Azagoth

Demonica - 10.5

Larissa Ione

One Thousand and One Dark Nights

Once upon a time, in the future…

I was a student fascinated with stories and learning.

I studied philosophy, poetry, history, the occult, and

the art and science of love and magic. I had a vast

library at my father’s home and collected thousands

of volumes of fantastic tales.

I learned all about ancient races and bygone

times. About myths and legends and dreams of all

people through the millennium. And the more I read

the stronger my imagination grew until I discovered

that I was able to travel into the stories... to actually

become part of them.

I wish I could say that I listened to my teacher

and respected my gift, as I ought to have. If I had, I

would not be telling you this tale now.

But I was foolhardy and confused, showing off

with bravery.

One afternoon, curious about the myth of the

Arabian Nights, I traveled back to ancient Persia to

see for myself if it was true that every day Shahryar

(Persian: شهریار, “king”) married a new virgin, and then

sent yesterday's wife to be beheaded. It was written

and I had read, that by the time he met Scheherazade,

the vizier's daughter, he’d killed one thousand

women.

Something went wrong with my efforts. I arrived

in the midst of the story and somehow exchanged

places with Scheherazade – a phenomena that had

never occurred before and that still to this day, I

cannot explain.

Now I am trapped in that ancient past. I have

taken on Scheherazade’s life and the only way I can

protect myself and stay alive is to do what she did to

protect herself and stay alive.

Every night the King calls for me and listens as I spin tales.

And when the evening ends and dawn breaks, I stop at a

point that leaves him breathless and yearning for more.

And so the King spares my life for one more day, so that

he might hear the rest of my dark tale.

As soon as I finish a story... I begin a new

one... like the one that you, dear reader, have before

you now.

GLOSSARY

Fallen Angel—Believed to be evil by most humans, fallen angels can be grouped into two categories: True Fallen and Unfallen. Unfallen angels have been cast from Heaven and are earthbound and wingless, living a life in which they are neither truly good nor truly evil. In this state, they can, rarely, earn their way back into Heaven. Or they can choose to enter Sheoul, the demon realm, in order to complete their fall, grow new wings, and become True Fallens, taking their places as demons at Satan’s side.

Harrowgate—Vertical portals, invisible to humans, which demons use to travel between locations on Earth and Sheoul. A very few beings can summon their own personal Harrowgates.

Memitim—Earthbound angels assigned to protect important humans called Primori. Memitim remain earthbound until they complete their duties, at which time they Ascend, earning their wings and entry into Heaven. See: Primori

Primori—Humans and demons whose lives are fated to affect the world in some crucial way.

Radiant—The most powerful class of Heavenly angel in existence, save Metatron. Unlike other angels, Radiants can wield unlimited power in all realms and can travel freely through Sheoul, with very few exceptions. The designation is awarded to only one angel at a time. Two can never exist simultaneously, and they cannot be destroyed except by God or Satan. The fallen angel equivalent is called a Shadow Angel. See: Shadow Angel

Shadow Angel—The most powerful class of fallen angel in existence, save Satan and Lucifer. Unlike other fallen angels, Shadow Angels can wield unlimited power in all realms, and they possess the ability to gain entrance into Heaven. The designation is awarded to only one angel at a time, and they can never exist without their equivalent, a Radiant. Shadow Angels cannot be destroyed except by God or Satan. The Heavenly angel equivalent is called a Radiant. See: Radiant.

Sheoul—Demon realm. Located on its own plane deep in the bowels of the Earth, accessible to most only by Harrowgates and hellmouths.

Sheoul-gra—A holding tank for demon souls. A realm that exists independently of Sheoul, it is overseen by Azagoth, also known as the Grim Reaper. Within Sheoul-gra is the Inner Sanctum, where demon souls go to be kept in torturous limbo until they can be reborn.

Sheoulic—Universal demon language spoken by all, although many species also speak their own language.

Shrowd—When angels travel through time, they exist within an impenetrable bubble known as a shrowd. While in the shrowd, angels are invisible and cannot interact with anyone—human, demon, or angel—outside the shrowd. Breaking out of the shrowd is a serious transgression that can, and has, resulted in execution.

Ter’taceo—Demons who can pass as human, either because their species is naturally human in appearance, or because they can shapeshift into human form.

Watchers—Individuals assigned to keep an eye on the Four Horsemen. As part of the agreement forged during the original negotiations between angels and demons that led to Ares, Reseph, Limos, and Thanatos being cursed to spearhead the Apocalypse, one Watcher is an angel, the other is a fallen angel. Neither Watcher may directly assist any Horseman’s efforts to either start or stop Armageddon, but they can lend a hand behind the scenes. Doing so, however, may have them walking a fine line that, to cross, could prove worse than fatal.

Chapter One

You can be a king or a street sweeper, but everybody dances with the Grim Reaper.

-- Robert Alton Harris

“There’s very little that frightens me more than the Grim Reaper when he’s horny.”

From his desk chair, Azagoth snarled at the fallen angel standing in his office doorway. “I’m not horny.” He frowned. “Okay, maybe a little.” Or a lot. For six months he’d refused to bed the females Heaven had sent his way, but those halo-pushers didn’t give up, because apparently, there was another angel outside waiting to get some hot Grim Reaper action. “But I’m not backing down. I’m sick of being used to create Heaven’s little army of hybrid angels.”

That was true enough, but there was far more to it than being tired of being used like a prize stallion. Satan himself had threatened Azagoth with an ultimatum, and while Azagoth and his realm were untouchable, his children were not. And no one fucked with his children. Not even the Prince of Darkness.

“My lord,” Zhubaal said cautiously, “your deal with Heaven—”

“Deal?” Azagoth snorted as he reached across his desk for the expensive-ass bottle of Black Tot rum that Limos, one of the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse, had brought him earlier. “It wasn’t a deal. I volunteered to fall from grace to run this horror show of a demon graveyard. They changed the rules. After I gave up my life.”

Yep, just a few decades after he’d been expelled from Heaven in order to create Sheoul-gra, a unique realm designed specifically as a holding tank for demon souls, Heaven changed the game. The archangels suddenly decided they needed a special class of angel to watch over anyone living in the human realm who was important to the fate of the world, and they insisted that Azagoth should father those angels.

And he had. For thousands of years he’d taken the angels they sent into his bed and created lots and lots of earthbound, hybrid angel children known as Memitim. But now he was done. Aside from Satan’s threat hanging over his head, Azagoth was tired of screwing females who looked down their noses at him or who just laid there like sacrifices until he was done.

Oh, sure, there were the curious ones who at least made an attempt to participate, and there were the lusty few who figured they’d enjoy doing a bad boy. But for the most part, he might as well have been banging blow-up dolls.

Yeah, it was awesome.

Archangels were asshats.

“But sir, you need to do something. You’re...testy.”

Testy? Zhubaal hadn’t seen testy yet. Testy had gotten Azagoth’s last assistant disintegrated.

“Send the female back, and have her tell her superiors that...no, wait. Send her in.” Kicking his booted feet up on the desk, he broke the seal on the alcohol bottle with a vicious twist. “I’ll give her my message personally.”

“As you wish.”

Zhubaal gave a deep bow and left, returning within seconds with a tall, stately brunette in white and ruby robes, and Azagoth groaned. This wasn’t an angel who had come for a roll in the hay. Mariella was a Heavenly messenger who swept in the way she always did, as if she owned the place, her head held high, her long strides sure and brisk.

“Azagoth,” she said, all snooty and shit, “it’s time to stop whatever game you’re playing and get back to work.”

He raked his gaze over her in a blatant show of sizing her up for sex. She wouldn’t lower herself to screw him, but he got a measure of amusement out of screwing with her.

“So you’re volunteering to spread your legs for me?”

She cringed at his crudeness as he knew she would. Most angels were so uptight. “I’m a liaison, not a bedmate. I’m here to convince you to stop being a fool.”

“Ah.” Keeping his gaze on the angel, he put the bottle to his lips and took a deep, long pull, savoring the sweet burn of the liquid pouring down his throat. He drank until Mariella’s pinched, judgmental expression threatened to make her skin crack, and with exaggerated relish, he smacked his lips and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. “Well, here’s the deal. I’m not doing your bidding anymore.”

“Yes, you are.”

Carefully placing the bottle on a pad of paper, he pushed to his feet and moved around to the front of the desk, noting how she managed to keep that pinchy expression even as her copper eyes assessed him from head to toe. She liked his black slacks and turtleneck...and the way she went taut said she despised the fact that she liked anything about him. Man, he loved messing with angels’ heads.

“Or?”

“Or,” she said, her tone pitching low with gloom and doom, “we replace you.”

He barked out a laugh. “Good. Replace me. I’ve been stuck in this realm for thousands of years, dealing with nothing but demons, evil humans, and the angels Heaven sends for me to service. Someone else can have this shitty job.”

“I don’t think you understand,” she said silkily. “Replace is a nice word for destroy.”

Azagoth’s pulse kicked up a notch. It was fun when someone threatened him. Game on. “And I don’t think you understand. You can’t destroy me. I’ve put safeguards in place.”

Her eyes narrowed into slits. “What kinds of safeguards?”

He gave a dramatic pause, partly to irritate the angel, and partly because he totally got off on dragging out the win. Finally, he steepled his fingers together like a cheesy cartoon villain and said, “The kind that will release all demon souls from Sheoul-gra upon my death.”

She gasped in outrage. Because sure, it was okay for her to threaten him, but turnabout was clearly not fair play. “And Hades allowed this?”

Hades, who ran Sheoul-gra’s Inner Sanctum where demon souls were kept, had little say in what Azagoth did, but they’d long ago hammered out a working relationship that gave the fallen angel independent authority over the Inner Sanctum. Azagoth could overrule him if needed, but in general, he left Hades alone.

“Actually,” Azagoth said as he casually propped his hip on the desk, “it was Hades who suggested it.”

“That blue-haired bastard.”

He’d give her that one. Hades was a world-class dick. Azagoth liked that in a fallen angel. “Now,” he said, “you get to listen to my demands.”

“Which are?” she said through gritted teeth.

“I want a female.”

She shot him an exasperated look. “What do you think we’ve been sending you? You keep turning them down.”

“I don’t want a female to fuck,” he said, still being as raunchy as possible. It drove angels nuts, and sure enough, her lips puckered as if she’d sucked a lemon. “I want one to keep.”

Outrage mottled her perfect, ivory skin. “You want an angel to keep? As what? A pet?”

“As a mate.”

“Oh, that’s precious.” She laughed, and the blood that usually ran cold in his veins started to steam. “You want a mate? You? Why?”

Because I’m lonely. That was only part of it, but it was a big part. He could have simply told Heaven to stop sending him females because Satan had threatened to start killing Memitim if even one more was born, but he didn’t want to spend the rest of eternity alone. He’d seen one of his daughters, Idess, willingly sacrifice so much for the male she loved, and she’d risked her life on more than one occasion to make sure other couples were happy. The depths to which people felt love had stunned him, and deep inside, it had sparked a desire to have that for himself.

That was assuming he could love. He hadn’t felt anything but anger and amusement in thousands of years, and even those emotions rarely reached a level beyond what he’d consider mild.

“My reasons are my own,” he said. “Send me a female to keep.”

“I’m sure this female you want will be so happy to be constantly pregnant,” she drawled.

“Oh, did I give you the impression that I’d keep making Memitim angels for you?” He pushed off the desk and moved toward her, enjoying the way her eyes sparked with anger and superiority even as she inched backward. “Well, newsflash, you Heavenly puke; no children that come of the union with my mate will ever be handed over to you.”

She flared her cinnamon wings in annoyance, but he kept his own wings tucked away. When he took his out, it usually meant he was on the verge of killing.

He wasn’t there yet, but he had no doubt this angel could push him to it.

Not that it took much.

“I’ll inform my bosses, but don’t expect an answer you’ll like.”

Even now, after he’d made clear that he held all the cards—or the souls, as it were—she continued to think she had the better hand. Amusing. Mildly amusing, of course.

“You’re still not getting it, are you? I’ll get what I want. There’s no other choice.” He halted in front of her, so close she was forced to look up at him. “And tell them that the next angel they send better be prepared to stay, because I’m keeping her.”

“How nice,” she said snottily. “Are you going to keep her in chains? Rape her if she refuses to bed you?”

Suddenly, his hand was clamped around her throat, almost of its own volition. Angels did that to him, made his body parts act independently of his brain. He felt her reach for her angelic ability to strike at him, but this was his realm, and here he controlled the use of power.

“Send someone willing.” He bared his fangs, giving the angel an up-close-and-personal look at one of the things that made them so very different despite their angelic origins. “I’m warning you. Because the next angel who steps through that doorway won’t be leaving. Ever.”

Chapter Two

Lilliana scurried through the pristine white halls of the massive Archangel Complex, her heart beating like a hummingbird’s. She’d only been here once, several hundred years ago, and it had merely been to deliver a message from her superiors in the Time Travel Operations Department.

This time, she was here because she’d been summoned, and that could only be bad news. Her direct supervisor, an angel humans would describe as nerdy and shy, had warned her that after her latest screw-up, she might earn more than just a suspension from TTO.

She broke out in a sweat at the thought. Her work was her life. The only connection she had with her dead mother. If the archangels took that away from her...she shuddered. Sure, she’d committed a grievous offense, but there had been extenuating circumstances. She’d been kidnapped, held captive, and forced to do things she hadn’t wanted to do. Her nerdy supervisor understood...but he didn’t think the head honchos would. Besides, rules were rules, and Heaven’s tolerance for rule breakers was notoriously nonexistent.

Stomach churning, she entered the garishly maroon and gold offices of Raphael. The Raphael. She might vomit on his robes.

A petite, flaxen-haired female looked up from her crystal tablet, a device that was the human equivalent of an electronic tablet device...if human tablets had advanced by about ten billion years. She gave Lilliana a bored once-over, pausing to wrinkle her nose at Lilliana’s unfashionably loose brown hair. Lilliana could change it with a mere thought, maybe piling it on top of her head like a giant ostrich egg the way the other female wore it, but she’d never cared about current fashion. She did, however, care about looking stupid.

“To your left.” Egghead went back to tapping on her tablet.

Lilliana turned down the hall, which ended inside a room with walls that seemed to be made of white smoke. A marble fountain, an extinct palm tree, bronze statues...the room was filled with the most eclectic mix of objects from different time periods.

An angel appeared before her from out of nowhere, and although she’d never seen Raphael before, she knew him instantly. He stood a full foot above her five foot eleven inches, and his golden hair fell in a shiny curtain around broad shoulders draped by a lush, purple velvet mantle. Jewel-encrusted rings circled every finger, and a gold sun-shaped pendant hung halfway down his chest, standing out starkly against his snowy white suit.

If she had to describe the style of his outfit, she’d go with royal-retro-pimp.

“You’re late.” His deep, dark voice rumbled through her, jangling her already unsteady nerves. “Late to a meeting with an archangel.”

She was most certainly not late, but it didn’t seem like a good idea to argue. “Ah...I got lost—”

He cut her off with a savage sweep of his bejeweled hand. “Your excuses don’t interest me. I have a proposition for you.”

Wow. What everyone said about archangels was true.

They were giant douchebags. With terrible fashion sense and taste in decor.

“What kind of proposition?”

“I understand that you’re curious about the underworld.”

Her pulse picked up a notch. Most angels nursed a deep hatred for anything related to demons and their realm, Sheoul, and one never knew how much trouble you could get into by being too inquisitive. Plus, too much curiosity threw up a red flag for those who watched for signs of potential defection to Satan’s camp.

“I wouldn’t say I’m overly curious,” she said, choosing her words carefully, “but I do find it interesting that many ancient human structures are replicated in Sheoul and vice versa, and I’d love to study the links between them.”

“What if I said I could give you that opportunity?”

She cocked an eyebrow. “I’d say...what’s the catch?”

“The catch is a big one.” He gave an ominous pause she suspected was calculated to make her lungs seize. It worked. “You’ll have to take a mate.”

What little air she had in her lungs whooshed out in a rush. “A mate?” she choked out. “Why?”

“Because this particular male wants a mate, and we need him, so he gets what he wants.”

In other words, this particular male, clearly a standup guy, was using blackmail to get what he wanted. She licked her dry lips, buying herself time to speak without sounding as if she’d run a marathon. “And what about what I want?”

The archangel regarded her with disdain, as if what she wanted was of no consequence. “How about we go over all of the terms of this deal before you decide what you want.”

“Of course,” she said tightly. She had a feeling the terms were going to be pretty one-sided, and that side wouldn’t be hers. “Who is he?”

“Azagoth, collector of souls.”

Her heart stopped. Just quit beating. “The Forgotten One? The Grim Reaper?” Holy shit. He had to be kidding. “Is this some kind of joke?”

“I have no sense of humor.”

She’d heard that about Raphael. About most of the archangels, actually. “But you want me to mate Azagoth?”

Raphael inclined his head in an impatient, curt nod, as if this wasn’t something to get all worked up about. How could he be so calm?

Because it’s not his head on the chopping block, that’s how.

The ex-angel, sometimes known by those in Heaven as The Forgotten One, was occasionally spoken about with respect, but most often, contempt. He’d been a hero in Heaven, the person who first identified Satan as a rotten apple who was planning a coup against his angelic brethren. Because of Azagoth, Satan had been stripped of his wings and cast out of Heaven to create his own realm known as Sheoul, where he’d set up shop breeding evil minions.

Too late Heaven realized they should have put Satan down when they had the chance, because centuries later, his demonic creations began to die, and with nowhere to go, their disembodied souls wreaked havoc on the Earth. Azagoth volunteered to create Sheoul-gra, a holding tank for the souls, but why he volunteered was the topic of hot debates and wild conspiracy theories.

The only thing anyone agreed on was that he’d been corrupted by evil and was one of the most dangerous and powerful beings outside of Heaven. Fortunately, he was contained inside his own realm...but his reach extended far beyond it, and that had always been a concern for The Powers That Be in Heaven.

Raphael let her stew in her thoughts for a moment before adding, “And full disclosure; you can never leave his realm once you get there.”

Her jaw dropped. Closed. Dropped again. Unable to leave Sheoul-gra? She’d be trapped. Imprisoned, just like she’d been when she was kidnapped by a crazy angel bent on getting revenge on an archangel, a situation that had gotten her into this mess in the first place.

Finally, she managed a squeaky, “Never?”

“Not...in the traditional sense.” Raphael produced a cup of nectar from out of thin air and held it out to her, but she refused. She doubted her stomach could hold anything down right now. Plus, refusing something offered by an archangel gave her a sinful feeling of satisfaction. “But according to my intel, he possesses a chronoglass.”

Surprise flew through her. “I thought we had the only two in existence.”

“Apparently not.”

“So he can time travel?”

Raphael shook his head. “He wasn’t born with the ability. We believe he uses it to view current events in the human and demon realms.”

What a waste. Angels with the ability to time travel could do so only under limited circumstances and with the assistance of a handful of very rare objects. Chronoglasses were the most versatile and powerful of all the time travel objects, and Azagoth’s would be invaluable to Heaven.

“Wait...you said he can view the events of the demon realm too? How?”

“His chronoglass, unlike ours, is double-sided. One side allows a view of the human realm, and the other shows the demon realm.” Raphael sipped the nectar she’d refused. “With his chronoglass, you can escape his realm once per day for an hour. But you will be restricted to the past, and as always, contact with anyone you know is not permitted, and so is any manipulation of events that could change history.” He angled his body closer, putting on the pressure without saying a word. “So. What say you?”

I say you’re insane. “As, ah...generous...as this offer is, I’m going to have to refuse. I have a job here.”

He casually took a drink of the nectar, and she got the feeling that he was stringing a noose. “Do you.”

She swallowed. Which wasn’t easy, given the invisible rope tightening inexorably around her neck. “Excuse me?”

“Did you think we could let your recent transgressions slide?” He waved his hand, and one of the smoky walls became solid ivory.

Against the white backdrop, in perfect, high-def 3-D, a movie started up. A movie that showed her, three months ago, as she traveled through time to various locations to gather objects.

An angel named Reaver had asked for some special gifts for his five-thousand-year-old children, items from their childhoods. It was against the rules to bring objects back from the past, but he’d pulled her butt out of trouble once, and she’d owed him.

But holy crap, had she paid for what she’d done. Fifty years of time travel with supervision only, plus a hundred years of listening in on human prayers, sorting them, and presenting the most urgent ones to the Prayer Fulfillment Department.

So. Freaking. Boring. Humans could pray for really selfish, stupid stuff.

The movie jumped ahead, and she watched herself handing the items to Reaver. “I’ve already been punished for that.”

“And clearly, you didn’t learn your lesson,” he snapped, suddenly and inexplicably irritated. “Because not a month later, you broke one of the most important time travel laws and caused an imbalance in Heaven that we’re still trying to correct.”

“I had no choice! If you’d just listen—”

“Silence!” He hadn’t raised his voice, but the echo of his command circled the room a dozen times before fading away. “You say you had no choice, so now I’m giving you one. You can go through the dissection trials to have your ability removed. You will then be assigned to menial labor for the rest of your existence, or you can mate Azagoth and be able to time travel once a day. Which is it?”

She shook with a combination of rage that the circumstances of her crime were being disregarded, and terror that both punishments were not only horrible, but permanent. Losing her freedom was her greatest nightmare, and now she was facing it in a lose/lose situation.

“I need time to think about it.” Even her voice trembled.

“I’m not giving you time,” he said. “But I’m in a generous mood, so I’ll tell you what. Go now to Sheoul-gra, and you’ll have thirty Earth days to change your mind. At the end of the thirty days, the realm’s exit will be sealed to you, and you will never again be allowed to leave except for an hour a day when you use the chronoglass.”

Her belly twisted, and again, she was glad she’d refused the nectar. “Will I lose my wings?”

“No. You’ll be like Azagoth...a fallen angel, but...not. He is like his realm; unique.”

This could not be happening. She searched Raphael’s handsome face for any kind of sign that despite his claim of having no sense of humor this was just a big joke, but the archangel’s expression was all business.

“What about the Memitim? Will you still be sending angels to him to...breed with?”

She could hardly get the last part out. Azagoth was the father of all Memitim, and she seriously doubted Heaven would just let him stop producing little baby Reapers. Or maybe he wouldn’t want to stop. Maybe he was like her father, donating baby batter for the greater good and not giving a shit about his offspring.

“He won’t be creating any more Memitim. We’re reversing their sterility and changing Memitim from a class of angel to an ability any angel can be born with.”

How easy it all sounded. She wondered how the Memitim felt about the fact that their inability to reproduce was by design and could have been reversed at any time.

She closed her eyes and considered her options, crappy as they were.

The removal of an angel’s time travel ability was brutal. Agonizing. And in some instances, fatal. Even if one survived, the process and the loss were traumatic, and the angel was never the same. Lilliana had encountered two angels who had undergone the process, and their empty eyes haunted her to this day.

As if having her ability taken away wasn’t bad enough, she’d then be stuck doing menial tasks for the rest of her life...but on the bright side, maybe she’d be so lobotomized from the time-travelectomy that she wouldn’t care.

And didn’t that sound like a wonderful life?

Her other choice was to become the mate of a depraved angel, a male who was the keeper of demon souls. A male who had volunteered to be booted from Heaven...or, if the rumors were true, he’d not so much “volunteered” as been volunteered.

Sort of like what was happening to her right now.

Except that after she mated the Grim Freaking Reaper, she’d be stuck in his realm, which, by all accounts, was a shadowy, dreary place that resembled Athens—if Athens was drenched in darkness, overrun by creepy demon things, and had been decorated via an unholy alliance between Guillermo del Toro and Anne Rice.

Really, though, there was a clear winner here. Between the choices of suck and suckier, suck won out.

Opening her eyes, she gave in to the inevitable. “I’ll go to Sheoul-gra,” she muttered. At least she had thirty days to change her mind once she got there.

“I’m happy to hear that. You leave immediately.” Clapping his hand on her shoulder, he leaned in, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial murmur. “Now, if one were to somehow get out of Azagoth’s realm with his chronoglass within that thirty days, one’s past transgressions might be forgiven. Especially if one were also to destroy the spying stone we believe he’s using to spy on us.”

She nearly tripped over her own feet. He was giving her a way out of this crappy deal?

Raphael stepped back and finished his nectar. “Oh,” he said, as he tossed the empty cup to the floor and strode toward the exit, “and good luck. Azagoth is an asshole.”

Chapter Three

Lilliana’s skin crawled as she took in the massive palace before her. True to her intel and research, the building, and all those surrounding it, were fashioned after ancient Greek structures. Great pillars rose up from the ground to support walls that went on forever. But unlike the bone-white framework that typified Greek construction, everything here was blackened, as if polluted by centuries of smoke buildup. She wondered what would happen if she scraped her fingernail down a wall.

Everything here felt...wrong. Even the air buzzed with a low-level sinister energy, as if she were standing next to a leaking, demonic nuclear power plant. Instinctively, she reached for her angelic power, but it was as if she struck a barrier. She could feel her power inside her, but it was trapped somehow, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t reach it.

Raphael had warned her that her powers would be all but useless here, but she’d hoped that somehow he was wrong.

Not so much.

Shuddering, she inhaled the air that stank of decay and filth, and climbed the seemingly endless steps to a landing that was as sprawling as a football field. The doors before her, large enough to allow a pair of elephants inside, opened up as if by magic.

No one was standing at the threshold to greet her. She hadn’t been sure what to expect, but silence and a warehouse-sized room filled with gruesome artwork and fountains that ran with blood wasn’t it.

Lilliana walked inside, her pristine white gown dragging on the polished obsidian floor. She hated the stupid dress, but it was what Raphael had insisted she wear, as if she were some sort of child bride being offered up to a sleazeball who’d paid for her.

Which probably wasn’t far from the truth.

At the far side of the room, a lone figure appeared through another set of double doors. Male. Tall. Blond. Handsome. Evil.

Fallen angel.

He gestured for her to approach, and although she’d been conditioned since birth to despise fallen angels, she obeyed. What choice did she have, after all?

“I am Zhubaal,” he said, when she was a few yards away.

Up close, he was obscenely good-looking in his black leather pants and wife-beater that revealed a massive, muscular upper body, but the malevolence in his gaze made her shiver. Relief that he wasn’t Azagoth was tempered with fear that her soon-to-be mate would be hideous...or that his eyes would be filled with something much worse than cruelty.

“I’m Lilliana,” she replied as steadily as she could, but she cursed the slight tremor in her voice.

“I know.” Zhubaal smiled, and if she’d thought his gaze was fiendish, his smile was a hundred times worse. This was not a male she’d want to piss off. “Tell me, do you feel like a sacrificial lamb?”

Fallen angels were assholes. “I was given more of a choice than any lamb.”

He snorted and started down a long, twisty hallway. “Keep telling yourself that.”

She amended her last thought. Fallen angels were major assholes.

They arrived at an arched doorway that seemed to be carved out of a solid piece of bone. A slab of thick wood studded with iron squeaked open at Zhubaal’s shove.

Warm orange light spilled from the opening, illuminating a room that was chilly despite flames that stretched a full six feet in height inside the fireplace on the far wall. In front of the fire, there was a claw-footed oak desk scattered with papers, pens, and tiny jade animals.

And standing next to the monstrosity was an impossibly beautiful dark-haired male with eyes the color of vibrant emeralds. His expression could have been carved from a solid block of ice, and the blade-sharp lines of his jaw and cheekbones only emphasized the hardness of his appearance. The fang tips glinting between his full lips were the icing on the oh-shit-what-did-I-get-into cake.

“Hello.” His deep voice turned her marrow to pudding even as a wave of heat licked her skin. “I’m Azagoth.”

Dear...God. He was both magnificent and frightening. “I’m Lilliana,” she said, somehow keeping her tone even, her words sure.

He strode toward her, his black slacks defining long legs, his European-style leather shoes tapping against the ebony floor, his rich gray dress shirt rolled at the sleeves to reveal powerfully muscled forearms. Lilliana resided in Heaven, where all male angels were perfect specimens of masculinity, but something about Azagoth made every last one of them seem average. Hell, even Raphael, with his jewels and furs, couldn’t touch Azagoth’s simple elegance and raw sexuality.

Or his deadliness.

He halted a couple of feet away. “Why are you here?”

She blinked, not understanding the question. Surely he understood the deal that had been struck between him and the archangels.

“Ah...I’m here for you.”

He looked at her as if she were completely daft. “I know. But why you?”

“I don’t know why,” she answered honestly. This was a punishment, yes, but the archangels could have chosen anyone to toss up as a sacrifice, so why her specifically? She’d wondered, but in the end it didn’t matter, she supposed.

