A Beauty So Beastly

The Beastly Series - 1

By

RaShelle Workman

Author’s Note

While A Beauty So Beastly is a new story with new characters, the world is the same as that of the Blood and Snow world. So don’t be surprised if Snow, Cindy, Jasmine or one of the many characters from those stories makes an appearance in this series.

You don’t have to have read the other stories to appreciate and enjoy this story though.

Sincerely,

RaShelle

Dedication

This story is dedicated to my children. They inspire me to make use of my crazy imagination.

Acknowledgements

A great big thank you to Sarah Hansen for the gorgeous cover, Ali Cross for the amazing formatting on the print books, Jen Hendricks for her incredible editing and my amazing family. Without them, I wouldn’t be able to do what I do.

Nearly eighteen years ago…

“Go, Lenora! They cannot catch us.” Fisher pressed his nose against her furry cheek, urging her on. His whiskers tingled with the realization that the Locanis were close. Too close.

They were being hunted by his father’s servants, the worst of the worst of the Locanis. And Kevoney had not been a kind master. He’d been ruthless. Fisher knew if he and Lenora were caught the werewolves would slaughter them without remorse.

Fisher and Lenora had to survive. They were all that was left of the Vaktare royal family, and his mate carried the child that could save their species.

He looked back, peering into the dark night. A strong smell of smoke wafted through the air and Fisher knew the werewolves had burned their home.

“I can’t do it.” Lenora stopped, panting. She swayed, her swollen belly nearly touching the ground before she caught herself. “Our child is unhappy with all the running. It’s making her sick.” Lenora fell onto her side. “It’s making me sick, too.” As though to prove the point, she retched on the ground.

Fisher moved close, taking a protective stance, sensing the Locanis were getting closer.

A quick glance at his chest showed him the pendant was still there, the red stone gleaming in the moonlight. It was their only chance, the one significant advantage they had over the Locanis: each Vaktare was born with a unique preternatural ability.

He had been given the gift of conjuring, which was why he could use the pendant. Lenora could control the elements, but couldn’t use her power now for fear the strain would harm their unborn child.One of the Locanis howled. Others responded. There were at least a dozen, and they were getting closer.

“Please, Lenora. Get up.” Urgency caused him to roar. “If we can get to the top of the mountain, we’ll be able to jump realms. It isn’t far.” Fisher helped her to stand.

Lenora’s legs shook and wobbled.

“Oh,” Lenora cried. “I think the baby is coming.”

“How much time do we have?”

Her ears twitched and she shook her head. “Minutes, possibly just seconds.”

Fisher knew there was no way to predict when the child would come but he wouldn’t let them give up.

Another set of howls. The werewolves were gaining fast. He paused, closing his eyes. Unlike Lenora’s gift, his usually required additional components in order to work. He needed a spell that didn’t require any ingredients, something that would slow the werewolves down. If only Lenora could use her talent and create a thunderstorm to conceal and wash away their scent.

“What is it?” Lenora asked, her breathing heavy.

Fisher opened his eyes, considering his mate. Could he ask such a thing of her, especially in her condition?

Lenora swayed, but held her ground.

His mate seemed to understand. She closed her eyes, focusing. And Fisher immediately felt the winds pick up. Dark thunderclouds appeared in the already opaque sky as it began to rain heavily.

He wrapped his furry arms around her swollen body and lifted Lenora with his front paws as he began walking the remainder of the way up the mountain. He debated changing into his human form, but tossed the thought aside. If he and Lenora were caught it would be easier to fight the Locanis in his werecat form.

This high up, the wind whipped fiercely against their faces, slapping through their fur, stinging their skin. He kept going, bowing his head against the tempest his wife had created.

“Stop you mangy cat!” Even through the downpour it was easy to hear the Locanis’ words.

It had been the leader of the pack, Adam, who shouted. The werewolf was young and arrogant, but he was also fearless and exceptional in the art of killing. Many Vaktare had died with their throats in his mouth, their blood dripping from his fangs.

“It’s okay. Keep breathing.” Fisher spoke softly to Lenora, keeping his back to the werewolves.

Lenora opened her eyes with a look of amused irritation. It said if she had more strength she’d lovingly claw his eyes out.

“I know. Sorry,” he whispered, a wisp of a smile on his face.

She rested a paw against his cheek. He leaned into it, setting her down. He would use the pendant now. If they weren’t close enough to the gateway, it wouldn’t matter. They were dead anyway.

“Turn around, Fisher. Don’t be a coward like your father. Face your death honorably.”

Fisher’s hackles rose. He wanted to make the werewolf leader pay for his insolence. Instead he chanted the words for the incantation. The wind and the rain kept the portal hidden until it was nearly big enough to jump through.

“Go,” he shouted ferociously, shoving Lenora into the opening.

But Adam was suddenly on his back as Fisher took a step toward the portal.

“So you are a coward,” Adam hissed, sinking his teeth into Fisher’s shoulder.

With a mighty heave, Fisher pulled Adam off him, trying to snap his neck in the process. “You’re a lot of talk, Adam.”

The gateway was beginning to close.

Adam stood, shaking his head. Then he charged. Fisher planted his feet. Adam lowered his head, preparing to ram Fisher. At the last second, Fisher sidestepped and leapt into the closing portal.

He heard Adam howl in frustration just as the gateway locked behind him.

It was dark in the new realm, like it’d been in Hiraken, but Fisher’s enhanced vision allowed him to see that Lenora was on her side, breathing rapidly.

“Lenora,” he shouted, running to her. He was in his human form now, as was Lenora.

She didn’t speak, all of her attention on birthing her baby. As the child came, Lenora let out a loud roar. Then she fell silent.

Fisher picked up the human child. “Lenora,” he whispered, when the baby started to cry. “Our baby girl.”

It was strange. While he’d been so terrified for the child moments before jumping realms, he now found he had no emotion at all. He remembered he’d had emotions, that he’d once known what it was like to smile, to love, but he couldn’t find where they’d gone. The medicine woman had explained that in order to shut away the werecat part of them, when they crossed into the human realm the enchantment would seal away all emotions as well.

“I feel nothing,” Lenora said.

“Neither do I. This is what she said would happen.” Fisher looked down at the baby. “What should we call her?” The question seemed appropriate, though he couldn’t understand his need to name the child now.

Lenora closed her eyes, nodding. “We’ll name the child Beatrice.”

“Agreed.” Fisher glanced down at his naked chest. The pendant was gone. He remembered when Adam rushed him, as he’d moved to the side, he’d felt a tugging. “Adam has the pendant.”

“He won’t be able to use it. He has no power. We are safe.”

Fisher nodded, but a strange buzzing deep inside made him think otherwise.

One

You Aren’t Invited

I was seven when I caught my first glimpse at how much power my family possessed, how much power I possessed. My dad rented out an entire amusement park for my birthday. I invited the kids in my class to come. We rode the rides as many times as we wanted, watched the shows over and over, and ate ice cream, funnel cakes, and homemade fudge from the food shops.

Throughout the day more than one classmate told me I must be “the richest girl in the world” or asked if I was a princess. Of course at that age I wanted to believe I was a princess. So I said yes.

After that I gained a lot more friends.

It didn’t matter that I felt nothing. No one cared if I treated him or her badly. Those who I allowed to spend time with me felt privileged. I was given everything and took what I wanted without consequence.

I was ten when one of my classmates first called me on my personality, or lack thereof. She’d said I was a heartless bitch.

My dad had rented out the entire IMAX Theater so my friends and I could watch the newly re-digitized Beauty and the Beast movie. Dad and Mom told me to invite as many people as I wanted. I invited five.

Alice Lindell came over to me one day in school, sat primly in the seat beside mine, and informed me that I should be kind and invite everyone. She was one of those trendy girls, very friendly, super pretty, and her parents obviously had money too, which was why I wanted nothing to do with her. I was the princess. No one else would ever be allowed to claim my title.

She’d been wearing flower pants, a white half shirt with the word princess sparkling in hot pink across her chest, a hot pink tank shirt and matching hot pink boots. The girl loved hot pink. Her hair was blond and she always flipped it with her hand when she talked.

I’d picked up my fruit punch juice container and “accidentally” spilled it all over her shirt and pants. “I don’t have to be kind,” I said, thinking I had no idea what kindness felt like. “I can do what I want and you aren’t invited.”

That was when she used the words—heartless bitch.

They stuck. If it were true or not, I didn’t know. I didn’t care. Those types of emotions meant nothing to me.

Eight years later and people still called me a heartless bitch behind my back. And it still didn’t bother me. Nothing did.

A lot has happened since then.

I’d just turned eighteen, graduated from high school, and was the owner of a brand new LaFerrari. It was yellow, had black leather seats, and cost my parents more than a million dollars. The car was beautiful and I knew I should be excited, yet my mood remained the same as always—blank.

“Would you like lunch by the pool or inside?” Mrs. Dotts asked, interrupting my thoughts of the past. She was Cavanaugh Mansion’s cook, an older lady, with gray hair, a friendly smile, and sensible shoes.

“The pool,” I answered.

“Very well, Miss Beatrice.” She bowed slightly, making her ruffled, white apron arch outward.

“Have you seen my parents?” I asked before she left to go into the main house.

“No, miss. When I arrived, they were already gone.”

The way her pudgy face puckered, it was easy to discern she was distressed by their actions. I knew why. My parents were creatures of habit. They woke each morning, including weekends, at five o’clock. Exercised. Got ready for the day. Ate breakfast. And then my dad would go in to work and my mom would do whatever it was she did. I rarely rose before seven but they’d been following the same routine for so long, even I knew their schedule. Occasionally they took a trip, but they always gave plenty of notice so Mrs. Dotts and Isaac could prepare for their absence.

“Did they leave a note?”

She wrung her hands, filled with worry. “No, miss.”

If they were gone, they were gone. I shrugged. “You’re blocking my light,” I said, waving her away.

Mrs. Dotts nodded and headed toward the house.

The pool was a few hundred feet from the main house, past the adobe-style patio. Cavanaugh Mansion was twenty thousand square feet of traditional grandness. The outside was a combination of stucco and brick. There were dozens of windows, and a balcony across the front and back of the house. It rested on the side of a mountain, overlooking Salt Lake City. Spanning fifty acres, Cavanaugh Mansion’s grounds had everything, including its very own nine-hole golf course, tennis courts, and stables, along with three guesthouses.

“Alone,” I whispered.

The pool water shimmered in the sunlight. I lay on my back, soaking in the warm summer rays. Birds chirped in the nearby trees, singing so happily I suddenly wondered what that must feel like—to be cheerful enough to sing about it.

“Miss Cavanaugh, may I present Will, Eva, Ashley, Cassidy, and Greg.” Isaac came over to the pool followed by my guests. He wore black pants, a black jacket, a silver vest, a white shirt, white gloves, and a black bow tie. Always pristine and by the book, he was a butler’s butler. When I was little, he scared me. He was tall and thin with receding salt and pepper hair and thick eyebrows that seemed to grow thicker by the year.

“Can we get some drinks, Isaac?” I sat up, my toned abs contracting as I shifted.

“Yes, miss.”

I’d known my friends were coming. Yesterday was my birthday and they’d texted that they wanted to bring me presents. I wasn’t going to pass up gifts, no way. What they gave told me how dearly they held my friendship

“The hard kind,” Eva said, smiling coyly up at a guy that I guessed was Greg. Then she said, “Happy eighteen, Bea. You look hot.” Greg nodded. He held a present in his other hand.

“Thanks. I am hot.” Everyone except Greg laughed. He obviously hadn’t been schooled on what was appropriate in my presence. I’d find a way to make him see.

I went to push my sunglasses on my head and then remembered I wore a tiara. Yes, the tiara was perfectly acceptable sunbathing attire. My bikini was red, the exact shade of the red diamonds in the rose crown. I took the glasses off and set them on the table next to my chair.

“Damn, Bea. Where’d you get that crown?” Cassidy asked, setting her present on the patio table and moving closer. She liked shiny things almost as much as I did.

Ashley shook her head. “Seriously? Only you would think to lie out next to a pool in a bikini and a tiara. What’s that stone in the center? A ruby?”

I shook my head, feeling like the cat that swallowed the canary. “It’s a red diamond.”

Will, who’d been quiet so far, blurted out, “Holy shit.” His father was in the diamond business. I knew that because he talked about diamonds all the freaking time. “That thing is probably worth eight million, give or take.” He sat on the long patio chair beside me, smiling. The present in his hand was small, with a brilliant blue bow and the word “Tiffany’s” etched across the box top.

I smiled back, knowing it was expected.

“Where did you get it?” Ashley asked, still referring to the tiara. She sat in the chair next to mine.

Eva, Cassidy, and Greg pulled up patio chairs and sat as well.

Glancing at each person, verifying I had their full attention, I gave them a brilliant smile. “My mom and dad gave it to me for my birthday.” I spoke about it like it was no big deal. To me it wasn’t, but I knew it was a big deal to them. Picking up some tanning lotion, I held it out for Will. “Would you mind?”

“Not at all.” Will was always so accommodating, just the way a boyfriend should be. He put down his gift, shook the lotion and squirted some on his hands. Then he rubbed them together and placed his hands on my back. The lotion was cool against my warm skin.

I winked, knowing he liked when I did that. He rested a hand on my knee, his blue eyes sparkling with need. I pulled away. His hand was still covered in lotion. Will’s face fell. I knew it bothered him that I had no desire to get physical.

Eva crossed her legs, leaning into Greg. “I’m so sorry, Beatrice. I know you had your heart set on that yellow Ferrari.”

I laughed. It was hard and cold. “I got that too.”

Cassidy whistled.

“You driven her yet?” Will asked, massaging lotion into my shoulders. Some got on my hair. My maid Celeste had curled it and swept the front up, but the back was still down.

“Watch it,” I snapped, pulling the ends out of the way.

“Sorry.” Will sounded repentant.

“No, I haven’t driven the car yet,” I said, putting my sunglasses back on. “I’m thinking tomorrow or maybe the day after that.” There were several magazines on the table next to my chair and I picked one up, casually flipping through the pages. Of course I wanted to drive the car. Why wouldn’t I? But I didn’t want to take him.

“This is for you,” Greg said, handing me Eva’s present. I gave him my special smile, taking it. The paper was a bright yellow with an even brighter orange ribbon.

“Should I open it now?” I was playing demure. To fit in with regular people my parents had taught me at a young age what was expected during certain situations.

“Yeah.” Eva glanced at Greg. “We hope you like it.”

I tore off the paper and opened the box. Inside was one of the Fall collection Christian Dior bags. The colors morphed from red into orange and then yellow. It was gorgeous. Score one for Eva and the hot guy.

“Love it.” I set it back in the box and on the concrete ground.

Eva beamed with pride.

The look on Cassidy’s face told me that either the gift she got was too cheap or it was the same gift. Without focusing on her, I watched her push it back and under her chair.

“Do you want me to open your gift next, Cassidy?” I asked, purposely putting her on the spot.

Her already pale face got whiter. “No, I—I’ve brought the wrong gift. This one is for my aunt.” Her face turned red as my bikini. “I’ll bring you the right one tomorrow.”

I raised an eyebrow, telling her with my expression that I wasn’t happy with her efforts. “Whatever,” I sniffed, lifting my nose.

Ashley handed me hers. “Happy birthday.” Her present was long and thin, like a hefty envelope. It was wrapped in yellow paper with a black bow. It reminded me of a bee and I randomly wondered if she’d done the colors on purpose. I didn’t ask. When I took the box I waited a few seconds for her to comment on the color scheme, but she didn’t.

I could see she was a little worried. The skin around her eyes was tense, but she was also less willing to bow to my desires than the others. If the gift was lame it was because she’d had enough of my bitchiness and I would drop her like a hot plate.

“What could it be?” I ripped off the paper and opened the envelope. It was a trip for two to Belize. I was actually impressed. She’d remembered that I’d mentioned I’d wanted to go to Belize a few months ago. Maybe she wasn’t worried about me so much as something else in her life. “This is great. So unexpected.” Then I smirked. “I suppose the second ticket is for you?”

She played it cool. “Whoever. I’ve been to Belize a bunch of times.”

“Right. I’m sure I can find someone.” I set the envelope with the tickets in it on the ground next to the Dior bag.

The only one left was Will. He handed me his present. “It isn’t anything big, but when I saw it I thought of you.”

I took it and untied the ribbon. In the distance came a yowl, like a cat, only the sound was louder than a house cat. Living on the side of a mountain, it wasn’t uncommon to hear strange noises. There were bobcats living in the higher altitudes.

What was strange was the way Will glanced in the direction of the noise. “Afraid of bobcats?” I asked, smirking.

One of his eyes twitched. “No, not really.” He chuckled nervously.

Since the box was from Tiffany’s I expected to find diamond earrings or a tennis bracelet or even a pretty diamond necklace. I mean his dad worked in diamonds so believing I would get diamonds didn’t seem far fetched, even if whatever it was would seem trivial next to my amazing white and red diamond tiara.

I opened the box.

There were no diamonds inside. Instead I found a key chain with a yellow and onyx textured leather bee with palladium-plated wings on the end. I picked it up.

“Read the back. There’s an inscription,” Will said, leaning closer so that I could smell his spicy cologne over the strong chlorine from the pool. I turned the bee over and read aloud, “You’ll always be my Bea. ~ Love, Will”

It was corny and cheap and totally stupid. “Wow.” I forced myself to smile, internally debating what in hell I was supposed to do with it.

“You see,” Will said. “It’s a bee and you’re my Bea.”

I nodded, gritting my teeth. “I get it.” I bit my cheek. “It’s… it’s…” I studied his features, wondering why I even bothered to keep him around. He had black hair he spiked in the front with gel. His eyes were a dark blue and his lashes were black. He had olive skin and even though school had only been out a couple of weeks, he looked like he lived in the sun, his tan was so deep.

“You hate it?” His expression was filled with hurt.

It would have been proper to thank him and move on but I couldn’t. The present was stupid. Eva and Ashley had each spent several thousand dollars. His probably cost a hundred, if that.

“I don’t exactly hate it,” I said, and took a deep breath. Blowing out, I tossed the bee into the pool.

He gasped, his eyes getting wide.

“The gift is stupid, Will. My parents gave me an eight million dollar tiara and bought me a million dollar car. Ashley got me a trip and Eva got me a bag worth thousands of dollars.” I tossed the box onto his lap. “Don’t you care about me?”

Will’s mouth opened and closed, his eyes permeated with pain and anger. I turned away, watching the Tiffany’s bee sink to the bottom of the pool. “It’s pitiful.”

He stood, clasping his hands into fists, letting the box crash to the ground. “I’ve got to go.” He walked a few steps and glanced back. “Happy birthday, Beatrice.” A cruel grin spread over his face. It was a look I hadn’t seen on him before and I couldn’t decide if it was new or if I just hadn’t paid enough attention to his facial expressions before. “I hope you get exactly what’s coming to you.”

He stomped past Isaac, who carried a tray of drinks. “Are you leaving?” he asked Will.

“Hell, yes.” Will shot me a final glare.

Disappointment settled on Isaac’s features. His bright brown eyes locked on mine. They spoke volumes about how I should be more understanding, that I could show my friends, if not kindness, at least respect. But he said nothing, which was a damn good thing. It wasn’t his place. Isaac cleared his throat, set the drinks on the patio table, and walked away without a word.

* * *

Those who remained spent the afternoon with me outside, by the pool. Mrs. Dotts brought out a lunch of marinated salmon with mango-kiwi relish. After we ate and had a few cocktails, Ashley, Eva, Greg, and Cassidy swam. I didn’t. I wasn’t a fan of spending long periods of time in the water. No one mentioned what had happened between Will and me. They kept the conversation on easy stuff, like summer plans, parties, and college.

I hadn’t decided where to go yet. I had no idea what I wanted to study. Ashley was going back East to Harvard. She wanted to study law, which fit her perfectly. Most days she wore black horn rimmed glasses and kept her short, dark hair pinned back. She was short, like me, and had brown eyes, not like me. Mine were hazel.

Cassidy was going to the University of California, Berkeley. She said she was going to study the fine art of hot men and surfing. Her long blonde hair, green eyes, and unnaturally tanned skin would fit right in on the California beaches. She was also tall and super into working out.

Eva was staying in Utah to go to the University of Utah. When I found out that was where Greg went, I understood. It was hard to know what the true color of Eva’s hair was. She changed it monthly. Today it black with white streaks throughout. She had a tattoo of a butterfly with fangs on her left collarbone and her nose was pierced. Her clothes were edgy too. She said she wanted to work in a zoo, and her plan had been to go to Africa for a semester. But the way she kept looking at Greg, I wondered if she would now. Probably not, which was completely idiotic. She’d probably known the guy five minutes.

I didn’t know where Will planned on going to college. He hadn’t told me and I hadn’t asked.

I’d been accepted into a few schools but since I didn’t know what I wanted to study, I couldn’t decide which school to attend. My parents didn’t seem to care where or even if I went, unlike other kids’ parents, so I figured I had time. Maybe I’d go to Belize and not come back.

Ashley dunked Eva under the water. Eva screamed as she surfaced, spitting water out of her mouth.

“Don’t do that again,” Eva shouted, slashing Ashley with water.

Ashley gasped as though she couldn’t believe the nerve of Eva. “You’ve ruined my makeup!”

Greg jumped out of the pool and walked over to where I was sitting. He picked up a towel from the chair next to mine.

I decided to use the alone time to make my move. “Can you help me get some more wine?” I asked him, smiling sweetly, the way I always did when I wanted something.

“Can’t Isaac get some?” He glanced back at the pool, at the still fighting girls.

I pouted. “Yes, but I want some now.”

“All right.” He grinned, wrapping the towel around his waist so that it hung low on his hips. I knew this was going to be easy.

I took him down the back stairs into the cellar. It got cooler the deeper we went. “What’s your major?” I was trying to be conversational.

“Engineering, I suppose.” It was hard to see in the dim light, but his eyes seemed to take on a strange color, almost turquoise.

What did he mean, he supposed? Not that it mattered. I didn’t want to get to know him, I wanted to make out and mess around. Do just enough damage to remind Eva just how much power I had over anyone I wanted. I didn’t want sweetness, Greg’s life story, or anything personal. “How much longer do you have?”

Greg glanced up as though thinking about it. “A year, this time.” He gave me a strange smile.

I did the math on his age as I flicked on the lights. The walls to our wine cellar were made of stone. There were wood cabinets. The wine slots were wood as well. The floor was made of slate. “You must be twenty-one then?” I preferred older men. They weren’t as immature as the guys my age. They seemed less gushy with their feelings.

“My age is of no consequence.” He walked over to the wine rack. “Did you want red or white?” Greg pulled a bottle and held it out.

“Sure, whatever.” I slid up to him, putting my hands on his naked chest and tracing my fingers along his muscles.

“What are you doing?” He grabbed my hands, his strange eyes studying my face.

“Come on. Don’t you want to mess around?”

Greg released my hands. Sadness crossed his face. “Are you sure you want to?”

“Yeah. Are you kidding? You have to know you’re gorgeous.” I ran my fingers down his muscled arms. He didn’t move. “Don’t you want to?” I removed his towel, letting it fall to the floor.

“What about Will?” He put his hands on my waist. A strange tingle wriggled in the back of my mind. Like it was trying to tell me I’d forgotten something and was on the verge of remembering.

I ignored it. “We are definitely not together anymore. You saw what happened.”

Greg leaned down so his lips were next to my ear. “And what about your friend Eva? She and I are an item. We’ve talked about getting married. What about her?” His voice was soft and warm.

The irritating tingle came back but this time it was stronger. It felt like my mind was trying to tell me no, that it wanted me to run away. But that was ridiculous. I did what I wanted, when I wanted. And right now I wanted Eva’s boyfriend. “She doesn’t have to know.” I didn’t say I’d make sure Eva found out within minutes after he and I were finished. He didn’t need to know that. He didn’t need to know anything, except that I wanted him right now and that meant I should have him.

He sighed heavily. “Then it’s come to this.” He pinched the bridge of his nose and shook his head.

I tried to kiss him but he pushed me away.

“Come to what?” I frowned, unused to being denied anything.

He kept silent, picking up his towel and wrapping it around his hips again. It was then I realized he no longer held a wine bottle. When had he put it back? I thought, a little confused.

Greg’s turquoise eyes were a mixture of sadness and delight. “When we designed your species we believed you were perfect. We thought you would be the precise combination of ferocity, tenderness, humility, generosity, power and love. I was most excited. Your kind was to be my finest creation.”

Greg ran a hand through his thick, dark hair. I watched, caught between being mesmerized and terrified, even though I had no idea why. Maybe it was because he was crazy. What did he mean perfect species? I was a human, not some beast that was bred to be domesticated like the house cat. He wasn’t making any sense and the tingle in the back of my brain had changed to an annoying buzz. I felt myself take a step back. The heel of my shoe caught on the grout between the slate slabs. I started to fall, but felt my body turn so I landed on my hands and the balls of my feet.

“Whoa,” I said, pushing myself up. I turned back to Greg. His body seemed to shimmer in the dim lights. Or maybe it was my head. I’d had more than my normal amount of alcohol. I covered my ears with my palms, pressing them against my temples. I hoped that would clear the incessant buzzing and whatever was going on with my eyes.

Greg leaned toward me. “Beatrice Cavanaugh?”

He said my name like a question. “Yeah.” I thought maybe he’d changed his mind about messing around and moved closer.

He held me at arm’s length. “It’s time you understood that being beautiful doesn’t give you the right to be beastly and that sometimes those who seem the most beastly are actually quite beautiful.”

I snorted. “Right. Whatever you say, Greg.” Obviously the combination of too many fruity drinks laced with alcohol and too much time in the sun was making me see things.

Greg’s distorted eyebrows rose. “For your vanity, your cruelty, and your cold unfeeling heart, a curse I leave upon you . . .” While Greg spoke his body changed from chiseled arms and legs to something less corporeal and more ghost-like.

The buzzing in my head was so loud that if he said more I didn’t hear him. Turquoise eyes watched me from within the dark mist that had once been Greg. The mist shot up, passed through the ceiling, and was gone.

Pain. The noise was pain. The buzzing sound all I knew. It seemed to engulf my body. I fell to my knees, pushing my palms more tightly against my head. The room started to quake. The lights swung from the ceiling. Bottles fell from their shelves, crashing to the floor. Glass cut my skin. Wine broke free of the bottles. I watched it mix with my blood. One of the lights broke free, smashing against my forehead. Red liquid ran into my eyes. I closed them, forcing the world to go black.

Two

I Was Ravenous

I woke with a start, light bathing my face.

There was a quick knock at the door and then Celeste came in, carrying a tray with what I knew held my breakfast. “Morning, Miss Beatrice. Did you sleep well?” Her voice shook slightly and I wondered why.

Celeste sat the tray on my desk and pulled open my curtains.

“I guess.” I stumbled out of bed, making my way to the bathroom. After flushing I went to the sink to wash my hands. It was habit to check my reflection. As I let the water run through my fingers I studied my face. Flawlessly creamy skin. Perfectly pert nose. Red lips. And hazel . . .

I leaned in closer. My eyes were different. Usually I had a yellow ring around the outer edge, but today the ring was a thick orange. I dried my hands and stuck my face right up to the glass. And that’s when I remembered what’d happened in the wine cellar.

Greg and I had gone down there together. Then I’d tried to kiss him. And he’d . . . he’d . . . what?

For your vanity, your cruelty, and your cold unfeeling heart, a curse I leave upon you . . .

The words, his words played themselves over in my mind. He’d called me vain, cruel, cold and unfeeling. He’d said he’d cursed me and then he’d changed into something, like a ghost or mist. The wine cellar had shaken and crashed in around me. I’d been bleeding, hadn’t I?” I studied my face, checked my arms and hands. Not a single scratch was visible anywhere.

“What a jerk,” I whispered, trying to forget his words but they seemed to get louder. Whatever he’d changed into had vanished into thin air. It was unexplainable. A feat, until that moment I believed only happened in fairy tales.

“Mrs. Dotts sliced up some watermelon, cantaloupe, and strawberries. She also topped it with—”

I yanked the bathroom door open. “I want steak. Rare,” I growled, interrupting Celeste. The words came out before I could think about them. I wasn’t a big meat eater. But today meat was all I could think about. I was ravenous for it.

Celeste hesitated slightly, eyeing me and then the fruit and then me again. “Yes, Miss Beatrice.”

I went into my closet.

“I’ll let Mrs. Dotts know right away,” Celeste continued.

“That’ll be fine,” I hollered, scanning the closet, trying to remember how I got from the wine cellar to my bedroom. There were suits on the floor, including the red one I wore yesterday.

I heard my door open. “Celeste, can you come in here a moment?”

There was a clattering of utensils and I realized she’d been taking my tray of fruit with her. “Yes?” She entered empty handed.

“Did you help me change?” The last I remembered I was being cut to pieces by wine bottles. An enormous light fell on me, cracking my head open. The feeling as the heavy light hit my head, and the way the glass cut my skin was still fresh in my mind. A quick check in the mirror verified I didn’t have a single scratch.

“Yes, miss.”

I caught her gaze in one of the many mirrors in my closet. Celeste was an older woman, probably in her late forties. She had mousy brown hair, a few wrinkles, and a firm worker’s body under her uniform of gray skirt, white shirt, tights, and practical gray shoes. At least her body wasn’t soft like some of the other servants. “How did I look?” It frightened me to think about how I got from the wine cellar to my room. And the curse? Why had Greg cursed me? And what was the curse? I forced myself not to think about the way I saw Greg change from a hot college guy to a dark mist.

“Tired. You appeared to be almost asleep where you stood.” She went over and picked up the swimming suits I’d tried on yesterday and began folding them.

