Bightmares

Deep Space Mission Corps -2

by

Tymber Dalton

DEDICATION

To my mom and dad, who encouraged my creativity and addiction to books, reading, and writing from a very young age.

I’m sure they never thought it would lead to…this. *smile*

AUTHOR’S NOTE

The events in this book take place immediately following the events of Love at First Bight (Deep Space Mission Corps 1).

Chapter One

Then…

From the safety of the hallway, the young boy peeked around the corner and stared at his mother as she sat on their sofa. Tears streamed down her face. She shook her head and looked up at the two officials from the joint tribunal who had arrived a little earlier to talk to her. He’d hidden around the corner, listening as they introduced themselves, one from the Merchant Marines and one from the Interstellar Naval Corps.

He wondered if the Merchant Marine officer knew his father.

“No. I don’t believe it!” she screamed. “He wouldn’t do anything like that! It’s a lie!”

“I’m sorry, ma’am,” the Merchant Marine officer softly apologized. “I brought a copy of the report and official findings with me. I’m sorry.”

“My husband was a good man, a decent man!”

The ISNC officer, a chaplain, knelt in front of her. “Would you like me to set up some counseling for you and your son?”

She sneered at him. “Someone tells horrible lies about my husband, gets him killed, and you want me and Jamie to get counseling?” She pushed him away as she stood and paced the living room floor. “I want someone’s head for this!”

* * *

A few days later, Jamie stood by his Uncle Bill as they waited for the transport shuttle to arrive. His uncle didn’t say much. So far, nothing he’d said had been right. A career Interstellar Naval Corps military man, he wasn’t used to children.

“We’re changing your last name,” he said. “I don’t want you associated with that man. You deserve better than that. Too bad your mother didn’t see the truth about him years ago.” He looked down at his young nephew, who’d just turned six. “He certainly wasn’t worth her killing herself over.”

The night she died, Jamie’s mother’s last words to him when she tucked him into bed were to extract a promise from her young son.

Retribution. “He was a good man, Jamie,” she’d said as she kissed him goodnight for what would turn out to be the very last time. “Promise me you’ll do right by him. Restore his name. Make them pay.”

Young Jamie Candling didn’t know who his mom meant, but he promised. “Yes, Momma.”

“Good. Remember, I love you. And don’t ever trust anyone. People will stab you in the back to get what they want.”

Then she didn’t wake up the next morning. Every time he tried to rouse her, she laid there, her eyes half-open and her skin a horrible color, her lips parted like she was about to speak.

When he’d touched her cheek, it felt cool and firm, not soft and warm.

Finally, he walked across the hall and asked Mrs. Blackman, the woman who sometimes babysat him, to come help him wake her.

Now, three days later, his mother’s brother was taking him home to live with him. To the Ganymede colony, where Bill Eckhart was some bigwig with the ISNC.

He looked up at his uncle when the man sighed. “Your mom always was a sad woman,” he said. “She didn’t want to believe the truth even when it slapped her in the face, sitting there in black and white and supported by facts and evidence.” He looked down at his nephew. “You need to forget your father ever existed. He didn’t do anything but cause your mother and this family pain.” His face darkened even more. “Not to mention the other innocent people he hurt.”

But Jamie couldn’t—wouldn’t—forget his promise. He simply nodded, because he didn’t want to lie. He didn’t really remember his dad, because he’d been in space for so long. Everything he knew about his father came from pictures and his mother’s glowing words and stories about him.

“You have a chance for a new start before you can get hurt by him,” Uncle Bill said. “I’ll help you make the most of it.”

* * *

Now…

From the personnel files of Dr. Louis Graymard, Deep Space Mission Corps Chief Personnel Acquisitions Officer.

Crew Pairing Summary

Date: March 2, 2670

File #20-8630

Ship: DSMC Vessel Tamora Bight

Debarking Base: New Phoenix, Arizona, Earth

Crew: Captain Aaron Lucio; First Officer Caphis Bates; Mate Ford Caliban; Medical Officer Dr. Emilia Hypatia

The Tamora Bight lifts from the New Phoenix base tomorrow with a complete four-pack crew. While they were initially upset about the introductory simulation testing scenario, the crew pairing has gone even better than expected. Dr. Hypatia is, as I thought she would be, the perfect complement for Captain Lucio and his crew. That she is a trained class two empath, in addition to her psychology degree and Alpha-ranked healer status, is very fortunate.

Individual assessments of the men have revealed marked improvement in their emotional health since pairing Dr. Hypatia with them. They all fell in love and formed a plural marriage, in addition to their bonded crew status. It gives me great confidence that we will most likely have them as Deep Space Mission Corps personnel for many years to come…

* * *

With no way to change the nightmare, it vividly repeated in Aaron Lucio’s mind as it had played out in real life.

On the surface of the uninhabited planet, the raiders were lying in wait for them. The look of fear on Kels’ face as her eyes met his.

“One more, Captain,” the raider leader said as he leveled his plasma pistol at Captain Candling. “One more or you all die.”

Without thinking, without pulling his gaze from Kels, Aaron stepped forward. “Me. Take me.”

Behind him, Rawley and First Officer Allen of the Wayfarer Margo protested. “Leave her,” Allen said. “Take me instead! I’m worth more ransom.”

One of the raiders shoved Aaron next to Kels. She reached for his hand, and their fingers laced together. He gently squeezed, trying to reassure her despite his own fear they might not survive.

Captain Anderson Candling stood there with a smirk on his face. “You have your two. Now leave.”

“Sir,” Allen protested. “You can’t let them take them! You and me, we’ll go—”

“No. He volunteered, let him go with her. Why risk our lives?”

Rawley and Allen took a step toward the raiders, but Candling overruled them. “Let them take them. That’s an order.” Candling looked at the raider leader. “You’ve got what you want. Get out of here—”

Aaron startled awake when Emi rolled over in her sleep, away from him and toward where Caph slept on her other side. The sweet scent of her shampoo filled his lungs, anchoring him to reality. He stared at the cabin ceiling as his pulse slowed, his body bathed in sweat. He wasn’t standing on the planet’s surface. He wasn’t being betrayed by his captain.

Kels wasn’t about to die. Again.

He lay safe in his own bed, with his husbands and wife, in their shared crew quarters on the Tamora Bight.

Another fucking nightmare.

They didn’t come as often as they once had. This was the first he’d had in over a year, the first since they’d met Emi. Fortunately, tonight he didn’t have to live through the worst of it, the torture the raiders put him through.

Or Kels’ death.

He looked to his other side. Ford lay there, his blue eyes open and staring at him, a worried look on his face. Ford always knew when he had a nightmare. Too many times over the years, Ford had proved his sole link to sanity. “You okay, Cap?” Ford asked.

Aaron nodded.

“You haven’t had one of those in a long time.”

He nodded again.

Ford lifted his head so he could see Emi. She still slept soundly on Aaron’s other side, curled against Caph. They didn’t have to get up for several hours yet. Ford shifted position so he could slip his arms around Aaron. The other man closed his eyes, rested his head against Ford’s chest, and silently wept.

Ford twined his fingers through Aaron’s hair and tightly held him. “I’m here,” Ford whispered in his ear. “It’s okay. Just another bad dream. I’ve got you. You’re safe.”

“I hate those fucking dreams! Why are they starting again? Why won’t they go away?”

“It’s okay,” Ford softly soothed. “You’re okay. Go back to sleep, Aar. We’ve got a big day tomorrow.”

Safe in his husband’s arms, with Ford’s heartbeat soft in his ear as he kept his face pressed against his chest, that’s what Aaron finally did.

Chapter Two

Dr. Emilia Hypatia stared at the front vid screens as Earth slowly slid away, the New Phoenix desert shrinking beneath them as their altitude increased.

She swallowed hard, her stomach a bundle of nerves. The simulator experience hadn’t prepared her for this. Not at all. Three hours after the actual lift process had started, her initial excitement to be heading into space for the first time waned, and she felt…

Sick.

Literally.

Caph started to say something, but she didn’t hear him. She was too busy bolting for the bridge head. As she knelt beside the bowl and retched, she sensed Caph’s large, comforting presence push inside the tiny room with her. His hands gently gathered her hair at the nape of her neck to keep it out of her way.

“It’s okay, sweetie. You’ll get over it soon.”

She shook her head, her eyes tightly squeezed shut as another round of nausea hit. Thank the gods for the crew compatibility chips. Besides guaranteeing fidelity amongst the crew and protecting against forced sexual situations, they also acted as foolproof birth control.

Otherwise, Emi might suspect something else. Especially considering how much time she’d spent in bed with one or more of her men over the past several months.

“How is she?” Ford’s voice drifted to them from his place at the console.

She felt Caph lean away from her, outside the door. “She’ll be okay in a minute. You know how it is.”

Emi tightly gripped the toilet and held on. Even through her nausea, she sensed Caph and the other men knew exactly why she felt sick. “What’s wrong with me?” she managed, spitting into the bowl.

She heard water run, and then Caph pressed a wet washcloth against her hand. She took it and wiped her face.

“Nerves, along with a heaping dose of space sickness. It’ll pass. Some people are way more sensitive than others to it. Since you’re an empath, it makes sense it’d hit you really hard.”

“I didn’t feel like this in the simulation.” She’d felt a lot of things in the original simulation, a surprise two-hour session when she first applied for a position with the Deep Space Mission Corps. All four of them went through it, making them think they’d spent a year together instead of two hours inside a sim unit. She knew a little about space sickness but had never experienced it before.

Because in real life, she’d never been in space.

Caph tenderly stroked her shoulders with his large hands. While the tallest, largest, and beefiest of the three men, he wasn’t muscle-bound. His broad shoulders and chest tapered into a narrow waist and gorgeously tight ass. Even bigger than his body was his fragile, sensitive heart.

“You can’t sim this, baby. I felt sick for a week my first time out. It’s something to do with the grav plate system, I think. Some people don’t get sick at all, some people fight it for a couple of weeks. You’ll be okay once you adjust to it.”

She felt Aaron’s presence, and then heard his voice outside the head door. “I made her some ginger tea, Caph.”

“Thanks, Aar.” Caph helped her stand. She washed her face before rinsing her mouth and spitting again. When the lift process had started a few hours earlier, she’d eagerly anticipated leaving Earth for the first time, spending a minimum of five years on this vessel—and a whole lifetime with her men.

Her husbands.

She turned to Caph. His brilliant green eyes pierced her. “You all right, Emi?”

“I’ll be okay.” Another bout of nausea threatened. “I don’t think I’ll stray too far from a head, though.”

Caph stepped out and let her move past him. She gratefully took the offered steaming mug of tea from Aaron. His deep brown eyes studied her, his gaze full of concern.

“You sure you’re okay, Em?”

She sipped. He’d added just enough sugar to cut the bitterness. “I’ll live. I’ll go to sick bay and do a little self-medicating.”

Ford snorted from his seat at the console. “Good luck with that, sugar. Usually the anti-nausea meds don’t work against space sickness.”

She frowned. Okay, so admittedly she hadn’t researched space medicine very thoroughly. Dr. Graymard had told her not to worry about it. He’d said what little she needed to know in addition to her already extensive Earth-based knowledge, she could easily bone up on during their mission. She’d been too busy focusing on learning her non-medical duties on board the enormous ship.

Not to mention she’d been very busy boinking her brains out.

“Why don’t the anti-nausea meds work?”

He shrugged. “I don’t know. You’re the doc.” His blue eyes playfully twinkled. A few inches taller than her own five-seven, Ford stood the shortest and slimmest of the three men. Dark hair, trimly built, and athletically muscled, his movements possessed a svelte, catlike grace.

He was also their resident motormouth.

She glared at him while taking another sip of tea. “You’re a smart-ass, Ford.”

“You should know. You’ve examined it.”

She rolled her eyes as Caph laughed. Even Aaron smiled. “That’s enough, Ford,” Aaron said. “Don’t bust her balls too much on her first lift. If I remember correctly, you spent a lot of time hugging the head on our very first trip off this rock.”

Ford snorted. “Don’t remind me.”

Aaron gently guided her to her console seat. “Sit here for a minute while you finish that. It’ll help. It’s a natural anti-nausea remedy.”

Her stomach did feel marginally better. “Why didn’t you guys warn me about this?”

Caph shrugged his massive shoulders. “Sorry, babe. Didn’t think about it. We’ve been doing this for twenty years, remember? It’s old hat to us. I haven’t felt space sick in a long time.”

Ford turned from his console. “After you finish that tea, I’ll go put you to bed.”

“Sorry, no offense, but I don’t think I’m in the mood.” Her stomach took another dangerous lurch, barely righting itself in time. “In fact, I know I’m not.”

Ford rolled his eyes and smiled. “Honey, I didn’t say I would take you to bed, did I? I said put you to bed. I’ve got an awesome chicken soup recipe that will help keep your tummy settled.”

The very thought of eating nearly made her puke again. “I’m not sure I can tolerate that right now.”

“You can’t keep dry heaving. You have to put something in there to come back up. Dry heaves are the worst. Trust me on this one.”

Aaron settled into his command seat. “It’s okay, Em. We’ll let you know before we get to the orbital hub so you can see it.”

Even Caph nodded. “It’s okay, babe. Go rest and settle your stomach.”

All three sets of eyes were trained on her. She felt their overwhelming concern for her comfort, another benefit of her empath training. “All right. As long as you promise to come get me. I feel bad I’m wimping out on you.”

Ford stood and stretched, tightening his shirt along his abs and setting off a flurry of activity in her lower belly that had nothing to do with her stomach. Damn, he was a good-looking man. All of them could dampen her panties with just a sultry stare or a playful wink.

“You’re not wimping out on us, babe,” Ford said. “This is your first lift, your very first trip off this or any other rock. It’s natural you don’t feel good. I don’t care how long it felt like in the sim, some things can’t be duplicated.”

She finished her tea and let Ford walk her back to their shared crew quarters. He helped her settle in bed and gently took her left wrist in his hand.

“Let me try something.” His long fingers gently pinched a pressure point below her wrist, between the two large tendons. After a few minutes, Emi felt her stomach marginally settle.

“How’s that?” he asked.

“That’s helping.”

He nodded as he reached for her other wrist and did the same thing. Another five minutes later, the worst of her nausea abated. “Better?” he asked.

“Yeah.”

“It won’t last. You can do it yourself.” He smiled, his eyes twinkling. “It’s always more fun to have help, though. Kind of like sex.” He leaned in and kissed her. “I’ll go make you some soup.”

Of the three men, Ford naturally assumed the role of sensitive caretaker. He’d taken the lead in nursing Aaron back to health years ago when he almost died from his injuries. Whether it was easing Aaron through the stressful times, making Caph laugh, or having an almost psychic emotional connection of his own with Emi despite his lack of empath skills, he made sure they were all taken care of.

Emi closed her eyes and tried to relax as her stomach rolled. The nausea returned with a vengeance. When Ford returned, he found her bent over the toilet in their cabin head.

He sighed. “Oh, sweetie.” He knelt beside her and held her hair. When she finished retching, he helped her to her shaky feet and kept a steadying arm around her while she rinsed and spit. Then back to bed, where he settled in with her and repeated the acupressure on her wrists. Once her stomach settled again, he helped her sit up and held her left wrist while she ate with her right hand.

The soup did help. “My own special recipe,” he proudly said. “Including fresh ginger.”

Aaron came to check on her an hour later. “How’s our patient?”

Ford was sitting up in their jumbo-sized shared bed, with Emi propped against his chest. He applied pressure to her wrists, trying to keep her stomach settled. “She’ll live.”

“Can I have more of that soup?”

Ford kissed her temple. “Of course you can. Maybe Cap’ll heat it up for you so I don’t have to get up and leave you. I left the container in the fridge.”

“I’ll go get it,” Aaron said.

“Thanks, guys.”

Aaron smiled and stroked her cheek. “Hey, you always take damn good care of us. It’s time we return the favor.”

Emi let Ford’s fingers work their stomach-calming magic. She couldn’t believe how different her life was now from less than a year ago. Following her graduation from medical school at the top of her class as an Alpha-ranked healer, class two empath, and with a psychology degree to boot, she’d applied to the DSMC on a lark. Alone in the world, with her parents dead and no home to go to, it seemed like a feasible plan.

The five-year commitment and her medical degrees would net her a huge return bonus. She hadn’t counted on falling in love with the three-man crew of the Tamora Bight. The men had been shipmates, crew, friends, and lovers for nearly twenty years. They had bonded crew status as a result of a tragic betrayal years earlier, which had resulted in the death of the woman they’d loved. They’d transferred to the DSMC from the Merchant Marines and suffered through an ego-crushing crew pairing process to find a fourth crew member, a female medical officer who would accept their situation.

That’s when they met Emi. Not only did Emi appreciate the deep, loving bond the men had, she desperately wanted to be a part of it. To have a family again. By the end of the sim session, Emi had fallen as deeply in love with the men as they had with her. The men didn’t just make her part of their bonded crew status—they legally married her before leaving Earth.

Now their journey to space had started for real.

Aaron returned with her soup and a mug of ginger tea a few minutes later. “Here you go, sweetheart.”

She gratefully sipped at the soup, feeling her stomach marginally calm. “If this is the worst I have to suffer during our time together, I’ll gladly take it.”

Ford laughed. “Let’s hope so, babe.”

* * *

Six hours later, they neared the orbital hub. Emi’s stomach, while still iffy, had decided not to do a return to sender on the soup. She sat curled in Aaron’s lap in the command chair on the bridge. As he continued the acupressure on her wrists, she watched the orbital hub grow in size in their front vid screens. While nausea tempered her awe, she still couldn’t believe she had made it to space. Their stint in the sim hadn’t taken away from her childlike wonder of seeing a blanket of stars in a crystal black sky for the first time.

I wonder what Mars will feel like this time around? “At least this is like the sim,” she observed.

He chuckled. “We’ll be here for at least a month, probably longer. We’ve got a lot of work ahead of us before we get underway since we’ve had drastic refits and modifications. Trust me, you’ll get bored before you know it. You can only eat at Charlie Tacos so many times before you long for the taste of freeze-dried rations. We need to do a lot of bench testing on the new systems in zero-G. Plus they’re bringing us the rest of our supplies, as well as a cargo shipment we have to transport to Mars.”

She watched as the pilot tug flew out to greet them and guide them into their hub berth. An hour later, they were docked with their utility umbilicals and gangways safely secured.

Her stomach rumbled in an unfriendly way.

Ford turned from his place at the nav console. “Need more soup?”

“Please.” He left to go take care of it.

Aaron kissed her before helping her climb out of his lap. “I think you need to go back to bed. We’ve got stuff to take care of now that we’re here.”

“I don’t want to miss anything!”

“You won’t miss anything other than routine maintenance checks, trust me. Eat more soup and get some sleep. We’ll join you in a while, once we take care of stuff.”

She left Caph and Aaron on the bridge and walked to the galley, where Ford was already putting the final touches on her soup.

“Want to eat it here or in bed?” he asked.

“Here.”

He sat across the table and watched her with a tantalizing smile on his face. His expression annoyed her only because she felt like crap. Normally that look would have her crawling into his lap and trying to molest him. “What?”

He shook his head, a playful gleam in his eyes. “I can’t wait until you’re feeling better.”

“Why?”

The full-on grin finally took over his features. “We’re back in space! We’ve been on that damn rock for, what, over a year. Not that Earth’s bad or anything. It’s just not space.”

She didn’t need her empath skills to sense more. “You’re horny.”

“Well, duh, sugar.”

She rolled her eyes as she finished the last of the soup. “I’m sorry, but until my stomach catches up with your enthusiasm, you boys are going to have to play without me. My spirit’s willing. Unfortunately, my body’s liable to yak all over you.”

“Aw, sugar, I didn’t mean it like that. Don’t be mad.”

Emi sighed. “I’m not upset. Well, my stomach is, but I’m not.” Truth be told, she wished she was in a mood to play with her men. “Come on, you can put me back to bed. Use your magic fingers on me.”

One of Ford’s eyebrows arched in a deliciously seductive and inquisitive way.

“On my wrists,” she clarified.

Chapter Three

It took Emi’s stomach three days to marginally settle so she could wean herself off a diet of Ford’s soup and ginger tea. Nearly a week after their arrival at the orbital hub, Emi felt better, nearly normal, although sometimes dizzying waves of vertigo threatened to send her running for a head.

She kept a conscious eye on the locations of available trash receptacles whenever she left the close proximity of a head.

The men took her out to dinner at Charlie Tacos, where she braved a real meal. Later, they gave her a tour of the orbital hub before returning to the Tamora Bight. Truth be told, for her first week in space she found it…

Pretty boring.

They didn’t need a night watch while docked at the hub, but Ford and Caph had maintenance chores they wanted to take care of while the ship lay on the dark side of the Earth, more systems checks to complete.

In their large, shared crew cabin, Emi cuddled with Aaron on their enormous bed. More like a gigantic pallet on the floor, there was plenty of room for them all to stretch out and sleep, or play.

“Did you guys plan it this way?” she mumbled against his shoulder. The faintest rumblings of her libido had returned as her condition improved. “So you wouldn’t have to share me with the twins?” That was their nickname for Caph and Ford, so dubbed by Aaron years earlier due to the men’s habit of “twinspeak”—frequently saying the same thing at the same time.

“No, but you won’t hear me complaining.” He stroked his fingers up and down her spine with a featherlight touch. “What kind of mood are you in?”

“I’m in a ‘glad it’s just you tonight because I’m exhausted’ mood.”

He slanted his mouth over hers, gently kissing her. His warm and tender kiss stirred more than a little interest deep inside her. “Then let’s roll over and go to sleep.”

“I’m not that exhausted.” She wiggled a hand between them where she wrapped her fingers around his cock, which immediately responded and grew hard in her palm. “Besides, you guys haven’t played much lately.” The men had absolutely no problems making love to each other when she wasn’t in the mood. They hadn’t even done that since they’d reached the hub, unusual for her normally horny husbands.

“We’ve been busy. Now that we’re in space, it’s not like we have the luxury of a quickie whenever we want.” He kissed her again, his tongue gently sweeping across hers as he rocked his hips against her hand. He rolled her onto her back and slowly kissed his way down her tummy, between her thighs. He needed no encouragement from her to lower his head to the juncture between her legs, where his tongue slowly traced every contour of her sex. His hair brushed against her thighs, soft and seductive. He urged her to drape her legs over his broad shoulders.

Emi tangled her fingers in his hair. Eyes closed, her heart raced as he skillfully brought her closer to release. Before she met Aaron, Caph, and Ford, she’d only been with two other men.

Those two other men were no comparison. While each of her three husbands had a distinct style, they all shared the ability to blow her mind and unhinge her control in an indescribable way.

As Aaron’s lips and tongue playfully tormented her clit, he slipped two fingers inside her entrance and slowly stroked. Her muscles, already slick with her juices, clamped down on him, trying to keep him there.

She felt her nerves tightening, straining, struggling for release. Now wound into her passion, she missed her other two men, wished they were there to add the exquisite pleasure of their hot mouths on her breasts, gentle grazing of their teeth against her nipples…

That thought pushed her over the edge. Control shattered as she bucked her hips, trying to press her mound firmly into the delicious, hot pressure from his lips and tongue. She cried Aaron’s name as he drew out her climax, pulling her release from her like an over-wound wire that finally snapped from too much pressure.

When he sensed she’d had enough, he rose up and grabbed her hips, the weight of his body pressing her thighs onto her chest. She felt her muscles quiver again as his hard cock slid deep inside her without the slightest hesitation, parting her and hitting nerve endings within her in an incredibly erotic way.

His brown eyes smoldered, dark and smoky. “I love the way you sound like that, babe.” He took long, slow, teasing strokes, her body still trembling from the aftershocks.

She pulled his head down and kissed him, plunging her tongue into him. He wouldn’t let her rush him even when she wrapped her legs around him and tried to rock him into a faster rhythm.

He lifted his head, his deep voice soft and sultry. “Oh, no you don’t. I’m taking my time. I don’t mind sharing you with the twins, but I’m going to enjoy every second of this. You’re all mine for now.”

His shaft slid along her throbbing clit, not enough to push her over a second time, but more than enough to make her beg. “Harder!”

He grinned as he nuzzled her neck, gently nipping the tender skin at the base of her throat. “No.”

She whined, moaned, pleaded, but he held fast and firm, torturously slow, enjoying her body.

Then he switched to short, shallow strokes, the engorged head of his shaft teasing her as he rocked his hips away from her despite her desperate efforts to draw him deeper.

After a few minutes, he stopped altogether. He sat up and held her hips still. “Tell me what you want, baby.”

“Fuck me!”

“You want to come again?”

She eagerly nodded.

A wicked smile painted his face. He used his thumb to caress her clit, not enough to get her over again, just to tease. “I don’t think you want it badly enough.”

“Please!”

He pulled her up into a sitting position and withdrew his cock, kissing her before rolling her over onto her hands and knees. As he plunged deep inside her again, he reached around and found her clit. “Show me how badly you want it, baby.” He feathered his lips down her spine as she fucked herself on his cock, doing all the work as he teased her closer to release.

Just when she wasn’t sure if she’d ever make it, the dam burst, and she cried out as her muscles clamped down around his thick shaft.

“That’s my girl.” He grabbed her hips and fucked her, hard and fast, quickly coming with her before they both collapsed to the bed. Spent, panting, and sweaty, he tightly wrapped his arms around her.

He pressed a kiss to the side of her neck. “Good?” Too wiped out to speak, she nodded, earning another pleased chuckle from him. “Go to sleep, sweetheart. You need to rest. Love you.” He pulled the sheet over them.

“Love you,” she managed to whisper before she crashed into sleep.

* * *

Emi rolled over to snuggle closer to Aaron and found him gone. That’s when she heard the men’s low voices in the corridor. She glanced at the clock and realized she didn’t have to get up yet, but Aaron had an early meeting at the dockmaster’s office about their cargo. She closed her eyes and nearly went back to sleep when she heard the door open, followed by the sound of clothing hitting the floor. A moment later, she felt the bed move as Ford and Caph climbed in with her.

“She’s still asleep,” Ford softly said. “Don’t wake her up.”

She heard the rustle of bedsheets, and then Ford let out a soft, familiar moan that brought a smile to Emi’s face. She cracked open an eye and watched. Ford lay on his stomach, eyes closed, his head resting on his arms. Caph straddled him and slowly rubbed his back, sensuously kneading his muscles. He took his time, his large hands knowing from years of experience exactly where and how to apply pressure.

As he worked lower, his thumbs traced along Ford’s spine, every vertebrae, the hollow in his lower back behind his hips that dipped between his firm ass cheeks. She resisted the urge to count the vertebrae in her head and name the muscles. These were her husbands, not anatomy models.

Although they were damn fine specimens of the male anatomy. All three of them.

Ford’s hips slowly gyrated against the bed as Caph lowered his head. His tongue slowly brushed from between Ford’s shoulders and down his back, following the path his fingers had taken. Caph’s large hands kneaded Ford’s ass. “You got any problems that need taken care of?” he hoarsely asked. She spotted his rigid cock nestled against the seam of Ford’s ass.

Ford softly chuckled against the mattress. “Ah, you know I do, big guy. And you always know how to scratch my itch, don’t you?”

Caph reached over, grabbed the bottle of lube from beside the bed, and then lay on his back on Ford’s other side. “How you want me?”

Ford sat up. “Just like that.” He leaned in and kissed Caph. Emi felt heat pulse between her legs at the sight of the men’s passion. Watching her men together always did that to her. Every action screamed their love for each other. It wasn’t just sex between them, it was soul mates joining.

Caph pulled his legs up, his rock-hard thighs touching his chest as Ford teased him. He fisted Caph’s stiff cock and stroked it. “How do I take care of this later? That’s the next question.” His playful smile lit the dim room. He palmed Caph’s heavy sac, stroking it, working his way lower. “Do I suck it or fuck it?”

Caph threw his head back, eyes closed, and moaned.

“Like the way that feels?” Ford asked.

He nodded. “Please fuck me, man. I need it.”

Ford slicked himself with lube before prepping the other man. Emi’s heart pounded as she watched him press the head of his cock against Caph’s rim. “Gonna fuck you real good, buddy,” he promised as he slid home.

He wiggled his ass against Ford’s thighs as his hands tightly fisted the sheets.

Ford’s firm ass and thighs flexed as he stroked his cock inside Caph. “You like that?”

Caph nodded, his bottom lip caught under his teeth.

Both of Emi’s eyes were now wide open as she watched the men. Ford held on to Caph’s thighs as he fucked him. “Jesus, you feel good,” he whispered.

Caph let out another soft moan.

Unable to take it anymore, Emi rolled over and kissed Caph as Ford laughed. “Whoops, we woke her up.”

Caph’s tongue deeply plundered her mouth as his hand found one of her breasts and tweaked her nipple. He nudged her up. “Turn around,” he gasped. His large hands grabbed her hips. He urged her to straddle his face as he pulled her over his mouth, his tongue lightly flicking her clit. She felt the morning stubble on his cheeks rasp along the insides of her thighs, a delicious contrast to his soft, shaggy blond curls.

She rested her hands on Caph’s chest, balancing herself, playing with his nipples. Ford leaned in and kissed her.

“Jesus, that’s fucking sexy, watching you on him like that!” Ford was their chatterbox, even in bed.

She didn’t mind.

Caph’s rigid cock bobbed with each thrust Ford took inside him. Not one to waste an opportunity, Emi lowered herself over Caph’s body and sucked his cock into her mouth.

She didn’t know who moaned more loudly, Ford or Caph.

Caph doubled his efforts between her legs, his hands clamped around her thighs, holding her in place. Not that she wanted to move. She laved her tongue over the head and crown, flicking the slit and tasting the salty tang of pre-come. She felt him grow even harder between her lips.

Ford twined one hand in her hair. “That’s it, baby. Suck his cock.” Between her legs, Caph’s tongue plundered her depths and drove her closer to climax.

She felt Caph’s hands change position, one finger gently pressing against her puckered rim without pushing for entrance. It was enough to send her over the edge. As she moaned around his cock, his hands once again clamped around her thighs as he sucked on her clit.

Ford’s thrusts came harder, faster. “Come for us, baby. Let him eat that sweet pussy. Scream for us.”

Screaming wasn’t an option with several thick inches of Caph’s man-meat filling her mouth, but she gave it her best. As she felt her insides melt into a passionate puddle, she ground her hips against Caph’s face.

“Suck the juices right out of his cock, baby,” Ford urged. “Make him come before I do. I want to feel his ass clench.”

She redoubled her efforts, taking him deeply into her throat and stroking the veined surface with her tongue.

“Come on, big guy. Quit holding back, you damn tease.” Ford fucked him harder. “I’m almost there.”

Emi wiggled one of her hands free and slipped it between Caph’s legs. She squeezed his sac and sent him over the edge, making him loudly moan against her.

Ford felt it before he heard him. “Fuck, yeah! There he blows!” He pounded into Caph’s ass, crying out as he sank his cock balls-deep inside his lover and fell still, hanging on to Caph’s legs for support.