Azagoth’s remarkable eyes narrowed. “Then why did you agree to mate me?”

She wasn’t sure she was ready to tell him. She could think of little more humiliating or insulting than trying to explain that being here was the least distasteful of two horrific options. “First, why don’t you tell me why you wanted this?”

If she’d thought his gaze was cold before, now it glazed over with ice. “Obviously, I desire a mate.”

“But why?”

He smiled, but it was as frostbitten as his eyes. “How old are you?” he asked, ignoring her question.

“I’m coming up on my four hundred and thirty-sixth birthday.”

He made a sound of disgust. “So pathetically young.” His gaze took a long, appraising tour of her body, and she bristled. “And you’re wearing white. Your idea? Or did the archangels send you to me looking like a virgin ready for the volcano?”

He’d hit that nail on the head. “It wasn’t my idea.”

“But are you a virgin?” he asked, and wow, he had balls, didn’t he. No, she wasn’t a virgin—at least, not in one sense of the word, but the hell if she was going to give him the satisfaction of an answer. When she remained silent, he cursed. “You are, aren’t you?”

“You say it like you might ask if I’m a cockroach. The sneer was a nice touch.”

“A virgin cockroach.” His mouth twitched in amusement. What a strange sense of humor. He returned to his desk and pulled a parcel out of a drawer. Lush gold silk surrounded the package, which was tied with a red satin bow. He handed it to her. “You will wear this.”

She had no idea what was inside the package, but she’d had it with his attitude. “I have my own clothes, but thank you.”

“Your shipment from Heaven is being delayed,” he said, and she had a sneaky suspicion he had something to do with that. “So no, you don’t have clothes. You will wear what I give you.”

Okay, then. The question now wasn’t whether or not she needed the full thirty days to decide if she was staying. The question was how long it would be before she could get out of here. At this rate, she’d be out the door in an hour. Screw the chronoglass. Dissection was looking better and better.

“Tell you what,” she snapped. “I’ll wear whatever is in this package if you start using the words ‘please’ and ‘thank you.’ And if you stop being a dick.”

One dark eyebrow shot up. “The innocent little angel has teeth,” he mused. “I like it.”

She clenched said teeth. “Good. Now maybe you can show me to my room?”

“Our room,” he said with way too much relish. “From this day on, we share a bed. We share everything.”

* * *

Azagoth wasn’t sure what to think of the striking angel who had shown up on his doorstep, but he was sure she wasn’t here of her own volition. He’d bet his pearly-white fangs that she’d been forced into mating him, and he’d bet the deal had been couched inside a “choice.”

You can do what we “suggest,” or your life will be a living hell.

The words, spoken to him by the archangel Gabriel, rang in his ears as if it were yesterday. Yeah, what the archangels called a “choice” was more like a prod with a lightning bolt in the direction they wanted you to go.

As he waited for Lilliana’s reaction to his announcement, he gave her a good once-over. Okay, maybe a twice-over, because damn, she was fine.

Unlike most of the angels who came to him, Lilliana was in no way petite or delicate. She looked like the type of female who could hold her own against him in physical combat, and then melt into a puddle of ecstasy when the battle was over and he was between her legs. He admired that in a female.

Of course, there was a lot to admire about her.

Long, sable lashes framed eyes the color of the purest amber, and sturdy, angular features defined her ageless face. This angel was tall, solidly built, with only the slightest of curves in all the right places and muscles that gave her an Amazonian warrior aura. Her chestnut hair flowed over slender but powerful shoulders, and he wondered if it was as silky as it looked.

“The same bed, huh?”

Her question was rhetorical, so he crossed his arms over his chest and waited for a genuine reaction from her. In reality, he’d had another room prepared for her, but he wanted to see how she handled him. He wasn’t easy to deal with, and any female who fell apart within minutes of meeting him wasn’t going to last.

Despite what he’d said to Mariella yesterday, he wouldn’t force anyone to stay. He was a cold, heartless bastard, but even he didn’t want to spend eternity with someone who couldn’t hold their own against him. He could deal with hatred, but he couldn’t deal with fear.

A crying, cowering female in his bed just didn’t do it for him. On the other hand, angry sex could be fucking hot as shit.

So which way would Lilliana go? Fight or flight? Hate or fear? The stubborn glint in her eyes told him that meek acceptance wouldn’t be an option. Good. He didn’t want a doormat for a mate, either.

She lifted her chin and looked down her nose at him in that infuriating way most angels did. As if he was so beneath them, what with his own realm, servants, and more influence than most archangels could claim.

“I was hoping we’d have time to get to know each other,” she said crisply, “but I’ll deal. Touch me without my consent, however, and you’ll lose an arm.”

So, fight over flight. And probably a touch of hate. He liked her spirit. She needed to work on her threats, however.

“Never threaten someone with losing a limb when you can go gorier. Try this next time: Touch me without my consent and I’ll gut you with my teeth and then strangle you with your own intestines.” He imagined her saying that, and his pants grew uncomfortably tight. “See how much better that sounds?”

She glared. “If you’ll give me paper and a pen, I’ll take notes.”

He was starting to like this chick.

“I’m assuming the angels have sealed the portal behind you so you can’t leave unless I expel you?” At her clipped nod, he waved for her to follow him. “Come on. I’ll show you to our room.” He led her to the grand double doors at the rear of his office, and with a mere thought, they whispered open.

Lilliana stood in the doorway, gaping at his bedroom-slash-playroom. “Oh. My. Gaudy,” she breathed. “Please tell me I can redecorate.”

Zhubaal had warned him that females didn’t appreciate man-cave decor. Or torture-room decor. Turned out he was right. “Sure. But nothing nautical. Or American Southwest.”

She didn’t miss a beat. “I was thinking more along the lines of screw-you minimalist. First thing that goes is the spanking bench.”

Damn, he was liking her more and more. Too bad he’d have to break her little haloed heart.

“No furniture goes until you’ve tried it first. But the rest...meh.” He gestured to the walls covered in rich tapestries, priceless artwork by famous human and demon painters, and giant mirrors framed in pure gold. “The color scheme was popular a thousand years ago. It’s time for an update, I suppose.”

She sniffed haughtily, which was such an angel thing to do, and stalked inside. And wow, nice ass. Perfectly packaged in the satin dress, it was a little less full than he liked, but there was still plenty of padding in that heart-shaped bottom. He could picture her bent over the spanking bench as he gripped her hips and thrust against her, her skin flushed with ecstasy and pink from sensual lashes.

“The bed can stay,” she announced.

Of course it could. It was big enough to sleep six, which meant she could put a lot of space between them. She could try, anyway.

“The bathroom is through the doorway to your right,” he said. “The hallway straight ahead leads to a kitchen, dining room, and TV room. I get pretty much every TV station in the world.”

She frowned. “How?”

“Same way Heaven gets it. Demon technicians can warp and tune any manmade signal into something usable down here.” He gestured to a huge oak cabinet. “The wardrobe on the left is yours. There are clothes already inside. I’ll leave you to it.”

She turned to him, that ridiculous gown sweeping across the floor. “Where are you going?”

“I have a job to do. Places to go, people to kill, and those demon souls don’t admit themselves into Sheoul-gra, you know.” He started toward the door. “Join me after you change, and I’ll show you around your new home.”

“Wait.” She started after him, but as he swung back around to her, she checked up like she’d hit a wall, as if realizing that being alone would be better than being with him. “What about my powers?”

“What about them?”

“I have none.” She hugged herself, no doubt feeling naked and exposed without them. “How am I supposed to defend myself in this place?”

“There’s nothing here that can harm you. Except me.” He glanced at his watch. He probably had time to usher in a few souls, show Lillian around, and check in with his griminions before his next appointment arrived. Looking up again, he caught her gaze. “But I can’t think of any reason I should harm you...can you?”

She gave a forced smile. “Of course not.”

“Good. Let’s keep it that way.” He headed toward the door again, pausing at the threshold to say softly, “I’m not a cruel person, Lilliana. But I’m not a forgiving one, either. Betray me and you’ll see exactly how unforgiving I can be. There are no second chances.”

He left her alone, closing the door behind him.

Chapter Four

Lilliana waited until Azagoth shut the door to stick out her tongue at him.

“Join me after you change,” she mimicked. “I’ll show you around your new home. Betray me and you’ll see exactly how unforgiving I can be.”

Yeah, real mature. But the guy was infuriating. And obnoxious. And handsome. She couldn’t forget handsome. The image of him standing next to his desk lingered in her mind, the way he’d been so casual, and yet, there was a coiled intensity about him, as if he could snap her neck with one hand while chugging rum from the bottle on his desk with the other.

Why in the hell did she find that sexy? She was an angel, for Heaven’s sake. She was supposed to be sweet and pure, and...that was a load of crap.

Angels were, in truth, ruthless warriors who fought for the side of good, often with stunning brutality. They fought dirty and didn’t always follow the rules. Then there were the politics—many angels had their own agendas, and those agendas often didn’t mesh with what was best for either the Earthly realm or the Heavenly one.

So, okay, she wasn’t sweet and pure, but she probably shouldn’t think Azagoth’s lethal aura was sexy.

Tossing the package he’d given her onto the black satin bedspread, she looked around the room, and this time, she didn’t bother to hide her shock. When she and Azagoth had first entered, she’d schooled her expression into calm nonchalance, but inside she had been hyperventilating.

She’d seen a lot in her centuries of life—demons and humans were extremely creative when it came to sex—but she’d never thought she’d be expected to participate in anything kinky. Heck, her ex, Hutriel, a high-ranking member of the angelic Eradicator Force who hunted the illegal offspring of angels and fallen angels, had despised the kind of messy sex humans and demons enjoyed so much. Angel intimacy, especially among the hardcore conservative old guard, was polite and clean, more of a merging of souls than bodies. Hutriel had definitely been old guard. He would have hated Azagoth’s lair.

She wrinkled her nose at the huge wood and padded leather St. Andrew’s Cross in the corner. It was much nicer than the one some sex toy salesman tried to get her to “try” when she’d walked past his store while hunting a demon once. And Azagoth’s leather-wrapped restraints were a far cry from the sales guy’s metal handcuffs.

Oh, but not to fear, Azagoth also had handcuffs hanging from a wooden rack next to the spanking bench. All sorts of restraints, whips, paddles, gags, and items she couldn’t identify kept those cuffs company, and she shivered.

And yet...curiosity, and maybe a screw-you aimed in Hutriel’s direction, nudged her over to the rack, and she found herself running her fingers over the surprisingly supple leather strands on the floggers and testing the fabric of the blindfolds. What would it feel like to be blindfolded and bound, completely at the mercy of someone like Azagoth?

Again she shivered, but this time, it was accompanied by desire curling in her gut and spiraling outward until even her skin flushed with pleasant tingles. Maybe she should be appalled by Azagoth’s collection and her reaction to it, but she’d always been adventurous and eager to try new things. With the right male, she’d give this stuff a go.

But Azagoth wasn’t the right male. So far, he’d proved to be an arrogant prick, and in any case, as soon as she found his chronoglass, she was out of here.

She moved over to the huge oak wardrobe and held her breath as she opened it. To her relief, there was nothing too weird hanging on the rack or sitting neatly on the shelves. But black wasn’t her color, and leather wasn’t her material. She was definitely a slacks and blouse kind of gal, so the midnight satin corset and metal-studded leather miniskirt got shoved to the back of the stack.

She finally chose a pair of plain black leggings, a maroon long-sleeved, fitted crop top with a turtleneck collar, and knee-high boots with four sets of buckles down the shaft. She checked herself out in the mirror, was surprised that the outfit wasn’t completely horrible and actually flattered her athletic figure.

She’d always compensated for her lack of feminine features and curves by wearing her hair loose and long, and her clothes were always on the conservative, lacier side. But somehow, these form-fitting garments enhanced her femininity even more than the flowing, delicate gown she’d been forced to wear. Huh.

Sinking down on the massive bed, she opened the package Azagoth had given her. Inside was a simple but elegant Tiffany key pendant on a delicate silver chain. It was beautiful, but why would he want her to wear it?

She wasn’t going to. Already she realized she had very little power down here, and one thing Azagoth wasn’t going to take away was her ability to choose. Very carefully, she put away the chain and left the box on the mattress.

The mattress she was going to have to share with Azagoth.

Unbidden, an image of him naked and lying next to her as that deep voice whispered raw, naughty things, made her skin flush and her breasts tingle. Was that what the angels sent here for him to service felt like when they were standing in this room?

The thought was enough to knock her halo back on straight. There would be no sex, because she was leaving.

Taking a deep, bracing breath, she opened the door to Azagoth’s office. The wall directly across from her had opened up, revealing a green-glowing cross-sectioned tunnel. A parade of demons shuffled through from left to right, each one escorted by a three-foot tall griminion shrouded completely in black. As she entered the room, the parade stopped, and Azagoth swung around. His expression remained neutral, but she swore his eyes darkened as he raked her with his gaze.

“Better,” he rumbled.

“Flattery isn’t your strong suit, is it?”

“And taking direction isn’t yours.”

So he’d noticed the missing necklace. Tough shit. She ignored him and glanced over at the tunnel. “What’s going on?”

“These are souls of dead demons and evil humans. My griminions are escorting them into the lower Sheoul-gra levels known as the Inner Sanctum.”

“Where Hades lives?”

He inclined his head. “Hades keeps them contained and suitably miserable until they’re reincarnated.”

She eyed the demon souls, which appeared to be as solid as they had been when they were alive. “I’m assuming demon souls are like those of humans? Non-corporeal while on Earth and in Sheoul, but solid in Sheoul-gra and Heaven?”

“It’s exactly the same. Human and demon souls appear as ghosts on the Earthly plane, but are fully realized in Heaven and Sheoul-gra.”

If only humans understood that their bodies on Earth were shadowy versions of what they would become after they died and returned to the Heavenly plane where they’d been created. They’d be much happier, not worrying so much about defiling themselves or even injuring their bodies. Their short human lives were but a thin thread in the fabric of their true existences, a drop in the ocean of their lifespans.

Azagoth made a sweeping motion with his hand, and the wall slid closed.

“So you just sit around all day and watch souls walk through a tunnel?”

A faint smile twitched on his lips. “That’s just one of my duties. Come on. I’ll show you around.”

He took her down several winding hallways, pointing out various rooms that led to quarters for his griminions.

“What, exactly, are griminions?” She watched one of the troll-like creatures scurry through a doorway and disappear into the darkness.

“During the negotiations between Heaven and Sheoul over the creation of Sheoul-gra, it was agreed that I would be allowed to create a species of demon that could assist with the retrieval of souls.”

“And you made creepy little skittery things?”

“Not...exactly. My design used imps and gentle Huldrefox demons as a base, combined with a species of demon that can see ghosts. Satan took out the Huldrefox and threw in extra imp. Now I have a bunch of Oompa Loompas with the intelligence of doorknobs.” He shrugged as if trying to dismiss the almost undetectable fond note in his voice. “They’re loyal little guys, though.”

He kept walking, but she slowed him down several times to ogle the priceless weapons and art on his walls. He had tapestries and paintings believed lost to the ages, and weapons wielded by legends and kings. She wasn’t sure how long it took them to get to the huge antechamber she’d walked through when she’d first entered the building, but as he explained some of the demon artwork, she only half-listened as she kept her eyes peeled for his chronoglass.

Disappointed that it was nowhere in the room, she followed him outside, with its blackened landscape and gray sky.

He looked out at the buildings surrounding his giant manor. “You can explore those at your leisure. Most of them are empty shells.”

She eyed a pulsing vine hanging off one of the rooftops and made a note to avoid the native flora. She’d battled a lot of demons in her life, but she’d never spent enough time in Sheoul to get to know how creepy—or lethal—the vegetation was.

“Why are the buildings here, if they’re unused?” she asked him.

A shadow darkened the emerald light in his eyes before disappearing a heartbeat later. “As humans built up their cities, I added buildings to match.”

Okay, so that wasn’t really an explanation, but she got the sense that if she asked for more, he wouldn’t give it to her. “Why is everything here so...filthy?”

He dragged a fingernail down the surface of a pillar, leaving behind a thin line of white stone. “Sheoul-gra’s soul is tied to mine. As I succumb to the malevolence that seeps out of Hell, so do the buildings.”

So this was what thousands of years of demon-grade sewer leakage would do to a realm. No wonder there were angels employed full time to patch cracks between the human and demon realms. She could only wonder about the extent to which miniscule doses affected humans. But Azagoth had been exposed for thousands of years.

“When you first built this place, everything was white?”

He nodded. “And green. There used to be grass here. Trees. Flowers. Animals. Everything died over time.”

She studied his profile, looking for any hint of emotion, but his face might as well have been carved from the same stone used to erect the buildings.

“I’m sorry,” she said. “It must have been hard to see the realm you created waste away like that.”

His expression hardened even more. “I made my choice.” He spun on his heel and headed back inside.

Making a mental note that his realm’s demise was a sore subject, she caught up to him as he strode inside the most amazing room yet.

It was a huge, cozy library with floor-to-ceiling shelves of books. A grand fire burned against one wall, and in front of it, a weathered leather sofa was angled so a person could lounge against the pillows and read by the light of the flames. In the center of the room was a recliner, and next to the chair was the object she’d been looking for.

She tried not to stare, but she’d never seen a double-sided version before.

“It’s a chronoglass,” Azagoth said, and she decided to keep the truth of what she knew close to the vest.

“It’s amazing,” she said truthfully. Framed by a gold rim, the pane of smoky mirrored glass stood at least ten feet tall and four feet wide, easily a third larger than either of the chronoglasses in Heaven. “Can you time travel?” Raphael had indicated that he couldn’t, but she’d rather hear it from Azagoth himself.

“No.”

“Then what do you do with it?”

“I use it to see what’s going on in the world.” In three graceful strides he moved in front of it. Instantly, the smoky color gave way to a clear view of the bustling streets of Paris.

Evidence of the recent near-apocalypse was visible in the scorch and pock marks on the sides of buildings and on the sidewalks, as well as the broken windows and twisted metal streetlamps and bike racks. But the signs of recovery were there too, in the open shop doors, speeding cars, and even a few tourists.

“But how do you choose the time period you want to see?” she asked.

“I can’t.” He reached out, a wistful smile playing on his lips as he traced a finger over a street sign. “I can only see what’s current. Only those with time travel ability can choose to see events from the past.”

“Can you at least choose the location?”

“That,” he said, “I can do.” He gestured to an odd black ball sitting on top of a stone stand. “It’s sort of a mystical remote control.”

She moved toward the ball, fascinated by this new discovery. She’d never heard of anyone using a chronoglass for anything but traveling through time. “How did you get all of this?”

“I made a deal with a fallen angel named Harvester. This was the first half of what she owes me.”

Harvester, daughter of Satan? Wow. Her name had become household in the last few months. As the only fallen angel in history who had not only been restored to full angel status, but who had mated the most powerful angel in existence to become stepmother to the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse, she was a rock star in Heaven. It was rumored that she still had to fight evil impulses, but according to most, that only made her an even better choice to be the Horsemen’s Heavenly Watcher.

She skimmed her fingers over the chronoglass’s shiny surface. “You do know that Harvester is a fully restored angel now, right?”

He tilted his chin in acknowledgement. “I’m aware.”

Of course he was. For being trapped in isolation, he seemed to be well connected. “Were you also aware that she’s mated to an angel named Reaver, who was recently promoted to Radiant status?”

His wry smile said he knew even more than that. “Of course. Were you aware that Reaver has an evil twin named Revenant, who was also raised to the Sheoulic equivalent of a Radiant?”

“He’s a Shadow Angel?” she asked, stunned at the news. She’d known that Revenant was the Horsemen’s evil Watcher, but she had no idea he was Reaver’s brother—or that he was so damned powerful.

“Yes,” he said. “It’s been thousands of years since either Heaven or Sheoul had seen angels of their status.” His smile turned malevolent. “Which means something big is about to happen. Just wait. It’s coming.”

At a tap on the door, they both looked up to see Zhubaal enter. “You have a visitor, my lord.”

“Show him to my office,” Azagoth said. As the fallen angel slipped away, Azagoth turned to her. “Feel free to explore my realm. No sentient being will harm you, but be wary of the plant life.”

“It would be helpful if I had powers,” she muttered.

In a surprising move that took her breath away, he was suddenly in front of her. Towering. Menacing. His aura practically dripped with a dark, magnetic energy that tugged her toward him. She actually took a teetering step forward.

His hand came up to cup her cheek in an astonishingly tender touch. Her pulse pounded in an erratic rattle through her veins, and desire spiked. How he could do that to her, she had no idea. She should have been immune to the charms of an arrogant, bossy male, given her experience with Hutriel.

Quickly, she banished her ex’s name from her mind. He wasn’t welcome here. She had enough to deal with already.

“In time, I’ll allow you some access to your powers.” His expression was still doing an imitation of the marble effigy on his desk, but his green eyes smoldered with intense heat. “But not until I’m sure you want to be here.”

“I’m here, aren’t I?” She sounded breathless and wanton, as if he’d been talking about sex, not getting her powers returned. Idiot.

He dropped his hand, and she felt the loss as a sudden chill on her skin. “Not the same thing.”

No, she supposed not. “Is there any place that’s off limits to me?”

“As my mate, what’s mine is yours. You can go anywhere except the Inner Sanctum, where the souls are kept. It’s a dangerous place for anyone, especially an angel.”

“Gotcha.” Sheoul-gra’s Inner Sanctum didn’t sound like a place she’d like to see anyway. Ever.

“Good.” He glanced at his watch. “I have to go, but I’ll catch up to you soon. I think we might have a lot to talk about.”

She nodded, watched him leave, and then wondered what he’d meant by that. She didn’t want to talk. Didn’t want to be here.

Worst of all, she didn’t want to be attracted to him.

Sadly, it was too late.

* * *

The cloaked, hooded figure waiting inside Azagoth’s office turned as he entered. The male angel, whose features were concealed by shadow, bowed his head in greeting.

“I hope you have some information for me, Jim Bob,” Azagoth said, using the code name he’d given the angel over a century ago when Jim Bob had agreed to be Azagoth’s spy in Heaven.

One of his spies, anyway. Azagoth had several, each useful in different ways. Some, like Jim Bob, came to him of their own free will, their reasons ranging from wanting the best for the Heavenly realm to having some secret, personal agenda. Others were unwillingly recruited thanks to intel Azagoth gained from the souls who came through Sheoul-gra. Azagoth didn’t give a shit how his spies came to him, as long as they didn’t screw him over.

Jim Bob, whose real name Azagoth didn’t know, inclined his head again. “I was able to ferret out some background on your mate.” He gathered the plain brown cloak more tightly around him, as if his jeans and German flag T-shirt would reveal his true identity. The paranoid moron.

Azagoth didn’t give a shit who the guy was in Heaven. Mighty archangel or lowly desk-jockey Seraphim, it didn’t matter. Still, Azagoth would bet his right wing that Jim Bob was a high-ranking motherfucker, maybe of the order of Virtues or Principalities. The male radiated impressive power even here, where all power but Azagoth’s was diminished.

“Lilliana is of the order of Thrones.” Jim Bob’s gravelly baritone took on a disdainful note, and the fact that he looked down on Thrones confirmed Azagoth’s suspicion that the guy was very high-level, since Thrones weren’t exactly serfs. “When she was an infant, her mother died in a time travel incident. Her father refused to take her in, and she was sent to the battle angel academy to be raised until it could be determined whether or not she possessed the time travel ability.”

Interesting. The ability to travel through time was so rare as to be almost nonexistent. “And?”

“She tested positive.” Jim Bob began to pace, his long strides carrying him across the room in a dozen steps. His heavy-ass work boots didn’t make a sound. “At the age of fifty, she was taken out of battle angel rotation and sent to Time Travel Operations, where she worked for almost four centuries. She had a clean, if unremarkable, record of service until recently, when she was punished for stealing items from the past. Shortly after that, she went AWOL and didn’t show up for work for months. No one could find her until she broke out of the shrowd in medieval England.”

Azagoth was rarely taken by surprise, but that news did it. When angels traveled to the past, they did so within an impenetrable bubble known as a shrowd. The shrowd rendered them invisible and limited their ability to interact with the residents of the era. One of the most important and heavily enforced rules for time travelers was that they never leave the shrowd.

Maybe her infraction was what got her sent here. But why had she done it in the first place? Had she been running from something? He knew it was possible for angels to leave the shrowd in order to reside—or hide—in the past, but he didn’t know how they avoided getting caught. Apparently, Lilliana didn’t know either.

“Why did she break out of the shrowd?”

“No idea.”

Disappointing. “What about lovers?” he asked. “Does she have any? Did she have to leave a male in Heaven to come here?”

Please say no. Not that he personally gave a hellrat’s ass, but if he was going to have to put up with a crying, broken-hearted female for all eternity, he’d like a heads up and a lot more rum.

Jim Bob shrugged. “If so, she kept it quiet. The only relationship I found was with a male named Hutriel, but that ended decades ago.”

Excellent. Azagoth stared into the fire as he contemplated everything he’d learned. When he looked back over at Jim Bob, the angel stopped pacing. “You look puzzled,” Jim Bob mused.

“I’m just wondering why she wasn’t destroyed for breaking out of the shrowd. Was mating me her punishment?”

“Perhaps.”

How not helpful. Azagoth ground his molars in frustration. “Can you at least tell me if her ability to time travel was removed before she was sent here?”

“It was not.”

Well, wasn’t this all unexpected. He recalled how Lilliana had seemed so amazed by his chronoglass, so clueless about what it was and what he did with it, all the while knowing she possessed an ability that could activate the device.

It seemed as if his new mate had been keeping important information from him. Time to find out why.

And, perhaps, remind her that he dealt in death. Not forgiveness.

Chapter Five

Lilliana had no idea how she was going to get that giant chronoglass out of Sheoul-gra. For a few minutes after Azagoth left her alone, she’d tried to lift the thing, but it soon became clear that without her powers, she was going to have to drag it out. Which was going to take time and was going to make a lot of noise.

She’d have to plan this heist well.

She always thought best when she was walking, so she’d gone out to explore the buildings Azagoth had said were empty.

And they were...of people. Hellrats and other strange little demonic critters scurried around, and the pulsing, maggoty-pale vines had climbed walls and penetrated windows and doorways. As she wandered through structure after structure, she found evidence of what must have, at one point, been a bustling community.

One entire building had been dedicated to living quarters complete with private bedrooms. In another building, she found several long-empty community baths. There was even a huge hall filled with long tables and chairs. Wooden and stone food trenchers still sat at some of the seats, as if waiting to be filled.

Who had lived here? And why had they left?

It was all so eerie, and that was before she reached the Roman-style colosseum, its sandy basin littered with demon bones. Ancient weapons, none newer than about two hundred years old, hung from racks on the walls.

The soft thud of footsteps echoed through the structure, and it took all her years of training not to make a run for the nearest scythe. Panic in a strange place never ended in anything but death. In a controlled spin, she whirled around, breathing a sigh of relief when she saw Azagoth, his long strides eating up the distance between them with effortless grace.

But her sense of relief was short lived. His mouth was a grim slash, and his glacial, calculating gaze left her feeling trapped, as if he was a gladiator and she was a declawed, defanged lion. For a split-second, she reconsidered grabbing a weapon. Instead, she squared her stance and met him head on.

“I’ve been exploring your buildings,” she said, going on the offensive. “Seems you left some information out.”

“Your righteous anger falls flat, given that you withheld shit from me too.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about—” Suddenly, they were no longer standing in the arena. They were back in Azagoth’s library, and as he gestured to the chronoglass, her gut twisted.

“You failed to mention that you can time travel.”

Oh, shit. “It wasn’t a secret.” Not...really. The truth just complicated things. Things like trying to steal a chronoglass. “But out of curiosity, how did you find out?”

“A lot of people owe me a lot of favors,” he bit out impatiently. “Now, why did you keep this news away from me?”

She swallowed. She’d always been a horrible liar. Every angel had to go through espionage ability screening as a youth, and she’d gotten a record low score. Nothing like being notorious for being the worst at something.

“Answer me,” he demanded. “Is it because you thought you could run away? Breaking news, Angelcake, it won’t work. This device only works for an hour at a time...unless you break out of the shrowd.” He smiled, enjoying her discomfort. “Which is something you seem to be okay with.”

She inhaled sharply. “What do you know about that?”

“Does it matter? If it makes you feel any better, I don’t give a shit what crimes you committed in the past. But let’s be clear on one thing; down here, you don’t fuck with me. So tell me, are you planning to escape using the chronoglass?”

“That would be stupid. I’d be bringing Enforcers down on my head. I’d spend every minute looking over my shoulder for them. Eventually they’d find me and kill me.” She folded her arms over her chest and glared. “And don’t call me Angelcake.”