“They’ve been on the floor, the suits need to be washed,” I snapped.

“Yes, Miss Cavanaugh.” She set them in the laundry basket.

“I was wearing a crown yesterday, remember?”

“Of course. It is very beautiful.”

“I know. Where did you put it?”

“Right here.” Celeste opened the cupboard above the drawers. The crown sat on the mannequin head.

She leaned in closer. I heard her suck in her breath.

“What is it?” I asked, ready for her to go and get me my freaking steak. My hunger grew stronger by the second. It was possible I might be able to eat two.

“The red jewel in the center? It’s gone.” Her voice had gone soft and her eyes flicked back and forth.

I peered closer. She was right.

“That diamond is worth eight million dollars, Celeste. You’d better find it.”

The maid got on her hands and knees, searching under the drawers and all along the edges. I casually glanced around the closet as well. When Celeste finished, she stood, but kept her head bowed. “It isn’t here.”

“Was it on my head when I came upstairs?” I went over to my makeup desk and peered around the bottles and containers.

She seemed to think about it. And that’s when I knew. “You stole the diamond, didn’t you?” I slapped her face. “You think you can steal from me and get away with it?”

“N—No, Miss Cavanaugh. I didn’t take the diamond. I wouldn’t do that.” I let out a roar. It felt good, right. “You’re lying!” I reached out and twisted my fist into the collar of her white button down shirt, lifting her off the floor. A part of my mind wanted to be shocked at my newfound strength, but my fury overpowered everything else. “Tell me the truth or so help me . . .” I let the sentence die in my throat. So help me what? What would I do to her? Kill her? Just that thought sent my mind into a whirlwind. I didn’t understand what was going on inside my head.

“Swear—No—Diamonds.” Her words came out in gasps and her fingers dug at my fist. I was choking her. That was clear by the change from cream to purple on her face. If she died it would serve her right. Stealing wasn’t something I accepted with any sort of leniency.

When I was fourteen one of my friends stole a necklace from me and claimed I’d given it to her. I made her pay until her family finally moved out of state.

“Please.” Tears lined her lashes and leaked down her cheeks. One dripped on my arm. I watched as it slowly crawled up my skin. Its perfectly round wetness sparkled in the light. A figure appeared within the tear. I peered closer and saw a hideous beast.

Forcing down a scream, I took a deep breath and dropped her. “Fine.” She fell in a heap to the floor, taking giant gasps and coughing. “But I’m going to call the police.”

* * *

It didn’t take long for the police to arrive. When I explained the situation, they placed Celeste under arrest and took her away in handcuffs. She was sobbing, still claiming her innocence. I knew better. She’d always seemed overly polite and hard working. No one could be that decent.

Mrs. Dotts and Isaac watched the situation unfold from the front porch. Mrs. Dotts hugged Celeste. “Good-bye.” She wiped her face and glared at me.

“You have something to say?” I asked, returning Mrs. Dotts’ sad gaze with daggers of my own.

“No, Miss Cavanaugh.”

“I didn’t think so. Bring a rare steak to my room.”

“Yes, Miss Cavanaugh.” Her voice was laced with disappointment.

“Hurry up,” I snapped, climbing the steps and walking past her and Isaac into the house. “And make it two,” I added. I trudged up the stairs to my room.

My cell phone vibrated as soon as I opened my bedroom door. It had been placed upside down on my bedside table. I picked it up. It was a voice message from my mom. I debated whether to listen or not, but after a few seconds decided I should.

“Hello, Beatrice. This is your mother.” Her voice sounded strange. Garbled. Scared. “We’ve gone away for the summer. Your dad and I need some time away from . . . everything.” She’d paused and I knew the word “everything” was code for me. They wanted to get away from me. “I’m sure you’ll have a great time on your own. You’re all grown up now.” She sniffled and I wondered if she were crying, which was impossible. I’d never seen my mom shed a single tear. I didn’t remember her ever being sick either so it couldn’t be a cold. She cleared her throat. “You may start to experience some changes.” That part bothered me the most. Changes? What kinds of freaking changes? “Seek out the Vaktare histories.” Then I heard my father interrupt from the background. “You’ve said too much. Hang up.” Mom sighed. “Take care, Beatrice.” Then she was gone.

I flung myself onto my bed, smacking my head on something. “Ouch.” Reaching back, I wrapped my fingers around the culprit and brought it up to eye level.

“Shit.” It was the large red diamond from my tiara. I guess she didn’t steal it, I thought, a strange feeling washing over me. I shook it off, pressing the Play button on my O-phone so I could listen to my mom’s message again. How could they just leave? Sure they’d never been the most loving of parents, but at least they normally said good-bye. And what was Vack-tare?

A knock at my bedroom door interrupted my thoughts.

“Go away,” I hollered even though it was probably Mrs. Dotts with my steak and I was starving.

There was another knock. “Sorry, miss. There’s a gentleman at the front door and he’s made it clear he won’t go away until he speaks to you.” It was Isaac. If he’d come up, then it must be serious.

“Oh, for hell’s sake.” My breathing came more heavily. “Okay. I’ll be down in a few minutes. Put him in the main room.”

“Yes, Miss Beatrice.”

I stood, considering what to do with the diamond. A wholly unique feeling crept around my heart. It was barely there, like it was tiptoeing, testing what my heart would do with such an emotion. I rejected it.

In my closet I got on my knees and pushed aside my pants. Feeling for the button, I pushed it, revealing a hidden safe. Entering my code, I put the diamond inside. Then I took off my clothes and went into the bathroom to shower. When I was finished, I dressed in a pair of jean shorts, a butter yellow tank top and Prada wedge sandals.

I went to my bedroom door and pulled it open to call for Celeste to do my hair and makeup. That’s when I remembered she wasn’t around anymore. I’d sent her to jail. “Dammit!” I went into the bathroom and brushed my hair. It was wet and tangled and I got the bristles caught in it. When I finally got it untangled, I quickly braided my hair, securing the end with a tie. Then I applied some makeup. My eye shadow was too dark, my blush too light and in all the wrong places, and my lip-gloss was the wrong color. “Gah!”

Whoever the jerk downstairs was, I would make him pay for insisting on speaking with me. Me. No one ordered anything from me. Not from Beatrice Cavanaugh.

I stomped down the stairs and walked into the living room. “Where is he?” I demanded of Isaac, searching the room. My butler stood beside fireplace.

“Good afternoon, Miss Beatrice. May I present Adam Haddox?”

From the golden high back chair directly in front of me stood a man. He stepped around the chair and I couldn’t help but admire him, drink him in like he was water and I was parched. He appeared to be more god than man. He was tall with piercing light blue eyes and blond hair. His body was fit, beyond fit. He caught hold of my gaze. I saw a slight tremor of his lips as he took in the color of my eyes. But he recovered quickly and smiled, making his already glorious face come alive.

“Hello, Beatrice. May I speak with you?” He glanced at Isaac. “Privately?”

Three

Seek Revenge

“That’ll be fine.” I nodded to Isaac, letting him know it was okay.

“If you need me, I’ll be right outside.” He slid the pocket doors shut, leaving Adam and me alone.

I swallowed, forcing away another new feeling, like fireworks going off in my stomach. The buzzing I’d experienced yesterday was back. It pounded against my head, like a raging herd of horses. The throbbing pressed against my eyes. My pulse raced and it was all I could do to walk past him and sit on the love seat across from him.

“What do you want?” I asked, trying to force away the pain by focusing on my surroundings.

The room was on the smaller side. It was normally used to entertain guests in a formal setting. Adam stood in front of one of two gold high back chairs. There was the love seat I sat on and to my right was a large stark white couch. It was directly opposite the tall rock fireplace. Above the fireplace ticked a large glass clock with onyx pieces. Behind the couch were three floor-to-ceiling windows. White curtains with gold and black polka dots hung at either side. Potted plants and lamps decorated the corners, the end tables, and the coffee table between Adam and me. A baby grand piano stood regally behind the love seat. And two straight back gold and black chairs were placed in front of it. A small table with a chess set sat between them.

My knees bobbed up and down, a reaction to the pain, I guessed. It was like my body had a mind of its own. I put my hands on my knees to stop the movement, and noticed my fingers were trembling.

What’s happening to me?

I swallowed.

“You recently accused my mom of stealing—” Adam’s piercing eyes swept over me. “A diamond.” His crossed his arms.

I couldn’t help but admire him. While my body raged with an unknown storm, he was calm as a hot summer day. If someone had accused my mother of stealing I would seek revenge. Yet, all I saw in his eyes was compassion.

His blond hair was thick and wavy and a little on the long side. He sat up straight, showing off his broad shoulders and tapered waist. He had loafers on his feet, but he wasn’t wearing socks. His appearance seemed kind of prissy, yet everything about him screamed alpha male. He was older but no more than twenty-five. “Celeste is your mom?” The words came out shaky.

“That’s right.” Adam leaned forward. “I’ve come to ask you to drop the charges. She didn’t do what you accused her of. She wouldn’t.”

That irritated me. “So you think I lied? That I blamed her out of spite?” How dare he? Regardless of whether or not it was true. The arrogant ass had no right. “How about I have you arrested . . .” I stood. The world started to spin. My hands went out as I tried to balance myself. “For harassment . . .” A thick darkness covered my vision. I couldn’t see anything except two white lights. And then I hit the floor.

“Hey, Beatrice. Are you okay?” I felt his arms come under my body. He gently lifted me.

The pain subsided slightly. I wasn’t sure why. I opened my eyes. “Put me down.”

“Sure. Sorry.”

When I was on my feet¸ I pushed him away. “Don’t ever touch me again.”

I carefully sat and watched as Adam went over to his chair. “I’m sorry if I upset you.” His eyes softened. “I’m not calling you a liar, Beatrice.”

When my name left his lips, it sent a hot quiver down my spine. I internally shook it off. He was the son of a servant. I was royalty. The man was beneath me. I glared.

“My mom told me you strangled her.” He flinched as though he felt her pain. “I’ve seen the bruises.”

Another wave unfamiliar emotion—guilt, my mind said—racked through me. It was true. I had strangled her. But it was her fault. She’d obviously misplaced the diamond and tried to cover up her insolence. No freaking way I’d tell him that. Or that I’d found it. The man didn’t deserve any kind of generosity and neither did his mom. So she hadn’t stolen the diamond, I had no doubt she was dishonest.

I decided his kindness was actually arrogance and that would not be tolerated.

For your vanity . . .

The words entered my mind. I clenched my fists. I was not vain.

Your cruelty, and your cold unfeeling heart . . .

I wasn’t cruel or cold. Adam was the one who was cold and cruel. He was the one who’d come to me, questioned me like a common criminal.

A curse I leave upon you . . .

I would curse Adam. I would make him suffer. The way I suffer. A plan formed. I smiled. “Call me Miss. Cavanaugh.” I pretended not to notice his thoughtful grin.

“Very well, Miss Cavanaugh.”

More fireworks went off in my stomach.

“I’ll drop the charges. On one condition.” I placed my hands on my hips, ignoring the pain in my head and focusing on the plan.

Adam’s face lifted. Hope revealed itself on his handsome face. I would use it against him. Hurt him, whatever it took.

“What is your condition?” he asked.

“You must agree to live here and take her place as my personal servant.”

Adam leaned back, surprised by my demand. “Why would you want that?”

I bit back a trembling smile. It would be such fun to break him. Anger piled on top of more anger. But I wouldn’t let him know he was affecting me. I put my hands behind my back. “My reasons are none of your concern. If you agree, I will have the charges against your mom dropped, and she can go free. But you must sign a contract agreeing to live here and be my servant until such time as I release you, and not a second before.”

Adam growled. It was low and barely discernable. But I heard it. “I appreciate your offer, Miss Cavanaugh. I’d like to take a day to consider it and get my affairs in order.” His handsome features, while still gentle, became pinched. “If that’s what I decide.”

Affairs. I wanted to snort. No one talked like that. Instead, I said, “Fine. But if you agree, you’ll be here to do my hair and apply my makeup by—” I glanced at the clock. “Eleven tomorrow morning. Once the contract is signed, I’ll make the call and have your mom released.” I crossed my arms, feeling proud of myself.

Adam crossed his arms as well. His delicious lips twitched. I wondered if he was mocking me. “Why would you want me to apply your makeup or do your hair? Those things . . .” He let out another growl. “I don’t know what I’m doing. It’ll end horribly.”

I smiled for some reason, unable to help myself. A peculiar new feeling crept along my spine, like a winding rose reaching for the light. “That’s what your mom did and it’ll be one of your responsibilities too. I guess you’ll need to learn and fast.”

Adam raised an eyebrow. “You’re foolish,” he said, so soft I wondered if he’d said it aloud or if I only thought he’d said it.

“It’s the only way I’ll drop the charges. Take it or leave it.” I released his gaze and glanced out the window. “What’s it going to be, Adam?” I said his name with sarcasm.

“Fine.” He rose quickly and opened the pocket doors. “I’ll be back tomorrow morning.”

“See you then.” I felt a strange urge to giggle. It went against everything I’d ever known about myself so I resisted, leaning back, closing my eyes. The buzzing had subsided, but my pulse seemed to be going the same speed as that of a hummingbird. My palms were sweating too, which never happened. That was gross and so unbecoming of a Cavanaugh. My mom especially would be horrified. I wiped my palms on my jeans, curious about my bizarre reaction to Adam. He was arrogant. Completely rude. And I would crush him. I would make him pay. I would make him wish he’d never stepped foot inside my world.

Isaac walked in. “I’ve shown Mr. Haddox to the door. Is there anything you need?”

“Yes, there is.” I sat up straight. “The small room in the basement needs to be readied as well as the bathroom. Stock it with things a man might require, but don’t go overboard. Keep it simple. Adam will be staying with us for a while and those two rooms will be for his use.”

Isaac crunched his unruly brows, perplexed. “If he is to be your guest, wouldn’t you rather he stay in the large room across the hall from your bedroom?”

“He isn’t going to be my guest. He’s going to be my servant,” I said.

“Yes, miss.” He pulled at the edges of his vest with both gloved hands, something he did when he was nervous or irritated. “Will there be anything else?”

“As a matter of fact, yes.” I rose and walked past him. “Contact our lawyer and have her draw up a contract stating that Mr. Haddox will be required to stay in my service until such time as I release him. In return I will drop the charges against his mother.”

“Very good.”

“And I’m starving.” The hunger was past the point I’d ever felt it before. And it felt differently too. If a cow walked by, I might eat it where it stood. “I still haven’t eaten breakfast. Mrs. Dotts was to prepare two steaks.” I wanted to tell him to make it three, but that would look too bizarre. “That’ll be all,” I said, excusing him.

“Right away.”

I went up the marble staircase and down the hall toward my bedroom. When I reached my door I paused, unable to stop myself from glancing at the door across from mine. I hadn’t been inside that room for a long time. It could’ve been amazing. Instead, I knew it was dusty and unused. I sighed, a small part of me wishing I’d put Adam in there. “Oh well.” I walked into my room.

It was decorated in the same color scheme as the rest of the house. Golden curtains hung from the windows. My king-sized bed had a white duvet and lots of fluffy pillows in shades of gold, white, and black. At the end of my bed was a shiny black chest. Inside was an extra blanket, nothing more.

My room had a fireplace, smaller than the one in the living room, with two white chairs with gold stripes arranged perfectly in front. It was covered in smooth white rock that matched the walls. Over the mantle was a large picture a photographer had taken of me on my sixteenth birthday. It was the only picture in the room.

Against the opposite wall rested my desk. On it was my laptop, a pencil holder, a few books left over from school, and a notebook.

Next to that was the entrance to my walk-in closet, the best part about my room. It was set up like an expensive little boutique. One-of-a-kind dresses, expensive shirts, pants, jeans, skirts, and casual dresses overflowed along every rack. The tiara I wore last night sat atop one of the shelves. Seeing it without the center diamond filled me with rage. I was angry. That emotion shocked me and I thought about Greg and what he’d said again. Had he cursed me?

Two rows of floor-to-ceiling shoe racks covered the furthest wall in my closet. There were also drawers for sunglasses, scarves, gloves, underthings, and various other accessories.

I grabbed my phone and went into my closet, flinging myself into the chair in front of my makeup desk. It sat at the end of a large round seating area that I used to put on shoes and twirl in front of the full-length mirror. All sorts of pretty things sat on my desk, including perfume bottles, lotion bottles, powder puffs, attractive tubes of gloss and lipstick and my favorite Bobbi Brown lip balm. I opened the lid and rubbed some on my lips. It immediately made me feel a little better.

“Nothing like a little makeup to lift a girl’s spirits.”

I jumped, staring at my phone. The voice had come from there. I picked it up, thinking maybe I’d accidentally dialed one of my friends. The face staring back wasn’t my own and it wasn’t one of my friends’ either. It was the face of a girl I’d never seen before.

“Do I know you?” I asked, trying to regain my composure.

The girl winked. I guessed she must be a girl from my school. “Kind of. We’ve met twice. Once at your birthday party and then again at your pool party.”

I tried to remember all the people I’d talked to at the formal dinner my parents held for me on my birthday. It’d been filled with my dad’s work colleagues and my mom’s bridge friends. There had been several people I’d never seen before. I knew for sure she hadn’t been at the pool. “I don’t think so,” I said. “What’s your name again?” I glanced over my phone and into the mirror, unable to help the surprise at again seeing the odd new color of my eyes.

The girl sniffed as though offended I didn’t remember her. “My name is Fizban. I’m here to help you in any way I can, Beatrice. This next year is going to be remarkable.” She chuckled. It was a kind laugh, like that of a child.

“I know for a fact we didn’t meet yesterday.” I propped the phone against the mirror so I could talk to her with my hands free.

Fizban made a tsk-tsk sound and shook her head back and forth. “You opened birthday gifts from your friends. You tossed your boyfriend’s present into the pool.” Her head tilted and she lifted a brow. “You tried to make out with Greg in the wine cellar.”

I gasped. “How do you know that?” The idea that she’d been there and I hadn’t seen her really freaked me out. Taking the lid off my new Bobbi Brown beach perfume, I sprayed a little on each wrist and my neck, hoping the scent would calm my nerves.

“Well,” she said, her nose twitching. I wondered if she could smell the perfume, its fragrance the epitome of summer—a breezy day at the beach with a fruity drink in one hand as I lounged in the sun. As I thought about taking a trip to St. Tropez, I caught my reflection and tilted my head to one side. Something besides my eyes had changed. What was it?

Fizban interrupted my thoughts. “My appearance is slightly different now than it was yesterday.” She shifted positions and I caught a glimpse of her bright red hair. It was the exact shade of her lips. The color seemed tame compared to the blue of her eyes. They weren’t like any blue I’d ever seen on a person. They were turquoise.

Like Greg’s, I thought.

“What did you look like yesterday?” Something wasn’t right and my pulse raced.

“I was a little taller, a little broader. My voice was deeper and my muscles were thicker.” She winked. “You knew me as Greg.”

My first thought when she said that was to hang up on her. Obviously this was someone trying to give me crap. Maybe one of my friends put her up to it. Probably Eva. That’s when I realized there was no way to end the call. I picked up my phone, trying to figure out how to make her go away. I even pushed the button to turn off my phone. Nothing worked. “You’re lying.” I finally said, setting the phone down like it’d burned me.

“Am I?” She touched a finger to her nose and suddenly I was staring at Greg’s face. “For your vanity, your cruelty, and your cold—”

“No, stop,” I shouted, covering my ears. “It can’t be. It can’t be.” The buzzing was back, louder than ever. I squeezed my eyes shut. “Go away.” I wondered if someone had slipped something into my drink yesterday and I was still tripping. I wouldn’t put that past any of my friends.

Greg’s voice seemed to climb inside my head. For your vanity, your cruelty and your cold, unfeeling heart, a curse I leave upon you . . . The voice changed back to that of Fizban’s. A year shall not pass before your true form will be revealed. You are Vaktare, daughter of royalty, born to deliver your people, created to save your species from the extinction they so rightly deserve . . . The voice changed back to Greg’s. You, your father and your mother have been sentenced to die . . . It was Fizban again. Unless you can learn to give love unconditionally. Only then will your species have a chance.

Four

Snapping Her Neck

The night called to me. I raised my head and roared at the full moon, surprised at how free I felt. How happy. It was a sensation I’d never experienced. Joy seemed to bubble along my veins and out each of my pores. I ran through the thick trees, climbing higher into the mountains, stalking something.

The scent drove me onward. When whatever I was tracking moved, my body instinctively compensated. It stopped. I did too, but only for a moment, and then crept forward at a slower pace. My body was stealthy. I knew exactly where to step and how much pressure to use. My ears turned back and forth as I listened. I sniffed the air, allowing the breeze to caress my whiskers, almost tasting what I was after, seeing with my senses everything that was around me. To the right was a small stream used by my prey to get water. That’s where what I tracked was heading. It didn’t even realize I hunted it.

The snap of a leaf straight ahead told me it was moving again. I picked up speed, knowing I would catch it at the stream. My heart raced with excitement.

The trees opened slightly. A deer stood at the water’s edge, her ears turning, listening for sounds of danger. Finally she dipped her head and began lapping at the water.

My throat burned with need. I was starving. I dug my front paws into the earth, preparing to attack. Then I ran. One. Two. Three. I leapt on the doe, my claws digging into her back, my teeth grabbing hold of her neck. I shook, snapping her neck until she was still. When I knew she was dead, I let go, roaring in triumph. Leaning over, I went for her stomach, but that’s when I noticed my reflection in the water.

I was . . . I was . . .

I jerked myself awake. “A monster.” I’d fallen asleep at the makeup desk in my closet. Lifting my head, I glanced in the mirror, and noticed whiskers. “Impossible.” I tightly shut my eyes. Counted to five. Opened them. The whiskers were gone. “Thank goodness.”

A white china plate had been placed on the edge of the table. Two seasoned steaks sat in the middle. To the right of the plate was a steak knife and a fork, a white linen napkin underneath. The meat smelled rotten. Not fresh like the deer in my dream. I poked at the meat slabs. They lay there, dead.

“Cold.” Frustrated, I picked up the plate, determined to give Mrs. Dotts a piece of my mind. Why hadn’t she wakened me?

Juices the color of blood swirled along the edges. They made my mouth water. My stomach gurgled. “Gross,” I said, aloud. But picked up the steak and took a large bite, tearing off a piece with my teeth. I chewed a couple times, swallowed and took another. My hunger increased as I ate. I couldn’t get it inside me fast enough. As I shoved the final piece in my mouth I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. And froze. My teeth were long and pointy. A piece of meat hung in my mouth. Some of the juices dribbled down my chin. One droplet hung and quivered and then fell onto my shirt.

I screamed, horrified and dropped the plate. There was a laugh. It sounded like Fizban. I couldn’t stop to deliberate what it was though. I ran to the bathroom, barely making it to the toilet before I puked.

“Miss Beatrice. Is everything all right?” It was Isaac knocking on my door.

My body shook. I wiped my mouth and flushed. At the sink I turned on the water, closing my eyes to avoid the mirror, and rinsed my mouth.

“Miss.” Isaac knocked again, harder.

I spit. Cleared my throat. “I’m fine, Isaac.” I thought about the plate and the juices staining the thick white carpet in my closet. It should be cleaned up. “Come in.” I walked to the window, peering outside. It was dark. A glance at the clock told me it was after midnight. I’d been asleep nearly twelve hours. That was unnatural for me. The moon shone three quarters full, a waxing gibbous, if memory served. There were no clouds. Millions of stars twinkled brightly. A satellite blinked across the sky, slowly making its way around the Earth. A shooting star shot across its path.

Most people believed in wishing on a shooting star. Not me. I didn’t need wishes. I always got what I wanted.

Except love, a voice inside my head whispered. It sounded like Fizban again. Or Greg. Their words filled my mind: For your vanity, your cruelty and your cold, unfeeling heart, a curse I leave upon you . . . A year shall not pass before your true form will be revealed. You are Vaktare, daughter of royalty, born to deliver your people, created to save your species from the extinction they so rightly deserve . . . You, your father and your mother have been sentenced to die . . . Unless you can learn to give love unconditionally. Only then will your species have a chance.

Isaac had walked in and paused just inside. “What do you require?”

I heard Isaac speak, but his voice sounded so far away. The curse burned itself on my heart, my soul, and each and every fiber of my being.

“Miss Beatrice? Are you ill?” He came forward and touched my arm.

I flinched, turning away. With my back to him I answered. “I dropped my plate in the closet.” I pointed in its direction, too afraid to go in there myself. I didn’t want to catch a glimpse of my reflection, worried I might see the changes on my face.

“I’ll take care of it.” He went in my closet. I heard him pick up the plate. Then he reappeared. In one hand he held the plate and in his other was my cell phone. “It seems you have several missed calls from your friends.” He handed me my phone.

“Thank you.”

Isaac raised his eyebrows in shock. His features contorted in surprise. I figured that was how my face must seem as well. Words like “thank you” weren’t part of my vocabulary. I didn’t owe him my thanks. My family paid him handsomely for his service. That was all the thanks he required. The words had just slipped out, probably because of my crazy dreams or whatever. “I’ll have the Nelle come in right away to clean the carpet.”

I nodded. “Have Adam’s rooms been prepared?” I asked, quickly glossing over my comment.

“Yes, miss. And the contract has been faxed over as well. All is ready for Mr. Haddox’s return in the morning.”

“Good.” I said, sitting on the window seat, my body thirsting for the moon’s light like a fish needed water.

“Is there anything else you require?”

I stood. “Will you wake me at ten in the morning?”

“Of course.” He went to the door.

“Oh, and please . . .” Another freaking word I didn’t use. “Have Cook prepare me a rare steak for breakfast.”

Isaac glanced at the empty plate. I could almost hear him questioning my need for so much red meat. He didn’t ask though. “Very well.” He left the room, closing my door.

“What is my problem?” If I were suffering from some kind of drug-induced dementia, it was lasting a long time.

For the first time in my life I was scared. I felt like a little girl. And I was alone.

Ask Fizban. She said she’d help, my mind said.

“No!” I growled, flopping onto the cushioned window seat. The moonlight on my skin was like a salve. I’d never been a night person. In many ways it’d scared me, made me unsettled. “What’s happening to me?” I curled my small frame into the window seat, pulled on a blanket and closed my eyes.

Five

Practically Drooling

Mrs. Dotts bustled into my room carrying a tray and humming. “Good morning, Miss Beatrice. How did you sleep?” She busied herself, setting the tray on my desk.

“Fine,” I said, feeling slightly more like my old self today. I yawned and stretched.

Mrs. Dotts walked over and picked up the blanket I’d used last night. She folded it and placed it back on the window seat. She then picked my clothes off the floor. It was Nelle’s job to tidy my rooms, but Mrs. Dotts was one of those who saw a need and handled it.

I glanced down and realized that at some point while I slept I’d removed everything except my underthings.

“It’s ten o’clock. Mr. Haddox will be arriving shortly. You’d better come and eat.”

I glanced over at the tray. As I requested there was a steak, along with some orange juice and fresh fruit, which up until yesterday had been all I ate for breakfast.

Determined to get my life back, I picked up a strawberry and popped it in my mouth, excited for its sweetness. I could barely taste it. I tried another. If anything I tasted the second one less. I took a sip of orange juice. In the past I’d loved the flavors of the juice and the strawberries mixed together. Just like the strawberries, the juice was completely bland.

I cut into a piece of steak. It was rare, way too rare for my previous tastes, but I put it in my mouth anyway, practically drooling. It was delicious. Ignoring the fruit, I quickly took another bite.

“Chew it well. You don’t want to make yourself sick.” Mrs. Dotts spoke as she went into my bathroom.

I took another bite and tried to chew more slowly.

The shower in the bathroom turned on. Mrs. Dotts returned with my clothes and towels in her hands. “Your shower is ready.” She gave me a once-over before her eyes found mine. “Will you need me to help you with your hair?” Her eyes kept a steady gaze on my face and not my almost naked body.

She was doing Celeste’s job. My hair was long and could be unruly. I had a hard time dealing with all of it. Celeste had been a master. Now she was gone. “Yes, p—” I paused, changing my mind, remembering I’d told Adam he would do it. “Adam will do my hair when he arrives.”

I watched her work to keep a smile off her face. “As you wish.”

“Th—pl—” I let out a strange growl. “Send Adam up to my room when he arrives.”

“Yes, miss.” She left, taking the tray and my clothes and somehow managing to close the door behind her.

I went into the bathroom, took off my underclothes and got in the shower. When I finished, I got out and spent extra time brushing, flossing, and sterilizing my teeth, tongue, and mouth. I left the towel on my hair and went into the closet.

My phone rang and I dashed out. “Hello.”

“Where the hell have you been? I’ve been calling you and calling you. I’ve left tons of texts. Why haven’t you returned any of them? I mean you just left your party and we haven’t seen you since.” It was Ashley. The girl knew how to have a one-way conversation. “Bea? Are you there? Bea? Bea?”

“I answered the phone didn’t I?” I put my phone on speaker and went back into my closet. I needed something totally hot, yet casual, so Adam wouldn’t think I was trying to impress him.

“Okay so talk. Tell me what’s going on? Eva said you slept with that guy she liked. Greg. She’s pissed because she saw you walk down to the wine cellar with him. After that she couldn’t find him and he never came back. She thinks you have him stashed in your room.” Ashley sounded pouty. She constantly worried that I was mad at her. It drove me insane. Her personality made me mad at her.

I contemplated what to tell Ashley. Obviously as soon as we hung up she would call Eva and tell her what I said. Should I make Eva mad? Should I lie and say Greg and I did hook up, even though it didn’t happen? It depended on what I wanted.

“Beatrice!”

“What?” I pulled on matching underthings.

