls of her pussy and the unrelenting slickness of his cock.

“I hate to break up your fun,” a crass and unwelcome voice intruded, “but we didn’t come here to watch you fuck your mate.”

The luscious expression on Ava’s face evaporated, along with the scent of her desire. She blinked rapidly as if catching herself before a committing a serious and unforgivable fall. Her pupils readjusted until they were tiny pinpoints and she ripped free of his palm. Turning her head, she brought her arms to her midsection and tried to pull herself into a ball.

Diskant slowly turned away from her, furious at the embarrassment that now blanketed eagerness. Shifters wouldn’t have taken the words so harshly—sex was something they had a natural an itch for. His mate, however, was human and a stranger to all of this, and the son of a bitch responsible for her discomfort was more than conscious of that.

What Diskant wanted to do was place Ava in the seat, climb out of the booth and put the snobby and elitist lynx in his place. None of the shifters in the room would have done fuck-all to stop it, and it was exactly what the rotten little prick deserved. Instead, he called on the lynx beneath his skin, met Donovan Wright’s conceited stare and waited as their beasts battled it out.

The flicker of indecision across the playboy’s face quickly changed, creating a scent that every person with a keen sense of smell recognized—fear. There were only a half-dozen lynx in New York and though Diskant didn’t fancy himself an Alpha, he was sorely tempted to stake a claim to the title to just to put the condescending pussy in his place.

He waited until Donovan lowered his eyes, bowed his shoulders and assumed a submissive position before he ordered, “Apologize.”

It was a double insult, asking Donovan to apologize to a female and a human, which made it a suitable punishment. He would be the talk of the town once this mess with the Shepherds died down. Everyone would know Diskant had put him in his place, and the only females who would willingly give him a piece of ass would be those outside his pride.

There was a heavy pause before Donovan complied. “Forgive me.”

Technically it wasn’t an apology but Ava took the higher ground and nodded tersely.

“I realize you’re newly mated but we need answers.” Jackson, the Alpha of the tiger pride stepped forward. His red-gold hair was offset by strands of blond and large portions of black, each color distinctive and vibrant. “If Shepherds are in the area, we need to be on full alert until they’re gone.”

“I know what they want and I’m going to arrange a meeting to give it to them.” Diskant spoke with a confidence that conflicted with his true feelings regarding the situation. “They don’t have an interest in our city or in saving the populace. When they have what they want, they’ll leave.”

“How certain are you of this?” Zeitgeist asked, coming in to stand beside Jackson to create a semicircle with Donovan. The cheetah shifter’s chin-length hair was a mixture of brown, black and blond—an odd coloring that all the members of his pride shared.

Diskant started moving from the booth as he answered, “Certain enough that I’m going to leave Trey to answer your questions and offer you all a drink while I take my mate upstairs.”

Kinsley was the only obstacle in their path and didn’t move out of the way, standing before them with his arms folded over his chest.

Diskant stopped in front of him. “I’ll be back to talk as soon as she’s settled.”

Kinsley grinned and the look on his face screamed “lucky fucking bastard”. He nodded and moved aside. “Don’t keep me waiting long.”

“Don’t worry.” Diskant carried Ava past the Alphas and called over his shoulder, “It’ll be sometime before the sun comes up.”

Chapter Thirteen

Diskant made one stop to retrieve Pinkie’s belongings before he took her to the top floor—to his own private apartment. He didn’t use it often, only when the shit hit the fan and the pack wanted to grant him a place he could rest and call home. That meant there were all the amenities he could ask for and then some—including a large plasma television, a couch, loveseat, recliner that allowed him to stretch out and a large hot tub in the bathroom.

The door wasn’t locked when he barged inside but he rectified that problem as soon as he closed the door and tossed the bag onto the floor. His dick hadn’t gone soft since Ava’s display at the bar and it wouldn’t until he released inside her. This was the danger of being second marked and wouldn’t go away until he took the final step and brought her wholly into the bloodbond. It was a biological instinct, instilled so that mates couldn’t put off the process for overly long.

“Wait,” Ava said as she realized his intention. “I need to talk to you—”

He whipped her around and claimed her lips, silencing her effectively as he started removing her clothing. The apartment was a simple and modest layout—large living room, small kitchen and an enormous bedroom with a king-sized bed. As he guided her past the coffee table, around a large leather sofa, and she breached the entranceway of the bedroom, he caressed her skin, massaging her breasts. By then her sweater was gone, her pants were unbuttoned and she’d managed to undo the fastenings to his leathers, pop the fly to his jeans and bare his cock.

Her hand wrapped around the turgid length and she whispered, “I don’t understand why I want you so much.”

“It’s natural.” He forced her to let go when he bent to remove her shoes and socks.

“For you, maybe. I’ve never been like this before.”

He slipped her socks off and lifted his head, staring up at her. “There is no reason to be ashamed of this. Among shifters it’s entirely natural.”

She blushed. “I know that but—”

“But nothing.” He clasped her hips, drawing her into his lap. “What we’re feeling is special. Some unlucky bastards go lifetimes without ever knowing what it means to share what we have together.”

“That’s just it.” She met his gaze with eyes that were tortured and uncertain. “I don’t know anything about you really. I don’t know who your parents are—”

“Elizabeth and Martin Black.”

“Where they live—”

“Alaska.”

“If you have brothers or sisters—”

“I have a younger brother who lives with my mother and father.”

She shook her head. “I don’t even know how old you are.”

“Two hundred and thirty-seven.”

She gasped at the revelation but quickly recovered. “What your likes and dislikes are. What you want in life.”

“Pinkie.” He placed the pad of his index finger over her mouth. “There is nothing more important in this world to me than you and there never will be. Not our children. Not the any of the packs or prides. Only you.”

She placed her hand against his cheek and her beautiful, brushstroke brows came together. “There’s something I need to tell you.”

“You can tell me anything.”

Her frown deepened and she took a deep breath, as if building her courage.

“I can read you.” When he gave her a questioning look she said, “In the office, after…after whatever it was that happened between us…” She lowered her eyes. “I could feel your emotions first. I thought it was just another side effect of what occurred that I couldn’t explain. Then I heard your thoughts.”

He went still, absorbing what she told him, and his memory drifted to her odd behavior following the second mark. He’d expected her to be upset, to demand answers, but instead she’d acted as if she’d already known them…

Fuck, she had known them.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you,” she whispered and refused to meet his eyes. “I know it was wrong but I was so excited I didn’t stop and think. I realized how you felt about me and…”

She shook her head and lowered her hand.

“And?”

At first he thought she hesitated because she was worried for some reason. Then he recognized the shyness that wouldn’t allow her to look him in the eye. “No one has ever felt that way about me. Not since my mother and father were alive.”

His heart felt as if it had folded upon hearing the words, and he caught her chin between his thumb and forefingers—something that was becoming a habit—and forced her to look at him.

“Can you read me now, Ava mine?”

“No, I stopped as soon as I realized you wouldn’t appreciate the intrusion.”

“Don’t stop,” he told her softly. “I want you to know me. That’s the way it should be. A part of what I am allows me to sense you, to know what you want and need. It’s only fair that you can do the same. Read me. Tell me what you find.”

Her eyes started to shimmer with tears and he smiled, wrapping a hand around her nape. The love shifters experienced was much the same as humans, only it was magnified by the bonds of mating. Over time those ties would become stronger. While a mated male or female could, and often did, survive the loss of their mate, those who had been together longest usually followed soon after. Bloodbonding, however, was something else entirely. A whole new level of connection and closeness. Among his kind there was no stronger link, nothing more revered or respected.

Moving closer, he placed his lips in front of hers. “Come here.”

Their lips met, parted, and their tongues tenderly touched, soft and gentle. She moaned as she backed off and he followed, darting inside the warm, moist cavern of her mouth. This kiss was special, meaningful. It wasn’t the heated mating of tongues but the acknowledgement and acceptance of something far more that would encompass sweet and wild.

You taste so good.

He didn’t stop kissing her until he realized Ava’s mouth was locked on to his, making speech impossible. When he pulled away she was smiling.

“You can speak to me telepathically?”

“I wasn’t sure before now.” She leaned forward to trail her lips along his cheek, making a path to his ear. “I was always able to with my parents, although they warned me not to try with anyone else.”

Alarm caused him to force her away from his throat until she gazed at him in confusion.

“Can you read other shifters?” When she nodded he asked, “Can you communicate with them as well?”

“I’m not sure.” She appeared legitimately puzzled. “Why?”

He wasn’t sure if she was listening to his thoughts but if not, he wanted to clarify. Her ability, while amazing, had to remain hidden. No one could know that she could listen in or converse telepathically with a shifter. Humans, yes. Preternatural beings? Never.

It was too dangerous.

“I don’t want you doing this with anyone but me. If you listen in that’s one thing but never allow anyone to know what you can do. Do you understand?“

She must have read the danger in his mind because she didn’t argue. “Yes,” she exhaled breathlessly. “I understand.”

Suddenly her arousal swamped him, as if she’d unlocked a door that he wasn’t aware existed. He gained what she was thinking through feelings and could glimpse—if not necessarily spoken thoughts—something far more. She found his display sexy and thrilling. Knowing he wanted to protect her didn’t turn her off. If anything he made her hotter. She loved knowing he was possessive, wanted him to always care for her so much that he put her protection first.

“Diskant.” Her lips moved, so she was speaking, yet it was impossible to hear with the blood rushing through his veins, creating an excessive pounding in his head. “Make love to me.”

He stood and lifted her in his arms. It was as if they merged, mind and soul. She felt his desire, magnified it and fueled it with her own. She rose onto her knees before him and helped him slide free of his clothes before she removed her jeans, leaving him entirely nude and her barely clad in a skimpy bra and panties. Reaching out, he explored the delicate indention along her collarbone and she brought her small fingers up to his, mirroring the motion. Each place he touched her skin he was aware of the pleasure it brought and strangely was aware that it was the same for her.

“This is amazing.” Her tone was one of awe. “It’s like I’m under your skin but I’m still inside mine. I can’t wait to feel you inside me.”

He grinned and lowered his head to nip at her shoulder. “Then it’s a good thing I’m not going to make you wait.”

He wanted to take his time, make love to her and show her how fantastic slow and deliberate could be. Unfortunately now wasn’t the time. He had to get back downstairs and get things situated. After the shit was settled with Emory, however, he intended to do just that.

“We’ll go to the cabin,” Ava said, following his line of thinking, grinning impishly. “It’s isolated and a there’s a stream that runs along the back of the property into a lake. We can do whatever we want. You’ll love it there.”

Flashes of the two of them in the water—with her legs wrapped around his waist and her hands twined around his neck—came to mind. He could almost feel the lapping of the waves against his skin, feel the warmth of her cunt gripping him tight as the water cooled their legs and the sun heated their torsos.

“I’ll love being anywhere you are.”

After removing her bra, he pressed her into the pillows and slid her panties down her thighs, baring the sleek, glistening flesh between. Though visibly wet, her pussy was swollen, the lips slightly puffy and reddened from their last pairing. He could still scent his seed on her, the heavy tang of their mating a stark reminder of just how often he was satisfying his needs despite her human nature. Shame at his rough handling and treatment was quickly erased when Ava spread herself wider for him, meeting his eyes.

“I like it when I’m a bit sore after. It’s like you’ve left your brand on me.”

Shockingly, he felt the contentment she experienced as she focused on the dull throb between her legs, recalling how much she loved the sensation as she brought him into her head to share her thoughts. When they were at the bar, she’d relished feeling the aftereffects. There wasn’t any embarrassment. It made her feel cherished and desirable and she loved knowing that if she keyed him up he’d make her ache just like that all over again.

“You’re killing me.” He tested her with a gentle exploration of his fingers. They slid easily into her snug depths, surrounded in hot, wet softness that welcomed him as he plunged deeper.

Please, she whispered in his mind. I need you.

He fisted the meaty portion of his cock just below the crown, fed the tip inside and entered her. She was tight, her vaginal walls forced to stretch to accommodate him. She gasped and arched her back when he watched his length disappear inside her warm sheath, the lips parting as he slid deep. It was the most extraordinary sensation as he felt the slick, suctioning warmth of her cunt and was also aware of the thick, heavy fullness that his cock created inside of her. She whimpered and he had to force himself to stretch out the pleasure for as long as possible, remembering she too was aware of exactly how she felt to him.

“See, Ava. You feel like fucking heaven.”

Bending down, he sought the hard nipple in the center of her pebbled areola. The sensation sent ripples through his chest, traveling down to his balls, causing his scrotum to draw tight. He didn’t stop, biting down gently and flicking his tongue along the tiny nub as he brought his hand down to massage the tiny bead at the top of her sex. She rotated her hips and ground her clit against his fingers. The spasms in her vagina created pulsations all around him.

He was about to warn her he couldn’t hold off when she shattered, the pure and raw ecstasy of her orgasm rolling through him. A ball of fire seemed to explode from his stomach and spread through his body, extending to his limbs. It wasn’t the same as his own climax but felt amazing nonetheless. Heedless of anything else, he released her clit and started thrusting, going deeper, using his arms to create leverage. She took all of him, eyes closed and chin trembling, her hands forming fists as she clenched the pillows and moaned into the billowy material.

As his climax neared she opened her eyes and looked at him, panting softly. He knew what she was waiting for but he couldn’t help but tease her, curious to know how she reacted when he talked dirty.

“Do you want to know exactly what that tight little pussy of yours does to me? Do you want to know what it feels like when I come?”

“Yes.” She met his thrusts, driving her hips up as he plunged down.

“Then tell me. I want to hear it. As you’re probably aware, I enjoy talking dirty and appreciate when it’s reciprocated.”

She did as he asked without a second’s pause. “I want to feel you come.”

“How does my cock feel inside of you? Does it feel good?”

“You know it does,” she groaned. “God, you know.”

“You’re right, I do.” He ran his tongue along her collarbone. “But I want you to tell me. I want to hear you say it. How does it feel?”

“Hard, long and thick, filling and stretching me so that I can’t feel anything else but you, inside and out.” She flexed her ass and gyrated against him. “Please. I want to feel what it’s like when you come deep inside me.”

“Whatever you want, baby.”

He increased the pace and pounded into her, faster and then faster, and roared as he achieved release. Arching his back, he stared at the ceiling as wave after wave of semen jetted from his cock and bathed her womb, dimly aware that her own cries were drowning him out. Her pussy began milking him, the tight, velvety walls clenching like a fist before releasing, and he realized she was caught in the throes of another orgasm. The delicious heat spreading throughout her body extended his own climax, so his cock continued jerking even when there was no seed to spend. Combined with her feelings, it was the ultimate pinnacle of sex, so fucking good his eyes crossed and his entire body felt the impact.

Taking care to keep his weight off her body, he blanketed her with his torso as the final shudders passed, the beads of perspiration on his chest merging with hers as their sweat-slicked skin touched. Both of them were struggling for breath, their frantic, racing heartbeats in sync. Their thoughts were hazy but the relief and satiation was perfect, so damn good he never wanted to leave her side or their bed.

“Amazing,” she managed to huff, breathing hard.

As he pressed his lips into the sweaty curve of her neck, he smiled. The afterglow of sex wasn’t something he used to enjoy but now, sensing the obvious adoration and affection radiating from his mate, he was certain that was about to change. When she wrapped her arms around his waist and held him tight he knew there was one more thing he could do to make her happy.

For humans it was too soon. For shifters it could literally occur overnight.

“I love you, Ava mine.”

He didn’t realize just how much he wanted to hear the endearment in return—hadn’t thought that it really mattered—until she sighed into his chest, hugged him tighter and whispered back, “I love you too.”

* * *

Sadie Dumus stood across the street from Dougan’s Bar with her back resting against the glass wall of the Presto Laundromat that proudly touted its convenient twenty-four hour, round-the-clock customer service. A few shifters lingered on the sidewalks but they couldn’t see her, passing by without so much as a curious notice.

Although it sapped her strength like a son of a bitch, veiling was a nifty talent she was glad she’d inherited. It was a rare gift among vampires, gained only by those with a mage in their lineage who were born—or chose—to grace the lighter side of the vampiric family spectrum.

Which, thank the stars, her father had been. Otherwise she’d be in the kind of trouble no magic could protect her from.

The fear that surfaced from the thought settled like dead weight in her gut, causing the liquid meal from a few hours previous to roll and churn in her stomach. Fighting the rising nausea, she quickly got a grip and took a deep, calming breath.

Goddess, she shouldn’t have come here. The last time she’d come sniffing around Trey Veznor she’d nearly done herself in.

She trembled at the memory.

She’d almost revealed her presence in Central Park the night Trey and his crazed brother had faced off, unable to stand aside when she saw him stumble to his knee as she phased to his side. If it hadn’t been for the violent brawl, the heat of the battle with Emory and the blood lust, Trey could have seen her, glimpsed past her magic and understood the attraction that drew her to him like a moth to a flame.

Like a moth to a flame, she thought bitterly. Sizzle and combust.

Closing her eyes, she recalled the fated night that had occurred just weeks after she’d arrived in her new home in New York. What was supposed to be an important mission for the coven had become something else, and one chance encounter at Liminality was all it had taken to raise the stakes.

She’d felt the same pull Trey had the moment their eyes met from across the cloudy floor of the club, the air laden with tendrils of swirling cigarette smoke. It wasn’t often that a shifter and blood drinker mated, and there was a good fucking reason—with starvation or a slow, agonizing death being one of outcomes. That was why vampires refused to consider it and ran at the first sign of a connection.

Still, as he’d studied her that night, she’d taken him in as well. He was tall, lean and muscular, with an extremely masculine countenance. He’d been dressed entirely in black, the long leather trench coat concealing what she was certain was an arsenal of weapons.

Three words had come to mind: Sexy, mysterious, powerful.

After a moment he’d stood and started making his way over. He’d moved like the predator he was, all muscles, intent and determination. His shoulders had shifted as he prowled, strides smooth and graceful.

When he’d stood within a few feet of her she’d gotten hold of herself, did the only thing she could and phased just before he made it to her table. He hadn’t known that she hadn’t left the club but changed locations, able to view him as he’d seen her disappear and comprehended what she was. A strange expression had crossed his face, but before she’d been able deconstruct it the look had quickly been replaced with revulsion.

While her heart had wilted at his cold response, she’d forced herself to accept and understand that while rejection was a cruel bitch that carried a harsh sting, it was to be expected.

Although she wasn’t cold-blooded as folklore depicted, or without a heartbeat, she was unable to walk in the sun for long stretches of time or sustain herself on food alone. Calories, while delectable, didn’t provide the sustenance her kind required. It was all about the red stuff, the source of all life. Plain, simple and rich—when you needed a boost, blood couldn’t be beaten.

To a shifter, drinking blood was repulsive. Because of that they considered vampires a scourge on the city, bottom feeders as it were. Not that their tendency to hunt live prey and devour it raw was all that appetizing to her or her kind.

Give it a rest.

Shifting her weight, she studied the bar, knowing she shouldn’t have come but once again discovering she was unable to leave. She had her own responsibilities and obligations, which didn’t include her pairing with anyone of her choice in the near future, but she couldn’t seem to help herself. Trey was the ultimate poison, the one she could never have, and for some reason, even knowing that, she was captivated by the man.

Several of the pride Alphas exited the building with their seconds-in-command, bringing her to full attention. She watched as they walked to their expensive Jaguars and limousines and suddenly had the urge to phase closer to ruin the shiny paint with a nice scrape of her nails as they drove by.

Of all the breeds littering the city, cat shifters were the ones she cared for least. Once they had been of a great use to mage vampires, who used them as familiars, but that was before the world changed, became technologically advanced, and feline shifters decided they no longer needed protection from the hunters searching for them. Automatic weapons, large bodyguards and a deity known as an Omega provided their safe haven from harm.

The door to the bar opened and, just like that, there Trey was, standing across from her in all his glory.

Over the course of her obsession, she’d often ventured to Trey’s favorite hideaways, anxious for a glance or a wispy breeze that allowed her to bask in his scent. On occasion she took it a sinful step further, touching him while veiled, allowing her fingertips to travel along his skin. He seemed to luxuriate in the caresses until he realized what he was doing. Afterward she always moved away to give him space, to whisper in his mind like a fucking ghost.

Smell but don’t taste. Look but don’t touch.

As she watched his jerky motions now, her instincts told her something big was going down. Something she would have noticed if she hadn’t been so fixated on the sexy slice of man who haunted her dreams. Trey’s sublime face was heavily shadowed and his whiskey-colored irises were bright in the dark. He adjusted the leather jacket around his shoulders, slid his hand into an inside pocket and retrieved his phone.

If she moved a bit closer, she could see who he was contacting. It was just a matter of keeping her hands to herself.

She pushed away from the glass and walked to the edge of the sidewalk, separated from him by a few measly yards, and stopped.

Damn it, I shouldn’t be here. If he sees past my shielding spell, he’ll mark me immediately. All it’ll take is one good sniff and I’m fucked.

While she didn’t do so often, it wasn’t difficult to get the information she needed in another way. Concentrating, she focused on his thoughts and froze when she plucked a name from his mind.

Aldon Frost.

Trey kept his voice low but she clung to every syllable she could hear. “We need to talk.”

Trey paused for a moment to listen, nodded instead of speaking and snapped the phone closed. Then he lifted his head, flared his nostrils and stared directly at her.

Panic kept her from moving, freezing her in place for a split second. Then the world sped up and she came to her senses. Sure he was looking in her direction but there was no way he could see her. Her veil was impossible to break unless she willed it or she was injured. Thus was the power of vampires.

Vampires.

She was tempted to laugh. For her, the implication behind the terminology was all wrong. Her kind weren’t corpses from the grave or fanged harpies who stole children from their beds at night. That didn’t mean her ancestors and relatives weren’t a form of evil—their very existence came to being when a witch and a demon procreated and created the first of her race—but rather, their role was to keep the peace and protect the innocent from those who embraced the darkness within, corroding the streets with tainted blood drinkers and aberrations.

Without her kindred, shifters would soon learn exactly how bad vampires could be.

Trey sniffed the air again and appeared to stare directly at her, seeming to catch her eyes. The pain that arose from her desire to make it so was one she was familiar with but, as there was nothing to be done about it, she forced her wants into an invisible box and closed the lid.

She couldn’t have Trey Veznor. No matter how much she yearned for him. He was the forbidden fruit that would bring about her destruction, the proverbial apple that sent Adam and Eve from Eden.

A frown etched into Trey’s face as he pocketed the cell, turned on his heel and started walking down the street. She waited until the last limo drove away before she crossed the road, keeping a safe distance as she trailed him.

Due to an unexpected shift in events, Trey Veznor was the least of her concerns. He was going to see Aldon, which meant that now it wasn’t personal.

This was all business.

* * *

After Diskant left to return to the bar, Ava soaked in the large, swirling hot tub. The warm jets soothed her aching muscles as well as the sore, throbbing flesh between her legs. She’d meant what she’d told Diskant. It did feel as if he’d left her branded, but only in the most fantastic way imaginable.

