Jaguar, Be Mine

Inevitable -1

Ju Dimello

Chapter One

“The humans are here.”

Xander looked up into the wary eyes of his cousin, who had recently joined his company as an intern. “Escort them into the conference room, Jay.”

“Are you sure letting them in is a good idea?”

That was the exact question Xander had asked himself during the entire time he’d vetted the subcontracting firm he’d shortlisted. His advertising company—no, it wasn’t just his, it was his and his cousin’s—needed the outside business if they were going to grow. At least the expansion would surely help in generating more jobs within their community, giving a creative outlet to the wildness his pack had forever struggled to tame.

He weighed his words carefully before answering. “There’re times we need to risk crossing the boundaries. This is one of those times.”

His mind raced backward, to the recent past when crossing physical boundaries across the Arizona deserts was enough to spark a territory war. He shoved gut-wrenching memories aside, forcing himself to unclench his fingers. He couldn’t afford to get tense when facing a single question. Not when he had a room full of jaguars who needed convincing before accepting the proposition of using their brains instead of brawn.

Jay hesitated before he pushed the all-too-big glasses up his nose again. “They wouldn’t sense who we are?”

The boy who’d tagged behind him was maturing too soon. At least his young mind wasn’t as prejudiced against the humans as some of the others of his kind. Xander took a deep breath and nodded. He must’ve appeared reassuring enough since Jay withdrew, leaving behind a scent of confused acceptance.

Xander picked up the hand-delivered invitation from his table, running his finger over the gold-embossed corners, wondering why the elders were calling for a meeting on the night of the summer festival.

A few seconds passed before Xander’s senses stopped prickling, signaling the humans moving away.

He dropped the invitation on the table, picked up his laptop and strode out of his office, making a mental note to let Jay know it wasn’t necessary to keep up appearances. One didn’t need spectacles to act studious or civilized. Letting their human sides rule over their animal instincts boiled down to want. And the firm guidance of one sensible female had helped his pack survive the worst.

The very thought of her made the hair on his nape stand on its end.

Another minute—maybe less—before he’d see her. Scent her. Want her.

He couldn’t wait.

The moment he stepped into the conference room, the instant he felt her gaze on him, he was hard, heavy and aching. Neither from pain nor from exhaustion of the back-to-back travel of the previous day. The lust surging through his veins had only one reason. Karintha. His pack’s first female Alpha. She was the forbidden fruit he could never hope to have and reminding himself of was an exercise in futility.

Karintha gave him a polite smile and turned away. He took the only empty seat in the room, nearest to the door. A sigh of relief slipped past his lips as he realized the chair was as far away from her as possible. He crossed his legs in hopes of hiding the obvious tent in his trousers. Her drugging scent threatened to shatter his control and the table separating them seemed too small, making him pray for the deal to wrap up already.

“I’m sure everyone here knows Mr. Steele,” she said, as if hearing his prayer. “Those who don’t can raise their hands.”

The negotiations started off with a laugh and Xander held tight for a tough ride. Afternoon turned into evening soon enough, the meeting ending on a positive note.

“Xander?”

His hands stilled on the knob when he heard her voice. “Yeah?”

“Can we discuss for a few?”

“Sure.” What else could he say? That he’d gotten the message loud and clear the only time he’d given in to his impulse and asked her out two nights ago. She’d turned him down. Worse, she’d let him down gently, taking care not to hurt him. Clearly showing him that any feelings had only been from his end.

He swiveled to face her and the door closed with a soft whoosh, leaving him and Karintha all alone in the room. He gave her a cursory glance before focusing on the tiny blinking light on the overhead projector.

“About that night—”

He set his laptop on the table, cutting her off. “No office romances, remember?”

She flinched at the harshness in his tone, but damn if he’d hear her apologize once again. He might be younger than her, damn it, but he wasn’t young enough to need placating. Despite his good intentions and his insane travel schedule to keep himself out of the office, a single encounter was all it took for his well-cultivated façade to shatter. Front-ending the business probably wasn’t the best way to avoid her forever, but it had worked for almost a year and no one could say he didn’t try.

“If you’ll excuse me, I have a proposal to complete,” he said, unable to keep his cool when his insides were anything but.

She tried to move past him, her lips pursed, hurt evident on her face. His entire body tensed the moment their bodies brushed. He jerked back, clutching the polished table tight enough to cause him pain. Anything to escape the innocuous touch enhancing the ripple of awareness into waves of desire crashing through him. Her eyes widened at his sudden movement, her lips parting to suck in air as she completed the single step that put her away from his reach. They stood for a moment longer than necessary, their gazes clashing, holding, the emotions between them too raw to name.

She broke away from the stare, leaving him as confused as always. She did care for him. That much he knew. What he didn’t understand was whether the care extended beyond the Alpha’s concern for her pack.

She tugged her lower lip between her teeth in a rare show of vulnerability before releasing it. “I hope we aren’t making a mistake.”

What mistake? He blinked to clear his head and then it clicked. She was talking about their expansion!

Xander quelled the denial that sprang to his lips and stood with his decision. Bringing the humans into the picture was Karintha’s idea—a wish for sanity, a wish for peace. He’d supported her in the plan not because he had to, but because he wanted to. In his opinion they were headed in the right direction. That she was getting cold feet didn’t mean he had to waver. Together they were a team. At least…professionally.

She held his stare, waiting.

When it was apparent she wasn’t going to accept his silence as an answer, he cleared his throat. “We’ll never know unless we try.”

Though the decision to proceed still lay squarely on her, he wasn’t giving up without a fight. Her throat worked as if she might ask him something else, but she pressed her lips, obviously controlling herself.

“Thank you,” she said after a long moment had passed and she stepped out of the room, leaving him to stare after a closed door.

“I’m nuts,” he muttered, picking up his laptop and rushing back into his work cave.

* * * * *

The faint beat of drums drifted through Xander’s office windows, reminding him of the scheduled appointment with the elders.

A plethora of conflicting emotions slashed at his gut as he switched off the monitor and grabbed his suitcase. And then he remembered. Tonight he’d be missing the one thing he’d been waiting for a whole year and where he was heading, the briefcase was going to be an unwanted accessory. Especially when he had to shift to enter the festival grounds where the elders had gathered to plot their next adventure.

He very much hoped Karintha would be there providing him with one good reason to attend the meeting instead of going his merry way. But if the entire pack was called for, why was the invitation hand-delivered? And the question made him lose any idea of fun he could expect for the night. He swallowed the name that sprang to his lips and forced himself to unclench his fingers, letting the car keys clatter on the desk. For where he was going, he wouldn’t need any transport either.

The brisk walk of two miles—from his office compound to the edge of the Arizona forest—warmed up his muscles before he shed his clothes in a designated lean-to and broke into a run. His bare legs covered the distance slower than what his feline could, but he relished the challenge of shifting mid-motion.

Turning into a jaguar when stationary had long lost its appeal, and though he wasn’t a thrill seeker by any stretch of imagination, he couldn’t pass the opportunity to hone his skills.

Images of the last time he’d had to use his skills left a sour taste in his mouth, but thanks to Karintha and her strict no-fighting rules, his pack was safe. He tackled the uneven ground and called his feline, his nostrils flaring as his jaguar surged to the surface. In matter of seconds he raced across the terrain, relishing the whip of wind against his face.

As he neared the festival grounds, his senses probed his surroundings, taking stock. The scent of food, drinks and excitement mingled with that of the forest, but nothing was out of place. Once he was sure no threats existed in the vicinity, he crouched in the shadows, effortlessly shifting back to human. A cabin near the clearing provided him some privacy, and all he had to do was locate his spare duffel containing his clothes before he could skip the festivities and proceed to the meeting.

The moment he stepped out of the cabin, a trio of females accosted him and suddenly the clearing where the elders had gathered seemed too far away.

“Who do we have here?” The eldest among them, probably in her early twenties, stepped forward. “I thought Xander Steele didn’t do parties.”

Her company sniggered at her declaration, each of them eyeing him without any reservation. Any other jaguar would’ve basked in the attention, but he couldn’t bring himself to even pretend interest. Not when his attention was already wandering, seeking out the reason he’d come here despite his earlier misgivings.

“No, I don’t.” He sidestepped them, waving to a couple of his friends. Anything to escape a proposition he was getting tired of.

“Someone who got the memo for work hard apparently missed the one for play.”

He shrugged off the comeback and made his way to safer grounds.

Wren, his colleague and friend, grinned as he approached. “You really are a geek.”

“Yeah?” Xander fought a smile. “Maybe I can get you introduced to those kids and you can rob the cradle all you want.”

“There’s plenty of fish in the sea.” Wren waggled his eyebrows and took a swig of his beer. “What about ‘em?”

Not wanting to seem rude, Xander forced himself to look around, as if considering the comment. Couples ran behind their hollering children. Lovers roamed hand in hand, the sparkle in their eyes lighting up their faces. The males checked out the females and vice versa, all looking for a good time, their secrets safe within the pack. Such a peaceful atmosphere was a stark contrast to the horror they’d escaped a year ago. And since then, he couldn’t think of anyone else but the one who made normalcy possible. Shoving his thoughts to the back of his mind, he faced his friend. “Nope. Still not interested.”

“If not these beauties around—I’d be interested to figure out what exactly gets you going man.”

Hopefully not. “A gentleman doesn’t tell.” He gave Wren a mock salute and made his way to where he had to be.

The drumbeats got louder. The growls and grunts punctuated by the sounds of flesh on flesh signaled a fight in progress, and he’d bet the participants were still cubs whose jaguars hadn’t yet emerged.

Sure enough, they were. Their bloodied bodies healed rather slowly. But the elders sitting around in a circle showed no qualms about the blood spill. If the glitter in their eyes and the flare of their nostrils were anything to go by, they were thoroughly enjoying their view.

Xander leaned against a tree, tried not to pass judgment and failed.

Hadn’t their pack lost enough shifters already? Wasn’t there a better way for them to live than embracing their wild ways?

The few minutes it took for the sport to wind down seemed eternity to him, but he used the time to try to gauge the motive of this gathering, which was obviously invitation-only. There were only a handful of shifters present apart from him and the elders and Karintha was certainly not among them.

The meeting was brought to order when an elder motioned for everyone to leave except the ones Xander had counted. He took his place in a single line, facing their judge, not sure what perceived slight had resulted in this summons.

“In case you’re wondering why we’re here…”

Xander met the speaker’s impassive stare with one of his own, not allowing a flicker of emotion across his face. It didn’t do to challenge the elder jaguars who had retired from their active roles in their packs to guide—with an iron fist—the younger generation. He waited with a patience he didn’t possess, willing the elder to continue.

The elder took his time, giving each jaguar a detailed scrutiny before leaning back in his woven chair. A silent message passed between the elders, sending unease skittering down Xander’s spine.

“We’ve been hoping Karintha would choose her mate after the six-month mourning period was over, and as a mark of respect, we’ve given her six months more.”

Didn’t he know? He’d been the one who endured a hellish year of going to bed hard and aching, his hand his only companion.

“It’s time to take the matter seriously,” continued the elder, his glance lingering on each of them. “We’ve decided our pack needs a male—”

A sudden buzz droned out the rest of the words. Xander gritted his teeth, the purpose of their meeting suddenly clear.

The elders were going to choose an Alpha—the jaguar who would be mating with her. The woman who had bedazzled him from the time he was old enough to know better. And the woman who he’d expected to woo someday would be betrothed to another by the end of the night.

Chapter Two

The door opened a crack. “It’s late, and I wasn’t expecting visitors, Steele.”

Her voice, even if prickly, brought his cock to painful attention.

Xander tamped down his visceral response and met her annoyed stare. “The elders have made a decision.”

“Have they?” she said. “How thoughtful of them to multitask. Choose a mate for me on a festival night without bothering to include me.”

He stiffened. “You knew?”

Her chin tilted up before lowering in slow motion. “An educated guess.”

Which meant they’d used their authority to influence her first and failed before taking matters into their own hands. That she hadn’t crumpled under their pressure made him look at her with an added respect.

Her well-manicured nails tapped the doorframe, diverting his attention. He imagined her long, tapering fingers wandering on his torso, wreaking havoc with his self-control.

Her lithe body, silhouetted by the light, made her appear as though she were a nymph.

His mind drifted to the night he’d watched her first transformation to a jaguar. Beautiful and majestic against the backdrop of the Arizona canyons, she’d taken his breath away then, when he was a cub still waiting for his jaguar to emerge. She pretty much had a similar effect over him now. In fact, even more so, he decided when his throat dried and more blood rushed south.

“And they sent you as their messenger?”

He caught her scowl and tore his thoughts away from the all-too-familiar path. “No.”

“As mundane as this question might seem, bear with me.” A frustrated sigh sounded from her lips. “Why are you here in the dead of night?”

No sense in prolonging the inevitable. If he didn’t spill, she’d know the announcement soon enough. He took a deep breath and let it out slowly. “I’m the one they’ve chosen as your mate.”

