Travis

Alluring Indulgence - 3

Nicole Edwards

Dedication

To my husband:

You, above all else, are what keeps me going every day. You’ve changed your entire life to accommodate my dream, and I am forever grateful that we get to take this journey together.

I love you.

~Nic~

Prologue

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At the party for Kaleb and Zoey…

Gage Matthews wasn’t sure exactly what he expected was going to happen if and when he ran into Travis Walker again, but this specific scenario wasn’t anywhere on the list.

He’d been coming back from the bathroom on his way to rejoin the pre-wedding slash bridal shower slash bachelor slash bachelorette party when Travis stepped right in his path. In the dining room of Travis’ parents’ house of all places.

Now that he was pinned against the wall, Gage was fighting the ever present supply of lust that bubbled inside of him anytime he laid eyes on Travis. It seemed to be a response that was hardwired in his brain at this point. Going toe to toe with the man was a byproduct of that reaction as well and… well, Gage was more than ready to put up a fight.

Considering what the reward was going to be, he didn’t see a downside one way or the other.

“What the fuck do you want, Walker?” Gage asked, maintaining a defiant bite to his tone.

With the sheetrock at his back, a hard, warm body at his front, Gage stared into stormy blue eyes that appeared to be trying to read his mind, versus determining whether he approved of the physical contact or not. His dick was already answering the latter for him, so he doubted Travis had any questions as far as that went.

What he couldn’t determine was what Travis was thinking. The shadows in the man’s eyes were just as vivid as they always were, guarding whatever deep, dark secrets he harbored.

Despite his desire to be pissed at Travis for blowing his cover to hell and back in order to save his brother Zane’s life – which, by the way, Gage would’ve done without the threats Travis had made to his physical well-being at the time – combined with a staggering urge to take him to the ground and bury himself balls deep inside of him, Gage found himself waiting for Travis to explain what the hell he was doing.

“I’m picking up where I left off,” Travis stated. He was eerily calm, his restraint admirable as he kept Gage’s body pinned between his and the wall.

When Travis lifted one hand, gripping Gage’s chin firmly, he knew he wasn’t going to be able to turn away. He also knew clear as day what was about to happen. He welcomed it, damn near close to begging for it. But, he prayed the indifference he let settle over him was shielding him from Travis’ scrutinizing gaze.

He’d silently been taunting Travis for weeks, every time the opportunity presented itself. The last time, at Zoey’s and Kaleb’s bachelor/bachelorette party in Vegas, Gage had gone out of his way – probably a little overboard – to make sure Travis understood Gage’s role in Kaleb’s current relationship.

And just like that night, Gage recognized Travis’ determination to exercise his own version of payback at the next opportunity.

Gage had been banking on it.

And here they were.

Granted, there wasn’t any privacy where they stood but considering his hunger for this man was picking up speed and rumbling in his veins, Gage wasn’t sure he even gave a shit where they were.

But Gage wasn’t giving in just yet. “And you picked now to do this?”

“It will happen again, I told you that,” Travis answered, sounding bored. But the way his gaze slipped down to Gage’s mouth told him that Travis wasn’t holding on as well as he wanted him to believe.

Before he could get another word out, whether it was to defy him or to beg, Travis’ mouth came crashing down on his. A blatant claiming that took Gage by surprise, but not for long. Instinct kicked in and he kissed Travis back, one hand snaking into Travis’ hair, an attempt to hold him close.

God, this was beginning to tear at him. The teasing kisses, these promises of what might happen in the future. It didn’t matter that his body damn near melted from the heat churning between them, there was still this little niggling voice deep in his subconscious that suggested Travis was just fucking with him.

There was no doubt that Travis wasn’t a man who was searching for a forever kind of love. He was a onetime only kind of guy, and since Gage had had his fair share of meaningless sexual encounters, he wasn’t currently in the market for another.

No, what he wanted he seriously doubted Travis could ever give him. Which made this – whatever it was – all the more disappointing.

Before they broke apart, a fleeting thought sprang to mind as though it had been planted there: a flickering image of him and Travis and a beautiful woman trapped between them, her body coming apart as they both fucked her. At the same fucking time.

His dick twitched, a warning that he was about to get in over his head.

Their mouths separated, their gazes locked as they both worked to suck in air, and Travis said, “Will. Happen. Again.”

A promise that Gage prayed Travis would keep, but one that still pissed him off, making him crave revenge against this man for putting thoughts in his head that he knew were better left alone.

Damn Travis Walker.

Chapter One

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Kylie Prescott couldn’t stop smiling as she stepped onto the wide, rickety wood steps that circled the old farmhouse. According to the tax records the house was built in the late 1800’s and according to Gage, his great, great something or another grandparents had built the house with their very hands. That alone made this project so much more exciting than most she had worked on.

The piles of pictures taken throughout the last several decades certainly hadn’t done the house justice, although they had given her a vivid journey through the wondrous childhood Gage had lived. Not only had she felt the love showered upon every person within the visual catalog of their history, she knew the house would still have remnants of such a sweet, loving family within its walls.

The fact that the house still remained within the family made her want to work that much harder to restore it to its former glory. Her inspiration could also have come from getting to know Gage and hearing the stories of his youth, the years he spent growing up here, the love of his grandmother and grandfather as they raised him after the devastating loss of his parents when he was a teenager.

From where she stood, the vast overhang covering the porch having seen better days, Kylie could tell that, at some point in the last two centuries, someone had done significant work to the exterior, although time had taken its toll, and it was definitely time to rejuvenate and preserve what had been restored so long ago.

There was a lot of work that needed to be done; however, even through the years and the many hands that held hammer and nail, the original uniqueness of the structure had been maintained. A bubble of excitement erupted in Kylie’s belly. In her experience, that didn’t happen very often.

And yes, since the day she met Gage Matthews, when he went into detail about this little project of his, she’d hoped he wasn’t pulling her leg. Clearly, he had been upfront and honest with her. That made her heart sing all the more.

As she spun in a slow circle, taking in the white paint flaking on the strong, sturdy bones of the old house, she felt Gage move up behind her.

“What do you think?”

Rather than turning to face him, Kylie let his arms encircle her from behind, pulling her against his hard body. Leaning her head back on his chest, a comforting warmth consumed her. For two months, the more time she spent with him, the more she’d begun to care for him. Not only was he able to set her body ablaze with just a slight tilt of his lips, but he also had managed to make her feel protected. Cared for.

If ever there was a strictly professional relationship between the two of them, that had since been replaced by a crazy hot attraction and based on the way his eyes flared with passion when he looked at her, Kylie knew it wasn’t one sided. In the weeks they’d spent getting to know one another, she still felt as though there were sizable gaps in his life story, but the irrational side of her brain had attributed that to him being a cop. He tended to do the whole evasive answer thing, and though it got on her nerves, she somehow gave him the benefit of the doubt.

Since she wasn’t interested in a happily ever after at this point – not to say she wasn’t on a fast track in that direction – Kylie had opted to take their relationship one day at a time. She didn’t make a point to date many men, nor did she find herself in situations where she was trying to get to know a man to the extent she’d gone to with Gage, but she did see a considerable amount of similarities between him and a man she used to know. Mysterious and secretive were two words that immediately came to mind.

At least he hadn’t been prevaricating when it came to his childhood home. It was everything he told her it was and then some.

“It’s charming,” she said, her insides beginning to slowly overheat as his body conformed to hers. “Superb, marvelous, stunning. You’re welcome to stop me at any time because I could go on forever.”

Gage chuckled, his laugh vibrating through her.

She was grinning like a kid at a carnival with a pocket full of money, ready and determined to win the big prize no matter how she had to do it.

“I could listen to you forever, so feel free to keep going,” he teased.

Kylie elbowed him lightly in the stomach and he laughed again, pulling away from her and taking her hand in his. “Come on. There’s more to see inside.”

Another giddy feeling erupted in her belly, and she followed, the strength of his fingers enveloping her hand. That protective feeling enveloped her again. She had no idea what it was about this man, but it just felt… right.

Adrenaline burned like jet fuel in her veins as Gage unlocked the front door. Now that she knew the house he’d beamed about actually did exist, she couldn’t wait to see the interior. For the last couple of months, Kylie had had countless encounters with this sexy cowboy, but until now, he hadn’t offered to show her the house he’d been so interested in hiring her to restore.

Until that morning.

She’d been surprised when he blurted the idea as they sat at a small café having breakfast, which had become a frequent occurrence for them lately – the breakfast part that is. Until today, Gage hadn’t even told her where the house was, so for him to mention that he was ready for her to see it, she hadn’t known what to say.

Initially, ‘yes’ had been the only word to come to the tip of her tongue, but she didn’t let him off the hook that easily. He had smiled when she finally caved after giving him a hard time for a few minutes. Playfully of course.

Now that they were here, the tiny town of Coyote Ridge, which was nothing more than a tiny blip on the Texas map, was growing on her. When she tried to do some research on her cell phone regarding their destination, Gage had taken her phone right out of her hands, laughing and insisting that this be a surprise. He wanted to be the one to introduce her to the small town, so she’d acquiesced. Only when she promised had he given her phone back.

As soon as they turned off of the main highway, they had stopped at a small gas station – simply named Gas ‘n Go – just within the town limits. After conversing with Henry Powers, the sweet little old man who ran the store, Gage had purchased their sodas and they’d been back on the road again. It seemed Gage had been content to sit there and chat until Kylie started asking inquisitive questions regarding the town. Before Henry could even get an answer out, Gage had grabbed her arm and hightailed it from the store like it was burning down around them.

He made up for the confusing behavior by pulling her close and kissing the daylights out of her, which he must’ve come to realize was always an easy way to get her to stop talking. Even though she hungered for those kisses, it still irked her that she knew remarkably few details about Gage’s hometown because he was the equivalent of a closed book, but seeing the house had once again redirected her focus, and she was eager to see more.

Before stepping inside the house, knowing her brain was going to go offline with the overwhelming excitement that would overtake her mental processes, Kylie turned to glance once more at the exterior.

“How many acres does it sit on?” she asked as he opened the sun faded door, swinging it inward, gesturing for her to precede him into the house.

“Almost fifteen.”

From what she could tell, there wasn’t anything else on the land, with the exception of a dilapidated one car garage that should just be condemned rather than risk the thing falling in on them. The idea of what might be living in there made her skin crawl.

As she stepped over the threshold, all thoughts of creepy crawly things evaporated right out of her mind, replaced by the exaltation of seeing an old historical home for the first time.

“Wow,” she breathed as she stepped into the entry.

As usual, as soon as her feet landed on solid, old hardwood, she felt as though she were in a time warp, imagining the life that passed through the walls for the last two hundred some odd years. Thanks to Gage’s family history and the wonderful pictures he had shared with her, there was a resplendent slideshow playing in her head.

Just like she expected, as was the norm for the period in which the house had been built, there were walls everywhere, enclosing small spaces to create more rooms. The term open concept that so many people longed for these days hadn’t even been a blip on the radar so long ago.

The small foyer, which was large enough to possibly hold a coat rack, led directly into a lovely parlor, spacious enough for a vintage chair or two to liven up the space. Enclosing the small sitting area was a set of French doors that Kylie wanted to remove in order to open up the area.

Her feet propelled her forward until an elegantly ornate staircase caught her eye. Each wide step was gloriously rich in color and continued upward in a “U” that placed the second floor above Kylie’s head, but left a wall of stained glass windows running tall and proud and visible from both downstairs and up.

Kylie smiled. Imagine being able to see such articulate detail day in and day out. Her revitalizing eye said the staircase would only need a little buffing and a fresh coat of varnish for it to sparkle like the sun. As though they’d been protected by the hands of God over the years, the windows didn’t appear to need anything more than a quick spritz of Windex.

Wringing her hands together, Kylie willed herself to calm down. There was a flurry of excitement spinning wildly in her belly as she took everything in. She did a one eighty and found herself standing in the dark wood trimmed doorway that led into the fairly open living area. The room was somewhat awkward because it was long and narrow, but with the appropriate placement of furniture, Kylie could see it as a place for families to gather.

Without slowing, anxious to see more, Kylie continued through the living room, then the dining room with its floor to ceiling cabinets that would be used to display precious tableware, fine china, and whatnot. The dining room was separated from what she assumed was the kitchen by a wide door that swung both directions. Kylie pushed inward and stepped into what was probably the most awkward of all the rooms.

The kitchen was rather large, but the placement of the island and a small butler’s pantry didn’t suit the space. Her brain automatically began calculating what additional square footage she could free up by remodeling the room entirely.

Just past the refrigerator, there were two additional doorways. One led to an oversized utility room with a door that would lead outside. The other led to… Kylie squealed a little as she stepped into the hallway. There in front of her was another set of stairs, this one much narrower with steep steps leading to the second floor.

“This is amazing,” she muttered to herself as she quickly ascended to the next floor.

From what she could tell, the second floor was where the bedrooms were, the doors on one side while opposite them was the magnificent view of the stained glass window overlooking the side of the house. Kylie peered out, realizing the decayed remains of the garage were visible. Without question, they were going to have to tear it down and relocate somewhere else. She did not want anything obstructing Gage’s breathtaking view through the multi-colored glass.

She wandered through the first three bedrooms quickly. They were spacious and each led to a covered terrace that overlooked the back yard. One had a decent sized bath attached, the other two were connected by one large Jack and Jill bathroom.

Out the door and down the hall, Kylie came upon two additional bedrooms. She spent the most time wandering through the last two and the shoebox sized bathroom between them. Strangely enough, one of the rooms was the largest of all the bedrooms, but there was no possible way she could expect this to be the master suite with the miniscule shower, pedestal sink and toilet in what was supposedly a bathroom.

Daring to look, she moved to the other side of the small bath and opened another door, where she would have expected to find a closet. Not a closet. The door led to the other room, though this was much smaller, possibly used as a nursery at one time or another. The idea to steal some of the space from the smaller bedroom for the bathroom and use the rest as a large walk in closet hit her and made her smile brightly once more.

God, she wanted this job. She’d been doing this – restoring historic homes – for the last eight years, but never had she taken on a project quite this large.

“You still interested?” Gage’s deep, thundering voice filled the interior of the tiny bedroom she was standing in.

“Are you kidding?” Kylie was grinning from ear to ear as she stared at the cracked plaster and the hideous floor. She wondered whether there were hardwood floors beneath the dingy, shaggy, olive green wall-to-wall carpet.

“Perfect.”

Kylie pivoted around, staring back at the man filling the doorway. She could’ve sworn the relatively small space seemed somewhat larger before he walked in. As she stared at the sexy, dark haired cowboy with the seductive brown eyes, she still found it strange how he’d blown a mountain-size hole in her life in just a matter of weeks with his unexpected arrival on her doorstep looking for her specifically. The fact that he lived about an hour away according to him had made her question why he’d seek her out to help him in this endeavor in the first place.

Although she didn’t normally take such ambitious projects so far away from home, the longer she stood there, the more interested she became, and she couldn’t help but wonder whether the attractive cowboy cop played into her enthusiasm just as much as the house did. And she was no longer wondering how he’d found out about her or whether she would want to have to live out of a hotel for the foreseeable future just to be close to the house she was working on.

Just that morning, Gage had talked to her about a timeline and getting things rolling. According to him, he was tired of living in his modest rental in town, and was looking forward to moving into the house that had been in his family for generations just as soon as the renovations were completed. The sooner the better he’d told her. Kylie didn’t make him any promises as far as timing was concerned because he hadn’t even allowed her to see what she was getting herself into until now.

If she did take on the project, she’d be able to work on a home that appealed to her unlike any other since her own house, and she’d have the opportunity to continue pursuing this relationship with Gage. Although he seemed genuinely interested in hiring her to do the work on his house, he also seemed open to the idea of them getting to know one another better.

Over the course of two months, they had become quite relaxed with one another, hanging out, going to dinner, movies, playing miniature golf. All of the things a couple would do if they were dating. And although they hadn’t ventured down the path that would lead them to what would likely be scorching hot sex, Kylie didn’t doubt that it was in their future.

For all of three seconds, back when she first met him, Kylie had worried whether mixing business with pleasure would cause problems she didn’t want to have to deal with. But the longer she was in Gage’s company and the more she got to know him, the more she wanted to have her cake and eat it too.

Her dating life had been dormant for quite some time – or maybe a better term would be nonexistent. The reason? Well, she’d used one excuse after the other, most of them pertaining to her being too engrossed in work to have time for anything else. No way would she have entertained the idea of a relationship, but that was before Gage walked into her life. Not that what she and Gage had could be considered a relationship, but she knew for a fact that it was more than friendship. Or she hoped so. After all, the couple of times he’d kissed her sure didn’t feel like just friends to her.

“You ok?”

Caught a little off guard, but more than grateful for the distraction, Kylie turned away briefly, trying to wipe the smile from her face. When it didn’t work, she gave in and turned back.

Gage truly was one of the most attractive men she had ever seen. Dark hair, dark eyes, and a body that tempted her to sin like the devil. “Fine, why?”

The smile he shot her direction made her tummy dance with a sweet tingle that she’d been oblivious to for longer than she cared to admit. Or maybe she just hadn’t had that tingle in a solid decade or so.

“You’ve never heard of Coyote Ridge?” he asked, his attention directed to the chipped plaster that clearly needed some attention.

The way he asked the question made her feel as though she should have heard about the tiny little town that this man called home. “Nope. Not until today,” she said casually, trying to redirect her wayward thoughts back to the house and the possibilities.

Kylie had become somewhat accustomed to Gage’s random questions, most of them fairly personal in nature. He’d certainly asked more than his fair share over the last two months since she met him, especially considering how remarkably little he’d been willing to share about himself. He was just naturally nosey – or so was his answer after she scrounged up the courage to ask.

Rather than squirm beneath the scrutiny of his gaze, Kylie slipped beneath his arm and out into the hallway once again. As she admired the finer details, she found that her thoughts about Gage weren’t ready to be wrangled in just yet.

For the better part of two months, the two of them had been dancing around the subject of sex, neither of them fully embracing what was bound to come sooner or later. No pun intended. Considering they were acting very much like a well-established couple – one that had subconsciously agreed to a no sex clause – Kylie couldn’t help but wonder what the next step for them would be.

They’d long since gotten past the getting to know you phase, which meant there were only two directions they could go from here. Either down the path to fervent sexual gratification, or they would turn around and head back the way they came, sticking with a more professional association.

Kylie wanted the sex, plain and simple.

Ever since the first night Gage took her out to dinner, Kylie had been thinking some rather heated thoughts about the man. They’d shared quite a few intimate meals together, and some much more casual dates, most of them spent chatting it up like long lost friends, with that very distinct buzz of sexual attraction in the background.

Having not been on many dates where jumping into bed within the first ten minutes wasn’t on the guy’s agenda, Kylie was a little off kilter around Gage. She spent most of her time wondering whether they would jump one another’s bones the next time they saw each other or if he’d be content simply asking her personal questions about her past.

With her hormones beginning to overflow, Kylie wasn’t sure how much more she possibly could store up before the lid blew off due to the pressure. If Gage kept up this perfect gentleman routine, she was going to have to buy stock in Duracell or Energizer just so she could function on a daily basis.

She found herself wondering more and more why they hadn’t moved to the next phase of what felt like a potential relationship either. They’d had make-out sessions that were testing the limits of her smoke detectors, but never had they ventured farther than second base.

If chemistry was all it took, they would have been horizontal for most of the time they had known one another because what happened between them when they kissed was explosive. But every time they got close to rounding the bases and heading for a home run, Gage put the brakes on. A sudden, abrupt stop that sent Kylie careening headfirst into the dashboard, her brain jarring from the impact.

And of course, every time Gage halted their progress, Kylie managed to take a step back, taking advantage of the opportunity to reflect on what was happening between them. She genuinely liked him. They laughed, talked, and yes, he knocked her socks off with his kisses, but as far as going any further, she didn’t deny that taking things slowly was for the best. At least with them moving at a snail’s pace, she wouldn’t risk the possibility of getting too attached.

Kylie Marie Prescott did not roll that way.

Not after Travis Walker ruined her for all time.

Damn it.

Kylie instinctively closed her eyes, refusing to allow the image of Travis to come to mind. As a rule, she avoided any and all memories that involved him because as sure as the sun would rise in the morning, thoughts of him caused a painful ache to return, and the echo of long ago love still had a devastating impact.

Even all these years later, her body reacted in strange ways to those lingering memories that hadn’t yet faded around the edges. Sort of like muscle memory, the feel of his skin, his mouth, his hands, it was as though he hadn’t been gone from her life for ten years. No, it felt more like yesterday. Considering how he walked out on her after they’d been married only three weeks, it would make more sense if she wanted to slap him, not jump him, but damn it if she didn’t want to just…

Ok, totally inappropriate. Tune back in to reality, girl.

Kylie knew that it didn’t help that they were still married, which was a painful reminder each and every day. A mere technicality, she told herself repeatedly. But one she hadn’t put much thought into rectifying until she’d started getting closer to Gage.

In truth, the only thing real about their nuptials was the paper they’d received that validated it. It was easy to pretend otherwise because living with a man for three weeks did not a marriage make. Especially when he turned the other cheek and walked away as though she didn’t mean a thing to him.

If only she thought she could emotionally survive seeing Travis again, she’d seek a divorce. Every year she convinced herself that she’d be stronger next year. Since she still didn’t believe she could handle seeing him, and since he hadn’t yet taken the initiative himself, Kylie was still married to Travis Walker.

The only benefit was that she didn’t have to relive Travis ripping her heart right out of her chest and walking away with it still beating in his hands. Because sure as she breathed, seeing him would blow another crater right in the center of her chest.

Ok, you’re cut off now, woman. No more thinking.

Her inner monologue with herself was enough to set her straight as she headed down the back staircase. She busied herself taking notes in the kitchen, jotting down the ideas she’d come up with so far.

“Let me know when you’re done. I’d like to take you to meet some folks.”

Kylie was leaning over the island, her pen tapping steadily against the notepad as she stared back at him. Dropping the pen because, quite frankly, she was getting on her own nerves, she exhaled and smiled. She was suddenly eager to get some fresh air. Whether it was the close proximity of this handsome man or thoughts of the one from her past, she wasn’t sure, but the room was suddenly getting a little warm.

“I’m good for now. As long as you promise I’ll get to come back soon.”

“Darlin’, you’ve got the job if you want it,” Gage said, grinning.

“You don’t even know my price,” she informed him.

“Irrelevant.”

Money had never been a subject they broached up to this point, but Gage’s nonchalant attitude when anything even close came up made her believe he wasn’t necessarily hurting financially. Which made her question other things because she knew for a fact that a cop’s salary wasn’t going to give him money to burn.

No doubt, this project wasn’t going to be cheap, but at least she could do the work in stages. And she was extremely resourceful. She just needed some local crews to help because those she normally worked with weren’t likely to venture this far out. And if Gage was looking to save some money, he could add some elbow grease of his own.

After Gage locked up the house and helped her into his truck, Kylie allowed her mind to relax as he drove. The familiar song on the radio made her want to tap her foot on the floor, but she refrained. It was rare that she was in a good mood after such pressing thoughts from her past, but for some reason, just being in Gage’s company helped. That, and the prospect of the new job, made her smile.

For once, she just wanted to enjoy what life threw her way. It was high time she stopped trying to hide behind those events that had changed her life irreparably. Time to move forward.

Still smiling, Kylie pulled herself back to the present as Gage turned onto a long dirt driveway. In the distance, she saw a lovely old farmhouse come into view, the fresh paint and new roof gleamed radiantly in the bright Texas sunshine. This one looked significantly different than the one they’d just left. This one was sporting a recent facelift.

Refraining from asking questions, Kylie paid attention to the details of the house in case Gage was here to show her some ideas he had, her brain barely registering the men moving furniture into the house. As she focused on what they were doing, she noticed two more talking on one end of the beautiful wrap around porch.

Kylie mentally cleared her throat because… Wow! Did this place only breed hot, sexy cowboys?

When Gage pulled the truck to a stop, Kylie unbuckled her seatbelt and climbed out. She continued to stare up at the beautiful house, her eye for detail noting the few things they’d done to stick with the house’s former glory, although there were quite a few enhancements they’d made to modernize it as well. Either way, she was impressed. Wouldn’t have been her choice, but then again, it wasn’t her house.

Gage surprised her when he walked around to her side of the truck, taking her hand in his. That tingle that had been stirring in her belly erupted into a volcanic explosion of activity, and she wondered if her palms were going to start sweating. God, she hoped not. At least not while he was holding her hand.

Hoping she made a good impression on these people, whoever they were, Kylie pasted on a smile and fell into step beside Gage.

Chapter Two

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Gage Matthews wasn’t quite sure what prompted him to take Kylie’s hand in his as he led her away from the safe haven of his truck and toward the house. But the moment their palms touched he knew it was a mistake.

With her soft, delicate fingers linked with his, he felt that spark he’d grown accustomed to over the last couple of months. The one that ignited in his loins and radiated out through the rest of his body, kick starting more than just his libido. Somewhere along the way, this woman managed to cause hope to bloom in the dark, cold corners of his soul.

Holding Kylie’s small, cool hand in his, feeling the way she squeezed his fingers as though he just might be able to ground her in this unknown situation made him hate himself that much more.

He knew he needed to cherish this feeling for as long as he could, because a few minutes from now it was going to be stripped away from him, and he had no one to blame but himself. His actions were about to have disastrous results on what little of a relationship they had built to this point.

Ha! Relationship.

As if he could even classify what was going on between him and Kylie Prescott as a relationship, but for the life of him, he hadn’t come up with a way to describe it any other way. Only his version was more on the fucked up side of things because lies and vendettas didn’t provide the necessary platform for a relationship, but that’s exactly how Gage had started out constructing this – whatever this was – with Kylie.

Lies. Deceit.

God, he was such an asshole.

Shit.

His stomach churned painfully.

If he had had anything to eat in the last twenty four hours, he might be worried he would lose it right here and now. Except Gage couldn’t eat. He couldn’t sleep either. No, he spent most of his time trying to figure out just what the hell he’d gone and done.

He wasn’t even sure at what point this had seemed like a good idea, but he knew he was past the point of backing out now. His first mistake was obviously getting so caught up with this enigmatic, funny, cute woman over the course of several weeks. And the more time he spent in her company, the more he’d let himself get carried away in some sort of selfish fantasy. One that he suspected would be shattered right along with the rest of his hopes up to this point.

It was true, when he walked up to her door that one fateful morning, he’d had an agenda. Somewhere along the way, he had managed to convince himself that getting close to her was his punishment for what he intended to do. How he ever thought she wasn’t going to be hurt by his dubious actions, he still didn’t know.

Initially, he intended to treat his interaction with Kylie as a business transaction. He would wine her, dine her, convince her he needed her help to restore the house his grandmother left him when she passed away two years ago. And from there he would use her to cause an explosion of epic proportions right in the middle of Travis’ life.

Yep, walking away unscathed was also high on his list of things to do, but at this point, the latter seemed like a pipedream.

Fuck. Since when had he become such a bastard?

Gage had learned more about himself in the past couple of months than he wanted to acknowledge. The first of which being that he harbored an intense desire to keep Kylie close although his actions said otherwise. Or at least they were about to. The second was that he wanted to punish Travis Walker in ways he had never imagined. The man managed to get under his skin and quite frankly, Gage didn’t fucking like it.

Or maybe he liked it too much.

Somewhere along the way, a vindictive series of lies and underhanded deception had led him to the path he was on this morning. The biggest lie of them all was that Gage wasn’t affected one fucking iota by the way Travis had plastered him against the wall and kissed him with an intensity that damn near blew a fucking hole through the top of his head. Twice.

It shouldn’t matter to him that he knew so little about a man who single handedly brought the brick and mortar walls of his life crashing down around him at the same time he effectively made the earth shift beneath his feet. A man that Gage had known for most of his life because Travis was Kaleb’s brother.

What mattered was that Gage had a ridiculously powerful attraction to the man. One he absolutely wasn’t happy about. And on top of that, after what clearly was leading to a tryst to rival all, Gage hadn’t heard a single thing from Travis. Not that he’d attempted to make contact either, but he also hadn’t been the one to initiate what was – no, make that what had been – happening between them.

Yet, none of it explained what he was doing here or how he somehow dragged the seemingly innocent woman at his side right into the eye of the storm. For weeks, he tried to tell himself that he needed to remain detached and he’d be fine. His original plan hadn’t even taken into account what this would do to this unsuspecting woman.

Sweet, innocent, charming… Kylie was all of those things and he was about to risk everything they’d established between them thus far. Her honesty was something he had come to cherish, but none of it mattered the closer his feet carried him to Kaleb’s front door.

This was the beginning of the end.

And to think it all started with a kiss and a need to get a rise out of Travis for putting him in a position that he feared Travis would never follow through with. Paying Travis back for the shit storm of emotions he managed to rain down on him when he least expected it had morphed into something totally unexpected.

Regardless of what Travis had done, Gage’s reaction left a bitter taste in his mouth, and he was beginning to realize he didn’t much care for this side of himself. Unfortunately, he hadn’t given much thought to the repercussions his actions would have on innocent bystanders. Namely Kylie.

Too late to think about it now, Matthews.

Admittedly, when he showed up on Kylie’s doorstep, his rationale made absolutely no sense, but he couldn’t get past his need to punish Travis for making him feel things he didn’t want to feel. Not to mention for being arrogant enough to blow his cover sky fucking high just because he felt like it.

Not only had he learned that Travis was interested in men – the kiss they shared was a dead giveaway – but he also learned that Travis was married. Married for fuck’s sake. It was the biggest secret Gage could’ve possibly imagined stumbling upon, so the instant he learned that Travis was still legally married after ten years, he did what he did best: he investigated.

And what he uncovered paved the road to Kylie.

Since the first time he heard her sweet Texas twang and saw the sexy glint in her baby blues, Gage had wondered what the hell she ever saw in a man like Travis. She was the exact opposite of the type of woman Travis got mixed up with these days – at least from the ones Gage had seen him with at Club Destiny.

Gage wanted to know what the hell had happened between the two of them. Was Travis the way he was because of her? From what he had learned during the time he spent with Kylie in recent months, he couldn’t imagine she had the ability to freeze any man’s heart the way Travis’ obviously was. And if Travis had a woman like Kylie waiting at home for him at some point in his life, what the hell was he thinking letting her go.

At first, Gage thought maybe Travis was leading a double life, spending time with Kylie when he was supposedly out of town. Clearly, that wasn’t the case. Not once had she mentioned his name. Hell, she didn’t even use Travis’ last name as her own, so why the hell were they married?

A question Gage wanted an answer to.

Or at least he had wanted to find out when he first climbed onboard this emotional roller coaster. Now, Gage wasn’t so sure he wanted to do anything except turn around and hide away with Kylie for a few months, keeping her all to himself.

He was Fucked Up. With a capital FU.

At thirty-two years old, it sucked like fucking hell to find out that what you thought you wanted out of life might be a complete and total lie. It didn’t help that Gage was adding more lies to the running list as each day passed. And his self-hatred had morphed into something tangible. The only way he found to relieve some of the pressure was to push Travis as far as he could. Away from him.

He hadn’t been able to think of much else after Travis blindsided him with a kiss that rocked his fucking world off its axis. The tension between them was palpable and, damn it all to hell, Gage wanted more. Since that was a major problem for him, – mainly because Travis was virtually untouchable – he figured the easiest way to ensure that he didn’t want what he couldn’t have, he had opted for revenge.

Glancing down at Kylie, Gage realized he hadn’t thought things all the way through. Although he was about to deliver his very own brand of payback right at Travis’ feet, he hadn’t taken into account that he might just get a little too caught up in the woman he’d sought out to find and use as punishment. His anger at Travis, mixed with the desire he felt for the man and now this woman, had twisted into something ugly, yet he didn’t seem to be turning back.

Without a doubt, Gage knew he had found something to hurt Travis with. He had a feeling his plan was going to work even better than he expected. Walking into a room full of Walker men, putting on display someone Travis apparently thought he’d buried in his past was bound to get him the reaction he had been looking for. Key words being had been.

Mother fucking hell.

“What was that?” Kylie’s sweet voice pulled Gage from his thoughts as they made their way past the U-Haul truck backed up in the front yard.

“Nothing.” He didn’t even realize he’d said anything out loud, but that said a lot about his mental status. If he was going to back out now, it would be the perfect time. The only person he’d have to explain anything to would be Kylie.

His feet didn’t stop moving forward, and the next thing he knew, he was pulling open the freshly painted screen door, waiting while Kylie preceded him into the house. The second he laid eyes on Travis, a slew of emotions bubbled up inside of him. Anger, lust, and even a sliver of fear lingered in there somewhere.

Placing his hand on the small of her back as he followed her inside, Gage had one last moment of regret and then shrugged it off as his eyes tracked Travis across the room. The second their gazes collided, Gage knew he was in deep shit.

“Sonuvabitch,” Travis growled.

“Travis?” Kylie questioned, her hand wrenching out of Gage’s grasp as her back went stone still.

“Fuck.” That was Travis’ only response.

Very articulate he was.

Gage stared blankly at Travis, ensuring his face remained impassive. The recognition in the man’s eyes was exactly the response Gage had been going for when he made the decision that morning to come back home to Coyote Ridge.

One thing he prided himself on was his ability to do his job. Not only could he protect those he cared about, he also had an uncanny ability to uncover dirt that other people tried desperately to hide. Travis’ dirt had been hidden better than most. In fact, it had taken Gage almost three months, but he’d finally accomplished what he set out to do.

Gage had finally found what Travis apparently didn’t want anyone else to know about.

There was only one question left to be answered...

If Travis had been looking to bury his past, why hadn’t the man ever gotten a divorce?

Chapter Three

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There was only one person to blame for these recent urges to do serious bodily harm. Unfortunately, the only person Travis wanted to get his hands on was Gage Matthews and the son of a bitch had disappeared altogether. The murderous rage continued to escalate as each hour ticked by, and it was a damn good thing Gage had the brains to flee. If he hadn’t, Travis would’ve hunted him down, and at this point, he couldn’t ensure that Gage would walk away unscathed.

Not after what he’d done.

Apparently, Travis’ brother Kaleb knew what Travis was capable of because no matter how hard he had tried – just short of begging, which Travis would never resort to – his brother wouldn’t give him any information. Not even Gage’s phone number. Then again, since the beginning he hadn’t been able to get Gage’s number from Kaleb. Since Kaleb had been too curious for his own good, Travis had given up on asking after the first time. So now, just short of hiring a private investigator to find Gage, Travis was at a loss on where the man could be.

Each morning, Travis woke up wondering if he would have the pleasure of wrapping his hands around Gage’s neck. And as each night cloaked their small town, he realized the opportunity had slipped by again. He had some serious connections, but despite his repeated attempts, he could not find Gage.

And Travis had doubled his efforts ever since he realized Gage had managed to skip town shortly after the fiasco that ensued at Kaleb’s house. The very day Gage had the fucking balls to dangle the one woman Travis never expected to see ever again right in front of his face.

Brass. No, make that steel. The man had balls of fucking steel, and he had proven it by waltzing Kylie Prescott – although she was technically still Kylie Walker – in through the front door without even a hint of warning.

Ever since that day, Travis hadn’t been able to sleep or eat. Hell, he could barely stand to be around himself which he knew wasn’t faring well for his brothers.

He was beginning to worry about the tension that was pulling at him these days. Part of him wanted to attribute his desire to self-destruct to what Gage had done, but he knew it was more than that. The insurmountable stress he put himself under was beginning to take its toll and Gage’s little scene was just the icing on the cake.

The bastard.

Ten years.

Ten long, fucking years, damn it.

All for nothing. The suffering and pain he’d put himself through trying to get over her was all for nothing because the second he laid eyes on Kylie, every damn thing he’d ever felt for her came flooding back like a tsunami threatening to take him under and drag him against jagged rocks that were a serious threat to his wellbeing.

Memories.

Pain.

It was all so intense, making him wish for things he knew he couldn’t have because Travis was too fucked up to have something as sweet and pure as Kylie in his life. It didn’t stop those devastating memories from overwhelming him, threatening to level him flat when he least expected it.

Son of a fucking bitch!

Just seeing her once brought back a torrent of feelings that Travis hadn’t wanted to lay claim to for a solid decade. If he had given himself any credit for being over her, well, he undoubtedly learned his lesson that day.

Every time he closed his eyes he saw big, cornflower blue eyes, pouty pink lips, the satiny luster of creamy alabaster skin, long, glossy, honey-gold hair. She looked the same, only prettier if that was even possible. The most sensually beautiful woman Travis had ever laid his eyes on. And so fucking touchable, he found himself wishing for a few more minutes with her.

But that wasn’t going to happen.

No matter what he did or didn’t do, Travis couldn’t have Kylie. She deserved someone normal, not someone like him. She needed someone whose sole purpose in life was to put her up on a pedestal and worship her with love and attention. Not someone whose love was distorted and whose attention was divided at best.

The fact that Gage had thrown her to the wolves, so to speak, spoke volumes about how well Gage actually knew her. Kylie was so damn innocent, it made Travis’ heart break just thinking about the pained look on her face that day. When his eyes raked over her, categorizing every luscious curve, every delectable inch of her beautiful body, it was like a salve for some of those gaping wounds he’d grown accustomed to over the years.

Now that the old memories and feelings had been resurrected, there was no such hope of putting her in his past where she belonged.

He could still see the way her compelling blue eyes lit up like a gas flame the moment she saw him. Forgiveness wasn’t an easy thing for a woman as reserved as Kylie, and it was clear from her surprise that she hadn’t let him off the hook for what he had done to her all those years ago.

The moment her initial shock wore off, that unbridled anger she apparently never released came spewing out of her. Only her ire hadn’t been directed at him as he expected. With a deep, aching regret swirling in his soul, Travis had waited for the tongue lashing he deserved, yet she had never given him.

That never happened.

Having always been the one to keep her emotions close to her chest, Kylie had sucked in a deep breath, holding everything inside because heaven forbid she speak her mind. Rather than lay into him, or even Gage, she had turned and simply walked away.

It was a miracle that Travis and Gage were still in one piece after that one. Between Kylie’s piercing death glare and Beau Bennett’s barely restrained anger at seeing the woman so upset, they were both lucky to still be walking with their nuts in the same shape as before she realized what was going on.

As for Beau, well, Travis learned right-quick not to ask the man questions. He’d grown quite fond of his own fucking head, thank you very much, and that behemoth of a man looked ready to rip his right off of his body.

Surprise wasn’t quite the word Travis could use to describe that day. If he hadn’t been waylaid by the mere sight of the most beautiful woman to have ever graced his life, he’d have beaten Gage to dust right then and there. Finding him since had been impossible because Gage managed to run far and fast from Coyote Ridge. Travis knew when it came down to it, he would have to go in search of him rather than sit back and wait. Since he still didn’t know where he was, he’d opted for a different approach.

If only Travis would allow his emotions to control him, he would be on the road heading straight to Kylie’s. He suspected that’s where Gage was and as much as he longed to confront him, to ask him just what the fuck he was thinking, Travis wasn’t willing to go back in time. He’d lived through it once, but he wasn’t sure he’d ever be able to walk away from Kylie again.

So, in true form, Travis had set out that morning for something much more expected of him. He didn’t do emotion. He didn’t fall in love, and he damn sure didn’t hold it all in. Rather than feeding his emotional needs, Travis was more interested in fulfilling other urges that, no matter how hard or how often he tried, couldn’t be sated. He would never stop trying because it sure beat the alternative.

His self-destructive tendencies were calling his name and the only way he could function was to attempt to ease the physical ache. The emotional pain would never be soothed, so he much preferred engaging in something that wouldn’t require him to feel anything other than unique, exquisite, mind numbing pleasure.

Club Destiny was calling his name.

For the last three weeks, he’d been practically dancing with Tag and McKenna and quite frankly, a rendezvous with them seemed more than appropriate. Considering he’d been waiting a long time for this day to finally come, he somehow forced himself to rebury all thoughts of Kylie, and toss those of Gage right alongside them, in the colossal black hole in his chest.

The day would come when that little situation would be rectified in one way or another. Until then, Travis was on his way to Dallas.

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By the time Travis reached Club Destiny, three hours north of his hometown of Coyote Ridge, he had managed to work himself up over the events the day was leading up to. A brief conversation with Tag during his drive had settled the plans and to Travis’ surprise, the day was actually looking up.

He was looking forward to a couple of hours of pleasure that would take his mind off of things better left forgotten. That included Gage and the way the man had kissed him back with a ferocity that threatened to burn them both to a crisp. He might not expect that same intensity from what was to come with the twosome he was about to engage with, but he knew it’d be explosive in its own right.

Sitting at the bar inside of Club Destiny, waiting for Kane to pour his Southern Comfort, Travis glanced around the large, airy bar, wondering where everyone was. This time of the evening, the place was usually packed, but tonight seemed fairly manageable.

As he was looking around, his eyes landed on the fiery red hair of a woman that had caught Travis’ eye ever since he first saw her. The big, burly man standing next to her also caught his eye, but Travis had learned right away exactly how uninterested Tag Murphy was. At least in him.

Originally, Tag also hadn’t been interested in a tryst with a third person, but much to Travis’ surprise, that had apparently changed. According to Tag, it was a one-time only deal because his fiancé was clearly interested in being the object of two men’s attention for one night. Not seeing a downside for any of them, Travis had easily accepted the invitation.

After the night when he witnessed the sexy reporter on her knees giving Tag a blow job that damn near blew Travis’ mind, he’d been hoping this day would come. Never having been the type to expect anything, Travis had seen a hint of interest in Tag’s eyes that night. Tag might not have any desire for Travis to fuck his woman, but he damn sure felt a spark from having an audience. Travis was at the point where he didn’t give a damn which role he played. He just needed something to take his mind off of more pressing things weighing him down.

At the time of the little peep show, Travis had been more than interested in getting in on that action, but he figured he was more likely to see pigs fly than to get a personal invitation from the bald giant of a man who liked to rock designer suits. The same guy heading up the stairs to the second floor suites at the moment.

“I figured you’d be going upstairs, too,” Kane said as he set a squat glass in front of Travis.

“For?” Travis was stunned by Kane’s forwardness. He couldn’t imagine that the guy knew Tag had personally invited him there tonight.

“It’s Tuesday night.”

It took a second for Kane’s reference to sink in. Sure enough, it was Tuesday night, and as of last week, Luke had reopened the private section of the club. In previous weeks, only those with an apartment were allowed to linger and interact, so the inclusion of all members was causing the playroom to see increasingly more action these days.

Sliding a twenty dollar tip in Kane’s direction, Travis grabbed his glass and headed up the stairs, noticing that McKenna and Tag weren’t that far ahead of him. He followed behind them, fully expecting them to go into Tag’s apartment, but when they continued down the hall, his body came to life instantly.

Hanging back a little, he waited until they made their way down the main hall and disappeared into the playroom. Although he had been to one or two, Travis didn’t usually attend the weekly orgies. Tag’s and McKenna’s appearance was even more unlikely.

It would seem that the extremely reserved Tag Murphy was beginning to open up a little. Travis couldn’t help but wonder whether that was mostly McKenna’s influence or if the man had just managed to dislodge the stick from his ass. After Tag had been fairly adamant that he wasn’t sharing McKenna with anyone, Travis was a little surprised to see them going in because what they were moving toward went way beyond sharing.

Curious to how they would react once inside, Travis followed without hesitation, remaining on the periphery of the room as he worked his way toward a section in the back. Taking in the sight of sweaty, writhing bodies as he went, Travis realized no one seemed to be wasting any time tonight.

Maybe that was because they were eager to get to the good stuff, or because most of the members had been relinquished of their contractual obligation. Or in layman’s terms, they’d been thrown out on their asses. Which meant those that remained were familiar with one another, at least on a first name basis, so easing into the hardcore aspect of play might be slightly easier for some.

He didn’t react to the group of people in one corner taking up every available spot on one of the oversized couches. They were in a state of near nakedness at this point and oblivious to anything around them. Nor did he let his eyes linger for long on the sexy, raven haired woman currently strapped to the wall on a St. Andrew’s cross, with an equally beautiful blonde woman on her knees with her tongue buried deep in her pussy.

In the opposite corner of the room from the orgy taking place on the couch, sitting in a red velvet chair was Logan McCoy. His appearance anywhere near the playroom was both unexpected and quite intriguing. His wife Samantha didn’t seem to have any qualms about making an appearance within the masses either, which shocked the shit out of Travis after what had gone down several months back.

It was this very place that had gotten the club into trouble after pictures of Samantha McCoy were used to blackmail Luke and Logan. She didn’t seem at all concerned at the moment because she was currently sitting on Logan’s lap, her gaze roaming the room almost as quickly as Travis’. Although, he would have to say, she was rather reserved in her interests. At least for the moment.

As Closer by Nine Inch Nails – how very appropriate – began playing on the hidden speakers in the ceiling, Travis caught sight of Tag and McKenna once again. They were standing on the farthest side of the room, Tag against the wall while McKenna stood in front of him, her back pressing against the burly man’s chest. Maybe they thought they were being discreet, Travis didn’t know, but he noticed the way Tag’s hands drifted upward, just beneath the hem of McKenna’s shirt.

I want to fuck you like an animal.

Yes, definitely an appropriate song.

With his body stiff as hell and in desperate need of release, Travis didn’t wait any longer. He downed the rest of his whiskey as he watched the couple before setting the empty glass on a nearby table.

I want to feel you from the inside.

Movement across the room caught Travis’ attention, and he turned to see the group on the couch. A beautiful woman with long, black hair and creamy, dark skin stripped completely naked at the command of the enormous, linebacker-sized man sitting at one end of the couch.

I want to fuck you like an animal.

They didn’t seem to be part of the group that was already there, but it looked like the twosome was looking to rectify that situation. It was the type of activity that usually took place in the playroom. The motto seemed to lean toward “the more the merrier”.

You bring me closer to God.

Travis continued to divide his attention between the pulsing beat of the song, the attractive couple on the couch, and the pale red head on the other side of the room. Such a contrast, yet here in this place, everyone was exactly the same, wanting only one thing: pleasure.

As it should be.

I want to fuck you like an animal.

Tag must’ve sensed his presence because the hair on the back of his neck prickled and when he looked up into those intense green eyes peering at him from several feet away, he couldn’t help but smile. A barely perceptible nod was obviously the man’s way of acknowledging that this was going to happen. Travis was not complaining, that was for sure. Three hours were a long fucking time to drive only to end up disappointed at the end of the night.

As far as Travis was concerned, the party was just about to get started.

It didn’t take long for the room to heat several degrees and more clothes to disappear. The group in the corner was by far the boldest in the room: three women standing behind the couch with three men sitting side by side in front of them. One man knelt on the floor at their feet, servicing each of them in turn. If he had to guess, based on the slight discomfort on the faces of all three men, they were straight as an arrow. That didn’t mean they weren’t enjoying the fuck out of being blown by a dude. Not that they would admit as much, but in the same sense, not one of them seemed to be pulling away.

A blaze of lust splintered in Travis’ bloodstream as he blatantly watched the display. A sudden vision took root in his brain, and he was no longer seeing the group but rather Gage on his knees, his lips wrapped tightly around Travis’ throbbing cock while Kylie stood behind him, her hands wrapped around him as she watched.

His cock twitched, and he forced himself back to the present. It wasn’t the first time he’d had random thoughts that involved the two of them. At least not since he saw them at Kaleb’s.

Realizing he needed to get his head back on his shoulders and not off in dream land, Travis turned his attention to McKenna who was standing just a foot away. In the last few minutes, Tag got a little bolder with his movements and his brawny hands were now cupping McKenna’s beautiful breasts, her silk blouse riding up high on her chest, the black lace of her demi bra peeking between Tag’s splayed fingers.

Nine Inch Nails morphed into Kings of Leon as Sex on Fire queued up. Well, at least someone was on their game. If nothing else, the music was going to inspire some of the folks tonight. Travis wondered whether that’s what spurred Tag to get a little reckless with his hands. Again, Travis wasn’t complaining because the passion on McKenna’s face was a fucking turn on.

Moving in closer, Travis kept his eyes focused on Tag’s hands and the rise and fall of McKenna’s chest as she squirmed and moaned beneath his touch.

“You looking for an audience or participation?”

When McKenna’s exotic eyes met his, Travis didn’t need to hear her answer. But he wanted to.

Her breaths were coming hard and fast, and Tag’s cardiovascular system seemed to be getting a workout as well, although the tough, powerful man was playing it off as his hands firmly kneaded McKenna’s soft, plump tits.

“Answer me, McKenna,” Travis demanded, wanting to ensure she realized he wasn’t here to play games.

Either this was on or it was off. At this point, it didn’t make a damned bit of difference to him because the room was full of possibilities. Not that he was particularly interested, but Travis knew he could easily find the satisfaction he was looking for. In another five minutes, he’d be committed, and he didn’t want any lingering doubts in McKenna’s mind.

“Both?” The single word came off as a question and Travis purposely took one step back.

“Either you’re sure or you’re not. I need to know. Do you want me to watch? Or do you want me to touch you?”

McKenna’s eyes slid closed as Tag growled low in her ear, his approval evident. The lawyer might be all tough when he had to be, but he was quickly caving to the possibility of where this was going to go.

“Touch me,” she moaned, opening her eyes and meeting his stare once more.

Moving closer, Travis eliminated what little space had been between them as he met Tag’s gaze just over McKenna’s shoulder. He wasn’t sure what the parameters of this little sexcapade were, and he needed the limits defined before he touched her.

“Can I kiss you, McKenna?” Travis asked as he darted his eyes back and forth over each of their faces. He wanted permission from both of them.

Tag’s subtle nod was the first, followed by McKenna’s breathless “yes” that followed.

With very little gap between them, Travis leaned in, trapping Tag’s hands between his body and McKenna’s as he tilted his head, allowing his lips to hover over hers.

“Do you want this show to go on right here? Or do you want to take this somewhere a little more private?” Travis knew this was a monumental step for the couple. And being out in the open like this, he expected them both to be a little more daring, but he wasn’t interested in them doing this because they thought someone was watching. He wanted them doing this because they wanted to. Less of a chance for any regrets later on.

“Privacy would be nice,” McKenna admitted, her labored breaths fluttering against his lips.

Damn, he wanted to kiss her if for nothing else than to ensure his mind didn’t start to wander down paths he had no desire to travel. He just wondered if he was going to have to keep his eyes open so he didn’t try to imagine that the lips he was going to kiss belonged to a little caramel haired goddess who had the ability to level him flat with just a smile.

“Lead the way,” Travis told her and committed himself to what would happen next. No matter what that might be.

At least for the next hour, he wouldn’t need to think.

Chapter Four

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Gage wasn’t quite sure what the hell he was doing. He’d somehow managed to evade everything pertinent in his life for the last few days and yet here he was, waltzing into Club Destiny like his life wasn’t upside down and sideways. It was Tuesday, and he was looking for a way to numb his mind for a little while. At this point, he didn’t even care how he managed to do that, so the club seemed like the perfect answer.

It also gave him a chance to be someone that he wasn’t for a little while. Here, in this place, he wasn’t Gage Matthews. No, here he was Chance Reed and that little bit of anonymity was exactly what he needed. In his humble opinion, Chance wasn’t nearly as big of an asshole as Gage was.

He laughed out loud, ignoring the people who looked at him sideways. Yes, if they thought laughing out loud at yourself was awkward, what would they think if they found out he was referring to himself as two different people?

Dropping onto an empty stool at the bar, he waited for the bartender to make her way around to him. When she did, he ordered a double scotch on the rocks and waited patiently. Keeping his head down, Gage wasn’t interested in seeing what was playing out around him. Between the music and the laughter, he knew it wasn’t anything that would interest him in the least. He couldn’t even bring himself to smile, much less laugh these days.

He had royally fucked up, and now he was paying the price. Kaleb was more than pissed at him, and he couldn’t say he blamed the guy. The woman he’d been courting for the last couple of months wouldn’t even answer the phone when he called. And then there was Travis, and quite frankly, Gage didn’t even allow himself to think about him. Nothing good was going to come out of it if he did.

The satisfaction of seeing Travis’ stunned expression when he laid eyes on Kylie – his wife for the last ten years – never came to fruition. In fact, the horror of what Gage had done hit him so hard, he’d buried himself in a bottle of Jack that night all alone at the monstrous, empty farmhouse. As soon as he managed to sleep off the hangover from hell on an uncomfortably small couch, Gage had split. For two days, he drove the open road, never having a single destination in mind but somehow he’d ended up here. In Dallas.

When his drink was placed in front of him, Gage mumbled his thanks and wrapped his hands around the cool, clear glass. Without thinking, he quickly downed the liquid, reveling in the burn that lit up his chest and the heat that filled his sinuses. Lifting the empty glass to signal another, he waited patiently for the bartender to return. They played that little game for nearly an hour before Gage realized he was suddenly feeling no pain.

“You going upstairs tonight?”

The question pulled Gage from his drunken stupor, and he looked up to see Kane Steele wavering in front of him, a crisp white towel sliding back and forth across the bar top in front of his face. Wait, maybe Kane wasn’t the one moving. It very well could be him, Gage thought to himself.

“What’s going on upstairs?” he slurred, not making the connection because the alcohol had seemingly rendered him ignorant. He smiled like a fool as he replayed his words back in his head, moving his tongue around inside of his mouth because it felt strangely numb.

“It’s Tuesday.”

As though that was supposed to mean something to him, Gage tried to fumble through his booze soaked brain cells to locate the little tidbit of information that might make sense. No such luck.

“Playroom?” Kane said with a grin.

Ahhh. Well, that explained it. Tuesday night.

“I’d much prefer hanging out here with the pretty little bartender,” Gage slurred.

There was a growl and Gage turned from side to side to see where it came from. When he looked back at Kane, the man’s face barely coming into focus, he realized the sound was coming from him.

Gage tilted his head, studying Kane for a moment. So many things were swimming around in his head, but he finally realized what he’d said. Oh, that’s right. The pretty little bartender was Kane’s woman. Hmmphh. The man was a little possessive. He might want to get that checked.

“I think you’d be better off upstairs,” Kane urged.

“Shit, why not. What the hell do I have to lose?” Gage mumbled and pushed his empty glass toward Kane. “One for the road?”

Kane looked him over as Gage did his best not to sway on his seat. Right. Like that was working.

He had no idea whether he was successful, but something must’ve convinced Kane because a few seconds later another glass was put in front of him. It took three attempts, but Gage finally managed to retrieve enough cash from his wallet to cover his tab and then some. With a tilt of his head, he grabbed the glass and made his way to the staircase on the far side.

Hmmm, the room was a little lopsided.

The smell of sweaty bodies and alcohol hit his nose at the same time the room tipped some more. Gage stopped, not wanting to spill his drink and grabbed onto the rail of the staircase. Looking up at the doors, he wondered if he’d even be able to enter his code to get in. Shit, he wasn’t even sure he’d remember what the damn thing was by the time he got up there.

Not having anything better to do, he figured he’d give it a shot. What’s the worst that could happen? He’d take a trip down the stairs? Maybe it would knock some sense into him. Lord knows he needed it.

Ten painfully long minutes later, – hell, it could’ve been an hour, Gage had no idea – the steel doors were closing behind him, and he was stumbling down the dimly lit hallway, using the wall to assist. Yup, the world was spinning like a top on steroids. It seemed fitting. Everything else was out of control at this point, why not his ability to maneuver on solid ground.

When he rounded the corner, keeping the hallway from turning sideways by leaning his cheek against the wall, Gage noticed three people heading toward him. From this distance and from the booze fogging his eyes, the only thing he could make out was something long and red, and he was transfixed on the sight.

Moving along the wall, doing his best not to spill what was left of his drink… Ok, no need to worry about the drink, he thought as he downed the rest in one gulp before setting the glass on the floor at his feet.

Fuck. Mistake.

When the hallway turned abruptly, Gage dropped to his knees, his legs suddenly too weak to support him. He only hoped the people down the hall paid him no mind. If he could just make it to…

Shit, where the hell had he been going in the first damn place?

Ok, so maybe he could sit here for a few minutes, let the tilt-a-whirl slow down first. He’d have a better chance of making it back to his feet that way.

“Gage?”

The deep, booming voice was achingly familiar, but Gage couldn’t place it. Maybe his dreams. Yes, he’d heard the voice in his dreams.

He glanced up at the form in front of him and smiled. He didn’t know why he was smiling, but he couldn’t seem to help himself.

“Get up,” the voice demanded.

“Yeah, that ain’t happenin’,” he slurred. Shit, his lips were numb too. If only the rest of him would follow suit, he’d be in business.

A strong hand gripped his bicep and pulled, easily lifting him from the floor. Gage had to work to get his feet under him, but somehow he managed.

“Fuck.”

Yeah, Gage was thinking the exact same thing as he tipped sideways, the floor suddenly coming up to high five his face much faster than he anticipated.

♂♂

Travis managed to catch Gage’s dead weight milliseconds before he face planted on the tile floor. Every muscle in his body screamed as he tried to hold him up and then suddenly he had help, the heavy weight lightening considerably.

Tag had come to assist, steadying Gage’s lax form and helping Travis maneuver him down the hall. After fishing the keys to his apartment from his pocket, Travis and Tag eased Gage inside before depositing him on the couch.

“Looks like tonight’s off, huh?” Tag questioned, but to Travis’ surprise the man didn’t sound disappointed.

Travis nodded, his eyes glued to the man passed out cold on his couch. He wasn’t leaving Gage, so yeah, the night was pretty well shot to hell.

“I’ll let McKenna know,” Tag said as he was shutting the door behind him.

“Mother fucker. What the hell have you done?” Travis kept his voice low, but part of him wished Gage could hear him and would wake up so they could hash this out the way he’d imagined it.

And he wasn’t thinking about pummeling Gage into the ground any longer.

He settled for sitting on the edge of the coffee table and staring at Gage as the man gave himself over to alcohol induced dreams. He didn’t envy him. Gage would certainly be hating himself in the morning. Although, Travis was pretty sure, based on how intoxicated Gage was, he’d been battling his own inner demons for a little while and probably wouldn’t feel much worse than he had already.

Why Travis sympathized with him, he had no idea.

He should hate Gage for what he did. He wasn’t happy, that was a given, but looking at the man now, his body relaxed, his dark eyelashes fanning out over rugged cheekbones, he felt something else. What, he didn’t know. It wasn’t like he could put names to his emotions considering he’d spent the better part of his adult life running from exactly that same thing.

But, for some reason, despite the hell he’d put himself through for so long, seeing Gage threatened something inside of him. Something he wasn’t ready to let go of. The same reaction he’d had to him each time their lips had touched, no matter how briefly.

Travis didn’t care that they knew so little about each other, or that Gage seemed compelled to keep himself unavailable by engaging in threesomes with Kaleb and Zoey. There was still a connection there, something that Travis found himself drawn to. He wanted to experiment, to see if what he felt wasn’t just a figment of his imagination or a reckless attempt to satisfy the part of himself he felt would never be satisfied.

It wasn’t that he wanted to care about anyone, especially a man he had such a prominent physical attraction to, but ever since the first time they kissed in the Walker Demo office, Travis found himself thinking about Gage more and more often. He wondered where he was, what he was doing, who he was doing it with. And ever since Gage pulled Kylie into his life, he wondered whether there was a reason. As though he’d been running from this his whole life, and suddenly he was full circle. Right back where he started from.

Kylie had been the beginning, and now she was front and center in his life once more, although she didn’t actually know that yet. Suddenly, all of those thoughts about Kylie and Gage seemed as though they were real. Almost as though the path he’d been on all these years was finally rounding the curve and he was about to find himself knee deep in exactly what he’d spent most of his life searching for.

Was that the plan? Did all of this happen for a reason? Were the three of them supposed to cross paths like this? Shit. Travis did not want to get his hopes up, but he couldn’t help but wonder if everything was finally working itself out.

Only he didn’t think the two people involved would give a shit about what he wanted one way or the other.

Leaning forward, Travis brushed Gage’s hair back from his face gently. It was a move he didn’t think himself capable of, but he didn’t want to pull back either. “Damn you, Gage,” Travis whispered. “What the hell have I got myself into?”

“Travis?” Gage’s slurred, barely discernable voice drifted up from the couch, and Travis held his breath. Did he know where he was?

“You said it would happen again,” Gage continued to mutter, his words running together but still clear. “You fucking promised.”

Yes, it’s exactly what he’d told Gage several months before. If he’d had his way, things would’ve progressed a lot further before now. Only Travis hadn’t been able to get in touch with Gage. No matter how hard he tried. Not that Gage would ever believe him. Travis got the impression Gage didn’t think highly of him.

Convincing Gage would be harder than he thought. He just wondered whether he had the guts to pursue him.

Full circle. The words echoed in the back of his mind.

Travis closed his eyes, slid the backs of his fingers down Gage’s cheek before pulling his hand away and sighing.

Chapter Five

♀♂

Kylie placed the lid back on her nail polish as she admired her bright teal blue toenails. Half an hour ago, blue had seemed like the perfect color to help boost her mood. Heaven knew she needed it. Had she given in to the anger and frustration that had been boiling in her blood, she’d have gone with red. Luckily, she was more optimistic than that and was hoping this would liven her spirits.

Optimism. Funny how she was once again forcing herself to ignore the dark, turbulent emotions curling in her chest and rather focusing on what tomorrow would bring. Without a plan, she still wasn’t quite sure what that was going to be though.

Sitting on the front porch swing, painting her toenails and drinking iced tea seemed like the perfect way to pass a Friday afternoon. It wasn’t like she had anything pressing to do, considering she’d pretty much pushed every other job offer out when she originally agreed to do Gage’s renovation.

Bastard.

Kylie’s phone rang, startling her from her wandering thoughts. Glancing down at the caller id, she noticed it wasn’t the same number she’d been ignoring for the last couple of weeks. No, this time the caller was her sister and a genuine smile tipped her lips as she hit the talk button and held the phone to her ear.

“Hey, Jess,” she answered.

“Kylie! Oh my God! I can’t believe you answered the phone.”

Kylie giggled at her sister’s dramatic response. “Why wouldn’t I answer?”

“Well, let’s see. I tried calling you last week, no answer. I tried calling on Tuesday and again on Wednesday this week, nothing. Where’ve you been?”

“Right here,” she answered. Yes, there had been a few days she had ignored all calls that came in, so it was likely that she’d missed Jessie’s calls as well. Oops.

“Where’s here?” her sister asked.

“At home. Why?”

“No reason.”

Right. As if Jessie would ask if she didn’t need something. Since Kylie was just as protective of her baby sister as their father was, she immediately wondered if everything was all right. “You ok?”

“Peachy,” Jessie answered, sounding definitely not peachy.

“Where are you?” It was Kylie’s turn to question whereabouts.

“I’m at home,” she said softly. “But Dad’s not home. He’s been working a lot these days, and I don’t want to stay with Melissa so would you mind if I come visit?”

Kylie knew that Jessie had a hard time interacting with their father’s latest girlfriend even though they lived under the same roof. As far as Kylie was concerned, Melissa was a keeper and as long as she made Joe happy, she hoped he would eventually settle down for good with this one. But Jessie wasn’t keen on the idea of sharing their father’s love with anyone else, especially another girlfriend.

“You can come down.” Kylie loved when her sister visited. They didn’t get to spend nearly enough time together as it was.

With Jessie finishing up her last year of college, working for some big technology company in Dallas, she knew she had to jump at every available opportunity because her sister was a busy woman. Unless Jessie decided to move south, which Kylie didn’t see happening anytime soon, she wasn’t going to get to spend much time with her in the near future.

“Are you serious?” Jessie sounded relieved and quite sad all at the same time.

“Of course I am,” Kylie replied. “When are you coming?”

“I’ve got a week of vacation, and I sure could use some time away. So, if it’s cool with you, I’ll see you the first week of June?”

“Wow, I thought you meant soon. That’s a ways away.”

“I know, but I’ve got to wrap up a couple of things before I take off. I’ve got the time scheduled.”

“Well, you know you’re welcome anytime. I can’t wait to see you, Jess.”

“Thanks, Ky.”

“Sure thing, sweetie. Call me when you’re on your way down so I know to expect you.”

With that, Kylie hung up from her sister, setting her cell phone on the seat beside her and once again staring down at her toes. She grabbed the bottle of clear polish and gave each toe a once over as she replayed the conversation with her sister over again.

Why had she sounded so sad? Surely it wasn’t because Joe was gone because he was an airline pilot, it’s what he did. He was gone more than he was home, and this wouldn’t have been the first time Jessie was home alone with Melissa. The woman had lived with Kylie’s father for the better part of the last six months. Wait, no. Make that a year. Wow. They’d been living together for almost a year now. That had to be some sort of record for her dad – at least since Kylie’s mom left.

“You look like a country song.”

The deep tenor of that particular voice got her back up as soon as she recognized it, and Kylie looked up to see the voice’s owner walking up the path to her front porch. Or did they consider that swaggering? Either way, she didn’t want to keep looking at the way the man rocked a pair of jeans and boots. She was supposed to be pissed off at him.

It was a true testament to how far lost she was to her own thoughts that she hadn’t even heard his truck pull up. Kylie considered questioning why he was there, but then thought better of it. She had absolutely no desire to talk to him. Not today, not tomorrow. Not ever. So it didn’t matter what prompted him to waltz back up to her doorstep. In a minute, he was going to get up close and personal with her front door.

Glancing down at her toes to see if they were dry enough to allow her to walk without ruining what she’d spent the last thirty minutes on, Kylie knew she was going to take a chance if she did. Damn that man.

Why did he have to show up and ruin a perfectly good pedicure?

Daring to look up at Gage, Kylie met his penetrating gaze and refused to look away although the ache in her heart throbbed anew. “Why are you here?”

“To talk?”

“I’m pretty sure your actions speak louder than your words, Mr. Matthews. I have nothing more to say to you.”

One would’ve thought that her anger would have subsided because she’d had two and a half weeks to cool off. And that was after the solid week she’d spent taking her anger out on the cabinet she’d been restoring in her spare time. Needless to say, the cabinet wasn’t being restored anymore – it was now in pieces. On the floor of her garage.

But, remembering the incident and now seeing the man who was personally responsible for turning her world upside down only intensified the deep, black rage she’d been consumed with.

For a solid decade, Kylie had worked to banish all thoughts of Travis Walker from her heart and her mind, and for the last half, she had to think she’d done fairly well. In fact, even the worst of her lonely nights had been getting better. However, rather than the memories living in that tiny box collecting dust in the far recesses of her brain, Travis was now front and center in her mind. Seeing him, even briefly, caused her heart to ache all over again.

Based on his reaction to seeing her, Kylie was sure Travis hadn’t been through the traumatizing hell that she had when he walked out of her life without looking back. It hadn’t been as easy for her to get over him as it apparently was for him to get over her. That knowledge didn’t make the ache ease.

Knowing her mental health was on the line, Kylie had given herself over to the heartache that returned full force for the first few days after the debacle in Coyote Ridge. She had screamed and cried and stomped through the house, refusing to give in to the sadness, but rather embracing the anger. Seeing Travis face to face, she felt as though not a single day had passed, and walking away from him again without so much as two words between them was just as devastating as the last time. The only difference… she was the one doing the walking this time.

Ten years ago, she might’ve worried that her heart was too fragile to handle that sort of trauma. However, somewhere along the way, the scar tissue had hardened, encasing all of the scattered pieces and making her whole again. Maybe not entirely, but considerably better off than before.

That didn’t mean seeing him was easy. Far from it.

Travis looked the same, only a decade older, and as much as she didn’t want to admit it, the years had been kind to him. The only difference she had noted was that she didn’t witness the quick, easy going smile she remembered. Even without that seductive tilt of his lips and crinkle at the corner of his eyes, he was just as freakishly handsome as she remembered. Probably more so.

There had been a guardian angel present that day though. His name was Beau Bennett.

Gage was the one to drop her in the middle of hell, but Beau – a close friend of Travis’ brother from what he told her – had insisted on getting her out of there. He seemed just as angry on her behalf, and that had helped ease some of the pain for the interminably long drive back to her house in Killeen.

Beau was cute and surprisingly funny, and she got the impression he was trying to make her smile. Refusing to let anyone else see her fall apart, Kylie had pasted on a smile, laughed when appropriate and tried to enjoy herself because she had known even then that it was only a matter of time.

It was after he dropped her at the house, insisting on walking her to her door, that all of the memories from so long ago came flooding back in a rush. Wave upon wave of anger and pain had battered her, knocking her down and dragging her under until she wasn’t sure she could breathe anymore.

Still, nearly three weeks later, the lingering effects of the stunt Gage had pulled still irked her. Sort of like a month long hangover and no amount of aspirin was going to help it either.

But now, seeing him standing on the bottom step of her front porch, she was reminded of exactly who had brought the long buried misery to her doorstep all these years later. So if he was here to talk, she was pretty sure she couldn’t emotionally handle any more conversations with him.

“I’m sorry,” Gage said, his tone reflecting what sounded like remorse.

Sorry? His timing sucked.

“I bet,” Kylie retorted snidely. It was a little late to apologize in her opinion.

“Kylie, I really am sorry –”

Kylie was pretty sure he could stand there all day and say the words, and she still wouldn’t feel a thing for this man. The outer layer of ice that had formed around her heart and her soul was ten inches thick at this point. As far as she was concerned, he could go to –

Wait. Actually, she did have one question...

“Why’d you do it?”

The question had burned on the tip of her tongue ever since she climbed into Beau Bennett’s kickass truck and listened to Florida Georgia Line stomp out a cool country beat on the way home.

“Do what?”

Lord, please grant me patience. Please don’t let me lose it right here on this man.

“Seriously, Gage? You show up at my house, telling me you want to talk and you ask me that?” Kylie stared up at him, anger and frustration flowing like a raging river threatening to spill over its banks.

She wasn’t sure she’d felt this much resentment for one person in all of her life. Not even Travis after he walked out with the flimsiest of breakup excuses she’d ever had the pleasure of receiving. At least he hadn’t been dishonest about it. She might not have liked that he did walk away, but he had the decency to tell her, rather than blindsiding her the way Gage had.

Propping himself on the railing that outlined her porch, Gage sat at an angle, his hands resting on one leg as he stared out at the yard, or maybe something beyond that only he could see, Kylie wasn’t sure.

She wasn’t going to prompt him to talk. If he had something to say, she was sure he would say it. Glancing down at her toes she figured he had about three minutes tops and then she was going back in the house and calling it a night. She didn’t care if it was – Kylie thumbed her phone to remove the screen saver – three o’clock in the afternoon.

“I like you,” he said, his voice almost too low to hear.

Wow. Was he kidding?

“You’ve got a funny way of showing it.” Kylie didn’t know what else to say to that. She wasn’t even sure how to interpret that statement.

They’d known each other for two months before he brought her peaceful little world crashing in on her, and honestly, she had thought they were getting along nicely. They’d gone to dinner a few times, shared some laughs, and even a few kisses that had turned her knees into Play-Doh. But none of that mattered much when the person you trusted throws a curveball at you… And aims straight for your face.

When the silence got to be too much, Kylie picked up her iced tea and her nail polish and stood to go inside. She didn’t have the restraint to sit out here and wait for him to talk. As far as she was concerned, Gage couldn’t say anything to right the wrong as it was. There was no reason to listen to him try.

“Well, I’ve got things to do, so you’re welcome to go try to sell sorry somewhere else,” Kylie said through clenched teeth as she moved to the door.

Just before she reached the knob on the screen door, Gage’s strong fingers wrapped around her arm and damn it all to hell, the heat in his touch was like an electric current plugged directly into her vein. On instinct, she jerked away from him and whirled around until they were face to face, spilling tea down the front of her shirt in the process, but she ignored it.

With as much of a glare as she could muster, Kylie met Gage’s knowing brown eyes.

“I shouldn’t have done it, Kylie. I know that now. I wish I had known it then.”

“You can honestly stand there and tell me that you had no idea that what you were doing was wrong on so many levels? I’m not even sure you are who you say you are. Hell, maybe your name isn’t really Gage Matthews.”

“It’s actually Jason.”

Kylie jerked, her attention focused directly on his face. “You lied to me about your name?”

“My full name is Jason Gage Matthews. I go by Gage.”

“Is your birthday June twenty fourth?” Kylie had no idea why she asked that, but she knew she’d eventually catch him in another lie.

“Yes. Born in nineteen eighty.”

Kylie stared up at him, letting the memories of their conversations flood her. Based on the stories he told, he was a police officer and had gone to the academy fresh out of high school. His parents died when he was a teenager.

“How did your parents die?” she questioned him and the instant the faint sadness clouded his eyes, she regretted the question.

“They died in a car crash,” he said, his voice low and full of pain. “I was fourteen years old. They were coming back from one of my dad’s business trips in Houston. He fell asleep behind the wheel.”

Kylie felt like a complete and total jerk. That’s the same story he’d told her the first time, and just like then, her heart broke for the little boy who lost his parents so tragically.

“My grandparents took me in, raised me until I graduated from high school. I went to the police academy as soon as they’d let me in. I’ve been undercover for the last few years, working on various task forces. Would you like me to give you a phone number so you can verify that?” Gage grabbed the back of his neck with both hands and turned away from her, pacing several feet away and then back.

Kylie forced herself to keep her composure. She had every right to question him. He’d obviously had ulterior motives when he showed up at her doorstep. She didn’t trust him. She had no reason to.

“You lied about who you were and why you were here, Gage.”

“Not true.”

When he took a step closer, she took one step back. Her butt hit the screen door, and she realized she had nowhere to go. This wasn’t going to go well, she could feel it. Even as angry as she was, the pained look in his eyes still managed to steal an ounce of her resistance. “No?” It was the only word she could come up with.

“No. I hired you to renovate my house.”

“Is that right? So you’re telling me that it was just a coincidence that we both happen to know Travis Walker?” The cold chill of the tea against her skin wasn’t doing a damn thing to lessen the sweltering heat of anger forming on her insides. Heat infused her face as the anger bubbled hotter, threatening to overflow and cause a scorching stain on the wood at her feet.

“How do you know Travis anyway? It’s obvious the two of you are friends. Or were anyway,” she said, forcing the angry tears to stay locked up behind her eyes. She could not afford for this man to see her cry. He wouldn’t understand that they weren’t sad tears.

“We’re not friends,” Gage answered quickly.

“Not friends. So what? Family?”

“No,” Gage said sadly, thrusting his hands through his hair as he turned away from her. “I’ve known him most of my life.”

“But you’re not friends? Jeezus, Gage, could you just answer the damn question?” Kylie was hovering on the edge of murderous rage, the thoughts from that day flooding back as Gage seemingly tried to explain in as few words as possible how this had all come about.

“His brother is one of my friends,” Gage answered, turning back toward her and locking her in place with his dark brown eyes. “What about you, Kylie? What happened between you and Travis?” he asked, resuming his place in front of her so that she was once again trapped between his towering frame and the screen door. His nearness caused Kylie to lose her train of thought.

“What?” He was not the one who should be asking questions here. As far as she was concerned, Gage Matthews should be groveling at her feet after what he did.

“What happened? The two of you are still married. Why is that?”

“It’s none of your damn business,” she argued, seriously tempted to launch what was left of the iced tea right in his face. Twisting out from between him and the door, Kylie managed to escape inside. She didn’t have time to shut the door before Gage was right behind her.

“Damn it, Kylie. Talk to me.” Gage’s tone was sharp, and it only pissed her off more.

Kylie snapped.

Turning to face him, she gave in to the urge and threw the rest of the tea right in his too handsome face, small chips of ice and amber liquid raining down on him while her body vibrated with the strength of her rage. If she had expected satisfaction from such a juvenile act, well, she got it. The stunned look on Gage’s face made her heart flutter wildly, but she wasn’t even close to being able to smile.

She felt her face heat further, knew she was about to scream. “Fuck you, Gage. I don’t owe you a damn thing. If you want the story, why don’t you talk to Travis? You obviously know him much better than I do. And I have nothing left to say to either one of you.”

Doing her best not to throw the glass at him as well, Kylie turned abruptly, heading to the kitchen before slamming her glass and the bottle of nail polish on the granite countertop before taking a deep breath. She was lucky neither shattered beneath the jarring impact. Her hands were shaking, her breaths were ragged and uneven and those damn tears she had fought to hold in had spilled free, running down her face.

The next thing Kylie knew, she was being pulled around, her body coming up flush against Gage’s hard chest seconds before he crushed his mouth to hers. Her brain told her to fight him off, to push him away because she didn’t want this, but her traitorous body ached in violent need of what he was offering.

Wet shirt met wet shirt, hot skin melded together as the desperation won out, both of them eagerly seeking what the other was suddenly giving. Kylie thrust her fingers in Gage’s soft hair, knocking his Stetson off in the process as she held him close, their tongues licking and tasting.

So good. Jeezus, the man could kiss. Hot, sensual. There was a thesaurus full of adjectives that came to mind describing how incredible Gage’s mouth felt against hers, but she pushed all thought from her brain. For nearly three weeks she’d been ruled by emotion and right now, Kylie was going to be led by sensation.

Nothing more, nothing less.

When all was said and done, she was still kicking him to the curb.

Chapter Six

♂♀

It was a damn good thing Gage had waited until the massive hangover from three days earlier had subsided. He wasn’t sure he could’ve faced this angry side of Kylie without firing on all cylinders.

And right now, with her molded against his body, Gage couldn’t have let her go if she insisted. The way Kylie’s mouth fused to his, her small fingers latching into his hair, sending sparks of pleasure/pain trickling along his spine, he wasn’t sure he’d ever be able to let her go.

The soft, rounded curves of her breasts were crushed to his chest, and he had the sudden urge to lick them, to taste her sweet skin. When her fingers released his hair, Gage continued to palm the back of her head, holding her close. He damn near sighed in relief when she yanked his shirt up and over his abs, forcing him to release her mouth so she could rid him of the clammy cotton. Once he was shirtless, Gage didn’t hesitate before pulling her against him once again, one hand cupping her ass, the other her head as he bent his legs, aligning them perfectly so he could grind his erection against that sweet spot between her thighs.

Later, much, much later, Gage would replay what had happened to try and understand how they got to this point, but for now, he wasn’t going to over think it. He needed this woman more than he needed to breathe. Air was suddenly an extraneous element that meant little without this woman’s taste flooding his tongue.

Kylie managed to remove her shirt, barely breaking their kiss in the process and Gage growled, a feral sound that reverberated up from his chest, when his bare skin met hers. Hard against soft.

Attempting to keep them both upright, Gage maneuvered them against the kitchen wall, his much bigger body crowding her until she couldn’t do anything more than wrap her arms around him.

When she bit his lip then licked the sting as she clawed his shoulders with her sharp little nails, Gage damn near forgot what he was doing. There wasn’t an ounce of gentle in her movements, and he wasn’t sure he’d survive if this headed that direction anyway. He wanted to devour her. Right here in her kitchen.

“Touch me,” Kylie insisted, her lips brushing against his mouth as she spoke.

Gage was so damned surprised, he couldn’t even question her. He wanted her to keep talking, to tell him exactly what she needed but he couldn’t get words to form. He unclipped her bra, roughly dragging the silky white lace down her arms until it fluttered to the floor. Gripping her beautiful tits with both hands, Gage pressed his mouth back to hers, wanting to taste her desire, to inhale the need he could sense building.

Kylie broke the kiss, tossing her head back as she moaned. “Mouth. On me. Now.”

Cupping one breast in his hand, Gage hefted the glorious weight in his palm as he leaned in and sucked the pebbled tip deep into his mouth, firmly stroking her nipple with his tongue while squeezing the other between his finger and thumb, the heavenly taste of her skin making him light headed.

Lord! He wasn’t sure he was going to make it through this in one piece. This woman was a firecracker, the fuse lit and ready to go off at any second. Her assertion was erotic as hell, something he wouldn’t have ever expected from her.

Kylie gripped his forearm, dragging his hand down between her legs, letting him know without words exactly what she expected.

“Fuck, baby,” Gage groaned. “You’ve got too many clothes on.”

“Take them off,” Kylie moaned, quickly unbuttoning her shorts while he continued to lave her nipple, biting it firmly as she cried out.

Gage had to pull away and drop to his knees in order to get the rest of her clothes off of her, but once he was there, he knew heaven awaited him. Lifting her leg, he propped it on his shoulder before burying his tongue between her slick folds. Kylie’s sudden shudder, followed by a lascivious scream told him he’d hit the spot. Her fingers once again gripped his hair even harder than before as she held his mouth right where she seemed to need him. Right where he wanted to be.

Using his tongue, Gage circled her clit, licking, sucking, before sliding one finger inside of her. Her soft, slick heat coated his finger, making him growl more insistently. Somehow he managed to keep his composure, gliding his finger inside of her, rasping her clit with his tongue. Slowly. Over and over until he felt her legs begin to tremble beneath the sensual onslaught.

He suspected she didn’t want him to go slow, but he damn sure didn’t want to hurt her. It was one thing for her to cause him pain, something else entirely for him to do the same.

“Gage!”

Releasing her clit from between his lips, he glanced up at her, pulling his finger from the hot, wet depths of her pussy before sliding in two. “That’s it, baby. Ride my fingers.”

Kylie began rocking against him, her hips meeting each thrust of his hand and Gage felt the insistent throb of his cock begging for release.

“Oh, yes! Yes! Please!”

Gage wasn’t sure what she was asking for, and for a moment, he wasn’t even sure she was talking to him, but then her body stilled, her legs shaking as her release gripped her. With her head thrown back, her beautiful curves on full display, Gage knew he’d never seen anything as fucking hot as Kylie when she came apart.

Reality hadn’t quite sunk in, but it was hovering right on the forefront of his mind when he pushed to his feet slowly. He wasn’t sure what had happened or how they got to that point, but he was suddenly scared as hell that she was going to realize what she’d done.

What happened next stunned him damn near stupid. Kylie lifted her head, baby blue eyes swirling with hunger meeting his gaze before she took a step closer, her fingers rapidly working the button on his jeans before pushing none too gently until his cock sprang free, standing tall and proud and begging for attention.

“Kylie,” Gage whispered her name, emotion clogging his throat because he knew as soon as she did what she was about to do, there’d be no turning back for him. As much as he wanted to be the playboy extraordinaire, he wasn’t.

He was going to fall head first, and he feared she didn’t intend to be there to catch him.

“Fuck!” Gage stumbled back a step, gripping the granite top on the island as Kylie took his cock deep in her mouth before she’d even made it to her knees.

Without thinking, he slid one hand into her silky hair, holding her steady as he thrust in and out of her mouth, the pink tip of her tongue darting out to lave the engorged head before every down stroke. Good Lord, the woman was going to drive him out of his mind.

It didn’t take long for Gage to realize she had very little experience with blow jobs, but her innocence only spurred him on more. Made him want to savor the delicate rasp of her tongue against his brutally sensitive flesh. He kept his eyes locked on her, watching her mouth as she took him deep until he couldn’t hold on any longer.

“Kylie. Baby. I’m not going to be able to stop,” Gage rambled. “You keep doing that, and I’m going to come in your mouth. Baby. Fuck!”

Gage’s hips took on a rhythm of their own as he tightened his fingers in her hair only slightly, trying not to make her gag as he barely restrained himself from driving his cock deeper into her welcoming mouth. When she wrapped both hands around the base of his dick, Gage knew he was done for.

“Kylie. Last warning, baby. Oh, fuck!”

Gage lost it. His body erupted as Kylie proceeded to suck him dry and leave him boneless. Lowering himself to the floor without an ounce of grace because his jeans were still wrapped around his ankles, Gage laid on his back on the cold tile floor, closing his eyes as he fought to breathe.

He was right.

Head. First.

That’s exactly where he landed.

Chapter Seven

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Kylie was still shaking from the adrenaline rush that had roared like lava through her bloodstream since the second her lips touched Gage’s. What just happened between them was a long time coming, and despite her anger, she couldn’t bring herself to regret one second of it. Well, maybe that was a little lie. She was suddenly wishing it wasn’t over. Just the thought of having him inside her body made her wet. Again.

And she kept that thought in mind because she absolutely refused to feel anything else.

“Kylie,” Gage began, but Kylie cut him off as she stood, grabbing her clothes along the way.

“Don’t ruin it with words, Gage,” she said over her shoulder as she strolled naked out of her kitchen. She tried for indifference, wanting him to believe she hadn’t felt anything outside of intense physical pleasure. Never would he know that at a moment in time, her heart had screamed for him, begged and pleaded for him to give her any indication that what they’d indulged in had meant something more to him too.

No such luck. Sure, she’d made him come, but aside from the brilliant flecks of gold lit like fire from his desire, she’d seen nothing else in his eyes.

She fought the need to cover herself, to hide from him because she wanted to appear unaffected as she gave him her back.

Little did Gage know, but she hadn’t done anything like that, well, probably ever. No, she wasn’t a virgin – Travis made sure of that – and she hadn’t been celibate for the last ten years either, but her experience was admittedly limited. Having had only three sexual partners in her entire life, Travis included, Kylie knew she wasn’t as adept at pleasing a man as Gage was probably used to.

She didn’t stop walking until she made it to her bedroom, shutting the door behind her with a gentle click. She didn’t twist the lock because she didn’t expect Gage to follow her anyway. After all, the man had gotten what he came for. She was a conquest for him to dangle in front of Travis for whatever reason.

The thought made her stomach churn and her heart to ache just a teeny tiny bit. If an ache the size of Mount Everest could be considered teeny tiny.

Forcing her weary body to keep going, she headed to the bed. When her knees hit the mattress, she turned and flopped down on her butt, holding her rumpled clothing against her nakedness. She wasn’t sure how long she sat there like that, but she didn’t move until the bedroom door opened and in walked Gage.

Unwilling to look him in the eye, she continued staring at the floor before speaking. “You’re free to go. I’m not the cuddling type, so I don’t need you to hang around.” God, she hoped her voice sounded as stern as she’d meant it to.

Gage didn’t respond, but she felt his eyes on her. When his boots moved into her field of vision, she felt the heat from his body against her skin even with a foot or so between them.

The clothes she held protectively against her breasts were pulled from her hand as Gage moved in front of her, lowering himself to his knees until they were almost face to face. Kylie fully expected him to apologize or say something that would somehow make sense of what they just did. He didn’t.

Gage cupped her face in his big hands and tilted her head up so she met his eyes. What she saw there mirrored what she felt on the inside. Confusion. Desire. Need. It was a churning sea of tumultuous emotions that had led to the sexiest thing she could’ve imagined. They hadn’t had actual intercourse, but aside from her body yearning to know what it would be like to have him inside of her, she wouldn’t have known it. Her mind was awhirl with thoughts that she knew were better left alone.

