Tham Cheng-E

SURROGATE PROTOCOL

For Sandra, who has always been there

Life can only be understood backwards;

but it must be lived forwards.

—SØREN KIERKEGAARD, JOURNALEN JJ:167 (1843)

1

KILLING LANDON

SINGAPORE ISN’T STERILE like everyone says. It’s full of secrets. Take me, for instance. I’m an anomaly and I think the world ought to know this. But I don’t know if it’s a good thing because if the world found out, I’d probably be cut open.

Maybe being cut open is better than hiding in the shadows.

Did you know that déjà vu is prophetic?

I do. I’ve lived long enough to know that déjà vu is a glimpse of an unchanging future, however you live your present. So do yourself a favour and live it well. That’s something I’d offer.

So says Landon Lock.

The old house sits like a crypt; the light from streetlamps filters through the murky panes and floods its interior with a sepulchral glow. Every night he comes home alone and confides to an imaginary interviewer in an imaginary interview he’d want to give if only the world accepted who he is.

Life has been bland but not necessarily bad. He isn’t given to making friends because friends often do more harm than good to his kind. Some old gaffer would stop him on the street insisting they had been acquainted fifty years ago and that it was impossible he should look so young. A hunch would tell him the person was probably right. Still, he would have to walk away.

Truth is, Landon Lock doesn’t die and doesn’t really live either.

He just sort of… exists.

Longevity is a bizarre affair because it makes you crave death at one point and be inordinately terrified of it at another. The notion of death is at once edifying and fearful. So he observes it from afar, like a child watching a cavorting clown.

Presently, he leans against the peeling door frame of the lavatory and watches a dying gecko twist its way up the wall tiles. The lavatory is set inside the kitchen—a shabby little appendix behind the old house. Its nooks and crannies carry a depressing degree of gloom, from a shelf made out of bricks and rotting planks to the row of archaic stone stoves.

Guilt steals into him. That gecko had emerged from behind an earthenware vat and given him a nasty scare. But that wasn’t just cause for death. It would’ve been better if it had put up a fight instead of running. Landon sprays more insecticide into the creature’s face—a lingering, gentle mist—and prays for a swift death. But the poison delivers only a slow, agonising torment. The toxins are corroding its flesh and dissolving its consciousness, and the little greying creature thrashes wildly.

Someone once told him the closest you can get to observing Death is to poison a common house gecko with insecticide and watch it die. It was a long time ago when the world first saw DDTs in FLIT spray pumps.

Now he believes every word of it.

When he can take no more of Death, he leaves the kitchen and abandons himself to a couch. The living room, cavernous and mouldering, is immured in century-old wallpaper that flakes like plaster. He reaches over and turns a lamp on.

A dusty fan hangs from a mould-mottled ceiling, spinning and creaking on a long wobbly stem. A wire leads from it, down a wall and into an old timber-backed breaker panel with rows of black Bakelite switches.

Landon stretches his legs, and the cold surface of the green terrazzo feels good against his bare heels. He unbuttons his uniform—a black collared tee with a yellow brocaded emblem bearing the name of a café: FourBees—and drops his head over the edge of the backrest, pretending to be a corpse, as if someone might enter a week later and find him putrefying in this posture.

Perhaps I’ve forgotten my kind.

You see, my memory works like an old bulging scrapbook. It is one thing to be assured of the fact that it holds everything, and it’s another to be able to find in it what you’re looking for. Memories of my recent past span days, sometimes a week. They never used to be like that. I’m finding it progressively harder to retain them. They leave me easily—like sand from an eroding shoal. Memories of a distant past I retain better. But only in fragments that hold little meaning. I don’t remember people very well. That’s a problem.

I remember coffee better than people.

My doctor said a point in the past might have caused it—maybe something that gave me head trauma or the like. And events that occur after that point work like quick-fading polaroids in my head.

No, I don’t recall this point in my life. Unfortunately.

You know how it’s like, don’t you? Sometimes my existence feels ethereal, disembodied. A good half of my life had been excised, perhaps more.

I’ve never felt complete.

I remember, though, the day mother died. There was no pain. She just slipped away and went cold hours after we spoke for the last time. But I’ve lost her face. I remember only the sallow, waxen skin and sunken cheeks. I don’t recall a heartbeat monitor or an oxygen tube. They didn’t have such things then. Most of my recollection comes in bursts; a red and white metal bedpan, a sooty kerosene lamp, valance skirting the bedposts quivering in a breeze, the gentle sway of a gauzy mosquito net in the hot, dusty air of the late afternoon.

Late afternoon is a terrible time to die, when the world is winding up for the day. I was sorry that I had to leave her in her bedroom. Memories work better with senses. I remember little else but the subtle stench of decay. Though nascent, it already felt like an intrusion of something foreign and malevolent that was beginning to overpower the familiar scents of balms and ointments of her bedroom.

When did the ageing stop? When I was thirty, thereabouts. Maybe younger.

How young do you think I look?

Like I said, I don’t recall that point in my life, so I can never tell.

When it comes to looking my age it’s really hard to find the sweet spot. It isn’t a good thing to be looking too young or too old. Every fifteen years I start a new life as a new person. Passing off for a young man is easy with the way I look and the job I do. People hardly ask your age when it comes to making coffee. But I’ll be in trouble if I’m overdue. It’s more difficult explaining how I’m looking thirty when my registered age is sixty.

My real age? I think I’ve lived decades.

Or has it been centuries? I don’t know. My journals will tell.

Sorry to disappoint you, but I’m not a vampire.

Vampires are crappy creatures once you strip them of their pearly skin and sex appeal. They’re rabid in a way, much like wild dogs and zombies. I find zombies more appealing because they waste less: they gobble up everything, blood, bones and all. And if they don’t eat you up good enough you turn into one of them.

Sickness? I don’t remember the sensation of being ill. I wake up every day with this blandness that tells me nothing changes and nothing ever will. My breaths are clear and deep. There is the same strength and litheness in my limbs.

No, I’m not complaining. It would be an unpardonable sin to complain. But you have no idea how lonely it gets.

I often wonder: if Death doesn’t come knocking, should I go to it?

Throwing myself off the roof might do. Perhaps walking into an oncoming truck; lying across a train track, or maybe lots of poison…

Landon stops. When it comes to this point, the soliloquy feels juvenile and stupid. If he had the courage, he would’ve done it already.

Death is easy and tempting. But it worries him because there is something intrinsically inane about wanting to die. It feels like there is a consequence to it—one more terrifying than Death itself.

He returns to the lavatory and rushes through his shower because the dead gecko is staring at him from the rusted grating. Then he climbs an old squeaking staircase that winds up to a hallway on the second floor.

In one of the four rooms, the wan light of a naked bulb reveals an antiquated bed of carven teak bedposts and brass hooks from which a mosquito net used to drape. The windows are shuttered and have crusty latches of oxidised bronze. There is a wardrobe with an elaborate architrave and misaligned doors; a profusely-decorated dresser with its mirror missing; an old bronze lampstand, its wires fuzzy with dust; a damaged phonograph; a flatscreen TV perching precariously on top of a rusting treadle sewing machine; a low cabinet, its glass doors misty with age, containing a tired-looking collection of old ointment bottles and snuff cases; disused pipes; little rusting tin boxes; a pocket-watch; and a monocle with its chain still attached.

A chalkboard reads: “Dinner with Cheok on Monday, 2100.” By a window there is a jelutong writing table flecked with scratches. It has a top that can be opened and four drawers fitted with elaborate ring handles of brass. Nearby, a headless tailoring mannequin stands erect, dressed in a high-collared cheongsam of red silk.

Landon produces a thick roll of cash from his bag and stores it in a biscuit tin he keeps in one of the drawers because he holds no bank account. Having a bank account is suicidal if you are already having trouble keeping up a legitimate identity.

Then, on a fresh page of his journal, he pens the usual opening line.

My name is Landon…

He finishes the entry and lights a kerosene lamp by a nightstand. The flame produces an orb of warm light and dances with curves like a woman’s body. For a long time he lies on his bed watching it.

Tomorrow he will begin the process of killing Landon.

Slowly, he lowers the flame and snuffs it.

/ / /

In the waiting lounge of an expensive hospital, visitors drowse on leather couches, their limbs drawn against the pre-dawn chill. The large glass panes out in front are frosted over with condensation, and beyond them one sees nothing but one’s reflection against the darkness outside. Behind the counters, arriving receptionists shiver and pull in their jackets.

Landon is kept awake by the prospect of committing a crime. The carbon paper of the Notice of Live Birth crinkles pleasantly in his hand. He commends himself for having been astute enough to pilfer a piece of it from the pad just a week earlier, when a flustered nurse left it at the counter in one of the delivery suites. He even snatched an Identity Card belonging to a lady who had used it to reserve a table at a food court while she tittered her way to the stalls. It was clipped to a lanyard, along with her office pass.

Thievery is low business. But no one ever told him that procuring an identity would be this hard. If he botches this attempt, he exposes himself, and if he doesn’t, the loneliness might kill him anyway. Either way, the future isn’t going to be rosy.

The number ticker buzzes. He checks his electronic queue slip and bolts forward, clumsily clutching the documents to his chest.

“Birth cert, sir?” a petite Malay lady behind the counter requests in a sprightly voice.

He hands her the Notice of Live Birth. She takes it with both hands and scans it. “A son? Congratulations.”

“Thank you. A daughter would be just as nice.”

“I need the ICs of you and your wife.”

He slides them over the counter. His countenance is still, but his heart is racing.

“How’s mummy?”

“She’s doing well. I highly recommend the epidural; it lets you enjoy the birth.”

“Thanks for the tip.” She hands the ICs back to him. “I’m only just engaged.”

“Your turn will come.”

The lady hands him the certificate. “Check the particulars, sir.”

“Everything’s perfect.”

“Adam is a nice name.”

“Thank you,” says Landon, the knot in his guts unravelling slowly. “I like names beginning with ‘A’.”

The lady points to another spot. “There’s the birth certificate number. Remember, it’s going to be different from the passport number, so take note when you make one for him.”

Landon manages a laugh. “That’ll be a long way off.”

“I have three nephews. Children grow up in the blink of an eye.” She laminates the certificate and presents it to him with both hands. “Check it again, just in case.”

“Flawless.”

In fifteen years Landon will be dead, and Adam shall walk the Earth.

“Is there anything else I can do for you, sir?”

Landon slips the certificate into his folder and zips it up. “Can’t think of anything.”

/ / /

It is only 8.15 and Landon feels so light and sprightly he could sing to the soft warmth of the early sun. There’s the day to spare, and the freshness of morning washes away whatever traces of melancholia that remain in him. He is early, and he can read for an hour at the civic plaza before heading up to the bookstore. A nice slow breakfast at Café Kinos will be a good start, then he’ll browse the morning away before catching a film at Shaw. Afterwards, he’ll have tea and cake and read through the afternoon. Then it’ll be dinner—a light one. He’s thinking Italian, one with an antipasti bar. Or tapas maybe.

And then his day will end. And another will begin.

He has all the time in the world and little to live for. And he can never decide if it’s a good or a bad thing. But for now it is good. He is happy.

At the centre of the plaza he finds a black marquee. Air-blown streamers flutter beside giant speakers wrapped in black polypropylene. He squints at the event boards. Something about fashion, football and fund-raising. Throngs of teenagers gather. The speakers blare and a clichéd medley of party music thumps away like there’s no tomorrow, drawing in the exuberance of youth that passes him.

An hour later, Landon finds solace in an air-conditioned interior and its scent of fresh books. He goes to the café and picks a window seat that overlooks the mall and plaza, where the event host delivers a muffled, incomprehensible speech in an insufferable attempt to sound eloquent. Music pounds on dully behind the thick glass panes.

He orders a frittata with grilled tomatoes, slow-poached eggs and a side of spinach dressed in oil. He flips the menu page and adds a couple of blueberry waffles with crème and syrup.

“Send them after the frittata, please,” he tells the waitress.

“Any drinks, sir?”

He scans an insert and settles for a pot of Hawai‘ian Kona. “It’s going to be a quick brew so grind the beans fine. Don’t burn the grinds, and let the coffee steep three minutes before plunging. You use the French press?”

“Yes, sir.”

“Okay, use that, not the drip. Better still, just pour in the water and bring me the press. I’m very particular about my coffee.”

The waitress flashes an obligatory smile and departs. Landon detects displeasure in it and justifies to himself his fastidiousness over coffee. It takes only a hair’s breadth of inattention to foul up a good pot of Kona.

He sips his iced water and waits. It pleases him to see the store filling up. At the religion section, a scholarly old man reads with his glasses propped over his brows. Nearby, an elderly couple, probably Australian judging by their accent, discusses a title. A woman, Senegalese from her gaudy, tie-dyed, starchy boubou and headdress, haunts the politics section.

Tourists, they’re usually the early ones.

Outside, the flow of shoppers along the mall swells. In the copious shade of angsana trees, a gangly man in suit and tie stands beside a trash bin and lights a cigarette. Someone passes him and drops a Big Gulp into the bin; an emaciated golem of a young girl so thin that the soda was probably all she’d had that morning. The man stubs out on the bin and pops another cigarette between his lips.

The waitress returns with the brew. Landon takes the French press from her. She remembered his request; the plunger is up and the water is steaming. He feels the glass. A little hot, but with the air-conditioning it should stabilize. Coffee’s foaming—a good sign. He places his palm on the knob and lets the weight of his hand do the plunging—smooth and slow it goes. The plunger reaches the bottom and a tangy aroma rises.

He looks out of the window and watches another girl dump a Big Gulp in the same bin. Someone must be giving away this stuff. The gangly man draws heavily on his cigarette and turns away from the sun. At the plaza the event now pulsates with the roar of cheering and clapping. The host’s speech, urgent and unintelligible, drowns in the feedback from his microphone.

A third girl approaches the bin, and just like the ones before her, tosses a Big Gulp into the bin. She wears an expression that might have been hewn from stone—one that is cold, stoic; allusive of something dreadful, something unstoppable.

A look of conviction.

And Landon realises with a start that all three girls had that same look.

Reflex drives him under the table, as the window panels implode in a shower of pulverised glass.

/ / /

The burrs of something broken ground against his back. His wounded sight drew slowly into focus. A man writhed on the ground near him, his face studded with crystalline shards. Blood dripped from the lacerations in slick, dark strands. Amid a host of muffled noises came the screech of tyres, and then he saw a face.

/ / /

All is dark; grey smoke rises thickly and masks the daylight. A sharp sulphurous stench pervades the air. Waves of muffled cries lap over the ringing in his ears. He is lying on his side, his back arched. He feels his stomach rising to his chest and constricting his airway. His vision goes white, his head throbs in recurring surges of pain. One leg goes on kicking involuntarily as if unmoored. And this time he is acutely aware of it all.

It’ll pass… it always does.

He opens his eyes to a face.

“There, there,” says the bleary face. “Easy on the gritting.”

Landon blinks hard to clear his sight. There is spittle around his mouth and a dull, sour ache radiates through his set jaws. A pair of hands is squeezing him all over: his arms, torso, neck; fingers probing over his collarbone, shoulder, and forearm, where a trail of pink blistery scars run like ridges across the skin.

“Nasty scars you have.” The stranger puts his fingers to Landon’s neck and catches a pulse. “How’d you get them?”

Landon stares into a spacious face with squinty, sad-looking eyes and craggy cheekbones. Its sun-scorched skin furrows in deep gulches above the brows. He can’t decide if the stranger looks like a lion or a mastiff.

A prick on the finger jolts him. “You a doctor?” he says in a drawl.

“Me? No.” The stranger removes a chromium egg-shaped device from Landon’s forefinger. “But I know enough to save lives.”

They hear muffled whimpering nearby. From elsewhere, a child’s cry.

Shards of glass litter the floor like diamonds. Landon sits up, flummoxed, dazed. He surveys the damage and sees the waitress leaning against the base of the counter, cradling her arm and elbow. There is some blood across the side of her neck. The manager is crouching beside her and trying to get a bandage over her arm. Otherwise she appears well.

“She was just beside the window,” says the stranger. “Lucky girl.”

Landon surveys his precious pool of Hawai‘ian Kona across the floor and fights off a bout of nausea from inhaling a cocktail of gunpowder-stench and the aroma of spilled good coffee. His vision spins. “Who are you?”

The stranger offers his hand and a dour smile. “John.”

Landon takes his hand. It is large and abrasive. “Why’d you—”

“I’m here to help.” John rises to his feet and reveals the full measure of his towering physique. “There might be danger. Wait six hours before heading home, and stay in crowded places for as long as you can.”

Landon holds his head. “I don’t understand anything.”

“In time you will,” says the stranger. “You did good taking cover.” The stranger’s face wrinkles sourly into a smile. “Six hours, no less. Stay in crowded places and don’t talk to anyone. Destabilisation has begun.”

Destabilisation? Landon loses him to the crowds before he can wring an explanation out of him. He inches forward and peers over the shattered windows where drafts of warm air and smoke mingle with the air-conditioning. A starburst blotch of soot now occupies the spot where the marquee used to be. The air-blown streamers, the speakers and the gangly man in suit and tie have disappeared. Survivors hobble amid twisted steel and body parts. Parts of the plaza are burning. A woman is crying somewhere.

As Landon ponders the impossibility of his reflexes, a fragment of a memory surfaces and sinks quickly into the depths of his mind before he can seize it. He drops away from the window, shaking, and catches the distant wail of an ambulance.

/ / /

The press arrives and Landon flees the scene, racked with spasms of fear that numb even his fingertips. He speaks to no one and leaves by another route that takes him behind the plaza. He holds on to his elbows, shouldering through squads of arriving paramedics and rescue personnel. He realises he is shaking all over—tiny little quivers that seem impossible to repress. When he tries to run, the ground feels marshy and soft. He slows to a walk. It’s less conspicuous this way. But he will need a lot of walking to lose the tremors inside him. He wanders the streets and ends up spending the next eight hours burrowing into the most crowded restaurants and cafés he can find.

At nightfall he finds himself sipping his eighth cup of coffee and trying to watch passing shoppers along Victoria Street. But it has turned so dark that from his seat he sees only the stray reflections of the bistro’s interior and its drop-lights against the glass storefront. People outside, however, can see him.

He takes his mug and napkin and relocates to another seat behind a red cushioned partition. The soft clink of cutlery surrounds him. It is in such settings that a hitman usually appears and shoots someone in the head, he thinks, like they do in movies. But an hour passes, and all is well.

At 9.30, the waitress calls for last orders. Landon steps reluctantly into a warm, dank night that smells of exhaust and stale pastries. Faces come at him in waves. He sees their eyes looking back at him. He glances over and across his shoulders; he searches the crowds hoping to find someone who might help him… anyone.

But the city does not recognise him. People he once knew are either dead or dying. And those who find a familiarity in him tend to convince themselves that faces end up looking alike when you’ve seen enough of them.

Landon isn’t special. He is just a very old man running for his life.

For once, he takes comfort in being caught in a taxi queue at the rear of a shopping mall. At least if things happen, someone will be there to see it. It would be worse to return to an empty house alone and get knifed in the bath, or smothered in bed. He gets to a cab after a 30-minute wait and looks around before entering it. Once inside, he looks around some more to make sure no one is following. He watches the driver like a hawk the whole way and stiffens when a dark van or a leather-clad rider stops beside his window at traffic junctions.

When the cab drops him off in front of the old bungalow along Clacton Road, the street appears unusually still. There is no movement, not even a breeze to nudge the leaves. The house looms, drab and forbidding, its windows abyssal eyes. It appears to be crouching in darkness and waiting to swallow anyone who ventures near.

A chill pricks at him. Has it been six hours? He has forgotten to check the time. He unlatches the gate and cringes at the din it makes. Then, gritty footfalls approach and his back tingles. He whips around, and finds only a passing neighbour who keeps his head lowered and dispenses no greeting.

From the other end of the street, an old man conveys a heap of scraps on a bicycle. With every inch of his body poised to spring, Landon watches the man until he passes, and then bolts through the gate and slams it hard behind him. He races across the driveway, through the house, and locks it up tight as a fortress, latching all openings and windows, even the ones in the attic. He decides against showering for fear that someone might slip in through the back, slit his throat and bleed his life away under a running faucet.

A cursory inspection of his possessions reveals nothing missing. He hauls a rusty dumbbell rod up to his bedroom. Then, compelled by a sliver of recollection, he pores through volumes of old journals and finds an entry inked on yellowed paper.

March 10th, 1965, Wednesday

My name is Arthur. I awoke in a hotel room darker than most I’ve seen. Tinted windows and dull green walls, beige-coloured drapes, a green telephone, a floral carpet, a card that reads Cathay Hotel. I remember passing a large Tiger Beer mural at the gable wall of a shophouse. Can’t see it from my window.

I got cuts all over the left side of my body; arms, legs, neck, some on my face. My head throbs. Can’t remember where I got them. The guy who brought me here said I was lucky to have survived a blast this afternoon. It had to be the concussion because I remember nothing beyond the moment they brought me out of the car and I woke up in a room I didn’t recognise. The guy said he’s going to bring me to England. I keep getting the feeling that I’m leaving something behind.

He reaches the end of the journal and takes up another. England? He flips a page and scans it from top to bottom.

…the feeling lingers. Maybe it’s nothing. I’ve left too many people behind. They all become one in my broken memory.

Faces I see on the streets represent them all.

Unnerved by the day’s encounter, he tosses the volumes back into the old trunk, lumbers over to the desk and begins to write in a state of haste and compulsion: My name is Landon…

The street lamps reveal two glinting spots in the crown of a frangipani tree behind the old house. The spots hold still for a moment, then streak soundlessly into the night.

2

CONTACT

LANDON WAKES FROM a dreamless sleep to red digital numerals reading twelve minutes past ten. He sits up and drops his legs to the floor, the hair at the back of his head tousled and standing. His shift schedule at the FourBees café, pinned to a small corkboard on a wall beside the writing desk, says he’s not due in until one.

He snatches his journal from the nightstand and opens to yesterday’s entry:

Adam was born today. Count to Adam: 1 of 5,475. In another fifteen years Landon will be dead. Met someone who calls himself John. He said to stay in crowded places for as long as I could. He mentioned something else I cannot remember.

Who the hell is John? His face appears in Landon’s head all fuzzed-up like an old Polaroid. Polaroids and facsimiles—perfect epitomes of my busted memory. It’s frustrating to be forgetting something all the time but the irony is that you would forget the frustration before you could remember what caused it. You find pieces of your day missing, and before the day ends you won’t even remember what’s missing from it.

And that’s only a part of what amnesia is about.

He unlatches the window and pushes the panes open. The sound of sweeping—swish, swish, swish. And with the same regularity comes the call of cicadas. A row of azaleas line the front of the patio. He looks down and sees Cheok at the driveway with the old besom.

He calls from his window, relieved. Cheok looks up at him and lifts a thick arm in greeting, his face shadowed under a straw hat. He is shaped like an urn, with a sturdy build and brown leathery skin, and chooses to wear only weathered denim shirts and khaki cargoes. Contracted to work the lawn once a week over a four-hour session, Cheok visits more frequently than he has to. Supposedly, his wife can’t stand his bonsai obsession. The truth is, he can’t stand her badgering over everything domestic.

Landon comes through the front door with coffee. “Unusual of you to start so late. Weather’s getting hot.”

“Got trouble with the truck.” Cheok finishes shearing the ixora hedges and shoves the trimmings into a garbage bag. “I brought the fertiliser for the hibiscus.”

“I never asked for them.” Landon sips out of his own mug.

“They’re good quality.” Cheok points to a canvas sack nearby. “Organic vegetable waste, very good for the plants.”

“I meant the hibiscus.”

“You need the hibiscus lah, give your garden some red.”

“It’s turning into your garden, Cheok.”

Cheok pushes the straw hat behind his head, wipes his hands on his trousers and takes the mug from Landon. “Anyone who see your house will think you own a café instead of working for one.”

Landon thumbs at his door. “They should look inside.”

“Your shift what time?”

“One. Got to leave by twelve.”

Cheok drinks his coffee and looks admiringly over the garden.

“You got any jobs after this?” says Landon.

“Only yours loh. I’ll work till three then go cook for missus.”

“Stay as long as you want. I’ll leave the keys with you.”

“No need. I’ll latch the gate when I leave. I hope you haven’t forgot?”

Landon stares vacantly at him.

“Dinner tonight—” Cheok prompts, lifting a pudgy finger.

“Nine at my place.” Landon blurts in a hurry. “I had it written down.”

“Good. Don’t forget the match tonight. You can forget anything but football.”

Cheok drains his mug in a single swig and Landon throws him a disapproving look because good coffee is never meant to be abused that way. They part and he goes back into the house and skims through the news on his tablet.

An article about the explosion at Orchard Road; 26 dead, over 50 wounded. Eight bodies only partially recovered, needing DNA identification. Glass facades of two nearby shopping malls shattered. Over 30 million dollars in property damage. Estimated 23 kilos of plastique explosives with thumbtacks for fragmentation. No one has claimed responsibility for the act but the police suspect domestic extremists vying for anarchism against organised religion and meritocratic policies.

Thumbtacks? What were they thinking?

From the window of his living room, Landon catches sight of a young man rubbernecking at his property from the gate. He is dressed in a business shirt, fair of skin and rather lanky and fragile of build. His hair is waxed and parted in an outmoded manner. Cheok walks over to him and initiates an inaudible conversation.

Landon emerges from the house and the young man pricks up, looking past Cheok to get a better view of him.

“Morning,” he greets with a nod.

Landon finds in him a likeness to a dark-haired Tin-Tin. “Can I help?”

The young man flashes his ID and offers a hand through the gate. “I’m Julian, Police Intelligence Department.”

Landon holds his breath. It has got to be about the bombing and the stranger named John must have had something to do with it. This fellow might be a colleague, perhaps assigned the task of gathering eyewitnesses, testimonies, those sort of things.

The officer named Julian articulates a name in a Mandarin dialect followed by an IC number, which Landon affirms as his own. “Says here you’re Chinese.” Julian consults a document. “You don’t look Chinese.”

Landon feigns a laugh. “I get that a lot. I think I’m part Malay, part Chinese and a dash of Dutch. The ancestor-thing, you know,” he lies. “Never could tell when everything’s blended so well.”

Julian isn’t amused. His eyes flit over to the pink, blistery bulges on Landon’s forearm. “Looks like trauma,” he points to them with his pen. “An accident?”

“I’m sorry, I don’t remember. What’s this about?”

“We think you might be implicated in a recent incident, and we’re hoping you could help us with the investigation.”

“I’d be glad to.”

“Good.” Julian’s unflinching gaze unsettles Landon. “Where were you yesterday morning between seven and nine?”

“Home.” Landon keeps a straight face. “I went to Café Kinos at about ten.”

“Got an alibi?”

“I’ve been living alone since my mother’s passing years ago.” Here Landon frowns a little. “Am I suspected of something?”

“My apologies.” Julian appears all but apologetic. “Just the usual background checks. You got ID?”

“It’s inside. I’ll go get it.”

Landon returns to the house. Cheok, besom in hand and looking rather awkward in their presence, grins at Julian and gets a twitch of the lips in return. Julian resumes his inspection of the grand old house, observing its grey stucco walls blackened with fungi at its base, its shuttered windows painted many times over and the untrimmed bougainvillea creeping all over its chicken-wire fence. He scribbles something in his notepad. The patches of perspiration on his thin chest and underarms expand in the blustering morning heat.

Five minutes later Landon jogs down the driveway and reveals the fluster in his face. “Couldn’t find it…” he pants. “Must’ve misplaced it. You have my IC number, I’m sure you’ll know if it checks out.”

Julian doesn’t blink. “Unfortunate. You said you live alone?”

“Yes.”

“No extended family?”

“I have a very small family. I’m afraid they’ve passed on.” Landon creases the corners of his lips in an attempt to smile. “Would you mind telling me if there’s something wrong? I was at the café when the bomb went off,” he blurts a little too hastily.

Julian looks puzzled. “A live birth was registered in your name.”

The response almost jolts Landon out of his skin. He locks his jaw and with difficulty, works his expression into one of incredulity. “Live birth? When?”

“The hospital found out yesterday evening, when the serial number on the live birth notification failed to match up against the hospital’s birth register. Besides, the “mother” turned out to be someone who had reported a stolen IC a week ago.”

Landon’s heart rises in joy. He can fit something in. “I remember now.” A smile breaks genuinely across his face. “I also lost my IC about two days back.”

Julian folds his arms. “So you have.”

“I’m sorry. My memory—it’s medical.” Landon scratches his temple. “I’ve got therapy sessions with my doctor twice a week and I’ve been taking medication. It’s the kind that makes you forget the recent stuff. But there’s a bit of both… It’s really bad, you see, even the memories of my past are hazy. My doctor could tell you more.”

“Unfortunate.” Julian makes a note of it on his book. “You should’ve lodged a police report the minute it happened.”

Landon hunches fawningly. “Sincere apologies, sir. I’ll report it immediately.”

“At the nearest police post please, if you don’t already know.”

“I’m so sorry. It’s my first time.”

Julian shuts his notebook and slips his pen in the breast pocket of his damp shirt. “That will be all for now, Mr Lock. Thank you for your time.”

“Not at all. I’m sorry for the misunderstanding.”

“Have a good day.” Julian lifts a hand and walks away.

Landon watches him drive off in a maroon sedan and suddenly remembers that his damn IC is in the folder with the birth certificate, which by now would’ve been annulled.

Cheok comes up to him. “Something wrong?”

Landon doesn’t answer. His amnesia has got him temporarily off the hook, and only by the skin of his teeth has he managed to evade arrest. He has messed up, no doubt, and the dread of it pervades his heart like a drop of black ink. He tells himself it doesn’t matter because at worse they’d cut him open.

And the thought terrifies him.

3

LOEWEN LODGE

THE ROUTE FROM Clacton to FourBees is a long but scenic one; unending rows of hedges, raintrees, angsanas, rowhouses, bungalows, the Geylang River after Mountbatten, then comes the Stadium Dome from across the Merdeka Bridge.

Landon rests his head against the window and ignores the greasy patches left there by the passengers before him. The bus cruises along Orchard Boulevard and passes the spot where the explosion occurred. He catches sight of nothing but a wall of blue tarpaulin tessellated with police insignias.

He alights at the stop after the Botanic Gardens and saunters two hundred yards along a lonely trail flanked by walls of untended hedges. Beyond them lies a decrepit mansion called the Woodneuk House, inhabited only by thrill-seekers and sex-starved druggies. A path off the sidewalk leads into the northern tip of Dempsey Hill. An old tarmac road leads farther south towards a fork, where one road turns into Harding and another to Loewen.

Along the way to work he passes a handsome colonial bungalow of bright whitewashed walls and black-framed windows, which sits on a patch of manicured lawn. A sign set in large black Garamond typeface against a white wall reads, “Loewen Lodge Nursing Home”, and under it, smaller italics proclaim, Where living truly begins.

We’re being nursed in the years after our birth and the years leading to our deaths. Nursing homes are really hospices to those who die a little more slowly. It would be wonderful if only babies needed nursing homes. I’ve waited, but Death never came. To get tired of living is an unpardonable sin. But it happens.

It is the blight of man: to get tired of everything, even himself.

He hears singing—more like throaty voices chanting to a song which ends in a clatter of erratic clapping. It is midday and the air is sultry. Amid the rhythmic shrilling of cicadas, six old men and women play woodball on the far side of the lawn.

On the nearer side a scraggy old man, placid and vegetative as the trees around him, sits unmoving in a wheelchair. His lower lip, glistening with drool, droops and exposes diseased gums. His freckled cheeks hang like jowls. A blue handkerchief is tucked into the front of his rumpled shirt. Landon has seen him many times before at the same spot and in the same posture. But this time it is his caregiver that seizes his attention.

“He seems quite fond of you,” the young lady calls out to him.

He startles and chokes on his own saliva, sending him into fits of violent coughing. The young lady peels strands of her wind-blown hair from her lips and patiently waits it out.

“I’m sorry…” Landon coughs into his fist and breaks a smile. “Beg your pardon?”

“The old man,” says the young lady. “He rarely looks at people.”

“Really?” Landon steals a look at the old man and catches a vacuous stare. He turns away quickly. “Maybe I look like an enemy.”

The young lady gives off a short, expressive laugh.

“Have we met?” says Landon. “You look incredibly familiar.”

The young lady tilts her face. “As passing strangers perhaps?”

“Maybe.” He gives an obliging chuckle. “So what do you do?”

“I’m a nurse. Paediatric intensive care.”

“I would’ve thought elder-care.”

“They’re not so different behaviourally.” She brushes a tiny leaf off the old man’s shoulder. “Especially when they get too old.”

“That’s an interesting perception.”

“You are Eurasian, aren’t you?“

“I’m unsure myself,” Landon scratches the back of his ear. “I’ve been led to believe I’m mainly Chinese and a quarter Malay, maybe with an eighth of Javanese, a sprinkling of Portugese and a dash of Dutch.”

The young lady smiles. “I see you have that rehearsed.”

He feels his ears heating up.

“I thought you look like a good blend,” she adds.

“Like a Klingon?”

“I’m sorry?”

“Never mind.” Landon clears his throat to change the subject. “You’re not the usual caregiver?”

“I’m standing in for Pam—” she slow-blinks her lovely eyes and tosses her head, “the regular one you might be referring to.”

“Pam,” he parrots, parses and then decides against asking her name.

“You could help out here. The Lodge is always looking for volunteers.”

“Oh no,” Landon waves a hand across his face. “Once is enough.”

“You’ve done this before?”

“No,” Landon laughs and looks at the gravel at his feet. He finds it difficult to meet her gaze and he wouldn’t want to be caught looking at any other part of her body. “I took care of my mother the year before she died.”

“Sorry to hear that. Must’ve been hard.”

“Can’t remember much of it. It’s been a very long time.”

“You don’t look very old.”

“I have an awful memory.” Landon blurts without thought.

At once an air of awkwardness comes between them.

Never had a wit. You won’t find a worse moron in the world. What kind of an idiot would forget his mother’s passing?

“That’s not what I meant,” he chuckles. “It’s medical.”

At his confession the young lady breaks into a smile, and in it he detects sympathy.

Medical? That’s it. Blown it.

The old man is still staring at him. His eyes are large and cadaverous; one of them is slightly paled with cataracts. A strand of drool plops onto the blue handkerchief. Landon turns miserably away.

“You off to somewhere?” asks the young lady.

“I run a café at the end of Dempsey Road.”

“Nice. You own it?”

Blew it twice over. “Wrong term.” Landon chuckles again, very uncomfortably this time. “I sort of operate it; you know, prepare food, drinks and all that.”

“You’re a chef?”

“No, I ah… make drinks and coffee.” He jabs at the gravel with the tip of his shoe.

“I won’t hold you up then.”

“No, not at all.” He wags his head and feels silly for doing so. “I’m early.” A stolen glance at his watch tells him he is ten minutes past his shift.

The young lady lifts the old man’s free leg and puts it back on the rest. Her white linen blouse billows in the breeze. She plucks more strands of hair from her lips and tucks them behind her ear. Her shoulder-length hair glows in the sunlight, their pure, silky tones glistening in shades of natural brown.

He breaks the impasse. “On the other hand, I shouldn’t bother you more than I have.”

“Not at all.”

“I’ll see you around then.”

Her lips stretch into a smile. “See you around.”

He departs and resolves not to turn back.

Sometimes one doesn’t get any wiser with age. You just become more desperate for company and reckless with words.

4

CLARA

FOURBEES IS A niche little cottage restaurant and café set in one of the many colonial buildings of Dempsey Hill, modelled after an old English storefront; its capitals, pilasters and cills fashioned in unfinished hardwood, spliced here and there with a bit of brass and Corten steel for a contemporary twang. The buildings were part of a barracks compound, and many have been restored and remodelled into swank restaurants, voguish fashion houses and art galleries.

Landon hates the late shift. You arrive in the heat of the manic lunchtime rush, work through the night and get off at two in the morning. He enters and Raymond, the café manager swirls past him with four steaming plates on his arms. Landon evades his gaze and grabs his apron.

Above him, a chalkboard lists the mains of the day. Another column lists the premium beans and brew. And between them a dab of poetry, written in a childish hand, reads:

Baa Baa Black Brew, Have You Any Brew?

Yes Sir, Yes Sir, Six Mugs Full

One For Your Master, Two For His Dames

And Three To Keep Your Little Brains From Going Insane

A perky waitress named Samantha sashays back and forth with poise, now with a notepad and now with dishes. She has a couple of black stars on her cheeks that she touches up every morning with a skin pen.

Landon takes the helm at the espresso machine, behind a classicmodish counter of lacquered teak and a surface of honed blackstar granite. Andy, who was supposed to be relieved some 15 minutes ago, shoulders his way past him, visibly frustrated, and slips quietly through the swing doors.

Landon ignores him and examines the order chits, then checks the reservoir and sets the temperature from 88 to 85. He waltzes into place, lays four porcelain two-ounce espresso cups in the warmer and twists the portafilters off. With his pinky he examines the grind in them. Way too fine. I’d risk an over-extraction. He raps them into the bin and refills the grinder with fresh African arabica.

The burrs buzz and pulverise the beans. He uncaps the hopper, tests the grind, spins the burrs for five more seconds and then empties two scoopfuls into each portafilter. He tamps them, twists them back on and the pressure-jets in the reservoir hisses. Two warmed cups go under the spouts. A concentrated concoction trickles and fills the white porcelain; a silky film of rust-coloured crema coats the surface. Its aroma pervades the space. Landon steams out the wand, holds a jug to it and gyrates the froth to a lustrous sheen. He slides one of the cups across his worktop and pours a swirl of flavoured syrup in a thin, high stream—all with the élan of a spirited dancer. The brew goes onto a saucer and Landon taps the bell.

“Fantasia, table twelve,” he calls without looking.

The other espresso shot goes into a seven-ounce cup. He adds a third of warmed milk and tops it up with the silky froth and swirls the pour into a rosette. The bell rings twice.

“Cappuccino, table five.”

Samantha glides over, dumps three more chits and takes the beverage.

Landon gets another espresso going, tilts the cup and free pours warmed milk along its side, wiggling the trail into a tulip that skims the rim.

“Latte, table seven.”

The orders flow. Calls of the bell punctuate the drone of endless chattering. Thirty minutes later, the mood of the lunching crowd lightens. Ten to three, and the pace settles. The crowd thins, leaving a group of suited Germans with red sunburnt faces prattling about some humorous subject over crusted coffee cups. At a seat by the wall a girl taps away at her tablet, a scarlet fringe covering half of her face.

Raymond appears at the kitchen doorway, twisting a towel around his hands to dry them. He is a lean, chesty man with a flat, broad face and short trimmed hair that is grey at the sides. “The druggies are always a little tamer when you’re around,” he says to Landon. “They need their caffeine shots done your way or they throw fits.”

Landon laughs at the compliment. “They throw fits because you overcharge them.”

“Those beans have to cost something.” Raymond folds the towel and pats it flat on the countertop. “Got the advance?”

“What advance?”

“You asked for an advance two weeks ago. You got it?”

“Oh, that.” Landon doesn’t remember if he did. He empties a bag of beans into the hopper. “Yeah, got it. Thanks for accommodating.”

“You’re welcome.” Raymond pours himself water from a plastic tumbler behind the counter. “Getting something expensive?”

Landon doesn’t even know what he should be recalling. He throws out a possibility. “An overhaul of the circuitry at home. They’re a fire hazard.”

“Can’t be too careful with electrical fires. Go grab lunch when you’re done. Donovan made some gratin at the back.”

Donovan is a cook who comes in thrice weekly, a good chap who graduated two years earlier from a culinary school run by former convicts-turned-chefs. He did time for possession of LSD and spent years in rehab.

Soon the patrons leave and Sam moves in to clear their table. The aftermath of the lunch-hour is dusted in the mellow tunes of the accordion played through the Bang & Olufsen speakers mounted in the ceiling. The neat rows of empty tables and chairs drowse in the afternoon serenity; their tablecloths changed, napkins folded and standing, the cutlery replaced with fresh, gleaming ones. This is Landon’s favourite part of the day.

Samantha slumps over the counter. “That man asked for you.”

Landon looks up from his washing. “What man?”

Samantha throws an arm over Landon’s shoulders and, with a brightly-painted nail, guides his sight to a man in a red-chequered shirt sitting by the mullioned window at the far corner reading papers by the daylight.

“There’s a sign outside that says ‘business from eight to three’ but I can’t possibly throw him out, can I?” Sam straightens up. “You know him?”

Landon sniffles at the candy scent of her perfume. “What did he ask about?”

“Your shift schedule. Careful boy, he seems to know it pretty well.”

“What’s he having?”

“Medici,” says Sam, accentuating the ci in a sensuous pout, as in chi. “Doppio, strong stuff.” She lifts her florid cheeks.

“Perhaps a connoisseur who appreciates my craft.”

“Your craft at what?” Sam puts her fist to her mouth.

“That’s your thing, Sam.”

Sam breezes away from him and his words fall upon nothing.

Landon steals another look at the patron. He appears to still be reading the papers when he folds them down to reveal his large, leonine face.

John.

Landon tries to appear calm but his expression comes out stiff. He is sure he is being stalked, and his heart aches to know if the stalking has anything to do with what he learned from the police officer’s visit this morning. Yet his mind roils; he can’t conjure the words he needs to confront John.

John makes no move either. He empties his cup, gently replaces it on the saucer and scans the papers again. Then without warning he looks up and their gazes meet.

In haste Landon picks up a tea towel and starts drying the cups that are already dry. From the edge of his sight he sees John rise from his seat, saunter past the counter and exit the café soundlessly. But he does not leave just yet. He lingers a few feet from the doorway and lights a cigarette.

No point being docile in this. Stalk the stalker. It’s your best bet in having your questions answered. Just as Landon resolves to confront John the door comes ajar and a young lady pops her head in.

“Are you open?” she asks. It is the caregiver.

Sam marches up to her. “Sorry, we’re closed for lunch. Dinner’s at six.”

“Drinks are still on.” Landon breaks in and, in his eagerness to show himself, hurls his chest against the edge of the counter more forcefully than he intended. His ribcage hurts, and against the pain he musters a grin.

She enters, carrying a handsome little knapsack of burgundy suede edged in leather. Her hair is now an updo, loosely held together with a long silver barrette.

“No more lunches.” Donovan’s voice drifts in from the kitchen.

Landon’s heart leaps to his throat. “I’m sorry, but we do have snacks like pies and quiches and whatever drinks you’d like.”

“That’ll do.” She slides the knapsack off her shoulders. “I was looking for a light bite actually.”

“Please.” Landon beckons with an open palm. “By the counter if you don’t mind.”

Sam gets the point and shoots Landon a dirty look and moves out of the way.

The young lady picks the seat right in front of Landon. She folds her arms over the cool granite tabletop and tilts her head at him. “Quite a coincidence,” she says, smiling charmingly.

Landon hands her a glass of iced water and responds in a modest chuckle. “It is, for the number of cafés we have around here.”

“Why do you call it FourBees?” she takes a sip.

He thumbs at the rhyme on the wall behind him.

“Ah, I see. Cute.”

She turns to look outside and squints at the daylight, dabbing at her forehead with tissue. There is a sort of distant melancholia in her gaze. “A lot has happened here,” she says.

“Like what?”

“Used to be barracks back in the Great War.” She studies the interior. “It’s amazing how resilient places are to change, how they invoke memories, if only we’d let them be.”

“You speak like a historian.”

“I like history.” She fingers the condensation on her glass. “Well, the nice bits of it.”

“This place’s been refurbished many times over,” says Landon. “There was another restaurant before ours,” he pauses in consideration and then pops the question, “How’s the old—” He stops himself. “Sorry, whoever you’re looking after.”

“Asleep.”

Landon treads carefully. “Don’t mind me prying, but is he your—”

“Someone close to me.”

“I see.” He throws up his hands in a gesture of apology. “Forgive my snooping. You must be hungry.”

She cups her chin and gives a slow, dreamy blink. “Recommend something.”

He rattles off a string of delis, and just to impress, a host of names enumerating the range of premium coffee beans available at the café. She decides quickly and settles for a regular Americano with a pecan pie, which disappoints him a little. Nevertheless he dives into the alchemy with a moka pot and twice the vigour he had when he started his shift.

“Heavenly.” She sips the coffee. “I never thought Americanos could be this good. There’s even cocoa overtones in this one.”

“It’s all in the temperature and beans.” Landon props himself against the countertop, now more confident of himself. “You have a very sensitive palate. I could make you even better ones if you would like. There’s much more to coffee than just Americano.”

“You are very good at what you do and being very happy about it,” she says. “Not many people receive such graces.“

“You would if you’re in F&B. Nothing thrills you more than having people enjoy what you make them. In fact,” he leans over and his voice falls to a whisper, “I think someone likes my coffee so much he’s stalking me as we speak.”

The young lady plays along and draws an expression of mystery. “Really? And where is this stalker of yours?”

Landon nods in the direction of where John is standing. She turns to look, smiling as if expecting something funny. Outside, John draws deeply on his cigarette, winces, then ejects the smoke. He turns sharply away when he catches them looking at him.

The young lady lets her gaze linger on him for another second before returning to her coffee and pie. “He looks upset.”

Landon shrugs. “Maybe his coffee didn’t turn out the way he wanted.” He watches John stub his cigarette out and walk away, and decides against mentioning how they met. “Anyway,” he goes on, turning away from the window, “sometimes you just have to grow into what you do.”

The young lady listens attentively, as if trying to delve telepathically into his mind. “This doesn’t sound like a job for someone with a poor memory.”

“It’s perfect, actually.” Landon laughs nervously, now hopelessly drawn to her eyes. “It’s about scents and flavours, and you don’t really forget scents and flavours. It’s like muscle memory, it all comes back when I touch these things. Thankfully I’ve got a good nose; I identify the beans by their smells and peg names to them.”

“Really?” she sounds genuinely impressed. “That’s a feat.”

“It isn’t easy, but the repetition helps with the memories, makes them stay longer.”

“And you’re taking medication for this—condition of yours?”

“Thiamin supplements,” he says. “Pretty much all they could give me on top of therapy sessions.” He decides to leave out the part about seizures.

The young lady squints sadly at him. “Was it an accident or something?”

Landon wishes he had something heroic to say. “I think I was born with it.”

“I’m curious.” The young lady tilts her head the other way. “How do you get by? I mean, a day of life is made up of so many little things, so many memories.”

“Feels like I’m being interviewed.”

Her eyelids flutter in embarrassment. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t—”

Landon waves off the apology and tells her about the reminders he sets in his mobile and the records he makes in his journals.

The young lady lifts her brows. “You record everything?”

“Everything noteworthy.”

“How long have you been doing this?”

“Since I started my first journal a century ago.”

That earns him a snap of laughter from the young lady. “You must have many entries then.”

“Volumes. I try to keep them compact for easy storage.”

“A rather remarkable life you’re living.” She takes a drink and smiles at him over the rim of her mug.

She lets it linger an inch from her lips. Her expression is vacant, as if lost in thought. Landon has sufficient tact to leave her undisturbed, not knowing she would remain this way until she has finished her coffee and pie.

“Do I pay over at the register?” She drops a used napkin onto her empty plate.

Landon detects a certain detachment in her speech, as if she has decided to put a rift between them. “I’ll punch in for you.” He is sorely disappointed. “That’s five-fifty. Cash?”

“Only five-fifty? And the coffee?”

“On me.”

She retracts her purse. “You shouldn’t have.”

“Take it as a promotional drink from the café,” says Landon, his mood souring. “If you like it, bring your friends next time.”

“Thank you.” She stretches her lips politely and lifts her knapsack off the bar stool.

The cash register rings when the drawer slides open. All these years and he hasn’t gained a smidgen of courage. He drops the change into her hands. In the exchange, they make skin contact. Her palm feels cold and soft. The indecision gnaws viciously at him. It’s now or never.

His hand shoots out, slightly too hastily. “Anyway, name’s Landon.”

She starts and hesitates. His hand hangs in the air and he cringes at the silence. An eternity later, she takes it and says, “Clara.”

She presses her lips together but this time there is no smile. Perhaps she had the intention to, but decided against it at the last moment. The door closes behind her with a light judder. At the far end of the café, Donovan turns his head the other way as he naps.

Landon stares forlornly at the door. Love-at-first-sight is a delusional fallacy. At first sight there’s never love, only a crush—a libidinous, covetous crush. Go on, Landon. Let’s see how far you will go with this remarkable life of yours.

Sam moves in and clears away the lipstick-stained mug. She picks a folded napkin off the empty plate and tosses it at Landon. “Must’ve made an impression.”

Frowning, he looks at the napkin and finds two lines of slanted script written in a neat hand:

Thanks for the coffee.

P.S. Be wary of the one who warns.

Landon bolts past the counter, rousing Donovan from sleep. The doors fly open and he leaps into white sunlight. The driveways bake in the heat. The lawns and footpaths lie empty.

And the cicadas rise in song.

5

HANNAH

EVERYTHING GLEAMS UNDER pale fluorescent lights. Beige partitions, faux wood desks, white venetian blinds: The Police Intelligence Department in Block A of the Cantonment Complex fills an entire floor with sterility, its inhabitants bearing the only hints of colour. Here and there plainclothes officers huddle in cubicles and amble through aisles that separate them. Everyone works in a hush. Even the digital ringing of telephones drifts like a soporific melody.

At the far end of the department, the Rookie Row stretches out against a wall—a procession of austere desks with partitions barely rising above the screens of laptops. Want a snug little box all to yourself with flowers, family photos and a personalised coffee mug?

Work your way up Rookie Row.

At one of these desks, Julian works the keyboard. His notepad lies open nearby. He mumbles something to himself as he types, hits backspace, and then types again. He’s recommending a search warrant. The suspect’s probably stashed a few dead infants in a basement and a few more live ones in the bellies of pregnant abductees.

Someone approaches. Julian looks over his shoulder and sees a portly veteran dressed in a stained white shirt that stretches over an oak barrel of a belly. His bald, meaty head perches on a short neck that melds into thick shoulders.

The veteran drinks from a foam cup and smacks his broad and oddly pouting lips. “You Julian Woo?” His grin reveals a gap between his central incisors.

Julian’s fingers hover over the keyboard. “Yes?”

“Marco, from Field Research.”

Julian takes his hand. “Nice meeting you.”

“You a returning scholar?” Marco bites into a fritter cradled in grease-blotched paper. His plump cheeks, pockmarked with acne scars like the surface of an orange peel, jiggles to his chewing. His left eye, forged of glass, sits immobile and catatonic.

“Joined up two months ago.” Julian answers.

“Hmm,” he takes another indulgent bite. “Where from?”

“Whitehead.”

“Whitehead?”

“Whitehead Institute, MIT.” Julian clears his throat. “I interned there six months before returning. Forensic science.”

Marco’s good eye widens. “Very impressive. Top honours?”

Julian nods modestly.

“So what’s a top-notch scholar doing with a petty forgery case?”

“Well,” Julian looks around his desk for his papers. “Detail and data collection is first, had my first contact with suspect this morning. Did first cut testing of allegations, heard his tone, read his body language. Then I’ll have to list the data I need to plug the gaps before I establish the predication and start external investigation. Now I’m still refining the case theory and—”

Marco holds out his hand and stops him. “You’re well over the challenge, my friend, and you need something better. You with Roland and Syafie?”

“Yes.”

“Good, then you’re on my team.” Marco crushes the greased paper and dumps it in Julian’s wastepaper bin. “Here we put the right brains in the right places. I’ll assign you a fatter case, one with a higher profile; looks good on paper if you’re climbing the ladder.”

“Appreciate that, but I’d like to start slow, get my bearings right.”

Marco puts on a dramatic display of surprise. “Commendable! We’re in short of sensible rookies like you these days.”

Julian smiles out of a cheek.

“You’ll go far.” Marco pulls tissue paper from a box on Julian’s desk. “But I’m going to hang if DSP knows what you’re doing. These forgery cases are for semi-retired jugs like me who can’t even shit squatting. They go easier on the heart.”

“I’d like to solve my first case,” says Julian. “It shouldn’t take long.”

“Don’t underestimate such cases, my friend. They appear light but they aren’t easy when it comes to prosecution. There are many lawyers doing dirty work. Your case might get stuck on you like gum in your hair. Better me than you.”

“I’m willing to take my chances. The facts are adding up.”

“Oh, tons of opportunities for that.” Marco shouts across the office at someone. “Hey Thai! Come over and give an update on the Kovan case.”

Seconds later a dark, bony veteran jogs along the corridor, turns the corner and comes up beside Marco with a pink paper folder. He greets Julian with a solemn nod.

“Triple suicide.” Marco hands Julian the document. “But we think it’s murder, period.”

Julian scans the page and Marco watches him out of his good eye. “You okay with bad smells and ugly faces?”

“I’m in forensics.”

“Good, cause you can smell the house from the street. Three had to rot in bed while the fourth was on a carpet that soaked up all the nasty stuff. We believe drugs are involved so the K-nines will be coming in.”

Julian returns the case. “Really appreciate that but I’d like to keep the forgery.”

Marco chooses not to hear him and turns instead to Thai. “The bodies been shifted?”

“Still at the morgue.”

“Good,” Marco winks his good eye at Julian. “For a start you might want to look at them. Not sure what you could find though, they’re almost a week old.” He then slips off Julian’s desk, grabs his foam cup and pats Thai heavily on the shoulders. “Show him around the morgue. This guy’s forensics, treat him well and bring him up to speed.”

/ / /

Landon passes into the illumination of a streetlamp. Behind him the lights of FourBees go off. The thin scent of frangipanis lingers. The night is so still the crunch of leaves under his feet could wake the dead.

Loewen Lodge glows with soft, warm light from within. Its lawn is empty, its folks probably in bed or mulling over a final round of checkers. Landon steps into the reception area on the first floor. There is a counter to the left and couches against the beige walls. Shade-tolerant palms and ferns in white cylindrical pots adorn the simple space. A timed air freshener dispenses a floral scent. At the counter an attendant looks up from her tablet.

“Hi, I came by this afternoon,” says Landon. “I heard that Pam would be in for the night shift.”

“Pam’s on leave, sir,” says the attendant.

He sighs and lets his shoulders fall. “Do you know someone named Clara? She’s supposed to have someone here who’s close to her.”

“Everyone does, sir.” The attendant consults a photo-chart pinned on a wall and then a register on the desk. “But we haven’t got anyone named Clara working here.”

“Well, she ah… deposits someone here.”

The attendant dons a sad look. “I wish I could help, sir. But we cannot disclose the names of our guests and contributors.”

“You’ve only got twenty-eight beds, could you run them through and see if there’s someone named Clara? Please, it’s kind of an emergency.”

To his surprise the attendant throws him an uncertain glance and starts tapping obligingly on her keyboard. He sees her eyes shift up and down as she reads. “No Clara, sir. Perhaps you could give me her full name?”

“I don’t have it,” says Landon. “She’s more like a recent acquaintance. Do you happen to have Pam’s number, perhaps I could—”

She shakes her head again before Landon can finish. “I’m sorry sir, we don’t divulge personal particulars of our staff.”

“All right, I’ll check in some other time.” He pulls out a pen and scribbles something on a notepad. “I’m leaving my name and number. Please ask Pam to give me a call as soon as she comes in.”

On the journey home Landon stares at his own reflection in the bus window, trying to rationalise the whole affair. What is the darn mystery behind John and Clara? Are their names even John and Clara? Why do they have to act all enigmatic and mysterious? Maybe it’s about me. Maybe they’re in it together and it’s nothing but a sick, mortifying joke.

When he gets home he closes the wrought iron gates so hard they rattle on their hinges. He flips a Bakelite switch. The thing sparks before coming on, startling him. He curses profusely at everything in the old house.

Landon throws his bag on the couch and streaks upstairs to the bedroom. The headlights of a passing car comes through the window shutters and travels across the ceiling. He flicks another switch and the lone bulb feebly illuminates a shelf full of journals. More volumes are stacked inside a mouldering leather trunk at the foot of the red silk gown.

He dives into the pile with the urgency of a cocaine addict, tossing one journal away and starting another. Voraciously he reads, flipping page after page, running his finger along the lines until it stops at a spot.

20th January 1972, Thursday

My name is Arthur. Lawyer dropped by with the new deed. Got it vested in the new name. In about thirteen years Arthur will be dead. Though I think I am already dead—my heart, at least. Hannah’s been gone for almost five years now. I thought forgetting was easy.

Count to Landon: 8 of 5,475.

No more Hannah after that entry; that was five decades ago. Landon finds tons of earlier entries with Hannah in them. He must have been infatuated with her because he wouldn’t write this much about someone unless she meant something to him. People are always entering and leaving his life in passing and they always end up in his journals like little notes on a grocery list. After the last mention of Hannah, the journal entries become steadily shorter. He realises how selective of his memories he has become.

No Clara, no John. And now I’ve got a “Hannah” to deal with.

He sprawls across the floorboards and stares at the naked light bulb hanging from the ceiling. Outside, the hallway is so dark he feels like he’d catch sight of a ghost if he stared long enough.

Against the call of an Asian koel comes the sound of rustling from his lawn. Startled, Landon steals a sidelong glance through a slit in the window. The garden light is on and he detects a shift in the shadows.

Someone is on his property.

He arms himself with the rusty dumbbell rod and patters down the steps and across the living room floor. He tries to identify the intruder through the lacy drapes, but catches only a dark shape as it fleets out of view.

With his back against the wall, he carefully turns the handle and throws the front door open. He raises the rod at the intruder and Cheok withdraws in fright.

“Who you expecting?” he exclaims, alarmed.

Landon rolls his eyes. “You could’ve knocked.”

Cheok raises two red cellophane bags of food and a hot pot. “I knew you’ll forget.”

Landon slaps his head. An appointment missed is as good as a promise broken. He steps aside to allow Cheok passage. “I’m sorry, there’s a lot going on and—”

Cheok shoulders past his explanation and steps into the living room with a jaunty gait. He clears a space on the teak coffee table and lays out the food sealed in shrink-wrap. “You got stock cubes?”

“In the fridge. Tray on the right.”

Cheok carries the empty hot pot to the kitchen.

It is ten o’clock by the time the lid comes off steaming. Cheok slides the vegetables into the broth and turns it into a picture-perfect bubbling stew of cabbages, radishes, leeks, mushrooms and carrots. Landon picks at a plate heaped full of raw pork and liver, blanches them in broth and dips them in a vinegary garlic sauce.

Cheok passes him a bowl of boiled quail eggs. “You got wine?”

“I though you brought beer?”

“Saving it for the match.”

Landon shreds broiled beef between his molars. “A nice 2010 Andrew Lane merlot.”

“French ah?”

“Only the name of the grape,” Landon, still chewing, now poaches shrimps with a slotted spoon. “It’s Napa Valley.”

“Somewhere in France ah?”

“You want it or not?”

“Any wine is good.”

Landon fetches the bottle, uncorks it and pours the merlot into tin cups. They drink, sloshing the liquid on their palates and guzzling it down. Cheok gives an approving belch, his breath rich with alcohol and tannins.

On an antiquated redwood shelf the TV rambles on about a race around Pusan between feisty young girls and a group of elderly men. Landon zaps it with the remote. News. A serialised soap opera with a crawling plot. A documentary about people in rural China who migrated to cities and worked themselves to death.

Cheok looks sidelong at him. “The game’s not on for another hour. Poker? One dollar per bet.”

“How’s your missus?”

“Alzheimer loh. The usual: whole day just mumble to herself. I think putting her in a home is better. She’s happier when I’m not around.”

“You’ll miss her.”

“I visit you every day, loh.” Cheok sneers. “Better still, I move in.”

Landon reaches over with the bottle and tops up Cheok’s mug. “Somehow I get the feeling I’m running a shelter for the old and grouchy.” “You are.”

“Maybe I should consider running one for real.”

“With your memory?” Cheok raises his voice in mock derision. “You will starve me to death and smell my rotting body and think it’s the garbage.”

Landon laughs. Cheok responds with a look of indifference that makes him laugh even more. From another cellophane bag, Cheok fishes out a bunch of golf ball-sized fruits with red leathery husks. “Lychee?”

“Okay.”

Above them the ceiling fan whirs and creaks, punctuated by the crack of lychee husks and the occasional squeak when Cheok sucks out the pit. When it is time for the match Landon zaps the TV and the festive rumpus of spectator chants and drums fills the living room. Cheok goes to the kitchen and returns with the six-pack.

“Tonight you akan mati lah, my friend,” he says with an evil grin.

“Cheok, just watch the match.”