She flinched at his statement, but quickly masked her emotion with a tight smile. “Ah. I see.”

Did she really? He shrugged and shoved his hands into the pockets of his jeans. “I’m sorry not to have better news.”

“You’re here to gloat about their decision.”

He didn’t answer. Her fingers stopped their tapping, and she worried her lower lip and sighed again.

What was she thinking? Though she’d clearly made him an ogre, he couldn’t help being concerned on her behalf. “Can I come inside?”

Her eyes flared, but she pressed her mouth into a thin line and unlatched the chain. “I’m not dressed for visitors, but what the heck,” she muttered before pulling the door open for him.

Jaguar shifters, under the threat of extinction, had long ago decided to live in packs. For solitary creatures, living in groups had been hard, but they’d learned to adjust, if barely, in order to save their kind. At times like now, in face of her fierce independence, he couldn’t help the mixed feelings coursing through him. Anticipation for the upcoming battle of wills and the ensuing lust had his palms sweating.

He stepped in, her fresh, flowery scent adding to his already tight coil of need. Her sashaying hips caused the tail end of her silky nightshirt to shift as she walked ahead of him. Continuous peeks at those tight, little ass cheeks didn’t help one iota in calming his raging desire. Her scent drugged his blood. His arousal bordered on painful within the confines of his jeans. He didn’t dare remove his hands from his pockets, fearing if he did, he might as well chuck his good intentions away.

She turned to face him, lips pinched as if in disapproval. “You’re too young.”

Xander sensed the censure in her tone. She’d rejected his advances once and whatever hurt he’d endured paled in comparison to now.

A year had passed since her mate lost his life protecting their territory and she, as the Alpha female, hadn’t picked anyone else. And no one had been more surprised than him when the elders had picked him for her. The sole remaining Alpha, five years younger than her thirty-two, bound to mate with her or risk their lives.

The elders had issued their ultimatum. Their unsaid “Or else” meant elimination from the pack or worse, death, for both of them. He mentally huffed. Their ultimatum had irked him, but it wasn’t the threat that made him seek her out.

“I’m not a kid anymore, Karintha.”

As a teen, he’d been infatuated with her, trailing behind wherever she went. She’d first played with him, and then humored him, never crossing the line of propriety. When she’d married, he’d turned to others to satiate his young lust. But none of them had never held his attention.

And never will, he conceded with a frown, taking in her disheveled appearance. From her sleep-tousled hair to the silk nightshirt, she exuded an air of thick sensuality, arousing him like no other.

Her gaze wandered over him, as if trying to see past her earlier convictions. Was she checking him out? His manhood swelled to the level of bursting as he imagined her stroking him with the same thoroughness.

“Maybe,” she said. “I’m not in the market for a mate.”

She crossed her arms, hugging her slender, yet curvy frame, as if she’d passed her verdict and wasn’t up for further discussion. Too bad he agreed with her, though his libido protested otherwise.

Her firm breasts jutted out, dark areolas topped with darker nipples peeking through the flimsy material. His mouth dried and his mind blanked. A pair of jeans had never felt tighter. He yanked his hands out of his pockets, biting back a curse.

He shouldn’t stare, but her soft abdomen drew his gaze, and the hidden V below. God!

He almost groaned aloud. The dark curls, hiding her feminine secrets from view, matched her chocolate-brown hair and his grip tightened on the nearest thing—the sprawling sofa. His claws sank in to the material and he battled the urge to imprint himself on her, in her.

A low growl escaped him as he moved toward her. She took a step backward, eyes wide and nostrils flaring. Great.

Now he was either frightening her or inviting her to fight. Not good in his current state, when he might throw caution to the wind with the need to mount her. Make her his.

They’d fall in a tangle of limbs—his body atop hers, or hers riding him. First time would be fast and furious. Next time though…

Thoughts careened inside him, each more erotic than the last as he took a much needed lungful of air.

Space. He needed space from her alluring scent or he’d forget what he intended to say and what he’d come here for. He let out a shaky breath, reining in his overloaded senses. The sensual magic she wove over him seemed more potent than usual.

“I wanted to discuss something important with you,” he admitted before he could lose his coherence.

“That couldn’t wait until morning?”

“No.”

She pursed her lips, but not before he saw the surprised flicker in her eyes. “I’m not interested in anything you have to say.”

“Too bad, sugar,” he drawled. “I believe you’re more than ready for a mate.”

She opened her mouth to protest and he held himself back from capturing her tempting lips with his to shut her up.

“But,” he continued, cutting her off before she could slice him with words, “I agree with you.”

She shuttered her emotions into a polite mask and watched him, obviously wary. He forced himself to meet her eyes instead of ogling the mile-long exposed legs and imagining himself on his knees, between her thighs.

“Do you think I wish you to be forced into a mating you don’t want?”

She lifted a perfect eyebrow at his reasonable question. “Don’t you?” Her drawl rose more than his hackles. He would’ve attributed the low flush spreading over her pale skin to anger, if not for the fact that her lips parted for a shaky breath. The scent of her arousal, sharp and all-consuming, hit the air.

Fuck! She was in heat. How had he missed that?

She wouldn’t, oh, couldn’t resist him. How on earth was he to prove he couldn’t resist her either? Not because of her heat or because of the elders’ ultimatum, but because of her. He wasn’t planning on being around much longer anyway.

No. He wasn’t going there even if he died of blue balls.

He met her stare. “You should know me better than that, Karin.”

“I have no idea, Xander.” Her eyes narrowed. “Who can confirm you didn’t ask me out at the elders’ urging? You’re the next in line for Alpha and I’m the only one in the path of your destiny. I was, and still am, your only hurdle.”

Damn it all to hell. His jaw ached from gritting his teeth. “I am attracted to you. But believe me or not, I tried my best to convince them otherwise.”

Her gaze trailed below, to the visible tent in his jeans. “Yeah, sure.”

He should walk away now and never turn back. How did it matter what she thought?

When, and not if, he abandoned his pack, he’d leave her choice intact, proving himself and allowing his actions to speak on behalf of his intent. Then why was he trying to convince her of his honorable intentions, when his thoughts were anything but?

He didn’t know and the frustration gnawed his insides. He raked a hand through his hair, his mind running in circles before he focused on the obvious. His jaguar knew all along what it wanted. He didn’t want her to forget him so easily.

Until now, she’d gone out of her way to ignore him. He resisted the urge to growl. He wasn’t a cub she could take for granted anymore. He could prove that and more if she let him. Would she?

Time to find out. Time for some truths.

“You’re the one starring in my dreams, Karin. And wet ones at that.”

Her cobalt eyes darkened at his blunt admission, whetting his curiosity and sexual appetite. His heart leaped at the new piece of information. Maybe his infatuation wasn’t one-sided, after all.

“I-I was very much married.”

He took the step required to cover the distance between them. “Not anymore.”

Karintha Montreaux stood her ground against the advancing jaguar. Her spine straightened, and she rose to her full five-foot eight-inch height, yet he towered over her by at least half a foot.

Strangely, his height, instead of threatening her, reminded her that she was a young and healthy female. One who still possessed appreciation for decadent eye candy along the likes of Xander. The elder jags were sneaky. She’d give them that. Why else would they’ve called for an all-males meeting and strategically left out the “find a mate” agenda? Did they expect she’d just roll over and accept their choice like the good old days? What other choice did she have?

She’d worked her butt off to get the jaguars under control, in setting an example of choosing the most logical option in any argument or conflict when instincts demanded blood. She couldn’t undo what she’d done so far and going against the elders openly was a sure shot way of flushing her hard work down the drain. Her first priority was her pack and for that she had to find a way to deal with her chosen mate and the elders.

Shoot.

Exactly how could she deal her own treacherous body? She’d always held a soft spot toward Xander. When her thoughts had grown into something more, she’d managed to put a firm lid on her unwarranted emotions, content to admire him from afar. That he’d asked her out had startled her so badly, making her refuse even before she could think. And in the conference room, he hadn’t given her a chance to speak, to convey her fears. Now was too late, more so when he dominated the room with his presence, filling the air she breathed.

The light glinted off the claw in the hemp cord tribal necklace he wore, turning him from a businessman to a predator in a heartbeat. A low growl of warning escaped her. His blatant desire rolled off him in waves, caressing her sensitive spots. His slate-blue eyes narrowed, but he didn’t stop his progress. Winding his rough palm at the nape of her neck, he lifted her head to meet his, swallowing her gasp of surprise.

Hot damn! The young cub had indeed grown up.

Fire licked where their mouths meshed, spreading through her as though it were molten lava, burning from the tips of her breasts to the juncture between her thighs. He swept his tongue across her lower lips, coaxing an unbidden response. His scent—spicy and that of an aroused male, clouded her senses.

His hands skimmed her sides, fingers fluttering across her aching breasts in butterfly caresses, but not touching. She wavered on the spot, her fingers clenched, preventing herself from gripping his broad shoulders. He moved farther down, cupping her ass, lifting her leg to wind around his hard thigh. Her pussy gushed. Her growl this time was one of need.

She lifted her hands to push at his hard chest, but her fingers dug into the roped sinews beneath the button-down shirt he wore.

Dammit!

This whimpering, needy female so wasn’t her. Her canines elongated with her escalating desire, inadvertently nipping his lower lip and drawing blood.

Had she thought his taste addictive?

His blood, hot and spicy, seeped into her, branding him as hers. Her nipples pebbled into hard knots, the silken cloth abrasive against her feverish skin.

Heck, she’d been kissed before. But not like this. Not as if she were the center of his universe. With a single kiss, he’d breached her defenses, invaded her space, and left her trembling for more.

Trembling?

Sweat trickled between her breasts, cool against her heated skin. Heat…

Reality cut in. She gave him a hard shove and he stopped his kiss long enough to raise his eyebrow in a silent question.

“What the heck are you—we—doing?”

“Something I’ve wanted to do for ages.”

Ages? She gulped and took a step backward only to stumble over a damn bunny slipper. Her shoulder smacked against the cold wall and then his hands were there, steadying her, soothing her, and his body followed close.

“Careful there.”

She whipped her head up, refusing to be smothered in his embrace or acknowledge the concern in his words.

His face, too close to hers, revved up her heartbeat. Light stubble covered his square jaw and she imagined herself skimming over his face, touching, tasting. Need spiraled through her, even as his spicy scent filled her being, until her breasts ached and arousal made her wet between her thighs. She so wasn’t going there again.

She fixed him with her best glare, the one that made her employees cower, not that she had any effect on him. His lips showed no signs of her bite as he stood his ground, refusing to back off. An icy challenge glinted in his gaze, as if daring her to do her best.

The simple two-story house at the edge of the woods, spacious enough for a small family, suddenly seemed cramped, pulsing with the undercurrent of sexual tension.

She stiffened. “You’re crowding me.”

“Oh, I intend to do more than crowd,” he answered, his muscled arms effectively trapping her.

He leaned in, as if inhaling her in a slow, excruciating breath, while hers caught at the intent in his gaze.

“We both know why that is.”

He grimaced, dropping his hands. “Ouch. Didn’t mean to give you the wrong idea.”

“You gave me exactly the right idea—of what you or the elders had in mind.”

At least he had the decency to look abashed at the syrupy sweetness in her voice.

“This kiss has nothing to do with them.” With his determined insistence, he looked as stubborn as a pouting child, instead of the virile, young male who’d made her insides quiver. Damn if she didn’t want to lean back into his arms to satiate his desires.

He was younger than her by a few years. Not too young, but how could she trust he wasn’t playing up his charms to get into her panties. If they had sex while she was in heat, she could very well carry his baby…and while she’d always loved children and regretted that Mike hadn’t been able to give her one, she wasn’t desperate to be tethered in a loveless mating. She wanted all or nothing. Even Xander, however tempting he was, couldn’t change her mind.

“I know what you’re thinking.”

Caught in her musings, she glanced up into his face. The carved cheekbones and broad forehead would suit a model better. His ridiculously long dark lashes fell over his slate-blue eyes, which, at the moment, locked with hers.

She swallowed in an effort to wet her parched tongue. “Oh, now you’re not only my chosen mate, but a mind reader too?”

“I can be, if you want me to.”

Damn his insolence. “I’m not your typical damsel in distress.”

His lips twitched at the corners, as if he found her actions funny or worse, endearing. She shuddered. Her dear departed husband, Michael, had also been initially amused by her when she’d sparred verbally with him. After marriage, he’d made it clear he expected a meek, submissive puppet who’d triple up as cook, cleaner and bed warmer at home. When she hadn’t conformed to his rules, he’d thrown a tantrum. He hadn’t exactly hit her, but had come close.

She’d remained strong and put her foot down, refusing to melt into the walls of her home. She had also stepped in to save his ass when his company hovered on the brink of bankruptcy, putting her financial education to good use.