Who could have known just how damn good it could be to meet a gorgeous, insatiable man, share the best sex in this world and find out in a matter of hours that he not only wanted to keep you forever, but he would love you for the rest of your life?

Pretty damn good, if she was being honest.

Once she climbed out from the tub she quickly toweled herself dry before getting dressed. As exhausted as she was, she was still coasting on too much adrenaline and excitement to sleep. She took her time exploring the space, starting in the bedroom and moving to the living room and kitchen. The furniture was entirely masculine, various hues of dark brown and cream, with splashes of red inside the throw pillows, matching the curtains. It screamed affluence without being stuffy or uptight. A perfect lair for a man like Diskant.

A muffled sound drew her back to the bedroom and she stopped inside the doorway. She eyed her duffel, placed the sound and groaned.

Damn. She’d been sure her cell would be deader than a doornail by now.

There were a handful of people who could be calling her, the most obvious being Brett and Thomas. Her boss and friend, understandably, because she left his place of business without an explanation and he was probably worried, and Thomas because he wanted to harass her about what he considered a “sneaky loophole” in her parents’ will which allowed her to purchase the cabin at half the price.

The sound died only to start right back up again. It was either shut the damn thing off or answer. After she managed to pull the annoying device from her bag she scowled when she saw unknown caller flashing in time with the abrasive ring. Bracing herself for anything, she pressed the tiny green button to the left and placed the speaker to her ear.

“Hello?”

“Hello, Ava,” Craig said, his voice as silky and smooth as butter.

“How did you get this number?” Her tone, understandably, was not as cordial. She’d told Craig never to contact her again. Yet here he was, overstepping boundaries as if they never existed.

“You of all people should know that for someone like me obtaining a phone number is as easy as asking.”

“I’ve already told you to keep the locket. Put the damn thing on display if it makes you happy. Just leave me the hell alone.”

She heard him tsk through the line. “You’ve never been one to make hasty decisions without hearing someone out. I see running with shifters has brought out the worst in you.”

A huge and extremely powerful surge of protectiveness arose. So Craig knew about her and Diskant. She wasn’t surprised. He had his eyes and ears posted all over the city.

“Listen to me, you smug son of a bitch. I don’t care if you hold the secret to the location of the Holy Grail and can offer me an unending supply of money and eternal life. Don’t call this number again. You’re right, I don’t make hasty decisions. It takes almost getting killed to help me decide what kind of company I do and don’t want. FYI, you rank somewhere in the latter category.”

“Even if it could benefit your new family?” He posed the question as if he were discussing something simple, like what color to paint his bathroom. The tone pissed her off but the words managed to cool her temper.

“You have one minute. I suggest you start talking.”

“Rumor has it that Shepherds have come to town and that they’re targeting a member of Trey Veznor’s pack—his brother, to be specific. I’m offering you a chance to listen in on the enemy from a distance they can’t possibly fathom. You wouldn’t even have to worry about initiating a meeting. You’d know where they’ve parked their vans, as well as where they’re currently bunking down. The warehouse was only meant as a message. There is so much information I can provide if you’re willing to negotiate.”

It was so damn hard not to reveal just how strong her telepathy was, but as if he were already aware he said, “Being around your new mate will increase your ability but not to the extent the locket will. There’s a reason your parents kept you—and the locket—under lock and key.”

Once again he flaunted knowledge he knew she wanted. Her parents’ car accident had been neat and tidy. A flat tire that resulted in loss of control that sent them over a metal barrier, down a ravine and directly into the unforgiving embrace of an ancient oak. The police said it was an accident but as soon as Craig started dropping hints she had started to wonder. They’d always been so secretive, telling her only so much about their private jaunts around the world.

Even her ability was something they’d worked diligently to keep hidden.

“Are you finally planning to tell me what you know?”

“I’m prepared to offer you an exchange. If you can sweeten the pot, I might be persuaded to toss a family heirloom into the bargain.”

Damn him.

The pendant didn’t matter to her but Craig knew just how much sway the information about her parents carried.

“What is it that you want?” She knew what he wanted but feigned ignorance. There was only one thing he could possibly have an interest in—direct information about the shifters and, since he was an Omega, Diskant.

“Don’t play coy.”

“Forget it.” The answer was easier to bestow than it had ever been in the past. “Goodbye.”

“The Shepherds won’t forget about Diskant Black when they go. They might leave the rest of the shifters in peace but if you did the research you’d learn that they have one weakness when it comes to hunting. They’ll single out the shifter who carries the most power. In this circumstance, that shifter is the man you’re sleeping with. If they get a yen to come back and finish what they’ve started you’ll be able to see them coming before anyone else can.”

Her stomach churned and a knot of tension built in the back of her neck. As huge an asshole as he was, there was one fact that was irrefutable—Craig never lied. He threatened and sometimes bullied but he never manipulated the truth.

She couldn’t believe she was considering it, but this wasn’t entirely about her. “What exactly,” she emphasized the word and paused for good measure, “do you want?”

“What I want, specifically, is a meeting with you and Diskant Black.”

“There’s no way. He’ll never agree to it.”

She could just imagine Craig shrugging in that arrogant manner of his as he replied, “Have you had any vampires sniffing around lately?”

She was shaking now, seething in outrage. The night of her attack, she’d wondered why Craig had specified a time so late in the evening, in a place that no one would be around.

She hadn’t thought he’d set her up but now…

“I hate it when you ask questions you have the answers to,” she snapped. “It insults my intelligence.”

“I’m not involved, if that’s what you’re thinking.”

“What is it that you want?” she repeated, unable to think of anything snarky or intelligent to say.

“Call me at this number when you’ve discussed things with your better half. I want to stress just how important it is that our meeting should occur sooner rather than later.”

“Tell me what is going on.” Panic overcame her fury. “You can’t leave me entirely in the dark.”

“Let’s just say…” He didn’t speak for a moment but when he finally did, his voice—eerily serious and somber—gave her the chills. “It’s a good thing fate tossed a shifter mate in your path.”

Chapter Fourteen

Trey returned to Dougan’s and didn’t bother with the crowds. He knew Diskant and Kinsley would be in the far back room at the base of the stairs, where a table and chairs were placed in a quaint and private alcove. The location provided adequate protection for Diskant’s female as he could monitor who ventured up the stairs while allowing them privacy to talk, ensuring they wouldn’t be interrupted or disturbed.

When Trey made it around the corner they were just as he expected, seated across from each other with a couple of shot glasses and a bottle of Jack Daniels. Both stopped talking and looked up when he approached. Diskant kicked the chair closest to Trey from the table and sat back.

“It’s all taken care of.” Trey took a seat, snagged one of the glasses and poured a shot. “Aldon is ready to present a roadblock when we need it.”

“What about my mate?” The friendliness in Diskant’s face vanished. “Did he have an explanation for why his kind attacked her?”

Trey shook his head. “He had no idea what I was talking about. He said it had to have been rogues in the market for a blood slave.” At Diskant’s infuriated glare he added, “It would make sense. You can’t say you don’t understand the temptation.”

“How in the hell did you get involved with Aldon Frost?” Diskant said the vampire’s name as if it left a bad taste in his mouth.

“He needed a security system when he moved here. I helped him out in exchange for a favor owed.” Trey shrugged and downed his shot.

“Most people pay for that kind of thing with money,” Kinsley remarked. “Otherwise you wouldn’t be in business.”

“He needed a rush job. I don’t do anything that eats away my private time without expecting something extra in return.” He poured another shot with a steady hand, even though his insides felt as solid as Jell-O. “Where is Emory?”

“He went to an unoccupied room on the second floor. I told him to get a shower and a decent change of clothes. He might feel like shit but he’s not doing us any favors by looking like it.” Diskant took the lone shot glass from the center of the table and studied it as he rolled it between his fingers. “I sent Nathan to watch over him. He’s on a short fuse, Trey. He’s eventually going to become feral.”

Trey nodded, unable to argue the point.

A year before Emory had started having trouble controlling his bestial half. It had been obvious his younger brother was an Alpha; his disposition and temperament made that apparent shortly after his first shift. They were damn fortunate he’d managed to keep the wolf at heel for so long. Now he was too old to deny exactly what he needed. Alphas could survive as a member of a pack without being in charge but only if they were mated. The bond calmed the beast and allowed for a measure of peace—which was exactly what Trey was banking on.

“We have to reunite him with his mate.” Trey lifted the shot glass full of whiskey, studying the clear amber fluid. “After we take out the Shepherds we have to take him to Colorado to retrieve her.”

“Have you lost your bloody mind?” Kinsley snarled. “You cannot bring a Shepherd into the city to mate with your brother.”

Trey turned to the cat shifter, relieved that Diskant had imparted the ugly truth about Emory mating a Shepherd. If he was going to bring an unwilling female to his city he didn’t need prying Alphas making a fuss.

“What would you have me do? Watch him slowly go mad until we’re forced to put him out of his misery?”

“He’s been a danger to everyone in his path.”

“That’s where you’re wrong,” Trey corrected Kinsley smoothly. “The entire time he was in Colorado he never lost control. It wasn’t until after he was separated from his female that the changes started.”

Kinsley’s brogue thickened, as it was prone to do when he became angry. “You cannae trust information from your brother.”

“This is information straight from Gerald Night.” Trey smiled when Diskant’s head shot up and Kinsley’s anger changed to shock. “I contacted him shortly after Emory arrived. He said that Emory was just fine with the pack in Colorado Springs. There were no issues whatsoever with his control.”

“That’s not possible,” Diskant said. “If I couldn’t break through to his wolf, there’s no way an Alpha could.”

“I’m not sure why it happened, although Emory was close to his mate so I imagine she was partially responsible.” Trey stared at Diskant and braced himself when he asked, “Ava is telepathic, isn’t she?”

Any friendliness in the Omega’s face vanished. “Why the fuck do you want to know?”

“If we can keep one of the Shepherds alive she can tell us where we can find Mary.”

Diskant’s eyes shifted color and the fingers around the glass he held slowly fisted. “I’m not taking my mate anywhere near them.”

“You don’t have to. We can bring one of them to her. All we need is a location.”

Trey thought his close friend and pack mate would say no. No matter their closeness or connection, the female had overtaken his importance. Then Diskant’s irises became a familiar warm amber hue and the tension left his shoulders as he placed the shot glass on the table.

“If we do this, we do it my way. You’ll bring him to a place I decide and you’ll follow my instructions.”

Trey nodded and retrieved the bottle of Jack. “The sooner we do this the better.”

“You’ve got that right,” Kinsley said. “The prides took my word that this was settled but with Shepherds they won’t believe a word until the threat is removed.”

“I sent five of my best scouts to sniff them out before I left. We should know something in a few hours.”

“What are you thinking?” Diskant asked.

“We find and have Kinsley approach them with an offer to hand over Emory to throw them off the scent, then conduct the actual exchange just before dark. Shepherds won’t expect vampires to be involved so when Aldon does his part it will give us all the opportunity we need. But we have to make sure we take one alive.” Trey filled his glass to the rim and paused. “We need to know where Emory’s mate is.”

Diskant took the bottle from Trey and began pouring his own drink. “If we can stop them before they leave the state, it shouldn’t be difficult.”

Trey nodded and sagged as the invisible weight on his shoulders lightened considerably. Everything was falling into place. “Once we have the information we need I can start planning a trip to Colorado.” At Diskant’s questioning look he explained, “With your help, Nathan can take care of things in my absence. I’m going to contact Gerald and ask if he’s willing to offer assistance after we arrive. He wasn’t happy when he learned he had a nest of Shepherds living so close, so I have a good idea what his answer will be.”

“So that’s the way of it then?” Kinsley mused. “No room in your plan for the rest of us.”

“There won’t be enough of them to go around.” Diskant grinned, revealing elongated canines that matched his gleaming, catlike green irises.

The sounds of heavy stomping coming down the stairs stalled the conversation. The footsteps approached, coming closer, until Emory appeared with Nathan. He was clean-shaven and his hair was slicked back. The clothing was clean—a black T-shirt and jeans—and fit him decently enough. Though his irises were still bright, he no longer appeared agitated.

Trey lifted his glass, drank the strong beverage and rose from his seat. As he placed the glass on the table he turned to his sibling.

No matter what Emory had done in the past, he was still his brother. He wouldn’t be the one delivering the bad news to his mother and father, informing them that their son had returned only to be condemned to death.

“Come on.” He moved to Emory’s side and clasped his shoulder. “You need to eat and we need to talk.”

Diskant watched as Trey, Emory and Nathan walked down the hallway and disappeared into the crowd. The bar was still crowded with members of Trey’s pack who would remain until the Shepherds were taken care of. That was the beauty of the location. There were five floors in the building: the bar, the second, third and fourth floors comprised of bedrooms and showers, and the fifth floor apartment for him or important guests they protected during times of crisis.

When he thought of the apartment, recollections of Ava weren’t far off. He was still stunned by the level of their connection. The telepathic joining was as powerful as the bloodbonding—perhaps stronger in ways. Feeling what she felt, knowing beyond a doubt that she yearned for his touch as much as he ached for hers provided a powerful rush he couldn’t deny.

“You should probably get back upstairs,” Kinsley remarked knowingly. “If I had a lass as lovely as yours waiting for me I wouldn’t waste my time down here with a bottle of Jack and the company of a friend.”

He grinned. “She is beautiful, isn’t she?”

Kinsley bowed his head, studying the shot glass in his hand and nodded. “That she is.”

He stood and stepped away from the table. “Are you going to stick around for a while?”

Kinsley lifted his head to look him in the eye. “I think it best I visit a few of the prides before the morn. There is liable to be tension and we need to know if they’re planning on doing something stupid. Not that I think they would, mind you. None of them are willing to risk their tails over a death in the ranks. We’re not the loyal sort wolves are.”

“Thank you.” He extended his hand and Kinsley shook it.

“Not a problem. If you learn anything between now and then, you know how to reach me.”

Diskant turned and took long strides toward the stairs. When he reached them he climbed up three at a time. He finally reached the top floor and stopped, attempting to cool his desire before he opened the door. Images of his mate waiting for him totally naked, spread out and draped across the bed, sent a jolt through his cock.

He’d never be able to get enough of her. No matter how many times he lost himself in the heavenly cradle of her body.

He froze when he entered the bedroom and found Ava—completely dressed and perched on the corner of the bed—with a cell phone in hand. She gazed up at him with stormy indigo eyes, her expression unreadable.

After walking to her slowly, he kneeled in front of her. “What’s wrong?”

She shook her head and shrugged. “I have to tell you something but I don’t know where to start.”

“The beginning is often best.” He patted her chin playfully, hoping to lift her mood. Instead she averted her eyes and sighed.

“Everything is so confusing.”

“Why don’t you start by telling me who was on the phone?”

When her blonde head lifted to meet his concerned gaze, she looked torn and afraid. “I don’t want you to freak out. You have to listen to me.”

“I’m listening.”

She took a deep breath and answered, “It was Craig Newlander.”

Several volatile emotions overcame him as his protective nature awakened. He rose and moved away from her before she could see his facial features changing or notice that his canines were beginning to elongate. As it was, his fingers burned as his claws attempted to break through the skin.

He faced the wall, willing his temper to ice. “You said you weren’t involved with the Villati.”

“Diskant…” He heard her weight shift from the bed, as if she were standing to move closer.

“Don’t, Pinkie,” he cautioned in a low, steady growl. “Stay where you are.”

She didn’t listen.

He felt her arms wrap around his waist, her chest pressing into his back. “Craig approached me shortly after my parents died. I met with him a few times and accepted the information he offered but when I got a bad vibe I decided that whatever it was he wanted it wasn’t worth the risk. Then Thomas stole something I treasured and sold it to Craig to pay off a gambling debt.” Diskant’s anger receded as she continued speaking, her fingers gently stroking his chest. “I made a deal to get it back but the meeting never happened.”

“Why?”

She released him, stepped around and placed her body between him and the wall. Gazing up, she rested her hand on his chest, over his heart. The frantic tempo immediately slowed beneath her palm and the tension left his body, causing the muscles under her fingers to go soft.

“The night I was supposed to meet with his liaison was the night I met you—the night you saved me. The next morning, after I left your home…” She shook her head, as if embarrassed by the memory and her decision to leave him high and dry. “I told Craig I was done. He tried to contact me but I threw away the phone he’d given me and refused to take his calls at the club.”

He brought a hand up and placed it over hers. “What does he want?”

“I don’t know but whatever it is, it’s not good. He knows that vampires attacked me that night in the alley.” Diskant’s hackles rose at the memory and when he growled softly she soothed him by rubbing her hand over his chest. “There’s something he’s not telling me. Something important. I tried to get him to talk but he wants to arrange a meeting with you before he’ll spill.”

Diskant studied his mate’s pensive face. Meeting with the Villati would cause an unavoidable shit storm. For the most part shifters had managed to fly below the radar and keep their secrets secret. It was too dangerous to have mortals sniffing around, especially when they liked to record things to pass down through the generations. That could very well change depending on what Craig Newlander wanted.

“It’s okay.” She finally broke the awkward silence. “We don’t have to meet him.”

He brought his hands to her hips and tugged her into his arms, keeping her close. Concern for her safety overrode everything else. If the bastard knew something important concerning his mate, he had to know what it was. Ava wasn’t a shifter and could be easily harmed. Since vampires were involved it was likely he would need to be on the offensive, keeping one step ahead.

“As soon as this thing with Emory is done I’ll make all of the arrangements. I don’t want you to worry about anything. From now on I take care of you.”

“I don’t want to be any trouble.”

“Never.” He cupped her chin and held her gaze. “It’s my right and privilege to see to your needs.”

She smiled wistfully. “Privilege, huh?”

“Damn straight.”

She wrapped her arms around his waist, pressed her face into his chest and sagged in his embrace. Then he sensed her exhaustion. She was hungry, she was tired and she needed a good night’s rest. The bloodbonding was in full swing now. Soon she’d notice the changes that indicated she was bonded to a shifter. Sex was just the icing on the cake when you had enhanced strength, reflexes and longevity to look forward to.

“I’m going to go downstairs to get you something to eat. Dougan keeps the kitchen stocked so I’m sure I can find you something you’ll like.”

“I’ll go with you,” she murmured into his shirt, nuzzling him affectionately. The cat in him reciprocated the amorous display, rising to the surface as he brushed his chin over the top of her head and inhaled deeply, drawing her sweet, feminine fragrance into his nose.

Shifting his arms around her midsection, he turned her in his arms and started walking to the door. They traveled down the stairs like a couple of infatuated teenagers, sneaking kisses at each floor. When they made it to the final hallway he kept her exactly as she was—her back to his chest, her head beneath his chin—and grinned at the amused expressions of the pack members as they moved aside, giddy from Ava’s giggling as she wriggled back against his ever-growing hard-on.

Glancing to the left, he noted that Trey, Emory and Nathan were seated in the booth with an empty pizza pan between them. Another pizza was placed alongside the cleared tray, the steam rising from the cheesy surface indicting the kitchen was hard at work.

They came to the large double doors behind the bar and went through. As Diskant expected, several females were busy preparing meals for the pack. Most had traveled from their nearby homes to see to the needs of their brethren, including those who were still too young to mate. The moment they saw him and Ava, all activity stopped.

The women with prepared food brought the trays forward, bowed their heads and lowered their gazes. He waited for Ava to choose what she wanted but realized she had no idea how profound the gesture was.

Bending at the waist, Diskant put his mouth to his mate’s ear. “They’re showing their respect, Ava. Now that we are mated you command the same power within the pack that I do. They won’t eat or serve anyone else until we’ve chosen our meal.” Releasing her, he lowered his arms and stepped back. “Choose what you’d like.”

It wasn’t a normal introduction and for a moment he thought she’d hesitate, which wouldn’t have been a good thing. Respect in a pack was garnered from power, control and confidence. Without those traits you went directly to the bottom of the food chain. As his mate, and a human, it was understandable that she would be confused. However, at some point she had to proclaim her place in the pack.

“Take what you want,” he ordered. It was a tone he’d never used with her before, and he hoped she’d use her talent to understand his motive. At that moment he was an Omega giving his mate a direct command.

It was difficult to mask his pride when she stepped forward with her head held high and took a plate from the female to her left and helped herself to another tray from the female to her right. It was too much food for her but that was precisely the point. Right then she’d managed to convey her importance by making one very important choice. As the mate to an Omega, it was her right to lay claim to every single morsel she desired, even if she only intended to throw it in the trash on the way out the door.

Turning to him, she extended a tray. “What would you like to drink?”

Damn if she didn’t captivate him. Even now—out of her element amidst a kitchen full of shifters—she continued to show him just how complex and intelligent she was.

“Bring a pitcher of Killian’s and some bottled water to our room.” Diskant spoke over Ava’s shoulder to Katie, the bloodbonded human female on the left who was now empty-handed, as he accepted the tray from Ava. When he returned his full attention to his mate she was smiled and stepped past him, leading the way back upstairs.

This time she guided the way through the bar. He allowed her to take the lead, staying close enough that he could grab her if he was so inclined but far enough away that her independence made a statement to the pack. Whether she knew it or not she was assuming her role in their ranks, showing them that she was capable of standing on her own. They recognized that, appreciated and respected it.

They made it through the crowd and entered the empty hall. As her ass swayed on the journey up the stairs he imagined sinking his teeth into the creamy swells one at a time. He wanted to bend her over the bed and force her to take him in the most primitive way of his kind. There was nothing sexier than fucking a woman in the ass. The trust it required was absolute, the ultimate act of submission.

His blood ran hot at the thought, cock swelling in anticipation. It would eventually happen. One more mark and the blood bond would be cemented. If she could face the beasts within him, claim them as her mates and accept their hold on her they would become tied for the duration of her life—or until the end of his. At that point she’d be just as wild and eager to try new things as he was to introduce them to her.

He closed the door after they entered the apartment and tried to staunch his need. Ava needed to eat, rest and recover from everything that had occurred in the last few days. She didn’t need him rutting on her like a fucking sex fiend. Placing the tray on the counter, he stopped short when he turned and found Ava on her knees before him.

Her large blue eyes were cloudy, her cheeks flushed a beautiful shade of red. Her tray of food was resting on the end table in the living room, left behind as she’d followed him into the kitchen.

So much for food, rest and recovery.

She unbuttoned his pants, yanked them down and wrapped her lips around his cock. He groaned and buried his fingers in her hair, tugging on the short strands, bringing her forward until the glans bumped the back of her throat. The mental connection they shared opened and he was able to feel her gratification at satisfying him like this. She loved his taste, his scent. It was a bestial tendency, something she’d never experienced before. The prominent entities within him—the cat, wolf and grizzly—also longed to reside in her. She would be the female who would sate them in ways no other ever could, completing them in a manner that would unite them as one.