“Enforcers won’t find you if you cut off your wings.” He ran his tongue over his teeth as if savoring the uncomfortable pause. “Angelcake.”

Asshole. But the asshole was right. Any angel who cut off his or her wings became instantly undetectable to angelic senses. Any angel who would normally “feel” another angel’s presence under certain variable circumstances wouldn’t register her at all. Even face to face, an unobservant angel could very well believe the wingless angel was human.

“I’m not cutting off my wings,” she assured him. “I hate pain, and seriously, why is this such a big deal anyway?”

“It’s a big deal because you kept it from me for a reason. I want to know the reason. I don’t tolerate deception. I’d tell you to ask my last assistant about my low tolerance, but his soul is busy being tortured and buttfucked in the Inner Sanctum.” He laughed. “Buttfucked in the Sanctum. Get it?”

Apparently, the males of all species remained children no matter how old they got. “I get it. Sanctum sounds like rectum.” She rolled her eyes. “So clever.”

His smile remained, but his eyes were shards of ice. “Now, the truth. Why did you act like you barely knew what a chronoglass was while failing to tell me you could use it?” He snapped his fingers imperiously. “Let’s hear it. My patience is wearing thin.”

If he snapped his fingers again, she was going to break them. “Maybe I just wanted something for myself,” she said. “I’m in a strange place, expected to mate with a strange male, and I have nothing of my own. Not even clothes, because somehow they’ve been delayed. So maybe I wanted an hour to myself now and then, outside of here.” She glared. “Jackass.”

Even though she’d called him a jackass, the shards of ice in his gaze melted a little, just enough to dull the sharp edges. “I can...understand that.”

Holy shit, he’d bought it? Then again, it was the truth. If there had been no hope of getting out of this deal by stealing the mirror, she’d have felt exactly as she’d just said.

He stepped forward so suddenly she jumped. “Take me someplace.”

“Excuse me?”

He stepped closer, but if he thought he could intimidate her with his height, he was an idiot. She’d gone through battle training with males far taller and bigger than he was.

None of those males, however, could hold a candle to Azagoth’s lethal elegance and oozing sensuality. It was as if he had been born for killing and sex. The battle angel in her could appreciate the former. The female in her definitely appreciated the latter. And the thing that sucked was that she shouldn’t be appreciating anything about him. He wasn’t exactly an enemy, but neither was he someone she could afford to get attached to.

“Take me someplace,” he repeated.

She tipped her head back to meet his gaze. “Ask nicely.”

“Take me someplace...please.”

“You could have at least made an attempt to make it not sound like an order.”

Clenching his teeth, he ground out, “Will you please take me someplace.”

Well, it wasn’t quite what she was hoping for, but she doubted it would get any better. Besides, she was ready to get out of here for a while. “Fine,” she said. “But you should know that I’ll have full use of my powers once I’m outside your realm.”

One corner of his mouth twitched. “Should I consider that a warning?”

“Just don’t be surprised if you find yourself riding a bolt of lightning if you piss me off.”

“I’m into kinky shit, so that works.”

He gripped her palm, and she sucked in a sharp breath at the shock of awareness that shot up her arm. She stole a glance at Azagoth, but apparently he hadn’t felt a thing, because he was as snarly-faced as ever.

Well...good. They didn’t need to be having any kind of mutual “moments.”

Although, really, it was a little insulting that he didn’t react. At all.

Shoving aside her irrational annoyance, she reached deep inside for what angels in her field called the Triple T...the time travel tingle. Independent of her other, currently unusable, angelic powers, it started deep in her pelvis and spread outward, until it was as if she could actually feel time and space inside each and every cell. Now all she had to do was think of a specific time period...then a location...and there it was.

Instead of reflecting their images, the chronoglass’s surface became a window, beyond which was an ocean of drifting desert sands.

“Ready?” At Azagoth’s nod, she squeezed his hand tight and led him into the mirror.

Instantly, dry heat blasted them as their feet sank into the hot sand. Releasing Azagoth, she glanced around at the scenery. It was exactly as she’d known it would be.

Utterly desolate.

She’d dropped them in the middle of the Egyptian desert, where there was nothing but rolling dunes of sand. Only the cloudless azure sky added color to an otherwise monotonous field of beige.

Take that, Azagoth. He’d wanted to go somewhere outside of Sheoul-gra, so she’d brought him to the most boring, featureless environment she could think of.

Feeling smug, she pivoted around so she could soak in his disappointment.

Turned out, she was the one in for a letdown. Azagoth’s eyes were closed, his face tilted toward the sun.

“Egypt,” he sighed. “Damn, I miss the desert.” Inhaling deeply, he smiled.

She gaped. “Seriously? You like this?”

“I miss...warmth.” Gripping his collar, he yanked, ripping his shirt and popping buttons with such force that one pinged her in the forehead. “And the breeze...ah, damn, I miss the breeze.”

He flung his ruined shirt to the ground, and good Lord, he was ripped. Muscles flexed under smooth, bronzed skin and made the multitude of incredibly lifelike tattoos plastered on his chest dance. She let her gaze rove hungrily over him, committing his body to memory, because she had a feeling no male would ever match Azagoth’s savage beauty again.

He came off as detached and calm, but his ruthlessness as one of Heaven’s most decorated and successful Interrogators was well documented. Humans, demons, and fellow angels alike died at his hand, but not before they endured a lot of pain.

Azagoth’s skill with his hands extended to females as well, but instead of agony, they felt pleasure. His bedroom exploits were legendary, and now all Lilliana could do was wonder how many females had let their fingers play along the lines of the serpent tattoo that curled around his left pec. How many had dragged their tongues down the hilt of the sword on his breastbone, all the way beyond where the blade disappeared under his waistband. And how could Lilliana possibly touch him in ways no one else had?

Not that there would be any touching.

He kicked off his shoes and socks, tossing them aside without any care at all. Which made her wonder where he got his clothes. She hadn’t noticed a bustling shopping mall in any of Sheoul-gra’s outer buildings.

“What year is it?” he asked as he walked in circles, his gaze now transfixed on his toes sifting through the sand.

“I don’t know exactly.” She watched him bend over to scoop up some sand, and her mouth went as dry as the desert air at the way his slacks hugged his fine ass. Swallowing against the dryness, she continued. “I haven’t been doing this long enough to aim for specific dates, or even specific years. I can usually get myself within a decade of my goal, though.”

“A decade?” He straightened. “How long have you been doing this?”

She smiled wryly. “Why don’t you tell me, since you know so much about me.” When he said nothing, just looked up at the sky like he’d never seen it before, she went ahead and humored him. “Almost four hundred years.”

Pivoting around, he looked her up and down the way a prospective buyer would examine a horse. “Sounds like a long time to still be off by ten years. Are you a slow learner?”

She stared, speechless for a second. “Am I a slow learner?” she practically sputtered. “I’m far ahead of most time travelers by this age, you arrogant ass.”

“Huh. If your accuracy is that bad now, I’d hate to have seen you when you first started. You want to see the Battle of Gettysburg but find yourself running from dinosaurs. That would suck.”

“It happens,” she snapped. Because something similar had happened to her. But instead of the Battle of Gettysburg and dinosaurs, it had been the Battle of Almansa and saber-toothed cats. The worst part of it was that animals often could see angels inside the shrowd.

And it turned out that saber-toothed cats were freaking mean.

He laughed and slogged through the sand, his elation putting a severe damper on her exasperation. “Come on.” He made a follow me gesture. “Let’s walk.”

“Are you kidding me?” She threw her hands up in the air. “There’s nowhere to walk to. The nearest human settlement is a hundred miles away.”

“So? Would you rather just stand here?”

She glanced longingly over her shoulder at Azagoth’s library, visible through the rectangle portal that would allow them to go back at any time.

“Fine,” she muttered as she jogged to catch up.

She supposed she could understand why Azagoth would want to stay in this giant cat litter box, given that he’d been shrouded in darkness for thousands of years. And really, it said something about him that he wasn’t angry that the first place she’d brought him was the middle of nowhere. If anything, he was excited.

Even now, he was walking with his face to the sun, his arms outstretched, as if he was giving the desert a big hug. His hair, which had been perfectly combed before, was mussed by the breeze, and a hint of a smile gave him an irresistibly boyish appeal.

He looked over at her when she caught up, and his smile turned downright dangerous. Oh, not dangerous in the deadly sense. Dangerous in the, I want to be flat on my back on a mattress with you, sense.

Abruptly, he came to a halt.

Startled, she did the same. “What’s wrong—”

Azagoth spun her, silencing her with his mouth on hers. Stunned, she stood there like a dolt, her heart pounding so hard she felt her heartbeat in her lips where they were mashed against his. One big hand came around to tangle in her hair as Azagoth deepened the kiss, swiping his tongue along the seam of her mouth, tasting and testing until she felt her body sway against him.

Yes, definitely dangerous...

“Thank you,” he murmured against her lips.

And then he was walking again, leaving her standing in the sand, knees weak and her insides quaking with the kind of arousal she hadn’t felt in...well, ever. And he was sauntering away as if that kiss, brief as it was, hadn’t affected him at all.

Muttering obscenities to herself...on the loud side, so he’d hear, she tagged along as he tread lightly across the endless expanse of desert, stopping every once in a while to just look up at the sky or gaze out over the sand.

It seemed like they’d only been wandering for a few minutes when the telltale pressure started in her chest. Their hour was coming up.

“It’s time,” she said.

Azagoth cranked his head around to peg her with his intense gaze. “For what?”

A gust of wind blasted sand in her face, and she had to spit out the grit before she could speak. “To go.”

The light that had been sparkling in his eyes snuffed out. “So soon?”

“Soon? I don’t know about you, but I could use a glass of something very wet and icy.”

“I could go for something wet,” he drawled, and oh, damn, the places her mind took that.

Pretending she hadn’t heard a word, she reached for him. “I think the chronoglass will automatically suck both of us back into it, but to be safe, give me your hand.”

For just a second, he hesitated, as if he wouldn’t mind being stuck here, but in the end, he reluctantly took her hand. Instantly, the same warm awareness as earlier shot through her body, and just like before, Azagoth showed no hint that he felt anything at all.

Closing her eyes, she let her senses drift as the time travel pull made every cell in her body vibrate. The buzz grew more intense, until it felt as if she was being torn apart...and a moment later, they were back where they started, standing in front of the mirror, staring at their own reflections.

Azagoth looked at the shimmering surface, and she wondered if he saw the same sadness in his eyes that she did.

“Azagoth?” she said quietly. “What’s wrong?”

All around her, the air crackled with a coming storm. “I have to go.” His voice was little more than an inhuman drawl, steeped in rage and pain and a few other emotions she couldn’t identify.

And then he was bolting out of the library, leaving her confused and alone.

The strange thing—besides his behavior—was that she was used to being alone. She was okay with it, had learned at an early age to rely only on herself and to be okay with her own company.

But for the first time in her life, she didn’t like her own company.

And there was no way in hell that she wanted to analyze the reasons for that.

Chapter Six

Azagoth got the fuck out of the room. Away from Lilliana. Away from the female who had given him the gift of stepping outside of his realm for the first time in thousands of years. Who set his blood on fire when he’d taken her hand. And when he’d kissed her. Holy hellfire, today had been the best day he’d had in eons. Maybe in...ever.

He could still feel the sand on his feet and between his toes as he hauled ass to his office. The halls were empty, which was good, because right now he didn’t trust himself not to disintegrate anyone who got in his way.

He hit the door at a dead run and slammed it closed behind him. With a thought, he shut down the soul tunnel and went straight to the fireplace.

The flames licked at his bare skin, but as usual, he felt nothing. How odd, given that the Egyptian sun had engulfed him in warmth.

Trembling all over, he gripped the mantel so firmly that the stone beneath his fingers gave way. He’d leave one hell of a set of handprints once he got himself under control.

But could he get himself under control? What the hell was happening to him? The moment he’d stepped from his library out into the desert and breathed the hot, dry air, something inside him had broken open, releasing a trickle of sensation he hadn’t been able to identify. It had been familiar, and yet foreign, maybe what humans called déjà vu. Whatever it was, it had been pure and pleasant, a kind of joy that wasn’t dependent on evil or violence or death.

But the moment he’d rematerialized inside his library, the sensation had morphed into something much less pleasant, as if the river of emotion seeping out of the fissure had become polluted. Tainted in the way only malevolence could do.

Hatred and pain and the desire to destroy something had overwhelmed him. He hadn’t been prepared for the onslaught of feelings, and now his body was shaking and cramping like he’d overdosed on some human designer drug.

Closing his eyes, he made a futile attempt to corral his runaway emotions, to gather them up and stuff them back inside the icy tomb where they’d been interred for so long. He’d been such a fool to want to feel something again. How could he have forgotten that emotions were bad, bad things?

He growled at the sound of a tap on the door. “Go away.”

The door whispered open, and he gripped the mantel even harder as his wings writhed beneath his skin. His true form, the one that literally frightened the piss out of most demons, was itching to break out and rip something—or someone—apart.

Soft footsteps padded inside, and he got a whiff of the warm citrus fragrance that was unique to Lilliana.

Instant, embarrassing hard-on.

Okay, so he couldn’t rip her to shreds, but dammit, he wasn’t ready to talk to anyone, let alone the female who had just drawn something from him he hadn’t felt in forever.

This is your own damned fault. You wanted a mate, an angel who would warm you from the outside.

Yeah, well, he hadn’t expected to be warmed from the inside too.

“Do you not understand the words, go away?”

He heard her drawn-out inhale, as if she was gathering her own temper. “You seemed upset. I wanted to make sure you were okay.”

“I’m Azagoth, the Grim Fucking Reaper, king of my domain. Of course I’m okay.”

“What, so the Great Azagoth doesn’t have feelings?” She made a noise that sounded suspiciously like a stomp of her foot. “Is the Great Azagoth also so rude that he can’t talk to someone face to face?”

Irritated now, he rounded on her. “I told you not to come in.”

She stiffened, but instead of defending her actions as he expected, she inclined her head. “You’re right. I shouldn’t have barged in and demanded something of you when you clearly want to be alone.” Pivoting crisply, she started for the doorway.

“Wait,” he blurted, his mouth operating independently from his brain. “I didn’t mean to be a bastard.”

The words came out stilted and unfamiliar to his own ears. How long had it been since he’d apologized to anyone? Thousands of years, probably. No wonder he was so rusty.

Lilliana turned around slowly. “What happened? You seemed so relaxed and happy when we were in the desert, like you were a normal person and not the Grim Reaper. Now you’re extra...reapy.” She cleared her throat. “Also, you’ve sprouted horns.”

Of course he had.

She eyed him like he was a rabid hellhound, and when her gaze dropped to his feet, he barked, “What are you doing?”

“Checking for hooves.”

He was pretty sure his horns grew larger. So did his dick.

Irritation that he couldn’t control his own body, let alone his emotions, pissed him off even more. Made him...as she put it, extra reapy. Then she was walking toward him, her long, fluid strides kicking her slim hips out with each strut. The bare expanse of her belly became a focal point as she came closer, and suddenly, all the writhing, shifting feelings inside him narrowed into a single stream of lust.

Much, much better. Fury, joy, sadness, guilt...those were things he couldn’t deal with. Lust, though...that he could handle, and handle very well.

“Look,” she said as she halted in front of him. “It wasn’t my fault that we had to come back. We used up the entire hour—”

A tap on the doorjamb cut her off, and they both looked over to the open doorway where Zhubaal stood, outfitted in leather and weapons.

Not a good sign.

“My lord, I had a meal sent to your dining room.” He gestured down the hall. “And...you have another visitor.”

“Send them away. I’m done for the day.”

Zhubaal shifted his weight in an uncharacteristic display of unease. “Sir...it’s Methicore.”

Instant alarm shot up Azagoth’s spine, and he instinctively stepped in front of Lilliana. “Is he alone?”

“Aye.” Zhubaal’s tone was grim. “I shackled him with Bracken Cuffs.”

The cuffs, designed to neutralize supernatural abilities, weren’t necessary, not when Azagoth was the most powerful being in his own realm, but with Methicore’s history, it was a wise precaution. Plus, being shackled was humiliating, and Methicore deserved it. And worse.

“Send the bastard in.”

Zhubaal bowed deeply and left. As soon as the door closed, Lilliana stepped closer. “Who is Methicore?”

“He’s a vile excuse for an angel,” he growled. “A pox upon his kind.”

She frowned. “How do you know him?”

Azagoth inhaled deeply, doing his best to keep the monster throbbing inside him at bay. “I know him,” he said thickly, “because he’s my son.”

* * *

Bastard. A vile excuse for an angel. A pox upon his kind.

Azagoth’s words about his own son completely obliterated any warm fuzzies Lilliana had begun to feel for him. It was too reminiscent of her own father’s rejection of her. She’d been the product of breeding for a purpose, and when she’d approached him a quarter of a century ago in an attempt to get to know him, he’d made it very clear that he wanted nothing to do with her.

“I have a mate and sons now, and I don’t need you barging into our lives and ruining everything.”

In other words, his family didn’t know about her. He’d kicked her out of his grand residence with instructions to stay away from him and his family.

Looked like Azagoth was no better than dear old dad. She should have known.

As Zhubaal escorted Methicore inside, anger at the way he was chained boiled up. She’d been shackled the same way only a few weeks ago, and the memory of being rendered helpless and at another’s mercy closed in on her in a claustrophobic wave.

Methicore stopped a few feet inside the doorway, but Zhubaal remained outside, his hand hovering over a blade at his hip. Was this male truly such a threat? Or had Azagoth taken a page from her father’s playbook? The moment her father had realized who she was, he’d summoned two underlings to flank her, as if she’d come to murder him instead of beg for acceptance.

“Father,” Methicore drawled. “Did you take out your horns on my account? How special.” He resembled his sire in height and coloring, but he was slimmer, and where Azagoth’s eyes had glazed over with icy indifference, Methicore’s burned with hatred.

She wasn’t sure which was worse.

“Why are you here?” Azagoth’s expression gave nothing away, as usual. “I told you to never return.”

Oh, gee, Lilliana thought sourly. That sounded familiar. Azagoth and her father should get together for drinks and bond over woeful tales of their inconvenient bastard offspring.

“I wanted to tell you the news in person,” Methicore practically spat.

Azagoth might as well have yawned, he looked so bored. Even his horns had disappeared. And he was still hoofless. “What news?”

“The kind that makes you fucking irrelevant.” Methicore smiled darkly, the resemblance to his father becoming uncanny. “All Memitim are Ascending to full angel status as of today...and we’ve been given the ability to reproduce. You’re done, asshole. No longer needed.”

Surprise flickered in Azagoth’s eyes, but it quickly snuffed out. “Is that all?”

“No.” Methicore’s grin widened. “Also as of today, as of the second I leave, access to your realm will forever be cut off to Memitim.” He tapped his chest with pride. “My doing, of course. You’ll never see any of your sons or daughters again.”

Lilliana gasped in horror, but there was absolutely no reaction from Azagoth. Did he not care about his children at all? Slowly, as if this was all just so very ho-hum to him, he turned his back on his son and stared into the fire.

“I have no use for you,” he said softly. “Begone.”

Lilliana’s heart crumpled like aluminum foil as a flicker of hurt flashed across Methicore’s face. It was quickly smothered by a triumphant smirk, but she wasn’t sure what he had to feel good about. Revenge was far more poisonous to the giver than the receiver. Besides, Azagoth didn’t seem to be disturbed by the fact that he’d never see his offspring again, so Methicore’s victory was hollow. She actually felt sorry for him.

Methicore shot Azagoth the bird and moved toward the door, pausing at the threshold. “Female.” His eyes locked on her, and the calculation in them left her feeling more exposed than anything Azagoth had done so far. “You’ll get nothing from him but a cock that’s as frozen as his heart. Come with me, and I’ll give you what he can’t.”

“Have a care, son.” Azagoth’s quiet voice held an ominous edge that seemed to make even the flames in the hearth shrink back. “For some species devour their young.”

Methicore swept out of the office with a snarl. The moment the door slammed shut, Lilliana rounded on Azagoth.

“You bastard.” She spat out the word with all the contempt she could muster. “How can you be so cruel to your own son?”

“Me? Cruel?” His hands formed fists at his sides. “I’m not the one cutting off access to my children.”

“As if you give a shit.”

“Do not,” he growled, “presume to know me after a few hours of prancing around my realm.”

Prancing? She’d never pranced in her life. “I don’t have to know you to know your kind.”

He swung around, his jaw tight and unforgiving. “My kind?”

“A breeder.” The very word pissed her off. “A stud for hire who doesn’t give a damn about the lives he creates.”

He jerked as if she’d shot him with an arrow. She’d struck a nerve, hadn’t she? “Shut. Up.”

“Fuck you,” she shot back. She hated being so crude, but something about this male and this realm brought out her bitchy side.

“Shut up,” he ground out, “or I’ll make you shut up.”

He clearly had no idea how stubborn she was, something that had driven her kidnapper nuts. “You can’t make me do anything.”

He came at her, his gait loose yet predatory. “I can make you do everything.”

Unbelievable. “Are you aware on any level whatsoever how arrogant you are?”

“This is my realm, angel. I am this realm. My reach extends beyond Sheoul-gra’s boundaries to the deepest pits of Hell and the highest levels of Heaven. So yes, I’m aware of my self-confidence, and when I tell you that I can make you do something, I mean it.”

You can’t make me stay here. Oh, she couldn’t wait to get out of this depressing place. “What will you do? Beat me into compliance? Torture me?”

He stopped in front of her, his gaze roving boldly over her, lingering on her breasts and bare skin of her belly. “Only a fool and a coward would harm his mate, especially if they have to co-exist for eternity.” He bared his teeth in what she assumed was a smile. “I have other ways of getting what I want.”

“Well, I hate to break it to you, but short of torture, you can’t make me do anything.”

His smile became downright wicked. “I can make you beg for the mere whisper of my breath on your skin. I can do things with my tongue that will make you scream with the exquisite intensity of it. And I can make you come so hard, for so long, that you’ll pass out from pleasure.”

“Sex,” she said bitterly. “Typical male, thinking that’s all females want.” Never mind that she did want it. Lord help her, to experience an orgasm like that...oh, yes, please.

“Sex,” he said huskily, “is only the beginning. I can make you a queen. I can give you an entire realm.”

She snorted. “You mean this?” She made an encompassing sweep of her arm. “This cold, dreary realm full of death and griminions and fallen angels? Yeah, it’s what every girl dreams of.”

A tense black silence hung like a pall in the air, and she had a feeling she’d pushed him too far. Despite what he’d said about not harming his mate, she braced herself for a blow.

And one blow was all he’d get. Her power was muted down here, but she’d fight him until her last breath. Or she’d get the hell out of here and happily submit to the dissection team that would extract her time traveling ability.

But Azagoth didn’t raise a finger. Instead, he dematerialized, leaving her alone. Again.

Chapter Seven

Azagoth materialized in his library, wishing he could scream in fury and agony. But all the emotion that had nearly crippled him earlier had found its way back into the desolate, frozen wasteland he called a soul. Although he supposed his soul had been sucked out of him a long time ago.

Snarling, he swiped a soda-bottle sized crystal chess piece off his desk and crushed it under his boot. Methicore had given it to him, a reminder that Azagoth was a king, and the world was his chess board.

Methicore should have remembered that.

Azagoth ground the heel of his boot on top of the piece, relishing the sound of destruction.

His son had betrayed him yet again. Not only betrayed, but destroyed every relationship Azagoth had forged with his sons and daughters. Not that he’d ever had much in the way of relationships, but at least he’d been able to visit with some of his offspring now and then. The ones who hadn’t abandoned him when Methicore led the rebellion against him, anyway.

Funny how Azagoth had seen Satan’s insurrection coming from a mile away, but he’d been utterly blind to Methicore’s machinations. Then again, by the time his son had risen up against him, Azagoth’s ability to sense deception had been dulled like a blade that had sawed too much bone.

And then there was Lilliana and her unwelcome observation about him. Calling him a breeder. A stud for hire who doesn’t give a damn about the lives he creates.

The real pisser was that she was right. But not about all of it. He did give a damn about his offspring. He might not be able to feel true love for anyone or anything, but he did care.

He cared too much, and Satan had exploited that fact in order to get what he wanted from Azagoth.

The demon had never forgotten Azagoth’s role in his expulsion from Heaven. Talk about holding a grudge. What a big, whiny baby. So Satan hadn’t succeeded in taking over Heaven. He was King Shit of his own domain now. Who else could say that?

Oh, right—Azagoth could. Not that Lilliana gave a crap.

She’d given him the greatest gift of his life by taking him to the desert, but when he’d offered a gift of his own, the key to Sheoul-gra, she’d mocked him and flung it right back in his face.

This cold, dreary realm full of death and griminions and fallen angels? Yeah, it’s what every girl dreams of.

How dare she, he thought, as he flashed himself outside his manor. How dare she reject anything that he, the Grim Reaper, offered? Females creamed themselves over him. They’d come to him by the thousands, begging for any scraps he’d throw their way. Granted, they were demons, but they’d been high-ranking, influential females from every species. Before her recent demise, even Lilith herself had approached him on multiple occasions to try to convince him that a union between the two of them would make them the most powerful couple in existence.

No thanks. He’d already been screwed by her. In more ways than one.

Frustrated, he kicked at the oily soil beneath his feet. It felt nothing like the sand in the desert. He looked into the distance at the dozens of buildings and beyond, to what used to be a forest filled with life, rivers, and lakes. Now there was nothing but gnarled tree trunks and stumps, dry creek beds, and one lake so stagnant that its toxic stench sometimes crossed the barrier between Sheoul and Sheoul-gra. Denizens of Sheoul’s Horun region had affectionately named the affected area The Grim Reaper’s Asshole.

It’s what every girl dreams of.

Azagoth’s heart went dead in his chest. Holy shit, Lilliana was right. Demons might think of Sheoul-gra as a treasure, but no one else, especially not an angel, would think that any of this was a gift.

What a fool he’d been. What a fucking dumbass.

He had nothing to offer Lilliana. Sure, he could give her great sex. Better than great. But beyond that? Nothing. His realm, which had once been teeming with activity and life, was dead.

The only thing for her to do down here was what Azagoth did; meet each evil soul as it came through the tunnel, and then decide its fate before sending it to the various levels of the Inner Sanctum to await reincarnation. Assignment to hard labor? A stint in Hades’s dungeon? Maybe roasting in the Eternal Field of Flames or swimming in the Acid Pools of Agony?

And really, he should not have let Hades name shit in the Inner Sanctum. Azagoth wanted to beat the fallen angel every time he was forced to say, or even think, of the miserable area known as Feces-palooza.

Oh, hey, Lilliana, let me take you on a tour of your wedding gift. Yep, check out Disembowling Beach. We can honeymoon in Feces-palooza. And just wait until I take you to Boiling Piss Pond and the Fetid Razor Swamp.

Fuck.

Scrubbing his hand over his face, he decided he needed to rethink his strategy. If Lilliana was truly here because she was given no choice, eternity with him would, literally, be hell for her. He was a bastard who traded in death and pain, and while he liked to tell himself that he’d been corrupted by thousands of years of life in Hell, the truth was that even as an angel he’d been in the business.

Interrogators weren’t exactly nice people.

Okay, so where did he go from here? First, he supposed, it might help to know why, exactly, Lilliana had agreed to mate him. Jim Bob had indicated that this was a punishment, but Azagoth wanted to hear it from Lilliana herself. Had she been given any choice in the matter at all? And if so, why had she agreed?

He couldn’t do anything about Methicore and his idea of revenge...at least, not in the immediate future. But he could take care of what was happening right now in his home.

Home. What a joke. Home was a horror show of a necrotic realm. Dream stuff, there.

As he contemplated his next move with Lilliana, he headed back inside and straight for the bedroom. He expected her to be waiting for him, but to his surprise, she’d climbed into bed, her chestnut hair spilling over the black satin pillowcase in a shiny wave. The clothes she’d been wearing were laid neatly on the recliner next to her wardrobe and, he noted, the sapphire silk baby-doll nightie was missing from the hanger.

Man, he wished he hadn’t missed her putting that on. He could imagine her hard body loosely covered in luxurious material meant to caress her smooth skin, and when he added himself to the picture, the nightie became a shredded pile on the floor.

Mouth watering, but not for food, he made a quick detour to the kitchen to see if she’d eaten, and he was pleased to see that she’d made a huge dent in the Italian food Zhubaal had scored from one of Azagoth’s favorite restaurants. Azagoth could cook, but one of his few pleasures was eating the best foods in the world, and Zhubaal had a knack for knowing exactly what Azagoth was in the mood for.