Since then he’d given her a wide berth, blatantly flaunting his affairs in her face. All because she’d dared question his liaison with a woman in their office. And they had shared separate bedrooms until the day he’d declared war with their neighboring pack and gotten himself killed.

Males were males, no matter how delicious and addictive, and it’d do her treacherous body good to remember that.

Xander stood quietly, obviously waiting for her to continue. She didn’t know how to ask him to get the hell out of her life without coming across a cold-hearted bitch. “I can handle my own, thanks.”

“You’re the most independent, feisty female I’ve ever known.” His earnest voice crept into the corners of her hardened heart, thawing them.

She bristled. “Sweet talk isn’t going to get you into my pants.”

His gaze trailed over her bare thighs and calves, and she belatedly remembered the state of her undress. Her cheeks flushed, but she refused to cower in embarrassment.

“I am not trying to get into your pants or convince you to take me as your mate. I only want to discuss our current options, maybe offer a suggestion you might want to consider.”

His insistence coupled with her pathetic urge to jump his bones, fired her temper.

“Really? Like you did in the marketing company you and Michael started? Suggesting he replace me?” There! Let him wriggle out of that one.

His eyes glinted. “Look.” He glanced away, ran a hand though his hair before turning back to meet her eyes. “That was an honest mistake. I didn’t know of your qualifications then. I thought Mike brought you in because you were his mate. He’d openly admitted he wasn’t happy with your insistence, but that his hands were tied.”

Since Mike hadn’t been able to change her mind, convince her to play the docile homemaker, he’d set about to slander her name and her expertise. Hearing it again brought back painful memories. Painful because she’d never been able to convince Michael to take a chance on them—as husband and wife—until the day he’d gone and got himself killed. More painful because, try as she might, she hadn’t been able to love him, flaws or otherwise. What did that say about her?

She blinked back tears. “I proved myself then. I’ll prove myself now.”

“I don’t doubt you, Karin. Though I’m sorry I once believed Mike without giving you the benefit of a doubt.” Xander’s sincerity warmed places she’d thought long dead.

He trailed his finger along her cheek before tapping her nose. “You’re more than qualified. Both as a CFO and as an Alpha.”

Resentment rose, swift and furious. His acknowledgement fired her up instead of calming her down. “One would think battling corporate sharks day in and day out would give me the best training to handle my pack. Oh no!”

He flinched, but she wasn’t able to control the years of anger bubbling out of her.

“The elders wouldn’t dare contemplate a female as their lead,” she ranted. Was it because she wanted to continue living in peace instead of going at each other’s throats at the slightest provocation? Was it because she preferred putting their rampant energies into establishing a profession, thereby enabling them to have a sensible, civil life? Her pack and her neighboring packs supported her. Though the elders didn’t voice their objection aloud, she read the censure in their eyes and the barely reined wildness in their twitchy fingers. She was fighting a lone battle. All against one. It wasn’t fair, but she wouldn’t back down without giving it her all.

Her throat clogged and her voice turned hoarse. “And they sent you to seduce me while I’m in heat under the pretext of a discussion? Cheap shot, Xander.”

The moment the words left her mouth, she knew she’d crossed an invisible line. His nostrils flared and he stepped away.

Her spacious living room suddenly seemed too small with the testosterone-packed, prowling jaguar shifter. Her skin prickled with tension, need and a plethora of emotions she couldn’t name. Should she apologize for insulting him? Why should she?

Her mind all but stopped functioning when he swiveled toward her, pulling her into a rough embrace, molding her body against his. His erection dug into her abdomen, even as a low growl rumbled in his chest.

“Can’t you realize what you’re doing to me? How much I tried to stay away from you and failed?”

She opened her mouth to deny it, but couldn’t utter a blatant lie. She’d known about his infatuation, and steered clear. Initially because of his age and later by her vow to make her marriage work. She’d failed.

Now, she didn’t know if she could lose her independence again in the name of duty. Been there, done that. She wasn’t eager to repeat the same mistake, even though Xander unleashed a part of her she’d kept hidden. The feminine part of her.

“You said you aren’t interested in forcing me to choose a mate,” she said.

“I’m not.”

“Then what’s this?” She hated her breathy whisper. Why are you here?

“This is us. Exploring what a night of passion could be.”

What did he mean? “One night?”

“Yes.”

Did she dare believe him? “Nothing more?”

“Nothing less.”

“It has nothing to do with the—my heat?”

“No.” His lips twitched. “Scout’s honor.”

Chapter Three

Her well-kissed lips curled in a smile, as if she caught the hidden meaning—there wasn’t a single honorable thought running through his mind right then.

Xander pulled her into his embrace, letting her take in his thundering heartbeat, while his hands leisurely explored her body.

From firm breasts to narrow hips, the flare of her waist to rounded butt.

Mine.

Her arousal rent the air, driving his blood south to his eager, throbbing erection. He wanted her writhing in pleasure beneath him, at his mercy. Now.

Take her, claim her, urged his cock. He couldn’t. Not yet.

Gritting his teeth, he stilled and waited for her to make the first move.

Her hands kneaded his ass, trailing upward as she ground herself on him. In a single swipe, she caught his shirt and tugged and the buttons popped free. He didn’t dare twitch so much as a muscle.

She ran a fingernail through the slight smattering of hair on his chest. “Someone sure is patient tonight.”

Her sultry purr fired up his dick, urging him to chuck the rules aside and mate with her until she cried out her completion. Damn her, he knew as well as she, that as the present Alpha, she held the right to accept or reject him. Until she invited him, he couldn’t touch her, though it might just kill him to wait.

He groaned when she stroked him through his jeans. “I’m a big proponent of ladies first.”

“Such chivalry.” Her nipples dug into his chest as she leaned closer to his face. “Makes me wonder if you’d let me do all the work in bed.”

He let his breath out in a soft hiss and dug his palms into her curvy waist, pulling her forward to brush against his cock. “Try me and find out.” Or throw me out on my ass.

“Trust me, I will.”

Her quiet assurance shot his control to pieces.

He growled, unsure of holding on until then. She trailed soft kisses along his jaw, while her nimble fingers worked his zipper. Afraid he might come then and there, he uttered a choked protest. She swatted his restraining hands away and pushed down his jeans. A single stroke of her hand on his cock through his briefs grayed the edges of his vision. He jerked into her palm, grabbing her hips in a bruising grip.

“Karintha!”

She batted her eyes, feigning an innocent expression as he tried to gather his scattered thoughts. She’d barely touched him and he was already primed up to shoot. He’d reached his limit. If she thought she could string him along, she had another thought coming.

“Enough,” he bit out.

He caught her wrists, pinning them together above her head, against the wall.

She tossed her head back and matched his stare. “That was for kissing me without permission.”

A chuckle escaped him despite the gravity of the situation.

“Let me go.” She struggled, but quieted when he ground his hips into hers.

He moved closer to her lips. “That was just a kiss.”

“Well, I teased lightheartedly,” she said.

“If that’s light, I can’t wait to find out more.”

Her smoky gaze turned slumberous, a siren’s call, and one he couldn’t resist. His restraint vanished and need spiked along with his indrawn breaths.

She rose on tiptoes and pressed her generous breasts against him. “Then what’s stopping you? Tonight you’re mine as I am yours.”

Her sudden acquiescence sent his libido into overdrive. He let go of her hands and divested her of the only garment she wore. He dropped the torn bits of flimsy camisole on the floor.

Goose bumps rose on her skin, but she bit her lip and dug her nails into his shoulders, silently urging him on. He leaned back and took a moment to savor the tantalizing view. From her parted lips to her heaving chest and the quivering thighs. The large areolas on her firm breasts made his mouth water. He trailed a finger between her legs, rubbing her pussy. She was dripping wet. For him. Skimming past her slick entrance, he nudged her clit.

She let out a muffled curse he’d never heard from a female before. His ever-present fascination of her increased, along with his desire. He wanted to sink balls-deep into her tightness, until she screamed and came, only to start all over again. With an excruciating effort, he reined in his thoughts, ignoring his protesting dick.

“Patience, my sweet.”

She bared her teeth in a snarl and damn if he didn’t find that sexy. “I think you meant to say revenge is sweet.”

He gave her a smile he hoped was enigmatic and went about the pleasurable task of playing with her clit and tried hard not to plunge his fingers into her inviting wetness.

Her rosebud nipples stood to attention and he bent down, tugging one into his mouth. Her soft mewl coincided with his groans as he flicked his tongue over the tightening nub, laving and resisting the crazy urge to bite her and mark her as his own. He caressed the other breast with his right hand, gently palming the soft, pliant flesh in tandem with his suckling. When he rolled his thumb and forefinger around a hard nipple, she jerked off the wall and down on his hand between her thighs. His middle finger bottomed out on the first stroke.

Startled by the quick turn of events, he allowed her to rock on his digit while trying to make his brain concentrate on anything but the tight, hot flesh gripping him. His cock surged as her wandering hands tugged his briefs down and flesh met flesh.

“Hot damn, Xander.” Her words were a rasp against his ears. “You’re huge.”

She squeezed his erection, scraped lightly on his balls, and he plundered her mouth in a punishing kiss, mimicking the way his hand pumped inside her. Heat exploded when she tugged his lip while smearing his pre-cum over the head of his erection in retaliation.

His control already teetered on the edge. He lifted his hand from her breast to tangle his fingers into her soft, silky hair and bent down to suckle her neck in an attempt to delay the inevitable.

How could a mere touch get him to the brink so fast?

She whimpered and clutched him tighter.

He pulled himself out of his hazy euphoria and hunkered down on his knees. With a soft cry of protest, she freed his dick, allowing him to do what he’d dreamed for ages. At last, after so long. He bent forward to her nether lips, inhaling. He pushed two fingers into her, holding her back by splaying his hand over her bare stomach. She moaned when he increased the speed, pumping against his fingers as he plunged in and out of her.

He tried to remain focused on her pleasure instead of allowing his emotions into the mix, but the sheer pleasure of being with her, connecting to her, even on a physical level sent his senses over the edge of a cliff. Admiration and desire coalesced into a tight knot of emotion in his chest. No matter how much he wanted the night to last forever, he’d keep his promise and get the hell out of her hair, but not before he imprinted her taste in his brain forever. Not before he gave her the best sex of her life.

Armed with the decision, he smiled in anticipation of putting his plan to motion.

“I hope that evil grin means we’re going to get down and dirty soon.” Her fingers tangled in his hair as she pushed herself toward him.

Her throaty words, coupled with her actions made his cock twitch.

He couldn’t help but laugh. “Now that I think of it, I like your impatience better.”

“Prove it,” she demanded.

“With pleasure.”

Taking a deep breath to savor the enticing scent of her arousal, he licked her clit. Her taste—tart and feminine—exploded over his tongue, shorting his brain. He dove in again and again, lapping up her juices until her gasps became moans and then cries. Her fingers tightened in his hair, tugging.

Her body tightened, her inner muscles clenching and rippling, she shook. “Yes, yes. Oh God! Xander!”

Never had he heard sweeter words.

Chapter Four

Her body tingled, strung tight. Karintha tried to slow her breathing, to hear something above the blood roaring in her ears. She could attribute the wild pounding of her heart to the most fantastic O of her life, but how could she explain the fierceness with which her feline succumbed to his touch? Or the sudden yearning for more of the same? His touch had ripped to pieces the pretense of control she’d held on to for ages, leaving her exposed.

Stop thinking, she reminded herself, removing her tight grip on his hair. This virile, young male was hers for the taking, hers for the night. Had she really hated him once? Or was her dislike a cover, a layer of armor she’d worn to protect herself from the quiet, dashing jaguar who’d stirred her emotions in a way no one else had? She didn’t want to dwell in the past, not when the present loomed in front of her—electrifying with possibilities.

Her pussy gushed as he removed his finger from her depths. His lips glistened with her juices and he deliberately licked them until her face flushed.

Shoot! She’d been absolutely unmindful of anything but her pleasure. Her clit still thrummed and her legs wobbled.

He stood up with his trademark feline fluidity, his gaze penetrating the depths of her soul. His canines elongated, he looked every bit the predator, masculine and dangerous.

“Where’s the bedroom?”

His rumbling voice, a stark contrast from his light, teasing one, sent a stab of awareness to her pussy and her nipples bloomed for attention.

His eyebrow quirked and she realized he was still waiting for an answer.

Taking a shaky breath, she pointed upstairs. His eyes narrowed, as if he sensed the way her body and her thundering heart responded to him.

“Soon, you’ll be writhing and screaming under me.” He closed the distance between them, readying to lift her. “I promise it will be better than grinding your mind’s gears.”

“I never knew bumping body parts could be more exciting than mental stimulation.” She laughed lightly, hoping she conveyed sophistication instead of nervousness.

He speared her with a knowing look. “Time to show you then.”

Lifting her off the ground was no easy feat. Muscles bunching, he did exactly that and strode upstairs.

She held on tight, trepidation warring with excitement. What had she unleashed? Even the light sprinkling of hair on his chest rippled with his powerful movements.