“Lie back,” Gage instructed and Kylie stiffened. What was he doing?

“Gage, I think you should go,” she forced the words past trembling lips.

“Not a chance,” he whispered and Kylie’s heart danced at the thought of him staying. For some reason, she expected him to run out the door as quickly as he’d come in.

That wasn’t what was happening.

“Lie back,” he repeated gently and Kylie slowly leaned back onto her elbows, as he crawled closer, spreading her thighs as he did. Watching him as he knelt between her legs was so damn hot, she fully expected her comforter to catch fire.

“I need to taste you again. Your pussy’s the sweetest thing I’ve ever had on my tongue.”

Chills ran over her skin, making her shiver as the words sank in. This was entirely foreign to Kylie. Aside from the exceptional sex she’d encountered with Travis back when she was too young to appreciate all that he’d made her feel, Kylie had only ever known plain vanilla. Her past sexual relationships had been boring at best, and she’d thought it was her fault.

Gage lowered his head, his fingers separating the folds of her sex as the warmth of his breath tickled the heated flesh. Another shiver raced through her as his mouth hovered just out of reach, teasing her with every breath he took.

Kylie was focused on him, the way he stared up at her, his eyes meeting hers as he slid his tongue slowly through her slit, gently lapping at her until she was ready to beg him to finish her off. Just when she thought he was going to let her come, he stopped. Realizing that she’d closed her eyes, Kylie opened them, only to see another expression on Gage’s face that she hadn’t expected. There was no grin, no arrogant, cocky smirk to show her that he knew just what he did to her.

She didn’t look away as he stood, toeing off his boots and then removing his jeans. He continued to watch her, and Kylie got the impression he was waiting for her to send him away. It wasn’t that she didn’t know right from wrong – and this was so very wrong in more ways than one – but she wasn’t willing to let him walk out that door just yet.

Kylie knew without a doubt that this was nothing more than pleasure brought on by heightened emotions that neither of them could control. And she was ok with that.

Liar.

When Gage retrieved a condom from his wallet before tossing the leather billfold onto the floor with the rest of their discarded clothes, Kylie held her breath. She watched as he sheathed his long, heavy erection with slow, practiced movements.

The intensity was still just as significant, however, the level had reduced tenfold, taking on a sweeter, gentler feel. They knew what was to come. And if Kylie was right, sex with Gage was going to blow her mind and ruin her forever, but she couldn’t seem to make him go away. Her heart had waged an all-out war with her common sense and had won by a mile.

Gage’s warm weight pressed down on her as he knelt on the bed between her thighs. Just when she expected him to thrust inside of her, he surprised her by easing over to his back, pulling her along with him. With their positions reversed, Kylie was left straddling him on her bed. The warm column of his erection pressed between her thighs and she gasped, wanting to feel him inside of her more now than before.

“Please,” Kylie whispered, begging as she met his eyes, watching as he seemed to be thinking this through. She was both nervous and anxious, desperately hoping she didn’t ruin this for him. Or her.

“I’m right here, Kylie. Right here.” Gage’s words were like a flame to the kindling that was still smoldering deep in her core. The tenor of his voice was pitched low, the rhythmic cadence both soothing and tender. For a second, she was at a loss, the battle with her emotions waning fast.

With unsure movements, Kylie adjusted their positions until she had the head of his penis pressing against her entrance. He was huge, and she wasn’t sure she’d be able to take him inside of her completely, but she was certainly going to try. Lowering herself gently, Kylie took Gage inside of her, inch by inch. The expression on his face was one of wonder and pain.

“God, baby. You’re so tight.” The rough gravel of his tone eased her fears, letting her know he was right there with her.

Kylie had to ease down onto him slowly, his unyielding erection penetrating her, stretching her even more as her body fought to adjust to his size.

“Come here.”

Kylie leaned forward, letting Gage wrap his muscled arms around her as she pressed her hands flat against his chiseled chest. She didn’t take her eyes off of his face as she let the warmth of him consume her. She was quickly losing herself to this man, unsure how she ever thought she could keep this about pleasure and nothing more.

“Kiss me,” he told her.

Kylie did as he asked, pressing her lips to his, tasting herself as she licked the outer swell of his bottom lip repeatedly. She was so engrossed in tasting him, teasing him with her tongue that she barely registered when he was fully inside of her.

Gage, although filling her perfectly, didn’t try to move and he didn’t rush her, so Kylie took it slow, trying to burn this moment into her memory because this would be the first and last time she offered herself up to this man. Despite her confused state at the moment, she knew she would come to her senses at some point. Although she feared it was going to be too late by then. Hell, it was probably too late already.

As their tongues slid over one another, Kylie began to move, lifting and lowering her hips, keeping a steady, gentle pace as she took him even deeper, nerve endings she didn’t know she had begging for attention, urging her to increase the friction, basking in glorious sensation. She desperately tried for slow, but it became too much as her body struggled, reaching for a release she felt looming over her.

Gage gripped her hips, lifting her gently as he began thrusting up inside of her, going deeper than she thought possible, hitting that sweet spot that ignited the tingles in her core. Her orgasm consumed her, and she couldn’t even cry out because her body was so overwhelmed by the sensation, the only thing she could do was feel.

Gage’s body tensed, his chest muscles flexing beneath her hands, his hips pushing up off the bed as he too gave himself over to his release as silently as she had, the only sound was the rough, strangled growl that sounded as though he were trying to keep it inside.

Yep, there was absolutely no doubt about it. Kylie was officially ruined.

Chapter Eight

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Gage held Kylie against him, staring up at the ceiling a short while after he went and did the unthinkable. Making love to Kylie, watching as she rode him with a leisurely passion had moved him in ways he wasn’t sure he had ever felt before.

With his arms wrapped around her, he didn’t think she was asleep, but she was breathing slow and steady, her head perched on his shoulder, one arm draped across his chest. He wished she’d touch him, maybe run circles over his chest, use her fingernails to scrape sensually over his skin. Anything to let him know she was awake and not envisioning a hundred different ways to castrate him.

Coming over here earlier, Gage had expected a number of things to happen, conjured up a series of scenarios in his head. The two of them ending up naked in her bed wasn’t one of them, although he was ready for a repeat whenever she was.

He didn’t think that was going to happen.

Kylie shifted, but before she could pull away, Gage held her closer, refusing to let go just yet. He knew it was coming and knew she was going to send him packing. Not that he could blame her. After what he did, he was surprised she hadn’t called the cops when he made his way through her front door earlier.

The cold chill of the iced tea had been a nice touch though, he had to admit. He’d seen the desperate swirls of anger churning in her beautiful blue eyes and had suspected it was coming. He deserved much worse than that, he knew. It wasn’t like he didn’t expect her to be riled up the moment she saw his face. Hell, he wouldn’t have blamed her if she had hauled off and slapped him halfway across Texas. It wasn’t like she’d be able to make him feel any lower than he did right then and there.

Even now. As he reveled in the memory of what it felt like to slide deep into her warmth, to get lost in the wonder of having her wrapped around him, her pussy milking him until he barely knew his own name. It was payback of the worst kind. Gage wasn’t going to walk away from her unscathed. He wondered if she knew that.

As he held her soft, pliant body against his, he tried to remember why he’d come up with the plan to hurt Travis in the first place. Not only did he hurt her, he also got all of the Walker clan riled up, including Kaleb – who wasn’t speaking to him at the moment. Not that he could blame him either.

What made it even worse was that not even for one fraction of a second did Gage feel as though vindication was served. No. He felt exactly the opposite, in fact. Between the hurt and anger he saw on Kylie’s pretty face and the storm clouds that brewed in Travis’ penetrating gaze, Gage had felt lower than low.

Hoping that everyone would have some time to cool off, Gage had taken off for a little while. Well, that was partly true. His disappearance was a little more selfish than that, but he hadn’t known what to do with himself. He could’ve added the anger and resentment that both Travis and Kylie felt for him, multiplied it by infinity and still not come up with even half of his own self-hatred for what he’d done.

He’d resorted to dousing his pain with alcohol, trying desperately to erase the last few months, praying that he’d wake up from the nightmare to find he hadn’t done the worst possible thing he could think of. At one point, he’d even ended up shit faced drunk, sicker than a dog in an apartment at Club Destiny, and he had no idea how he’d gotten there or who had come to his rescue. The only thing he remembered was seeing Travis’ handsome face somewhere in his drunken stupor, wishing and hoping he’d finally gotten the chance to apologize, to show him just how he felt. But no, that had only been a dream. One that continued to torture him every night since.

That’s when he knew he was going the wrong direction.

Giving himself a couple of days to sober up had been the only solution, and that’s when he decided it was time to make amends. He had so many people to apologize to, but first on his list was Kylie. Not that he expected her to hear him out, much less forgive him, but he had to try. He needed to try and relieve some of the guilt that was weighing on him because if he didn’t, he might just drown himself in a bottle of Jack and call it a day. Hell, he might do that anyway.

Never in his life had Gage intentionally set out to hurt anyone the way he had managed to hurt the angel lying naked beside him. The sweet, little spitfire he’d come to know had evidently disappeared, and in her place was a woman ready to light him up like a bonfire. And she had. In ways he would never forget.

For all the time they’d spent together, getting to know one another, it had all been in vain because even after this, he knew she wasn’t going to give him the time of day. The worst part about it all, he still wanted to get to know her even though he didn’t deserve it.

Every curious bone in his body still wanted to know what happened between her and Travis all those years ago that would send them away from one another, yet never severing that one tie that held them together indefinitely. Even after Beau Bennett had swept Kylie away that day, and Gage had called Travis to the carpet right there in front of all of his brothers, the man hadn’t told him a thing. When his brothers chimed in, trying to get to the bottom of what happened, Travis had closed up altogether and stormed out of Kaleb’s house leaving more questions than answers.

Rather than stay and face the music, which Gage knew he should’ve done, he took the easy way out. That was until his conscience ate at him to the point he thought he would go insane. That and the downward spiral of booze that was getting too far out of control. That’s what led him to Kylie’s front porch, and ultimately to her bed.

Thrusting his free hand through his hair, Gage closed his eyes and took a deep breath. If he weren’t lying down, he’d be pacing back and forth in order to burn off some of the restless energy that still fueled his mind to work overtime. He couldn’t seem to stop thinking about Kylie, or Travis for that matter, but it didn’t seem to matter how many miles he might walk back and forth, he didn’t know how to fix this.

Inhaling sharply, Gage knew he had to face the music once and for all. As much as he wanted to roll over and slide into the heavenly warmth of Kylie’s body again, he suspected that she was already beginning to overthink what had happened between them.

“Will you reconsider restoring my house?” The moment the words were out, he felt Kylie flinch. Damn it. That didn’t come out right. And his timing sucked.

“Is that why you’re here? For my services?” Kylie pulled away, taking the sheet with her and leaving Gage totally exposed – in more ways than one.

Sitting up and twisting to the edge of the mattress, Gage dropped his feet to the floor, his head hanging low. No matter what he said or did, this wasn’t going to turn out well.

“You know that’s not it,” he grumbled, making his way to his feet and retrieving his jeans from the floor before pulling them on.

“No?”

The reverence he thought he’d heard in her voice earlier was no longer there. The sweet, uninhibited woman was long gone, and in her place was the devastated girl who probably couldn’t even see him through the red haze of her own anger.

Deciding to try one last time, Gage grabbed his socks and his boots and sat on the edge of the bed to slip them on as he glanced up at her. “Will you at least take the job?”

“Why would I do that?” she asked.

“Because I want you to.”

“Not good enough.” Kylie turned and stormed out of the room, still clad in only the sheet and Gage gritted his teeth to keep from going after her. Her passion stirred something inside of him, which explained how they ended up ravishing one another in her kitchen earlier.

He gave her a minute before he followed her out of the bedroom, grabbing his shirt from the floor and pulling it on as he went. She was in the kitchen, staring out the window when he made his way behind her. Her narrow shoulders and slender arms were smooth and seemed to beg for his touch, but he knew better. It was all in his mind. She was ready to be rid of him, and he had a feeling that he could drop to his knees and beg for her forgiveness, but she wasn’t going to give in.

“Look, Gage,” Kylie began with a weighted sigh and Gage steeled himself.

Before she could give him the old heave ho, he interrupted her. “Restore my house. I’ll pay whatever you want. Give me another chance.” Ok, so maybe he wasn’t past begging, but he wasn’t going to drop to his knees.

“Look,” Kylie said, sounding serious and so terribly sad. “As much as I’d like to take the job, I can’t.” She followed her statement with another heavy sigh, and Gage waited for her to continue. “Travis and I shared a history together, and I’m not willing to intrude on his space. I wouldn’t want him doing the same to me, which means I won’t be able to work in the same town he lives in.”

Gage understood her reasoning. Really, he did. She just wasn’t telling him what he wanted to hear. “I’ll make sure you and Travis stay far away from each other. Hell, I won’t even tell him you’re there.”

“Right. And after what you did, I should believe you? Not on your life.” Kylie paused, and Gage knew she was gearing up to throw him out on his ass. “I don’t know what your motive is, but I don’t appreciate being used in this vendetta of yours. I saw Travis’ shock just as much as he saw mine. Our past is our past, and I don’t plan to relive it again. Not with him and certainly not with you.”

He couldn’t come up with the words to argue. He wanted to ask her whether what they just did meant anything to her, but he knew better. It had. He’d seen it in the way she regarded him while they made love. He had felt the exact same way. But Kylie was hurt, and he knew she was more stubborn than he gave her credit for.

Gage had fucked up royally. Trust was something that had to be earned and even if he started out at zero originally, he knew he had a long way to climb before she ever even attempted to believe him again, yet he was willing to give it a shot. There was something about this woman. Something about her that would not allow him to walk away, no matter how hard she kicked him toward the curb.

When Kylie turned to walk away from him again, Gage found himself moving closer. When she pivoted abruptly to face him, he had put so little distance between them that they collided. Reaching out to steady her, Gage found himself unable to let go.

Looking down into her pale blue eyes, he held his breath unknowingly as he waited for her to speak. Her breath hitched, similar to the way his had, and he leaned in closer, unable to stop himself. He craved this woman’s kiss like a drug. For weeks, he’d thought about kissing her, holding her, burying himself deep inside of her body and begging for something more, something he hadn’t been able to give her because he’d been so eaten up with guilt.

Although he had given in to the desire that pulsed around them, he still felt the guilt, but he didn’t want to pull away this time. He found himself craving more of her kisses, wanting to taste her again, breathe in the scent of lavender and vanilla that he found himself dreaming about. No matter what had happened between them, or how much he had fucked up, neither one of them could deny the attraction. It was even more potent now than it had been when he first met her.

Kylie’s soft hand pressed against his chest, and Gage expected her to push him away, but she didn’t. She just touched him, the warmth of her fingers seeping in through the cotton of his shirt. If only his clothes weren’t in the way.

“Kylie,” Gage whispered as he slid his hand beneath her hair, cupping her head and letting the fine, silky strands slip between his fingers.

“Don’t do this.” Kylie’s words came out tortured, and Gage’s heart constricted. “Please don’t do this.”

Gage heard the words, and he knew he should stop, but he just wanted to taste her again. “Do what?” Not that he needed her to tell him. He knew that the best thing for her would be for him to walk away and not look back, but he couldn’t. It wasn’t the best thing for him, and he knew it.

There was something drawing him to her, and Gage didn’t want to walk away. He wanted to right his wrong, and the only way he could do that was to prove to her that he could be trusted.

He was being incredibly selfish, but he couldn’t convince himself to walk away.

“You’ve already hurt me once,” she whispered, his mouth hovering inches from hers. “And I can’t resist you. I’ve tried. I really have. But I deserve better, Gage. I deserve so much better.”

Gage’s chest pounded with the rhythm of his heart. He wasn’t holding his breath any longer because it had all been stolen right out of his chest. She was right. She deserved so much better. So why couldn’t he just walk away? Why couldn’t he give her the space she deserved?

Without thinking, Gage continued to lean in closer, using one hand to tilt her chin up so her eyes met his. Even through the sheen of tears in her eyes, he still recognized the longing. The same thing that pulled him to her was reflecting back, and for the life of him, he couldn’t resist. He wanted to convince her.

He just wanted one more chance.

When she licked her lips, he lost what little control he’d brought with him. He was as gentle as he could possibly be considering his body was aflame with something distinctly foreign to him. Lust was a familiar emotion that he had a fond relationship with, but this was something more than that. Sure, when her lips touched his, his entire body stood up and took notice. His muscles tightened, the hair on his scalp tingled strangely, and his stomach did that odd clenching thing that it had done the first time she kissed him. The same as it had when Travis...

No, he wasn’t going there. He wanted to be here with her. Kylie. Only her. There was no room in his life for even the consideration of what Travis was trying to tempt him with. Gage didn’t have it in him to let Travis string him along for however long it appeased him. Unlike Travis, Gage would end up getting hurt. He wasn’t nearly as emotionally adrift as Travis, and quite frankly, he wanted something more. Something everlasting.

Gage forced himself to pay attention to the sweet, soft mouth pressed against his, the firm, curvy body now moving closer as Kylie gave in to him as much as he was giving in to her. This was inevitable. Ever since their first kiss, he’d known there was something more with this woman.

Gage tilted her head back slightly, changing the angle of the kiss, delving into her mouth until she was damn near climbing him again. He was doing everything he could not to push her up against the nearest wall and reach for the slick warmth he knew he would find between her legs.

“Kylie,” he breathed against her mouth, his tongue licking her lower lip, his fingers still threaded through her silken hair. “I can’t stop this.” He didn’t want to stop it, although he knew he should, but he’d proven how weak she made him once before, and it was quickly happening again.

“I need you to go,” she said, sounding sad. There wasn’t a trace of anger in her voice and Gage was somewhat surprised, but the tone also tore his heart apart.

She was stronger than he was, and if he cared for her the way he was convinced he did, Gage knew it was best if he walked away.

He nodded his head, knowing she was right. He needed to go. Unfortunately, he didn’t think she was just asking him to leave for the night. Kylie was telling him to leave and never come back. He wanted to beg her to change her mind. Beg her to take the job because he’d never find anyone who would be able to do as good of a job as she would do. It was his grandmother’s house and he cherished it, but that was just an excuse; an excuse to keep her in his life for just a little while so he could prove to her that he wasn’t an asshole that went around hurting people.

It wouldn’t matter, he knew. She wasn’t going to listen and quite frankly, it was his own fucking fault.

Without another word, Gage grabbed his hat from the floor where it had fallen earlier and walked back out the way he had originally come in. He didn’t look back because he wasn’t sure he would be able to keep going if he did.

And the last thing he wanted was for Kylie to see that his heart was breaking, the way his chest heaved as he swallowed the painful lump in his throat was proof.

Chapter Nine

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Two months later… June

“Fucking hell, Travis. Shit! I told you, he’ll be back today. That’s what Gage said when I talked to him this morning,” Kaleb exclaimed, clearly frustrated.

Well, it was gratifying to know he was back to his old self, getting his brothers riled up with minimal effort. Yes, he was enjoying the hell out of it at the moment too. Travis had perfected the art of being a royal pain in the fucking ass, but in his defense, they expected it from him.

He was just trying to be consistent.

Hell, Kaleb should be praising him as it was. Sitting in the small construction office of Walker Demolition with his brother, Travis had managed to bottle the question for the last hour. Never mind that it was the second time he’d asked since Kaleb walked in the door.

Ok, so yes, he was being a dick. Getting Kaleb pissed off by pestering him about Gage’s whereabouts was too easy. And a little amusing. Which only helped to take Travis’ mind off of some of his questions. Like why no one had heard anything from Gage. Not since the man passed out at the club, sleeping off a bender on the couch in Travis’ rented apartment.

Since he walked out the door after Gage began to stir in the early morning hours, Travis hadn’t seen or heard from him. Not that he expected to because he was pretty sure Gage didn’t remember a thing. And he was almost certain he didn’t realize it was Travis’ apartment he was passed out in. It wasn’t like Travis had any personal items there that would give him away. He liked his anonymity, and since the apartment was little more than a recreation room when he was in town, he didn’t feel the need to clutter it up with personal shit.

Despite Kaleb’s steadfast denial, Travis was pretty sure he kept in touch with Gage regularly. Ever since the mishap at Kaleb’s when Gage showed up with Travis’ wife in tow, Kaleb was keeping his distance from Gage, but he knew he wasn’t shunning him entirely. Not that Travis had shared any information with his brother, but loyalty was loyalty. As it should be.

Over the course of two months, Travis had managed to retain some of his sanity. After the first time he drove by Kylie’s house on a stakeout mission to see whether Gage was there or not, he hadn’t been back. Of course, his stupid ass still wanted to go see how she was doing, but somehow he’d manage to argue himself out of that epic mistake waiting to happen.

Finding Gage at her house would’ve been the worst thing that could’ve happened, but much to his surprise, he had found no evidence to support Gage was staying with her. He’d been a happy mother fucker after that little revelation.

Didn’t mean he wasn’t interested in going back, but Travis had focused on getting his life back to normal. There was no sense in throwing any additional chaos into Kylie’s perfect life. Gage had seemed to handle that splendidly, and Travis saw where that got him.

Missing. That’s where.

Not that Travis expected her to embrace Gage with open arms, but if he knew anything at all, it was how painfully difficult it was to let a woman like Kylie slip out of his hands. He didn’t think Gage was immune to her sweet charm either, even if he’d pulled the most dumbass move anyone could possibly come up with.

Travis had gone rounds with his own conscience ever since, wondering whether Kylie would even give Gage the time of day after that incident. Surely not, but then again, Travis had never expected her to waltz back into his world one day and blow his resolve clear to hell and back.

Now that he knew exactly where she lived, it had been even more difficult to refrain from going to see her. She was a temptation he was pretty sure he wouldn’t be able to walk away from the second time, and Kylie Prescott deserved so much better than him. And that was the only valid reason he was keeping his distance.

He was having a hard enough time keeping his attention from straying places it shouldn’t in the first damn place. If his reaction to her after seeing her for less than five minutes was any indication, Travis knew that showing up on her doorstep would only make things worse for him.

And her.

“What time?” he asked Kaleb, doing his best to piss him off even more because he didn’t have anything better to do.

“Not doing it today, Trav. You can take your pissy attitude somewhere else. I’ve got work to do.” Kaleb didn’t bother looking up from his computer, and Travis knew he wouldn’t get anything more out of his brother.

Mission accomplished.

Truthfully, he was so fucking frustrated with the entire situation that irritating the shit out of his brothers, and anyone else who stepped in his way, had become his sole focus. He’d much rather turn his aggravation on Gage, but again, the man was MIA.

Travis still wasn’t entirely sure what prompted Gage to react the way he did. Hell, they had shared a couple of kisses. Granted, they would’ve shared much, much more had they ever had the opportunity in the form of just a little more privacy. And since the timing was never right, Gage couldn’t pretend to be the scorned lover.

Standing, he decided he would go check to see what other sort of trouble he could get mixed up with. He hadn’t been by the resort yet today, so maybe he’d start there. They’d come a long way in recent months. Much farther than Travis expected anyway. He figured his contractors were well aware of his temper and considering he was riding their ass day in and day out, he had expected some serious progress. Just not this much.

They would be thrilled to see him.

Grabbing his hard hat off of the small table in the miniscule kitchen area, Travis took off out the door. He could’ve sworn he heard Kaleb sigh in relief as he stepped out into the oppressive, Texas heat. The thought made him smile.

Travis rounded the front of his truck and was just about to climb in when he noticed an unfamiliar truck pulling down the dirt driveway that led to the construction office. Glancing down at his watch, he checked the time and tried to remember if he was expecting anyone. He didn’t think he had any meetings, so he waited for the stranger to park.

The windows were tinted and the bright, morning sun was reflecting off of the glass so he couldn’t see who was in the four door red Chevy pickup. He knew it wasn’t one of his contractors because one, their trucks didn’t look that clean and shiny – or new – and two, they wouldn’t bring that fancy shit on the property. Hell, Sawyer was even keeping his prized possessions locked up these days thanks to all of the construction going on around them.

The driver’s door finally opened, and Travis watched as a woman got out. Long, golden brown hair was all he could see because she was facing away from him, but he knew at once who the silky hair belonged to. His body had a strange reaction to the sight of her, and he was tempted to jump in his truck like he never even noticed her. He realized it was too late for that when Kylie turned and faced him, their eyes connecting over the hood of her shiny red truck.

So maybe there was a tiny amount of hope that swelled up from one of the dark, dusty corners in his chest, but when Kylie didn’t greet him with either a smile or words, he forced himself to think rationally. Why in the world would she have come to see him? Whatever it was, he knew it wouldn’t be good. As she approached, Travis tried to find words but came up bone fucking dry. He didn’t even know how to greet her.

Tucking his hands into the pockets of his jeans, his attempt at appearing cool and collected, Travis watched intently as she opened the passenger door and leaned in to grab something. Without contemplating the results of his actions, Travis let his eyes linger on her stunning ass encased in a pair of tight denim shorts as she leaned into the truck, her toned thigh muscles stretching beautifully.

Ok, shit. Now something else was stretching. Fuck.

He must’ve been admiring the view for a little too long because when he looked up, Kylie was glancing back at him over her shoulder and she didn’t look happy about being visually molested.

But hell, it made him feel better.

“Hey,” he said, finally finding his voice.

“Hey.” Kylie shut the door with a little more force than was necessary and then closed some of the distance between them.

Just like the first day he laid eyes on her almost eleven years ago, the woman stole his breath right out of his lungs without a please or thank you. Not only was she stunningly gorgeous, remarkably little had changed about her appearance over the last decade. Her eyes were still a sparkling baby blue, her hair still long and silky, her lithe body still just as curvy and sexy as hell in those faded blue jean shorts and… boots.

Awww, fucking hell.

She was country from head to toe and, truthfully, it wouldn’t matter what she was wearing, she still managed to give him a damned hard on just by breathing.

“I brought you these,” Kylie said, interrupting his perusal of her sinfully tempting body. Her sweet voice and sexy country drawl brought back an influx of memories, and all of them a reminder of exactly how stupid he was.

How the hell had he ever walked away from her all those years ago? Looks aside, Kylie had been sweet and innocent, and so damned good to him, his heart still hurt with the memories that flooded his brain.

Travis glanced down at her hands, noticing for the first time the manila envelope she was holding out to him.

“What’s this?” He couldn’t imagine what she could possibly have for him.

There was a brief pause as she glanced down and then back up while he reached out to take the proffered envelope. “Divorce papers,” she said sternly and Travis’ eyes flew up to meet hers.

He didn’t move to open the envelope, but he managed to keep his fingers clasped on the edge, fighting the urge to squeeze.

“This should be relatively simple,” she explained without an ounce of emotion. “I found a lawyer, and he’s reasonable when it comes to uncontested divorces. The only thing you need to do is sign. After you read them, of course. If you have objections to anything, let me know. It’s cut and dried. No property, no children...”

Travis watched her mouth move, his heart pounding unusually hard in his chest, but he barely heard a word she was saying.

He’d never considered this day actually coming, and he didn’t know why. Not that he expected them to be married forever, but in reality, Travis had never envisioned himself divorced. Then again, he never pictured he’d have the balls to walk away from this woman either. He’d been a coward, pure and simple, and he’d regretted his decision for so many years. But as each day passed and the pain eased marginally, he knew it was too late.

Nodding his understanding, he looked back into her eyes, noticing the sweet innocence he had once seen was no longer there. In its place, there was a void of some sort. As though she had steeled herself for heartache and didn’t expect anything else.

“My phone number is on the last page, so if you want to call me when you’ve signed them, I’ll come back and pick them up.”

Travis couldn’t speak. There was a lump in his throat the size of a fucking beach ball and he could barely swallow around it, much less talk.

“Well, I guess I’ll be seeing you,” Kylie said quickly and turned to head back to her truck.

Before she could get too far, Travis reached out and grabbed her arm as gently as he possibly could, his body working on instinct. When she turned to look at him, staring up at him with wide eyes, he couldn’t do anything more than peer into a sea of brilliant blue. He was searching for something, but he wasn’t sure what. Something to tell him that, for the last ten years, she had thought about him as much as he thought about her.

Nothing. Travis saw absolutely no emotion in her eyes. It was almost like she was a passerby and was shocked that he had stopped her in the first place.

Another nod and he let her go, his fingers gripping the envelope tighter, barely refraining from crushing it in his hand. He watched as Kylie rushed back to her gleaming fire engine red truck, never blinking until she disappeared inside and then he watched until the tail lights faded down the dirt road.

Divorce papers.

Of all the places Travis thought he would be in life, this certainly wasn’t one of them. Now the question was what he was supposed to do next.

♀♂

Kylie could hardly see the road through the blur of tears clouding her vision. She’d been lucky to contain them until she got inside of the truck and away from Travis’ discerning gaze.

No matter how tempted she was to pull off to the side of the road and vent her frustration to the universe, she thought better of it. She just needed to get out of this town and she’d be fine. Back to life as she knew it. It wasn’t like she hadn’t made it through the last ten years without the man she just walked away from.

So why did it feel like this was the final goodbye when that happened a lifetime ago?

Hadn’t she been through enough already?

Watching Gage as he walked out of her life – even if it had been her choice – was hard enough to deal with. It was almost as though she were being tested. As though watching Travis walk out of her life all those years ago wasn’t the most difficult thing she would ever have to do. And now this. Handing Travis divorce papers was harder than even those two instances combined.

Honestly, she expected to be driving away with the papers signed which would’ve at least given her some closure. He hadn’t signed them though. He didn’t even look at them. Instead, Travis had looked at her like he was lost, and for a few ridiculous moments Kylie wanted to find him again. But, that wasn’t possible. Their lives had gone in two entirely different directions and based on what she knew of Travis Walker today, he was not the man she had fallen in love with back then.

Not to mention, she wasn’t the same woman.

Far from it.

Ever since Gage Matthews walked into her life, tripping her up, Kylie made sure to lose the naïve, over the moon dreams she’d carried with her since she was younger. More specifically, since Travis broke her heart.

There was no happily ever after for her. Not with Travis. Not with Gage. Of course, she was either stupid or naïve – possibly both – to believe that she could get what she needed from either of them, but it didn’t stop her heart from jumping up and down, flailing around as though she needed to be seen.

To top off her overflowing plate of foolishness, Kylie had given in to her curiosity and hunted the internet for information on Travis. What she unearthed had undoubtedly helped to keep her from falling apart. It was the reason she was spurred into motion, rushing out to find a lawyer so she could get the divorce proceedings underway.

Finding out that the man you married all those years ago was working toward owning and operating one of the biggest fetish related resorts in the state was certainly a wakeup call. Right there in Coyote Ridge. Where everything had come full circle for her.

Not only was she stunned by what she read regarding the nature of the resort his company was building, but Kylie had also realized right then that Travis had done well for himself over the years. Knowing the day was going to come when he delivered divorce papers to her, just to protect himself and his newfound wealth, she decided to beat him to the punch.

It wouldn’t hurt nearly as much if she were the one taking steps to sever all ties to him. At least that’s what she told herself. A mantra she kept on repeat in her head until she couldn’t stand to be around herself any more. But now, today, the ache had returned. The look on Travis’ face wrecked her, even if she knew he’d merely been reflecting his surprise.

By the time the tears finally stopped rolling down her face, Kylie was on her way out of the small town of Coyote Ridge and heading back toward the toll road that would lead her home. It wouldn’t take her long from that point. Glancing down at the gas gauge, she realized she needed to stop, or she was going to be wishing on a star to get her home. Based on her recent luck, she knew exactly how that would play out – and she was too tired to hoof it anywhere.

A few minutes later, Kylie pulled into the Gas ‘n Go where she and Gage had stopped during her first trip there. Taking a deep breath, she willed her hands to stop shaking as she wiped the wet streaks from her cheeks. There was no reason to be crying now. It was said and done, and the only thing she had to wait for was Travis’ call. It seemed like she’d been waiting a lifetime for that.

Climbing out of the truck, she moved around to the pump. With hurried movements, she slid her credit card through the reader and managed to hit all of the appropriate buttons before turning to shove the nozzle into the gas tank. Going through the motions, she filled her tank, took her receipt and climbed back in.

With her hand on the key sticking out of the ignition, Kylie glanced out the window. Her breath caught. At first she thought she was hallucinating, but there was no way she’d be able to conjure up a man that devastatingly handsome in her mind.

Travis.

He was walking into the store, his gaze locked with hers as though he could sense she was looking at him. Which she was. He wasn’t coming to talk to her, which was good. Really good. There was no way she could face him right now. Flipping the key over, Kylie listened to the engine roar to life, and a few deep breaths later, with the radio blaring her favorite song by Miranda Lambert, Kylie did her best to clear her mind of Travis Walker.

And Gage Matthews.

Damn it was going to be a long drive.

▪▫▪▫▪▫

A little less than an hour later, Kylie was pulling into her driveway, glancing up at her modest little house – her pride and joy – and for the first time, she realized how empty and lonely her house actually felt. Since the very first day she walked through it with her Realtor, she’d fallen in love and then spent months restoring it with her own two hands, pouring all of her heart and soul into it. But for some reason as she parked in the shallow driveway, she felt like something was missing.

Shaking off the feeling, Kylie made her way inside, dropping her purse on the table just inside the kitchen. Maybe she should get a cat. At least then she’d have someone to greet her when she came home. Never had she even considered that she was just lonely. Not until recently. Not until Gage walked out of her house. And not until today.

As it turned out, severing the final ties with Travis was harder than she thought. Another explanation as to why she’d put it off for so long.

Inhaling the fresh scent of lemon oil and wood, Kylie was ready to get on with her day. Before she made it two steps, a loud knock on the front door nearly sent her into hysterics. Turning abruptly, her hand covering her heart to keep the jolted organ from jumping clean out of her chest, she stared through the glass pane in the front door.

And then her heartbeat ceased.

“Kylie, open the door.”

It was as though her body wasn’t hers and she couldn’t understand what she was supposed to do, other than stare at the huge cowboy that stood just a few feet away on her front porch.

“Come on, open the door,” he told her and she managed to move one step closer.

When she could reach the handle, Kylie took a deep breath and removed the only protective barrier between her and the man she didn’t think she’d ever see again. At least not this soon anyway.

“Can we go somewhere and talk?” Travis asked without preamble.

Kylie couldn’t even find the words to respond. Seeing him on her front porch, his cowboy hat tipped down over his eyes, throwing his handsome face in shadow, mixed with his impressive size had her on the verge of drooling if she even attempted to open her mouth.

What was wrong with her?

Shaking her head back and forth to clear the fog that had filled all of the space between her ears, she balled her hands into fists, willing the shaking to stop.

“Then maybe we can talk out here?”

He must’ve assumed she was telling him no, but Kylie was more comfortable with the latter anyway. At least they’d be on her turf.

“Ok,” she squeaked, irritated with the sound of her voice. Clearing her throat, she nodded and opened the screen door as he took a step back.

“You still drive like a bat out of hell, you know that?” he said as he leaned against the post, crossing one ankle over the other, his arms across his chest.

The pose was meant to be casual. Instead, it was just disturbingly sexy.

The man was intimidating. Being this close to him, Kylie felt every ounce of his presence right down to the core of her. Travis stood at six-foot-five-inches, which was almost a foot taller than her, and intimidating in its own right, but it was the breadth of his chest and the power she could see in his muscled thighs that gave her pause. Confident, arrogant, whole-heartedly sure of himself… Travis Walker was dangerous. To her sanity.

Crap. Her body was still reacting to him as though she were nineteen and stupid.

“Did you follow me?” she asked, hoping she sounded more unaffected by his presence at her house than she really was.

“Tried.” Travis shrugged.

Fidgeting, Kylie wondered whether she should sit down. She moved closer to the porch swing, but then opted to forgo sitting there. She didn’t need that much Travis looming over her. Instead, she moved over to the railing and lifted herself to sit on the edge, glancing over at him briefly. Rounding her back, her legs crossed at the ankle and her hands gripping the rail, Kylie was going for nonchalant.

She probably looked more like petrified.

“Did you sign the papers?”

“No.”

His immediate response caught her off guard. She figured the only reason he would drive the distance he had would be to give her the papers and be done with her.

“Any reason why not?”

“Haven’t looked at them yet,” he explained as though that made perfect sense.

“You should,” she muttered.

“Why?”

Kylie stared into stormy blue-gray eyes and a flood of memories assaulted her. Like it was yesterday and not ten years ago that she’d last seen him standing in the living room of her apartment. The same apartment she was supposed to be living in with him since they’d been married just three short weeks before. Rather than staying, Travis had turned her world upside down and walked away.

Over the years, she had tried to convince herself that he wasn’t impacted by what he did, but she’d seen it in the expression on his face that fateful day. He didn’t want to go, which only pissed her off even more. It didn’t stop him in the end.

“Why are you here?” she asked, ignoring his last question. She wasn’t going to get into her reasons for filing for divorce. The only thing he needed to know was that she was ten years later than she should’ve been in getting it taken care of.

“To talk.”

The man didn’t know how to speak in sentences. Since the day she met him, he’d rarely gone into detail when he spoke. He was a man of few words, but he always managed to cut to the chase. He also had an uncanny ability to keep his emotions locked down. At least she’d been right about one thing… he hadn’t changed over the years.

At least not in ways she’d hoped he would.

Chapter Ten

♂♀

As his common sense returned in slow measures, Travis was beginning to question what the fuck he was doing. As soon as Kylie’s truck disappeared from sight, the only thing he could think about was not letting her walk away so easily. The small voice in his head kept telling him not to fuck this up again. There’d be no turning back if he let her go this time.

She wanted a divorce.

Of course she wanted a divorce.

He was a fucking idiot and walked out on her ten years ago because he never thought she’d accept him for who he truly was. Not that he thought she was any different now. Nor had he ever even given her a chance to decide for herself. And the truth was he sure as hell hadn’t changed. So why he was standing in front of her, half tempted to convince her otherwise was beyond him.

She looked just as innocent as ever, although he witnessed that strange detachment in her eyes earlier. He didn’t want to think he’d been the one to put that look on her face. It was rather presumptuous for him to believe he’d had any impact on her life at all. After the short time they were together, it was true that Kylie had forever changed him, but he was a stupid fuck for thinking the same might’ve been true for her.

Looking at her now, Travis noticed that her eyes were red as though she’d been crying. He could still see the faint tear streaks on her soft cheeks. He wanted to lean over and run the backs of his fingers down her smooth face, get rid of the evidence from any pain he might’ve caused her. Only touching her, even for that brief moment when he tried to stop her from leaving the parking lot at Walker Demo had stirred up emotions inside of him that Travis didn’t even know existed.

Anymore.

Not since the day he walked out on Kylie had he ever felt even a slight attachment to anyone else. Not one single time.

Well, maybe that wasn’t entirely true, but he was leaving Gage out of this because he didn’t understand his strange obsession with the man any more than he understood why he was standing here.

For the entire drive to her house, Travis tried to convince himself why he was following her. Closure? He needed it, and after seeing the sadness in her eyes when she walked away from him, he knew she deserved it. The least he could do was see how she was doing and try to ensure she knew that his walking away had never been about her.

Not that he particularly cared to explain himself. He’d never been adept at expressing his feelings in a way that benefited anyone, especially him.

“You could’ve just given me the papers,” Kylie said before he could say anything more. “I would’ve been on my way, and you wouldn’t have had to drive all the way out here.”

“Like I told you, I haven’t signed them,” he explained, noticing the way her eyebrows darted up as though she hadn’t expected him to say as much. “Mind if we just talk?”

Kylie shrugged her shoulders as though she didn’t care, turning her attention to the yard beyond her front porch. Travis couldn’t take his eyes off of her. He noticed the way she fidgeted, rocking back and forth on the edge of the rail, her hands squeezed around the wood beam until her knuckles were white, refusing to look up at him.

She was cute as hell.

He allowed the silence to hang between them for a moment while he studied her. He couldn’t help but notice that Kylie’s once gentle demeanor had been replaced with something harder, colder even. Or maybe it was just him that brought out that side of her. He didn’t know.

“What did you want to talk about?” Kylie asked, looking around at anything except him.

“Look at me, Kylie,” he stated more sternly than he anticipated.

Kylie’s eyes shot toward his face, and he met them head on. He was demanding, he knew that about himself, but it was another part of himself he’d kept hidden from her all those years ago. The difference between then and now, Travis didn’t pretend to be something he wasn’t. Not after her. Knowing that Kylie had fallen for a man that didn’t exist, Travis vowed never to do that to anyone else again. He made it abundantly clear who he was by the way he acted, sometimes overdoing it just to ensure no one got the wrong impression of him.

“How are you?”

Kylie’s eyebrows shot the opposite direction, a frown replacing the surprise he’d just witnessed. Sure, Travis knew this was unusual behavior, especially for him, but he wanted to know how she was. Seeing her with Gage at Kaleb’s had raised a heap of questions, the first being how they knew each other. Since he couldn’t just out and out grill her over her relationship with the man, he wanted to start out simple.

“Fine.”

“Fine?” For some reason he didn’t believe her.

“What do you want me to say, Travis? I’ve managed to mind my own business all these years, letting you walk away because you chose to do so only to have your friend show up on my doorstep and flip my world upside down. I’m fine. I figure that’s a polite way of putting it.”

Travis didn’t speak right away. He processed what she said for a minute, keeping his arms firmly crossed over his chest, his eyes locked on her.

He had suspected that Gage went digging around in his past, and it wasn’t shocking that he’d figured out Travis was still married. His confusion came from Gage’s audacity, his ability to deceive Kylie just to get back at him. Travis could think of a million things to say about Gage, but devious had never been one of them.

“He’s not my friend.” Seriously, that was all he came up with?

“Excuse me?”

“You heard me. Gage isn’t my friend. He’s a friend of my brother.”

“Yeah, Gage told me you had a brother,” Kylie stated.

Hearing that statement from her nearly leveled him. Here was a woman he had married ten years ago, hoping she would fill a void that he knew couldn’t be filled, all the while he kept his personal life a complete secret from her.

“I have six brothers.”

Her face fell, and Travis saw the recognition as it dawned. She didn’t know him.

“Six?”

“Yes.”

“How did I not know that?” she asked, sounding defeated as she looked down at the ground.

“There’s a lot about me you didn’t know, Kylie.”

“Evidently, but...”

When she didn’t finish the sentence, Travis contemplated how much he should tell her now. If he thought about it, there was no reason he should fill her in on the details now that she was asking for a divorce. How much would she even care to know anyway?

“It doesn’t matter,” Kylie blurted, jumping down from the rail and moving toward the door.

Before Travis could think it through, he grabbed Kylie’s arm much like he had earlier. What was it about this woman that he didn’t want her running away from him?

This was new for him. These emotions she had reawakened. He wasn’t ready to move on with his routine, day-to-day life just yet and for some reason, now that his past had caught up with him, he felt as though she deserved some explanations.

“I want to talk. Can you just give me this?” he asked, then realized he didn’t have the right to ask her for anything.

“This? What’s this, Travis?” Kylie’s pretty blue eyes darkened with anger, and he knew he officially crossed the line. “You walked out on me, remember? And after that, you left it up to me to get the divorce. I had to relive the pain all over again just so I could muster up the courage to get a lawyer.”

Her harsh words were only a decibel above a whisper, but loud enough to echo around her small porch. Travis kept his hand on her arm, terrified that she would run as soon as he let go.

“Calm down.”

Kylie’s face turned red and she yanked her arm out of his grasp.

“Fuck you, Travis Walker. Fuck. You!”

Travis didn’t move for what felt like an eternity, but he knew it had only been a few seconds. Before the screen door could slam behind her, Travis followed her into the house, ignoring his own curiosity and keeping his attention on her.

Without thinking, he grabbed her, turning her to face him as he held her shoulders, keeping her at arm’s length.

“Don’t touch me!” Kylie yelled at him, trying to pull away, and damn it all to hell if the little hellcat didn’t turn him on when she did that. Where the hell was the fire in her back then? Why didn’t she fight to keep him when he would’ve done anything for her to stop him from walking out the door?

Travis released her shoulders, but managed to crowd her between his body and the wall, not touching her. How he managed that tremendous feat was beyond him.

“Don’t walk away from me, Kylie. Give me a chance to talk to you.”

“You say that like you deserve that chance, Travis,” Kylie retorted. “I don’t owe you anything.”

Travis shook his head, standing to his full height but not moving away from her. Looking down at her mouth, he fought the urge to eliminate the few inches left between them and kiss her. He wanted to know if she tasted as sweet as he remembered. He’d dreamed about her kisses, the soft way she used to mewl when he drove his tongue deep in her mouth.

For years after he walked away, he found himself reliving those stolen moments the two of them had somehow managed to find together. Despite their odds, Travis had fallen for this woman during a time when he should’ve been keeping as far away from a sweet girl like her as he possibly could.

He should’ve given himself that same lecture now. Kylie was right. He didn’t deserve anything from her. Not her time and certainly not her understanding.

“Do you want to walk away?” he asked her. Based on what he could read in her eyes, Kylie hated him with a passion, but there was still some interest there on her part.

After what happened to Zane several months ago, Travis had promised himself he’d look forward in life, not wanting to let another moment pass him by because he wasn’t sure he’d have many more if he did.

This was his moment.

Kylie was the moment he didn’t want to let pass him by.

♀♂

Was he out of his ever lovin’ mind?

Or was she that transparent?

Kylie desperately wanted to convince Travis that she didn’t want to have anything to do with him. She really, really did. She wanted him to believe that she wanted to walk away. No, she wanted him to believe that she wanted to run screaming from him.

Only that wasn’t the case, was it.

Damn it all to hell!

Kylie let some of the tension escape as she stared up into Travis’ familiar face. Familiar, yet different in so many ways. He still had the same angular jaw, his nose was still slightly crooked, and his lashes were still dark and thick and… Why did he have to be so beautiful?

“Tell me you don’t want to walk away from me, Kylie.” His words, although quiet, sounded like a demand, but for some reason, she felt as though there was a plea in there as well.

Did he not want her to walk away? If so, why? What was his intention? Hell, she’d already learned that she knew absolutely nothing about this man. Six brothers?

“I don’t know what I want, Travis,” she told him honestly, reminding herself not to let go of the anger. It was her only defense against him.

“Let’s go talk. There’s a reason we’re standing here today and damn it, I don’t want you to walk away yet. We both deserve closure, Kylie. Can you just give me that?”

She closed her eyes as her heart recognized what he’d said. There wasn’t a reason for hope to flourish because he wanted closure. He wanted to be able to walk away without the guilt. Again, Kylie didn’t know why she would owe him anything. He deserved to feel guilty – if in fact he did.

But no matter how much she wanted to be the stronger person, to tell him to go to hell and not look back, that naive, broken hearted young girl he walked out on all those years ago started jumping up and down inside her, screaming “Give him a chance! Maybe there was a good reason!”

She knew she shouldn’t listen to that stupid girl anymore, but she felt as though she didn’t have a choice. He was right on one thing. At the very least, they did deserve closure.

But she also knew she was way too emotional to deal with it or him right now. Being this close to Travis reminded her of things she’d let go of, desires she had no business harboring. He was irresistible, always had been, and it appeared she was just as affected by him now as she was then.

“Tomorrow,” she told him, putting her hand on his chest and pushing. He didn’t budge.

“Tomorrow, what?” Travis asked, obviously obliging her by taking a small step back.

He was too close. So close she was overwhelmed by the spicy, rich scent of him. A musky combination of clean sweat and that sexy cologne he favored, apparently still the same as it was back then.

“I’ll meet you tomorrow.”

“Where?”

“I haven’t thought that far ahead yet,” she mumbled, trying to figure out whether this was a good idea or not. Surely it wasn’t, but for some reason, she wanted to hear what he had to say.

Kylie stared up into Travis’ face, forcing her eyes to remain on his, refusing to glance down at his perfect lips, resisting the urge to wonder what they’d feel like on hers. She noticed how his features had softened from a few minutes ago. His eyes sparkled with what might be interest, and she knew there was no way she could say no to him. She had never been able to say no to Travis. From the moment she met him, Kylie had fallen head over heels in love with this man, willing to give him anything.

“I’ll pick you up,” he offered.

“Ok,” she finally replied, knowing that arguing with him wasn’t going to get her anywhere.

When Travis turned to go, Kylie watched, her eyes glued to his perfect body. The way his wide shoulders tapered down to a narrow waist. Not to mention, his better than perfect ass. Suddenly it was getting way too hot in her house.

“I’ll be here at ten. That work for you?”

Kylie almost laughed. She wasn’t sure why he even asked the question. His initial statement was more of a command than anything else. But ten would work for her. “Ok.”

“See you in the morning, Kylie.” With that Travis strode out the front door. She was grateful for the glass pane because she was able to watch him until he disappeared around the other side of his truck.

And that’s when it hit her.

What the hell did she just do?

Ten minutes later, as she was walking across the living room like a zombie, Kylie stopped, glanced around her house, just realizing where she was. Pressing her hands to her forehead, she headed toward her bedroom, her brain stuck on Travis. Since the second he walked out the door, she’d been reliving the scene from ten long years ago.

“What do you mean you’re sorry? What the hell does that even mean?”

The look on Travis’ face devastated her long before he even attempted to explain himself. He couldn’t possibly be saying what she thought he was saying.

He was sorry? For what?

Kylie’s heart was thumping painfully hard against her ribs, an ache suddenly so powerful, she had to clutch her chest. Three weeks. They’d only been married for three weeks, and he was sorry?

“Look,” he started, but before he could continue, Kylie felt the tears begin to stream down her face.

Travis moved closer, pulling her up against him, pressing his lips to her forehead as she breathed in his scent, knowing without even hearing his explanation that this was going to be the last time. She saw the intentions on his face when he blurted out his apology moments ago.

Shaking off the memory, Kylie headed to the bathroom. Maybe a long, hot bath and a good book would do her some good. At this point, she desperately wanted to escape reality if only for a short time.

After all, her own reality seemed to be changing drastically from one day to the next. She wasn’t sure she wanted to know what tomorrow would bring.

Chapter Eleven

♂

“Hey, sugar. What’ll it be?” the waitress asked, but as the familiar voice raked across his raw nerve endings, Travis didn’t even glance her way.

“Scotch neat,” he told her, turning his head to glance toward the back of the small, dingy bar that he’d frequented more times than he could count. Since the day he turned twenty one he’d been coming here, hanging out with friends, then his brothers as they became old enough. Seemed like so long ago, but at the same time it felt like just yesterday.

Two minutes later, the waitress brought his drink and he retrieved it before heading to the back, avoiding the playful sweep of her hand across his back. He wasn’t interested, plain and simple.

“Well, look who showed up to the party,” Zane said, clapping Travis on the back.

He hadn’t expected any of his brothers to be at Moonshiners, but he’d seen Zane’s truck in the parking lot before he came in. He’d like to think that’s why he stopped. He didn’t want to admit that he’d been looking to drown his thoughts in alcohol or anything crazy like that.

“Who’s winning?” he asked just to make conversation.

“Well, it sure as shit ain’t me,” Zane laughed, his eyes tracking the beautiful brunette currently sweeping the pool table clean as she took shot after shot, dropping balls into pockets left and right.

“Hey, V,” Travis greeted Zane’s fiancé once she finished.

“Hey, Trav. You look like hell,” she told him.

Damn, the woman had gotten pretty fucking mouthy in the last few months. Not that he could say anything to her because Zane was an overprotective mother fucker. Travis might enjoy giving his brothers a rash of shit, but he knew better than to pull their women into the fray. Not that he would. Travis liked to think his father had raised him well. He might’ve pulled some stupid stunts in his day, but he always put women first, ensured they were respected and all that.

“Thanks,” he said, tipping his glass toward her before downing what was left.

“You wanna play her?” Zane asked, knowing good and damn well Travis wasn’t going to say no.

“Lady breaks,” he muttered as he set his empty glass on the table, signaled for the waitress and then took the extra pool stick from Zane’s hand.

“Good luck,” his brother whispered loudly.

“Right. Like I’ve got a chance in hell.” Travis knew better than to think he was going to beat Vanessa Carmichael. He’d seen her wipe the table clean one too many times, including against his brother Brendon who, up until V shamed his ass, had been the reigning billiards champ in their neck of the woods.

Ten minutes later, Travis was resuming his position at the table, taking his fresh drink in hand and watching as Zane gave it another shot. Rather than watch a repeat of what just happened, he spent a few minutes just observing others in the place.

“You looking for company tonight?” the sultry drawl came from behind him, but Travis didn’t turn to look. He knew the voice, also knew he wasn’t interested. Just like he wasn’t interested when she came onto him a little while ago.

“Have I ever said yes to that question?” he asked, keeping his back to her.

That didn’t last long because Ellie Franklin eased her way around to his side, pressing her large, fake tits against his arm. Yeah, he was so not interested. Considering she’d been with at least two of his brothers over the years, maybe more, and half of the rest of the male population, Travis wasn’t going to touch her with a ten foot pole.

Much to his relief, Zane chose that moment to saunter up beside him, pretending he didn’t notice that the waitress was practically dry humping Travis’ leg. “Can we get another couple of beers over here?”

Ellie frowned, but apparently the woman knew she had a job to do and she disappeared. Travis thought about leaving, knowing she’d be back any second with the beers and probably an offer for a hand job in the bathroom. As much as he needed a release, he’d prefer to stick with his own hand, thank you very much. At least he knew where his had been.

“What brings you in here tonight?” Zane questioned as V came to stand beside him, tucking herself perfectly against Zane’s body as though they were made for one another.

And from the looks of it, they actually were.

Travis thought about Kylie and the way she would fit just as easily against his body, her soft gentle curves pressed so intimately against his chest, his stomach, his... Then, like a sucker punch to the solar plexus, another image appeared, overriding the censored version. This one included Gage, and he was opposite Kylie, sandwiching her between them.

Oh, shit.

“Hey, E.” Zane’s voice jarred the image from his mind, and Travis glanced up to see their brother Ethan walking toward them. Beside him was the guy who’d taken Zane’s place as the mechanic for Walker Demolition.

“Slummin’ again, Trav?” Ethan joked, slapping Travis on the back as he moved around, squeezing between V and Zane. If Travis didn’t know better, he would’ve sworn Ethan was trying to get as far away from Blake as he possibly could.

Considering the rumor Travis had heard, he would have expected the two men to be all over each other. Then again, Ethan was a private person, much like Travis, never hinting at his relationships – current or former – so it made sense that he was trying to put some distance between them.

Didn’t mean Travis liked the idea of his little brother hiding.

Fuck. Like he had room to talk. He was a damn hypocrite is what he was.

“How’s it going, Blake?” Travis asked, not wanting to chat, but figuring it was the polite thing to do and much better than letting his own thoughts take over. Since Blake was technically employed by Walker Demolition, he sort of had no choice. Besides, if he didn’t, Ethan would rip him a new asshole as soon as the opportunity arose.

“It’s goin’,” Blake answered. “What brings you down here?”

Shit, what was with everyone and their questions? It wasn’t like Travis didn’t hang out at Moonshiners at least once a week, sometimes more. Granted, he’d been avoiding the place for the last few weeks because he’d preferred to brood in privacy.

“Just checkin’ on the young’n.”

Zane obviously knew Travis was referring to him, which earned him a one finger salute. Of course, he returned it with a grin.

“All right, boys,” V said, grinning as all four of them looked her way. “Who’s my next victim?”

Travis settled in for the duration. No sense in going to the house. It was empty. No one waiting for him there. In fact, the only thing that might possibly greet him were the divorce papers he was avoiding like the plague.

“I’m in,” Travis barked, downing the rest of his second Scotch before heading for the pool table.

♂

Gage picked up his cell phone.

Put it down.

Picked it up again.

Fuck.

As he pushed his truck up to eighty, Gage forced himself to keep his eyes on the road, to ignore the inner voice telling him to call Kylie. He was just a few minutes outside of Killeen, and it would be so easy to just veer off at the next exit and head her way. If only he had a valid reason to show up on her doorstep one more time. Since she hadn’t called him one single time in the two months after he’d walked out of her house with his heart in his throat, he didn’t think it would go over well.

But Gage wanted to talk to her. Hear her voice. See her smile and listen to the sweet southern cadence of her voice. God, he missed her so much, and he knew he had absolutely no right to. He just couldn’t get his mind off of her. No matter how hard he tried. He didn’t expect to see or hear from Kylie again, but he couldn’t help but wish something would happen that would give him one more opportunity to try and make it up to her. Despite his better judgment, hope still sprang eternal in his fucking chest when it came to her. Hell, if he didn’t know better, he’d think he had actually fallen for the woman.

But she wasn’t the only person he’d been thinking about. And as much as it pissed him off, Gage wanted to see Travis, to hear his voice and know that the man might harbor some sort of feelings for him, even if it was hatred. Feeling ultimately alone in the world, Gage was more than willing to believe someone was thinking about him, wishing that he was there.

Only he didn’t believe it.

Nor did he deserve it.

He should’ve been worried about facing the music and explaining himself to those who knew him best. The very same people he’d lied to all these years about who he really was. At this point, his secret life had been shattered and he had nothing else to hide from anyone. Not only was Chance Reed officially dead and gone, his separate life as a cop had also been revealed after he apprehended Jake Sanders months ago. And he couldn’t even blame Travis for that one. If he had to make the choice all over again, although he hadn’t been given much of one at the time, he’d have stepped in to ensure Zane was protected the same as he had before. Only this time, he wouldn’t need Travis to threaten him with bodily harm.

Fucking asshole.

Taking the ramp that would take him from I-35 just outside of Austin to Coyote Ridge, Gage turned his truck toward home. Pressing his foot on the gas, he pushed the truck up to eighty five, just a few miles over the speed limit on the toll road that would lead him right where it all started. Part of him was anxious to get back, to take some time to think and maybe decide what he wanted to do next.

If he was lucky, he’d find Kaleb first and have a chance to explain himself. He wondered whether Kaleb would forgive him. Then, after they had that little chat, Gage hoped like hell Kaleb would understand Gage’s need to back out of their little arrangement.

That was one thing Gage had promised himself. Until he could hash out what he was feeling for Kylie and Travis, he wasn’t going to engage in any more threesomes. Even if he didn’t stand a chance with either one of them, Gage wasn’t going to risk pushing them any farther away.

No. He’d much rather be alone. And yes, he was insane to wish that there might be a chance of either one of them wanting something from him, much less both of them at the same time. He just knew that the chances of that happening were about as good as the weather man predicting an ice storm in hell overnight.

Thirty minutes and twenty five miles later, Gage realized there would be no getting lost in anything other than his own thoughts and perhaps a bottle of whiskey. The deserted parking lot of Walker Demolition told him just what he was to expect as far as a welcome home party. Putting the truck in Park and shutting off the engine, he stared at the small office and the empty parking lot that surrounded it.

There was no one there to greet him, whether they were happy to see him or not. Even the call he made to Kaleb a few minutes before went unanswered, leaving him to his own devices.

He was tempted to drive over to the farmhouse just to walk around, but he knew that would only bring up more memories of Kylie and he didn’t need any help in that department. He couldn’t blame her for being angry with him, but that didn’t stop him from thinking about her. Craving her.

Gage backed out of the gravel lot, turning his truck toward the main road. He just wanted to drive for a little while longer. Maybe before he ran out of gas, he’d come up with somewhere to go. If not, he’d have a long way to walk.

At least he would have something else to focus on if that was the case.

Chapter Twelve

♀

Kylie was fresh out of the bath when there was a knock on her front door. She quickly glanced down, knowing the plush white robe probably wasn’t the most presentable outfit to answer the door in, but she couldn’t figure who might possibly have come over now. She’d already had her fill of unexpected visitors when Travis showed up, which meant she wasn’t likely to see him again today.

Then again, maybe Gage…

Wow, she’d become quite the… Nope, not going there. Kylie laughed without mirth. A thin veil of shame suddenly came over her as she realized her thoughts were currently shifting between one man and another.

Shunning the thought, she knew there was only one way to find out. Padding across the house barefoot, Kylie pulled her robe tighter around herself and tightened the belt before peering through the glass in the front door from across the room. Who she saw looking back at her had Kylie running, no longer worried whether her outfit was appropriate or not.

“Kylie!” The squeal that greeted her sounded so much like it had when they’d been little.

Kylie braced herself as her sister threw her arms around her, hugging her tight to her.

“Oh, my God, Jess. What are you doing here?” Kylie asked, taking a step back when Jessie released her from the bear hug.

“You were expecting me, silly,” Jessie grinned, running back to the porch and grabbing her suitcase before wheeling it inside.

When Kylie went to shut the door behind her sister, Jessie stopped her short. “Wait, I’ve got more.”

Kylie smiled. Of course she did.

“Let me get dressed, and I’ll help you,” she offered, turning toward her bedroom.

“Definitely get some clothes on, but I’ve got this.” Jessie grinned. “Although you could find something cute and take me out for a drink. I need one.”

Well, that made two of them, Kylie thought as she headed to her bedroom. Her sister was there. And quite frankly, she couldn’t have had better timing.

It didn’t take long for Kylie to scan through the items in her closet. She pulled out a sheer, white, sleeveless blouse and a bandeau top to go beneath. Black denim shorts from her dresser completed the ensemble and Kylie hurried to pull them on. Her hair was piled on top of her head, so she removed the clip, letting the long, wavy strands fall down her back.

“What? No makeup?” Jessie asked as she waltzed into the bathroom behind Kylie. “Not that you need any.”

Kylie frowned. She didn’t usually wear makeup. In her line of work, with a uniform of ratty t-shirts and worn jeans or shorts, she generally opted for pulling her hair back in a ponytail. Simple. Easy. Nothing a little sweat would damage.

“Mascara and gloss,” Jessie said with excitement. “Hold on, I’ll be right back.”

Kylie stared at the woman in the mirror as she waited for Jessie to retrieve what was probably an oversized travel case with more makeup than the Macy’s cosmetics counter. Not that Jessie needed it either, but the woman was usually all dolled up. Even now, after three hours on the road, she looked like she just stepped off of the cover of a magazine.

“Here,” Jessie said when she came back, thrusting a small cosmetics bag toward her. “What? That’s just the one I carry in my purse.”

Of course it was.

Kylie didn’t argue. She retrieved the items she needed and proceeded to doctor her face. To her surprise, the mascara made her eyes pop, and the sheer gloss gave a pretty shine to her otherwise boring lips. Not bad, if she did say so herself.

“So where are you taking me?” Jessie asked as they went out through the garage, using the keypad bolted to the exterior frame to close the single door. She didn’t park in the garage, but rather than carry house keys or an oversized purse which would only contain things she didn’t need, she opted to use a code and go in through the garage.

“I was thinking Applebee’s,” Kylie said as she moved around to the driver’s side of the truck.

“Ummm, mind if I ask you something?” Jessie asked when they both climbed inside. Kylie didn’t waste time before starting the engine and cranking up the air conditioner. The harsh June temperature threatened to melt what little makeup Kylie did have on.

“What’s that?” she asked as she peered in her rearview mirror before backing down the short driveway.

“How old are you?”

As Kylie flipped the gearshift into Drive, she peered over at her sister. “What? You know exactly how old I am.”

“I mean, Applebee’s? Seriously?”

“Well, there’s not much here, and they’ve got a bar,” Kylie explained as she pulled down the narrow street lined with large towering oaks.

“Umm, they’ve also got creepers, Kylie. Take me somewhere fun.”

Kylie didn’t know anywhere fun. It wasn’t like she did much more than work, rarely getting out of the house. Her fun was generally limited to the grocery store once a week to buy milk and creamer for her coffee.

“Hey, aren’t you working on a house?” Jessie asked after they’d driven for a few minutes.

Actually she wasn’t, but Kylie had a good idea where Jessie had heard the news. A couple of months ago, back when she was getting to know Gage, she’d told their father about the project. When she’d been giddy with excitement. Before… Well, before her world came crumbling down around her.

“Show me,” Jess added before Kylie could respond.

“What?”

“You heard me. Dad said it was only about an hour away. Take me there. I want to see what you’re working on.”

“Aren’t you tired of driving?” Kylie asked by way of an excuse.

She so didn’t want to take her sister to Coyote Ridge. Not only was she not working on Gage’s house, but there were other risks with taking her sister to the town her husband lived in. No one, including Jessie, knew Kylie was married. She doubted they’d understand now if she told them, so she intended to keep her lips sealed until the divorce was final. Then it would be history and Kylie wouldn’t be hiding anything.

“Nope, I’ve actually enjoyed it. Gave me some time to think,” Jessie replied. “Come on, sis. Take me there.”

Kylie wasn’t sure how to argue with Jessie at this point. If she told her that she wasn’t working on the project, she’d have to explain the why of it and she wasn’t interested in doing that either.

Resigning herself to the outing, Kylie put her foot on the accelerator. After all, showing her the house she would’ve been working on had Gage not pulled his underhanded stunt was the lesser of two evils.

Right?

♂♂

“Damn, woman. You take all the fun outta playin’ pool, you know that?” Beau chided V as she once again kicked someone else’s ass at the pool table.

Travis had given up a couple of hours ago, resigning himself to nursing a beer after he’d given up on the Scotch. He had to be prepared to drive home which meant no more hard liquor for him. Although he could’ve easily convinced one of his brothers to take him home if he absolutely wanted to. Now that they were all there, at least one of them would’ve obliged him.

In fact, he could’ve convinced his father as well.

Exactly why Curtis Walker showed up at Moonshiners was still a mystery. Travis figured it had something to do with Zane, but he didn’t question the man. His father had every right to hang out with his sons, have a beer or three and get his ass handed to him at pool by his future daughter-in-law.

“What are you sulking over here in the corner for, boy?” Curtis asked as he clapped Travis on the back, jarring him hard enough that his teeth rattled and he damn near spilled his beer.

“Not sulking,” he lied. He was brooding. There was a difference.

“Still trying to bullshit a bullshitter, huh, boy?” Curtis laughed, a booming sound that had people turning to look his way.

“It’s my life’s mission.”

“I’ve noticed that.” Curtis signaled the waitress to bring another beer as he pulled up an empty stool and took a seat at the small table Travis was currently leaning over.

“What’s going on with you?” his father asked, turning to face him and looking entirely too serious.

Travis considered telling his father what was going on, but that thought was fleeting. The last thing he needed was to have his father giving him advice. He doubted Curtis would understand what was bothering him, even if he did explain himself. He also wasn’t interested in putting a shamed look in his father’s eyes.

Nope, this was his secret to keep, and as far as he was concerned, if Curtis never learned about Travis’ warped way of thinking, the better off he would be.

“Nothin’,” Travis answered, peeling back the label on his beer bottle and staring at it like he’d just found gold.

“Horseshit,” Curtis said, his voice low and menacing.

Travis slid his eyes up to his father’s, realizing his father was trying to keep his voice low enough that no one else could hear. To ensure no one had heard, Travis peered over his shoulder. His brothers were lined up around the pool table, watching Brendon play Braydon, the twins giving one another hell as they went along.

Nope, no one seemed interested in the conversation he was having with his father.

“How’s the resort coming along?”

Travis was surprised his father had opted to forego the confrontation he felt was coming. Being the oldest, Travis had developed a close relationship with his father over the years and there’d been a few occasions when Curtis had managed to pry details out of him that he hadn’t wanted to share. Granted, he was a little more private about his life at this point, but he knew if Curtis tried hard enough, he might just get Travis to crack under the pressure.

“It’s ahead of schedule,” he told his father. “Seems my daily rants are keeping them on their toes.”

“That’s my boy,” Curtis said with pride. “Ever come up with something I could do?”

Travis grinned. His father had been pestering him about giving him a job at the resort as soon as it opened. Even after he’d been brutally honest about what would be going on there, Curtis had still been interested. His exact words, “Son, you think I had seven boys because I winked at your mother?” Travis hadn’t taken the bait because the last thing he wanted to think about, much less talk about, was his parents’ sex life. No thanks.

“I’m sure I’ll come up with something by the time it opens,” he answered. It was the same answer he’d given him time and time again. He fully intended to give his father options, but he still didn’t understand how the man would have time to do anything more than manage the ranch. Sure, they had a full time ranch foreman and plenty of help to handle the day to day, but Curtis always had liked keeping his hands in the pot so to speak.

“I’m sure you will.”

Just when he was going to change the subject, the front doors opened, and Travis’ heart went from a continuous, even thump to a heart pounding throb.

The mere sight of Gage Matthews after all this time jump started his heart and made the palms of his hands itch. He forced himself not to ball them into fists, not wanting his father to pick up on his sudden change in mood.

Travis tracked Gage through the bar, pausing while he ordered a beer, doing his best to avoid the grabby hands of Ellie the waitress as he did. Gage wasn’t nearly as successful as Travis was however. As it would appear, the two might’ve had a history together. For some reason, Travis didn’t like the idea of Gage with that woman. It wasn’t that he didn’t like the idea of Gage with any woman because he’d had some seriously lewd fantasies about him, Gage, and Kylie together, so yeah, he had an open mind. Just not with that woman.

When Gage was on the move again, Travis kept his eyes glued to his well-built frame, noticing he looked much better than he had the last time he’d seen him. He also noticed that the man was going out of his way to avoid looking at him.

“Travis,” Curtis’ deep voice boomed, grabbing his attention and causing him to glance over at his father.

“What?”

“Well, if I didn’t know what the source of your problem was before now, I’m pretty sure I just got my first clue.”

Travis’ eyes went wide, unsure exactly what his father was referring to. He knew he’d been fixated on Gage from the moment he stepped foot through the door, but surely he hadn’t done anything to give himself away, had he?

Rather than lying again, Travis shrugged his shoulders, forcing himself not to turn around and see where Gage went.

“Boy, I’ve got one thing to say and then I’ll leave you be.”

Travis steeled himself for his father’s wrath. If Curtis had any idea that Travis was lusting after a man, he’d surely be ready to tear him limb for limb.

“Whatever it is you want, whatever it is you need, I suggest you go after it. Sitting back and pretending otherwise will get you nowhere in life, boy. And if you ever need to talk, about anything, you know your mother and I will always listen.”

Travis swallowed hard. As much as he’d tried to keep his personal life private, he got the sneaking suspicion that his father knew. At least on some level.

And if that was the case, that meant Travis had spent the last ten years using everyone else as an excuse. If they might accept him, where did that leave him? He wasn’t sure he had the balls to own up to what he’d been fighting all these years.

Because if he did, that would mean he’d been wrong.

And Travis was never wrong.

Chapter Thirteen

♀♂

“I don’t know about this, Jess.” Kylie had no desire to go into… Moonshiners – according to the rough metal sign.

“Come on, Ky. Live a little. It’s a bar, the parking lot’s full. Oh, and add to that the hot cowboys who just walked inside. What could possibly go wrong?”

Kylie had heard that before. She also knew there was no way she could persuade her sister from going anywhere else. They’d passed the place on their way out to Gage’s house and Jessie had mentioned it the first time around. After spending a total of two minutes rolling past the historic farmhouse she wasn’t going to be renovating, Kylie had wanted to get the hell out of dodge.

However, she also didn’t want to look like she was fleeing, no matter how true it was.

“Come on. Just for a little while,” Jessie said, pinning her pretty blue eyes on Kylie’s face and making her feel guilty. Even without trying, Jessie always did make Kylie feel guilty. Not in a bad way though. Kylie wanted to make her sister happy. Always had.

“Fine,” she answered as she unclicked the seatbelt and turned off the truck’s engine.

Kylie had to almost run to keep up with Jessie’s much longer stride. Her sister had gotten the height in the family, and what Jessie got, Kylie must’ve given away because topping out at five-foot-five-inches she found herself looking up at her sister. Even if she was only three inches taller, it was enough that Kylie envied her.

Jessie pulled open the front door, and the quiet sunset was suddenly filled with the din of conversation and laughter, the clack of pool balls hitting one another, and the pleasant country beat coming from a jukebox that Kylie spotted just inside the front door.

Sending up a silent prayer that she wouldn’t run into Gage or Travis, or anyone who might know them, Kylie followed her sister inside, the battered wooden door slowly closing behind her.

“What do you want to drink?” Jessie asked as she made a beeline for the bar, her graceful, easy gait disguising her urgency. “Never mind, silly question.” Jessie stood at the edge of the bar, waiting patiently for the bartender to look her way. And just like usual, the instant the older cowboy slinging beers behind the bar spotted Jessie, he smiled and headed her way.

Jessica Renee Prescott had a way with men. She was stunning, smart, and sincere. She was a triple threat. She was also very single. At least Kylie thought she was. She’d never known her to date much, but she’d also never thought to question her sister either. Figuring asking questions would only be asking for someone to start prying into her own life, Kylie did her best to avoid being nosey.

“A Corona with lime for my sister, and I’ll have Grey Goose and 7-Up if you’ve got it.”

“Sure thing, honey,” the burly bartender smiled as he turned away.

“This place is great,” Jessie said as Kylie stepped closer.

It actually was. Kylie liked the down home feel, the rustic wood and iron lacking the intimidating vibe a lot of bars gave off.

“Here you go. Oh, and those are on the house,” the bartender winked, and Jessie smiled brightly.

“Thanks.”

Kylie was pretty sure that her sister had no idea how many men flirted with her on a daily basis. Whenever they were together, Kylie saw one or more men nearly trip over their own tongues when Jessie walked by.

“Want to play pool?” Jessie asked, using the thin straw to stir and sip her drink as Kylie simply wrapped her hand around the ice cold beer bottle. Turning toward the sound of the billiards balls clanging together, Kylie stopped in her tracks.

Her breath came in violent pants, her heart began pounding like a bass drum in a marching band. She had to close her fingers around her beer to keep from dropping it.

There, standing near one of the pool tables in the back was Gage. He was surrounded by a handful of cowboys and a couple of women. Those around him were smiling and laughing, but he didn’t seem to be doing the same.

Movement to her right caught her attention, and Kylie turned to see what it was.

That’s when the shaking ensued. Heading straight for her was none other than Travis Walker.

“You ok, Ky?” Jessie asked, turning to face her.

No. No, she definitely was not.

Kylie couldn’t pull her eyes away from Travis as he moved toward her with purpose. Oh, God. He was going to think she came to see him. What was she supposed to say? How did she get out of this?

“Hey,” Travis’ sexy baritone tore Kylie from her thoughts and she looked up – way up – into sparkling steel blue eyes.

“Hey.” How she managed to find her voice, she had no idea.

Travis held out his hand, and that’s when Kylie realized he was looking toward her sister. “Travis, this is my sister Jessie. Jessie, this is Travis.”

God, she hoped she didn’t need to provide any more introduction than that because her tongue suddenly felt heavy, her mouth dry and her palms sweating. Her beer was at risk of taking a trip, and it wasn’t going to be toward her mouth.

“Nice to meet you, Travis,” Jessie replied as her eyes darted toward Kylie.

Kylie forced a smile but didn’t say anything.

“Mind if I talk to your sister for a minute?” Travis asked Jessie.

“Great idea,” Jessie said with a grin the size of Texas before she waltzed off, heading toward the pool tables at the back of the room.

“Why are you here?”

Kylie flipped her gaze back to Travis’ and processed his question. He didn’t seem upset. In fact, he sounded somewhat optimistic. Although, she had no idea how she was going to answer his question. It wasn’t like she could tell him that they just ventured out for a beer because… Yeah, well because Coyote Ridge was an hour’s drive from her house.

“I wanted to show my sister a house,” she said truthfully.

“In Coyote Ridge?” Travis’ gaze turned skeptical.

Rather than risk the words, Kylie just nodded.

“Well, I’m glad you’re here.”

The words were so unguarded, Kylie’s heart tripped a couple of times before it resumed its normal rhythm. “You are?”

Travis must’ve realized what he said because that mask of indifference that she’d seen on his face when she presented him with divorce papers slammed into place, nearly knocking her back a step or two.

“I’d offer to buy you a beer, but it looks like you’re good.”

For now. She still wasn’t confident she’d be able to hold on to it long. Her hands were shaking like a leaf in a hurricane.

“I’m good.”

“Come on, I’d like to introduce you to a few people,” Travis said as he turned, keeping his eyes on her as he did.

Kylie couldn’t have been more shocked if Travis had hit her over the head with a club and dragged her from the bar. Who was this man? And why was he acting like he had expected her to show up?

Then again, who was she to question it? It wasn’t like she had anything else to do because as she roamed the room to locate Jessie, she saw her sister standing at the back of the bar talking to a couple of really tall cowboys. Huh. They looked like identical twins.

After three steps, Kylie reached out and grabbed hold of Travis’ arm. Hard.

He stopped abruptly, glancing down at her with one eyebrow cocked in question.

“Whatever you do, please don’t mention that we’re technically still married.” Kylie glanced over at where her hand still rested on his arm and then back up to meet his eyes. “My sister doesn’t know.”

Travis’ mouth formed a hard, thin line, but he nodded. Kylie took that to mean he would keep their little secret.

They fell into step once more, and Kylie kept her eyes on Gage who hadn’t seemed to notice her up to this point. That changed in an instant just as they reached the group. Their eyes met, locked, and she noticed something akin to shock on his ruggedly handsome face.

She couldn’t help but wonder whether he would have taken his arm off of the pretty blonde who was currently standing much closer than Kylie was comfortable seeing. Granted she had no claim on the man, but still… No, there truly wasn’t anything there for her to get upset about. She’d sent him on his way and apparently Gage didn’t have a problem moving on.

Excusing himself from the man he was talking to, Gage released the woman and headed directly toward her. Male instincts must’ve kicked in because Travis’ body went rigid beside her as though he was prepared to defend her if necessary.

Little did Travis realize but Gage wasn’t a threat to anything other than her heart at this point.

She totally didn’t see this going well.

♂♀♂

Kylie?

At first Gage thought he was imagining things, but as he looked closer, he realized she was definitely real. Just as beautiful as the last time he’d seen her, he drank in the sight of her like he’d been in the desert for months and she was the only thing to quench his thirst.

Her hair was just as silky and long as he remembered, her skin just as clear and perfect, her body just as curvy. With her tanned, toned legs disappearing into a pair of cowboy boots, Gage was suddenly grateful that he’d gone casual, his shirt untucked and hiding the instant hard-on he got from seeing her.

Telling Kaleb he’d be back in a minute, Gage headed right toward her. He noticed how Travis’ posture changed, his stance reflecting that of a bodyguard ready to go toe to toe with him if he tried to approach too close.

Bring it.

“Gage,” Kylie greeted when he reached her. The sound of his name on her lips made a strange churning sensation take flight in his chest. It was a combination of happiness, anxiety, and confusion. God, he just wanted to stand there and stare at her for a little while.

Travis took a step closer. Breaking eye contact with Kylie, Gage turned and looked directly at the man. Since he’d walked into the bar, Gage had felt Travis tracking his every move, but they hadn’t spoken. Gage hadn’t even looked his way, afraid of what he’d see. He didn’t want to see disgust or contempt on Travis’ face.

“Matthews. Bout time you showed up again,” Travis said.

There wasn’t any anger on his face, but that I don’t give a shit attitude was front and center.

“Been busy,” he replied, glancing back down at Kylie.

“Hey, bro. Want to introduce us to the lady?” Sawyer’s exuberant voice echoed through the bar and effectively redirected their attention.

“Sawyer, meet Kylie. Kylie, this is one of my brothers,” Travis explained as the others were closing in around them.

With a nod of his head, Travis introduced the rest of the group, “Kaleb and his wife, Zoey. Zane and his fiancé, V. This old man right here is our father, Curtis. This here’s Ethan. Over there,” Travis nodded toward the back corner, “the two giving your sister a hard time are the twins, Braydon and Brendon.”

There was a round of “Hi, how are ya’s” from the Walker group.

“Wow, there really are six,” Kylie muttered as though she hadn’t expected Travis to have that many brothers. How much had he told the woman he married, Gage thought to himself.

“Now if you’ll excuse us, I’d like to talk to her for a bit,” Travis told the others. “Oh, and E, make sure the twins know her sister’s off limits, would ya?”

Rather presumptuous of Travis to assume as much, but when Kylie didn’t say a word, Gage opted to keep his trap shut.

“Excuse us,” Travis told him.

“No way in hell,” Gage barked back. He knew he should walk away, but he wasn’t about to be dismissed. Not by Travis anyway. “I go where you go.”

Kylie’s head turned back and forth, watching them like one would watch two prowling tigers in their backyard. Gage waited for her to tell him to go to hell. She didn’t. She didn’t say anything, and Travis must’ve taken that as her consent because he exhaled and then turned to walk away. His retreat was rather disappointing because Gage wanted to hear what the man had to say.

It wasn’t like he could use the wife excuse because for the last ten years, he damn sure hadn’t treated her as though they were married. However, Gage had been gone for a while and he didn’t have any idea what had gone on between the two of them since then.

They reached a booth in the back, but before they could sit, Kylie spoke up. “Mind if we sit at a table?”

Ahhh, so she didn’t want to get trapped beside one of them. Her request both amused and disappointed Gage. Trapping her, preferably between their bodies, had been one fantasy he hadn’t been able to shake in recent weeks. Not that this woman would ever be onboard with that idea. Gage wasn’t even sure Travis would be open to the suggestion, but it wasn’t like he was going to mention it either.

Travis opted for a table farther in the back, and they were once again on the move. Shit, by the time they sat down, they were all going to need more beer because they were going to be dehydrated at this rate.

They both moved to pull out a chair for Kylie at the same time and Gage thought he saw an amused smirk on her lips, but she quickly turned away as she lowered herself into the chair.

“Sit.” Travis nodded to Gage, and he instinctively went on the defense. Before he mouthed a “fuck you”, he forced his legs to bend, and he dropped into a chair beside Kylie.

Now was not the time for him and Travis to go toe to toe. Especially not with Kylie present.

“So, what house did you show your sister?” Travis asked as he eased into the chair on the other side of Kylie.

The question got Gage’s attention. Why the hell hadn’t he questioned why she was there? Was he so far gone that it hadn’t mattered to him why? He was just so damn happy to see her, he hadn’t thought about anything else.

“Just a house I had considered working on,” she explained, but she wasn’t looking at him as she answered and Gage knew at once which house she was referring to.

His.

“You restore historic homes?” Travis questioned, tipping his beer bottle to his lips as he eyed her.

“I do.”

Hmmm. Gage wondered whether those two words brought back any memories for Travis. I do. He forced his eyes to the table, not wanting Travis to see his irritation. This situation bothered him for so many reasons, most of which he wouldn’t be able to explain if anyone asked.

First and foremost, Gage was pretty damn sure he’d fallen in love with Kylie Prescott several months ago. Even after she sent him on his way, he’d never been able to stop thinking about her. Secondly, during those rare times when he wasn’t thinking about Kylie, he was thinking about Travis.

And wouldn’t this just be fodder for town gossip? The three of them sitting there, talking like old friends when Gage knew better. He and Travis were far from being friends. They might have some sort of dangerous attraction to one another, but aside from that, he wasn’t even sure he liked the man. And then there was Kylie. If it was true, and Gage had fallen in love with her, then she was sitting with two men who loved her – either present tense or past.

Hell, by the look on Travis’ face, Gage wasn’t so sure the guy didn’t still have feelings for her.

“When will you start working on this house?”

Gage’s eyes flew to Kylie’s and she met them head on. He held his breath as he waited for her answer.

“I’m thinking of starting in a week or so. I’ve been waiting for the owner to get back in town.”

She had?

The way her eyes darted away from his, Gage knew she wasn’t telling the truth. Either she was trying to placate Travis or she was flat out lying.

“Where’s this house at?”

What was with the interrogation? Shit.

“Your sister staying with you?” Gage tossed his question out before Kylie answered the last one from Travis. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to know the answer, but he’d rather not hear her flat out lie about taking on his renovation. If it was the truth, which he doubted, he’d find out soon enough.

“Yes,” Kylie said with a sigh of relief, as though the change of the subject had eased some of her tension. “She’s down here to visit during her vacation.”

Gage already knew all about Kylie’s sister thanks to the time they spent together. He knew she was two years younger than Kylie and lived in Dallas. According to Kylie, they didn’t spend nearly as much time together as she would have liked.

Gage glanced back to see Jessie was laughing and joking with Braydon and Brendon. He wasn’t sure whether Kylie even realized what her sister was getting herself into. The twins shared women. They didn’t fly solo ever, which meant if Jessie was interested, she might be learning a riveting lesson tonight. Or whenever.

“Not married?” It was Travis’ turn again apparently.

“No, she’s not married.”

“And she doesn’t know that you are?”

Kylie’s back straightened, and she glanced around as though hoping no one else was listening to their conversation.

“No, she doesn’t. I didn’t think it was necessary to tell my family since the marriage was over before it even started,” she retorted, and Gage watched the conversation as it volleyed back into Travis’ court.

Interesting.

At least he understood one thing, these two clearly hadn’t spent any time together while he was gone. By the way they were regarding one another, there was still a decade of emotion lingering between them.

Gage leaned back in his chair and waved the waitress over. Might as well get comfortable. Looks like it might be a long night.

Chapter Fourteen

♀♂♂

Travis wasn’t much for conversation, but sitting with Kylie and Gage, especially at his own suggestion, didn’t leave him with much room for an out. It wasn’t like he could sit there and stare at the two of them, although that idea did have its benefits.

“Are you going to take the job?” Gage questioned, finally bringing the conversation back around to where it was before he hijacked the damn thing in the first place.

“I’m considering it. I think it just depends,” she answered, and Travis got the distinct impression that Gage was genuinely interested in Kylie’s response.

Awww, hell.

It dawned on him that Kylie was talking about Gage’s house. And everything fell into place. That’s how Gage had approached her in the first place, using his house as an excuse.

But wait. Gage didn’t own his house. He rented it. In fact, he rented the damn thing from Charles and Myrna Talbott who owned the diner down the road.

“Where is this house?” Travis asked again, suddenly taking a keen interest in the details. How far did Gage’s lie go?

Kylie glanced between the two of them and then she met Travis’ gaze full on. “I was originally hired to restore Gage’s grandparents’ old farmhouse.”

From the corner of Travis’ eye, he could’ve sworn that Gage grinned with the news. Had she quit after he pulled his little stunt? Not that he blamed her, but Travis suddenly felt like he was on the outside looking in, and he wasn’t fond of the position. At all.

“Out on county road 406,” Gage said by way of his two cents, his smirk still lingering as he tipped his beer bottle back to his lips.

Daaayumm. When Gage smiled like that… It was fucking hot. Travis tried to subtly reposition himself now that his Wranglers were trying to strangle his dick. He added a simple nod as though he gave a shit where the house sat.