Too bad his mood for Italian had passed, because the three pasta dishes, steamed mussels, and tomato bisque looked amazing. What was left of it, anyway. Apparently, his angel had a hearty appetite.

The thought made him practically purr inside. He loved a female who could eat.

Returning to the bedroom, he eyed his erotic furniture, wondering if she’d show as much enthusiasm for sex.

How could she? She doesn’t want to be here.

He shook off the thought. He’d make her want to be there. Sure, he didn’t have a plan, but he had the power to bring anything she wanted into his realm. He could keep her content. Happy, even.

Keep telling yourself that, jackass.

With a growl of frustration, he stripped naked and climbed between the crisp sheets. She was lying as close to the edge of the mattress as possible, her back to him and the covers tucked under her chin. He closed the gap between them, easing himself close to her, but just short of touching. He didn’t trust himself. If he touched her, he’d need to keep touching, and he wanted to give her time to adjust.

How gentlemanly of you. Yeah, well, his soul might be warped into something unrecognizable and his emotions all but dead, but his memories were fully intact and untainted by Sheoul’s evil influence. He remembered his mother and how she’d been so timid and afraid of new experiences. It had hurt him to see, especially not knowing what had made her that way.

Those memories were what made him handle his nervous bedmates differently than he handled the others. While he might not actually feel sympathy for faint-hearted females, he knew he used to, before he came to Sheoul-gra. And despite the rumors, he had never taken a female by force or coercion.

He certainly wouldn’t start with his mate.

“Lilliana?” he murmured. “I know you aren’t asleep.”

“What gave me away? The fact that my eyes are open?”

Apparently, the theme tonight was ornery. He could play that. “You have a sharp tongue, female.” He caught a lock of hair in his fingers, and so much for not touching her. “May I suggest that you put it to better use?”

“May I suggest that you go to hell?”

“That insult has no bite, given that we’re already here.” Not technically, of course, since Azagoth’s realm sat on a special plane between the human realm and the demon one, but the barrier between Sheoul and Sheoul-gra was extremely thin, allowing far too much leakage between them.

She sighed. “What do you want?”

Bracing himself on one elbow, he leaned in, inhaling the fresh rosemary mint of her shampoo. His cock stirred, and whaddya know, that scent was apparently an aphrodisiac.

“Tell me,” he breathed into her ear. “Tell me why you’re here.”

“You really want to know?”

He inhaled again, this time catching the faint citrus spice of her skin along with the shampoo. She was a living, breathing dessert he couldn’t wait to taste.

“I’m not in the habit of asking questions I don’t want the answers to,” he said, letting his lips brush the skin of her cheek.

She inhaled sharply, and the unmistakable aroma of arousal rose up all around her. His body responded with a primal surge of hunger, and his rapidly swelling cock went all helllooo, baby on her backside.

Another inhalation, this time a little ragged. “I...ah, I was given a choice between being demoted and stripped of my abilities or mating you.”

Azagoth had known the answer, but hearing her say it felt like a punch to the nuts. Buh-bye, baby. “And how difficult was your decision?”

The mattress creaked as she turned over to face him. Light from the fire danced on her face, softening her features, but making her eyes glow with a defiant glint.

“I’m sensing that there’s a right and a wrong answer here, so why don’t you go ahead and tell me which one I should pick.” She propped herself up, matching his pose. “And why does any of this matter? I’m here. Isn’t that enough?”

No, it wasn’t. Being here wasn’t the same as wanting to be here. If he had any emotions left in him at all, he’d be happy if just once, someone—anyone—truly wanted to be with him.

“It doesn’t matter.” Impulsively, he kissed her on the forehead before rolling away to leave her alone on her side of the mattress.

Weird, but this was the first time his massive bed didn’t feel big enough.

Chapter Eight

Azagoth was gone when Lilliana got up the next morning. She experienced a fleeting twinge of disappointment, and then she buried her face in her pillow as she remembered feeling the press of Azagoth’s erection against her butt. The velvety tip had nudged her solidly between her cheeks, spreading heat through her pelvis as her nerve endings sparked with awareness.

Everything about Azagoth and his realm might be polar-level cold, but his body was definitely in the triple digits.

How she’d been able to speak a single word, let alone entire coherent sentences after that was beyond her comprehension. Her heart had hammered so hard and erratically that she’d felt it in her spine, and her lungs hadn’t been able to get enough air.

If things hadn’t gone rapidly downhill right after that...nah. She’d have told him to roll over to his side of the bed and stay there.

While she lay on her side and stared at the spanking bench across from her.

Yawning, she started for the bathroom, slowing to give the bench a swat for keeping her awake for a good part of the night while she played out scenes in her head involving it and Azagoth. Inevitably, those scenes had turned ugly when she thought about the other females who had enjoyed a good spanking at his hand.

Sometimes, an imagination was a terrible thing.

His bathroom was the only truly light part of his manor that she’d found. Rough-cut white marble gave the room a masculine edge, but it was modern and elegant, and she could spend hours in the shower. Though she had to wonder why he needed five shower heads and two marble benches, but the heated floor tiles were a nice touch. How many females had he brought in here, anyway? She pictured him naked, water and suds sluicing over his muscular body, and suddenly the shower got a lot steamier.

Stop it.

Now he was on his knees, his tongue catching rivulets as they cascaded from her breasts to her abs.

Stop it!

In the next moment, she was bracing herself against the shower wall as he licked her sex, alternating quick flicks against her clit with long, firm strokes through her wet valley.

Stop. It!

Her blood quickened and her breaths came fast and hard as she drove her hand between her legs. In her mind, it was Azagoth’s tongue circling her sensitive nub before thrusting inside her core, and when her climax took her a second later, it was Azagoth’s name that whispered across her lips.

And damn, imaginary Azagoth was good. Her knees shook as she dried off, but the mouthwatering smell of bacon spurred her on. Once dried, she selected a pair of skinny jeans, boots, and a form-fitting violet sweater from the wardrobe, then followed the aroma of food to the kitchen.

Where she found a redheaded female in ripped-up jeans and a lacy fuchsia corset doing dishes.

“Breakfast is on the table,” she said with a perky smile.

“And you are..?” She’d better not be one of Azagoth’s bedmates. Not that Lilliana was jealous. Offended, yes. Jealous, hardly.

The female wiped suds off her cheek with the back of her hand. “I’m Cataclysm. Call me Cat.”

“Azagoth failed to mention that he has a fallen angel for a cook.”

“He hired me this morning. And I’m Unfallen, not True Fallen.”

Meaning she’d been expelled from Heaven, but she wouldn’t be evil to the point of no return until she entered Sheoul and became a True Fallen.

“So you’re trying to earn your way back into Heaven, huh? I can think of better ways to do that than working for the Grim Reaper.”

She shrugged as she shoved a cast iron pan under a stream of hot water. “Life in the human realm with no angelic powers is dangerous for Unfallen. Here I’m protected from demons and angels alike. It’s a good gig. I wasn’t about to turn it down. Especially because suddenly, everyone is working overtime to drag Unfallens into Sheoul. I was almost caught twice in the last week.”

Lilliana found a towel to dry dishes and stepped up to the counter. “Why the urgency?”

Cat snatched the towel from Lilliana and pointed to the table, which was loaded with pancakes, bacon, some sort of egg casserole, and mixed fruit. It was enough to feed half a dozen humans, but Lilliana figured she could down most of it herself. She’d always had a healthy appetite, and food was a guilt-free pleasure.

“Sit,” Cat said. “And I don’t know what’s up, but everyone’s scared. Just six days ago, one of my friends was dragged into Hell. When I saw her yesterday...” She shuddered. “She tried to force me into Sheoul. So, here I am.”

As far as fallen angels went, Cat didn’t seem too bad. Besides, Lilliana didn’t have any room to judge, given her own disgraced status.

“So,” she said, as she filled a plate with food. “What did you do to get the boot?”

Cat bowed her head. “I fell into temptation.”

“Sex with a demon?” Lilliana slathered butter and syrup on the pancakes.

“A demon?” Cat wrinkled her nose. “No. Gross. Although...have you ever met a Seminus demon? Because if there’s a demon out there who can tempt an angel...”

She fanned her face, and Lilliana rolled her eyes. Yes, the sex demons were legendary lovers who, as a species, had gotten more than one female angel kicked out of Heaven, but was having a half-an-hour-long orgasm really worth the risk?

Okay, maybe.

“Anyway,” Cat continued, “do you know the Four Horsemen’s ex-Heavenly Watcher, Gethel?”

The bite of fruit in Lilliana’s mouth soured. “The evil bitch who wanted to start the Apocalypse by slaughtering one of the Horsemen’s children? And who is now carrying Satan’s baby? That Gethel?”

“Yes,” she said wryly. “I see you know who I’m talking about. Anyway, I was her apprentice when she was still an angel. She made me do a lot of things that were questionable, but I did them anyway. Who was I to question the great Gethel, Heavenly Watcher to the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse, you know? By the time I figured out that she was working for Team Evil, it was too late. I was in too deep.”

“And you were punished by expulsion.”

“Yep.” She held up a pitcher of orange juice, but Lilliana shook her head. “So here I am. Thank you for giving me this chance. I was starting to get scared. It’s very dangerous for my kind out there right now.”

Footsteps signaled an approach, and a moment later Azagoth entered, looking scrumptious in black jeans, a forest green Henley, and Dr. Martens. His gaze traveled up and down her body, and her cheeks grew hot as her shower escapade roared back into her head.

“I see you’ve met your assistant,” he drawled.

“Assistant?”

He swiped a grape from the fruit tray and popped it into his mouth. “Cataclysm is here to handle all your needs. Her chamber is down the hall.”

“I...um...why?”

“Because Zhubaal has enough to do already.” He went for a slice of apple next. “And you were right about my realm being no prize for someone like you. The least I can do is make this punishment of yours more tolerable. So for as long as you’re here and you want her, Cat will be as well.”

Okay, so now she felt like a piece of shit. Cat was here for her, so when Lilliana left with the chronoglass, Cat would be out of a job and a home, and she’d be vulnerable to anyone who wanted to hurt her or force her into Hell to complete her fall.

Dammit, she did not need this complication. She wanted to get out of here, and now she had Cat’s future to consider.

“Well, thank you,” she said as she pushed to her feet. “Did you come for breakfast? I’m just finishing up—”

“I came to ask if you’d take me someplace.”

“Ask?” She snorted. “Is this going to be like last time?”

He swore, and yup, looked like they were in for a repeat of the drill sergeant routine. So she was shocked when he said, “Will you please take me someplace? I’d really like to get out of here for a little while.”

“You’re lucky I have nothing better to do,” she said, only half-teasing.

She’d planned to spend the day in his library and wandering around his realm in search of anything that might help her get the chronoglass out. She doubted she’d find a moving dolly, but there were millions of items with the mystical power to render even the heaviest items much lighter. A lot of spells, too.

Azagoth led her out into the hall, where he started in the direction of the library. “We’ll find something for you to do.”

“Like what?” Walking next to him, she waited for a crude comeback like, “You can do me,” but he didn’t. He was serious.

“I don’t know,” he said. “But I was thinking of creating a new level in the Inner Sanctum, one appropriate for demons who aren’t evil.”

“All demons are evil. That’s why they’re demons.”

He shook his head. “Just as there are angels and humans who are bad, there are demons who are good.” He slowed to let a griminion scurry past. “There’s good and bad in everyone, Lilliana. Some just have to work harder than others to overcome their nature.”

She supposed that was true, but boy, did it ever fly in the face of everything she’d ever been taught in battle angel classes.

“What do you do with these ‘good’ demons now?”

“I send them to the first level, which is a vacation spot compared to the others,” he said. “And I authorize their reincarnations first.”

“Aw, look, there is some good in you,” she teased.

He laughed. “Sending non-evil entities back into the world isn’t out of the goodness of my heart. It floods Sheoul with neutrality, which means the truly evil demons will pay any price for me to authorize the reincarnation of evil souls.” He winked. “I’m very open to bribes.”

Charming.

“Why are you being so nice and talkative all of a sudden?”

“I wouldn’t go so far as to say, nice, but you are my mate, and this is your realm now too. Cold and dreary as it is,” he added. Ouch. He still had a bite, didn’t he? “You need to have your own space and purpose.”

Lilliana could just shake her head. How could someone who was so awful to his children be so thoughtful to someone he barely knew?

“People in Heaven think you’re a monster, you know.”

“I am.” He pegged her with a dark stare. “Don’t let my calm exterior fool you. There’s a beast inside me that’s capable of horrors you can’t imagine.”

She didn’t doubt that.

They arrived at the library, where a fire was roaring in the hearth, but the temperature in the room was more akin to someone having left the freezer door open.

“Oh, and just FYI, something I forgot to mention last time.” She shrugged like it was no big deal, but it kind of was. “There are a handful of fallen angels who can sense entries into the shrowd, and they make it their mission to destroy any angel who travels through time. It’s rare that they find their target, but when they do...” She shuddered. She’d come up against them twice, and her mother had lost her life to the bastards.

“Any angel, fallen or not, who dares to challenge me will spend all eternity as artwork in my great hall.”

She frowned, remembering all of the grotesque statues. The ones that looked like humans, demons, and...angels...in agony.

“Wait. So all of the sculptures in your...”

“Yes. Instead of sending their souls to Sheoul-gra, I bound them in statue. Some of them have been there for thousands of years. I’ll bet they’re quite insane by now.”

“You can...you can even do that to angels? Even if they haven’t turned evil? Their souls should automatically return to Heaven.”

He shrugged. “I’m the Grim Fucking Reaper. This is my domain, and if I want to keep a soul, I can.” He shot her a sideways glance. “I told you I’m a monster.”

She’d be wise to remember that.

Because holy shit.

Inhaling the dusty tobacco scent of the library, she started toward the mirror, but something crunched under her feet. “I’m sorry.” She sidestepped, cringing at whatever it was that she’d broken. It looked like a crystal chess piece.

“S’okay.” He swiped the bits of crystal off the floor and tossed them into the trash. “It was broken before you stepped on it.”

Realization dawned. “You broke it. Why?”

“It was a gift from Methicore,” he said gruffly. “I want all reminders of him gone.”

Her heart clenched. She’d sent a rare singing iris from Heaven’s Covenant Mountain to her father once, hoping to open the lines of communication before their first meeting. When she’d finally met him face to face, he’d returned it to her.

Broken into three pieces.

“I don’t understand how you can reject him so thoroughly.” She searched his face for some sign of regret, but she saw nothing in his expression but disgust for his son. “What did he do to you?”

He looked startled that she’d ask. “Why do you want to know?”

“Weren’t you just on the ‘we’re mates’ trip a few minutes ago?” she reminded him. “Maybe we should, I don’t know, talk?”

He swept some papers off his desk and into the trash can, covering up the broken chess piece. “Maybe I’ll talk when you’re ready to do the same.”

“I’ve answered every question you’ve asked.”

“Really?” Crossing his arms over his broad chest, he pegged her with a hard stare. “Then why don’t you tell me why you’re really here? Because something isn’t adding up, Lilliana.”

“I told you,” she ground out. Was he never going to let this go? “I was given a choice between two evils. I picked this one.”

“How sweet. But I know that. I want to know what made coming here more appealing than remaining in Heaven, even in the diminished capacity they offered you.”

Oh, I figured it would be easy to steal your property, get out of here, and be restored to grace.

She probably shouldn’t say that. She’d try another truth.

“Maybe I’m not ready to discuss my private humiliation with someone I just met.”

A slow, bitter smile spread over his face. “Exactly.”

“So your son is your private humiliation?” She probably shouldn’t be pushing him on this when he’d made it clear he didn’t want to talk, but dammit, she wanted to know what it took to make a father reject his own offspring.

“Private?” he laughed. “No, he’s a very public humiliation.” He gestured to the chronoglass. “Enough talk. I’m anxious to see where we’re going. Somewhere warm, I hope.”

“Sure,” she said sweetly. “Let’s go.”

Chapter Nine

They stepped out onto a frozen wasteland with nothing but ice and snow as far as the eye could see. Not even the sky could offer color or texture. Gray, featureless clouds had turned it into a blanket of blah.

Lilliana watched Azagoth carefully for signs of annoyance that she’d brought him to someplace so cold and barren, but just like when she’d dropped them into the Egyptian desert, his expression conveyed awe and excitement. He wasn’t at all pissed off. If anything, he lit up like the Christmas tree in Times Square.

“This isn’t someplace warm, but I forgive you.” Grinning like a loon, he extended his hands and let a flurry of snowflakes sift between his fingers. “I hate the snow,” he said, but she never would have guessed that with the way he was acting. He even stuck out his tongue and caught a flake on the very tip. She hated that there was something very appealing...and sensual...about that.

“For someone who doesn’t like the snow, you seem pretty taken with it.”

“Because I haven’t seen it in eons.” He scooped up a handful, and with a sly grin, he beaned her with it. Right in the forehead. “Gotcha.”

Sputtering, she wiped snow out of her eyes. “Really? How old are you?”

Bam! Another one hit her in the chest, and then he was running away from her, his boots slipping on the ice, but he never fell. She wanted to be annoyed, but his blatant joy was infectious. Smiling in spite of herself, she hurled her own snowball at him, using just a touch of angel flair to control its trajectory. Damn, it was nice being away from his realm and being able to use her powers again.

It nailed him in the back of his head.

“Payback’s a bitch, Azagoth!”

His laughter rang out in the still Arctic air as he skidded and whirled. And then, and as far as she could tell, he went down intentionally to roll in the snow.

“This is amazing!” he called out.

Yes, it really was. How many people could say that they’d witnessed the infamously grumpy ruler of the dead romping like a child on a school snow day? All he needed was an inner tube and a hill.

Abruptly, he leaped to his feet and lifted his face to the gray sky. “Clouds,” he said. “What a strange thing to miss.” He swung around to face her, his big body as relaxed and loose as she’d seen it. “Before I fell, I used to make clouds in Heaven sometimes, mainly for a change from the blue sky. I made them orange, just for fun.”

How could this male be the same as the one renowned for his ruthlessness as an angel? The history books she’d read had left out a lot.

“I made rainbow clouds,” she said, encouraged to have finally found something in common besides a father-child hate relationship. “It was back when I was young and we were learning how to control our ability to think things into existence.” Channeling a trickle of power, she painted a swath of primary colors across the sky before letting the gray drab take over again. “My instructor got all pissy and changed them to white, like everyone else’s.”

“So your rebel nature extends beyond taking me to the crappiest places you can think of?”

Busted. “I suppose.”

“Rebels aren’t exactly tolerated in Heaven.” He grinned, a heart-stopping, breathtaking grin that made her go hot right here in the middle of a deep freeze. “I like it.”

Suddenly, another snowball came at her and popped her in the chest. She hadn’t even seen him throw it.

“Oh, yeah?” With nothing more than a thought, she sent a huge wall of snow at him. His eyes flared, and for a moment she thought he’d flash himself out of the way, but instead he stood there, his expression almost blissful as it crashed over him like a giant wave.

As he shook snow out of his clothes and hair, he chuckled. And then, in a motion so fast she didn’t see it, he was on top of her.

They went down in a tumble of limbs and snow, his body coming to a rest on top of hers as she sprawled on her back. She didn’t feel the cold—not like most beings did, anyway. But she couldn’t miss the stark contrast of the ice beneath her and the warmth of Azagoth’s big frame above her.

“Did you really think you could get away with that?” He tweaked her nose, and she was momentarily speechless at the playfulness. This male with wild, windblown hair frosted with snow couldn’t be the same guy who possessed the power to destroy souls. The same guy who had so coldly thrown his son out of his realm.

The same guy who had given her an assistant, free access to his realm, and pretty much the freedom to do whatever she wanted.

Maybe, just maybe, he wasn’t all that bad.

Smiling up at him, she said, “Maybe I let you catch me.”

One corner of his mouth twitched in an evil smile, and she knew she’d stepped into a trap of her own making. “Then you wanted to end up like this, did you?” Shifting, he settled more fully on top of her. His thigh slipped between hers, and she felt the blatant stab of an erection against her belly. “You wanted to feel my body against yours?”

No. Yes. Oh, dear Lord, she didn’t know what she wanted. Not when he rocked his hips, driving that big bulge against her core. She sucked in a breath, and unbidden, her body arched upward to meet him. Her breasts pressed into his chest, and she wondered how they’d feel in his palms.

“I thought so,” he purred. So arrogant. And really, so right. The bastard.

She bucked, but even she had to admit it was a half-hearted effort. Same as when she said, “Get off of me.”

“I’ll consider it.” He dipped his head and nuzzled her throat.

The shock of his cold nose on her skin made her hiss, but a heartbeat later, his lips sliding along the curve of her neck made her moan. One of his hands tangled in her hair to hold her steady for his kisses, and the other came down lightly on her waist. His palm rubbed slow circles as it moved upward until his fingers brushed the underside of her breast, and a shock of desire shot straight to her groin.

It startled her how quickly need ignited her blood, and her heart beat so hard she could hear her pulse in her ears. Without thinking, she gripped his arms and drew him closer, until she could feel his nipples harden through his shirt. How long had it been since she’d given in to a male like this? Not since Hutriel, and even then, she’d never had the desire to bite every button off a shirt just to get to his powerful chest.

Then again, Hutriel had been all about “proper” lovemaking. And proper lovemaking meant an orderly removal of clothing, and afterward, there could be no lingering looks or touches. There was no penetration, just a tangling of bodies and limbs as you surrendered your soul to the merging. An instant, all-over body orgasm was the reward, an orgasm that could last for hours and leave you drained for a day.

Sure, it was awesome with a capital A. But for all the soul-melding, it wasn’t especially intimate. Not on a physical level. And that was something she had desperately craved. Hell, she’d craved closeness of any kind after being denied it following her mother’s death and her father’s rejection.

Her father’s third rejection.

Azagoth shifted, dropping his hand to her thigh and lifting her leg to his waist, putting her core in full contact with his erection. Ecstasy speared her, spreading through her sex and warming her so quickly that she might as well have been in a sauna, not in ten below Arctic temperatures.

Arching against her, he slid his hand beneath her shirt. Oh, damn, the skin-to-skin contact was decadent, but as he began to smooth his palm upward, she went taut. She shouldn’t be doing this. Not when she was planning to leave. It wasn’t fair to either of them.

You’re worrying about him? The male who serviced seventy-two angels a year, plus the devil-only-knew how many demon females?

Yeah, she was kind of an idiot. But how could she feel such conflicting emotions all at once? How could she hate him but crave him? Want him but at the same time want to push him away?

The pull of the mirror rescued her from her own scrambled thoughts. She cleared her throat. “Are you still considering getting off of me?”

His voice was a silken whisper against her throat. “I’m considering getting you off.”

Heat flushed her body. “We’re going back in a few minutes.”

“It can’t be time.” His mouth trailed upward, along her jugular, and shivers of pleasure shot through her. “We just got here.”

It felt that way to her, too, and truth be told, she felt a twinge of disappointment herself. She’d meant to take him to the most horrible, boring place she could, and he’d loved it. She’d ended up having fun.

Total fail.

“Sorry, but—” She broke off, sucking air as his lips captured her earlobe. How could such a small thing feel so good?

“But what?” He traced the shell of her ear with his tongue. So. Very. Good.

The tug of the mirror intensified, becoming a buzz that drowned out all the pleasant things Azagoth was doing to her.

“But we have to go.”

His head came up, and his gaze bored into hers. “I don’t want to go.”

Crazily, neither did she.

But the chronoglass had other plans, and a moment later, they were back in Azagoth’s office, lying on the carpet.

He was still on top of her.

And his hand had moved to her breast. But the look on his face said that he was anything but happy to be back. His eyes were wild, glinting with anger and what she thought might be confusion.

He’d freaked out last time when they’d come back, but she’d never found out why. She’d written it off as Azagoth being Azagoth, but twice now was too weird to ignore.

He looked down at her, fangs jutting from his upper jaw. Those things probably shouldn’t be a turn-on, but then, she was rapidly discovering that there were a lot of things about Azagoth that shouldn’t be sexy.

And way too many that should.

“Hey.” She palmed his cheek, letting her thumb stroke the contour of his blade-sharp cheekbone. “What’s wrong?”

“Not...used...to...” He broke off, panting, his lips peeled back in agony. “Emotion.”

Emotion? How could he not be used to emotion? She’d seen him pissed as hell. She’d seen him smile. She’d seen him happy as a puppy in a meadow during their time travel jaunts.

But whatever was going on, it was clear he was in pain.

“Hey.” She tilted his face down, forcing him to look at her. His gaze was glassy, tortured, and so very different from how it had been a moment ago. “I liked it better when you were kissing my neck.” He groaned, his teeth clenched as if he was fighting with himself. Gently, she tapped on his cheek. “Focus. Come on, rein it in.”

“Can’t. Worse than...last time.”

Shit. She’d seen something similar before, when she’d been a young angel in battle training. The male named Dreshone had been an empath with such strong abilities that it had been hard for him to function. He’d undergone a procedure to have his ability minimized, but the price had been a big one; his own emotions had been dulled, which had made him an extremely lethal warrior, but once per decade, he’d suffered a meltdown of uncontrollable emotion that had required lockup to prevent him from hurting anyone or himself.

But as far as she knew, Azagoth wasn’t an empath, so what was going on?

“Azagoth, listen to me—” He snarled and started to push off of her, but she gripped his biceps hard and dragged him back down. “No. You aren’t running again.”

His deep growl rumbled through her body, reigniting the fire that had been burning her blood when they’d been lying in the snow. And wasn’t it funny that his anger was turning her on as much as his lips had been.

“Don’t...want to...hurt you.”

Yeah, she didn’t want that, either. “You won’t. You’ve never hurt any of the angels Heaven sent to you over the centuries.” News of that nature would have been the talk of the angelic airwaves.

“I never felt like...this.”

Maybe time travel had an adverse effect on him. “Just focus,” she said softly. “Focus on me.”

His gaze locked with hers, and she saw the moment he went from furious to...well, furious and aroused. And she knew, in that moment, that no matter what happened next, nothing between them would be the same again.

Chapter Ten

Azagoth concentrated on the female beneath him, his body a mass of writhing, twisting contradictions. Like the last time he’d come back from time travel, he was reeling from emotions he couldn’t handle.

Now it was happening again, only on a grander scale. The fissure that had opened inside him last time had cracked open further, leaving him overwhelmed with feelings. Joy, sadness, anger, jealousy. He wasn’t even sure what event or person each emotion was attached to. It was just all bubbling out, as if thousands of years’ worth of denied feelings were breaking free of their bonds.

This was what you wanted, asshole. You wanted to feel. Be careful what you wish for.

True enough. He’d been so cold inside for so long. And now he was cold and insane.

Distantly, he heard Lilliana talking. Felt her fingers digging into his arms. Felt her thighs clamping around his hips to hold him still. Felt her core pressed firmly against his raging erection.

Focus. He tried gathering the maelstrom of emotions together and forcing them down, back into the fissure. Focus. Reaching deep, he tried to separate out each one and associate it with an event, a person, anything to understand why he’d be so angry or jealous, but each time an image started to form, it scattered to the wind and was replaced by a black hole of fury.

Focus!

The female beneath him shifted, tugging him closer, rubbing her sex against his. Whether or not it was intentional didn’t matter. He instantly locked up as his body took command of his mind and did the focus thing.

Of course, the focus was all in his dick. Whatever. He’d roll with it.

Zeroing in on Lilliana, he panted through the gnawing tension that made him feel as if he could explode into violence and death to become the corrupted monster that legend—and a few firsthand accounts—had made him out to be.

As he dropped his mouth to hers, a thread of guilt wove its way through the messy tangle of emotions that were fading to the background. He was using her. Doing to her what all the females before her had done to him. He’d been a stud for hire for Heaven, and demon females only came to him for bragging rights. Oh, sure, he fucked them well, but ultimately, all they wanted from him was sex. For pleasure or for other reasons, he was nothing but a lay and a means to an end.

And now he was using Lilliana to bring him out of an emotional overload he couldn’t handle.

Also...what the fuck. When had he started having regrets or caring about anyone but himself? There was a reason he’d volunteered for Grim Reaper duty, and it sure as hell wasn’t so he could go all Dear Diary about shit like being used.

Lilliana’s hands were stroking his arms now, her slow, light touch soothing his mood but stoking his lust.

Focusfocusfocus...

“Azagoth,” she whispered against his mouth, bringing him right back to the place he needed to be.

He slid his hand under her shirt again, caressing her smooth, taut skin as he kissed her quiet. But this wasn’t enough. Not nearly enough.