He slowly untangled himself and stepped into the head to clean up, returning with a washcloth for Caph. Emi rolled off Caph, curling up next to him. She smiled when Ford leaned in for a kiss. “Morning, sugar.”

“Good morning.” She was going to say something to Caph when they heard his soft snore.

“So much for cuddling,” Ford snarked. “Poor guy. He’s wiped out, stayed up all night. At least I had time to catch a little catnap.”

Emi wished she could lay there all morning with the men, but then she glanced at the time. “I need to get up. I’ve got to go over the sick bay and medical inventories one more time in case I need to put in another order before we leave. Then I need to get to work in the hydro lab.”

He helped her to her feet. “Need help?”

“You in the hydro lab? I don’t think so.” Ford had a black thumb.

He laughed. “No, babe. I meant with inventory. I want our plants to live, not die.”

“Nah, stay here with him and rest.”

She grabbed a quick shower and dressed, casting one last look at Caph and Ford before she left their cabin. Cuddled together, Caph had rolled onto his side and thrown his arm around Ford’s waist. Ford was already dozing. They looked so cute like that. She enjoyed seeing them intimate together, whether having sex, or simply the way they worked together, or even while cooking dinner in the galley, a hand to the small of the other man’s back as they passed, totally comfortable with each other.

Her men. Not too many mornings they’d all be in bed at the same time while in space. Not when someone had to stay on watch all the time. She walked to the galley to make her coffee. Aaron had promised her before they left the hub that they’d have a night together, the four of them. Then at least one more before they left Mars.

She knew she shouldn’t complain because it wasn’t like she had to spend time away from them. She could see them any time she wanted. But she’d miss their comfortably full bed, all four of them tangled together after making love.

* * *

All through his meeting, Aaron constantly referred to his hand-held, both notes he’d made earlier and to take notes of points made by the hub’s retrofit crew manager. He couldn’t concentrate. His mind lay elsewhere, his sleep the night before ragged and ripped apart by the nightmares again, despite having had Emi all to himself.

Maybe because of it. He hadn’t dared wake her to talk, and he’d sworn Ford to silence. He’d desperately missed Ford’s quiet solace in bed to steady him as he’d always had in the past.

Emi might rip him a new one if she found out he wasn’t talking to her about this, but he wasn’t ready to dump that burden on her yet. No matter how much he loved her and despite her medical background, Ford was the one he knew he could unburden himself on and not crush him under his emotions. The way he’d always been able to rely on him.

When he returned to the Tamora Bight later that afternoon after his meetings, he checked the ship’s locator sensors and knew Emi worked down in the hydro lab while Caph still slept in their cabin. He headed to the galley, where Ford was taking inventory, and made himself some lunch. Ford sat across from Aaron at the galley table and aimed a pointed gaze at him.

After a few minutes of silence, he quietly said, “Tell me, Aar. Don’t hold it in. Not with me. Never with me, you know that.”

Aaron looked down at his sandwich, his appetite temporarily deserting him. “More of the same shit, different night.” He pushed the plate away. “They’d gotten better. Then when we met Emi, I thought they’d be gone for good.”

“She’s been the best damn thing to ever happen to us. I think you and I agree on that.”

“Then why are my nightmares coming back?” he wondered, more to himself than Ford. “Why now, when I’m happier than I’ve felt since…” He couldn’t say it, but he knew Ford understood what he meant.

Since Kels’ death.

Ford shrugged. “You’re worried. It’s the first time we’ve had her on a mission with us. You’re afraid you can’t protect her. I don’t need Emi’s psych degree or empath skills to know that.”

“The past several fucking nights. Every goddamned night. I haven’t dreamed this bad in years!”

Ford reached across the table and laid his hand over Aaron’s. He waited until Aaron finally looked him in the eye to speak again. “Don’t shut her out. Let her help you with this. You know she can. She’ll want to.”

“I don’t want her knowing about the dark times. She doesn’t deserve that. She has enough of her own shit to deal with the way she lost her parents.”

“She already knows the basics. She knows what I could tell her about what happened. I think when you can bring yourself to open up to her and talk to her about it all, tell her the story in your words, not mine.” Ford squeezed Aaron’s hand before he released it and sat back in his chair. “One day, you have to face this, get it out of you, quit holding it in. This is her job. Not just as our wife, but as our med officer. Don’t you trust her?”

“Of course I do! How can you even ask me that?”

“Then trust her skills. Trust that she can deal with this. Trust her to help you through it. She won’t just be pissed if she finds out you’ve been holding back, she’ll be hurt.”

“Hurt?”

“Oh, come on, Aar! You can’t be that frakking dense. Let her in the way you’ve let me in. I’d be willing to bet that when you do, then you can put the nightmares to rest for good.”

* * *

They enjoyed a final night out together the evening before their scheduled departure from the hub. After six weeks of staring at Earth from nearly three hundred miles above the surface, Emi would leave it completely behind.

They ate in a quiet corner booth at Charlie Tacos. Fortunately, despite the name, the restaurant offered a wide variety of fare, cuisine from all over the globe now spinning beneath them. The men’s excitement and pleasant nervous tension rolled through Emi throughout dinner as they talked about the ship, the journey to Mars, and last-minute details. Emi remained quiet and listened, not having much to contribute to the conversation. This was their bailiwick.

Then she felt a quiet melancholy take Aaron over. He lifted his glass as Caph and Ford also fell silent. Emi picked up her glass. He turned his brown eyes on her. Held in his intense gaze, Emi listened as he gave his toast.

“I know we sort of did this before we left Earth, but this is our first mission together as not just crew, but real family. Babe, you have no idea how much we love you and are glad you chose us. I promise that, no matter what, we’ll take care of you.” They all touched glasses together in the middle of the table, but Aaron’s eyes never left hers. “Crew first,” he softly said.

She smiled. “Crew first,” she and the others repeated.

They returned to the Tamora Bight and fell into bed. She sensed the men’s shift from anticipation to be underway to their urgent need to be together one last time, like this, in a way they wouldn’t normally be able to enjoy every night. A farewell of sorts, only without the sad undertones of a good-bye.

The men slowly took their time undressing her, kissing every bit of bared flesh as they removed her clothes. By the time she lay naked and writhing with need in the middle of their bed, the three men stared down at her with nearly identical expressions of lust branded on their faces.

“You guys going to sit there and stare, or are you going to get naked?” she teased.

“Get naked,” they all echoed. The twins laughed while Aaron rolled his eyes and sighed.

“And so it begins,” he said with a playful smirk. “I’m telling you, Em, twinspeak gets really old, really fast.”

The men quickly stripped. Aaron knelt over her and kissed her. He teased her, gently tracing her lips with his tongue, his touch so light it almost tickled.

Emi wrapped her arms around him and sighed as she felt Ford and Caph massage her feet and legs. Aaron lifted his head so he could look into her eyes. “Tell us what you want, babe.”

“I want all of you.” It didn’t matter to her how or where, as long as they were together. At any time during their mission she could make love with any of them, but to have them all at once, even if just the feel of their flesh against hers, completed her.

Aaron kissed her again, then blazed a hot and moist trail with his lips along her jaw, behind her ear, down her neck to the base of her throat. She closed her eyes and reached out with her empathic senses, drank in their passion and love. It only compounded her desire.

Aaron didn’t stop there. He moved lower and latched his mouth onto one of her nipples while he teased the other with his hand. He used his tongue and teeth to bring the one to a hard peak. Then he switched to the other and repeated the process. She felt her clit throb in response, every pull of his mouth on her breast triggering a responding pulsation between her legs.

He continued his southerly journey until she felt his hot breath on her clit. He pushed her thighs wider apart with his palms and gently nuzzled his lips against her.

As one, Ford and Caph changed position. Each man latched onto one of her breasts, drawing a long, low moan from her. She twined her fingers in their hair and held on. How could she not love this exquisite pleasure?

Aaron teased her clit with his tongue while Ford and Caph stroked her body with their hands. Raw passion singed her nerves. It felt like their hot touch was everywhere at once. Aaron wrapped his hands around her thighs as he settled himself between her legs. His tongue plunged deeply inside her before he returned to tracing slow, lazy circles around her clit. Back inside her again, teasing, not giving her enough friction to get off even as he pulled her closer to the brink.

Ford lifted his head and used his fingers to torment her nipple. “Look at me, babe,” he said.

Unable to resist, she forced her eyes open.

In the dim light, or maybe because of his own desire, Ford’s blue eyes had taken on the color of infinitely deep ocean seas. “Does it feel good? Do you like feeling his mouth on you?”

She nodded, his words further inflaming her.

“As much as I love being the one to make you scream, I love seeing you like this, watching one or both of them make love to you. Is he fucking you with his tongue?”

She nodded, speech escaping her.

“Is he sucking on your sweet clit?” As he said it, Aaron did it, making her arch her back to get more contact.

“Yes!”

Caph moaned around her other nipple as his stiff cock rubbed against her thigh. Just listening to Ford’s pillow talk could nearly make him come.

“I bet that beautiful pussy of yours is totally wet, isn’t it?”

Caph moaned again, louder, and started shifting his hips against Emi in earnest.

“Yes!”

He lowered his face to hers, his lips not quite touching. She felt his breath against her lips. “Come for us. Scream for us. Give it all to us, we want it.”

Her breath hitched in her throat as she felt it start. An erotic bubble of need and passion rapidly swelling until it burst. Her eyes clamped shut as she cried out. Ford kissed her, fucking her with his tongue and swallowing her passionate sounds as she lost control of her muscles and felt like her insides had been replaced by hot lava.

Only when she couldn’t take it anymore, her cries replaced by soft mewling noises and breathy protests that she was done, did Ford and Aaron both lift their heads from her body. Ford rained kisses on her forehead, across her closed eyelids, the tip of her nose. Aaron nuzzled his face against her thighs, kissing her there, gently kneading her flesh with his hands.

Caph’s agitation only increased with her release. She felt slick, warm moisture, pre-come from his cock as he ground it into her thigh. He softly moaned around her breast.

Ford moved out of Aaron’s way as the other man sat up and positioned himself between her legs. His cock felt hard and stiff as he pressed against the entrance to her pussy.

“He’s gonna fuck you good, baby,” Ford said as they both watched Aaron prepare to take her.

She shifted her hips, trying to nudge Aaron to do it, to fuck her, to fill her to her very core.

Then he slowly sank his entire length into her. He held still, his eyes closed, savoring the sensation. As he paused like that, Emi felt something else from him, an emotion, a thought she couldn’t quite grasp clearly enough while caught in her own passion.

He opened his eyes again and stretched to retrieve something from beside the bed, just past her head. He pressed it into Ford’s hand as he leaned over and deeply kissed him. “Do it,” he hoarsely said. “I want it.”

She sensed Ford’s shocked surprise, almost enough to snap him out of his own passion. “You’re sure?”

Aaron closed his eyes and nodded before he rested his head on Emi’s chest, between her breasts.

Caph changed position, his head nestled against Emi’s shoulder, face-to-face with Aaron. He draped an arm over Aaron and nuzzled his forehead with his lips while Emi wrapped her arms around him.

Ford, apparently stunned, glanced at Emi, as if needing confirmation from her that he’d heard Aaron correctly.

She smiled and nodded a little, silently mouthing, “It’s okay.”

Ford slowly sat up and changed positions to kneel behind Aaron. He dropped the bottle of lube that Aaron had handed him to the bed. Taking his time and moving slowly, he started stroking Aaron’s back, from shoulders to waist to ass, kissing him, loving him.

Aaron kept his eyes closed and his forehead touching Caph’s as he slowly rocked his hips back and forth a little.

Emi, absorbed in this more as spectator than participant, shared Ford’s happy surprise. One of the first things she’d learned about her men was the sad fact that “Cap doesn’t bottom.” Not until they’d shared their crew story with her, about Kels’ death and Aaron’s vicious torture at the hands of the raiders, did she understand why. Before that time, Aaron had no trouble playing the bottom or top role, enjoying both.

For the first time since then, he was asking to rejoin them in this way.

Emi focused on Aaron’s energy but kept her eyes locked with Ford’s. Aaron did want this, desperately, having missed it all these years but unable to consider enjoying it before now. After a few minutes, when she gave Ford another slight nod, he picked up the lube and used some to slowly work one finger into Aaron’s dark hole.

Ford stopped when Aaron moaned, but Emi nodded again, encouraging, when she knew Aaron’s sounds were from pleasure, not pain.

Carefully, gently, Ford worked to loosen him. Aaron’s breathing quickened as he continued to rock his hips against Emi, his cock even harder inside her.

When Ford added a second finger, Aaron gasped and lightly breathed, “Yes!”

“You like that?” Ford softly asked.

“Yes!”

Ford stroked his back with his free hand. “I want to love you like this again, Aar. I’ve missed this so much. I want to show you how much I love you.”

Aaron moaned again, encouraging him to continue.

She tightened her grip around both men. Caph fully realized what was happening and had stopped his frantic dry-humping against Emi’s leg to focus his attention on Aaron. He twined his fingers in the other man’s hair, kissed him, softly whispered to him as Aaron kept his eyes closed and held on to Emi.

By the time Ford reached three fingers, Aaron was begging for more. When Ford felt Aaron was ready, he slicked his cock with lube and positioned it at his ass. With one last, reassuring look at Emi to confirm it was okay, he slowly pressed forward.

Aaron thrust back to meet him with an inarticulate cry. “Yes!” he sobbed. “Yes!”

Emi and Caph both tightened their hold on Aaron, loving him as he started moving his hips in synchronized time with Ford’s thrusts.

Ford stroked his hands down Aaron’s back. “Are you okay?”

“Don’t stop!”

Caph recaptured his mouth. Emi felt mesmerized, awestruck by the loving passion engulfing the three men, so thick it almost formed a visible aura around them. They’d needed this, the last missing piece to help them shed whatever pain still haunted their souls. Especially Aaron.

Finally convinced Aaron was okay, Ford was drawn into his own passion. His eyes closed as his lower lip caught under his teeth. It wouldn’t take him long to come, not as close to the edge as Emi sensed he was.

Aaron didn’t so much fuck her with his cock embedded inside her as he drew safety and comfort from her, enjoying this long-missing pleasure.

“Jesus, I love you, Aar,” Ford whispered. “Goddamn, I love you so much.”

Bless his heart, she sensed Caph wanted to jump in there as soon as Ford finished, but she knew he would wait to see if Aaron wanted him to. “We’ve both missed you,” Caph whispered to Aaron. “I used to love it when you’d put me in the middle and he’d fuck me while I fucked you. Remember that?”

“Gods, yes!” Aaron gasped.

Emi felt her own sex throb at that mental image, of the larger man sandwiched between the others.

Holy crap! She couldn’t wait to see that!

“I can’t hold it,” Ford said.

“Do it,” Aaron told him. “Please!”

Emi felt the bed shake as Ford’s thrusts came faster, harder, until he gave a cry and fell forward onto his arms to keep from crushing them all, gasping and panting.

Aaron’s hips still worked his hard cock inside Emi.

“You okay, Aar?” Ford asked, worry now tainting his post-coital energy.

“Yeah,” Aaron whispered. Then he opened his eyes and looked at Caph. “You.”

“Yeah?”

Aaron kissed him. “Yeah. Right now. I want you, too. I need you.”

Ford carefully withdrew and stepped into the head to clean up. By the time he returned, Caph had positioned himself and slicked his shaft with lube. Ford lay where Caph had, his arm around Aaron as he softly whispered to him.

“We love you, man. We love you so much.”

Caph carefully pressed for entrance. Emi felt his keen worry, even more than Ford’s. When he looked up, she met his gaze and smiled. “It’s okay,” she silently mouthed, not wanting to interrupt them. This was their healing, and she was happy to take a backseat to helping Aaron cross this bridge, however he needed to do it.

Slowly, he pushed his thick cock inside Aaron. Aaron stilled his hips for a moment until Caph was positioned. “Do it, buddy,” he said as Ford stroked his back. “Fuck me.”

Caph carefully held Aaron’s hips while he slowly thrust.

Ford tangled his fingers in Aaron’s hair. “Come for him. I remember how much you enjoyed his cock. You used to love sitting back on his lap, leaning against him while me and Kels sucked your cock and played with your balls.

Emi hoped they didn’t hear her gasp. At this rate, she’d be more than ready for another round of her own. That mental image was just too frakking delicious not to store away for future use.

Aaron softly moaned. “Oh, fuck yeah. I remember.”

“You used to say you felt like we’d suck your balls right out through your cock.”

Aaron groaned as his strokes inside Emi became harder, more erratic as he seesawed between fucking her and fucking himself onto Caph’s cock.

“Maybe next time you can suck my cock while he’s fucking you,” Ford said.

That did it. Aaron thrust hard and let out a loud moan. Emi felt his body shudder as he climaxed. Caph quickly caught up and added his orgasm to it, but before he could pull out, Emi grabbed his arm and shook her head, indicating for him to stay right there.

Now Aaron cried. Not in pain, Emi sensed, but in relief as he demolished some of the mental barriers he’d held on to for years to protect his heart from the excruciating memories. Long, deep, anguished sobs wracked his body as the others held him.

“He’s okay,” Emi whispered to the other two men, reassuring them. “He needs this. This is good.”

Aaron’s sobs turned into loud, long moans, painful to hear. The other two men tightly held onto him as he cried. Emi stroked his hair, feeling him finally letting out at least some of the pain and anguish and loss he’d carried deep inside for so many years. After nearly twenty minutes, he’d cried himself to sleep in their arms.

She patted Caph on the arm. “Be careful, baby. Don’t wake him,” she warned.

“Is he okay?” Caph worriedly asked. “Did I hurt him? Please tell me I didn’t hurt him.”

She smiled as she glanced at Ford. She knew he understood in a way Caph wouldn’t. “Don’t worry, you didn’t hurt him. He’s okay. He’s better than he’s been in a long time.”

Caph cleaned up, brought a washcloth for Aaron, and then slipped into bed on Emi’s other side. He and Ford both kept their arms around Aaron.

She lay there in the dark, unable to sleep as she focused her attention on Aaron. His pain still unwound and drained from him as he felt his lovers around him, holding him safe in their arms. This wasn’t a one-time quick fix for his problems, but it truly started the deeper healing she’d longed to help him find.

Eyes closed, she felt their energies, their emotions. Caph, then Ford, slipped into deeper sleep, into dreams she couldn’t see but which didn’t appear to trouble them. Aaron’s energy curled around him, his body asleep, but his mind still lodged in that half-conscious area where the brain tenaciously refused to let go of thought.

After an hour, she felt him break through that veil and lift his head.

“Em?” he whispered.

She stroked his hair. “Love you.”

He kissed her before he settled back onto her chest. “Love you, too. Am I squishing you?”

“Nope. You stay right there.”

He shifted position anyway, carefully rolling them onto their sides, his back to Caph, hers to Ford. Neither man awoke. Then he nuzzled his lips against her chest, kissing her. “I love you, babe. You have no idea how fucking much I love you.”

“Good, because you’re stuck with me for life.” His energy felt lighter, a brighter mental color than she’d ever sensed from him even in the best and happiest of times they’d had together so far. “And you do realize I want to do some of those things they talked about, right?”

He chuckled. “Gonna help me make up for lost time?”

“As Ford would say, ‘Oh, hell yeah.’”

She closed her eyes and, content to know Aaron was okay, she drifted to sleep.

* * *

Aaron lay there long after he knew she’d fallen asleep. He listened to the sounds of all of them breathing, enjoyed the feel of their flesh against his, the sweet, musky scent of their lovemaking still lingering in the air.

He hadn’t planned to do that, but caught in the moment, it felt right. Even the tears later felt good. No guilt over enjoying it, no bad memories to sully it.

Nothing but their love and arms holding him.

I’m a lucky bastard.

Then one of them, he suspected Caph, let out a long, rolling, musical fart in his sleep.

Aaron clamped his mouth shut and tried not to laugh, fearing if he started not only would he not be able to stop, but that he’d wake the others. It felt good to want to laugh like that.

It felt good to want to live again.

He finally drifted back to sleep. That night, at least, he didn’t have anything but good dreams.

Chapter Four

Emi sat in her chair in front of the bridge console as she nervously listened to the three men go through a final pre-flight checklist after their umbilicals and the gangways were retracted. After twenty minutes, Aaron hit the com link button.

“Dockmaster, this is the Tamora Bight. We’re ready to depart.”

“Roger, Captain. The pilot tug will lock on shortly.”

Caph winked at her. “This is it, babe. The real thing.”

She stared at the front vid screens, where Earth slowly rotated beneath them. A Cat 2 hurricane churned in the Gulf of Mexico, clearly visible in the waning light. She felt detached from it, as if she hadn’t spent her entire life on that rock. It held memories, her parents’ ashes, and nothing more. Well, her best friend Donna lived there, but Emi had to live her own life. They would keep in touch through messages and video, that one connection not enough to keep Emi on Earth.

Not when she had three men who loved her.

“This is it,” she softly echoed.

Caph frowned. “You okay?”

“Yeah.”

“Then why the long face?”

“Is it bad that there’s nothing left for me there? What does it say about me?”

“Home isn’t a place, babe,” Ford chimed in. “Not any one place, at least. It’s a state of mind.”

Aaron pulled himself out of his command chair. He walked to stand behind her and massage her shoulders. “We’re home,” he softly said. “The four of us together. These two guys, and now you.”

“Fuckin’ A,” the twins parroted, then scowled at each other.

Emi smiled. “Please don’t change. I like it when you do that.”

Aaron released her shoulders after a final squeeze. “I warned you, Em. Give it twenty years, you’ll change your mind.”

* * *

The journey to Mars would take longer in real life than it did in the simulator because they needed more systems testing. If they were in a hurry they could jump and make it there in less than a week. This trip was their official shakedown cruise, so they had to take their time and thoroughly test all their systems. Breaking down at the far end of the galaxy wasn’t a pleasant option. At the end of their eight-week journey, the red planet came into focus on their front vid screens.

The view sucked the breath out of Emi’s lungs. “Wow!” she softly breathed, stunned, amazed.

Mars.

Busy with her duties on the ship and trying to learn about the systems, she had temporarily lost sight of the fact that they would drop to the surface and moor at a Martian base.

When she turned to Aaron, he winked. “Seems like we welcomed you to Mars in a pretty hot way in the sim.”

Ford laughed. “Oh, hell yeah!”

Caph grinned. “That’s one of the things I wouldn’t mind re-enacting in real life.”

* * *

Night had fallen by the time they completed their drop to the Martian surface. The hover lifts moved them into the protective hangar, the ground crew connected their gangways, airlocks, and utility umbilicals, and then the dockmaster declared them securely docked and free to debark. The red planet’s moons, Phobos and Deimos, were both visible in the nearly cloudless sky. From their place in the hangar, Emi could look through the front view ports and stare at the night sky as well as the ruddy dirt visible outside the complex in the pools of light cast by the external lighting. Situated in the Oxia Pauls quadrangle, the DaVinci 2 base was located in Chryse Planitia, or CP for short.

Ford and Caph left the bridge to take care of routine systems checks and docking chores. Emi stood at the front view ports and started at what little was visible of the Martian landscape.

An odd feeling of déjà vu swept over her when Aaron stepped forward and slipped his arms around her waist. He feathered his lips across the back of her neck. “So what kind of mood are you in?” The lightness in his soul had remained ever since their night together before leaving the hub. She hoped they could find other opportunities while here on Mars to maybe help further his recovery.

She pulled his arms tightly around her and rocked her hips. Immediately, she felt his cock stiffen through his pants, where it was pressed along the seam of her ass. “I’m definitely in a playful mood.”

His teeth gently grazed her flesh. “How playful?”

“Why don’t you clarify, Captain?”

He chuckled. “I think Ford and Caph will finish their chores in record time to get their asses back to our quarters. Question is, you looking for some one-on-one or group playtime?”

She wiggled her hips again. “Definitely group. We won’t get enough of that the next few months. I think I’m with Caph in wanting to reenact the sim in this case.”

“Mmm. Good.” He scooped her into his arms and headed toward their cabin. “The more, the merrier.”

She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him as he carried her. Once there, he playfully dropped her onto the bed and stood over her as he stripped.

“You are well overdue for a damn good fucking, baby girl.” He dropped his clothes to the floor and climbed onto the bed. “I think I want a doctor sandwich tonight.”

She loved it when he grew playful like this. It was yet another sign of his emotional healing. “Oh, yeah? Well, maybe I want another captain sandwich.” He lifted her shirt and started nuzzling her tummy. “Or maybe I want to see you sitting on Caph’s cock while me and Ford try to suck your balls out.”

He started laughing. When he looked up, his eyes were crinkled with amusement. “Well, regardless of what we end up doing, I would suggest you get naked if you want to do any of them.” He pushed her shirt up her torso, kissing the bared flesh.

She quickly pulled it off while he worked on unfastening her uniform pants. Naked under him, he pushed her legs apart and nuzzled the soft, sensitive flesh inside her thighs. “So you’ve been having dirty thoughts about your captain, hmm?” He gently nipped her, making her moan. “Naughty doctor.”

“Oh, baby, you have no idea how many dirty thoughts I have about all three of you.”

“Really?” He gently nipped her other thigh, followed by a long, hot swipe of his tongue rasping across her flesh. “Like what?”

She was going to answer him when they both heard pounding footsteps racing down the corridor from the direction of the galley. By the time the twins hit the open cabin doorway and pushed their way through together, Caph already had his shirt off, and Ford was working on his.

“What’d we miss?” they parroted as they frantically stripped.

Emi laughed. “Nothing yet.”

The impact of both men’s naked bodies hitting the mattress at the same time bounced Emi and Aaron and made her laugh. Aaron lifted his head. His eyes met hers.

He smirked, that deliciously evil, playful expression that could do her in every time. “Did you decide yet?” he asked her.

“Decide what?” the twins asked.

Emi threw her head back and laughed. Aaron explained. “I was offering the good doctor here her choice of entrees off the crew molestation menu.”

“Ooh,” the twins said, not even bothering to glare at each other. “Fuck yeah!”

Emi laughed even harder and finally sat up. “Calm down, boys, everyone will get a turn.”

“So what’ll it be, Em?” Aaron asked. “Doctor sandwich, crème de la captain, or maybe motormouth à la mode?”

Ford snickered. “Y’all don’t seem to complain too much about how chatty I am in bed normally.”

“Caph, shut him up for a minute, would you, please?” Aaron asked.

Caph grinned and cupped the back of Ford’s head. “Gladly.” He pulled the other man’s face down to his lap, where Ford greedily inhaled Caph’s stiff member.

“Okay, now we can think in peace,” Aaron said.

Caph loudly moaned.

“Maybe not,” Emi countered. She studied Aaron’s playful expression. “What kind of mood is our captain in?”

She felt his comprehension. He sat up and kissed her. “I’m in a mood to do anything you want to do, Em.”

She lifted her eyebrows. “Anything?”

His playful smirk melted her core. “Anything.”

“Caph, let go of Ford’s head.”

At Caph’s disappointed moan, Ford laughed as he sat up. “Sorry, big guy. Doc’s orders.”

She reached for the bottle of lube and handed it to Aaron. “Don’t worry, sweetie. I’m going to take good care of that for you.” She pushed Caph down onto the bed. Then she swung a leg over him and slowly impaled herself on his shaft. Caph was, so far, the only one who’d been able to bring her to orgasm just from fucking her. Not every time, and usually only when it was the two of them alone together, but she loved having that special thing with him.

Aaron knew exactly what she wanted and knelt behind her as Caph’s large hands slipped down to her ass and spread her cheeks. Aaron slicked his cock, applied plenty of lube to her, and gently pressed home.

Emi sighed, filled, content as she felt both men’s shafts inside her, erotically stretching her and sending her nerves into overdrive.

“What about me?” Ford asked, now sounding a little pouty.

Aaron handed him the bottle of lube. “What do you think?”

Ford grinned. “Hell, yeah!”

Aaron stopped his slow thrusts as Ford quickly prepared and slid his cock inside Aaron’s dark hole.

Emi, enjoying the delicious friction of Caph’s body against her clit, let out a happy sigh. “All right, boys. Have fun.”

Caph kissed her as he stroked her back. She knew Aaron and Ford would finish first. They’d already started a rhythm between them she suspected was as old and familiar to them as if they hadn’t missed out on that activity for decades. Ford’s hands rested lightly on Aaron’s ass as Aaron thrust into her, then back onto Ford’s cock.

Emi felt Aaron’s energy strengthen and brighten, his love, his relief, his passion all entwined with that of Ford’s. She was a part of this tableau but not an active part of their activities.

Ford kissed the back of Aaron’s neck. “Jesus, you feel good,” he moaned. “I can’t hold back for long like this. Man, I need you.”

She felt Aaron shiver from pleasant passion. “Goddamn, you’ve got a nice cock,” he hoarsely said.

Caph moaned even as he kissed her, the sound of the other men driving him closer to his own release. She stilled her movements, not wanting him to get off too soon and then leave her hanging.

She felt Ford’s motions slow, then still. “Jesus, Aar, quit fucking teasing me, man. Get your ass moving.”

He did, his thrusts deeper and harder until she knew he hovered at the edge of his climax. Caph reached up and stroked Aaron’s arms. That seemed to be the final cue his body needed to tumble him over the ledge. Aaron thrust home inside her one last time and held still as he moaned.

“Fuck yeah, that’s what I wanted to feel,” Ford cried out, then picked up the pace of his own thrusts. Emi felt the bed shake as he plunged his shaft inside Aaron until he too climaxed.

Ford slipped his arm around Aaron’s waist and held him. “Dammit, I love you, Aar.”

Aaron sat up, turned his head, and kissed Ford. “Me too, buddy.”

When Aaron withdrew, Emi once again started her slow grind against Caph’s hips. Caught in the thick sexual energy from her other two men, she knew it wouldn’t take too much to push her over the edge.

She was vaguely aware of Ford and Aaron stepping out of bed for a moment before they returned and lay on each side of them. Aaron stroked her back while Ford nuzzled Caph’s ear. Her clit throbbed. At the bottom of every stroke, she felt Caph’s hot flesh teasing her, not quite enough to push her over.

Ford lifted her head. “Come on, baby,” he murmured. “Fuck him good. You know you want to fuck his sweet cock.”

Caph’s hands settled on her hips as she sat up and fucked him harder. She felt him straining to hold back, waiting for her to come first. Aaron sat up next to her and played with her nipples. “That’s it,” he coaxed. “Jesus, you’re so fucking beautiful.”

“Now who’s the motormouth?” she quipped.

Ford sat up. She had just enough time to catch a glimpse of his amused smirk before he bent his head to her breast and took her nipple into his hot mouth. Aaron did the same to her other. Then one of Aaron’s hands found its way between her body and Caph’s and started playing with her swollen clit.

As her pussy throbbed around Caph’s cock, he let out another tense moan. “I’m so fucking close, babe.”

Emi closed her eyes and fucked him harder, faster, the pull of the other men’s mouths sending neon-bright passion through her body until it centered on her clit, where Aaron’s skilled fingers finally brought her over the edge.

As she started coming, Caph’s fingers tightened around her hips as he bucked his body up into hers, thrusting hard until she felt his hot juices pumping into her. Drained of energy, her body went limp. Ford and Aaron sat back as she draped herself over Caph’s large frame. He wrapped his arms around her, holding her tightly, not wanting to let her go.