She gave a shaky laugh. “Where are we? In the dark ages?”

His eyes bore into hers, but he didn’t reply.

She waited until he reached the upper floor before squirming out of his arms and pushing him toward the bedroom.

His legs hit the bed and his cock bobbed. Fascinated by the bulging veins and the sheer size of his erection, she licked her lips. His gaze locked on her tongue, firing up her desire. Her pussy drenched further, making her squirm and she caught her breasts, pulling his attention to her hands squeezing them. He gave a strangled groan.

She smirked. “Listen, caveman. Dark ages or not, let’s level the playground in the bedroom, shall we?”

He pouted, going along with her game. “That’s not fair.”

She tweaked her nipple until the tight bud stood erect. “Why? Aren’t you up for it?”

“Hell, if I get any more up, I think I’ll explode.”

Her own laughter sounded throaty, a vixen’s. She’d never had so much fun in the bedroom, or heck, anywhere else for that matter. The new experience seemed exhilarating, terrifying and way too satisfying.

“Come ‘ere,” he said, motioning her with a curl of his index finger.

She shook her head, ignoring his rumbling, sexy voice, and trailed her hands over her torso, touching the soft curls between her thighs. His eyes darkened and a low growl sounded from him.

“You’re a tease, aren’t you?”

She didn’t know. Was she? Keeping him spellbound with her movements made her equally breathless, captivated.

“Maybe,” she answered truthfully. She dipped a finger into her wetness, biting her lip at the way he clenched his hands, visibly struggling to control himself.

“I don’t think I can hold on much longer, Karin.” His tight words cemented her knowledge. He was attracted to her. Very much. The knowledge gave her a thrill she didn’t expect.

She sauntered over to him, holding his gaze. Her heart galloped as she laid a hand on his chest, pushing him until he flopped down on the mattress and then kept up the pressure until he fell back.

The drop of pre-cum at the tip of his erection beckoned her closer. The scent of his male arousal sent a heady stab of desire to her womanly parts. Licking her lips, she canted forward.

“That’s it, sugar. Climb up here and turn around, I’ll taste you while you take my cock into your pretty mouth.”

His blunt command zinged through her and she scooted into place on top of him, enjoying the sensations running riotous throughout her body as he caressed her ass cheeks and positioned her pussy above his lips.

Dang! A sexy rumble of his voice and she turned to putty in his hands instead of portraying herself as sophistication incarnate. She shivered at the intimate exposure and then racked her brain to gain some semblance of control. “Let’s see who topples first.”

She sensed, rather than saw his grin. “How could I resist such a saucy challenge from a gorgeous and sexy female?”

“Brave words.” She twirled her tongue over the tip of his erection and took in his taste—salty and tangy. His hiss gave her some much-needed confidence. “Time for action, jaguar-man.”

He stilled under her, his muscles clenching. “You’re out to kill me, aren’t you?”

She chuckled and then moaned as his tongue plundered her depths. No hesitation. He’d gotten a head start, but she’d soon catch up. And just like that her thoughts scattered as he added a finger to his ministrations. Pleasure raked through her, sharp and swift, as if she hadn’t climaxed once already. Taking in a choppy breath, she took him in. Inch by inch, she deep-throated his cock, his muffled grunt sending satisfaction racing through her.

His hips bucked as she fondled his balls and wrapped her hands around the base of his shaft. Her pleasure climbed steadily, each lap of his tongue pushing her closer to the edge. Her back arched to give him more access, even as her sucking became more frenzied.

Her moans overlapped his groans, until she didn’t know who made what sound. She went faster and harder, her nipples abrading on the soft hairs of his torso. His abdomen tensed, even as her breathing hitched. Each lick gave a jolt to her sensitized nerves and he bucked under her, as helpless as she to stop the tide.

Ecstasy flooded her and she tensed, trying to hold on until he came.

“Let go, Karin. Come for me. Now.”

His growled words, punctuated by his hands squeezing her ass cheeks and his tongue nudging her clit made her scream around his cock with the pleasure hammering into her. His entire body tensed under her and a harsh groan escaped his lips. His cum hit the back of her throat. She sucked, pulling more of his salty essence, even as she shuddered with the ripples of her climax.

The musky scents of their arousal rent the air and she winced when she shifted. His semi-hard cock still twitched in her mouth and she gave it a last, lingering slurp and lifted herself.

Sweat coated their bodies even as he pulled her atop him and nuzzled her neck. She gulped in air, each rasp a little more relieving, until she got her breath back after long moments.

“So,” he drawled, his voice creating a pleasant rumble on his chest. “Did you time our takeoff?”

Drowsiness overtook her tired limbs, even as she felt the soft sprinkle of hair on his chest tickling her ears.

She thought she mumbled, “Next time,” before giving in to the blissful lethargy creeping into her.

* * * * *

She shot awake on the bed, dazed and disoriented with the sudden movement. Shaking her head, she blinked to adjust her vision to the dim lights. For a mere second, she wondered if she’d dreamed up the entire episode with the jaguar who’d snaked his way into her life.

No. Though she was alone, Xander’s scent wrapped around her, on the bed, in the room.

Where was he?

If he thought he could run to the elders spouting tales of how she’d fallen into bed with him without much coaxing, she’d—what? Wasn’t that the truth? The faint warning bells that woke her up from her nap clamored now.

She abruptly shoved off the bed, grabbing a robe before she hurried downstairs. He might have gotten a head start on her, but once she shifted, she could catch up in no time at all.

Once she spied the sneaky bastard—

A slight sound from the kitchen stopped her mid-thought. His subtle scent of cloves teased her senses, engulfed by something cheesy, bacon-y. Maybe he hadn’t left at all.

She stilled on the steps, her heart pounding, firmly refusing to analyze why the mere thought of coming face to face with him had her salivating with need though her throat seemed parched.

She crossed the living room and paused on the kitchen threshold, her thoughts blanking out at the sight greeting her. His broad shoulders, those sleek muscles covered with smooth skin, were a sight to behold. A towel slung low over his hips, barely covering his firm ass and she clenched her fingers into fists before snapping her mouth shut. The incongruity of the entire scene slammed into her.

“What are you doing?” Her voice came out scratchy, hoarse, and she winced at the way she seemingly lost everything, especially her control, around him.

The microwave dinged as he gestured her in without turning around. For a few seconds, he seemed busy assembling his plate. There was something inherently sexy about a man prowling in the kitchen with nothing but a towel around his hips. She might be an unapologetic female not needing a man, but even she couldn’t help but want to let out a low whistle of appreciation when he turned around to place two steaming plates on the tiled breakfast bar.

She bit on her lower lip, not wanting to sit, yet. Not even when he pulled out two stools and waited.

A glance at the digital clock on the microwave showed one thirty a.m., a mere fifteen minutes since she’d fallen into a dreamless slumber.

“I see you’re already eyeing the timer. For our next round?”

The tension vanished from her shoulder blades, making her week-kneed with relief. All he had to do was grin? Damn him.

“I hope you didn’t mind. I helped myself,” he said.

Mind? No freaking way. Before she could assure him of the same, he gave her another one of his quick lightning grins, making her feel like a fumbling, star-struck fool. She so needed to get over this foolhardy fascination with him.

She glared at him, angry at herself.

His smile fell. “I missed dinner. I—”

She cut him off with a wave of her hand. “Help yourself to anything you want.”

“Anything?” His eyebrows rose, catching on her nonexistent innuendo.

“I mean, food, smart guy. Only as long as you share with me.”

“Deal,” he said.

She stuck her tongue out at him in response.

“What? The smart guy I am, I know to settle for a good bargain when I see one.” He showed her his teeth again and she looked down before she could pull his head closer and kiss that smile off his face.

She slid onto the stool, her stomach rumbling on taking one whiff of the bacon. Cheese oozed out of the tortilla wraps and her mouth watered all over again, this time in honest-to-goodness hunger.

Usually a sound sleeper, she rarely woke in the middle of the night, but when she did, she always needed something substantial as a midnight snack. When the cheesy treat was prepared by such droolworthy hotness, she could do nothing but take a loaded bite and moan in bliss.

His eyes darkened and his gaze momentarily flickered over her, but he shook his head, digging into his food.

For a few seconds they ate in silence. Contentment settled over her as though a blanket when the incongruity of the entire scene slammed into her. The simple act of Xander cooking for her seemed so much at odds with what she’d assumed a male Alpha would never do. Had she lumped them all together as archaic assholes because of her stilted judgment? Or maybe that had been her way of protecting herself from feeling anything.

As a believer of logic, startling realizations usually didn’t sit well with her, but she chewed on her food and thought. She really never intended to spend the reminder of her life alone, convinced that she’d find the right male, eventually. What if he’s sitting right in front of you? Rash decisions weren’t her cup of tea either and hence, she let the moment pass, taking a few slow, calming breaths.

“I’ve never tried wrapping up leftover bacon in tortillas.” She chewed on a crunchy bit, trying to figure out the flavors. “What’s the spice you used?”

He picked the second tortilla from his plate. “Cayenne pepper.”

“They’re so good,” she admitted over her last bite.

He chuckled. “I’m a smart guy, remember?”

She kicked out, her foot connecting with his leg with a satisfying thwack.

He looked up, a smile curving the edges of his lips. “You can share my second one, if you want to.”

“No, thanks.” She crossed her arms and waited for him to finish, so they could get down to unfinished business.

He let his eyes linger for a second on her exposed cleavage and the top of her breasts pushed up by her hands. She gulped when she saw the rising tent in his towel. Her entire body burned with arousal, his obvious interest multiplying hers exponentially. Blood roared in her ears and her senses sharpened with the urge to mate. Her canines elongated. She narrowed her eyes to clear her vision and firmly clamped her mouth. What had he done to her?

Picking up the final remaining bit of his impromptu snack, he stood over her. “I want to taste this off your lips.”

His gruff words heightened the surreal feeling once again, but she opened her mouth when he slid the tortilla wrap between her lips and bent down, holding to his promise.

She let her tongue duel with his, while she closed her eyes and clutched his broad shoulders, absorbing the heat he radiated to quell the sudden shivers racking her body.

Their food was long gone, and her robe was open, but he didn’t lift his head until his kiss left her gasping for air. Rough hands parted her legs, providing an erotic contrast on her slick folds, arousing her. His cock jerked against her thighs and her eyes flew open. She glanced down at his naked form, to the towel pooled at his feet. When she’d untied the flimsy knot, she didn’t know, and she helped herself to a fine squeeze of his tempting ass.

She slid a little forward on the stool, realizing the height was perfect for him to take her like this.

She smiled and spread her legs for him, even while her heart pressed tightly against her chest. His intense gaze probed her own, questioning and seeking answers.

His muscles bunched and strained while he waited for her go-ahead. She didn’t give any signal for him to proceed, though her body obviously did. She couldn’t bring herself to utter the words yet. She trembled and the enormity of her actions hit her all of a sudden.

“If we have sex, I’ll carry your scent.”

His impassive face gave away nothing, but seeming to sense her turmoil, he moved to her side and nibbled on her neck. “Good.”

She pushed at his chest, forcing him to face her. Anger seeped in, riling her with a dark edge.

“Oh, so that’s been the plan all along has it?”

His expression shuttered and she sensed him withdrawing. Trepidation filled her. What was she missing?

“I am leaving the pack, Karin. Come tomorrow morning, you’ll not see me here or anywhere else where the elders have a reach.”

Shock spiraled into the mix, churning her emotions into a bubbling mess. He’d promised a single night. By leaving the pack, he’d be marked a traitor, hunted for life. Even she couldn’t change their archaic laws.

“You’ll sacrifice your freedom and life for me? Why?”

His eyes locked with hers and took her breath away.

“Because I care for you, Karin. Because I’m afraid if I’m around, I might force you to be my mate regardless of what the elders wanted.”

Did that mean he… No, she told herself furiously, it couldn’t be love. She’d ignored Xander more than she’d interacted with him, though he’d featured in her deeply hidden fantasies on several occasions. She’d done her duty by mating with Michael, hoping for a meaningful relationship if not a soul-bond. Look where that had left her. Ten years of marriage equaling nothing.

Was she ready to repeat the same and hope her foolish dreams and fancies came true? She wasn’t the wide-eyed, innocent jaguar of twenty-two who’d agreed to the elders’ words.

“What if the elders think we’ve bonded?” she asked.

“All the better, since it means you accepted me, took me in. I am the one who’ll be breaking the rules by leaving you.”

Darn! He’d covered all the bases for her to escape unscathed. To live as she chose to see fit. He’d gift her freedom at the price of his exile, or worse, death. The enormity of his actions ate into her.

Was she so cold, so heartless, as to sacrifice him for her independence? Or was she pathetic to retract her promise of one night to him, order him to stay and put them both at risk?

“Stop worrying your pretty head about things you cannot change.”