Her fingers traveled along his inner thigh before she gently cupped his sac. She massaged the heavy weight with careful fingers, rolling the sensitive balls in her hand. He let his head fall back as she took control, taking more and more of his length into her mouth with each pass. The hot, wet cavern provided a dizzying suction, her lips and tongue bringing him closer to the pinnacle. When he started to pull away, she released his testicles, cupped his ass and sucked harder.

I want to swallow you whole, she whispered in his mind. I’m so hungry for you.

He came the instant he slid to the back of her mouth and she swallowed. His semen shot down her throat and she didn’t choke or gag, swallowing each wave, drinking him down until his semi-hard cock slid from her glistening lips.

Gasping for breath, he lifted and carried her into the bedroom, making sure to close the door behind them so they wouldn’t be interrupted. Once there he lowered her to the bed and slowly undressed her, taking his time, licking and lapping at every delectable curve of her body. Peeling off her bra and panties, he moved between her legs and inhaled her scent. Her cunt was shimmering, the dewy folds puffy and pink.

She arched her back and cried out as he palmed her ass, brought her to his mouth and tasted her sweetness, coating his tongue in her honey. He alternated between fucking her with his tongue and lapping at her clit, using fast, measured strokes.

She panted, writhed and ground against his face. “Diskant.”

“All mine, Ava,” he whispered as he feasted on her.

“All yours,” she murmured breathlessly.

She shattered in his arms as he focused on her clit, flicking his tongue over the distended bead that had pushed its way from the fleshy hood. Up and down, back and forth, each lap sensuous and teasing. She grasped at his head, her legs stiffening around his shoulders. Parting her cheeks, he lowered his head and gazed at the rosette he wanted to claim before he tasted her there, running his tongue over the surface of the puckered skin as she gasped and squirmed.

“Do you like that?” He pulled away and looked at her.

The red stain on her cheeks answered his unspoken question. He would be the first and only man to claim her dark passage, the only one to know the heaven that existed in ramming his cock deep inside her ass.

“One day soon,” he rotated his finger along the sensitive tissue that was still wet from his tongue, “I’m going to take you here.”

Her eyes darkened and her breath caught, her silence indicating she was more than willing to try. He released her ass and moved up her body, sliding up her sweat-slicked frame, licking at the shimmering, salty beads along the way. She was entirely open to him—arms wide, legs spread, mind unlocked—and a quick shift of his hips was all it took to be buried inside of her.

Cock to cunt, skin to skin and heart to heart.

So close that he could have sworn he could feel her very soul.

Her fingers raked the skin on his back as she worked herself against him, straining for that one, last mind-numbing climax. He rolled his hips until his cock was nudging her clit with each downward stroke, so that with each thrust he slid his length against her. The feral portions of him raged for him to take the final step, to allow them to surround Ava in their strength, their power, their essence and mark her in their scent. It would be so easy to do, bringing them wholly together.

“Yes,” she rasped against his throat, clinging to him. “God, please.”

“Soon,” he promised and increased the pace, plunging harder when he felt her quicken. Denying his urges came at a price, making him wild in his motions as he plowed into her delicate body. Each retreat was met by a harsher, less forgiving, return. He had to spend himself inside her, satiate himself and allow her to rest and recover. The third mark would be the most important one, requiring all her strength.

When she came, he immediately followed. Her pussy spasmed, clenched and vibrated around him, shrouding his cock in heat, squeezing him until he thought he’d die from the agony of it. He roared, his hoarse bellow echoing off the walls as ripples of white-hot pleasure ricocheted through his body.

As he settled over her, blanketing her small body while pulling her in the shelter of his arms, he knew that next time he would finally do what he longed to do.

Ava was his other half, his bloodbonded mate.

There was no going back.

Chapter Fifteen

Mary pressed her ear against her door, straining to hear what John was saying through the thin wood. The sounds of his footsteps in the kitchen were muted, as was his voice.

“I’ve requested a prayer vigil from the congregations, of course.” John’s muffled words carried down the hallway. “It is the most giving sacrifice. They are to be commended. Yes, she’ll be ready when you arrive. She’s atoned and is ready to take her vows.” An extended silence and John said, “Yes, everything will be ready by the time you arrive tomorrow.”

It felt as if spiders crawled over her skin, making her cringe. Her stomach churned in panic and a bitter-tasting bile rose to the back of her throat. She moved away from the door, wanting to vomit, run and scream at the top of her lungs.

Yesterday she’d learned that prayer wasn’t the only thing her demented kinfolk had decided would keep her on the straight and narrow. In this Children of the Corn fucked-up version of hell she had to prove her worth the good old-fashioned way.

By killing a shifter.

Pretending to pray was one thing. Agreeing to kill someone was another. When Mary was taken to the girl who was her own age and told what she’d be expected to do—degrade, torture, and mutilate the poor thing until she broke—it had taken all of her willpower not to break down and show the sick freaks how disgusted, repulsed and horrified she truly felt.

“Donna and Nathaniel went into town,” John continued and she heard the sound of a cabinet being closed. “She wanted to prepare something special for your return.”

The shivering that had overtaken her body vanished, gone in the instant she heard those ever important, all-changing words.

Donna and Nathaniel went into town.

Oh dear god, it couldn’t be.

It was just her and John.

An opportunity like this would not come again, not by the time she’d be forced to sacrifice a portion of her soul in order to save her life. She’d always known that when she made her dash for freedom the opportunity would come when she least expected it.

If she wanted to get out, the time was now.

Moving away from the door, she hurried to the closet and pulled down the blankets, uncovering the backpack with a few carefully collected items inside. There wasn’t much, just a small amount of cash, a couple changes of clothing and her ID, but it would be enough until she contacted the attorney to retrieve the safety deposit box key and make the trip to Florida.

After sliding into her sneakers and retrieving her thin, weathered jacket, she tossed the backpack on the bed, returned to the closet and searched blindly with her hand until her fingers wrapped around the rubber grip of the wooden baseball bat she’d smuggled from the garage. Lifting it carefully, she took a quiet step backward and inhaled a slow, jagged breath, trying to soothe her nerves.

She listened to John as he continued prattling on. When she heard him hang up the phone she walked over to the door, opened it and took her spot on the left side of the entranceway. Her heart was racing, beating so hard and fast she could have sworn that it echoed throughout the house. She held the weapon with sweaty hands, increasing her grip until she felt the skin pinch in protest.

This is it.

Game on.

“John?” she called, clenching the bat, feeling it bite against her fingers and palm.

“Yes, Mary?” he called back, obviously moving about in the kitchen.

“Can you come here please?”

She shifted her weight, getting a feel for the length of wood in her hands as she got into position. His heavy footsteps sounded from the hallway until they were just beside her, and he stepped into the room. He didn’t see her upon entry, his gaze resting on her backpack just long enough for her to take aim.

It’s now or never.

Hefting her weight into her right leg and shoulder, she gained momentum as she brought the heavy bat around, aiming for the base of his skull. The wood kissed bone, creating a sickening crack that seemed to rip off the walls. He went down immediately and a huge swell of blood formed in his blond hair, cascading down the back of his neck and into the collar of his shirt. He didn’t move, completely motionless, and when she took a closer look she could see a solid flash of white where the skull was now dented inward.

Dropping the bat, she sank to her knees and went for his pockets. The keys to the old, battered Dodge would be there—her only escape out of purgatory. When she had them in hand, she snagged the bag on the bed and made a beeline down the hall. It wasn’t dark yet, the sun just sinking below the horizon. Hopefully by the time she made it onto the road it would be too dark to distinguish the vehicle, buying her just enough time to ditch the ancient piece of junk before making way to the Greyhound station.

As she ran from the house to the truck her conscience reared its ugly head, reminding her that there was a young woman trapped in a cage who was doomed to die. Mary shook the memory aside and climbed into the truck, throwing her bag into the empty seat beside her. Her heart was racing, adrenaline causing her to shake, making it difficult to breathe. The motor stalled several times before it roared to life. Pressing on the brake, she grabbed the column shifter on the wheel and yanked it into drive.

For the second time, her guilt surfaced. She pictured the young girl in the cage, her face caked with dirt, tearstains streaking in winding paths down her cheeks.

“If you don’t help her, you’ll regret it,” she muttered and turned her head, staring in the direction of woods. “You’ll be no better than them.”

The sun was setting. If she was going to do something, she had to make the decision now.

To hell with it.

Punching the gas, she swiveled the wheel and drove through the grass in a direct path. The building loomed ahead, coming closer as the odometer hit 60 mph. Mary slammed on the breaks just outside, put the truck into park and left the motor running when she jumped from the truck. She pried opened the door and the stench was unbearable, so rancid she gagged as she stepped inside. Staggering to the wall, she reached for a large, bloodstained axe on its appointed peg.

“Please don’t,” the young woman started to beg as Mary approached.

Mary ignored her and strode to the cage. She lifted the blunt edge of the axe and brought it down on the lock until the thick latch and casing ripped away, leaving behind a mess of metal and splinter. The moment Mary had the door ajar and the woman could flee, she dropped the tool used in ways she didn’t want to imagine and returned the way she came.

Time was passing too quickly. If she didn’t hurry someone could show up and stop her.

There was no way she’d survive another night in this place.

As she ran from the building and climbed into the truck the shifter walked through the entrance and came into view. Her clothing was shredded, her hair was a mess and there was a panic that Mary understood all too well written all over her face. She stumbled as she ran for the truck.

“Don’t leave me here,” she cried, swaying on her feet. “Please!”

Damn it.

Mary drove forward so the woman could climb into the passenger side. The moment the door was closed Mary gunned the gas, spraying loose gravel and grass all over. As they drove through the field and past the house, Mary stared at the porch, terrified that John had come around and would call someone to stop them. To her relief, no one appeared. The house remained quiet with no outward signs of life.

Mary’s skin crawled when she imagined how Elijah would react when he returned home and found his rogue niece gone and was forced to track her down. And he would track her, of that she was certain. She remembered his warning before he had left with his kin, had clung to it almost as much as the pain she received via the cane for releasing the shifters and betraying her own family.

“Don’t force my hand, Mary girl. I don’t want to kill you but I will.”

“Thank you,” the shifter whispered and Mary glanced at the woman in the seat beside her. She was swiping at her tearstained cheeks, smearing mud all over her face.

“Don’t thank me.” Mary punched the accelerator, put on speed and drove as fast as she could in the direction of the state line. “Not yet.”

Chapter Sixteen

Ava shifted on the barstool and watched the shifters around her as they paced, shining eyes taking in everything, motions seamless but anxious.

Hours after dawn, the beautiful shifter with the dark hair, green eyes and a sexy Scottish brogue had come to the apartment to inform Diskant that the exchange was set to take place just before sunset. Kinsley would deliver Emory to the Shepherds and the pack would trail them at a safe distance until Aldon intercepted them at the state line.

Since she had been a shadow in Diskant’s and Kinsley’s minds, she understood why they felt the Shepherds had to be eradicated. The religious hunters were a group of crazed zealots who truly believed they were doing god’s work, each one completely immersed in the cause of ridding the world of Lucifer’s taint. Once they disposed of Emory they’d spread the word to neighboring congregations about the large pack in New York strengthened by an Omega, asking for volunteers to come to the city to begin a thorough cleansing.

That meant they had to be taken out before word spread.

When she recalled the strange, all-consuming bloodlust that had rolled through Diskant and Kinsley as they contemplated the impending confrontation, her stomach heaved. She could almost taste the metallic rustiness of fresh blood on their tongues and feel the heaviness of the thick fluid as it trickled down their throats.

Shaking off the memory, she reached for the bottle of water Dougan had placed in front of her. The bartender gave her a small smile when she glanced at him, grabbed a rag from under the counter and started cleaning the bar. She knew that Diskant had entrusted him with keeping an eye on her, ensuring she didn’t get into any trouble while he, Trey, Kinsley and Emory prepared the rest of the group for what was coming.

Lifting the bottle to her lips, she stared out the window of the bar.

The sky was turning orange, which meant soon everyone would leave to do what had to be done.

“Hello.” An incredibly soft, feminine voice tore Ava’s attention from the window. Katie smiled nervously and motioned to the empty seat beside her. “May I?”

The woman was a far cry from the one she’d seen carried in the arms of her mate at the club months ago. Her skin was glowing and radiant, her complexion healthy and pink. Up close she didn’t appear frail or weak. In actuality she was very tall and her frame was long and lean.

Ava masked her shock and returned her smile. “Sure.”

“It’s really great having another bloodbonded mate in the pack,” Katie said quietly as she sat down and accepted the bottle of water Dougan handed to her.

“It is?”

Katie nodded. “Before I came along there was only Raelyn. The rest of the women were all shifters.”

“Raelyn?”

“Raelyn Chavez.”

“Chavez…” She recalled when a beautiful girl with flowing black hair, big green eyes and the most beautiful face she’d ever seen had come into the club to visit her father—the infamous head chef and resident wise-ass of Liminality.

“You’ll like her,” Katie continued. “She was the only one of us for a long time so she’ll be excited there’s one more person in the pack who understands what it’s like.”

Ava knew exactly what Katie was talking about. While some of the pack embraced any female one of their members mated, there were several who looked at the bond negatively, feeling as if humans weren’t worthy of such a gift.

“Where’s she now?”

Katie’s winsome smile wavered. “In California.”

Saying goodbye to her family.

Ava picked up on the second thought accidentally, along with Katie’s sadness, and opened her mind to listen. Soon Katie would have to do the same thing. You could only stay the same age for so long before someone started to notice, and she and Zach had decided it was time to finish the bloodbond.

As if he sensed his mate’s distress, Zach suddenly appeared. His brown hair was longer, his blue eyes a darker shade of indigo now that he was no longer worried but determined. He marched up to Katie, wrapped his arms around her waist and lifted her from the seat. Although he whispered something into her hair, Ava knew he was about to carry her into the office, lean her over the desk and significantly alter her mood. Katie’s passion-laced eyes met Ava’s and she blushed when she was tossed over Zach’s shoulder and carried away without so much as a goodbye.

Diskant’s unique scent assailed her just before Ava felt his hand snake around her waist. She went soft at the contact, relaxed against him and placed her bottle on the counter. The entire situation was surreal, unbelievable, and made no logical sense but she was beyond caring. In the span of a couple of days she’d found the one place she wanted to be.

At Diskant’s side, in his arms.

“We have to leave,” he whispered into the shell of her ear.

“I don’t want you to go.” It wasn’t fair to tell him that but it was true. The danger he was placing himself in terrified her. She had only just discovered how wonderful it was to be cherished by him. If she lost that, she wasn’t sure she would survive it.

“I’ll be back,” he said as if reading her thoughts. “Don’t worry. Everything has been planned. I just need you to wait in the apartment until I return.” He nipped at her lobe and growled, “If you promise to be in the bed—naked, spread out and ready for me—I’ll be sure to return as soon as I can.”

“Is that all you ever think about?” She tried to sound stern but the question came out husky.

He chuckled, nuzzling her. “Don’t try to fool me, mate. I can scent your heat.” His hand came down until it rested between her thighs. He cupped her sex, causing her to groan and lowered his voice. “Your cunt is dripping for me. If I were to lay you on the bar and strip you, you’d be soaking wet and eager to take whatever I wanted to give you.”

Her entire body shook at the thought, embarrassment fading as desire took its place. Glancing at the mirrored backdrop behind the bar, she noticed that none of the shifters batted an eye at what was taking place before them. She’d learned rather quickly that sexual displays were the norm, not taboo. In fact, earlier that morning she’d gotten a bird’s eye view of exactly how open shifters were with their sexuality.

She shuddered at the memory, flushed as her nipples went hard, the sensitive beads pressing painfully against the lace of her bra. Her clit started to throb, a dull, insistent pulsing that matched the steady hammering of her heart.

“I know what you’re thinking about,” Diskant purred. “You’ve been thinking about it all morning, haven’t you?”

She met his gaze through the mirror and nodded, recalling the precise moment she descended the stairs and happened upon a newly mated pair christening the stairwell. She’d been mesmerized by the sight of the half-clothed male’s bare ass going taut as he pumped into the woman from behind, holding her by the back of her hair so that her head was turned to kiss him. They never stopped, not even as she and Diskant squeezed past.

“You wonder how it would feel to be watched when I fuck you, so that everyone could see how good I make you feel. They’d be jealous as hell, watching us, smelling your cream, unable to do anything more than watch and wish that they were in my place.” He brought his head down and licked a line from her shoulder to her ear. “I want that too. I want everyone to know that you’re mine. When all this madness is said and done I’m going to make it happen, and you’re going to let me.”

She gasped, struggling to breathe. The need for him had only gotten worse, and after their discussion this morning she knew it wouldn’t relent until he gave her the final bloodbonding mark. For once, her ability was a huge attribute because it allowed her to fully comprehend and understand exactly what Diskant was offering as he explained the process.

The first two marks were physical—when she accepted his seed and his blood—but the third went much deeper. It was that final, mystical mark that would bring all of his shifter beasts into her keeping, rending them in half only to bring them back together so that a portion resided in her just as it did in him. She should have been terrified by the notion but yearned for it in a way that made absolutely no sense whatsoever.

After squeezing her sex, he slid his hand to her stomach and pressed against her back, allowing her to feel the hard outline of his cock. “I’m as eager as you are, Pinkie.”

“I hate to break this up but we’ve got to get moving.” Kinsley’s deep voice was teasing but the underlying seriousness was apparent.

Diskant exhaled against her neck before spinning her stool around. She peered up at him—dizzy, lightheaded and aroused. The shadow on his face was thick now, nearly obscuring the skin beneath. He’d pulled his hair back at the nape with a leather tie, so she could fully appreciate his facial features—strong jaw, smooth nose, full lips.

Cupping her face in gentle hands, he instructed, “Stay upstairs until I get back. I want you to lock yourself inside and wait for me. I’ve told Nathan to remain outside your door until we return.”

His kiss was as combustive as his touch. He didn’t brush his lips against hers, he demanded entry. His tongue delved, explored, ravished and tasted. Drawing her in until she was clinging to his tight black T-shirt, her hands forming fists in the thin cotton. When he lifted his head they were both breathing heavy, a mixture of desire, worry and uncertainty flowing between them.

The increasingly strong mental connection allowed them to experience what the other was feeling, so she was aware that as scared as she was for him, he was equally torn about leaving her. She could feel it in him, could sense how it tested his control.

He wanted to be nearby in case she needed him and resented the responsibility that took him from her side since her emotions were unstable. Without his nearness, he worried she would be on edge, unable to think of anything but what was taking place in his absence. The thought made it impossible for him to break away from her, and he wasn’t sure if he’d have the power to leave her behind and see to the safety of the pack.

Although she hated to do it, she brought up the mental barrier between them and shut him out. The moment he felt the severed connection he frowned.

“Ava—”

“Shh.” She leaned forward, wrapping her arms around his chest. “If I don’t, you won’t be able to leave.”

His arms came around her and squeezed until, slowly, he pulled away. “Stay in the apartment. Wait for me.”

She nodded, fighting back tears, and whispered, “Hurry back.”

Diskant turned from Ava before he pussied out and told Trey he couldn’t go. It was too difficult to look into her face and tell her goodbye when his instincts demanded he stay, especially when those pools of reflective blue revealed the anguish the separation caused. Thank god she’d severed the connection that allowed him to experience her emotions, leaving him with nothing more than his own doubts and fears. Otherwise he’d never have been able to leave her side.

Her tears fucking killed him.

“Let’s go,” he told Kinsley and stepped past the pack standing at each side of the door.

Emory and Trey were just outside, waiting in front of the black, unmarked, older-model vehicle. The strain was evident on their faces, although Trey appeared to be more shaken.

“Don’t start any trouble. Keep your mouth shut and wait for us,” Trey instructed Emory as he stepped away and Nathan appeared with a pair of silver cuffs in his gloved hands. “Don’t fight them and don’t argue.”

Emory didn’t respond, the only indication he’d heard coming in the form of a slight nod. He didn’t flinch when Nathan placed the cuffs on him, remaining quiet and still as they were fastened to his wrists.

“Aldon has been advised of where you’re going to drop him,” Trey told Kinsley quietly. “As soon as he knows which way they’re traveling he’s going to contact us and plan the diversion. Keep your cell handy.”

Kinsley nodded, opened the driver’s side door and slid inside. As soon as the motor started Nathan opened the back door for Emory, who promptly did the same.

The moment the doors closed Diskant placed a comforting hand on Trey’s shoulder. Even though Diskant wasn’t close to his own brother, as their ages prevented them from forming a bond, he couldn’t imagine how difficult it must be to place a sibling in harm’s way.

The car shifted as Kinsley put it in gear and slowly pulled away from the curb. The pack watched silently, all of them experiencing the turmoil, fear and anger that assailed their Alpha.

“I hope we know what we’re doing,” Trey said.

“He’ll be fine.” Diskant let go of his shoulder and stepped back.

No one spoke as Trey walked to his motorcycle and climbed on. He brought his hands to the handlebars but stopped short of touching them. Lowering his arms, he rested one palm on the fuel tank and brought the other to his chest and rubbed the surface as if something had touched him. When Diskant stepped over Trey looked up and a strange, ominous expression shrouded his face. He continued rubbing his chest, shaking his head.

“I don’t have a good feeling about this.”

Neither did Diskant, though he didn’t say it. “With Nathan in charge we don’t have to worry about the bar.”

“I know that, it’s just…” Trey hesitated before he sighed and lowered his hand. “Let’s get this over with.”

Half of the pack returned to the bar while the rest went to their bikes. Diskant climbed on his Harley and waited until Trey had vanished down the street before he started his own engine.

Glancing through the window to the bar, he saw Ava standing near the hallway. Her arms were folded over her chest and her short hair was in disarray. For a second he considered killing the engine, returning inside and staying with her until the danger passed.

Trey was right.

All shifters were born with a sixth sense about things, and something was definitely off.

His gaze rested on the shifters seated near the windows and the bar. Some of them he knew personally, others he knew by association. Each was on full alert, armed to the gills with weapons, ready to do whatever was necessary to protect the pack.

There was no way they’d allow any harm to come to Ava. They’d kill anyone or anything that came through the door.

Shaking off the prickly sensation at the back of his neck, Diskant’s focus returned to his mate. She hadn’t moved. He wasn’t sure if she picked up on his indecision with her telepathy or if she instinctively understood that she had to turn away first but that’s what she did.

When she finally vanished from sight he took a deep breath, pulled the kickstand up with his heel and revved the motor.

Chapter Seventeen

Two vans approached in the darkness, headlights flashing and motors humming. Trey shifted his weight, balancing on the balls of his feet, and remained in a crouch in the cover of the trees and foliage. Adrenaline and the impending thrill of combat made his skin tingle and his heart accelerate. The rest of the pack was equally agitated, struggling to remain still under the green span of shrubbery.