“Jesus, that was good,” he whispered.

“Damn straight,” Ford and Aaron parroted.

Even Aaron laughed that time.

* * *

Another difference from the sim, this base wasn’t nearly as large as the massive Galileo base in Utopia Planitia, but the men had already told her they would take her there for a visit. The sim had drawn from the men’s memories for that portion of their experience, and most of their previous trips to Mars had been to the UP complex.

Emi tried to sleep and couldn’t despite her exhaustion. She really couldn’t go exploring or shopping because the base was in sleep mode. After an hour of staring at the ceiling, she carefully untangled herself from the men, slipped on a robe, and padded to the bridge in her bare feet.

Mars.

It was impossible for her mind not to drift, to think about the telltale faint melancholy air her men wore, the collective, sad sigh present in their minds as they’d drawn closer to Mars despite Aaron’s newfound healing.

Kelsey. The woman the men had loved and lost so many years before. The woman Aaron nearly died trying to save and, in the end, couldn’t. The woman he’d grieved doubly, because he felt guilty for not saving her.

The woman who’d brought the three men together as more than friends and crew, but as lovers and lifemates. Until Emi entered their lives, Kels had been the last woman the men had an intimate relationship with.

Her grave was here on Mars, where she’d been born and raised. Where her parents, Markkus and Delaney D’ambroise, still resided.

Despite anticipating their hot night of lovemaking, Caph had gone uncharacteristically quiet and still during their drop and docking. Ford’s nonstop banter had also ceased. And Aaron…

Emi felt a deep ache in his soul, the one she’d sensed at the start of the initial sim session, when they first “met” and she joined their crew. An ache he hadn’t had in real life since she joined them that very afternoon after the sim session ended.

She found out from the detailed report Dr. Graymard gave her about their experience that the sim was a layered algorithm. Just because she experienced one thing with the men didn’t mean they all experienced the same things. The computers seamlessly flowed the time differences together, layering experiences for the various participants while allowing technicians to alter parts of the program to suit their needs, even though the participants’ minds perceived the events happening in a linear fashion.

For the men, when they’d visited Mars in the sim, the three of them had taken a brief side trip to Kelsey’s grave one day while Emi was in a cooking class, even though Emi was not aware of it then. Because the men always visited Kelsey’s grave, without fail, when they went to Mars, the sim techs had to allow it to maintain the illusion.

Emi took a deep breath. She had to be strong for them, for all three of them. They’d need her, her skills, and her love, now more than ever.

She sensed rather than heard the presence behind her.

“You all right, Em?” Aaron.

“Yeah.” She looked and noted the slight droop in his shoulders. “Are you?” She sensed not a relapse back into his previous grief but a healthy dealing with his memories.

He walked over, stood next to her, and draped his arm around her shoulder. “I won’t lie to you,” he quietly said. “Being here always brings back the demons.”

She turned and slipped her arms around him, wishing she could do more than just feel his pain. Despite the cathartic night of lovemaking the night before they left the orbital hub, Aaron had still not opened up to her about the events on the Wayfarer Margo. She couldn’t force him to, either. What she knew about that dark time came from Ford telling her the events and details she gleaned from the incident and hearing reports.

“If you guys want to go, believe me, I understand. It doesn’t bother me. You should go.”

He rubbed his chin in her hair. “I want you to come with us. If you want to,” he quickly added.

“Really?”

“Yeah. You’re our wife. You should come with us. I don’t want to leave you sitting here alone. She would understand.” She felt him take a deep breath. “We want you to meet Mom and Dad, too.” The men still called Kelsey’s parents that, even this many years later.

“They won’t want to meet me.”

“Yeah, they do. I already told them about you.” He looked down at her. His brown eyes had filled with melancholy. “They were really happy when I told them about you.”

Emi looked out the view port and watched as Phobos prepared to sink over the far horizon. Emi’s own parents had died when she was sixteen and still in school, killed in an accident at their lunar research complex. The men of the Tamora Bight were the only family she’d had in the ten-plus years since then.

“Okay.”

Chapter Five

They spent their first several days on Mars unloading cargo meant for the Martian base and loading the supplies they needed for their mission. Emi stayed out of the way and watched the three men work. This side of them, all business and focused on their jobs, fell in sharp contrast to their playful, loving, silly sides. She had no doubt if their lives were ever in danger, it would be these personalities, not her playful lovers, fighting to save them.

Aaron, drenched with sweat, stopped to pull off his shirt and draped it over a packing crate.

Emi let out a wolf whistle from her perch.

Ford and Caph laughed and immediately stripped theirs as well.

“Well?” they parroted.

Despite laughing, she managed to let two more wolf whistles fly.

Through the cargo gangway, she heard noises in the complex as the docking crews secured another large ship into its berth. Upon their arrival, only two other large ships, both medium-heavies smaller than the Tamora Bight, had been docked, in addition to several smaller passenger transports. The Tamora Bight was a type called a full heavy, a large, deep space cargo freighter now retrofitted for exploration duties. Curious, Emi walked down the cargo gangway into the main docking area and watched as the docking crews finished securing the newly-arrived vessel. When the cargo doors and main gangway opened a few minutes later, her breath caught in her throat when Captain Rob Elloy of the Kendall Kant walked out to confer with the dockmaster.

She ducked inside their gangway and pressed her body against the wall, her heart pounding.

“You okay?”

Emi nearly screamed when Aaron touched her shoulder. She hadn’t heard or sensed him coming, her nerves stretched to breaking.

He frowned at her response, then looked out the gangway. With a smile, he pulled her to him. “Remember,” he whispered, “Graymard pulled them from the sim immediately after you rejected them as a crew. The rest of that stuff that happened with them, it didn’t really happen. It was just programmed in as part of the sim.”

She closed her eyes and tried to relax, memories of the sexy exhibitionist show she’d put on with Caph and Ford to get revenge on Rob Elloy and his crew still fresh in her mind, even though it happened only in the sim. Not only had her wild and racy striptease never happened, nor her orgasmic screams broadcasted to the entire dry dock via intercom, neither had Elloy’s nasty comments about her men that prompted it. “So what you’re saying is I need to not hate them.”

Aaron’s deep, rumbling chuckle resonated through her body. “No, don’t hate them. Yeah, me and the twins have had run-ins with Rob and his guys. Nothing major. Normal bullshit. They’re good at their job even if we don’t always see eye to eye with them.” He caught her chin and tipped her face to his. “Remember, you’re our wife. We love you. We don’t give a shit what they or anyone else thinks of us. We never have. Don’t go trying to defend our honor for us.”

“Is that an order, Captain?”

He arched his eyebrows at her. “If you want to take it as one, Doctor, it certainly is.”

She let out a breath as she relaxed against him. “I’ll act professional.”

He rubbed her back as she nestled in his arms. “That’s all I ask.”

The men took a break to eat when Emi fixed them sandwiches and brought them down to the cargo hold. That’s when Captain Elloy appeared in their cargo gangway entrance.

Aaron spotted him first. “Hi, Rob.”

“Permission to come aboard?” he nervously asked.

Aaron, not as big on formalities as the former ISNC officer, waved him in. “To what do we owe the honor?”

He glanced at Emi before returning his focus to Aaron. “Just wanted to say hi. Didn’t get a chance to wish you all good luck before you left Earth.”

Ford couldn’t hold back. “Thought you were supposed to be a four-pack. They send you guys out alone?” Even though Ford’s tone sounded deceptively light, Emi didn’t miss the deep vein of irritation running through him.

“No, we’re paired. Our med officer had to take care of some things on Earth before joining us. She’s arriving in three days. She asked me to pass a message to Dr. Hypatia.”

That set all four on edge. “What?” she asked, startled. “What are you talking about?”

“Actually, it’s a message from all of us. Thanking you.”

She didn’t sense sarcasm from him and held her hand up to stay the acerbic retort she knew Caph itched to dish out. “Thanking me?”

Elloy actually blushed as a hint of a smile crept across his hard features. “Dr. Stevens said she’s looking forward to catching up with you.”

“Dr. Stevens?” Emi squealed with joy. “Donna signed up for the DSMC?”

Elloy actually grinned, something Emi never imagined the experienced military man could do. “She said you suggested she look into signing up. She did, the day after you guys lifted.”

Emi jumped off the cargo crate she was sitting on and threw her arms around Elloy in a hug. “Congratulations!” While Emi knew she wasn’t a good match for the personality-challenged grunts, as she’d dubbed them, she’d offhandedly mentioned to her best friend she should sign up for the DSMC, with the Kendall Kant’s crew in mind.

Elloy awkwardly returned Emi’s hug before stepping back and clearing his throat. Emi had turned the former military men down due to their rigid view of following “regulations,” and their less than enthusiastic response to her rounded figure.

The men of the Tamora Bight, by contrast, more than appreciated her, inside and out.

“So how did they race through your training so fast?” Aaron asked.

Emi caught a whiff of Elloy’s emotions, like he’d been chastised. “Extenuating circumstances. They needed us up and running. What she doesn’t know, she’s learning on the way here. We can teach her other stuff once we’re underway.”

Aaron stepped forward and offered his hand. They shook. “Congratulations, Rob. So what’s next for you guys?”

“Actually, we just got our orders a little bit ago. Change in plans. We’re following you to the first stop for support, that’s why the rush. Didn’t they tell you?”

“I haven’t received final orders yet. We’re supposed to get them soon.”

Elloy returned to business mode. “We have to jump to the Acetal sol-sys. It’s in the Perseus Arm. The DSMC received an emergency message from the Aroykin settling colony there that they’re having a medical crisis.”

Caph frowned. “Perseus? Isn’t that ISNC responsibility?”

“Normally,” Elloy confirmed. “They don’t have any other available ships besides the three of us that can make the jump like we can with the supplies and possibly perform a full colony evac if needed. And it is a DSMC-established colony.”

“Wait,” Aaron interrupted. “Three ships?”

“You, us, and the Braynow Gaston.”

Emi silently groaned. Figured. That was the other crew she’d turned down. The other end of the spectrum from the grunts, the Braynow Gaston’s crew were geeks. Handsome and nice, but not her cup of tea. “They got paired?” she asked.

“No. They’ll return to Earth immediately following this assignment. This is an emergency and considered a priority. There are three hundred colonists. The DSMC wanted to make sure they could be evac’d if necessary, and we have the three biggest ships that can do it.”

“What, exactly, is the nature of the medical emergency?” Emi asked.

“We don’t know. The transmission cut out. All I know is when the BG gets here, we leave. Donna…I mean, Dr. Stevens, is hitching a ride with them.”

Emi grinned. “Sounds like someone’s not quite following regulations when it comes to addressing crew,” she teased. That had been a point of contention when she first met the Kendall Kant crew, their rigid formality.

He blushed again. Knowing Donna, she had quickly gotten under the men’s skin in a way Emi couldn’t have. “I want to apologize to you, by the way,” Elloy said.

Well, that shocked the hell out of her. “What?”

“We acted a lot harsher than we realized or intended. We were,” he coughed, “turned down four more times before Dr. Stevens applied for the program. Dr. Graymard broke protocol and showed me playbacks of our aborted sim sessions before we had our pairing session with Dr. Stevens.” He blushed again, leaving Emi to wonder if this was a sim. “He told me we, in his exact words, acted like ‘fucking assholes’. That if we didn’t loosen up a little, we’d end up partnered with our right hands.”

Ford laughed so hard he fell back on the crate he was sitting on. “Holy crap, I think I’m dreaming. Rob Elloy admitted he fucked up!”

Aaron smirked. “Well, then I guess the twins and I also owe you and your guys a thank you.”

Elloy nodded. Emi tried to sense the other captain’s feelings again. She focused on his brown eyes, a different shade than Aaron’s. Although now Emi knew Graymard had stacked the deck in her men’s favor by introducing her to two crews totally off the charts in how incompatible they were with her, she also knew Elloy and his crew were good men and dedicated to their duties and mission.

And they were, apparently, now also deeply dedicated to Emi’s best friend.

* * *

Their orders arrived an hour later. Emi and the twins gathered on the bridge behind Aaron at the command console as they read over his shoulder. They would leave as soon as the Braynow Gaston had time to refuel, conduct maintenance, and load their supplies. Priority mission. If the settlers needed to be evacuated, they would be brought to the DSMC’s complex on Ganymede. The population of Jupiter’s moon, smaller than the Martian bases, was comprised mostly of ISNC and DSMC employees.

Aaron reached up and patted Emi’s hand. “We’ll go to the UP complex tomorrow. There’s regular transports all day.”

She nervously cuddled between her men that night. Long after they’d fallen asleep, she lay awake in Ford’s arms, her mind racing. She should be beyond this, especially after the men’s reassurances that Kelsey’s family would welcome her.

Come Martian dawn, she’d barely slept. The men acted unusually quiet throughout breakfast and during their walk through the docking sector to where they would catch a transport to another complex.

Ford carried a small thermal bag over his shoulder, but she didn’t ask the contents and he didn’t volunteer them. She sensed from all three of them it was something they normally did when on Mars, part of their ritual, part of their healing.

Two hours later, they stepped out of the transport into the UP complex. This part reminded her of the sim. She saw signs for the tram station where she and Ford had traveled to the agri-complex. As they walked toward a different tram station, Aaron’s thumb gently stroked her hand, his nervous gesture. One she hadn’t felt…well, since their sim time.

She sent her mind out and felt some of his old sadness, tempered in part by his current love for her.

They debarked from the tram at a memorial complex, a large dome encompassing several thousand acres of parkland. It was also a cemetery. A discrete and tastefully decorated booth at the entrance provided small locator beacons no larger than a thumb drive. Ford took the lead here and pressed a button to activate a display screen. Then he scrolled through a list of names and pressed another button before inserting the beacon into a small slot below the screen. The beacon briefly glowed blue, and then a low beep indicated the process was complete. He withdrew it and turned toward the path.

As they followed, Ford in the lead, Caph laced his fingers through Emi’s free hand. Aaron still held her other.

Caph leaned in and murmured, “They change the park all the time. Plus the plants grow, so it makes it look different.”

She nodded but didn’t say anything as they followed Ford down the winding path. Very peaceful, it reminded her of Earth in many ways, down to the sounds of birds, the breeze, and softly bubbling water.

A flurry of wings exploded in a tree next to them, startling her. Two cardinals took off from their perch on the branch of an oak tree and flew away.

Okay, so the bird songs weren’t piped in.

After fifteen minutes the beacon glowed in Ford’s hand. They spotted a corresponding glow twenty yards off the path, in a gently sloping area that overlooked a small pond.

Ford slipped the beacon into his pocket. They followed him to the source of the glow, which disappeared as they approached. As they gathered around where it had been, Emi spotted a small, clear crystal geode nestled in the grass. The source, no doubt.

Now that she paid attention, she noticed several of the crystal geodes scattered around. Unless you were right on top of one, they were nearly impossible to see from a distance.

Aaron slipped his arm around her shoulders as Ford unzipped the bag and broke out a thermal carafe and four small cups. He poured the servings. “Mint tea,” he explained, handing Emi one.

“Her favorite,” Caph whispered. When she looked, his green eyes glistened, tears rolling down his cheeks. Emi reached over and patted his large thigh. He laced his fingers through hers again and squeezed.

His big size housed an even larger heart. More fragile than her other two men in many ways, Caph’s physique incongruously concealed his gentle and sensitive soul.

The men held up their cups in a toast. Emi did the same.

Ford spoke first, his blue eyes full of sadness despite the happy memory he spoke of. “That first morning after we all got together,” he softly said, “when you called us ‘your boys.’ I knew I loved you then, Kels. I fucking miss the hell out of you, girl.” He took a sip of his tea and looked at Caph.

Caph looked down. Emi’s heart broke over the pain she felt keening through him. “That night in the bar when that woman hit on me and you threatened to kick her ass if she didn’t leave me the hell alone. You called me your husband even though we weren’t really married.” He took a sip of his tea.

Emi looked at Aaron. His brown eyes had darkened in his pain. As they closed, he whispered, “You told me thank you for loving you and told me how much you loved me and Ford and Caph before I lost you.” His hand trembled slightly as he took a sip.

Then he squeezed Emi’s hand, and all the men looked at her expectantly.

“Go ahead, sweetie,” Ford softly encouraged. “It’s okay. Feel free to say anything.”

She wasn’t sure what to say. After a moment of consideration, she said, “Thank you for loving them and showing them how good they could be together. I promise I’ll love them as much as you did and take good care of them.” She took a sip.

They all held their cups up again. Aaron’s voice sounded rough. “Crew first,” he said.

They all repeated it, then finished their tea. Without speaking again, Ford collected their cups. He carefully poured what little remained in the carafe onto the grass around the crystal geode. Then he kissed the tip of his hand and touched his fingers to the geode. Caph, then Aaron, repeated the gesture before they stood and walked to the entrance without speaking.

Ford returned the beacon to the booth. Outside the dome’s entrance, the men took turns tightly hugging Emi.

“Thank you, babe,” Ford said. “That was great.”

Caph concurred. “She would have liked you,” he said as he hugged her.

Aaron held her for a long moment as she felt him trying to pull his emotions back into their highly protected place in his soul. “Thank you for loving us, Em,” he whispered in her ear. “I can’t begin to tell you how much.”

She offered him a smile. “Hey, I’m the lucky one.” She hooked her arms through Caph and Aaron’s as they followed Ford back to the tram depot.

* * *

They didn’t return to the main depot. They took another series of trams to the far side of the base, where the residential area was located. Markkus and Delaney D’ambroise still worked for the terraforming division of the DSMC. Emi felt herself trying to contain her nerves as they approached their housing pod. Ironic, because the men had relaxed and even looked forward to seeing the D’ambroises again, their usual playful banter returning as their moods lightened.

Ford pressed the doorbell. A moment later the door slid open. Emi felt another wave of sadness, this time her own. This woman was about the age her own grandmothers would have been, had they still been alive. Kelsey had received her hazel eyes from her mother. Emi also suspected the soft, natural grey color had once been the same dark blonde of her daughter’s hair.

Delaney D’ambroise’s face lit up when she spotted the men. “My boys!” The short, slim woman immediately engulfed Ford, who stood closest to the door, in a huge hug.

Emi felt nothing but joy from the woman.

“Caph!” She laughed as he picked her up when he hugged her.

“Hi, Mom,” he said.

After he set her on her feet, she patted him on the arm and turned to Aaron, who also got a hug. Then she offered Emi a smile. “You must be Emilia.”

“Please, call me Emi.”

Delaney also had a hug for her. “Would you please call me Mom? The boys do.”

Times like this, Emi loved her empathic skills. Her own nervousness finally slipped away as she felt the woman’s genuinely warm reception. “Thank you, Mom. I’d like that.”

“Well, come on in! Mark is in the kitchen.” She led them inside. Emi glanced around at the small but tidy and warmly decorated space. Earth tones for sure, autumn colors of orange, gold, and red interspersed with bright greens and light blues reminiscent of spring and early summer days. Over the main vid screen in their living room, a large picture hung on the wall. It was the same picture Ford had shown her the afternoon in the sim when he told her their “crew story,” Kels in the front, the three men standing behind her, taken in happier days.

There were other pictures of their daughter with any combination of the men and alone in her childhood.

Their only child.

Markkus stood as tall and beefy as his wife was short and willowy. Black hair liberally sprinkled with grey, wrinkles creased the corners of his grey eyes.

Whatever he had cooking smelled fantastic.

“Ribs,” Delaney offered, noticing Emi’s reaction.

Caph broke into a wide, beaming grin. “Damn, Mom! You remembered!”

“Gotta feed our big guy right,” Markkus teased.

Emi found it easy to call the couple Mom and Dad. The conversation flowed, catching up at first, current events on both sides, the couple getting to know Emi, and everyone relaxing. As dinner progressed at a leisurely pace, they started talking about Kels in better days, happy memories that had the men laughing, her parents smiling, and Emi feeling like part of the family, being brought into the fold as they shared those things.

The men offered to help Markkus clean up the kitchen. “I don’t do dishes,” Delaney teased. “I hate cooking, always did. Hate cleaning up even more. I do all the other stuff he hates to do. I think it’s a fair trade,” she said with a laugh.

When the women sat alone in the living room, Delaney leaned over and patted Emi on the knee. “You’re good for them. They haven’t been this happy in…” Her face clouded. “A long time. Since then.”

Then Emi realized something she’d missed earlier. “You’re an empath, too, aren’t you?”

Delaney smiled. “Yep. A trained class one. I worried about those boys. Especially Aaron there at the start. We almost lost him.” She sat back and picked at her fingernails. “I worried about Caph, that if they lost Aaron, Ford would have to have him medicated and put in restraints. I don’t know how Ford didn’t lose his mind. Bless his heart, his plate was full. I always worried if he had time to grieve properly because he was so busy with the others.”

Emi glanced into the kitchen. The men laughed, smiled, and joked with Markkus. “He’s a lot stronger than he looks. They all are.”

“Last time we saw them was when they picked up the Tamora Bight.” She looked sad and shook her head. “Poor Aaron. No matter how much we all tried to reassure him, he couldn’t forgive himself for losing Kels, even that many years later.” She took a deep breath, then smiled. “I can’t tell you how glad I am they met you. In many ways, the old Aaron is back. I can sense it. And he’s really, truly happy again, in a way the twins couldn’t heal him.”

Emi looked into the kitchen again when she heard Aaron’s deep, rumbling laugh.

“That’s a good sound,” Delaney said. “I wondered if we’d ever hear it again. For the longest time, I never thought we would.”

“It’s a very good sound,” Emi agreed.

Chapter Six

Emi eagerly sat in front of the bridge view ports and watched as the Braynow Gaston slowly rolled into the hangar bay on top of several large hover lifts. Once the Braynow Gaston had been positioned and secured, Emi raced out of their ship and down the gangway to wait at the airlock while the docking crew completed the connections.

As soon as the all clear tone sounded, the dockside gangway doors opened. A moment later, the ship’s hatch opened. Donna raced down the gangway and slammed into Emi with an excited squeal.

As the women hugged, Emi was aware of the Kendall Kant’s crew joining them outside the gangway. After Donna stepped away from Emi, she threw her arms around Captain Elloy and planted a long, lingering kiss on his lips. First Officer Sam Johnson next received a hug and kiss, as did Mate Gregor Davis.

The men barely resembled the stiffly starched, regulation-bound military grunts Emi had first met in the sim.

Elloy smiled as he left his arm draped around Donna’s waist. “Dinner tonight, our treat,” he told Emi. “Please join us, you and the guys.”

“What about us?” Captain John Tarrence of the Braynow Gaston joked as he appeared in the gangway. He carried several large bags, as did his First Officer, Alex Parisi, and the mate, Jules Green.

Emi silently snickered. Donna never was a light packer. Emi wondered how many crates in the Braynow Gaston’s cargo hold belonged to her.

The men of the Braynow Gaston handed the bags off to the K-2 crew. “Of course you guys can tag along,” Elloy joked. “You brought our missing crew member to us. We owe you.”

Parisi snorted. “You thank us now. You should see how much crap she brought with her.”

Emi finally laughed. “That sounds like the girl I went to school with.”

“Oh, come on, it’s stuff I need,” Donna groused. “Not like I can pop out to the store any time I run out of my favorite shampoo or eyeliner.”

Elloy kissed her again. “You don’t need makeup.”

“You say that now, but you have no clue.”

They finalized dinner arrangements. Emi waved off Donna’s invitation for Emi to join them while she got settled in on the K-2.

“No, I think your guys have plans for you,” she teased.

“Got that right,” Parisi mumbled as he shouldered one of the duffel bags. His eyes had never left Donna since he spotted her, his unbridled passion hitting Emi’s empathic senses in strong waves that made her want to return to the Tamora Bight and drag her own men into bed.

Emi grinned as she returned to her ship. Donna would be doing a lot of things that afternoon. After all that time spent away from her men, however, unpacking probably wasn’t one of them.

* * *

When they gathered at the restaurant later that evening, Donna sported a love bite on her neck that hadn’t been there upon her arrival at the station. Emi noticed all three of the K-2 men appeared more relaxed than they had before.

Emi arched an eyebrow at her friend as they stood in the lobby and waited for their table to open.

“What?” Donna asked, snuggling closer to Gregor Davis, her arm hooked through his. “They missed me!”

Caph snorted with laughter. “I bet they missed you two or three times worth each this afternoon.”

Donna grinned while Gregor’s face turned red. “Maybe even more than that,” she teased. Emi laughed. Donna had no problems dishing it out, her ball-busting attitude a perfect complement for the K-2 crew. A Beta-ranked healer, her rating not as high as Emi’s own Alpha ranking, but still a respectable achievement and nothing to sneeze at. Apparently she’d used the journey from Earth to bone up on the region they were traveling to and had compiled all available reports and information on the colony.

“They’re a huge agriform group,” she explained to everyone at the table once they were seated. “They didn’t have to terraform the planet, but they have done a lot of genetic crop engineering. It’s been an active colony for four Earth years, and they’re slated to go online in three years as a far-space permanent base for the ISNC and DSMC to use as a jump point for more distant explorations.”

Emi scrolled through some of the information in the hand-held reader Donna had taken from her purse. “No idea what their problem is?”

“No. The transmission cut off before it finished. They declared a class C-3 medical emergency. That means something widespread, of unknown origin, and potentially fatal. They asked for research and medical support, as well as security support.”

“Security?” Aaron asked. “Why?”

“I don’t know.” Donna took the hand-held back as their waitress appeared to take their order. “It’ll take a four-week jump to get there. I’m hoping the DSMC can send us more info before we jump.”

Once their jump drive engines kicked in, the jump couldn’t be stopped or changed until they reached their destination, and they couldn’t receive outside communications from the DSMC. Because of their ships’ configurations, they would execute a tandem jump, joined together by tractor beams, which meant they could still have ship-to-ship communications between them.

The security request explained why several crates of weapons had been added to their cargo manifests, as well as an emergency retrofit adding large, powerful long-distance plasma cannons to all three ships. The docking crews currently working on their vessels would finish just hours before their planned departure late the next day.

The landing vehicles were also switched out on all three vessels, providing them larger vessels that could carry more passengers and cargo from the ships to the planet’s surface and back. And unmanned cargo transports were added as well. While she’d thought their cargo bay was full before, Emi realized she felt practically claustrophobic in the cavernous space. Every square inch of space that could reasonably be utilized had been filled.

Despite their dinner’s convivial atmosphere, Emi sensed a disquiet in all the men, enough to outweigh the happiness in Captain Elloy’s soul over having Donna back with them. Aaron and Elloy seemed especially disconcerted. Perhaps Captain Tarrence, far less experienced than the other two captains and with a background in research, not combat or space missions, didn’t understand something the other two captains did.

Halfway through their meal, Donna and Emi excused themselves to the ladies’ room. Donna opened up to Emi. “They’re great!” she called out of her stall. “Oh, my God, those guys are fantastic! Man, did I miss them.”

Emi used the facilities, washed her hands, and waited for Donna to emerge. They had the bathroom to themselves. “I didn’t get the impression when I met them that they were…fluffy kind of guys.”

Donna laughed as she emerged and washed her hands. “I definitely wouldn’t call them that, but they sooo have their soft spots.” She grinned. “I’m hoping I can work on them and get them into an arrangement like you’ve got.”

Emi’s eyes widened before she laughed. “Somehow, I don’t see Elloy bending over and taking it up the ass from anyone.” She hadn’t told Donna about Kels. “My boys had a very unique beginning. Remember, they’ve been together twenty years now.”

“I meant a single group cabin.” She winked. “I’m going to chip away at them one point at a time. Not like they haven’t seen each other naked before. Why waste time having a stuffy, old schedule to follow.” A smile filled her face. “But who knows? Maybe I can work on loosening their inhibitions.”

Emi suspected Donna might have her hands full. “Isn’t something like that against ‘regulations’?”

Donna examined the hickey on her neck. “Yeah, well, I set them straight about their rigid view on ‘regulations’ from the start.” She slyly grinned. “Then I proceeded to jump on the table and offer them a free sample. By the time I turned them loose, they were drooling and begging me to sign with them. I talked to the Braynow guys first, though. Then again, that all happened in the sim.” She shrugged. “They were nice and everything, but they didn’t flip my switch. You know what I mean?”

“Yeah. So why did you decide to join the DSMC?”

Donna blushed. Emi didn’t miss that rare event. “I saw how happy you looked with your guys. I’d been thinking about it for a while, after you joined.” She shrugged. “Hey, who knows what the future may hold? I’ve got three guys who are crazy about me and sort of have them held captive. Not going to complain about that or about the money.”

The question Emi longed to ask. “What’d they do to you in your sim session? What did Dr. Graymard have the techs put you through?”

Donna shuddered as her face went from flushed to white. “Gods, it was horrible. Graymard said we didn’t make it nearly as far as you did, and we had different scenarios, but we did well enough.” She applied more lipstick as she thought about it. “Let’s just say that when push came to shove, my guys found they couldn’t make the choice to leave someone behind, even if it meant risking their own lives and disobeying direct orders. They said screw the fucking regulations and decided fighting to the death for me was their only acceptable option.”

Then Emi felt a deep wave of love from her, directed at her men. When she spoke, her voice sounded quiet. “If you made it a lot further than we did, and I know how fucking bad our sim session was, then I can only imagine how bad it must have been for you when they finally pulled the plug.”

Emi remembered screaming for Aaron as he walked away from the three of them to a certain death, sacrificing himself so Emi, Caph, and Ford would live. She remembered fighting Caph and Ford as they dragged her out of what she thought was an alien’s bedchamber.

Emi nodded as she shivered at the memory she hoped she’d never live through in real life. “Yeah. It was pretty frakking bad.”

* * *

The crews bid each other good night at the port. Before returning to their respective ships, the three captains agreed to meet first thing the next morning to finalize the departure sequence and logistics.

Emi quickly stripped and settled in the middle of their bed. The men didn’t hesitate to join her.

Unlike their rowdy arrival romp, this gentle, tender lovemaking session found Emi cradled in Aaron’s arms while Ford went down on her. He took plenty of time teasing her until she finally cried out as she came. This time, the men were content to take turns slowly fucking her as the others held her, reminding her in many ways of the first night they spent together, although without the frenetic energy of that initial encounter.

By the time Caph went last, the men had coaxed another rolling orgasm out of her that nearly took her breath and mind away. Exhausted and sated, she curled up between Caph and Aaron, with Ford on Aaron’s other side, and fell asleep.

* * *

The next morning, Emi was the first to awaken. She received a message from Dr. Graymard as she waited for her coffee to finish brewing. Fortunately for her, the Java Max Excel 10k coffeemaker hadn’t been a figment of the simulation. Ford, as dedicated a coffee drinker as Emi, insisted there was no way in hell, unless the Tamora Bight was blown up, that they would go without coffee.

She skimmed Graymard’s message, mostly “how are you” and status report request bullshit. Then she reached the bottom.

Dr. Stevens packs almost as hard a punch as you do.

