KISS AND KIN

Werewolves in Love - 1

by

Kinsey W. Holley

DEDICATION

I sat on the porch drinking champagne with my two sisters-in-law one night and said, «Y'know, I think I could write a paranormal romance.» They said, «Of course you can.»

I wouldn't have started, and I couldn't have finished, without them.

I had this fantasy that one day I'd get published, and we'd sit on the porch and drink champagne to celebrate, and when the book came out I'd dedicate it to them. We've done the champagne, so here's the dedication. To Vickie and Wendy.

CHAPTER 1

Lark inspected her reflection in her antique full-length mirror. Applying final touches to her makeup, she pursed her lips and smudged her gloss just a bit. She pulled her auburn chestnut hair into a carefully messy chignon, touchable stray wisps framing her face the way Taran liked it.

Dressed in a purple lace bra, boyshorts and four-inch stilettos, she struck a little pose. Which dress to wear?

They both showed off her legs. The chic black cocktail number featured a fun little twirly skit, and she fancied herself a fun twirly kind of girl. On the other hand, she liked to look like a bad girl sometimes, which she did in the lavender sheath with the plunging neckline and the slit up to mid thigh.

She held up each dress beneath her chin, one at a time, and eyed herself critically. Lavender, black. Lavender, black.

She heard Taran getting ready in the bathroom, but when he suddenly appeared behind her-a werewolf could move so swiftly and silently it seemed he teleported-he wore nothing but skin.

Taking a hanger in each hand, he tossed the dresses aside. He laid a large, warm hand on her stomach and pulled her tightly against him while his other hand cupped her breast. His thumb rubbed circles around her nipple through the thin lace.

«What are you doing here?» he growled softly. His stubble tickled her neck as he nuzzled. It made her laugh.

He rolled her nipple between two fingers and she sighed, reaching back to run her fingers through his dark gold hair. His other hand now cupped her mound, barely touching, and she ground her hips, silently urging him to press harder. He chuckled.

«I'm trying to choose a dress,» she smiled. «Which do you like?»

«Neither,» he replied. «I vote for naked.» He nipped her shoulder and slid his hand inside the boyshorts.

Their gazes met in the mirror, the only way she could maintain eye contact with him. Lust glittered in his eyes, making them shine like emeralds. Her dark blue eyes melted in submission. In heels, she stood almost as tall as he did, but she looked petite against his much larger body.

«I can't go to dinner like this, and neither can you,» she murmured.

«True.» He ran his tongue lightly down the back of her neck. «Anthony's has a dress code.

Reservations at eight, right?»

«Yes.» She shivered.

She gasped as his middle finger sank into her folds and stroked.

«So…» he smiled against her neck, «…I've got ten minutes to make you come. I can do that with one arm tied behind your back.»

He took his hand out of her panties, spun her around and pinned one of her arms behind her. She moaned in anticipation as his mouth came down on hers, and she woke up.

Damn it. Shit. Damn, damn, damn, shit.

Lark rolled over and slammed her head into the pillow.

She couldn't even manage a decent sex dream about him-she always woke up when it got to the good part. Her subconscious just rolled its eyes and said, «This is too farfetched for me to handle, kiddo. Dream about someone in your league-like George Clooney, maybe. He'll ask you out before Taran notices you're grown, much less shows any interest.»

She showered, trying not to think about Taran as she did it.

Detective Taran Lloyd yawned with boredom as he stood by the bar and observed the patrons of Le Monde on a typical Saturday night. A pricey club, it attracted an affluent crowd, and a mixed one: humans, werewolves and other shifters, people who looked a little more than a little fae. The only thing they had in common was a willingness to pay five bucks for a bottle of domestic beer and seven for well drinks-or the ability to find someone who would do it for them.

He grimaced. He'd like a drink himself, but regulations prohibited drinking on duty.

The intimate nightclub featured wood-paneled walls, polished hardwood floors and a lot of recessed lighting. Music loud enough to dance but not too loud to talk, waitresses pretty but not too sexy, bartenders fast but friendly-if not for the fact that three women reported missing this month were last seen here, it would've been a great place to bring a date.

He tried to remember the last time he'd gone on a date.

«Detective?» Daniel Denardo, the HPD Shifter Investigations Unit's rookie, interrupted Taran's musings.

«Yeah, Danny?»

«What are we supposed to look for here?»

Taran smiled wryly. «If we get lucky, some guy will pick up a chick, throw her over his shoulder and run out, and we'll arrest him. But I don't think we'll get lucky. So we hang around and watch, talk to people, ask if anyone saw the women, noticed unusual behavior, that sort of thing. I'd rather no one know we're cops yet.»

As soon as he said it, he noticed Lark across the room at a banquette with another woman and four slimy-looking wolves in suits. Taran automatically considered any guy with Lark slimy-

looking. These wolves looked like Eurotrash. Eastern European wolves ran drugs and weapons in and out of the country, and SIU suspected they'd expanded into the sex trade. Rich European werewolves frequented Le Monde. Apparently Lark did, too.

She sauntered toward the bar.

«Shit,» he muttered.

«What's the matter?»

«I'll be back in a second. Why don't you mingle.»

«I can do that,» Denardo replied cheerfully.

«What are you doing here?» he growled softly.

Those words, that voice, just hours after the dream, freaked Lark right the hell out. She started so violently her perfectly chilled Cosmopolitan sloshed the front of her dress. Her nipples stood at attention. He didn't even notice.

She grabbed a handful of napkins. «Damn it, Taran, what-« «Quiet,» he said fiercely as he stole her breath with a smile. He never smiled at her like that. He rarely smiled at her at all. She stared up at him, dumbfounded. He clamped a meaty paw on her elbow and dragged her away from the bar toward an empty table.

The dark blue pinstriped suit, a fitted European cut, and the custom-tailored, crisp white dress shirt looked great on his long, muscular frame. Taran didn't live on his detective salary alone.

«Act like we're having fun.» Irritable as always, he still wore that stutter-inducing smile. It stopped short of his luminescent green eyes. «Why are you here, and who are those wolves?»

«None of your business…» she grinned gaily, «…and I don't know.»

A few golden strands of hair drifted across his eyes. He wore it halfway to his shoulders; HPD grooming regulations exempted werewolves. She always itched to brush his hair aside. One day she'd do it, just to watch him react.

«I'm serious, Lark.»

«You're hurting me, Taran.»

He let go instantly but continued to stare at her, knowing she'd answer him.

She heaved a dramatic sigh. «I'm here with my friend Eloise, who's into some Euro werewolf whose name I don't remember, and he's with his bros, and they're all creepy and boring, and one of them keeps trying to pick me up, and after you replace the Cosmo you made me spill, I'm going home. This just is not my night.»

«Are you driving?»

«No, I'm talking to you. Why? Do I look like I'm driving?»

He didn't laugh. He never laughed.

«El drove. I'll take a cab home. Where's my cosmo?»

His sharp cheekbones and strong chin, and the pale, thin scar scoring his left cheek from his ear almost to his mouth, gave him a look of menacing power. That disappearing smile, though, made him look like a fallen angel. A hulking, six-foot-six fallen angel who could change in five minutes in broad daylight-the mark of a powerful alpha wolf.

«Don't tell anyone you know who I am,» he ordered. «I'm working a case.»

«What kind of case?»

No reply.

«Fine, whatever. I won't tell anyone I know you.»

He nodded and turned to go.

«Um. Hello?»

He turned back. «What is it?»

«You owe me a drink.»

He pulled a ten from his wallet and held it out, staring at her eyes as he did so. She snorted at the cheap shot power play, but it worked-a human couldn't maintain eye contact with an alpha.

She looked at the bill in his hand. She didn't take it. Instead, fueled with courage from her first cosmo, she put her hand on his outstretched arm and leaned in, her head grazing his cheek. Their bodies almost touched. A werewolf's normal body temperature was one hundred five point three; for the millionth time in ten years, she fantasized about snuggling up to his warmth.

Her pulse hammered in her throat as she whispered, «Taran? If you want people to think your cousin is a hooker, you could at least pretend I'd get more than ten bucks. Otherwise, go buy me a drink, you lazy bastard.»

He growled low in his throat. She peeked up at him. Taran meant «thunder» in Welsh. It fit him when he looked like this.

«Wait here,» he snarled before stalking off to the bar. The crowd parted for him by instinct, like zebras at a watering hole when the lion drops by for a drink. He returned with her cosmo.

«Thank you, cuz,» she cooed sweetly to his shoulder. New drink in hand, she steeled herself for another excruciating twenty minutes with Eloise and the Euro cheese. Would he watch her walk away? As if.

Taran rarely saw Lark without friends or family around. When he found an opportunity to watch her walk away, he took it and he savored it, because he liked the way it hurt.

The killer dress, long sleeved and stretchy, cut low in back, clung to every inch of her. It hugged her beautiful ass and stopped short of her knees, which meant twenty inches of leg still showed. His mate had legs like a fucking racehorse.

Did she know he hated the «cousin» crap? Sometimes he was tempted to think she did it to torment him, but he knew she didn't. Unlike many beautiful women, Lark didn't tease. If she knew how he felt, she'd react with disgust or pity. Disgust would make family functions uncomfortable, and alphas didn't tolerate pity.

Her scent, her laughter, the caress of her hair against his cheek would torture him for hours. He used to turn to other women whenever he needed to ease this blissful pain.

That didn't work anymore.

«Wow.»

«Uh? Oh-I didn't see you come back,» he said, turning to Danny. «Wow what?»

«The girl in the green dress. I mean, look at those legs.»

«Those are my cousin's legs,» Taran said dourly.

«Oh, um-sorry.» The brunet beta instantly dropped his gaze.

«It's all right.» Taran sighed. «I know she's hot.»

«None of my cousins look like that, that's for damn sure.»

Taran smiled tightly. «We're not actually blood. She's my brother's cousin.»

«Oh, right. You and your brother have different fathers.»

«Yeah. Myall's dad is human. Lark's his niece. My mom and stepdad raised her after her parents died. Myall thinks of her as a sister.»

«So you think of her as family, too.»

Taran nodded. «Yeah, a little.»

No. Not at all.

«She play basketball?»

«Soccer and volleyball,» replied Taran softly.

«Beach volleyball?» Denardo leered. The smile faded as he looked at Taran's face. «Just a joke,» he muttered. «How tall is she, anyway?»

«Five ten.» Ask me anything. Her favorite color is purple, her favorite food is Mexican. She's scared of roaches but pretends she's not. Great dancer, lousy singer. She'll laugh at the dumbest movie and the stupidest joke. Likes kids and rain, hates cats and golf. She's twenty-six. Her shampoo smells like apples and she thinks I'm an asshole.

«All right,» he said. «Let's start mingling around here.»

She returned to find El laughing uproariously with her new werewolf boyfriend and his pals.

Lark suspected El wouldn't drive herself-or Lark-home tonight.

«There you are!» El shrieked. To the werewolves she said, «Y'all excuse us a minute. Come on, Lark.»

Lark shrugged and belted half the cosmo before setting it down to follow a weaving El.

«What d'ya think?» El asked when they reached the bathroom. Lark noted the slurred speech and droopy eyelids. Definitely not driving.

«About who? Your Russian guy?» She stared at herself in the mirror as she waited for El to finish. I should wear more makeup. She liked her dark blue eyes and snub nose well enough. She considered her brown hair, with its auburn highlights, her best feature. Thick, straight and glossy, it fell to just below her shoulder blades. She wore long bangs in front, parted on the side. It's an okay face. I need more makeup.

«Dominik is Czech. He's loaded.» El giggled. «I'll probably go home with him, if that's cool with you?»

«I only came out tonight because you didn't want to go out alone!» Lark said, exasperated.

Dominik apparently didn't care enough to pick Eloise up and take her out.

«Please don't be mad, Lark.» El pouted. «I really like him, and I don't want to be alone tonight.»

Lark didn't blame El for being a ditzy narcissist-she couldn't help it, not with all that fae blood.

It made her annoying but irresistible to all three species of sapiens.

«Whatever, El. That's fine.» She'd already planned to cab it.

As they walked back to the table, Eloise looked over to the bar. «That's your cousin the cop, isn't it?»

«He's not my cousin,» Lark responded reflexively.

«He is so hot. I know that guy he's with.»

«You do?» She wouldn't look in that direction; she didn't want Taran to see her watching him.

«I don't know his name. He's a friend of Luc. You remember-the French wolf? We went to Vegas a lot.»

«Luc with the Ducati?» Lark wasn't a fur chaser, but she loved fine motorcycles.

«Yeah, he took me out on it a few times. This one time we rode to Austin…»

El talked all the way back to the table, promptly ignoring Lark once they got there. Lark drank her cosmo and ignored the other werewolves. She people watched, trying to guess couples on first dates, couples just hooking up, couples breaking up. When she got bored, she Taran watched. He never glanced in her direction, so she felt free to spy until a flock of geeks descended on a table and blocked her view.

The werewolf who'd tried to buy her a drink-Sergei/Stefan/whoever-offered her a chair at one point. She declined. A little later, she thought maybe she'd reconsider.

The whole world listed to the left sharply and suddenly. She grabbed the edge of the table and swallowed hard. The music got both louder and harder to hear. The room began to spin very fast, like in a movie where the camera pans around and around until the viewer gets sick and dizzy.

She didn't see El and the Czech werewolf anywhere. Another guy, dark haired, joined the group now. Lark concentrated on staying upright while she tried to get the attention of the werewolf next to her. She labored to keep her eyes open.

«Hey,» she said. It came out nearly inaudible. «Hey!» she tried more loudly, and took one hand off the table to put it on the shoulder of Stefan/Sergei/whomever. He finally looked up at her; she all but sagged on him at this point. He said something. It sounded all muffled and distorted, like it came from underwater.

He flashed her a smile-an insincere, predatory smile. Panic paralyzed her.

The other werewolves and the new guy looked straight at her. She suspected they recognized her distress, yet they just stood there and watched.

The werewolf stood and grabbed her upper arm. She tried to pull away and almost fell down.

The other werewolves ignored her. Now she knew they did it deliberately. All around her people talked and danced and jostled. No one noticed her about to pass out while this scumbag clutched her arm and his buddies ignored her.

She grabbed a chair, trying to pull away. The werewolf put his arm around her waist as if to help her. He kissed her on the cheek. Helpless, more terrified than she'd ever been, she was about to be dragged away in the middle of a crowd.

She tried again to pull away, then pushed at him feebly-for God's sake, the guy stood four inches shorter than her. I'm not drunk, she raged helplessly, internally, I'm just…dizzy, and sleepy and scared, and…

Taran. Taran could help. But she couldn't see him-she couldn't see anything. She had double vision, maybe even triple, after only two cosmos.

Sobbing with fear, she began to scream. «Taran! Taran! Help me! Please! Tar-« No matter how hard she screamed, nothing came out but a thin wail no one would hear over the noise of the club.

She choked on her sobs and fell silent, but finally people noticed. The crowd in front of her seemed to ripple. A bunch of people screamed and fell down. The creepy werewolf let go. Someone caught her as she fell.

Please be Taran.

The scents and sounds of places like this played hell on a werewolf's senses. Alcohol and perfume, sweat and pheromones and fabric, all ran together in one meaningless smell. Music and voices, ice against glass against bottles, created a background roar through which he struggled to pick out words. He could hear better in here than any human, but nowhere near optimal.

It took a few minutes for the sound of someone calling his name to pierce the cacophony. A voluble blonde chatted him up; he'd dropped the name of a missing woman, she'd claimed to have known her slightly, but as they talked Taran realized the blonde didn't know anything useful.

That's when he heard it, faintly at first.

«Taran!»

Why would Lark call him from across the bar, when he'd just told her…

«Taran! Help me! Please! Tar-« The cop heard the terror in her voice; the wolf responded. Taran shoved his drink at the startled blonde, who didn't take it. He ignored the dull thud of lead glass hitting hardwood. Soda splashed the blonde's legs as he closed the distance between him and Lark in seconds. Tables, chairs and patrons flew everywhere. Taran ignored it all, focused solely on the werewolf with his arm around a feebly struggling Lark. The werewolf let go of her abruptly and disappeared.

Taran caught her as she crumpled. Only then did he become aware of other people around them again.

He knelt with an unconscious Lark in his lap. Bouncers came running. He snarled, «Call 911, now!» and they ran to comply.

He smelled the earthy odor indicating incipient change; it came from him. He hadn't changed involuntarily since his teens; stress could make betas do it, but alphas only did it under extreme emotional duress. A mate's near abduction would qualify.

If he changed in the middle of a stirred-up crowd like this, humans and non-humans alike might panic. He lowered his head and closed his eyes so no one would see if they began to yellow. A minute later, he had it under control.

A guy identifying himself as a doctor checked Lark's pulse and pupils.

«I saw her thirty minutes ago. She didn't get passed out drunk that fast. She doesn't drink like that.»

«No respiratory distress, heartbeat's good,» replied the doctor. «If someone slipped her a mickey, it'll show up in a tox screen.»

Denardo dispersed the crowd and leaned over Taran's shoulder.

«What do you want me do?»

Taran didn't take his eyes off Lark as he stroked her hair and face.

«You get a look at the wolves she was with?» he asked Denardo absently.

«No. I was over there.» He gestured to the other side of the room. «I didn't notice anything wrong till I heard people screaming.»

«I got a little rough with the crowd,» Taran muttered.

«I talked to some people at the next table,» the rookie continued. «They said it just looked like a wolf and a drunk girl. She didn't make any noise they could hear.»

Drugs might have made her unable to scream. It would explain why none of the missing women created a scene before disappearing. Maybe they'd tried and couldn't.

«I thought she looked like she was in trouble, and when I got over here a wolf was dragging her out.»

He didn't mention he'd heard her scream. He'd only heard because Lark was his mate. No one needed to know that.

«Well, now we know how those women went missing,» he muttered. «It happened in the middle of a crowd. No one noticed a thing.» A cold, heavy weight sat in his stomach and something squeezed his heart-probably stark terror, which, like involuntary change, he'd not experienced in fifteen or twenty years.

He didn't realize he held her tightly against his chest until an EMT tapped him on the shoulder and said deferentially, «Sir? We need to get the lady on the gurney.»