“Are you sad because your mom and dad left? That’s impossible. I’d be beyond glad if my parents, especially my mom, would leave me the hell alone. Today she told me . . .”

I spaced out. Ashley’s stories could last a while. I found a Free People slip dress with the tags still on. It was a bright blue and reminded me of Adam’s eyes. I removed the tags and slid the dress over my head. I had the perfect shoes to go with it, my Sam Edelman sandals. They went all the way up to my knees, zipped in the back and were black.

“ . . . I mean isn’t that the stupidest thing you’ve ever heard?”

“Yeah,” I agreed. “I can’t believe it.”

“I know. I mean if she’s going to go to Lake Powell with some random dude the least she can do is find out if his parents are rich.”

“Your mom?” I asked, confused.

“No. Cassidy. Have you heard a word I’ve said?”

I opened my accessories drawer and slid a set of Natasha Couture bangles on my wrist.

“Yes, of course.”

She sighed. “When are you taking me for a drive in your Ferrari?”

I shrugged, sitting in my makeup chair and flipping the mirror up so I wouldn’t catch my reflection. “Soon. I’ll call you.”

“Yeah, sounds good.”

There was a knock at my door.

“Adam.” His name left my lips before I could stop myself.

“Who’s Adam?” Ashley asked.

“I’ll tell you later. Gotta go. Bye.” I hung up and ran over to my window seat, grabbed a magazine and pretended to be reading. “You may enter.” I internally snorted at my words. I sounded like an idiot.

Isaac walked in. Adam trailed behind him. I noticed he was slightly taller than Isaac and broader. Today he wore a pair of tan chinos and a crisp white shirt. His hair curled at the ends, touching his collar. The sunlight struck his hair and it shone, golden. And his eyes? They were the brightest blue, like the sky on a clear winter’s day.

Not for long, I thought, irritated.

“Adam Haddox is here, miss.” Isaac carried papers in one hand.

“Is that the contract?” I asked, closing the magazine and setting it on the seat.

“Yes, miss. Would you like me to place them on your desk?”

I could have said yes. Let Adam sign them right away. But that would be too nice, too easy. He needed to suffer. The buzzing came back at those thoughts. I growled within, forcing it to stop.

“Take the contract to the office. Adam must first prove to me that he can do my hair and makeup. If he can’t, it won’t do to have him as my personal servant, now would it?” I allowed the sneer to show on my face.

“Very well, miss Beatrice.”

I could tell Isaac was unhappy with the decision. That hadn’t been part of the deal. But I was a Cavanaugh. I would do whatever the hell I wanted.

Isaac closed the door, leaving Adam and me alone.

He faced me. I couldn’t read his expression. My stomach was letting off fireworks again. In the bright sunlight his blond hair, blue eyes, and completely drool-worthy body seemed more perfect than yesterday.

“Come on.” I walked into my closet and sat at my makeup desk. He followed. The mirror was still flipped up so it was horizontal. I didn’t move it. “Use this to brush my hair out and be careful.”

“Yes, Miss Cavanaugh.” He took the brush from my outstretched hand. One of his fingers touched mine. A tingle shot up my arm. I ignored it. I did not tingle.

“Do you mind if I remove the towel from your head?” Adam’s voice seemed to flash through my body like lightning.

I crossed my legs and cleared my throat. “No. Go ahead.”

He carefully unwound the towel, letting my hair fall down my back.

“Just put the towel in the hamper over there.”

“Yes, Miss Cavanaugh.” He tossed it from where he stood behind me. The towel landed in the hamper. If they had been a basketball and a hoop, there would’ve been a swoosh.

I didn’t have time to be impressed because he took some of my wet hair in one hand and began brushing. He was tender, even more tender than his mother had been.

Once he’d finished with the ends he worked his way up. We didn’t speak. I had nothing to say and Adam seemed too intent on his work. I closed my eyes, allowing myself to enjoy the sensation. When my hair was completely tangle free I heard him set down the brush. I opened my eyes, preparing to say something, but Adam began running his fingers over my scalp, massaging it.

My body responded immediately to his touch. Every nerve ending from the top of my head to the tips of my toes came alive. My skin prickled and I shivered.

“Are you cold?” Adam asked.

“A little.”

He reached behind him and pulled a shawl from one of my shelves, then wrapped it around my shoulders.

“Thank you,” I said, taking the edges and pulling them close.

“You’re welcome, Miss Cavanaugh.” He began massaging my head again.

“What are you doing?” I asked, trying to shake off the feelings.

“I’m sorry, Miss Cavanaugh. I learned that a scalp massage stimulates the hair follicles.”

“Fine.” I pulled the shawl more tightly around my body.

After several minutes, he ran his fingers through my hair. “Now what?” I asked, irritated that my body had never been so relaxed.

“I’m going to braid your hair. The video I watched instructed I separate your hair into three pieces.”

“Oh. Well hurry up. I haven’t got all day,” I barked.

“Right away.”

I didn’t respond. Instead I closed my eyes again, unable to stop myself from reveling in the wonderful sensations. If braiding was all he knew, I wouldn’t mind. He could do this every day for the rest of my life. I sighed contentedly. He must’ve taken the sound to be impatience. I felt his fingers move more quickly.

“There. I’m finished. Would you like to see it?”

“No.” I kept the bite in my voice. “Get started on my makeup.”

He turned me in my chair. I realized I was very low and he was tall. My chair could raise and lower with the press of a lever, but I didn’t say anything. I wanted to see what he would do.

“Hang on.” He went over to my makeup and began going through my things. For such a large man he was very agile. He didn’t bump the bottles into each other. It was almost sensual watching him touch my perfumes, handle my eye shadow, pick up my liner pencils. His eyes caught hold of my lip balm and he smiled. That snapped me out of my daydream. Adam was supposed to be suffering.

“Get your grubby hands off my things!”

“Sorry, Miss Cavanaugh.”

“And stop smiling for goodness sake. This is serious business.” He stood straight, putting his hands to his sides, making his face stoic.

I huffed. “Better.” I pulled my makeup bag over and opened it. “What do you need?”

He didn’t meet my eyes when he spoke. “I need a light foundation with SPF in it, if you have it. Your skin is already flawless without it but a little would be nice.”

I felt my cheeks warm at his compliment.

“Some powder. Your makeup brushes. A pink shade of blush. Some brown eyeliner and some eye shadow in shades of brown and pink. Mascara in brown, if you have it. And then, if you don’t mind, I’ll apply lip balm to your lips.”

So that’s why he smiled. The lip balm was something he recognized.

I took out the things he’d asked for and set them on the desk. “There. Anything else?”

“No, Miss Cavanaugh, that should do it.”

“Great.” I closed my eyes. “You may begin.”

My chair began to rise and I was glad my eyes were closed. I felt his body come close to me. His breath caressed my cheek. It was warm and smelled like mouthwash. The effect was disconcerting.

“Don’t breathe on me,” I said through clenched teeth.

“Sorry.” He put some of the foundation on first, using only his third and fourth fingers. He was extra tender. And I had a strong desire to lean into his hand. With the powder, he brushed it over my face in an upward and outward motion. On my cheeks, he ran the blush brush in exactly the right spot. “I’m going to line your left eye first.”

“Good.”

He lined my lids and then did the shadow. I heard him pull the mascara wand from the tube. He touched it to my upper lashes and brushed it on several times. Repeating the same process on the other side.

“Now for the balm and then you’re finished.”

For some reason the idea of him touching my lips made me nervous. “I’ll do the lip balm, thank you very much.” I opened my eyes and came face to face with Adam. He must’ve been holding his breath because I didn’t realize how close he was.

“Oh,” I said, breathing in, catching hold of the scent of his body, like cedar wood and something sweet yet earthy—pineapple.

“Would you like to see how I did?” He kept his features composed.

“Sure.” I guessed I needed to now. I took a deep breath and held it.

Adam turned me toward the mirror and pushed it so I could see myself. I was too high though. Adam realized this and pressed the lever to lower my chair.

I kept my eyes forward, slowly watching my reflection come into view. First impression was, wow. My face glowed with freshness. The makeup wasn’t overly done. I pulled my braid over my shoulder. Each of the three sections was exactly the same.

“How did I do?” Adam asked. I bent down so that I could see his reflection in the glass as well.

I let out my breath. “You did a—” the word awesome almost left my lips, but I clamped a hand over my mouth. “Acceptable.” I shrugged, pressing some lip balm against my lips. “I guess.” I stood. “Let’s go sign that contract.”

“And then you’ll free my mother?”

“Yes. I said I would.” I kept my features blank. Inside I was glad he’d done so well. Glad! And happy! I remembered the bird singing while I lay out next to the pool. It’d been only two days ago, but it felt like a lifetime. I’d wanted to know what it felt like to be happy enough to sing. And suddenly I knew. Knew the feeling soaring through my chest was happiness. But it couldn’t be. And I sure as hell wouldn’t let Adam see it.

Six

Loopy Letters And Chicken Scratch

The contract lay on the black desk in my father’s office. Adam sat in a modern sleek chair across from me. A foot rested on his opposite knee.

My father’s office was designed in the same color scheme as the rest of the house, but that was the only similarity. Where the rest of the house was decorated in a classic traditional in style, his office was sleek and modern. It smelled like sterilizer and metal. Chrome shelves lined the top half of the wall behind me and behind Adam. Books lined the shelves. To the right was a window. The black curtains with white stripes were pulled open. The view outside the window showed our tennis courts. An urge to play bubbled up inside and I thought about demanding Adam play with me.

Maybe tomorrow. Right now I needed to make a phone call.

I picked up the phone and dialed the police station. I’d brought my cell phone downstairs and noticed Eva and Cassidy had left messages.

Eva sent me a text: You didn’t screw Greg did you?

I wanted to roar with frustration. No! I texted back.

Well then what were you and him doing in the wine cellar? And where is he?

So dramatic. I didn’t answer.

Another text from Eva: ???

Getting wine. Duh. And I don’t know where he is. I couldn’t tell her that he was somehow in my phone and that he/she/it might be a ghost.

I turned off my cell. Then placed the office phone on speaker so Adam could hear.

“Salt Lake County police station,” a voice said.

I sat up. “Who do I need to speak to if I want to drop the charges against someone who was arrested?” My eyes roamed over the signed contract. Adam’s signature was in black. It was a series of loopy letters and chicken scratch. I could read the A, the H, and the X. Everything else was scribbles.

“Let me transfer you.”

I was put on hold for several minutes. While we waited, I glanced out the window. A bird was perched on the tennis net. I had the sudden urge to chase it.

“This is Officer Mack. How can I help you?”

I took a deep breath. “I’d like to drop the charges against Celeste Haddox.”

“Her last name is Simmons,” Adam said, leaning forward.

“I mean Celeste Simmons. I had her arrested yesterday, but have changed my mind.”

“I see. And your name?” His voice was laced with sarcasm.

I huffed. “I’m Beatrice Cavanaugh, Officer Mack. Just in case you didn’t know, my family donates tens of thousands of dollars to the police department’s annual charity events.”

The officer coughed. “And you want Celeste Simmons to be released?”

“Yes, I do. Right away.” I glanced at Adam. His face was still stoic.

“Very well, Miss Cavanaugh. She’ll be released immediately.”

“Thank you.” I hung up.

“I appreciate you doing that,” Adam said. Tension seemed to leave his shoulders and he rolled them back. “I’ve been so worried about her.”

“It’s done and now it’s time to go to work. You may want to take notes.”

“Right.” He sat back in his chair and took out a small notebook and clicked a pen.

I was impressed, but didn’t let it show. “Every morning you will do my hair and makeup. Sometimes, if I go to an event, it may need to be done more than once in the same day. You’ll need to drop off and pick up my dry cleaning. Drucinda is in charge of the laundry and Nelle is in charge of cleaning my rooms, but it will be your job to make sure it’s been done.” I paused and watched him write. “You can use any of the cars in the garages, except my yellow LaFerrari. That is off limits, no matter what.”

He nodded.

I opened the drawer, pulled out a black American Express card and slid it over to him. “Use that for purchases, for gas, and to pick up anything I ask for.” He picked it up and turned it back and forth. “Don’t even think about using it for anything personal. Understand?”

“Yes, Miss Cavanaugh.”

I stood and walked out of the office. He followed. “I’ll show you to your rooms.”

We went down the hall, through the large industrial kitchen. Everything was slate or stainless steel. There were no colors but gray, except in the windowsill where we allowed Mrs. Dotts to grow fresh herbs. Mrs. Dotts was cutting up cucumbers. She was still humming. “Lunch will be ready in fifteen minutes. It’s your favorite. Cucumber sandwiches.”

“As long as it’s accompanied by a steak, cooked rare—very rare—that’ll be fine.”

Mrs. Dotts frowned, wiping her hands on her apron and opening the refrigerator to retrieve a steak. “Very well.”

“Adam Haddox, this is Mrs. Dotts. She’s in charge of the kitchen. If you’re allergic to anything, or have special dietary needs, Mrs. Dotts is the person to talk to.”

“Hello, dear.” She smiled at Adam as she unwrapped the package of meat.

Adam didn’t smile, but nodded his hello.

“Would you like a steak as well, Adam?” Mrs. Dotts asked, eyeing the two T-bones on the butcher’s paper.

My mouth watered. “Adam will be massaging my feet while I eat. After that he’ll need to put away whatever stuff he brought. He can eat with the staff later.”

Mrs. Dotts’ smile fell. “Very good, Miss Cavanaugh.”

We went through the kitchen. “The garage is here.” I opened the door leading to the garage. My yellow LaFerrari was parked on the far end. I glanced up at Adam. “See that yellow car?”

“Of course.” Adam crossed his arms.

“That’s my LaFerrari and it’s off limits. Don’t even touch it.”

“I understand.” There was a catch in his voice, like he wanted to say something else. He didn’t.

“The rest of the cars are available for driving.” I watched his eyes check out each one. There were seven visible on this level and more underneath. Up top were my LaFerrari, a white Jaguar F-type R coupé, a silver Mercedes S65 AMG, a bing cherry red Lamborghini Veneno Roadster that resembled a modern version of the Bat Mobile, a cashmere colored Lexus LX, a green Range Rover Autobiography, and a black Lykan Hypersport. I overheard my father say he’d paid more than three million dollars for that last one and there were only seven made. He’d probably flip if he knew some random guy was driving it, but what did I care? He and my mom had left me for the entire summer without saying good-bye.

“Even that one,” Adam asked, pointing at the Lykan.

“Sure. Just get the keys from there.” I pointed at a key box on the wall. “Make sure the keys are put back immediately when you return. And never let any of the gas tanks get below half full.”

His eyes shone with unshed tears. Guys and cars—I didn’t understand it. Because the prospect of driving the Lykan seemed to make him so happy, I was tempted to tell him I changed my mind, just to hurt him. At the last second, I held my tongue.

We left the garage and made our way down into the basement. The stairs were wide and not very steep but they turned several times as we descended. The air grew cooler the deeper we went.

At the bottom of the stairs I pointed to the bathroom. “This is yours to use. Keep it clean.”

He nodded.

I opened the door to the bedroom. Isaac had done a nice job. The blankets and sheets were navy blue and white. There was a lamp on the nightstand, a computer on the small desk under the window over which was obscured by Navy curtains. That was probably for the best, since it was doubtful there was anything to see aside from the empty window well. A decent chair had been pushed under the desk. Next to the computer was a cell phone with a piece of paper under it. I picked up the paper. It listed the phone’s number. I quickly typed it into my cell. “So I can text or call at any time.”

He took the phone and flipped it over.

“This is my room?”

“Yes. It is.” I ran my fingers along the bedspread.

“Thank you.” He sat on the bed, bouncing.

“I get up at ten in the morning. I expect you to be done with all of your personal… stuff, and have my breakfast up to me by then so you can begin working on my hair.”

“Yes, Miss Cavanaugh.”

“Any questions?”

“No.”

“Good. Let’s go upstairs. I’m famished and my feet need to be rubbed. After that you can drive me into Salt Lake. I need some retail therapy.”

Seven

Agony Inside Of Me

Adam drove the Lykan. Usually I rode in the back of a limousine, but I’d wanted to see how he handled the car. Our outing wasn’t a date. He was my driver.

He knew how to drive and maneuvered the Lykan through traffic expertly. More than once I caught him watching me out of the corner of his eye. I pretended not to notice.

When we arrived at City Creek Center, I had him drop me off at the entrance. “Park the car and make sure nothing happens to it. Then text me. I’ll let you know when I need your help carrying my bags.”

He quickly jumped out of the car and ran around to open my door. “Very good, Miss Cavanaugh.”

I didn’t turn around or respond, but heard him pull away from the curb. .

As soon as I stepped inside the air-conditioned mall the aroma of cinnamon and roasted almonds filled my nose. Usually I picked up a bag. They were my favorite treat. But above the roasted cinnamon smell was that of grilled steak. And something else. It was a new smell. As I walked by people I realized the smell changed slightly with each person and that somehow I was smelling their individual scents. It was weird and it made my head hurt.

I stopped in Victoria’s Secret to purchase some underthings. The scent subsided slightly because of the strong smell of the store’s perfumes. It wasn’t long though before I could still pick up the scent of the people again. Some actually did smell fresh while others smelled of more fat, and there were those who smelled lean and meaty, and delicious. My mouth watered and I started to freak out.

What was freaking happening to me?

I purchased a couple of different matching bras and underwear and quickly left the store. My head had started to buzz and I wondered if maybe I should see a doctor.

I took my phone from my bag and texted Adam.

On the second floor near Victoria’s Secret. Please come. I realized after I’d sent the text that I’d used the word please. What the hell? But I couldn’t take it back. I moved over, out of the way of those passing by and tried to hold my breath so I wouldn’t smell anything—anyone. The escalator was nearby. I leaned against the balcony, checking out the people below. City Creek was busy. People bustled along doing their shopping.

I’d seen the movie Madagascar when I was little and there’d been a scene where the lion saw all the other animals as steak. I was having a similar moment. The people kept changing into different cuts of meat according to their scent. What was worse, the freaking buzzing inside my brain began to intensify. It grew louder and louder. I wanted to scream in pain, but a Cavanaugh didn’t make a spectacle of herself. So I held on, wishing Adam would hurry. Out of the corner of my eye I saw his tall frame maneuvering through the crowd with ease, the same way he’d driven the Lykan.

Adam. I tried to call out, to let him know where I was. I reached out a hand, hoping I could get his attention. At that moment the buzzing exploded into a flash of white light. It was as though a dam broke behind my eyelids.

I felt pain. So much pain.

And then I was falling. Several people screamed. I prepared myself to hit the ground, thinking that at least when I died the pain in my head would stop.

But the ground never came. Instead large arms encircled me. “What happened?” It was Adam’s voice. At least I thought so.

The buzzing subsided, but now there was something worse. It was even more painful than the buzzing and it seemed to attack my head and my heart at once.

Emotions. Thousands upon thousands of them. They came hard and fast, like a baseball in the stomach, over and over again.

Tears filled my eyes. I’d never cried. A Cavanaugh doesn’t cry, I heard my father say. But I couldn’t stop them.

The pain racked my body.

“Beatrice.” Adam’s voice sounded urgent.

I opened my eyes, ashamed that tears were running uncontrolled down my face.

Adam sucked in his breath.

“It hurts so bad,” I whimpered, turning my body toward his, willing him to take away the pain. There was something hard under his shirt, against his chest. If I hadn’t been hurting so much, I would’ve asked him about it.

He pulled me closer, wrapping me in his arms. I heard whispers around us. People saying things. Adam pushed through them, walking rapidly. I sensed the change in temperature when he stepped outside.

“Hang on,” he whispered.

Even through the pain I couldn’t help but note he wasn’t out of breath. It was true I weighed less than most but I was still over a hundred pounds. That was a lot of weight for anyone to carry for long distances.

“I’m going to set you down.”

I let out a moan. Standing seemed like too much effort. I was drowning in emotion. I’d heard when a person died they saw their life flash before them. In my case, I did see my life, but worse, I felt it too. All of the emotions I should’ve experienced when they happened. There was agony when I broke my arm, pain when I fell out of the tree house and cut my forehead open. Worse than that was the guilt, the shame, and the remorse. More often than I’d been hurt I realized how much I’d hurt other people. And I felt their pain.

“No,” I cried. “Please. No.” The words ripped from my throat. I deserved to be alone, but I didn’t want him to let me go. I thought I might die without Adam’s touch.

“Hang on, Beatrice.” Adam adjusted me in his arms and got the car door open. “I can’t get you home if I don’t drive. I’ve got to put you in the car.”

“No. Please.”

“I’m going to buckle you next to me. You can rest your head in my lap.”

That meant whole seconds without his touch.

“Otherwise I’ll need to call an ambulance. Would you rather I do that?”

“No.” It was the only word I could get out.

He grunted and slid me into the seat and then buckled me in. Then he got in on the driver’s side and the Lykan roared to life. “I’ll hurry.”

I tried to lay my head in his lap but the gearshift was in the way. Another whimper escaped my lips. Shame washed over me, burying all the other emotions momentarily. But like the ocean waves, they came back, crashing through my body, stronger than ever. I felt like I was going to be sick. My head rolled to the side.

“Don’t puke in this car, Beatrice.” His voice was strong, not hard, but forceful. He took my small hand in his large one. My emotions abated slightly.

I covered my mouth with my hand. My face was wet. I realized I was still crying.

After a while the car stopped. Adam let go of my hand. As soon as the pressure of his touch was gone, the emotions came back, fiercer than ever. It was as though each one fought the others to be the strongest. They continued to build and build.

“Adam?” I wanted him to hold my hand. For some reason all of this was easier to deal with when he did. But he didn’t come. Had he just left me in the car?

Feelings of abandonment hurled against my heart. I cried out, the ache was so strong. My fingers found the door handle and I opened it. My knees hit the ground and then the rest of me. The concrete was cool against my hot skin. It helped with the nausea.

But it didn’t help abate the memories and the feelings I should’ve had for the past eighteen years. They kept going and going, like a TV show. Except instead of sound there were feelings. So many of them that I wanted to die if that would make the pain go away.

A distinct voice made its way inside my head. If she lives through the pain caused by the curse, there may be hope for her yet. It sounded like Fizban.

If she dies, all hope for the Vaktare dies with her. That was Greg or Fizban as Greg. It gave me a little satisfaction to realize she was talking to herself. Maybe she was crazier than me. Or maybe I was so off my rocker I just believed I was hearing two people that were actually one who didn’t exist at all.

If that’s what it takes, Fizban said, her voice hard, interrupting my mental ramblings. I wanted to sink my fangs into her wretched neck. Even as I had the thought I wondered where it came from. I didn’t have fangs. Did I?

But one thing was becoming clear. The curse, pretend or not, had wakened emotions I’d never felt before.

“She’s in . . .”

“Where the hell is she, boy?” That was Isaac. He sounded afraid.

“Help. Please.” I called out softly.

Two sets of feet padded closer. I blinked my eyes open. Isaac squatted down. Adam lifted me into his arms from his standing position. Obviously the guy was strong.

“Take her upstairs.”

“Something seems to be seriously wrong with her. Shouldn’t we take her to the hospital? Let the doctors help her?” As Adam spoke he pressed my body closer to his chest.

“No, Adam. I think you know human doctors can’t help her now.” Isaac said those words, but I must’ve heard him wrong. Why couldn’t they help? If I were going crazy, a special crazy person doctor might be exactly what I needed. Maybe a white jacket, some strong medication. Anything to take away this pain.

“It hurts,” I sobbed.

“Fine. I’ll carry her upstairs.”

“I’ll make her some tea.” That was Mrs. Dotts. Tea was my favorite drink, but even that didn’t sound good. A nice T-bone. That might be better. But as I thought about eating the nausea came back. I leaned into Adam’s chest and puked.

Eight

So Completely Evil

Every time I opened my eyes, Adam was there. Several times he was shirtless. And whoa, he should always be shirtless. It was a crime for him to wear a shirt. His torso was too beautiful to be covered up. It was like hiding a Monet painting.

I think I actually told him as much once while fading in and out of consciousness. His mouth twitched. I wanted to tell him it was okay to smile, but I couldn’t find the words in between all of the emotions filleting my insides.

Whenever Adam held my hand, the pain subsided. His touch was icy relief to my furnace of pain.

Isaac and Mrs. Dotts took turns sitting with me as well, but their touch did nothing, though I did find it comforting to see that they cared even after all the years I’d treated them horribly.

After what seemed like forever, the pain slowly began to shift from all-consuming to a crackling and tearing around just my heart. In certain ways having the pain localized hurt worse.

Some of the worst agony was the most recent. Watching what I’d tried to do with Greg in order to hurt Eva. The way I’d treated Will. How could I have thrown his birthday present into the pool? It was so rude, so completely evil. As I watched my memories, experienced the emotions that should’ve gone along with them, I wondered what my friends and Will gained by continually spending time in my presence. I’d been awful.

“It hurts,” I whispered.

“I’m sorry,” Adam said, lifting his head. His hair was tousled and his lids were heavy.

He must’ve fallen asleep while sitting in the chair next to my bed. His hand covered mine. The pain immediately subsided.

“Thank you,” I said, hoping he could see the sincerity in my expression.

He nodded, wincing.

“Are you uncomfortable? You can lie down on the bed . . .” His eyebrows lifted. “If you want,” I continued, totally humiliated.

Adam climbed on the bed and lay down beside me. He was so close his breath tickled my cheek.

“Is that better?”

“Much,” he said and was about to smile but stopped short.

“Smile whenever you like,” I said, forcing myself to breathe. Even that hurt.

“How are you feeling?” Adam asked, brushing some hair off my face. His finger was like a soothing balm for every place he touched.

“Well that’s just it,” I began. “I’m feeling. Everything. All at once.” Tears sprang to my eyes. “It’s hurts so freaking bad, Adam.”

Adam’s eyes softened. “That must be difficult.”

I nodded, brushing at a wayward tear. “I’ve cried more in the past . . . How long have I been like this?”

Adam checked his watch. “Nearly twenty-four hours.”

“That’s all?” I searched his face. “It feels like ages.”

“What’s going on?” Adam asked.

I shook my head. “I honestly don’t know.” How could I explain that some guy who could transform into a girl with red hair had cursed me?

He smirked. “I can tell you have a lot to say.” He turned so he more fully faced me. “I’ve signed a contract that states I’m required to be your servant until you let me go.”

Guilt swallowed me. I closed my eyes at the hurt. His mom hadn’t stolen the diamond. He didn’t deserve to be here. “I know. I’m sorry.” Tears rolled down my cheeks. “That’s—”

Adam touched my face. I opened my eyes. “It’s okay. I want to help. So tell me what’s going on.”

I smiled, a newfound joy spreading over every inch of my face. The act of smiling so big actually hurt. I reached up and touched one of my cheeks, marveling at the difference between a real and pretend smile. “You wouldn’t believe me if I told you.” I searched his face for any indication he would run if I told him. But I realized I wanted to tell someone. Say the words out loud. If I did maybe it would help me make sense of my situation. And if Adam did leave, I would be okay with that. It was the least of what I deserved.

“Try me.” Adam took my other hand.

The emotional trauma raging in my body all but stopped. I sighed with relief. And then told him everything . . . well, except that I’d tried to put the moves on Greg. All but that. When I finished he sat up, crossing his legs.

“So, let me get this straight. Some guy who can also turn into a girl cursed you?”

“That’s what he said.”

“What did he say, exactly?”

I closed my eyes. It helped me see the words. “He said, ‘For your vanity, your cruelty and your cold, unfeeling heart, a curse I leave upon you. A year shall not pass before your true form will be revealed. You are Vaktare, daughter of royalty, born to deliver your people, created to save your species from the extinction they so rightly deserve . . . You, your father and your mother have been sentenced to die . . . Unless you can learn to give love unconditionally. Only then will your species have a chance.’” I opened my eyes and focused on his blue eyes.

“You are Vaktare. What is that?”

“I don’t know. I’ve never heard the word before.”

Adam stood, letting go of my hands. The pain came back in full force, making my heart ache.

“Do you mind if I use your computer?”

“No,” I whispered, curious about what he was doing, but in too much pain to ask.

He suddenly seemed to notice my pain. “Oh, hey.” He slid his hands into mine and pulled me off my bed. “Let’s research the word Vaktare.” He released one hand and sat at my desk. While he pulled up the Internet, he asked, “And up until now you haven’t had any feelings, like no pain, nothing?”

“That’s right.” I moved to stand behind him.

Adam typed v-a-c-k-t-a-r-e and hit Enter. There were definitions and explanations in a different language. Clicking on Translate, it appeared the word, though spelled v-a-k-t-a-r-e meant security guard in Swedish. “So he cursed you to become a Swedish security guard?”

I laughed out loud. A real laugh. My body seemed to come to life at the sound and the pain squeezing my heart subsided. “Probably not.” I shook my head. Adam’s eyes sparkled. He turned back to the screen and scrolled down, searching for more information. By the third page, it was easy to see there was nothing there. Nothing of use anyway.

He swiveled the chair so he could see me.

“And up until now you haven’t ever felt anything. No emotion whatsoever.”

“Right.” My bottom lip trembled. He rose, taking my hands again.

“And then you got a message from your mom?”

“Yes.”

“But you don’t know where your parents are?”

“No.”

“Can I hear the message?”

My cell phone rested on the bedside table. I picked it up, found the message, and played it on speakerphone.

While my mom spoke I watched Adam’s face. He seemed to be taking all that I’d said very well. He didn’t seem freaked out. He wasn’t treating me differently. At least I didn’t think so.

When my dad told my mom to hang up because she’d already said too much, Adam’s eyes scrunched together, but he didn’t say anything.

“Why aren’t you freaking out?” I asked him. I appreciated that he wanted to honor his contract, but if the roles had been reversed, I would’ve run away already.