Emi smiled. Upon emerging from the sim session and realizing that not only would Aaron not die but that Graymard had tricked them, Emi had viciously slugged the man. Her three men pulled her off Graymard and into the security of their arms. Ironically, her fighting skills had been learned in the sim, not in real life.

She sent Graymard a short reply. Better learn to duck. You still have to pair the Braynow Gaston crew.

Send.

She prepared breakfast for the men and went to wake them up. Ford tried to pull her back into bed with them, but she managed to extricate herself. “Lift sequence, babe. Don’t forget, Aar has a meeting with Elloy and Tarrence, too.”

Aaron moaned. Caph still slept, his arm slung around Aaron’s waist and his face buried against his shoulder. Aaron gently elbowed the larger man. “Wake up, big guy. Work to do. Last night was our last luxury of no night watch for a while.”

Caph groaned as he snuggled closer. “Don’t wanna.” Aaron smiled and ruffled Caph’s hair.

“Breakfast is ready, guys,” Emi said. “I made you bacon, Caph. Fresh and farm-raised here on Mars, not frozen.”

His eyes popped open. “Bacon?”

“Bacon.”

Aaron sat up, extricating himself from Caph’s embrace. “That got his attention.”

“Mmm, bacon,” the twins parroted, making Emi and Aaron laugh.

The men dressed and joined her in the galley for breakfast before they split up for the morning. Ford and Caph would start final preparations, including securing the last-minute additions to their cargo load, systems checks, and other priorities. Emi wasn’t sure what they wanted her to do.

Aaron answered her unspoken question. “I want you with me at the meeting. As med officer, you need to be involved in this if we’re dealing with a medical crisis.”

They joined the other captains in the common area of the Kendall Kant. Donna sat next to Rob Elloy and managed to look like she was draped over him even though her body didn’t touch his.

In the years she’d known her friend, Emi could never remember seeing her so happy. Elloy seemed more than happy to have Donna by his side.

The captains coordinated their tractor beam setup, went over last-minute information briefs that had arrived since the night before, and finalized their lift sequences. When they adjourned the meeting, Donna took Emi on a brief tour of the K-2. Emi had never before in real life set foot inside the ship.

“Did you get space sick?” Emi asked her.

“Oh, gods, yes. I felt like I’d puke up a lung before it finally passed. Spent the first two weeks in bed after we lifted.”

Donna’s cabin was at least twice the size of the one Emi saw in the sim. Before she could ask about that, Donna laughed. “They did a little reconfiguration for me.” She winked. “I broke out the sock puppets, so to speak, about why a larger space was logistically necessary and a very wise investment on their part.”

Emi smiled as she shook her head. “Leave it to you take on military guys.”

She shrugged. “Just need to know how to speak their language is all.”

“What language would that be?”

Donna’s wide grin left no room for error in interpretation. “Body language.”

Chapter Seven

It took several hours for all three ships to be moved from the secure hangar and lifted to their rendezvous point orbiting Mars. Emi stayed out of the way, not distracting her men as they prepared the ship for the tractor beam configuration prior to jump. As they coordinated with the other two ships, they made one last check with the DSMC for additional information. Then Aaron started the countdown, which was broadcast among all three ships.

Emi didn’t understand the jump engine. Quantum physics wasn’t her forte. It wasn’t even in the same universe as her interests and intellectual strong points. Her specialty involved the human body, mind, and psyche. As the jump commenced, Emi didn’t sense anything physically out of the ordinary, even when she looked through the front vid screens, which had replaced the now-shuttered front ports.

Mentally, however, she felt a sudden crawling of her skin, her nerves on edge. She’d also felt it on their journey to Mars. The short jump they’d made on the way to Mars from Earth had lasted briefly and carried them over halfway to their destination, giving her a blessedly short period of the nasty feeling.

“I can’t get used to that feeling, or the way the vid screen looks.”

“You will,” Ford assured her. “You come back in ten minutes, that vid screen will look totally different. It’s all part of the effect. It can’t keep up with it real-time. It periodically refreshes.”

“In all the vids I’ve watched, you see a blur of stars.”

“That’s Hollywood for you. You would see that if the front plates were down and you looked out the port. In real life, we don’t dare jump without the armor plates and full energy shields in place. Too much risk.”

Aaron confirmed all was well with the other ships before he stood and stretched. “Caph, you take first watch. I’ll take second. Ford, you can take third.”

“What about me?” Emi asked.

“Not right now. You’re not familiar enough with the jump system. If we were under normal power, yes, I would let you take one.”

“Then what am I supposed to do?”

“Is that a loaded question or what?” Caph teased as he took over the command chair, stealing a kiss from Emi along the way.

* * *

Emi spent a lot of time working in the hydro lab. She enjoyed it, found it soothing. Not only practical, ensuring they always had at least a little something fresh in their daily diet, but a mental exercise allowing her to ignore the creepy crawlies the jump engine gave her.

Being on the Tamora Bight turned out to be an easy adjustment. Unlike her sim session, where she’d had a mini-meltdown over accumulated stress, she’d managed to keep her spirits up.

And her men.

Caph joined her down in the hydro lab one morning to help her assemble a second tomato table, as she’d dubbed it, even though she used the trellising setup for other viny plants as well.

“Jesus, babe!” He stared at the flourishing plants in awe, this being his first visit to the lab since before they left Mars. “This is beautiful!”

She puffed up with pride. “Like it?”

“Yeah!” He walked through the various tables, his fingers gently brushing against some of the plants. “You’re bound and determined to make sure we eat good, aren’t you?”

“Hey, gotta take care of my big guy.”

He grinned and pulled her into his arms. “Oh, baby, you talk like that, I’ll have something for you to take care of, all right.”

She felt his cock stiffen through his pants, and she wiggled her hips against him. “Seems like you’ve already got something for me to take care of.” Her big buddy. Even in the middle of their most passionate times, his fierce gentleness could melt her. Caph never brooded, unlike Aaron, and to a lesser extent, Ford. He wore his heart and his emotions on his sleeve. Caph was her big, sexy, well-endowed teddy bear. Not just with her, but with the other two men as well.

“I can’t help it if you guys make me horny.”

She jumped up and wrapped her legs around him as his hands caught her ass. “Didn’t say I was complaining, sweetie. Have I ever complained?”

He kissed her, his hands massaging her butt as he rocked his hips against her. “No, baby, never. I still can’t believe how lucky we are you picked us.”

“I picked you twice. In the sim and then in real life. You think I’m giving you guys up, think again. I told you, you’re stuck with me for life.”

He carried her over to the chair pushed under the small desk she kept there. Kicking it away from the desk, he turned and sat, his hands moving to the waistband of her sweats. “Let’s get these off, babe. I’ll give you something I know you want.”

With a sultry grin, she stood, kicked her shoes off, and pulled her sweats and underwear down. It was too cool to take off her sweatshirt. While she did that, he unfastened his uniform trousers and pulled them down his hips, exposing his stiff cock.

She felt heat pooling deep inside her as she leaned in and kissed the thick, engorged head of his cock. It twitched.

“Don’t tease me, babe,” he begged. “Please.”

She straddled his lap again, her pussy more than slick and ready to slide him deep inside her. “I’m not going to tease my big guy.”

He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her. She felt enveloped by his large body as he let her set the pace, adjusting her angle until she found that sweet spot she desperately craved with him.

So far, only Caph had managed to get her off just like this. He loved sitting back and letting her use his body for her pleasure, content to wait and watch and enjoy her sliding and rocking on his cock.

“That’s it, babe,” he whispered. “I know what you want.”

She closed her eyes and let her senses reach for him, basking in his love, his passion, enjoying the warmth of his mental embrace. His thick member spread her open, stroking nerve endings deep inside her, her swollen nub getting just the right amount of touch on every downstroke. It slowly built within her, never as strong as climaxes other ways, but always sweeter because of the way she achieved it. That, and she loved the pride that always puffed Caph’s ego when it happened.

“Ride my cock, Emi,” he gently encouraged. “Jesus, you’re so beautiful.”

She felt beautiful. She braced her hands on his arms as he held her hips, helping her, letting her lead, matching her rhythm until she felt that warm rush inside her.

“That’s it, baby. Take it from me.”

She threw her head back and gasped as the wave crashed over her, her muscles grabbing at his cock, tightening around him.

After a moment he took control, his grip clamping down on her hips as he thrust into her. She leaned forward and kissed him, sucking his tongue into her mouth and triggering his deep moans. She felt him explode, physically and mentally, his juices rushing into her as his love flooded her mind.

Gasping for breath, he pulled her tight against his chest. “Oh, baby.” He nuzzled the top of her head. “Gods, you have no idea what you do to me.”

She felt a lazy smile crease her face. “Actually, yeah, I do. Class two empath, remember?” She cuddled in his arms, not wanting to move, wishing they were in their bed.

He chuckled, the deep rumble vibrating through her body as his hands caressed her back. “How about tonight you and me take a trip to the sim room? A little desert sunset action. Ford and Aaron are going to run systems tests after dinner, so they’ll be busy.” He nuzzled her throat with hot lips. “They already said they don’t mind us having a little alone time.” They both enjoyed reliving their picnic, something that happened first in the sim, then reenacted in real life. And relived more than once in the ship’s sim room.

She shivered, with anticipation, not chill. “I think you just read my mind, baby.”

* * *

Four weeks of mostly mind-numbing boredom later, Emi and Donna had practically memorized all the information they had on the Aroykin colony during the jump. The colony’s last regular status report to the DSMC was received three Earth weeks before their distress call arrived. Since then, nothing from the colony. All attempts to contact them had failed.

For safety reasons, they emerged from their jump just outside the solar system. Emi listened to the inter-ship chatter between the three crews as they disengaged the tractor beam systems and the navigation computers quickly updated their maps.

With relief, she felt her unease dissolve as the jump engine powered down. While she’d gotten used to the unsettled feeling over the past few weeks, her body relaxed, her senses loosening as she enjoyed the calm flowing through her.

Aaron had been designated lead captain for this mission by the DSMC. He immediately tried to hail the colony. “Aroykin Colony, this is DSMC vessel Tamora Bight hailing. Please respond. Over.” He waited, then repeated the message, recorded it, and set it to auto-hail over all possible frequencies.

It would take them three days at top non-jump speed to reach the colony. They transmitted their status to the DSMC, receiving a trans-light response the next day. Backup forces from the ISNC were on the way to help but wouldn’t arrive for several Earth days.

Emi busied herself double-checking her supplies one last time and familiarizing herself with their locations. Of the three vessels, the Bight had the largest and best-equipped sick bay, but the Braynow Gaston had more lab facilities, able to run more complex testing much faster than she could. As the three ships settled into orbit around the planet, locking into a position relative to the colony, they had still not received a reply from below.

Emi sat at the scanners and compared the readings to the records she had. “I’m showing human life forms.” She tweaked the settings. “Can’t tell for sure, but in approximately the same numbers we should be seeing.”

Aaron’s businesslike frown bothered her. He’d slipped into full captain mode, which made it harder to read him. He reached over and activated the com link. “Hey, Rob, it’s Aaron.” The captains had dropped the formalities over the weeks, making it easier to work together.

“Yeah, go ahead.”

“You’re further back in orbit than we are. Can you lock onto their com satellite?”

“Hold on, let me check.” He came back a moment later. “Yeah, we need to shift orbit a bit. Why?”

“Can you pull it in and take a look at it? See if there’s anything wrong with it? Or at least dump its memory into your computer and see if we can retrieve the whole message?”

“Sure. Give us an hour.”

Aaron sat back and stared at the front vid screens. The planet looked remarkably similar to Earth, only with more land mass, two gigantic continents surrounded by a freshwater ocean. If plans for its development succeeded, it could provide a lot of food for this section of the galaxy. The planet’s life forms hadn’t evolved to intelligent humanoids yet. The highest apex predators were reptiles similar to dinosaurs, but none larger than a big dog. Mammals were limited to birdlike animals and small, rodent-like creatures, and the oceans teemed with a variety of sea life suitable for human consumption.

The area settled had been picked for a variety of reasons, including climate, soil, and commonality of habitat. The DSMC wanted to balance sound ecological practices with their need to expansively develop the planet and didn’t want to wipe out any native species if they could possibly avoid it.

“What are you thinking?” she asked him.

“I don’t want us to go down there without knowing as much as we can first.”

“Well, they’re not dead. At least, most of them aren’t.”

“Yet.”

“That’s a creepy thought. We need to get down there.” The doctor in her wanted to be on the way down there ASAP, worried lives might be lost because of the delay.

“We can’t walk in there without knowing what’s going on.”

“What about an unmanned drone?”

“I want to see what Rob comes up with first.”

It felt like a long wait. The com link whistled when Rob hailed them less than an hour later.

“We got it. The same message the DSMC received, and it cut off in the same place. There’s nothing wrong with the satellite. Whatever happened went down at ground level, during transmission. I had it ping back and didn’t receive a response from its base.”

Aaron stared out the front vid screens, deep in thought. “What kind of com traffic did it have before?”

“Nothing spectacular, outbound and inbound reports, mostly data links. The usual.”

“What do you think?”

“I think we have to land. Sending in a drone will only waste more time.”

“Emi and I will go.” Elloy started to protest, but Aaron cut him off. “Rob, no offense to Donna, but Emi has more skills than she does. We need Emi on the ground to evaluate the situation, and I’m not letting her go without me. I need you up here in case there’s a problem.”

“At least let me send Greg and Sam with you for backup.”

John Tarrence from the Braynow Gaston sounded off. “Why don’t you take one of my guys?”

Rob said it before Aaron could. “Because my guys have combat experience, and we might need all three of you working in the labs. We can’t spare your guys to go down there yet. Besides, there’s only three of you, and two need to stay onboard. He’d still need one of my guys anyway. It doesn’t make sense to waste time picking crew up from two ships.”

“Oh.”

“Don’t worry,” Rob said, amusement in his voice. “You guys will get your turn to explore soon enough.”

Aaron mulled it over. “Okay. We’ll leave at their dawn, that’s in,” he consulted the computer, “twelve hours our time. Emi and I will come over and pick your guys up then.”

“Roger. Out.”

Emi prepared for the vocal protests from Caph and Ford as soon as Aaron disconnected the com link. Sure enough, they didn’t disappoint. Their twin voice sounded, perfectly in tune.

“There’s no way you’re going! I’ll go!” the men protested then scowled at each other.

Aaron shook his head. “We need two on board to run the ship.” His face hardened. “As Captain, I’m making this an order. I go, you two stay.”

The twins shut up despite their angry scowls. From the tense set of their shoulders, Emi knew they felt less than happy about the decision, but they would obey their captain.

Emi and Caph spent the evening loading supplies into the lander, including scanners, basic first aid supplies, protective hazard suits, and decontamination units. She thought she was done until Aaron stuck his head inside the door and glanced at the neatly stacked items.

“How many weapons?”

“None.”

He shook his head. “Two side arms per person, one rifle per, a case of grenades, and three cases of cartridges for the weapons.”

Her eyes widened. “You can’t be serious!”

“I am.” He looked around one more time. “And restraints. Add a case of energy shackles. Just to be on the safe side.”

He disappeared. Emi wasn’t happy about his decree, the scientist and doctor in her wanting to think the best, not the worst, but she added the items to their inventory.

She got very little sleep that night, the delay in getting to the surface pecking at her conscience. The next morning, they hugged and kissed Caph and Ford in the cargo bay before they sealed themselves into the lander and launched.

Never having flown in one before, Emi’s stomach did a nervous roll in the reduced G before settling again as Aaron skillfully guided the lander into the K-2’s cargo bay. Gregor and Sam piled in, bringing even more supplies with them. Ten minutes later, they were on their way to the surface.

Aaron located the colony’s main landing pad homing beacon. An hour later, they slowly descended the last thousand meters to the pad.

He reached over and punched in a code after they touched down. The front armor plates slid out of the way as the vid screens deactivated, but the lander vehicle seemed encased by a yellow, hazy glow.

“Energy field,” Aaron explained at her questioning look. “Until we know for sure there’s no physical danger.”

Several women and a couple of men had gathered at the edge of the landing pad, well out of the way of their vehicle. They waved their arms at the lander, trying to get their attention.

Aaron activated the external com unit. “Please do not approach any closer. We have an energy barrier activated. We were sent by the DSMC. They received a distress transmission from your colony, but it cut off in the middle.”

All the people nodded.

Emi couldn’t read the people from that distance, especially with the energy barrier around the ship.

Aaron spoke to them again. “Is one of you in command?”

An older woman stepped forward. “I’m Governor Ilse Martinez. Our transmitter was destroyed.”

“What’s the nature of your medical emergency?”

“Some of our population is infected with an unknown pathogen.”

Emi leaned in to the com panel and spoke. “I’m Dr. Emilia Hypatia. What are the symptoms?”

“Extreme intermittent rages, worsening every time. We haven’t had any new infections in over three weeks, but we’re not any closer to finding out what’s causing it or why.”

“Contagious?”

“It’s only affecting certain people. All we know is it’s not airborne, waterborne, or contagious from person to person.”

“What people?”

“Adult males.”

She looked at the three men in the lander with her. “I’ll be right out.” She sat back. “Turn off the barrier, Aaron.” She climbed past him to the back of the lander and headed for the air lock. If the disease was only affecting men, she wouldn’t need a protective suit. The decon air lock would take care of making sure she couldn’t bring anything back inside the lander when she returned.

Aaron looked livid. “Now, you wait one fucking minute—”

She turned on him. “No, you wait. I’m a doctor. This is my job, Captain Lucio. You want me to get all regulation on you? A ranking DSMC fleet medical officer can override a captain’s orders when health and safety are at stake. I’m overriding you. You guys stay here until I find out what the hell is going on.”

Sam Johnson laughed. “She’s right, Aaron.”

Aaron frowned. “I don’t give a shit what the fucking regs say. I’m your husband, and you are not going out there alone!”

“I’m your medical officer. I say you’re not going out there, Captain!”

Stalemate.

Aaron glared at her. “How do you plan on keeping me here, Doctor?”

She looked at Sam and Gregor. “You got it under control?”

Gregor smirked and shook his head. “Oh, fuck no, you’re not dragging me into this, regs or not. I’m not a moron.”

Sam shook his head, too, although he looked amused.

Aaron’s eyes darkened. “She said it’s not airborne or contagious person-to-person. I’ll wear a protective suit.”

Emi wasn’t happy, but they were wasting time. “Fine. Get it on and hurry up.” She grabbed her medical kit and hand-held terminal.

He switched off the energy barrier and activated the decontamination air lock setting. Quickly donning a suit, he followed her out the air lock to the landing pad.

Governor Martinez led them from the landing pad to a nearby low, rambling office complex. Inside the lobby area, while tidy, the evidence of a violent attack still lingered. Wood covered one window. A long, winding crack crazed another. Gouges and burn marks scarred one wall.

This close, Emi could see and feel the wear, fatigue, and fear in the woman. She reached out and touched the governor’s arm. “Ma’am, what happened?”

That’s when Emi felt the other woman’s grief wash through her.

The governor burst into tears. “We don’t know! They just went crazy, but there’s no reason for it we can find!” She collapsed into a chair as Emi knelt in front of her. Fear now filled the governor’s emotions.

“What are the symptoms?”

“It’s all adult men, and not even all of them. They just started acting weird and having intermittent rages. We can’t predict it. We’ve had to sedate them and keep them that way.” Tears rolled down her face.

“Can I speak to your head doctor?”

That’s when what little was left of the governor’s composure shattered. She sobbed into her hands. “My husband, Sascha. He was one of the first to come down with it.”

Chapter Eight

The transmitter, it turned out, had been damaged by the head communications engineer. He became ravaged by the disease as they broadcasted their distress call.

“We tried to fix it,” Ilse, as she’d insisted Emi and Aaron call her, said. “Then our head electrical engineer and two others who could have repaired it all came down with it.”

Aaron punched his com link. “Hey, Sam? There’s a portable telecom base in there somewhere. Can you put on a suit and bring it in here? Get it hooked up for them. Their transmitter’s toast, and their com staff isn’t…available.”

“Roger, Aaron. On my way.”

He looked at Ilse. “Where are you holding the men?”

“In the hospital. It’s overloaded now. We’re nearly out of supplies to keep them sedated.” She choked back another sob. “There’s no predicting the rages. They can be okay for hours or even days, then they try to kill anyone who comes near them.” She shook her head. “We don’t have a brig large enough to hold them all!”

“How many?” Emi asked.

“Thirty-eight.”

Emi’s eyes widened. Over ten percent of their entire population. “How many men are in your colony?”

Ilse went quiet. “There were one hundred and three.”

“Were?”

“Five have died because of this…whatever it is. Two died, killed in self-defense by their wives when the men went crazy. One was killed by another man who went into a rage. Two more died from wounds they received while raging.”

The revelation stunned Emi. Nearly forty percent of their men were infected.

Ilse continued. “Our veterinarian, Dr. Shourpa, she tried to figure it out. The best she could do was eliminate the obvious suspects. It’s not a bacteria or a virus, no biological agent or amoeba or anything like that. She couldn’t detect changes in their blood work from their pre-arrival results. She’s not a human doctor, there was only so much she could do.”

“And it’s only men, no women, no children?”

“The youngest infected is sixteen.”

Emi’s mind raced. “So who is in charge of research now? Of trying to figure it out?”

Ilse shook her head. “No one. There is no one with the knowledge or skill. Our other human doctor is also infected. The remaining med staff has its hands full trying to manage everyone and keep them alive. They’re using volunteers from other divisions to monitor vital signs, manage IV nutrition, and handle care. We’ve practically had to cease operations because we need our other staff for critical services, and some of them are doing double or triple duty to keep the colony running.”

“Take us to them.”

Sam appeared, wearing a protective suit. He carried the transmitter and a bag of tools. Aaron got him started before he followed Emi and Ilse from the building.

Emi didn’t miss how Aaron hung back and didn’t interfere with her job, although he kept one hand on the butt of the energy pistol strapped to the hip of his protective suit. She also didn’t miss how on edge he felt, hypervigilant to any potential threat to her.

Ilse talked as they walked across the compound. “I mean, if it was all the males, then I could understand that, and Dr. Shourpa would have a starting point to work from. But it’s not all the men. We haven’t been able to isolate a common factor that would lead us to a diagnosis. Keep in mind, we’ve been here for several years now. Nothing’s changed, there was nothing like an impact from a meteorite or something, nothing. Nothing has changed!”

Emi doubted that. What she suspected was a change they didn’t recognize, didn’t notice because they lived here.

But she wondered if she, a stranger to the planet, could find it.

* * *

To say the small medical complex was overcrowded would have been an understatement of Jupiter-sized proportions. Unconscious men were hooked to IV drips, many of which hung on makeshift poles. With only fifteen patient rooms, they had filled those as well as their emergency room triage area and all but one operating room. Dr. Cayce Shourpa looked overwhelmed and exhausted. When Emi shook hands with her, the woman’s deep despair washed through Emi.

“Thank the gods you’re here!” she cried, hugging Emi. “I just…” She broke down crying. “I don’t know what to do! I’ve done all I can!”

Emi felt the other reason for her anguish. “Your husband, too?”

The vet nodded. “He was one of the first.”

The nurse and med tech, a man by the name of Shello Taber, sat at a desk with Emi. He passed her a hand-held. “Here are all the records we have, all the data we’ve amassed.”

“You’re not infected? You’ve had no symptoms?”

“No. I don’t know why some of us are and some aren’t. The new infections were coming at least one or two a day there, sometimes more. I don’t know why they stopped.” Dark circles lined his bloodshot, green eyes. He also neared exhaustion, Emi sensed. “The rest of us men, we isolated ourselves from the women at first, when this started, after Kale and John were killed.” He took a deep breath. “Now that the infection seems contained, we’ve given that up. We need every available person to help care for them.”

Emi quickly scanned the information while Aaron silently stood behind her and kept a watchful eye on Taber. Before the colony lost their top research and medical staff to the rages, they had ruled out airborne and waterborne issues. The situation had deteriorated dramatically before they could determine what the infected men had in common. Blood type and underlying health issues had been ruled out.

“All the infected men had been here from the beginning?” Emi asked.

Taber nodded. “From the start.”

“No new personnel?”

“Nope. In fact, our last resupply arrived over six months ago. No crew stayed behind.”

“What happens if you wake one of them up?”

He shrugged. “Usually they’re fine, for a while. One guy was fine for two days, and then, just as we thought maybe he’d gotten over it, he attacked me. Back to sedation. Usually they go anywhere from a few hours to almost a day. We haven’t brought anyone out of it for over a week now. It’s too risky.”

Emi studied the files. The first symptoms differed from man to man. One commonality was many of them experienced extreme irritability before the rages first started. The subsequent rages literally came from out of the blue without any apparent trigger. One woman was rescued when her fifteen-year-old daughter heard her father attacking her mother in the middle of the night. She shot him with a stunner.

Work, job duties, chemical and radiation exposure—all ruled out. Everyone ate basically the same diet from the same food sources.

She studied a picture of Ilse’s husband in his personnel record. He had light blue eyes and an open, friendly smile in his personnel mug shot.

“Can we wake up Dr. Martinez?”

“Yes.” Ilse spoke from the doorway behind them, where she and Dr. Shourpa stood, listening. “If it’ll help, please, do.”

“We have energy shackles,” Emi told her. “We can keep him restrained so he doesn’t hurt himself or others.”

Ilse nodded. “Whatever you need to do, please, do it.”

Taber and another nurse moved Dr. Martinez to the vacant operating room. Aaron went to retrieve a set of energy shackles and Sam for backup. With the doctor firmly secured to the operating table, Emi started her initial examination. Other than his slight weight loss from the IV fluid and nutrient regimen, he seemed to be in perfect health. Her scanners didn’t pick up anything unusual. She took blood, hair, and skin samples, as well as fingernail clippings and a DNA swab from his mouth.

She glanced at Taber. “I’ll need to examine you, too. Take samples. And the other healthy men.”

“Of course.”

Emi removed the IV before administering an injection to counteract the sedatives. After a few minutes, the doctor’s eyes fluttered open. He looked around in confusion.

Ilse stepped forward and slipped her fingers through his. “Hey, baby,” she whispered, smoothing his dark brown hair away from his forehead. “How you feeling?”

His blue eyes darkened in confusion as he tried to focus on her. Then he spotted Emi, Aaron, and Sam. “Are you from the DSMC?” he asked.

Emi nodded. “Yes, Dr. Martinez. I’m Dr. Emilia Hypatia. This is Captain Aaron Lucio and Officer Sam Johnson. We have three DSMC ships in orbit now. The ISNC is sending reinforcements.”

He finally nodded and looked at his wife. “Are you okay? Did I hurt you?”

She shook her head. “No, you didn’t hurt me. I’m sorry we’ve got to do this to you.”

Emi watched him squeeze his wife’s hand. Emi reached out and touched his leg. She only sensed love and worry from him, not an ounce of anger.

“Hey, it’s okay.” He looked at Emi again. “Please, you’ve got to figure this out.”

“We will, Dr. Martinez.” She checked his vitals again. No change other than the obvious increases in blood pressure, heart rate, and respiration from him being conscious. “Get him some water,” she told Taber. “No solid food yet.”

After an hour, the doctor showed no signs of a rage. Emi had Taber reposition him, still shackled but sitting up on the table.

Ilse wouldn’t leave his side. Emi tried not to think about the woman’s emotions, instead focusing on the job ahead of her. She turned to Sam. “There are three cases of testing supplies on the lander. Please bring them for me.”

He nodded and set off to do it. She turned to Taber. “Get all the men who aren’t infected, and gather them here so we can take samples. We also need samples from the infected men and from all the boys. We’ll do the women after that, but I want to send the samples from the men up to the Braynow Gaston now and let their labs start working on it. Maybe they can figure it out. We also need the info on that resupply freighter so we can see if their crew had any issues.”

“You’ve got it, Doc.” He took off to get the men.

Aaron still hadn’t interrupted her. She watched as he tried to wiggle his nose and upper lip inside his suit’s helmet to scratch an itch. “Will you please go back to the lander now?” she pleaded. “I’m not in any danger. Run a decon cycle in the air lock and get out of that monkey suit.”

“No.”

She sighed in frustration. She picked up her com unit and hailed Donna on the K-2.

“What have you found out?” Donna asked.

“I’m going to sync this info up to both your data banks and the Braynow Gaston. See if you can find anything in it, a pattern or something. I’ll have samples to send up to the Braynow Gaston crew in the next couple of hours.”

“Roger.”

Emi plugged a patch cable into the hand-held. Within a few seconds, the data streamed up to the ships.

Donna paged her. “Got it. I’ll go through it now.”

“Thanks.”

The sound of a rumbling stomach rolled though the room. Dr. Martinez blushed. “Sorry,” he apologized.

“That’s okay. You feel like eating something?”

“I’d kill for a piece of Ilse’s cinnamon toast.”

Ilse laughed. “Figures you’d ask for something like that.”

Emi smiled. “One piece to start with. I don’t want to overload your stomach. I should make you eat soup first.”

Dr. Martinez managed a weak smile. “I’m willing to risk it, Dr. Hypatia.”

Emi cleared him to try a piece of toast. Ilse hurried off to make it. After a few minutes, Emi leaned back and closed her eyes. A tension headache threatened. Nothing in her preliminary scans indicated anything out of the ordinary. Maybe whatever it was had run its course?

“My wife makes the best cinnamon bread,” Dr. Martinez boasted to Emi. “You should try it.”

Then she had a thought. “Cinnamon? You grow that here?”

“Oh, no. That came from Earth.”

Her heart sank. “You’ve been growing your grains here?”

“Almost from the start.” He sighed. “I thought maybe it was a food issue, but everyone’s eating the same things from the same sources.”

He had a point. A food issue should have shown up a lot sooner. “How long did you live here before you started eating planet-grown foods?”

He frowned, thinking about it. “After the first year. That’s when we grew a batch of crops and knew they were safe after we’d completed extensive testing.”

There had to be an answer.

“What about the transport crews? Did they eat food grown here?”

He nodded. “Sure. They loved it, being able to eat fresh food instead of frozen or dried and reconstituted.”

“Livestock?”

“Earth lines brought here. We’ve been eating seafood since the second year on.”

“And nothing wrong with the cattle or other livestock?”

“No. And yes, we grow their food grains here. That was one of the first crops we established and tested so they could be self-sustaining. We couldn’t keep shipping in grains.”

“Corn?”

He nodded. “Corn, alfalfa, barley, and various grazing grasses. Some wheat stocks for horses, pigs, and chickens.”

“You don’t eat horses?”

He laughed. “No. Work and pleasure animals, I assure you. A little low-tech, yes, but it’s easier to grow crops and raise livestock for some tasks than it is to refine energy sources and keep shipping in replacement parts for small equipment. We conserve where we can.”

* * *

They woke up two more men after restraining them and notifying their wives so they could be present. After four hours, Emi was about to order Dr. Martinez released when she heard a shout from the OR where he was still restrained.

The man couldn’t break the energy shackles, but that didn’t stop him from trying. Ilse had retreated to the corner, crying, while Taber tried to calm the doctor and get him to relax.

“Fuck you!” Dr. Martinez screamed, trying to lean over and bite the man.