Watching as Emory had been taken by Shepherds had nearly driven him to the point of madness, so much so that he’d actually started to shift until Diskant pulled out his Omega deck of cards. Even now, he felt that calming portion of his pack mate easing his beast, forcing it to recede so the man could remain in control.

“Easy,” Diskant whispered and placed steady hand on his shoulder, the weight heavy and grounding. “It’s almost time.”

Trey nodded, unable to speak, wanting to rage against what he couldn’t control.

Right before the vans reached the trees, Aldon would stop the progression, giving them time to dispose of the Shepherds one by one. That moment couldn’t arrive soon enough. He needed to see Emory, to know he was safe and that no harm had come to him. While less than an hour had passed since Kinsley had handed him over, a shifter could be killed in under a minute with the proper injury.

The pack moved restlessly, as eager for blood as he was.

Stop thinking about it. Take fucking control.

Trey took a deep breath and released it slowly. The desire to change forms and attack was nearly impossible to deny. For the first time he missed the mysterious caress of what he’d started referring to as his phantom, a spirit that seemed to arrive when he needed to be comforted most. The ghostly fingers that brushed his skin were a balm on his soul, atonement for his sins. Real or imagined, the sensation never failed to bring a level of peace and calm.

Where are you? he thought and braced himself for what had always been an answering contact, the whisper-soft brush against his skin. Yet there was no light weight against the back of his neck, no tender pressure against his chest over the steady thrum of his heart. His wolf seemed to mourn the absence, as if it were a kind of loss, and the unfamiliar and unexplainable emotions caught him off guard. Emory was in danger and his focus should have been entirely on his brother, not the maddening touches of an entity that he had created in his mind as a way to steel his soul against a lifetime alone.

His cell phone vibrated and he pulled it from his back pocket. Glancing down at the screen, he read the simple text.

It’s time.

He cleared the screen with the flick of a button, slid the phone back into his pocket and ordered, “Get ready.”

The pack shuffled around him, crouched at his sides. Their growls, while low, carried on the wind that suddenly rose and surrounded them, causing the branches above to stir.

“Don’t kill them all,” Diskant growled in a voice as rough as asphalt. “We need one alive.”

Murmurs of assent were garbled by the change. Several of the pack allowed the wolf to rise. Their claws escaped their fingers and their teeth no longer resembled anything human.

When the vehicles were within yards of their hiding spot, Aldon appeared in the center of the road, creating a roadblock. Diskant moved and the pack spread outward to form an inescapable barrier, over a dozen of them ready to show their enemy why it was wise to steer clear of their city, their domain and one of their own. Despite Emory’s failings, the pack was his family, his blood, and they would kill anyone who threatened him.

“No matter what happens, keep one of them breathing.” Trey reiterated Diskant’s order, pumped for the thrill of battle but eager to secure Emory’s safety. “Have your fun but take one alive.”

Aldon stood unmoving in his black, long, flowing trench coat, his white-blond hair stark against the collar as the rising moon shone down. The vans didn’t slow, coming at the lone figure in the middle of the road at a hard seventy miles an hour or more. Unfazed, he lifted a pale hand and brought his palm upright. The coat flared around him as his hair lifted into the air, the blond strands and flaps of leather rippling as if electrically charged. The heady oppressiveness of magic crossed the distance, coating the air from his position in the middle of the isolated stretch of highway until steady growls and snarls from of the pack breached the stillness of the night.

Trey’s fingers raked into dirt as his claws extended. As an Alpha he had natural protection from magic. However he wasn’t entirely unaffected by the darkness which called to his beast. Diskant’s influence overrode the compulsion to change that came from the essence of mystical energy lingering in the air, nullifying the madness that arose as a direct result, creating a wave of serenity in a chaotic maelstrom.

Tires squealed as rubber skidded against concrete, creating clouds of smoke. The vans veered from side to side—left first and then right—until they jerked onto the shoulder of the road. Aldon brought his hand to the side, rotating his wrist. The vehicles jerked left, returned to the proper lane and began coasting.

“Now,” Diskant snarled.

The wolves revealed themselves as they barreled from the dense shelter of trees, moving faster than a man but slower than a wolf. Two Shepherds leapt from the front of the first van, covered from chest to thigh with holstered weapons, guns in hand. The pack made it to the open road and Aldon vanished. The message from the vampire was clear—his obligation was done and he wasn’t sticking around for the show.

Bullets soared across the distance before hitting or missing intended targets as the Shepherds moved to the front of the vehicles. The scent of blood didn’t stop the pack, it enraged them, driving them forward as the Shepherds threw away the empty weapons and replaced them with ones strapped to their bodies.

Trey made it to the shooter nearest him and took two shots to the chest before he disarmed the Shepherd with a quick swipe of his claws that severed the man’s hand at the wrist. The Shepherd screamed and Trey snagged him by the back of his neck, grasped his uninjured arm and shoved him into the ground.

One of the pack leapt over Trey and his prize, completed his shift to wolf and jumped into the open door of the van. The vehicle rattled from side to side as the crazed beast searched for danger inside. Within moments the wolf reappeared. While Trey’s pack mate couldn’t convey the absence of others in the van through words, he managed to do so with impressions and feelings.

Another scream ripped through the night, only this one was followed by the distinct gurgles of a death rattle. Trey lowered his head and glanced to the right, watching in satisfaction as his pack mates tore into the body with lethal teeth and claws, shredding the Shepherd to pieces.

Then an unexpected yelp of pain—one that could only come from a shifter in animal form—came from behind him.

“Brian!” Trey called to the closest half-shifted werewolf, grasped the Shepherd with the missing hand and thrust the staggering man to his pack mate. “Take him!”

Trey had pivoted toward the sounds of combat when a fully shifted wolf flew through the air and collapsed in a heap on the ground. The wolf struggled to find his feet, legs unsteady as he rose. Trey stepped past his pack mate just in time to see Diskant arrive on the scene. The Omega hadn’t shifted, though his eyes changed colors, flickering like a miniature rainbow.

“Time to dance,” Diskant growled and advanced on the man who stood near the back of the van, covered in black leather.

“Bring it, bitch.”

Trey turned toward the massive motherfucker who embraced his own death and was standing to the left, legs apart, hands held up. His face was heavily shadowed with bristles, harsh lines and a wicked-looking scar that ran along his chin. Clenched in each fist were curved daggers, the blade on one side serrated, the other smooth. If the foul language, unusual attire and facial piercings—in his nose, brow and ears—weren’t a dead giveaway that they weren’t dealing with a Shepherd, the sleeve tattoos running up each arm were a testament to it.

Diskant lunged and the man moved in a graceful arc to avoid collision, gliding out of the way as he brought the dagger within inches of the Omega’s departing back. He spun in a motion that looked oddly coordinated considering his size and stood ready once again in the exact same position.

The crisp melody of glass shattering captured Trey’s attention. He watched pack members as they took out the windows to get inside the second van, which had stopped several yards away from the first. Gunshots sounded when one went through each window, creating more frenzied snarls, and the van started to rock.

“Son of a bitch!” Diskant thundered and Trey returned his focus to the fight taking place in front of him.

Diskant was standing with a hand clasped to his chest as he gazed down at the bloody gash over his heart. The man with the knives was standing across from them grinning from ear to ear.

“Is that the best you got?” the man taunted but remained as he was: still, focused and alert.

Diskant didn’t respond as he lifted his head and sized up his opponent. Slowly Diskant started to move to the left. The distinct scent of tiger tickled Trey’s nose, informing him Diskant was well and truly pissed. The wolf lived to track with a pack. Not so the lone, hunting cat.

Once the man slipped, Diskant would rip his throat out.

“Trey!” a loud, concerned voice yelled from the van.

Never had Trey felt compelled to protect Diskant from harm. Even as a boy the future Omega had been sturdy and more than capable of holding his own. However, there was something dangerous about the human standing before the fully grown shifter, unafraid and unfazed. Trey had seen the expression before, when Alphas battled it out until one stood alive and the other lay dead.

“Damn it, Trey!” another voice growled. “Get the fuck over here!”

“Fuck!” he snarled and hauled ass to the van.

“Don’t fucking touch it!” Trey recognized Brian’s deep voice. “Get Emory out of those cuffs and get him out of here.”

Trey rounded the corner, shoulder brushing the now-opened door in the back. His brother stood at the back of the van and appeared to be unharmed with the exception of bloodied wrists. Then Trey got an eyeful of what his pack mates had found.

The enormity of what he was seeing slowly computed until a cold numbness swept through him. The device was large enough to have taken all of them out, with enough C4 to leave behind a nice, fat hole in the ground.

Quickly he slid the pieces together.

There were only three Shepherds. Too few to defend themselves against an attack.

As if they hadn’t planned for a battle but a sacrifice.

Fucking shit.

He ripped the Shepherd with the missing hand from Brian, who stood just inches away, and demanded, “Where are they?”

The Shepherd didn’t answer, though his eyes did widen.

“I’ll torture you slowly.” Trey growled a low, menacing warning. “And I’ll make sure to keep you alive for a long fucking time. You’ll be praying to that god of yours on a regular basis.”

“It’s a trap.” Zack leapt from the van, totally nude as he’d shifted during the scuffle. “He was trying to set the damn thing off when we made it to him. Chris is still looking but he thinks the detonator didn’t engage.” Zach’s gaze lifted and met Trey’s. “We have to call Dougan. Now.”

Trey yanked the cell from his pocket, hit the number on speed dial and placed the phone to his ear. Seconds passed like the sands through an hourglass—painfully slow. Trey didn’t meet Zach’s terrified stare as he ended the call.

“They’re not answering.”

“Why aren’t they answering?” Zach asked in panic.

Trey shook his head, shoved the Shepherd toward Emory whose hands were now free, and moved from the back of the van toward the sounds of flesh meeting flesh. When they made it around the vehicle Trey discovered the man who faced off against Diskant was still alive but hadn’t survived the minutes unscathed. The human’s daggers were gone—but that hadn’t slowed him down. He was going toe-to-toe with Diskant now, fists raised, face bloody. A large cut over his right brow was swelling, the heavy pooling of blood covering the eye beneath.

A circle had formed around them, cheering Diskant on, clamoring for blood.

Trey dialed Dougan’s again, listening as he watched Diskant take advantage of the human’s injury and toyed with him. The shoe was on the other foot now. It was only a matter of time before Diskant got bored and took him down. Each time Diskant feigned a strike the man reacted, until he was wobbling on his feet like a broken tinker toy.

Diskant’s next punch wasn’t for show. When he clocked the man in the chin the big bastard went down. His legs continued to move but he remained immobile on the concrete, eyes closed, chest heaving.

“D—” Trey started to speak when a crushing vise of emptiness gripped his heart and rent it in two.

He watched, dazed and openmouthed, as Diskant sank to his knees at the exact same moment, their motions mirroring each other’s. The ground rose up to greet their knees, the hardness of the earth nothing in comparison to the agony that washed through them.

“Ava,” Diskant gasped, clutching his chest.

Trey didn’t attempt to move, too broken by the knowledge of what he knew to be true in his soul, and turned his head.

The Shepherd Emory held by the throat stared Trey in the eye, cradling his bloody stump of a wrist. “You’re too late,” he informed him. “The Lord’s will be done.”

A few minutes before…

The street was empty as Paul crossed it, only a few pedestrians standing along the darkened sidewalk. The wind caressed his cheek, scattering his neatly combed hair across his forehead. He closed his eyes as he continued forward, basking in the feel of the tepid autumn air. The mugginess that came from the city was washed away by the cleansing breeze, allowing him to pretend he wasn’t standing on a gritty street but a gorgeous stretch of pasture as far as the eye could see.

As if it were preordained, the vision of the farm he’d been raised on reminded him of his place in this world, providing strength and fortitude where a man’s fear of death threatened to destroy hours of planning and preparation. This was what he was born for, what he was meant to do.

There was no death when you were promised eternal life in heaven.

Opening his eyes, he weaved around a motorcycle parked along the side of the bar. There were several of them lined along the road, which didn’t surprise him. The devil’s hands enjoyed fast and dangerous recreations. It was ingrained in them at birth, just one of many attributes that revealed the demon lingering within.

Directly ahead was his goal—a tavern of the damned, consisting of those tainted by Lucifer, the most unclean wreaking havoc on earth. There were several inhabitants inside, all of whom were seated at the bar or at tables along the wall. A large television flashed blue against the glass, causing the concrete outside to appear an indigo shade of neon.

Stopping as he came to the sidewalk just outside the entrance, he lifted the cross hanging from his neck and brought it to his lips. He needed the reminder that this wasn’t for naught, that he was intended for a greater purpose. The Lord would protect him and keep him and into His arms he would surrender.

Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name; thy kingdom come; thy will be done, in earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive them that trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil.

Releasing the blessed piece of silver, he reached into his duster and activated the switch against his sternum as he pressed his thumb to the device in his left hand. The corresponding beep and sounds of chemicals mixing told him everything was ready.

A haze of shame assailed him as the fear returned, making his palms sweat and his hands shake. While he was proud to serve his brethren, he wasn’t ready to leave this plane behind. It was mortal vanity and weakness, wanting to live in a world such as this when it offered but a glimpse of what he would receive upon the reckoning. When the Christian souls were given eternal life in the final days, his would be called upon to reap unending happiness and love.

Taking a deep breath to settle his nerves, he mentally repeated The Lord’s Prayer and began walking toward the crystal-clear glass door to the bar. Right now his kinsmen would be doing their part to abolish the filth that had trespassed into their home, even at the cost of their own lives. That was why he had been sent to the den of the damned, to make certain that no matter what occurred a price was paid and an unforgettable mark was left.

Heads turned as he entered. Bright, luminous eyes inside faces that weren’t wholly human rested upon him. The tall male behind the bar growled and started to walk from behind the counter as the rest rose from their seats and created a circle around him. Unperturbed, he continued walking into the room, watching as the men and women clothed in snug leather rose from their seats and advanced.

A phone started ringing. It shrilled over and over, in harmony with the approaching shifters, their combined steps—both his and theirs—bringing them closer to each other until the high-pitched blaring stopped.

He stopped when he reached the middle of the room, ever silent as they neared. Their glowing eyes proclaimed the demon beneath their skin sought to take control.

The phone started ringing again. A high-pitched buzz filled his ears and his heart started to race. He absorbed those final moments magnified by fear and finality.

Everything came into focus—those around him, the colors inside the room, the smells of alcohol, cigarettes and cigars, his childhood, his favorite pet, his parents, what could have been his future—until the weight in his hand was almost too heavy.

Slowly, he lifted his arm and revealed the device cradled inside his fingers. The shifters watched the movement with their opalescent eyes narrowed and unnaturally muscular bodies tense. It wasn’t until he pulled his jacket aside with his free hand and revealed the intricate wires and liquid compounds affixed to his chest that he saw recognition, comprehension and alarm cross their faces.

Before they could react, he whispered, “For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory, forever and ever. Amen.”

Then he lifted his thumb.

Chapter Eighteen

Ava was walking from the living room to the kitchen when what felt like an explosion tore through the lower portion of the building. The back of her head hit the edge of the counter and a dull, stabbing sensation followed, causing her vision to blur as a deafening roar burned her ears until all she could hear was a high-pitched ringing. She fell to the floor, landing on her stomach. The ground beneath her seemed to roll and rumble, as if a stampede were occurring downstairs.

Clumsy and dazed, she braced on hands and knees. The floor shook and swayed as she tried to stand. Pictures flew from the walls and landed inches from her hands, mixing with pots, pans and portions of the ceiling that crashed to the floor. Each time she tried to rise her feet slipped from beneath her, as if her brain were sending the signals but her limbs refused to function properly.

A strange wailing sound seemed far away, as if a siren or alarm was crying in the distance. She shook her head, blinking back tears as she struggled to focus. The room was suddenly hot, the floor beneath her hands going uncomfortably warm. She groaned when she lifted her fingers to the liquid seeping down her neck, the warm pool soaking into her shirt, and tried to comprehend why there was a massive, gaping hole where solid bone should have been.

Hands grasped her shoulders and she lifted her head.

Nathan’s concerned face came into view, his lips moving, but she couldn’t hear anything he said. He touched the throbbing ache at the back of her skull and his eyes widened in alarm, the pupils erasing the amber portion of his irises. An unexpected surge of nausea overtook her, causing her to choke, making the pain in her head so much worse. Her stomach heaved and lurched, the dryness in her mouth nearly unbearable as her nose filled with the acrid stench of smoke and some other odor she couldn’t define.

Nathan lifted her and she watched the ground sway back and forth. He carried her into the bedroom and walked past the bed. With a firm kick, he took out the only window on the floor. The dizziness was worse, the throbbing in her head intensifying. Smoke billowed, carrying through the window, and as she turned her head she saw flames were engulfing the room.

“Diskant,” she whispered but couldn’t hear herself. Her ears continued to hum, the only sound she could perceive the steady, shrilling drone that went on and on and on.

Nathan smoothed a hand over her forehead and his lips moved again, as if he were trying to comfort her. Keeping her close, he climbed from the window onto a fire escape. She focused on the interlocking iron, mesmerized by the clouds of steam and smoke that rose to the sky.

A sharp, unexpected burning in her leg caused her to cry out and Nathan whipped around. She couldn’t see anything but knew from his expression that something was wrong, something he hadn’t anticipated. Her stomach barreled into her throat as he leapt from the fire escape to the ground, keeping her snug against his chest as he landed.

Several of the same men who had approached her and Diskant outside her building blocked the alleyway, their guns leveled. Nathan didn’t move but remained as he was, his arms around her, the heat from his body considerably less than that coming from the building alongside them. As they all said something, lips moving in perfect harmony, she felt Nathan brace himself and the world spun as he turned, shielding her with his body.

She felt each bullet that tore through his back, the accompanying jerks against her too violent to be anything else. She expected to fall to the ground but as he sank to his knees he kept her in the secure cradle of his arms. Her head fell back and her gaze rested on the blood forming at the corner of his mouth. His expression was one of sorrow and regret and she tried to reassure him but discovered that she was unable to speak, her tongue suddenly heavy and uncoordinated.

An image of Diskant seated on his bike earlier that afternoon, uncertain and hesitant, flashed before her eyes. She’d felt the same thing he had in that moment, that something was about to go horribly wrong. Blaming it on her raging hormones and newfound feelings, she’d forced her intuition aside. It was a shame that she hadn’t listened to her instincts.

Her gut reactions had never steered her wrong.

A shadow appeared, blocking out the light of the moon over Nathan’s shoulder. Ava lifted her gaze, expecting to see the barrel of a gun, only to meet a pair of large, violet-hued eyes. She studied the beautiful face framed by illuminating white, entranced by the way her blonde hair appeared to glow. She’d seen her before at Liminality, always on her own, seated in the back where no one would notice her.

Nathan lifted his head and snarled, baring pointed fangs. His breathing was shallow, a steady bubbling of blood forming at his left nostril. After a moment the angelic face was gone, leaving Ava to stare at the sky. Her vision began to blur, the outlines of the fire escape becoming hazy.

Nathan tried to speak to her, shaking her forcefully when her lids slid closed.

She knew he was trying to keep her awake but she was so damn tired and her eyes were becoming so heavy…

As Sadie peered into the face of the dying woman held inside the arms of the shifter who had taken an array of bullets in the back to protect her, she felt the rage that came with being half-demon stir.

She wasn’t sure what had possessed her to stay behind when Trey left, keeping a close watch on the building where the remaining shifters waited. Something had warned her she’d be needed here, something she couldn’t shake. Unfortunately, when she’d focused on the lone man entering the bar there had been no time to warn anyone or to stop what had been set into motion. The blast had shattered the glass of the building and demolished all of those within a close proximity.

She turned to face the Shepherds standing at the end of the alley. There were four of them, their weapons now spent. “You’re all going to die,” she informed them and retrieved the sword at her back, removing it with a slow, practiced movement.

They went for the weapons strapped to their chests but they weren’t fast enough. Vampire movement was impossible to beat when in the grip of fury.

She took the head of the first one, ensuring he died faster than he deserved. As his face literally pounded concrete she moved to the second, delivering a blow to the heart that would guarantee he didn’t achieve the same demise. A bullet struck her in the chest and exited her back, bringing her to her third target. He managed to get another shot off—to her abdomen this time—before she delivered a blow to his midsection that sent his innards spilling to his knees.

The forth one stood his ground, although he was breathing too erratically to be as calm as he wanted her to believe. She advanced on him slowly, drawing the death out, making him anticipate his passing. It was no less than he deserved for taking the lives of those he didn’t understand, killing them simply because they were different.

When he squeezed the trigger she pounced, sending shiny, unyielding steel through his throat. His head shot back and she yanked hard, removing the blade from his spine. His wide eyes revealed his panic, his mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water as blood poured from the gaping hole beneath his chin. As he fell forward she moved aside and took a perverse amount of pleasure in the sound of his body scraping against the pavement.

“Ava, please. Wake up!” she heard the shifter snap and she turned, gazing over her shoulder. The large male was shaking the woman in his arms, her head wobbling on his elbow. From this angle she could see the mortal wound at the base of her head, the large, gaping hole revealing a bloody mass.

She swiped her sword clean using the shirt of the dead man at her feet, returned the blade to the sheath situated along her spine and walked back to the woman and shifter, taking purposeful steps. The male growled weakly at her approach but she didn’t hesitate, taking a knee at his side, studying the fragile female in his arms.

“Stay back, vampire.” The shifter wheezed and attempted to move away.

“She’s mated to your Omega, is she not?” He didn’t answer but he didn’t have to. She’d been in attendance the night Diskant Black had swooped in and claimed the tiny female onstage at Club Liminality. “Listen to me carefully. Her mate won’t make in time to seal the final stage of the bloodbond. I can scent death consuming her.” Sadie met his glowing, topaz-colored eyes. “My blood can sustain her until he arrives and assists her through the transition.”

She watched him struggle with the truth. “You expect me to trust you?”

“I’ve given you no reason not to.” She motioned to the dead Shepherds. “If I meant you harm, I wouldn’t have bothered.”

After a moment, he allowed her to move closer. She studied the woman—Ava—closely, trying not to inhale the perfume of her blood. Her skin was now ashen, her eyes sunken. Pulling back her sleeve, Sadie bared her wrist. A quick strike and her blood flowed.

“Open her mouth.”

He tilted Ava’s head back and pressed his fingers to the crease of her lips. When they parted Sadie carefully lifted her hand so blood drizzled from her wrist. Drops splattered against pale skin while others made it to the intended goal, spilling past bluish-hued lips.

Sadie felt the weight of the shifter’s stare and had to force herself not to squirm. “Who are you?” he asked. “What were you doing here?”

“That’s not important.” She studied the woman in his arms and breathed a sigh of relief when her throat convulsed. As a mage vampire with a capacity for healing, it wouldn’t take much, a few tablespoons at most, to be certain Ava would survive.