He stood with Lark in his arms and laid her gently on the cart.

«I'm a cop,» he informed the EMT. «I'm coming with you.»

CHAPTER 2

Lark drifted below consciousness. Just as she felt herself surfacing, a wave of cozy warmth would crest, break and drag her back down. Voices rose, fell away and rose again. She rather enjoyed the sensation. Best of all were the dreams of Taran; not sex dreams, but she didn't mind. In the dreams, he stroked her hair, caressed her hand, talked to her gently. Only in her dreams did he do things like that.

Eventually, less pleasant sounds intruded-beeps, honks and hisses, several voices speaking at once. The snuggly warmth began to dissipate.

«I think she's waking up.» She recognized her best friend's voice. «Lark? Sweetie? Can you open your-« «Move.» Taran, speaking in his real life voice-curt and grumpy.

«Hey, watch it, assho-did you see the way he just pushed me?»

«Give the wolf a break, TJ.» Nick Wargman, the Houston alpha and Taran's best friend, sounded amused. It took a few seconds' concentrated effort, but Lark opened her eyes to see Taran leaning over her, smoothing her hair with the back of his hand, his face very close to hers. She noted the dark circles beneath his sunken eyes. His customary stubble looked more like a beard.

«Hi,» he said quietly. «How do you feel?»

She frowned, confused. Why was he here? She tried to think about what she last remembered.

Her mind gaped open, vast and empty like after a big booze binge, only she couldn't remember going-wait. She did remember going out. Didn't she? She went out, she…couldn't remember. She gasped and tried to sit up, suddenly panicked and choked for air.

Taran gently pressed her shoulders back down. «Take it easy, Lark. You're okay, you're-« «Hey, sweetie. It's okay, we're all here.» TJ came around to the other side of the bed and took Lark's other hand, casting a «fuck you, too» look at Taran.

«What happened? Why I am in the hospital?» she asked hoarsely.

«You're-« «Nick,» Taran said loudly. «Would you please ask your secretary to back off? I need to ask Lark some questions, and your secretary is in my way.»

«You son of a-« «Minion, let's step outside for a minute,» Nick said. «We need to tell a nurse she's awake anyway.»

TJ started to argue, then looked at her boss's face and stopped. Standing on her tiptoes to kiss Lark on the cheek, she whispered «I'll be back,» and walked out, but not before pausing at the door to toss an «asshole!» over her shoulder. Nick winked and smiled at Lark before he closed the door behind him.

Taran didn't watch them go. His gaze remained fixed on her, one of her hands firmly in his; with his other he began stroking her brow again.

Faded blue jeans and a long sleeved, fitted beige sweater had replaced last night's suit. He looked stale and disheveled and yummy. Maybe she didn't care what had happened to her, she thought, as long as he just touched her like this a little longer.

«Why were you such a jerk to TJ?»

«Never mind that,» he replied impatiently. «Do you remember last night?»

She closed her eyes to think. «Yeah. Yeah, I do,» she said slowly. «El picked me up, and we met some wolves she knew. I saw you. Didn't I?»

He nodded. «Yes. We talked.»

«You spilled my drink on me.»

He grinned at her. She wondered why the heart monitor didn't explode. «I startled you. You spilled your drink on yourself. I bought you another one.»

«Okay. What happened after that?»

«I'm not sure. At some point, someone slipped some GHB in your drink. It's used as a date rape drug, like roofies.»

«I know.»

«I lost track of you until you screamed for me. I ran to where you were, and a werewolf had his arm around you, and…» He paused for a minute, frowning, and stared at the wall above her head.

For a moment, his hand gripped hers so tightly it hurt.

«You looked like you were trying to get away from him,» Taran continued. «When I showed up, he let you go. He and the other werewolves ran.»

«I remember feeling sick,» she said slowly. «And I tried to-I tried to tell one of the guys at the table, but-they just watched me. They wouldn't help, and no one…» She paused. She hadn't cried in front of him in years. «I screamed and screamed, but it felt like nothing came out.»

«I heard you,» he said quietly. «You called for me, I got to you, that's what matters. You may have actually helped us.»

He told her about three women who'd disappeared, all of them last seen at Le Monde.

She sat up suddenly. They nearly bonked heads. «Eloise!» she gasped. «What happened to Eloise?»

Taran shook his head. «She wasn't there when I got to you. I looked her up on your cell phone. I started calling her last night, right after we got here, but she's never answered or returned the call.»

«Last night? What day is it?» Daylight shone through the drawn blinds.

«Sunday.» He glanced at his watch. «About ten.»

«You think she's gone, don't you?»

He nodded. «You know anything about the werewolves she met there?»

«Just that they were European; one of them was Czech.»

«Yeah, that's what I thought. We've been hearing about Eastern Europeans werewolves in town, running drugs and guns and women, and…»

He stopped as a nurse came in to check on her. After a brief, brisk exam, the nurse said the doctor would be by shortly and left.

«You want me to go get you something to eat?»

«No, I want you to finish telling me about the European werewolves. Drugs and guns and women and what, Taran?

«Just…some very bad things.»

She thought of the stories she'd heard, of women kidnapped and sold into brothels catering to werewolves, including werewolves who liked to change during sex. She'd always assumed such tales were urban myth, especially as they started in Europe, which never accepted werewolves and shifters as readily as the U.S. and South America.

«I've heard they like women with fae blood,» she whispered. «Because there's less chance of pregnancy.»

«Do you know how to get in touch with her family?»

«No, but someone at work will. Why haven't I seen this in the news?»

He frowned and looked abashed. «We wanted to make sure Le Monde really figured in the women's disappearances. We couldn't alert whoever's doing this, because they'd just go to another city, and we didn't want to cause a panic, maybe start a wolf scare.»

The doctor arrived. After a quick examination, he announced he wanted to keep her another night. Before she could protest, Taran cut in.

«Is that necessary? You said she seems okay. She hates hospitals.»

«Most people do…» the doctor began.

«No, she really hates them,» Taran said. «If I make sure someone stays with her, can she go home today?»

«Well…I guess so.» The doctor sighed. «But I want someone with her the rest of the day, just to be sure. The effects of GHB can linger as long as twenty-four hours, so no driving till tonight at the earliest. I'll start the discharge.» He left.

«You knew about my hospital thing?»

He shrugged and looked away. «Yeah. I guess Mom or Myall mentioned it once.»

TJ had brought some clothes from Lark's apartment. Taran stepped out into the hallway so she could get dressed.

As soon as the door closed behind him, TJ jumped at him like a curvaceous little terrier.

«Finally. You done? Is she okay? Did you yell at her? If you yelled at her, I swear…»

Nick slouched against the far wall, silently laughing.

Taran put an arm across the door to block TJ's access. «She's dressing.»

«So? I've seen her naked a hundred times.»

Momentarily distracted by the image that summoned, he didn't protest when TJ, all of five foot two, walked under his arm and through the door.

He went to join Nick against the wall.

«You okay, wolf?» asked his Alpha quietly.

«They almost got her. They almost took her, in the middle of a crowd.»

Nick nodded. «You think they planned it in advance?»

«No.» Taran shook his head. «Right now, I'm thinking this El chick was the target; they probably expected her to show up alone. Maybe she went willingly, maybe the other women did too. But when Lark showed up with El, and got a good look at them…I'll have to check my notes, but I think the other women also went there alone to meet someone.»

«You think they recognized you? Pegged you for a cop?»

He shrugged. «Don't know. It's possible. If they did, and they saw her talking to me…» He put his hands on top of his head and leaned back against the wall.

«I keep thinking about her being dragged out of there, no one noticing, and she wakes up alone and terrified, and they…» He closed his eyes, unable to finish.

Nick crossed his arms and stared at the floor, ponytail dangling over his shoulder. «She's not your blood, Taran.»

«No. She's not.»

«So…feelings. You've got feelings.»

«Yeah. She'd be shocked to hear it, but yeah,» he said morosely, grateful he could trust his Alpha with this.

«As opposed to just wanting to fuck her.»

«Right. Although I definitely want to do that, too.»

«Are these feelings the biologically imperative, completely out of your control, last for a lifetime kind?»

«Yep,» he said resignedly.

«Your mother's adopted daughter.»

«Yep.»

«Shit,» said Nick. «I'm sorry. If it makes you feel any better, I know how-« TJ emerged from the room.

«I'll drive her home,» she announced.

«No,» he said calmly. «I will.»

«Why?»

«Because I said so.»

«What if she doesn't want you to?» the tiny redhead said stubbornly, hands on her hips. «What if she-« «TJ, we're leaving.»

«Wait a minute, Nick, I want to know why-« «TJ.» Nick didn't raise his voice. But he said it with all the force of a Pack Alpha, and it worked on humans as it did on other werewolves.

«Fine.» she said quietly. «I'll meet her at her house.»

«Whenever I get her there.»

«Asshole.»

«Leaving, minion,» said Nick. «Now.»

She rolled her eyes. «Right behind you, master.»

Lark looked so forlorn, so vulnerable as she sat the edge of the hospital bed, dressed in jeans and a sweater with her long legs stretched in front of her. Her glorious chestnut hair hung limp around her face. A raccoon mask of smeared mascara ringed her eyes.

She'd never looked lovelier to him. He'd do anything to protect her.

«Where's TJ?»

«Nick needed her to do some stuff for him,» he lied without compunction.

«On a Sunday? When her best friend was almost kidnapped? That sucks.»

He shrugged. «You're stuck with me.» She just looked at him.

«Hey,» he said softly. «I'm not that bad, am I?»

She jumped to her feet without a word and ran into the bathroom. He followed when he heard her vomiting.

«Lark-« She waved a hand behind her back to shoo him away. He ignored her. He gathered her thick hair in his hands, making sure to get all the errant wisps out of her face. He held it for her and rubbed her back as she threw up.

Even as she puked, moaning wretchedly, he repressed a disgraceful shudder of pleasure at the feel of her hair in his hands. He'd wanted to run his fingers through it so many times, for so many years.

He remembered the hard-on he got when she spilled a drink on herself last night; today he couldn't keep his hands off her in the midst of her obvious misery. What would he do next, he mused-feel her up in her sleep? If he could get away with it, then yeah, probably so.

She stopped retching but remained on her knees, gulping air and resting her head in her hands, elbows propped on the bowl. He didn't let go of her hair.

«Okay,» she eventually said in an unsteady voice. «I think I'm done.»

He stood behind her while she brushed her teeth and splashed water on her face. Their eyes met in the mirror as she scrubbed at her mascara. A weird expression crossed her face.

«You okay?» he asked quietly.

She shrugged. «I will be. Thanks to you. I was so stupid. If you hadn't been there…» She dropped her head so he couldn't see her face.

With his hands on her shoulders, he drew her back against his chest. He closed his eyes, memorizing the feel of her body pressed against his. She didn't look up, but she didn't try to shrug him off.

«Silly brat,» he grunted. «Why do you think you're stupid? You didn't do anything wrong.»

She took a breath. He heard it catch. «I know better than to walk off and leave my drink, especially when I'm with a bunch of people I don't know. That's like rule number one for single girls in bars. I don't know why I did it.»

«Because you're not perfect, and people forget to do things they should.»

No answer. He dropped a quick kiss on top of her head. He'd never done anything like that before. She didn't react at all. That scared him.

«You want to stop at a drive through on the way home?» he asked again.

«I don't think so,» she said softly. «I feel nasty. I want a shower.»

«Yes, ma'am. Let's get you home.»

She didn't speak as the orderly wheeled her out of the hospital, or while they waited for the valet to bring his Mercedes around. He tried to think of something comforting, or reassuring, or halfway witty to say, but he couldn't. He never could, he reflected bitterly. So he called the department to check in. He told Danny he was taking Lark home.

Once on the road, she startled him when she reached over to lay a hand on his arm.

«Taran?» she asked uncertainly.

«What?»

«I want you to be honest with me, okay? You can tell me. I need to know…»

«Know what?» he said, staring straight ahead and wondering wildly if she'd sensed something.

«Did something horrible happen to me, and you don't want to tell me?' He turned to look at her in bewilderment. «No. What makes you think that?»

«Because,» she said, dropping her hand, «you're acting so sweet and gentle, it kind of scared me, and I thought…»

«Shit, Lark!» He nearly plowed into an SUV stopped at a light. «Why can't I just be nice to you?»

«I don't know, Taran. I ask myself that all the time.» She gave him a small smile, nothing like the smartass-brat grin he usually got.

He swore again under his breath. The light turned green.

«Maybe I'm being nice to you because someone drugged you and tried to kidnap you and you could've wound up dead. But hey, now that you're okay, I can just go back to being an asshole.»

«Not necessarily. I mean, I could get hit by a bus tomorrow.» She grinned wider that time.

«That's not funny, Lark.»

«Sure. Like you'd know funny.»

They got to Lark's apartment to find TJ waiting for them. When Lark asked her friend what Nick had needed, TJ just smiled at Taran and murmured, «Oh, you know how those alphas are.»

Taran looked annoyed, which Lark found strangely comforting. After ordering TJ to stay with her at least another four hours-TJ cheerfully told him to bite her («but if you do I'll tell your Alpha»)-Taran left. He threatened to call and check on her later.

«So. The Great Werewolf Detective seemed kind of concerned about you, didn't he?»

«I don't want to talk about him, Teej. I just want a shower.»

«Okay, but at least tell me what you think about the way he-« «Hey, TJ? How's Nick? How many women has he fucked this month, and have you told him it kills you?»

She instantly regretted the horrible, nasty words, but after all the trauma, and in her state of nervous exhaustion, she didn't feel like dissecting her endless, hopeless, unrequited crush one more time. They'd been best friends for thirteen years. TJ would let this one slide.

Sure enough, after a minute of hurt silence she threw her arms around Lark and squeezed.

«Look, bitch,» she said into the general vicinity of Lark's breasts, «That's just mean, but I'm sorry anyway. You've had an awful time, and you're right. No talk of asshole werewolves. How about midday margaritas? On second thought, no booze. Let's order Chinese and veg on the couch…»

She kicked TJ out around six. Her best friend hesitated to leave, asking over and over if she wanted her to spend the night, but Lark insisted she could stay by herself. She promised to call TJ if she changed her mind.

She briefly considered staying home from work on Monday, but she didn't want to talk about the ordeal and she didn't like to lie. Besides, comfy pajamas, fuzzy socks and a good night's sleep fixed almost everything. Tomorrow she'd feel normal again.

Once asleep, she found herself in another dream-a bad one this time, and not just because it featured no Taran. She dreamed she was asleep in her bed, warm and safe, when someone tried to bust down her front door. In her dream she laughed-the unknown assailant couldn't get in, because when she'd moved in here Taran and Myall had insisted on installing a steel door. She'd thought it excessive at the time, but she appreciated the hell out of it now, in her dream.

She heard a godawful fight-from the sound of it, right outside her door. The steel door finally gave way with a mighty crash. The godawful fight fell into her front room. She sat up in bed and screamed, because she realized she wasn't asleep after all.

The pitifully faint trail threatened to go cold if he didn't chase some leads. After he dropped Lark off, he went to meet with Le Monde management.

They didn't have much to tell. The mysterious European werewolves spent a lot of time and money-always cash-at Le Monde, and they attracted hordes of women. No one knew their names, and they never made trouble.

Le Monde managers knew of the three women's disappearances-four now, with Eloise-and the threat of publicity scared them enough that they agreed to let undercover officers pose as staff.

The DA had failed in his attempts to get search warrants for the homes and computers of the first three women-the judge didn't see enough evidence of foul play, even given all the women's fae ethnicity and the fact they'd all gone missing from Le Monde. Now, however, with Lark's drugging and near-abduction, and Eloise's disappearance, presumably with the same wolves who'd tried to take Lark, the DA tried again. When contacted on Sunday morning, the judge granted the warrant.

Either El made a lot more money than Lark, or she had someone helping to support her lifestyle.

Her corner loft apartment was in one of downtown Houston's most exclusive buildings. Taran could see clear to Sugar Land from the living room's two picture windows.

He took a small phone book and some photos he found on the fridge and her bathroom mirror-a few pictures of Eloise and girlfriends, more of Eloise and different wolves. He'd ask Lark if she recognized anyone. Forensics would send someone to get Eloise's computer. Now that they had a warrant for her stuff, they'd apply for the other three women and see if any names, numbers or emails popped up more than once. When someone showed up to dust for fingerprints, he left.

Something still nagged at him from last night, apart from the lingering horror of nearly losing Lark. If the wolves had thought Lark enough of a threat to try to take her, would they just walk away now? Might they consider her a loose end? They could easily learn her identity; Eloise may have told them.

He couldn't ask the department for help. He was weaving this case together with gossamer threads to begin with, and concerns for Lark's safety wouldn't merit police protection.

He'd been awake for thirty-six hours; he figured he could go another twenty-four before he dropped. He almost called Denardo to tell him he was headed back to Lark's Museum District apartment, but didn't. No one but Nick needed to know about his feelings. He got to her apartment around six.

The older complex sat on a cul-de-sac, tucked away among million dollar homes and swank boutiques and restaurants. It backed up to a tall wooden fence. On the other side of the fence, traffic roared down Bissonnet Street day and night. Bad guys paying Lark a visit would likely do it from the cul-de-sac.

Taran couldn't say for sure they'd try to come after her; he thought he might be using that as an excuse to sit outside her apartment and whine with frustrated longing, but he decided to delay introspection for a while.

The complex didn't have guest parking on the grounds. He parked a block down the street. From here, he could see the walkway leading to Lark's unit four doors down from the front of the building. He put the top up for privacy; in this neighborhood, a Mercedes convertible wouldn't attract attention.

A car purred into the cul de sac around nine-another Mercedes, a blue SL-Class Coupe worth three times as much as Taran's Cabriolet. It passed him and pulled up directly in front of the complex. Four footed, the hair on his back would've stiffened; on two feet, his neck itched, his nostrils flared and his cop sense screamed for attention.

Two wolves got out-a tall, slender alpha with brown hair and a shorter, stockier, red headed beta, both dressed in jeans and black T-shirts. Taran got out of his car. They stopped and turned to look at him.

