Peter Grist

FLASHBACK

Author’s Note

Although the Thule Society is real this is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, locales, and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

GRACE

Jeepers creepers, she was fast…… so fast! This was the fastest she had ever been. She just absolutely loved her new bicycle. The coloured tassels sprouting from the handgrips stood horizontal from the speed, so did her hair. Her long, lithe ebony legs pushed the black rubber pedals round and around. This was faster than the school bus even. Wow, this was the best birthday present ever! Grace Benjamin pedalled her cherry red Schwinn Hollywood along the sidewalk for block after block, getting closer to town. It was early Saturday morning so traffic was almost none existent. For an 11 year old, she looked more like 16. She was tall, like her Dad, tallest girl in her year, and her body had started to transform from a gangly girl into a young woman’s. She had noticed how the older boys in her school looked at her; even some of the white men folk had started looking at her differently. There was a hungry look in their eyes, she didn’t understand why, but she had noticed. But right now she didn’t care, all she wanted was to go faster and faster. She was coming up to the first big intersection in town, but she had a green light so she put her head down further over the handlebars and pedalled even faster leaving the sidewalk to cross the road, a huge grin on her face.

The old Dodge pick-up truck rumbled on, weaving occasionally in its lane as the young driver fought to keep the vague steering in once place, constantly jigging the big old steering wheel left and right. He was running late and the boss was going to give him a hard time again about his time keeping if he couldn’t sneak in the back door. His head hurt just a little from last night but he and the guys had had a good time. Maybe it hadn’t been such a great idea to drink so much bourbon when he had to be in work early the next morning but after a couple of mugs of coffee he would be fine, just fine.

The radio was on low but he was losing the signal for the country station he preferred. He glanced down at the radio he had installed, taken from a wrecked ’55 Buick a few months back. His right hand reached out to the big chrome knob and started to tune the station back in, Patsy Cline’s beautiful voice became clear again. He didn’t see anything; he just felt the slight impact and heard the scraping sound of metal against metal. Instinctively he hit the brakes but it seemed to take forever for the old truck to come to a halt. He looked out the back window and saw her laying on the ground, a negro girl in a red dress about a hundred yards back. The stupid bitch must have cycled right out in front of him. He glanced up at the traffic lights. He felt physically sick when he saw his lights were red. Well, the bitch should still have looked before she went. His right hand went up to the gear shifter on the steering column and threw the lever into reverse; the old manual transmission whined as he quickly backed the truck up to the girl. He climbed out and strode up to her. She was conscious but dazed. He rubbed his chin thoughtfully as he looked her over. He could see she was in pain, her left leg was pretty cut up, but she was trying not to cry, she was toughing it out. He took a quick look around, see if anyone had seen the incident. It was way too early for the good folk of this town to be up yet. Doors stayed closed, no curtains twitched, the roads were deserted. He smiled to himself then down at her, ‘Here, let me get you in the truck, I’ll take you home so we can get you fixed up okay?’ She winced at the pain as he bent down and helped her to her feet, but she let herself be led to the cab, the driver putting an arm tightly around her waist to take her weight. She felt firm underneath the thin cotton dress. She limped heavily on her left leg but she still didn’t cry, just a couple of sniffs from her nose. When she was inside he went back and picked up the bicycle with its buckled front wheel and bent handlebars and threw it over the tailgate into the bed. He looked around the intersection; still, no one had arrived or come out of any buildings to see what had happened. He jumped back in the cab. ‘Okay, young miss, let’s get you home, where do you live?’ The transmission crunched as he shoved the gear selector into 1st and drove off.

PROLOGUE

Tay Ninh Province, Vietnam October 1971

The young soldier lifts his head slightly and the gentle sound of crickets and the louder buzz of Cicadas is drowned by the distinctive rattle of an AK47, instantly quelling his curiosity, he ducks quickly back down. Soft ‘fut-fut’ to his right as the bullets rip shreds of green from the leaves above then get swallowed up by the boggy ground. He doesn’t flinch, not any more.

The high-pitched scream of the jet engine of an A4F4 Phantom was getting closer, coming in at right angles from his position of cover; it was fast and low. Unlike the unseen adversaries secreted around the hooches in the village, he knows what is about to happen. He squirms lower into the mud, nose touching the dampness and closes his eyes; he can smell the moss and the earth. The WHOOSH of rockets, dangerously close, a moments silence, and then the roar of a thousand angry lions. The heat of the napalm caresses the gap between his helmet and the sweat-soaked collar of his combat jacket, the hairs on his unprotected neck quivering with the heat. The jet roars passed and disappears away to another target, bamboo trees swaying violently in its wake. He raises his head – no gunfire this time, just a deathly silence broken by the occasional crackle of burning wood. Seconds later the sound of the country returns, the Cicadas are incessant. He stands fully upright, there are no shots fired at him so with a brief upward wave of his hand the others around follow his lead. As one, they move purposefully forward.

As his platoon walks from the lush greenery of the jungle into the chard and blackened clearing, he can see that most of the village has been raised to the ground but four Pampoo houses on the far side remain standing, one smoking a little and the other three look untouched. They are plain rectangular buildings with a roof of tightly thatched leaves and windows made from a patchwork of reed and bamboo. A few small pots stand forlornly outside. They slowly walk towards them, constantly scanning left and right with the barrels of their assault rifles, stepping over a few dead VC bodies, kicking any weapons out of reach. The wicker flap that acts as a door on one of the huts moves on the dwelling on the far left. He squeezes a long burst of automatic fire through the little building, fire spitting from the barrel of the M16. As two comrades cover his approach, the young soldier runs towards the hut, tears down the wicker door and steps inside, crouching low, finger at first pressure on the trigger.

It takes just a few seconds for the soldier’s eyes to adjust to the dimness inside, the bullet holes in the bamboo and mud walls cause thin shards of sunlight to criss-cross the single room abode, piercing the gloom and creating small pools of light on the dusty floor and walls, specks of dust twirl lazily within the beams of sunshine. No furniture, just some rugs, scattered in a rush, and a large overturned cooking pot in the centre.

She is lying a short distance from the doorway, her back to him, curled in an almost foetal position. He steps slowly sideways, his rifle never leaving the still figure. After three steps he can see along the length of her body, she looks young, a child. Another two steps to the side and he can see her front. Long, straight, dark hair covers her face, the loose brown smock on her torso has patches of darkness as the blood oozes from several wounds, the liquid running down to be soaked up in the dusty earth of the floor. She is holding something to her chest, a grenade? Warily, he moves closer, his eyes already now fully accustomed to the half-light; he sees that she is very young, seven, maybe eight years old. He kneels down beside her, laying his rifle beside him. The slightest of moans leave her lips. Gently, he brushes back her hair, and stares down at the most beautiful face he has ever seen; young, sweet, and angelic. Her dark brown eyes flutter open, no malice there, just fear, pain and confusion. She tries to speak but only manages a cough, tiny specks of red spray from her lips. Uncaring what might be clutched in her hands, he gently scoops up her shoulders, supporting her neck and head with his right arm. She coughs harder this time as she tries to speak again. He is mesmerized by the thin trail of blood now trickling from the corner of her mouth. He touches it with a finger and causes an ugly smear across her chin, he wipes it away on his battledress sleeve. Her lips slowly move so he leans in closer as she struggles to whisper, “Me oi, me oi, cuu con voi!” He has been in this country long enough to know what the girl has said, her anguished calls for her mummy a desperate plea. The little girl’s body convulses as she is racked with another coughing fit, the soldier holds her tighter, unaware that he has started to rock her to and fro.

“Ssssh – ssssh.” He holds her closure to his chest, continually rocking. A last violent gurgling cough, then silence. Her tiny body goes limp and the girl’s hand-made wooden doll falls from her lifeless hands, the once bright intelligent eyes become vacant. He knows she is gone, but still he rocks her.

From the door, one of the other soldiers pokes his head in “C’mon man, let’s go!… Lieutenant?… Hey Ed!…”

ONE

Summer 2010. Ohio, USA

Ed jerked himself out of his daydream to see his car wandering across the broken yellow-painted strips of the center-line of the road, an almost subconscious movement of his hands to the right and he was back on his side of the road. Those memories of so many years past hadn’t troubled his sleep for a few years and he thought he had conquered the knack of avoiding the thoughts during his waking hours, but she had been a constant companion these last few weeks and had crept up on him once again during the day, taking him by surprise. Ed Saunders tried to put thoughts of his Army days out of his mind and turned his attention back to the shimmering heat haze that emanated from the empty blacktop ahead of him. The road seemed to go on like an endless river of molasses, tirelessly flowing towards an unseen and distant ocean. He was nearing the end of his trip, and except for the recurring nightmare, he felt tired but fairly content. He knew that with the sales he would make in the town of Ludlow up ahead, he would finally clinch the title that had eluded him these last 15 years, ‘Ohio’s Salesman of the Year’ awarded by the computer manufacturing company he had slaved for all these years. It wasn’t just the prize of a brand new Buick or even the fat bonus that had spurred him on, although that was great of course. Nope, it was finally beating Jonesy, Bob “you’ll never beat me you loser” Jones, the arrogant S.O.B.

If everything that Eilenne in the office had said yesterday over the phone was true, this time Jones was truly beat, unless of course he happened upon a major earthquake, the epicentre of which, occurring in the township up ahead. The deals were all but signed and the computers were ready to freight, he couldn’t lose and he felt good, well as good as it could be in the circumstances. Would he have decided to take early retirement at the end of this year if he hadn’t beaten Jones? He doubted it; their rivalry had turned into a bitter feud, stepping out of the bounds of work and into each other’s private lives. He had lost Jeanette to Jones, oh, some six years ago now, so it was just as well they hadn’t had any kids; her medical problem, not his, but, even so, there was a hole there; a feeling of something lost. Who said you don’t miss what you never had? Crap! He‘d lost his wife and his best friend. He didn’t blame Jeanette at all actually, quite the opposite in fact. He had given himself tirelessly to his work hunting down sales that needed longer trips. And he had to admit on some of those longer trips he had sought some company on occasions. It was a hollow comfort though; a waitress from a diner, a female client or two. He wasn’t proud of it, and he never mentioned them to Jeanette, but when he got home his guilt manifested itself by him being short tempered with her. She had given him the most precious time, the early years when they both had their youth and vitality, moving around the country every few years to a new office with Jeanette following and setting up a wonderful home, and that’s how he had repaid her sacrifice. Ironically now he was single those irregular nocturnal interludes happened less and less frequently as he aged. He looked into the shaving mirror some mornings and saw his own father frowning back at him. His short brown hair peppered with grey, the laughter lines a little deeper and the frequent TV dinners and beer had started to transform his once athletic body. Young women may not find him as attractive as they once used to but he still got the occasional admiring looks, and he could still sell with the best of them, and this year he had proved it! He had come out fighting and won, but even now, after six years he still thought of her most days, not with jealousy or hate, just with a fondness for the good times and regret for lost times.

Ed knocked the windscreen wiper stalk. WHOOSH, WHOOSH. The windscreen wipers moved just once lazily across the windscreen and settled back into place but they made little impact on the dust-encrusted windshield. Just looking at the horizon through the shimmering heat haze hovering above the blacktop made Ed’s throat feel like part of the parched terrain passing by, the late afternoon sun beat down relentlessly, thank heaven for air-conditioning. The miles and miles of wheat crops surrounding him looked to his untrained eye as if they were struggling and desperate for water. He sipped the last of a warm Mountain Dew soda then tossed the can onto the passenger seat, the few remaining drops of soda escaping and soaking into the grey cloth upholstery. Tuned into the local radio station, Ed started to hum along to an old Britney Spears song; he looked ahead into the blue-tinted world seen through his Ray-Ban Aviators, seeking out signs of the town across the rolling landscape. He thought he could just make out a couple of the larger chimneys and grain elevators on the outskirts of the small farming town of Ludlow, in the north-west of Ohio. Over to his right, he could make out the silhouette of a small mountain range. Geography wasn’t one of his strengths but he thought it would be the Allegheny Plateau, a low mountain range that ran all the way from New York down through western Pennsylvania, parts of West Virginia and down into Ohio. Steering with his knees Ed rummaged through the debris of old burger wrappers, empty coke cups and gum wrappers, searching for something. He wrapped his sun-weathered hand around a road map of the state and tugged, spilling more junk onto the floor. Not for the first time he pondered on the bonuses of getting himself one of those GPS things. Considering he sold technology, he freely admitted to being a bit of a luddite and fought against getting the latest gadgets from Silicon Valley. He glanced briefly at the map to make sure he had taken the correct exit off of Route 71 then threw it over his shoulder onto the back seat. The cars built-in compass told him he was still heading generally northeast towards Cleveland which was the right direction at least, and he was definitely in Marion County. His fingers drummed the wheel in time to Miss Spear’s toxicity. Relief at seeing the sign for Ludlow town limits turned to mild frustration as static charged from the radio, he pressed the SEEK button to find a stronger signal but static was the only station now available. Ed’s five-year-old Mercury Sable rumbled passed the town limits sign while he fiddled with the tuner, trying to be rid of the noise of swarming insects emanating from the radio.

The brilliant white light and piercing pain in his head arrived with no warning. He let go of the steering wheel and radio, and held his head on either side, pressing hard as if to stop his brain from exploding. He realised just in time that he still had his foot on the gas pedal as the car was about to leave the road. The ageing salesman hit the brakes and grabbed at the wheel, steering the car over to the right, bumping heavily onto the dusty side of the highway. As the Mercury came to rest in a patch of wild grass it was as much as he could do to switch off the ignition before collapsing against the soft padding of the steering wheel. All Ed could hear now was his laboured breathing and the pulsating beating in his head. With thoughts of aneurisms, haemorrhaging and death, he closed his eyes and pushed his hands hard against his head again. The burning and bright light behind his eyes increased, he cried out, and then sank into welcome blissful unconsciousness, ceasing the torture in his skull.

“Be-Bop a Lula.”

Ed came to with a moan. He was hunched over, cradling the steering wheel and leaning heavily against the door. How long had he been out for, he wondered? He slowly sat upright and tentatively touched his forehead. The pain had gone completely. He blinked and looked out of the windshield. The sun seemed a lot lower in the sky, almost as if it was just coming up, not setting, but nothing else had changed; well maybe the crops looked a little fresher but the dusty two-lane blacktop leading ahead looked the same, and he could just make out the large grain towers on the outskirts of the town on the horizon, but something wasn’t quite right. The strains of the old Gene Vincent tune finally seeped into his consciousness. He looked over at the radio fitted down in the center of the dash and saw the bluey-green illumination of an old chrome-covered selecto-matic radio.

“What the hell?” he blurted. Stunned, he looked around the rest of the cockpit of the car. His battered old Mercury had gone and he now found himself sitting behind the large white steering wheel of a chrome-encrusted 1950’s cruiser.

The two front bucket seats of his Merc had been replaced with a long soft fabric bench-seat that felt as comfortable as a trusted old armchair beneath him. His hands lightly brushed over the dash as he looked at the glistening chrome knobs and dials and the push-button gearshift to the left of the wheel. His fingers found the 1, 2, D, and R buttons. The steering wheel itself was white with a faint grey marbled pattern, within it sat a huge chrome horn ring that held an electric clock that said 7.45. Through the huge curved windshield, he saw the long shiny black hood stretching ahead of him; the unopposed sun sparkled off of the big chrome “bombsights” that adorned each fender. His fingers felt the texture of the sparkling brocade that ran through the bench seat. Ed realised he knew what the car was, it was a late “Fifties” DeSoto, a ‘58 or ‘59 maybe? His father had taught him to drive in a car just like this in the Sixties. He glanced to his right and the name FireSweep in gold brush script metal mounted to the glove box confirmed his suspicions. He assumed somebody must have found him in his car and dragged him out and sat him in this old cruiser, he looked around but couldn’t see anyone. He lifted the chrome door handle and slid out of the DeSoto. Clean fresh air hit his senses; he took a deep lungful, relishing the coolness and purity of the air around him, the pain in his head already dimming into a faint memory. As he stood, he looked around; his car wasn’t there, nobody in sight at all, just him and the old car. The door closed with a solid clunk as he walked towards the rear of the big black automobile, his hand almost stroking the fin as it ran from the door to its apex just after the trunk. He surveyed the whole area but couldn’t see a single soul, turning back to the car he did notice the triple-tower tail lights set in to the rear of the car’s fins and the huge wrap-around bumper. With its big aluminium sweep-spear down the whole length of the car, Ed knew that this was a 1959 DeSoto in shiny deep black paintwork, arguably one of the nicest looking automobiles to ever drive out of Detroit. With nowhere else to go he got back in the car and sat behind the wheel. ‘Goddamn, what a crazy dream’ he thought, ‘it even smells new!’

“That was Gene Vincent with his Bluecaps and Be-Bop a Lula, stay tuned to hear a classic from eight years ago, yes we’re going back to the summer of 1954 to hear the fantastic Chords, but first, a word from our sponsors. How would you like to drive away in a brand new 1962 Ford? Well, you can, and for less than you think. Yes Siree! Just drive down to our friends on Curzon Avenue and tell ‘em that Moondog Marvin sent you down from W.E.R.E. You can see the all-new Ford…………”

Ed looked at the radio, eyes wide, listening to the D.J. in wonderment. “A ‘62 Ford? Oh man, am I dead or just goin’ crazy?” he asked himself. He could never remember having a dream that felt so real, so vivid. With a shrug of his shoulders he decided to ‘go with the flow’ as his generation would have put it, turned the key in the ignition and stepped on the gas pedal. The big V8 engine under the hood roared into life then calmed and softly purred, waiting for its next instruction. All cars built by Chrysler Corporation used push-button transmissions in the Fifties and early Sixties and the DeSoto was no exception. As if on autopilot, Ed pushed the “D” button on the dash just left of the steering column, feeling the ‘drive’ kick in as the car champed at the bit to move. He bent down to his left and grabbed the big chrome “T” shaped handbrake, twisting to the left to let it out. Gripping the big steering wheel in his hands, he started to press gently on the gas. After a quick glance over his left shoulder he added more gas and with a mild rumble from the 361cubic inch motor, the big DeSoto moved effortlessly from the gravel and wild grass on to the concrete highway.

In this very lifelike dream, the mellow tunes of a doo-wop group came crisply from the radio’s speakers as the singers pleaded with a girl to make their dreams come true. Ed tapped his palms on the big wheel in time to the music, enjoying the smooth ride and scenery as it glided past his window. Motoring past luscious green fields of crops he soon came upon the two enormous concrete grain elevators that he had seen as he entered the town limits. They were as tall as townhouses, one on either side of the road, looking like castle towers and giving the place the look of an ancient Germanic town entrance, but these round structures looked fairly new, with their shining steel ladders and unblemished concrete bases. Single story industrial units surrounded the towers but as he drove on these gave way to houses then shops. As he came into the middle of town Ludlow seemed to be a small but prosperous looking place with a centre that stretched for about ten blocks before it went back to more residential and agricultural use. He marvelled at how the human mind worked. He had never had cause to come through here on his travels as the interstate completely by-passed the place, and he couldn’t remember ever even seeing a photo of Ludlow in the fifties, and he had certainly never come here from his native New York when he was younger. But hell, here he was, in his dream, cruising past Joe’s Diner, a large neon sign with an arrow pointing to the aluminium door. Across the street was an old green pick-up truck from the ‘40s, parked outside the 5 and dime store. A bunch of teenagers were standing outside a malt shop on the corner. The boys, dressed in jeans and white T-shirts, lounged against a couple of hot-rods, ribbing the tall, gangly young coloured guy opening up the store and chatting to some girls in tight pencil skirts and ponytails. The coloured guy was big but seemed to stoop low under the weight of the teenagers mocking remarks. Ed spoke out loud, “This is incredible!”

He glanced briefly into the rear view mirror that was screwed to the dash just to the right of the instrument cluster and was disappointed to see a man in his mid-fifties, short, cropped grey-brown hair and a wrinkled forehead over the top of the modern classic Aviator sunglasses he still wore. ‘At least the dream could have made me younger!’ he mused. He could also just see in the mirror the tops of the huge rear fins that started just behind the doors and reached their dizzying apex just after the trunk with a triple stack of tail lights on either side, one of Virgil Exner’s best designs. Enjoying the experience, he rested further back into the comfy seat, wound the side windows down using the chrome winders and rested his left arm out of the opening and cruised further into the town. The car was a two-door pillarless coupe or two-door hardtop, with the windows down it gave an unhindered panoramic view of the scene. He glanced left as he passed the wide turning for the town square, briefly noting the neat cut grass and bare concrete plinth in the centre, the backdrop of the antebellum town hall with its white marbled columns and steps framing the peaceful scene. The road wasn’t very busy, just a few Army trucks but he slowed slightly so that a two-tone blue and cream 1955 Chevrolet could cross into the square. He passed a dentist, a florist, a grocer and hardware store, all closed or just opening for business, all of which had big canopies over their shop fronts, the stars and bars hanging down from poles placed at 45 degrees between the stores. Some of the street lamps had baskets of flowers hanging from them, fresh and colourful, glistening in the early morning sunshine from recent watering, pearls of water still dripping from underneath and causing lazy puddles on the sidewalk. The blacktop was fresh and smooth, contrasting with the recently painted yellow lines. This seemed like a place where the folks took pride in their town.

He looked ahead and saw that the main intersection was coming up. The traffic light hanging limply overhead showed green, so he depressed the gas pedal a little more and drove onto the crossroads. Ed felt, more than heard the vehicle to his left. He glanced to his side to see the high front grille of a dusty red Dodge pick-up truck thundering swiftly towards him. He slammed on the brakes as the beat-up old pick-up rumbled on, running a red light, the driver seemingly oblivious to the black DeSoto, and for just a moment, he saw the face of a child in the passenger seat, a coloured girl, hands against the side window, pleading, screaming, tears rolling down her face. Then they were gone, but the image was etched into his brain like a Kodachrome photograph. This wasn’t just a petulant child throwing a tantrum, the little girl had obviously been terrified and he had to help. The hard braking had stalled the car for some reason. He turned the key to restart it and the car leapt forward in gear, Ed braked again, way too hard, overreacting and with no seatbelt to restrain him he hit his forehead hard against the steering wheel.

Ed jumped up, startled, banging the back of his head against the head-restraint of his car as he came awake. Yes, his car, his trusty five-year-old dusty blue Mercury. He was shaking uncontrollably and sweat poured from him, with the engine and air conditioning switched off, his car felt like an oven. He blinked away the sweat from his eyes then stared around; he was still parked by the highway on the outskirts of the town. The sun had definitely dropped down in the sky. His shaking hand blindly fumbled for the ignition key, found it and started the 3.0li V6 engine. A blast of ice-cold air came from the ‘air-con’ unit, hitting him in the face, freezing the sweat to the contours of his face. The radio came to life, free of static and REM was singing mournfully that “everybody hurts sometimes”.

He sat there, just staring out of the window. His shaking slowly subsided. Five minutes past, then ten, for a while time lost its meaning. He could remember every single detail, the rusty rocker panels on the late 40s pick-up, the hubcap missing from the back wheel, the terror in the girl’s eyes. It had all seemed so real, but a beat-up Toyota pick-up driving passed in the opposite direction brought Ed back to the present, the other driver staring at Ed, parked in the middle of nowhere. Ed shivered, turned off the radio and turned down the air-conditioning; he knocked the gear lever in the centre console into drive and tentatively moved his car out onto the now empty highway, savouring the quiet except for the reassuring road noise from his tires and low drone of the Mercury’s engine.

He passed the two huge grain elevators again, but this time they looked more tarnished and dull, the surrounding buildings considerably more decrepit. As he drove further into Ludlow he became more agitated the more he looked around. His dream was still very clear, he looked to see if Joe’s diner was there, and yes, the building was there, identical, but instead of the aluminium-sided diner and neon sign he saw the familiar big yellow ‘M’ over the door of a fast food franchise. The 5 and dime was a drugstore now but the building had hardly changed. The malt shop was still on the corner, complete with teenagers leaning against their cars, only now the cars were early nineties pick-up trucks and SUV’s. But how could that be? He’d never set foot in this town before, how could it be so familiar? The whole place looked tired and forlorn, a sure sign that the interstate highway had done no favours to the people that lived here. Many of the smaller businesses were boarded up or had old ‘closing down sale’ signs in their dust-covered shop fronts. Some soldiered on; a hardware store, a pawn shop, a fishing tackle and gun shop all had open signs hanging from their doors. The baskets hanging from the street lamps were rusted and empty; the blacktop was faded and cracked with many a pothole breaking through and the sidewalk slabs were cracked. The only thing that was really different was a dump truck pouring fresh steaming asphalt for a road crew fixing up a patch of blacktop near the turning for the town square.

He drew up to the big intersection in town. The traffic light overhead still showed green, but Ed came to a halt at the stop line. What did he expect to see anyhow, the old Dodge rolling up the road? He felt stupid but still could not manage even the hint of a smile. He used the back of his hand to wipe away a bead of sweat and flinched at the pain. He looked closely into the rear-view mirror and saw a slightly curved bruise coming up on his forehead just above his shades, which to Ed looked roughly the shape of an old steering wheel. He looked up and down the deserted street, spotting an old saloon up on the right; he signalled and turned that way, time for a drink.

TWO

The words of Garth Brooks looking back on the memory of a shared dance with a loved one tumbled from the old Wurlitzer jukebox, the large lazy bubbles flowing from either side of the slowly turning light tubes, the bubbles picking up speed as they reached the chrome ornamentation of the domed music machine before finally disappearing. The melodramatic notes of the country singer drifted through the dim light, across the dark, beer-stained hardwood floor, pausing at the empty tables, and finally coming to rest in the ears of the man perched on a stool at the bar, the slow tune not helping to improve the guy’s mood.

“Get you another beer?”

Ed looked up from his long empty glass toward the bartender, bringing him back to the present. “Yeah, sure.” He pushes the empty vessel towards the bartender. A new glass is quickly filled from a tap and placed on the already soggy cardboard beer mat that is advertising a brew called Hoppin’ Frog. He takes hold of the replacement, idly drawing patterns in the condensation on the outside of the long glass and watches intently as the carbon bubbles mimic the juke box and make their way up from the bottom of the glass to join the froth at the top, some attach themselves to the side of the glass only to be knocked off by another bubble racing up behind.

“Nasty bruise you got there, had an accident?”

Ed touches the tenderness on his forehead but doesn’t answer. The bartender returns to polishing already clean glasses, one eye never leaving his only customer, at just after 5pm on a weekday he didn’t expect too much custom. The saloon looked as if it had been built around the bartender, who, in his late sixties, was still tall but too thin, with a gaunt, haunted face and a bald head patched with liver spots, he seemed to belong behind the dark wood panelling, along with the rest of the fixtures and fittings. His white apron seemed to envelop him and appeared many sizes too large. Without looking up, Ed asks “You ever hear of someone go missing around here, a little girl?”

The bartender pauses for the briefest of movements before continuing to clean.

“Not that I recall.”

His disinterest is almost convincing but something in the old man’s voice makes Ed look up, he thinks he sees a conflict raging behind the barman’s eyes before he continues, “You mean recently or ever? You lost someone?”

“I don’t know, a long time ago I guess, maybe the fifties or sixties?”

The bartender looks intently at the bottom of the glass he is polishing, the only noise now coming from deep inside the music machine as it hunts down another track. The bartender seems to reach a conclusion, puts the glass on the shelf above his head, neatly folds his cloth then turns directly to Ed.

“Well now, there was a girl, back in, oh ‘62, ‘63 maybe, from the negro side of town, cycled into the woods, and never came back”

“Was she ever found?”

“Nope, I don’t recollect she was. Bud, Bud Gibson, he was the sheriff back then, he took out some folks, had a look around, I think they found her bicycle?”

“How long they look for?”

“Oh, a day, maybe two I reckon, long time ago now, hard to remember”.

Ed nodded, understanding perfectly. Who would want to make much of an effort for a negro, even a little girl, in the early sixties?

“Did they ever find who did it?”

“Did what?”

“Took her, kidnapped her?”

“No, you misunderstand me, she weren’t kidnapped or nothing like that, just got lost up in the hills is all, like I said, she just pedaled off and never came back, nothin’ sinister about that”

The silence stretched out, even the Jukebox seemed to notice the mood and had no more tuneful advice to offer. Ed took a long sip of his drink while watching the bartender straighten a line of already soldier-like bottles, pick up his cloth then put it back down again.

“The kid’s family kept looking of course” he offered in defence, “never stopped looking I suppose. What’s it to you anyhow?”

This time it was Ed’s turn to feel uncomfortable, dropping his head to study the last disappearing bubbles in his drink. “Nothing, just something I read somewhere I guess”.

“Well I tell ya something for nothin’, maybe it was a long time ago now, but folks in this town got long memories. You’d do yourself a whole heap a good to not kick up old history like that if that’s what you’re thinkin’”. Ed looked at the old man and saw the ‘do you understand me?’ expression on his face. Ed abruptly pushed the stool away from the bar, loudly scrapping wood against wood, threw a few dollars on the counter, and with a final scornful glance at the bartender, headed for the door.

THREE

As he drove away from the saloon the fuel light came on in the dash accompanied with an audible ping. Fuel or motel first? Get fuel, ask about the motel, a good plan. As Ed drove further away from the centre of town, he saw more business’ that had closed down but a few second-hand car sale lots, tire & muffler shops and more pawn shops as the area got poorer seemed to struggle on. He spied a neglected gas station that had a hand-painted “STILL OPEN” sign propped against some old soft drinks crates near the entrance. Ed heard a weary muffled ring somewhere out back as he rolled over the rubber strip and pulled up at the second of the two aged gas pumps. A sign stating ‘We Serve You!’ with the picture of a smiling happy-faced attendant hung above the pumps so Ed stayed put in his car. A mesh door to a dim office slapped lazily against its cracked painted frame, keeping time with the occasional breeze coming up the street, Ed’s mind pictured a ghost town in the old west, he was half expecting a tumbleweed to roll on past his car as he waited. Just as he had made his mind up that the place was abandoned and to drive on, a black man, resembling a sizable skyscraper, shuffled out from beneath a rusted Buick that he hadn’t noticed jacked up under a lean-too beside the office. Wiping his enormous hands on his faded dungarees, the big man took large, lumbering steps as he walked slowly over to the pumps.

“Yassir? Help ya?”

“Yeah, fill ‘er up would you; regular. Hey, would you know where the Mountain View Motel is from here?”

The attendant spoke as slowly as he walked. “Sure thang, jus a few blocks up on the right, can’t miss it”

“Right” replied Ed. The attendant turned away from Ed’s window and set to the task of refuelling. The salesman turned his wing mirror up slightly so that he could watch the attendant’s slow purposeful movements as he removed the gas cap and started to fill the tank. The man had skin hued like the strongest of coffee and even with a pronounced stoop, the man stood almost seven feet tall. The oil stained bibs carried the name of the gas station on the back, the attendant’s name, ‘Buster’ on the front and evidence of a thousand tire changes and lube jobs. The cotton of the man’s once white T-shirt strained to confine the bulging biceps and pectoral muscles. Except for the eyes, Buster’s smooth face gave no clues as to his age; Ed figured he could have been ten years either side of fifty, but the big brown eyes seemed much older than that.

After gently replacing the nozzle on the pump and putting Ed’s gas cap back on the car, the giant stooped down beside Ed’s window.

“That’ll be twenty-seven bucks exactly”. Ed handed the attendant a twenty and a ten-dollar bill but held onto one end. The attendant looked in, but not directly into Ed’s eyes, a question slightly touching his smooth brow.

“Don’t I know you from someplace?” asked Ed.

“Pends how often you been through here, you a salesman right?” he replied almost automatically.

“First time today” replied Ed.

“Well then you ain’t never met me, I ain’t ever left this town ‘cept for vacations.” Ed knew it was a sad fact about his homeland that only 25% of Americans held passports, most were happy to stay where they were. He held onto the notes for a second longer, trying to get Buster to make eye contact. Buster remained still and looked like he could stay that way forever, a statue cast in ebony. Like a lost word on the tip of his tongue he could not place Buster’s face, so reluctantly Ed released the note.

“Keep the change”.

“Thankya boss”.

The huge man eased himself back up so that all Ed could see was a few holes where buttons should have been on the now faded denim and a well-worn brass buckle that secured a thick brown leather belt.

Still puzzled as to where he had seen Buster before, Ed selected drive and moved out toward the two-lane blacktop, pausing to let a semi-trailer go past. He looked back in his rear-view mirror and saw Buster standing in the same position; hand still slightly extended holding the two bills, staring intently at the reflection of Ed’s blue eyes. Ed pulled forward, ringing the bell again, Buster still hadn’t moved when Ed finally lost sight of him.

Buster saw the dirt-encrusted car disappear from view; he turned and walked slowly towards the dilapidated office, tucking the money into a pocket of his bibs as he strolled. As he entered the building, he turned back, looking around the empty lot, then shut and locked the door behind him. Everything in the office matched the exterior; a tired wooden desk held level with phone books accommodated a small till, a grey telephone, a well-used notepad covered with old phone numbers and a faded family photo that showed a young black family on vacation; a mother, father and a young girl all smiling broadly for the camera.

The tattered brown vinyl swivel chair protested loudly as the mechanic’s mass landed onto the seat. It creaked once more as Buster slowly turned to face the wall behind the door. He leaned forward placing his elbows on his knees and put his hands together and rested his chin on his fingertips, as if in prayer. In the corner stood an old-fashioned girls bike, it’s shiny, cherry red paint glistened in the dust filtered light, the word Schwinn painted in white, looked as fresh as the day it was made, as did the rest of the bicycle and the tassels that hung down from the handlebar grips.

He could hear her laughing and screaming on that special birthday morning, see her running down the hall, so fast she nearly tripped, desperate to get to the front room, to see what her folks had brought for her. It was so big they couldn’t wrap it. It wasn’t new of course, but he had lovingly repainted it, made it look good as new, and then tied a huge pink bow around it. She screamed with delight when she saw it and begged to go out on it right away, but not before giving huge hugs and kisses to her mommy and daddy.

Buster sighed deeply, “Oh Gracie!”

FOUR

Ed was heading out to the other side of town when he spotted the motel. The car bumped into the parking lot of the Mountain View Motel, the trapezoidal neon sign out front flashed that there were still vacancies, and looking around the almost empty parking spaces, this came as no surprise to Ed. The single-story chalets were grouped in an L shape with the reception situated at the shorter left end, so Ed drove to that side and pulled up under the welcome shade of the portico by the entrance, but just the short walk from the car to the reception had Ed sweating in the heat of the relentless sun. He entered the foyer, glad to feel a rush of cool air from the air-conditioning over the door. The reception had three mismatched armchairs surrounding a glass-topped coffee table, an empty rack that once held brochures on local points of interest, a side stand that held a coffee maker and the reception desk itself. The cream vinyl cushioning on the front of the desk had seen its fair share of people coming and going. Tears in the fabric spewed tufts of sponge and missing buttons from the pattern corroborated the air of neglect. An old portable television sat on top of the marble effect Formica surface, its aerial, made from a coat hanger looked like a question mark. As Ed neared the desk he saw a small button, with ‘Ring me’ written beside it. Wondering if this was the only motel in town, he pushed the button and heard an electric buzz coming from somewhere behind the wood panelling beyond the desk. He released his finger but the buzz continued and when he looked closer, Ed saw that the button had stayed down. In his imagination, the buzz was getting louder as he fumbled to unstick the alarm, trying to prize the button out with his finger nails.

“Hey, don’t worry about that”. A fleshy fist thumped down next to the button and it popped out, silencing the noise and startling Ed. “Always getting stuck, damn thing, it’s on the top of my list of jobs to do, names Ryan, Sam Ryan, welcome to Mountain View. Ed Saunders, am I right? You phoned yesterday saying you’d be arriving this afternoon. Don’t get many visitors through here nowadays. Hey, listen to me rattling on, how long will you be staying for Mr Saunders?

Quickly recovering from the shock of the man appearing from nowhere and his machine-gun-like speech, Ed could see that the receptionist had come through a door at the other end of the panelling, that when shut, was almost impossible to see. Being as diplomatic as possible, Ed would still have had to describe Sam as obese, short and with no dress sense what so ever. The bright yellow Hawaiian shirt, complete with multi-coloured canaries was louder and more incessant than his voice. His dark green eyes were enlarged by the lenses in his circular wire-rimmed spectacles. The ruddy, veined, rotund face looked as if it had seen at least fifty summers, but the beaming smile seemed very genuine.

“Oh, well it’s Tuesday today so I guess I should be done by Thursday. Yes, I think just two nights should do it, but I’ll let you know”.

“Okay, great! You want a single or double? Extra space for just a couple of bucks more.”

“No, a single will be just fine, thank you.”

“Awesome! Well, I’ll put you in room 14, just across the way. Quietest room, you know, sometimes we get kids have a party in one of the rooms, but I always give them a room this side so I can keep an eye on them. Hell, I don’t mind ‘em coming here, they gotta go somewhere right? But you won’t hear a thing I promise you”. With a speed that defied his looks, Sam whipped out a large registration book from under the desk. “If I could just ask you to fill in the relevant details please, and oh, I’ll have to swipe a credit card from you, although nothing will be charged against it until you settle your bill, you understand?”

“Yes, of course, no problem”. Ed picked out his company credit card and handed it over before going back to filling in his registration details. Once complete, Ed looked up and as if by magic, a room key appeared in Mr Ryan’s hand, which he promptly dropped into Ed’s.

“If you need anything, press ‘0’ on the phone, I’m always here, and for an outside line press ‘9’ for the dialling tone. Anything else I can help you with right now?”

“No, I don’t think so, thank you”.

“Alright then”. Sam looked at Ed expectantly, obviously waiting for him to leave.

“Right, thanks”. Ed turned and walked towards the door but after just a couple of steps he stopped and turned back to the receptionist, “Oh, yes, have you got any ice?” But Ed was talking to an empty room; the gap in the panelling had disappeared along with the stout but fleet-footed Mr Ryan.

FIVE

Ed moved his car out from under the shade of the portico to the other side of the parking lot passing what looked to be a recent installation, a tall soft-drinks vending machine and a large ice machine next to it, answering his question from a minute before, then stopped nose in, directly outside room 14. Just grabbing his luggage from the trunk of the car and walking the ten steps to the room again caused the salesman to burst into another bout of perspiration. A blanket of trapped heat escaped from the room as Ed turned the key in the lock and nudged the door open with his holdall. Ed carried most of his clothes in an old air force aviator’s canvas suitcase that dated from World War 2. It had a main zipper that ran around three of the four sides of the case, starting and ending near the leather handle. When unzipped it unfolded to double its size. On each outer side was another smaller zipped compartment. Over the years he had learnt to travel light, except for his laptop that was about all the luggage he carried on his trips. The short walk from the car had caused more sweat to pour down his forehead and as he entered the stuffy confines, another wave of perspiration erupted, making his creased tan chinos and blue cotton shirt stick to his bulky frame. With the garish cheap orange curtains pulled closed, the room was in semi-darkness. Slinging his bag and laptop onto the faded bedcover, he turned and flicked the light switch. The bare low-watt bulb made a brave attempt to illuminate the few pieces of miss-matched and battered furniture clustered into the small room. The bedcover matched the awful curtains.

“Nice!” he thought to himself with irony, “but I’ve seen worse.” His eyes quickly scanned the room, taking in the small dresser with the polished steel mirror, a white Formica wardrobe, a table with two chairs over in one corner and a bedside table that held an alarm clock, telephone and many cigarette burns. At the rear of the room he saw another door which he assumed lead to the bathroom. As with most motels, there was no back door. He found what he had been searching for. Just above the bedside table, he read the small handwritten piece of paper that had been taped to the wall, ‘Air-Conditioning’. He stepped forward and flicked the switch below the notice, praying to the god of ice popsicles that it would work. A rattle from the main unit above the front window told him it was still alive, but was it in good health he wondered? He made the three steps it took to get below the air vents and waited. The rattle turned into a rasping hum as the unit’s motor sped up, Ed thought it sounded like a swarm of crickets but he was glad to feel the first blast of cold air hit his upturned face.