Slowly color returned to Ava’s cheeks and her throat moved as she swallowed. Sadie felt the bloody spot at the base of her skull with her free hand and exhaled in relief when she felt the bone start the mending process, the rough, uneven edges coming together.

Unexpectedly, she was thrown from Ava and the shifter. Her head struck the wall before she crashed to the ground. Training ensured she landed in a crouched, defensive position, knees bent and hands extended.

Lifting her head, she met the infuriated gaze of the fallen woman’s mate.

Shit.

The Omega.

Diskant snarled at the vampire trapped against the wall, allowing his fury, outrage and devastation to bleed through. His mind was a haze of pain, anger and loss. The void so deep and unrelenting it hurt to breathe. As a being who was tied to all the races, he’d felt the death of each of his pack mates, like an electrical blackout leaving everything dark and empty. There was only one light left shining in the abyss, one soul among the lost who continued to exist.

Ava.

He’d transformed into the fastest form possible—the peregrine falcon—to make it back to his mate, his only relief arising in the knowledge that somehow she’d managed to survive. As he’d descended upon the fiery wreckage of the bar he’d allowed the grizzly to come to the surface. He wanted to hurt those who had hurt him, to make them bleed and suffer as none had ever suffered before.

“D!” Nathan screamed. “Stop!”

He didn’t listen, stuck in a frenzy of fury and contempt. The bodies littering the alley wouldn’t provide sufficient relief. He needed to kill something, to repay the loss of life with something of equal value. He lashed out with claws that sliced flesh and scored bone. The vampire’s blood flowed in a heavy stream down her torso, her pale blonde hair speckled with it as it sprayed into the air.

He was too far gone to realize that she wasn’t fighting back, her arms defenseless at her sides. Instead he gloried in the rusty odor of her blood as she bled out, able to see the pulsing of her heart as his claws had penetrated far enough to allow him to glimpse within.

“Ava needs you, Diskant,” Nathan thundered. “Stop fucking around!”

The words penetrated the red haze of madness.

Ava needs you.

Turning from the vampire, he focused on Nathan and the limp form in his arms. The beast receded, replaced with the fear of a mated male.

“Ava,” he whispered and rushed to her side and pulled her from Nathan’s embrace. She was smeared in blood from nose to chin, her heavy lashes resting peacefully against her cheeks. She didn’t move as he held her in the safety of his arms—too still and too limp.

“You have to finish the bloodbonding,” Nathan said quickly. “The wound at the back of her head is a mortal one. The vampire helped keep her alive but her blood will only do so much.”

Shifting Ava slightly, he moved his hand until he could carefully examine the injury Nathan spoke of. His stomach contorted, fear returning sharp and merciless. It was indeed a mortal wound, one that would have likely killed her if not for the bonds already established between them. Although the bone wasn’t crushed, the skull bent inward. There was likely blood pooling in her skull, something that was dangerous for anyone, shifter or no.

Grief engulfed him in a heavy shroud, settling like a dead weight in the center of his chest. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. He intended to unlock the most important mark during an intimate moment, when he could look into her eyes, see her accept him and cherish her willingness to spend their lives together. It shouldn’t occur when she wasn’t conscious of it, taken unaware because it was the only way he could be certain she’d heal and survive following his inability to protect her.

Sirens wailed in the distance and Nathan grasped his shoulder. “We don’t need to be here when the police start asking questions.”

Diskant stood, lifted his mate and gave a sidelong glance at the wall. The vampire was gone, leaving nothing behind but a large pool of blood on the concrete. Remorse washed over him but vanished when Ava moaned slightly, bringing his attention back to her. He hurried down the alley, toward the road. There was a vehicle the pack kept parked a few buildings down, in case of an emergency.

An emergency, he thought bitterly. This was far more than that. Shepherds might be dead on the street but they’d done what they’d set out to do, creating a substantial void in the shifter population.

His temper resurfaced when he thought of how lucky they were the explosive inside the van didn’t detonate. If it had, they entire city would have been in chaos.

Fortunately, no one cared about the nude man striding down the sidewalk with a woman hoisted in his arms. They were too concerned about the blazing building that was slowly collapsing and the broken and burned bodies strewn around the front. When Diskant made it to the car he climbed into the back and left Nathan to drive. As the Beta settled in the front seat, Diskant saw the oozing holes in his back, two on the left shoulder and one on the right where the bulletproof vest didn’t protect.

Diskant made a silent vow that as soon as he’d bloodbonded Ava entirely and knew she would be safe, he would properly thank Trey’s second for saving her life and locate the vampire in order to do the same.

Nathan started the car. “Where do you want to go?”

Although wary of returning to his residence, it was the safest place. The security system would prevent anyone from getting inside, and with the recent activity the police would be all over the city.

“Home.”

He cradled Ava is his arms as Trey pulled the car on the road and tried not to think about what was yet to come.

Chapter Nineteen

Trey was waiting outside the firehouse, his face dark and unreadable, when Nathan pulled in front of Diskant’s home. The remaining pack members were there as well, and Diskant was certain that the lone Shepherd and tattooed asshole who’d managed to survive were on lockdown in the basement.

Diskant climbed from the back of the car, walked past the somber faces that stared at the bundle in his arms, and strode to his room. Now wasn’t the time to talk about strategy, revenge or the inevitable rebuilding that would occur as a consequence of the Shepherds. He couldn’t take a moment to console Trey or the rest of the pack and express that he, too, felt the substantial emptiness of their loss.

Ava couldn’t wait any longer.

She was stable but had yet to regain consciousness. That alone terrified him more than he cared to admit. He had to complete the bloodbond—now.

More shifters stood just inside, Kinsley amongst them. He was on the phone, likely contacting the prides to reveal everything that had transpired. He glanced up when Diskant moved past the entranceway and his emerald gaze rested on Ava. His eyes narrowed and he snarled something into the phone as he turned away.

The stairs were empty and Diskant took them two at a time. When he made it to the bedroom he closed the door and carried Ava to the bed. She needed a shower, to have her skin cleansed of the smoke, blood and filth. Slowly he stripped away her clothing, revealing her bruised and battered body.

He wanted to tear something apart when he saw the thin sliver of hollowed flesh missing from her thigh, recognizing the grazing of a bullet. Fear assailed him, tightening his chest. She could have died tonight, killed for nothing more than an association with him and his kind.

Once she was nude he left her on the bed and rushed into the bathroom to start the shower. The water would be harsh against her skin, but it would only be one discomfort among many.

Steeling himself to remain calm and levelheaded, he returned for his mate and remembered that no matter how this occurred, he was the fortunate one. Once done, it was done. He would never leave her again, never entrust her care to another. She would always be safe, always be close. Many of the pack had lost mates tonight. Some would survive the loss, others wouldn’t. The full extent of the damage wouldn’t be known for a couple of months.

Cradling Ava in his arms, he walked into the bathroom, opened the stall and stepped into the warm stream. He used his free hand to wipe the blood away from her face, taking blackened portions of soot along with it. The ache in his chest grew heavier, nearly suffocating in its intensity. No matter how bad the situation, he had been spared the greatest loss a shifter could ever experience.

His lips trembled as kissed her, opened his heart and soul to her completely, and started the final stage of the bloodbond. The first two stages were physical, requiring his seed and blood, but the final one was something that couldn’t explained under any normal context.

He reclined against the wall of the shower to remain upright as he willed his bestial halves forward and the process started. He buried his face in the softness of her shoulder and throat, breathing her in, wishing like hell this could have happened at a different time, under different circumstances.

She whimpered when the first and most powerful animal he possessed slid from his body and entered hers, leaving a portion of itself behind so that they were connected, two halves of one whole. The wolf rubbed against her skin before delving beneath, brushing against soft flesh and solid bone. She cried out as the mark was initiated, forced through her and finally settled. She shivered in his arms, her breathing shallow.

He was overwhelmed by anger, regret and despair as the second beast arose and started the process over. Ava started thrashing, stronger from the wolf that was a part of her now. The cat quickly squelched the canine—leopard becoming cheetah, then cougar, then lion. By the time all of the feline breeds left part of their essence she was no longer unconscious but fighting him, her eyes opened, lips pulled back. The pain and confusion she was experiencing were also enhanced by lust, something that was entirely expected. This was why he was the dominant of the two, and he quickly took control, enforcing his will, ensuring the primal urges within his female answered to one man and one man only—him.

He ran his fingers along the back of her head. The wound was closed and nearly healed. When the grizzly arose, he swung her around, pressed her against the wall, moved between her thighs and thrust his rock-hard cock into her. The bonding had brought his urge to mate to the surface as well as hers. There was no need for preparation. She was drenched with cream, slick and pooling. As he buried his length into her cunt, she welcomed him—hot, wet flesh hugging every inch.

“Diskant.” There was agony and fear in her voice, and when he lifted his head he saw it mirrored in her eyes.

“Feel me, Ava.” He withdrew and thrust back into her harshly, keeping his gaze on her face. “Only me.”

The pain in her expression was laced with pleasure, her eyes becoming dark. She brought her hands up, clutched his arms until her fingernails broke skin, and ground her pussy against him. They began to move together and the remaining beasts took their turns claiming her as their own, leaving behind a piece of themselves so that she would always share a bond with them, would always be able to reach out to, comfort, nurture and soothe them.

Her soft, muted cries tore at his heart, the pain of the bond lessened only by the violence of their union. In order to keep her mind off the misery, he forced her to focus on the feel of him pumping in and out of her. He pinched and teased her clit, nipped and suckled at her breasts. When he felt her quicken he increased the pace, pounding into her hard and fast until she climaxed.

The sound of her release was one he never wanted to hear again.

She screamed in agony yet wailed in relief, her soft vaginal walls tightening around him as she shattered in his arms.

“Can’t…take…more,” she sobbed, clinging to his shoulders, her face buried in his neck.

“It’s almost over,” he whispered, voice clogged with tears as he witnessed the pain he was forcing on her. “Stay with me, Pinkie. Please, stay with me.”

When he felt her slight nod he started thrusting again, gently this time. Her skin would be so sensitive his touch would burn, leaving behind impressions even as he let her go, but not for long. A portion of his soul took root in hers, and he felt the final connection being established. The moment it was completed a window opened between them, more powerful than he had ever anticipated. As it occurred he slid to the floor, shouting as his own orgasm thundered through him.

Even as he came he continued thrusting, caught in the throes of their first mating heat. The bloodbonding was done. Now it was about establishing a connection, branding her as his female and mate just as she’d once claimed she wished to be.

Mine.

“More,” Ava demanded and wrapped her fingers in his hair, forcing him to look into her face.

Her eyes shifted color—changing from sapphire blue to emerald green to liquid silver, to flashing gold—the only outward sign she would ever have that indicated she carried the essence of multiple shifting beasts inside of her. She started riding him, rotating her pelvis as she plunged down, stirring his cock to life.

The scent of sex was overpowering, the cream of her cunt mixed with the pungent odor of his seed. His feral instincts reacted to the heady fragrance as the wolf growled in satisfaction. Raking his fingers into her hips, he looked into her face. There was a touch of the wild that wasn’t there before and it made him hotter than hell.

“You feel so good,” she purred, staring at him through her lashes. “So. Damned. Good.”

“So do you, baby.” He let go of her waist to touch her face. Bringing her upright to kiss him, he brushed his lips against hers. “So do you.”

He roared when she opened the mental connection between them, stunned by how much stronger it was. She was entirely open to him, allowing him to hear her thoughts and sense her emotions. She basked in their union, their shared bond and her ability to finally understand the animals that made the man.

“Ava,” he moaned into her mouth.

Diskant, she whispered in his mind. My lover, my mate. Omega mine.

Her fingers tugged at his hair and he turned his head to the side, revealing the vulnerable hollow of his throat. She scraped her teeth along his jugular, back and forth, and followed it with laps of her tongue. Then she bit down, staking her claim, making her mark. She growled around the skin, released her hold and bit down once more. He groaned, remaining still when all he wanted to do was to flip her over, pin her in place and force her compliance.

“Want you inside me.” She lifted her head and panted, riding him hard, up and down, fast then slow. “Need to feel you come.”

Her motions were frantic, the woman and newfound creatures within struggling to find a singular balance. He heard the chaotic thoughts in her mind, the logical portion of her combating the new, feral part that demanded this mating leave an impression he would never shake, never forget and never escape.

Bringing his hand down to her enlarged clit, he stroked and petted and growled in turn, “You first, mate. I want to feel you shatter.”

Her motions became wild, rough and desperate. He felt the orgasm building in her and met her thrusts, positioning his hips to match them. Nothing else mattered in that moment. This was their pairing, the beginning of the rest of their lives together. No matter the tragedy that marred it, it was meant to be, something that was fated the moment they were born. Their cries carried through the bathroom, echoing off the walls.

“Oh god.”

“I’m here. Come for me.”

Her pussy went taut around him, holding him close, keeping him deep inside as she lost control and wept her release. He held her as she cried against his shoulder, the shudders of her body stronger than a mortal’s but weak in comparison to a shifter’s. That was what she was now, a combination of both, with the same needs, desires and compulsions.

Only when she was spent did he allow his own climax to claim him. His seed shot into her womb and he wondered if she’d conceive in that moment, creating a new life that would be a mixture of the two of them. Shifters could breed with those they weren’t bloodbonded with but usually the pregnancies terminated early in the term. He hadn’t concerned himself with that fact, since he’d planned to fully bloodbond his mate as soon as possible. Knowing the danger to his unborn children was gone, he allowed himself to consider the future.

His heart swelled when he pictured Ava swollen with his child, her small frame rounded in an obvious display of their affection and desire for each other. If it was a girl she’d have his mate’s blonde hair, big blue eyes and gorgeous smile. If it was a boy he would look like him, tall, dark and tanned.

A family of his own.

A new beginning.

He held her in his arms as the final throes of climax subsided, nuzzling her with his chin. Her mind was blank now, his head echoing nothing more than his own thoughts and concerns. As he’d expected, she went limp against him. He stroked her back and rested against the wall of the shower, allowing the slowly cooling water to cascade over their skin. They sat entwined for several minutes until she dozed peacefully. He stroked her hair and pressed his lips to the top of her head.

Her body needed time to recuperate and heal. After he put her in bed she’d sleep the rest of the night, as well as a solid portion of the morning. When she woke she would discover a lot of things had changed. While she wasn’t a shifter, she was no longer wholly human. With all the changes in her perception she was bound to experience the enormity of the loss the pack had suffered, as well as understand the impact of what rebuilding their ranks would entail.

A pang of dread squeezed his heart, the result of something he couldn’t control.

So much had changed in the course of a few hours. Shifters didn’t willingly hunt Shepherds, choosing to leave them alone. This, however, raised the stakes. There was no way their arrogance and destruction would be allowed to go unchallenged.

They had thrown the gauntlet and, in the doing, started a war.

Chapter Twenty

Craig knew he wasn’t alone the instant he sat at his desk. The room, though silent, carried a heaviness that wasn’t present before, as if the air were charged by some power he could perceive but couldn’t see. He remained frozen in his seat, a lamb waiting for the lion.

“Craig Newlander,” a soft, feminine voice said from behind him as a hand rested on his shoulder.

His first instinct was to reach for the Glock holstered under his desk but he remained as he was. This wasn’t the first time his office had been invaded by someone with a grudge, vendetta or need of a favor. It came with the territory when you were the gatekeeper to secrets people didn’t wish to share. Although he paid top dollar for the best security in the world, humans were only capable of so much.

“What can I do for you?” he asked in a cool, neutral tone.

“I want you to tell me everything you know about Aldon Frost,” she answered in a soft timbre, her mouth so close to his ear he could feel her breath caressing his skin. Her grip on his shoulder was light but firm, the weight substantial even though he could see from the corner of his eye that her fingers were slim and delicate.

“I refuse to discuss anything unless it’s face-to-face. If you want information you’re going to have to garner respect with respect.”

Her hand vanished, and in the next instant she stood across from his desk, confirming what he suspected. She was a vampire—a very old one. Her blonde hair was collected in a bun at her nape, a few wispy strands falling around her chin and shoulders, a stark contrast to the black leather shrouding her body. Bright, arctic blue eyes were on alert, homed in on him but seeing everything.

“What is it you want to know?” He reclined, interlocking his fingers and placing them in his lap.

“I’m not here to play games, Mr. Newlander.” She stared him in the eye. “Please don’t waste my time.”

Feigning a stretch, he moved his foot to the alarm on the floor. “Are you one of the fallen?”

The question seemed to amuse her. “Do I look like one?”

“You’re asking about one, which begs the question. Not to mention we both know that once you fall it becomes very easy to manipulate perception.”

“I wouldn’t bother manipulating your perception. If I wanted basic information I would have taken what I needed from your mind, erased the event from your memory and left. What I need requires something far more substantial than that. Which I’m sure, by now, you’re aware.” She took a step to the side and slid into the chair across from him. “You’re not a stupid man, Mr. Newlander. Anyone who does what you do and manages to remain alive for an extended period of time has to be given credit for remaining vigilant. That’s why I’m going to trust that you’ll understand that I’m not here to shoot the shit or ride the breeze.”

“It hardly seems fair that you know me but I haven’t been offered the same courtesy.”

She smiled then, enhancing her very delicate and distinct features, displaying slightly pointed canines. “You do know that even if I tell you who I am I can wipe the memory clear before I go.”

He nodded. “So what’s the harm in an introduction?”

“None at all.” Her smile remained intact. “Although I think it’s only fair to mention that all of your electronic devices are disabled, including the cameras at your back and the alarm at your feet. So if you’re hoping to do a playback after I go, you won’t find anything.”

Alarm prickled the back of his neck but he didn’t allow it to show. “How did you manage that?”

“In the same way I managed to walk into your building, stroll into your office and wait until you arrived. Honesty, I can’t believe you haven’t figured it out by now.” She nailed him with a look of sheer amusement. “Where a fallen dares to tread, a templar is certainly sure to follow.”

Fuck almighty.

It was almost impossible to keep a straight face when what he wanted to do was wrap his fingers around the stock of his gun, whip it out and level it at her head. Laughably, it wouldn’t matter if he did, which was the only reason he remained as he was, unmoving and passive. She could kill him before he saw it coming and if she thought for a second that he was in league with the vampire she was tracking she wouldn’t hesitate.

“What is it that you want to know?” He didn’t shoot the shit or ride the breeze either, not when his throat was at stake.

“I’m aware he stole information from your archives. I need to know what he learned and why he’s in New York.”

“I can’t tell you why he’s in New York.” Her irises changed color, going white as her eyes narrowed and he quickly added, “I can tell you what information he gained.”

“Then do it.”

“He found out about an artifact crafted during the Holy Wars that was used to convince nonbelievers that heaven did, in fact, exist. Over the years it changed hands and forms, so that most assumed it was lost in the passage of time. We weren’t even aware it existed until we were propositioned for the piece. Fortunately, at the time it was in a safe place that Aldon couldn’t locate. Otherwise you’d be in shit up to your neck, pardon my expression.”

“Would this artifact, by chance, have a name?”

He met her unwavering gaze. “It’s a zephyr.”

She didn’t even blink. “That’s impossible. They were all destroyed.”

“The weapon wielding the magic was lost but not the jewel imbued with the power. It was that stone that was used one hundred and sixty years or so ago to create a locket—an heirloom that has been passed along from generation to generation. Aldon managed to track down the family who procured the trinket but it turned out getting close to the owner wasn’t as easy as he thought.”

“And why is that?” she finally asked in an exasperated tone when he didn’t continue.

“She’s mated to a shifter.”

Sadie tried to keep her face blank, her expression unreadable. Erasing the man’s memory was easy enough but she’d be damned if she allowed him to know, even for a moment, that she’d been caught with her panties down.

So Aldon had finally found a way to gain an advantage, using a goddamn zephyr. She didn’t know what it was that he wanted specifically but she would wager several guesses. Mental manipulation of supernatural races wasn’t possible for him as a fallen but if he had a magically enhanced charm to guide the way there was no limit to what he could accomplish in a city like New York, where the population contained a wide variety of supernatural beings. Beings that, with a zephyr, he would have more of an influence over.

Including—ironically enough—shifters.

She stifled a wince as she shifted in the chair and the wretched agony in her chest returned, burning deep in the flesh and along portions of bone. The wound was a stark reminder of why she couldn’t become involved with the bestial creatures, a warning of the thanks she could expect to receive for her assistance.

To think she’d actually been tempted to reveal herself to Trey Veznor. To daydream about what might have been. To consider something other than a fixation from afar…

A warm trickle beaded down her stomach, slick and gooey against her leather top and shredded flesh. The claw marks were extremely deep and would mend slowly without the healing pools of her coven but she couldn’t return to them until she had some notion of what was going on. They would expect some kind of information from her, no matter how small or, in this circumstance, mediocre.

“Where is the zephyr now?”

“I believe I’ve already answered that question.”

Craig bestowed a smug smirk, which made her want reward him an ear-ringing slap across the face. She’d been warned he was a consummate asshole and prick, protected due to the secrets he kept and the downfall that would occur upon his demise. It was impossible to kill someone who could inevitably unveil all the dirty skeletons preternatural races were determined to keep buried inside the proverbial closet.

He didn’t say anything more, studying her quietly with an arrogant fucking expression on his face.

“Let me rephrase.” She tried not to sneer. “Who has the Zephyr?”

It wasn’t difficult to sense his unease, accompanied by a notable span of silence. She could smell his fear, a bitter repugnance that wafted through the air. She sat forward in the chair, bracing her elbows on her knees, and tried not to squirm as the wetness trapped between her skin and leather made a disgusting, squeaky sound.

“Have you heard about the tragedy in Rainbow City, Mr. Newlander?”

She’d anticipated the curt nod he produced. Of course he’d heard of it. One of the largest factions of Villati worked out of New Orleans, which wasn’t all that far away from the devastation left behind in the aftermath of the storm. Besides, the panic over the unrecognizable and unexplainable plague was almost impossible to ignore, especially when it was broadcast all over the world and the CDC was forced to quarantine the entire area until the outbreak was contained. An entire city of twelve thousand had been wiped out within a matter of hours—not days or weeks.

“That was a result of a pestilence demon,” she said, tickled pink when the asshole smirk was wiped from his face.

Good, he was finally starting to get the big picture.

He started to speak and stopped, obviously disturbed by the revelation. Then he said, “A pestilence demon hasn’t been conjured into the mortal plane since—”

“The Third Pandemic?” she finished, liking him more and more when he was humbled, off balance and too shaken to speak. “Look around you. The world isn’t the place it used to be. Crime is on the rise, humanity is on the brink of a meltdown and morality has gone down the shitter. There is a reason for that.”

He cleared his throat. “Are you trying to tell me the fallen are rising to power?”

“You’re pretty perceptive when you want to be.” Her smile was genuine, fueled by a desire to drill the message home. “I’d like you to imagine how dangerous a zephyr would be in the hands of one of them. Do you have any idea of the destruction and devastation it could cause?”