Adam shrugged. “To be honest, I think the whole thing is extraordinary.” He took my hands. “When I watched you fall from the second floor of the shopping center I thought you were possibly suicidal.”

“How did you catch me? Why didn’t you get hurt?”

He shrugged. “I don’t know. I saw you fall and I reacted. I didn’t debate, I just knew I needed to save you.”

A rush of gratitude for Adam filled my insides. “Thank you,” I breathed.

Adam stepped closer. “Of course, Miss Cavanaugh.”

“I think you’ve earned the right to call me Beatrice.”

Adam leaned back, but I held his hands tightly.

“If you want. You don’t have to.” I exhaled. “The truth is you don’t even have to stay.” With the rush of emotions came the realization that I didn’t want to hurt Adam anymore. In fact I couldn’t understand why I’d had such a hateful desire in the first place. And the fact that I’d lied about the diamond made matters worse. I was a rude, immature girl who needed to figure out what Vaktare meant. Adam certainly didn’t need to be a part of whatever was happening to me. “See, your mom, she didn’t—”

Adam pressed a finger to my lips. “I’ve signed a contract agreeing to stay until such time as you release me. I’ll abide that.”

I smiled, knowing the right thing was to release him. “Thank you, but that’s what I’m trying to say. You don’t need to stay. I am releasing you.”

Adam stepped back. Disappointment rolled over his gorgeous face. “Already? I’ve done nothing to make up for what you believe my mom did. I researched red diamonds. They’re worth millions.”

“I know. But she—”

Mrs. Dotts pushed open the door. She was humming. “You’re out of bed.”

“Yes,” I said.

Mrs. Dotts set a tray on the table. On it were two steaks. “I thought you might be hungry.”

I hadn’t even thought about eating.

“Thank you, Mrs. Dotts. ” I went over and cut a piece of meat. Then realized I should’ve asked Adam which he wanted first. “Sorry I didn’t let you choose, Adam,” I said when he came to stand beside me.

Mrs. Dotts dropped the napkins she’d been about to hand over. “Is there anything else you need, Miss Cavanaugh?” Her voice quaked with surprise.

“Have you heard of the word Vack-tare?”

Mrs. Dotts froze. “Um, well.” She stuffed the napkins in the front pocket of her apron.

Isaac walked in. “Miss Cavanaugh. May I have a word with you?”

I glanced over mid-bite. He held a strange box in his gloved hands. Adam squeezed my shoulders. I knew he was thinking the same thing I was—that Isaac might know what the word Vaktare meant. I dropped the fork and rose.

Mrs. Dotts scurried out of the room, closing the door behind her. Isaac stepped further inside.

Nine

Fresh Cut Wood

“What is it, Isaac?” My heart began to race, pushing the pain out and back in with each thump.

He cleared his throat, glancing at Adam.

“He’s fine to remain here.”

“Very well, Miss Cavanaugh.”

“When I came to work for your father fifteen years ago, you were just a small child. And while your parents were never kind to me they were never unkind either.” He coughed. “I knew I was luckier than most. Your father paid me well. Very well. I came to respect, even admire him.” Isaac cleared his throat again. “On your sixteenth birthday your father and mother came to me and asked if I would be willing to keep something for them.” He lifted the box in his hands. “They made me promise that if anything bizarre began to happen with you and if the two of them suddenly vanished I was to give you this box.” Isaac set it on my desk.

“Do you know what’s inside?” I asked, goosebumps tightening my skin.

“No, Miss Cavanaugh, I do not.” He stepped back. “I’ve witnessed many peculiar events in my life. I know your family is different.” He paused, pulling on the bottom of his vest, uncomfortable. “Have you heard anyone use the word Vaktare?” Isaac was suddenly nervous. He gave Adam a cursory glance.

I nodded, excitedly, taking a step toward him. “Do you know what that means?”

He shook his head. “I only know that I overheard your parents say the word on many occasions.”

I felt my face fall. It was weird. Normally my face didn’t move much.

“Miss Cavanaugh, your parents—you are different. Your parents knew I knew. Being in this house, I’ve heard things, even seen things.” He clasped his hands together. “Please know I would never do anything to betray your parents or you. I owe your parents my life. My allegiance is, and will always be, to your family.”

“Thank you, Isaac.” My eyes were misty. I wondered what my parents had done for him, but now wasn’t the time to ask. I quickly dabbed at the edges of my eyes. Crying was fast becoming annoying.

“You’re most welcome, Miss Cavanaugh. And if there is anything you need, you have only to ask.” He turned and left the room.

I scooted my chair closer to the box. It was beautiful. Not much larger than a sheet of paper. The latch had the head of a roaring lion. On the lid was carved the letter C. I guessed for Cavanaugh. Thorny vines wrapped around it and a single red rose bloomed in the center. Behind the C and the rose had been carved an intricate background. Creatures that appeared to be part man and part beast were in a forest.

“Aren’t these amazing?” I said touching one of the heads. As soon as my hand brushed the wood, the latch clicked open. I gasped, clutching my chest. And then laughed.

Adam smiled, crouching down so his head was even with mine. That must’ve been uncomfortable.

“Wait a sec.” I picked up the box and took it over to the bed. “This will be better.”

Adam seemed surprised by my actions. In truth, I was too. In the past, or even yesterday, the comfort of others hadn’t mattered to me.

I took a deep breath, eager for the answers that were sure to be inside.

“Go for it,” Adam said, noticing my hesitation.

Taking hold of the latch, I lifted it.

I didn’t know what I expected to find. The inside smelled like fresh cut wood. It had been stained to match the outside.

I glanced at Adam. He rocked back, appearing to be as confused as I was. I reached in and picked up the only thing in the box: a piece of paper. It’d been torn out of a notebook. On the paper, scrawled in black ink were a name and a number.

“Is this you?” I asked.

He shook his head. “My last name is Haddox, remember?”

All of my courage deflated.

Adam squeezed my hand. “So you call the number. Your parents thought the name and number were important, right?”

“I guess.” I placed the number back in the box and closed it. Exhaustion overpowered my limbs. “I’m tired, Adam. Would you mind giving me some time by myself?” I knew the pain would increase with him gone but it was becoming more bearable.

“Of course.” Adam glanced at his watch. “I’ll see you in the morning.” He got off my bed and went to the door. “It’ll work out. Everything happens for a reason.

I couldn’t agree or disagree. “Thanks, Adam. For all of your help and for staying.” As I said the words, a tendril of fear curled through my stomach, like a snake in search of its prey, it slithered inside. My heart raced. “You’ll still be here in the morning?” I asked, timidly.

Adam opened the door. “I’m exactly where I want to be.”

His words made me smile. I stared after him a few moments, thinking about how happy I was to have him in my life. I didn’t have my parents, and while I missed them, which was weird and wonderful, but I had him. Adam. It seemed overly lucky that he’d come just after I was cursed. I didn’t think Eva, Ashley, Cassidy or even Will would’ve handled the situation as well as he was.

I set the box on my nightstand, changed into some PJs and went over to the bed. I tried to sleep, but as tired as I was, I couldn’t. So I climbed out of bed and walked over to the window seat, pulling open the curtains. The moon was nearly full. I curled up with a blanket and a pillow and fell asleep.

* * *

I sniffed the air. Another hunter was nearby. It was hungry, like me. And it needed to eat. But this was my territory. I roared, shaking my head.

In response the hunter howled. A wolf?

My ears pricked as I ran. Its large paws padded the dirt softly, making its movements barely perceivable. It was heading up the mountain, same as me.

Though it was summer the air this high up was chilly, especially at night. I found the temperature enjoyable and lifted my face toward the night sky. The moon shone brightly and the stars twinkled against the blackness. It reminded me of a map, the stars plotting points, telling me where to go. I stared at the stars more intently, as though seeing them for what they truly were.

Where should I go? I thought, searching for an answer.

To the right I heard the snap of a fallen tree branch. Instinctively I turned toward the sound, crouching low, preparing for the unknown. I’d been too caught up in the stars to listen to what was going on around me.

Whatever it was moved closer. I waited, shifting my body so that I was in the perfect position. Twin pools of blue glowed as it stepped into view.

I peered closer, trying to discover what it was.

“I wondered when you would finally shift.” The voice came from the area where the eyes glowed. It was male. He stepped out of the trees and into the moonlight. It was a large black cat, but bigger than any wildcat I’d seen in my mountains, or at the zoo for that matter. Thick black fur covered his body. He was on all fours, but his back legs had more of a bend at the knee, like a human rather than a wildcat. His paws were long and shaped like human hands and feet. Thick claws extended from them. They were sharp and pointed. His face held the shape of a cat but it somehow looked human too.

“What are you talking about?” I backed up the way I’d come, the prey I’d been hunting long forgotten.

In answer he lifted one of his front paws and a ball of light came out. It headed right at me. For a single second I froze, unsure what to do. In the next second instinct took over and I dove out of the way. The light hit the tree to my right. It made a sizzling and crackling sound and then the light went out. By the light of the moon I could see the tree had been charred and there was a hole deep within the trunk.

“Found out what your ability is yet?” He growled and sent another ball of light my direction.

I dove the other way, baring my teeth and making a hissing sound. That scared me almost more than the big cat and the ball of light.

“Please, what do you want? I can get you anything.” I hoped to reason with him.

“Can you?” He paused, tilting his head, as though he were mulling over my offer.

“Of course.”

The male cat roared and it felt like the whole Earth shook. I wanted to lower my head, to cower before him, but something inside told me not to. So I lifted my chin. “What do you want?” I was so scared, but I forced those feelings away, and stepped toward him. “Either tell me or leave.”

The male cat laughed and his long tail flicked back and forth randomly.

“Your family no longer has the right to give orders.” He snorted and his whiskers quaked. “Your father doesn’t even have his abilities any longer. They were stripped from him.” He seemed to know more about my family than I did.

“You know who I am? What I am?” My chin started to tremble.

He laughed harder. “Of course.” Something about the way he said the words sounded familiar but I couldn’t place his voice.

I realized for all my feigned toughness, if he attacked, I’d be dead. He probably weighed five hundred pounds.

“It’s time the Cavanaughs were destroyed and a new royal line took your place.” He charged.

I stood my ground, not knowing what else to do. As he got closer, he opened his mouth. Drool dribbled from his sharp teeth. He was so close I could smell his putrid breath. At the last second I closed my eyes, preparing for the inevitable.

But it didn’t come. There was a rush of wind and a loud thump.

I peered through my lashes and was surprised to find that the male cat had been knocked on its side. He rolled to his feet and shook his head. Standing between the cat and me was a gigantic blond wolf. His body was a similar shape to the cat, though he was bigger. His tail was fluffier, his ears were bigger, and his face was different. He was every bit as scary, especially as he bent low, baring his teeth.

“Leave now and I’ll let you live,” the wolf said. His voice was so deep I felt it in my bones.

“I wasn’t sure you’d come. Your fight isn’t with me. In fact I’m on your side with the rest of your kind, Locanis. We can kill her together.” The cat tried to move around the wolf, but the wolf blocked him from passing.

“No.”

The cat growled and sent a ball of light at the wolf. The wolf chuckled, batting the light away. “How does it feel to know you have the lamest of Vaktare abilities?” The wolf gargled laughter. “I mean, it’s a ball of light.”

“Shut up!” The cat shot another ball of light.

The wolf caught it. “Here kitty, kitty.” He threw the ball of light back.

The cat yowled, diving at the wolf.

They rammed into each other, their teeth snapping and tearing into the other’s fur. They rolled on the ground. Dirt kicked up around them, making their fight harder to see.

I watched the battle in amazement. Too stunned to do anything else. The creatures were like none I’d ever seen. Certain features made them obviously a cat or a dog, but they were much too big, their limbs too long. Plus they spoke English, like me, which was stranger still.

It suddenly occurred to me that I was in the presence of horrid beasts, and that I should run.

The cat roared in pain and the combatants broke apart. Panting, the cat said, “Look at her. She’s weak. Your mission is to kill her. Now’s your chance.”

The wolf barked once. “My orders are none of your business. Now either you leave or I kill you.”

The cat laughed. “You’ve gone soft. What happened to the fearless Locanis I heard stories about? You’re supposed to be a cold-blooded killer, not a simpering pup.”

The wolf was on the cat before he had a chance to defend himself.

In the distance I heard another howl and then several more. The blond wolf’s nose came up. He shook his head. “Get out of here!” He yelled those words at me.

“What? I—”

The cat took off down the hill.

The wolf perked his ears. They twitched and turned, listening.

“Hey,” I called after the wolf. “What’s going on?”

He wouldn’t look at me.

“Hey,” I yelled again, feeling a strong need to see his face. I knew if I did everything would be okay.

“Shut up. Get out of here. You don’t know what you’re doing and you’re going to get yourself killed.” He ran in the opposite direction of the cat.

I was suddenly very alone and very frightened. The wolf was right. If he hadn’t come along I’d be dead. I reached out after him. “Thank yo—“ I yelled as I glanced down at my hand but it wasn’t a normal hand. It was large and the back was covered with honey brown fur. The claws were long and pointed. I thought about what I’d been doing outside, on the mountain, before the other cat showed up. I’d been hunting.

Was I like him? A creature?

Feeling a strong need to find out, I dashed toward my house, past trees of pine and ash. I jumped over large bushes and wild strawberry patches. I ran through tiny trickling streams, burrowed under brush, and snapped at the heels of a family of elk I came upon. There was only one thought and it pushed me to run faster than I ever believed was possible.

I needed to see what I was.

I would check my reflection in the pool behind our house. When I came to the border of the Cavanaugh land, I stopped. I’d forgotten about the super tall chain link fence that went all the way around the back part of our property. How had I gotten out? I clawed my way up the fence. At the top was barbed wire. With effort I climbed over, though much of my fur snagged on the barbs. Jumping to the ground I ran to the pool and then slid to a stop.

My pulse raced with apprehension. Peering over the edge, I saw what I’d been afraid of. “No.” I quickly stepped back, took a deep breath and tried again. The beast was still there, staring at me with a horrified expression. I touched a paw to my face, watching it move the way my brain told it to. Except for my eyes, I didn’t recognize myself. Fizban had told me I was a Vaktare. Was the hideous creature staring back a Vaktare?

“How did I get this way?” I whispered the words, feeling those blasted tears push at my eyes again. I roared. “I am a beast!” The thought made me sadder than I’d ever been. My parents were gone and I had no idea what was happening to me. I couldn’t even call them and ask. The numbers I had for my mom and dad had been disconnected.

A pile of sadness seemed to bury me.

I walked over to one of the patio lounge chairs and tried to climb on. My claws tore through the polyester. But I didn’t care. I rested my head against the part that was still whole and closed my eyes.

“It’s all a dream, Beatrice. It’s all a dream.”

Ten

Naked And Tangled Up

When I opened my eyes I was shocked at how bright my room was. Seconds later I realized I wasn’t in my room. I wasn’t even on my window seat. I was outside. Birds chirped in the pine trees nearby. Squirrels prattled on at each other as they searched for nuts. The smell of pine and chlorine immediately told me I was by the pool. Shocked, I tried to stand, but my limbs were tangled within the broken patio chair.

That’s when I remembered last night. There’d been a large cat with the blue eyes. He’d tried to kill me. And the huge blond wolf. The cat had called him Locanis. Was that his name or his species? Whatever he was, the wolf had protected me. And then I’d seen my reflection in the pool.

I was like the black one, a large, weird, talking cat. I shuddered in dismay. If it had been a dream, how had I ended up outside in the exact spot where I’d lay down in my dream? Before I could find an answer, I heard my name in the distance.

“Beatrice,” Adam called, an edge of fear in his voice.

“Miss Cavanaugh.” That was Isaac.

“I’m over here,” I tried to holler, but the words got caught in my throat.

“Bea. Bea, it’s me, Will. Where are you?” He sounded close.

“Here,” I called. The word came out raspy like I smoked two packs a day.

A shadow passed over my face. I squinted, trying to see who it was. “I seem to be wrapped up in . . .”

Will laughed. “What happened?” He leaned down and started to unwind the polyester material from my legs. His hands brushed my backside and I realized with a start that I was naked.

I screamed, quickly covering up as much as possible.

Will laughed harder. “Naked and tangled up. It must’ve been some party last night.”

“I—no.” I felt my whole body blush, from the tips of my toes to the top of my head.

“Miss Cavanaugh.” Isaac found me next.

Where Will was just standing there staring, Isaac quickly took off his jacket and threw it over me. “Thank you, Isaac.” I tried to cover myself but I was still mostly tangled.

Adam burst through the two men and bent beside me. “What the hell?” He ripped at the stupid lounge chair until I was free. Then he picked me up, making sure I was covered and practically ran toward the house.

“Wait for me,” Will called.

“Isaac, will you make sure Will leaves?” I asked, my gaze catching the butler’s.

“Of course. If you would,” I heard Isaac say.

Adam mumbled something under his breath.

“What?” I asked, mortified but trying not to be.

“I don’t like that kid.”

“Who, Will?” I shrugged, which made Isaac’s jacket fall off my shoulder and slide down my chest so I was exposed. I gasped.

Adam kept his eyes forward. “Don’t talk. Don’t move until I say so.”

I glanced up at his face. He was clenching his teeth, his jaw flexing and un-flexing. “You’re kind of bossy,” I said, surprised.

At my words his bright eyes found mine. He made a point of focusing only on my face. “Shhhhh.” Then he faced forward, opening the back door, walking through the living room, down the hall, and up the stairs. When he reached my room, he kicked open the door and basically tossed me on the bed. My limbs went flying, the jacket all but coming off. My face burned, embarrassed. The door slammed shut and I was alone.

“Rude.”

I thought I heard a bark of laughter from the other side of the door. “When you’re decent come find me.”

“Fine.” I jumped off the bed and ran into the bathroom, desperate to see my face. I was dirty, but still me. There were no sharp teeth. There wasn’t any fur. No claws or paws. I sighed. “Sleepwalking?” I thought aloud.

“More like shifting,” Fizban said from my cell phone.

I yelped. “How did you get in here?” I was asking my phone, which hadn’t been in the bathroom moments ago.

Fizban answered. “I can be anything. Why would you think I couldn’t move your phone?”

I took a deep breath to calm my racing heart.

Fizban popped out of my cell phone and was suddenly sitting on my toilet seat. The ends of her long red hair rested in her lap. She was dressed in fingerless gloves, a dress that’d seen better days and shoes with holes in the toes.

“Why are you dressed like Raggedy Ann?”

“Why are you not dressed at all?” She smirked when I suddenly reached for a towel and wrapped it around myself.

“I’m in the bathroom, where I should have privacy,” I sputtered.

“Uh-huh. Well get in.” The water in the shower turned on.

“Not with you in here.” The shower was a snail cove, which meant I went inside the shower and had privacy, but knowing her, she’d climb in too.

“I solemnly swear not to peek.” As she spoke, she raised her right hand.

“Fine.” The faster I finished, the faster I could find Adam. I walked into the shower, hung my towel on a hook nearby and stepped into the water.

“So, tell me how you’ve been?”

I snorted. “You probably know more than I do.”

“Perhaps, but I want to hear you tell it.”

She sounded suspiciously close. “I was shopping yesterday when I was overwhelmed by all of these emotions. I fell from the second story. Luckily Adam caught me.” I smiled at the thought of him. It was weird that I already cared for him. Cared. Yep that was the right word. I cared. For him and Isaac and Mrs. Dotts.

“I see. And what have you learned about the Vaktare?”

“Nothing,” I huffed, rinsing out my hair.

“That’s not true.”

I glanced around the corner. She stood right next to the opening.

“Get back,” I hissed.

She laughed. “Tell me what you’ve learned.”

I thought about it. “I can tell you what I think I’ve learned.”

“Let’s hear it.”

“Last night I thought I was dreaming and a big black cat tried to kill me. Then a large wolf saved me. And I—I saw my reflection.

“And?”

“There was a cat or a Vaktare staring back, which means I’m a Vaktare.” I ran a razor over my soapy armpits. “The evil Vaktare, the one who tried to kill me, he called the wolf ‘Locanis’ but I don’t know if it’s the wolf’s name or his species.”

“Wow. See. You have learned a lot.” She stuck her head around the corner.

I screamed, cutting myself with the razor. Blood immediately formed. “Ouch. Dammit. You said you wouldn’t peek.”

“I say a lot of things.” She moved her head back around the corner, out of sight.

I rinsed the blood and waited for more. But none came. “So a Vaktare is a big hairy cat-beast. And I’m one of them?”

“Yes, that’s right.”

“Okay. And how did this happen? Did you turn me into one of these Vaktare when you cursed me?”

She peeked around the corner again, but this time I was prepared and splashed water in her face. She let out a yelp and moved back. “The curse isn’t really a curse. It’s more of a reverse curse.”

“What? You’re not making any sense?” I turned off the water and grabbed a clean towel.

She zipped her lips and then locked them with an invisible key.

“You aren’t going to tell me?”

She unzipped her lips. “Part of breaking the curse, or reversing the curse, is that you need to be the one to figure out what’s going on. If I help you, then you’ve really learned nothing. You need to experience what your life is truly about.”

“Oh, great. Like last night?” I opened the bathroom door and went into my closet. I wondered if she would follow or if she were somehow attached to my phone.

She followed.

“Can I get a little privacy? Please?” I asked with extra sincerity, batting my lashes.

Fizban laughed. “You’ve already changed, Beatrice. I hope it’s enough to save everyone.” She skipped out of the closet.

“Save? Who? My mom and dad?” I pulled on a lilac bra and undies.

“Sure, them and more. A lot has happened in eighteen years.”

I pulled on a pair of dark jeans and a lilac peasant top. “I don’t understand.” Looking back, the last eighteen years didn’t seem real now I could actually feel. “Are you talking about my ability to experience emotions now? Why couldn’t I before?” I quickly buckled on a pair of wedge heel sandals. Coming out of the closet, I went on, “My emotions are wonky. I cry constantly.”

Fizban was sitting on my bed flipping through a magazine. “Last night you shifted. It means your true nature is returning much faster than we—I expected. You need to be careful.”

“No kidding.” I opened my bedroom door. “Celeste,” I called out of habit before I remembered she was gone. Adam had replaced her. I glanced down the hall. It was empty. Isaac opened the bedroom door across from mine.

“Isaac,” I said, surprised.

“Miss Cavanaugh. I hope you don’t mind, but I took the liberty of helping Adam move into this bedroom. I think it might be wise if he were closer to you.”

I turned my head, trying to figure out if he were being honest. That he’d done something so huge without my consent would’ve been grounds for dismissal in the past. He never would’ve tried it with my mom and dad around. Isaac grabbed the ends of his vest. “I’m sorry if I’ve overstepped, Miss Cavanaugh. I’m just worried.”

I let out a breath. “It’s okay, Isaac. I appreciate your concern.” Adam appeared behind Isaac.

“It’s for the best,” he said, bossily.

I lifted my chin. “I agree. It’s like Isaac read my mind.” I tried to slam the door but Adam stuck his foot in the way.

“Allow me to do your hair, Miss Cavanaugh.” He winked, his face filled with mischief.

“You’re acting weird.”

He chuckled as he walked into the closet. “Have a seat, Miss Cavanaugh.”

I did as he asked, wondering absently where Fizban had gone. Adam picked up the brush and started on my hair.

“My weirdness is in direct correlation to your weirdness. So it’s your fault, you know.”

My cheeks burned red.

Adam bent down so that I could see his handsome face in the mirror next to mine. “I’m sorry, Miss Cavanaugh.” He nudged my cheek with his. I thought about how I would’ve reacted to such familiarity a few days ago. I would’ve had him arrested. At least fired. But he’d saved my life. He’d stayed up the entire night making sure I was okay. He . . .

“I already told you to call me Beatrice,” I said, pretending to study my hands. They trembled slightly.

“Yes, Beatrice.” He held my gaze.

A burst of pain seared my heart. It had become almost bearable. Sometimes I forgot it was there. But at that moment, the way he looked at me, it came back with fervor. It was so strong it nearly knocked the wind out of me. I couldn’t put my finger on what the feeling was though.

Adam leaned his cheek against mine. “What is it?”

Inside the fireworks I’d felt before suddenly turned into falling rose petals. “I—I don’t know,” I answered honestly.

He stood up and continued working the knots out of my hair.

I tilted the mirror so that I could see his face. “Adam?” My whole body started to shake and I realized I was scared. But I needed to tell him. He had to know what happened last night.

“What is it, Beatrice?” he asked, his eyes filled with warmth.

“If you need to freak out, it’s okay. Feel free to freak out.”

Adam chuckled. It was full of kindness. “If the urge arises, I’ll be sure to freak out.”

“But don’t leave,” I said, worrying my hands.

“Beatrice Cavanaugh, you have my word that I will not leave.” His eyes were serious. His mouth set.

I wanted to believe him. I hoped he was telling the truth. “Last night. I . . . had what I thought was a dream, but it wasn’t.” I told him what happened. About the black cat and the blond wolf and about seeing myself in the pool. When I finished I said, “I believe a Vaktare is a cat-type thing.” I couldn’t hold his gaze any longer. “And I’m a Vaktare so that makes me one of those . . . creatures.” At some point during the story he’d paused in brushing my hair. I couldn’t read the expression on his face. “Are you freaking out?”

He began brushing again, his touch tender. “It’s quite a story, Beatrice.”

“You saw the way I was tangled in the chair?”

He nodded.

“And I was naked,” I whispered.

He smiled at that.

“So you’re like a werewolf, except a cat?” Adam divided my hair into three thick strands and began braiding it.

“Pretty much,” I said, thinking it over. I’d seen at least one movie with a werewolf in it. In my changed form I was hairy and had large teeth. I liked to hunt. But not people. I shuddered at the thought. “I’ve been craving red meat. And I’ve had a need to sleep under the moon.” I shrugged. “You’ve seen the changes I’ve been going through. Fizban told me I shifted, whatever that means.”

“Wait,” he wrapped the end of my hair in a tie. “Fizban? When did you talk to her?”

“While I was in the shower.”

“She was here?” Adam turned me around and started to work on my face.

“Yes.”

“So now what?” He brushed some mascara on my lashes.

“Now I need to call the number in that box and see where it leads.”

Adam finished my makeup and I stood up. Together we walked over to the box. I opened it, since it would only respond to my touch, and took out the paper. Adam handed me my phone. I dialed the number.

”Hello.”

“Yes, hello. My name is Beatrice Cavanaugh. I need to speak with Adam Henry.” I glanced at Adam, curious about whether he thought it was weird that his name was so similar to the one in the box, to the man on the phone.

“Well, Ms. Cavanaugh today is your lucky day. I am Adam Henry.”

I swallowed, suddenly nervous. If he didn’t have the answers I needed, I’d be lost. “Have you heard of the Vaktare?” I figured I might as well get right to the point.

The other end was silent for several long seconds. My Adam mouthed, “What’s going on?”

Shrugging, I said, “Mr. Henry? Are you still there?”

“How soon can you be in Boston?”

I shook my head, confused. “I don’t know. Soon, I guess.” My father owned a private jet.

“Excellent. Do not allow your flight to land after midnight.” He paused a moment. “The sooner you get here the better.”

I didn’t know this man. He could be a total creep. “It’s okay, your father and mother know me. Their names are Fisher and Lenora, correct?”

“Yes, but anyone could know that.”

The other line was silent again. I nearly hung up.

“Recently you began experiencing emotion . . .” He trailed off when I gasped.

“How did you know that?”

“Please, Beatrice, come as soon as you can. We have a lot to discuss. Call me when you land.” He hung up.

“What did he say?” Adam seemed nervous.

“He told me to fly to Boston.”

“Fly?” His face seemed to turn several shades of green.

“Are you afraid of flying?”

He coughed. “No, not at all.”

I went to my bedroom door. “Liar,” I said with a smirk.

Adam ran a hand through his hair. “Just a tiny bit.”

“Isaac,” I shouted.

He came up the stairs. “Yes, Miss Cavanaugh?”

“I need you to have the plane readied.”

“Oh?” he asked when he reached the landing. “Where are we flying?”

“I am flying to Boston, Massachusetts. Please schedule me a car and driver, book me suite, and have my bags packed.”

“When will you be leaving?” It was obvious he didn’t like that I was leaving him here.

I glanced at the clock next to my bed. It was ten in the morning. “How soon can the plane be ready?”

Isaac turned to head back down the stairs. “I’ll make the calls and let you know.”

“Thank you, Isaac.”

His features softened. “Of course.”

“Oh, and Isaac?”

He paused.

“Yes, miss?”

“Please make sure that I land well before midnight.” I had a feeling Mr. Henry made that recommendation because of what I’d become or what I was. A Vaktare? A werecat. I’d shifted after midnight last night. Maybe he did know something about me. The prospect scared and excited me.

“Of course.”

Eleven

Out Of My League

“I’m going with you,” Adam said for probably the tenth time.

The truth was I wanted him to go. I didn’t want to do this alone, but it was so obvious he was terrified of flying and I didn’t want to do that to him.

“It’s fine, Adam. I’ll be okay without you. There’s no need for you to fly.” His face went white as a sheet when I said fly. I was in my closet trying to decide what to pack. I’d already changed out of my jeans and into a Valentino casual suit. The jacket had three-quarter sleeves with black polka dots and black piping. The skirt went to mid-thigh. I paired the outfit with simple black Jimmy Choo pumps. I had no idea what to take or how much, but finally settled on as little as possible. If I stayed longer, or needed more clothes, I’d buy them.

Adam took the floral dress from my hand and walked it into the bedroom, laying it carefully on my bed. “Really,” he began, “it isn’t a problem.”

But I could hear his confidence wavering.

“Stay here. See your mom. I’ll be back before you know it.”