The three of them stood like that for perhaps five seconds before Taran threw himself at the alpha, who ran to intercept him while the beta sprinted for the apartment building. He had seconds before the beta got to Lark. Even exhausted and with nerves shot to hell, an alpha wolf with a mate in imminent danger could summon vast reserves of fighting strength.

The alpha ducked Taran's first punch. When he threw his own, Taran caught the fist in his hand and twisted, snapping the wrist. The alpha howled and stepped back before spinning to level a roundhouse kick that caught Taran on the side. Taran grabbed the leg before the alpha retracted it.

He jerked, sending the other wolf crashing to the ground on his back. The alpha kicked. Taran jumped out of the way, landing beside the other wolf's head, which he kicked with his steel-toed cowboy boots. He heard a satisfying crunching sound, and the alpha stopped moving-not dead, but not going anywhere, either.

Taran raced for Lark's apartment.

He grinned with malicious glee as the beta attempted to kick the door down. That fucker was solid; he and Myall had made sure of it.

The beta didn't try to run, but just kicked the door harder. He stank of meth and whiskey, which explained why he didn't flee at the sight of Taran. Wolves involved in criminal enterprises, especially the drug trade or mob enforcement, got their betas stoked on speed and alcohol, which temporarily suppressed their instinctive submissiveness. A beta with a short-circuited flight response made for a dangerously unpredictable fighter.

The door finally gave way with a resounding crash just as Taran jumped the beta. Taran heard Lark scream as he and the beta went vaulting across the tiny den, crashing into the bar separating the den from the kitchen. The beta kicked hard and rolled away from Taran. He sprang to his feet and turned for Lark's room.

Taran shouted, «Lark! Stay in there!» as he dove into the beta's back and took him down face first. The beta squirmed and bucked, trying to throw him off. Taran grabbed a chunk of his hair and slammed his head into the hardwood floor. The fucked-up bastard barely paused before he started bucking again, arms flailing and legs kicking.

«Fuck!» shouted Taran as a searing pain shot through his leg. He looked down to see a knife protruding from his thigh. The beta had been walking around with a goddamned silver knife in his pocket.

Wolves who carried silver knives were pussies.

He yanked the six-inch blade out and plunged it into the beta's back. The wolf howled in pain, joining his voice to the chorus of sirens Taran suddenly noticed. The howling stopped abruptly, and then the bastard sure as hell stopped moving. Blood ran out of his mouth and pooled on the floor beneath him.

Taran rolled off the dead wolf, groaning in pain and exhaustion as he lay on his back on the cold, hard floor. He heard the bedroom door creak. It flew open as Lark ran into the den.

«Taran! Taran-oh God, you're bleeding, honey, you're bleeding,» she babbled, skidding to a stop and kneeling beside him. She kept babbling, but he didn't hear anything after she called him «honey».

She smelled fantastic, of apple shampoo and the girly stuff she put on her skin; even her fear smelled good to him. Her hands warmed him as she ran them over his face and his chest and down to his leg-the knife had gone in the outside of his left thigh, missing his femoral artery and his quad, and it hadn't been in there long enough for the silver to do much damage. The dark stain on his jeans stopped spreading.

He started to sit up.

«Don't move.» She knelt over him, her long hair falling in his face. He decided he could stay like that for a bit longer.

«I called the cops,» she said, stroking his face.

«Lark, I am the cops,» he said with a tired smile.

Then he noticed her shaking hands, one on his face and one on his chest, and her pallid face and red, puffy eyes. He pushed her hands away and sat up.

«Hey,» he said in surprise, «hey, come on, it's okay. I'm not that hurt.» She started to cry and buried her face in his shoulder. He gathered her in his arms across his lap-avoiding the bleeding thigh-and shushed her, murmuring words of comfort. He ran his hands through her hair and stroked her back while she sobbed, and he lost himself for a few moments in the feel and the scent of her. If the only way he could hold her like this was on the floor with a knife wound in his thigh and a dead werewolf next to them, so be it. He wished the sirens weren't so close.

A sweet ache of pride and longing flooded him as he hugged her and rocked her back and forth.

She'd been through one traumatic night already, only for someone to attack her again and invade her home, and she didn't go stark fucking hysterical. She stayed out of his way and called the cops, and now she worried about him, not about her busted door or the dead wolf.

He looked up to see a small knot of people in varying states of dress standing in the open doorway, staring at them. He started to say something to the neighbors when two uniformed wolves pushed their way into the crowd, followed by two EMTs with a stretcher.

«Coming through, let us through please,» said the second officer through the door. «Please, folks, everyone go back to your apartments. We need to talk to the folks in here. Thank you,» he finished as the neighbors drifted back to their own units, speculating on the cause and nature of the disturbance and the very large guy on the floor holding Lark in his lap.

He tuned the neighbors out and turned his attention to the officers, one of whom said, «Excuse me, ma'am? Detective?»

Lark mumbled something about washing her face and fled to her room.

Taran showed his badge to one of the officers, whose name was Hinojosa, and gave his statement. He recounted almost everything; he left out the part about sitting in the cul-de-sac for three hours, saying he'd arrived at the same time as the two wolves.

«He pulled a silver knife on you?» Officer Hinojosa asked with raised eyebrows.

«Yeah, that one there, sticking out his back,» Taran replied.

«Pussy,» the cop sneered.

The EMTs wanted him on the stretcher and into an ambulance, but since neither was a wolf and they didn't have a tranq gun, they couldn't make him do it. He let them help him stand up-he knew he couldn't do it alone-and he agreed to let them look at his thigh.

Lark came out of the bedroom with her hair pulled back in a ponytail. She flinched a little, uncertainly, when he put his hand out to-what? Hug her? Stroke her face? Kiss her in front of the cops and the EMTs? Their moment of intimacy had passed, and he would deal with it.

He hated dealing with it.

«I'm going to let these guys look at my leg,» he told her quietly. «You talk to the officers. When you're done, pack enough clothes and stuff to be gone for a few days, maybe a week.»

«Why? Where am I going?»

«My place.» She started to argue. «Lark, I'm not discussing it with you. You can't stay here, they may try again. I need you where I can protect you and know you're safe.»

«But I don't want to get in the way,» she said fretfully, crossing her arms and hunching her shoulders, «or cramp your style or anything,» «I don't have a style. Or anything. I have five bedrooms and I only use one. Talk to the cops, then pack.»

«Taran? Dude, what the fuck happened?»

Taran turned in surprise at the sound of Denardo's voice. Too tired to reprimand a beta rookie for calling him dude, he recounted the evening's events before he let the EMTs do a quick repair job in the bathroom.

He returned to the den to hear Denardo complimenting Lark on her composure, which she seemed to appreciate. Taran had noted her composure, but he didn't compliment her.

He never complimented her, he mused.

«Hey, Danny,» he said loudly, «how'd you know I was over here?»

«When Lark called it in-« the beta put his hand on her shoulder as he said her name, and Taran very consciously refrained from growling, «-she told the dispatcher who you were. I was at the precinct when we heard about an officer down. You going to the hospital now?»

«No,» he said shortly. «Don't need to. He missed the important parts.» You could pump a beta with whiskey and speed, but you couldn't make him a decent knife fighter. «They gave me an antibiotic shot. I'll just stay off it a day or so.» He couldn't protect her from a hospital bed. He'd feel like shit for a couple days, but he'd recover shortly.

«Look, werewolf, I don't mean to tell you what to do,» his trainee said diffidently, «but you look like hell.»

«He's right,» Lark said. He almost told her to back off, but she put her hands to his face, feeling his cheeks and his forehead, so he stood quietly and soaked in her touch.

«Taran, you're cold,» she fretted. «You've got silver poisoning. You need a doctor.»

He looked at her eyes. She lowered her gaze, but not before he'd seen the worry there-worry for him.

«I'll be fine for tonight, silly brat.» he said softly, venturing a quick kiss on her forehead. She jumped a little, smiled nervously, and gave him a quick hug before backing away. They looked at each other uncertainly for a moment.

Taran cleared his throat. «I called Nick while the EMTs worked on me. He's sending a couple of guys over here to put your door back up.»

«Thank you.»

«Lark says she doesn't recognize the dead guy,» Denardo said.

«No, I don't,» she confirmed. «That's sort of scary. I mean, he could be one of them,» she continued, pointing at the corpse still face down on the door in a small pool of blood, «or I could run into one of them on the street, and I wouldn't even know it.»

«Which is another reason for you to stay at my place, till we get a bead on these assholes,» Taran said.

«It's the drug,» Denardo said to Lark. «GHB wipes out memory of everything that happens after you take it. That's why it's a date rape drug. I'm surprised you remember anything at all. You need anything from me?» he asked Taran.

«Nah, I can drive.»

They both looked at him incredulously.

«Taran, you really shouldn't-« began Denardo.

«No way,» Lark said. «I'm driving you.»

«I'll follow and help get you settled,» Denardo chimed in.

«Goddamn it,» Taran said, «I'm not that wounded. I don't need help getting to bed.»

«Taran…» Lark crossed her arms, this time not in a fearful, hunched up way but in a bossy, female way, «…if you don't let us help you, I'm telling your mother you got stabbed.»

He couldn't answer that. At least the beta had sense enough not to laugh.

CHAPTER 3

She pulled up to Taran's isolated Memorial home around midnight, Danny right behind her.

Taran didn't speak during the short trip, and he didn't watch her every move as she drove his car, so she knew he was exhausted and in pain.

Werewolves ran fevers when ill, except for silver poisoning, which lowered their body temperature. It indicated infection, and she hoped the antibiotic got it. If his temperature still ran low in the morning, she'd call Nick, who'd order Taran to the doctor.

She gave in to temptation and pressed her palm to his left cheek. He felt marginally warmer than a while ago.

He opened his eyes and looked at her.

Before she could snatch her hand back, he pressed it to his shoulder with his cheek. He turned his head and lightly kissed her wrist.

«You all right?» she asked in a shaky whisper.

He nodded against her palm. «Yeah. I just want to sleep.»

He looked about to say something else, but Danny appeared at Taran's window.

«Is he okay?»

Lark sighed and got out. Danny helped him into the house and to bed.

Taran insisted she take his room. She refused-she couldn't handle sleeping in his bed, even if he weren't hurt. Denardo went home, Taran fell asleep, and Lark unpacked her stuff. Then she lay awake in a guest bedroom until about four o'clock in the morning.

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Lark loved the rambling, one-story ranch-style house built in the fifties. This had been Taran's childhood home, before his wealthy father passed away and his mother married Uncle David. He'd thoroughly remodeled and updated it when he left the Army and returned to Houston. He'd left some of the original features intact, including the brick walls, exposed ceiling beams and huge stone fireplace in the den.

She sat at the breakfast table in the huge kitchen Monday morning, enjoying an unhurried mug of coffee. Taran walked in, dressed for work in another fitted sweater, this one black, and a pair of dark blue jeans. Lark still wore the purple and white striped rugby shirt and purple sweats she'd slept in.

«You going in late?» he asked as he poured coffee for himself. She noted his slight limp and the barely perceptible wince when he lowered himself into a chair across from her.

«Nope. Not going in at all,» she said cheerfully. «I didn't fall asleep until about, oh-« she glanced at her watch, «-three hours ago. I lay there thinking, you know what? I had a hell of a weekend. Someone else can take depositions for a few days.»

«I think that's wise.» He stood to pull a key and a piece of paper from his pocket. He slid both of them across the table to her. «Here's the key, here's the code to the alarm system. I want you to check in with me every three hours.»

«What??» she exclaimed, appalled. «You're not serious.»

«Hell I'm not,» he said mildly, forcing her to drop her gaze by staring her in the eye.

Fucking arrogant alpha dominance bullshit.

«I can't get you full protection. But I can get an unmarked car to drive by here during the day, and I can make you stay in touch with me. Until we figure out who those assholes are, I'm keeping tabs on you.»

«But how would they even know I'm here?»

«How'd they know where you lived?» he asked quietly.

«I don't…I guess…» She trailed off, flustered.

«I don't know either, Lark, but they did. Did Eloise give them your full name?»

«I don't remember,» she whispered.

«Lark's not a common name. She may have told them y'all worked together, and I'm sure they knew where she worked. However they did it, they found you, and I'm not going to assume they can't find you again. So you're keeping in touch with me. Every three hours. You can call or you can text, it's up to you. And if you leave the house, you text me where you're going.»

«Well, shit,» she muttered, «why don't you just put a GPS locator on me?»

«Don't tempt me.» He smiled and rose to leave.

«Hey, what about the doctor?»

«What doctor?»

«You're going to the doctor about your leg, right? You're limping and wincing.»

He rolled his eyes. «Fine. I'll call the doctor. Every three hours, Lark, and I mean it.»

She followed him to the front door.

«Fine,» she said. «Come home with a doctor's note, or I'm telling Aunt Meg.»

He'd just opened the door, and now he turned to her with a look of amused amazement. «Are you fucking kidding me?» He laughed.

«I'm not,» she smiled, delighted. She hadn't seen him laugh like that in years. «I'm as serious as you are, werewolf. Get that leg looked at and don't come home till you do.»

He was still shaking his head as he got into his car and drove away.

CHAPTER 4

«Holy fuck, what happened to you?» Taran asked when the rookie beta walked into the squad room Wednesday afternoon.

Danny tried to grin, but it came out a grimace. «Bike. Took a turn doing ninety and planted my face in some gravel.»

The shiner on his right eye and cuts and scrapes on both cheeks made him look like he'd lost a fight, and not a close one. He winced, favoring his right side as he sat down at his desk across the aisle from Taran's.

«That's a shitty way to spend your day off. Think you broke anything?»

«Nah,» Denardo replied. «Just bruised all over and stiff as hell.»

Betas didn't heal as fast as alphas.

Denardo sat down at his desk and logged into his computer before continuing, «Hope it's gone by this weekend; I'm standing up in my buddy Luc's wedding, in Vegas. I leave tomorrow, come back Sunday. Unless you think I need to stick around for the case?»

«I don't see why. If anything breaks I'll call you, but I'm sure I can handle it. Hey, wait a minute.» Taran looked up from his computer. «Luc. He wouldn't be a French guy, would he?»

Denardo seemed startled. «Uh, yeah. French Canadian, actually. Why?»

«Huh. I showed Lark some pictures I found at Eloise Catrera's place, and she ID'd a French wolf named Luc Deviger. Said Eloise went to Vegas with him a few times.»

The beta frowned thoughtfully. «Yeah, that's him. Weird. I don't remember Luc ever mentioning her, but then he used to juggle three or four females at a time.»

Taran nodded. «Yeah, Lark said Eloise had a thing for wolves.» He paused for a minute, thinking, and then he shrugged. «Well. Ask Luc, see if he knew anything about a Czech wolf she was seeing.»

«A Czech wolf?» Denardo asked sharply. «What's that about?»

«I got prints back on the beta Monday. We might have a lead here.»

«Why didn't you call me?» The beta smelled distressed.

Taran laughed. «You spent all day Monday following Gossen and you were off yesterday. Relax, wolf. It could wait. Days off are important. Anyway. Take a look at your email and you'll see what I got.»

Neither the dead beta nor the comatose alpha carried any identification, and they'd been driving a stolen car. Taran had pinned all his hopes on fingerprints, and he got lucky. Maybe.

Denardo opened his email. «Stephan Navratil, Czech, expired visa, last known address Miami,» he read aloud.

«Yeah. And you know what they got in Miami.»

«Cubans?»

«And gambling, guns and girls. It's a great place for bringing women in and out of the States.

Navratil's got priors there. He worked as an enforcer for another Czech, a werewolf named Dominik Kuba. Kuba ran some big poker games in South Beach, attracted high rollers. Miami-Dade thinks he ran call girls down there, too, but he got spooked and left town just as they started to collect some good intel. They think a fed tipped him off. An agent in the office there has a gambling problem, looks like he was into Kuba for a lot of money and paid him off with tips. Miami-Dade sent us everything they've got on Kuba-including photos.»

«What's all that got to do with our case?» The rookie frowned.

«Lark says the werewolf Eloise met at Le Monde was named Dominik, and he was Czech.»

Taran leaned back in his chair and gave his trainee a triumphant grin.

«She remember anything else? Any of the other werewolves there?»

«No.» He sighed. «Says she can't remember faces or anything else, just El telling her Dominik was Czech.»

«That's not much to go on. Even if we have pictures of this Kuba guy, there are five million people in Houston.»

«Yeah, but only five hundred wolves. I've already sent his photo to Nick to get it out to everyone in the pack. And I'm hoping Dominik and his picture show up in one of the other women's photos or emails or something.»

«When?» Denardo asked shortly.

«Huh?» Taran replied as he looked over notes on another case.

«When did you send Kuba's pictures to Nick?»

«Monday, soon as I got them from Miami.»

«I see.»

They didn't speak for a while as each wolf attended to his own work. Then Denardo cleared his throat.

«How's Lark? Still at your place?»

«Yeah, at least for a few more days. She can't stay there forever, though, and if we don't get a break on this thing…» Actually, Lark could stay there forever, if only she wanted to. «The alpha's still in a coma and the doctors don't think he'll make it. Navratil's file is helpful, but I'd still rather have him to question. I should've left one of the assholes alive.»

«You were protecting your cousin. Any wolf would've done the same thing, especially after the beta pulled the knife on you.»

«I still should've kept my head.» If it had been anyone but Lark in danger, he wouldn't have let rage cloud his thinking.

His cell phone vibrated-Lark, checking in by text. He didn't read it-it'd be another still alive. l8r. Sometimes she included RME. He'd needed someone to explain that it meant «rolling my eyes».

«Okay.» He stood and put on his jacket. «I've got to interview a witness in one of my other cases. I'll see you tomorrow.»

Danny didn't reply. Taran walked out, leaving the novice staring at the information on Stephan Navratil.

* * *

On Thursday afternoon, in a feat typical of Houston's bipolar winters, the temperature plummeted from the mid seventies to the mid forties in three hours. Lark had expected to get home before the cold front blew in, but she lingered too long in the grocery store. When she stepped out around four-thirty in her flannel lounge pants and her long-sleeved thermal Astros shirt, the wind seemed to cut her in two. She squealed in chilly shock as she jogged with the cart to her car.