Coyote Ridge was as familiar to him as the back of his hand, so he knew exactly which house Gage was referring to, even if he hadn’t linked him with the house’s original owners.

What an interesting turn of events. If Kylie did take the job, then that meant she was going to be spending some time in Coyote Ridge. He couldn’t imagine her driving an hour each way every day. But that also meant… “Where are you going to stay while you work on it?”

“Haven’t thought about that yet. I’m still considering the job.”

“Ok, then. Say you take it, where will you be staying?” Travis wanted to know the answer to the question. If Gage even thought for a second that she would be staying with him, the man was delusional. Well, unless he was inviting Travis to stay as well.

A flicker of need bounced through his insides, and Travis ignored it. He needed to talk to Gage before he went and did something stupid. Like piss Travis off.

“Can I talk to you for a second?” Travis stood, fully expecting Gage to follow, whether he wanted to or not. He merely asked the question because social etiquette required him to be polite in front of a lady.

Gage didn’t respond, but he did push to his feet.

“We’ll be right back,” Travis told Kylie as he led the way to the narrow hall in the back.

“What the hell –”

Don’t ask him why he did it because Travis had no idea, but as soon as they were alone in the hall, he slammed Gage up against the wall and claimed his lips with his own, effectively shutting him up. There was a brief pause, a moment of hesitation and then Gage was kissing him back with a ferocity that mirrored what was churning in Travis’ veins.

Knowing someone could walk down the hall at any moment and see them, Travis didn’t linger, but he did take exactly what he wanted, his hand going to the back of Gage’s neck, pulling hard until his face tilted up slightly so he could drive his tongue firmly against the welcoming thrust of Gage’s.

Fuck. He was completely insane with need.

Breathless, Travis broke the kiss and took a step back, their eyes locked on one another. There was a moment of what the fuck, as though neither of them had expected that to happen, but they both wanted to do it again. Soon.

“She’s not staying with you,” Travis informed him when he got his breathing under control.

“And what? You expect her to stay with you? Don’t you think you’re a little late to the party, Travis? She’s not your wife anymore.”

“Technically she is,” Travis barked. “And I don’t give a fuck where she stays, but she’s not staying with you.”

“Why the hell not?”

“Because if she’s getting in your bed, I’m going to be right there with her,” he said, his voice low as he moved closer. They were practically nose to nose when Travis spoke again, “And when I do make it to your bed, I’m going to be buried ball’s deep in your ass until you scream my fucking name. You think she can handle that? You think she’s the type to be open to a ménage? If so, then by all means, make the suggestion. I’ll be there in a heartbeat.”

Gage stared back at him like he’d lost his mind and Travis was beginning to think he might have. His emotions were all over the map, and he damn sure wasn’t thinking straight.

“Is that what you want? A ménage?”

Travis glanced down the hall, making sure no one was coming before he leaned in closer and brushed his mouth over Gage’s once more. Fuck, he needed to taste him. He wanted to inhale him until neither of them were strong enough to pull away. “I’ll take you and her any way I can. Whether that’s separately or together, it makes no difference to me.”

“You’re a selfish bastard, you know that?” Fire burned in Gage’s rich, chocolate brown eyes.

“I’ve always known. Never even questioned it. Why the hell do you think I walked away from her all those years ago? I’d bet money on it, Matthews. Kylie won’t ever give in to the two of us. And tell me, do you think you can spend the rest of your life in a monogamous relationship?”

Travis knew all about Gage’s extracurricular activities. He knew the man was involved with Kaleb and Zoey, and he also knew he was rather liked at Club Destiny by more than one couple. He needed the threesome, almost as much as Travis needed a ménage. The only difference between the two of them was that Travis wasn’t looking for temporary.

“I’d never dream of putting her in that position,” Gage whispered. “She deserves better.”

“Better than what? Better than two men focused entirely on her for a lifetime? I’m not sure I agree.”

“But you want both.” It wasn’t a question this time and Travis didn’t respond. No sense in it. The words were nothing but the truth. Travis was bisexual. He’d known it his entire adult life. It wasn’t until recently that he decided it was all or nothing for him.

Unfortunately up until now, it’d been nothing. He wasn’t expecting much more from Kylie. Didn’t mean he wasn’t sending up a silent prayer.

♀♂♂

“Hey, sis,” Jessie greeted as she joined Kylie at the table a few minutes after Travis and Gage walked away.

“Hey.” Glancing around the bar, she tried to discreetly locate where the two of them had gone, hoping like hell they weren’t throwing down in the back alley or something. They were both strung tight, a discernible tension passing between them and Kylie was rightfully worried.

“Oh, if you’re looking for your friends, they’re in that hallway over there,” Jess said as she pointed. “I’m not sure I’d interrupt them right now though.”

“Why’s that?” Kylie feared she’d been right and maybe they were beating one another to a pulp.

Jessie leaned closer, lowering her voice to a mere whisper, “They’re kinda making out at the moment.”

Kylie flinched so hard, she had to grab hold of the table to keep from knocking her chair over backward. Rather than ask Jessie if she was sure, Kylie got to her feet as soon as her chair was stable and stalked across the room. She managed to slow before she entered the hall, choosing to peer around the corner rather than barge in on them.

Oh. My. God.

“If you ask me, it’s pretty damn hot,” Jessie whispered in her ear, scaring her so badly, Kylie screamed as she jumped back.

Well, so much for stealth. She heard the sound of footsteps as they pounded down the hall and suddenly Kylie had no desire to stick around.

“Let’s go.” Without waiting, she grabbed Jessie’s arm and tugged her along behind her.

“Wait! Kylie. Stop!” Jessie squealed as she tried to slow her down without much luck. Kylie was on a mission, one that involved her getting far away from Gage and Travis. The only other thing she was focused on was her speed.

She was within reach of the door when Jessie must’ve grabbed hold of something bolted to the concrete floor because suddenly she was pulled up short. When she turned around, she came face to chest with Travis. On his right was Gage.

“I think you should probably talk.” Jessie’s confusion was written all over her face. “I’m going to go back and talk to those twins. When you’re ready, just let me know.”

“I’m ready now.” Kylie knew her face was red because she was blushing from the inside out.

“No, she’s not,” Travis added.

Kylie bit her tongue to keep from yelling. This wasn’t the time or the place, but she wasn’t promising anything. Once they were outside, which is exactly where she was headed, she was going to lose it.

“I’ll check on you in a few minutes,” Jessie whispered and disappeared before Kylie could beg her not to leave her alone.

“After you.” Travis waved a hand toward the door, and like a child, Kylie turned and walked. She slammed open the door and moved out of the way in time for it to swing back, but Travis caught it before it smashed into him.

Damn it.

“We need to talk,” Travis told her as he gripped her upper arm and led her over to what she assumed was his truck. It was the same one that had been at Walker Demolition when she had served him the divorce papers. The same one he drove to her house afterward.

She wrangled her arm away from him and stopped suddenly. “Why do the two of you insist on doing that? Don’t touch me. Can’t you take a hint? I don’t want to have anything to do with you.”

Kylie was easily pressed up against the truck, Travis’ big body looming in front of her, but he didn’t touch her. The warmth of his body combined with the humid, stifling air made her feel as though she was suffocating.

“Are you going to hear me out?” His words were so low, Kylie barely heard them. If he hadn’t been right up in her face, she wouldn’t have.

She focused on breathing, staring up at him and waiting for him to get his lips moving. If he wanted to explain he could go right ahead. Although she had a pretty damn good idea why he walked away from her back when they were married. She just didn’t know why he had married her in the first place. It was obvious he hadn’t come out back then, but now. Well, Kylie got the impression thanks to their very public display that Travis didn’t have a problem with people knowing he was gay.

“I’m not,” he whispered and Kylie’s eyes widened.

“What?”

“You said I was gay. I’m not,” he explained.

Wow, had she said it out loud? She really needed to get out of there.

“Look, I’m not here to pass judgment,” she stammered, thoroughly unnerved by how close Travis was. Gage was gradually eliminating the breathing space between them as he leaned his forearm against the truck, over her head. Any minute now, they were going to be practically on top of her.

Don’t go there. Don’t go there. Don’t go there. She repeated the mantra over and over in her head. The idea of both of them. At the same time…

She was soooo not going there.

“Can you give us a minute?” Travis asked Gage.

“No, don’t give us a minute. We don’t need one,” she said, finding her voice. “I’m not interested in talking. At least not tonight.”

Travis took a step back when Kylie put her hand on his chest and shoved. It was like trying to move a mountain, but thankfully he appeased her.

“I’ll pick you up in the morning.”

Crap. Kylie had already agreed to talk to him tomorrow. And he was supposed to pick her up at her house. Part of her wanted to tell him not to bother, the other part wanted to hear what he had to say. Closure. That’s what this was about, and even though she’d figured it all out, despite his denial, Kylie still wanted to see how honest Travis Walker was going to be with her this time.

Nodding her head, she turned away from them and headed back inside. She didn’t care if Jessie was ready or not, they were leaving. If her sister wanted to stay, well, she’d have to find her own way home because Kylie was so done with this.

Chapter Fifteen

♂♀

“Hey, baby. What are you still doing up?”

“I was waiting for you.”

Curtis Walker peered down at his wife from where he stood, and he smiled. He loved looking at her, found himself watching her every chance he got. Didn’t matter if she was fluttering around the kitchen, or tending to the small garden she had planted in the backyard, or brushing that ornery old horse of hers that wouldn’t have anything to do with anyone but her. And he especially loved those rare times when he woke before she did. He could spend hours – hell, days – listening to her breathe softly as she dreamed. Still, after fifty years of marriage, his heart rate still kicked up a notch every time he looked at her.

“How’d it go?” Lorrie asked as she set her e-reader on the coffee table and turned to face him.

“Well, let’s just say it was a learning experience.” Curtis thrust his hands through his hair and moved around the couch to join his wife.

It was still fairly early, but he was exhausted. Trying to keep up with seven rowdy boys… er, men, took a lot out of him. He wasn’t as young as he used to be. But listening to them razz each other as grown men wasn’t much different from when they used to chase each other around the house as young boys.

“What did you learn?” she asked with a smile that radiated.

Curtis eased down onto the couch beside his wife, pulling her against him and placing his arm over her shoulder. Lorrie curled up beside him, tucking tightly against his side just as she always did. He found he longed for the times they could sit just like this. Whether they were watching TV or just talking about things going on with their boys.

“Well, let’s see,” he began, unsure where he should start. “Brendon and Braydon found a new woman tonight, but that’s not all that surprising. She was a beauty though.”

“Anyone I know?”

“Hadn’t seen her before. She’s not from here. She came in with another pretty girl who seemed to catch Travis’ attention. From the moment she walked in the door, he was tripping all over himself.”

“So they knew each other?”

“That’d be my guess,” he explained. Curtis had seen recognition in the woman’s eyes when she had looked at Travis, but at the same time she didn’t seem all that comfortable with him either.

“What was her name?” Lorrie asked, placing her hand on his thigh and leaning into him a little more as she tucked her feet beneath her.

“Kylie. Didn’t get a last name, but her first name was Kylie,” he replied.

Lorrie pulled away suddenly and Curtis moved back, staring down at her.

“What’s wrong?”

“Curtis, that’s her. Oh my goodness, that’s her.” Lorrie’s enthusiasm confused him.

“Who?”

“What am I going to do with you? Your memory’s going fast, old man.” Lorrie’s blue eyes sparkled as she teased him, but Curtis still had no idea what she was talking about.

“Careful, woman. I’ll lay you down right here on the couch and show you just how old I am.” Just as he’d hoped, she blushed sweetly and then swatted him on the chest.

“She’s Travis’ wife. Kylie. That’s his wife’s name.”

The single word triggered the proverbial light bulb and Curtis realized why Lorrie had gotten excited. That’s right. Travis’ wife – the one he had never even told them about. How he hadn’t put two and two together in the first place, he had no idea. Maybe he was getting old.

“Did they talk? Did they say why she was here?”

Awww, hell. This couldn’t be good. Curtis closed his eyes as he leaned back into the couch trying to remember all that he could because she wasn’t going to let up on him. And the other half of the story probably didn’t fare well for the young woman.

“What is it, Curtis?”

He opened his eyes to see Lorrie’s serious face staring back at him, endless questions in her eyes.

“Well, see, I was coming out of the restroom and well, that’s when I saw Travis.” He swallowed hard. “And if Travis is still married to that woman, then things aren’t looking all that great for her at this point.”

“Why?”

“Let’s just say it looks like our boy might have found a different form of interest.”

“What does that mean?”

Curtis looked Lorrie right in the eyes. “Well, based on what I saw, I think Travis isn’t interested in women much these days.”

Lorrie’s eyebrows scrunched as she seemed to be translating what he was telling her. When she didn’t say anything for long seconds, Curtis took a deep breath and spilled it. “I saw Travis kissing Gage Matthews in the hallway at Moonshiners.”

Lorrie’s eyes went wide, her hand came up to cover her mouth as she stared back at him. The shock only seemed to last a few seconds because then suddenly Lorrie was smiling. “Well, I don’t care who he’s with, but hearing that he kissed someone is the best news I’ve heard in a long time.”

Her cute little smile was infectious and he found himself grinning back at her. She was right. They’d heard a lot of news lately, thanks to the rumor mill in Coyote Ridge. Gossip spread faster and more often than that waitress’s legs down at Moonshiners. And that was saying something.

But most of the time, although their boys were often the topic of those conversations, there wasn’t ever much about Travis. He was a private man and Curtis respected that about him, but he knew Lorrie worried all the same. No matter how much she wanted him to find his happily ever after, the man didn’t seem to have many lasting relationships if he was having any at all.

Pulling Lorrie back against him, Curtis relaxed into the couch once more. “I don’t care either, honey.”

“Did it look serious?” she asked as she settled against his side once again.

Curtis kissed the top of her head and grinned. “It looked like two men kissin’, darlin’. I wasn’t going to stand around and take notes.”

“Let’s just hope he finds happiness sometime in the near future. That’s all we can hope for,” Lorrie said with a sigh.

Yes, that’s all he hoped for any of his boys. They were good men, just as Lorrie and Curtis had raised them to be. Gay, straight, whatever. Curtis didn’t care, and he knew his wife didn’t either. They just wanted them to be happy.

It was the only thing that mattered to them.

As he sat holding his wife, Curtis couldn’t help but wonder when he’d made his sons believe otherwise. Because up to this point, neither Travis nor Ethan had been open and honest with them about their relationships. They seemed to forget that having seven boys meant their eyes and ears were sharper than some – even now. They’d had no choice but to hone those senses. Turning your back on one little rugrat was asking for trouble, but seven… That was a recipe for disaster. Those habits were hard to break.

And no matter how much their boys thought otherwise, Curtis and Lorrie saw a lot more than they gave them credit for.

Chapter Sixteen

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If Travis thought standing in Kylie’s house yesterday, or seeing her at Moonshiners, had been hell, he was certain he wouldn’t survive this day.

When he pulled up in front of her house a few minutes ago, he’d been surprised to see her waiting on her front porch. Part of him expected her to stand him up, which he would rightfully deserve. The fact that she looked just as surprised to see him wasn’t lost on him either. And now her fresh lavender scent filled the interior of his truck, causing him to swallow hard and pretend to be unaffected – for her benefit only.

“Where do you want to go?” Travis asked Kylie when she buckled her seatbelt after getting situated.

“I don’t care.”

Ever since she left him standing in the parking lot of Moonshiners yesterday evening, he had done little else besides think about her and anticipate seeing her again.

In fact, as soon as he left Moonshiners last night, Travis had gone straight home, knowing that he wasn’t going to be decent company for anyone other than himself at that point. He’d fought the urge to bring Gage back to his house as well.

Needing some time to think, mostly about how he was going to explain to Kylie what she’d seen, he had tried to ignore the need that had his body humming to life. Unable to get away from the images in his mind, he’d finally given in to his own hand in the shower.

Hadn’t helped.

Between alternating thoughts of Kylie and Gage – some of which overlapped into intensely erotic fantasies – he decided to forego trying to get himself involved in a situation that might make things worse before he had a chance to set Kylie straight.

Travis put the truck in Drive and pulled away from the curb. Since it was obvious Kylie wasn’t going to give him any suggestions, Travis took it slow while he thought about where they could go to talk. He wanted to avoid anywhere public and thanks to the time he’d spent there when he was in the Army, Travis knew there wasn’t much to do in the small town Kylie lived in, so it didn’t take him long to make a decision. Coyote Ridge might not be the most logical place, and surely Kylie would question him, but for some reason, Travis wanted to give her a little glimpse into his world – let her see him as a person and not just the man who hightailed it out of her life when the honorable thing would’ve been to stick around and work it out.

Today, taking her to his home town just felt like the right thing to do.

“Where are we going?” Kylie asked when they entered the on-ramp to Interstate 35 South.

“I want to show you something,” he told her, not going into detail because he didn’t want her to put the kibosh on his plans before they even happened. When she didn’t say anymore, he took that as a good sign.

Several minutes later, with only the sound of the tires speeding along the pavement to fill the strained silence, Kylie finally spoke up. Travis was surprised it took her that long.

“So, um, what was it like growing up with six brothers?” She didn’t look at him as she asked the question, but Travis didn’t need her to. She was making small talk, and right now, he appreciated it.

“It wasn’t easy.” Flipping on his turn signal, Travis changed lanes, preparing to take the next exit. “There were seven of us, and my parents, in one house. Maybe it was easier that we were boys, and we were all into sports and such, but that much testosterone in one place was combustible at times.”

“I can imagine. How’d your mother survive it?”

“She’s the strongest woman I know,” Travis told her. Lorrie Walker had a backbone of steel, and she didn’t take any shit from her boys. With Curtis around to knock a few heads together when needed, she managed to run a tight ship while they were growing up. In fact, she still did. And when she spoke, they listened.

Travis wasn’t sure how much about him that Kylie cared to know, but he wanted to share himself with her. He would ignore the fact that he was about ten years too late in doing so. And he was probably setting them both up, but at this point, he didn’t know what he had to lose. As far as he was concerned, he’d lost everything already…

“My parents just celebrated their fiftieth wedding anniversary last year. My brother Kaleb got married not too long ago, and Zane, the youngest, is planning to get married later this year, we hope. Oh, and we just found out that Zoey and Kaleb are expecting,” he explained.

“Wow, that’s great.”

“Yeah. They’re proud. Mom’s already started turning one of our old rooms into a nursery for when they come over.” Travis kept his eyes on the road.

“Will that be your parents’ first grandchild? I mean… Do you have any children?”

“No, Kylie. I don’t. I’ve never even had a serious relationship after you, and no, before you ask, I don’t have a girlfriend.”

“Are you and Gage…?”

Wow, if that wasn’t a loaded question. Were they what? There were so many ways to answer that, but none he figured Kylie would be happy about.

This wasn’t where he thought this was going to go. Shit.

“Let me explain a few things to you before you jump to the hard questions, all right?” He wasn’t about to attempt to do that while they were driving. He needed to be able to look her in the eye, and the least she could do was hear him out. He didn’t deserve more than that, but as far as he was concerned, they both deserved to hear the truth.

Kylie nodded, but she stared out the window without saying anything more for long minutes. Travis fought the urge to drum his fingers on the steering wheel. He didn’t want to let her think he was nervous. He wasn’t.

He absolutely wasn’t.

He was so fucking nervous.

“Are you the oldest?”

Travis welcomed the questions for the first time in his life because it was easier to answer her about his family than to dig around in his head trying to make sense of his own irrational thoughts. “Yeah. Then there’s Sawyer, Kaleb, the twins Brendon and Braydon. Then Ethan and Zane. Zane’s the youngest, he just turned twenty six.”

“Do they all live in Coyote Ridge?”

Nodding his head, Travis kept his eyes on the road. “We all live on our parents’ ranch. Not together though. Well, except for Kaleb. He and Zoey just moved into her family’s home on the adjacent land beside the resort.”

“They live with her parents?”

“No.” Travis smiled. “Her dad wants grandkids, so he moved into the guest house so Kaleb and Zoey could have the big house. That’s the house Gage took you to.”

Kylie got quiet again, and Travis wondered whether it was because she was remembering that day.

“I couldn’t imagine growing up in a house with that many kids.”

And Travis couldn’t imagine it any other way.

“How’s your sister?” he asked before the silence could get too unbearable.

Kylie never had introduced him to her family, mainly because they lived several hours away. Until last night, he’d never laid eyes on her sister, but Kylie always talked about her. They were close, he remembered.

“She’s good. I think she needed some time away from my dad and his girlfriend, so she came here for a week. I’m hoping she’ll get some rest, but last night, after I went to bed, I heard her on the phone. I think she’s talking to one of your brothers.”

Travis wasn’t going to correct her and tell Kylie that her sister was talking to two of his brothers. The twins considered themselves a team. A two-for-one special they liked to tease. If Jessie was getting involved with them, Travis was pretty sure she’d be getting with both of them.

He wondered what Jessie’s straight-laced sister would think of that. Did she only see things as black and white? Was her world void of all shades of gray?

For the next half hour, they talked about inconsequential things like the weather and traffic as they made their way back to Coyote Ridge. Based on the way she fidgeted in the seat, it was clear that Kylie was just as nervous as he was. And that was all sorts of fucked up because Travis didn’t get nervous. Ever. Except apparently when he was in close quarters with this woman.

If Kylie was surprised that they’d arrived in his hometown, she didn’t show it. Rather than try to explain himself, Travis drove through town as though this were just any other day, offering some details of where he grew up, taking her on a brief tour of his old stomping ground. After driving by the high school that he and his brothers graduated from and pointing out his parents’ house, Travis continued on until they reached the site where Alluring Indulgence was being built.

“Wow, it’s beautiful,” Kylie stated when he pulled down the long winding front drive of the resort that wasn’t quite finished.

Although Travis didn’t respond, he tried looking at the resort from her perspective, and he didn’t disagree with her assessment. The place was intimidating, taking up more of the land than Travis even expected. But then again, he had added some additions along the way which meant he’d had to venture outward if he wasn’t building up.

The landscape was relatively the same. They’d managed to keep most of the trees that had been on Zoey’s father’s property originally, weaving the driveway entrance between them and adding several more to balance things out.

Serene. That’s one word Zoey continued to use when she referred to the effect AI would have on people. Travis would pretend he didn’t care about anything but the money, but truth be told, he was proud of what they’d created.

“We should be finished with construction by early next year,” he went on to explain.

“Can we go in?” Kylie surprised him with the request, but Travis found himself eager to show her around.

Leaning over the seat he grabbed two hard hats from the back, handing one over to her. “Put this on.”

Kylie took the hat from his hand, placed it on her head and then looked back at him. Damn, even with the bright yellow thing on top of her head, she was gorgeous.

“Stay right there. Let me help you out.” There was a lot of debris on the ground, and the last thing he needed was for her to get hurt. It had nothing to do with any sort of lawsuit either. He just wasn’t sure he could bear to see her injured in any way.

Opening the door, he offered his hand and helped her down to the ground. They managed to walk around most of the scattered boards and random nails, along with chunks of concrete littering the walkway.

“I thought there was going to be a hotel.” Kylie glanced around as Travis pulled her up close to him. He kept her close while they maneuvered down a narrow plank that would lead right up to the main entrance of the resort.

“There’s a hotel. We’ve also got several decent sized bungalows strewn behind the clubs. They offered more privacy than adding to the hotel would have.”

“Where’re the clubs,” she asked as Travis stepped through the entryway that would soon contain several sets of doors that would open automatically to welcome their guests arrival.

They continued to move forward, and Travis slipped his hand around Kylie’s in a casual move, disguised as him helping her maneuver through the piles of additional materials.

“Well, you’re standing in the guest registration,” Travis explained, turning and signaling with the wave of one hand in the direction of a long wall. “That’s where you’d check in if you were coming to stay with us.”

“Wow, this is gonna be monstrous,” she said with awe.

Travis glanced down at her, watching intently as she admired what he and his brothers had worked so hard to design.

“Then over here,” Travis began as he turned away, forcing himself to stay focused. “These doors will lead into a common area. It’s sort of a pass-through where people can congregate between the two clubs.”

Travis led her through the oversized doors. The room wasn’t complete, only the outer half-moon shaped wall formed by massive steel beams that went up at least fifty feet, forming a glass dome that covered the area. From the hotel rooms that faced this side, guests would be able to see into the space. If that was their thing.

“Those are the clubs,” he told her as he pointed to each end of the room.

“Nightclubs?”

“In a sense, yes.”

“I’ve read about the resort on the internet,” she told him skeptically. “You can be honest with me.”

“Anything you want to know, just ask.”

“Are these types of clubs even legal?”

Her question shouldn’t have surprised him, but it did. “They are,” he said as he clamped his jaw shut.

He should’ve expected her to look down her nose at his design. In his experience, there were often more people who weren’t willing to keep an open mind and experience what a fetish club or a swingers club might have to offer. As it turned out, it looked like Kylie was one of those people.

“Do guests have to stay at the resort or can they just visit the clubs? Who will you allow in?”

Travis swallowed hard and then pasted on a smile. “It’ll be by invitation only, and yes, in order to utilize the amenities, they will have to be a guest here.”

Kylie continued to comb the area with her eyes, slipping her hand out from his as she ventured farther away. He remained where he was standing and simply watched her. Not for the first time did Travis have some deep regrets about all the things he’d lost back when he walked away from Kylie. She was beautiful, smart, and a spitfire in bed from what he remembered.

But Travis hadn’t left her because of her, or anything she did. No, he’d walked away because he didn’t want to risk seeing the disappointment in her eyes when she found out the truth about him. And on top of that, he hadn’t been willing to risk that he might do something unacceptable because he would always feel as though a part of his relationship was lacking.

And truthfully, Travis knew she wouldn’t have understood his reasoning then, and he didn’t expect her to now. But he owed her an explanation.

Trying to lighten the mood because he was beginning to get weighed down by his own thoughts, Travis moved closer, grabbing her hand again and leading her toward one of the two grand staircases on each side of the doors they’d come through. “We’ve added a spa up on the first floor,” he explained as he motioned up the wide staircase that would soon be covered with expensive, plush carpet.

“Can we go up there?”

“Sure.” He held her hand as they ventured upward, following the rounded curve that led to the landing above.

When they reached the top, Kylie stepped over to the wrought iron railing that overlooked the area between the two club doors.

“Wow, this is a great view,” she said with that same hint of awe in her voice. “What exactly will be going on in that area down there? It looks like you’ve designed it so people can view it from everywhere.”

Travis wasn’t sure he wanted to answer that, but today was supposed to be about explaining himself. And since this resort and everything that would happen within its walls was what he was all about, he decided to go for broke. Taking his chances, he stepped behind her and wrapped his arms around her body as they looked over the rail together.

“Alluring Indulgence is all about exploring your most intimate desires. No holds barred. If you receive an invite and you choose to stay here, you’re giving yourself over to your sexual fantasies.” Kylie shivered, and Travis lowered his mouth closer to her ear as he continued, “Anything can happen here, as long as it is consensual between all parties.”

“Anything?”

Kylie was breathless, and the rasp of her voice struck a sensual chord deep inside of him.

“Anything.” He let his mouth brush against her ear. “If you want to watch, you’ve got plenty of opportunities to do so. Or, if you want to be the object of someone’s attention, you won’t have to go far.”

“Are you saying…?”

Travis decided to lay it out for her. “Picture this.” Pointing to one side of the room, he said, “Over there, there’s a woman. Short blonde hair, big, beautiful breasts, long legs. She’s leaning against the wall, her skirt pushed up around her waist. Between her spread legs, there’s a dark haired man on his knees, and he’s lapping at her sweet pussy while he fingers her slowly.”

Travis paused, pointed to another spot. “And over here, there’s two men sitting on a black leather couch, one of them has his slacks unbuttoned, a glass of bourbon in one hand while stroking his cock with the other. He’s watching the red headed woman who is straddling the man sitting beside him. She’s got her hands on his shoulders, and she’s raising and lowering herself on his cock. Fucking him. Slowly taking him all the way inside of her as she watches the pleasure etched into the hard angles of his face.”

When Kylie’s breath hitched and her body tightened, he kept going. “And right there,” he said as he pointed to the middle of the room, “there’s a red velvet couch. This one is circular, and it doesn’t have any sides. All around it are both men and women, their eyes focused on the three people in the center. The man with dark hair slicked back out of his face is on his knees, his cock sliding ruthlessly in and out of the woman’s mouth. He’s holding her long, black hair tightly in his fists as he fucks her face. Behind her, there’s another guy, this one is bald. His broad chest is heaving as he pounds into her, fucking her, slamming into her pussy over and over again.”

A full body shiver wracked Kylie’s body and Travis stopped talking. He gave her a moment to regain her composure, wondering what she was thinking. Several minutes passed as she continued to stare over the railing.

“Want me to keep going?”

Kylie shifted, and Travis took a step back, letting her go. She looked surprised, but her face was flushed and the way her teeth were gnawing at her bottom lip told him she’d enjoyed hearing the story as much as he’d enjoyed telling it.

Taking her hand, pretending as though he hadn’t just made her wet from his storytelling, Travis led her away from the railing. “Down this hallway, and one on the other side, there will be several restaurants and boutiques. The idea is that once the guests are here, they won’t need to leave until their vacation is over.”

“I’m not sure they’ll want to leave,” Kylie mumbled beneath her breath and Travis pretended not to hear her.

Kylie didn’t say anything more, but she seemed to be interested in the details, her head swiveling back and forth as she continued to take it all in. Travis could only imagine what she was thinking. In recent months, there had been a number of articles written on the resort and Travis had decided to be candid with the details. Needless to say, they had attracted the attention they were hoping for.

Travis stood still, holding Kylie’s smooth, delicate hand in his, their fingers linked together as though she were as comfortable touching him as he was her. While she was distracted by the various designs within, his eyes raked over her soft curves, the generous swell of her breasts, the slender column of her neck. She was still just as reserved as he remembered, but as always, she had a backbone made of steel, and it was clear she wasn’t letting her guard down for a minute.

Again, he didn’t blame her.

“Are you hungry?” he asked after a few minutes of silence.

Her head jerked toward him as though she’d forgotten he was there with her. He wondered if she were playing out her own fantasies in her head.

“No, not really.” Long locks of caramel silk swayed around her face as she shook her head in answer to his question.

When their eyes met, Travis was suddenly transported back in time to the day he met her. To this day, he had never met a woman who captivated him the way Kylie had from the moment he laid eyes on her. They’d both been young when they first met, her much more so than he, but there was something about her that spoke to him back then, much as it did now.

The way she had been walking down by the lake, her feet bare and her long hair pulled back with the sun shining down on her sun kissed skin... He’d thought she was an angel. In her cutoff jeans and sleeveless white blouse, there’d been something significantly innocent about her. Until she smiled at him. The way her blue eyes twinkled as she sucked her bottom lip between her teeth rocked him to his core.

Just like now.

From that day forward, Travis had spent as much time with her as he possibly could. It was an instant friendship, but the lust that lingered bloomed like a wildfire and Travis never was able to resist his desire for her. Unfortunately, he’d gotten in way over his head long before he accepted the fact that he was different.

Even at twenty-four Travis had known he needed more, but when he met Kylie, he tried to convince himself that he was wrong. No matter how many times he told himself that she was more than enough for him, he never could get over the intense fascination he had with…

Travis shook off the thought, frowning as he stared at the walls of his resort. He realized he was in the same situation now. Between Kylie and Gage, he was battling his own needs as well as worrying about what his depravity would do to two people like them.

Ok, so food wasn’t a good idea. The images flashing through his mind were making his heart race and his blood steam in his veins, and he was pretty sure he couldn’t have eaten even if he had to.

For the first time in as long as he could remember, Travis was nervous. About many things. One being the fact that Kylie was suddenly back in his life, standing beside him and they were evidently going to talk about a few things they’d never discussed. The main one being why he walked out of her life.

Trying to hide his sudden uneasiness, Travis gripped Kylie’s hand more firmly. “What do you say we get out of here?”

When she nodded her agreement, he helped her back to the truck, making sure he was right beside her to catch her if she stumbled. When they made it to the truck, he helped her in before shutting the passenger door and taking a long, deep breath.

Finding a place where no one would interrupt them was going to take a little creative thinking, especially in a town where everyone knew who he was, but at least it gave him something to focus on.

By the time he rounded the truck, he’d come up with an idea. He knew of only one place that would provide the seclusion necessary for them to talk and hopefully hash out a decade worth of questions that he was sure this woman had.

The lake was his only option.

Chapter Seventeen

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Once they were back in the heart of town, Travis took the path off of the main road, heading down to the hidden spot that he and his brothers and their friends had claimed as their own when they were mere teenagers. These days he knew no one frequented the spot, so he wasn’t expecting to run into anyone. Since it looked like rain, he figured it only improved his chances of total seclusion, and as he pulled down the dirt path that would take them almost to the water’s edge, he wasn’t disappointed.

Thanks to the sinister gray clouds looming overhead, Travis chose not to get out, although he’d much prefer to sit on the tailgate and listen to the water as it churned against the bank within the small cove hidden by an overhang of trees.

Once he was parked, he killed the engine, and the two of them sat in silence for a few minutes. It was odd that they could manage not to say anything, even though there were numerous questions lingering in the air between them. So many Travis was sure he’d never be able to answer them all.

When he started feeling a little restless, unsure exactly what he wanted to say to Kylie, he flipped on the radio, trying to fill some of the silence. As he watched the turbulent, dark water, he let his mind drift off to the last time he saw her, ten years ago.

The one day of his life he regretted more than any other.

“I’m sorry, Kylie. I wish it could be different. I just…” Travis didn’t know how to continue, found it difficult to come up with the words to express the gut wrenching agony he was in. But it had been his decision, so the least he could do was explain why he was leaving.

“What do you mean you’re sorry? What the hell does that even mean?”

Travis wasn’t sure how to answer her question. Either of them. Staring down at Kylie, with her honey gold hair and baby blue eyes and perfect, angelic features, he felt like a complete and total asshole.

Which he was.

He really was.

Sorry wasn’t a strong enough word for what he felt, but he couldn’t think of any other way to express himself. This was the hardest thing he ever had to do, and honestly, how do you let down a woman easily? Especially one that you up and married less than three weeks ago.

It wasn’t easy, that was for damn sure.

“Look,” he began, but the tears he saw welling in her beautiful blue eyes made the knot in his chest tighten. Moving closer, he pulled her up against him, pressing his lips against the top of her head. She was so damn small, yet she fit in his arms perfectly.

And wasn’t that the damn problem?

It was like she was made specifically for him, yet there were things about him that he knew she would never understand. Hell, he didn’t even understand them. He hated what he’d done, hated even more that he was going to shatter her heart in the process, but Travis had no idea what he was supposed to do except walk away and pray like hell she could move on with her life before he had the chance to ruin it.

“Don’t cry,” he pleaded, her sobs making her whole body shake, even wrapped securely in his arms.

“I don’t understand. Why’d you marry me if you didn’t want to be with me?” Kylie whispered.

“It’s not that I don’t want to be with you,” he explained, knowing he wasn’t making any sense. And that was the truth, he did want to be with her, but he also wanted to be with someone else. There was still a pull that Travis hadn’t been able to let go of.

“There are things about me that you don’t understand, baby. I’m not the man you think I am.”

“What?” she asked, jerking away from him as confusion obscured her features. “Are you a serial killer? Or... or...” Stopping the tears by pressing the heel of her hands against her eyes, Kylie continued after a resigned sigh, “Travis, I don’t understand.”

“You will one day, I promise.”

He prayed she would understand.

He prayed that this was the right decision, and he wouldn’t live the rest of his life regretting walking away from her. He loved her, he wouldn’t deny that. He’d spent every minute of free time he had with her for the last year and honestly, he thought marrying her was the logical thing to do. It sure felt like it at the time because no matter what he tried to tell himself, Travis loved her.

Looking down at the floor, his heart slowly cracked inside his chest as he prepared to do the unthinkable. He was walking away from her for the last time because he couldn’t get over the fact that he was lusting after someone other than her. It didn’t matter that the other person was a man, or that he wasn’t the least bit interested in what Travis was looking for either, or that nothing had happened between the two of them.

But it was best for Kylie if he walked away now, he knew it was. She didn’t deserve to be tied to him, not like this. He was so damned confused about what he wanted, and Kylie Prescott deserved something better than what he could give her.

She wasn’t the type of woman who could handle the desires he was plagued with. She wasn’t the type of woman who would understand that he needed everything she had to give him plus some. Things she wasn’t even capable of giving him. Things she wasn’t even capable of understanding.

Picking up the bag he’d packed a few minutes before, Travis turned to look back at her one last time. As much as it pained him to walk away, he had to do this. For her sake. And his.

One day, he was pretty sure she would thank him for it. He just wasn’t sure he’d ever be able to get over her.

Travis wondered if today would be the day she would thank him for letting her go because he damn sure hadn’t ever gotten over her.

“You wanted to talk?” Kylie’s voice echoed through his brain, making him realize he’d run out of time. He owed her the truth. Leaning forward with his forearms resting on the steering wheel and his fingers linked together, Travis continued to gaze out the window.

“Did you ever have any questions?” He knew the question was asinine, but he was so unsure of how he should go about this or even what he wanted to tell her that he’d blurted out the first thing that came to mind.

“Did I have questions?” Kylie sounded almost hysterical. “Are you kidding? For months, I tried to figure out what it was that I did to push you away. I never got past blaming myself because I had nothing but questions.”

Yep, he was an idiot.

Travis took a deep breath. “Have you ever had the feeling that you were different? That what you wanted or needed wasn’t the same as everyone else?”

Kylie didn’t respond, but he could sense that she was still looking at him, so he kept talking.

“It was never you, I promise you that,” he continued, not looking over at her.

“So, what? Are you going to sit here and explain it all to me? Will that clear your conscience? It’s been ten years, Travis. Don’t tell me you have trouble sleeping at night because you think you’re different.”

He peered over at her, pinning her with a glare. Then he snapped. “I don’t have trouble sleeping at night. I can’t fucking sleep at night. I haven’t been able to sleep for ten fucking years, dammit. You think this was fucking easy for me? That walking away from you was the end to my problems?”

Jerking his gaze back to the churning waves in front of him, the agitated water resembled the storm of emotions that was building inside of his chest.

He doubted she would understand, but walking away from her had been the hardest thing he’d ever done. There were many nights that he wondered where they would be today if he’d had the guts to talk to her rather than run away. If he would have accepted himself for who he was back then, rather than thinking she was too damn young and naïve to understand. To this day, Travis wished he had told her that she was everything to him, but still not enough. Except that would’ve hurt her so much more than his walking away.

He knew Kylie. He knew she wouldn’t have been able to understand, and she damn sure wouldn’t have been able to share him. Or herself.

If Travis thought for one second he would be able to accept that he could be happy shutting off that part of him that needed something more than she was even equipped to give him, he would’ve stayed with her. That was why he married her in the first place.

He wanted to be the man she needed. He wanted to be her man period.

He just wasn’t.

“You should’ve trusted me. You could have told me before you married me.” Kylie’s whisper was loud in the enclosed truck.

Turning to face her, Travis felt that ever present anger bubbling to the surface. “Trusted you? Do you really think this was about trust? Darlin’, you can’t even begin to understand what I’ve gone through since I left you that day. It was better for you, I promise.”

“What was better for me? That you married me and then left me completely alone? That you let me fall in love with you so deeply that my heart actually hurt for months after that? You can tell yourself whatever you want to make it easier for you, but you’re delusional, Travis Walker.”

Travis couldn’t resist, he jolted across the seat, pulling her against him and gripping the back of her head, holding her so that she had to look him straight in the eyes. The feel of her silky hair as it grazed the back of his knuckles was pure torture. As was seeing the sudden uncertainty in her eyes.

Letting his mouth linger just above her lips, he closed his eyes and inhaled the sweetest fucking woman he’d ever had the pleasure of touching. When he felt as though he could control himself, he opened his eyes again and looked at her.

“I wanted you more than my next fucking breath, Kylie. I wanted to bury myself in your body and never let you go. I wanted you beside me for the rest of my damn life.”

“But you couldn’t stay with me, right? Because I wasn’t what you needed? So, if that’s the case, why did you tell me you aren’t gay? I saw the way you kissed Gage last night,” she sounded breathless, but there was no fear in her eyes.

Damn her. She was just as fearless now as she was back then. Kylie Prescott was feisty, and she made his fucking dick hard with how much she thought she knew and how much she believed she could handle. And that was the key word – thought. Kylie might pretend to be bulletproof, but what he was about to tell her was going to be the true test.

“Believe what you want, Kylie, but I’m telling you, I’m not gay.”

“No?” Her breath tickled his lips and Travis wanted to press his mouth to hers, to taste her again, but he knew as soon as he did, he’d never be able to let her go. And he wasn’t any different now than he was then. He was still the same man. The one who wanted more than he deserved.

“Making love to you healed my soul, Kylie. Being with you was more than I ever dreamt it to be, but it… wasn’t enough.”

Kylie tried to jerk away from him, but he didn’t let her go. His hands cupped the back of her head, his thumbs scraping along her jaw gently as he forced her to look at him.

Easing closer, Travis let his lips lightly brush hers, hearing her breath catch, absorbing the tremor in her fingers where they were latched onto his forearms. “Would I want to kiss you if I was gay, Kylie? Would I want to strip you naked and spread you out right here on this seat and bury my tongue in your pussy?”

Her eyes widened, but Kylie didn’t say a word. He could practically feel her body overheating as his words turned her on. He knew they did. She could deny it all day long, but Travis got to her.

“I’m not gay. I’m bisexual, Kylie.” The words spilled from his mouth on a rush, and his gut twisted as he waited for her reaction. Waited for her to push him away.

“Bisexual? Meaning you…” She obviously didn’t understand what he was trying to tell her. Or maybe she did, and she just couldn’t process the words.

“There has always been a part of me that longed for more than just one woman or one man,” he explained, watching to see if the light would come on, if she would realize what he was saying.

“I wasn’t enough,” she whispered, but she wasn’t asking a question. It sounded as though she were working the details out in her head. “You mean you’re interested in a…”

“Threesome. Polyamory. Ménage. Call it whatever you want.”

Travis waited for a reaction. Waited for her to say something. He expected her to tell him he was crazy and that the only thing he was interested in was fucking other people.

She said none of those things.

Pulling back, Travis allowed a little space between them, but he kept his hands where they were. He wasn’t ready to let go of her. Not yet. Not after ten miserable years of aching to feel her soft, smooth skin against his fingertips. A full decade of trying to lose himself in both women and men, desperate to find even a trace of what he found with this woman.

God help him. He had to kiss her.

Without thinking, Travis leaned closer, letting his mouth brush hers gently, his tongue easing between the seam of her lips until she opened for him. As soon as the invitation presented itself, Travis delved inside, pulling her to him as he shifted so that he could go deeper, taste more of her. The soft little moan that tore from her throat spurred him on, and it wasn’t until she whimpered that Travis pulled away.

As he continued to cup her head in his hands, they stared at one another. The look of disbelief on her face contradicted the hazy lust he could see in her eyes. She wanted him. She wanted him as much as he wanted her, but she was more cautious than he was.

“You couldn’t tell me this before you married me?” she asked long seconds later, her voice dripping with incredulity.

Bucket. Ice water. Thank you very much.

That caused him to let her go.

“And what would you have told me, Kylie? Would you have put your arms around me and said that it was all right for me to feel like that? That you’d be willing to share me? Share yourself with another man?”

That statement hit home for her because her eyes widened as realization dawned. He gave her a minute to work out the details in her head before he asked his next question.

“Why didn’t you divorce me years ago? Why now?”

Even when Kylie glared at him with contempt, she was still the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. From her heart shaped face, her pretty bow shaped lips, and hair so golden brown it sparkled, the woman was heart wrenchingly beautiful.

Kylie glanced down at her hands, then back at his face.

“I didn’t have the money,” she mumbled, glancing out the window as she paused on a breath. “I didn’t want to see you again. I did want to see you again. I... You name it, Travis. I came up with one excuse after another for the last decade. I didn’t want to face you again because I wanted to see you so bad it physically hurt.” She paused. “It still hurts.”

Her honesty humbled him. She sounded sad, yet stoic. “I’ve thought about you every day since then,” he told her, glancing out the front window so that he didn’t have to look into her eyes as he said the words. She had a way of slaying him with just a look.

No one who knew him would ever say that he was much of a talker. In fact, Travis was pretty sure he’d said more today than he had in the entire past week. Kylie brought that out in him. He remembered the times they spent together when they were both much younger and although he didn’t share much about himself personally, he found it easy to talk to her about certain things. It just felt right.

Back when he first met Kylie, he spent hours talking to her. They talked about where she grew up, her parents, his parents, her sister. They talked about so many things, yet he somehow managed to make sure she never got too close. He’d been young, stupid and downright scared shitless about the military. Not that he would admit the last part to anyone. And when he found himself in the arms of the sweetest, most beautiful woman in the entire world, he allowed himself to think it could be forever. That she might just be the one woman who could change him. At the very least, the one woman who could accept him.

Except, he never gave her the chance.

So, instead of letting Kylie into his life, he managed to keep her out. Entirely. Looking at her now, Travis couldn’t help but wonder why. Ever since Gage brought her to Kaleb’s house, he’d been wondering the same thing.

Just the sight of her stirred up old feelings that he would prefer to keep inside the closed book that contained all of the stories of his past. The problem was, there were so many feelings coursing through him, Travis didn’t know which way was up. His ideas on how a relationship – his relationships – would work weren’t the same as others.

As much as he wanted to think a relationship with Kylie could be normal, Travis knew that wasn’t the case.

Wanting her had never been the issue.

Keeping her was.

Chapter Eighteen

♀♂

Kylie’s head was spinning. Between the sexy, seductive scent of him washing over her, along with the explanation she had waited to hear for so long, and then the kiss…

Kylie suddenly – and inexplicably – wanted to jump his bones.

There was a myriad of emotions churning in her – sadness, hope, frustration. Desire. Yes, definitely lots and lots of the last one. They all swirled together confusing her about what she was doing here. How she got here. And it had nothing to do with the drive from Killeen.

Just that morning, she woke up with the sole purpose of seeing Travis so she could understand what made him walk out on her all those years ago. The bottom of her life had been ripped out from beneath her feet just three weeks into what was supposed to be a marriage to the man she’d given her heart and soul to. And now she was here, reliving it all over again.

Although life altering, his explanation was not what she thought it would be. She had expected him to admit that he was gay and to tell her that he was in love with Gage – though she didn’t think that would’ve been the case back then.

That didn’t happen.

No, this was Travis Walker. He had to be much more complicated than that.

Without a doubt, she knew she should be coming to terms with the end of their decade long ghost of a relationship. Travis was offering her explanations, but for some reason, hope was swelling in her chest, making her want things she knew she shouldn’t want. The kiss didn’t help because… well, because it rocked her world even if she had to pretend otherwise.

If it weren’t for all of the things she had recently learned about Travis, thanks to the many articles she’d read on the internet, Kylie would swear he was the same man she met so long ago. Handsome, surly, and vulnerable beneath all of the rugged exterior. And to top it off, from what she could tell, Travis was just as confused now as he was then.

Only now he wanted to talk.

And she was hanging on every word, trying to wrap her mind around what he was saying. His reasoning was not at all what she expected. Granted, Travis was still just as cryptic as always. Despite the additional pieces she was trying to work into the scrambled puzzle of the worst time of her life, Kylie still had a hard time rationalizing what he was saying.

Saddened by her wayward thoughts, she stared out the window, watching as the sky darkened even more, the dark water in front of her crashed against the bank as the wind picked up, a storm threatening. The tension inside of the truck seemed to be churning in much the same way.

She wasn’t sure where this conversation was going, but at least she knew one thing for sure... It didn’t matter how much time had separated the two of them, Kylie still wanted Travis with a passion she couldn’t deny.

The foregone look of regret on Travis’ face had Kylie holding her breath and wishing that there might be a chance for something good to come out of this. Although she couldn’t quite wrap her head around what he was telling her, it was more than she’d ever seen from him, even when they spent the better part of a year getting to know one another.

Or rather he spent that year getting to know her. Little did Kylie know at the time, but Travis hadn’t shared any part of himself with her. He’d purposely left out so many personal things and seeing how he was acting now, he’d held back emotionally as well.

She was confused and more than a little angry. Which emotion was more prevalent, she wasn’t sure either. Hearing that he was bisexual and that she wasn’t the reason he walked away had lifted a weight the size of Texas right off of her chest. But his revelation didn’t make it any easier to understand what that would’ve meant for them. She couldn’t shake the thought that had he talked to her, they might’ve had a chance.

No matter what came out of this conversation, Kylie was relieved that Travis had finally given her what she felt she deserved all those years ago. An explanation would’ve made it easier. Maybe. Ok, probably not, but she had to believe that it would have helped to justify his reason for walking away.

Hearing the words – ménage, polyamory – she knew what they meant. She wasn’t as naïve as people liked to believe. She read books. Some very interesting books, and like many women, those things did funny things to her insides, even if she wouldn’t be the first to admit it.

She had to give him some benefit of the doubt, although it pained her to do so. At eighteen, she hadn’t been emotionally equipped to make the life altering decision to marry him in the first place, but he somehow trusted her enough to let her. Still he hadn’t trusted her enough to share his true self with her.

Would she have freaked out? Probably.

Would she have been prepared to share him? No, not at the time.

If things were different, would she be prepared to share him now? She couldn’t answer that question. She had never found herself in a position to make a choice like that. And when all was said and done, Kylie didn’t know enough about him to be able to say one way or another. Hell, she didn’t know enough about him to decide whether she’d want to be with him if he weren’t bisexual.

She did know herself though and Kylie wasn’t the same girl she was back then. Where Travis had stayed the same for all these years, still looking for something he thought was out of his reach, Kylie had changed in ways Travis would never understand. Broken hearts to the extent she’d experienced tended to make people do strange things. Kylie’s shattered heart had qualified.

They sat in silence for a few minutes, both of them staring out into the bleakness that consumed the choppy waters. From the looks of it, the sky was going to break open at any moment. It seemed somewhat fitting, considering her heart felt the same way.

When the urge to get closer to him overcame her, Kylie opted to go with it this time, rather than ignore it. At this point, she was risking everything, and for some reason, just as it had been ten years before, she was drawn to him.

Unbuckling her seatbelt, Kylie turned to face Travis as he stared out into the ever darkening sky, purposely not looking at her. He must’ve noticed her moving because he glanced her way, but didn’t turn his head, which she took as a good sign. He was aware of her the same way she was aware of him.

Without asking permission and without explaining anything, Kylie kept moving, unable to stop herself until she was straddling Travis’ lap, the steering wheel jarring into her back. There wasn’t enough room, but suddenly she was adamant that she make this work.

“What are you doing, baby?” His words were a raspy, a soothing balm to her overexcited nerve endings. He called her baby. She’d always loved when he called her that.

“I’m getting closer.”

He didn’t ask why, and he didn’t argue, which Kylie was grateful for. If he were to push too hard, she’d lose her nerve, and right then and there, she just wanted to put her mouth to his and get lost in his kiss.

She was somewhat disappointed when he didn’t make the first move, but she held out, keeping her eyes locked on his.

“I’m willing, Kylie. Don’t doubt that,” he whispered. “But you’re gonna have to take what you want, baby.”

He didn’t have to tell her twice.

With trembling fingers, she removed his hat, setting it on the dash behind her to keep from crushing it. Kylie slid her hands along the chiseled edge of his jaw, letting the dark stubble scratch her palm as she eased her hands behind his head, twining her fingers in the cool, silky strands of his hair. Pulling him forward, she met him halfway until their mouths met, joined. The kiss was heart wrenchingly sweet and explosive all at the same time and Kylie found herself drowning in the remembered taste of him.

God how she had missed him. For so, so long, she’d dreamed about what it would be like to be in his arms once again. To hold him close, to feel his lips against her skin. After long, delectable minutes, Kylie pulled back, hoping he was going to take the reins because honestly, she had no experience with this. Being the aggressor didn’t come easy for her, but she was trying.

“I want to taste your skin,” he groaned. “I want to hold your breasts in my hand and suck your nipples until you’re begging me for more.”

Kylie pulled her hands back from his hair, quickly and easily unhooking the small buttons on her blouse until she could lower it down her arms. Somewhere through the short time they’d been together, her inhibitions had turned into smoke and wafted away on the sultry summer breeze.

“Just like that,” Travis said as he stared at her chest, his hands coming up to touch her.

Sucking in a breath and exhaling a moan, Kylie got lost in the feel of his warm, callused fingers against her skin. The way he palmed her breasts in both hands before lowering her bra until the sensitive mounds spilled over the top, her nipples hardening just from the way he was looking at her.

“You’re still just as perfect. But I knew you would be. I’ve waited so long to do this again. So long.”

Kylie didn’t think Travis was even talking to her, but the words kept coming until he pressed his lips to the puckered tip, sliding his tongue slowly in a large circle. When his eyes darted up and met hers, he wrapped his lips around her nipple and sucked, making her moan, her head going back as a bolt of electricity sparked from her nipple to her clit.

Yup, inhibitions have left the building. Placing her hands on the back of his head, she held him close to her breast, unwilling to let him go as she ground her hips down, the evidence of his arousal pressing between her legs.

“Travis.” His name fell from her lips as he rocked his hips in rhythm with hers, a delightful friction that had her body catching fire, getting closer and closer to release despite the fact they still had their clothes on.

“Say it again,” he urged as he switched, applying the same fastidious attention to her other breast.

She was so overwhelmed with pleasure that she couldn’t get the word out.

“Say my name again, Kylie. I’m begging you. Say it.”

The plea in his tone ripped her to shreds and Kylie pulled his head up, pressing her lips to his. “Travis,” she breathed his name against his mouth, then slid her tongue in behind it. “Don’t stop. Please don’t stop.”

Travis’ mouth trailed heavenly warmth down her neck, over her collarbone, until once again he was laving her nipple with his tongue. When the windows began to fog, and the air conditioner was failing to cool them down, Travis released her breast from his mouth, staring up at her as she continued grinding against the hard ridge of his erection.

His hips began to rock more insistently as he gripped her ass, pulling her closer as the friction intensified and Kylie didn’t slow down. Grinding down harder, she let the friction against her clit drive her higher… Higher.

“That’s it, baby. Come for me. You’re so damn sexy.”

“Travis. Oh, yes. Oh... Travis!” Kylie couldn’t hold back, couldn’t stem the violent eruption that started in her core and shot out through her arms, her legs, her fingertips.

“You’re so fucking beautiful when you come,” he whispered against her ear as he held her close, obviously realizing that she desperately needed him to hold her together. She just wasn’t sure he realized exactly how close she was to falling apart.

Dear God, what had she done?

Not five minutes later, Kylie had regained some of her composure. Not much, but some. She managed to slip off of Travis’ lap and drop into the seat beside him, not bothering to move to the other side closer to the door. His big hand landed on her thigh, squeezing gently as he leaned his head back against the seat, his eyes closed. She wondered whether he even realized he was doing it.

“Thank you,” she whispered.

“For what?”

“For… that.”

His sexy chuckle echoed in the small space. “Baby, it was my pleasure.”

Neither of them said anything more for several minutes as their breaths slowed, became more regulated. Before she could ask him what they were supposed to do at that point, Kylie saw movement out of the corner of her eye, followed by the throaty rumble of an engine. Turning slightly, she saw a white Chevy truck pulling down toward the bank. The truck was familiar, and the identity of the driver, although she couldn’t see him through the rain splattered window, was confirmed when Travis cursed under his breath.

Hmmm, now if that wasn’t perfect timing.

Gage Matthews.

As if her day couldn’t get any worse.

“Stay here,” Travis ordered her seconds before he slipped out of the truck, grabbing his hat from the dash before he left.

Her immediate thought was to tell him to go to hell and follow just to prove that she wouldn’t take orders from him. But she didn’t get out of the truck. No, her shirt and bra were still askew, so she hurriedly put them back in place, redoing the buttons she’d released just minutes ago. Once she was presentable again, Kylie satisfied herself by turning in her seat and watching as Gage’s looming form climbed out of his truck, the two men meeting just a few feet away from the big white four-door Chevy. She took advantage of the few minutes to try and get herself together mentally now that she was physically in order once more.

God, she just had an orgasm. By dry humping Travis. Her face flushed from embarrassment. The last time she had done that, she had been a teenager. The irony was that it was with the same man now as it had been then.

She wasn’t sure she was going to be able to get out of the truck. Facing one of them was almost impossible, facing them both at the same time was going to be hell.

Distraction came by way of watching their interaction. From what she could tell, this wasn’t a happy reunion, and she wondered what had happened the night before when she left the two of them at Moonshiners.

Based on the expression on Gage’s too handsome face, he looked like he was ready to defend himself if it came down to it. She couldn’t see Travis’ face because he was turned away from her, but she could tell by the hard line of his powerful body that he was strung as tight as a bow.

Considering the last time she saw the two men together, they’d been confronting her after she witnessed them kissing in a dark hallway. The memory came flooding back, and Kylie suddenly felt ashamed.

Had Travis and Gage…? She let the thought trail off. It was clear they wanted each other. How did that work? How did they want one another and her too? She knew based on what she felt in recent days, months even, that they were feeling something when they were with her. They were. She hadn’t imagined it.

Surely they weren’t playing her to piss off each other.

Were they?

God, she hoped not.

Beads of water began running faster down the glass as the heavens split open, but neither man made a move to seek shelter from the downpour. A sudden desire to hear what they were saying had her sliding closer to the door, prepared to get out of the truck, but a bright flash of lightning, followed by a booming crash of thunder had her pausing.

As though the storm’s fury was the signal, the two men suddenly collided, although she never saw Gage move. He didn’t seem to be pushing back, but Travis had Gage pinned against the door of his truck within seconds. Their cowboy hats hid their faces, but she could see the strain in Travis’ shoulders through the black t-shirt that was plastered against his skin, soaked completely through.

Whatever they were saying to one another, it appeared to be fueled by frustration, and when Travis grabbed Gage by the shirt collar, she couldn’t sit passively by any longer. Rushing out of the truck, Kylie closed the distance between her and them, another bolt of lightning flashing brightly. She could taste the electricity in the air. Her scalp tingled, and the hair on her arms stood on end from how close the strike was.

When her eyes met Gage’s for a brief second, she could see the same confusion she’d seen last night when he realized she was standing in the bar.

Was there something between these two men? Something more than some passionate kisses that would make Gage deceive them both? Or was he merely dealing with Travis’ anger the same way he’d dealt with hers? He deserved every ounce of their outrage after what he’d done: forcing their paths to cross once again when they both knew that their distance was for the best.

As she stood a few feet away, Kylie couldn’t help but remember what Travis had told her in the truck. He was bisexual. His words echoed inside her head: And what would you have told me, Kylie? Would you have put your arms around me and said that it was all right for me to feel like that? That you’d be willing to share me? Share yourself with another man?

“You’re a bastard, you know that?” Travis barked.

“Why? Because I’m not willing to let her go either? You said it yourself, if she’s gonna be in my bed, you’re gonna be right there with us, remember?”

She watched just as one would watch a train wreck, trying to determine the exact moment the fireball was going to engulf the wreckage while categorizing everything that was happening as it did. They were talking about her, and it sounded like they’d tried to plan this whole thing out. If anyone should be pissed, it should be her.

“That’s exactly what I fucking said. So what?” Travis took a step closer although they were almost nose to nose. “Did you think bringing her back into my life would change what this is between us? Well, it worked. You managed to fuck my life up beyond repair. And it didn’t fucking help!”

“Didn’t help what?” Gage asked, his voice low and menacing. He seemed to move closer to Travis, eliminating the breath of air that still remained between them. Their cowboy hats were the only thing keeping them from getting any closer.

“It didn’t make me want you any less,” Travis growled, letting go of Gage’s shirt and taking a step back. “But you did accomplish one thing, Gage.”

“What’s that?”

“Now I want her just as much as I want you. Are you fucking happy now?” Travis spun around and lifted his face to the sky and roared, “Goddammit!”

Kylie’s mouth hung open as she stared in disbelief. Travis’ words answered every single question she had. She knew she should walk away, give them a little space because clearly tempers were getting out of control, but she couldn’t seem to move. The rain was coming down in sheets, drenching them all, the sound of the wind making it difficult to hear anything except for her own heartbeat.

Except, she had heard Travis’ words.

Clearly.

Now I want her just as much as I want you.

Travis turned to look at her, not an ounce of the compassion she’d seen earlier lingering in his gaze. His smoke-blue eyes swirled with anger and something else. Lust? Desire? Longing?

“Did you tell her?” Gage’s question had them both turning to look at him.

“Tell her what?”

“Did you tell Kylie why you ran like a chicken shit ten years ago? Did you tell her what you’re running from?”

“Fuck you,” Travis barked, taking a step closer to Gage.

“Yeah, well, I’m sure we’re getting to that point,” Gage growled and Kylie stared at him. “If you can’t even be honest with yourself, how in the hell do you ever expect anyone to want something from you?” Gage asked, but Kylie wasn’t sure he was looking for an answer.

If someone would have told her that she’d be standing in the middle of the pouring rain with two men who had managed to turn her life upside down at some point, she wouldn’t have believed them. For years, Kylie’s life had been too normal. Too mundane. This wasn’t supposed to happen to her, yet here she was listening to a drama unfold between two men she’d developed feelings for, yet they seemed more interested in one another than her.

Thunder boomed, and she jumped, suddenly acutely aware of the storm still surging around them. They needed to get out of the rain. And soon.

“I told her,” Travis said. “I laid my heart out there, is that what you want to hear? You want me to grovel? To drop to my knees and beg her forgiveness because I’ve never found anyone who could even remotely satisfy me the way she did? Huh? That what you want?”

Gage’s eyes widened, and he seemed just as stunned as she was. Kylie wasn’t sure she was even breathing. Travis’ words ripped through her heart, penetrating the anger and desperation that had been building there ever since she saw him again.

Travis’ back straightened as he continued, “Is that what you wanted me to do? You think you haven’t done enough damage yet?” Travis took another step closer, only this time, Gage retaliated as he moved in, their chests touching, their hands fisting in one another’s shirts.

“But did you tell her the rest? Did you tell her how you kissed me? Or how about how you led me on, made me want you when you had no intention of following through,” Gage’s voice grew louder, suddenly booming over the rolling thunder, “You kissed me, goddammit!”

“In case you didn’t know, I had every intention of following through. You’re the one who ran, you’re the one who disappeared for months. And let’s be real fucking clear here, you fucking kissed me back!” Travis yelled.

Hearing the words were like an arrow straight through her heart. It didn’t matter that Gage was a man, or that she hadn’t seen Travis in ten years until recently. The jealousy raged a war inside of her and tears threatened from the anger that was building. Kylie didn’t even think it was possible, but suddenly her heart was breaking all over again. Right in her chest, the anguish that consumed her nearly had her knees giving out. But this time, it was breaking right in half, and there were two men responsible. Not just one. She was somehow stuck in the middle.

“You’re damn right I did,” Gage said, his temper cooling significantly. His voice lowered even more before he continued, “I’d do it again too.”

His confession made Kylie’s blood run cold. Here she was, in the middle of a pissing contest between two men who clearly had a thing for one another. Yet it didn’t explain what happened between her and Gage, or what just happened not five minutes before between her and Travis.

Nor did it help to clear up what she was feeling for either one of these men because she knew from grade school math that one plus one did not equal three. She’d been dragged into this for what? So Gage could get his point across to Travis? So he could declare his feelings for the man?

Hell, she wasn’t even sure whether she cared anymore. Glancing around, Kylie tried to remember the way that Travis had come in. It might take her all day to walk back to town, or hell, maybe a week, but at this point, she was willing to walk if it meant she could get away from them. While the two of them continued to stare one another down, Kylie turned and started walking.

“Where the hell are you going?” Travis growled, falling into step beside her. She didn’t bother looking at him.

“I don’t want to interrupt your little love fest. I’ll just find my way back to town on my own, thank you very much.” It took everything in her not to let the dam break and tears to rush forth. She kept moving, but was quickly pulled up short by Travis’ hand on her arm. He wasn’t gentle as he turned her to look at him.

She found herself staring up into pools of blue, dark and cloudy, just like the storm brewing around them. His mood resembled the weather as a matter of fact, evident in the eerie blue swirls in his eyes. Kylie had no idea what to say to him, but she knew she couldn’t be near him. They were too close as it was, and for a second she actually thought he might kiss her again.

“Let me go,” she pleaded. “Just let me walk away, Travis. I can’t do this anymore. I don’t know why the two of you had to pull me into this. It’s clear that you both want each other.” Kylie paused, forcing her wet hair away from her face. A small part of her wanted him to deny it, to tell her to her face what he’d said to Gage moments ago. “I only want one thing from you,” she finally said, her voice quivering from the pain ricocheting like a stray bullet in the center of her chest.

“What’s that?” he asked, pinning her with a glare.

“A divorce.” The words escaped on a sob, but Kylie couldn’t hide how much pain she was in. She’d have thought ten years would’ve healed some of the damage this one man had caused, but her heart felt like an open, throbbing wound all over again.

Travis didn’t stop staring at her and Kylie felt the urge to grab him by his shirt and crush her mouth to his. It didn’t take a rocket scientist to put two and two together. Gage was the other half of what Travis had been missing when they got married. He could give Travis what he needed and without her, they’d find someone else. A woman who could handle two men.

Acknowledging the truth didn’t make it any easier to swallow, in fact, she felt as though she might just throw up.

“Not happening,” Travis growled before letting go of her arm and stomping back to his truck.

Kylie could only stare after him. “What’s not happening?” she yelled over the crash of thunder from the heavens.

“The divorce.” Travis turned momentarily, staring back at her. “It’s not fucking happening.”

With that, he climbed in his truck, started the engine and then tore out of the parking space, throwing up mud and water with his exit, leaving Kylie standing there with Gage.

Both of them too stunned to speak.

Chapter Nineteen

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“Get in the truck,” Gage told Kylie when Travis’ four wheel drive Chevy disappeared from sight and another bolt of lightning crackled and lit up the now blackened sky. The clouds were rolling in fiercely, turning under themselves as the storm blew in stronger. “Now!”

The rain was coming down harder, but what scared him most was the electrical storm that was intensifying all around them. They were surrounded by trees and water and the wind had picked up considerably within the last few minutes, leaving them sitting ducks in the middle of a vicious early summer storm. Being June in Texas, the weather could get ugly fast, and he wasn’t willing to risk her life or his at this point. It should’ve been enough that the water was now coming down in buckets, and they were both soaked to the skin, but Kylie seemed to be riveted to where she stood, staring after Travis’ truck even after it disappeared.

When she didn’t move, Gage took matters into his own hands, grabbing her arm and leading her to the driver’s side, which was closest. “Move over,” he instructed after opening the door and pushing her closer.

If they didn’t hurry, they were going to be trapped by the raging river guaranteed to wash out the low water crossing that would take them back to Coyote Ridge. As a teenager, there’d been many times Gage and Kaleb had waited out a storm and then some just to get across.

Once they were both inside the cab of the truck, he started the engine and then turned off the air conditioner. Although it was relatively warm outside, cool air blasting at them was only going to make their damp clothes that much more uncomfortable. They were both drenched through and through, but Kylie was shaking. Gage had no idea whether she was cold or if the conversation had set her on edge. Considering she had been willing to walk back to town, which was a good six miles, he would guess the latter.

“If you’ll take me into town, I’ll call a cab,” Kylie finally spoke as she fastened her seatbelt. She went on to explain, “Travis picked me up this morning, so I don’t have my truck.”

“Not sure we’ll get that lucky,” Gage muttered as he spun his tires in the mud, trying to gain purchase so he could back out onto the road. The condensed grove of trees had done remarkably little to keep the soil from taking the brunt of the rain, and the truck was currently battling the elements.

“What does that mean?” Kylie asked, glaring at him as she wrapped her arms around her body, shaking like a leaf.

“There’s a good chance the road is under water.”

“Already?”

“It doesn’t take much down here,” he explained as he managed to get enough dry land under his tires to jerk the truck out of the mud. Turning in his seat, he watched out the back window as he floored it through the open space that led to the main road. Once he hit pavement, he threw the truck in Drive and turned the truck toward their exit.

“What will we do if the road is under water?” she asked, sounding somewhat panicked.

“Let’s hope it doesn’t come to that,” he told her, not wanting to spook her even more. The problem was…

“I don’t have a signal on my phone,” she said, sounding nearly desperate.

Yep, that was the problem. They were in a veritable dead zone this far out. Not a cell tower for a good ways. They wouldn’t even be able to call the fire department to come and fish them out if necessary.

Kylie was quiet for a few minutes while Gage continued to battle the blinding rain as he drove as fast as he was willing to go in hopes they could beat the rush of water that would likely already have washed out their exit.

The road was lined on both sides by towering ash and elm trees that had reached out their long, skinny arms, joining forces overhead which, coupled with the clouds, only made it darker. Pitch black was more like it.

As they rushed through the darkened tunnel of greenery, Gage was getting his hopes up, thinking they might just have a chance of beating the deluge that would submerge the road. And that’s when he saw taillights in the darkness ahead. And the vehicle they were attached to wasn’t moving forward. Pulling his foot from the gas pedal, Gage allowed the truck to slow until they were coasting closer.

“Oh my God!” Kylie screamed, and that’s when Gage realized – which he had already suspected – the taillights ahead were those of a familiar truck. Unfortunately, said truck was sticking ass up out of a ditch on the side of the road.

“Travis!”

“Don’t move,” he ordered, noticing she was getting more and more hysterical as the seconds passed, her hand already reaching for the door handle.

“Screw you,” she yelled, throwing open the door and dropping to the muddy earth beneath her. When she glared over at him as she prepared to run toward Travis’ truck, he saw the fear and anger swirling in the now dark blue of her eyes. “You’re not going to do anything?”

“Of course I’m going to do something,” he ground out. “But you aren’t. Get your pretty little ass back in the truck and don’t move. I’ll be back in a minute.” Gage’s temper had long since surpassed the pissed off point and Kylie’s quick assumption that he wasn’t going to help Travis nearly sent him over the edge.

As it was, Gage was relying on his training to keep him from getting upset. No matter what they were going through, no matter how many times they butted heads, Gage had already accepted that he was beginning to care about Travis more than he already had. Not only because he was Kaleb’s brother and Gage had spent more time with their family than his own for years, but also because there was an undeniable attraction between them.

Well, if he’d had any hope that Kylie would obey, which he really hadn’t, he learned his lesson right-fast. The passenger door slammed shut, and Kylie took off down the road, running flat out as she closed the distance between where Gage had stopped and where Travis’ disabled truck sat.

Gage sighed. This was not going to be fun. He felt it in his bones.

Battling the deluge of rain and the gale force winds, he managed to get the truck door open, dropping his cowboy hat in the seat before he climbed out. He was down the road and standing beside Kylie in seconds, both of them staring down the shallow embankment they’d have to descend in order to get to him.

Glancing over at her, he bit his tongue to keep from telling her to stay put. She wasn’t going to listen, and if he didn’t kick it into high gear, she was about to leave him behind.

“Stay behind me,” he told her as he started down the hill, his boots slipping in the mud and muck. When he felt Kylie’s fingers latch on to his belt loop, he felt marginally better. He’d be able to get to Travis faster if she had stayed in the damn truck, but he was learning just how tenacious the woman truly was.

Much to his relief, Travis was sitting up, staring out the front windshield when they approached a minute or two later.

“Travis!” Kylie yelled, trying to be heard over the rain and thunder.

Travis’ head snapped toward them at the sound of her voice. He didn’t move to get out though, which concerned him. Gage rapped his knuckles on the glass, but as no surprise, Travis lowered the window rather than opened the door.

“I don’t need help,” Travis growled. “And she shouldn’t be out here.”

Of course he didn’t need help. The man could take care of himself, he’d proven that. And as for Kylie, well, there was no telling that woman what to do, but Gage figured if Travis knew her as well as he suspected, he didn’t need to be reminded of how hard headed she was.

“Get your ass out of the truck,” Gage yelled over the wind that swallowed his words and carried them off as soon as they were out of his mouth.

Travis didn’t say a word, but those stormy blue eyes met his, and for a second, Gage didn’t think Travis was going to respond. Something transpired between the two of them in that moment, and it had the same impact as a hurricane battling against his resolve. This man was going to be Gage’s biggest test, and for some reason, he felt as though he had set himself up for failure long ago.

“Goddammit, Travis. Get your fucking ass out of the truck!” Gage wasn’t playing games anymore, and he wasn’t interested in being a target for the next electrical current that fell from the sky.

With a little hesitation, Travis rolled the window back up, but then opened the door and slid to the ground in front of him. Thankfully, he didn’t have a scratch on him from what Gage could see, but that didn’t stop Kylie from searching him over, her fingers poking and prodding even as the rain continued to pour down on them.

“We’re not going to get over the bridge,” Travis said, staring back at him.

“No shit, Sherlock.” Gage turned and then waited for Kylie to get in front of him. He’d have a better chance of catching her if she fell that way. Once she was satisfied with looking Travis over and certainly not before then, did she start heading back up the embankment.

They walked up the muddy hill, boots slipping and sliding in the muck as they went along, hands landing in the mud as they tried to brace themselves. Gage didn’t look to see whether Travis was following them or not, his focus was more on getting Kylie safely back on solid ground. Travis was a smart man after all, he would realize they didn’t have much of a choice at the moment.

By the time they reached the truck, the water was beginning to creep farther up on the road, and if Gage didn’t get his truck out soon, they’d be floating down the river in no time. He didn’t have the luxury of four wheel drive, so he didn’t have as many options as Travis. Not that the four-wheel drive mattered much at this point.

All three of them were crammed in the front seats, although there was more than enough room in the back seats for one, if not two, of them to sit. Gage hadn’t figured Travis would’ve climbed in the back, but the way Kylie was squirming between them, obviously attempting not to touch either one of them, he expected her to fly over the seat at any moment.

“Are you really ok?” Kylie asked Travis when she settled.

“Fine,” he mumbled, staring out the side window. Gage was pretty sure Travis was more than fine physically. As for his ego, well, he suspected there was some significant bruising.

“What are we supposed to do now?” This time Kylie directed her question to no one in particular as she fidgeted with her hands, staring down into her lap.

“Wait.” Gage and Travis both answered at the same time, neither of them looking at her.

Taking a deep breath, Gage tried to calm his rioting nerves. He wasn’t about to let Travis know that his heart practically skipped a beat the moment he realized he was headlong in a ditch. It had scared the living hell out of him.

And as though the stars had aligned in their favor, Gage found himself enclosed in a small space with Kylie and Travis.

Nothing to do but wait. And more than a little sexual tension thickening the already humid air.

Chapter Twenty

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Ok, so maybe he had never walked the straight and narrow, but Travis wasn’t sure what he’d done to deserve this version of his own personal hell. Granted, the situation could be looked at one of two ways. One, Travis was confined in a small space with two people he was more than anxious to strip naked and ravish until they couldn’t take any more. Or two, Travis was confined in a small space with two people who would rather throw flaming arrows at him than have him come anywhere near them.

Only fifteen minutes had passed since they made their way back to Gage’s truck, but it felt like an eternity. He wasn’t sure how much longer he was going to be able to sit still. He was beginning to feel anxious and irritated, and that was due to the emotions these two evoked within him. Bottom line… they were too damn tempting for his own good.

Even over the musty scent of rain and the mud that caked his boots, the lavender and vanilla scent that emanated from Kylie filled his senses and made him want her more than he already had. Kissing her in his truck earlier, making her come by grinding his iron hard cock against her clit hadn’t done a damn thing to help quell the urge to pick up where they left off.

Fuck, who was he kidding? It’d been ten fucking years and he still wanted her just as much today as the day he walked away from her. Maybe more.

He got the feeling she was nervous, but he couldn’t necessarily blame her. Here she was, sandwiched between him and Gage and they didn’t have much of a choice but to sit and wait out the storm. Even then, they’d be waiting a couple of hours, if not more, for the water to recede in the swollen creek.

What he didn’t understand was why she didn’t hightail it into the back seat rather than risk being as close as she was to them. She hadn’t had much of a choice when he forced her in through the front passenger door, but she’d had more than enough time to move if she wanted to. Not that he was going to suggest it because Travis liked having her right where she was. Yes, maybe he’d done it on purpose. He wanted to be close to her, and he’d let her be the one to make the decision on whether she was going to get away from him.

“Is there not another way out of here?” Kylie asked as she thumbed her phone repeatedly, squeezing her legs together as though she feared relaxing would cause her to touch either one of them.

He fought the urge to smile. Nervous was an understatement.

“Nope. And no matter how much you finger that phone, it isn’t gonna work,” Gage said.

Travis’ dick jumped to attention at Gage’s choice of words. A very explicit image bounced around in his head, and it involved a very naked Kylie and an equally naked Gage and the strategic placement of Travis’ fingers between Kylie’s smooth, toned legs.

Holy fuck! It was getting too damn hot in the truck.

“Turn the air conditioner on, would ya?” he told Gage.

Surprisingly, Kylie reached forward and turned the dial that would at least alleviate some of the steam beginning to fog up the interior of the windows.

After they’d sat for a few minutes, the only sound coming from the hum of the a/c motor, Kylie started to squirm.

“You ok?” he asked, shifting in his seat to face her as he leaned against the door.

“Fine.”

She damn sure didn’t look fine. “What’s the problem then?”

“I’m wet and cold and need to take my boots off because they’re full of water.”

“Well, don’t mind us, feel free to strip naked if you wish.” Travis knew she wouldn’t, but he still held out hope.

“Strip naked?” Doubt had Kylie pinning him with a glare, and he suddenly wondered if he’d be the one squirming in his seat next. She had a point, his clothes were uncomfortable, his dick not at all happy being confined behind the wet denim.

To his surprise, Kylie pulled off one boot, being careful not to get mud on the seat which was a feat within itself. After removing her wet sock and dropping it inside, she went to the other.

Travis’ cock was eagerly waiting for direction because watching Kylie undress was pure fucking torture. He held his breath, wishing like hell she’d decide her bra was too wet too. Unfortunately, he didn’t get that lucky. Once she had both feet bared, she shifted her feet up and placed them on the seat in front of her, burying her head in her knees.

“Does this remind you of anything?” she asked, her voice muffled from how she was sitting.

Kylie’s question had both him and Gage turning to look at her, but neither of them said anything. Who was she talking to?

She must’ve realized they were waiting because she lifted her head, looking from one to the other as a rosy blush crept up the sexy column of her neck. Not that his cock could handle much more blood flow, but it was then that his body decided it’d go without if it meant his dick might get attention anytime in the near future.

Yep, he was getting light headed, and it had nothing to do with the way he’d slammed his head against the steering wheel when he’d gone nose first into that ditch.

“What?” Gage finally spoke, obviously curious as to where she was going with her question.

Travis had a pretty good idea which moment she was referring to.

They hadn’t known each other long when they found themselves in a similar situation, only at that time, there was no washed out road keeping them from getting somewhere. No, at that time, it had only been the two of them and their unrelenting desire that kept them cooped up in the cab of his truck, making out like teenagers.

Why would she even think about that?

“Refresh my memory.” Travis wasn’t going to jump to conclusions. Not with this woman. But he was more than happy to get her talking and if she was thinking about something that was making her blush like that, he damn sure wanted to know what it was.

“Nothing. Never mind,” she sighed, leaning her head back on the seat and staring up at the ceiling.

“No, see. I’m not thinking that’s fair. You brought it up. Enlighten us, please,” Travis urged.

Gage needed to have his Freon level checked because the air conditioner in his truck didn’t work for shit.

“I’m betting money it wasn’t quite like this,” Gage added, his attention on Kylie as well.

“Not quite, no,” Travis said, watching to see whether she was going to contribute to the conversation she started.

“You’re right. Nothing like this.” Kylie’s frustrated words raised the hair on the back of his neck.

“She’d never have been able to handle a situation like this.” Travis didn’t hold back his irritation with both himself and the situation as he turned and faced the front window once more. It all came down to: he wanted something he wasn’t going to get.

“Like what?” she asked, sitting up straight and turning to look at him, her knee coming to rest on his thigh. “You don’t think I could’ve handled being the cream center in your little fantasy?”

Once again mere words brought about an erotic vision that had his dick throbbing to life, the zipper of his jeans now painfully intimate with his cock. Glancing down at where their legs touched, Travis was stunned silent by the mere touch of her body against his. Was she doing it on purpose? There was no way this woman could know just how far he could be pushed.

It wasn’t far.

When he regained some of his mental faculties, he faced her, leaning close. Very, very close. Their noses almost touched. “I’m not sure you could have,” he told her. “However, I’d be more than willing to let you try if you think you’ve got what it takes.”

He was being a bastard on purpose. His own anger was getting the best of him, and in close quarters with these two, he was rapidly losing his patience.

“Well, you don’t know much about me then, do you?” she retorted, her eyes trained on his. His breath caught in his throat when her hand joined her knee on his leg, slowly easing up his thigh until the slightest brush of her fingernail against the denim over his dick nearly set him off.

“Push me, baby. See how far I bend before I break,” he warned, his words but a whisper between them. “I’m warning you now, it’s not very far.”

Kylie’s eyes widened and her breath hitched, but he had to give her credit for not flinching like he expected her to. She was the one instigating this, he was leaving the ball in her court.

“Is that what you want?” Her words were laced with venom. “You want me to fuck you and Gage at the same time?”

Travis growled.

“Yeah? Or how about I just sit on the sidelines and watch while the two of you go at it. Would that turn you on?”

Leaning in close to her, Travis put his finger on the edge of her chin and forced her to face him more fully. Using his thumb, he brushed over her bottom lip, listening to the way her breaths became choppy and erratic.

“What if I said yes?”

“I’d say…”

“Will you two fucking stop? I can’t handle this shit right now,” Gage barked, throwing his arms up on the steering wheel and leaning closer to the windshield.

“From what I hear, you’re more than experienced in threesomes, Matthews. Don’t tell me you’d have a problem with it.” Sitting back in the seat, Travis dropped his hand, but he didn’t both moving away from Kylie. Her knee was still resting on his thigh, and if he glanced down the long, sleek muscle, he’d… see right up her damn shorts.

Mother fucking shit. Goddamn.

“Fuck.” Gage exhaled the word, but didn’t turn to face them.

“Is this what you want too?” Kylie’s tone held a degree of skepticism as she addressed Gage. “You can’t be happy with one woman? I wasn’t enough to satisfy you when you took me to my bed? You need a man to fulfill you too?” Kylie asked the questions, and although there was some bite left in her tone, Travis had to assume she didn’t realize what she just revealed.

“You slept with him?” Travis’ voice wasn’t his own, the words mixed with the anger, sounding like a feral growl.

Both Kylie and Gage turned to face him, shocked.

As though she were working up the courage to answer him, Kylie’s back went ramrod straight and she swallowed hard. “I did.”

Travis wasn’t even sure what to say. Was he pissed that they’d slept together? You’re damn right he was. She was his wife, it didn’t fucking matter whether they were together or not. Gage should’ve kept his fucking hands to himself.

If they weren’t inside the truck with Kylie between them, he would’ve unleashed his temper and taken the bastard to the ground.

“Jealous much?” Gage taunted him.

That’s when Travis lost it. Elbowing Kylie back in the seat, making sure he didn’t hurt her, Travis reached over and gripped Gage’s shirt, pulling him hard until they were face to face, nose to nose directly over Kylie.

“Stop it! Both of you.” Kylie inserted her arms between them, pushing as she tried to separate them. It wasn’t until Travis let go that she managed to get any leverage.

“The past is the past, damn it. I was with you. I was with him. Shit, at this rate, it’s like I’ve been with both of you at the same damn time.”

Travis stared at her, his mouth falling open. “Baby, I can promise you, when you have us both at the same time, you won’t compare it to anything from your past.”

Kylie opened her mouth. Closed it. Then she dropped her head back on the seat and stared up at the ceiling again. He couldn’t help but wonder what was going through her mind. The tinge of pink in her cheeks told him it wasn’t anything innocent.

The silence started to choke him by the time Kylie lifted her head back up and asked Gage again, “Is this what you want too?”

Apparently Travis had derailed the conversation with his jealous reaction the first time she asked that, but now he wanted to hear the man’s response just as much as Kylie did.

“What?”

“This.” Signifying the three of them with the motion of her hand.

“What’s this, Kylie? You’re gonna need to be a little more specific.”

“Stop being an asshole,” she bit out. “You know exactly what I’m talking about.”

Gage simply stared at her, not speaking as Travis watched the interaction.

“Travis already admitted he wants both of us.” Kylie kept her voice low, even. “Do you want both me and him as well?”

Gage didn’t flinch at her question, but Travis was holding his breath as he waited to see where this was going.

“Yes,” Gage admitted. “I want both of you.”

“Have you and Travis…”

“Have we what?”

“Why are you making me spell this out?” Kylie’s voice rose, her irritation accounted for in her clipped words. After a huff, she continued, “Have you been together?”

Evasive, but effective she was.

“Been together? You mean have we fucked?” The frustration in Gage’s tone was intensifying the more he spoke. “No, we haven’t. Not yet.”

While no one said a word, Travis flipped Gage’s words over in his mind. Not yet.

“And yes, before you ask, I want to. As much as I want to be with you again.”

Although Travis still had a hard time hearing that the two of them had been together, he was more focused on what else Gage was hinting at. Between the two of them, they’d practically laid out the red carpet and welcomed Kylie to what would be one hell of a threesome.

“Does it scare you?” Travis chose to cut back in on the conversation. He didn’t do well with being left out. Apparently.

“What?” Kylie turned to face him, her eyes wide as though she just realized he was still there. She was breathless.

“That Gage and I want you. That we want each other. That given half a chance, we’d have you naked and screaming our names right here in the front seat.”

This time, her sharp inhale said his words were a direct hit, but she pulled the whole open/close mouth thing a couple of times before she flicked her gaze to the front window.

Travis figured the subject was closed. He was resigning himself to suffering for the duration when Kylie spoke up again.

“I would never be your play thing, Travis. Not again.”

Fury erupted in his veins, and without thinking, Travis reached over and lifted her up and onto his lap before he cupped her face in his hands, staring deep into her eyes as he spoke, “Never let me hear you say that again. You were never my play thing, Kylie. Never. Nor would you be now. What I felt for you, I’ve never felt for anyone else. For fuck’s sake, have you not figured it out yet? You’re the only woman I’ve ever loved.” The truth rushed out of him and for a second Travis wanted to grab the words and pull them back.