“I couldn’t give you the zephyr if I wanted to.” He glanced at her before focusing on the top of his desk. “I made the necessary arrangements to have the locket delivered to Diskant Black’s home this morning when I learned Ava survived the explosion.”

The image of the dying blonde woman flashed through her head. “The Omega?”

He nodded, looking uncomfortable. “I purchased the zephyr from Ava’s brother only to learn after the fact he’d stolen it. It wasn’t until Aldon came sniffing around that I did some research into the Brisbane family and put the pieces together.”

“Does she know what the locket can do?”

He shook his head. “When I tried share what I’d learned she refused to meet with me. After what occurred last night I decided it was best to return the necklace before danger came knocking at my door.”

An unexpected wave of lightheadedness made her sway and she reclined into the seat to disguise the weakness. The motion of her shoulders pressing against the soft, cushiony backing caused the leather covering her torso to stick firmly in place before sliding in a sickening manner that told her that there was blood coating her chest and stomach.

Shit.

If Aldon found her like this he’d kill her off without a backward glance. It was time to up the ante, get the information she came for and take the necessary time to heal.

She looked into Craig’s concerned face from across the desk and caught his gaze. His lips went slack, his pupils dilated and his face relaxed. She concentrated, focused on his mind and easily slid inside. It was like working through a file cabinet of knowledge, easily done if you had the right key or knew the right destination. His thoughts of Ava Brisbane and Diskant Black were already opened and waiting on the desk, lined up in a neat stack for her to digest.

She took what she needed, stored the information for future use and, when she finished, wrapped the job up with a neat, tidy bow.

“You won’t remember any of this. Not our conversation. Not my face. Or anything we’ve discussed. As far as you’re concerned you came upstairs after receiving confirmation that your package was delivered to Ava Brisbane and you’ve been sitting behind your pretty little desk thinking about what a smart decision you made.”

His glazed eyes didn’t even flicker but she knew the message was so deep in his subconscious that he’d never remove it unless she returned to him, lifted the impression and gave him access to the memories.

Grimacing, she closed her eyes, envisioned the lush healing cavern crafted by her coven and said a small prayer that she had enough strength for a safe journey before she phased from the room.

Chapter Twenty-One

Ava groaned as a hot, wet tongue slid along the inside of her knee and slowly started inching upward. A rough, bristly prickle followed, tickling the skin, awakening sensations she’d never thought possible. Each piece of skin that was touched felt electrified, so sensitive it was almost agony.

Fuzzy from sleep, she gasped when a hard nip against her inner thigh forced her to part her legs. She opened her eyes. Diskant was looking at her, his irises shimmering liquid amber. The roughness against her skin was from the thick shadow on his chin, the heavy stubble lining his jaw.

He dipped his head, maintaining eye contact and pressed kisses along her thigh until his mouth was hovering over her pussy. His heated breath caressed the skin, teasing the folds, creating a flush that multiplied and spread. She trembled as she watched him, anticipating the moment his tongue would dart out, travel along her labia and flitter against her clit.

“I’ve been waiting for you to open those beautiful baby blues all day,” he whispered against her pulsating flesh. “I’ve got so much to tell you, so much to say. But first…”

She cried out when his tongue shot out and he did exactly as she’d envisioned, licking a firm line from bottom to top, parting her lips along the way. Arching her back, she clutched the sheets and pressed against his mouth. His growl was one of approval and hunger, and his quick lapping was that of a starving man and beast. There was no warning, no build-up—she came apart under the ministrations of his clever tongue and lips, quaking as a climax unlike any other sent her body into uncontrollable tremors.

Diskant continued sucking and licking, extending the pleasure. Unlike before, she didn’t go limp and relax as the climax ended. Rather, she wanted more, ached to experience the same ecstasy as he was buried inside her, his cock spilling his seed as they came together.

Mine.

She moved to straddle him, her teeth bared and an odd growl emitting from her chest. He grasped her by the arm and forced her around until she was on her hands and knees. She struggled in his hold, thrashing wildly, and he wrapped his fingers around her nape and pressed her face into the pillows. His much larger frame rested against hers, forcing her to remain still.

Logic warred with something else, something new, something primal. There were a multitude of urges coming from within—encouraging her to fight him, to anger him, to make him earn her trust, prove his worth, show her that he was worthy of her absolute submission.

“I’m in charge,” he murmured against her shoulder, his free hand caressing the curve of her ass. “It’s best you learn that now.”

He didn’t say another word as he got into position behind her. His knee slid between hers, forcing them apart, leaving her vulnerable as she panted into the pillow. She was already wet, sex swollen, thighs shaking.

“You’re mine. Say it.”

An inner part of her continued to rebel and she snarled, “No.”

She felt his teeth against her nape, the sharp points scraping against the delicate column of her throat as his hand moved from her ass to cup her sex. It was impossible not to groan as his finger slid between the outer lips, teasing and prodding before dipping inside. The impulse to writhe against his hand was negated only by the need to remain still, to draw the moment out, to make him force her compliance.

“Ava.” He shifted his head from side to side, his hair brushing against her back, his lips warm and soft against her neck. She whimpered, unable to remain still as he slid two fingers into the giving flesh that parted for his touch, and arched into his hand. “Tell me.”

She shook her head and he continued stroking her as he lapped at her neck, placing hard nips here and there, alleviating the sting with warm swirls of his tongue. The feel of his hot, smooth skin against her back was incredible. The length of his cock pressed against the seam of her ass.

“Do you want this?” He rotated his hips, causing that hard length of velvet, satin and iron to momentarily press against her pussy before it vanished, leaving her bereft and whimpering.

God help her, she couldn’t keep this up much longer. Her body and mind clashed, wanting so much to give in yet needing to resist.

“Diskant, please…”

This time he nipped her hard enough to break the skin. She felt the warm trickle of her blood as it drifted down her shoulder, traveling down her back. He moved and she felt his cock prodding at the moist opening of her sex, seeking entrance but stopping just short. Rocking back, she tried to bring him within but was unable to do more as she was pinned, her ass in the air, chest pressed into the bed.

“You will give this to me.”

She snarled as something she didn’t fully understand roared to life, taking control and obliterating her human half. A strength she’d never possessed before assisted her in breaking free momentarily, allowing her to lift her torso from the mattress. She rotated and had almost slid from his grasp when a loud, terrifying growl filled the room and she felt his hand on her nape once more, fingers rough against the back of her neck. She realized it was the sound of his anger, his beasts overtaking him, staking their claim.

Say it.

His grip intensified, becoming painful. His free hand came down hard on her ass, slapping the flesh, and slid down to her cleft.

“Ava…”

She wanted to say what he wanted so badly, wanted to tell him how she felt, to convey her love, to accept him completely. Yet she couldn’t, held back by something she didn’t understand.

I can’t, she thought, wanting to scream in frustration.

“You can,” Diskant said in a strained voice. “It’s what’s inside you—what’s inside me. They’ll keep fighting until you establish who is in control. You have to give this to me. You have to show them their place. Accept me.”

Another growl from her, this time shrill and high-pitched. She thrashed but he seemed to anticipate it, keeping her in place, his weight hard and unforgiving. As she struggled he remained immobile, unfazed by her wildness, her madness. It wasn’t until she stilled again that the pressure against her throat eased, his fingers going soft.

Desperate and terrified, she opened the connection between them, reaching for something that she understood, something she could control. The moment she did the human portion of her overcame the animal, merging with Diskant in a way that allowed her to think clearly.

“Yours,” she expelled in a rush. Yours.

“That’s right.” His voice was gravel and satin, rough yet smooth. “You’re mine.”

He thrust into her, going balls deep—claiming her, consuming her, overwhelming her. His teeth sank into her shoulder, holding her in place. She didn’t struggle, accepting his will, allowing him to dictate control. He owned her, completed her, loved her.

Mastered her.

“Y-yes,” she echoed brokenly, sobbing in relief.

He continued thrusting, grasping her hips in unyielding, rough hands so that he went deeper. There was no more argument, no words spoken. Whatever it was inside her now—the spirits of his beasts or some small portion of them—reached out to Diskant. As they did they merged with the animals within him, bringing them closer together. Then she felt one entity overcome the others, demanding his place as the most powerful of them all.

Odd scents suffused the air—forest, earth, wood, rain—combining with each other until the perfume of sex was overshadowed. The wolf under her skin rose, growling approval as they brushed against each other, mated in that sensual, age-old dance. The weight at her back continued to pin her in place, forcing her to accept him as her lover, her mate, her Alpha.

Even without their mental connection, she knew this was significant for some reason, that this particular mating was extremely important. Unable to do anything more, she remained passive during his increasingly violent plunges, focusing on how good it felt to have his thick width stretch her as the length invaded her so deeply she could feel him from the outside of her pussy all the way to her womb.

She groaned into the pillow when he let go of her hip, pulled his teeth from her neck and brought one of his hands around. Bringing his fingers down to collect some of her juices, he guided them to her clit and began rubbing and pinching, pain mixing with pleasure. Each thrum was followed by a tight, sharp sting, only to be erased by the sweeping rotation of his wet thumb.

Warmth spread from her belly, tightness in her center that was preparing to burst free. She was aware that her vaginal walls clutched him, holding him tight only to release and start all over again. Her body erupted into violent tremors. She felt that glorious bliss of orgasm hovering just out of reach, waves of fire and need washing over her.

“Come for me now, Ava. Take me as your lover, your partner and your mate.”

The sound that escaped her, caught in the throes of orgasm as he continued pounding into her, was half howl, half scream. She fisted the sheets in her hands, pressing back to meet his thrusts, crazed by the need to feel him come and cement their union.

It felt as if his cock swelled, growing larger, so full and heavy within her that it bordered on painful. Then she felt the jetting in her womb that signified his release. His fingers went taut and his sharp claws pierced the soft, fleshy skin on her hips as he slid into her core one final time and remained in place, her vagina milking the last of him until their combined breathing was the only sound in the room.

He remained inside her as he lifted her leg, rolled her from her stomach to her back and settled between her thighs. Resting his weight on her pelvis, he leaned forward and stole a kiss that was as soft and gentle as their pairing had been rough and wild. He pulled away, revealing irises a beautiful shade of gold. He held her face in his palms and she could feel his fingers tremble.

“I’ve never been as afraid as I was last night. I could have lost you.”

“I can’t remember everything.” She frowned as the events of the evening returned, bringing confusion and a lost block of time. “What happened?”

“A trap.” His reply was a livid rasp. “A well-planned trap to kill us all.”

Her heartbeat faltered, panic replacing bliss. “I don’t understand.”

His brows furrowed as if he were pained. “You will soon. I’m blocking your ties to the pack. I wanted to come to you this morning and solidify our bond before I exposed you to what’s happened.”

“Blocking my ties to the pack?”

He nodded and produced a weak smile. “I’m also blocking the animalistic tendencies you’ve inherited. When you surrendered to me you accepted me as your Alpha and mate. We’ll have to work together to help you control them.”

Understanding dawned. “You mean…what I felt this morning…”

“You are a part of me now, just as I’m a part of you. You’ll never be able to shift but you have a touch of the wild in you, something that you have to respect. It won’t always be easy but we’ll get through it together.” His expression changed, becoming reflective. “That’s what we have now—each other. There is nothing more important.”

He shifted his hips and she felt the still-hard length of him within her. With a roll of his pelvis he started to move, slowly this time, withdrawing from her only to return once more. He caressed her face with his fingers, followed by the backs of his knuckles. She reciprocated by bringing her hands around and brushing her fingertips along his shoulders and back.

“I’m never leaving your side again. From here on in we do everything together.”

“That might be difficult.” She gasped as he slammed against her pussy and rubbed her clit.

“Why is that?”

It was difficult to talk when he took a nipple into his mouth and sucked gently. “Because I have a life of my own, a job, responsibilities…”

He released her breast, nuzzled her skin and brought his hand to the cleft of her ass. “Your life is with me. Your responsibility is to the pack. And you have one part of yourself left to give to me.”

Realizing his intent, she felt her body heat and whispered, “You can’t possibly expect—”

Diskant sealed her lips with his and silenced any further protest. Thoughts of the future were vanquished, put on the back burner.

It was impossible to think when a keyed-up, gorgeous male had you at his disposal and knew how to use his clever fingers, naughty mouth and wicked tongue to his advantage.

* * *

Diskant turned from the sounds of running water when a knock came from the door. He walked to the doorway, peered into the bathroom and watched as Ava slipped into the steaming tub and moaned in pleasure. She was undoubtedly sore, her muscles acclimating to the newfound flexibility and strength that he’d put to the test just minutes before. She’d taken to their bond in a way that excited him all over again, making his cock stir.

“Down, boy,” he scolded and adjusted himself to ease the ache, forcing his mind elsewhere. This wasn’t the time to behave like a horny teenager. Soon he’d have to bring Ava fully into the pack, meaning he needed to reserve strength to make certain she wasn’t frightened, overwhelmed or scared by the experience. Considering all the noise he heard coming from the basement, he also knew that soon he’d be forced to face the men the pack had brought back for answers.

The knock came again, louder this time, and he strode across the room. He’d expected someone to bring a pizza as soon as they arrived from the local parlor, so when he didn’t detect the mouthwatering scent of meat, cheese and tomato sauce he was aware that something was up.

Nathan’s haggard face greeted him when he opened the door. Instead of a pizza box he was carrying a large manila envelope. “Ava’s brother just dropped this off.” He held it out and Diskant took the thick parcel, studying it. “I’d better get back. The doc will be here soon and Trey is on the warpath. It’s taking all I have to keep him calm, and the pack is restless. I’ll come back when the food gets here.”

Diskant continued staring at the envelope as Nathan started back down the stairs. He closed the door, scrutinizing the package. There were no markings on the paper but the contents were heavy and the seal along the back had been broken. He flipped it over and lifted the small metal tabs. As he opened the flap at the top, he saw a file was inside.

“Diskant?”

He took a deep breath before he walked toward the bathroom. When he stepped inside he felt what was becoming a familiar flood of warmth in his mind, a soothing caress that occurred when Ava merged completely with him.

“From Thomas?” she asked, sitting upright.

Nodding, he strode over and placed the package in her hands. She turned onto her side, balancing the envelope on the nearby stool stacked with fresh towels. As she pulled the file out a note drifted to the floor. He kneeled at the side of the tub to retrieve it and handed it to her. There was a hesitation and he understood that it came from an inner knowing that her brother had somehow managed to do something wrong again.

Taking a deep breath, she placed the file and envelope on the towels, took the note and opened it. Her eyes skimmed the paper as she read the words aloud.

“Ava. This parcel arrives to you courtesy of Craig Newlander. It explains a lot. In fact, you could say it paints things in an entirely new light. He also included another package, one that he insisted I give to you personally. He warned me of the danger of deviating from his instructions but I simply couldn’t help myself. When I discovered what he planned to give you, I decided to keep it for myself. Consider it a parting gift, my way of being the protective brother by keeping you out of harm’s way. I’m sure you didn’t expect anything less. Thomas.”

Diskant felt her anger, her contempt.

Thomas was right, she didn’t expect anything less.

She folded the note, placed it atop the towels and lifted the file. For several agonizing seconds, she simply stared at the folder. Then she flipped it open.

“My god.” Her fingers trembled as she gazed at the page and started sorting through the pictures that were stapled along the top.

He shifted around the tub until he could see inside. Although he’d never met them, he knew the Polaroids were of her parents. Ava looked like her mother—blonde, petite and delicate. Her father was the opposite—tall, broad and dark. Some of the images were of them laughing as they strolled along the street in broad daylight. Others were of them at night, obviously flying under the radar as both wore hats, dark clothing and somber expressions.

She went through the pages slowly, one by one, digesting the information with Diskant privy to her thoughts and emotions. The Villati knew that Harold Brisbane and Vivian Lockhart were a telepathic couple who met during college and eventually married. There was nothing significant or out of the ordinary. Then Ava turned to a page with an image of her brother. Directly below his picture and date of birth was a small typed statement.

Adopted son, Thomas Harold Brisbane.

“It explains a lot. In fact, you could say it paints things in an entirely new light,” she repeated Thomas’ earlier words. “Jesus, Diskant. How could they have kept something like this from us?”

He wrapped a hand around her neck and stroked the frantic hammering of her pulse with his thumb. “I don’t know. Keep reading.”

She read through the information about Thomas, including the records of his multiple altercations with the law and his dalliances with notable crime figures in the city. He’d gotten around after his gambling addiction had taken hold and he’d begun taking higher risks. The information ended with his trading off her family locket to the Villati in exchange for a sizable two hundred and fifty thousand dollar payment. There wasn’t anything about his birth parents, aside from a birth certificate that listed his mother as Helena Terrance, with no father mentioned.

The next page had an image of Ava at Club Liminality stapled to the top. She was behind the bar, hard at work. She didn’t get angry about the information accumulated until she reached her personal life. Her beautiful lips pursed and a crease appeared between her brows. She skimmed over it, noting it stated she shared the same psychic abilities as her parents and that she’d managed to keep her talent under wraps. A new, fresh portion was typed along the bottom, indicating she was seen leaving her place of employment with Diskant Black.

“They have spies at the club,” she muttered. “Figures.”

Turning the page, she went still. Clippings of her parents’ wreck were neatly pieced together. There was also the obituary and a notice of the auction to sell off some of their holdings. Below that was a wrinkled note with Thomas’ handwriting indicating a time and place to exchange the locket he’d acquired for the agreed-upon amount of cash.

She ran her fingers across the paper. “Sneaky bastard.”

Diskant reached past her to turn to the next page. This one had some handwritten notes and a sketch of a sword with a stone in the center of the pommel. More pictures followed, with the same stone featured, a stone that his mate recognized.

The Brisbane locket.

She removed the note attached to the photo, the wax seal with the symbol of the Villati already broken, and handed him the file. She started reading the moment she could see the words, whispering each sentence.

The locket wasn’t a locket at all but something called a zephyr. With it her telepathy would be enhanced significantly, to the point that she could possibly read people from miles away. Unfortunately, the Villati weren’t the only ones who knew about it and as such, keeping it placed the holder in a substantial amount of danger. That was why Craig had given the package to Thomas and had it delivered to her. He still wanted to meet to discuss the details and ended the missive by imploring her to contact him as soon as possible.

“Damn it, Thomas.” She closed the note. “You’re going to get yourself killed.”

In that moment Diskant realized she loved her brother, no matter how much of a consummate fuckup he was. In her mind the good memories—of them as children, teenagers and college-age students—suffocated the bad, taking her back to a time when he didn’t gamble and was actually a decent man.

“I can put out word with the packs,” he offered, stroking her hair. “They might be able to track him down.”

“No.” She sighed. “I can’t keep bailing Thomas out. As much as I worry about him, he’s going to have to start taking care of himself. I’m not his keeper anymore and I have other people to think about.”

His hand stilled as he realized even though he was blocking her link to the pack and lessening the full impact of their loss, she was well aware of it using her telepathy. Her heart was heavy, her mind attuned to him, seeking to remove the ache in his chest and replace it with the promise of something better.

“Ava…” He attempted to extend her comfort but couldn’t find the words, unable to say exactly how he felt.

She turned to him, offered a small smile and leaned across the tub to place the note on top of the file he’d plopped onto the floor. She brushed her lips against his, prepared to ease his pain. A knock came from the bedroom and she pulled away, gazing up at him with eyes full of desire and love.

“It’s going to be fine,” she said softly, reading his thoughts with ease, and rose from the water like Venus, beads of water trickling along her fair skin, traveling down the valleys of her breast and abdomen. She reached for him, wrapping her arms around his bare torso and pressed her wet chest to his.

“D,” Nathan called through the door.

Ava kissed him quickly, unwound her arms and reached for a towel. “Go ahead,” she said as she lifted her foot, placed it on the rim of the tub and started fluffing and drying her leg, revealing fleeting flashes of the smooth, pink mound at the apex of her thighs. “I’ll be right behind you.”

Diskant turned from the temptation and strode from the bathroom. He could sense agitation radiating through door, could feel his pack mate’s worry long before he grasped the handle and stood before Nathan.

The Beta didn’t waste any time. “If you still want Ava to see that asshole we brought in with the Shepherd, bring her to the basement—now. The bastard is running off at the mouth and Trey is eventually going to lose it and kill his worthless ass.”

“Why didn’t you gag him?”

Nathan lifted his hand. There was a large, gaping wound in the fleshy portion between his index finger and thumb. The injury had started to mend but it was apparent by the missing flap of skin that a massive chunk had been removed.

“He bit you?”

Nathan nodded and lowered his hand. “He’s been an absolute cockbite since he came around. His eye is swollen shut, and I’d guess more than one of his ribs is broken since he’s having a hard time breathing. But he’s still not willing to back down.”

“Stupid fuck,” Diskant snapped.

“Nathan?” Ava spoke from just behind Diskant and then he felt her hand against his back. He turned slightly and she came around, dressed in one of his T-shirts, which fell to her knee. “Is everything okay?”

Diskant wondered if she was attuning to Nathan, listening in to his thoughts, but realized she wasn’t when her concerned gaze returned to him.

“We need to go downstairs,” Diskant answered before Nathan could. “We need you to get any information you can from the men we brought back with us. Can you do that?”

When she nodded, Nathan’s shoulders relaxed. “You’d better hurry. Doc said the Shepherd doesn’t have a lot of time left with the blood loss he’s sustained.”

Ava paled. “Blood loss?”

“It’s going to be okay.” Diskant wrapped an arm around her waist. “You won’t face them alone, baby.”

“As much as I hate to rush you, you’d better hurry.” Nathan interrupted and spun toward the staircase. “If Trey can’t kill one of them, he’s bound to take out a wall or two. I’m not sure how much longer he’ll be able to hold out.”

Chapter Twenty-Two

“Where are they?” Trey sneered into the bloodied face of the man, who didn’t flinch or give an inch. “You will tell me what you know or I’ll make you wish you’d never been born. We can do this the easy way or the hard way.”

The masochistic asshole smiled, spat in his face and taunted, “Fuck you.”

Trey had brought his hand back, prepared to deliver a blow that would crush the eye on the unmarred side of the bastard’s face, when a hand wound around his wrist.

“Stop, brother,” Emory said evenly though his voice was rough. “The Shepherds are long gone. I think everyone knows they never intended to stay.”

Emory nodded to his former friend and pack mate, Brian. “Shut him up.”

Brian stepped behind the man strapped to the chair in the center of the room and lifted the kitchen towel they’d been forced to use as a gag. The man struggled as Brian forced the material into his mouth like a cloth bridle.

Trey snarled his outrage. There wasn’t much left intact in the basement now. In an effort to curb his temper, Trey had attacked any object in the room that could take the edge off his anger and lessen the sting of the vast ache in his chest. Like Diskant, he felt the loss of his pack mates, was aware of the precise moment when their lives had been snuffed from existence.