With a growl, he gripped her shirt and tore through it as if it were paper. And glory be, like most angels, she wasn’t wearing a bra.

Her gorgeous eyes watched him with curiosity and desire as he lowered his head to take one berry-red nipple into his mouth. Licking and sucking eagerly, he cupped the other breast, filling his palm with her warm flesh as he settled more fully between her thighs. His cock was aching like a sonofabitch behind his fly, and he shifted again so he could reach between their bodies and unzip. While he was down there, he yanked open the buttons on her jeans and drove his hand inside.

Lilliana gasped as his fingers found her center and stroked the silk fabric of her underwear.

“How many lovers have you had, angel?” He kissed the swell of her breasts and worked his way down her belly.

“One,” she breathed. “Just one. And I don’t want to talk about him.”

Neither did he. Partly because he didn’t want any other male to be here right now, and partly because he’d just had the strangest urge to arrange for that male’s painful death.

Eager to wipe the bastard from her memory, he reared back on his heels and yanked her boots off, followed by her jeans and underwear. It was all done in a matter of seconds, and then his clothes joined hers on the floor, torn and wadded.

Ah, damn, she was gorgeous, sprawling naked in front of him like a feast to be savored. Her hair fanned out in silky waves on the Persian rug, her kiss-swollen mouth parted for her panting breaths, and her thighs spread just enough to catch a glimpse of the bare, glistening female flesh between them.

Her gaze dropped to his groin, and at the sight of his thick sex, her eyes flared. Oh, yeah, she wanted it.

Smiling, he wrapped his hand around his cock and stroked. The tip of her tongue came out to swipe her bottom lip, and he groaned at the sudden image of those lips wrapped around his shaft, that tongue flicking and laving.

Releasing himself, he leaned forward and cupped her intimately. Fuck, she was burning hot down there, and he groaned again as he pushed a finger between her folds. Every cell in his body was vibrating as he dragged his fingertip through her wet heat to that swollen knot of nerves that made her gasp.

He stroked, lightly at first, avoiding the sensitive tip. In moments she was panting and grinding, arching into him and riding his hand as her taut body chased the pleasure he was giving her. Holy hell, she was a wild thing, gripping him so hard her nails dug into his skin. He had to taste her. It wasn’t a desire; it was almost a biological imperative.

Jacking his body off of her, he reared back, hooked his hands under her hips, and dove between her luscious thighs. He buried his face against her sex, reveling in how slick her flesh was against his mouth. He spread her wide with his thumbs as he used the flat of his tongue to lick right up her center.

She cried out as the tip of his tongue clipped her clit. He did it again, and she cried louder, her body quivering, her fingers clamped on his scalp to hold him exactly where she needed him.

She tasted like sugar cane and passion fruit, clean grass and crystal water, all things he hadn’t seen, felt, or tasted in eons.

“Azagoth,” she gasped. “I’m going to...oh, yes.”

She bucked wildly, tossing her head back and forth, her body straining and her hips lifting off the floor as she came. Beautiful, he thought. So. Fucking. Beautiful.

Even before she came down, he mounted her, desperate to get inside and feel something besides the cold.

“Wait,” she breathed, reaching for him. “Let me—”

Panting, crazy with need, he started to insert a finger to test her tightness...and froze.

Betrayal squeezed him like a vise, and all the emotions he’d managed to put away began to rise to the surface again.

“You lied,” he croaked. “You’re a virgin.”

“No,” she said firmly. “I’ve joined with a male in the way of angels.”

Some might see the whole soul-sex thing as, well, sex, but even as an angel, he’d preferred the messy, downright dirty physical sex that humans had. So maybe she hadn’t lied, but she hadn’t been completely honest, either.

Sitting up, she palmed his chest, holding him with her gaze. “You’re getting that crazy look again.” She dragged her hand down, over his sternum, his abs, and finally, with a shaking hand, she grasped his cock.

“Shit,” he gasped.

She had him now. He was hers for the taking, and as her hand began to move, so did his hips. He pumped into her closed fist, his hips pistoning back and forth as she worked him.

His head fell back, and he heard himself talking, swearing...he wasn’t sure. All he knew was that stinging, molten heat was building in his balls and shaft, and when she squeezed him harder, sweat bloomed on his skin.

Sweat. He never sweated.

“Fuck,” he breathed. “Oh, damn...Lilli...”

She sped up the pumping rhythm, and then her other hand joined the party, cupping his balls and rolling them in her palm.

“Tell me what to do,” she whispered, but he didn’t have the breath to tell her a damned thing. What she was doing was just fine.

“Just...ah...yes.”

His climax was a spiraling, hot coil of bliss that, for a single, glorious moment, shattered the ice that had encased his soul for so long. He convulsed with the intensity of it, the absolute joy of truly feeling a release.

Watching her as she watched him set him off again, and another searing orgasm blew his mind and body apart.

As it waned, he folded his hand over hers and helped her ease him down as his hyper-sensitive cock jerked reflexively in her palm.

“Wow,” she breathed. “I’ve never done that before.”

His hand shook as he reached for a tissue on his desk. “What, you’ve never made a guy come with your hand?”

“My ex thought physical sex was repulsive.”

“Your ex was a dipshit.” Gently, he wiped his seed off her skin and then lifted her off the floor and carried her to the sofa in front of the fire.

Climbing onto the cushions next to her, he gathered her against him and tugged a blanket down over them both. She stiffened at first, and he understood that. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d lingered with a female after sex. They came here for one purpose, and it wasn’t to be cuddled.

He’d never longed for any kind of connection after sex either, so this thing with Lilliana...it felt foreign. And yet, it felt right.

And as she rested her hand on his chest, directly over his heart, he knew it was right. Now he just had to figure out how to stop the emotional blowouts he kept having when they came back from time travel. Of course, if sex was the key to stopping them in their tracks, well, he supposed he could deal.

He just hoped Lilliana could, too.

Chapter Eleven

Azagoth didn’t know how long they laid on his couch, bodies tangled together as they caught their breath, but eventually, Lilliana, her head on his chest, began to trace lazy circles on his abs. The intimacy of it—of all of this—left him in a state of awe and, truth be told, anxiety. Somehow, she was drawing emotion out of him, and he couldn’t help but wonder how damaging that could be.

“Azagoth?”

“Hmm?”

“Why did you volunteer for this job?” Postcoital drowsiness permeated her voice, and he experienced a flicker of male pride that he was responsible. “To lose your angelic status and live among demons?”

He shrugged, knocking one of the pillows off the sofa. “Someone had to do it.”

“Bullshit.” Her fingers skated over his rib cage in an almost playful sweep. “I might be young, but I know that no one sacrifices freedom without a good reason.”

He tucked one arm behind his head and gazed up at the wood-beamed ceiling. “Didn’t you read everything you could find about me before you decided to become my mate? Surely you had an entire term devoted to me in history class.”

“Three terms, actually.” She drew the number 3 on his sternum. “You’re quite the historical figure. The first term was devoted to your life as an angel known as Azrael and the events leading up to your expulsion, and the second and third terms were devoted to your life as Azagoth.”

“I got three terms?” He grinned. “Nice.”

But damn, the name Azrael brought back memories. And how odd was it that he preferred the memories he’d made as Azagoth over those that went with his Heavenly name?

“Yes, well,” she said, “the history I learned painted you as an entitled playboy who chose to lose his wings because he’d rather rule an empty kingdom than follow others in paradise.”

It figured that historians would twist the facts to fit whatever agenda they had. Angels were no more scrupulous than humans when it came to molding the truth into fact-based fiction.

“Then what’s the point of asking why I chose this life if you already know?”

“Because only a fool believes everything they read or are told.” She dragged the backs of her fingers up his sternum, and pleasant tingles followed in their wake. “So what’s the real story?”

He supposed he owed her the truth, given what she was committing to. It was just so strange to owe anyone. He was the one who usually held all the I.O.U.s.

“I did it because I was tired of feeling,” he said simply, because that’s what his long-ass story boiled down to in the end.

Pushing up onto one elbow, she frowned down at him. “Feeling what?”

“Everything.” He kept his gaze glued to a rough-cut beam overhead. “Did your history classes teach you that I was an empath?”

Her brow shot up. “But you were an interrogator with the Internal Corruption Investigation unit. Empaths aren’t allowed. How can you torture people if you can feel everything your subject feels?”

“At the time, no one knew I was an empath. And it wasn’t all torture,” he said, maybe a little defensively. “Most of what I did for the ICI was ask questions. Being an empath gave me an edge when it came to detecting lies.”

“Which is why you were the most successful ICI interrogator in history,” she mused. “It was you who uncovered Satan’s plot. You were unstoppable. Until you mysteriously quit and disappeared for a few centuries before returning to volunteer for the Grim Reaper gig.”

Those few centuries had been the worst years of his life, so full of loneliness and regret. Funny how when you had no one to talk to, you relived everything you ever said and did, and when most of it wasn’t pretty, you learned to hate yourself real fast.

“I quit because I was a cocky, spoiled, arrogant playboy, just like you said. I kicked ass at my job and I knew it, and then one day I got it wrong. I was so sure of myself that I mistook a young angel’s fear for a family member for fear he’d get caught lying. Long story short, he was innocent, and he lost his wings because of me.” He glanced over at her, expecting to see disgust on her face, but all he saw was curiosity. “Naturally, at the time I didn’t blame my bad judgment on my arrogance. I blamed it on the fact that I wasn’t a powerful enough empath. You know, if only I’d been even more empathic, I wouldn’t have screwed up. So I did something stupid, a mystical spell went wrong, and one day I was the most empathic angel the world had ever seen.”

She cocked her head, and her hair tickled his chest. “So what happened? You don’t seem to be all that empathic to me.”

“No kidding.” There was a crack in the ceiling beam. He should get that fixed. “What happened is that my world went to shit. I couldn’t be within a mile of a human or I’d feel everything they were feeling. Being within a hundred yards of an angel would drive their emotions and thoughts into my head like a knife. So I left ICI and isolated myself for two hundred years. It wasn’t until a call was put out for volunteers to oversee Sheoul-gra that I realized I could do something useful again. The benefit being that here in the demon realm, my empathic ability doesn’t work.”

“I’ll say,” she muttered.

“What I didn’t anticipate,” he continued, “was that I’d lose more than my ability to feel what others feel. I’ve lost my ability to feel almost everything.”

“You’re saying you don’t feel pain? Or anger? Or joy?”

“Anger stirs, but barely and not often. Otherwise...” He shrugged. “I’ve even lost my ability to feel heat. Only the ever-present biting cold. If not for the fire, I think my flesh would turn to ice.”

“That’s why the fire doesn’t produce heat, isn’t it? Because you absorb it all.”

“Yes.” He closed his eyes. “What I wouldn’t give to be warm. Even when you took me to the desert, I could barely feel the sun on my skin.” He took her hand and dragged it to his right pec, directly over the skull engulfed in flames tattoo. “These tattoos were designed to contain pain and emotion. I took them from one of the Four Horsemen, Thanatos, in hopes that I could access the pain. And for a while, I did.” He sighed. “It was...glorious.”

“Pain was glorious?”

He took a strand of her hair between his fingers. It was so soft, so different from the hard, cold texture of the world he’d created around him.

“I was happy to feel something...anything.” Bringing the curl of hair to his nose, he inhaled her fresh scent. “But it didn’t take long to drain the tats. Now they’re as empty as I am.”

“I’m sorry, Azagoth.” Her pity put an end to this party, and he sat up with a curse. “Oh, no,” she said, grasping his wrist. “What’s wrong?”

He didn’t need—or want—her sympathy. He’d made his bed and he’d lie in it. With her, preferably. But he did want her to understand that it wasn’t her job to make him happy. Nothing and no one could do that.

“What’s wrong is that none of this is fair to you,” he said, breaking her hold so he could swing his legs over the side of the sofa and stare into the fire. “I wanted a mate. I didn’t expect complications.”

“So I’m a complication?”

He winced. “Not...you. This situation. I’m not usually impulsive, but I asked for a mate before considering what life down here would be like for her. A dark, creepy realm and a mate who can’t feel anything. What a catch I am.”

Oh, look, the pity party had started up again. Rock on.

“You’re wrong,” she said fiercely. “You can feel. I watched you in the sand and the snow, and I promise that what I felt coming off of you was sheer happiness. You felt that. I saw you. I felt you.”

“And trust me,” he said, “those were the best two hours of my life. Then we came back.” He caught a glimpse of the chronoglass out of the corner of his eye, and he swore the thing mocked him. “When I was with you in the desert and Arctic, it felt as if the chains holding my emotions at bay broke. But the moment we return, all that emotion shifts to pain, like my body can’t handle it.”

“Maybe it can’t. Your emotions have been bottled up for a long time. Maybe they’re starting to break free.” She shifted on the sofa so she was sitting cross-legged and facing him, the blanket tugged up to cover her all the way to her breasts. Shame, that. “You’re empathic, but not down here, right?”

“Right. Except...”

“Except what?” She poked him in the thigh, startling him with her playfulness. “Tell me. I can handle it.”

He scrubbed his hand over his face, knowing it probably wasn’t wise to talk about other females when you were with the one you just made come.

Just spit it out.

“The only time I feel anything is when I’m fucking,” he blurted. “And it’s not even my emotions I’m feeling. It’s the female’s. So imagine how awesome it is to be servicing an angel who doesn’t even want to be here. Who loathes me or is terrified. Yeah, it’s great. But you know what the worst part of it is? Some small part of me is grateful even to feel their disgust and fear, because at least it’s something.”

Damn, that was some nice babbling, wasn’t it?

He risked a brief peek at her, expecting to see revulsion, but all he saw was more pity. Which was somehow worse.

“Okay,” she breathed. “So you can’t feel your own emotions. But you used to have them down here, right?”

“Yes, thanks for the recap.”

She huffed. “What I’m trying to say is that maybe this is the beginning of you starting to feel again. It started happening after the first time travel session, right?” At his nod, she continued. “So the time travel must be triggering it. Was it worse the first time or today?”

He thought about it for a moment. “Today, but you were a good distraction.”

A shy smile turned up one corner of her mouth. “You’re welcome.” The blanket had fallen to expose deep cleavage and the delicate swells of her breasts, but sadly, she tugged it up to her throat. “But I was afraid I was going to lose you again for a minute there.”

“When?”

She turned as red as a Sora demon’s ass. “When you, ah...when your finger discovered...” She cursed and blurted, “Why was my virginity such an issue for you?”

It was his turn to curse. He’d done so many stupid things in his life, and the virginity thing was one of them. She was going to think he was a serious idiot.

That’s because you’re an idiot.

“Remember I told you about how I did something stupid and became a stronger empath?” At her nod, he scrubbed his face again. If he had any emotions, he’d be embarrassed. “That something I did was a female. A succubus. A virgin succubus.”

“Oh...shit.” Angels weren’t supposed to fornicate with humans, let alone demons, but of all the demons, succubi were the most forbidden. Virgin succubi were the worst of the worst, and if caught, the offending angel would pay dearly—perhaps even with his wings.

“Shit doesn’t even begin to cover it,” he said gruffly. “And I didn’t know she was a demon at the time.”

Lilliana smiled wryly. “Isn’t that what they all say?”

Probably. But he’d prided himself on being too smart to fall for any demon tricks, especially those coming from succubi.

“I thought she was a human sorceress,” he explained. “I’d made a few, let’s say shady, inquiries through underground networks about a spell or a token that could increase empathic powers. She said she could help. She was the perfect mix of vixen and maiden, and I fell for it.”

“Wait...if you were an empath, why didn’t you sense the fact that she wasn’t human?”

“Because most breeds of succubi can project false emotion and mask their true identities with aphrodisiac magic. Virgin succubi, in particular, are impossible to detect as demons.”

Lilliana shifted, and the sound of the blanket rasping against her naked body made his sex stir again. Quickly, he swiped his pants off the floor and threw them on.

“A succubus’s virginity is priceless,” she said as she watched him dress. “The moment her barrier is broken, a massive wave of power is released. People pay outrageous sums to deflower a virgin succubus and reap the benefits of that power. So why would she just give it to you when you didn’t even know what she was?”

He sank back down on the couch. “Because when an angel deflowers a virgin succubus, she absorbs a huge amount of his power in return. Now, picture a succubus who possesses abilities generally available to angels.” At her expression of horror, he laughed bitterly. Yeah, she got the picture. “Thanatos once accused me of being the Horsemen’s father. I played it off like he was way off base, but the truth is that I did fuck Lilith.” He remembered how sweet she’d been. How delicate. How fucking good she was at deception. “It was Lilith who granted me my wish to be more empathic. She was the virgin.”

Lilliana sat back hard against the back of the couch, as if her body would no longer support her.

“Oh...wow.” Her hand clutched the blanket so tightly that her knuckles were white. “So that’s how she became so powerful...powerful enough to trick Reaver into sleeping with her and fathering the Horsemen.”

“Everything comes with a consequence. I took her virginity and got what I wanted, but I also set into motion the events that almost led to the Apocalypse. She absorbed many of my powers, turning her into the most powerful succubus to ever live. Then she seduced Reaver, and the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse were born.”

“Holy crap.” Lilliana flopped onto her back, eyes wide and staring at the ceiling. “You know, my life has been very boring compared to yours.”

Unexpectedly, he laughed, a flat-out, genuine laugh as he stretched out beside her once again.

It was then that he noticed it. His lungs seized and his body trembled, and it took forever for his brain to process the reality as he stared into the fire.

For the first time in thousands of years, he felt the warmth from the flames.

Chapter Twelve

It turned out that when someone informed you that they had deflowered the most infamous succubus in history and set off what would become major apocalyptic events, you shut down. At least, Lilliana did.

She’d lain there with Azagoth in surprisingly comfortable silence, her mind spinning with more questions. But eventually, she dozed off, and when she woke, Azagoth was gone. But fresh clothes had been laid out on the table next to the sofa, and next to the clothes was a tray containing a turkey sandwich, a bowl of fruit, an assortment of cheeses and crackers, and two decadent desserts. She decided she’d eat the caramel cheesecake first, and save the fudge truffle cake for last.

Whoever brought the food and clothes had also set out a pitcher of ice water, a pitcher of pomegranate juice, a bottle each of red and white wine, three different types of beer, two cans of cola, and a can of Sprite. Apparently, Azagoth wanted her to float out of here.

She looked around for the clothes he’d stripped off her, but they were gone, and a blast of heat bloomed in her cheeks at the memory. He’d been intense. Primal. A male drowning in a need he couldn’t satiate without a female.

The moment she’d seen him suffering in emotion he couldn’t contain, all she could think about was making it better, and when the tension inside him had shifted from confusion and violence to sex, she hadn’t hesitated. Not until the moment of truth, when it looked as if intercourse was imminent.

She’d panicked a little, not because she was a virgin, but because somehow joining with him like that would make things real between them, and she wasn’t ready to go there. Not when she was still planning on leaving.

So it was probably a good thing he’d freaked about the virginity thing, but criminy, the reason for his spaz attack had blown her mind. He’d been seduced by the most infamous succubus in history. He’d deflowered the most infamous succubus in history.

Holy shit.

His actions had kicked off pretty much everything that had happened in the human, demon, and angelic worlds up until now. No wonder he’d taken this job. Even without the empathic curse that had driven him here, she’d bet he’d have volunteered anyway, purely out of guilt.

The overload of events and information from today turned her brain foggy, so she gave it a rest while she dressed and ate. The fudge truffle cake turned out to be almost as decadent as the orgasm Azagoth gave her, and she decided she definitely needed another piece later.

A piece of cake...or of Azagoth? Maybe she could have her cake and Azagoth too.

The thought made her blush as she finished eating, and then she went through his books for something to help her get the chronoglass out of here.

For the second time, the thought screamed through her in a blast of remorse.

Truly, Azagoth had been good to her. The big, scary Grim Reaper had done nothing but be nice. Oh, sure, he’d been a jackass at first, but then, she’d been a little hostile too. And to know that he’d been down here so long, unable to feel anything...it broke her heart.

Granted, being unable to feel was probably what kept him sane. Having to deal with evil twenty-four seven would make anyone who was sensitive to emotion crazy.

Several hours later, she’d found nothing helpful, and a small part of her was glad.

As she shoved the last book she’d thumbed through back onto a shelf, Cat poked her head through the doorway, and Lilliana jumped, startled by her own guilt. “I didn’t mean to scare you,” Cat said. “Can I bring you anything more to eat or drink?”

“Thank you, no.” She studied the other woman, wondering just how intimate the relationship between them should be. Azagoth had hired her, but Lilliana could really use a friend down here.

Problem was, she didn’t know how to go about it. She’d never had many friends. Time travelers had a tendency to illicit distrust in others. Lilliana’s supervisor claimed it was because, deep down, others knew they wouldn’t be able to resist the temptation to change history, and there was nothing angels hated more than reminders that they were so flawed.

Finally, Lilliana just threw it out there. “I was thinking about taking a walk. Would you like to join me?”

Cat grinned, flashing petite fangs that came standard issue for both Unfallen and True Fallen angels. “I’d be happy to.”

“Really?” Lilliana blurted. “Why?”

Flames from the hearth cast an orange light on Cat’s red hair, creating a gentle halo around her head, and for a moment, Lilliana could picture her as a full angel, her green eyes glinting with impish humor.

“I owe you and Azagoth for saving me,” she said simply. “I like it here.”

“You...like it?”

She nodded. “Very much. No one is hunting me, the griminions aren’t bad once you get to know them, and Zhubaal is kind of hot.”

Okie-dokie, then. They walked outside into the ever-present gray blah, and even though the chill in the air didn’t bother her, she rubbed her arms. Everything outside of Azagoth’s manor just looked cold and inhospitable.

“I’ve been exploring the surrounding buildings,” she said to Cat. “They were once occupied, and there’s a lot of stuff that was left behind.”

“Who used to live here?”

“I have no idea,” Lilliana said. “Azagoth has been a little tight-lipped.”

“He’s very odd. But in a good way,” Cat added quickly. She said something else, but Lilliana’s concentration had taken a sudden detour.

“Cat.” She gripped the other female’s shoulder, shutting her up. “Do you see that?”

Cat followed Lilliana’s gaze to a patch of ground near the fountain in the center of the courtyard. “That’s weird. Why would that one bit of land be—”

“Green,” Lilliana whispered. “It’s grass.”

As they stood there, bright green blades of grass popped up, expanding outward, swallowing up the blackened earth as it went. When the grass reached a scraggly, leafless gray bush, color began to push up the thick, dead stems, and at the very tips of the branches, little pink buds popped out.

“What’s going on?”

“Emotion,” Lilliana breathed. “It makes sense. Azagoth said it himself. I am Sheoul-gra.” He’d said he’d been corrupted by evil, his emotions stripped away. And now, with his emotions starting to open up, his realm was reflecting that. Holy shit. “Where is he? I have to show him this.”

Cat cringed. “He gave me a message for you. I forgot. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you right away.”

“It’s okay.” As she spoke, Lilliana couldn’t take her eyes off of the transformation taking place in front of her. “What’s the message?”

“He said he had to go to the Inner Sanctum. He didn’t know when he’d be back.”

Lilliana finally looked over at Cat. “Did he say why?”

“All I know is that a seriously yummy guy with a blue Mohawk came to visit, and they left together.”

“Ah. That would be Hades.” Too bad she hadn’t been there to meet him. She was curious about the fallen angel who Azagoth had appointed as his Soul Keeper.

“The Hades?” Cat asked. “Wow. He’s like a rock star. Does he come up from the Sanctum often?”

“I have no idea.” Lilliana started walking, giving the new green patches a wide berth. Stepping on the fresh new life struck her as a jerk thing to do.

“Do you think Azagoth would let me see the Inner Sanctum?”

Lilliana jerked in surprise. “Why would you want to? By all accounts, it’s a cesspool of suffering.”

“I want to be reminded of why I want to earn my way back into Heaven.”

Lilliana nearly tripped over her own feet. Overdosing on evil seemed like an extreme way to keep yourself on the straight and narrow path, but she supposed it was better than the alternative.

They wandered through the buildings Lilliana hadn’t gotten to the other day. She’d planned to search for something to help with the chronoglass, but she was so curious about everything that searching for something specific took a backseat to simply exploring. They found classrooms complete with history books—human, demon, and angel. They found indoor and outdoor training and sports facilities. They even found what appeared to have been gardens. What was this place?

“This is such a waste,” Cat said sadly. “These buildings were meant to be filled.”

Yes, but with who? Or what?

Eventually, they made their way back to the main building, but Azagoth hadn’t yet returned. Lilliana helped Cat cook dinner, and while they ate, Cat insisted that they watch a movie called Magic Mike. There hadn’t been any magic, but dayum...Lilliana would never look at a male stripper the same way again.

As the credits rolled, Cat gathered their dinner plates. “I think I’m going to see if Zhubaal wants some company,” she said with a sly smile that all but announced her lusty intent. “And maybe if you’re lucky, Azagoth will be back soon.”

Strangely, Lilliana hoped so. Not because the movie had pushed every one of her horny buttons, but because she was actually starting to like the guy.

He’s an asshole father.

Okay, there was that. But what if he wasn’t entirely to blame for whatever had gone down with Methicore? Now that she had a little distance, she could see a bit more clearly, and the guy had definitely struck her as a bit of an ass. But what could he have done to deserve the things his father had said to him?

Her own father’s harsh words clanged in her ears as she showered and put on her nightgown and robe. Had she tried too hard to build a relationship with him? Had she not tried hard enough?

Frustrated by the questions she asked herself way too often, she shoved a pile of clean, folded clothes inside the wardrobe. The box holding the necklace Azagoth had given her tumbled out, and the shiny silver chain skittered across the floor.

Picking it up, she admired the delicate little key pendant and finely-wrought clasp. He’d given it to her with an order to wear it, but she hadn’t, and he hadn’t nagged her about it or gotten angry. But then, with his emotional void, she supposed he wouldn’t have thrown a fit about it. Still, it had seemed important to him.

And it really was pretty...

She fastened it around her neck, and the cold silver warmed instantly on her skin.

As she climbed into bed, it didn’t escape her notice that Azagoth’s body did the same thing.

Chapter Thirteen

Azagoth hadn’t come home last night.

Inexplicably irritated, because yeah, why wouldn’t someone be upset about getting an uninterrupted night’s sleep, Lilliana skipped breakfast and stormed into his office, expecting to find him there.

Nothing. The fire roared in the hearth and his computer was humming softly, but the soul tunnel was closed and Azagoth was nowhere to be found.

Even more annoyed now, she went to the library, but he wasn’t there, either. Fine, she thought as she stared at the chronoglass. She should use it. Go someplace without Azagoth, just as he’d done.

But even as she thought it, she knew she wouldn’t do it. In all her years of existence, she’d never seen such unfettered joy in anyone, and she’d certainly never given it. Being able to give someone a gift like that made her feel good. Really good.

The door burst open and over six and a half feet of dangerously handsome male strode into the library. Black military-style pants and a black turtleneck made Azagoth seem even larger, sleeker, and deadlier, but then, he’d never come across as anything less than one hundred percent lethal grace. Raw power radiated from him like heat from one of Sheoul’s lava lakes.

His eyes smoldered as he took in her jeans and pink tank top, and she felt the blood rush to her face at the memory of the last time he’d looked at her like that.

It was yesterday, when he’d made her come, right here where she was standing.

“Morning.”

“Yes,” she grumbled. “It is.”

He cocked a dark eyebrow. “Something wrong? Is Cat not working out? I can find someone else—”

“No!” she said quickly, and then dialed it back a little. “No. I like Cat.”

“Then what’s bothering you?”

She hesitated. At what point in their relationship should she start questioning his whereabouts? Her relationship with Hutriel had never reached that point. He’d blown his lid the first time she’d asked him why he was late for their dinner date, and after that, she’d only asked to piss him off. Which it did. Every single time.

“Lilliana?” he asked softly. “Are you going to tell me what’s going on?”

Feeling a bit like a fishwife, she blurted, “Where have you been?”

“Didn’t Cat tell you? I went to the Inner Sanctum with Hades.”

“She told me,” Lilliana assured him. He’d mentioned not being one for second chances, and she definitely didn’t want to get Cat fired. “But I didn’t expect you to be gone all night. Why did it take so long?”

His expression turned grave. “I had business to take care of.”

“That’s it? Just...business?”

“I’m the Grim Reaper, Lilli. I have business with demons sometimes.”

Lilli. He’d called her that yesterday too, when she’d had her hand curled around his erection, her palm stroking the stiff length as he moaned in ecstasy.

“Fuck,” he breathed. “Oh, damn...Lilli...”