The only problem, he knew he never could.

Chapter Twenty One

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Kylie was having trouble breathing, and it had nothing to do with the fact that the cab of the truck was humid from the sweltering Texas summer. The warmth from Travis’ hands on her face was doing strange things to her insides, as was his erection pressing against her bottom as she sat on his lap. His words weren’t helping ease the growing ache either.

For fuck’s sake, have you not figured it out yet? You’re the only woman I’ve ever loved.

Then again, maybe it was the oppressive heat that was making her commons sense shaky. Shouldn’t she be trying to pull away from him? Or perhaps ignoring what he was telling her? How had they ventured onto this subject in the first place?

She was about ready to set fire to the jumbled mess of what if’s taking up residence in her brain. What if she were to see where this went? What if she liked being the object of their affection? Both of them? What if she could have an explosive orgasm by watching the two of them together?

And what about when Travis had been describing the scenes at the resort? The more graphic he was, the more she found she liked it. So, what if she wanted to be one of the voyeurs?

Yep, one too many forming as she sat stone still, unable to look away from Travis.

But then a sensible thought interrupted the overtly sexual scenarios that were playing on fast forward behind her eyelids: What made Travis think she was any different now than she was back then?

It was true, Kylie wasn’t the sexually adventurous type, although she wasn’t entirely reserved either. She’d never engaged in a threesome, never had anyone watch her having sex or vice versa. She’d also never dated two men at the same time, so she probably qualified as more prudent than daring. That didn’t mean her skin wasn’t suddenly feeling a little too small for her body, or that she wasn’t attuned to what the two of them were offering.

Seriously? Was she rationalizing being with them at the same time? Ok, yes. It would seem so. She was pretty sure she could thank her longstanding sexual drought for steering her in this direction.

From an emotional standpoint, Kylie had everything to lose because no matter how physically drawn to them she was, or how much her body was begging her to take what they offered, she wasn’t the casual type. She had a feeling that relationships of this type didn’t work in real life, which was one of the main reasons Travis had never found what he was looking for. And what about the jealousy she’d felt earlier? Or her anger. Where the hell had all that gone?

From a physical standpoint, well, her clit was throbbing and her breasts suddenly felt heavy. Yup, she’d moved past desire and right over to horny without passing go, and she was pretty close to being drunk on lust.

The situation as she saw it was one she didn’t necessarily want to get out of. They were in Gage’s truck on a secluded back road hidden from prying eyes, and each one of them had more than enough reason to shed their clothes and move on to the good stuff. Seriously, they were still wet from the rain. Wasn’t that a valid excuse?

Kylie mentally threw her hands up and grabbed her head, trying to hold her common sense inside because it was quickly leaking right out of her ears and forming a puddle at their feet.

“What’s going on in that brain of yours?” Travis asked as he obviously waited for her to respond. After all, he had made a rather significant declaration, hadn’t he?

As if she would tell him. Not only had he told her that she was the only woman he had ever loved, but there was an overwhelming attraction that neither of them could deny. And oddly enough, it went three ways. What were the odds of that happening?

It would make sense if this was some sort of convoluted love triangle where Kylie wanted to be with Gage, and she also wanted to be with Travis. And it would even make sense if Travis lusted after Gage and vice versa… Ok yes, she was guilty of fantasizing about the two of them together, once just as recent as five minutes ago when she stared up at the ceiling, hoping to calm herself down. And no, for the record, that hadn’t worked. Picturing two strong, handsome cowboys ripping one another’s clothes off in the process of getting closer had the opposite effect than what she was aiming for.

She had to suppress a strangled laugh because she couldn’t believe she was considering this. Kylie darted a glance over at Gage and found him staring back at the two of them, his mouth a thin, hard line.

“If you’re waiting for me to say please…” Gage’s words sounded restrained, like he wasn’t sure he should say anything, lest break the spell and they’d wake up to find that none of this had happened.

Kylie knew exactly what that felt like.

When Travis’ hands moved up to her hips, Kylie brought her face back to his.

“You want this?” Travis asked.

Kylie nodded almost immediately, like her head was on a spring. Ok, so apparently her hormones had won.

The heat of his hands on her sides damn near scorched her. The way his thumbs brushed gently over her stomach had her body singing high notes as she lost herself in his eyes.

“This isn’t a game, Kylie.”

She watched Travis’ mouth move, hanging on to the words as best she could. She wasn’t playing games so he had nothing to worry about. She couldn’t get the words out though.

“Are you prepared to see this all the way through?” Gage broke the trance she seemed to be consumed in as the steering wheel banged upward, no longer locked in position, but rather giving him more room to move.

Kylie glanced back and forth between the two men. It was now or never. All or nothing. And the rest of those pointless dichotomies.

“Answer the question, Kylie,” Travis demanded, his fingers tightening slightly on her sides.

“Yes.”

“Yes?”

Damn them. Why did they both insist that she spell this stuff out? It was difficult enough just to be here, her body adjusting to a slow burn from the inside out. “I’m not interested in casual, Travis. If you knew anything about me, you’d know that.”

At least she’d put it out there. Knowing that they weren’t interested in a quick, wham-bam-thank-you-ma’am made her feel slightly more at ease. She could try and make this all seem so physically appealing, but when it came down to it, Kylie didn’t care if she was with Travis or Gage or both of them at the same time. It wouldn’t be casual on her part. And no matter what she tried to tell herself, she was going to be attached to both of them equally before all was said and done.

Hell, she’d slept with Gage one time, and she was pretty sure she already loved him. Again, sex wasn’t casual on her part. Never had been. Of course, it was no secret that she still longed for Travis after all this time.

Gage surprised her when he caught her chin with his fingers, gently turning her to face him before pressing his mouth to hers. She was still sitting on Travis’ lap, but Gage was now much closer than before. While her traitorous body ignited, flames licking deep in her core, she wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him closer, all the while she was totally aware of Travis’ hands gliding tentatively up and down her sides.

She allowed the warmth of Gage’s mouth, the meticulous penetration of his tongue, to take her mind off of everything that happened over the last couple of hours and she resigned herself to following this through. Right, wrong or indifferent, Kylie wanted this.

The tickle of her hair as Travis pushed it back over her shoulder sent a shiver across her skin. She couldn’t focus as he shifted, leaning forward and pressing his lips to her neck while her tongue was still searching Gage’s mouth.

Jeeezus! Oh, God! Oh, God! Oh…

The sensation was glorious. Two men, four hands, two mouths, all focused on her. Her body was aflame, and her mind was in turmoil as she tried to focus on both men at the same time. She couldn’t. She couldn’t figure out where the pleasure was coming from, but she knew it was overwhelming her to the point she feared she might just explode. And she didn’t want it to stop.

“I’ve dreamt about this,” Gage whispered as he feathered kisses over her lips, cradling her face in both of his big, callused hands. “I’ve fantasized about tasting you again.”

Kylie stared into Gage’s mocha brown eyes, wishing he would stop talking and put his mouth back on hers. The words he spoke made her body throb and the feel of Travis’ warm mouth as he sucked on her skin had her sex clenching painfully. Oh, hell.

She was beyond drunk on passion, consumed by a lust-induced high, so much so that if they even thought about stopping, she might just lose it.

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Gage wanted to drive his tongue deep into Kylie’s mouth, to savor her sweetness, but as he caught sight of Travis sliding his tongue over her delicate skin, he found himself caught up in watching the way he savored the taste of her. It was the sexiest thing he’d ever seen and admittedly, this wasn’t new to him.

Well, the three person involvement wasn’t new to him. But the urgent need to have Travis’ tongue on him was. It had been a long time since Gage had been involved with another man other than the prelude with Travis that had led them to this point. Years. For the longest time, he’d restricted himself to threesomes with Kaleb because he didn’t have to worry about the temptation. He wasn’t interested in his friend like that, and he knew Kaleb wasn’t interested in men.

And then when he’d joined Club Destiny as a necessity for his job, Gage had only experimented a little, never having intercourse with a man while he was there. More blow jobs and hand jobs than anything else. But with Travis... Fucking hell. Gage wanted Travis – all of him – with a desperation that defied logic.

Kylie’s harsh breaths brought his attention back to her, and he slid his tongue between her lips again, over her teeth and then deeper until her eager little tongue met his, dueling with a passion he hadn’t expected. With her arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer, Gage was hard pressed not to pull her off of Travis and into his lap so he could grind his iron hard dick against her, knowing she’d be smoking hot and ready for him.

Within seconds, she’d stolen every ounce of his sanity as she tried to pull them both closer, removing one of her arms from his neck and wrapping it around Travis, holding him to her as he continued to suck on the delicate skin of her neck.

She was the one to break away, and she eased back a little which caused Travis to pull back. “I need more,” she whispered, her breath coming in urgent gulps. “I want…”

“What do you want, Kylie?” Travis urged when she let the sentence trail off.

“I want to see you kiss him,” she replied, and Gage wasn’t sure he could be more surprised than he was.

Gage locked eyes with Travis, leaving the next move up to him. It wasn’t as if the man were going to give up control and Gage was ok with that. For now.

Watching as Travis searched Kylie’s face briefly, Gage focused on breathing. In. Out. Again. Just when doubt started to settle in, the earth shifted beneath him, and Gage growled as Travis’ mouth claimed his. Their tongues lashed at one another while Kylie’s fingers threaded into the hair at Gage’s nape. He pictured her doing the same to Travis as she watched them. The mental image kicked things up a notch, and Gage growled into Travis’ mouth, praying he wasn’t going to stop.

There was nothing gentle about the way Travis kissed him, but Lord have mercy, he didn’t want gentle when it came to Travis. The way their lips pressed together was brutal and punishing and fucking fantastic. Travis owned the kiss and Gage let him take the reins because his brain cells weren’t functioning. Travis’ tongue was warm and insistent, his hand firm on his neck as he held him close, a frenzy of teeth and lips and tongues as they devoured one another.

“Oh, God,” Kylie breathed the words, her fingers tightening in his hair, her body moving, adjusting so she was damn near in both of their laps.

He wanted her naked. Hell, he wanted all of them naked. Gage wanted to feel her teeth against his nipples as Travis made love to his mouth with his wicked tongue.

Travis pulled back reluctantly, and they both looked to Kylie, but she seemed just as excited by watching them as she had been when Gage had kissed her. As expected, Travis didn’t give them much time to recover before he jerked Kylie to him, their mouths fusing as Gage watched. The sight was so damn erotic, the two of them only inches away, the soft moans that Kylie made. Shit, if they kept this up, they were likely to rock the truck off of its axles.

Apparently, ten years were too long to go without the taste of something so familiar and Travis seemed to be making up for lost time. Gage knew all too well because it had only been a couple of months for him, and he was eager for more. The one time with Kylie hadn’t been nearly enough.

As they continued to devour one another, Gage slid his palms beneath Kylie’s shirt and smiled when she sucked in a breath, her stomach muscles tightening beneath his fingers. He didn’t hesitate as he trailed his hands upward, cupping both of her full, firm breasts gently. She abruptly pulled back, groaning impatiently as she did and Gage stilled, expecting her to call a halt to this.

“Don’t stop.”

One thing he’d learned about Kylie, once she let loose, the woman clearly knew what she wanted. She’d been just as demanding when they were at her house.

Before he could remove his hands from beneath her shirt, Travis took over, lifting it up and over her head. And now she was topless, the only thing obscuring his view of her beautiful tits was the black lace bra he continued to snag with his rough hands.

“Take it off,” Travis demanded, but Gage wasn’t sure whether he was talking to him or Kylie.

Apparently she didn’t have the same trouble understanding directions because she slid her arms behind her, freeing the clasp. Her movements were assertive, confirming just how much she was into this. The haze of lust shining in her baby blue eyes clarified even if he’d had any doubts. Which he didn’t.

Gage hadn’t even realized he wasn’t moving until Travis took his hand, lifting it to cover Kylie’s soft, firm breast. With Travis’ hand covering his, their fingers linked, they proceeded to squeeze and fondle her as she watched. Fully back in the game, Gage leaned forward, slowly teasing the nipple closest to his mouth with the tip of his tongue, circling the hardened point. Only when she began thrusting her chest forward, begging for more did he suck her fully into his mouth, using his tongue to press her distended nipple against the roof of his mouth. Her urgent cry had him applying more pressure as Travis continued to tighten his hand over his.

“Travis! Gage!”

The sound of both their names on her lips was the most erotic thing Gage had ever heard. He might not be a novice when it came to threesomes, but he was generally the third, which meant he didn’t usually get the pleasure of hearing his name fall from anyone’s lips. To hear Kylie scream for him made his dick pulse with eager anticipation.

Kylie’s arm tightened around his head, pulling him closer as he suckled with renewed vigor. He thought she might come apart at the seams when Travis released his hand and mirrored his actions on her other breast, lapping at her nipple eagerly. A gentle, rhythmic tremor shook her body as she cried out their names over and over. Gage waited for the exact moment when he thought she was plummeting over the edge before he lightly bit her nipple, making her cry out as she climaxed, her body bowing so beautifully. Gage wasn’t sure he’d be able to hold himself in check for much longer.

Having her willing and pliant in his hands should’ve been enough, but Gage knew that what they were going for wasn’t quick, and it wasn’t the type of encounter that should take place in the front seat of his truck. No matter how tempting it was to drag her shorts from her body and to release his cock from his jeans, they weren’t teenagers, and he wasn’t looking for this to be over any time soon.

And he had no doubt that he’d be buried to the hilt in her pussy before the water ever retreated from the road if they kept this up. He just couldn’t bring himself to do it. No matter how hard his cock was.

Pulling back, Gage released Kylie as her trembling subsided, her orgasm leveling out.

“Did you come?” Travis whispered, his lips pressing along her throat.

“Yes.” Her voice was so soft, Gage barely heard her.

“You’re so damn responsive, baby. Imagine what it’ll be like when we get you naked.”

Staring up at her, Gage took in the most beautiful sight and sent up a silent prayer that what he was about to do wasn’t going to end this before it ever got started. After all, when he hit pause on this interlude, he risked her thinking too much, changing her mind.

Then again, if she did, it wasn’t meant to be in the first place.

Sneaking a peek out the front windshield, he noticed that the rain had subsided for the most part, which meant they might have a chance of making it across the swollen creek within the hour. The question was whether they’d be able to hold out for that long before he could get her somewhere other than the inside of his truck.

“What do you say we try to head back? Find a place to dry off before this goes any further. I don’t think there’s enough room in here for us to do everything we want to you anyway.”

Kylie’s eyes met his and then an unusually flirtatious, extremely enticing smile tipped her lips. “I was thinking the exact same thing.”

Chapter Twenty Two

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So this was the old farmhouse Kylie was planning to restore for Gage. He’d seen it before but never up close and personal. And quite frankly, Travis was getting damn tired of looking at the outside of it. However, since Gage wasn’t making any move to get out of the truck quickly, he was at a bit of a loss. It wasn’t like he could just waltz right in.

Shit. From where he sat, it looked like the house was vacant, so he was leery of what they were doing there in the first place. As the house went out of focus, Travis thought about counting the raindrops on the windshield in front of him. It was either that or crawl right out of his damn skin.

He wanted to ask why Gage had chosen this place, but he didn’t. He wanted to ask Kylie to sit astride his cock so he could immerse himself balls deep inside of her. Again, no go. Probably wouldn’t go over well.

So, Travis sat in his seat, pretending to be comfortable waiting for them to GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE TRUCK! Ok, so he was slowly going insane. Travis wondered if they knew that. Maybe they were doing it on purpose. He wouldn’t put it past them.

It was unfortunate that his truck was DOA because he’d much rather have followed them to Gage’s house. Not that it would’ve changed the situation he was in now at all. That hope had been shot to shit after a quick perusal of the damage. As soon as they realized the low water crossing was safe enough for them to cross, they’d stopped for all of three minutes before Travis had accepted the fate of his truck. It wasn’t going anywhere until he could get a wench and pull the damn thing out of the mud. Of course Gage didn’t have one. Why the hell would the cop be prepared?

So, Travis had settled back into Gage’s truck, painstakingly aware of the fact that Kylie wasn’t wearing a bra. Nope, she’d refused to put it back on because it was wet, she’d said. Right. She was just trying to push him right off the ledge and into crazy town. The lust was driving him mad.

But, the good thing, she didn’t seem at all nervous. Funny thing because Travis was battling a rare case of nerves. Then again, they weren’t all that rare when she was around which was also amusing.

And fucking annoying.

When they’d been discussing where to go, Gage had suggested this place because it was off the beaten path and they were less likely to have visitors. Made sense. It was true, at any given time one or more of Travis’ brothers would show up at his house if they felt like it. Usually unannounced as well.

Travis took a deep breath.

He’d counted one hundred and twenty two raindrops, and he could no longer keep up because the heavens had opened up once again which meant they were going to get wet. Travis had no problem with wet actually, but this was ridiculous. Of course, it might help get Kylie out of her clothes faster.

Look at him, all optimistic and shit. Not to mention, just a little scattered. His thoughts were all over the map. Again, he blamed the fact that they were still in the truck!

“All right, what the hell are we waiting for?” he finally barked, staring across the cab at Gage still sitting behind the wheel.

“Damn, that took forever,” Gage laughed. “We were waiting to see how long you could sit there and not say anything.”

Travis glared at Gage, resisting the urge to flip him off. Only because Kylie was there.

“He’s kidding,” Kylie said, putting her hand on his arm. Travis glanced down to see he’d fisted his hands in his lap. “Since you apparently weren’t listening, we were just discussing whether we should go to Gage’s other house. There’s no furniture here.”

“Fuck furniture. The floor will do,” Travis bit out. “Let’s go.” With that, he pushed the door open and hopped out. When it was evident that Kylie wasn’t following him, he shut the door behind him and headed up onto the wrap around porch.

Fan-fucking-tastic. It was a proven fact that these damned covered porches did nothing to protect anyone from rain… when it was coming down sideways.

A few minutes later, Kylie and Gage came bounding up the steps, hand in hand, and Gage was carrying a large duffel bag over his shoulder. They were laughing. Travis would be too if his fucking balls hadn’t turned blue – twice over. Shit, they were bordering more on purple now.

A bolt of lightning shot down from the sky, brightening the world as though the sun was beaming directly down on them. The clap of thunder came less than ten seconds later which meant the storm was upon them again. Kylie jumped, and Travis grabbed her, pulling her against his side, shielding her from the rain as best he could while Gage unlocked the door.

If he’d been edgy earlier, he was damn near chiseled to a fine point now. Due to his short supply of patience, he wasn’t handling all this wasting time well. He had good reason though. At least he thought it was a good reason. When Gage had called a halt to their fooling around, Travis had been hanging by a thread – a thin, frayed, ready-to-snap-in-two thread. He hadn’t argued either. He thought he’d handled himself fairly well up until this point.

He wasn’t making any promises once they walked through that door though.

Travis was once again questioning Gage’s reason for coming there as soon as the first light came on inside. There was nothing but wood as far as the eye could see. Not a lick of furniture to prevent the eye from traveling all the way to the opposite side of the room. Kylie wasn’t kidding, was she?

Oh, wait. He was wrong. There was some furniture. It was… well, it looked like a couch, but then again, it didn’t. More like an oversized chair. Two people could possibly sit on it, but not comfortably. And Travis had to wonder how Gage figured this was any better than having sex in the front seat of his truck.

Gage dropped his duffel onto the floor in front of the chair/couch and then he and Kylie disappeared into the other room. Travis had no idea where they were going, but he damn sure wasn’t interested in studying what type of hardwood they’d used to panel the walls in this place. Seriously. Wood paneling? Shit. Did Kylie even realize what she was up against if she chose to fix this place?

Pushing through the swinging door – yes, he learned the hard way when the damn thing hit him in the ass as soon as he stepped into the room – Travis found himself standing in the kitchen. As were Gage and Kylie.

Ok, now he was almost certain they were testing him.

Despite how crude the idea was, Travis couldn’t deny wanting to get hot and sweaty with Gage and Kylie right now. And truthfully, he didn’t give a shit if it was on the floor or against the wall. (There was wood on both, so the risk of splinters was the same)

Maybe Gage was trying to put Kylie at ease. Although, if he remembered correctly, she’d already seen the house, so he wasn’t sure giving her a tour again was the appropriate way to go. Then again, what did he know?

Gage was more of a gentleman than Travis. Sure, he liked to talk big – especially to himself – but he wasn’t interested in pushing Kylie either. Considering how responsive she’d been in the truck, Travis was still concerned that she didn’t fully understand the dynamic of this little trio. At this point, Travis was willing to offer up his left nut for the opportunity to sink deep within her body and feel her milk him for all she was worth. And he didn’t doubt that Gage felt the same way. But that could potentially send her running hard and fast in the opposite direction if they weren’t careful.

Travis shook off the thought because honestly, it wasn’t fucking helping. Fuck.

Letting the image in his mind’s eye of Kylie riding him hard and fast dissipate into thin air, he remembered where he was. He also noticed that he was once again the only person in the room. Where had they gone? That’s when he heard their voices echoing from somewhere else. He took a couple of wrong turns but wound up right back in the room with the chair/couch.

He didn’t have to stand there long to realize they were talking about the house. As much as he wanted to listen to these two talk it up about remodeling and shit, Travis suddenly needed some fresh air. Without saying a word, he headed back to the front door.

Stepping out on the porch, he had to wander around to the side just to get the house to block some of the rain coming at him. He settled against the wall and stared out into the distance, enjoying the view of the tree line that surrounded the property, lit up each time another strike of lightning came down. It was nice out here. Would be even better if the weather would cooperate.

He wasn’t sure how long he’d been standing outside when he heard the door creak open and then a muffled click as it closed.

“Where’s Kylie?” he asked when Gage stepped around the corner.

“She’s upstairs taking a shower.”

Awww, hell. Now that was an image he could get behind. Kylie naked, water pouring over her.

“And why are you down here?” Travis knew if it were him, he’d have been following her up the stairs. Hell, he’d have carried her just so they could get there faster.

“Checking on you.” Gage’s response caught him off guard, and he stared back at the man. Wasn’t very often someone was checking on him. For any reason. “Everything all right?”

The lust in Gage’s dark brown eyes, his need to rebel against what was obvious between them was like gasoline to a flame and Travis was more than ready to get burned.

Being left alone with Gage – especially when he wasn’t all riled up – was a test he wasn’t sure he’d be able to pass. Then again, he happened to be quite fond of Gage any way he could get him.

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As soon as Kylie disappeared at the top of the stairs, Gage had headed for the front door. Of all the people he would’ve thought would have a hard time with this situation, he damn sure hadn’t thought it would be Travis. But, so much had happened in the last couple of hours, starting with whatever Kylie and Travis were talking about when he came upon them at the lake, followed by the blowup between him and Travis. And to round it all out, the three of them damn near combusting inside his truck until somehow he managed to put the brakes on. He could see how that might test Travis’ resolve a little.

From the moment they made it across the low water crossing which was still flooded but manageable, Gage knew there was no going back to the point they’d retreated from. At least not unless Kylie changed the direction things were headed. Based on how at ease she seemed to be, Gage didn’t think she was going to be the one to alter their course though. At the moment, he was worried about Travis.

As he stared at Travis, waiting to see if he would open up even a little, his pulse took off like an Olympic runner at the sound of a gunshot. Just looking at the guy made his blood run hot. Whatever this attraction was between them, it was potent. If it had to have a warning label, it would read: handle with care – contents under pressure.

Gage had more than his fair share of experience when it came to threesomes, but he admittedly had little knowledge about anything other than sex for the sake of pleasure. He wasn’t prone to relationships. Not that what was happening here could constitute a relationship, but that little thing called hope was leaving him feeling unsettled.

There was something about Travis Walker that intrigued him and yes, he didn’t doubt for a second that sex between them would light his fucking world on fire. It was the aftermath that Gage feared. There wasn’t enough water in the state of Texas to extinguish the wildfire they would ignite if and when things went south.

But it wasn’t sex that had Gage worried. Maybe it was because he was going on thirty three in just a couple of weeks. Or maybe he was just tired of playing the same games he’d been playing since he was a teenager. He couldn’t deny that he was hoping to find something worthwhile, something like Kaleb and Zoey had found with each other. And whether he liked it or not, Gage was secretly hoping he’d find that with Kylie and Travis.

Gage had a strong feeling Kylie could be the woman who caused him to settle down, if only she reciprocated. But then there was Travis. And Gage didn’t trust his intentions, and that was mainly because he didn’t know what the hell they were.

When it was clear that Travis wasn’t going to respond, Gage did the one thing he did best. He walked away. At a quick clip. He didn’t stop until he was inside the house and leaning up against the tacky wallpaper on the wall in the kitchen. At that point, he closed his eyes.

He should be getting a little worried because this was becoming quite the habit. Walking away from Travis because he was so overcome by feelings he felt were out of place, mostly because he got the impression that what he was looking for wasn’t quite what Travis had in mind. Sex, sure. More than that. Well, Gage didn’t think Travis had much more than that in him.

What the hell was wrong with him? His heart was pounding like he’d just run ten miles. The only thing Gage could think about was the argument he had with Travis and his need to push the man into responding. When he’d seen Travis at the lake, he had been bombarded by a red haze of anger when he realized who was in the truck with him. The mere sight had sparked something dark and possessive in his gut.

Shit, they’d almost gone toe to toe the night before because Travis was insistent that Gage wouldn’t be asking Kylie to stay with him while she handled the renovations on his house. He’d understood what Travis was stating, but the way the man went about it was all wrong. If they stood half a chance of this working, there was no room for jealousy between them.

Yet the green eyed monster had reared its ugly head. Last night with Travis and then again this morning with Gage. That didn’t bode well for where this was headed. How did they expect to share Kylie in any way with them both pulling the alpha bullshit that should be relegated to animals in the wild?

And still, they both seemed to be dedicating much of their energy to taunting one another. When Travis bolted toward him at the lake, Gage had wanted a reaction and he’d certainly gotten one. For one second, Gage had seen more than just the anger and resentment that Travis had been consumed by lately. But that’s the way Travis had always been for as long as Gage had known him. Detached. Aloof. Promiscuous. The man didn’t do relationships, and Gage knew from being Kaleb’s friend exactly how stand-offish Travis was. The man was centrally focused and everything revolved around work, whether it was Walker Demolition or the new resort, and his extracurricular activities, which were random and one-nighters at best.

But Gage had sensed some emotion in Travis recently. It started when Travis kissed him that first time, then the second, but most importantly, he’d seen it when he brought Kylie to Kaleb’s house. He’d set out to get Travis fired up, and it worked. Not quite the results Gage was going for, but something had changed.

And the absolute last thing he expected to come of this was some sort of twisted ménage, although Gage damn sure wasn’t against it happening. He just hadn’t expected it. He anticipated that he and Travis would collide in the most passionate of ways. Eventually. But for Kylie to be involved, becoming the center of both of their attention was somewhere out of left field.

His thoughts back tracked to the day he’d made love with Kylie at her house. The way she rode him, giving herself over to the passion that erupted when they were in the same room together still made Gage’s head spin. The memories caused a strange constriction around his heart. One that had become persistent over the last couple of months.

Gage leaned over, putting his hands on his thighs as he tried to catch his breath. He was beginning to think he was having anxiety attacks. He was overwhelmed, and he didn’t know whether this was something he’d brought on himself or if it had something to do with the two people who were now under the same roof as he was.

When the door swung open, Gage stood to his full height quickly, not wanting to let Travis see him at a weak moment.

“You ok?”

Why did it sound like Travis cared? From what Gage knew, Travis only cared about himself. That reminded him of what Travis had said to Kylie earlier:

You were never my play thing, Kylie. Never. Nor would you be now. What I felt for you, I’ve never felt for anyone else.

If there was something more inside of Travis, was it possible that there was a chance he’d feel the same about Gage at some point? At least something more than the chemistry that he knew flickered between them like the electrical storm that was brewing outside.

“Fine,” he growled, turning to walk away before Travis had a chance to see what was written all over his face.

Travis’ strong fingers gripped his bicep. Before Gage could pull away, he found himself being pushed up against the wall, Travis all up in his face. He wasn’t intimidated easily, but the reaction his body gave to Travis’ aggressiveness wasn’t what he expected. Although Travis was a few inches taller, Gage was bigger. But it didn’t seem to matter because even at two hundred and ten pounds, Gage felt as though Travis could take him down with a breath. His entire body reacted as though he were a submissive and Travis was his master, which he knew damn sure wasn’t the case.

“When are you going to get tired of running?” Travis asked, his face incredibly close. Close enough that Gage could see the stubble on his chin and the storm clouds brewing in his impassioned blue eyes. Somewhere along the way Travis had ditched his cowboy hat, his dark hair haphazardly spiked like he’d run his hands through it one too many times.

“I didn’t run,” Gage answered, knowing it was a lie. He’d been running for months now. Ever since Travis cornered him at the Walker’s house. Ever since he made love to Kylie.

“The hell you didn’t.” Travis’ voice lowered, his head moved in closer. “You’ve run from me since the first time.”

“What do you care?” Gage asked, trying to push him away without much effort.

“I don’t want you to run.”

Gage stared deep into Travis’ eyes, wishing like hell he could see right into the man’s soul. What was he getting at? Aside from wanting to fuck? “No? You’d rather I stand here and give you what you want? Is that it?”

“And just what the hell do you think I want?”

“Me.”

“You don’t want me to want you?”

Gage didn’t know where this conversation was going, but, Lord help him, he was getting hard. Here he was, trying to piss Travis off, getting way too defensive and the look in Travis’ eyes backed up his words. Now, more than ever, Gage wanted this man.

He didn’t respond. He couldn’t say a word, so he just stood there, staring, waiting… Hell, he didn’t even know what he was waiting for.

Travis gripped his chin, and Gage’s entire body went rigid. It didn’t matter how the man touched him, but whenever their skin came in contact, his body lit up from the inside out. He sucked in a breath, anticipating what Travis would say or do next.

“If I didn’t know better, I’d think you wanted me to kiss you,” Travis goaded.

Reality slammed back into Gage at the tone of Travis’ voice, and he pushed him at the same time he flipped their positions so that Travis was pinned against the wall.

“Yeah? You think that’s what I want from you?”

Travis glared, not an ounce of fear in his expression. Gage could sense that he was being taunted and damn it all to hell, he didn’t give a fuck.

Slamming his mouth down on Travis’, Gage took everything Travis offered and then some. There was no hesitation when he shoved his tongue into the hot recesses of Travis’ mouth, tasting him, damn near inhaling him. And when Travis gripped the back of his head, holding him close, unwilling to let him back off, Gage found himself pressing fully against Travis’ rock hard body, a deep, rumbling growl emerging from his chest.

Fucking hell. Gage wanted to strip Travis bare right there in the kitchen and bury himself deep inside of him until neither of them could breathe from wanting that release that seemed just out of reach. The game they’d been playing was becoming more than a little tiring, and Gage wanted more. Hell, he wanted anything and everything Travis would give him.

Groaning as the kiss slowed and intensified at the same time, Gage thrust his hips forward, seeking the friction he desperately needed. That’s when Travis snaked his hand between their bodies, stroking Gage’s steel hard cock behind the zipper of his jeans. Fuck. Shit. He was surprised he didn’t come right then and there. He was unable to remember his own name when Travis slid his fingers into his hair, angling his head just slightly so he could delve deeper, his tongue thrusting, dueling… robbing him of everything that he was.

Long seconds passed before they separated, both of them struggling to suck in oxygen. As though Travis was worried he would try to get away, his hand tightened in his hair, holding him as their foreheads pressed together.

“You don’t know how bad I want you. How long I’ve wanted you.” Travis’ words penetrated the fog inside of his brain, but Gage still wasn’t sure what to make of them. He was beginning to want something from this man. And the more he was around Travis, the more he wanted.

More than sex.

The sex he could handle. There wasn’t anything that Gage shied away from and having been attracted to both men and women most of his life, he didn’t think twice about what he wanted from Travis when it came down to sexual gratification. It was the other things Gage was beginning to crave. Emotional attachments, tomorrows. The happily ever after shit that everyone else seemed to find but him. He wondered whether Travis would ever be able to give anyone those things.

A sudden gasp had Gage breaking away from Travis as though they’d just been busted doing something illegal. They both turned to see Kylie standing in the doorway, her hand over her mouth as she stared back at them, her eyes wide as saucers.

Before Gage could say anything, Kylie turned and ran up the back staircase to the second floor. He couldn’t do anything except stare after her. He tried to put himself in her shoes, to see what she had seen from her perspective, but it didn’t work. Gage had no idea how she interpreted the two of them together. If the look on her face was anything to go by, she didn’t see it with the same desire she’d portrayed when Gage had kissed Travis in the truck.

Travis pushed away from the wall and turned to go upstairs, but Gage didn’t move. As Travis disappeared up the back stairs, Gage realized that the water upstairs had never come on, the old pipes weren’t rumbling and creaking.

Shit.

How long had Kylie been standing there?

Chapter Twenty Three

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Taking the back stairs that led to the second floor, Kylie fled from what she’d just seen. Her mind was fast tracking through a multitude of emotions. Lust, excitement, and all of a sudden, a heart weary fear. They all flooded her as she tried to come to terms with what she just saw.

The interaction between Travis and Gage was so powerful, she had a hard time understanding how there was room for her. Well, it didn’t take much to understand how it would physically work. But, that’s not the part she feared. Surprisingly, she could contribute her excitement to that aspect of it. But the connection between the two of them was something that seemed impenetrable from someone on the outside, and she wondered whether they even realized it.

Travis wanted Gage.

Gage wanted Travis.

And if she were to rationalize the situation, she had a hard time figuring how she fit in with the passion that was so potent between them, she’d physically felt it as she stood in the doorway.

By the time she made it back to the small bedroom that she had escaped to earlier, she was out of breath, but the shock still hadn’t worn off. Not only had she wanted to be a part of that, she had been turned on by what she saw. The way Travis trapped Gage against the wall, then vice versa… the influx of heat and passion was palpable in the still, humid air.

She slipped into the small bathroom and closed the door behind her, but there wasn’t a lock. She knew one, if not both, of them would come after her – maybe not until they were finished – and she wasn’t sure she wanted to see either of them right then.

She was just so confused. Like she was living in an alternate universe, and everything was not the way it was supposed to be. Shouldn’t she be jealous? Of at least one of them? Travis was her husband for chrissakes. And Gage… well, there for a while she’d dated him. Kind of. Now the three of them seemed to be involved in this decidedly strange triangle. And she was torn between the heat generating in her core when she watched them and understanding whether this was real or not. And if it was real, was her heart at risk once again?

For the last few hours she’d ignored that particular organ, not wanting to accept how real this could be. Nonetheless, she couldn’t turn a blind eye to what she desperately yearned for no matter how damn horny they made her.

Sliding down the wall, she sat on the floor, dropping her head in her hands and closing her eyes, but as soon as she did, the vision of Travis and Gage kissing assaulted her and heart be damned, her blood reheated. It was the hottest thing she’d ever seen.

Still, she couldn’t wrap her mind around how this situation would even play out. It didn’t matter that she ached for both men, or that she knew given half a chance, they’d give her what she wanted – in the sexual sense at least. Kylie couldn’t help but feel there was something significant going on between the two of them. Something more than sex.

It sounded like a bad case of lust, based on the words she’d heard, but watching them, and maybe they didn’t even realize it, she knew there was something else there. They were both strong, powerful men, yet when they were like that, it was as though those hard exteriors dissolved and what remained were two men who needed each other.

So what was her problem? Well, aside from the fact that she wanted them to turn that intensity on her. Desperately. Was there room for her in this? Or was it one of those right place right time scenarios and these men, who were so interested in having a threesome as they refer to it, were including her because it was convenient.

Ok, so she was overthinking this.

“Damn it,” she whispered in the dimly lit bathroom, lifting her head to glance around.

All sorts of erotic images danced through her head as she looked over at the shower. This was an old house, and the shower was small, barely large enough for two people, much less two gigantic men. But that didn’t stop her from fantasizing about what it would be like to have both of them naked in that shower.

She was reading too much. Maybe she should try a different genre for a change. Romantic suspense or something like that. Hell, maybe a good murder mystery would do her some good because the fleeting thoughts of what it would feel like to be plastered against Travis’ body while Gage stood in front of her, doing all of those wicked things with his tongue…

Holy shit.

Taking a deep breath, Kylie contemplated getting up, but she couldn’t find the energy to move.

What were they doing now? It was clear she’d interrupted a rather intimate moment between the two men. Were they still kissing? Oh, man. The thought sent a lightning streak of sensation straight to her clit.

Scrubbing a hand over her face, Kylie tried to erase the thoughts. She needed to take a shower. A really cold one. Maybe that would clear some of the cobwebs from the logical part of her brain, and she’d stop thinking with her…

A strangled chuckle escaped. Was she really sitting there thinking about sex? The idea amused her. Granted, she was downright intimate with her vibrator these days, but other than her battery operated boyfriend, Kylie was lacking anything promising in her life. At least when it came to sex. She’d been engulfed by a big fat dry spell.

Until recently.

And technically, this could be an end to that, couldn’t it? Maybe a few romps together, some nights spent rolling around in the sheets with two sexy cowboys… The idea had merit.

“Get it together, Prescott. You don’t know what you’re asking for.” She said the words out loud, but it didn’t help. She could try to talk herself out of this for the next three hours, and it wouldn’t matter.

It wouldn’t do a damn bit of good either.

Kylie wanted what they’d started in the truck earlier. She even wanted what they’d started in the kitchen without her.

And she wanted to be the filling in that sandwich, dammit.

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Travis moved with purpose. Somehow he managed to pull himself away from Gage and move up the stairs. He couldn’t help but wonder what the hell was going through Kylie’s mind. He had an idea. Or at least he thought he did.

Up until the moment in his truck when Kylie had ground her perfect hips, forcing her clit to rub against his straining cock until she came, or in Gage’s truck when Travis had pulled her shirt off, baring her beautiful body to both of them, he’d thought he knew what Kylie wanted from him which equaled a whole hell of a lot of nothing.

He also thought he had pegged her years ago as being a one man woman. Literally. Now, he was questioning quite a bit of his logic. But there was one thing he was absolutely certain of, he was going to implode if they kept this up. These back and forth emotions were wearing on him, tearing at his resolve and Travis had a feeling he was going to crack.

It took him a minute or two to maneuver through all of the empty rooms on the second floor before he found the one with the closed door. He didn’t hear any movement on the other side, but he knew that’s where Kylie was. It was the only room with a light on, and she was nowhere to be found.

Tapping on the door with the tips of his fingers, Travis called out to her, “Kylie, come out here.”

Barging in would’ve been his usual M.O. but Travis was feeling somewhat generous today. Ok, that was a bold faced lie. He didn’t want to barge in because the last thing he wanted to do was piss her off. Although he wasn’t sure that ordering her around was in his best interest either, but it was undoubtedly the lesser of two evils.

Almost a minute passed before the door creaked open and Kylie stood before him, looking like an angel even with her disheveled hair and her wrinkled shirt. Or maybe because of her unkempt appearance, he wasn’t sure. She was so beautiful, it wouldn’t matter what she wore or how her hair looked. Travis would still be awed by the sight of her.

Keeping his tone firm, he said, “Come here.”

She paused only briefly before she stepped out of what appeared to be a bathroom and into the room he was in. He’d like to assume it was a bedroom, but since it was lacking a bed, to him it was just a room. With a floor. And a hot woman. Who was looking at him like…

Without thinking, because she interrupted his thought processes when she was near, Travis reached for her. Much to his relief, she practically fell into his arms as he pulled her against him. He wasn’t sure whether she was angry, upset, or confused, but it didn’t matter as long as he could hold her in his arms.

When she leaned back, he half expected her to lay into him for what she’d seen in the kitchen. What he didn’t expect was for her to push up on her toes and kiss him senseless. The insistent press of her lips against his got his blood pumping, and every drop headed right back to his dick where it had spent most of the day thanks to Kylie and Gage.

He’d like to conclude by the way she was kissing him that she wasn’t mad. Then again, angry sex could be hot as hell…

No. no angry sex. Just sex. Good old fashioned sex.

Shit. He had to stop thinking with his dick. At least for five minutes. That would be five times longer than he’d ever managed before, but…

When she looked back up at him, it was only to ask him where Gage was, but before Travis could answer, the man was walking through the door. His movements were tentative initially, but something in Kylie’s body language must’ve settled him because he was up against her in seconds.

Oh.

Fuck.

If he took the best feeling he’d ever had and multiplied it by a zillion, he still wouldn’t come up with what he was feeling right then.

Kylie’s much smaller body was pressed between them both, Travis against her chest, Gage at her back and the sudden longing to take a minute, strip, and then start over again was rather intense.

“Do you still want this?” Kylie surprised him with her question, but he answered her anyway.

“I’ve always wanted this, baby.”

“With me?”

Why she sounded so uncertain he didn’t know. Maybe seeing him and Gage in the kitchen had given her the impression that there wasn’t room for her in this, but that was obviously not the case.

Although he was still a little nervous about whether Kylie knew what she wanted, he was quite confident that, for the first time in his life, he’d found a man who wanted the same thing he did. And it just so turned out that they both wanted her.

“I’ve never wanted anything more,” he whispered as he pressed his lips to hers. She was pliant in his arms, her soft curves molded to his body, making him yearn to get this moving along.

In his defense, his dick had been playing inflate/deflate for the better part of the day. And the damn thing was tired.

“I don’t know how this works,” she admitted, continuing to deliver small kisses against his mouth. “But I want to find out.”

Hot damn!

Travis looked over her head at Gage and waited for a signal. As much as he wanted this, he needed them to all be on the same page. A curt nod was all he received, but then there was a devilish smile that came right on its heels.

“Let’s move this to the shower,” Kylie suggested.

And the woman said she didn’t know how this worked.

Chapter Twenty Four

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Kylie’s heart pounded against her ribs. Hmm, she was having a hard time breathing. The only difference between what was happening now and running a marathon was that she wasn’t sweating. Yet. And she was undeniably more hot than bothered by the idea of what they were about to do.

There must’ve been some sort of trigger inside her head, activated anytime Travis used that stern, demanding tone of voice. She managed to get herself worked up from the graphic images in that cinematic area reserved just for those sort of memories, but she went from simmer to a rapid boil as soon as Travis told her to come out of the bathroom. He hadn’t requested it, he’d demanded it. She could add that to the long list of things she was quickly learning about herself since she’d been thrust back into Travis’ orbit.

Although she logically tried to come up with a reason for her to be terrified of what this encounter might bring, she couldn’t bring herself to do it because she was so eager to be with Travis and Gage again that she continued to come up with enough ammunition to shoot every one of her doubts right out of the sky.

And with the warmth of Travis at her front and Gage at her back, she suddenly felt that same feelings she’d felt before. Only this time, she felt it all at once. The security and safety these men made her feel – despite the fact that they’d both broken her heart at one point – wasn’t an easy thing to ignore.

Nor did she want to.

With her heart trembling, attempting to support her decision despite its hesitance, Kylie committed herself fully, understanding that there was no turning back. She prayed that the very naïve part of her wouldn’t be shattered into a million pieces all over again, but her hormones had chosen to take over, which meant she couldn’t even worry about anything else.

When Gage’s mouth brushed against her ear, some of her nerve faltered, but the warmth of his breath encouraged her.

What was she thinking about again?

“I’m not sure there’s enough room in that bathroom for us to undress,” Gage murmured against her ear. “I think we should get started right here.”

Eh, thinking was way overrated anyway.

She was fully onboard with naked though. Naked was good.

Kylie might question the logistics of how this would work – with twice as many arms and legs and… Yeah, well, twice as many everything – but she understood the concept. Foreign or not, it was like her body knew that it should be primed and ready to accept them both at the same time. And it was.

Because they both seemed so reluctant – kind of like they were worried she was made of glass and would shatter if they moved too fast – Kylie took the initiative and slid her hands underneath Travis’ shirt, quickly pushing it up and forcing him to finish the job and pull it over his head.

“I’ve never done this before,” she admitted, wanting to make sure they understood she needed their reassurance even if she wanted this more than anything.

The devilish smirk that tilted Travis’ delectable lips had Kylie’s girl parts dancing.

Despite the smile on his face, Kylie could sense the tension in his body. Playfully, she smacked his chest. “Travis Walker, you know I’m not a virgin.”

His sexy chuckle, combined with the feel of Gage’s lips against her ear, sent an army of butterflies spiraling around her tummy. Travis wouldn’t need to be reminded that she wasn’t a virgin because he just so happened to be the man who took her virginity all those years ago.

“I need you to understand something,” Travis said suddenly serious, belying the tentative smile he gave her at her attempted humor.

Kylie nodded, unable to form words as she waited for him to share whatever was on his mind.

“I’ve always loved you. I don’t ever want you to think that it wasn’t enough. It’s just that…”

She noticed the instant Gage took a step back, as though Travis’ words had sucker punched him. Kylie was unable to reassure him because she was holding her breath, the word “love” triggering her heart to do somersaults in her chest.

“I didn’t want to hurt you then, and I don’t want to hurt you now. Whatever happens… between you and me or me and Gage, I need you to know…”

What?!? Kylie wanted to scream the question, but she knew Travis couldn’t be rushed. She focused on remaining motionless, trying not to pull his head down so she could lose herself in his kiss, which would’ve been so much easier than being put back into the emotional blender.

“I don’t think I can walk away again,” Travis whispered, and Kylie’s eyes filled with tears.

The sincerity in his tone had her heart pounding harder.

Then he looked up, over her head and said, “And no matter what you think about me, this isn’t casual.”

There was a pause and then Gage’s body heat was once again toasty and reassuring against her back.

“Never thought it was,” came the reply over her shoulder.

“Liar.” And finally, a brilliant, panty melting smile tipped Travis’ lips and Kylie knew she was a goner.

Jeezus. Grabbing the back of his head, Kylie pulled him closer, brushing her lips against his. She knew there weren’t any guarantees, but she clung to the little hope deep inside. She no longer feared that she would fall in love with both of them because she was pretty sure she already was, and they hadn’t even taken that first step yet.

There was a small but persistent voice in the back of her mind questioning her sanity, but she ignored it, wanting to finally take a break from all of the thinking. If she could just close her eyes and lose herself, she might have a chance at figuring out what it was she needed.

The kiss morphed into something hotter as Travis took the lead, owning the kiss, owning her. She started to put her arms around his neck, but then hands were lifting her shirt, forcing her to pry her lips from Travis’ momentarily. Then she was almost naked, and Gage was pressing up against her again and this time she felt him. Skin to skin.

Somewhere along the way he obviously lost his shirt and the heat of his body infused her tenfold, causing her to lean into his warmth as he reached around, his hands cupping her breasts and causing her to drop her head back against his chest. The only thing that would be better was if she could see him. Admire his perfect body.

Mmmm.

Ok, maybe looking wasn’t better than what he was doing with those nimble fingers, but…

While Gage’s hands caused her heart rate to soar, she took the time to admire the way Travis’ tan skin glistened in the dim light of the room, his muscles tense and gloriously defined. His chest was still just as broad, his waist just as narrow, his abs just as defined with lines and ridges that made her want to run her tongue through all of the dips and valleys just so she could remember what he tasted like.

Before she could do anything of the sort, Travis dropped to his knees in front of her, his knuckles scraping against her belly as he worked the button loose on her shorts. There was absolutely no room for her usual self-consciousness because the hunger in Travis’ smoky blue eyes relieved any body image issues she had as he peered up at her.

“So damn beautiful.” His words were exhaled on a breath, nearly drowned out by the sound of her own breathing. Although the words might not have been shouted, Kylie heard them and the intention behind them.

She needed this man.

Overcome with lust, Kylie placed her hands over Gage’s, forcing him to apply more pressure and that’s apparently all the permission he needed because he was leaning down, his tongue sliding along her jaw as Travis helped her out of her shorts and then he was standing tall again, removing the rest of his own clothes. There was a sharp intake of breath, and she wasn’t sure whether it was her or Gage – maybe both – when Travis stood fully erect and deliciously sexy right in front of her.

“Shower,” Travis mumbled against her mouth a second later before he was once again thrusting his tongue deep, trapping Gage’s skillful hands between her body and his.

“Definitely shower,” Gage agreed, his teeth nipping at her earlobe.

Not wanting to let go of them, Kylie groaned, but Travis merely smiled, unwrapping her arms from around his neck. “Patience,” he told her.

“Pot… Kettle…” she moaned as Gage took his place, twisting her body until they were chest to chest, his tongue snaking into her mouth, stealing her breath and her senses all at the same time.

There was a rumble of pipes and then the sound of the shower filled the room and Gage was walking her backward, never breaking the kiss. Long minutes later, the bathroom was filled with steam and somehow they’d managed to maneuver into the unusually small stall after Gage had stripped himself down while Kylie and Travis had the pleasure of watching.

The next thing she knew, Travis’ rough hands tingled against her skin, his palms abrading her nipples as he lightly grazed over them, his hips now pressed firmly against her lower back, his erection hot and insistent behind her.

Gage lowered himself to his knees, meeting her gaze briefly before he leaned closer, pressing his lips just below her navel. A tingle ricocheted in her belly, making her muscles tighten.

Wow. Were they moving fast? Or was her brain just mush?

“Lift her leg,” Gage instructed and Kylie couldn’t process what he was saying because she was too busy waiting for him to move lower, but apparently he wasn’t talking to her.

Fast. Definitely fast.

Travis’ big hand slid down her torso, over her hip and down her thigh before he gripped her leg, lifting it up and out until she was on display for Gage’s penetrating gaze. Her breaths were coming in sharp, uneven pants as she waited impatiently to see what he would do next.

“So beautiful,” he whispered. The words were loud in the small room, even over the roaring of her own blood in her ears and the shower water streaming behind her.

The water cascaded over her body, sliding over and through Travis’ fingers where he cupped her breast with one hand, squeezing lightly. Travis’ head came around, his lips pressing against her neck and Kylie tilted her head to give him better access. When Gage’s fingers slid through her folds, separating her even more than she already was, she wasn’t sure she’d be able to remain standing on one leg. If she’d thought that was difficult, she obviously hadn’t expected what he did next.

“Oh, God!” she screamed as his tongue thrust through her slit, teasing her before relentlessly focusing on her clit while Travis sucked insistently on the skin of her neck.

She could hear Travis as the hot rush of his labored breaths brushed along her skin, panting in her ear, assuring her that he was right there with her. Fearing they might let her go, she threw one arm up behind her and gripped the back of Travis’ neck while thrusting her other hand into the soft, cool strands of Gage’s dark hair.

“I want to hear you come, Kylie.” Travis’ deep voice rumbled against her ear, and Kylie had to focus on breathing for fear that she would pass out from the pleasure. “Just like you did in the truck. I want to hold you while you come.”

“Yes.” Kylie began chanting the single word over and over, her hips taking on a life of their own as she began grinding against Gage’s mouth. “Oh, God. Make me come. Please!”

“That’s it, baby. Fuck his mouth. Slow and steady,” Travis instructed as he tightened his grip on her thigh. “I want to hear you come while Gage fucks you with his tongue. You’re so damn hot like this, pressed between us. So fucking hot.”

Kylie could barely process what Travis was saying, but the words didn’t matter as much as the sexy rumble of his voice as he encouraged her to let go. She was hanging on the precipice, wanting to free fall into oblivion and she was close. So close, but she didn’t want it to end either.

Gage stole her decision to hold off when he gripped her hip with one hand, his other sliding beneath her raised leg and cupping her bottom as he pulled her against his mouth, his tongue driving deep inside of her over and over.

Kylie screamed his name repeatedly, driving her hips forward as she came in a rush of sensation. Travis lowered her leg, wrapping his strong arms around her upper body and holding her up, or she would’ve crumbled to the tile at her feet.

Before she could catch her breath, Gage was standing in front of her, the entire length of his body pressing against hers as his mouth came crashing down on hers, the taste of her on his lips mingling with his own heady flavor. The way he cupped her face, tilting her head slightly, allowing him to delve deeper, had her heart clenching in her chest. He was always so gentle with her, as though he knew that no matter how strong she wanted them to think she was, she still needed the tenderness that his touch could offer.

As the water continued to pour down on them and Gage pulled back, Kylie stared up into his beautiful brown eyes, a plea in her gaze. It didn’t take long for him to recognize it because his mouth was soon feasting on hers again. Kylie closed her eyes, focusing all of her attention on the feel of the two hard bodies against hers and the gentleness that they both showed her.

Sliding her hands behind her, she let her fingers journey over the sturdy, vigorous muscles along Travis’ thighs, up over his hips and then back down, pulling him against her. She wanted to feel him inside of her. Memories of long ago days had nothing on this, because no matter how good she remembered it to be when she and Travis had made love, it was nothing like this.

Kylie let her hands roam over them, reading the planes and angles of their bodies with her fingertips. A jolt of wicked need jarred her, making her reach for the hard length of their impressive erections, one behind, one in front. As she tentatively touched, letting the satiny shafts slide in her hands, both men hissed, infusing her with a sense of power so strong, Kylie opened her eyes. A surge of feminine triumph sizzled just beneath her skin, and she suddenly wanted to see what she was doing. Silky, smooth and warm, Kylie began stroking them both slowly as Gage began nipping her earlobe, Travis’ lips on the other side, against her neck.

“Keep doing that, and this isn’t going to last long, baby” Travis warned her, his mouth sliding back up, stopping close to her other ear.

“I don’t mind.”

“Oh, but I do. I’ve waited a lifetime for this,” Travis said seriously.

Another tremor of hope echoed deep in her chest, a delicious tremor running through her limbs. She’d never expected it to be like this. They might be seeking the ultimate pleasure, but this wasn’t just about sex. These two men were sweet and gentle with her, treating her as though she meant as much to them as they did to her.

Turning in their arms, Kylie forced a change in positions and gave herself a much nicer view. One allowing her to see both of them at the same time. Her palm continuing to glide over the velvet covered steel in both of her hands.

“Come here, baby,” Travis whispered. “I want your lips on mine again.”

Kylie shifted against him, but she didn’t release the hot, throbbing cocks she stroked in her hands. She wanted to give them the same pleasure they’d bestowed upon her. She had the feeling that if she didn’t get a little forceful, she’d be the one coming again. And as much as she wanted that to happen, the points seemed to be adding up in her favor. Kylie – three. Gage and Travis - zero.

Travis licked his way inside her mouth, teasing her until once again her body was on fire, her sex eager for more attention, preferably one of them inside of her. Gage’s big hand stroked her arm, her shoulder, down over her breast, teasing her nipple with light pinches that bordered on erotic pain until she was once again writhing between them. Neither man was giving her what she wanted though because they’d somehow managed to break her hold on them in the process.

When Travis’ mouth released hers, he said, “My turn.”

Now that’s what she was talking about. Kylie wanted to go to her knees and…

Gage pulled her back against him, wrapping his arms around her body and dodged her wayward hand when she once again reached for him.

“Not yet, baby,” he whispered against her ear. “There’ll be plenty of time for that later.” As Gage nibbled her earlobe, he took her hands in his, linking their fingers and then lifting her arms until they were above her head. “Put your arms around my neck.”

Kylie fought to keep her eyes open as she allowed Gage to restrict the use of her hands, twining them in the wet hair at the nape of his neck as she held on tight. Her body was bowed out, her muscles stretched due to Gage’s height and the position he held her in so when Travis’ lips trailed a path of fire down her chest, the impulse to pull her arms down was strong. Gage didn’t let that happen, sliding his arms around her again, making it so she had no choice but to hang on in the position he held her.

Oh, God. This was so not what she envisioned when Travis said it was his turn. She wasn’t going to survive this if they kept their attention on her.

“I’ve dreamt about touching you. Touching you just like this, tasting your sweet nipples, using my teeth to tease you.” Travis’ words sent chills racing down her spine and surprisingly, Kylie didn’t want him to stop talking. Ever since the resort, Kylie had known exactly what Travis’ words could do to her.

Gage lifted her breasts, holding them up for Travis’ lips, squeezing gently as Travis’ tongue began licking slowly, lapping at the water that was cascading over them. When Travis moved his attention to the other nipple, Gage would begin teasing her again, fondling the puckered tip between his thumb and forefinger, making Kylie’s internal muscles spasm, wet heat flooding between her legs.

“Oh, hell,” she moaned, her head falling back on Gage’s chest.

“We want to make you feel good, Kylie.”

“Yes, please.” She wasn’t beyond begging. Not if it meant they’d keep going forever.

“Don’t let her move her arms,” Travis demanded, his voice still gentle, yet confident.

Kylie would’ve told him not to worry because she didn’t intend to do anything that would make him stop, but she couldn’t find her voice. She forced her eyes open, watching as he lowered himself to the shower floor at her feet. With such limited space, he was practically beneath her.

“So pretty,” Travis mumbled as he used his fingers to separate the swollen folds of her pussy the way Gage had minutes ago. A bolt of lust pierced her from the inside out, and Kylie shuddered at Travis’ bewildered tone.

Her eyes once again slid closed, the sensation of Travis’ words mixed with the seductive rasp of his fingers over her clit causing her to drift in a sensation induced haze.

“Open your eyes,” Travis demanded, his fingers stilling as they circled her clit at the same time Gage pinched her nipples simultaneously, eliciting a moan from her.

Kylie’s eyes flew open, and she instinctively went to move her hands again, but Gage caught her wrists and held them in place behind his head.

She met Travis’ gaze once again as he spoke.

“I want your eyes open. I want you to see me, Kylie. I want you to pay attention to what we’re doing to you. Do you understand?”

Kylie’s body trembled at the aggressive tone, but it wasn’t out of fear. Every word he spoke amped up her need that much more and she found that she needed his dominance. Especially right now.

“Answer me, Kylie.”

“I understand.”

Travis didn’t take his eyes off of hers, but his fingers began exploring her folds once again, randomly grazing her clit until she gasped, but she managed to keep her eyes open.

How, she had no idea.

Chapter Twenty Five

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Gage’s cock was like iron, but the only thing he could think about was watching Travis as he began licking Kylie’s pussy, just as he’d had the pleasure of doing minutes before. He was almost jealous that he wasn’t the one still between her thighs, lapping her sweetness.

Gage wanted to hear those urgent little moans that escaped as he continued to lightly graze her skin before pinching her pretty, dusky pink nipples between his finger and thumb. The hardened tips puckered so sweetly, tightening more every time he touched her. He loved how responsive she was. Loved the way she wasn’t apprehensive about letting them know what she liked.

He knew Travis was trying to take this slow, trying to make this as good for her as he possibly could. She was beauty and sensuality combined, the sweetest, most alluring woman he had ever been this close to. If Travis was feeling even an ounce of what Gage was, then he was sure to be nearly tripping over himself in an attempt to hold himself together.

Just like Travis had admitted, Gage had also dreamed about this. Plenty of times. Waking up with his dick in his fist, his cock begging to relive what it felt like to slide into her warm, slick pussy. He still wanted to, but that wasn’t his priority. He wanted to watch her fly apart just from their touch.

Standing to his full height, Gage had a perfect view over her shoulder, watching Travis as he slowly drove his fingers deep inside of her, his tongue playing over her clit as she writhed and moaned between them.

His thoughts strayed to moments ago when Travis had been standing behind Kylie, his tanned hands against her much paler breasts, making her moan as he tweaked her nipples firmly while Gage watched. His cock started to throb painfully between his body and hers, and he wished he had a condom handy because he’d slide right into her right where he stood.

“Do you ever play with yourself?” he asked her, wanting to keep her from coming as long as he could and to keep him from doing something they’d possibly regret later because protecting them all was the most important part of this.

“Yes.”

More visions assaulted him. This time he could imagine Kylie sprawled out on her bed, her hands between her thighs, her fingers thrusting deep inside of her. Or better yet, a vibrator sliding deep in her pretty, pink pussy as she fingered her clit. If he wasn’t careful, Gage was going to come just from the idea of her giving herself over to the pleasure of her own hand.

“I’d tell you to show me, but I happen to like the way you look just like this. I want to watch as Travis devours you. Burying his tongue deep in your pussy. Sucking your clit.”

A full body tremor raced through her limbs, and Gage grinned, pressing his mouth closer to her ear. “You like that. You like being at our mercy, don’t you?”

Kylie nodded her head as another moan escaped, louder this time. “Oh, God, yes.”

Gage slid both of his hands down her flat stomach, his fingers twining in the curls between her legs, pulling her swollen folds open to give Travis better access. Using the tip of his finger, he stroked her clit at the same time Travis did, the feel of the man’s raspy tongue against his skin a reminder that he was only inches away from him.

“You’re wet, baby. So fucking wet. I want to bury my cock deep in your pussy while Travis takes your sweet little ass.” When she moaned, Gage continued, “I want to see you on your knees, sucking Travis’ cock deep in your mouth while I fuck you from behind.”

When she began writhing against him, Gage slid his finger deep inside of her, right along with Travis’, his eyes trailing down the length of her body, watching as Travis looked up at them.

“Does it feel good?” Travis asked as they both began fucking her faster, each of them working a single finger simultaneously inside of her.

“Yes. Yes, it feels so good. Please don’t stop. Travis! Gage!”

Hearing her say their names again did something strange to his insides and a wave of possessive desire swept through him. As he continued to watch, Gage damn near crumbled to his knees when he felt Travis’ strong, rough fingers wrap around his cock, sliding up between his body and Kylie’s.

“Oh, fuck,” he groaned near Kylie’s ear.

“Is he stroking you?” Kylie asked, obviously able to feel the way Travis’ hand was moving between their bodies.

“Yes. Oh, fucking hell.”

“Tell me how it feels,” she encouraged and Gage forced his eyes open, wondering whether he’d heard her correctly.

On a strangled breath, he gave her the details she asked for. “It’s… Damn. So fucking good. His hand is rough, not like yours. Fuck!” Gage damn near came as Travis gripped him tighter, using slow, even strokes to force him closer and closer to the edge.

Before he could stop her, Kylie pulled her hands from his neck, forcing Gage to pull his finger from inside of her as she wiggled toward the adjacent wall, her eyes traveling down the length of his body where Travis was now jacking him off with an expert grip.

“Taste him.” Kylie’s request caused Gage to damn near fall to the floor.

His eyes met Travis’ only briefly before he found his cock buried deep inside Travis’ mouth. Holy… Gage’s stomach muscles tightened. Fucking… His breath locked in his chest. Shit… The heat and skill of Travis’ tongue threatened to send him freefalling right off the edge of the cliff he was barely hanging onto.

When Kylie lowered herself to her knees alongside Travis, Gage knew it was only a matter of time before he came with a vengeance. He had to force his eyes closed because watching as they both began licking and sucking him would’ve been too much.

“Fuck. Fuck. Oh, shit!” The muscles in his thighs screamed with the effort it took to stay upright, even as he used the tiled wall at his back for support. Travis once again sucked him deep while Kylie cupped his balls in her soft, smooth hand, and he knew he was about to lose it. “You’re gonna make me come,” Gage told them, refusing to open his eyes.

If he were to look into Travis’ eyes at the moment, he was going to go off like a fucking rocket, and he didn’t want to come too soon. He’d spent more than one night thinking about what it would feel like to have the man’s lips wrapped around his dick and now that he knew, he wasn’t sure he ever wanted him to stop.

Suddenly, Travis’ mouth disappeared, and Kylie’s much gentler lips replaced it. Gage opened his eyes, needing to know what they were doing, just in time to see Travis coming to his feet. With Kylie directly at his feet, her sweet little tongue laving his cock, Gage could only anticipate what Travis would do next. He wasn’t sure he cared because he couldn’t feel anything except the way Kylie tried to take his full length all the way down her throat.

“Fuck!”

Travis’ hand splayed across his throat, but there was no pressure, only reassurance that he was still in one piece. While his finger and thumb gripped his jaw, Gage was forced to turn his head to the side and meet Travis’ gaze.

“One day real soon, I’m going to make you come down my throat. Then I’m going to bury my cock deep in your ass until you’re begging me not to stop. Ever.”

Gage couldn’t argue because he could see it happening. Hell, he could almost see it happening now except he was almost positive he would need an extensive recovery time after this.

“Put your hand around my cock,” Travis ordered him and Gage forced his body to obey, the signals from his brain weak as the pleasure intensified. He gripped Travis’ shaft roughly, stroking slowly. Up. Down. Over and over.

A feral growl, so low that Gage barely registered it, rumbled from Travis’ chest as he spoke. “Just like that. Stroke me, Gage. Fuck yes.”

Gage focused on the smooth, slick cock gliding back and forth in his hand and Travis’ mouth as he nipped his bottom lip, before sucking it into his mouth. It was the only thing he could do to keep from coming. Kylie’s mouth on his dick was pure sensual torture.

Travis was pumping his hips slowly, and as he did, Gage tightened his grip. When Kylie placed her hand over his, both of them jacking Travis’ hard length, her mouth disappeared momentarily, and before he could register what happened, Travis jerked back as he groaned, “Mother fuc–”

Gage peered down to see Kylie’s mouth sucking the engorged head of Travis’ beautiful cock. Unwrapping his fingers, Gage watched as she continued stroking and sucking, alternating between the two of them as she peered up at them from her knees.

“So beautiful. God, baby, you’re killing me,” Travis growled the words as he gripped his cock, holding himself firmly as she slid her tongue up and down the swollen shaft. Gage was mesmerized by the sight, tempted to drop to his knees and take over from there.

Then she turned her attention back to Gage, and he slid his fingers into her wet hair, careful not to pull as she sucked him deep, cupping and squeezing his balls so gently, he wondered if he wouldn’t lose it just from how careful she was with him.

After they watched her for long minutes, stroking her hair as she gave them every ounce of her attention, making Gage damn near shatter, Travis forced Gage’s head over once more, sliding his tongue over his lips until Gage opened his mouth to take him inside. Gage knew he wasn’t going to be able to last. He grabbed Travis’ by the back of the neck, holding tight, stealing everything from the kiss that he’d wanted as he thrust his hips when Kylie pulled him into her mouth once more.

He couldn’t focus, didn’t know which sensation was overwhelming him more. And then it didn’t matter because Kylie was stroking him, Travis’ tongue simulating what it was going to feel like later when he was thrusting into his ass, and Gage lost the battle. He came with a roar at the same time Travis did, neither of them breaking from the kiss until they had to come up for air.

With his chest heaving, trying to draw in oxygen and remain standing, Gage glanced down and noticed that Kylie was smiling up at them, their come splattered across her chest and Gage damn near came again.

“Fuck,” Travis growled, releasing Gage and lifting Kylie back to her feet.

There wasn’t much room to maneuver in the shower, but Travis situated Kylie so that her body was once again pressed against Gage’s. Trapped behind her, Gage held her close as her body went rigid, her hips thrusting forward. What he wouldn’t give to see Travis fingering her until she came.

“Travis! Oh, God! It’s too much! I’m going to come,” Kylie screamed seconds later as Gage wrapped his arms around her, pinching her nipples at the same time Travis began pumping his hand harder, Kylie’s ass grinding against Gage’s cock. If she kept that up, she was going to be dealing with more than Travis’ fingers in just a little while.

Refocusing his efforts on the sweet spot between her legs, Gage slid one hand down her stomach, led only by touch until he found her soft curls. Letting his fingertip dance over her clit, Gage allowed her sexy little moans to envelope him while Travis fucked her relentlessly with two fingers.

Yeah, he was a goner.

“Such a pretty pussy,” Gage mumbled in her ear as Travis continued to finger fuck her. “I want to see you bare. I want to see every delicious inch of you.”

Locking his gaze with Travis’, Gage placed his finger and thumb on one of Kylie’s nipples, his other on her clit. The second Travis grinned, Gage pinched both simultaneously, and she screamed their names as her body shook, her release detonating and leaving her lax in his arms.

As Travis stood and reached for Kylie, he leaned in close and Gage found himself lost in the seriousness reflected in his gaze.

“If you’re even considering making this a one-time thing, you can rethink that right-fast.” Travis’ tone reflected the intensity in his seductive blue-gray eyes and Gage felt an answering surge of emotion deep inside of him.

Travis broke eye contact and then leaned down to Kylie’s ear, whispering as he held her closer, “I could easily get used to feeling you come, the way you grip my fingers. It makes me want to bury my cock deep inside of you while your pussy milks me.”

Another shudder moved through her, and Gage knew they had to give her a minute to come back down to earth.

“I don’t know if I can move,” she whispered. “That was incredible.”

“Darlin’, that was only the beginning,” Travis said as he once again met Gage’s stare.

Gage didn’t look away. He was more than willing to see just how far Travis was going to take this. Hell, if he had his way, the man would never be able to push far enough.

Chapter Twenty Six

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Kylie’s entire body was humming. And not some gentle vibration either. No, this was more of a tremor or a quake. Yes, definitely a quake. One that would challenge the measuring limitations of the Richter Scale.

She wasn’t sure her skin was going to contain the need that throbbed from the center of her body and radiated outward in seismic waves that had her knees shaking. Even after two of the most explosive orgasms she’d ever experienced, Kylie was ready for more.

Unfortunately, they had a couple of issues that she didn’t see them being able to overcome. One being there wasn’t any furniture and as anxious as she was, Kylie wasn’t sure she wanted to test the comfort level of the floor. Since standing was no longer an option because her thigh muscles were beginning to ache as it was, she didn’t know how they’d overcome that one.

And two, if she wasn’t just imagining it, then Gage and Travis managed to reduce the heat on the rapid boil. Things were simmering down, which wasn’t necessarily a bad thing. Sure, she wanted to tell them to throw caution to the wind, but the practical part of her brain was flashing bright red lights repeatedly and throwing down the guardrail that would ultimately protect her from getting in any deeper than she already was.

For the time being anyway.

That didn’t mean she hadn’t enjoyed the sweet, loving way they’d taken care of her after Travis sent her into orbit with just his fingers. Kylie didn’t think she could handle an orgasm more powerful than the last one, especially not right now. Now that she was clean, thanks to the tender ministrations by both men, using the body wash Gage had supplied her with earlier – which she loved because now her skin smelled like him – her hands were beginning to prune and her knees were a minute or two away from knocking together. A bed sounded so good, but again, they were limited on furniture which meant sleep wasn’t scheduled for the near future.

So, Kylie found herself taking a cue from both of them, turning down the dial on her internal thermostat for the time being. This was her first rodeo so to speak, and she had no idea what to expect next, so she wanted to be prepared.

Now that they were on dry land once again, Kylie was beginning to shiver from the chill in the air. A couple of times, she thought they were going to lose electricity, and the logical part of her brain told her they needed to get out of the shower because that was the last place they should be in an electrical storm, but she had barely been able to remember her own name, much less something as trivial as safety during a storm.

“Here, use my shirt to dry off. It’s mostly dry now. Then put Gage’s on,” Travis instructed, handing her the shirt he had removed earlier, while Gage grabbed something from the duffel bag he’d brought upstairs. Two more shirts appeared and Gage handed a spare to Travis.

Kylie didn’t argue. She wasn’t so sure she’d be able to speak if she tried. Especially now that she was staring at a gloriously naked Gage and Travis standing in the small bathroom, not two feet away. She let her eyes feast on one, then the other, not caring whether they caught her ogling them.

It was hard to ignore all of the powerful muscles and golden brown skin that made up the most striking male bodies she’d ever had the pleasure of laying her eyes on. Times like this, she wished she had a photographic memory – or even a camera would do – so that she could have something to refer to later. Not that either man would approve of her snapping a pic of them naked.

Glancing over at Travis, Kylie bit her lower lip as she visually molested him. His whole body was hard, including a part of him that she was eager to get her hands on again, although he had thwarted that attempt once already. Until she could get some strength back in her limbs, she wasn’t going to try either, although she was pretty sure touching him would be enough to revive her.

The ringing of what sounded like a cell phone drew their attention to the pile of stuff on the floor. As Gage reached down, retrieving the phone from his jeans, he looked back at her and then Travis as though seeking their permission to take the call.

“It’s fine. I could use a couple of minutes alone anyway,” Kylie told him and then glanced over at Travis.

She wasn’t lying. She could use a few minutes alone to get her brain cells realigned.

Gage nodded his head, flung his duffel bag over his shoulder as he hit a button on the phone and put it to his ear. Without haste, he disappeared out of the bathroom buck naked. An equally naked Travis wasn’t far behind him. Kylie fought the urge to follow them around the corner just to watch their perfectly shaped asses as they walked away. She bit her tongue instead and shut the bathroom door.

After she snuck one more peek.

Once she was alone, the walls seemed to close in on her. “What have you done? What have you done?”

The woman staring back in the mirror did not look even remotely familiar. Her skin was flush, her eyes entirely too bright, her lips were swollen and was that… Yes. It most certainly was. Right there on her neck was a hickey. She stared at the mark as she giggled. Was it odd that she liked the idea of Travis or Gage marking her like that?

Kylie proceeded to wipe the water from her arms and legs using the t-shirt Travis had supplied her with. When she was drying her neck and shoulders, Travis’ distinct smell wafted to her nose and she paused, pressing her face into the shirt. It smelled like him. Never having stolen anything in her life, she suddenly wanted to stash the shirt somewhere so she could take it with her later.

She was pretty sure it was safe to say that Travis still had a firm grip on her heart. Even just the small distance between them now – he downstairs, her up – she wanted to find her way right back into his arms. She wanted to run down the stairs and tackle him right in the middle of the living room.

With so many years making the memories of the intimate moments she’d shared with Travis hazy, Kylie was hoping to make up for lost time. The man had a body to die for and a tongue that could make her see stars and Kylie wasn’t opposed to overindulging for a little while. She felt like she’d spent a decade denying herself chocolate to suddenly be dipped into a vat of it and told to restrain herself. Right. Like that was ever going to happen.

And if Travis was chocolate, then Gage was… donuts. Yes, sweet, flaky donuts. And the only thing better than donuts and chocolate was… well, donuts covered in chocolate.

Kylie sighed, glimpsing the woman in the mirror once again. She was smiling. From ear to ear.

By the time she was finally dry, Kylie realized her clothes weren’t in the bathroom. She turned in a full circle as though they might just magically appear, but they didn’t. She retrieved the shirt Gage had left behind for her and pulled it on over her head. Another sexy masculine scent soothed her, this one coming from Gage’s shirt.

The sudden pounding on the door startled her. She shrieked and had to take a second to kick start her heart once again. When the dizzy feeling subsided, she pulled the door open and smiled up at Gage.

Only he wasn’t smiling back.

“Is everything ok?”

“Probably not. I’ve got to go, and I’ve got to go right now. Either you’re coming with me, or you can sit tight until I get back.”

As much as she would love to be stranded in his magnificent house, having unlimited time to explore the beautiful details, Kylie didn’t want to be there without him. There was no furniture, probably no food in the refrigerator, so… Definitely an easy decision.

“I’m coming with. Give me one minute to get dressed.”

When he turned to go, Kylie snuck over and grabbed her clothes from the middle of the bedroom floor and then disappeared back inside. Panties and shorts came on, but her bra was still in Gage’s truck – she hoped – so she had to settle for feeling relatively naked. Considering his shirt hung almost to her knees, she looked as underdressed as she felt.

Remembering that her boots were downstairs by the front door where she had dropped them when they came in, Kylie hurried down the stairs to the sound of male voices along with the squeak of footsteps across the linoleum floor. She only made it one step into the kitchen before Gage was grabbing her hand and hauling her toward the front door with Travis not far behind.

“Wait! My boots,” she called as Gage pulled her right out the front door.

“I got ‘em,” Travis said as he pulled the door shut behind him.

“What’s wrong? Where are we going?” If she didn’t know better, Kylie would think that Gage was running away from something.

“My house,” he informed her, never slowing.

Once again the rain pelted them from all angles as soon as they stepped off of the porch. She shrieked when Gage let go of her hand and Travis came up behind her, lifting her in his arms, carrying her to the rear passenger door of the truck. The roar of the wind made it impossible to hear, so she refrained from asking more questions.

Travis helped her in and even waited for her to get situated, although it prolonged his time in the rain. Once she was inside, she pulled on her seatbelt and sat patiently as Travis and Gage climbed in the front.

Without preamble, Gage started the truck and backed out of the driveway, barely glancing left or right to see if there was any traffic coming. There were so many questions running through her head, but Kylie was scared to ask them because she didn’t know what was wrong with Gage. On top of that, Travis wasn’t speaking either which… well, that didn’t seem unusual for him. Since Gage wasn’t talking and was probably lost in thought, Kylie feared that whatever the problem was didn’t fare well for him.

After what felt like an hour drive, – the silence making it seem unbearably long – but was actually only ten minutes, they slowed as they turned onto a residential street and that’s when Kylie noticed all of the commotion.

Two fire trucks, an ambulance, several standard pickup trucks with flashing lights in their windows were lined down both sides of the street blocking anyone from trying to get close to…

Fire.

“Oh. God.” Her words were but a whisper, but realization finally dawned on her. Gage’s house. Oh God. Gage’s house was on fire.

“Stay here,” Gage barked the words as he scrambled to get out of the truck.

“You can’t go –” She was quickly cut off as Travis turned to face her from the seat in front of her.

“Stay here, Kylie. Don’t move. We’ll be back in a minute.” Although he wasn’t making a request, Travis was unusually polite with his order.

Kylie clamped her mouth shut and nodded as she watched Travis exit the vehicle, returning her attention to the flames that were leaping above the tree tops. The downpour didn’t seem to be helping, but she couldn’t see much from where Gage had parked the truck.

Glancing around, she tried to see if anyone else was around, but there weren’t any other civilians hanging out in the rain. Why would they be? It was pouring, and the lightning storm hadn’t let up either. She sat as still as possible, trying to catch a glimpse of what was going on, biting her lip as she did.

Travis.

Gage.

Fire.

Her heart began pounding like a bass drum right in the center of her chest, and for a minute, she worried that she wasn’t going to be able to breathe. Did it burn to the ground? Did anyone get hurt? Did he have any pets? The questions began running together, and Kylie realized she had tears forming in her eyes.

He could lose everything. Probably had already from the looks of it.

And yet, she could do nothing but sit there in the damn truck like an obedient little girl because they told her to. But what else was she going to do? It wasn’t like she knew how to put out a fire and the last thing she would want to do would be to get in the way.

Leaning her head back against the headrest, she took a deep breath, held it, let it out. After repeating that process several times, she began to feel better. Given the circumstances anyway.

Now if she could only figure out how she might be able to help Gage, she might just be in business.

Chapter Twenty Seven

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Gage stood on the curb and stared at the flames as they engulfed his house and everything in it. Not that he had much, and he’d never been more thankful that he didn’t have any pets because there wasn’t going to be anything left when the fire department was through flooding his house with water. Not even the rain was helping to slow down the roaring flames. No, Gage’s only hope was that the fire would eventually burn itself out.

Damn, this sucked.

He wasn’t a materialistic man, but there were a few things inside that he would’ve liked to salvage if at all possible. Like, oh, say, his stuff. Thankfully, he’d thought ahead, and most of his valuables – which weren’t much, and consisted of a few pieces of jewelry he’d inherited from his grandmother, some random paperwork, pictures – were in a safe deposit box. He was grateful that last year he’d had the foresight to put the most sentimental of items that he had from his parents there as well. Since he was rarely home, Gage figured that would be the safest place in the event some jackass decided to be stupid and break in while he was out of town. Which was more often than not these days.

Gage glanced over to see Travis talking to Chase Jameson – better known as CJ. Gage knew CJ well because he was a cousin to Kaleb and close to their age. They’d grown up together, but since they graduated high school, they hadn’t talked much. At least not until tonight when CJ had been nominated as the lucky bastard who had to give him the grim news. They couldn’t salvage anything. The fire was out of control when they got there. He’d gone on to say other things, but Gage had tuned him out at that point. He didn’t need a play by play, he could pretty well see for himself.

According to two of his neighbors, lightning had struck the house, and the next thing they knew, it was consumed by flames. By the time the fire department arrived, it was pretty much a goner they’d said. At the moment, Gage was too numb to care. Even the repeated “I’m sorry, man” that he got from random people, he could only stare as his entire world burned down in front of him.

They’d understand if he wasn’t much for talking. Trying to accept what he was seeing without feeling as though it were happening to someone else required all of the energy he had left.

“No, man. He’s got a place to stay, but thanks.” Gage didn’t turn his head when he heard Travis waving someone else off. There’d been numerous offers, which wasn’t surprising in the small town. Even Charles and Myrna Talbott – his landlords – had offered him a room at their house for the night. He’d politely declined.

He had a place to go, that wasn’t the problem. And even if he didn’t have the farmhouse, he knew Kaleb would offer up his couch.

The only saving grace was the fact that he wasn’t alone. Surprisingly, Travis wasn’t putting too much distance between them. And of course, Kylie was in the truck. Until Gage felt it was safe enough for her to be closer to the scene, he was hoping she’d stay there too.

A strong hand came down on his shoulder and Gage turned his head slightly to see who it was.

“You doing all right? Considering?” Curtis Walker’s deep, gruff voice had him turning away from the fire.

“I’m in one piece. That’s all that matters,” he replied.

“You’re right on that one, son.” Curtis stepped around to face him. “I’m not going to stand here and coddle you because I know all too well how space is all you’re looking for right now, but if you need anything, I expect you to come to me or Lorrie. Understand?”

Gage had always been close to Kaleb’s parents, having grown up around them. After losing his own parents, they’d welcomed him into their home and treated him just like one of their sons whenever he was there. Staring at one of the most influential men from his childhood, he simply nodded. Not that he would ask for anything from them, but Gage knew better than to argue with Curtis.

Curtis squeezed his shoulder. “If you don’t want to come to us, just let Kaleb or Travis know what you need, and I’ll ensure you get it.”

Gage hid his surprise. Kaleb he understood, but why would Curtis assume Gage would go to Travis for anything?

“Hey,” Travis interrupted as he stepped closer and Gage looked over to see CJ walking away.

Ok, maybe this was just a little awkward.

“Boy,” Curtis greeted. “You take care of him. Let me know if he needs anything at all.” With that, Curtis walked off as though he hadn’t just given the most profound order of his entire life.

As Travis stood before him, the connection Gage had felt between them earlier in the evening came back full throttle. To this point, Travis hadn’t shut himself down emotionally the way Gage would’ve expected. Travis had perfected the art of pushing people away, but tonight he wasn’t. At least not yet anyway.

For the last couple of months, Gage had thought of little else besides Kylie and Travis and the miserable life he was living, wishing like hell he had a chance with one of them. Thinking he stood a chance with both was just plain absurd, but that didn’t stop him from thinking it might just be possible. He wanted them both, thought about them both. For different reasons and some of the same. And tonight, he was more than grateful to have them. Gage was used to being alone, but tonight, he wasn’t sure he would have been able to handle it.

He could sense that Travis was worried, and Gage wanted to reassure him that he’d be fine, but he didn’t. Rather than making Travis feel as though he were blowing him off, Gage was willing to accept whatever Travis had to offer.

As Gage watched the firemen get the fire under control, he let himself think about another blaze. One that happened just a short while ago. Ironically, that one had been in the shower and the water hadn’t done anything to keep the flames at bay there either. A sudden longing to be wrapped in the arms of a caramel haired angel with big blue eyes and a body to die for nearly leveled him flat.

“Hey.”

Gage turned to see Kaleb standing beside him, and he wondered how long he had been there. Travis was nowhere in sight, which Gage pretended didn’t bother him just a little.

Gage muttered, “Hey.”

“You all right?” Kaleb asked, sounding both worried and curious.

“Just fucking perfect. You?” His growl didn’t faze Kaleb in the least, but he hadn’t expected it to either.

“You want to come stay with Zoey and me tonight? We’ve got plenty of room. I’ll come back with you tomorrow so we can see if anything can be salvaged.”

“Nah. I’m good. I’ve got my grandmother’s place.”

“You sure?”

Gage turned to face Kaleb, looking his best friend in the eye. He wasn’t sure if he was just imagining it or not, but he felt as though Kaleb wanted to ask questions. One’s that didn’t have anything to do with fire or ashes or salvageable items. Was it obvious that something had happened between him and Kylie and Travis? If so, did everyone notice or just Kaleb?

Part of him hoped that Kaleb knew what was happening between Gage and Travis, only because it would make it so much easier to do what he needed to do. Since they’d always known their threesomes wouldn’t last forever, and truly, they were in it for Zoey’s pleasure, which she could find in the arms of her husband, it seemed only natural for them to expect the interactions to come to an end. Gage just hadn’t expected to be the one to put an end to them. And especially not because he’d found someone – in his case, two people – to focus all of his energy on.

Even if he couldn’t define what was happening between him and Kylie and Travis as a relationship, Gage knew he owed it to himself to at least find out where it was headed before he reinserted himself in someone else’s love life.

“I’m sure.” Not that he was sure about much of anything at this point, but he was certain that he wouldn’t need a place to sleep tonight.

Kaleb nodded, then glanced over Gage’s shoulder as though someone was standing behind him.

“Thanks for the offer, man. I’ll let you know if I need anything.”

“You do that.” Kaleb clapped Gage on the shoulder. “I’m really sorry.”

Gage didn’t know what to say, so he just tipped his head in acknowledgement. The rain and the fact Gage was once again soaked to the bone wasn’t nearly as disrupting as knowing Travis was standing behind him, so Gage politely dismissed Kaleb, hoping he’d go back home to his warm bed and his even warmer wife.

When Kaleb was out of earshot, Travis came up next to him. “Need anything?” That was Travis, abrupt and to the point. The answer to that question could’ve been a million different things, but Gage didn’t say a word. “Look man,” Travis began and Gage thought he heard the beginnings of another woeful “I’m sorry”, except Travis wasn’t known for such awkward expressions of emotion, so he opted to halt him midsentence.

“Don’t. Just… don’t.” Gage didn’t want to hear anyone else ask him if he needed anything or if he had a place to stay or… Shit, Gage didn’t want any more questions tonight period.

The two of them stood in silence for a few minutes, watching as the last embers burned, the shell of his house the only thing remaining, but even those were bowed and threatening to crumble to the earth. Charcoal black and water logged was how it was all going to go down tonight.

“Let’s get a beer,” Travis stated firmly, glancing over at Gage.

He couldn’t help it, he cocked his eyebrow, surprise written on his face. “A beer?”

“Yeah. This sucks, but it is what it is. Let’s head over to Moonshiners.”

“I’d rather go back to my grandmother’s house and get some sleep.”

“We can do that, too,” Travis added, but before Gage could retort, he was quickly cut off by more words. “You can try and push me away all night, Matthews. It ain’t happenin’. I’m not leaving you tonight, and before you go getting all righteous and shit, I’m not looking for anything.”