The bright light that had overcome Ed in the car flashed again inside his head. He stumbled backwards, falling onto the bed, banging his head on the side of his aviator’s bag. The noise from the air-conditioner grew louder, filling the whole room, filling Ed’s head with the sound of swarming insects. Louder still, the noise became painful; Ed held his head and cried out against the pain. And then silence.

Somewhere close to his head, a single cricket broke the peace as it rubbed its back legs together. Ed opened his eyes and saw the soft moss that stroked his cheek spread towards the stump of a tree like a green carpet. The cricket was just a few feet away from his head, staring directly at him. It chirped once more and leapt away in the opposite direction from the salesman. Tentatively, Ed turned. No aches, no white light, but no motel room either, just the faint buzz of midges and the odd chirp of a cricket mixed with the heady smell of a forest; the smell of moss, the fresh scent of pine trees and something else, something not so pleasant, mould? Decay? Um, not sure.

Still lying on his back, he looked up at the deep blue sky through the canopy of the tall pines. He guessed it was very late afternoon. Ed felt the soft ground pull at the tenseness in his body. Gingerly, he sat up, feeling for any broken bones. Could you get broken bones in a dream he wondered, and then thought that anything was possible? This all felt too real though, too clear, his senses were wide-awake to everything. He looked around, taking in the small clearing made by Pines and a few Buckeye trees that had fallen amongst the dense woodland, creating almost a perfect square of maybe forty foot across. He heard the distant rumble of a truck somewhere to his left and guessed at a freeway, some miles away. Much closer, to his right, he heard the faint trickle of running water, a tiny stream perhaps? Ed started to stand but just as he pushed himself up to a crouch a branch snapped with a loud crack less than fifty feet away from him. Instinctively, he ducked back down and headed for the cover of one of the fallen trees. Scooting behind it, he found the cause of the odd smell. Underfoot was boggy, stagnant water and crushed debris from the Buckeyes, all of which gave off a pungent odour. As quietly as possible, he squelched to a position that he could see in the direction that he had heard the noise but could not be seen himself. Why was he hiding? He didn’t know, but he felt sure that the noise hadn’t come from a friendly source. Another fallen branch snapped, much closer this time. He crouched down further. Through the trees he caught a flash of red, then, just as quickly, it disappeared, only to reappear a moment later as whoever it was came closer. A red and black checked shirt came into view, a man, carrying something heavy over his shoulder, a sack? He wasn’t sure. The man entered the clearing on the other side from Ed’s position of concealment, some twenty feet away. Because the sack was over his right shoulder he couldn’t see the man’s face, just a swath of black hair, but he looked tall, over 6 foot and with an athletic build. The old shirt was tucked into dirty jeans, the shiny new black leather belt that held them up looked out of place. The man turned away from Ed and let the sack on his shoulder fall to the floor with a thud. He lent over it, opened the top and pulled out a large spade. As he stood back up with the tool, a small limp brown arm poked from the sack. “Oh my god!” The salesman hadn’t meant to speak aloud but the other man’s body stiffened and Ed knew he had been heard. The red-checked torso of the stranger started to turn towards Ed’s position, the spade starting to rise like a baseball bat. The assailant took five long strides towards the fallen tree trunk that Ed crouched behind, all the while raising the spade with both hands, higher and higher, the thick, muscular arms obscuring the man’s face. He was now just two foot away from Ed’s position and an angry growl started to erupt from the tool-wielding man as the spade started to descend.

Ed woke with a start, his right arm raised defensively above his head. He was breathing deeply; sweat still pouring from him, even though the motel room was now noticeably cooler. Dazed, he stumbled to the bathroom and shakily turned the faucet, splashing cold water over his face and neck. “Jesus H Christ!” was all he could manage. As the trembling subsided, he turned off the water and walked back into the bedroom, wiping his face with a towel. He looked up suspiciously at the air-con unit, heat or not it made him uncomfortable sitting below the hum of the motor so he switched it off. Sitting heavily on the side of the bed he bent and held his head in his hands. After a few minutes, he looked up and around the silent room, at the moist shoe-prints on the carpet, then back down towards his wet shoes. His mind tried to fight it, but he knew that he could still smell the moss and the stagnant water in the room. ‘I need some fresh air!’ he thought.

SIX

Ed made a quick change of his soggy clothing. He peeled off his saturated socks and shoes, unzipped his pants and threw them on top of his wet shirt. Stripped down to his boxers, he put on another pair of tan chinos, his favourite choice of pants when he wasn’t with a client, and a plain white polo shirt. He unzipped a side compartment on his case to withdraw a pair of chocolate-coloured suede desert boots. As he laced up the boots he glanced at the black plastic digital alarm clock. The orange lights said it was 5.30pm. He wondered if the drug store he had seen earlier would still be open so that he could pick up some pain killers, just in case the pain returned. He had no pain now, none what-so-ever, but man did it hurt when it was happening. He opened his room door and found that the heat was now just about bearable so he decided not to drive. He turned, locked up his motel room and started walking back along the sidewalk towards the centre of town. With the pain gone his mind started to reflect on what he had seen. Were they dreams, real, flashbacks? He didn’t know, but his curiosity was aroused. He had no meetings at all today so he started heading back in the direction of the main intersection then turned left. Ed crossed the deserted main street passed a fresh rectangle of recently laid blacktop and headed for the town square and office of the local newspaper, The Marion County Tribune that he had passed on his way into town. Unlike the rest of the town, the main square and Memorial Park seemed to be well looked after and hadn’t changed much from his first dream. The grass was still lush and green and well-groomed, the area free of litter but the empty plinth in the centre now held the main war memorial, a smaller version of the famous flag raising on Iwo Jima, standing proud at the centre, dominating the scene. Names of the town’s fallen were on a brass plaque at the front. Sitting diagonally across from the white-columned town hall and other municipal offices in the corner of the main square, the newspaper office looked empty and securely locked up, but he wandered over to it regardless. The bottom half of the large window and door were painted in a brown-gold finish, with the name of the newspaper in large black italic letters over that. The unpainted top half was crammed with small ads for lost kittens, old wedding photos and wanted ads for newspaper delivery kids. Ed looked through the cluttered window into the darkened office but saw nothing that would be of help except a sign saying ‘CLOSED’ and opening times. The office would reopen at 9am and close again at 5pm. Lunch was taken at midday for an hour. It was nearly 6pm now so what did he expect, he asked himself? Vowing to return in the morning, Ed started to walk back to the motel when he noticed the lights were still blazing in the town’s library just across the street.

Linda Saxon was just finishing off the last of the paperwork that she seemed only to find time to do after the library was closed. The man stepped through the old dark oak double doors, causing long shadows to reach across the lobby to Linda’s desk. As everyone in town knew that the library closed at 5.30, she was startled by the unexpected visitor. With the low summer evening sun almost directly behind him, it gave the stranger an almost angelic aura. She couldn’t make out the man’s features but she could immediately tell that he was tall and broad. She realised she had been holding her breath. Regaining her composure and trying to sound as calm as possible, she asked, “Hello, can I help you?” The man took a large step forward as the heavy doors closed behind him, cutting off the outside light and stepping into the incandescent lights of the government building. She could now see that the man looked to be just a little older than Linda herself, she guessed he was early to mid-fifties. In the few seconds that it took the man to walk to Linda’s desk, she saw a strong, handsome face, the shape of his broad shoulders and the slight paunch of his stomach that amusingly disappeared as he came closer. And for some reason she didn’t yet understand, she knew that she liked him. The warm smile that started on his lips and crept up to his clear, blue-grey eyes melted away any apprehensions that Linda had initially felt towards the stranger.

“Yes, er, I’m sorry, I guess you are closed but I was hoping you might be able to help me.”

His warm, deep voice matched his easy-going manner and although almost ready to lock up and leave for home, the librarian felt compelled to answer positively.

“Yes, of course, if I can. I’m Linda by the way, Linda Saxon.”

The man’s smile widened as he stepped up to her desk and offered his hand.

“Thank you so much Linda, my name is Ed, Ed Saunders, I am looking for some information, maybe from an old copy of a local newspaper.”

As his eyes grew accustomed to the dim interior lighting, it was Ed’s turn to be taken aback. Life held few surprises anymore but he was not expecting the vision he saw standing behind the tall desk. The elderly relic with stiff grey hair and bifocals perched on a sharp nose that he had expected, was replaced by a tall, elegant woman in her late thirties or early forties. Long hair the colour of midnight framed proud features of high cheekbones, a strong jaw and high fore line. Her nose was straight but slightly flared at the end, her dark skin and matching dark brown eyes gave the librarian an almost Hispanic or Indian look. A single darker brown mole or beauty spot sat just above her full lips.

“We have copies of every Ludlow newspaper going back a hundred years. Was there a particular event or date you were interested in?” she asked as she walked around from the main reception desk and over to a row of computers. As Ed followed Linda, he couldn’t help but notice the long shapely legs and slim figure wrapped in a tight black pencil skirt and seamed stockings.

“Well?” she prompted as she sat down in front of one of the computer screens.

“Oh, er, sorry, yes, the early sixties, anything you have on the disappearance of a little girl.”

“Oh, you must mean Grace Benjamin! She disappeared in the summer of 1962”. Ed seemed surprised at how knowledgeable the librarian was on the subject. Linda caught the look on Ed’s face and explained, “When I first started here I had to scan all of the hard copies we have onto disc, her story was one of the few I remember because it was so sad, and her father still comes in here once in a while. She disappeared on her 11th birthday and was never seen again.”

While the librarian searched the newspaper database, Ed took a quick look around the library. The dark oak doors appeared to be the only old fitting that remained; the rest of the library including the rows of bookshelves and high desk were all done in what he thought of as ‘modern cheap anonymous hotel’ style, the light faux-wood matching the laminate wood flooring. Linda tapped on the keyboard for several seconds then proudly pronounced, “Here we are, Monday, July 23rd 1962, it’s the front-page headline.” Ed leaned over the librarian to get a closer look at the computer screen, catching an intoxicating breath of the woman’s perfume. He thought of orange groves and fruit punch, he liked it. He glanced down at the screen and all thoughts of fruit orchards disappeared as he looked into the eyes of the little black girl from his dream. Although he had only seen her for a few moments, Ed was sure it was her. The picture of the little girl in the newspaper had been taken in happier times and showed a bright, smiling face, hugging her parents in a family snapshot. Ed’s stomach did a quick somersault as he muttered “God damn, how……?

“How what?” asked Linda. “Hey, are you okay, you look a little peakier than when you walked in.”

“Can you blow this up, enlarge it?” he asked as he stared closer at the screen.

“Of course, look”. Ed stared at the girl, making sure it was her, then realised he recognised the man standing next to the girl too. There was no mistaking him, he was looking at the black guy that had been getting a hard time from the teenagers outside of the malt shop in his first dream, and as Ed’s stomach did another somersault he also realised he was looking into the ageless eyes of the gas attendant. “That’s Buster!” he murmured.

“Yes, that’s Buster Benjamin, he works at the gas station on Main, he’s Grace’s father. Look, what’s going on, why do you want to know about Grace Benjamin?”

“Well, it’s hard to explain, and I doubt that you would believe me if I told you. Anyway, it looks like you were getting ready to head on home when I came in. I don’t want to hold you up any longer, your husband’s gonna come looking for you pretty soon.”

The subtle enquiry about her marital status was not lost on Linda and her growing discomfort at the enquiries about the Benjamin disappearance withdrew a little. Trying to hide a smile she replied: “I wouldn’t worry about that too much, I’m my own boss, but I do have to get home and get supper ready for my son, Joshua”. The news that she had a son confirmed Ed’s suspicion that she was much too good looking to be single. He had instinctively checked her left hand for any rings while they had been talking at her desk and had seen none, but he also knew that not all married women wore wedding bands. More than a little disappointed, he said, “Okay, well look, I don’t want to take up any more of your time. Is there any way that you can print this front page off for me so I can read it later? Then I’m out of here”.

“Yes, I can do that, the printer is still turned on I think, let me check”. As she walked over to the next low table and leaned over the printer she asked, “So what are you doing in Ludlow? I know you’re not from around here. Are you just passing through?”

“I could have just moved in.” he replied.

“No, nobody just moves into Ludlow anymore, they only move out. It’s like a lot of other towns around here, it’s slowly dying”.

“Why do you say that?”

“Well, we had two types of income around here; crops and the Air Force base just the other side of town. The end of the Cold War has closed the base, they have all moved to Dayton, and the crops are struggling. It used to be lush and green all around here but the summer’s get longer and drier, the winter’s shorter and less severe. The place is running out of water. Nobody wants to be a farmer, the population has dropped from over six thousand to under two.”

“That explains the poster I saw when I came into town; ‘Would the last one to leave please turn out the lights?’”

“Yes, that just about sums it up really”. She smiled at his humour then sat briefly back at the computer and typed in a command to print the current page. Across at the other desk, the printer whirred into life and quickly spat out the front page that they had looked at on screen using two pieces of A4 paper printed landscape plus the next page of the story. She walked over and retrieved the pages from the tray and held them out for him.

“There you are Mr Saunders”.

“Ed, please, and thank you for this.”

“So, why are you in Ludlow… Ed?” He liked the way his name came gently off her tongue. They were standing close to each other as he reached for the copy from her hands.

“Computers, I sell computers to small businesses. I’m just finalising some deals around here before I head back home. Not very exciting I’m afraid.” She was staring directly into his eyes and he thought she seemed a little disappointed when he confirmed her suspicions about just passing through.

“So where is home?” She enquired.

“Originally New York but I live just outside of Cincinnati now.”

“Oh, you’re a long way from home then. That makes me even more curious to know how come you are interested in the missing girl”.

“Tomorrow, I’ll come back tomorrow and tell you about it, depending on what I find out in this newspaper article, okay? But really, I have kept you way too long Mrs Saxon.”

“It’s Linda.” She let go of the paper and he folded it up and put it in his back pocket.

“Thank you Mrs Sax… Urr, Linda, thank you Linda.” He turned and strode to the doors. He paused briefly, gave the librarian a brief smile and was gone.

Linda turned to the computer screen and read the article about Grace Benjamin from start to back. When she finished she spent another ten minutes looking for a follow-up article on the girl, but couldn’t find one. Puzzled, she turned off all the computers and the printer, set the alarm, hit the light switch and locked the double doors behind her.

SEVEN

Ed glanced at his watch. It was nearly 7pm and he hadn’t eaten since leaving Westerville at 10am that morning. As if in response his stomach rumbled ominously. A quick change of priority moved the pain-killers from the drug store to the mornings ‘to do’ list while food intake moved up. He had seen a restaurant not far from the main intersection but he wanted something quick and easy. He headed away from the town square and away from his motel, back towards the direction he had first come into town, in real life and in his dream. It didn’t take long at all to find the McDonalds chain store and order a large chicken burger meal with a coffee to go. It was a small town and he figured even though he was walking, the food would still be fairly hot when he got back to his room. Little traffic passed as he walked back to his accommodation, the roads seemed to be permanently quiet. His left hand stayed in his pocket while his right hand carried the brown paper bag with his meal in. Just a few kids remained outside the malt shop smoking or texting while a few more played on arcade video games inside. None of them took any notice of him as he walked by although as a precaution he swapped the food to his left hand and kept his right hand free. Old habits die hard. He turned right at the intersection onto Homestead Road, passed the bar and the gas station and finally back to the motel. He walked onto the motel lot and paused momentarily when he spotted a police cruiser parked in the bay next to his Mercury. The white four-door Ford Crown Victoria had the obligatory black bull-bar on the front and a thick black stripe running the length of the car that held Ludlow in white on the front panel and Emergency 911 on the rear fender. It was still light enough to see that an officer was sitting behind the wheel, the bright red glow of a cigarette breaking the shadows. The driver’s window was wound partly down and a small, lazy trail of smoke drifted out into the night air. On the ground beside the patrol car window were a number of discarded cigarette butts and matches. With so many other empty spaces in the car park, it seemed odd that a police officer would park right next to his car. He whipped through the day’s events in his mind with a thought as to if he had done anything illegal. Except that he had stopped on the side of the road by the town limits, he couldn’t think of anything else that law enforcement would be interested in, and that hadn’t been illegal. He walked straight up to his door and put the key in the slot. As he turned it and pushed into the room with his shoulder, he heard the click of the cruiser’s door open. The compartment light came on, shining down onto a nearly bald head. Although he could see with his peripheral vision the officer in his grey and brown uniform stepping out of his car and placing his hat carefully on his head, Ed carried on through and kicked the door closed behind him.

No sooner had he placed his food bag on the table than there was a knock on the door. Ed opened the door to see the cop standing there, looking relaxed and friendly, a smile coming from the old face under the wide-brimmed drill-sergeant style hat but a smile that didn’t make it up to the officer’s eyes. They looked like two small black bottomless pits. “Evening to you, I’m Sheriff Rosen. Would you mind if I came in awhile?” The slow Texas drawl fitted the face perfectly. Without waiting for a response, he stepped past Ed into the dingy room, bringing a waft of stale cigarettes behind him. Rosen was a big man. Ed guessed he must have been nearly 6’ 3 in his black shiny boots, and weighed in at about 220lbs, but not much of that weight seemed to be wasted. The skeletal face under the hat had seen a lot of life, showing deep rivers and frown lines, the sun-damaged skin wrinkling as the police officer continued his smile; his teeth stained a dark yellow from thousands of cigarettes. Rosen looked to be near retirement age, if not over retirement age, but still not someone to be messed with. He reached up and slowly removed his hat then slowly ploughed his hand through his thinning grey flat-top buzz cut, every motion seemed to be measured and economical.

“I was just about to eat,” exclaimed Ed.

“Hell, don’t let me stop ya fella, ya’ll go on.” Rosen’s voice seemed as dry as the dusty car park outside. Ed opened the bag and pulled out a sealed cup of coffee, followed by a large bag of fries and lastly a burger wrapped in a card box.

“What can I do for you Sheriff; I’m not in trouble am I?”

“No Mr Saunders, you’re not in trouble, well, not yet anyhows.”

“How do you know my name?” he asked surprised. His appetite seemed to be disappearing quite quickly.

“I asked Sam at the reception of course. I like to know who I’m speaking too.” Ed made himself busy by taking the lid of his coffee then hunting around in the bottom of the bag for sugar, cream and the plastic stir stick.

“If I’m not in trouble… yet, how can I help you?” His hands were busy pulling the lids from the tiny cartons of creamer, pouring four of them into his drink.

“You just got into town and I hear you been asking around about a missing child, from way back, you an undercover reporter or something?”

Ed ripped the tops off of three sugar sachets and poured them into the cardboard cup. “No, I’m not, I’m a computer salesman, didn’t Sam at the desk tell you that too?”

“Of course he told me what you put down on your registration, but that don’t mean nothin’ now does it? Well, if you ain’t no undercover reporter then what’s yer interest in the girl?” Ed thought hard about how he could explain his interest in a missing child from forty odd years ago. He had wondered how he was going to explain it to Linda at the library too without sounding crazy.

“Just curious. I was demonstrating a computer to a potential customer in the last place I was at, and I did a search on the internet about the next place I was going to. It’s something I always do, gives me a bit of a heads-up on my next destination and shows off the computer’s powers.”

The smile never left Rosen’s face but his eyes were disbelieving. Ed continued, “I did a quick search for ‘Ludlow history’ and that story came up. I just wondered if she ever got found. But now I’m more curious. I only asked the guy behind the bar about this a couple of hours ago, and next thing I know you’re knocking on my door. He obviously called you as soon as I left him, so I’m guessing you must have started looking for me almost right away, which makes me wonder what’s so important that he would call you like that. So let me ask you something, why are you here at all?”

The Sheriff’s constant smile was unnerving. Whether Rosen believed his story or not, he didn’t know. Unlikely, as it sounded pretty lame to Ed, but it was the best he could come up with at short notice. Trying to look as nonchalant as possible, he grabbed a handful of fries from the greasy paper bag and pushed them into his mouth.

The smile finally left Rosen’s mouth.

“I don’t have to explain nothin’ to you son, but I will, being as you’re a visitor an all. It was a traumatic experience for the whole community when little Gracie went missin’. Hell, just about everyone in town, including me, went lookin’ for her ‘cos she was a well-liked kid. Took a long time to get over it. There’s plenty o’ folks still around that remember her, including her pa, but I doubt she’s gonna walk back into town any time soon, so there ain’t no need to open up another bag of hurt for those folks, understand what I’m saying?”

Ed thought about what the barman had said, how only a few people had searched for just two days before giving up. The barman’s story sounded nearer the truth than what the Sheriff was dishing out.

“I understand completely officer and I have absolutely no wish to open up any ‘bags of hurt’ as you put it.”

The smile had returned to Rosen’s lips.

“That’s good, so we have an understanding then. Enjoy the rest of your time in Ludlow Mr Saunders, enjoy your meal too.” Rosen turned and grabbed the door handle.

“Sheriff, if she never came back, what do you think happened to her?” Rosen paused as the door opened.

“I’m pretty sure I know exactly what happened to her. I knew that girl some, the kid was picked before she was ripe, if ya get ma meaning. Not the sharpest knife in the draw. She went riding up in the hills on her cycle, took a fall and broke her leg or something. Crawled around and got lost. Reckon the bears or coyotes finished her off. A tragedy fur sure but no mystery.” The sheriff placed his hat squarely back on his head, turned and stepped to the door. He looked back at the salesman “Good night Mr Saunders.” There was the briefest of nods then the door swung closed behind him, only the stale smell of cigarettes lingered.

Ed moved to the front window and unhinged the only part that would open along the top to let in some fresh air then he slumped onto the end of the bed and took a sip of the still hot coffee. For a fast food chain, it tasted pretty good. He liked it strong, even though he couldn’t drink it without drowning it in creamer. The Sheriff’s visit had only added to his curiosity. Remembering that he was sitting on the newspaper article, he lifted one of his cheeks and pulled the folded copy out of his rear pocket. He carefully unfolded it and began to read. The Who, Where, When, and What were all there; Eleven-year-old Grace Benjamin had been seen cycling around the black part of town one Saturday morning in the summer recess on her new red bicycle that she had got that same morning as a birthday present. She never came home for lunch, she never came home for supper, basically, she never came home, period. Everything was mentioned including the ‘Why’, which of course was pure supposition on the reporters part. The article was written on the following Monday and described the discovery of her bicycle just inside the woods on the outskirts of town by some of the search team, nothing in the report made the disappearance sound ominous. There was a blurred picture on page 2 of half a dozen people standing behind the bicycle, some of the team that found it. The only person mentioned in the caption below, and the only person smiling in the photo was the young Police Officer holding the bike, Officer Johnny Rosen.

Ed’s appetite had disappeared. He finished the coffee then dumped the empty cup and the remainder of his fries and untouched chicken burger into the small wire mesh trash can near the table. It was still relatively early but it had been one hell of a day, so he unzipped half of the flight bag and removed his clothes for the morning, hanging them over the back of the chair. Turning the bag over, he unzipped the other side, took out his wash kit and a small canvas sack. He put the wash kit in the bathroom, brushing his teeth while he was in there. Back in the main room he slowly undid the drawstring on the faded khaki sack and carefully removed a roll of canvas packing material. He sat on the side of the bed and gently unrolled the package until the contents were in his hands. He let the packing material fall to the floor unnoticed as he stared into the faded face of a child’s handmade wooden doll. The doll had the painted face of an oriental woman and wore a simple yellow pattern smock dress over its basic jointed body. The shoulder-length hair looked like real hair and was jet black.

The dolls previous owner had haunted his dreams for many years, and even now, on occasions she would arrive unannounced from his subconscious. Not every night like it used to be, but maybe once or twice a month. He would see her beautiful face and the slow trickle of blood running from her delicate lips. He didn’t know why he had stuffed the girl’s doll into his jacket before he left her in that hut but he had carried it with him ever since. It somehow gave him a little peace but these last few weeks the dreams had returned more frequently and with a difference. There was someone else in the hut with them now, just out of sight in the shadows, always just on the periphery of Ed’s vision but he could feel the hatred and malevolence radiating from whoever it was. Many times he had woken in a cold sweat, fearfully searching the room for the mystery occupant. Now those nightmares had been added to by these new daylight horrors of the missing girl.

He placed the doll in a sitting position, on the bedside table next to the clock, with her arms folded across her lap, then rummaged deeper into his flight case for another bag. The small satin black bag carried something much heavier and bulkier. Ed unzipped the top and pulled out a 9mm Browning automatic pistol, held snugly in an old leather shoulder holster. Although it was old, dating back to Ed’s military service, he had carefully looked after it, keeping it clean and oiled. Jeanette had asked him to start carrying it many years ago when he first went on the road. She had read about car-jackings and muggings of salesmen from time to time and she felt better that he had it with him than sitting uselessly in an old shoe box in the bedroom closet. If he was honest with himself, he didn’t mind carrying it either, but it rarely saw the light of day as Ed rarely felt threatened. But today had been a very strange day all round, so he smoothly pulled back on the slide, chambered a round then set the catch to safe and placed the gun under his pillow. Better safe than sorry his mom always used to say. He thought about taking a shower then quickly realised he couldn’t be bothered to get wet. Instead, he fished out his travel clock and set the alarm for 7.30 and sat it down next to the motel’s own clock, then pulled off his clothes down to his boxers, turned out the light and slipped between the crisp, cool sheets of the bed. He lay in the semi-darkness staring at the ceiling, wondering if he was about to have yet another headache. There was no pain, just a feeling of unease and the lingering smell of damp forests. His thoughts turned to the little girl he saw in the cab of the pick-up. That flashback or whatever it was seemed so long ago now, even though it had been just a few short hours. His mind led him through the events of the afternoon and brought him pleasantly to the library and his meeting with Linda Saxon. He fell asleep thinking of her and for the first time in many weeks had pleasant dreams.

EIGHT

His alarm sang with an artificial bell ringing in his ear. With practised ease, he hit the off button without opening his eyes. Both clocks blinked the time at 07.30. Ed’s first appointment wasn’t until 10.00 but he didn’t like lying in bed idle, and he also wanted to pop into the library before then if it was open, to do some more investigating and of course it wouldn’t hurt his eyes at all to see Linda Saxon again so soon. His routine was the same every day, whether he was working or not. He rolled out of bed and knelt on the floor then lay in the press up position. Ed had been practising the ancient Korean martial art of Tae Kwon Do for more than two decades and had reached the level of 5th-degree black-belt. Although there were many a lot higher than him in the worldwide organisation, he was one of the long term members and was a well-respected disciple. Because of his frequent travelling, it was hard to find time to study and practise but he always made time every morning for the stretches followed by sets of push-ups and sit-ups. He lay with his stomach flat on the cheap carpet then curled his body upward, putting his hands behind his back. He then went through a set of stretches, holding each position for about 30 seconds, finishing in a sitting position with his legs spread out sideways. Although he carried a few extra pounds around his middle, this belied his fitness and flexibility. He then did as many press-ups as he could then four sets of 75 sit-ups. He still hadn’t broken into a sweat so he stood up, still just in his boxers, turned and took up a fighting stance, his body facing sideways to the door of the room. Seventy-five per cent of his body weight was held on his right foot which was to the rear. He then flicked his left foot up and out into a front kick. He repeated this twenty times, getting progressively higher with each kick, then swapped legs. Going back to the first position he then did twenty side kicks on each leg then twenty back kicks. Space was limited so he ended his session there. The first beads of sweat had started to trickle from his forehead but it had helped him clear and calm his mind, almost like meditation, doing actions he had done thousands of times before without having to think about it. Ed padded to the shower, kicked off his underwear, turned the shower on and stepped in before it had time to warm up. He undid the small soap bar and scrubbed yesterday’s dust and dirt from his body and hair in the increasingly hot spray. Once clean, he turned the faucet to cold and stood for a long minute before turning it off and stepping out. He grabbed one of the motel’s folded towels and wrapped it around his waist and another to dry his hair, then padded back to the main room. The print out of the newspaper report was on the floor by the bed. He picked it up, folded it neatly in half then put it in the draw of the bedside cabinet on top of the only other item in the draw, a Gideon’s Bible. He stared into the eyes of Gracie’s photo for a long moment, and then quickly closed the drawer. Still wrapped in his towel, Ed walked to the front of the room and pulled the heavy curtains back a little to let in some of the new day. The sunshine poured in, it was going to be another scorcher.

Breakfast was coffee and pancakes in a diner he had found just a few minutes from the motel. It was a place that although he hadn’t seen in his dream visit to the town, he doubted that this place had changed very much from that era. From the outside it looked like a railway car. Inside, the tall chrome and red leather bar stools ran along the counter on one side of the diner and booths that could seat six took up the other half of the business. Polished aluminium engulfed the wall behind the counter with small mirrors along the bottom to give the illusion of a wider building. The pungent aroma of bacon and maple syrup made Ed’s stomach rumble as he slid into a booth near the back that looked out onto the main street. The elderly waitress already looked tired and harassed but still had time for a smile and some small talk while she took his order. She wore a light green check uniform and a name tag with Betty printed on it pinned near the lapel. Her reading glasses hung from a chain around her neck. Even though the diner was relatively busy with the morning rush, the coffee arrived almost immediately, hot, strong and fresh. Ed added cream to the black brew from a separate jug and sugar from the glass dispenser. By the time he had finished stirring the sugar Betty was back with a stack of six pancakes and a selection of syrups.

“Wow, Betty, you’re fast on your feet! Thank you”.

“You’re welcome” she replied, “Enjoy”.

She was off again, seeing to her other customers, refilling empty coffee mugs as she went. Ed looked at the pancakes, then at the syrup jar labelled Maple then back at the pancakes. When it came to sweet things, he had no willpower at all. He tried to show restraint, on occasions, but usually, his stomach overruled his head. The Army had taught him that you eat when you can as you never knew when your next meal was going to be, so to hell with the calories! And he hadn’t eaten a proper meal since yesterday morning. He picked up the jar and poured a liberal amount of Maple syrup over the tower of food until the bottom pancake was completely submerged. They tasted good, so good that when he had finished demolishing the stack of food he was tempted to get a few more, but he satisfied himself with a free refill of coffee from Betty as he stared out of the window onto the street. Traffic was a little heavier but still not what you could call rush hour. A constant flow of pick-ups, old sedans and the occasional yellow school bus rumbled passed as he watched life drive by. The flow of vehicles became more sporadic as people got to where they were going. The diner was now nearly empty. He had worked out already what he owed so he left some notes sticking out from under his mug along with a generous tip. He gave Betty a wave as he headed for the door and out to his Mercury. Already the temperature was up into the high 80’s and his dash clock said it was only just 9.10am. He backed out of the diagonal parking slot and headed for the library.

Most of the parking slots in the main square were still vacant so Ed had no problem parking right outside the Library, just behind a beat-up old Nissan salon that was suffering from a major attack of corrosion on pretty much every fender and panel. Was rust contagious? Well, he’d be trading in his trusty old Merc for a new car soon enough anyhow. He still didn’t really know what to tell the librarian about why he wanted to know about the missing girl. In the cold light of day, the story he had spun for the Sheriff sounded even more ludicrous than it did last night, but the truth would be simply unbelievable, and for some reason, Ed didn’t want Linda to think he was a crackpot. He also didn’t want to lie to her either. Oh well, here goes nothing! He started to walk towards the large library doors just as a newspaper delivery boy came zooming up the sidewalk towards him on his bicycle from the now open newspaper office across the way. Ed jumped forward into the recess of the library doors, to avoid getting hit by the enthusiastic young teenager. The bike’s wheels had playing cards stuck to the spokes to make a clickety-clacking sound. No sooner had the boy appeared than he was gone again, turning the corner onto the main street, but Ed could still hear the noise from the spokedokes. A realisation hit Ed just before the pain in his head arrived. It was the noises that were setting off the episodes in his head, but he had no more time to think on the cause as the pain took hold. He reached for his head with both hands and lent against the solid doors of the library for support. The pain was unbearable, joined by what sounded like a swarm of locusts taking to the air. Then… nothing.

NINE

He opened his eyes but still he couldn’t see anything. The pain had gone again and his head was clear, but why couldn’t he see? He was kneeling as if in prayer. He looked up and realised it was night, the only meagre light coming from a misty half-moon that seemed to glow and shimmer behind a thin veil of clouds. As his eyes adjusted he could tell from the tall pines, the smells and muted animal noises around him that he was back in the forest. He remained still for some minutes, alert to every little noise and movement around him as his sight grew steadily better. Finally, he rose to his feet and recognised the clearing, but this time he was on the side that his would-be assailant had entered from. In the half-light, he could just make out the large trunk of the tree that he had hidden behind earlier. Was that today? Yesterday? Forty years ago? He just didn’t know. He stood still for a few moments more, ensuring that he was alone. Except for the smallest of critters rustling in the undergrowth, he felt sure that he was on his own this time. Tentatively, Ed moved across the clearing to where he thought he last saw the man in the checked shirt. Sure enough, there was some disturbed ground that was raised a little from the surrounding area but the mossy overgrowth had been replaced on top of the mound. He had no shovel or any tools to start digging around, but he didn’t need to. Ed knew exactly who was buried in the moist soil. He knelt and placed his left palm on the mound. “I’m sorry I couldn’t help you Gracie”, he said in a whisper, “but I promise I will find out who did this to you, and I promise I will get you home”. In the far distance he heard the long mournful wail of a large truck horn on the freeway. An owl perched high up on a branch seemed to reply with a long hoot. He stood and turned toward where he thought the freeway was, the same direction the other man had come from, and headed away from the freshly dug grave.

The going was tough, almost virgin territory, with no tracks that he could see, the pines were so close together at times he had to go around what seemed to him to be an impenetrable fortification and try and get back in the direction he figured he should be going but the thick overhead boughs cut out almost all of the moonlight so he had to feel his way through. Low branches grabbed at his hair and tore at his face and arms while the stumps and roots tried to unsteady him. After a few hundred yards of battling through the trees he came upon a small stream that looked to be no more than a foot deep in places but just too wide to jump. He turned left and followed the stream as it meandered down through the forest until he found a large stone reflected brightly by the moonlight. The shiny stone, rubbed smooth by years of running water, sat near the centre of the stream, making a perfect stepping stone across to the other side. The low banks were six feet apart here but the stone would help. He backed up a few feet into the tree line then ran for the water’s edge, his long legs pumping hard. With a grunt of energy, he leapt forward into the night. The stone rocked precariously as he touched down but Ed was only on it momentarily then off again, with another long leap he was safe on the other side. The forest seemed less dense on this side of the stream and he continued to move towards the direction he thought the road would be. After ten minutes he picked up the smallest of tracks that appeared to be going in the direction that he wanted to go. It meandered steadily down through the foothills until he could now clearly hear the sound of the occasional vehicle speeding along the highway. The track got wider but became steeper. Finally, he came around a left turn in the track and could make out lights in the distance. Leaving the dirt path he pushed through the trees to get a better look. He came out of the trees and almost fell as he came out at the top of a sheer drop. He leant forward and looked down but he couldn’t see the bottom, but looking into the distance, the lights of a town, Ludlow he assumed, twinkled softly in the night. They were still a good few miles away and steeply down from his position so he could see over the area. He looked left then right to see which would be the best way to descend from the hills. He decided to carry on in the direction he had been going but as he turned back towards the track, he felt the soft earth under his feet start to give way. He reached out instinctively, for a branch, anything to hold on to. His left hand grasped a piece of ivy hanging down from a tree; he quickly brought his right hand up and desperately hung on. Ed breathed a large sigh of relief then tentatively started pulling himself back up towards firmer ground. He could see a more substantial branch just to his right, he reached over to grab it but as his palm brushed against the fir fronds the ivy suddenly snapped and he fell away from the trees into the inky blackness of the drop, arms flailing madly and a scream on his lips.

TEN

“Noooooo!” He woke up with a start to see bright white light in front of his eyes. He immediately flinched as he presumed the searing pain would follow. Instead, he heard the anxious but soothing sound of Linda’s voice. She bent over him and looked into his eyes, concern wrinkling her brow. He realised that he was lying on the floor of the library looking up into the white lights in the ceiling.

“Mr Saunders, are you okay? Ed, can you hear me? Ed? She helped him sit up and lean against the wall by the doors.

“I’m fine, I think. Did you get me in here? What happened?”

She knelt as best she could opposite him and felt his forehead for a temperature.

“I heard a loud thump on the door and just as I was coming over to see what it was, you fell through. I think you must have collapsed against it and pushed it open. You’ve been out for a couple of minutes. I was just about to call 911 when you started to shout and wave. It was like you were having a nightmare. Do you want me to call an ambulance? Goodness, I was so worried; I didn’t know what to do”.

“No, I really am okay now. I think I must be getting used to these things, and yes, it is a nightmare”.

Linda looked surprised. “You mean this has happened to you before? Did you have a seizure? Is it epilepsy?”

“Yes, I mean no, I mean…” he replied meekly, “What I mean is yes, it has happened before but I’m not epileptic, it’s only since I got into town it started, but this is the third time now.”

“I think you should go see a doctor and get checked out, you were completely gone! And how did you get all those scratches on your face and arms, what happened to you?”

He looked down at his forearms at the dozens of fresh small scratches then slowly looked back at Linda. “You wouldn’t have any coffee here would you?”

She helped him to his feet, not that he needed it but it felt good when she put her arm around his waist. Once again he could smell her fruity perfume. They walked to the rear of the library to a room marked ‘STAFF ONLY’.

He sat down heavily in an old armchair while Linda poured a mug of steaming coffee from a percolator on the other side of the small room. He looked around at what he presumed used to be a storeroom and still held some odd boxes among the four miss-matched chairs and a couple of tables.

“How do you want this, black?”

“No, white please with sugar too if you have some, thank you”.

As she walked back towards him she asked, “So, are you going to tell me what’s going on, are you sick?”

He sat there without replying, looking sheepish. He took the coffee in both hands and took a tentative sip.

“Mmm, that’s good. Thank you Linda.”

He was just thinking about how or what to tell her when he glanced at the wall clock hung high on the wall opposite his seat. The clock said 9.55. He sprang out of the seat. “Oh hell! Is that thing right? I’ve gotta go, I’ve got my first meeting in five minutes and I don’t know where the hell it is yet”. He thrust the coffee back into Linda’s hands. She just stood there, bewildered. “Look Linda, I have to go but I want to thank you for helping me out, and to try and explain what’s going on. I know you must think I’m nuts but, well, er, how about after you finish work tonight I take you out for a drink or a meal somewhere. Give me a chance to explain, what d’you say?” He was moving earnestly towards the staff room door. The look of surprise on her face at the request was total. “No, I can’t I’m sorry”. She knew that it sounded too abrupt, the way it had come out, not the way she meant it at all, but it stopped him in his tracks. He turned and looked at her, crestfallen. “Of course, what was I thinking? We only just met and you think I’m nuts or sick or something, why on earth would you want to spend any more time with me?” He turned away towards the exit.

“No, wait! It’s not that, really!” she replied quickly, “it’s just, well I have… I have commitments, at home”.

“Okay, I understand, it’s no problem……” He said over his shoulder as he continued for the door.

Linda walked towards him, slopping the coffee down on the table as she went and put a hand gently on one of his forearms. Ed stopped and turned. She didn’t know what she was getting herself in to but she knew she wanted to see him again. There was something, something about this man that reminded her of Ben, her deceased husband; something in his eyes. Without thinking too much about the consequences she said, “No, it’s not that at all. I just can’t go out at short notice like that, but you could come round to mine… for a meal… tonight… if you wanted. I have food in; it would be no bother, really?”

It was his turn to look surprised. Well, he thought to himself, she must have a really understanding husband, but what the hell, he knew he needed help with this and from where he was standing she looked perfect for the job.

“Yes! That would be great, if you’re sure. But I don’t know where you live?”

She frowned then said, “Well, you’ll never find my place on your on, it’s out of the way a bit, on the other side of town, so come and meet me after I finish work at six can you, then you can follow me in your car?”