No one had ever given her a nickname. Warmth suffused her, but she let herself linger on the name only for a moment before getting back to the subject at hand.

“What in the world can dead demons do for you?” she asked.

“Newly acquired demons have information I want and need. It’s how I make bargains and find new souls to take. Trust me, you don’t want details.”

No doubt he was right. Still... “If I did want details, would you tell me?”

“Yes.” He gave her a look that chilled her to the bone, and she knew for sure she didn’t want to know the particulars of what he did with the souls. “But please don’t ask.”

You got it, buddy.

She wasn’t sure where to go from there, but Azagoth seemed to have no such problem. He strode over to her, hauled her against him, and laid a kiss on her that had her melting into him like softened butter.

“I missed you,” he whispered huskily against her lips. “All I could think about was getting back to you and finishing what we started here in the library. You made me feel, Lilli. For the first time in...fuck, I don’t know, I felt something other than the cold.”

Oh, yes, she felt it too, in the bulge nudging at her center. Instantly, her breasts grew heavy and a warm rush of wetness blossomed between her legs.

“Azagoth?” she murmured, as he kissed a hot path from her mouth to her ear. “Have you been outside?”

“No.” He nibbled her earlobe and her knees nearly gave out. “Why?”

He didn’t know about the new growth out there, the signs of hope that were sprouting out of the black ash of his realm. But it wasn’t enough to tell him...she wanted to show him.

“No reason.” She moaned as he traced the shell of her ear with his tongue. “Maybe we could take a walk?”

Pulling back, he looked down at her. “A walk? Here?” He jerked his head toward the chronoglass. “How about somewhere more interesting. Where to today?”

She hadn’t actually thought about it. The last two journeys had been designed to thoroughly annoy him, but he’d been ecstatic. She no longer wanted to fool around like that. He deserved better.

“Maybe you should suggest a time and place,” she offered. “Surely there’s someplace you want to go.”

With tenderness that shocked her even though he’d been nothing but gentle with her, he grazed a knuckle over her cheek. “I’ve been locked inside my realm for thousands of years. Anywhere you take me is going to be amazing.”

She snorted. “Oh, I doubt that. London during the Black Death was a drag.” Taking his hand, she guided him to the mirror. “Where do you want to go?”

“A beach,” he said without hesitation. “On the Oregon coast. I’ve always wanted to see the tide pools.” He squeezed her hand. “No, wait. Let’s do that tomorrow. I feel like going somewhere tropical.”

Ooh, tropical. She’d been a tropical waters girl since she’d tasted her first coconut. “I know just the place.” An image appeared on the mirror’s surface, blue waters and golden sand beckoning. Clinging tightly to Azagoth’s hand, she stepped into the chronoglass and out into a sultry breeze.

Azagoth inhaled, and his entire body relaxed, as if the sun and air had drained every last drop of tension from him. “Where are we?”

“It’s a private resort in the Caribbean.” She gestured to the cliffs around them. “And this is a private alcove.” Overhead, birds sailed on the currents, and in the distance, fish jumped out of the waves and made splashes as they hit the crystal water.

“It’s perfect,” Azagoth said. “If mortals come here, will they see us?”

“Nope. We’re invisible to them. In reality, we are just as much here as they are, and we can manipulate objects. But when we do something that changes the world around them, their reality warps to fit our needs.”

He kicked off his boots and sighed as his bare feet dug into the sand. “That makes no sense.”

Time travel was complicated, with thousands of natural and mystical laws to fit every situation. It had taken her hundreds of years to learn just a fraction of them. She’d have to break her explanation down to the most basic level.

“Okay, let’s say I take the last French fry off some guy’s plate at Denny’s. He either won’t remember that there was a French fry there, or he’ll believe he ate it. That’s the angelic warp in action. Or maybe I steal someone’s car. The angelic warp will wipe any witness memories away, and the owner of the car will report it stolen. But as long as I’m inside the vehicle, the angelic warp will keep it visible yet...unnoticeable...until I get out of the car. But that’s exactly why we’re supposed to be observers only, and we get in a lot of trouble if we mess with humans. The Powers That Be don’t like human memories to be messed with unless absolutely necessary.” Which was hilarious, given that The Powers That Be had no problem with messing with the memories of angels.

“Can humans ever see you?”

Her gut dove to her feet. “Yes. When you break out of the shrowd. That’s why it’s forbidden to the extreme.”

“How does Heaven find out when it happens?”

“The second you break out, alarm bells shriek in the Time Travel Department. Approximately sixty seconds later, a team of angels will flash to the location of the breakout, and if the offending angel is still there, they either kill the responsible party or arrest them. Depends on the circumstances. Obviously, this doesn’t happen very often.”

He bent to pick up a shell, and she unabashedly ogled his backside. “How many times has it happened since you’ve been time traveling? I mean, besides you.”

“What?” Damn, he had a fine ass. “Oh, right...just once.” Except she was the once.

He rubbed his thumb over the shell’s smooth curves, and her breasts tingled, as if they wanted in on that action. “What happened to him?”

“It was a her. And her fate is still up in the air.” She pointed to a massive vessel on the ocean horizon. “There’s a cruise ship. I could take you on one of those sometime. They have the most incredible lavish buffets, bars, activities, and ship-borne viruses.”

“Sounds delightful.”

She loved his understated sense of humor. “You know what would be delightful? Cocktails. Hold on.” She flashed to a nearby beach bar and used a frowned-upon but not forbidden trick of planting a suggestion in the bartender’s ear. A few minutes later, she was flashing away with two Mai Tais, complete with little umbrellas.

But when she materialized on the beach where she’d left him, she found only a pile of clothing. Then she heard splashing.

It was all she could do to not roll her tongue out like a welcome mat when she saw Azagoth naked and hip deep in the surf, his face turned to the sun and his hands dragging through his wet hair. Holy mother of hotness, he was sex on legs. If there had been people here—and they could see him—he’d have every woman on the beach drooling.

As it was, the only drooling going on was coming from Lilliana.

She watched him dive into a wave, his sinuous body barely rippling the surface as he arched like a dolphin. His long, muscular legs and spectacular ass glinted in the sunlight before disappearing into the ocean. He surfaced a few yards out, laughing in pure, unadulterated pleasure.

Lilliana had spent her entire life in Heaven amongst angels with a zest for living, but she’d never seen anyone come alive the way Azagoth did every time they passed through the chronoglass. It was as if he was a different person, and Lilliana really, really liked that person.

“Come on, angel!” he called out. “Water’s great!”

“Nuh-uh,” she teased, holding up the drinks. “Ice’ll melt. Guess I’ll have to drink them both.”

She took the tips of both straws between her lips, and in an instant, Azagoth was in front of her, naked, dripping water, and gloriously aroused.

“If you really want to suck on something...” He waggled his brows, and she rolled her eyes, but the truth was that she enjoyed this playful side of him, and she loved that it brought out the playful side of her, too.

It was becoming harder and harder to think about leaving.

Shoving those thoughts into the back of her mind, she thrust Azagoth’s drink at him. “Suck that, Soul Boy.”

He narrowed his eyes. “Did you just call me, the Grim Fucking Reaper, Soul Boy?”

“I did,” she teased. “What are you going to do about it?”

His voice became a low purr. “I do think I’ll have to spank you.”

A shiver of unabashed want trekked up her spine. “Promise?”

Three days ago, she wouldn’t have believed she’d be flirting with Azagoth. Heck, she wouldn’t have believed she’d be flirting with anyone. Hutriel had been too serious for flirting, and she’d been too busy since they’d broken up to even think about seeing anyone else.

“Mmm.” His noncommittal response left her practically squirming with uncertain anticipation.

Azagoth’s gaze never left her face as his lips closed on the straw. He sucked down the drink, his Adam’s apple bobbing with each swallow. When he’d drained every last drop, he tossed the empty glass to the ground and stepped into her.

“Swim with me.” His hand came up to her throat, and then froze. “My necklace,” he murmured. “You’re wearing it.”

“It’s beautiful.”

His eyes darkened with emotion so pure and powerful that she felt it wrap around her heart like a warm blanket. “You honor me by wearing it by choice, not by command,” he said softly. “But you don’t have to wear it.”

Her hand shook as she rested it on his. “I wanted to.”

A rough, primitive sound rolled like thunder from inside his chest. His mouth came down hard on hers, and she met him with equal aggression, tangling her tongue with his and nipping at his lips.

As if a dam had broken, need flooded her body, swift and urgent. She’d known lust before, but this was wild, the kind she’d thought might actually be a myth.

She lifted her thigh to his hip and arched her sex against his. She just needed to get out of these pesky clothes—

Abruptly, the hair on the back of her neck stood up and a shrieking alarm clanged around inside her skull.

Oh, shit.

They weren’t alone.

Chapter Fourteen

The vibration that skittered over Azagoth’s skin was almost orgasmic. In Sheoul-gra, evil was everywhere, permeating everything so thoroughly that unless a being was off-the-charts evil, he barely noticed.

But here in the human realm, evil stood out like a hell stallion in a herd of donkeys.

Reluctantly, he pulled away from Lilliana and turned to meet the source of the malevolent vibes.

Two fallen angels, both looking like they’d stepped out of a Mad Max movie, were walking toward them, their crude leather armor streaked with dried blood, their hands wrapped around sharp, wicked-looking swords. Teeth, bones, and scalps hung from their belts, and he didn’t even want to know what was stuck between their teeth and crusted to their boots.

These were true killers, fallen angels so corrupted by darkness that murder was all they lived for. He didn’t know what made some fallen angels turn into mindless beasts, but he encountered their type every once in a while when they came through his soul tunnel. They were defiant, antagonistic, and they scoffed when he threatened to send them to the worst places in the Inner Sanctum.

Later, much later, when Azagoth went to check up on their misery, they were different people. The information they willingly spewed had given him some of his greatest blackmail material.

Next to him, he felt Lilliana charge up her powers, but he could already tell that these two fucktwats coming toward them were stronger than she was. No problem, because he was going to take them apart in a matter of—

A lightning bolt slammed down in a surge of light, and the fallen angel on the left lit up like a neon sign. His scream joined the crash of the surf and the calls of the seabirds overhead. Stunning ruby-tipped black wings sprouted from Lilliana’s back, arching high against the blue sky as she threw her hand out, sending another strike that knocked the enemy to the ground, his skin reddened and steaming.

Azagoth grinned. His female was a warrior. Time to finish off these fucks and have some victory sex.

“Okay, boys,” he growled. “Time to die.”

He let loose a barrage of fire bombs...at least, he tried to. The weakly little sparks died before they got ten feet from his fingertips. What the hell—

The non-crisped fallen angel snarled, and suddenly, Lilliana was slammed by an invisible force so powerful that she hit the rocky cliff thirty yards behind her. Blood spattered on the stones, and she crumpled to the sand in a broken lump.

Rage burned Azagoth’s throat like he’d swallowed burning tar, and with a roar, he let out the beast he’d become, the thing that hid beneath his skin. As his bones popped and his features contorted, the fallen angel that attacked Lilliana streaked toward her, his gore-crusted weapon raised.

“No!” Azagoth’s voice, so warped that he didn’t recognize it, didn’t faze the bastard.

Power sang through Azagoth as his wings erupted from his back. He shot into the air and came down on top of the fallen angel, his black, serrated talons ripping into the guy’s flesh with the ease of a spoon through gelato.

A weapon struck him, and pain blasted through his chest, but he ignored it as he snapped his jaws closed on one thick arm. The limb tore away with a satisfying rip, and the fallen angel’s scream was absolute music.

He lost himself to the sounds, tastes, and smells of the battle...until he heard another fight taking place. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the fried fallen angel engaged in combat with Lilliana. Her summoned fire sword was holding up against the fallen angel’s elemental staff, but Azagoth wasn’t taking any chances.

With a final roar, he stabbed his claws through the guy’s rib cage. The dude’s scream came out gurgled as his blood filled his mouth. Tightening his grip, Azagoth yanked his hands apart, ripping the fallen angel in half.

At the same time, he raised his scaly tail and aimed the poisonous bone spur at the tip at the charred son of a bitch. As Crispy swung his staff at Lilliana’s head, Azagoth struck. The tail spike skewered the fallen angel at the base of the skull, piercing the brain stem and delivering a lethal dose of toxin into his nervous system.

If the physical trauma didn’t kill him, the poison would.

Crispy fell to the ground, body spasming, mouth open in a silent scream as white foam boiled out of his throat.

Awesome.

Lilliana stood there, eyes wide as she stared at the two dead fallen angels. They went even wider when she finally got a load of Azagoth. Her fear was palpable, shivering through him as if it was his own. Just days ago, he’d have been ecstatic to feel her emotions, no matter what they were, simply because he hadn’t felt anything at all in so damned long.

But he hated that he was scaring her, and for the first time since becoming the Grim Reaper, he felt shame.

“I’m sorry,” he said, his voice smoky and rough as it cleared his massive jaws and teeth. “It takes a few minutes to turn back.”

She swallowed. Nodded. And then she made her summoned sword and wings disappear.

“It’s okay,” she breathed. “But I gotta say, you are one scary-ass bastard.”

“You say the sweetest things,” he rumbled.

She dropped her gaze to the dead fallen angels. “You really don’t mess around, do you?”

He grinned, and then quickly hid it, because in this dragon-demon mash-up form, a grin was probably terrifying. “The beauty of all of this is that I get to see their souls again when they come through my tunnel later.”

As if on cue, griminions materialized from out of nowhere and streaked to the bodies, which had just started to disintegrate.

“Hey, fellas,” he said. “Feel free to play with these bastards while you’re waiting for me to open the tunnel.”

Their excited chatter sounded like squirrels on crack. They were cute little buggers sometimes.

He watched as the souls of the fallen angels rose out of their rapidly decaying bodies, only to be shackled by the griminions and ushered away in a poof of gray smoke. Their screams lingered in the air a little while longer.

“Did you see that?” he asked. “That was cool.” Lilliana looked at him like he was crazy. “What? I’ve never seen souls rise and my griminions show up for the harvest. I’m always on the receiving end of the soul reaping.”

Lilliana grimaced. “Let me repeat the scary-ass bastard thing.” She held out her hand as if to touch him. “May I?”

He shrugged, making his twelve-foot leather wings flap in the breeze. Tentatively, Lilliana skimmed her fingers over the scaly skin of his forearm, and a strange rumble he’d never heard bubbled up from his skeletal chest. It took a moment to figure out what it was.

A purr. He was purring.

Lilliana didn’t seem to be disturbed by the noise in the least, and if anything, she’d moved closer, was now running her hand up his arm to his shoulder.

“Is this okay?” she asked softly? “I’m not hurting you or anything, am I?”

“Hurting...me?” He stared down at her in amazement. He could bite her head off right now, before she could even blink, and she was worried that her sensual touch was hurting him?

“Well, you do have blood on you.”

“It’s not mine.” The initial injury he’d taken from the non-crispy fallen angel had healed already, leaving only a thin, foot-long scar across his torso. In another five minutes, even that would be gone.

“Good,” she murmured. “Can you change into this form at will?”

“Yes. But it comes out on its own when I’m angry.” Not that he was angry often, given his numbness to emotions. But his inner beast took advantage of even mild anger now and then. “It came out this time because I don’t seem to have any powers in this realm.”

“It’s the shrowd,” she said. “Only angels with the ability to time travel can use their powers here.”

“You could have mentioned that earlier,” he muttered.

“Sorry,” she said, even though she sounded anything but contrite as she explored the corded tendons in his neck.

He closed his eyes, marveling at the sensation of a female touching him so...reverently. Sweet, savage hell, that felt good. Between the jacked-up high of the battle and Lilliana’s feathery touch, a lance of lust shot through him.

And then, to his abject horror, his cock got interested in everything Lilliana was doing. With a hiss, he spun around, desperately trying to will his body to shift back.

“Azagoth?” Her hand came down between his shoulder blades, in the sensitive expanse just below his wings. “Are you okay?”

“Just...give me a minute.”

Her hand fell away, and for a long, painful moment, he thought he’d offended her. But then she strode past him on her way toward the surf. A few feet away, she looked back over her shoulder with an impish smile on her face.

“I’m going swimming. Join me if you want to.” She stripped as she walked, shedding clothes in a trail on the sand, and he was panting before her feet hit the water.

Suddenly, he didn’t give a shit what he looked like. He needed that female, and he needed her now.

* * *

Lilliana had only gone shin-deep in the water when she heard a whoosh and a splash behind her. Turning, she faced Azagoth, still in his beast form.

Damn, he was scary. At least two feet taller and a hundred pounds heavier than his usual form, he was the epitome of what humans would call a demon. From his massive, elongated jaws and serrated talons, to the black horns that jutted from his forehead and curled up over his skull, he was the stuff of nightmares.

No doubt he’d become those fallen angels’ worst nightmare. And to make it all worse, they couldn’t escape him in the afterlife, either. She almost felt sorry for them.

Almost. One of them could have been the bastard who’d killed her mother. So if Azagoth wanted to spend weeks in the Inner Sanctum with them, she was okay with that.

It occurred to her that she was thinking into the future, but this time, she couldn’t get worked up about it. Not now. Not with this magnificent creature in front of her.

Azagoth’s deep chest was heaving as he stared at her with intense, red eyes, and she probably should have been terrified, but after the initial shock of seeing him like this wore off, she’d been fascinated. He was beautiful in the way a cobra was, sleek and graceful, primitive and deadly.

He was also very, very turned on.

She tried not to stare. She really did. But Azagoth The Sleek and Deadly was sporting a baseball bat between his legs. Morbid curiosity made her want to touch it, to see if she could close both hands around the thickness.

“I can feel the change starting to happen,” he rumbled. “So if there’s anything you want to...explore...now’s the time.”

Oh, what the hell. This wasn’t a stranger. It was Azagoth, even if he didn’t look like he usually did, and if she was even considering staying with him, she had to accept all of him.

Stepping closer, she took his length into her hands. He hissed in pleasure as she gently stroked the ebony head and feathered her fingers down the rigid shaft. Sweet mother of sin, he was huge, so thick around that the tips of her thumbs and fingers barely met as she grasped him in both hands. When she reached the base of the smooth column, she dipped one hand lower, to his scrotum, and yup, there were the baseballs to match the bat.

“You’re, um, well endowed,” she whispered, her tongue so dry she could barely speak. Probably because all of her moisture had gone south, and even as her mouth dried up, her sex became soaked.

Was she really turned on by this? Her aching breasts and throbbing pelvis said yes.

Azagoth’s big body trembled, and as she watched, his form crumpled in on itself until he was back in his usual form, panting, his eyes wild.

He stumbled back, averting her gaze, and alarm rang through her.

“Azagoth?” She moved toward him, but he turned away, leaving her to stare at his bare back. “What’s wrong?”

“No one...no one has ever touched me like that.”

“I can’t believe no one has touched your penis.”

He inhaled raggedly. “No, I mean, no one has touched me like that. Not in my demon form. Weren’t you afraid I’d hurt you?”

“Why would I be? You were you in there. You weren’t some mindless beast.” She laid her hand on his shoulder. “Am I wrong? When you’re in that form, can’t you control yourself?”

His muscles flexed under her palm. “I’m in complete control unless I’m killing. But even then, my focus is limited to the one I’m fighting.”

“See? That’s why I wasn’t afraid to touch you.”

“But this is what thousands of years of corruption has done to me. I’m hideous.”

“Not to me,” she said softly.

He moved in a blur. One second he was staring at the sand, and the next, he was pressed against her, his arms wrapped around her back and shoulders, his hands digging into her hair. His lips came down on hers in a fierce, hot meeting of mouths.

“Lilli,” he whispered, “thank you.”

She had no idea what he was thanking her for, and it didn’t matter. At this moment, she needed everything he could give her. It was as if she couldn’t bear another second without him inside her.

Throwing her arms around his shoulders, she lifted herself up so her thighs wrapped around his waist and his sex rubbed against her core. He groaned into her mouth, the very male sound of need reverberating all the way to her breasts.

Arching, she used her entire body to stroke him, her sex grinding against his, her breasts rubbing over the smooth skin of his chest, her belly creating hot friction against his abs. Dear, sweet Lord, she was going to come right here, right now.

He took her down to the wet sand, where tiny waves lapped at her skin as he positioned himself over her. This was different than it had been in the library, when he’d been wracked with emotion he couldn’t control. Now he was using his cool self-restraint to devastating effect, kissing and nibbling down her neck as he rocked slowly between her legs, his shaft sliding between her folds in languid thrusts.

She clung to him, digging her nails into his shoulders as he dragged his mouth lower to kiss her breasts and lave the stiff peaks with his tongue. Closing his mouth over one, he sucked, drawing upward with such delicious pressure that she groaned and arched, seeking more and at the same time, thinking it was way too much.

“I love how you respond to me,” he murmured against her skin. “I love the sounds you make. The way you smell.” He pushed her breasts together and licked up the deep valley between them. “The way you taste.”

A gentle wave pushed between their bodies, lapping at the hot place where their bodies met, and she groaned again.

“If we had time, I’d lick you everywhere,” he said, giving each breast a kiss. “But I can do that later.”

She couldn’t wait, but he was right. They had only minutes now, and she was anxious to feel him deep inside her, to know what his weight would feel like as he pumped against her.

“Please,” she whispered. “I’m so ready.” A sudden thought popped into her lust-soaked brain, and she gripped him fiercely. “Protection?”

He dragged his tongue up between her breasts. “I can turn my fertility on and off.” He gave her a cocky smile. “It’s one of the advantages of being me.”

“Very handy,” she admitted before giving his hair a playful tug. “Now, show me some more advantages.”

“You got it.” Reaching between their bodies, he guided his cockhead to her entrance. “This will hurt, sweetheart,” he said. “But only for a second.” He planted a gentle kiss on her lips. “If I could bear it for you, I would.”

Tears stung her eyes. How could a male with such a fierce reputation be so caring? Azagoth was constantly surprising her, and she wondered how many more he had in store for her.

“I’m pretty tough,” she croaked.

“That,” he said softly, “is very clear.”

He brought his thumb to his mouth and dragged his tongue across the tip before returning his hand between their bodies again. She felt a light, buzzing stroke over her clit, and she sighed with pleasure.

His thumb circled the pulsing nub as he pushed his penis against her opening. Sensation burst through her pelvis, making her dizzy with need. The pain came then, sharp and searing as he slammed his hips forward, breaking her barrier and filling her so full she thought she’d die.

But almost instantly the pain was gone, replaced by pleasure so wondrous she gasped.

Azagoth froze, his arms trembling. “I’m sorry,” he rasped. “Are you okay?”

“Oh, yes,” she said. “This is incredible.”

“It only gets better.” Dipping his head, he kissed her throat.

Then he began to move, and she nearly screamed at the ecstasy. Oh, dear Lord, this was exquisite. Every time he nearly pulled out, she tensed up, afraid of losing that amazing feeling of fullness. Every time he thrust deep again, she clenched, as if doing so would keep him there.

“You’re so...fucking...tight,” he ground out. “And you keep...ah, yes, squeeze me harder...fuck, yeah.”

“Azagoth,” she breathed. “More. I need more.”

She felt him smile against her neck. “So do I, baby. So do I.”

He picked up his speed, pumping harder and faster, until she was sliding forward with each thrust. All around them, the tiny waves lapped at their bodies, licking between her legs in her most sensitive spots, until it felt as though Azagoth’s cock and tongue were both working her in sync with his thumb.

Groaning, she rolled her hips to take him even deeper, to get him moving faster...anything to ignite the climax building at her core.

It came in a detonation of ecstasy so intense she saw lights behind her eyes as her consciousness practically exploded from her body. She might as well have been shooting through time and space.

Azagoth lifted his head to stare into her eyes as he held himself above her, his body flexing and surging, the sunlight glinting off the fine sheen of sweat and seawater coating his skin.

“Mine,” he growled, the tendons in his neck straining with each word. “You. Are. Mine.”

His words triggered another orgasm, and she screamed as it took her even harder than the first one. Throwing back his head, he joined her with a feral shout that was surely heard in the Heavens. He drove into her with such power and erotic savagery that she left a deep groove in the sand as he propelled them forward, but she didn’t care. Her climax kept her spiraling out of control, mindless with pleasure.

Finally, he jerked, his body spasming as the last of his hot jets spilled inside her.

Now she knew the reason she’d held on to her virginity. It might not have been a conscious thing, and maybe it was even fate. But whatever had kept her virginity intact, she now understood why.

She was meant for Azagoth.

Chapter Fifteen

Azagoth hated that they had to return to his realm. Especially just seconds after the best sex he’d ever had. He’d barely withdrawn from Lilli’s wet heat when the pull of the chronoglass dragged them back into the cold darkness of Sheoul-gra.

But this time, the well of emotional turmoil didn’t writhe out of control like before. This time, he was able to grasp each one and wrestle it into submission as he wrapped Lilliana in a blanket and carried her to his shower, where he spent half an hour washing her.

And another half an hour making love to her on one of the benches.

He loved listening to her come. Loved tasting her as she orgasmed in his mouth over and over. And when he’d entered her again, it had been like the whole world was right.

For the first time since creating his realm, it now truly felt like home.

Even better, the necklace he’d given her hadn’t been needed. Oh, it was still beautiful on her delicate, creamy skin, but its true purpose hadn’t played a role at all.

When he’d decided he wanted a mate, he’d been concerned that he and the female would need an emotional connection, something he couldn’t give her, nor she him. So he’d had the jewelry special made to operate within Sheoul-gra to transmit thoughts and emotions from his mate to him. He’d hoped he could feel her. Understand her.

All of that was happening naturally, and damn if that wasn’t a miracle.

“I have a surprise for you, Soul Boy.” Lilliana said as she slipped her feet into flip-flops. She’d chosen a pair of shin-length white pants and a bright orange T-shirt, all of which would have been perfect for the beach earlier. He wondered if she was still basking in the tropical glow.

Because he sure as hell was.

“I like surprises,” he said. “Good ones.”

Smiling, she took his hand and led him out of the bedroom. “It’s a good one.”

He let her lead him outside the palace and onto the stone steps. “Where are we going—” He broke off with a breathless gasp.

The landscape had transformed. It still looked like a nuclear blast had devastated the area, but signs of rebirth and recovery were everywhere. Green grass was punching up through the blackened soil, and colorful buds were sprouting from tree branches that were no longer gnarled and as dark as licorice. The pulsing vines climbing the buildings had withered and died, replaced by grape vines that were spreading even as he stood there.

He stood, speechless, as a breeze, something he’d not experienced here in centuries, brought a light floral scent with it. He couldn’t remember the last time the air out here had smelled of anything but decay.

“How,” he croaked. “How did you do this?”

“I didn’t. I think it’s connected to your emotions. As you start feeling them, your realm is reflecting that.”

Of course. The place had died as he’d grown more and more corrupted by evil, until there was nothing left. His domain had been as dead as he was, but now that he could feel life pulsing inside him once again, the world around him was feeling it too.

But Lilliana was wrong on one point. “You did do this, Lilli,” he said, as he framed her face in his palms. “Without you, this wouldn’t be happening. This is your doing.”

Lowering his mouth to hers, he kissed her softly, drinking in the sweetness that was Lilli’s soft, welcoming lips.

“Thank you,” he murmured. “You’ve brought more to my world in a few days than anyone has given me in a lifetime.”

She went taut, and he was about to ask what was wrong when the sound of a clearing throat interrupted his thoughts.

“My lord.”

“Dammit, Zhubaal—”

“It’s Hades,” Zhubaal said from where he stood on the temple’s bottom step. “He has another situation.”

Fuck. Ever since Azagoth had authorized the reincarnation of Lucifer’s soul—at Satan’s insistence—things in the Inner Sanctum had been chaos. Now every fallen angel wanted to be reincarnated, born as an emim—the non-winged but still powerful offspring of two fallen angels. The demon souls in the Inner Sanctum were antsy, sensing Lucifer’s coming birth, something that could affect all of the realms...demon, human, and Heavenly...in game-changing ways.

The doors at the top of the stairs blasted open, and Hades strode out, his face and bare chest streaked with blood. His seizure-inducing color-shifting pants were oddly clean, but his boots were covered in stuff Azagoth didn’t want to guess at. His blue Mohawk was pristine, though. The dude never let anything mess up his hair.

“Did he tell you?” Hades growled. “Riots. I’m dealing with riots. I think it’s time you went Grim Reaper on a few asses.”

“I’m sorry, Lilli,” he sighed. “I have to go.”

“Duty calls.” She smiled sadly, and he shouldn’t be thrilled by that, but he was. She was sorry to see him go. How great was that? Most people would sell their souls to get him out of their lives. Literally.