His tone was grim; his face, determined. Her respect for the strong soon-to-be-Alpha jaguar shot up. Her eyes misted, but she blinked the tears away, focusing on his chiseled face and those deep-set eyes. An invisible hand clutched her heart in the face of his selflessness.

“You really think this plan will allow me the leverage to be free?” Wasn’t she an unending river of witty quotes? Duh!

His gaze, instead of lightening, pierced her with an unparalleled intensity and his jaws clenched. “I gave you my word. What more do you want?”

You!

His eyes flared, as if he’d heard her, but the expectation in his gaze unnerved her. Throat dry, she swallowed.

“I want the remainder of our night together.”

She stood up, let her robe fall to the ground and sashayed up the stairs to the bedroom, unable to help but add a little extra sway to her hips when she sensed him follow her wordlessly.

Chapter Five

Xander let out the breath he’d been holding. He’d laid his cards on the table, giving her nothing but unvarnished truth. He didn’t trust himself with her. In addition to lusting after her body, he adored her intelligence as well. He loved her no-violence vision for their pack, her sharp-as-a-tack mind that made her a financial whiz. Of course, he was the acting CEO of the company after Mike, but he’d meet up with a lawyer the first thing after he left and transfer his shares to her name.

If he stayed, he’d only want her to unequivocally view him as a partner in everything, in the bed and outside. He’d done the right thing, the noble thing in backing off. Why, then, did he feel like a world-class fool for giving her up without a fight?

His father’s words popped in his mind. Live in the moment. Damn right, he would.

He’d decided to grab life by the horns when he’d lost everything he held dear in the unexpected territory war with the neighboring jaguar pack. The same war that had robbed them of his cousin and Alpha, Mike, had also taken away his inspiration, his role model—his father. His mother had passed away because of a rare form of cancer when he’d been twenty and since then, his father had been the only constant in his life. He’d seen the kind of love they shared and wanted the same.

Karin had humored him when he’d been an adolescent, but when she’d moved away after her marriage, he’d bottled his urges, labeling them as forbidden. Now honestly, there wasn’t anybody who’d even miss him if he left the pack or if something happened to him. He wanted her to care about him enough to want him to stay, but he wasn’t the type to build castles in the air and wax poetic to show his love.

Love?

The irony of the one thing he couldn’t hope for sobered him and made him determined to enjoy what the night offered. What she saw was what she got and he’d settle only for unconditional mating or none at all.

She wasn’t outright asking him to get out. Right? At least he didn’t think so, since she obviously wanted him back in the bedroom. For tonight. He tried, albeit unsuccessfully, to quell the heady mix of hope and relief swirling through him, praying he’d have the strength to leave her in the morning.

No matter what, he’d ensure the freedom of the one person he cared about. The reminder chased away any lingering doubts. He bounded up the stairs two at a time until he reached the bedroom.

Karintha had positioned herself on the bed, her hair fanning the pillow while she beckoned him closer with a smile. As he glanced down at her lush, enticing body, he couldn’t help the curiosity snaking through him. Even in the middle of the night, she seemed as fresh and as enticing as a newly bloomed flower. He shoved his fingers through his hair, wondering what she thought of his advances.

Too late to worry about it, buddy.

Her golden skin enticed him; her glazed eyes aroused him further. His cock hardened again, ready and raring to go, while he wanted to relish and savor each moment. He kissed her forehead, grazed her lips, and continuously nibbling and tasting, moved to her feet, kissing the soft pink toes and running his fingers over the underside.

She giggled. “That tickles.”

Good, he’d found a sensitive spot.

Moving upward, he memorized every inch of her, stroking her calves, thighs and sleek muscles covered with satin-soft skin.

She opened her thighs for him, the pink glistening lips of her vulva and the scent of her arousal heightening the fever raging through his blood. Even if she hadn’t been in heat, he didn’t think he’d feel any different. His senses sharpened with the need to mate, her scent of arousal driving him insane.

Slow might not be an option at all, he realized as he positioned himself over her, intent on baring her secrets and more.

“Please.” Her broken whisper was all the invitation he needed.

She pulled him down for an open-mouthed kiss that had his toes curling. Her hips lifted against him, grinding into his.

His cock stiffened further. She reached out to caress him, stroking and squeezing and he was in danger of exploding. To avoid the sudden onslaught of his climax, he pulled aside from her hands.

Tearing away from her panting lips, he licked the tender spot on her neck and she shuddered, raising her knees to caress his erection instead. The skin on his cock felt too tight as if he were about to explode.

He growled. “Too soon.”

Her soft whimper and her hands clutching the sheets threatened his control. He moved to her breast, drawing on a nipple and his canines elongated with the need egging him on.

“God! Xander!” Her breaths, rapid and hard, fueled his.

Damn!

He cupped her ass and spread her while dipping his head to her abdomen and lightly nipping the soft skin near her navel. She almost jumped off the bed, but he held her tight. She kneaded his shoulders, her cries turning into a constant moan. Her hands dug into his shoulders and she trembled. A fierce satisfaction raced through him in having her at his mercy. The satisfaction soon turned into a roaring beast intent on sucking him under.

She tugged him upward while lifting her hips. His cock, having a mind of its own, sought the entrance to her tight, wet heat. Mindless with passion, he bent to her pussy, parted her dripping folds and laved at her juices, relishing, drowning in her taste. Branding her as his with his mouth.

“No, please.”

Her begging set the leashed beast free and his restraint snapped. With a fluid movement, she rose to meet him while he settled himself on her. Her wetness pressed against his cock, inviting him in. Her soft breasts cushioning his chest, he gulped in some much needed air and entered her clinging heat, one excruciating inch at a time. He wanted to be gentle, but her squirming made it impossibly so.

“I need you inside, deep inside me.”

Hell, yes! With a growl, he speared her to the hilt. He froze, and pressed against her, his mouth seeking hers. Blood thundered in his ears and their heartbeats mingled as one.

Perfection. Bliss. Home.

She dug her heels into the bed and raised herself again, rocking him, moving with him. His thoughts shattered. Pinning her hands over her head, he lifted himself, gazing into her heavy-lidded gaze, withdrawing his cock then sliding back into her. Her silken walls gripped him, swallowed him, and begged him to spill himself. He gritted his teeth and took a few deep breaths, relishing the moment, prolonging the inevitable.

“Again.”

Her demand cut through any semblance of control as he withdrew and tunneled into her. He bent down, releasing her hands, crushing her breasts with his palms and dived in for a taste of her lips.

He filled her mouth the same way he filled her with his cock, thrusting his tongue and retreating in rhythm. Every squeeze of her rippling flesh pushed him a notch higher, closer to the bliss taunting him. He needed her to come first, instead of losing himself inside her too quickly.

He reached down to her clit, pressing the wet bud until she snaked her legs around him, her heels bumping his butt, and her low mewl of satisfaction vibrated within his lips.

This is so good. More.

He paused an instant, wondering if he’d heard her in his mind or if he’d imagined it.

She scored her nails on his back and he let go of his last tiny piece of sanity and pounded into her.

A litany of breathless begging filled his mind and he struggled against the tidal wave sucking him under. She writhed, pulled away from his lips and screamed his name.

Ecstasy tore through him the instant her muscles gripped him as though a fist.

Pressure built around his balls, and he sank into her again and again.

One second. Just. One. More. Second. Yes!

With a final heave, he sheathed himself in her for the last time before pulling out in the final moment, his cum spilling all over her abdomen and hips. He clutched her as he would a lifeline and her name ripped out of his throat in the bliss of completion. She hugged him tight, and he sagged against her, catching his breath and fighting the sense of completion threatening him.

Panting, she held him close, rumpled and then soothed his hair, while he resisted the urge to lift himself and shatter the perfection surrounding him.

“You didn’t come in me.”

Her soft words sent a sliver of dread straight to his heart. She’d wanted him to? Was she crazy? She shook her head, as if startled with her own ridiculous statement.

Ignoring the loss of her warmth, he sat up. The thought of her, filled with his baby was a dream he didn’t dare voice aloud. He could do it, but not yet. Not until she wanted it for herself, not because her heat made her want to be rutted.

He pushed away from the bed, from her, not meeting her eyes. A bleak look stole over her face. He grabbed a towel and rushed to her side. “You’ve no idea how hard it was for me not to come in you.”

Comprehension dawned on her features. She nodded slowly, as if she weren’t sure of what she’d said. Hell, even he was shaken and unsure by her words.

What did she mean by that? Where did that leave them?

In an effort to distract himself from the dangerous direction of his thoughts, he glanced around the room. Her bedroom. Like her appearance, not an item seemed out of place in the sparkling clean place. Minimal furnishings—a desk, two lamps, a couple of bureaus and a dressing table. Too sterile to called homey, in his opinion. He shook his head and caught her eyeing him.

“You’re thinking I’m too predictable and probably boring,” she ventured.

He hadn’t exactly thought so, but she’d guessed close.

“I’m thinking a vibrant woman like you should live more passionately.”

She blushed? After all that happened between them? Fascinating. A red tinge worked up her glowing skin, and lingered on her cheeks, but her sparkling eyes meant she’d had her verbal comeback ready. He’d watched her every nuance during their professional meetings—in the company he co-owned with her. He wasn’t disappointed when her mouth curled up in a grin.

Chapter Six

“So,” she drawled. “You’re going to unleash my inner tigress, or should I say, jaguar?”

Xander fought the urge to grin. “Something like that.”

Her gaze flickered a moment and this time her smile seemed strained. He wrapped his arms around her, unmindful of his suddenly eager erection. He needed her relaxed, eager and filled with her trademark passion and for that, he’d do whatever it took.

“What’s the matter?” he asked.

She bit her lips and avoided his eyes. Did she regret her earlier, rash request in asking him to spend the night? He tipped her chin up. “I can go now, if you want me to.”

“No. Stay. It’s just that Michael—I was over bubbly, for his tastes. He wanted me to be a silent, sturdy Alpha, not prone to emotions.”

“You changed for him.”

“To the extent that I don’t even remember how I was earlier. I know ten years of marital bliss is not a long time, but I feel positively ancient in comparison to the naïve female I was before that.”

He ran a finger over her forehead, over her nose and traced her lips, gathering his thoughts. Seems like he’d never known his cousin at all. From Mike’s insinuations, he’d come close to assuming Karin to be the guilty party. How could he be so mistaken about the only jaguar he was crazy about?

If he couldn’t spend an eternity with her, the least he could do was listen, get the past out of her mind so she could start afresh. “You must have loved Michael.” Even saying the words aloud intensified the burn in his gut, but he clamped down on the feeling.

“Once,” she admitted. “In the beginning when he seemed so charming, so suave.” The worry in her expression didn’t vanish.

“But?” he asked, aware of Michael’s not-so-discreet liaisons and wondering if she knew anything about it.

A humorless bark of laughter escaped her and her next words answered his unspoken question. “Turns out the randy jaguar constantly needed feminine attention—no matter where. No matter who. Hence the demand for peace and quiet at home. I’m not supposed to be so bitter about my dead mate, but—”

He cut in, not giving her a chance to complete.” Everyone needs to let out their feelings, if only to let go.” To move on with the future, even if that didn’t include him. “After the long-loving relationship I saw my parents share, I wouldn’t advise settling for less.”

Even from afar, he’d always wanted to erase the resigned acceptance in her face. His hands had been tied. Their gazes locked, the sheen of tears in her eyes choking his next words. “I’ll add brave to your list of attractive attributes.”

“Bravery?” She scoffed. “Fat lot of good it did for me.”

He trailed a hand over her ample curves until she writhed beneath him and a soft cry escaped her lips.

“Definitely not fat,” he said.

Karintha’s heart lurched under his tender onslaught and then picked up speed. She closed her eyes at the relief and the burgeoning desire.

He wasn’t judging her. She wasn’t going to be mated to him, right? Why didn’t the realization calm her skittering insides?

His skilled fingers sought the entrance to her sex and she was thrilled when his erection rubbed her again. Far better than the vibrators she used or her hand.

When he flicked a tongue over her nipple, she swatted him and giggled. “Realizing I’m a sex-starved jaguar, you’re spoiling me to no end.”

He tipped an invisible hat. “I exist solely for your pleasure, ma’am.”

“Oh, is that so?” She inched away from him on the bed, loving the way his eyes tracked her every move. She held his gaze. “Prove it.”

“How?” His trademark grin melted her insides, but the heat flaring in his gaze held her captive. “Shall I kiss you all over until you orgasm?”

His voice turned low, seductive, sending a rush of arousal to her core. She squirmed, not sure who started the game and if she ever wanted the night to end.

Wrenching her mind away from a dangerous zone, she focused on his words, his blatant questions.

“Shall I suckle your breasts until you scream my name?”

Yes! She wanted to agree to all of that and more, and the unexpected turn of her thoughts sent a spiral of lust, instead of the panic she’d expected.

She gave a show of pondering even as her heart bloomed with emotion. The rugged Alpha jaguar managed to get under her skin with his kindness and his playfulness. Oh and the toe-curling sex didn’t hurt. It just added fuel to the fire of fascination he wove around her. While she gazed into his eyes, a glimmer of an idea took hold.