“Okay,” he replied with a beaming smile, “see you at six.” And with another glance at his wristwatch he dashed for the main doors.

ELEVEN

The rest of the day went by slowly, visiting farms and small business’, tying up loose ends to the orders, even selling some extra equipment and software at a few places. He kept his summer jacket on all day to cover the cuts on his arms but there was no way he could cover the scratches on his face. He received many strange looks and even a few enquiries to his injuries from some of his bolder clients but a barely believable excuse of falling over the previous night into a hedge hardly quelled their curiosity. By four in the afternoon he was finished, he had time to take a shower, change and still be early to meet Linda. As he came back into town he spotted a liquor store called Moonshiners not far from his motel. He didn’t want to arrive at her home empty handed so he parked outside the store and made the quick walk to the door. A bell jangled over his head as he entered. A plump blonde woman squeezed into a dark blue cowboy shirt a couple of sizes too small for her carrying the logo of the store emerged from what Ed presumed was the stockroom out back. “Howdy!” she welcomed with a broad smile. “How can I help you?” Her expansive bosom was hardly contained by the tasselled cotton garment and her substantial bottom was also challenging the material of her matching skirt. The Moonshiners logo circumnavigated her left breast and the name ‘Tash’ struggled to climb the other. “Oh high, can I have a bottle of red wine please?” The woman’s smile faded a little. “Well, we don’t got much but it’s right over there.” she said, pointing behind the counter. Cooler’s lined three of the four walls and was stacked high with cans and bottles of beer. Along the forth wall on the left sat the long counter which protected the hard liquor from light-fingered customers, mostly bourbons, vodkas and some rum. Next to that was one small shelf with a dozen bottles of red and a dozen or so bottles of white wine. Ed raised his eyebrows at the lean selection. As Ed moved closer to the shelf to see what was on offer the storekeeper made her way round to the other side of the counter, flipping up a wooden flap at the end and squeezing in sideways through the gap. “We don’t get much call for wine,” she said apologetically. “The main grocery store has more if you don’t see nothin’ you like.” she added helpfully. Ed was not completely oblivious to overt signs from women on the rare occasions someone liked the look of him and Tash seemed to like what she saw regardless of the scratches on his face. She leaned over the counter casually with a coy smile on her bright red lips, offering Ed a glimpse of what he imagined the Grand Canyon would look like from a helicopter. “But let me know if you see anything you like”. Clearing his throat, he quickly pulled his gaze away from Tash’s seemingly bottomless cleavage and studied the few bottles of wine with keener interest than was required. Ed liked wine but rarely had the occasion to drink it but tonight he wanted to make a good impression, but not with Tash. He was hoping there would be at least one bottle from France but it took him seconds to see it was all American or Chilean. He glanced over the bottles again and recognised one of the Californian labels with that year’s vintage that he knew tasted good. “Oh, can I have that one please, the Cabernet with the picture of the river on it? He was pleased that he had found something palatable in the store and she seemed pleased that it was there. “For sure!” she replied happily as she straightened herself up again, “I just love the picture on that label!” she exclaimed. She deftly took the bottle from the shelf and wrapped it up in beige tissue paper then placed it in a single bottle brown paper bag. As she rang up the bill on her till she looked Ed directly in the eyes and with a theatrical wink asked “Anything else you need?” Ed quickly reached into his back pocket and withdrew a twenty from his wallet. “No, that’s all, thank you… err… Tash.” he said, glancing at her right breast for her name. She took the note and handed him back his change, lingering as she poured the few coins back into his palm. “If you find you need anything else I’m here til late”. Ed nodded and quickly made for the door, jingling the bell above. As the door closed itself behind him he stopped on the sidewalk and took a deep breath. With a wry smile he thought to himself ‘That was close!’ Back in his car, he placed the wine safely in the foot well among some trash that he promised himself he would clean out in the morning, started the engine, let the cool air wash over him then put it in gear and headed back to his room.

Ed parked in the same slot as before in front of the door marked 14. He was still amused by the encounter with Tash but as he unlocked his motel room and opened the door he looked up at the air-con unit and the smile slid from his face. The room was hot but he wasn’t tempted to turn on the unit. During the day he had tried to make the link between the noises he was hearing and the sudden attacks that followed. It didn’t help him understand why he was getting the headaches or the dreams if that was what they were, but the noises were all quite similar. The static on his radio, the air-con unit and the kid’s noisy cycle all sounded similar. That seemed to be the common denominator, the noise, but he couldn’t be sure. It was a noise that reminded him of a different time in his life, a sound from way back, walking through the jungles of Vietnam, the noisy chirp of chit-chats, the crickets, a constant companion, day or night. He walked to the bathroom to splash some cold water on his face and through his hair. For the first time, he had a chance to take a close look at the scares on his face. He knew damn well where he had got them, walking through the pine forest in his dream, but he didn’t want to dwell on that fact for too long. He glanced behind him, back into the room. Something didn’t seem right. He turned and looked more intently around his room. Everything seemed in its place, just where he left it, or was it? Probably house-keeping had been in, but the bed looked made, but as he had made it that morning. What was it? There was something. He looked at the doll sitting by the alarm clock. The doll was in the same place, but he was sure that when he had left her this morning the doll’s arms had been crossed, the way he always left her. Now they were lying by her side. A curious house-maid? Something told him it was unlikely, so who had been rummaging through his room? He walked over to the trash bin. The burger , wrappings and coffee cup from last night had been removed so someone had been in here. They wouldn’t have found the handgun as he had taken it with him in his car; it was in his glove box right now. He opened the draw to the bedside cabinet, the newspaper report about the missing girl was gone, and only the traveller’s bible remained. The proprietor of the motel, Sam Ryan was the obvious suspect, or maybe even Sheriff Rosen, but why? Well, there was nothing he could do about it now. Just time for a shower, change, and then head over to the library. If he was lucky, he might even have time to drop some clothes off at the nearest laundromat.

Wearing his one and only pair of jeans and yet another polo shirt, he slid behind the wheel of his car, dumping a small plastic bag of dirty washing on the passenger seat. He backed out of the slot and headed the short distance towards the town square. He spied an open laundromat that offered service washes a block short of the main square and parked right outside. Huge cream-colored washing machines ran down one side of the laundromat while dryers ran down the other. Just two of the six washers were spinning around churning up suds. The fluorescent strip lights bounced their off-white light from the chrome doors of the giant appliances. At the far end of the shop a slim girl with short bobbed light-brown hair was reading a book with one hand while shoving wet bed sheets into a huge tumble dryer. She seemed oblivious to Ed’s presence, he coughed gently but she still almost jumped out of her skin when she finally noticed him. As she turned he could see she wore a fitted T-shirt that proudly announced I AM A NERD across the chest.

“Oh my gosh, you scared me!”

“Errr, sorry, didn’t mean too,” he offered his most disarming smile. The girl seemed to relax a little. He extended his arm to show the girl the bag of washing.

“I was wondering if you could do a service wash for me please?”

“Oh, for sure, no problem, do you want it just washed or pressed too?”

“Pressed as well please if you don’t mind, thanks.” She stopped what she was doing and took the bag from his hand. After dumping his clothes into a plastic basket and counting the items she handed him a ticket.

“I’m working late tonight so I’ll do them now, have them ready for you for the morning okay?”

“Yes, that’s great thank you. What time do you open?”

“I’ll be in for 8.30.”

“That’s perfect, thanks… err?”

“I’m Molly.”

“Great, thanks Molly, see you in the morning. Oh, what’s the book?”

“Oh it’s a self-improvement book; I am doing a course on psychology at college.” Impressed at her enthusiasm for her job and life in general he offered her his biggest smile again and then turned and headed back to his car.

A quick glance at his watch told Ed that he still had time to kill so he carried on with his ‘to do’ list. The gas station where Buster worked was closed up tight, the lights all off. He carried on and turned left at the intersection onto Main Street. He drove straight passed the right turn for Memorial Square and went on another block to where a neon light beamed brightly from the drug store. There was little traffic but he signalled right and pulled in directly outside the store. An elderly couple were in deep conversation with the similarly aged woman behind the glass-topped counter as the door closed behind him. They all stopped speaking mid-sentence and stared at him with undisguised curiosity. Ed felt like he had just walked into a wild-west saloon where the piano player stopped playing and the barman started moving bottles of liquor quickly under the counter. As a travelling salesman this was not the first time he had come across this situation, and each time he felt like saying ‘Howdy folks’ in his best Clint Eastwood voice. Instead, he waited to be served. The old couple shuffled up a little and the old lady behind the register enquired “Yes, can I help you dear?” He stepped up to the counter and looked down towards the woman’s well-coiffed grey hair.

“Yes, could you give me something for headaches please?” She reached behind her for a box of generic painkillers.

“Will there be anything else?”

Ed shook his head.

“That’ll be three dollars and fifty cents then, thank you”.

Ed handed over the exact amount, picked up the box and headed for the door. He gave a nonchalant nod to the elderly couple as he passed them and wasn’t surprised to hear their voices before the door closed on his departure.

“That’s definitely him, the man Mr Ryan told me about…”

The elderly ladies went back to their gossiping as he climbed in his car. News certainly travels fast around these parts he thought. A very different welcome from the one he had received from Tash earlier in the liquor store. He turned the key in the ignition, fired up the car and selected drive. When he had checked the road was clear he did a quick U-turn across the Main Street and headed back to the library.

He arrived a little before six so he did a K turn and parked in the same spot that he had that morning, next to the Burgundy and rust Nissan, and went inside. He never noticed the pick-up truck with dark tinted windows parked on the other side of the square, with a lone man watching intently as Ed made his way into the library. “Quite a bookworm aren’t you Mr Saunders?” the driver said to himself, “you keep on digging and I’m gonna have to whup ya like you was a redheaded stepchild.”

Linda and Ed came out together at five after six. Ed felt that since he had arrived Linda had been staring at his face, not his features so much but the cuts and grazes on it, but he had said nothing and let it go. They walked towards the Nissan.

“Is this yours?” he asked. She nodded a yes. “You sure that thing’s gonna get you home?” he asked teasingly, looking at what remained of the wafer-thin metal.

“Hey, don’t knock it, I know she’s not pretty but she’s never let me down yet” replied Linda as she gently patted the car on the hood, a pretend hurt look on her face.

“Okay, but I think I’ll keep my distance when I’m behind you, just in case something falls off!”

She gave him a withering look then unlocked the door. As a habit, she had kept the windows slightly open all day but a wave of dry heat still escaped past her. She slipped behind the wheel and started the engine as he got into his car. A thick blue cloud of smoke belched from her muffler pipe as the engine turned over slowly then finally fired. Her Nissan’s air-conditioning unit had stopped working over a year ago but she hadn’t gotten around to getting it fixed yet so she simply wound down the windows more. She did plug the dash-mounted fan into the cigar lighter but that just pushed hot air around the cabin. She was sure it did nothing on a practical level but psychologically, she felt cooler with it on. She clipped her seat belt on then checked her rear-view mirror. Ed was smiling right back at her. It was a nice, warm, genuine smile with just a hint of mischief in there somewhere. She pulled away from the sidewalk up to the stop line at the intersection, indicated left and turned towards home. Ed turned the radio off, just in case, but with the heat of the day still present he kept the air-con on. He followed Linda left on to Main Street then left again at the big intersection on to Homestead Road. A few seconds later the pick-up trucks engine burst into life and pulled away too, slower than the other two cars. It too turned left onto main. It stayed a long way behind them until the driver was sure they were both headed for the stuck-up librarian’s place then he eased off some more and pulled over. He knew where just about everybody in town lived, he made it his job to know.

“Well, well, only been here a day and already you’re in with the Saxon bitch. Well, there ain’t no way you’ll get past first base with that one boy, that’s fur damn sure, she’s tighter than a camels ass in a sand storm”. The watcher chuckled at his own wisdom but the humour never reached the cold darkness of his eyes. After he had lost sight of the two cars up ahead he pulled out again and motored slowly on.

Ed and Linda drove out of town until the residential area became sporadic houses that got further and further apart from their neighbours, then stopped completely. She checked her rear-view mirror often, just to make sure he was keeping up, only to see him smiling back at her. She couldn’t help but smile in return. They turned off of the main highway on to a much smaller road that started to wind its way gently uphill. Farmland was now the dominating feature interspersed with great swaths of Pines and Buckeye as they drove further northeast. Linda clicked her turn signal down and turned on to a smaller dirt track that only had one mailbox at the end of it with the name Saxon painted neatly in white paint on the side. The track lasted just a hundred yards before it opened up. The cars crunched as the dirt track became a gravelled area outside a small but tidy ranch house. The white-painted wooden building stood two stories high with a covered porch that ran the length of the front. There were a couple of recliner chairs and a small swing chair just by the door in the centre. As Ed swung the car around to stop next to Linda’s, he could see a large barn, back and to the left of the house that may be held horses or farm equipment, its big double doors closed tight. The area in front of the house was surrounded by a low picket fence that looked out over grazing land. The sun was just starting to set on the other side of the buildings, leaving a pink tinge to the huge sky. It looked idyllic.

They both got out of their cars at the same time. “Wow Linda, this place is great!” Having seen the poor condition of her car, Ed assumed that her house would be in a similar condition. With obvious pride, she turned and replied, “Yes, it is, isn’t it? You seemed surprised. Come inside and meet Josh”. Josh must be her husband he thought to himself. Forcing a smile he followed her through the net-covered outer door through the already opened polished wooden door. He was no expert but it looked to him like solid oak and very old. It matched the highly polished wooden flooring in the spacious hall. The wood continued halfway up the walls but was now painted shaker blue. The wood panelling gave way to wallpaper depicting small roses in various colours and maturity. He breathed in the smell of polish mixed with something even better coming from the kitchen. He glanced around appreciatively and took in the large dark wood coat rack to the right with a large mirror at its centre. There were few coats on it; just a woman’s knitted poncho, a couple of bad weather faded yellow sou’westers and a bright blue anorak hanging from its hood. The hook above the anorak held a brown woollen hat with a crazy yellow zig-zag pattern running through it. Next to the coat rack was a set of stairs that lead up to the next floor and before the coat rack was an open door that at a glance seemed to lead off into a reception room. Under the stairs was another door that Ed guessed would lead to a washroom and at the back was yet another door that clearly led to a kitchen. Linda tossed her keys into a ceramic bowl that sat on a semi-circular table in front of the mirror, then lead him over to the left to the last door he could see. As they entered the large room the wooden floor gave way to a burnt umber-coloured carpet. It felt homely with a large unlit fire on the back wall, surrounded by a two-seater and two single armchairs, all covered with a matching floral design. Above the fireplace was not the Wild West scene Ed expected but a large framed print of three World War Two P-51 Mustang fighters flying over a snowy European countryside. On the mantelpiece were two family photos held in matching silver frames. He looked at the posed picture of a slightly younger Linda standing next to a handsome fair-haired guy in Air Force uniform. Linda was holding a toddler of about two. The other photo was more natural and Ed guessed it was the same toddler but ten or so years on, sitting in the porch swing he had seen outside, reading a book, the photographer unobserved.

The two-seater was occupied; an elderly woman sat quietly reading to a young teenager, the kid from the photos. “Hi Josh! I’m home, and I brought a friend with me”. The woman and boy both looked up at the same time. The woman showed relief on her face while the boy’s expression quickly changed from welcoming to consternation.

“Oh hi Linda, have a good day?” the woman asked as she stood. She wore a simple patterned floral cream dress and flat, comfortable brown shoes. She looked to be in her late sixties but well groomed with a short, neat bob of grey hair and tasteful, restrained makeup.

“Same old same old I guess, how was Joshua today?” Linda replied.

“Well, okay, but it wasn’t one of his strong days. We went for a walk as usual after lunch but a couple of jets from the base flew over fairly low and that upset him. He’s been very quiet since then, but no episodes thankfully”.

She nodded towards Ed “Are you going to introduce me to your guest or do I have to burst with curiosity?” “Oh I’m sorry Esther, this is Ed Saunders, a friend, he’s come back for supper.” Esther gave Ed an approving once over, then looked back to Linda.

“Ed, this is Esther Mourn, my saviour from insanity.” She continued the introduction.

“Pleased to meet you Mame.”

“You too.” She replied. “Well, seeing as you’re back on time, I’ll git going myself. Jed said he’d take me out to eat tonight ‘stead of me having to cook. Nice meeting you Mr Saunders”, She gave Linda a knowing wink and added “have a good evening you two”.

Linda’s cheeks flushed pink at the remark then turned away from Ed towards Josh so that Ed couldn’t see her blush. She went and sat beside Joshua who hadn’t yet moved and was now giving all of his attention to the open pages of a storybook. Although it was a warm day he wore a thick navy jumper over his dark blue jeans. She gently put her hand over one of his “Hello Josh, how are you, did you miss mommy today?” Josh withdrew his hand from hers, closed the book and walked out of the room, head down, without saying a word. Now he was on his feet Ed could tell that the sandy-haired, freckle-faced kid was about fourteen or fifteen years old and fairly tall but he seemed much younger than that in the way he moved and his facial expression. He heard the boy stomp up the stairs, along the landing above them then slam his door shut.

“Oh dear,” she said, “he’s not happy”.

“That’s a bit of an understatement, is it because of me?” Ed asked.

“Oh no I doubt it, you wouldn’t have helped, but no, it will have been the aeroplanes from lunchtime. Come into the kitchen and I’ll explain. Would you like some coffee?”

She led him back through the hall to the kitchen at the back of the house. It was how he pictured a farm kitchen should look, with a large wood table at its centre, four chairs, lots of work surfaces and cupboard space, again in shaker blue, but a modern electric double oven where once a wood-burning stove must have sat and a large chrome double-door refrigerator across the other side. There were blue and white check curtains hanging from a white wooden pole halfway up the long window. She turned on the faucet at the big old ceramic sink and filled the jug from a coffee machine with water. She busied herself filling the machine with coffee and getting it going as she started to talk.

“Ben’s been gone nearly ten years now; he was a Major in the Air Force. Everyone called him ‘Big Ben’, you know, because of the clock in London? He died in a training accident; he was on a C130 that crashed in bad weather. He wasn’t even flying it; he was a passenger that day. He was an instructor on the jets. We bought this place about a year before he died. It was a fixer-upper as the real estate people would say. Joshua was five when the accident happened. We knew he had some problems quite early on. When he was born he came out real fast, but the umbilical cord was wrapped around his neck. He lost air for a little while. The doctors did some tests when he was a little older and said it was nothing and probably wouldn’t affect him at all, but there were signs that he wasn’t quite the same as other kids. When Ben died he took it really badly, we both did of course, but Josh went into himself and has hardly recovered. The doctors say it is a kind of autism and he should improve as he gets older. I’m not so sure. The kids at the local school teased him, called him a dummy but he is actually very bright, ‘specially with numbers. Esther schools him and cares for him during the days when I’m working, but as you saw, he doesn’t show much affection and doesn’t like change or strangers. Here’s your coffee, you like lots of cream don’t you?” As he took the offered mug and mumbled a thank you, he could see tears welling in her eyes. “I’m sorry”, she said, fumbling for a tissue in her jacket pocket. “I haven’t had to tell anyone any of that for a while now, but it doesn’t seem to get any easier though”. Ed felt shocked. The obvious questions popped into his head.

“I’m so sorry Linda, c’mon on, sit down.” He sat her at the kitchen table then took the chair opposite hers. “How do you manage? I mean, why don’t you go home, wherever home is, to your family?”

She looked up with her big brown eyes. “I have no family as such, both my parents died some years ago and I don’t really get on with my brother. Aunts and uncles are very distant, India in fact, that’s my origins. This was to be our dream home, and it was, for a while. Ben was due to leave the Air Force in another twelve months and we were going to stay here in Ohio, maybe resurrect the farm with some cattle and crops and I was going to go back to teaching, that’s what I did before we had Joshua. Ben’s insurance covered the mortgage and I get a generous widow’s pension from the government so we do okay. I don’t really need to work at the library but I would go stir crazing I think, and Josh can be a challenge sometimes, so Esther comes in three times a week and I go to the library, it works out really well.” They sat in silence, he didn’t know what to say, but his stomach did. Linda heard the deep rumble from across the table, they both smiled. “Gosh, you must be starving, when did you eat last?” she asked as she stood up. It was his turn to flush crimson.

“Oh breakfast I guess, I had pancakes at the diner in town, but really, I don’t want to put you to any bother Linda”.

“It won’t be a bother, I promise. I made a chicken pie on Sunday that will easily feed all of us, and I phoned Esther earlier to ask her to pop it in the oven”.

She busied herself with pots and pans and getting vegetables.

“What are you like around the kitchen Ed, are you a real man, can you use a peeler?” she asked with just a hint of sarcasm. “I need to go and see Josh, would you…?”

He took the proffered potato peeler and turned to the sack of fresh potatoes as she disappeared towards the stairs. “I’m back to doing KP duties again!”

Linda tapped on the boy’s door. “Josh, honey, can I come in?” With no answer, she turned the knob and stood at the open doorway to the boy’s room. He sat on his bed, holding the plastic model kit of a jet fighter, one of his prized possessions. There was no answer but he shrugged his shoulders noncommittally so she joined him on the edge of his bed. “Honey, are you okay? Did those planes bother you today?” He shrugged again. “They won’t crash Josh, I promise, Daddy was really unlucky. You got a hug for your mom?” Another shrug. “Please honey?” She knew that Joshua’s hugs were rarely given but something in her voice must have struck a chord with the boy. He leaned closer and put his arms around his mum, still clutching the model behind her back. She held him tight, making the most of every moment. Josh had inherited his father’s looks, his height and his smell. She felt closer to them both on the occasions her son gave her a hug. Reluctantly, she let him go. “Honey, I have to go back downstairs, will you come down in a while and join us. I would really like you to come and say hello to Mr Saunders properly. You’ll like him, he’s a nice guy. And we have chicken pie for supper, your favourite. Will you come down for me? Honey?” He finally looked up at her.

“Is he gonna be my new dad?”

When he wasn’t bottling things up inside Joshua had a knack of asking his questions up front. She blushed yet again.

“No Josh, he’s just a friend that needs my help.” But her own mind wasn’t completely convinced with the answer and maybe nor was Josh either, but he nodded.

“You’ll come down then, soon?”

“Okay mom, I’ll come down in a bit”.

She stood and moved to the door. Turning back she looked at her son, still in the same position as when she had entered the room, head down, still holding on tightly to the jet fighter.

“I love you Joshua”.

There was no response from the boy. She turned and headed for the stairs.

Ed had finished peeling the potatoes and had started to slice them in half and plop them in a big pan Linda had put on the stove.

“My, you work quickly. Thank you for doing that”. Ed turned towards her looking very pleased with himself.

“I’ll be honest with you; I’m used to TV dinners. I can’t see the point of cooking for one, but I used to cook quite a lot”.

“Oh, you’re on your own then, I assumed you’d be married? I guess there’s an awful lot I don’t know about you… yet”.

Their eyes met across the kitchen, the enquiry not lost on either of them. He broke the silence. “Was, I was married, divorced a few years back. She went off with one of my colleagues, one of those things I guess”.

“Ouch, that must have hurt.” she said earnestly.

“Yes it did, still does if I’m honest, I miss him a lot”. She got the joke immediately and they both laughed out loud. The mood was relaxed and they spent the next forty minutes talking, gently enquiring and investigating each other as they prepared the meal. Likes and dislikes, food, cars, a little history. The subject of the missing girl was avoided by both of them. The smell of the cooked pie drifted through the house finally drawing Joshua down just as Ed was laying the plates on the table.

“That’s my job.” he said from the doorway.

“No problem fella, you can take it from here” Ed replied, putting the plates in a stack nearest the end of the table to where the boy stood. Joshua picked them up and deftly set the rest of the table, setting three places instead of two without any sign that it was unusual. While the boy did that, Ed mashed the potatoes and added butter and milk while Linda served the rest of the meal.

“What would you like to drink Ed?”

“Oh, I’ve got that covered; I got you a bottle of wine. It’s in the car; I’ll just go get it.” Outside it had gone dark so the lone figure that stood just inside the tree line had no problem looking in on the scene of domestic bliss without being observed himself. He saw Saunders move to the front of the house and come back moments later with a bottle. After a few minutes, the intruder moved much closer to the house so he could get an even better view of the folks inside as they talked, ate and cleared up.

The meal had gone better than Linda could have hoped for. Ed was brilliant with Joshua and after only a few minutes her son had seemed to warm to him, well as much as he warmed to anyone. Ed and Josh talked about cars and planes. Josh told Ed that his granddaddy had flown one of the P-51s hanging over the fireplace in World War Two, for the 8th Army Air Force from a place called Duxford in Cambridgeshire, England. Ed told Josh and Linda about some of his time in Vietnam but mainly about the jobs he had had since leaving the army. After a dessert of fresh fruit salad and ice cream they worked together, washing, drying and stowing everything back in its place. Linda went upstairs with the boy to help him get set for bed while Ed moved back to sit near the unlit fire with a fresh coffee. After a few minutes, she came back down. She had changed from her work clothes into some slacks and a loose top but Ed still thought she looked a million dollars.

“That was the best meal I have had in years. Where did you learn to cook like that?”

She sat opposite him in the other armchair and set about lighting the kindling in the fire.

“My mom was quite frail, she had some kind of degenerative bone disease so by the time I was twelve I was doing most of the chores, including the cooking. Pop couldn’t cook for toffee and my brother was a lazy bum so it was up to me”.

The wood started to crack and snap as she added some bigger logs. They both relaxed back into the chairs and stared as the flames licked higher. They sat that way in contented silence for a few minutes, watching the flames lick higher and higher until Linda broke the silence.

“Okay mister, time’s up, what’s going on?”

Ed knew it would come to this point. During the meal, he had made his mind up to tell Linda the truth, as screwy as it sounded. With a sigh, he started. He told her about driving into town and blacking out, coming around and being in the old car. She stayed silent as he told her about seeing the little girl being abducted in the pick-up truck. He continued staring into the fire as he told her about the flashback he’d had in the motel room, although he saw her eyebrows rise from the corner of his vision when he said about the wet footprints in the room. He finished with finding the grave and his trek back towards town and waking up in the library. By the time he had finished his tail, the fire had died to almost embers with just a few large pieces of charred wood remaining. Linda put another log on the fire then sat back, thinking.

“So you actually found her, Grace I mean?”

“Well I found someone, I hope it’s Grace”.

“And you have never had anything like this happen to you before?” she asked. He shook his head slowly. Eventually, he said “I should go, I knew you would think I was a nutcase but I wanted to tell you the truth. Thanks for the meal”. He began to rise from the chair but she put her hand up to him.

“No! Stop! I do believe you, I believe every word. Sit down, please”. He dropped back down in the comfy seat.

“How can you believe a crazy story like that, even I don’t believe it, and I was there!”

“Well if it hadn’t been for what happened at the library this morning I doubt that I would have believed you”. He looked at her astonished.

“What do you mean? I just flaked out is all.”

“No Ed, you didn’t. When you were lying on the floor in front of me, you were moaning and kicking out like you were in a bad dream, but that’s not it. It’s the cuts, on your arms and face. When you fell through the door you didn’t have them. When I was kneeling beside you, they just… well, I saw them appear… from nowhere. They just came! It was like, oh what do Christians call it?”

“Stigmata?”

“Yes! That’s it, just like stigmata!”

TWELVE

“Will you find your way back okay?” They were standing on the front porch, the only light coming from inside the house, silhouetting Linda in the doorway and giving her an angelic look. They had talked for another hour about what to do about the missing girl and the strange dreams. They could think of no logical conclusions, especially for the small tears in Ed’s skin that Linda had seen appear. Linda would make some subtle enquiries about the disappearance while he finished the last of his meetings in the morning, then they would get together at lunchtime to see what she had uncovered.

“Yes, I’ll be fine. I’m pretty good with directions and I’ve got a map if I get really lost. Well… good night then, and thank you again”.

Reluctantly he turned to go.

“Ed?”

He turned back around towards her and as he did, she leant forwards, put both arms around his neck and kissed him, ever so briefly on the lips. “Be careful”, she said then turned and went inside, closing the door behind her. He stood there, quite stunned, the stupidest of smiles painted on his face. He almost floated back to his car, the Sable’s built-in security approach lamps illuminating the ground around the Mercury. He leant heavily against the hood of the car, looked back at the farmhouse then lifted his eyes up to the clear night sky. He took in a deep pine-scented breath of fresh country air. He had hoped that she liked him, as he liked her, but he had never expected that. Wow! Looking up at the star-filled night he pondered at how minute his place was in the cosmos, but more importantly how quickly he had gathered feelings for Linda; being with her tonight seemed so natural and comfortable as if he had known her for years. A trio of shooting stars sped across the vast heavens and he wondered if he should make a wish on them. He smiled to himself, unlocked the car and slipped inside. Ed started the engine and drove back down the track, the missing girl far from his thoughts, and blissfully unaware of the furious eyes watching him from the shadows.

What on earth was she doing? She leant heavily against the old oak door, listening to Ed start his car and driving away. She hadn’t looked at another man, let alone kissed one since Ben had died, and now, after meeting this strange man only two days ago, she was bringing him home and cooking for him, even kissed him for heaven’s sake. What on earth was going on? But she felt something already for him, she couldn’t deny that and she couldn’t help that kiss either. She had felt something in that brief contact that had gone straight through her body like a bolt of lightning, a feeling she hadn’t felt for many years, something she never imagined she would ever feel again. Did he feel it too she wondered? The pessimistic devil in her head started to wonder if there was any point to any of this, there was no future to be had; he was a travelling salesman for Christ sake. She stopped the negative thought almost as soon as it had formed. Still, the moment had passed, she returned to her normal practical self. Although she rarely locked the doors on her house, all the talk of graves and murder had unnerved her some so she wandered around the ground floor, latching and locking doors and windows. When she felt that everything was secure she quietly took the stairs, stopping at Joshua’s room to make sure he was sound asleep. His Buzz Lightyear side light was still on. She pulled the covers up, kissed him on the forehead and doused the light. She stared at him for a while longer in the half-light offered from the landing. He was so much like his father in many ways; his looks, the way he spoke, even some of his mannerisms; like the way he twitched his eyes when he was really tired, little things, but maybe that was why she hadn’t looked at another man since Ben’s death, he was still very much here. She left Joshua’s door partly open then carried on down the hall to her own room. As she lay under her covers looking out of her window at the dark sky, she thought about Grace Benjamin, laying out there somewhere in the forest and wondered how she could help find the little girl’s body. She finally drifted off to sleep with images of Ed Saunders tending crops behind the farm and Josh playing in the yard while she fed corn to the chickens. She had no way of knowing that this would be the last sweet dream she would have for a while.

The intruder saw the lights go off one by one in the librarian’s house, first on the ground floor then he watched her work her way upstairs, the lights extinguishing as she moved nearer to her own bedroom. He pondered his next move. He would just love to burst in there right this second and take the bitch while he slowly throttled the life from her, but he was a patient man, and until he knew what those two love birds were up to and how much they knew he could keep his cool. He turned away from the now dark dwelling, reached into a breast pocket and pulled out a pack of cigarettes. He slipped a cigarette between his lips, struck a match and sucked deeply on the nicotine. He blew out the match, snapped it almost in half and flicked it into the night. He walked purposefully away from the house back to the pick-up truck parked hidden in the treeline, a cold smile broadening across his face.

THIRTEEN

For the first time in months, Ed woke with a true sense of purpose. He felt rested after a nightmare-free sleep and happy about how last night had finished, the feel of Linda’s full soft lips still causing an uncontrollable grin on his face. He sprung out of bed and ran through his morning routine, showered, shaved and dressed for the day in his normal work clothes; cream stay-press pants, a plain long-sleeved khaki cotton shirt and chocolate brown suede shoes. He had his laptop bag over his shoulder and was heading out of his room by 7.45. As he bustled out of the door he stumbled straight into the path of the motel owner, Sam Ryan who looked like he was on his way to another room with a stack of fresh linen.

“Whoa, easy fella!” he said, deftly keeping hold of the pile of sheets like a well-trained waiter.

“Oh sorry Mr Ryan, didn’t see you coming” Ed quickly apologised.

“Well, you’re a busy man I can tell,” Ryan replied. “Guess you’ll be checking out today, huh?”

“Well, no actually, things are going a little slower than I figured, I might be here a couple of days longer to tie up some loose ends. That’s not a problem… with the room, is it?”

The look of suspicion only crossed Ryan’s rotund face for a moment and was replaced by a beaming smile, but Ed saw it.

“Hell no!” exclaimed the stout manager, “glad to have you here, longer the better for me of course. Let me know if you need anything won’t you?” Ed thought about mentioning the missing newspaper article from his room but the motel manager had already turned and waddled away quickly back the way he had come, towards his office. Ed shrugged, unlocked his car and slipped behind the wheel. As he drove out of the lot and turned towards the diner he could see the motel manager standing at the reception desk, talking animatedly on the phone to someone. Ed paused, and then drove towards his breakfast.

For a dying town, the diner was fairly bustling when Ed walked in. He spotted an empty booth away from the door and slid in next to the window, his back to the wall, facing into the diner. Old habits again; he always liked to face the door to see who was coming and going. Army training sir! Betty brought him a mug of steaming coffee and a jug of cream without being asked. She nodded, said “Mornin’ dear” and bustled off again. He had enjoyed the pancakes so much the day before he had a repeat order this morning. By the time he was finishing the last few mouthfuls of pancake the diner was almost empty again. Betty checked to make sure the short-order cook was not in earshot then sat down opposite Ed.

“You’re the guy who’s been asking about Gracie Benjamin aren’t you?” She didn’t wait for a reply from her surprised customer; she just nodded to herself and carried on.

“I shouldn’t be telling you this but I think you ought to know, it wasn’t just her, there were others”. Ed laid down his fork and spoon.

“Others?” he repeated.

“Fur sure, not lately, no. But before, before little Gracie went, there had been others taken, never found. She was the last one though… from around these parts anyhow.” She looked around constantly to make sure she wasn’t being watched.

“How do you know this, and why are you telling me?” he asked.

“I know ‘cos I hear things. I been doin’ this job best part of 37 years, you get to knowin’ what’s goin’ on. Which is how I know you been askin’ questions too! And I’m tellin’ ya because I can read people, you know what I’m saying hone? My mother and her mother too, they could read people almost just by looking at ‘em. Let me tell ya, I can read you like a book”.

Her voice dropped even lower as she leaned further forwards. Ed was stunned by what she was saying but he couldn’t help leaning in to catch her next sentence.

“You’re troubled aren’t you hone? But you’re a decent man and I can see you want to do something to right a wrong and you think you can’t. Well I’m telling you straight mister, it’s not too late to make amends”.

“What…” was all Ed could manage.

The clang of the bell above the door broke their attention as new customers bustled in. She jumped up and started to step away towards the couple that was heading for a booth on the other side of the diner, then halted, turned back to Ed and finished, “Look for the other kids too mister, but be warned, there are some bad, bad folks in this town. Mind your back!”

She hesitated a second longer then added with a smile, “But Linda, well she’s one of the good guys, no doubt about it”. And with a wink, she turned and saw to her new customers. Ed sat there, quite unsettled by the brief discussion. The women’s insight was breathtakingly accurate but scary. Being a born sceptic he had never believed in anything like fortune tellers, ghosts, the paranormal or the after-life, but this crazy town and the crazy people in it were hard to ignore. He left cash under his coffee cup with a large tip and made for the door. Betty looked up from her new customers just long enough to give a knowing nod towards Ed as he left the diner, making the bell above the door jingle once more. As he walked the few steps to his Mercury his mind was preoccupied with what the waitress had said. He blipped the key-fob to unlock the driver’s door and slipped in. Ed never saw the tall man across the street step back into the shadows between the hardware store and a thrift shop. The man in the shadows watched as Ed started his car and pulled away from the diner, then like a ghost disappeared backward into the gloom.

Ed was well on his way to his first meeting when he remembered the Laundromat, the LED clock on the dash said it was 8.47am so it should be open by now. He took several right turns and got back onto Main Street and drove back the way he came. He glanced up into his rear-view mirror and saw a dark sedan a few hundred yards back keeping the same speed as he was. Another two right turns and the car was still behind him. He didn’t think he had ever been tailed before but he had seen enough cop shows on TV to know that he was being followed. He still couldn’t be positive so he added a burst of gas then took the next left on to a road that was mostly automotive repair and parts shops. As soon as he turned he pulled over and waited. He didn’t have to wait long as a shiny black Chrysler 300 whipped around the car at speed, swerving a little on to the other side of the road. The driver was hidden behind tinted windows but he must have done a double take when he saw Ed’s car stopped at the roadside as the 300 braked hard then settled then almost as quickly accelerated away up the road. ‘Got you!’ The 300 driver’s reaction was all the evidence Ed needed. The road was wide enough for a U-turn so as soon as the Chrysler was a block ahead, Ed turned his car around in a tire screeching movement that left smoke hanging in the air and headed back the way he had come.

He pulled up outside the laundromat just behind a beat up little white Honda hatchback. As he left his car he looked up and down the street for the Chrysler but didn’t see anything suspicious, but he blipped the door locks closed just in case. Ed pushed the door open to the laundry and stepped inside. Molly was at the back of the place leaning over an ironing board pressing a pastel yellow polo shirt with the monogram of a gator on the breast. She looked up as he walked across the dark red-tiled floor towards her, his rubber-soled shoes squeaking on the tiles, not masked this time by the noise of washers and dryers, all the machine lay quiet.

“Oh hi, it’s you! I’m just doing the last one.”

“Good morning. Well that’s great.”

She finished pressing the shirt, folded it and slipped it in with his other clean washing into a clear plastic carrier. She gave him the bill and he dug his company credit card out of his wallet and handed it over. As she swiped the card in a payment machine he said, “Molly, do you know much about cars?”

“Oh sure, I got my own wheels right outside, that cute little Honda out front!”

“Fantastic, you wouldn’t happen to know what a Chrysler 300 is would you, looks a bit like a gangster’s car?”

“Yeah I know the 300s, came with a Hemi right?”

“Yep, that’s right. Do you know of any around these parts?”

“Ummm let me think…… well yeah, there’s a couple maybe. Old Mister Brandon has got one I’m pretty sure.”

“What color is it do you know?”

“Yep, it’s fire engine red, he used to be the fire chief here years ago and only buys red cars.” She looked pretty pleased with herself but Ed couldn’t hide the look of disappointment on his face.

“Oh, not the right one?”

“No, the one I’m looking for is black with blacked-out windows.”

“Oh yeah, of course! I know that one, and it has got a Hemi!” She was beaming now, pleased with herself that she could help.

“Do you know who owns it?”

“Uh huh, sure, it’s the guy that runs the junkyard east side of town. Mister Barrett, he a friend of yours?”

“No, never met the man but I’d like to talk to him though.”

“Oh, that’s good, ‘cos he ain’t a very nice guy, be careful if you go out to see him.”

“I will, thanks Molly, for the laundry and the info.” As Ed took the bag he handed Molly a ten dollar note as a tip.

“Gee thank you, have a nice day!” she said in response.

“You too Molly.” As he left the building he did another intense look up the boulevard but saw nothing untoward. He placed the clean clothes neatly on the back seat then slipped in the front behind the steering wheel, after a quick check of the address he turned the ignition on and drove to his first meeting.