No? Well, Gage was. He was looking for a fight because his life was suddenly a pile of rubble. Literally.

“I need to get back to Kylie,” Gage stated firmly.

“She’s waiting for us in the truck,” Travis explained as though he’d already talked to her. Which he probably had.

Damn it.

“Keep pushing, Gage.” Travis’ words were low but nonthreatening as he took one step closer. “I can take anything you come up with. And in case you forgot, I was right there in that shower with you both, I know exactly what happened between us. The same thing that’s going to happen again.”

The fight immediately drained out of him and Gage dropped his head, staring down at the ground. He didn’t have anything left, not an ounce of anger to dish out. In fact, he figured he was about ten seconds away from collapsing.

“Come on,” Travis urged and nudged Gage with his shoulder.

Gage gave in and allowed Travis to lead him back to his truck. They were stopped a couple of times by more sorrowful neighbors as well as some volunteer firefighters and Gage forced himself to keep it together.

As soon as he laid eyes on Kylie still sitting in the back seat of his truck, he felt a relief he hadn’t expected.

“I’m driving,” Travis said as he took the lead, heading around to the driver’s side, leaving Gage with only one other place to go. Figuring it wouldn’t do him much good to argue, he headed to the passenger side, giving in to riding shotgun in his own damn truck.

“Hey,” Kylie greeted, her voice soft and concerned as she leaned up against the front seats when Gage climbed in. Her arms wrapped around him, pulling him backward. She was hugging him and damn it if he didn’t want to just lose himself in her arms for a little while.

Bless her, she didn’t ask him if he was ok and she didn’t let him go either. It took everything in him not to break down.

Chapter Twenty Eight

♀♂

Travis was tempted to check himself in the vanity mirror of the truck. For some odd reason, he thought maybe he’d see someone else peering back at him. Hell, he was surprised Gage agreed to go anywhere with him considering how out of character he was acting.

Damn it. Not a single one of his brothers was around to see it either. And Travis knew they’d never believe him if he told them.

Despite the levity of what happened to Gage’s house, Travis couldn’t stop the smile from creeping up to his lips. For the first time in years – many, many years – he didn’t feel like taking someone’s head clean off their body.

Didn’t mean it would last, so he considered warning Gage and Kylie that they better take advantage of it while they could. Hell, he’d be more than willing to let them take advantage of him. Right here in the damn truck if they’d like.

Travis kept his eyes on the road and forced himself not to look over at Gage. The man looked like hell, and knowing he’d just go stir crazy sitting in that big old house of his all alone, he had wanted to limit the amount of time that Gage would have to do so.

A few minutes later, they were pulling into Moonshiners, and the first thing Travis noticed was how empty the parking lot was. Not necessarily a bad thing, but he knew that would change once the volunteer fire department got things settled. If they were lucky, they’d grab a booth in the back and have a couple of beers before that happened. It was clear Gage was getting sick of hearing all the I’m sorry’s and if you need anything let me know’s although the people clearly meant well. Probably didn’t make it any easier to have just watched your house burn to the ground.

As soon as Travis put the truck in Park, he scrambled out and over to Kylie’s door. Neither of them had gotten out, so he went to her door and opened it for her.

Yes, it should be noted that he could be a gentleman when he wanted to.

“Ummm, boys…” Kylie drew their attention before they had a chance to travel far on the wet pavement that glistened from the oil and rain. “I’m not sure I’m dressed for this.”

Travis glanced down, noticed she was wearing Gage’s t-shirt, which came almost to her knees, and totally hid her shorts from view. Sometime in the last few minutes she’d put her boots on so… Well, the picture she made had Travis wanting to settle her cute little ass back in the truck and head over to Gage’s farmhouse anyway. Screw the beer.

Shit. And she didn’t have on a bra either. That little news flash was like a homing beacon, drawing his attention to her perky breasts beneath the soft, dark cotton. And his eyes weren’t the only thing paying attention either.

Kylie must’ve realized that they were both now staring at her chest because she cleared her throat to get their attention.

“Would you rather go back to…?”

Before Gage could finish the sentence, Kylie smiled as her hands disappeared behind her back. Seconds later, the t-shirt was pulling tight across her flat belly and riding at hip level, those tight jean shorts once again visible.

“Ok, let’s do this.”

Travis stared at her. He honestly had expected her to ask them to take her home, but instead, she’d somehow made that shirt look like it was made for her and now she was heading right for the front doors, finger combing her hair as she went. Suddenly, Travis was the one wishing they were heading somewhere private rather than the local bar.

And he was also making a mental note to request that she go without a bra. Always. Ok, no, not always. He wasn’t that barbaric. But definitely when he was around.

Gage fell into step behind Kylie, his shoulders slumped forward as he went and the sight of him made Travis’ good mood fumble a little. It was clear Gage didn’t want to be here, but Travis knew it was better than the alternative. Although watching Kylie’s sweet ass in those jean shorts was giving him some other ideas on how to get Gage’s mind off of the disaster he’d endured tonight.

Travis forced himself to follow, and when they stepped inside the dimly lit bar, he was glad to see the inside resembled the outside. Except for a few guys in the back shooting pool, a couple of regulars sitting at the bar and a couple of women sitting in a booth near the front, they were practically alone.

With his hand on the small of her back, Travis led Kylie toward one of the booths in the far corner which would offer them a little privacy. As soon as she was seated, Travis moved in beside her, leaving her very little space between him and the wall and if he wasn’t mistaken, she was smiling. For some reason, he couldn’t keep his hands off of her, so he slid one arm around behind her, propping his elbow above her head, and ensuring he was close enough to feel her arm against his side.

When she smiled up at him, he almost forgot where they were. The spell was broken when the waitress made her way over.

“What’ll you boys have?” she asked, smiling sweetly at Travis and then over at Gage.

Travis glanced at Kylie, waiting for her to respond.

“I’ll take a Corona with lime, thanks.”

Travis then looked up at Gage.

Gage didn’t say anything, just tipped his head as though he were agreeing with what Kylie was ordering.

Travis then ordered a scotch on the rocks before dismissing the woman without another glance. It wasn’t like he wasn’t used to the way women flocked to him and his brothers, or their friends, but it irked the shit out of him right then. Ellie had ignored Kylie, and he had half a mind to have a chat with her about respect. Then again, that would require him to initiate conversation, and he knew how well that would go over. This particular woman would take it as an invitation.

Not that he was one to be preaching about respect. He wasn’t known for his glowing personality in these parts. In fact, most women just looked him over and then went about their business because they knew Travis wasn’t interested. Not since he was a teenager, had he indulged in a woman from their home town. After learning how fast those rumors flew, he’d decided to take his needs elsewhere, and it’d worked for him for the most part. Unlike his brothers, he didn’t have scorned women chasing him around like he owed them something.

Or men, thinking of Ethan.

“When is the resort supposed to open?” Kylie asked, sounding as though none of the events of the night had occurred and they were all just old friends here to talk.

Forgetting what he’d witnessed between his brother Ethan and the mechanic while they were in Vegas, Travis turned his attention to her. And then he smiled. There was a reason he loved this woman. Shit that almost sounded like present tense. What was worse, realizing it didn’t make Travis’ smile disappear.

“My goal is early next year,” he said after clearing his throat. Where the hell was the waitress? “At the rate we’re going, I’d say we’re right on the money. Maybe a little earlier if we’re lucky.”

“Are your brothers going to –”

“Here you go, sweetie,” the waitress cooed as she set the beers on the table in front of Gage and then putting the scotch close enough to Travis that she leaned over and shoved her tits right in his face. In an extremely catty move, she didn’t bothering to push Kylie’s beer toward her. “Anything –”

“We’ll let you know,” Travis barked, cutting her off before she could say “else”. She’d rudely cut Kylie off midsentence, and it would’ve been one thing if it was an accident, but Travis could tell by the smirk on her lips that wasn’t the case.

Travis retrieved Kylie’s beer and handed it to her at the same time she thanked the waitress politely, a knowing glint in her eyes.

Then, as though they hadn’t been interrupted, she picked up where she left off. “So, let’s try this one more time. Are your brothers going to work at the resort also?”

“That’s the plan. At least a couple of them anyway. Right now, just Kaleb, Sawyer and Zane are on board, each of them taking on certain duties.”

The tension at the table intensified as Kylie seemed to search for something else to ask. Glancing over at Gage, Travis frowned. The man had his hands wrapped around his beer bottle, using his thumbnail to pick at one corner of the label. It was obvious he would rather be anywhere but there.

The uncomfortable silence was interrupted when the front doors of the bar opened and the need to find something to talk about drifted right out with some of the cool air. Sawyer was standing in the door, grinning from ear to ear like he owned the place. By his stance, it appeared he was waiting for a roaring welcome. He didn’t appear to be fazed when none came.

It didn’t take him long to notice the three of them sitting in the back, and from that moment on, he seemed to be on a mission.

“Ellie, darlin’ you got an extra beer over there for me?”

Travis rolled his eyes as his younger brother flirted with the waitress while sauntering across the room as though all eyes were on him. And they probably were. Sawyer was an attention whore, always had been, and clearly he was in one of his moods tonight.

For the first time in a long time, Travis welcomed Sawyer’s irritatingly cheerful attitude. Anything if he could get the shadows to disappear from Gage’s eyes.

“What’s up, bro?” Sawyer asked, sliding into the other side of the booth with Gage as though he were invited. It didn’t even bother him that Gage had to move over for him to do so.

Travis raised an eyebrow.

“Hey, beautiful,” Sawyer greeted Kylie as though they were long lost lovers. “Glad to see these boys came to their senses.”

“Why’s that?” Kylie asked, clearly confused.

“Well, considering their noses are intact, it’s safe to assume they haven’t beat the hell outta one another and I’m guessin’ you’re the reason,” Sawyer said with a huge grin, his straight white teeth gleaming.

The waitress chose that moment to walk up to the table, another Corona with lime in her hand and a grin as broad as Texas plastered on her face.

Hmm, Sawyer and Kylie had something in common. Great.

“Thanks, baby. Come check on us in a bit, would ya?”

How Sawyer dismissed her and still sounded as though he were anxious to see her again was beyond him. Travis never did understand his brother, but the one thing he knew for a fact, the man was good with the ladies.

“Hey, bro, sorry to hear about your house,” Sawyer said, filling the silence as he spoke to Gage.

A nod was all he got in return.

“Guess now you’ll be movin’ into your grandma’s place, huh? You line up someone to reno it for ya yet?”

How the hell did Sawyer know what was going on with Gage when Travis hadn’t been able to get a bead on where the man was for the longest time?

“I’m working on it,” Gage said, his eyes landing on Kylie.

“Ahhh, that’s right. You’re the little darlin’ who’s supposed to be handlin’ that for him, aren’t ya?”

Travis groaned. Sawyer was laying it on thick tonight, his Texas drawl coming out in spades. And he was flirting like the devil he was.

As though Sawyer didn’t expect any answers to his questions, he continued to talk while the three of them sat there staring at him. “So, I’ve been thinkin’ about names for the club.”

“That right?” Travis had been on Sawyer for months to come up with a name for the club that he’d be running at Alluring Indulgence. Up till now, he’d been met with shrugs and noncommittal comments from both him and Zane where his request was concerned.

“Yup,” he said as he tipped his beer to his lips. “What do y’all think about Debauchery? Or maybe Hedonism?”

Gage nearly choked on his beer, and Travis groaned out loud, the smile he was trying to fight winning.

“Are you serious?” Travis asked.

“No? Don’t like those? What about Depravity? Or Carnality? How ‘bout Lechery?”

Kylie joined in the laughter and Travis found he loved the sound. He met Gage’s eyes from across the table and in that moment, something transpired between them. No matter what they wanted from one another, it was clear, they wanted her. And there was no way in hell this was at all casual.

“Have you been sleeping with a fucking thesaurus?” Travis finally asked, turning his attention back to his brother.

Sawyer’s mouth tipped up in a sly grin as he brought the lip of his beer bottle to his mouth, then winked at Kylie. Travis’ body went rigid, a possessiveness that he’d never known taking hold of his muscles and not letting go.

“What about Crave?” Kylie asked, glancing between Travis and Sawyer. All three of them stared back at her for long seconds before she spoke again. “What? Based on what you showed me today, I think it would be fitting.”

Travis grinned even wider. He liked the fact that she had given this some thought.

“And maybe Covet for the other one?”

Sawyer was staring at Kylie like she had a third breast. On her forehead. “How’d you do that?”

Travis watched in silent fascination. It would seem that Sawyer was speechless, which was damn near impossible. Travis wasn’t sure the boy had stopped talking ever since he said his first word at the age of two.

“Well, as much as I like the names you came up with, I’m thinking there might be some unsavory characters checking you guys out. So, unless that’s what you’re going for…” Kylie let her sentence hang as she smiled brightly.

“How unsavory?” Sawyer asked, another wink to go along with it.

Travis growled. Literally growled.

“Chill, bro. S’all good.” Sawyer downed half his beer before turning his attention back to Kylie. “No, seriously. I’ve been thinkin’ about names for months and hadn’t come up with a single one. I like your ideas,” he assured her, glancing back to Travis. “I think we’ve got names.”

“Don’t you think you oughta talk to Zane first?”

“Hell, no. He’s stumped too and was trying to push that off on me anyway.” Sawyer looked back at Kylie. “Covet and Crave. It’s fantastic.”

Travis let his arm slip around Kylie’s shoulders, pulling her against him and placing a kiss against the top of her head. He hadn’t even realized what he did until it was too late. Gage, Kylie and Sawyer were all three staring at him like he’d just announced that he was running for president or some bullshit.

Kylie’s warm hand landed on his thigh beneath the table, and he sucked in a breath, her reassurance doing wonders for his temper. “Quit fucking staring at me,” he barked at Sawyer.

“Sorry, bro, it’s just –” Before Sawyer could complete his sentence, he stiffened, his head turning to watch a woman as she passed.

Travis glanced behind him briefly, noticing how the familiar blonde strutted by their table without stopping.

Kennedy Endsley.

“Ain’t that your woman?” Gage asked, the first words he’d said since they walked in the place aside from answering one of Sawyer’s questions.

“Fuck you, Matthews,” Sawyer muttered. “If you’ll excuse me.” With that, Sawyer got up and left the three of them alone.

Crisis averted.

Chapter Twenty Nine

♀♂♂

Two beers later and Kylie was ready to call it a night. Sawyer’s presence had at least summoned somewhat of a smile from Gage, but as soon as he disappeared so did any sort of emotion on Gage’s face. Kylie couldn’t imagine it was easy for him right now. And yes, being in the dark, dusty bar was a temporary escape from reality, but it wasn’t enough to keep his troubles from bearing down on him.

But she couldn’t leave. She had a little dilemma.

No wheels.

Since Travis had picked her up that morning – wow, had it only been that morning? Well, because he picked her up, she didn’t have a way to get home unless she were to ask one of them. And that wouldn’t be so difficult if she wanted to go home.

Kylie’s cell phone vibrated in her pocket, and she jumped.

“Vibrator in your pocket?” Travis smirked, leaning in close.

For the last half hour, he’d been sitting even closer than he had when they arrived, and at some point, she’d gotten downright comfortable leaning against him. Although the conversation revolved around her questions about the resort and Travis’ short answers, she’d still been content to be there.

But now, she just wanted to get Gage somewhere and try to take his mind off of the fact that his house burned to the ground tonight. She knew he didn’t want to talk about it, and she didn’t blame him. Before long, reality would set in, and he’d have no choice but to deal with the aftermath. Until then, it was easier to procrastinate.

Been there. Done that.

Pulling out her phone, Kylie saw she had a text.

“Oh my God! My sister.”

“What’s wrong?” Travis asked, turning in his seat, worry etched on his too handsome face.

“Nothing. I just can’t believe I totally forgot about her.” A delirious laugh escaped, and Kylie rubbed her eyes. Yep, she was tired.

She typed a quick text back, letting Jessie know she’d be home soon and then set her phone on the table beside her empty beer bottle.

Not even a minute later, the phone did a little dance on the table, and she grabbed it.

I’m out tonight. See you in the morning.

Her fingers flew over the keys as she typed a response.

What do u mean? Where r u?

The response came quicker this time:

Don’t worry about me. All’s good sis. Get some sleep.

“Ugghh!” Kylie let her phone drop on the table.

“What’s up?” Travis pulled his arm from around her.

“Jess is out tonight. Said she won’t be back until tomorrow.”

“Well, that’s good news,” Travis grinned. Kylie was tempted to look down and see if her panties went “poof” right off her body. That was a devious smile, and there was no mistaking what he was getting at.

“You ready?” Travis whispered against her ear, sending a chill racing down her spine. Ready for what, she wondered. Instead of asking, she nodded her head in agreement.

When Travis moved to get out of the booth, Gage followed suit and then they both waited for her to stand. Once she was on her feet, they flanked her as though she were something they wanted to protect. A foreign sensation twitched in her chest, something she hadn’t felt in far too many years.

“Leaving already?” A familiar, saccharine sweet voice called out from behind them as they walked toward the door, and when Gage stopped, so did Kylie and Travis.

Turning, she noticed the pretty dark haired waitress coming their way. The same one who had shunned Kylie the entire night, but went out of her way to ensure Travis and Gage were aware of the crater between her boobs. What she had going on was so much more than mere cleavage.

What happened next made Kylie’s stomach turn.

With a long, perfectly manicured fingernail, the waitress ran the tip of her finger down Gage’s chest as she stared up at him. “I’ll be home all by my lonesome tonight if you feel like stopping by. You remember where the spare key is, don’t you?”

Oh, please. If it weren’t so gross, the waitress’s come on might’ve been amusing. But the humor never came and a blinding rage built in Kylie’s chest, her hands clenching into fists at her side as she watched the woman blatantly come on to Gage.

Going completely against her nature, Kylie wasn’t able to hold back the words that came flying out of her mouth. “Awww, sweetie. Sorry, but in case you haven’t noticed, he’s got company tonight.” The taller woman stared down at her, one perfectly plucked eyebrow arched, but Kylie refused to back down. In fact, she slid her arm through Gage’s and then Travis’ as she smiled sweetly. “Probably more company than he knows what to do with.”

She didn’t wait for a reaction from the woman, her anger was taking on shape, and she wanted to get out of there. Fast. Turning, she tugged at Gage and Travis, which was like trying to pull two boulders with fishing line. They didn’t move nearly as fast as she wanted them to.

Once outside, Kylie realized the rain had stopped, but the air was damp and humid, clogging her lungs and not helping to cool her anger. She tried to pry her arms away from Gage and Travis, now that they didn’t have an audience, but neither man complied with her silent request. They held her tighter, pulling her between them until they reached Gage’s truck.

She was so mad, she barely registered that they were looming over her rather than opening the doors so they could get in. Her irritation was mostly with herself for being so bitchy, but she couldn’t help herself. She should’ve expected that woman to come on to one or both of them. Hell, they probably had a long list of women waiting for them to sneak in through the back door in the middle of the night.

Whoa.

Kylie looked up to see both Gage and Travis peering down at her. She suddenly felt as though she were being cornered by two very aggressive, very hungry wolves.

“What?” Yep, she asked that.

“I like the possessive side of you,” Travis admitted, his voice deeper than usual as he closed what little distance was left between them. “In fact, I like it so much, I’m not going to be able to keep my hands off of you.”

That’s when Gage moved in as well, and Kylie was pressed fully against the truck, the door handle digging into the middle of her back, but the discomfort didn’t register because she was too busy trying to keep from spontaneously combusting.

Gage lifted her chin, and she stared up into lust filled brown eyes. “For the record, I never knew where any key was in the first place, so there wasn’t anything to remember. She’s just messing with you.”

Ok, she couldn’t lie. Knowing that made her feel better. She briefly glanced down at his lips, then back to his eyes. Without another word, his mouth came down on hers. The kiss was one that was meant to stake claim, which suited her just fine. Before she was ready, Gage’s dark, rich flavor was ripped away from her but was quickly replaced by Travis’ familiar taste, laced with promise and a hint of danger.

Ok, well, if anyone was watching them, they surely saw her making out with two guys.

Oops.

“Get in,” Travis ordered when he pried his lips from hers.

Kylie turned, immediately going for the door handle that would allow her to escape into the back seat of the truck, but a big, masculine hand stopped her, urging her toward the front. Resigning herself to whatever they wanted from her, Kylie climbed into the truck, receiving a hard slap on her ass as she went. When she turned back to give whoever had done it a piece of her mind, she was stunned silent as she watched Travis pull Gage in tight to him, their mouths colliding with the same passion and desire she’d tasted from them both just seconds before.

So. Damn. Hot.

Any questions from the audience?

God, she really did hope no one was watching. But not because she cared what they saw, but honestly, Kylie would prefer to keep this action all for her eyes only. Kylie was pretty sure she could be satisfied being a spectator, watching these two men, but she wasn’t interested in sharing them with anyone else. Not tonight anyway.

“I’m driving.” It was a fact, not a request and Travis apparently realized Gage wasn’t going to argue because he headed around to the driver’s side.

Kylie didn’t know which one of them to look at, but since Gage was climbing in beside her, she settled for keeping her eye on him.

“Where are we going?” Kylie asked, suddenly giddy with excitement. If she were right, they’d be picking up where they left off earlier in the shower.

“Your place,” Travis stated. He didn’t ask whether it was all right with her, and Kylie didn’t even think to argue with him. It kinda made sense. Jessie wasn’t going to be home, and really, where else were they gonna go?

In record time, less than an hour later, Travis was pulling Gage’s truck into Kylie’s driveway. The drive had been a long one, filled with a silent sexual tension that could’ve been cut with a knife. Now that they were at their destination, the butterflies in her tummy were starting to stir, getting ready for an all-out assault.

Following Travis, Kylie climbed out of the truck. She went to the garage, keyed in the code that would open the garage door, and then led both men inside. Once she reached the entry to the house, she hit the button on the wall and lowered the door behind them.

Sucking in a deep breath, she walked into the house.

And only made it three steps.

♂♂♀

Fifty four minutes were more than enough time for foreplay. It didn’t matter that fifty three of those had been spent with Travis behind the wheel and Kylie fidgeting in the seat between him and Gage either. Now that they were at her house, he was ready to strip her naked, and…

Travis lost his train of thought as soon as Kylie stepped foot in her house. He rushed her, pushing her up against the closest wall which happened to be in the kitchen. Nice. Later he’d have to have a look around, check things out.

Much later.

With steady hands, he lifted her easily until her instincts took over and she wrapped her arms and legs around him, her mouth crushing down on his in welcome.

Fuck.

Ever since Kylie showed her possessive side, putting the flirty waitress – who Gage apparently did not know intimately, thank God – in her place, he’d been biting his tongue and doing algebra problems in his head just to keep him focused on getting her home and not taking advantage of her right there in the front seat of Gage’s truck.

Oh, but it had been tempting. Tempting as hell.

Travis thrust his hips forward, his cock pressing between the sweet, hot juncture of Kylie’s thighs. He wished they were naked, but he wasn’t sure he could take the time to remove their clothes with any sort of finesse.

Maybe they could just take the edge off. Clothes be damned. Right here against the wall.

When they came up for air, Kylie reached behind Travis, crooking her finger at Gage, and the man came forward, his bulky weight heavy and reassuring against Travis’ back.

Nope. Had to lose the clothes. Needed body heat.

Kylie leaned over Travis’ shoulder, but he couldn’t see what she was doing. By the sexy sounds of tongues and lips working against one another, he could imagine. Here he was, his dick on the verge of exploding, cradled in the warmth between Kylie’s legs, and she was kissing Gage. So fucking hot.

“Better show me the way to the bedroom, or we’re going to do this on your kitchen table,” he warned them.

Kylie had the nerve to laugh and Travis pinched her ass, making her squeal.

“Ok, ok,” she giggled. “That way.” She wasn’t pointing, so he had no idea where she was referring to, but he started walking anyway. The house wasn’t that big.

The little minx wrapped her arms around his neck and proceeded to put her lips on his neck, and… Oh, fuck.

“Baby, at this rate, you’re gonna be lucky I get my cock out of my jeans. Take it easy.”

“Fair is fair. You left a mark on me, I’m just paying you back.”

Mmm. Travis had noticed that sexy little hickey on her neck. He wasn’t sure whether he had put it there or Gage and it really didn’t matter. He hadn’t done that since he was a teenager and wasn’t sure he ever had the desire to do it either. But seeing a mark on her made him want to put more.

In places others wouldn’t see.

Like the inside of her thigh.

Shit.

Travis stumbled but held on to Kylie tight. She was going to make him come in his jeans. Another thing he hadn’t done since he was a teenager.

“You’ve still got a few feet to go before we get there,” she whispered against his throat. Apparently she was all for getting him to blow before he was ready because she chose that moment to press her mouth against his neck, licked him and then bit him. Hard.

Holy. Fucking. Shit.

Travis’ body took over, chewing up the remaining space between where they stood in the hallway, and the room Gage had disappeared into. Agility and poise evaded him as soon as he set his sights on her gigantic bed, causing him to drop her right onto the mattress and eliciting another giggle from her.

“Take the clothes off or I’m ripping them clean off your body.”

The seductive little half smile that came back at him had Travis yanking his own shirt – one he had borrowed from Gage – over his head. He dropped it to the floor and then turned to look at Gage.

“That goes for you too.” Keeping his voice firm, Travis took a step toward him, noticing his shirt was untucked which meant he’d at least heard the warning. “There’re no personal invitations.”

Surprisingly, a teasing grin lifted the very corners of Gage’s lips, and he glanced over Travis’ shoulder. He hoped like hell the man was looking at a naked woman. And then Gage was on the move, his shirt coming off and dropping to the floor beside Travis’ as he closed the distance between them.

“The same goes for you,” Gage warned. “You’ve got as many clothes on as I do.”

Now that was one problem Travis was more than happy to solve. Without haste, he toed off his boots and kicked them to the side, his jeans were the next to go, and he took his boxers with them to avoid wasting any more time.

“Happy?” he asked Gage. His ego inflated as Gage stood before him, seemingly riveted by his body. The way his brown eyes darkened, the hunger palpable, felt as though he’d been injected with power.

And then it was Gage’s turn to lose the jeans and boots and Travis found him in the same position Gage had been. Staring at the man, admiring the taut, bronze skin, the shifting planes of muscle across his chest, the flexing cords through his arms. The man was spectacular.

And then he was gone.

Shit.

Travis turned in time to see Gage crawling across the mattress, all masculine grace as he loomed right over a very naked Kylie. He was stunned motionless as he watched Gage ease his body over hers. He managed to see her beautiful alabaster skin, her gorgeous breasts tipped a dusky rose for mere seconds before she was covered entirely by a sexy, mouthwatering man.

They were fucking gorgeous together.

“No personal invitations, remember,” Gage growled, a subtle reminder that he was standing there like an idiot.

He could’ve been knocked upside the head with a brick, but Travis was rendered entirely fucking immobile. It was as though he had no idea what to do and wasn’t that the fucking biggest joke to be played on him. Travis didn’t usually falter, he didn’t normally hesitate, yet here he was, unabashedly transfixed by how incredibly beautiful these two people were.

Hard against soft.

Masculine versus feminine.

Danger contrasted by caution.

“Come here.” Kylie’s gentle voice beckoned him, and Travis took a tentative step toward the bed, suddenly feeling as though this were his first time and he wasn’t sure how to proceed.

Placing one knee on the mattress, Travis leaned over, holding himself up with his arms as he eased up beside them, his arm brushing Gage’s.

As Kylie lay beneath Gage, one of her soft, cool hands came up to caress Travis’ cheek as she looked at him. Gage shifted, falling to her side so that she was between them on her back.

“I’m thinking one of you should kiss me now,” she mentioned, grinning as though she knew a secret and they’d been purposely left out. When neither of them moved, Kylie looked directly at him and whispered, “Kiss me, Travis.”

And he did. Oh, how he did. Travis got lost in the enchanting taste of her, the feel of her soft skin against his hard chest. The room smelled like lavender and vanilla, teasing his senses as she teased his tongue with deft, compassionate licks.

When Kylie moved, Travis followed, his mouth never breaking free of hers. Once she was propped up on the pillows, he released her mouth, staring down at her, his chest tightening painfully, a flurry of uncertainty stirring in his stomach. What was about to happen next would not be undone. No matter what Travis feared would happen, when this night was through, he wouldn’t be able to walk away from either of them. He just didn’t want them to know that yet. He was scared to death to even accept it himself.

He had never believed that this was in his future. No matter what he’d prayed for night after night. And he wasn’t referring to the threesome either. He’d had plenty of those. But this was different. Kylie and Gage were different. This was… more.

Gage’s big body moved into Travis’ field of vision once again, and he eased back over to one side of Kylie, his gaze raking over the hard muscled chest now reclining in the same position Travis was in. With Kylie between them, now comfortable on her frilly pillows, Travis tried to figure out just what he was supposed to do but he was stripped bare, every emotion he’d ever hidden suddenly begging for release, and it scared the shit out of him.

“I want this,” Kylie whispered as though he needed to be reassured. “I absolutely want this.”

So did he. Desperately. But his brain wasn’t picking up on the clues that his body was sending. His arms and legs should be moving, his mouth was supposed to be relearning her curves, but he was stone still.

Gage leaned over Kylie’s prone form, his mouth hovering just inches from Travis’, startling him for a second as he tried to figure out what to do, where to put his hands. Shit, he couldn’t sit here like a fool, hoping that he wasn’t about to have a nervous breakdown.

Then Gage kissed him.

Oh, hell yes.

Firm but gentle, his smooth, warm lips pressed against his and Travis closed his eyes, tilting his head and opening his mouth until their tongues met. It was exquisite and terrifying at the same time. Making love wasn’t an unusual concept for Travis – after all, he’d been in love with Kylie, and they’d made love more times than he could count when they were together. But this… Sure, he’d been in a wide range of threesomes but never had it been like this.

Once again there was movement, and suddenly Travis was the one on his back, Gage kneeling over him, one muscular leg trapped between both of Travis’, while Gage’s hard, smooth cock brushed against his thigh.

“Fuck,” Travis exhaled sharply. “I don’t –” Travis clamped his mouth shut before he could admit that he didn’t know how to handle this situation. It was too much for him. Too much feeling, too many things running through his head.

“Close your eyes,” Gage ordered and Travis lowered his lids. “Don’t open them until I tell you.”

Travis went back to holding his breath, Gage’s body shifting off of him and much lighter weight coming down over him.

Kylie.

He reached for her, gliding his fingers through the long, silky strands of her hair while he kept his eyes closed painfully tight. Soft, gentle kisses trailed blazing heat across his chest, slowly moving south. Her mouth paused by his nipple, her tongue darting out to lick him, followed by a warm puff of air. His entire body tingled.

Strong, rough hands planted on his thighs and Travis’ entire lower body surged up from the bed in response. Just the feel of Gage’s skin touching his set him off like a lit fuse to a pyrotechnics display.

Nope, there was absolutely no way he was making it through this unscathed.

Not that he would have ever believed he would.

Chapter Thirty

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Truth be told, Gage would’ve never predicted that Travis would get caught up in the emotion. Enough so that he was glassy eyed and confused.

He kinda liked it.

Knowing that the man with the bullet proof heart could get tongue tied and, yes, nervous, was a relief.

But, as much as he wanted to dissect Travis’ reactions, Gage was much more interested in touching him. He’d been limited in the shower earlier, overwhelmed by what Kylie and Travis had been doing to him that he hadn’t had much opportunity.

He had it now.

With Kylie kneeling beside Travis, her tongue teasing and tormenting him as she trailed over his chest, Gage placed his palms on Travis’ wide muscled thighs, focusing on the thick shaft laying heavy and hard against his stomach. Gage was more than willing, way past ready to divulge, his mouth itching with the need to taste Travis. Between the possessive, defensive response that Kylie had to Ellie, the waitress at Moonshiners, and Travis’ uncharacteristic nervousness, Gage was ready to take this to an entirely different level.

There was no room in his head for thoughts of anything else that had happened that day. And for that he was grateful.

There was so much going on right there in Kylie’s bedroom, nothing else seemed important. The lust and desire was dense in the cool air. But there was also something else. It was as though a portal had been opened, and the three of them were being lured by their hearts, rather than just their bodies. It was going to be explosive, that was a given, but Gage felt a strange surge of need warring inside of him. What happened in the shower back at his house was a precursor to this cataclysmic encounter he just prayed he survived.

As Kylie continued trailing kisses down Travis’ ridged stomach, getting closer and closer to his throbbing sex, Gage massaged Travis’ thighs as he watched. She was so fucking beautiful, so damn sensual and he didn’t even think she knew it. That’s what made it all the more intense.

When his eyes met Kylie’s, he smiled. Time to kick it up a notch and with Travis at his mercy, Gage was more than willing to take control. In fact, he was desperate to do so.

“Move up closer to his head and turn around,” Gage directed. Her eyebrow tipped up in question, but she didn’t say anything. She pushed to her knees and crawled up near the headboard, facing away from him. “Go on. I want you to watch while I suck him, but I want his tongue buried inside of you while I do. And I want to be able to see your beautiful face.”

Kylie nodded as though he needed to know she was in agreement, and that’s when Travis engaged, his arms darting out over and around her hips, twisting her until she was facing Gage, and then pulling her so that she had no choice but to straddle Travis’ head or fall on top of him. Once she was situated, Gage moved in between Travis’ legs, forcing them farther apart so he could kneel comfortably.

“Put your hands on the headboard. And don’t release it until I tell you to.” Gage gave Kylie a wicked grin, thoroughly enjoying the rush of power. “That’s it. Spread them all the way out and grip the edges.” To know that he had both of them at his mercy was a heady rush and he found that he liked it.

Rightfully so, Gage wasn’t usually the one in control. Too many times he’d been the one taking direction. Not tonight.

Kylie’s soft moan echoed through the room, and Gage glanced down between her legs, seeing Travis’ chin jutting upward as he went to work licking her.

Shit. So much hotter than he expected. Kylie was astride Travis’ head, her knees buried in the mattress, her toned thighs gripping the sides of Travis’ face and he was eating her like a starving man.

Because he couldn’t resist, Gage leaned down, sliding his tongue up the entire length of Travis’ straining cock from root to tip, teasing the slit briefly before reversing. He growled, deep in his chest as Travis’ taste exploded on his tongue, his head suddenly light as a wave of passion crashed through him.

Another growl tore free, but this time it was Travis, which in turn triggered Kylie to moan as the vibration must have ricocheted against her pussy.

Gage thought about looking up, but he refused to take his mouth from Travis’ cock, so he settled for listening to her pleasure rather than seeing it. His peripheral vision allowed him a small glimpse of Kylie slowly grinding her hips down on Travis’ mouth. He knew if he looked up, he’d see her hands gripping the headboard and her lovely tits thrusting toward him.

When Travis’ hips took on a life of their own, Gage got situated, taking him in his mouth, slowly lowering his head until he was nearly halfway down, his tongue gliding over the vein running down the length. Another growl from Travis ratcheted up the temperature in the room, and Gage damn near lost it. Gripping his thick cock firmly at the base, he cupped his balls firmly with one hand while sucking him in earnest, taking Travis as deep in his throat as he could.

He’d only ever dreamed about this, wondered what it would be like. It was absolutely nothing like he expected. Making Travis lose control was so much better than Gage could’ve ever imagined.

“Oh, my…” Kylie’s words pierced the air, her breaths labored, and the bed rocking as Gage ruthlessly devoured Travis’ cock, pulling back at the last minute, making sure he wasn’t going to come. But that didn’t stop Travis from sending Kylie over the edge, her body straining as she fought to hold on to the headboard as was Gage’s instruction.

Knowing that foreplay was going to be limited because he was overly anxious to bury his cock inside of one of them, Gage gave Travis a brief reprieve. Crawling up the length of Travis’ body, Gage propped himself on one knee, bending his other leg over Travis so that his cock was hovering directly above the man’s mouth.

He cupped Kylie’s breasts as he looked down at Travis now trapped beneath him. “Suck me,” he ordered. The man didn’t need more guidance because he pulled Gage’s cock into the moist cavern of his mouth, without using his hands. Gage pistoned his hips, driving his cock deeper, over and over until he knew he was at the same point Travis had been seconds before.

He had to forcefully pull his cock from Travis’ mouth because the man was working him too well, obviously intent on making Gage lose it.

Well, that wasn’t happening.

Yet.

“I’m not going to come yet,” he choked out, and he damn near didn’t make it, his body gearing up to explode as Travis took control and gripped his cock with his hand.

Pulling away abruptly because Travis seemed hell bent on pushing him over the edge, Gage climbed off the bed and went in search of his jeans. That’s when he realized that he didn’t have a condom. The last one he’d kept in his wallet he had used when he was with Kylie.

“Top drawer,” Kylie told him, and he glanced over at her, suddenly torn between being jealous that she would have condoms on hand and gratitude that she’d had enough sense to be prepared.

“Or in my wallet,” Travis called out as he flipped Kylie onto her back, her squeal of laughter making Gage forget about the jealousy. He found the unopened box of condoms in the dresser she’d pointed to and sent up a silent thank you as he quickly tore into it, retrieving two condoms and then passing one over to Travis.

Without even waiting for him to join them, Travis quickly donned the condom and then lined up and thrust into Kylie as Gage watched from the sidelines. His dick throbbed as he watched, realizing two things at once. One, Travis was proving a point that he was and would always be in control and two, Travis was giving himself over to Gage this first time.

He damn near came in his fucking hand as he slid the latex over himself. Kylie watched him as he moved onto the bed with them, a satisfied smirk on her face that told him she loved every second of this power play between the two of them.

When Travis began pumping into her, Gage reminded himself what he was supposed to be doing although he was pretty sure he’d be satisfied watching the tight, rippled muscles of his back flex as he held his weight above her, driving his hips forward.

“Top. Drawer.” Kylie’s words cut through the lusty fog in Gage’s brain, and he leaned over Travis, opening the top drawer of her nightstand where she was currently looking.

Holy shit.

This woman had an arsenal of sex toys right there at her disposal. And of course, there was the one thing he needed.

Lube.

Right. Lube.

Not the giant purple vibrator that… Ok, he’d check that out later. For now, he needed to focus. Gage retrieved the bottle as Travis slowed his pace, glancing over his shoulder.

“I want you inside me right fucking now,” Travis growled, and a sharp tingle ran up Gage’s spine as if he just realized what was about to happen.

Yeah, that made two of them.

In seconds, Gage was lining his cock up behind Travis, stroking himself, his fingers lubed as he drove them in Travis’ tight ass without teasing him first. Travis stilled, looking at him over his shoulder. “Now. I want you fucking me now, dammit.”

Gage replaced his fingers with his cock after only two strokes, shoving in deep, the invasion intimate and aggressive at the same time. Leaning over, he pressed his mouth to Travis’ back, closing his eyes as he was overwhelmed with sensation. The heat of Travis’ body consumed him, enveloped him and made him feel things he knew he’d feel, but wasn’t exactly sure how to process.

Thankfully, Travis had managed to emerge from his original haze because Gage suddenly didn’t know what to do. He was so overcome with emotion, his eyes meeting Kylie’s as he kissed Travis’ back repeatedly while he held his body in check. He was seriously going to have to work on getting his hips to obey his brain’s command.

♀♂♂

The moment Gage was inside of Travis, Kylie knew. Even if she couldn’t see where they were joined, she could feel the tension in Travis’ body as he hovered above her, and she could see the tortured expression on Gage’s face.

She was hanging by an emotional thread, her head spinning from what was happening and the fact that it felt so right. There were no questions about right or wrong, or whether this was outside her realm of experience. This was supposed to happen, the three of them together was the most beautiful thing she’d ever experienced.

Travis began rocking back and forth, impaling himself on Gage’s cock while driving into Kylie with each forward thrust, making her shiver as another orgasm slowly built in her core.

“So, good. God, it’s so good.” It was Travis who groaned, his voice raspy with restraint and Kylie wrapped her arms around him, holding him close as he continued to take care of her and Gage both at the same time.

How had she never known that he needed this?

It was clear by his reaction that this wasn’t the typical turn of events for him and for some reason that made her feel better. Knowing that Travis was giving a piece of himself to her and Gage that he probably had never given anyone else made her heart swell. The love she thought she’d buried all those years ago surged to the forefront. She ached to connect with them both.

Travis pushed up, his eyes meeting hers and suddenly she knew. That love she felt inside of her wasn’t one sided. He might not be able to admit it, but Travis felt something more than he ever let people see.

“Deeper,” she whispered. “I want to feel more of you.”

Travis grunted, sweat beading on his forehead as he lowered his body until his chest was almost crushing her, pressing his pelvis forward which in turn pushed him as deep as he could go while she felt Gage driving in from above him.

Part of her wished she could see them, watch as Gage buried himself inside of Travis. She wanted to see them together, to watch as these alpha males merged as one. Except she wasn’t willing to let go of Travis.

Travis’ hips stopped moving, and he rested his pelvis against hers and that’s when Kylie realized Gage was doing all the work, every time he tunneled inside of Travis, he was causing a chain reaction and Travis was going in deeper, pressing against that secret, needy spot until Kylie knew she wasn’t going to be able to hold off.

Nor did she want to.

Lifting her head, she pressed her mouth to Travis’ as she shifted, her knees coming up closer to her chest until she took him deeper, her tongue thrusting inside of his mouth at the same time she exploded.

“Fuck! I’m gonna come. Gage! Fucking come with me.” Travis owned the moment, his body stilling as Kylie’s internal muscles continued to contract around him until she felt him swell, followed by two male growls that ricocheted through the room, setting off another powerful orgasm that took her by surprise.

Chapter Thirty One

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Morning didn’t waste time showing up, and, as was her usual routine, Kylie was up and out of bed just as the first rays of light seeped through the wood blinds in her bedroom. The only difference between that morning, and oh, say all others… she had two large, sexy males asleep beside her.

Getting out of bed without waking them required a little more finesse than she was used to that early in the day. She somehow managed, although she was sure both Travis and Gage had stirred enough to know she’d disappeared, but gave in to exhaustion once again. She couldn’t necessarily blame them. If she weren’t so routine oriented, she’d close her eyes and drift off once more, but the coffee beckoned her, and she had a couple of things she wanted to work on before they woke up and left.

After grabbing the closest article of clothing to where she was standing, which happened to be Travis’ black t-shirt, she covered her nakedness and then headed out of her room, her hand on the knob as she pulled the door closed behind her.

“Morning, sunshine.” Jessie’s chipper greeting had Kylie clutching her chest and swallowing a scream.

Oh, crap. Her sister was back. And… Well, Kylie could safely assume her sister didn’t have any questions about what might’ve happened last night because Kylie hadn’t shut her bedroom door before they fell asleep in a naked heap on her bed.

“What time did you get back?” Kylie asked, turning to ensure the door had shut all the way. No sense in giving her sister more of a show than she already got.

“Not long ago. Brendon dropped me off early because he had a job he needed to check out this morning.”

Brendon. Brendon? Kylie tried to place the name, but the fog in her head was denser than usual and the only possible chance at clearing it would require a serious dose of caffeine.

“I’m guessing you had a good night?” Kylie was trying to make conversation, anything that would possibly take Jessie’s attention off of the fact that Kylie had two men in her bed.

“I’m not complaining. But I guess neither are you, huh?”

So much for redirecting.

She didn’t answer her sister, simply busied herself with setting up the coffee maker, making enough noise to let Jessie know she wasn’t interested in having this discussion.

Apparently her sister had other ideas because she bellied up to the bar, placing her arms on the granite top as she trailed her around the kitchen with her eyes. Kylie had to bite her lip to keep from saying anything.

Brendon.

Oh, shit. Brendon! One of… no!

“You’re having sex with Travis’ brother!” she exclaimed, turning to face her sister, unable to hide the look of horror that was written across her face.

“Hmmm, way to jump to conclusions there, sis,” Jessie replied with a mischievous grin.

“Conclusions, my ass. You got laid.”

“Well, I’d say that makes two of us, now doesn’t it.”

It wasn’t like Kylie could deny it. The evidence was sound asleep in her bed. If only that were the hardest question she’d have to answer this morning, she’d be happy. Based on the smirk on Jessie’s face, there were more coming, and she was pretty sure she wasn’t going to like them.

How in the world would she be able to explain that yes, she had… gotten laid. The term wasn’t quite sufficient for describing what happened between the three of them, but whatever. There was certainly no way she could explain the two men in her bed. Granted, it wasn’t that hard to figure out. She just wasn’t interested in explaining how it happened.

“So, I’ve got a question for you,” Jessie said sweetly as she nodded her head toward the coffee pot. “Looks like your java’s done.”

Thank God. Caffeine before questions. That should always be the rule. Hoping her sister would hold off, Kylie lunged for the coffee pot, wishing she used cream or sugar so she could make the process last a little longer.

“Want some?” Kylie peered over her shoulder, looking for Jessie’s response.

“You’re procrastinating.”

Yeah, so what. “I’ll take that as a no.” Kylie lifted her mug to her lips, keeping her back to her sister and inhaled the delicious aroma before taking a tentative sip. “Mmmm.”

“Get over here,” Jessie laughed. “I’m not going to bed until you answer my questions.”

“Going to bed? You mean you haven’t been to sleep yet?” Kylie squared her shoulders, stiffened her spine and then turned to face her sister.

“Not yet. Let’s just say we were a little too preoccupied to sleep.”

Ok, now usually Kylie would ask her sister for details. They were so close, more like best friends than sisters, and they shared everything. Unfortunately, this was one of those times Kylie was hesitant to ask because she knew she’d be on the other side of the interrogation table in due time.

“So, tell me this, sister mine,” Jessie said and there wasn’t an ounce of humor on her pretty face. “How old were you when you got married?”

Kylie literally spewed coffee all over the counter – from her mouth and her nose. Ow, ow, ow. That actually hurt. Setting her cup down clumsily and sloshing the hot, dark liquid everywhere, Kylie stood there choking. Surprisingly, Jess didn’t change her expression or seem concerned in the least. Her only reaction was for one, perfectly shaped brow to lift toward the sky as she waited for a response.

Choking to death had never seemed more appropriate than right then and there. Unfortunately, Kylie got herself under control minutes later, but not enough time had spanned in order for Jessie to forget that she was waiting for an answer.

“And spare me the question on how I know. It’s irrelevant.”

And unnecessary, Kylie thought to herself. Obviously, if Jessie was spending time with Travis’ brother, the answer was brilliantly clear. After all, according to Travis, all of his brothers had been at the house Gage had taken her to. Which meant they probably bombarded him for information as soon as she stormed out.

After wiping up the spill with a paper towel, Kylie proceeded to fill her cup once more, breathing long and deep. She wasn’t getting out of this. No matter how much she wanted to, it was time she faced the music. Considering she’d spent years wanting to tell her sister because she needed someone to be on her side, to understand her pain, she should’ve been better prepared for this.

“I met Travis when I was eighteen. He was in the Army, stationed at Fort Hood. We dated for about a year and then we got married shortly after my nineteenth birthday. The marriage lasted all of three weeks before we went our separate ways.”

“Is it true that you’re still married?” Jess asked, but this time there was no judgment in her tone, only sincere curiosity.

“Yes. But only because I couldn’t afford to get a divorce,” she lied.

“See, here I was thinking you were going to be honest with me,” Jess said with a small smile. “Spill it, sis.”

Resigning herself to having to relive the sad details, Kylie took her coffee cup and retreated to the living room, Jessie’s bare feet padding through the room behind her. Once they were comfortable on the sofas, she looked at her sister and let the words flow.

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Travis felt like he’d been run over by a Mack truck. Rolling over onto his back, he peered through one eye and realized he was not at home. Could’ve been the pale yellow walls that clued him in, but something else caught his attention first. The smell of coffee wafted in from the kitchen and his caffeine antenna must have been triggered, hence the reason his eyes were now open. At home, coffee wasn’t made for him. In fact, coffee wasn’t made at all unless he went to the office.

Turning his head to one side, he saw that Gage was still asleep, his head resting peacefully against one of Kylie’s frilly pillows. If the man didn’t look so out of place against that yellow and white, flowery thing, he didn’t know what did. Staring back up at the ceiling, Travis propped his arm over his eyes and tried to block out the world a little longer.

Funny, he’d had very little alcohol last night, but he felt like he had the world’s worst hangover. Only this one wasn’t physical, it was emotional. And that was the worst kind.

To top it off, Travis was on unstable ground at the moment, and his feet hadn’t even hit carpet yet. Waking up in an unfamiliar bed was not Travis’ M.O. He wasn’t prone to spending the night with anyone. At least not if sleeping was involved, but last night, what little sleep they had gotten, was the soundless he’d slept in years. When he told Kylie he didn’t sleep at night, he hadn’t been lying.

Unwilling to go through this mental dog and pony show first thing in the morning, Travis decided it was time to get up and get moving. As he rolled to a sitting position, dropping his feet to the plush carpet at his feet, he took his time checking out his surroundings.

Nice room.

Kinda girly, but nice.

The pale yellow walls had some sort of wallpaper border along the top, little white flowers – he had no idea what kind because… well, because he’d never given a shit before. Not his style, but he could certainly see Kylie sleeping in here. The furniture looked to be antique, brass headboard and all. The same headboard Kylie’d been restrained to the night before by her own willpower. Damn that had been hot as fucking hell, and Travis had only heard Gage’s instruction, hadn’t received the pleasure of seeing it.

Ok, someone else was up now.

Glancing down between his legs, he gave a silent good morning to the guy who’d kept him up all night. Turning his attention back to Kylie’s bedroom, he took in the few other things in residence. A small night table, a worn wooden dresser that, although having seen many years of use was still in decent shape. On top of the dresser there were three pictures, and he got up to see what they were.

There, in three silver frames were pictures of Kylie, her sister, and a guy Travis assumed was her dad. One picture was of Kylie and the man, the other of her and her sister and the last was all three of them together. Apparently mom wasn’t in the picture anymore… obvious because she wasn’t. In the picture.

Interesting. Travis wanted to hear that story because back when they’d dated, from what he remembered, Kylie’s mom and dad had been together.

Glancing around, Travis noticed an open door and what appeared to be a bathroom. Yep, that’s where he was headed. Trying not to wake Gage he moved around the bed and shut himself in the small white tiled bathroom. He had to admit, the woman had an uncanny ability to keep with the times on the house because it reflected the era it was probably built in. Not that he knew what that was or even when, but he knew it looked nothing like the modern shit they were building these days.

After relieving himself and running through a three minute shower, Travis came out of the bathroom smelling like fucking lavender and vanilla. He preferred the smell on Kylie over him. Grabbing his jeans off of the floor, he pulled them on. Since his shirt was missing, he knew he’d have to go ask Kylie if she’d seen it.

Gage appeared to be asleep and either the guy was exhausted and could sleep through anything, or he was doing a damn good job faking it. Either way, the scent of coffee was calling him, so Travis exited the room.

Just as he was about to step into the living room, the sound of voices stopped him. One was Kylie. The other didn’t sound familiar, but Travis figured her sister was there chatting it up.

Christ it was early.

Now that he was stuck, unsure whether Kylie wanted her sister to know that he was there, he stood in the hallway for a minute, listening to what they were talking about. As the conversation progressed, Travis leaned against the wall, realizing exactly what they were talking about. As the girls continued talking, he closed his eyes and relived the moments exactly as Kylie was telling them.

“Like I said before, we dated for about a year and I was head over heels in love with him. From the moment I saw him practically. Needless to say, when Travis asked me to marry him, I nearly burst. Of course I said yes. There was no long engagement, and since he was still in the Army and I was about to start my second year of college, we chose to go to the Justice of the Peace.

“It was quite nice, actually. See, Travis never was the romantic kind. At least not in ways some men are. He didn’t have to be though because when he looked at me, I knew. I knew he loved me, and I knew he’d go to the ends of the earth to make me happy.”

There was a slight pause and Travis opened his eyes, silently willing her to continue.

“Well, anyway. We went through the customary seventy-two hour waiting period for the marriage license, and once we got it, we headed straight to the Justice of the Peace. In less time than it took us to drive there, we were officially married. Rings and all.”

“I never saw a ring,” Jess interjected.

“That’s because I didn’t wear it. He never introduced me to his family, and I didn’t introduce him to mine. It was sort of a whirlwind, and I wanted to keep him all to myself for a little while. As soon as I was ready to shout the happy news to the world, he walked out on me.”

“Just like that?”

Another pause.

“I need more coffee,” Kylie said, her voice laced with sadness. Travis’ heart clinched in his chest.

“Not yet. Keep going,” Jess urged sympathetically. “Come on, Ky, you need to tell this story. You know you do.”

Another pause.

With more conviction in her tone, Kylie continued, “The short version is, he said he was sorry, said he didn’t mean to hurt me but that I’d be better off without him.”

“No reason whatsoever?” Jessie’s incredulity was palpable. She sounded ready to cut Travis’ balls off and make a necklace out of them.

“None that made sense, no.”

“So why are you and him together now?”

Travis sucked in a breath. This was the moment of truth, and he wasn’t sure he wanted to hear what she was about to say.

“It was an accident that we ran into one another again. I was so shocked when I saw him that I filed for divorce, and it wasn’t until after I delivered them to him that we started talking.”

“From what I saw this morning, it looks like the two,” cough, “or three,” cough, “of you are doing more than talking.”

“Oh, shut it.”

So Jessie did know he was there. And Gage.

A small smile tipped his lips. Travis expected Kylie to get defensive, try to explain away why there were two men in her bed. From the sound of it, she was hoping the subject would drop. He figured he could help her out a bit.

Stepping into the living room as though he were supposed to be there barefoot and shirtless, Travis walked up behind the couch Kylie was sitting on, leaned over and kissed her. Right on the mouth. Her shocked gasp got his pulse kicking furiously.

Standing back to his full height, he smiled at Jessie. “Mornin’. I was lookin’ for my shirt. Now that I found it, I think I’ll steal some coffee.” Looking back at Kylie, he added, “If you don’t mind.”

The dazzling smile on her face made his heart trip all over itself as he headed to the kitchen. Ok, this was bordering on eerie.

Not necessarily that Kylie was talking to her sister or wearing his shirt or that Travis was getting coffee from her coffee maker after having spent the night in her bed. No, that was all reasonable.

The fact that he liked the shit out of it was what concerned him.

Chapter Thirty Two

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As soon as the bedroom door clicked shut behind Travis, Gage flopped to his back and stared up at the ceiling. He had been feigning sleep for the last half hour. At least. Ever since Kylie stepped out of the room and he heard the sound of voices from the hallway. Her sister was home.

Gage wasn’t sure how she was going to handle this situation so early, especially when her sister was probably all up in her business about two men being in her bed. So far, since there didn’t seem to be any shouts or tears, he was taking it to be a good sign.

Now that Travis had disappeared as well, giving Gage a few minutes to himself, he was taking full advantage of the chance to pull himself together. For at least an hour, he’d lay in bed as soon as Travis and Kylie had fallen asleep, content just to watch the two of them. It was strange that his house had burned to ashes, everything he owned for the most part now dust, yet he felt lighter than he had in a long time.

And with Travis up and moving around, no stomping or even any mild curse words, he was feeling a tad optimistic. Didn’t mean the day would continue in that direction, but he’d give it a few minutes to see how things panned out once Travis made his presence known. If shouting matches didn’t ensue, he would gladly get out of Kylie’s warm bed and join the rest of civilization.

He was tempted to pull open the drawer in the night table beside the bed, just to get a look at the erotic collection of paraphernalia that Kylie had acquired over who knows how long. He didn’t, but the idea made him smile.

Remembering how the three of them had come together, clinging to one another as though the rest of the world were crumbling around them, yet the only thing that mattered was the three of them together had Gage’s heart thumping painfully in his chest. Having had only a couple of serious relationships in his past, Gage found himself unable to recall any of the details of those times with other people. Nothing compared to this. Nothing.

The only concern he had was that Travis seemed to be taking it in stride, and he knew for damn sure that what happened last night was not casual. The only disappointing part of the whole thing was that he was in bed alone. A repeat was certainly in order, but it seemed reality had kicked in and with Gage’s life now in shambles, he knew he needed to head back to Coyote Ridge to start working on piecing things back together.

He was pulled from his mental to-do list when the bedroom door opened, and Kylie walked in, a beautiful smile beaming right at him.

“Good morning,” she said as she made a beeline for the bed.

“Morning,” he muttered, unable to look away from her as she crawled up onto the mattress beside him, clad in Travis’ shirt. God, he hoped she didn’t have anyone on underneath that thing.

“You ok?” she asked, easing under the covers and moving up alongside him. Before he could turn and pull her into his arms, she stunned him by straddling his hips, flinging the shirt off over her head and then laying flat on his chest.

Uhh, hello. This was officially his favorite way to be greeted in the morning.

“My sister has trapped Travis in the kitchen, and she’s pelting him with questions.”

Gage grinned. “And you didn’t feel the need to rescue him?”

“Nope. Not yet. He’s a strong man. He can take it.”

“You think so?”

Kylie leaned in and pressed her lips to his and Gage began trailing his hands up and down her back. She was petal soft and so damn warm, he wanted to roll her over and…

Kylie’s hips shifted, and he’d be damned if he didn’t almost surge right up inside of her. Shaking his head, he tried to clear the instant lust fog that clogged his thinking processes.

Kylie laughed, a sultry, seductive sound that made his dick twitch between them.

“Hold that thought,” she whispered, leaning over him and reaching for the magic drawer of kinky toys he hoped.

“Where did you get all those things anyway?” he asked, looking over to see what she was getting.

Condom.

Oh, damn. Daayummn. Gage wasn’t sure he was breathing.

“Here and there.” Her blasé response made him laugh, as though it were perfectly normal for a woman to have a drawer full of vibrators.

The laugh died right in his throat when Kylie sat astride him, pushing the covers back until they were over the bottom of his legs only and proceeded to suit him up. His teeth clamped together as he stared down the length of his chest where her gentle fingers were rolling the latex over his steel hard cock.

“There. Better now?” she asked as she covered his body like a blanket, her mouth hovering just above his.

Hell... Fucking... Yes... “Yes.” The word came out as a croak and then he was rendered completely and utterly speechless as Kylie impaled herself on his cock. “Fucking hell.” Three syllables were more like ten by the time he got the two words out of his mouth. The only thing he could focus on was her slick heat surrounding him. Her muscles constricted, and he groaned.

“Gage?”

“Hmmm?” Opening one eye, praying that this was actually happening, and he wasn’t caught in some amazing dream, he was relieved to see she was still smiling at him.

“I’m going to fuck you now.”

He laughed at her choice of words, but as soon as her hips shifted forward, then lunged back, he was grinding his teeth together as the pleasure overwhelmed him.

Getting with the program, Gage slid his hands down and palmed her ass, pulling her toward him and then pushing her back, his cock gliding in and then out. They moved like that for long minutes, neither of them looking to rush this.

The room heated several degrees. Both from the warmth their bodies generated, as well as the morning sun slipping in through the wood blinds as the day continued to move on, seemingly oblivious to the fact that Gage wanted this moment to stand still. He did not have any desire for this to be over.

Both their heads snapped toward the door when it opened and then shut, Travis slipping inside, his eyes glued to where they lay on the bed. Gage had no idea what Travis was going to do or say and for a second, his cock considered deflating in preparation.

“Fuck, that’s hot. Don’t stop.”

They continued to watch him as he stripped out of his jeans, flipping the lock on the door before he joined them on the bed. Kylie resumed her rhythm, and Travis seemed content to watch, which only intensified the pleasure that buzzed inside of him.

Yes, he could easily get used to waking up like this.

Travis moved around behind Kylie, forcing Gage to close his legs as she continued to ride him. A strong hand came over the top of his where he was rubbing Kylie’s back, applying gentle pressure until she was laying flush on Gage’s body again, still rocking back and forth on his cock. Shit. This was going to be over fast. Especially if Travis was going to do what Gage thought he was.

And he did.

Travis propped himself up over Kylie, his chest against her back as he began pumping his hips against her bottom. “One of these days, when you’re riding Gage’s cock just like this, I’m going to slide my cock right into your ass. You’ll be full, Kylie. Both of us at the same time. Can you handle that?”

She liked the idea if her increased pace was anything to go by. Kylie began rocking faster, her breaths becoming more labored, her body coated in a fine sheen of perspiration.

“Do you, baby? Do you want to feel us fucking you at the same time?”

“Yes,” she whimpered. “Yes, I want you to fuck me at the same time.”

Travis continued to rock with her, but Gage knew he wasn’t going to penetrate her. If he was right, and he was fairly certain that he was, she’d never had a man take her like that, let alone two.

“Not right now, baby. But soon. I promise.” Travis continued to speak as Gage began thrusting his hips upward, driving into her as she slid down on him. The momentum went from long and slow to shallow and fast, all three of them sweating from the exertion.

Gage gripped Kylie’s hips, trying not to dig his fingers into her as he fought the urge that was building, drawing his balls up close to his body. “Fuck,” he uttered, barely holding himself back.

“I’m –” Kylie didn’t even get the words out before her muscles stiffened, her legs locking, her pussy clamping down on his cock. Gage surged up into her one last time, coming at the same time she did, not a single sound in the room other than their rapid panting.

After all, her sister was in the other room.

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Travis would be willing to endure the wrath of Kylie’s sister first thing in the morning if this was what he got to walk into afterward. As Kylie and Gage succumbed to their orgasms, Travis slipped down onto the mattress, his cock stiff and aching as he began to stroke insistently.

And if he thought he couldn’t be more astounded than he had been when he walked in to see Kylie fucking Gage, when she maneuvered between his legs, replacing his hand with her mouth, he thought his brain might just explode out through his ears.

The need was too great for him to be sweet and gentle, but the wicked gleam in her eyes said she wasn’t expecting him to. Travis slid his fingers into her hair, tightening them firmly and began to thrusting his hips up into her mouth. He controlled the depth and speed, her tongue and throat handled the rest.

“Fuck, baby,” he mumbled, trying to keep his voice low so as not to alert her sister. “Suck my cock, baby. That’s it.”

Travis could see Gage from his peripheral vision and the man looked totally blissed out. Travis knew he’d be right there with him in about two minutes.

“Fuck, yes. Kylie. Baby.” Travis held her head firmly, pulling her close and driving up into her mouth at the same time. She wasn’t struggling, so he didn’t slow as he used her mouth relentlessly.

Just the idea of fucking her sweet ass while Gage was deep inside her pussy had him clinging to what little control he possessed. And the second they came together, Travis thought he might’ve just managed to climax without any sort of stimulation other than Kylie’s soft skin along the length of his cock as he dry-humped her from behind.

And now she was pushing his limits with her sweet, sweet mouth. “Baby, I’m gonna come.” He wanted to come in her mouth, but shit, he didn’t know her limits yet. “If you don’t want me to come in your mouth, tell me.” She met his eyes but didn’t stop. “Tell me, baby. I can’t hang on much longer. Can I come in your mouth?”

When she nodded, Travis returned to watching his dick slide in and out of her succulent mouth. The sharp tingle flared in his spine, rapidly racing upward until he bucked one last time, holding her head, but releasing some of the tension so she could pull away if necessary. His cock swelled and then exploded. Tossing his head back on the pillow, he held her to him as his orgasm seemed to go on forever. Finally releasing her, Travis dropped his hand and nearly wept when she eased him from her mouth and gently laved him with her tongue before sliding up his body and pressing her lips to his.

And if he hadn’t seen it coming, Travis realized right then and there that he was in deep, deep shit.

The mattress shifted as Gage got up and left the bed only to return a few seconds later. He crawled back in, pulled the blankets up over them and then wrapped his arms around Kylie who was lying between them. Travis was tempted to close his eyes, but he didn’t.

“What time is it?” he asked a few minutes later when Kylie’s breathing slowed, her arm limp on his chest.

“Seven thirty,” Gage answered.

“Shit.” Travis didn’t try to sit up, but he realized he had a meeting at eight thirty that wasn’t going to take place because he was a solid hour away and not in any hurry to run out on Kylie at the moment.

“What’s up?”

“Meeting.”

“What time?”

“In an hour,” he told Gage as he lightly caressed Kylie’s arm. Up, down. Up, down. Over and over, the satiny feel of her skin calming him.

“When are we heading back?”

Never? Since that answer wouldn’t go over well and should have Travis questioning his own sanity, he said, “An hour, maybe?”

Gage moved closer, causing Kylie to adjust between them. It was almost as though she knew they both needed her, that they both wanted her warmth, because she turned and realigned herself so they were both right up against her.

Yeah, Travis could get used to this.

A short while later, Travis was opening his eyes once again, the morning sun now shining down rather than sideways which meant the day was quickly progressing and as much as he wanted to sleep the day away with them both, he knew he had to get home. The last thing he needed was his brothers ridiculing him because he was suddenly slacking off on the job.

Travis cuddled closer to Kylie, partly because he wanted to be close to her, partly because he was hoping she would stir. He wasn’t about to leave without saying goodbye, but he needed to get going.

“Baby,” he whispered against her ear and she stirred a little more.

“Hi,” she said with a smile, her hand clutching his chest and making his heart squeeze a little more. Ten years without this made it damn hard to want to go without for even five minutes.

“I need to head out. I’ve got some things to take care of today.”

“Ok,” she mumbled, but then she jumped, as though she just remembered something. Her warmth disappeared as she flipped over, facing Gage.

“Before you leave, I wanted to tell you that I want to take the job. If you’ll still have me, that is.”

“Baby, I’ll take you any way I can get you,” he replied, his voice hoarse from sleep.

The topic of their conversation reminded Travis that Gage’s house was now crispy, and he’d lost everything he had worked so hard for. All of his material possessions gone. It also gave him an idea, and he made a mental note to stop by his parents’ house once he was back in Coyote Ridge.

Shit. And that meant he had to go dig his truck out of the ditch. Realizing that the day was going to get away from him fast if he didn’t get a move on, Travis rolled out of bed, once again pulling on his clothes, this time getting his shirt although he’d much rather see Kylie in it.

Then again, he had plenty more she could choose from. Especially when he invited her to his place.

Chapter Thirty Three

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Kylie thought her heart would shrivel as soon as Travis and Gage walked out her front door, but with so many things to do, she hadn’t had time to think about anything other than getting things in order.

She had a few more days with Jessie in town, but then she was going to go stay in Coyote Ridge so she could start working on Gage’s house. They’d had a brief conversation before he left that morning about plans. Since he didn’t offer for her to come stay with him, she figured she would have to seek out a hotel in the area so she’d be fairly close. She’d been so busy finishing up the plans for the house that she hadn’t had a chance to call any.

Now that she had a few minutes to spare, she figured she’d reacquaint herself with her friend Google. A good friend who never let her down, she pulled up the search engine and got ready to search for hotels in the area when her cell phone rang.

“Daddy!” she greeted her father with the same excitement she always did when he called, which had seemed to be less and less lately.

“How’s my little girl?” She found it amusing that he still referred to her as his little girl, although she had a younger sister. Since he referred to Jessie as baby girl, Kylie figured it was only fair. And endearing.

“Better now that you called. Where are you?”

“La Guardia.”

Her father was an airline pilot, and because he had moved to Dallas a few years ago to be closer to his then girlfriend – now fiancé – she didn’t get to see him as often as she would like. Although she got along brilliantly with Melissa, the lovely woman who had walked into her father’s life three years earlier and effectively changed him for the better, there were times when Kylie was just a tad bit jealous of the woman.

Not quite to the extent Jessie was, but she still longed for the times she’d spent with her father when she was younger. Mostly after her mother abandoned them not long after Travis had shattered her heart to pieces. Needless to say, that hadn’t been a good year for her.

Not that she would ever let her father know that she had any concerns whatsoever. He deserved to be happy and Melissa apparently made him very, very happy.

“Will you be home soon?”

“Tomorrow. Why? You coming to see your old man?”

“Not yet. Remember that job I told you about? Down closer to Austin? Well, I’m taking it so I’m going to be busy for a few weeks.”

“Refresh my memory. What kind of job?”

Kylie’s father was incredibly protective of both of his daughters, and she was well versed on the round of questioning that was coming. Come to think of it, Jessie must’ve inherited their father’s inquisitive genes.

“It’s a fairly extensive restoration. The guy I’ll be working for is legit. In fact, he’s a police officer.” She wasn’t sure that would make her father feel any better, but she figured it couldn’t hurt.

“Where’s this house?”

“Coyote Ridge.”

There was silence on the line for a moment before Kylie filled the static with anything that would take his mind off of the fact that she was going to be where he couldn’t necessarily find her on a moment’s notice. Not that he had ever tried, but she knew he worried.

“Jessie’s here.”

“I heard.” His reply sounded both worried and sad. “She tell you why she came down?”

Kylie glanced toward the hallway that led to the bedrooms as though she could see through the walls and confirm her sister wasn’t eavesdropping.

“She just wanted some time away. I’ve missed her, and I think she knows it,” she said, hoping her answer would appease him.

“They got in a fight, Kylie.”

Well, that she didn’t know.

“When?”

“A few weeks ago. She moved out.”

“What?”

Her sister hadn’t told her that part. In fact, her sister hadn’t told her anything whatsoever.

“She’s staying in a hotel right now because she said she wasn’t sure she wanted to stay in Dallas.” There was a long pause, and then her father cleared his throat before continuing, “Talk to her, Kylie. She trusts you.”

“I will, Dad.” Just as soon as Jessie crawled out of bed.

“So, where is this Coyote Ridge? You know I’m going to look it up on the map, don’t you?”

Kylie smiled. She hadn’t heard of the small town before Gage showed up on her doorstep either, so she wasn’t all that surprised that her father hadn’t. Considering her soon to be ex-husband was living there, she figured she should give him very few details. Not that her father even knew she was married. At least not yet anyway. As long as Jessie kept her mouth shut, that would last a little while longer.

Their marriage had been a spur of the moment decision, and Kylie knew her father would never have given her his blessing to get married at nineteen, especially after how unhappy he had been with her mother all those years. They’d married young, and their marriage had been rocky at best ever since Jessie was born.

As though their mother was avoiding having to pay child support because Kylie was positive neither of them would’ve agreed to live with her, she’d stayed until Jessie’s eighteenth birthday. Then walked right out the door and never looked back before the ink was dry on Jessie’s high school diploma. Since Kylie and Travis hadn’t been married long enough to validate it, she’d managed to keep her secret all these years.

“Just north of Austin. Don’t worry, it’s only for a month, and I promise to call you often.”

“Every day,” her father commanded, making Kylie laugh.

“Probably not every day, Daddy. But, I promise, I’ll call you. I’ll be fine. I can take care of myself.” She’d managed for this long, she figured it wasn’t much of a stretch to believe she’d be able to survive whatever roller coaster ride she was signing herself up for where Gage – and Travis – was concerned.

“Well, I gotta go, little girl. I expect to get a text at the very least to let me know you’re all right. And talk to your sister, please.”

“Will do, Daddy. Love you.”

“Love you too, honey.”

With that Kylie hung up the phone and stared down at the receiver.

A fight, huh? And why hadn’t Jessie mentioned that she didn’t have a place to live. Not that moving out of their father’s house was a bad decision considering Jessie was twenty seven years old. But, she should be seeking something permanent, at the very least.

Kylie set her cell phone on the desk, torn between letting Jess sleep a little while longer or running and jumping on her sister’s bed and insisting that she wake up and chat. She glanced at her computer screen, then toward the hallway that led to the bedrooms. Before she could make a decision, her cell phone rang again.

Snatching it up, she glanced at the caller id. She didn’t recognize the number, but she hit the talk button anyway.

“Hey, baby.” The sound of Travis’ voice sent a soothing warmth through her entire body. He’d called her.

“Hey.”

“You still at home?”

“I am.”

“You have any plans for tonight?”

Kylie’s smile couldn’t have gotten any wider without splitting her face right in two. She looked down the hall once more and swiveled in her chair so she faced her desk.

“I’ve got some things to take care of this afternoon, but I’m free tonight. Why? What’d you have in mind?”

“Ok, but you’ve got to keep it quiet. Think you can do that?”

“I think I’m pretty good at keeping a secret, Travis,” Kylie joked.

There was suddenly a sad inflection in his tone, “Don’t I know it.” He cleared his throat and then continued, “Ok, so here’s the deal.”

Kylie listened to what Travis had to say and by the time they got off the phone ten minutes later, she was stunned silent. Travis had gone into lengthy detail about something he was working on for Gage. She had a hard time believing he’d pulled together something of that magnitude in just a few hours. And now he was asking for her help.

That meant she needed to tackle the things she had scheduled for the day. Starting with her conversation with her sister which was the most important. After that, she had an appointment she didn’t want to miss and then she’d be on her way to Coyote Ridge.

The sound of her sister’s footsteps on the hardwood had Kylie twisting in her chair to look at her. Even fresh out of bed the girl was beautiful. She was even more so because she didn’t flaunt it and she had a personality that people flocked to.

“Hey,” Kylie greeted as her sister passed her by on the way to the kitchen. Deciding to pull the same stunt her sister had pulled on her just that morning, she jumped right into the conversation. “I just got off the phone with Dad.”

“That didn’t sound like a conversation with Dad,” Jessie muttered, although she did slow her stride somewhat.

“Well, that was actually Travis, but I talked to Dad before that.”

“Good for you. What’d he have to say for himself?”

Kylie decided she needed to be standing for this discussion, so she headed to the kitchen behind her sister, going for the refrigerator. It was past lunch, but since neither of them had eaten, she decided to make her sister’s favorite.

“Sit, I’ll make grilled cheese.”

A beaming smile lit up Jessie’s face, and she quickly detoured back around the island to the bar and plopped down on a stool.

Kylie pulled out the necessary cooking utensils and then grabbed bread, cheese and butter before setting everything up in front of Jessie. “Dad said you moved out.”

That seemed to get Jessie’s attention, but she didn’t say anything. Kylie proceeded to butter the bread after turning on the stove and putting the frying pan on the burner to start heating.

“He mentioned that you and Melissa had a fight. Care to tell me why?”

“Not really, no.”

“Tough,” Kylie made eye contact briefly before returning to her task.

She worked in silence for a couple of minutes, but if her sister knew anything about her, she was well aware Kylie was not planning to back down. She gave her some space, figuring she was putting together her explanation. Once the two grilled cheese were browning in the pan, Kylie leaned up against the counter and faced her sister. “I’m waiting.”

“It was nothing,” Jessie hedged.

“Not buying it, Jess. If it was nothing, why’d you move out?”

“I’m twenty seven years old, Ky. Don’t you think it’s time I got my own place?”

“I do, actually. But a hotel does not qualify as your own place.”

“It’s temporary. I’m looking.”

“So why are you really down here?” Kylie got the impression that her sister wasn’t just visiting because she had vacation time and needed to get away.

Kylie turned away so she could tend to their lunch, and when she turned back, Jessie had her head in her hands. The sight of her sister upset broke her heart right in two. “Jess, what’s going on?”

“I quit my job,” she sobbed. “I just up and quit and here I am, homeless and jobless, and I don’t know what to do.”

Kylie turned down the heat on the stove and went to her sister’s side, wrapping her arms around her. She didn’t ask any more questions because it was clear her sister needed a minute. If she pushed, Jessie would just shut her out, and it was obvious she needed a friend right now.

She had no choice but to pull away a few minutes later when the smell signaled their lunch was about to set off the smoke detectors. Kylie hurried through finishing the sandwiches, grabbed two plates from the cabinet and a package of Doritos from the pantry before serving their meals on the bar. Retrieving two cans of lemonade from the refrigerator, Kylie joined her sister.

“Dad’s going to marry Melissa,” Jessie said some time later when they were both eating.

“I know.” That wasn’t news because her father had proposed to Melissa some time back. They lived together and from what Kylie knew, they were extremely happy. “Do you have a problem with Melissa?”

Jessie turned her head to the side, her eyes scanning Kylie’s face as though she were trying to read where the question was leading. Either she was satisfied with what she found, or she wasn’t planning to answer because she turned her attention back to her food.

“No. I don’t.”

Kylie was surprised by her honesty. Then again, Jessie had never been the type to lie about anything. She was too honest at times as a matter of fact.

“So why’d you move out?”

“It was time.”

Kylie didn’t push.

“I’m tired of having nothing of my own. I liked my job, but I didn’t love it. I hated living at home because I’m too old to be living at home. I just didn’t know what I wanted to do, so I’ve been putting it off.”

“Do you have plans now?” Kylie peered over at her. “You know you’re welcome to stay here as long as you want.”

“Right. Because you don’t have a life. I saw those two men in your bed, Sis. And don’t worry, what you do is your business. If you want Dad to know, you’ll tell him.”

Kylie stared at her plate, wondering if that would ever be a good idea. Her father was going to flip a lid as soon as he found out she was married. If this thing between her and Travis and Gage was going to move forward, her father was going to have a coronary.

“You’ll let me know what you decide to do, right.” Kylie didn’t want her sister disappearing on her. If she didn’t have a place to go, she’d much rather have her there so she could make sure she was ok. Without a job, maybe she could help Kylie with her reno on Gage’s house. She could always use an extra pair of hands and Jessie had helped her before.

“Yes.”

“I’ve got an idea,” Kylie turned to face Jessie. “Help me with the renovation on Gage’s house. It’s going to take a few weeks, and we’ll have to stay in Coyote Ridge for a little while, but it’ll give you something to do while you decide your future.”

Jessie’s eyes widened, and a smile tilted her glossy lips. “Where will we stay?”

If Kylie wasn’t mistaken, there was interest and something more along the lines of hope in her sister’s tone. “Not exactly sure yet, but worst case, we’ll stay in a hotel close by.”

“I’m game.” Jessie jumped up from her chair and threw her slender arms around Kylie’s neck, nearly knocking her off of her stool.

Returning the hug, Kylie held her sister close, rubbing her hand up and down her back. In all honesty, she was looking forward to time with her sister. She was looking forward to someone to talk to.

Chapter Thirty Four

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When Kylie called to tell him that she was on her way, Travis asked her to meet him at Gage’s farmhouse. Since he knew Gage was currently at Kaleb’s, – an intentional setup to get him away from his house for a couple of hours – he didn’t want to risk the chance of Gage seeing her truck.

Not yet anyway.

Pulling down the long, winding drive, he was thankful he was the first one to arrive. Having hijacked the key with Kaleb’s help, he wanted to get inside and get the house opened up. They didn’t have a lot of time because Kaleb wasn’t sure how he was going to be able to convince Gage to stick around if he decided to call it a night. Travis asked his brother to give him a heads up if Gage did head out. At least they’d have about fifteen minutes to clear out.

After unlocking the front door, Travis ran through the house flipping on lights and opening doors. His timing was perfect because he was walking out onto the front porch when the first set of headlights beamed up the driveway. Minutes later, there were more. Until there was a long line of trucks and SUVs lining up along one side.

“This feels like one of those reality shows, bro.” Sawyer clapped him on the back as he moved to stand beside him.

Travis didn’t know about that, but he did know they were in a race against time and with all of the things they’d managed to scrounge together, he knew they’d require every second they could get.

After Gage dropped Travis off at his parents’ house, he’d spent half an hour talking to them about his plan. His mother had been thrilled to help, and his father had pretended to grumble about it. From there, the three of them went to work.

Not only had Travis’ parents called upon the town for donations, but they had also learned through the Coyote Ridge grapevine that Gage had put a few of his grandparent’s things in the rickety garage that sat next to the house. Nothing was sacred in that town. There wasn’t much furniture that could be used, but there were some odds and ends – lamps, dishes, and a handful of knick knacks – that they could put to good use.

“Let’s do this!” Sawyer bellowed when people began climbing out of their vehicles. A series of shouts greeted them and then there was utter chaos.

When Kylie arrived a short while later, his brothers and their friends were moving in and out of the house at a rapid pace, hefting furniture of various sizes as they unloaded the trucks and waited for Curtis and Lorrie to arrive with the few items they’d purchased earlier in the day. As much as they welcomed used items that people didn’t need or just wanted to donate to the cause, there were a few things Travis had wanted to be new.

After attempting to give his parents his credit card, they had refused his offer and insisted they would be pitching in to get the last few items that were still needed.

“Hey,” Travis greeted Kylie when she walked up on the porch carrying several plastic bags.

“Hi.” When she went up on her toes, planting a quick kiss on his lips as she passed, he fought the urge to grab her and pull her against him.

“Nice to see you too,” Jessie teased as she walked by carrying more bags.

“We’re going to put this stuff up, but there’s more if you want to get someone to help,” Kylie told him before she disappeared inside the house.

Travis set off down the stairs to Kylie’s truck and started unloading more groceries. The woman had gone overboard. She had requested them to put together a list of things Gage preferred, aside from the staples that all kitchens needed, and he knew for damn sure that it wasn’t that long. He wasn’t sure there was anything left on the shelves at the grocery store based on how many bags filled the back seat of the truck.

Four trips later, Travis deposited the last of the items on the kitchen counter and went back out to help with the furniture. After making another trip in the house, this time helping Brendon carry in a massive sectional couch that had been donated by Myrna and Charles Talbott – Gage’s previous landlords – he heard Sawyer announce the arrival of his parents.

Holy shit. They were driving a U-Haul.

And he thought Kylie went overboard.

His mother greeted him with a quick peck on his cheek before she headed inside to help Kylie and Jessie in the kitchen, and he went to work helping his father unload what must’ve been a small furniture store.

“You guys keep this up, and I’m going to start charging you,” Zane joked as he passed by. The guy had become quite the furniture mover. It hadn’t been that long ago that they’d helped Kaleb and Zoey move in, and Travis understood what his brother was getting at.

They were all soaked in sweat by the time the trucks were unloaded, and people started heading out. There wasn’t much time to congregate and bullshit because Travis knew Gage would be heading back before long and he wanted everyone to be gone by the time that happened.

Travis’ cell phone rang, and he grabbed it from his belt, hitting the talk button as he pressed it against his ear. “Hope that was enough time,” Kaleb said in lieu of a greeting. “We couldn’t convince him to stay any longer.”

“It’ll have to do. He just leave?”

“Yeah, he’s actually getting in his truck right now.”

“Thanks.” Travis disconnected the call and then told the twins and Sawyer that they had to head out, and they needed to take the back roads home because they’d surely pass Gage on his way over.

“Give me a minute,” Brendon said as he disappeared into the kitchen, leaving Braydon standing in the doorway.

“What’s he up to?”

Braydon shrugged, and Travis knew instantly what the hell was going on. Without thinking, he grabbed his brother by the front of his shirt and pulled him close. Since they were roughly the same height, he stared directly into eyes eerily similar to his own. “Y’all hurt her. I hurt you. Understand me?”

“It’s not like that,” Braydon whispered, and Travis leaned back to get a better look at him.

“No? You two aren’t sharing her?” Braydon broke eye contact, but he didn’t deny it. “I’m serious, Braydon. Don’t fuck with her. Kylie’s important to me. That means her sister is too. Got it?”

“I hear you. Like I said, it’s not like that.”

A minute later, Brendon was walking through the living room with Jessie beside him, their hands clasped together. Fucking hell. He knew the stories about the twins and damn it all to hell, the last person who needed to get mixed up with them was Kylie’s sister. But it wasn’t like he could tell her that. It wasn’t his fucking business even if it did piss him off.

“I’m dead fucking serious, Bray,” Travis reiterated as the twins walked out onto the porch. His brother merely waved a hand behind his head, obviously dismissing him and it took everything in Travis’ power not to take off after them.

Shit.

“You all right?” Kylie asked, jarring Travis from his rage. He turned to look at her and all of the anger and frustration drained out of him. Just like that, the woman managed to calm him in ways no amount of booze ever had.

“I’m good. Let me have your keys. I’m going to move the trucks behind the house so Gage won’t see them when he gets here. While I’m doing that, go shut off all of the lights for me, would ya?”

Kylie nodded and then took off, darting through the downstairs rooms and flipping switches before he even made it out the door.

They had cut it close because Travis was walking through the back door into the kitchen when Kylie came barreling into the room letting him know that she locked the front door and that there were headlights coming down the drive.

Gage was home.

Pulling her against him, he leaned against the counter in the total darkness and listened to the sound of her breathing while they waited for Gage to come inside.

♂♂

Gage parked his truck in the driveway and stared up at the big, empty house. There wasn’t a single light on to greet him. Not that it would’ve mattered because it wasn’t like there was anything inside for him to come home to anyway.

He’d spent the last three hours at Kaleb’s, having dinner and shooting the shit as though his life weren’t in a state of chaos that was so far out of hand, Gage didn’t even know where to begin to put it back together.

The only thing he had to look forward to was Kylie and Travis, and he hadn’t heard from either of them since early that morning. He figured Travis was working because he’d dropped him at his parents’ house that morning. After telling him he would help pull his truck out of the ditch they’d left it in, he’d been told Travis would get it taken care of.

As for Kylie, well Gage hadn’t talked to her although he had picked up his phone at least ten times wanting to call her. Figuring she might need some time to come to terms with what happened between the three of them last night, he had opted to give her space. Now he just wished she were there with him.

He got out of his truck and headed for the door, digging through the keys on his key ring to find the one that would open the door. As soon as he had the front door pushed open, Gage knew something was wrong. The house smelled different. He quickly reached in the waistband of his jeans and pulled out his gun, holding it at the ready.

Sure, call him paranoid, but he didn’t leave home without it. Ever. And now, he was grateful to have it on him. He slid his hand along the inside wall, trying to find the switch. There was a click and then the room lit up.

Holy… What the…

He was so shocked, he couldn’t even form complete sentences in his head. Shutting the door behind him, he moved to the next room, flipping on more lights as he went until he was standing in the living room. A room full of furniture. So much furniture, Gage wasn’t sure where it could’ve possibly come from.

The creak of the door leading from the dining room to the kitchen alerted him and out of habit, he pointed the gun in the direction of the sound, fully intending to confront the intruder.

“Hey, it’s just us,” Kylie said calmly as she moved into the dining room, Travis directly behind her.

He dropped his weapon down to his side and stared at them as they continued to come closer. Blinking rapidly, Gage swallowed the lump in his throat and refused to let his emotions get the best of him.

“You did this for me?” he asked Kylie as she stepped into his arms, wrapping hers around his waist.

“Actually no,” she said as she looked up at him. “He did.” She nodded her head in Travis' direction, and Gage looked over at the man.

He looked just as aloof and unaffected as he normally did, but there was something in his steely blue eyes that was different. His body language said one thing, but those eyes said something entirely different.

“Come on, I want to show you the rest.” Kylie took his hand and led him toward the stairs.