Back at Taran's she headed straight for the fireplace. When she had a nice crackling blaze going, she put away the groceries. Then she poured herself a stiff brandy and took it with her to the bathtub.

She'd seen little of Taran over the last three days. He went to work in the morning and came home late at night, undoubtedly avoiding her. In spite of what he'd said, he probably felt crowded.

She'd been checking in with him via text as ordered.

His protectiveness thrilled her, but she wouldn't lie to herself-he cared for her like a big brother, nothing like the way she cared for him. It made living under the same roof bittersweet. She needed to go home before her heartache worsened.

She lolled in the bathtub until after six. Then she towel dried her hair, put on clean lounge pants and a long-sleeved T-shirt and headed for the kitchen at the other end of the house. She stopped in the den to poke at the fire and sip from the brandy she still nursed. When she glanced over her shoulder, she started to shake.

A lamp on the loveseat end table glowed. She hadn't touched it. She turned to look at the sliding glass door that led to the backyard; closed and locked when she went to take a shower, it now stood partially open. She hadn't touched the light on the deck, either, yet it blazed in the darkness.

Anyone creeping around the backyard could see her perfectly, and she couldn't see them.

Her heart began to trip like a jackhammer at the sound of paws scrabbling on wood. Her throat tightened in fear. She forced herself to exhale, fighting blind panic.

An enormous brown shape materialized out of the darkness into the pool of light on the deck.

She recognized Taran at the last minute and clapped a hand over her mouth to stop the scream.

They stared at each other through the open door. He turned and ran back out of the light. She slowly sank into the couch in front of the fire, the glass of brandy still in her hand. She took a big swig and set it on the end table.

Oh shit, that was stupid, she thought as smooth fire flowed down her throat and burned in her chest. Tears poured from her eyes and she doubled over, choking and coughing. She started to laugh, which made her cough more, which made her eyes water more. She didn't hear Taran come in until he kneeled in front of her, murmuring into her hair.

«Lark? Lark! I'm sorry, I didn't know you were there. I didn't mean to scare you, baby…»

«No, it's okay, I'm laughing, I'm-wait. Huh? Did you just call me baby?»

Only in her dreams did he ever call her anything other than her name. One little word sent a new fire, this one slow like honey, coursing through her veins. She felt a hot flush in her chest and up the back of her neck.

She gasped as he cupped her head in his hands and tilted it back, brushing the hair away from her face. She ventured a peek at his eyes, surprised at the fear and worry in his expression. What on earth could scare him?

«Taran? Are you okay?»

«No,» he muttered hoarsely, his mouth hovering over hers. «Not really.»

Glimpsing a flash of lustrous green as he raised his eyes, she immediately dropped her gaze. She stared at the vein twitching in his jaw.

He'd thrown on jeans, but nothing else. She always took care not to stare at him overtly, lest he notice, but now her eyes feasted on the smooth golden expanse of his shoulders, the rippling biceps and wide chest inches away from her.

He rubbed his thumb across her cheek, skimmed it down her nose and dragged it slowly straight down over her bottom lip. She couldn't breathe. Though his huge hand traced her face as softly as a breath, her skin tingled everywhere his fingers wandered. The currents ran all the way down her spine, and she closed her eyes as a small sigh escaped her.

His body vibrated with leashed tension, belying the controlled precision of his movements.

Afraid to break whatever spell possessed him, she tried not to move, but she couldn't sit still beneath his touch. She turned her head to kiss his hand, and impulsively ran her tongue across his palm. He jerked, and when his mouth came down on hers, it wasn't gentle at all.

He wrapped one hand in her hair as his tongue plundered her mouth. With his other hand, he caressed the side of her neck, his thumb stroking hypnotically up and down over her throat, and she purred at the delicious tremors he ignited.

She parted her legs to pull him closer, smiling against his lips when he shuddered. None of her dreams compared to the reality of his hot, greedy mouth on hers, the rough sweetness of his tongue, the hard strength of his hands on her skin and in her hair. She half-expected to wake up any second.

Slowly she slid her hands up his arms, around his broad shoulders and over his back, delighting in his skin and his muscles and his pulse beneath her palms. She'd wanted him more than anything in her life. She'd never thought she could have him, and now that she held him in her arms, her mind almost refused to accept it, even as her body burned and rejoiced.

Taran buried his face in her neck with a muffled groan. The powerful alpha-so much bigger, so much stronger than her-wrapped his arms around her waist so tentatively she thought her heart would break.

He still smelled a little of his cologne and the indefinable, unmistakable odor of a changing or just-changed wolf. She likened the scent to clean soil and fresh leaves, with a hint of pine.

Taran breathed heavily as she trailed her open mouth across his shoulder and up his neck. His skin was hot against her tongue. «You want me,» she breathed. «You want me.»

«Fuck, Lark, yes,» he groaned. «I can't even… Christ, baby, I'm sorry.»

«Why?» She ran a finger down the scar on his cheek. The vein in his jaw began to twitch again.

«What's there to apologize for?» she asked softly.

He started to answer, but she crushed her mouth to his. She'd never taken a man's mouth like that before. She twisted her fingers in his silky amber locks as she raked the roof of his mouth with her tongue and arched against him.

She whimpered in protest when he suddenly broke the kiss, resting his forehead against hers.

«Tell me to stop,» he rasped. «Tell me this is a mistake, and we need to stop, and I will.»

«Why?» she asked angrily. Hurt and confused at his sudden hesitation, she drew back. «You're the big bad alpha! You started it, damn it. You think it's such a mistake, stop it yourself.»

She cried out when he slid his hands under her, cupping her ass and pulling her hard against him, his stiff cock pressing into her stomach. His hot breath stirred her hair. She felt him smile.

«Are you challenging me, silly brat?» he growled.

His hands burned through her lounge pants. She hadn't put on panties after her bath, and she squirmed at the sensation of soaking wet flannel between her legs.

«I'm serious, Taran.» Her voice shook. So did her fingers as they drifted through the curly golden hair of his chest and stomach. «You can't start something like this and then act like you didn't mean to do it. And you can't call me 'silly brat' while you're squeezing my ass.»

He laughed softly into her hair.

«That's not a joke. Shit,» she muttered into his chest, startled to find herself close to tears. «You never laugh when I say something funny, now you think I'm funny when I'm not joking.»

«Wait a minute. You're upset? What'd I do?» He put a hand under her chin to turn her face up, but she yanked her head away.

«You kiss me and apologize, you kiss me again and tell me to stop you, then you treat me like a little girl. Do you want me or not, Taran?»

He tensed, going perfectly still. «Lark, if you knew how much I wanted you, you'd run like hell.»

«You don't know that,» she scoffed.

His voice took on a familiar hard edge, the one he got when he lectured her. «I just mean there are things you don't know, things I haven't told-« «So? There are things you don't know about me. You don't know what I think or what I feel, you just assume you do.»

«I'm trying to protect you.»

«What, now? Taran, you idiot, once you stick your tongue down my throat and grab my ass, you don't get to play big brother any more. We're not that kind of rednecks.»

She stood up, pushing at his shoulders. He didn't move. Legs awkwardly akimbo, she found herself trapped between him and the couch.

She shivered when he growled softly, his face just inches away from her sex. His breath warmed her belly. He rubbed his cheek against her stomach, sandpaper stubble tickling her skin through the thin T-shirt, and she gasped to realize she'd thrust her hips against him.

A hot rush of desire turned her legs to liquid. She would've crumpled if he hadn't taken hold of her at the exquisitely sensitive spot just below her butt. His hands were so large his fingers wrapped around the inside of her thighs. The thought of him sliding his hands up just a fraction of an inch brought a new flood of wetness. She heard him draw a deep breath, and she knew he smelled her arousal. She bit her lip and whimpered at the ache between her legs. He growled deep in his throat and squeezed her thighs.

Are you challenging me, silly brat? She hadn't just challenged him, she reflected; she'd teased and taunted and insulted him. She'd played chicken with an alpha, and she'd lost.

Or not.

«Sit down, Lark,» he said in a dangerously soft voice, his mouth moving against her stomach.

She obeyed, because even with his assistance her legs would no longer support her.

She collapsed to the couch. He slid one hand into her hair and pulled her head back, gripping her chin with the other hand before slowly, with agonizing thoroughness, running his tongue across her top and bottom lips, over and over till she was dizzy, her body suffused with heat and trembling. He bit her bottom lip and sucked on it, hard.

The burning knot of desire in her belly got hotter, and the heat spread lower. Her sex throbbed with wet fire, her spread thighs making the torture so much worse, and she clenched and unclenched her lower muscles in a desperate, fruitless attempt to ease the ache.

He thrust his thumb just inside her lips and ran it over her bottom teeth, smiling slightly when she gently bit it. His tongue replaced his thumb, and she moaned under the onslaught of his kisses.

«Stay here,» he said against her mouth. His voice vibrated inside her chest. He stepped away, and she suppressed a groan as she pressed her thighs together with relief. She sat stupefied, fighting to get her breath back while he walked to the glass doors and drew the curtains shut, then wandered to the loveseat, picking up her brandy glass on the way.

She watched him prowl the room, enthralled with his supple grace and the wild beauty of his body. He turned out the lamp on the end table. The fire behind him cast shadows and highlights across his brawny arms and shoulders, his strapping chest and the flat planes of his stomach. Her mouth went dry as she stared at the fine line of downy blond hair that tapered and disappeared into his blue jeans, tight and straining with his erection.

He was teasing her, she knew, revving her motor and making her wait for the downshift.

She looked up when he nudged her legs apart with his knee. Brandy glass in one hand, he gripped her thigh with his other hand as he smoothly knelt in front of her again. He stared at her lap as he pushed her leg aside, and when his eyes returned to her face, his slow, wicked smile of lust and promise drew a shuddering moan of need she didn't even try to hide.

He tipped the brandy glass to wet his index finger in the golden amber liquid-the same color as his hair, she noted dreamily-and rubbed it on her lips. He repeated the process, and put his finger between her lips, watching her mouth as she sucked. «Harder,» he murmured, and she obeyed, swirling her tongue around his rough skin. He smiled at the faint pop when he pulled his finger out, and he held the glass up to her lips.

She took a small sip. He licked the excess off her lip before he reached over to put the glass on the coffee table.

«Raise your arms.»

Shaking, weak with wanting, she stretched her arms above her head. She closed her eyes and whimpered softly as he began to push the T-shirt up over her ribcage. Her nipples throbbed, already unbearably tight and tingling in anticipation of his touch, and she cried out in torment when his thumbs brushed over them and kept going. Her breath came in short, labored gasps.

«Open your eyes, Lark. I want to see you looking at me.»

She stared at the familiar, beloved face and saw a stranger whose hands and mouth had set her body on fire, a fire he now stoked slowly and relentlessly while she burned from the inside out. She shuddered with every breath she drew, waiting for him to finish pulling the shirt over her head and past her fingertips. When at last it came off, she gasped as air flowed across her breasts.

«Put your hands behind your head, baby,» he said in a low, ragged rasp.

She bent her elbows behind her head and arched her back. The rough hunger in his face and his harsh, uneven breaths sent a primal thrill coursing through her as she realized he burned for her just as she did for him. But his masterful control never wavered. She, not he, sobbed with pleasure when he cupped her breasts in his feverish hands and flicked his thumbs across the taut, diamond-hard nipples.

She put her head back. Instead of kissing her, he took her throat with his mouth, a declaration of dominance. He slid his teeth up and down, his tongue tracing her veins while his fingers traced her areolae. She shivered at the delicious friction of calloused hands against delicate tissue.

He chuckled when she sank her fingers in his hair and pushed his head down to her breast. His scalding, wet mouth closed on her nipple and every time he sucked, she felt an answering throb between her legs. She scooted closer to the edge of the couch, tightening her legs around his, urgently and helplessly thrusting against him.

«I've wanted this so long.» His mouth moved to her other breast, his teeth teasing her nipple, his tongue soothing the bites. «I can't stop, baby. I can't stop.»

«I don't want you to,» she breathed.

She screamed when he slid his hand between their bodies and squeezed her mound. His fingers pressed the flannel fabric between her swollen lips, rubbing it back and forth against her folds while his thumb made slow circles on her clit.

She writhed against his hand and struggled to breathe through the moans racking her body.

«Look at me, Lark.»

She dug her fingernails into his shoulders and gazed, eyes half-closed, at his ravaged angel countenance. He stared at her, rapt.

«You're beautiful like this,» he growled. «You know how many times I pictured you like this? In my dreams, you look like this when you come.»

«Taran, I'm so hot. I can't-please…»

He groaned and shuddered, for the first time clearly struggling to maintain his own control while driving her into frenzy. When he stood to unbutton his jeans, she reached up to stop him.

«Me. Let me,» she said hoarsely. He stilled, panting, gazing at her with an adoration even her sweetest dreams had never envisioned, and she undid each snap with trembling fingers. She ran her palms across the hard, flat expanse of his abdomen, her thumbs stroking his obliques, and she smiled when his muscles spasmed and jumped beneath her hand. His hips jerked, and he grabbed her wrists with a ragged laugh.

«Baby, don't,» he said unsteadily. «Don't make an alpha embarrass himself.»

Her mouth went dry and she moaned, tugging the jeans over his hips to free his long, engorged cock. The velvety smooth shaft seared her skin as she ran her hands down the length of it, tenderly caressing the head as she watched his face. Taran closed his eyes, taking quick, shallow breaths.

The vein in his jaw jumped erratically, his neck and shoulder muscles taut and strained. She would never forget the sight of him like that, or the fierce euphoria of knowing she did it to him. When she tried to take him into her mouth, he pushed her back.

«No way.» He laughed raggedly, «I'll never make it.»

«Taran,» she pleaded, «Now.»

He stripped her pants off in one fluid motion. With that same wicked smile, he picked up her foot and gently kissed her ankle with his open mouth. Then her calf, then her knee, and then he stopped kissing and just ran his mouth the rest of the way up, and she writhed, shivering with pleasure as his whiskers abraded the soft skin of her inner thighs.

He put his hands beneath her ass and lifted her sex up to his mouth. He licked slowly once, twice, and took her clit in his mouth to suck. Her fingers dug into the plush couch cushions and she held on for dear life as he pulled and licked and teased, and when his tongue dove into her passage she almost levitated off the couch. Her heels dug into his hard back and she screamed as his greedy tongue probed and swirled. She drew in short, shallow gulps as her climax built and she ground her hips against his mouth, desperately pleading for release.

«Oh God, Taran, I-« She sobbed, and she screamed, and she came. And she kept coming, harder and for longer than she could ever remember as his mouth never left her clit, relentlessly riding the waves of her climax until she shattered.

Before she could draw another breath, he pulled her off the couch and onto his lap as he sat back on the floor. Still weak and shaky from the aftershocks of her orgasm, she steadied herself on her knees as he guided his cock into her. She moaned his name softly as she impaled herself on the full, rigid length of him, and he filled her.

«I can't…»

His tongue laved the hollow of her throat. He began to thrust. «You can't what, baby?» he asked in a voice so low she strained to hear it.

«I can't believe you're inside me,» she sighed, and they moved together, his hot hands on her ass holding her tight as he drove into her, each thrust harder and longer than the last, and she murmured little aching cries of need while he fucked her harder and faster.

He reached down to stroke her clit with his thumb, and even though she knew she couldn't come again, not so soon after that earthquake, she did. A sweet little orgasm rocked her softly and she wrapped her arms around his head, his face buried in her neck.

He pumped hard a few more times. Then he too shuddered and came, more quietly but powerfully. Her heart soared at the way he softly shouted her name, squeezing her so tightly she lost her breath. He fell back on the carpet with her atop him, and they didn't move or speak for a long, long time.

Eventually, when she could breathe again and it felt like her mouth might work, she cleared her throat and whispered against his neck, «I thought I'd had sex before, but maybe I was wrong.»

He lay on his back with one arm flung across the carpet, his other hand roaming her back, and she heard his smile as he said sleepily, «I'd kinda forgotten about it myself.»

«What?» Her hand stilled on his stomach. «Do you mean you don't-I mean, you haven't been…»

With an odd, sardonic laugh he said, «I haven't been a busy wolf lately, no.»

She kept quiet, so as not to let on how he'd flabbergasted her. Taran had had women, and spare women, stashed around the city as long as she could remember. He never had steady girlfriends, and he'd never shacked up with anyone, but the idea of an even temporarily celibate Taran just didn't compute.

«Well,» she lightly, «I guess it really is like riding a bicycle, huh? Hey. You taught me to ride a bicycle, didn't you?» Long, uncomfortable pause. «Not that we need to think about that right now.

It's kind of squicky to think about, isn't it. I mean, you taught me how to ride a horse, too, and…wait.» She felt him shaking beneath her; she was pretty sure he was laughing. «Shit.» She sighed. Yeah, he was laughing. «God, I'm babbling. Make me stop babbling.»

«Okay,» he said softly, and rolled her onto her side, sliding his hand up into her hair and kissing her, slow and deep and gentle. She nibbled along his chin and jaw, because the feel of his stubble beneath her tongue made her tingle. He groaned contentedly and pulled her close, tucking her head beneath his chin.

«We need to get off the floor.»

She snuggled against him. «I don't think I can walk yet. And I like the fire.»

«Okay. Couch then.»

«No, I don't wanna get up…» she whined as he stood up, and she whooped in surprise when he reached down and scooped her up. He slid in under her on the enormous sofa and pulled a fleece throw blanket over them.

She lay warm and drowsy between Taran's burning body and the blanket, and as her hand drifted lazily across his stomach, and his hand softly wandered through her hair, she remembered a game she had played with herself as a young girl. When she found herself somewhere she really wanted to be, or doing something she loved doing, or just feeling generally elated, she'd hold her breath and pretend that as long as she didn't breathe, time would stop and that moment would last as long as she wanted. She distinctly remembered playing the game as late as the age of twelve, when Taran taught her to ride a horse. He was a twenty-two year old Army Ranger, home on leave, and her worship of him approached idolatry. She didn't fall in love with him for another five or six years, but that afternoon at the stable in Sugar Land had been a harbinger of the longing she'd carried for him ever since.