Ed got through his two meetings with successful results, signing contracts for the installation of new computers including the set-up of networks for two small companies on the outskirts of the town and the all-important contract for maintenance and network support. He was a seasoned salesman so went through the dance of sales in almost a trance-like state, quelling any misgivings his customers had and explaining again how the new technology would help their companies be more profitable and efficient but his mind was on other matters. He was finished by 11.30 so he headed back towards town to the library. Traffic was very light with the only memorable event being two fire trucks hurtling towards him going in the opposite direction, swiftly followed by a Police cruiser, lights flashing and sirens wailing. He worried that the sound of the sirens might start another mental episode but there was no white light or headache, nothing at all. Getting into town he turned onto the main square and pulled into his now regular slot behind Linda’s tired Nissan and switched off. As he emerged from his car he looked around for any two-wheeled newspaper delivery boys and was relieved to see nothing. When he walked into the library he was glad to get out of the heat of the day, the air conditioning inside was cool and quiet. Linda and her colleague were both leaning over a computer screen as Ed walked towards them. His feeling of well-being and purpose dissolved when he saw the looks of dismay on both their faces. “What’s happened, what’s wrong Linda?” Linda and her elderly co-worker looked up together, both startled by Ed’s quiet entrance. “Oh, you gave me a fright.” Although she was obviously concerned about something, he was pleased to see a warmth come into her eyes as they looked at each other. “Ed, you might be able to help us out here, you know about computers don’t you?” “Well, a little, I only sell the things really but I know some stuff, what’s the problem?”

“I don’t know, Jan and I came to work this morning and, oh Jan, this is Ed, Ed, this is Jan Phillips”. The two nodded at each other, the more mature librarian looking over here spectacles at the newcomer. This was how librarians were supposed to look, knitted top, grey hair and spectacles hanging from a chain.

“Anyway”, Linda continued, “we turned the computers on and they are all empty, we can’t get any files up at all, they seemed to have disappeared.”

“What, everything? Let me see.” He came around to the other side of the work station and sat in the swivel chair.

“Strange, it looks like all of the memory has been wiped clean, where is your hub, your main computer?”

“Out the back in one of the storerooms, but no one really ever goes back there, except for maintenance and the like”, Jan offered.

“Let’s take a look shall we?” he said as he rose from the seat.

FOURTEEN

The wailing sirens shattered the quiet of the mid-morning as the two bright red trucks thundered from the fire station near the center of town to a commercial estate on the west side. A small crowd of workers had already come out of their warehouses and offices to see what all of the commotion was about. Part of the estate contained a series of six secured medium-sized single story warehouses and lock-ups behind a separate twelve-foot high chain-link fence twenty foot from the buildings. The middle two were firmly ablaze and smoke billowed from what used to be the aluminium roof. The crowd quickly parted as the fire tenders hurtled towards them and screeched to a halt outside of the compound. The chief fire officer threw of his blue baseball cap and put on his red fire helmet, jumped down from the truck and ran to the mesh gates only to find a heavy chain and padlock secured the gates closed. As the wail from the sirens petered out he shouted back for someone to bring a bolt cutter as the crews emptied out. A large pair of cutters was taken from a storage bin by a well-built fireman and he ran them straight over to the Chief. No words were needed, the Chief nodded at the chain and the fireman made just a small grunt as his muscles and the cutter made easy work of the metal links. The lock and chain fell heavily to the concreted ground and the Chief pushed open the gates. He looked back towards the cab of the first engine and waved for the female driver to come forward. She had already spotted a hydrant grate to the left of the gates and swung into the compound towards it. As the engine came to a halt, like a well-oiled machine the rest of the crew were in motion, reeling out hoses from just behind the cab and connecting to the water supply. The fire truck carried five hundred gallons of water in its own tank but that would last just a few minutes fighting a fierce conflagration, so the fire truck became a mobile pumping station. The driver of the first truck now stood at the rear of the vehicle in front of a panel of dials, gauges and wheels. The pressure from the gauges was good so she turned two shiny brass wheels opening the taps for the two main hoses. The metal walls of the storage units hissed as the first jet of cold water arced up into the air and hit the roaring blaze. Steam now mixed with smoke and flames as the fire department fought to bring the situation under control.

The warble of another siren caused the fire chief to turn away briefly from watching his crews at work. The Deputy’s Ford Crown Victoria patrol car came alongside the ladder truck that had stayed outside the compound making a physical barrier between the crowd of onlookers and the fire. The siren died away but the red flashing roof lights stayed on. The Chief saw the door open and the occupant emerge. Recognition dawned as the driver stood up straight to his full 6” 2’ height, the chief took in the broad shoulders and large chest, the close-cropped buzz cut and square jaw of Deputy Pete Hodiak, a good man in the chief’s estimation. The deputy sheriff took a long panoramic scan of the scene, the crowd and every single face in it. He knew that most arsonists if arson is what it was, liked to hang around to watch their handy work. He recognised almost every person there, either by name or in passing and didn’t see any stand-out trouble makers except maybe Ashley Barrett from the junkyard down the road, who was never an easy fella to get along with at the best of times, and after he’d been drinking all night he was an awkward cuss. He would have to call the office for back-up soon or it would take hours to collect all of these people’s statements. His scan continued on with the burning building and the half-dozen fire department personnel bobbing around in their bright yellow protective helmets, so the crew captain or fire chief stood out easily in the lone red helmet. Hodiak made straight for Captain Haines, the chief. “Hey Pete.” the chief offered in welcome. The deputy nodded hello. “What do you think Cap?”

“Too early to say Pete, only just started in on it, but I doubt there’ll be bodies, the gates were closed and locked. My guess would be a heater malfunctioned or something of the like”. “Okay, well that’s something I guess, but someone at the newspaper is going to be majorly pissed!” The Chief looked puzzled, “What makes you say that?” The deputy turned to look into the fire. “Well those two centre units belong to the Marion County Tribune, that’s history right there going up in smoke, shame, damn shame.” They both nodded in agreement.

FIFTEEN

Ed followed Linda and Jan to the very back of the library where there was a door marked fire exit, Linda lead through into a narrow corridor lit by a single strip light and a frosted skylight. The corridor had several doors on either side with the last door directly in front of them at the very end marked FIRE EXIT ONLY and operated by a push bar. Linda led them to the last door on the left before the fire exit then paused as Jan found the correct key from a large bunch taken from her pocket. Jan inserted a key into the lock but it wouldn’t turn. She tried the handle, it turned easily in her hand and the door swung open.

“Oh, that’s odd, it’s already unlocked”. She stepped into the room, turned to the right and knocked the light switch up. None of the group was prepared for what they saw. Linda and Jan gasped at the mess that confronted them. The room measured roughly twenty feet square and had shelves and cupboards on three of the four sides but no windows except another small skylight in the centre of the roof. The back wall held a computer work station, the main computer and an old microfiche machine. Below the skylight, in the middle of the room was another stand-alone island work station with storage underneath. The contents of the shelves and storage units were scattered on the floor in disarray. The plastic microfiche files were heaped in the corner, the shattered machine bashed in nearby. Ed could see that most of the mess was old newspapers and magazines.

“I’m guessing this isn’t your usual filing system?” Dazed, the two women looked helplessly around the room. “Why would anyone do this Ed? It’s only our newspaper archive, what’s the point?” Ed looked at Linda, “I think we should get out and lock the door, this is a crime scene so I doubt the Police will appreciate us disturbing things, the computer will have to wait”. They backed out, Linda switched off the light and Jan locked the door after them then went to the front desk to call the Police. Linda and Ed stood in the corridor facing each other. “Let’s go sit in the staff room, have a coffee while we wait.” She gently grabbed his hand and led him the way they came back to the staff room. She busied herself filling the coffee percolator with water and coffee then found two clean mugs in the cupboard under the worktop.

“I have a feeling this has something to do with Gracie.” said Linda.

“Why would you think that? It looks like something kids would do, just goofing around.”

“Well because that is where I transferred all the information from the newspapers and microfiche to computer and where I would have looked into the disappearance if the computers were working. I think whoever did this has messed up the computers too, so that I can’t find anything, and that is the most secure room in the building, I doubt any kids would have got in there.”

“Damn, so we can’t find anything else out about the missing kids?”

“Kids? What do you mean kids, are you saying there’s more than one now?” she looked even more shocked.

“Well I don’t know exactly, but there might be, somebody mentioned something to me this morning at the diner but it’s gonna be hard to find anything out now, unless…”

“Unless what?” she asked. The water had run through the machine and filled the glass jar underneath with strong smelling coffee. Ed watched in silence as she filled the two mugs with the steaming liquid then added creamer and sugar to his then passed him his drink. “Unless what?” she repeated.

“Thank you.” He replied as he took the proffered drink, he held it below his nose and breathed in deeply, savouring the aroma of coffee beans. “I don’t know, it’s just that I had a thought, when I first got into town I looked for the local newspaper office to see what they might have on the little girl. The place was locked up tight for the night so I never got to ask. Luckily for me I found you instead.” He blushed a little as he said the words but moved swiftly on, “but it is still worth asking them, they would keep copies too.”

“Yes, of course, I know the editor a little as they use the library for research sometimes, let’s go across now and ask…”

“You’re not going anywhere yet Mrs Saxon!”

Ed and Linda both jumped as Sheriff Rosen’s voice seemed to echo around the staff room as he stood in the doorway, a solid barrier to the library. “Or you either Mr Saunders, least not until we have had a look at this intrusion Mrs Phillips told me about.” He turned his back on the couple and walked slowly down the corridor towards the stock room, each step purposeful. Rosen directly stopped outside the room then turned back to the pair as they followed him down the corridor, looking expectantly at them.

“You got here really quickly Sheriff, must be a quiet day!” suggested Ed as they caught up.

“No Mr Saunders, it’s actually quite a busy day, what with the fire and all, but my office is just across the street and poor Mrs Phillips sounded real upset on the phone so I came right over.”

“What fire is that? I heard sirens earlier but didn’t give it much of a thought.” Linda enquired. Rosen turned to Linda, a hard-edged smile playing on his lips.

“Damn shame, big blaze over at a storage unit on the outskirts of town, from what I hear, the whole of the Tribune’s files and history have gone up in a big ball of smoke.”

Ed and Linda looked at each other, the knowledge of the fact that probably their last line of enquiry was now lost forever needed no words. Rosen stood rock steady, an enigmatic smile on his face. They waited in silence until Mrs Phillips reappeared, carrying the bunch of keys. She was still flustered and upset.

“Sorry, I had to tell a couple of people to leave, then I closed the library, I think its best, in the circumstances.” Rosen looked down on her but said nothing, just held out a gloved hand. Jan Phillips looked down at his hand then back to his face, confused.

“I think the Sheriff would like the key to the storeroom now Jan.” Linda offered, breaking the silence. The realisation finally dawned on the aged librarian’s face and she fumbled for the right key but not before dropping them on the floor. Rosen stared at her impassively, patiently waiting until she finally found the correct key for the room. Finally, she sorted out the right key and handed it to the Sheriff. He deftly inserted the key in the lock and opened the door. Without looking he stretched out to his right and knocked the light switch to on.

“Mmm, quite a mess you got here” he drawled. The other three tried to squeeze in behind the Sheriff but there was little space as he had barely entered the room.

“We think whoever did this went into the computer too as the ones in the library aren’t working.” offered Linda. The law enforcement officer gazed a few moments longer around the room then abruptly turned around, almost bowling the other three over in surprise.

“Nothing much to be done here, no signs of forced entry, but I’ll get my deputy to come over when he’s finished at the fire, see if he can get any prints from anything. ’Til then leave the place as it is, you got that?” He switched off the light, closed the door behind him and locked the room.

“I’ll take this with me” he said as he slipped the key from the bunch and dropped it in a top pocket of his starched chocolate-coloured shirt.

Ignoring Jan and looking at Ed and Linda, the Sheriff said “I’ll be wanting to talk with both of you at some point so don’t go disappearing anywhere will you?” With that he marched back the way he came, beckoning Jan to let him out the main doors at the front. She bustled after him quickly leaving Ed and Linda in the corridor.

“Oh, that man gives me the creeps. You know he asked me out on a date just a few weeks after Ben died, can you believe that?”

“Really?” Ed looked astonished. “No one is that insensitive are they?”

They stared at the door that Rosen had just left by.

“It’s just a thought”, he said, “but did you see how he went into that room. He switched the light on without looking for it. You did too, but you’ve been in there a million times, right? How did he know where the switch was?

“What are you trying to say, Rosen trashed our store room and computer?”

“I’m not saying anything, but… well, he did know where it was, and he seemed pretty pleased with himself when he told us that storage place belonging to the Tribune was on fire.”

“Well he does know the alarm code of all the municipal buildings and whoever got in never set the alarm off, but why, why would he do this?” she asked.

“That Lieutenant is the right question.” He said almost to himself.

“What? Lieutenant?

He was deep in thought but replied, “Oh, it’s just a line from a movie, never mind.”

Linda stared at him, a confused look on her face. After a few moments Ed broke the silence, “Will Smith? Oh never mind. So that’s it then, we can’t do much else can we?” he asked.

They wandered back to the staff room and sat opposite each other in two worn-out armchairs glumly drinking their coffee. Linda looked perplexed, after a few minutes she sat bolt upright. “That’s it!” exclaimed the librarian, “Come on!” She banged her near empty mug down on a side table and almost dragged Ed out of his seat. “What?!” he asked, completely startled by her sudden drive. “I’ve got an idea!” she said with a beautiful sexy smile on her lips.

Linda started to walk back to reception, her turn to be deep in thought, Ed following close behind. Finally, she whispered “Well there is no way the fire at the storage facility is a coincidence. Whoever it is knows we are looking into it. I think we are going to have to be more direct. I think we should go and talk to Buster”.

“Gracie’s dad? Do you think that’s a good idea Linda? What we have to say will sound insane and it’ll only upset the guy”.

“We don’t need to tell him everything; we can leave out the weird stuff. I know Buster, he’s a lovely man, I think he’ll talk to us, tell us what happened back then. He comes in here sometimes so I’ll have his address”. “Won’t he be at work, at the gas station?”

“No, I’m pretty sure he only works the afternoon ‘til late shift. It would be better to talk to him at home, in private anyway”.

Ed looked doubtful. “Will you have his address still; didn’t you lose it with the rest of the computer stuff?” “Oh yes, maybe, but that’s my idea! She replied proudly, “We still have the old registration cards too. I’ll go see”. Behind the counter sat a beige metal cabinet with small drawers from top to bottom. Linda opened the top drawer marked A to C and skipped deftly through the filing system behind the reception desk until she found the B’s.

“Here we go, B… Beechey… Bell… Benedict…… Benjamin! Eugene Benjamin, Got it! 1241 North Acre Road. I know where that is”. She waved the small filing card triumphantly.

“I’m still not sure this is a good idea Linda”.

Worry was etched on Ed’s face. He could see that Linda was getting excited about joining the hunt, her enthusiasm making her eyes sparkle, the disappointment and shock of the break-in already forgotten.

“It’ll be fine, trust me! Your car or mine?” Capitulating to her excitement he gave in. “Okay, we’d better take mine if we want to get there. C’mon”. She thumped him gently on the arm in defence of her car as Jan unlocked the door once more and let them out of the library.

SIXTEEN

North Acre Road was set in a pleasant if slightly run-down suburb north of town. What had once been classed as the black side of town, but now there were just as many white families living in the area. As Linda gave directions Ed drove. Being on the opposite side of town than the one he had entered he recognised nothing. When she had first entered his car she did a quick look around at the interior, noting the mess.

“Not big on house-keeping then?” she quipped.

“What do you mean, this is modern art, and it’s a work in progress so don’t move anything!” he rebuked. “When I’ve finished this trip I hope to sell this car for a quarter million to some gullible art gallery curator.”

“Oh I can see it now, you mean like Damien Hirst’s dead cow? I think you’ll get more for it than that then.” They both laughed.

“Actually, I do try and keep it quite clean, I give it a good sort out after every trip, but I haven’t had a chance so far, and I wasn’t expecting guests.”

Linda picked up the rubbish from the foot-well and stuffed it into a fast food takeaway bag so that she had somewhere to put her feet then placed the bulging bag behind her seat.

“Ready?” he asked.

“I am now, let’s go!”

With Linda giving directions they headed north. Ed kept looking in his mirror, so much so that Linda asked “Are you okay?”

“I guess. I wasn’t going to tell you but I am pretty sure I was being followed this morning.”

“What?! You’re kidding me?”

“I wish I was but no, I’m not kidding. To be honest it kind of unnerved me a little.”

“Well I think it would completely freak me out. But why, who?”

“I think word has got around pretty quickly about me looking into Grace’s disappearance and someone isn’t too happy about it.”

“Did you see who it was, what they looked like?”

“No I couldn’t, the car had blacked-out windows but I found out later the car belonged to a guy that runs a junkyard around here somewhere.”

“Oh, well that’s ominous, I think we need to start being a little more discrete with our enquiries.”

“Agreed, but I’m also thinking if it is even slightly dangerous you shouldn’t be involved at all, I don’t want you getting hurt.”

“Too late for that I’m afraid, I’m in for the long haul.”

They were almost on the furthest reaches of the town limits when she finally said “It’s the next turn on the right, just there”. There was no traffic so he didn’t signal, just slowed and turned onto the road. North Acre Road took them on to an estate called Forest Hills, replete with a brick-walled entrance that lasted just fifteen feet on either side of the road. Most of the houses were ranch style and set a little back from the road. Some even had white picket fences but most of the lawns needed tending or were faded to brown. Discarded toys and small inflatable pools lay out front in the gardens that had young families. As the road went on Ed thought the houses looked rougher the further he drove. “It must have been nice back in the day.” He mused.

“It was a Levitt Estate,” she offered. “Folks used to call it Levittown. Identical starter homes but very affordable, and as you said, back in the early sixties they were quite sort after. We are getting close, there’s 1223, slow down a little” said Linda as she peered closely at the numbers and names on mailboxes. “That’s Buster’s house up there, I can see his pick-up, the yellow one”. Ed pulled up by the sidewalk and killed the engine outside of 1241.

“Linda?”

She looked at the salesman, doubt still clearly etched on his face.

“Really, we need to do this Ed, I think he can help”. “I know he’s a big guy but he’s a gentle giant, he won’t bite” she added.

“It’s not that, not at all. I just don’t want to upset the fella.”

She gently took his hand, pleasantly surprising and immediately disarming him.

“It might upset him some, but if we can find his daughter for him I think he will understand don’t you? Come on”. She leaned across, gave him a peck on the cheek then opened her door and stepped out. Dazed by the affection Ed followed, the car alarm chirping twice as he locked the doors and followed Linda past the old faded yellow pick-up to Buster’s front door. By the time Ed had stepped onto the shaded porch Linda had already rung the bell. Deep inside the house, Ed could hear the electronic chimes of Beethoven’s 5th Symphony fade away. Half a minute went by in what seemed like an eternity to Ed. The smallest movement behind curtains confirmed that someone was home. Finally, the door opened.

Buster’s massive body filled the opening, causing a greater obstacle than the wood door. He was dressed exactly how Ed had seen him at the gas station, in a light but grease-free t-shirt and dungarees. He looked at Linda then to Ed and slowly back to Linda. His deep baritone voice rumbled out, “Hello Miss Linda, how are you today?”

“Hello Buster, I’m fine”. She turned to Ed.

“This is Ed Saunders, a friend of mine”.

The two men nodded at each other. Buster broke out in a warming smile, “I think we already met maybe, full tank of regular gas”.

Ed returned the smile. “Yes, that’s right.”

Linda spoke again. “Buster, can we come in? We want to ask you something and it’s kinda delicate.”

The smile went as fast as it appeared.

“I knows why you here Miss Linda” he slowly drawled, “I been ‘specting you.”

The visitors both looked surprised. He nodded to himself as if making up his mind.

“You better both come in outta that sun.” He turned and led them into the house. The house was cool a dark. He took them into the room to the left of the front door where Ed had seen the curtains twitch. The carpeted room was homely, with old but well cared for furniture. A two-seat sofa and armchair had matching floral print covers while the dark brown coffee table that separated them carried the signs of many a spilt drink, the only occupant now being a silver TV remote. In the corner was a relatively modern TV that matched the remote from the table that sat on a black metal stand. An old John Wayne western film was showing but the sound was muted. In front of that sat the largest recliner Ed had ever seen. He knew that you could get out-size clothes, but he had never thought about out-size furniture before. An old TV ad popped into his head, and he wondered how many Naugas had given up their hides in the making of that one chair. Hard to accept that people once believed that the PVC infused knit fabric had really come from an animal called a Nauga. A series of ads had suggested that Naugas gladly gave up their pelts as they shed skin much like a snake so that no animals were killed in the making of the leather replacement. Few people realised that the truth was much more mundane. Named after the town where it was first produced, Naugahyde was first made by Uniroyal in 1936 at a factory in Naugatuck, Connecticut. A grim smile twitched briefly across the salesman’s features. He continued his brief inventory of Buster’s furniture. Against the back wall sat a wooden writing desk crowded with family photos of Buster and his wife, and of course, pictures of Grace Benjamin. Ed walked over to the desk and picked up a picture of Grace. Although the photo was obviously dated, it still had vibrant colours and was a close-up of the little girl’s face and torso. She was dressed in a yellow flowery dress that complimented her dark skin. The way she was hugging a dolly close to her chest stirred something in Ed’s mind but he willingly let it go.

“Folks have been talking, saying you been askin’ bout my Gracie”. Buster said it as a fact, not a question. Linda looked at Buster with sadness in her eyes.

“Can we sit down? I think you are going to want to hear what we have to say.”

“Sure you can Miss Linda, please” he waved to the two-seater as he dropped heavily into the over-sized nauga-covered chair.

He swivelled it around so he could face the couple. Ed joined Linda on the settee, cleared his throat several times, trying to think of an easy way into this conversation. Linda laid her hand on Ed’s as if to say ‘it’s okay, let me start’.

“Buster, I know it’s been a long time that she’s been gone but we think Ed might be able to find Grace.”

She looked into Buster’s big brown eyes but couldn’t read them at all, so she continued.

“When Mr Saunders came into town the other day something happened to him, something strange, that he cannot figure out, but he thinks it has something to do with your little girl going missing. We’ll understand if you want us to go and not hear us out, and we’ll definitely understand if you don’t believe a word we have to say, but believe me Buster, we are here because we want to help. Is that okay?”

The big man nodded but said nothing. She turned to Ed and said, “Tell him, tell Buster what happened and what you saw.”

Tentatively Ed retold the events since his arrival, missing out the detail about seeing the body but including the flashback of her abduction, the disturbance of his room, the missing newspaper report, the break-in at the library and the associated fire. Linda added information where she could. It took a long time to tell. When they had finished the room went quiet. Buster looked directly into Ed’s eyes for long moments, then without saying anything, got up and walked out of the room. After a minute Ed turned to Linda, their knees touching as they sat together on the small seat.

“What do you think; do you think he believes me?”

“I don’t know Ed, it all sounds so fantastic, and I’ve witnessed some of it, but I do hope so.”

“Yes ma’am, I believe there is something in what duh man said.”

They both jumped as Buster came back in the room carrying a tray with a jug of liquid and three tall glasses. “I shoulda offered you something to drink; I’m sorry bout dat. Lemonade?”

Without waiting for a response, he set the tray down on the coffee table, pushing aside the TV remote, then three-quarters filled all the glasses. They silently took the proffered drinks, nodding thanks to their host. Buster sat back in his chair, head down, his drink untouched on the tray.

After a few minutes of silence Buster cleared his throat and said, “I’m not a religious man,” he began, “losing Gracie helped quite a bit in that. No god would put a family through what we went through. Gracie was our whole life. Elsa, my wife, she kept her faith right to the end, but she was still a broken woman. She been gone nearly ten years herself now; doctors said it was some kinda virus, a bug or somethin’ but she died of a broken heart. I promised her I would find our child an’ lay her to rest before my time is done. I aim to keep that promise; every day I get that I ain’t workin’ I spends up in duh hills. I been all over but never found any trace. I figured if she just got lost or fell there woulda been somethin’, even just bones. What you say ‘bout seein’ her in dat truck is what I felt back then, somethin’ not right bout duh whole thing.”

“If you don’t believe in a god, why do you believe Ed’s story Buster?” asked Linda.

“Well it’s true I did use to work at the 5 and dime on Main back then, an what you said ‘bout the white kids givin’ me a hard time? Well, dat happened most days, ‘til I started workin’ out anyhows, but it ain’t that. I may not believe in God but I think there is somethin’ after… well, after we gone, but I tell you somethin’ I never told no one before today. I held Elsa’s hand when she went. It was right here in dis house. The doctor had gone, said there was nothin’ he could do so I sat with her, jus’ holdin’ her hand. Just before she went she brightened up; she said “Buster, she’s here! Our baby is here, I can see her!” Elsa smiled for the first time in many years at dat moment. She was so beautiful, the years jus fell away from her. Her eyes were open an’ lookin’ at me but she was somewheres else, with Gracie. Then the smile went and she was listenin’, listenin’ real good, and noddin’ her head. Last thing she said was “Someone gonna come Buster, gonna come help you find our baby, bring her home.” She told me what they would look like, then she smiled again, told me she loved me then closed her eyes, and she was gone.”

Buster looked up from the pages of his memory and looked straight at Ed Saunders. “Reason I believe you mister, is ‘cos duh man she told me bout, it was you, no doubt.”

SEVENTEEN

They were back in the car outside Buster’s house. He said he had to get to work at the gas station but had vowed to help them in any way he could to find his daughter, before he left he had drawn a simple map of where the bicycle had been found and where the searches had been carried out so many years ago.

“Well that’s not how I thought it would go!” exclaimed Ed.

“No”, agreed Linda, “knowing you were coming one day… that was, er, unexpected.”

“But no stranger than what I told him!”

“True, very true.”

They sat perfectly still, staring out of the windshield, trying to take in everything that Buster had said. After his revelation about Elsa’s deathbed prophecy, he went on to say that the locals had rallied round, helping in the search but few were white folks and those few only spent two days on it, whereas friends looked for weeks after.

Ed looked at the map in front of him then passed it to Linda. “Mean anything to you?”

Linda looked at the piece of A4 paper, turned it around a few times then said, “Yes, we can find this place, but if we have to start going up into the hills we won’t make it in this or the Nissan. Most of the places he has marked are only accessible from dirt tracks.” She looked from the map to the digital clock on the dash. It read 3:47. The day was disappearing quickly. She thought for a moment longer then nodded to herself, coming to a decision. “Okay, drive me back to my place can you. I’ll pick up the Nissan later.”

“Sure”, said Ed as he turned the key. “What’s the plan?”

“I’ll show you when we get to my place.” she replied mysteriously.

There was little traffic to speak of as they drove swiftly across town but it still took the best part of an hour to reach Linda’s old ranch. The wheels crunched on the gravel as Ed pulled up outside.

“Come in a minute, I’ll have to ask Esther if she can stay a bit later today, and we need some things.”

As Linda made her way into her house Ed leaned back and swiftly grabbed an old leather flight jacket from the back seat and his 9mm Browning and shoulder holster from the glove box. By the time he had reached the house the jacket neatly concealed any trace of the weapon hanging from his left side.

He waited in the hall while Linda went and found Esther and Joshua. She found them in the kitchen baking. After hugs and kisses and the briefest of conversations Linda was back in the hall, but now carrying a foot long burgundy Maglite flashlight, her cell-phone and some snack bars.

“Hold these would you while I go and get changed?” She dumped the items into Ed’s hands then bounded up the stairs two at a time. Ed couldn’t resist following her with his eyes as she sprinted up to the top floor, once again reflecting on her magnificent physic. Within minutes she was coming back down again. Ed couldn’t help but smile appreciatively at her long legs wrapped now in tight denim covered with what looked like brown riding boots and her body covered by a tightly fitted red and yellow checked shirt. Her hair was now pushed back into a ponytail. The smile on her face showed that she had got the reaction she was hoping for. She strode past Ed, snatched up a set of car keys from the dish on the coat rack then said, “Okay, follow me.”

She marched purposefully out of the front door, off the porch and towards the big barn that sat to the side of the estate. ‘I would follow you anywhere’ Ed thought to himself, then quickly followed her out of the front door. He had to jog a little before he caught up with her, giving him an ample opportunity to watch Linda’s exaggerated wiggle.

“What have you got stashed in here, a HumVee?” he teased.

“Not far off the mark Mr Saunders.” She replied.

With a proud flourish, she pulled one of the big doors wide leaving Ed to squint into the dimly lit barn. The barn was sparsely filled with ancient farming equipment, workbenches and handtools. Near the back wall sat a shrouded vehicle. The boxy shape hidden by the cover was unmistakable.

“Is that what I think it is Linda?”

“Probably.” She said as she strode over to it. She lifted one corner of the dust cover and pulled it up and over to reveal a Jeep Cherokee.

“It’s over fifteen years old but it’s almost like new.”

Ed did a low whistle as he gave the tough off-roader a quick look over. The deep amethyst blue paint had lost none of its lustre and the chunky aluminium wheels glistened in the half-light. The SUV had obviously been well maintained. Linda walked back from pushing open the other door and blipped the remote central locking. “It was Ben’s pride and joy. He could’ve bought a sexy sports car but he had always wanted a Jeep since he was a little boy, he couldn’t find an affordable world war two jeep so he bought this XJ instead. It was almost new when he bought it; somehow I just couldn’t part with it.”

“It looks in great shape.” Ed agreed.

“I keep it washed and polished and take it into town every once in a while to get gassed up.”

Now with both barn doors open, there was much more light coming in. Ed bent down near the back of the Jeep.

“This thing has parabolic leaf springs on it”

“Yep!” replied Linda, “It also has a 2inch lift kit and protection plates for the engine and transmission. The winch on the front and the snorkel are extras too.” She said with pride.

“Sounds like you know what you are talking about.” Ed said, impressed.

“Not really, but Ben went on about it so much when he got things done to it, it must have stuck in my head.”

She jumped in and put the key in the ignition. The Jeep started on the first turn. She wound the electric window down on the passenger side and asked over the noise of the burbling 4litre high-output engine if Ed could close the doors after she had driven out. Ed saluted his agreement and followed behind the car as Linda slipped the T-bar selector of the auto box into drive, let out the parking brake and crept forwards. As Ed followed the off-roader he noticed a whole set of tools hanging over a workbench to the side. He selected a spade from its hook, leaving a painted shadow on the wall where the tool belonged.

Ed closed the big barn doors, set the latch then opened the rear door and put the spade with the flashlight on the floor behind the front passenger seat. He caught Linda’s enquiring look over her shoulder. “Just in case.” He replied to the unspoken question. She nodded knowingly as he jumped into the right-hand side. The soft grey leather seats were cool to the touch and a welcome from the late afternoon heat from outside. He gave her back her cell-phone which she plugged into a hands-free unit mounted on the dash.

“Okay, it’s a bit of a drive but I know roughly where we are going.” They both put on their seatbelts, Ed set the aircon to cool then Linda headed for the main road. The curtain from the front room window fell back in place as Josh let it go, turning away from the dust cloud left by the Jeep, and headed for his room.

EIGHTEEN

The journey took them north-east towards the Allegheny range. The sprawling conurbation lay behind them with just an occasional shack or turning for a farm. Even to Ed’s untrained eye, he could see that the crops were struggling as the once rich earth turned to dust. In the distance, he could hear the plaintive sound of a railroad locomotive sounding its horn. Looking left across the flatlands he could make out the distinct shape of the train coming closer. Linda looked ahead at the crossing coming up; it was still some way off.

“Train coming.” Ed said

“I know but I don’t think we are going to get to the crossing before it arrives, this is no Ferrari!”

They arrived at the track crossing just as the huge EMD SD40-2 diesel locomotive thundered through. The locomotive carried the livery of the Indiana & Ohio Railroad with its main red body and black upper paintwork set against the white writing. The train was heading from west to east with what looked like over a hundred grain trucks being pulled, Ed guessed the locomotive was heading for the Grain Elevator at Thackery. As the sound of the horn died away all that could be heard now was the clickety-clack of the trucks rolling across the track ties.

“I might as well turn the motor off, we are going to be here some time.”

Ed made no reply. She looked across to her passenger, “Ed, are you okay, Ed?”

“Oh no!” was all he managed to murmur as the headache returned with full force. He cried out, arching his back against the seat, his head going over the head restraint, his hands digging into the armrests. As the pain increased his world went white…… then completely black.

No Particular Place To Go.

Ed came too with a groan but thankfully no pain. Looking out of the windshield the train was rumbling into the distance, the noise now just a gentle ticking. As it curled away he could see it wasn’t the same train, this one was all black and looked much older, and it only pulled a dozen freight cars.

“How long was I out for this time?” he asked.

There was no reply, as there was no one else in the car.

“Linda?”

He looked around quickly and realised immediately that he was still out. He was having a flashback and was sitting behind the big white steering wheel of the 1959 DeSoto again. The chrome encrusted radio was blaring out Chuck Berry so Ed leaned over and turned the volume down to a more bearable level. Now used to the flashbacks he wondered what he was doing here, he knew that there must be a purpose. The day had grown longer, the sun was almost gone. Looking up ahead, the red jewels of stop lights twinkled in the far distance from the back of another vehicle. He was much too far away to tell what the vehicle was, but instinctively he felt he must find out. The big V8 engine was already running so he pushed the D button on the dash, released the big chrome T-bar parking brake and rolled across the rail tracks. Once over the tracks and back on the blacktop, he put his foot down hard on the gas pedal. The mighty engine and Torqueflite three-speed transmission punched the car forwards, the acceleration pushing Ed into the back of the bench seat.

“Wow, I don’t remember my old DeSoto going this fast.” he thought to himself. By the time Chuck had finished singing Ed had got to the intersection where he had seen the stop lights on the other vehicle, but now there was nothing to be seen, two intersecting country roads that seemed to lead nowhere. He looked to his left, nothing for miles but flat land and the setting sun. He looked to his right and at the low hills and trees just a few miles away. No contest, he turned right and hit the gas.

The cultivated land looked healthier; the crops seemed to be thriving in the fertile earth. The rows of wheat and corn soon gave way to the forest as the terrain began to rise. Way ahead he could just make out the twin spots of red on the other vehicle; he was gaining on it he felt sure. There was nothing else around, no traffic, no buildings, nothing. He pushed the big-finned car faster, the speedometer creeping up to 95.

“You’re listening to the Bill Randle Show at W.E.R.E coming at you on 1300 kilohertz AM. That was Chuck Berry, and this is Fred Harris and the Manhattans singing… Crazy ’bout you”.

Sho be doh be do wop

Sho be doh be do wop

Sho be doh be do wop

I’m crazy ‘bout you baby,

I’m crazy ‘bout your face,

I want you with me always

My heart sores into space.

The slow melodic strains of the Doo-Wop group rose from the radio speakers set in the parcel shelf and behind the dash as they started harmonising. Ed could now make out what the vehicle in front was, an old red pick-up truck. He could feel his anger rise with the terrain; he closed the gap on the slower pick-up. It was now almost completely dark but he kept the quad headlamps turned off. If the dream or flashback or whatever the hell it was happening to him would let him, he intended to follow the driver, not confront him, see where he was going with the girl. If she was still alive, then he would attack the would-be killer. Could he save her, change history? God only knew, but he would try his damnedest. The road started to twist and turn some, the pick-up now had its lights on as it climbed higher into the hills. Ed stayed a few bends back so he couldn’t be seen by the driver but he was taken by surprise when the brake lights came on and the truck quickly slowed then swerved violently to the left taking a narrower road. Trying not to illuminate his own brake lights, Ed came off the gas and let the weight of the car against the hill slow him down. He took the left turn just a little too fast and the DeSoto fishtailed but he got it back under control and drove on. The smaller road was little more than a dirt track but the pick-up was now creating a dust cloud behind it that showed the way and hid Ed from the driver. The trees covered the dark sky so there was little in the way of moon or starlight to guide Ed forwards, so reluctantly he slowed. Killing himself wouldn’t help anyone, but then again, could he get killed at all if this was just a dream?! More questions than answers so far, but it wasn’t a question he wanted to find the answer to anytime soon.

He concentrated on the rutted track, trying to keep the truck in sight. After five minutes of bumping and juddering deeper into the forest and a few more smaller turns, he saw the brake lights come on up ahead. Ed pulled the car over behind some bushes and killed the engine. He cranked down the window and listened. Nothing! No engine, the truck had stopped. Ed opened the door and cursed himself when the courtesy light came on. “Idiot!” he said to himself. He quickly got out and gently closed the door, extinguishing the light again. “Well there goes my night vision,” he thought to himself, “just hope that fella didn’t see it”. Up ahead he heard a squeal as a rusty door was opened then slammed shut seconds later. Ed wanted to move forward but as he couldn’t see very far he waited another few minutes before making his way up the track, letting his eyes become re-accustomed to the dark. He needn’t have worried about losing the trail of the driver. Whoever it was must have been certain about being alone as they crashed through the undergrowth, snapping low branches and crushing fallen twigs underfoot. Ed got to the pick-up. It was the same old red post-war Dodge he had seen from his first flashback, he was sure of that. It was hard to tell from that era but with its bull nose, he guessed it was a 1948 or 49 model. The engine ticked gently as it began to cool. There was nothing in the bed, just a large battered tool chest bolted down behind the cab. Crouching low, he slid up the right side to the cab and peaked in. He was relieved to see it was empty. Fearful that he still might lose his pray he went into the tree line, following the trail of broken branches and noise up ahead. Whoever was up there, their progress was slow and Ed closed the gap. He thought he heard a man’s voice curse following the ‘thwap’ of a branch springing back into place. Ed’s eyes were now getting used to the dark and he could see fairly well, well enough that he recognised where he was. The trees had become less dense and he could now see the small stream he had crossed yesterday. Was it only yesterday… or fifty years ago? As he made the clearing near the stream he could see a man up ahead just going into the trees on the other side of the water. Instinctively, Ed ducked down but the man never turned around. Ed’s heart sank when he saw the Hessian sack on the man’s shoulders, he was too late. Anger rose again like bile in his throat, burning away. He wanted to crash ahead and tackle the man to the ground. He even started to run forwards but by the time he had reached the stream his sense had returned. He took a deep breath, calmed himself then stepped onto the stones across the water.

The gap between the two men was only about a hundred yards but in a forest area that was more than enough for Ed to avoid being seen. Defying his heavy build, his army training from years ago and his martial arts gave him a lightness of foot. He remembered to place the outside of his feet gently down before rolling the whole of his body weight onto the limb, avoiding unnecessary noise and snapping fallen branches. The wildlife gave off a noisy cover of its own; crickets chirped away rhythmically, accompanied by unidentified night birds and the scurrying of small mammals. Only once did he make a dead branch snap underfoot. He froze and watched his prey; the man ahead paused, turned his head to listen then seemingly satisfied that it was animal noises, continued on. As the land became steeper Ed realised that they were almost at the destination, the small clearing with the fallen trees. With the guy in front carrying the heavy sack, he closed the gap easily and was only thirty yards behind the assailant when he reached the clearing. Still with his back to Ed, the guy unceremoniously dropped the sack then rubbed his shoulder free of aches. He knelt down beside the sack and untied the thin rope holding it closed. Moonlight illuminated the area like a stage set; Ed could see that the man was tall and lean but well-built with broad shoulders. The red check lumberjack-style shirt was the same, tucked into dark jeans. The clothes were hard-working but well-worn and faded. The only item that seemed to conspicuously stick out in its newness was the shiny black belt that held up the jeans and had metal loops and a utility pocket. When the man came back up he was holding a wooden-handled spade. The ground was soft and boggy underfoot and took little effort to disturb with the blade of the tool. Working just a few feet in front of the sack the man began to dig. Ed wasn’t sure if he could watch this any longer, what he wanted to do was jump on his back and rip the guy’s head off then bury him, then take the girl home to her folks. But he and Linda had come up with a game plan that would hopefully catch the guy in the future. The future, now?! But this felt like now, this was no dream, this was real. His head almost ached with the confusion. “To hell with it,” he thought, “I can’t watch this happen”. He stepped out from behind the large pine he had been hiding behind and stepped out towards the man just as the killer threw down the spade and turned to pick up the sack. Ed froze in shock; he knew who it was! The guy was in perfect silhouette; the chiselled jawline and skull-like head made the man instantly recognisable. But more than that, the man’s actions had drawn Ed’s eyes to the sack again as something rolled out. Ed’s shock was complete, the ebony arm that he had expected to fall out was not an arm or even ebony, it was a head, the head of a blonde-haired white child.