6

SOMETHING SANE

WHAT MAKES A dying child happy? Stories? Games? Companionship? Clara has done enough to know that toys won’t do since the children don’t own them for very long. So this week she has a Jenga set. Anything that’s good for the brain and muscles and would help Pansy with her HIV-induced lipodystrophy. Pansy would only be borrowing them. She likes that notion because it has a glow of optimism to it—that she’ll see Clara again next week and the week after.

The lobby of the hospice is all plaster and paint, but it has a lofty ceiling that lets in the light and breeze. It’s the spot where you get to see contingents of wheelchairs passing, laden with the old and the young. Clara watches them. She has waited an hour for the director but she doesn’t mind.

Ten minutes later, a genial matron with curly white locks and a smiling gaze that never falters steps out of the elevator and ambles towards her. She is dressed in grey and wears black pumps.

“Director.” Clara extends her hand, her smile fresh as ever, enlivened by the infectious warmth of the matron’s presence.

The Director puts a hand to her heart. “Please, call me sister, or aunty if you would.”

“Aunty Ratnam, I’m Clara.”

“I figured,” she says. “I feel so bad to have kept you. But I insist on meeting every donor and partnering guardian.”

“Well, I’m very humbled.”

“A full year’s expenses is a lot of money.” Aunty Ratnam touches her arm and leads her on a gentle stroll. “I’d like to know what inspired you to this.”

To redeem a great and unpardonable sin, Clara would’ve blurted if she was huddled inside a confession box. She has selected eight hospices, homes and sanctuaries, and five years of sponsorship accorded to each would give her forty years of sanity—if the institutions lasted the decades. And they would. Every generation has its share of the unfortunate and afflicted. Forty years. She would have switched identities twice by then.

“I can’t have children and I’d like some of my own—to love.” Clara says. “And I thought, where else better than to love in a place where it’s needed most?”

They pass a manicured garden with pavers and ornamental boulders. There Aunty Ratnam beams like the sun. “You put it across very beautifully.”

“It’s true.”

“This will be your second time meeting Pansy?”

“It is. She was very lovely the last time. Shy but lovely.” Clara pauses at a fond recollection. “She warms up very quickly.”

They pass under shelter and in the enveloping shade Aunty Ratnam’s smile wanes a little. “Pansy has about six months. We’re hoping she can pull through the year to see her tenth birthday.” Her tone is tender but brutally honest.

“I understand.”

“If she doesn’t, the rest of your support will be reimbursed.”

“Least of my worries, Aunty Ratnam.”

The matron drops her gaze but her face brightens once more. “All right, I shall not hold you any longer.” She squeezes Clara’s slender arm. “Spend some time with her.”

“Thank you.”

The Coterie provides—that much she has to admit. This is the best thing she can do with her money because none of them live very long. It doesn’t matter if she appears as a different person from one child to another. Identities are of no importance to the dying. When the Coterie gives her a new one she’ll move to another hospice and get a new haircut, maybe a new set of colours for her face. What matters is how well she sends them away—the sick and dying children.

The Director turns back to look at her. “I thought I didn’t recognise the name,” she says, a frown marring her warm demeanour. “But you look awfully familiar to me.”

“When did you think we’ve met?”

“Ah.” She looks up at nothing. “A long time ago, a decade, I think.”

Clara laughs. “It’s my first registration. You records should verify that.”

“They do, hence I’m puzzled.”

“Then it checks out.” Clara pulls her duffel higher over her shoulder. “I get that often; maybe it’s the genes. Faces tend to look alike when you’ve seen too many.”

“That’s very true.” She raises a hand in farewell and departs easily.

Two decades. She would’ve given the matron a hug and told her how well she has aged over the last twenty years. It was a boy then, nine. A sprightly Malay boy they all called Bang because he talked and acted like a brother to everyone; always fussing, always protective. He had leukaemia and she had held his hands as they wheeled him into surgery. That was the last time she saw him alive. And it was probably the only humane act she was allowed to perform in the misery of her existence.

In the pink-painted room Clara meets Pansy. The girl is watching cartoons on a TV hung from the ceiling. Bone thin, she has a shawl wrapped around her small shoulders, from which her shrunken neck rises modestly and holds up a sweet, tilting face. Clara remembers how she let anger repress her tears when they told her that Pansy and her sister had been abandoned in a sanctuary shortly after birth.

“Aunty Clara!” Pansy opens her arms as Clara moves in for the embrace.

It feels cleansing to sit around and watch cartoons with children. The day is clear and hopeful, and just as they start settling in for a game of Jenga, liveried staff arrive with lunch. Clara is happy to order herself a share. Hospice food isn’t too bad when you’re surrounded by so many lovely people. But without Jenga to break the ice, a small amount of discomfort steals into the void that settles over the clinking of their cutlery. Clara notices how tiny and fragile Pansy’s wrists are.

“Pansy’s a cute name,” she says. “You don’t hear it much in this country. Sounds very English.”

“The sisters at the sanctuary named us after flowers.” Pansy sniffled her runny nose and pushed up her spectacles. “My sister’s named Poppy.”

Clara feels her heart swell. “I knew a Poppy once and he was a boy.”

Pansy frowns. “Poppy’s a girl’s name.”

“So is Paige,” says Clara. “Did you know it came from padius, Greek for young boy?”

“Like a page boy?”

“You’re very clever.”

“Aunty Ratnam used to read us fairy tales.” Pansy shows her a toothy grin. “She still does, but not as often. She’s very busy.”

“I can tell.”

Silence, and Clara feels obliged to speak. “Do you miss your sister?”

Pansy bites into her carrot and let the other half fall back into the soup. “She died when I was four. I don’t remember her very much.”

“Okay.”

“Let’s play a game.” Pansy says, chewing. “We can hold our spoons while playing.”

“Sure, what game?”

“I say a word and then you say another word that starts with the ending letter of the word I said.”

Clara grins and spoons up rice and fish. “That’s easy.”

“In five seconds.”

“You are very sneaky.”

Pansy titters. “And then we’ll move on to Jenga.”

“Deal.”

/ / /

There’s a poignant thing going when you stay up with a kid till her bedtime. It almost makes Clara cry whenever she puts one to bed. Nine hours—that is how long she has been with Pansy: the time it takes to beat the withdrawals of an unassuageable guilt. She has to dose herself with an act of charity each time the demon wakes and engulfs her. How contemptible.

She has a nice apartment with a pool, and at 10pm she does laps in it, clocking an hour of labour. The pool lights are out by ten, but the guards have learnt to tolerate her presence.

A party is going on in a couple of the poolside gazebos. She can smell the barbeque going stale and the chortling of gruff male voices and undertones of feline laughter. She lazes by the edge, catching her breath and looking at a sky so black you can’t see the stars.

They are looking at her in their drunkenness, she can tell. Clara gets out of the pool and puts on a bathrobe. She’s had enough of leering men. Three years in this place. Two more and she’ll have to relocate. Settling in one place is suicide. If only she’d told this to the ones who hadn’t made it.

And she knows that without her, he wouldn’t have made it either.

After a warm shower, Clara puts on music and reclines on a chaise of black leather. By her side, there is a small table of chrome and glass. And on top of it there is an old lacquered box. Once she had tried dumping it at an old lodging, only to retrieve it later because it contained too much. She cradles it over her stomach and opens it to an old melody

There are hairpins, all of them disused and oxidised. From the top of the pile, she takes out a small monochromatic photograph of a young Asian girl swaddled in European clothes, and edges over it with a finger. It has been snipped from a larger photograph. In it the girl is smiling behind her bonnet because it is her fifteenth birthday. The sun throws nice shadows across her tender face.

Behind it, a date is scribbled in faded ink. It reads January 1856.

From somewhere comes a faint beeping, not altogether unpleasant. She fits an earpiece over her ear.

“You missed three windows,” says a voice.

“I’ll call in whenever I see fit.”

“Made contact?”

“Yes.” Clara reaches for the remote and lowers the music. “Classtwo lead. Amnesiac.”

“Okay,” says the voice. “I don’t want you touching him till we’re done authenticating, and don’t let the Other Side touch him either.”

“Funny you should mention it. A bomb just went off in his face.”

“Pure domestic terrorism—a political hit, Oppo-backed,” says the voice. “Your lead’s got nothing to do with it.”

“Okay. Listen, I want to talk to you about Retirement.”

An audible chuckle from the earpiece. “Not a chance till this job’s done.”

“You could reassign.”

“No guarantee. Trails are hot these days.”

“But you’re my agent.” Clara is displeased at the way that comes across. “We have to meet to talk this over. It’s serious.”

“Sorry, as with everything, even my voice is classified,” says the voice. “That’s five hundred years worth of failsafe for you, love.”

“Go to hell.” She rips off the earpiece.

For a few minutes she fumes, the young girl and Pansy temporarily forgotten, until her finger finds the frayed edges of the old photograph once more. She looks at it and her gaze relaxes into one of fondness. There are good memories, and she thinks the pain isn’t great enough to make her discard them.

“So it is,” she whispers to herself, her mind drifting. “Now your name is Landon.”

The music grows, and soon the overture fills the darkened hall of the apartment.

“Oh, are you ever an idiot, Arthur,” she adds. “Ever an idiot.”

7

AUTHENTICATE

DAYLIGHT POURS FROM the shuttered windows and draws lines on the floor. The kerosene lamp has burnt itself out; the bottom half of its glass shade charred and darkened. Landon sits up in bed and holds his head against the vertigo that accompanies a hangover. His bleary eyes find the digital clock—11.19. He gets out of bed and starts when he steps on the spine of a journal lying page-down on the floor. He finds himself looking at an entry dated July 26th 1938 when he picks it up. The name “Vivian” is circled in pencil.

He staggers downstairs and finds Cheok sprawling on the couch, asleep despite the frantic rattling of the front gate, the grunts and snorts of his slumber rising in waves. The coffee table holds empty beer cans and heaps of peanut husks.

The rattling grows into an impatient rapping. Landon opens the front door and the rapping stopsit.

It’s the dark-haired Tin-Tin.

This is it, you stupid schmuck. Today you’re going to jail.

Landon crosses the driveway hoping he’ll be let off with a fine. It’s another blistering morning and everything looks white in the sunlight. He lifts his hand in greeting and tries to smile. Julian reciprocates with no more than a twitch of his eyebrow and presses a rumpled piece of paper to the gate, then takes it away before Landon can look at it.

“Sorry, you mind putting that up again?” says Landon.

“Search warrant,” Julian tells him, shoving it back into his pocket before Landon can get a good look at it. What Landon doesn’t know is that the warrant is for a different address, with a month-old date. Just two hours earlier Julian’s request for one was denied, even though he had backed it up with very decent paperwork.

“Well, what you are searching for?”

“Things that appear out of place.”

Landon unlatches the gate. “Please.”

A car horn blares in short bursts. A Nissan GTR coupe pulls up rumbling, its paintwork a splendid liquid blue gloss. A sizeable man emerges, tucks his shades over his bald, meaty head and struts unhurriedly towards them, flashing his pass at Landon. “Marco, Police Intelligence. Pardon my colleague.” And before Landon can respond, Marco drapes a large, burly arm over Julian’s thin shoulders and ushers the other man to one side.

/ / /

In the privacy afforded by the GTR’s engine-growl, Marco catches Julian’s neck in the crook of his arm and squeezes it hard. The pain shocks Julian and locks up his jaw. “I thought we had an agreement?” he says with a slight tilt of head; his good eye sweeping across Julian’s face.

Julian keeps up an audacious stare. “I never agreed to anything.”

“Take the advice, friend.” Marco taps him on a cheek with a thick, coarse finger. “When a superior gives you an assignment, accept it compliantly.”

“I believe I have the liberty to question.”

“And you already have the answer.” Marco leans in close enough to exhale smoke-tinged breath into Julian’s face. “You want to ask more questions, you move up the ranks. But right now you obey orders.”

“I know the rules, Marco,” Julian says. “Until you have an official designation transfer from the top, this case is mine.”

The rookie’s fortitude impresses him. In an explosion of brute force he tightens his arm around Julian’s throat and almost squeezes his eyes from their sockets. Julian’s breath thins to a wheeze. Then he curls his wrist dexterously around Julian’s neck and snares the throat in a powerful pincer-grip. The larynx shifts and threatens to dislodge. Julian gives a croak of alarm.

Marco laughs and jerks Julian about, as if engaging in friendly play. “Know where you stand, my forensic friend,” he hisses, grinning. “There’s plenty you don’t know about this administration and its instruments. On top of that, there’s a whole lot more you don’t know about me.”

Julian, his face red as a baboon’s bum, blinks out a couple of tears.

“There are many techniques to a covert kill.” Marco digs his knuckles into Julian’s scalp. “If you want, I could to show you how far this could go. No traces, no blood, no forensics. Just a bad day to catch crooks without your seatbelt on. I could write a novel of a report on this. I’d even arrange your funeral and weep with your grieving folks. So don’t try getting all tough with me, comprende?”

Julian’s lips turn purple. He struggles to nod and a string of snot drops from his nose.

Marco lets him go, sending him away with two friendly slaps on the back. “Talk to chief for me.” He raises his voice and makes sure Landon hears it.

/ / /

Landon watches Julian stagger towards his car and drive away. The new arrival, Marco, lights a cigarette and saunters back over. He pops a smoke ring and grins, revealing his parted incisors. “I like to take things a little lighter. Works better with the rookies.”

Landon gives a perfunctory smile and finds himself staring at Marco’s glass eye.

“Bad accident, rammed into the steering and crushed half my face.” Marco exhales and squints at him through the smoke. “Happened in “85, they weren’t good at reconstruction surgery then.”

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to…”

“Don’t be.” Marcos draws again. “You got into an accident yourself?” He gestures at the scars on Landon’s forearm with the cigarette.

“Must’ve been so traumatic that I can’t remember.”

Marco checks a slip of paper he retrieves from his pocket. “It says here you’re Chinese.”

“I’ve been led to believe I’m mainly Chinese and Malay.”

“Forget about the search warrant.” He takes another draw of his cigarette and waves the glowing stub between his fingers. “My guy’s just toying with you, wanted a fast break. We haven’t got enough evidence to link you with the fraud, except the implication of your ID. I figured no one would be that stupid to use one’s own ID in a forgery.”

“No, I don’t think so.”

Marco barks out a laugh, drops the stub and stamps on it. “In any case, may I request a little tour of your house? Nothing more than a formality, you know, just to make sure everything’s sitting well.”

Landon holds the gate open. “After you.”

“Thank you.” Marco’s good eye disappears in a large, gracious smile as he steps past Landon and onto the driveway.

They enter the house to find the couch empty; one of its armrests bears the depression made by a human head. Marco points his chin at the mess on the coffee table. “Had company?”

“Had a friend over for the match last night.”

“Ah!” Marco reels in surprise. “How’d it go?”

“Five-three to Portugal.”

“Who would’ve thought!” Marco roars with laughter. “The odds flipped. Those poor bookies.”

From the back of the house they hear the sounds of flushing, and the toilet door open and striking a wall. Cheok emerges from the kitchen, the hair at the back of his head flattened like wheat stalks in a crop circle. He staggers past Marco without paying any attention to him, apparently reeling from the hangover. He goes to the yard and out of sight. Then they hear the rattling of plastic buckets and the brush of a besom.

“He’s Cheok,” says Landon. “He tends to my garden now and then.”

Marco regards him with little interest. “Heard you got medical issues?”

“I have amnesia.” Landon produces a pack of capsules. “Thiamin supplements and Midazolam. I’m at risk of seizures because of it, and I forget recent things, even my stolen IC.”

“Awful.” Marco makes a face. “Must’ve been such trauma that gave you this and the scars. How on earth do you remember anything? Tattoo them on your chest?”

Landon chuckles at Marco’s allusion to an old film. He waves his phone. “I make little notes here and there.”

“Don’t we all?” Marco grins. “But first you got to remind yourself to put in that reminder.”

“I haven’t lost that much brain function yet.”

Marco laughs, then switches topics. “You’ve always lived alone?”

“Since my mother died.”

Marco walks over to the curving staircase. “May I?”

“Please.”

He takes the handrail and starts climbing. “This your family home?”

Behind him Landon nods. “Yes, as far as I can remember.”

“Must be really old.” Marco enters the study. “Got a tenure on it?”

“It’s freehold.”

Marco whips about. “My, my.” His smile is shifty. “You’re sitting on gold.”

“I’m not supposed to sell it.”

“No?”

“No, really.” Landon scratches the back of his ear. “It’s an honour-and-heirloom thing under oath. I had it written down all over so I wouldn’t forget.”

Marco smirks. “I wouldn’t dream of keeping what my father left me.”

“What’s that?”

“Congenital heart disease.” Marco’s laughter rings far and hollow in the high-ceilinged hallway. Landon merely smiles obligingly. “Lighten up!” Marco slaps him on the arm and checks his watch. “What else you got in the house?”

They come to the room with the red Mandarin gown and the leather trunk heaped full of journals. “You a writer or something?” says Marco.

“Journals mostly, some poetry.”

“Poetry. So what do you do?”

“I’m a barista.”

“My my.” Marco leans away from him. “Criminal? Real estate? Delinquent?”

Landon coughs out a laugh. “No ah… I make coffee, professionally.”

“Ah! A barrister!” Marco’s voice travels across the hallway.

They explore the attic and then trudge back downstairs and to the back of the house. Marco surveys the kitchen without touching anything. He pops his head into the lavatory, makes a face, and steps away. Landon leads him back to the living room.

“Do you have a lawyer?” he asks.

Landon shakes his head.

“Then you must have a deed. May I see it?”

Landon’s mind races. There is only one spot in the house where he keeps such stuff. He returns to the kitchen and pulls open almost all drawers in sight before he notices the larder by the corner—the old kind with framed doors, wire netting and a steeple with a ring attached to its point so you could hang it from a rafter. It has been choked with documents and papers ever since the household fridge took its job almost a century ago.

A pile of paper spills out when Landon opens the larder door. He riffles through them, sweeps out another pile and shudders as a hard sneeze takes him. From the same pile he pulls out a grey-blue envelope thick with documents. He upends it and slides out a stack of certificates, old letters and a deed dating to January 17th 1972, bearing his current name. It has an identity number matching the one he now uses.

Back at the living room Marco is smoking, leaning against a side door that leads out to the yard. He graciously steps aside when Cheok enters from the same door with a watering can.

“You a guard?” says Marco as Cheok passes him.

Cheok dispenses a hard stare; his eyes bloodshot from the alcohol. “I am a gardener, not a guard. Please, smoke outside the gate. Not in the garden.”

Marco snaps a laugh and plucks the cigarette from his lips as Landon strides up with the heavy, yellowed piece of paper. Marco takes it and scans it through. “Arthur Lock your father?” he asks.

“That’s right.”

Marco turns on his phone camera. “You don’t mind if I—”

“Not at all. Go ahead.”

Marco lays the deed on the floor and snaps it. He then picks it up almost reverently with both hands and returns it to Landon. “Nineteen seventy-two? You must’ve been an infant when you got this house.”

Landon chuckles modestly. “I don’t look my age.”

At last Marco moves out of the door. He offers his hand, beaming widely. “Thank you, Mr Lock. You have been very forthcoming.”

Landon takes it. “My pleasure.”

Without warning, Marco wrenches up the handshake and caps a gleaming, egg-shaped instrument over Landon’s fingertip. A depression mysteriously appears over its surface and delivers a jolting prick. Marco then stashes it and lets go of Landon’s wrist—all with fluid precision. “DNA verification, nothing more.”

Landon, speechless, examines the microscopic red dot on his finger as Marco walks away.

/ / /

The GTR whines to life, its 3.8-litre V6 rumbling. The coupé purrs down Clacton Road and rounds a bend. Marco pulls over at a bus stop, lights his third cigarette, and with his free hand opens an antiquated device fashioned of bronze and black leather fortified with brass at the edges. Inside a screen of convex glass folds up and a dull blue light flickers.

The keypad flips open to reveal a tray containing a clear, gelatinous substance, into which Marco sets the egg-shaped instrument. He draws deeply on his cigarette and scans the rolling script. Three more draws and he flicks the stub out of the window and speaks into the device, “One-Niner-One. Run blood Serum diagnostic.”

The device speaks in soft, irregular clicks. More text appears on screen. Marco checks the traffic around him and speaks again into the device. “Track signature from blood sample.”

A soft whir, and a profile unravels. There is a head-shaped blank where a mugshot would have been.

Name: Qara Budang Tabunai

Race: Mongol-Han

Born: 5 November 1644

Last Contact: 14 March 1822

A knowing smirk passes across Marco’s face. He taps on the keypad and speaks into the device, “Confirm location track.”

The device clicks away like a camera’s shutter and then lapses into silence. Marco scowls when it reports tracking failure thrice. He takes out a small touchpad and switches it to a street map. Twice the touchpad attempts and fails to triangulate Landon’s position, and as a result suffers the brunt of Marco’s wrath when he hurls it over the dashboard. For God’s sake, what is wrong with this one? All Chronies can be tracked. Chronies are supposed to be tracked. It’s in their darn blood to be tracked!

Marco strains to calm himself. His thick chest deflates with a great exhalation. Experience has taught him that anger masks reason. He looks beyond the window into the rushing traffic and mulls over his options, unaware of the mite-size camera inside the plastic covering of the dome light.

/ / /

Far out of sight, Julian nestles in his car and watches Marco on a folding screen the size of a postcard. He loses the profile for an instant when Marco shifts, but gets it right back when Marco leans over and mulls by the window. When Marco pulls out of the bus stop Julian starts the car and follows him.

8

THREE YEARS EARLIER

THE SELECTION FOR CODEX took three months. Candidates were expected to receive the call for a final assessment interview. If you didn’t receive the call in four weeks, you didn’t get the interview and you’d failed Selection for good.

John received his after six months.

He shuddered. He remembered how close to death he had been at the end of Selection. It wasn’t about the grit, guts, or sweat they’d squeeze out of you like they did in the Special Forces. Selection was a waltz—a refined excruciation of everything except your lungs and muscles. No long runs, no endurance marches, no killer loads, no weapons training, no close quarter combat, no air-drops, no hostage rescue. They expected you to know all that already. Selection was mental and candidates suffered alone. No camaraderie and no patsonthe-back. Throughout Selection there was just you and the Coach.

The Coach was standing beside a burnished stainless steel surgical chair. He was wearing a balaclava like an executioner and John knew him only as T-Eleven. The room was tiny, nine by nine feet, made of raw concrete like a bunker.

As if on cue the Coach pointed to a steel cylinder on which the word GAS was stencilled. It was stowed under the chair and connected to a silicone mask by a silicone hose. “You have forty per cent chance of death. Upon death full disbursement of your death benefits goes to your next-of-kin, whom I believe is…” he flips a page on his clipboard, “your wife, Ginny Tay, age 37?”

“Affirmative.”

John didn’t even know why he’d say that. The proposal was as ludicrous as anything could get. The word just slipped, like it did a thousand times over because in Selection that was the only thing he could say. It was the only thing he was supposed to say.

John looked at him. “You mean I could die?”

T-Eleven stepped aside from the chair like a sommelier and offered him the clipboard. “Sign here and you may leave.”

This was it. This was why only a rumoured two per cent finished Selection, and even less conquered it. John’s knees went soft, his guts churned because his heart had sunk right down to them. He touched the icy surface of the raw steel and started crying. T-Eleven strapped him in, fitted the silicone mask over his face, and the gas started hissing like a gloating serpent.

T-Eleven scribbled on the clipboard. His actions were insouciant, remorseless. It was just another day at the office. Even though there was neither odour nor pain, John wept because that was the only sensible thing left to do. The weeping rendered his large, leonine face flushed and moist. His strong, massive chest convulsed, and with tremendous effort he kept his roiling mind on Ginn and their daughter.

/ / /

John rounded the last bend and drove along Changi Coast Road in the slanting, dappled shadows of the flanking trees. The gas was real, and instead of killing him, it put him in a coma for three days. Ginn came by the hospital only on the fourth day because they wouldn’t let her in before that.

They had told her it was heat exhaustion from the Selection’s endurance march and had expected her to believe that rot. Her eyes were red and bulbous, and in them John saw relief and anger all at once. He reached out to touch her cheek with a secret bitterness; he couldn’t tell her the truth. At the beginning of Selection, he’d signed the Maximal Secret Non-Disclosure Act.

Break it and it would be the gallows. No trial, no inquisitions.

The trail brought him to an old warehouse facility with rusting tin sheets for walls and a caved-in roof of spindly, twisted metal battens. A marshal made him leave his car on a patch of broken concrete and continue on foot.

John was blindfolded and led into an interior where he felt the tingle of air-conditioning on his skin. He counted descending steps and entered an elevator that went a long way down. Fifty-four paces later the blindfold was removed. Reflexively, he squinted in anticipation of glare and found that the room, with its walls of darkwood and steel, was warmly lit.

The marshal tapped a card on a reader. “Look into the eyelet, sir.”

He did and the wall before him slid open. By its thickness he could tell it was a vault door, resistant to most bunker-buster ordinances.

Beyond it, a sterile corridor stretched into the distance. The walls were steel and there were steel doors set into them with no knobs or handles. All of them had the same sheen as the surgical chair in the gas chamber and filled his chest with ineffable dread. He had to be careful with everything CODEX, even an interview. Many things could happen in a CODEX interview.

“You have the room number, sir?” the marshal asked.

“Yes. Could you tell me wh—”

“Then you may proceed, sir.” The marshal departed without telling John where room RX-4328 was.

Six minutes remained before the appointed time. Behind him the vault door rolled shut, and a deep hum filled the space, like the bowels of a great machine. Each door had a retina scanner, and above it a tiny steel button shaped like a rivet. At the top of each doorframe he found numbers and alphabetical prefixes etched into a piece of steel.

John broke into a run that took him past rooms bearing numbers that had no connection with one another. He entered another corridor, found no RX rooms, backtracked and turned two corners before he realised that the alphabetical prefixes corresponded mathematically to the room numbers.

When he finally unravelled the equation the answer brought him panting before a door like the others. He disentangled his nerves and pushed the rivet-like button. A pleasant chime, not unlike that of an expensive hotel room. The click of an opening latch. He nudged the door with a finger and swung it open.

“Most people would’ve expected it to slide,” said a voice.

John knew better than to appear tentative. He entered boldly and found the room lined with rows of common filing cabinets, all of them empty. There was a desk of white glass, and behind it sat an aged man with an olive-shaped face and large, hairy ears.

“Thaddeus,” said John, his heart jolting with a spark of recognition. “Should’ve guessed.”

“What’s the distance from your car to the spot where your blindfold was removed?” said the man, ignoring the condescension on John’s face.

“Cut the crap, Thaddeus. Just tell me if I’m in or out.”

“The world could’ve ended in the eight minutes you took to find me. The distance, please.”

John’s mind raced. Three hundred and fifty-six paces. He could do a hundred metres in 65 paces. Apply a factor for staircases, inclined surfaces. “Five hundred and eighty-six, give or take five metres.”

“I’ll cut to the chase.” Thaddeus peered at him over his reading glasses. “I don’t think you’re cut out for this.”

“Then why did you call me?”

“Because I don’t decide Selection alone.”

“Someone thinks I should be in.”

“I disagree.”

“What are you going to do, Thaddeus?”

“I could talk to the top, get you a raise or something, chart out a career path for you in the regular force.” Thaddeus laced his fingers over the table.

John laughed bitterly. “Is this part of a test? To see how badly I wanted this?”

“No, it’s not. Off the record, I don’t want to lose a good man in the team.”

“You speak as if you already lost one.”

“There are many things you don’t know.”

“I know enough to come this far.” John folded his arms across his broad chest. “Interior knows about the rift in CODEX as well as we do, and each faction is pumping in more resources than the other just to work their policies. Soon everyone will have to choose sides, Interior included. By taking on Selection I’m making my choice, just as you’ve made yours.”

Thaddeus shook his head. “You don’t know what you’re getting yourself into.”

“A fourfold pay hike, plus bonus. It’s in the contract, isn’t it?” said John. “You can speak to the highest of high in the regular force and still won’t get me half of this.”

“CODEX don’t normally take people like you.”

“What? Normal ones with families?”

“That’s right. Apart from the grief we get questions, and that’s dangerous.”

“I still get my fourfold pay hike.”

“You’re being irrational.”

“I’m being practical,” John rejoined sharply. “My family needs this and you know it better than anyone else. Ginn and I took seven years to conceive Fanny and I’m not about to give her up. She survived a near stillbirth and the doctor’s odds to die before she turns three when she got diagnosed with both PKU and the neuroblastoma. She’s turned five and no insurance company will grant coverage because she’s so damn special. She practically lives in the hospital four days a week and social aid won’t even pay a fraction of the bill. That’s over twelve grand a month, Thaddeus. Twelve grand.”

“My sympathies. But it doesn’t change anything.”

“So you’re dropping me for personal reasons?”

“I don’t think you’re good enough.”

“There’re others who think otherwise.”

Thaddeus leaned across the table. His gaze, sombre and impassive, was eerily still. “CODEX needs men who are crazy enough to walk the line and look death in the face. There are more Chronies involved this round than I’ve ever known. Interior is stepping up because they know the Other Side is making their move and there’s no stopping them.”

“Them operatives?”

“Them politicians,” says Thaddeus. “They hold the strings.”

“I’m not surprised.”

“We have reasons to believe they’re backing some factions of CODEX we don’t know about. Even the Opposition might be involved.”

John gave a quick, insipid laugh. “A family feud, Thaddeus. And we just happened to be in the thick of it.”

Petulance flashed across Thaddeus’ face. “Interior got you here not because they think you’re good enough, but because they think you’re dispensable. Think about it.”

John shrugged. “Regardless. I still get the money. Even the insurance payouts would help. Ginn wouldn’t have to worry. You don’t get such deals in the regular force and you know it.”

“I could terminate your application.”

John held up a finger. “You do that and you ruin everything between us. You have no right, not after all I’ve been through. You either put me in this side or I go to the other. You make the choice, Thaddeus. Any short of this you’ll have to kill me.”

Thaddeus took off his glasses and surveyed John’s face dolefully. He was observing every twitch of his facial muscles, studying his emotions and prying his thoughts. Until at last, with a series of spasmodic blinks, he said, “I only wanted for us to speak openly.”

John was looking past Thaddeus; his stare pensive, distant.

With a tilt of head Thaddeus added, “You’ll risk dragging Ginn and Fanny into this.”

“It’s already better than what we’re going through.”

The seat creaked when Thaddeus reclined into it. “It’s my last opportunity to talk you out of this. I hope you would give it some thought.”

“You shouldn’t even have tried, Thaddeus.”

/ / /

It felt like a vacation with the trolley luggage in the back. The last vacation they had was nine years ago and Ginn longed for another. She had been telling John about it, not in a badgering sort of way, but as someone dreaming aloud, recounting a lofty wish. As if the doctors would let Fanny on a plane.

John cruised along the highway with Ginn beside him. Fanny was reclining on the backseat with a hot fudge sundae. She was six, and anyone who’d met her would have thought she was three. Everything about her was small except her protuberant eyes and bulging forehead. The luggage that lay across the seat belonged to her, though it also contained five days’ worth of clothing and toiletries for mommy. They were headed to the hospital for an intensive three-day dosage of a new drug that the doctors hoped would metabolise the phenylalanine that was accumulating in her bloodstream.

“She’ll freeze her brain,” said Ginn.

John glanced at the rear-view mirror and found Fanny grinning at him through sundae-smeared lips. “Brain-freeze isn’t real, Ginn.” Ginn rode on silently for a while, then said, “We could stay with her, you know, until she checks in, then with the doctor’s blessing we could take Fanny to dinner at Prunes and Poppies downstairs.”

John drove on without answering.

“Then let’s do a round of Scrabble after dinner, winner gets the bed.” Ginn turned to him and smiled.

John did not look at her. “You take the bed.”

“That’s generous of you,” said Ginn. “You know how your back stiffens when you sleep upright on the chair.”

“I can’t stay, Ginn.”

Ginn worked to sustain her smile. “You’re leaving after dinner?”

“I’ve to go after dropping you and Fanny off.”

Ginn turned away and surrendered herself to her seat, unspeaking.

“Got duties till noon tomorrow,” John added, “when my partner takes over.”

“You don’t tell me anything,” Ginn muttered almost inaudibly.

“I’m telling you now.”

“You didn’t even tell me when you signed up for Fanny’s new course of treatment. You didn’t tell me where you got the money.”

“A new department and a raise. Just for a year or two. It helps with the bills.”

“Fanny misses you,” Ginn croaked. “She hardly sees you these days. You just can’t keep buying her affection with chocolate sundaes.” She shook her head as she contemplated whether or not to speak her heart, and her nose burned. “We never see you these days. You don’t live here. There are times when I wish I could just walk away…”

John did not reply. Ginn had expected reassuring words, or at least a grunt of understanding, of empathy, of fear of losing her, of losing his family. If only John would look at her with so much as sympathy.

But John did nothing.

Ginn wept silently by the window while Fanny, strapped in at the rear seat, looked quizzically at her parents with her bulbous, half-closed eyes. She ran her tongue around her lips, smearing sundae all over. A plastic spoon hung loosely between her thin, frail fingers.

9

RACHEL

August 19th, 1971 Wednesday

My name is Arthur. I’ve known Rachel before she knew me. I heard so much about her in my eight months at Robinsons. She does sales at the lingerie department and has been there for three years. She was notoriously difficult, I think, because of her wits and her good looks. It was rumoured that she was a vivacious little rebel from a good family. Suitors came and went, and she remained gloriously single.

Well-intentioned colleagues advised against courting her, lest she broke my heart, as she has done to others. I didn’t court her. We sort of just clicked when she developed a penchant for my coffee.

Today is a special day because Rachel agreed to be my girlfriend. And from her smile when she said “yes”, I could tell she wasn’t reluctant about it.

I’ve just returned from our first date: Pat Boone’s concert at Tropicana. Had dinner at Rasa Sayang and lazed at Le Bistro till way past midnight. Dropped her off at her home in Queenstown. Turned out she’s the only daughter of a typist and a shopkeeper. I am in afterglow. I didn’t have to plan much. It all went very smoothly. I figured she wasn’t looking for loaded men, but someone with whom she can connect in a natural way.

Perhaps this is chemistry.

My heart glows to the thought of seeing her again tomorrow.

How I long for dawn.

10

NOVEMBER 1972

RACHEL WAS WAITING at the counter when Arthur arrived. She wore her dark hair short, and blue plastic loops dangled from her earlobes. She looked across her shoulder at him. “You said you would have coffee and toast waiting by the time I arrived.”

Arthur went behind the counter, grinning. “You’re not being fair. No one gets here this early. Did you wait long?” He began warming up the percolator.

“Ten minutes, plus minus.”

He rinsed his hands and dried them on a white dishcloth. “The usual?”

“Blueberry muffin.” Rachel pointed her chin at the chiller case lined with pastries. “Hope they’re not expired.”

Arthur gave her a dirty look and popped a muffin into the oven behind him. He poured a handful of coffee beans into a hopper and ground them in a burr-grinder, occasionally dipping his pinky into the lot to gauge its grind. The percolator shone like silverware, its surface capturing the surroundings in a medley of stretched, sinuous reflections. Steam whistled through the seams of its cover, where it was soon forced back into the percolator’s lower chamber and into the ground coffee.

The infusion flowed from a spout at the bottom. Arthur tilted the cup and let the liquid run rich and silky on the white ceramic. The perfume of roasted coffee went very well with the aroma of hot pastries. Rachel held the cup to her lips, took a slow, lingering sip, and closed her eyes.

“I wonder if we’ll do this every day after we’re married,” she said.

Arthur gave a short, indulgent laugh. “That’s a brave thought.”

“I’m sizing you up, to see if you fit the bill.”

“And then you’d propose?”

Rachel threw him a sneer. “Honestly, I think the hippy thing suits me. I’m not a sucker for marriages; I could wait forever.”

Arthur’s gaze fell to the ironic statement. “No, you can’t.”

“Then don’t make me.”

He laughed again because he could find nothing else to say. Then he lapsed into an uncomfortable silence which Rachel seemed to relish. When he looked up he met her haughty gaze and it forced another uneasy chuckle out of him.

“I won’t,” he said.

Rachel emptied her cup, placed a bill on the countertop and triumphantly pulled herself from the bar stool.

“Your muffin’s still in the oven,” said Arthur.

“It’s yours now.”

“Where are you going?”

“To sell underwear,” said Rachel, strutting out of the café like royalty. “See you at lunch.”

“But I’m working at lunch.”

Rachel raised a hand with her back turned. “After work then.”

Robert, the store’s general manager, passed her on his way to the café. He was a large man of broad waddling hips, stout shoulders and a belly on which his tie rested. Splashes of silver crowned his greased hair. His eyes, large as a hawk’s, peered through a jarring pair of heavy-framed glasses. He thumbed at the departing Rachel. “I hope she paid. They only get staff discounts, not free meals.”

“She even gave a tip,” said Arthur, clearing Rachel’s empty cup. “What can I get you, Robert?”

“The usual.” Robert sat down with a grunt. “Grab a pie for yourself too, Arthur. Put it on my tab.”

“Thank you, but Rachel got me a muffin.”

Arthur went about his preparations for the café’s opening at ten. There was the hissing of steam, coffee cups clinking softly against one another, the metallic rustling of cutlery being poured onto a tray. An assistant went into the kitchen, and in that moment they were alone.

“Arthur.” Robert’s voice rose and thickened.

Arthur peered over the stacked trays. That tone usually meant something.

“The grapevine says your ID isn’t legitimate.”

Arthur went on working with deliberate casualness. “The authorities had no problems with it.”

“Suppose it isn’t in their records. I’d be hiring you illegally.”

“So you’re firing me?”

Robert landed his cup hard on the saucer. “I just want to know what’s going on with you, Arthur. I’ve heard things about you in London.”

“I trained there as a barista for three years.”

Robert took off his glasses and polished them with a handkerchief. “I heard you got into a tangle with the triads.”

“No tangle, Robert,” said Arthur. “I loved the brew and that was it.”

Robert regarded Arthur sternly from beneath his brows, his gaze unflinching. He permitted a few moments of silence while Arthur worked on. Then at the height of Arthur’s discomfort, he spoke, “Tread carefully, Arthur. I don’t want trouble and I don’t want some other bloke running this café either.”

Arthur twitched the corners of his mouth into what he thought was a smile. “I won’t get you into trouble, Robert. You’ve been very kind to me.”

The café’s phone rang; Arthur picked it up. It was from administration and he handed it over to Robert. The conversation went on inaudibly, with Robert nodding away while shoving forkfuls of pie into his mouth. When it ended Robert returned the handset, emptied his cup and hurriedly departed.

The clock read 9.15. Along the way to the latrine Arthur met Aini, a petite young salesgirl from the food department on the same level. She uttered a soft, polite greeting and Arthur returned one. He didn’t know much about her, except that she was about six months pregnant and that whenever she had time she would be knitting little woollen clothes for her unborn baby.

In the washroom Arthur doused his face and shut the tap. The mirror before him reflected the same youth—a face framed in countless, forgettable mirrors, hair falling thickly over his ears and in an incline across his forehead. Someone who has committed a great sin isn’t meant to live that long. But life isn’t fair. Only with justice and judgement can there be fairness. And to which he knew he had to be judged someday.

The irony was that he couldn’t even remember the source of the conviction in his guts. It felt as if it had been there the whole time, taunting and reminding him that he was a vile person who had done a vile deed.

Arthur left the latrine to a rush of footfalls along the corridor. He found the store’s peon scurrying past him in search of someone.

“You see wireman Song?” asked the peon.

“No. What happened?”

“Loft store, the fuse blow lah,” said the peon.

“Maybe he’s there already.”

The peon pointed petulantly at an imaginary space. “I come from there lah, got smoke. Sekali blackout lah.” Then he scurried round a corner and disappeared down the stairs.

Arthur followed him. There was a foreboding stench of burning rubber as he descended the staircase.

He lost the peon on the second floor and ended up along the corridor that accommodated the store’s administrative services and Robert’s office. He could hear the ring of a telephone behind closed doors, the buzzing of a fluorescent light tube.

From somewhere a bell rattled. It sounded slightly flat, as if someone had dampened its insides with paper. The frequency of false alarms had desensitized store employees to the fire bell. But coupled with the stench of charring rubber, the implication became obvious.

The door to Robert’s office flew open, and Robert’s head emerged. “Did you smell that?”

Arthur told him about the loft store.

Robert yelled across the corridor. “Does anyone know if maintenance sent anyone?”

Vacant stares, faces turning left and right.

“All right then, we’ll take no chances now.” Robert swung his thick arm across his belly. “Down the stairs in an orderly fashion; gather at Raffles Mall and wait there until I give the green light to come back in.”

The troupe passed him like a procession amid the bell’s throbbing rattle. Robert and Arthur joined the back of the line and they trudged down the steps that would take them to the rear of the men’s department on the first floor.

The lights went out. A gasp swept through the procession. Robert’s attempts to calm his fear-stricken employees were soon drowned in the din of escalating screams. For the first time since it happened, Arthur took notice of the panic that was sapping strength from his limbs. There were the palpitations, the numb tingling at the fingertips. His eyes burned from unseen fumes; its stench pricked his throat, and he knew a fire was truly at hand.

The bottom of the stairwell promised illumination—of misty daylight filtered through the welters of grey smoke that were already gathering near the ceiling. No sign of the fire yet. The store employees flowed between racks of merchandise and poured into the foyer. There, an angry orange glow and a fearsome wave of heat beset them from the left.

An eruption of screams.

Draperies near the watch section burned. The flames licked high against the ceiling boards but were confined to the heavy fabric. Arthur searched the fleeing crowds, but couldn’t see Rachel anywhere.

Arthur grabbed a fire extinguisher from its place behind a column, and ran towards the fire like a capricious fool. Robert was already there with two others, one of them the store’s wireman whom the peon had been looking for.

Arthur directed the shaft of foam at the fire. “Have you seen Rachel?” he asked Robert.

“Who?” Robert sounded tetchy. His extinguisher, almost empty now, protested in stuttering spurts.

“Rachel!” Arthur yelled into Robert’s ear.

Robert did not answer. The men who were with him had already retreated yards behind him. Part of the burning drapery had fallen over the watch counters, and the glass cases were shattering in the heat. Flames rolled across the ceiling, voraciously consuming the snowy trails of cotton wool that hung from them. Catenary lights stretched and melted and dispensed drippings of molten plastic.

The men recoiled from the heat. A flash shot across the ceiling boards and flames appeared over the lingerie section just across the lobby. Molten drippings ignited racks of nylon petticoats. Nearby, mannequins at the women’s section fell prey to the radiant heat. Behind them rows of taffeta dresses flared in the updrafts before disintegrating in the billowing flames. Headwear shrivelled and succumbed to the conflagration.

From the lobby a man came bounding over, his face contorted in anguish. “There are people in the lifts!” the man told Robert in a hoarse croak. “The doors won’t open!”

“Good God almighty…” Robert tossed away the extinguisher and rushed over to the pair of lifts, trailed by Arthur and a few other men. Someone had brought tools: a wrench, pliers and a few screw-drivers.

When Robert and Arthur arrived, the descending fumes had already swallowed the left shaft. The car in the right-hand shaft hung stranded between the first and second floors, its grilles opened. But the inner set of doors remained closed, and the teary, desperate voices of the trapped, most of whom were women, coalesced into a muddle of screams and manic pounding.

There was hope nonetheless; the lower half of the car in the right-hand shaft was visible, and opening its inner doors just by a foot would allow sufficient passage. Someone yelled across the lobby for help, and Arthur heard something about a tourist and a pregnant woman. Aini. Dread closed its claws over Arthur’s heart. And where is Rachel?

He inserted a screwdriver into the seam between the doors and Robert attempted the same. They pried and bent their tools in the process, but the doors grudgingly permitted only a quarter-inch gap and no more. The screaming grew desperate in the slightest sliver of hope, and beyond the gap Arthur could see the fitful, erratic movements of fingertips.

Twice he yelled Rachel’s name into the gap as he pried, and in response obtained only panic-stricken screams. He pried on, now with frenetic haste, and no longer knew if the tears rolling down his cheeks were wrung of fear or smoke.

Beside him Robert tried in vain to insert the head of the wrench into the gap, having already discarded two bent screwdrivers. Charged with adrenaline, he cast off the wrench and wedged his fingers into the gap. Arthur did the same, and in both directions the men pulled with all their might. But the doors yielded no farther than they already had.

The smoke at the ceiling began descending as a rippling grey shroud. Everything felt blisteringly hot: the metallic tools, the lift door, the air around them. The first floor was engulfed and in imminent danger of a flashover. Only the lobby was spared, for now.

Outside, store employees abandoned their efforts in fitting a fire hose into a nearby fire hydrant and rushed back into the burning store. They arrived to find the men fitfully working over the jammed lift doors with their bare hands. More fingers entered the gap, and Robert gave the count: “One, two, three, pull!”

Still the doors refused to budge. The wailing in the lift was falling to a whimper.

Arthur’s grip lost traction, and Robert’s arms slackened when he gave himself over to fits of violent coughing. The men cringed, squinted, their noses ran and their skin blistered. A man, daunted by the heat, fled the scene. Before long, Robert was plucked away from the lift and hauled to safety. Arthur would not leave. He went on heaving at the doors; teeth clenched in silent anguish, eyes red with despair, the tips of his finger flensed and raw. Two men wrapped their arms around him and tore him from the doomed lift, when at last his mouth fell open in a scream of agony.

Plumes of black smoke poured copiously from Robinsons’ main entrance. Flames, proud and triumphant, roared forth from the windows on the second and third floors and began licking their way up the fourth. An audience stood in a wide arch that afforded a safe distance from the burning building. Fire engines, having encountered obstruction along Raffles Mall, failed to deploy and had to back slowly into a small street for a detour.

Arthur lay on the lawn and wept to the crash of chandeliers and the sporadic thuds and bangs of exploding hairspray bottles. Palls of smoke passed across his sight, and beyond them he saw that the sky was stunningly blue.

Rachel would’ve loved to see this.

We haven’t even kissed…

11

HYPNOSIS

LANDON SITS AT the edge of his bed, hair tousled, jaws painfully locked. The ache of sorrow lingers in his chest and his throat feels parched and lumpy—the residuum of weeping. But he doesn’t remember the dream.

A pile of yellowed newspaper clippings of the Robinsons fire reminded him of someone named Rachel from an entry he read last night. He reads it again like fiction, with a sense of detachment and indifference, as if it had never been a part of his life. There isn’t any more Rachel in the entries after. No Clara or Hannah either.

All erased; in word and flesh.

A note on the coffee table bears Cheok’s scratchy capitals, telling Landon to call him for supper when he is done for the day. He leaves it on the coffee table where it remains visible, and spends the morning sorting out antiquities that he might sell at an online auction.

In the afternoon, he arrives at downtown Telok Ayer and sits ponderously in a food centre eating spiced noodles and fried dumplings. He feels unnerved, like a lamb waiting in its pen for some unspecified slaughter.

He pushes away his bowl and goes outside for a smoke. He pulls out his pipe—a briar woodsquare shank billiard—flicks a match and lights the old tobacco inside. He draws, squints and exhales in quick bursts to get the embers going. Then he opens the carefully-preserved napkin from yesterday and passes a finger across Clara’s hand.

/ / /

At the psychotherapy clinic an assistant—a slender, bespectacled lady—escorts him to a plush armchair that almost swallows him. The space is furnished with two more armchairs and a glass coffee table. The carpeted floor clashes with the wallpaper, which has squiggly vertical lines that look as if they have been drawn with felt markers. Certificates adorn one wall. A copper plaque reads:

E W Peck

MBBS (S’pore), MMed (Psychiatry), MMed (Psychotherapy), GDip

(Neuropsychiatry)

Dr Peck is a bird-like man with a narrow face and wilting cheeks that pull the corners of his lips down with them. The back of his head is shaped like an egg and his pate gleams beneath thinning hair. He receives Landon cordially and takes time poring over records of their previous sessions behind a delicate pair of reading glasses, turning the crisp white pages with the measured, deliberate movements of a sage.

“We’ve had two hypnotherapy sessions,” he says. “You think they’re effective?”

“I’m dreaming a lot more these days,” says Landon.

“Sounds like progress.” Dr Peck eyes him over the rims and gives him the assuring smile of a medical professional. “The results from the neurologist are in.” He takes a document and scans it quickly. “Your brain function suggests a possible onset of psychogenic amnesia, or maybe TGA, though it’s rare for a person your age. You were born in—”

“Nineteen seventy-two.”

“It normally happens to much older people, like in their sixties or seventies.”

Landon nods. He already knows how much of a freak he is.

“Your PET and EEG indicate varying signals from the temporofrontal region of your brain.” He circles his pen over a scan of Landon’s brain in psychedelic colours. “The pattern is slightly different from what we see in most people. Something in that region is telling you different things—things we don’t yet understand.”

“You mean it’s controlling my body in a different way?”

“Possibly,” says the doctor. “Have you been experiencing physical discomfort? Pains? Aches? Things that suggest an illness?”

“I haven’t been ill for a long time.”

“That’s the strange bit.” He points at Landon with his pen. “You seem to be a literal case of being wired differently.”

“You mean I should’ve been ill?”

“Or feeling ill, unless you’ve adapted to some kind of genetic mutation.” Dr Peck’s head lists slightly. “Perhaps in a manner observed in savants.”

“So I’m supposed to be a genius.”

“Yes, but you’re not,” Dr Peck blurts a little too carelessly. He breaks into a bashful laugh. “Sorry. Meant that as a question. No offence.”

“None taken.”

Dr Peck pushes up his glasses and returns to the document. “You said the hypno helped. So how much of your memories come in dreams?”

“Slightly over half of them.”

“And what were they about?”

Landon frowns. He decides to leave out the part about his corny quest for a forgotten past and a mystery woman. “You mean the content of the memories?” he says.

“I understand they might be personal.”

“It’s just that I tend to forget most of them by the time I wake up.”

Dr Peck nods. “Whatever you can remember.”

“They’re about events that happened over 30 years ago.”

“Childhood?”

“Yes.”

“Detailed ones?”

“Quite,” says Landon. “Most of them are random, isolated scenes that don’t make much sense. But I could tell their age by their details.”

Dr Peck pouts approvingly. “What kind of details?”

Landon blows air through his cheeks. “Well… telephones, street scenes, music, car types. Especially car types—they’re quite telling.”

“Fascinating.” Dr Peck grins. “We talked about semantic and procedural memories the last session. Do you remember them?”

“Yes. I’ve written them down.”

“How would you rate them?”

“Good, no problems with work or knowledge.”

“How about immediate episodic memories?”

“Worsening by the day.”

Dr Peck holds up a document and scans it with a habitual frown. “The changes in your brain patterns are quite consistent with our hypno findings. They might be affecting the temporal lobe and the brainstem physically; good or bad we don’t know yet.”

Landon says nothing.

“Then again hypnotherapy remains a controversial subject in this field. It is experimental but it generates results. With your consent I think we should continue it.”

“Bring it on.”

The doctor’s eyebrow twitches at the alacrity in Landon’s response. With a stately swing of his arm he beckons him towards the clinical bed at the other end of the room.

“As always I’ll have to regress you first,” Dr Peck says, drawing up a chair. “Whether you move forward or deeper back in time depends on your responses.”

The assistant enters the room, uncovers the EEG recorder, rolls it beside Landon, and begins to attach electrodes all over his head. She then offers him an eye-patch, which he politely declines because he has no problems keeping his eyes shut. The assistant turns down the lights. In the darkness he hears a few melodic beeps from the recorder, then Dr Peck’s trained, reassuring voice.

“I want you to liberate your limbs. Every joint, every muscle. You are soft, limp, like a doll on a couch.”

Silence.

“Your body is free. You are so relaxed that your slack limbs flutter at the lightest breeze. You find yourself slipping from the bed like the slow, viscous flow of oil. You let yourself slip, because you know you are perfectly safe.”

Silence. The shuffling of papers. A beep. The scribble of a pen on a pad.

“You are a feather drifting slowly through air, spinning. You are falling deeper, and below your feet there is a vortex. You are slowly entering this vortex.”

Silence. A gentle hush, a caressing breeze.

“You are approaching the vortex, and I shall count, from ten to one.”

Silence.

“At the end of the count you will pass beyond the vortex. At the end of it you will emerge into the daylight of a distant past. You alone know where you are going. Now you will hear my count—of ten… nine… eight…”

The body floats, the buoyancy lightens. “Five… four… three… two…”

Silence. I see light.

“One.”

/ / /

Light glimmers above a rippling surface. Landon blinks repeatedly and feels moist tracks down the sides of his face. His vision sharpens and focuses upon the fluorescent light tubes with its reflector fins set into the ceiling. He inhales in alarm and lurches forward. A hand touches his chest and pushes him back onto bed. In his pounding heart he feels a subsiding rage.

The assistant waits by the bedside with water in a plastic cup. Landon takes it and almost crushes it. Dr Peck sends her outside and picks up a pen and pad and leans against a filing cabinet. “Do you remember anything?”

“Lights,” Landon drawls.

“Any sensation of pain, negative emotions?”

“Sadness, fear, anger…” Landon stares absently at the floor. “Did I do anything?”

Dr Peck scribbles. “Do you recall any physical pain?”

“No. What exactly did I do?”

“Any dialogue? Words?”

“No.”

“You recall any objects? Persons?”

Landon sighs. “I don’t remember anything.” “Nothing?”

“No, Dr Peck,” he says. “Would you mind telling me what exactly happened? Like was I running away from someone or something?”

“No, Mr Lock.” Dr Peck lowers his pen and pad and looks at him. “It appears to me that you were trying to kill someone.”

12

JANUARY 1969

THE TAXI, A dusty little black Austin Cambridge A60 with a yellow top, sputtered away on worn-out tires, trailing a cloud of sooty exhaust. Tembusu trees and coconut palms rustled, and even in their shadow Arthur baked in the tropical heat and caught the greasy fragrance of the brilliantine in his hair. The glare of daylight leapt at him from the whitewashed walls of the two-storey house. It had a steel gate webbed in sinewy, floral motifs. He brought his hands down on it and rattled it hard on its hinges.

He had traced this place from the records of the residence hall in London. The day after Hannah left him he figured whatever that was arranged for him in London must have had some form of legitimate administration. Someone had to fix up the residences, the contacts, the jobs he took and so on. Using the pretext of a change of address, he got the residence office in London to reveal the original address to which their mails were sent.

The address they gave led him here.

Since he got back from London Arthur had visited the house so many times he had worn out his welcome. The landlady had declared him an obsessed, deranged lover who’d stab Hannah dead before killing himself in a calculated act of passion.

Now with an expression as grim as death she swaggered up to the gate like an empress en route to proclaim the execution of a common thief. Cheeks, pale and blowsy, drooped into jowls. Her hair was impossibly black, styled in an olive-shaped bouffant and held up with plenty of hairspray. Her demeaning gaze lanced into him and from her lips came a fusillade of dialect.

Arthur slid a bunch of folded notes between two fanning curves of the ornate steel motifs. She narrowed her eyes and made the money disappear into the copious drapery of her wax-print garment, simultaneously executing a remarkable feat of unlocking and unlatching the gate without having to look at it. Arthur entered, but she did not lead the way. From the shrubs that bordered her lawn she pulled out a metal rod. It was her defence.

The house was mostly what he had expected. It was cluttered and dark in the hallway. An old shoe rack stood by the entrance corridor of russet floor tiles with floral motifs. Brick partition walls with faux creepers.

The landlady prodded Arthur with the rod, and when he turned around, pointed to a flight of steps that led to the bedrooms on the upper floor. “Seung min. Yau bin dai yat gan.”

Arthur smothered his vexation. “Mm goi ler.”

There were three sublet bedrooms. Hannah’s door had a coat of pale green paint and a round brass handle drooped and jiggled. Inside Arthur found an unadorned double-leaf wardrobe. A bed clad in white sheets flecked with tiny printed flowers. A dresser with a gilded, elliptical swivelling mirror and a small hardwood box. Everything basked in the mellow glow of daylight through orange curtains. A floral scent hung in the air like a haunting spirit. It carried with it a familiar longing that made Arthur’s his heart race.

He sat down on the bed and ran his hand adoringly across the sheets. Against a wall he saw three sacks. He sifted through them and found clothes, some bedcovers, books, a Gideon Bible. Then curiosity drove him towards a wooden box on the dresser. It was crafted of lacquered jelutong and resin inlay. The landlady had probably fished it out of the sacks thinking she could sell it. But he could tell that it wasn’t valuable, although it was well-made. He flipped open its lid and a melody infused the room like an old perfume. In the box there were hairpins, dozens of them; ornamented and pearly, most of them murky with an oxidised crust.

He shut the lid and killed the haunting tune.

The wardrobe doors opened soundlessly. Mirrors on the inner panels, its interior redolent of the same familiar scent. Only a few dresses hung from an old brass bar. They must’ve been the nicer pieces. Quite a snake of the landlady to be sifting through her things like that. Arthur slid them aside one after another and stopped at one— an old, high-collared Mandarin gown in red silk and black lace.

A memory sparked and died as soon as it entered his head. It left an imprint—a floating spot in his vision. And the harder he tried to give it clarity the faster it slipped, like sand between his fingers. He lifted the gown off its hanger and draped it over his arm. That landlady wouldn’t care much for hairpins. But for this he would have to make her a deal.

/ / /

In the months after, Arthur lived off a meagre income he got from a till job at Fitzpatrick’s supermarket. Then shortly before Christmas he landed himself an interview for a barista opening at the Robinsons Café at Raffles Place.

“The coffee’s good.” Robert swallowed the brew with an audible gulp. “Where’d you learn how to use these?” he thumbed at the antiquated percolator behind the counter.

“London,” said Arthur. “I worked at the Ace Café for a few years.”

Robert lifted his thick, shaggy brows in admiration. “The leather boys, huh.”

“I’ve seen them.”

Robert stared at Arthur long enough to induce a twinge of discomfort. “I find a certain semblance in you,” he said, wagging his finger pedantically.

He got up from the bar stool, went over to an oak-panelled wall behind the counter where an old daguerreotype hung. It depicted a small group of men and women behind the counter; at the centre stood an aged but elegant Caucasian lady, and beside her a young man with his arms propped casually against the countertop. He was a spitting image of Arthur.

“Very mystifying,” said Robert, alternating his sight between Arthur and the daguerreotype. “You’re a doppelganger.”

Arthur’s stomach churned. “May I know when this was taken?”

Robert squinted at the lower right corner. “It says February 2nd, 1942. I heard we’d only had one bloke running the café before the surrender.”

“That might explain it,” said Arthur, feeling immensely relieved at having consulted his journals before the interview. “My father worked here when he got hurt in a bombing raid. He told me stories of how this place became a sanctuary when food and water ran low, and of how generous the store managers were.” He went over and passed a fond finger over his own face, smiling at the fascination of it all. “This man is my father.”

“Well, damned if I hadn’t met him in person,” said Robert, giving off a brisk chortle. “A little war hero of our own! On this account I should be obliged to give you the job!”

“He has passed on, I’m afraid.”

Robert frowned. “So sorry to hear. What was his name?”

For a moment Arthur stood gobsmacked. Then it came to him in an epiphany and he seized it before it slipped back into the depths. “Anton, sir,” he said. “Anton Lock.”

“I would have to look him up in the records then,” Robert said. “Now for one last thing.” He pulled out a pulpy blue card from a clipboard. “You have a very old IC, and you know they’ve changed it since ‘66. I need to know if it’s legitimate.”

“It is, sir,” said Arthur. “I got registered in ‘55.”

“Still, you could’ve changed it in ‘66 when you had the chance.”

“I was away in London.” Arthur was prepared for this.

Robert sized Arthur up with that formidable gaze of his. But this time Arthur secured his trust with a steadfast disposition. “You will get it changed as soon as you can?” said Robert. “We take no chances in this country.”

“Certainly, sir.”

A young lady breezed into the café wearing groovy tiered ginghams and velour bell bottoms. An expensive-looking bag hung from the crook of her arm and large red hoops dangled from her earlobes. She strutted past them, her clogs clattering on the floorboards, and headed straight for the glass counter where the muffins were kept and ordered one.

“You’re paying for that, I suppose.” Robert’s voice bore down on her.

“I am.” The young lady rummaged her purse for coins.

“You put it on credit the last time. Staff gets discounts, not free breakfasts.”

“Paid my due, Mr Marshall.” The young lady turned to leave, taking along her muffin in a bag.

Robert’s arm shot out and halted her. Then turning to Arthur he said, “Keep tabs on her, my friend. No more credits on her morning muffins. This café accepts cash only.”

Arthur greeted the young lady, whose brief glance towards him had the unmistakable air of condescension. Robert said to her, “Meet Arthur, our new barista.” Then turning to Arthur he said, “Arthur, meet Rachel.”