“Put the gun down, Gage.” Travis’ deep voice reflected the command he intended, but there was something gentler in his tone. Gage checked the safety and then put the gun down on the small ledge before following Kylie up the stairs.

With Kylie’s small, cool fingers linked in his, Gage allowed her to lead him through the upstairs rooms, each one containing some furniture. Not a lot, but enough that the house didn’t feel like it was just a shell with no guts.

The last room they came to was the one Kylie had mentioned would be the master bedroom. The light came on, and Gage’s jaw dropped. There in the center of the large room was a king sized bed. Not just a set of mattresses either. It was a four poster bed with two nightstands, lamps on each, as well as a large armoire and dresser on opposite walls.

“Mom and Dad wanted you to have something nice,” Travis said as he joined them in the room.

“This is –” more than he deserved. Gage couldn’t get the last part out as he stood rooted to the floor. Travis’ warm hand landed on his shoulder and he found himself swaying toward him.

“It’s exactly what you needed. Now, the next thing you need is a shower. Then we’ll get dinner.”

“I already ate at Kaleb’s,” Gage reminded them.

“Well, Kylie and I haven’t, so you’ll watch us eat. How’s that?”

“I don’t want to go anywhere.”

“Well, that’s good. Kylie bought out half of Walmart, so I think we can just stick around here for a while.” Travis paused. “Unless you’d rather be alone.”

Absolutely not. The last thing Gage wanted was to be alone. “No. I’m good. Y’all stay. And you’re right, I need a shower.”

Gage noticed his duffel bag was sitting on the dresser. Since that was all of the clothes he owned, he was grateful. Tomorrow he’d have to seek out a Laundromat or he’d be going naked soon, but until then, at least he had something to change into.

“We’ll be downstairs. Join us when you’re ready,” Travis told him as he and Kylie left the room.

Gage went through the motions, pulling out clean clothes and then going into the bathroom. The sight of the shower brought about a flood of memories from the last time they were there and some of his exhaustion disappeared. That and the fact there were toiletries, towels and even a small cabinet on the wall.

How had they had time to do all of this?

Figuring the only way he would get any answers would be to ask them, Gage twisted on the shower and stripped. As soon as the hot water pelted down on his tired, aching body he relaxed. He was so lost in his own thoughts that he didn’t even heard the bathroom door open. It wasn’t until Travis opened the shower door that he even realized he wasn’t alone.

“Kylie told me I stink,” Travis said deadpan.

“Seriously?” Gage couldn’t tear his eyes off of Travis’ naked body as he stepped inside the small shower stall with him.

“No, not really, but that’s what she meant.”

Gage laughed. A genuine laugh that started in his gut and lasted for at least ten seconds. That was about ten times longer than anything he’d experienced in the last few weeks. As soon as he stopped, Travis pushed him up against the tiled wall and cupped his face, holding him gently as their mouths pressed together.

This wasn’t the urgent, insistent kiss he was used to from Travis, but it was exactly what Gage needed. He let his hands roam over Travis’ slippery skin, trailing over his chest, his washboard stomach and then back up. His body was strong, muscular and so damn hard that Gage wanted to keep moving so he could memorize every contour.

“Turn around,” Travis pulled back, his arms still cupping his face briefly. There was a moment of uncertainty, but then Gage turned, loving the way Travis slid his palms over his skin, never breaking the contact until he reached for the soap sitting on the small dish inset in the tiled wall.

The next few minutes were spent with Travis soaping every inch of his skin. Although there was an intimate vibe, Gage found it intriguing that Travis kept things innocent. Well, that was until he used his soapy hands to stroke his cock until it throbbed and begged for release.

He didn’t get it though. And as soon as Gage was soaped and rinsed, he returned the favor, ensuring he got every crevice. They let the shower rain down on them, and Travis kissed him as though they had all the time in the world, never leading on that they would be taking this any further. At least not in the shower.

Gage wouldn’t say he wasn’t disappointed, but he was looking forward to later. After Travis and Kylie ate dinner.

As they both dried themselves, side by side in the small bathroom, Gage turned to Travis. “Thank you. You know, for everything.”

“No thanks necessary.” They shared another slow kiss before Travis left him alone once again. Wiping the condensation that fogged the mirror, Gage stood there and stared at his reflection.

It was safe to say, Gage was in way over his head.

Chapter Thirty Five

♂♀♂

“Everything all right?” Kylie asked as soon as Travis returned, freshly showered and smiling. When he came up behind her and placed a soft kiss against her neck, she nestled into him briefly as she stirred the chili on the stove.

“We’re good.”

“Yes, you are,” she moaned as he continued to kiss her, heating up the kitchen more than the stove had already. “You smell good too.”

“Mmmm.” That was the only response she received and then Travis stepped away, pulling out plates and silverware and setting the small kitchen table like he was intimately familiar with domestic chores. Kylie wasn’t sure why she found that so damn sexy, but she did. He certainly didn’t seem like the type, but then again, there were plenty of things she’d learned about him lately that she never would’ve expected.

“Spaghetti and chili?” Gage’s voice sounded over her shoulder and Kylie smiled over at him. He too was fresh from the shower, his hair wet and sticking up in all directions. A very sexy, unkempt look that made her want to run her fingers through it just like he probably had.

“Yep,” she answered as he leaned over and kissed her in the same spot Travis had.

“You boys keep that up, and I’m going to put this meal on hold for a little while.”

Gage laughed and pulled away, going to the refrigerator. “Holy shit, woman. How the hell did you get all of this stuff here?”

Kylie remembered how much fun she and Jessie had at the grocery store shopping for things for Gage’s kitchen and his bathrooms. Travis had called her as she was exiting the toll road just outside of town and asked her to stop and get a few things to put in the fridge and possibly a couple of towels. That had been her original intention too. At least until she and Jessie walked into Walmart and realized they were in a wonderland of everything one could possibly want for their house.

After an hour, they filled two carts and were still grabbing things on their way to the checkout lane. The only thing that had stopped them from getting more was the time limit Travis had put on them. They needed to have everything unloaded and into the house before Gage got home.

At least now she wouldn’t have to worry that he didn’t have anything to eat or drink. She had picked up sheets and towels and bathroom necessities, loving every second of buying things for him. She went way over any sort of budget she might’ve set for herself, but she wasn’t upset in the least. The look on his face when he walked in the door was worth it.

“Can one of you drain the spaghetti for me, please?”

Kylie twisted the burners off and took the pan of chili over to the table, setting it on a hot pad and sliding a big spoon inside. Travis was the first to the stove, emptying the water by pouring the spaghetti into a colander and then returning it to the pan like he was a regular in the kitchen. Maybe he was.

The three of them sat down, and although Gage had insisted he’d already eaten earlier, he dove right in when he realized she’d made more than enough for the three of them. She intentionally made too much so that he would eat. Kylie had a feeling he hadn’t eaten enough at Kaleb’s. And from the looks of it as he shoveled food in his mouth, she was right.

“Were you able to get your truck out of the ditch?” Gage asked between bites. “Wait, where is your truck?”

“Behind the house. And yes, Dad drove me over there. Ethan and Blake met us, and we pulled it out. There’s some front end damage, but nothing major.”

Conversation continued about what the three of them had done during the day, and Kylie didn’t go into detail about her sister. She had seen how upset Travis had been with his brothers when Jessie left with them, so she didn’t want to risk getting him riled up again. When they finished eating, the three of them cleaned up together. As soon as they were done, while Kylie was drying her hands, she looked at both men.

“I guess I should be going.” She didn’t give them a chance to say anything because she kept talking. “I’d like to start working on your house soon, and when you’re ready, I’ve found a hotel about twenty minutes from here that’s nice and –”

“You’re not staying in a hotel,” Gage declared, his face changing from light hearted to serious in an instant. “You can stay here with me, even if you just want to stay in one of the extra bedrooms. Or you can stay with Travis.”

Kylie stared back at him, building her argument in her mind, but before she could say anything, Travis moved in on her. “I don’t want you in a hotel,” he said softly. “I agree with Gage. You stay here with him, or you stay with me. Or better yet, we’ll alternate.”

Travis slid his arms around her back, and Kylie thought he was going to pull her in for a hug. He’d been a little subdued and gentle in his approach to both of them for the last hour, so when he didn’t, she was surprised.

And instantly turned on.

No, Travis didn’t wrap his arms around her and pull her close; instead he slid his hands beneath the hem of her shorts. Warm hands cupped her bare butt. Her thong offered absolutely no protection from the sensual abrasion, and she decided right then to throw out all other panties as soon as possible.

“But for now, I’m not interested in talking about your sleeping arrangements because I have no intention of sleeping.”

Travis’ mouth came down on hers, his lips soft, yet insistent and her hunger intensified. And then he pulled back, his hands disappeared from her backside and he excused himself, walking right out of the kitchen and then the back door.

Kylie looked at Gage, and he returned her confusion. What just happened?

“Oh,” Travis’ voice came from the small utility room, “feel free to be naked by the time I get back.”

She laughed, and Gage cracked a panty melting smile.

Now that was the Travis she knew.

♂♀♂

Tender and sweet had its merits, but Travis had exhausted all that he had in him for the day. Hell, maybe for the week. He vaulted down the back porch stairs and jogged over to his truck. He’d packed a bag at his house because he hadn’t known where this night would lead and right now, he was making the decision for the three of them.

He wasn’t going to let Kylie drive back to Killeen by herself, and he was too damn tired to drive her there himself. And Gage clearly didn’t need to be alone, so they’d be staying together. If he had his way, this would be the first of many to come too.

Technically, it would have started last night at Kylie’s house. Travis smiled. Damn, he’d been doing that a lot lately. He was sure he’d be getting a rash of shit from his brothers sometime in the near future.

By the time he got back inside the house, the downstairs was dark, which meant only one thing. He heard Kylie’s sexy giggle coming from upstairs and he took the back stairs up to the second floor. All of the rooms on that floor were dark as well. Except for one.

When he walked in, Travis found Kylie flat on her back, Gage hovering above her, their mouths fused together and once again, Travis found himself the voyeur, his body hardening.

“We were waiting for you,” Kylie laughed, pushing at Gage’s chest as though she were actually trying to push him away.

“Don’t hold off for my benefit,” he told them, sitting his gym bag on the floor by the nightstand. “I don’t mind catching up.”

Gage smiled up at him, the dark clouds that had been looming in his eyes earlier were gone. The hard lines around his mouth from his worry had softened. He was so fucking handsome, Travis was tempted to stand there and stare at him for a while.

Except he’d done enough of that last night. And this morning. There wouldn’t be any hiccups tonight. He knew exactly what he wanted, knew Kylie and Gage were both down with the idea, and he was more than ready to get his hands on them. Last night had been the introduction, and tonight was all about exploration. The connection was made, the only thing left to do was to escape from reality and get lost in one another.

The three of them seemed to do that last part well, and Travis was ready to get started.

“What are you doing?” Kylie questioned as she leaned up on one elbow, peering over the side of the bed to the floor where Travis was digging through his bag.

“I came prepared.” His hand disappeared inside and then reappeared with a full box of condoms and a tube of lubrication.

“Well, if that’s what we’re doing, then hold on,” Gage said as he jumped from the bed, padding over to the dresser in bare feet as Travis tracked him across the room. He pulled the same hide-and-seek inside his bag and pulled out…

“Holy shit,” Travis exclaimed.

“My thoughts exactly.” Gage turned to Kylie with a mischievous grin on his face.

“Is that…?” she asked.

“It is.”

“Oh, Lord,” she said with a giggle, her head falling back on the pillow.

“Where’d you get that?” Travis asked, pushing to his feet and placing the condoms and the lube on the bedside table closest to him.

“Same place I got these,” Gage replied, digging in the bag once more.

When he pulled out a set of lightweight restraints, Travis nearly fell over. Having never fainted once in his entire life, he was wondering whether he might now. Staring at the toys Gage had brought, his excitement reached astronomical levels.

“Which was where?” Travis repeated.

“Kylie’s nightstand. Seems our girl has a very kinky side. And I snuck them out when she wasn’t looking. Not an easy task, let me tell you.”

Travis’ head jerked toward her, waiting for an explanation although he didn’t necessarily need one. His jeans were too tight as it was, anything that came out of her mouth at this point would put him close to strangulation in the confining denim.

“Wait!” Kylie laughed, pushing up to a sitting position. “In my defense, the restraints were one of those free gifts you get when you place a big order.”

“I don’t give a shit how much they cost,” Gage said with a devious gleam in his eye as he stalked toward the bed like a panther on the prowl. “I’m going to test them out to ensure they were worth the money.”

“They were free,” she laughed.

“Like I said… Irrelevant.”

“Well then what are you waiting for?”

Travis’ head felt like it was being held on by a rubber band, he jerked back to look at Kylie who’d just issued the most intriguing dare he’d ever heard.

Well, fuck.

No one needed to tell him twice. In less than a minute, Travis was naked and crawling on the bed with Kylie who was laughing still, rolling around and pretending to try and get away from him.

He stilled her, his body coming down atop hers as he clasped their hands together and pressed hers into the mattress above her head, effectively holding her down. “Damn, baby.” They were the only words that got out before she leaned up, meeting his mouth half way and Travis came undone.

Crushing his mouth down on hers, he pressed his body into hers, letting his cock slide between her bare thighs. She was still dressed, which he vowed to rectify in just a minute, but for now he wanted to taste her sweetness. She was kissing him like she didn’t have a care in the world, and he wasn’t ready to relinquish her mouth at this point.

Travis heard Gage as he moved around the room. He could only assume he was putting those restraints in place, and the idea of Kylie tied to the bed ratcheted up his hunger another notch. Delving into her mouth, they explored one another as though they were making up for the years they’d lost along the way.

Travis fully intended to make up for lost time for as long as she would let him. At this point, he was thinking forever sounded pretty damn good to him, although that might just freak her out a little. Hell, it should have freaked him out.

It didn’t.

His head spun from the lust this woman induced, and he closed his eyes. Shit, she was like a drug. One he’d become addicted to and after ten years of rehab, he found he still couldn’t deny the need.

Kylie broke the kiss and Travis pulled back a little, a surge of adrenaline flooding his bloodstream when he saw Gage taking one of her hands and easily maneuvering the novelty restraints around her wrist. She wasn’t pulling away. Quite the contrary, actually. There was a brilliant sparkle in her baby blue eyes.

“Wait,” he told them, and they both abruptly turned to stare at him like he’d lost his mind.

He could assure them that he had. No doubt about it.

Only he had a reason for stopping them now, and it had nothing to do with the crazy thoughts running through his head. “I need to get her naked first.”

See, no craziness in that.

Almost as quickly as he’d removed his own clothes, Travis had Kylie stripped bare, and he stared down at her, probably as shell shocked as Gage.

“When the hell did you have time to do that?” Travis blurted.

Kylie giggled again. “I told you I had an errand to run.”

Yeah, well. She could run her errands anytime she wanted to if she came back to him like that. Travis caressed the smooth, bare skin between her thighs as though he’d never seen anything quite as beautiful before. At some point during the day, Kylie had gotten waxed. Bare.

“Fuck,” Gage breathed.

Exactly.

Kylie’s head reared back on the pillow as he continued to trail his finger over her bare skin. “Don’t stop. Oh my God. It feels so good.”

Travis grinned.

She didn’t need to worry. He had absolutely no intentions of stopping.

Ever.

Chapter Thirty Six

♂♀♂

Yes, Kylie had heard that being bare down there would cause heightened sensitivity, but she never imagined it would be like this. Travis was merely grazing the tip of his finger over the freshly waxed skin, and she was about ready to lose it. Then again, maybe it was a combination of Travis touching her and the sensitivity. She had no idea, but didn’t want it to stop, whatever the reason.

“Do you like that?” Travis asked as Gage reached for her wrist again.

Focusing on anything other than the gentle caress between her thighs was nearly impossible. Being restrained should’ve been enough to catch her attention, but when Gage had pulled out those restraints from his bag, the only thing she could think was “Yes, please.” Kylie had never been tied down before. Ok, she’d never done much of anything before, so this was a learning experience for her, and she was an eager student, more than ready to learn.

Before he reached for her leg, she moved it over toward the post at the bottom of the bed, making sure he knew she was a willing participant.

“Do you, Kylie? Do you like how this feels?” Travis repeated his question and Kylie opened her eyes to look at him.

“Yes. God, yes.” That was an understatement. The gentle rasp of his finger over her flesh was igniting a firestorm in her belly.

“Good,” he mumbled. “Then let’s see how this feels.”

The bed shifted, and Travis was moving down between her thighs. Gage moved on to her other leg which spread her wide. Now she alternated between watching Gage secure her and Travis using his fingers to separate the swollen, wet folds of her sex.

It was wildly erotic.

The overhead light wasn’t on, but they were bathed in a soft buttery glow from the lamps on the nightstand which somehow made this seem much more romantic than she thought it would. Not that she was looking for romance tonight. They’d had their fair share of touchy feely last night, and tonight… Tonight Kylie wanted to explode. If she stood half a chance of clearing those shadows from Gage’s beautiful brown eyes, this would be how to make it happen.

“Shit,” she cursed, throwing her head back and closing her eyes as Travis’ warm breath blew over her naked sex. He wasn’t in a hurry. She was trying not to be either, but it was damn hard considering how close she was to rapture already.

And they’d done little more than touch her at this point.

Then again, ever since she’d received Travis’ call early in the day and listened to the sweet surprise he was working on for Gage, she’d been primed and ready to go. Not only was she turned on by the intensity she saw in their eyes when they looked at her, but Kylie found their undeniable vulnerability worked for her also.

Not that either of them would admit to being vulnerable, but she saw it.

The tip of Travis’ warm tongue glided through her slick folds, the cool air from the air conditioner contrasting with the heat from his breath and forming goose bumps on her skin. Her nipples were diamond hard, begging for attention. Opening her eyes, Kylie found Gage standing beside the bed, lowering his jeans to his knees as he watched Travis perched between her thighs.

Never would she have thought that to be sexy, but watching Gage watching her set off another shower of sparks in her core.

“Mmm,” Travis moaned against her skin and she tried to close her legs to ease the sensation that was taking over her entire body, but she was unable to move more than an inch.

Her eyes were locked between her legs, and she didn’t look away until she noticed Gage’s huge, naked body standing at the foot of the bed by Travis. His hand swept over Travis’ back, getting his attention and the exquisite torture ceased momentarily.

“Move over,” Gage instructed and Travis got to his feet beside him, and then they both resumed positions between her thighs. There was some adjustments that had to be made because they didn’t fit side by side, so they twisted and turned until they were face to face mere inches from her sex.

“I –” Yeah, Kylie had no idea what the hell she was going to say and now it didn’t matter because she couldn’t feel her tongue or remember her where she lived.

She could feel rough fingers on her flesh, holding her open and then… And then…

“Oh God!” she screamed. Her muscles locked as her insides erupted in violent tingles, the feel of two tongues against hypersensitive skin was more than she could take. She was trembling violently, her body taking on a life of its own and she could do nothing more than watch as they took her to heights she never even knew existed.

Gage’s head came up, their eyes meeting as she stared down her own body, totally immobile and unable to get away from the sensual torture that didn’t stop even when she came.

“That’s it, baby,” Gage crooned. “It’s all about you tonight.”

Crap. Kylie wasn’t sure she could handle the intensity of both of them focused on her. But they seemed intent on driving her right out of her mind with pleasure.

As they continued to tease her with their tongues, one relentlessly circling her clit while the other drove into her pussy, she was tempted to figure out how they were managing. Thinking was impossible because her brain cells had been annihilated by the pleasure. That didn’t keep her from watching, the only time she stopped was when her head became too heavy to hold up.

The second they stopped, her muscles unlocked, and she dropped deeper into the mattress, enjoying the reprieve that she knew wouldn’t last long.

Movement occurred. Positions changed. And then Kylie was once again thrust into a maelstrom of heavenly sensation as hands and mouths roamed her entire body, from her collarbone to her toes. It was like a sensual massage, and she allowed herself to relax. A sigh must’ve escaped because Travis leaned in close to her face on his next pass up her body, his mouth hovering above hers.

“Taste yourself on my lips,” he whispered and she did. She took it to the next level too, licking around his mouth before sliding between his lips. The groan that tore from his chest sent a bolt of feminine power flashing inside of her. Even tied to the bed she had the ability to make him moan and the knowledge was more than a little empowering.

A low hum caught Kylie’s attention, but she couldn’t see what it was because Travis was blocking her view.

On purpose.

“Ready?”

No. No, she really wasn’t.

Kylie screamed, and Travis inhaled the sound, muffling her whimpers with his mouth as the vibration from what had to be her giant purple vibrator teased her clit. There was such a difference between someone else using it on her than her own hands. Especially because she couldn’t see what was about to happen and Travis’ delicious taste and skillful tongue was dragging her attention farther and farther away...

Her hips thrust up from the bed of their own volition as the pulsating head of the vibrator slid inside of her. She ripped her mouth from Travis’ in order to breathe because she was overwhelmed by spectacular, unadulterated euphoria.

Before she could determine what was happening, her orgasm shook her to her very core, making her moan as her body strained against the bonds holding her, internal muscles locking around the magnificent toy that pulsed against her G-spot at the same time it vibrated on her clit.

As she closed her eyes, trying not to give in to the darkness that threatened to pull her under, the last thing Kylie remembered was thinking that if they kept this up, she was going to die of sexual satisfaction.

What a way to go.

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“She passed out,” Travis whispered as he shifted to his feet, untying the restraints around Kylie’s wrists. Gage tossed the vibrator toward his duffel and returned to do the same to her legs.

Shit, he hadn’t expected that thing to do that, but he couldn’t deny enjoying watching Kylie come. Gage wasn’t sex toy savvy, but he damn sure didn’t know they even made a vibrator quite that complex. The damn thing pulsed, and the head pulled a Poltergeist and spun around in circles.

Fucking-A. That was hot.

Once they had her freed, Gage eased onto the bed beside Kylie, pulling her toward him until she stirred. Her lazy smile stole his heart as she came awake slowly.

“Hi.”

Gage grinned. They’d accomplished their goal. She was sated, pliant in his arms, yet she still wanted more. He didn’t stop her when she covered him like a blanket, her satiny skin soothing him. He’d never known a woman could be that soft.

“Fuck,” Gage growled, realizing Kylie wasn’t out of it anymore, and she just managed to sheath his cock with her body, fiery, wet heat enveloping him. With a rush, he pulled out of her. “Condom, baby.”

Gage had never in his life had sex without a condom and even that brief taste of what it felt like was enough for him to want to continue without one. But he had to protect them both. His life had been spent in polyamorous relationships, monogamy a word that didn’t appear in his dictionary. Promiscuous was an understatement, and although Gage knew thanks to routine checkups that he was clean, there was no way Kylie could know that. If they decided to forego condoms, it would be a conversation to be had outside of the bedroom as far as he was concerned.

He expected Travis, who was now crawling up on the bed at Gage’s feet, to toss him a condom, but he didn’t. The sound of foil crinkling could be heard over Kylie’s rhythmic breathing, so clearly Travis was preparing…

“Sonuvabitch,” he groaned as Travis’ rough fingers slid over his cock, surprising him to the point his breath rushed out of his lungs. “That feels so damn good,” he moaned, peering at Travis over Kylie’s body.

“Not as good as it feels to me,” Travis murmured.

“I’m not so sure about that.” Travis’ skilled hand stroked him, his cock lengthening and swelling more than before, the delicious friction causing flashes of brilliant light and colors behind his now closed eye lids.

Gage allowed himself to enjoy the spine-tingling feeling as Travis continued to glide his hand up and down his shaft, not seeming to be in a hurry, but drawing out the pleasure until Gage was panting.

Kylie was lying over his chest, straddling his hips while Travis was between their legs and he didn’t even question what was about to happen. When Kylie peered up at him through heavy lids, he hooked her chin with his fingertips and pulled her forward so their lips touched. The kiss started slow and easy, a gentle glide of tongues, but that grew hotter within minutes. Gage was hovering on the edge of orgasm with Travis continuing to stroke him. Then a warm mouth replaced the strong, callused fingers, and Gage’s body tightened even more.

He didn’t make a sound, other than the rumble in his chest as the sensation changed from dry friction to wet suction. Travis wasn’t hurrying either, he was measuring his length with his tongue, sliding up and then down, licking the moisture that beaded on the head and Gage wished he could watch. Only without sight, he had no choice but to feel and with Kylie’s body hindering his view, he couldn’t find it in him to complain.

As sensations morphed together, the insistent drive of Kylie’s tongue in his mouth, the gentle, yet persistent suction of Travis’ mouth, Gage found himself floating. Somehow they’d managed to turn this on him, and he was now at their mercy.

Gage opened his eyes and pulled his mouth away from Kylie’s as he watched her. “I want to be inside you when I come,” he whispered.

She nodded, but resumed kissing him, and it was clear they were working him with purpose. Gage was gliding his hands over her back, trailing down to the base of her spine, then back to her shoulder blades over and over. On the next downward stroke, he cupped her bottom in both hands and spread her cheeks slightly. He continued doing this, caressing her then familiarizing her with his touch on her ass as she mewled into his mouth, her kisses slow and lingering.

On the next stroke down, Gage stopped, this time grabbing her ass and separating her cheeks at the same time Travis’ tongue disappeared from his cock. Her body stiffened momentarily, but then she moaned right into his mouth and the kiss took an erotically urgent turn. Her fingernails dug into his shoulders as she thrust her tongue into his mouth over and over, faster and faster. He had to force her to stop because he was blind to what was happening and desperate to know how it made her feel.

“Look at me, Kylie,” he urged her, cupping her face. “Tell me what Travis is doing.” Gage already knew, but he wanted to hear her say it.

“He’s…” Her body was gently rocking backward, then forward, enjoying what Travis was doing behind her.

“Tell me,” he whispered. “Is he licking you?”

“Yes, he’s licking me… there.” She breathed in, her eyes locked with his. “No one’s ever touched me there.”

She sounded bewildered and nervous, but she wasn’t retreating. “We’re going to make this good for you, Kylie. I want to be inside of you, to feel Travis’ cock against mine as we both fuck you. Do you want that?”

Kylie nodded, her rocking rhythm getting faster, her thrusts backward harder.

The gentle click of lube being opened was barely noticeable over Kylie’s labored breaths. She continued to rock against him, and Gage wanted to be inside of her, but he knew he’d come too soon if he did. As it was, Travis was giving them both attention, reaming her ass with his tongue at the same time he stroked Gage.

The stroking ceased and then Kylie stiffened in his arms. “Kiss me, Kylie. Kiss me while Travis fingers your beautiful ass.”

She did as he told her, letting him distract her from the discomfort, but she didn’t stay distracted. She began thrusting in earnest moments later, and Gage knew she was ready.

“Put a condom on me,” Gage told Travis. “I need to be inside of her now.”

A condom was rolled on, and Gage lifted Kylie’s hips until he could slide inside of her, then lowering her back to his body. She was flush against his chest, so he had to work his hips to slide in and out of her pussy, but not much time was spent wasted because she started riding his cock.

“You like when I finger your ass?” Travis asked, his voice low and gentle, lacking the usual bark and bite. “Do you want to feel my cock inside of you, Kylie?”

There was more pressure on top of Gage as Travis leaned over them. “Tell me, baby. Tell me you want to feel me fucking your ass while Gage is fucking your pussy.”

The graphic words made Gage’s cock throb inside of her.

“Yes,” she said as she turned to look at Travis over her shoulder. Their tongues touched briefly, outside of their mouths and Gage’s breath hitched as he watched. “I want you to fuck me at the same time Gage does. Please. But be gentle.”

“Always, baby. I’d never hurt you,” Travis whispered.

Travis continued to kiss her, and Gage settled for licking and sucking the smooth skin of her neck as he slowly thrust his hips upward in shallow strokes, fighting to keep his own release at bay. He could feel Travis’ finger inside of her as it thrust alongside his cock.

By the time Travis was scissoring two fingers inside of her ass, Gage was sweating, his breaths coming in quick, short bursts as he fought the urge to come.

“Kylie, ride me, baby,” Gage told her as Travis eased back once more. “I need you to fuck me.” And she did. He also wanted her to focus on him.

Her hips began to rock forward and slam back, driving him deep inside of her, his balls slapping against Travis hand. The bed dipped beneath his ass as Travis got into position at the same time Kylie stopped moving. Gage mimicked with his tongue what his cock was doing inside of her, holding her face in his hands and sucking her tongue into his mouth until she began doing the same to him.

“God, baby, you’re so fucking tight.” The tormented, gravelly pitch of Travis’ voice pierced the air. “I’m going slow, baby, but you’re so fucking hot. I want my cock buried in your ass.” Travis continued to talk, and Gage continued to kiss her, forcing her to focus on the pleasure rather than the initial discomfort.

When Kylie tore her mouth from his, Gage stilled, waiting for her to tell them to stop, but she didn’t. Instead, she rocked back, hard, and Travis groaned. “Fucking hell.”

“Fuck me, Gage. Fuck me now. I want to feel you come inside of me, please.” Kylie begged. “I need to be fucked now.”

Although she’d said his name, Gage was at a disadvantage on the bottom, but Travis took over, and nothing else mattered because Kylie was taking them both, the length of Travis’ cock sliding against his as they fucked her hard and fast, until the three of them were moaning in unison, sweat coating their skin.

“I’m going to come. Oh, God. I’m going to come. Travis, harder, please. Make me come.”

Her demand ripped Gage’s release from him, and Travis’ growl exploded in the air as he slammed into her several more times until Kylie tightened in his arms, her pussy milking them both as her orgasm once again took her.

Chapter Thirty Seven

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Two days after the most mind bending sex of his entire life, Travis found himself reflecting on the things that had taken place in recent weeks. It wasn’t that he was big on that sort of thing, but at least it kept him from climbing the walls.

Another day had come and gone and he was grateful to be at home, a few minutes of peace and quiet to help calm his mind. He wasn’t used to the emotions he’d been enduring as of late. Mainly those that included an overanxious need to spend more time with Kylie and Gage. At least today he could add another tally mark to the scoreboard that was tracking days he’d completed all tasks without incident. In just an hour or so, he’d be working on the tally marks on the other side of that board as well. The ones keeping track of how many times he could make Kylie and Gage come.

Mmmm. Those were the moments he really enjoyed thinking about.

Actually, any moment that included them was worth thinking about. As far as he was concerned, everything just seemed to click into place when they were together – as though they were puzzle pieces that connected to one another to complete the whole picture. And as more days passed, things continued to look up.

Although they seemed to be clicking when it was necessary, Travis knew the most reluctant piece was Gage. The fact that the man was an emotional mess, though Travis couldn’t necessarily blame him, was the only part Travis truly worried about. He was dealing with the details of the fire, waiting for insurance checks and getting the house he’d moved into properly covered so he’d be prepared in the event something like that happened again – which Travis prayed would never be the case.

And then there was Kylie. As had been the case for days now, she continued to be the glue that was holding them together. She had busied herself with getting the renovation underway, and knowing that she was going to be around for a while did wonders for Travis’ mood daily. He thought about the day she came to see him at the Walker Demo office. It was the day his life took a drastic turn in an entirely different direction than anyone would’ve expected. Funny how each time that had happened to him Kylie had been involved. And to think he’d wasted all of these years staying away from her. So much so that the time away from her now was killing him.

Standing in front of the big picture window in his living room, Travis glanced up at the sky just as a bolt of lightning lit up the cloud riddled sky. It was getting darker as the storm rolled across the horizon, getting closer and closer according to the clap of thunder that rumbled the earth shortly after the brilliant flash of light. There was another round of early summer storms heading their way even though the news channel had promised blue skies for at least a couple of days. The weather guy was wrong this time, the sky was ominously black, the sun entirely obliterated by the dismal, dark clouds.

From where he stood, overlooking his parents’ ranch, there wasn’t much to look at, but he could see the thunderheads rolling in across the treetops on the far side of his parents’ property. As lightning flashed across the sky in brilliant wide arcs, Travis found himself thinking about Kylie again.

After she’d given herself over to both him and Gage at the same time, the three of them had crumpled in a pile of arms and legs, twined together on the bed. They lay there for a few minutes before Travis escaped to the bathroom to rid himself of the condom and wash up. He didn’t waste time and not long after, he was back in bed, draping himself over Kylie and giving in to exhaustion. A short time later, Travis woke up, somewhat disoriented. When he opened his eyes, he found Kylie looking at him, her hand brushing down his cheek.

Unable to resist her, Travis had pulled her on top of him after retrieving one of the condoms that had been dropped on the nightstand earlier. She had eased it over him before sheathing him with her body, the tight warmth of her sex clasping him and making him lose his breath. The two of them had stayed that way for the longest time, Kylie lying against him while they kissed like they were making up for lost time. It was only then that he realized she did understand the dynamic between the three of them.

It hadn’t been easy for Travis to come to terms with what he needed, and, unfortunately, Kylie landed in the crosshairs just at the time in his life when he realized he wasn’t going to be happy without exploring himself further. He was an ass for pulling her into his world, for allowing himself to get so caught up with her that he couldn’t bear to let go, only to walk away in the end anyway.

Travis had accepted long ago that he was bisexual, and it didn’t bother him anymore, but it also wasn’t something he talked about. The problem he had was that he wasn’t sure his family would understand. Sure, his brothers were all caught up in their threesomes and shit, but when it came down to it, Travis knew they would end up in monogamous relationships.

It wasn’t nearly that easy for him, and the biggest concern was that he would embarrass his parents or they’d never be able to understand exactly what made him tick. He had battled that fear for as long as he could remember and somewhere along the way, it manifested into anger and confusion. It started when he accepted that he was attracted to both men and women. When he realized he didn’t want a monogamous relationship. Somewhere deep inside of him, Travis pictured him ending up with a man and a woman.

It wasn’t like he met many bisexual people on a daily basis. Hell, even his interactions at Club Destiny generally resulted in a threesome in which he was the third, invited only to pleasure the woman. Not that he minded, but it meant something was always missing for him. At one point, he even considered talking to Cole or Luke because somehow, they’d managed to overcome what Travis feared was the impossible – a successful, polyamorous relationship.

Travis was pulled from his revelry when he felt the hair on the back of his neck stand up as another bolt of lightning crashed down from the sky. Too close. He hated these damn Texas storms. At least this far south, they didn’t normally have to worry about tornadoes, but with this particular storm, he was beginning to wonder.

Gage.

Travis couldn’t help but wonder how Gage was doing. The man had lost his house and everything in it from a storm just like the one barreling down on them now. He was tempted to pick up the phone and call, but since he intended to head over in a little while, he wanted to give him a little space.

Just as he was heading toward his bedroom to shower, Travis’ police scanner went off, and he abruptly switched directions. Once in the kitchen he twisted the knob to turn up the volume. With the lightning storm and the rain, Travis wasn’t surprised the thing went off. There was probably a minor fender bender due to slippery streets, or perhaps a downed tree somewhere.

He listened as the dispatcher rattled off the location of a grass fire. The street sounded familiar, but then again, most of them did since Travis had lived in Coyote Ridge for most of his life and the town wasn’t all that big. He was about to brush it off and head to his room again when the vibration of his cell phone on his hip startled him and Travis grabbed the phone, not bothering to look at the caller id.

“It’s Kaleb,” his brother said as soon as Travis barked his hello.

“What’s up?”

“You hear the scanner?”

“Yeah, grass fire. Sounds like it’s on the south side of town.”

“It is. That’s damn close to Gage’s grandmother’s house, too.”

Shit. Seriously, what were the fucking odds?

“How close, do you know?” Travis asked, keeping the phone to his ear as he grabbed his Stetson and his truck keys before heading out the front door. The rain had started already, which hopefully was good news for the grass fire.

“From what I can tell, probably less than a mile out.”

“The fire department on it?” Travis asked as he flipped the key in the ignition, the engine roaring to life.

“Yeah. I called CJ as soon as I heard. They’re gearing up now.”

The Coyote Ridge fire department was entirely volunteer, but Travis knew most of them. His cousin CJ was one of the tenured volunteers, and he always managed to keep the family informed when things went wrong. CJ was actually the one to call Gage when his house had gone up in flames.

“I just thought you’d want to know,” Kaleb said, and his brother’s voice rebounded through the truck’s interior when the Bluetooth finally connected. Travis tossed his phone in the cup holder and focused on the road.

“You get a hold of Gage? Is he at home?”

“He’s not answering his phone,” Kaleb stated, sounding strangely curious. “Have you heard from him?”

Travis didn’t respond right away, and he knew his brother had picked up on it.

“The two of you doing ok?” Kaleb asked straightforwardly, but thankfully the police scanner installed in the truck went off and provided Travis with an out.

“Look, I’m headed to Gage’s now.” Travis told Kaleb, not willing to elaborate.

“I’ll try Gage again.” With that the phone disconnected.

Travis was grateful that his brother hadn’t tried to push the issue. At the moment, he didn’t have it in him to do much more than pray that Gage and Kylie were safe and sound and not trapped.

Funny, it wasn’t like Travis to panic like this, but he couldn’t deny the fact that he was worried about only one thing – that Gage and Kylie weren’t in danger.

Nothing else mattered.

Chapter Thirty Eight

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By the time Gage managed to get all of the insurance details hashed out, he was ready to pull his fucking hair out. He was fairly certain his ears were beginning to bleed thanks to having to listen to crappy ass hold music for the last two hours, too.

Sure, there was no doubt about it, having insurance was a good thing. Especially when there was something like a one in two hundred eighty thousand chance the house you live in will be struck by lightning. Yep, he’d looked that shit up, and he’d come to one conclusion: he had shitty odds and wouldn’t be betting his life savings in Vegas anytime soon. And since he couldn’t look forward to doubling his net worth at the Blackjack table, he was just going to have to be patient and wait for the insurance check.

According to the woman he’d just gotten off the phone with – the one who sounded like she was watching her “stories” on the tube and putting him on hold during the good parts – it was a damn good thing since his house went up in a flash and his shit was now crispy. He doubted anything with her was urgent (or real), unless it meant getting to the grocery store to pick up her weekly copy of Soap Opera Digest.

Ok, yes, he was being a dick.

Probably hadn’t helped that she continued to explain how so-and-so on her favorite show was also a cop. Just like Gage was. Yes, he certainly could relate to the time Mr. So-and-So got shot down on the boat docks by the mob boss who was sleeping with a waitress and her sister – who wasn’t really her sister, actually just one of her multiple personalities. Sigh.

It was obvious, there was no reason for him to hurry up and wait, so he’d come up with a solution. While he was waiting for a daytime drama commercial break, he would just use what he had in savings to front Kylie the money for the work she was going to be doing.

Just that morning, before she left to go back to Killeen to pack more things for her lengthy stay, they had walked through the plans, laying out room by room what she still needed and what she’d already managed to get. To his relief, she’d put him to work. At least he had something to do, even if it was hiring subcontractors since he knew the area better. Someone had to do it.

After talking with Travis, they were going to ask the rest of the Walker clan if they’d be willing to help in order to save a little money. Gage still wasn’t sure how he was ever going to be able to repay them for all that they had done for him already. It was thanks to them that the house was livable, enough furniture to make it comfortable to stay there.

The only thing that would make it better would be for Kylie and Travis to stay with him. And yes, he was starting to think he’d lost his mind, thank you very much.

Although he had an excuse with Kylie, – she’d be staying at the farmhouse while she was working on it – he hadn’t figured out a way to talk to Travis. He tried to imply it a time or two, but he’d been too chicken shit to say it out loud.

It would be amusing if it weren’t so terribly sad, but Gage found himself thinking more about Travis and Kylie than the fact that his life had literally just burned to the ground – phone conversation with the soap opera queen notwithstanding. His priorities had shifted somewhere along the way, and he found he cared more about being with them than anything else. If there was ever any intention of keeping himself detached, then he had failed miserably.

And he was trying to be ok with that. Although doubts still plagued him from time to time, he was trying to take things one day at a time. He’d spent years wishing for what they had found with each other, and he was afraid to do anything to risk losing it all.

And the sex… Well, let’s just say he was functioning on little sleep. And he didn’t mind one fucking iota. If they weren’t together coming up with creative ways to get naked, then Gage was spending more than enough time remembering the little details – like being buried to the hilt inside of Kylie at the same time Travis was. He’d gone stir crazy remembering how beautiful Kylie had looked as she rode him, her breasts smashed against his chest, her sweet moans of pleasure echoing in the room as Travis thrust over and over from behind her.

Of course, his life wouldn’t be complete without the overwhelming memories of what it felt like when he had been balls deep inside of Travis the first time they were together. Even now his cock swelled. If he were smart, he’d yank out his dick and massage some of the stress away just so he could get his mind on other things.

Like sleep.

Not that a quick hand job was going to keep him from thinking about the two of them. Or how he wanted to see Kylie sandwiched between him and Travis, taking them both at the same time again.

A groan rumbled up from his chest.

This was so not helping.

Being alone in the big house wasn’t nearly as exciting as he expected it to be. He must’ve gotten used to having company so the random creaks and groans of the old house had him looking around, wishing like hell Kylie was walking down the stairs to come sit with him, or maybe Travis was heading up to take a shower. Those mundane, normal things that he’d wanted for so long.

A faint knock on the front door caught his attention, although he barely heard it from the far side of the house. Pushing himself up off of the gigantic leather sectional that had replaced the ratty loveseat, he made his way to the front door. Glancing down, he realized he was only wearing jeans, and wasn’t dressed for company, but then again he hadn’t been expecting any.

Pulling open the heavy wooden door, Gage came face to face with none other than the man who’d been plaguing his thoughts for the better part of the last few days.

“Hey, you all right?” Gage leaned one arm on the edge of the open door as he stood staring at Travis.

“That’s the question I was going to ask you,” he replied as he eased past him into the house. “You haven’t heard?”

“Heard what?”

“There’s a grass fire less than a mile from here. Right now the fire department thinks they’ll get it contained shortly, but it’s getting closer.”

“Shit.” Gage didn’t even want to think about what might happen if the thing got out of control. There was no way he could handle going through it again. No fucking way.

Gage shut the front door and followed Travis back into the living room, secretly happy that Travis seemed comfortable in his house. Despite his unflappable indifference, Gage felt an underlying energy radiating off of the man.

“Where’s Kylie?” Travis asked, turning abruptly when he stepped into the living room where Gage had been sitting, staring at the cracked plaster peeling off the wall.

“Home. She left earlier today to pack some things. I offered to drive her and bring her back, but she insisted she go alone.”

“She’s not coming back tonight is she?”

“No. I talked to her a little while ago, and she said she was going to ride out the storm at home and come back in the morning.”

“Why aren’t you answering your phone?”

Gage instinctively glanced over at the couch, seeing his cell phone lying in the same place he’d dropped it after he hung up with Kylie. The battery had died and rather than charging it in his truck because he couldn’t find the house charger, he’d opted to ignore the damn thing altogether.

“It’s dead.”

Travis nodded as though the explanation was one he expected.

“So, what?” Gage asked, driving his thumbs into his pockets as he stood up straight. “You worried about me?”

Travis’ brows arched down, his blue eyes growing darker as he stared him down. “That a problem for you?”

What prompted Gage to question Travis, he had no idea, but he truthfully hadn’t expected that answer. Something more aggressive or innately sexual would’ve made more sense coming from Travis. He wasn’t quite sure what to do with the knowledge that this man was concerned about his well-being. Before he could say a word, he found himself backing up against the wall, Travis’ looming form directly in front of him.

Ok, now this was familiar.

The heat in the blue-gray eyes peering back at him had turned to an inferno within the last few seconds, and Gage had to inhale deeply.

Mistake.

Travis’ enticing, musky scent filled his nostrils and made his body harden. Every single time they had touched each other flooded his memory bank in a quick flash of images, reminding him of the way Travis had all but consumed him with a passion he, quite frankly, hadn’t expected from the man.

“Does it bother you that I was worried?” Travis asked again, apparently expecting an answer.

Gage was not the man to back down from anyone, let alone in a situation such as this. But, holy fucking hell, he wanted to. Right there in the dim light of the living room, surrounded by peeling plaster and hardwood that had seen at least one hundred years of abuse.

When there was only a breath between the two of them, Gage focused on the heat of Travis’ chest, anticipating every rise and fall from every breath he took because it brought them that much closer.

Travis’ palm flattened against the side of his neck, his thumb gliding back and forth over his jaw while his fingers dug lightly into the back of his neck. There wasn’t an ounce of aggression in the move, and Gage found himself locked and loaded, ready to beg.

“You’re thinking about me kissing you, aren’t you?” Travis goaded.

“Fuck you,” Gage groaned, not an ounce of heat in the words and he didn’t try to pull away.

“That’s exactly what I’m thinking,” Travis whispered as he leaned in closer, their mouths merely a hairsbreadth away from one another. Gage had to fight the urge to pull him closer, wanting to savor what was happening between them.

“So what are you waiting for?” Gage locked eyes with Travis, a war of sensations going on around them while they were rooted to the floor. Their breaths mingled, their bodies barely grazed one another, and the heat between them was rapidly escalating to something more powerful than even their combined strength.

The passion between them was omnipotent. Something rare for Gage. Something he found he craved. A low rumble rent the air, and at first Gage thought it was thunder, then he realized it was coming from Travis. The man’s body was subtly vibrating.

“I can’t stay away from you,” Travis whispered, the words laced with gravel. “No matter how hard I’ve tried, I can’t fucking do it.”

“Not asking you to,” Gage said, breathless.

That’s all it took. Despite how close they were, there was a soul shattering collision the instant their bodies touched.

Travis kept his hand firmly against Gage's neck, and Gage took the opportunity to grip the back of Travis’ head, pulling him close and dislodging Travis’ hat in the process. An eruption of animalistic growls flooded the otherwise silent room as their mouths crashed together, a tangle of lips and tongues and desperation. Gage was taking exactly what he’d denied himself for so long while Travis wasn’t holding back either.

Lust overrode everything else as they devoured one another. Gage explored Travis’ mouth with his tongue, seeking, tasting, practically begging with his kiss. His brain was misfiring from the overload of sensation, the magnificent taste of Travis’ passion mixed with his own.

Gage had never felt anything like this, and he had been down this road before, but never like this.

Never like this.

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Travis couldn’t suppress the hunger, could no longer deny himself the pleasure of Gage’s kiss. The storm surging on the outside of the house paled in comparison to the heat building between the two of them as their mouths searched, sought. Their breaths mingled, their chests heaved from exertion, although neither of them were moving.

Travis’ blood pounded in his ears, his body humming with a desperation he’d become all too familiar with when it came to Gage. Despite the questions that still lingered between them, Travis knew without a doubt that Gage felt the same surge of electricity that arced between them whenever they were close. He’d felt it the night Gage had taken him with such gentleness, he’d been hard pressed not to shatter. The more they were together, the closer they seemed to get. And Travis wasn’t just thinking in the physical sense.

Their guards were slowly dropping and what was left between them was hedonistic. Desire, need. Emotions swirled in the stagnant air until Travis found it hard to breathe, but that life sustaining activity was overrated anyway. He refused to pull away. He’d waited too long for this. Too long to touch Gage, to feel the flex of his powerful body beneath him, to taste the sweet, exotic flavor of his kiss, wanting more even now.

A shift of power occurred and Travis was damn near knocked off of his feet when Gage easily twisted their bodies until Travis was the one against the wall, their mouths breaking apart in the process. Opening his eyes, he stared into Gage’s turbulent brown eyes and recognized the look on his face.

Things were about to get real.

“I’m so tired of temporary,” Gage growled, his tone reflecting more emotion than Travis had ever seen from the man.

Gage’s fingers tightened in Travis’ hair until he had to lean forward to relieve the stinging pain that shot through his scalp.

“Do you understand what I’m saying?”

Crystal. Fucking. Clear.

Travis squinted his eyes, replaying Gage’s words over and over in his head as he stared the man down. They were both sucking in air like they’d run a marathon, their chests pressed firmly together, their arms intertwined around one another. “I understand,” Travis answered, holding his ground and not giving in to the overwhelming lust although the temptation was strong. He sensed that Gage needed this moment, needed the opportunity to express what he was feeling although he was about as adept at it as Travis.

“What do you want from me?” Gage’s question took Travis by surprise, but he masked his expression, unwilling to let him know he was a little off kilter. It could’ve been the kiss or even the feel of Gage’s rock hard body pressed against his own. Either way, Travis knew what he wanted from Gage surpassed anything he’d ever wanted before.

“Everything,” Travis growled, realizing he was dangerously close to losing his shit. Emotions weren’t easy for him, expressing them verbally even less so, but he wanted – no he needed – Gage to hear him out. “I want anything and everything you’re willing to give me,” he said past the lump in his throat. “And it far surpasses anything physical.”

Gage’s eyes widened, but he didn’t pull away. There was a long period of silence between them, and that’s when Travis realized Gage was too shocked to speak.

Travis got it. He’d shocked the shit out of himself, actually.

“Spend the night with me,” Travis breathed the words between them, barely recognizing his own voice. “Come back to my house. Stay with me tonight.” Travis felt as though he’d carved his own chest open, seared straight down the middle, leaving himself entirely too vulnerable.

“Your place?” Gage asked, appearing as though he were regaining control of his mental faculties.

“Yes.” Travis was laying himself completely bare for this man, and he knew Gage could easily tell him to fuck off and get the hell out. At least if he did, he’d know where he stood with him. Right here, right now, Travis needed to know. He wasn’t interested in a one night stand, but they’d already surpassed that milestone already, hadn’t they.

“Why your place? I’ve got a perfectly acceptable bed here,” Gage said, pointing toward the ceiling as though he were directing Travis to where his bed actually was.

“Because I want you at my house.” Ok, so now Travis was about to start hyperventilating. He was praying Gage wouldn’t reject him, but had a feeling that’s exactly what was about to happen.

“What about Kylie?” Gage asked. “What will she think?”

As though Gage had doused him with ice water, Travis acknowledged that his lover was dancing around the subject.

His lover.

God, he’d never even referred to anyone in that context before, and… well, it felt damn good.

“We have nothing to hide from her,” Travis explained, ready to bolt because he wasn’t sure he could listen to any more excuses. He wanted to be with Gage, alone. The two of them establishing that bond that he and Kylie had already, the same one Gage and Kylie had built.

Putting his hand on Gage’s chest, he gently pushed him back so he could step away from the wall. He turned his back on Gage, but continued, “I want to be with you. And tonight I want to be with just you.” Turning to face him once more, Travis went on, “I won’t lie. I want you both. I’ve loved her damn near all of my adult life, but what’s happening between you and me is...” He paused because he didn’t know how to explain it. “With her or without her, I still want you.”

Gage stared at him from just a few feet away, one hand thrust in his hair as though he was having an internal battle with himself.

“Will you tell her about us?” Gage questioned.

“Yes,” Travis admitted.

Hell, he’d call her right now if that would make Gage happy because Travis knew what Kylie’s reaction would be. Even if she said she didn’t, she understood the dynamic, knew how things happened. There’d been no questions when Travis walked in on her and Gage in her bed making love without him. The same could be said when she had made love to him in the same bed Gage was sleeping in after the three of them had been together.

“Fuck,” Travis exhaled as he took a step closer. He leaned down and picked up his hat before propping it on his head once more. “Like I said, I’m not playing games here. Either you’re all in or you’re not. As for me, I’m all in, Gage. More than I’ve ever been in my entire life.”

Realizing this wasn’t going to go the way he hoped, Travis needed to retreat before he lost it. Hurt and anger started boiling in his gut, and he’d never been the type to handle either emotion well. As he turned on Gage once more and headed toward the front door, he fully expected to be able to escape without another word, but Gage’s comment pulled him up short.

“I’m all in.”

Travis stopped mid step, but he didn’t turn around. Closing his eyes, he sucked in a breath, held it, and waited. Long seconds ticked by as they stood in the dimly lit room, neither of them saying a word. Travis was trying to come up with something more to say, but he felt as though he’d bled himself dry. He had shared more with Gage tonight than anyone else, and he needed some reassurance. He refused to beg.

Just when he thought there were no more words to be said, Gage spoke up once more. “I’ll follow you to your house.”

Like a horse at full gallop, Travis’ heart kick started in his chest, and he opened his eyes releasing the breath he had been holding. Lifting his eyes skyward, Travis sent up a silent thank you before he nodded and continued to the door.

Chapter Thirty Nine

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Gage waited until the front door closed behind Travis before he breathed. His cock was a fucking steel rod behind the zipper of his jeans and his chest felt as though his heart had swelled to ten times its original size.

Had they seriously just had that conversation? Granted, the words were spoken more in the native language of men who shared remarkably little, but in those few words, Gage realized they’d practically made a commitment to one another. He was tempted to pinch himself, see if he was dreaming. He didn’t though because if he was, Gage did not want to wake up.

He took the stairs two at a time, figuring if it was a dream, he was damn sure going to let it run its course. Once upstairs, he grabbed his duffel and the clean clothes Kylie had washed for him just that morning in the brand new washer and dryer provided by Lorrie and Curtis.

Once he tossed what he needed inside, he zipped it and slung it over his shoulder before returning the way he came. In the living room, he retrieved his dead cell phone before he snatched his keys off of the decorative ledge that separated the room from the dining room. With another deep breath, he was heading out the door.

Fifteen minutes later, Gage pulled up to Travis’ house, parking his truck beside the big Chevy with the dented front end and staring at the house, the structure looming in the shadowy twilight slowly descending across the horizon. The outside of the house was just as Gage had seen many times before. Because all of the brothers lived in separate structures on the ranch, Gage had passed them a time or twenty on his way to and from Kaleb’s over the years. He’d never been inside of Travis’ house though. Never expected to be invited either.

Was it normal for him to be this calm? Maybe this was a dream because Gage expected to be overcome with nerves, but he wasn’t. His only concern was whether Travis had had time to change his mind between Gage’s house and here. His stomach clenched, and his chest tightened, but he was more anxious than nervous. Excitement dripped in his veins.

Gage forced himself out of his truck. Once he made it up the steps, he rapped his knuckles on the door, figuring it was now or never. Either he’d walk inside, or he’d wake up.

Please don’t let this be a dream. Please don’t let this be a…

The door opened and Gage could’ve sworn there was relief in Travis’ eyes when their gazes met, but the emotion disappeared. He expected cold indifference, but that wasn’t there either. A simple head nod was the only invitation he received, so Gage moved forward.

“Want something to drink?” Travis asked as he headed through the small entry way and into what appeared to be the kitchen off to the right.

“Beer if you’ve got it,” he answered, noticing how his voice echoed in the rather open space.

Gage followed slowly, mentally documenting his surroundings, taking in the minimal décor and the lack of anything personal. Not on the walls, not on the counters. Hell, a furniture store had more personality than this place. Stepping into the bright white kitchen with its stainless steel appliances and gray and white granite countertops, Gage wondered whether Travis actually lived here or if he just slept here from time to time.

It seemed so… sterile.

The temperature in the room was comfortable, yet the space seemed entirely cold. The countertops were free of any clutter. Not a single cooking utensil or jar suggesting the man had ever cooked there. By the looks of it, the stove was brand new, and Gage knew for a fact that Travis had lived in the house for many years.

“You live here, right?”

Travis frowned at him as he flipped off the bottle cap with a bottle opener that doubled as a magnet. Well, if nothing else, the refrigerator was being used.

“When I’m here I do,” Travis answered, opening his own beer and then handing one over to Gage.

“Do you ever use the kitchen?” Gage asked as he brought the beer to his lips, staring down the amber bottle at Travis.

“Rarely. But feel free to cook anything you want. As long as you make enough for both of us.” There was a mischievous smile that tipped Travis’ lips before he turned and left the kitchen.

“Come on,” Travis nodded his head toward the other room and Gage found himself following at a leisurely pace. With Travis, it was quite possible that they were going to get right down to business, and Gage wasn’t sure he was ready for that just yet.

Then again, watching Travis’ powerful form move with such masculine agility and animalistic ease was a turn on if there ever was one. Six-foot-five-inches of sexy, potent male, padded with vigorous muscle and virile competence wasn’t easy to resist, no matter who you were.

Travis ended up moving to the single leather couch sitting in the center of the living room, facing an enormous flat panel television mounted on the wall. Gage eyed the thing as he lowered himself to the couch beside Travis.

“Man, how fucking old are you?” Gage asked as he tried not to snort beer out through his nose. There on the screen was the QVC channel and he couldn’t even attempt to identify what “As Seen on TV” product the two older ladies were boasting about.

“Shut the hell up,” Travis laughed. “I just turned the damn thing on when you knocked on the door.”

“Right. Is this what I have to look forward to? Finding you on the couch in the middle of the night watching the shopping network? Are we gonna get on a first name basis with the UPS guy?”

Shit! Shit. Fuck. Damn.

As soon as the words left his mouth, Gage realized exactly what he had insinuated.

“Put the beer down,” Travis demanded, his face a stony mask, his blue eyes glittering by the light of the television.

Gage set the beer on the coffee table, and the moment it was resting firmly, he was flat on his back, and Travis was on top of him. Travis announced his intention with a familiar growl and Gage accepted his weight as he pushed him deeper into the cushion, the ridge of his erection pressing against his thigh. Without hesitation, Gage slid his hands into silky, dark hair, holding Travis back slightly so that their mouths hovered close together but didn’t quite touch.

He was tempted to control how fast or how slow they would take this, but the look in Travis’ eyes told him he didn’t stand a chance. Gage was going to give in, he was going to enjoy the hell out of it, and the glorious part of it all, he couldn’t fucking wait.

With their eyes locked, Gage lifted his head until their noses brushed, his tongue slipping between the smooth contours of Travis’ lips ever so slowly. He tasted of beer and lust and power, a heady mix that went straight to Gage’s head. Pulling him closer, Gage made sure their bodies touched from chest to knee although neither of them was entirely on the couch, their bodies much too large.

The kiss was a blast of urgency and passion that had been locked behind steel doors for much too long. The flex of Travis’ powerful frame sent shards of electricity humming beneath his skin everywhere they touched. They were separated by too many clothes, but Gage wasn’t in a hurry. He was banking on memorizing every detail of this encounter to last him.

When Travis’ hand slid down the front of his chest, pulling his t-shirt from the waistband of his jeans, Gage sucked in a sharp breath, ready to feel the warmth of Travis’ fingers against his bare skin. Despite his need to take things slowly, patience was scarce in their desire to be closer to one another, hands roaming, working diligently to free them of their shirts. As soon as they were both bare chested, their bodies realigning, Gage was moaning into Travis’ mouth, desperate to get even closer.

Their tongues dueled as Travis angled Gage’s head so that he could explore deeper. The temperature in the room soared as their body heat generated a combustible energy between them.

“Fuck,” Travis groaned as he pulled back. The intensity in his eyes sent a rush of lust straight to Gage’s groin and he shifted, grinding his hips upward against the solid column of Travis’ thigh.

Gage sucked in air. “Too. Many. Clothes.”

A wicked sexy grin tipped the edges of Travis’ kiss-swollen lips and Gage answered with one of his own.

“Come on,” Travis rasped, pushing himself up off of the couch and waiting for Gage to stand. “Not enough room for us here.”

That was an understatement. Gage wasn’t sure there’d be enough room in the whole damn house for what he wanted from Travis. Rather than hash out ideas in his head, Gage fell into step behind him as they moved through the living room and down a short, dark hallway.

Travis’ bedroom wasn’t anything like what Gage expected, although how he had any preconceived notions he had no idea. The room was just as barren as the rest of the house, but the bed was big enough to hold at least four people comfortably. He thought of Kylie and imagined her spread eagle on the bed, naked and gorgeous, ready for them both.

An electrical current of desire snaked through him making his cock throb. As much as he wished she were there, Gage wasn’t willing to let this be about anyone other than the two of them. He needed Travis. Needed to give in to this palpable energy that sparked between them.

He observed the room some more but ended up once again taking in the bed, topped with a bulky, black, microfiber comforter and black silk covered pillows. This was where Travis got down to business. Definitely no problems holding the two of them.

“I’ve never brought anyone to my bed,” Travis whispered the words, answering as though he’d read Gage’s mind.

The thought of no one else having ever been with Travis here had an extremely satisfying effect on Gage’s ego. And that strange possessive instinct he’d been battling lately.

“No one. Until you.” Travis said the words, but he said more with his eyes than anything. Gage understood the meaning. This hadn’t happened before, and if Gage was lucky, he’d be the only male ever to be in this bed with Travis.

“Clothes off,” Travis stated firmly with all of that powerful energy now focused solely on Gage.

Rather than removing his own, Gage moved forward, reaching for Travis’ belt buckle and making quick work of releasing the solid metal and moving on to the button and zipper of his jeans. Within seconds, he had Travis’ cock freed, his hand stroking slowly over the smooth, heavily veined length.

Travis groaned and dropped his head back on his shoulders, his hips thrusting forward, his cock spearing against Gage’s palm. “I’ve waited to feel your hands on me again. God, yes.”

In his haste, Gage somehow managed to maneuver them toward the bed, stopping only when the back of Travis’ knees hit the mattress. He didn’t stop stroking him, but he slowed his pace, not willing to let this go too far too fast. “Lie down.” His words were clipped and laced with a frenzied craving, belying his need to go slow.

Travis tilted his head slightly to the side before lowering himself to the bed, as though accepting for now that Gage was the one in control. Gage squeezed his hand around Travis’ cock until the man was fully prone, bronze skin glowing against the deep ebony beneath it, his body vibrating as he continued to pump his hips. Once he was laid out before him, Gage allowed Travis to toe off his boots awkwardly before he rid him of his jeans, exposing even more hard planes and angles.

Once Travis was naked and sprawled on the bed, Gage took his time admiring the man’s perfect body. Gripping Travis’ erection firmly, Gage toed off his own boots, refusing to relinquish his hold on Travis because the smooth, steely length of him felt too good.

“Fuck,” Travis groaned. “Don’t ever fucking stop.”

Gage grinned, working to free himself of his jeans at the same time he stroked the velvet length of Travis’ beautiful cock, watching him writhe and moan before him. He was a sight to see, his chest heaving, his washboard abs tightening, the corded muscles in his neck straining as he fought the pleasure. Without warning, Gage leaned forward, slowly licking the thick vein on the underside of Travis’ cock with the flat of his tongue, reveling in the way his strong body came up off the bed.

Rough hands latched onto his hair, pulling him in closer as Gage sucked the swollen head between his lips.

“Sonuva…,” Travis moaned. “Mother fucking hell. Goddamn, it feels so good.”

Travis’ vulgar words spurred Gage on. As he sucked Travis fully into his mouth, he watched him up the length of his impressive chest, gripping his thighs as he stood beside the bed, slowly lowering his mouth over him, taking him as deep as he could until Travis was panting. Holding him firmly, Gage didn’t allow Travis to thrust upward, and his neck muscles screamed as he fought the pull of Travis’ hands in his hair.

He was not relinquishing control just yet.

“Goddammit!” Travis cried out. “Not yet. Fuck. Not until I’m inside you. Shit.”

Travis jack knifed up on the bed, forcing Gage to release him from his mouth at the same time he was being pulled down on top of him. A tangle of arms and legs, their bodies melded together and the heat intensified as flesh met flesh. Taut, sweaty skin slid over him as Travis flipped them so that he was hovering above him.

“Don’t make me wait. You’re fucking killing me,” Travis groaned.

Gage echoed Travis’ sentiment exactly.

No more waiting.

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When Gage had his lips wrapped around Travis’ cock, it took everything in him not to force his cock deeper, press the engorged head against the back of his throat, to hold Gage to him as he controlled the pace until his orgasm was ripped from him. How he managed to hold off, was beyond him.

Gage was a temptation Travis found he couldn’t resist. His touch, his taste, hell his fucking scent was driving him mad, and he needed to be inside of him. Right fucking now. With Gage beneath him, Travis brushed his thumb over Gage’s lower lip as their gazes collided, locked. When Gage sucked his thumb into his mouth and bit down hard enough to have him jerking above him, Travis knew he couldn’t wait any longer.

Whatever patience he’d managed to scrounge up over the last few days flew right out the window. Best of all, he wasn’t sad to see them leave.

Pulling away, he crawled to the edge of the bed, retrieving a box of condoms from his drawer and a bottle of lube. The damn condoms were testing his patience as he fought to retrieve one of the foil packets. Wasting precious time tearing the box wide open, he managed to get his hands to steady, taking one out and tossing the rest on the floor.

When he turned back to Gage, the man was smiling.

“A little impatient, are you?” Gage asked in that gritty tone that told Travis he was barely restraining his own need.

“You have no idea,” Travis mumbled, ripping the foil open with his teeth.

Before he could roll the condom over his hypersensitive cock, Gage grabbed the latex from his hands and proceeded to do the honors. Travis was pretty sure he’d need dental work when this was over for as much as he was grinding his teeth together. The warmth of Gage’s callused fingers against his skin was going to make his head explode. And he got the feeling Gage knew exactly what he was doing.

Once he was sheathed, Travis flipped open the bottle of lube, coating his cock as he stroked with a firm, almost painful grip. It was that or come right there in his fucking hand.

Gage shifted, getting ready to turn over, but Travis stopped him. “No,” he demanded. “I want you looking at me. That way you know exactly who is taking you.”

Gage fell back on the bed, spreading his legs, making room for Travis to maneuver between them and the look on his face was priceless. He hadn’t expected that.

Because he couldn’t resist the urge, Travis leaned in, sliding his tongue over the wide head of Gage’s cock, lapping the bead of moisture with slow, delicate strokes as Gage watched. He took his time, slowly torturing him with only his tongue at first. When the smirk on Gage’s face disappeared, Travis swirled his tongue around the crest, then took him deep in his mouth, stopping only when the sensitive head pressed against the back of his throat.

“Fuck.” Gage’s tortured whisper settled him.

Mission accomplished.

Travis wanted Gage to slow down. Wanted him to know that he wasn’t going to be rushed. Not this time.

With his lubed fingers, Travis slipped two inside Gage’s ass as he slowly sucked his cock to the back of his throat once again, watching the pleasure on the man’s ruggedly handsome face. He continued at a painfully slow pace, pulling him deep in his mouth as he pushed two fingers inside, then retreating. Over and over, he paced himself, enjoying the moans and jumbled words that Gage couldn’t control.

Letting Gage’s cock slip from his mouth, Travis began stroking him with his free hand while he continued to drive his fingers, first two, then three, into Gage’s tight ass. He watched, mesmerized by the broad, swollen head of Gage’s cock throbbing as Travis gripped him gently, cupping his balls with every downstroke until Gage was panting and begging.

“Quit fucking around,” Gage groaned, his words a tortured whisper as if the pleasure were consuming him. “Inside me. Travis please. I want to feel you.”

The plea in his words almost broke him. Shifting, Travis kneeled between Gage’s legs, releasing his straining erection. Travis took deep, labored breaths, willing himself to keep things slow because he didn’t want to hurt him as he pressed the head of his cock against Gage’s anus.

Focused on where they were now joined, Travis eased inside of him gently, inch by inch until the head breached the tight ring of muscles. Once he was sliding in deep, Travis leaned forward, forcing Gage’s legs up, folding him over as he planted his fists on each side of his head.

“You’re fucking tight,” Travis whispered, his mouth hovering above Gage’s. So damned perfect. He eased in deeper, retreating slowly before pushing his hips forward again. Going as slow as his urgency would allow. “So tight. And you feel so damn good.”

Gage’s fingers bit into Travis’ ass, and he was pulled forward abruptly, his cock burrowing deep and pulling a tortured moan from his chest. Awww, shit. He wasn’t going to last long. The fiery depths of Gage’s body enveloped him, stripping him of his control, forcing him to get lost in the scorching, snug confines of his body.

With their heads close together, Travis brushed his lips against Gage’s. The violent need to fuck him until neither of them could hold back was overshadowed by the yearning to make this last. Sliding his palm up Gage’s rippled abs, over the wide planes of his chest, Travis kept going until he cupped Gage’s face in one hand. He brushed his thumb over Gage’s bottom lip and then leaned closer until their lips met. At that point, the world disappeared, and sensation took over.

With measured strokes, Travis drove in deep and then retreated. Slowly. He kept up the torturous pace, fucking him deep, over and over until they were both sweating, unable to keep their mouths locked together because the need to breathe was too great. He stared down at Gage, willing the man to see deep into his soul, praying like hell that he wasn’t doing something incredibly stupid like falling for someone who would turn him away. At this point, it was too late to turn back because Travis hadn’t lied, he was all in.

“Deeper,” Gage whispered. “Harder. Give in to it, Travis. Give me everything.”

Travis pushed up onto his knees, his chest painfully tight as emotion surged through him. Holding Gage’s shins and pushing him into the mattress, he thrust his hips forward. Hard. They both groaned as the friction intensified.

“Stroke your cock,” Travis said. “I want to watch while I fuck you hard.” Gage’s chocolate brown eyes were ablaze as he took his cock in his fist, slowly pumping at first, then faster, mirroring Travis’ rhythm.

Travis offered his hand, fondling the heavy sac between Gage’s thighs as he began driving faster into him harder as his pelvis slammed against the back of Gage’s thighs.

“Come for me,” Travis whispered as Gage’s balls drew in tighter to his body. “Don’t hold back. I want to make you come, Gage.”

The second the man heard his name, their eyes locked together once again.

“Harder,” Gage begged, and Travis delivered.

Picking up his pace, Travis glanced down where their bodies connected, watching as his cock tunneled in and out of Gage’s ass over and over, faster and faster until he knew there was no turning back.

A violent shudder ripped up his spine, signaling his own release. “Fucking come for me, dammit!” With that, Travis exploded, watching as Gage let himself go, semen exploding from his pulsing shaft and over his chest.

As his breaths returned to normal, Travis stayed where he was for a few minutes longer than necessary, leaning forward as he kissed Gage lightly on the mouth, their bodies no longer full of tension. For now.

Finally forcing himself up, Travis eased from Gage and then climbed off of the bed and padded to the bathroom. For the first time in as long as he could remember, Travis didn’t want to savor the few moments of alone time afterward. Instead, he quickly disposed of the condom and washed up before returning to the bed with a clean, damp cloth.

Without giving Gage a chance, he cleaned him quickly, then spooned him from behind, draping one arm over his chest and pulling him close.

No questions. No answers. No words.

He couldn’t have said anything if he wanted to because he was so overwhelmed with emotion, he was scared shitless of what might come out of his mouth.

So he closed his eyes and breathed.

Chapter Forty

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Kylie was up with the chickens, ready and eager to reach her destination. She’d woken before the sun was up, and after forcing herself to hold off for about an hour, downing two cups of coffee and playing online games on her laptop, she wasn’t able to sit still any longer. After nearly an hour on the highway, she was about five minutes from Walker Demolition and supposedly Travis’ house as well. As she focused on the road, Kylie remembered her phone conversation with Travis from last night.

“Hey, baby,” Travis greeted when she answered the phone. Twisting in her bed to see the time, Kylie realized it was almost midnight.

“Hey.” Her voice was hoarse from sleep, but she wasn’t going to let that stop her from talking to Travis.

“Did I wake you?”

“Yes, but I’m glad.”

“I needed to hear your voice,” he told her.

“Where are you?”

“My house.”

“Yeah?” She smiled. “What are you wearing?”

“That’s supposed to be my line,” he teased.

“Well, I’d be wearing your t-shirt if I had one here. Instead, I’m naked.”

A low growl emerged through the phone, making Kylie smile. She loved when he did that.

“Gage is here with me,” Travis said, his voice thicker than before. Kylie had the feeling she was turning him on, and knowing that Gage was there only made her want to do it more.

“Are you in bed with him?”

“Yes.”

“Are you both naked?”

“Yes.”

“Did you make love to him?”

There was a long pause before Travis finally said, “Yes.”

“Who was the bottom this time?” she asked.

“He was.”

God, the thought of that was so hot, her panties would’ve gone up in flames if she had any on.

“Is he awake or asleep now?”

“He’s awake, and he’s looking at me.”

“I want you to touch him,” she said, surprised by her own words.

There was a slight pause before Travis said, “Where?”

Now it was her turn to pause, trying to work up the nerve to continue. She’d never done this before.

“Tell me, Kylie. Tell me where to touch him,” Travis encouraged.

“Stroke his cock.” The words spilled out of her mouth and she swallowed hard, her face flaming with heat from her embarrassment.

“I’m stroking him.”

“How does it feel?” she asked, picturing the two of them lying in bed, Travis’ big hand wrapped around Gage’s cock.

“He’s hard, like velvet over steel.” Travis’ description made her instantly wet and Kylie wished she were there with them. But she refused to touch herself. She wanted to build the anticipation because the next time she saw them, she was going to pay Travis back for this.

“I want you to take his cock in your mouth. But, Travis,” she said hurriedly, hoping he didn’t put the phone down, “I want you to put him on the phone first.”

There was a rustle, like they were moving and then Gage’s voice came over the phone. “Hey, baby. Oh, fucking hell!”

Kylie grinned from ear to ear. “Gage, I want you to tell me how it feels.” She couldn’t help but think of all the times Gage and Travis had made her lay out in graphic detail what she wanted to know. Turnabout was fair play.

“Wet, hot. God, he sucks me so damn good. His lips are around my cock, and he’s sucking me all the way in his mouth. Fuck, baby. This is too fucking good.”

“Do you like that I’m on the phone?” she asked.

“I wish you were here.”

“Would you let me watch if I was?” she asked, suddenly overly eager to be able to watch the two of them together.

“If you want to watch, then hell yes,” he moaned. “Kylie, baby, he’s going to make me come with his mouth. Do you want me to come?”

“Yes. I want you to come in his mouth, and I want him to swallow every drop, then I want you to kiss him, tasting yourself on him.”

Gage managed to get out a strangled “Ok” and then Kylie heard the sounds of him moaning, talking to Travis as he fucked his mouth. Kylie was tempted to shove her hand down between her legs and relieve the ache that had taken up residence there, but she didn’t.

“Fuck, baby! I’m gonna come,” Gage moaned. “Take all of me, Travis. Swallow every drop.”

Once again there was more groans and then a sexy male roar as Gage came. Kylie listened, hearing when they began kissing, and she almost lost it, the image in her mind not nearly as satisfying as it would be if she were there.

“Gage?” she called to him after a few minutes.

“It’s Travis again.”

“Travis, I’m going to be there bright and early in the morning, and when I get there, I’m going to watch.”

“Watch what?”

“I’m going to watch Gage blow you until you come down his throat.” Apparently the longer she spoke, the easier the words came. “Good night, Travis.”

“Good night, baby.”

Even thinking about the conversation made Kylie wet. She wasn’t sure she’d make it through the door before throwing herself at one of them, and she truly did have every intention of watching Gage suck Travis off. They hadn’t talked at length about what the two of them had done before he called her, but part of her wished she had been there.

The other part was glad they had the opportunity to be alone. And maybe that was a strange thought, one that said more about her than she wanted to know, but Kylie had been with both of them separately. She understood the need for one on one. Hell, she craved it and looked forward to the opportunities.

For now, she was just anxious to get there. When she pulled up to Travis’ house, Kylie grabbed her phone and shot him a text.

I’m outside. I expect you both to be naked and waiting for me when I walk inside.

She waited a minute before shutting off the truck, but before she climbed out, she received a text back.

It read: Ready and waiting

♂♂

Travis ran a towel over his wet hair and his body before wrapping it around his waist when his phone buzzed. He picked it up from the bathroom counter and quickly read the message. Kylie had called him to let him know that she was on the way as well as confirm which house was his so he’d been expecting her.

A quick run through the shower hadn’t helped him in the least. He was as horny as a fucking teenager. He still couldn’t believe the conversation they’d had the night before. Although Travis hadn’t been wrong. Kylie understood how this worked between them, and to his relief, she seemed all right with it.

Telling her what he and Gage had done and then letting her instruct them on what to do next had been the hottest fucking thing he’d ever done.

Gage was walking into the bedroom with a huge smile on his face at the same time Travis was coming out of the bathroom.

“Come here.” Travis didn’t need to explain because Gage was fully aware of what Kylie had told them to be doing when she arrived. Travis had made sure to tell him.

“Where do you want to do this?” Gage countered as Travis dropped the towel that had been around his hips to the floor, letting him know that right there would be sufficient.

The sound of the front door opening and then closing again had his cock jerking as he held it firmly in his grip.

“Mmm, I could get used to this,” Gage said as he took a step closer, then another until they were chest to chest.

“On your knees,” Travis demanded, his control quickly slipping. “Wrap your lips around my cock.”

From that point on, there wasn’t any more conversation as Gage dropped to his knees and went to work blowing both his cock and his mind while they waited for Kylie to join them.

Travis linked his fingers in Gage’s wet hair, holding him steady as he pumped his hips forward. He saw Kylie as soon as she stepped foot in the bedroom. If the blowjob wasn’t doing it for him, – which it totally was – having Kylie standing there with her hands on her hips as she watched the action would’ve had him hard enough to hammer nails.

“That’s it,” Travis groaned. “Let me fuck your mouth.”

Tightening his fingers in Gage’s hair, Travis pushed his hips forward slowly until the head of his cock brushed the back of Gage’s throat. Not interested in making him gag, he pulled back and then drove in again. As the sensations overtook him, Travis picked up the pace, making his thrusts shallow, the suction from Gage’s hot mouth making him see stars.

“It’s so fucking good, Gage. That’s it, make me come. Fuck yes. Suck me harder.” A strangled sound came out of his throat as Travis made one last attempt to hold on, but he failed, his hips surging forward as he came in Gage’s mouth.

He didn’t release his hair until Gage had swallowed every last drop, and then he was helping him up before claiming his mouth the same way Gage had done the night before. Travis could hear Kylie’s accelerated breathing and he was suddenly more than interested in turning the tables on her. When the kiss broke, Travis stared back at him momentarily. There was a knowing glint in Gage’s eyes. Breaking the connection, he picked his towel up from the floor before he turned to Kylie.

“Was that as hot as you thought it would be?” He questioned her as he strolled naked in her direction, slowly wrapping the towel around his hips and securing it.

“Yes,” she croaked and then cleared her throat. “Better… than I thought it would be.”

“Good, how about coffee?” He knew how turned on she was, but he wasn’t going to give her what she wanted yet. Always better to make them wait. Increased the chances she’d be begging in a little while and Travis was desperate to hear her beg.

“Ok,” she answered, sounding surprised.

Travis gave her a quick kiss on the mouth and then made his way through the living room, the smell of already brewed coffee luring him across the house. He knew Gage had been rummaging around in the kitchen prior to Kylie’s arrival. He wasn’t sure whether he’d find anything he was looking for, but from the smell, he had.

“I didn’t even know I had a coffee maker,” Travis mumbled when Gage and Kylie joined him.

“I had to dig it out from under the counter. Luckily, you had some sense and had coffee on hand though.”

Travis sipped, frowning into his mug. It was true, he didn’t spend much time at home, and he was a little embarrassed by what little he had now that Kylie was there to see it. He had a good reason, but he wasn’t going to share it with her. If he wasn’t at the office, he was usually… well, he wasn’t at home. He’d spent more than his fair share of time in various beds other than his own.

Meeting Kylie’s gaze as she stood in his kitchen, all of his worry faded as he witnessed the sparkle in her eyes. She was on fire, and he was suddenly extremely interested in taking his mind off of the direction it was headed.

Setting his mug on the counter, Travis placed his hands palms down on the granite by his sides and stared at her. Only when she squirmed did he say something.

“Last night, when you were on the phone with us, did you touch yourself?”

Kylie’s eyes widened, and her cheeks turned pretty pink before she choked out her answer. “No.”

Travis pretended to consider that for a moment and then he said, “Did you want to?”

Kylie turned to look at Gage who was leaning casually against the door jamb, wearing only his jeans while he held a coffee mug in his hands.

“He can’t answer for you,” Travis told her, keeping his tone firm. He loved the hell out of the fact she initiated a varied version of phone sex last night, but now he wanted to control her pleasure the same way she had theirs.

“Yes,” she finally said.

“Yes, what?”

“Yes, I wanted to touch myself.”

“Are you wet now?” he asked, pushing off of the counter and stepping toward her.

“Yes.”

“Show me.”

Kylie opened her mouth as though she were going to argue, but then she closed it without a word.

“As a matter of fact, take all of your clothes off so I can see exactly how turned on you are.”

“Right here?”

“As good a place as any as far as I’m concerned.” The slightly subversive gleam in her eyes turned him on.

When she fumbled with the edge of her t-shirt, Travis took her chin between his fingers and thumb and held her so she looked at him.

“I want you to do everything I tell you to. Can you do that for me?”

“Depends,” she stated.

“On?”

“On what you want me to do.”

“You’re going to have to trust me.”

There was a long pause and then Kylie smiled, and Travis felt as though sunshine had just lit up his chest. “Ok.”

The fact that Kylie would trust him, even with their history together, almost leveled him. Cupping her face, Travis pressed his lips to hers and swallowed the words he was about to say.

He would tell her eventually, but he needed to make sure she was wholly his first. He had no intention of losing her again when he’d come this far.

Chapter Forty One

♀♂

Kylie was breathless. The idea of what Travis was intimating had ratcheted up her body temperature by at least ten degrees in the last ten seconds. She felt as though she were on a roller coaster and they’d just climbed the hill, pausing at the top. She was about to free fall to the earth, and she only prayed another curve was going to come along and usher her forward.

That curve arrived.

In the form of Gage as he approached her from behind, his coffee cup now gone, his hands running along her sides, his fingertips sneaking beneath the edge of her t-shirt. He wasn’t helping her, but he was teasing as he leaned in and nipped her earlobe, whispering against her hear. “I love watching you get naked.”

As a chill ran across her skin from his words, Kylie lifted the hem of her t-shirt, ever so slowly, keeping her eyes focused on Travis’ as she did. It was a magnificent effort not to look away, but she refused. She wasn’t willing to lose that connection with him. The glimmer of hunger was making his normally blue gray eyes darker, more midnight blue than smoke.

Not only was desire spurring her on, but Travis’ request for her to trust him had shifted something inside of her. Probably her heart. Knowing what their history was like, she couldn’t imagine that it was easy for him to ask because he was likely expecting an answer other than the one she gave him.

Travis took a step back after pressing his lips gently to hers, resuming his casual lean against the counter and allowing her plenty of room to remove the rest of her clothing. She was more than ready for this, even if she was a little embarrassed having them staring at her the way they were. But Kylie was going to prove to both of them that she could handle this.

“Come on, baby,” Travis encouraged, “I want to see your sweet naked body.”

A quick flick of her fingers and the front clasp of her bra broke free, her breasts spilling out as the black lace separated. With a shrug of her shoulders, she was now topless.

“Shorts.”

Gage moved into her view, standing beside Travis and crossing his arms across his chest as though he were settling in for a show and Kylie’s nerve chose that moment to falter. Fumbling with the button, she kept her face turned up toward them, still refusing to look away.

She could do this.

Finally, she managed to push the denim down over her hips, allowing it to pool at her feet. The only thing she had on were her sandals, which were keeping her from losing the shorts fully, and the black thong she’d specifically chosen for this outing.

Kylie smiled. It was a dare, and they both knew it, which caused another flood of desire to seep between her thighs.

“Lose the shoes and the shorts, but keep the panties on. For now.”

Somehow she managed not to stumble as she slid her feet from the sandals and then stepped out of her shorts as Travis instructed.

“Now what?” she asked, pushing them because she could feel the subtle vibration from Travis’ body even with several feet separating them. He was holding himself back from her, she could sense it.

Now was not the time to hold anything back.

“I have half a mind to bend you over my knee for that mouth of yours,” Travis whispered and the sudden vision assaulted her, making her thighs clench. He sounded serious, but that shouldn’t have turned her on the way it did.

“I think she likes that idea,” Gage added, his arms coming down to his sides as he stood to his full height.

In the last few weeks, Kylie had learned a lot about herself. More than she thought she ever would. It seemed as though blasé and mundane – which was what her life had been up to this point – had been replaced with enthusiasm and fascination.

“You’re just lucky I have other ideas in mind first.” Travis grinned that sexy, crooked smirk that made her panties wetter. And when he winked, she knew she was a goner. “Turn around.”

Kylie’s belly fluttered, her knees almost buckling beneath her own weight as she stared back at them both, trying to discern exactly what they had in store for her. Surely Travis wouldn’t spank her, would he?

Gage closed the distance between them and placed his palm on her shoulder, giving her a slight nudge until she was turning to face away from them. She began trying to take stock of Travis’ house while she waited. It was the equivalent of having a spelling bee in her mind just to keep her focus on something other than what they were about to do to her.

Yeah, for some reason, seeing the small breakfast bar and a little bistro table with two rattan chairs didn’t do much to sway her thoughts. Travis didn’t have much in his house, although the materials used on the floor and the counters were stylish and would’ve made for a great platform for sophistication and elegance. Instead, the house was frighteningly simple. As though he didn’t spend much time there.

The warmth of a palm against her bottom had Kylie flinching. Both men were now standing close, but she wasn’t about to assume whose hand it was. Then another hand joined the first, both of them cupping her from behind, and despite the initial fear, she was suddenly overwhelmed by a tremor that nearly rocked her off of her feet.

“You’ve got a perfect little ass,” Gage said, the cadence of his voice reflecting something like admiration. His approval did wondrous things to Kylie’s insides, but she didn’t move. She kept her arms hanging down by her sides, only because she didn’t know where to put them.

When Gage gripped her hips gently, she felt him shift behind him, but she had no idea what he was doing. That’s when she felt his breath against her lower back, followed by his tongue. Oh, jeeezus. It was as though she were blindfolded, unable to see what he was doing, but knowing that he was there. Not to mention, she was in a particularly vulnerable position.

That’s when Travis stepped around in front of her, forcing her to look up at him or to stare at his sexy chest. A very naked, very tempting chest.

Kylie clamped her teeth together as he stepped closer until her nipples grazed his midsection.

“You said you were wet,” Travis stated. “Show me.”

Kylie arched a brow. How was she supposed to do that with him standing so close? As though he read her mind, Travis lowered himself to his knees in front of her.

Gage’s thumbs hooked into the edges of her panties, and as they lowered, so did Travis’ eyes. There was a tingling sensation building quickly in her belly. No, lower. The way Travis looked at her combined with the feel of Gage removing what was left of her clothing had her climbing closer to an orgasm she wasn’t expecting. Yet.

“Spread your pussy lips,” he instructed as he lowered himself to his knees in front of her.

Kylie’s entire body shuddered from his vulgar instructions. She was pretty sure she just came from his words alone.