NINETEEN

Ed’s eyes opened suddenly, staring straight ahead. “Oh my God! You scared me half to death!” exclaimed Linda as she shrank back away from Ed. “Are you okay?”

Ed stared out the front screen at the now empty landscape. They were now just the other side of the train crossing, looking into the darkness of open country. “Ed, talk to me, are you okay?” she repeated. Slowly he turned towards her voice, but still not seeing her, his mind still back in the past.

“It wasn’t her” he mumbled.

“What? What do you mean it wasn’t her, wasn’t who?”

“It wasn’t her Linda, it wasn’t Gracie.” He said softly. “I saw him, the killer, I saw him drive into the hills with the body, I followed him. He dug a shallow grave, but it wasn’t Grace Benjamin, it was someone else, a white girl, the waitress was right, there’s more than one!”

“Oh no, please God no, not more of them!”

“It gets worse” he hesitated, “I don’t know if I should tell you or not but if we find them I guess you’ll know sooner or later.”

“Know what Ed? How can it be any worse for Christ sake?”

For the first time since coming round he looked into Linda’s big brown eyes. Reluctantly he said “I saw the girls head, long blonde hair, it had pigtails and ribbons… but, but that was all, it was just a head. He’d cut it off Linda, she’d been decapitated!”

She leaned across the centre consul and embraced him, pulling him towards her. He was thankful as she wouldn’t see the tears rolling down his cheeks. He put his arms around her as best as the Jeep would allow, he could feel her sobbing quietly too. He couldn’t remember the last time he had cried, maybe when his mom had died many years ago, maybe not since the war. They sat like that for what seemed like forever, until the pain in their hearts subsided enough so that they could think straight again. Eventually, they pulled apart but held hands across the centre of the 4X4. Her dark skin contrasted with his lighter tan. Ed looked down, he thought they looked and felt good together. She did the same, gaining strength from the contact. Finally, she spoke.

“What are we going to do now, is there any point in going up there?” she asked.

“Yes!” he replied, “I want to see if I can find the place again while it’s still fresh in my head. We need to know where they are so we can bring them back. I also need to know I am not going crazy, but the main thing is we need to lead him back to the bodies, it’s the only way to prove it was him.”

“Okay, let’s go find them.”

She put her hand on the key in the ignition but didn’t turn it.

“Who was it Ed, you saw who the killer was didn’t you. Did you recognise him?”

He nodded slowly.

“Who?”

He told her the name of the killer.

“Oh!” she said. There wasn’t much surprise in her voice. After a moment, she steeled herself, said: “Right then.”

She turned the key, selected drive and headed towards the hills.

TWENTY

The orangey-yellow Toyota pick-up crawled slowly past the entrance to the farm, the driver shadowed in the darkness of the cab. The headlights were off but he could see where he was heading easily enough, he had been out here many times over the years. There was a service entrance a couple of hundred yards past the main house. He could see from the road that only one light was still burning in the farmhouse, in the main living room downstairs. He carefully turned onto the dirt track of the service road for the property, crawling slowly forwards, the quiet engine barely ticking over on idle. The truck bumped gently through a few potholes and came to rest near the back door of the building. The digital clock display said 21.33, late enough he guessed but he would have to hurry. He pulled down the balaclava type woollen hat over his face so that only his nose and eyes protruded. From a backpack on the passenger seat he pulled out a nightstick, a small aerosol can and a roll of black gaffer tape. The tape he put on his wrist like a bracelet, the nightstick stayed in his right hand and the can, a bottle of mace, he gripped in his left hand. The interior light of the pick-up came on as he opened the driver’s door causing the intruder to curse under his breath. He turned and quickly but gently closed the truck’s door, extinguishing the light. Without hesitation, he walked purposefully to the farm’s back door. He guessed that it would be unlocked, and the masked intruder was right. A turn of the big silver knob and the door swung in quietly on nicely oiled hinges. He looked around the darkened kitchen then moved stealthily towards the front of the house where the lights from the living room flooded out into the hall. He slowed and tiptoed towards the entry to the room, the nightstick raised. Esther was sitting by the fire, her back to the door, reading a book, completely unaware that she had unexpected company. As the intruder entered the room, the old wood flooring creaked under his weight, causing the woman to turn around.

“Josh, why are you out of bed?” Her words died away as she saw the masked man coming towards her. For someone in their late 60s Esther was very sprightly and fit. She quickly jumped up and hurled the heavy-bound book at her assailant’s head. He deftly ducked and came at her. He was surprised that she showed no sign of fear but it didn’t slow down his assualt.

“Get the hell out of here!” she screamed as she squared up to the oncoming attack. Unperturbed, he came on, the nightstick raised higher ready for the attack. Esther grabbed the first thing to hand, which happened to be a metal poker for the fire but she failed to see the spray can in the attacker’s other hand. Instead of bringing down a heavy blow towards her, he simply extended his left arm and sprayed mace straight into her face. Dropping the poker, she clutched at her eyes, a scream braking from her lips. Before the scream could reach any volume, the attacker followed through with his right hand, bringing a hard blow across the side of Esther’s head. She dropped to the floor, instantly unconscious, the scream stopped almost before it started. He looked down at his handy work. A small pool of blood was spreading across the floor, quickly absorbed by the carpet. He kicked her hard in the back, to make sure she wasn’t faking, and then walked out of the room towards the stairs.

TWENTY-ONE

The Jeep made rapid progress along the empty country road. Ed pondered that except for a few billboards and a signpost reading State Farm Road, the land looked the same as when he drove this way just a short while ago in his dream. As they approached the intersection he pointed right. Linda hardly slowed for the yield sign as she took the corner and gunned the 4.0li high-output engine, thrusting the sturdy SUV towards the hills. As they came into the treeline, Ed leaned forward in his seat, paying closer attention to the road. After a few minutes he asked Linda to slow down a little. She glanced at the map Buster had scribbled down.

“This is nowhere near where they found the bike. That was over the other side, much closer to town.”

“That’s what I figured; it was a decoy, put folks off of where to look. None of this seems accidental or spur of the moment. It all feels, well, organised you know, pre-planned?”

“Yes, I’m afraid I do.” She replied.

They drove on in silence for a few more minutes before Ed asked: “How long was I out for back there?”

“About twenty minutes, you moved a lot, like you were having a nightmare. I didn’t want to try and wake you just in case, well you know, just in case…”

“Just in case it killed me? I think that’s supposed to be for sleepwalkers and I’m not sure that’s true, but thanks.”

“I didn’t know what to do, the train passed and I just sat there watching you, I was thinking maybe we should turn back but then you seemed to get calmer so I drove over the tracks and waited, you came round just after.”

“Twenty minutes? It seemed much longer, like real time you know?”

They fell back into silence as they drove higher into the hills. They passed a turning that Ed thought might be the one they needed but as they slowed he could see it was a newer intrusion into the trees. Looking up the turn he could see it lead to a cement base holding a cell-phone mast ringed by chain link fencing.

“Umph!” he grunted at the ugly erection. “That definitely wasn’t here last time.”

“That’s progress for you.” She replied.

After another minute and a half he saw the turn. “Here, here, go left!” he pointed excitedly at the small turn. She slowed and took the left turn then following Ed’s directions continued up into the hills.

With each fork in the trail the tracks got smaller and rougher. At one point they had to stop so that Ed could drag the dead trunk of a Buckeye out of the way. The Jeep rocked and rolled through the dips and troughs of the rutted track.

“We’re nearly there…… Yes! That’s where I parked the DeSoto, behind there.” He pointed over to the right to an overgrown cutway. “Go up a bit further, we’ll stop where he parked the pick-up.”

She looked across at him. “A DeSoto? Do they make those things anymore? What were you doing in a DeSoto?”

He smiled ruefully. “I honestly don’t know, it’s the car I always seem to be driving when I have the dreams. I guess it’s because I learnt to drive in one, but really, I just don’t know.”

He pointed ahead to where the track got just a little wider. “That’s it. Stop over there.”

She pulled in to where he had pointed and cut the engine.

“We won’t get any further, even in this.” He said. “It’s through there.” Pointing towards the dense, overgrown woodland.

“How far from here?” she asked.

Ed looked at her; she seemed a lot less certain now, her resolve starting to crumble. He couldn’t think of anything to reassure her that wouldn’t sound patronising. He gently took her hand and gave it a gentle squeeze. She gave him a lame, sickly smile that reminded Ed of Pinnochio in the poolroom on Pleasure Island after he’d had a large drag on a cigar that made him go green.

“Not far, maybe twenty minutes, depending on how overgrown it is.” With a last squeeze, he added, “Come on, let’s get this over with.”

“Ed, I don’t know if I can…”

“Yes, we can,” he interrupted with more certainty than he felt. He opened the passenger door and slid out of the car. As Linda exited on the other side Ed grabbed the spade and flashlight from the floor behind where he had sat. He then looked up at the sky, it was ablaze with pinks and reds as the sun offered a spectacular finale to the day. It wasn’t dark yet but it wouldn’t be long in coming. Handing the large Maglite to Linda, Ed said, “We’d better get going, I don’t want to be lost in the woods all night.” And with that, he set off across the track and into the undergrowth. Linda hesitated a moment longer, looking around suspiciously at the darkening forest, then blipped the remote central locking on the Jeep and headed quickly after Ed.

The going was easier than Ed had expected but still tough. He could make out the faintest hint of an old pathway made by either humans or wild animals. Where brambles grew thickly he hit them back with the spade, cutting a path through but spiky thorns and low branches still clawed at their clothes and exposed skin. Nothing was said until they reached the break in the trees where the stream ran down some fifteen minutes later. Ed walked to the bank and looked down. In the half-light, he could see that the stepping stones seemed just a little smaller but there was a lot less water flowing too. The stream was barely more than a trickle now.

“This is where I crossed, we’re nearly there.” He looked into Linda’s large brown eyes, gaining strength from the compassion he saw in them. He stepped closer to her and removed a small twig from her raven black hair, then gently stroked her cheek.

“Nearly there.” He repeated, more softly.

“I’m okay, let’s get going.”

He nodded, took her hand and led her across the brook.

TWENTY-TWO

The boy had been easy to take. Still dreary from sleep, he had put up little resistance. When the attacker had placed the gaffer tape over his mouth, Josh’s eyes opened in confusion but quickly turned to alarm when he saw the masked figure. Josh kicked and flailed out with his arms, knocking the Buzz Lightyear bedside lamp to the floor with a crash but a swift smack to the back of the boy’s head with the back of a hand quickly subdued him. The assailant dragged the boy roughly from his bed, holding him by the collar of his pyjamas.

“You make a single sound, try to run, anything, be the last thing you ever do. Understand?” Fear made the boy’s eyes nearly pop from his head but he did not respond to the man’s threat or look into the masked man’s eyes. The intruder shook him again.

“Understand me boy?”

The boy finally nodded meekly, still avoiding eye contact. He looked down at the floor. At that, the attacker twisted the boy around and bound his wrists behind his back with more of the strong tape. With a forceful shove in the back, he pushed the boy towards the door.

“Move!” he barked.

Josh stumbled into the hallway towards the stairs guided by the abductor’s hand gripping the back of his top. They made their way down the steps, through the house to the kitchen. Josh lifted his head only briefly to look into the living room, where he saw the body of Esther laying on the floor. The stranger frog-marched the terrified boy out of the backdoor and into the chill night air of the backyard. As the pair made their way from the house into the darkness, the small sharp stones cut into the sensitive underside of Josh’s naked feet making him jump and skip in pain. He stumbled and almost fell on his face; only the weight of the assailant grabbing him back stopped the child from slamming head-first into the rough ground. Half-dragged and half-pushed they got to the pick-up truck where the attacker man-handled Josh into the passenger side of the truck and got him to sit in the footwell, out of sight. From his pack, he took out a small cloth sack and placed it over the terrified boys head. Now that he couldn’t be seen, the man peeled up the knitted mask to reveal his pale, fleshy face, then started the truck, spun it around and headed away from the farm. When he had the bumpy farm track behind him and was on smoother blacktop, he pulled his cell-phone from his breast pocket, hit a speed-dial button and waited for a reply. The call was answered but no-one spoke at the other end of the line. The driver said just two words, “It’s done.” then hung up.

TWENTY-THREE

They were both panting slightly as they made the clearing. The last vestiges of daylight had bled away so that there was no colour to the sky but an inky blackness. Wispy clouds covered most of the stars that were already visible and the moon had yet to reach any height that would help the couple see. Linda switched on the flashlight and played the powerful beam around the area. She guessed it was almost forty-foot square and was mostly moss and tufts of hardy long grass with the occasional fallen tree. The forest made a tall, almost impenetrable barrier around them. As they had entered the clearing the local wildlife had become silent but very soon the noise of crickets, cicadas and the occasional bullfrog could be heard. Most of the birdlife seemed to be sleeping already but the eerie soft hoot of an Eastern Screech-Owl added to the already tense atmosphere.

“Is this the place?” she asked quietly.

“Yes, I’m positive. When I first came here, in the second dream I had, I crouched over there behind that trunk.” He replied in little more than a whisper. He pointed to what was left of the husk of a large pine that was now barely a few pieces of bark, eaten away and rotted over the years. He took the flashlight from her hand and guided it across the ground. Tentatively he walked forward, panning left and right with the beam. Looking back at the tree line they had come from for guidance he stopped near the centre of the clearing.

“I think it was about here.” He offered.

“Well, it doesn’t look as if anyone has ever been here, let alone recently, which is good, right?”

“You mean whoever was doing this stopped at some point? Well, yeah, I guess so, or maybe they just found somewhere else to bury the evidence.” He handed the flashlight back to Linda then tried the earth with the tip of the spade, it gave way easily.

“Ed!” she exclaimed, stopping him from his exploration. “I’m still not sure about this, it feels, I don’t know, it feels like desecration, like we’re disturbing a grave, a hallowed place, it feels wrong.”

“We are digging a grave, but it’s not the one she should be in is it? This isn’t a cemetery, it’s a murderer’s hiding place and we need to be certain that Grace and the others are here. We can’t go to the authorities and tell them I had a dream, they wouldn’t believe it, and even if they did, we can’t prove who did it. I want to dig around here just about as much as you do, but we have to do this Linda. We have to know they are here and then find a way to trap the killer, then we can get them home, where they belong.”

They stood close to each other for support; the light on the ground offered by the flashlight enough to show the torment on their faces. Finally, she nodded acceptance and pointed the flashlight at the end of the spade. Ed looked at Linda for a moment more. The longer he knew her the more he liked her. He turned his attention from her beautiful face to the task at hand. Gently he coaxed the spade into the soft earth. By the light of the flashlight he worked his way around the area that he thought the girl was buried in. He took away the top layer of black soil and placed it to one side, ready to be put back in place, then he carefully dug deeper, making a pile beside the suspected grave. He didn’t know how deep the murderer had buried her but he guessed at least three foot down so that animals wouldn’t disturb the remains. The ground was soft and clay-like, each spadeful separated with a squelchy, wet noise. The soft, rotting black topsoil lasted for about eighteen inches before it became lighter in shade. Although it was better than digging in hard ground it was still back-breaking work and after a few minutes Ed was breathing hard but he continued apace.

“Stop! What was that?” cried Linda.

“What was what?” Ed looked around where he had been digging but could only see moist earth and ooze.

“There, just in front of your right foot, it’s covered over again but I am sure I saw something.”

Ed moved the earth around with the spade where she had pointed but still, he saw nothing.

“There! There! Right by your foot.”

Ed knelt down and moved some earth with his hands. They both gasped when they saw the bright red swatch of fabric. The colour was still vibrant and the small delicate yellow flower print was still equally as clear. Ed got the spade and shaved away another layer of the clay-like earth from around the fabric. The flashlight beam was quivering. He looked up to see that Linda was shaking uncontrollably, hugging her own body with her left arm. Ed was reluctant but he spoke to her.

“I’m sorry, I’m gonna need some help here.”

Ed stood and held out his hand, Linda took it and stepped down into the shallow trench. They both knelt down and began to move clumps of clay with their bare hands, not wanting to hit anything with the sharp blade of the digging tool. Within seconds they had uncovered more of the material which looked to be the bottom of a dress. It was Ed that worked his way sideways into the packed earth and discovered the limb.

“Oh my god!” exclaimed Linda. She fell back as she instinctively drew away from what she had seen. The palest of skin could be seen as Ed removed more of the moist earth. The patch of white skin became a thigh. They now worked together, moving upward towards the torso.

“She doesn’t look as if she’s been here for a week, let alone forty years, how can that be?” Linda asked.

“I guess the clay soil has preserved her”, he replied. He paused then added, “I think you should probably step out now, we’re nearly where the head should be”. She nodded, passed the flashlight to Ed then climbed out of the grave. She stepped a few feet away, turning her back on the horror in the clearing. It took just another minute of scrapping for Ed to find the neck and then moments later, the girl’s severed head.

“Oh dear god!” he murmured.

Between quiet sobs, she whispered “Ed, please hurry, I want to go?”

“I’m nearly done” she heard him say. He was grunting from exertion then it went quiet again. She turned back towards the hole in the ground just as he was climbing out. In the flashlight light she could see he held a piece of ribbon taken from one of the girls ponytails.

“Hold the light would you, I’m gonna cover her back over, hold this too?” He passed her the light and ribbon, grabbed the spade and gently started replacing the soil. The light strayed a little as she hiccupped with her crying but she tried not to shine the beam directly into the grave. When it was done Ed carefully put the topsoil back in place and patted it down with the spade. Linda’s tears had dried as he finished making the ground look as undisturbed as possible. He threw a few pieces of dead branches and leaves around the area they had dug. He took the flashlight back and swept the beam around, checking his handy work. He nodded to himself, reached for Linda’s hand and led the way back to the car.

TWENTY-FOUR

It was fully dark as they made their way back to the Jeep so the going was slow. Linda blipped the remote and jumped in the passenger side.

“Could you drive, I don’t think I’m up to it?” she asked, offering the keys to Ed.

“No problem”. He took the keys, dumped the flashlight and spade in the back then walked around to the other side of the car. As he got in he noticed that the cell phone was flashing from its holder on the dash.

“You’ve got a message, your phones flashing”.

“Oh, it’s probably Esther seeing what time we’ll be back, I’ll give her a call and tell her we’re on our way”.

Linda picked up the phone, unlocked it and opened the waiting message. Ed looked at his companion in surprise as a huge sob ripped through her. She broke down in tears, the cell falling to the floor as she held her face in her hands. Ed picked up the phone and read the message: IF YOU EVER WANT TO SEE YOUR BOY AGAIN DUMP THE SALESMAN AND GO HOME BITCH.

“Linda?…… Linda? Listen to me, phone home, see if Josh is there”.

She pulled herself together almost as quickly as she had lost control. Ed was realising that this woman was made of strong stuff, and now this, after the evening they had already gone through.

“Call home, make sure they’re alright, I’ll get us heading back”.

She sniffed several times but the look of shock in her eyes had now been replaced by a steely hard face, accentuating her pointed chin and high cheekbones. She took the phone back and keyed in a speed dial number as Ed adjusted the electric seat and got the Jeep turned around to face back down the track. He let the 4x4 bump slowly down the rugged track, taking frequent glances at Linda’s silhouette in the darkness. She held the phone tight to her ear, her knuckles white from the grip. In between the squeaking of the springs as it bounced in and out of the ruts he could hear the faint electronic ringing of her home phone tainting the silence. He could picture the phone on the wall of the kitchen where they had sat just a day before enjoying chicken pie. The longer it rang, the more Ed thought the noise was mocking them. Finally, she rang off.

“Oh my god Ed, they’ve taken Josh, and probably Esther too. What am I going to do?”

“What are WE going to do, we’re in this together. We’ll get him back, I promise.” Ed sounded surer than he felt inside. He knew what this guy was capable off and inside he knew that if Josh had been taken it was very likely he was already dead.

“We have a big advantage here; he doesn’t know that we know who he is. We can find him and get Josh back, but I think we’re going to need some help. But let’s get back to your place and see what’s happened first.”

Linda said nothing but nodded in response. The ground had evened out a little as the tracks got wider. The Jeep had extra halogen lights fitted to the front which Ed utilised to good effect but he still drove faster than the conditions allowed. Soon they were back on to blacktop and he hit the gas hard, heading for Linda’s ranch house.

TWENTY-FIVE

The Jeep came to a screeching halt outside of her home kicking up a spray of dust and gravel. Linda was out of the door even before the car had stopped, running for the front door; calling for her son, Ed was hot on her tail. The house lights were all off except for the living room. They burst through the front door, Ed calling for Esther, Linda calling for Josh.

“Check upstairs, see if he’s there, I’ll look for Esther.” suggested Ed. Linda never broke her stride and headed for the stairs to the next floor leaping them two at a time. Ed turned left into the front room and immediately saw the woman laid out on the floor. He rushed to her side, kneeling beside her head. The gash was deep and still oozed blood, matting her hair and causing the grey to turn to a deep reddish-black, the area around it a massive lump. She looked white and he could see that she had lost a lot of blood into the carpet. He felt for a pulse in her neck, it was faint, but there. He raced into the kitchen, grabbed a clean dishcloth from the side and went back to her prone body. Upstairs, he could hear Linda shouting for her son as she searched all the rooms. Ed gently placed the dishcloth over the wound then raised her head so that he could put a seat cushion underneath. Esther felt limp and lifeless in his hands. Linda ran back down the stairs and into the living room.

“He’s gone… Oh my god! Esther!” She ran to join Ed beside the lifeless body of her friend. “She’s not… please, she isn’t…?”

“No she’s not dead, but we need to get her medical attention urgently. She’s lost a lot of blood, I’ll call 911.”

“No, it’s quicker if we take her. There is a small hospital on this side of town, it has an E.R. department. You sit in the back with her and I’ll drive.” Ed agreed and between them managed to get Esther into Ed’s arms. He carried her like a small child to the back of the Jeep. Linda opened the back door and helped him slide her friend in the back, Esther’s head cradled in Ed’s lap, still resting on the seat cushion. Without further ado she jumped in the front, started the car and turned it around, the spinning wheels spitting more gravel and dust in a wide arc. It was still in 4x4 mode so the tires dug in and shot the car around and back towards town.

She drove at breakneck speed and got to the medical centre in less than ten minutes, pulling right up to the electric doors that usually took ambulances. As soon as the car was in Park, Linda was out and through the sliding double doors, calling for help. Matt Petonowski was the duty doctor, sitting at the nurse’s station just inside. Linda knew most of Ludlow’s dwindling population by face if not by name, but the young physician was a regular visitor to the library. Linda always thought of David Schwimmer from Friends whenever he came in. He jumped up, dropping his paperback to the desk as Linda burst in.

“Linda, what’s wrong?”

“Oh Matt, it’s Esther Mourn, she’s been attacked! She’s in my car, hurry.”

Matt’s dark green eyes showed shock but his professionalism kicked in as he grabbed a gurney parked by the entrance. Ludlow was a relatively quiet town and attacks were very rare. The most common thing at this time of night was bar brawls and they weren’t that regular. He ran to the Jeep, closely followed by a nurse. Between the four of them, they got Esther laid on the trolley, Matt taking a quick peek under the dishcloth. “Looks ugly, but Esther’s a tough old bird, let’s see if we can fix her up.” Matt and the nurse rattled the gurney into a side room, leaving Linda and Ed staring after them. The last thing they saw was an oxygen mask being placed over Esther’s face as the door swung silently closed. They stood close together, not moving, not talking, hardly daring to breathe. Gently, Linda slipped her hand into Ed’s. He returned the hold, gaining strength and composure from it as if being plugged into a battery charger. Linda felt the same; just the closeness of his body helped her. Eventually, she said, “I’m going to call Jed, Esther’s husband, he must be worried, she should be home by now, then we need to find Josh.”

Linda came back from the public pay phone along the hall, looking tired and distressed, but under the circumstances, Ed thought to himself that was quite understandable, and she still looked a million dollars.

“I’ve been thinking”, she said as she approached.

“Oh dear, that sounds dangerous!”

She offered a wan smile at his attempt at humour.

“No, really, we are going to need some help with this. I think I know who and I think I know how. But I don’t want to leave Esther.”

“She seems to be in good hands now, our priority is to get your son back then finish this thing. Anyway, Esther’s husband will be here soon, right?”

“Yes, you’re right, of course, Jed is on his way, but I can’t leave her.”

“Okay”, he replied, “let’s wait a few more minutes.”

Her relief was visible although she could hardly stand still with worry for Josh and her friend. There was the occasional noise and muffled instruction from behind the closed door of the side room where Esther lay but otherwise the hospital seemed as quiet as the proverbial grave. Less than five minutes had passed before they heard the noise of a car engine hastily getting closer. They walked out of the E.R. Department doors, the ‘shush’ of the electric motors breaking the barrier between the air-conditioned and sterile environment of the hospital and the warm dry air of the summer night outside. As they stood under the yellow glow of the lights of the reception veranda the beam of headlights grew quickly larger as the car speed towards them. The mid-eighties Oldsmobile sedan hardly slowed as it took a right and turned in to the hospital grounds. It pulled up just the other side of the Jeep, the wheels barely stationary before the driver stepped out. Esther’s husband showed his years, with worry accentuating the lines on an already lined and weathered face. As he limped from the dark of night into the stark brightness of the fluorescent strip lights of the reception Ed could see that Jed had lean features and a slightly stooped posture but still looked to be about six foot tall. His eyes were still sharp and intelligent, the brightest of blues. The thinning grey hair was combed over and struggled to hide large age spots on his pate. The dark green flannel shirt stuck closely to the thin body. Linda stepped forward to meet him, converging with a huge hug. Jed pulled away and held Linda at arm’s length. “What happened, is she alright?”

“Someone came to the house; they attacked Esther and took Josh. They are looking at her right now, the doctor said she should be okay but they haven’t come back out since I called you.”

Jed let go of Linda and almost to himself whispered “Oh my god! Why? Why would they do this?” as he brushed past her and into the building, limping heavily on his left leg.

Ed and Linda watched as Jed entered the building then turned to each other.

“Now, we really have to go.” She nodded in reply, grabbed his hand and moved towards the Jeep.

Buster opened the door to his house as soon as Linda had pushed the doorbell.

“We need your help Buster.”

“C’m on inside both of you’s.”

He led them back into the living room and they all sat in the same places they had earlier. Buster leaned forward, eager to hear what they had to say but reluctant at the same time. He looked into the eyes of his visitors, trying to read their minds.

“You found her didn’t you, you found my Gracie in dem hills?” he asked in his slow drawl. Ed spoke first.

“We found someone Buster, but, well, well it wasn’t Grace, it was another little girl…… but we are sure she’s there.”

The big man almost looked relieved; his emotions clear to read on his face like the cover of a book. He glanced towards the front of the house where Linda’s car was parked.

“Did you bring them back, are they here?”

“No Buster”, he replied, “we couldn’t. They have to stay where they are for just a little longer. We need to get the killer to go back on his own, to prove it was him.”

The chair protested loudly as Buster sat back and mulled this over for a moment before he nodded in agreement. Ed glanced at Linda, then back to the big man resting in his easy chair.

“Look”, he began, “whoever did this has taken Linda’s boy Josh. We think we know where he is but we’re going to need some help getting him back.”

Buster frowned at Linda. “Whatever it takes, I’ll help. What you want me to do?”

TWENTY-SIX

Joshua still had the sack pulled down over his head as he was pushed roughly into the building. He hadn’t made a noise, not a whimper since his abductor forced him into the pick-up truck. The boy was dragged into a stall and thrown down onto the cement floor. He could feel a rope being threaded around his arms and wrists then tied off. The smell of horses was strong, the touch of brittle old straw in his hands evidence enough to the boy that he was in a horse barn. He could hear the huffing of the man breathing deeply as he tied off the rope then the scuffling footsteps get fainter and a large door being closed as he was left alone. Josh made no move for many minutes, just lying on his side, his arms pulled behind him. When he was sure he was alone he tried to sit up but he felt shackled to the ground. He felt around until he could feel the end of the rope and the cold circle of steel fixed to the floor. He shuffled backwards so there was a little more slack then tried again to sit up, this time successfully. Now upright, he bent his head down and shook it ferociously. Within seconds the loose hood had fallen free, landing in his lap. Josh blinked, trying to focus his eyes, but it was almost pitch black. From where he sat he could just make out the wooden sides to the stall he was manacled in. Josh knew he wasn’t close to home, he had counted the seconds of how long he had been in his abductor’s vehicle and it had added up to at least thirty minutes. He had tried to keep up with the turns they had taken but he had lost track halfway through the journey but he had heard no cars passing at all so he guessed they were further out from town. He felt afraid and wanted to go home but his analytical mind raced through how he was going to get out of this. He wondered how his favourite TV character B A Baracus from the A-Team would handle it. He guessed BA would use his mighty strength to pull out the cemented steel ring but that wasn’t an option for Josh, he needed something cleverer. After some wiggling and rotating, the boy managed to get his backside then both legs through his arms so that his hands were now bound in front of him and not behind. Lying on his stomach he could now stretch much further and with his long legs could just about reach the end of the stall with his bare feet. There was nothing there; the stall was empty except for him. He stretched further and felt with his legs up the left side of the wood. He couldn’t reach up far but he felt nothing. He shuffled over to the other side and tried again. In the darkness, he felt the slim wooden handle of a farming implement leaning against the end of the stall. He could just about feel it with his big toe. He pushed up more, balancing on his left leg and gingerly managed to knock the handle towards him with his right. The handle made a sharp knock on the concrete as it toppled down. Josh froze, listening for footsteps. After a minute of waiting and holding his breathe he slowly exhaled and began to feel with his feet for where the tool had landed. It was close. Very slowly he used his feet to bring the tool closer to him, all the while hoping it was something sharp, not just a yard brush at the other end of the handle. The end scraped along the floor in the dark, it sounded like metal. His toes finally felt something cold, flat and hard at the other end of the handle. Definitely not a brush. Once the handle was in reach of his hands it was much easier. Josh managed to drag the tool up near his head. The steel end felt like a hoe but it didn’t feel that sharp. His fingers felt along the short blade. It felt dull and rusty but it was his best chance. He waited and listened to see if anyone was coming then rotated his body around so that he had the wall to his back and the steel ring in front of him. He manoeuvred the tool around so that he could hold the handle with his feet about halfway down the shaft, putting the blade near his hands. Josh began moving his out-turned palms up and down, sawing through the rope and tape that bound him.

TWENTY-SEVEN

Buster put the phone back in its cradle after a series of short calls and turned to his two accomplices. “I’s got some help from some folks, they’ll be here soon enough.”

“How many are coming Buster?” asked Ed.

“Eight, maybe nine. They ma closest friends, the ones I trust ya unnerstand?”

“That’s great, now have you got some plain paper and a pencil so that we can make a map while we’re waiting for them to come.”

Buster disappeared to the kitchen and moments later came back with some printer paper and a pen.

“Ain’t got no pencils hereabouts, this is about best I can do.”

“That’s perfect thank you Buster. Right, let’s get to work. Now you said you been up to his place to fix his car, that right?”

“Yassir, that’s about right, been there few times over the years. He owns Judge Jones’s old place. Ain’t got no neighbours as such, lives long ways from anyone out on the east side.”

Ed passed the pen to the big man. “Okay, we need a map, really basic, of where his house is from the road, any outbuildings, woods, fields or fences, stuff like that.”

Buster Benjamin took the pen in his huge hand and began to draw.

The group had swelled its ranks and now numbered ten. Buster’s friends had arrived in twos and threes, most carrying shotguns or hunting rifles and wearing either dark clothes or old combat and hunting gear. All but one was black and for the most part were farm hands, as well as two mechanics, a phone engineer and a dentist, aged from thirty-five to sixty. They packed into Buster’s kitchen, surrounding the well-worn but usable solid wood table that held the hand-drawn map. They all recognised Linda and nodded or said hello as they came in, but she stayed near the back, leaning against a chipped Formica worktop staring at the blue check curtains that ran in front of the window and back door, desperately trying and failing to ignore what the men were plotting, hoping against hope that her precious boy was still alive and not scared out of his poor gentle mind. Ed took control of the small group and soon ascertained that five of the friends had served in the military at some stage. Without going into too much detail about where he had found the information, Ed explained to the gathering what had happened to Grace and the other children, and to Linda’s son. When he told them who the culprit was the friends all stared at Buster in disbelief. He nodded that it was true, which seemed to be all the proof they needed.

“Shouldn’t we phone the Police, at least the state troopers?” asked John, the youngest of the group. The rest of the group looked at him, most with a patient expression. Buster answered for the rest, “We will, but not yet, this is our business, my business, Police wouldn’t help none as they wouldn’t believe us, an even if they did it would take too long. We got to get Miss Linda’s boy back, tonight, afor it’s too late.” The group nodded in agreement and eventually John nodded with them. “Okay, what do you want us to do?” he asked turning back to Ed.

“We’ve got to do two things, first off is to find Josh and get him back. Once he’s safe we need to get the murdering son of a bitch to go back to where he buried the kids, that’s the best way to prove to the authorities that he did it. They can look for more forensic evidence inside his place later. If we split into two groups, I’ll take one group up to where he lives, Linda, you take the others and wait around the clearing up in the hills.” The mention of her name brought her back to the present. “I want to go with you, to get Josh.”

“I know you do but only you and I know where the clearing is, and I think I should go and find Josh, just in case there is trouble. I promise we’ll find him and take him somewhere safe then meet up with you.”

“We can take him back to mine, no problem.” offered John. Linda looked crestfallen but finally agreed. She really didn’t want to go back to that horrid grave site, not tonight, not ever.

“Okay, we’ll take the Jeep.” She said with more determination than she felt.

“Good, that’s settled then. Buster, have you got any paint in your garage?” Ed enquired.

“I got lots o half tins from paintin’ d’ house. What d’ya need?”

“Anything bright will do but red would be perfect, oh, and a brush too.”

Buster smiled for the first time since they had met.

“Yessir, I got just the thing, I’ll just go get it.” He squeezed through the throng to get to his back door then disappeared into the dark night.

While Buster was gone the group split up into two groups, one of six, Linda’s, and one of three, Ed’s, the ex-military guys spread between the two. Ed removed a calendar from a pin-board on the kitchen door and pocketed the thumb tack then turned back and looked at the gathered friends.

“I don’t want Buster going into the hills earlier than necessary for obvious reasons,” the group nodded and muttered their agreement, “so he comes with me.” He grabbed a pen and an old envelope from near the sink and began to draw a quick sketch of the woods. “Linda, when you go up there spread out over the far side in a shallow C shape, furthest from the stream. He’ll come in from that side so you’ll be facing him. Leave space between you but not so much that you can’t see each other. It’s very dark up there and there’s not much of a moon tonight. Park a lot further up the track so he can’t see your Jeep. Any cell-phones turn off or to silent, we’ll try and get to you before he arrives so don’t start shooting at anything that moves it could be me! Remember, we want him alive and we want him to start digging before we show our hand. Any questions?”

Buster bustled back in at that moment carrying a two-inch brush and a battered pot of paint, complete with old red splashes bleeding down the sides. Just about all of his friends started looking at their shoes or checking their weapons, anything so they didn’t have to look their friend in the eyes. What they were about to do was starting to hit home. Buster passed the brush and paint to Ed who shook the pot to see how much was left inside. It felt like over half a can remained.

“Okay, we’re ready.” He looked at his watch. “It’s 11.15 now. Linda, you guys don’t need to leave for at least another thirty minutes I’d say”. She looked up at a clock on the wall then nodded. None of the group said anything else so Ed’s small band moved towards the door to the hall.

“Buster, I’ll need you with me okay?”

“Okay boss, whatever you thinks best.”

Linda put a hand out to Ed as they moved to the front of the house.

“Please, be careful… and, thank you.” She kissed him fully on the lips. The kiss was long and deep. He breathed in her citrusy scent and lingered in the sweet taste of her mouth. They parted, stared into each other’s eyes, then he turned and almost floated out the door.

TWENTY-EIGHT

John’s Ram pick-up creaked and dipped down on its springs as Buster climbed in the back along with George, a forty-year-old ex-infantry soldier now mechanic and colleague of Buster at the gas station. Ed sat up front with John, the paint wedged between his feet. John put his hunting rifle on the gun rack behind the seat, while George kept hold of his shotgun. Buster gripped a large flashlight in one hand and held onto the side of the bouncing truck with his other. The journey took thirty minutes to make as they headed out of town and up into the hills on the furthest side of town. The last half a mile was made slowly with the Ram’s lights doused, partly so they couldn’t be seen or heard and also because the road was meandering and full of holes. John had passed the entrance to their destination and followed the broken and cracked blacktop another half mile around the back of the small estate and into a small patch of woodland. The truck was turned around then switched off, the got out and got into single file, Ed at the front carrying the pot of paint, and then John, George and Buster bring up the rear. The small group made their way silently through the trees towards the secluded main house. As they neared the boundary fence the trees grew less dense so they started to hunker down then eventually crawled on all fours as best they could the last few feet to the barbed wire boundary fence. From their vantage point in the last of the long grass, they looked onto the back of a large single story wood-sided house. Several lights cast long tapers across the hard-packed earth but faded to dark long before the fence. To the right and just in front of the dwelling they could make out the silhouette of a large barn and two smaller barns facing the front of the property but no movement.

“George, John, you go take a look at the house, see who’s home. Buster and me will go look in the barns. Meet back here in ten okay?” The small group whispered agreement.

“You’d better take this, just in case.” said George as he proffered his double-barrel 12-gauge.

“No, thanks anyway, I’ve got something if I need it.”

They started to rise together but just as the group began to move, the rear door to the house burst open, spilling even more light out across the back yard. The four men dropped back down again and lay flat behind some tufts of coarse grass, watching. Someone stepped out of the house and walked a few feet to the left, out of the reach of the light from the doorway and into the shadows. The prone men watched as the figure struck a match and lit a cigarette. With the man’s back to them, the brief flame gave them the silhouette of someone tall and thin, with short hair wearing work clothes but that was about all. The smoker flicked the end of the match, the flame died and darkness prevailed. He then turned towards the trees, tossing away the spent match, then took a few steps towards the trees taking deep lungfuls of nicotine into his body and slowly exhaling. The hidden men hunkered down even more, trying to make themselves invisible. Ed was on the right of the group, looking ahead but being as still as he could be. Something landed beside his head; he turned slowly and saw just a foot from his face the biggest cricket he had ever seen. He groaned inwardly as he realised what was about to happen. The mighty cricket reared up, and like a virtuoso violinist preparing to play, drew back his rear legs. The first chirp, so loud and clear in Ed’s ears, cut through the silence like a rifle shot. He tried to cover his ears but to no avail, the pain in his head was rolling in like an unstoppable ocean wave heading inexorably towards a beach. Even as the pain increased he knew he mustn’t cry out, he wrapped his arms around his head and held on, the pain intensifying until……

Nothing, he could hear absolutely nothing. He tentatively raised his head and felt pleased that it didn’t fall off his shoulders, in fact; once again, there was no pain at all. Ed looked around and found he was lying in exactly the same position he had been in before the cricket chirped, only this time, he was completely on his own, the other three guys had gone and so had the stranger. He began to rise when the door at the back of the house opened and a lone figure stepped out.

Strains of Patsy Cline singing Crazy wafted out of the open door then quickly faded away to near silence once more as the door closed behind the man, muffling the tune from the radio or record player somewhere in the house. Ed quickly ducked back down. Just as before, the man struck a match, lit a cigarette then flicked the bottom of the stick to extinguish it and tossed the spent match on to the ground. The windows were dark so the only light now coming from the house was through the window of the backdoor. The man was again in silhouette but it looked to Ed as if he were wearing some kind of gown or robe that went almost all the way down to his boots. Ed concentrated on the man’s face hoping to see some features when the cigarette was inhaled and grew brighter but he was too far away. All Ed could make out was that the smoker was gaunt and clean-shaven. The figure stood still, staring out towards the woods. He finished the smoke and flicked the butt towards where Ed lay hiding, the still smouldering end falling just ten feet away from his location. The figure turned and walked the few paces back towards the house, but then hesitated, looked back to the woods, scanning slowly from left to right, then seemingly convinced he was alone went back to the house and opened the door. Ed caught another few bars from Patsy Cline and the briefest flash of crimson and gold from the robe as the man entered the light, then the door closed behind him returning the backyard to silence and darkness.