Aaron stepped in front of Emi to stop her from getting closer, but she stepped around the table. Taber grabbed a syringe. While Martinez’s attention focused on Emi, Taber jabbed the hypo into the doctor’s shoulder.

He immediately slumped to the table, unconscious.

Dr. Shourpa tried to console her friend, who had slid down the wall to the floor. “He was talking to me!” she sobbed. “He had a little more to eat, and he was fine! Then the rage returned!”

Emi helped Taber reconfigure Dr. Martinez’s restraints and restart the IV. “You need to warn the other women,” Emi said. “If he reverted, they will, too. Don’t wake any more patients until we get some lab results back.”

“Okay.”

She stepped away from the table and over to the governor’s side. With Dr. Shourpa’s assistance, Emi helped the woman stand and walk from the room. Behind her, she heard Aaron’s com link whistle and Rob page him. He walked outside the clinic to talk to him.

“Let’s get you home,” Emi said to the governor. “You need to rest.”

She nodded, too distraught to argue. The two women walked her across the compound to a small, nondescript residential pod. Inside, she’d made it look as homey and comfortable as she could in their still relatively spartan setting. Everything was neat and tidy and smelled of cinnamon and baked goods.

Six fresh loaves of cinnamon bread sat on the counter. In a daze, Ilse walked over to the kitchen, retrieved a large plastic storage bag from her cabinet, and put the loaves in it. “Here,” she softly said, handing the bag to Emi. “Take these for your men.”

Not wanting to hurt the woman’s feelings, Emi did. “I will. Now, you need to go lie down and rest. Do you want me to give you a sedative?”

Ilse shook her head. “No.” Finally, her eyes focused. She looked at Emi. “Please, just figure out what’s wrong with them!”

“We will.”

* * *

Aaron waited for Emi outside the governor’s house. From one grim reality to another, Emi didn’t need her empath skills to know something was seriously wrong.

“What happened?”

He shook his head and indicated they needed to return to the lander. Inside, he removed his protective suit after going through a decon cycle in the air lock. Sam and Gregor looked equally grim. “We’ve got a serious problem.”

“What?” She dropped the bag of bread loaves on a crate as she took a seat.

“ISNC has taken over,” Aaron said. “Unless we figure out what the hell the problem is, the colonists will be evac’d, and the planet will be sterilized.”

“Sterilized?”

“Destroyed, in other words.”

Emi blinked. “They can’t do that!”

Gregor nodded. “Oh, yes, they can. And they will. The ISNC forces coming have orders to evac only people without symptoms and decon the planet.”

“But what about those infected?”

Aaron shook his head.

Emi gasped. “That’s murder!”

“They won’t risk the condition spreading,” Aaron said. “Once they give the final order, that’s it. Anyone who’s infected will be left on the planet and…” He didn’t finish.

“You cannot tell me you’re fucking okay with this!”

“No, I’m not. None of us are. The ISNC underwrote the initial colony and mission expenses to get it up and running. Contractually, they get to have a say in it. The colonists signed contracts with the DSMC to that effect. They understand that.”

“No, I’m sure they don’t understand they can be left behind to be murdered!” She alternately felt stunned and like screaming. “What the fuck, Aar?”

“We have to work fast.”

* * *

Emi had sent a preliminary shipment of samples up to the Braynow Gaston in an unmanned drone. The three scientists were already crunching results, trying to find a commonality to work with, but had not as of yet figured it out. Later that night, Aaron ordered an exhausted Emi back to the lander so they could return to the Tamora Bight. Gregor and Sam would bunk with them that night, in the cargo bay, and return to the planet with them in the morning.

Emi and Donna sat up half the night on the com link, wracking their brains to come up with something, anything. Captain John Tarrence from the Braynow Gaston hailed them.

“We’ve gone through all the samples you sent. Nothing. There is no reason for those men to have gotten sick. They are, with the exception of some standard conditions like hypertension, healthy. The only common link we can find is that they’re adult men.”

Emi scrubbed her face with her hands. “There has to be something.”

Aaron leaned against the sick bay counter, his arms crossed, listening.

“I’m sorry, Emi. There’s nothing we can find.”

“Look for any genetic differences between the sick and unaffected men.”

“We did. We traced the genetic code. There is nothing.”

Aaron stepped forward. “Thanks, John. We’ll talk to you in the morning. Page us if there’s anything new.”

“Sure thing, Aaron. Braynow Gaston, out.”

Aaron caught Emi’s hand and pulled her to her feet. It was the middle of the night their time, and she was wiped out. “Come on, Doc. To bed with you.” She offered no protest when he scooped her into his arms. She felt bone-weary and couldn’t get Ilse’s haunted look out of her mind.

She couldn’t let them die.

Ford had watch that night. Caph already slept sprawled across their large shared bed. Exhausted, Emi curled up next to him as Aaron settled against her other side and wrapped an arm around her waist.

He kissed the back of her neck. “You’ll figure it out, sweetie. I know you will.”

She didn’t feel so confident. She hoped he was right.

Chapter Nine

Emi found herself alone in bed the next morning when the smell of breakfast awoke her. She grabbed a quick sonic shower, and after she emerged, Ford walked in with a steaming cup of coffee for her.

“There’s my girl,” he said, giving her a quick peck. “Everyone’s in the galley, eating breakfast.”

“Why didn’t you wake me up?” she groused.

“We were going to if you hadn’t got up. We wanted to make sure you got as much rest as you could.” His blue eyes darkened with concern. “You’ll figure it out. Don’t panic, sweetheart. It’ll just cloud your judgment.”

When she broke down crying, he enveloped her in his arms. “What if I can’t?” she whispered. “What if those men die because of me?”

“Don’t think like that.” He led her to the galley where the men, including Sam and Gregor, chowed down on eggs, bacon, and what smelled like cinnamon toast. Emi’s stomach, already bound in knots, wouldn’t tolerate anything more than one egg.

Aaron acted unusually quiet and brooding. She didn’t press him, knowing this situation weighed as heavily on him as it did her. She tried to read him and felt a dark cloud of gloom. Since that didn’t help her confidence, she tuned him out.

Emi spent the trip to the surface in quiet contemplation. She had an idea and hoped the governor would go along with her. Aaron wouldn’t be thrilled, but she had to do it.

“I need to wake Dr. Martinez again.”

Aaron shook his head. “Absolutely not. I don’t want you anywhere near him.”

“We’ll take him to their brig. He won’t be in a rage the entire time. You saw him. He was fine for hours. He might be able to help me and Donna figure this out!”

Aaron looked to Gregor and Sam. “What do you think?”

Sam shrugged. “I’m not really thrilled with the idea either. I’m even less thrilled about standing by and watching people die.”

Gregor nodded his agreement. “The three of us can keep her safe. We’ll tether him with the energy shackles. If he rages we’ll just step out of the cell and let him be until he settles down.”

Aaron leaned in and kissed her before he stood to put his protective suit on. “Please, be careful.”

“I will.”

* * *

Governor Martinez was more than happy to allow it. Taber helped them move the doctor to a brig cell they emptied. Then they secured him. Taber waited for everyone else to step out of the cell before he gave Dr. Martinez the shot to wake him up.

Dr. Martinez’s blue eyes slowly fluttered open as they filled with confusion. “Where am I?”

Emi stepped forward. “The brig. I’m sorry, but we need to keep you awake. Maybe you can help us figure this out.”

He nodded. His eyes focused on his wife, who stood in the hallway. “Can you all excuse me for a moment? I need to talk to Dr. Hypatia alone.”

Aaron started to protest, but Emi held up a hand. “No, it’s okay. He’s okay. Just keep the cell door open. I’ll run if he rages.”

Taber stepped out as Emi knelt beside the doctor’s bunk. She didn’t dare touch him but sensed his deeper purpose. “What is it?”

His eyes flicked over her shoulder, to everyone watching, then back to her. “I’m a class 1 empath, Dr. Hypatia. And a class 3 clairvoyant. Natural, not trained.” He studied her, his eyes full of unspoken meaning.

Emi silently swore. He knew.

“We have a serious problem, don’t we?” he softly asked.

She nodded.

He glanced over her shoulder, then back to her. “Do they know? Your captain does, I feel it. Do the others?”

“No.”

“How long do we have?”

“ISNC forces will be here in a few days. We have until then.”

He smiled. “Nothing like trying to beat a deadline, huh?” Then his face grew serious. “I worried about this when it first started because I know full well what was in the contract we signed. As a doctor, I know they’re right, that they can’t risk it spreading. But, frankly, I don’t want to die.”

“I know.”

He nodded to the observation window that looked into a conference room. “Can you set up a large display in there? There’s a two-way com. We can go over data together.”

“I’ll get it done right away.”

He nodded and laid his head on the bunk. “Okay. I’ll wait here.” Then he smiled, his blue eyes twinkling with mischief. “I’m a little tied up right now or I’d be a gentleman and help you set things up.”

Emi laughed. She had to save him. All of them.

“Promise me one thing, Dr. Hypatia,” he said.

“Only if you call me Emi.”

“Emi.” He grew serious again. “By whatever means you have to, if we can’t figure this out…” He looked grim. “Drug her if you have to, but get her off this planet if we run out of time. Promise me.”

“I promise. But it won’t come to that.”

“I hope you’re right.”

* * *

Within two hours, Dr. Sascha Martinez sat in a chair by the observation window, going over everything point-by-point with Emi and Donna via a three-way com link. He’d waved off his wife’s offer of toast in lieu of chicken broth. He sipped it as he studied the files on the screen.

“I feel like I’m missing something huge,” he said. “Like it’s right in front of us and it’s so freaking obvious that we’re overlooking it.”

“Sascha, we’ve gone over and duplicated your preliminary results,” Donna said. “Water, food, air, ground. Nothing in the samples indicates environmental. There are no abnormal results.”

One of Sascha’s specialties was epidemiology. Of all the people to figure it out, he should be the one. “Did the supply ship crew come back clean?” Emi asked.

“No problems reported,” Donna said.

They all fell quiet for a few minutes, studying the data.

“What’s changed in the last few months?” Donna asked. “Something has changed in your environment. Is it possibly tied in with seafood?”

“No,” Sascha insisted. “Nothing.” He stood and paced, running a hand through his hair. “You have to wake up more men, restrain them, and keep them awake. We need test samples from them while they’re raging.”

Aaron, who sat observing in the corner of the conference room, spoke up. “That’s too dangerous.”

“I know,” Sascha said, “but what if we find different results when someone’s raging? That might be the key. All the samples we’ve gotten have been from unconscious men.”

“I agree,” Donna said. “I think we need to.”

Emi and Aaron stared off. “Agreed,” Emi said. “Now, how do we do it?”

“How many restraints do you have?” Sascha asked with a teasing smile.

With Taber’s help, they picked the last five men infected and moved them into the second brig cell. With arms and legs restrained, they woke them up and waited.

And waited.

Two hours later, the men were sitting up, talking, and no worse for wear.

“We need a different bunch,” Sascha said, sipping more soup. “There’s got to be something.”

“Can we at least get something to eat?” one of the men joked. “I feel like my stomach’s trying to digest itself from the inside out.”

Emi gave orders to the men’s wives, who anxiously hovered nearby, as to what the men could and couldn’t have. Soup, applesauce, broth, nothing heavy. An hour later, the men had eaten and each been allowed a few private—albeit still restrained—minutes with their spouses. By the end of the day, they still had not duplicated the rages in any of the other men.

Emi refused to return to the Tamora Bight that night. “I need to stay here and work on it.” She planted a kiss on the front face shield of Aaron’s protective mask, then wiped the lip prints off. “Kiss the twins for me, okay?”

He didn’t look happy about it, but he gave her a hug and returned to the lander with Gregor and Sam.

* * *

Ilse took Emi home with her. Despite the situation, Emi relished her first long, hot water shower since leaving Earth. It was a luxury they didn’t have on the ship, limited to sonic showers when not in a port with abundant natural resources. When she emerged from the shower, she found Ilse sitting at her kitchen counter and staring at the oven. In it, more loaves of bread were baking.

The governor wanly smiled. “It’s my hobby. I love to bake. I figured I’d make some for Sascha’s breakfast in the morning.” She broke down sobbing as Emi hugged her. “I love him so much! I can’t lose him!”

Emi sensed the governor knew more than she let on. Sure enough, she said it. “Special orders were issued, right?”

Emi couldn’t lie to the woman. “Yes. I’m sorry.”

Ilse sat up and wiped her face. “I was afraid of that. I mean, it’s one of the contract terms. As governor, believe me, I know.” She took a deep breath. “I have to have faith. Are you a woman of faith, Doctor?”

Emi smiled. “I have faith we’ll find an answer.”

Ilse nodded. “That’s good enough for me for now.” She let out a harsh laugh. “And considering our chaplain was one of the first infected, it’s not like I can go ask his opinion.”

* * *

Sascha was awake when they arrived early the next morning. Taber gave him the breakfast Ilse brought her husband. Today they would try waking up the men again and waiting to see if they would rage. The first batch of five didn’t react after an hour. Emi cleared them to eat. While Taber coordinated their breakfasts, Emi turned to the observation window to talk to Sascha.

He stared at her through the glass, his face blank, eyes narrowed.

“Sascha?”

Ilse stood up, a look of horror on her face. “Oh, no.”

Emi ran for the hallway. “Taber, get ready! Sascha’s going down!”

Taber pushed through the group of women, who’d brought food for their husbands, and met Emi at the cell door.

Sascha screamed at them as he charged the gate, ineffectively bouncing against the energy field holding it shut. Taber aimed the stunner and shot Sascha through the gate. He fell immediately, still conscious but immobile.

As soon as Taber deactivated the gate, Emi raced through and pulled blood samples before Sascha could shake off the stunner’s effect. By the time they left the cell and Taber activated the gate again, Emi’s hands were shaking and sweating as adrenaline surged through her system. She didn’t sedate Sascha, wanting to see what happened if they left him alone to let the rage run its course.

It took nearly an hour for him to fully come out of the rage. During that time, he attempted to destroy everything in his cell. Once he’d calmed, Emi, with backup from Taber, went in and took more samples.

Sascha looked up at her from where he sat on the floor. “How bad was I?”

“Not too bad. Management will send you a bill for the damages,” she teased.

He laughed. “Remind me to bill it to the DSMC as a work-related expense.”

Two of the other men also raged. Emi and Taber got during and after samples from them as well. By the time Aaron, Sam, and Gregor arrived, Emi was ready to leave with her samples to get them to the Braynow Gaston. She climbed inside the lander before the men could even suit up.

“Let’s go. We need to run these to the BG right now.”

Aaron glowered. “We just fucking got here.”

She knew he felt upset about her staying planet-side the night before, but she was too stressed to try to read him past the angry cloud of emotions riding on the surface of his mind. “I’m sorry, Aar, please. This is my job.”

That seemed to snap him out of his funky mood. She sensed his darkness lift. “I’m sorry, babe. Of course it is.” He hugged her tightly, relaxing as she hugged him back. “Let’s get back to the Bight. The twins missed the hell out of you.”

“What about you?”

He smiled. “You’d better believe it. Ford talked my ear off half the night.” He nuzzled her ear and whispered softly enough so the other two men couldn’t hear, “I finally had to make him suck my cock to shut him up.”

* * *

They stopped at the Braynow Gaston to drop off the samples and at the Kendall Kant to drop off Gregor and Sam. Emi took a few moments to chat with Donna after the other woman finished sucking face with her newly-returned men.

In their crew’s common area, Donna had set up a command center of sorts. A large wall display held personnel file info on everyone infected. As she touched a picture, the details would zoom into readable proportions.

“Nothing. We’re running out of time,” she said. “Can you upload the colony’s agro-files? Maybe there’s something in the food chain we’re missing, a pesticide or fertilizer or something they’ve been exposed to that’s reacting with something else.”

Emi sent a message to Ilse, who confirmed almost immediately. Within minutes, the data streamed into the three ships’ data banks.

Donna groaned as she stared at her large wall screen, where the files were now displayed. “This’ll take forever to go through. Guess I’m staying up all night.”

Rob wrapped his arms around her waist from behind. “We’ll stay up and help you.”

When Emi looked at Aaron, she suspected his thoughts and amused smirk mirrored her own.

Rob Elloy, tough former ISNC grunt—pussywhipped.

“Let’s get back to the Bight,” Aaron said. “You can coordinate through the com link.”

Fortunately, Emi’s office in sick bay was large enough that she could spread out and study everything they’d compiled so far. Ford walked in with a dinner tray for her while she talked with Sascha and Donna, following up another lead. Preliminary test results from the newest samples still weren’t enlightening.

Ford sat and kept Emi company as she ate and talked with the other two doctors. After she pushed the tray away and kissed him, he stared at her tray.

“You don’t want your bread?”

Two pieces of cinnamon bread were left on the plate. “No, I’m full. Thanks.”

He snagged one and took a bite as he picked up the tray. “I’ll eat them. This stuff is awesome.”

By the middle of the night, Emi, Donna, and Sascha were all falling asleep over the data and no closer to an answer. “Did you even eat, Sascha?” Emi asked. He hadn’t had any more rages.

“I had some chicken soup. My stomach’s still upset from earlier, I guess. I’m not hungry.”

The other men had already gone to sleep for the evening. After getting the earlier rages, Emi decided not to wake any others until they had an idea if it would do any good. “I need sleep. I’ll get with you two first thing in the morning.”

Emi collapsed into their bunk, next to Ford and Caph. Aaron had taken the night watch and would stay on the Bight the next day while Ford went to the surface with Emi, Sam, and Alex Parisi from the BG. Aaron was busy trying to convince the DSMC and ISNC that they needed more time.

Sleep didn’t come easily for Emi despite her exhaustion. When she awoke the next morning, the sweet smell of cinnamon and coffee filled the air. Aaron brought her a breakfast tray before she could get out of bed.

He looked as exhausted as she felt, his brown eyes lined with dark circles.

“Did you get any sleep?” she asked.

“I will. I wanted Ford and Caph to get a full night for a change. I’m going to curl up here with you while you eat.”

She tapped into her sick bay computer from her hand-held and reviewed information while she ate and Aaron dozed. Her appetite surprised her. She finished everything, from her eggs to the bacon and even the cinnamon toast.

She started to wonder where that last menu item came from when Aaron stirred next to her. She set her tray aside and curled up with him. His emotions felt dark, unsettled. When he slipped his arm around her and squeezed her tightly to him, she snuggled with him. Then he kept squeezing.

“Aaron?”

One of his hands skimmed up her side and caught her neck. As his fingers dug into her flesh, she tried to let out a scream but couldn’t as his hand clamped down around her throat, cutting off her air supply.

She struggled, kicking at him, loosening his hold when she caught him in the groin. He grunted in pain. Rolling away from him, she jumped to her feet and screamed for Ford and Caph.

Aaron staggered to his feet and came after her. His normally sweet brown eyes went blank with rage as he lunged.

She managed to get to the com button. “Ford! Caph! Emergency, our quarters, now!”

Seconds later, their cabin door slid open as the two men raced in. Aaron turned and lunged at them, letting out a visceral snarl.

“Holy fuck!” Caph yelled. Catching him, he threw him to the floor. “What the hell?”

Emi, trying and failing to hold back her sobs, bolted for the door. “He’s got the same thing the colonists do! Keep him here, I’ll get a sedative!” She ran for sick bay where she grabbed a hypo and sedative bolus.

When she returned to their quarters, Caph and Ford sat on top of Aaron, who viciously struggled against them. Ford now sported a profusely bleeding cut over his right eye.

She dropped to her knees and jammed the syringe against Aaron’s shoulder. When he went limp a moment later, all three of them sat back.

Wiping at his face, Ford examined the blood on his fingers. “All right,” he said, trying to keep his voice calm, “tell us what the fuck happened?”

She shook her head. “I don’t know how, but he’s got it.” She broke down sobbing as Caph wrapped an arm around her, trying to soothe her. “He fucking has it!”

After she finally composed herself, Caph released her. He turned to Aaron, where he lay sprawled on the floor. With a grim look, Caph carefully slung Aaron over his shoulder. He carried him down to the cargo bay and into the lander, where he secured him with energy shackles. Emi and Ford followed.

“What do we do now?” Ford asked.

Caph stared at Aaron’s prone form. “How long will those drugs take to wear off, babe?”

Still shaken, Emi tried to think. “An hour, maybe a little longer.” She spotted Ford’s wound. “Come on, let me clean you up.” She took him to sick bay while Caph stayed with Aaron.

“Did he at any time not wear a suit?” Ford asked.

“No! He and Sam and Gregor were good about that.”

Ford reached over and punched the sick bay’s com link on the wall to hail the K-2. “Rob, this is Ford. You there?”

“Where the hell else would I be?”

“Listen, smart ass, Aaron has it. How are Sam and Gregor?”

A moment of stunned silence. “What?”

“How are Sam and Gregor? They went planet-side. Aaron’s got it. He just went batshit and attacked us. How are your guys?”

“Holy fuck. Hold on.” More silence, and then he came back. “They’re fine.”

Emi closed her eyes and cried.

“Emi’s got to finish stitching me up, then we’ll be over to get them and head to the surface.”

“What about Aaron?”

Ford’s gaze held Emi.”I don’t know what we’re going to do, but we have to get him to the surface.”

“Why?”

“Dude, we don’t have a brig. I can’t risk having him go batshit up here and tear the joint up.”

* * *

She stopped by their quarters to clean up the mess and get dressed. Her breakfast dishes had been scattered during the struggle. Ford changed out of his blood-spattered shirt before helping her swap the sheets. They carried the remains of the dishes to the galley.

She sat at the table where she sobbed with her head on her arms. “What are we going to do?”

He rubbed her shoulders. “You’ll figure it out. You will.”

One of the men had already cleaned up the galley before all hell broke loose. She lifted her head and stared at the counter, which was empty except for the coffeemaker and two loaves of cinnamon bread. Something niggled at her when the com link whistled, distracting her.

“Hey, Ford, it’s John.”

Ford punched the button. “Go ahead.”

“Rob told me what happened. I’ll send one of my guys over to help Caph while you go down.”

“Thanks. Can he stop by the K-2 and pick up Sam and Greg for me?”

“Yeah, no problem. Braynow Gaston out.”

“Solves that problem,” Ford muttered. He sat at the table and took Emi’s hands in his. “Honey, this will be okay.”

She stared into his blue eyes, feeling the comfort he tried to send to her, but she felt something else. His fear.

“What if I can’t?”

He shook his head. “Don’t you dare go there, Emi. You and Donna, you’ll figure it out. I know you will.”

“What if it’s me?” she whispered. “I wasn’t in a suit. I went through decon, but what if he caught it because of me? What if you come down with it, too? And Caph?”

“Stop. Now.” His eyes blazed with emotion. “Put that out of your mind. Work on the solution, not blaming yourself for something that’s not your fault!”

* * *

Parisi came over and brought a couple of portable scanners with him that they could take to the planet to speed up the testing procedures. During the trip to the surface, Emi sat in the back of the lander on the floor next to Aaron and kept a hand on his shoulder. With her eyes closed, she focused on his energy, trying to read him. The sedatives were wearing off as Ford touched down on the planet. He shut the lander’s engines off, then opened the port directly to the outside without activating the decon air lock first.

Emi tried to protest, but he shook his head. “If he has it, babe,” he quietly said, “we’ve all been exposed to it. It’s a waste of time and energy to use the protective gear.”

Emi sensed Aaron’s thoughts felt fuzzy and confused as he opened his eyes and looked at her. “What happened?”

She breathed a sigh of relief as she smoothed the hair away from his face. “You’ve got it,” she quietly said.

He closed his eyes again and swore. “Did I hurt you?”

“No.” She kissed him. “You didn’t hurt me.”

“I, however, took a hell of a wallop,” Ford snarked as he helped Aaron sit up.

Aaron’s brown eyes darkened, this time in anguish. “I’m sorry, buddy.”

He kissed him. “Don’t be. It’s not your fault.” He and Emi helped Aaron stand, supporting him as they helped him shuffle in his energy shackles to the small brig.

Aaron leaned in and kissed Emi at the cell’s doorway. Sascha stood at the back of the cell and watched, his face an unreadable mask behind his clear, blue eyes. He still hadn’t had another rage.

“Don’t come into the cell if I’m not restrained, babe,” Aaron told her. “Promise me, no matter what.”

Emi didn’t care if anyone saw her cry. “Okay.”

He touched his forehead to hers. “I love you, babe.” Then he stepped into the cell and waited while Taber removed the energy shackles for him.

Sascha stepped forward to shake hands with him. “Sorry we have to bunk together under such bad conditions, Captain.”

Later that afternoon, Ford called Emi back to the lander. The ISNC forces had emerged from their jump outside the solar system and sent them a message. They would be there in three days and immediately start evacuations.

“I need you to scour the damn manuals for any regs that will buy me time to stall them,” Emi said, fighting the emotional numbness creeping in. She’d brought a bag with her and would stay on the planet from then on until she figured it out. She couldn’t afford to leave.

The answer was there, she knew it. She just needed more time.

Taber and Dr. Shourpa worked with Emi as she performed full examinations of all the men again. Donna still crunched data on the K-2, offering suggestions that Emi could disprove every time.

Frustrated didn’t scratch the surface of her emotions.

Chapter Ten

Emi was running on very little sleep by the time Captain Eckhart of the ISNC battle cruiser Petrovis Skye hailed her the next afternoon. When she insisted they needed more time, he sounded less than cooperative or sympathetic.

“Dr. Hypatia,” he droned, “I understand your concern—”

“You have no idea what you’re talking about!”

“I am under orders to forcibly evacuate healthy individuals from the colony within twenty-four hours of my arrival unless you have isolated the cause and can assure both a cure and containment. If you and your crew do not assist me, I will assume command of the Tamora Bight and put my own crew in place to make sure it happens.” He ended the com link, leaving Emi screaming in anger.

Neither Aaron nor Sascha had raged again. Ilse stopped by with lunch for everyone—sandwiches, soup, and fresh fruit. Emi’s appetite was nonexistent, and she stared at the data displayed on the wall as the men ate.

An hour after lunch, Sascha yelled at Taber. “Get a sedative, quick!”

Emi whirled. Aaron stood in the middle of the brig cell, clenching his hands, glaring at Sascha with a murderous look.

Taber bolted for the hypos.

“Do them both!” Emi screamed as she felt Sascha’s impending rage also looming.

Sascha pinned Aaron’s arms so Taber could inject him. Then he turned and offered his own arm, collapsing to the floor next to Aaron as the sedative took effect.

Emi ran into the cell and checked both men. “Get samples, right now!”

Taber raced to comply.

She stared. What the fuck? What the fucking hell!

Her gaze fell on their food trays. Then she caught sight of Ilse, who stood in the observation room, her hand covering her mouth as she cried.

“Ilse! I need a detailed list of everything you’ve fed Sascha since the very first time we woke him up. And whatever Aaron’s had while he’s been here. And the other men we woke up, I need a list of those foods, too, cross-referenced to when they displayed symptoms.”

The governor’s eyes widened. “You think it’s related to food? I thought we ruled that out.”

“I don’t know. It doesn’t explain how Aaron caught it, but it’s a start. I mean, get me an extremely detailed list.”

Taber helped Emi stand. “We all eat the same things. Why would it affect them and not me?”

“I don’t know!” she practically shrieked. “I’m grasping at straws!” She fought the urge to cry as she pushed past him out of the cell.

Ford, who’d been out at the lander, ran into the brig conference room after Sam summoned him. “Are you okay? How’s Aaron?”

“It’s got to be in the food supply somewhere. It has to be.” She pulled up personnel records and found the head of the agricultural division. “Wake him up,” she ordered Taber. “Now. Bring him here. We need him.”

Donna’s voice sounded quiet over the open com link. “Emi, I’ve been through the ag records dozens of times. There’s nothing to indicate a problem.”

“Well, check them again,” she yelled, not caring how she sounded. “And again. The answer is there.”

“They’ve been eating planet-grown food for years,” Donna said, keeping her voice calm. “Why now? Why would it suddenly happen? It also doesn’t explain Aaron.”

No, it didn’t explain Aaron, Emi thought as she stared at a pile of snacks Ilse had piled on a table in the corner of the conference room. In her stress, she was baking overtime. Bread, cookies, muffins…

“Ford,” Emi quietly asked as a sinking feeling filled her gut. “Where did the bread come from on the Bight? After Aaron attacked me, I saw loaves of bread on the galley counter.”

He looked confused. “What?”

“The bread! There were loaves of cinnamon bread. Where did they come from?”

“I don’t know, babe. I thought you put them there. They just…” He stopped, thinking. “Holy fuck.”

Ilse had been on her way out of the conference room to get the information Emi needed. She stopped and turned. “I gave you several loaves the first day,” she quietly said. “You took them to the landing craft with you.”

Emi closed her eyes and swore. It was her fault. She’d brought the bread to the Bight. “Thank you.”

Ilse left to go question the other women and get the info.

Sam and Gregor had made it to the conference room. Emi turned on them. “You guys, did you eat any of the cinnamon bread on the Bight?”

The men nodded. “The next morning,” Sam confirmed. “We all had some.”

“And you two are fine, right?”

They both nodded.

Emi hailed Caph. “Listen to me, the bread. The cinnamon bread in the galley.”

“Yeah? Me and Parisi finished the last of it today.”

“How long ago?”

“What?”

“Caph, answer the fucking question! How long ago did you finish eating it?”

“I don’t know, babe. At least an hour or two. Why?”

She dropped her head to table and fought back her tears. “Are you okay?”

His voice sounded puzzled. “Yeah? Why?”

“What about Parisi?”

“He’s fine, too. What’s going on?”

“How did the bread get to the galley?”

“I found it in the lander. I figured you wanted it back in the galley. Didn’t you take it planet-side with you to snack on?”

“No. Governor Martinez baked it.”

Stunned silence. “Fuck,” he finally whispered.

Donna sounded excited. “Wait, this is good! It means it’s definitely not random, that it is in the food supply somehow. That just bought us more time! We’ve isolated the cause!”

Emi didn’t lift her head from the table. “That explains why he was grouchy the other morning, he must have had a little then. Maybe it takes a while to build up toxic levels.”

Ford confirmed it. “He only had a bite or two of mine the day before yesterday because he’d already eaten. Yesterday morning he had several pieces.”

Emi struggled to make sense of it. “Then why did Aaron become infected and not the rest of them?” she called out to Donna.

Donna took a while to answer. “I don’t know,” she finally admitted.

Emi lifted her head. “Ford and Aaron have the same blood type. So do some of the noninfected men. All Aaron ate was the fucking bread!”

Ford stood behind where she sat at the conference table. He rubbed her shoulders. “We need a recipe. We also need a controlled experiment,” he quietly said.

“Yes,” Donna agreed. “Does she have or can she bake more of that bread?”

Aaron and Sascha still lay unconscious. The very first time they woke Sascha up, he wanted his wife’s cinnamon toast.

Then he raged.

He ate soup for a while and didn’t get sick.