«Lark?» he said quietly.

«What?»

«You okay?»

«I think so. It's just weird.»

After a moment he asked, «Weird good, or weird bad?»

The big badass alpha sounded a little scared. She wanted to throw her arm around him and reassure him; but to do that would be to acknowledge his insecurity, and one didn't do that with alphas. She certainly couldn't tell him she loved him. So she said simply, «Weird good, of course, but still weird.»

«Okay. I just don't want you to regret it.»

She laughed softly. «Never.»

She thought he'd fallen asleep when he said, «I've thought about this a long, long time.»

«I have, too. For years.»

«Really.»

«Yes, really. Why?» Rising up on her elbow to smile down at him, she ran a fingernail over his ribs till he laughed. «I told you there were things you didn't know about me,» she said more seriously.

«Like what?»

«Like, you gave me my first orgasm.»

«Lark!» he exclaimed tenderly, and put a hand to her face. «Baby, I didn't know you'd never-« «Not tonight!» She laughed, dropping a kiss on his broad chest. She lingered there, distracted by the sweet salty flavor of the smooth brown skin, and her fingers skipped across the top of his washboard abs. She grinned as his cock, just below her hand, began to notice.

«Lark,» he said in a low voice, and grabbed her hand. «Your first orgasm…?»

«Oh, yeah.» She kissed his ear and slid her leg between his, his cock hard and hot against her skin like a curling iron. «I was sixteen or seventeen when I figured out how to masturbate. The first time I got off, I was thinking about you.»

«You're making that up,» he breathed in an awestruck tone.

«Nope. I swear it's true.» She nipped at his jaw again.

«God help me,» he groaned.

He rolled over on top of her, and for a minute she was squished into the crack of the couch. A second later, she was on her back, Taran braced on his elbows above her. She gave a throaty, contented sigh, dug her fingers into his biceps, and raised her hips to open herself to him, wrapping her long legs around his waist. He dove into her with a mighty groan, and when he began to move inside her, she threw her arms around his neck, crushing his mouth to hers, loving the feel of his tongue thrusting in her mouth as his cock thrust into her slick passage.

She didn't come that time, but she didn't care. She couldn't help the tears. If he noticed them, he didn't say so.

CHAPTER 5

I have to tell her tonight, he thought on the way home from work Friday.

She might go psycho on him at first, but once he explained it to her, made it clear she didn't owe him anything and she could take all the time she needed, she'd understand. He tried to tell her last night. She'd want to know why he didn't try harder. He'd never confess the humiliating truth-

simple fear.

After years of silent yearning, his self-control had hardened into a barrier of tempered glass.

Almost losing her put a sizeable chip in that glass, and the cracks had steadily spread. Last night, the flick of her tongue across his palm shattered the whole goddamned thing. He'd needed her too much, and for too long, to say anything to make her pause.

He wouldn't apologize for what he couldn't regret.

As soon as he turned onto his street, he saw Nick's Range Rover sitting in his driveway.

He hadn't told his Alpha about last night; he didn't know if Lark talked to TJ or anyone else.

Nick, don't say anything. Help a wolf out, Alpha.

Surely, she'd understand. She acted as if she loved him. She could handle it. Together they'd figure out how to tell the family.

When he walked into the silent living room, he knew how badly he'd fucked up.

Nick stood looking out the sliding glass doors with his hands crammed in his pockets, apparently fascinated with something in the back yard. But Taran knew his best friend of twenty years better than that. The set of his jaw, his heavy-lidded gaze, his ramrod posture instead of his customary insouciant slouch all indicated the alpha's anger.

Lark huddled in the love seat with her head down and her arms wrapped around her knees. She didn't look up when he walked in.

After an agonizing minute of silence, Nick turned to him and said quietly, «I dropped by to talk to you about Kuba. Lark was here. As soon as I realized she was yours, I told her how happy it made me, for both of you. She didn't know what I was talking about. Taran-what the fuck were you thinking, wolf?»

He cleared his throat, started to answer, and found he had no words. A dull roaring sound filled his ears. He stared at Nick, silently begging for a life ring. Nick returned the stare with an expression part ire and part sorrow. It seemed to acknowledge yes, he could see Taran drowning but no, he couldn't-wouldn't?-pull him out.

Taran turned to look at his mate. His mate, whose scent he still wore, whose skin he still tasted, who'd come so sweet and frantic in his arms only this morning and wouldn't look at him now.

«Lark? I meant to talk to you tonight about this-« «You claimed me?» She finally raised her head to look at him, her face streaked with tears. «You claimed me, and you didn't tell me? You bonded to me without telling me. How long have you known I'm your mate, Taran?»

He'd expected anger, but the anguish in her voice stunned him.

«How long?» she shouted.

«Three years,» he said quietly.

«Three years,» she whispered. «Three years.» She nodded, looked up at the ceiling, back at him.

«Three years. You've known for three years, and you never said anything. Three years you've treated me like you treated me all my life, either ignoring me or criticizing me, and you never bothered to mention that I'm your fucking mate.» Her voice got louder and harder with each word.

She uncurled and put her feet on the floor, hugging herself tightly and leaning forward. In a voice so full of contempt he flinched she said, «What changed your mind, Taran? What made you decide it was time to fuck me?»

He gaped at her. «What are you talking about? That's not what happened-« «It's not? You didn't plan last night?»

«How could I plan that? You think I wanted that to happen?»

«What, you didn't?»

«Yes! But, but-no, I mean-goddamn it, Lark!» He ran a hand through his hair, tugging at it in frustration as he began to pace. «I've thought about it for years, but I never did anything because-

because it was you, and it seemed wrong, and I thought-I thought there was no way, I'm like your big brother, and half the time you hated me-« «I never hated you-« «And I'd never be able to explain it to Myall, or Mom or David, but then last night happened, and, and-« «And and what?» she mocked.

He spun around to advance on her, pointing a finger. «I didn't rape you, Lark. I asked you if you wanted to stop and you said no. You wanted it as much as I did, every time last night and this morning. You still remember this morning, don't you?»

She blushed furiously. Belatedly he remembered Nick behind him, witnessing all of this. Lark sprang to her feet, arms still crossed tightly against her chest, hunching her shoulders the way she did whenever she got angry or sad or scared, just as she'd done ever since she was a little girl.

«No, I haven't forgotten anything,» she snarled. «Have you forgotten all the times last night and this morning you could have stopped to say 'oh by the way, Lark, you're my mate, and now I'm bonded to you for life, and every wolf who sees you will know you belong to a wolf and if you don't spend the rest of your life with me I'll be alone and, and'-fuck you, Taran! I thought you wanted me!»

«Are you crazy?» he exploded. «Of course I want you! I've always wanted you!»

«Yeah, because I'm your mate! How long have you been waiting for a chance to claim me?»

Could she act any crazier? This made no sense at all.

«Shut the fuck up and listen to me! That's what I'm trying to tell you-I never planned to claim you, I never planned to fuck you, last night just happened, and once it started I couldn't stop it-I didn't want to stop it-neither did you! I wanted to tell you, but I couldn't think of a way to say it, and I decided to tell you when I got home tonight.»

«Really?» she sneered. «Last night and this morning, even when we were making love, you never looked me in the eye-you're telling me that was a coincidence? You didn't want me to realize I could look you in the eye because then I'd know, and you didn't want me to know!»

«I wanted you to find out the right way-« «The right way was before you seduced me!»

«Seduced you?» he roared. «You think I seduced you?

I can't stop, Lark. I don't want you to.

I can't believe you're inside me.

As he remembered last night-Lark's sighs, her moans and her kisses, her fierce satisfaction in knowing what she did to him-he almost wanted to throw himself at her feet and beg her forgiveness. He almost thought he'd do anything to make it right, to make it like it was this morning when they kissed goodbye after making love one more time in his bed.

Almost, but not quite.

An alpha didn't grovel, not even to his mate, especially when he'd done nothing wrong and she was behaving like a spoiled child.

«You think you're some kind of victim here? Grow up, Lark.» He hadn't meant to shout, but he didn't care if it scared her. She acted as if he'd forced her, or tricked her, into making love with him. Bullshit. They'd thrown themselves into the fire with equal abandon, and he wouldn't let her forget it.

«You lied to me!» she raged. «You-you tried to trap me, you act like I don't have a choice, like…like…you can just decide my future! I'm not ready for this, I didn't…»

«What did you expect, Lark? Casual dating? A fuck buddy? Is that what you wanted?»

«No, you asshole! That's not what I wanted! I don't know what I wanted! I didn't expect any of it to happen! I didn't expect you to want me, and when you did, I couldn't stop it, I just couldn't…»

«Don't you mean you didn't want to stop it?» he shouted.

«Yes! That's what I mean! I didn't want to stop, I always wanted-but I never thought you'd-

and then-« «Lark, listen to me.» He took her by the arms and drew her to him, trying to calm her.

But she flailed at him, knocking his hands away. Her elbow caught his chin in a glancing blow and he staggered back with a shocked snarl. She stumbled and fell on the couch, one hand on her mouth and her shoulders shaking as she stared up at him with huge tears pooling in her eyes.

«I'm not staying here,» she blubbered. «I'm leaving. Now.»

«For God's sake, Lark, get a hold of yourself! Drop the hysterical bullshit and listen to me. I'm not trying to push you, I'm not telling you what to do, I just-« «Taran.»

«We need to discuss this like adults and you need to take responsibility for what happened. And you can't leave as long as we don't-« «Taran!» his Alpha bellowed.

His head whipped around like Nick had jerked it on a choke chain.

«Go outside for a minute and let me talk to her.»

«This is my house, Nick,» he growled.

«I'm your Alpha, wolf. Get your tail outside. Now.»

He balked, but then he thought-fuck. What good would it do? He'd only make her more hysterical if he tried to talk to her while this pissed off himself. He went outside to prowl the deck.

Nick joined him ten minutes later.

«All right,» his Alpha sighed. «She's going to TJ's house for the night. I couldn't get her to promise me anything more.»

«What do you mean you couldn't get her to-« He didn't finish the sentence. Nick calmly grabbed him by the throat and applied just enough pressure to make breathing iffy and vision blurry. Just for good measure, he picked him up off the deck a couple inches. Nick was three inches shorter and thirty pounds lighter than Taran, but he lifted him as if picking up a broom, which explained why he was a Pack Alpha and Taran wasn't.

Taran dropped his head in submission. Nick let go and set him back on his feet.

«Bro, you know how much I love you,» Nick said grimly. «I feel for you, I really do, and I think I understand what happened. But that female is madder than hell, and there's nothing you can do about it right now. I won't force her to stay here, and neither will you. Think of another way to keep her safe.»

He could breathe normally again. He put his hands on his hips and scuffed his cowboy boot against the patio table.

«All right,» he muttered. «All right. Can you ask TJ to try to make her stay at her place?» « «Absolutely.»

«I already put a GPS locator on her car, so I'll know where she is when she's not with TJ.»

Nick snickered. «I shouldn't be surprised. When did you do it?»

He grinned bitterly. «Monday morning.»

«I'm assuming she doesn't know.»

«Nope.»

«If you think she's pissed at you now…»

He shrugged. «What's she gonna do? Hate me more?»

«Taran. She doesn't hate you. You scared her, wolf. You just altered her life, and it's gonna take some time for her to adjust.»

«I was trying to tell her she could have all the time she needed. She doesn't want me, Nick, I think that's pretty obvious.»

«Don't be stupid. Sounds like she wanted you all night, and I think she's wanted you a long time.

She just needs-« «You said you came over here to talk about Kuba.»

He probably shouldn't interrupt his Alpha so abruptly. Nick fixed him with a narrow-eyed stare for a beat, clearly trying to decide if it warranted a more thorough throat-crushing, but he crossed his arms and raised an eyebrow. «What?»

«Kuba. The Czech wolf. You said you came over to talk about him.»

«So we're not going to talk about your mate anymore?»

«No point. It's over, I'll deal with it.» Cracks had been repaired, the barrier restored.

He'd let the pain seep through later, a bit at a time. «What about Kuba?»

Nick shook his head and sighed with resignation. «Okay, fine. A wolf out in Channelview says one of his buddies saw the Czech wolf in a dive bar. He snapped a picture of Kuba on his phone.»

«Nick, that's huge!» He eagerly latched on to the one thing that could push Lark out of his mind for a bit. «Who was it? You have the photo? When did-« His Alpha held up a hand. «Whoa, hold up. I don't have anything yet-I'm still waiting to hear from the wolf himself; he's a roughneck, moves around a lot, he's supposed to call me.»

«When did he see Kuba?»

«From what I was told, the day I sent out the photo you gave me, so what-Monday? Yeah, I think so. But there's more. Another wolf who doesn't want me to give his name plays in some big poker games around town-he's an attorney, and there are a few high stakes games around right now.»

«Yeah, yeah, I know-I wouldn't try to bust one up or anything.»

«That's what I told him. Anyway, he's pretty sure he saw Kuba at a game this week. Naturally he didn't try to take a picture or anything, but he said it looked like the picture I sent out, and the guy had a thick accent and played huge-he walked away with something like fifteen grand that night.»

«Okay, that's good. That's good,» Taran said half to himself, mind racing. He felt the itch coming on-the wholly irrational but highly accurate signal telling him a case was moving, clues were popping, maybe this thing had some legs after all. He started to prowl restlessly across the deck again. «Your guy's gotta me get into one of those games, Nick.»

Nick started to say something, and Taran cut him off.

«Tell your guy I don't give a shit about the poker game. My captain won't, either-if I bring Kuba in, no one's gonna care where I found him. Would you talk to your wolf and tell him I want in? I know they're always looking for more players and I'll spend money. No one will know I'm a cop.»

Nick nodded. «He'll do it if I tell him to. I want these assholes off the streets and out of my town.»

«I wonder if I should take someone along. Maybe Denardo.»

«Who?»

«Rookie, officer from Oklahoma. Wants to get on SHIU. He hasn't been here long, so he wouldn't be recognized either.»

«Oh yeah, I've talked to him on the phone but we haven't met yet.»

Any wolf moving into an area with an established pack had to meet with the Alpha at least once, to pay respects and acknowledge the Alpha's authority, even if the wolf chose not to join the pack.

In cities like Houston, with large wolf populations, the process was much more informal than in smaller cities.

«He seems like an honorable wolf, real dedicated.» He stretched and sighed. «All right. Shit. I need a drink. Can I go back in my house now?»

Nick laughed shortly and threw an arm around him. «Yes. I'll go see if I can help Lark out of here, and then you and I can get drunk for a little bit, if that's what you want.»

«Yeah. Yeah, I think it is.»

When they went back inside, they found Lark gone.

* * *

TJ had the margaritas ready when she got there. She dumped her things in the apartment's tiny second bedroom and threw herself down in the vintage eighties Papasan chair TJ wouldn't throw out no matter how many people pointed and giggled.

Mumbling her thanks when TJ put the glass in her hand, she waited while her best friend settled on the sofa. She closed her eyes, but she felt TJ's stare and sensed her anticipation.

«Well,» TJ eventually said softly, «I always figured if you and Taran got together, you'd call me, we'd giggle and squee, and then we'd analyze every single thing he said and try to figure out what would happen next.»

She didn't answer.

«We still need to figure out what happens next, don't we?» TJ continued.

She nodded.

«Lark, sweetie, you have to say something here.»

«He told me I'd run,» she mumbled.

«What did he mean by that?»

«He said if I knew how much he wanted me, I'd run like hell.» Her voice quavered as her throat tightened. «He was right.»

«Can you tell me how you feel? Are you sad, scared, pissed off, confused?»

«Yes.»

TJ smiled. «Okay. Are you even a little happy? The guy you've been in love with for ten years wants you, and-« «Yes. It makes me happy. It made me happy; I mean, for about twenty hours it made me delirious. I thought my whole life had changed.» She laughed bitterly. «And I was right.»

«So. You're happy he loves you, pissed off and scared because you didn't have any warning-« «Who said he loves me? I'm his mate. He doesn't have a choice; it's not like he picked me for me.»

On her way to the kitchen for refills, TJ stopped and turned around. With one hand holding the pitcher and the other one planted on her hip, she said, «Please tell me that's not what flipped you out. Please tell me you understand the difference between a man and a werewolf.»

«Werewolves fall in love with women who aren't their mates, don't they?»

«Sure, all the time. Most wolves never even find a mate,» TJ called over the blender. «But wolves who do find mates say it's love-it looks like love and feels like love and hurts like love.

Only difference is, a mate bond lasts forever, and human love often doesn't. Scientists say even for humans, love is partly a physiological reaction, so do you really want to get hung up on details?»

TJ poured her a new 'rita and sat back down on the couch, sipping her own.

She didn't pick up her glass right away. She sat cross-legged and cross-armed in the large chair, growing more morose and annoyed by the minute as she realized her most trusted adviser insisted on approaching this whole issue rationally.

«I don't consider it just 'details,' Teej. I've known him almost my whole life, and he's never acted like he wanted me, or even liked me. He's always treated me like an irritating little sister and now he figures out I'm his mate, all of a-« TJ slammed her glass down on the coffee table so hard some of the icy green concoction jumped the rim and puddled on the finished wood. She paid no attention to the mess.

«Lark. Are you going to argue with me about wolves and love and bonding?»

She blinked in surprise. «Oh, my God.» Her heart dropped down to her shoes, and her face burned with shame. «I'm a selfish fucking bitch,» she said through her hands. «I'm a stupid, insensitive asshole. I can't believe I didn't even stop to think about you and Josh. Oh, Teej…»

«Stop it, sweetie. Just stop,» TJ murmured, sighing. «I wasn't trying to make you feel like shit. I was reminding you I know something about this. I want you to look at this calmly. You need to figure out what you're really feeling here.»

She raised her head to see TJ looking at her with love and sympathy, and she wondered what she'd done to deserve such a best friend.

«You don't think I'm a bitch for freaking out about Taran claiming me, even though you lost your boyfriend when he found his mate?»

TJ took a couple deep breaths, staring into space for a minute. «You're not a bitch, baby. I'm your best friend; you're supposed to come to me when you're unhappy. I lost Josh seven years ago.