As soon as the door had closed and the rear of the house returned to shadows Ed was on the move. He held up the top line of fresh new barbed wire and stepped on the lower two, making a big enough gap for him to pass through. As soon as he was clear he ran the thirty or so feet to the left corner of the house and stopped with his back to the wooden building. He peeked around the side and saw that it was still in darkness, so crouching low to avoid being seen through any windows, he ran to the front of the house. He knelt down at the corner and took a look around the front. Lights blazed from the windows at the front of the house, illuminating most of the drive. He was dismayed to see a bunch of cars and pick-up trucks parked nose in towards the house but not surprised to see they were all from the 1950s or early 60s, the latest being the one nearest to him which looked to be a nearly new black ‘62 Cadillac, the oldest being the now familiar beat-up burgundy Dodge pick-up parked next to it. The house had a wooden porch and cover, giving it a Wild West saloon look. He skipped over the wood railing and tip-toed towards the first window. The room was lit but empty and appeared to be a study with a desk and leather high-backed chair. He moved on to the next window which was smaller and set much higher, the washroom he deduced. Next came the door, which Ed thankfully saw was closed so he went quickly on. He was now over halfway down the porch and completely exposed, if someone came out now he’d had it. The next windows were the largest, both of which were open. Ed snuck down and got closer. He could hear them before he could see them, sounded like a bunch of men chatting away at a party. Almost under the first window now he dared to look up and in. He didn’t know what he expected to see, but it certainly wasn’t what was in front of him now. It was a perfectly ordinary living room, lacking a women’s touch perhaps but liveable and comfortable. A two-seater and two matching chairs were at one end, near the open brick fire. To the side was a wood-encased phonogram with some long-play records waiting on the top. This was where the plaintive voice of Patsy Cline was emanating. Nearer to Ed and in a corner was another wood-covered appliance, a black and white Muntz television, that was switched on but with the volume turned low and was showing adverts. A table on the far side had crockery, sandwiches and drinks. Everything seemed perfectly normal for a gathering of friends, which is why the eight fully robed men in the room made the scene even more surreal. They stood in groups of twos and threes chatting away, almost all of them with their backs to the window, sipping beer or eating. Most of the robes were deep burgundy with silver accents although he could see one that was bright crimson and gold. The smoker from out back he guessed and another figure dressed all in white. All of the robes had matching hoods that at present were hanging down their backs to form a high collar. All of the robes had a large badge sown on to the left arm; Ed was stunned to see that it was a stylised blood red swastika set in a white circle. Ed was looking at a room full of American Nazis.

A short figure nearest the TV pulled back the loose sleeve of his robe and looked at his watch.

“Nearly 10.30, I just love this show.” he said to no one in particular. The voice was familiar but Ed couldn’t quite place it. The man leaned over and raised the volume a little.

Vernor’s soft drink with Va-va-voom. Aged four years in wood. Remember, the fun ones drink Vernors.

Okay, welcome back to KYW-3, This is Ken Goodman giving you the latest weather report brought to you by Sinclair Oil. And don’t you turn that dial now, coming up next we have ‘One Step Beyond’, but first, the weather…

“How can you watch that crap?” said another of the small group in disgust.

“Hey!” he replied indignantly, “it’s great, it’s all about the other side.” The shorter man turned as he spoke and Ed was looking straight at a younger version of Sam Ryan the motel owner.

“That machine is gonna fry yer brains I’m telling ya. Shoot! I’m gonna get some air.” The taller man rebuked.

Ed realised the nearest supply of fresh air for the other man was through the front door, not the back. There was no way he could get to either end of the porch before the robed figure emerged from the front door. Ed quickly turned and vaulted with one hand over the railing and dived down, coming to rest on his hands and knees next to the four fake ventiports of a two-tone blue ’55 Buick Century. The front door of the house creaked open as the figure stepped out. The man wandered aimlessly in the other direction, taking a quick look inside the Cadillac at the far end. Keeping low, Ed tried to follow the other man’s course but lost him. Turning sideways to the rear of the Buick Ed glanced right at the last car in the row. It was black and white and carried a huge gold star on the door. Looking up, Ed could just make out the top of the red dome light on the roof.

“Crap!”

The thought pretty much covered it. Just as he returned to his mission of tracking the man in the robe, the figure walked past the backs of the two cars Ed was crouching between. The man glanced sideways and they made eye contact, but he kept walking for another step and did a double-take, disbelief written over both of their faces. Ed recognised this man too. He was looking into the clear blue eyes of Esther’s husband Jed, only a much younger version.

“What the hell…”

Before Jed could utter another syllable, Ed had leapt to his feet and ran towards the man. As Ed approached, a velvety arm swung towards him but Ed ducked the swing and as he came back up, followed through with a gravity-defying jump in the air. At the zenith of his jump, Ed lashed out with a hook kick that caught the other figure in the side of the head. Jed Mourn stumbled sideways but was still standing although he was leaning heavily on the side of the patrol car. He shook his head clear and rushed toward Ed with a low growl. At the last second, Ed stepped neatly sideways and raised his forearm up, using the other man’s energy to ram the firm muscle into the man’s throat. The man crumpled to the ground gagging for air, grabbing with both hands at his throat. Ed knew he had to get clear, and quickly, but he didn’t want to be followed. With little remorse he kicked out with his right leg, smashing down on the side of the robed figure’s left knee, the crack of bone confirming the strike was on target. Before the fallen man could scream with what little air was in his lungs, Ed’s right foot came up and caught the man under his chin whipping his head back to impact on the back fender of the patrol car. He collapsed sideways unconscious, but the noise of his head hitting the car had been loud and someone inside the house had heard it over the noise of the TV. Ed ran as fast as his legs would carry him round to the left of the house, back into the darkness. Shouts came from the front as the rest of the mob poured out. It took little time to find their fallen comrade. Ed was halfway across the clearing before the first shot rang out, kicking up dust and dirt ten feet to his left, they still hadn’t seen him. An engine howled into life and earth sprayed out as one of the group wheel-spun their car into motion, headlights blazing. Ed knew there was no way he was going to have time to delicately climb through the barbed-wire fence. The beams of light were coming around the side of the building, a big V8 engine roaring in protest. Another shot through the dark, this time close enough to make Ed jump sideways. With the light from the car headlamps now breaking the darkness he could see he had only ten feet to go before the fence, he put his head down and ran even faster, his legs pumping like pistons, his chest heaving, drawing in as much air as he could. The lights from the car were now on his back, he wasn’t going to make it. With as much energy as he could muster he dived forwards, arms in front as if he were going off a diving board; he lunged up and forward over the fence just as a bullet chipped out a hunk of wood from the fence post next to his head. He cleared the fence with an inch to spare but his landing was far from soft. Head down, he came bowling over through the long grass, he rolled once, twice, the wind being pushed out of him so he could hardly breathe before a tree stopped his spin. A heavy weight wrapped heavily around his chest, it was so tight, no air, he couldn’t breathe, gasping desperately, My God, this is how it ends.

TWENTY-NINE

Ed jerked awake and found that he was being almost crushed by the massive weight of Buster’s torso.

“Get off! I can’t breathe! Off!”

Buster rolled to the side. “I sorry boss” he whispered, “had to stop yous from kickin’ out, you was thrashin’ somethin’ awful at the end there. It was another o your dreams wasn’t it?”

“Christ! I thought I was having a heart attack!”

Ed was back behind the wire fence with his three companions, two of them looking wide-eyed at him in disbelief. As he gasped for air he peered through the darkness at George, then John and lastly at Buster. Each breathe smelt like pure heaven to him. He finally started to calm down and found the strength to look. He remembered the smoker and peaked over the tuft of grass they were hiding behind. There was no trace of the man. He looked up at the old wooden post nearest to him. There, near the top was a clear but faded notch where it looked like a gunshot had grazed and splintered the wood many years before. He shook his head in quite wonder. Finally, he addressed the small group.

“Yes, it was.” He looked at John and George. “I can’t explain it right now, you’re just gonna have to trust me on this. I think there’s going to be more than one of them; in fact, I’m pretty sure we could be up against at least eight men. Now that changes things quite a bit so I wouldn’t feel any less about you if you wanted to sit things out and stay here, but I want to see what’s in that barn, and it would help to know who is in that house.”

He left the sentence open, staying quiet, waiting for them to think about what he had said. He knew Buster was still in because of Grace. It didn’t take too long for the guys to look at each other, nod, turn back to Ed and almost in unison say “We’re in!”

“Good job!” he replied, “Okay, same plan, but be careful, see if you can find out who and how many are in the house. Back here in ten minutes. Let’s go!”

He stood and spread the rusty old barbed-wire so the others could go through. He looked to the post beside him again and stared at the large nick out of the wood, faded but still visible even in the pale vaporous light of the moon. He shivered briefly but he kept quiet.

Even with the other two helping stretch the fence it was a squeeze for Buster to get his sizeable torso through the barbed-wire but he made it, just catching the back of his shirt. Ed came through last as John held the wire for him, he nodded his thanks then the two pairs ran in opposite directions, Buster and Ed went right towards the barn, John and George went to the left of the building, unknowingly retracing the steps Ed had taken in his dream. As Buster and Ed worked their way to the big barn they could see a bunch of cars parked outside the house, confirming Ed’s fears.

Josh was nearly through the rope that bound his wrists when he heard a scraping sound. He stopped dead, held his breath… and listened. He strained his ears. There it was again, very faint, someone on the outside of the building, just behind where he sat but on the other side of the wooden siding. Whoever it was moved away from Josh, closer to where he imagined the door would be. He rubbed furiously at the hoe’s blade, his skin raw from the friction. He froze once more, a creek from the other end of the barn, the door opening? The masking tape had given easily and at last the rope gave way, he snatched the hoe so it didn’t bang down. He tried to get to his feet but his legs felt wobbly and weak. He wouldn’t panic, BA wouldn’t panic, BA would go right out there and bust some fools heads, but Josh didn’t feel quite that brave. On all fours now he tried again to stand and this time succeeded, rubbing his wrists and hands to get the circulation going in them. The boy got on tippee-toes but the wood sides were just a little too high for him to see anything. He forced his bare feet to move him forward to the edge of the stall; loose hay got stuck between his toes. He ignored it. His eyes were very used to the dark but it was still nearly pitch black so he used his hands to guide his way along the side. He reached the last part of the stall and peaked around the end to where he heard the noise come from. He saw what looked to him like a large sliding single barn door with a small access door built into it. The small door was open a little, the moonlight called him to go that way, but he knew that he wasn’t alone in the barn, someone had just come through that same door. He ducked down and scampered in the opposite direction, to the back of the barn, past three more stalls. Back here it was totally dark again, he slowed, hands out in front of him, feeling his way forward. Panic was taking over, making him short of breath, he couldn’t hear anything now except blood rushing around his head and in his ears, like the engine of a jet plane. A jet plane! Daddy’s plane. Daddy! His toes hit a step, he stumbled, tripped up a second step before his legs gave way, his shins grazing on the step, his shoulder jarring into a table, it was big and heavy but it shook. A noise like a can toppling over almost covered the “Ouch!” that came through Josh’s lips, almost, but not quite. Complete panic took over now, not thinking, he turned and ran as fast as his legs would carry him, towards the door, towards the moonlight and escape. He fixed his eyes on the strip of light, he pumped his arms, his legs, but the barn was so long, it was taking forever, his legs felt like lead. The light, just get to the light, the door, outside, keep going. Darkness, the light had disappeared completely, gone, in the blink of an eye. He couldn’t comprehend what had happened to the light until it was too late, he ran straight into the chest of a man, a big man.

Strong arms wrapped themselves around the boy like a vice. He felt himself lifted from the floor as if he weighed nothing at all; he kicked his legs as if he was still running. The arms got tighter, with the last of his breath Josh parted his lips ready to scream for his pop. “Daaa…” another hand clamped tightly over the boy’s mouth, cutting short the scream. A third hand, an alien with lots of hands, can’t breathe… can’t… breathe!

“Josh! Sssh, calm down, please Josh, be quiet? Buster ease up a bit; put him down.”

Buster gently let the boy back down to earth but didn’t let him go.

“Josh! It’s me Ed Saunders, remember, I came round for supper last night.”

He could still feel the boy wriggling, but not as manically as a few seconds ago. Ed relaxed his hand but didn’t remove it from Josh’s mouth. With his other hand gently stroking the boy’s head, Ed’s quiet, soothing voice continued to try and calm Linda’s traumatised son. Eventually, the boy’s squirming stopped completely. Buster let go with his arms but held the boy firmly at the elbows.

“Josh, we came to find you, your mom sent us. Are you okay now?” In the half-light from the doorway Ed saw the boy nod his head. “No more screaming or running, agreed?”

The boy nodded again.

“Promise?”

Another nod.

“Okay, good boy, now my friend Buster here is going to take you back to our vehicle in the woods. You got to be as quiet as a mouse Josh, d’ya understand me son? Quiet as a mouse, we don’t want the fella that took you to hear us leave, right?”

Josh nodded again, Ed could see the kid was still terrified but his composure was returning fast.

“Buster, take him back the way we came, be careful through the fence, I just got a little decorating job I need to do then I’ll join you.”

“Yes boss, no problem, quiet as a mouse.” He gently led the boy out, pausing at the door to make sure the coast was clear then they were gone from view. Ed moved back to the door and picked up the pot of paint and the flashlight where he had laid them when they had entered the barn. Staying in the barn he pushed the small door so that it was almost closed then pushed the button to switch on the flashlight. Keeping the beam low he swiftly swept the light around the barn to see what else was inside. It held no farming machinery, no vehicles and no animals; the place was almost bare, bare except for what Ed saw at the far end. The stalls finished to leave a wider area at the back with a few old sacks of grain stacked up in the left corner and a workshop bench to the right. Above the bench sat old tools; rusty saws, scythes, hammers and animal traps hung from wooden pegs and rusty hooks attached to the wall. Amongst all the corroded junk sat a well-polished and sharpened axe, the blade reflecting brightly the beam of his torch. He shuddered but nothing in his imagination could have prepared him for what he saw as he beamed the light around to play across the back wall. He took several steps closer, not believing his eyes. The back wall was covered in a burgundy coloured velvet curtain that stretched at least twenty foot high and another thirty foot wide. He played the beam of light around until it came to rest in the middle of the cloth. At its centre was a golden insignia that looked like a multi-spoked wheel but each of the twelve spokes had a kink in it like a runic lightning bolt that reminded Ed of the Nazi swastika. To his reckoning, the outer rim must have measured at least six foot across. He placed the paint back on the ground and stepped further into the barn. The roof beams at that end had been covered in swaths of canvas that streamed down to the side of the barn, giving the place the look of a tabernacle. The thin beam of light caught something sparkling below the motif and as he panned down he was stunned by what he saw. Nothing could have looked more incongruous in an old barn than what presented itself.

Beneath the gold emblem stood a raised dais. Reluctantly Ed continued to move forward, drawn by the bizarre sight, wanting to get a clearer picture, hoping he wasn’t seeing what he thought he could see. He hoped he was looking at a workbench, or an old kitchen unit, anything. Now he was just a few feet from the raised sanctuary he could see the area measured maybe 20-foot square and covered in a deep blue thick pile carpet. At the centre stood a large marble tomb-like tablet that reflected the light from Ed’s flashlight. The image of sacrificial altars jumped into his head. Not believing his own eyes he glanced back behind him into the darkness of the barn then tentatively stepped up onto the platform. The marble table was longer than Ed was tall and close on to being 7 foot long and 3 foot wide. He stepped towards it and laid a hand on the cold stone. At the centre sat a velvet cloth covering something. He pulled the cover back to reveal a copper-colour chalice that had toppled over and a long ceremonial dagger with an ivory handle inlaid with the same symbol from the curtain, the blade glinted menacingly in the beam of the light. But this wasn’t what disturbed Ed the most. At each corner of the tablet sat a set of chain links that finished with a manacle. The marble itself sank near the centre and had precise two-inch slots cut in to it. He walked around to the side nearest the curtain. A foot below the top was an opening in the side large enough to take the chalice. He knelt down and shone the light up into the cavity; some of the light came through the slots in the top. They were drain holes. He shivered involuntarily and was glad that Buster hadn’t seen this monstrosity. He’d seen enough, he replaced the cloth, jumped down from the platform and ran for the door.

Ed picked up the pot of paint, clicked off the light then slowly opened the wood door just a fraction. He peered outside across the yard towards the house. He stood motionless, looking into the shadows, looking for anyone that might be watching him. After a long minute, he was as confident as he could be that he wasn’t under surveillance so he crept quietly from the barn towards the house.

Josh and Buster made it back to the fence where they were helped through by John and George, who even in the dark looked paler to Buster than ten minutes ago. “What happen to you two, you’s looking real sick?”

“Tell you when we get back to the truck,” replied John, “where the hell is the other guy, Ed?”

“He right behin’ us, he comin’, jus’ got a piece o’ decoratin’ to do, let’s get the boy away from this place, it feels bad to me.” John and George glanced at each other, dropped their heads and grunted their agreement. George lead the way back the way they had come from the pick-up. Buster carried Josh most of the way as if he weighed nothing at all, back at the truck he put Josh in the front center seat then George slid in next to him, just in case the boy lost his nerve and tried to make a run for it. John climbed in behind the wheel. Buster scanned the trees, looking for Ed. For all of them the wait seemed immense and felt like hours but after just a few minutes Buster saw Ed Saunders coming through at a steady jog. Ed dumped the paint pot and brush in the bed of the Ram then poked his head through the open passenger window and spoke to the boy. “You okay Josh?” The boy stared down at his lap but nodded his head. “Okay, let’s get you out of here before all hell breaks loose; let’s go John, but quietly ‘til we get a little ways down the road.”

“Sure thing.” He replied as he turned the ignition. Buster was already standing in the bed and gave Ed a helping hand up. They settled down as John turned around as near to silent as you can get with a Dodge Ram, just using tick-over speed, then headed for the county road. No one spoke a word.

THIRTY

They were almost back into town when John finally pulled in behind an abandoned gas station. Everyone except Josh got out of the vehicle and huddled next to the back door of the disused building. John lit up a cigarette, fighting to keep his hands from shaking.

“So what did you see, anything?” asked Ed.

“Ahuh, we saw plenty, too damn much in fact!” replied John.

“Let me guess, lots of guys wearing long robes with hoods?”

“How in hell d’ya know that already, did ya see ‘um?” John and George both looked at Ed in surprise.

“Just a wild guess, and here’s another stab in the dark, I reckon you knew most of the fellas you saw in the house didn’t you?” They both nodded back. “Well it don’t matter a damn who the hell they were but it makes it a whole lot more dangerous because there’s more of them. They’ve obviously been doing this kinda thing for a long time and not been found out, so they are organised and not stupid. We need to be very careful now.”

“That’s for damn sure,” answered George, “so what do we do now?”

“Stick to the plan, take Josh over to John’s place then meet up with the others in the hills. I doubt all of this outfit will go up there but I reckon at least a few will and I’m betting the ringleader will be out in front. You all still in?” They all nodded affirmatively.

“I want to go home!” pleaded Josh. “I want to see my mom!”

“You will Josh, I promise”, said Ed, “but I need you to be really brave for just a little longer. We can’t go back to your house as that’s maybe the first place those men will look, and we want to keep you safe. Stay with John’s wife for just a little while and I’ll bring your mother to you, then you can go home together, deal?” The boy didn’t look convinced; he put his head down but eventually gave the slightest of nods. “Well done son, I knew you were made of strong stuff, let’s go!” They jumped back in the truck and headed for John’s house.

At the ranch they had just left, the time was five off twelve and the gathering was pulling up their hoods and walking to the front door. They were in a single line, keeping to the hierarchy of their coven. The man dressed all in white lead the procession, followed by the crimson-clad member, then a string of burgundy-robed men. The white-robed man flicked on a switch that bathed the outside in bright white light, then opened the front door and began to walk out with the rest following close behind, heads lowered.

“Argh shoot!” He stopped dead, causing the others behind to bump into each other like a fast braking train. They all looked up and stared at the door, now well lit by the lights from the hall. The red paint was still dripping down in places. The lead man pulled his hood all the way back. Sheriff Rosen’s skeletal face showed absolute fury. He reached forward and touched the paint. His fingers came away red and sticky. He smelt the liquid. The others had gathered around behind him. They could all read the words ‘WE WILL BE AVENGED’ and see the piece of ribbon thumb-tacked above it.

“Is it blood?” somebody behind him asked worriedly. “It’s got to be blood!”

“No, it’s paint, just paint.” He growled through clenched teeth.

“It can’t be them… can it?” the same winy voice asked.

Rosen turned to look at the gathering. “Of course not numbnuts! Ghosts don’t use paint as far as I know, I reckon it’s that salesman who’s been snoppin’ around and that stuck-up bitch from the library, jeez, she’s stuck up higher than a light pole! Well, we’ll sort them out soon enough, but let’s go do what needs to be done to her dimwit kid.”

There were some nodding heads but some of the faces weren’t convinced.

“How would they know?” asked the rotund motel manager, “there is only one place they could have got that ribbon, I recognise it, we all do.” He voiced what some of the group were thinking and murmurs of agreement came from other individuals.

The crimson-robed man pulled back his hood so he could look into the eyes of those gathered. The murmurs drizzled away to silence as Maurice Willets, Mayor of Ludlow took in the faces of the worried crowd. The haggard face of the octogenarian showed limited patience, all of them there being very aware of his infamous short temper. He raised a nicotine-stained hand up to the group in a pacifying way.

“Now look here,” his deep, raspy voice boomed out, “we have had many times when we have come under scrutiny, and never have we succumbed to panic, and we have always prevailed, even if it meant taking drastic and sometimes unsavoury action.” He paused for effect. “This time is no different, if we keep our heads, this small dilemma we have here will resolve itself I have no doubt, they are just a nuisance, an itch on our collective backsides, nothing more. Come now my friends, let us continue with the service, then we will rid ourselves of this minor irritation.” The short speech from the ageing statesman seemed to calm the more nervous of the group. After checking amongst them for any sign of doubt, he nodded to himself, replaced his hood then signalled to the Sheriff. “Brother Rosen, please let us continue.”

The group replaced their hoods and continued in a single file towards the large barn, but more than one of them gave a wary glance at the message and ribbon as they passed across the threshold of the house. The procession kicked up a fine cloud of dust as they made their way to the barn, Rosen, in particular, looking around the front yard for unwelcome visitors, his right hand hidden deep within the folds of the robe gripped the butt of his 38 Police Special.

As Rosen stepped through the small door to the barn, he flicked several light switches on a board near the opening. Most of the barn remained in semi-darkness but the sacrificial alter became flooded in circles of light from lamps placed way up in the roof beams, giving the raised area a theatrical look. The procession continued towards the furthest end of the barn at a stately speed, heads lowered. The last two men in the group peeled off towards the stall that held the boy. They looked down to find the rusty hoe, a ball of scrunched-up tape and shredded rope that had bound the boy. The pair, the youngest and newest of the group looked at each other, both visibly palling at the significance of their discovery. The rest of the group had fanned out into a semicircle around the altar except for Rosen and Mayor Willets who had taken up position behind the sacrificial stone. Sheepishly, the last two came forward; their hoods now pulled back, any sense of ritual now gone.

Rosen and Willets looked up expectantly as the two members came closer, the expression on their faces changing from docile patience to anger within a split second.

“Where’s the goddamn boy, where is he?!” hollered Rosen.

“Gone, he cut his self loose.” replied one of the men, a frayed piece of limp rope held out as evidence. Rosen jumped down from the altar and rushed to the empty stall.

“Aaarrrgh!” he kicked the hoe, breaking the wooden handle. He tore the robe over his head and threw it on the dusty floor, revealing a red-cheque shirt and faded jeans held up with a black leather police utility belt. He looked around at the group, who had now congregated around the stall.

“Gone? How can he be gone, the kids practically brain dead? Jesus H Christ!” He turned to look directly at Ryan. “I told you to tie him up real good; you are so damn stupid I bet you think Dunkin Donuts is a basketball team. Get outside, now! Find him, he couldn’t have got far. Move!” He screamed.

The congregation rushed for the door and out into the night, followed by Rosen and Willets. A few went to their cars and picked up flashlights, a couple more reached into their pick-ups for rifles. Rosen stood outside the barn, hands on hips. Through his fury, something nagged at him, a memory, a faint memory. He looked around his yard, scanning, searching. He wandered around the side of the house. His black, soulless gaze came upon a space in the old barbed-wire fence where years ago an intruder had run from the group’s bullets. The night old man Mourn got his leg broken. He quickly ran to the fence, there was little light around back but he could see that it had been stretched. He looked up and down, peering into the woods, hoping to see a movement of some kind. Nothing. As he turned to walk away he noticed a piece of cloth snagged to the fence. He picked it off and saw that it was a piece of pale yellow cotton from a man’s shirt. He’d watched as Sam Ryan had bundled the boy into the barn, the kid had been wearing PJs but they hadn’t been yellow that was for sure. “So’m bitch!” he mumbled. “Hey!” he hollered to the rest of the group, “Git your asses over here!” He was quickly joined by most of the group. “Git those robes off, you ain’t gonna be needin’ em for a while. You two,” he said, pointing to two of them, “get a couple o’ rifles and work your way through here as far as the track, see what you can find, then haul ass back to the house, but be careful, the kid had help.” The two younger members who had found the boy missing from the barn ran to find weapons. The rest looked expectantly at Rosen for direction.

“Well this is getting’ outta hand,” he rumbled, “and startin’ to irritate me some, so let’s sort this thing out for good, and maybe have a little fun with Mrs fancy-pants librarian at the same time.” He looked towards the owner of the local junkyard Ashley Barrett. “Ash, take someone with you and go to her house, see if she’s there. If she is, bring her back here and wait, the rest of us are going up to the hills.”

“What if she ain’t there?”

“Well then get your sorry asses up to the hills with us ya numbnuts, but if she is there, don’t kill her, she is mine” Barrett nodded then herded another guy away from the group and over to his pick-up. The rest of the order looked back at Ryan and Mayor Willets expectantly. Willets was the next to speak.

“Sheriff, I think we are going to need some spades. Whether or not they have been found, we are surely going to have to move the evidence I’m afraid, and the sooner the better. Any of you fellas got guns I suggest you bring them with you. I know some of you younger members haven’t been to the site before so follow the Sheriff here to the hills. We’ll take the back roads behind town so as not to draw attention to ourselves. We shall dig them up and take them out to the pig farm, those porkers are always looking for a meal. Questions?” Nobody replied but some of the group looked less enthused than others. “Okay then,” he finished, “let’s go!”

THIRTY-ONE

December 1978

We wish you a merry Christmas

We wish you a merry Christmas

We wish you a merry Christmas

And a happy new year.

It was 8 pm on a bitterly cold winter’s evening and the patrol car hidden behind the billboard on the outskirts of the town limits had its engine running and the heater blasting warm air around the car. Snowdrops melted instantly and turned to water the second they hit the windscreen, making crazy patterns as the water ran down the glass. In disgust the sole occupant of the car flicked off the radio, cutting the Christmas carol off in mid-verse. The patrolman used the hand-crank to wind down his window and throw the butt of another cigarette out onto the settling whiteness around him, the fiery red end of the butt sizzled briefly then died as it sank into the snow, joining half a dozen other discarded cigarette ends. His boss hated smoking in the vehicles but who really gave a sweet crap. No way was he getting out of this damn car unless he had to, it was colder than a witch’s tits in a brass bra out there. Bad enough that he had to sit out here in the first goddamn place waiting for local youths to race past in their hot-rods. Who the hell was gonna be out on a filthy night like this anyhow? Even the local teenagers weren’t that stupid. He hadn’t seen another car for nearly forty minutes. Just as he was about to crank the side window back up he heard the unmistakable rumble of an automobile in the distance. He turned his head towards the road and cupped an ear. Yep, he was sure, at last, some action to get the circulation pumping. Just a minute or two later a beige Ford station wagon rumbled passed the billboard, its headlights fighting to see through the flurries of snow and the car’s rear tires kicking up a spray of slush in its wake. The officer looked down at the monitor on the dash and the speed that the wagon was doing came up in red lights as 67 miles per hour. Bingo!

The officer slammed the gear shifter into first and after an initial spin of the rear wheels the tread finally caught and the 1976 Dodge Monaco patrol car shot forwards from behind its camouflaged hiding place. He was already up into third gear and whistling along at a fair lick before he turned on the car’s regular lights and then the emergency light bar on the roof. Up ahead he saw the rear lights of the station wagon get brighter as the driver touched the brakes. The patrol car quickly caught up with speeding driver and just the quickest blip on the siren made the driver ahead pull over to the side of the road nudging into a two foot high wall of dirty snow and mush. The police car pulled in ten feet behind. As the lawman got out of his car he zipped up his black leather bomber jacket against the cold then unclipped the holster that carried his 38 Special and moved slowly towards the car in front, his right hand hovering over the weapon. He looked down and saw the licence plate said ‘West Virginia’ along the bottom and ‘Wild & Wonderful’ in the blue strip across the top. As the man in the uniform came up to the driver’s door the electric window buzzed down. “Hello officer, did I do something wrong?” The tall man in the police uniform bent down so that he could peer inside the car. He came face to face with a slim, balding man who looked to be in his mid-thirties wrapped up for the winter in a tasteless festive sweater of a reindeer with a shiny red nose. Next to him was seated a young teenage red-headed girl also with poor taste in sweaters and looking incredibly embarrassed and worried. Behind them on the back seat were a pile of already wrapped Christmas gifts.

“Can I see your driver’s licence please sir?”

“Yes, yes of course.” The man fumbled behind his seat to the back of his pants and extracted his wallet from a back pocket. “Did I do something wrong officer?” he repeated as he slid the licence out of its cover and passed it out of the window. The officer took the licence and stood to full height, seemingly oblivious to the wind and snow that snapped around him. In the beam of the patrol car’s lights, he could clearly read the details that the occupant was a Mr John Mackenzie from Madison, West Virginia. He held on to the licence and bent back down towards the occupants. “Can I ask you where you are going on such a god awful night like tonight sir?”

“I am taking my daughter to my ex-wife’s house over in Kenton for the holidays, we should have been there a couple of hours ago but I didn’t check the weather before I left, never realised the snow would be this bad!”

“So is that why you were speeding sir?”

“Oh, was I? I am so sorry officer, I was concentrating on staying on the road and forgot to look at the speedo, it must have crept up a bit.”

“Sir, I clocked you at 67 miles per hour and this is a 55 zone along here.”

“Oh dear, I really am sorry.” The man looked and sounded truly repentant. The officer looked from the driver over towards the teenager, who was trying to bury her head in the folds of her roll-neck Santa sweater. He stared at them both a while as if pondering what to do with them, then smiled.

“Okay as it is the season of goodwill sir I am going to let you off of a ticket and let you get on your way.” Mr Mackenzie sighed in relief, “Oh thank you officer, I promise I’ll keep an eye on the……” The officer put his hand up to stop the driver talking. “But I am still going to have to take a few details for our log back at the station, so if you could join me briefly in my car so we can keep warm and dry?” The lawman stood back to give the driver room.

“Yes, yes of course, indeed.” He turned to his daughter, “I won’t be a second bunny, stay strapped in.”

“Okay Pops.” She replied as her dad opened the car door and stepped out onto the roadside.

“After you sir?” invited the policeman with a wave of his hand towards his cruiser. They both trod carefully back through the slush towards the flashing red and blue lights and as Mr Mackenzie was in front he couldn’t see that the policeman had placed the man’s driving licence in to the pocket of his uniform. As they neared the police cruiser the officer came up closer to Mackenzie and opened the front passenger door for him, with a wave of his wrist he beckoned the man to enter. As the lawman stepped back to allow Mackenzie to enter he stepped in behind the driver just before he got in the car, he got a firm grip of the man’s head with both hands and gave a sharp twist to the neck. The policeman heard the crack as Mackenzie’s neck snapped, his body going instantly limp. The lawman took the weight of the driver and slipped him on to the front seat of the cruiser, tucked his legs in and closed the door behind him. He unhurriedly walked around to the driver’s side and got in behind the wheel. He looked briefly across at the body next to him; John Mackenzie’s eyes were still wide open and showed a look of complete shock. The officer picked up the transmitter for the CB radio that sat next to the police radio and depressed the talk button. “Ash, you there, come in?” then let go of the button. Eight miles away in the office of the local junkyard Ashley Barrett looked up through the fog of his cigar from the sleaze mag his was reading. Back in the patrol car, the driver waited and after a brief second or two of static, a voice replied through the ether. “Yeah, I’m here, what’s up?”

“I got a car broken down on the 42 about 6 miles from town, need you to come get it right now.”

“Now?! You kidding me right?!”

“Yes now! It’s causing an obstruction on the road so get your greasy butt up here and pick it up then crush it, quickly, d’ya understand?!”

The voice of recognition came back over the airwaves “Oh, I see, I’ll be there as soon as I can.” Barrett clicked off, shook on a big winter jacket and headed out to his wrecker truck. Back in the cruiser the officer looked across at his dead passenger and said “Do you know what John? Can I call you John? Well, that guy Barrett, he’s as useful as a one legged man in an arse kickin’ contest, you know what I mean?!” He chuckled to himself as he got back out of the car and walked back to the station wagon and the girl waiting patiently for her father.

THIRTY-TWO

Josh had been reluctant to leave the pick-up and stay with John’s wife Tabitha but Ed reinforced his promise that he would bring his mom over as soon as possible although it might not be for a few hours yet. Ed made sure Josh was comfortable in John’s house with a hot chocolate drink and Tabitha fussing over the boy. The men then headed straight for the hills as fast as they could.

The pick-up bumped and lurched as it climbed further into the woods and further from the metalled roads, making the going slower. Everyone on board was well aware that they could be caught up at any moment. They wanted to be followed by the killers but not too soon. Ed directed John past where he and Linda had parked before until they came to a clearing large enough to stop some three hundred yards further on. The group jumped out before John drove deeper into the trees, giving some cover from the track. The group took some branches and leaned them against the truck. They stood back and admired their handy work. If someone were to give a casual glance to the left while walking on the track, the truck could not be seen. It was good enough. Ed lead the way back down the rutted track to where he had first entered the woods. Buster was right behind him, acting like a human bulldozer, clearing the way for the other two. They paused near the stream to catch their breath. Ed looked up at Buster in the moonlight and could see the big man was starting to get agitated the nearer he got to his daughter’s body. Ed put his hand on the giant’s arm.

“Buster, you going to be okay?” he asked softly.

“I think so boss, but I be honest with you, I’m right scared. I want to see my baby girl again but… well, I don’t reckon I wanna see her layin’ in all that dirt you know, I don’t think I can do it.”

“That’s not a problem my friend, me and guys will take care of what needs to be done won’t we?” he said glancing at the other two.

“For sure Buster.” Mumbled John.

“No problem.” Came the reply from George.

“But remember we got to wait ‘til they make the first move Buster, we are all the witnesses. Them digging proves it was them.”

“I unnerstan sure enough, I’ll be fine.”

“Alright then” Ed began, but as he turned back towards the stream he stopped. “Wait!” He paused. “D’ya hear that?

The small group listened intently.

George spoke up, “Yep, I heard that, cars, maybe a few of ‘em, getting closer.”

“Sound travels more at night but I don’t think they are that far off,” said Ed, “we got to get moving, let’s go!”

They ignored the stepping stones and splashed across the stream hurrying to the clearing.

Linda heard them long before she saw them. They were making quite a noise as they moved swiftly through the last of the trees. Ed entered the clearing first and purposely guided his group around the edge, away from the burial site in the centre. As the men neared the other side he called out as quietly as possible, “Linda? Linda, where are you?”

“Shush!” came the reply, “over here.” The guys followed the voice and found the others almost exactly where Ed had sketched on the envelope. The two groups reunited with the fanned out defence getting up and coming together. Linda spoke first in an urgent whisper.

“Did you find him, did you get Josh?”

John answered, “Yes ma’am, we sure did, he’s safe and sound back at my place.” Linda threw herself at the group, trying to hug all of them at the same time. “Thank you, thank you so much, all of you. I’ve been so worried, I can’t thank you enough!”

The group reluctantly untangled themselves from her embrace. Ed spoke to the others in Linda’s group.

“Things have changed some, for the worse I’m afraid. There’s more than one of them, in fact, it’s nearer a dozen.”

“Who are they? Do we know them?” asked Linda.

“I recognised one of course, but not the rest”, replied Ed, “but John and George, you knew most of them, right?”

“That we did”, said John sadly, “and it ain’t good. We saw Sam from the Motel, Bill from Grogan’s bar, the head guy from the newspaper, Ash from the junkyard, a couple of farmers and…”

“And who?” she asked.

John just shook his head in disbelief.

“Mayor Willets.” answered George flatly.

The group that had been in the woods stared at each other blankly. Finally one of them said, “You must be mistaken, Willets, the Mayor, no way!”

“It was sure enough,” offered John, “it’s some kinda coven or somethin’, wearin’ hoods ‘n gowns like the goddamn Klu Klux Klan. Willets looked to be in charge.” The group fell into silence as the news sunk in; their town was being run by a secret society with a penchant for torture and murder. The sound of distant motors getting closer brought them back to the present.

“Right!” said Ed, “time to get organized.” He looked towards Linda’s group. “You guys go back to where you were, we’ll take this side. Remember; wait ‘til they start digging before you turn your flashlights on them, and no shooting. I know your feelings about what this bunch of freaks have been doing over the years, but we can’t turn this into a turkey shoot. We get the evidence, catch them if we can, and hand them over to the state police. Got that?”

In the darkness, the silhouettes nodded or murmured agreement. John was the only one that voiced a question “What if they start shootin’ at us? Son’s a bitches gonna have guns for sure and I ain’t just gonna sit on my ass and let ‘em try and take ma head off!”

“Then we return fire, which is why we are spread out in this shallow ‘C’ so we can catch them in a crossfire but not shoot ourselves, but try and go for their legs. I want them to be able to stand up in court, but if they have to sit in a wheelchair then that’s okay too I guess. Anything else? Okay, take your positions; I’ll be the closest to them so wait until I shout ‘NOW!”

The group started to disperse in a wide arc around the clearing but Buster stopped them briefly. “Hold on one secon’, I just wanna thank all you fellas and Miss Linda for doing this, I surely do ‘preciate it.” Engine noises drifted through the hills then abruptly stopped. It seemed their quarry had arrived.

“Okay, go!” Ed urged, and the group spread out and slipped into the waiting cover of darkness. Linda and Ed squeezed hands then split up. Ed went to the very left of the clearing nearest to where he hoped the killers would emerge from the thick forest of trees. It had taken them at least fifteen minutes to get through the trees the second time, quite a bit longer the first time, so Ed didn’t expect to see anyone appear for at least ten minutes after the last sounds of the engines evaporated up into the night sky but he lay low, partially hidden behind a rotting tree stump. Reluctantly he leaned on his left elbow and with his right hand drew his pistol from its shoulder holster under his jacket. The metal felt cold against his hand as he gently pulled the breach back to cock the weapon. The last time he had lain like this had been back in Vietnam, the last day that he had ever fired a gun in anger, the day that he had……

So long ago but it seemed like only yesterday. The clearing and the fire-fight, the call for air support, the suppressing fire as they waited for the jet plane to run in towards them. His order for orange smoke so the pilot would know their position, the feel of hot air on the back of his neck as the napalm roared through the jungle and clearing, but most of all, the walk through the burning village, mopping up any resistance. The crackle of burning wood and the near constant trill of the crickets the only noises save for the scuff of army boots on dry, charred earth. He could smell that unique cooked aroma of toasted flesh along with the scent of burnt buildings as the stench assaulted his nostrils, the smoke tickling his throat. The movement caught out of the corner of his eye from one of the native pampoo huts and his finger pulling the trigger on his M16, just a short burst, five or six rounds. And then his discovery of the girl, the pain in his own chest as he holds her and watches helplessly as her lifeblood trickles through his hands. He remembers laying her down, closing her beautiful big brown eyes and crossing her arms, then picking up the wooden doll and putting it inside his jacket. The thought of so many lives pointlessly lost threatened to overwhelm him, much like it had done many years ago. His head had slowly lowered and was touching the moss covered earth, his eyes squeezed tight. He had drifted back to the Seventies, travelling back through time down a well-trodden path of his mind, but without the help of the crickets or headaches. He could smell the burning village, even the metallic irony scent of her blood, feel her soft skin. A low moan was just parting his lips when the snap of a twig underfoot brought him straight back to the here and now. His eyes snapped open and his head came up, he was staring at the clearing in the forest in Ohio.