Adam growled, frustrated. “I’m supposed to take care of you. That’s my job.” He caught my gaze and held it. “Who will do your hair?”

I laughed out loud. “I’ll find someone.”

“Miss Cavanaugh?” Isaac asked as he knocked.

“Come in.”

He opened the door and rolled in a suitcase. “The plane will be ready in two hours. There will be a car waiting on the tarmac when you land and I’ve reserved a suite for you at the Boston Plaza. Would you like me to drive you to the airport?”

“No, I’ll drive her,” Adam said.

Isaac glanced at me. I nodded. Adam had given up. He wouldn’t be going with me.

“Very well. Mrs. Dotts is on her way up to assist with the packing.”

“Thank you,” I said with a big sigh of relief. Just because I wanted to do more didn’t mean I could. Packing was out of my league.

* * *

The ride to the Salt Lake International Airport was mostly silent. Adam drove the Lykan, his eyes focused on the road. I tried to start a conversation with him a couple different times but it never went anywhere. Finally I gave up and focused on the view. It was early summer, so wildflowers bloomed all along I-15. In the distance were the mountains. Seeing them reminded me of what I’d experienced last night. Hunting and then seeing a werecat or Vaktare and then a werewolf. I found it odd that the Vaktare wanted to kill me while the wolf protected. It seemed like it should’ve been the other way around.

My phone vibrated. It was a text from Will. A wave of guilt washed through my body. He’d been the first to find me but I hadn’t even thanked him. And I’d thrown his present into the pool. I’d been terrible to him since the day we met.

Can I see you? His text read.

I quickly texted back: Can’t. On my way to the airport.

Where to?

I debated whether to tell him.

“Don’t tell anyone where you’re going. Not until you’re sure who you can trust.” Adam watched me from the corner of his eye.

“How can you read my texts and drive?” I glanced away, irritated.

He tapped his eyelid with his finger. “Good eyesight.”

“Huh.” I turned the phone away from Adam’s gaze and texted back: It’s a secret. I sent it, then decided it was better to say something to him via text rather than not at all, especially since I didn’t know when I’d see him again. So I texted: I wanted to apologize for the other day. I shouldn’t have thrown your gift in the pool. It was actually very thoughtful. Thank you, and I’m sorry. Really, really sorry. I hit Send and waited for a response.

Finally one came: Who is this and what have you done with my Bea?

I laughed. She’s here. Just a little changed.

Now I really want to see you.

I’ll text you when I get back.

Adam arrived at the airport. I directed him toward the private airstrip. Our plane was silver and had a red rose blooming on either side. The name Cavanaugh was painted in large black letters over the top.

“Your family doesn’t do anything small, do they?” He parked and glanced over.

“Nope. Some of my dad’s business associates say his slogan should be: Go Cavanaugh or go home.” I smiled.

Adam got out of the car. I met him at the trunk where he pulled out my bags and handed them to a waiting agent.

“Take-off is in twenty minutes,” the guy said.

“Alright, I’ll be there in a moment.”

“Yes, Miss Cavanaugh.” He took the suitcases and went up the stairs. I watched him, nervous about turning back to Adam. Facing him. Saying good-bye. I didn’t want to do that. Part of me wanted to demand he come. I’d promised myself when I first met him that I would make him suffer.

Adam broke the awkward silence. “If you need me, call. Or text. Or send me a text anyway, just so I know you’re all right.”

I smiled, fighting back the tears. “Okay,” I whispered.

He tugged on my chin, forcing me to see him. “I’m going to do something so crazy, like freak-out crazy. So if you need to freak out, it’s fine.”

“What?” I asked, searching his eyes.

“This.” Adam leaned down and kissed me right smack on the lips.

A surge of emotion rushed through my heart and into my throat. Fireworks exploded over and over in my stomach. My pulse raced. His lips were firm but tender. I sensed he wanted to give me only a quick kiss, but I wasn’t ready to let him go. I dropped my purse and flung my arms around his neck. He responded by pushing my mouth open, taking our kiss deeper.

He ran his tongue over my teeth. I met him with mine. We kissed and kissed and kissed and kissed. His hands grabbed my waist and pulled me against him. Then they roamed up my back to my shoulders and into my hair. I felt him remove the tie. Tenderly he undid the braid with his fingers. In that moment or in those minutes, everything but Adam and me disappeared. There was only us. We were no longer on an airport runway, but in a forest, my back pressed against a tree. Wildflowers grew all around us, perfuming the air as birds sang us their love song.

All I could do was cling to him. My body was alive with so many amazing feelings and emotions that I thought I would die from the glorious pain.

The agent cleared his throat.

We reluctantly let each other go. Adam’s eyes held mine though and for a moment I felt like he was still kissing me. He touched my bottom lip with his thumb, caressing it.

I was shaking all over with needs and desires and wants I’d never had before.

“The pilot is ready to take off, Miss Cavanaugh.”

“Right. I’m coming,” I said, keeping my focus on Adam. “Why did you do that?” I whispered. For some reason I had to know. I didn’t mind. In fact, I loved it so much I wanted to do it again.

A mischievous twinkle lit his eyes. “I’ll tell you when you get back.” He bent over and picked up my purse and phone and then took me by the arm and led me over to the stairs. I was so glad he did. My body had forgotten how to move and needed his encouragement. “Hold on to the rail,” he said, as he handed me my stuff.

I did, climbing the steps carefully. When I reached the top I turned back. He was still at the bottom. “Go on. I’ll see you soon.”

I nodded. I wanted to say good-bye, but the words wouldn’t come, so I raised my hand and waved.

“Miss Cavanaugh. We need to get you buckled in. Genevieve has prepared you a steak per Isaac’s instructions and once we’re in the air she’ll bring it to you.”

I allowed him to lead me inside and to my seat. After buckling up, I peered out the window. Adam was by the driver’s side door of the Lykan. He waved once and then got inside and drove away. I watched until I couldn’t see the car anymore.

Genevieve came over. “We are about to take off. Can I get you a drink?”

“No. Thank you.”

She nodded and left the main cabin, I guessed to buckle herself in. The airplane lurched forward and we sped down the runway. When the plane lifted off, I had the oddest sensation that my life would never be the same again.

Twelve

In Total Darkness

I called Adam Henry as soon as I landed. He gave me an address for Salem, Massachusetts, which I then gave to the driver. Then I texted my Adam just to let him know I’d arrived.

It was a little after ten in the evening. I stared out the window at the water and the lights. Salt Lake was a booming city. It had everything, but it wasn’t until I drove in a city like Boston that I realized Salt Lake was still pretty small.

The partition between the driver and me was down and he asked, “Are you here for business or pleasure?”

My mind thought one thing: business. But my mouth said the other, “Pleasure.”

The driver winked. “If you want the inside scoop on where all the fun places are, just let me know.”

I pressed my back into the seat. “My itinerary is already capped out, but thanks for the offer.”

The driver chuckled. He was a big guy with burly arms and beefy hands. His hair was black, greasy, and slicked back. “Itinerary and pleasure can’t mix.” He laughed again.

“They do in my world.” My words came with icy finality. I was done talking.

It took nearly forty-five minutes to get from the airport to the address Adam Henry had given me. I realized it was a residence not unlike mine as a large mansion illuminated by dozens of lights came into view.

“Nice place,” the driver said, putting the car in Park.

“I agree.” He came around and opened the door for me. I climbed out. “I’ll need you to wait here. I shouldn’t be too long.”

“Yes, Miss Cavanaugh.”

I climbed the steps, my heart thundering in my chest. Adam Henry had information about the Vaktare. He had answers. The prospect of finding out more was both terrifying and exhilarating. I knocked on the door. A guy around my age, maybe a little younger answered. “You must be Beatrice?”

“Yes, may I speak with Adam Henry?”

“Sure, he’s waiting for you in his study.” The guy was tall, had lean muscle and that just-mussed hairstyle all the guys were going for. “I’m Troy by the way.”

I glanced up at his pretty brown eyes. “Nice to meet you, Troy.”

“So you must be in some kind of trouble. I know Grand Pops has been flitting around the house like a scatterbrained—”

“I don’t flit.”

Troy jumped and whipped around. I leaned around Troy so I could see who spoke. The man standing in front of me was older. He smiled, and the skin around his eyes wrinkled. His hair was graying. He was handsome. Kind eyes. He wore khaki pants, a button shirt and a button sweater. Across his forehead was a set of silver reading glasses. And in his hand was an ancient book.

“Go on, Troy. I need to have a conversation with Miss Beatrice.” He winked when he said my name and I had to smile. He was personable, friendly, and I immediately liked him.

“Fine.” Troy jogged past Adam Henry, and slapped him on the back. “See ya, Pops.”

Adam Henry chuckled. “My whole life has been filled with boys. It’s nice to see a female in the house again.”

I nodded. “You are Adam Henry?” I asked, just to verify.

“Yes, but everyone calls me Professor Pops.”

That was an odd name. “Ad— Mr.—” Professor Pops totally fit. “Professor Pops, you know what a Va—” He put a hand over my mouth.

“Follow me.” Then he put a finger to his lips, giving me the universal sign for be quiet.

I complied and followed him through the kitchen, down a hall, to a set of stairs. We went down. We were in the basement. He opened a door to what appeared to be a storage room. In one corner was a furnace. Professor Pops walked up to it, pressed a button and the wall behind it swung open to reveal another set of stairs.

“We’re almost there,” he said when I hesitated.

I went down after him, nervous about where we were going and just how deep into the earth we were. It smelled like dirt and wet cement. The wall closed behind us but before we were in total darkness, lights along the walls flicked on.

When we finally made it to the bottom, there was another door. Professor Pops took a key that hung around his neck and used it to open the door. “It’s peculiar,” he said as he pushed the door opened. “I haven’t been down here in years. But in the past several days I’ve needed to come down here twice.” He gave a short laugh and flipped on a light.

Never in a million years did I expect to see what I was seeing. The door had clicked shut behind me. I had a feeling it locked automatically. But I wanted to test the theory. Because the room I’d just entered couldn’t be real.

I pressed myself against the door, trying to turn the knob.

“Beatrice, it’s okay. This is a museum of sorts. I once told someone it was like a Museum for the Supernatural.” Professor Pops walked over and patted my arm. “Nothing in here is alive, except you and me. And every creature in here gave me permission.”

I swallowed and nodded my head. I wasn’t convinced though. Was he telling me the creatures agreed to allow themselves to be slaughtered so that he could stuff them and put them down here. And for what purpose? There were creatures big and small inside glass boxes. Some were from fairy tales, like a fairy, a troll, and a dragon. Others were from nightmares or scary movies.

“What is he?” I asked, walking over. It was an extremely striking man with crimson eyes.

“That, my dear, is a Hunter.”

I gasped, glancing back at Professor Pops. “Is he like me?”

Professor Pops came to stand next to me. “He is nothing like you. He is a blood drinker whose sole purpose was to mark children so that the Vampire Queen might claim them.”

“Vampires are real?” I held a hand to my neck.

“Yes, they are.” Professor Pops clamped his hands behind his back.

I wanted to ask him more, but the sight of a werewolf distracted me. He stood on two legs and was covered in black fur. He didn’t have on any clothes. His teeth were yellowed and sharp. Around his neck was a pendant of some sort. His eyes were bright green.

“A werewolf,” I breathed, walking over to stand in front of him.

“That’s right.”

“Locanis,” I whispered, pressing my fingers against the glass.

“So you’ve heard the words,” Professor Pops said coming to stand beside me.

“What?” My fingers tapped the glass as I studied the wolf.

Professor Pops bent over and pressed a button. A latch clicked and a drawer popped open. There was a book inside. He withdrew the book and placed it on a wooden podium. “Come here.”

When I stood next to him, Professor Pops said, “Chapter One.”

The pages flipped on their own until they landed on a page with Chapter One across the top.

“How did you do that?”

Professor Pops smiled. “This podium possesses a special magic. Just give it a page number or chapter heading or even a word and it’ll flip to the correct page.”

“Oh.” I stood beside him so that I could see what the words on the page said.

His already serious features became grave. “Beatrice, thirteen years ago I met you and your parents for the first time. They had heard about me and thought I could help.” He took his glasses off his forehead and tucked them into the breast pocket of his sweater. “Before that fateful day I’d never heard of the terms Vaktare or Locanis and I’ve been alive a very, very long time.”

Professor Pops paused and glanced around the room. “These creatures all belong to the seven magics.”

Magics? That was new.

“They receive magic according to whatever creature they are. Of course I knew that the seven magics couldn’t be all that there were. The Universes are too vast, too huge. But I figured after thousands of years, I would’ve seen all the magics this planet had to offer.” He shook his head, and chuckled. “Boy was I wrong.”

My heart was racing again. He’d met my parents. He’d met me. And he knew the word—Vaktare.

“Do you know where my parents are? Can you tell me what the word means?” I asked him, fighting down the urge to grab the edges of his sweater and shake all I needed to know from him.

“I don’t know where your parents have gone. Since your phone call I did some digging and made a few phone calls of my own. A few of my sources haven’t been able to get back to me yet, but so far no one knows anything about your parents’ whereabouts.”

I gulped, fighting back more damn tears.

Professor Pops continued, “As for information on Vaktare, I can give you most of it.” He moved and indicated I should stand in front of the book.

Why not all of it? Where were my parents? What didn’t Professor Pops know and where would I find the answers?

Professor Pops tapped his fingers against the book. The movement sent particles of dust into the air, leaving a smell of old paper hanging around us. “Within these pages is most of the history of the Vaktare. It isn’t as thick as histories from other magical realms or creatures, but that’s because your species are relatively new to me.”

My fingers brushed the pages. I was thrilled too. “Have you ever seen a Vaktare? A werecat?”

He glanced at his watch. “I have not, at least not in its original form.”

For some reason that made me sad.

“It’s eleven-thirty. Are you hungry? I can prepare you a steak,” Professor Pops said.

I’d eaten on the plane. “I think I’m too excited for food.”

Professor Pops nodded. “Very well. I’ll leave you down here to read. You’ll be safe. The only person with a key is me.” He patted at the key around his neck. “If you get tired, there’s a cot in the other room.” He pointed to a smaller room without a door. “There’s a bathroom as well.”

Did he think I would sleep down here all night? No way. Just thinking about being so far underground, away from the moon and the sky made my heart race. “Professor Pops, I have my driver waiting outside. I think I’ll have him take me to the hotel where I can get some rest and then come back in the morning.”

Professor Pops came forward. “I know this is odd and not at all what you’re used to.”

“That’s right.” He obviously didn’t know my family that well at all if he thought I’d do anything except what I wanted. I was a Cavanaugh after all.

“Have you changed forms yet?”

His question frightened me and I couldn’t meet his gaze. I turned my focus to the words in the book. The first two sentencesread:Hiraken is the tenth realm on Earth. The Vaktare came first, followed by the Locanis.

So the Locanis were a species and not the name of the wolf who’d protected me the other night. One question answered. “Yes,” I finally said.

“If you were to change in the hotel tonight, and needed to hunt, what do you think you would go after?” He pointed to a line in the book. “Read it.”

“The Vaktare and Locanis hunt and eat all flesh.”

“All flesh,” he reiterated.

“Are you saying you think I would hunt people?” I was disgusted. How could he think that? I was a person too.

He rubbed a hand over his eyes. “I don’t know for sure, but do you want to take the chance?”

I glared at Professor Pops. So many wicked ideas ran through my head. “No, I don’t.” I leaned on the stand. “Fine. I’ll remain down here, but don’t leave me for too long.”

“Of course not. I’ll be down first thing in the morning.” He went to the door. “And if there’s an emergency, text me. You have my number.”

I’d forgotten that.

“I’ll have the driver leave your suitcases here and then we can reassess the situation in the morning, after you have some of your answers.”

“All right.” I heard him, but I had another question. “The werewolf over there. Is he a Locanis?”

Professor Pops seemed perplexed. “I don’t think so. This werewolf came from a small town in Arizona. It was believed he was the last of his kind.” He shrugged. “Anything is possible.” His eyes twinkled as he touched the pages of the book. “This is the history of your people but it’s more than that. It’s the history of your realm. Read it with care.”

“Thank you, Professor Pops.”

He used the key to unlock the door. So it locks from the outside and the inside, I thought, making a mental note. Before he closed the door, he turned to me and said, “I can count on you to keep this room secret, right? I think you can imagine what might happen if so much supernatural information fell into the wrong hands.”

“Oh, um, right. Yes. I won’t say anything.”

Professor Pops smiled. “Excellent. It’s been lovely to see you again, Beatrice.”

Thirteen

Vaktare And Locanis

When Professor Pops was gone, I checked my phone. I still had bars. Adam hadn’t texted from the last time, but I texted him again anyway: Hope you’re good. I’m getting answers. Talk more in the morning.

Thinking about Adam sent my mind immediately to our kiss. What a kiss it was. I’d kissed several guys over the years but Adam’s kiss was the first for me with feelings so I had nothing to gauge against it. I thought about Will and the awkward way he’d tried to feel me up when we kissed. I had a feeling Adam’s kiss was better than any other guy ever.

Taking a deep breath, I forced away thoughts of kissing Adam and began to read. The history of the Vaktare and Locanis went back thousands of years. The book included many details including several legends.

I read the first one. It was about a Vaktare with red fur who would be born with all abilities and talents. She would be called Unduyee, which meant Red Warrior. The Unduyee would restore peace between the Vaktare and the Locanis.

I glided over the other legends, including one about a demon spawn that was half Vaktare and half Locanis. It seemed many Vaktare and Locanis indulged in sexual relations over the centuries, but they could never conceive. I didn’t delve into the details. It was getting late and I needed to read the material that actually happened in Hiraken.

After reading about several wars, I came to a part that mentioned my father’s name. It made me wonder who the author of the history book was.

“Show me the title page,” I said, feeling weird talking to the podium. Pages immediately flipped back to the beginning. When they stopped, I leaned over, reading:

A History of Hiraken and its People

The Vaktare and Locanis

By:

Fisher and Lenora Cavanaugh

“My parents wrote this.” For some reason knowing they were responsible for the words on the pages made the histories all the more interesting. It also saddened me. I needed to find them. It bothered me that they’d left just as my life was turned upside down. Though they hadn’t shown me emotion, they’d done lots to prove they cared for me. I couldn’t believe they’d abandoned me when I needed them most.

Around two in the morning, when I was almost at the end, I found a very interesting piece of information about my parents:

Fisher Cavanaugh was next in line to rule Hiraken. When war broke out between the Vaktare and the Locanis, all of the Cavanaughs were believed killed except Fisher, his mate Lenora and their child, Beatrice.

“That’s me,” I whispered, feeling tingles run the length and breadth of my body. Seeing my name in the histories of my people made me more anxious to know everything.

Near the beginning of the book they’d mentioned that all Vaktare were born with a magical skill. I flipped back to read that part again. There were hundreds of abilities. Sometimes an ability was passed down from one generation to the next, but more often than not, the gift was random.

“Do I have an ability?” I pondered aloud. I didn’t think so.

I went back to the part about my mom and dad.

After going to their medicine woman, Fisher and Lenora raced up the Wananoag mountains behind their castle, toward the place where they were told they could jump realms. The medicine woman gave Fisher a pendant and instructions on how to use it to open the portal. They almost didn’t make it.

Several of the strongest and vilest of the Locanis chased them. The worst Locanis went by the name Adam.

“What’s up with all the ‘Adam’s?” I whispered, thinking about my Adam and checking my phone to see if by chance he’d texted. He hadn’t.

I read on:

Lenora used her gift with the elements to create a storm while Fisher spoke the incantation to open the portal. After Adam and Fisher fought, Fisher was able to jump realms at the last second. Beatrice was born soon after.

After reaching the new realm, Fisher discovered Adam had stolen the pendant. If Adam can find a way to use it, the remaining Cavanaughs may be in danger.

There were words scrawled in pencil down the right side of the book:

There are other Vaktare who’ve survived. They’ve come to some kind of truce with the Locanis. I killed a Vaktare last night in the mountain behind our house after questioning him. He wouldn’t tell me what they wanted or why they were trying to kill us. But they’ve found us. And worse than that, I believe the Locanis who goes by the name Adam has discovered a way to use the pendant and is closing in.

The date above the words written in the margin was three days ago. I read the words again, a feeling of dread climbing into my stomach. Adam was a common name. And my Adam couldn’t be the Locanis my dad spoke of. If he were, he’d had plenty of opportunities to kill me over the past several days. He could’ve just let me fall at the shopping center. Or smothered me in my sleep. I remembered the way he brushed my hair, the sparkle in his eyes when we spoke about the weirdness in my life.

That would explain why he took your story so well though.

“No.” I went over to the cot and lay down. Memories of his kiss filled my mind and warmed my body. “That wasn’t the kiss of a man sent to commit murder.”

I punched the pillow, determined to convince my brain of what my heart already knew. Adam cared about me. He wouldn’t do anything to harm me. He wouldn’t.

Fourteen

His Head Ripped Off

Hours later there was a click and I heard the door to the Museum for the Supernatural open. “What the hell happened in here?”

I was lying on the floor. A quick glance at my body told me I was naked. “Don’t come in,” I shouted, grabbing a blanket off the cot.

“Beatrice?” It was Professor Pops. “Are you all right?” I heard the worry in his words.

“Um, yes.” I wrapped the blanket around myself and glanced around the room. It’d been dark and I’d been preoccupied when I climbed onto the cot last night. Now it was easy to see it had been a weapons room. Every sword, ever kind of weapon with a sharp point had been embedded in the walls or the ceiling. My pillow had been slashed to bits and the cot was bent at a funny angle. I glanced down at my hands. Had I done that?

“Cole, get a broom, a dustpan, and a very large trashcan. Have Troy help, if you need it. Hurry”

“Right away, Pops.”

The door clicked.

“Professor Pops?” I moved so that I could see into the Museum. The room was a wreck. Broken glass was everywhere. The dragon’s head had been ripped off and the body lay on its side. The troll was missing his limbs. The Hunter had been torn in half. The werewolf had fared worst of all. His eyes had been removed, his head ripped off, and his body was in pieces. Fur was strewn everywhere. Professor Pops bent over and carefully lifted something in his hands.

“I’m so sorry,” I said. Tears sprang to my eyes. I couldn’t believe I’d wrecked the place. “I don’t remember doing this, but it had to be me.” I tilted a unicorn upright and picked up its horn, trying to put it back in the place where I’d ripped it off. It wouldn’t stay so I set it on a shelf still upright.

Professor Pops took a white creature that reminded me of a fairy and placed it carefully on a table. Thankfully, it still had its head and all of its limbs. The way Professor Pops cradled the creature, it obviously meant a great deal to him.

“Whatever it costs, I’ll gladly pay to replace everything.”

Professor Pops smiled sadly. “Beatrice, no amount of money can replenish this.”

I hung my head, a sob ripping through my throat. I’d never felt so horrible in all my life. “I know,” I whispered.

He walked over and patted my shoulder. “If anyone is to blame for this mess, it’s me. I left you down here.”

I glanced up at him. “Perhaps, but I promise to do whatever it takes to make sure your museum is filled with supernatural creatures once again.”

“Oh, my dear, how do you intend to do that? I certainly don’t want the creatures murdered. Do you?” He picked up the dragon body in one hand and its head in the other. It was then that I realized Professor Pops wasn’t just a human. I should have known. He didn’t really even have a scent, other than peppermint.

“No. No way.” I hadn’t really thought about how I would accomplish the task. “So, what kind of supernatural are you?”

His eyes flashed red. “A Hunter,” he said, cautiously.

I took a step back. “You’re a vampire?”

“More or less.” His eyes went back to their normal color.

“Wow. That’s . . .”

“Creepy? Scary?” Professor Pops chuckled. “Don’t worry, I won’t bite.”

I smiled. “I think I should just go.” I picked up a gremlin and stood it on its pedestal.

“I don’t think that’s wise.” Professor Pops stacked a bunch of papers that had been the history of the unicorns together. “You need to find a way to control the beast that lives inside you. Otherwise, this type of thing will happen every night.” His hands flourished around the room. “I’ve been doing some research and . . . ”

The door clicked open. A guy I hadn’t met but who I assumed was Cole walked in followed by Troy. They carried a large trashcan between them. Cole had a broom and Troy held the dustpan. They both froze when they saw me and I remembered I was only wrapped in a blanket.

Professor Pops took in my appearance as though noticing it for the first time. Determination reflected on his features. “It’s going to go like this: Troy, Beatrice gets your room. You need to change the sheets and clean up. I don’t want dirty clothes cluttering up the place.”

Troy let out a loud sigh. “Aw, man.”

“Then you’re going to clean your bathroom. Scrub it. And then clean it again,” Professor Pops continued.

“Ugh,” Troy threw his hands in the air.

“On your way up, I need you to take Beatrice’s suitcases to your room. Make some space in your closet. When you’re finished, let me know.”

“What, right now?” He threw the dustpan on the floor.

Professor Pops seemed to glide over to Troy. It was so fast I didn’t see his feet move. “Yes, right now. Do you have a problem with that?” His voice was low and menacing. It sent shivers up my spine.

“No, sir.” Troy strode to the door. Professor Pops followed and unlocked it with his key. Professor Pops whispered something to Troy.

Troy nodded. “I’m sorry Beatrice,” he said, his features schooled into an apologetic gaze.

“It’s fine.” I waved a hand at him. “Thank you for lending me your room.”

When Troy left, Cole whistled. “That was tense.” He went over to the corner near the dragon and started sweeping the glass into a pile.

I didn’t know what to do. I wanted to help but the blanket wasn’t all that secure. “I need some clothes,” I said.

“Oh, Miss Beatrice, I’m so sorry.” Professor Pops walked into the room where the cot was and went over to the table that had held all the weapons. There were drawers underneath. He pulled one open and pulled out a black pair of pants and a black shirt. “These are workout clothes, but they should cover the essentials.”

I moved closer so I could speak without Cole hearing. “I need underthings as well.” I lowered my head. “I’m so sorry.”

Professor Pops cleared his throat and opened another drawer. Inside were underthings. “See if there’s something in there that fits.”

“Thank you,” I said, breathing a sigh of relief.

Professor Pops walked to the opening of the weapons room and then stopped. “When you shift, your clothes disappear?”

I glanced around the room. I hadn’t thought about it before. “Yes,” I said. “The clothes I wore last night are gone.” That stunk. That suit and those shoes had been some of my favorites.

“Interesting. And then when you shift back, you’re in only your birthday suit?”

My face flushed. “Apparently.”

“Interesting, indeed.” He walked from the room and I heard him and Cole whispering and the swishing of broken glass.

Moving to the open drawer I found a sports bra and boxers that might fit. Then I went into the bathroom where I did a quick wash with a wet cloth. I slid on the underclothes and the workout attire. The outfit was like nothing I’d ever worn before. It was loose and comfortable. I tried to comb my hair with my fingers and wiped off some of yesterday’s makeup from under my eyes. I still needed shoes though.

Professor Pops was a step ahead of me. When I came out of the bathroom there was a pair of black socks and plain black shoes in my size outside the door. I put them on and went into the Supernatural room. Cole and Professor Pops had the entire floor nearly swept up. The trashcan was filled with glass. They were working on putting a book back together. Shame scorched my body.

“I am really sorry,” I said again, feeling helpless, and wishing I could do more.

“It’s all right, Beatrice.”

I nodded, even though I knew it wasn’t. “I’m going to clean up the weapon’s room.”

“Thank you,” Professor Pops said.

I went over to a mace and grabbed the handle, trying to pull it from the wall. It wouldn’t budge. “Stupid thing,” I cursed, placing one foot on the wall to give me extra leverage.

Professor Pops walked in and smiled. “Your strength in this form is like that of a normal human.”

I grunted my acknowledgement, determined to get the freaking mace out of the freaking wall and a little irritated that I felt like he was studying me.

“But I bet you could call on your beastly strength even while in human form.” Professor Pops took a pad of paper and a pen from his back pocket. Then pulled his glasses from the pocket of his sweater, put them on, and wrote something down.

“How would I do that? I asked, releasing the mace handle and rubbing my hands. They were red and starting to really hurt.

“Hmmmm,” he tapped the pen to his cheek. “Do you remember any specific feelings from when you’ve previously shifted?”

I tried to think back. “I believed they were dreams, until a couple of night ago.”

“Which they probably were.” He tucked his pen in his back pocket and flipped his notebook shut. “Okay, grab hold of the handle.”

I did. “Now what?”

“Take a deep breath and feel for the werecat energy.”

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, held it, searched my insides for some kind of energy. I found nothing, but I didn’t want to tell him that. Breathing out, I yanked on the mace . . . and it popped out.

“I did it,” I said, opening my eyes. Cole’s face was inches from mine. He wore a naughty smile. My happiness deflated. “You pulled the mace out for me, didn’t you?”

Professor Pops shook his head, trying to hold back a smile.

Cole tucked his hands in his pockets and twisted his mouth. “Yeah, I kinda did.”

Without thinking, I leaned over and punched him. He went flying backward, smashing into the trashcan full of glass. Shards rained down on him.

“I didn’t mean to,” I said, covering my mouth.

Both Cole and Professor Pops started laughing. Cole stood up and brushed off his pants. He didn’t have a scratch on him.

“Are you supernatural too?”

“I guess so.” Cole walked back over.

Professor Pops clapped him on the shoulder. “Cole is a relatively new member of our family. I adopted him just six month ago.”

“What are you?” I asked, fascinated to meet someone different, like me.

Cole glanced away, shoving his hands back into his pockets.

“Oh, sorry. I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.” I turned away, moving over to the katana jammed into the ceiling. I reached up and yanked. It wouldn’t move.

“Tell her, Cole,” Professor Pops urged.

He came over and pulled out the katana. “It’s okay. I’m just still trying to get comfortable with it.”