I've healed.»

«You're healed, but you refuse to date werewolves?»

«Yes,» TJ said firmly. «Losing Josh hurt like hell. But it hurt mostly because it wasn't his fault.

And once it happens to you, you want to make damned sure it never happens again. Josh loved me-he really loved me, I know that-and then Melissa showed up, and it wasn't his fault or her fault. It just felt so fucking random.»

«Some werewolves don't leave their girlfriends, or their wives, when they meet their mates.»

«True. But they end up miserable. If a wolf's in love with a woman and his mate shows up, he's screwed either way.»

«But since it's so rare for a wolf to even find a mate,» Lark said gently, «the odds of it happening to you again are, like, nonexistent. So you could-« «Lark, I'm not discussing Nick. Not today, not tomorrow, never. We're talking about Taran.»

«Okay. Sorry.»

«Forgiven.»

Lark knew she meant it.

«Now. Can we agree having the wolf you've loved for ten years wind up bonded to you is maybe not the worst thing you've ever experienced?»

She sighed. «Oh, hell. I guess so.»

«All right. That leaves what? Anger at him for not telling you before he claimed you.»

«Right. It feels like he trapped me.»

«But he can't. He can't force you to stay with him. He's fucked if you don't want him. He's bonded to you, body and soul, for the rest of his life, so if he committed some great sin, he'll be doing penance forever.»

«Yeah, but for the rest of my life, there's a wolf out there who can sense me, can find me, can never forget about me… I mean, there are some really scary stories about bonded wolves whose mates rejected them.»

«And none of them apply to y'all. He'll never hurt you, he'll never go crazy on you. Like you said, he's never acted like he wanted you. You really think it's because he didn't?»

She frowned. «What? You mean like, he wanted me and purposely acted like an asshole so I wouldn't know?»

TJ rolled her eyes. «Duh. And why do little boys chase little girls and hit them with their backpacks?»

«I hadn't thought about it like that.» She recalled something Taran said last night. «Oh. Oh, wow.»

TJ raised her eyebrows.

«Last night, after…after we made love. He said something about forgetting what it was like. He said he hadn't been a busy wolf lately, and I was surprised, because he's always had women, you know? So that would mean…»

«That would mean he hasn't had sex in a while because you're his mate. He probably hasn't wanted anyone else. Even when he's horny, being with other women would just make him unhappy.»

The implications staggered her. She leaned forward, resting her chin on her hands. «Holy shit.

What if he's been feeling like this for years? What if he's been suffering as much as me? I mean-« «How was it, by the way?»

«Huh?»

«The sex, Lark. How was the sex?»

«Oh. Um, unfuckingbelievable.»

TJ grinned slowly. «Really.»

«Yeah. Scary good.»

«Well, no wonder you're so pissed off. Y'all could've been having heart attack sex all this time.»

She snorted her margarita. It burned her nose. «That's not what I'm really worried about right now, but yeah, I guess.»

«So. What you're really upset about is his not telling you first, because now you feel trapped.»

«Yeah. I feel responsible for him. He asked me if I'd expected a fuck buddy.»

TJ damned near snorted her own drink. «Shit. He said that? Did you punch him?»

«No! I was too upset to even notice. Hey. Could I punch him?»

«Oh hell yeah. He's bonded-he's yours. Look him in the eye, tell him to go to hell, throw something at him, alpha don't mean shit after this. I don't know why they refer to a wolf claiming his mate, when he's the one who gets shackled, but oh well. So, you felt trapped…»

«Yeah. I always fantasized about him wanting me, or…»

«Falling desperately, head over heels in love with you…»

«Yeah. And then we'd have wonderful sex and be together. But I never tried to imagine the rest of it-explaining it to the family, dating like normal people. Get married? Break up? I mean, when you think about it, the complications could be horrible.»

«Well, yeah, I'd say so. Y'all never lived together, did you? I mean when you lived with Meg and David. I can't remember.»

«No. Taran joined the Army a year before my folks died.»

They each sipped their margaritas, lost in their own thoughts.

«I'm getting buzzed here,» Lark said after a while.

«I'm getting bombed.» TJ smiled. «Wanna give me the details on the sexy sexy?»

«I'll need another 'rita before I can do that.» She laughed. She found it weird and difficult to dish personal dirt on sex, even to her closest friend in the world. «Teej?»

«Yeah?»

«I feel bonded to him. You think it's my imagination? I haven't felt this way before. With the other guys, after the first time we made love-I didn't feel this-this pull, this tether. I just feel like we're connected, and I don't…» She trailed off, unable to explain it any better.

«They say it's a two way thing,» TJ mused. «Scientists, I mean. They're not sure how it works.

They've just observed in a lot of cases-and I mean, like, a maj-maj-most of the time-« she hiccupped, and they both giggled, «-when a wolf bonds to a woman it's recip-she bonds back, you know? Nature's way, I guess.» She hiccupped again. «Someday when I'm not trashed I'll tell you all about the werewolf's limbic system.»

«The wha-huh?»

«Limbic syst-the brain, you know? Controls emotion, memory, the primal stuff. 'S where the mate switch is, they think.»

«He tried to tell me,» Lark mumbled.

«'Scuse me?» TJ demanded. «What'd you say?»

«I said, I think he tried to tell me. He ashked me-he asked me to stop him, or make him stop, or if I wanted to st-whatever, you know? Like he felt guilty. I thought it washh just the big brother thing, like he wash-was-trying to protect me. Cause he does that, you know. Really pisses me off. Always Mr. Bossy.»

«Um, alpha, shweetie.»

«Well, that's no way to run a relashunship. Mr. Sensitive he ain't.»

«But now you're his mate, you can do something about that. You can't really change him, and he'll shtill be a-a alpha-crap, I think I've had enough.»

Lark sighed drunkenly. «Me too. I can't go to bed like this.»

«Me neither.»

«We need to eat. Wanna order pizza?»

«Sounds good. You call.» TJ managed to lurch into the kitchen with an armload of glass and no bumps or bleeding. She called from the kitchen a minute later.

«Hey, Lark?»

«Yeah?» she replied as she wiped the margarita rings off the table.

«There's a big brown werewolf across the street, shtaring-staring straight at my kitchen window.»

She sat down on the couch. «Okay. Is that shtalking, or is that guarding?»

«Let's call it guarding, and let's ignore it. Call for pizza.»

«Okay.» She pulled out her cell, but didn't dial. «Teej?» she wailed. «I don't wanna call Papa John's! I wanna call Taran. Like right now, and tell him I'm sorry, and I love him, and-« TJ staggered back into the living room. «NO. Lark Manning, no. Drunk dialing ish not what you need to do right now. Even I know that, and I'm drunker than you. Here.» She held out her hand.

«Gimmee your cell phone.»

«I could just call him from your phone, you know.»

«Oh. Yeah. Okay, don't. Bad idea.» She stood up, swayed, righted herself. «Lish-listen to me.

You need to take a few days and think this over, sweetie. He's not going anywhere. This is a huge change in your life. Don't act on impulsh-« She hiccupped. «I'm drunk, but I'm right. Sleep on this a while. Get ushed to it before you call.»

«I know, I know, you're right,» she said miserably.

Her every nerve screamed to call him, run to him. On the other hand, she'd acted on pure emotion earlier, and look where it got her. She needed to get her head straight before she poured her heart out.

* * *

He spent the next six nights on four feet outside TJ's apartment, enlisting friends always willing to help a wolf guard his mate. Maintaining a discreet stance in the shadows of the office complex across the street, someone kept an eye on Lark's arrivals and departures from dusk to daybreak.

Between the apartment surveillance and the GPS tracker on her car, he covered her as well as he could hope.

She could see her uninvited security detail, but so what. He didn't do it to goad her into communicating; he did it to protect her life.

He'd anticipated complaints from people in the area. Even in a twenty-first century metroplex, many people recoiled at werewolves loitering about in public. After dropping a couple hints to the rent-a-cop who drove the little golf cart-he didn't explicitly call it a stakeout, but if the rent-a-cop got that idea, Taran wouldn't disabuse him of the notion-no one approached him or his buddies.

It reminded him of stories older werewolves told, of the days before werewolves came out.

Everyone knew certain parts of the city and surrounding countryside-Memorial, Katy, Sugar Land-experienced less crime than other areas. Most people assumed higher incomes made safer neighborhoods. Residents knew better. Even the roughest working class parts of Sugar Land suffered little crime. Something besides money or fear of cops protected those neighborhoods.

Years later, everyone learned it was werewolves. Good werewolves ate bad guys.

He called Nick three times a day, to see if the roughneck had emailed the could-be photo of Kuba and if the lawyer had called about a poker game. By Monday, Nick quit answering his phone.

Taran started calling from other people's numbers, but TJ started taking Nick's calls, and he couldn't bring himself to talk to her. Once, after answering the phone and hearing nothing for a few seconds, she said, «Taran, do you want to talk? We could talk.»

He could handle a hell of a lot-Army Ranger training, live combat, gang violence, formal challenges, his mother's attempts to fix him up, his first unsolvable case, even his mate's rejection.

He couldn't handle Tyler Jean Turner's sympathy. He hung up on her.

Nick finally called on Thursday afternoon as Taran drove back to headquarters after making arrests in a moonshine ring. He could still solve cases, just not his most important one.

«Hail, Alpha. This humble wolf is grateful for your attention.»

«Watch the 'tude, wolf. You want to talk about Lark, I'm listening. I just got tired of telling you I hadn't heard from my wolves.»

«Oh well, at least TJ is doing real secretarial work for a change.»

«TJ's my assistant, not my secretary, she works her ass off, and that's the last attitude warning you're getting.» Nick paused for a minute. «She's worried about you.»

«I'm not comfortable with that.»

«She's worried about both of you. Lark is-« «I can't talk about Lark, Nick. Not attitude, just fact. You calling about my case?»

Nick exhaled sharply, and he steeled himself for another tongue-lashing, perhaps a command to submit for discipline. But after another pause, Nick said only, «Yeah. Lawyer's name is Petri. He'll meet you tomorrow night at seven. Warehouse downtown, 7000 block of McKinney, white brick with red trim. There's a goth club in the front of the building. Go around to the back, gray door, tell them Petri sent you, password is Brunson.»

He laughed in spite of himself. «Fuck. It's like an old speakeasy. If the cops show up do all the tables slide into the floor or something?»

«No idea,» Nick replied drily. «What do you expect, with the dumbass gambling laws we have?

Petri will meet you inside. Tall, blonde, yuppie, radiates lawyerness. He's nervous as hell about bringing a cop, but I told him you're my best friend. You better just hope Vice doesn't have a raid planned tonight.»

«I'll make certain they don't. Thank you, Nick. This could be the break I need.»

«Don't thank me. You're my wolf, and I want these curs brought down. Talk to you later.»

They hung up. On impulse, and before he had a chance to come to his senses, he dialed Lark's cell phone. As expected, he got her voicemail. He wouldn't hang up; alphas didn't hang up. They just talked real fast when they had something difficult to say.

«Look. I don't expect you to call me back. Christmas is gonna be hell, it's my fault and I'll worry about it. Shit, I'll probably have to leave town.» He took a deep breath. «I should've tried harder to tell you. I just wanted you too much. I'm sorry I yelled at you. I'm sorry I told you to grow up and, and-everything else. I didn't mean to-no, scratch that. I lied. I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm sorry I scared you, I'm sorry I yelled. I'm not sorry I claimed you. I wanted you before I knew you were my mate. I think I loved you before then, and I know I love you now. I'm no-« Beeep.

Goddamn it. The first and only humiliating apology of his life-getting cut off in the middle of it didn't do much for his self-esteem.

Alphas didn't have self-esteem. Alphas were self-esteem.

Fuck it. He dialed again.

«You need to understand something, Lark. I'm never gonna regret fucking you, hear me? It was the best night of my life, and it was the best night of yours. I'm gonna think about it every day single day.» He felt himself growing hard just saying this out loud. Maybe he really was an asshole; he'd live with it. «I'm gonna think about how you looked, how you smelled, what you did, the way you begged me to make you come. And when we see each other-because we will-you remember this-I'll be thinking about it whenever I look at you.» He stopped, panting heavily. «I love you.»

He hung up.

CHAPTER 6

She always turned her cell phone off when she worked. Sometimes she forgot to turn it back on till long after she got home-or, in the present case, TJ's apartment. Around nine-thirty Thursday night she saw she had six missed calls, including two from Taran. Hands trembling, she looked to see if he'd left a voicemail.

She stared at the screen for five minutes before she pressed «send» to listen. The first message set her pulse racing, her stomach flipping and turning itself in knots. The second message turned her legs to jelly and she had to sit down, because her body ached and burned like he was in the damned room, saying all those things in person.

She listened to it at least a dozen times, turned on and trembling. Then she started to panic with the (largely) irrational fear someone could get hold of her phone, hack her password, and listen to the message. She emailed the voicemail to herself and then erased it. When she got home, she'd print the email from her computer and add it to the Taran Box, which no one, not even TJ, knew about.

It contained every item, memento, or, most rarely, gift she ever received from him, including the ticket stub from the showing of Beauty and the Beast. He had taken her and two girlfriends to see it the first time he came home on leave following her parents' death. After the movie he took them to Bennigan's for dinner, three giggly eight-year-old girls and one gorgeous eighteen-year-old wolf.

Their constant squealing, he said later, made his ears ring for days. Over the years, she'd filled the box with silly shit like that. Nothing like the message, though. That message was the hottest thing any guy had ever said to her. «I'm glad I fucked you; I'll remember it every day of my life; I love you.» It was probably as close to romantic as Taran could get, and it was all she needed.

* * *

He stopped by the office Friday night to confirm plans with his captain: no raids on the party, nobody cared if he won money, and a couple guys in the unit hanging out in a bar one block away from the warehouse in case Kuba showed. Taran would send a prearranged text, they'd show up and take the Czech downtown for questioning. Given Kuba's rap sheet and the information from Miami, they could hold him at least twenty-four hours without a warrant for his arrest.

Taran wouldn't talk about Kuba or Eurowolves at the game. Someone there might know Kuba and tell him people were asking about him. A wolf like Kuba didn't like people asking about him.

Taran would watch, wait, listen and hope. Mostly hope, because this shot was miles fucking long.

He'd just shut down his computer and put on his leather jacket when Denardo walked in.

«Hey!» The rookie was clearly surprised to see him, «Why are you here so late?» They hadn't spoken since Denardo got back from Vegas.

«I'm about to go play poker,» Taran replied with a frown. «Wolf, maybe you should give up the bike. It's not for everyone, you know.»

The bruise beneath Denardo's right eye was almost as dark as his iris. Once again, he limped. He had a split upper lip and contusions on his cheek.

«Not the bike this time,» Danny muttered, reddening. «The reception got a little out of hand. A fight broke out in the hotel bar.»

«Did your side win?» He grinned.

«I don't even remember,» replied the beta, easing into his chair. «I'm just lucky I didn't end up in jail.»

Taran stopped and turned when Denardo said, «Wait a minute. Poker? You're going to play poker?»

«All in the line of duty. Nick heard from a wolf who thinks he played with Dominik Kuba at a big game downtown. He's getting me in tonight. Wanna come along? Real undercover work, plus you get to gamble and drink.»

«Um, no thanks. I don't play, and I'm still kinda sore. I was gonna check my messages, then go home and sleep till noon.»

«I'll let you know if anything shakes out.»

«Good luck,» Denardo replied quietly as Taran walked out.

* * *

The two large rooms in the back of the recently renovated warehouse featured surprisingly comfortable furnishings, including custom made poker tables and easy chairs for players to relax and visit between games. The soundproofed walls blocked the noise from the goth club so well even wolves could barely hear it. Taran thought he recognized the anonymously catered food from one of Houston's hippest restaurants. Whoever ran this game had a lot of money and wanted players who did, too.

«Three hundred to you, Tom,» the dealer said, using the name Taran had adopted for tonight. He didn't see anyone he knew, but as the only Taran in the Houston pack, he couldn't risk someone blowing his cover.

Down by a thousand bucks so far, he didn't care because he enjoyed poker. He'd decided to stay all night in case Kuba showed. Petri the Lawyer (there couldn't be another Petri in the Houston pack either, but Taran assured him they'd probably never talk again) promised to point him out.

Two hours in and no sign of wolves with accents, Slavic or otherwise.

About fifty wolves played tonight. Most humans wouldn't play poker with wolves, who didn't need to read tells when they could smell fear, excitement, happiness and anger.

Folding his measly pair of sixes, he sat back and waited for the hand of five-card stud to end.

Everyone else folded as well. The guy who'd opened, a Jersey wolf calling himself Tonio, bought the thirty-five hundred dollar pot.

As Tonio raked in his chips and the dealer shuffled the new deck, another wolf whose name he hadn't gotten said, «Anyone heard from the Russian wolves? I was hoping I might get some of my money back.»

Taran took a sip of water and sat back in his chair with a yawn, thankful to be an alpha and one unusually good at controlling his reflexes and pheromones.

The dealer, a strong beta, replied, «I don't know, George. I like the ones who throw the money around, but those guys were a little too hardcore. We get enough big fish here; we don't need Russian mobsters or shit like that.»

«Dominic's an Italian name, isn't it?» said another player. «I never heard of Russians named Dominic.»

Taran feigned an interested frown, as if considering the ethnic origins of «Dominic». Mentally, he high-fived Nick, Petri the Lawyer, Tonio, and the wolf who'd just named Kuba.

Tonio chimed in, «Those guys weren't Russian, they were Czech.»

Bingo. Hallelujah. Where the fuck was Kuba?

«Russian, Czech, Italian, I don't give a rat's ass,» grunted the dealer. «My bosses like friendly little thousand dollar buy-ins where you get killed for normal reasons, not because some KGB type lost too much money.»

The dealer had a point, Taran reflected as he maintained his bored expression. If you put fifty wolves in a small space, gave them alcohol and pitted them against each other in a series of pissing contests, you didn't really need genuine psychos to make it dangerous.

«Don't matter anyway,» Tonio said flatly. «They were coming, now they're not. One of the first guys here tonight said he talked to a guy in the Czech's crew-something spooked him. He changed his mind.»