Gazing around the room, he studied the pensive faces of those who had lost loved ones. Some were fortunate, having lost only close friends and acquaintances as their immediate families chose to remain outside the city, in more rural, less-populated areas. Others, however, were in the grip of grief.

His attention drifted to two of the mated males who’d lost their females in the explosion.

One was newly mated to a wolf female, which meant he might survive the loss. There was no bloodbond to complicate things.

The same couldn’t be said for the other.

Trey ripped his gaze from Zach, who was now a virtual dead-shifter-walking, detached from everything around him. He sat unmoving, staring blindly across the room. Although he’d only been in the second stage of the bond with Katie, it was enough that he probably wouldn’t survive the loss.

Fuck if it didn’t make him furious. So goddamn angry he wanted to tear the Shepherd from throat to asshole and feast on his heart. The void was bad enough without what could occur as a consequence in the aftermath. If Zach didn’t improve, the humane thing would be to put him out of his misery.

A fucking kindness that Trey would be expected to deliver as an Alpha.

Shuffling diverted his focus and he turned in time to see Kinsley descend the stairs with Nathan on his heels. The expression on his face spoke volumes, reminding the pack that while he wasn’t one of their own, his loyalty was as strong and unshakable.

“It took a lot of ass-kissing but the prides have agreed to take turns monitoring the city if you decide to track down the Shepherds responsible.”

“You’re sure we can trust them?” Nathan asked as he strode past Trey.

“They know that this isn’t something they can turn their backs on,” Kinsley answered. “Once Shepherds decide to make a statement like this it’s only a matter of time before they return. The prides won’t risk their own. They’ll band together now. They won’t stand alone when the shit hits the fan.”

“I want their fucking blood.” Trey rotated in a circle until he located Emory. He stared his brother in the eye, wanting to be clear. “Retrieving your mate is only the beginning.”

Emory’s irises flared, shifting from caramel to amber, and he nodded.

“You can’t go to war with the Shepherds,” Kinsley said, reading between the lines. “As Alpha, you’ll bring danger to the packs.”

“You’re right,” Trey remarked dryly. “Which is why I’ll be relinquishing my place before we leave.”

“What?” Everyone in the room questioned in unison, their disbelieving gazes falling on him.

“I’ve lost over half of my pack tonight.” His voice nearly cracked, strained by emotion. “Some of them were friends, others were family. I have to make sure something like this never happens again. We can’t continue to allow Shepherds to choose the battleground and kill us as it suits them. We’ve been neutral for too long. That means some hard choices have to be made. It’s the best time for me to step aside and allow another to take my place so that things will transition smoothly.”

No one spoke yet Trey could hear the unspoken question. The remaining pack wanted to know who would be in charge when he left, who would take control to rebuild and put things back in order. Every Alpha chose his successor. While there could always be a challenge for the position, it was a common practice and display of respect to honor the Alpha’s decision in the matter.

Taking a deep breath, he decided there was no better time than the present to make his intentions known. Although he hadn’t asked the man of the hour to consider accepting the position, he was confident he would nonetheless. It wasn’t just his city at stake but his race as a whole. Being an Omega didn’t change that, it only raised the stakes.

“I plan to ask Diskant to take his rightful place as Alpha. He was born into my pack, raised in my pack, and had the Omega mark not surfaced upon maturity would have become my immediate choice.” A stunned silence spread through the room and he waited several seconds before he continued. “Diskant will want to remain here with his mate. He’s fully bloodbonded now, which means he’ll need to establish a safe haven for Ava and a family.”

“But he’s an Omega,” Brian remarked cautiously.

“So is Ewan McCormick,” Kinsley said, taking slow, intentional strides into the room. “He manages the jaguar pride in New Orleans and resides over the packs in the vicinity. A shifter can be an Omega and the Alpha of a pack. If Diskant is willing to take on the responsibility, it is possible to do both.”

“Do you honestly think he’ll consider it?” Nathan asked.

“Yes, I do,” Trey answered. “He’ll want to make as stable and safe an environment as he can for his mate. There is no better way than to call on the power of a pack.”

“Unless he decides to move to Alaska where they can’t be tracked,” Nathan countered.

“How about you discuss the situation with me instead of taking bets on what I will or won’t do?” Diskant appeared at the top of the stairs, dressed in nothing more than blue jeans and a grim smirk, his mate standing at his side.

Trey watched him descend the stairs with the blonde pixie. Diskant’s gaze darted to the Shepherd strapped to a chair, the bandage obscuring his stumped wrist bright red with blood, and for a moment his eyes shifted gold—revealing the wolf. He stopped several feet away and stared at the man, saying nothing, just watching him with a hunter’s eyes. Trey could understand the impulse he was experiencing. Setting the asshole loose and giving chase appealed to him as well but that couldn’t happen.

Not yet.

“I should torture you slowly, you know,” Diskant finally said, tone menacing, moving closer as Ava remained rooted to the spot. “Considering what you are and what you to do our kind, I’m sure you’re aware of how long you can keep someone alive if you really want to. There are so many ways we can stretch the misery out. Maybe we could start simple, by breaking your fingers at the knuckles. We’d reset them, of course, so that we could do it all over again. Or maybe we could get a few needles from the tattoo shop Brian owns. I’ve always wondered how badly it hurts when your cock is pierced like a fucking pin cushion.”

The man remained silent and harsh lines appeared around his mouth as he forced his lips together, as if he knew he’d give over the goods if the punishment for remaining silent was brutal enough. It was a damn shame the son of a bitch couldn’t be told that he would be tortured regardless of his cooperation, his pain used as a balm to nourish and solidify the bonds of the pack. When this was all said and done, he would be provided the opportunity to flee, a fucking sheep amidst a pack of wolves. They would hunt him. They would track him. And when they found him they would take him down as a group, feasting on his blood while ripping him apart piece by piece.

“Nothing to say?” Diskant asked. “That’s all right. We’ll get there. We have all the time in the world.” Bending at the waist, he pressed into the man’s space, forcing him to move his head back or risk bumping noses. “You’ve gone and fucked with the wrong pack, Shepherd.”

“Is that a yes?” Trey asked, stepping closer. “You’ll ascend?”

Diskant snarled into the face of the man in front of him, his teeth no longer human but wolf, the canines large, sharp and prominent. “I’ll deal with you soon,” he promised. His features returned to normal as he moved away from the bound man and stared at Trey.

There was an enormity of pain in his eyes but there was also something else. Something that removed the sickening weight in the pit of Trey’s stomach, providing the first semblance of relief he’d experienced since he’d made the decision to hunt each and every Shepherd down until they’d never threaten another shifter.

“Ava mine,” Diskant’s voice changed as he addressed his mate, leaving Trey’s question unanswered. “Come here.”

She padded over to him, her bare feet silent on the carpet, and stopped at his side. Her focus was entirely on the Shepherd now, a visible crease marring her brow. The Shepherd’s expression suddenly changed. His eyes became cloudy and his facial muscles relaxed. It was as if he’d been given a strong drug of some kind, erasing all the worry, doubt and fear evident in his expression.

Ava unexpectedly brought her right hand to her mouth, her index finger and thumb resting on each side of her nose, and closed her eyes. Even from where he stood, Trey could see that she was trembling. Diskant placed his hand on the back of her neck, his fingers able to encompass the entire circumference of her throat. She took several deep breaths before she opened her eyes and moved her hand until her fingers rested over his.

“They wanted to take out as many of you as they could.” Her voice was quaking and Trey could scent the tangy smell of anxiety and fear radiating from her skin. “They’ve been planning this for weeks.”

“Planning what?”

She lifted her head and looked at Diskant. “To leave a hole in the heart of the shifter population by making sure they killed you.”

“Fucking hell,” Diskant murmured and drew her into his arms.

“And Mary?” Emory asked anxiously.

“She’s at her uncle’s ranch.” Ava’s answer was muffled against Diskant’s chest. “She’s been on lockdown since they found her with you.”

Ava peered up at Diskant and their gazes met. They remained that way for several seconds, as if they were communicating in some manner. Diskant’s face became a mask of fury and outrage.

“Doc,” Diskant growled, never taking his attention from the tiny blonde who studied him with an increasingly sad expression.

The pack physician moved from his spot behind the bar, appearing so different from the professional who practiced family medicine in the human world. His normally tidy appearance was ruined by wrinkled, bloodstained clothing.

“Boss?” Doc asked as he stopped beside the Shepherd who was no longer in a daze and gawked at Ava in horror, trembling violently, the smell of his terror burning in Trey’s nose like Tabasco.

“How long until he bleeds out?”

“A couple hours, maybe more. He’s been slipping into shock ever since we brought him in.”

“Diskant.” Ava’s voice seemed so out of place, so incredibly wrong in the violent fury that permeated the room. She rested her fingers on his cheek. “Don’t be the animal they believe you to be. You’re better than that.”

Pain flitted across Diskant’s face as he gazed down at his female and Trey knew that as much as Diskant wanted to give her what she wanted, he wouldn’t be able to. Pack law dictated revenge and consequence.

“She shouldn’t stay down here, D. It’s too much, too soon,” Trey spoke up. “Have her take the information we need and go back upstairs.”

Diskant bent over and whispered something in her ear. She nodded and turned toward the asshole who remained a mystery to them all. As soon she stepped toward him he started struggling, fists opening and closing as he attempted to rotate his wrists and free himself from the restraints. His good eye narrowed, a line of spit seeping past the gag and down his chin. His words were muffled but his anger was evident, his fury so strong that the pack started shuffling around the room.

Halfway to the man, Ava stopped. A soft intake of air was followed by an ominously whispered, “Oh, dear god.”

She gagged and sagged to the floor. Diskant’s much larger body covered her like a shield as he placed a hand on her lower back and followed her down. She vomited while on her hands and knees, the retching sound loud inside the too-quiet room. She continued until the gagging noises vanished and her heavy breathing replaced them.

Slowly she turned her head, peered past Diskant’s arm and gazed at the Shepherd. The beautiful enchantress was gone, replaced by a woman who had clearly seen something so disturbing she couldn’t stomach it. Her irises shifted color, revealing her bloodbond to the pack for the first time.

“There’s more to it. Isn’t there, Moses?” She struggled to her feet, shrugging aside Diskant’s hand when he tried to help her.

She walked to the Shepherd without hesitation, placed her hand across his face as he started to squirm and closed her eyes. It only took a moment for her to let go and, when she did, she immediately bent at the waist and dry heaved, using the back of the chair the Shepherd was seated in for balance.

“Ava?” Diskant went to her again and this time she accepted his support, leaning into him when he wrapped an arm around her waist. She swiped the back of her hand across her mouth and stared at the Shepherd, her sapphire eyes brimming with hate and outrage.

“The shifters in this room aren’t who you should be afraid of. Not really. They want you dead but they won’t damn you to hell.”

Her words caused the Shepherd to pale but had the opposite effect on the man across the room. He began rocking his body until the legs of the chair began to wobble. Brian stepped forward and placed his hand on the back rail, keeping it in place. Tension built inside the suddenly confining space until the shifters began to growl in response.

“Tell him, you sorry sack of shit,” she whispered venomously, glowering at the Shepherd. When he remained silent, she threatened, “Tell him, or I will.”

Still he remained as he was, refusing to speak, lips firmly pressed together.

“You know,” she moved from Diskant’s embrace, “I would have asked them to show you some mercy. Now you’re going to wish you’d done the right thing while you had the chance.”

She walked toward the man who snarled and struggled in his chair even as it remained firmly in place. When she finally reached him she elicited shocked gasps from several of the pack when she reached out and smoothed a lock of hair away from his forehead, her touch undeservingly gentle. If her intention was to calm the man, she only made him worse. He jerked from her hand, pressing as far back as he could.

“Ava,” Diskant ground out, his tone a definite warning. “What the hell are you doing?”

“Everyone needs to leave,” she said and glanced over her shoulder to look Diskant in the eye.

Again they stared at each other for several long, agonizing seconds in that eerie fashion that told Trey they were speaking to each other somehow. Diskant glanced at the man just out of Ava’s reach before he turned to study the Shepherd.

Trey started forward but stopped when Diskant shook his head. “We have a lot to discuss, but not right now.” Diskant gazed at the faces inside the room. “Everyone, out.”

Kinsley complied without comment, taking the stairs two at a time, but each wolf shifter in the room stood in a stunned silence, waiting for Trey’s acquiescence. Diskant might be the Omega but, as their Alpha, Trey’s order was the one they’d follow.

“D—” Trey started to argue but Diskant cut him short.

“You want me to take your place? Trust me enough to do what I say without question.”

Damn it.

Trey knew that the decision he made here could make or break him. Diskant had just staked his place as Alpha, giving Trey an instruction instead of a request. If he wanted to continue with his plans he had to back Diskant’s decision in front of the pack, solidifying his faith in the shifter he’d chosen to lead and protect them.

“You heard the man,” Trey growled in frustration and all of the pack moved at once. He hiked his thumb in the direction of the stairs and made sure Diskant was looking at him when he warned, “As soon as your ass comes upstairs, we’re going to have a nice, long chat.”

“Save us some pizza,” Diskant responded, catching him off guard, and turned away before Trey could say anything more.

“Fucking smart-ass,” Trey grumbled as he took four long strides and started climbing the stairs.

The pain was incredible, so consuming it was difficult for Ava to breathe. It wrapped around her, cocooned her and shrouded her in misery. She continued stroking the forehead of the tortured man in front of her, unable to bear his grief, and felt her heart break when she glimpsed the fact that no one had laid a loving hand on him since his wife had died a year before.

His wife—Andrea.

The enormity of his loss—a wife and soon-to-be-born daughter—was equal to that the pack was experiencing, although she knew some would argue the point. Once she might have agreed that the impact and devastation was worsened by the sheer number of those who had died, but since she also knew what it meant to love and need someone so utterly and completely that it consumed you, she realized they would be wrong. This man had lost the thing most important to him, as well as a part of him he had never been given the opportunity to know, to hold, to adore.

“You’d better start explaining.” Diskant tugged her away from the man and, in the doing, severed the connection between them, forcing her to grasp Diskant’s arm to keep balanced as he pressed into her space, his large body brushing against her. “Stop shutting me out. It’s disorienting, and I don’t like sensing your pain when I don’t understand what’s causing it.”

“I’m sorry, I knew you didn’t want anyone to know that I could read their thoughts or share yours and I wasn’t sure what to do. This was too important.” She expelled the words in a rush, keeping her voice low. “I only sought out the answers you requested, looking into Moses’ mind to see what they had planned for the shifters, Emory and Mary. I can’t see what I’m not searching for, and I wouldn’t have thought to look until I started reading Caden and realized there is so much more involved.”

Instead of answering any more of his questions, Ava opened the link between them and sagged in his arms as the horrific and heartbreaking images flashed through her mind.

Once again she smelled the stomach-churning rustiness of blood, urine, feces and decay. But it was nothing compared to the mental picture of the heavily pregnant woman who rested upon the floor, coated in the dried substances, her stomach shredded by what appeared to be raking claw marks. Her face had matching wounds that ran from her left temple and across, her nose entirely gone along with her upper lip. And sticking out of one of the wounds in her abdomen was a clearly visible hand that was tiny yet perfectly formed…

“Holy fucking Christ,” Diskant snarled and Ava felt him shift slightly, aware through their merging that he was studying the man—Caden—in an entirely different manner now.

“That’s not all.” She braced herself as she dredged up the rest, allowing Diskant to see everything. These images weren’t as graphic because she’d stopped once she’d learned the truth. It wasn’t necessary to witness the event in its entirety, not when the pieces were already presented for her to place together. For whatever reason—karma, serendipity or dumb fucking luck—Moses had been a part of the crew that killed Andrea Stone—Caden Stone’s wife.

“They never thought he could be a threat, not once they convinced him a shifter killed his wife. With the evidence they gave him, he never bothered to question them.”

Pulling away from Diskant, she looked at Caden. He wasn’t struggling anymore, sitting quiet and still as he listened to their conversation. He’d been killing shifters for months, vengeance and pain driving his actions, with little concern for the blood he’d shed. Now he thought about the people he killed and the memories merged with those of his deceased wife.

If we can get him to see the truth, she said to Diskant telepathically. You’ll be able to gain so much more than I can give you. He’s been inside their inner circle and knows things I wouldn’t possibly think to look for. She hesitated, projecting her intent, revealing just how vital the man could be in locating Mary, assisting Trey and aiding the pack. He could help you.

You won’t be able to convince him, and even if you could you probably shouldn’t. Diskant’s response was laden with sympathy and doubt. He’s a living dead man, Ava. He eats, he breathes, he exists but he’s not alive. There is nothing inside him that brings joy or peace. He’s driven by one purpose and one purpose only—to kill those responsible for ruining his life and avenge his wife and child. You won’t find a man inside him but a monster. That’s what he’s become.

What Diskant said was true and it made the weighty ache in her chest all the worse.

After everything he’s suffered, he deserves a chance. If he isn’t willing to listen after we offer him what he desires most, you can do what needs to be done.

Diskant’s fingers pressed into the softness of her hips. What are you planning?

This.

She slid from Diskant’s hold and faced the man whose eye was now swollen shut. Gone from his mind was the need to curse and spit at her, to lash out at her for who she was, a woman involved with a murdering animal. Now he was intrigued—cautious but definitely curious, which was a good thing. When she reached him she pulled the gag from his mouth and stepped back.

“Your wife was a reporter for The United Herald, wasn’t she? That’s how you met. She was investigating a story in Memphis and your paths crossed.”

“How do you know that?” His question gave her goose bumps, spoken in a tone so eerie she hesitated for a moment.

“Because I’ve seen what happened to her—what they did to her,” she answered and folded her arms over her chest. “I know how she died.”

“Don’t listen to anything she says.” Moses broke his silence, though his words were shaky. “She beds down with the damned willingly and will say and do anything to protect them.”

The rag in her hand was ripped away and Ava watched as Diskant walked to the Shepherd, grabbed a handful of hair at the base of his neck and shoved the cloth soiled with blood and saliva into his mouth.

“If we want your opinion,” Diskant said as he released Moses’ head with a hard shove, sending his chin into his chest, “we’ll ask for it.”

“Tell me.” Caden’s featherlight plea tore her eyes away from Diskant until her focus was entirely on him. The desperation in his face was heartbreaking, so damn agonizing it hurt to look at him.

“Be sure that’s what you want. Make absolutely certain this is something you need to see.”

“To see?”

“To see how she died, Caden.”

Ava was forced to sever any connection she shared with the grieving man at that point. It was too caustic, too overwhelming. Several emotions flickered across his face—anger, pain, fury—until he gazed up at her, determination etched in the firm set of his jaw and the glint in his eyes.

“Show me.”

“Bring him closer.” Ava glanced at Moses and indicated the place beside her.

Diskant stepped behind the chair, grasped the back until it balanced on two legs and dragged it across the distance. He stopped next to Ava and let go, waiting for her instructions. She took a deep breath. She had only attempted what she was about to do once with her mother and father. It hadn’t been an entirely pleasant experience, and she steeled herself.

“I can’t sever the connection once I start. You’ll have to make sure I don’t fall,” she whispered to Diskant as she extended her hands—one to Caden and one to Moses—and closed her eyes.

The moment she made contact with each man, her hands resting atop their heads, she opened a link between them, delving into their subconsciouses to access the memories within, sorting through each until she found the exact moment in time she sought before allowing their minds to merge.

Diskant caught her as she staggered, the horrific images no less difficult to stomach the second time around. Unlike before she couldn’t stem the flow of thoughts or refrain from delving too deeply, and was forced to relieve past events as if she were a participant rather than an observer. Moses’ hands became her hands, his eyes were those that guided her and his feet carved the path inside the dark kitchen containing a trapped woman who pleaded for her life and that of her unborn child.

Moses stared at Andrea as she retreated, his eyes following her movements inside the room from which there was no escape. The light from the moon shone through the lone window situated over the sink with flowing, lacy curtains as she passed. She stumbled over her feet, her protruding belly keeping her off balance, and fell to the floor.

A shadow appeared on the left, becoming larger until the form of another man came into Moses’ view. He was clothed from head to toe in black, his right hand gloved inside a mitt with large, clawlike extensions.

“You should have left when you had the chance.” A man’s throaty voice reverberated through the kitchen, echoing from behind Moses.

“Please,” Andrea begged, hands clutching her swollen abdomen. “I’ll leave. I’ll get my things and go. I won’t say anything to anyone.”

“What about your husband?” the voice taunted. “Do you think the good detective will walk away without question? Do you expect us to believe he’s unaware of the hot news story you’ve uncovered?”

“He doesn’t know anything.” Andrea’s words were clogged with tears. “I never told him anything, I swear.”

“You’d better hope not.” The voice came closer until the man speaking stood at Moses’ other side. “Or he’ll be visiting you soon.”

Andrea’s eyes widened as she turned from the man speaking and faced the threat coming from her right. The shadowed figure draped in black with the clawed hand advanced, one foot front in front of the other.

Moses turned after the first blow landed, ripping through the softness of her stomach and shielding hands, sending blood splattering against the ivory-colored counters and cabinets. His nausea rolled through Ava, Caden and Diskant, his disgust and inability to process the death of an innocent too difficult to witness.

Moses rushed from the room, trying to block out the screams, desperate to make it outside. He hit the back door running, taking large strides toward the brush along the side of the house where he could empty his stomach. A mixture of vegetable soup and cornbread from dinner littered the ground as he heaved into the untrimmed foliage. He retched until there was nothing left to vomit, he was spitting drool and the muscles in his stomach protested.

By the time the last spasm had passed, leaving him gasping for breath, the screams from inside the house had stopped.

Murderer. The word resounded in Moses’ mind. Beating down on him, clamoring in his ears. Men of god didn’t kill women and children. Not even if they were a danger to his congregation.

It was a sin.

It was a breaking of the commandments.

Even if he didn’t kill the woman, whose only crime was to uncover information about his people—unearthing the secret life of Shepherds—he was equally guilty. He had guided the assassin hired to spill the blood that wouldn’t touch Shepherd hands but would stain it nonetheless, bringing them to Andrea Stone’s front door and then standing idly by as the life she was granted was snuffed, along with the soul who had never been gifted with his or her first breath.

The sound of the screen door opening and then slamming shut arrived before the steady crunch of gravel by stomping feet. Closer those steps came, and closer…

A firm hand grasped the shirt between Moses’ shoulder blades, forcing him upright, and he gazed into the face of the man he knew only as Mr. Pink. His appearance was deceptive. He looked every bit the educated and refined businessman, nothing at all like a vicious killer. His ink-black hair was smoothed back, his face carefully shaven and his suit immaculately pressed. Moses caught his terrifying black stare before promptly looking away.

Looking Mr. Pink in the eye was inviting death.

The hand at his back vanished and Moses staggered as he swiped the pads of his fingers across his mouth. The bitter stench of bile and stomach acid rose to his nose, causing his stomach to churn once more.