Arthur offered his hand, but Rachel merely shouldered past Robert’s outstretched arm and went on her way.

13

ASYLUM

Dear Arthur,

I trust this letter finds you warm and snug in wintry London. I know London hardly snows. It is often wet and grey in winter, so I hope this letter dispels the dreariness and brings you cheer.

A piece of good news: I wrote in my previous letter that military enlistment comes officially in force in March this year. Last month I verified with the manpower office that you do not exist. Please don’t whinge over this because it keeps you safe. You have an interim identity in London which I hope you will guard diligently so that life will be easier for the both of us. Arrangements will be made for your return in another year, two at the latest.

I must apologise for not allowing you to write me. Again, it is for your protection. You must’ve known by now that Graeme Sanderson at Ace is part of this. He’s here to help, but he’s only paid to and he knows too little to give you any information that’s of worth. Otherwise he’s a good guy so please go easy on him, unless he’s trying to turn you into one of his leather biker boys.

I hope Ifor Evans Hall is adequate residence for you over the past four months. I apologise for the relocation and the fact that you have to put up with the student bashes, fundraising and all of that. Hotels and apartments have too many eyes and ears in them. Student residences are a better choice.

Do you like the selection I got you? I hope they came through in one piece. I thought you might like Matthew and the Mandarins. You’ll find two records in the package. Enjoy them, they’re quite a hit back home.

One more thing: remember the Mount Carmel address I sent you? Don’t forget to remit the cash every 6 months. In time you’ll know what it’s for.

Yours truly,

Willow the Wisp

November 9th, 1967

14

DECEMBER 1967

IT WAS THE twilight before Christmas Eve. London weltered in a misty mizzle at a temperature near freezing. Arthur’s frosty fingers could scarcely hold the letter at its edges. Receiving a letter at the height of one’s loneliness was spiriting. It asserted his existence when he was just about convinced that he no longer mattered to the world.

Traffic thinned along Camden Road. On the damp sidewalks commuters hustled home in brisk, plunging strides, their heads lowered against the chill, vapours streaming. The courtyard of Ifor Evans Hall was bedecked in bulbs of red and green strung on catenaries. A white marquee stood over the open car park where students mingled to the voices of Johnny Mathis and Ray Stevens crooning jigged-up carols on scratchy vinyl records.

Arthur sat on the steps to the cafeteria and read the letter for the fourth time. He didn’t mind being the only loner around, he supposed. Being sociable wasn’t exactly a commendable trait for a fugitive. His fingers had taken the full measure of the bitter cold, and with considerable difficulty he employed them, frozen and juddering, in folding the letter and sliding it back into its envelope. As usual, the letter had no return address on its back, but it had become habitual to search for it each time he received a letter from the elusive pen-pal who called himself Willow the Wisp.

The dance had begun by the time Arthur entered the marquee. Beer went round in plastic cups, and boozed-up overgrown adolescents jived to a rendition of Little Saint Nick by a four-member amateur band. He thought he might meet someone with whom he could strike up a decent conversation, drink in hand, just to show the others that he had a mate and that he wasn’t just a pitiable recluse desperate for attention.

Mother used to lament about how Christmas was besmirched. She said that the world threw out the Absolute not because it was untruth but because relativity was more convenient.

Still, this is hardly conversation material for the occasion.

He hung around stacks of chairs and hungered for a smoke. But he wouldn’t content himself with the weedy fags being passed around. Nothing beat the good old lustrous flavours of flue-cured tobacco. He found no table, and it would be rather debasing of him to fix himself a pipe while bumming crossed-legged on the floor like a schoolboy. With difficulty he fed the tobacco into the bowl of a meerschaum pipe while standing. He tamped it and ruined four matchsticks before lighting it.

A few students passed him with sneering, sidelong grins. “Puffing a bowllaweed eh, Chink?” said one of them. “You’ll fit right in the Marshal Keate, mate! Crammed full of barmy pipe-smoking gaffers!”

Arthur expelled the smoke, squinted at them through the smokescreen and responded with a dispassionate nod which seemed to disappoint them. It all ended there and then. Fights were for puerile, overgrown adolescents.

During an intermission someone played a vinyl of Dora Bryan singing All I want for Christmas is a Beatle, and it annoyed Arthur so much he decided to scoot. He passed a stand and grabbed two cups of ale, then made his way to a spot behind the marquee, sitting down on a kerb at a poorly lit parking lot. There he downed the first ale in a chugging draught and drank the second one slowly, between takes of the pipe. A hailer mounted to a lamppost behind him still blared the cackling voice, now sounding like a scathing satire for his current plight. He scowled through the entire song, until it finally transitioned to the smooth, trilling voice of Lena Horne:

“Have yourself a merry little Christmas, let your heart be light.

From now on our troubles will be out of sight.”

Sick little joke. Chug up a few more ales and his heart would be light as a feather.

“Have yourself a merry little Christmas, make the yuletide gay.”

Shut up.

“From now on our troubles will be miles away.”

Footsteps. A young woman sauntered into the lamplight, dressed in a pink turtleneck, grey leggings and brown calfskin boots. She wore her hair parted in the middle, and long and straight to her shoulders. From her lips came a smile that kindled recognition. But a name was slow to surface. Arthur’s jaw fell open when it came to him. He never thought he’d hear himself utter it again.

“Hannah?”

Her eyes wrinkled in a titter. “What took you so long?”

“I think I’m better disposed to ask that question.”

“I was worried you wouldn’t remember me.”

“In another month or two I might not have.”

“I was afraid of that,” said Hannah. “Wouldn’t want you spending Christmas alone.”

Arthur snapped off a bitter laugh and looked away. “I think you owe me an apology.”

“I thought we’re supposed to be friends?” Hannah rubbed her hands and blew into them. “Friends don’t owe each other anything.”

“Now you owe me two.”

“Aw, don’t be a whinger, Arthur,” Hannah coddled. She was slowblinking her lovely eyes and stepping away from him one teasing step at a time. The wan light of the lamp fell away, and her face slipped once more into a penumbrous gloom.

“I don’t know if I should stop you or dump you,” said Arthur.

Hannah laughed indulgently. “You haven’t changed, Arthur.”

“Why the hell are you walking away?”

She stopped and came back into the lamplight, her calfskin boots gritting on the asphalt. “Because I don’t know what an enraged man would do to me.”

“Don’t be difficult, Hannah.”

“Who’s being difficult here, Arthur? All this time you won’t even shake to a reunion with someone who’s crossed the Atlantic to see you.”

Hannah offered a gloved hand and lifted Arthur off the kerb with force he did not expect. She then opened her arms and he lingered in a moment of indecision before taking her into a tentative hug, then slowly pressing her close. He felt her arms tighten around him and he closed his eyes to the familiar scent of her hair.

“You must be really glad to see me,” she said, perching her chin on his shoulder.

Arthur did not reply because any response would have seemed frivolous. He pulled away and took her by the arms. He was watching her now, beholding the beauty in a face that had finally ranged into focus for the first time since he was whisked away to London over something that was but a washed-out ghost of a memory.

“You got a place to stay?” he asked.

“Recommend something.”

“I know a cosy little room on the third floor of the block behind me.”

Hannah tossed her head. “Lead the way.”

/ / /

The door opened to darkness and Arthur clicked the light on. The room had a fusty green carpet that smelled of old cigarettes and a window with heavy velvet drapes. A single bed was set against a wall, and opposite the bed there was a desk with a chest of three drawers. There was a washbasin at a corner, and beside it, a narrow wardrobe. Arthur held the door open and Hannah entered, dropped her hippy patchwork bag into a chair and sat down at the edge of the bed. “So we’re sharing the bed?”

Arthur broke an obliging chuckle and closed the door behind him. “I didn’t think it would be ethical,” he said. “I’m taking the floor.”

She smiled at him. “You’re a darling, Arthur.”

“So when are you leaving?”

“That’s a rather unpromising remark. I just got here.”

Arthur laughed again at the irony of it and sat down on an armchair opposite the bed. He crossed his fingers over a raised knee and sustained a deliberate, practiced smile as someone who was about to begin an oration. “The last I remembered was the blast that burned off an entire repository of memories and left a void in my head. Then I got hooked up with a bunch of biker boys who offered me a job out of thin air, got holed up in attics, in sweaty little basements and practically lived off a duffel bag because I was being moved from one accommodation to another every three months. For an entire year I was haunted by the feeling that I had left someone behind. And it took a lot of hard thinking to figure out that someone was probably you.

“Then came these letters.” He sent the folded letter skittering over the two Matthew and the Mandarins records on the desk, still in their half-opened postal wrapping. “Mystery gifts of prawn crackers, canned trotters…” He alluded to the contents of his desk with a derisive shrug, “And they all led up to the grand finale of your voilà appearance just when I almost succeeded in giving you up.” He paused and polished his day-old stubble on his chin. “I don’t know what to make of this, Hannah.”

“With a friendly hug and an offer to take my bags?” She crossed her legs and cupped her chin innocently in her hand. The coloured glow of the Christmas lights bled through the window and flashed against the side of her face.

“You are Willow the Wisp, aren’t you?”

She looked into the darkness outside.

“I thought it sounded like you,” he added. “Detached and elusive.”

Hannah reached out and took him over and sat him down on the bed beside her. She wrapped his arms around her waist and held them there. But she made sure their shoulders did not touch, and Arthur made no advances either.

“Quite frankly I don’t know what the hell I’m running from,” he said.

“You really don’t remember?”

“I’m not sure if it’s something I want to remember.” “It isn’t.”

Arthur knew better than to pry. He found it difficult to meet her gaze, so he went on looking at her eyes as he struggled with indecision. When he made up his mind he held her tenderly by the elbows and began drawing her to him.

Initially Hannah did not resist. She made little snippy movements when Arthur’s head began listing to the side and his face came closer to hers. And just before their lips touched she stiffened and pulled away. Arthur’s eye flashed open.

“I’m not ready to cross the line,” she said.

Arthur did not persist. He gave her a reassuring squeeze on the shoulder and got up from the bed. But his disposition would not lie.

“I’m sorry, Arthur.”

“Don’t be.” He installed himself at the desk where his journal lay open.

“What are you doing?”

“Writing the day,” said Arthur, penning away as he spoke. “We should have a little celebration tomorrow for your arrival.”

Hannah went on looking at him.

“Tomorrow’s Christmas Eve. We’ve got all day.” Arthur threw her a smile over his shoulder. “We’ll have breakfast, then an afternoon picnic at Kensington Gardens, and a nice candlelit Christmas dinner over a bottle of sherry. They drink a lot of sherry here.”

Hannah smiled with her chin in her hand. “Can’t wait.”

“Take the bed. I have a sleeping bag.”

“You’re such a darling, Arthur.”

She kicked off her shoes and cocooned herself in the warm spread of down. Arthur could feel her watching him as the tip of his pen quavered to his strokes. From the window came the off-tune singing of drunken revellers.

/ / /

The darkness was full. Hannah sat up in bed and wiggled her sock-clad feet which peeked from the far end of the duvet. She had not slept a wink, though she had kept her eyes closed for the past three hours—a skill honed and perfected over decades. The clock above Arthur’s desk read three thirty. Arthur was sleeping on the floor beside her, covered in a felt blanket, his torso rising and falling with the clockwork consistency of a deep sleep.

She retrieved a capsule-shaped object from her sock, twisted it and spun out a fine needle like the nib of a propelling pencil, scarcely a few millimetres in length. A nudge from her foot sent Arthur stirring and flipping to his side. She pulled away the felt blanket and jabbed the needle deftly into the mid-section of Arthur’s back where you would find the least number of somatosensory cortices and cause the least pain. It went past the cotton and punctured the skin. Arthur didn’t move.

Thirty seconds passed in Hannah’s mental clock before she rolled him onto his back. She slapped him twice, once on each cheek, and his head lolled lifelessly at the blows like a sloven corpse. There were occasions when longevity made her think she’d seen it all; it fortified her against death and gave her a penchant for it so that she could kill without remorse. This was one of them. For the next three hours she would be endowed with such dominance and power that it made her feel like Death itself.

She watched him in the darkness, taking her time to parse the situation and avoid sophistry in her lines of reasoning. It was never easy to be completely honest with oneself. She could put a cap in his head with a suppressor and end this silently, painlessly. She would be doing him a favour, protecting him and protecting whatever that was in him from falling into the wrong hands.

But this was never her intention. She still had scruples left in her.

She got out of bed and stepped over Arthur as if he were a log. From her patchwork bag she retrieved a pocket-sized touchpad and a vial of clear fluid. She attached it to a compartment at the bottom edge of the touchpad, and its black screen glowed. From the top of the device she extracted a tab fitted with a pair of silver needles. A thin conduit led from them, and pneumatic pressure sent the fluid coursing through it. Her fingers flickered across the screen, programming the cellular cybernetic organisms in the fluid and assigning them their tasks. Then she took one of Arthur’s feet, pulled off the sock, and plunged the pair of needles deep into the web of flesh between his toes.

The pain would’ve jolted Arthur awake if it weren’t for the capsule tranquiliser. The needles pumped tens of thousands of preprogrammed cybernetic cells into Arthur’s bloodstream. Matrices of information rolled across the black screen. The touchpad performed a synchronisation and logged into a covert network.

Profiles of individuals appeared as a list, each with a mugshot. She scrolled through one face after another—mostly unsmiling ones, some with inattentive gazes, others frozen in the middle of speech, and all of them taken against backdrops of streets and homes and workplaces—faces belonging to those who didn’t know their pictures were being taken.

She chose one of them at random—a man who looked to be in his early fifties, set the grid accuracy to ten metres and tapped out a track. The device whirred and whined for a moment before telling her that the individual had been triangulated to a spot in Chiang Rai, Thailand. She then went down the list and stopped at a profile.

The name Qara Budang Tabunai glowered at her from the screen. Beside the name was an orthogonal blank where the mugshot would’ve been. She set the device to work. Thrice the system attempted to triangulate a position, and thrice it failed.

And here he is, right beside me. Hannah indulged herself in a smile. The jamming worked, and perhaps this was the best she could do for him.

/ / /

Mornings were always crisp and sunny after a wintry night’s rain. The light that streamed in through the window was warm and uplifting. Arthur leapt up from the floor with the sleeping bag draped halfway over his shoulders and shuddered with a chill when he found the bed empty. He headed for the door, grabbed the lever and felt it turn in his hand. The door swung ajar, and in popped Hannah with a towel over her head.

“Morning,” she chirped. “Sorry, I took any towel I could find.”

For a moment Arthur failed to register the greeting. “I thought you left.”

“Relieved?” Hannah swung out her damp hair and proceeded to press them dry with the towel. “Shall we leave in five minutes? It’s past ten and I could eat a horse.”

They snuggled in the warmth of a small Mediterranean café off Mornington Crescent and ate poached eggs, flaky flatbread, and mutton kibbehs that came with sides of olives and pickled mushrooms. Arthur had a Turkish coffee served from a copper cezve, and lamented about its acidity and attributed it to its roast. On the other hand, Hannah loved it and had four shots of it.

Museums were closed that day, so they checked out the hippy stores at Carnaby Street and toured Piccadilly Circus. The walk kept them warm and they were hungry again by the time they got to Kensington. From a small Spanish deli just off Portobello Road they picked out a small selection of cheeses, two tin mugs and a bottle of Chianti.

At Kensington Gardens they found no footballs, no Frisbees, no pot-smoking hippies. The lawns along the scenic vista were misty and empty all the way to the Albert Memorial. They put out the wine and cheese on a mat. Arthur immersed himself in Kafka while Hannah read Vogue, their plans for a tranquil afternoon picnic playing out to near perfection except for the biting cold. Hannah, juddering, said this place was empty because they were the only stupid tropical schmucks trying to picnic on a winter’s day. Arthur suggested that they drink to warm themselves. And they downed almost half of the Chianti before the cold became unbearable.

The London Underground dropped them off at Euston where they transited from the agreeable warmth of the station to the icy street and then into the cheerless twilight that seemed to have descended far too quickly. Windchill had them scuttling into the nearest self-serve store they could find. “Wine rack’s almost empty,” said Arthur.

Hannah replaced one of the last remaining ice wines on the rack. “A good bottle of port would be a decent compromise. The Chianti was quite a let-down.”

“We could go somewhere else.”

“Tell you what.” Hannah jabbed her finger into Arthur’s shoulder. “I saw a Vinos way back at Woburn Place. I go get us a bottle and you go get the food. Surprise me with the selection. We’ll meet back in your room.”

Arthur looked uncertain. “You sure? I could—”

Hannah pressed a finger to his lips. “I expect dinner to be waiting when I get back.”

“A kiss would’ve been better.”

Hannah considered the request for an instant and then planted one on Arthur’s right cheek. “There,” she said, “you got one.”

Arthur rolled his eyes at it.

“No crossing the line, remember?” Hannah ran her hand tenderly down the side of his face. “Why don’t you give me one? Where I like it.”

Broodingly, Arthur leaned over and kissed her tenderly between her eyes. He felt a breath slip from her lips and he could hear the faint sound of swallowing.

Hannah pulled her hands away, turned around and strode down the aisle between half-empty racks of eggs and bread. She cast a lingering, sidelong glance upon him before she left the store. The doors closed to a dulcet ring of little bells.

Now alone, Arthur picked up a meatloaf with gravy and a salad at a discount—perks you would expect at the closing hours of Christmas Eve. He got two large Christmas candles—red ones with the twisting stems, a can of sugared peaches, cream and a loaf of sourdough. Then at a small Italian eatery just off Kentish Town Road he got ribbons of freshly sliced parma ham, stuffed olives and a few slices of rock melon.

The walk back to the residence was a long but leisurely one. It afforded a good workout, and Arthur shrugged off his jacket even before he entered the room because he was perspiring underneath it. He cleared the table, made the bed and returned the chairs to their places. He laid out the ceramic dishes and a rather handsome set of cutlery he had purchased from a thrift store. He put dinner on them, doubled-up two empty beer bottles as sconces and fitted in the Christmas candles.

As he was lighting them his eyes strayed over to a square note tucked beneath the top flap of a table calendar. He looked around and found Hannah’s hippy patchwork bag missing, along with all traces of her except for a used towel—his towel, draped upon a plastic hanger that hung from a doorknob of his wardrobe.

He dropped onto the edge of his bed, the same spot where Hannah had sat him down last night. He fixed his eyes on the candles and watched the drops of wax spiralling along the threads and solidifying halfway down the stem. He resolved to wait.

Maybe the London buses got their schedules messed up. Maybe the underground’s busted and she’s stuck somewhere between Mornington Crescent and Camden Town.

The clock read ten. It’d been three hours. The candles were down to less than a quarter of their original lengths, their beer bottle sconces adorned in popsicles of red petrified wax. The spread was untouched and the entire set up now resembled an altar to the kitchen god, complete with festive offerings. A couple of persimmons would complete the still-life.

Arthur shifted his weight. In the silence, the creaking of the old bed sounded like thunder. At last he retrieved the note from the calendar and flipped it over. Its message, in Hannah’s neat hand, did not surprise him.

Forgive me.

It was all for the better.

He ignited the note over a candle and dropped it into one of the tin mugs from the picnic. Then he tore off a page from his journal— last night’s entry, and accorded it the same fate. Such memories debilitate; they corrode your sanity and hold you back. In moments like this, Arthur was thankful for his amnesiac gift.

It renewed him each day, it got him moving.

It was his secret gem.

15

FIRST ENTRY

24th August 1859, Wednesday

Mother breathed her last this afternoon calling out to a father I never knew. Businesses were already closing for the day, and the undertaker thought it unseemly to prepare rites at this hour. According to custom the dead must reside in his home for the night and be laid inside a three-humped coffin. Mother never took to these customs, so I did not think it necessary to procure the coffin in anticipation of her passing.

It is now past eight by the clock. The lamplighter has finished lighting the few gas lamps in my vicinity and mother lies dead upon her bed as I write, seemingly in peaceful slumber.

I did not mourn at length. Mother came into my care since the day she became blind. I cannot but confess that the efforts in caring for her were wearing, and that my heart had been inured to anticipate her inevitable passing. She was aware of the burden which her debilitating illness had brought upon me, and had discerned my immense displeasure on account of it. Still she deigned to pitch generous smiles against my umbrage whenever I entered her room. Of these little nuances I took notice only upon her death.

Such is the blight of human nature.

I write this so that I may remember and acquit myself of the guilt of neglect, which in the distant future, I would be unable to disavow in the absence of credible memories.

I had known mother to be very devout; constantly devoting herself to penitent prayers, uttered aloud, for forgiveness over things I did not reckon one would need forgiving. She often recounted how she had embraced this faith borne upon the tidings of missionaries when we were still part of the Bengal Presidency of British India.

She said it was better to be born again of Christ than of the Gift, and that it was important to know that the Gift, however wondrous it might appear, belonged to a depraved world. The abstraction was confounding; and short of an epiphany, I am much obliged to consider them words of delirium.

Mother had always resolved to keep our family plot. She said it was the only heirloom father could offer, and that it must never, under any circumstance or price, be bartered or sold. She said we are the last of the lot; which I took to mean our plot since most of the surrounding plantations have already been sold to the colonial administration. “Keep it always to your name and honour, because father had willed it so.” So she said.

If there was sense left in her she would have taken notice of our blighted fields, where a beetle infestation had ruined our entire stock of nutmeg trees two years earlier, and retracted that burden of an instruction laid upon me.

Mother also issued explicit instructions for me to acquire a new persona when my age exceeds 30, and from it I shall once again become a young man of an appropriate age who shall, in turn, acquire another persona when his real age exceeds that which reflects his appreciable youth. And this process must be repeated for as long as I live, though she did not say for how long.

Dementia forbade her to recall that such peculiar instructions had already been given. They seemed to have precipitated from a Gift (or a Curse) that I was never meant to receive, but had to in light of the circumstances which she refused to elucidate. It is absurd for any sane man to be held to such tasks. But I have given her my word. This mystery I have yet to uncover, and probably never will.

In her final days Mother was rather garrulous about how fortunate she and father were to have met each other. I never understood her affection for a father who never was; whom I am compelled to believe had left us for better riches. Scarcely did she ever speak of him—until now, and in the years of my life I have felt nothing for him but disdain.

I hear the sounds of lumber being piled. In the darkness I see lamps dotting a trail that bobs downhill, to the east. The military has been at it all day: felling trees, clearing the undergrowth, sawing and tinkering away at frames and armatures of more sheds and longhouses. Soldiers have been stationed in the completed barracks to the west, beyond sight of my residence. It was no less a prodigious feat to have completed the barracks in three months, and I should hope that the construction of new ones would be equally expeditious.

In the wake of mother’s passing I hope only for peace and calm. I am alone and in possession of little but a spot of land and an old house. Our nutmeg business is no more, and after mother’s burial tomorrow I shall contemplate the full measure of my quandary.

Here I must end with mother’s last words: Remember all that Harriet has given us, and remember your father’s name: Qara Budang Tabunai.

16

SERUM

WHO WAS HARRIET? Landon circles the name with a pencil and dries his hair with the towel on his shoulders. He googles it and finds celebrities dead and living, sports personalities, social networking pages of common people. A website lists the name Harriet as a variant of the French Henriette, the female version of Henri. Someone close to his family? Someone he loved?

It doesn’t matter because Little Miss Harriet probably precedes any leads to Clara or Hannah by a century or more. The only memories of his past are those of the oath made on the day of mother’s passing. Keep it always to your name and honour. This, thinks Landon, is the beauty of an oath unbroken. But for how long? And to what purpose? He closes the journal and slides it back into the bookshelf. A pinned schedule shows an early shift today.

With any luck he might just run into Clara.

/ / /

It is past seven in the morning. A parked sedan, frosted in morning dew, rests quietly by the road. Through a clear spot in the misty windshield John watches Landon leave the house with his knapsack, and tracks him visually until he passes beyond sight.

John does not yet enter. He waits, and ten minutes later sunlight skims the treetops and casts long, slanting shadows across the old house. Through the second storey windows he catches the iridescent glint of bulbous lenses. It glides from one window to the next before the glare of sunlight off a pane swallows it. He dons a pair of shades. His vision goes monochrome, and he sees shafts of infrared radiation sweeping the room like beams of searchlights.

Ghosts—robotic infiltration probes the size of golf balls, borne upon a mag-gravity propulsion system not yet revealed to the known world. Unauthorised contact with them is cause for sanctioned elimination without trials or inquisitions. It isn’t worth the risk. In time the Ghosts will depart and he will commence his recon. Getting into the house is easy, staying invisible isn’t. A probe or two might still be lurking in the depths of an ancient attic. Caution bids John to prolong his wait and it pays off.

The Ghosts withdraw and in their absence a spectral shape appears. It loiters in the study, almost too recklessly without stealth, sifting through Landon’s effects with abandon. Confident of his invisibility, John leans nearer to the windshield and goes on watching the spectre going from room to room, browsing, angling for clues and signs just as John would if he’d been the one inside. Then he sees it halt, lift its head and turn towards the window.

The faceless silhouette is now looking right at him.

John glowers. He has been careless—too careless. The mission is irrevocably compromised and the shame of it scorches him from the inside. This Tracker is a huge step ahead of him and he knows it. He calmly lowers his gaze, twists the ignition and with commendable composure, eases the sedan onto the street.

/ / /

FourBees wouldn’t see a morning crowd if not for the spouses of wealthy expats living in the posh neighbourhoods around Dempsey Hill. The café offers just the right balance of sophistication and finesse to beat the competition and have the loaded mistresses flocking to it. Raymond even designed portions for their trim tummies to have them mop up every morsel on their plates. Dishes licked clean make for good publicity.

They breeze into the café every morning with their Stokkes and Fendis, and Sam receives them at the door with a sprightly toss of her head and a practised grin. Table for four? Right this way. Pets leashed to the columns outside, please. We’ll have water served to them in clean, stainless steel dishes, free of charge.

The front door jingles and John walks in, dressed in denims and a chequered shirt that conceals a pistol. Sam gets to him like a hawk and leads him down an aisle full of whinnying toddlers and their mothers dressed in sweatshirt fleece, and offers him a freshly-vacated corner seat by the window, farthest from the bar. John sidles into it and manages to catch Landon’s attention from behind the hulk of a coffee machine. He smiles and Landon snaps a patronising one in return.

The café settles into its usual lull after lunch. John sits alone with his third coffee, surrounded by empty tables and used crockery. When Sam tells him they’re closed for the afternoon, he idles by the lawn outside and smoulders away two cigarettes in succession. He lets the third one linger between his fingers.

Sam passes Landon and nudges him with a shoulder. “Got your wife waiting. Maybe you should call the police.”

Maybe he should. Landon storms out of the café and into the sun. His eyes rove over the lawns and find them empty.

“Home isn’t safe.” A voice drifts across the sultry afternoon air. Landon whips about and sees John ambling towards him in the dappled shadows of sindora trees.

He stiffens. John’s unexpected appearance throws him off the script he’s rehearsed for their encounter. “Who are you?”

“John.” He extends a hand and retracts it because Landon wouldn’t take it.

“What do you want?”

John taps a cigarette over his palm. “We should find a better place to talk.”

“Are you a police officer?”

“In some ways.”

“You got ID?”

“Not the kind you’d expect.”

“Quit following me or I’ll call the real police.” Landon starts walking away.

“Where’re you going?”

“None of your business.”

John succumbs and pops the cigarette between his lips. “I wouldn’t go home if I were you.” He flicks a lighter and Landon walks on.

He ejects a stream of smoke. “Fine. Go straight home and find out what’s waiting. Or you can take my advice and live a great deal longer. Your choice.”

/ / /

The cigarette-flavoured interior of John’s sedan titillates something in Landon’s memory but fails to give it clarity. They leave Fort Canning Road and round into the driveway of a NeoPalladian masterpiece. It stands on high ground, its dome rising over a handsome porte-cochère that has received a great many nobles since the golden jubilee of Queen Victoria.

“Why are we going to a museum?” Landon asked.

John nudges the gears into reverse and backs into a lot. “Museums are nice.” He strains to look behind him and leaves Landon hanging on his response. “Never trusted the rear sensors. I like museums. Don’t you?”

“Just cut to the chase, okay?”

“I’m an operative.” John kills the engine. “Quasi-government. Coterius Extra-Terrenus—an inner circle of scholars founded in 1627. Two centuries later it was assimilated into the League of Nations and renamed Coterie of Discarnate Extra-terrestrials, or—CODEX.”

A smirk breaks across Landon’s lips. “ET?”

“It is known as the Unknown,” says John without humour. “We safeguard its existence.”

“That’s an easy thing to believe.”

“Even kids know better than to go along with a stranger.” John looks at him through the congenital severity of his face. “Unless a part of you thinks I can be trusted.”

The response drums the sick feeling of inanity into his chest. He wants to jest about it, to ridicule its absurdity. Yet he stands ready to believe fiction because he already knows how much of a freak he is. And he loathes admitting to the precision with which John has read him over. “Museums are safe.” John tells him. “Their cameras cover everything.”

“Wouldn’t matter if someone’s out to get me,” Landon says. “The guy’d just walk up to me and shoot me in the head. It’s that easy.”

“Ease up on the movies, Landon.” John leads him into a perfumed lobby fitted with omni-directional cameras. “In our profession the death has to be all-natural. Spilling brains doesn’t do anyone good.”

“All-natural like what?”

“Like a cardiac arrest.”

They enter a lift and John stares down at Landon, scrutinising the discomfited look on his face—one he’d seen many times over in the faces of Chronomorphs who had died in his charge. In time, he might have to tell Landon about them.

“Who is after me, then?” Landon asks.

“The Other Side of CODEX.” John says. “The faction that seeks to kill Chronomorphs like you, whom we seek to protect.”

“Chrono-what?”

“Chronomorph—one who’s become immune to time, figuratively.”

“Why isn’t the government stopping them?”

“The factions were born of a rift inside CODEX.” John looks up at the ticking numbers. “And they’re both very much backed and funded.”

“How? By who?”

“Recall how we met?” John’s lower lip twitches knowingly. “That explosion was the fruit of home-grown terrorism.”

“I thought it was out to get me.”

“You haven’t got that important yet, Landon. But it wouldn’t have occurred if it wasn’t backed by a faction that’s out to destabilise this country.”

“No—” Landon whispers. “A rift in the government?”

“I’m afraid so.”

The lift drops them off at a rotunda that accommodates galleries at its fringes. They enter one titled “700 Years” and John leads Landon past one exhibit after another without according any attention to them. A corridor opens to a larger room that displays crusty artefacts entombed in glass boxes. There is a broken shard of limestone set into a wall, and John goes to it. “I’m about to tell you a short story,” he raps a finger on the glass. “The Stone. Know anything about it?”

Landon squints at the information board. “Whatever that’s written here.”

“A boulder inscribed with the riddle to an ancient mystery once stood at the river’s promontory called Rocky Point.” John draws Landon’s attention back to the artefact. “Blown up in 1843 for the expansion of Fort Fullerton. This piece is what’s left of it.”

“It says here that it’s about some strongman legend and a—”

“Forget about the text.” John interrupts. “Truth is the boys who built Fort Fullerton were in a big hurry to blow it up. A chamber was buried underneath it, and the fort was built over this very chamber.”

“Never knew we carried such secrets.”

John ventures a rare smile. “Where’s a better place to hide secrets than a god-forsaken tropical island at the southernmost tip of the Asian continent?”

“What exactly is the Unknown?”

“Something we’ve lost in parts.” John sidesteps the question. “Centuries ago men and women were chosen to find it. A Serum was put inside them so all that they saw and heard would be tracked and recorded like human black boxes.”

“And what’s in the Serum?”

“Cellular cybernetic organisms.” John answers. “Advanced forms of nanotech.”

“Impossible.” Landon scoffs. “They don’t make cell-borgs—not then, not even now.”

John turns away and does a cursory examination of another artefact. “There’s reason to believe the Serum’s origin is beyond Earthly means.”

Landon’s sight fell out of focus. “You’re really talking aliens?”

“It doesn’t preclude the possibility that its source might still be human.”

“How’d you know that?”

John looks up at him. “The Serum communicates, legibly.”

“In English?” says Landon, incredulous and not without sarcasm.

“Chaldic.”

This is too much. Way too much. Landon massages his face and leaves his hands on his cheeks. He looks at the Stone, at its worn and marred inscriptions that so many had allegedly attempted to decipher and failed.

“What does all this have to do with me?”

“Everything.” John says, curling his lips. “That Serum—is in your blood.”

17

MARCH 1965

FIVE YEAR-OLD Poppy always got the window seat because that way he could be wedged between Arthur and the window. The public bus had to pass Whitley en route to Orchard Road, and Poppy loved looking at the rows of wild simpoh and kemunting hedges unreeling beside the window. The child attempted a hazardous reach between the horizontal steel bars, trying to grab at the rushing hedges, and Arthur yanked him back into the rubber-holstered seat that hissed and whistled under his weight.

Poppy was clutching a little pink ticket with a hole punched into a spot where the number “4” used to be, his arms resting over a biscuit tin that contained his prized possessions. Restlessness quickly got to him and he started scraping his finger at the grit and cigarette ends that choked the tracks of the sliding window. Arthur wrenched his arm away and delivered a stinging slap to his thigh. Scoldings wouldn’t work because Poppy couldn’t hear very well.

Poppy blew raspberries in protest and left his tongue between his lips. When he became bored he laid himself against Arthur. Rocked by the bumps, he soon fell asleep. Arthur drew him up against his arm and patted him.

They alighted at a bus stop that consisted of a single slab of concrete under zinc roofing. The bus went sputtering away into the traffic, spitting black exhaust from its side. Then the lights turned and a parade of automobiles roared down Scotts Road and poured into Orchard Road.

Poppy’s right leg was two inches shorter than his left; it gave him a limp and slowed him. So Arthur had to carry him through the perilous traffic to where Shaw House stood. The tower was a hulk of a building with vertical rows of angular fenestration. Its forecourt was an open car park, studded with Technicolour rows of Datsun Bluebirds, Mini Minors, Borgward Arabellas, Renault Dauphines, Ford Taunuses, and Austin A40s. In front of them stood a line of coconut palms proudly rustling their spindly fronds. Beyond the russet roofs of whitewashed shophouses peeked the upward-curving tips of a department store building, painted green to resemble bamboo.

They turned west along Orchard Road and continued past a stretch of shophouses, up to the slope of Orange Grove Road. Realising he was late, Arthur widened his stride. In good time they conquered the incline and arrived at the circular driveway of an oblong, modernist building. A concrete canopy ran the length of the façade just above the first storey. Tubular neon signage proclaimed in winding script: Orchard Hotel. Large steps ran up to heavyset doors of dark glass set into silver frames.

There was nothing of interest at the lobby except for a few very tall Caucasians whom Arthur almost mistook for mannequins. They paid no attention to Arthur when he passed them and instead tracked Poppy with shameless curiosity, apparently unable to reconcile his physical appearance with his infantile dribbling. A carpeted spiral staircase led to the basement. A few more steps ushered them past a bust of Milo de Venus, through heavy oak doors and into the Golden Venus Club.

A dance floor sat empty, circumscribed by plush crimson seats with tables, while the cheaper seats, bereft of backrests, occupied the rear. Private rooms lined the perimeter of the club, and at the front of everything there was a stage of lacquered timber. On golden drapes hung a sign of foam crusted in blue glitter: Beat and Blues. Under it a drum set glimmered. On one side of the stage a board on an easel peddled the resident band—Checkmates and the Cyclones, featuring Vernon Cornelius and Brian Neale; Sunday from 2.30pm to 6.00pm.

Along a corridor wedged between the private rooms and the club’s back-of-house Arthur punched in his card while Poppy scaled the empty stage. His covert little operation was betrayed by the juvenile rapping of the snare drum, and he was promptly whisked offstage. They proceeded to the kitchen and Poppy greeted, rather ardently, a group of chambermaids who returned token, awkward pleasantries.

This was a Wednesday, and the aftermath of Sunday’s tea dance session—a prodigious assortment of glasses and dishes—awaited Arthur in green plastic crates piled against a tiled wall. He took grudgingly to the soaping and rinsing. Arthur used to make coffee at a popular joint until a fateful incident consigned him to a job of a “lower profile”. Scarcely a month into it he had already learned how much stolidity was involved in getting through the repetitious, humdrum routine in an isolated basement chamber. Reading too much into his job prospects would make anyone neurotic.

Poppy excelled in it because his simple mind needed nothing to satisfy it beyond assisting Arthur in drying the dishes and placing them on clean trays. He took to the tasks with fervour and the height of his accomplishments consisted of breaking no glassware by day’s end.

Lost in such monotony, Arthur didn’t realise they had been washing and drying for three hours straight until the maître d’hôtel called out to him from the raised threshold that separated the washing area from the other parts of the kitchen.

The maître d’ was a middle-aged Chinese man, slightly plump at the waist and spiffy in his dressing. He wore fashionable glasses with a top frame. Arthur got up and Poppy, who was crouching beside him, waddled aside to let him pass. He was drying a cocktail glass with immense concentration, his tongue protuberant, his eyes slightly crossed.

“There’s someone looking for you,” said the maître d’.

Arthur dried his hands on his apron. “Who?”

“You tell me.” The maître d’ pushed up his glasses with a thumb and forefinger.

Beyond the grand oak doors of the club’s entrance a man was standing by the foot of the spiral staircase, dressed in a crisp white shirt with cropped sleeves and black trousers hiked high above his waist. He had a rather flat face and a long jaw that gave him an affable appearance. His hair was combed and oiled and his tanned skin glowed with a healthy sheen.

“Arthur Lock.” The man held out his hand.

From the tone of his voice Arthur knew it wasn’t a question. He shook the man’s hand and put on a slightly puzzled expression.

“I’m Helio,” said the man. “It’s regarding your asylum.” “I don’t understand.”

“This concerns your life, and I need you to do exactly as I say.”

/ / /

The stranger named Helio related the instructions sotto voce to Arthur and departed. In compliance with them, Arthur lobbied successfully for an extended lunch break. At precisely two-thirty in the afternoon he set off with Poppy for the Magnolia Snack Bar next to the Cold Storage self-serve mart, a 15-minute walk away. Both joints were on the ground floor of a pair of flagging shophouses. Dark clouds were gathering even though the afternoon baked. It was a fifteen-minute walk.

With three scoops of vanilla ice-cream Arthur negotiated a deal with Poppy to wait at the snack bar because he was required to rendezvous alone. The child had sufficient wit to comprehend the deal, and though swayed by the rare treat he was palpably distressed over the prospect of being left alone. Arthur paid the man behind the counter and got him to dispense the triple treat one at a time. But as he turned to leave, Poppy lashed out at his leg and stubbornly held on to it.

Twice Arthur coddled him, and at the third attempt Poppy finally lowered his teary gaze into a dubious glare and gave approval for him to depart. In his pudgy fingers Poppy clasped the icy steel cup and refused to touch the ice-cream until Arthur was out of sight.

The Cold Storage wasn’t crowded at this time of the day and there were a few empty tills where cashier ladies sat nattering to one another. Arthur went up a narrow wooden staircase, and at the top he found the boutique called Hilda’s. It was furnished in dark oak, had a British flair to it and had neat rows of fabric displayed across the length of its rear wall. Behind an oak-panelled counter a woman was leaning over a newspaper. She had hair like a beehive and glasses shaped like owl’s eyes.

She looked up and Arthur cursed his moth-eaten memory. He stole a glance at a piece of paper and tentatively recited the words, “I need buttons for an Arabian fabric.”

“What kind?” she adjusted her glasses.

“Al Chalka.”

The woman called out a name and a gaunt man appeared from a side door that led to the back of the shop. He had a tape measure around his neck and the shirt he wore hung on him as if it was emptied of a body.

He beckoned Arthur over without a word and led him through a poorly-lit corridor flanked by high shelves bulging with fabrics and sewing paraphernalia. A rickety wooden door at the end opened to the muted, cloudy daylight, and there a serpentine concrete staircase wound to the car park below.

The gaunt man pointed to a black Chrysler Plymouth idling a few yards away from the staircase.

As Arthur approached the Chrysler the window on the driver’s side rolled down and Helio’s smiling face appeared. A toss of his head indicated he wanted Arthur in the back. Arthur warily obliged and found someone inside with him—a small-shouldered young man with ruffled hair and a face shaped like an olive. He regarded Arthur with sharp, witty eyes and a slight, amused smile.

Arthur addressed Helio. “I can’t stay. Got someone waiting.”

“It won’t take long,” said the stranger in the backseat. “I’m Thaddeus.”

“Arthur.”

The handbrake released with a metallic crank. A shift of gears, and the car began rolling forward. It turned onto the main road and Arthur perked up, alarmed.

“Where are you taking me?”

“Nowhere,” said Thaddeus. “Just throwing off curious stares.”

Arthur began mental rehearsals of how he should bail from the car if he had to. “So what’s the business?”

“Survival.” Thaddeus unsnapped a compact steel briefcase. It opened to a flat glass screen of very high gloss and two horizontal mirrored discs that resembled vinyl records cast in glass. Automobiles roared down their way along the opposing lane of Orchard Road and the Pavilion Cinema panned slowly past them. Rain began pelting down the car windows.

“Your hands.”

Arthur lifted both of them, palms upturned.

Thaddeus pointed to the mirrored discs. “Verification.”

They looked innocuous enough. Arthur placed his hands over them and at once a magnet-like force held them in place. The surface of the discs glowed where it made contact with skin. Arthur howled as his fingertips sizzled. Thin trails of smoky residue rose and for the first time he caught the stench of his own burning flesh.

At last the discs released their grip and Arthur, in a sickened grimace, examined his raw fingertips against the pale daylight.

Thaddeus took his hands and applied little swabs of translucent material to the blistering wounds. “Keep them on for a few minutes.”

It’ll take more than a few minutes. Arthur stared at him, aghast. “What the devil is this?”

“New fingerprints.” Thaddeus punched a few invisible keys on the screen and the device whined down to silence. He snapped the briefcase shut. “We’ll have to do a little splicing to your passport.”

“Passport? I didn’t give you any passport.”

“You are going to London.”

Arthur shot him an incredulous look. “When?”

“In a couple of days.” The man stowed the briefcase under the seat. “For what you did it is better to hide out a few years, until the investigation concludes and things settle a bit.”

“Wait, I don’t get it. What if I don’t want your help?”

“We’d gladly leave you alone if you were in control,” said Thaddeus. “But now you seem to be screwing up rather badly.”

He snatched up Arthur’s hands and began ripping off the membranes, one piece after another. At first Arthur gaped and flinched, then it amazed him to see that the wounds did not look as bad as when they had first come off the stove.

Out of nowhere, a little red book bearing the embossed, golden coat of arms with two tigers appeared. With Arthur’s right palm and wrist locked in his grip, Thaddeus deftly pushed Arthur’s thumb into an inkpad, flipped to a page, and made a print at the bottom of it. In his free hand a fountain pen appeared, its cap already unscrewed. He handed it to Arthur and pointed at a spot above the thumbprint.

“Sign here.”

Arthur complied, and Thaddeus released his wrist and clamped the passport shut with a triumphant little smirk.

The car pulled over behind an Australian Trade and Commission station wagon and Helio put up the handbrake. Arthur had not realise how far they had travelled, but they were in front of the Hong Kong and Shanghai Bank building at the east end of Orchard Road.

A lean, swarthy man passed in front of the Chrysler, briefly peering through the windscreen at its passengers. Helio looked away, and so did Thaddeus. Arthur met his gaze: it burned with tension, as though the man were anticipating something tremendous and imminent. The man loped away, turned back once more to glance at Arthur, before nimbly vanishing across the street amid falling rain and oncoming traffic.

“Curious people,” Helio muttered at the rear view mirror.

Thaddeus gave a quick laugh. “It’s the car, Helio. We should use a less expensive one next time.” He turned to Arthur and waved the red passport in his face. “We’ll hold this for now. Meanwhile keep your lips sealed and we’ll contact you in the morning.”

That’s it? Arthur stared at him. He needed more answers. His gaze flitted pleadingly over to Helio at the driver’s seat. The only response was a desultory smile in the rear-view mirror.

“I…” Arthur suddenly had trouble with speech. “I can’t go alone.”

Thaddeus reached over and opened the door on Arthur’s side. The roar of the rain grew loud. “I’m afraid you’re very much alone in this, Mr Lock. The gallows remain a very real possibility.”

Still, Arthur hesitated. Did he expect them to get Poppy and Hannah passports and sneak them out like exotic pets? Besides, Hannah had been missing for months. Or she could be behind all this. There was no telling…

“Please.” Thaddeus gestured at the door.

Arthur stepped out onto the sidewalk and scurried under the covered walkway before the rain could drench him. Dolefully he watched the black Chrysler pull away and merge into the flowing motor traffic. He looked around as if aware for the first time of his surroundings and, with a lugubrious sigh, accepted all that would befall him. I am told to go where I do not want to go, to live a life I know nothing of. I am endowed with years of a lowly existence whose purpose I do not know, and by day I bleed memories.

Just across the road a row of shophouses housed motorcar showrooms. They would offer a sheltered route back to the ice cream parlour, if only Arthur could get across to them. He stepped into the rain and passed behind a red Volvo coupé.

Flash.

The right side of Arthur’s vision erupted in white just before it went dark. For an instant gravity abandoned him. His back stung with the pain of a thousand needles that came with a shockwave. The left side of his body hit something hard and his hands touched wet asphalt. He lost all sensation in his right arm. He heard nothing but an incessant, hollow roar that sounded like winds bellowing through a cave. His vision alternated in flashes of darkness and wan, smoky daylight.

The burrs of something broken ground against his back. His wounded sight drew slowly into focus. A man writhed on the ground near him, his face studded with crystalline shards. Blood dripped from the lacerations in slick, dark strands.

Amid a host of muffled noises came the screech of tires, and then Helio filled Arthur’s sights, saying something about how miraculous it was that the coupé had been between him and the blast. A pair of strong arms lifted him and dragged him over a distance, his bare heels scraping the asphalt. He was back in the Chrysler, his eyes stinging with blood. Hands ran across his brow, mollifying his brutalised senses. Something hissed and stung the side of his neck.

“The law of a demented world as old as Creation itself.” Arthur heard someone say before he lapsed into unconsciousness. “Murphy merely attached his name to it.”

/ / /

Poppy sat by the store window with his second cup of half-eaten ice-cream. The rain had subsided to a drizzle, the air was humid and the store window, chilled by the store’s air-conditioning, misted up from the bottom. Poppy earnestly tracked each passer-by along the sheltered five-foot way, expecting that at any time one of them would turn out to be Arthur.

He pried open the lid of his biscuit tin with podgy fingers and took an inventory of its contents. Little stringed trinkets of plastic beads, a faux jade necklace, a brown rubber ball, a peeling wooden top, some old coins and a monochromatic photograph of Arthur seated in an eatery with himself perched on Arthur’s lap.

Then a thought crossed his simple mind: Arthur would probably return only if he finished the third cup of ice-cream he was promised. He replaced the lid of his biscuit tin, picked up the teaspoon and fed himself a scoop of his melted ice-cream. Then he took another, and another, all the while scanning the passing crowds and merrily kicking his slippered feet over the edge of his chair.

18

LEGACIES

LANDON AND JOHN sit on black granite benches and watch the rippling bay in the shade of crepe myrtle trees. Landon feels out of place when couples are occupying most of the other benches and it doesn’t help that John is a far bigger man than he is. Just as his stomach reels with its first hunger pangs, John fishes two packets of food from his backpack and hands him one of them.

“Taco?” he says. “It’s almost dinnertime.”

Landon seizes one packet. “Where’d you get them?”

“Before the museum. About two hours old. It’s soggy but still good.”

In his hunger Landon bites off an entire third of the taco in one mouthful. When they finish, John hands Landon a caramel-nut bar.

“You eat junk all the time?”

“When I’m on the move. It’s a habit.”

Landon nibbles on the bar and broods. “I don’t understand. Why me?”

“Chronomorphs are safe as long as they stay hidden,” John says. “But not many of you are adept at that.” He pauses, chewing on his candy and staring at the water. “Everyone knows you’re the thief who stole that woman’s IC for the birth registration.”

Hot shame creeps up Landon’s neck.

“You compromise yourself, you compromise the Serum.” John adds. “CODEX opened a file on you and here I am. It’s a damn shame.”

“Thing’s a curse.” Landon muses bitterly. “Upends my life and empties it.”

“For some Chronomorphs it’s the price to pay,” John says. “The Serum was meant to function as a black box for those seeking the Unknown, but it ended up offering unexpected gifts. The absence of human senescence is a consistent one. Some obtained abilities they never had. Others, like you, got the downsides like amnesia.”

Landon shakes his head. “Had to receive the wrong end of the stick.”

“There are worse ones: insanity, death. Ever heard of running amok?”

“Vaguely.”

“Incidents happened frequently at the turn of the century. But Nobody but us knew why.”

“So we’re basically insane and amnesiac immortals?”

A shade of annoyance flits across John’s face, as if he has got the same question many times over. “You live a long life, but you can die,” he says. “That’s longevity, not immortality.”

“So how long does a typical—Chrono-thing live?”

“Don’t know.” John shrugs. “They always get killed off before we find that out.”

The words weigh upon him like anvils. They remind him of a frailty he has forgotten, and Death returns to his mind like an old friend. There were times when Death beckoned temptingly, after solitude had taken too much out of him. Now it terrifies him. It just isn’t the same when you know someone’s out to erase your existence because it isn’t worth snot.

An elegant, silver-haired lady wheels a very old man towards them. A younger Caucasian couple walks with her and three children run on ahead. Tourists—British or Australian from their accent. The wheelchair comes close and its occupant pivots his head on a withered neck; he has a blanket over his lap, and his stare reminds Landon of the dribbling patient at Loewen Lodge.

“You,” the old man struggles with a hoarse croak. Landon feels John go stiff with tension beside him.

“I know you.” He lifts a weak finger at Landon. “You got out, like I did.”

Landon, stupefied, tries to smile and his cheeks quiver at the effort.

The old man strains to look at the lady behind him. “He got out, he was with me.” The lady smiles apologetically and tries to wheel him away but his insistence keeps them in the same spot. “You got out, didn’t you?” The old man holds up the bony finger at Landon. “There were others who didn’t. And I told them… I told them—”

Age has disfigured him. It’s the brutal, honest truth. Landon stares at the puckered face before him and finds no recognition in it.

“Tell him you don’t know him.” John’s whisper drifts into range.

“I’m so sorry.” The lady addresses them both. “He’s ninety-three.”

Landon smiles at her. Beside him John adds, “Return a smile and leave it as that.”

“I—I was sorry for them, y’know?” Beneath thick, hawkish brows the old man’s eyes are stretched open like marbles. “It was the airconditioning… I was—”

The lady pats his chest. “Don’t bother the men, Papa.”

“You don’t know him, Landon,” John whispers.

The old man puts an arthritic hand to the wheel and stops it. “I didn’t—” He shifts, sucks in his saliva and reaches for Landon. “I remember their names—them all—”

John leans closer. “Tell him goodbye.”

“Oh for the crap of it!” Landon shrugs him off. “This isn’t the first damn time I’m getting this, okay? Stop telling me what to do!”

His outburst scares the group into scuttling off, their strides so brisk the kind lady had no time for a final apology. The old man strains to catch one final glance at Landon. An embarrassing antic of one too old—that’s what his family will think. And it’s a good thing because Landon knows it’s much more than that. He saw it in the eyes.

As they leave he rounds on John. “Who’d you think I am? I’m a bloody amnesiac! I don’t remember anyone!” A gust of wind sweeps hair across his forehead and a grain of sand into his eye. He stands, rubs it, braces his hands petulantly on his hips and stares at the skyline at the opposing bank. “I make coffee and I don’t hold friendships very well. Been doing that for—” He gives up and goes quiet for a moment. “Everyone who knew me once is either dead or dying.” He looks at John. “Do you know how that feels? Did you see the look on his face?”

“Sorry.”

“Doesn’t matter.” Landon shakes his head. “Truth is I don’t remember him anyway. Each time I try to build something it gets whittled down to nothing.”

“You knew any kids then?”

“I don’t know. I’ve had customers but they weren’t kids.” He sits back down and stares at the unfinished caramel bar in his hand. “I knew a bunch in their thirties and forties and they’d be antiques by now. Like him.” He nods in the direction where the old man went. “It was all touch and go—all the friendships. The better ones have written down.” Landon tongues a cheek in thought. “And the rest, they’re all gone now.”

The light of the setting sun sets the scattered clouds aflame. John considers the merit in Landon’s amnesia. He has no need of a masquerade, his perplexity about his past sins so genuine others would doubt themselves. Sometimes it is better to forget. The gift keeps him sane.

“I’m sorry,” he says.

“Is it time to go home yet?” Landon asks him.

John nods lightly. “About thirty minutes ago.”

“Then let’s go.”

/ / /

Clacton Road sits empty in blotches of yellow light from the street lamps. By the illumination of a porch light John eases the sedan into the driveway. Landon closes the gate and makes his way back to the house. The night is lively with the shrilling of katydids.

John goes round the house and explores the darkest part of the lawn. He returns to the porch when Landon turns on the living room lights. The kitchen catches his fancy; he surveys it thoroughly and takes a perfunctory account of the lavatory. “A police officer looked in not too long ago.” Landon tells him.

John starts carefully up the stairs. “Did you get his name?”

“Didn’t manage to remember,” he says. “Would you mind telling me what happened in my house when we’re out?”

John enters the study and examines the antiquated junk. “Infiltration.”

Landon sighs. “Care to elaborate?”

“Not now.” John moves over to the window—the one from which the spectre had spotted him. He pushes open the panes and the drapes sway in a weak draft of warm equatorial breeze. The casement shutters are swung wide against the exterior walls of the house, just as Landon had left it when he went to work. John looks down to the darkened street and at the spot where he had sat observing the house earlier that morning.

In the bedroom he finds nothing of interest in the poster bed. He surfs through the vintage bric-a-brac, looks over a few dusty bottles of cognac and stops at the sagging shelf where Landon keeps a selection of his journals.

Something catches John’s eye; from the shelf he picks out a journal that is slightly displaced. Its spine is unusually dustless, as if deliberately wiped clean. To an operative the implication couldn’t have been more flagrant.

Someone has left him a message.

“Would you mind turning on the lights in the other rooms?” he says to Landon, who is standing at the door restlessly picking at the bowl of a calabash pipe.

Grudgingly, Landon exits the room. Outside the corridor light comes on. In Landon’s absence, John slides out the leather-bound journal and flips to its first page. On it is written, in the calligraphic manner of a dip pen: 1859 to 1860.

He hears the flick of Bakelite switches in the last two rooms down the corridor, and without hesitation sends the journal spinning out of the bedroom window and into the shrubbery near the gate. He then makes a spurious but convincing attempt at scrutinising the red Mandarin gown through its poly-sheet when Landon returns.

“Found anything?” drawls Landon grumpily.

“No,” says John. “Mind if I see the other rooms?”

“You don’t tell me much, do you?”

“It’s better to know less.”

“Hey, get your security company to bill me when all this is finished.” Landon follows him out of the room. “No free lunches, right?”

John doesn’t acknowledge the sarcasm. He marches on, room after room, window after window, scanning every corner of the space more keenly than a prospective buyer. Until at last he returns to the corridor, and with his fists on his hips, does a final survey of the lofty and mouldering vestibule of the old house. Then he asks for the deed to the house and takes pictures of it.

“Now for the important part.” He turns to Landon. “I don’t think you’re in too much danger yet, but neither are you completely out of it. If you aren’t one of the original Chronomorphs I need to know if you had connections to one who might have given you the Serum.”

“Long shot, but I’ll try.”

“Were you entrusted with keeping anything? An object, a property?”

“Funny you should ask.” Landon’s expression struggles to conceal surprise. “My home—it’s like an heirloom thing. I’m not allowed to sell it. I had it written down so I wouldn’t forget; it must be important.”

“Do you have any homes other than this?”

“Not as far as I know.”

John mutters a curse, then: “In time I might have to make arrangements for you to stay elsewhere.” He pulls out a chromium device and taps away on it. When he catches Landon looking at him he turns away.

“Doesn’t sound like a good thing,” Landon comments.

John stows the device in his pocket and takes two objects out of his bag. He hands one to Landon—a silver capsule that ejects an inch-long needle when twisted. “Use this if you get darted—”

“Darted?”

“It’s unlikely, but someone might attempt to trigger a cardiac arrest by darting you with a nano-infusion,” John explains. “In operative lingo it’s called tagging someone. You’d feel the sting, and once that happens push the capsule up your arm.”

Landon rolls the device in his palm. “I’ll bear that in mind.”

“Next,” John hands him a small device resembling a remote car key. “Keep this with your house keys, or somewhere accessible. It’s a caller for when you think you’re in danger. Just slide the tab, press, and someone will come for you within minutes.” After he does a dry demonstration of it he starts walking out to the driveway.

“Aren’t you supposed to do this round the clock?”

John gets into his car and rolls down the window. “Let’s pray it doesn’t come to that.”

The engine neighs and rumbles. John backs out of the driveway and cruises away.

In the dead of the night, John returns.

He leaps dexterously over the padlocked gate, retrieves the journal from the shrubbery, and departs without a hitch.

19

ACQUISITION

AT FOURBEES, HAPPY Hour concludes at the stroke of midnight, and the last few patrons depart. Landon bids them goodbye as they hobble past the counter with pink faces frozen in alcohol-fuelled rapture.

He hears Donovan in the kitchen. Once the door shuts the clanging and scrubbing gets louder. The music goes off and white lights come on behind the bar. Tables are cleared and re-laid. Soiled napkins, aprons, and tablecloths go into the laundry bags for pickup. Water fills the kitchen sink and slops over the edge. The dishes are the first of chores to be done because the last food orders were in by ten, and the kitchen guys started washing early. Landon cleans out his espresso machine, upends the hopper and draws a mop across the dining floor. This is usually Sam’s job, but she’s off tonight.

The crew leaves and Raymond hunches by the counter, poring through the day’s accounts over a glass of port. Landon mounts a ladder and touches up their little jocular rhyme with pieces of coloured chalk.

“Go home,” Raymond’s voice rises above an Etude from the speakers. “I’ll have Andy touch it up in the morning.”

“Be done in a minute.” He takes a damp rag and polishes the birch panels that frame the chalkboard. They open to reveal compartments half-filled with bottles of rum, vermouth, gin, and syrups. Along a small section of the wall runs a conduit bearing a tiny spray-painted arrow and stencilled letters that read: GAS. A spanking new meter has been attached to it.

“We replaced the meter?” he asks Raymond.

Raymond sips his port and punches the calculator. “The gas man came by yesterday. Part of some upgrading works for the area. Replaced some pipes in the back too.”

Landon squints at the jumping numbers on the dial. “The meter’s moving.”

“Fast?”

“No, crawling.”

“Residual.” Raymond sloshes his port and sips it again. “It’s always running a little. That way they make us pay a few cents more each day.”

“Really?”

Raymond turns to him, his reading glasses perched low over his nose. “You got a good nose. Smell any leaks?”

Landon stows the ladder and checks the kitchen. Its white tiled walls gleam. Copper pans of different sizes hang glittering from stainless steel hooks. The stoves sit silent. Everything smells faintly of grease and detergent. No hisses. “Nothing,” he says.

Raymond gathers up his papers, drains his glass and pushes it to Landon. “I’ll be in the office.”

The lights at the dining area go off. The bar is now accented in a pleasant, sleepy glow from the remaining few downlights. Landon didn’t see Clara today. In fact, he hasn’t seen her since the day they met. He retrieves the paper napkin from his wallet and reads her beautiful, leaning script:

P.S. Be wary of the one who warns.

The memory of that day is fading. He knows that because he has already forgotten much of their conversation. On hindsight he should’ve written everything down: every detail, every sliver of speech. An incomplete memory is like an earworm. Part of the melody repeats itself in your head, the rest of it at most a shadow. The words on the napkin are music that remains incomplete, and the prospect of completing them seems impossibly remote.

Landon rests wearily upon the cold granite top, his eyes lingering on the script. At last he strengthens his resolve, crushes the napkin and tosses it into the bin. It doesn’t hurt as much as he thinks. Perhaps despair and solitude mask everything. When you’ve given up hope on something it no longer hurts. It just feels dead.

But he also feels light-headed. He tries to ignore it by taking stock of the liquor on the hardwood shelf behind him. When his head starts floating he abandons the task and dodders over to Raymond’s office to bid him goodbye. It’s his day off tomorrow and he might just sleep in.

He enters the office and finds Raymond dead.