“I’ll be back soon,” he swore. He’d take care of whatever Hades was whining about, and afterward...there was something he needed to do. With his emotions coming back online, he wanted to connect with his children. Oh, thanks to Methicore, seeing any of them in person would be impossible...for now. But the bastard couldn’t take away his ability to care for them, and maybe even to love them.

Because now he knew he could love. Knew it for sure.

He was in love with Lilliana.

Chapter Sixteen

Two days passed without Azagoth. Two days in which Lilliana did nothing but worry. She’d done her best to keep busy, helping Cat with cooking, reading in the library, and her favorite, tending to the new plant growth outside.

Not once did she try to find a way to get the chronoglass out of Sheoul-gra. She figured she still had three weeks to decide if she was truly staying, and when it came down to it, she simply didn’t want to think about leaving. Without the chronoglass, returning to the Heavenly realm would end in a life of lobotomized misery. With it, she could continue with the life she’d had, but really, what kind of life was that? She’d been busy but lonely. Happy but not content.

Could she be content here?

And where in the hell was Azagoth, anyway? Should she be worried? She didn’t think he could be in any danger, but suddenly, a million scenarios spun through her head, many involving hostile takeovers in the Inner Sanctum. Azagoth was the ultimate power down here, but what if Hades and all of the demons trapped in the Sanctum rose up against him? Could he be held prisoner? Maybe even killed?

Okay, so now she’d gotten herself into a panic, and when Zhubaal passed her in the hallway as she was on her way to Azagoth’s office, she grabbed his arm.

“Has Azagoth returned?”

Zhubaal snarled at her. “How should I know?”

“Isn’t it your job to keep track of him?”

He yanked out of her grip. “He doesn’t always inform me of every move he makes.”

“Can you at least tell me if he’s okay?”

“Of course he’s okay.” Impatience dripped from his voice. “He’s Azagoth.”

Zhubaal was really ill-tempered. She hoped Cat didn’t get involved with him. “Does he go away like this a lot?”

“Sometimes.”

So not an answer. “Okay, let’s try this. Why is he there? What’s going on?”

“It’s not my place to share.”

“Yeah? Well, he’s my mate, so you will share.”

A slow, sinister smile spread across his face. “You truly want to know?”

“No,” she snapped, her patience worn out, “I asked because I don’t want to know. What are you not telling me?”

His smile grew broader. “He went to the Inner Sanctum to visit a lover.”

“What?” Her heart clenched. “Why?”

“Why does anyone visit a lover?”

Instant, crushing hurt left her dazed and sick to her stomach. “I don’t believe you,” she croaked.

He shrugged. “Ask him yourself when he gets back. Her name is Rhona.”

Spinning around like he couldn’t wait to get away from her, he took off, leaving her shaking with rage and jealousy. After all she and Azagoth had been through, after his assurances that she’d changed his life and helped him, he could do this to her?

He’s Azagoth. He’s evil. What the hell did you expect?

No, this was wrong. Zhubaal was lying. He was, after all, a fallen angel, and everything that came out of their mouths was suspect.

Still, tears stung her eyes as she jogged toward Azagoth’s office. She had to see him. Had to find out if there was a way to get into the Inner Sanctum. Maybe a griminion could help.

But as she passed the entry to the great hall, she caught movement out of the corner of her eye.

Doubling back, she peeked through the doorway. Relief flooded her when she saw Azagoth standing in front of a huge stone she’d thought was a weird piece of boring art. But now it was transparent, its surface flickering like a TV screen.

A spy stone. Interesting. The things were fairly common, but few had the power to use them. She should have known Azagoth would be one of the few.

Frowning, she inched closer. What was he watching? There appeared to be a beach in the background, and as the screen narrowed and focused, a female in a skimpy swimsuit leaped for a volleyball.

The female, a curvy redhead, sent the ball sailing back over the net. She landed gracefully, her perky breasts bouncing all over the place and drawing every male eye around. Azagoth smiled, and Lilliana’s throat burned. With a wave of his hand, the picture changed, this time focusing on a dark-haired female in tight yoga pants and a sports bra as she jogged through what looked like Central Park in New York City.

Azagoth’s smile grew wider, and Lilliana’s throat burned more. He reached out, touched his finger to the female’s face, the reverence in his expression leaving Lilliana flushing miserably.

Suddenly, the picture went blank, and he strode off toward his office. Must be a bigwig soul coming through the portal. Lilliana wondered what kind of baddie was bad enough to drag him away from the females he’d been lusting after.

The bastard.

Irrational rage such as she’d never felt before, not even when her kidnapper threatened and abused her, singed the edges of her control. As if flames were searing her from the inside, she exploded in a fury that blackened her vision and her thoughts.

With a snarl, she rushed forward on a collision course with the stone. She hit it with her shoulder with as much force as she could muster. The thing tilted, teetered, and started to right itself.

“No!” Azagoth’s furious voice startled her, but she’d committed, and now she was going to finish her mission.

She shoved the stone before it fell back into place, and with a crash, it hit the floor and shattered into a million pieces. A godawful roar echoed through the room, vibrating the air and making every statue, every portrait, tremble. Even the floor beneath her feet bucked, throwing her off balance as she raced toward the exit.

She didn’t make it.

An icy hand clamped around the back of her neck, and suddenly she was being slammed onto the ground. As the stone floor came at her face, everything went black.

* * *

Lilliana came to lying on the couch in Azagoth’s office. He was sitting across from her in his desk chair, forearms braced on his knees, head hanging loosely on his slumped shoulders.

“Why did you do that?” he asked, his voice softer than she would have expected.

Azagoth had spread a blanket over her, and as she scooched into a sit, she shoved it away, not wanting any of his kindness right now. “You swore you wanted me.”

“I do.” He was still looking down between his spread knees, his tone even and showing no signs of anger.

Was he truly calm, or was he simply back to being unable to feel emotion? If the latter, he could be on the verge of killing her and she wouldn’t know until it was over and she was nothing but a soul waiting to be reaped.

Or turned into one of his stone statues.

She shuddered. “If you want me,” she shot back, “then why did you go to the Inner Sanctum to see a lover? And why were you looking at other females?”

His head came up sharply, his green eyes blazing. “A lover? You mean Rhona? Did Zhubaal tell you that?” At her nod, he cursed. “She hasn’t been my lover for over a century. She seduced Methicore, and he killed her for it. I went to see her to get information.”

Abruptly, Lilliana felt nauseous. If he was telling the truth, she’d just made a huge fool of herself.

Holding her stomach, as if that would stop the rolling that threatened to spill her breakfast, she asked, “What about the females you were watching in the stone?”

“They were my daughters,” he said roughly. “That stone is—was—the only way I could see what was happening in my childrens’ lives.”

Oh...oh, shit.

Her breath came raw and scorching in her throat. “I thought...I thought you didn’t care about them. Methicore said—”

“Methicore is a bastard who coveted what I have,” he snapped. “This place used to be teeming with life, but he ruined it all.”

This place? She’d known it used to be green and full of creatures, but...she inhaled a sharp breath. “Your outbuildings...someone used to live there.”

“Your powers of observation are unsurpassed,” he drawled.

Ignoring the well-deserved sarcasm, she continued. “You said you built them to create a unity of sorts with the human world. But you built them for people, didn’t you? Who?”

“Memitim.” A blast of cold came from him, and she tugged the blanket over her again, not because she was cold, but because she needed a shield between them, even if it was just a flimsy piece of flannel. “For any who wanted to stay here.”

“You let them live here?”

“Let them? I wanted them here. They don’t have the powers normal angels have, and they can’t live in Heaven until they’ve Ascended to become full angels, so they’re vulnerable to demons in the human realm. I gave them a safe place to live and to train for their duties.”

“Then why did they leave?”

“Rebellion.” Reaching over to his desk, he swiped the ever-present bottle of rum off a stack of papers. “I gave them sanctuary. A place to gather in safety and prepare for their eventual Ascension. I’d intended for Methicore to become my apprentice, to take over Sheoul-gra one day.”

She blinked. “But you’re immortal. You don’t have to give this up.”

He laughed bitterly. “Give this up? Really? Do you think I like being isolated? Would you want to spend all eternity alone?” He took a swig from the bottle and then heaved it into the fireplace. It shattered, the alcohol exploding in a massive whoosh. “I wanted out. That’s why I’ve spent my entire time down here trading in information and death. I figured that eventually I’d find someone with the knowledge to get me what I wanted.” His expression became a mask of rage through which she saw flickers of his inner beast. “Then, a few centuries ago, Methicore decided he wanted to overthrow me. He and hundreds of his brothers and sisters tried to kill me. Turned out they would rather rule this realm than play guardian to humans who need them.”

She couldn’t even begin to understand how it felt to be betrayed by your children like that. Especially after he’d offered them a safe place to live and gather as a family. What a bunch of ingrates. She’d have given anything to have a family.

“Not all of them rebelled,” he continued. “A handful stuck around to serve in this realm until a few years ago, when the first Horseman’s Seal broke. It was chaos for them then. Their assigned humans were all in danger, and they were too busy to return to this realm. Many died. None came back. What little life was left here died.”

Now Lilliana felt suddenly chilled, and she gathered the blanket more snugly around her. “None?”

“One of my daughters, Idess, visits, but only when there’s an urgent matter. I can only hope that Methicore’s plan to keep everyone away won’t extend to her. She gave up her angel status to be with a Seminus demon mate, so Memitim rules shouldn’t apply.”

“You really love your children,” she murmured.

He looked at her with bloodshot eyes. “I didn’t,” he said in a strained voice. “I felt mild affection for them. Until now. Until you unlocked the box of emotions I thought was sealed tight. Now I love them.” He picked up a jagged piece of rock, and with horror she realized that it was a chunk of the spying stone she’d broken. “And now I’ll never see them again.”

Oh...God. She swallowed, desperate to keep breakfast down. “You can get another stone, right?” Her voice was shaky, hollow, shot to hell.

“Yes, but they only work to spy on those who have given their permission. By now, Methicore has probably poisoned them all against me.”

“I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I’m so sorry. I’ve never felt jealousy before, and I didn’t know how to handle it. That’s not an excuse, I know, but please believe me when I say I’m sorry.” She took a deep breath and met his gaze, desperate to make him see her regret. “And I’m very sorry that I judged you as a father. I think I carried my issues over to you.”

He narrowed his eyes. “Your issues?”

“My father...he was...” She started to say, “Like you,” but Chaniel was nothing like Azagoth. “He was a sperm donor. Nothing more. After my mother died, he wouldn’t have anything to do with me. The bastard left me to be raised an orphan at the battle angel academy.”

“He what?” Azagoth’s jaw clenched so hard she heard bone pop. “I hope he has since pleaded for your forgiveness. And that you told him to fuck off.”

She almost laughed at that. No way she’d have told him off. She’d have taken any scrap he’d have given her. “He refuses to see me.”

Azagoth’s eyes sparked crimson. “He doesn’t deserve to be a father. He wouldn’t deserve even a viewing stone.”

The reminder of the stone she’d broken made his expression go hard and flat again, and she shoved to her feet, prepared to fall to her knees and beg his forgiveness if that’s what it took. “Azagoth—”

“Don’t.” He bounded from his chair and away from her. “I can’t deal with you right now.”

He might as well have driven a stake through her heart, that’s how badly his words hurt. “Do you want me to leave?” she asked, before realizing he didn’t know she had a thirty-day window.

“Even if you could, no.” He smiled sadly. “I told you I want you, and that hasn’t changed. If anything, I want you even more. You’re all I have left.” He backed up, lifting his hands in an almost defensive gesture. “But stay away from me. Just for now.”

With that, he slammed out of the office, and that’s when she lost it.

So much for breakfast.

Chapter Seventeen

Lilliana paced across the twenty-foot diameter pentagram at the base of the portal out of Sheoul-gra, trying to work off the events of yesterday and the sleepless night alone in the giant bed, with reminders of other females all around her in Azagoth’s sex furniture. Without him there, all she could think about was how he’d used each and every item, and how she’d yet to banish those ghosts from the bedroom.

Now it might be too late.

Azagoth had disappeared after leaving her in his office, and according to Zhubaal, he’d gone to visit his “lover” again.

She’d punched him. Right in the nose. She’d believed Azagoth when he told her about his past relationship with Rhona, and Zhubaal wasn’t going to plant doubt in her head again.

Zhubaal was very clear on that now.

She only wished she could be as clear on how she felt about the situation she currently found herself in.

She had messed everything up. Thanks to her impulsiveness, she’d severed Azagoth’s last connection with his children. And thanks to her deception, he’d grown to care for her, and if she was honest with herself, she had to admit that she cared for him, too.

She hadn’t intended for any of this to happen, hadn’t considered the collateral damage involved in her grand plan to abscond with the chronoglass.

If she left now, it might be the best thing for him. After all, their relationship was based on lies. She couldn’t handle it anymore. She’d reached a tipping point, one that was very close to toppling. She had to commit—to either staying...or leaving.

“Hi Lilliana.”

Startled, Lilliana whirled around. An Adonis-faced angel stood in the center of the pentagram, his crisp business suit as flawless as his distinguished salt-and-pepper hair and olive skin.

“Hutriel,” she gasped.

“It’s good to see you.”

She wished she could say the same, but she really did not like her ex. “Why are you here?”

His periwinkle eyes flashed imperiously. “I come with news from Raphael.”

Oh, shit. She had a sneaky suspicion she wasn’t going to like this news. “Well, spit it out.”

He stiffened in that haughty way of his. “I’m an angel of the Order of Virtues. I outrank you by three Orders. In addition, I’m an angel of good standing, while you...” He sneered at Azagoth’s manor. “You are a shameful wrongdoer undeserving of my company. You will address me with respect.”

“I give respect when it’s earned,” she said bluntly. “You lost mine a long time ago, and I don’t see it happening again soon, Rod of God.”

He used to love to point out that his name meant, “rod of God”, as if it made him important. He was a rod, all right, but he probably wouldn’t appreciate the alternative use of the word.

The egotistical rod.

“I don’t like your attitude,” he ground out.

“And I no longer care what you like or don’t like.” She crossed her arms over her chest. “So tell me why you’re here or go away.”

His mouth pursed so tight she thought his teeth would break. “Raphael wants to know what’s taking you so long.”

“I have a month. It’s only been a few days. Tell him to hold his horses.”

Rod of God’s eyes nearly bugged out of his head. “That’s an archangel you’re speaking about.”

“He hasn’t earned my respect either. So why don’t you march your suck-up self back to Raphael and tell him...” Tell him what? That she’d changed her mind? Had she changed her mind? For sure? “Tell him I need more time. And I could use some help, as well. With my limited powers, the chronoglass is too heavy to move.”

“That’s not his problem.”

“No, it’s yours,” she said. “You’re the one who has to go back and tell him to bite me.”

“You’re very brave down here in Azagoth’s realm. Will you be so mouthy once you’re face to face with Raphael in his chambers?”

She’d deal with that when—and if—she stole the chronoglass.

“I don’t know. Will you be so mouthy when you’re face to face with Azagoth?”

He snorted. “It’s really too bad you’re not going to stay here. You deserve him.”

“How do you know I’m not staying?”

He laughed, a full-on belly laugh. “Come now, Lilliana. I know how you like your freedom. It’s why you left me, isn’t it?”

She shrugged. “Mostly I left you because you’re a controlling asshole. It’s funny how Azagoth is talked about as if he’s a soulless monster, but he’s been better to me in a few days than you were in a hundred years.”

“Good...Lord,” he breathed. “You actually like him. You’re falling for him.” He stared at her, horror spreading over his perfect features as the truth of her situation began to solidify in his mind. “You’ve fucked him, haven’t you? You...whore.”

“You haven’t changed a bit. Still a judgmental dick.” Done with him, just like she’d been all those decades ago, she spun around and started toward the building. Walking away was as easy this time as it had been then. “Tell Raphael to suck an egg.”

He moved in a flash to snare her wrist and yank her back to him. Teeth bared, he snarled. “Find a way to steal the chronoglass, Lilliana. Raphael feels that giving you too much time has made you slack off. You now have two days to do it.”

She inhaled sharply. “What?”

“Two days, Whore of Sheoul-gra.” His eyes flared with exaggerated astonishment even as his fingers dug painfully hard into her flesh. “Oh, you don’t like that name? Because that’s what everyone is going to call you if you stay here. So get your ass in gear, or—”

A roar shattered the air, and suddenly Hutriel went airborne in a bloody explosion. A fine pink mist hung in the air as his wrecked body hit the ground inside the portal’s pentagram ring.

Lilliana pivoted toward the owner of that bloodcurdling roar, and her heart slammed hard into her rib cage. Azagoth, fully eviled-out, was pounding down the stairs three at a time, his massive, sharp teeth bared, his wings extended, his eyes glowing with crimson death.

“You dared to touch my mate?” His words were warped, guttural, and dripping with murder. He snarled, and Hutriel screamed as dozens of bones in his body snapped. “You. Will. Die.”

“Azagoth, no!” She leaped to intercept, but Hutriel, still inside the portal circle, disappeared in a glittery shower of sparks, barely escaping with his life.

He rounded on her, but his voice had tempered. “Who was he?”

“Take off your demon face,” she said in a low, soothing tone, “and we’ll talk.”

His nostrils flared, and a muffled, soft growl rumbled in his chest. He stared at the empty space where Hutriel used to be, his clawed hands flexing as if he was regretting the missed opportunity to rip the angel apart.

“Come on,” she urged quietly. “Shift back.”

Azagoth remained like that for a few seconds, and then he paced in a circle for a minute, until finally, he morphed back into his usual body. As he turned back to her, his tall, elegant form outfitted in black slacks and a matching button-down, she couldn’t help but think that the civilized clothing only heightened the awareness that underneath it all, he was death in human skin.

“Who. Was. He.”

“He was my ex,” she replied. “Hutriel.”

Azagoth’s nostrils flared and his eyes flickered with red sparks. “Why was he here?”

Oh, because he needed to tell me to hurry up and steal your chronoglass.

“He wanted to wish me good riddance,” she said, hoping he didn’t notice the tremor in her voice. She hated lying to him, but at this point, the truth was only going to cause more pain, and she couldn’t do that to him again.

She’d done enough of that already.

“He grabbed you.” Once more, flickers of his inner beast formed as shadows in his expression. Quickly, she took his hand and pulled him to her, drawing him hard against her body, where she’d needed him to be since yesterday.

“We fought.” She slid her hand behind his neck and massaged him there, digging deep into muscles so tight they felt like bricks. “It’s what we do. But I don’t want it to be that way with you.”

“He touched you. I can...smell him.” With a growl, he hauled her even closer to him as he dipped his mouth to her ear. “I need to be inside you. I need to mark you. Brand you. Make him disappear forever.”

Oh...oh, damn. “Yes,” she whispered.

And with that, she knew for sure she wasn’t leaving.

Chapter Eighteen

Azagoth was in a state of animalistic need. The desire he felt for Lilli was so basic, so primal that, just like his killing urge, he knew better than to fight it. He swept her up and headed inside his manor on a direct course for his bedroom, and Hades help anyone who was stupid enough to get in his path.

Only one griminion came close to making that mistake, but he leaped out of the way with a squeak and scurried into his living quarters as Azagoth stalked down the hall. Lilliana’s lips were kissing hot paths along his neck and jaw, driving him insane. When he reached the bedroom, he kicked open the door, not caring that it cracked down the middle.

Once inside the bedroom, he set her on the floor, but when he lowered his head to kiss her, he caught another whiff of her former lover. Possessive anger lit him up as he gripped the flirty purple sundress she was wearing and ripped it in half.

“You’ve had a very busy couple of days, haven’t you?” He dropped the shredded dress to the floor and hooked his finger under the delicate lace of her panties. “Meeting with your ex, destroying my viewing stone, punching Zhubaal in the face.”

“I’m not sorry about Zhubaal,” she said. “He’s a jerk. And I certainly didn’t invite Hutriel for a visit.” She laid her hand over his and pushed it deeper inside her underwear, until his fingers brushed her cleft. “But I swear, I’m so sorry about the spy stone.”

He let his fingers play a bit, stroking over the flawless hills of her sex. Countless years of bedding angels had taught him that gentle touches while talking soothed the savage beast—both his and theirs.

“What led you to think I wanted someone besides you?”

“Zhubaal said...it’s not important. And then I saw you looking at females,” she said, going breathless as he slipped a finger between her folds. “Then there’s all of this sex furniture stuff. You used it on other females, and I have to just sit here and look at it.”

He supposed he understood that. If the situation were reversed and he’d been subjected to constant reminders of Hutriel the Silver-haired Douchebag, he’d be on edge, too.

“I’ll toss it. All of it.” He dropped to his knees and used a fang to slash her underwear open. Damn, he’d never get tired of the sight of her like this. Bare. Her flesh parted just enough to invite his tongue. “After,” he growled as he put his mouth to her waiting sex.

She allowed him a single, mouthwatering lick before stepping away from him. “No. You want to erase Hutriel, and I want to do the same with all of your females.” She marched over to the St. Andrew’s Cross, her glorious backside swinging. With a lithe spin, she put her spine to the wood and snapped her wrists into the restraints. “Do it. Let’s banish all of our demons. You know, figuratively.”

He inhaled in an attempt to get a bead on where her emotions were, but all he got was a blast of lust that made his knees wobble as he came to his feet.

Real smooth, buddy. Real fucking smooth...

It was crazy how this female had torn down his defenses, made him feel things he hadn’t felt in a long time. Or ever.

He looked around at the bedroom, at all of the equipment he kept, and suddenly he didn’t want Lilliana’s exquisite skin touching any of it. He’d used it for a purpose he’d never again need it for. It had to go.

Well, maybe the spanking bench could stay.

Summoning all his control, he unbuttoned his shirt. Slowly. Taking his time while Lilliana hung from the St. Andrew’s Cross, her breasts rising and falling faster and faster every time a button popped.

“Do you want to know why I have all of this stuff?” he asked.

Licking her lips, she nodded.

He inhaled deeply, hating that his breath was shaky. He didn’t want to admit this, but she needed to hear it, and he wanted to make sure she never doubted him again.

“Heaven sent me seventy-two females a year.”

“Yes,” she ground out. “I know that. All of Heaven knows that.”

He probably shouldn’t like the note of jealousy in her voice, but hey, he was evil.

Turning away, he stared at the Monet on the wall. “Seventy-two females who didn’t want to be here. Much like you.” Silence churned between them as the truth of what he’d said thickened the air like a rancid stew. “Well, that’s not entirely accurate. Usually two or three of the bunch were eager to experience me. The rest...” Pivoting back to her, he waved his hand dismissively. “The rest closed their eyes and prayed. Literally prayed. Do you have any idea how unpleasant that is?”

“I can’t imagine,” she said softly. “But what does that have to do with all of this...stuff?”

“I told you that I couldn’t feel any emotions of my own, but I discovered that the more they felt, the more I felt. Remember when I told you I took Thanatos’s tattoos just so I could feel something?” At her nod, he continued. “The only other time I could ever feel anything was when I was inside an angel. The more she was worked up, the better for both of us.” He trailed a finger over the wood near where Lilliana’s wrist was circled by the leather cuff. “All of this allowed me to play until even the most timid female begged for my cock.”

She growled. “I did not need to hear that.”

Oh, yeah, he fucking loved that little twinge of jealousy. “And I didn’t need to see Hutfuckriel touching you.” That wasn’t fair and he knew it, but the fact that he was actually experiencing jealousy was awesome. Right now, every emotion was awesome, simply because he could feel them at all. “But that’s over. All of it is over, isn’t it?”

“Yes,” she whispered.

“Good. Now, let’s try something more deserving of your behavior.” He released the restraints.

“B-behavior?”

Smiling, he took her by the shoulders and swung her around to the spanking bench. He bent her over, locking her wrists into the cuffs. His cock strained behind the fly of his pants, and he unzipped, springing it from its fabric prison.

“Are you ready?” he asked as he took his erection in his hand and gave it a few strokes.

He was dying for this, but he wanted her to be dying for it, too, the way she’d been on the beach and in the shower. But instinctively, he knew this was a cleansing of sorts, a way for them to banish their pasts. He wanted intimacy. He wanted the sex to mean something.

This could be a new start for them both.

He stroked himself as he gave her a swat on her perky ass. She hissed, but as he rubbed the pink handprint on her ivory skin, she pushed into his palm.

“Yes,” she moaned. “Please.”

“Another then,” he murmured, swatting her harder.

This time she whispered a soft, “Oh, yeah. More. We are so keeping this bench.”

He gave her three more slaps in rapid succession, and his cock thickened to the point of exquisite pain as her ass reddened and grew hotter with every blow. Her arousal was like an airborne aphrodisiac, entering his lungs and spreading through his body like wildfire.

“Azagoth,” she pleaded, her breathless voice pushing him to the edge of his control. “I need to come.”

“You got it.” He positioned himself behind her and nearly moaned at the way she lifted her hips in anticipation. Her juices glistened between her swollen folds, and when he cupped her mound, her honey coated his fingers.

Still stroking himself, he slid his fingers into her slit and rubbed back and forth. She whimpered, pushing into his hand as far as the restraints would allow.

“Don’t worry,” he whispered. “I’ll release you. We’ll start this way, but I want to end with you on your back. I want to look into your eyes when I come.”

She cried out, so close to orgasm he could feel the tremors building between her legs. Gently, he eased his thumb into her silken opening.

“When you first came here, did you think we’d end up like this?”

“Never.” The honesty in her voice was tinged with an odd note of remorse. Did she feel bad about not wanting to come here?

Didn’t matter. What mattered was that she was here now, and he had all eternity to show her that she’d made the right decision to join him in Sheoul-gra.

His cock throbbed as he pressed it against her slit. Very slowly, he nudged the head inside her, her slippery desire easing the passage into her tight channel. Suddenly, her emotions slammed into him, a mixture of yearning and guilt. He shook his head, wanting them gone. He could feel now; he didn’t have to borrow her emotions.

But they wouldn’t subside. What the hell? He gripped her hips, holding both of them steady as he struggled to clear his head.

A glint of silver caught his eye, and suddenly, it all made sense.

The key pendant. Designed to transmit strong emotion, it was doing exactly that.

Another blast of her guilt hit him hard enough to make him groan. He needed to remove the necklace and use the rest of the night to assuage whatever regrets she had. He never wanted her to have a negative emotion again.

He’d get her a new pendant. One that wasn’t enchanted.

You only have thirty days to get out with the chronoglass before we close the door on Sheoul-gra, and you’re stuck with Azagoth forever.

He froze as Lilliana’s thoughts, her very memories, slammed into him like a lava troll’s meaty fist. Stunned, he could only stare blankly as the unbelievable truth pinged around inside his head and clawed at his heart. She’d betrayed him. She’d lied from the very beginning.

The warmth that had been nudging at his flesh, that had been starting to thaw his body, iced over.

“Damn you,” he rasped, his voice as raw as the wound she’d just inflicted. “You came here to steal the chronoglass.”

“Azagoth...no...wait—”

“Damn you!” Snarling, he gripped the necklace and yanked hard. The delicate chain snapped, and tiny links flew everywhere. Before she could say another word, he flipped the switch on the cuffs and released her.

“Get out.” Bypassing the ripped garment on the floor, he threw open her wardrobe, ripped a sunny yellow sundress from a hanger, and hurled it at her. And wasn’t he a gentleman for making sure he kicked her to the curb with undamaged clothing.

Idiot.

Lilliana caught the garment with shaking hands. “Please, just listen—”

“Listen?” he shouted. “Listen? To what? More lies? You’ve deceived me from the moment you crossed the threshold into my realm. You destroyed the only connection I had with my children, and now I find out you’ve lied about why you came here.”

Pain, sharper than any he’d ever experienced, cleaved through his heart and he nearly doubled over. How could she do this to him? How could she betray him like this? She’d used him, exploited his desperation, just like Lilith had all those years ago.

“Get the fuck out of my realm,” he gritted through clenched teeth. “and tell the archangels that if they dare to send another angel to me, for any reason, I’ll send that angel back in pieces.” He bared his teeth and advanced on her, forcing her to scramble backward toward the door. For the first time since she’d stepped foot in his realm, he got off on her fear. Craved it. Reveled in it. “Go. Before those pieces are yours.”

* * *

Lilliana tried to not cry as she fled down the hall toward the building’s exit, tripping and careening off walls as she attempted to put on the dress while running at full speed. She’d screwed up badly. She’d hated Azagoth in the beginning, but he’d been nothing but good to her. And once she’d understood his lack of emotions, his coldness had not only made sense, but had been understandable.

She should have told him the truth the very moment she realized she was having second thoughts about why she’d come here. Instead, she’d swept her deception under the rug and hoped he’d never find out.