“Get your shit together.” Mr. Pink’s voice didn’t reveal anything about the man’s mood. “I want you to get in your truck, drive away and don’t look back. When you make it home tell your boss that the job he hired me for has been done to his satisfaction. I expect my money to be dropped off at the agreed upon location before the sun rises.”

Moses stumbled to his truck, parked alongside a glistening black Camaro, noting the full circular swell of the moon in the antique vehicle’s surface. He tore his eyes away as he climbed into the GMC that was equally old but not as well kept. The keys were waiting in the ignition, jangling together as the cabin shifted to support Moses’ weight.

As he started the motor and pulled away, he glanced into the rearview mirror. Mr. Pink stood there watching—in the same position Moses had left him…

The vision vanished and Ava pulled her hands away, severing the connection.

She would have fallen had Diskant’s arm not kept her steady, her legs liquid as water.

Damn it.

She wasn’t going to stay conscious for long. It had been too much and had required energy that she didn’t have. She gasped when Diskant bent over and swept her into his arms, situating her against his chest. Her lids flitted down as she fought off drowsiness and shook her head, peering at the men who had shared the past and now would come to terms with it.

Moses didn’t speak, his head bent so that his chin was pressed against his chest. The defensive position didn’t hide the tears streaming down his cheeks or the silent sobs that racked his body. Ava knew something that she hadn’t shared with Caden, something she’d sensed the moment she’d first pressed Moses’ mind. The Shepherd was laden with guilt, and had been even more so since his brethren had convinced the man investigating the murder of his wife that creatures were responsible for her death. It hadn’t been difficult. The crime scene was consistent with an animal attack. In an effort to test Moses’ worth, after gaining Caden’s trust Moses was placed alongside the man who was a constant reminder of the horrors he’d witnessed, a virtual demon hovering over his shoulder.

No amount of prayer eased his conscience. Nor did reassurances that he had done what was necessary.

Moses had hoped when the shifters attacked the vans armed to destroy them they would inadvertently end his misery, keeping his shame a secret. Now he knew he would die with the truth revealed, outed as who and what he was.

A murderer.

And murderers, as all Christians knew, burned for an eternity in hell.

Ava’s lids dipped and she shook her head again. When she opened her eyes she gazed at Caden. There were no tears. They had all been shed when he’d come home several days after the murder to find the decomposing body of his wife on the kitchen floor.

“How can I know you’re telling me the truth?” he asked quietly. “How can you prove this isn’t just another lie or trick?”

“I can’t.” She struggled to remain awake. “But if you’re willing to listen you can find out for yourself. No one here means you harm. They need you as much as you need them.”

“I’m not sure about all that but I’ll listen…for a price.” Caden’s steely gray eye narrowed as he turned from Ava and studied Moses, who kept his chin to his chest. There was more than death promised in that stare and the raw intensity forced her to look away.

“He’s yours,” Diskant said, his voice uncharacteristically deep and reflective. “The first person to suffer a loss is always the one given the first option to exact punishment. That’s our law. No one here will dispute it.”

Identifying the cause of Diskant’s shift in mood, Ava placed her hand over his heart and thought, No one can hurt me now. You’re here. We’re safe. It’s okay now.

And I intend for it to stay that way. I’ll never put you in harm’s way again. Not for anyone or anything.

Diskant had walked across the room toward the stairs when Caden’s low growl stopped him. “I want your word. I’ll listen to whatever you have to say and if the information is solid enough I’ll answer your questions. But in exchange you hand him over. Once the gloves come off he’s mine to do with as I please.”

Ava huddled into Diskant’s chest and lifted the protective mental barriers that kept Caden’s emotions—as well as Moses’—from washing through her. Her part was done. She’d promised to help the pack and now it was up to them to take what information she’d provided and use it to their advantage.

“He’s yours,” Diskant repeated and resumed his trek, calling over his shoulder, “No matter what happens from this moment forward, you’ll decide how he goes. I give you my word.”

* * *

“Thank you for choosing Delta. Enjoy your flight.”

Thomas accepted his ticket, nodded to the attendant and began the short walk down the narrow hallway littered with chatty passengers. When he reached the plane and was directed to his seat in first class, he pulled a box from his pocket before he placed his suitcase in the overhead compartment and sat down. People filtered past but he didn’t pay them any notice. His mind was on one thing and one thing only.

He opened the lid, revealing the key to his future. The locket shone as the overhead lighting struck the surface, the engraved lines prominent. A shadow fell over him, and he looked up at the attendant smiling down at him.

“Is that a gift for someone special?”

He returned her smile, closed the box and sat back. “You could say that.”

The second influx of passengers began boarding and when she turned to greet them Thomas gazed out the window and stared at the plane landing in the distance.

For years he’d existed in Ava’s shadow as the brother who could never do as well as the younger child—the consummate fuckup and deviant—while she was lavished with praise and adulation. It probably stemmed from DNA and genetics. After all, how much could you love a child if he or she wasn’t truly your own? Obviously not all that much.

If only her parents could see her now.

Even after he’d read the file he couldn’t believe that Ava was attached to a shifter—a goddamn werewolf—of all things. It seemed absolutely improbable, but in light of everything else, not impossible. Their parents had always been quirky, their habits perpetually secretive.

“Excuse me.”

Thomas turned from the window toward the brisk voice and found himself face-to-face with an obese man dressed in an expensive business suit. His rounded belly nearly made contact with Thomas’ shoulder as he struggled to put his carryon in the overhead compartment, the unsightly swell jiggling as he strained.

So much for the daydream he’d had of a beautiful, educated woman taking the empty seat beside him.

The oversized man eventually got his eggs in a basket and plopped his wide girth into the adjoining seat. He squirmed a bit, ensuring his weight distributed evenly, Thomas assumed, and went for the suitcase he’d placed on the floor. His heavy breathing reminded Thomas of a taxed pig, forced to make a run for it just prior to the slaughter.

“Can I get you anything to drink?” The attendant was forced to lean over the man seated in the aisle when he grunted and told her what he wanted. Then she turned to Thomas.

“No, thank you.” Thomas tried to provide a smile but produced a thin grimace instead.

A heavy vibration pulled his attention from the attendant and he lifted his hips to pull his cell phone from his pocket. The name on the small screen changed his grimace to a grin. Well, surprise, surprise. He pressed the small red key and waited until the phone shut off before sliding it back in his pocket.

There was no way for Aldon to know what he had, although now Thomas understood the strange man’s—the vampire’s—interest in him. It was rather fucked up, in retrospect. The bet he’d placed during a lengthy card game with Aldon had forced him to steal the locket from his unknowing sibling and sell it to Craig Newlander in the first place.

Serendipity was indeed alive and well.

A couple of layovers and he would be in a safe place in Mexico. The money he’d obtained from Ava for the cabin would allow him to live comfortably until he could put the locket on the market and wait until the highest bidder claimed their prize. Afterward he would take his fortune and relocate to a place he would never, ever be found. For once he would have the chance to start over, to live the good life, to become an important person who people turned to.

The captain’s voice came over the intercom and he relayed the weather they were due to pass through and the expected arrival time at their destination. Placing the locket inside his empty pocket, Thomas relaxed in his seat, closed his eyes and began dreaming of his bright, happy future.

Epilogue

“Hurry up with those drinks, slacker.” Ava swatted Brett with the hand towel she’d swiped from beneath the counter, landing a blow directly to his left ass cheek, and a warning growl echoed in her head.

Haven’t I warned you about touching other males, mate?

Ripping her attention away from the friend standing beside her, she met the lethal stare of the imposing eye candy who rose from his seat amongst his newly acquired pack and started stalking her from across the club.

Technically I didn’t touch him.

Even across the distance she could see Diskant’s annoyed scowl. It was close enough.

Brett unknowingly interrupted their conversation, unaware that he was in the line of fire. “Since my best bartender left me high and dry and I’m the lone slinger, I’m afraid you’re just going to have to suck it up.”

“Okay, if you say so,” she responded quickly and stepped from the bar, rushing to intercept the two hundred-plus pounds of possessive Omega striding in their direction.

It was still difficult to believe that only two weeks had passed since Diskant had ascended to Alpha, taken control of the pack that he’d been born into and assumed responsibility of the wolves who’d decided to stay behind instead of continue forward with Trey to eradicate those responsible for cutting their numbers in half. A lot had changed in such a short span of time, in ways she never would have believed possible a month before, and it was only the beginning.

I should take you over my knee and tan that pretty little ass of yours in front of everyone. If I didn’t know better I’d say you’re intentionally provoking me.

I’m not provoking you, Neanderthal. And you wouldn’t dare.

They met halfway, a collision of groping arms, eager hands and hungry mouths. That saintly attribute referred to as modesty had long since fled, replaced by a hunger she couldn’t—and didn’t want to—control. When Diskant touched her there was nothing else. She had no pride, no restraint, no concept of right and wrong. He centered her, grounded her and provided all of the things she needed even when she wasn’t sure what they were.

Diskant groaned. You’re driving me mad.

His large hands cupped her ass, kneading the globes. He lifted her and she wrapped her legs around his waist, grinding against him, turned-on by the feel of his fully erect cock pressing against her. Damn if she didn’t want him here and now. She didn’t care who saw, who watched. This man was all hers and she wanted everyone to know. There would never be another for him just as there would never be another for her.

“Good lord, Ava.” Delmar’s deep, disapproving voice broke through the sexual haze. “Get a fucking room.”

Diskant pulled away and nailed the bouncer with an annoyed look. Then he turned, striding back to the booth, keeping her trapped in his arms. She heard the chuckles of the pack as she approached. They teased her with familiar taunts, displaying the camaraderie they shared. They were more than a unit, their connection far stronger.

“They’re here,” Nathan said in a tone that was anything but joking, causing the group to quiet down.

Diskant turned and lowered her to the ground, allowing Ava to see Trey, Emory and the wolves accompanying them. There were over a dozen of them, some of whom were males who had lost their mates in the explosion. Their expressions were grim, lines creasing the outlines of their mouths, jaws and chins shadowed by thick stubble. Caden brought up the rear, remaining close yet apart, just as he had since he and the pack had come to an understanding, struck a tentative truce and bartered an agreement for his aid in tracking down the Shepherds responsible for his wife’s death.

Ava’s gaze unerringly drifted to Zach. Long gone was the playful shifter who’d snatched Katie by the waist and whispered sweet promises into his mate’s ear. She felt his pain, his anguish, and she intuitively reached out with her mind and the pack connection, soothing him though he wasn’t aware of it, calming the wolf and providing some small semblance of peace. His stern frown eased and he paused for a moment, no doubt stunned by his reversal in feelings.

I wish he wouldn’t go. The thought went out before she could stop it, her connection with Diskant so strong it was almost impossible to completely shield herself from him.

You’ve helped him survive the first two weeks. Diskant wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close. It’s up to him to decide if he wants to give life another chance.

The notion didn’t bring her comfort but then, not much did the last few days. Although the pack was out in force, the meeting at Liminality was a final farewell to their former Alpha. Tensions continued to run high and all of them were on full alert. She chanced a glance at the bar, feeling the weight of Brett’s stare. He was studying all of them closely while wiping down the counter. The tray with their drinks was ready, perched at the empty serving space.

Standing on tiptoe, she kissed the hollow of Diskant’s throat. “I’m going to get the drinks.”

“Don’t get too close to the warlocke.” Diskant’s low grumble in her ear made her smile. “You don’t want the night to end in a brawl, Pinkie.”

She laughed, warmed by the verbal display of possession and dominance. The slap he delivered to her ass as she walked away caused her to hiss and nail him with a look that promised payback. He grinned, those full lips curving at the corners in a manner she adored.

Delmar was shaking his head as she crossed the room but his good-humored smile was intact. The club was crowded, the floors flooded with people. A majority of them were human patrons but, as was the norm, there were also shifters.

Directing her attention to the top floor, she saw the prides seated at their usual vantage point high above the world. One in particular lifted his glass to her, his green eyes luminous across the distance. Kinsley had managed to bring the cat shifters together, vowing to aid Diskant in his transition to Alpha. It wasn’t an easy feat, however. The cat breeds didn’t care about any other shifting race aside from themselves. With the exception of Kinsley, they were an extremely arrogant and elitist group.

Are you calling me an elitist, Ava mine? She could have sworn she heard Diskant chuckle the thought. The nosy bastard.

She grinned but didn’t turn. If the shoe fits.

You’re so going to pay for that. As soon as I get you home I’m going to tie you to the bed and torture you until you swear to treat me as I deserve.

The thought made her wet, so hot it was difficult to breathe. He would tie her to the bed and cover every inch of her body with kisses and warm licks, among other equally delightful, pleasurable things.

Get the drinks and hurry back. It’s too distracting when you’re not at my side.

The spring in her step had nothing to do with the command but the desire to be near him, to hear, smell and touch him. Being apart from Diskant in any capacity was hell, something neither of them enjoyed. For the last two weeks she’d gotten a crash course into what it meant to be an Omega, an Alpha and the mate to one of the most important shifters in the city. They remained locked at the hip, completely inseparable with the exception of times when he met with Alphas who demanded a private audience.

Private. Now that was a laughable notion.

If only the Alphas knew that she was privy to everything, able to hear not only their words but their thoughts. It didn’t matter if she was in another room, another vehicle or another location. If she concentrated, her mental connection with Diskant was so strong they could communicate even if they were miles away from each other.

Brett glanced up as she approached but promptly went back to cleaning the bar. She didn’t pry into his head, able to sense his displeasure at her present company. When she’d ventured to the club with Diskant to quit her job a week before Brett had been stunned and demanded to know what in the hell was going on. She’d since learned that he wasn’t exactly human. She’d come clean with him in a very strange, very surreal conversation. Their friendship had been strained ever since, no matter how many times she tried to reach out to him.

She stopped at the counter, studying the drinks on the tray. The weight of the mugs wasn’t a problem but with her small size someone might notice and wonder what she was eating for breakfast nowadays.

“JT!” Brett barked and stopped cleaning.

“Boss?” JT walked from the other side of the bar, wiping his hands on the towel at his waist.

Brett grasped the tray and shoved it into JT’s chest. “Take this to booth twelve.”

As JT scuttled off she placed her elbows on the counter and tried to make conversation for the second time. “Thanks.”

Brett’s response was a grunt, a nod and the presentation of his back as he turned to the backdrop and pretended to busy himself by cleaning the shelves. Nope, he was still unhappy with her.

Releasing a dejected sigh, she’d turned to make her way from the bar when a flash of blonde snared her attention. The woman was standing near the hallway to the restrooms, dressed from head to toe in black, and her gaze was riveted across the room. Recognition struck, taking Ava back to the alley, the smoky sky and the angelic face that stood over her as Nathan cradled her injured body in his arms. Ava followed the direction of the woman’s stare until her eyes rested on Trey and Emory. She wasn’t aware she’d started walking toward the woman until she heard Diskant in her head, angry and afraid.

Stop, Ava mine.

She didn’t listen, continuing forward. If she meant me harm, she would have killed me in the alley.

At least wait for me, don’t approach her alone.

She could leave if we do that. You weren’t exactly nice to her after what she did for me, if you recall.

A string of curses sounded in her mind and she knew Diskant was tearing a path through the crowd. She moved faster, pushing aside the people in her way until she stood at the side of the tall, beautiful creature with eyes so pale they seemed translucent. Those ice-blue eyes turned until they were no longer focused on Trey and Emory but rested entirely on Ava. Their gazes caught, blue on blue, a merging of mind and wills occurring as their telepathy flared and touched. Then Ava felt the woman’s power, recognized it. She’d known she was a vampire, had listened as Nathan recounted the story of her rescue to Diskant after the Shepherds attempted to finish what they started outside Dougan’s.

Ava hadn’t known she was also something more, something different.

Do you feel it, sister kind? the vampire mused. It is how you were given the ability to read and communicate mentally, how it flourished inside you.

Ava’s heart started racing, the crazed beating painful inside her chest. “Magic?”

After a fashion. Your parents were descended from mages.

“Mages?”

The vampire clasped her forearm in a soft grip, her fingers silky smooth. Allow me a parting gift.

There was no way to describe what happened next.

One instant Ava wasn’t aware of the significance of her parents’ lineage. The next she understood everything as an instantaneous burst of information was passed along, absorbed and processed. Extrasensory perception was a white mage trait, something that was passed along through the generations. It was stronger in some than others—ranging from what people referred to déjà vu to full-blown telepathy to telekinesis—but was always present. Her parents’ gifts manifested and were made more powerful in her by the genes that passed along the trait.

The hand on her wrist vanished, the world came into sharp focus and Ava stumbled slightly. Muffled curses and angry voices brought her attention to the floor, past the heads of those moving out of the way. Diskant was plowing through the unfortunate victims in his path as if they didn’t exist. Directly beside him was Trey, and his expression was equally terrifying, his level stare locked onto the beautiful blonde vampire standing beside her.

Time to go. Take care, Ava Brisbane.

Ava turned to ask the vampire how she knew so much about her, her parents and their connection. When she did an empty hallway greeted her. She gaped at the vacant space, stunned to find she was alone.

“Damn it, Ava,” Diskant’s loud snarl was the only warning she got before she was lifted from the ground and hoisted into his chest.

Trey barreled past them, nostrils flaring as he scented the air. A loud growl carried down the hallway and when Diskant turned so that she could see, Ava froze. The former Alpha looked absolutely feral, his canines prominent, eyes sharp with bared claws visible. He rotated in a circle in the exact spot the vampire had vacated.

“Where are you?” Trey continued to turn, eyes wild.

“Trey,” Diskant warned.

“I know she’s still here.” He stopped circling and faced them, opening and closing his fists. “I can fucking smell her.”

Ava, Diskant whispered in her mind, preparing her for what he was about to do.

She reacted as he expected and opened the connection between them. Diskant was an Alpha but his true power resided in his ability as an Omega. He was for all intents and purposes a peacekeeper and could manipulate emotions to soothe the beast within those around him. Now, with her help, he could replace anger and loathing with serenity, peace and calm.

“Don’t you fucking dare.” Trey snarled as Diskant’s power washed through him an extended outward.

“Sorry, man,” Diskant said.

Trey’s enflamed, amber-hued irises slowly changed, becoming a whiskey-colored brown. The claws at the tips of his fingers receded, as did his canines, and his shoulders went from tense to relaxed.

I hate it when they fucking do that. Trey’s private thought sounded as exhausted as he looked. He turned from them without another word and made his way toward the bar.

Diskant lowered Ava to the ground and bowed over her, an angry glint in his eyes. “I swear to Christ, if you don’t start listening to me I’m going to tan your sweet fucking hide in front of god and everyone.”

“She didn’t mean me any harm. You’re going to have to—”

She yelped when he swept her off her feet and started walking down the hallway, toward the restrooms. “What do you think you’re doing?” she snapped, wriggling on his shoulder.

He remained silent as he stomped into the bathroom, sat her down and locked the door behind him. The look in his eyes said it all but it was his voice that set her blood on fire and caused her body to sizzle.

He approached her slowly, stalking her inside the tiny room. “I’m about to show you who’s boss, baby.”

Ava met the challenge with a grin, advanced on him just as intentionally and placed her hands flat on his oven-warm chest. “You’re more than welcome to try, lover.”

* * *

Trey stared at the door to the men’s room, where his best friend was undeniably getting his fuck on, as he downed the rest of his beer, tasting nothing, drowning some odd emotion he couldn’t describe. Even with Diskant’s assistance, something continued to linger, a presence hovering just out of his reach that he could perceive yet never quite touch.

He closed his eyes when he felt that odd, ghostly impression of a hand against his nape, stroking him as if he were a child who needed comfort. The whispering fingers wound down his neck, flitting down his spinal column until they vanished for a moment and returned to repeat the caress.

Caress? Who was he kidding? The feeling was nothing more than a figment of his imagination. Wishful fucking thinking. Maybe he was losing his mind. Perhaps the loss of his brethren was too much.

No, the soft, feminine voice he knew so well from his dreams argued. You’re not losing your mind.

Then why did it feel like it? Why was he so unhinged? So desperate for a phantom who didn’t exist? Unexpectedly, his thoughts turned to the female who’d dared touch Diskant’s mate. He’d seen her only once before and had mistakenly assumed she was…

Well, something that a vampire could never be.

“Take it easy, brother.” Emory’s deep voice drew him from his thoughts and Trey lifted his head in time to see him slide into the seat beside him. “We’ve got a long drive tomorrow.”

“Last one,” Trey muttered and downed the remnants from the mug, swishing that final, bitter taste in his mouth. Talk about things coming full circle. How fitting that Emory would now be the calm one while he was now the loose screw?

“You won’t return with me once the dust settles?” Emory asked, staring straight ahead.

The ghostly feeling of fingers brushing his neck ceased, as if the phantom at his back was eager to know the answer as well. He shivered at the loss of contact and quickly cursed himself for sliding into dementia—once again—quite willingly.

“You already know the answer to that question.” Raising his hand, Trey signaled to the bartender that he wanted another beer by lifting his mug.

Emory turned concerned eyes in his direction. “I thought you said that was the last one.”

Trey was tempted to tell his sibling that this was his last one, his final hurrah. The pack was saying goodbye but what they didn’t know was that he was saying farewell too. There was no chance he was returning, not after what he planned to do. The Shepherds had no idea what they’d done, didn’t have a clue of the hell which was about to descend on them. He hoped they continued to say their prayers, because when his final brand of justice arrived he didn’t plan on sparing any of them.

Not a single one.

“I did,” Trey said, accepting the new, frothy beverage. “Didn’t I?”

“Trey…”

“Let me enjoy my beer, Emory.” He brought the mug to his lips.

After a moment Emory stood and Trey watched him walk through the crowd and disappear as he made his way back to the pack.

What a miserable fist fuck this had become. He’d dreamed of moments like the one he could have just shared with his brother—without fighting, without recrimination—but he was too warped in the head to maintain any sort of casual conversation. If he wasn’t frothing at the mouth for blood he was drooling for a trace of the scent of a fucking vampire.

When that comforting touch returned to his skin, gentle and pacifying, he allowed himself to enjoy the warming caress for a moment before he swatted at his neck until there was nothing to distract him but the heat of the club, the throb of the music and the iciness of the mug in his hand.

Soon he would put this all behind him.

Soon he would lay them all to rest.

He lifted the glass, brought it to his lips and drowned the contents.

Soon…

The End

About the Author

Aline Hunter is the alias of multi-published author J.A. Saare, who has written stories featured in horror magazines, zombie romance anthologies and flash fiction contests. Her work has a notable dark undertone, which she credits to her love of old eighties horror films, tastes in music and choices in reading, and has been described as “full of sensual promise,” “gritty and sexy” and “a breath of fresh air.”

Currently she is penning multiple projects within the urban fantasy, erotic and contemporary, and paranormal romance categories.

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Content

Omega Mine
Alpha and Omega -1
by
Aline Hunter

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty-One

Chapter Twenty-Two

Epilogue

About the Author