In the centre stood a tight bunch of men, at least seven that he could see. Two carried long-handled spades, the rest carried rifles. Rosen turned on his flashlight, panning around the clearing but he saw no one. He then turned the beam of light on to the ground, searching for a spot he recognised. Peeking out from his position behind the log, Ed could see the light come to rest fairly close to where he and Linda had discovered the child. The night carried the men’s voices clearly, even though they spoke only just above a whisper.

“Here”, pointed the sheriff, “you two, start over here.”

“It don’t look touched to me, you sure this is the place Johnny?” asked one of the two younger fellas holding a spade.

“Course I’m sure now git your ass over there and start diggin’.” Two more flashlights popped on and scanned the ground while the two diggers began their grim task. The men grunted with exertion while the others formed a rough circle around the ever-deepening hole. Another two men joined them a few minutes later, out of breath and panting. It was Ash from the junkyard along with the manager of the local hardware store. Ash sidled up next to Rosen. “The bitch weren’t there but her car’s still outside the house.” Rosen just grunted and nodded his head. Silence fell on the area except for the regular noise of spades cutting into the earth. Ed waited patiently until he heard one of the diggers say “Hey, I got something here!” At that Ed said out loud, “Hold it right there. You’re surrounded. Put your weapons down!”

Everyone standing in the group swung towards the direction of the voice from the dark, rifle barrels coming up in unison.

“Put the weapons down…… NOW!” Ed repeated. The beams of many flashlights tore across the clearing in the direction of where Ed’s voice had come from, trying to locate its source.

Mayor Willets spoke first. “Over there, behind that log. Shot the son of a bitch!” he roared as he opened fire with a pistol. Although some of the group had seemed reluctant to fire, it seemed that a frenzy had come over them, spurred on by the first couple of shots from Willets. The fallen tree trunk that hid Ed Saunders erupted into a shower of splinters as chunks of bark and woody flesh tore away from the limb. Buster’s friends didn’t need telling, they could all see that the log wouldn’t give protection for much longer. John opened fire first, taking a bead on one of the gunmen with his hunting rifle. The sound of his shots was lost in the cacophony of noise from the other firers but when one of the group in the centre yelled out and pitched backwards, the rest noticed. The two men in the open grave ducked down as the rest of Buster’s friends followed John’s lead and opened fire. The attackers now became the attacked. They twitched around in every direction, startled, looking for where the attack was coming from, firing off wild shots into the darkness. Sam Ryan screamed as his left leg was hit, felling him like a giant redwood. Another of the group dropped his rifle as he was hit in the hand. The rest stopped firing and either crouched or threw their weapons on the ground and held up their hands in surrender, all, that is except Willets and Rosen. In the few seconds that the fire-fight had lasted and the confusion it had brought with it, they had both walked backwards towards the line of trees, and as the last few shots were ringing out they turned and ran back the way they had come. Still in cover, Ed shouted at the group in the centre to drop their weapons and to stand up. Powerful flashlight beams from around the area started to pop on and point at the group, reinforcing the perception that they were outnumbered and completely surrounded. Except for the injured ones, they all rose to their feet and raised their hands. They were joined by the two diggers who climbed cautiously out of the grave. The group huddled together for protection.

Ed was the first to come out of cover, swiftly followed by the others. They encircled the group, the ones with weapons kept them aimed at the men in the centre. George went forward and picked the weapons off the ground and threw them behind him, keeping his shotgun trained on the group throughout. Through the light fog of gunpowder and with the smell of cordite hanging in the air Ed swept the beam of his light across the faces of the men. They all looked down at the ground in resignation except for Bill Emmett, the barman that Ed had met on his first day in Ludlow. The thin old man stood proud and defiant. He looked straight back down the beam of light to Ed. “I told you not to git involved mister. Now you gone and got yourself a whole world of trouble, you all have, mark my words, you all gonna regre…” Buster had silently stepped forwards and taken a mighty roundhouse swing at the barman. As his huge fist made contact with Emmett’s face, the barman’s words were abruptly cut off as he was physically lifted from the ground by the force of the impact. He landed heavily in a heap at the foot of remaining men, completely unconscious. Buster stared at the rest of the group. “Anyone else got somethin’ to say?” There was only silence but for the whimpers of the injured. Buster grunted at their submission.

“Man, that felt good!” Buster turned toward Ed. “You said you saw some people trying to give me a hard time a ways back? Well, he was a lot older than the rest and shoulda known better, but he was one o’ the worse.”

It was Linda’s voice that came out of the darkness next. “Where are Rosen and Willetts, they’ve gone?!”

The group looked around the clearing, illuminating dark corners with the beams of their lights.

“Damn them, they’ve got away!” admitted George.

“Not yet they ain’t!” roared Buster, frustration and sadness clear in his voice. For his size, he was quite fast on his feet. The group watched as he lumbered on his thick legs in the direction of the cars.

“I’ll go with him.” said George and ran after the Goliath.

The two groups faced each other. Finally, Sam Ryan, the motel owner raised his head. “I need a hospital, I’m bleeding to death here!” Ed looked at the welt on Ryan’s leg.

“Sadly it’s just a graze, you’ll live.” He beamed the light around the clearing until it came to the prone body near the centre. He walked over and wrenched the rifle from the body’s firm grip and threw it away. Ed then lent down and felt the neck for a pulse. There was none. John came over with a flashlight and swiftly beamed it along the body. Two holes in the upper chest oozed liquid, bright red under the torchlight, to confirm Ed’s diagnosis.

“That was me”, said John in a whisper. “It’s Ash Barrett from the Junkyard, I been huntin’ with him a few times. He’s a mean son of a bitch and a good shot too. He was aiming straight for you, I didn’t want to risk a leg shot and miss”.

“Thank you John, I think I might owe you a beer or two for that”. Ed replied with a sigh. They walked back to where the rest of the group were bunched together.

“What you gonna do with us?” asked Ryan.

“We ought t’ shoot ya, is what we should do, ya sick sons a bitches!” one of Buster’s friends replied while pulling back the bolt on his hunting rifle for effect. The noise of the cold steel of the rifle being cocked forced the murdering group to huddle even closer together.

Ed spoke next, pointing to the two that had been digging. “You two can get right back in that hole and carry on what you were doing. John? Keep ‘em covered. The rest of you sit down right where you are and put your hands on your heads. If you try anything, I can’t guarantee these folks won’t shoot you dead before the police get here, so best do as I suggest.”

The two younger men reluctantly retrieved the spades where they had fallen and crawled back over to the grave. John followed them, the shaft of brightness from his flashlight pointing out from the top of his hunting rifle where it rested along the barrel.

Ed turned to Linda. “Call 911 and ask for the detective branch of the County Police, or maybe State Troopers, just make sure you don’t get put through to the station in town. There should be someone there even at this time of night. Oh, and you had best ask for a medic for these guys.” He finished, pointing at the injured men. She turned away and walked a few feet from the group, dialling on her cell, her face illuminated by the screen on her phone. Ed looked at her silhouetted profile for a few seconds then turned back to the seated men and fixed his flashlight beam onto the rotund torso of Ryan. The jelly-like body shivered under the weight of the brightness.

“I have some questions for you before the cops arrive. How many of you are there?” Ryan didn’t answer. “Lost for words Mr Ryan? That’s not like you. Talk to me or talk to Buster when he gets back, it’s up to you?” Sam Ryan glanced across at the still unconscious figure of Bill Emmet lying spread-eagled over the ground and the dead body of Ashley Barrett.

“Twelve, there’ always twelve.” he murmured.

“Shut your mouth you old fool, they ain’t got nothing on us.” Spat another of the group near the back. Ed beamed the light onto the face that had spoken. He didn’t recognise the middle-aged man.

“I think you are very wrong about that” replied Ed. “Just being here is evidence enough, but you’ve seen the TV, once those CSI people start looking for DNA and hair and things, they’ll have all they need to send you away forever. Hey, don’t they have the death penalty in this State?” The man dropped his head back towards his crossed legs.

Ed turned back to Ryan. “You were saying?”

“There’s always twelve of us, no more, no less.”

“I counted only eleven, who’s missing? No hang on, let me guess Esther Mourn’s husband. What’s his name? Jed, right?”

“How the hell would you know that?” Ryan seemed genuinely surprised.

“Oh, just a stab in the dark. Does his leg play him up sometimes?”

A bemused look came over Ryan’s face.

“Let’s just say I bumped into him a while back.” A picture of Mourn and Ed in that brief tussle popped fleetingly into his mind. “So what are you, Klu-Klux-Klan or devil worshippers or something?”

“No!” replied Ryan indignantly. “Not at all, we are nothing like those hicks. We are ‘The Devout Thules.” He said rather proudly.

“The devout what?”

“Thule.” Ryan was getting some of his loquacious character back. He pressed on. “The Thule Society was started by some Nazis in World War Two, but we aren’t Nazis, oh no, we are a brotherhood, just trying to keep our country pure of contaminants like jews and nigg…” The word was halfway out of his mouth before he realized he was surrounded by a host of black folk carrying guns.

“Yeah, you go right on ahead and say it,” jibed one of Buster’s friends from the shadows. “And see if I don’t put a bullet through that thick head o’ yours, then you won’ have to worry bout our blessed country no more.” Ryan laid his large chins back on his chest. Linda had come back to rejoin the group. As she slipped her cell phone back into her jacket pocket she said, “I know a little about the Thule Society. They were an occult group started just at the end of the Great War by a German called Rudolf von Sebottendorff. Thule was the sponsor of the Nazis party in its infancy, Heinrich Himmler was a leading light as were a lot of other Nazis. Thulers believed in a lot of spiritual stuff and looked for secret weapons that they could use against the allies along with searching for the ultimate Aryan race. I think it still exists around the world but they don’t go around murdering kids; they’re more like a Masonic lodge now.”

“Well that’s true enough” agreed Ryan reluctantly, “but we aren’t the Thule Society, we are The Devout Thules, completely different.”

“Really?!” asked Ed disbelievingly. “How so?”

“Well we were one of their lodges many years ago but we were seen as too militant for them and I guess we were kinda ex-communicated, so we went our own way.” All the while he was speaking he kept a close eye on Buster’s friend. “They started letting all sorts of trash join so we were happy to go it alone. We wanted to go back to what the Society stood for between the wars and try and uncover the secrets that the extra-terrestrials had bestowed upon us but have been lost in time.”

“I think I’ve heard enough,” said Ed, “You guys are crazier than a pack of dogs in a hubcap factory.” The group fell silent, the only noise now coming from the critters in the woods and the grunts of exertion from the two gravediggers. Ed turned to Linda. “Did you get through?”

“Yes, I spoke to a Captain Dewhurst. He took some convincing but he’s getting a team together and thinks he could be here within the hour. I said one of us would meet them at the bottom of the foothills to guide them up.”

“Good thinking, I’m going to…”

He was cut off by two shots barking out in quick succession, amplified by the darkness and making everyone jump.

“Jesus Christ!” cried John, “What the hell?”

“John, are you and the others okay to keep an eye on this bunch?”

“For sure.”

Ed didn’t waste any more time. He turned and took off towards where Buster had followed Rosen and Willets, knowing the sound they had heard was the sharp crack of a pistol, and knowing too that Buster and George weren’t carrying pistols.

Buster stomped through the forest with a speed and agility that defied his size but he made no attempt to stay quiet as he bull-dozed after Mayor Willets and Sheriff Rosen. It was all George could do to keep up. They had already splashed through the water and were nearing the track where the vehicles were parked when Buster caught sight of a figure in the darkness. It was Willets. The old man was starting to flag and Buster increased his speed, quickly closing the gap. Ahead Mayor Willets was puffing heavily and limping on his arthritic legs but self-preservation kept him moving. He sensed more than heard someone behind him. He turned to see a dark mountain of flesh just ten feet away from him. He stopped dead and raised the old Colt revolver in his quivering right hand. He snatched at the trigger, once, twice, the sharp recoil pushing the barrel upwards. Some of the Mayor’s earlier arrogance returned for a fleeting moment but the huge man coming towards him barely slowed. Buster gave a deep growl, bent lower and barrelled into Willets with his shoulder like a football player. “Oomph!” The air was forced from Willet’s lungs as Buster hit the old man. The mechanic hit with such force that the Mayor left the ground completely, sailing six feet through the air before slamming into the base of a big old pine tree. As the old man flew through the air legs and arms akimbo and Buster thundering past he thought to himself, ‘I hit him, I know I hit him.’ It was the last thought he had as his head hit the tree, snapping his fragile neck in the process, the limp, lifeless body crumbling to the ground.

Buster kept going, his goal was Sheriff Rosen, and he could just see him through the trees, but he was feeling weak, he started to slow. Adrenaline pushed him forward but his legs started to feel like jelly, his eyes were losing focus but he couldn’t understand why. When the mayor had fired he had felt a couple of stings, like a bee, but now his strength was sapping. There, not fifty yards ahead, Rosen was looking back at him then running on. Buster stumbled and went down on one knee. He looked down at his stomach; his shirt was covered in liquid. He touched it and felt the thick stickiness of it. In the darkness of the forest, it looked shiny black. Another dark patch was leaking from a hole through his cargo pants in his thigh. George arrived at his side, panting. “Buster, you okay man?”

“George, I don’t feel real good, I think I bin shot.”

His friend knelt down beside him. “Argh craps Buster, what you gone and done. Sit down against this tree, let me take a look at ya.” With an effort he helped his friend over to the base of a large pine and let him slide down until Buster’s legs were stretched out in front of him. “What bout Rosen, he getting’ away. He killed my little princess!”

Don’t you worry none about him, he’ll get his due soon enough, right now I need to take a look under your shirt.” George managed to untuck Buster’s shirt and pull it up enough to see the wound. It was the size of a nickel, just to the right of centre but it was bleeding heavily. George got a handkerchief from his pocket and placed it over the whole. “You push down on that hard while I take a look at your leg.” He got a multi-tool from a pouch on his belt and unfolded the knife. With the greatest of care, he cut into the fabric of Buster’s pants. Another nickel-sized hole cut into the dark flesh and muscle. That too oozed blood but not as quickly as the stomach wound. George looked down at his own body, looking for something he could use as a tourniquet. Nothing seemed obvious. “What in hell am I gonna do?” he asked himself.

“If you’s thinkin’ ‘bout somethin’ to strap ma leg wid, you could do worse than your belt there.”

George looked down at his waist.

“Less you afraid O losin’ your pants!” Buster added with a faint smile on his lips.

“Of course!” he exclaimed.

He un-cinched the buckle and slid the brown leather belt through the loops of his old army fatigues, popping the tool pouch into his pocket. As he gently slipped the belt under the huge thigh of his friend he tried to keep Buster distracted. “Well I guess with all the beers I been drinking lately I don’t think I really need the belt anyway my pants are getting so tight.” The humour wasn’t lost on Buster with George being as thin as he is, but he still winced as George moved the belt around Buster’s leg. He worried that the belt wouldn’t be long enough but it came round and he hitched it tight just above the wound with a couple of notches to go. The blood still oozed slowly. “I think you need to pull tighter.” said Buster.

“Well okay, but hold on, this is gonna hurt some.” George tugged hard on the belt and took it to the last notch, the blood stopped flowing almost straight away. Buster didn’t flinch when it was done but George could see the pain etched on his friend’s face.

“That’s all I can do for you right now old buddy. I need to get you some help.”

I ain’t worried ‘bout me, I want to get Rosen and get back to my Gracie.”

He started to struggle to his feet causing a fresh pouring of blood from the stomach wound. George gently pushed Buster back down. “You just sit there and do as your told, I’m gonna head back to the clearing and get some help. I doubt Rosen will come back this way but,” He walked swiftly back to where Willets lay heaped at the bottom of another large tree and pulled the revolver from the dead man’s hand, barely looking at the glazed stare coming from the corpse. He went back and knelt beside his friend. “Take this, just in case but don’t go to sleep okay?”

“Okay George” he slurred back in reply, “but I do feel awful weary.”

“No, you mustn’t go to sleep Buster; I’m counting on you to watch my back now ya hear?”

“I’ll do my best.”

“Well, that’s all I can ask for.” And with that, George stood and ran back the way the two friends had come, back towards the clearing. Buster sat with his legs outstretched and his hands on his lap, holding the revolver. His head turned left to right slowly, watching the path that Rosen had taken and the surrounding trees and vegetation.

Ed Saunders heard someone coming straight towards him, making no effort to conceal their movement and they seemed to be moving fast. He stopped and knelt down behind a tree, his browning pointing towards the noise as he peeked into the darkness to try and see who it was. Within seconds he saw George barrelling towards him, his shotgun held across his chest at the ready. Ed didn’t want to get shot by mistake so he shouted before he stepped out. “George! It’s Ed Saunders.”

George stopped immediately and started pointing the two vicious looking barrels of his weapon toward where he heard the voice in the dark.

“George, it’s me, Ed, Ed Saunders.” He repeated. Ed stepped out very slowly from behind the tree as George peered forward in the gloom to see better. Recognition came across George’s face as he saw Ed’s torso tentatively appear. The barrels of the shotgun came down immediately, much to Ed’s relief.

“Ed, Buster’s been shot; it’s pretty bad I think. We need to get him to a hospital fast!”

“The State Police are on their way, they’ll have a medic and some first aid kits with them.”

“I don’t think he’s got that long, I stopped the leg wound but he’s got a hole in his gut too!”

“Shoot! That sounds bad, okay I’ll go and see if I can help Buster, you go back to the clearing and get John and someone else. Between the four of us, we should be able to carry him to John’s pick-up and get him down the hill. Get Linda to call 911 and have an ambulance meet us at the bottom.”

An engine started somewhere in the distance and roared loudly as it headed away from them.

“Rosen and Willets!” exclaimed Ed.

“No, just Rosen, Willets is dead. Buster ran him over, literally.”

“Oh, okay well that’s one less arsehole in the world I guess. Right get going George.”

“Follow this track straight back about half a mile, you’ll find Buster, but be careful, he’s got Willets gun.” With no other words, they turned and went in opposite directions as fast as their legs would carry them.

THIRTY-THREE

The Sheriff saw Willets shoot the dumb nigger and get tossed out the way like he was made of tumbleweed or something, but that was fine by him, the old coot was slowing him down anyway. Jeeze, he was as slow as molasses in January and speed was going to be important now. He still didn’t understand how that dumb-assed salesman had found out about the black girl or where she was buried for that matter, but it was too late now, he had to get back to his place, pack and git the hell out of this one whore town. He was still ahead of the game though. He had a secret stash of money, a gun and some clothes in the barn just in case something like this ever happened and if time allows, he knew where Willets’ safe was and the combination to get into the thing. Now that old coot was loaded, but not as half as smart as he thought he was. Just a damn shame he never got to take that librarian bitch up the ass before wringing her scrawny neck, but you never know how things will turn out, he might still get a chance yet. Just gotta get off this damn hill.

By this point, Rosen had reached his Ford Crown Vic. His keys were still in the ignition, he turned the engine on, bashed Willet’s Caddy out of the way as he backed up then spun his car around and rammed his foot down on the gas pedal. The engine protested until he finally grabbed the gear shifter and rammed it into second then third. He wasn’t worried about ruts or potholes now. He banged his head several times as the car bounced out of a dip but he never released the gas pedal until he came close to the end of the first track and he barely slowed for that either. Now on the paved road, he went faster still, looking as far ahead as the headlamps allowed. He was coming out of the hills and onto one of the main county roads. His frequent looks in the rear-view mirror told him that he wasn’t being followed, yet, but he wasn’t going to take any chances. He was coming up to the left turn to take him towards the rail crossing. The car fish-tailed as he took it at speed, jerking the wheel around viciously but he kept the pedal to the metal throughout. Now it was just a straight run back through town to his place.

“Oh craps, what now!” he exclaimed as he looked ahead. A few miles off in the distance he saw the flashing red and blue lights of an emergency vehicle, or maybe more than one. If it was Hodiak his deputy it was no problem, he would just order him to turn around and head back to the station because he had already sorted out the issue. He didn’t trust the numbnuts monkey as his moral compass was set rigidly north, and he was a Polack to boot. No way was he ever going to be invited to be part of the brotherhood. But from this distance, he couldn’t be sure. He doused the lights on the car but kept going at full speed, just making out the center line on the blacktop. His options were running out as he flew passed a small clump of trees and thicket on the right. He hammered his right foot down on the brake and was forcing the gear lever into reverse before the car had become stationary. Tires squealed as he reversed a hundred yards up the road then back into first gear and pulled the car down off the road onto the rutted, dusty earth of the ploughed field behind the trees. He put the car in neutral so he could take his foot off the brake pedal and extinguish the brake lights but kept the engine running. He had to wait less than a minute before an ambulance came speeding by with lights flashing but no sirens on. In a moment it had gone and was just a colorful blur in Rosen’s rearview mirror. He waited another long thirty seconds then selected first gear and started towards the road but no sooner than he had got the Crown Vic into motion than he jammed his foot on the brake, got it back into reverse and put it back behind the trees. Ahead of him he saw a small cavalcade of more flashing lights that had just bridged the mound where the rail tracks crossed the road. They were away off but getting closer quickly and this was the only cover he could see. He sat patiently as the lights came towards him. Instinctively he ducked down as four Police Dodge Chargers, two vans and another EMT wagon raced passed his place of concealment. They never slowed, just kept going straight on down the road. Again he waited for another half a minute then bounced the car back onto the road and hit the gas back towards Ludlow. He couldn’t help but smile to himself, he knew he was going to make a clean getaway and leave these dumb shmucks sniffing around their own backsides looking for clues. He hit the gas harder then shifted into top gear.

THIRTY-FOUR

“Urgh, I think I just found something.” said the taller of the two men digging. John moved closer to the hole in the ground and was joined by Linda as he shone the torchlight down. The beam clearly illuminated a lock of blonde hair.

“Put the spades down and use your hands now; I don’t want her damaged any more than she is already.” Linda said to the two diggers. They didn’t move, they just looked up at John and Linda in shock. John pulled back the bolt on his hunting rifle and pointed it directly at the man who had found the girl.

“Do it now, before I decide I don’t need you two anymore and do it myself.”

The two men looked at each, nodded and dropped to their knees. The hole was now wide enough that they could work side by side. They started scooping out big clumps of clay-like earth from around where the hair showed through and threw it behind them. Within seconds a pale face appeared through the muck, the face of a little girl. She looked as she did before when Ed and Linda had found her, as if she were just sleeping, with hardly any decay at all. The clay-like soil had preserved them as if they had been mummified.

“Don’t touch her, don’t move her,” warned Linda. “Just work down and find her body.”

They did as they were told and started shuffling backwards to clear around the small body grunting with the effort. After just a couple of minutes the girl’s torso, clad in a pretty dress was clearly visible. The shorter of the two men scraped a big lump of clay away from the body’s right arm and as he pulled, a small brown hand and forearm flopped out onto the man’s knee. He screamed and jumped up. The whole group turned to see what was happening, captive and captures alike.

Linda knelt down beside the grave as John poured light over that part of the uncovered body. Linda looked at John and said one word. “Grace!”

Saunders reached Buster in just a few minutes. The big guys head was on his lap as if he were just having an afternoon nap. Ed gently took the barrel of the pistol and pointed it away from both of them then tugged it gently from Buster’s big hands. The metal felt sticky to the touch. Buster’s head came up as he stirred. Even in the near complete darkness under the canopy of trees, the big guy looked smaller and paler than before.

“It’s okay my friend, it’s just me Ed.”

“Mister Ed, I got one of em, I got the Mayor but da sheriff, he got away from me.”

“You did well just to do that Buster, and don’t worry about Rosen, we’ll catch up with him very soon. George will be back in a couple of minutes with some help to get you back to the cars but I just want a quick look under your hands there okay?” He had seen many bullet wounds in Vietnam and knew stomach wounds were the worst type to get. Buster nodded his head and tried lifting his arms a little but they felt like lead. Ed gave him a hand and peaked under Buster’s yellow check shirt and slightly lifted the blood-soaked handkerchief then placed it gently back. He reached around the giant’s torso and felt around his back, feeling for an exit wound which was usually much bigger than the entry wound, but he found nothing.

“Okay, you’re doing fine Buster, just stick with me and we’ll get through this.”

“Well, to tell the truth Boss, I don’t really feel any pain, I just feel real tired like I could sleep a hundred years.”

“You can sleep soon Buster, but not yet. Stay awake for now. Hey, tell me how you met your wife?”

The big man smiled as he reminisced about his wife, how they met in high school but were both too shy to talk to each other until one day after church service Elsa had bucked up the courage to ask Buster out on a date. “She always said that if we had waited ‘til I asked her we would never have gotten together at all!” His words poured out but were slowing down. Ed kept him talking until George returned five minutes later, out of breath but with another of Buster’s friends, BJ.

“We got here as quick as we could,” he panted, “ Linda has called for a medic.” He knelt down beside his injured friend and tenderly took the hand that was holding down the handkerchief. “Buster, they found her, they found Grace.”

“They found her, they found my baby?” Life came back into the man and with a strength that surprised all of them he started to stand.

“Buster no! You gotta get some help!” cried George. He shrugged them off as if they were a dream and started to stagger back towards the glade. They all realized it would be futile to try and stop him seeing his little girl so George and Ed caught up with him and took the weight off of him on either side and walked slowly back to the others while BJ headed for John’s pick-up and the bottom of the hill. Within a few minutes Buster was almost completely exhausted but somehow he just kept on plodding, one foot in front of the other, his two compatriots taking more and more of the big man’s weight as they fought their way through the trees. Buster found another burst of energy as they spotted lights up ahead and heard talking. While Ed had been away from the clearing, the diggers had been swopped around and now both the blonde girl in the red and yellow dress and Grace Benjamin were almost completely unearthed. Eugene ‘Buster’ Benjamin burst back into the clearing and ran unaided to the pile of earth near the middle. He sank to his knees at the foot of the now very wide grave and took in the sight of the two girls lying before him. Complete silence engulfed the woods, even the animals and birds seemed to understand the significance of the moment and dared not tweet or coo. George came to his side and offered a hand. He took it gladly and his friend helped him down the few feet into the ground. The gravediggers jumped out as the big man came in. Using the last of his strength he crawled up to his daughter and took both her young hands in his large calloused palms. On his knees, he raised her hands to his mouth and kissed them. His tears ran down his face and on to her hands.

“Hello Princess, I have missed you so much, but Daddy’s here now and we gonna go home to see your Momma, yes we are.” He lifted his head up and looked at the faces surrounding the grave and came to rest on a space where no one stood. He smiled and tilted his head as if listening, then nodded and searched the faces until he saw Ed’s. “We all three would like to thank you for what you’s done for us, you made our family complete once more,” he caught his breath, “and Esta says you paid your debt, no more bad dreams for you, no sir!” He coughed heavily and a thin spray of crimson was caught in the many beams of light shining across the grave. “Thank you, thank you all.” He smiled, stroked his daughter’s face and said “I love you baby.” then fell to the side. Linda, John and George jumped into the hole, mindful not to step on anyone. With Ed’s help from above, they pulled the giant out and to the side of the grave, his head resting on the mound of freshly excavated earth. Linda put her fingers to his neck then put her ear to his chest. Through the tears she couldn’t speak, she simply shook her head then sobbed even harder. Ed pulled her up and they hugged each other tightly.

When the heaving sobs became small sniffs, Ed lead Linda to the side of the clearing and sat her down on a fallen log. There they sat in silence until the noise of the woods began to re-enter their consciousness. For Ed Saunders, the first thing he was aware of was the noise the cricket was making that had jumped up onto the log next to him. It seemed to be looking directly at him and played his tune music vigorously with his back legs. Ed thought once again about that heart-breaking day in Vietnam, the last day he had ever fired a gun in anger, the sound of the crickets bringing it all back, so fresh and clear in his mind. But only briefly did he have time to dwell on that as the headache returned and his mind went white. It was Linda’s turn to hold onto Ed this time as she felt his body suddenly stiffen then go completely limp. She held him tight to stop him from toppling backwards off the log. “Now what the hell do I do?!” she thought to herself.

THIRTY-FIVE

As Ed came to he immediately recognized where he was, he was at the Mountain View Motel and he was standing just outside of his room, room 14, but it clearly wasn’t 2010. Just the myriad of finned cars in the parking lot told him that he was back in 1962 once more. Two and three-toned cars almost filled the parking lot, sitting outside of a motel that had fresh pastel primrose paint on the walls and primary colour doors for the rooms. He looked around and spotted the sign to say the place was authorized by AAA and even a sign for a swimming pool, he was pretty sure that didn’t still exist in 2010 and had probably been filled in and built on. The big black shiny DeSoto sat in front of where he stood, looking low and menacing, a veritable rocket ship. As he stood there he could almost taste the smoldering electricity that filled the air, hinting of a thunderstorm not too far off in the hills. He looked to the sky but it was still clear blue, the sun still beating down the last of its heat for a late afternoon. But a storm was coming, oh yes, a big storm was just over the horizon.

He knew instinctively what he should do. He put his right hand into the pocket of his pants and pulled out a leather key fob that held the key to the DeSoto. He unlocked the door and climbed in. As soon as he turned on the ignition the radio came to life, blasting loud music at him. He quickly switched off the radio cutting Del Shannon’s Runaway off in mid wine.

“God I’m starting to hate Rock ‘N’ Roll!” he spat at the now quiet car radio. He turned the car key again and the engine rumbled into life. He knew exactly where he had to go. With a sense of urgency, he pushed the Drive button, let out the handbrake and hit the gas, with a spin of the rear tires the big Mopar car shot forwards and out on to the street narrowly missing a silver double-decked greyhound bus that honked his horn at Ed. Even driving at speed it still took him the best part of forty minutes to get where he wanted to be, on the lane leading past the sheriff’s land. As he slowed the car to a stop he could just make out the roof of the barn through the tops of the trees about one hundred and fifty yards to the left. The clock at the center of the steering wheel read ten off seven, and looking through the windscreen he guessed that was in the PM and not morning. There was still plenty of summer sun but it was low in the sky out to the west. He looked further and saw dark clouds rolling quickly towards him, obliterating the distant mountain range from view, the static electricity in the air smelled like burning plastic. Yep, there was definitely going to be a storm, and it was going to be a doozy!

He removed his right foot from the brake pedal and the car instantly started to trickle forward. He let the car idle up to the entrance to Rosen’s drive and swung the big wheel to the left. The car bumped in and out of the rutted tracks as it crossed onto the well-worn driveway. For a big V-8, the car hardly made a sound, just a soft burble from its twin exhausts as it swept stealthily nearer the ranch house. The trees and brush fell back as Ed entered the wide frontage of Rosen’s home. A black and white 1957 Ford four-door Police car was parked lengthways outside the main house and to the left, the beat up old Dodge pick-up truck that he had encountered on his first flashback was tail into the barn. Ed pushed the actuator button for neutral on the dash and the car rolled to a silent stop as he turned the ignition off. He pulled up the chrome door lever and eased out of the car. The only noise now was the slow ticking from the car as the engine cooled, and the screeching high above in the early evening deep blue sky as a bird of prey stalked its next victim. There was a small click as Ed pushed the door gently closed. He didn’t think there was much need for being covert as the black DeSoto was in plain view of anyone that walked out of the house or barn, so he quickly made his way towards the side of the barn nearest to him. As he neared he could hear the rhythmic crunch as a spade entered the earth and a grunt of exertion as it was pulled out. He made his way along the side of the wood panelling towards the front of the building and poked his head around the front. The left barn door was closed but the right was pulled wide open and the back of the old pick-up was just inside the structure with its tailgate down. He peeked over the side and into the bed to find to his relief it was empty. The shovelling noise stopped abruptly so Ed jumped back out of view with his back to the closed door. There was some more distant grunting then the digging continued. Ed crouched down and slipped around and into the barn. Long shadows stretched across the hard-packed earth. Three bare light bulbs hanging at intervals along the main roof beam struggled to spread light into the long disused stalls on either side. He could smell and almost taste the fading aroma of old leather, hay and lubricating oil of the old wooden structure. In the backs of the stalls, loose pieces of hay lay in small clumps, vying for space with the cobwebs and spiders, but other than a rusty oil can and the odd blunt farming tool, the stalls all seemed empty. Working his way stealthily from stall to stall, he made his way towards where the noise was coming from, the very back of the barn. He was very glad to see there was no velvet curtain hanging from the back wall and no wooden stage or alter. Ed was in the second to last stall on the left but still couldn’t see anything except the workbench at the back and to the right. There was no digging going on over there so he swiftly ran to the other side of the barn and crouched down into the opposite stall he had come from. This gave him a clear view of the back left-hand side of the building. The last stall was double width and in the center was a sturdy wooden trap door that measured some four-foot square. The clean, new pine contrasted with the darkened old wood of the barn wall that it lent upon. Stacked upright in the very corner was half a dozen hessian sacks full with what Ed could only imagine was the contents of the hole. A flickering light emanated from the access that the trap door covered, along with the grunts and sounds of earthworks. Slowly, he tiptoed towards the opening in the ground until he could just about see into the cavity. It looked to go about twelve foot down but seeing nothing, he came a little closer to the edge and looked down to see a youthful Johnny Rosen looking straight up at him.

Deputy Rosen felt dirt fall down the back of his collar. He swung around and looked up at the lip of the cellar to see if a rat or something had disturbed the dirt there. He was amazed to see the silhouette of a person looking down on him. With the bulb from the roof hanging almost directly above and behind whoever it was he couldn’t make out any details of the intruder, but it wasn’t a rat, it was a man for sure, a man he didn’t know, and who definitely shouldn’t be there.

“Son of a bitch!” he bellowed as he threw down the spade and started to climb the wooden steps out of the dig. Before he was even halfway up, the trap door slammed down on top of him almost hitting his head, quickly followed by the thud of something heavy being dumped on top. He put his shoulders into the trap door and pushed up. The door moved but dropped back. Pure fury gripped Rosen and through clenched teeth, he roared as he shoved with all his might. The door lifted enough that the bag of earth that had been dropped on top of it slid off and Rosen pushed it the rest of the way. He skittered up the remaining rungs of the ladder and ran the length of the barn. The intruder wasn’t in sight but he hollered after him “When I catch you, boy, I’m gonna’ whup you like a redheaded stepchild!” Seconds later he exploded out of the barn to see the man jumping into a black car on the other side of his drive. By the time he was halfway to it the car had roared into life and was spinning up dirt and dust as the be-finned tail flicked around. He ran on a few more paces but was quickly losing ground to the car with now only its rocket-like triple-tower tail-lights in view through the dust cloud. He veered left back towards his house and the patrol car sitting out front. His Ford was fitted with the supercharged 312 CI Thunderbird Special V8 motor that gave him at least 300 horses. But Rosen had had this engine modified and super-tuned so there wasn’t a bootlegger in the county that could outrun it. He turned the ignition, rammed the manual shifter into first and hit the gas.

Saunders was quite a way ahead and going fast. The powerful V8 motor was now roaring as he steered the big car along the narrow lanes heading for town. The torsion-bar suspension made the best of a bad job and helped to smooth out some of the smaller holes in the patchwork of blacktop and gravel. The tall trees either side formed a tunnel over the lane, causing the dappled sunlight to create pools of light and dark; hiding some big potholes and illuminating others but comfort wasn’t a concern for the driver right now. Getting away from Rosen and getting back to modern day was his priority now. He glanced every few seconds at the rear-view mirror screwed to the side of the dash but saw nothing so far. Then as if from nowhere, the big grinning chrome face of an old Ford came screaming up behind him. The speed at which it came on unnerved Ed quite a bit, he didn’t think cars in the 50s and 60s could go that fast. Visibly shaken, he looked down at his own speedo and saw the needle touching nearly 50mph, way too fast for a small lane like this, but he hit the gas harder and the big Mopar surged forward even faster. He checked behind him and saw that the Ford was gaining, quickly! It was now only about twenty yards behind and when the sun shot bars of light into the Police cruiser, the skeletal figure of Rosen could be seen hunched over the steering wheel, a manic grimace pasted to his face. Both the cars accelerated as they raced precariously towards the main road on that side of town. Up ahead the sun was being extinguished, brought on prematurely by the tumultuous black clouds rolling in from the west, obliterating the skyline. Ed didn’t hear the shot but he ducked instinctively when his left mirror exploded in a storm of shattered glass. Rosen had his service revolver out of the side window aiming for another shot. Ed twitched the car to the right a little as another shot sailed by. His speedo was creeping up to nearly 85mph and he was struggling to keep the car in a straight line.

The first fat drop of rain splashed heavily onto the DeSoto’s windshield, followed swiftly by another, and another. The storm had finally arrived and as if someone had turned on a faucet the downpour mixed with weeks of dust and dirt smeared the windscreen as the wipers did their best to clear Ed’s vision. Soon enough the dirt had gone but the wipers still struggled to keep the windscreen clear of rain. He turned his quad headlights to full beam, trying to pierce the gloom ahead, but it made little impact through the deluge. A jagged bolt of lightning ripped down from the heavens momentarily lighting the way, followed seconds later by the ferocious roar of thunder. In that split second he made out the center line road markings then they were gone again. A series of sharp bends were coming up which meant he was almost back to the main road. A reasonable speed would have been about 30mph but Ed took them at nearer 70, hardly slowing at all, slewing around from turn to turn. At last, he careered sideways on to the main drag, the rear of the DeSoto fishtailing dramatically until the rear tires finally found their grip in the wet. A semi-trailer hauling logs sounded his horns as Ed suddenly appeared in front of him but as the truck driver hit the brakes and created a cloud of blue smoke from the rubber of his tires, Ed was still accelerating and moved away from the wall of steel that was the trucks blunt grille. Rosen saw the truck pass so slowed down just a little more as he came out of his side road. He hit the gas as soon as he was on the two-lane blacktop but immediately hit the brakes as the rear of the logging trailer came upon him. He twitched the wheel to the left to go around but was stopped as an air force truck hammered towards him, sounding his horn. Rosen peeked out again, looking past the logger and saw an empty road. He switched on his siren and top light and hit the gas. The trucker was still cursing through his greying beard at the driver of the black DeSoto that had rushed out in front of him and was working his way back up through the gearbox of the cumbersome Peterbilt when he saw the cop car coming up to overtake. Again he hit the brakes and moved to the right to allow the officer to pass more easily. The patrol car shot past like a bullet from a gun, easily passing the logging truck, sending up a spray of water behind it. “Gonna be one o’ those nights I guess” he grumbled to himself as once again he started double de-clutching his way through the gearbox.

The souped-up patrol car quickly got up into the 90s and as another lightning bolt struck, Rosen could see already the tail of the black car not half a mile away. His foot was now hard down to the floor and the Ford kept on picking up speed, the noise of the engine roaring through the open window, the rain ignored as it splattered onto his face and torso. Rosen had about 5 miles to catch the son of a bitch before whoever it was got into town and he intended to take him on the blind bend before the road started to descend down into the valley. He didn’t know how much he had seen but it was already too much, that was for sure. Probably some private dick looking for one of the kids maybe, well he was just about to do a disappearing act too. Both cars raced towards the hairpin bend at the brow of the hill. Rosen knew the road very well having driven it pretty much every day for the last five years or more and knew the guy in front would have to slow down a lot to make the curve. That was his chance; he moved even closer to the car ahead and got right up behind it.