He swivels the chair and Raymond’s corpse thuds to the floor. It looks as if it is asleep, except that the skin has a deadened pallor to it. For a full minute Landon sees nothing but the dead gecko and its grey flesh and a wave of nausea sweeps him. There is a cordless telephone on Raymond’s desk, but he does not use it. He rushes over to the bar, snatches up the phone there and dials the emergency number.

A tremendous blast decimates the liquor shelves behind the bar and throws Landon over the countertop. A fireball billows from the kitchen doorway like the tongue of a fiery demon and tears out the timber frames.

The spilled liquor ignites the bar area and sends flames blasting to the ceiling like a furnace. Landon hears the ceiling boards crack and snap; seconds later the lights go out. A rippling canopy of black smoke gathers, and amid the sooty welters he sees flashes of flame.

Burning liquor bleeds towards him. He presses his glass-riddled back against the counter. Blood paints half of his face and stings his eye. The smoke gathers and charring ceiling boards crackle and fall like black snow. He begins to crawl desperately towards what he thinks might be the exit.

The birch panels pop and snap; a great split runs through the middle of the Baa Baa Black Brew chalkboard as it warps in the heat. Falling debris ignites the tablecloths. The flames jump from one table to the next. Landon sees no exit and expects no aid. He clambers to his feet and falls right back down, overwhelmed by a sudden, debilitating wave of heat. He presses his cheek to the floor, which remains comparatively cool. A flashover isn’t far off now. In a few seconds his senses will be dulled and death should quickly follow.

Oh, Rachel…

20

SEPTEMBER 1964

THE STREETS WERE empty on the morning Poppy got really ill. Between mangy rows of two-storey tenements a prodigious assortment of pole-hung laundry swayed like festival ribbons. Beyond their rooflines loomed the blue cylindrical hulk of a massive gasholder. On the ground floor businesses sat barricaded behind rusting diamond-lattice grilles.

Four-year old Poppy hugged his biscuit tin and pattered behind Arthur on slippered feet, his head hung penitently. His scalp glistened with sweat beneath spiny stubs of cropped hair, his upper lip smeared with goo, his brows hot to the touch.

A solitary mongrel foraged along the open drain beside the five-foot ways. By the street burnt-out shells of Morrises and Volvos bore testament to the brutality of the riots. Then an old air raid siren moaned, proclaiming the lifting of yet another curfew and portending fresh violence. A hate-infused mob might be waiting to cudgel necks and leave heads hanging on fleshy hinges.

But what could I do, let his fever burn?

They found the medical hall on the ground floor of a shophouse, closed. Arthur knew that whoever ran it lived upstairs. His fists, thumping against the grilles, obliterated the morning calm.

Nothing stirred.

Now that the curfew was lifted anyone would associate the ruckus with knife-welding maniacs out for blood. Whoever ran the place must’ve holed themselves up in a room praying that the grilles would hold up. Every waiting moment drove Arthur to greater fits of rage, and he hammered still harder on the grilles.

At the same time Poppy broke out in a barrage of coughing. The whooping bouts intensified and made him throw up his breakfast. When Arthur took him in and thumped his back he latched quietly onto Arthur’s shoulders for comfort.

He simply refused to cry—that tough little sprog.

But it worked a miracle. Seconds later they heard the clank of a key, and behind the grilles, a panel of the folding metal doors flipped open to reveal the pale, cadaverous face of an old physician.

Arthur’s heart sprang alive. In sputters of broken dialect and hideously simplified English he conveyed Poppy’s ailment and midway through it the physician hustled them in. Arthur heard the metallic snap of a lock behind him. And in its wake came the faint buzz of electric light bulbs.

It was a darkwood cavern redolent of bitter herbs. Behind cloudy glass counters rose a repository—a massive lattice of wooden square drawers, each inscribed with a single line of calligraphic Mandarin script on yellowed paper. There were crates crammed full of sundried figs, hawthorn, rhubarbs, reishi mushrooms, antlers and so on. At one end of the counter huge steamy glass vats held macerated liquor, one of them containing the coiled carcass of a cobra.

The physician began examining Poppy by pressing him all over like he was a ball of dough and then taking his pulse from the wrist. He reprovingly scrunched his face, got up with a laboured grunt and dawdled behind the counter, retrieving an assortment of herbs from the labelled drawers and measuring them out with a daching scale, mumbling unintelligibly to himself the whole way. Then he began explaining to Arthur the types and qualities of each herb with a pedantic, admonishing scowl, as if the ignorance of them was an unpardonable sin.

Arthur nodded meaningfully at the appropriate intonations in the physician’s speech, having understood little except to brew the contents of each pink paper packet for an hour and administer the concoction every three hours.

With the clatter of an abacus the physician worked out the payment. Arthur paid with four crinkly notes and hoped in vain that they would get him some change in return. From the physician’s unyielding disposition he knew there was a premium to be paid for services rendered outside business hours. When it was all done Arthur and Poppy were spat out through the narrow opening in the grilles, which then sealed itself with considerable haste.

/ / /

The eatery was tucked into the ground level of a corner shophouse, at the crossroad between Kallang and Crawford Streets. Arthur, his arm sore from Poppy’s weight, passed under a large pair of Mandarin ideograms cast into the lintel plasterwork. It read Prosperous Hong.

With the town still reeling from yesterday’s riots, it would’ve been a miracle if any businesses ran at all, considering the risks. The plump, polygamous owner of Prosperous Hong decided it would operate regardless and persuaded his stall tenants to return with the promise of a discount on the month’s rent. Arthur had given his word so he had to work. It probably augured good business.

But that morning Prosperous Hong saw only its few elderly regulars, whose habit of burying their noses in the morning papers over a cup of coffee or tea remained unbroken, killer mobs or not.

Arthur sat Poppy down on an old wicker couch in a crummy backroom, and brought water to a boil in an earthenware pot for the medicine before he got started on the coffee roasting. He lit charcoal in a stone stove, fanned the embers to a healthy glow and kicked it under the oven—a sooty contraption of a steel barrel turned on its side. In went the beans, three huge dollops of butter, and Arthur started revolving the barrel with turns of the crank.

The alley basked in its rattle. Otherwise the morning was still. Then salvos of childish whooping broke the harmony. It was too much.

Arthur stopped his work and snatched up a greasy phone in the backroom and dialled for the only help that came to mind. After grovelling over the handset for a few minutes he scooped Poppy into his arms and left the eatery.

/ / /

The public bus took them to an estate wedged between Margaret Drive and Commonwealth Avenue. Hawkers plied along Dawson Road that ran northwards through the estate, and there Arthur bought milk from an elderly Sikh with four scraggy cows, and bread off a shallow basket perched over a younger Sikh’s white turban. Poppy, though feverish, amused himself by patting the cows’ ribbed barrels before Arthur yanked him away.

They passed into a block of flats that had windows of blue glass and concrete balustrades cast in the likeness of brick patterns flipped vertically. Arthur bore Poppy in his arms and stormed up two flights of stairs, arriving at a compact little foyer that accommodated four flats.

One of them had its door open, and there Hannah stood waiting. She was dressed in a white sleeveless blouse, floral skirt, a knitted headband that kept her hair behind her ears and looked achingly beautiful. From inside the apartment Doris Day was singing Tea for Two.

“Sorry for the late notice,” said Arthur, his breaths deep and heavy.

Hannah turned up her lips at the corners in tepid greeting. She waited, as if she knew he had more to say to her.

“I was thinking of letting out my house at Clacton…” Arthur went on undecidedly. “Is it expensive to rent this place?”

“Thirty-five a month,” she said. “They have the rates at Princess House down the road.” She gave a desultory nod towards a spot somewhere behind her.

“You searched this out on your own?”

Hannah folded her arms. “Why the concern?”

“Nothing.” Arthur smiled uncomfortably. “You just sounded reluctant over the phone.”

“I don’t particularly like children.” Hannah flashed him a look of disdain. “I thought you knew.”

“Sorry, I don’t mean to pry,” said Arthur. “I saw Khun the other day; told him I couldn’t pay him just yet.”

“I’m living alone, if that’s what you’re worried about.”

Arthur forced a smile. “Hope he isn’t bothering you.”

“I took care of that.”

“How?”

“Give it a rest, Arthur,” Hannah said, her expression dithering between that of spite and sympathy. “I wouldn’t even let you touch me.”

“That’s good to hear.” Arthur nodded fawningly. “I promised the boss I’d work today, so I really appreciate you helping me out.”

“Come get him at seven, no later, please.”

“Cross my heart.”

Hannah gave him a dutiful twitch of her lips that revealed more impatience than anything else. Arthur didn’t understand. Why the sudden coldness? She’d previously given him the idea that they had something going. The idea of women blowing hot and cold was driving him nuts.

He dug into the paper bag he had brought with him. “I have some milk and bread. Poppy threw up his breakfast earlier. And the medicine,” he handed her the pink triangular packets. “Brew for an hour each and administer every three hours. I suppose you’ll need two before I get back.”

Hannah returned the bottles. “Not the milk. They might carry parasites.”

Arthur kept them. “I was thinking,” he said, raising his tone a little to get Hannah’s attention. “When Poppy recovers maybe we could all go for a show. Mary Poppins just left the cinemas, we could catch it at the drive-ins for half the price.”

“You don’t have a car, Arthur.”

“I could borrow one.”

“We’ll see.”

When Arthur turned to leave Poppy unleashed a feral cry and ran to him. Hannah’s attempt at restraining him only strengthened his resolve in holding Arthur back. She entered the flat and returned with her guitar and caught Poppy’s attention by playing the familiar arpeggios of Romance Anónimo.

Despite hearing difficulties, Poppy could discern sharp and high-pitched sounds, and was particularly fond of the sound of guitars. A few bars into it Hannah offered the guitar to Poppy, whose gaze began shifting tenuously between Arthur and the instrument. It took a final reassurance from Arthur before he took it and tottered into the apartment with Hannah.

The door to Hannah’s flat clicked shut and Arthur was left standing by the threshold.

After all these years, he never understood the distance between them.

/ / /

On the contrary, Hannah understood everything only too well. She had to keep Arthur close, but how close she herself could never tell. Besides, she didn’t approve of the way he’d taken Poppy in. Children permeated everything. They roused emotions you thought you’d managed to keep in check. And just as you thought you’d achieved stoicism, they tenderised your heart and weakened your will, especially the innocent ones.

Especially orphans.

Her encounters with Arthur and Poppy afforded rare moments when she felt emboldened and compelled to go on living. At the same time, they made her feel vulnerable and burdened. They were making her fear something she never thought she would—death.

Hannah put aside her guitar after playing Romance Anónimo eight times over on Poppy’s request, and in doing so managed to get Poppy to drink the first bitter dose of the sepia-toned herbal concoction. Poppy tapped Hannah’s arm and pointed at the guitar by the wall. When she refused he persisted, tapping and humming and pointing doggedly with his little hand, ceasing only at her reproachful glare because he wasn’t used to her looking that way. Instead she indulged him with a box of faux jewellery while she embroidered.

At lunch they went to a nearby market that sold cooked food, a hubbub of street hawkers on patches of lawn, conducting a symphony of clanking woks and roaring furnaces. At one stall Hannah had congee ladled into a steel warmer. Turning around, she found Poppy by a fruit stall. He was pulling himself over the edge of a crate in an attempt to look inside when it overturned and sent dozens of persimmons bobbing across the rutted ground.

Hannah scrambled to collect the tumbling fruits while Poppy stood guilt-ridden. She returned the sullied persimmons in a little heaps, with an apology. Even then the stallholders fumed. They were a hollow-chested man and his wife with thin, scowling lips and vicious eyes. They derided Hannah’s efforts in a spate of dialect and demanded that she pay for the damages. When she offered to clean the fruits a hail of invectives deplored her acute lack of business sense. By then the commotion had drawn a small crowd.

She tipped another heap of persimmons back into the crate and there she remained; tolerating their poisonous reproach, breathing, repressing her responses. Beside her Poppy stood with his jaw ajar, drool leaking from it. Over the unceasing barrage of curses she went calmly over to a public tap and rinsed her hands. Then she took out her purse and scattered a few crumpled notes over the ruined fruits before grabbing Poppy’s hand and dragging him away.

“Hoey hai sor geh! Soey zai!” said a reedy, vindictive voice from behind them.

A persimmon left Hannah’s hand and found its way onto the woman’s face, splattering on impact. The audience laughed.

The shock rendered the wife speechless and the husband marched from his stall to deliver a slap across Hannah’s face. She saw it coming and received it without a wince. The smack rang loud and stilled the crowd, and her stolidity surprised the assailant. He drew up to her, flailing a finger and demanding more payment for the assault. Lust got the better of him, and two more shoves from his lecherous hands was all it took to incite Hannah’s wrath.

Their audience saw little, only Hannah turning around and leaving with Poppy in tow. Behind them the man, stunned to silence, sank to his knees cradling his fractured wrist. Shards of bone showed through the open flesh, and the crowd scattered in a fearful hush. Witchcraft. They thought.

“No one calls you an idiot, Poppy.” Hannah started up the stairs, biting her lower lip. She knew he couldn’t hear her but it made her feel better saying it. “I’d break more hands if it helps anything.”

Poppy looked up at her, mouth open, dribble stretching from his chin to his tummy. He had an inkling she was speaking to him, even though she wasn’t looking at him.

“People judge and there’s nothing you can do about it,” she said, angling in her bag for her keys. “You’d convince yourself they’re either liars or fools.”

They arrived at the apartment to find the door unlocked and conspicuously ajar.

She swore in an exhalation and pushed it fully open, the blade of a pocket knife flicking open in her hand. She could handle more than a common thief. But she knew whoever had done this wasn’t one. Poppy made a sound and she muffled it with her free hand. She cursed her luck. At such a moment she had to be burdened with a child.

The kitchen had been rummaged through. Drawers and cabinets were left open. The larder, its legs perched on four porcelain bowls of salt water, had its contents strewn across the kitchen floor. The living area appeared untouched. There was the blue velvet sofa near the small balcony and a coffee table with the half-finished needlework.

A wind chime twirled in a breeze.

Hannah kept Poppy shielded as they approached her bedroom. By now there was no longer caution in her actions, only a kind of morose lethargy. She could hear the whir of the electric table fan on her dresser.

She entered the room and saw Khun lying on her bed, sweating gently and wearing nothing but a pair of white boxers yellowed at the crotch. A half-nibbled roll of waxed sausage lay on the nightstand.

“Hell…” He pounded his forehead with the back of his hand and his biceps bulged. A smirk stretched across his face. “You changed the lock.”

“You don’t live here.”

“Don’t forget who you’re working for, dolly.”

“Not you,” said Hannah. “Now get off my bed.”

Khun sat up and his lean abdominal muscles rippled at the effort. “You should join me up here.” He patted a spot beside him.

“Maybe I should twist your head off.”

He flashed a lewd grin. “Anytime, baby.”

“Don’t push it.”

“Or what?” He leapt off the bed and stormed over to her. She barely flinched at the move but it made Poppy clutch tighter at her skirt. “You’ll get physical? I’d welcome that.”

Hannah, refusing to respond, hustled Poppy protectively behind her.

“Don’t forget the favour I did for that Chronie of yours.”

“We’ve paid you enough.”

“Now, now.” He stroked Hannah’s arm and pinched her soft skin. “The last time we met he only bought your service for two months.”

Hannah threw off his hand. “I could slit your throat right where you stand.”

“I stand as your faithful victim.” Khun breathed an insidious whisper, his face just inches above her clavicle and neck. She could smell the sourness of his breath. “But what’s going to happen to you? Who’s going to look after your pet Chronie? A chump like him won’t last a day without you.”

She stiffened as his hand on the small of her back crept downwards. Then in a sudden and violent act he tore Poppy from her arms. She lunged for the child but he held the boy beyond her reach.

Poppy flew into a feral struggle to liberate himself, twisting and clawing and hissing. Khun closed his massive fingers over his thin arm and wrung out a wheezing scream.

“This dumb thing doesn’t have a voice!” he laughed.

Hannah, unable to restrain herself, lashed out at Khun’s arms with her nails. “Let him go!” She withdrew quickly, repulsed by the folly of her actions and the very touch of his flesh.

In the blink of an eye Khun found the blade of Hannah’s weapon scarcely an inch from his sweaty, glistening neck. “Let him go, now!”

Khun held Poppy farther from her. “Come back to me, dolly.” His tone softening. “We could start over, like how we began.”

“Let go of him! You’re scaring him!”

“Drop the knife. For old times.”

Hannah levelled the blade at a point just below Khun’s chin and nudged it menacingly into the skin. “Let go of him!”

In a fit of rage Khun drove Poppy into the wall. The bawling child fell silent upon impact, dazed by the unexpected blow. At once both nostrils expressed dark trails of blood. His eyes, already swollen from the crying, now grew wide with shock.

Driven by a manic fury Hannah delivered a wild slash that missed Khun by a mile. In retaliation the man slammed Poppy into the wall a second time. A sickly crunch of flesh and bone against brick and plaster. Blood from Poppy’s nose quickly soaked his vest, and the side of his face began to swell.

Khun’s face was stone cold. “Drop—the—knife.”

Once more Hannah advanced and brought the point of the blade to Khun’s throat. She could slit his trachea just by the flick of her wrist but she had lost the initiative. If killing that pimp afforded any benefits she would’ve done so a long time ago. There would be consequences, and very grave ones.

She twisted her lips viciously and showed teeth, “You’ll burn in hell.”

At this range a careless opponent would’ve attempted to wrestle Hannah for the knife. But Khun knew, by Hannah’s uncanny reflexes, how badly this move would have turned out. He wouldn’t have been able to seize Poppy if she hadn’t been distracted. Now he only had to exploit the initiative.

Khun dashed Poppy against the wall a third time. The poor child was out cold, and hung by his neck from Khun’s hand, limp as a ragdoll. This time the impact has split his lips and bloodied his face.

“Drop the knife, dolly.”

Tears drenched her cheeks, wrung of silent rage. She’d thought the years in her had made her far too resilient to weep. But the sight of Poppy drained every drop of strength in her. She allowed her arm to fall slowly to her side. Her fingers went slack and the weapon slipped harmlessly from her hand.

/ / /

Arthur alighted at the blue-windowed estate just short of seven o’clock. When he arrived at Hannah’s door he was caught by the peculiarity of it being unlocked. He stepped inside cautiously, and the first thing he saw was the floral fabric of a long skirt deposited along the way to the bedroom. The air went out of him. A little farther on he picked out a white blouse against a drawer chest by the corner. A silken brassiere at the edge of the bed.

All strewn like a candy trail.

Hannah was perched stiffly on the bed like a guru, swathed in a green terrycloth blanket, her hair tousled and plastered to her neck. Arthur painfully took in the details and felt asphyxiated. He advanced with the intention to hold her, but it only made her pull the blanket tighter around her neck. She stared at him with catatonic eyes, her expression so frigid that he couldn’t read anything from it.

Poppy was lying on a bed of folded towels by a wall, drawing breaths in whistles because congealed blood had obstructed his airway and nostrils. He was so bruised and bludgeoned that Arthur couldn’t decide where to hold him.

Arthur’s eyes burned. His mind spun into an infusion of pure, white rage uninhibited by logic or reason or mercy. It compelled him to hate and destroy, and in the wake of the lurid discovery it made him a vastly different man.

From the kitchen came the roar of a toilet flushing. Like a chant it drew Arthur out of the room and Hannah made no attempt to stop him. When he got there he found the aluminium toilet door closed. As if on cue he stepped aside and picked up a stone charcoal stove that sat below the window. He lifted it over his head and waited. The toilet door swung open. Out came Khun, splendid and muscular, and down came the stove.

The first blow didn’t render him unconscious. It allowed ample time for Khun to identify his assailant. And it pleased Arthur that their eyes met.

Revenge—a dish served cold? Better if it’s piping hot.

Arthur delivered the second blow right across the face, splintering teeth and brutally dislodging the jaw. More blows rained, each liberating a seemingly inexhaustible supply of anger. Khun’s skull caved like a shattered eggshell. His arms fell to the side of his body and twitched convulsively at each successive blow.

When it was over the bloodied stove fell out of Arthur’s hands and rumbled across the kitchen floor like a millstone. Khun, his head pulped, lay unmoving. In an unrecognisable orifice near his throat blood foamed and frothed to faint breaths of air. Arthur twisted his bloodied hands in a dishtowel to stop them from trembling. His hair hung in greasy strands over his brows. Was there fear? There was certainly euphoria. He wouldn’t have mustered the guts to break a chicken’s neck but he’d gladly take up the stove and smash Khun’s head in all over again. The rush of adrenalin ebbed, and the conviction that he’d just committed a heinous crime stole in like an infusion of poison. He thought of lawful retribution, of justice.

But how could justice exist for someone like Khun?

He returned to the bedroom and Poppy tracked him with swollen eyes. Being inadequate in speech he made an unintelligible sound, and by its tone Arthur knew it wasn’t one of distress but relief. He composed himself, crouched by the child’s side and carefully felt his body for signs of trauma that would frustrate any attempt to move him.

Hannah sat erect on the bed, still wrapped in the blanket and with the same inert expression. Arthur did nothing either. Anguish held them both in a state of petrification, until Arthur found the strength to take Poppy into his arms. He did not know why he dithered, and his mind, brutalised by the events of the day, failed to conceive reason. He took a step towards Hannah and watched her stiffen.

“Don’t touch me,” she said.

Her words put Arthur under a spell. They turned him around, walked him past a bloodied corpse, and spat him out of her door.

21

SCARS

THERE ARE MOMENTS when you lie supine in bed trying to figure things out. Your limbs are flaccid. You divert all energy into your thoughts and believe that in doing so you’d eventually figure things out. And Landon, still reeling from the effects of a soporific infusion, falls asleep twice trying to do just that.

He is awake, on his third attempt, and still he has figured out nothing. He knows he is in a hospital but has no recollection as to how he got here. Only a morsel of memory remains—the one of him touching up the chalkboard behind the bar. He watches the ceiling fan and grudgingly lets his mind drift.

A nurse pulls the curtains aside. She is a large woman with short curly locks and smiling lips. Landon notices a large pink sportswatch on her wrist. Her name tag reads Nabillah.

“Good morning, Mr Lock,” Nabillah chirps.

He sits up and feels the stiffness of surgical plasters all over him. A saline drip leads from his left hand. “Is it morning?” “Still is.” The nurse looks at a wall clock above the ward’s entrance.

“How long was I out?” He expects days, even weeks.

“About eight hours.”

Just eight hours?

Nabillah straps the blood pressure monitor over Landon’s arm. “They brought you in about three am.” She starts the pump and the belt begins to inflate. “You lucky man,” she says, “only some light burns on the back, minor cuts on your head, a bit of smoke inhalation. Someone saved you. I think you will be on the news, we got police and reporters outside.”

“Really?”

The belt eases its grip on Landon’s arm. Nabillah stows her equipment and adjusts the saline flow on the IV drip. “We’ll leave this on for another hour or so.” She taps gently on the needle taped to Landon’s hand. “You want something to eat?” She brings her fingers to her mouth as if Landon can’t understand speech.

“Just water, please.”

She waddles over to a little rolling table, pours him a cup from a plastic tumbler, throws in a straw and hands it to him. The water tastes bitter and searing against his smoke-tainted, parched throat.

As the nurse leaves a portly man with a bald, meaty head enters. He has one eye that moves and one that is dead. An eager, younger looking man, likely to be an aide, stands with him.

Where is John?

The older man offers his hand to Landon, grinning very broadly and genially and revealing a gap between his central incisors. “I believe we’ve met.” He lifts his police pass clipped to the end of a lanyard. “Marco, from Police Intel.”

They shake hands and Landon finds something familiar in Marco’s deadened eye.

“Live birth notification and your missing IC?” Marco, still grasping Landon’s hand, tilts his meaty head. “Ring any bells?”

“Ah, yes.”

“Any luck with your missing IC?” Marco pulls up a chair and sits by the bed. “I’m sorry I couldn’t do much. It’s handled by another department.”

“Can’t help that.”

“It’s amazing how we keep bumping into each other.” Marco’s tone is affable, his mannerism pleasant, almost debonair. “One of my men, off-duty, happened to be around the café when it blew up. It was he who got you out.”

“Really?” Landon wonders if it’d been John. “I must thank him in person.”

“He refused accolade.” Marco’s smiling face glows. “A fine example of the corps. We saw to it that he receives due credit.”

“Did he get my stuff?” Landon blurts in haste, thinking of his bag, which he had left hanging on a hook at FourBees. “I meant— was I carrying anything when he got me out?”

“Well, I wasn’t informed of it.”

“Did you salvage anything from the café?”

Marco draws a look of sympathy. “I’m afraid there’s nothing left.”

Oh hell, my journal. Landon draws a long, slow breath. When did he begin that one? That’s it. Another chunk of my life obliterated, never to return.

“Your employer didn’t make it,” Marco adds.

“R… Raymond?” Landon manages to catch the name before it slips into the precipitous gorges of his ruptured memories.

Marco nods, his hairless head gleaming under the fluorescent lights. “The gas or smoke probably killed him before the flames got to him. In fact, for this reason we hope to obtain a statement from you, if you don’t mind.”

“No, I don’t.”

“Thank you,” says Marco graciously. His aide takes a step forward and pulls out the stylus from the tablet he is holding.

In the course of the exchange Landon learns that the police suspect someone tapped illegally into the gas mains and tampered with the meters. He admits that from time to time Raymond tended to doze off at his desk. In such situations gas poisoning is at its deadliest.

“I’m quite certain I didn’t smell anything,” says Landon.

Marco nods as his aide scribbles on. “So how did you end up working in FourBees?”

“I kicked up a fuss at the Kinos Café once, about the quality of its Arabica, the grind, that sort of stuff.” Landon pauses to think before he continues. “I insisted they didn’t blanch the filter paper because I could taste it in my cup. I wanted them to replace my coffee and they almost threw me out. Then someone came over, dropped his own cup on my table and told the manager if he hasn’t got a qualified barista at the back to challenge my claims he’d better change my cup and his as well.”

Marco laughs briskly at the story.

Landon continues, “Then this person sat down in front of me and told me how annoyingly anal I was with that coffee, and that he would like to offer me a job if I truly was a qualified barista. I offered him a taste test and that was it.”

“It’s one account you’ve remembered very well,” says Marco.

“Staying on the job helps. But now that I’ve lost it I don’t think I’ll remember it for long. Besides,” Landon takes a sip of water and grimaces as he swallows, “that person who offered me the job was Raymond.”

“I’m sorry to hear. How did you find Raymond, as a person?”

“Honest man. A hard worker. Drives you up like cattle over the manic weekends, but then who doesn’t? Seriously I don’t see him as someone who would tap illegally on anything.”

“You liked working with him?”

Landon shrugs. “He takes care of us.”

The aide is scribbling on his tablet. Marco takes a perfunctory glance at him and turns back to Landon. “You sound educated, but we didn’t find any school records to your name.”

“I was in school since I was five.” Landon dictates the account which he has rehearsed many times over. “I was born in 1972. School was made compulsory only in the year 2003. The administration must’ve missed it.”

“How far did you go?”

“I dropped out of secondary school.”

“And where did you learn that barrister thing?”

Landon knows he means barista, and considers it prudent to omit the part about his stint at the Ace Café in London. “Got trained on the job, a little bit self-taught. It’s a passion thing.”

Marco chuckles and nods. “I might have made the comment before but I must say you look extremely youthful for someone over forty.”

“Good genes.” Landon smiles.

“Well, I shouldn’t be bothering you any longer.” Marco rises from the chair and bids farewell with a shallow bow. “I must thank you for putting up with us for the second time. It is such coincidence, Mr Lock.”

He shakes Landon’s hand again and turns to depart when Landon suddenly calls out to him. “I was hoping you could help me with something.”

Marco steps away from the door. “At your service.”

“There’s someone who follows me around and says he’s supposed to protect me from some danger.” Landon lapses briefly into silence as he considers his words. “I was wondering if it’s an official police thing.”

Marco’s good eye appears to sparkle with interest. “To my knowledge no such operation exists. I’d be wary of him if I were you. Did you see his pass?”

“No,” says Landon. “That guy said he’s some… pseudo-policeman or detective.”

“Sounds like a fraud,” Marco concludes. “Even twelve-year olds are trained to spot them. If he sticks to you I’d advise you to call the police right away.”

“I’m not in any danger, am I?”

“Your case smells of foul play, Mr Lock.” Marco looks across his thick shoulder at him. “But there’s certainly no urgency to send you a bodyguard, yet. If any, I think the immediate danger lies with whoever’s tailing you.”

“I understand.”

Marco backtracks just as he is stepping out. “Before I forget,” he says. “Leave the press to the police. Don’t speak to them even if they approach you. They’ll distort the facts right from the tip of your hair to the head of your dick.”

22

AUGUST 1963

ALONG THE FIVE-FOOT ways of conjoined shophouses Poppy bungled his way past rows of itinerant hawkers peddling trinkets, and the crate-tables of letter writers. Scraggy fortune-tellers, themselves denied of fortune, lobbied for business behind their wicker baskets of ink, coloured paper and hollowed tortoise shells.

Arthur grabbed Poppy from the five-foot way just as he hobbled past Prosperous Hong. For the audacious escapade the child received a stinging slap to his bottom. Then, to coax him back to his rightful play space at the back of the eatery, Arthur gave him sips of orange soda.

A row of bell jars containing sweet confections lined the front of Arthur’s coffee stall. Water boiled inside steel pots. Coffee-tainted filter socks hung flaccid by the tiled wall. There weren’t any labels or brands whatsoever. The aroma of Arthur’s brew alone was sufficient marketing.

Shortly before noon the clatter of clogs heralded the arrival of a podgy woman dressed in a white cotton coat and black silk trousers. She wore her hair in a long braid that reached the small of her back and was equipped with the usual paraphernalia of an amah: a wicker basket and a waxed umbrella. Curiously, however, she also had a Baby Brownie camera slung from her shoulder.

A noodle-seller greeted her. “Ah Pou, gam zou lei, mei sek ah?”

The woman whom they called Ah Pou, and whom Arthur recognised as a laundress working for a wealthy family living in Bendemeer Road, was a rather companionable patron at the eatery. Once she made the newspapers for her pursuit of photography—a rather singular and noteworthy hobby for someone of such humble vocation, and was reported to have allegedly used up hundreds of rolls of film. A week ago the owner of Prosperous Hong had chanced upon her on one of his rare visits and unabashedly asked for a portrait of himself. Ah Pou gladly acceded to the request, and ended taking portraits of every stallholder.

“Mou see gan sek la.” Ah Pou, all clammy from the sweltering tropical heat, fanned herself with flicks of her wrist. “Gam yat lei bei nei dei seung pin mah.”

The noodle-seller laughed. “Nei mou gong ngor dou mm gei dak.”

The laundress began dishing out the monochromatic photographs like they were pay cheques. Everyone received theirs with bows of the head and gilded words, probably because most of them never had their photograph taken, especially one that required no payment.

With similar conduct Arthur received his photograph from the laundress. It showed him sitting on one of the wooden stools at the eatery and resting an elbow on the marble table. Poppy was perched on his left thigh wearing the grandiose smile of a simpleton, his head thrown pompously upwards.

The portrait, well-composed and proportioned, revealed its photographer’s skill. If it weren’t for the newspaper article Arthur wouldn’t have believed that the portrait had been the work of a common laundress. He offered Ah Pou cakes and tea in return for the photograph, and instead attracted a salvo of laughter for his mispronounced Cantonese. For the rest of her visit Arthur spoke no more.

Later, Arthur went to the back of the eatery, where Poppy had been toying with a ball of crushed paper alone. He presented the photograph to Poppy, holding it conspicuously between his thumb and forefinger. Enticed by the novel inducement Poppy inched closer, and plucked it from Arthur’s hand. He tenuously ran his little fingers along its edges. Then they stole over the faces of Arthur and himself.

Poppy concealed his glee by precociously miming the frown of an adult, as if deep in thought, and then scurrying into the backroom to retrieve his biscuit tin from a rickety wall-shelf. He pried open its lid, cleared a space among the other paltry trinkets and laid the memento at the bottom of it.

At the table Poppy began removing the tin’s contents one by one and arranging them neatly in a sequential order, just so that he could go on admiring the photographic miracle beneath them all. Arthur had to sit through the safekeeping ritual before the child would agree to eat his lunch.

Lunch was congee that day. Arthur ladled it steaming from a clay pot into ceramic bowls and doggedly tried to whistle a tune that came out hopelessly flat. It was a special day because Hannah had at last agreed to a ‘date” that evening at a nearby fair. The prospect of it kept him in excellent spirits even though a relationship had scarcely existed between them.

He hoped it might be embryonic at the very least.

/ / /

Between Geylang Road and Grove Road a triangular tract of land sported a glittering fair known endearingly to locals as Happy World. It still crackled with a bustling atmosphere, particularly in the evenings, though the spot had seen better days.

Coloured electric bulbs flared against a smouldering evening sky. The colonnaded gateway to Happy World retained a good deal of its former grandeur. But its weary paintwork and shabby interior were testament to the inexorable erosion of the changing times.

Arthur and Poppy alighted at a stop near the Kallang aerodrome and picked out Hannah in a snug floral dress. She was strolling the length of the gateway, under a series of neon Mandarin ideograms, watching them approach with a sidelong glance.

Arthur’s heart grew heavy; he was supposed to be early. Without mercy he lugged Poppy along and broke into a run.

“I’m so sorry,” he said as he reached her, his lips parting in a wobbly smile.

Hannah twitched an eyebrow. “Quite a fawner, are you?”

Arthur, his chest heaving, gave her a quizzical frown.

“What’s there to apologise for, except to please me?”

Arthur’s face burned. What was she expecting him to say? His mind wrestled with the dispiriting prospect of a botched evening.

“I’m always early for dates because I like a leisurely wait.” Hannah’s cheeky titter subsided into a coy little smile. She thumbed at the entrance behind her. “Shall we?”

“You don’t mind Poppy tagging along?” asked Arthur. He had meant to ask if she had many dates before.

“Of course I do. Dates are meant for only two.” She flapped her fingers at Poppy, who responded with an effusive, innocent smile. “Stop being neurotic, Arthur. Let’s go.”

/ / /

An octagonal roofed stadium stood like a monument at the centre of the fair. Inside, a wrestling match was taking place. Tickets were still on sale, but Hannah said she loathed violence and suggested the game booths instead.

At one rickety shack Poppy was beside himself with joy after winning a sack of glass marbles on his first attempt at tikam tikam. At Poppy’s insistence, Arthur was inclined to allow a second attempt at the game, but Hannah disagreed. Arthur had to drag the bawling child away from the shack when Hannah marched off.

“Don’t be naïve, Arthur.” Hannah scoffed over her shoulder. “He’s won the only prize in the game. There’s no sense in slashing profits for more prizes when the very rarity of winning is the name of the game. It’s like getting nations to drop self-interests for the pursuit of world peace.”

Arthur felt the numbing pangs of embarrassment. “Shall we catch a movie?”

Hannah turned glumly to the direction of the Victory Theatre. “It’s the dullest of dates to be staring at a screen. You have two more tries before I dump you, Arthur.”

“Dance?” Arthur suggested. Poppy, impatient with the grownups” indecision, swung his arms and began to stir a ruckus. Arthur ignored him. “There’s a nice band going on,” he added. “I heard the big blues when we passed the hall.”

“Nice try,” she said. “But we need a prelude.”

“And what might that be?”

Hannah joggled her eyebrows. “The Ghost Train.”

Arthur laughed aloud and led the way. Hannah cajoled the operator into letting them cut the queue for in a final pair of seats on the next ride. They had to pack their bums into a fibreglass crate and Arthur never felt so privileged as to be rubbing shoulders with Hannah, literally, even with Poppy propped stiffly on his knees. As the train jerked and rattled through the farcical, macabre props he caught the scent of her hair. Perhaps it was intentional.

They poured out of the raggedy ghost train shack chortling over the ride, which had tickled rather than terrified. Arthur headed straight for the dance hall. This time Hannah expressed no objection.

The space was copious. Marble columns skirted an elliptical dance floor of excellent waxed teak. Three-quarters of the tables were filled, and on stage a band in white jackets was playing Let’s have a Natural Ball by Albert King.

“I’ll have the first dance with Poppy,” said Hannah as she took her seat before Arthur could pull a chair for her.

“What about me?” said Arthur.

“You can get a taxi-girl at a dollar for three dances.”

“You’ll get jealous.”

“No, I won’t,” said Hannah sweetly. “We haven’t taken anything that far.”

“No, we haven’t.”

Just then Poppy gave a raspy wail and grabbed at his crotch, indicating an urge to urinate. He took the boy’s hand. “I’m taking him to the shrubs.” Just as well; the silence after their conversation had grown discomfiting. He thought Hannah appeared a little regretful over her remarks, at least.

/ / /

After Arthur left with Poppy, Hannah ordered a drink from a liveried, lanky waiter. When it came the air turned heavy with a dreadfully familiar presence. She looked up and met Khun’s gloating eyes.

“This island’s too small for the both of us,” he said, lowering himself into Arthur’s seat.

Hannah looked away. “What are you doing here?”

“The usual.” Khun popped a cigarette between his lips. “Minding my own business and deciding who gets nicked and who doesn’t.” He struck a match.

On the dance floor patrons were twisting to a number by Chubby Checker. Khun puffed a cloud of smoke into the space above him. “So what brought you here?”

“Why ask the obvious?”

“It isn’t obvious, that’s why I asked.” Khun leaned closer. “You’re either on a case or you aren’t.”

“I’m here for leisure.”

Khun guffawed, the sleeves of his shirt taut over his muscled arms. He stuck his nose scarcely an inch from her ear and whispered, “I think I know what you’re up to, dolly. Maybe you could give me some leisure of yours to shut me up.”

“Go to hell.”

Khun inhaled the scent of her perfume. “It’s something I can never get enough of, like money. Something I once had and lost.”

Hannah bolted from her seat and stormed out of the airconditioned hall and the humid night air struck her like a steam bath. Khun sauntered up after her and began roving about like a shark; the end of his cigarette glowed fiercely in the gloom.

“Keep to your end of the agreement, Khun,” Hannah said, stubbornly refusing to look at him.

He placed his hand on the small of her back in the pretence of amity. “I know you deserve better,” he wheedled in a tender voice. “We’ve been good together, haven’t we? We could still be.”

“Leave us alone.”

“Now you have a reason to stay alive.” Khun wrapped his beefy arms around her slender waist. “I don’t blame you; I know how lonely it gets. But careful, my dolly, now you have something to lose.”

The leverage Khun possessed was evident. Hannah knew she had been careless. She briefly considered blowing herself up there and then, taking him along.

But in the midst of their conversation they had failed to notice Poppy’s arrival. He was standing beside them with a stick of kacang putih in his hand. He was doggedly chewing away, masticating the sugared peanuts between his rear molars and shifting his gaze from one grown-up to another.

Arthur came up from behind him and wedged himself between Hannah and Khun with deliberate recklessness, putting a friendly arm on Khun’s shoulder.

Khun, being the larger man, regarded his aggressor with a downward gaze and showed his teeth in a forced grin, his fists poised to deliver a knock-out blow.

“A hundred a week,” Arthur blurted. “That’s more than twice of what I’ve paid you for the documents.”

Behind furrowed brows Khun sneered at his unexpected offer. “If it’s about her, you’ve got it wrong, my friend.”

“I’m paying for her services,” said Arthur. “Eight weeks.”

“What makes you think she’s up on the market?”

“Do me a favour, Khun,” Arthur grovelled. “Everyone says you are a reasonable man.”

Khun shook his head, as if admiring Arthur’s gumption. “She’s going to cost you.”

“Whatever that’s in my means to pay.”

“One thousand six. Eight weeks.”

“One thousand four.” Arthur counter-offered. “That’s all I can afford.”

Khun grinned at Hannah and stuck a fresh cigarette between his lips. “He just saved your ass for the next eight weeks.” He lit the cigarette with a match, took a long draw and popped a smoke ring into Arthur’s face. “A hundred seventy-five a week, every Thursday, number forty-three, Orh Kio Tau. Look for Kiong, he’ll work out the interest.”

/ / /

Khun swaggered away. Hannah was lost in a flood of memories that reminded her of a vulnerability she had never confessed to. Killing Khun was never an easy option. There would be consequences, and CODEX had punitive measures that made death desirable, a luxury even. Once, she had sought to leave the service and had paid dearly for it.

Poppy was crouching by her feet, wearied by the prolonged standing. She looked at him and suddenly felt drawn to him. Amid her turbulent existence he was a fading glimmer of innocence. She found his presence calming. It put her in a trance, somewhere far away, living out the emotions she thought she had kept buried.

“I’m paying for peace,” Arthur told her. “And it’s worth every cent.”

Hannah’s lips quivered, teetering on the verge of speech. But she held back because she was suddenly filled with distaste for the way Arthur had bailed her out of the situation. She had never needed help, certainly not from him. Her heart swelled with pleasure whenever she recalled the day they met, yet there were times like this she wished they hadn’t. Life would’ve been easier. She would’ve remained impervious to whatever came her way.

Yet when he took her hands into his she did not resist. She didn’t know why, and it set in her an inexplicable self-loathing.

His face began moving towards her and she stiffened. It was the best she could do.

“Can I kiss you?” he asked.

“Not on the lips.”

She closed her eyes. A pleasant sense of mystery accompanied Arthur’s request. The anticipation offered unexpected warmth, like the caress of a bed beneath a wearied body.

Arthur kissed her between her eyes and she broke into tears. The tenderness of it carried a terrible sorrow. Her breath slipped, her shoulders convulsed. And Arthur held her.

It was something she ought to have forgotten.

23

RETRIEVAL

MARCO PERCHES A palm-sized display over the steering wheel. It shows the driveway, the garden, and Cheok sweeping away where the trimmed branches have fallen. Nothing peculiar, nothing happening. The door opens and a colleague sinks into the seat beside him with takeaway coffee in condensed milk tins. Marco takes his share, holding it carefully by a string tied to the top of the tin.

“Status went up a notch after the fire,” says the colleague.

Marco drinks and grimaces when the liquid scalds him. “Ghosts found something?”

“Got some intel from our Tracker too.”

“What’s our Chronie hiding?”

The colleague shrugs and blows at his coffee. “Eyes only to the Seers. They’re the brains, we’re the brawn.”

“Being out in the field has its benefits, Fabian.” Marco bites into his toast. “How long until Internment?”

“Retrieval estimates three days, stretched. They might do it in two.”

Fabian hands Marco a brown paper folder. It opens to a personnel profile that bears a coloured mugshot of Cheok in relative youth. “Nothing new,” says he, easing out his toast from its paper bag. “The usual two-to-one config.”

Marco tosses the folder over the dashboard. He ponders, and the colleague chews his toast in dreadful anticipation of what is coming.

“Pull an SX on him.”

Fabian stops chewing and feigns ignorance. “Who?”

“The gardener. Who else?”

“There could be other options.”

“And this is the best.” Marco retorts with toast in his mouth. “Non-chronie Trackers are dispensable. We take one guy down and we get an easier ride. It’s standard protocol, Fabian. So don’t ever try to be a field operative if you’re not at least a century old.”

“There’s a long investigative process for an SX. We’ll be implicated.”

Marco tears another bite off his toast and drums his fingers on the steering to ease his frustration. “That’s my expertise, Fabian.” He speaks through his chewing. “You pull the SX and I show you the tricks to cutting red tape. That gardener is old and expired and we can’t afford compassion because it gets in the way. Do him neat and quick and you’ll be doing everyone a favour. We pull a fast track on our case and he gets a hero’s funeral and his family gets the money. Everyone’s happy.”

Fabian brings the tin of coffee broodingly to his lips but does not drink. “I don’t know,” he whispers almost inaudibly.

“I settle the paperwork, you get the job done, comprende?”

/ / /

Landon rises from the therapy bed, fighting lethargy. A bruise of sorrow lingers in his chest. He finds his fists clenched tight. The back of his neck is moist with perspiration. There is spittle at the corners of his mouth. His muscles quaver and his heart races with the exhilaration that follows a recollection.

This time he seizes the memory and holds it in place. It is vivid, tactile, like a dream made real. Even the scent of her apartment lingers.

Hannah.

Beside him Dr Peck is scribbling. His assistant leans against a shelf, fingering a touchpad. Landon tracks her as she claps out of his sight on her stilettoes and reappears in front of him with a cup of water.

Her powdered, unsympathetic face carries a glimmer of caution in the eyes. She probably thinks he’s a freak turning mental and that Dr Peck is just too much a gentleman to point that out. He must’ve put up quite a show during the hypno-sessions.

“You have violent dreams often?” Dr Peck’s voice kills the silence.

Landon shakes his head.

“Did you see any recurring scenes? Or vague impressions of them?”

“Vague.” Landon feels awful lying to the doctor.

“Sure,” says Dr Peck, catching the doubt in his tone. “Do you want to continue with the sessions? I would respect it if you feel— uncomfortable with them.”

“No, I’m fine. We should continue.”

“Good.” Dr Peck clicks his pen and makes a note. “We’re getting close. It means the therapy is working, to an extent. It could be triggering engrams to release locked memories. They might appear as chronological sequences in dreams, but upon waking they scatter into disparate fragments. Our next task would be to try locating and retaining them.”

“What are engrams?”

“Hypothetical elements of the brain that store memories,” says Dr Peck. “They are not proven to exist physically but traces of their functions could be observed in the cortex or cerebellum of your brain. It’s something under study.”

Over his reading glasses Dr Peck looks at Landon and holds the stare a little too long for comfort. “Invoking your memories is only a part of the treatment,” he adds. “The other part involves finding the cause of your amnesia.”

Landon nods obligingly, taking care to reveal nothing by his expression or the movement of his eyes. If what John told him was true then the doctor would be better off knowing nothing about it. He is still reeling from the excitement of discovering the connection between Hannah and Clara. Could it be possible that both of them are—

“Your blood tests,” says Dr Peck, reaching across his desk to retrieve a document. “Mystifying.” He runs his finger along a column of data. “The markers point either to a rare, congenital blood disease or some form of synthetic chemical infiltration. They might have some connection to the functions of your striatum and cerebellum. You got any family history of blood problems, brain tumours?”

“Not that I’ve heard.”

“Somatosensory issues like touch or pain or…”

“No.”

“Are you using any illegal substance that I should know about?”

“No.”

There is suspicion in Dr Peck’s gaze and Landon pretends not to notice it. He looks away and sips at his water, wondering if he’d lose credibility by doing so.

“Well, tell me if you are, Mr Lock,” says Dr Peck. “We have to be truthful with each other if any of this is to work. I assure you that every bit of this is confidential. Even Casey is not privy to this.”

The assistant throws Landon a cold, fleeting glance and dutifully exits the room. Landon imagines her at a table full of girlfriends with iced mochas, chortling away over the Landon Freakshow.

“Anything you want to tell me?” says Dr Peck.

“No.”

“If you don’t mind, I’d like to do a urinalysis and a sperm count— you know, just to rule things out.”

“You think I’m a druggie.”

“Like I said, I hope there is trust between us. It affects the treatment.”

“Well, it could start with you, doctor,” says Landon.

The candour in the response draws a brisk chuckle from Dr Peck, even though he probably doesn’t condone the ill-placed wit. He tears out a chit from his pad and slips it through a little window in the wall. “I’ll prescribe the usual for another week and we’ll reduce the dosage from there. And I’d like to be thorough, so—I’d recommend going ahead with those tests.”

“Bring it on.”

“Thank you,” says the doctor. “Casey will fix your next appointment.”

/ / /

Loewen Lodge basks in white sunlight. Just down the road FourBees has been hoarded up like a walled city, looking hermetic and forbidding. Around it bistros are waking up from their siestas and gearing up for dinner.

From a distance Landon picks out the old man and his usual caregiver. No Clara in sight. Having lost his latest journal to the fire he consults the notes on his mobile and finds the name Pam. He sees them at the lawn, in the shade of an angsana tree. When he goes over to them the old man turns vacantly to him. A glob dribbles from his jaw where three gangly teeth perch precariously in receding gums.

“You must be Pam,” says Landon to the petite caregiver.

“No, I’m Ruby.” She nods at her name-tag.

“I’m sorry,” Landon mutters. “I met another caregiver the other day. Do you know if she is a relative of this man?”

“We have relatives from time to time.”

“Her name’s Clara. She’s a slim young lady with a red knapsack, long black hair.”

“Ah, she visits sometimes.”

Landon pricks up. “When?”

“She doesn’t come on a fixed schedule.”

“Do you know where I can find her?”

“I’m afraid I don’t, sir.”

“I’m quite certain you have a number.”

“Sorry sir, we cannot reveal personal information about our residents.”

Landon rolls his eyes. “I desperately need to contact Clara, a phone number would do.”

Ruby utters an apology. “Perhaps you could speak to the front desk?”

No, thank you. It’s worse than talking to an actual desk.

Now the old man is making raspy hooting noises, as if trying to participate in the conversation. Landon leaves them and storms into the nursing home against a river of wheelchair-bound residents being trundled out to the lawn for their afternoon walk. Under the curious stares of an elderly audience, he walks up to the counter and engages in an acrimonious exchange with the seasoned matron, who threatens to call security if he doesn’t leave.

“Call her for me then.” Landon barks in a dare. “Tell her she wrote me something on a napkin. She’ll know who I am.”

The matron parses with a frown, and then surprises him by leaning over the counter and whispering something to a nervous colleague, who picks up the handset and punches in the numbers. In the waiting silence they hear the Mandarin dialogue of a soap opera from a nearby TV.

“No answer,” the counter lady tells the matron.

“Could I have an email at least?”

The matron holds up her hands. “I’m sorry, you have to leave right now.”

“All right, I’m sorry,” Landon realises his folly and slaps his forehead. “No address, no emails, no phone numbers, right? Could you tell me the probability of her visiting? Once in a fortnight? A month?”

“We don’t know that.” The matron gestures at the door. “Please.”

“Anything would be good. Anything on Clara.” Landon twists his hands together pleadingly. “Anything.”

“You have to leave.”

Desperation rends his heart. He pulls his hands miserably across his face and coughs up a sardonic laugh. Surely they would remember him for this. It’s now or never.

“You don’t understand; she doesn’t have a father.” He struggles to articulate his speech. “That man isn’t her father or grandfather or whoever she might have told you. She has no kin.”

The matron shows him the door. “Please leave.”

Landon raises his voice. “You don’t know who she is!”

The matron ushers him on.

“You don’t know who you’re keeping here!” Landon stops at the door. “You cannot keep anyone you don’t know about!”

“He’s her husband.”

The reply turns Landon cold. “Oh, eat that…” He mutters in disgust.

“Excuse me?”

“Eat your own filthy lies!” He throws off someone’s attempt to hold him. “She doesn’t have a husband! She isn’t supposed to have a bloody husband!”

The matron waves her arm and two liveried men converge upon him. He braces himself against the door frame and prepares for a humiliating grapple. A large hand closes firmly over his arm. He turns and sees John steps placidly past him and holds the door open.

“Sorry for the trouble,” he says, shaking the matron’s hand. “This man is my cousin. He’s been on medication and I think he had a little too much of it.”

The matron looks visibly relieved. She acknowledges his explanation with a sombre nod and looks on as John escorts Landon through a contemplative audience of seniors; their gazes disapproving, their lips pinched.

John crosses a patch of lawn and Landon follows like a guilt-ridden child doddering after a fuming parent. “How did you find me?”

John marches on. He doesn’t speak.

“I said: how did you find me?”

John stops, whips about and jabs an accusing finger at him. “My job’s practically a living hell because you’ve been doing one stupid thing after another. You don’t stay hidden, you don’t stay alive, okay? It’s that simple.”

Landon steeps himself in silence and closes his eyes as breeze passes, hoping it would mollify his rage and appease his demented senses. But in the blackness Hannah’s face appears.

“You’re a wreck, Landon.” John looks him over. “Your eyes look like they’ve got hoods over them.”

“I haven’t been doing anything stupid.”

“Like visiting that doctor of yours? You don’t know what you’ll end up revealing.” John thrusts out his head at him. “Also, cut the profanities, especially to respectable old ladies back there. Profanities discredit you.” Landon says nothing in defence. He gets into John’s car and they cruise down Holland Road. John turns randomly onto an obscure, nameless street. There he pulls up the handbrake, dons his reading glasses and fingers through the contents of a brown envelope.

“How are your burns?” John’s tone suddenly softens.

“Light.”

“The Serum aids in the healing.”

“Good to know.” Landon stares out of the window. “The fire claimed a life and almost took another. Some bodyguard you are.”

“It wasn’t meant to kill you.”

“Sure,” Landon twists his lips to a sardonic scowl. “I’m caught in two explosions and I’m convinced no one’s trying to kill me.”

“One of them now has something to do with you.”

“How’s that?”

“Domestic gas is odourless, if you don’t already know.” John pulls out a satellite photograph and holds it to the daylight. “Vendors made it smell like rotten eggs so people will notice if it leaks. Someone pumped the café full of it and left out the stink.”

Landon tries to conceive numerous possibilities and finds sense in none of them. “I don’t see how someone does that without a murderous intent.”

“It was the café they’re after.” John pulls out another print and hands it to him.

It is a satellite photograph the size of copier paper, monochromatic and of high gloss. Its planar angle depicts something of a construction site, with grids of string or rope drawn across what appeared to be partly-excavated ground.

Landon turns it this way and that. “What am I looking for?”

“Those are archaeological grids,” says John. “We managed to capture it before it went under the tarpaulin. It’s Retrieval.”

“Whatever that means.”

“There are a few stages to a Chronomorph’s lifecycle,” John explains tolerantly. “Retrieval is among the last few. It means they’ve found something on you.”

“What’s the last?”

“Elimination.”

The word delivers a chill but Landon feigns indifference. John takes the photograph from him. “Collateral death is acceptable, so it wouldn’t matter if the fire killed you or not. The Other Side was willing to take a shot at that. I need to know what they were looking for and I was hoping you could shed some light.”

“I’m an amnesiac.”

“They must’ve found something from you. Try to recall if there was anything entrusted to you besides your house. Perhaps at the moment when you received the Serum?”

“I don’t even remember how I got this thing.”

“Please, try.”

Landon’s chest falls in a weary sigh. “It’s just my house.”

“The one at Clacton?”

“I have no other property.”

/ / /

It’s all starting to feel like a dead end. John pauses, studies Landon’s disposition and finds little reason to doubt him. He force himself to consider the possibility that the Serum has been transplanted into him without any connections to the Unknown; and that whoever gave it to him hadn’t been one of the original Chronomorphs in the first place. Factor that into the equation and you get a real conundrum.

From the attention CODEX accords to a case like this it is obvious Landon isn’t the typical, bungling Transplant who had paid his way to longevity in the days when renegade operatives peddled the Serum on the black market as an elixir of life.

This one might turn out to be a rare epitome of the hypothesis that the Unknown isn’t just a myth. And the prospect of it actually excites him.

“How do you know it wasn’t me who saved you?” He couldn’t resist asking. “You know someone I don’t?”

The question appears to have surprised Landon, and John senses hesitation in him, as one yearning to confide but holds back for want of a better confidant.

“The papers said whoever saved me ‘refused accolade for the service he rendered’. That was quite noble of you.” Landon says.

“If this had been a regular job the Commissioner would’ve hauled my ass up to the cameras and made me into fine publicity material. Never believe the papers.”

“I thank you anyway.”

John returns to his documents. “It’s my job.”

“Just being curious,” Landon adds haltingly. “Do you get many— clients?”

“There aren’t enough operatives to Chronies so each operative is usually assigned a few until one of them turns critical.”

“Turns critical?”

“When an SX for him becomes imminent,” John answers. “Sanctioned Extermination.”

Landon winces at the ugly term. “So how many Chronies do you babysit?”

“I had three.” He looks at Landon over his reading glasses. “Now there’s just you.”

The engine starts and they back out onto a larger street. Landon stares broodingly ahead of him. “I was expecting you’d come to the hospital.”

“Couldn’t risk exposure.” He stops at the lights. “You’re wasting your breath if you’re trying to get me to reveal anything. If I were you I’d come clean with whatever I remember. It makes my job a lot easier and lets you live a great deal longer.”

The remark visibly unsettles Landon.

“I have to set up surveillance at your home.” The lights change and he accelerates. “But first, let’s go eat. I’ve been thinking of dosa and sambar all day.”

24

MAY 1961

THE SLUM, A maze of rotting wood and attap, was hemmed between Beo Lane and Bukit Ho Swee Road. Arthur peered over a ditch and there among the wooden stilts was an old, nameless grave submerged in a murky cesspool festering in the sun. The stench of excrement and sewage wafted on the muggy breeze.

Far away to the south, a plume of dark smoke grew against the blue sky—Arthur could see it over the fraying roofs of the ramshackle houses. But it seemed to be bothering no one.

In a coffee shop at Beo Lane loafing youths perched themselves on teak stools and watched the world like a pack of carrion vultures, harrying working-age men on suspicion that they might be a spies of a rival gang or gadfly officials from the Housing Council, seeking to evict families and demolish homes. Arthur was spared this because the lookouts knew him on account of a job he once held at a nearby warehouse.

“Bo dai ji la,” said one of them nasally, referring to the plume of smoke. He had a foot propped on the edge of his stool. “Si Kah Teng eh lang sio pun soh nia la. Bian knia. Wa nang kuah tau kuah beh kuah ho-ho eh.”

It was true. The semi-autonomous slum dwellers, isolated from the Council administration, were rather civic-minded about fires. They even had an alarm system of roving watchmen at night. Despite lacking proper utilities and an effective postal system, the slum had an excellent communications network: a name was all that Arthur had to give to a family residing at the slum’s edge, and that name was relayed from one person to another, frisking children to labouring adults, until at last the name emerged from the tangle of alleys—a gaunt young man clothed in a frumpy singlet that hung emptily off his bony, sunburned shoulders. His hair however, was combed and oiled with liberal amounts of brilliantine.

“You must be Ar-ter,” he proclaimed loudly.

Nearby a few girls snickered. They were returning from a trip to the public tap, water-filled kerosene tins straddled across their small shoulders on bamboo poles. Arthur knew they were sniggering at his name, which meant “pig” in their dialect.

Arthur returned a nod. “I’m here for my documents. Khun said to collect today.”

The skinny young man curled a finger at him. “Ar-ter come, follow me.”

They trekked across bridges of coffin boards that spanned perilously across polluted canals and through alleys too narrow even for motorcycles. Four large pigs foraged in a squalid puddle beside a common latrine. After a series of painted wooden walls they turned a corner and crossed another narrow bridge to the next cluster of houses. Outside one of them two boys poured kerosene over four caged rats and set them alight. Then they upended the cage with a stick and had the flaming critters scurrying to their deaths.

It wasn’t long before Arthur lost track of the number of alleyways they passed or the number of corners they had rounded. The smell of charring grew stronger.

“Is it much farther?” he asked.

“We here,” his guide answered.

Arthur was hustled inside a shack, in which three men sat lunching around a table laden with little dishes of food and a blackened pot of rice porridge. The guide said something in dialect to one of them—a scraggy, dark-skinned man with a coarse gold chain that hung like a shackle around his thin neck. He gave Arthur no more than a quick dart of his eyes as he ate.

It was the guide who spoke. “Khun busy today. He tell me to give you this.”

Arthur took over a brown paper envelope from him. He tipped it and out slid IC renewal documents and a blue passport bearing a coat of arms depicting a lion and a unicorn.

“Did he say where he went?”

“Kio yi mai meng ah ni tsuay la,” the gold-shackled man said tetchily. “Kio yi gia yi e mee knia gin tsao la.”

Arthur looked away. They didn’t know that he comprehended the string of dialect and it was better left that way.

“Maybe gone downtown,” the guide added in an empathetic tone. “If your document okay give me collection money. Forty-five a week.”

“Khun said forty a week for ten weeks,” said Arthur, taking care to sound more surprised than belligerent.

“Forty-five,” said the guide. “Plus interest.”

Even a fool would know better than to fuss with the yobs of the Twenty-Four Society. In a spot like this you just had to know your way around, and Arthur came prepared. The extra five dollars were meant for them and it had always been that way. Bastards. Grudgingly he shoved a roll of notes into the guide’s open hand and trudged up the alleyway from which he came.

Or did he?

Fifty yards into the maze Arthur realised he was lost. He stood in the middle of the alley like a rock between streams of kampong folks going about their business in a shade of unspoken apprehension. The distant column of smoke was still rising, and it had widened considerably such that it gave its end of the sky a stormy hue.

A squad of volunteer firefighters appeared from around a street corner. They were young men in their teens, some of whom bore red tin buckets and hooked poles that were used to dislodge burning attap roofs. A last man was dragging a partly reeled fire hose with its end burnt away. They were sooty and soaked.