“Lie back on the mattress,” she said.

He raised a perfect eyebrow in question, his eyes glinting, but he didn’t open his mouth and instead scooted backward and lay in a deceptively tame posture.

His cock rose from his thick curls and her breath hitched at the way she’d taken him in earlier. His lust seemed as insatiable as hers and for once she was glad of his stamina. With a smile she hoped was sexy, she scooted closer to him.

“This is gonna be interesting.”

She pursed her mouth. “Depends.”

“On what?”

“On how good you are.”

“I’m good. No, I’m the best. Every female told me so.” His choked, rumbling voice belied his amused and yet, pained expression.

The thought of him with other females made her growl her displeasure, before she recalled the threads of gossip that had reached her ears—about his gentlemanly treatment of them, complaining that he probably swung the other side. She bit back a giggle. No freaking way in hell was he anything but straight. She’d bet her Alpha status on that. “I’m sure you were.” She snorted and blew over his twitching cock and raked his balls with a finger.

“I can’t promise to be good when you aren’t.”

His warm length jerked in her palms and she stared at the huge cock that’d filled her so completely a short time before. Cream gushed between her thighs. She wanted him already.

“Okay, answer this,” she said, ignoring the hitch in his breath. “If I want you inside me and fully this time…”

His desperate gaze locked with hers. “I’ll use a frigging condom.”

“You think that’d hold?”

“No.”

The tic in his jaw and the way his muscles tensed fascinated her. “Don’t they say necessity is the mother of invention?”

He groaned. “I might spank you until I cum. Is that inventive enough?”

“Ooh. That’s kinky. You need a paddle?”

“Stop teasing me, honey. Or I might take you up on your offer.”

“Oh!”

“Exactly. Take me in before I die of a stiff dick. I’ll find a way to give you what you want.”

There was only one way to ensure that—to take her completely—and she hoped he’d understood her hidden meaning. She positioned herself above him, until his cock teased her entrance.

His grip bruised her hips, but she locked her eyes with his and slid down on him.

He growled, but his muscles bunched as he supposedly refrained himself from bucking into her. By allowing her control, he considered her an equal.

The realization hit at the same instant she impaled herself on his cock.

Both of them grunted and she moaned with the new position, the fullness stretching her to impossible limits. Her head swam as she lifted herself and sank on him again.

He filled her body, her mind and slowly crept into her heart with every thrust. She leaned forward, his soft chest hair tickling her breasts and providing an erotic contrast to the silken glide of his cock within her. Her body trembled from riding him and her thigh muscles protested the new movement. The friction from the base of his cock hitting her clit with every move kept her spiraling higher and higher, where only her sensations remained.

Her jaguar nudged her senses, waking up in the throes of her passion, and she gave in, letting her wild side take control. To decide if her beast could accept the male as her human side did.

She reared back, her canines ready to go and she bent to his neck. Laving, tasting the tender spot. An instant more and her teeth would pierce his skin and he’d be marked as hers.

Her common sense urged her to go slow, her brain clamored a warning. For once, she followed her heart.

The walls of her sex clenched, pulling him in as her body geared up for flight. The throb of his blood, his heartbeat and his cock matched in their erratic rhythm.

Take me.

His voice whispered in her mind. She struggled for a deep breath as the flames of her orgasm licked her and then, she let go. Her teeth pierced his skin and he froze for a brief instant, before letting out a harsh groan and pounding harder, his ramrod-stiff cock pushing up and into her sex, time and time again. His blood rushed into her lips at the same moment the sun exploded behind her eyelids, searing her with its intensity and she shook with the overwhelming force of her climax.

Xander!

I’m right here, sugar.

He heard her for real? Only soul-mates could hear the other without words. Startled beyond her wildest imaginings, she unlatched and slowed down.

His frantic thrusts bounced her, but a second later, muscles tensing, he held himself still and speared her with his gaze, as if as stunned as she. His heart thundered beneath her fingertips. She threw her head back, and felt her muscles squeezing his cock, not willing to let go. She wanted him to come inside her, complete the mating, but the call of her beast was too strong to ignore.

Her nails extended and her body shuddered. She eyed the door and the stairs just as her jaguar emerged.

Chapter Seven

Xander’s heart thundered in his ears while his brain seemed to be suspended in a fog.

She’d marked him?

His breathing barely slowed as his mind sluggishly processed the fact when her transformation began.

Within an instant, a majestic jaguar snapped at him from beside the bed.

He held himself immobile, giving her time while she paused, her face wrinkling to assimilate the mixed senses and to decide he wasn’t a threat.

Hell, even he didn’t understand what he was to her. Her lover? Her mate? Or just one night of sex? He carried her mark on his neck!

Cobalt eyes flashed at him in recognition and she sniffed once more before turning her back to him, tail swishing to and fro.

As if he needed to prove himself worthy of her all over again. What game was she playing? Did she want him to mate with her? Mark her? His mind took time to come down from his lust-induced fog, but his cock had no qualms about staying revved up, ready to take on the world.

Her soft coat rippled, the rosettes catching the light and she growled before bounding down the stairs, issuing an unmistakable invitation.

Shit!

His jaguar rose to the challenge, eager, randy and more than ready to subdue her. An answering growl erupting out of his chest, he leaped toward the stairs. His muscles realigned in an instant, the pain of his shift hardly registering and he roared into the darkness even as he whipped outside her door and into the forests beyond. His eyes adjusted to the lack of light and unerringly, he followed her trail. Darting between the hemlock trees, he traced the same path she’d taken.

Her essence, mingled with pheromones and her unique fragrance created havoc on his libido, and the hunger that rose within him wouldn’t be quenched, until he rutted her to oblivion.

The soft yowl came from the left. There! Past the shrubs, in the small clearing near the creek, Karintha stood with her head held high, regal even as a jaguar, a dark silhouette in the pale moonlight. Noiseless, he dodged the pine needles on the uneven, leaf-strewn ground, and avoiding the rough bark of the tall trees, he sprinted in her direction.

A single leap landed him close to her, and she scuffled forward in an obvious attempt at escape. He pinned her down in spite of her swift reflexes. Her soft growl soon turned into a whimper as he pressed her to the ground, rubbing his face against her ears.

She’d challenged him and it wasn’t his fault that his jaguar ignored his noble intentions in the heat of the moment. Her shiny coat rippled in the night air and he relished the way she first squirmed and then relaxed her bunched muscles under him. She was ready. He was more than ready.

Good girl.

Confident of her submission, he lifted his paws to adjust himself on her fur and she whipped away from his grip in a flash. Her muscles flexed as she reared back on him, teeth bared.

Damn. He’d underestimated her.

In the blink of an eye, she charged him, while her sharp teeth nipped close to his throat. Way too close. How the hell had he misread her tactics as an easy submission?

She was an Alpha, an equal. Not the ninny females who submitted to him way too easily. His admiration rose to the surface all over again. Ready for her next attack, he countered her midway, and missed his mark. Their bodies thumped against each other as they rolled on the lush vegetation, the forest echoing their grunts.

He readied to leap again, when she took off into the creek. The small stretch of water was no match for their feline forms as he dashed behind her.

She took him on a merry trail, never giving him an inch of leverage. Wind whooshed past his ears. Sinews straining to keep her in sight, he enjoyed the thrill of the chase. After a good ten minutes, he realized he was gaining ground. A few lengthy leaps put him at par as she swerved to the right. He turned at a leisurely pace, recognizing her breathless pants. A few more yards and he made his move.

This time when he pinned her, she didn’t struggle. She growled low, urging him on in the aftermath of their adrenaline rush.

He moved to cuff her throat when he nipped her ears instead, letting her know he wanted her with her full cooperation. However hard his cock was, or however loud his carnal instincts screamed, he wouldn’t rut her without her permission.

Her arousal teased his senses, but he waited, willing her to understand. He sensed her bones realigning and her fur contracting and he shifted back at the same time as her. Time to drop her off at her place and make a graceful exit before his senses overruled his sanity again. Her naked body shone in the moonlight, equally tempting in her human form as well as her jaguar form. She didn’t resist as he carried her back.

His erection dug into the crack of her buttocks with every stride. Karintha stifled a sob.

Why hadn’t he taken her when she’d offered? While her flight had been great, exhilarating and as ancient as a mating dance, he’d bested her fair and square. In the rough and wild moment, she would have abandoned herself to his mercy. Heat spiraled through her, focusing her senses into a sharp ache between her thighs.

He should’ve claimed his prize—by making her his. He hadn’t.

She should be relieved. She wasn’t.

Had she misread his interest? He’d been very clear about leaving the pack, but why had he come to inform her, why agree to spend the night?

His spicy essence overrode the scents of pungent vegetation. Even if she intended to, she wouldn’t have found a worthier mate. Yes, it was time she shed her inhibitions, her fear and open up to the strong Alpha, who’d proved himself more than enough.

The clarity of her thoughts made her bold.

She wound her hands tightly around his neck, and pressed her face into his strong shoulders. Her insides tied into a tight knot, until each breath became a rasp. She placed a soft kiss near his neck, relishing the tightening of his arms on her bare torso.

She shivered in the cold night draft and snuggled closer to his chest, licking the place where she’d marked him.

“Do you want me to throw you down on the dirt and fuck you right here?”

She shivered at the images his hot words invoked. “I wouldn’t mind the latter.”

He grunted and increased his pace, without stopping until he reached her bedroom—where the twisted sheets reminded her of the few hours that had changed her life.

“Can I get back on my feet now, champ?”

He glared at her in reply, but acceded to her wishes. Her chest ached when she spied the stubborn jaw locked together. He went downstairs without a word.

Her heart skipped a beat while she swallowed a whimper of denial. What had she done wrong? She didn’t know.

“Where are you going?”

He swiveled on her, and caught her arms. “Keep your pretty mouth shut.”

His words threw acid on her burning emotions. She refused to allow the tears to fall while she watched his tight ass disappearing down the stairs. He’d been clear from the start—he intended to leave the pack rather than mate with her. A drop escaped her eyes and she turned away, wondering where the heck her clothes were.

“Put these on.” He was back, their clothes in hand, his eyes blazing with suppressed emotion.

“We’re going out? Now?”

“I want to take you someplace.” He rocked slightly on the balls of his feet. “Would you like to come?”

She focused on him. The sudden change in his demeanor, the new tension vibrating off him, threw her off, pulled her completely out from the stupid bout of self-pity.

What were his secrets? What did he want to show her?

Enthusiasm won over skepticism. “Sure. Why not?”

Her voice came out a pitch higher than normal. Of all the times she chose to go gaga over him, it had to be now? After baring herself to him?

The night had stopped making sense since he’d stepped inside and, if this—losing her mind over a male she’d determined to hate—was insanity, then she might grow to love it. Love him. And that’d be a bad thing because… Thoughts trailed off as her brain scrambled to find a concrete answer. Nope. Not even a single goddamn reason not to fall for him.

Wouldn’t it be peachy—if she chose to give her heart to the one person who was determined to walk out of her life come morning?

He’ll not walk out, treacherous hope whispered within her, if you utter three simple words. Ask him to stay with you.

How simple and equally, how hard. Her stomach clenched at the vicious turn of her emotions. Ignoring his curious look and taking care not to touch him, she took her stuff from his hand and turned away, suddenly shy.

Since she couldn’t prance outside naked or in her butt-exposing nightwear, she pulled out her jeans and a cashmere shrug and put them on, not pivoting around until the rustle of his movements stopped.

Being conscious of her body after all that they’d done seemed pointless, but stripping had been easier than covering up. Clothes seemed as though a layer of armor, a barrier between them.

“Must be a new record.” He gave her a thorough once-over, ending with a low whistle of appreciation. “A woman getting ready before me, that is.”

She tied her hair into a loose knot, acting cool, composed while she felt anything but. Could she be any more pathetic or what? Or maybe, she was so starved for attention that one stupid whistle made her flush.

It was one thing to let him into her home, into her heart, but as an Alpha, did she dare hand over the reins of her pack to him?

Not yet. The decision heightened her determination to remain cautious no matter what he revealed during the reminder of the night.

Chapter Eight

“Thanks, I guess.”

Xander cocked his head, not sure what caused the underlying anger in her tone. “That was intended as a compliment.”

“I know.” She didn’t meet his eyes.

Did that mean he’d affected her—in a positive way, or had plainly offended her? “Then you’re supposed to laugh it off or give a shrug and clock me here.” He turned and pointed to his biceps. When she didn’t respond, he traced the lingering pink on her cheeks with a finger. “You aren’t supposed to be blushing and annoyed at the same time.”

She flinched, as if he’d hit a nerve. “Are we just going to stand here talking or are we going out?”

Her chin jutted out and she lifted her head, glaring at him. Now that was more like the jaguar he knew. As he sensed, he’d been tried and condemned for hitting close to the truth regarding her emotions.