Emi bolted from the room, out of the brig. She didn’t see Ilse anywhere outside, but the colonists were still a small enough group they rarely locked doors anyway. Emi raced across the compound to the governor’s house and burst through the front door without knocking, Ford close on her heels. On the counter lay several kinds of baked goods, including regular and cinnamon bread.

Emi grabbed a loaf of each and nearly ran into Ford as she tried to get around him. He grabbed her arms. “Slow down, sweetie. It’s okay.”

“It’s not okay!” she sobbed. “If we can’t solve this, they’re dead!” She forced her way past Ford and ran back to the brig. Rummaging through her medical supplies, she found doses to counteract the sedative and ordered Taber to open the cell.

Taber tried to talk her out of it, but Emi reached around him and slammed her palm against the control panel, releasing the energy gate.

She awoke Aaron first, then Sascha. As usual, the rage was gone. Ilse returned with some of the wives of the other men and a list of foods on a hand-held. Emi scanned the list. Every man who’d had a rage had something with a grain product in it.

“It’s in the wheat,” Emi said.

By this time, Dr. Gould, the head of the agricultural division, was awake. They now had him, Aaron, and Sascha seated at the table in the conference room. Emi hated to dump this on Dr. Gould while he was still groggy. Unfortunately, she had no choice. “Tell me about your wheat.”

He looked understandably confused, his brown eyes rheumy, pupils slightly dilated from the lingering effects of the sedative. “What? Who are you?”

“I don’t have time to explain, Dr. Gould. Please, this is very important!”

The man thought about her question. “What do you want to know?”

Emi knew her frustration and agitation were getting in the way of her reasoning. “Donna, help me here,” she called out.

“Dr. Gould, we think the source of the infection is in the food chain,” Donna said. “Captain Lucio became infected after eating cinnamon bread made by Governor Martinez. We’re trying to pin down all sources.”

“Well, our wheat is all grown here on the planet, from cultivated seed stock. We did extensive testing on it beforehand. You won’t find anything wrong.”

“What changed,” Donna insisted. “Something changed in the past six months, it had to. What’s different now from six months ago?”

Emi wanted to grab him, shake him, scream at him that his life was in danger. Instead, she clenched her hands, her fingernails painfully digging into her palms.

Dr. Gould rubbed a hand across his forehead. “We had our first harvest of totally self-contained seed stocks three months ago, of hard spring wheat stocks. Our human-consumption corn, Durum, bran, barley, and rye have been self-contained for over a year. Livestock grade even longer. Our first self-contained harvest of soft white will happen…” He looked confused. “How long have I been out? It’s supposed to happen six months after the hard spring wheat harvest.”

“How long before the rages started did you process the wheat into flour and it made it into the colony’s food chain?” Donna asked.

Emi again resisted the urge to grab him and shake him.

“A couple of weeks, I think. We still had reserves to use up.”

That would be on top of whatever someone had in their home that they hadn’t used yet. Emi thought about Ilse and her baking. She would go through a lot more flour than others in a normal week. Her husband was one of the first to come down with it.

Emi turned to the governor. “Ilse, you do a lot of baking, right?”

“Yes. All the time. More than anyone here. I told you, it’s my hobby.”

“Dr. Shourpa and her husband are close friends of yours?”

“Yes.”

“So you give them a lot of baked goods?” Dr. Shourpa’s husband was also one of the first affected. “The chaplain, too?”

Ilse looked confused. “Yes. All the time. I mean, we’re a communal colony right now in terms of foodstuffs. We’re not using a commercial plan yet. I bake and share stuff. So does everyone else.”

“But you bake more than everyone else?”

“As a general rule, yeah. They joke that after my first contract term expires, they’re going to keep me on as the colony’s head pastry chef.”

Emi looked at the list of ingredients in the cinnamon bread. “Ilse, I need you to get me all these ingredients. Exactly these ingredients, in these quantities.”

Ilse looked confused, but nodded. “I’ll go get them.”

Donna was still searching for a commonality. “Educate us, Dr. Gould,” she started. “What is the difference between hard spring and soft white wheat?”

He turned to the com link screen, where Donna’s face hovered in the display. “Hard spring wheat has more protein in it, for starters. You want a detailed scientific description or the layman’s basics?”

Emi jumped from her seat and raced over to her computer terminal. “Could it be a protein reaction?” she called out to Donna.

“I don’t know. Run samples through the scanners.”

Sascha stared at the bread. “First, we need to test the theory,” he interrupted. “We need to confirm it.” He looked at Aaron.

Aaron met his gaze and nodded. “Ford,” Aaron said, “go get the energy shackles.”

Everyone stared at Aaron.

Aaron’s brown eyes darkened when Ford hesitated and looked to Emi for confirmation. “Did you hear me? I said, go get the energy shackles. That’s an order.”

Ford nodded and went to do it.

Emi couldn’t pull her eyes from him. “I don’t want you doing this.”

“I have to.” He reached for the bread, pulled it close, and ripped off a piece. “We can be reasonably sure this is the culprit. It doesn’t tell us exactly why, but it sure as shit narrows the field.”

Ford returned with the energy shackles. Working carefully, with waves of reluctance washing off him that nearly overpowered Emi, he put them on Aaron’s arms and ankles. Taber stood ready with a syringe of mild sedative.

Ford wrapped his arms around Emi from behind, and they stood, watching Aaron as he ate the first piece and then another. Twenty minutes later, after Aaron had eaten nearly half the loaf, Emi felt the change.

“Get ready,” she whispered to Taber.

She saw the darkness behind Aaron’s eyes, felt it in his mind when the rage took him. As he rose from his seat to charge her and Ford, Taber applied the hypo to his shoulder. He slumped back into his chair, not quite unconscious.

“Question answered,” Donna said. “Now to figure out exactly how it’s affecting him and the others.”

Sascha pulled his wife to him. “Goddammit. I can’t even eat my favorite foods.”

Chapter Eleven

Late in the day and with Aaron back to normal, Emi felt the deadly clock ticking in her brain. Ford, Sam, and Gregor returned to the Tamora Bight to help Caph so Parisi could return to the Braynow Gaston and assist with research. Emi sent samples with Ford, several baked goods that had triggered rages in other men, as well as the individual ingredients and recipes for testing. Parisi and the others were already working on it.

Eckhart contacted her for a status update.

“We’ve isolated the cause,” she told Captain Eckhart. “It’s just a matter of finding out why. There’s no reason to sterilize the planet or kill anyone. It’s not contagious, it’s just an allergic reaction.” She couldn’t read him through the video com link, but she didn’t like the dark look in his brown eyes. He was young, not much older than her, yet he had an old air about him, with deep lines around his eyes and grey hair already feathering his temples. She suspected he’d had a hard life for his young age.

“I have my orders, Dr. Hypatia. They have not changed. You still do not have a clear-cut cause or antidote.”

“You’ve gotta be shitting me!”

He smiled. There wasn’t a bit of amusement in the gesture. “I assure you, Doctor, I will carry out my orders to the letter unless I hear otherwise from the ISNC first.” He cut her off before she could reply.

Aaron sat behind her, deep in thought.

“What?” she asked.

“I don’t know. He looks familiar, but I can’t place him.”

“What the fuck is his problem?”

“Assholes like him give the rest of us grunts a bad name,” Rob darkly joked through the com link, where he and Donna had been listening from the K-2. “I’ll contact the DSMC and give them an update. They’ll get the ISNC orders lifted. Don’t worry, Emi.”

“Thanks, Rob,” Aaron said. He ended the com link and pulled Emi into his lap. “You need to sleep.”

“I can’t.”

He kissed her. “You will. That’s an order.” All the men had been awakened and released after making it clear to them and their families they absolutely could not have anything on the trigger list. Restricted to fruit, vegetables, legumes, meat, and water, Emi and Sascha felt safe there would be no more rages.

Ilse and Sascha invited Emi and Aaron to stay with them. As they settled into the guest room, questions swirled through Emi’s mind. Captain Eckhart’s troubling attitude awakened Emi’s deep suspicion.

“Why is he being such a prick?” she asked Aaron. Snuggled in his arms, she missed her other two men like hell, but at least she had him.

“I don’t know, babe. Some guys are like that.” He kissed her, slowly sweeping his tongue across her lips. “If you want the honest truth, I’d rather not think about him or this situation right now. I’d rather spend a little time being greedy.”

No great sacrifice there, she relaxed in his arms as he spent a long time caressing and kissing her body. She hadn’t been sure at first if he could get her into the mood, but he soon proved he could.

“When we get done with this mission, baby,” he whispered, “I’m going to enjoying us being together again.”

“I thought you liked having me all to yourself.”

He smiled as he nuzzled the base of her throat. “I do, sometimes. But I can’t quit thinking about that night on Mars, me and you between the twins. That was damn hot.”

She felt his stiff member brush against her thigh. She shifted her hips, capturing it, and he slid home inside her.

“That was very hot.” Her clit throbbed as she thought about that night, not just the sexual sensations, but the emotional energy from her men. “It’s definitely hotter when it’s all of us in bed together.”

He smiled in the darkness. “Am I hot enough for you on my own, baby?” He nipped her shoulder.

She ground her hips into his. “Of course you are. You all are. A girl can’t lie and say she doesn’t enjoy it when she’s got three hunky guys servicing her.”

He rolled them over, his hands on her hips as he gazed up at her. “Servicing her, huh?”

“Mmm hmm. My own personal harem.”

His thumb found her clit. He rubbed it, light, teasing circles. “You are insatiable, Doctor.”

She bumped him with her pelvis. “So says the horny Captain lying below me.”

“Yeah. Didn’t say I wasn’t.” His other hand cupped her breasts, stroking her. She closed her eyes, and as he managed to make her come, at the last moment she remembered they weren’t alone on the Tamora Bight and able to make as much noise as they wanted. She dropped her mouth to his shoulder and muffled her cries against his skin as he held her, stroking her back.

“Beautiful, sweetheart,” he softly crooned. “Beautiful.”

Without lifting her head, she started rocking her hips again, letting him set the pace this time. She lifted her head to look into his eyes. Deep, dark, shadowed passion flamed there, for her.

“Come for me,” she whispered.

His eyes dropped closed as she felt his release. She kissed him, swallowing his loud moans as his fingers tightened on her hips before his grip slackened again.

“I love you so much, babe,” he whispered, his voice choked with emotion. “You’ll figure this out. I know you will.”

She didn’t want to think about that, to let reality intrude into her sweet interlude. “I know.”

They were settling in to sleep when Emi’s personal audio com link whistled, rousting them. “Yeah?”

“Sorry, Emi, it’s Rob. I need to talk to Aaron.”

He sat up. “I’m here. Go ahead.”

Emi could tell from Rob’s tone of voice there was something seriously wrong. “We’ve got a problem.”

“What kind of problem?”

“I just received a bounce-back from the trans-light satellite relay station to the message I sent earlier today. It’s down.”

Emi didn’t like the sudden tension she felt in Aaron.

“Where’s the next closest one?” he asked.

“Ten light-years farther, in the next Class A sol-sys. That’s an extra three weeks before it gets relayed to DSMC.”

“Shit.”

Emi couldn’t stand it any longer. “What? What does that mean?”

“It means we have to figure out a way to change Eckhart’s mind ourselves,” Aaron explained. “Our messages aren’t getting through to the DSMC. The signals are traveling at sub-light speed. The trans-light relays are like satellite equivalents to our jump engines. They boost the signals so they go a lot faster and farther.”

“Then I just say I figured it out and that everyone’s fine.”

“He won’t accept that, Emi. He’ll have to see proof,” Rob said.

“This is bullshit!”

“You’re telling me?”

In the dark, Aaron’s brown eyes looked nearly black. “Thanks, Rob,” he quietly said. “We’ll talk to you in the morning.”

“Kendall Kant out.”

Aaron pulled Emi to him, where she eventually cried herself to sleep in his arms. He lay there with her cradled against him, lightly stroking her hair as it flowed loosely across his chest. He dreaded sleep, knew tonight of all nights the dreams would return to haunt him.

Despite his best efforts, he found himself pulled down, sucked into a horrifying vortex of agony and impotent rage as he relived his ordeal on the raiders’ ship. Through it all, he’d kept his eyes on Kels, trying to empty his mind, breathe, and not think about the pain. Knowing that what he suffered would keep her alive and unharmed.

He clearly saw her tears as she struggled against her bonds. They’d gagged her so she couldn’t scream. During one break, when they’d finally finished with him and left him alone, they untied her. She raced to his side, cradling his head in her lap as she cried over him.

The scene shifted before he could relive her death. He’d locked himself in the private bathroom of his hospital suite. Caph and Ford were both asleep, jammed tight in the other bed.

He turned on the shower, a real water shower, and let it run. As the bathroom steamed up, he set his hand-held, the suicide note open on the screen, on the small shelf over the sink. Then he dropped his robe to the floor before stepping into the shower stall. As he sat on the floor and stared at his left wrist, he touched the scalpel he’d swiped from a surgical supply room to his flesh, willing himself to find the strength to do it.

Ford and Caph could grieve and get on with their lives, not be stuck taking care of a fuckup like him. He couldn’t save her. He didn’t deserve to live.

He remembered the way his tears felt cool against his cheeks as the hot water flowed over him. Then, as he sank the blade into his skin, he heard the knock on the door.

“Aar, you okay?”

Ford.

Aaron didn’t answer, biting back his cry of pain as blood, turned pink by the water, washed down his hand and swirled around the drain in the bottom of the shower.

“Aaron? Answer me. This isn’t funny, man.”

He closed his eyes and tried to grip the scalpel with his left hand so he could cut into his right wrist, but now he was shaking so badly he didn’t know if he could do it.

More pounding on the door, followed by Caph’s frightened voice. “Aaron? Unlock the fucking door!” The sound of the emergency alarm, probably hit by Ford, that would summon the staff.

Aaron looked at his right wrist and tried to bring the blade up to his flesh. Then several loud impacts against the door as Caph tried to kick it in…

Aaron sat up in bed, not realizing he’d cried out until Emi sat up with him and put her arms around him.

“What is it?”

His heart raced. He vaguely realized he’d been crying. He closed his eyes and sobbed as she pulled him tightly to her chest, one hand cradling the back of his head, the other stroking his back.

“Talk to me,” she whispered.

He finally did. Admitted it to her. Everything. The nightmares he’d been having and what they’d been about. Her grip on him only grew stronger as he sobbed, cried, talked about it.

Relived that fucking horrible day. The months of agony after.

The two suicide attempts, both interrupted by Ford and Caph.

And, when he couldn’t cry or talk anymore, he finally realized he was lying with his head in her lap as she stroked his hair.

“Why didn’t you talk to me sooner,” she softly asked.

He didn’t answer.

She changed position so she lay next to him, still cradling him, still holding him in a protective embrace he didn’t need to be empathic to recognize. “You can’t keep this bottled up.”

“You’ve got enough to worry about.”

“I’m going to kill Ford for not telling me. You realize that, right?”

He rolled over and looked up. Even in the dim light he spotted her playful smile. “Don’t be mad at him. I ordered him to keep that mouth of his shut.”

“Pulled rank, huh?”

“Yeah. Being captain has its perks.”

She leaned in and kissed him. “Well, guess what, buddy? Being wife and med officer has its perks, too. We get back, we’re all sitting down and having a long talk about this. All of us.”

He sat up. “No. We’re not telling Caph. I’m serious, Em, I don’t want him knowing.”

After several long moments, she let out a sad sigh. “I guess you’re right. The big guy doesn’t need to know everything.”

He stroked her cheek. “Not when it would only hurt him. He’s not like you or Ford. You know what I mean.”

“Okay. But you, me, and Ford will sit down one night while Caph’s asleep or on the bridge on watch. We’ll talk this out. Agreed?”

“Yeah.”

She kissed him before letting him pull her into his arms as they settled back on the bed. “Now go to sleep and have good dreams, Captain. That’s doctor’s order.”

He chuckled and kissed the back of her neck. “Yes, Doctor.”

Chapter Twelve

By the time the Petrovis Skye achieved orbit around the planet late the next day, Emi, Donna, and Sascha still hadn’t isolated the exact cause of the rages, even though they had eliminated individual ingredients like eggs, sugar, and salt. Their suspicion focused on the hard spring wheat, even though they found nothing to distinguish it from wheat grown from Earth seed stock. Flour eaten raw didn’t trigger the rage.

Donna sounded as tired as Emi felt. “What if it’s some sort of Celiac Disease-like reaction? Only it’s affecting the brain?”

“What does that mean?” Aaron asked.

“It means we need a brain scan,” Sascha said. “We need to trigger a rage in someone while they’re in a scanner so we can see what’s happening. That might help us narrow down the trigger.”

Aaron nodded. “Then let’s do it. Use me.”

Emi didn’t want to but knew it had to be done. Twenty minutes later, they had energy shackles on Aaron, and he was securely loaded into the large, full-body scanner. He smiled at Emi as he started eating a slice of Ilse’s cinnamon bread. “Don’t get too used to tying me up, babe.”

She forced a smile but stood waiting with a sedative bolus. Taber stood by, ready to help hold him down. They had to let the rage go as long as possible to get the best results.

Within a few minutes Aaron’s eyes darkened as Emi felt the rage take hold. “Get ready,” she warned Sascha, who manned the scanner controls.

As Aaron let out a deep, enraged roar, Sascha cried out from the control room, “Holy fuck! Emi, you’ve gotta see this!”

She handed the sedative hypo to Taber, then went to join Sascha at the scanner controls. Aaron’s prefrontal cortex had totally lit up, indicating massive overstimulation. Before Aaron ate the bread, the brain scan had showed normal levels of activity.

Shocked, she stared. “What the hell causes that?”

“I don’t know,” Sascha said. “Okay, Shel. Dose him.”

Emi watched the screen in live time as Aaron’s thrashing slowed and stopped as the sedative took effect. Almost immediately, his brain functions returned to normal.

She ran a hand through her hair and closed her eyes to think. Whatever caused the rage interfered with the nervous system somehow. It overstimulated the prefrontal cortex, resulting in the rages.

Her com link whistled. “Dr. Hypatia, this is Captain Eckhart.”

“Just the man I want to talk to. We know what the pathogen is doing.”

There was a pause. “So you have isolated it and created a cure?”

“No, but—”

“Then the evacuation will begin tomorrow morning. Tell the governor to have her uninfected people ready to leave. Good evening, Doctor.” He cut her off before she could reply.

What. The. Fuck?

She hailed Rob. “What the hell is going on with this guy?”

“I’m not sure, but I think we have an even worse problem.”

She kept an eye on Aaron. Taber had already removed the energy shackles from him. “What?”

“Let me patch John through for a conference call and switch us to a secure channel. Is Aaron there?”

“He’s still out. I’ll fill him in later.”

“Okay, hold on.”

A moment later, Captain John Tarrence from the Braynow Gaston spoke. “Emi, we need to stop this guy. You’re the only one who can do it.”

“Okay, what the hell did I just miss?”

“You’re the top ranking fleet medical officer here. You have privileges in both the DSMC and ISNC. You can declare their captain unfit for duty and override his orders.”

Emi felt two breaths away from a scream. “Quit screwing around and tell me what’s going on!”

“We were working on trying to figure out what’s wrong with the trans-light satellite, see if it was off-line or just needed a maintenance reset or what. We pinged it and found out it was recently accessed on-site.”

“And?”

“We tracked the jump path of the Petrovis Skye, Emi. They had a two-jump pattern. They stopped at the satellite. I think they had something do to with why it’s off-line.”

Her heart chilled. “You’re telling me this guy deliberately sabotaged the thing, or turned it off, or whatever?”

“Yeah. They were scheduled for a single long jump to get here. When I tapped into their ship’s nav beacon, it showed a much shorter jump result than they should have had. Before they locked me out.”

“You guys are confusing the shit out of me, and I so don’t need that right now.”

Rob broke in. “We have access to nav beacons on friendly ships. There’s no reason to hide the info, it’s a separate, self-contained computer system. After John got the info, when he went back to confirm it, there was an executive override on their nav beacon, locking access so he couldn’t get back in.”

“Executive?”

“Only the captain can do that,” John said. “He might not have realized I’d already pulled their data. There is no good reason for him to override it in a situation like this.”

Emi stared at Aaron. She trusted her instincts, but being unable to read this Captain Eckhart in person had put her at a distinct disadvantage. “What do I have to do?”

“I’ll come get you tomorrow,” Rob said. “We’ll go to the Petrovis Skye. You can make the declaration there. Put me in charge of their ship, and I’ll override his orders.”

“Isn’t that a little dramatic? Can’t we just have their first officer take over?”

“Not until we find out what the hell Eckhart’s game is. John can jump back to the satellite, but it’s a two-day jump. We need to buy some time. Once he gets the relay satellite up and running, we can have the ISNC rescind the orders.”

Her mind spun. She couldn’t deal with this and solve the medical mystery all at the same time. “Okay. I need to focus on Aaron right now. I’ll talk to you in the morning.”

Twenty minutes later, Aaron was awake and sitting up.

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

She filled him in as much as she could, still not sure she understood the whole story. He called Rob back on a secure channel to confer with him.

Then he hailed the Petrovis Skye.

“Captain Eckhart, this is Captain Aaron Lucio of the Tamora Bight. I’m the lead captain for this mission.”

“Ah, Captain Lucio. Your reputation precedes you. What can I do for you?”

“You will extend the deadline so Dr. Hypatia and Dr. Martinez can complete their testing and synthesize an antidote.”

“Not according to my orders, Captain.”

“What?”

“My orders clearly state I am to evacuate all uninfected personnel and sanitize the planet. That is what I am going to do.”

“I am the commander of this mission.”

“And I was appointed commander of the recovery operation. Those are my orders, Captain.”

“Those orders were issued before we had any idea what the problem was!”

Emi didn’t miss the sneer in the other captain’s voice. “Then I suggest you contact the ISNC and DSMC and have them change my orders.”

“We can’t. The trans-light relay satellite is out of commission.”

“Ah. Isn’t that a shame? Then I suppose unless your wife comes up with a solution, you’re shit out of luck.”

“Captain Eckhart, I demand to talk to your medical officer immediately.”

“I’d love to accommodate you, Captain. Unfortunately, he died shortly after we left on our mission. Tragic accident. Petrovis Skye out.”

Aaron immediately hailed Rob again. “What do we know about this fucker? What’s wrong with him? His med officer died? What the fuck?”

“I was going to call you back.” Emi knew from the sound of Rob’s voice it was bad. “I just had Donna pull his full records from our medical database. The last update we have is from Mars, obviously, but…You’d better sit down.”

“What is it?”

“He’s the son of Captain Anderson Candling.”

Emi knew that name but couldn’t place it. Aaron looked like he’d been kicked in the balls. He sat, stunned. “Holy fuck,” he whispered. “He’s out for blood.”

“Yeah. It looks like it.”

“How many crew on the Petrovis Skye?”

“Twenty-five. Well, twenty-four if their med officer’s dead.”

“What is it?” Emi asked. “Who is he?”

When Aaron looked at her, she didn’t miss the tears in his eyes. “His father was the captain of the Wayfarer Margo.”

* * *

Emi returned to the colony’s lab. There, Sascha still worked on the data they’d just gathered. Displayed on the wall, all their results so far, the infected men’s files, and no answers beyond isolating what foods triggered the rages.

No answer why or how.

Obviously, it was reacting to something in certain men after they’d hit puberty. Of the eighteen children, only seven were boys. One, the sixteen-year-old, was infected. None of the younger boys, the oldest of whom just turned eight, showed any symptoms.

Late in the evening, Emi sent Aaron to bed, his presence only distracting her. Donna and Parisi both stayed up with them, going over the data again. Still no closer to an answer, Emi repeatedly browsed through the files and bounced ideas off Sascha and the others. Exhaustion and impending grief threatened to take her under. She wanted to be snuggled in bed with Ford and Caph and Aaron. Ford could comfort her and keep her focused with just one look of his blue eyes. Caph always relaxed her, his teasing smile and playful green eyes never failing to take her mind off her problems.

Aaron, with his…

Brown eyes.

Unwilling to get her hopes up, but unable to slow her racing pulse, she stood and stared at the large wall, paging through photo after photo.

Every man had brown eyes except one.

She looked through the files of the uninfected men. Not a brown eye in the bunch except for two of the little boys, who were both toddlers born on the planet. One was three, the other eighteen months old.

Turning, Emi caught Sascha watching her.

“What is it?” he asked, his eyes narrowing.

Blue eyes. Not the same shade as Ford’s. “Donna,” she said, her voice shaky, unable to take her gaze off Sascha. “What color are Sam and Gregor’s eyes?”

“What?”

“Please!”

“Sam’s are hazel, and Greg’s are blue. Why?”

“And Rob’s are brown.”

“Yeah.”

Emi walked over to the corner, where Taber sat on the floor, propped against the wall, asleep. She woke him up, just to be sure.

Green eyes.

She looked at Sascha. “Son of a bitch!” she screamed. She stood. Everyone jumped as she slammed her fist against a workbench.

Sascha’s brow furrowed. “What is it?”

Emi couldn’t stop her tears. “I thought I had something. But it can’t be right, because you are the only one who doesn’t fit the profile.”

“What?” Sascha and Donna both asked.

Emi walked over to the wall display again. “All the infected men, except Sascha, have brown eyes. None of the adult men who didn’t get it have brown eyes. Except Rob, but he hasn’t eaten anything from the planet.”

Sascha nervously cleared his throat. “That’s not exactly true.”

Emi turned. “What’s not exactly true?”

“It’s not in my personnel report. We thought it might have disqualified us from being picked for the mission, so we didn’t say anything about it. In fact, we deliberately didn’t disclose it.”

Emi crossed the room and got in his face. “Goddammit, this is your life we’re talking about! My husband’s life! The lives of your fellow colonists!”

Donna spoke up. “Sascha, please.”

He dropped his gaze. “I wasn’t born with blue eyes.”

“What? You’re wearing colored contacts?”

He shook his head. “Biological ophthalmic prosthetics. I was blinded in an accident when I was a kid. I lost both my eyes, and they replaced them with biosynthetic fiber-optic sensors. I’ve had them upgraded twice since the first ones, the last time ten years ago. We had a strong suspicion it would mean we wouldn’t be picked for the colonization team if we revealed it, so we didn’t. My last doctor expunged my medical record for me based on privacy laws. It’s one of the excluded disabilities because of its stable and nondegenerative nature. It’s not a progressive disease or condition that would interfere with my duties. They only did a vision test on me, not a detailed examination of my eyes, when I went for my physical because my ophthalmologist signed off on it.”

Emi couldn’t speak, didn’t dare hope. Fortunately, Donna picked up the ball and ran with it, excitement flowing through her voice. “What color eyes were you born with?”

His focus never shifted from Emi. “I was born with brown eyes.”

Chapter Thirteen

Silence settled over the lab. Donna finally spoke. “You were born with brown eyes?”

Sascha nodded. “Yes. My first prosthetics were blue because they asked me what color I wanted. As I grew up, they always listed my eye color as blue.”

Emi swallowed hard. “We need to test this. We need to be sure. On someone who isn’t already infected.” She remembered Eckhart’s stare. He had brown eyes.

She’d love to dose his fucking ass. Let him see what hopelessness felt like.

“Let me go wake Rob and talk to him,” Donna quietly said.

His voice came over the com link a few moments later. “What do you need from me, Emi?”

“I need to test to see if you react. If you do, then we can have John and his guys focus specifically on that factor. It’ll confirm it’s only affecting adult men with brown eyes.”

“I’ll be down in about ninety minutes.”

Emi still felt stunned. Could it be this easy? “Thank you.” She couldn’t help it, she started crying again. “I appreciate it, Rob. I really do.”

“Hey, Aaron and I have had our differences over the years, but I still respect him, and there’s no fucking way we’re going to let this asshole murder him and everyone else down there.”

He closed the com link. Emi sank to the floor and cried. Sascha must have called Aaron because he appeared a few minutes later. He scooped Emi into his arms, soothing her.

“We figured it out,” she whispered against his shoulder. “Brown eyes. You all have brown eyes.”

He looked at Sascha, who shrugged. “Long story. I was born with brown eyes.”

By the time Rob arrived with Donna, Emi had calmed herself. Donna gave her a long, strong hug.

“Hey, this is going to be okay,” Donna whispered in her friend’s ear. “If that son of a bitch thinks he’s fucking with our men, then he’s never dealt with two pissed off women who have access to weapons and pharmaceuticals.”

Emi laughed as she stepped away.

Taber helped Rob get comfortable on the scanner table before hooking the energy shackles to him. Ilse brought him more bread. As Rob ate, Sascha manned the scanner with Emi by his side.

Nearly a half hour later, after he finished his sixth piece, Emi saw the changes start. “Get ready.”

Rob tried to sit up, but the restraints securely held him on the table. Thrashing against them, he tried to bite Taber when he stepped in to administer the sedative after Emi got the results she needed. Donna stood close by, Emi feeling her nervous fear through her very core.

Twenty minutes later, Rob was sitting up and recovered. “How bad?”

“You don’t remember?” Donna asked.

He shook his head. “Not a thing.”

Emi felt another measure of relief. She called John and his men. “It’s brown eyes. That’s the common link. All the infected men have brown eyes. No men who are uninfected who’ve eaten the trigger foods have brown eyes.”

Parisi spoke. “Maybe a protein in the wheat is reacting with melanin?”

“Look at the OCA2 gene,” Donna suggested. “I’d bet it’s there somewhere. Maybe somehow reacting with testosterone or other hormones.”

Parisi sounded excited. “I’ll get right on it!”

Aaron stared at Rob. “You’ve put yourself on the death list now,” he said.

Rob smirked. “If you think we’re letting that fucker win, think again.” He pulled Donna to him and kissed her. “We’ve both got too damn much to live for.”

* * *

They couldn’t leave until after daybreak on the planet. That was over four hours away. Emi sent Aaron back to bed. Rob lay down and fell asleep on Ilse’s couch. Emi, wired on coffee and nervous energy, couldn’t sleep. Donna stayed up with her.

They sat at Ilse’s dining room table, sipping coffee and softly talking.

“I never would have pegged you for an action adventure kind of girl,” Donna teased. “You were the one always keeping me out of trouble.”

Emi wouldn’t deny she’d missed quiet times like this, talking over coffee with Donna. “It’s been an adventure, all right.” She smiled. “Graymard said you slugged him.”

“Apparently I didn’t clean his clock as hard as you did. So what’d he put you guys through?”

Emi told her the story of the final scenario and how at the end she thought she was watching Aaron walk to his death. “What’d he do to you?”

Donna’s face paled as her voice softened even more. “Rob didn’t know it was a sim. Graymard pulled him aside inside the sim, gave him his ‘come to Jesus’ talk about their attitude, and made him think he turned him loose again. Rob and the guys thought they were meeting me in real time because Graymard lied to Rob and told him they were done wasting valuable sim time and resources on them.”

She took a deep breath. “Went through a bunch of things, training, bullshit, the usual. A couple of smaller scenarios. Then they sent us on a mission, supposedly with a small ISNC battle cruiser as backup.” She closed her eyes. “I was captured on the planet surface by raiders and taken up to their ship.”

Chills washed over Emi, pimpling her skin with gooseflesh. She remained silent.