Travis’ sudden gasp had Kylie’s body trembling again. Her panties continued to ease down her legs, Gage’s warm, wet tongue rasping down the back of her thigh, just beneath her bottom, but it was the flare of heat she felt radiating from Travis as his eyes locked between her legs.

“Pretty,” he grumbled when she managed to separate the drenched folds of her pussy using only two fingers.

Ok, maybe she’d given herself too much credit.

Kylie wasn’t quite sure she would survive this.

♂♀

When Travis caught sight of Kylie’s slick sex, he was rendered speechless. Just a few days ago, she’d waxed and seeing her bare again, the delicate, glistening slit of her beautiful pussy visible made his mouth water.

Something came out of his mouth as he admired her, but he didn’t know what he actually said. He was too busy trying to keep his attention focused on Gage’s tanned fingers as they caressed the front of Kylie’s thighs. He was behind her, in much the same position Travis was in front, and they were purposely drawing this out just to see how long it took Kylie to surrender.

She was stronger than he’d given her credit for. Much stronger than he was patient, for sure.

Travis ran his palms up the front of her slender, smooth thighs, forcing Gage to slide his elsewhere. Kylie was holding open the lips of her sex, but he wanted to touch her, so he took over, her arms slowly lowering to her sides.

Travis leaned in and kissed her clit, and Kylie shivered again. Using the tip of his tongue, he began teasing her slowly while Gage did the same behind her. They were purposely driving her wild because what she’d done to them last night on the phone had blown Travis’ mind. He wanted to return the favor.

“You’re not allowed to come until I tell you that you can,” Travis told her, not wasting time as he slipped his tongue into the sweetness between her legs. Her pussy was wet, just like she said and her scent went to his head as he dove in, holding her still as Gage began reaming her ass with his tongue. He felt her shift, figuring she was now bracing herself in the doorway, but he didn’t relent.

“Travis!” Kylie screamed and he slowed, licking her like a lollipop several times before pulling back and looking up at her, arching his brow in question.

“It feels too good,” she said in an agonizing rush. “I have to come. Please.”

Travis shook his head and then leaned in once more, kissing her clit one last time before returning to his feet. Gage seemed to be taking his cues from Travis, so he decided they’d change it up a bit.

“Follow me,” he instructed and then headed into the living room. “Have a seat.” When Kylie went to sit on the couch, he stopped her. “On the table.”

Travis watched as Kylie took tentative steps toward the coffee table sitting just in front of the couch, lowering herself until her bottom rested on the very edge. Funny, until right then, Travis had never liked that damn table. Now, he was pretty sure he’d never look at it the same.

“Lie back.”

With Gage’s help, Kylie reclined on the table, her ass still resting on the edge. Gage easily maneuvered between her thighs, spreading her legs wide. Her feet were planted on the floor, but not for long.

“Put your heels on the table.”

Travis watched from behind Gage, perfectly aware that Gage was setting this up for his benefit, but that didn’t matter. He suddenly wanted to be the one kneeling between Kylie’s legs, admiring the glistening pink folds of her sex as the position put her on full display. Aside from the rapid rise and fall of Kylie’s chest, she pretended she was unaffected. A very possessive, strikingly avaricious chord was struck inside of him. Travis suddenly wanted to know that he and Gage were the only men to have ever touched her.

He knew that wasn’t the case, and he knew he didn’t have the right even to ask, so he clamped his jaw shut, his teeth clashing together as he breathed through his nose. The woman had a hold on him, one he hadn’t known before her or even after.

“That’s it,” Gage murmured from a few feet away, his face hovering inches above Kylie’s glistening pussy, his fingers separating the soft, delicate folds as he appeared to be admiring her.

Lick her. The words speared his brain, but Travis managed to hold them back.

“Lick me,” Kylie breathed the words on a sigh.

Yes, please listen to the woman!

Gage, as though he’d been waiting for permission, leaned in, his tongue slowly sliding through the pretty pink flesh as Kylie bucked her hips upward.

“Oh, God. It feels…”

“Tell me,” Travis told her when she let the words die on her tongue.

“Oh, sweet mercy.”

Travis returned his attention to where Gage was teasing her with light, gentle flicks of his tongue, his eyes molesting her as much as his mouth. She was absolute perfection and the sweet, tangy scent of her arousal drifted through the room.

As Gage dove in, his mouth closing in on her sex, Travis’ body tightened, his cock getting used to the perpetual state of hardness that these two inflicted on him. Even if he had just come not half an hour ago. Unable to resist the urge, Travis released the towel from around his waist and let it fall to the floor. When Kylie’s eyes darted between his legs, he gripped his cock, the rough, callused scrape of his palm against his tender flesh causing him to groan.

That’s when Gage pulled back slightly, one finger sliding inside of Kylie, disappearing up to the knuckle briefly. He removed his finger before sucking it into his mouth and Travis’ tongue twitched. It fucking twitched. He wanted to taste the juicy, candied flavor of her again.

“She’s so wet,” Gage announced.

Gage continued to finger her slowly, his mouth lowering to her clit, which with Kylie’s legs splayed all the way open, Travis had a perfect view of. He was mesmerized by the way Gage appeared so focused, so intent on driving her crazy, but not seeming to be pushing her toward orgasm. He seemed to be making her hover on the very edge, pulling back only to dive back in again. The next time he pulled back, Gage used his hands to separate her ass cheeks, and when he moved in again, but this time he wasn’t licking her pussy, he’d moved his tongue to her anus, and Travis knew without a fucking doubt that Gage was doing this on purpose.

Instead of them torturing Kylie with pleasure, Gage was including him as well.

Gage sucked his finger into his mouth before sliding it into her ass just as he sucked her clit between his lips, Kylie’s thighs straining as she fought to keep her legs open.

“Oh…”

A bead of precum pooled on the head of Travis’ cock, and he realized he was stroking in earnest now, but he was too focused on Gage’s sensual invasion that he hadn’t even noticed.

The rumble that tore up from Travis’ chest was more than he could control, and he growled into the sex scented air, unsure why he’d thought this was a good idea. That’s when Gage stopped, pulling his fingers from her and standing to his full height.

“Don’t move from that position.”

Travis knew Kylie was probably as uncomfortable as she looked laid out on the hard wooden table, her shoulder blades pressing into the wood as her back bowed, the obvious tension in her body pulling her tighter. Gage didn’t make her wait long as he shed his jeans, dropping them to the floor before slipping on a condom he must’ve had in his pocket. When he was sheathed, Gage leaned over Kylie, bracing his hands beside her head.

Shit, Travis hoped like hell that table could hold them both.

♂♀

Gage couldn’t take anymore. Kylie’s response to his teasing had nearly shattered him, and now his cock had taken on a life of its own. He needed to be inside of her, and he couldn’t wait a second longer.

Freeing a condom from his pocket, Gage managed to get himself sheathed as he pushed his jeans over his hips. As soon as his jeans fell to the floor, he leaned over, placing his hands beside her head to hold himself. Spreading his legs out behind him, Gage had to angle his body in a push up position so that he didn’t have to make her move. He wasn’t sure he’d be able to hold out any longer.

“Put your legs around me,” he told her as his cock found the tight, wet entrance to her pussy. The time for more teasing wasn’t now, and Gage eased into the molten hot depths of Kylie’s body.

His arm muscles screamed as he held up his own weight, his hips flexing, his cock gliding in deep, retreating. Fuck she felt so damn good. He pounded into her, his brain no longer in control, because the vice-like grip of her cunt was too damn good. Her body bucked again, her arms flat on the table, her fingers gripping the edge as though that would keep her from coming up off of it.

“That’s it, baby,” he encouraged Kylie as she began to moan louder, her hips lifted off the table as she forced herself against him.

“Fuck me, Gage. Fuck me harder,” Kylie begged, her head tilted back, her neck exposed. Despite the fire burning through his limbs as he held himself over her, he did as she requested, slamming his hips forward, lunging deeper and deeper inside of her with every punishing stroke.

God, please don’t let the table break.

“Please let me come!” Kylie screamed the words, her head turning to look at Travis who was now standing beside them, stroking his cock vigorously.

“Come for us, Kylie. You’re so beautiful when you come,” Travis told her.

Her head thrashed on the table as her muscles locked, her legs clasping around his hips, her heels digging into the small of his back as Gage slammed into her once, twice. On the third time, his release barreled through him, and he came with a vengeance.

Neither of them moved until Travis stopped stroking himself.

Now that Gage was somewhat coherent, he looked down at the table and wondered how the fuck the thing had managed to hold his body weight. With shaking legs, he pushed himself to his feet, holding out a hand to help her up. Kylie didn’t take the proffered hand, she shook her head back and forth, a brilliant smile on her face.

“You didn’t come,” Kylie told Travis as she lay limp against the table watching him as he dropped to the couch beside her.

“Not yet. I don’t think my legs will work.”

He was once again stroking his substantial erection with one strong hand as he kept his eyes locked on Kylie’s prone form. His breaths were soughing in and out of his lungs. He looked like he was in pain.

Kylie must’ve noticed too because she slowly eased up until she was sitting on the table, directly between Travis’ legs. Confidently, she fell to her knees in front of him, replacing Travis’ hand with her own, stroking him as Gage watched from the sidelines.

“Get up here,” Travis commanded and Kylie complied quickly as Gage fed his own carnality by observing. “Ride my cock,” he told her.

“Condom?” Kylie asked, not moving from between his legs.

Travis looked up at Gage as though he could miraculously produce a condom. That’s when he remembered he did have another – he’d been prepared for anything – in the pocket of his discarded jeans. Rummaging through them on the floor, he pulled it out and tossed it toward Travis.

“Put it on me.”

Travis’ eyes were hooded, his chest glistening with sweat, the spattering of fine, dark hair that trailed down from his navel sparkled with perspiration as did the taut skin over his pecs. His abs were flexed, lines of dense muscle contracting as he shifted.

With deft fingers, Kylie did as Travis instructed and then she gracefully straddled his lap. In order to give his body a break, Gage moved around to the opposite side of the couch, dropping boneless beside them so he’d have a better view.

“Oh, fuck,” Gage breathed out the words as Kylie impaled herself on Travis’ rigid cock in one quick motion, Travis’ sudden gasp evidence that it felt as amazing as it looked.

“Baby,” Travis groaned, his neck straining as he swallowed hard. “Kylie. Baby. Ride me.”

The desperation in his tone made Gage’s groin tighten. Travis was hanging on by a flimsy grip, and Gage was more than ready to watch Kylie send him plummeting into paradise.

“That’s it. Just like that.” Travis tossed his head back on the couch, his neck muscles standing out in stark relief, his jaw clamped tightly. Gage could see how rigid he was, forcing himself to stay still as Kylie took her pleasure, grinding her pelvis downward, raising up until her puckered nipples slid down Travis’ chest.

Gage angled toward them, raising his hand to Travis’ face and urging him to face him. When he did, Gage closed his mouth down over Travis’, tasting the passion and need that the man had only recently unleashed.

“Kylie, God, baby,” Travis groaned when he pulled away from Gage’s mouth. “You’re so fucking sweet. Oh, yes. Clamp your pussy around me. Milk me.”

Kylie’s breaths became choppier, more urgent as she hurried her pace, dropping down on Travis’ cock like she’d been born to please him. “Come for me, Travis. Look me in the eyes when you come. I want to see exactly what I do to you.”

Travis’ head jerked toward her, his body tensing as he locked eyes with her and Gage once again, a voyeur who was just as much affected by their intimate interaction as they were. When Kylie reached down and grabbed his hand, her fingers twining with his as she did the same to Travis, Gage lost his breath. It was almost as though she were grounding herself, reassuring herself that he was right there with them.

“Come for me, Travis. Right… now.” Kylie didn’t look away, but her hand squeezed Gage’s painfully, her thigh muscles straining as she came, Travis’ doing the exact same.

Chapter Forty Two

♂♀

“I know for a fact you don’t have anything you can lay into me for,” Zane said the moment he walked through the door of Walker Demo. Never mind the fact he was grinning like a fool as the words tumbled out of his mouth.

Travis laughed.

“Oh, fuck.” Zane stopped after two steps, eyes wide, hand going to his chest. “It’s getting worse.” Zane said, looking shocked and entirely too serious.

“I know, right,” Sawyer chimed in. “I think we’re gonna have to get him to the doctor. Second time he’s laughed in the last hour. I’m thinking it’s food poisoning.”

“Fuck off. Both of you,” Travis retorted with a grin.

Ok, so maybe he was acting strange. Even he had noticed that the smiles seemed to be at the ready, and he was feeling lighter, like that eighteen wheeler sized weight wasn’t sitting on his chest anymore.

“See, now that’s better.” Zane grinned as he grabbed a spare chair and flipped it around before straddling it. “What’s up, boss man?”

Travis held out hope. Maybe, just maybe, they’d leave him alone now that they’d gotten their jabs in.

Staring back at his brothers, he jumped right into the reason he’d called them in that morning. The only reason he wasn’t still in bed with Kylie and Gage. “I wanted to make sure you guys knew the GC said they should be ready for a final walk through for the clubs in three weeks.”

“Already? Holy shit that was fast.”

“That doesn’t mean we don’t have a lot of work ahead of us. We’re just moving to a different phase,” Travis told him.

“Got it, but still. I wasn’t expecting them to be finished for at least a month or two. They’re kicking ass.”

That was an understatement. Travis fully expected the resort to be open at the first of the year, but at this rate, they might be a month early. According to the general contractor, the fact that they opted for the individual bungalows had sped up progress significantly. Probably one of the only design modifications Travis made that hadn’t sent the guy hovering on the edge of a coronary. After some lengthy discussions, Travis ended up sticking with the original hotel plans, except he modified them to downsize slightly. It was Travis’ only option for adding the additional bungalows he wanted.

“Are we good with names for the clubs then?” Zane asked, glancing back and forth between Travis and Sawyer.

“Hell yes. Shit, please don’t ask me to come up with something else because I’m not sure I’ve got enough brain power to handle that task again.”

“Again? You didn’t come up with them in the first place, Mr-how-‘bout-Debauchery-or-Depravity.”

“Wait, you mean I could’ve named my club Depravity? Shit, why didn’t I get a say in this?” Zane smirked.

Travis pretended not to hear his brother, grinning as he continued, “So, y’all are still content with Crave and Covet, right?”

“Yep, that’s what we agreed on,” Sawyer confirmed.

“Which one do I get?” Zane asked. The man was enjoying this way too much, but Travis didn’t have it in him to piss his brother off at the moment.

He could thank Gage and Kylie for that. For the last week, they had ensured Travis didn’t have enough energy to crawl out of bed, much less to build up a good mad. He had to say that he was enjoying the feeling.

He wasn’t even trying to keep it hidden anymore. Those four walls constructed of steel beams, granite and encased in bullet proof glass around his heart had crumbled into dust. Although he fully accepted what that meant for him, he’d opted to take things one day at a time, reluctant to bring up anything that might have either of them running in the opposite direction. As a natural-born pessimist, Travis still had his doubts on forever, but at least he wasn’t hunting down Cupid with an assault rifle.

“So, you ever gonna spill what happened?” Zane’s question pulled Travis from his thoughts, and he faced his youngest brother.

“You talking to me?”

“Hell yes.”

Confusion wracked him as he searched his memory banks for what Zane was referring to. When he came up empty, he jacked one eyebrow up, cocked his head to the side and waited for Zane to continue. As he expected, he didn’t have to wait long.

“You know… when’d you have the lobotomy performed? Who was the doc? I’d like to send a thank you card and flowers.”

“Fuck. Off.” Travis smiled, and he was almost positive his lips reached his ears. Both Sawyer and Zane laughed right along with him.

They quieted when the door opened and in walked Braydon and Brendon. Great. Just what Travis needed. The damn peanut gallery. Knowing the twins, they were armed and ready to give him shit too.

Travis glanced behind them to see Jessie, looking as though she’d been told that morning that she was going to witness some kind of demonic exorcism.

“Hey, Jess,” Travis greeted her as the others glanced back at them and echoed their good morning’s.

“Hi.” So she wasn’t talkative in the morning like her sister was. Remembering how Kylie managed to crawl out of bed every morning, chipper and grinning, made him smile again.

“Hey, you guys heading over to Gage’s?” Brendon asked as he stepped into the small space, his head bouncing around as he looked at the three of them individually. “Wait. What happened?”

“It’s no biggie,” Zane answered in all seriousness. “It looks like Travis’ personality transplant is permanent, and we were just getting the goods on who performed the surgery so we can buy him a gift to show our appreciation. You know, like a house.”

Travis forced a frown and wiped the smile from his face, hoping they’d take the hint. As he glanced down at his laptop, the damn thing came back. Shit. The room erupted in more laughter, and for once, Travis gave in and joined them.

Braydon stepped around Brendon and the smile that broke out on his face told Travis that he was going to hate where this conversation was about to go. “So what’s the word, Bubba? Who’s responsible for this amazing feat?”

“Don’t y’all have work to do?” Travis asked, the smile falling of its own accord as he watched the silent interaction between Brendon and Jessie. If his instincts were correct, and they usually were, there was some tension between the two of them, and it wasn’t sexual.

“We’re on our way to Gage’s,” Brendon told the room when everyone quieted down.

“Who’s coming with?” Braydon asked.

“Every one of you better be there,” Travis responded, glancing at each of them in turn.

“I’m in. V’s getting ready and I told her I’d stop back by and pick her up.” Zane’s response came with the sound of a man in love.

Travis couldn’t help but wonder if that was what he was feeling. Love? The word was so alien to him, he wasn’t sure he even knew the accurate definition.

“Yeah, I’m in. As soon as I finish up here with Travis,” Sawyer stated and Travis knew that since they didn’t have any more real business to tend to that there was a personal conversation he was required to join in.

Tempted to run out the door and avoid any and all interrogation, Travis had to force his ass to remain in his chair. He was not up to talking, and he didn’t care if it was Sawyer doing the questioning. He had no intention of sharing. Not yet. He didn’t want to jinx what currently was as perfect as he could have imagined it to be.

“Where’s E?” Zane asked, searching the room as though Ethan might just jump out from behind one of the file cabinets.

“Haven’t seen him since last night at Moonshiners,” Brendon responded. “Think he was arguing with Blake. At least it looked like an argument to me.”

“I saw him talking to Beau before I left last night,” Braydon tacked on. “It was late, so I’m sure he’s still in bed.”

Right. Travis knew E better than that. The man didn’t sleep late. Ever.

“Well, we’re stopping in town to get breakfast tacos and then heading over. You might wanna get your ass in gear. I doubt Gage is gonna be all that happy we’re runnin’ late,” Braydon informed the room.

“We good, Trav?” Zane asked.

Travis looked over to see his youngest brother standing to his feet. Rather than risk what might come out of his mouth, he nodded his head and then returned his attention to the computer screen. Not that he had any interest in what was reflected there, nor could he even tell you what it was.

“You coming with us, Bubba?” Braydon asked, and Travis looked up.

“I’ll catch up with y’all at Gage’s. Seems like I’ve got an unexpected meeting that’s come up,” he told them as he peered over at Sawyer.

The twins and Zane picked up their own conversation as they walked out the door, and Travis pinned Sawyer with a glare.

“Answer me this, big brother.”

Travis wanted to ignore Sawyer, but he knew it wasn’t going to work.

“I’ll wait all day, you know I will,” his brother said when Travis didn’t take the bait.

If he was close to any of his brothers, it was Sawyer. Probably because they were the oldest of the seven. Regardless, Travis knew he was being called to the carpet, and he would answer his brother’s question, no matter what they were, despite his reluctance. Much to his relief, Sawyer didn’t pull this shit often.

“Is this thing with you and Gage and Kylie serious?”

The abrupt tone of Sawyer’s question told Travis the man wasn’t looking for gossip, and he wasn’t looking to pass judgment either. That didn’t make answering the question any easier.

“Would it bother you if it was?” Ok, that was so not the answer that was cued up in his head. In fact, he’d prepared something along the lines of “fuck off, it’s none of your damn business”, but it somehow got translated into something ridiculous on the path from his brain to his mouth.

“Have you ever known me to be one to judge?” Sawyer asked, the gravity of his tone reflecting how serious he was.

Travis pulled off his hat, set it on the edge of the desk as he leaned back in his chair. Thrusting his hands through his hair, he closed his eyes. Fuck.

“Since I don’t need to hear your answer to know what you’d say, I’m going to ask you this. Are you trying to keep this to yourself?”

Yes. “No.”

“Ok, bro, I’m calling bullshit.” Sawyer’s tone had turned dark, his offense at being lied to apparent.

“What does it matter?” Travis met Sawyer’s eyes.

“It doesn’t. Not beyond the fact that we just want you happy, and it’s clear you are. That’s a good thing, Trav. You know I’m not one to offer advice, but you need to look at it this way. If you’re happy, what the fuck does it matter what others think?”

“Do you even know what you’re asking? You know my track record, right?” Shit. He didn’t want Sawyer to see his self-doubt.

“And like I said, if you’re happy, what does it matter?”

“Because this is serious shit, damn it. I’m not just playing fucking games like the rest of ‘em. I’m not looking for a temporary threesome.”

Sawyer leaned back, steepling his fingers over his massive chest and stared at him as though he’d just revealed the secret to the universe. Surprisingly, there wasn’t any judgment in his eyes. Travis wasn’t sure that made him feel any better or not.

“You love them? Both of them?”

Travis looked down at the desk. He damn sure wasn’t answering that question. Even if he was starting to believe that it was true. He had no interest in ruining a good thing by spouting words like “love” or “forever”.

“And just so we’re clear, I don’t care if you need two people to make you happy or ten. When it’s right, it’s right.”

Travis didn’t make eye contact. Wasn’t sure he could. His brother was saying all of the things Travis had been thinking for the last few days.

“Trav, look at me, bro,” Sawyer said gently.

When Travis looked up again, there was a world of understanding in his brother’s blue eyes as he once again leaned forward, his forearms resting on his desk.

“In case you don’t remember, we grew up in the same house. Under the same roof with the same set of morals and values. Our parents taught us to be ourselves, and that means we don’t judge others. Granted, we might get away with straddling that moral line more than others, but it also means it’s expected that we do what we should to be happy.”

Travis heard the words, understood them even. It didn’t mean he was interested in airing his personal business.

“I’m not asking for details, but I’ll tell you one thing. If you care about them at all and you want this to work out, you might just have to put your heart on the line. The moment you hold back, you’re resigning yourself to a fate you might not be able to reverse. You hear me, bro?”

Travis stared at his brother. It sounded as though Sawyer was speaking from experience. They didn’t have these heart-to-hearts often, but damn it all to hell, he had a feeling he better heed Sawyer’s advice sooner rather than later.

Later could very well be too late.

Chapter Forty Three

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Note to self: If you want to get anything accomplished, don’t initiate phone sex. And definitely don’t do it more than once.

Kylie stood in the kitchen of Gage’s monstrous old farmhouse in her pajamas with her hair an absolute mess, and the only thing she had on her mind was inhaling the coffee now steaming from her cup. For the last week, she’d been staying at Gage’s with both Gage and Travis.

Each morning, she had to force herself out of bed, and the more days that passed, the more she wondered if tomorrow would be the day she burrowed in the blankets and refused to get up until she’d slept for a solid twenty hours.

Her men were wearing her out. Literally.

Travis spent most of the day at work, and Kylie and Gage busied themselves doing little projects while they waited for a couple of the subcontractors to come by and fix things they couldn’t. Like some electrical and plumbing issues. Between the physical labor during the day and the rigorous exercise that Gage and Travis were putting her through at night, Kylie was surprised she could still walk.

The kitchen door swung inward, and Gage stepped into the kitchen, a warm smile on his face. “Good morning.”

Kylie smiled back at him and then went up on her toes when he got close enough to kiss him. It was becoming their morning routine. She would crawl out of bed, which in turn triggered Travis to get up, shower and head out to the Walker Demo office while Gage jumped in the shower shortly thereafter.

And each morning Gage came into the kitchen, freshly shaven and wearing only a pair of ratty old jeans and a smile. Kylie would ogle him for a second, thinking he should’ve been a model, one of those that graced the magazine covers nearly naked. Corded muscle lined his arms while flat flexing planes graced the front of him. He was damn near perfect. Definitely model worthy.

And then they’d set the plan for the day.

“What did you have planned for today?” Gage asked as he poured a cup of coffee and then took a seat at the small table they’d been eating dinner at every night.

Just like that. Routine. Domestic. Wonderful.

Kylie had taken over cooking the meals, and waltzing around Gage’s house as though she lived there and had every right to be. No one questioned it or said anything at all. It was safe to say the three of them had accepted that whatever this was that was going on between them – and Kylie was careful not to label it – was more than just sex.

There were still moments when she wondered if it was real or if perhaps she’d tripped right over the edge of reality and landed head first in Crazy Land because it seemed way too good to be true. During one of those times when confusion snuck its way into her thoughts, Kylie made a pact with herself. One that involved her keeping an open mind and letting things play out as they should.

Her theory: when the boat wasn’t wobbling, there was no reason to get it started.

It was out of her hands at this point, and she was ready to let things happen as they should. And because Kylie was going to live in Gage’s house for the next few weeks, devoting every spare second to getting the house back to its former glory, she had plenty of other things to keep her busy.

Kylie had only taken a few sips of her coffee when she heard the front door open and then close. She cocked an eyebrow at Gage, silently asking whether he was expecting someone that early. She knew Travis’ brothers were coming over to help paint, but she didn’t think they’d be there already. When he shook his head and took a tentative step toward the dining room, she knew the answer was no.

Surprisingly, he didn’t reach for his gun, but that was only because it wasn’t tucked into the back of his jeans like it had been the first day she was there. She’d politely asked him to relax a little, and after a number of excuses, most of them about him feeling naked without it, he’d put the gun somewhere safe.

“Put me to work.” Travis’ voice sounded from the other room, and Gage turned back to look at Kylie before he pushed the kitchen door open to welcome Travis.

“What the hell? You play too much hooky, and you’re going to get fired, you know that?” Gage joked as he stepped back.

“Can’t fire the boss. And I’ve got priorities, people should understand that.”

“And that includes helping us paint?” Kylie questioned, sipping more of her coffee. She was going to need to connect the pot to an IV at this rate.

A disappointed grumble came from Gage and Kylie laughed. He had mentioned that he wasn’t fond of painting, but aside from the patching and hole filling they’d already completed, it was one of the first things that needed to be done.

“It does now that my meeting was canceled,” Travis said, leaning up against the counter and crossing his arms over his chest. “My brothers will be here soon. They’re goal is to get as much done as they can today and tomorrow, but after that, I need them back to work.”

Kylie nodded, understanding how generous his brothers were being by volunteering to help them in the first place. Free of charge.

“Where is the rowdy bunch? I figured they’d get here before you,” Gage asked.

“The twins stopped to get breakfast and Zane had to pick up V. Haven’t heard from Kaleb, so I’m betting he’s on his way already. Sawyer was finishing up something at the office when I left.”

“Well, I’d like them to start down here if at all possible. Now that Gage has furniture, we’ll have to tarp everything and work around it,” Kylie told Travis and then turned to look at Gage. “You and I can head out to pick out flooring for the kitchen and the bathrooms today if that works for you.”

Gage frowned. “How ‘bout you pick everything out and I promise, I’ll love it.”

Kylie laughed. She didn’t figure him for the shopping type.

The ancient doorbell sounded, and their conversation came to a halt as Travis said, “Time to get to work,” and then disappeared from the kitchen with a huge smile on his face.

Gage was right on his heels.

“Kylie, come here, darlin’,” Gage called from the other room a minute later and Kylie set her coffee cup on the counter, staring down at her state of dress. Yeah, she so wasn’t going to face all those cowboys while she was in her pajamas.

Rather than answer, she flew up the stairs, running to the bedroom and probably alerting them all as her feet pounded on the floor. She grabbed the first thing she could find in the dresser she’d commandeered in one of the extra bedrooms. Gage had specifically told her she could put her clothes there, but her body was going to be staying in his room with him.

She hadn’t argued.

She was dressed, her hair pulled up in a haphazard ponytail, and she was back down the stairs within five minutes. Quite impressive if she did say so herself.

“Hi,” Kylie greeted the two people currently smiling at Gage and admiring the room they were standing in.

Kylie couldn’t keep the frown from her face when she noticed that, once again, the pretty blonde woman had her arm around Gage in a very casual, almost possessive hold.

“Kylie, you remember Kaleb and his wife, Zoey,” Gage said by way of introduction as he stepped back from Zoey.

Kylie had met them at Moonshiners a while back, and just like now, she’d never forget them either. The way they reacted to Gage was way more intimate than mere friends.

“Hey,” the tall sexy cowboy said with a mischievous smirk as he held out his hand like this was their first introduction. Kylie reached over, shook his outstretched palm and then turned when Zoey stepped up beside her.

“Nope, no hand shaking for me,” Zoey smiled. “I want a hug.”

Kylie was stunned at the woman’s forwardness, but she leaned in, responding to the hug by briefly touching Zoey’s back with one hand. When they parted, Zoey placed her hands over her tummy, and that’s when Kylie noticed the barely visible baby bump. If Travis hadn’t told her, or Zoey hadn’t done the maternal cradling of her belly, Kylie would’ve never been able to tell.

“Nice to see you again,” she finally told them, realizing Zoey was once again flashing a dazzling smile at Gage.

Kylie felt the warmth of Travis’ body as he stepped closer, his arm going around her shoulder in a possessive gesture that made her insides go haywire.

“This is the paint crew,” Travis told her. “Well, part of it anyway.”

“Well, technically, I’m not part of that crew, but feel free to use me however you’d like,” Zoey offered.

“Hey, the two of you could go together to pick out the flooring. Lord knows I’m not all that fond of shopping,” Gage said.

“No, but I am,” Zoey laughed. “I’d be happy to help.”

An hour later, Zoey was behind the wheel of her old pickup truck and Kylie was riding shot gun. The woman hadn’t stopped talking for the last few minutes, and Kylie welcomed the random chatter. And she welcomed the girl talk. It’d been a long time since she’d had a friend she could talk to other than her sister. Kylie wasn’t one to share much of her personal life, but she’d never had someone to share it with, not having had many girlfriends through the years. Not that Kylie would be sharing much with Zoey, but the idea of it made her feel better.

“So, if I’m not mistakin’,” Zoey drawled, “I’d say Gage and Travis are smitten.”

Kylie laughed at the ridiculousness of the statement and at the abrupt change of subject. The idea of either man being smitten was amusing. Almost as much as Zoey talking about how half the town should’ve been declared a flood plain and then jumping right into a much more intimate topic without batting an eyelash.

When she recovered, Kylie said, “Well, I’m not sure about all that, but I’m quite fond of them.”

As they made their way through downtown Coyote Ridge, Kylie watched out the window as the handful of small stores passed by. Based on Zoey’s arsenal of random facts, she had learned that they’d had everything from an organic pet food store to an herbalist who sidelined as a palm reader, and neither of those had survived long in their little piece of country paradise – Zoey’s exact words.

Because of the limited resources the town had to offer, they were heading into Austin where their options were unlimited. Knowing they had at least a half hour drive ahead of them, Kylie prepared herself for Zoey’s questions.

“Now, if I overstep my bounds, tell me to shut up,” Zoey said, glancing over before turning the volume down on the radio.

Kylie thought she knew the direction the conversation was headed, but since Zoey had stunned her more than once already, she braced herself. Knowing that they were going to venture to more personal topics, Kylie was hesitant, but she welcomed the opportunity to talk to someone who wasn’t her sister.

“You’ve been married to Travis for ten years?”

Nope, nothing seemed to be off limits with Zoey.

“It would seem so, yes.”

“But I take it you haven’t seen him, right? I mean until recently.”

Kylie watched the trees pass by in a blur as they headed down a county road that would lead them to the interstate. Her thoughts drifted back to that miserable day when Travis had walked out on her, giving her so little to go on. “Not once.”

“Mind if I ask what happened?”

Kylie didn’t say a word for a few minutes, trying to outline the story in her head. Or at least the version she was comfortable sharing with someone she didn’t know. Based on what she knew of Travis, he didn’t offer up many details of his personal life, and the last thing she wanted to do was to upset him by sharing information with his family.

“It was one of those whirlwind romances, I guess you could say. We met one afternoon at the lake. And I hate to sound like it was right out of a romance novel, but it kinda was. I’m pretty sure by the time night fell I was head over heels in love with him.”

“I imagine he felt the same way,” Zoey said, her full attention on the road.

“I’d like to think the feeling was mutual. We dated for about a year while he was stationed at Fort Hood and then one day he asked me to marry him. I was beside myself, and of course I said yes. Never even dawned on me that I hadn’t met anyone in his family, especially his parents. Considering he never told me he had any brothers, I didn’t think anything of it.”

“He didn’t mention any of his brothers? At all?” Zoey’s incredulity reflected the absurdity of what Kylie had considered the most intimate relationship of her entire life.

“No. I’m not sure I ever directly asked if he had brothers or sisters. Though that’s unlikely… Anyway. On our wedding day, we met at the courthouse, the Justice of the Peace presided over the nuptials, and the rest is history. Literally.”

Kylie caught sight of Zoey from the corner of her eye, waiting for her to toss more questions. When she didn’t, she just kept talking as though it were perfectly natural to share so many intimate details with an almost perfect stranger.

“We didn’t have a honeymoon, nor did we announce our good news to anyone. We spent the rest of that day in bed because he had only been able to take leave for one day and then things went back to normal. Until three weeks into the marriage, when Travis walked away.”

“Like out of your life?”

“Exactly. He told me he wanted something that I wouldn’t understand. Said he was different and left me with my heart in my hands. Insert ten years without him and all of a sudden Gage showed up on my doorstep. Not that I knew there was any association between the two of them at the time.”

“Did Gage say why he came to see you?”

“Well, initially he said he wanted me to restore a historic house that his grandparents had left him when they passed away. I believed it too, but it wasn’t like I had any reason not to.”

“Did the two of you start dating?”

Kylie breathed in slowly. She couldn’t help wondering if there was a reason behind the intimate line of questions that revolved around Gage. Now would’ve been the perfect time for Kylie to ask her own questions about the relationship between the two of them, but she bit her tongue. She wasn’t sure she wanted to know the answers.

“We did. Or at least I thought that’s what we were doing.”

“So when did you find out Gage knew Travis?”

“The day Gage brought me to your house,” she explained. That was the day her life had flipped upside down and nothing else mattered except trying to right it again.

Now that she thought about it, her life wasn’t right side up again at all. It was closer to inside out at this point, but she was finding she preferred it that way.

“I’m so sorry you had to go through that,” Zoey said with sadness in her tone. “I’m not sure what got into Gage, but I’d have never guessed he’d do something like that.”

Kylie knew his decisions were fueled by his reaction to Travis and looking back, she realized he was trying to hurt him. She’d been collateral damage, and although things ended up opposite from what she would’ve anticipated, Kylie had decided to put the incident behind her. There was no room in her heart for anything more than the love she felt for both Travis and Gage. They’d managed to shove out all of the pain from her past.

“So, are things serious between the three of you?”

The question took Kylie completely off guard. She wasn’t sure exactly what to say, nor did she know how to lie about something like that if she wasn’t willing to offer up the truth.

“Sorry, didn’t mean to push too far,” Zoey said when the silence began suffocating them. “It really isn’t any of my business.”

Kylie realized how much she liked Zoey and being that she didn’t have many friends, she wanted to share the details. Well, up to a point anyway.

“I think it is. I hope it is.”

“Me too,” Zoey whispered and shocked Kylie when she reached over and squeezed her hand. “Me too.”

After a few minutes of comfortable silence, Kylie decided it was her turn. “How’d you and Kaleb meet?” Fair was fair. If Kylie was supposed to share, she figured Zoey would do the same.

A huge smile tipped Zoey’s lips, and she beamed as she glanced over quickly.

“We were next door neighbors,” she said. “Growing up we were best friends, but it wasn’t until last year that things changed.”

“Young love then?”

“Actually, no,” Zoey grinned. “There was a line there, and neither of us ever crossed it for some reason. Then all of a sudden there he was, right there in front of me and, well, the rest is history.”

Kylie returned Zoey’s smile. It was clear the woman was in love with her man. She glowed with love and Kylie envied her. She was sure it had been a long road to get where she was, and Kylie was still curious about a few things.

But she was going to hold the more difficult questions for another day.

Chapter Forty Four

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The rumble of voices throughout the house combined with the beat of the sound system blaring Fall Out Boy in the background – Light Em Up rattling the windows – kept Gage focused.

For the better part of four hours, he’d been painting until he felt as though his arms were going to fall off. The house was full of Walker men and their friends, including their cousin Jaxson, Sawyer’s friend CJ, as well as Beau Bennett. There was something to be said about putting eleven grown men to work. They weren’t finished, but at the rate they were going, Gage knew they’d probably shock the hell out of Kylie when she finally got back.

He’d only had to call her twice – once to confirm exactly what color paint was going where and the other to make sure she hadn’t gone overboard because as of now, she and Zoey still weren’t back.

“We brought food!” Zoey’s country twang echoed through the house, and a round of male cheers followed.

Finally.

Gage ran the roller over the paint about to drip down from the ceiling and then gave in. He couldn’t pretend he wasn’t beside himself now that she was home. He looked over at Travis and noticed the man was tense, likely trying to keep from running out of the room as well.

Caving, Gage dropped his paint roller in the pan after he descended the ladder. That got Travis’ attention, and they looked at one another from across the room. A small smile tipped Travis’ lips, and Gage knew he was daring him. Like teenagers, they were about to take off to see who could get to her first.

The tangy smell of barbecue wafted through the house, but that wasn’t the scent Gage was tracking. Like a hound dog sniffing a trail, he was in search of lavender and vanilla. He heard the pounding of Travis’ boots on the floor behind him, obviously in hot pursuit, but he wasn’t about to stop. Every man for himself and all that.

The second he spotted her long, wavy hair pulled away from her face, her pretty pink lips turned up in a smile, and baby blue eyes aimed toward them, Gage had to restrain himself from taking off at a dead run.

Hoping that outwardly he looked like a man who had his wits about him, Gage walked right up to Kylie, pulled her flush against his chest and pressed his lips to hers like he’d done so many times recently. He didn’t get to linger for long because Travis stepped up to them, cleared his throat and then grabbed Kylie in much the same way, sending a wry grin at Gage over her head.

It was a good thing they were in this together, Gage thought to himself. He watched as Kylie went up on her toes and kissed Travis sweetly on the lips, a laugh escaping as she acknowledged their possessive greeting.

All background noise ceased, except for the banging beat of Korn’s Coming Undone – somewhat fitting for Gage’s mood – echoing through the house.

Hmm.

Gage replayed what just happened in his head.

Kylie came home.

Gage and Travis went on the prowl.

Gage kissed Travis’ wife.

Travis kissed Travis’ wife.

Yeah, he could see how that might look a little strange to their current company.

Well, hell.

He took a small step back and did his best to pretend nothing happened. Much to his surprise, Kylie looked back and forth between the two of them and smiled. “I missed you too.” She didn’t keep her voice quiet and her words apparently startled everyone back into action.

“You’re a godsend, you know that?” Braydon claimed the conversation at the same time he stole the food from Zoey’s hand. On his way to the kitchen, he called out over his shoulder to anyone who’d listen, “Fuck around and I can’t promise there’ll be anything left,”

That caused a stampede as eight hungry men fell in line behind Brendon. Gage didn’t move and neither did Travis. He wondered whether Travis was having the same problem he was: Gage wasn’t sure he could move, even if he wanted to.

“You two ok?” Kylie asked as she looked up at them.

“Never better, actually,” Travis said first, holding Kylie tight against his body in an act so foreign to Gage, he wondered if his mouth was hanging open. Travis was not known for his outward show of affection.

“And what about you?” she asked Gage directly.

“I’m good, baby. Especially now that you’re back.”

“Ok then,” she said. “Let’s get some food. I’m sure you’re starving.” Kylie grabbed both of their hands, but then she stopped suddenly. “Holy cow, this looks great.”

Her praise made Gage forget the fact that every single one of the Walker brothers now knew exactly what was going on between the three of them. Not that Gage particularly cared who knew, but he wasn’t sure how Travis felt about it.

“We’re not finished. Maybe a few more hours.”

“I can’t believe you got this much done. It’s fantastic,” she said with excitement.

“Did you get what you needed to get done?” Travis asked as Kylie once again led them toward the kitchen with the others.

As Gage waited for her to share how her day went, he wanted to glance down at their joined hands just to reassure himself that this was real, but he fought the urge.

“We did. Zoey’s a machine,” Kylie laughed. Turning to Gage, she said, “We got the flooring selected, managed to stop by this amazing place where I got to pick out some replacement pieces for some of the trim work, and we ended up at a nursery. You’ll probably hate what we picked out, but your yard’s going to stop traffic.”

Stop traffic, huh?

Funny how little he cared about the whole renovation gig until he saw how incredibly happy Kylie was to do it. If it were up to him, he’d be content bringing in someone to throw some carpet on the floor and replace the outdated appliances in the kitchen. Other than that, he didn’t care what he was surrounded by.

But Kylie’s enthusiasm made him want to go out and buy a dozen old houses and keep that radiant smile on her face always.

The three of them joined the masses in the kitchen, everyone filing around the island where the food had been placed, filling plates and then moving to get out of the way. Having spent a lot of time at the Walkers’ house growing up, this scene was familiar. Everyone knew the drill.

With the containers scraped clean and all the plates full, everyone found a wall to lean on as they ate and talked amongst themselves. A solid ten minutes had passed before Zoey spoke up, addressing the room as a whole.

“So, I know most of you have met Kylie, but I think there’re a couple who haven’t,” she said as she glanced around at the faces. “And with so many of us, I’m sure she’ll need to be reintroduced several times.

“All right, I’m going to start from that side of the room. That’s Chase Jameson, a Walker cousin. He goes by CJ. That’s Beau, and of course this here is my man, Kaleb. Over there we’ve got Sawyer, Brendon, Braydon, and Ethan. The woman brave enough to be standing with the twins is Kylie’s sister Jessie. That beautiful lady over there is my best friend Vanessa – we call her V. And that’s the guy I’m sharing her with, Zane. Did I miss anyone? No? Good. Oh, and everyone, meet Kylie.”

“Hey, darlin’,” Braydon grinned at Kylie with a sly grin.

“Dude, she’s so not interested,” Brendon choked out a laugh as he pulled Kylie’s sister against his side.

“How do you know?” Braydon asked, feigning innocence.

The room erupted in laughter, and Sawyer clamped his hand on the back of Braydon’s neck, forcing his head down to get his attention back on the plate he was holding in his hand.

As if that was going to hold his attention for long.

When the food was gone about half an hour later, the group dispersed, and Gage left Kylie, Jessie, Zoey and V in the kitchen. They’d refused his help to clean up and told him to quit making excuses and get back to painting. Pretending to be horrified by the idea, he slipped out of the room and resumed his position on the ladder once again.

Gage hadn’t expected everyone to get back to work, figuring the big meal would bog them down, but the guys went right back to it. Not that he should’ve expected less from them. The Walker brothers were a tight knit group who came together to support one another, regardless whether those who were close to them had been born into the family or not.

The ruckus reignited as the music was turned up and more paint was brought in. Another four hours sped by before things settled down. Gage hadn’t even looked up – or down rather because he was painting the ceiling – so he didn’t even realize the sun was beginning its slow descent.

The women moved through the house cleaning up as the guys finished, so by the time the rest of them were calling it quits, the house was almost back in order. The paint cans all had lids, the rollers were missing from the handles and the tarps protecting the floor were still perfectly in place. Ladders were positioned in the corners rather than standing proudly in the middle of the room.

“Who’s up for meeting at Moonshiners?” Zane’s deep voice bellowed from the other room. A rumble of male voices erupted, some in agreement, others making excuses why they couldn’t.

“Y’all good here?” Zane asked Gage and Travis when he stepped into the living room they were both still working on. It was the only room that wasn’t currently back in order.

“We’re good. Go on,” Travis said as he dropped his paint roller into the tray, wiping his hands on his now paint splattered jeans.

“You guys want to join us?” V asked when she eased up against Zane’s side. “You can watch me kick his ass at pool again.”

“You better be careful, woman,” Zane grinned as he peered over at her. “I might just show you what else a pool table is good for.”

V chuckled at the same time she turned bright red.

“We’re gonna finish up here tonight. But thanks for the offer,” Gage told them.

“We’ll be back bright and early to finish up in here and start on the outside. We might not be able to paint out there, but we can at least get it prepped.”

Travis clapped Zane on the shoulder and turned him toward the door. “Thanks for all your help.”

Gage stared back at the big man, a surge of something foreign erupting in his chest. Travis had taken everything in stride that day. He’d interacted with his brothers and the others like he did it every day of his life. Never once was there a grumble or a complaint.

Trying to ignore what the strange feeling actually meant, Gage followed Travis and his brother to the door, watching as the others were filing out. He stayed inside when Travis followed Zane and V out onto the front porch, and that’s when Sawyer stopped him on his way out.

“I’m not sure what’s going on with my brother, but you and Kylie are good for him.” There was a knowing gleam in Sawyer’s blue-gray eyes, but he wasn’t cocky about it. With a quick clap on the shoulder, Sawyer said his good-byes and headed out with the rest of them.

Gage was stunned silent as he stared at Sawyer’s back.

He expected that Travis’ brothers would’ve been the first to notice the complete three sixty, but Gage wasn’t sure whether he should be worried or reassured by that statement.

Chapter Forty Five

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Kylie listened to the familiar creaks and groans of the old house now that the rooms were empty. Aside from the intermittent whoosh of Travis’ paint roller going across the wall or the random creak of the ladder as Gage moved up or down, everything else was silent. After being thrust into the chaos for the last several hours, Kylie welcomed the quiet. Although she’d enjoyed herself immensely, it would take her some time to get used to so many people gathered together.

Until being thrust into the melee of Travis’ brothers’ interactions, which were more than a little amusing, Kylie hadn't known what a big family did when they got together. Her family gatherings were small, intimate, but fun all the same. Just not quite to the extent of what she’d just witnessed. Even Jessie seemed a little overwhelmed, which explained why she asked Brendon to take her back to the hotel she was currently staying in – despite Kylie’s begging for her to stay at Gage’s for the time being. Although, at that moment, she was relieved that the three of them were the only ones in the house.

Without disrupting Travis and Gage now that they were back to work after seeing everyone off, Kylie headed for the main staircase. As she moved slowly up the stairs, she admired the fresh coat of paint that had brought the house back to life almost instantly. No longer were there yellowed walls or jagged cracks where the house had settled over the years. In their place, a clean, delicate ivory gleamed on the walls.

It was soothing and peaceful, sort of like the aroma of fresh cut grass and honeysuckle that drifted in the slight breeze upstairs. In order to ventilate and push out the sweet smell of paint, it looked as though the guys had opened windows in all of the rooms. As she moved through them, admiring all of the hard work that’d been done, Kylie breathed in deep.

She really could get used to this. Both the day spent with friends and family, as well as the peaceful night that was descending upon them, Gage and Travis’ presence a vivid reminder that she wasn’t alone.

When Kylie reached the master bedroom they’d been sleeping in, she noticed that the bed was made, but there weren’t any tarps laying over it. No one had painted in there, and she was happy to see that it was left untouched. Kylie wanted to work on that room herself. She wanted to put her own unique touch on the room that Gage would sleep in night after night even when she was back home in her own bed.

After turning off the lights that weren’t needed, Kylie made her way back down the stairs, but before she made it all the way to the bottom, she stopped suddenly, nearly stumbling down the last couple of steps.

Oh, Lord.

That was not what they looked like when Kylie went up the stairs just a few minutes ago.

Both Travis and Gage were still working in the same position they’d been in when she ventured through the first time, but now they were shirtless. She was overcome by the sight of ropy muscle, hard angles and planes and tan skin that glistened in the light coating of perspiration covering their upper bodies. She could imagine they smelled of clean male sweat.

She could also imagine they were up to something.

Figuring it was only fair that she put forth just a little effort to help before she indulged in what would hopefully come next, Kylie turned on the sound system, switching to a country station, and found a spare paint brush. After checking to see what was left, she decided to start on the wall closest to Travis and just below Gage, pretending that their half-naked bodies had no effect on her whatsoever.

Glancing down at her from his perch on the ladder, Gage smiled. As though it were just a normal day in the neighborhood, and he went around painting houses without a shirt on, he asked, “What are you doing?”

“Painting. What does it look like I’m doing?” she answered as she slapped a coat of paint on the wall, ignoring the way her body heat was sky rocketing.

“’Bout time,” Gage replied with a laugh before turning his attention back to the ceiling.

The three of them worked in unison for a while, the music from the sound system keeping them from chatting, but not helping at all in keeping Kylie from sneaking a peek at the sensational male flesh on full display.

She was doing a damn good job pretending. She had to be.

Realizing her brush was dry, Kylie dipped it in the paint can before slapping it against the wall a little harder than she meant to. She was forcing herself to pay attention because dry brushing paint on the wall was just a waste of time and it seemed she’d been doing it for a while now. She was finally making progress when she felt something drip onto her head. Sliding her fingers up to see what it was, they came back sticky with ivory paint, which meant…

Another drop splattered on top of her head.

Looking up, she choked on a laugh. “You’re getting paint in my hair!” She had to dodge another paint drop to keep it from landing on her face.

“You’re standing under me. Not my fault.” Gage said as he continued to focus on the ceiling as though it were a mere hazard of the job.

Kylie went back to the paint can and once again dipped her brush in. On her way over to the wall, she lifted her arm and “accidentally” wiped the brush along Gage’s pant leg.

“What the hell?” he asked with a booming laugh. “That was not an accident.”

Kylie laughed. “Sorry, I didn’t see you there.”

From out of the corner of her eye, she saw Travis move and Kylie knew it was on. The mischievous grin said he was about to join in the fun.

Holding out his roller like he was going to run it down the wall, he turned and ran it right down the front of her shirt, directly over her boob.

“I can’t believe you did that!” she squealed, running over to the paint can, hoping to get more ammunition before he did the same. She heard the sound of paint rollers hitting the ground and knew she was running out of time.

A quick dip and then a flick of her wrist and Kylie sent speckles and drips of paint right down the front of their bare chests. She couldn’t stifle the giggle that erupted inside of her. She was laughing so hard, Kylie couldn’t even hold the paint brush, and when Travis grabbed her, she kept on laughing.

“You’ve got paint on you,” Travis told her in as serious a voice as he could muster, which wasn’t much.

“You must be talking about the paint right there,” Gage said as he grabbed the same paintbrush she had dropped and proceeded to brush more paint across her chest.

“Stop!” Kylie couldn’t stop laughing as Travis held her in place from behind while Gage stared at the masterpiece he’d just created. Before she could try to get away, her shirt was lifted in one smooth rush and pulled right over her head.

Kylie was still laughing as she stared up at Gage. “That’s not fair,” she said between giggles, “you’ve got paint on you too.” She pointed to his leg.

“Hmmm,” Gage said, staring down at his jeans before quickly ridding himself of them and his boots. He was now standing in a pair of black boxer briefs, and Kylie’s laughter died somewhat.

God he was beautiful.

But this wasn’t over. As soon as Travis let down his guard just a little, Kylie escaped from his arms and ran around the couch that had been pushed to the far corner of the room.

That’s when Gage dove for one of the paint rollers and they both successfully trapped her by blocking her only escape routes. She was laughing so hard, she couldn’t run so when Gage stalked her with the roller, she could only watch to see what he was doing. Tears were streaming down her face from laughing so hard, and that’s when Travis grabbed her again, lifting her totally off of her feet.

“Looks like you’ve got paint on your bra,” he said and when she looked down to see, he ran the paint roller over her right breast. “Time to take it off.” A quick flick of his fingers on the front clasp and Kylie’s bra was falling down her arms.

And just like that, the laughter died and in its place a turbulent whirlwind of passion and desire as the three of them came together. Travis lifted her and deposited her on the couch in front of them, his hulking body coming down on top of her.

“You are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen, you know that?”

His head dipped down to her chest, and Kylie moaned as Travis took one of her nipples in his mouth, sucking firmly as she writhed beneath him, grinding against his hard, ungiving thigh.

Then Gage was perched beside them, his mouth latching onto her other breast and Kylie was in heaven. Two mouths, four hands, the pleasure was all-consuming, and she didn’t think she’d make it until they got the rest of her clothes off.

As though they read her mind, they started pulling at her clothes and then Travis was removing his jeans until all three of them were naked and in a heap on the couch.

“You know, we should take this upstairs,” Kylie told them as they continued to press hot, wet kisses against her skin.

“Why’s that?” Travis asked, impatiently sucking her skin.

“A couple of reasons,” she said breathlessly as Travis’ fingers slipped between her legs.

“What are they?”

Neither man seemed at all interested in having to relocate, but Kylie did think they were good reasons.

“First of all, there aren’t any window coverings so anyone could see us.”

“Let ‘em watch,” Travis groaned and then sucked her nipple into his mouth.

The idea of someone peering through the windows was kind of hot, so Kylie let that excuse drop. Could’ve also been that she forgot it when Gage slid his hand between her legs alongside Travis’.

“What’s the other reason?” Gage asked.

She squirmed against their invading fingers.

Hell, she didn’t remember. Her back bowed as two fingers speared her, the exquisite pleasure taking over. She was writhing and moaning until the other reason hit her.

Panting, she managed to get the words out. “Because that’s where the lube is and if you plan to take me at the same time, we’re gonna need it.”

Kylie had never seen two men move quite so fast.

“Umm, hey guys,” she called out to them as they moved across the room with purpose. They both stopped suddenly and turned to face her. “Yeah, I’m thinking you might want to take me with you.” Kylie started laughing and didn’t stop until Travis had carried her all the way up the stairs, following a few feet behind Gage.

To her surprise, they didn’t go to the master bedroom. They chose the only other room with a bed in it, one that was covered with a large cloth tarp.

Ahhh, nice thinking. They did have speckles of paint on them, and this would keep them from ruining the big bed they slept in at night. Gage disappeared from the room as Travis dropped her to the mattress and resumed the position he’d been in downstairs on the couch. Kylie put her arms around his neck and held him to her.

“You want both of us at the same time?” he asked as he placed open mouthed kisses along her neck.

Kylie tilted her head, giving him better access as she moaned her agreement. The sexy rasp of his tongue against her skin made her body succumb to the onslaught of sensation.

By the time Gage was back a few minutes later, Travis had reversed their positions, and Kylie was straddling his hips. He went to work distracting her by latching onto her right nipple, sucking, licking, and nipping the hypersensitive flesh.

“Ahhh,” she moaned.

“Do you even know how sexy you are?” he asked as he released her breast. Kylie didn’t answer. The question was probably rhetorical, and right now, she felt sexy as hell just by the way they both reacted to her, as though she were the only woman on the planet that had the ability to heat them up like this.

“Answer me, Kylie.”

“You both make me feel sexy,” she replied as she pressed her breast against his mouth, urging him to go back to what he was doing. Never had she considered herself much of a sexual being, but things were different with them. Sure, she found pleasure in the act, but with Gage and Travis, the intensity was on an entirely different level.

“I could do this for hours.” His mouth moved to attend to her other nipple while Kylie slid her fingers into his soft, silky hair, pressing her chest to his face.

“You might want to hurry up,” she said to Gage who was standing beside the bed staring down at them. “I’m not sure how much longer I can wait to have you both inside of me.”

The mattress dipped, and Gage was kneeling behind her, his body covering her as he put his mouth on her neck.

“This time I’m going to be on the bottom,” Travis said a minute later. “And you’re going to ride me, cowgirl.”

Kylie wasn’t particular about how they got down to business because right then she was ready to explode, and Travis and Gage were going to make that happen.

♂♀♂

Travis was pumping his hips, sliding his cock through the wetness that coated Kylie’s pussy while he looked up at Gage who was hovering over her shoulder. When Gage’s mouth slid to Kylie’s neck, Travis strained up to meet him, and when their tongues touched, his body shifted into overdrive.

One would’ve thought Travis had never done this before.

Considering the three of them had already broken the double penetration ice, he should’ve been easing into this one. Savoring it. But noooo. Travis felt like a damn teenager who’d just been told by the hot girl that she’d jack him off behind the school.

Only the hot girl was the woman he couldn’t get enough of, unsure whether he’d ever be able to get close enough to her to sate him thoroughly. Not that he had any problem with trying because she felt so damn good in his arms.

Kylie had blown his mind with her request for them to take her at the same time and after the initial shock wore off, he was willing and ready to make that happen. Sliding deep inside of her welcoming body at the same time as Gage was quite possibly the best feeling in the world.

Gage met Travis’ insistent tongue with a fury of his own, but he didn’t rush. The world revolved around only Gage’s kiss at the moment, the way he kissed him like he wanted to own him. When Travis thought it couldn’t possibly get any better, Kylie eased in, forcing their heads to part slightly as she slid her tongue out to touch theirs. Fuck. Travis nearly lost that last sliver of control he’d been holding on to. He wanted to hand it over, knew it was going to happen sooner or later… why shouldn’t it be now?

“I need you inside me,” Kylie whispered, her breaths fluttering against their mouths. “Both of you.”

“I need to be inside you,” Travis told her as soft, gentle kisses were shared.

Travis wanted to get down to business right there in the dim light that trickled in from the lone bulb in the hallway. On a bed covered in a tarp.

Strange how it didn’t seem to matter where they were or how they got there, the intensity still rivaled anything Travis had ever known, but this was so much more than sating the urge. They were coming together and for whatever reason, none of them questioned the way the mood seemed to shift, maintaining the blazing heat, but lacking some of the need to rush through to completion.

Gage pulled back, and Travis shifted Kylie forward, his cock longing for the wet heat of her body. But the warmth was replaced, this time in the firm grasp of Gage’s fist as he began stroking him. Slowly.

Too slowly.

Travis pressed his head back into the pillow, focusing on the perfect grip on his cock, the unparalleled friction that intensified even though Gage maintained a smooth, even rhythm.

“You’re killing me,” Travis groaned through clenched teeth. “Please.”

The hand on his cock stilled, and Travis realized what he’d said. Please. Another shocking change in Travis’ overall demeanor that apparently took Gage by surprise as much as it did him.

“Fuuuuuuck!” Travis damn near bucked Kylie clean off of his body when the searing heat of Gage’s mouth came down over his cock, his lips wrapped around him as he sucked. Hard.

“Suck him, Gage,” Kylie murmured, putting her hands on Travis’ chest as she twisted, obviously trying to see behind her.

Travis was having none of it, because if he didn’t get inside of her soon, they were going to be rocking the bed without him. He grabbed her and pulled her down to him, crushing her mouth to his as he thrust his hips upward, driving his cock deeper into Gage’s willing mouth. A roar erupted from his chest, and Gage stopped abruptly, but the slick warmth of his tongue was replaced by the condom sheathing him. As soon as it was on, Travis lifted Kylie’s hips and surged up into her. Hard.

“Fuck me, Kylie. Ride my cock,” he pleaded. Kylie clasped their hands together, her fingers twining with his and pressing them into the mattress as she began rocking back and forth on his dick, while Travis got lost in her beautiful body, merely watching her move.

She was so fucking beautiful. Her creamy skin gleamed in the yellow glow, her face reflecting every emotion clearly as she took her pleasure from him.

“That’s it, baby.” Travis had control of her hands, so he pulled his farther up the bed, forcing her to lean down against him, giving Gage the angle he needed.

Kylie didn’t stop moving, even when Gage fully penetrated her. Her moans intensified, her eyes closed, and she continued to rock between them as both Gage and Travis found the perfect rhythm, alternating thrusts so she was taking them separately at first.

When Gage leaned forward, more of his weight pushing Travis into the mattress, Kylie stopped moving, Gage’s motion alone pushing Travis deeper inside of her. They were perfectly still for long seconds as both Gage and Travis buried deeper.

“It’s so good,” she moaned, seemingly content just to feel their cocks pulse inside of her.

As he held himself up with one hand, Gage slid the other under Kylie’s chin, forcing her head back until her back was bowed, shifting the angle, allowing Travis to go in even farther. As he lay underneath their combined weight, Travis surged his hips upward as soon as their mouths touched. Gage didn’t release her mouth as the both began pounding their hips, punishing thrusts that had her moans getting louder, her hands squeezing Travis’ fingers. She was so damn close.

Neither of them stopped until her sweet little body clamped down like a velvet vice, gripping, sucking, milking. Travis erupted inside of her as Gage continued to pound into her ass, once, twice, again. A low rumble reverberated through the room as Gage rode out his orgasm, his mouth still crushed to Kylie’s.

It didn’t get much hotter than that.

Chapter Forty Six

♀♀

“I’m so glad you could meet. I’m starving, and I was about to go out of my mind sitting at the house by myself,” Zoey greeted when Kylie joined her at the table in the little diner.

The place was adorable and so country, Kylie felt right at home. The rustic wood walls with the various signs, some purchased and some – like the street signs – probably stolen by one misfit or another, made the place welcoming and cozy.

“Kaleb’s at work?” Kylie asked, unwrapping the plastic silverware from the paper napkin and placing them all back on the table.

“Yes,” Zoey said with what sounded like disappointment.

Kylie must’ve had a questioning look because she continued talking, “It’s not that I don’t want him working, it’s just that I don’t know what to do with myself. I closed my little cleaning business when I became a partner in the resort and now I’m just ready to get back to work.”

“Ladies.”

At the interruption, Kylie looked up to see a pretty young waitress who didn’t sound at all happy to be serving them. Glancing back and forth between Zoey and the woman, it didn’t appear any love was lost between the two.

“Do you know what you want?” Zoey asked Kylie, and she looked so hopeful, she didn’t even want to take the time to look at the menu.

“Do you have a house salad?” she asked the woman standing at the end of the table.

“Yup,” was the one word answer.

“I’ll take that. With Ranch dressing, please.”

“And let me guess, you want chicken strips, French fries, and a salad with Ranch dressing?” the woman asked as she glared at Zoey.

“Hmm, I was kind of thinking about the chicken fried steak.” There was a lengthy pause as Zoey appeared to be thinking. “Nah, you’re right. I’ll have that. And iced tea. Thanks.”

“Just water for me,” Kylie added when the woman’s steely glare transferred her way.

Once the waitress was out of earshot, Zoey grinned. “Sorry about that. I don’t think Rachel’s all that fond of me because I’m bedding one of the Walker brothers.”

Kylie chuckled. “By the ring on your finger, I’d say it’s a little more than that.”

Zoey giggled in turn and then leaned forward, lowering her voice, “Just wait. The second she finds out you’ve snagged one too, steam’s going to come out of her ears. I mean, it’s glacier cold in here when V and I come together.”

The waitress, Rachel Talbott was her name according to Zoey, was about as friendly as a rogue wasp, but the meal progressed anyway. They received their drinks while they chatted about the progress being made on Gage’s house. When Kylie wasn’t answering various questions about the house, Zoey was going on and on about V and Zane, who were apparently blissfully happy these days.

Who knows how long they had been talking when Zoey’s salad arrived. While she ate, Kylie asked about some of the details of her own house. Zoey was more than happy to ramble on and on. Apparently, the woman was starving for attention.

The chatter continued while they ate, but it wasn’t until their meals arrived that the real conversation took place. With her nerves fluttering, Kylie tossed the lettuce in her salad around with her fork as she said, “So, I’ve got a question for you.”

“Shoot,” Zoey said as she wiped her mouth with her napkin before picking up her plastic fork again. “I’m an open book.”

That’s what Kylie feared.

She took a bite, using a full mouth as an excuse to gather a little more of her courage. When Zoey continued to stare at her, she knew she had to ask.

“What’s your relationship with Gage? Did the two of you date previously or something?”

Zoey put her fork down on her plate and leaned back in her chair. “Gage hasn’t talked to you?”

“Should he?”

“No,” Zoey shook her head back and forth and leaned forward once again. She seemed a little more fidgety than she had before. “Not necessarily. I just thought…”

“Thought what?”

“I don’t know, I just thought he’d say something.” Zoey glanced down at her plate and then back, nothing but warmth shining in her eyes. “Gage and I didn’t date, but we have had what could probably be defined as a relationship. Ever since Kaleb and I started… well, you know.” Zoey’s hand waved around like she was hoping Kylie would know what she was referring to.

She simply shook her head, wanting Zoey to continue.

That’s when Zoey sucked in a deep breath, looked her right in the eyes and said, “Ever since Kaleb and I started having sex, we’ve had some threesomes with Gage.”

Kylie was pretty sure she stopped breathing, and it was possible the Ranch dressing she’d eaten was curdling in her stomach. She leaned forward, fighting the unexpected tears that threatened. “Are you still sleeping with him?”

Zoey’s head jerked up, her hair falling behind her shoulder. “No, oh my God, no. I’m sorry, that’s not how I meant it.” There was an awkward pause and then Zoey continued, “Gage hasn’t joined us for a long time. Well, I guess not since my bachelorette party in Vegas back in December.”

A tingle of relief overshadowed the sudden nausea, but Kylie still didn’t like what she heard. Remembering how Zoey and Gage were so touchy feely with one another had her stomach churning violently.

“Kaleb and I decided to try and get pregnant earlier this year after we got married,” Zoey explained. “We chose not to have any more threesomes at that point.”

Kylie wasn’t even sure how she was supposed to respond, although she wanted to thank Zoey for answering her question, even if it wasn’t what she wanted to hear.

“Gage hasn’t said anything,” Kylie managed to choke out. “I’ve just seen how close the two of you seem when you’re around each other, and I thought, maybe…”

Zoey reached over and surprised Kylie when she touched the back of her hand. “Look, what happened between us is in the past. If it’s any consolation, I’ve never seen Gage act the way he does when he’s with you. That goes for Travis too.”

For some reason, that news didn’t make her feel any better. She was hurt that Gage wouldn’t have thought to share that sort of thing with her. She was angry at herself for asking. And worst, she was so confused because she’d never done anything like this before, hadn’t even considered that this might be a frequent occurrence with Gage.

Or that she would have to interact with women who had been with him.

“Were Kaleb and Gage…?” Kylie let the words die off, but she met Zoey’s eyes.

She must’ve known what Kylie was thinking because Zoey shook her head. “No, things between Kaleb and Gage weren’t like that. Kaleb isn’t…” Zoey seemed to be trying to find the words. “Kaleb isn’t interested in men, and honestly, I never got the impression Gage was interested in Kaleb that way. In fact, until recently, I didn’t know Gage was into men at all.”

Kylie picked up her water and took a sip. Put it down. Stared at it as though it held all the answers.

“Kylie,” Zoey said, waiting until she looked up to continue. “What Travis and Gage have done in their pasts doesn’t have to define your relationship with them. They’ve had some very untraditional interactions from what I’ve heard, but what they’ve found with you and each other has never happened to them. At least not that I know of.”

Kylie hadn’t even considered that Travis had spent the better part of his life in relationships such as this one. He must’ve been with other women and men together, maybe alone as well. And here she was thinking this was special, and the three of them together had just clicked into place.

Her stomach cramped up as she stared down at the salad she’d hardly touched.

God, she was so naïve.

And the pain in her chest was not a good sign. She was pretty sure her heart was breaking all over again.

♂♀

“Hey, Travis. Do you know where my sister is?”

Travis looked up from his computer screen to see Jessie standing in his office. Glancing behind her, he automatically sought out the twins, but it appeared she was alone.

Glancing down at his watch, then back up at her. “She’s having lunch with Zoey right now. Why? Everything ok?”

Jessie took a tentative step forward, and he motioned for her to take a seat. Funny, she didn’t seem like the nervous type, but there was clearly something bothering her now.

“It’s, ummm…”

Travis waited, thinking she’d continue, but when she didn’t he lifted an eyebrow, wondering if the scrutiny of his gaze would have the same impact on her as it did most people. He was impressed when she didn’t squirm, however, she didn’t speak up either. “What’s up, Jessie?”

He was about ten seconds from storming out of the office and heading right to the twins’ house and laying into them. If they broke this girl’s heart already, which he fully expected they were going to do, he was going to beat them to a pulp.

“It’s… Well, it’s my dad,” she muttered, making eye contact on the last word.

That got Travis’ attention, and he sat up straight. “Is he ok?”

“Well, that depends.”

Travis never had done well with half ass sentences, but he bit his tongue and waited as patiently as he could for her to finish. “On?”

“Well, he’s kinda coming here,” she told him in a rush.

“Here? As in Coyote Ridge? Or here as in my office?” Travis suddenly wasn’t sure he was ready to meet Kylie’s father although he’d been giving it some thought over the last few days.

“He said he was making a surprise visit. He knew Kylie was working on a house here, and he just called to tell me he was on the way.”

“So why didn’t you call Kylie?” he asked.

“I did. She’s not answering her phone.”

As though she’d magically answer just because he called, Travis grabbed his cell phone and dialed. The phone didn’t even ring, just went straight to voicemail, which meant Kylie had turned it off. Probably so she could have lunch with Zoey without interruption. She’d seemed so excited about meeting with Kaleb’s wife, had talked about it for the last couple of days.

“If you’ll tell me where they are, I’ll try to track her down,” Jessie said, her voice regaining some of its original conviction.

“She’s at the little diner in town,” he told her.

“What’s the name? Or will I just know.”

Travis smiled. They didn’t call the diner by its given name since it was the only one in town. “Ma’s Diner,” he answered, thinking that the name sounded strange on his lips.

“Thanks,” Jessie said as she jumped to her feet and turned toward the door. “Oh, and, Travis?”

He met her gaze from across the small space. “Yeah?”

“I kinda accidentally let it slip that Kylie was married. Yeah… So… Well, I just wanted you to know.” With that, Jessie took off out of the office, the screen door slamming behind her.

Travis was surprised he heard it over the roaring in his ears.

Ok.

Well, shit.

There was no way this was going to go well.

Ten minutes later, Travis was pulling into the diner beside Kylie’s red Chevy. A couple of seconds after that, he was walking inside to find her.

“Hey, Travis,” Rachel said when she met him at the door. “Table for one?”

“No. Thanks. I’m actually just looking for someone.”

“Oh. Ok. Well, let me know if you need anything,” she said sweetly and then sauntered off without looking back.

The place wasn’t all that big, so it only took Travis a minute to find Kylie sitting in a booth in the back. Both Zoey and Jessie were sitting across from her, and the horrified expression on her face said Jessie had already shared the wonderful news.

Shit.

On the way over, Travis had called Gage and let him know what was going down. He told him that he might want to have a first aid kit handy because he had no idea how her father was going to take this. Considering he didn’t know whether Jessie had given the man any backstory, he wasn’t sure what he should expect. Then again, either way, if it had been his daughter and he’d learned that she was married, well, Travis would pound heads first and ask questions later.

“Why would you do that, Jessica?” Kylie’s voice was hysterical and based on the fact that she used her sister’s full name, Travis figured this wasn’t going to be a happy reunion.

“”I don’t know. I was… I was mad. He was yelling at me and telling me that I was not acting like a responsible adult. I just wanted him to focus on something else.”

“Well, that’s one way to do it,” Travis said as he approached the table, all three women looking up at him.

He slid into the booth beside Kylie, but she moved over, closer to the wall as though she were trying to get away from him. He made eye contact with Zoey, not sure what answer he expected to be on her face, but what he saw wasn’t it.

Great.

“Did you tell him that I’m sleeping with two guys too?” Kylie asked.

She was so distraught, Travis wasn’t sure she even realized what she asked. Or that she’d said it loud enough to attract the attention of several other patrons. And the waitress.

Jessie looked down at the table, a slight nod was her only response.

Fucking lovely.

Travis glanced down at his watch. He figured he’d have about ten minutes before word reached his parents. He almost considered calling them and giving them a heads up but from the looks of it, Kylie needed him more. And he wanted to be able to talk to them in a less public place. Face to face would also be good. Because, Hey, Mom and Dad, I’m kinda in love with both a man and a woman and I think this is forever, really would sound better in person.

He was aware of the murmurs that started up around him, but Travis put his hand on Kylie’s arm and tried to calm her. She jerked away from him and the reaction stung. Like hell.

Kylie tried to play it off by reaching for her phone in her hip pocket. She flipped it on while muttering, “I’ve got to text him. Tell him not to come here.”

The rest of them shared glances as they watched Kylie type furiously once the phone screen lit up.

Not a minute after Kylie had sent off the text, her phone rang. With a strained sigh, she hit the talk button and Travis watched as she stared into space and spoke to her father.

There was a series of No, Dad’s followed by a sequence of I know’s, but then Kylie said the one thing that felt like a dagger had been slammed right between his ribs, piercing his heart with deadly precision.

“I’m getting a divorce, Dad. We’ll talk about it when I get home.”

The wind was knocked completely out of him.

Chapter Forty Seven

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“What are you doing?” Gage asked, anger and confusion wracking him as he followed Kylie through the upstairs bedrooms watching as she packed her things.

“I’ve got to go home. My dad’s coming to visit and I don’t want him coming here.” she said over her shoulder, still not looking at him.

In fact, she hadn’t made eye contact with him since she walked in the door ten minutes before. He knew what was going on because Zoey had called him with a heads up. Apparently, that afternoon all hell broke loose, and it started with Kylie asking questions about Gage’s relationship with Zoey. It ended with Travis roaring out of the parking lot of the diner like his ass was on fire.

According to Zoey, she’d watched the lights dim in Kylie’s eyes after she answered Kylie’s questions as honestly as she could. But that hadn’t been the worst of it. As they had sat in awkward silence, Jessie showed up and plopped down in the booth beside Zoey and proceeded to give her sister the terrible news.

Kylie’s father found out she was married because her sister had spilled it in order to take the heat off of herself and in the process, Kylie told her father she was getting a divorce. Yep, Travis had been right there to hear the news. Zoey said it hadn’t been pretty. According to her, every ounce of the easy going guy they’d started getting used to, drained out of him right in front of Zoey’s eyes, along with his color. Without a word, he had walked out and even from inside the restaurant they heard his truck peel out of the parking lot.

Of course, Travis wasn’t answering his phone, so Gage only knew this second hand.

“When are you coming back?” he asked Kylie when she disappeared into the bathroom she had been using while she was there. This one was bigger than the master so she’d commandeered it upon her arrival.

“Umm,” Kylie didn’t answer and even though she started to, Gage knew she had no intention of telling him anything. She was stalling for time.

Rather than letting her walk out the door and out of his life, Gage wasn’t going down without a fight. She might have heard some things she wasn’t happy about, but he deserved a chance to explain.

Gently placing his hands on her shoulders, he tried to stop her. When she went to jerk away from him, he tightened his grip slightly and held her in place. “We’re going to talk, Kylie. Something’s obviously wrong,” he told her as he lifted her chin and forced her to look at him. She avoided making eye contact, but he held her there until she did.

“Nothing’s wrong. I just need to go home.” Her response was straightforward. And lacking any emotion whatsoever.

“Bullshit, Kylie,” Gage growled through clenched teeth. “Don’t stand there and treat me like I’m an idiot. This morning you were screaming my name when I was fucking you against the shower wall, and now you’re not looking at me and trying to run out the door like the world is crashing down on you.”

She had the decency to blush, but when Kylie pulled away, Gage let her go. She wasn’t going to talk to him, she was making that perfectly clear. He had half a mind to lock her in the bedroom until she calmed down. Figuring it would only make things worse, Gage gave in to his anger and stormed out of the room and back downstairs.

If he couldn’t stop her, he damn sure wasn’t going to watch her go. He didn’t have it in him to lose her again.

Twenty minutes later, Gage was pulling up to Travis’ house. His truck was parked outside, and although it was halfway in the yard, the fact that it was there, was a good sign. Gage was up to the front door before the engine on his truck stopped clicking. Without knocking, he tried the knob and found it unlocked, so he walked in.

“Travis!” he called out, mainly to let the man know he had company but then he went on the hunt.

He didn’t have to go far.

Travis was sitting on the couch in the living room, the blinds drawn, the television off and the room was almost totally dark. His only company appeared to be a six pack of beer sitting on the coffee table. Nice choice. At least they wouldn’t tell you something you didn’t want to hear.

Gage moved around and dropped onto the couch beside Travis, their arms touching. They sat that way for a good ten minutes before Travis pointed his beer bottle toward the table. “Help yourself.”

That’s all that was said between the two of them for the next few hours. Gage didn’t ask questions, Travis didn’t explain anything. They drank the beers on the table and only when those were gone did Gage get up to get more. A couple of trips to the bathroom to take care of business and they were right back at it. Staring at the walls and listening to one another breathe.

Gage’s heart was breaking in his chest, he could feel the tiny fissures opening up and trying to suck the air from his lungs. Never once did he give in to the tears though. And neither did Travis, although he was pretty sure the man was suffering right along with him.

By rebuilding that wall of hers and walking away without an explanation, Kylie had effectively broken them both. And the only thing they had left was each other.

Neither of them answered the phone when it rang, which it did more than once. And it wasn’t until they were swallowed by the dark of the night that they moved. And that was only to go to Travis’ bedroom.

Their clothes fell where they took them off, and then they climbed into bed together. There was only one thing that would help right now, so Gage spooned up behind Travis, wrapped his arms tightly around him and they slept.

Chapter Forty Eight

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Several days passed before Travis forced himself to leave his house. Gage came and went, but Travis hadn’t had it in him to see anyone else. The anger was gradually resuming control of his body, and he needed time to get reacquainted with it. Thankfully, Gage hadn’t pressed him to talk because he’d have ruined the only good thing left in his life at that point.

As Travis walked in the door to Walker Demo, he heard Sawyer’s voice as he spoke to someone on the phone.

“Yeah. Perfect. Yes, we’ll be here. Thanks.” The phone landed in the cradle as Travis was pouring coffee into a Styrofoam cup.

Walking over to his desk, he prepared himself to have to talk to Sawyer, but the man didn’t say a word. Travis forced himself to look over at him, thinking he might still be on the phone. Nope, he’d been right, Sawyer had hung up and was currently typing on his computer, paying not a lick of attention to Travis.

Thank Christ.

He sat down at his desk and opened his email on his computer. There were a handful of things he needed to take care of, but nothing pressing. If he knew his brothers, Sawyer and Kaleb took care of everything while he was gone. They always did, it was one of the reasons they all worked so well together.

They had each other’s back.

An email caught Travis’ attention, and he clicked to open it. It was from Luke McCoy, dated two days ago.

Travis,

Haven’t heard from you but wanted to let you know that we’re heading down to Austin. Sierra’s got a little time to meet with you so we’ll be stopping by. See you on Thursday.

Luke McCoy

Shit. That was today.

He knew there wasn’t time to call the guy and tell him not to come. It wouldn’t be professional either, and Travis might not be a lot of things, but he did pride himself on his work ethic. He’d spent the last few days wallowing in his own pain in order to spare those he cared about, but now it was time to get back to it. Life would go on.

It always did.

Travis’ phone vibrated on his hip, and he flipped it off the holster and glanced down at the screen.

“Just saw your email. Where’re you at?” he said by way of greeting.

“Just hit Main Street. Want to meet somewhere for coffee?”

Travis wasn’t up for social interaction, but he wasn’t fond of sitting in the office watching Sawyer dissect his every word either. “Yeah. The diner in town work for you?”

“Yep. See you in a few.”

With that the line disconnected and Travis stood from his chair, clamping his cell phone back in place. He didn’t say a word as he passed Sawyer on the way out. No reason to initiate conversation. He had no intention of talking to anyone anyway.

“Hey, where’re you headed?” Braydon asked when Travis passed him on his way out the door.

“Meeting with McCoy.” With his head down, he kept going, but Braydon reached out and touched his arm. Travis stopped, resisting the urge to pull away from his brother.

“You all right?”

No. He’d never be all right again. “Fine. Why? What’s up?” If he pretended he was all business, he hoped Braydon would move on.

“She’s not doing well,” Braydon said, his voice low. “I’ve talked to Jessie a couple of times. Kylie’s taking this hard.”

Well, she should. She went and made a fucking decision for whatever reason and just like he’d expected, the happily ever after wasn’t within his reach. No sense in going back to try and grab it now.

“Sorry to hear that.”

“You should talk to her,” Braydon told him, pulling his hand away.

“And you should mind your own fucking business,” Travis barked and walked away.

“Do you do this to yourself on purpose?” Braydon’s voice rang out, stopping Travis dead in his tracks. He turned to glare at his brother, fists clenched at his sides. He was already itching for a fight, and he hadn’t wanted to do this, but it was clear Braydon was going to push the issue for whatever reason.

Taking slow, measured steps back toward him, Travis stopped just inches from his face. “Do I do what on purpose?”

“Fuck everything up?”

Travis felt as though he’d been slapped across the face, causing him to stumble back a step or two.

“You don’t know what the hell you’re talking about.”

“No? You let her walk out on you like that and you hole up in your house sulking over it.”

“Fuck you, Braydon.”

“No, fuck you, Travis. I’m so fucking tired of sitting back and watching you waste away.”

“Me? Who the fuck are you to judge me? I’m not the one fucking my twin’s girl. If you’re so fucking concerned about me, you might want to take some time to look in the mirror.”

Braydon didn’t even flinch, although Travis knew for damn sure the statement had hit home. In a big way.

With his voice low and eerily calm, Braydon said, “I’ve never, ever seen you happy before. Not until this woman walked back into your life. There was a smile on your face for days. And now you’re going to turn your back on her.”

“Turn my back? She fucking walked away from me,” Travis growled, letting the urge to rush his brother and take him to the ground pound in his veins.

“This time,” he said softly. “From the way I see it, you got a little taste of your own medicine.”

Travis felt as though he’d been sucker punched. The image of Kylie’s face from ten years ago flashed before his eyes. The pain and confusion, the tears streaming down.

Fuck.

Without arguing further, Travis turned on his heel and stormed to his truck. He let his tires spin on the gravel as he floored it down the driveway on his way to town.

He needed to meet with McCoy, but then he had a couple of things to take care of.

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Gage was on his third cup of coffee as he sat at his kitchen table with his laptop open. He’d spent the better part of the last few days talking to Cole Ackerley and Luke McCoy about a potential job opportunity. Still on administrative leave, he was starting to go batshit crazy which meant he needed to get back to work.

And with Kylie gone, he had no reason to stick around the house all day.

He reread the email he had pulled up as he sipped his coffee.

Gage,

I’ve got some business to take care of in Austin on Thursday so if you’re serious about the job opportunity, I’d like to meet with you while I’m down there. Let me know.

Cole Ackerley

Gage had sent the email back the same day, letting Cole know he was interested. After spending the night with Travis the same as he had for the last several nights, Gage came home early, taking a shower and was now waiting for the call.

Seemed all he’d been doing lately was waiting. Waiting for Travis to come around, waiting for Kylie to call, and waiting for his heart to heal. The more time he spent staring at his phone, willing it to ring, praying for a call from Kylie, the more he knew it wasn’t going to come.

He’d fought the urge to call her, although his fingers were itching to push the buttons just so he could hear her voice. He still couldn’t believe she’d just walked out, never even giving him a chance to talk to her, to explain anything.

The day after she left, Gage had gone to Kaleb’s and Zoey’s, and they hashed through the details once again. Kylie hadn’t given Zoey any specifics about how she was feeling, but her reaction had been palpable. As they made assumptions about how she felt when Zoey told her, they’d decided Kylie didn’t like the idea of Gage having been in a relationship like that before.

“Think about it, Gage, this is new to her. She wants her happily ever after just like the two of you do, but she thought this was specific to her. That the stars aligned and everything came together like it should. It’s how girls think,” Zoey had told him.

Yeah, well, he didn’t like the way Kylie was thinking. He wanted her to believe this could work, and, although Gage had been in other situations similar, never were they like what he had found with Kylie and Travis. He loved them both. He’d never loved anyone like this before, never suffered a pain so extensive that his chest physically ached.

Gage glanced down, realizing he was rubbing the consistent pain that had taken up residence. Didn’t matter how hard he pressed, it never eased though.

His phone vibrated, distracting him from his thoughts, but it wasn’t an incoming call. Gage hit the little envelope icon and pulled up his texts. One incoming from Cole:

Stopping at diner in 10. Meet there.

Gage dumped his coffee in the sink and grabbed his keys. Time to figure out what he was going to do with the rest of his life because he damn sure wasn’t going to sit around waiting anymore.

♀

Kylie was furious that she had to drive to Coyote Ridge. When her sister called to tell her she wanted to come home, but she didn’t have a ride, she’d been pissed. After giving Jessie hell about hooking up with guys who weren’t interested in seeing to her well-being, Kylie had caved. She hated how she was purposely trying to hurt Jessie. No matter what happened over the last few days, Jessie didn’t deserve it.

With the long, boring highway now behind her, Kylie was heading down the rural road that would get her to town. Based on the text she’d received a few minutes ago, Jessie would be at the diner waiting for her.

Of course she would. She’d probably just had breakfast with Brendon, and they were sitting around chatting while they waited for Jessie’s chauffer to arrive.

Kylie should’ve been mad at her sister. And somewhere deep down, maybe she still was, but there was an overwhelming ache in her chest that continued to push the anger to the side.

When her father came to visit, Kylie had fallen apart. The conversation hadn’t gone like she expected, but it hadn’t been necessarily positive either. And surprisingly, Joe had been angrier for her not telling him the truth than for her getting married when she was just nineteen years old.

Pressing her foot on the gas, Kylie remembered the conversation from just two days ago:

“You’re still married? After ten years?” her father asked as they sat on the sofa in Kylie’s living room.

“Yes.” She had spent the last twenty minutes explaining to him how she met Travis and the brief details of their marriage. Luckily, there wasn’t much to tell.

“Why?”

Kylie didn’t know what to tell him. She knew she couldn’t say that she’d never gone through with the divorce because she’d loved Travis so much that one day she hoped they’d find their way back to each other. It wasn’t entirely true, but it was how she felt now. There’d been a reason it never happened, and maybe that’s what the universe had planned for her, she didn’t know. As the pain settled in her chest, she really wished the universe would’ve stayed out of her business.

“Ok, answer this if you don’t want to tell me why. Are you in love with him now?”

Kylie stared at her father. She knew this was the easy part. Since Jessie had gone and lost her mind, telling their father that Kylie was in love with two guys, she knew the best was yet to come.

“Yes, I love him.”

“Then why have you been crying?” Joe leaned forward, his elbows resting on his knees.

She shrugged.

“Did Jessie ever tell you why she left? Or why she quit her job?”

Kylie was stunned by the change of subject, but if it would give her a reprieve, she decided to go along with it.

“Your sister was dating this guy. He came around every so often. Seemed like a nice one, but Melissa started to get concerned. Said Jessie was acting strange. Of course, I’m not there often, so she saw more than I did. I figured it was just one of those young love things and Jess would get over it and move on with her life. They didn’t seem all that serious, but what did I know.