An unseen fist punched Taran in the gut.

The dealer halted mid-shuffle. «Spooked?» he barked. «What does spooked mean?»

It means someone tipped Kuba off; it means we have a leak, just like they did in Miami.

Tonio shrugged. «Fuck should I know? Something made the Czech guy not wanna come after all. Who cares?»

«Well, Tonio,» the dealer said with sarcastic solicitude, «we might care if we were about to get busted. There's a lot of money on the tables here.»

Conversation skidded and crashed in both rooms, the only remaining sound the muffled thump of bass-heavy music through the walls of the goth club.

The air thickened with the scent of stress, fear and anxiety. He didn't expect an imminent panic, but he shifted slightly in his seat so he'd have easy access to his gun.

An alpha in the next room-a dealer, probably-said firmly, «There's no reason to think we're getting uninvited guests tonight, gentlemen. We maintain excellent relations with the authorities.»

Taran assumed he meant someone on the force tipped them in advance. «Play will continue until four, as normal. Anyone who cares to cash out when the current hand is finished is free to do so.

But I'm sure everyone will remain calm, and I hope most of you choose to stay.»

Another second passed. The alphas dialed down their own tension. Conversation quietly resumed. A more restrained mood prevailed with slower play-no more boisterous joking and bragging, just serious poker.

The players at his table elected to take a break. He maintained his relaxed facade, professing not to care if they stopped for a while or not. Inside he seethed.

Who had tipped Kuba?

If he could've attended without telling anyone, finding and bringing Kuba in by himself, he would have done so. Investigations didn't work that way. A cop couldn't show up at an illegal poker game without a word to his superiors, not if he wanted to keep his badge. He'd had to tell his captain. The captain had to make sure Vice wouldn't raid this particular game on this particular night.

The wolves waiting at the bar down the street. Petri the Lawyer. Whomever Petri the Lawyer may have told. Fact was, the list of people who knew about Kuba being at this game, and about Taran attending tonight, was not short.

A big, black, dangerous funk hovered on the edge of his consciousness. Tomorrow it would turn into rage.

No reason to stick around for another hand now; he needed to release his backup. He got up to mix himself a scotch and soda-his first alcohol of the evening-and sat down in an easy chair to send the text and check his messages.

He had several missed calls, one of them from Lark.

He took a sip of scotch as he stared at her name and number on the screen. A wolf walking by said with a laugh, «Bro. You having a seizure?»

«Huh?» He didn't look up.

«You been staring at that phone like it's flashing strobe lights.»

«Oh. No. No, just a call I wasn't expecting.» He still didn't look up. The wolf took the hint and walked away.

He looked in his voicemail. One from Lark.

He forced himself to text his backup before he listened to the message, noting with disgust how his hands shook slightly. Once he'd sent the text («no kuba go home»), he returned to the voicemail list and stared at it some more. Took another sip of scotch. Considered walking outside to listen to the message. Stayed in his chair, unsure whether his legs would shake as badly as his hands.

Apparently, getting bonded to your mate made you act like a chick.

He hit Send and entered his code.

Beep.

«It's me, I, um-« Her voice paused, took a breath. Just one little breath, but it wafted through the phone and he sucked it in and closed his eyes, breathless at his body's immediate fierce response. His pulse throbbed in his throat, his gut churned, his dick ached. He growled softly.

«I got your message, and-I never-I didn't think I…» Her hesitancy, the shakiness of her voice, shredded his heart. «I didn't call you back sooner because I was scared. Not-not of you, I mean, but that you might be mad or-or hurt, really, cause I was such a bitch. I mean, you scared me. But I should've handled it better. Shit.» She paused, and he heard her swallow. «I've been thinking about this all week. I feel like a dog that finally caught a car, you know? I have no goddamned idea what to do with it now.»

He barked once in startled laughter, and every wolf in the room stared. Embarrassed, he turned his attention back to the message. «…a long, long time. God, for so long Taran, and it hurt so bad…» He could hear her trying not to cry. It killed him. «You were right,» she whispered hoarsely, «it was the best night of my life, and I acted like a spoiled brat. I'm not sorry we did it, and I'm not sorry I'm your mate, and I need a little time to get used it to but-« the words tumbled out in a rush now, «-I will get used to it, I want to, I-if you don't hate me, if you still want me, I love you. I just-I love you.»

Beep.

He played the message again.

He swallowed, took another sip of scotch, and played it again. Then again, then once more, forcing himself to breathe slowly and block out every sound around him till nothing existed but her voice in his ear, her sighs, her pauses, the unshed tears behind the words «if you don't hate me,» the way her breath caught before she said «I love you.»

The dealer touched him lightly on the shoulder. He jumped out of his skin.

«Sorry, Tom, but I've been calling the table back for five minutes. You never looked up.»

«Ah.» He shook his head. «I…I think I need to leave.»

The dealer smirked at him. «Yeah, I think you do too, wolf.»

When he stood, the room swam. Not like when he drank too much, because he hadn't. Not like when Nick's dad caught them in his porn stash and flung them into opposite corners of the room.

Not even like when he bled out two pints of blood after close quarters combat.

No. He reeled from nothing less than pure, euphoric, I-thought-the-rest-of-my-life-was-going-to-

suck-but-maybe-it-won't lightheaded wooziness.

He didn't worry about falling down; he worried about floating away.

He staggered out of the warehouse into the crisp night air with a goofy-assed grin plastered on his face. Catcalls followed him, accompanied by filthy suggestions from jealous wolves about what to do when he caught up to her.

His body screamed with need, urging him west, toward her, the pull of his bonded mate as accurate, and far more powerful, than the GPS locator he'd put in her car. The strain of resisting that pull threatened an involuntary change, but he couldn't afford to get four-footed right now. To keep from howling in the middle of the parking lot, he clenched his jaw till he heard his teeth grind.

As a wolf, he needed his mate. As a cop, he needed to determine who'd betrayed his investigation. «My mate called and said she loved me» would elicit sympathy, but it wouldn't excuse dereliction of duty.

First to headquarters, then to Lark.

He drove to the nondescript building housing SHIU on the other side of downtown, obeying all posted speed limits and stopping at all red lights despite the urge to get to his mate as fast as he possibly could. A thirty-six-year-old alpha didn't lose control, no matter the circumstances.

Right.

He allowed himself to dial Lark's cell before he got out of the car. It went straight to voicemail.

His vocal chords locked up. He wheezed into the phone like some kind of stalker, and he wondered if the sound of his breath could seize command of her body, as hers had done to him.

«Lark,» he croaked. He cleared his throat and began again. «Baby, don't you think I've already tried to hate you? Silly brat. I mean…» He stopped, laughed a little. «Shit. I've tried everything to get you out of my system. I gave up a long time ago. You weren't-you didn't do-it doesn't matter, okay? None of it matters. If you love me.»

He stopped again, unsure how to continue, unable to hang up.

«I'll find you tonight. Call me, but even if you don't-I'll find you. I love you.»

He didn't see his captain at headquarters. Andy Gossen entered the squad room as Taran logged into his computer.

«What are you doing here?»

«Trying to figure out who fucked up my investigation. You?»

«Captain said he'd have my throat if I didn't do my paperwork.» Gossen grinned, then sobered as he realized what Taran had just said. «What happened?»

He sighed and leaned back in his chair, stretching his arms over his head. «You know about the missing fae women?»

«Yeah. We still like the Euros for it?

He nodded. «The wolf behind it's a big poker player, was supposed to be at a game tonight, right here downtown. Nick had someone get me in. But someone at the game said the perp got spooked and changed his mind.

«Think he was tipped off?»

«Had to be,» Taran grimaced. «And I gotta know who did it.»

«Sucks, bro.» Gossen began typing at his own computer.

Taran completed his email to the captain and looked through his notes.

«Hey,» Gossen said suddenly. «Why don't you ask Denardo about other rich games? Can't be that many.»

He turned in his chair to look at the other detective, confused. «Why?»

«Danny's a big poker player.»

Ice ran up his spine and into his scalp. He closed his eyes against a sudden, vicious attack of vertigo.

«Taran? Bro, what's wrong?»

«I asked Denardo if he wanted to ride along tonight.» He opened his eyes. «Said he didn't play.»

Gossen raised an eyebrow. «That's not what I heard,» he said slowly.

«Denardo tell you he played?»

«No. I know a cop in Oklahoma-said everyone knew Danny was a big player. His dad was a pro.»

«Y'all ever talk about it?»

Gossen shook his head.

«So,» Taran said after a few minutes' silence. «Think of a good reason why he'd lie about that.»

«Can't.»

«Me neither.»

He stood up to pace, the scent of his anxiety filling the room as he ran the past weeks' events backward in his mind. The faster his mind raced, the harder his heart pounded. The harder his heart pounded, the more pheromones he shed.

Gossen, a beta, grew progressively more agitated until he finally barked, «What is it?»

«You know my cousin got drugged at Le Monde?»

Gossen nodded.

«Danny was there that night.»

«That doesn't mean anything.»

«Right. I took her home from the hospital the next day, told Denardo I was doing it. That night, she gets attacked again. Denardo shows up; says he was here when dispatch got the officer down call.»

«What night was this?»

«Two weeks ago Sunday.»

«I'm going into the duty and access log.» Gossen looked up from his monitor, a grim expression on his face. «Denardo wasn't in the building that day.»

Taran took a deep breath. «I need to find him.»

«Could be a coincidence.»

«Danny knew everything I had on Kuba. He's been acting weird. Miami lost Kuba to an agent with a gambling problem.» He felt in his pockets, then looked on his desk. «Shit. My phone's in my car. I need to-I need to call Lark, tell her to-I need to find her. Now.»

It felt like Le Monde all over again: the unfamiliar, queasy sensation of helplessness, made worse by the fact he couldn't protect her this time, couldn't even locate her. Now that he'd bonded to her, any threat to her elicited instant reaction from him. It had already started. He smelled the change, felt the bones in his hand rippling as he tried to dial her cell phone from his desk.

«Taran? Dude, are you changing?» Gossen sounded horrified.

«She's…my mate,» Taran panted as he listened to Lark's phone ring. «Don't-« he swallowed, drew a deep breath and let it out slowly, «-don't freak. I can control it. I have to control it-« «Taran?» Lark's voice-soft, happy, surprised-ran through him like cool wine. He shivered with relief, falling back into his chair.

«Where are you?» he asked huskily.

«Cowgirls. I met TJ and the girls, but they had to leave. I was gonna see, if, um, you wanted to meet me? If you're not working, or busy or, you know? I got your message.» He could hear her blushing.

«Why are you whispering?»

«Because I'm not alone.»

«So? How can anyone hear-Lark, who's with you?» But somehow, he already knew.

«Danny.»

Gossen gasped.

«You know, your rookie?» she said when he didn't answer. «He came in a few minutes ago. He reminds me of someone. I can't figure out who. He says he just has that kind of face.»

A brief moment of sweaty, nauseated, near-howling dread, and then-nothing. He exhaled. His vision cleared, his bones stopped morphing, intellect evicted emotion, and he shifted smoothly into combat mode. Mind over instinct.

«Danny's there? With you?» He kept his voice level.

«Yeah,» she said uncertainly. «Why?»

Denardo could hear everything Taran said.

«I need to see you, baby. I want to see you-right away.» He needed her out of there. «Go to my place.» He snapped his fingers at Gossen, who nodded and picked up the phone. Gossen quietly ordered a unit to his house as Taran continued, «Tell Danny I need my mate and he'd better not get in my way.» He said it lightly, but if Denardo had done what Taran thought he had, he'd understand.

She laughed throatily. «Okay, that's kind of embarrassing, but I like it. Do you-« «Leave now, Lark. Now. Call me when you're in your car, hear me? I love you. Go.»

He hung up.

«You want me to come with you?» asked Gossen.

«No. I want a unit at Cowgirls. And nobody stopping me on my way home.»

Racing through red lights toward I-10, he reached for his cell phone on the front seat and punched in Nick's number on speed dial.

«Did you get my text?» Nick asked in lieu of «hello».

«Wha-no, you send me one?»

«Yeah. The roughneck finally sent me the picture. Sure looks like Kuba to me.»

«Okay. I'll look at it in a minute.»

«Do you-« «I got a problem here, Alpha.» He filled Nick in.

«You're not sure about Denardo?»

«No. It's just a hunch.»

«You have good hunches. What do you need me to do?»

«Call Cowgirls.» The managers and bartenders were all wolves. «If Denardo's there, tell them to watch and track him. Lark's driving to my place. If-« his voice cracked for a second, «-if she got out of there all right, and he's not with her, she's fine. I just need to know where she is, where he is.

Hanging up.»

He drove with one hand as he raced onto the freeway. With the other he pulled up Nick's message and attached photo.

It was Kuba, all right, a good frontal shot of the Czech wolf sitting at a table. Another guy at the table sat with his profile to the camera. He couldn't tell for certain, looking at his phone in the dark of his car, but it sure as hell looked like Danny Denardo.

He punched the accelerator and hit speed dial for Lark. It went to voicemail.

«Baby, I told you to call me. Do it now.»

The GPS receiver showed her car headed northwest-the right direction-but who drove it? Was she alone?

He hit redial, got voicemail. «Lark? Where the fuck are you?»

Traffic slowed as he approached Washington and stopped altogether at the Loop, all four lanes locked solid. Self-control slipping, cool melting, his emotions pounded at the door and demanded readmittance. Intellect gave way.

He smelled it, heard it, felt it under his skin. He quit trying to fight it and pulled the car over. Just as well-he'd get there faster on four feet than on four wheels anyway. Let Fast Tow take the car.

He unbuckled and jumped out just in time. Wolves didn't strip and change in public very often, certainly not on the shoulders of major freeways. He'd probably show up in the Chronicle tomorrow, maybe even with a pho…

…shaking his head and howling as the last human thought evaporated, the wolf raced for home and mate.

CHAPTER 7

She watched her rearview mirror all the way from Cowgirls, but no car followed her. Maybe Danny Denardo didn't realize she'd remembered him.

No-surely he smelled her fear. For some reason, he let her get away.

When she saw the cop car in Taran's driveway, she parked under the streetlamp in front of his house. Turning off the engine and resting her head on the steering wheel, she gave in to tears and shakes.

She didn't see anyone outside gawking at the red and blue lights. Taran's house was one of only four on the small cul-de-sac; his neighbors might well all be out on this Friday night.

He'd arrive any minute, crazy with worry or furious at her for not calling. Probably both. She assumed Danny took her cell phone.

She got out and shut the door behind her. Then she looked up and screamed.

Danny Denardo stood in the middle of the street.

The cop-probably a werewolf-yelled, «Ma'am? Ma'am! Get out of the way!»

Too late. Denardo slammed into her, pinning her against the car with his hands on her shoulders.

He looked past her to the cop.

«Put the gun down. Don't touch your radio. I don't want to hurt her.»

«You don't?» she asked tightly. «That's not why you're here?»

Danny stepped back but didn't let go of her shoulders. He trembled as badly as she did. His battered face, sallow beneath the streetlight, wore a miserable expression and his dark, haunted eyes searched hers-looking for what, she didn't know.

«I've never hurt a woman before.»

«You didn't kill Eloise?»

«No. I just told Kuba about her. He did the rest.»

«Why?» She had to keep him talking. The cop could only stand and watch.

«I owed him money. Gambling.» He paused. «I used to be an honorable wolf. I swear to God.»

«I believe you.»

They regarded each other in silence.

«Why'd you let me leave Cowgirls?»

«Was that the first time you remembered me?»

She swallowed, nodded. «Yeah. When I was walking back from the bar, you turned to look at me, and it clicked. You were standing just like that at the table at Le Monde that night.»

«You weren't supposed to remember anything after we put the GHB in your drink.»

«Sorry,» she whispered. «Why'd you do it?»

«Because Eloise was supposed to show up alone. They said if I didn't help get rid of you, they'd kill me. But then I realized you were Taran's cousin, and I met you later, and I liked you, and I like him, and now you're his mate, and…» He closed his eyes and shuddered.

«Did you take my cell phone?»

He laughed humorlessly. «Yeah. You left your purse when you went to pay the tab. You really need to be more careful in bars, Lark.»

«Are you gonna give me the chance, Danny?»

A tear slid down his cheek. «I don't know what to do. Kuba's gonna kill me.»

«Taran's gonna kill you first. You can kill me and the cop, but Taran's on his way and he's not gonna-« «I know. I know!» he agonized. «What do I do?»

«Give yourself up.» She prayed the scent of her fear wouldn't push him over the edge. «The police will protect you.»

«I could get life!»

«Not if you testify against Kuba. He's big. They'll deal for him.»

She waited on a knife's edge of apprehension. Sirens wailed nearby.

He blinked, nodded and stepped back further, releasing her shoulders.

«You're right,» he said dully. «I can't get out of this, and I'm not a killer.»

She heard movement behind her and held up a hand.

«Wait!» she called to the cop. «Don't shoot. He's surrendering.»

Danny put his hands up and smiled sadly. «Thank you,» he mouthed.

She nodded. Together they turned toward the driveway where the cop waited, gun aimed at Danny.

Not only did werewolves run too fast for human eyes to track, they ran too quietly for human ears to hear.

Danny jumped, gasped and vanished from her side. She felt a stroke of fur and rush of wind as a large dark shape sailed through the air and bore Danny with it across the street into the neighbor's yard.

The cop flew after them.

Fangs snapped, flesh ripped. She froze. Then Taran's howls and Danny's screams and the cop's shouts shattered her paralysis.

«Taran! Stop!» She didn't know she could scream like that. Every werewolf in Memorial heard her.

His head came up and swiveled to her. Another cop car and an ambulance streaked around the corner, lighting up the cul-de-sac like a football field. She stared at her love, his wide yellow eyes shining in the headlights, blood dripping from his gaping jaws, his chest heaving.

Their gazes locked.

«Stop,» she whimpered, «please, baby, stop.»

He didn't move, and she didn't take her eyes off him, as a policeman approached from the side.

«Miss,» he said in low, urgent voice, «are you Detective Lloyd's mate?»

She nodded mutely.