I smiled at him. “It’s totally understandable. Apparently I look human, but I’m not. I’m a Vaktare, which is some kind of werecat, and I’m from another realm.”

He returned my smile with one of his own. And I realized he was handsome, in a tough guy kind of way. He wore a snug black tank top, which was a stark contrast to his pale skin. His jeans were loose and hung below his plaid boxers. He was maybe five foot seven and bulky. Not overweight, just completely covered in muscles. He didn’t have a six-pack but a ten pack. His hair was the darkest black I’d ever seen, except when the light struck it. Then it shone a deep blue. His eyes were light gray.

“Well, I’m a gargoyle.” He shrugged, walked over to the opposite wall and pulled out another sword.

“Serious,” I said, coming to stand beside him. “That’s so cool.”

“You think?” He rubbed one of his earlobes. “I have super strength and I can turn things, including myself, to stone. That’s it. Those are my powers.”

“I think that’s awesome.” I yanked on an arrow. That one came out, so I went to another. “Oh, what about wings? Some gargoyles have wings? Can you fly?”

He tugged on his ear and glanced over at Professor Pops. “I don’t think so. At least not yet.” He bent over and picked up something. “Is this your phone?”

“Oh, I completely forgot about it. Thanks.” Somehow it had escaped the carnage unscathed. I quickly checked to see if I had any messages from Adam. There were messages from Ashley, Eva, and Cassidy. I guessed Will had talked to them and they wanted to know where I’d gone. But there were none from Adam. The phone’s battery was at twenty percent. I’d have to charge it later. Since I didn’t have any pockets, I set it on the table next to a jagged edged knife.

“I’m going to see what’s taking Troy so long. I’ll be back in a while. Will you two be all right down here?” Professor Pops asked.

I glanced at Cole. “Sure.”

“I’ll be back.” Professor Pops left, leaving Cole and me alone.

“So who do you think would win in a fight? A gargoyle or a vampire?”

Cole tapped his fingers against his mouth, thinking. I started to laugh. He joined in. “A gargoyle, for sure.”

“I think so too.”

I climbed on the table to pry out a Chinese star. It was so far into the wall I couldn’t really get a good grip. I kept yanking, but it wouldn’t come and my fingers kept sliding off it.

“Try thinking about something that makes you really happy.” Cole was trying to fix the cot.

“Why?” I asked.

“Just get a good grip on the edge of the Chinese star, think of something that really gets your heart racing in a good way and pull.”

I turned back to the star, closed my eyes and thought about Adam. The desire in his eyes. The determination in his voice. His lips had been so soft, yet hungry. With every touch I knew he wanted my lips on his. Then I thought about the kiss, the way it made my body come alive. After it was over, he’d caressed my bottom lip. I shivered at the memory.

My fingers grew and extended. There was a pop. I opened my eyes. The Chinese star was in my hand. “Oh, yeah, I did it,” I shouted, doing a dance on the table.

Cole stood and turned, putting his hands on his hips. He was laughing at me, but I didn’t care. “See? It isn’t so hard.” He turned back to the bed, took the frame in his hands and bent it back into alignment with a single shove.

“Show-off,” I said, but I couldn’t wipe the smile off my face. There was no doubt Cole and I would be life long friends.

Fifteen

Unlike Any Human

Cole and I spent the better part of the next hour pulling weapons out of the walls and the ceiling. Sometimes thinking happy thoughts worked and other times it didn’t. Overall, I was happy with the success I had.

And Cole was a great guy. In a short time I felt like we’d become friends. We’d told each other a lot. I’d told him about life in Utah, and what I’d learned from the book my parents had written. He got to hear about my party and what I’d done to Will. I’d also told him about the curse, or rather the reverse curse.

Then Cole told me about some of his life growing up. He was a year younger than me and his parents had left him on the side of the road when he was five. He’d been in and out of foster homes for years until Professor Pops found him.

I could tell he had a lot of respect for the man. Seeing the way he spoke of Professor Pops made me like him all the more.

“Why does everyone call him Professor Pops?” I asked, setting the last knife on the table.

Cole was shoving hooks into place to rehang the katana and some of the other swords. “He is a Professor of Religion over at Harvard though now he’s mostly retired.”

“Oh, so it’s his actual title.”

“Yep.”

“That’s cool.” I picked up my phone and casually checked for messages. There weren’t any new ones. “Should we go into the museum and see if there’s anything else we can salvage?”

“Sure.” Cole and I tried to walk through the opening at the same time and we bumped into each other. His skin was rock solid. I wanted to ask him more about himself but door clicked and Professor Pops came in followed by Troy.

“How’s it going?” Troy asked. He carried several large black bags—like body bags. Professor Pops followed, carrying more.

“Fine,” I said. “Are those body bags?”

Professor Pops nodded. “They are.”

A rush of fear immobilized my body.

They are going to kill me, stuff me, and put me on a pedestal, I thought.

And my body began to shift. It felt like my blood boiled and moved in fast-forward. My eyesight changed and I felt my face morph, followed by the rest of my body. I heard myself roar as I dropped to all fours.

Professor Pops and Cole dropped the bags in unison. Troy tripped into Professor Pops, who caught him. “This is going to be good,” Troy said. He seemed excited about my change.

I licked my lips, feeling my razor sharp teeth. My whole being focused on the over exuberant boy. His heart raced. I expected to smell fear but he had a strange scent, which became more prominent in my Vaktare form. It was unlike any human I’d smelled.

Not that it mattered. He was human. I didn’t eat humans.

I changed my focus from Troy to Professor Pops. There was a hint of alarm in his scent and his features, but mostly he seemed curious. He had his hands up. They shook slightly.

“It’s okay. You’re fine, Beatrice. No one is going to hurt you.” The voice was Cole’s. He had no scent at all. I saw he’d changed as well. His shirt had ripped in places. Same with his pants. His pale skin was now stark white and marbled with black veins. His black hair had changed to glaring white and his gray eyes were black as coal. Cole touched my arm tenderly. His fingers were rock hard and cold as ice.

A peculiar sensation crawled along my arm. It radiated from his touch. My ears flicked and my whiskers twitched, as did my tail. A tail? That was new, and weird.

“Beatrice?” Cole clamped down on my arm more tightly. The fur all around where he touched turned gray. I yanked my arm from his grasp, the hair near my neck and along my back stood on end.

Cole glanced at his fingers. “I—It’s okay. Sorry. I’m so sorry.” Cole’s eyes went from black to gray and his hair turned from white to black. The black marble on his skin vanished. “The bags are for these bodies.” He indicated the supernatural creature all over the floor. The ones I’d knocked over, shredded, and decapitated. He smiled. “Your werecat form is awesome, by the way.” His eyes roamed over my body. “I mean seriously, I thought the werewolf was cool, but he wasn’t even close to you.”

“Really?” I hadn’t tried to talk while in my Vaktare form yet. It was difficult. The shape of my mouth was different and it felt odd. I touched my face and scratched myself.

“Yes.” Cole came toward me. I realized I’d backed myself into a corner. He stuck out his hand. “May I?”

I shook my head. I didn’t want him to pet me. I wasn’t an animal.

Well, actually, yes you are. You’ve got the paws to prove it.

“Come on, please.” He reached out a hand.

I batted it away with my paw.

He laughed. Then sat down in front of me. Was that a show of submission or at least a sign that I had nothing to fear? Either way, it helped.

Professor Pops and Troy were quiet but they also approached slowly.

It made me feel weird, like how an animal in a zoo might feel. Yeah, come check out the werecat. She’s soft and fluffy and may just purr if you pet her. I roared and hissed, showing my teeth, feeling the hair on the back of my neck stand.

Professor Pops and Troy froze.

Cole moved closer. “You can’t hurt me, Beatrice. If you’re angry or scared, take it out on me.” His eyes turned a darker gray.

“Who do you think would win in a fight between a werecat and a gargoyle?” I asked, timidly.

Cole laughed. “A gargoyle, for sure.”

I chuffed, a noise that sounded like a cat.

Troy seemed to perk up at the prospect of a fight.

“Should we find out? Test your strength?” Cole asked. He still sat cross-legged on the floor.

Professor Pops chuckled. “I think we’ll need a bigger room.” He went over to the back wall. The dragon had covered most of it, but with the head gone and the awkward way the rest of its body was turned, he had at least some access. He pressed an area on the wall a little above his head and a door popped open.

“What’s in there?” Troy asked, his interest causing him to forget how close he was to me. I batted at him with one of my paws. His skin turned a strange color for the briefest second. Troy glanced at his arm and then me. “Sorry, Bea.” He backed away.

Professor Pops called Cole and me over. “Let’s go.”

Cole went first and I followed him, swishing my tail. I decided I liked it. It helped me feel the vibrations of moving objects.

Troy and Professor Pops had already disappeared through the door. Cole stopped at the door. I peered inside and noticed it led to set of stairs. More stairs, I thought, uncomfortable with the prospect of going further down.

“You want to go down there?”

I smacked him on the back with my tail. “Might as well.”

There was room enough that Cole and I walked down side by side. Cole rested a hand on my back. My first instinct was to attack and my body tensed. But then he ran his fingers through my fur. It felt amazing. I lifted my body into his hand.

“Your fur is really soft. The werewolf fur in Professor Pops’ museum was wiry and tough. Prickly.”

“Maybe it’s a cat thing? The Locanis may have prickly fur.”

“That’s possible.”

We reached the bottom on the stairs. There was a door but it was propped open. We went in. The room was vast, like, bigger than a football field. The ceiling was really high, probably thirty feet.

“How deep underground are we?” I asked.

“I have no idea. I didn’t even know this room existed.” Cole still stroked my fur. It felt really, really good. I actually caught myself almost purring twice. That was annoying, but I liked the way it felt too much to make him stop.

I needed him to though. It was hard to focus on anything but his hand. So I stepped out of his reach.

“Awww,” Cole said.

“I won’t have you beat me because I can’t concentrate.”

“Understood.”

The floor was a strange material. It was cool against my paws, like concrete, but it had more give. The walls were covered in paintings of supernatural creatures. There was a large dragon, several vampires, a troll, a black unicorn, an elf, and other creatures I hadn’t ever seen, including a human-looking girl with black wings. The ceiling appeared to be made of concrete and was covered in dozens of large fluorescent lights.

“This is amazing,” Cole said.

“I know, right,” Troy agreed. He and Professor Pops were tossing a football back and forth. “Why didn’t you tell us this was here?”

“I have my reasons,” Professor Pops said, chucking the football at Troy.

Troy caught it and tossed it back.

“We used this for training. No one’s been down here in a very long time.” Professor Pops caught the football and tossed it to Cole. “I think it’s time to open it up again. Don’t you?”

“It’s an amazing space,” Cole said. I detected a hint of worry in his voice. What was he nervous about?

Troy clapped his hands and rubbed them together. “Who’s going to make the first move?” His eyes sparkled with excitement. If I hadn’t known what was going on, I would’ve assumed Troy was talking about Cole and me making out.

Cole snickered, giving me a half-smile, and I knew he was thinking the same thing. “I don’t think we should do this. Who knows when you’ll change back and I . . .” He stopped, tugging on his ear.

“You are worried you’ll hurt me.”

“Yes.”

Professor Pops heard the interchange. “Hang on.” He jogged over to one of the walls, pushed and the wall opened.

“Another room?” Cole asked.

“It’s where we kept weapons and where I found that football.” Professor Pops turned on the light. There were a few swords, a couple of sticks, and some free weights. “Darn, nothing in here will work.”

“I can’t hold a weapon anyway. I have paws.” I stood on my back legs and stuck out my paws.

“Okay, well how about Rocky turns himself to stone and we see if Beatrice can scratch it?” Troy said, frustrated that Cole and I weren’t just going at it.

Cole shrugged. “I can do that.” He obviously wanted to make Troy happy. In the blink of an eye he went from Cole with black hair and gray eyes to Cole with white hair and black eyes. “Go ahead, try to scratch me.”

I walked over. In my werecat form I was taller than Cole. He gave me a once-over. “You’re seriously impressive.”

I tried to smile, but my lips felt weird against my giant, sharp teeth.

“Do it. As hard as you can.”

I took a swipe at his arm. It was like striking rock. “There,” I said.

He shook his head. “Again and this time mean it. Who are you angry at?”

My Adam’s face came into view. It seemed he held my happiest memory as well as my angriest. I swiped at Cole again, this time putting my legs into it. Cole went flying, landing on the ground. He quickly got up, unhurt.

“Nice,” Troy shouted.

Professor Pops remained quiet.

“Now, Rocky, go after her.”

Cole came closer. The black lines across his face pulsed furiously. His eyes glared, pitch black. “Rocky, huh?” I asked, trying to lighten the mood.

“Yeah.” He tapped his knuckles against his head. Smiling maliciously, he said, “My turn.” Before I realized what was happening, his fist slammed into my head.

I shook back and forth as a strange sound left my throat. His fist against my face hadn’t hurt, but it’d made me momentarily dizzy.

“Again,” Troy shouted.

Cole punched me in the face with his other hand. This time I moved slightly. But something unexplainable happened within. All of my feelings and needs took a back seat to one thing. Instinct. I jumped on Cole, trying to tear out his throat. But I wasn’t prepared for how hard his skin would be and I wasn’t able to grab hold. He punched me in the stomach and used his feet to send me flying over his head. I flipped and landed on my feet with a thud, my claws scraping into the ground.

Cole’s features were twisted and furious.

“Control your rage,” I heard Professor Pops shout.

I didn’t think he was talking to me. My emotions simmered in the background, but my instinct had full control.

Cole’s eyes blinked and I knew the professor was talking to him. He turned away and walked to the door.

“Cole,” I called. But he disappeared up the steps.

Now that the fight was over, my instincts took a back seat to the other feelings. I was sad. I hadn’t meant to make him mad. I didn’t want our friendship to end the same day it began. I noticed something else. My body was about to shift. And then I’d be naked.

“Oh no.”

I glanced at Professor Pops and then I ran. Across the field made of strange concrete, through the door, and up, up, up the stairs. My face already felt human. I burst through the opening to the Museum for the Supernatural, slamming the door into the dragon body, knocking it over. My body changed as I stepped through to the weapon’s room.

“This whole naked thing is not cool,” I whispered, opening the drawers and grabbing clothes. I’d have to replenish the workout clothes before I left. When I was dressed I sat on the cot. It groaned and I remembered that I’d broken it. “Dammit.” Tears stung my lashes. I knew it was because I was sad about Cole, but I was also frustrated with Adam. Why hadn’t he texted me?

“I need some freaking food and water.”

“Sorry about that, Beatrice. Sometimes I can be insensitive.” Professor Pops stood in the opening to the weapons room. “You must be starving.”

I nodded, swiftly wiping at the tears.

Troy shut the door. He studied the dragon body. For the tiniest second Troy’s body seemed to change from tanned skin to dragon scales that matched that of the destroyed one in front of him. I blinked, not sure I’d seen what I thought I saw. His skin was back to normal.

“Next time, there’ll be a feast before the fight so you can keep up your energy,” Troy said, patting me on the shoulder.

“Where’s Cole?” I asked. Professor Pops said he was the only one with the key.

Professor Pops glanced around the room. “Did you check the bathroom?”

I hadn’t.

Professor Pops took the key from around his neck and handed it to Troy. “Take Beatrice upstairs and cook her some breakfast.”

Sixteen

Steak A La Raw

Troy opened his mouth, probably ready to complain, but Professor Pops’ eyes flashed red.

“Fine.” Troy unlocked the door. I followed him as he stomped up the stairs, his shoulders tense. He didn’t speak until we reached the kitchen. “I’m like the maid. Sure, I’m the hottest damn maid you’ve ever seen, but still a maid.” He put on a masculine brown apron, went to the refrigerator, and pulled out a steak wrapped in paper. He tossed it on the counter. Next he got a pan out of the drawer under the oven and slammed it on the stove burner.

I sat on one of the barstools and watched, working hard not to smile. He had no idea how difficult actually being a maid could be. “Totally hot,” I said, working to keep a straight face.

He swore and kept working, but took the time to flash me a heart-stopping smile.

I decided to give him a minute to calm down. The kitchen was homey. The appliances were stainless steel. White curtains hung in the windows. Climbing ivy grew all along the wall near the back door. There was a bowl of fruit in the center of the counter. The granite was tan with flecks in brown, pearl, red, and black. The cupboards were painted an off white, making the room appear huge and bright.

“At least Professor Pops is nice to you,” I said when he’d stopped slamming cupboards and drawers.

“You call this nice?” Troy took a butter knife, sliced some butter, and plopped it into the pan. He opened the paper around the steak. Between the smell of melting butter and the steak, my mouth started watering. Troy sprinkled salt and pepper on the steak, rubbed it in and then slapped it into the pan. The meat immediately began to sizzle.

“You seem like a pro and it smells delicious.” I crossed my arms, wondering if I should tell him that I liked the meat almost raw.

After a minute, Troy picked up a pair of tongs and flipped the steak over. “Yeah, well I have to be the pro because I’m the only one who cooks. If I didn’t no one would eat anything but peanut butter and jelly.” He removed a plate from the cupboard next to the refrigerator, placed it on the counter then grabbed a bottle of what I guessed was olive oil and drizzled a little over the plate. When he finished, he took some fresh basil, gave it a rough chop, sprinkled it over the olive oil and finished by slapping the meat on it. “There you go, Steak a’ la Raw.”

I couldn’t hold the laugh in any longer, but I covered my mouth to stifle it.

He glared, his hands on his hips. Then he laughed too. “I really like cooking, but it’s fun to be mad at Grand Pops.” He gave me a fork and a steak knife. “Try it, see how it tastes.”

I cut into the meat and stuck it into my mouth. “Mmmmm,” I said, chewing. Then swallowed. “It’s delicious.” I cut another bite.

“Good.” Troy went about cleaning the utensils and pan. In between bites I watched. He was tall and lean. He had muscle though. His biceps flexed as he scrubbed the counters. His hair was cut close to his head and nearly the same color as mine, maybe a little blonder. His eyes were brown and he was tan. I knew Ashley, Eva, and Cassidy would fight for his attention. Every once in a while he brushed his forehead and I wondered why. He caught me staring, so I asked.

“I just got my hair cut and I can still feel phantom strands of it hanging in my face.” He smiled big and I noticed there was a dimple in one cheek. He whipped the dishtowel over his shoulder. Basically, Troy was adorable.

“The haircut looks nice on you.”

“Thanks.” He leaned over the counter and watched me take a bite. “So what was it like to fight Rocky? You were awesome, by the way. I didn’t think anyone could take him. Some of us want Snow to fight him. I think she could beat anyone, but of course, she won’t even hear of it.”

“Snow?” I asked, cutting another piece.

“You haven’t heard of her?”

I shook my head, intrigued. It seemed Troy had a serious crush on her.

“She’s seriously kick a—s”

“You are so whipped, Troy Boy,” Cole said as he walked in. He’d changed and was wearing a white tank top and another pair of loose fitting jeans. His black hair shone, wet. I guessed he showered.

“Dude, she’s awesome,” Troy said, standing straight.

Cole chuckled. “She seems nice,” he said.

Troy made a strange noise. “I suppose you want me to fix you something too?” Troy asked, feigning irritation.

Cole shrugged. “Nah.” He glanced at me. I froze mid-bite, waiting to see if he was still angry. “I need to speak to Beatrice alone, if that’s okay.”

“Kicking me out?” Troy tossed the dishtowel on the counter and walked out. “No respect,” he mumbled.

I smiled after him.

Cole sat on the barstool next to mine. He clasped his hands together and was staring at them like he expected them to do a trick or fall off. I took another bite, waiting. Apparently he had anger issues and I didn’t want to set him off.

“Sorry, Beatrice,” Cole said, his words tight.

I placed my fork on the empty plate and walked it over to the sink. It was more than I’d ever done in the kitchen. Then I turned back to him. Part of me wanted to hold a grudge. He’d hurt my feelings. But he seemed to be beating himself up more than I ever could. And I really did like him. “I didn’t mean to make you angry.”

Cole shook his head. “I let down my guard.” He blew out a harsh breath. “You’re the first girl I’ve ever felt comfortable talking to.” He crushed his hands together. “You can imagine how this—” he slapped his chest, “went over with the ladies.”

I thought about it. If he’d been a student at my school prior to the curse, or the reverse curse, I would’ve been horrible to him. Just awful. “I’m sure it wasn’t easy,” I admitted softly.

“So I stayed away from people. I never let anyone touch me. But in the space of an hour, we touched, laughed together, and you didn’t run away or look at me with disgust . . . or turn to stone.” His eyes were alight with wonder. “You’re a special person, Beatrice.”

I felt my face get hot. It was a compliment I hadn’t believed I ever wanted to hear. Cole needed to understand I’d been the meanest person ever. “I was a total bitch in high school. I treated everyone with distain, but especially those who were different. I was truly beastly to them. And I never felt anything.” I glanced away, ashamed.

“So this curse has allowed you become all of who you are?”

“I guess so.” I moved closer to him. “If you’d met me a week ago, you would’ve been sickened by my behavior.”

He reached out and put a hand over mine. It was cool and hard. Certainly not repulsive. “When I’m around people I tend to bring out the worst in them. Over the years I’ve developed a really short temper.”

I tried to imagine him in high school. Had he turned someone to stone?

“Luckily,” he went on, “my abilities didn’t start to manifest until I turned sixteen.” He tugged his ear. “The first time I touched someone and she started turning to stone, I ran away. Professor Pops found me in California. He went through all the channels to legally adopt me.” He shrugged. “That’s pretty much it.”

“Well except that in the battle between a Vaktare and a Gargoyle, the Vaktare totally won.” I did a little barstool dance.

Cole shook his head. “Rematch?”

I laughed. “Maybe later, definitely not now. It was scary.” I had a feeling if he would’ve stayed and continued to fight I wouldn’t be sitting on a chair dancing.

“Fine. We’ll wait a week. Then it’s round two.”

“Deal.” I put my other hand over his. “I’m so glad we met. You’re amazing.”

Cole’s stormy eyes studied mine. “I feel the same way about you.” He leaned in and I realized he wanted to kiss me.

I didn’t want to anger him again, but I wasn’t ready. Gently, I put a hand on his chest. “I’m not ready for that,” I whispered.

Cole whipped out of the chair. “Afraid I might turn you to rock? Don’t worry, it only happens when I want it to. I can control it.” He smacked the bowl of fruit off the counter. The bowl shattered and fruit went everywhere.

I stood. “No, Cole. That isn’t it. There’s—”

Troy walked into the kitchen. “Cole, chill. There’s someone here to see Beatrice.”

“Really?” I wondered who it could be. No one knew where I was.

“Hello, Beatrice.”

“Adam.” He strode in confidently. The lights from the kitchen lit him up. My heart froze. I’d never been so eager and so petrified to see someone in my whole life. “Hi.” Our kiss flashed through my mind and I felt myself blush. “What—How did you get here?” I knew he hated to fly. Had he driven?

Or did he run the whole way in his werewolf form?

Seventeen

Swearing And Shouting

“I drove,” he said, coming around the counter. “It’s good to see you.” Adam’s blue eyes sparkled with happiness.

He wouldn’t look so happy if he intended to kill me, right? Or maybe he was happy because he was close enough to commit murder.

I shivered. “I’m so surprised you’re here. I thought you were going to stay in Utah and wait for my return.” The speed of my heartbeat picked up.

Adam came close and leaned in. “There’s something I need to discuss with you.”

“Do you mind, we were in the middle of a conversation,” Cole snapped, putting his hand on Adam’s shoulder.

Adam grabbed Cole’s hand and spun away from him. I was surprised he could move like that. I knew Adam was strong because he’d carried me from the pool up to my room, but that was different than having fighting skills. Not to mention Cole was hard and sturdy as a giant boulder.

He’s a werewolf, that’s why he can fight.

Cole’s hair started to change and I knew I needed calm him down.

“Let’s go.” I grabbed Adam’s hand and dragged him out of the kitchen toward the front door. Troy followed us out. “Tell Professor Pops I’ll be back.”

“Yep,” he said coming around us and opening the door.

I heard a crash in the kitchen, along with some swearing, and shouting.

“And could you tell Cole I’ll see him soon? Please?” Another loud crash sounded from the kitchen and I flinched.

Troy patted my arm. “He’ll be fine.” He gave me his mega-watt smile. “Cole just needs to break a few things and then he’ll be back to his mellow self.” He chuckled at his own joke and I laughed with him.

“It was so great to meet you, Troy.”

He winked. “Maybe one day we can see who would win in a battle between a Vaktare and a dragon?”

I felt my eyes get big. Was he trying to tell me something? “Are you—” I began, but he put a finger over his lips.

“Say no more. Even the trees have ears.”

I wasn’t sure whether to take him seriously or not, but I didn’t have the time to really talk to him. I needed to talk to Adam. “We’ll talk again soon.”

I went down the steps. Adam was already at the car. He had driven the Lykan after all. I was glad to see he’d told the truth about that. Adam opened the passenger door.

I climbed in.

Troy waved. “See ya.”

Adam closed the door. I waved through the window.

“Why are you so crabby?” I asked.

He kept silent while the motor roared to life and he peeled out of the driveway.

I waited, giving him a chance to say whatever he needed to say. We got on the interstate. He weaved in and out of traffic like the rest of the cars weren’t moving. I held on for dear life and was about to ask him where we were going when he pulled off the interstate into Boston.

A few minutes later he pulled the car up to the entrance of the Boston Plaza.

As soon as Adam put the car in Park a guy in a hotel uniform came up to the car and opened the door. I got out. He gave me a once-over and I remembered I was shoeless, had barely freshened up in two days, and still wore the black workout clothes.

“Welcome to the Boston Plaza,” the guy said.

“Thank you,” I muttered.

Adam handed the guy his keys. “Drive it carefully. There better not be a scratch on her.”

“Yes, sir,” the guy said, climbing into the car.

Even though whatever Adam needed to say was urgent, he still took the time to watch the Lykan drive out of sight.

We walked into the hotel lobby and up to the front desk.

A perky blond was behind the desk. When I walked over, she stopped typing on her keyboard, gave me a once-over, and turned back to her computer screen. “Can I help you?”

It didn’t matter that I looked like a homeless person and probably smelled like one too. I was also Beatrice Cavanaugh, considered American royalty. People knew me and I would be heard.

The receptionist’s nametag said her name was Diane. I slammed my fist against the counter, causing Diane to jump. “Yes, Diane you can. My name is Beatrice Cavanaugh. You have a reservations for me and I’d like to check in.”

She typed some information into her computer. “I’m seeing a reservation for a Beatrice Cavanaugh checking in last night but she never arrived so the reservation was cancelled.” She glanced up. “The room is now reserved. We’re full.” She smirked.

I was about to slam my fist again, but someone grabbed it. I gasped. Adam patted my hand, taking it, and tucking it under his arm. “Diane, my name is Adam Haddox. I’m here to check in.”

She smiled. “Let me check.” After a few seconds, she said, “It looks like you’re in the suite.” She winked. “I’ll just need a credit card and a driver’s license.”

“Right.” He took his wallet out of his back pocket, opened it and handed her the black American Express card I’d given him, along his driver’s license.

Diane took them, casually brushing her fingers against his hand and smiling.

If I hadn’t been in complete shock, I might’ve punched her. Instead I clamped my mouth shut, held on to Adam’s arm and waited while Diane did whatever she had to do.

“Please sign here,” she said, placing a piece of paper on the counter in front of Adam.

He did.

She handed him a key card. “Take the elevator to the top floor. Do you have luggage?”

“Not now. Thank you.” Adam pressed his hand into my lower back and steered me toward the elevator.

Something about his behavior brought back all my worries from the previous night and I wondered again if he really was the same “Adam” mentioned in my parents’ book.

The thought hit me with such paralyzing force that I stumbled, only just catching myself before I hit the highly polished floor. Reaching out, Adam took my hand in a gesture of apparent concern that, only an hour ago, I would have trusted was entirely genuine. Now I wasn’t so sure.

A tiny voice at the back of my mind told me to run, to get away from Adam now. But my thoughts were spiraling so completely out of control that I was helpless to escape.

I allowed myself to be led, barely noticing the beautiful ceramic floors or the way the sun struck the chandelier, making thousands of tiny rainbows dance everywhere. I barely knew when we entered the elevator and felt Adam guide me to the room.

When we were inside the suite, the first words out of my mouth were, “Are you going to kill me now?”

Eighteen

Drowning In Pain

Adam took my hands and walked me over to the couch. “No, Beatrice.” He shook his head. “Why would you say that?”

Relief punched through me when I heard his words, and instantly transformed to wariness. Could I really trust him? I still wasn’t sure.

I debated going into it, telling him everything I’d read. It was the perfect time. But when I opened my mouth, nothing came out. I pulled my hands from his grasp and walked over to the windows, checking out the view of the city.

“Why are you here?” I finally asked, deciding to start with that.

Adam came to stand beside me. “After you left, later that night a group of werewolves surrounded the mansion. They got in and ransacked everything. They seemed to be looking for something. Isaac, Mrs. Dotts and I tried to fend them off, but in the end we had to hide.” He seemed to struggle with the words. Something still felt off.

Ask him! Ask him if he’s the Locanis who tried to kill your parents and stole your father’s medallion.

“Are Isaac and Mrs. Dotts okay? What about the other servants?”

“Yeah, they’re fine.” He leaned in and despite my fears I still wanted him to kiss me.

I stepped away, needing distance to keep my emotions in check. “Did the Locanis find what they were looking for?” I picked up a magazine and flipped through it before setting it back down. I hadn’t seen a word on the page.