The buzz of human activity amassed around the battered firefighters. The nest was stirred. Following a brief exchange of words the crowd hurriedly dispersed, scurrying in all directions in a sort of organised panic. Messages were hollered and relayed. Ablebodied men sprang into action fetching pails and empty kerosene tins. Nearby a group of caterwauling women began trundling out children and cast-iron sewing machines.

A southerly wind carried an acrid odour, and Arthur knew for certain that a conflagration was underway. Someone ran into his shoulder; the tides of panic were pouring into the alleys. At the base of the smoke column Arthur saw sporadic flashes of orange—his first glimpse of the flames.

He folded the documents securely into his pocket and packed himself into the growing lines of fleeing folks, certain that they would lead him out. Behind him another pail-wielding firefighting squad began dousing the attap roofs with water. Farther south he saw steam rising.

The lines led him around a bend, possibly towards the direction of Delta Circus. Just ahead an old woman joined the human river, her arms wrapped around two live hens. Somewhere in the middle a family rolled out bulky furniture and halted the flow. Hysteria spread amongst the fleeing folks as powerful updrafts hurled zinc roofing sheets into the sky. Close behind, flames raged over the roofs of doomed homes. Heavy black smoke suffocated everything in billows of umbral gloom.

Waves of frenetic jostling shoved Arthur onto the threshold of an abandoned, ramshackle home where he spotted a peculiarity. Amidst a clutter of greasy rags and wicker baskets, a bundle of blue chequered cloth moved. Then a corner of the cloth fell away to reveal a small, pudgy hand.

The discovery frightened him and the panic Arthur thought he had under control surged forth. He began hollering in a mixture of English and dialect and pointing to the infant. But few paid attention.

A passing woman responded, “Nei fai di pou houi zhao le! Ngor dou mm ji bin gor hai hui ke lou-mou.”

She had a baby on her back and two young children clutching her trousers. Arthur was burdened by nothing. He scooped the bundle into his arms. It felt light. Parting the swaddle, he found an emaciated toddler with ribs showing, limp as a stringed puppet and clothed in nothing but a pair of brown shorts.

To the right, a group of men tore away a large section of attap roof in the hope of creating a firebreak, but instead sent flames billowing from a burning structure behind it. Arthur pressed the child to his chest and ran himself up against the wall of fleeing folks. A few of them tripped over their own possessions. They hustled to pick them up and were quickly left behind. Explosions rang out from the kitchen of another house when the fire got to its kerosene stock. Flames rolled over a window and ravenously consumed its attap roof. Against declining visibility Arthur tried in vain to locate his bearings. He knew nothing of the route except that they were now shuffling towards higher terrain.

An explosion engulfed the Beo Lane warehouses to a barrage of screams. Livestock, corralled and doomed, squawked and bleated into the streams of fleeing folks. Farther ahead looters carted rice and crates of tinned milk and canned food out of provision shops.

The torrent of fleeing folks poured into the safety of Havelock Road and Arthur found himself deposited on the sidewalk. The road was choked with the cars of rubbernecking drivers, who hadn’t realised they were obstructing the arriving fire trucks. A curious crowd lined the skeletal structures of unfinished flats at the nearby Ma Kau Tiong estate as if the fiery spectacle were a football game.

A lone fire truck roared by and stopped just yards behind Arthur. Firemen, dressed in their khakis and black helmets, leapt from the vehicle with hoses and pickaxes. Men ran up to render assistance, unknowingly obstructing them. Tearful youths and women paraded the length of the road, clutching their salvaged possessions and grieving for those lost to the flames.

For two hours Arthur peddled the toddler like merchandise amongst the families until he was convinced that it would yield nothing. By then his throat was dry and his arm throbbed with a sour ache. A policeman he approached wouldn’t take the toddler and instead instructed him to wait at a holding area.

Frustration got the better of him. For an instant he contemplated abandoning the toddler on the sidewalk but a faint wheezing cry startled him back to his senses. When the fire reached Havelock Road he gave up his search and boarded an army truck that took them to a school at Kim Seng Road. Standpipes had been erected behind a classroom block, where children washed and frolicked like wartime refugees.

A series of registration stands offered re-registration for anyone who had lost their papers in the fire. A quick idea seized Arthur: He could get the child registered as the next surrogate before surrendering him to the authorities. With the renewal documents an identity from the toddler would buy him another thirty years before he had to switch.

But the man at the desk nixed that plan when he told Arthur that the child was too young to be registered, and that he would have to be taken to a crèche from which his parents would be notified to collect him.

Grudgingly Arthur went to the crèche, only to find that it was full.

“Especially at these times,” said the crèche man. He was sitting behind an old counter of lacquered wood that smelled bitter and fusty. “Just two years back we got a whole lot of them when kampong Tiong Bahru burned down.”

“But he’s a fire victim.” Arthur held the toddler up. “He’s got to live somewhere.”

“With his parents.” The man pushed his heavy black-framed glasses up his nose. “Until he is proven to be orphaned the others get priority. You could choose to be registered as an interim guardian until he’s claimed by her parents. Or you can come back in a day or two. There might be a vacancy then. Who knows?”

The crèche man directed Arthur to a bench where he could wait in case the parents should turn up. Arthur, crestfallen, flinched at a warm and moist sensation around his thigh on which the child rested. He hoisted the child up by the armpits and his head lolled and dropped over a shoulder. In that posture the child strained to look at Arthur and broke into an adorable beaver-smile that revealed only his upper and lower incisors. Not only did he seem unusually floppy, his right leg was also perceptibly shorter than the left.

Two hours into the wait it occurred to Arthur that no one would probably want to claim the child.

/ / /

It was almost midnight by the time Arthur got to Hannah’s rented room in a shophouse along Petain Road. Arthur crouched low and duck-walked along the sidewalk with the child in his arms until he got behind a tree. In the tenebrous light of a streetlamp he watched Khun light a cigarette and the hungry glow of its tip and the stream of grey-blue smoke. He felt dastardly; there was no reason why he should be hiding from the pimp. He just didn’t want to deal with him any more than he needed to.

Fortunately Khun did not linger. After his Beetle passed beyond sight Arthur ran across the road and pattered up the narrow stairway that led to a single door at the top of it. His steps resounded so loudly that the door flew open before he even got to it. Hannah, dressed in a modest set of nightclothes, stood at the doorway and regarded him with displeasure.

“What on earth are you doing here?” She folded her arms. Her hair, straight and parted at the centre, was bound low behind her nape.

“You leaving me out here with a baby?” Arthur panted, as he pushed past her.

He came to a small room sparsely furnished with a bed, a couch, a hardy little shelf with a few books and a small closet. He sank into the green and white cushions of the couch and allowed the toddler to doze in the crook of his arm. From a record drifted the words of a song softly playing:

I’m discontented with homes that are rented

So I have invented my own

Darling this place is a lover’s oasis

Where life’s weary chase is unknown

Far from the cry of the city

Where flowers pretty caress the stream

Cozy to hide in, to live side by side in

Don’t let it abide in my dream

Arthur wagged his finger beside his ear. “Something very familiar about that song.”

Hannah closed the door behind her. “I told you not to come here.”

“You said to see you right after I got the papers.”

“Not here. You could’ve called.”

“I met your guest on the way in,” Arthur said. “Was it because of him?”

Hannah rolled her eyes but made no reply.

“Did you sleep with him?”

“That’s audacious of you.”

“Did you?”

“It was business.” Hannah’s gaze was icy and unflinching. “You read too much into our friendship.”

“Then why are you helping me?”

“Sympathy,” said Hannah. “I was also a vagrant once.”

“Vagrant?” said Arthur, his tone dripping with disdain. “You don’t know me, Hannah.”

“And you don’t know how to stay out of things.”

“Can I date you?”

“No.”

“Why?”

Hannah’s eyes flitted down to the bundle in his arms. “What’s with the baby?”

“From an earlier marriage.”

“Not in the mood for jokes, Arthur.”

Arthur told Hannah about how he had found the child at the fire and that he had decided to keep him because the crèche didn’t want him.

“That’s stupid of you,” said Hannah.

“You don’t know children, Hannah.”

“I don’t like children.”

“Poor thing.” Arthur gently rocked the bundle. “When death becomes imminent we prepare ourselves for it. Children cry their eyes out till death takes them. It’s very heart-breaking.”

“Where’re the papers?” Hannah broke in as soon as he had finished, apparently with the intention of changing the subject.

He handed them to her and watched her swallow, as if with emotion. She checked the edges, bent it a little and felt its printed text. “Looks like Khun didn’t cut corners this time round,” she said, sniffing it. “I wanted to make sure the base was transferred off a real one. It’s a nightmare to replicate the watermark and most copiers make a good mess of it. Once the colonials pull out you’re going to need them to exchange for a legitimate one. It’s going to be anytime now, with the talks about merger and all.”

“Glad to know.”

“Bottom line,” Hannah held him in her sight. “Never put yourself in a position where your past might be dug up and scrutinised.”

Arthur took time to admire her sombre visage. “You’re one beautiful, naggy old hag. But I’ll bear that in mind.”

Just then the child, distressed by the heat from Arthur’s body, started whimpering.

“You got something I could use as a nappy? He wet his pants an hour ago.”

Hannah went to the closet and returned with a few safety pins and a small towel. Arthur’s feeble attempt at rocking failed to work and the child was becoming increasingly upset. His mouth popped open and out came a muted cry that sounded like asthmatic wheezing. With an air of authority Hannah took the child over, pulled off the shorts and began dusting the child’s bottom with talcum powder and wrapping the towel over it.

“What do you reckon we should do with him?” Arthur asked.

Hannah’s fingers worked deftly. “Nothing. Take him back.”

“Aw, Hannah, have a heart. He’s so cute.”

“Get his birth registered,” she said, her tone laced with unmistakable sarcasm. “Forge an identity in case you want to ditch you current one.”

“Funny you should bring that up,” said Arthur, looking rather uncertain of himself. “I don’t see the sense in that. What’s going to happen to him when I become him?”

“Erased,” Hannah answered coldly. “However you do it as long as it’s clean.”

“You don’t mean that.”

Hannah looked away and confessed: “No, I don’t.”

/ / /

It was unwise of Hannah to have spoken so spitefully. The conversation triggered the same painful memories. She’d like to think it was a mistake—someone else’s, not hers. Someone had paid dearly for it and she had nothing to do with it. But the truth was that she never managed to convince herself of it.

After she pinned the towel in place Arthur held up the child by the armpits and inspected her work. “You’re very good at this.”

“Are you going to name him?” said Hannah.

“I don’t know yet. Suggestions?”

“Langdon.”

Arthur chuckled. “Where did you get that?”

From the shelf beside the couch Hannah pulled out an old hardback book titled The Fifth Column by John Langdon-Davis. “He’s got three names,” she said. “Pick one. But I think you might end up looking like a Langdon.”

“Before I consult the experts on an auspicious Chinese name I think I shall name him Poppy,” said Arthur.

“Like hell you will.”

Arthur flipped over the sodden pair of shorts and there at its back was a large red poppy flower with a black core of velvet. “There, written all over his bum.”

“That’s a girl’s name.”

“It’s a cute name for a toddler,” said Arthur.

“When he grows up he’ll hate you for it.”

“Suits him. Poppy the Floppy.”

Hannah broke out a brief smile, which swiftly receded behind a mask of deliberate sobriety. “Actually it might be nice to have a child.”

Arthur leapt at that. “Really? We could raise him together.”

“He’s yours, Arthur.” Hannah got up and gathered whatever she had brought out from the closet for the nappy change. “Didn’t you see his legs? I never wanted a cripple.”

Her remark ruined the mood between them. In the silence she watched Arthur rock Poppy to sleep. This time the soporific charm seemed to work. The discomfort in Poppy’s face eased, and his lids soon grew heavy.

She unrolled a blanket on the floor beside the couch. “Lay him here, so he doesn’t fall and hurt himself. You can take the couch.”

Arthur was rocking the child and pacing around the room, humming the only lullaby he knew.

“Only for tonight,” she added. “You have to leave in the morning, with the child.”

Arthur didn’t reply. He was pretending he didn’t hear her, she knew. But she saw no need to press the point that she couldn’t deal with another child in her life. He cuddled the child and peered adoringly into his sleeping face. “Oh, the poor boy,” he whispered, gently stroking a cheek with the back of his finger. “He’s so tired.”

25

VIGIL

JOHN PRAYED FOR the first time in years. He did it kneeling at the farthest end of the empty worship hall, hidden between pews. He was silent, not out of reverence, but because he did not know how to begin. He kept his eyes closed, and in the darkness he knew he was talking to God somewhat cognitively, lamenting about his plight and his fears. But no words came to his lips. The guilt of hypocrisy had sealed them. It had been many years since he came to church.

“I could help,” a voice said softly. “With your permission.”

John’s eyes flashed open. An elderly Reverend had sat down next to him. In ordinary circumstances he would’ve noticed if someone came this close. He stared at the Reverend melancholically as he slowly recovered his composure. His back was humbly hunched, but it still loomed large and formidable against the Reverend’s frail frame.

“Bowen, right?” said the Reverend. He had small, smiling eyes and thin, ducky lips. His hair was thick and silver and neatly parted. “You are Ginn’s husband, aren’t you? Did I get your name right? Bowen?”

“Yes,” said John. He left it that way. It was onerous to explain otherwise.

The Reverend shook his hand. “I never forget a face.”

“It’s been a long time.”

The Reverend’s eyes glinted with a tinge of humour. “Did Ginn pester you into coming?”

“As a matter of fact, yes,” said John.

They moved on to talking about Fanny’s treatments and how brave Ginn had been by teaching Sunday school to perfectly normal, albeit rascally bunch of kids while coming to terms with the needs of her own special child. They spoke about how Ginn, in her bid to dispel fears over Fanny’s deformity, had explained to inquisitive young children that the growing lump on Fanny’s head held special powers that would make everyone around her stronger than they thought they could be.

The men broke into laughter, which ebbed quickly into a cheerless silence.

“It is always difficult for a prodigal son to utter the first words to a welcoming father,” said the Reverend. “And knowing he has been forgiven only makes it harder.”

“It’s pretty much the way you put it.”

“The last time we met I recall you were in the police force.”

“You have a good memory, Reverend. I still am.”

“May I ask if your job is part of the reason?”

“Everything.” John polished his face wearily in his hands. “I can’t get out of it and I can’t really speak about it. Nothing else would give me that kind of insurance for Ginn and Fanny.”

“It’s hard,” the Reverend agreed. “And I’m not talking you out of it as long as it’s legitimate. Render unto Caesar what’s Caesar’s, and to God what is God’s. You are doing a beautiful thing for your family.”

“Thank you,” said John. “Ginn told me you’ve got two sons yourself.”

“Missionaries,” the Reverend replied. “They have families in Delhi and Bangalore. Both are earning peanuts but the Lord provides.”

John smiled with him, nodding. “I admire your passion. It’s a small church, so I don’t suppose we give much in offerings.”

“It works better,” said the Reverend. “I prefer many small churches to a large one; that way you get to know your church more intimately. Money’s not such a big thing once you learn to live humbly. It’s actually quite liberating.”

“Just the other day,” John said, thumbing across his shoulder at an imaginary person, “a colleague told me he spent thirty-K on a wine appreciation trip to a Grand Crux vineyard in Bordeaux,” he interrupted himself with a laugh. “I didn’t tell him I spent thirty-K on Fanny’s fourth surgery.

“Another told me about the northern lights he saw at Ivalo, Finland. That’s his third vacation in a year. He went to Santorini in spring and the Bahamas in summer. Ginn reminded me last week that we haven’t been to the cinema in three years.”

The Reverend listened.

“The faith is inside me.” John bit his lower lip in careful thought. “I know it all comes to that at the end—faith alone, however you try to reason. I have no qualms in accepting the love Christ has for me but I can’t stop myself from questioning. Why us? Why Fanny?” John exhaled lengthily. “I overcame my doubts, Reverend. But I can’t overcome my bitterness.”

The Reverend spent a moment in thought before he spoke. “Ginn is a very wise woman. There are things in life that bring out the unseen strength in people. It is such strength that stirs and inspires courage and hope, and above all these people reflect a love that the world doesn’t recognise. There are those who think we’re comforting ourselves by saying such things but seriously what do they know?”

“If I had the choice I’d gladly give this strength to others,” said John.

“It is a profound subject, Bowen,” said the Reverend. “People think they rule fate by making choices; they think they must always be allowed to choose even though they don’t have a clue how their life will turn out or how it must end. But you can do something about it while you’re at it. In that way you can’t blame everything on a predestined life. It’s like being assured of your salvation and not being complacent about it.

“Instead you work at it because you know it has to be that way, because you know about gratitude. When it comes to predestination you either condemn yourself right from the beginning or work the best out of uncertainties.”

“Working out your salvation.” John surprised himself with his ability to conjure a vague memory of it. “Philippians.”

“With fear and trembling,” the Reverend added approvingly. “Philippians two-twelve. It’s about being certain of what you’ve been assured of.”

“With my family and the job I have I don’t know what I’m assured of anymore.”

The Reverend regarded John with a tilt of his head and an air of paternal fondness. “I see tons of courage and strength in you, Bowen. You keep going despite the odds; a day, a minute, a second at a time, never expecting too much and hoping for nothing in return except an assurance of joy at the end of everything. The one who spurns such simple faith as religious nonsense will never learn of its strength. And the one who lives by it touches hearts and souls. Believe me. I’ve seen so many.”

John gave a contemplative nod. “Thank you, Reverend.”

“Now with your permission, Bowen, allow me pray to with you.”

/ / /

John adjusts a spherical device at the corner of Landon’s bedroom where the walls and ceiling meet. One of the components of his surveillance system that disperses a nano-cloud around the property, allowing John to remotely scan every detail of any intruders within a half-mile search radius.

The bedroom is poorly lit from the single bulb. He surveys the room and studies the old bookshelf from which he had nicked a journal on his first night here. It holds Landon’s collected consciousness, saved on ink and paper. And that consciousness contains the answers to many secrets if one knows where to look. It suddenly occurs to him that whoever left the message had wanted him to know that CODEX might have already found what it was looking for.

He comes down the ladder to find Landon crouching by his poster bed, lighting his kerosene lamp. The wavering flame throws strange shadows across his face. The filmy curtains by the shuttered window sway to a night breeze that carries the scent of rain.

“The whole place could go up in flame with that,” says John.

“I don’t know why you’re doing this if you’re not staying.” Landon carefully replaces the glass vitrine. “Where will you be when they go off? I’d be long dead by then.”

“Someone will be here.” John rummages through his backpack, replaces a few coils of wiring, and starts running diagnostics on his egg-shaped chromium device. It is now lit with many colours, and a part of it bleeds into a touchpad with numbers and dials.

“I recall someone pricking my finger with that thing,” says Landon.

John looks up at him. “What did he look like?”

“Burly fellow. Think he’s got a bad eye. Sorry, can’t remember beyond that.”

John holds up the chromium egg as if to scan the air around him. “Whoever possesses this thing is a CODEX operative,” he says. “It means someone else has made contact.”

“From the Other Side?”

“Possibly.”

“What is it?”

“An omnicron.” John answers. The smallness of the device makes him look like a hunched ogre in the shadowy illumination.

“It records everything within a sphere of influence—like a black box. Chronicles events three-dimensionally through a nanocloud that picks up unseen details a video recording doesn’t, like the stuff in pockets and whoever’s standing behind you, around you. Serum technology.”

“How exactly does the Serum work?”

“It embeds itself in the host body and alters its cellular composition. Then it starts a morphological process that spreads like a cancer. But instead of killing you it renews your cellular composition and ends up slowing the ageing process.”

Landon stares at the glimmering piece. “You could make good money with it.”

John puts away the omnicron. “With the right programming the Serum has been observed to reverse the effects of many deadly ailments. Cancers, tumours, you name it. If I had the choice I’d put my daughter through the trials. But it’s so hushed up we can’t roll out its medical benefits despite knowing about them.”

“What happened to your daughter?”

“Neuroblastoma.”

“What’s that?”

“Check it up on the internet.” John makes it clear from his tone that the conversation ends here.

“I’m sorry to hear.” Landon tucks his hands in his pockets and scratches the back of his ear, as he habitually does whenever he feels tenuous about something. “I thought if you’re part of this conspiracy maybe you could help me with my identity problem. I’m beginning to look a little too young for someone over fifty.”

“CODEX has got all eyes on you now. A new identity won’t hide you.”

“I guessed. It’s just so hard these days.”

“It’s always been hard,” says John. “In the old days when we had censuses and registration ordinances CODEX had systems in place to make sure identities were as legit as they could. They had this crackpot idea of getting Chronomorph-operatives to raise a child as their own, have them registered with a legitimate identity and then take it over when it matured.”

“What happened to the child then?”

“Silenced.”

A profanity slips from Landon’s lips. “Where did they get them? They couldn’t possibly have abducted all of them?”

“Orphanages. It’s easy if CODEX ran it. They worked like farms.”

“Isn’t it easier to forge documents?”

John coils a length of cable and shakes his head. “They thought forging documents left trails, involved too many greased hands. It was supposedly easier to dispose of bodies. No one would bother with twenty or thirty missing children when there were hundreds of homeless corpses out on the streets.”

“Bloody nefarious… when did this happen?”

“At the turn of the century. It didn’t last. They called it off after a fifteen-year trial. One generation. It was a wrong move but what’s new? History’s full of wrong moves and innocent killings. Like I said—cracked.”

“Cracked as hell,” Landon says.

John bends over to zip up a compartment in his backpack and a pair of dog-tags strung with a silver cross jangle out of his shirt. He grabs them and shoves them back in.

“I didn’t know you were religious,” Landon gibes. “For spiritual protection? Or to profess your faith?”

“Neither,” says John. “It reminds me of who I am.”

“A holy man?”

“A follower of Christ.” John corrects. “Rather, I’m trying to be one.”

“Did you do it to please someone? Your wife?”

“It grew into a conviction.”

“My mother used to talk like that,” says Landon. “Couldn’t remember much of it but I always thought that’s what this thing’s supposed to do—gets you hooked.”

John shakes his head, points to his temple. “You have to work in a lot of sense to get yourself into it.”

“Why even bother?”

“Because I’m convinced it’s the truth.”

“Truth is what you make of it,” says Landon. “And faith is always blind.”

John slings his backpack over his shoulder. “How blind is mine, do you think?”

“Very. If it isn’t empirically justified.”

John gives a slight sigh, as if he is about to launch into an explanation he has repeated many times over. “You’re making the mistake of assuming that faith and the empirical negate each other. In reality they don’t. There is a kind of Truth unattainable by the empirical. That’s where faith comes in.”

Landon shrugs. “All believers claim their brand of mumbo jumbo is Truth.”

“I’ve got the only mumbo jumbo telling us we’re so depraved that it’s the Almighty who had to make the first move by nailing himself to a piece of wood for our damned sakes so we won’t burn in hell. If there truly is a God you would’ve expected this much of him, wouldn’t you?”

Landon pulls out a pipe from his pocket and tries to light it with shaky fingers. “It’s the first time I heard you curse,” he says. “You said ‘damned’.”

“I promised Ginn I’d cut back on it. And the cigarettes.”

“Ginn your wife?”

“No, a prehistoric relative.”

Landon chuckles and ejects a stream of smoke. “I almost believed you.”

John checks his watch, picks up two black briefcases and shoulders past him on his way out. “I’ll be remotely observing the property so don’t call me at the slightest shadow or sound. It’s just a precaution, nothing more.”

Somehow John’s reassurance sounds like juvenile wheedling. Landon examines the hardy little transmitter in his hand and surveys the length of wires running across the ceiling and corridor, and the tiny red lights of sensors and monitors planted amongst the antiquated clutter. Someone is out to murder him and the reality of it hits him like molten surf.

“I’ll see myself out.” John raises a hand in farewell and treads soundlessly downstairs.

/ / /

Landon doesn’t follow. He stands morosely by the doorway of his bedroom, pipe in hand. The screech of a car engine rises and falls away into silence. Against the stillness he hears the ticking of the clock. It reads one in the morning. A gust of wind fills the curtains. A few minutes later, the first drops of rain amplify into a downpour. He rushes over to the windows and slams them shut. He checks all the rooms and makes it doubly certain that all openings are latched and doors locked. Twice he conducts a tour of the house and finds a note on the dining table:

You forgot our durian date.

Left you a pack and some mangosteens in the fridge. I drop by tomorrow night with nasi lemak from Boon Lay market. Hope you feeling better. Very worried when I saw accident on TV—Cheok.

He berates himself and promises to make it up. As a final measure he tucks a kitchen knife under his mattress and another beneath his pillow. He reads a few journal entries by lamplight. Even then the adrenaline continues coursing through his body, denying him sleep. Over the next hour he leafs through the pages, paying particular attention to entries from the 1960s.

One entry describes a visit to the Van Kleef aquarium with a child on his fourth birthday. The child was given a tin of biscuits and ended up sharing them with whoever came his way because he wanted the empty tin more than anything else. They devoured sugared ice balls and watched the bumboats off Clifford Pier at dusk, then they romped about the lawn and fired off firecrackers left over from the Lunar New Year celebrations. The accounts of the child ended abruptly in March 1965.

And the memory of that fateful day surfaces.

Landon presses the journal to his chest and a teardrop smudges the ink. “Oh Poppy…” He shudders with waves of grief. “I’m so, so sorry…”

26

MAY 1955

FOUR ROWS OF women, most of whom were driven by penury, knelt on burlap sacks and sorted coffee beans by their colour and appearance. The beans lay in furrows on the warehouse floor, and the women would remove defective ones not picked up during hulling. Everyone worked quietly.

The sounds of the riot came from afar—a cacophony of Mandarin slogans and frightful, belligerent shouting. They ebbed and flowed like roars from a distant football game. When they fell away that meant the water jets were being employed. If the rioters took their cause here they’d torch the slums and the police wouldn’t lift a finger. It would only have been convenient.

A round of irascible shouting sounded unnervingly close. The workers looked so nervous that Arthur decided to send them home while there was still daylight. He then chained up the large barn-doors just as the exterior came alive with the clatter of booted feet, accompanied by the hollow shrill of a police whistle. The din drove Arthur behind a timber column below the mezzanine deck. A shape rushed across the vertical slits between sheets of zinc cladding.

He picked up a shovel and hid in a shadowed corner. The chained doors erupted in a hail of frantic pounding.

Indecision gnawed at him, and as he dithered the pounding fell to a series of slow, infuriated beats. Arthur wanted to harden his heart and wait it out, hoping that the rioter would give up. But a pang of pity drove him to approach the door.

His hesitation made him clumsy, and he knocked the shovel over. The noise gave him away, and the pounding at the door rose in tenacity. He held his breath. It could be an entire gang for all he knew. But having decided that he did not stand on the side of the police, he unchained the door.

The stranger leapt in like a gust of wind, dressed in a shirt, a bandana and a pair of oversized slacks. Before Arthur could react the stranger closed the doors and threaded the chain through them.

“Lock,” he demanded, his voice muffled behind a damp towel that obscured half of his face. At first it felt like the stranger was calling his name, then Arthur felt the padlock in his hand and quickly thrust it out.

At the snap of the lock the stranger withdrew from the door and watched another menagerie of shapes fleet by, accompanied by more whistle shrills and shouting. When the commotion ebbed the stranger pulled off the bandana and surprised Arthur by shaking free a headful of long, damp locks.

“Hannah,” she said with a huff, lifting her flushed, sweaty cheeks.

He shook her hand. Her slender fingers were soft and cold to the touch.

“They killed a policeman.” She slumped onto a sack. “Torched him alive in his car. I heard they beat the hell out of a man somewhere near Alexandra Circus.”

Arthur found no reason to speak, so he listened.

“It pissed them off,” she swung her hair from one shoulder to the other and wrung water out of them. “They chased us down and whipped us with everything they’ve got. They turned back at the edge of Bukit Ho Swee though; wouldn’t risk following us into the alleys.”

“Hmm.”

“Some rioters got shit for brains,” she groused. “A chap was wounded by a gunshot, I told them to get him to a doctor but they refused, preferring instead to parade him around the crowds till he died. He was what—seventeen? Don’t think they’re here for the cause. They just joined up for fun.”

Arthur finally got his voice back. “What business have you with them?”

“Anti-colonialism,” said Hannah. “I don’t care much for the Hock Lee drivers but if part of the cause goes to merdeka, count me in. I held banners for them and performed some dances in the morning to cheer them on. Joined in the march until things turned ugly.”

“You’re from one of those Chinese schools.”

“Joined the student movement in ‘53.”

“You speak very good English for a Chinese-ed.”

“Thank you,” said Hannah. “And you don’t look very Chinese yourself.”

“I have a bit of everything.”

Hannah pouted and gave a nod of disinterest. She sniffed the air and picked up a handful of coffee beans from a sack beside her. “What kind?”

“Lintong Arabica,” Arthur replied. “From Sumatra.”

“Can you tell by smelling them?”

“Of course.”

“You can?” Hannah’s eyes grew wide. “No.”

Arthur shrugged.

“Where did you learn to speak English?” she asked.

“The free Malay school provided by the British.”

“That was a very long time ago.” The suspicion in Hannah’s tone rang sharp. “You must be older than you look. Are you a local?”

“Yes.”

“You got identification?”

“Why should I show it to you?”

“You haven’t got any?” It didn’t sound like a question.

He felt demeaned. “I’m not obliged to answer.”

“Then don’t.” Hannah held him in a haughty stare. “But I want to thank you for what you did. Drop by at the Chinese middle school along Goodman Road at four pm tomorrow.”

“What are we doing?”

“Just come.”

Arthur tried to appear indifferent to her offer. “It’s near where I live.”

Hannah tilted her head the other way and ran her fingers through her hair. “So where do you live?”

“Clacton Road.”

“Ah.” Hannah stood up and headed for the exit. In seconds the lock snapped open in her hands and the chains rolled off the door. She stole a look outside and winked at Arthur over her shoulder. “Don’t be late then.”

/ / /

The Chinese middle school was a sprawling compound of oblong classroom blocks of whitewashed concrete capped with Chinese hipped roofs. It had a field and a miniature lake stippled with duckweed, hyacinths and lotus pads. A concrete architrave framed the school gates and bore its name in calligraphic Mandarin ideograms.

Arthur found the gates latched and locked. After waiting for half an hour he resolved to leave; it was then he noticed what appeared to be coffee beans laid out along the roadside kerb, at intervals where one bean was just within visual range of another. He picked them up as he went and found that they led him to a point of entry—a part of the chain-link fence that had come loose.

The coffee trail now skirted a water-damaged quadrangle and stretched on to the foot of a classroom block. There it led up a staircase flanked by concrete screens tessellated in motifs of clouds and bats. He scaled four flights of steps before the trail ended at a corridor below the overhanging roof eaves. It ran on beside a series of decrepit rooms choked full of dusty furniture, cardboard props, old fabrics and other worthless items. From the depths of these cryptic spaces drifted the haunting melody of Romance Anónimo.

It was being played on a guitar in a halting, amateurish manner. Arthur followed it to the end of the corridor and found Hannah seated before a mountain of plastic chairs beside the stairwell.

“Late,” came her laconic greeting. She was in uniform—a clean white blouse and light brown skirt. She looked very good in them.

“It took me a while to figure out your candy trail.”

“Excuses.” Hannah put away her guitar. “Sit down.” She gestured at one of the empty chairs near him, some flecked with old paint and dusty with chalk. As soon as Arthur sat down she said, “So what coffee beans are those?”

Arthur took a whiff of the heap in his hand. “Regular stuff.”

“Not hard to tell by my gainful employment of them.”

“A blend,” Arthur took another whiff. “Mostly robusta. Indonesia, Lampung maybe.”

“Astounding. I’m impressed.”

“Thank you.” Arthur gave a gracious bow of his head. “You’re pretty astounding yourself at picking locks.”

Hannah slow-blinked her eyes and pressed her lips into a deliberate, pensive smile. Apparently she had no intention of responding to Arthur’s shifty commendation. It was obvious that he had suspected something.

“I thought school’s closed?” he added. Her stare was lingering too long for comfort.

“It is.”

“Why are you in uniform?”

“Had to look convincing. Makes it easier for me to leave home.”

“You mean to your parents?”

Hannah shrugged. “Whoever stupid enough to be fooled. School’s the safest place there is during a curfew. Do you like my little hideout?”

“It’s decent.”

“You don’t recognise me, do you?” said Hannah.

Arthur’s heart made a pleasant leap. He did not expect the question and for a moment his mind stalled. “Have we met?”

Hannah suddenly exuded an air of insouciance. “Perhaps as passing strangers.”

“I’m sorry, I don’t remember well.”

“Don’t be.” Hannah chirped with her chin in her hand. She crossed her fair, slender legs and started flexing an ankle habitually and went on looking cheekily at him.

Arthur basked in this, the company of a lovely stranger, but he was increasingly flummoxed over what was going on. “So what are we doing here?”

“You’re expecting a kiss? Perhaps something more?”

Arthur’s ears turned hot.

“I’m in the identity business,” said Hannah, now appearing rather pompous and impish about it. “I thought I could get you one.”

Arthur had to concede that her admission disappointed him.

Hannah put her chin back into her hands. “Are you an illegal immigrant?”

“No.”

“Born and bred here?”

“Yes.”

“Liar,” said Hannah. “You would’ve got yourself an identity when the registration ordinance came about in ‘48.”

Arthur had rehearsed for such conversations. “I got a registration of live birth back in ‘38. When the ordinance came about they told me I was too young to register, since I was under twelve and without a guardian. I tried again when I was fifteen but they rejected me because they said my birth registration was nothing more than a hospital record and that they’ve received too many forgeries to believe my story.”

“How old are you, exactly?”

“Seventeen.”

“You don’t look seventeen.”

“I take it as a compliment.”

“Don’t take it too far.”

Arthur threw out his arms a display of helplessness. “They wanted someone else who could validate my identity before they’d have me registered. When I told them my entire family died in the war they told me to get a guardian who would do so.”

“Rotten colonial administration,” Hannah griped, mumbling. “Then again, a live birth registration isn’t proof of identity. If the police catch you in the vicinity of any riots they’ll label you a commie and have you arrested.”

“With the way I look?” Arthur touched a finger to his nose. “You can’t be serious.”

“Eurasians aren’t off the list,” said Hannah. “Communism ranks as the highest threat to the region after the Japanese. They’ll still put you through a nice long interrogation and once they discover you’re without an identity they’d have you deported to China. But I could offer some help to fix this.”

Arthur listened glumly. The romantic prospect of the encounter was vanishing like mist in the sun. What better place to hold such surreptitious conversation than the old attic of a closed school at the break of curfew? Hannah was simply being practical. A kiss would’ve made his day. Even a braided friendship band would help. At least it would’ve suggested a beginning. But Hannah, as he had suspected, wasn’t what she seemed.

“So you accepting my help or not?” said Hannah.

“You can get me an identity?”

“Of course. It’s my business.”

“All right.”

Hannah smiled sweetly and rose to her feet.

“Where’re we going?”

“Lavender Street.”

Arthur frowned. “The red light district?”

“No one’s going to ask questions, Arthur.” Hannah surveyed him, somewhat contemptuously, from head to toe. “You look far too mellowed for anyone to believe you’re an underage seventeen-year-old.”

/ / /

In contrast to her earlier vivacity Hannah did not speak a word throughout the journey. They went along Lavender Street and turned into the red-light district of Jalan Besar. Hannah hooked her arm around the crook of Arthur’s. Her skin felt cool and smooth even in the humid equatorial air. “Sorry if this makes you a pervert,” she said, brushing hair from her face. “We’re less conspicuous this way.”

Arthur’s heart sank deeper. No one would be in the identity business if they weren’t swindling tramps. And if she was indeed one he would’ve done better to reject her offer right where they met at the warehouse and dispense with this stupid romantic charade. Now he couldn’t turn back because he didn’t like things turning ugly, not when it came to relationships. He hobbled on beside her like a leashed puppy and wondered if he should’ve just paid for a night’s worth of her services and been done with it. The thought repulsed him immediately.

The main street had the usual complement of shabby shophouses and wholesale businesses. But the Jalan Besar junction, with its garish lighting and hoary tenements, offered lewd prospects for the night. Shuttered windows were thrown open, where powdered women lifted their skirts and adjusted their stockings and nylon underwear.

Men—locals and tourists—shopped for the night’s company. And when they started taking an interest in Hannah, Arthur tightened his grip around her arm.

They turned a corner and a few tipsy sailors called out to her, “Hoy there tidy love, we got four huge willies looking out for ya and we’ll triple what he’s payin’ ya!”

“Too early to be drinking, twits,” Hannah replied. “You won’t last the night.”

They left the catcalls behind them and Arthur looked over his shoulder to make sure no one was following. “Why bother answering?”

“Oh, shut up.” Hannah dragged him into an alley where more pimps solicited business with their wares hidden behind closed doors. “We’re here.”

A peeling wooden door marked their destination. Hannah said something in Cantonese to a heavy-eyed door-man and took Arthur into a short corridor suffused in pink light. It led into a larger space fringed by more doors. Outside these doors were queues of men. An incense smoked at the elaborate altar in a corner, where a deity with a livid black face sat in an ornate shed. The space reeked of a sweaty, metallic odour.

A narrow stairway took them to a brighter room upstairs. Upon their arrival a beefy, muscled man emerged shirtless from an adjoining room separated by a beaded curtain. The beads rattled loudly in his wake. He was twisting off the cap of a liquor bottle when he saw Hannah.

“Oh, love!” he exclaimed, miming a dramatic expression of shock. “What is my beautiful dolly doing in a place like this?”

Arthur observed tension on Hannah’s face. “The usual,” she said. “Immigrant.”

“Immigrant,” the man parroted, leaning sideways to catch a better look at Arthur and the brilliantine in his hair glistened. “An identity?” He grinned at Hannah and went to a bowl of noodles and took up where he left off. “The usual?” He slurped and chewed. “Or are you paying? You know it has to be official.”

“What’s official?” Arthur blurted.

Hannah squeezed his hand, hard. Then smiling forcibly she gestured at him, now addressing the gangster. “Arthur.” She turned to Arthur and said, “Arthur, meet Khun.”

They shook hands. In Khun’s grin Arthur could see flecks of green vegetables in his teeth. Khun returned to his noodles. “If it isn’t official you have to pay,” he said to Hannah. “There are rules.”

“A word with you in private?” Hannah passed behind the beaded screen. Khun got up, winked at Arthur and swaggered in after her and flushed out two skinny youths. They slumped into a couch and regarded Arthur scathingly. One of them lit a cigarette. Arthur spared them a wan smile, and looked at the wall of beads that now hid Hannah.

/ / /

The first words out of Hannah’s mouth when the beads clacked behind Khun were: “You’re just a lackey for the Coterie,” she seethed. “Since when did you start charging for this?”

Khun tried to hold Hannah by her waist but she slid easily out of his grasp. He awkwardly scratched the side of his head. “I know what you’re doing with him,” he said. “You have to keep it that way before CODEX finds out you’re hiding him.”

“You know nothing. Official or not lies with me alone.”

“So you’re going to tag him?” Khun challenged. “Give him one of your kisses? Or have you already given him something more?”

“That’s none of your business. I come to you and you give him an identity. That’s all.”

“Not quite.” Khun waved a finger. “Why are you helping him?”

“I’m keeping him alive until I’m told what to do with him.”

Khun leaned close to her face and picked a morsel of food from his teeth. “Be careful, love. I’ve seen him, so don’t you get too close to this one.”

“Jealous?”

“Don’t test me, dolly.”

Hannah wrenched herself free and left the room. She drew up beside Arthur and waited for Khun, who parted the curtain and came sauntering out, still picking at his teeth.

“So what’s the deal?” said Arthur. He sounded thoroughly annoyed now.

Khun handed him a slip of paper. “Fill up whatever you want your identity to be on this and—” he gave him another slip— “look him up at Orh Kio Tau, he’s the man for the job. Don’t bother going into the kampong. Just ask for him.”

“Do I owe you anything for this?”

Khun gave a brassy chortle. “I admire your bluntness, but that depends where we’re going from here.” He glanced at Hannah. “Your friend will get in touch with you.”

After Arthur completed his part of the forgery Hannah took his arm and dragged him down the stairway without suffering another moment in the rathole. They fled to the street and drew in a welcoming draught of air.

“What are you paying him with?” asked Arthur.

“Are you being protective?” she teased. “We barely know each other.”

Arthur wasn’t smiling. “I don’t need this if it has to cost you something.”

“You’re an ass if you think I’d sell my body for someone I just met,” said Hannah. “It’s strictly business. It might not seem like it but I run part of it.”

“I don’t want baggage for any of us,” said Arthur. “I’ll accept your help only if you’re on top of things.”

“Of course,” Hannah reached out her hand. “Friends?”

He took it. “Friends.”

/ / /

Arthur did not expect the handshake and he did not know what to make of it. Was she implying that they shouldn’t be venturing anything more than a simple, unadulterated friendship or was she alluding to something more? Hannah left him by the traffic junction. He watched her until he was certain that she did not enter any of the brothels that were visible to him from where he stood.

Upon reaching the bus stop Arthur sank wearily onto a bench scarred with cigarette burns. In the yellow light of streetlamps, he waited for the public bus and watched a rawboned old man pedal his trishaw alongside the sputtering rush of automobiles.

27

FAMILY MEN

“SO WHAT DO they call you now?” The athletic young man had toned shoulders and an attractive, pearly-toothed grin over a long chin. He unwrapped his burger and nibbled a piece of onion that fell from it.

“John,” he replied, smiling.

“That’s it?”

“That’s it.”

“It’s nice. Short and apostolic.” The young man grinned as he chewed.

John and his associate always met at a different fast food restaurant whenever they had to talk. They wouldn’t discuss the venue; one of them would decide the location and bring the other to it. It was safer that way. The joint was packed solid ten minutes into lunch and they could hardly hear each other over the drone of voices. But it was good that way.

“There are those who’ve got it worse.” The associate squeezed out a pack of chili sauce and drowned a French fry in it. “I heard the chaps at Delta-Four get names like Titan and Dick.”

John laughed. “What did they call you before this one?”

“Helio,” said the associate. “Had it since the sixties.”

“Congrats on your new posting.”

The associate gave a modest smile and sipped his cola. “Forming a team to look into domestic terrorists. Thinking of infiltration, if it comes to that. Who would’ve thought of home-grown factions when we’d been busy with the usual jihadists?”

“It never was about religion, was it?”

The associate’s smile thinned. “It has always been about power.”

“I think it’s a better posting.”

“Maybe.” The associate took another bite and spoke through his chewing. “The less covert the better. You don’t get scrutinised that much. Even if you’re KIA they’d be obliged to give you a gravestone and a eulogy. Now I just want to settle down and have babies.”

John laughed again.

“Congrats to you too for becoming the lead,” the associate added. “It’s good to have your own Chronie, shows you’re up to it. When you getting him?”

“In nine months.”

“What trouble has he got into?”

“Not sure yet,” said John. “Some chap in a big old house at Clacton Road, fell onto my lap a month ago. The Seers could be pre-empting a move from the Other Side.”

“Probably.” The associate went on chewing. “What are you going to do with your other two Chronies?”

“Give them up for adoption?” John said in jest. “This one’s going to be my main.”

“Naturally.”

“Did any of your Chronies survive?” John asked him.

“One did. At least he was still living when I passed him on. The other didn’t.”

“A Tracker got to him?”

“No.” The associate swallowed and swiped his lips with a paper napkin. “We killed the Tracker and the Chronie shot himself.”

John’s brows furrowed. “Why?”

“The Tracker we killed turned out to be his lover.”

That answer hung between them for a while as they ate in silence and watched the crowd, until John rekindled the conversation.

“How are things with Stella?”

The associate’s eyes lit up at the name, and his lips twitched involuntarily into a bashful smile. “Good. We’re happy.”

“How long together?”

“Almost a year.”

“Does she know that you’re a…”

“Of course,” said the associate, his smile widening into a grin. “She’s in Inquiry, bound to find out sooner or later.”

“You told her?” said John with measured incredulity.

The associate shrugged. “A relationship is a commitment. And commitment is trust.”

“She’s okay with it? That you’ll outlive her and—”

“I was hoping one day Transfusion might work,” the associate replied. “I don’t own the Serum in the first place; they put it in me to rehabilitate my lungs when I got shot in ‘72.”

“Did she coax you into telling her?” John directed his finger back and forth. “I mean, did she… was she good at that?”

Another diffident smile broke across the associate’s lips. “We’re not Caesar and Cleopatra. I wasn’t swindled into telling her anything if that’s what you’re thinking. But she’s got quite a kiss.” He pulled down his lower lip to reveal a red sore.

“Good,” said John. “You can make lots of babies with it.”

The remark drew more laughter. The associate threw his head back as he chortled, almost choking on his cola.

Then he started coughing and wouldn’t stop. His head spasmed at a grotesque angle over the backrest, his neck bent, his larynx protuberant. He was convulsing, and when John rushed to his aid his eyes rolled back and crimson foam oozed from his mouth.

John yelled for an ambulance and started pumping away vigorously at a lifeless chest as an audience gathered around them. Perspiration from his chin blotched onto his associate’s shirt. He only stopped himself from attempting oral resuscitation at the last second on account of a dark suspicion. When the ambulance arrived, he slipped a sample of the associate’s blood into the omnicron before the paramedics took him away.

The coroner’s report stated a case of myocardial infarction. John’s omnicron however, indicated the presence of cellular cybernetics—a synthetic virus modified from the Serum that could be programmed to disperse its toxins on a timed-release. He remembered the sore on the man’s lip and knew that his associate had, in the lingo of their trade, been tagged.

This usually happened when CODEX decided to fire someone.

But he wasn’t a bad operative. He just wanted out.

/ / /

John’s hotel is a eight-storey tenement of sleaze and musky carpets. He checked himself in on a whim so there would be poor odds of anyone anticipating his moves—a trick he learned from his late associate. He insepcted the place nonetheless, and having convinced himself that he wasn’t followed, proceeded to set up his observation post.

Now he eats a boxed dinner broodingly and monitors the outer sensors. It is a chilly evening that augurs rain, and a north-easterly wind rattles the sliding windows on their rails. Almost twenty hours have passed since he had Landon’s home bugged. Nothing peculiar happened in the earlier part of the day and Landon mostly stayed home where he read and slept. The holographic screen on the dresser now shows Landon in the study, amid stacks of journals, tamping tobacco into an ivory pipe. The gardener lazes on the living room couch, watching a soap opera, arms flared over the backrests.

A status update arrives over a secured line and John checks the text.

This time there is no doubt about it. Landon Lock is the real deal.

In the wake of this revelation John has given up trying to make sense of his mission because it probably isn’t a mission in the first place. It is an order, and orders give you not a picture, but a pinhole that reveals only the point to which one has to go with the Chronie. Until this point Landon will live. Beyond it is anybody’s guess.

From the door comes soft, spiritless knocking.

The TV isn’t broken and John hasn’t ordered room service. Chambermaids enter only when the guest is out, and more often in the mornings than the evenings. John shuts the briefcase and stows his earpiece in a drawer. He steals over to the door and through the peephole he sees the made-up visage of a beautiful woman. The knocking grows louder. She must have detected his presence by the disturbance of light from the slit under the door.

He opens the door and leaves it latched. The woman wears her dark hair bundled above her nape in a chignon. Her eyes are soft but sad.

“Need company?” she asks. “A hundred for the night.”

“No, thank you.” John closes the door, though temptation beckons like the devil himself. The young lady wedges her heeled foot between the door and its frame.

“Eighty?” she offers. “I also charge by the hour.”

John inspects her through a narrow opening. “How old are you?”

“Nineteen.” She eases a knee through the door gap. “I’m legal.”

“You should be at home.”

“Fifty?” She tilts her head in a plea. “Please, I need the cash.”

If he were back as an active duty cop he would’ve arrested her there and then. “No, thank you.” He tries to close the door again but this time the young lady foils the attempt with her cheap sequin handbag.

“Twenty dollars till midnight.” Her voice quivers. “I’ll even throw in a massage.”

John pauses to think. The young lady takes notice and peddles her wares. John swings the door wide and wrestles her arm away. She staggers backwards, surprised and hurt.

“Wait here,” he says, and closes the door and latches it behind him.

A moment later he returns to find the young lady faithfully waiting, her eyes now glazed over with tears. He takes her hand and slaps two 50-dollar notes onto it. She stares incredulously at them.

“Go home and put your nose in your books,” says John. “You should be saving your passion for the one you’ll marry.” And then he shuts the door.

/ / /

The door clicks shut. Clara finds her lower lip trembling and wonders if the emotion associated with her performance had been for real. With the back of her hand she swipes away her tears and most of her make-up. She calmly treads the carpet on her way out, her expression returning quickly to one of frigid apathy.

/ / /

Back in the room John checks his equipment and finds Landon where he has left him. A reproduction of Landon’s first journal entry sits in a folder on the table, scarred in scribbles of red ink. The names Qara Budang Tabunai and Harriet are conspicuously circled. He sits at the edge of the bed and mulls over the mystery behind them.

A pulsing red light on his console signals an incoming call. He adjusts his earpiece and speaks. “Sunray.”

Thaddeus’ voice comes through the line. “Status just jumped another notch.”

“I got the message,” says John. “When’s Internment?”

“Any time now. They got an SX through.”

John’s stomach churns at the grim news. “For who?”

“Don’t know yet. Noticed anyone?”

John polishes his face in his hand. “No one’s following. I don’t think I left any trails that could be picked up.”

“There’s another thing. You remember that journal you brought in?”

John glances at the folder beside him. “What about it?”

“We ran a scan of it against the Ghost database. Turns out the only other operative that has it is Marco from Ops-B Division.”

“Shit… Marco…”

“He doesn’t play the administration thing.” Thaddeus’ voice cackled. “In a compromise he’ll just go for what’s convenient. This guy’s got a reputation for manipulating the SX protocol. If he sees you, you’re dead.”

“Yeah, I know how it works,” says John.

“They want you to bring your Chronie in,” says Thaddeus. “You think he’s worth it?”

“Don’t know.” John buries his face in his hands and wishes he could drift right off to sleep. “If we make the move the Other Side’s going to come down hard on us, and the worst part is, I don’t know who I’m up against.”

“I could get you some back-up,” says Thaddeus.

“I need another favour.”

“Go on.”

“If something happens to me, Ginn has the right to know.”

“For heaven’s sake, no names over the secured line. You of all should know this better than anyone else.” There is a pause before the earpiece cackles again. “If this leaks your entire family will be tracked. And even I can’t change that.”

“She has the right to know,” says John. “Take it as a part of my will. She has to hear it from you because you’re the only person I trust.”

A longer pause. Anticipation seizes John over the ringing silence of the receiver, then Thaddeus’ voice returns. “Let me think about it.”

“Don’t take too long. If things are as hot as they seem, I might not have much time.”

“I know,” says Thaddeus. “When are you bringing him in?”

“After one final probe,” John answers. “I want to know who the Tracker is.”

“It’s your call. Meanwhile keep yourself snug and safe.”

“Any idiot knows that. We better hang up now.”

28

AIR RAID SIREN

13th February 1942, Friday

My name is Anton. It’s two hours past midnight and I’m writing by candlelight. The air raid siren is moaning but I see no one taking shelter, perhaps for want of sleep.

It is such irony that the Jap bombers have to fly high to evade our very accurate ack-ack, and in doing so they have to bomb indiscriminately because they can’t fly low enough to drop their bombs accurately. A shophouse in the city and my house in the suburbs would stand equal chances of being hit.

Yet everyone is tired of the raids. They’re willing to sleep it off by the poor odds of a bomb hitting their home. Just yesterday I saw a crowd watching planes battling in the midst of a day raid. Can’t blame them. I wouldn’t dash into a shelter at the first siren and waste my day there, either. Some say we should take cover only when we hear ack-ack fire. Then again there would be no ack-ack fire if our planes are engaging the Jap bombers.

A few concede that the best solution is to wait until the bombers are overhead, just before they drop their bombs. But what they ought to do is put up more roof spotters to authenticate the threat before sounding the siren.

We finally closed Robinsons after a bomb struck us for the 2nd time. It went right through the roof of the northern wing and blasted out the front of the men’s department, just yards from the café. The general manager has been most gracious to offer the homeless food and lodging at the furniture section—most of them even got to bathe in sparkling new bathtubs. It was sad to flush them from our basement: Caucasians, Chinese and Indians. Had a few Malays, I think. We also cleared out valuables and destroyed our wine stock this afternoon. All gas lamps have been extinguished since the first bombs fell. Feels like such a long time ago. Now it is dark everywhere. It is no longer unusual to see an unlit street or headlights wrapped in burlap.

The mood is grim after this morning’s air raid. From the grapevine I gather that things are steadily deteriorating for the defenders and that a most bloody battle has been raging at Pasir Panjang since this morning. The smoke from the burning Normanton oil depot has filled the sky for days. We were made to believe an elaborate fabrication intended to prevent undue panic.

Everyone now believes we are going to fall.

I have heard that the Japs love Indians. If that is true then I reckon Amal will be safe. They probably love Malays too and hate the Chinese to the core. I can’t help but wonder what they’d think of me.

It’s such pity to close the store. Everyone loved the café—my café, because I’ve been running it alone since the first air raids. Many gathered there for their elevenses and from them I heard of a great many things.

I used to think the Great War was bad. This one can only get worse.

Count to Arthur: 1,298 of 5,475 days

29

FEBRUARY 1942

ANTON AWOKE TO the fan’s icy draught. The ward was dark but dawn wasn’t far because he could hear the hooting whistle of the Asian koel. His sleep was restless. He drew a deep breath in a yawn and filled his nose with the sharp twang of iodoform disinfectants.

He last remembered taking a walk outside his house after penning a journal entry. The air raid siren had gone off; on the way to a trench shelter an exploding bomb knocked him into a ditch and sent salvos of metal and wood into his legs. He remembered screaming at the pain but he hadn’t panicked because he knew an Air Raid Precaution post was nearby. And true enough, shortly after the bombers passed an ambulance arrived wailing and ferried him to the Alexandra Military Hospital.

The doctors didn’t do much beyond a bit of disinfecting and suturing. Anton found that he could still walk, albeit very stiffly. They were keeping him in hospital as a precaution against gangrene. Otherwise his wounds did not even warrant a bed. They laid him on a broken litter.

He fell back to sleep and awoke again, this time to sunlight and activity. The ground-floor ward was noisy with chatter and the clatter of soles upon the linoleum flooring. The ward had twelve beds, each complemented by a metal spittoon painted in reds and florals. A corridor passed outside the ward and beyond which lay a luxurious expanse of lawn under the sprawling canopies of raintrees.

A number of Malay and Chinese patients reclined on litters laid out in the spaces between the beds, which were occupied mostly by Caucasian patients in varying degrees of wretchedness. A few read, some groaned, and the rest either went on sleeping or lying on their sides and seeing nothing.

One of them, a handsome young man with ginger hair and a moustache, habitually pinched an unlit pipe between his lips as he flipped a page of a novel. He had a leg wound near the ankle, where the dressing bulged with copious layers of gauze. It took Anton a moment to realise that it had been an amputation.

“Hi, Anton,” a voice sang.

He looked: it was a nurse dressed in the white drill and red-blue armband of the Medical Auxiliary Service. A white headdress adorned her pincurls. A sense of recognition, though vague, rendered him speechless. “Hey, I…” he fumbled and wagged his forefinger at her. “I know you…”

The nurse put a hand to her hip and gave a teasing chuckle, her eyes arching into half-moons. “Have you really forgotten me? It’s been what, two years?”

He went on wagging his forefinger, failing miserably in his attempt to recollect.

The nurse couldn’t wait. “Vivian,” she said.

“Vivian!” Anton declaimed like an operatic paramour on stage. He gestured at her uniform with open hands, shrugging. “Were you doing this before?”

Vivian frowned in disbelief. “Taxi-dancing? Bootlegging? Remember?”

“Vaguely,” Anton lied, but his blank countenance gave it away.

“Good morning, lovely,” said the handsome man with the ginger-coloured moustache. He removed his pipe and rested it on his belly.

Anton saw Vivian roll her eyes, not from annoyance but amusement, as if she was enjoying the attention. “Good morning, Monty.”

“Oh, Vivian,” Moustache Monty moaned like a jilted lover, his arms falling limply to the sides. “Is that all you could say? I’d gladly lose a leg to acquire a lifetime of you.”

More like an ankle, Anton thought.

Vivian had her attention on the clipboard and did not look at him. “For that you’d have to lose more than a leg, Monty.”

“Anything for you, love,” said Moustache Monty, deliberately souring his face. “Come,” he patted out a spot on his mattress. “Surely you could afford a morning chat?”

Vivian looked cheekily at him over a shoulder. “Later, Monty.”

A streak of jealousy wormed its way into Anton when he saw the kind of glances they exchanged. “You know him?” said he.

“He’s been here longer than you think,” Vivian reached over and retrieved a few tin spools of adhesive plaster from a cabinet. Anton leaned aside for her. “They’re all the same: expecting some wheedling from anything female, plus a kiss or two.” She checked her clipboard and resumed looking at Anton. “You really don’t remember how we left things off?”

“No,” said Anton. “I supposed you—went away?”

“Goodness, did you see a doctor?”

Anton gave a shrug of disinterest. “You’ll have to fill me in.”

“I was dancing at Great World until the requisition order came.” Vivian held the clipboard to her chest. “Then I heard they needed people for the MAS and I signed up.”

“As a nurse?”

“I helped at the mobile canteens,” said Vivian. “Then they gave me some training and registered me as a nurse about a month ago. They were rather desperate for nurses once the wounded started pouring in.”

“Must be hard.”

“Only when someone dies on you.” She turned to the window when a thump of artillery was heard. “You know what’s the best way to observe Death?”

The question took Anton by surprise. “No.”

“Poison a house gecko with insecticide from a spray pump.” Vivian gave a smile that didn’t match her words. “Death comes slowly enough for you to appreciate its presence.”

Anton, dumbfounded, chuckles uncomfortably. “Well, I—”

The sight of a scrawny Kling halted his speech. The Kling passed by the doorway, and having seen Anton, floundered into the ward. He was carrying a small wicker basket and looking a little flustered.

“Amal!” cried Anton. “How’d you find me?”

The Kling ran his fingers through his oiled, curly locks. “Can’t find you in your house lah.” He made little wavering movements of his head as he spoke. “Got people say bomb kena somebody near your place and the ARP ambulance brought him here. So just come and check out lah. Sekali you really here! So what happened?”

“Shrapnel. Nothing serious.” Anton gestured at Vivian. “Amal, meet Vivian.”

Amal looked astonished. “Hey!” he cried, taking Vivian’s hand. “You? A nurse?”

“Long story, Amal.”

Anton shifted his gaze from one to the other. “You knew each other?”

Someone along the corridor shouted for a nurse, and Vivian’s flight couldn’t have been timelier. She took the opportunity to gainfully excuse herself. “I’m so sorry. We’ll speak again.” She gave an apologetic frown and flitted out of the ward, much to Anton’s and Moustache Monty’s dismay.

“Excellent timing, Amal,” said Anton.

Amal wiggled his head. “So your flirting habis lah?”

“You knew her?”

“She help us with the liquor, remember?” said Amal. “She help open the backdoor and transfer the payment as a buffer mah. At the cabaret where we sell the goods, remember? You even danced with her.”

“I did?”

Amal retrieved a cracker from its thin, filmy wrapping, popped it into his mouth and dusted off the crumbs on his shirt. “Drink my syrup and you will remember better.”

Anton rejected a cracker. “I don’t think the syrup’s working, Amal.”

Their conversation was interrupted by a series of three successive thuds—the third having rattled the window louvers. Everyone fell silent and turned their eyes to the windows but quickly lost interest and resumed their activities. There were two more heavier-sounding thuds, then they started coming farther and fewer in between.

“Cannons,” said Amal. He meant artillery. “Don’t know Japs or ours.” He seemed to have recovered from a reverie and resumed his speech in earnest, “Yes, drink the syrup. You know I always bring you good stuff. Remember, don’t see a doctor.”

“You’re not making sense.”

“I tell you many times the ang moh medicine no good for your body lah. Last time you see doctor your memory got better? No? So try mine lah.”

/ / /

Amal spent the rest of the time before lunch nattering about the benefits of an emerging black market and how they could profit from it, if only they could get their wits around obtaining raw supplies from merchants with a war going on. He said that with Anton’s mixed looks they could even run businesses for the Japanese if they occupied this country. Strictly business, he was fond of saying. It’s about serving one master or the other, and that their ethnicities could be advantageous since the Japanese were known to be more tolerant towards Indians and Malays than the Chinese.