Ed glanced in the mirror and saw the patrol car bearing down on him through the pouring rain. The wipers thumped madly across the huge windscreen but made little difference to what he could see as he hurtled forward doing over 90 and the cop car was still gaining quickly, its light flashing and siren screaming. He was unsure of the road ahead but knew it was the way back to Ludlow as when he looked down to his left he could see the town lights coming on in the premature evening darkness. His knuckles were white as his hands gripped the wheel tightly and beads of sweat poured down his brow as he concentrated on not getting caught by Rosen. Ed’s shirt was soaked with sweat but he didn’t notice at all, he used a forearm to wipe away the stinging moisture from his eyes. With his vision now a little clearer, he could see the road was starting to climb with the brow of a hill coming up, he passed a sign but too quick to notice what it said, no passing maybe, or did it say bend? It was too late now, he was at the brow and the car left the road completely as it took off from the hill, going straight ahead at about one hundred miles per hour. The road had gone and there was now only fresh air as the 2-ton coupe flew clear across the other side of the road and over the steep embankment, easily clearing the metal protective barrier. All Ed could see was sky, clouds and raindrops and for just a moment it looked like the swept-back car had actually turned into a rocket and could fly. With nothing to slow the wheels down the engine screamed as Ed instinctively but pointlessly hit the gas pedal harder, praying that by some miracle the old DeSoto could actually fly, but gravity wrapped the car in its heavy embrace and started pulling down. As Ed stared wide-eyed out of the front windscreen all he could see now was trees and bushes and a long drop as the big DeSoto nose-dived down the side of the hill. He had less than two seconds to react before the car would become a crumpled mess of twisted steel and shattered glass. Fighting his instinct to grip the wheel even harder he wrenched opened his door and jumped into thin air, leaving the roar of the powerful V8 engine behind him.

Rosen hit his brakes long before the corner and watched in amazement as the car in front took off like a jet-fighter straight into the sunset. The dumb numb-nuts had just committed hare-kari right in front of him. Didn’t even see the guy touch his brakes. The DeSoto flew over the hill and down out of sight. In a spray of rainfall, he came to an abrupt halt on the gravel strip at the bend. He hadn’t heard the noise of tortured metal as it was ripped apart, the explosion from the ruptured fuel tank or the screams of the intruder as he died a painful but timely death. He turned his siren and light off, followed by the engine of his car. Silence except for the incessant noise of the rain on the Ford’s roof engulfed him. Puzzled, he picked his service revolver off of the seat beside him and clipped it back in its holster, just in case. As he stepped out of his car he was instantly drenched, his uniform shirt plastered to his thin torso but he ignored the discomfort. He peered through the downpour and could see there was no break in the metal barrier, not even a scratch. The guy must have been a natural pilot to clear that. Rosen chuckled to himself. He walked up to the edge of the drop and peaked over. He had seen a quite a few crashes over the years, many of them right here and he knew what to expect. He looked down and saw… nothing! Absolutely nothing! Where the freakin’ hell was it? There was no wreck at all, no crushed trees or bushes, no rips or jagged scars in the earth as the car plunged down the hill. A crack of lightning illuminated the hill and from where he stood he could see clear to almost the bottom of the drop some 200 foot below. Nothing, just gone. No way could the car have just driven down there, even if it had survived the impact there were no tracks, nothing. Rosen climbed over the barrier and leant out to get a better look. He wiped his sleeve across his forehead ridding himself of some of the rain pouring down his brow and into his eyes and stared for long moments. He stared until the noise of the big Peterbilt coming up the road broke the spell of amazement. He ran soggily back to his car, started the engine and with a spray of water and gravel coming from his spinning wheels, he spun his car around and headed back into the hills.

Ed flung his arms up to protect himself from the impact when he hit the earth. He felt himself tumbling forwards for just a second before he hit the earth on his butt. Then silence, and stillness. The quiet seemed to invade the salesman’s head. Was that it? No pain, no broken limbs, no explosions? Of course, I’m dead, there wouldn’t be any pain would there?

“Ed, are you okay? Ed, please, wake up?” Linda’s concerned dulcet tones seeped into his consciousness. He tentatively opened his eyes to see Linda’s big chocolaty eyes just a few inches from his face, staring straight at him. She looked so worried but he couldn’t help smile at her. “What? What are you smiling at, I’ve been so worried about you?”

He carefully put his hands up to her face. “You are so beautiful Linda, it’s hard not to smile when I see you.” The words were out of his mouth before he even knew he had said them. Her look changed from worry to shock. Now it was Ed’s turn to look worried. “I’m sorry, did that come out loud?! I shouldn’t have said that, I don’t know what…” Linda softly put a finger on his lips to stop Ed’s ramblings then as she removed her finger, replaced it with her full lips as they kissed properly for the first time. Ed stared into her eyes as he thought to himself ‘Yep, died and gone to heaven!’

The kiss turned into a passionate embrace. When they finally, breathlessly pulled apart they had kissed fervently for what seemed to Ed to be an eternity but was still not long enough. Their cheeks were flushed as they tried to slow down their breathing and pulse rate. “Wow!” was all he could finally manage.

Linda looked around the clearing to see the others peering through the gloom at them. “We’ll finish this later.” she said promisingly.

THIRTY-SIX

Captain Dewhurst and his team were met at the bottom of the foothills by Buster’s friend BJ. They followed him up into the woods as he drove John’s pick-up through the winding tracks to where the rest of the vehicles had congregated. Some of the hastily put together response team from the Ohio Bureau of Criminal Identification and Investigation and Ohio State Troopers were in civilian clothes with a bullet-proof vest over the top, while others looked like they were part of a heavily armed SWAT team dressed from head to foot in black and sporting assault rifles. A few were in their two-tone grey trooper uniform, topped by their grey wide-brimmed drill hat. Now on foot, they made their way quickly through the trees, two medics at the rear carrying a lightweight stretcher. At the front, BJ tried to explain to Captain Dewhurst the situation as it had been when he left to meet them. They paused briefly at the body of the Mayor but he wasn’t going anywhere in a hurry so continued on. BJ stopped them again just after they crossed the small river.

“We are almost there now,” he whispered to Dewhurst, “but we should be careful in case things have changed ya unnerstand?”

Dewhurst nodded and brought his team around. He quickly split them into two squads with the medics staying way back at the rear. Dewhurst gave his first team a few minutes to run left so that they could come in from two directions, just in case the captives weren’t captives anymore. On a signal from him over his radio, both teams moved tactically through towards the clearing.

Everyone there now knew that bodies were buried beneath them and the whole area had taken on the feeling of a cemetery. The few people that talked were doing so in very hushed, solemn tones. In the time it had taken the State troopers to get up the hill and through the trees, Ed had told Linda what he had seen in his latest flashback and where he thought the children may have been held whilst awaiting their ceremony of murder. She listened in stunned silence as he described his harrowing car chase and crash. The sharp snap of a branch caused Ed and the others to hear before they saw the State Police coming through the trees, the snapping of twigs underfoot alerted the group to the presence of people getting closer, then lights on top of rifle muzzles flicked on and searched through the darkness for targets. Ed went over to George, who was still staring at the body of his best friend.

“George, I’m going to go before these guys arrive, I have some unfinished business to sort out, and if I wait until they get here I am going to be held up for hours”.

“Well that’s all fine and dandy, but if you are going after Rosen I’m coming with you”.

“I know you want to come to George but you need to stay with Buster and explain to the State Troopers what’s been going on here, and to be honest I don’t want you getting involved in what I have to do”. George looked dismayed but understood the logic of Ed’s way of thinking. “You know they’re gonna ask how we found out about all this stuff don’t ya? What do we say, some Oracle came along, looked into ‘d past an’ the future an gave us clues? I don’t think they are gonna buy that.”

“Just tell them the truth George; Buster called you, found out who had taken Gracie and you wanted to lead them to where she was buried. You can say I helped by doing some investigation work I guess, but keep it simple… and believable.” The lights were getting brighter from two directions. Ed shook George’s hand then turned and kissed Linda swiftly but passionately on the lips. “Please be careful!” she pleaded.

“I will, promise.”

As Ed Saunders slipped out of the far side of the clearing and into the dense trees, Captain Dewhurst and his team entered from the other side.

The State troopers surrounded the tightly packed group of people gathered in the middle of the clearing. It was plain to see who the captives were and who the captures were. Without shouts or drama, his team replaced Buster’s friends guarding the seated men. Buster’s friends were then corralled away from the members of the brotherhood and politely but firmly disarmed.

Being the only woman there, Dewhurst approached Linda.

“Mrs Saxon? I’m Captain Dewhurst, Martin.” Linda shook the offered outstretched hand. Martin Dewhurst wasn’t quite what Linda was expecting. Over the phone, he had sounded much taller if that were possible, but he was quite short and rotund, but solidly built, and although he had just marched through a forest, he wasn’t out of breath at all, and not a hair of his buzz cut was out of place. His smooth complexion was very fair with freckles painted randomly across the bridge of his nose and upper cheeks, and she guessed he would be in his very early thirties, more from his rank than his baby-faced features.

“Thank you for coming so quickly, I wasn’t sure you would.”

“I’ve got to be honest with you Mrs Saxon, none of what you said over the phone sounded plausible but the names you gave and the briefest of checks on our database showed that there could be something to what you said, and now we are here, well, the evidence seems pretty overwhelming. The briefest of looks shows me we have something to work on, so I can bring in a lot more assets; equipment and men, secure the crime scene, etc. When we know more, it is quite likely the FBI might want to get involved too, depending on if the victims came across any state borders. From what you said on the telephone a body has already been found?”

“Yes, two actually, but we don’t know who one of them is. They are both little girls.” She led him over to the open grave and as Linda looked away Dewhurst used a small Maglite to look down onto the corpses, then over the mound at Buster’s body.

“I recognise him,” he said, as he played a beam of light down the big man’s length, “Guy from the gas station, right? I’ve filled up there a few times”.

“Yes, that’s Buster Benjamin, he is the father of the coloured girl down there, that’s Grace Benjamin.”

“And what happened to the mayor back there, we passed his body on the way in?”

“I don’t know for sure but I think the mayor was one of the ring leaders of the murderers, he and the sheriff tried to get away. Buster went after them. Buster got the mayor but only after he had shot Buster. It is so sad; he was such a lovely kind man.”

At that point, another plainclothes detective moseyed up to Dewhurst and they turned away from Linda. This officer seemed too large for his thin gangly frame and walked as if he was wearing someone else’s body. “Captain, I’ve been questioning one of the men that were being held by these folks, a guy called Ryan, Sam Ryan. He seems very cooperative right now; he says there could be up to a dozen more bodies under here.”

“Okay, thanks Jack. We’ll have to get a much bigger team out in the morning. For now, cuff that group and start taking them down to the vans. Keep the Ryan guy separate from the rest of them. We’ll take them back tonight and start processing them. Tell the medics they can come and collect this guy here, but for now, we are going to have to leave the children and the mayor where they are until forensics gets up here.”

Jack nodded and turned away.

“Oh, and Jack, get this area completely cordoned off, about thirty feet back into the tree line. It won’t be long ‘til the press get hold of this and we’ll have reporters all over the damn hillside.”

“Okay boss, will do.”

Dewhurst turned back to Linda, “now Mrs Saxon……” but she had vanished into the night.

THIRTY-SEVEN

It had taken quite some time to circumnavigate the hills and get behind the State troopers, but finally, Ed had got back to the vehicles on the track. It took just a few moments though to uncover Linda’s Jeep Cherokee from where it had been hidden from the Thule brotherhood. It was already facing downwards so he turned the ignition on but left the engine off, slipped the 4x4 into neutral and gravity crept the car downhill, picking up speed all the time. There was only one trooper guarding all of the official vehicles and he was standing on the other side of the track, leaning against the trunk of a black Dodge Charger patrol car. In his dark grey pants and jacket he was almost invisible in the night. The trooper heard a sound from further up the track and stepped out to investigate and was almost hit by the Jeep Cherokee bowling towards him with its engine and lights off. His quick reactions saved him as he jumped back, shocked, and the trooper hardly had time to unclip his sidearm before Ed had zipped past him into the darkness. The trooper cursed then ran around to the side of his patrol car and grabbed the radio. Ed blew a lengthy sigh as no shots followed him down the track. He started the engine, selected drive and started to pick up some serious speed. With the lights now on, he piled on the gas, heading back towards Ludlow.

Rosen flew through the quiet streets of his town and headed not for his home, but towards Willets place at the southernmost end of the town limits. Natural greed had changed his mind on the drive from the hills. He knew he wasn’t being tailed and there was plenty of time to get some cash from the old man’s place and then head home. The only possible fly in the ointment might be if they had sent a trooper directly to his place, but that was so unlikely, and if they had, well, he would deal with them when he got there. The mayor had lived alone since his wife had passed on over a dozen years ago, in one of the few tall townhouses in the area, rejecting lots of land he couldn’t manage for a tidy little plot with a handsome three-story wood-framed anti-bellum building. Rosen barely slowed as he turned onto the up-market Cleveland Road and came to an abrupt halt a few houses down from Willet’s driveway, the last hundred yards with his headlights turned off. ‘No point in advertising the fact.’ he thought to himself. With long, easy strides he reached Willets’ plot and ran up the driveway and under the portico to the white painted front door. Using the butt of his service revolver, Rosen smashed one of the six small panes of glass in the door and put his hand through and turned the latch. The sheriff knew that the place had an alarm but the mayor never bothered to set it unless he was away for more than a day, but still, Rosen tentatively opened the door. No alarms, just a deathly silence, almost as if the house knew it would not be seeing it’s owner any more. Using his service flashlight Rosen headed for the stairs, taking them two at a time up to the next floor. He headed straight for the old man’s study where he knew the safe was hidden under the floor. The study was covered on three of the four walls with bookshelves holding hundreds of old books, legal journals and the odd framed family photo. The highly polished oak floor was bare until Rosen came towards the imposing wooden desk complete with a deep, rich red leather-upholstered winged Chesterfield club chair behind it. Here, in front of the large sash windows and desk was a large circular Nain Persian rug made of forest green and yellow wool with silk highlights that Willets had picked up on one of his many trips abroad. Rosen knew the mayor had made many such trips to Persia and Asia to find and have sex with young children; he had even joined him on one of them. Rosen threw the lightweight visitors chair aside that sat on this side of the desk, then knelt down and rolled the heavy carpet up to reveal a small two-foot square piece of oak with a recessed brass ring. The wood panel came up with ease to give access to a combination safe. On the many occasions that Willets had opened the safe in Rosen’s presence, the mayor had always huddled over the safe to shield the numbers from Rosen’s view so Willets assumed, wrongly, that Rosen didn’t know the combination. The sheriff quickly entered the six-figure combination and the safe door lifted slightly as it came unlocked. Just as he was lifting the door up, he heard a noise from downstairs, the front door banged back against its frame; someone had come into the house. He turned his flashlight into the safe and illuminated a small canvas barrel bag sitting on top of files and other paperwork. He unzipped the bag to find two passports with a picture of Willets in both. One was in the name of Frederick Willets but the other was in the name of Frederick Humber. The rest of the space in the bag was taken up with rolls of one hundred dollar bills, each held tightly with an elasticated rubber band. Rosen guessed there had to be close to one hundred thousand dollars stashed neatly in this bag. “Well now I know why you were so tight only dogs could hear you fart, you old miser.” he said out loud.

“Hello, is there anybody there?” Rosen froze at the sound of the voice coming from downstairs.

“I’m going to call the police right now if you don’t come out!” The frail female voice drifted up to the study.

“Oh shoot!” was all Rosen said. He threw the passports back in the bag, rezipped it and headed for the stairs, drawing his Smith & Wesson 686 .38 Special revolver as he went. As he came around the top of the landing to the stairwell he could see one of Willets neighbours framed in the doorway by the street lighting beyond. An old lady in her late eighties stood feet apart, her housecoat flapping open as she waved a handgun vaguely in the direction of the stairs.

“Mrs Boorman, that you? This is Sheriff Rosen.” He said as he made his way purposefully down each step. With much relief, Celia Boorman lowered the old Great War Webley revolver that was shaking in her hands. “Oh my sheriff, you scared me nearly half to death…”

“Well, you might as well go the rest of the way then.” He raised his revolver and shot her in the chest, the force of the 38 calibre slug throwing her clean out of the door, the look of surprise frozen to her old craggy features. He stepped casually over the lifeless body and walked back to his car, casually putting his gun back in its holster. Lights in the street were going on all over as he started the engine and headed for the main thoroughfare through town.

Ed Saunders saw no one else as he made his way back through the municipality. Even at top speed, the Jeep didn’t move that fast and it took him more than forty-five minutes to get near to Rosen’s homestead. With a massive sense of de javu from his last flashback, he slowed the 4x4 down, but this time cruised passed the opening for Rosen’s land and finally parked in the same place that he, Buster and the others had hidden in earlier that evening. Now, as he made his way on foot towards the dwellings, there was just the faintest hint of light coming over the land as dawn approached. He reached under his jacket, pulling out the 9mm Browning from its old leather shoulder holster. He didn’t know if he could actually fire this or any other weapon for that matter. He had vowed to himself on that day in the Vietnamese village when he had watched that little girl die in his arms, to never fire another gun, and so far he had been completely successful. But Rosen was an incredibly dangerous and ruthless killer, so Ed released the safety catch, pulled the slide smoothly back to chamber a round then put the safety back on. The last thing he wanted to do was stumble in the dark and shot his own foot off. Including his flashback, which hadn’t seemed to let him down yet, this was the third time he had walked this route so he knew where he was going, so he made swift progress through the acre or so of Buckeye, firs and occasional oaks until he reached the barbed-wire fence that delineated Rosen’s yard from the woods. He leaned down next to one of the wooden fence posts and noticed that it had a very old hole punched into it that looked a lot like a nick made by a gunshot, and he thought he knew when and how it had got there. He turned his attention back to the job at hand and surveyed the area. In the half-light, he couldn’t see any cars parked outside of the main house or near the barn, but he wasn’t feeling reckless, so he stepped back into the wood line slightly and worked his way around the estate until he could see around back of the building. Nothing but a few rusted out wrecks, including what was left of the old Dodge pick- up he had seen on his first day here in Ludlow. He stopped to look at it for a moment. The picture of Gracie banging at the window as it raced through the intersection still seemed very fresh and very real, and now knowing her fate, very painful. Ed could feel his anger rising but he forced himself to calm down and focus on staying safe. He came across a small gate in the wire fencing held in place by a loop of rope. He unhitched it from the wooden post and silently entered the back yard.

No lights shone from the back of the house, and he had seen none at the front, but Ed wasn’t taking any chances. His army training had told him to zigzag when moving forward but he made a beeline for the back door, crossing the thirty yards in just a few seconds. Half expecting it to be locked, Ed turned the doorknob and the door swung easily inwards. His night vision was enough to let him know that he had entered a utility room attached to the kitchen. He made his way deftly through, seeing glasses, cutlery and plates left where they had been abandoned earlier that evening. A creaky floorboard stopped him in his tracks as he entered the main hallway; he froze and listened. Nothing moved, nothing stirred. With a two-handed grip on the butt of his pistol, the barrel pointed the way he looked, Ed continued on and checked the whole of the downstairs and found it empty. He made his way back to the foot of the stairs and as he stepped onto the first carpeted step the hallway was awash with light as a car’s headlamps flooded through windows, then as quickly as it had become light, darkness returned as the car swung away from the house and headed toward the old Dutch barn. Ed had instinctively ducked down when the lights had faced the building, but now, back in the darkness he moved quickly to the front door and opened it a fraction to peak out. He could just make out one side of the barn. He opened the door wider and noticed the red paint, now dry, that he had applied a lifetime ago it now seemed. He ventured out further onto the wooden veranda and could now see one of the big barn doors but the rest of the building was still out of sight. With his back to the wall, he made his way to the end of the porch and looked around. With the left barn door closed but the other open, Ed could see the nose of the Ford police cruiser was just inside the barn, the driver’s door wide open, engine still running and lights still on. He unclicked the safety catch then vaulted one handed over the wooded rail of the porch onto the compact, dusty earth of the yard. Crouching down he ran for the barn. The lights inside the barn had been turned on and threw long shadows into the old stalls. He slid around the closed door and made for the first stall on the left. Empty. He checked the stalls on the opposite side, they looked empty but the backs were shrouded in darkness. He worked his way down the barn, getting closer and closer to the sacrificial altar at the end. He reached the last stall before the open expanse at the end, as yet undiscovered. He took a deep breath then stepped boldly into the well-lit area, arcing his pistol left to right, searching for a target. It was empty and looked exactly how he had left it on his last visit, except the sacks of grain in the left corner had been moved and the hatch was open that lead down to Rosen’s hideaway. He stepped forwards very slowly to the edge, first pressure on the trigger, pointing the Browning down into the hole. He peered over and could see almost the whole room, and except for a pile of ropes in one corner, and a few wooden boxes in another, it was empty.

“D’ya think I was picked before I was ripe boy?”

Ed swung around to see Sheriff Rosen’s skeletal grin over the top of his revolver. The sheriff had been standing in the shadows of the last stall on the right.

“Drop the weapon and kick it over here.” ordered Rosen. Ed had a millisecond to think about what to do. There was no way that Rosen was going to let him live, whatever he did, so there was little to lose. Ed started to lower his Browning as if to capitulate then quickly snapped it back up and pulled the trigger then darted to the left towards the altar. The crack of the 9mm Browning was matched by the roar of the sheriff’s revolver as he fired back at Ed, the cacophony sounded deafening within the confines of the wooden barn and Ed felt the round whiz past his head. He dived up onto the raised dais and behind the altar. Another shot took a chunk of marble out of the corner of the obscene structure. On hands and knees, Ed crawled across the midnight blue carpet to the other end of the piece of torture equipment, then crouching down he got to his feet. He stood and fired at where Rosen had been standing just a few seconds before but the shot went harmlessly into one of the stall sides. The sheriff had moved more to the left, nearer the entrance of the hideaway and was waiting for Ed to pop up. Too late Ed saw Rosen fire and dived to the right but the bullet had already punched through Ed’s left shoulder, spinning him around while the bullet carried on and hit the wall at the back. The wound felt like nothing more than a bee sting but it had bowled him completely over and caused him to drop his gun. His left arm went limp but he managed to find his weapon and grip it with his right hand, but it was precious seconds too late for Ed. He turned and saw that the sheriff had joined him on the wooden podium, his evil smile not wavering as he raised his revolver and pointed it towards Ed’s head.

“Goodbye Mister Saunders, you have been a royal pain in the ass.” and squeezed the trigger.

THIRTY-EIGHT

“Noooooo!” The scream came from the barn door just as Rosen pulled the trigger. He instinctively jerked in that direction making the shot go high and wide but it still hit Ed’s skull, opening a wound on the left side of his head. His body fell heavily back to the floor once more, blood flowing freely into the blue carpet making it look black. On the wall above the tool bench, an old rusty scythe with a short wooden handle and long curved blade twitched.

Rosen looked down at the salesman’s prone body then turned towards the barn doors. Linda stood in front of his car, haloed by the headlights from his police cruiser. In her riding boots, tight jeans and fitted shirt, Linda’s tall, athletic figure looked mouth-wateringly tasty to Rosen.

“Well, well, I guess maybe I am gonna get my chance to put a tail on you after all. Get your cute ass over here.” he ordered. Linda didn’t move.

“NOW!” he roared and fired his pistol up into the roof causing a cloud of dust and wood splinters to cascade down. Linda jumped and screamed at the same time. The scythe twitched again.

Linda stepped forward several paces then stopped.

“Keep moving honey,” Rosen swung his gun back towards Ed’s still figure, “or I’m gonna make sure your new boyfriend here quickly becomes your next ex.”

She moved forwards again, breathing deeply but her head high and proud. She stopped again just a few feet from the raised platform. “You won’t get away with this you murdering pig!” she spat at him.

“Oh yes I will you stuck up bitch, I already have, now take your shirt off.”

“What?!”

“You heard me clear enough, take it off, now!”

The scythe rattled against the barn wall making both of them look in that direction but when their eyes looked at the tools and bench everything was still. Rosen looked back at Linda, the thought of field mice gone already. He thumbed the hammer back on his gun very slowly for dramatic effect, the click sounding very loud in the silence. Tears welled in Linda’s eyes as her hands reached for the top buttons of her checked shirt. They came undone with ease and as her chest heaved, Rosen’s skeletal grin widened. As she unhitched the bottom of her shirt from her jeans, her large firm breasts burst outward, the lacy deep red underwired bra barely holding her in. Rosen’s arm lowered slightly as all of his concentration went towards Linda’s exquisite form. Her long black hair, still held in a ponytail, came down the left side of her body, stopping just above her flat, sun-kissed stomach. Like a hungry wolf, Rosen licked his lips. Neither of them noticed the rusty scythe quiver again on the wall.

Rosen had started to pant slightly. “Show me.” he demanded in a husky voice. She dipped her head in shame then brought her hands around the back of her body reaching for the clasp on her bra. As she fumbled to unlatch the garment Rosen glanced down at the salesman, the pale skin, two bullet wounds ejecting lots of blood and no visible breathing told him all he needed to know, he had finally killed the pain in his backside. As he looked back up Linda’s bra came away from her chest, revealing a glorious sight to Rosen. He took in the large firm breasts topped with large dark areolas and large erect nipples. His lascivious grin widened and he licked his lips once more as he took a step nearer to her. “Now take off your jeans.” he demanded. At the same moment, the workbench and all of the tools hanging above it started shaking violently. The percussion was incredible, like an earthquake, but the rest of the barn wasn’t moving. Linda raised her head and looked over to the bench. Rosen lowered his gun slightly as he reluctantly looked away from Linda’s exquisite form and stared in awe at the sight. All the tools were rattling, rust fell from worn saws and hammers, a wooden peg gave way and an old pick fell to the wooden bench then to the dusty earth. One of the outer panels of wood splintered and gave way, the remainder slapping against the piece of wooden wall.

“What the f…”

The rusty, jagged scythe came spinning away from the wall like a boomerang. Mesmerised, the sheriff never moved as it flew straight towards him. The blade hit him across the neck with such force it sheared his head clean off. His head tumbled back, bounced and rolled unevenly across the top of the marble altar, a bemused look now permanently stuck on its countenance; his body just stood still, the revolver still in his hand. The scythe carried on to the other side of the barn, hit the wooden wall then clattered to the dusty earth and lay still. The rest of the tools and the workbench fell still and silent. Linda watched this happen as if it was in slow motion. With the sheriff’s heart still pumping, blood spurted up and back in a glorious bright red geyser, splattering down onto the marble table top then running in rivulets down the drain gulley’s to the chalice waiting underneath. She stared at Rosen’s body as the blood pressure weakened. Eventually, his legs buckled and he sank to his knees as if in prayer, then a few seconds later he toppled forwards onto the raised floor, his headless torso hanging over the side of the stage, what blood remaining oozing freely from the open wound. Linda’s hands went up to her face.

“Oh my god!” was all she could murmur as she stood horrified, transfixed to the spot, watching the pool of blood from Rosen’s body spread across the hard-packed earth then sink into it. After what seemed like an eternity she heard movement from behind the altar and heard a low moan.

“Ed!” She darted to the left of the dais, away from the wretched sight of Rosen’s body, her half-nakedness completely forgotten. As she came around to the rear side of the marble slab there was Ed Saunders lying on his back in a pool of blood, trying to get up and focus his eyes. She jumped the eighteen inches up onto the stage and flung herself at Ed. Very gently she got behind him and lifted his shoulders and cradled him to her chest, her tears of horror now turned to tears of joy. He moaned a little as she moved him; his eyes fluttered open then closed again, his body going limp. Her tears ran down her cheeks and gathered at the point of her chin then dropped lightly onto the side of Ed’s face. The tiny river of tears ran down the side of his nose to his lips. The moist sensation and salty tang made him lick his lips. It was enough to rouse Ed from his semi-unconscious state, he tentatively opened his eyes. The first thing he could focus on was the glorious sight of Linda’s beautiful deep, tanned cleavage that was rising and falling with the deep breathing coming from Linda’s chest. He grinned broadly then winced in pain.

“Is this heaven, tell me it is, please?” he managed as he tore his eyes away from her bust and looked up into Linda’s large brown eyes.

“My god, I thought I had lost you, I saw him shot you, I thought you were dead!” she replied. The mention of the sheriff made Ed stiffen.

“Where is he, what happened, did I get him?”

“You didn’t see it? He’s over there,” she pointed with her right hand to the other side of the dais, “dead.”

“Did I shot him?”

She shook her head no.

“Did you shot him?”

Again she shook her head no.

“No one shot him, it was a…… I don’t know, I don’t know what it was, I just know he’s dead, very dead.”

Between them, they got Ed to his feet. There was a large gash on the side of his head where the bullet grazed him, but it was already starting to scab over although blood was still freely seeping out. He still felt wobbly and held onto the altar for support. She took a handkerchief from her jeans back pocket and placed it gently on his head to help stem the bleeding. He winced again but thanked her. His shoulder had started to ache more than his head now. He looked around slowly to make sure Rosen was dead and almost jumped when he saw the skeletal face of the sheriff looking up at him just a few feet away.

“What the hell?”

Linda couldn’t bear to look at the ghastly sight; she turned away, looking over towards the hole that had been dug many years ago in the corner.

“Well you’re right, he’s definitely dead… but I still don’t understand what happened, who did this to him?”

“I can’t explain it now, maybe later, but we have to get you to the hospital. You are still bleeding quite badly from your head and shoulder.”

He let himself be led to the side of the stage and they gingerly stepped down, Linda taking most of his weight. They shuffled round to the front of the stage but Ed stopped then swayed. He felt dizzy and his knees started to go weak. They slumped back and sat at the edge of the stage as far away from Rosen’s body as they could get. As they sat together, the engine on the police cruiser stalled and the bare lights above them grew dim.

“Oh what now?!” she exclaimed.

“What’s that, over there?” Ed pointed over to the workbench that was now in half darkness. They saw some figures emerging from the darkness. A young Asian girl took a step further into the light. Ed’s heart missed a beat. Barefooted and dressed only in a brown hessian type dress, he instantly recognised the girl from his dreams, the girl from Vietnam, but this time there were no wounds, no blood. She was quite beautiful, just as he remembered her, as if it were only yesterday, his heart lurched. When she had moved from the darkness to the light she had seemed translucent but now she looked alive and vibrant, almost shining. In her left hand she carried a wooden doll, his doll, the same doll he had carried with him as a reminder of his sin for all of those years. She held her right hand out to the side, beckoning for someone to join her. Another figure stepped forward from the gloom and took the Vietnamese girls hand; it was Grace Benjamin. Slightly taller and wearing a lovely floral dress, she looked as pretty as the picture from her birthday.

Ed glanced at Linda, with a ‘can you see this too?’ look. She nodded at him then looked back at the two girls in wonderment; tears were starting to form in her eyes again. Instinctively she knew the little girl was the one from Ed’s dreams, the one who had haunted most of his adult life. The girls smiled at each other, held a hand out each and waited. Two much larger apparitions manifested themselves and joined hands with the girls. Buster took Gracie’s hand and Elsa, Buster’s wife, took the hand of the Vietnamese child and wooden doll. In unison, Ed and Linda stood up and faced the group before them.

Ed looked into the faces of each of them for a long moment and then rested on the young Asian girl. He was close to tears now too.

“I am so sorry for what I did to you, I really am, there isn’t a day goes by that I don’t think of you…”

The child let go of Grace’s hand and put a finger to her own lips to silence his words. Then she smiled; a beautiful, serene, peaceful smile that Ed knew was full of forgiveness, for him and him alone.

“Thank you.” He sniffed and stifled a sob. He could hardly speak through his emotions but he turned and looked at Buster.

“Are you okay my friend?”

Buster looked down at his daughter, squeezed her hand then raised his empty right hand and gave Ed a thumbs up and a huge toothy grin. They all smiled; each and every one of them, as tears rolled down Ed and Linda’s face. The four apparitions raised their hands in a wave, bowed their heads in thanks then turned and walked back towards the workbench and darkness. The girls disappeared, then Elsa, and lastly the gentle giant. Buster paused, turned back to Linda and Ed, gave another thumbs up in thanks then walked into the darkness and faded away.

After a few moments, the lights hanging from the roof of the barn grew brighter again. Linda looked up into Ed’s lovely face. “You felt that didn’t you, the happiness? They are all at peace.”

“Yes, I felt it.” He managed to reply. He looked down into her angelic face. “What now?”

“Now, we go and get you checked out, get Josh, then we go home.”

“Home? Your home?”

“Of course! You don’t think I am letting you ever go back to that motel do you?!” She replied. She kissed him on the cheek and herded him towards the barn door, pausing long enough to pick up her bra and shirt, slipping the shirt back on.

“Darn it.” Ed said in mock disappointment as she covered over her incredible body.

“You’ve had enough excitement for one night don’t you think? Anyway, there’ll be plenty of time in the future for you to explore.”

“Really?”

“Oh yes, plenty of time.” she said smiling as they walked out of the barn into the first early rays of a bright dawn and a glorious day.

EPILOGUE

Ed sat under the picture of the three P-51 Mustangs, warmed by the roaring log fire, deep in concentration, reading the headlines from the Columbus Dispatch, central Ohio’s main newspaper. They and most of the news organisations from around the country had followed the breaking story of the eight children and almost as many adults found buried in a mass grave in the lower foothills of the most western point of the Allegheny mountain range. The story had even been syndicated around the world. The papers and TV stations had followed the story through, from the initial finding of the grave and arrest of eight men caught trying to disperse the bodies, with a ninth man being arrested at a local hospital, all the way through the trial, to yesterday’s guilty verdicts in the Supreme Court of Ohio held at the Thomas J. Moyer Ohio Judicial Center on the east bank of the Scioto River in downtown Columbus. Most of the evidence had come from the owner of a motel in Ludlow called Sam Ryan, one of the nine men accused of the murders, who had bargained for leniency by helping the police with their enquiries. Ed Saunders read that over the past sixty-odd years, Ludlow’s mayor and the sheriff had formed a ruthless and murderess club of Ludlow residents with a penchant for sadistic and ritualistic torture of minors. The sadistic killers had fashioned themselves on a Nazi-style lodge but statements from the Thule Society vehemently denied having anything to do with the group. Most of the victims had been travellers passing through the city limits and had been stopped by the sheriff for minor misdemeanours and if found to be suitable victims, were tortured and murdered by the vicious group in a horrific ritual. The adults seemed to be collateral damage for the gang and of little significance. The vehicles they had been driving were crushed by one of the gang who owned and ran the local junkyard. A few of the licence plates had been found in the junkyard owner’s office and helped identify some of the missing persons. When I-71 fully opened in the sixties, through traffic started to dry up so the gang resorted to abducting occasional local residents from the poorer quarters of town. Kids they thought wouldn’t be missed all that much. Thankfully, almost all of the bodies had been identified except for a vagrant that happened to pass through Ludlow at the wrong time. The report went on to say that the local librarian, a Mrs Linda Saxon, had uncovered the atrocities when filing old issues of a local newspaper, and with one of the surviving relatives, had done some incredible investigative work then managed to unnerve the perpetrators into trying to move the bodies further away. A local militia had followed the murderers up into the hills and caught them red-handed trying to dig up and move the evidence. Two of the murderous club; the leader, Mayor Frederick Willets and local junkyard owner Ashley Barrett were killed by one of the militia, who also sadly was killed by gunfire. The militia victim Eugene ‘Buster’ Benjamin also happened to be the father of one of the gang’s victims, Grace Benjamin. The other ringleader of the deadly society, Ludlow’s own Sheriff John Rosen, disappeared the night the group were found out. Although a large amount of money, passports and his cars, including the last car he was seen driving, his Sheriff’s Patrol Car, were found at his residence on the outskirts of Ludlow, no trace of him has yet to be found. In his absence he was found guilty of murder of the people from the mass grave and an elderly woman from the town who apparently disturbed the sheriff while he was robbing the mayor’s house. A shrine or altar of sorts was found in one of the sheriff’s outbuildings along with his revolver, which had been fired, and a large amount of dried blood which through DNA testing was found to be Sheriff Rosen’s. Due to the enormous amount of Rosen’s blood found at the scene, federal agencies do not believe he could have survived whatever disturbance occurred there and are not actively looking for Rosen although he remains on their wanted list. Traces of a second blood type were found at the scene but did not match anything in the police database but were thought to belong to one of his victims. The guilty men were due to be sentenced next week.

Linda came into the front room, and with a flourish took her knitted scarf off and shook fresh snow onto Ed’s lap. “Thanks for that!” he said in a mock grumpy voice. A few flakes of snow held in Linda’s black hair and as they started to melt they glistened like crystals in the firelight. Once again her ageless beauty took his breath away. He finally managed to look away from her and saw Josh kicking off his rubber boots in the hall while trying to hold on to the Golden Labrador puppy’s lead. It licked at the boy’s face at it ran and jumped around in excitement, making Josh laugh out loud. Ed smiled at the sight. Linda looked over his shoulder as she stroked his head and read the headlines.

“Is it over now?” she asked.

“Pretty much; just sentencing next week. They’ll all get life I reckon.”

“I hope so, I really do, even Esther’s husband. I feel so sorry for her but what they did, urgh, it still makes me shudder even now.”

“Do you know what? The thing I still can’t figure out is who moved Rosen and filled that god-awful hole in. The police never found the hole, or the scythe for that matter. I’m sure both bits of him are down there, underneath all of that dirt, and that’s where he belongs for sure, gone and forgotten, but… do you think they did that too? You know, Buster and Gracie?”

“I know you didn’t see what I saw, the way they got Rosen, but if you had, you would believe they could do it, so yes, that’s the answer I have in my mind and that’s enough for me.”

“Me too then, and I have no intention of digging him up, let him rot there. I’m just glad I don’t black out every time I hear a cricket now. But that was it wasn’t it? The girl from Vietnam, I think the last thing she heard was the sound of crickets, and poor little Gracie too. I think the last thing she saw or heard were crickets. I don’t know how but I am sure they got together to send me those flashbacks”. He rose from his chair, tossing the newspaper aside. “Anyway enough of this; let me help you get those muddy boots off then you can get yourself warm and relax, and I’ll make you a hot drink, a woman in your condition…”

“Yes, I know, a woman in my condition has to take it easy. Thank you Mr Saunders.”

“You are most welcome Mrs Saunders.”

AUTHOR BIO

Peter Grist is regarded as one of the world’s most knowledgeable figures in American automotive history. With four books on the subject published, it would be easy to assume Peter is a homebred American, he was actually born in London.

After spending a decade in the Armed Forces, Peter moved to Southampton to start his writing career, initially creating the Chrysler Club’s magazine Talkflite, then writing for high street motoring magazines which lead to writing books including the acclaimed biography of Virgil Exner, Visioneer. He continued to write while training as a Department of Transport driving instructor and then an advanced driving instructor.

Peter works for a Hampshire-based charity and lives in Southampton with his wife Catherine, and children.

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Flashback by Peter Grist

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Content

Peter Grist
FLASHBACK

Author’s Note

GRACE

PROLOGUE

ONE

TWO

THREE

FOUR

FIVE

SIX

SEVEN

EIGHT

NINE

TEN

ELEVEN

TWELVE

THIRTEEN

FOURTEEN

FIFTEEN

SIXTEEN

SEVENTEEN

EIGHTEEN

NINETEEN

TWENTY

TWENTY-ONE

TWENTY-TWO

TWENTY-THREE

TWENTY-FOUR

TWENTY-FIVE

TWENTY-SIX

TWENTY-SEVEN

TWENTY-EIGHT

TWENTY-NINE

THIRTY

THIRTY-ONE

THIRTY-TWO

THIRTY-THREE

THIRTY-FOUR

THIRTY-FIVE

THIRTY-SIX

THIRTY-SEVEN

THIRTY-EIGHT

EPILOGUE

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ALSO BY PETER GRIST

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