Fool. Of course he found out. This is his realm. He knows all. Sees all.

Wait...how had he found out?

Not that it mattered. What was done was done, and as the tears rolled down her cheeks in hot streaks, she cursed Raphael. Hutriel. Herself.

“Lilliana!”

Cat’s voice rang out as Lilliana shoved open the door to outside. Only the knowledge that Cat might very well be screwed out of a job halted Lilliana in her tracks.

Cat jogged over. “What’s wrong? Where are you going?”

“I’m leaving,” Lilliana said. Well, she tried to say it, but the sobs muffled her words. “I’m sorry, Cat. I’m so sorry. Your job—”

The fallen angel threw her arms around Lilliana and hugged her tight, which only made her cry harder. “Screw the job. I don’t want you to go.”

Get your head on straight. Pull yourself together for her sake. You can fall apart later.

Easing back from Cat, Lilliana dabbed at her wet face with the hem of her dress. “Listen to me. Stay out of Azagoth’s way for a while. If he fires you...” Lilliana couldn’t believe she was about to say this, given the fact that she was an angel and this went against everything angels believed, but things had changed since she got here. She had changed. “There’s a demon hospital called Underworld General. Go there. Try to get a job. You’ll be safe from the fallen angels trying to drag you into Sheoul.”

Cat nodded, her eyes filling with tears. “Don’t go.”

A tormented roar, barely muffled by the building, rang out, stirring up a malevolent wind that reeked of rot and danger. “I have to.” She squeezed the female’s hand. “Promise me you’ll do as I said.”

Cat’s bottom lip trembled. “I promise.”

Breathing a sigh of relief, Lilliana released Cat. “Be safe. And thank you for everything.”

Hastily, before Azagoth made good on his word to send her to Heaven in pieces, Lilliana flew down the stairs and hit the ground running. As she stepped into the portal that would transport her out of here, she looked out over Azagoth’s kingdom.

All the new life, all the vibrant color and fresh air, was dying. Her last thought before the portal whisked her away was about Azagoth.

If his realm was dying, what was happening to him?

Chapter Nineteen

Azagoth stood in the library amongst shattered glass, his body trembling, his heart aching, his soul screaming. Pain surged through him in great waves that threatened to make him black out, but fate was a cruel bitch, and he remained as alert and sensitive to agony as ever.

His Lilli had betrayed him. Had plotted to steal his chronoglass and leave him. He looked down at the shards on the floor. Now she’d never get it. In a great fit of irrational fury, he’d destroyed it the way she’d destroyed him.

He could still feel her, and crazily, stupidly, he hoped she’d go to their bedroom and wait for him. Maybe try to convince him that he was wrong about her. That she loved him and couldn’t leave.

He wasn’t sure how he’d react to that, but a big part of him would be relieved.

Suddenly, something inside him extinguished, as if a flame had gone out. Or as if his breath had been forcefully expelled from his lungs.

Lilliana was gone.

Agony overwhelmed him. His breath scorched his throat with every desperate inhale. She’d left him, and his world was crumbling around him. Literally. The building was shaking, books falling from their shelves, cracks popping in the walls.

With a great roar, he fell to his knees. He screamed in utter misery, and only later realized he was screaming her name.

* * *

Lilliana spent a full day in Heaven. Now she was down to twenty-two hours before Raphael’s ticking time bomb was set to go off and she’d have to submit to the time-travelectomy procedure.

Or she’d be shut inside Sheoul-gra forever.

With a person who wanted to tear her to pieces.

So far, she’d been able to get around without anyone knowing she was back behind the pearly gates, and hopefully no one had gone into the Time Travel Department’s artifact room yet.

Twenty-two hours.

She took one last look at the cottage she’d called home, at the eclectic decor from time periods all over the human world. She’d either never see this place again, or she’d return with no energy or passion for life.

But then, she didn’t need to have her time travel ability ripped away for the latter to happen.

Twenty-two freaking hours.

Taking a deep, bracing breath, she flashed herself out of Heaven and to as close as she could get to Underworld General Hospital, which turned out to be its underground parking lot.

There weren’t many cars, but there was a blond male in a black paramedic uniform scrubbing out the inside of one of two black ambulances near the entrance. Lilliana had no idea what had happened inside the vehicle, but it looked more like a mobile slaughterhouse than a rolling medical unit.

“Excuse me.”

“What?” came the gruff response.

“I’m looking for someone named Idess.”

“Inside.”

How helpful. “I can’t go inside.” No angel could enter the demon hospital, thanks to some sort of anti-angel ward. Apparently, no one could commit violence inside, either, thanks to another spell. Those wily demons had thought of everything.

“Guess you’re out of luck.”

Okay, now she was getting irritated. Stepping to the side of the rig, she slammed her fist into the center of the Underworld General symbol, leaving one hell of a dent.

“Luck is irrelevant,” she said. “I can’t enter the hospital, and I need help. Is it not your job to render assistance?”

Very slowly, he turned around, his fangs and silver eyes flashing. Surprise flickered at the sudden realization that he was a dhampire, a rare vampire-werewolf cross. She’d studied them in their Scottish homeland during one of her time travel assignments. She’d be fascinated to meet one in person if she wasn’t so annoyed. And in a serious time crunch.

“Medical assistance,” he said. “Are you bleeding to death, having a cardiac incident, or suffering from a splinter in your little finger? No? Then fuck off.”

Steam built in her veins. Tales of Underworld General staff arrogance reached the farthest corners of Heaven, but she’d always thought they were exaggerated. Turned out, not so much.

She slapped her palm against the side of the rig again, using a bit of angel power to make the sound crash through the enclosed parking lot like a sonic boom. Dhampire boy jumped high enough that he nearly brained himself on the roof.

“I’m approximately one insult away from rendering you down to a greasy stain of dhampire fat on the asphalt, so hear me, and hear me well,” she said, using the same power to make her voice resonate all the way to the paramedic’s marrow. “This is about Idess’s father. If you’re at all aware of who he is, if you’ve only heard whispers regarding his identity, you will drop that bottle of cleaner and fetch her. Now.”

The male, whose name tag read Conall, studied her for a moment. “You could have lead the conversation with the threat and saved us both a lot of time, not to mention damage to the rig.” He leaped out of the truck, and as he strode away, boots clapping on the pavement in heavy thuds, she swore she heard him mutter, “Fucking angels.”

She waited impatiently, watching a few vehicles come and go through the hidden portal in the lot’s concrete wall. Finally, just as she was contemplating climbing into the ambulance and turning on the siren, Conall returned with a stunning female whose caramel hair had been piled on top of her head in a messy knot.

“I’m Idess,” she said. “You’re here about Azagoth?”

Lilliana glanced over at the paramedic, who stood protectively by Idess. “Can we have some privacy, please?”

Idess nodded at the dhampire, and after shooting Lilliana a look that promised pain if she caused trouble, he hopped inside the ambulance and went back to his gruesome work.

“Your father needs you,” Lilli began. Might as well get to the point. “One of your brothers, Methicore, arranged to have Sheoul-gra cut off to all Memitim. His viewing stone is broken, and he has no way to contact his children, let alone see them. I think you’re the only one who can access his realm now.”

“Methicore,” she hissed. “That son of a bitch has been causing trouble for centuries.” She eyed Lilliana. “How do you know all of this? Who are you?”

“I was supposed to mate him.”

Idess’s eyes flared. “Supposed to? Wait...mate him? What about the seventy-two angels? What the hell is going on?”

“I’ll explain it all later. Right now your father is in trouble, and I don’t have much time. I need your help. He needs your help.”

For a long moment, Idess stood there, staring at Lilliana. Finally, she said, “Why is this important to you?”

No matter what she said, she was going to sound stupid, so she might as well put it all out there. “Because he deserves a chance to be happy. And...I love him.”

Conall’s head whipped around and he stared at her like she was insane, but Idess merely looked curious.

“Are you trying to win him back?” she asked.

Lilliana shook her head. “I would love a second chance, but even if that doesn’t happen, I want to fix what I broke, and you’re the only person who can help me do that. Please. Not for me, for him.”

Idess glanced at her watch. “My lunch break is in ten. Let’s grab a bite somewhere and figure this out.” She gave Lilliana a wary glance. “How do I know this isn’t a trick? No offense, but a lot of angels have turned out to be...”

“Lying assholes?”

Idess snorted. “Yeah.”

“Do you know Reaver?” When Idess nodded, Lilliana breathed a sigh of relief. “He can vouch for me.”

Idess’s expression lit up. “If Reaver is cool with you, then so am I. Welcome to the family, Lilliana.”

Lilliana appreciated the welcome, and the family thing sounded awesome. But she doubted it would happen. Hell, she was lucky Azagoth hadn’t killed her. There was no way he’d forgive her.

Betray me and you’ll see exactly how unforgiving I can be. There are no second chances.

Chapter Twenty

Azagoth stood in the courtyard outside of his palace, staring into the murky waters swirling around in the black-streaked fountain. What had, for a few short days, been pristine white was now smeared with sooty residue. The once-crystal water had stagnated, its surface so thick with slime that it resembled industrial sludge.

His belly hurt and his heart ached, and his throat was raw from screaming. He missed Lilliana as much as he hated her. No, that wasn’t entirely accurate. He missed her more than he hated her. And truth be told, he didn’t hate her...he hated what she’d planned to do.

“Father.”

The familiar voice came from out of nowhere, and he wheeled around. Idess stood on the stone pathway that led from the portal, dressed in jeans and a fitted violet silk blouse with matching strappy sandals. The desire to hug her damned near made him tremble.

But so did the fear that she was the rotten icing on the cake, here to tell him to fuck off like everyone else. Bracing himself, he waited.

“I spoke with Lilliana,” she said, and his heart shot into his throat. “She’s worried about you.”

He snorted. “She should be worried about herself. After the archangels relieve her of her time travel ability, she’s going to be miserable.” He should be happy about that, but no, the thought of her suffering only dragged him deeper into the pit of despair he’d dug for himself. “How is it that you spoke with her?”

“She came to me at Underworld General. She told me what Methicore did. And she gave me this.” Idess reached into her purse and withdrew a polished sapphire globe about the size of a softball. “She stole it from the Time Travel Department.”

“What is it?”

“It’s a miniature viewing stone. It’s practically useless to Heaven because it requires permission from those you want to spy on...and who in their right mind consents to that?” She shrugged. “But somehow Lilliana convinced hundreds of my brothers and sisters to give permission. It’s not the same as them being able to visit, but it’s better than nothing. Some of them even sent messages and invitations to contact them. They’re all about Skype.”

He had no idea what to say, even if he could speak. His voice was gone, clogged by the emotion in his throat. Idess handed the shiny ball to him, the solid weight of it sitting heavy on his soul. Lilliana had done this even after the way he’d treated her?

You treated her that way because she lied to you. She deceived you.

Somehow, none of that seemed to be important right now, which was strange, because he had never treated betrayal lightly. Had anyone else done what she did, they’d be gracing his great hall right now, frozen in a screaming statue.

“Father,” Idess said softly. “I know this is none of my business, but I think you should cut her some slack.”

He rolled the globe around in his palms, strangely comforted by the fact that Lilliana had once held it in her own graceful hands. “You don’t know what she did.” His voice was humiliatingly hoarse.

“Yes, I do. She came down here to steal the chronoglass and return to Heaven.” Idess dropped her bag on the ground and gazed out at the devastated landscape. “Did she ever tell you why she was given the choice to come here or have her ability taken away?”

“She broke out of the shrowd.”

“Yes, but did she tell you why she did that?”

He frowned. She’d always skirted around the issue or changed the subject, never lighting on talk of her punishment or the shrowd for long. “No, she didn’t.”

“She did it because she was taken prisoner by an angel named Stamtiel. He forced her to travel into the past to search for some sort of holy object he could use to wrest power away from one of the archangels. She refused, even when he tortured her.”

His breath burned in his throat, and his voice turned smoky with the depth of his anger. “He tortured her?”

“Badly. He wrecked her, Father. To save herself, she agreed to do his bidding, but it was a trick. She went into the past and then broke out of the shrowd in hopes that angels would rescue her. They did, but they were angels from the past. What she did was highly illegal, and it caused a lot of problems. Memories had to be wiped, and getting her back to the present was a long, involved process that required more memory alterations.”

“So she was punished for escaping her torturer?”

Idess nodded. “You know how Heaven operates. Rules are rules, and they can’t be broken for any reason.”

Bastards. “Why would she tell you all of this but not tell me?”

“She didn’t tell me. I asked Reaver to do a little digging, and he discovered all of that. The reason she didn’t tell you is that she doesn’t remember the worst of it.”

“Why not?”

“She was in bad shape,” Idess explained. “The angels knew she needed to be punished, but even they felt sorry for her, so they altered her memories. She knows she was kidnapped and that she escaped, but she has no recollection of the horrors Stamtiel inflicted on her.” Idess pursed her lips in disgust. “Father, she came here to steal your property, but somehow, she managed to fall for you, and given her past, even if she can’t consciously remember it, that’s kind of a miracle.”

He squeezed his eyes shut, but his vicious actions replayed on the back of his eyelids. “I’m such a fool.”

“Males always are,” she muttered.

“Did you give your...” He held up the orb, afraid to even ask if she’d consented to allow him to check up on her from afar.

For a moment, Idess looked perplexed. “Why would I?”

“You’re siding with Methicore, then.”

She grimaced. “Hardly. I didn’t infuse my permission into the globe because I’m not Memitim. I can visit your realm anytime I want to. And if you want to see me, send one of your griminions. Or heck, send an e-mail. I’ll come, Father.”

He gaped at her. “You’d visit me? For no reason other than that I requested it?”

“Of course.” She shrugged. “I didn’t know you wanted me here or I’d have come more often. And when my son is born, I’ll bring him, too.”

He sucked in a sharp breath. “You’re pregnant?”

“Soon,” she said. “With all the apocalyptic crap that happened recently, Lore and I wanted to wait until we knew we wouldn’t be bringing a child into a shitty world. It’s still shitty, but between Lore’s family, the Horsemen, and Reaver and Harvester, I know my son will have a powerful, loving family to depend on. And, of course, you.”

He hugged her, something he’d never done before. It was awkward and stiff at first, but when she relaxed into him, an emotional earthquake rocked him. This was his first true connection with one of his children, and he hoped it wouldn’t be the last.

He tried not to think of the children he might have had with Lilliana as he reluctantly pulled back.

“Thank you, Idess,” he said, his voice thick with the force of what he felt for her. “You’ve already done so much, but I have one favor to ask of you.”

“Anything.”

“Tell her...tell her I love her.”

Idess stepped away. “I can’t do that,” she said, and his heart sank. “But you can tell her yourself.”

She turned, and he followed her gaze to the steps of his mansion, where Lilli was standing...in a flowing white gown, just as she’d been dressed when she’d first arrived. Her hair was long and loose, the way he liked it, and peeking out from under the hem of the gown were her bare toes, painted bright cherry red.

He closed the distance between them in less time than it took to blink. Then he stood there like a dolt on the step beneath hers. He’d had so much to say to her just a few seconds ago, and now he was completely blank.

“Hi,” she said.

He couldn’t even manage that. Dolt.

“Um...” She cleared her throat. “I’m not sure where to start. I originally came here with every intention of stealing your chronoglass and leaving.” Her eyes grew liquid, and it took every ounce of restraint he had not to reach for her. “And then I...I started falling for you. I put off taking the chronoglass so I could stay, and then I changed my mind, but by then...”

“By then it was too late,” he finished. God, he was an ass. “I’m sorry too,” he croaked. “I should have let you explain. I should have listened. Instead, all I could think about was how I’d let another female deceive me. I went back to that dark place from so long ago, and it wasn’t fair to you. Please forgive me, Lilli. Please.”

A tear dripped down her cheek. “Only if you forgive me.”

He caught the tear with his finger, and damn, it felt good to touch her again. “It doesn’t matter. None of it matters.” His heart thumped against his rib cage. “Tell me you’re here to stay. Tell me—”

She silenced him with a kiss. When she pulled away, she was smiling. “The window for me to leave closed sixty seconds after I got here.”

He stepped back and nearly fell down the stairs. “Lilli, damn...you took a huge risk. What if you’d gotten here and I was in a rage? Or if I never forgave you?”

“Then I’d spend the rest of eternity making it up to you.” She grinned. “I can be pretty persuasive. It wouldn’t have taken an eternity. Besides, I figured I could hold that hour a day of time traveling over your head.”

He grimaced. Ran his hand through his hair. Looked down at his shoes. They were dirty. “Ah...about that. I sort of destroyed the chronoglass.”

“You what?”

“I know. I’m an idiot. I just—”

Abruptly, she gripped his arm in a bruising hold. “Azagoth! Look.”

Cranking his head around, he took in the new splendor of his realm. His daughter was gaping in disbelief as the scorched earth once again sprouted with lush, green grass. The gnarled, charred trees straightened, their blackened bark peeling away to leave healthy wood in its place. Leaves unfurled along branches that stabbed up into an infinitely blue sky. And all around, the fountains spewed crystal water against the backdrop of pristine white buildings.

“That’s your doing, Lilli,” he breathed, his love for her flowing through his veins and through the realm. “This is all because of you.”

She sidled up close, drawing him to her with arms around his waist. “We’ve been over this. It’s you. Because you can feel again.”

“Yes,” he said, as he dipped his head to kiss her, “I can feel.” He could feel everything now. Love. Joy. Tenderness. Against the soft warmth of her lips, he whispered, “But all of the beauty infusing my realm is simply a reflection of what I see when I look at you.”

Chapter Twenty-One

Eight days had passed since Lilli returned to Sheoul-gra, but to Azagoth, the realm now seemed like Heaven.

He could tell she missed being able to time travel, but maybe he could arrange for an artifact that would allow her to get out of here every once in a while. He’d heard that some objects, such as the one her torturer had possessed, could transport the user to a very specific time and place.

Better than nothing, he supposed.

He’d been keeping her busy with plans for the newest Inner Sanctum level, and it wouldn’t be long before construction would start. She’d also been tending to the new growth in the realm, but soon she was going to need a definitive purpose. He just hadn’t figured out what. He definitely didn’t want her involved in soul reaping or visiting any of the Inner Sanctum levels.

A tap on his office door brought him out of his planning, and he hoped it was Lilli, in from outside for a lunch break and, if he was lucky, a little between the sheets action. Or on the floor action. Or against the wall action. Or maybe if he was very lucky, she’d done something deserving of a spanking.

He wasn’t particularly picky.

“Come,” he called out.

The door burst open, and the Four Horsemen’s Heavenly Watcher, Harvester, swept in, dressed in super-skimpy attire as usual. Her mate, Reaver, must love her barely-there black leather miniskirt and thigh-high boots. Azagoth needed to get that outfit for Lilliana, ASAP.

“Azagoth.” Harvester brushed her long black hair back from her face. “I assume you’re calling in that favor I owe you?”

“I am.” He sat back in his chair and folded his hands across his abs. “I need an angel to be dead.”

She gave a haughty sniff. “You do realize I’m not a fallen angel anymore. I can’t go around killing angels for fun. Not that I wouldn’t like to, mind you. But sadly, Heaven frowns on angels who assassinate other angels.”

“You will handle this,” he said, allowing a thread of warning to weave into his voice. “When I allowed you into the Inner Sanctum to rescue Reaver, you agreed to bring me one item and one person of my choice. Stamtiel is my person.”

She narrowed her eyes. “Stam? Heaven has been looking for him for years. Do you know where he is?”

He nodded. His network of spies and people who owed him favors had made fast work of his request to locate the bastard. “He abused Lilliana. I want his soul.”

“Can’t you send your griminions out to give him a heart attack or something?”

“Come now, Harvester. You know they can only kill demons and evil humans.” And even then, there were rules he had to follow.

“Hmm.” Tapping her chin with one blue-lacquered nail, she appeared to consider that. “Swear to me that if I agree, I will be free of my debt to you.”

A strange request, since that was the deal they’d struck already, but what the hell. “I swear.”

“Then I agree.” She shrugged. “So how are things going with your...what should I call her...prisoner?”

He looked past her shoulder at the female just now entering the office. “Why don’t you ask Lilli?”

Lilliana strode inside, giving Harvester a polite, but forced, smile. “Hello.”

“Lilliana, this is Harvester.”

Lilliana checked up short, as if she’d hit an invisible barrier. “H-Harvester,” she stammered. “I, ah, know your Reaver.” Wincing, she shook her head. Damn, she hadn’t even been this flustered when she’d met him. “I mean mate. I mean, I know your mate, Reaver.”

Harvester cocked her head and studied Lilli. “Have you fucked him?”

Lilliana choked. Maybe he should tell Harvester to stop messing with her, but this was kind of amusing.

“N-no.” Lilli waved her hands vehemently. “We’re just friends.”

“Oh,” Harvester said brightly. “Then you can keep your head. And geez, don’t be so nervous. Also, you should probably know that it was your friendship with Reaver that got you sent down here.”

“What?” Lilli blurted breathlessly. “How?”

Harvester’s smile was sour. “Raphael and Reaver have a...past. Now that Reaver has been raised to Radiant status, he’s far more powerful than Raphael, and he can’t strike at Reaver the way he wants to, so he’s finding other ways to punish him. When you did Reaver’s Christmas shopping, it gave Raphael a reason to go after you.” Her tone turned apologetic, something Azagoth had never heard from the notoriously prickly angel. “You got caught in the crossfire. I’m sorry.”

Lilli looked down, and for a long moment, Azagoth feared the worst. That she was wishing she’d never gotten involved in a power struggle between an archangel and a Radiant.

But when she looked up again, there was fire in her gorgeous eyes. “A couple of weeks ago, this would be upsetting news. But today? I think I’m very fortunate that Raphael has it in for Reaver.”

Harvester rolled her eyes, but Azagoth’s heart got all stupid happy. Then a thought occurred to him.

“Harvester,” he began, “if you knew why Lilliana was sent here, then you must have known about Stamtiel.”

Now her eyes went wide with exaggerated innocence. “Moi?”

He stared, and she huffed.

“Okay, fine. Yes, I knew. And I suspect that Raphael was involved in Lilliana’s kidnapping as well. Stamtiel was Raphael’s friend until he went rogue. Raphael denies that they are still friends, but he’s also a lying bastard. I’d bet my shiny new halo that Raphael put Stamtiel up to kidnapping Lilliana, but I think her escape wasn’t part of the plan. In any case, I’d already intended to destroy the bastard for what he did to her. You didn’t need to call in my debt to you.”

Now her odd request earlier, that her debt would be paid if she killed Stamtiel, made sense. If he’d known that she was already planning to kill Stammy, he wouldn’t have wasted the request on her. Well, fuck. But he had to admire her cunning.

She turned to Lilliana. “I also knew you didn’t sleep with Reaver. I was screwing with you. That, I’m not sorry for. Now,” she said, “if we’re through here, I have an angel to hunt down.”

“See Zhubaal in his office.” Azagoth stood. “He’ll give you the information you need to find the son of a bitch.”

Harvester nodded in farewell. “Oh,” she said, as she strode out the doorway, “I almost forgot. Reaver left you a present outside.”

The moment Harvester was gone, Lilli turned to him. “A present?”

Azagoth groaned. “I had Hades hold Reaver in the belly of a giant demon in Sheoul-gra’s Sanctum for three months. The present is likely not a good one.” He took her hand. “Let’s go see what we’re in for.”

Once outside, he inhaled the air, thick with the fragrance of apple blossoms. He still couldn’t believe the transformation. And then he saw it. Movement in one of the trees.

“Doves,” Lilliana whispered. “There are doves in that tree.” She pointed excitedly. “And rabbits. Look over there!”

“Animals.” He stared in awe. He hadn’t seen anything but demon critters since he’d come here. “But they can’t survive here. Not with the demon animals.”

Cat appeared next to them. “I helped Reaver bring in the animals,” she said, but he barely heard, too stunned by this new turn of events. Reaver should hate him, and yet...he was helping to make sure Lilliana was going to be happy here.

“He brought some other Unfallens to help clear the realm of demon creatures,” Cat continued. “And we brought in several wolverines to help with the smaller things. And one of the Horsemen’s mates, Cara, said she’ll loan you a hellhound too, if you need it.”

“No hellhounds,” he said quickly. “They’ll eat the Earth animals.”

“She said she can tell it not to,” Cat’s voice held a note of admiration. “Apparently, they listen to her.”

Still, a hellhound would be a last resort. The things were vicious, unpredictable and, frankly, they were assholes.

Harvester exited the building and trotted down the stairs. “Are you two dense? The animals aren’t the surprise.”

“You’re such a pleasant person,” he muttered.

She grinned. “Right?” She glanced over at Lilliana. “Do you think you could make use of that?”

Lilli blinked. “Of what?”

Harvester pointed at the portal, and Lilliana gasped. “A chronoglass! Oh, my God. Where did you get it? How did you get it?”

Harvester held up her hands in a not-me gesture. “It was Reaver’s doing. Idess overheard Azagoth say he broke his, and when she told Reaver, he made it a mission to secure one. I’m pretty sure he stole it from the Time Travel Department, but hey, it’s yours now.”

Lilliana broke away from them and dashed to the chronoglass, where she hugged it. Actually hugged the thing.

“Thank you, Harvester.” He lowered his voice, even though Lilli was out of earshot. “I know you don’t owe me anything anymore, but if you happen to run into an angel named Chaniel, I would consider it a personal favor if you would beat the crap out of him.”

“Who is Chaniel?”

“Lilliana’s father.”

One shoulder rolled in a shrug as she started for the portal. “Consider it done.”

Lilliana let go of the chronoglass long enough for Harvester to transport out of there. The angel waggled her fingers at them as her body started to dematerialize. “See ya.”

Lilliana and Azagoth lingered for a few minutes after Harvester left, both so enthralled with the amazing work the Unfallens were doing. Azagoth still couldn’t believe that not only had Reaver arranged all of this, but that people were actually volunteering to help clean up his realm.

“Azagoth?” Lilli squeezed his hand.

“Hmm?”

“Why do you think Unfallen are suddenly being grabbed and dragged to Sheoul?”

“I don’t know.” He watched a cottontail rabbit do some kind of spazzy hop and sprint. “Fallen angels have always made doing that a sport.”

“But according to Cat, they’re being hunted.” She looked over at the unused buildings. “I was thinking that since the buildings aren’t being used...”

Of course! His Lilli was brilliant. Besides giving her a purpose and the Unfallens a safe place to live, it would breathe even more life into the place.

“That’s a great idea,” he said. “And bonus, there’ll be a lot of people who will owe me in the future.” She gave him an exasperated look. “What? I’m evil.”

She heaved a long-suffering sigh, but the faint smile on her glossy lips gave her away. “I don’t think you’re half as evil as you believe yourself to be. Come on,” she said, tugging him toward the chronoglass. “Let’s get it into your library. And then, I think we deserve a vacation.”

“Where to?”

“Anywhere in the world you want to go.”

There were so many places for him to choose from, but when it came down to it, he didn’t need to leave to discover the world.

Lilliana was his world, and finally, for the first time in his life, he was content right where he was.

* * *

Six months flew by before Lilliana knew it. Of course, in the grand scheme of an angel’s life, six months was like a thousandth of a second.

And that’s what it had felt like.

Even on the bad days, when Azagoth had to deal with some new, intense emotion he wasn’t prepared for, time flew by. She didn’t feel the need to escape into the chronoglass every day, and in fact, she and Azagoth hadn’t gone anywhere in a week.

She loved her life in Sheoul-gra, and as long as she didn’t visit the Inner Sanctum, she could almost pretend Sheoul-gra was a paradise.

A paradise full of griminions, fallen angels, and demons who came and went as they worked out deals with Azagoth.

Demons aside, she wouldn’t give up her life here for anything. She was even doing good work with the nearly one hundred Unfallen angels who now called Sheoul-gra’s outer buildings their home.

Every day she helped them to improve themselves and work their way toward making up for whatever sin had gotten them kicked out of Heaven. When they became discouraged, she reminded them that Reaver, now one of the most powerful angels in existence, used to be Unfallen. It was rare that a fallen angel could earn his or her way back into Heaven, but it happened, and she wouldn’t give up. Not on the Unfallens. Not on anything.

This was her realm. Her future. And Azagoth was her mate. She was made for him and he for her.

And as she lay next to him in the huge bed where they both slept in the middle, she fingered the new, unenchanted key necklace he’d given her and realized that freedom wasn’t about wide, open spaces. It was about being able to make choices.

And she chose Azagoth.

Forever.

Content

Azagoth
Demonica - 10.5
Larissa Ione

One Thousand and One Dark Nights

GLOSSARY

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty-One