Lunch was watered-down rice, tapioca and cabbages. A large Caucasian nurse with a bright, rosy smile ladled the food on metal dishes while a glum-looking lady followed behind and dropped off little tapioca buns.

The shelling resumed. This time the rounds landed closer though they did not sound as large as the earlier ones. Moustache Monty told everyone that they were likely mortar rounds. One of them almost struck the Sisters’ Quarters and probably did some damage because they heard glass shattering. It turned the mood sombre. Moustache Monty tried to read but ended up slipping into a reverie propped up on his bed. Amal was the only one who nattered on.

It was almost one pm when the corridor outside began to stir with a little more activity than usual. A doctor hurried in and conferred with a group of nurses and a superintendent who wore a white blouse with three pips on the shoulders. Vivian however, wasn’t with them.

Amal at last fell silent when the nurses began evacuating the patients on the ground-floor wards, wheeling them out one after another depending on the severity of their wounds. Those on the floor abandoned their litters and shambled after them. Moustache Monty held a brief conference with a few patients and seemed to have decided to stay, contrary to the counsel of the hospital administration.

The sound of gunfire got Amal leaping to his feet and rushing out of the ward.

Moustache Monty tracked him with condescension in his gaze. “I say it’s safer to stay put,” said he. “We’re protected by the Geneva Convention and the Red Cross. Follow my lead and you’ll live. For a start—” more gunfire drew his attention briefly to the corridor— ”bow to them. Show them reverence and they’ll leave you alone. If you run they’ll shoot you.”

No sooner had Moustache Monty spoken Amal returned, his face gloomy. “They’re fighting in the balconies,” he reported. “No good running to the tunnels because Indian soldiers also hiding there. Japs will shoot them all.”

“My point, exactly,” said Moustache Monty.

As it turned out a regiment of the Indian Division had retreated from Ayer Rajah Road and taken cover at the Military Hospital with Japanese troops in pursuit. Amal led them through the western set of windows for their escape. Then they were in the hospital’s backyard—a forested bluff that offered excellent concealment. But from where he stood Anton could see squads of Japanese soldiers crouching behind trees and shrubs along the incline, waiting to execute any escapees.

Somehow he had to find a way.

“Don’t get jumpy or you’ll get us killed,” Moustache Monty told Amal warningly. “Follow my lead and you’ll be fine.”

But Amal appeared not to have heard him. He moistened his drying lips, crouched beside Anton and leaned over to him. “No one is allowed to leave the hospital,” he said in a grim whisper. “They’re killing anyone who can’t walk.”

There was nothing Anton could say to it. He was watching the doorway just as Vivian entered, looking anxious but not frightened. Their gazes met briefly and Anton was surprised when she pulled Amal away.

/ / /

They got into an adjacent room and she pressed an object of considerable weight into Amal’s hands. It was a Nambu pistol— the standard sidearm of a Japanese officer. She pointed at a film of transparent tape attached to the weapon’s butt and Amal realised with a start that it was a neuro-transmitter.

“You’re CODEX,” Amal whispered.

Vivian did not reply. She took out a palm-sized touchpad and remotely programmed the neuro-transmitter in a series of taps. She showed the readings to Amal and then stowed it.

“That’s all I can do for you.” She also gave him a toy cricket clicker. “Keep him alive and destroy it when it’s over.”

They left the room. Vivian clapped briskly down the corridor and disappeared around a corner. Bizarre as it seemed there was little time to ponder. Amal tucked the weapon in his trousers and returned to the ward. He stood by the doorway and peeked down the corridor, now alive with shouting and cracks of gunfire. Against the daylight he saw Japanese soldiers in steel helmets, their silhouettes bristling with the leaves and branches they’d stuck on as camouflage. He could make out the long, spindly tips of their bayonets.

A doctor, hoisting a white flag and a Red Cross armband high, rushed to meet them. A Japanese soldier uttered some kind of war cry and speared him through the thorax. The doctor crumpled to the ground and there he lay unmoving.

“What’s happening?” asked Anton.

Amal raised a hand to silence him. With remarkable composure he went on observing the marauding soldiers skewering a patient hobbling with a leg cast. Screams coursed down the corridor. Even Moustache Monty was turning white; the sheets drawn up to his chest, his opened book lying upside down on his belly.

Amal watched a soldier emerge from one of the rooms along the corridor. He wasn’t wearing camouflage like the others, and carried only a pistol strung to his belt. From the same belt hung a samurai sword. Anticipation sent Amal’s heart into a flutter. It was exactly what he needed—a Japanese captain with a sidearm.

The acrid odour of gunpower wafted in, reeking of an undignified death. Amal hoisted Anton up by the armpits and led him to another bed at the far end of the ward.

“Stay here and pretend you are very scared.”

“I am very scared!” wailed Anton.

“Good.” Amal grinned and tucked him into bed and pulled up the sheets for him. “You must fall and lie very still when he shoot you, okay? Don’t blink!”

“Of course I’ll fall when he shoots me! What are you talking about, Amal?”

Amal did not elaborate. He returned to his place by the doorway and waited until the captain entered the next ward before diving under the bed of the first patient who lay nearest to the doorway.

The gambit, however ludicrous it seemed, might just work.

/ / /

Pistol shots rang out from behind the wall, and true enough the Japanese captain came tramping in a moment later. He had an weathered face framed in a light beard. In the shadow of his netted helmet his eyes darted about in a frenzied sort of manner, as if livid over something.

Without warning he turned and, having failed to notice Amal hiding under the bed, shot the first patient between the eyes. He then turned his attention upon Moustache Monty, who lifted his arms and held up the Red Cross armband. Moustache Monty was midway through the word “Geneva” when a pistol shot cracked open his skull. He slumped across the bed and whatever remained of his head fell into Amal’s view. A thin stream of blood pelted onto the linoleum.

After the Japanese captain executed the two other Caucasian patients in a similar fashion he began marching towards Anton like the Reaper himself. Just then Amal emerged and stole up to him from behind, brandishing a steel pipe that had once been a section of a bedpost. With a well-placed blow he knocked the pistol from the captain’s hand. The weapon clattered to the floor, still stringed to the belt. A slash from his pocket knife cut the pistol free.

He then feigned an accidental kick and sent the pistol skittering to the edge of Anton’s bed and followed up with a punch to the side of the captain’s face, deliberately holding back such that the blow did not knock him out. The captain staggered, and seizing the opportunity Amal dived for the weapon and deliberately slid it under the bed while pulling out the one he kept hidden in his trousers. When he turned around the Japanese captain was upon him like a feral beast, teeth gnashing, utterly oblivious to an important detail: the Nambu pistol in Amal’s hand wasn’t strung like his.

The captain grasped Amal’s wrists in the wrestle. Amal led him away from Anton’s bed and deliberately gave in, allowing the captain to wrench the weapon from his hand with convincing effort. Amal pushed himself away, as if in fear of the coming execution. The Japanese captain, his face tightened into a look of dark triumph, lifted the weapon to a spot between the eyes and pulled the trigger.

/ / /

The Japanese captain took pleasure in observing how the blast had ejected Amal’s left eyeball from its socket and taken out a piece of skull from the back of his head. He appreciated the backward jerk of head and the spray of blood. They were all very familiar to him—signs of Death to a single twitch of his finger. He watched Amal fall, and was pleased.

/ / /

Anton anticipated the sorrow as he watched his friend fall. But it didn’t come because he saw no blood, no wound whatsoever. Amal had fallen like a victim in a children’s play. He lay on the floor unmoving, perhaps even unbreathing. He is only sleeping, Anton told himself. But it all made no sense.

Before Anton could grasp what was going on he found the Japanese captain before him. He was staring down the muzzle of the pistol when a great flash and a tremendous bang sent him reeling back onto the bed. There he lay in shock, mouth agape and eyes unblinking. He was profoundly astounded by the fact that he lived despite the shot. More surprisingly however, was the fact that the Japanese captain, having sated his murderous hunger, strode away as if Anton had truly been executed to his fullest satisfaction.

The captain left the ward and hollered off a series of commands, telling his soldiers that its occupants were dead. Groups of them rushed past the ward bearing their bayonet-tipped rifles. From neighbouring wards came the cracks of rifle shots. It went on for a good while before they began to thin and then stopped altogether.

/ / /

Back in the first ward, Amal stole forward and peeked over the window sill. The soldiers who had been guarding the western façade of the hospital had been called away. In the wake of the carnage, they must have reasoned that the occupants of the wards were either rounded up or dead.

He went over to Anton and tapped him on the foot, making him jerk with a start. “That window, ah,” he pointed. “Not high, about four feet. You jump down and crawl your way out. You will see an old path. Follow it up the slope, okay?”

Anton clawed frightfully at Amal’s arm. “I don’t understand any of this. How’d you—”

“No time to explain, lah. You better go before they find us alive.”

He helped Anton to his feet and ushered him, hobbling, over to the window. He pressed the toy cricket clicker into Anton’s hand. “Count to thirty after you reach the path and then press this hard.”

Anton threw a leg over the ledge. “You’ll come with me?”

“Right behind you.”

Just as Anton was about to leap off the window he grasped the sill and turned back. “Where’s Vivian?”

“She okay, lah! Don’t worry.” Amal slid his arms beneath Anton’s armpits and lowered him. “Quickly go! And don’t forget what I tell you, ah!”

/ / /

Anton slid down the wall and found himself in a backyard thick with foliage. Beyond a narrow, mossy drain a bluff led up into the forest along a trail worn out by frequent use. Anton took a backward glance and did not see Amal. Cautiously he hobbled forth as sporadic gunfire erupted from some part of the hospital grounds he could not see.

/ / /

The Japanese captain returned.

Microscopic neuro-transmitters implanted in his brain had tricked him into thinking that his victims were lying dead in the ward. They provided visual cues attesting to the authenticity of the thought and allowing the captain to virtually “see” Anton’s blood on the walls and sheets; the realism of its spray calculated by means of fluid trajectories and artificially projected through his optic nerves.

But there was a peculiarity: the “bloodied” bed was now empty.

The captain scrambled towards it, unable to reconcile the death of his victim with the sudden disappearance of the body. Acting upon instinct he looked beyond the window and beheld a dead man hobbling away in flight, and his bearded jaw fell open.

“Nan da, omae wa?” he shouted—a harsh, guttural voice. “Tomare!”

/ / /

Anton, still running, failed to realise that the sudden blare of the Japanese language was directed at him. Only upon the second shout of tomare did he venture a glance behind and see the captain staring incredulously back at him.

In the panic Anton had forgotten to count as Amal had instructed him. He began scurrying up the incline double-speed, clawing desperately at the kudzu vines, his adrenaline-charged body paying no heed to sutured wounds that were splitting open in the effort. He anticipated the stab of bullets in his back and did not realise that Amal had jumped the captain.

/ / /

Like a rabid beast Amal lunged. The captain, struck by a second round of shock from the resurrection of yet another man he had killed, was stripped of his senses and began screaming madly for help. A squad of soldiers rushed into the ward and Amal knew it was all over for him.

“Anton, run!” he roared, stretching the last syllable for as long as he could until it was swallowed by a burst of machine gun fire.

At the top of the bluff Anton burst into tears and pressed his thumb into the cricket clicker.

/ / /

The butt of the Nambu pistol went off like a firecracker in the captain’s hand, scattering his fingers all over the ward and leaving a shredded stump on his right wrist. The captain, his lips calcareous and eyes bulging with shock, sank slowly to the floor cradling the terrible wound. To the din of frantic shouting and the clatter of boots, soldiers poured into the ward and leapt over Amal’s bullet-riddled body in aid of their captain, whose moan began rising steadily into a deranged, teary wail.

It was such pity that neither Anton nor Amal witnessed any of it.

30

SEIZURE

LANDON LEAPS FROM the bed and his opened journal, which has been lying upside down on his belly, slips to the floor. He feels the draft of the air-conditioning against his wet brow. Dr Peck stops the EEG recorder, picks up the journal and places it back on the bed.

“Quite a bit of activity.” He scans a gridded landscape of electrograms. “Managed to retain any memories?”

Landon shakes his head. He can’t explain the inclination to hide that his repository of memories is piling up. But he feels it’s wise to do so because he’d have a hard time convincing the doctor that his memories cover the span of a century.

“You sure you haven’t had any trauma that might suggest something?” asks Dr Peck. “After all there’s the scars and you seem to be having rather… brutal memories.”

“What did I do?”

“Shouted, trembled.”

“Was I saying anything?”

“Garbled, as with most sub-conscious speech.”

Landon actually finds relief in this. Or rather, could clearer speech have helped corroborate the veracity of what he might reveal? He steals a look at Casey and finds disgust and derision in her stare before she looks away.

Freak, he can almost hear her say.

But as much as the opinion displeases him it is honest and undisputable. It occurrs to him that if John has been lying about the cellular cybernetics he might well die one day without knowing the truth behind it. Or he could reveal the freak in him to someone else and get a second opinion on the marvellous true life of Landon Lock.

His natural choice would be Cheok. But he knows it won’t do either of them any good. Raymond would be next in line if he were alive. That leaves only the doctor. But weekly therapy sessions over eight months is hardly sufficient time to know someone. He needs to find out if Dr Peck can be trusted.

“Can we speak in private?” he asks.

Dr Peck looks at him over his writing and then at his assistant. “Casey?”

She lifts her chin and leaves the room without casting another glance at them, closing the door behind her. Dr Peck leans his elbows over the edge of his desk and wisely refrains from speaking. Landon takes another moment to steel himself, propping his arms stiffly against the sides of his chair.

“Those pictures,” he nods at a pastiche of photographs pinned to a board behind the doctor. “Your grandchildren?”

Dr Peck looks over his shoulder. “They live in Perth.”

Landon finds it difficult to meet the doctor’s eyes. “I’m sorry if I haven’t been completely honest with you.”

“Take your time.”

“Do you think someone could live forever?”

Nothing in the doctor’s disposition suggests incredulity. “Biologically?” he asks.

“Yes.”

“There are organisms called planarians,” Dr Peck explains, with the poise of an unbiased academic. “Their ability to regenerate their cells makes them resistant to ageing. There are studies being done on them but we’re still a long way from eliminating human senescence.” His gaze softens as he surveys Landon’s dour visage. “Why do you ask?”

“I think I’ve been living longer than I ought to.”

“What makes you think so?”

“I have memories of a very distant past.”

“So you’re remembering?”

Landon nods.

“How distant?”

“Decades, maybe a century.”

For a moment they study each other and Landon thinks he sees a glint of interest in Dr Peck’s aged eyes. The doctor’s lips part and there is hesitation before he speaks.

“The drug tests came back. You’re clean.”

“Nice to know.”

“There’s another thing.” The doctor lowers his gaze to a document on his desk. “It says here you have azoospermia. In other words,” he says, pulling off his glasses, “you’re sterile.”

The news fails to make a dent. Landon had anticipated worse. “I might have an explanation for it,” he says.

“We should find a better place to talk.”

It isn’t a reply that Landon expects. He watches as Dr Peck consults his schedule on his computer and jots a note in his diary. He then scribbles something on a slip of paper, tears it off and hands it to him. It contains a mobile phone number.

“Give me a call on Friday after five. I’ll arrange to receive you at my home.”

Landon’s heart swells with a flood of warmth. “You don’t think it’s ridiculous?”

Dr Peck hoots in laughter. “Friday. Let’s talk more then.”

/ / /

It is a regular weekday evening and by eight o’clock the Cantonment Police Complex is dead, the last of its staff having bled out to the subway station. The only detectable movements are the security cameras swivelling on their braces.

John waits another two hours before he makes his move. Behind an electrical panel in a service shaft he closes the circuitry and activates a recurring, 12-minute video clip of an empty office. With that in place he works his way past the lobby and into the Intelligence Department. The card reader responds to his access pass and the glass door opens for him. The unlit office is silent, its air stale without the air-conditioning.

Marco’s desk is located at the far corner of the room. A sudden flicker of a desk lamp sends John edging into a nearby workstation. Between slits in the partitions he sees a tall, studious young man shuffling documents by lamplight and packing them into a leather case, along with an empty plastic water bottle. He is wearing headphones and appears not to have noticed John as he shuts down his computer. He turns off the desk lamp and shuffles across the carpeted floor towards the lobby.

Something white falls from his pocket.

John hears the glass doors roll and the ring of an arriving lift. He creeps out of hiding and passes the workstation. A tag on a low partition reads: Julian Woo, Forensic Executive. Farther down the aisle John picks up what Julian dropped. It’s a lunch receipt, seemingly worthless until he turns it over and finds a single handwritten word.

UNSAFE.

A tingle radiates down John’s back. He drops the note into a shredder and races over to a row of workstations assigned to senior investigation officers, his nerves stretched too taut to consider who this Julian might be. The tag on the one that’s most secluded from the rest of the office reads: Marco Bey, Deputy Director, Field Research (Special Duties).

Despite Julian’s warning, John still sets to work. He flips open a terminal and remotely accesses the CPU of Marco’s computer so it won’t leave any traces of log in. The remote terminal hacks the hard drive and retrieves Marco’s profile by means of a virus that self destructs upon completion of its task. It bypasses the computer’s firewalls in seconds and logs into a secured network. From there he clicks a nine-pixel-large corner of a police emblem and enters a Cloud. Another inconspicuous cluster of pixels inside the frame of a dialogue window brings him to a password-encrypted cache titled “Templog.”

It is one of many CODEX profile repositories, and one to which Marco belongs. John navigates to a folder and browses through a list of names and serial numbers that would make no sense to the untrained eye. He accesses one of them and a mugshot of Landon appears, taken perhaps in the sixties. In a section of text he sees the name Qara Budang Tabunai, as well as a link to the profile of someone named Alpine-One. He clicks on Alpine-One and the borderless screen of the terminal fills up with a monochromatic picture of a beautiful young woman. She is looking into the camera with a pensive, lugubrious smile that John had frequently encountered in suicidal victims.

It is her.

Fear prickles his skin. The recognition is unsettling and ghostly. It’s the same woman at the café, and most recently outside his hotel room. Death had been that close. Inwardly he shudders at the date of the photograph—May 1955.

His mobile vibrates and he dons an earpiece, and an urgent sounding voice cackles through. “Moonbeam! Tracker dispatched!”

He plugs in a thumbdrive and works as he speaks. “We’re bringing the Chronie in, but I need time to get to you.”

“Tracker is inbound I tell you! They’re going to do him. The residence. Come quick!”

John checks his watch and looks at the download status. “Stick to the protocol; get him out and leave a message the usual way. I’ll get to you as soon as I can.”

The voice replies with something inaudible and the line goes dead.

John unplugs the drive, shuts down his terminal and berates himself for failing to download all the data he is supposed to. Marco’s computer stalls during shutdown. He waits, tapping his fingers impatiently on its cold, steely surface. The CPU indicator light flashes alive as the shutdown resumes. From the lobby he hears the ring of an arriving lift.

He shuffles out of the cubicle and plants himself against the opposite wall, his chest constricting with the familiar grip of panic. The light on Marco’s CPU goes off and a long, slow breath calms him. Good. All he needs now is a good reason for snooping around an hour before midnight. He grabs a stack of files and walks to the glass door. He turns the corner of the wall separating him from the lobby and comes right up to Marco’s little pirate grin.

They regard each other at eye level, both being of considerable size and height. Denied of audible speech, John questions Marco’s arrival by lifting his eyebrows. Marco keeps up his grin, waving and pointing towards something. John takes a moment to comprehend Marco’s gesture, then reaches over and tapping the door-release switch. The glass door between them hums open.

“Thanks.” Marco winks his good eye. “Left my pass in the car when I got back from a meeting and the car keys are in my drawer.”

John smiles politely.

Marco holds out his hand. “I don’t think we’ve met.”

They shake hands. John pulls out his pass from his breast pocket. “SCD,” he says.

Marco squints at the name. “Bowen? I’m Marco. Thought you look familiar.”

“We work in the same building.”

“On a tough case?” asks Marco, his toothy grin melting into an expression of concern. “Terrible to be working so late.”

“Yeah, the Sheik Didi case.” John holds up the case files. “Setting up a video conference with Interpol. Time zone problem.”

Marco sympathises, shaking his head; his good eye, unblinking, remains fixed on John. “Turn on the lights next time you drop in.

Wouldn’t look good to be seen snooping.” He draws quotation marks in the air at the word “snooping”. “Does umm, whoever you got the files from know you’re coming?”

“Of course.”

“All is well then.” Marco’s grin returns. “Good thing you’re here or I’d be rolling in hot shit.” He guffaws raucously and John joins in as naturally as he can.

/ / /

The flame in the kerosene lamp is long and still. Landon doesn’t sleep. He sits in bed and riffles through one journal, then he tosses it and picks up another, his eyes travelling, groping for the revelations of a distant past. Vivian, Hannah and Clara are but one woman— that much he now comprehends. She is a relic like himself, one of many lives, and he must confess that the prospect of meeting her now carries a dangerous, irrational thrill.

If she isn’t the one out to kill him then who is? John has assured him that the surveillance is just a precaution, though he isn’t convinced anyone would get here in time if something happens. Unless, he thinks, John wants me right where I am.

The possibility frightens him. It’s like a nightmare where you flee to your parents only to have them turn into the very demons you are running from. But things have taken a different turn. He finds relief in having confided a part of himself to Dr Peck. CODEX alone does not own his secret. Now he has an ally and he intends to keep it because for once he might find the unhidden world on his side. He looks at the slip of paper bearing Dr Peck’s number and enters it into his mobile.

He only has to wait until Friday.

A stuttering honk sends him leaping out of bed and racing down the stairs. He throws open the front door to an arriving Datsun pick-up truck. He jogs across the driveway to unlatch the gates. The truck rumbles in and halts to a screeching jerk.

“Whoa! What’s the rush?” he says, even as he rejoices over the company.

Cheok pushes past him without a word. He marches straight into the kitchen, his short, beefy arms swinging wide from his swaggering stride. He checks the toilet, then the yard, does a quick round along the perimeter and returns to the porch where Landon stands waiting with a frozen half-smile. He then grabs Landon by his sleeve and hauls him into the truck.

“Get in, we’re leaving now.”

“Okay.” Landon lifts his hands. “You’re scaring me, man. Where’re we going?”

Cheok doesn’t answer. He reaches for the ignition, checks the rear view mirror, and what he sees stops him cold.

“What?” Landon asks.

The gate is closed and latched, and its lock isn’t what Landon recognises as his own. Even then there’s a good chance the old hinges wouldn’t stand up to a reversing truck. Cheok twists the ignition. The engine stutters but doesn’t start. He bolts out of the vehicle and finds the dislodged fuel-injector placed neatly on the front bumper.

Cheok draws a pistol. “Back to the house.”

Landon cowers into the corner where two windowless walls meet. Cheok goes to the back of the truck and returns with two heavy, khaki-coloured vests and throws them over Landon. Then he crouches with his back to the wall, breathing deeply and slowly, the air whistling faintly through his nostrils. “I’m not a gardener,” he confesses.

“I figured.” Landon watches him, wide-eyed. “You’ve been very convincing.”

“I didn’t lie about everything.” Cheok swallows and sweeps his gaze across the house. “My wife—she lost her mind; the disease, you know. But we still share the bed, our time together at night. One morning I woke up—she dead already, beside me. Eight years ago.”

Landon feels a throb of pain in his chest.

Cheok’s fingers squirm restlessly over his pistol. “Don’t forget me, okay?”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Write about me in your notebooks, okay?”

“I write about us all the time! So I won’t forget our football games!”

Cheok pulls the vests over Landon’s chest, gives him a thumbs-up and exits through the front door.

Under the vests Landon stays so still his limbs ache with fatigue. An eternity later he catches spectral shapes flitting across the curtained windows, backlit by security spotlights that John installed on the lawn. He hears a composition of skids and steps that suggests a struggle. Fits of fear rack his body; he’s too frightened to offer aid, and fiercely hates his cowardice. From the window he thinks he hears a gasp. Is it death? His mouth goes dry, his heartbeat rushing in his ears.

Then all at once the shapes disappear, and an eerie silence settles.

It doesn’t last. Moments later the roof comes alive with a fretful pounding. He hears roof tiles crashing. A shape appears near the kitchen. Someone cuts the power and a stifling darkness swallows everything.

Streams of white light erupt from the rear of the house, punching smouldering holes through wood and glass. Plasma and ozone scorch the air. The shots miss Landon by a mile but they induce such fear it triggers a seizure.

Through the convulsions he hears screams: Amal’s, the bayoneted victims’. Someone approaches. The sound of muted thudding morphs into the clatter of military boots. He stares down the barrel of a Nambu pistol, and behind it he sees the bearded, vengeful countenance of the Japanese officer.

A pair of arms enfolds Landon’s chest and drags him through the door and across the driveway. Landon is shoved once more into the back of a car. A sting at the side of his neck, and the hiss of a pneumatic needle follows. The convulsions abate, and a wave of drowsiness steals over him.

His sub-conscious construes the possibility that John has rescued him. But upon shifting his sight he finds Hannah in the driver’s seat, ostensibly enraged over something, and sees her toss an object resembling a pistol onto the seat next to her.

31

OF BIRTHS AND DEATHS

26th July 1938, Tuesday

My name is Anton. It poured today, a harsh, unrelenting torrent that hurt as it drove sideways against my face. I made a successful rendezvous with my “mate”. I met her by the right-hand post of the gateway to Happy World. She was standing under the Mandarin character for “happiness” and clutching her baby swaddled in chequered cloth.

So it was arranged.

The rain in all its fury played cruelly against her. She did not budge and stood drenched with her back turned to it, just so that I could pick her out. I went up to her and said that Vivian sent me. At once she proceeded forth and led the way, rejecting even my offer of an umbrella. I don’t know why Vivian set us up here; there are other registration stations closer to town. By the time I got there my toes were already pickling in my squelchy shoes, all raw and shrivelled from the trek along a flooded Grove Road. I knew my laments were unwarranted. This woman had it worse.

The live birth registration station was a long metal and wood shed at the end of the row of stalls just west of the dance hall. Thankfully it had a roof, and rain drummed loudly upon it. Just before I joined the lines the woman handed her infant to me as if she had been eager to get rid of it. Then she sat on a long wooden bench and held her elbows for warmth.

She didn’t appear in want of interaction or speech. I couldn’t see her face well, except for her fair cheeks and round chin. She wore her hair in a braided tail, but her fringe, loose and frayed, fell in wet, curling locks and obscured much of her face. Vivian had assured me the child was born out of wedlock. No husband, no father, no strings. Just pay and waltz, as with any joget ladies. I don’t know where Vivian found her, nor would I deign to ask. In her profession there are probably hundreds of women like her. It wouldn’t be difficult to find one.

The British lady at the stall smiled at the child I was holding and asked no questions. She had a large, kindly face. Her hair was blonde and wavy. She wore a fuchsia rayon-crepe blouse with winged sleeves that stood out against the drab colours that everyone else wore. I said everything Vivian told me to: date of birth, birthplace, mother’s name. It was a titanic feat for me to have them all memorised.

The live birth was registered without a fuss and I named it Arthur. Only after did I part the swaddle and peer into her wet little face. Couldn’t have been more than six months old. She was grimacing, shuddering slightly perhaps of the chill.

At the end of it I had to give her back. It was a natural recourse. I paid the woman the 80 dollars I’d agreed to, and she precariously cradled the child in one arm and tucked the money between her breasts. She refused my umbrella for the second time. She merely pulled the drenched swaddle over the poor infant and charged into the merciless downpour.

If only this registration were real. If only the child had a father.

I went to Vivian’s home later in the afternoon when the rain thinned, to thank her and tell her that it all went well. I was certain I got the address correct until I saw the empty room. The landlady said she left the night before with a month’s rent paid in advance. Her room was bare, sterile, like a chalkboard scrubbed clean of a fine hand, its traces forever lost.

In the years between us I thought something could’ve blossomed. Now it’s as if we’ve never met. She had become distant, frosty, as if in preparation for her imminent departure to wherever she’s gone.

Perhaps I could’ve done more to keep her.

Count to Arthur 1 of 5,475.

32

OCTOBER 1933

THE RITZ ZION was a glitzy hotel with a grandiose Grecian-Creole façade of columns, cast-iron balconies, shuttered windows and fanlights of wire netting. It offered five royal suites fitted in the finest of imported furnishings, and drew a niche clientele comprising mostly wealthy, married men of status who fancied a fling with their mistresses or a willing taxi-dancer from the Great World Cabaret.

A black market had peddled Serum duplicates for over a century. They were the elixirs of life, and the wealthy had paid fortunes for rogue operatives to deliver them into their blood. They weren’t real Chronomorphs but Transplants, and for them infertility and an immunity to venereal diseases were attractive perks to longevity.

And brothels were where you’d find them.

The chosen Chronomorphs of the Coterie wouldn’t abuse the Serum this way. Only Transplants would display such deficiencies in restraint and discipline. So it was at the Zion where CODEX laid the dragnet for them. And Vivian had always been part of it.

At nightfall the hotel glowed with the light from its rooms, screened behind filmy curtains that offered teasing glimpses of the activities that took place inside. Rows of rickshaws were parked out front. Their pullers—hollow-chested, steely-eyed coolies, crouched along the road-side in wait of customers. From the back of a large Buick a group of chortling Caucasians threw out a bunch of coins. Under the illumination of gas lamps children emerged from the five-foot ways in bundles of rags and skin and went pattering after the motorcar on little bare feet as the coins pelted melodiously onto the street.

Vivian could hear their strident voices from her suite in the Ritz Zion. By an ornate doorway a smooth-faced, gangly man named Song paid a handsome tip to a chambermaid and closed the door behind him. He removed his hat and hung it over a brass hook along the hallway. His hair was fine and white. He smiled at Vivian—his prize for the night.

No one knew how Song made his fortune, and only at the mercantile ball that evening did Vivian learn that he owned 12 plantations in various parts of Malaya and two on this island. They were registered under different names, and an inquiry into them yielded 14 different sets of IDs of different ages. A true rover—and a very clever and elusive one. He’d toggle from one ID to the next; now a clerk and now a plantation owner, and the tactic would last him over a century. Vivian’s records put him at a 110.

He loved life—rather, a life the Serum had conferred upon him, miraculously spared of induced ailments. Vivian had observed how he mingled with tremendous ease at the ball, striking conversations quickly and drawing laughter from whomever he met. He had flirted with at least eight women before he chose her. And Vivian loved such clients because their conceit gave her no remorse. She’d help CODEX kill them all.

They kissed. Vivian undid the collar of her gown—a luxuriant piece of red silk and black lace. Song crossed his fingers behind her slender waist and pulled her close. He looked fondly at her, kissed her again and started slipping his hand past the slit of her skirt.

Vivian seized his wrist, but she was too late.

Song, his face glowing with a youthful, boyish charm, removed his hand, and with it a narrow, six-inch blade stocked in an ivory hilt. Vivian tried to smile through the tension in her face. “So I see,” she said softly. “You detect Serum signatures. You read minds.”

“I read intentions.” Song brushed a finger across the side of Vivian’s face. “More specifically, dangerous ones. It’s my gift. So who do you work for, Vivian?”

“No one,” she teased. “I get assistance from time to time.”

“Ah,” Song lifted an eyebrow. “And who bestows such assistance?”

Vivian knew the perils of situations like this. Song could send the steel into her throat at any moment and the bloodied mess would’ve been nothing more than self-defence. Besides, his immense wealth could buy justice. She would have to act fast, and carefully. His death had to be all-natural. No wounds, no signs of struggle.

She detected the twitch in Song’s hand that held the blade.

“Who?” Song asked again, his smile turning poisonous.

“A Coterie,” Vivian said, gracing him with one of her own, “of ageless assassins.”

In the wake of her reply Song sprung at her, hurtling the cruel shard of steel towards the side of her neck. Yet his reflexes were but those of the common man. The blade spun off in a whirr of fluid movements, and the next moment Song, his wrist wrung to a distressing angle, was gasping at the spark of pain that weakened his limbs. In snaring the hand Vivian had wisely kept the bones unbroken.

Song’s attempt to swing his free arm at her only brought about a deeper twist and greater pain. He squealed like a pig. With one hand, Vivian flipped open an antiquated leather briefcase. A magnifying screen folded into place, and a keypad, fashioned of brass and ebony, rose and locked itself into place.

“What are you doing?” Song croaked, the pain now wrenching tears from his eyes.

“My job,” Vivian said, her eyes travelling impassively across the screen. “Should’ve been more selective over who you chose to kiss.”

A cybernetic infusion now flowed in the veins of the wretched man, having been transfused from Vivian’s deadly kiss. It mingled with his Serum, embedded itself into his cells. By the tap of a key Vivian had them programmed, and the infusion hitched a ride on the bloodstream and began its dutiful journey towards his racing heart. Song felt the faint prod of pain in the ensuing seconds. His chest numbed as the infarction steadily took hold, and the reality of it drove him to a state of hysteria. As the growing pain compelled him to kneel, Vivian released her grip on him. He folded, clutching his chest and falling to his side. Inside him the cybernetic infusion sealed the arteries until the mounting pressure ruptured them all. Blood decanted from his mouth in ugly splutters, drowning his cries. On it went like a broken fountain, and Vivian watched.

But her triumph wasn’t to last. A signal buzzed. She reached for her ear and tapped on the accessory—a delicate armature of spring steel over her auricle, from which dangled a string of three small pearls.

A male voice cackled. “Constables are entering the lobby right now.”

Vivian breathed a curse. She should’ve been more careful. Song’s ruse, though fruitless, wasn’t intended to work on its own. Beside the balcony Song’s body twitched through its last flicker of life. Before a gilded Victorian mirror she threw on a dark flowing shawl and affixed an ornate fascinator over her head.

Then she retrieved the blade, her briefcase and left the suite.

Four constables, dressed in the khaki uniforms of the colonial police force, clattered past her on their way up the grand curving staircase; the Sikhs in their striped turbans and the Malays in their songkoks. They had batons slung on their black leather belts.

Vivian exited the hotel and strode down the street, veering neither to the left nor right. She took to the alleys and immediately the air turned foul with the stench of rotting food. Her Cuban-heels went clapping loudly across the rutted, broken tarmac, occasionally avoiding the sprawled legs of destitute opium-addicts.

At the Zion the constables, having made the tragic discovery, pattered down the stairs in haste. They conferred with the front desk and learned about the woman who had shared the room with Song—the one in a shawl and fascinator. A bellboy pointed them to the street and out they went.

The alley took Vivian to the northern end of The Great World. An avenue of novelty stalls led south, flanking a central aisle teeming with patrons. In one corner an Indian yogi began swallowing the knives he had been juggling and a Malay fire-eater spat bursts of flames at his audience. Farther on, a shrivelled guru in a white turban charmed a glistening black spitting cobra. At a shooting gallery one could hear the snap of air rifles and the crash of stricken light bulbs.

She plowed through bands of steam that drifted from one side of the street to the other, her cadence deliberate and urgent. She passed rows of stalls blazing with huge cooking fires. Ducks and chickens, hideously waxed and flattened, hung from rafters.

The clatter of boots neared. She ventured a sharp right turn towards the Atlantic cinema. There the stench of the river was heavy against the musk of wooden crates and burlap. She shouldered her way past the movie-going crowds and burrowed through a dodgy little entrance set into a wall plastered in an eclectic patchwork of outdated advertisements and movie posters. A row of date palms lined the building’s front, and above a grand oak-framed entrance The Flamingo flashed in gaudy, pink neon script.

Inside, the roof was high and ribbed in ornate arches of teak. Cast-iron electric lamps hung from them. An octagonal dancehall sat in the centre, lively with dancers. A band in white jackets played on stage.

A bartender at a makeshift cocktail bar watched Vivian navigate the sea of tables, politely rejecting dance offers by regulars and tipsy sailors who knew her to be one of the club’s most sought-after taxi-dancers. At the bar she slipped the briefcase through the table’s skirting, took off her shawl and fascinator and luxuriantly tossed free her pin curls. Amid the glorious notes of Paul Whiteman’s Flamin’ Mamie, Vivian whispered something into the bartender’s ear and waltzed over to the dance floor.

The constables entered and began roving between the tables.

Undaunted, Vivian accepted a dance offer from the nearest patron—a blond, red-faced sailor with a thick chest and a small head. He was wildly flinging his dance coupon in front of her and was so pleased at her acceptance of his offer that he pecked her rudely on the lips. Vivian, eyeing the constables over his hulking shoulders, overlooked the outrage and started jiving him up with rock steps and jitterbugs. It didn’t take long before he started making excessive bodily contact. Then he slid his hands over her bottom and groped, hard.

Vivian hit the roof. She drove a covert fist into the sailor’s sternum and knocked so much wind out of him that his eyes rolled back. He went limp in her arms and his weight almost dragged her to the floor.

The other sailors went wild. They lobbied desperately for Vivian’s attention, thinking that their mate had swooned after drinking too much, rather than from the stealthy blow of a woman. The constables approached, ostensibly drawn to the excitement.

Served by her quick wits she left the floor, pilfered a jacket off the backrest of an empty chair and seized someone from behind the cocktail bar who happened to be carting out a case of liquor. She doused his flat cap off his head and threw the jacket over him.

“Wear this and don’t get fresh with me,” she adjusted the collar of his white shirt and dragged the bewildered man away from the bar.

“I can’t dance,” he muttered.

Vivian did not answer. With tremendous aplomb she swung him out onto the floor just as a tango piece took form. The boorish sailors, unfamiliar with the nascent Argentine genre, retreated grunting and whinging, their places quickly taken by elegantly-dressed couples of superior taste and sophistication. A violin rose in a mysterious prelude to the emerging beats, the accompanying piano sprung alive. The night’s special had begun.

Vivian rested her arms seductively on her partner’s shoulders and leaned her face close to his. “Help me out on this. It will just take a minute.”

“I’ll embarrass you,” said the man.

“What is your name?”

“A… Anton.”

“Anton,” Vivian whispered. “Just move with me.”

On a beat she flew into the tango, twisting to the left and right before stumbling forward in a cue for him to hold her close. He did, albeit with such diffidence that she had to forcibly wrap his arm around her waist.

The commencement of a chorus melody sent them whirling into a reverse embrace, which Vivian then developed expertly into a promenade saunter with Anton in tow. They reached one end of the floor and Vivian spun about. She positioned Anton stiffly like a tea kettle, lifted his arms in a flaring posture and tugged at them to coordinate a parallel walk. Anton took the cue but not without such effort that made him perspire. His arms began to sag.

“You’re a teapot, Anton,” said Vivian. “Keep the spout up.”

She attempted a few stylistic boleos, a half-giro, then dragged Anton across the floor in a doble frente—a quick march with the lady slightly ahead. She swivelled, a little too violently for Anton’s standards. Her hair flew wild, and from them wafted a sensuous scent.

“Now walk forward six steps and I’ll follow,” Vivian instructed in a whisper. Anton complied and paced forth, seemingly emboldened by a desire to impress his fascinating dance partner. At the end of it Vivian unexpectedly yanked herself back, causing him to lurch forward and reach for her.

“I said six steps,” she chided through a frozen smile.

Before Anton could apologise, Vivian recovered from the deliberate move and inserted a foot between his legs and orchestrated a rather convincing side step by rapping them to the left and right. She then lifted Anton’s arm high and had him spin her around—or rather, she spun herself and dropped back into his arms. There she began rocking to a slow cadence. Anton tried to follow but fell so hopelessly out of sync that she rolled her eyes and flung herself into another double-timed promenade walk down the floor.

At the far end of the floor she pulled him into a close embrace, lifted a knee and wrapped her leg around Anton’s in execution of a caress. Anton, suddenly self-conscious, brought his legs together.

“I’m shining my shoes,” Vivian snapped. “Open them!”

Anton put out his leg and froze in place like a mannequin. Vivian drew up to him, and pressed her cheek against his. Over his shoulders Vivian observed the constables. The bartender pointed them to a door and they took the bait, believing that their suspect had fled through the kitchen and back to the streets.

Her ruse had worked flawlessly.

“Lap!” She barked, now charged with a burst of ecstasy.

Anton bent a knee and she leapt onto it and ran her hand affectionately down the side of his face before shoving it away. The move startled Anton, and his bewildered expression amused her so much that she flew into a string of laughter and executed another double-timed march down the floor.

They danced on with their foreheads touching as the tango piece progressed to its final bars. Vivian, now supremely thrilled, wanted to end it all with a dramatic fall-and-catch. But for fear that she might fracture the back of her head she opted instead for a more conservative corte. She executed a lápiz; leisurely inscribing a wide circle with her free leg before bringing herself and her unseemly partner to a bow with a leg extended far behind her. Anton, still locked in the kettle-posture, mistakenly bent both knees in the bow and shot out his free leg only when he saw what Vivian had done, just in time for the ending note.

Applause rippled across the dancehall. Vivian and Anton wove their way past the envious gazes of couples, particularly the ogling gentlemen, and went over to the cocktail bar. Vivian pulled the jacket off Anton and dropped it back on the seat from which it was taken. Anton, flushed and sweaty, blew out his cheeks and stood awkwardly beside her.

“Aren’t you going to say anything?” Vivian unfurled a sandalwood fan and began fanning herself.

“Like what?” said Anton.

Before Vivian could speak, a Kling left his cases of liquor at the kitchen and came bounding over to them. “You never tell me you can dance?” He delivered a jarring slap on Anton’s back and hung the last syllable of his speech on a grin.

“I can’t, Amal,” said Anton. He turned to Vivian with the intention to introduce her but faltered when he realised she hadn’t told him her name.

Instead, she reached her hand past Anton and made the introduction herself. “I’m Vivian,” she said. “You got any engagements with your friend tonight?”

Amal, puzzled by the question, retracted his grin. “Only deliver liquor lah.”

“I’d like to take him out for a drink, to thank him.”

“Thank him for what?” asked Amal, shifting his gaze dubiously between them.

“Why can’t we have a drink here?” said Anton to Vivian.

She nodded at the cases of liquor Amal brought in. “But they aren’t real, are they?”

Amal’s expression darkened, clearly put out that she had realised they were bootlegging counterfeit liquor to the club. He looked at Anton, who declared his innocence by shaking his head.

“Just a drink.” Vivian threw him a wink. “And you’ll have him back.”

/ / /

Vivian was certain that Anton would come along. And when he did it made her happier than she thought she’d be. Maybe it was a nice respite from the murder she had committed less than an hour earlier. Or maybe it was something else—something she’d always craved but never confessed to. She brought him to a spot along an alley where the mellow illumination of gas lamps accentuated the rusty shades of its mouldy, peeling walls.

On a moisture-warped table sat dishes of stir-fried beef, steamed peanuts, roasted pork and oil-drenched greens. Vivian poured the sixth serving of Chinese huangjiu into Anton’s glass and topped up her own. The clear red-brown liquid sloshed luxuriantly and gave off a fragrant waft of herbs and alcohol. Behind them, a wizened wizard of oriental stir-fry clattered away at his wok over a roaring furnace. The tables around the stall were filled.

“How many palms did you grease to get this job?” Vivian took a sip out of her glass and watched Anton over the lipstick-stained rim.

“I don’t know,” said Anton, chewing on meat and greens. He washed them down with a sip of wine. “Amal does the negotiating. I only help him.”

“And you think that’s sensible?”

Anton shrugged. “We’re partners.”

Vivian lifted her chin and fanned her neck. “That’s what they’ll make you think.”

“So why are the police looking for you?” said Anton.

“Mistaken identity.”

“Really?”

Vivian poured him another drink. “I’ve never met someone who could hold his liquor as well as I.”

Anton looked at the two empty wine bottles at the far side of the table. “You drink very well for a lady.”

“And you’re the first who’s standing up to the challenge.”

“Maybe it’s in my blood,” Anton uttered without thought and resumed eating.

That response worked up a fantastic possibility that made her very excited. What are the chances? The thought left Vivian’s lips in a whisper. She considered the impossible odds of them being acquainted so fortuitously and couldn’t help breaking a smile. She surveyed Anton, her shrewd, darting eyes now seething with curiosity.

“So what is in your blood?” she asked.

Anton frowned, uncertain of what she meant.

“Let me see your palm,” she added.

Anton acceded, thinking it to be a round of amateur palmistry. She took his hand tenderly in hers and traced the creases with a finger. Then with a flirtatious smile and a flick of her wrist something pricked Anton’s pinky and drew blood.

“What was that?” Anton withdrew his hand. “What did you do?”

“To see if you have venereal diseases,” Vivian pouted innocently.

“Venereal?”

“I like being safe.” She leaned away and adjusted her gown at the waist. “Safer for my clients too.”

“Clients?”

“Don’t you want it?”

“I…” Anton fumbled at the allusion of her words. “Do we have things like that?”

“Afforded only to the rich. A client gave it to me,” she said. “To keep me clean.”

Anton poured himself another drink, though it would do little to calm his nerves.

“So do you want it?” Vivian cupped her chin and playfully joggled her eyebrows.

Anton’s jaw fell open and he made such a fool of himself that Vivian reeled back and hid her rancorous laughter behind the sandalwood fan.

“You, Anton, are such a prudish, proper young man,” she said.

/ / /

By the end of their supper Vivian had swooned, slumped across the table like a log with her head resting on a thin white arm. From her beaded purse Anton extracted a crumpled blue card that bore a tiny, scarcely recognisable monochromatic portrait of her and an address. It was quite a run from where they had supped, and the rickshaw puller—a sunken, sun-dried Chinese man with bulging calves and enormous callused feet—agreed to take them only after much haggling.

Along the way Anton considered Vivian’s words with disgust. If he truly was as prudish as she had claimed he would have rejected her salacious offer at once. He knew he stammered only because he coveted it so bloody much.

Vivian drowsed limply on his shoulder and he grasped the side of the rickshaw, belching frequently and being ever ready to retch. The puller’s back glistened in the light of street lamps, capering from side to side in tandem with his running strides.

The three-mile run with the burden of two passengers almost killed the puller. At the end of Rangoon Road he stopped and panted heavily for a moment before he mustered the energy to drop the shafts and allow his passengers to alight. Anton paid him handsomely, and he sustained his bow long after Anton lumbered up the staircase of a shophouse with his arm around Vivian.

A lone, naked light bulb lit the narrow stairway. When Anton reached its top fatigue scorched his throbbing thighs like acid. The second storey was a warren of subdivided rooms where filmy curtains were all the privacy offered. A hefty, middle-aged lady with a long braided pigtail recognised Vivian and pointed Anton to her room, though not without a disapproving shake of her head.

Anton parted the curtain and was surprised to find an unlocked door. The room was clean and smelled of sandalwood and cosmetics. It was furnished with only a wardrobe and a bed with a thin mattress. He carried Vivian in and laid her on the bed as softly as he could.

A few cotton frocks were slung over a string drawn from wall to wall. A calendar hung from a rusted nail. Crockery resided inside a large, blackened pot. A bunch of chopsticks bristled from a tin mug. Anton could hear the sound of mah-jong being played downstairs.

Vivian lay on her side, soundly sleeping. Anton watched her slow, regular breaths through the red silk of her gown that fitted snugly over her midriff. A flap of her skirt had fallen away at the slit, revealing her stockinged legs. When he tried to cover them she suddenly moaned and flipped on her back, thrusting up the contours of her chest and offering Anton a full frontal view of her slumbering visage.

Anton paced the tiny room like a stag in heat. Then in a burst of resolve he smothered his temptation by pulling a terrycloth blanket over her. Still he couldn’t resist planting a kiss. He stared longingly at her lips, and after being painfully undecided as to where he should kiss, finally picked out a spot he thought would be perfectly neutral.

He kissed her between her eyes.

/ / /

The gasp that slid out of Vivian’s lips went undetected as Anton showed himself to the door and closed it softly behind him. And for a long time she lay in bed, berating herself for conceiving the despicable notion of luring him into a kiss on the lips with the prospect of tagging him. It felt inimical even if it was to be done with the seemingly harmless intent of tracking him.

Finally she sat up and touched the spot where he had kissed her, awestricken by the miracle that the paths of two random Chronomorphs should cross so fortuitously, and deeply moved by Arthur’s virtuous gesture. She had believed the centuries of her existence had eroded her vulnerability to emotions and had taken pride in the stoicism she possessed. But with a single kiss Anton had shattered everything.

To dispel a thickening cloud of melancholia she unlocked her wardrobe and retrieved a battered Pathe phonograph with the only vinyl she owned, cranked it up and put on the needle. The old vinyl scratched to life, and from it flowed these lyrical words:

Just try to picture you upon my knee

Just tea for two and two for tea

Just me for you and you for me alone

Nobody near us, to see us or hear us

No friends or relations or weekend vacations

We won’t have it known, dear, that we own a telephone

Sorrow bade Vivian to pull the needle off and leave the vinyl spinning forlornly to a stop on the plateau. She buried her face in her hands and did something she had never done in almost a century. She wept.

33

INTERNMENT

LANDON’S HEAD SPINS and throbs. He finds himself in a hotel room of the budget kind, with steel-framed beds and tiled flooring. Beyond the window he hears the vehicular traffic of a small street. The sunlight is white. It feels like lunchtime. In the background, to a light instrumental accompaniment, a songstress sings:

Day will break and I’ll awake

And start to bake a sugar cake

For you to take for all the boys to see

We will raise a family

A boy for you, a girl for me

Oh, can’t you see how happy we would be

When Landon finally feels up to it he rolls onto his side and closes his eyes until the vertigo eases. He opens them to the sight of Hannah seated on a chair, her tilted head pressing forlornly against a wall. The music flows from a touchpad on the table. Beside it an omnicron gleams in the daylight.

“I love that song,” Hannah says, looking at a spot at the ceiling. Her smile is wan, and Landon thinks he sees the remnant of tears in her eyes. “It’s a nice lyrical dream.”

He throws his leg over the edge of a bed, shakes off the somnolence and hangs his head between his shoulders. An information card on a nightstand reads: Come Inn! A haven for all streetwise backpackers and budget travellers! Free wi-fi!

The moment is surreal. Not all his memories have returned, but enough to thread some sense across the disparate fragments. The object of his quest now sits before him, flexing her feet and tucking strands of hair behind an ear. He finds himself remembering every detail of that gentle face, every line, every contour. They affirm recognition and kindle a radiant warmth in his chest. At last he musters sufficient confidence to speak.

“So what do I call you now? Clara? Hannah? Or another name I don’t know about?”

His tone is mordant, but Hannah does not appear to have taken offence. She goes on looking at the ceiling, now aloof and distant. “Whichever one you want.”

Assailed by her effrontery Landon almost succumbs to a fit of rage. If not for his spinning head he would’ve stomped up to her. “Don’t get all sassy on me. I’m beginning to remember all that I ought to.”

It does not impress her. She blinks and swallows a nub of emotion in her throat. “Pansy died last night,” she says.

“Your pet?”

“A little girl with HIV.” Her voice, hard and indicting, stills the air in the room. “An orphan who’s lived out the first half of her life in an institution and the other in a hospice. I loved her as a daughter.”

He would’ve liked to believe her. But he opts for caution, staying silent.

At last she lowers her gaze and looks at him. “How’s your head?”

Landon presses on his temples. “Still swimming.”

“It’ll go away,” she says. “Nice seeing you again, Arthur.”

There she is, after five decades or more, youthful as ever. The reality of it settles, calcifying in his head, almost inuring it to the fascination of it all. For an instant it feels as though she had left him just yesterday, and the intensity of it renders him speechless. It’s easy to forget that she might well be out to murder him.

“What are you doing here?” he manages, with only a slight stutter.

Hannah moves over to the bed and Landon leaps to his feet in a feeble attempt to get away. Straining against a spinning head he staggers over to the table and collapses into a chair. She takes her place at the edge of the bed and tilts her head and regards him with something that could be discerned as fondness. “Keeping you hidden.”

“Don’t lie to me, Hannah. My bodyguard’s filled me in quite a bit.”

“Still so sweetly naïve,” she says, her eyes squinting in a smile. “You don’t realise there’s no such thing as a bodyguard.”

Landon doesn’t reply. He crosses his arms snugly over his chest, as if to warm himself from a bitter cold.

“He didn’t tell you about Internment?” she asks him.

“No.”

“Well, here you are.” She lifts her palms and brings them back between her knees. “When all possible information has been fished out of a Chronie the investigation concludes and the Tracker keeps him under full surveillance while he awaits the order—all done under the pretext of round-the-clock scrutiny, which explains the gizmos in your house.”

Spot on. Landon grits his jaw. John is a darn fraud.

“Your friend is a Tracker, just as I am,” she adds after a thoughtful pause. “When he receives the order you’ll be on your way to a safe place where they calm you like a heifer and milk you of the Serum before the slaughter.”

A wince puckers Landon’s face. “Milk? Me?”

“That’s the way it’s done on his Side.” Hannah’s gaze hardens. “And that where we differ—they milk the Serum and destroy the host but we destroy both Serum and host. Who knows what would happen if it falls into the wrong hands?”

The intrigue wears away and mortification takes hold. Landon holds his head. If it has to be he’d want it quick and painless. “Might as well do me now,” he said.

“There’s a slim chance the order won’t come. I’m hoping against hope for that because I really don’t want to kill you.”

“What have you done to my life, Hannah?”

“I’ve been hiding it,” she says. “After Amal died I made sure no one found you. I hooked you up with the operatives after you killed Khun, had you exiled to London and masked your signature so you wouldn’t be tracked. I had to make sure you stayed clear of the system.”

“And why would you do that?”

“Because I think you’re a good man.”

The response forces a sardonic laugh out of Landon. “It’s been an entire century so don’t tell me we got nothing going between us.”

Hannah’s head lists. “You’d feel better if I said it was because of love?”

Landon glowers. He so badly craves for the courage to confront her and shake her up because he is sick of her shrewd little remarks that always leave him no room for retort.

“Between the both of us, it’s official,” she adds soberly. “You messed up that surrogate-stunt at the hospital and someone assigned you to me.”

“To stalk and then kill?”

She looks down at her feet. “I’ll work something out.”

“How?”

“Don’t ask.”

“Cheok and John…” Landon says haltingly. “They’re dead?”

Hannah rises from the bed. “It’s complicated.” “Where’re you going?”

She opens the door and steps outside. “Don’t go exploring.” She lifts a sententious finger. “You never know who else might drop in.”

/ / /

The order arrives just before nightfall. It comes through the omnicron in code while Landon is sleeping away the vertigo. It is past 11pm when he wakes, having at last been completely purged of the effects of the powerful tranquiliser.

Hannah fetches him a hot cup of tea. She is smiling, and his spirits lift.

“Does that mean I’m off the hook?” he asks. “At least from your side of the picture?”

“No,” she says. “Directive four-eighty-seven means they are thinking of reviewing you. We’ll rendezvous with an Agent who will assess your case. I could exert some influence.”

“When?”

“I’ve sent in our coordinates. They’ll have an Agent contact us soon.”

Landon puts his tea on the nightstand. “I’m hungry.”

The remark amuses Hannah and makes her feel motherly all of a sudden. “There’s a supermarket across the street. We might even finish the dinner we never had.”

Landon pulls a vacuous expression.

“You don’t remember it?”

“No,” says he. “Was it bad?”

“Didn’t you write it down somewhere?”

He shakes his head.

“Then it probably was.”

/ / /

The supermarket is a tranquil haven at midnight, its half-depleted shelves and empty aisles accented with the ambience of a dystopian film. Light piano music haunts the forlorn spaces. Here and there gaunt, shadowy figures flit about with packs of beer and nuts. One of them picks out a bottle of cheap Chinese liquor. An employee stoops at a corner and stocks a shelf. A lone cashier sits at an open till and entertains herself on her mobile. Landon and Hannah saunter down an aisle, swinging their shopping baskets. Time slows to a crawl.

“Where were you all these years?” Landon asks.

Hannah flips a pack of crisps over and looks at it. “Everywhere, doing what I do best.”

“Killing?”

“Cleansing.” She replaces the pack and moves on. “There’re many rogues out there.”

“Like me?”

“Worse.”

For a while they strolled in silence, then Landon succumbs to a compulsion to warm the chill between them. “I’ve got an idea if they decide to kill me in the end.”

“What’s that?”

“We could kill ourselves.”

“Done that a dozen times over.” She reaches for another packet. “There is a fail-safe for Trackers like us. A part of the Serum can be programmed to respond to neuro-stimulus arising from suicidal tendencies, like serotonin levels, and prevent an act of suicide.”

“How?”

“It stalls your brain.” She taps her temple. “Induces a seizure.”

“Maybe I could do you first then myself.”

“Word of advice.” Hannah stops and turns around to look at him. “Never fraternise with your executioner.”

Her response blanches him to a chalky pallor that drives her into fits of lavish, velvet laughter. “You’re a darling, you know that?” she says, still tittering. “A century-old darling.”

The remark leaves Landon dry and cold.

Her laughter recedes into giggles. “I’ll go get some bread. You hit the warmers.”

A feeling of insecurity gnaws. “Perhaps we should go together.”

“Afraid I might disappear?”

“Yes.”

“Isn’t that a good thing, considering what I’m supposed to do to you?”

Again Landon finds himself in a fix, unable to retort, and once more his wretched disposition tickles Hannah to laughter. “Don’t worry, Arthur.” She runs her fingers through her hair. “Now it is I who won’t let you go.”

A familiar pang of loneliness descends when he sees her disappear around an aisle. He shrugs it off and considers picking up some canned ham and sausages. At the same time Hannah makes her selection and drops a country loaf into her shopping basket along with a slab of butter. The entire operation has taken her three minutes or less.

And at the end of it she finds Landon missing.

34

DECEMBER 1923

THE RICKSHAW PULLER dropped Anton off at a three-storey tenement along Guthrie Lane, just a block west of Meyer Chambers at Raffles Place. He ascended a teak staircase that led to a corridor smelling of stale sweat and disinfectants. The psychiatric clinic was on the left, where the doctor’s name, speciality and credentials were engraved on a bronze plaque beside the door. Anton jimmied the brass doorknob and found it locked.

“I’m afraid he’s passed on,” said a burly brunette who had been stamping up the stairs after him. Her hair stuck out from the sides of her sun-hat in tiny red curls.

Anton gasped. “He did? How?”

“His heart,” she said. “So I heard from the constables. Pity, he was such a gentleman.”

After she lumbered up the next flight and out of sight Anton pried a misshapen journal from his rear pocket and consulted an entry written a week ago:

Got another dose of barbiturate this morning. The good doctor thinks sleep therapy might help if I should have any schizophrenic undertones associated with my memory loss. Otherwise it would have to be a case of syphilis that might still be incubating. He called it general paresis, and insisted that I be completely honest with him concerning any visits to brothels despite countless attempts on my part to convince him otherwise. After waking from the barbiturate he didn’t tell me much, though he said something about my blood being very peculiar and that he’ll need time for a more accurate diagnosis.

It would’ve done Anton some good knowing what exactly was wrong with his blood. The doctor had charged him nothing for the treatments because he regarded Anton to be some sort of a lab rat, and it was for the better since Anton had scarcely been able to make ends meet from peddling cigarettes.

Not that it mattered now because the doctor was dead.

/ / /

It so happened that at noon Anton was waiting in line by the jinriksha station at Maxwell Road when a Kling approached him. He had been considering the benefits of pulling the night shift as he stood sandwiched between two sweaty, steaming coolies.

Like him they were seeking to bolster their income by pulling rickshaws on days when quayside jobs were few. Even as the laden bumboats docked there’d be a long line of coolies waiting for their turn to unload the cargo. If you were far behind in the line, you missed the work and you didn’t get paid. Rickshaws, on the other hand, were a more reliable source of income. The jinriksha station rented out rickshaws at a good rate of 11 cents a day, and the waiting coolies packed themselves tightly for fear of queue jumping, which almost always degenerated into brawls.

When the Kling came over many greasy, sun-scorched faces turned to him all at once. Anton too looked in their direction, catching waft after waft of their stale, hot breaths. He stared at the Kling and pointed to his chest. Me?

The Kling grinned, revealing a flawless set of white teeth. “Come.”

“I’ve been queuing for an hour,” said Anton. “Not about to give it up.”

“I got something better. A job offer,” said the Kling.

“What job?”

The Kling surveyed the line. “Too many eyes lah. You want to know, you come.”

Anton closed his eyes and made the leap. As soon as he left the queue the coolie behind him stepped forward and pressed in chesttoback against the man in front. The lines advanced a foot, and the waiting continued under the blinding noonday sun.

“Why did you pick me?” Anton asked.

“Because you look too weak to pull rickshaw lah.” The Kling draped an arm over Anton’s shoulders and offered a hand. “My name is Amal.”

“Anton.”

Amal took him a hundred yards down Maxwell Road into an alley where roaches roamed the sewerage-crusted drains, even in the day. There he opened a wicker basket he had been carrying and furtively fished out a bottle of brandy.

“We can sell this.”

“They’re expensive,” said Anton. “I don’t have any money for them.”