«Would you please go to him? We need to get to Officer Denardo, and Detective Lloyd smells very close to loco, ma'am.»

She tried to move, found she couldn't.

«I'm scared.» Her voice sounded strangled. Her heart felt like it, too.

The cop kept his voice low and soothing. «I promise you, ma'am, he won't hurt you. You're the only one who can approach him right now, and we need to get to Denardo before he bleeds out.»

«Danny wanted to surrender,» she whispered wretchedly.

«Yes, ma'am. We can save him, if you'll go to your wolf.»

Her werewolf. He needed his mate.

She wobbled across the cul de sac on shamefully unsteady legs. He didn't move, made no sound as she approached. She stopped a few feet away from Danny's body. Forcing herself not to look, she stared fixedly at Taran instead.

«I'm all right, baby. See? I'm fine.» Tears poured down her face, but she didn't flinch as he crept slowly to her. She'd never been this close to him when he was furry; his back came level with her waist, his head just below her breasts. «I'm sorry I did something stupid and freaked you out. You really love me, don't you?» She held her hand out; he sniffed it uncertainly and leaned into her.

«Shit, you're a horse,» she gasped, sniffling a laugh. «You said I'd have time to get used to all this.»

He pressed his head against her ribs and whined softly, quivering from nose to tail. She stroked the thick, stiff fur of his neck. When she sank to her knees, he stretched out on the grass beside her.

She murmured nonsense with all the love she could push into her voice and slowly, slowly, his body relaxed and his breathing returned to normal.

The cops and the EMTs moved in to pick up Danny's body. She stayed in the grass with Taran and stroked his flank until the ambulance took off, sirens blaring. Maybe twenty minutes had passed; it felt like they'd been there for hours.

«Lark?»

Taran raised his head, and she turned to see Nick standing a couple feet away. She started blubbering in earnest and rose to her feet.

«No, Lark, don't,» he said softly. «Stay there. I'll come to y'all.»

Taran whined softly to see his Alpha.

«I couldn't do that,» she snuffled.

«Do what, honey?» Nick replied as he stroked Taran's head and made alpha-sounding noises.

«Touch his head. The blood and stuff-it's squicking me out.»

Nick laughed, loudly, and it jarred something loose inside her. She could breathe freely again.

«Yeah, there's quite a bit of squick around here, isn't there? That's what happens when a wolf thinks someone's about to hurt his mate. Werewolves can be icky, says TJ.»

She snorted, then hiccupped. «Hey. Where'd the cops go?»

«Huh? Oh, I sent them on,» Nick said casually as he pulled at Taran's ears. «Y'all can give statements and everything tomorrow. Or Sunday. Whenever.»

She gaped at him. «The cops do what you tell them to? I mean, I know they're werewolves, but still…»

He shrugged. «I didn't tell them what to do, I just suggested it. Come on, pretty girl, why don't you go inside and get some sleep.»

«I can't sleep after all this!»

«Honey, you're about to pass out. I want you to do it in his bed, not out here.»

«What about Taran?» she protested as Nick took her hand and pulled her up.

«I'll stay with him. He won't change for a while yet, and he'll need me when he does. Take a shower and go to bed.»

«Oh. Shit. I don't have my stuff here anymore.»

«Your bag's in my car. I picked it up from TJ's.»

She stared at him in wonder. «You're incredible.»

Nick sighed. «Yeah. That's what I keep telling TJ.»

CHAPTER 8

He awoke with a brutal jolt; asleep one minute, awake the next, and for one terrifying moment he didn't know who or where he was.

The clock said three p.m.

He closed his eyes as scenes from last night floated through his head. A wolf's human memory of time spent on four feet varied depending on mood, circumstance, and emotion. More sensate than factual, impressions rather than events, remembering what happened while furry felt to a wolf like watching a movie with earplugs and a see-through blindfold. You could follow the plot, but it felt distant and removed.

Where was Lark?

She'd been here, asleep, when he finally fell into bed in the wee hours of the morning. Nick had stayed with him while he changed, then helped him into the house. He'd showered, careful not to wake her. She lay curled up in those damned flannel pants and T-shirt, smelling of apples and girl soap and Lark and love. He'd tucked the blanket around her and run a hand through her still-damp hair before Nick softly called him out to the kitchen to eat.

Lingering in the shower, he stretched as scalding water ran over his aching shoulders. Two showers, three showers, four might still not work out the soreness and stress of the last two weeks.

He finally relaxed when he heard Lark moving about in the bedroom. A part of him had worried she'd fled again.

The bar on the outside of the shower door was empty when he put his hand out for his towel. He stepped out, dripping water on the carpet.

Lark leaned against the counter, towel in hand, naked but for tiny lace panties and seriously high, spiked heels. Her hair hung loose about her shoulders, still smelling like apples.

Instantly his cock stiffened and rose. His mouth watered at the sight of her hard, rosy nipples and the dark, neatly trimmed patch peeking through the lace of her purple panties. He could still taste her in his memory.

He swallowed. «Have you been running around like that?»

The pulse in his throat jumped at her slow half-grin.

«I need my towel, please.» His voice shook, and he knew she heard it.

«If you come over here, I'll dry you off,» she said huskily. «You look like you could use some help.» Her hand drifted across her stomach, down to the waistband of her panties.

He smelled her heat, heard her heart. His blood turned to fire as it raced through his veins. His dick throbbed and pointed straight at her-go! that way!-but he stood rooted in place, paralyzed with lust, hands dangling at his side.

The look she gave him-hot, sultry, straight in the eye-left him gasping for breath. He didn't know this Lark, this cocky, confident woman who stared at him as if she owned him and could make him do what she wanted. She did, and she could, and it scared the shit out of him.

«Where have you been?»

«I went to see Meg.»

«You saw my mom?»

«Yes.»

«What the fuck for?»

«I'll tell you later.»

He knew he'd lost control of the situation; he just didn't know how.

«You'll tell me now.»

«No, I won't.» Her laughter filled the bathroom and tickled the pit of his stomach. She held his gaze. «You're still wet, and so am I.» Her hand dipped into her panties, and his whole body shuddered. «If you come over here right now, I promise to leave the heels on,» she whispered.

His body finally wrested control from his mind. He stumbled over to her. She pushed away from the counter to lay her hands lightly on his chest, and he bent his head, expecting a kiss. His lips met her hair. He gasped as she sucked the water off his skin. Her hands fluttered down his sternum, and she dragged her thumbnails across his obliques as she licked more droplets from his torso.

«I love your stomach,» she purred against his chest, pressing her palms flat against his belly. «I dream about your stomach. I'm gonna curl up and go to sleep on your stomach.» She pulled her head back to look up at him with a smirk. «You know what? I think carpet in a bathroom is a wonderful thing.»

He closed his eyes and fought for air. Desire wracked his body, his blood pounding in his ears.

He growled with need. He tried to put his hands on her ass, to pull her tight, but she sank to her knees, her soft tits slowly sliding down his body and over his aching, iron hard dick.

«Lark,» he moaned, «what are doing to me…»

«Shh,» she said. «Look in the mirror.»

His eyes flew open to see her head poised before his groin. She rubbed her cheek against his dick, and he reached down to gather chestnut silk in his hands. His stomach muscles spasmed as her fingers followed the hair running down his belly until they met her mouth.

She stroked his balls with one warm, supple hand and wrapped the other around the base of his swollen dick. He shuddered and sucked in his breath when she licked up the vein on the underside of the shaft. Then she took the head in her mouth and suckled, swirling her tongue around and around.

«God, yes,» he breathed between clenched teeth, «baby, that's…fuck, that's perfect, Lark, that feels so good.»

He felt her smile around the knob of his dick before she slid the rest of it into her mouth as far as it would go, until it touched the back of her throat. He gasped with awe and pleasure. Slowly she pulled it out, keeping her mouth tight around it like a popsicle. She laved the head with her sweet, hot tongue again, then took it all the way back into her mouth. Her hands stroked at a firm and steady pace with her mouth, working his shaft as she sucked.

He watched the mirror as his hips jerked rhythmically against her mouth. Taking care not to push her head, he ran the silk of her hair between his fingers.

«Put your other hand between my legs, baby, please,» he begged. She slid her fingers behind his balls, pressing up. He shuddered again. «That's it, that's so good,» he panted.

He couldn't hold on much longer. She'd milk him until he came, but suddenly he needed to be inside her.

He put his hands beneath her chin and gently pulled out of her mouth.

«What's wrong?» she cried, looking up in confusion. The love in her eyes warmed him till he glowed.

«Nothing's wrong,» he growled, stroking her face as he pulled her up. «It's perfect. You're perfect.»

He held her chin and lowered his mouth to hers, tasting himself as he sucked her tongue. Before she could wrap her arms around his neck, he forced them back to her sides and spun her around with a shaky laugh.

«Taran!» she mewled, «what are you-« She moaned as he bent her over the counter.

Covering her body with his, he whispered in her ear, «I need to come inside you. You can look in the mirror if you want.»

She did, her lovely face flushed with desire, lips wet and parted, eyes half closed. He watched her face as he spread her arms and flattened her hands against the counter, making sure she was braced. She shivered as he rubbed his chest against her back, his stiff cock pressing against the crack of her sweet, round ass.

She cried out when he grabbed her panties and yanked them down. He held her feet steady to pull the panties all the way off, smiling in triumph when he saw her legs shaking.

«I love it like this,» she whimpered. «Hard. I love it hard like this.»

He crouched to grasp her cheeks with both hands, reveling in the hot, firm flesh, and she shrieked when he nipped at one side and licked the sting away.

«Do it again,» she moaned, and he obeyed.

He slid two fingers inside her, finding her hotter and wetter than he'd even imagined. Her muscles squeezed his fingers. She let out a long wail of pleasure. He slowly spread his fingers, stretching her, and she sobbed when he pulled them out and plunged them back in.

«Are you about to come, baby?» he breathed.

Another sob was all the answer he needed.

He guided his cock into her, groaning long and hard as he finally found the warm, wet shelter he'd sought. They were perfectly aligned, perfectly fitted for this. He grabbed her hips and dug his fingers into her flesh, pulling her ass back against him so she didn't have to take all the weight on her arms. Finally deep within her, he abandoned control and began to pump, letting his body do what it needed. She met his every thrust.

«Harder,» she whimpered. «Do it harder.»

He did, closing his eyes and losing himself in her slick warmth, letting the noise of her ecstasy wash away the remnants of his fear and doubt, sure at last that she was his not because he'd claimed her, but because she'd chosen him.

He smiled, delighted, when she reached back to grab his hand and press it between her legs. The edge of the counter bit into the back of his hand as she ground against his palm. She screamed when his middle finger found her clit and seconds later she came, wet and hot and screaming his name.

Her screams died away into little half sobs, and his body began to jerk as the orgasm seized him.

He heard himself shout, telling her he loved her, saying things he'd never said to any female before. Hard and helplessly he came, and he collapsed across her back, burying his face in her hair, resting in the scent of his mate.

«Taran,» she whispered. «Sweetie. I can't stand up. You have to get off me.» She giggled a little hysterically. Her ankles were wobbling in the four inch spikes, his body pressing her down against the ice cold granite.

He laughed into her hair. «I'm sorry, baby. One sec.» He raised himself off her, bracing his hands on the vanity and taking a couple deep breaths. «Okay.»

Smoothly, and with no apparent effort, he swept her up in his arms and carried her to his bed, letting her drop with a thud. He laughed at her «oof!» of surprise. Then he tenderly unstrapped her heels and tossed them away before falling down atop her.

«Oh. Sorry, I'm too heavy-« «Shh, it's okay.» Rolling him over onto his back, she laid her head against his stomach and drew the blanket up. She tucked her hand beneath his butt and breathed in the scent of his seed, the both of them still wet and warm and sticky. She shivered as he played with her hair.

«La Perla,» he said sleepily.

«Huh?»

«It's-« «I know what La Perla is, Taran. It's expensive lingerie. What about it?»

«I'm buying you some. A lot.»

«You don't want me in flannel?»

«I'd fuck you in burlap, baby. But I want to see you in satin and silk too.»

«Bought a lot of La Perla, have you?»

«No. But Nick buys it for all his females.»

«Ew.»

His hands stopped in her hair for a moment. «What ew?»

«Nothing.»

«Bullshit nothing. Why do you care what Nick buys for his women?» he asked belligerently.

Alarmed, she raised up on her elbow to look at him. «I don't care,» she said softly. «Other people might, that's all.»

He frowned at her for a long minute, and she would've laughed at his eventual shock of comprehension if it hadn't been such a sad subject.

«You mean TJ…?»

«Let's forget I said anything, okay? Please. I didn't mean to spoil the afterglow. I'll wear whatever you buy me.» She put her head back down. «Play with my hair some more.»

«How about those corset things?» he asked eventually.

«Corset things?»

«You know. The ones that go around your waist, but not over your tits. You wear them with garters and panties.»

«That's more sex boutique than La Perla but sure, I can do that. I can do anything.»

His laughter stopped abruptly, and his hand paused in her hair again. «You can? Like, what're we talking about here? What've you done» «I don't mean I will do anything,» she sighed patiently. «I haven't done everything; I'm just open to ideas. Okay?»

«You give damned good head.» He was quiet for a minute. «Where'd you learn that?»

«The Dummy's Guide to Blowjobs,» she said drily.

She could sense his dismay.

«Taran.» She rolled over on top of him, resting her chin on his stomach. «I'm twenty-six. I would've waited for you if I'd known you wanted me, but come on.»

«I haven't slept with anyone in a long time,» he whispered. «That's how bad I've needed you.»

«But I still haven't slept with nearly as many people as you have altogether. It doesn't really matter, since we'll never sleep with anyone else again. Right?»

He nodded contritely. «Right. You're right.»

«Okay, then.» She laid her cheek against his belly once more.

She'd just dozed off when he asked, «What did you talk to my mom about?»

«Us. Danny. The whole thing.»

«How'd she know about the whole thing?»

«Oh. Right, I haven't told you.»

She rolled off and crawled up to lay her head on the pillow next to him. He pulled her hand back over and pressed it to his stomach. She remembered TJ telling her how deeply wolves craved touching and holding, and her heart ached to think how long he'd been without it. The touch of friends and family couldn't substitute for a mate's. She resolved to hold and caress him every second she could.

Snuggling into him she whispered, «Well, big guy, you were in the Chronicle this morning.»

«I was? Why-oh, shit…»

«Yeah. Big Ass Werewolf Races Down I-10 In Midst of Traffic Pileup, or something like that.

Not sure why so many people saw you. That late at night, and you moving so fast, I'd have thought you'd be some kind of blur, but apparently you ran across the tops of a few cars.»

«Fuck.» He shot up. «Lark! Did I hurt anyone??»

«Of course not, baby, I'd have told you already if you did! Lie down.» Once he'd settled back, she wrapped her arm around him. «No. You scared the hell out of a bunch of people, but you missed the cheap cars-you only hit the big stuff. Left some dents and scratches. So far, the department's only said it was a police officer in pursuit of a dangerous suspect, and they'll reimburse all vehicle owners for damage. So it's good. Your name might not even get out there.»

«Nick didn't mention any of that last night.»

«I think he was more concerned with you.»

«About TJ…»

«No, Taran. No about TJ. That one's off limits.» She laid a hand against his cheek, looked into his eye. «Swear to me, baby. No word to anyone.»

«Yes, ma'am.»

«God…» she groaned in ecstasy, «…I love it when you do what I tell you. If I'd known all these years I could boss you around like this, I would've been so…Taran!»

She shrieked as he flipped her on her back, held both her hands above her head in one of his giant paws, and tickled her mercilessly under her arms and on her sides. She screamed and thrashed but she couldn't very well move with three hundred pounds of werewolf on top of her.

«Good Lord, little girl!» he shouted. «Where the fuck did you learn language like that?» He had to stop tickling her because he was laughing too hard.

She lay beneath him, gasping for breath. «Taran Lloyd, you fucking asshole,» she panted, «every time you tickle me like that, there's gonna be consequences. You hear me? Big, big consequences.»

«I think there already are,» he rumbled into her ear. He still held her hands imprisoned above her head, and now his other hand dipped into her folds, stroking the fresh wetness. «See? I think you liked it.» He rested his hand there and stared at her, daring her to move, his mouth an inch above hers.

«So. You want to know what Meg and I talked about?»

He grinned wickedly. «You trying to embarrass me? You think I can't make love to you if you bring up my mom? I've been having dirty dreams about my cousin for years. Nothing embarrasses me.» He lowered his mouth to stroke his tongue across her nipple, so lightly she wasn't even sure he'd done it, and she arched against him with a needy little cry.

«What'd she say?» he asked casually and began to suckle the whole areola.

«Aunt Meg said…» she gasped and ground her hips against his, «…she said…oh thank heavens finally.»

«Wait. Huh? Was that you saying that, or her?» He lifted his head, and she giggled at the confusion on his face.

«Her exact words. 'Oh thank heavens, finally.' Said she'd always suspected we felt that way and she just prayed we'd figure it out one of these days. I asked her why the hell she hadn't said something, and she said-« she slipped into her Aunt Meg voice, «-'Well, sweetie, I just didn't know what to say. You know I don't like to pry.'» «She loves to pry! She lives to pry!» He roared with laughter and she did too, but he didn't let go of her hands. She wrapped her legs around his waist and began grinding against him again.

«She said something else.»

«What?» he grinned against her neck.

«She said you had to marry me. She can't wait to be the mother of the bride AND the groom. I think she's already planned the whole thing.»

He lifted his head to gaze down at her. «You'll marry me, right?»

«Oh, baby,» she breathed, her heart breaking once again at the question in his eyes. «Let go of my hands.»

Brushing his hair from his eyes, she traced his scar with a finger, reveling in the heat and the love and the tenderness on his face. She slid her fingers into his hair and brought his mouth down to hers.

«Of course I'll marry you. I'm yours, Taran. I've always been yours.»

Content

KISS AND KIN
Werewolves in Love - 1
by
Kinsey W. Holley

DEDICATION

CHAPTER 1

CHAPTER 2

CHAPTER 3

CHAPTER 4

CHAPTER 5

CHAPTER 6

CHAPTER 7

CHAPTER 8