Adam ran a hand through his hair. “I don’t know.” He sighed. “Once I knew they were gone, I sent Isaac and Mrs. Dotts to stay in a hotel and then I came after you.” He tried to grab my hand, but I pulled away. “What’s wrong? Is it that Cole kid? I can tell he’s different. His hand was hard as rock. And I can tell he likes you, which is completely understandable.” He gave me a sideways smile. It was a new look and I realized I didn’t really know Adam at all. Probably even less than Cole.

“No, it’s not that.” I wished I had the guts to ask him. But if he knew I knew the truth, would he try to kill me right away? “Tell me why you’re really here.” I swallowed my nerves and tried to remember I was a vicious werecat that could take on a gargoyle.

Adam took a deep breath. “It’s just so difficult to explain. When I first met you, it was . . .” He walked back over to the window. “But I’m weak.” He punched the wall and his fist went right through it. “Shit.” He pulled his fist from the plaster, shaking his hand. That was going to cost a bunch to fix. Hotels normally didn’t take kindly to their suites getting destroyed.

Adam went on, “I thought it would be easy to—”

A howl echoed through the night, above the honking of horns, and the buzz of the city. It reverberated off the walls and seemed to sink into my toes.

“Stinking dogs.”

Adam froze and I suddenly felt bad. “You heard that.”

“Yes, I heard it,” I spat, anger superseding my fear. “I know why you’re here. You’re supposed to kill me.” I slammed my fists into his back and he fell to his knees.

“I bet Celeste isn’t even your real mother. You didn’t come to my house to pay a debt. You came to kill me.” When he didn’t move I glared at the back of his head, shooting daggers with my eyes. “Too bad you didn’t finish the job while my mom was still pregnant with me.” Angry tears fell onto my cheeks, hot and wet. He hadn’t denied my allegations and his silence spoke much louder than any words. “If you’d succeeded you wouldn’t have had to waste your precious time coming after me now, pretending to like me and kissing . . .” A sob ripped out of my throat. I put my hand over my mouth. He still hadn’t tried to get up. “It was all a lie.” I fell to my knees behind him, unable to stop myself from pressing my head into his back. “I don’t even know you, do I?” The last words came out as a whisper. It felt like my heart was breaking.

Adam turned and took my face in his hands. “Beatrice.” His eyes searched mine. He was scared. “Please, believe me when I say I’m sorry. I didn’t know you when I agreed to the plan.”

I heard his words but didn’t understand them. I was drowning in pain. “You should’ve killed me, you stupid, stupid . . .” I thought of vilest word I could call him. “Dog.”

“Beatrice.” He spoke my name again softly.

“Shut up. Just shut up. If you want to kill me, do it.”

“I’m not going to kill you, Beatrice.”

My pulse responded to his words by speeding up. My breath came out in gasps.

Adam shook me again. “I swear an oath on Altuatha.” His eyes dropped to my lips. I licked them. “You can trust me.”

I wanted to ask him who Altuatha was but there were other more pressing matters.

Adam growled, pulling my face toward him. Even on our knees he towered over me. He tugged my chin upward, and slammed his lips into mine. I clawed at his face but he just kissed me harder, deeper. It only took a few moments and my own body betrayed me, and I was sighing. Freaking sighing into his kiss. There was desperation and raw desire that flamed his movements. I was suddenly in Adam’s arms and on the bed. His hands found their way under my shirt. I clung to him, wrapping my legs around his hips.

Adam. Adam. Adam. My mind kept repeating his name. Each letter filling up the ache in my heart. He had no intention of killing me.

I pulled his shirt from his pants so that I could feel his warm skin.

Another howl permeated the air around us.

“Okay, that one was closer.” Adam quickly jumped up and ran to the window, pushing back one curtain.

“What is it?” I asked.

“Maybe nothing.” Adam grabbed my hands, helping me stand. My thighs were shaking. His eyes were hard with ferocity and he gave me a little shake. “You can trust me,” he said again, repeating his words from before.

“Trust?” I snorted. “Do you even know what that word means?”

Adam released my hands. “Yes, Beatrice I do. I trusted your father when he promised to protect my mom and my sister. But when my mother was killed by his father, Fisher did nothing.” The words ripped from his throat and I felt his agony.

“So I was right. Celeste wasn’t your mom,” I muttered softly.

Adam went back to the window. I moved closer as a strong desire to comfort him swept through me.

“I have no idea who that woman is.” He brushed a hand through his hair. “It was my job to infiltrate, destroy, and bring back the pendant.” He closed the curtains and moved over to the couch in the living area. “I’ve been studying your family for a long time, and when I saw Celeste being taken away by the police I used the situation to my advantage.”

My heart pounded in my ears. “Did you kill my mom and dad?” The words came out barely above a whisper. I hadn’t wanted to ask, but I needed to know.

He crossed him arms. “No,” he said, his gaze holding mine. “I would have.” He paused and started to pace. “Except they’d already vanished.” He glanced at me. I felt my mouth open and close as questions rose and fell from my lips in silence. His jaw clenched. “Fisher always was a coward.”

That pissed me off. I walked over and slapped his face. “How dare you speak like that about my dad?”

A wisp of a smile played on his lips. “When Fisher used the spell to allow you to cross realms, it took away all the best parts of you. For eighteen years your parents gave you everything, but you felt nothing. You may look human but you’re not. You’re Vaktare and not just any Vaktare, but of royal blood. On your birthday, when you were busy being a total bitch with your friends, you should’ve been in Hiraken preparing for your vision quest, allowing your people to see that you would stand against the terrible things still going on in your land.” He was fuming, barely able to contain his emotions.

“My what? Do what?” I was seething too.

“It’s a journey you take into the Fyrge desert and discover what your ability is.”

“Oh,” I said, feeling that what he said was true. “But not if your kind killed us all. I read the history. That was what the Locanis wanted. To destroy all Vaktare, to take Hiraken for themselves. I thought my kind were all dead.” I knew it wasn’t true even though I’d said the words. Obviously there were more Vaktare alive than my parents first believed. Still, I didn’t know what to do. I watched Adam silently, my fingers gripped in fists, but the position felt awkward.

So I walked away.

Adam swore. “Most of the Locanis wanted to kill all Vaktare, that’s true, and we nearly succeeded. But what’s also true is that most Vaktare wanted the Locanis to continue to be their slaves.” He stopped in front of me. “Slaves, Beatrice.”

I blinked and backed away.

He went on, “They thought of us as lesser creatures because we weren’t given an ability.”

I closed my eyes, and wrapped my arms around myself. “Where did my mom and dad stand on the matter?” For some reason the answer to that question was very important to me.

“Lenora was completely against enslaving us. Fisher was next in line to be king. He’d been raised by his tyrannical father, but . . .” Adam sighed. “I don’t believe he wanted to treat us the way his father did. I believe he would have been a much better king.” I opened my eyes. Adam’s face had softened. He was watching me. “I call him a coward because he didn’t stand up to Kevoney. He didn’t stand up for what was right. He was too afraid.”

“Did you ever think he ran away not because he was afraid to stand up for what was right, but because he wanted to save his wife and daughter?” I didn’t know what Adam’s deal was, but I needed answers, and he was finally giving them.

“What about the pendant? My dad said you stole it from him.” I moved over to the window. It was starting to get dark and I wanted to see the moon.

“When Fisher jumped realms, my claws caught hold of the pendant. I took it and more.” His face fell. “I took his ability as well.”

So it was Adam who stole my dad’s powers. I remembered the black cat saying something about that the night he tried to kill me.

“Why would you do that?” I wanted to be angry, but I couldn’t.

Adam sighed heavily. “That wasn’t my intention.” He came to stand beside me. “I don’t know how it happened. Needless to say, being a werewolf with the ability to cast spells has made me the topic of a lot of conversation. In fact my ability ended the war. I thought it would be a good thing. That perhaps the Vaktare and Locanis could truly become equals once again.” He laughed but it was without joy. “Some even believed I was the one your medicine woman spoke about. He shook his head. “When it became apparent I wasn’t, I was reassigned to the position of glorified assassin. It seemed the new King believed that was all my powers were good for.” He blew out his breath, frustrated. “After nearly ten years a few of the lower Vaktare and some Locanis formed a secret society.”

“What kind of society?”

Adam smiled. “They are called the Society of Believers. They stole some of our most intelligent scientists, giving them access to Vaktare and Locanis victims with the sole desire to do what I did by accident—take abilities from the Vaktare and implant them in the Locanis?”

I gasped. “Has it worked?”

He shook his head. “Knock on wood, they haven’t found a way . . . yet.”

“So if you want nothing to do with it, why did you agree to come here and kill my family and me?”

Adam stuffed his hands in his pockets. “They have my sister. She wasn’t killed during the last war, but they’ve sworn to kill her if I don’t murder the last of the Cavanaughs.”

My heart sank. That was sad. “So why didn’t you kill me?”

His teeth ground together. “The first day I met you, I knew I could. I wanted to. You were . . .” He paused, shaking his head with a chuckle. “Not the kindest person. You reminded me a lot of your grandfather.”

I hung my head. “I know. I was a total bitch. The only reason I agreed to hire you was so I could make you suffer.” I laughed bitterly. “I wanted you to become as beastly as I was.” I winked. “Guess I’m too late. You’re quite beastly all on your own.” For some reason that made me laugh hard so hard I started to cry, which was weird, but totally what happened. “Anyway, sorry. Was it my sparkling personality that changed your mind?”

Adam pulled me to him. His eyes smoldered and kept going from my lips and back to my eyes. “That was part of it. Mostly it was your hot body.”

I smacked his arm.

Adam chuckled. “Ouch.” His fingers caressed my cheeks. “When I showed up the next day, you were different. Then I found out your enchantment had somehow been removed and I was finally meeting the real you. Right away I knew you were different, special, spectacular.” He lifted my face to his. “Once upon a time there was a dog that fell in love with a cat.”

My face burned. “Love?”

Adam’s lips caressed mine. He wrapped me in his arms, pulling me against him, his lips capturing mine tenderly. I clutched his shoulders, in too much shock to do anything more than enjoy every second. But the Vaktare and Locanis weren’t supposed to procreate. It was one of the laws I read about in the history book my parents wrote. According to them any children created between the two species would be considered demon spawn. Still, Adam and I weren’t procreating, we were kissing, and the kissing was amazing.

Our kiss intensified. His hands left my waist and went into my hair. It was a mess, I knew. I hadn’t brushed it in I didn’t know how long, but at that moment, with his fingers twisting the strands and tugging near my scalp, it filled me with desire.

My emotions were a whirlwind of need and want and longing. As the seconds passed, a small wind began to blow around us. It lifted the edges of my hair, soft and billowing. At first. But the more entangled the kiss I became the stronger the wind blew until Adam paused.

“Are you doing that?”

The curtains whipped and knocked a picture off the wall. Adam’s eyes grew big. “It is you. It’s your ability. You can control the elements.”

I nodded, feeling a small surge of excitement that was immediately eclipsed by fear. “That’s great but how do I make it stop?”

He shook his head. “I don’t know. It was your mom’s ability too. If she were here she could tell you.”

My body started to shake. The wind was getting stronger and a dark cloud began to form. In the room! “How do you stop your ability?” I had to shout against the strong wind.

He yanked me back into his arms and whispered against my ear, “Breathe in through your nose. Out through your mouth. Think calming thoughts.”

A shiver ran down my spine and it started to rain. Freaking rain, inside the hotel room.

Adam kissed my cheek. “Beatrice, you need to calm down. Use the animal part of yourself to control the ability. They are connected, one helps balance the other out.”

I wanted to tell him that it was his touch, his breath in my ear, his lips on my cheek, and the way his body curled with mine, that were putting my emotions into a passionate frenzy. I couldn’t though. All I could think about were his hands roaming my body, his lips on my neck, and more. For the first time in my life I wanted to go all the way, and even though I knew I shouldn’t I couldn’t stop what I wanted.

“Beatrice.” His voice was tinged with worry now. He let go of me and tried to step away, but I didn’t want him to stop touching me. As soon as I had the thought that he should put his hands back on my body, Adam obeyed. His eyes went from amused worry to serious uneasiness. “Did you do that?” He tried to pull his hands from me, but they wouldn’t budge.

My teeth chattered. I wanted to believe it wasn’t me forcing him to continue to touch me. “Maybe. I don’t know.” I shivered, unable to stop. Rain soaked through my hair and my clothes and trailed down my face.

“Control it, Beatrice. Deep breaths. Calming thoughts.”

I’d never been so cold in all my life. Or scared. I nodded and took a deep breath. Blew it out. It didn’t help. Thunder rumbled across the cloud as though mocking me. “It isn’t working,” I said, crying, my tears mixing with the rain. “Help me, Adam. Please.”

There was a loud noise. The door to the hotel room shattered. Wood flew everywhere, splintering against and into my skin.

“Isn’t this better than awesome?” Will walked into the room followed by three more men I’d never seen before. They all wore similar attire—black suits, white shirts, and black ties.

“Will?” The rain and wind stopped as abruptly as it started. I blinked water out of my eyes and wiped the hair off my face.

Adam’s body relaxed as the spell or whatever I’d commanded his body to do dissipated. In the same second he tensed again, growling at the men in the doorway.

“Beatrice, get out of here,” Adam said, his voice hard as steel. One of the men standing behind Will flicked his hand and Adam’s mouth was clamped shut.

“What’s happening?” My gaze flashed between Will and Adam.

Adam rushed forward, placing me behind him. One of the men raised a palm and moved his fingers slightly. Thick rope coiled itself so tightly around Adam’s body he fell onto his back, smashing the coffee table in the process. Unintelligible sounds came from Adam’s throat. His lips tried to move and I realized he was trying to say something. I rushed to his side, pulling at the ropes, but they wouldn’t budge.

“Stop,” I shouted. “Will, why are you here and . . . involved?” He appeared older somehow, and the kind face he’d always shown me was completely gone.

Will’s eyes glimmered bright blue and I knew. Will was the werecat that had tried to kill me a few days ago. “You’re a Vaktare.” Shock chained my feet to the floor. Now I understood why Adam hadn’t like the guy. I didn’t like him either.

“Bingo.” Will stepped over pieces of broken glass that had been the coffee table.

Two of the three men moved to either side of Will. The one with short black hair picked Adam up and tossed him over his shoulder. Will grabbed my arm. There was a quick rush and we were no longer in the hotel room. We were at Cavanaugh Mansion, standing in the entryway.

“What the freaking hell?” I muttered, shocked that I was home but even more shocked at the disarray my house was in.

“That’s better.” Will let go of my arm. I had so many questions, but I was paralyzed with fear. Adam’s eyes glowed. I wondered why he wasn’t changing. In his werewolf form he could easily break the ropes.

Will punched Adam in the face and laughed. “I bet it’s killing you that you can’t transform.” The three men with Will joined in the laughter. “It’s because of Rhem, you know. It’s his gift. He has the power to bind not just the body, but also the Vaktare’s ability. Pretty cool, huh?” He kicked Adam again.

Adam twisted and contorted his body, trying to get out of the ropes. His eyes were twin balls of rage. I knew if he got out of those ropes, Will was dead.

“All right, let’s get down to business.”

Nineteen

The Wolf Pays

“What do you want, Will?” My voice trembled with fright. “Is this because I threw your birthday present in the pool?”

Will’s eyes burned with fury for a brief moment and then he laughed. Addressing the three men with him he said, “She thinks I’m angry because she’s a bitch.”

They joined in the laughter.

“No, Bea. That definitely isn’t it.” He cupped my chin in his hand. “I’m not angry. Why would I be angry? I’ve been your friend for years. We’ve been a couple for the past six months. I’ve put up with your shit. I’ve been patient, supportive, and an all-around good guy.”

He leaned in and kissed me.

“Don’t,” I mumbled and tried to push him away.

Will’s hand shifted into a beastly paw. He yanked my face forward and slammed his lips onto mine, trying to open my mouth. When I wouldn’t budge, he let go. “No warmth. You are one cold-blooded bitch, aren’t you?” He didn’t wait for my reply but kept going. “I did what I did to get close to you.” He grabbed hold of my head, forcing me close as he licked my face, our noses touching. The hair from his paw tickled my cheek. His breath seemed to burn my skin. “Where’s the red diamond, Bea?”

“Diamond?” I asked trying not to breathe.

I kept hoping I’d shift, or that I’d be able to use one of my abilities. My thoughts kept going to Cole and what he’d said. That I needed to think about something happy, that I needed to breathe deeply. I kept trying to recall the kiss between Adam and me but I was too scared and the memory was marred by questions. There were trust issues as well. He’d been sent to kill me. That was a fact. Sure, he’d chosen not to go through with it. He’d said he changed his mind when he got to know me. But what was to say he wouldn’t change his mind again? His sister’s life was at stake. If he killed me, she’d be set free. Why wouldn’t he choose her?

Will shoved me, letting go. My head smacked against the door as I hit the ground hard. “Give me what I want, Bea, or the wolf pays.” He nodded at Adam and two of the three men picked him up. The third, the man Will had called Rhem held out a hand and turned it slowly.

Adam started to writhe, letting out a snarl.

“Stop,” I shouted, crawling toward him.

Will grabbed me around the waist and held me fast. “If you’re a good girl and give me the diamond, maybe I can talk to the King, put in a good word. Maybe you won’t have to die, maybe he’ll let you be my lover.” He leaned in, running his teeth against my neck.

I spat in his face. “I’d rather die.” I grabbed hold of his shirt and tried to push him off.

He yanked on my hair. “Oh, that’s going to happen, don’t worry.” He bit my shoulder with mock playfulness. “Besides, I’d tire of you before too long. I mean you did fall for a worthless dog.” He shoved me into a wall, my head going through the plaster before he yanked me out by the back of my neck.

My forehead was bleeding as well as my nose. I grabbed hold of his arms, scratching and clawing, but I wasn’t strong enough to do any real damage. Will led me over to Adam. He was still writhing. Occasionally, he would moan.

By the faraway look in Adam’s eyes I knew whatever Rhem was doing to Adam was killing him.

Then Will kicked Adam in the stomach. The men hooted. “If I wasn’t under orders to bring his ass back alive, he’d already be dead.” He kicked Adam in the stomach again. “But there might be an accident. Sometimes shit happens, right?”

“Fine,” I yelled. “I’ll take you to the diamond.”

Even through the pain, Adam heard me, and he seemed confused. I’d told him Celeste stole the diamond. “Sorry, Adam.” Then to Will I said, “The diamond is upstairs.”

Will took me by the neck and forced me to walk up with him. I didn’t fight him. When we got to my bedroom, Will smiled. It was sinister.

“It’s in the closet,” I said, pointing.

“Go get it.” He shoved me and I flew forward, falling onto my hands and knees.

I crawled into my closet and over to the section where my pants hung on hangers. I pushed them aside, clicked the secret door open, and entered the safe’s combination. My hands shook as I pulled on the safe’s handle.

“Figures,” Will said, his voice hard.

I took the diamond and stood, handing it to him.

“Let’s make sure you’re telling the truth.” Will lifted the red stone into the light. The diamond sparkled as he turned it back and forth. “Excellent.” He pocketed the diamond and grabbed my arm, dragging me out of the closet. I watched his gaze linger on the bed. He licked his lips, glancing from me. “After the hell I put up with playing your boyfriend, I deserve payment.” He hauled me onto the bed.

Understanding what he intended, I tried to squirm away.

Will grabbed me by the leg and forced me onto my back, pinning my body with his.

“Stop, Will. This isn’t you.” I tried to knee him in the groin, but he forced my legs down.

“You have no idea what I’m like, Bea. You never cared to find out.” His fingers wrapped around my neck, choking the life out of me. “You never gave me a chance.” He licked the side of my face, forcing my legs apart. His hands roamed my body. Tears leaked from my eyes. I wanted strength. I wanted to change, to claw the smile off his awful face.

“You’re so weak, Beatrice. Nothing but a mewing kitten.” As he spoke, he shoved a hand down my pants.

“Stop. Stop it,” I cried.

My tears only made him laugh. I didn’t know how I was going to get out of the situation. I didn’t think it was possible. “If you do this,” I said, forcing myself not to stop fighting, “I’ll kill you.”

His eyes grew wide. “You th—”

Will wasn’t able to finish because something crashed through my window and rolled onto the floor. It reminded me of a large boulder.

The boulder stood and I realized it wasn’t a boulder at all, but Cole.

“Get off her you filthy cat.” In one breath Cole stood and threw Will into my fireplace. Rock and rubble rained down around Will as he fell to the floor.

“You okay?” Cole came over and held out his hand for me to take it.

A sob ripped from my throat as relief washed over me. “Cole,” I said, sitting up. Professor Pops burst through my window in the next second.

“Stand back,” Professor Pops said, keeping his back to the window and directing Cole and me to move against the wall near my headboard.

I gave Cole a questioning look just as a massive scaly dragon rammed through my window, taking out half my wall and my window seat in the process.

I yelped, grabbing hold of Cole’s solid shoulder. “What in the—”

The dragon shook himself, his large liquid eyes gazing at me. Something about them was familiar. “I can’t believe Rocky gets all the credit for knocking this guy out.” The dragon faced Will, who was on the floor, moaning. “Make a move, pussy cat, I’m begging ya.” The dragon glanced over and winked. I realized the dragon was Troy.

I covered my mouth, completely surprised.

“He thinks he’s the shit,” Cole shouted. One look told me Cole thought Troy was the shit too.

Troy shoved one of his talon-shaped hands against Will. “Come on. I want to fry your insides before your outsides have a chance to feel it.”

I was in shock. It was a freaking-happy-to-see-them shock, but still.

Professor Pops came over. “Are you hurt, dear?”

“No,” I muttered, blown away by Professor Pops. He was dressed in all black, his scholarly sweater and reading glasses replaced with a katana across his back. His eyes glowed red, like Hell fire.

“Doesn’t Pops look awesome?” Cole said, slapping Professor Pops on the back.

The Professor grinned.

“Yes, he does,” I said, trying to smile, but only succeeding in making my lips quiver. “And Troy?” He was a very large, very wicked looking bronze dragon with silver tipped wings that were folded against either shoulder.

At the mention of his name, he turned and gave me a huge dragon smile. It took my breath away.

“I’m awesome, right?” Smoke left his nostrils as he spoke. Then he turned back to Will, heckling and prodding his limp body. I kind of felt sorry for Will. Okay, not really.

“With the three of you here, we might stand a chance.” I pushed myself out of Cole’s hold. “I’m so happy to see all of you. It’s Adam . . .”

“Where is he?” Professor Pops asked.

“In the entryway, downstairs.”

Cole went to my bedroom door and ripped it off its hinges, leaning it against a wall.

“They’re torturing him. Please.” Thinking about the look of Adam’s face brought tears to my eyes. “Hurry.”

Troy tossed Will onto his back and settled him between his shoulder blades.

“Be careful,” I said. “He can shoot balls of light from his hands.”

Cole snickered. “Balls, huh?”

I rolled my eyes. “Yes.”

“Got it,” Troy said, forcing his way through the door and tearing a dragon-shaped hole in the walls. I couldn’t help but be in awe of him. “I’ll try to watch out for flying balls,” he said, hefting his large body down the hall. Either side of his body grazed the walls, causing huge gashes.

“Flying balls. Duck and cover,” Cole said, snorting. Troy laughed.

I couldn’t believe they were joking at a time like this.

As we made our way down the stairs I heard two of the three men talking. They were discussing what they would do with the wealth the King promised them for bringing Adam back and for killing me.

Professor Pops, Cole and Troy heard them as well.

Troy quit laughing. So did Cole. His hair changed from black to white and his skin pulsed with black veins. “Allow me to clean up the mess, Beatrice,” he said.

Troy followed, trying to shove past Cole on the stairs. His scales scraped against the metal railing. It sounded like nails on a chalkboard. “Leave some for me. Dude, you can’t always be the hero.”

If I hadn’t been so worried about Adam I would’ve laughed at the two of them.

“How many are there?” Troy asked.

“Three,” I said, “and one can bind your abilities.” That thought made me worried for them.

Cole laughed, slapping Troy’s scaled body. “No one is going to bind our abilities, right Smoky.”

“Best two out of three cleans the other’s bathroom for a month,” Troy offered.

Professor Pops chuckled. “I debated whether to bring them.”

“How did you even know where I was? What made you decide . . .”

Professor Pops patted my arm. “I have my ways, Beatrice dear.”

“Well, I’m glad you’re here, but how?”

“First class ride on the Boeing Troy-Seven-Seven,” Professor Pops grinned. He was a little disconcerting with his red eyes and I had to look away. “Troy can fly like nobody’s business,” Professor Pops went on.

Roars of pain interrupted our conversation. I rushed down the remaining stairs. The three Vaktare had changed into their werecat forms and were on top of the dragon and the gargoyle, snarling as they fought and trying to destroy them with their teeth and claws. The Vaktare didn’t seem to be making much headway. Rhem kept using his abilities against them and his powers did seem to slow Cole and Troy down, though not completely.

Will was on the floor surrounded by broken glass. He was coming to. Adam was still bound with ropes, but he no longer writhed in pain. I ran to him.

“I’ve just got to get you out of this rope,” I said, pulling on it to no avail.

Another roar. Professor Pops was on top of Rhem, his teeth buried in the Vaktare’s neck. The sight sickened me, and truth be told, scared the crap out of me as well. Professor Pops might look sweet when he wore his khaki pants and sweaters, but he was really, really terrifying. At the moment, he scared me even more than Rhem.

It seemed Rhem felt the same way. The Vaktare was writhing and clawing, trying to push Professor Pops off him. It wasn’t doing any good. I watched Rhem’s eyes flicker. Even Troy, Cole and the other two Vaktare stopped momentarily, watching what Professor Pops was doing. The Vaktare in Professor Pops’ grasp looked like a kitty cat next to the menacing Hunter. I guessed by the looks on Cole and Troy’s faces that it was their first time seeing Professor Pops as the Hunter too.

When Rhem’s eyes rolled back in his head, Professor Pops pushed the lifeless body away. His fangs dripped with blood. His eyes flashed bright blood red and he smacked his lips. “Vaktare are delicious,” he said, his voice deep and dark and unlike anything I’d ever heard.

I shuddered.

Adam scooted closer, pressing his front against my back. Even bound he was still trying to protect me. Since Adam was still bound and unable to speak I realized that although Rhem looked dead, he couldn’t be. Otherwise Adam would be free.

“What have you done?” Will shouted. He stood, looking around the room. “What the hell are they?” he asked, pointing at Troy and Cole. When he saw Professor Pops, he automatically took a step back. The vampire Hunter really was the most frightening creature in the room.

Then Will roared, running like lightning past Troy, Cole and Professor Pops. He grabbed me by the neck and lifted me off the ground. Troy, Cole, and Professor Pops moved as one toward Will and me.

“Do not take another step, or I’ll kill her.”

“We aren’t scared of you and your balls of light, kitty cat,” Troy said, smoke curling from his lips as he spoke.

Professor Pops released his fangs again.

Will pulled the diamond from his pocket. It started to pulse in his fingers. “You should be,” Will said, his eyes gleaming with an almost crazed expression.

“What is that?” Cole asked. His hair was still white, and his black veins pulsed dangerously.

Will whispered some words that made so sense to me. A vortex began to spin in the air directly in front of him and me. “Come any closer and I’ll send her into the abyss.”

That slowed the three of them. Adam let out a strangled cry. The other two Vaktare stood, shaking out their fur.

Will laughed mirthlessly. “That’s what I thought.” He eyed Rhem and then Adam. My Locanis still lay on the floor, his eyes large with fear and fury.

I wished I could do something to help.

“Time to finish this.” Will roared, changing into his werecat form. His clawed fingers dug into my skin. Blood pooled in the spots where his claws touched and I felt it drip down my chest.

Will stared into my eyes, an eerie smile twisting his face. He glanced back at Adam. “Having fun, Locanis?”

I wanted to tell Adam it would be okay. That my dying would ensure his sister received her freedom. Instead I closed my eyes, trying not to feel, not to have any emotions, to go back to the way I was before the curse, or the damned reverse curse, as Greg and Fizban called it.

In the distance I heard a phone ring. A female voice addressed me. “Beatrice, are you just going to give up? Allow these disgusting Vaktare to defeat you?”

I searched for the source of the voice. It was Fizban. It had to be. “Fizban,” I whispered.

Will laughed louder. “Now she’s talking to herself.”

Rhem sat up, already recovering from the loss of blood. Will lowered me so that we were face to face. “It was nice knowing you, Beatrice.” He released my neck and threw something in my face. It smacked me in the forehead before falling to the ground.

I closed my eyes briefly, trying to stop the dizziness and catch my breath. When I opened them, I caught hold of what Will had thrown at me. It was the bee I’d thrown in the pool. The one he’d given me for my birthday. Will must’ve secretly come back and fished it out. It was facing down so I could read the inscription: You’ll always be my Bea. Love, Will.

I stepped back, tripping over something and falling. Will caught me around the neck and lifted me off my feet. He walked toward the vortex. As I got closer to it, I felt my body being pulled inside. The tips of my feet were suddenly cold.

Twenty

Roar Of Fury

“Don’t do this, Will. Please, don’t.”

Will laughed. “Manners, it’s nice to know you have them, you cold, unfeeling bitch.” He bent his legs slightly, preparing to launch me.

“You are a beautiful beast, Beatrice.” Fizban’s voice resounded in my ears, loud and clear. “You are destined to return the Locanis and the Vaktare into the allies they once were. Fight back. Become the Vaktare you are meant to be.”

I twisted my neck, ignoring the pain as Will’s claws tore into my throat. I needed to see Professor Pops, to see Troy, to see Cole. I hardly knew them but I would die for them. They’d come to mean that much to me in such a short time. And Adam, my gorgeous Adam. I tried to smile. My feelings for him went against the laws of our realm, yet I couldn’t stop them. They burned through me, filling me in ways I’d never imagined possible.