“They’re fake one.” Amal wiggled his head at the confession. “Very cheap, so don’t worry about money. I only need you to help carry and move them. And you know,” he said, scratching a cheek, “be lookout lah.”

“Isn’t it illegal?”

“No—” The word came out as a drawling growl, as if Anton had uttered the most ridiculous thing in the world. “If people like the liquor, we re-brand into our own brand lah.”

Anton picked at the back of his ear. “Well, I’m not sure if…”

“If you so scared I also got other business.” Amal took out a warmer flask and poured out, in its cap, a brew that exuded a delicious scent. Anton sipped it cautiously.

“It’s very good coffee,” he said, returning the cap.

“I can teach you how to make them, for free.” Amal grinned. “Tea also, especially tea; they all in my blood lah. I from Ceylon. You know Ceylon?”

“Heard of it.”

“So how?” Amal’s head waggled slightly. “Join me lah, we make money together.”

When Anton nodded he almost gagged from a slap to his back. A delighted Amal then snatched up his finger and pricked it with an object that glinted in the sunlight. It vanished as quickly as it appeared. Before he could even flinch Amal was already clutching his hand in a fist and hefting it up to their noses in a display of unity.

“Now we business blood-brothers,” said he, flashing his brilliant white teeth.

Anton pulled out his hand and examined his finger. The bleeding had stopped, leaving only a tiny red dot on the punctured skin. “What did you cut me with?”

“Pocketknife lah,” said Amal. “Clean lah, don’t worry. This is custom, bring luck!”

/ / /

At lunch Amal brought Anton to a stall along Tras Street where he was fed roast chicken with rice cooked in its drippings. The meal came with a side serving of cucumbers spiced and pickled in vinegar. They lunched around a crate placed on the tarmac, and sat on stools no higher than a shoebox.

“How do you keep your teeth so white?” said Anton.

Amal showed him a small round tin containing a certain brand of tooth powder. “I also sell this at Change Alley.” He marketed it with another of his trademark grins. “You want can sell it together lah. These days we must sell everything to make money.”

“I’d prefer this. It’s more legal.”

Amal snivelled. “Very little money lah, all these kuching kurak things. Sell until die only earn peanuts. But if you got time you follow me, I show you better business.”

After lunch they went to South Bridge Road where a tall Sikh directed traffic with a pair of wicker wings strapped to his back. At the service store of a petrol station, before a tight-faced woman standing behind a glass and wood counter, Amal announced his arrival with a pompous display of opened arms. She reciprocated Amal’s gregariousness with an uneasy smile and went to the back to fetch someone.

Anton examined cans of lubricants, motor oil and cigarettes stacked inside glass cases. The air was sweltering despite an electric fan chugging away laboriously on a table.

“I supply motor oil and lubricants to our dear colonial masters.” Amal whispered to Anton over another head-waggle. “Business better during the Great War lah. I can take bigger cut. Now only small commission.”

Anton nodded in comprehension.

“You got memory problems?” Amal tapped his own oiled hair.

Anton’s eyes grew wide. “How’d you know?”

“I know many things,” Amal went to a dusty rack and picked out a bottle of clear red fluid and pushed it to him. “Take this, three times a day. I sell it, so I know it’s very good.”

“Wait…” Anton didn’t know what to do with the bottle. “It’s impossible that you—”

Before he could finish the woman returned with a tall man and once more Amal threw out his arms in greeting. The man, initially stern-faced like the woman, became affable as soon as he saw Amal and greeted him with similar zest.

“Koon!” Amal hauled Anton over by his arm. “I got new partner. Meet Anton.”

Anton shook hands cordially with the stranger named Koon, whom he found had piercingly large eyes. After the formalities Amal and Koon began conferring in low tones over something about renting trucks and getting something across the new causeway. Then Amal signed some chits and pushed himself away from the counter, sighing, and seeming very satisfied over a deal made.

“Heard your wife give birth already yah?” He tilted his chin towards the back of the store, where the woman had gone.

Koon’s handsome smile wrinkled the corners of his eyes. He called over his shoulder in a Mandarin dialect Anton didn’t know, and in time the woman emerged bearing a bundle in her arms. Anton wasn’t inclined to look because he didn’t know the family. But Amal went right for it. He parted the swaddle and started cooing expertly at the infant.

“Born September,” said Koon, impressed and amused by Amal’s repertoire of baby language. “Almost two months old now.”

“What’s his name?”

“Kuan Yew,” said Koon.

Amal flashed an exaggerated look of disgust. “Hard to call lah—” said he, prolonging the last syllable into that growling drawl of his.

But Koon, evidently familiar with Amal’s droll candour, merely chuckled. “His grandfather wanted to name him Harry.”

Amal’s grimace passed into a grin. “I like Harry better.” He then turned to Anton who was silently observing them from behind. “What you think? The Kuan-yin or Harry?”

This put Anton in a spot. Amal perceived his discomfort and immediately threw an arm over his shoulder, chortling boisterously and showing off his blood-red tongue against his pearly white teeth. “We going to be great business partners, eh?”

“Yes, Amal,” said Anton undecidedly. “I suppose we are.”

35

THE EXECUTIONERS HUNT

HIS ARMS ARE wrenched behind his back in a way that if he stops walking they will hurt even more. A large hand clasps over his mouth and foils his attempt to holler. Whoever is holding him feels like a giant. In no time Landon is shoved into yet another car. He is kicking, thrashing. The jab of a fist across his left cheek almost knocks him cold.

Landon clutches his swelling jaw and glares wide-eyed at his assailant.

“Sorry.” John steps on the accelerator. “It was the only way to get you in.”

Screeching, the car reverses across the driveway. It catapults over a speed hump and sends sparks flying. To the crank of gears the car bolts forth with an impatient groan and purrs down a larger road. Landon lunges for the door handle and John yanks him back.

“Dr E.W. Peck is dead.”

Friday. Landon shudders at the news. Guilt lances deep into his heart.

“I warned you about not getting too close,” John adds.

“Where the hell were you?”

“At your house, when she took you.” John squints through the windshield, slabs of lamplight passing across his face. “I tried to get you out.”

“And failed.”

There is resentment in the sidelong glance John throws at him. “If you understand her abilities I hope you’d think better of me. She fought like a ghost,” he confesses. “I had to let her kill me before I could get to you.”

“How?”

“Worked out a struggle; switched her weapon for one bugged with a Neut—what we call a neuro-transmitter.” He swerves and the car skids a little. “An obsolete tool that tricked her brain into thinking she had blown my head open. Afforded me a break but it didn’t turn out the way I wanted.”

“And Cheok?”

John’s gaze freezes through the windshield. “She slit his throat.”

It almost sends Landon into a seizure. He watches one passing streetlight after another and tries to remember Cheok but sees only parts of him: that thick, sweating chest, the stumpy arms, the pink cellophane bags with food, the way he placed his beer can on his belly…

“The Tracker was sent for him because the order for you just came in.” John tosses him something black and intensely familiar.

His journal.

Landon yields to a surge of anger. “Didn’t figure you for a thief.”

John shrugs off the accusation. “CODEX knows you’re the real deal. It turns out you’re hiding something they want and your Tracker left me a message that led to the journal, though I can’t imagine why she’d do that.” He nods at the book. “First entry, 1859.”

Landon flips to it and sees the name Harriet circled in pencil. “Who was she?”

“Not a who, but a where.” John swerves again to overtake a car. “It refers to Mount Harriet—the old name of Dempsey Hill. The plantations there were your sustenance; they kept your family alive in the early days.” He enters the highway and accelerates. “Your current home in Clacton is not your family plot, but one that was transferred to you under the protection of another faction.

“In other words,” John turns briefly to him, “your real family plot has been in Dempsey Hill all along.”

Landon’s expression sours at the revelation. “FourBees…”

John retrieves a folder from the dashboard and hands it to him. “Inside you’ll find an old record of a Seer who transferred the Clacton property to you. He had acquired the final site in Mount Harriet through Hoo Ah Kay, who had earlier won it from a “certain destitute young man who chalked up a prodigious amount of debt”. We matched them against the clues from your diaries and found out it was you. A clever move to safeguard the property. Do you remember the name Origen?”

Landon looks despondently out of the window and shakes his head.

“Your time is up, Landon.”

“I know.”

“And you’re getting all chummed up with her?”

“She said she’ll work something out!”

Unbelievable. John looks away and snorts the ingenuous remark.

“Don’t get all self-righteous on me, John.” Landon drives a finger in his direction. “She told me all about Internment and that you’re as much a killer as she is.”

John alternates between braking and accelerating as he weaves through the traffic and overtakes one vehicle after another.

“You’re all the same, aren’t you?” says Landon. “And that you’re going to take me to a safe place to milk me dry and then murder me?”

John says nothing.

“Where’re you taking me?”

“Away from her.”

“Cut the crap, John,” Landon seethes. “Where exactly are you taking me?”

John realises there is no better way of putting it. “Some place safe.”

An invective slips out of Landon in a bitter laugh. “You’re not a bodyguard.”

“I never said I was one.”

“So you’re going to kill me?”

“No.”

“But you are going to let them milk me?”

“Possibly.”

Landon throws back his head in despair and closes his eyes. “Just how are they going to milk me, John?”

No response.

“HOW THE HELL ARE THEY GOING TO MILK ME?”

“I don’t know.” John relents. “I’m only tasked to keep you alive.”

“You’re one big walking lie, John.”

“I withheld some truth.” John’s tone is calm, icy. He checks the rear-view mirror and veers hard to the left, causing Landon to lurch. “But that doesn’t make me a liar.”

“Yeah?” A vein surfaces just beneath the skin of Landon’s neck. “So you think I’m the hare between two hounds? You think I can’t bail if I have to? Where in all your shitty lies can I find a single bit of truth, huh?”

John watches him from the corner of his eye. “Take your hand off the door handle.”

“Answer the question, John. Tell me one truthful thing you’ve uttered.”

“My sick daughter,” says John.

Landon suddenly feels beaten. He throws himself into the seat and draws his hands miserably across his face. “For two centuries I’ve been running from some invisible threat and I’m so darn tired of it. If you’re going to kill me just do it now and be done with it.”

John whips out a small holstered pistol from the side of his seat and hands it to him. “A token of trust. Strap it to your ankle. It’s cocked and ready to go. Safety’s where your right thumb is.”

“What if you’re ordered to dispose of me after I’m milked dry?”

“I gave my word to keep you alive.”

“Over your daughter’s life?”

John pauses in calculation, all the while checking his rear-view mirror and veering evasively. “I’ll work something out, Landon. I promise.”

“Oh, hell,” Landon exclaims wretchedly. “That’s what she said too!”

A sudden jolt yanks his head backwards, and with it comes a crash of metal and plastic. He strains over his shoulder just in time to catch a tailing vehicle drive headlong into their bumper. The impact briefly sends the rear of their car skidding.

They are ascending a highway ramp. From the pitched roofs of waterfront condominiums on the right and the luminous blue observation wheel on the left Landon knows they are now travelling west along the East Coast highway. Another bump sends the car swerving dangerously close to the rushing barriers on the left. They smell burning rubber.

“What the fu—” Landon whips back front. “Why didn’t you see that?”

“Watching it the whole time,” says John. “It’s been tailing us since we left.”

Landon braces his arms against the dashboard. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Didn’t want to frighten you.”

John is leaning so far forwards that his chin is almost touching the steering wheel. The tailing vehicle—a large pick-up truck— accelerates and pulls abreast, and Landon finds Hannah in its driver seat, her predatory gaze bearing down on them.

The truck suddenly swings left and ploughs into their side, sending the side-view mirror spinning off into the night. The right wheel protests in a scream of grinding metal.

“Hold on to something.” John swings his car right and brings it hard into the truck. Hannah counters the move by turning into John and equalising the force of the impact.

John wrestles the steering but fails to keep the car in the lane as another jarring impact sends it into the side barriers. Metal grinds concrete and sparks fly beautifully. Another jolt shatters the window and John cowers at the shower of crystalline chips. “You get the point now?” he snarls at Landon, his expression now livid and ferociously leonine, like a rabid vampire. “This her way of working something out?”

“Just shut up and drive!”

Hannah pulls the truck farther apart to gain momentum, and bears it down on their car so hard that the impact tilts John’s car and leaves it limping momentarily on two wheels before falling back on its suspension. Once more the truck peels away and swings round for another collision. John turns the wheel this way and that to counteract the centrifugal forces. But this time the impact drives the car up the barrier and crushes its left corner. The steering becomes sluggish as blow has cripples the right wheel.

“Roll down your window!” John instructs and leans hard into his seat.

“What for?”

“Just do it, you idiot!”

For the third time Hannah banks away, even farther this time.

The traffic around them has lightened and an empty lane now separates them. In the abundance of manoeuvring space the truck begins its approach, turning so sharply it faces John’s car in an almost headlong position.

John abandons the steering, hugs his head and ducks towards Landon, forcibly pressing him down sideways into his seat. The truck’s one functioning headlight floods the interior of the car, and the next instant everything explodes in a terrific din. The side of the car caves in upon impact. Vision blurs and jaws rattle.

The jolt alone would have snapped their necks if they weren’t lying across their seats. Arthur feel the crush of the bonnet as it strikes the low concrete barrier. Grey dust billows through the shattered windscreen and fills his nostrils. A nauseating sensation of weightlessness comes after, and the wrecked car sails through the air and plummets towards the Marina channel.

36

FEBRUARY 1915

TANGLIN BARRACKS NESTLED in the tropical fauna of Mount Harriet. Trails of yellow dirt ran between clusters of thistles and led up to white oblong blocks huddling in the shade of overhanging roofs. Between them coconut palms rustled in a warm, dry breeze. Hedges of bougainvillea garlanded tiny lawns furnished with wicker chairs and tables. Everything exuded a lovely, bucolic charm.

The westering sun shone at an angle. It was almost five in the afternoon. At this hour officers usually occupied the lawns, reclining on long chairs after tiffin. This afternoon however, the lawns were empty.

The pyramidal roof of the Drill Hall loomed near; a row of columns, thin as matchsticks, lined its perimeter. Anton was driving his mule towards it and towing a cart laden with cigarettes: Army Clubs, Kenilworths, Black Cats, Smith’s Glasgow Mixtures. Anything the Tommies loved. Anton knew the regular supplies to the barracks had been disrupted by the Lunar New Year festivities and the Tommies needed their fags as if the Great War depended on it. He threw his voice above the shrill of insects, lyrically declaiming the brands of cigarettes in hope of invoking some business.

But the compound did not respond.

He went a little farther, peddling the brands in an oratorical chant and passing one silent block after another. He was approaching the detention barracks that supposedly held German internees—mostly sailors from a German cruiser which had been put out of action earlier by an Australian warship. And there at last, he found a soldier perched on the edge of a platform at a guard post.

He leapt from the cart, took two cases of Kenilworth cigarettes and went over, only to present them to a face mutilated by a ghastly bullet wound. The bullet had obliquely entered the right temple and come out through the spot where his nose would’ve been. Dollops of brain matter fell from it and onto the dead soldier’s crotch.

Anton didn’t scream. He just stood gawking at the grisly sight. When he mustered sufficient courage to advance another hundred yards towards the cricket ground he found two more dead soldiers at another guard post. On the portico steps of a nearby stilted bungalow he discovered the mangled body of a man, presumably a drill instructor by his uniform, his back and nape riddled with the raw, almond-shaped wounds of bayonets.

In a staff office of the detention barracks, papers fluttered under a whirring electric desk fan and coffee had gone stale in their tin mugs. An officer laid face-down on his bullet-splintered desk with his head shot open. By the cricket ground itself, Anton surveyed a field stippled with corpses still in their white exercise attire.

Terror finally stole its way into him. He struck the mule hard on its hind and sent it kicking and braying down the dusty track. He whipped the wretched creature mercilessly until it brought him to a wider avenue of jambu trees and angsanas. The discovery of a small crowd ahead brought relief and restored equanimity, and Anton slowed the mule.

There was a gharry with its wheels wedged in a roadside ditch, its side stippled with bullet holes. Pulling abreast of it, Anton saw that in it were the corpses of a European man and a lady festering in the afternoon heat. The lady’s skin was a ghastly grey; her white muslin blouse matted in dark old blood. There were five more corpses laid out in a row just beside the gharry. Anton saw that one of them had a large, bald head that shone like a pearl in the daylight.

The small crowd of townsfolk converged upon the scene and two Malay constables moved in to deter looting. They stood between the gharry and the crowd and rested their fists on their hips, as if undecided on what to do with the corpses.

Anton drove up to them. “Apa berlaku sini?”

One of them, a handsome smooth-faced young man with a light moustache, replied rather proficiently in English. “Sepoys. They went amok and start shooting all the ang mohs they see, young or old also shoot. Sangat terok lah. I heard they even shoot their CO.”

Emboldened by the presence of the crowd, Anton ventured a closer inspection of the corpses and became particularly interested in the hairless one. It was wearing a dark jacket resembling that of a clergyman, with hemming that reached beyond the knees. Everything about it was large; hands, feet, face and all. Its skin exuded a waxy, almost translucent appearance. Beneath bony, protuberant brows a pair of dead eyes sat half-opened in their sockets; the pupil in one of them was yellow and the other a bright emerald-green. On the grass not far from him lay a felt Homburg hat.

Anton seemed to have discovered something in the dead face, and the longer he stared at it the more frightened of it he became. He thought he had seen the dead face alive. In shreds of disjointed memories he saw that it had once breathed and spoken, and they filled him with a desperate need to absolve himself of an unfathomable guilt.

A black Austin drove up to them in a stream of yellow dust and the crowd now turned their attention upon the marvel of an automobile. A dapper Chinese man stepped out of the back, sporting a white cotton jacket, white flannel trousers and a white Panama hat. His attire contrasted sharply with his round-rimmed eyeglasses of flat, smoky quartz. A light moustache grew over his fair, scholarly face.

He crouched by the hairless corpse and laid his hand over its bloodied chest. Then he removed his hat and held that position for a few seconds as if in mourning. When he finished he slid a hand under the corpse’s coat and retrieved a chromium object the size of a pocketwatch. No one seemed to have noticed the crafty move but Anton caught it all and out went his finger, firm and accusing.

“Thief!” he cried.

The accusation alarmed the man at first, but he kept his hands in his trouser pockets and regarded his accuser amusedly with a slight tilt of head. When the constables hustled over to him he raised nothing in defence. Anton seized the sleeve of one of the constables and said vehemently: “I saw this man take the dead man’s pocketwatch! It must be inside one of his pockets now. Search him and you’ll see!”

“He’s a detective,” said the constable. “We know him.”

“Detective or not I saw him slip something into his pocket when you weren’t looking!” Anton insisted. “He can sell such things. I know his kind; stealing from the dead and pawning them for money.”

The constables wouldn’t suffer to hear any more of Anton’s petition and began dispersing the crowd. They might have been offered a cut in the shady enterprise and Anton, although much chagrined, knew he was powerless against such collusion. Before entering his black Austin, the thief picked out Anton over the eyeglasses that hung low over his nose. Their eyes met, and he smiled and touched the rim of his Panama hat in parting.

37

ANTON

15th September 1867, Sunday

I shall turn 30 in two years, and with Origen’s counsel I have made preparations by means of a birth registration duplicate, which I had very fortuitously procured two days earlier from a sagacious ally who interns at the Office of Health and Statistics. I named this duplicate Anton, after my doctor, Anton MacCain.

Dr MacCain said the name Anton came from the Romanic name Antonius, a variant of Anthony. I have immense respect for people who comprehend the context of their names; they often seek a meaning to life, pursue a definitive purpose in the tasks they perform. Undoubtedly Dr MacCain was very good at what he did. Our acquaintanceship, however, did not last, and he has since returned to Scotland to serve in the Board of a hospital there.

It is strange to think that I should be left a house and land and have so little money to spend. Just two years earlier my life had fallen into disrepair when I lost most of my possessions to a consistently-poor hand. They were days of decrepitude which I shall not suffer to commit to memory but for the rule that I shall never again enter a gaming-house or cockpit. This entry shall be a lasting testament to my resolve.

Day count to Anton, day 2 of 5,475 days.

38

MAY 1860

ALL GAMING HOUSES along Kiau Keng Kau stank. It didn’t matter which one you got into. Everything reeked of greed and vice, of sweaty feet and belched breaths. Outside one of them, a gharry stopped and the horse blew a snort. A man alighted, robed in blue silk and a black Chinese cap. He had a thin neck and a moustache that hung past the corners of his mouth. Inside the gharry sat another man of a fair, scholarly appearance—thoroughly Chinese but dressed as a European—in a dark jacket and top hat. He pointed to the murky interior of the gaming house and in it went the moustached man.

The floor teemed with throngs of pigtailed gamblers sweating in the humidity and at the outcome of their stakes. On a straw mat a game of pai gow was in progress, illuminated by kerosene lamps that hung from rafters blackened by soot.

Aldred, mildly inebriated on cheap Chinese wine, perched himself on a stool and played on credit, drowned in the delusion that he might win himself a sufficient fortune to pay his debts. Through the air muddied in opium smoke he struggled to make sense of his hand, his sight alternating between the tiles, his exhausted mind incapable of conjuring any form of strategy. The croupier was a skeletal, bucktoothed man who wore his pigtail around his forehead—an appearance that belied cunning ingenuity. Pokerfaced, he waited for Aldred to reveal his last few tiles before breaking into a gangly grin and declaring the round a croupier’s win, and Aldred’s fourth loss in a row.

“Ee mm see dng lang lah! Bey hiao sng!” said the croupier to everyone else but Aldred. It drew a round of wild, riotous laughter. Aldred comprehended that remark, though he amazed himself in his ability to snub the humiliation. It had to be the wine.

Life had dealt him bitter blows. In the years leading to his mother’s death a debilitating disease struck his family’s nutmeg plantation and withered the fruits before they had time to ripen. All the other blighted plots on Mount Harriet had been divided and sold. Aldred’s plot was the only one that stood in the way of a new barracks compound which the colonial administration had been planning for years.

He turned to cultivating gambier. When those crops also failed he succumbed to the draw of gambling. The goons and dealers, having sensed the rawness in him, tried talking him into deals that would allow them to siphon his latent wealth and bleed him dry. Their plan was to indulge him in vats of wine, only to fail in their attempts to out-drink him. Aldred was always the last to leave the table, sober as ever, and often before an eclectic assemblage of swooned drunkards. The Ghee Hin Kongsi was clever enough to have lured Aldred into one of the many gaming houses it operated. The triad achieved success in bleeding him out on the tables; by the time he left the pai gow game, he had already chalked up a debt large enough to rival the price of his family plot.

A scrawny sharp-faced man approached Aldred as he was hovering over a fan-tan table. “You no pay, no borrow more money,” said he in a short, reedy voice.

“I don’t need more money,” said Aldred, ignoring the man and watching the croupier separate little glossy black buttons four at a time until one was left. It roused the gamblers to a cacophony of cheers and moans.

“You don’t want more money also must pay,” the sharp-faced man insisted.

Aldred swatted at him like he would a fly. “I’ll give you something tomorrow,” he said, thinking that perhaps he could find an old vase or an infant’s ankle chain somewhere that he could pawn.

Two larger thugs converged on him and he caught the stink on them. He stood ready to bolt when the moustached man in blue silk took him unexpectedly by the arm and said something in dialect to the thugs and tucked them back into the gloom.

A triad headman? Aldred thought he looked too wimpy for one.

“Do you know who I am?” asked the man in excellent English.

Aldred shook his head and continued allowing his arm to be held.

“My name is Hoo and I have a proposition for you.”

He listened, ready to accept any odds.

“We’ll have a round of fan-tan between you and me,” said Hoo. “No backers. If you win I’ll settle your debts.”

“And if I lose?” Aldred blurted a little too impatiently.

Hoo half-smiled and twitched an eye at his success in securing Aldred’s interest. “If you lose,” he said, lifting his chin, “I’ll still settle your debts, but you’ll have to sign an agreement legally ceding your land to me.”

“A portion of my land,” Aldred counter-offered.

Hoo shook his head wryly. “It’s the best offer a man like you can get. Refuse it and you’ll be ceding your land to them.” He nodded at a bunch of Ghee Hin thugs crouching in an unlit corner like a pack of carrion vultures.

The man was right. For one trapped and sinking in quagmire it would be inconceivably inane to refuse a lifeline. Aldred reasoned he could persist in his convictions and perish, but that was foolish because they would seize his land anyway once they had murdered him for failing to pay his debts.

Hoo did not wait for Aldred to respond; the look on his face must have been all the reply he needed. “After you.” He made a broad, gracious sweep of his arm.

Aldred was offered the first stake, and he had thought hard before betting on odd—a choice that naturally left even to Hoo. They stood side-by-side before the croupier, this time a stumpy man who sported rings of dirt in the folds of his sweating neck, and waited.

The croupier dug his bowl into a sack of buttons and capped it on the table. He then lifted the bowl and began separating them into groups of four. Aldred didn’t have to wait long; by the time they got to the last thirty buttons he already knew the outcome. Hoo, smiling, gestured to an aide and sent him out to fetch something. Aldred, his elbows on the table, ran his hands dejectedly around his stubble as if seeking comfort from it.

In time the aide returned and presented a rolled document with a wax seal already in place. Its script was small, calligraphic and profuse.

“Your debts are paid.” Hoo set it before Aldred. “Now it’s time to honour your end of the deal.”

Someone gave him a steel-nib pen already dipped in ink. Only a scribble stood between him and destitution. He allowed himself to slip into a reverie, and everything froze in the revelation of a great and unpardonable error. Unable to recover from the pangs of his loss he absently scribbled his name.

“A man of your word.” Hoo beamed as he blew at the ink.

As Hoo made his way out with the document Aldred tailed him like a zombie would its voodoo master. He felt ill. The guilt of a broken oath had turned into a blade that took pleasure in lancing itself leisurely into his pounding heart.

Once outside Aldred was surprised to find Hoo conferring with someone wearing a red tunic, sash and the shako cap of an army officer. From his waist hung a sabre adorned with tassels of golden threads. There was silver embroidery on his collars.

Hoo handed the rolled-up document to him. “As agreed, the price still stands.”

Inexplicable to even himself, Aldred flew at them, gnashing and snarling like a wild, rabid creature, his hands clawing at the document which was by then beyond his reach. A host of sweaty arms wrestled him to the ground, and the officer boarded a gharry with Hoo and carted away into the night.

Aldred still thrashed and kicked. Fingers dug savagely into his mouth and pried it open. He felt his tongue being stretched and tasted blood when the cold steel of a blade was brought to it, threatening to sever it if he ventured so much as another twitch. He conceded and the men drove his cheek into the tarmac and held it under a filthy, callused foot. A kick to the ribs had him curling up like a foetus.

After the ordeal Aldred limped over to the steps in front of an old tenement and fell against an old, spalling pillar. He closed his eyes. The noise of the gaming houses was now a distant drone. Their dim interiors threw wan shafts of light onto the fivefoot way.

Then footsteps approached, slow and gritty.

“I am a friend of your father’s and I will offer you my lodging,” said a voice.

Aldred kept his eyes closed. The voice and the sounds around him had a detached, dreamlike quality to them.

“I will offer you my lodging,” the voice repeated. Aldred peeled his eyes open.

The appearance of an exceedingly tall man roused him from the malaise. The man was wearing an enormous black overcoat and a black top hat of fine beaver felt. His smooth, pearly skin shone as if it were made of moonlight and his eyes glittered green and yellow under bony brows that jutted like the crags of a glacier. He stood straight as a cedar, as if allowing Aldred to appreciate the full measure of his immense stature.

“Who are you?” said Aldred.

“My name is Origen,” said the man. His voice, flat and toneless, flowed like a thick, oleaginous substance. “I am a friend of your father’s and I will offer you my lodging.”

“I don’t know my father. He walked out on us a long time ago.”

“Still, I will offer you my lodging.”

Aldred fingered his ribs and winced. “What do you want for it?”

“You will live in it as your home and you will work for me.”

“What kind of work?”

“You will labour in a pineapple factory at Grove Estate. Someone will take you there at six in the morning. You will not see much of me, but your needs will be taken care of.”

“That’s generous of you.”

“I am a friend of your father’s.” Origen’s thick monotone filled Aldred’s head. “You may do well to stay out of trouble.”

/ / /

They walked over to Church Street where a gharry stood waiting with its canvas top furled back under the lamplight. It was tethered to a black horse that would’ve been invisible in the dark if not for the swishing of its tail. The gharry-wallah was a skinny young Kling who turned his turbaned head at them when they got in and grinned brightly.

They said nothing the entire way. Origen sat beside Aldred and moved little despite the bumps and ruts. He sat rigidly upright and rested his large hands decorously on his lap. His large face, strangely ascetic, was a portrait of Serenity personified.

They passed through unlit groves and plantations that were so dark that the gharry-wallah had to turn up the wick of the kerosene lamps. After driving for almost an hour the gharry halted in front of a modest two-storey house along Grove Road.

It looked empty and its windows stared at them like black eye sockets. A thin mist was taking form near the ground. All around it coconut plantations stretched unendingly into the thick phantasmal gloom beyond.

Origen handed Aldred two bronze keys. “You may enter.”

Aldred hefted them in his palm. “I don’t think I can thank you enough.”

“I am a friend of your father’s.” Origen’s voice rose from the depths. “I knew him well. Live as you have always lived. And you may do well to stay away from trouble.”

“Trouble,” said Aldred. “Yes, I’ll do very well to stay away from trouble.”

Origen gave a half-bow. “Then I shall bid you good-night.”

“Good night, Mister—” Aldred faltered, scorched by the shame of having forgotten the name of his benefactor.

“Origen,” came the reply, rich and thick.

“Origen,” said Aldred. “Thank you.”

The strange man boarded the gharry and stared stiffly ahead. As the gharry drove off Aldred caught another glimpse of the gharrywallah’s bright, flawless grin. The rumbling of wheels soon fell away and the songs of katydids rushed in to fill the silence.

39

FIRST NAMES

THE HEADLONG PLUNGE into the water crushes the bonnet and the inflating air cushion almost smothers Landon. Water gushes from the open windows and quickly floods the floor. Landon tugs madly at the handle but the door jams. He doesn’t realise he is yelling.

Which dumbass would open the windows at a time like this?

Beside him John deflates the air cushions with a pocket knife and stays in place while the rising water eddies around him. He is looking through the windshield as if waiting for the change of lights. Landon unbuckles himself and tries unsuccessfully to dive through the open window against the surge of water. John’s arm lashes out and hauls him in.

“Trap a foot and the panic will drown you,” he says. “Just sit tight and wait it out.”

Landon gawks wide-eyed at him.

“Stay calm,” he squeezes Landon’s shoulder as the water creeps above their midriffs. “And follow the direction of the air bubbles on your way out.”

Their noses go under. At John’s count Landon takes a deep breath and holds it. Water fills up the interior and the doors, aided by their own weight, now swing open with surprising ease. But the water is pitch black and the initial relief of having fled the car diminishes. Landon doesn’t know if he is swimming up or down.

In nothing short of an epiphany, John’s advice about the bubbles surface like a dialogue from a dream. He blows and feels the bubbles run between his fingers and over his head. Furiously he kicks, until at last he breaks the surface and sees the city lights shimmering on the black waters around him. The underside of the Benjamin Sheares Bridge looms high, its colossal, branchlike columns reaching over the channel like great trees of stone. Farther on, the illuminated ring of an observation wheel beckons like a beacon.

A rumble of distant thunder, and rain begins to fall: thinly at first, then quickly escalating into a torrential downpour. Landon swims under the viaduct to flee the murderous pelting. He passes the islet footings and realises that the bank isn’t quite as near as he thinks.

An onset of cramps locks up his calf muscles and panic engulfs him. He thrashes and his head starts going under. A large arm sweeps in over his jaw. A hand lifts his chin and he feels himself being dragged through water. In no time his heels scrape against rock. John wraps an arm around his chest and helps him over the granite boulders of the rip-rap. “Can you walk?”

Landon hobbles across the craggy surface, nodding. “Nothing broken.”

They stumble first upon a patch of lawn, then onto a jogging track of interlocked pavers, dimly lit under streetlamps spaced far apart. They pass through concrete columns clad in creepers and enter a dark, inhospitable space just beyond a row of shrubbery.

It turns out to be a disused segment of a Formula One roadway that leads to the pit building. Construction trash and partly dismantled scaffolding lie strewn across the ground. Generator sets sit cold and dormant. Shambolic, skeletal structures haunt the gloomy setting like the silhouettes of dystopian wreckage. The viaduct, flanked by smaller descending slipways, looms as the lofty ceiling of a sunken cathedral. Against the faint rush of rain multitudes of hidden toads begin their throaty songs. Somewhere in the heights a bat screeches.

Not a soul in sight. Nothing moves.

Landon sees John tapping on his omnicron. Holographic touch-responsive dials and lines dance across its chromium surface.

“What are you doing?”

“Hailing a cab.”

Landon scowls, perplexed. He suspects actual taxis are not involved in this.

John pulls out his pistol, checks for the round in its chamber and proceeds to haul Landon across the roadway by his collar. They haven’t got far when the snap of a twig upsets the stillness. The crush of footfalls drifts into audible range. John halts. Whoever was approaching certainly has little need for stealth.

A woman forms out of the screen of rain and glides into the shelter of the viaduct. Like a stage diva she passes between the columns of creepers, tapping a pistol against her thigh to the leisurely cadence of her strides. The shadows recede to reveal Hannah’s hard, impressive visage. John raises his weapon at her and still she advances.

“Don’t!” Landon yells.

John aligns the sights right between Hannah’s eyes. She now steps onto the roadway and stops a few yards from them, all the while looking at John and never once venturing a glance at Landon.

“Quite a duel, wasn’t it?” says Hannah, her wet hair pulled neatly behind her head. “Never had time for a formal introduction. What’d they call you?”

“John.”

Landon slides in between them, lifting his arms. “Don’t raise your gun, Hannah. He’ll shoot you. We can talk things out, I’ll get him to lower his gun and—”

“Nice stunt with the Neut.” Hannah addresses John and cuts Landon out. “Never thought you’d fool me with an old trick. Seems we’ll have to do it again.”

John’s voice is hard. “Putting me down won’t help anything.”

“It would,” she says. “Gives you the jitters knowing you’d have to die again, for real this time.”

John’s trigger finger twitches. “Try it.”

“Don’t!” Landon screams.

John takes a step back and shoves Landon protectively behind him. “As one entrusted with the Serum, you can serve a nobler purpose.”

“Like giving it up to serve your interests?” Hannah’s unblinking eyes track the barrel of John’s pistol. “Either way the Chronie’s going down; whether by your hands or mine.”

“We offer them life as we know it,” says John. “We offer the option of a Transfusion. That is the difference between our Sides. We don’t kill Chronies. We rehabilitate them.”

“Hear yourself, John.” Hannah’s eyes soften into what appears to be sympathy. “No Chronomorph ever survived a Transfusion. You take him back and he’s as good as dead.”

“We’re wasting time.” Landon watches as John conspicuously tightens his grip around his weapon.

“I’ve got a four-eighty-seven on him.” She waves her gun at Landon without looking at him. “I can guarantee his life if he comes with us.”

“It’s a dud. Whoever got you that Directive is going to kill him.”

“You don’t know that.”

“Believe me, I do.”

“You’re a good man, John,” she says. “You don’t have to die for a pack of lies.”

“To a count of three. Back off the track or I’ll shoot.”

The threat tickles her to a wry little smile. “I’ll just have to bite the bullet.”

“One.”

She doesn’t move. Somewhere above them the bat screeches. The rain lightens to a mizzle, and the choir of toads sings louder.

“Two.”

“Don’t do this, John!” Landon implores. “Listen to me!”

“Three.”

“Stop!” Landon’s voice reverberates off the underside of the viaduct above them.

John looks sideways, and Landon sees the realisation of the empty holster on his ankle register on John’s face. “It is not a water pistol, Landon.”

“I know.”

“Why are you pointing it at my head?”

Landon fights his quivering arm. “I’m sorry, John. Can’t let you do this. Drop it.”

John grudgingly lowers his pistol.

“Drop it and kick it to me.”

“What you think this is? A movie?” John looks at him with a restrained expression of disbelief. “What would I do if she pounces?”

“You kick me your gun and I’ll point mine at her.”

“This isn’t a game, Landon.”

“Never was.”

Hopelessly flummoxed over the entire affair he starts shifting his weapon clumsily between John and Hannah, afraid that one would seize an opening and shoot the other. “Let’s talk our way through this, okay?” he cajoles. “You’re both some special forces shit, so go talk… Go… negotiate, you know… Do your stuff… your thing, whatever…”

“Seems we’re in a fix.” Hannah goes on tapping her pistol against the side of her thigh. “Thought I’d seen everything after all these years.”

“My back-up is on its way,” says John.

“So is mine.” Hannah turns to Landon and accords him attention for the first time. “Between us, you have to choose.”

Landon holds up the pistol and starts fidgeting with an awful spell of indecision.

“You go to her and you’re dead,” says John.

“He’s going to milk you dry,” Hannah offers.

“Oh for God’s sake…” Landon swallows to soothe his parched throat. His eyes flit nervously between them, and each time Hannah’s weapon shifts in her hand he directs his pistol back at her for fear that she would shoot John.

And then the shadows around them begin to stretch and shift. A Nissan GTR cruises into view, headlights blazing white and blue, its wet, glossy body reflecting the spots of illumination around them. The splendid coupe purrs to a stop. Its engine gives a final rumble and goes quiet. The door swings open and out steps Marco. He plucks the stub from his lips and ejects a stream of smoke.

“Evening.” He flashes a grin and checks his watch. “It’s two in the morning and we’re keeping the party going.” He takes his time identifying each of them before resting his good eye on Landon. “I trust you’ve found your missing IC?”

“What missing IC?” says Landon. “And who are you?”

“Marco, Police Intelligence.” Marco takes another draw and stamps out the stub. “It’s the third time I’m introducing myself, you absent-minded airhead. I was about to pair you up with the kind lady who processed your live birth application at the hospital.” A knowing half-smile breaks across his pouty lips and reveals the gap between crooked incisors. “She gave a description of a man who looks just like you.”

Landon blanches and doesn’t realise that his arm has sagged and his pistol is now pointing at the patch of ground beside Hannah.

The half-smile now widens into a grin. “Busted.”

Landon could’ve shot Marco there and then. But he lacks the resolve and brutality to carry out the act. He turns to Hannah for an explanation, and sees fear in her.

“One-Niner-One?” she says.

Marco spreads his arms in a gracious bow. “That I am, AlpineOne.” He then recovers, shaking his head and clucking his tongue. “Is this how professional operatives handle situations? Even the Chronie has a gun. Could hurt yourselves bad with those.” He draws his own pistol. “Come, children, better to lose them all.”

“Not going to happen, Marco,” says John.

“Ah.” Marco’s attention suddenly sharpens. “How’s Sheik Didi’s case coming along? You should’ve told me if you wanted something from my hard drive.” He nods at Hannah. “So you’ve read all about her?”

“Enough to know your part in this,” says John.

“It’s a score between us, my friend.” Marco alternates the pistol between Landon and himself. “Walk away while you can. Doesn’t matter we’re on different sides; I’ll even write something up for you.”

“What score?” Landon raises his voice. “What’s there apart from the forgery?”

“Leave us the Chronie and walk away.” Marco’s tone thickens with authority.

“So you’ll have one less witness to your crime?”

“Don’t bite off too much, John. Think of your family.”

“No, Marco.” John locks his jaw. “This Chronie is my responsibility.”

Marco flicks at a safety catch with his thumb. “You put me in a spot, my friend.”

/ / /

This is it. This is the cue John has been waiting for. Thaddeus had warned of Marco’s notoriety and now that he has comprehended the state of their affairs he is convinced that Marco will suffer no compromise for the fulfilment of his objective.

He still has options. But he also has scruples so he can’t just walk away. He has given his word to Landon, and now that word is funnelling him towards a dreadful decision.

John stands at the crossroads wishing he had the time to explain everything to Landon. He thinks of Ginn and Fanny and makes up his mind. He has but one shot at it.

“Nice knowing you, Landon,” he turns his pistol upon Marco and pulls the trigger.

/ / /

A flash, and the air ripples to the shockwave of a dull report.

John’s forehead bursts open in a spray of blood and bone. His broad, strong body folds and crumbles to the ground.

Landon catches it all in a state of shock and denial, his senses acutely aware of every grisly detail. A debilitating numbness consumes him, as strong as on the day he broke his oath and ceded his family plot. He sees John’s lifeless body, the set of sad-looking, half-opened eyes below the bloodied cavity of the skull, and his soul descends into a furnace of guilt and rage. It seems an impossibility that John should die. It isn’t real. Maybe it’s the neuro-thing. Maybe it’s an illusion and this entire affair is nothing more than a bad dream.

“Fastest gun in the west!” Marco guffaws and points his smoking weapon at Hannah. “I tell you she’s ten times faster! You’ve got to try her.”

Landon sees fear and resignation in her, as if at an appalling discovery.

“Lose the gun.” Marco tells Landon.

His fingers open, and the pistol slides from his hand.

Marco then slips in behind Hannah and speaks over her shoulder to Landon. “You know, Miss Alpine-One went through great lengths to cover you up but it wasn’t quite enough, was it?” He presses close to her and Landon sees her throat strain in a swallow. “I’ve been watching you, my friend, waiting for that perfect blunder to make it all official.” He turns and croons lavishly into Hannah’s ear. “Hullo, dolly. It’s been a long time.”

The revelation strikes home like a head-on with a runaway locomotive. A spell of nausea besets him.

“Voilà.” Marco throws open his arms and does another bow without taking his eyes off Landon. “You will remember me, you measly piece of shit.”

The broad face, the sloping hulk of Marco’s once-toned shoulders, all bear a sudden, dreadful resemblance to someone. Landon’s mind settles like the dying ripples of a millpond. And from the depths of his memory a malevolent name rises.

Khun.

/ / /

Hannah’s chest heaves; her mouth twitches with inaudible speech. She senses Landon looking at her, probably wondering why she isn’t shooting him dead. Truth is she hasn’t prepared for this. She has grossly overlooked this possibility.

When Arthur pulped that maniac decades earlier she had foolishly allowed CODEX to retrieve him. She could’ve stalled the whole thing so that he’d be dead by the time they got to him. She had the break she needed but she did nothing.

And that’s where it hurts the most.

“It’s amazing what a little Serum and lots of surgical reconstruction can do.” Marco slaps his belly and grins. “Gained a little weight but still me. Five years in a coma and another sixteen in a rehab tank. Do the math. CODEX would’ve left me to rot if I hadn’t kept them in check by withholding the location of my hidden omnicron. They can’t afford to lose such gadgets.” He laughs at his own humour, then his gaze abruptly freezes over. “I’ll make sure you never forget this, Arthur Lock.”

Her fingers squirm over the weapon she’d got when John made the switch. It carries the Neut on its hand-grip, and is armed with useless blanks. She can hit Marco with it. A well-placed blow will dislodge the jaw, send him into a traumatic shock. Then she can take his gun and blast his head open. There will be consequences—the Coterie will see to that. But she’ll risk it if it means getting Marco out of Landon’s way also.

I’ve got him within reach, she tells herself. With a little distraction I might just—

/ / /

A burst of searing whiteness tears out of her abdomen. There is the same report and shockwave, and the stench of ozone and scorched flesh pervades the air. She slides to the ground clutching the terrible wound. Marco kicks the gun out of her hand and sends it skittering across the tarmac.

“In case you’re wondering,” Marco proudly waves his smoking gun. “It’s a Syntec P-5 that fires plasma pulses at an eighty-watt range. Serum-tech. Totally cool stuff.”

Landon gawks and his mind spins, suddenly unable to comprehend speech.

“It’s coming together so beautifully,” Marco orates to the heights above them. He addresses Hannah: “Don’t forget it was I who convinced the Seers of your worth. And it was I who got you out of Torment and back into service.”

Hannah doesn’t look at him. She raises herself on an elbow and goes on gasping as a ghastly, partially-cauterized wound slowly bleeds out in a small pool around her.

“Kill me,” Landon says.

Marco turns sharply to him.

“Kill me,” Landon says again, “and appease yourself.”

Marco flies into wild, brutish laughter. “Being alive is going to be a hell lot tougher than death, my long-living friend.”

While he is speaking, Landon lunges, his arms clawing at Marco. But the seasoned Agent makes short work of the gallant attempt by side-stepping and plunging his fist into Landon’s spleen, slamming the breath out of him. Marco’s glass eye falls out at the sudden movement and rolls away.

Marco hauls Landon to his feet and presses his face close. Their eyes lock, and Landon defiantly holds his stare upon the cavernous rawness of the empty eye socket.

“You will live and suffer for my pleasure, you spineless little squirt!” Marco’s spittle flies into Landon’s face. “You’re the pesky fly that’s been buzzing in my head for the last eighty years and now I’m leashing you up and plucking your little legs off one by one.”

He drops Landon with another blow and paces around his victims, inspecting them, savouring their agony with a sadistic glitter in his remaining eye. He crouches beside Hannah and points at a writhing Landon with his pistol. “Maybe you could get him to kill you,” he tells her. “It’d be an easy cover for the Inquisition. A botched mission of a Tracker: killed while trying to kill.”

He turns to Landon. “Bust out her brains quick and painless,” he says, jabbing the pistol mockingly into his own temple. “I’ve mashed up her guts so she won’t live very long. Used her up a thousand times over.” He puts a fresh cigarette between his lips. “She’s all yours now.” He flicks a lighter and holds it to the tip.

Landon, bruised and defeated, painfully draws up his knees.

Marco returns to his GTR, opens the door and drops into the seat with a gratifying grunt. “This is only the beginning of your pain, Arthur Lock,” he says in a coarse drawl. “And when you’re through with it I’ll return to dish out more.”

The GTR gives a beastly rumble and reverses; its blazing headlights exposing the stricken bodies that lie in the cone of its illumination. Once Marco speeds out of sight Landon hobbles over to Hannah and finds her breaths in flutters.

“I’m sorry… I didn’t know…” she croaks.

“I’ll get you to a hospital.”

“They won’t let us.” Hannah winces and points to her wound. “Press here.”

Landon does as he is told. A lump of emotion chokes him up and smothers his speech. He bites his lip, grieving at the touch of Hannah’s torn body.

Despite everything Hannah smiles and pulls him close. “You got the tenderness of a simpleton—and a good heart,” she says. “Yes, a good heart.”

“No I don’t.” Landon squeezes her hand. “I’ve been a wimp many lifetimes over. In the years between us I don’t even know your real name.”

“Do you have to?”

“Don’t tell me if you can’t.”

“Ning Yan,” says Hannah. A wan, anaemic smile accompanies her reply. “I was born in 1712, Hubei. Grew up on the plains. We had a river there.”

The reply overwhelms Landon. He finds it ineffably astounding— the centuries of her existence, the mystery of her origins, the delicate ring of that lovely name. There is so much to share and yet time is draining away between them so quickly, so cruelly.

“What’s yours?” Hannah asks in a laboured exhalation.

“Aldred.”

“So you remembered.”

“My journals—” he says.

“You don’t look like an Aldred.” She chuckles weakly. “Sounds like an old man.”

“Yes, it does.” Landon laughs with her and withdraws briefly into himself. “John said he’s got back-up. Maybe we could wait it out and—”

She shakes her head. “Help me with something, Arthur.”

He snuffles and swipes his hand across his nose.

“Take care of that old man for me.” She cradles his arm. “Bed 8-C, Loewen Lodge. He’s the only truth left of the lies I’ve lived. I moved him there so we could make contact.”

“Who is he?”

“Why ask what you already know?”

“I want to know if it’s true.”

“Why does it matter now?” Hannah looks wearily away. “Quit asking and hold me. It’s getting very cold.”

Landon pulls her to him, and in his arms she feels fragile and ethereal, like a wisp of vapour that could vanish in a blink of an eye. The lustre in her beautiful eyes dims as life goes on ebbing from her body despite the pressure he keeps on the wound.

“Nice of you to offer yourself to Khun.” She smiles. “He might have just shot you.”

“I’m not afraid.”

“Always a darling.” She touches his cheek. “And a fool.”

Landon’s eyes burn and glaze up. “Fool?” He snuffles. “Who’s the one bleeding out?”

Hannah convulses painfully in laughter. “I’m finished, you airhead.” She closes her arms over his. “You know, that Transfusion thing could be worth a try.”

“No, we should live on and find a way to fix this together. We can, we got plenty of time if we keep the Serum inside us.”

“They’ll be here soon.”

“I’m not going anywhere.”

In an unexpected gesture of affection Hannah pulls Landon down to her and plants a soft, lingering kiss on his lips. Overwhelmed, he holds it for no more than a couple of seconds before a torrent of emotions assails him and breaks him down into a weeping wreck.

Mustering all her strength Hannah lumbers to her feet, her wound dripping, and shuffles a few yards ahead to retrieve her own weapon and Landon’s pistol. Landon rushes forth to render assistance. He takes one of the guns and carefully lowers her against a stack of damp plywood sheets nearby and sits down on the spot of ground in front of her.

She nods at the pistol in his hand. “Ever used one of those?”

Landon drops it as if the metal burns. “Don’t. I know what you’re thinking.”

“It’s what I’ve always wanted.”

“No, we can work something out.”

Painfully, Hannah retrieves the pistol. She puts it into Landon’s hand and positions its barrel over the spot between her eyes. Landon tries to jerk it back but her arm holds firm and unyielding as a rod of steel. She clasps her hand over his and locks it in place over the pistol’s hand-grip. He attempts a savage twist but still he fails to dislodge the weapon.

“If John speaks the truth then you must go to them.” Her tone rings resolute and cold. “Only they can keep you away from Khun.”

“Please…” He tugs feebly at her grip. “It doesn’t mean I have to shoot you…”

“I would’ve done it myself. You’ll be doing me a favour.”

“Oh God… Hannah, they could fix you. You might still live.”

“What use would they have for a wounded Tracker?” Hannah strains to raise her voice, now sounding a trifle vexed. “If I live Khun will have me kill you all over again. I know that.”

“I’ll speak to them, I’ll tell them everything—”

“It’s not going to happen, Arthur.” Hannah clasps tighter at his hand that holds the pistol. “No faction of CODEX would risk exposure. They’d do me in on the spot and if that had to happen—” She pauses and gathers herself. “I’d want you behind the trigger, Arthur.”

Aggrieved, Landon winces. “I’m Arthur no more and you know it.”

“To me you’re always Arthur. It lets me remember the swell times we had.” She lifts the pistol in her other hand, holds it sideways and jams its barrel into the spot below Landon’s chin. The move startles him. “Now,” her voice drops to a bellow. “You will deliver the shot or I will.”

Landon’s face contorts. Sorrow rushes in like boiling surf and dashes against his heart. Once more he tries to yank his pistol away from Hannah’s head, but against her Serum-charged strength his efforts amount to nothing.

“Go to them,” she says.

“Not without you.”

Hannah pushes the pistol farther up his chin. “I’m counting down, Arthur.”

He quivers, tears now rolling free. But his eyes remain hard and still.

“Three.” the apathy in Hannah’s voice rings chillingly.

“Hannah, please…”

“Two.”

“Oh, God… Hannah…”

“One.”

Landon shuts his eyes.

The report ranges to the heights of the viaduct above them. The wind abates, the rain thins. And in the wake of it all, a heavy, haunting stillness envelops.

40

JANUARY 1856

That day—how could I forget?

Ning Yan, her dark hair in a chignon, glowed in a burgundy silk dress with tucks arranged in ascending tiers from the hem of her skirt. Fifteen-year-old Vivian sat beside her in the gharry and stuck out her head as they drove past groves of bandicoot berries and Chinese violets. The morning sunlight winked at her through the leafy canopy and the edges of her bonnet fluttered in the wind.

“How do you like the dress?” said Ning Yan.

Vivian’s cheeks dimpled. “It’s hot and tight at the waist.”

“That’s how European dresses are. I thought you might want to try them on at least once for the garden party, before we return them to Mrs Watkins.”

The gharry wound along a roadway of dirt, amid luxuriant foliage and treetop canopies. They came upon a small river; its waters flowing so slowly they looked like they were stagnant. Masses of dhobies speckled its banks, beating out carpets and dashing their laundry against corrugated wooden boards. Those who had finished threaded up the slopes with full baskets over their heads.

The gharry swerved to avoid a small herd of goats before turning onto Orchard Road—an avenue of tall bamboo hedges that fronted plantations of nutmeg, pepper and gambier. Rumps of vegetation rose on either side as the gharry drove past a large Chinese cemetery and towards the district of Tanglin. On a hillock sat a bungalow. The gharry rumbled up an incline, negotiated a bend of gravel and came to a stop before a large, white portico where two empty hackney carriages and their Kling peons, having deposited their passengers, were just departing.

Vivian lugged the copious fabric of her skirt carefully down the steps as her Mama paid the wallah. A turbaned Sikh dressed in a tunic and white gloves conducted them, with courtly decorum, towards a magnificent garden bathed in the bitter fragrance of nutmeg and mangosteen.

The garden was styled in the English fashion: manicured hedges, palms, wild almonds, fruit trees wreathed in flowering shrubs and creepers, heliotropes in all kinds of vivid colours and plaster Doric columns tipped with bowls of rare orchids. There was even a pond with duckweed and giant specimens of Victoria regias.

Ning Yan made her way across the lawn in brisk, elegant strides, her porcelain skin and her beauty at once commanding the attention of many European men who sat in chairs drinking port in their tutups and sunhats. The ladies preferred to roam the lawns in their Edwardian wardrobe and silk parasols, and Ning Yan headed for them. Vivian kept alongside her Mama, capering at the thrill of the occasion.

Along the terraces that skirted the bungalow, guests lunched on rice and curried fish in the breeze of punkah fans pulled by dark-skinned peons. Here and there maidservants in white tops and black silk trousers hustled, ferrying dishes and pouring wine. An eight-member brass band sweltered in a Victorian gazebo and played See-Saw Waltz.

It was a Saturday—the perfect excuse to hold a business luncheon instead of having to work till noon. The Europeans on this island generally profited from lives of excess, many of whom needing to work no more than five hours a day. Tennis, cricket, tea dances and garden parties occupied the rest of their time.

Ning Yan arrived at the luncheon table and presented herself to a group of ladies. The spread of delicacies did not interest her at all. Vivian, on the other hand, was already goggling at the food. A lady in a lavender summer dress strutted up to them.

“You must be from the Society,” she said.

Being well-versed in the European etiquette, Ning Yan performed a commendable curtsy and displayed the propriety required of the occasion with remarkable aplomb. “It is such honour, Mrs Langfield. The Straits Welfare Society sends its regards and gratitude for your generous contribution.” She took the lady’s hand daintily and their fingers touched. “I am Lucy, the Society’s administrator.”

Mrs Langfield tucked in her chin. “You speak very good English.”

“And also Latin, to the credit of Jesuit missionaries,” said Ning Yan. She nudged Vivian and got her to perform a curtsy.

“Your daughter, I presume?” said Mrs Langfield.

“Foster daughter,” said Ning Yan. “As you are aware, we run an orphanage.”

“Of course,” Mrs Langfield smiled in passing and did a quick examination of Vivian in her dress. “She looks almost a lady.”

Almost? Ning Yan curtsied graciously nonetheless. “Forgive me for taking the liberty of bringing her along. Today is her fifteenth birthday and she has never been to a luncheon of such status.”

“Oh, Lucy.” Mrs Langfield touched Ning Yan on her elbow. “You should’ve told me!” She turned to Vivian. “Come then! No need to be bashful. Fill your plate with the finest.”

Vivian sought out her Mama’s approval with an abashed, dimpled grin and, when she had obtained it, proceeded forth. As Vivian dissected the spread, a tall, grey-haired man sporting a bristly moustache and a sunhat came over to Mrs Langfield. Behind him trailed four younger gentlemen.

“I don’t think we’ve met,” said he to Ning Yan.

Mrs Langfield introduced them. “Lucy, meet Robert Langfield, my husband and Chairman of the company.”

“An honour, Mr Langfield.” Ning Yan curtsied and offered her hand for a kiss that lingered a little too long for comfort.

Langfield surveyed Ning Yan from top to toe with a sweep of his eyes. “What a splendid vagary of life.”

Ning Yan smiled thinly in response, uncertain of what to make of the remark.

After lunch a photographer arrived and gathered them before the portico. A bursting flash captured their smiles in a collodion print, and Vivian was delighted to be standing in the front row. It was to be her first photographic portrait.

In time they sat down near the pond to a round of port. Under normal circumstances the men would have retired to the smoking room for an exchange of politics and business. It was to the suspicion of the ladies that the men stayed on account of Ning Yan’s presence.

“And I say, ingenuity is survival.” So said a young, suave gentleman who looked too eager to impress. “An old policy it was, some thirty years ago. Then it was a cent for three rats. Now the Straits Government pays them three cents for a single dead rat and the downtrodden coolies made a business out of it!” He leaned back and took a draw from his pipe. “By which one coolie earned himself a small fortune. Astounding but true.”

“An expensive solution to the rat problem,” said an older gentleman, belching on his port. “We overpay coolies and turn them into rat-catchers.”

“Not a small problem, Edward,” said a plump, tight-lipped lady, his wife perhaps. “I’ve seen them. Those rats are large as cats!”

Ning Yan stretched her lips politely when the lady looked at her as if seeking validation for her claim. She couldn’t help noticing that most of the ladies appeared somewhat haggard and blowsy compared to the men.

Young Vivian, having eaten her fill of honeyed hams, olives, greens, figs and an assortment of tarts, cakes and sweetmeats, began to drowse while sitting upright on the chair beside her Mama. As the conversation staled Ning Yan was introduced to another dashing young man who sat beside her and appeared somewhat embarrassed by her beauty.

“William here just got off the steamer two days ago,” said a man, presumably a friend. He was wearing a woven country hat and squeezing the young man named William on the shoulders. “Tell us your opinion of this place, William.”

“Well,” he began, stealing a diffident sidelong glance at Ning Yan. “I find it a rather—handy city.”

“A very apt description, William.” A slightly tipsy Langfield remarked agreeably.

Ning Yan forced a smile. The heat was getting to her.

“Speaking of coolies,” the man named Edward said, plucking the pipe from his lips. “I’ve heard of another tiger attack last week at a place called Passier Rice—somewhere east, I believe. Yet we’ve heard no attacks on European hunters however plump and well-fed they are. It appears that the tigers here have acquired quite a penchant for the leaner flesh of coolies!”

“Flavoursome,” the eager young man offered. “Like salted dried fish.”

The remark roused a round of laughter. And when it died away Langfield smiled dreamily at Ning Yan and asked her opinion on that matter.

“Well.” Ning Yan surveyed the anticipation in her audience that would’ve intimidated any common guest. “If only Europeans would labour in the jungles the tigers would have developed a greater penchant for European fat. Wouldn’t you agree?”

From the unsettling silence rose a faint chuckle. The ladies began smiling nervously at one another and a large-bellied man shoved a quid of tobacco between his molars and began chewing it avidly.

“You mentioned Latin,” came Mrs Langfield’s tentative and genteel voice. “Would you care to recite some?”

Ning Yan saw, in Mrs Langfield’s words, a subtle intent to repay the humiliation. “Why certainly, Mrs Langfield.” She roused Vivian from her sleep and whispered something into her ear.

Drowsily Vivian greeted them with a dimpled smile and recited a phrase.

Damnant quod non intellegunt.

Mrs Langfield lifted her chin thoughtfully. “That sounded very good,” she said, despite a cautionary grunt from her husband. “Would you care to elucidate its meaning?”

“They condemn what they do not understand,” said Ning Yan, rising from her chair and taking Vivian’s hand. “It has been a most wonderful luncheon, Mrs Langfield, Chairman. But we must impose on you no more.”

At the portico Ning Yan hailed an empty hackney carriage that waited nearby. Vivian willingly entered the carriage because she knew her mother was splurging on account of her birthday. So it was only appropriate that she reciprocated the generosity with gratitude. “You were very brave back there, Mama,” she said, gathering her skirt through the door.

“Was I?” Ning Yan lifted her brows and touched her chest, miming surprise. “I was scared to death.”

Vivian giggled and looked outside the curtained window as the carriage, drawn by a single white horse, began rattling down the path and back towards Tanglin Road.

“I feel like a queen in this,” said Vivian.

Ning Yan pulled her close. “You already are, my dear.”

Along the way they passed an emaciated Kling who, by the side of the road, was conducting a tumbril drawn by buffaloes. The tumbril was heaped with fresh, pungent manure, and the buffaloes’ legs were cased in mud.

From somewhere up the hillocks they caught a faint roar of boisterous laughter. Ning Yan could almost hear the clink of champagne glasses that so often went with it.