Damn if she didn’t get him all hot and bothered with that single, skewering look. He couldn’t wait to coax a smile or steal a kiss—or both.

He fought to keep a straight face though he wanted to pull her out and skip all the way to his secret hideout. Which reminded him…

“We might need a vehicle.” He gave himself a mental shake and forced a smile.

She gave him a curious look, but took her truck keys from the nightstand and handed them over.

He closed his hand over the keys, relishing the buzz of an oncoming drive. How had she known? “You’d let me drive?”

“Let’s get going before I change my mind. Besides—” Her lips curled in an almost-smile as she tossed her head and stomped down the stairs and through the connecting garage door, while he followed her, anticipating her next words.

Even after they buckled themselves in and pulled out of her compound, she left the sentence hanging.

“Besides what?” he asked when he couldn’t bear the wait.

“Besides,” she repeated, drawing out the word. “I’ve no idea where you’re taking me. You driving is the only logical option.”

“That’s all?”

Her laughter made certain body parts of his tingle. “Did you expect something else?”

“I—” What could he say? “Nothing.”

“Aww,” she crooned. “You poor baby. You look cute when you sulk.”

“Cute?”

His grimace set off another round of laughter. The flush in her cheeks and the twinkle in her eyes made him join in, be a part of the fun she had, even if it was at his expense.

The ride went smoothly, or as bumpily as it could, from near the woods to the deserted roads, for once his enjoyment stemming more from the company than the drive. He didn’t stop until he reached his destination.

“Here we are.” He got down and came around to open her door with a flourish.

She took in the desert and the single trail leading near the hills—where their pack’s boundaries ended and another’s began. “We’ll have to go far?”

“Not much. Is that a problem?”

“No. As long as we stay on our side,” she said. “Oh, by the way, I let you take the wheel because you seemed to need a pick-me-up.”

With those words casually thrown at him, she flicked her hand, asking him to lead the way.

He was sure his jaw literally hung open and he closed his mouth shut. He’d prided himself on being able to keep his expression out of his face or his voice—which made him a darn good negotiator with the customers—but she’d easily stripped away his professional mask, seeing right through him. She’d studied him equally, if not more than he did her.

It was uncanny—this perpetual awareness, the mind-readings. Only soul-mates possessed the ability to share thoughts.

Maybe Karintha was… Could they…

The realization floored him. Soul-mates had been a thing of the past, a wishful legend passed on to them by the elders though a few of the jaguars claimed to have found their perfect bond. Anything to convince themselves they’d made the right choice, he’d thought once.

She let out a low growl, reminding him to move.

He reined in his wandering mind and strode ahead, tackling the uneven ground with ease. She easily kept up with his pace, not filling the silence with mindless chatter. He loved talking as much as he loved listening, but there were times when he’d wanted wordless communication, but hadn’t gotten any. With Karintha… His apprehensions and doubts struggled to find a footing.

What if he’d mistaken their sexual compatibility as something more? Wishful thinking, much?

He studied the landscape, his jaguar senses filtering the scents and cataloguing the changes since he’d last been here. A slight uneasiness crept up his spine, but not enough to warrant him to stop. He pushed on for another minute.

Almost at his destination, he stopped. She walked straight into him, but instead of bouncing back, she wrapped her arms around his torso and gave his stomach a pinch.

“Ouch. What was that for?”

She pressed her breasts against him. “Like you don’t know.”

He smiled at the teasing in her voice, and took a few steps round the corner, ensuring she followed. “As much as I love feeling you against my back, I want to you to see this.”

He twisted aside so she could take a look.

“Spoilspo— Oh my!” She bent low and squatted before the rock, her nose close to the night-blooming cereus, inhaling the unique fragrance of the flower of the cactus-like desert plant.

Her unabashed enthusiasm made him grin. “Well?”

“I’ve always wanted to catch the Queen of the Night in bloom, but… Wow!” She glanced at him and then back at the cactus, the rapturous look in her face speaking volumes. “And you know where to find this, at the exact day it bloomed because?”

The question took him by surprise. He’d never shared his interest in nighttime photography with anyone else before. He’d done it so far out of passion, but going forward, his photographs might become his means of livelihood until he could feel safe. The night shimmered around them, ripe with promise and yet his stomach churned. Partly with unease, but mostly because of the way he was exposing himself to her.

She stood up, her hands on her hips. “Spill.”

“Research,” he said simply, hoping she wouldn’t probe more.

Long moments passed. Her brow furrowed as she studied him, but instead of pestering him for answers he wasn’t ready to share, she leaned closer, her lips slanting against his. “I see you have a lot more hidden talents than I initially suspected.”

Her breaths fluttered against his jaw and his cock surged against his jeans, lengthening, hardening with her almost-touch.

He really had it bad, but except for shoring up bittersweet memories, he could do nothing.

The heat of her body surrounded him, the scent of her body arrested him. His hand moved of its own volition, cupping her breast, his held breath escaping as a ragged groan.

He moved to bridge the minute distance between their bodies when the wind changed direction, bringing along a new scent—stronger, concrete. Of another jaguar—one not of their pack.

Save his Alpha. Protect his love—with his life.

Thoughts shuttered down as instincts took over. Adrenaline rushed through him, the change descending on him so swiftly he had no time to react. His bones expanded, realigned for the second time in a single night as his shredded clothes lay beneath his paws in tatters.

Intruder. Shift. Attack.

Karintha dug her nails into her palms, but held her ground against her shifting instincts. Her beast, not willing to be denied, fought to get free. Her body ached with the internal struggle.

The roar of an irate jaguar rent the air, followed by an answering roar from nearby. Xander, apparently realizing she wasn’t going to join him, turned and bounded toward the nearby scattering of rocks.

He ground to a halt when the other jaguar showed himself, but the growl rumbling from his chest raised the hair on the back of her neck. The two shifters circled each other—the newcomer not backing off. One drastic move from either of them could start another godforsaken war between the packs.

Oh God, no. Her stomach roiled and her heart leapt to her throat. “No!” The hoarse cry wrenched from her came out a bare whisper.

You are the freaking Alpha, Karin. Stop them.

She should. She was the only one who could prevent the oncoming crash.

Her brain seemed frozen, as was her body.

Using up all her willpower, she shoved her fear to the back of her mind, ignoring the funny flips in her belly, but she couldn’t stop the memories from flooding her brain. It had taken a wandering jaguar from their neighboring pack entering into their territory to spark a fight. A fight that resulted in nothing but causalities for every family involved. Blood was shed before questions could be asked and afterward, no answers had mattered. And she’d pegged the issue too late—that lack of control over their animal instincts was the primary cause. If only she’d exerted her right as the Alpha’s mate to do something instead of wringing her hands. If only she’d been stronger or braver than what she’d been…

Move.

Her legs refused to obey the command her brain transmitted, but she forced herself to take one step, then another, not stopping until she was a few feet away from the snarling jaguars. Felines who seemed ready to rip each other to shreds and then some.

“Enough.” Her voice came out sharp, clipped, her professional persona taking over. She welcomed it with a vengeance. “Xander, can you please shift back so we can inquire what our visitor is doing here at this time of the day?”

The tempo of their growls increased, neither of them seeming to hear her. Xander might’ve been the best fuck of her life, but damn if she was going to allow him to overrule her commands. If he continued in the same vein, he was going to wish he’d left the pack already.

Xander stepped back, inching closer to her side, his rippling coat brushing against her jeans. She mentally cringed at the mundane contact—a stark reminder of what they’d shared and lost.

Sensing him shifting back, she crossed her arms in front of her chest, giving the other jaguar a pointed look.

If the jaguar chose to attack when they were in their human forms, he’d be breaking their shifter laws and even his pack wouldn’t hesitate to put him down.

A few moments passed in tense silence before the other jaguar shifted, revealing himself to be a prime male. Certainly one old enough to know what he was doing.

“I’m Mason.” He held out his hand, not the least bit bothered by his nakedness.

Xander bristled at her side. She resolutely ignored him and shook the outstretched hand. “Karintha.”

“Pleased to meet you, ma’am.”

“What are you doing here?” Xander’s low growl followed his question.

Mason’s nostrils flared.

“You’re in our pack’s ancestral lands, Mason.” She intervened, throwing Xander a dirty look for taking over the conversation.

“I didn’t intend to trespass, ma’am.”

Xander glared at their intruder, his muscles bunched, his face a mask of controlled fury—totally missing her look.

Resisting the urge to throw up her hands in frustration, she turned back to Mason, giving him a tight smile. “I’m sure you’ve a valid reason…”

Mason looked contrite. “This is where I lost my siblings.” Even Xander couldn’t have missed the pain that crossed the other shifter’s expression. “Being here makes me feel closer to my brothers.”

Karintha’s heart melted, but technically, Mason was still trespassing. “I hope we can have a chat with your Alpha sometime and arrange for you to continue visiting here.”

“That’d be kind of you—” His voice broke and he blinked rapidly. “Thank you, ma’am.”

“Anytime.”

Mason nodded and moved back a few steps before he shifted with ease and took off into the night—or whatever was remaining of her eventful night.

She let out a sigh. Her relief was short-lived when she turned to Xander. The cold from his look could’ve easily frozen the entire Arizonan desert, and the fury radiating off him made her stomach clench—and not in a good way.

She’d faced the same fear, the same roller coaster for the past ten years and she wasn’t going to allow another male to make her cower and make her feel like shit for doing the right thing. Even if it was the same male who’d reminded her that beneath her cool control she was all woman, still capable of feelings, still capable of loving.

Her stomach heaved again with the sudden realization. She’d fallen in love with another chauvinist all over again.

Ignoring the sick sensation swamping her, she stomped back to where his clothes—not that she could imagine the shredded pieces whole—lay and picked up the keys to her vehicle.

“Coming?”

He didn’t reply. How typical.

She might as well have asked the question to an inanimate object. Fine. He could choose to stand here buck-naked for all she cared or he could join her for a ride back home. She didn’t—didn’t want to care regarding what he did after that. She had a clear plan where she could fall into bed and forget the world existed for a few measly hours. After that? She’d deal with that when she woke up—if she got out of bed after a week or so of bawling her eyes out. Her eyes prickled in anticipation.

Great, she thought, marching to her truck, trying to ignore the macho idiot who apparently decided to follow her. His silent footsteps masked his approach, but the heat of his body gave him away. His alluring scent made her shiver, serving as a reminder of how pathetic she’d been. What she’d assumed was the ride of her life had just been him taking her for a ride.

If he still hoped he could worm his way into her bed for the reminder of the night—or day, depending on how one looked at it—he had another thought coming.

Chapter Nine

She’d judged him and found him guilty. Xander didn’t need her to spell out the words. He read her well enough, though he still puzzled over how much of his thoughts were his own and how much he shared hers.

And the latter made him realize she was the one for him more than anything else.

He noticed the faint trembling of her hands as she got into her vehicle. The stiffness with which she held herself spoke volumes. He’d done that to her, pushed her to the brink of shattering her. Her not meeting his eyes added fuel to the fire scorching his gut. He’d screwed up, but he wished he had a chance in hell of explaining his actions before she threw him out. Which she hadn’t. Though her entire stance screamed she wouldn’t mind giving him the boot once they reached her place. She was still taking him to her place.

The gesture gave him hope, but the rage that’d consumed him earlier at the thought of her putting herself in danger without an iota of concern hadn’t dimmed yet.

They reached her house and she didn’t turn back as she went inside, or ask him to come in. He needed to borrow a set of clothes, or so he convinced himself before he pushed the door open and trailed her to her bedroom.

Her expression was wary, not afraid as she’d been at the desert, but he hated the look of fear he’d put on her earlier.

He should leave, follow through with his earlier declaration and show her he could be trusted to keep his word. That was the only way she might come to trust him again after the show he’d put on back there. But he didn’t want to go when everything lay unresolved between them. And before he could convince himself of the foolishness of his actions, he closed the distance between them.

She put out her hand, stopping him with a mere touch. “What do you want?”

“I want to talk.”

“Then talk.” And get the hell out of my life.

Her thoughts again. In his mind. “It’s not fair that you’re clothed while I’m not.”

Her eyes widened as she took a hasty step back. “You can’t be serious.”

“Why?”

“You’re either crazy or—” She sputtered, but regained her composure too soon for his liking. “I’m spitting mad at you, but what I don’t understand is why you’re practically vibrating with energy here.”

If it were any other time, he’d have laughed at the way she worded her curiosity. “Layman’s terms please?”

“Duh. Don’t act dumb. You’re angry at me.”

He could’ve denied it. He could’ve shrugged her statement off. “Yes.”

“This. This is exactly what I’m referring to. Just because I stopped you—”

“Hold your horses. I am angry not because you held me back before I did something unreasonable, but because you didn’t trust me to be reasonable in the first place.”

“Only after I put my foot down did you lend me an ear. You didn’t see your face then, the anger emanating from you—even in your shifter form.”