“A little time went by, and Jess stopped talking about him, so I figured they broke up. It made sense because she seemed a little down. One morning, Melissa left me a message. I’d had an early flight and didn’t get it until I was sitting on the tarmac at O’Hare. Melissa said she’d thought Jess had already gone to work, and she was going into her room to get her sheets so she could wash them, which she does every week. When she walked in the door, Jess was pulling on her shirt.

“Your sister couldn’t pull it down fast enough before Melissa got an eyeful of the bruises running up and down her back, some along her sides.”

Kylie gasped. Her sister had never even alluded to the fact that there had been a boyfriend, much less an abusive relationship.

“Well, by the time I was able to return the call, Melissa had already panicked and confronted Jess about it. She was beside herself, so scared that your sister was going to get hurt worse. When Jess started to defend him, Melissa threatened to call the police on him.”

Kylie would’ve done the same thing Melissa did except she wouldn’t have just threatened. She’d have been on the phone before Jessie could’ve blinked. “That’s why they fought.”

“That and we found out this guy worked at the same place she did. When I got home, I lost it. Told her she wasn’t going to see him again and if she didn’t press charges then she was going to have to quit her job.”

Jess had lied to her. Maybe by omission, but she’d still flat out lied to her.

“The moral of the story, Kylie,” her father said as he looked up at her with sadness in his light blue eyes. “It’s hard for me to be much of a father when my girls don’t trust me enough. I hate that you felt you couldn’t come to me when you decided to get married. I’ve always trusted your decisions. And yes, it hurt when your sister told me, but I knew there was a reason. When Jess was being abused, she didn’t come to me either.”

“It’s not that I don’t trust you,” Kylie said, choking on the lump that had formed in her throat. “I know what Mom put you through, and I didn’t want you telling me I was too young.”

Kylie couldn’t speak for her sister, but Jess’ situation had been entirely different from hers. Thankfully, Kylie had never been in a position like that. One of these days, she was going to have a long heart to heart with Jessie because it was time they opened up a little more to one another.

Much to Kylie’s relief, she and her father had both been too upset after that conversation to get into the whole two guys in her bed thing, so she had yet to talk to him about it. He went back to Dallas the same day and had called her twice since then, but she’d managed to avoid the questions on the phone.

Considering her relationship with both Travis and Gage was now nonexistent, she didn’t feel the need to explain anything. And she’d told him as much. Joe hadn’t been happy with her explanation, but so far he hadn’t asked again. Kylie figured it was because he didn’t want to push her back into the arms of two men.

Like that was ever going to happen again.

Kylie pulled into the parking lot of Ma’s Diner and considered honking the horn to let Jessie know she was there. Figuring that would make her look stupid, she settled for sending a text. When Jessie didn’t answer, she knew she was going to have to go inside.

Chapter Forty Nine

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Kylie walked into the small diner where she had lunch with Zoey just a few days ago and glanced around looking for her sister. When she didn’t see her right away, she started around the corner, but a tiny, black haired woman with ice blue eyes stopped her.

“Hi,” she greeted.

“Oh, hi. Sorry, I’m not staying. Just looking for someone.”

“Your sister?”

“Yes, actually,” Kylie said as she continued to peer around the corner. “If you’ll just tell me where she’s at, I can find her.”

“Kylie, my name’s Sierra. Mind if I talk to you for a minute?”

Kylie glanced down, noticed the woman was not wearing a nametag, so she wasn’t even sure she worked there. Considering her outfit, which she wasn’t sure how she hadn’t noticed before, Kylie doubted the woman was a waitress at the diner. “Where’s my sister?”

“She’s not here right now,” Sierra explained.

“Is Jess all right?” It was the only logical explanation as to why this woman knew who she was and she was suddenly scared that something had happened to Jessie.

“She’s perfectly fine. Come on, sit down. You look like you’re about to pass out.”

Yeah, well, she just might. Kylie lowered herself to the chair that was directly behind her, and Sierra took the seat beside her at the table.

“Do I know you?”

“No.” Her answer was simple, but the look in her eyes certainly wasn’t.

“Then how do you know who I am?”

“A friend of yours asked me to talk to you.”

Kylie didn’t have any friends, especially not in Coyote Ridge, so she had no idea who this woman was referring to. “If Travis or Gage –” Before she could finish the sentence, Sierra stopped her, a gentle hand touching the top of hers.

“Just give me a few minutes, ok? That’s all I’m asking for.”

Kylie turned in her chair and faced the woman as a waitress brought two coffee mugs and a coffee carafe, leaving them all on the table and disappearing. Good thing Kylie wasn’t hungry.

“I’m not sure if you know this, but there are a lot of people in this town who care about you,” Sierra began. “And before you tell me that couldn’t possibly be true, just trust me.”

“Are you friends with Travis?” Kylie wanted to get to the bottom of this, and she was sure she could let this Sierra woman talk, but she didn’t particularly care what she had to say. She was more interested in finding her sister and once she confirmed Jessie was all right, she was going to wring her neck for setting her up like this.

“I know Travis, yes. But I guess you could say I’m better friends with his brother’s wife than with him.”

“Zoey?”

“Yes.”

“She didn’t mention you,” Kylie said snidely, unsure why she was feeling so defensive.

“No? Did she happen to mention my husbands?”

“Your –” Wait, what? “Husbands? As in plural?”

“Yes. My husbands. Cole Ackerley and Luke McCoy.”

Kylie had heard Travis and Gage mention the name Luke, but she wasn’t sure if it was the same guy. Common name, could be a coincidence.

“You have two husbands?”

“I do. And we have a daughter, her name is Hannah.”

“Pretty name,” Kylie said, feeling her defenses go down as she stared at Sierra. Truthfully, she was too tired to fight this woman she didn’t know.

“Thanks.”

They sat in silence for a second and Kylie watched Sierra, a million questions suddenly running through her head, but she wasn’t about to ask them. She bit her tongue and kept her mouth shut, scared of what might come out if she opened it.

Sierra poured them both a cup of coffee, pushed one of them toward Kylie and then sat with her hands wrapped around her mug, her forearms resting on the table as she leaned in. Kylie felt as though the woman was giving her full attention, but she had no idea why.

“See, when I met Luke and Cole, I’d never been in a relationship that involved three people,” Sierra began, seemingly oblivious to the fact that Kylie was ready to bolt.

That, or Kylie was going to pelt Sierra with questions that she knew were better left unanswered. She’d learned her lesson already.

Sierra continued, “They had quite a bit more experience than I did though. In fact, they’d even been together before I came along.

“I have to say, it wasn’t much fun meeting a few women who’d been with them in the same capacity that I had. The threesome thing seemed a little out of the realm of normal for me, so I didn’t think that it was quite so… popular. One day you’ll have to come to our club and meet some of the other people who share the same lifestyle that you and I do.”

“I don’t share that lifestyle,” Kylie said defensively. She clamped her jaw shut as soon as the words escaped.

“I beg to differ, but go ahead, ask me any questions you might have.”

Kylie was hanging on every single word, but she didn’t want to be. “When you say you met the women, how exactly did you meet them?”

“One of the women that they were both with happens to be my sister-in-law. She’s also one of my best friends. And no, I didn’t like the idea at first, but Sam is an incredible woman and never once did she share any details with me that she felt would intentionally hurt me. Nor did I ask.”

“And it’s not weird? Knowing that they’ve been in these same situations before, but you haven’t?”

“When you lost your virginity, was the guy you were with also a virgin?”

Kylie didn’t even have to think about that one. “No, he wasn’t.”

“Did it bother you that you were giving up your virginity to a man who’d been with other people?”

“No, but it’s not the same thing.”

“No? Sure sounds like the same thing,” Sierra said, the inflection of her tone never wavering. She was calm and incredibly sweet, and it was obvious she was trying to give Kylie some sort of message here.

“The men you’re with have pasts, just like you do. Gage happens to be friends with a woman he’s been intimate with. But Zoey happens to be married to a guy she loves who happens to be Travis’ brother. There’s nothing you can do to change who they were before.”

Hearing Sierra use Gage’s and Travis’ names made her heart hurt. The few days she’d been separated from them hadn’t helped to ease any of the pain either. In fact, the longer she was away from them, the worse it seemed to get.

“I don’t want to change them,” Kylie retorted.

“But you’d like to erase their pasts, right? At least, the part where they experienced something that you had no clue about?”

‘No, that’s…” God that was exactly what she’d been doing. Kylie had been so selfish that she walked away from Travis and Gage because of what they’d done before her. And the worst part of it, she walked away without giving them any explanations.

“Now, I’m not here to tell you how to live your life, but I want you to know that you aren’t the only woman who has been in your situation. I’ve lived it and like I said, I love Luke and Cole very much, and we have a daughter together. We’ve had some bumps along the way, but we’re solid. It has never been easy, nor do I expect it to always be.

“And just like you said, although it is relatively the same thing as when you lost your virginity to a man who wasn’t a virgin, you still can’t compare your unique relationship to a traditional one. Things will be different. It’s expected,” Sierra reached over and put her hand on Kylie’s. “But when you love them as much as you do, it’s totally worth it.”

Kylie stared down at the small, soft hand resting on top of hers. The tears came, and no matter how hard she tried to stop them, they wouldn’t listen. She tried to keep her sobs to herself, but the pain overwhelmed her and she couldn’t hold it in any longer.

She was the one who brought this on herself. She’d not only hurt herself, but she hurt the two men she loved more than anything in the world.

♂♀♂

“Where’s Sierra?” Travis asked Luke when he dropped into the seat across from him at a huge table at the back of the diner. He ordered a coffee when the waitress passed by, then looked at Luke as he waited for an answer.

“She’ll be here in a few minutes.”

“How’s the baby?”

“Perfect as ever,” Luke said and his whole face lit up as he answered.

When it appeared Luke wasn’t going to initiate further conversation, Travis figured he’d fill the silence. “What business did you have down here?”

“Needed to talk to a friend,” Luke said. “His family’s worried about him, and they thought it might help if I talked to him.”

The hair on the back of Travis’ neck stood on end. It was a warning because as soon as the feeling came on, he looked up to see Gage and Cole heading their way.

“Sierra’s not coming, is she?” Travis asked Luke, feeling blindsided.

“She’s here. She’s talking to someone at the moment,” Luke explained as Cole sat down beside him. Gage took the seat beside Travis, and it felt as though the four of them were facing off.

No one could ever accuse Travis of being stupid and he was getting pissed that Luke would think he could pull one over on him. “What the hell is going on?” Travis barked, trying to keep his voice low so as not to alert the entire restaurant. Leaning forward, he pinned Luke with a glare as it dawned on him what Luke said. “Fuck, I’m the friend you needed to talk to, that it? Since when did we become friends, McCoy?”

Luke leaned forward, his eyes glowing with the same frustration currently lighting Travis up from the inside. “Since we went into business together,” Luke stated matter-of-factly. “And for the next few minutes, you’re going to sit here and act civil. You can thank me later.”

“Thank you? For what? Interfering when your advice isn’t needed?”

“That’s what you think,” Cole interjected.

The four men sat back as the waitress set four coffee mugs and a carafe on the table before shuffling off. Travis didn’t blame her, the tension at the table could be cut with a knife.

“Enlighten me then,” Travis told the two men when they were alone once again. “You here to save the world?”

It didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out why Cole and Luke were there. They were the only people Travis knew personally who were in the same sort of relationship that he had been. Then again, that was where they differed. Travis was no longer in that sort of relationship, so their advice wasn’t going to help them much.

“Dear Abbey I’m not,” Luke said as he poured coffee for himself and then Cole before passing the carafe to the other side of the table. Gage didn’t say a word, but his body language said he didn’t appreciate the way these two men were inserting themselves in their lives when they knew nothing about what was going on.

“That’s for damn sure,” Cole joked, resting his forearms on the table and looking far more laid back than Travis had ever seen him.

“Shut it,” Luke told Cole, but the smile on his face belied his caustic remark.

“I think it all comes down to one thing,” Luke said as he leaned back in his chair, his hands wrapped around the coffee cup steaming on the table in front of him.

“What’s that?” Travis asked.

“You two love her?”

You could’ve heard a pin drop as the table fell silent. Travis didn’t say a word and neither did Gage. Luke didn’t look at all intimidated by their nonresponses either.

“How ‘bout each other?”

Nothing again.

“That’s what I figured.”

Travis bit his tongue to keep from making a snide remark. Although he didn’t appreciate Luke’s interference, especially right now, he still had to work with the guy in the future, and he knew that blowing up at him wasn’t in his best interest.

“Ok, so I’ll give you an easier one,” Luke grinned and the smirk pissed Travis off more.

“Why haven’t you told each other yet?”

“Man, you’re seriously starting to piss me off,” Travis said, his voice barely heard above the clang of silverware against plates that echoed throughout.

“Good. It means you’re alive,” he retorted.

What the fuck was wrong with all these people today? Sawyer hadn’t said a single word to him which was worse than if he had. Then Braydon confronted him, offering up his unsolicited opinions. And now, Luke and Cole were sitting him down like he was a child and needed a lesson in how to make a relationship work.

Travis was just about to give them both a piece of his mind when something caught his eyes. Or rather someone.

Kylie.

Oh, God. She looked so beautiful, and she was coming toward them. Sierra was walking along beside her, her face expressionless. That’s when Travis noticed that Kylie had been – no, she was – crying. He pushed to his feet, sending his chair over backward and without thinking he walked right up to her and pulled her into his arms.

“Oh, God, Travis. I’m so sorry,” Kylie sobbed against his chest.

Travis pressed his lips against the top of her head as Gage walked around to his side. Without hesitating, Gage put his arms around her too. Kylie released one arm from around Travis and wrapped it around Gage, her face still buried in Travis’ shirt. She trembled as she cried, and Travis’ heart broke again.

He met Sierra’s eyes over the top of Kylie’s head, and she gave him a small smile. This was the reason they were there. Luke, Cole, and Sierra had come down to help Kylie. Luke and Cole had been a distraction. The real conversation had been between the two women.

When Kylie pulled back a couple of minutes later, wiping her eyes with the heels of her hands, she turned to face Sierra.

“If you ever want to talk, call me. And I’m serious, you guys should come visit the new club. Anytime you want,” Sierra said as she hugged Kylie as though they were long lost friends.

“Or better yet, hang out at the resort if it ever opens,” Luke joked.

Travis mouthed a “Fuck you” to Luke and got a one finger salute in return.

“Look, we do need to get back to Dallas,” Luke said as he pulled Sierra up against him.

“Oh, and Gage, if you’re interested in a job, I know this resort who needs a security team. I heard that the owner was actually thinking about hiring an out of work cop to manage things for him.”

Gage flipped his gaze to Travis’, his eyebrow going up in question.

Hmmm. Did he fail to mention that to Gage?

Travis and Luke had talked about Gage managing the resort shortly after they found out he was undercover. Since he was a friend of the family, Travis had wanted to bring him on if he was interested. He just never got around to discussing it yet.

“Thanks, I’ll have to talk to the guy,” Gage told Cole as they shook hands.

Luke slapped Travis on the back and leaned down close to his ear, “Whatever you do, don’t fuck this up.”

Travis laughed. “Pot. Kettle, right?”

“Damn straight.”

Chapter Fifty

♂♂♀

After Luke, Cole and Sierra made their exit, the three of them stuck around long enough for Travis to drop cash on the table to cover the coffee and that was it.

Now, as Gage stood on his front porch, he watched Kylie’s truck pull down the driveway with Travis at the wheel. Because they had all arrived at the diner in separate vehicles, and neither of them wanted Kylie to drive when she was so upset, Travis decided to leave his, and he called Kaleb and asked him to get it when he could.

Gage felt a wave of déjà vu. Kylie was suddenly back in their lives after what felt like forever and a day, but had only been less than a week. The only difference now was Kylie was coming to see them on her own. For once, neither Travis nor Gage had interfered. And now Gage was ready to have that conversation they should’ve had before this all happened. The one that might’ve prevented any of the suffering that they’d had to go through to get here.

Gage walked out to the truck and opened Kylie’s door for her, taking her hand in his as they headed into the air conditioned house. June was in full swing, and now that the storms weren’t blowing in cooler air, it was downright uncomfortable to be outside for more than a few minutes.

Once inside, Gage led her to the living room and let her crawl up onto the couch. He watched as she kept her eyes down and curled her feet up beneath her. She looked so broken, and he had to fight the urge to want to pull her into her arms and tell her everything would be ok.

As much as he wanted that to be the case, they still had to talk.

“Need anything?” Travis asked Kylie, and when she shook her head, he sat on the couch beside her, but not too close.

Gage sat down beside Travis. For some reason, he felt as though he needed to keep some distance between him and Kylie. She’d hurt him and the throbbing ache was still alive in his chest, even if seeing her was the closest he’d come to any sort of relief in several days.

“For the record, we had no idea they were going to do that,” Travis told Kylie as he crossed one leg over the opposite knee and reclined back into the couch.

“I know.”

“Do you?” he asked, his temper rearing its ugly head.

Kylie met his gaze head on. “I do. I talked to Sierra, and I think they did it because Zoey asked them to.” At the mention of Zoey’s name, Kylie looked at Gage, but he didn’t say anything.

What could he say? It wasn’t like he could change the past, no matter what Kylie wanted.

“I owe you an apology,” she told Gage. “I was so shocked to find out that you had been with her…” Her words died off.

“We know this is new to you, Kylie,” Gage began, unsure where he was even going with this. “And maybe we should’ve told you that we had a history with this sort of thing. For me, because nothing I’ve ever experienced came even close to this,” he said as he waved his hand to encompass the three of them, “I didn’t even consider the subject relevant.”

“So, it is different from when you were with her?” Kylie sounded surprised.

Gage glanced between the Travis and Kylie. If he was going to lay it all on the line, now was his opportunity. He could tell them he loved them and be done with it. Whatever their reaction, he’d have to live with it.

When he opened his mouth to speak, nothing came out.

“It’s a lot different,” Travis said calmly, speaking directly to Kylie. “Like I told you before, until you, I had never loved anyone. And until Gage, I hadn’t loved anyone after you.”

Gage was staring at Kylie as Travis spoke. When the last words came out, he jerked his head in Travis direction. Gage’s heart skipped a beat. Maybe two. He stared at Travis, replaying what he’d just said over in his mind, trying to figure out if he’d misinterpreted it. When Travis turned to meet his gaze, he knew he hadn’t.

“I should have told you before,” Travis said, his voice low. “I’ve spent the last three days trying to come up with the way to say the words, but I chickened out.”

Gage couldn’t say anything at all.

“And I should’ve told you, too,” Kylie added. “Both of you.” She angled her body on the couch to face Travis more fully and said, “I loved you the very first day I met you. I spent ten years hoping I’d stop loving you. The day Gage took me to see you, I realized it hadn’t worked.”

The room was so quiet, the only sound was the air coming through the vents from the air conditioner.

“And Gage, I fell in love with you before you brought Travis back into my life. The day you came to my house, and we made love for the first time, I knew I’d never stop loving you. No matter how badly you hurt me.”

“I’m sorry,” Gage said automatically.

“I’m not,” Kylie added. “I didn’t like it at the time, but if you hadn’t dug around in Travis’ past and found me, we wouldn’t be here. And I don’t even know exactly where we are at this point, but I can tell you, I...” Kylie stopped as a sob tore from her chest.

Gage wasn’t sure which one of them moved faster, but Gage was on one side of Kylie as Travis was moving up to her other side, their arms going around her.

When she got herself under control, she started speaking again. “I don’t want a divorce,” she told Travis. “I don’t know how this works or even what’s legally acceptable, but I want to be married. To you both.”

“Baby,” Travis whispered as he pulled her close.

“Sierra said she had two husbands,” Kylie hiccupped as she buried her face in Travis’ shirt.

“They aren’t legally married, but yes, there are some ways to go about it,” Travis replied, his eyes locked on Gage’s.

As he sat there staring into pools of steel blue, Gage finally found the words he’d been searching for, and they fell from his lips although the rest of his body didn’t seem to be working. “I love you,” he whispered to Travis.

He hadn’t thought Kylie could hear him, but she looked up at him just as Travis said, “I love you, too. And Kylie, I love you, baby.”

Kylie held Gage’s stare for long seconds. The words were on the tip of his tongue and he had every intention of telling her, but he was holding back because he knew once they were out there… if she ever walked away again, he wasn’t going to survive it.

She must’ve realized he was having a hard time because she moved closer, taking his hands in hers. “I’m sorry. I know you might not be able to trust me, but when I tell you that I love you, I want you to know that the only other person I’ve ever said that to is Travis. I don’t take the words lightly.”

Gage slid his hand into Kylie’s hair, holding her so she continued to face him. “I trust you, Kylie. That’s never been the issue. I’ve just never realized I could love anyone as much as I love you and Travis. And truthfully, it just scares the shit out of me.”

“I’ve always been told that a little fear is a good thing,” Kylie whispered as she leaned in to press her lips against his. “It means you’re alive.”

♂♂♀

Not in a million years did Travis ever believe he’d be here. The place, the people, the conversation. For so long, it’d been a dream and yet here they were, sitting in Gage’s living room, professing their love for one another. Copping to their fears and their mistakes.

They weren’t lying in bed, bodies wrapped together and sharing the sweet words that seem so easy to speak in the heat of the moment. Not that he’d ever spoken the words that way either, but this was much more intimate than he ever expected.

Too bad his true nature was kicking in because Travis’ cock was as hard as a baseball bat, and he was ready to strip them both and alternate fucking them both until they were screaming his name. He’d be more than willing to tell them he loved them a million times after the three of them came.

His opportunity presented itself when Kylie kissed Gage, but as he moved closer, she pulled back. He waited, breathless and eager, and he wasn’t disappointed because Kylie leaned in again and this time Gage pulled her to him, cupping the back of her head as their mouths pressed together.

Travis wasn’t sitting this one out, and he quickly got in on the action, moving up behind Kylie, lifting her so she was sitting on his thigh as they crushed her between them. Travis grabbed the backs of their heads and inserted his close enough so they had to break the kiss.

“What are you doing?” Kylie giggled.

Yeah, it probably looked a little ridiculous, but he had his reasons.

“I’m planning to kiss you,” he explained. “Both of you, right now.”

And that’s exactly what they did, the three of them shared a kiss hot enough to torch the place down. Maybe that was because they expressed their love for one another, or because they’d spent so many days apart. Travis didn’t care. He would put more effort into thinking about it once they were naked.

He felt like he was high, his body not his own. He had been so overcome with anger and pain when Kylie left them that he had a hard time coping. He had just settled in to go back to the life he had been happy to shed and here he was again, the euphoric feeling returning in full force.

Gage was the first to pull back. “This couch isn’t big enough for the three of us.”

No. No, it certainly was not. Although, if they… Ok, no. It wasn’t the right place for them right now.

“You don’t have to tell me twice.” Travis pushed to his feet and held his hand out to Kylie. Before she could take it, Gage swept her up into his arms and headed toward the stairs.

Travis didn’t stay still for long. They were almost to the second floor when Gage stopped suddenly, and Travis had to grab the railing to keep from slamming into him. “What the hell is the matter?”

“We haven’t finished talking,” Gage said seriously, and Travis damn near rolled himself right down the stairs to ease his misery.

“What else could we possibly have to talk about?”

“Condoms,” Gage said.

“Condoms?” Kylie and Travis asked at the exact same time.

To Travis’ relief, Gage continued up the stairs but at a much slower pace. He stopped at the top, which left Travis still a couple of steps beneath him. “Yes, condoms. We need to talk about us using them.”

“We always use condoms,” Travis reminded him. Had Gage fallen on his head lately?

“Yes, we do. What if we didn’t?”

Ok, now Travis feared he actually would fall down the stairs, so he pushed past Gage and Kylie and stood on level ground.

“I’m on the pill,” Kylie said, squirming in Gage’s arms like she wanted him to put her down. “And besides the two of you, I’ve only ever had sex with two other people and we always used condoms, but I was still tested after both of them.”

“I’ve never had unprotected sex,” Travis said as Gage put Kylie on her feet. As he waited for them to keep talking, he did his best to herd them toward the bedroom. “I’ve been tested routinely, including when I joined Club Destiny, but I’ll be glad to do it again and get you both a copy of the results.”

Just as long as you’ll move your asses into the bedroom.

“Same here,” Gage added, his smile growing as he stared back at Travis. “Going somewhere?”

“Yes. To the damn bedroom. You know, the place with the bed. And the condoms we don’t want to use.”

“I know the place well.”

“Good, then lead the way.”

“Impatient much?”

“Ask me that question after I’ve got my dick buried in your ass,” Travis growled as he pressed Gage against the wall.

That worked.

Gage grabbed a fistful of Travis’ shirt and yanked him forward, their bodies slamming together. The kiss that ensued knocked the breath from his chest and Travis clung to Gage, desperate to feel his bare skin. He pulled his shirt free of his jeans and tore it over his head as Gage did the same. They were still in the hall, Kylie staring up at them both, her mouth hanging open as she fought for breath.

God it was fucking hot that she got off on watching them.

Without releasing one another, they managed to stumble into the bedroom and onto the bed. Travis was about to demand that Kylie take her clothes off, but she was one step ahead of them. Gage was the next one naked, and by the time Travis was stepping out of his jeans, Gage was crushing Kylie into the mattress, his mouth on hers.

Her sweet moans filled the air, and Travis knew there wasn’t going to be much foreplay. Then again, maybe they could consider the lovey dovey shit they’d done downstairs foreplay. Shit, it had damn sure turned him on.

Before climbing on the bed with them, Travis reached for the lube and the condoms but stopped and glanced over at the bed. “Condoms or no condoms?”

A unanimous “No condoms,” came from the bed and Travis dropped the box, but took the lube.

He was anxious to be inside of Gage, having spent the last few days sleeping in the same bed, but never making love to him. Travis had needed to sleep, never wanting to get out of bed or open his eyes because at least in his dreams his world hadn’t been crumbling around him.

Now that the sun was shining in his chest again, he was ready to make up for lost time.

“Holy shit,” Gage said on a breath. He was blanketing Kylie completely, his cock sliding in between her legs. “Baby, fuck. You’re so damn hot.”

Travis lubed up his cock, stroking slowly as he watched Gage begin to thrust gently. Long, deep strokes. Travis slid two slippery fingers inside Gage’s ass when he was buried deep inside of Kylie, and Gage’s answering groan urged him on.

Every time Gage retreated from Kylie’s pussy, Travis slid his fingers in deep, twisting them in that perfect angle, pressing insistently against Gage’s prostate until the man was begging for more. He continued to massage Gage’s prostate as he fucked Kylie until she clamped her legs around Gage’s hips, holding him close to her body.

When she began saying their names over and over, Travis relented. As slow as he could manage, Travis slid his cock deep in Gage’s ass, the heat of his body magnified without latex, and he held his breath, unable to go farther for fear he would come before he was ready.

With sweat beading on his brow, Travis breathed deep, got himself under control and started to rock his hips, finding a rhythm that worked as Gage continued to push into Kylie harder.

Oh, yeah. He could get used to this.

“Fuck.” Dropping over Gage, Travis pressed his chest against his hard muscled back and pressed his lips to his shoulder. “As much as I want to be easy, I need to fuck you,” he whispered in Gage’s ear as he met Kylie’s glazed stare. She was hovering on the edge as it was.

“God, yes. Fuck me, Travis. Fuck me hard.”

Travis kissed Gage’s back once more and then pushed up onto his knees, gripping his narrow hips and driving his cock in deep, retreating slowly. Over and over he fucked him hard and slow, reveling in the feel of Gage’s heat as he gripped him tighter.

“Faster.” This time Kylie was the one to change the tempo and Gage began pumping his hips, which forced Travis to find another rhythm.

The sound of their heavy breathing was the only sound until Kylie cried out. “I’m gonna come, Gage. Oh, God. Don’t stop. Please don’t stop.”

“Never, baby. Come for me, Kylie.”

Travis let their words wrap around him, clenching his teeth together as he fought the urge to come. He wanted to wait. Needed Kylie to get there first.

“Fuck, yes!” Kylie’s garbled curse had the same effect as a stun gun. She didn’t usually curse like that and Travis had been so lost in her passion, he nearly came when she did.

Travis continued to thrust, resuming his original pace as Gage slowed his. As soon as Gage stopped moving his hips, Travis dug his fingertips into his hips, shifted him slightly and pounded into him. Harder, faster. Over and over until their moans were so mingled, Travis didn’t know whose was whose.

“Fuck,” Travis bit out. “So. Fucking. Tight.” He punctuated each word with a punishing thrust. “You ready to come for me, Gage?”

Gage began to rock forward, letting Travis’ momentum drive him into Kylie. “Fuck yes. Make me come. Fuck. It feels so damn good.”

Travis couldn’t hold back, he slammed into Gage over and over, his thigh muscles straining from the movement, but he didn’t stop.

“Fuuuuucccck!” Gage groaned the word as his muscles clamped down on Travis’ cock until he too was coming with a strangled curse.

It didn’t take long before Travis dropped to the bed and rolled to his back, his chest heaving from exertion as Gage fell to Kylie’s side.

“We’re… doing that… again,” Travis said between breaths. Turning his head to the side, Travis waited until they both looked at him. “How many times do you think we can do that?”

“Are you talking about in one night?” Gage asked with a laugh.

Travis smiled. “No, I’m thinking more like forever.”

Chapter Fifty One

♂♀

End of June…

Curtis wasn’t sure he’d even stopped smiling since he got off the phone with Travis several hours ago. The boy had asked if he could stop by, said he wanted to talk. Of course, Curtis gave him a rash of shit, telling him he’d never had to call and ask before. Travis had merely told him this wasn’t like any of those other times. Then when Travis asked to talk to Lorrie, he’d known today was finally going to be the day.

Lorrie had spent the better part of the afternoon in the kitchen, cooking a meal large enough to feed an army. He hadn’t even had it in him to tease her because he didn’t want to distract from the sparkle in her eyes.

Yes, it was safe to say they’d been waiting for this day for a long time. Living in a small town had its benefits, and one of them was that Curtis could keep an eye on his kids without even having to try. When the boys were young, they hated that their parents knew everything they did before they even did it. Now that they were older, well, they still didn’t like it all that much. But they had gotten used to it. As for Travis, well, he’d mentioned on the phone that he had wanted to talk to him first, so Curtis was going to pretend he didn’t know what was going on.

It meant more that his oldest boy was willing to come directly to him anyway.

There was a light knock on the back screen door and then Travis stepped inside, holding it open for the two people with him. The beautiful young woman who had yet to be introduced to Travis’ mother looked both excited and scared at the same time. And Gage, who was pulling up the rear, looked like he didn’t have a care in the world.

Curtis knew better. The boy was nervous.

“It’s about time, boy,” Curtis called out as he made his way to the kitchen.

Lorrie was already greeting the three of them, kisses on cheeks and hugs that squeezed, even for the woman she hadn’t officially met yet.

“Oh, honey,” Lorrie said as she held onto Kylie’s arms and looked at her. “You’re so beautiful.”

The sweet girl blushed.

“Mom, this is Kylie. Kylie, this is my mom, Lorrie. Dad, you remember Kylie? And y’all know Gage.”

“Come in.” Lorrie was all smiles as she kept Kylie close, pulling her farther into the kitchen with her. The only time she released her was when Lorrie leaned up and placed a gentle kiss on Gage’s cheek before whispering, “Happy Birthday. I made you a cake for later.”

Aaannnnddd… cue that boy’s turn to blush.

“Can I help with anything?” Kylie asked as she followed like she’d been there a hundred times.

“Of course you can, honey. I’m almost finished, but you can set the table if you’d like.”

Curtis planted his hand on the back of Travis’ neck and squeezed gently. “You wanted to talk, boy?”

Travis looked over at Gage and then back to Curtis. “Come on, son. You might as well join us. I’ve got a feeling this has something to do with you too.”

Gage’s eyes flared wide as he looked back at Travis, probably hoping he’d be able to get out of it, but Curtis simply grabbed him by the back of the neck too and led them both to the living room.

“Sit,” he ordered as he urged them toward the couch and then dropped into his recliner.

To his surprise, Travis looked nervous. Curtis fought the urge to smile.

“Dad, there’s something you need to know about me,” Travis finally said after several minutes. The sound of the women in the kitchen slowly becoming background noise.

“What’s that?”

“I…” Travis stopped, glanced over at Gage then back. “There’re actually several things.”

“What is it, boy?” Curtis said gruffly, wanting Travis to get on with it because he knew his son would feel better once he got it out in the open.

“Kylie and I are married. We’ve been married for about ten years now, although we were only together for a couple of weeks after the wedding.”

“Hmmphh. Go on.” Curtis already knew this part.

He’d initially been saddened that his son hadn’t told his mother or him when it happened, but they figured Travis had a good reason. Since they trusted their boys to come to them when they needed to, neither of them had confronted Travis about it. Curtis couldn’t deny that the relief that he finally had was enormous.

“I made the mistake of leaving her because I thought she wouldn’t understand me. I’d fallen in love with her and married her because I wanted to be normal. I had second thoughts, and I didn’t want her to be dragged into my world, so I left. When I did,” Travis paused, glancing down at the floor between his legs. “When I did, I left most of myself behind.”

Curtis knew that too. Granted, until recently they hadn’t known where Travis had left himself or why, but for the last decade, Travis had indeed been different. He’d been broken, and it killed Curtis to watch, but he’d done it for years.

“She came back into my life unexpectedly,” Travis once again glanced at Gage before he continued, “but she wasn’t the only one who made a huge impact on my life recently.”

Curtis didn’t say a word.

“Look, Dad. This is fucking hard,” Travis sighed. Gage moved closer to Travis and placed a hand on his back.

The gesture alone spoke every single word Travis was having a hard time finding, but Curtis didn’t mention it. These boys had found something with one another that doesn’t come around but once in a lifetime. Sure, Curtis had a hard time understanding how things might work for three people in a relationship, but it wasn’t his place to question it. No one questioned him when he fell in love with Lorrie. No one told him that it wouldn’t work despite some of the odds. Not that Curtis would’ve stood for it if they had.

It wasn’t his place to determine what would or would not make his boys happy. It was his job to support their decisions and to love them unconditionally. And quite frankly, as long as they were happy, Curtis could pretty well come to terms with anything.

“I love them both, Dad,” Travis blurted finally, his head slowly coming up until their eyes met.

“That right?”

“Yeah.”

Curtis didn’t say anything more, wondering if Travis had any more revelations he wanted to lay on him.

“Don’t you have any questions, Dad?” Travis finally asked, his chest puffing out as though he were preparing for an argument.

“I do have one. Wait, two actually,” Curtis replied, sitting up in his chair and mirroring Travis’ posture. With his forearms resting on his spread thighs, he stared over at his boy.

“What’s that?”

Curtis paused, looked into the kitchen, then back at Travis.

“How’d the bed work out for ya? Your mother and I bought the biggest one we could find. Figured you’d need it if the three of you were gonna be sleepin’ there.”

Travis’ eyes went wide, but he managed to keep his jaw from hitting the floor. Without answering the first question, Travis said, “And I’m sure I don’t even want to know, but what’s the second question?”

“Oh, that’s an easy one. When are your mother and I getting grandbabies out of you three?”

Travis paled, all of his color draining from his face even as the small smile tipped the corner of his mouth.

Gage took things a little better. He fell over on the couch.

Laughing.

Chapter Fifty Two

♀♂

Two weeks later…

“Daddy. Melissa,” Kylie greeted her father and his fiancé as they walked in through her front door. She’d spent the last hour pacing back and forth in front of the door, so the moment they arrived, she was already waiting.

At one point, Travis laughed as he sent her outside to wear down the wood on the porch. She tried that for all of ten minutes, but resumed her pacing inside for fear her father would pull up, and she wouldn’t have a chance to prepare herself. Now that he was standing in her entryway, she wasn’t sure whether her pep talk mattered. She forced a smile and clenched her hands into fists to keep them from shaking.

“Little girl,” he said as he leaned over and let her kiss him on the cheek.

“Wow, Kylie, this is beautiful,” Melissa said as she turned in a wide circle, looking at the house. The look of awe on Melissa’s face made Kylie beam with pride. “You’re actually going to sell this place?”

“That’s the plan,” Kylie answered quickly. “Are y’all hungry? I need to check on the casserole in the oven. Want to help? You could follow me if you’d like.” Kylie wasn’t sure exactly what words were coming out of her mouth, she just knew they continued to flow. Considering how nervous she was, she could’ve been speaking gibberish, and it would’ve made sense to her. Maybe not anyone else, but her mind was such a jumbled mess, she couldn’t find it in herself to care.

Just as she was leading Joe and Melissa toward the kitchen, Travis and Gage came through the living room toward them, both of them looking so handsome she wondered if she would start crying. Ok, maybe that was just an excuse. She just felt like crying. She didn’t care why she did it.

Her father was there. He was there to meet Gage and Travis, and Kylie was doing a miserable job of handling the situation. After everything went so perfectly with Travis’ parents, she’d built this moment up in her mind, and this certainly wasn’t how she envisioned it working out.

Travis leaned down and placed a quick kiss on her mouth. “It’s going to be fine, baby. I promise you,” he whispered in her ear as he stood to his full height, his confidence helping put some of the starch back in her spine.

Wait. No. No, it didn’t help at all. As soon as she looked at her father, all of the starch disappeared again.

Kylie needed to turn the air up, the room was suddenly way too hot.

Realizing she was supposed to be the hostess, she looked at the four people now staring at her. “Daddy. Melissa. I’d like you to meet Travis Walker and Gage Matthews. Travis, Gage, this is my father, Joe, and his fiancé, Melissa.”

Kylie watched as her father looked over the two men who had become her very lifeline. In fact, the only reason she was standing here with her father in the same room as the two men she loved was because of them. They insisted she introduce them. In person. After she procrastinated, – for two weeks – Travis had asked for her father’s phone number.

Yes. Chicken that she was, she’d given it to him. And, solid rock that he was, Travis had called Joe and asked if they could come to Dallas to meet him. To everyone’s shock, Joe had insisted that he come to Killeen and meet them at Kylie’s. She still wasn’t sure the reason for that, but she hadn’t questioned any of them.

“Dinner is almost ready,” Kylie said, her voice quivering, but she could do nothing to stop it. “Melissa, would you mind helping me?”

“Sure, honey.”

Without waiting to see whether her father was going to talk to Travis and Gage or just stare them down, she led Melissa into the kitchen. Being that the space was fairly open, she could see them as they continued to stand in the middle of the living room.

“Ky,” Melissa said, placing her warm, gentle hand on Kylie’s arm. “You know it’s going to be perfectly fine, don’t you?”

Kylie turned to face her future stepmother, staring at her like she was an alien from another planet and had just bestowed the key to the universe. “How do you know that?” she whispered. She had to clear her throat in order to find her voice.

“Because your father wants you to be happy,” she said, taking Kylie’s hand. “He’s not here to interrogate them. You need to remember, he loves you. Very much.”

“But…” Kylie wanted to ask Melissa if she thought it was normal that she was introducing two men to her father. Two. Not just one. She wanted to ask if they even realized exactly what was going on here. The way the woman was acting, Kylie was beginning to think maybe she hadn’t been clear about the situation.

Two. Both men. For her. Not just one.

Ok, she really was going to have to fix that air conditioner.

“See, look,” Melissa said, gripping Kylie’s shoulders and turning her to face the three men who… were now sitting on the sofas in the living room. Laughing.

Ok. What was going on?

Didn’t they know that this was not normal? That a girl didn’t bring two men home to meet her father? Or in this case, bring her father to her home to meet two men.

Two men that she loved.

She did love them. A lot.

“Take a deep breath, Kylie.” Melissa’s tone was steady as she wrapped a warm arm around her shoulder and pulled her close. “Ok, now look at me.”

Kylie tilted her head and glanced at Melissa, unsure exactly what she was supposed to do next. This was the most awkward situation she’d ever been in before. Even worse than the birds and bees talk that her father had insisted on having with her when she was sixteen. Considering she’d been in high school by then and had learned more in sex education class than she ever wanted to know, she’d told him he could spare them both the embarrassment.

He had thanked her for that.

“Do you love them?” Melissa asked, interrupting the random trail her thoughts were heading down.

“Of course I do. I love them very much,” Kylie mumbled as she stared at Gage and Travis who were sitting in the living room. Sitting. With her father. “Are you hot?” Kylie asked Melissa and then pulled away. She shook her head and tried to clear the fog from her brain.

“Actually, it’s quite comfortable. Now back to you,” she said with a sincere smile. “You love them. You said so. Which means you have nothing to worry about.”

“What are you talking about?” They hadn’t even had dinner yet. How would her father interact with them? Was he going to be mean? Would he interrogate them? Would he talk about her when she was a kid? Did he know about the resort?

So hot she was beginning to sweat.

The timer on the oven chose that moment to go off. Kylie was tempted to reach out to see if she found her alarm clock’s snooze button beside her. Surely this wasn’t happening. She’d spent the better part of the morning panicking, cleaning, cooking and then panicking some more. And for what? So Melissa could tell her that…

Maybe if she stuck her head in the freezer…

A booming laugh erupted in the living room, and Kylie turned around. That was her father. He was laughing. There weren’t any disapproving looks, no fingers being pointed, no warnings being declared. He was laughing.

“See, I told you it’ll be perfectly fine,” Melissa reassured her. “Now where are the pot holders? We’ve got to get this out of the oven.”

Kylie retrieved a pot holder from the drawer beside the oven and handed it to Melissa blindly as she continued to stare into the living room. Travis and Gage were sitting side by side on one of the sofas, her father sitting on the other across from them. They were all reclining back, all three of them holding a beer in their hand as they talked.

“That’s it?” Kylie asked, turning to face Melissa. “I spent all week being sick to my stomach, and they aren’t even going to talk about me?”

Melissa turned to face her, placing the pan on the stovetop as she grinned. “Oh, honey, if that’s what you’re worried about, well, that happened a week ago. Trust me, your dad loves you, but he’s no dummy. He took care of that chat when Gage and Travis came to visit us in Dallas. You’ve got nothing to worry about.”

“They what?”

Travis said that her father wanted to come to her house and meet them. Was Melissa confused? Travis and Gage never mentioned going to see her father. Whoa! Ok, the room was starting to spin. Pretty fast too.

“Hey, boys. One of you might want to get in here. I think she’s going to pass out. I told you not to leave her in suspense like this, Joe.”

Melissa’s voice sounded strange, Kylie thought as she tried to hold on to the counter. Like she was one of the adults on the Snoopy cartoons.

The last thing Kylie remembered was Travis’ warm arms coming around her… at the same time the world went black.

“Hey, little girl,” her father’s voice woke her from sleep and Kylie smiled up at him.

“Hi, Daddy.”

“Feeling better?” he asked, sounding concerned.

“Fine, why?” Kylie sat up, realizing she was in her bed, but she was fully dressed and…

Everything came flooding back to her in a flash, and she glared at her father. “Melissa said you already met Travis and Gage.”

“I did, honey,” Joe smiled, but he looked like he was trying to hide it. “Those men of yours are pretty protective of you, you know that?”

Yes, yes she did know that. How that translated into them meeting her father, she had no idea. Instead of asking more questions, Kylie waited for him to enlighten her. She wasn’t sure she had the energy to try and figure it out for herself.

Joe took her hand and held it between both of his while Kylie stared down where they were joined.

“Travis and Gage called to talk to me. Said that you were very important to them and before I started asking questions, they wanted to meet me face to face so they could answer any that I might have. Pretty smart guys you’ve got there.”

“So you talked to them?” Kylie peered up at her father’s face.

“I did. They took me to lunch, Travis told me how you and him met, informed me about the wedding and apologized for not coming to me back then. Then Gage filled in the blanks on the little reunion.” Joe frowned and paused.

“I’m sorry, Daddy. I know I should’ve told you the whole story. But I love them,” she said firmly. “I love them, and I didn’t want you to be upset with them or disappointed in me.”

Joe leaned in and kissed her softly on the forehead. “Little girl, I could never be disappointed with you. This is your life, and I’m proud of the decisions you’ve made. Doesn’t mean I always understand them.”

Kylie sat motionless on her bed, staring at her father. The man she adored, who loved her unconditionally. She wasn’t sure where along the way she’d altered her view of him. He’d always been her biggest supporter, yet she somehow forgot that. “So you don’t have any questions? No concerns?”

Joe tilted her chin up. “Trust me, I took care of all questions with Travis and Gage. I wanted to know their intentions. Like I said, they’re smart ones. They came prepared. Answered everything I threw at them. And like I said, they’re extremely protective of you.”

Kylie’s heart swelled. Her worst fear had been overcome. Her father was accepting the men she loved. “Well, I’m happy, Daddy. I promise you. They make me extremely happy.”

Joe’s smile widened, mischievously. “That’s good. Considering how hard headed and stubborn you are, I always wondered whether one man would be able to handle you.”

Kylie shouldered him playfully, and Joe laughed as he stood to his feet. “Seriously, Kylie, the only thing that matters to me is that you’re happy.”

“I am, Daddy.” Kylie pushed to her feet to stand beside her father. “And the only thing that matters to me… is paying those two back for putting me through this.”

Her father laughed, and she felt the vibration through her shoulders. “That’s my girl.”

Chapter Fifty Three

♂♀♂

Four months later…

“Don’t move,” Kylie said as she disappeared out of the room.

“What do you mean don’t move?” Travis hollered after her. “You tied me to the fucking bed! I don’t have much of a choice.”

Gage laughed as he moved up on the bed beside Travis. “Did you enjoy it?”

Travis turned his head to look at the man he’d spent the last few months making love to and sleeping in the same bed with and he grinned. “You’re damn right I did, but I’m not gonna tell her that.”

“I heard that!” Kylie yelled from inside the enormous master closet.

Travis didn’t wipe the smirk off of his face. He couldn’t, even if he tried.

When Gage began untying him from the bed posts, Travis relaxed into the mattress, rubbing his wrists where the restraints had bit into his arms. He looked around the room and smiled. Even months later, he still couldn’t believe the remarkable transformation Kylie had made to the house.

Not only had she revived almost every piece of building material, somehow she’d found square footage and Travis and Gage still had no idea where she got it from. He was pretty sure the master bathroom was triple its original size, and the small shower they’d crammed into originally was now big enough for ten people. It also happened to be one of the places they spent a lot of time in. A lot of time.

But Kylie hadn’t stopped with the bedrooms and bathrooms. The downstairs was bigger too. The entry was no longer separated into small rooms. The space was open, flowing right up the stairs as well as into the living room. What had originally been awkwardly laid out – not to mention paneled in that hideous wood – now looked... Well, it looked like a farmhouse built in the 1800s, if they’d, in fact, been around when it was built.

Which they hadn’t been, and Travis liked to give Kylie a hard time about it.

There weren’t any modern light fixtures or any fancy geometric shapes or any of those sinks that come on by themselves, but the house was breathtaking. The appliances were all new, the kitchen was spacious enough now to contain their entire family. And it did. Often.

Kylie had originally complained that she wouldn’t be able to entertain that many people. She only did that once, by the way. Complain that is. Every time after, which was occurring almost weekly these days, that she invited the entire Walker clan over, she was handling them all as though she’d been in the family for years.

Pushing up on the bed and reclining against the headboard, Travis waited patiently for Kylie to return. He knew there wasn’t any rushing her. Ever.

He remembered the week she had decided she wanted to remodel the master bedroom. Thankfully, she’d allowed the subcontracted crews to come in and tear out the bathroom and replace everything with more modern renditions of the old stuff she was so captivated by. But once that was done, and they had built the custom walk-in closet, she’d insisted that Gage and Travis stay out of the room until she was finished with it.

Considering they had another king size bed in one of the guest rooms to sleep in, they hadn’t complained. Too much. They had, however, made sure to inform Kylie every night when they crawled into bed, exactly what she had to do to make up for kicking them out of their bedroom. Travis was pretty sure Kylie had enjoyed that as much as they had.

But he was glad they’d been able to move back into the master suite, especially after she got through with it. The walls had been painted a dark gray, and heavy, black drapes hung over the windows so they could eliminate all light when necessary – which was never necessary, but Travis didn’t point that out either. They still had the same furniture that Travis’ parents had purchased for them specifically – although, at the time, they’d thought it was just for Gage. There was also a freestanding fireplace in the corner that they never got to use either because it didn’t get cold enough in Texas, but Travis learned right-quick that telling Kylie that was not in his best interest.

But aside from the relaxing colors and the unnecessary accessories (again he’d keep that part to himself) what Travis loved the most was the huge, flat panel television that she had put on the wall at the end of the bed. Ok, that was kind of a lie. What he really loved was the vast collection of porn that Kylie had somehow acquired over the last few months.

Yes, the woman was insatiable.

Did he mention she was absolutely perfect? Well, he meant to.

“What are you doing in there?” Gage called to Kylie, rerouting Travis’ thoughts to the present.

“You don’t worry about that,” she called out, and they both laughed.

“Remember that spanking you got last week?” Gage asked as he rearranged his naked body close to Travis.

“I certainly do,” she said, her voice muffled as she moved around in the closet.

Travis glanced over at Gage. “It’s not gonna help to threaten her with another. She enjoyed that.”

“She did, didn’t she?” Gage grinned, leaning over and pressing a kiss against Travis’ mouth.

“What was that for?” he asked.

“Because I can.”

“Think so, huh?” Travis asked. “Well, I dare you to do it again, then.”

When Gage moved in closer, Travis met him half way and managed to ease them down onto the bed until he was practically on top of Gage. They might’ve just had mind blowing orgasms, but Travis loved this part of it just as much. He found he could get lost for hours in Gage’s and Kylie’s kisses. Not that they had an exorbitant amount of free time these days to just fool around, but they carved out as much time as they could.

Like today. All three of them were playing hooky from work. Just because they could. Since the resort was in the final stage and Gage had officially accepted the job as head of security for AI, they could manage to sneak a little time off from time to time. And if they couldn’t, well, they sometimes did anyway.

Travis palmed Gage’s face as he pulled back, staring down at him. “Damn, you manage to take my breath away. You know that?”

“It’s my goal in life,” Gage answered, his voice just as weak as Travis’.

“Well, I can effectively say that you both steal my breath,” Kylie said as she moved up on the bed beside them.

Travis and Gage turned to look at her at the same time. “What the hell were you doing in there?” She still didn’t have a stitch of clothing on – thank you God – but she didn’t seem to have anything else either.

“Nothing,” she said with a mischievous smile.

Travis shifted, rolling off of Gage and then trapping Kylie beneath his body. He got her flat on her back and stared down at her as she smiled so sweetly up at him.

“You’re a sneaky woman, you know that?” he asked as he leaned forward and pressed a kiss to her mouth. “But just remember, we’ll always be sneakier.”

“I wouldn’t count on that,” she argued, her smile getting brighter.

Travis glanced over at Gage, and a knowing look passed between them.

“I’ll get her tied up, you get the other thing,” Travis told Gage, and the man was off the bed and down the hall in an instant.

“Don’t tie me up,” Kylie said.

What Travis heard was, “Please tie me up.”

Did he mention the woman was insatiable? The beautiful, beaming grin on her face was not that of a woman who didn’t want to give herself over to the two men she declared her love for each and every day.

But little did she know, Travis had no intention of tying her up. At least not yet.

A minute later, Gage returned and joined them on the bed.

“I thought you were going to tie me up?” Kylie asked, and she sounded disappointed, which made Travis laugh.

“You told me not to,” he pointed out.

“You’ve never listened to me before,” she laughed, her eyes darting back and forth between him and Gage. “What’s going on?”

Travis moved over to one side of Kylie, allowing Gage to ease up on her other side. Resting his head on one hand, Travis stared down at her and then back at Gage.

“We sort of wanted to ask you something,” Gage said, sounding incredibly nervous.

Damn cop. He could stare down an armed maniac, but he couldn’t muster the courage to ask the woman that he loved…

“Will you marry us?” Gage popped the question and Kylie’s head jerked toward him.

“What?”

“You heard him,” Travis added.

“I know what I heard, but I don’t know what it means.”

Travis raised an eyebrow. “No? Ok, well, let me explain how this works.”

Kylie slapped his chest playfully at the same time she told him to hush.

Travis smiled at her, letting her see every ounce of the love he had for her and this man.

“We want to marry you,” Gage said again, sounding a little choked up which caused Travis to look up at him.

“True,” he agreed. “However,” glancing down at Kylie, a knowing look passed between them and they looked at Gage. “We want to marry you too.”

“You wanna… Wait, what?” Gage’s mouth hung open as he stared back at them.

It was true, Travis managed to get them both good.

Kylie grinned again, and she looked so beautiful staring up at Gage, enjoying the fact that they’d managed to make him speechless. Travis leaned over the edge of the bed and opened the drawer on his nightstand, retrieving a piece of paper that he’d had his lawyers draw up. Thanks to Luke’s unsolicited advice, Travis used a similar contract to one Luke, Cole and Sierra had had drawn up to substantiate their relationship.

He passed the piece of paper to Kylie, and she, in turn, handed it to Gage.

“What’s this?” he asked, his eyes darting back and forth between them.

“Read it,” Travis told him as he leaned down and kissed Kylie on the mouth.

Gage spent a few minutes skimming the paper as they watched him. When he was finished, his eyes were curiously glassy, but he was smiling and that smile pierced Travis’ heart in a big way. “So?”

“So what?” Gage asked with a smirk.

Travis knew the routine. They didn’t let Kylie off the hook by beating around the bush, and he obviously wasn’t going to get special treatment either.

“Will you marry us?” Travis asked, all humor disappearing because the question was the most important one of his life.

“Absolutely.” The fact that there was no hesitation in Gage’s answer made his heart beat harder.

“But I never got an answer,” Gage said peering down at Kylie.

“What was the question again?” she laughed, but it quickly died on her lips as she stared up at them. “Of course I will marry you both. It would make me the happiest woman in the world.”

Gage took her hand in his and Travis watched the exchange, but it took Kylie a second to realize what was going on. When Gage pulled his hand back, Kylie was staring down at her finger, her eyes wide and full of unshed tears.

“Oh, my goodness. It’s… Wow. It’s so beautiful.”

Travis had to agree. And the fact that the ring had sentimental meaning made it even more so.

Travis and Gage had been talking about getting Kylie a ring, but they wanted something that would signify their love for each other – all three of them. They’d been keeping an eye out, but they didn’t come up with anything until the day he and Gage went to the bank and retrieved Gage’s personal items that he’d stashed in a safe deposit box. They were the only physical possessions he had left after the fire, besides what he’d been carrying with him in his truck while he travelled.

As Gage was going through the contents, to sign off that he retrieved them, Travis noticed a ruby ring, and when he asked about it, Gage had given him the story. The ring belonged to his grandmother, a gift from his grandfather on their fiftieth wedding anniversary. The gold was thin from wear over the years, but the stone was beautiful. After a little discussion, Gage suggested that they have the stone cut down into smaller stones and put into a ring for Kylie.

And now that the ring was on her finger, the tiny rubies and diamonds that wrapped around the band shining as brightly as the tears in her eyes.

Travis had never cried a day in his life – at least not since he was a teenager. But suddenly his throat was clogging up tight, and he was overwhelmed with so much love, he wondered if it was finally going to pull him under.

♀♂♂

As Kylie stared up at Travis and Gage, she was sure that both men were choked by as much emotion as she was. She glanced back at the ring now on her left hand, and she still couldn’t believe how beautiful it was.

“Where did this come from?” she asked, glancing over at Gage and giving Travis a minute to try and rein himself in. She knew how much he hated this much emotion.

“The ruby came from my grandmother’s ring,” he explained. “We had it cut down and placed in the center band. It represents that you are our heart. The outer rings of diamonds represent us, protecting you forever. We knew you didn’t want big stones because they would get in the way when you were working, so we opted for something smaller.” His smile grew bigger. “Only because we’re not going to allow you to take it off. Ever.”

“Well, you don’t have to worry about that,” she told him as she brushed her fingers over the three bands of stones inset in the ring that wrapped around her finger. Three bands of stones, the inside ring of rubies were for her and the outer rings of diamonds protecting the precious stones on the inside were for Travis and Gage. The ring was absolutely perfect.

She peered up at Travis and then over to Gage. She gave him a grin that only he would know why. And on cue, Gage leaned over and pulled open the drawer in his nightstand, retrieving the small black box that she knew was in there.

Although he had managed to keep her ring a complete secret from her, she had been involved in the design and purchase of another ring. Or rather set of rings. He moved back onto the bed with the box in hand and the gentle click of the velvet top snapping open, Travis looked over at him.

“I know you think you’ll always be the one to get the last word in,” Gage said to Travis, both of them focused intently on him. “But we have a question for you too.”

Travis didn’t speak, but his eyebrow cocked in question.

“Will you marry us?” Kylie asked, effectively throwing him off course.

“Are you…”

“Before you finish that question, yes, we’re serious,” Gage said, pulling one of the two rings from the box and handing it to Kylie as he resumed his place on the bed beside her, laying on his side and pressing up along her side.

She took Travis’ left hand and slid the platinum band over his finger. Once it was firmly in place, she took the other ring from the box and proceeded to slip that one on Gage’s finger. As they both stared down at them, she smiled.

“Is that…?” Travis didn’t finish the question, but Gage obviously knew what it was.

“Yes, those stones came from my grandmother’s ruby as well.”

Kylie knew Travis was moments away from falling apart and as much as she wanted to hold him together if that did happen, she knew he’d be crushed if they saw exactly how vulnerable he was. Pulling him down on top of her, Kylie pressed her lips to his.

“I love you, Travis. I’ve loved you since the day I met you. It killed me that you walked away, but it was the right thing to do. We weren’t ready,” Kylie said as she slipped her other hand over to Gage’s face, sliding her fingers down his cheek, she pulled him closer. “We weren’t ready because we weren’t complete. We needed to wait for Gage to find us.” She smiled, trying to hold the tears at bay long enough to get the words out. “I love you, Gage.”

Both of her men leaned forward, their mouths coming together above hers and she held them. And she didn’t care how long they had to lay there. Kylie was prepared to hold them forever. If that’s what it took.

Epilogue

♂♀♂

January…

“How many invitations did y’all send out?” Zane asked as three of Travis’ six brothers stood beside him in the reception area of Alluring Indulgence. They’d taken to watching as more guests arrived at the front doors and made their way to the counters to be checked in.

The driveway outside was lined with expensive cars, sleek black town cars and more than a handful of limousines all shuffling to the front doors as soon as another spot opened. The valets – all six of them – were working double time trying to move vehicles while the bellhops were standing at the ready, retrieving luggage and helping the guests inside.

“We filled the place up,” Sawyer answered, making Travis smile.

That they did. All of the guest rooms in the hotel were full, as well as the bungalows. Those had actually gone first, and they had a waiting list already for future stays.

“You sent out two hundred invitations?” Kaleb peered over at Travis as he asked the question.

The guest list was quite extensive, and the first go round, they made sure to include those who would get the word out once their stay was over. Word of mouth was the best marketing tool they could have. After all, they weren’t letting a single reporter through the door for obvious reasons – well, there was one exception, but McKenna promised she’d hold her story until Travis gave her the go ahead.

“You know the saying,” Travis said. “Go big or go home.”

“Holy shit,” Zane whispered, watching as women and men of all types made their way inside.

Travis, Sawyer, Kaleb, and Zane stood to the side, out of the way while everyone around them moved at a casual pace. It was still hard to believe that the resort was open. After tying up all loose ends, they’d managed to open on time too. Their goal to open early had been eliminated with some unexpected bad weather in December, but Travis took it in stride. It was open now and that was what mattered. Ever since they unlocked the doors that morning, people had been arriving. And not only were they registering, the rest of the place was reaping the benefits of the guests.

“Well, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to check on my wife,” Kaleb said as he turned to face them.

“How’s she doing?” Travis knew that Zoey was in her last trimester, and as each day passed, they were all counting down the days until the newest member of the Walker family came into the world. Initially, Zoey and Kaleb hadn’t wanted to know the sex of the baby, but somewhere along the way one of them clearly caved because now they had a nursery all set up in their house, and it was painted blue. Neither of them were saying which one gave in first.

“She’s doing well. We don’t plan to stay too long tonight, but she insisted on being here for the opening.”

“Well, tell her I’m glad she came,” Travis told Kaleb as he watched another couple arrive.

“Will do. Oh, and Trav? Congrats. This place is truly amazing. Sometimes it’s hard to believe one person could dream up a place like this. But it’s not hard to believe that you made it come true the way you did.”

Travis couldn’t find the words to respond to his brother. In the last few months, things had been coming together. Not just the resort, but for their family as well.

They were still waiting for Zane and V to get married, but at least there was a date set. Provided all went well, and Zoey delivered the baby on time, there would be another Walker wedding in March.

Brendon and Braydon were still seeing Jessie, which they all figured had to be some sort of record. She was permanently rooted in Coyote Ridge for the time being, although she wasn’t staying at a hotel anymore. She had recently moved into Travis’ house, ever since he’d moved into Gage’s. Kylie didn’t like the idea of her sister continuing to stay at a hotel, so Travis figured the house was empty, might as well put it to good use.

As for Ethan, well, the man was still a workaholic. From what Travis knew, E was still seeing Blake – although he was not admitting as much. They seemed to have a sort of love/hate thing going on. Not that Travis expected their relationship to be serious, but he wasn’t sure how much longer those two were going to be able to keep it up.

“I second that. Thanks for letting us be a part of it, bro,” Sawyer said, clapping Travis on the back as he grinned. “Now, if you’ll excuse me, I see a group of ladies who have white glove service in their future.”

“Thanks. You know I couldn’t have done it without you,” Travis told them all before they left. And it was the truth. AI might’ve been his brain child, but he wasn’t capable of pulling it off by himself. Nor did he want to. This was his dream, but it wouldn’t be worth it if he didn’t have his family and his friends there to share it with.

A few more slaps on the back and then Travis watched as Kaleb disappeared into the area beyond the reception doors and Sawyer strolled off in the direction of a handful of women. Actually, to be accurate, there were four and as soon as they noticed Sawyer coming their way, all of them perked up. Not that they needed much help because from where Travis stood, they looked pretty damn perky as it was.

“Is he going to…? Never mind. I don’t even want to know.” Zane laughed. “If he’s got enough stamina for that, more power to him.”

Travis didn’t answer Zane, and it wasn’t because he’d waived off the original question either. He didn’t know what Sawyer was up to these days, but he had a feeling there was one woman responsible for his recent actions. It wasn’t a secret that Sawyer was rebellious. He had been since they were kids. And if ever there were something Sawyer wanted, and he couldn’t have it, he became a man on a mission. Only this time, he seemed to have resorted to some kind of fucked up back-ass-ward attempt. Instead of chasing the woman he wanted, he was purposely trying to get under her skin.

Then again, Kennedy Endsley had made it abundantly clear that she had absolutely no intention of going out with Sawyer. She’d been dodging his every attempt for months. Hell, maybe years. But despite her reluctance, everyone in Coyote Ridge knew there was some serious chemistry between those two. In the hottest months, the fire department put out a fire warning whenever the two of them were seen anywhere in close proximity to one another.

“Hey, Zane. How’s it going?” Gage asked as he approached, coming to stand beside Travis.

“Damn, dude. You clean up nice.”

“Fuck. Off,” Gage whispered with a chuckle.

It was the truth. Gage Matthews in a tuxedo made Travis’ mouth water. As it was, Travis was having a hard time keeping his hands off the man because up until this point, they had both been working. Since Gage had taken the position of Head of Security for AI, the man had been busy. And this morning, as soon as the doors opened, he’d stepped right into the role without looking back. In fact, Travis was surprised to see him standing there.

“Something wrong?”

Gage glanced sideways at Travis and then turned his attention back to Sawyer, who was already getting fairly intimate with the group of women.

“Not at all.”

“Well, I’m gonna leave you two alone,” Zane said with a huge grin on his face. “It’s time I go find my woman. Check with y’all later.”

Travis and Gage nodded at Zane as he strolled off in the same direction Kaleb had.

Turning his attention to Gage fully, Travis tried to read him. “You sure everything’s all right?”

Gage leaned in slightly and grinned. “Only way it would be better is if I had you on the other side of that wall. Naked.” Gage paused as he glanced down at Travis’ mouth. “And beneath me.”

Travis’ cock stirred, but then again, it had been doing that quite a bit these days. Gage had made sure of it. As well as Kylie. It was almost as though they were awaiting this grand opening as much as he had been.

“What’s stopping you?” Travis retorted, cocking an eyebrow in invitation.

“Be careful what you wish for,” Gage warned, his tone low and intensely sexy.

Travis leaned in, right against Gage’s ear. “I can take whatever you’ve got.”

“I sure hope you boys aren’t getting anything started without me,” Kylie said sweetly as she approached, coming right up in front of them both.

Travis had already gotten a good look at her in that sexy black dress that molded to every one of her luscious curves and those hot fucking black boots, but seeing her now, his body pretended it was getting its first glimpse.

“Hey, baby,” Travis greeted Kylie as he admired her.

“You know her?” Gage asked, redirecting Travis’ attention to a woman strolling their way, looking to be on a mission of her own. Kylie took a step back and moved in close to Travis’ side while Gage remained on the other.

“I do,” he grinned and waited for the woman to approach.

“Travis Walker,” she greeted as she stopped a few feet away.

“Oh. My. God.” Kylie’s stunned voice had all three of them turning to look at her. “You’re… Oh my God. You’re…”

Travis laughed and then proceeded to introduce them. “Cheyenne Montgomery, this is my wife, Kylie Walker Matthews. And this is my husband, Gage Matthews.”

He had to give her credit. If she was at all surprised by his introduction, she didn’t show it. Then again, Travis had known Cheyenne for a long time, and his personal preferences had been something she learned early on. They’d been friends and nothing more since the day he met her, and the fact that she didn’t judge him was one of the reasons they’d remained friends all these years.

“Nice to meet you, Kylie. Gage,” Cheyenne said with that thick southern drawl.

“You’re Cheyenne Montgomery. The… The country singer,” Kylie stuttered, causing them all to laugh.

“That’s what they tell me.”

“Glad you could visit,” Travis told her, putting his arm around Kylie and pulling her against his side because he was beginning to worry she might just faint.

“I’m glad you invited me. I’ve been wondering if I’d get a chance to check this place out.”

“Well, stay as long as you like. And if you need anything, just let the front desk know, and we’ll make sure you’re taken care of.”

“Thanks.” Her smile lit up her face as she took a step back. “Well, I hope to see y’all around. If you’ve got any free time this weekend, I’d love to catch up. It’d be cool to talk to the two people who were brave enough to put up with you permanently.” With a wink and a wave, Cheyenne sauntered toward the elevators on the opposite end of the reception area, and Travis glanced down to see Kylie staring after her.

“You know her?” she asked, not looking back at him.

“We’re friends,” Travis explained. “She’s got a crazy streak, that one. I think you’ll like her. I take it you’re a fan?”

Kylie glanced up at him as though she was seeing him for the first time. “She’s amazing.”

“See, that’s what I was thinking about you,” he said as he leaned down and pressed his lips to hers.

“See, I was thinking that you look fucking hot,” Gage added as he moved closer to Kylie. “I’m still not sure why we agreed to let you in here tonight.”

“Well, I do,” she said with a sexy smirk on her red lips.

Gage was right, Kylie looked entirely too fuckable tonight. And as much as Travis wanted the three of them to join the party, this was Kylie’s first time in a place like this, and he wasn’t sure how she was going to handle what she would see on the other side of that wall.

“Why’s that?” Travis had to ask. She was tempting them on purpose, and if the woman said “go”, he was going to fucking go. Ten rounds.

She reached for their ties, pulling them closer to her. In those four inch heels, she didn’t have to pull them as far as she usually did. “Because I think you want to test out some of that furniture on the other side of that door.”

“Baby, I’m ready anytime you are,” Travis told her, brushing his lips over the outer shell of her ear. “Tell me when and where, and I’ll have your skirt pushed up to your waist, and my tongue buried in your sweet pussy before you can say please.”

Standing back to his full height, Travis looked down at her and tried his damnedest to pretend that his cock wasn’t straining against the front of his pants. Thankfully he had a jacket to hide the evidence because if not, he’d probably scare a shitload of people right now.

“Shall we?” Kylie asked.

Travis looked over at Gage and said, “Don’t care to keep the lady waiting. How about you?”

“Like I said before, I’m all in. Just lead the way.”

♀♂♂

Maybe it was the dress, or the fuck-me boots, or perhaps just the atmosphere. Or maybe because she continued to meet famous people, like Cheyenne Montgomery, and one of her favorite actors, Trent Ramsey, who she’d been introduced to that morning. Whatever it was, Kylie was excited. Ever since they arrived at the resort that morning, staying in one of the big suites in the hotel, she’d been ready for this night.

The three of them had spent several hours of the day going through the various boutiques and restaurants, checking on things, making sure all was kosher. But somehow, Travis and Gage had managed to keep her away from the clubs and the common area. It wasn’t like she didn’t know why, but now her curiosity was getting the best of her. The dirty words Travis breathed in her ear all those months ago had been running on an endless loop in her head throughout the day.

She might not remember every word, but she remembered the important ones.

“Short blonde hair, big, beautiful breasts, long legs. She’s leaning against the wall, her skirt pushed up around her waist. Between her spread legs, there’s a dark haired man on his knees, and he’s lapping at her sweet pussy while he fingers her slowly.”

Kylie was primed and ready to go and see if that’s what was happening. Part of her wanted to think that Travis had been messing with her when he told her those things. And if she didn’t see for herself, she would never know for sure.

Travis and Gage didn’t move, although they both seemed more than happy to indulge her by taking her in. “What’s wrong?”

“You know what you’re asking for?” Travis’ tone was dead serious.

“If it is how you said, then yes.”

“There’re rules,” Gage added.

“For everyone? Or just me?”

“Both,” Travis mumbled. “No one touches you but us. And if you just want to watch, that’s all you have to do.”

For now, she just wanted to watch. Her inner voyeur had taken on a life of her own and was currently leading Kylie around by her nose. If she didn’t get in there and see what all the fuss was about, she wasn’t sure she’d be able to sleep tonight.

“Understood.”

Travis and Gage looked at one another again, and they must’ve come to some sort of agreement because they each took one of her hands and led her toward the doors to the common area. Travis opened one of the doors and took a step back, allowing Kylie and Gage to go in before him.

Ok, so she’d had an idea of what to expect because she had seen the resort prior to the opening. However, when she’d been there before, things had been slightly different. One, it had been daytime, and the room had been lit up like a football field on game night. And two, there weren’t any people there.

Travis slid his hand back in hers, and they led her toward Covet, the club that Sawyer had claimed as his own. It wasn’t until they were halfway around the half circle wall that both men stopped and took up their positions behind her.

As though seeing the room for the first time, Kylie blocked out everything she’d seen during the day and focused only on what was in front of her.

The floor was wall to wall, carpet. An exquisite dark teal blue with intricate black designs throughout. The furniture was black, most of it leather. There were a few tall tables made of chrome and glass with chairs interspersed through the space, but not enough to accommodate even the small amount of the people there at the moment. At each end of the room, the doors to the clubs were closed, but the vibration of the sound systems could be heard through the walls.

The common area was surprisingly dark. Not so much that Kylie couldn’t see anything, but dark enough to add a romantic vibe to the open space. Barely heard over the din of conversation humming through the room, there was music. It was sexy and soft, but, if she wasn’t mistaken, it was getting louder. Like the volume was set to increase as the heat in the room rose. Not that it mattered, no one seemed to care about what was playing through the speakers.

Kylie didn’t know how things worked in places like this, but either it was early, and people were just beginning to arrive, or it was late and they were all venturing elsewhere. Either way, there were a few people – several that she recognized – sitting on the sofas or at the tables while several others were doing the same as she was – standing near the outer wall and talking to those they were with.

Throughout the day, Travis and Gage had introduced her to numerous guests, most of them from another club in Dallas. The first group she noticed were Sierra and her husbands, sitting on one of the black leather sofas. And much like the scene Travis had described to her, the men were lounging back while Sierra was facing Luke, her legs straddling his lap while Cole sat beside them, a beer in his hand.

Kylie felt strange watching them, especially after her brief talk with Sierra earlier that day when she’d finally had the opportunity to thank her. Had it not been for Sierra’s intervention, Kylie wasn’t sure they’d be there now.

She forced herself to look elsewhere, only to end up looking at Logan, Luke’s twin brother, and his wife as they stood on the other side of the room talking to a bald guy and a red head at his side. Kylie couldn’t remember their names.

“Is it always this tame?” she asked, glancing over her shoulder at Gage.

“Just wait,” he told her.

As if on cue, more people began descending the stairs on both sides of the doors from the reception area. Several of the people she recognized from earlier today and more that she didn’t. But it was one particular couple who caught her attention. The man was a giant. Not much taller than Travis, but he was built like a Mack truck. Huge, hulking shoulders, biceps as big as grapefruits, a thick, broad chest and a chiseled set of abs. Kylie’s eyes darted back to his chest. Were those...?

Holy shit. Those were nipple rings.

The man was enormous. And to top it off, he was wearing only black leather pants and shit kickers on his feet, his upper body completely bare, the silver hoops in his nipples glinting when they hit the light just right.

But as fun to look at as he was, Kylie’s eyes strayed to the woman at his side. She was absolutely stunning. She had to be at least six feet tall, willowy and… well, she looked real. She was wearing a ruby red, sheer, baby doll nighty. Her ample breasts were covered, but her nipples were visible through the thin material, her legs were accentuated by sky high heels and a pair of fishnet stockings held up by garters around her thighs. Her long dark hair fell almost to her waist, and as she moved across the room, Kylie saw that her lower half wasn’t covered with anything more than a thin G-string.

Kylie glanced around as the music suddenly grew louder, like a personal welcome for these two people. This was one song, Kylie recognized: Erotica by Madonna.

“Wow,” she said on an exhale.

She wasn’t sure whether she was talking about the couple, the way they moved, or possibly the music and how it seemed so fitting for them.

Erotica, romance

“Which one?” Travis asked, whispering right against her ear as he leaned down closer.

“Both.”

“That’s Xander, you met him earlier.”

Kylie remembered meeting him, but she didn’t recall his name. She’d been introduced to so many people, she wasn’t sure she’d be able to recognize half of them if they came up to her right then.

I'd like to put you in a trance.

“What are they doing?” Kylie didn’t mean to say the words out loud, but she was a little taken aback. Thankfully neither Travis nor Gage felt it necessary to answer her. They just pulled her tighter against them and let her settle in for the show. And she was content with that because she was paralyzed, completely engrossed in what the two of them were doing.

The couple – Xander and the beautiful, dark haired woman – moved across the room as though they were intent on their destination. When they reached the couch in the center of the room, they stopped, the giant man lowering himself to the edge with the grace of a jungle cat. He said something to the woman and then moved to lay flat, his immense body stretching almost from one side to the other. This wasn’t the traditional sofa, this one was almost exactly as Travis had described to her previously. It was circular and lacking sides, but this one was black leather and not red velvet.

Give it up, do as I say

Give it up and let me have my way

I'll give you love, I'll hit you like a truck

I'll give you love, I'll teach you how to...

A shiver ran through her and Kylie found herself holding her breath as she watched the scene right along with several others in the room. Once Xander was reclining flat on his back, his arms went down by his sides while the woman moved around to the end where his head was resting. They were talking to one another again.

Kylie’s attention went to his hand, the way it moved over his flat stomach to the button on his leather pants. She watched as he unbuttoned them, lowered the zipper and slowly separated them until his massive cock was revealed.

I'd like to put you in a trance, all over

Erotic, erotic, put your hands all over my body

As Kylie stared in awe, he began stroking himself slowly, running his beefy hand over the long, thick shaft from root to tip, squeezing unusually tightly. Or at least it looked that way to Kylie.

Xander must have given the woman instructions because she put her knees on the couch and crawled forward, straddling his head and facing his feet. The woman’s eyes were focused intently on the way Xander was stroking himself.

Kylie had the sudden urge to move closer so she could get a better view. Travis must have known what she wanted because he leaned down from behind her, his cheek pressing against hers, both of them still facing the couple in the middle of the room.

There's a certain satisfaction

In a little bit of pain

“Why isn’t she sucking him?” she asked, realizing precisely how incredibly graphic her question was, and if she weren’t so riveted, she might actually be embarrassed.

“Why would she?”

“I figured that’s what he was telling her to do,” she said. Kylie didn’t know much about the whole BDSM thing, but something about the guy just gave off a supremely dominant vibe.

“Sometimes things aren’t what you expect them to be,” Travis told her. “Watch closely. One of his hands is on his cock, the other is at his side, and she’s still wearing a thong. In a second, she’s going to be riding his face for all she’s worth, and he’s not going to use his hands.”

“How do you know?” she asked breathlessly, her eyes glued to the pair.

“Just watch.”

And that’s exactly what she did.

Only the one that hurts you can make you feel better

Only the one that inflicts pain can take it away

♂♂♀

Gage had no idea how long they stayed downstairs, but it was twice as long as he wanted. Once Kylie was entranced by watching Xander and the woman he was with, she hadn’t wanted to leave, and he’d been hard pressed to stay downstairs.

Gage wasn’t particularly impressed by the scene – he’d pretty much seen the same thing many times before – but he could easily understand her fascination. And he was turned on by how intensely Kylie was watching them. And now that he had convinced her to come back to their hotel suite so they could put on their own little show, he was doing his best not to tear that little black dress from her body.

“Mmmm,” Kylie moaned as Gage pulled her flush against his body as soon as the door shut behind them, his tongue diving into her mouth, stealing her kiss and every ounce of hunger she’d stored up by watching.

Raising her tight dress around her hips, Gage easily lifted her and let her wrap her legs around him as he made his way across the room. He gently lowered her to the bed, his knee coming to rest between her thighs as they devoured one another.

He felt strong hands on his back, and he shifted, allowing Travis to ease his jacket from his arm, then moved so he could pull it all the way off. Realizing he had his shoulder holster on, he forced himself away from Kylie long enough to remove his weapon and then his shirt. Much to his relief, Travis was dropping his clothes left and right.

“Come here,” Travis told him as he started to unbutton his pants. “I think it’s time we give her a good show.”

Damn. Gage really liked the idea of that. And he knew just what Travis had in mind. Warm hands slid into the waistband of his pants as Travis slid the zipper down and then lowered his slacks over his hips just as Gage was stepping out of his shoes.

“I’ve wanted to do this all night.”

Gage peered down at Travis as he lowered himself to his knees directly in front of him. As gently as he could manage, he slid his fingers into Travis’ dark, silky hair, holding him while Travis’ warm tongue laved him from root to tip, pausing at the top to swirl around the head of his cock and then again at the bottom as he sucked his balls into his mouth.

“Fuck, Travis.” Gage wasn’t sure he’d be able to remain upright if the man kept doing that.

Travis didn’t seem to be looking for permission because he continued to torment him with his lips and tongue, using his teeth occasionally to scrape lightly along the hard length of his cock. Gage tightened his hand in Travis’ hair, letting him know he was pushing him, and unless he wanted this to be over before it started, he was going to have to stop.

The hint worked because Travis slowly stood, his hand continuing to stroke Gage’s cock firmly, keeping him hovering right there on the precipice. Gage sucked in a breath, but as much as he loved what Travis was doing, his erratic heartbeat was now credited to the delectable woman lying flat on the bed, her dress in a heap on the pillow, the knee high boots still on.

“Fucking hell,” Travis groaned as he turned to see what Gage was staring at. “That’s the sexiest fucking thing I’ve ever seen.”

Yeah, Gage was pretty sure he was right there with Travis. Not only was Kylie mostly naked, she was also using her fingers to play with her clit while she watched them.

“As much as I would like to watch this all night,” she said in a seductive whisper, “I’d really like to feel one of you inside me right now.”

Travis growled, and the heated friction that had been on Gage’s cock disappeared. He watched as Travis closed the distance to the bed, but he didn’t climb on with Kylie. Instead, he took her hand and helped her to stand, leading her over to a chair that sat in the corner. When Travis lowered himself into the chair, Gage held his breath.

“Sit on my cock, baby,” Travis commanded. “And when you’re riding me, I want you to watch Gage as he strokes himself.”

Gage knew this was not going to be easy. He did not want to come by his own hand. Not tonight.

“And then, after I make you come with my cock, I’m going to lay you on the bed and bury my tongue in your sweet pussy while Gage fucks me.” Travis’ stormy blue eyes lifted to meet his. “Hard.”

Fucking hell.

Gage didn’t move at first. Shit, he didn’t think he could. His legs might not have been working, but his eyes were. He watched as Kylie lowered herself down onto Travis while she was still facing Gage.

Reverse cowgirl.

Yeah, this might not work out in his favor because as much as Gage wanted to fuck Travis until they were both begging for release, watching the two of them like that was un-fucking-believable.

“That’s it, baby. Fuck me hard,” Travis groaned, leaning back in the chair while Kylie used her thigh muscles to lift and lower herself up and then down, her eyes focused between Gage’s legs where he continued to stroke his cock. He refused to sync to the rhythm she was keeping because he would’ve certainly come in his own hand.

“Kylie,” Gage said her name. “You’re so fucking beautiful.”

“So are you,” she answered, her eyes traveling up his body and locking with his.

“Fuck me, Kylie. Ride my cock, baby. Ride me while you think about what it would be like to be downstairs right now, all eyes on you. They’d be watching your beautiful tits as you bounced up and down on my dick. Oh, fuuuckkk!”

“Travis, don’t stop,” she begged. “Keep talking.”

Oh, shit. Gage glanced down, noticing that he was jacking his cock faster, his fist squeezing tighter as he watched the two of them.

“Don’t you fucking come until you’re inside me,” Travis demanded, his voice reflecting the same strain Gage could see on his face. “I’m not coming until you do.”

You’d better hurry up then.

Gage wasn’t sure he’d be able to hold out much longer.

“Is that what you want, Kylie? You want to ride my cock while I sit on the couch, and everyone watches you? Or maybe you’re sucking Gage’s dick while I pound into you from behind right there on the same couch Xander was on. Is that what you want?”

“Travis! Oh, God! I’m gonna come!”

“That’s it, Kylie. Fuck me. Harder. I want your pussy to clamp down on me when you come. Are you ready to come for me?”

“Yes, oh, yes!”

Gage watched as Kylie slammed herself down over and over on Travis’ cock until her body stilled, Travis gripping her hips and holding her still as he thrust up inside of her, letting her ride out her orgasm.

Only seconds elapsed between Kylie’s first orgasm, and when Travis had her back on the bed, flat on her back while Travis stood at the edge, leaning over as he slid his tongue in her pussy.

“I can’t wait,” Gage informed him as he lubed his cock, although he wasn’t asking permission and Travis didn’t say a word.

He didn’t need to. Gage gripped Travis’ hip with one hand while he guided his cock into the blessed heat of Travis’ body, going slow at first only because he didn’t want to come too soon.

“So tight.” Gage stilled as soon as he was buried to the hilt. He held Travis’ hips, keeping the man from moving at all as he willed himself under control.

Once he could breathe again, he began pumping his hips, his fingers digging into Travis’ skin.

“Oh!” Kylie cried out, and Gage looked down to see Travis thrusting his tongue inside of her using the momentum Gage supplied.

Because he couldn’t control the need as it burned brighter and hotter, Gage began pounding into Travis, spurred on by Kylie’s eager moans, the way her tits bounced with each thrust of Travis’ tongue.

“So fucking good,” Gage said. “Your ass is so fucking tight. I love fucking you like this.”

Gage almost stumbled because Travis moved, taking a step closer to the bed as he yanked Kylie to the edge, lifting her legs and then ramming his cock into her.

“Fuck me. Fuck me hard, Gage!” Travis choked the words out and Gage gritted his teeth, resuming his pace and slamming into him harder, faster. Harder.

In one hand, Travis had Kylie’s ankles lifted up high, his other holding his upper body off of the bed, his legs bent, his thighs hard, solid lines as he held himself so that every punishing thrust from Gage sent Travis pounding into Kylie over and over again as the bed shook beneath her.

“Gage,” Travis called his name, but Gage didn’t slow his pace.

Kylie’s sudden scream sent a powerful shudder through him, and Gage dug his hands into Travis’ hips as he slammed into him once, twice, a third time. “Fucking coming,” he growled as his body stilled.

“Fuck yes,” Travis’ ass gripped him, another rush of sensation flooding through his body as Travis came with him.

A few minutes later, the three of them were on the bed, naked and sated and staring at the ceiling. Aside from falling onto the bed and pulling Kylie toward the middle, so she didn’t end up on the floor, none of them had moved.

“I’d like to make a request.” Kylie’s words were punctuated by her labored breaths.

“What’s that?” Gage asked at the same time Travis did, both of them turning to look at her.

“Instead of porn, I think we should take in some live shows. And then, once we’ve had our fill, one of you could tell me a bedtime story.”

Gage glanced over at Travis, meeting his gaze, both of them grinning at each other. “And what are you going to do for us?” Travis asked.

Kylie turned her head, looking first at Travis and then over to Gage, before looking back up at the ceiling. “I figured I’d be the score keeper. Right now, I think the score is Kylie: one thousand. Gage and Travis: one hundred. I think you boys have some catching up to do. But don’t worry, we’ve got some time.”

“That we do,” Gage said, a smile tipping his lips.

“We’ve got forever,” Kylie added as she reached down and linked their fingers with hers.

“Damn straight,” Travis growled. “It might not be long enough, but it’ll have to do.”

Content

Travis
Alluring Indulgence - 3
Nicole Edwards

Dedication

Prologue

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty One

Chapter Twenty Two

Chapter Twenty Three

Chapter Twenty Four

Chapter Twenty Five

Chapter Twenty Six

Chapter Twenty Seven

Chapter Twenty Eight

Chapter Twenty Nine

Chapter Thirty

Chapter Thirty One

Chapter Thirty Two

Chapter Thirty Three

Chapter Thirty Four

Chapter Thirty Five

Chapter Thirty Six

Chapter Thirty Seven

Chapter Thirty Eight

Chapter Thirty Nine

Chapter Forty

Chapter Forty One

Chapter Forty Two

Chapter Forty Three

Chapter Forty Four

Chapter Forty Five

Chapter Forty Six

Chapter Forty Seven

Chapter Forty Eight

Chapter Forty Nine

Chapter Fifty

Chapter Fifty One

Chapter Fifty Two

Chapter Fifty Three

Epilogue