“You can save them all, Beatrice. You have the power. Use it.” That was Fizban again, or Greg.

I felt Will’s claws loosen as he began to let go. The vortex was bigger than my body. And I had a fleeting thought. If I allowed Will to toss me in, that would save Adam’s sister. But Adam’s eyes bore into mine. I could almost hear him shouting that he loved me, and that he wanted me to live, to fight. He shook his head.

“Here we go, boys,” Will said with a cruel laugh.

“Now, Beatrice!” Fizban shouted.

Up until the very second Fizban spoke, I had no idea if I would be able to change, if I would be able to do anything except allow Will to kill me, or throw me into the abyss, as he called it. But like when Cole and I had been fighting, instinct suddenly took over. It was stronger than anything I’d ever felt before. Shifting forms, I let out a roar of fury and grabbed hold of Will’s hairy arm with my claws.

One of Will’s lackeys stumbled back, surprised. The stand-off was broken as everyone moved at once and the fight began again. I went after the Will, taking his neck in my mouth.

“Bind her, Rhem,” Will choked.

At Will’s words, pain touched my body. My instincts immediately knew what to do with the pain. I took it, formed and folded it into a sphere. This pain must be sent back to Rhem. It must hurt Rhem. As soon as I thought the words, the sphere filled with pain left my body and went into Rhem. I released Will’s neck so I could focus on Rhem. I heard Will coughing.

Shock filled Rhem’s features and he doubled over. He roared, falling to his knees.

“Stop her!” Will screamed, a ball of white light soaring from his hand.

Cole jumped in front of me. The ball of light struck him square in the chest and he fell backward toward the abyss.

“Cole!” I reached for him. My claws caught the tips of his fingers. But his skin was like rock and he continued backward. The opening to the abyss was directly behind him. The top part of his body fell through. I roared.

I dove after him, this time with both hands and grabbed his feet. “No!” I screamed, holding fast. Professor Pops grabbed hold of his calves and pulled. With the two of us pulling, more of Cole’s body appeared. I got a better grip on his thigh above the knee. But there was a sound like rock breaking. I heard Cole scream in agony. Professor Pops and I shared a look. He let go and then placed his hands over mine.

“Let him go. If you don’t he’ll die for sure.”

I shook my head. “No.”

“Beatrice,” his voice was soft, his features twisted in pain. “Let go.”

I let go and Cole’s body disappeared. Angry sadness took over, seeming to swallow me whole. “No. No. No. We could’ve saved him.” I went to go in after him but Adam grabbed onto me and pulled me away. They abyss had already started to close. “You can’t, Beatrice. We don’t know where he went or even if you’ll end up in the same place.”

Growling, I braced my feet as I threw my elbow into Adam’s stomach. He flew backward, hitting the wall. The abyss closed. My heart sank. “Cole.”

In the same moment, I realized what I’d done and ran after Adam. “I’m so sorry.”

“Get her!” Will screamed as Professor Pops lunged for his throat, ready to take his blood the way he’d done with Rhem.

From behind I heard a loud roar and felt the heat of fire. I turned back and saw that despite the pain he was in Rhem had finally succeeded in binding Troy with his rope. It tightened around his body, pushing his wings down in an awkward angle.

Rhem’s body and abilities must be bound, I thought, seeing the ropes surround him instead of Troy my mind. Immediately, the ropes left Troy, and tightened themselves around Rhem. He gasped in astonishment.

Tighter. Tighter, I thought. The ropes continued to squeeze him until his eyes rolled back and he stopped moving.

Troy stumbled, fighting to regain his balance. Then he let out a roar so full of anguish I could tell he was devastated by what’d happened to Cole.

The other two Vaktare came forward.

One of them must have had the ability to conjure my worst fears because suddenly I saw myself hunting. The vision was so real I smelled the mountain air, the scent of their fear. I heard the leaves rustling in the breeze. The scene changed and I was feasting on a body, the insides torn out. A quick look at his face told me it was Adam, his eyes open and staring blankly at nothing. His hair wet with blood.

If I hadn’t had my primal instinct, I would’ve fallen victim. Instead I took his ability, pushed it into a compact little box and sent it back. Show him his worst fear.

Immediately, the Vaktare on the right started screaming, shifting as he ran out of the house. He stomped through the landscaping, tearing up flowers and trees, fighting invisible enemies that only he could see.

The other man’s ability slammed into me and I felt him try to take control of my body. I reversed it, compiled it, and sent him out to battle the Vaktare ruining the front yard. To the death, I thought.

Adam was at my shoulder. I glanced at him. “Are you okay?” I asked, feeling terrible that I’d hurt him.

“I’m fine. The bigger question is are you okay?”

“No, actually, I’m not. I’m super pissed off.” I pushed past Adam and shoved Professor Pops off Will. “Where the hell is he? Where did you send Cole?”

I grabbed Will by the fur at his neck and shook him. Hard. He glanced away, swallowing, one hand clamped over his bleeding throat. I smelled his fear.

“You’d better tell me, Will, or I’ll take your gift, you’re little balls of light, and send you and it to the bottom of the pool.

Will laughed. “You’re a big talker, Bea. Nothing more. Just a spoiled bitch.” He opened his mouth. A ball of light formed.

Will’s ability will no longer work for him, I thought.

Immediately the small light in the back of his throat vaporized. I smirked. Even though I didn’t comprehend how such a thing was possible I was grateful.

“What have you done?” Will gagged. He flicked his hand but no light appeared. He tried again with his mouth.

“It’s gone, Will. I took it.”

Furious rage boiled over and he roared, twisting out of my grasp. Professor Pops was a step behind, ready to grab him if I needed his help. Adam was on the other side of me. Troy stood behind Professor Pops, his wings flapping irritably.

Will shook his body. He was breathing heavily. “You won’t win, Beatrice. You can’t. You lack the courage and conviction necessary to lead your people or save our realm.”

Stop! I put an arm out without speaking a word aloud.

Will’s body froze. “What the hell?” He was truly scared now, his features contorted in anger and shock. “How are you doing this?”

I didn’t know and at that moment I didn’t care. I just wanted to stop him. The first thought in my mind was to put him to sleep. Will became stiff and fell onto his side with a thud. His eyes closed. I glanced down. It made no sense that I could make other Vaktare’s abilities do as I commanded within my mind. I thought each Vaktare was only supposed to receive a single ability. Why did it seem like I had so many?

I moved closer to Adam and hugged him. “You’re a mess.” Blood streaked his blond fur and there were wounds all over his body. A chunk of his ear was missing.

Adam gave me a once-over. “You should see yourself. You’re incredible.”

“Really?” I was thinking he was pretty freaking amazing but I held up my paws, checking them out. My fur was no longer honey brown but a deep rusty red. “What happened?” I asked, surprised.

Adam smiled. It was one of awe.

“Yeah, why is her fur a different color?” Troy asked. His eyes were no longer brown but a deep bronze with silver rings around the outside. Professor Pops had a hand on Troy’s scaly shoulder. I sensed a great sadness rolling off them both and I knew it was because of Cole. They felt responsible. So did I.

Adam smiled, but it was filled with sadness. “I never would’ve believed it if I wasn’t seeing it with my own eyes.”

“What?” I asked.

Adam glanced at Professor Pops. I did too. His eyes no longer glowed as red though they were still flashing. I figured he sensed the danger was gone for the most part.

Adam stood, pulling me with him. “There is a story told to all the Vaktare and Locanis children about the Unduyee, a great red warrior that would one day come to Hiraken. It was said that the red warrior would be the keeper of all abilities and that her humility, benevolence and warm giving heart would return peace and equality to the land. Of course, we all believed it was a tall tale.”

I remembered the story. I’d read it back in the Museum for the Supernatural. “What are you saying?”

He spun me around, allowing me to see myself in the piece of broken glass still hanging on the wall. “See. Red fur.”

I stared at my reflection. That was the first time I’d truly seen myself, other than the one time in the pool water. But it’d been dark then. Seeing myself in the glass was much different.

My face was shaped like a large cat and covered in red-brown fur. My teeth were long, sharp, and white. My eyes were fully orange, like the final light just before the sun went down. I stood back so I could see more of myself. Adam was still taller than I was and a werewolf instead of a cat, but we made a good-looking pair. I turned around and hugged him with such force that I nearly knocked him to the ground. I was so happy he was okay.

Adam returned my hug ferociously. “You shifted on purpose this time. Do you have any idea how to shift back?”

“No. My body just kind of does its own thing.” I rubbed my nose against his furry cheek.

Professor Pops cleared his throat. I let go of Adam. “I’m so sorry about Cole,” I said to Professor Pops, barely able to meet his or Troy’s gaze. They’d lost so much because of me. “But I’m going to get him back.”

I walked over to Will. He was no longer in his Vaktare form, no longer the scary black werecat. Instead he lay on his side, still asleep and totally naked. I went to the main closet, grabbed a trench coat that was my dad’s and covered the worst of his nakedness. “Wake up,” I commanded, kneeling over him.

His eyes blinked open. “What? Where am I?”

I grabbed his neck, piercing it with my claws. “You’re still at my house, Will.” I squeezed. “And you aren’t going anywhere until you tell me how you opened that thing and where Cole went.”

I felt their presence as the others stood behind me.

Except Professor Pops. He came to stand on the other side of Will. The Professor’s eyes were red again. “Young Vaktare, Cole is my son and I will find him. So this conversation is going to go two ways.”

Will’s eyes flickered back and forth between Professor Pops and I.

“One, you can choose to tell me how to find him.” He paused and brushed some of Will’s hair out of his eyes. “Or, you can say nothing and I will kill you.”

From behind, I heard Troy growl and felt the heat of his breath. It singed the walls over my head.

Tears leaked from Will’s eyes. “Then I’m dead either way. So do what you must.” He clamped his mouth shut.

Troy’s large head appeared beside mine. “I can make him talk. Let me do it, Grand Pops.”

The Hunter glanced at Troy. His face changed from scary to calm.

“No, Troy. I want you to go home.” He glanced away, his eyes searching the sky outside. I followed his gaze, wondering what he was looking for. “If your father shows up . . .” Professor Pops didn’t finish his sentence, but I got the feeling he believed there was someone or something scarier than he was out there.

I watched Troy’s face fall. “But I can’t leave. Cole—” his voice broke.

“I know, Troy. I know.”

“Anyway, he can’t be mad. I haven’t seen him in years. You’re more my dad than he is.” Troy shook his head. A thick tendril of smoke escaped his nostrils.

Professor Pops patted Troy’s shoulder, his face filled with tenderness. “You know your dad can’t live in this realm. He doesn’t do well around people. He left you with me so that you wouldn’t be lonely, so you could have a real life.”

“Cole is my best friend. I won’t abandon him.” Troy’s dragon face became even more ferocious.

I watched their interaction with extreme interest. Will continued to cry. I didn’t know what Adam was doing, but I knew he was back there, probably feeling like I was—that it was best to stay out of the way when a dragon and a vampire Hunter were arguing.

Professor Pops nodded. “I understand.” He looked at Will. “We’re doing this the hard way.” He tilted Will’s head out of the way. Then Professor Pops sank his teeth into Will’s shoulder. Will screamed, trying to push him away, but Professor Pops had him in such a grip Will didn’t have a chance.

A minute passed as Will’s face became pale and the life started to go out of his eyes. “There are twelve possible realms. Cole could’ve gone into any one of them. I don’t know which one. No one can know.” His voice came out hoarse, the words almost unrecognizable.

“What are the names of the twelve realms? How can we get there?” Troy asked, blowing smoke in Will’s face.

Will coughed.

Professor Pops withdrew his fangs and wiped his mouth. He seemed surprised by what Will had just said. “There are twelve? That is interesting.” Professor Pops paused as if thinking some things through, a bleeding Will held firmly in his grasp. Will’s eyes fluttered as he tried to keep them open.

At last Professor Pops said, “I know what to do.”

Will flinched at the sound of Professor Pops’ voice, though it wasn’t nearly as chilling as it had been before.

Professor Pops just looked at Will as if he’d forgotten he still gripped the Vaktare. Then Professor Pops stood.

“We are leaving, Beatrice,” Professor Pops said, releasing Will. I watched his body sag to the ground. “My apologies for the abrupt departure, but I know you’ll be in good hands.” Professor Pops glanced behind me and I knew his focus was on Adam.

“If you know, tell me. I want to help,” I said, outraged that he was leaving so soon.

“We both do,” Adam added, coming to stand beside me.

Professor Pops gave us an understanding nod. “I know. And you will. But first I must take care something alone.” He grabbed me in a hug. “Stay safe, Beatrice. I know we’ll see each other again soon.” He released me and shook Adam’s clawed paw-hand. “Be good to her, Adam.” His eyes flashed a bright red.

“I will, sir,” Adam said.

Professor Pops walked toward the door. “Say good-bye, Troy. The faster I get you home, the faster I can get this done.”

“I’m coming,” Troy said, stepping around Will, his wings and tail swishing the air. The tip of his tail found Will’s face and slapped him. Will let out a very girly, very unmanly scream.

I went to Troy. “You are freaking cool,” I said softly, touching his face. His scales seemed to ripple under my skin as though caressing my clawed hand.

Troy tried to smile. “Right back at ya.” He pressed his snout against my furry cheek.

“I can’t believe you didn’t tell me you were a dragon,” I said, wrapping my arms around his neck.

“I’m all about making grand entrances,” Troy snorted, sending smoke against my back.

I leaned away. “Who do you think would win between and dragon and a werecat?”

Troy let out a snicker. It started out small and grew into a full on belly laugh. Fiery sparks flew out of his mouth. I joined in, as did Adam. I could even hear Professor Pops chuckling in the yard as he waited for Troy to finish his good-byes.

“No contest. A dragon,” he said, making his way toward Professor Pops.

“When we get Cole back, you and I will have to give it a try. Deal?”

“Oh, yeah. It’s on, Beatrice.” He smacked me in the back with one of his wings.

Professor Pops waved. Troy pushed through the doorway, ripping a giant hole in the entrance.

“Sorry,” Troy said, even though it was obvious by the snickering that followed that he wasn’t.

Adam and I followed them out. The other two Vaktare were still fighting. Professor Pops and Troy ignored them. So did I. Professor Pops climbed on Troy’s winged back as he beat his amazing wings deftly against the night air and they took flight.

“That’s something you don’t see everyday,” Adam said, wrapping his arms around my shoulders.

“Agreed.” I rested my head against him.

Adam cleared his throat. “You realize when you do shift, you’ll be naked?” He pulled me tighter against him.

I felt my entire body get hot. I glanced away, unexpectedly really, really glad for my fur.

Will ran past Adam and me, surprising us. He ran down the stone steps and toward the fighting werecats. Thankfully he quickly shifted back into his werecat form. The other two Vaktare didn’t seem to notice him. Will let out a roar as he got down on all fours and took off. When he thought he was a safe distance away, he turned back toward Adam and me. “You’ll pay for what you’ve done, Bea. You and the dirty dog!”

“Don’t move,” I whispered, reinforcing the command with my thoughts.

Will froze mid-stride, falling on his side.

“You’re going to have to tell me how you do that,” Adam said.

“I promise, just as soon as I know,” I responded. “But what about the red diamond? Will had it in his hand when he opened the abyss. Do you think he dropped it?”

Adam walked over to the place where Will had been standing before he shifted and began lifting large chunks of debris and furniture out of the way.

I kept my eyes on Will and the other two Vaktare. “What happens to things like jewelry or a wallet when we shift?”

“That’s easy. They fall out.”

“Oh?”

He picked something up and held it out for me to see. “Got it,” he said.

“Good.”

Adam came back over.

“What should we do with Will?” I couldn’t kill him. We’d gone to school together. He’d been my boyfriend. Sure, he deserved to die, and I knew without a doubt Will would’ve had no problem killing me, but I wasn’t Will.

“Whatever you deem worthy, Beatrice.” Adam gave me a look that promised he would support me no matter what.

“Okay.” I knew what I’d do.

Will needs to go back to Hiraken. As soon as the thought passed through my mind, Will was gone.

“Where did he go?” Adam asked.

“Hopefully back to Hiraken,” I said, shrugging.

“Maybe you should’ve killed him. The King will probably torture him for failing.” Adam flinched and I wondered if he was thinking about his sister.

“It’s exactly what he deserves.”

“And what about the others?” Adam asked.

They had both suddenly fallen to the ground.

“Are they dead? They aren’t moving.” I went down the steps, toward them. The bodies changed into what looked like thousands of lightning bugs and dissipated into the air as I watched.

“What was that?” There was nothing left.

“In this realm, that is what happens to the corpse of a dead Vaktare.” Adam took my clawed hand in his. “Let’s go back inside.”

I went with him. Rhem’s body changed into tiny lights and dissipated, the same as the other two. I shivered. Death wasn’t something I would ever get used to.

“It’s okay,” Adam said.

I nodded, kicking at a portion of the ceiling that had fallen to the floor. My house was a mess. It looked like a tornado had blown through it. “Tell me about the diamond. I mean, sure, it’s beautiful, but why did Will want it so badly?” I asked, cupping it in my paw.

“Do you mind?” Adam took the diamond from my clawed hand. “It possesses very strong magic. It’s one of two diamonds in existence that can be used to jump realms. I believed there was only one—until I saw yours.” He smiled sadly. “Obviously, you have no need for such trivial magic, but for most Vaktare, it’s a much desired stone that makes up a very powerful charm. I recommend keeping it close.”

“I will,” I said, taking it back. Then I really thought about what he said. “Where’s the other diamond?” I remembered he’d said he took it and my dad’s powers. That meant he still had the other one.

Adam glanced down. “It’s safe,” he finally said. “And that diamond? I thought Celeste stole it.”

“I lied. I wanted to make her suffer.” I turned away, disgusted by the guilt.

Adam shook his head. “So you had it all this time?”

“Yes,” I nodded.

“It’s a good thing I believed your lie, otherwise I might not have had the opportunity to get to know the real you.”

An electric bolt of anxiety shot down my spine at his words. There it was again, the reminder that he’d been sent to kill me.

“So what next?” Adam asked.

I glanced around the entryway. Thoughts of my parents, the new king of Hiraken and those Vaktare who wanted me dead, worry over my new friend Cole and even my friends Eva, Ashley, and Cassidy swirled through my mind. Life was going to get even more complicated. Of that I was sure. “I should probably have this mess cleaned up. Bring Mrs. Dotts and Isaac back, and . . .” I looked down at myself, at the thick fur, and my hands that were more beastly than human. “I guess first I’d better figure out how to shift out of this form. As soon as I do, I’m going to take a shower.”

“Maybe you should get to your room right away just in case you shift sooner rather than later.” Adam hugged me. “Not that I’d mind.” He winked.

I snuggled into his shoulder.

“Your fur is so soft, Beatrice.”

Heat burned my cheeks. “So is yours.” I ran my hands up and down his back. Embarrassment gave way to desire. Sexual tension snapped the air around and between us. But kissing in our were-forms, at least kissing the way I liked to kiss, wasn’t possible. It seemed my body understood. I felt my skin tingle and immediately I shifted.

Adam quickly turned away.

“Humiliating,” I said, feeling my whole body heat with mortification as I carefully picked my way through the debris and made my way upstairs.

Twenty-One

See Me Naked

Fizban appeared as soon as I walked into my room, or what was left of it. “That was awkward,” she said, glancing with distain around my room.

I let out a belated scream, covering my girly parts. “You scared the freaking daylights out of me.”

Fizban laughed, picking up and tossing large chucks of plaster off my bed and onto the floor. “Nothing wrong with a little nakedness.” After brushing off a portion of my bedspread, she sat, crossing one leg over the other and began to pick at one of her long nails. “You are rather jumpy though.”

I thought about everything I’d just been through. Being a little jumpy seemed appropriate, considering. Before I could express such thoughts, I heard Adam yell.

“Beatrice!” The sound of claws scraped against marble stairs and then Adam crashed through the door, teeth bared, and growling.

Fizban tutted him. “Calm down, Adam. I just surprised our Beatrice.”

I yelped. I didn’t want Adam to see me naked, even though I knew he had before, mostly, when he ran me up to the house after the first time I changed.

Fizban laughed as I jumped over broken furniture and pieces of the wall, climbing into my closet. Surprisingly, it was still in tact.

I pulled a silk robe in the darkest blue off a hanger and tied it. When I came back into the room, it was to see Adam pacing, his body between Fizban and the closet, protecting me. “Adam, meet Fizban, the . . . What are you exactly?”

She smiled. And then Greg appeared on the bed next to her. Adam growled again, preparing to attack.

Greg sat beside Fizban. “Relax, Locanis. No harm will come to you or Beatrice on this day.”

The hair on Adam’s back stood on end. “That does nothing to comfort me.”

Standing beside him, I stroked his fur, trying to help him relax.

Fizban and Greg exchanged a look.

“We are called the Unknowns. We are the creators of your realm, of your magic, and of your species,” Greg said.

Fizban met my gaze. “I wasn’t too happy about how things were going, what with what a jackass your grandfather became, so Greg and I decided on one last hurrah.” Fizban winked. “It was either that or destroy all of you.”

I rocked back on my heels, astounded. “Creators? Like Gods?”

“Something like that,” Fizban said with false modesty.

“The legend of the Unduyee was our creation and we brought you, Beatrice, in to being.” Greg smiled, his turquoise eyes dancing with happiness.

“I wasn’t sure you were going to live up to your potential, but you came through.” Fizban’s eyes locked on Adam. “Didn’t she?”

Adam—who was still in his werewolf form—growled.

“And you weren’t so bad yourself,” she went on.

Greg’s gaze never left Adam as he spoke. “We were worried when you first showed up, especially when the two of you seemed to have feelings for each other.” Greg tsked. “You know better.” Adam gave a low snarl. “Beatrice, now you know better as well.” He stood. “So, let’s put this craziness behind us and get you to Hiraken where you can become Queen and begin working on your destiny.”

I didn’t know what to say. I wasn’t ready to begin working on my destiny. I didn’t even know how control my ability to shift. “Fizban. Greg. I really appreciate what you’ve done.” That was a large overstatement. But I was at least glad to be alive. Since they were Gods of some sort I felt obligated to lay the graciousness on thick. “The curse, reverse curse thing you did has helped me become a better person.” I gave Fizban a pointed glance. “I think I understand what you meant when you said sometimes those that appear the most beastly are the most beautiful.”

Fizban smiled. “Of course you do.”

“But I’m not ready to be Queen. I don’t even know how to control the were part of myself, or my abilities, for that matter.”

The Unknowns turned to each other. They seemed to be communicating without talking. And then their bodies started to change, to shimmer, and become like mist or ghosts.

Adam hadn’t seen them change before and I was worried how he’d react. But when I glanced over I saw he was no longer in the room. It was probably for the best. The Unknowns and I had come to know each other slightly.

“Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. How dare you question those more powerful than you?” The voice sounded like Greg even though I couldn’t see his mouth anymore.

“If you wish to see your parents again, you will obey our commands and go to Hiraken and take back the kingdom that is rightfully yours.” That was Fizban’s voice.

The mists hovered in the air, their scent like that of a rain shower. I stepped backward, trying to keep my distance, but I’d run into what was left the wall next to my bathroom.

My parents, I thought. It sounded as though they knew where my parents were.

Adam came back. “Hold on, Fizban and Greg.” He was in his human form and dressed in jeans and a short-sleeved black tee shirt. “The curse . . .” He paused, shaking his head. “Or the reverse curse you put on Beatrice gave her a year, right?”

The mists both changed direction and headed toward Adam.

“Perhaps.” Fizban said, floating around him.

“What business is it of yours?” Greg hissed.

“Well, right now she’s way ahead of schedule. So what if you allowed her to train?” Adam glanced at me. I nodded. I liked the idea. “I will teach her to control her werecat form and assist her in learning how to use all of the abilities she’s been given. Then, when the year’s up, she’ll be more prepared to fulfill her destiny.”

Fizban and Greg’s misty forms gathered. I heard whispering in a language I couldn’t comprehend.

Adam came to stand beside me. He took my hand and squeezed it.

After several seconds, the mists reassembled into Greg and Fizban.

Fizban came forward and held out her hand, indicating I should take it.

Hesitant, I reached out and grabbed hold. She grinned. “We will give you the remainder of your year. We’ve decided you’ve earned it.”

“Thank you,” I said, pulling her close and hugging her. She returned my hug carefully.

“There are conditions,” Greg added.

I nodded. “I’m listening.”

Fizban locked her hands behind her back and began to pace. “Number one: You will keep your promise to Professor Pops and help him find Cole.”

“Agreed,” I said. I would’ve done that with or without their conditions. “Do you know where he is?”

Greg snorted. “We do.”

“Are you going to tell me how to find him?” I hated that they were acting coy. Why would they do that?

“In time, Beatrice. First you must consider our remaining conditions.” Fizban wrapped a piece of red hair around her finger.

“Fine.” As I watched the Unknowns, the way the moved, the secret smiles they gave each other, the strangest feeling came over me. Was my life even my own? Even though I believed I controlled my own fate, the Unknowns seemed to create problems and then demand I fix them while they just sat back and watched. Like a character in a TV show doing what the directors ordered.

“Number two: You will train with Adam and learn to control your beast and your abilities,” Greg said.

So far, the conditions were easy. “I understand,” I said, solemnly.

“Number three: You will memorize the laws of your species, including no cross-species procreating.” Fizban’s scrutiny roamed between Adam and me.

My heart fell. It wasn’t like I wanted to do that now, but I did like Adam. Like a whole freaking lot.

“Did you hear me?” Fizban asked.

“Yes.” I picked at some dead skin on my hand.

“Adam?”

He gritted his teeth. “I understand.”

“Excellent,” Greg said.

“The final condition: You must go to Hiraken and rescue Adam’s sister.”

I heard Adam suck in a breath.

“This last is of the utmost urgency. The vicious Vaktare king ruling the land has been torturing her.” Fizban’s features softened. “She’ll be dead within the month.”

I took hold of Adam’s arm. “We’ll go immediately.”

He nodded.

“The sooner the better, Beatrice, but make sure you have a plan. Adam is an enemy to those in control now, just as you are. Remember that.”

“I will.”

“You’d better,” Fizban and Greg said together. Their bodies started to shimmer and I knew they would evaporate shortly.

“Wait,” I said. There was one more thing I needed to know.

“Yes,” they said together.

“My parents? Do you know where they are?”

“Of course we do, Beatrice. We’re the ones who took them.”

It was hard to tell if the Unknowns were good or bad. Maybe they were neither. Maybe they were both. Or maybe those words, good and bad, meant nothing to such creatures.

“What? Why? To keep them safe?” I hoped that had been the reason, but the look on Fizban’s iridescent face told me otherwise.

“We took them to keep them away from you.” Their forms were almost transparent.

I knew they’d vanish any second. “Wait.”

“We grow weary of you, Beatrice. Ask your question so that we may go.”

I swallowed. “Did you . . . kill my parents?”

The Unknowns laughed. The sound echoed off the walls.

“They are alive. Perhaps you’ll see them again,” Greg said.

“If you do as we say,” Fizban added.

“Of course I will, just bring them back.” I spoke the words to empty air. They were gone.

“Why would they do that?” I asked Adam, taking a shuddering breath, relieved they were gone but still upset by what they’d done.

Adam’s shoulders sagged. He sank onto my bed. I knew his heart was as heavy as mine.

I sat beside him. At least I knew my parents were alive. Adam’s sister was being tortured. “We will get her out. We have to.”

Adam ran a hand over my cheek, causing my whole body to quiver. It was great to have him close. I wrapped my hand over his, pressing my face into his touch.

“Adam.” My emotions were overflowing with need.

“I’m here.” Adam scooted closer. His lips were inches from mine.

I sighed. “You heard what the Unknowns said.” I felt I should at least state the obvious, even though I wanted him to kiss me with every ounce of my being.

Adam’s lips tilted in a smile and he leaned in, kissing my cheek. “I did hear what they said.” He kissed my other cheek.

My breathing increased, and the fireworks that lit up every time he was near exploded into the softest rose petals. They fluttered around inside my lower belly. “Yeah.” I couldn’t even think. Every nerve was sparking with need.

Adam kissed my forehead. “They said we couldn’t procreate.” His lips kissed the tip of my nose. “There are ways to ensure we don’t make any babies.”

“You’re right,” I whispered. Hope beat through my heart.

Adam’s lips claimed mine. He lay back on the bed, pulling me with him. Adam and I had a lot to think about, a lot to deal with. My parents. His sister. Finding Cole. But for right now, it was just the two of us.

“You’re bad, Adam Haddox. So, so bad,” I said against his mouth.

Adam smiled, nibbling on my lower lip. “What can I say, you accomplished your goal.” He growled, rolling on top of me.

“I did?” I asked, breathlessly. I had no idea what he meant.

“I am more beastly than you are.” With those words, he covered my mouth with his, taking his kisses to a whole new level of passion.

End of book one.

Content

A Beauty So Beastly
The Beastly Series - 1
By
RaShelle Workman

Author’s Note

Dedication

Acknowledgements

Nearly eighteen years ago…

One You Aren’t Invited

Two I Was Ravenous

Three Seek Revenge

Four Snapping Her Neck

Five Practically Drooling

Six Loopy Letters And Chicken Scratch

Seven Agony Inside Of Me

Eight So Completely Evil

Nine Fresh Cut Wood

Ten Naked And Tangled Up

Eleven Out Of My League

Twelve In Total Darkness

Thirteen Vaktare And Locanis

Fourteen His Head Ripped Off

Fifteen Unlike Any Human

Sixteen Steak A La Raw

Seventeen Swearing And Shouting

Eighteen Drowning In Pain

Nineteen The Wolf Pays

Twenty Roar Of Fury

Twenty-One See Me Naked