/ / /

After shedding their dresses, Vivian and her Mama were tremendously relieved to slip back into their cotton blouses with the Mandarin fabric buttons and huge, airy sleeves. That evening they settled down to a spread of greens and roasted pork—a feast compared to their regular staple of rice gruel and pickles.

It was customary for the Chinese to consume a bowl of longevity noodles on their birthdays. Supposedly the noodle strands were stretched unbroken from a single slab of dough and cooked in its full length. Vivian had a bowl to herself—a delightful microcosm of sweet broth, chives and a smooth, glistening boiled egg.

By the illumination of two kerosene lamps and huddled in a partitioned room at the upper level of a mouldering shophouse, Ning Yan and her foster daughter dined like royalty. They made fun of the ang mohs whose arrogance they thought would be the cause of their eventual decline, whenever that might be. They made animal caricatures of them: blonde gibbons and auburn orang utans, and tittered till their tummies hurt.

After dinner Vivian read by lamplight into the hour before drowsiness took hold. And with an embrace Ning Yan tucked her into bed. She lingered beside her daughter, watching her lovely, dimpled cheeks.

“Aren’t you going to bed?” asked Vivian.

“In a short while.” Ning Yan stroked her daughter across the forehead. “Happy fifteenth birthday, darling.”

Vivian returned a sleepy smile and Ning Yan leaned over to kiss her between the eyes.

“It feels nice,” said Vivian.

“Really?” Ning Yan’s lower lip trembled. She was choking back on tears with immense effort. “I could kiss you again.”

And kissed Vivian she did, for the last time.

Vivian slipped away just before the first teardrop fell upon her arm. Ning Yan reeled off the bed weeping bitterly; though behind thin walls she could afford only whimpers. She made it count and expended as much sorrow as she could by clasping both hands tightly over her mouth. Tears gushed like a deluge from a broken dam. Fits of violent sobbing racked her shoulders and drained all strength from her limbs.

When it all finally ebbed Ning Yan returned to her daughter to find her asleep with an angelic visage. She touched her hand and felt an unsettling chill. She passed a quivering hand over her face and felt no breath. Trembling she pressed her cheek upon her daughter’s chest and listened to a dark, eternal stillness.

Ning Yan fell over and expelled her dinner all over the floor. Her sorrow might have been assuaged if only she’d smashed the kerosene lamp and its burning fuel on herself. But she didn’t. Her heart went cold, and in a state of stoic calm she began gathering up Vivian’s papers and documents and shoving them into a lacquered box that chimed to a melody when opened. She had given it to Vivian on her last birthday, and it made her weep anew. She retrieved the omnicron from a hidden compartment behind the wardrobe, threw on a cloak and left the tenement.

It was standard protocol. Someone else would soon arrive to get rid of the corpse and no one would ask questions because CODEX ran Straits Welfare. For orphans it was a haven, but for Chronomorph-operatives like her it was simply a farm.

Whoever dreamed up this policy had to be a genius or a tinkering fool. Ning Yan indulged in the macabre thoughts thinking they would ossify any softness that remained inside her.

Damn that bastard to hell. Damn him to the deepest hell.

She roamed the night like a wraith, her strides full of malaise, her eyes unseeing. The residents on this island probably numbered no more than fifty thousand and the streets were deathly silent. But the silence was comforting. In the stillness of night, and in a voice tremulous and raspy, she started singing:

Her coffin was brought; in it she was laid,

And took to the churchyard that was called Leatherhead,

No father, no mother, nor no friend, I’m told,

Come to see that poor creature put under the mould.

So now I’ll conclude, and finish my song,

And those that have done it, they will find themselves wrong.

For the last day of Judgment the trumpet will sound,

And their souls not in heaven, I’m afraid, won’t be found.

Someone had taught her this song when she was on a galleon off to somewhere in a distant past; when Chinese like herself spoke Latin and the Spanish flag flew and silver was traded in copious amounts. Men did things to her in the ship’s hold, and when they had finished someone cuddled her and sang her this song.

She remembered the voice. It was a motherly voice.

From putrid drains came the squeaks of unseen rats. Ning Yan turned a corner and entered a narrow alley. Her frayed nerves bade her to sit on a small flight of steps that led to the backdoor of a shophouse. From her purse she slid out a small bundle and peeled away the folds of a silk kerchief to reveal a pocket percussion revolver. She bent it open to make sure the caps were in place, snapped it back and held it to her chin. Her mind was set, and the misery made it easy for her to squeeze the trigger.

Instead of a blast her vision vanished in a whiteout and her limbs locked painfully in place. She gagged and foamed. She fell to her side and juddered. Her muscles locked up so excruciatingly that her senses stalled. In that single, agonising moment she prayed for death.

A face filled her sights, a hard and greasy one. The braids of a pigtail ran across his crown. An apelike upper lip hung over a pair of large incisors. Genuine concern seemed to be pouring out of the face. She felt him shaking her by the shoulders, the touch of a callused hand across her forehead. Her eyes rolled and her vision blurred. Then she felt the same hand groping her and she was helpless against it.

The man vanished in a shuffling of feet and a series of sickly thuds that could only be made by the impact of fists against flesh. Her heart jolted at a sting at the side of her neck. The spasms eased, and the cramps in her muscles gradually dissolved. But on the ground she remained, heaving, her cheek pressing into the grit.

A hand touched her shoulder. She slapped it aside and wearily pulled herself to a sitting position and wrapped her arms around each other as if to warm herself. With the back of her hand she swiped spittle from her lips.

“Look what they’ve done to you…” she heard a voice say.

It was the voice of a man—a big man, well-built, dressed in white slacks, a blue Chinese shirt and a straw boater hat. He reached out a hand to touch a bruise by the side of her face and it was brusquely slapped away.

“Don’t touch me,” said Ning Yan. She staggered over to a ditch, retrieved her bundle containing Vivian’s lacquered music box and clutched it preciously to her chest as she walked away.

“Must’ve been hard.” The man started after her. “I’m sent to get you back in service, take care of your needs.”

“You’re a dastardly pimp working for the Seers.”

“I saved you.” The man hastened his strides and held out his hand. “Name’s Khun. I presume you will be called Vivian from now on?”

Ning Yan did not answer and did not stop walking either.

“I’ll let you in on a secret.” He twisted his hands together. “I’m one of you, so I know how this feels. I’m coming on seventy. Tell me, dolly, how old are you?”

She pushed past him. “Too old.”

“Where are you going?”

“To kill myself.”

“Doesn’t work with the Preservation Protocol, dolly. And if they learned of it they’ll put you through Torment,” said Khun.

She walked on.

“Grieve, but not too long.” Khun raised his voice, revealing a twinge of annoyance. “After all, they’re just farmed orphans.”

In a whirring flash Khun found himself on the ground, the left side of his face numbed as if it had been ripped away by the jarring blow. He leapt to his feet, and in a fit of rage attempted to grab Ning Yan but caught only air. In that same instance his nose met a wall. He rose to his feet, swung clumsily around to deliver a punch and instead had his face dashed against the edge of a drain. He hobbled to his feet, blood streaming from his nose. Again he struck, and again he was whipped back onto the ground. Only this time he did not rise.

Farther away Ning Yan walked on, weeping once more, mourning her lost daughter, and passing beyond the shaft of lamplight.

41

LABRADOR

AT EXACTLY TWO-thirty in the morning Marco’s GTR rumbles into the driveway of the Inter-Continental. There, Casey perches on a stone bollard and stands up when she sees the arriving coupe. In a startling act of courtesy Marco leans across the seat and opens the door and watches her enter. “Neutralised the jamming bug in him?” he asks.

“Naturally.” She does not look at him, but takes out a touchpad and taps on it.

“How? Kisses?”

“From the water I gave him at the clinic.” She glances at him. “In the past we used to do micro-cuts on the lips. Now the new stuff works through saliva.”

She raises the pad to him. On its small, mirrored screen Marco sees the rush of an image enlarging, its details crystallising—the viaduct, the roadway, the white infrared specks of two living individuals, one of them of a darkening shade. A flickering triangle appears over the brighter speck, and sets a grin on Marco’s face. “That’s very good.”

“After you’ve disposed of Alpine-One I figured you’d need another Tracker.” Casey pinches her lips; the smile slight, tentative, bordering between formality and irony.

It pleases Marco. “Coming on fast, Gaius-Four,” says he. “What’s your alias?”

“Casey,” says the young lady.

“Well, we should get to know each other first, Casey.”

“Where’re you taking me?”

“Your choice, love.”

They drive onto Mackenzie Road and turn up into Mount Emily Park. By a small slipway Marco conceals his GTR in the dark of a banyan tree. He applies the brake, leaves the engine running and proceeds to inspect his new prize. But Casey does not reciprocate just yet. She goes on tapping on her pad and humming a tune to herself.

It annoys him more than he thinks it would. “I’ve never seen you.”

“I worked undercover as the doctor’s assistant.”

“Ah, that explains it,” he says. “You are very good.”

“The doctor was a good man.”

“A sacrifice for the Cause.” Marco fingers her arm. “Quick, painless and full of grace.”

Casey says nothing to that. For another minute she goes on tapping and wears out Marco’s patience. He tries peering over at it but sees nothing through the privacy film. At last curiosity gets the better of him. “What are you doing?”

“Programming a tag,” she answers.

“Whose tag?”

She looks up and smiles. “Yours, darling.”

Whiteout. Marco rushes at Casey but she slips easily beyond his reach and out of the car. He lunges but the constriction in his chest has begun, and the shock of it washes over him like a shroud of death. Seconds later a debilitating stab of pain infuses his heart. He crouches, his arms wrapped tightly around his torso as if he is about to defecate. Then as a dying vessel he keels over to his side.

A car pulls up behind them without its headlights on. A man emerges, his hair waxed and combed sideways, his sharp, studious gaze bearing down coldly upon the thrashing body, and with the same unassuming poise he had exuded when a Chronomorph named Anton Lock had singled him out to a pair of constables for stealing a dead man’s omnicron.

He was at once the dapper young man who had led Hoo to Aldred, the freshman down at Rookie Row who had dropped John the warning of Marco’s imminent arrival.

And through his ailing sight Marco remembers the headlock…

Julian.

Their gazes meet, if only for an instant. Julian doesn’t speak to Marco, but continues watching him with chilling apathy. “Tag type?” he asks Casey.

“It’s old.” She checks her pad. “Nineteen-fifties—the time when they made him Agent, thereabouts. Works through the blood, delivered via the standard tongue-and-lip micro-cuts.”

“You have the source?”

Casey flips the pad over to reveal Hannah’s pensive monochromatic portrait—the same one John had discovered in Marco’s computer. “Alpine-One.”

Marco, his back arched and fingers curled, now convulses in a pool of his own vomit. He defecates in his underwear. His face bloats. He starts weeping blood from his eyes and ears. “Fabian…” He croaks into his shirt collar.

Aversion develops in Julian’s gaze. “Sure the Chronie’s clean now?” he asks. “I don’t want any glitches when we do the pickup.”

“Positive.” She slaps Marco’s omnicron in his hand. “We got his guy an hour ago.”

“Fabian…” Khun strains a whisper, his good eye darting madly about.

“We’re all part of the same system, Marco. Tracker to Tracker.” Julian finally speaks, tucking his hands thoughtfully into his pockets. “Nothing personal.”

The dying centenarian is helpless to respond. That arch in his back has crushed a few vertebrae and the pain has stalled even the muscles in his jaws. Drool spills over his lips, and then a crimson foam follows. Julian turns around and saunters back to his car.

“Check his vitals, note time of death.” Marco discerns Julian’s voice above the whine of the engine. “And call the Morgue. You know the rest.”

/ / /

What is a century in eternity? Not even a microsecond in a minute.

Thunder still rumbles even though the rain has ceased. Landon drifts along the roadway; insensate and soulless. He is walking away from the racetrack, away from a past forever lost. Everything feels unreal, as if entombed in the ashes of a powerful and malignant secret the world would be better off without.

Another road takes him towards the giant observation wheel, now closed but still illuminated in a ring of blue light. A street-sweeping vehicle closes in from behind, its circular bristles scrubbing away at the kerb gutters, and Landon imagines someone leaping off it and slitting his throat. Farther on a car turns into view, and its headlights blind him.

It does a turnaround and pulls up beside him. The rear window rolls down and he prepares for a fatal shot. Instead, Julian’s face appears. “Mr Lock,” he calls out.

Landon walks sullenly on.

“I was hoping you’d come with us, if John meant anything to you.”

The words hit home. Landon halts and the rear door swings open.

Julian taps the seat beside him and Landon enters. The airconditioned interior is dreadfully cold and Landon’s damp clothes worsen the chill. There are two others in the car: the driver and a passenger in front.

After riding in silence for a while Julian asks to be dropped off at the Fullerton Hotel. Before he leaves the car he offers a hand and Landon, still in a state of considerable shock, takes it absently. “I wouldn’t worry about Marco,” he says. “We’ve been tracking him for years before we gathered enough grub to take care of him. He’s been spinning tales and getting elimination orders to serve his interests. This guy’s got many enemies. You’re just one of them.”

Landon listens with a drab expression and makes nothing of it.

Julian eyes him searchingly. “That day at your home wasn’t the first time we met.”

Landon looks up at him, his sights finally drawing focus.

“Day of the sepoy mutiny,” Julian smiles. “You were driving a donkey cart then.”

“I was?”

He taps Landon on the shoulder. “You’ll remember.”

The door shuts and the car cruises on. Landon watches the tinted windows and in his own wretched reflection he sees the face of a wimp. He despises himself for his weakness, for his failure to even weep and mourn for Amal, for John.

For Hannah.

Now there is nothing in him but an insidious void that threatens to grow and dominate his entire existence. It quenches all emotions and puts him in a state of unnerving quietude. It turns him placid, and allows him to discover the source of his fatalistic apathy.

He is preparing himself for his turn.

“I hope you’re mourning for John,” says the man in the front passenger seat. He looks over his shoulder and Landon finds his olive-shaped face familiar, along with his long snowy sideburns and sprigs of hair sprouting from the top of his ears. “He was a dear friend of mine.”

“His daughter…” Landon says softly. “Is she ill?”

“Her name’s Fanny. Diagnosed with terminal neuroblastoma.”

Landon, unspeaking, turns his eyes back to the window.

“I’m Thaddeus, by the way,” says the man. “I don’t suppose you remember me.”

“Where are you taking me?”

Thaddeus faces front. “Someplace safe.”

/ / /

When the car passes a landmark at a traffic junction Landon knows they are heading for Labrador Reserve down at the southwestern coast of the island. A straight and narrow road takes them to a car park where they alight. They follow a mouldering brick path that winds into the forest. Thaddeus leads the way with a penlight and Landon can tell they are now trudging uphill. The ground transitions from brick to asphalt and then to concrete, and he finds himself in an old bunker. Just ahead he makes out the glint of metal and the barrel of a large gun emplacement.

Thaddeus fishes out something and speaks into it. He does not rush the phrase, but articulates it with precision. “Iftahya simsim.”

“What is it?” says Landon.

“Arabic.”

“What does it say?”

In the darkness he hears Thaddeus chuckle. “Open sesame.”

There is the grinding of stone and the moan of metal, and Landon blinks hard against the gloom to clear his sight. The massive gun is swivelling impossibly on its base, as if it has suddenly become operational after a century of disuse. A ring of light pours through a gap in the floor as the gun detaches itself from its base, rises to a mechanical whine and reveals a cylindrical elevator and its shaft.

“I’m surprised you didn’t blindfold me on the way up,” says Landon.

“Open sesame and a secret hideout?” Thaddeus ushers him into the lift. “Try telling that to the authorities.”

“Won’t anyone else see this?”

“This park has more eyes than you know.”

The elevator descends upon magnetic rails, slowly at first, then accelerates for a few seconds before slowing down to the cushioning of an opposing magnetic field. Its metallic walls revolve to reveal a circular room cladded in some kind of ceramic material. Landon sees a few pods set against a wall punctuated by tunnels just large enough for the passage of a grown man.

“We call this the torpedo room.” Thaddeus tells him. “You may lie down here, head to the tunnel, please.”

Landon complies and two assistants move forward to buckle the straps.

“What is it?”

“Transport,” says Thaddeus. “Don’t lock your knees. There’ll be a bit of a jar.”

A burst of pneumatic energy sends Landon careering through the tunnel. The narrow space is lit at regular intervals in thin bands of light, and the air in it is rather cold. For a minute or so he beholds an endless rush of lights and pipework, and the spot of light at the end of the tunnel explodes into a vast, cavernous space of craggy rock walls and rows of powerful droplights illuminating an immense laboratory-like facility.

A jet of air slows the pod and a different group of assistants moves in to unbuckle Landon and help him to his feet. One of them even hands him a towel, which he gratefully drapes over his shoulders. Thaddeus arrives in another pod and unstraps himself as if he’s done it a thousand times over. “We’re under the seabed,” he says, taking Landon by the elbow. “Best way to hide from prying satellites and submarines.”

“What kind of facility is this?”

“The classified kind.”

Landon trails Thaddeus broodingly. The experience alone would have blown anyone away but he is too tormented by the icy gazes of the facility staff to savour it. In every pair of eyes he finds indictment—that he alone is culpable of the deaths of all the people he owes his existence to.

“I can’t help but feel responsible for everything,” he confesses.

Thaddeus struts down a corridor that leads to another part of the cavern. “Spare us the guilt, Mr Lock,” he says. “Every operative is prepared for this. Our job is to monitor Chronies and let them live their lives with as little intervention as possible. If you must, blame it on the day you fouled up.”

“You could’ve brought me here right from the start.”

“And do what?” Thaddeus’ unflinching gaze shifts to him. “If you’re good by yourself we’d be happy to leave you that way, as a means of protecting what you represent. We intervene selectively because it’s all about priorities, Mr Lock.”

“Are there many of—my kind?”

“In almost every major city we know.” Thaddeus taps a button and enters a white corridor. “Every one of them struggling to live by their masquerades, their own surrogate protocols. Their lives entwining with ours, their tragedies unfolding as we speak.”

Landon lets his gaze drop to the spotless floor. “It was much easier in the past. These days you can’t get by without an identity.”

“The world forces one upon you.” Thaddeus’ brisk strides show no signs of slowing. “You groom yourself to be seen. You are defined by the world because you care too much about what people think of you. Principles are eroded, values and ethics contorted. It’s now glitz and glamour, fame and comfort—a societal show-business no longer confined to the entertainment industry but fuelled by it, ever more this century than others. And history tells us that when things get to this stage they often precede change.”

“What kind of change?”

“A great and terrifying one.” Thaddeus reaches the end of the corridor, scans his retina, and a wall slides open.

They now enter a sterile-looking space as large as a warehouse, and stocked full of glass vials, huge stainless steel flues, massive air ducts and a dizzy array of touch-sensitive screens. At the centre of it all sits an enormous concave screen where a pastiche of images depicting maps and mugshots flashes in quick succession.

Thaddeus retrieves an omnicron from his pocket and hands it to an assistant. He then beckons Landon over to a spot on the floor in front of the screen.

“You might want to see this,” says he.

“Is it John’s?”

“It was, and it once belonged to someone named Origen.” Thaddeus taps on a console of touch-sensitive glass and calls out to the assistants. “SR-Five on Chronologue SG.”

Someone echoes the instruction.

“SR-Five on Omni-Extraction.” Thaddeus instructs. “Conclude and commit.”

An assistant transports the omnicron with an elaborate suction instrument and drops it into a small tank of colourless gel. The omnicron lingers on its surface before sinking to a point midway along the depth of the tank where it hovers in balanced buoyancy.

The phenomenon astonishes Landon.

“Density alteration,” says Thaddeus. “It’s a nano-fluid that extracts omnicron data.”

A low hum radiates and breaks the surface of the gel into concentric rings of miniscule ripples, and the screen comes alive in alternating images of striking familiarity—memories of ancient days, mundane events and scenes made interesting with age, lucid episodes of a forgotten epoch that preceded even the discovery of daguerreotypes. Yet they are now alive in a magnificent splurge of vivid colours as if they had been filmed only yesterday.

Rapidly they flash in chronological succession, like a fast-forward that takes the viewer through crowds and spaces; from a distant past to the present. Every scene incites a spark of emotion, and in them there are faces: Origen, Amal, Helio, Raymond, Cheok, John, Hannah.

Landon finds himself remembering more than he thinks. His heart leaps at the image of a small house on a knoll. It offers glimpses of his mother, still relatively youthful and beautiful. There is a heap of nutmeg fruits beside her, and she is opening one of them and separating the mace from the nut. Then he notices a stocky, sunscorched man crouching by thatched wall mending a wicker basket, his brown, bald pate glistening with perspiration. He looks up, gives a toothy smile, and the scene blacks out.

Landon’s heart races. There is a certain detachment in the scene from what he thinks he remembers. It lingers like a disembodied clip from a documentary. The man could be anyone long dead and forgotten.

“That man is your father, Mr Lock,” says Thaddeus, as if he read Landon’s thoughts. “Records indicate he was born in the year 1644. His name is Qara Budang Tabunai, and we believe what you have inside you once belonged to him.”

Assailed by the deluge of revelations Landon holds onto the back of a swivelling chair for support.

Thaddeus returns to the task at hand. “Commence erasure,” he instructs.

From a corner of the cavern someone echoes it, and the low humming resumes, then fades away as the omnicron rises to the surface. An assistant extracts it from the tank and the gel slides cleanly off its chromium surface.

“AR-Zero-Niner,” proclaims an assistant, his voice reverberating across the vast space. “Concludes archival, Chronologue, SG-one seventy-two.”

This time, Thaddeus echoes and affirms the statement.

The ritual is complete. The screen turns cold, and the facility staff resumes their seemingly banal chores as if nothing of significance has taken place.

“So many people, so many lives…” Landon’s voice quavers with emotion, “and the oath… I don’t even know what I’ve been given to keep and what I’ve lost…”

Thaddeus observes the sadness in him. “The Unknown could take us to realms beyond the comprehension of science. It breaks natural laws as we know them, and it has given us a glimpse of eternity.” Here he pauses. “I’m afraid this is as far as I can reveal.”

“I understand.”

“You might want to know,” he adds, stepping off a platform and taking Landon’s arm. “Your father too had been tracked for assassination.”

“He was killed?”

“No.”

“Someone killed the Tracker?”

Thaddeus lifts his cheeks. “She became your mother.”

A surge of bittersweetness wells. There is so much behind his existence, yet he does not know what good it would do in knowing any of it. He could let it go; lash it to an anvil and toss it overboard. It would reach the depths, forever forgotten, never to surface. And a part of his existence would be truly excised. A limb lost. He would be incomplete.

“Where then is my father?” he asks.

“That’s for you to remember.”

A pair of assistants in lab coats ushers them through a steel door in the steel-clad wall and into a white corridor. Another assistant emerges from another unseen door trundling medical equipment bristling in a tangle of tubes and plungers. Together they pass into a darkened room with an enormous mirror on one side of the wall. At the centre of it all rests an empty surgical bed, its stainless steel frame gleaming beneath a surgical lamp.

Thaddeus gestures at the bed. “I’m afraid our journey ends here.”

Landon looks wanly at it and sighs. Everything he sees augurs the grim possibility that he is about to be cut apart. With tons of bedrock and fathoms of seawater above them the thought of an escape is as preposterous as a trip to the moon.

“Seems I haven’t got a choice,” he says.

“I offer you normalcy, which you may choose to reject,” says Thaddeus, “But in doing so you return to the protocol and the tracking will continue. Chronomorphs who subject themselves to such scrutiny usually don’t get to live very long.”

“I was told that no Chronie ever survived a Transfusion either.”

“If there is as much chance to life as there is to death, would you take it?”

A moment’s thought, and Landon nods.

Thaddeus breaks a smile. “Then trust me.”

“Wait…” says Landon. “What happens to the Serum once it’s taken out of me?”

“It comes into our custody.”

“Are there options? I mean… is there a chance of putting it into— better use?”

Thaddeus reads well between the lines and carefully considers the proposition.

“We might work something out.”

It feels rather odd that after the spate of bizarre events Landon should be subject to the dreary process of form-filling and indemnity endorsements. An assistant is on hand to dish out one form after another as he fills and signs them rather negligently, their tiny print being too profuse to be read in a short span of time.

When it is done Thaddeus collects and checks them. Good. He hands them over to the assistant, flicks out a business card and offers it to Landon. It reads: Odds & Ends Antiques & Collectables. There is an address and a mobile number.

Landon looks at him quizzically.

“In case I don’t see you when you wake,” says Thaddeus. “Call this number if you’re having trouble adapting to life. Just say the code and someone will direct you to me.” He bats out a wink. “Take it as an after-sales service.”

“What’s the code?”

Thaddeus gives his arm a reassuring squeeze. “You’ll know it.”

/ / /

The seven-bulb surgical lamp comes on like the thrusters of a rocket. The shot of ether hasn’t yet taken effect and Landon is wide awake on the surgical bed. Bags of blood hang from a steel rack; tubes lead from them and enter a garishly golden contraption of gears, cylinders and narrow vitrines of glass. From four little golden taps four tubes emerge, tipped with hypodermic needles that enter the saphenous veins of Landon’s thighs and the cephalic veins of his forearms. An assistant powers the contraption and it whirrs alive, its gears and cylinders working away like a miniature V-8 engine. The source of its power remains a mystery, for Landon sees no wires trailing from it.

He watches the blood leave his body in a dark red stream and fill up the glass vitrines one after another. The sight of them breeds in him a sorrow that he does not expect.

Thaddeus eyes him closely. “You are receiving a new life, Mr Lock. Its brevity will give it meaning. So live it well.”

A powerful bout of emotion racks every muscle and nerve in Landon’s body. He finally weeps for all that has come to pass, for the ones who lived and died, and for the part of his father that now drains out of him. Yet his tears flow also for the joy that now attends his heart, in knowing that the past two centuries of his life have at last ended.

And that a new one—a real one, has just begun.

42

APRIL 1852

THAT AFTERNOON SWELTERED in the rhythmic shrilling of crickets. The sun was white and harsh. Aldred held up the two shafts of his plough in his skinny arms and conducted a pair of buffaloes along the length of a twenty-acre field that was recently cleared for a new batch of nutmeg seedlings. A cloud of midges accompanied them.

Aldred was only 13; his skinny frame lost in the oversized linen shirt with sleeves that went past his elbow. But the garment was cool and airy and he wore it whenever he took to the fields. The sun had wrung so much out of him that now and then he had to rest and drink from a calfskin waterbag.

They turned an angle to the first furrow and skirted along the southern edge of the plantation bordering the jungle on the right. The red clayey earth tore open as they went. Up ahead the fronds of a nearby coconut plantation wavered in a breeze. At a patch of clearing behind them six untethered buffaloes grazed.

Above the crickets’ shrilling the boy heard the hoots and calls of creatures hidden in the jungle. On occasion he would catch glimpses of birds of paradise and their gaudy plumage. Just two days ago he had seen a few wild peacocks waddling among the undergrowth—a rare sight that augured good fortune.

But that afternoon the calls of the jungle were different. They sounded distressed. The stalks of lallang quivered, and so did the thistles and hedges at the forest fringe. Aldred dropped his plough and listened. If there was to be any danger lurking in the shrubbery he had to discover it before it did him harm. He inspected the length of the fringe, rustling the tall grasses and peering into the jungle’s gloomy interior. After having exercised caution the boy turned into the winds that carried his scent.

And then it sprung like the Devil himself.

It was there the whole time, crouching, waiting—a tremendous hulk of muscle and bristly fur. It dragged Aldred to the ground and fastened its jaws over his shoulders, somewhere near the trapezius and dangerously close to his nape.

The boy screamed.

Having been forewarned of attacks by man-eating tigers, Aldred began thumping the beast with his fists. Briefly the vice-like hold on his shoulder eased and gushing blood warmed his skin. His fists were still flailing, and one of them seemed to have caught the snarling beast in the eye. From nowhere came the swipe of a paw that lacerated the boy’s forearm and tore the flesh diagonally across his left clavicle and chest.

His scream ended in a gasp when his vocal cords swelled beyond their ability to function. He now felt the same fangs upon his right thigh. They entered easily into the soft flesh, the bite firm and unyielding.

Aldred began convulsing in shock. His limbs, bloodied and slick with beastly dribble, were turning numb from the loss of blood. Flesh tore when the beast dragged him a few yards from where he had fallen. He felt the rumble of the tiger’s growl with his legs immobilised in its jaws. It was a growl of caution, and then something remarkable happened.

In a terrific trampling of hooves, the pair of buffaloes came charging towards them like cavalry, their gait firm and tenacious despite the drag of the plough behind them. They broke free from their yokes, fanned apart and advanced upon the tiger from its flanks. The tiger abandoned its prey and fled into the forest.

But the buffaloes did not leave. One of them circled its little attendant while the other stood sentinel by the jungle fringe against any possibility of the tiger returning.

Wisps of dandelions passed across the crisp blueness of the sky, borne upon arriving winds that carried the pungent scent of the buffaloes. Aldred lay on the ground tainted with his blood, watching the clouds and listening to the rustling grass. The shrilling of crickets sounded far away. In his narrowing vision he saw a wet snout appear and disappear. Then he closed his eyes and saw home.

/ / /

When Aldred awoke, three kerosene lamps were flickering from rafters above him. He felt the texture of the straw mat on which he lay. The cloud of flies over him gave an unsettling intimation of the state of his wounds.

His mother was nearby: he could heard her snuffling. She wasn’t a woman who would snuffle. His father passed into his sight and looked down at him. Flecks of grey stubble above his ears were all the hair that remained. He had a large hooked nose that made up most of his broad, strong face. His eyes were long and narrow and were deeply wrinkled at the corners. His gaze was soft, and Aldred saw moist tracks across his parched, leathery skin. It was he who appeared to have been crying.

“Our buffaloes saved me,” Aldred found himself uttering in a throaty whisper.

“I know.”

Aldred felt a callused but gentle hand upon his forehead.

From the far end of the room he heard mother whimper. If she whimpered then things had to be very bad. Footfalls drifted into range, sounding strong and resolute. A large man appeared. He was bald, his hairless skin pulled taut over a craggy face and looked to be crafted of fine porcelain. Although Aldred didn’t recognise him he thought that he and father had to be very good friends because they embraced each other very warmly.

Afterwards he bent over to look at Aldred and beneath his protuberant brows Aldred saw that one of his eyes was green and the other yellow.

“He will survive the Transfusion if he shares your blood,” said the man in a voice as thick as tar. “But I cannot speak the same for you, Great Bear.”

Aldred heard nothing else. Father took the strange man by the arm and led him away to a spot where they could continue their conversation in private. The last Aldred heard was mother’s anguished cry.

/ / /

By the light of dawn Aldred woke up to find most of his wounds already bandaged in strips of frayed linen. Beside his bed stood an elaborate metallic contraption that fitted neatly in a leather valise. Tubes of a strange gelatinous material ran from it and entered Aldred’s arms and legs. He heard movement and the tinkle of glass vessels but he couldn’t turn his head because of the pain. By the lamplight shadows shifted, and the tall, strange man appeared over him and touched his face. Aldred wanted to ask for his father and mother, but his glands and tonsils, now swollen with abuse and infection, afforded not even a whisper.

“My name is Origen and I am a friend of your father’s,” said the strange man in all his vocal richness. “You will go back to sleep and you will heal.”

Origen hovered something over Aldred’s eyes. It was an egg-shaped device with a surface so reflective that Aldred saw in it a contorted image of his brokenness. A beam of red light filled his sight, and he fell back into slumber.

43

REBIRTH

OVER THE LAST four days a spell of influenza has confined Aldred Lock to his bed and reminded him of his newly-acquired vulnerability to everything human. The old house at Clacton has been sold for a handsome profit. After deducting part of it for the purchase of new accommodation and adjusting for inflation, the money will last him a while. Aldred doesn’t swim so he figured he doesn’t need a condo.

At present the windows are wide open. Muslin curtains sway to a breeze. The morning is bright, but not yet scorching. A light haze lingers and masks a sleepy skyline in the distance. Aldred rests his hands on the aluminium sill and watches the world from his twenty-ninth storey apartment just off Dawson Road. He is looking at traces of the old estate where an elderly Sikh once peddled milk with his scraggy cows. There’s the Princess House that has been preserved. There’s the spot where Hannah’s flat once existed.

On a low antique shelf a turntable sings. Aldred’s finger taps to the melody and his lips move to the lyrics:

Day will break and I’ll awake

And start to bake a sugar cake

For you to take for all the boys to see

We will raise a family

A boy for you, a girl for me

Oh, can’t you see how happy we would be

He now knows why Hannah loved this song. In it there is optimism. It’s good to have optimism. Perhaps it’s the only thing that’s truly free, that you can have as much of as you want without having to worry about consequences. At most you’d die an optimist. It beats dying a neurotic.

The catch? You need faith for optimism to work.

Aldred moves away from the window and takes up his journal. He riffles through the empty pages after his last entry. They’ll have to remain empty because there really aren’t many things to write about now. For a long time his pen hovers over a page. He hasn’t got the best memory in the world but at least a grocery list is now enough to get him through the days without a hitch.

At last he begins to write, with slow, careful strokes of the pen:

The expectation of death sets in us a vulnerability that humbles. And with it comes wisdom. It obliges one to plan, to make arrangements, to be responsible. It drives the urge to set things right, to correct one’s mistakes before the appointed hour, and to love before we can no longer love.

My name is Aldred and the Count ends here.

/ / /

Dempsey Hill is as quaint and tranquil as Aldred had left it. He observes the FourBees site from afar. A perimeter of bland hoarding encloses it like the hermetic walls of a forbidden city, revealing not a sliver of its mysteries and secrets. They are but a concluded chapter of a past that is best forgotten. It won’t do him any good to pry.

Haltingly he plods on towards Loewen Lodge, fearing that someone might recognise him. Upon arrival he is relieved that the matron who threw him out during his last visit is away, and no one else seems to be paying him any attention. The lady at the reception is rummaging through something under the counter when Aldred taps the bell.

Her head pops up and Aldred notices her name-tag.

“Pam, right?” He directs both fingers at her and tries to sound friendly.

A slight frown of annoyance. “Yes, sir?”

“The sustenance allowance for the patient in 8-C?” He draws circles with his finger over the countertop. “I called earlier.”

“Ah yes,” Pam rises to her feet and starts flipping a ring folder. “It’s a transfer from a previous donor, yes?”

“Exactly.”

She pulls out a document. “It’s been arranged. You’re Mr Landon Lock?”

Aldred hands her an old IC that bears his previous name. Pam takes it, references it against something and then returns it to him. Everything checks out fine. Hannah had apparently planned it to the detail.

“Did you know the previous donor?” says Aldred.

“The young lady?” Pam is bending over the desk and scribbling something.

“I heard she was his wife.”

“It’s written in the records, sir. We don’t usually look into such matters. Some donors prefer to remain anonymous and we respect that.”

“Ah.” Aldred looks away and drums his fingers restlessly on the counter. After all that had happened, the mystery remains.

“Did you bring the cheque, sir?”

Aldred slides it to her and she passes him a document along with a pen. He sees the old man’s name and IC number printed on one of the sheets. It is a name in a Mandarin dialect, and one which he does not recognise. He signs the document.

Pam gives him a receipt, some pamphlets and thanks him for the donation with a standard, service-quality smile.

“Can I see him?” asks Aldred.

“Perhaps in half an hour?” Pam suggests. “They’re all out for their afternoon walks, sir.”

Aldred glances over his shoulder. “Could I go see where he lives… sleeps…?”

Pam accedes and leads him past a games room and a diner of multi-coloured tables and peonies before they reach a corridor flanked by rooms of six beds each. Above each bed a ceiling fans spins soundlessly. They enter and Pam directs Aldred to a bed near the window. A tag at the foot of the bed reads “8-C”.

The bed is made, and beside it Aldred finds a nightstand in faux ashwood laminate which contains the resident’s possessions. In a drawer he finds bottles of ointment and packs of unopened catheters and syringes. One compartment holds adult diapers, the one below it carries a heap of old magazines and a rumpled telephone directory from the year 2002. And underneath them all Aldred discovers a rusted tin that still bears traces of the brand of biscuits it once contained.

He lifts its lid to a heap of worthless trinkets—little stringed plastic beads, a brown rubber ball cracked with age, a peeling wooden top and a crinkly cellophane bag containing a few old coins. Deeper into the strata he uncovers a stack of magazine clippings, a faux jade necklace, a few old 70s sticker pads. And in the final stratum—a monochrome photograph of himself seated in an eatery with a young boy perched on his lap. The young boy’s head is thrown pompously upwards, and there is a playful, magnanimous smile on his face.

Life deals its blows. Serendipitous or not, it’s often hard to tell.

The full measure of the recollection hits home like the passing of a heavy, judicial sentence. He runs along the corridor, photograph in hand, his footfalls shattering the calm, his eyes burning; and under the disapproving glares of the attendants he bursts out of the lodge.

On the right he sees a kindergarten down Harding Road, and on the left the road leads off to the hospital block of the former Tanglin Barracks. A football pitch stands in place of the former cricket lawn where he had seen the dead over a century ago. Farther away the road forks and bends uphill along a wooded grove. And there a wheelchair-bound contingent descends in a single file.

He sees him—the old man, four chairs from the front, his head at an angle, his hands upturned like Madonna herself in the likes of Michelangelo’s Pietà, carrying the dead Christ—a Madonna battered by age and whose saliva freely flows from a hanging lip.

Aldred races up to them flushed and wheezing. He scares the attendant to a state of guarded animosity but the old man pays him no attention. Fortunately Pam, who judiciously followed Aldred out of the lodge, catches up with him and, in a string of Tagalog, calms her colleague’s frazzled nerves.

Under the attendants’ supervision Aldred wheels the old man to a wooded grove where they can see the afternoon sun burning red and golden through the trees. He goes over to the front of the wheelchair and crouches so that their eyes can meet. But the old man’s unblinking eyes see nothing; his saliva dribbles on in thin, clear strands onto a blue, sopping handkerchief. Aldred, uncertain of himself, brings his arms around the frail, bony shoulders and pulls the old man into a tentative embrace.

At first the old man does not respond. But as Aldred continues to hold him, his drooping lips twitch, as if in speech, and a seemingly deadened hand lifts slowly and embraces Aldred in return.

Pam and her colleague behold the spectacle from afar, their jaws falling open.

The old man hasn’t lifted a limb for over a decade.

Aldred, now laughing and crying all at once to waves of joy and sadness, plants a kiss on the old man’s head and cradles it gently. “Sorry I’m late, Poppy.” His voice quavers and cracks. “I’ll never leave you again. I promise.”

The long shadows of the dying day stretch over them. They hold each other for as long as it takes to assuage the guilt in Aldred’s heart. All around them branches and leaves stand unmoving, as if in reverence to the wondrous reunion. A tear finally runs down Poppy’s hollowed cheek. And in the brevity of that moment Aldred glimpses eternity.

/ / /

In the backyard of the Botanic Gardens, Evans Hostel sits in the mottled shadows of pines and Senegal mahoganies. Much of its charm consists of its tranquillity, and the tiny street that passes in front of it is empty and quiet most of the time.

A café is tucked into the corner of the hostel’s red-brick façade. Behind its counter Aldred pours a stretch of lustrous milk froth into a tall glass and fills its bottom with espresso. The froth, displaced by the coffee, rises above the rim and keeps its form. He then gives it a light dusting of ground coffee and taps the bell.

“Latte macchiato,” he calls.

The brew heads out to a studious-looking young man snuggling by a corner with his books and headphones. The door swings open and the sound of the outdoors interrupts the air-conditioned quietude inside the café. A woman tries to enter with a stroller but a step at the entrance traps the wheels. Aldred goes to her assistance and sees that the stroller holds a young girl who appears a little too tall for the seat. She has slightly protuberant eyes and wears a beanie over her bulging forehead. An adventure novel sits on her lap. Aldred carries the stroller over the step and she smiles timidly at him.

“Thank you,” says the woman, lowering herself into a velvet couch by the window.

“Can I get you anything?” says Aldred.

The woman looks over a menu board above the counter. “A mocha, please. Just iced, not blended.”

“Anything for the little lady?” Aldred nods at the young girl, who beams at the attention. “We’ve got very good milkshakes.”

“Cranberry juice?” the woman takes her eyes off a chiller at the back. “She doesn’t take lactose very well.”

“Coming right up.”

Aldred returns and places the drinks carefully on coasters and slides the woman a receipt. The woman silently watches his every movement as if in review of his service skills, and just as he is about to leave them she stops him. “Is your name Landon by any chance?”

Aldred’s heart jumps. “Well… yes…”

“I was wondering if we could speak.” She gestures at the empty couch opposite her.

After conferring briefly with his manager Aldred returns to her in a stiff, awkward gait and settles himself carefully into the couch.

The woman sips through a straw and stirs the mocha with it. “It’s delicious.”

“Thank you.”

“I’m Ginn.” Her hand shoots out a second later. “John’s wife.”

Aldred takes it and realises she’s probably every bit as awkward as he is. He is relieved that she did not introduce herself as “John’s widow”.

“This is Fanny, our daughter.”

Aldred acknowledges the young girl with a nod, and in response she bashfully conceals her face behind the novel.

“My name is Aldred now, if you know what I mean.”

Ginn smiles politely. “Doesn’t sound like a common name.”

“It’s an old name,” says Aldred. “My real name… my first.”

Their conversation stalls. Ginn gives another polite smile and averts her eyes. Aldred goes on chewing his lower lip until he decides that it is he who has to break the ice. “I was hoping I could do something for you,” he confesses.

“You have.” Ginn lifts her head, suddenly finding it easier to meet his gaze. “It’s been almost a year and Fanny is responding very well to—whatever you’ve given her.”

Aldred couldn’t help but break into a smile. “I’m so happy to hear that. She’s quite a survivor.”

“Headstrong and a handful. Takes after her father.”

When Aldred turns to Fanny he finds her grinning. “I really appreciate you coming here to tell me this,” he says to Ginn.

“Oh yes,” Ginn digs into her bag and retrieves a pair of jangling dogtags and a small silver cross threaded in a black string, and presses them into his hand in a way that he could not refuse. “John wants you to have this. It’s in his will to give it to his last living client.”

Aldred’s lip trembles. “But I can’t… he ought to be giving y—”

Ginn lays her hand over Aldred’s. “He’s left us with enough.”

Aldred is staring so hard at the gift that he fails to notice how Fanny has been observing him over the top edge of her novel.

“What are you going to do about the Serum?” he asks.

“Remove it when it’s time, once Fanny’s healed,” says Ginn. “I believe mortality was put in place for a purpose. I don’t intend to go against that.”

Aldred nods and closes his fingers over John’s gift.

Ginn checks her watch. “We must go. Fanny’s due for her checkup.” She takes the receipt with the intention of paying for the drinks but Aldred stops her.

“I’m buying.”

He accompanies them to the car and stows the stroller at the back while Ginn straps Fanny into the rear seat. They shake hands and Aldred lingers by the window. “I wish there was something more I could do,” says he.

“Remember John for who he was.” Ginn squints to a dusty gust of wind. Then turning over her shoulder she addresses Fanny, “Say bye-bye to Uncle Landon.”

Fanny waves and smiles, and in it Aldred sees gratitude. The car leaves the lot and Aldred watches it until it cruises down the narrow street and out of sight. He fingers the gift in his hand and in a moment’s thought, slings it over his head.

He returns to the café and clears Ginn’s table. When he dumps the tray of empty glasses on the countertop a colleague—a skinny young lady with a purple fringe—tosses him a napkin as she passes. “Must’ve made an impression.”

At first Aldred thinks little of it. But when he takes the napkin a flash of déjà vu leaps at him. His heart flutters. He parts the folded napkin and finds two lines of classic slanted script written in a neat hand:

To your Barista,

If I get a second shot at life, I’d like to bake a sugar cake with you.

Aldred crashes through a door and almost smashes it against the adjacent wall.

Hannah.

He can’t explain otherwise. It had to be John’s weapon; she must have made the switch. There could be no other plausible explanation.

In fact there mustn’t be.

He runs back to the street and finds it empty as ever. He inspects every parked car and races down a good length of the sidewalk until his chest burns and his veins pump acid. He strains his neck and looks wildly about, knowing it isn’t going to do any good.

Absently, he slips his hand into his pocket and retrieves a card that reads Odds & Ends Antiques & Collectables.

John had been right about the Transfusion.

He could make the call, take her to see Thaddeus, get her fixed. And one day, they might find themselves a cosy little home. They would hear children bickering over the sugar cake. And as the children nap they would have tea—tea for two.

And they would be happy.

And yes, he remembers the code.

Iftahya Simsim.

EPILOGUE

JUNE 1844

QARA BUDANG TABUNAI was a compact, desiccated little man of exceptional strength. But to his memory the last gainful employment of it was at the battle of Taka Island—five centuries earlier. He was built like a rock, with short, thick arms and large, powerful hands. His name meant Great Bear, and his hairless pate, darkened by decades of sun, sparkled with beads of sweat. He wasn’t used to the tropics, and the bustle of merchant activity at the mouth of the river imbued confusion that drove at his temper.

It told him how much he had come to loathe the city.

From a crouching, skeletal hawker he bought himself and his wife a mango each. The hawker skinned it for them, and its honeyed sweetness refreshed them. Through a brief, halting conversation with the hawker he learnt that the vast agglomeration of skiffs by the river banks were called sampans in the native tongue, and that they were trading textiles and lucrative spices like nutmeg and turmeric, and that the grey-bricked ramparts with the thirty-two pounders were a part of a fort they named Fullerton.

It had been built over the Stone that marked the chamber.

And it was where Origen had gone in the past hour.

At last, in the distant street, by a seawall of sandstone and lime mortar, a tall figure emerged, clothed in the hooded robe of a monastic monk. It was Origen, trudging unhurriedly amongst the natives, a wide-rimmed hat shadowing his fair and pearly face, and still it gleamed white against the potpourri of dusky races around him.

“The chamber remains, Great Bear.” Origen arrived and gave him a slight, rigid bow. “But the Key has been taken.”

“So the governor knows,” said Great Bear.

“Only what has been revealed,” said Origen. “They would not be expecting a second Key.” He hands him a scroll sealed in an official’s signet. “Mister Wren had procured the plot on high ground. Its ascent is shallow, yet the natives call it Mount Harriet.”

“Then it is a prominent peak.”

“A humble plot nonetheless, but I trust it is adequate.”

“I care little for size, Origen. It has to be fertile.”

“I understand.”

They moved, weaving amongst labourers, streetwalkers and rickshaws as a single, conspicuous troupe. Origen in a robe, Great Bear still in the old haori he wore onto the ship that bore them to this strange island. Beside them his wife draped a fraying shawl over her cotton kimono. Great Bear wasn’t Japanese, but on this island few would be discerning.

Battery Road took them away from the fort and led them north. Along the way they passed ageing go-downs roofed in terracotta and squat merchant houses of crumbly plaster. By the five-foot ways, and away from streams of traversing coolies, youths panhandled, some tapping their tin cans on the ground and others lazing in a half-stupor, waiting for the day’s end. Great Bear knew of wretches like them—found in almost every inhabited land, bereft of identities yet belonging closely to the one of their collective. In his lifetimes he had seen too many. But one drew his sympathy.

A child with a small, dirt-smeared face. Beneath the filth Great Bear saw a peculiar ethnicity he couldn’t place. He watched the large, sienna pupils and they watched him back. Inwardly he mourned over the thin, gnarled limbs, a head that appeared much too heavy for its veiny, fragile neck. The child didn’t rap his can like the others, but sat slumped against a pillar, weakened, spent, and inured of suffering. He was little: five years old at most, Great Bear reckoned, far too young to even forage or swindle like the older ones.

Great Bear went over, exuding such mysterious authority that the other panhandlers parted and gave him passage. He picked up the child and found him limp as a corpse. The child did not resist but put his head on Great Bear’s thick shoulder, and there it remained.

The wife stroked the child’s hair. “As a surrogate?” she asked in Japanese.

“As a son,” said Great Bear.

“But the Serum—”

“In time, Origen will liberate me from it.” Great Bear patted the child, his large hand stretching over the child’s back. “The depraved man is never meant to live that long.”

“You will die.”

“And so we shall, together, when you are well in years.” Great Bear turned smilingly to her. “Yet our child will grow. And by the Lord’s grace he will heal and save.”

An ugly voice sullied their conversation. A merchant, dressed in silk and holding a fan, came strutting from the unlit bowels of a granary that stocked barley and rice. With unabashed honesty he declared ownership over the panhandlers, including the enfeebled child on Great Bear’s shoulders.

“I will buy him then,” said Great Bear, in heavily-accented Mandarin.

“It depends on what you will give for him.”

Great Bear took out the rest of his money while Origen looked on beside him, palpably distressed, though the frigidity of his expression did not reveal it. It was a bag of copper coins and two mercantile banknotes amounting to ten dollars.

The merchant spat, scoffed at the paltry sum in a derisive chuckle. “I’d plump him up for a few more years and sell him as a slave for fifty dollars.”

“He won’t last another week.” Great Bear said.

“That ring in your hand.” The merchant slapped his fan on a palm and pointed with it to Great Bear’s left hand. “It is gold, isn’t it?”

It had once belonged to Samagar, a friend and a great Mongol general. A gift of the highest order. “Gold, it is,” Great Bear answered. “The purest.”

“That makes up the price.” The merchant flaunted more gold through his grin.

To his wife’s horrified gasp Great Bear slid it off his finger and flicked it over. The merchant was quick to snatch it from the air, and in the span of it Great Bear was already walking away with the child on his back. The merchant tried it on, and found that it only fitted the thumb. He laughed—a cackling stutter, “You have such thick fingers!”

A flash of pain sent him reaching for his hand. The ring seemed to have suddenly shrunk, the metal now folding over upon itself, collapsing into a dense nub over the thumb and snapping it clean off—skin, bones and all. The deranged scream gathered a crowd, and the woman looked at her husband with fear in her eyes.

“All matter is but a composition of very small particles,” he said. “Manipulate them and you manipulate a great deal of energy in ways you never imagined.

“Witchcraft, Sayuri,” he assured to an amused twitch of an eyebrow.

/ / /

A trail in the forest took them to a clearing. At a corner there was a humble dwelling; its walls and roof woven of attap palm. To the south they saw the straits, speckled with hundreds of boats with their rolled masts. Great Bear clawed a handful of soil, kneaded it in his fingers and brought it to his nose.

“It is fertile ground.” He lifted his eyes approvingly to the full measure of Origen’s height. “This Harriet will give us life in the years to come.”

Origen bowed. “Thank the Lord.”

By nightfall Origen had left them and returned to the town. Under the cover of darkness and in a freshly-dug pit no less than six feet deep, Great Bear laid down a chest of lead no larger than a jewellery box. In the light of his torch he looked at it for one last time and compacted the earth over it.

Behind him their dwelling glowed in candlelight, and on a straw mat the young boy drowsed, his colour having returned after a meal of roast and warmed milk. The woman, her hair now unbound and flowing in a foreign, scented breeze, came outside and sat down beside Great Bear. “What would you name him?” she asked.

“Aldred,” he answered without delay, looking at the sky.

“After him?”

“After him.”

She nuzzled closer. “Have you ever loved life, Great Bear?”

“Only when I started living it for someone else.” He reached over and took her hand. “And I’m loving it very much right now, Sayuri.”

On their wicker seats they reclined, exhaling, and watched the stars together.

Acknowledgements

IN 1852 CAPTAIN Henry Keppel recorded in his journal an incident of a young Malayan boy who was attacked by a man-eating tiger and subsequently rescued by the two buffaloes which he was herding. One of the buffaloes pursued the tiger into the jungle while the other kept watch over the wounded boy, though the journal entry did not mention if the boy lived.

In this story, I made sure he did.

Many of the insights that composed the historical scenes were inspired by various exemplary sources, without which the vagaries of an intriguing past would have slipped away unnoticed. I thank Iain Manley and Michael Wise for their rare and invaluable compilations. Tan Kok Yang for his work on Queenstown. Loh Kah Seng for his vivid chronicle of the Bukit Ho Swee fire. Edwin A. Brown and Mary Brown for their meticulous documentation of the Sepoy Mutiny. The National Library Board and Singapore Press Holdings for their archives and resources.

An English folk song appears in Chapter 40, titled The Poor Murdered Woman by Leslie Nelson-Burns. As you might have guessed, the recurring lyrics that appear throughout this novel belonged to Tea for Two by Vincent Youmans and Irving Caesar.

Heartfelt thanks to my only brother, who bore the agony of reading my formative works which I still keep hidden. His little murmurs of encouragement held such strength. Edmund Wee and his team at Epigram Books for believing enough in the work to put it into print. Jason Erik Lundberg and JY Yang, my editors, who have been instrumental in polishing the work to a high gloss. Above all, my utmost gratitude to my wife and first-reader, Sandra, who saw through with me every step in the production of this novel.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Tham Cheng-E is an architect who also writes about the special needs community for the online magazine Special Seeds, and maintains a family blog on parenting and Down syndrome. Surrogate Protocol is his first novel.

WINNER OF THE 2016 EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

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NURALIAH NORASID

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Decades later, Manticura is now a modern urban city-state, and Eedric Shuen is bored with his privileged life. He stumbles upon the entrance to Nelroote and encounters Ria, who has spent nearly half a century in solitude. As their friendship blossoms, external whispers of the medusa sisters threaten to spark a chain of events that will throw Nelroote and its inhabitants into imminent danger.

Available online at www.epigrambooks.sg

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Fox Fire Girl

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Derrick can’t believe his luck when he rekindles a romance with ex-girlfriend Yifan. But Yifan remains aloof and distant. She confides to Derrick that in her hometown of Ipoh, she discovered that she is actually a fox spirit with mystical powers.

But Derrick isn’t the only person who has fallen under Yifan’s spell. Unbeknownst to him, Tien Chen, a man with an unhealthy obsession with fire, has also been dating her. When Tien Chen eventually confronts Yifan about her infidelity, she tells him a story about her childhood in Ipoh to explain her actions. But is Yifan really the person she claims to be?

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JEREMY TIANG

A woman finds herself questioned for a conspiracy she did not take part in. A son flees to London to escape from a father, wracked by betrayal. A journalist seeks to uncover the truth of the place she once called home. A young wife leaves her husband and children behind to fight for freedom in the jungles of Malaya.

The struggles against communism may have started decades ago, but it has left deep scars across the region. State of Emergency traces the leftist movements of Singapore and Malaysia from the 1940s to the present day, centring on a family trying to navigate the choppy political currents of the region.

Available online at www.epigrambooks.sg

2015 EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

Now That It’s Over (WINNER)

O THIAM CHIN

During the Christmas holidays in 2004, an earthquake in the Indian Ocean triggers a tsunami that devastates fourteen countries. Two couples from Singapore are vacationing in Phuket when the tsunami strikes. Alternating between the aftermath of the catastrophe and past events that led these characters to that fateful moment, Now That It’s Over weaves a tapestry of causality and regret, and chronicles the physical and emotional wreckage wrought by natural and manmade disasters.

2015 EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

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BALLI KAUR JASWAL

Pin must not become like her mother, but nobody will tell her why. She seeks clues in Ma’s cooking when she’s not fighting other battles—being a bursary girl at an elite school and facing racial taunts from the bus uncle. Then her meddlesome grandmother moves in, installing a portrait of a watchful Sikh guru and a new set of house rules. Old secrets begin to surface but can Pin handle learning the truth?

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Death of a Perm Sec

WONG SOUK YEE

Death of a Perm Sec is a mystery about the demise of the permanent-secretary of the housing ministry, Chow Sze Teck, accused of accepting millions of dollars in bribes over his career. Set in 1980’s Singapore, the novel examines the civil servant’s death, which first appears to be suicide by a cocktail of alcohol, morphine and Valium. But upon investigation by a CID inspector who might not be what he seems, the family discovers there may be far more sinister circumstances behind his death, that reach to the very top of government. The novel exposes the dark heart of power politics, from the country’s tumultuous post-independence days to the socio-political landscape of the 1980s.

2015 EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

Let’s Give It Up for Gimme Lao!

SEBASTIAN SIM

“I don’t aspire to be nice. I do what is necessary to get what I want.” Born on the night of the nation’s independence, Gimme Lao is cheated of the honour of being Singapore’s firstborn son by a vindictive nurse. This forms the first of three things Gimme never knows about himself, the second being the circumstances surrounding his parents’ marriage, and the third being the profound (but often unintentional) impact he has on other people’s lives. Talented, determined and focused, young Gimme is confident he can sail the seven seas, but he does not anticipate his vessel would have to carry his mother’s ambition, his wife’s guilt and his son’s secret. Tracing social, economic and political issues over the past 50 years, this humorous novel uses Gimme as a hapless centre to expose all of Singapore’s ambitions, dirty linen and secret moments of tender humanity.

Epigram Books Fiction Prize

The Epigram Books Fiction Prize promotes contemporary creative writing and rewards excellence in Singaporean literature. The richest literary prize in Singapore is awarded to the Singaporean, permanent resident or Singapore-born author for the best manuscript of a full length, original and unpublished novel written in the English language.

For more information, please visit EBFP.EPIGRAMBOOKS.SG

— PRAISE FOR SURROGATE PROTOCOL —

“Memorable characters, great evocation of a sci-fi-cum-everyday reality, exciting plot twists, philosophical insights into human psychology and the nature of eternity: a thrilling ride from start to finish!”

—Cyril Wong, author of The Last Lesson of Mrs de Souza

“A very ambitious novel, able to successfully blend science fiction and contemporary drama, with a narrative covering almost two centuries. The setting is Singapore, but with a twist – places and journeys are familiar, yet we also encounter a historical Singapore skilfully created as a refreshing perspective.”

—Haresh Sharma, Resident Playwright, The Necessary Stage

ALSO FROM THE EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

WINNER

The Gatekeeper by Nuraliah Norasid

FINALISTS

State of Emergency by Jeremy Tiang

Fox Fire Girl by O Thiam Chin

2015

Now That It’s Over by O Thiam Chin (winner)

Sugarbread by Balli Kaur Jaswal

Let’s Give It Up for Gimme Lao! by Sebastian Sim

Death of a Perm Sec by Wong Souk Yee

Annabelle Thong by Imran Hashim

Kappa Quartet by Daryl Qilin Yam

Altered Straits by Kevin Martens Wong

Copyright

Copyright © 2017 by Tham Cheng-E

Cover art by Cho Zhi Ying

All rights reserved

Published in Singapore by Epigram Books

www.epigrambooks.sg

Published with the support of

National Library Board, Singapore

Cataloguing-in-Publication Data

Name: Tham Cheng-E, 1979–

Title: Surrogate Protocol / Tham Cheng-E.

Description: Singapore : Epigram Books, 2017.

Identifier: OCN 973573437

ISBN 978-981-17-0091-0 (paperback)

ISBN 978-981-17-0097-2 (ebook)

Subject(s): LCSH: Longevity—Fiction.

Amnesiacs—Fiction. Singapore—Fiction.

Classification: DDC S823—dc23

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

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Content

Tham Cheng-E
SURROGATE PROTOCOL

1 KILLING LANDON

2 CONTACT

3 LOEWEN LODGE

4 CLARA

5 HANNAH

6 SOMETHING SANE

7 AUTHENTICATE

8 THREE YEARS EARLIER

9 RACHEL

10 NOVEMBER 1972

11 HYPNOSIS

12 JANUARY 1969

13 ASYLUM

14 DECEMBER 1967

15 FIRST ENTRY

16 SERUM

17 MARCH 1965

18 LEGACIES

19 ACQUISITION

20 SEPTEMBER 1964

21 SCARS

22 AUGUST 1963

23 RETRIEVAL

24 MAY 1961

25 VIGIL

26 MAY 1955

27 FAMILY MEN

28 AIR RAID SIREN

29 FEBRUARY 1942

30 SEIZURE

31 OF BIRTHS AND DEATHS

32 OCTOBER 1933

33 INTERNMENT

34 DECEMBER 1923

35 THE EXECUTIONERS HUNT

36 FEBRUARY 1915

37 ANTON

38 MAY 1860

39 FIRST NAMES

40 JANUARY 1856

41 LABRADOR

42 APRIL 1852

43 REBIRTH

EPILOGUE JUNE 1844

Acknowledgements

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

WINNER OF THE 2016 EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

FINALIST FOR THE 2016 EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

FINALIST FOR THE 2016 EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

2015 EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

2015 EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

2015 EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

2015 EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

Epigram Books Fiction Prize

— PRAISE FOR SURROGATE PROTOCOL —

ALSO FROM THE EPIGRAM BOOKS FICTION PRIZE

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