“The raiders disappeared across treaty lines into hostile space. Rob and the guys were given a direct order to leave me behind and immediately return to Mars or face court-martial. They were told the ISNC grunts would take care of rescuing me. I thought I was going to die.”

Donna studied her coffee, slowly turning the mug in her hands. “They didn’t hurt me in the sim, but only because the raider leader told me they had plans to sell me off as a sex slave. They also played the communications, let me listen to the orders sending Rob and the guys back to base. They told me I’d never see a friendly face again.

“I couldn’t believe it. I knew under pressure Rob was a by the book kind of guy. But I just couldn’t believe they’d leave me there after what they told me they felt for me.” She took a harsh, ragged breath. “The ISNC ship was destroyed by the raiders’ cohorts. Ambushed in an asteroid belt. The raiders thought that was a real good time to party, and I started thinking about ways to kill myself.

“Then late that night an alarm klaxon sounded. The K-2 was bigger than them and better armed. They destroyed the other raider ship. Then they locked on with a tractor beam and blasted at the raiders, took out their engines. What I didn’t know was that Sam and Gregor waited outside in a small lander. In all the confusion, they’d hooked onto the air lock and blasted through. They found me, literally shot their way through the ship to get to me.”

Tears rolled down her face. “Gregor was shot. I thought he died, but I didn’t have time to examine him. He wasn’t moving. Then, as we dragged him with us back to the lander, Sam got shot. We fell into the lander, closed the air lock, and I remember Rob screaming at us over the com link to break loose so he could tractor us back and jump. A bunch of other raider ships were on the way and closing fast.

“I was trying to do it. I wanted to take care of Sam, he was hurt so bad. But he pushed me toward the console and said do it or we’d all die. That they didn’t risk their asses to lose me like that.” She sadly smiled. “Our sim ended when Rob locked onto us and we were pulled into a short jump with the K-2. I turned around to check Sam…” Her voice broke. “He’d died. While I was working the controls, he died. I didn’t even get to tell him I loved him one last time. Neither of them. Then they ended our sim.”

She studied the table. “I remember opening my eyes, and I was screaming and crying. Graymard made the mistake of leaning in to calm me down, telling me it’d just been a sim. That’s when I punched him. He fell down, and then I was on top of him choking him. Two of the lab techs had to pull me off him.”

She sniffled, but she smiled. “That’s when I saw the guys. I can’t tell you what we said or did next because we were all hugging and crying and you’ve never seen a bigger bunch of bawling babies than the four of us. Then Rob tried to go after Graymard too, but Sam and Gregor held him back.”

Donna took a deep breath and slowly let it out. “Graymard talked to us once we’d all calmed down and quit trying to kill him. He told us why he’d run the sim the way he had, told Sam and Gregor about his talk with Rob. Remember, that happened to Rob in the sim, but Rob thought it was real life. Then he asked if we wanted to be paired permanently. I said, ‘Hell yes.’”

A slow grin crept across her face. “That was almost the last thing I could say for the better part of twenty-four hours. They started out a little modest because in the sim it was usually me with only one of them. That first night though…wow.” She laughed. “They’ve since gotten over their squeamishness over incidental contact. We still have separate cabins even though usually one or two of them sleeps in mine with me. I think I’ve just about gotten them convinced that one really big shared cabin would be a practical use of space.”

“Do you love them?” Emi asked.

Donna blushed. “I was afraid to tell them at first in real life. I didn’t want to get shot down. Wasn’t sure if they really felt like that. Then the guys came to me the day after we were paired and asked if I would consider bonded crew status with them. They didn’t have it already but said they’d do it if I would agree to it. Of course I did. On the way here from Mars, they sat me down and proposed.”

Emi felt the first truly light moment of this entire ordeal. “That’s great! When’s the wedding?”

“When we get back to Mars. Rob said he doesn’t want to risk me coming to my senses and changing my mind.” She laughed. “We’re hoping you and your guys will stand up for us as witnesses.”

“Well, duh!” Emi stood. She rounded the table and hugged her friend. “I’m so happy for you!” Emi had a thought. “You know, you could get married before we leave here. Ilse is a colony governor. She has the authority, or you can use their chaplain.”

Donna’s eyes widened as she brightly smiled. “Fuckin’ A, Emi! That’s what I love about you, girl. Always thinking. That’s why you deserved to graduate valedictorian.”

* * *

Donna insisted on going with them to the Petrovis Skye. Emi didn’t tell Rob or Donna about the hypo bolus concealed in her jacket pocket. Emi didn’t know if the Petrovis Skye’s crew included any empaths. If it did, Emi didn’t want to risk them discovering her plan.

She knew Rob had armed himself with a stunner, but Emi suspected the crew would have been warned to expect trouble.

As Rob guided the lander into the cargo bay on the Petrovis Skye, they were greeted by two armed crewmen in cadet uniforms. Before they exited the lander, Emi slipped the loaded hypo up her jacket sleeve. When searching them, the crewmen took Rob’s stunner after apologizing to him about it. They didn’t find the hypo.

Emi calmed her mind as she reached out to the two crewmen with her empathic skills. Neither of them were empaths. They were also very young, very nervous, and surprisingly, she sensed they didn’t like their captain very much.

Good thing to know.

The crewmen politely escorted them to the bridge, where Emi felt a sickening black wave of hatred from Eckhart the moment they stepped through the doorway. No matter what, he would see her three men dead. Probably her, too, even if it meant the deaths of other innocent people.

“Well,” Eckhart said, looking them over. “Have you come to tell me there’s a cure? Or are you wasting your time and mine?”

“There’s a cure,” Emi said before Rob could answer. Rob and Donna both looked at her but remained silent.

Eckhart’s left eyebrow shot up. “Really? Is that so, Dr. Hypatia?”

“It’s an allergic reaction to certain proteins, triggered by the baking process.” She could bluff with the best of them. “It only reacts to postpubescent adult men with brown eyes, because of the melanin.”

Eckhart’s own brown eyes narrowed. “You have proven this?”

“Absolutely. Come to the surface. We’ll show you. We haven’t prepared the final reports yet, but I can demonstrate.”

Emi felt a nearly overwhelming wave of relief from Eckhart’s bridge crew. They didn’t want to kill innocent people, especially not on their first mission. That would also work to her advantage.

Eckhart smiled, but the gesture didn’t touch his eyes. “If you think you’re getting me down to the surface, Dr. Hypatia, you’re crazy.”

“What are you scared of, Captain?” Rob said. “Your mission is officially over, according to your own words.” He glanced at the bridge crew, five men Emi felt would not defend their captain, then back to Eckhart. “Exactly what did you do to the trans-satellite relay anyway?”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Emi felt the lie, and Eckhart’s surprise. He didn’t realize they knew about his involvement in the relay’s failure. “My mission ends when I say it ends.”

Rob turned to the navigator. “Your ship’s first jump put you at the trans-satellite relay for this region. Now it’s not working. What happened?”

The man looked stunned. “He said we had emergency orders to do maint—”

“Shut your mouth!” Eckhart roared. “All of you! Do not answer his questions!”

“Who’s the first officer,” Rob asked the men.

They looked at another young man standing on Donna’s far side. The man spoke.

“Me, sir. First Officer Smith.”

Emi spoke up. “Captain Eckhart, in accordance with ISNC and DSMC joint council regulation 10-2, I hereby relieve you of duty on the basis of mental unsoundness. I am declaring you medically unfit for duty and placing this vessel under the command of Captain Robert Elloy of the Kendall Kant, pending a hearing by the—”

“You cannot do that!” Eckhart screamed. “I am the captain!” He reached for one of the guard’s stunners. Before he could get there, Emi intercepted him and jammed the hypo into his arm. He limply fell to the deck with a sickening thud.

She turned to Smith. “What happened to your med officer?”

Stunned, he shook his head as he stared at his captain’s prone form. “Captain said he fell in cargo and hit his head while securing supplies. They were down there alone.”

“Convenient,” Rob snarked. “He was the only other officer on board with any experience and the absolute authority to relieve the captain of his command. Eckhart knew he’d get overruled once we found the connection, regardless of a cure.” He pointed to the guards. “Energy shackles on him. Now, before he wakes up. Take him to the lander. That was smart thinking, Emi.” He turned to Smith. “You answer to me, even while I’m not on board, unless I turn command over to someone else. Do you understand?”

The man nodded.

“Is this your first mission?”

“Yes, sir.”

“Welcome to space, kid. How’d you guys get so lucky to pull a mission like this?”

“Captain Eckhart is our Academy trainer and volunteered us for it. We were doing routine patrol training.”

Rob looked shocked. “You haven’t even graduated yet?”

“No, sir. We’re four months from receiving our official commissions.”

Rob swore. “I didn’t know that. I’ll send one of my men over to relieve you. He’ll be acting captain. Regulations say I can’t leave someone without a commission in charge unless it’s an absolute emergency.”

“Yes, sir.”

Rob shook his head. “No offense, but why did the ISNC let a crew of underclassmen go on a mission like this?”

“I don’t know, sir. Captain Eckhart kept us in the dark about a lot of stuff.”

“Again, convenient for him.” Rob slid into the command chair and tapped into the computer. After a few minutes, the front vid display lit up. “There,” he pointed. The display showed the Petrovis Skye’s journey from the Ganymede sector to the colony, with a stop at the relay. He activated the in-ship com link. “Attention all hands, this is Captain Robert Elloy of the DSMC vessel Kendall Kant. Dr. Emilia Hypatia has formally relieved Captain Eckhart of duty on medical grounds. I am now in command of this ship. We have taken Captain Eckhart into custody and will transport him to the planet’s surface for treatment. We’ve also isolated, identified, and treated the colonists’ infection, so your orders to evacuate and sterilize the planet are hereby suspended. While I’m off-ship, First Officer Smith is in charge until I send a replacement. Elloy out.”

He handed the command seat over to Smith. “I’ve deactivated and locked down the plasma cannon, just for your information. What you guys didn’t know is that your captain has a personal grudge against Captain Lucio and his crew.”

“I kind of suspected there was something going on. I didn’t think a guy could seem so happy about killing people.”

Rob clapped him on the shoulder. “Unfortunately, you’ll see more like him if you stay in long enough, believe me.”

* * *

Rob had to go to the K-2 to pick up Sam so he could run him to the Petrovis Skye. “Take these guys and jump back to the relay,” Rob told him. “See if you can get it started again. If you can, send an emergency update to the DSMC and request backup. I want an official stand-down order from them.”

“Right.”

The dose Emi gave Eckhart was more than enough for them to get him to the surface and securely locked down in the colony’s brig. When he finally came to, he immediately thrashed against the energy shackles and started screaming.

Emi stood by the cell gate and stared at him, reading him. “Why did you do this?” she quietly asked.

He sneered at her. “Those lying bastards ruined my life! Their lies got my father murdered! They killed my mother!”

Emi had glanced at Eckhart’s service records while he was still unconscious. “Your mother chose to kill herself. No one is denying that you have suffered horrible tragedy in your life. However, Aaron Lucio and the crew of the Wayfarer Margo didn’t ask to be pulled into your father’s vendetta.”

“It’s all a lie! My father didn’t do what they said he did! They murdered him!”

Aaron walked over and laid a hand on Emi’s shoulder. “Come on,” he quietly said. “He’s crazy. Don’t talk to him.”

He led her away as Eckhart screamed at them. As the hallway door shut, cutting off his angry voice, Emi shuddered. “What’s going to happen to him?”

They stood in the conference room and watched Eckhart through the observation window. Aaron had muted the com into the cell as well as changed the glass to a one-way setting. Eckhart couldn’t see or hear them.

“You, Rob, and I will have to meet with the joint council. We’ll recommend Eckhart lose his commission and be institutionalized.”

Emi watched Eckhart screaming in the cell. Without sound, it was a pathetic pantomime of rage and delusional pathology.

Something bothered Emi. “This is just too coincidental. This is a big frakking universe. How did the guy who hates you and wants you dead, with a ship full of undergrad cadets, get assigned to a mission like this?”

“We’ll figure that out, too. I have a feeling he knew people. More worrisome to me is how a man who is an Academy trainer, not an experienced deep space captain, was assigned to an extremely sensitive security mission from the start.” He sat at the conference table and patted his lap. “Come here,” he quietly said.

She went to him, relieved, comforted. No, they didn’t officially have a cure yet, but she knew with the new information it was only a matter of time before John and his men came through. Sam had a nearly two-day jump to reach the trans-light relay. With Eckhart safely locked up, their worries were over.

She hoped.

Chapter Fourteen

Eckhart’s mental condition worsened in confinement. He didn’t need to eat anything to fly into a rage. Because of Emi’s expertise in psychology, Sascha let her take the lead directing Eckhart’s treatment regimen. That evening, she ordered a cocktail of drugs she hoped would stabilize him, or at the very least make him more manageable. Dr. Martinez helped Taber administer them. Within an hour, Eckhart lay quietly on his side on his bunk and stared at the wall.

His internal rage still seethed, unquenchable. Emi sat down and took a long look at his detailed personnel records and family history. His mother died by suicide a month after her husband’s execution. James Candling Eckhart’s name had been changed by his uncle, who was then an ISNC commodore.

That probably explained his connections.

Raised in military boarding school, he excelled in his classes, although his instructors noted he wasn’t very social. His skills and high grades earned him an early graduation and position in the Academy’s training staff at his uncle’s recommendation. He’d been leading training missions for seven years. Before now, he had an unblemished service record. He had, in fact, earned several commendations and letters of recommendation in his record from superior officers.

She made sure to record her session with Eckhart for evidence. “How did you locate Captain Lucio and his men?”

Eckhart didn’t roll away from the wall, although a wave of sedation-subdued rage washed across the cell toward her. “I’m tapped into the assignment rosters. I’ve kept track of Lucio and his fuck buddies for years. Once they hit the DSMC, I knew it was just a matter of time before they’d be sent on a mission needing ISNC backup. I had to take the chance when it came up. I didn’t know when I’d get another one.”

“Your uncle green-lighted your assignment?”

“Yep. He thought I showed great initiative in volunteering. He didn’t realize Lucio was also assigned. I didn’t tell him that. He signed off on it without even looking. He assumed it would be an easy monitoring mission, that you all would get it figured out before we even got here. Give the kids a safe shakedown jump cruise, a little experience.”

It’d been that and more, unfortunately. The drugs she’d given him also made him tell the truth. At least, the truth as he perceived it.

“How did your med officer die?”

“He saw the official itinerary and questioned why I’d changed it, why we were stopping at the trans-light relay. I couldn’t risk him interfering.”

“You killed him?”

“Yes. I hit him in the head when his back was turned in cargo.” His emotionless voice shocked her. That wasn’t just the drugs. She felt it in him, a bottomless black hole, a lack of compassion and empathy for anyone.

“So you didn’t care that you committed murder and were sentencing innocent people to death?”

He rolled over and looked at her. “Innocent? My father died because of their lies. I never got to know him. My mother killed herself because of their lies! Why should they get to live a happy life when I never got that?”

Emi wanted to rage a little herself, scream at him that his father had been an unfaithful animal without a conscience who sent an innocent woman to her death and nearly got Aaron killed in the process. She bit her tongue. It wouldn’t do any good. Only Eckhart’s uncle’s hand on his career got him to this point in the service.

“Did you view the hearing records?” Emi asked. “Read the transcripts and reports?” Emi had scanned through them after Aaron unlocked them for her. In an attempt to save his hide, Candling had thrown himself on the mercy of the court and claimed he was mentally ill. He admitted to everything, claimed he’d gone temporarily insane with jealousy.

After several of his crew testified he chased any woman he could and had made statements about wanting revenge on Aaron, Ford, Caph, and Kels for her rejecting him, he was found guilty by a unanimous decision. The pre-hearing investigation turned up thirty women Candling had affairs with in the previous twelve months before the incident. Affairs he’d never revealed to his wife, who he’d only married after getting her pregnant so she could receive spousal benefits from the Merchant Marines for herself and her son.

“They were lies. My mother said he loved her.”

His mother had also been a few letters short of a full alphabet. She’d taken various medications for years, prescribed and illegally obtained, according to her autopsy. Antidepressants, antipsychotics, narcotics—a nearly toxic stew of drugs. Her own brother testified at the coroner’s inquest that she’d suffered from mental health and substance abuse problems for over a decade.

Apparently, so did her son. At least the mental health issues. Emi wondered if the woman had taken those drugs while pregnant. If so, it would explain a lot about her son. While some of Eckhart’s earlier school counselor reviews seemed questionable, there were no warning signs in his recent mental health screenings to raise red flags that would disqualify him from service.

Talking to him would do no good and only amplify the tension headache Emi now suffered. She returned to the conference room and sent the recorded conversation to the data banks on the Tamora Bight and Kendall Kant to make it part of the incident report.

Ilse walked in with her husband. They studied Eckhart through the observation window. “Emi, why don’t you and Aaron go back to your ship for the night? Relax. You look exhausted.”

She felt exhausted. “What do you think, Aar? Can we leave him here?”

Aaron nodded. “Better here in a brig with the manpower to keep an eye on him than on a ship where there are weapons. We don’t have a brig on the Bight anyway.”

Emi left orders for the drugs she wanted Eckhart to have and followed Aaron to the lander. She must have dozed, because what felt like minutes later, he gently shook her shoulder.

“Wake up, babe. We’re home.” He’d safely docked the lander in the Tamora Bight’s cargo hold.

Caph appeared and scooped her into his arms. “Welcome home, babe!” As tired as she was, she still enjoyed his enthusiastic kiss.

She nestled in his arms. “I missed you, big guy.”

He leaned over and kissed Aaron hello. “I missed both of you. Jesus, it’s great to have you back.”

Aaron detoured to the bridge while Caph carried Emi to their cabin and curled around her in their bed, his large body engulfing hers.

Ford walked in a moment later and knelt on the side of the bed. “Hey, baby. Welcome home.”

She lifted her head and received a sweet kiss from him. “You coming to bed?”

“Naw, I’m taking night watch tonight.” He stroked the hair away from her forehead. “See? I told you you’d figure things out.” He stood. “I just wanted to welcome you back and kiss you goodnight before you went to sleep.”

Emi smiled and closed her eyes. When she opened them again, their cabin was dark and she still lay nestled in Caph’s arms. Aaron lay tightly pressed against her other side, his arm protectively draped over her waist. Both men were sound asleep.

She started to drift back to sleep when she felt Ford’s presence leave the bridge and approach the cabin. By the time he’d reached the door, she’d carefully untangled herself from Aaron and Caph and met him there.

“What’s wrong?”

He smiled. “Your empath senses tingling?”

“Yeah.”

He motioned her out of the cabin and back to the bridge. “John’s on the horn. I’ve got the video com link up. I didn’t want to wake the guys.”

She slid into the command chair while Ford stood behind her. “What do you have for me, John? Give me good news.”

He grinned. “Very good news. I already sent the info down to Sascha to test. I think we have the cure.”

“What’s the culprit?”

“It’s like a type of anaphylactic reaction. It’s a combination of the proteins in that particular version of wheat from the seed stocks cultivated on-planet. Something about the gluten makes the proteins bind to the melanin and testosterone, and in the process, it short-circuits the prefrontal cortex for a few minutes. It feeds itself off adrenaline. When the person is knocked out, their body relaxes, adrenaline production decreases, and the rage ends. Very strange.”

“What caused the mutation?”

“Don’t know. We’re not even sure what the complete reaction is, we’re just guessing. That’s going to take a while. Probably have to work backwards from the solution to figure out the cause. We tested samples of wheat grown from earth stocks on the planet and can’t find any kind of difference. It’s only that newest wheat stock, not the others. We’ll know by morning if the antidote works or not.”

“And we can start unloading supplies for the colony, too.”

“Exactly. That’s all I had, but I knew you’d want to know as soon as I found out.”

“Thanks, John. Tamora Bight out.”

She stood and hugged Ford. He lifted her off her feet and spun her around. “See? I was right.”

“Yes, you were right. Happy?”

He ground his hips against hers. “Once we get away from here and onto our next mission, yeah, then I’ll be happy.”

She returned to their cabin and carefully snuggled between her men without waking them. Even in sleep she felt their contentment, the stress from the past several days gone from their systems.

As she slipped back into sleep, she wondered if Eckhart would ever in his life feel peace and contentment.

She awoke alone in bed the next morning. Something felt wrong.

Pulling on a robe, she hurried out to the galley. Aaron and Ford sat talking at the table. At her appearance, their conversation stopped as they looked at her.

“What’s wrong?”

Aaron spoke. “Eckhart escaped this morning. He stabbed Taber and got loose.”

Chapter Fifteen

At least Sam got the trans-light satellite relay up and working again. A backlog of DSMC and ISNC messages awaited them in the memory queue. The first and most important one canceled the order to sterilize the planet, sent by the ISNC after having received Emi’s preliminary report that the pathogen wasn’t communicable. Another update informed them a medical research vessel, sent days after they left, would arrive within a week.

By the time Emi and Aaron reached the colony, Dr. Martinez had finished operating on Taber and had him stabilized in their hospital ICU. A group of armed men met Emi and Aaron at the lander to escort them to the hospital, where others stood guard.

“He’s still loose?” Aaron asked.

The guard in charge grimly nodded. “I get a chance at that fucker, he’s dead.”

“Get in line,” Aaron said, pulling Emi closer.

Inside the hospital, Emi was relieved to find Taber stable, albeit still unconscious.

“He’ll pull through,” Martinez assured them.

“And the antidote?” she asked.

“It works.” He smiled. “I can eat cinnamon bread again!”

She gave Aaron a dose and tested him by letting him eat some of the bread. Sure enough, no reaction.

Deep relief washed through her.

Donna had already synthesized the antidote in the Kendall Kant lab and dosed Rob. Now all that was left was to take Eckhart back into custody.

“That’s going to take a while,” Ilse admitted. “He took one of the horses and headed out to the hill country north of here. The horse returned to its corral a couple of hours ago. With the iron ore concentrations in those rocks, scanners are practically useless.”

* * *

Aaron coordinated the unmanned lander cargo drops from the three orbiting ships. They’d have to make another trip to Mars to replenish before their next mission, not that any of them minded that option.

By the end of the day, Eckhart hadn’t been located despite the large number of searchers in the hills north of the colony complex. Taber’s condition had rapidly improved, and Sam was on his way back to the colony with the Petrovis Skye.

Three days later, Eckhart still remained at large. They’d heard from the captain of the Forrester Cross, the DSMC medical vessel, when it emerged from its jump. Most of the crew of the Petrovis Skye had traveled to the surface to help with the search.

Ilse was happy to perform the K-2 crew’s wedding. The Braynow Gaston crew, with the help of the Petrovis Skye, manned the other two ships, allowing everyone to be able to attend the ceremony on the surface. Donna carried a bouquet of Aroykin wildflowers. Emi spent most of the short ceremony trying not to cry.

After, Donna and her men gave everyone a quick round of hugs and handshakes before hurrying to their lander to return to the K-2.

Emi didn’t expect to hear much from them over the next few days. The K-2 had completed all their cargo drops and was now waiting on the other two crews.

As the days seemed to drag, Emi longed to be off Aroykin. Not that the planet wasn’t nice, because she found it beautiful. Unfortunately, knowing a homicidal lunatic lurked somewhere beyond the safe boundaries of the colony borders made her long for the security of the Tamora Bight.

Home.

After her parents died, “home” had been memories of Montana and whatever dorm room she happened to occupy. The surrounding cities she’d lived in, boarding schools first in Bozeman, and then later in New Phoenix and Tempe for college, were an afterthought. The only times she traveled were for symposiums relating to her studies. Twice to New York, once to Cambridge, and once to Los Angeles. All she’d seen of those cities were the airports, hotels, and conference centers.

Under the watchful eye of an armed guard from the Petrovis Skye, she sat on a bench in the shade outside Ilse’s house. No traffic noise, and only the faintest sounds from the food processing center on the far side of the compound area. The colony had been established to not only thrive, but to coexist with its surroundings, hopefully avoiding environmental mistakes made on Earth for hundreds of years.

Peaceful. Relaxing.

But not home.

Aaron emerged from the medical center and walked across the compound. Ford and Caph had already returned to the Tamora Bight, running the cargo drop from that end. Aaron sat on the bench next to her and draped his arm around her. “Just heard from the Forrester Cross. Their transport’s on the way. They offered to give us a ride back up if we want.”

Emi let out a relieved sigh. “Yeah. Please.”

He kissed her. “Go pack for us. I’ll go talk to John and Alex and see if they’re ready to leave, too.” One of the cadets from the Petrovis Skye was helping Jules Green run the cargo operation on the Braynow Gaston while the other two men helped out on the surface.

By the time Emi returned with their things, she heard the landing pad warning tone sound on loudspeakers, making sure everyone stayed clear. The lander was much larger than the one they had on the Bight, and ten crew emerged from its side as the large back cargo hatch also opened. Ilse walked over to greet the newcomers. When she spotted Emi, she waved her over.

Emi hoped for a quick departure, but Ilse invited her, Aaron, John, and Alex to join them all for one last lunch together.

One of the female medical officers, Dr. Sophie Vanderlin, seemed to catch John and Alex’s attention. They spent the entire meal talking with her.

At one point, Aaron nudged her. She leaned in so he could whisper in her ear, “I think they just found their med officer.”

“Really?”

He nodded toward the men. “I’d bet money on it.”

It turned out Dr. Vanderlin, a Beta-ranked healer, was actually between official assignments and eligible to leave the DSMC if she wanted, her contractual obligation completed. She’d planned on staying at the colony for six months, until the next resupply mission arrived, to work there as well as rest, since she had no husband or kids to return to. Five years older than Emi, she wore her curly brown hair loose. Her blue eyes sparkled with good humor, and her laugh could frequently be heard over the din of the others at the tables as John and Alex kept her in stitches.

Emi and Aaron bid good-bye to Ilse and Sascha and started loading their gear into the lander. That’s when John ran over to the lander and stuck his head inside.

“Uh, Emi, can I ask you a favor?”

She didn’t miss Aaron’s playful wink. “Sure.”

John blushed. “Since you’re a commissioned fleet med officer, you’ve got official capacity to um…sync someone. The chips. Right?”

Emi grinned. “Yeah? Your point?”

“I checked the regs. We didn’t go through pairing, but there’s nothing in there prohibiting us from finding a suitable fourth on our own.”

“Aaaannnnd?”

He blushed even more deeply. “She said she wouldn’t mind hitching a ride back to Mars with us. At least on a trial basis.”

“She hasn’t met Jules yet.”

“Ilse let us borrow her private com panel, and she got to talk to him.”

“Hmm. Let me think about it.”

“Oh, quit busting his balls, Em,” Aaron teased. “Yes, of course she’ll sync you guys.”

Emi laughed and hugged John. “Maybe you’ll be ready for a wedding of your own by the time we get to Mars.”

“Well, from what Rob and Aaron told me about the sim sessions, I’d much rather find someone on our own than have to go through that bullshit.”

“Can’t blame you there. We’ll have them stop at the Braynow Gaston before they drop us off. I can sync you all at once there with your ship’s chip kit.”

His face brightened. “Thanks, Emi! I’ll go tell them.” He raced off.

Aaron pulled her into his lap. “You’re an evil woman, teasing him like that. No wonder I love you so much.” He deeply kissed her. “How’d we manage to beat them out, anyway?”

She wrapped her arm tightly around him. “They were nice, but I just didn’t click with them like I did you guys. Why, are you complaining?”

“Um, that would be a hell no, sweetheart. You think I’m crazy?”

“After twenty years with the twins, I’m not sure. You might be.”

Chapter Sixteen

There wasn’t much else for the three DSMC crews to do. With the Braynow Gaston crew now complete at four after Emi chipped and synced Sophie to her new ship and crew with Graymard’s approval, the ships headed out. Rob officially turned custody of the Petrovis Skye over to the captain of the Forrester Cross, and the three DSMC vessels once again linked together via tractor beam for the return trip to Mars.

Emi still wasn’t fond of entering jump mode and didn’t look forward to the process, remembering how it made her feel before and put her nerves on edge.

Aaron sat in his command chair, hooked an arm around Emi’s waist, and pulled her to him. “What do you want to do when we get back? Graymard said we’ve got a few days off coming after this bullshit.”

She shrugged. “I don’t know. We definitely need to do something for Donna and her guys. Oh, can we go see Mom and Dad again, too?”

Caph laughed. “If we visited Mars and didn’t see them and they found out, they’d have our hides. Believe me.”

When she went to the galley to fix dinner, Emi realized she needed some fresh greens for their salad. That meant a trip down to the hydroponics lab.

Emi hadn’t spent nearly as much time here as she’d have liked to over the past few weeks. Ford and Caph helped out when they could, but she needed to do some serious sprucing up during their return to Mars. She grabbed a colander. After a moment of hunting, she finally found her kitchen shears, which Caph had put in the wrong drawer, again. Those she slipped into the front pocket of her hooded sweatshirt.

Being underway, the men had turned down the temperature in most of the ship to conserve energy. As she approached the hydro lab, a weird feeling settled over her that she couldn’t place. She sensed her men still up on the bridge. Everything appeared to be normal. None of them seemed stressed beyond normal duties.

Shaking it off as nerves because of the jump engine influence, she walked into the hydro lab. Not too much damage done, fortunately. Poor Ford had a black thumb, but even he hadn’t been able to kill off her hardy plants. She spent a few minutes pruning back some of the leggier ones and then started gathering what she needed for the salad. She loved the hydro lab, it was her escape, her haven. She could think about her childhood in Montana before her parents took the moon job.

She quickly ended that line of thinking. After the past stressful days, the last thing she needed was more stress or sad memories.

With a full colander, she returned the shears to her front pocket when the lights went out in the hydro lab. Not just the ceiling lights, but the grow lights as well, plunging the large room into total darkness.

She’d been near the far wall and spotted the com link button’s pale red glow. Easing over to it, she punched it. “Aaron?”

“Yeah, babe?”

“What’s up with the hydro lab lights?”

“What?”

A shiver ran up her spine. “I’m sitting down here in the dark. They all went out.”

His voice turned serious. “Hold on.” A moment later, he said, “Em, wait right there. I’ll come take a look at it. I’m sure it’s nothing.”

Regardless of what his words said, his tone spoke otherwise. A sharp, edgy current ran through his voice, worrying her. “Okay.”

Something felt wrong, but what? What couldn’t he say over the com link that had him sounding like he was about to rip someone’s head off?

Quietly, she pressed her back against the wall and slowly slid down it. After setting the colander on the floor, she silently moved to her left, to the far corner of the hydro lab, until she knew she had reached one of the large hydro tables.

That’s when she felt it, the other presence. Not Aaron, he was still on his way from the bridge—at a full run, she realized—but someone…

Eckhart.

Holding her breath, she tried to track his presence through the room. He stood by the door, had probably sabotaged the lights in the decontamination chamber people had to cross through to enter and leave the lab. The inner door was silent. No wonder she’d never heard him.

She slid on her belly under the table. The next three had enough clearance she could slip under them as well. The five after that were too deep, had bases without enough room to hide under.