He did feel distinctly at a disadvantage here—being naked and all while her gaze darted between his eyes and his groin, but he willed his cock down, not wanting to alarm her further. He had some serious groveling to do if he hoped to stay more than the night. “Glad to see you felt the effect I was aiming for.”

“Excuse me? We aren’t playing the good cop, bad cop here. I’m just trying to prevent another bloody battle with our neighbors.”

“I know, Karin.” He lifted his hand, wanting to touch her, reassure her of his sensibilities. She cringed and he stayed put. “I totally understand. And I am sorry.”

“Sorry? That’s it?” She came close enough to poke at his chest. “What if the other jaguar had attacked first and asked questions later? He was younger than us. Fine. But his strength is no less than ours.”

He sensed the underlying concern in her words. She was concerned regarding him. Beneath her frustration, her fear was for him. The realization humbled him, made him ache to hold her close. How could she not recognize the mirror emotion in him?

“All right.” He shoved a hand through his hair. “I admit my mistake. My first instinct was to protect you at all costs. Even if it meant ripping the intruder to shreds. But the instant I shifted, I realized my mistake.”

She gasped. “It’s easy to say that now.”

“I listened to you, didn’t I?”

That shut her up. For a second.

Before she opened her mouth to give another verbal lashing he fully deserved, he cut in. “I was initially afraid for your safety, but after shifting, the terror swamping me was not my own. I felt what you felt, Karin. The fear, the urge to protect our pack from another war. It took me a while to realize those thoughts weren’t my own. I was confused and hence the delay before I shifted back.”

“Oh.” Her eyes were wide, her pupils dilated, reminding him of her heat, her arousal that hadn’t really waned after all they’d done together.

He could take her into his arms now, show her they belonged together. But not while the fight still remained in her. She was still battling the same realization he had a short while back. Her mind and her body had to accept him wholly. And she still hadn’t given any indication of wanting more than this night.

“I am a jaguar first. My instincts cannot be denied, but I know where to toe the line, Karin. I realize what a war costs—for both sides, but I’m not going to roll over and play dead, inviting another pack to sniff around and take over.”

She still looked unconvinced, but he pressed his point, wanting her to understand his intentions. Understand him.

“I’m not going to attack without provocation, but I’m sure as hell going to bare my claws and my teeth at anyone who dares encroach my—our pack’s space.”

“And you didn’t think that staying human while the other shifted himself puts us at an advantage?”

He shook his head. “Blame it on lack of practice in facing down a potential threat. But I’ll learn.” The incongruity of his last statement gave him a jolt. “I hope I’ll have a chance—” Some place, some time.

She frowned, but he didn’t give her much chance to ponder on his words.

“Plus, I expected you to be a little more wary before warming up to a stranger.”

“That’s what kept you angry until now.” The wistfulness in her voice punched him worse than their earlier arguments.

He narrowed his eyes, wondering if she was restating the fact or finally believing him. And then another truth smacked him. How had he been so oblivious to the fact staring at him in the face? Her defensive behavior wasn’t directed at him.

“My cousin did quite a number on you, didn’t he?”

She grimaced. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

He wasn’t one to speak ill of the departed and he understood her reticence. But she’d made him hope for more, gave him the courage to reach out for his dreams. He admired her stubbornness and yet, when push came to shove she gave it her all. And he’d royally fucked up the only thing he’d ever wanted—winning her trust.

“I’m not such an asshole, Karin.” I’d hoped you’d have understood that by now.

She blinked and shook her head, as if to clear her thoughts—his thoughts.

“Just tell me to leave right now and I will. Without questions, without making a fuss.” He gestured to the digital clock. “There’s still a good hour or two left depending on what you consider morning.”

Her tongue darted out to wet her lips and she glanced at the time and then at him. He cocked his head, waiting.

“No.” She started, surely as surprised as him by her answer.

The air charged between them. His cock twitched and swelled, finally having gotten the permission. He didn’t want to waste a second of their time together. Catching her wrist, he pulled her close. The baby-soft sweater hid her beautiful breasts and he ran his fingers over the teasing neckline before dipping his hand into her cleavage. His dick settled into the V between her thighs, her jeans providing a painful contrast to the softness he’d come to expect.

“As much as I adore you in clothes, I’d rather have you out of them.”

Her eyes darkened at his admission. She stepped back, her gaze holding his while she stripped, all the while believing he’d fuck her one last time before getting out of her life.

She pivoted suddenly, facing away from him. But not before he read the panic in her eyes, felt it in the answering thump of his heart.

He could make her soar again, get her body to dance to his tunes, wring out her pleasure until she cried his name long after he left. And she’d keep those pretty lips of hers pressed together, not uttering a word, allowing him to walk away.

What use was that to either of them while their hearts lay bleeding? Here he was, assuming she needed him as much as he needed her.

He wished she’d share what went through that sharp-as-a-tack mind of hers.

There was only one way to know. Taking a deep breath, he stepped closer, praying he was making the right decision.

“Whatever you’re thinking, you’re wrong,” he said, hoping she understood he meant it in more ways than one.

The soft rumble of words from behind her raised the fine hairs on the back of her neck. Unable to pretend she didn’t care, Karintha swiveled around.

Her anger had long ago melted under the truth of his statement. She lifted her chin. “How do you know what I’m thinking?”

“I realize a lot more than you care to admit.” He didn’t step nearer. Didn’t twitch a muscle. “If you want something from me, all you need to do is ask.”

She needed his assurance, needed to be sure. She was sure of him, all right. It was herself she feared. Assuming she was taking control of her life, she’d erected a wall around herself, cutting off emotions, forgetting to live. In a single night, Xander had breached her fortress, awakened a vibrant, enthusiastic female she hardly recognized. She’d let her hair down, thanks to him, but did she dare risk her heart and her future on him?

“I don’t see you being verbose either.”

His jaw tightened further. Did she hear his teeth grind?

“What do you want?” he asked after a tensed silence. His voice was pained, rough. “That I bend on my knees, begging, sniveling and spouting out verses of my love for you?”

Did she hear him right? Her head swam and she abruptly sat on the sofa. He continued, “I am none of those things, Karin. I prefer a desk job to meaningless fights. I want to be wild in bed, but tame outside. My idea of romantic is probably an invigorating run in the woods, followed by some swimming, then fucking until we are too tired to move. Your call, take it or leave it.”

Time stilled. Her hesitation, her insecurities, and any other misconceptions she harbored vanished with the emotion bubbling in her. The love she’d tried to squash and failed.

“You left out the night-life photography bit.” She fought a smile.

He lifted his chin in acknowledgement.

Did that mean he was still planning on leaving their company? Their. The concept tasted different, but contained a wealth of meaning. She’d always wanted a go at independence, to be able to call the shots. Alone. Until Xander. In a single night he’d shown her how fantastic a partnership could be—in every sense of the word.

He’d challenged her at work, but her decisions had been stronger, better for it. He’d spent every night working with her instead of perusing any of the fawning females. Tonight, he’d shown his selflessness, a genuine heart and his willingness to channel his instincts for the greater good of their pack. Sex had been the cherry on top of her ice cream.

“What if I ask you not to quit?” she asked, her heart in her throat.

“Why’d you want to do that? I cannot stay and watch you—” He faltered, his eyes bleak as he stared at her. “I’ve already told you my reasons.”

He’d told her his reasons, but she’d never given voice to hers. She took a deep breath, willing herself to go slow, to not screw up the one good thing that mattered.

“You needn’t make a living off the photos. You— We—”

Something dark flitted across his eyes. His expression darkened. “Photography is the only thing I have left.”

“You have me,” she said. If you still want me.

His head whipped up. “Excuse me?”

She glanced at him, drinking in his lean, strong profile. “I’ll take it—what you’re offering.”

His eyes widened a fraction, but a definitive glint appeared in them. “You don’t think the company would survive without me? Is that why you’re doing the right thing, again?”

Resisting the urge to smack him on the head, she replied, “Why do you have to deliberately misunderstand?”

“Then make me understand.”

His words were an invisible challenge, one she hoped she could win. She didn’t see why they should mince words. Maybe it was time to lay everything on the line.

“I want you to stay. Not for the company, not because the elders asked you to. But with me. For me. I want to be a part of everything that matters to you. Maybe I can hold the flashlight on your night expeditions and you can act the badass against intruders. Would that do?”

Lips curling at the corners, he reached her in a single stride. “I didn’t hear the lady say the magic words.” His breath warmed her lips.

A mad fizzle of excitement raced through her veins at his challenge.

“You’re determined to make this hard for me, aren’t you?”

His smirk answered more than his words ever could, and she bit the bullet, her voice as clear as her decision. “I love you. Be mine, Xander. Forever. Please?”

His smile vanished as he bridged the distance between them, capturing her lips in a toe-curling, tongue-lashing kiss.

Mark me, she commanded. Only one way he could do that, by claiming her from the back, spilling himself in her completely.

He caught her by the arms and she gazed into his rugged face. “Are you sure?”

She eyed the jaguar who’d shattered her defenses, captured her heart in a few hours, and nodded. “Never been surer of anything else in my life.”

A slow grin lit his face and her heart stuttering, she answered him with a smile. In an instant, he lifted her off him and pushed her face down on the bed.

“Ouch.”

“This is what you get for teasing me.”

His low growl raised her hackles, and her body thrummed in anticipation. He didn’t waste time on preliminaries, pulling her hips so her ass was level with his cock. He pressed a finger into her anus and she gasped into the pillows, trying hard to relax her muscles.

Something probed her slick pussy and she realized his fingers smeared her wetness at her anal entrance. She’d taken a jaguar there once—very long ago for duty’s sake, but this time, she realized, she was doing it for herself. To love and to be loved. To finally bond with the other half of her soul.

Thoughts vanished from her mind as his cock prodded her back, filling her with a bittersweet ache. He filled her body and mind, chasing away the past, giving a promise of a future together. When he began moving, she felt his love in the careful grip of his hands on her hips and his low murmurs to soothe away her ache. Soon, the slow start gave way to mindless lust and she matched him thrust for thrust, as he pounded into her, groaning.

“You’re so tight.” He growled. “I don’t think I can hold out much longer.”

“Then don’t.”

“After you,” he ground out.

His hoarse voice sent a jolt of pleasure and joy.

“So chivalrous,” she murmured. Pleasure blanketed her mind as her body tensed in exquisite anticipation.

Explosive passion filled her as he put his hand between her thighs, his thumb running in maddening circles over her clit. He palmed her mound over the curls mere seconds before she felt his hot breath on her neck.

His ragged breathing echoed in her ears, even as his tongue readied her for his bite. Ecstasy slammed into her at the first prick of his teeth and she cried out with the force of her orgasm. He gurgled, gasped and withdrew his canines. With a shout of completion, he exploded inside her, filling her with his seed.

I love you, Karin. This time there was no doubt of his voice in her mind.

So do I, my jaguar, she replied, confident he could hear her as well.

He withdrew after a few moments and she heard the water running. He returned with a wet towel. She winced at the slight soreness as he cleaned her off.

“Guess we can inform the elders that their evil plan actually turned out well,” she said, struggling to keep her eyes open under his gentle ministrations. There’d be so much to do come tomorrow. For once in her life, she didn’t have to handle things alone. She had someone to share everything with. She yawned. “Those old busybodies would surely be pleased.”

“They will be pleased, but not more than me.” He threw the towel into the hamper and tumbled on the mattress beside her. He spooned her before nipping her ear. “Thank you, my love. For trusting me with your heart.”

Tears of happiness seeped from the corners of her scrunched eyelids.

“What?” Sensing her unbidden emotions, he turned her around, kissing her tears away. “This was supposed to be a one-night stand. A parting gift.” He grinned at her while settling himself above her, nestling his semi-hard cock within her, as if afraid to let go of her. “I got lucky instead.”

“I don’t like the parting bit.” She sighed in contentment, looped her legs around him, placed her cheek against his thundering heart and smiled. “But we could make it a one-night stand—every night.”

“Undoubtedly,” he said into the crook of her neck. “You are mine, as I am yours.”

About Ju Dimello

Ju Dimello has two vices. First: Tall, dark and brooding heroes. Second? Torturing them until they agree to a happily ever after.

To compensate for having been a proverbial geek—complete with thick glasses (she now wears contacts), Ju does the dutiful wife job by day and vents her emotions during the night by writing. Why night, one might ask? That’s when her rugged heroes are tamed by strong, sensuous heroines…one spicy adventure at a time. Better than devouring chunks of decadent chocolate or indulging in extra-cheese pizza to tempt the taste buds? Well, almost…

She doesn’t drink, not even coffee (oh so boring, right?). She finds her passion for writing sizzling-hot romances better than any stimulating beverages when it comes to fortify herself during the cold Canadian winters.

Ju welcomes comments from readers. You can find her website and email addresses on her author bio page at www.ellorascave.com.

Content

Jaguar, Be Mine
Inevitable -1
Ju Dimello

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

About Ju Dimello