Eckhart worked his way to the back of the lab down the main corridor. Emi froze behind another table as she felt him pass on the other end. He was working blind, quietly feeling his way, but acting like he’d memorized the lab’s layout.

Emi’s heart chilled. He probably had. The last cargo lander had been brought aboard two days earlier. They hadn’t left the ship since. That meant he’d been on board at least two days, probably hiding in the massive cargo bay.

She gathered her feet under her. No telling what kind of weapon he had, but she knew he had one and he planned to use it.

He reached the far end of the room by the time she neared the decon chamber door. That’s when he tripped on the colander and sent it skittering across the floor, swearing as he did.

Emi felt the kitchen shears in her front pocket digging into her stomach. She grabbed them, holding them like a dagger. Fighting the rage coursing through her, she kept her steps light.

“Where are you, Doctor?” he muttered. “I want to talk to you.”

Sweat broke out on her skin despite the cool temperature. He didn’t want to talk, he wanted to kill. She suppressed a gasp when he opened fire into the ceiling with an energy rifle, briefly illuminating the lab. She’d been ducked down behind a table, and he didn’t spot her.

“If you don’t talk to me, Doctor, I will kill your men anyway. After I kill you, of course.”

Emi fought the urge to yell at him. Then, horror-struck, she realized Aaron had reached the hydro lab deck. He’d be there in less than thirty seconds.

She reached out and felt the tomato plants on the table by her. Carefully, she pulled two of the large, still-green fruits off their vines. After working her way to the doorway, she lobbed one as hard as she could toward the back of the room and hit the button to open the decon chamber door.

He heard her and screamed her name as she lobbed the second fruit at him. It fell short and splattered on the deck. In the darkness, he slipped and fell in the mess as he fired off another round from the energy rifle.

She shrank against the far wall of the decon chamber. The outer door wouldn’t open until the inner door had completely closed and the decon cycle completed. In the meantime, she was trapped.

Eckhart slammed against the inner door, throwing his body against it but not budging it as he screamed at her from the other side. Emi heard Aaron pounding on the outer door, screaming for her. Then Eckhart fired again, apparently hitting the control panel inside because the decon cycle stopped.

The outer door wouldn’t open.

Aaron’s voice rang through the ship. “Ford, Caph, emergency! Get your asses to the hydro lab right fucking now! Bring weapons!”

Eckhart’s maniacal laughing scared Emi even more than the weapon he fired at the door again. “Nowhere to run, Doctor Hypatia,” he screamed at her. “I’ll get to you before they do!” He hit the door again. This time, in the dim light from the decon cycle display panel, she saw he’d managed to pry open a small gap in the door.

She shrank against the far side. As one of his hands emerged through the opening, trying to gain purchase on the door panel, she remembered the shears in her hand. With a scream of her own, she reached out and slashed at him, nearly taking off one of his fingers.

He pulled his hand back, roaring, enraged. “You fucking bitch! You’re going to pay for that!” He stuck the barrel of the energy rifle into the opening and fired, but the shot harmlessly hit the outer door.

Afraid the outer door would open and one of her men would be hit, she grabbed the barrel and yanked it into the chamber, knocking Eckhart off balance. She wouldn’t let go and pointed it toward the ceiling. He tried to pull it back, and she jammed it backward, again startling him. Apparently she hit him in the face when she did, because she felt and heard bone crunch, followed by a pained yell.

She yanked the energy rifle toward her again. This time she got it all the way into the chamber. That’s when the outer door opened a little as Aaron pried on it. She jumped to help, wrapping her fingers around the edge to pull, when Eckhart yelled again.

“I’m gonna kill you!”

Enraged, Emi grabbed the energy rifle, turned, and fired through the small gap in the inner doorway. She aimed low, but apparently he’d ducked. She heard the sickening thud of him hitting the deck. When she checked the setting, she realized he’d had it on the highest setting.

Lethal.

Aaron and Caph pried the door open wide enough to pull Emi out. She sobbed and fell into their arms as Ford took the rifle from her. “I shot him!” she cried. “I think he’s dead, but don’t take any chances!”

Ford handed her off to Aaron, and with Caph’s help, he overrode the lights and decon chamber controls.

Eckhart lay on the hydro lab floor. With half his face missing, there was no question as to his condition. Aaron cupped Emi’s chin in his hands. “Are you okay? Did he hurt you?”

She shook her head. “He didn’t hurt me.”

He pulled her tightly against him, crushing her against his chest. She felt his heart racing, his jumbled emotions finally settling as she wrapped her arms around him and held on.

“Get him out of there,” Aaron hoarsely said. “We have a couple of body cases in cargo.”

“We can’t eject him while in a jump,” Ford softly reminded him.

“I know. Seal him up in it, then lock it in the small life pod. We’ll dump him with the authorities on Mars.”

Emi closed her eyes and didn’t look as Ford and Caph carried the man’s body away.

Aaron scooped her into his arms and carried her to their cabin and into the head. There, he stripped her, and they engaged in a short real water shower. He soaped her body, never letting go of her, kissing her.

“Jesus, I thought he’d got you,” he hoarsely said.

Ford and Caph soon joined them. Together they stood, the men tightly wrapping their arms around her and each other, as the hot water sluiced down the drain.

Chapter Seventeen

Ford and Caph took care of cleaning up the worst of the mess in the hydro lab. They couldn’t repair all the damage, especially the cosmetic issues, but they did their best. The next time Emi went down there, Ford and Caph went with her.

It would take a while for her to regain her sense of security and serenity when working there, but she’d damn sure try. As it was, she couldn’t leave their crew quarters area, between the bridge, their cabin, the rec area, and galley, without one of the men with her. Nerves on edge, despite repeated scans to reassure herself they were alone on the ship, she couldn’t bring herself to do it at first.

She spent several private conversations on the com with Donna, as a fellow doctor, not just as a friend, trying to talk out her fear.

After two weeks, Emi forced herself to return to the hydro lab alone.

As she stood inside the inner doorway and stared at the few visible scars of Eckhart’s attack, her nerves twisted and churned, but she forced herself to remain still and calm.

After a few minutes, she walked into the lab and overrode the decontamination chamber, forcing both doors to remain open. Her peace of mind was worth more to her than losing a few plants.

She picked up a pair of small pruning shears and set to work. An hour later, she jumped when the com whistled.

“Emi? Are you okay, babe?” Ford’s voice sounded tinged with worry.

“I’m okay.” She realized what time it was, and while she wouldn’t say she felt happy, she was glad she’d lost track of time. “What’s up?”

“Need any company?”

She suspected Ford had been tracking her throughout the ship. It was his turn on watch, but Caph would be coming up for duty soon. Aaron was catching up on his sleep in their cabin.

“I’m okay. But if you want to come help me cart some of these veggies up to the galley when you finish watch, I won’t refuse the help.”

He sounded relieved. “I’ll be there as soon as the big guy shows up.”

She smiled and turned to look at her progress. Weeds weren’t an issue, thankfully, and she’d pruned back the plants needing it while picking everything that had ripened.

Ford arrived a few minutes later.

“Did you wake Caph early?” she chastised.

He grinned. “Won’t hurt him.” He glanced at the walls and ceilings where they hadn’t been able to erase all evidence of Eckhart’s attack. “We’ll get the retrofit crew to take care of this as soon as we get back to Mars, babe. You’ll never know anything happened.”

She let him pull her into his arms. “Why the hell didn’t you tell me about Aaron’s nightmares?”

She felt his body tense. “Oh.”

“Uh, yeah. Oh. You are in sooo much trouble, buddy.”

“He didn’t want me to worry you. Captain’s orders.”

“I’m going to put up an official crew medical decree that he can’t use that excuse anymore.”

“Did he tell you everything?”

“Yeah,” she quietly said. “Everything.”

They stood there for a moment in each other’s arms. “Are you mad at me?” he asked.

“Irritated.”

“Oh.”

“You ever withhold information like that from me again and I’ll set your chip so you can’t have any sex for a month.”

He laughed, squeezing her harder. “That would deny you too, babe.”

She evilly grinned. “I didn’t say I would stop you from being able to go down on me and the other guys, just you couldn’t get your rocks off.”

His grin slowly faded. “Um, you’re kidding, right?”

She turned away and picked up one of the baskets of veggies. “Maybe not.”

He grabbed the other two baskets. “I mean, you are kidding, aren’t you?”

“Who says?” She headed for the door.

“Babe, seriously, ha ha.”

“Fair warning, Ford.”

She fought hard to stifle her laughter at his softly muttered, “Oh, fuck,” as he followed her.

* * *

Ford helped her throw together a large pot of soup that would be ready in a few hours. They left it to simmer on the galley stove and joined Aaron in their cabin.

Aaron awoke as they climbed into bed with him. “What time is it?”

“Not time for you to get up yet,” she said.

“Oh, good.” He cuddled an arm around her and reached for Ford. “I didn’t want to get up yet.”

“She threatened me, Cap,” Ford snarked.

Aaron arched an eyebrow at her. “What’d you do to make her threaten you?”

“I told him the truth, that the next time he withholds important information about other members of this crew, I’ll set his chip so he can’t have an orgasm.”

Aaron snorted. “Well, Ford, she is the medical officer—”

“Man, this is so unfair! I thought you’d at least back me up on this, Cap.”

He kissed Ford. “Well, I am the one who ordered you not to tell.”

“Yeah,” Emi said, reaching between Aaron’s legs and grabbing his package. “About that. We need to have a little talk, mister.” She squeezed, a little, enough to gain his firm interest.

“Oh, really?”

“No more holding stuff back and hiding behind ‘because I’m the Captain, that’s why’ bullshit.” She squeezed harder.

He flinched. “All right, uncle.”

She kissed him. “That’s better.”

“And we joked about Rob and his grunts being pussywhipped?” Ford snarked.

* * *

When they returned to Mars and docked, this time at the Galileo base in Utopia Planitia, there were officials from both the ISNC and DSMC waiting to claim Eckhart’s body.

Including Admiral Bill Eckhart.

He looked on sadly as security guards removed the body case from the Tamora Bight’s cargo hull. “Captain Lucio, I cannot begin to tell you how sorry I am about all of this.” Emi felt a keen wave of grief and sadness wash from the older man. He truly had loved his nephew. “I thought once that bastard was dead and gone that maybe James would break the cycle. Make something of himself.”

Emi laid a gentle hand on the admiral’s arm. “You did all you could, Admiral. No one holds you accountable.”

The man’s eyes looked moist. “No, I am responsible for this. I should have paid attention. I’d signed off on him going on assignments before. I didn’t think anything of this. I should have looked into the details.” He shook his head. “To think of how many innocent people might have died…” His gaze dropped to the ground. “If you want to lodge a formal complaint against me, Captain, I won’t fight it.”

The twins stood behind Aaron, both of them remaining silent, their arms crossed. Emi felt their indecision. They would abide by whatever Aaron wanted to do.

Aaron looked at Emi and pulled her to him. “No, Admiral, it’s time this insanity finally dies for good. I’m sorry we couldn’t bring him back alive, but he attacked us. He nearly killed Dr. Hypatia. If it wasn’t for the fact that she’s an empath, she might not have realized he was there with her.”

Admiral Eckhart nodded. “I understand.” He offered his hand to Aaron, who shook. “Again, I’m truly sorry for everything you and your crew had to endure.”

When the four of them were alone again in the cargo bay, Emi, followed by Ford and Caph, put her arms around Aaron. “That was a good thing, Aar,” she said.

She felt him relax as they all held him. “I meant it. It’s time this is behind us for good.” He kissed the top of her head. “It doesn’t change the past, but I want to live for our future together and quit letting ghosts ruin my life.”

Chapter Eighteen

They were on Mars for three days before Emi found time to get away from the Tamora Bight. She knew her men would be busy with maintenance, cargo, and official duties that afternoon. She told Aaron she was going shopping and kissed them good-bye. Before she left, she stopped by the galley, found the thermal bag, carafe, and brewed a batch of mint tea.

It wasn’t hard to find her way back to the memorial dome. She found Kelsey’s name on the list and took a beacon from the front information booth. Emi easily made her way to the marker. The park setting hadn’t changed much since their last visit. As she approached, the crystal geode glowed as it had before.

Sitting next to it, she pulled out the carafe of mint tea and two cups she’d brought. She poured tea into both, set one on the ground next to the geode, and hoisted the other one.

“I worried for a little while there, Kels,” Emi said aloud. No one around to hear her, she might as well say it. “I was afraid I would lose him.” She studied the crystal marker. All that physically remained of a vibrant, loving woman who’d left a lifelong impression on her men. The only reason Emi was with them now, when she thought about it and condensed the history to its starting point, lay squarely in the lap of a vengeful, vindictive man who fathered an equally vengeful and vindictive son.

“I know you died loving them. You died because you loved them, but it wasn’t their fault or yours, and I know you knew that.”

Emi sipped her tea. “They still love you. I’ll never replace you in their hearts, and I know that, too. There will always be part of them that loves you. I’m okay with that. Because I’ll be honest with you, I feel guilty. I feel guilty that I get to love them and you only had a couple of years with—”

“You shouldn’t feel guilty.”

Emi nearly screamed at the sound of the woman’s voice. She turned and saw Delaney standing there. Emi laughed as her racing heart slowed to a more normal pace. “Jesus, you scared me!”

Delaney smiled and stepped forward. “Sorry about that. Mind if I join you?”

Emi scooted over a little. Delaney gave her a quick hug before settling on the ground next to her. After thinking about it, Emi handed the other cup to her.

“The boys do this. I thought I’d come by myself. A little decompression.”

Delaney smiled as she took a sip of the tea. “Ford would turn himself inside out trying to make sure he got her mint tea for her on every resupply stop. She loved it.”

“I believe it. He’s good like that.”

“I meant it. You shouldn’t feel guilty. You’re a doctor, you should know that.”

Emi took another sip of tea. “Physician, heal thyself. I can talk the talk, but walking the walk is a little different. Textbooks are fine, but they don’t really prepare you for stuff like this.”

“You’ve healed them more than you can ever imagine. I know you didn’t get to meet them in real life before your sim session. Trust me when I say Aaron carried around a thick black cloud before he met you. I don’t know how you felt when you met him in the sim, but the twins will tell you. He rarely smiled, even then only a little, just for show. He rarely laughed. Never the deep, rolling laugh we heard that night you had dinner with us.”

The older woman nudged Emi. “You guys weren’t going to leave Mars without dropping by and having dinner, were you?” she teased.

“No, Mom. Of course not. Aaron said he would call you tonight.”

“Good.” They sat there in silence for a while. “How bad was it? The mission. I heard some of the basics on the news.”

“Bad.”

Delaney studied her. “They’ve healed you a lot too, haven’t they? I know it had to be hard thinking you were alone in the world, especially at such a young age and still in school.”

“I was alone in the world.”

“No, you just hadn’t met your new family yet.” She looked up at the dome’s ceiling. “I never thought I would lose her so young. I wasn’t even ready to be a grandmother yet, much less bury my only child. I didn’t want to let go of the boys. They were all I had left of her. Thank the gods they’ve humored me all these years.”

“They love you and Dad. You’re their family. You’re all they have left of her. You all need each other.”

They sat in companionable silence for a while. “Please don’t ever let them go,” Delaney softly said. “I don’t think they can lose twice like that in one life and survive it. Maybe Ford. Caph would want to die, and Aaron would blame himself.” She looked at Emi. “And I don’t want to lose another daughter.”

Emi hugged her. “I’m not going anywhere.”

* * *

The next evening, Emi and her men had dinner with Delaney and Markkus. The night after that, Emi and Donna abducted Sophie for a girls’ night out with Delaney.

“You know,” Sophie said with a grin, “I never thought I would have found a guy to make me want to stay in space. I thought I was ready to settle down and start a practice or at least get a job on a planet or space station somewhere. Who knew it would take three guys to make me want to stay a nomad?”

Emi laughed. “So, you lucky bitch, you escape the torture of the sim pairing.”

She nodded, her eyes wide. “I told Graymard after what I heard from you two and my guys that there was no frakking way he was getting my ass inside a sim unit.” She shuddered, then glanced at Emi and Donna. “Besides, I told him he definitely didn’t want me hitting him. I’ve had a lot of self-defense and hand-to-hand combat training. He’s liable to lose his head when I come out of that tube.”

Donna laughed. “So he’s willing to save his balls and take a chance on you guys being okay together.”

She shrugged. “Well, I’ve been in space before, seen a lot already. And if I wasn’t ready to kill those men of mine after four weeks cooped up with them in the BG, then I think it’s safe to say five years will be a cakewalk.” She grinned as she took a sip of her wine. “Maybe longer than that if I’m lucky.”

Delaney smiled. “So when do we plan your wedding?”

She held up her hands. “Not that fast. I did let them talk me into bonded crew status. I told them I’m in no hurry for a ring. Did that once, wasn’t worth the aggravation.”

The women looked at Donna.

“What?”

“We still need to have a proper wedding reception for you, girlfriend,” Emi said.

Donna grinned. “My mom is still pretty torqued she missed out on my wedding. I had an earful of messages waiting for me when we emerged from the jump.”

“How’s she feel about you having three husbands?” Sophie asked.

She shrugged. “She actually took that pretty well. Her rationale is she’s just tripled her chances to get grandkids.”

The women ate and talked and drank until the wee hours of the morning. Delaney remained sober and took them all home with her. In the morning, she had three heavily hungover doctors groaning over coffee at her kitchen table.

“Why did I drink that third margarita?” Emi groaned.

“Because you couldn’t finish the fourth and fifth ones until you did,” Donna snarked. “I want to know why the hell I thought it was a good idea to try to drink a bushel of appletinis.”

“Beats me,” Sophie muttered. “I never thought I would think chasing mojitos with beer was a great idea.”

When the front door chime sounded, the three women groaned. Delaney smiled. “Well, that’s someone to take you home.”

She returned with Ford a moment later. He wore an evil, beaming grin. “Good morning, ladies!” he brightly—and loudly—greeted them.

He received another round of groans in reply.

He kissed Emi on the top of the head. “Evening catch up with you, babe?”

“Uh huh.”

“I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but Graymard says he wants us all in hearings this afternoon over the Aroykin incident.”

The three women groaned.

“Fucker tries to put me in a sim, I’ll kill him,” Sophie dangerously grumbled. “So help me, I fucking will.”

“I’ll make sure I warn him,” Ford snarked.

Chapter Nineteen

The hearings took two days. After that, the crews were released for some well-deserved R&R while their ships received maintenance, repairs, and retrofits. Donna got her shared cabin. Sophie liked the idea so much she pushed for one, too.

Emi made her men promise not to bust the other guys’ balls about it.

As the three crews took over suites at a luxury Martian resort dome near the Galileo base, Emi felt her stress finally melt away. They had a large joint crew dinner for all of them to celebrate before retiring to their separate rooms.

Emi eyed the luxurious and deep spa bathtub, large enough for the four of them. “You thinking what I’m thinking, babe?” Ford asked as he stepped behind her and wrapped his arms around her.

“If it involves memories of that night when you popped my cherry, hell yes.”

He nibbled on the nape of her neck. “Oooh, yes. Looking for a redo?”

She turned in his arms and kissed him. “Maybe. Think I can pull off pretending you’ve never fucked me in the ass before?”

“Heh. That might be a bit of a stretch.” He winced as she giggled. “Sorry, bad pun.”

They turned at the sound of a soft moan from the bedroom. Aaron lay face down on the king-sized bed, naked to the waist, with Caph kneeling over him. Caph’s large hands slowly kneaded his muscles. “Right there?”

Aaron’s muffled moan in reply sounded affirmative.

He’d pulled his back the day before while working in engineering. “I thought you said it felt better today?” Emi chastised as she broke free from Ford and walked to the bed.

“It does,” Aaron mumbled against the mattress. “But it still hurts. Oooh.” Caph must have hit another sore spot.

She walked over to her suitcase and rummaged through it until she found her medical kit. “Lucky for you, I planned ahead.” She set up a hypo. “Pull his pants down, Caph.”

He grinned. “Oh, hell yeah. Doctor’s orders.”

Aaron laughed as he raised his hips enough Caph could reach under him, unfasten, and pull down his trousers. Once enough rear real estate had been exposed, she injected Aaron in the left ass cheek.

“Ow. What was that?”

She sat next to him on the bed. “Mild muscle relaxer, Captain. Sorry, but doctor’s orders.”

He groaned. “That means I’m gonna be sleepy…”

She leaned in and kissed his cheek. “Sorry, Cap.”

He was softly snoring before she even sat up again. Caph shook his head. “Damn. There goes my plans.”

“Hey, you can still help me get him naked.”

“Cool.”

“What am I? Chopped liver?” Ford snarked from the doorway.

“No,” Caph said. “But I was hoping that now we’re all together and relaxed and have a few days off we could make the most of that time together before they send us out again.”

Ford unbuttoned his shirt. “You’re as greedy as she is,” he said with a playful smile.

“Duh. Like you’re complaining.” He helped Emi finish removing Aaron’s trousers. They rolled him onto his side and pulled the covers up to his waist. “How long will he be out, babe?”

“It was a mild one, but as worn out as he is, it doesn’t surprise me he zonked like that.” She kissed Caph. “Sorry I ruined your plans, buddy.”

“Ah, it’s okay. I’ll improvise.” He tugged on her shirt. “Why’s this still on?”

Ford stepped behind her and grabbed the hem of her shirt. He pulled it up and over her head and then tossed it to the floor. “That’s much better.”

Caph unhooked her front bra clasp and peeled the straps down and off her shoulders. The lacy black item joined her shirt on the floor. “No, that’s much better,” he said as the fabric parted, and her nipples immediately hardened in the cool room.

The larger man stepped forward, pressing her into Ford. “I say we all retire to the bathroom.” She felt both of their cocks, already stiff, through the fabric of their trousers.

“Excellent idea, big guy,” Ford said. He reached around Emi and unfastened her pants. Caph helped Ford slide them and her panties down her legs, leaving her naked between them.

“Mmm. Beautiful,” Caph said. He bent his head and kissed her. She tasted mocha on his breath, from the dessert coffee he’d had after dinner. It didn’t matter how many times they kissed her or loved her, she still felt almost dizzy from his hot and steamy embrace.

Ford’s lips brushed the back of her neck, below her hairline. With every breath against her flesh, she felt her body respond, her clit throbbing, her juices flowing the way they always did when her men took her.

Caph lightly stroked one finger between her legs. She closed her eyes and softly moaned, leaning back against Ford for support.

“Oh, man, she’s wet.” Caph’s finger rubbed back and forth, grazing her clit with each teasing stroke before he slipped it inside her as deep as he could.

“Oh!” Her eyes opened as she looked into his eyes. Playful buddy or not, when he felt passionate and in charge, she never could say no to Caph. Not that she wanted to in the first place.

“You like that, baby?” he asked.

“Yeah!”

Ford’s thumbs rubbed her nipples, lightly stroking, intensifying her need.

“We’re going to take care of you really good tonight, sweetheart,” Ford softly said. “Even if Cap can’t join the fun, we’re not letting you go tonight until you’ve been thoroughly fucked by both of us.” She gasped at his sensuous, breathy tone.

Caph suddenly withdrew his finger, then scooped her into his arms. “My dick is going to explode if I don’t sink it inside you in the next thirty seconds.”

Ford laughed and stepped into the bathroom. “I don’t think that’s going to happen, but let’s not waste any more precious time.” He turned on the water in the tub, started it filling before he turned to where Caph had set Emi on her feet in the bathroom. “Why don’t you help me with my pants, sugar?”

She grinned as she dropped to her knees and unfastened his trousers. He plunged his hands into her loose hair as she engulfed his throbbing cock.

Caph moaned. “Holy Jesus, I need that in the worst way!” He dropped his pants and stood next to Ford. She reached up and stroked his cock, spreading the glistening drops of pre-come over the head as she slowly worked her fingers up and down it while he thrust his hips.

After a few minutes she sat up and switched, going down on Caph while she stroked Ford’s cock with her other hand. Caph grunted, his eyes closed. “Oh, yeah, that’s fucking awesome!”

Ford glanced at the tub. “We can stand out here, or we can get busy in there,” he snarked. “It’s ready.”

Emi sat up. “I say we move to the tub.” She stood and carefully slipped in, enjoying the luxurious feel of the water. Baths were definitely not something they indulged in on the Tamora Bight, water showers a rarity outside of port.

Ford and Caph followed her into the tub. Caph leaned back against the edge, and she straddled him. He grabbed her hips and pulled her down onto his cock.

“Oh, fuck yeah, babe. That’s what I wanted.”

As horny as she was, there was a better than good chance she might be able to get off just from him fucking her. Especially if Ford hurried up.

“What are you waiting for?” she asked over her shoulder.

Ford smiled and waggled his eyebrows at her. “Are we in a hurry, sugar?”

“I want your cock in my ass right now.”

“Ooh, the romantic approach.” He took his sweet time playing with her and preparing her for the good hard fucking she desperately wanted. She kissed Caph, moaning as Ford first used one, then two fingers in her ass. Caph changed position a little, stretching his body more beneath her, and that’s when she felt the double sweet spot contact.

“There!” she said, rolling her hips.

Ford finally replaced his fingers with his cock and sank it deep within her. Her breath escaped her in an explosive gasp at the fiery pleasure of being stretched by their twin cocks. And still her G-spot and clit were both seeing action.

“Don’t you two move a muscle,” she warned as she fucked them. She grabbed Caph’s shoulders and fucked the men, hard and fast. Ford lightly rested his hands on her hips as Caph’s slid up to her waist to steady her.

She closed her eyes, resting her forehead against Caph’s as she felt her orgasm almost within her grasp. It was never as earth-shattering a climax this way, from just riding Caph’s cock, but emotionally it always felt mind-blowing in a different way.

“Fuck us, baby,” Ford softly encouraged. “Take what you want.”

Tiny ripples of need washed through her, centered on her throbbing clit.

Caph kissed her, plunging his tongue deep between her lips, taking charge of her.

The ripples transformed into hot waves crashing through her until she felt that magical tipping point where her muscles contracted around the men and her whole body gave way to the pleasure spilling through her body.

“I’m coming!”

The men immediately started moving together, years of passion between them coordinating their movements. As her body lost strength, the men took over. Ford held her even as he fucked her hard and fast while Caph’s cock stroked in perfect counterpoint. Plunging in and out, seesawing between them, she felt a brief lightness before another shiver and a second orgasm hit her.

“Oh, fuck yeah, baby!” Ford said as he tightened his grip on her. “We got you again, didn’t we?”

She whimpered in response as Caph plunged even harder into her. She’d never had that happen, not without one of them sucking her or using their hands on her. Like a rag doll in their arms, she melted against them as they both strove to come.

“Hurry, Ford,” Caph warned, his lip caught under his teeth.

“Fuck yeah, man. Don’t wait on my account.”

As one they both erupted. She felt their cocks throbbing inside her, then they fell still. Ford lowered her onto Caph’s chest. Caph pulled him down too, holding both of them in his large embrace.

Emi closed her eyes and tried to catch her breath. Hell yeah she’d be sore tomorrow, in the good way that only a nice thorough fucking could feel like.

“Are you okay, babe?” Caph nervously asked.

She chuckled. “I don’t think I’m walking myself to bed, but, yeah, I’m great.”

Ford carefully untangled himself from them. He reached over the edge of the tub for the soap and a washcloth, took care of all of them, then snuggled against Caph’s side. Emi never moved, content to remain cradled in Caph’s arms. She pressed her palm flat against his chest, the soft, curly hair there rough against her palm in the water. His heart had already started slowing, returning to a normal pace.

“I think I could fall asleep right here,” Caph said as he idly stroked her back with one hand. He’d slung his other arm around Ford’s shoulders, holding him.

“Me, too,” Emi agreed.

“I can’t carry both of you,” Ford snarked. “So if that is the case, let’s move this party to the bed.”

“Not much of a party with a conked-out captain taking up space,” she quipped.

“Oh yeah, I forgot about him.” He kissed her. “Frankly, I think you just wore me out, sweetie. I could probably join him in la-la land.”

“Me, too,” Caph agreed.

They drained the water, dried off, and returned to the bedroom. Caph and Ford helped Emi move Aaron so there was enough room for all of them. As they snuggled in, Ford sadly sighed.

“Poor Cap. He didn’t get to play.”

Aaron let out a soft snore in reply.

Emi brushed the hair from Aaron’s forehead. “I’m sure he’ll let us make it up to him in the morning if his back feels better.”

She snuggled against Aaron. Ford lay behind her and wrapped his arm around her while Caph curled up behind Aaron. Like that, they all fell asleep.

* * *

Emi awoke to the sound of Aaron moaning. She opened her eyes and realized both Caph and Ford were occupied molesting him. She propped herself up on one elbow, smiling in wry amusement. “I like the sound of that alarm clock.”

As best she could tell from the way the twins’ heads were bent over Aaron, Ford had his cock in his mouth, and Caph was licking or fondling his balls. Maybe both, she couldn’t tell.

Aaron hooked an arm around her neck and dragged her to him. He crushed her lips to his as his hips bucked, shaking the whole bed.

From the sound of the moan he let loose, she realized he’d climaxed. As his body relaxed, Ford lifted his head. “Sorry to start without you, sweetie, but far be it for me to let a vacation morning woody go to waste.”

Aaron laughed as his eyes met Emi’s. “I was beginning to think you wouldn’t wake up.”

“Sorry I knocked you out last night. How’s the back feel?”

He sat up and gingerly twisted. “Better.” He glanced at the time. “Crap.” He climbed over her to get out of bed. “Sorry, sweetie. I need to run.”

“What?”

Caph also climbed out of bed. “It’s just one last meeting with the retrofit crew.”

She groaned and fell to the bed again. “What the hell? I thought you said you were done with that! This is supposed to be our vacation, helloooo!”

He and Caph had already hit the bathroom. “I know, babe, I’m sorry,” Aaron called out from the other room. “Last one, I promise. I thought of something else yesterday.”

“You so owe me!” she called out as she pulled a pillow over her head.

Ford’s soft chuckle only irritated her. She lifted the pillow and glared at him. “What?”

He rolled on top of her as they heard the shower start in the bathroom. “I get you all to myself this morning.”

“No offense, but I didn’t want you all to myself. I wanted all three of you, many loud and raunchy times.”

He kissed her. “Graymard gave us a couple extra days of R&R,” he said. “Because of the extra retrofits.” She let him pull her into his arms and snuggle her tightly against his chest. “I’m proud of you, baby girl. I knew you’d figure it out.”

“Is this going to be a moment?”

“Seriously, I am.”

“Don’t harsh my mellow, Ford.”

He made her look at him. Gone was his playful tone. “You’re a damn good doctor, and you have no idea how much we love you.”

She poked him in the shoulder. “Don’t you let them hold back secrets.”

“Never again, babe.” He laid back and closed his eyes. “Let’s snooze a little, go grab some grub, and hit the pool.”

She couldn’t argue with that. “Please tell me our next mission will be easier than this?”

He laughed. “Can’t be much worse.”

THE END

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Content

Bightmares
Deep Space Mission Corps -2
by
Tymber Dalton

DEDICATION

AUTHOR’S NOTE

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen